“I see,” said Luke Andersen to his brother, as they
sat at breakfast in the station-master’s kitchen,
about a fortnight after the riot on Leo’s Hill,
“I see that Romer has withdrawn his charge against
young Wone. It seems that the magistrates set him
free yesterday, on Romer’s own responsibility. So
the case will not come up at all. What do you make
of that?”
“He is a wiser man than I imagined,” said James.
“And that’s not all!” cried his brother blowing the
cigarette ashes from the open paper in front of him.
“It appears the strike is in a good way of being
settled by those damned delegates. We were idiots
to trust them. I knew it. I told the men so. But
they are all such hopeless fools. No doubt Romer
has found some way of getting round them! The
talk is now of arbitration, and a commissioner from
the government. You mark my words, Daddy Jim,
we shall be back working again by Monday.”
“But we shall get the chief thing we wanted, after
all—if Lickwit is removed,” said James, rising from
the table and going to the window, “I know I shall
be quite satisfied myself, if I don’t see that rascal’s
face any more.”
“The poor wretch has collapsed altogether, so they
said down at the inn last night,” Luke put in. “My
belief is that Romer has now staked everything on
getting into Parliament and is ready to do anything
to propitiate the neighbourhood. If that’s his line,
he’ll succeed. He’ll out-manœuvre our friend Wone
at every step. When a man of his type once tries
the conciliatory game be becomes irresistible. That
is what these stupid employers so rarely realize. No
doubt that’s his policy in stopping the process
against Philip. He’s a shrewd fellow this Romer—and
I shouldn’t wonder if, when the strike is settled,
he became the most popular landlord in the country.
Wone did for himself by sneaking off home that day,
when things looked threatening. They were talking
about that in Yeoborough. I shouldn’t be surprised
if it didn’t lose him the election.”
“I hope not,” said James Andersen gazing out of
the window at the gathering clouds. “I should be
sorry to see that happen.”
“I should be damned glad!” cried his brother,
pushing back his chair and luxuriously sipping his
final cup of tea. “My sympathies are all with Romer
in this business. He has acted magnanimously.
He has acted shrewdly. I would sooner, any day,
be under the control of a man like him, than see a
sentimental charlatan like Wone get into Parliament.”
“You are unfair, my friend,” said the elder brother,
opening the lower sash of the window and letting in
such a draught of rainy wind that he was immediately
compelled to re-close it, “you are thoroughly unfair.
Wone is not in the least a charlatan. He believes
every word he says, and he says a great many things
that are profoundly true. I cannot see,” he went on,
turning round and confronting his equable relative
with a perturbed and troubled face, “why you have
got your knife into Wone in this extreme manner.
Of course he is conceited and long-winded, but the
man is genuinely sincere. I call him rather a pathetic
figure.”
“He looked pathetic enough when he sneaked off
after that riot, leaving Philip in the hands of the
police.”
“It annoys me the way you speak,” returned the
elder brother, in growing irritation. “What right
have you to call the one man’s discretion cowardice,
and the other’s wise diplomacy? I don’t see that it
was any more cowardice for Wone to protest against
a riot, than for Romer to back down before public
opinion as he seems now to have done. Besides,
who can blame a fellow for wanting to avoid a scene
like that? I know you wouldn’t have cared to encounter
those Yeoborough roughs.”
“Old Romer encountered them,” retorted Luke.
“They say he smoked a cigarette in their faces, and
just waved them away, as if they were a cloud of
gnats. I love a man who can do that sort of thing!”
“That’s right!” cried the elder brother growing
thoroughly angry. “That’s the true Yellow Press
attitude! Here we have one of your ‘still, strong
men,’ afraid of no mob on earth! I know them—these
strong men! It’s easy enough to be calm and
strong when you have a banking-account like Romer’s,
and all the police in the county on your side!”
“Brother Lickwit will not forget that afternoon,”
remarked Luke, taking a rose from a vase on the
table and putting it into his button-hole.
“Yes, Lickwit is the scape-goat,” rejoined the
other. “Lickwit will have to leave the place, broken
in his nerves, and ruined in his reputation, while
his master gets universal praise for magnanimity
and generosity! That is the ancient trick of these
crafty oppressors.”
“Why do you use such grand words, Daddy Jim?”
said Luke smiling and stretching out his legs. “It’s
all nonsense, this talk about oppressors and oppressed.
The world only contains two sorts of people—the
capable ones and the incapable ones. I am all on the
side of the capable ones!”
“I suppose that is why you are treating little
Annie Bristow so abominably!” cried James, losing
all command of his temper.
Luke made an indescribable grimace which converted
his countenance in a moment from that of
a gentle faun to that of an ugly Satyr.
“Ho! ho!” he exclaimed, “so we are on that tack
are we? And please tell me, most virtuous moralist,
why I am any worse in my attitude to Annie, than
you in your attitude to Ninsy? It seems to me we
are in the same box over these little jobs.”
“Damn you!” cried James Andersen, walking
fiercely up to his brother and trembling with rage.
But Luke sipped his tea with perfect equanimity.
“It’s no good damning me,” he said quietly.
“That will not alter the situation. The fact remains,
that both of us have found our little village-girls
rather a nuisance. I don’t blame you. I don’t
blame myself. These things are inevitable. They are
part of the system of the universe. Little girls have
to learn—as the world moves round—that they
can’t have everything they want. I don’t know
whether you intend to marry Ninsy? I haven’t the
slightest intention of marrying Annie.”
“But you’ve been making love to her for the last
two months! You told me so yourself when we met
her at Hullaway!”
“And you weren’t so very severe then, were you,
Daddy Jim? It’s only because I have annoyed you
this morning that you bring all this up. As a matter
of fact, Annie is far less mad about me than Ninsy
is about you. She’s already flirting with Bob Granger.
Anyone can see she’s perfectly happy. She’s been
happy ever since she made a fool of me over Gladys’
ring. As long as a girl knows she’s put you in a
ridiculous position, she’ll very soon console herself.
No doubt she’ll make Granger marry her before the
summer’s over. Ninsy is quite a different person.
Annie and I take our little affair in precisely the same
spirit. I am no more to blame than she is. But
Ninsy’s case is different. Ninsy is seriously and
desperately in love with you. And her invalid state
makes the situation a much more embarrassing one.
I think my position is infinitely less complicated than
yours, brother Jim!”
James Andersen’s face became convulsed with
fury. He stretched out his arm towards his brother,
and extended a threatening fore-finger.
“Young man,” he cried, “I will never forgive you
for this!”
Having uttered these words he rushed incontinently
out of the room, and, bare-headed as he was, proceeded
to stride across the fields, in a direction opposite
from that which led to Nevilton.
The younger brother shrugged his shoulders,
drained his tea-cup, and meditatively lit another
cigarette. The stone-works being closed, he had all
the day before him in which to consider this unfortunate
rupture. At the present moment, however,
all he did was to call their landlady—the station-master’s
buxom wife—and affably help her in the
removal and washing up of the breakfast things.
Luke was an adept in all household matters. His
supple fingers and light feminine movements were
equal to almost any task, and while occupied in such
things his gay and humorous conversation made any
companion of his labour an enviable person. Mrs.
Round, their landlady, adored him. There was
nothing she would not have done at his request; and
Lizzie, Betty, and Polly, her three little daughters,
loved him more than they loved their own father.
Having concerned himself for more than an hour with
these agreeable people, Luke took his hat and stick,
and strolling lazily along the railroad-line railings,
surveyed with inquisitive interest the motley group
of persons who were waiting, on the further side,
for the approach of a train.
A little apart from the rest, seated on a bench
beside a large empty basket, he observed the redoubtable
Mrs. Fringe. Between this lady and himself
there had existed for the last two years a sort
of conspiracy of gossip. Like many other middle-aged
women in Nevilton, Mrs. Fringe had made a
pet and confidant of this attractive young man, who
played, in spite of his mixed birth, a part almost
analogous to that of an affable and ingratiating
cadet of some noble family.
He passed through the turn-stile, crossed the track,
and advanced slowly up the platform. His plump
Gossip, observing him afar off, rose and moved to
meet him, her basket swinging in her hand and a
radiant smile upon her face. It was like an encounter
between some Pantagruelian courtier and some colossal
Gargamelle. They stood together, in the wind,
at the extreme edge of the platform. Luke, who
was dressed so well that it would have been impossible
to distinguish him from any golden youth
from Oxford or Cambridge, whispered shameless
scandal into the lady’s ears, from beneath the shadow
of his panama-hat. She on her side was equally
confidential.
“There was a pretty scene down our way last
night,” she said. “Miss Seldom came in with some
books for my young Reverend and, Lord! they did
have an ado. I heard ’un shouting at one another
as though them were rampin’ mad. My master ’ee
were hollerin’ Holy Scripture like as he were dazed,
and the young lady she were answerin’ ’im with God
knows what. From all I could gather of it, that girl
had got some devil’s tale on Miss Gladys. ’Tweren’t
as though she did actually name her by name, as you
might say, but she pulled her hair and scratched her
like any crazy cat, sideways-like and cross-wise. It
seems she’d got hold of some story about that foreign
young woman and Miss Gladys having her knife into
’er, but I saw well enough what was at the bottom
of it and I won’t conceal it from ’ee, my dear. She
do want ’im for herself. That’s the long and short.
She do want ’im for herself!”
“What were they disputing about?” asked Luke
eagerly. “Did you hear their words?”
“’Tis no good arstin’ me about their words,”
replied Mrs. Fringe. “Those long-windy dilly-dallies
do sound to me no more than the burbering of blowflies.
God save us from such words! I’m not a
reading woman and I don’t care who knows it. But
I know when a wench is moon-daft on a fellow. I
knows that, my dear, and I knows when she’s got a
tale on another girl!”
“Did she talk about Catholicism to him?” enquired
Luke.
“I won’t say as she didn’t bring something of that
sort in,” replied his friend. “But ’twas Miss Gladys
wot worried ’er. Any fool could see that. ’Tis my
experience that when a girl and a fellow get hot on
any of these dilly-dally argimints, there’s always
some other maid biding round the corner.”
“I’ve just had a row with James,” remarked the
stone-carver. “He’s gone off in a fury over towards
Hullaway.”
Mrs Fringe put down her basket and glanced up
and down the platform. Then she laid her hand on
the young man’s arm.
“I wouldn’t say what I do now say, to anyone, but
thee own self, dearie. And I wouldn’t say it to thee
if it hadn’t been worriting me for some merciful long
while. And what’s more I wouldn’t say it, if I didn’t
know what you and your Jim are to one another.
‘More than brothers,’ is what the whole village do
say of ye!”
“Go on—go on—Mrs. Fringe!” cried Luke.
“That curst signal’s down, and I can hear the train.”
“There be other trains than wot run on them
irons,” pronounced Mrs. Fringe sententiously, “and
if you aren’t careful, one such God Almighty’s train
will run over that brother of yours, sooner or later.”
Luke looked apprehensively up the long converging
steel track. The gloom of the day and the ominous
tone of his old gossip affected him very unpleasantly.
He began to wish that there was not a deep muddy
pond under the Hullaway elms.
“What on earth do you mean?” he cried, adding
impatiently, “Oh damn that train!” as a cloud of
smoke made itself visible in the distance.
“Only this, dearie,” said the woman picking up
her basket, “only this. If you listen to me you’d
sooner dig your own grave than have words with
brother. Brother be not one wot can stand these
fimble-fambles same as you and I. I know wot I
do say, cos I was privileged, under Almighty God,
to see the end of your dear mother.”
“I know—I know—” cried the young man, “but
what do you mean?”
Mrs. Fringe thrust her arm through the handle of
her basket and turned to meet the incoming train.
“’Twas when I lived with my dear husband down
at Willow-Grove,” she said. “’Twas a stone’s throw
there from where you and Jim were born. I always
feared he would go, same as she went, sooner or later.
He talks like her. He looks like her. He treats a
person in the way she treated a person, poor moon-struck
darling! ’Twas all along of your father. She
couldn’t bide him along-side of her in the last days.
And he knew it as well as you and I know it. But
do ’ee think it made any difference to him? Not a
bit, dearie! Not one little bit!”
The train had now stopped, and with various
humorous observations, addressed to porters and
passengers indiscriminately, Mrs. Fringe took her
place in a carriage.
Heedless of being overheard, Luke addressed her
through the window of the compartment. “But
what about James? What were you saying about
James?”
“’Tis too long a tale to tell ’ee, dearie,” murmured
the woman breathlessly. “There be need now of all
my blessed wits to do business for the Reverend.
There, look at that!” She waved at him a crumpled
piece of paper. “Beyond all thinking I’ve got to
fetch him books from Slitly’s. Books, by the Lord!
As if he hadn’t too many of the darned things for his
poor brain already!”
The engine emitted a portentous puff of smoke, and
the train began to move. Luke walked by the side
of his friend’s window, his hand on the sash.
“You think it is inadvisable to thwart my brother,
then,” he said, “in any way at all. You think I
must humour him. You are afraid if I don’t—”
His walk was of necessity quickened into a run.
“It’s a long story, dearie, a long story. But I had
the privilege under God Almighty of knowing your
blessed mother when she was called, and I tell you it
makes my heart ache to see James going along the
same road as—”
Her voice was extinguished by the noise of wheels
and steam. Luke, exhausted, was compelled to relax
his hold. The rest of the carriages passed him with
accumulated speed and he watched the train disappear.
In his excitement he had advanced far beyond
the limits of the platform. He found himself
standing in a clump of yellow rag-wort, just behind
his own stone-cutter’s shed.
He gazed up the track, along which the tantalizing
lady had been so inexorably snatched away. The
rails had a dull whitish glitter but their look was
bleak and grim. They suggested, in their narrow
merciless perspective, cutting the pastures in twain,
the presence of some remorseless mechanical Will
carving its purpose, blindly and pitilessly, out of
the innocent waywardness of thoughtless living
things.
An immense and indefinable foreboding passed,
like the insertion of a cold, dead finger, through the
heart of the young man. Fantastic and terrible
images pursued one another through his agitated
brain. He saw his brother lying submerged in
Hullaway Pond, while a group of frightened children
stood, in white pinafores, stared at him with
gaping mouths. He saw himself arriving upon this
scene. He even went so far as to repeat to himself
the sort of cry that such a sight might naturally
draw from his lips, his insatiable dramatic sense
making use, in this way, of his very panic, to project
its irrepressible puppet-show. His brother’s words,
“Young man, I will never forgive you for this,”
rose luridly before him. He saw them written along
the edge of a certain dark cloud which hung threateningly
over the Hullaway horizon. He felt precisely
what he would feel when he saw them—luminously
phosphorescent—in the indescribable mud and greenish
weeds that surrounded his brother’s dead face.
A sickening sense of loss and emptiness went shivering
through him. He felt as though nothing in the
world was of the least importance except the life of
James Andersen.
With hurried steps he recrossed the line, repassed
the turn-stile, and began following the direction
taken by his brother just two hours before. Never
had the road to Hullaway seemed so long!
Half-way there, where the road took a devious
turn, he left it, and entering the fields again, followed
a vaguely outlined foot-path. This also betraying
him, or seeming to betray him, by its departure
from the straight route, he began crossing the meadows
with feverish directness, climbing over hedges and
ditches with the desperate preoccupation of one
pursued by invisible pursuers. The expression upon
his face, as he hurried forward in this manner, was
the expression of a man who has everything he values
at stake. A casual acquaintance would never have
supposed that the equable countenance of Luke Andersen
had the power to look so haggard, so drawn,
so troubled. He struck the road again less than
half a mile from his destination. Why he was so
certain that Hullaway was the spot he sought, he
could hardly have explained. It was, however, one
of his own favourite walks on rainless evenings and
Sunday afternoons, and quite recently he had several
times persuaded his brother to accompany him. He
himself was wont to haunt the place and its surroundings,
because of the fact that, about a mile to
the west of it, there stood an isolated glove-factory
to which certain of the Nevilton girls were accustomed
to make their way across the field-paths.
Hullaway village was a very small place, considerably
more remote from the world than Nevilton, and
attainable only by narrow lanes. The centre of it
was the great muddy stagnant pond which now so
dominated Luke’s alarmed imagination. Near the
pond was a group of elms, of immense antiquity,—many
of them mere stumps of trees,—but all of
them possessed of wide-spreading prominent roots,
and deeply indented hollow trunks worn as smooth
as ancient household furniture, by the constant
fumbling and scrambling of generations of Hullaway
children.
The only other objects of interest in the place, were
a small, unobtrusive church, built, like everything
else in the neighborhood, of Leonian stone, and an
ancient farm-house surrounded by a high manorial
wall. Beneath one of the Hullaway Elms stood an
interesting relic of a ruder age, in the shape of some
well-worn stocks, now as pleasant a seat for rural
gossips as they were formerly an unpleasant pillory
for rural malefactors.
As Luke Andersen approached this familiar spot he
observed with a certain vague irritation the well-known
figure of one of his most recent Nevilton
enchantresses. The girl was no other, in fact, than
that shy companion of Annie Bristow who had been
amusing herself with them in the Fountain Square
on the occasion of Mr. Clavering’s ill-timed intervention.
At this moment she was sauntering negligently
along, on a high-raised path of narrow paved
flag-stones, such paths being a peculiarity of Hullaway,
due to the prevalence of heavy autumn floods.
The girl was evidently bound for the glove-factory,
for she swung a large bundle as she walked, resting
it idly every now and then, on any available wall or
rail or close-cut hedge, along which she passed. She
was an attractive figure, tall, willowy, and lithe, and
she walked in that lingering, swaying voluptuous
manner which gives to the movements of maidens of
her type a sort of provocative challenge. Luke, advancing
along the road behind her, caught himself
admiring, in spite of his intense preoccupation, the
alluring swing of her walk and the captivating lines
of her graceful person.
The moment was approaching that he had so fantastically
dreaded, the moment of his first glance at
Hullaway Great Pond. He was already relieved to
see no signs of anything unusual in the air of the
place,—but the imaged vision of his brother’s
drowned body still hovered before him, and that
fatal “I’ll never forgive you for this!” still rang in
his ears.
His mind all this while was working with extraordinary
rapidity and he was fully conscious of the
grotesque irrelevance of this lapse into the ingrained
habit of wanton admiration. Quickly, in a flash of
lightning, he reviewed all his amorous adventures and
his frivolous philanderings. How empty, how bleak,
how impossible, all such pleasures seemed, without
the dark stooping figure of this companion of his
soul as their taciturn background! He looked at
Phyllis Santon with a sudden savage resolution, and
made a quaint sort of vow in the depths of his heart.
“I’ll never speak to the wench again or look at her
again,” he said to himself, “if I find Daddy Jim safe
and sound, and if he forgives me!”
He hurried past her, almost at a run, and arrived
at the centre of Hullaway. There was the Great
Pond, with its low white-washed stone parapet. There
were the ancient elm-trees and the stocks. There
also were the white-pinafored infants playing in the
hollow aperture of the oldest among the trees. But
the slimy surface of the water was utterly undisturbed
save by two or three assiduous ducks who at intervals
plunged beneath it.
He drew an immense sigh of relief and glanced
casually round. Phyllis had not failed to perceive
him. With a shy little friendly smile she advanced
towards him. His vow was already in some danger.
He waved her a hasty greeting but did not take her
hand.
“You’d better put yourself into the stocks,” he
said, covering with a smile the brutality of his neglect,
“until I come back! I have to find James.”
Leaving her standing in mute consternation, he
rushed off to the churchyard on the further side of
the little common. There was a certain spot here,
under the shelter of the Manor wall, where Luke
and his brother had spent several delicious afternoons,
moralizing upon the quaint epitaphs around them,
and smoking cigarettes. Luke felt as if he were
almost sure to find James stretched out at length
before a certain old tombstone whose queer appeal
to the casual intruder had always especially attracted
him. Both brothers had a philosophical mania for
these sepulchral places, and the Hullaway grave-yard
was even more congenial to their spirit than the
Nevilton one, perhaps because this latter was so
dominatingly possessed by their own dead.
Luke entered the enclosure through a wide-open
wooden gate and glanced quickly round him. There
was the Manor wall, as mellow and sheltering as
ever, even on such a day of clouds. There was their
favourite tombstone, with its long inscription to the
defunct seignorial house. But of James Andersen
there was not the remotest sign.
Where the devil had his angry brother gone?
Luke’s passionate anxiety began to give place to a
certain indignant reaction. Why were people so
ridiculous? These volcanic outbursts of ungoverned
emotion on trifling occasions were just the things
that spoiled the harmony and serenity of life.
Where, on earth, could James have slipped off to?
He remembered that they had more than once gone
together to the King’s Arms—the unpretentious
Hullaway tavern. It was just within the bounds
of possibility that the wanderer, finding their other
haunts chill and unappealing, had taken refuge
there.
He recrossed the common, waved his hand to
Phyllis, who seemed to have taken his speech quite
seriously and was patiently seated on the stocks, and
made his way hurriedly to the little inn.
Yes—there, ensconced in a corner of the high settle,
with a half-finished tankard of ale by his side, was
his errant brother.
James rose at once to greet him, showing complete
friendliness, and very small surprise. He seemed to
have been drinking more than his wont, however,
for he immediately sank back again into his corner,
and regarded his brother with a queer absent-minded
look.
Luke ordered a glass of cider and sat down close
to him on the settle.
“I am sorry,” he whispered, laying his hand on
his brother’s knee. “I didn’t mean to annoy you.
What you said was quite true. I treated Annie very
badly. And Ninsy is altogether different. You’ll
forgive me, won’t you, Daddy Jim?”
James Andersen pressed his hand. “It’s nothing,”
he said in rather a thick voice. “It’s like everything
else, it’s nothing. I was a fool. I am still a fool.
But it’s better to be a fool than to be dead, isn’t it?
Or am I talking nonsense?”
“As long as you’re not angry with me any longer,”
answered Luke eagerly, “I don’t care how you talk!”
“I went to the churchyard—to our old place—you
know,” went on his brother. “I stayed nearly
an hour there—or was it more? Perhaps it was
more. I stayed so long, anyway, that I nearly went
to sleep. I think I must have gone to sleep!” he
added, after a moment’s pause.
“I expect you were tired,” remarked Luke rather
weakly, feeling for some reason or other, a strange
sense of disquietude.
“Tired?” exclaimed the recumbent man, “why
should I be tired?” He raised himself up with a jerk,
and finishing his glass, set it down with meticulous
care upon the ground beside him.
Luke noticed, with an uncomfortable sense of
something not quite usual in his manner, that every
movement he made and every word he spoke seemed
the result of a laborious and conscious effort—like
the effort of one in incomplete control of his sensory
nerves.
“What shall we do now?” said Luke with an air
of ease and indifference. “Do you feel like strolling
back to Nevilton, or shall we make a day of it and
go on to Roger-Town Ferry and have dinner there?”
James gave vent to a curiously unpleasant laugh.
“You go, my dear,” he said, “and leave me where
I am.”
Luke began to feel thoroughly uncomfortable. He
once more laid his hand caressingly on his brother’s
knee. “You have really forgiven me?” he pleaded.
“Really and truly?”
James Andersen had again sunk back into a semi-comatose
state in his corner. “Forgive?” he muttered,
as though he found difficulty in understanding
the meaning of the word, “forgive? I tell you it’s
nothing.”
He was silent, and then, in a still more drowsy
murmur, he uttered the word “Nothing” three or
four times. Soon after this he closed his eyes and
relapsed into a deep slumber.
“Better leave ’un as ’un be,” remarked the landlord
to Luke. “I’ve had my eye on ’un for this last
’arf hour. ’A do seem mazed-like, looks so. Let ’un
bide where ’un be, master. These be wonderful
rumbly days for a man’s head. ’Taint what ’ee’s
’ad, you understand; to my thinking, ’tis these thunder-shocks
wot ’ave worrited ’im.”
Luke nodded at the man, and standing up surveyed
his brother gravely. It certainly looked as if
James was settled in his corner for the rest of the
morning. Luke wondered if it would be best to let
him remain where he was, and sleep off his coma, or
to rouse him and try and persuade him to return
home. He decided to take the landlord’s advice.
“Very well,” he said. “I’ll just leave him for a
while to recover himself. You’ll keep an eye to
him, won’t you, Mr. Titley? I’ll just wander round a
bit, and come back. May-be if he doesn’t want to
go home to dinner, we’ll have a bite of something
here with you.”
Mr. Titley promised not to let his guest out of his
sight. “I know what these thunder-shocks be,” he
said. “Don’t you worry, mister. You’ll find ’un
wonderful reasonable along of an hour or so. ’Tis
the weather wot ’ave him floored ’im. The liquor
’ee’s put down wouldn’t hurt a cat.”
Luke threw an affectionate glance at his brother’s
reclining figure and went out. The reaction from his
exaggerated anxiety left him listless and unnerved.
He walked slowly across the green, towards the group
of elms.
It was now past noon and the small children who
had been loitering under the trees had been carried
off to their mid-day meal. The place seemed entirely
deserted, except for the voracious ducks in the
mud of the Great Pond. He fancied at first that
Phyllis Santon had disappeared with the children, and
a queer feeling of disappointment descended upon
him. He would have liked at least to have had the
opportunity of refusing himself the pleasure of talking
to her! He approached the enormous elm under
which stood the stocks. Ah! She was still there
then, his little Nevilton acquaintance. He had not
seen her sooner, because she was seated on the lowest
roots of the tree, her knees against the stocks themselves.
“Hullo, child!” he found himself saying, while his
inner consciousness told itself that he would just say
one word to her, so that her feelings should not be
hurt, and then stroll off to the churchyard. “Why,
you have fixed yourself in the very place where they
used to make people sit, when they put them in the
stocks!”
“Have I?” said the girl looking up at him without
moving. “’Tis curious to think of them days! They
do say folks never tasted meat nor butter in them
old times. I guess it’s better to be living as we be.”
Luke’s habitual tone of sentimental moralizing had
evidently set the fashion among the maids of Nevilton.
Girls are incredibly quick at acquiring the mental
atmosphere of a philosopher who attracts them. The
simple flattery of her adoption of his colour of thought
made it still more difficult for Luke to keep his vow
to the Spinners of Destiny.
“Yes,” he remarked pensively, seating himself on
the stocks above her. “It is extraordinary, isn’t it,
to think how many generations of people, like you
and me, have talked to one another here, in fine days
and cloudy days, in winter and summer—and the
same old pond and the same old elms listening to
all they say?”
“Don’t say that, Luke dear,” protested the girl,
with a little apprehensive movement of her shoulders,
and a tightened clasp of her hands round her knees.
“I don’t like to think of that! ’Tis lonesome enough
in this place, mid-day, without thinking of them
ghost-stories.”
“Why do you say ghost-stories?” inquired Luke.
“There’s nothing ghostly about that dirty old pond
and there’s nothing ghostly about these hollow trees—not
now, any way.”
“’Tis what you said about their listening, that
seems ghostly-like to me,” replied the girl. “I am
always like that, you know. Sometimes, down home,
I gets a grip of the terrors from staring at old Mr.
Pratty’s barn. ’Tis funny, isn’t it? I suppose I was
born along of Christmas. They say children born
then are wonderful ones for fancying things.”
Luke prodded the ground with his cane and looked
at her in silence. Conscious of a certain admiration
in his look, for the awkwardness of her pose
only enhanced the magnetic charm of her person,
she proceeded to remove her hat and lean her head
with a wistful abandonment against the rough bark
of the tree.
The clouds hung heavily over them, and it seemed
that at any moment the rain might descend in
torrents; but so far not a drop had fallen. Queer
and mysterious emotions passed through Luke’s
mind.
He felt in some odd way that he was at a turning-point
in the tide of his existence. It almost seemed
to him as though, silent and unmoving, under the
roof of the little inn which he could see from where
he sat, his brother was lying in the crisis of some
dangerous fever. A movement, or gesture, or word,
from himself might precipitate this crisis, in one
direction or the other.
The girl crouched at his feet became to him, as he
gazed at her, something more than a mere amorous
acquaintance. She became a type, a symbol—an
incarnation of the formidable writing of that Moving
Finger, to which all flesh must bow. Her half-coquettish,
half-serious apprehensions, about the
ghostliness of the things that are always listening,
as the human drama works itself out in their dumb
presence, affected him in spite of himself. The village
of Hullaway seemed at that moment to have
disappeared into space, and he and his companion
to be isolated and suspended—remote from all terrestrial
activities, and yet aware of some confused
struggle between invisible antagonists.
From the splashing ducks in the pond who, every
now and then, so ridiculously turned up their squat
tails to the cloudy heavens, his eye wandered to the
impenetrable expectancy of the stone path which
bordered the muddy edge of the water. With the
quick sense of one whose daily occupation was concerned
with this particular stone, he began calculating
how long that time-worn pavement had remained
there, and how many generations of human feet,
hurrying or loitering, had passed along it since it
was first laid down. What actual men, he wondered,
had brought it there, from its resting-place,
æons-old in the distant hill, and laid it where it
now lay, slab by slab?
From where he sat he could just observe, between
a gap in the trees of the Manor-Farm garden, the
extreme edge of that Leonian promontory. It seemed
to him as though the hill were at that moment being
swept by a storm of rain. He shivered a little at
the idea of how such a sweeping storm, borne on a
northern wind, would invade those bare trenches
and unprotected escarpments. He felt glad that
his brother had selected Hullaway rather than that
particular spot for his angry retreat.
With a sense of relief he turned his eyes once more
to the girl reclining below him in such a charming
attitude.
How absurd it was, he thought, to let these
vague superstitions overmaster him! Surely it was
really an indication of cowardice, in the presence of
a hypothetical Fate, to make such fantastic vows
as that which he had recently made. It was all
part of the atavistic survival in him of that unhappy
“conscience,” which had done so much to
darken the history of the tribes of men. It was
like “touching wood” in honour of infernal deities!
What was the use of being a philosopher—of being
so deeply conscious of the illusive and subjective
nature of all these scruples—if, at a crisis, one only
fell back into such absurd morbidity? The vow he
had registered in his mind an hour before, seemed to
him now a piece of grotesque irrelevance—a lapse,
a concession to weakness, a reversion to primitive
inhibition. If it had been cowardice to make such
a vow, it were a still greater cowardice to keep it.
He rose from his seat on the stocks, and began idly
lifting up and down the heavy wooden bar which
surmounted this queer old pillory. He finally left
the thing open and gaping; its semi-circular cavities
ready for any offender. Moved by a sudden impulse,
the girl leant back still further against the
tree, and whimsically raising one of her little feet,
inserted it into the aperture. Amused at her companion’s
interest in this levity, and actuated by a
profound girlish instinct to ruffle the situation by
some startling caprice, she had no sooner got one
ankle into the cavity thus prepared for it, than
with a sudden effort she placed the other by its
side, and coyly straightening her skirts with her
hands, looked up smiling into Luke’s face.
Thus challenged, as it were, by this wilful little
would-be malefactor, Luke was mechanically compelled
to complete her imprisonment. With a sudden
vicious snap he let down the enclosing bar.
She was now completely powerless; for the most
drastic laws of balance made it quite impossible that
she could release herself. It thus became inevitable
that he should slip down on the ground by her side,
and begin teasing her, indulging himself in sundry
innocent caresses which her helpless position made
it difficult to resist.
It was not long, however, before Phyllis, fearful
of the appearance upon the scene of some of Hullaway’s
inhabitants, implored him to release her.
Luke rose and with his hand upon the bar contemplated
smilingly his fair prisoner.
“Please be quick!” the girl cried impatiently.
“I’m getting so stiff.”
“Shall I, or shan’t I?” said Luke provokingly.
The corner of the girl’s mouth fell and her under-lip
quivered. It only needed a moment’s further
delay to reduce her to tears.
At that moment two interruptions occurred simultaneously.
From the door of the King’s Arms
emerged the landlord, and began making vehement
signals to Luke; while from the corner of the road
to Nevilton appeared the figures of two young ladies,
walking briskly towards them, absorbed in earnest
conversation. These simultaneous events were observed
in varying ratio by the captive and her captor.
Luke was vaguely conscious of the two ladies
and profoundly agitated by the appearance of the
landlord. Phyllis was vaguely conscious of the landlord
and was profoundly agitated by the appearance
of the ladies. The young stone-carver gave a quick
thoughtless jerk to the bar; and without waiting to
see the result, rushed off towards the inn. The
heavy block of wood, impelled by the impetus he
had given it, swung upwards, until it almost reached
the perpendicular. Then it descended with a crash.
The girl had just time to withdraw one of her ankles.
The other was imprisoned as hopeless as before.
Phyllis was overwhelmed with shame and embarrassment.
She had in a moment recognized Gladys,
and she felt as those Apocalyptic unfortunates in
Holy Scripture are reported as feeling when they
call upon the hills to cover them.
It had happened that Ralph Dangelis had been
compelled to pay a flying visit to London on business
connected with his proposed marriage. The two
cousins, preoccupied, each of them, with their separate
anxieties, had wandered thus far from home
to escape the teasing fussiness of Mrs. Romer, who
with her preparations for the double wedding gave
neither of them any peace.
They approached quite near to the group of elms
before either of them observed the unfortunate
Phyllis.
“Why!” cried Gladys suddenly to her companion.
“There’s somebody in the stocks!”
She went forward hastily, followed at a slower
pace by the Italian. Poor Phyllis, her bundle by
her side, and her cheeks tear-stained, presented a
woeful enough appearance. Her first inclination was
to hide her face in her hands; but making a brave
effort, she turned her head towards the new-comers
with a gasping little laugh.
“I put my foot in here for a joke,” she stammered,
“and it got caught. Please let me out, Miss Romer.”
Gladys came quite near and laid her gloved hand
upon the wooden bar.
“It just lifts up, Miss,” pleaded Phyllis, with
tears in her voice. “It isn’t at all heavy.”
Gladys stared at her with a growing sense of interest.
The girl’s embarrassment under her scrutiny
awoke her Romer malice.
“I really don’t know that I want to let you out
in such a hurry,” she said. “If it’s a game you are
playing, it would be a pity to spoil it. Who put you
in? You must tell me that, before I set you free!
You couldn’t have done it yourself.”
By this time Lacrima had arrived on the scene.
The shame-faced Phyllis turned to her. “Please,
Miss Traffio, please, lift that thing up! It’s quite
easy to move.”
The Italian at once laid her hands upon the block
of wood and struggled to raise it; but Gladys had
no difficulty in keeping the bar immoveable.
“What are you doing?” cried the younger girl
indignantly. “Take your arm away!”
“She must tell us first who put her where she is,”
reiterated Miss Romer. “I won’t have her let out
’till she tells us that!”
Phyllis looked piteously from one to the other.
Then she grew desperate.
“It was Luke Andersen,” she whispered.
“What!” cried Gladys. “Luke? Then he’s been
out walking with you? Has he? Has he? Has
he?”
She repeated these words with such concentrated
fury that Phyllis began to cry. But the shock of this
information gave Lacrima her chance. Using all her
strength she lifted the heavy bar and released the
prisoner. Phyllis staggered to her feet and picked
up her bundle. Lacrima handed the girl her hat
and helped her to brush the dust from her clothes.
“So you are Luke’s latest fancy are you?”
Gladys said scowling fiercely at the glove-maker.
The pent-up feelings of the young woman broke
forth at once. Moving a step or two away from
them and glancing at a group of farm-men who were
crossing the green, she gave full scope to her revenge.
“I’m only Annie Bristow’s friend,” she retorted.
“Annie Bristow is going to marry Luke. They are
right down mad on one another.”
“It’s a lie!” cried Gladys, completely forgetting
herself and looking as if she could have struck the
mocking villager.
“A lie, eh?” returned the other. “Tisn’t for me
to tell the tale to a young lady, the likes of you.
But we be all guessing down in Mr. North’s factory,
who ’twas that gave Luke the pretty lady-like ring
wot he lent to Annie!”
Gladys became livid with anger. “What ring?”
she cried. “Why are you talking about a ring?”
“Annie, she stuck it, for devilry, into that hole in
Splash-Lane stone. She pushed it in, tight as ’twere
a sham diamint. And there it do bide, the lady’s
pretty ring, all glittery and shiny, at bottom of that
there hole! We maids do go to see ’un glinsying
and gleaming. It be the talk of the place, that ring
be! Scarce one of the childer but ’as ’ad its try to
hook ’un out. But ’tis no good. I guess Annie
must have rammed it down with her mother’s girt
skewer. ’Tis fast in that stone anyway, for all the
world to see. Folks, may-be, ’ll be coming from
Yeoborough, long as a few days be over, to see the
lady’s ring, wot Annie threw’d away, ’afore she said
‘yes’ to her young man!”
These final words were positively shouted by the
enraged Phyllis, as she tripped away, swinging her
bundle triumphantly.
It seemed for a moment as though Gladys meditated
a desperate pursuit, and the infliction of physical
violence upon her enemy. But Lacrima held
her fast by the hand. “For heaven’s sake, cousin,”
she whispered, “let her go. Look at those men
watching us!”
Gladys turned; but it was not at the farm-men
she looked.
Across the green towards them came the two
Andersens, Luke looking nervous and worried, and
his brother gesticulating strangely. The girls remained
motionless, neither advancing to meet them
nor making any attempt to evade them. Gladys
seemed to lose her defiant air, and waited their
approach, rather with the look of one expecting to
be chidden than of one prepared to chide. On all
recent occasions this had been her manner, when in
the presence of the young stone-carver.
The sight of Lacrima seemed to exercise a magical
effect upon James Andersen. He ceased at once his
excited talk, and advancing towards her, greeted
her in his normal tone—a tone of almost paternal
gentleness.
“It is nearly a quarter to one,” said Gladys,
addressing both the men. “Lacrima and I’ll have
all we can do to get back in time for lunch. Let’s
walk back together!”
Luke looked at his brother who gave him a friendly
smile. He also looked sharply at the Hullaway labourers,
who were shuffling off towards the barton of
the Manor-Farm.
“I don’t mind,” he said; “though it is a dangerous
time of day! But we can go by the fields, and
you can leave us at Roandyke Barn.”
They moved off along the edge of the pond together.
“It was Lacrima, not I, Luke,” said Gladys presently,
“who let that girl out.”
Luke flicked a clump of dock-weeds with his cane.
“It was her own fault,” he said carelessly. “I
thought I’d opened the thing. I was called away
suddenly.”
Gladys bowed her head submissively. In the
company of the young stone-carver her whole nature
seemed to change. A shrewd observer might even
have marked a subtle difference in her physical
appearance. She appeared to wilt and droop, like
a tropical flower transplanted into a northern
zone.
They remained all together until they reached the
fields. Then Gladys and Luke dropped behind.
“I have something I want to tell you,” said the
fair girl, as soon as the others were out of hearing.
“Something very important.”
“I have something to tell you too,” answered
Luke, “and I think I will tell it first. It is hardly
likely that your piece of news can be as serious as
mine.”
They paused at a stile; and the girl made him take
her in his arms and kiss her, before she consented to
hear what he had to say.
It would have been noticeable to any observer that
in the caresses they exchanged, Luke played the perfunctory,
and she the passionate part. She kissed
him thirstily, insatiably, with clinging lips that
seemed avid of his very soul. When at last they
moved on through grass that was still wet with the
rain of the night before, Luke drew his hand away
from hers, as if to emphasize the seriousness of his
words.
“I am terribly anxious, dearest, about James,”
he said. “We had an absurd quarrel this morning,
and he rushed off to Hullaway in a rage. I found
him in the inn. He had been drinking, but it was
not that which upset him. He had not taken enough
to affect him in that way. I am very, very anxious
about him. I forget whether I’ve ever told you
about my mother? Her mind—poor darling—was
horribly upset before she died. She suffered from
more than one distressing mania. And my fear is
that James may go the same way.”
Gladys hung her head. In a strange and subtle
way she felt as though the responsibility of this new
catastrophe rested upon her. Her desperate passion
for Luke had so unnerved her, that she had become
liable to be victimized by any sort of superstitious
apprehension.
“How dreadful!” she whispered, “but he seemed to
me perfectly natural just now.”
“That was Lacrima’s doing,” said Luke. “Lacrima
is at the bottom of it all. I wish, oh, I wish,
she was going to marry James, instead of that uncle
of yours.”
“Father would never allow that,” said Gladys,
raising her head. “He is set upon making her take
uncle John. It has become a kind of passion with
him. Father is funny in these things.”
“Still—it might be managed,” muttered Luke
thoughtfully, “if we carried it through with a high
hand. We might arrange it; the world is malleable,
after all. If you and I, my dear, put our heads
together, Mr. John Goring might whistle for his
bride.”
“I hate Lacrima!” cried Gladys, with a sudden
access of her normal spirit.
“I don’t care two pence about Lacrima,” returned
Luke. “It is of James I am thinking.”
“But she would be happy with James, and I don’t
want her to be happy.”
“What a little devil you are!” exclaimed the stone-carver,
slipping his arm round her waist.
“Yes, I know I am,” she answered shamelessly.
“I suppose I inherit it from father. He hates people
just like that. But I am not a devil with you,
Luke, am I? I wish I were!” she added, after a little
pause.
“We must think over this business from every
point of view,” said Luke solemnly. “I cannot
help thinking that if you and I resolve to do it, we
can twist the fates round, somehow or another. I
am sure Lacrima could save James if she liked. If
you could only have seen the difference between
what he was when I was called back to him just now,
and what he became as soon as he set eyes upon
her, you would know what I mean. He is mad
about her, and if he doesn’t get her, he’ll go really
mad. He was a madman just now. He nearly
frightened that fool Titley into a fit.”
“I don’t want Lacrima to marry James,” burst
out Gladys. Luke in a moment drew his arm away,
and quickened his pace.
“As you please,” he said. “But I can promise
you this, my friend, that if anything does happen to
my brother, it’ll be the end of everything between
us.”
“Why—what—how can you say such dreadful
things?” stammered the girl.
Luke airily swung his stick. “It all rests with
you, child. Though we can’t marry, there’s no
reason why we shouldn’t go on seeing each other,
as we do now, forever and ever,—as long as you
help me in this affair. But if you’re going to sulk
and talk this nonsense about ‘hating’—it is probable
that it will be a case of good-bye!”
The fair girl’s face was distorted by a spasmodic
convulsion of conflicting emotions. She bit her lip
and hung her head. Presently she looked up again
and flung her arms round his neck. “I’ll do anything
you ask me, Luke, anything, as long as you
don’t turn against me.”
They walked along for some time in silence, hand
in hand, taking care not to lose sight of their two
companions who seemed as engrossed as themselves
in one another’s society. James Andersen was showing
sufficient discretion in avoiding the more frequented
foot-paths.
“Luke,” began the girl at last, “did you really
give my ring to Annie Santon?”
Luke’s brow clouded in a moment. “Damn
your ring!” he cried harshly. “I’ve got other things
to think about now than your confounded rings.
When people give me presents of that kind,” he added
“I take for granted I can do what I like with
them.”
Gladys trembled and looked pitifully into his face.
“But that girl said,” she murmured—“that factory
girl, I mean—that it had been lost in some way;
hidden, she said, in some hole in a stone. I can’t
believe that you would let me be made a laughing-stock
of, Luke dear?”
“Oh, don’t worry me about that,” replied the
stone-carver. “May-be it is so, may-be it isn’t so;
anyway it doesn’t matter a hang.”
“She said too,” pleaded Gladys in a hesitating
voice, “that you and Annie were going to be married.”
“Ho! ho!” laughed Luke, fumbling with some
tightly tied hurdles that barred their way; “so she
said that, did she? She must have had her knife
into you, our little Phyllis. Well, and what’s to
stop me if I did decide to marry Annie?”
Gladys gasped and looked at him with a drawn
and haggard face. Her beauty was of the kind that
required the flush of buoyant spirits to illuminate it.
The more her heart ached, the less attractive she
became. She was anything but beautiful now; and,
as he looked at her, Luke noticed for the first time,
how low her hair grew upon her forehead.
“You wouldn’t think of doing that?” she whispered,
in a tone of supplication. He laughed lightly
and lifting up her chin made as though he were
going to kiss her, but drew back without doing so.
“Are you going to be good,” he said, “and help
me to get Lacrima for James?”
She threw her arms round him. “I’ll do anything
you like—anything,” she repeated, “if you’ll only
let me love you!”
While this conversation was proceeding between
these two, a not less interesting clash of divergent
emotions was occurring between their friends. The
Italian may easily be pardoned if she never for one
second dreamed of the agitation in her companion’s
mind that had so frightened Luke. James’ manner
was in no way different from usual, and though he
expressed his feelings in a more unreserved fashion
than he had ever done before, Lacrima had been for
many weeks expecting some such outbreak.
“Don’t be angry with me,” he was saying, as he
strode by her side. “I had meant never to have
told you of this. I had meant to let it die with me,
without your ever knowing, but somehow—today—I
could not help it.”
He had confessed to her point blank, and in simple,
unbroken words, the secret of his heart, and Lacrima
had for some moments walked along with head
averted making no response.
It would not be true to say that this revelation
surprised her. It would be completely untrue to say
it offended her. It did not even enter her mind that
it might have been kinder to have been less friendly,
less responsive, than she had been, to this queer
taciturn admirer. But circumstances had really
given her very little choice in the matter. She had
been, as it were, flung perforce upon his society, and
she had accepted, as a providential qualification of
her loneliness, the fact that he was attracted towards
her rather than repelled by her.
It is quite possible that had he remained untouched
by the evasive appeal of her timid grace; had he,
for instance, remained a provocative and impenetrable
mystery at her side, she might have been led
to share his feelings. But, unluckily for poor Andersen,
the very fact that his feelings had been disclosed
only too clearly, militated hopelessly against
such an event. He was no remote, shadowy, romantic
possibility to her—a closed casket of wonders,
difficult and dangerous to open. He was simply a
passionate and assiduous lover. The fact that he
could love her, lowered him a little in Lacrima’s
esteem. True to her Pariah instincts she felt that
such passion was a sign of weakness in him; and if she
did not actually despise him for it, it materially lessened
the interest she took in the workings of his mind.
Maurice Quincunx drew her to him for the very reason
that he was so sexless, so cold, so wayward, so full of
whimsical caprices. Maurice, a Pariah himself, excited
at the same time her maternal tenderness and her
imaginative affection. If she did not feel the passion
for him that she might have felt for Andersen, had
Andersen remained inaccessible; that was only because
there was something in Maurice’s peculiar egoism
which chilled such feelings at their root.
Another almost equally effective cause of her lack
of response to the stone-carver’s emotion was the
cynical and world-deep weariness that had fallen upon
her, since this dreadful marriage with Goring had become
a settled event. Face to face with this, she
felt as though nothing mattered very much, and as
though any feeling she herself might excite in another
person must needs be like the passing of a shadow
across a mirror—something vague, unreal, insubstantial—something
removed to a remote distance,
like the voice of a person at the end of a long
tunnel, or as the dream of someone who is himself a
figure in a dream. If anyone, she felt, broke into
the enchanted circle that surrounded her, it was as if
they sought to make overtures to a person dead and
buried.
It was almost with the coldness and detachment of
the dead that she now answered him, and her voice
went sighing across the wet fields with a desolation
that would have struck a more normal mind than
Andersen’s as the incarnation of tragedy. He was
himself, however, strung up to such a tragic note,
that the despair in her tone affected him less than it
would have affected another.
“I have come to feel,” said she, “that I have no
heart, and I feel as though this country of yours
had no heart. It ought to be always cloudy and dark
in this place. Sunshine here is a kind of bitter
mockery.”
“You do not know—you do not know what you
say,” cried the poor stone-carver, quickening his
pace in his excitement so that it became difficult for
her to keep up with him. “I have loved you, since I
first saw you—that day—down at our works—when
the hawthorn was out. My heart at any rate is
deep enough, deep enough to be hurt more than you
would believe, Lacrima. Oh, if things were only
different! If you could only bring yourself to care
for me a little—just a little! Lacrima, listen to me.”
He stopped abruptly in the middle of a field and made
her turn and face him. He laid his hand solemnly
and imploringly upon her wrist. “Why need you
put yourself under this frightful yoke? I know
something of what you have had to go through. I
know something, though it may be only a little, of
what this horrible marriage means to you. Lacrima,
for your own sake—as well as mine—for the sake of
everyone who has ever cared for you—don’t let them
drag you into this atrocious trap.
“Trust me, give yourself boldly into my care.
Let’s go away together and try our fortune in some
new place! All places are not like Nevilton. I am a
strong man, I know my trade, I could earn money
easily to keep us both. Lacrima, don’t turn away,
don’t look so helpless! After all, things might be
worse, you might be already married to that man,
and be buried alive forever! It is not yet too late.
You are still free. I beg and implore you, by everything
you hold sacred, to stop and escape before it is
too late. It doesn’t matter that you don’t love me
now. As long as you don’t utterly hate me all can
be put right. I don’t ask you to return what I feel
for you. I won’t ask it if you agree to marry me.
I’ll make any contract with you you please, and
swear any vow. I won’t come near you when we are
together. We can live under one roof as brother
and sister. The wedding-ring will be nothing between
us. It will only protect you from the rest of
the world. I won’t interfere with your life at all,
when once I have freed you from this devil’s hole.
It will only be a marriage in form, in name; everything
else will be just as you please. I will obey
your least wish, your least fancy. If you want to
go back to your own country and to go alone, I will
save up money enough to make that possible. In
fact, I have now got money enough to pay your
journey and I would send out more to you. Lacrima,
let me help you to break away from all this. You
must, Lacrima, you must and you shall! If you
prefer it, we needn’t ever be married. I don’t want
to take advantage of you. I’ll give you every
penny I have and help you out of the country and
then send you more as I earn it. It is madness,
this devilish marriage they are driving you into. It
is madness and folly to submit to it. It is monstrous.
It is ridiculous. You are free to go, they have no
hold upon you. Lacrima, Lacrima! why are you so
cruel to yourself, to me, to everyone who cares for
you?”
He drew breath at last, but continued to clutch
her wrist with a trembling hand, glancing anxiously,
as he waited, at the lessening distance that separated
them from the others.
Lacrima looked at him with a pale troubled face,
but her large eyes were full of tears and when she
spoke her voice quivered.
“I was wrong, my friend, to say that none of you
here had any heart. Your heart is large and noble.
I shall never—never forget what you have now said
to me. But James—but James, dear,” and her voice
shook still more, “I cannot, I cannot do it. There
are more reasons than I can explain to you, why
this thing must happen. It has to happen, and we
must bow our heads and submit. After all, life is
not very long, or very happy, at the best. Probably,”—and
she smiled a sad little smile,—“I should disappoint
you frightfully if we did go together. I am
not such a nice person as you suppose. I have queer
moods—oh, such strange, strange moods!—and I know
for certain that I should not make you happy.
“Shall I tell you a horrible secret, James?” Here
her voice sank into a curious whisper and she laughed
a low distressing laugh. “I have really got the soul,
the soul I say, not the nerves or sense, of a girl who
has lost everything,—I wish I could make you understand—who
has lost self-respect and everything,—I
have thought myself into this state. I don’t care
now—I really don’t—what happens to me. James,
dear—you wouldn’t want to marry a person like that,
a person who feels herself already dead and buried?
Yes, and worse than dead! A person who has lost
all pity, all feeling, even for herself. A person who
is past even caring for the difference between right
and wrong! You wouldn’t want to be kind to a
person like that, James, would you?”
She stopped and gazed into his face, smiling a woeful
little smile. Andersen mechanically noticed that
their companions had observed their long pause, and
had delayed to advance, resting beneath the shelter
of a wind-tossed ash-tree. The stone-carver began
to realize the extraordinary and terrible loneliness
of every human soul. Here he was, face to face
with the one being of all beings whose least look or
word thrilled him with intolerable excitement, and
yet he could not as much as touch the outer margin
of her real consciousness.
He had not the least idea, even at that fatal moment,
what her inner spirit was feeling; what thoughts,
what sensations, were passing through her soul. Nor
could he ever have. They might stand together thus,
isolated from all the world, through an eternity of
physical contact, and he would never attain such
knowledge. She would always remain aloof, mysterious,
evasive. He resolved that at all events as
far as he himself was concerned, there should be no
barrier between them. He would lay open to her
the deepest recesses of his heart.
He began a hurried incoherent history of his passion,
of its growth, its subtleties, its intensity. He
tried to make her realize what she had become for
him, how she filled every hour of every day with her
image. He explained to her how clearly and fully
he understood the difficulty, the impossibility, of his
ever bringing her to care for him as he cared for
her.
He even went so far as to allude to Mr. Quincunx,
and implored her to believe that he would be well
content if she would let him earn money enough to
support both her and Maurice, either in Nevilton or
elsewhere, if it would cut the tragic knot of her fate
to join her destiny to that of the forlorn recluse.
It almost seemed as though this final stroke of
self-abnegation excited more eloquence in him than
all the rest. He begged and conjured her to cut
boldly loose from the Romer bonds, and marry her
queer friend, if he, rather than any other, were the
choice she made. His language became so vehement,
his tone so impassioned and exalted, that the
girl began to look apprehensively at him. Even
this apprehension, however, was a thing strangely
removed from reality. His reckless words rose and
fell upon the air and mixed with the rising wind as
if they were words remembered from some previous
existence. The man’s whole figure, his gaunt frame,
his stooping shoulders, his long arms and lean fingers,
seemed to her like something only half-tangible,
something felt and seen through a dim medium of
obscuring mist.
Lacrima felt vaguely as though all this were happening
to someone else, to someone she had read
about in a book, or had known in remote childhood.
The overhanging clouds, the damp grass, the distant
ash-tree with the forms of their friends beneath
it, all these things seemed to group themselves in
her mind, as if answering to some strange dramatic
story, which was not the story of her life at all, but
of some other harassed and troubled spirit.
In the depths of her mind she shrank away
half-frightened and half-indifferent from this man’s
impassioned pleading and heroic proposals. The humorously
cynical image of the hermit of Dead Man’s
Lane crossed her mental vision as a sort of wavering
Pharos light in the dreamy twilight of her consciousness.
How well she knew with what goblin-like
quiver of his nostrils, with what sardonic gleam of
his eyes, he would have listened to his rival’s exalted
rhetoric.
In some strange way she felt almost angry with
this bolder, less cautious lover, for being what her
poor nervous Maurice never could be. She caught
herself shuddering at the thought of the drastic
effort, the stern focussing of will-power which the
acceptance of any one of his daring suggestions would
imply. Perhaps, who can say, there had come to
be a sort of voluptuous pleasure in thus lying back
upon her destiny and letting herself be carried forward,
at the caprice of other wills than her own.
Mingled with these other complex reactions, there
was borne in upon her, as she listened to him, a
queer sense of the absolute unimportance of the
whole matter. The long strain upon her nerves, of
her sojourn in Nevilton House, had left her physically
so weary that she lacked the life-energy to supply
the life-illusion. The ardour and passion of
Andersen’s suggestions seemed, for all their dramatic
pathos, to belong to a world she had left—a world
from which she had risen or sunk so completely, that
all return was impossible. Her nature was so hopelessly
the true Pariah-nature, that the idea of the
effort implied in any struggle to escape her doom,
seemed worse than the doom itself.
This inhibition of any movement of effective resistance
in the Pariah-type is the thing that normal
temperaments find most difficult of all to understand.
It would seem almost incredible to a healthy
minded person that Lacrima should deliberately let
herself be driven into such a fate without some last
desperate struggle. Those who find it so, however,
under-estimate that curious passion of submission
from which these victims of circumstance suffer, a
passion of submission which is itself, in a profoundly
subtle way, a sort of narcotic or drug to the wretchedness
they pass through.
“I cannot do it,” she repeated in a low tired voice,
“though I think it’s generous, beyond description,
what you want to do for me. But I cannot do it.
It’s difficult somehow to tell you why, James dear;
there are certain things that are hard to say, even
to people that we love as much as I love you. For
I do love you, in spite of everything. I hope you
realize that. And I know that you have a deep
noble heart.”
She looked at him with wistful and appealing
tenderness, and let her little fingers slip into his
feverish hand.
When she said the words, “I do love you,” a shivering
ecstasy shot through the stone-carver’s veins,
followed by a ghastly chilliness, like the hand of
death, as he grasped their complete meaning. The
most devastating tone, perhaps, of all, for an impassioned
lover to hear, is that particular tone of
calm tender affection. It has the power of closing
up vistas of hope more effectively than the expression
of the most vigorous repulsion. There was a
ring of weary finality in her voice that echoed through
his mind, like the tread of coffin-bearers through a
darkened passage. Things had reached their hopeless
point, and the two were standing mute and
silent, in the attitude of persons taking a final farewell
of one another, when a noisy group of village
maids, on their dilatory road to the glove-factory,
made their voices audible from the further side of
the nearest hedge.
They both turned instantaneously to see how this
danger of discovery affected their friends, and neither
of them was surprised to note that the younger
Andersen had left his companion and was strolling
casually in the direction of the voices. As soon as
he saw that they had observed this manœuvre he
began beckoning to James.
“We’d better separate, my friend,” whispered
Lacrima hastily. “I’ll go back to Gladys. She and
I must take the lane way and you and Luke the
path by the barn. We’ll meet again before—before
anything happens.”
They separated accordingly and as the two girls
passed through the gate that led into the Nevilton
road, they could distinctly hear, across the fields,
the ringing laughter of the high-spirited glove-makers
as they chaffed and rallied the two stone-carvers
through the thick bramble hedge which intervened
between them.