The four Matrons took the evening watch, alone
in prison, in rotation. It was a rule that one of them
was to be always there, when the prisoners were in.
They were not to be left by themselves a moment.
The one who had charge was to be alone; the
other three were at liberty, one to go about the buildings
or grounds, two to go out of the prison confines,
if they liked. It was my turn to be alone in prison.
Immediately after they had been locked into their
cells, and the other Matrons had left, Haggerton began
to complain of her coffee.
"What is the matter with your coffee?" I asked.
"It is cold," she replied.
"I am sorry; but I can't help it now."
Upon that she began to fret. "I haven't eaten any
breakfast, nor any dinner, and I've worked hard all
day, and staid an hour later,"—some of them had
staid till eight o'clock that night in the shop—"and
now I can't eat any supper because my coffee is cold.
I'll tell the Master, and he'll make an awful fuss."
Of course I could not allow such talk as that, and
I told her to stop.
"I have done the best for you that I could. You
had the same chance to eat that the rest had, and the
same breakfast and dinner provided for you. I am
not allowed to provide anything else. If you haven't
eaten, it is your own fault."
"I can't eat brown bread, and I can't eat soup, nor
I can't drink cold coffee. The Master will be awful
mad, and make an awful fuss, for me to have cold
coffee."
"Not another word, Haggerton! If you don't like
the fare, you ought not to take board here," I said. I
thought, if the Master would feel so bad that your
coffee is cold, why don't his compassion lead him to
provide something that you can eat.
Upon that she went on to cry and sob, and make
a great disturbance in the prison.
I told her she must stop; but she kept on. I had
not the heart to scold and threaten the girl. I had
no doubt that she was tired and hungry, and I pitied
her. I went for the Deputy, to see what I should do.
He was out. I stepped into the officers' dining-room
to find some one to direct me.
Mrs. Hardhack, the Shop Matron, was eating her
supper. The Supervisor sat there, talking with her.
I stated the case to her. Before I had got half
through with it, she motioned me away, and exclaimed,
in great agitation,—
"You mustn't leave the prison alone a moment!
You mustn't leave the prison alone a moment!"
Mrs. Hardhack rushed past me as though every
prisoner had got loose, and was running away.
I thought they would probably be safe if she
arrived without accident, and followed at my usual
gait.
When I entered the prison she was leaving Haggerton's
cell door, and from the second division saluted
me with,—
"It's no wonder the girl cries! her coffee is cold!
I went to the kettle and tasted it myself! She hasn't
eaten a mouthful to-day; and now, to have cold coffee
given her for her supper, it's too bad! The
Master shall know it, and he'll make an awful fuss."
I made no reply to her; but the next morning, I
had several questions to ask the Deputy.
"It is a rule, is it, that the prisoners are not to be
left alone a moment at night, after they are locked
in?"
"Yes."
"Then how am I to leave the prison, go across the
kitchen, and pass out my keys? Sometimes it will
be ten or fifteen minutes before I can make the
prison officer hear my rap."
"Of course you must do that."
"Then I must leave the prison alone. Have the
Board of Directors approved both those rules?"
He smiled.
"The reason why I asked was, because the Supervisor
and Shop Matron thought I had committed a
great violation of the rules, to leave the prison a
moment to find you, to ask you a question, when I
was in difficulty last night."
"Did you have any difficulty last night?"
I told him the story of Haggerton, and Mrs. Hardhack's
management in the case.
"You can judge that such conduct is calculated
to produce disorder, and it did. It was nearly half
an hour before I got the women quiet again."
"Mrs. Hardhack has been here many years—she
ought to know better than to behave in that way. If
she don't, I can teach her."
I did not tell him what followed. I had been
studying the "Rules and Regulations" of the Board
of Directors, for myself, and intended to abide by
them. I remarked carelessly,—
"The Board direct that the convicts shall work
from sunrise to sunset. They were worked an hour
later last night."
"They had some contract work that they wanted
to finish."
"The order of the Board is to work from sunrise
to sunset. There is no provision made for finishing
contract work. The order to work over hours was
submitted to the Board for approval last night, was it
not?"
"You are sharp. I see you wish to do your own
duty, and you wish others to do the same."
"Yes, I like to do my duty if I can find out what
it is. In this particular case, I am indifferent whether
others do theirs or not. But, if I find them following
me up to make me perform mine accurately, when
they are involved in the same, it is perfectly natural
for me to turn and observe their manner of doing
theirs."
"I am trying to do mine."
"I see that you are, and I am glad that you have
a better opportunity to find out what it is, than I do."
The moment that Mrs. Hardhack was out of the
prison, that night, the convicts commenced hooting
and whistling. If she did not put Haggerton up,
directly, to play off on me, which I strongly suspected,
her behavior was calculated to encourage their conduct.
I was a new Matron, this was my first night alone,
and they would try me, to see what stuff I was made
of.
If Mrs. Hardhack had instigated their conduct, the
punishment would come upon them, not her. It was
my business to suppress the noise, and to detect those
who were engaged in making it.
I drew my feet from my slippers, and commenced
my search for the culprits.
It was made a short one by the assistance of one
of the sweeps who hated Mrs. Hardhack, and would
do anything to thwart her—even betray a fellow-prisoner.
She pointed me to one of the doors from whence
the whistling came. I crept softly along, in the
shade, and stood by the next door a moment. The
girl, unconscious that I was near, gave another shrill
call.
"That is you, is it, Kate Connolly?" I said, close
to her ear.
She burst into tears at the sound of my voice.
Her imagination at once brought before her the long
aching induced by solitary confinement. It was far
from an agreeable prospect to look forward to.
"I'm sorry! indeed I am!"
"Sorry for what,—that you made disturbance, or
that I found you out?"
"For both. Indeed I am; I knew better—I
knew the rules; I've been here before, and it'll go
hard with me."
"You thought I was a stranger and wouldn't know
them, did you?"
"Yes, ma'am; but I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry for you, Kate, that you should be so
ill-disposed as to make a noise, purposely to disturb
me; and that you should be so mean as to try to impose
upon a stranger. In future it will be well for
you to know who you are playing off on before you
begin. Now, Kate Connolly, remember—if ever I
catch you in another such a trick, I shall have you
punished!"
"And you won't now? I thank you! I never will
trouble you so again!"
I never had occasion to reprove her afterwards for
any bad conduct while she was in the prison.
She thought it was through my kindness that she
escaped punishment. I had been reading the "Rules
and Regulations," which directed me to "admonish"
once; and then, report for punishment. By following
those Rules, I had silenced the noise, and restored
order without resorting to punishment. I had also
secured the future good behavior of the girl.
When one was detected, the others became quiet.
There are good and noble qualities still existing in
those prisoners, if the right management only be applied
to rouse, and bring them into action. The rule
to admonish was a wise one, and was adopted to that
end. That the officers did not follow out the rule
was wherein the fault lay. And that they overlooked
it, or failed to obey it, caused untold suffering to the
prisoners.
No instance came under my observation where the
offense was repeated, after a prisoner had been admonished.
After quiet was restored, I sat down to think, and
rest. I was tired of the ceaseless surveillance, the
turning of keys, the grating of bars, the driving of the
prisoners at their tasks, the compelling to pleasant
manners while under such severe exactions of toil.
I sat thinking it over and asking myself if it would
be possible for me, driven, urged to work with no alternative
but the solitary cell, and the bread and
water diet, with no motive but fear of punishment, to
be gentle and patient.
The exhausted flesh and the wearied spirit would
express their agony in some form of complaint.
Human nature might restrain its indignation at such
a dreary lot from breaking forth, in fear of a greater
punishment. The prisoner might work on in silence
till she fell, and was carried to the Hospital. I was
told that it had been so, and I could not doubt it.
My orders verified the statement. I was to keep
them at work. If they complained they were to see
the Doctor, and he was to decide whether they were
unfit for labor. In that case they were to go into
the Hospital.
I had asked, "Shall their whole task be exacted of
them?"
"Yes,—if you listen to their complaints, they
will all play sick, and we shall get no work done."
I had said, "They might do something, and by
not being driven so hard, made useful, and their
health spared."
"We have no such rules," was the reply.
"But any Matron, after she is acquainted with her
women, can judge so that they will not impose upon
her very much."
"They will all cheat, and lie, and shirk, if they
can."
That might be so generally; but I knew that I
had women who would rather work reasonably than
be idle, because time passed faster when they were
employed, if from no other motive.
If they would all lie, and cheat, and shirk, the discipline
that was applied to them did not work any
reformation in their characters.
The treatment meted out to them was hard, unremitting
toil, enforced by harsh words and punishment.
Implicit obedience to arbitrary rules was exacted,
with no reasons given why they were enforced, and
no explanations for their necessity. The hard work,
the solitary cell, the meagre food, the damp stone
prison, the narrow cells, and the crawling vermin, all
went in revision before me.
Can such discipline soften the heart, and turn its
stern purposes to commit crime into the ways of
virtue? Must not the hearts of these poor things
inevitably grow harder under such influences, till
they become the human fiends which they sometimes
manifest themselves?
I looked along the whitewashed floor. Rats and
mice were running fearlessly about, holding gay
revel over the crumbs that had been scattered to
them by the prisoners in their rooms.
I looked up at the cells. Human faces stared
down upon me, through the bars, made ghastly by
the flickering gas-light. There were human hearts,
alive with all human emotions, beating beneath those
horrid faces.
Directly in front of me, with no light, save one
narrow, stinted ray, which glimmered through the
key-hole, with no bed but the stone floor, no seat but
the wooden bucket, nothing to lean against but the
bare brick walls, lay a girl "in solitary."
No human being has life enough to stir up those
cold stones to warmth, no change can soften them to
comfort. Whichever way she turns, the hard, chilling
granite is her resting-place. She lies there with no
covering but her usual clothing, and that has been
dealt out to her with the spare hand of public rigor.
No discretionary mercy has interposed to provide a
plank or a blanket to break the chill.
Like a flash the thought crossed my brain, If that
were my child! It sent a pang through my heart
that stopped and wrung there till I gasped for
breath.
I looked up at the cells. The faces that glared
down upon me were the sweet faces of my own
daughters transformed to human demons by the vile
impress of crime, and its compeer, punishment.
Was I putting my hand to the work to help on the
hardening of human hearts, and the degradation of
human beings! I would flee the place, and leave
the work with the morning light. I could not flee
the thoughts. Wretched, wretched employment!
I was half frenzied. I started up and rushed
around the prison. I laid my head against the iron
bars of the grated doors. I leaned against the cold
stone walls. I could have lain down upon them in
bitter penance for the part which I had taken.
The eight o'clock bell rung for inspection. It was
a relief.
Humbly I took my lantern, and crept softly round
to examine the locks. Many of the women were in
bed, some of them were up reading.
One of the girls looked up to me with a smile, and
said,—I wondered that she could smile at all,—
"See how nicely I keep the rats out."
She had taken off the cover of her box, and braced
it, by the box, against the lower part of the door.
Every room is furnished with a box which has a
drawer in it. This box serves for table and pantry.
It contains a spoon, knife and fork, salt and pepper
boxes.
"Can't they jump over that?"
"They don't try; but run along to another room.
There hasn't been one in here since I put it up."
I sat down and busied myself reading till the nine
o'clock locking came. When that was accomplished,
I went up, up, up the stone stairs to my cell in the
roof of the prison.
I laid me down, and from sheer exhaustion fell into
a kind of slumber; but my short sleep, if it were
sleep, was rank with nightmare, or haunted with the
ghosts of my abode. No sooner did I become unconscious,
than I was falling from my eyrie to the rocky
floor below, or was strapped upon the iron bars that
held the prisoners' beds. Visions appeared to my
dream-sight that roused me with a start and scream
to wakefulness again.
Even such disturbed slumber had hardly got possession
of my faculties when a volley of oaths came
rolling through my door, and roused me to distinct
consciousness.
I sprang from my bed, ran to the door, and
called,—
"What is the matter?"
"That bloody Smith snores so that we can't
sleep!"
"Where is she? I will go down and wake her."
"On the third division, south side, almost to the
foot."
I put my feet into my slippers, wrapped a shawl
around me, and ran down to Smith's door.
"Smith, turn over! You are snoring so loud that
the other women can't sleep."
"O! how you scared me."
"Do you know that you are snoring so loud that
the women can't sleep? Turn over on your side!"
"Yes, ma'am."
I went back to my bed, but no sooner had I settled
myself to sleep than the clamor of complaint was renewed.
"That bloody Smith is at her snoring again!"
Again I started for the second division, south
side.
"Smith! you are snoring again!"
"I can't help it, ma'am! don't have me punished."
Punished! How the idea haunted them, even
in their sleep. "I know you can't help it, only by
turning over. Turn on your face, and try that. The
women must sleep, they are tired, and they are
obliged to work to-morrow."
"I'll try not to snore, ma'am!" She turned on
her face as I directed her.
At last I attained to that state of repose which the
renowned Sancho Panza has so felicitously eulogized,
and successfully immortalized; but my enjoyment
was not of long duration.
It was but a short distance that reached into the
middle of the dark, dismal night, and time had
travelled it when I slowly awoke. Shivers of terror,
from some undefined cause, crept over me. Gradually
I came to a knowledge of what was passing.
My hair, which was thrown loosely over the pillow,
was moving as though trodden by some nocturnal
agent of locomotion. What moved it? there was no
draft of air in the room.
I put my hand to the "crowning ornament by
Nature given" to my head, and imprisoned a mammoth
mouse, or scarce grown rat.
I was fast getting initiated into the mysteries of
prison life, and inured to its peculiarities. Unmoved,
I might allow my hair to become a bed for
rats and mice; but I could not spare the sleep.
I threw the creature from me, in a fret at being
disturbed, and issued a peremptory order, independent
of the Master, and without the approval of the
Board, for all rats and mice to pay respect to my
person, and my apartments, and trouble me no more.
Then I turned over, and went to sleep again.
Adverse fate, or some other mysterious personage
was on my track that night. Before I had time to
close my eyes, a shrill shriek of horror resounded
through the building, starting the echoes from every
side.
It sounded in my ears like the despairing cry of
one doomed to eternal death. Imagination supplied
the cause, and brought me to my feet with one
bound.
Some pent up prisoner was dying alone in his cell.
I sprang to the rail and called,—
"What is the matter?"
"I think I had the nightmare. I do have it sometimes."
"Was that you, Mary McCullum?"
"I think it was, ma'am. I'm sorry I waked you!
Never mind me, ma'am!"
Poor Mary McCullum! In a moment I remembered
all about her. They had told me a sad tale
about her incarceration for the murder of her rival.
Mary's husband had left her, taking her three little
girls away, and married another woman. Mary, in a
fit of jealous madness, had ground up a knife, enticed
the woman to drink with her, and murdered her in
her cellar. A policeman had detected her in the act.
God pity, and judge her! She had been sentenced
to ten years of hard labor in the Penitentiary for the
crime.
Five years had been worked out. Her health was
gone, her nervous system had become a wreck. The
damp rooms, the chilling stones, the ceaseless toil,
were the slow torture that had undermined her constitution,
and consumed her vitality.
Her narrow cell had become, to her imagination,
the home of demons who haunted her with her
crime.
The other women had told me that the ghost of
the murdered woman came to Mary McCullum every
night, all in her bloody garments, and set her shrieking
in her dreams.
Should such a criminal go unpunished? The
halter could bring no surer death than what was
slowly creeping upon her. Restrained of her liberty
she should be, and from the power to do further
harm. Labor for her own support should be required
of her. Connected with it, a sufficient amount of
rest to secure health, a place to sleep free from the
damp and noisome air of a stone prison.
A plenty of wholesome food should be allowed her;
time and space for repentance given, time to think
upon the error of her ways, and instruction that
would teach her how to do it.
That worrisome night was to meet with one more
"thrilling adventure" before it passed away into the
light of the following day.
I lay, tossing from side to side, after I returned to
my bed. Sleep was out of the question. I lay, tossing
thoughts about the circumstances that surrounded me
to and fro in my mind, trying to analyze, to distinctness,
the mixed up conclusions that arose from them.
Another unearthly cry rung out on the air, and
startled me from my perplexed meditations. It was
more like the shriek of an animal in distress, than a
human sound.
Wail followed wail, in quick succession. Can it
be a human being? I asked myself, as I hurried on
some clothing. It must be, there is nothing else
here that can make such a noise.
I stopped to listen, as I went to search it out. It
came from one quarter, and then, from another. If
it were made in one cell, it possessed a wonderful
power of ventriloquism.
I remembered the hooting and whistling of the
night before, and immediately inferred that the same
mischievous girls, who made the disturbance in the
evening, had set up this cry and echoed it around
from division to division, in order to make a night
of it.
Quick as the thought entered my mind, my patience
gave way. I vowed, in my heart, that I would
have them punished if I could catch them. My own
aroused temper certainly suggested the punishment
that I contemplated. Even with the thought which
suggested punishment arose the query—Is it not a
just indignation that I feel, and do they not deserve
punishment for willfully making this unreasonable
disturbance? Is it my anger that seeks revenge for
the annoyance they are inflicting?
Although half way down into the prison, I ran
back to my room, and left my slippers, in order to
avoid the tap, tapping of the leather soles on the
walks, which would announce my approach to the
culprits, and warn them in season to avoid detection.
Again I traversed flat after flat in my stockings.
Quickly, and noiselessly, I threaded the walks towards
the spot from whence the sound appeared to
proceed. But when I reached it, all was silent
there, and the wail came shrieking around another
corner.
I grew more and more angry as chills crept up my
limbs, and set my teeth chattering. I raised my
thinly clad feet from the cold stones only to set them
down in a still colder track—a practical test, it now
occurs to me, of the experience of the woman on the
stones "in solitary,"—but my determination to ferret
out the offenders never faltered.
I was benumbed; but I persevered till I had
traversed the five flats, and listened at the door of
nearly a hundred cells. The wails had grown to
howls, and filled the prison with their noise as the
thunder fills the air with its reverberations, but eluded
my search.
I gathered my shawl around me, and sat down by
the stove to listen; and determine my future course.
When I became stationary, the sounds changed
their course, and instead of receding approached
me. Nearer, and nearer they came. In a moment
they were issuing from the floor at my side. I shook
with a vague dread. Were those shrieking wails from
some prisoner confined in the dungeon vaults below
the prison, insane or dying? Involuntarily I looked
down. There stood the cat, uttering piteous cries on
account of separation from her kittens in the kitchen,
and pleading to be let out to them.
Quickly I ran over the stairs to get my keys, nor
did I feel the chill of the cold stone walks, as I ran
back to appease the distress of the mother cat by
opening the way to her little ones.
I did not regret that I lost the opportunity to execute
the mentally threatened punishment of my
women.