In the private editorial office of the principal newspaper in
a great colonial city two men were talking. They were both
young. The stouter of the two, fair, and with more of an
urban look about him, was the editor and part-owner of the
important newspaper.
The other’s name was Renouard. That he was
exercised in his mind about something was evident on his fine
bronzed face. He was a lean, lounging, active man.
The journalist continued the conversation.
“And so you were dining yesterday at old
Dunster’s.”
He used the word old not in the endearing sense in which it is
sometimes applied to intimates, but as a matter of sober
fact. The Dunster in question was old. He had been an
eminent colonial statesman, but had now retired from active
politics after a tour in Europe and a lengthy stay in England,
during which he had had a very good press indeed. The
colony was proud of him.
“Yes. I dined there,” said Renouard.
“Young Dunster asked me just as I was going out of his
office. It seemed to be like a sudden thought. And
yet I can’t help suspecting some purpose behind it.
He was very pressing. He swore that his uncle would be very
pleased to see me. Said his uncle had mentioned lately that
the granting to me of the Malata concession was the last act of
his official life.”
“Very touching. The old boy sentimentalises over
the past now and then.”
“I really don’t know why I accepted,”
continued the other. “Sentiment does not move me very
easily. Old Dunster was civil to me of course, but he did
not even inquire how I was getting on with my silk plants.
Forgot there was such a thing probably. I must say there
were more people there than I expected to meet. Quite a big
party.”
“I was asked,” remarked the newspaper man.
“Only I couldn’t go. But when did you arrive
from Malata?”
“I arrived yesterday at daylight. I am anchored
out there in the bay—off Garden Point. I was in
Dunster’s office before he had finished reading his
letters. Have you ever seen young Dunster reading his
letters? I had a glimpse of him through the open
door. He holds the paper in both hands, hunches his
shoulders up to his ugly ears, and brings his long nose and his
thick lips on to it like a sucking apparatus. A commercial
monster.”
“Here we don’t consider him a monster,” said
the newspaper man looking at his visitor thoughtfully.
“Probably not. You are used to see his face and to
see other faces. I don’t know how it is that, when I
come to town, the appearance of the people in the street strike
me with such force. They seem so awfully
expressive.”
“And not charming.”
“Well—no. Not as a rule. The effect is
forcible without being clear. . . . I know that you think
it’s because of my solitary manner of life away
there.”
“Yes. I do think so. It is
demoralising. You don’t see any one for months at a
stretch. You’re leading an unhealthy life.”
The other hardly smiled and murmured the admission that true
enough it was a good eleven months since he had been in town
last.
“You see,” insisted the other.
“Solitude works like a sort of poison. And then you
perceive suggestions in faces—mysterious and forcible, that
no sound man would be bothered with. Of course you
do.”
Geoffrey Renouard did not tell his journalist friend that the
suggestions of his own face, the face of a friend, bothered him
as much as the others. He detected a degrading quality in
the touches of age which every day adds to a human
countenance. They moved and disturbed him, like the signs
of a horrible inward travail which was frightfully apparent to
the fresh eye he had brought from his isolation in Malata, where
he had settled after five strenuous years of adventure and
exploration.
“It’s a fact,” he said, “that when I
am at home in Malata I see no one consciously. I take the
plantation boys for granted.”
“Well, and we here take the people in the streets for
granted. And that’s sanity.”
The visitor said nothing to this for fear of engaging a
discussion. What he had come to seek in the editorial
office was not controversy, but information. Yet somehow he
hesitated to approach the subject. Solitary life makes a
man reticent in respect of anything in the nature of gossip,
which those to whom chatting about their kind is an everyday
exercise regard as the commonest use of speech.
“You very busy?” he asked.
The Editor making red marks on a long slip of printed paper
threw the pencil down.
“No. I am done. Social paragraphs.
This office is the place where everything is known about
everybody—including even a great deal of nobodies.
Queer fellows drift in and out of this room. Waifs and
strays from home, from up-country, from the Pacific. And,
by the way, last time you were here you picked up one of that
sort for your assistant—didn’t you?”
“I engaged an assistant only to stop your preaching
about the evils of solitude,” said Renouard hastily; and
the pressman laughed at the half-resentful tone. His laugh
was not very loud, but his plump person shook all over. He
was aware that his younger friend’s deference to his advice
was based only on an imperfect belief in his wisdom—or his
sagacity. But it was he who had first helped Renouard in
his plans of exploration: the five-years’ programme of
scientific adventure, of work, of danger and endurance, carried
out with such distinction and rewarded modestly with the lease of
Malata island by the frugal colonial government. And this
reward, too, had been due to the journalist’s advocacy with
word and pen—for he was an influential man in the
community. Doubting very much if Renouard really liked him,
he was himself without great sympathy for a certain side of that
man which he could not quite make out. He only felt it
obscurely to be his real personality—the true—and,
perhaps, the absurd. As, for instance, in that case of the
assistant. Renouard had given way to the arguments of his
friend and backer—the argument against the unwholesome
effect of solitude, the argument for the safety of companionship
even if quarrelsome. Very well. In this docility he
was sensible and even likeable. But what did he do
next? Instead of taking counsel as to the choice with his
old backer and friend, and a man, besides, knowing everybody
employed and unemployed on the pavements of the town, this
extraordinary Renouard suddenly and almost surreptitiously picked
up a fellow—God knows who—and sailed away with him
back to Malata in a hurry; a proceeding obviously rash and at the
same time not quite straight. That was the sort of
thing. The secretly unforgiving journalist laughed a little
longer and then ceased to shake all over.
“Oh, yes. About that assistant of yours. . .
.”
“What about him,” said Renouard, after waiting a
while, with a shadow of uneasiness on his face.
“Have you nothing to tell me of him?”
“Nothing except. . . .” Incipient grimness
vanished out of Renouard’s aspect and his voice, while he
hesitated as if reflecting seriously before he changed his
mind. “No. Nothing whatever.”
“You haven’t brought him along with you by
chance—for a change.”
The Planter of Malata stared, then shook his head, and finally
murmured carelessly: “I think he’s very well where he
is. But I wish you could tell me why young Dunster insisted
so much on my dining with his uncle last night. Everybody
knows I am not a society man.”
The Editor exclaimed at so much modesty. Didn’t
his friend know that he was their one and only
explorer—that he was the man experimenting with the silk
plant. . . .
“Still, that doesn’t tell me why I was invited
yesterday. For young Dunster never thought of this civility
before. . . .”
“Our Willie,” said the popular journalist,
“never does anything without a purpose, that’s a
fact.”
“And to his uncle’s house too!”
“He lives there.”
“Yes. But he might have given me a feed somewhere
else. The extraordinary part is that the old man did not
seem to have anything special to say. He smiled kindly on
me once or twice, and that was all. It was quite a party,
sixteen people.”
The Editor then, after expressing his regret that he had not
been able to come, wanted to know if the party had been
entertaining.
Renouard regretted that his friend had not been there.
Being a man whose business or at least whose profession was to
know everything that went on in this part of the globe, he could
probably have told him something of some people lately arrived
from home, who were amongst the guests. Young Dunster
(Willie), with his large shirt-front and streaks of white skin
shining unpleasantly through the thin black hair plastered over
the top of his head, bore down on him and introduced him to that
party, as if he had been a trained dog or a child
phenomenon. Decidedly, he said, he disliked
Willie—one of these large oppressive men. . . .
A silence fell, and it was as if Renouard were not going to
say anything more when, suddenly, he came out with the real
object of his visit to the editorial room.
“They looked to me like people under a spell.”
The Editor gazed at him appreciatively, thinking that, whether
the effect of solitude or not, this was a proof of a sensitive
perception of the expression of faces.
“You omitted to tell me their name, but I can make a
guess. You mean Professor Moorsom, his daughter and
sister—don’t you?”
Renouard assented. Yes, a white-haired lady. But
from his silence, with his eyes fixed, yet avoiding his friend,
it was easy to guess that it was not in the white-haired lady
that he was interested.
“Upon my word,” he said, recovering his usual
bearing. “It looks to me as if I had been asked there
only for the daughter to talk to me.”
He did not conceal that he had been greatly struck by her
appearance. Nobody could have helped being impressed.
She was different from everybody else in that house, and it was
not only the effect of her London clothes. He did not take
her down to dinner. Willie did that. It was
afterwards, on the terrace. . . .
The evening was delightfully calm. He was sitting apart
and alone, and wishing himself somewhere else—on board the
schooner for choice, with the dinner-harness off. He
hadn’t exchanged forty words altogether during the evening
with the other guests. He saw her suddenly all by herself
coming towards him along the dimly lighted terrace, quite from a
distance.
She was tall and supple, carrying nobly on her straight body a
head of a character which to him appeared peculiar,
something—well—pagan, crowned with a great wealth of
hair. He had been about to rise, but her decided approach
caused him to remain on the seat. He had not looked much at
her that evening. He had not that freedom of gaze acquired
by the habit of society and the frequent meetings with
strangers. It was not shyness, but the reserve of a man not
used to the world and to the practice of covert staring, with
careless curiosity. All he had captured by his first, keen,
instantly lowered, glance was the impression that her hair was
magnificently red and her eyes very black. It was a
troubling effect, but it had been evanescent; he had forgotten it
almost till very unexpectedly he saw her coming down the terrace
slow and eager, as if she were restraining herself, and with a
rhythmic upward undulation of her whole figure. The light
from an open window fell across her path, and suddenly all that
mass of arranged hair appeared incandescent, chiselled and fluid,
with the daring suggestion of a helmet of burnished copper and
the flowing lines of molten metal. It kindled in him an
astonished admiration. But he said nothing of it to his
friend the Editor. Neither did he tell him that her
approach woke up in his brain the image of love’s infinite
grace and the sense of the inexhaustible joy that lives in
beauty. No! What he imparted to the Editor were no
emotions, but mere facts conveyed in a deliberate voice and in
uninspired words.
“That young lady came and sat down by me. She
said: ‘Are you French, Mr. Renouard?’”
He had breathed a whiff of perfume of which he said nothing
either—of some perfume he did not know. Her voice was
low and distinct. Her shoulders and her bare arms gleamed
with an extraordinary splendour, and when she advanced her head
into the light he saw the admirable contour of the face, the
straight fine nose with delicate nostrils, the exquisite crimson
brushstroke of the lips on this oval without colour. The
expression of the eyes was lost in a shadowy mysterious play of
jet and silver, stirring under the red coppery gold of the hair
as though she had been a being made of ivory and precious metals
changed into living tissue.
“. . . I told her my people were living in Canada, but
that I was brought up in England before coming out here. I
can’t imagine what interest she could have in my
history.”
“And you complain of her interest?”
The accent of the all-knowing journalist seemed to jar on the
Planter of Malata.
“No!” he said, in a deadened voice that was almost
sullen. But after a short silence he went on.
“Very extraordinary. I told her I came out to wander
at large in the world when I was nineteen, almost directly after
I left school. It seems that her late brother was in the
same school a couple of years before me. She wanted me to
tell her what I did at first when I came out here; what other men
found to do when they came out—where they went, what was
likely to happen to them—as if I could guess and foretell
from my experience the fates of men who come out here with a
hundred different projects, for hundreds of different
reasons—for no reason but restlessness—who come, and
go, and disappear! Preposterous. She seemed to want
to hear their histories. I told her that most of them were
not worth telling.”
The distinguished journalist leaning on his elbow, his head
resting against the knuckles of his left hand, listened with
great attention, but gave no sign of that surprise which
Renouard, pausing, seemed to expect.
“You know something,” the latter said
brusquely. The all-knowing man moved his head slightly and
said, “Yes. But go on.”
“It’s just this. There is no more to
it. I found myself talking to her of my adventures, of my
early days. It couldn’t possibly have interested
her. Really,” he cried, “this is most
extraordinary. Those people have something on their
minds. We sat in the light of the window, and her father
prowled about the terrace, with his hands behind his back and his
head drooping. The white-haired lady came to the
dining-room window twice—to look at us I am certain.
The other guests began to go away—and still we sat
there. Apparently these people are staying with the
Dunsters. It was old Mrs. Dunster who put an end to the
thing. The father and the aunt circled about as if they
were afraid of interfering with the girl. Then she got up
all at once, gave me her hand, and said she hoped she would see
me again.”
While he was speaking Renouard saw again the sway of her
figure in a movement of grace and strength—felt the
pressure of her hand—heard the last accents of the deep
murmur that came from her throat so white in the light of the
window, and remembered the black rays of her steady eyes passing
off his face when she turned away. He remembered all this
visually, and it was not exactly pleasurable. It was rather
startling like the discovery of a new faculty in himself.
There are faculties one would rather do without—such, for
instance, as seeing through a stone wall or remembering a person
with this uncanny vividness. And what about those two
people belonging to her with their air of expectant
solicitude! Really, those figures from home got in front of
one. In fact, their persistence in getting between him and
the solid forms of the everyday material world had driven
Renouard to call on his friend at the office. He hoped that
a little common, gossipy information would lay the ghost of that
unexpected dinner-party. Of course the proper person to go
to would have been young Dunster, but, he couldn’t stand
Willie Dunster—not at any price.
In the pause the Editor had changed his attitude, faced his
desk, and smiled a faint knowing smile.
“Striking girl—eh?” he said.
The incongruity of the word was enough to make one jump out of
the chair. Striking! That girl striking! Stri .
. .! But Renouard restrained his feelings. His friend
was not a person to give oneself away to. And, after all,
this sort of speech was what he had come there to hear. As,
however, he had made a movement he re-settled himself comfortably
and said, with very creditable indifference, that yes—she
was, rather. Especially amongst a lot of over-dressed
frumps. There wasn’t one woman under forty there.
“Is that the way to speak of the cream of our society;
the ‘top of the basket,’ as the French say,”
the Editor remonstrated with mock indignation. “You
aren’t moderate in your expressions—you
know.”
“I express myself very little,” interjected
Renouard seriously.
“I will tell you what you are. You are a fellow
that doesn’t count the cost. Of course you are safe
with me, but will you never learn. . . .”
“What struck me most,” interrupted the other,
“is that she should pick me out for such a long
conversation.”
“That’s perhaps because you were the most
remarkable of the men there.”
Renouard shook his head.
“This shot doesn’t seem to me to hit the
mark,” he said calmly. “Try again.”
“Don’t you believe me? Oh, you modest
creature. Well, let me assure you that under ordinary
circumstances it would have been a good shot. You are
sufficiently remarkable. But you seem a pretty acute
customer too. The circumstances are extraordinary. By
Jove they are!”
He mused. After a time the Planter of Malata dropped a
negligent—
“And you know them.”
“And I know them,” assented the all-knowing
Editor, soberly, as though the occasion were too special for a
display of professional vanity; a vanity so well known to
Renouard that its absence augmented his wonder and almost made
him uneasy as if portending bad news of some sort.
“You have met those people?” he asked.
“No. I was to have met them last night, but I had
to send an apology to Willie in the morning. It was then
that he had the bright idea to invite you to fill the place, from
a muddled notion that you could be of use. Willie is stupid
sometimes. For it is clear that you are the last man able
to help.”
“How on earth do I come to be mixed up in
this—whatever it is?” Renouard’s voice
was slightly altered by nervous irritation. “I only
arrived here yesterday morning.”
His friend the Editor turned to him squarely.
“Willie took me into consultation, and since he seems to
have let you in I may just as well tell you what is up. I
shall try to be as short as I can. But in
confidence—mind!”
He waited. Renouard, his uneasiness growing on him
unreasonably, assented by a nod, and the other lost no time in
beginning. Professor Moorsom—physicist and
philosopher—fine head of white hair, to judge from the
photographs—plenty of brains in the head too—all
these famous books—surely even Renouard would know. . .
.
Renouard muttered moodily that it wasn’t his sort of
reading, and his friend hastened to assure him earnestly that
neither was it his sort—except as a matter of business and
duty, for the literary page of that newspaper which was his
property (and the pride of his life). The only literary
newspaper in the Antipodes could not ignore the fashionable
philosopher of the age. Not that anybody read Moorsom at
the Antipodes, but everybody had heard of him—women,
children, dock labourers, cabmen. The only person (besides
himself) who had read Moorsom, as far as he knew, was old
Dunster, who used to call himself a Moorsomian (or was it
Moorsomite) years and years ago, long before Moorsom had worked
himself up into the great swell he was now, in every way. . .
Socially too. Quite the fashion in the highest world.
Renouard listened with profoundly concealed attention.
“A charlatan,” he muttered languidly.
“Well—no. I should say not. I
shouldn’t wonder though if most of his writing had been
done with his tongue in his cheek. Of course.
That’s to be expected. I tell you what: the only
really honest writing is to be found in newspapers and nowhere
else—and don’t you forget it.”
The Editor paused with a basilisk stare till Renouard had
conceded a casual: “I dare say,” and only then went
on to explain that old Dunster, during his European tour, had
been made rather a lion of in London, where he stayed with the
Moorsoms—he meant the father and the girl. The
professor had been a widower for a long time.
“She doesn’t look just a girl,” muttered
Renouard. The other agreed. Very likely not.
Had been playing the London hostess to tip-top people ever since
she put her hair up, probably.
“I don’t expect to see any girlish bloom on her
when I do have the privilege,” he continued.
“Those people are staying with the Dunster’s
incog., in a manner, you understand—something like
royalties. They don’t deceive anybody, but they want
to be left to themselves. We have even kept them out of the
paper—to oblige old Dunster. But we shall put your
arrival in—our local celebrity.”
“Heavens!”
“Yes. Mr. G. Renouard, the explorer, whose
indomitable energy, etc., and who is now working for the
prosperity of our country in another way on his Malata plantation
. . . And, by the by, how’s the silk
plant—flourishing?”
“Yes.”
“Did you bring any fibre?”
“Schooner-full.”
“I see. To be transhipped to Liverpool for
experimental manufacture, eh? Eminent capitalists at home
very much interested, aren’t they?”
“They are.”
A silence fell. Then the Editor uttered
slowly—“You will be a rich man some day.”
Renouard’s face did not betray his opinion of that
confident prophecy. He didn’t say anything till his
friend suggested in the same meditative voice—
“You ought to interest Moorsom in the affair
too—since Willie has let you in.”
“A philosopher!”
“I suppose he isn’t above making a bit of
money. And he may be clever at it for all you know. I
have a notion that he’s a fairly practical old cove. . . .
Anyhow,” and here the tone of the speaker took on a tinge
of respect, “he has made philosophy pay.”
Renouard raised his eyes, repressed an impulse to jump up, and
got out of the arm-chair slowly. “It isn’t
perhaps a bad idea,” he said. “I’ll have
to call there in any case.”
He wondered whether he had managed to keep his voice steady,
its tone unconcerned enough; for his emotion was strong though it
had nothing to do with the business aspect of this
suggestion. He moved in the room in vague preparation for
departure, when he heard a soft laugh. He spun about
quickly with a frown, but the Editor was not laughing at
him. He was chuckling across the big desk at the wall: a
preliminary of some speech for which Renouard, recalled to
himself, waited silent and mistrustful.
“No! You would never guess! No one would
ever guess what these people are after. Willie’s eyes
bulged out when he came to me with the tale.”
“They always do,” remarked Renouard with
disgust. “He’s stupid.”
“He was startled. And so was I after he told
me. It’s a search party. They are out looking
for a man. Willie’s soft heart’s enlisted in
the cause.”
Renouard repeated: “Looking for a man.”
He sat down suddenly as if on purpose to stare.
“Did Willie come to you to borrow the lantern,” he
asked sarcastically, and got up again for no apparent reason.
“What lantern?” snapped the puzzled Editor, and
his face darkened with suspicion. “You, Renouard, are
always alluding to things that aren’t clear to me. If
you were in politics, I, as a party journalist, wouldn’t
trust you further than I could see you. Not an inch
further. You are such a sophisticated beggar. Listen:
the man is the man Miss Moorsom was engaged to for a year.
He couldn’t have been a nobody, anyhow. But he
doesn’t seem to have been very wise. Hard luck for
the young lady.”
He spoke with feeling. It was clear that what he had to
tell appealed to his sentiment. Yet, as an experienced man
of the world, he marked his amused wonder. Young man of
good family and connections, going everywhere, yet not merely a
man about town, but with a foot in the two big F’s.
Renouard lounging aimlessly in the room turned round:
“And what the devil’s that?” he asked
faintly.
“Why Fashion and Finance,” explained the
Editor. “That’s how I call it. There are
the three R’s at the bottom of the social edifice and the
two F’s on the top. See?”
“Ha! Ha! Excellent! Ha! Ha!” Renouard
laughed with stony eyes.
“And you proceed from one set to the other in this
democratic age,” the Editor went on with unperturbed
complacency. “That is if you are clever enough.
The only danger is in being too clever. And I think
something of the sort happened here. That swell I am
speaking of got himself into a mess. Apparently a very ugly
mess of a financial character. You will understand that
Willie did not go into details with me. They were not
imparted to him with very great abundance either. But a bad
mess—something of the criminal order. Of course he
was innocent. But he had to quit all the same.”
“Ha! Ha!” Renouard laughed again abruptly, staring
as before. “So there’s one more big F in the
tale.”
“What do you mean?” inquired the Editor quickly,
with an air as if his patent were being infringed.
“I mean—Fool.”
“No. I wouldn’t say that. I
wouldn’t say that.”
“Well—let him be a scoundrel then. What the
devil do I care.”
“But hold on! You haven’t heard the end of
the story.”
Renouard, his hat on his head already, sat down with the
disdainful smile of a man who had discounted the moral of the
story. Still he sat down and the Editor swung his revolving
chair right round. He was full of unction.
“Imprudent, I should say. In many ways money is as
dangerous to handle as gunpowder. You can’t be too
careful either as to who you are working with. Anyhow there
was a mighty flashy burst up, a sensation, and—his familiar
haunts knew him no more. But before he vanished he went to
see Miss Moorsom. That very fact argues for his
innocence—don’t it? What was said between them
no man knows—unless the professor had the confidence from
his daughter. There couldn’t have been much to
say. There was nothing for it but to let him go—was
there?—for the affair had got into the papers. And
perhaps the kindest thing would have been to forget him.
Anyway the easiest. Forgiveness would have been more
difficult, I fancy, for a young lady of spirit and position drawn
into an ugly affair like that. Any ordinary young lady, I
mean. Well, the fellow asked nothing better than to be
forgotten, only he didn’t find it easy to do so himself,
because he would write home now and then. Not to any of his
friends though. He had no near relations. The
professor had been his guardian. No, the poor devil wrote
now and then to an old retired butler of his late father,
somewhere in the country, forbidding him at the same time to let
any one know of his whereabouts. So that worthy old ass
would go up and dodge about the Moorsom’s town house,
perhaps waylay Miss Moorsom’s maid, and then would write to
‘Master Arthur’ that the young lady looked well and
happy, or some such cheerful intelligence. I dare say he
wanted to be forgotten, but I shouldn’t think he was much
cheered by the news. What would you say?”
Renouard, his legs stretched out and his chin on his breast,
said nothing. A sensation which was not curiosity, but
rather a vague nervous anxiety, distinctly unpleasant, like a
mysterious symptom of some malady, prevented him from getting up
and going away.
“Mixed feelings,” the Editor opined.
“Many fellows out here receive news from home with mixed
feelings. But what will his feelings be when he hears what
I am going to tell you now? For we know he has not heard
yet. Six months ago a city clerk, just a common drudge of
finance, gets himself convicted of a common embezzlement or
something of that kind. Then seeing he’s in for a
long sentence he thinks of making his conscience comfortable, and
makes a clean breast of an old story of tampered with, or else
suppressed, documents, a story which clears altogether the
honesty of our ruined gentleman. That embezzling fellow was
in a position to know, having been employed by the firm before
the smash. There was no doubt about the character being
cleared—but where the cleared man was nobody could
tell. Another sensation in society. And then Miss
Moorsom says: ‘He will come back to claim me, and
I’ll marry him.’ But he didn’t come
back. Between you and me I don’t think he was much
wanted—except by Miss Moorsom. I imagine she’s
used to have her own way. She grew impatient, and declared
that if she knew where the man was she would go to him. But
all that could be got out of the old butler was that the last
envelope bore the postmark of our beautiful city; and that this
was the only address of ‘Master Arthur’ that he ever
had. That and no more. In fact the fellow was at his
last gasp—with a bad heart. Miss Moorsom wasn’t
allowed to see him. She had gone herself into the country
to learn what she could, but she had to stay downstairs while the
old chap’s wife went up to the invalid. She brought
down the scrap of intelligence I’ve told you of. He
was already too far gone to be cross-examined on it, and that
very night he died. He didn’t leave behind him much
to go by, did he? Our Willie hinted to me that there had
been pretty stormy days in the professor’s house,
but—here they are. I have a notion she isn’t
the kind of everyday young lady who may be permitted to gallop
about the world all by herself—eh? Well, I think it
rather fine of her, but I quite understand that the professor
needed all his philosophy under the circumstances. She is
his only child now—and brilliant—what? Willie
positively spluttered trying to describe her to me; and I could
see directly you came in that you had an uncommon
experience.”
Renouard, with an irritated gesture, tilted his hat more
forward on his eyes, as though he were bored. The Editor
went on with the remark that to be sure neither he (Renouard) nor
yet Willie were much used to meet girls of that remarkable
superiority. Willie when learning business with a firm in
London, years before, had seen none but boarding-house society,
he guessed. As to himself in the good old days, when he
trod the glorious flags of Fleet Street, he neither had access
to, nor yet would have cared for the swells. Nothing
interested him then but parliamentary politics and the oratory of
the House of Commons.
He paid to this not very distant past the tribute of a tender,
reminiscent smile, and returned to his first idea that for a
society girl her action was rather fine. All the same the
professor could not be very pleased. The fellow if he was
as pure as a lily now was just about as devoid of the goods of
the earth. And there were misfortunes, however undeserved,
which damaged a man’s standing permanently. On the
other hand, it was difficult to oppose cynically a noble
impulse—not to speak of the great love at the root of
it. Ah! Love! And then the lady was quite
capable of going off by herself. She was of age, she had
money of her own, plenty of pluck too. Moorsom must have
concluded that it was more truly paternal, more prudent too, and
generally safer all round to let himself be dragged into this
chase. The aunt came along for the same reasons. It
was given out at home as a trip round the world of the usual
kind.
Renouard had risen and remained standing with his heart
beating, and strangely affected by this tale, robbed as it was of
all glamour by the prosaic personality of the narrator. The
Editor added: “I’ve been asked to help in the
search—you know.”
Renouard muttered something about an appointment and went out
into the street. His inborn sanity could not defend him
from a misty creeping jealousy. He thought that obviously
no man of that sort could be worthy of such a woman’s
devoted fidelity. Renouard, however, had lived long enough
to reflect that a man’s activities, his views, and even his
ideas may be very inferior to his character; and moved by a
delicate consideration for that splendid girl he tried to think
out for the man a character of inward excellence and outward
gifts—some extraordinary seduction. But in
vain. Fresh from months of solitude and from days at sea,
her splendour presented itself to him absolutely unconquerable in
its perfection, unless by her own folly. It was easier to
suspect her of this than to imagine in the man qualities which
would be worthy of her. Easier and less degrading.
Because folly may be generous—could be nothing else but
generosity in her; whereas to imagine her subjugated by something
common was intolerable.
Because of the force of the physical impression he had
received from her personality (and such impressions are the real
origins of the deepest movements of our soul) this conception of
her was even inconceivable. But no Prince Charming has ever
lived out of a fairy tale. He doesn’t walk the worlds
of Fashion and Finance—and with a stumbling gait at
that. Generosity. Yes. It was her
generosity. But this generosity was altogether regal in its
splendour, almost absurd in its lavishness—or, perhaps,
divine.
In the evening, on board his schooner, sitting on the rail,
his arms folded on his breast and his eyes fixed on the deck, he
let the darkness catch him unawares in the midst of a meditation
on the mechanism of sentiment and the springs of passion.
And all the time he had an abiding consciousness of her bodily
presence. The effect on his senses had been so penetrating
that in the middle of the night, rousing up suddenly, wide-eyed
in the darkness of his cabin, he did not create a faint mental
vision of her person for himself, but, more intimately affected,
he scented distinctly the faint perfume she used, and could
almost have sworn that he had been awakened by the soft rustle of
her dress. He even sat up listening in the dark for a time,
then sighed and lay down again, not agitated but, on the
contrary, oppressed by the sensation of something that had
happened to him and could not be undone.
In the afternoon he lounged into the editorial office,
carrying with affected nonchalance that weight of the
irremediable he had felt laid on him suddenly in the small hours
of the night—that consciousness of something that could no
longer be helped. His patronising friend informed him at
once that he had made the acquaintance of the Moorsom party last
night. At the Dunsters, of course. Dinner.
“Very quiet. Nobody there. It was much
better for the business. I say . . .”
Renouard, his hand grasping the back of a chair, stared down
at him dumbly.
“Phew! That’s a stunning girl. . . Why do
you want to sit on that chair? It’s
uncomfortable!”
“I wasn’t going to sit on it.”
Renouard walked slowly to the window, glad to find in himself
enough self-control to let go the chair instead of raising it on
high and bringing it down on the Editor’s head.
“Willie kept on gazing at her with tears in his boiled
eyes. You should have seen him bending sentimentally over
her at dinner.”
“Don’t,” said Renouard in such an anguished
tone that the Editor turned right round to look at his back.
“You push your dislike of young Dunster too far.
It’s positively morbid,” he disapproved mildly.
“We can’t be all beautiful after thirty. . . . I
talked a little, about you mostly, to the professor. He
appeared to be interested in the silk plant—if only as a
change from the great subject. Miss Moorsom didn’t
seem to mind when I confessed to her that I had taken you into
the confidence of the thing. Our Willie approved too.
Old Dunster with his white beard seemed to give me his
blessing. All those people have a great opinion of you,
simply because I told them that you’ve led every sort of
life one can think of before you got struck on exploration.
They want you to make suggestions. What do you think
‘Master Arthur’ is likely to have taken
to?”
“Something easy,” muttered Renouard without
unclenching his teeth.
“Hunting man. Athlete. Don’t be hard
on the chap. He may be riding boundaries, or droving
cattle, or humping his swag about the back-blocks away to the
devil—somewhere. He may be even prospecting at the
back of beyond—this very moment.”
“Or lying dead drunk in a roadside pub. It’s
late enough in the day for that.”
The Editor looked up instinctively. The clock was
pointing at a quarter to five. “Yes, it is,” he
admitted. “But it needn’t be. And he may
have lit out into the Western Pacific all of a sudden—say
in a trading schooner. Though I really don’t see in
what capacity. Still . . . ”
“Or he may be passing at this very moment under this
very window.”
“Not he . . . and I wish you would get away from it to
where one can see your face. I hate talking to a
man’s back. You stand there like a hermit on a
sea-shore growling to yourself. I tell you what it is,
Geoffrey, you don’t like mankind.”
“I don’t make my living by talking about
mankind’s affairs,” Renouard defended himself.
But he came away obediently and sat down in the arm-chair.
“How can you be so certain that your man isn’t down
there in the street?” he asked. “It’s
neither more nor less probable than every single one of your
other suppositions.”
Placated by Renouard’s docility the Editor gazed at him
for a while. “Aha! I’ll tell you
how. Learn then that we have begun the campaign. We
have telegraphed his description to the police of every township
up and down the land. And what’s more we’ve
ascertained definitely that he hasn’t been in this town for
the last three months at least. How much longer he’s
been away we can’t tell.”
“That’s very curious.”
“It’s very simple. Miss Moorsom wrote to
him, to the post office here directly she returned to London
after her excursion into the country to see the old butler.
Well—her letter is still lying there. It has not been
called for. Ergo, this town is not his usual abode.
Personally, I never thought it was. But he cannot fail to
turn up some time or other. Our main hope lies just in the
certitude that he must come to town sooner or later.
Remember he doesn’t know that the butler is dead, and he
will want to inquire for a letter. Well, he’ll find a
note from Miss Moorsom.”
Renouard, silent, thought that it was likely enough. His
profound distaste for this conversation was betrayed by an air of
weariness darkening his energetic sun-tanned features, and by the
augmented dreaminess of his eyes. The Editor noted it as a
further proof of that immoral detachment from mankind, of that
callousness of sentiment fostered by the unhealthy conditions of
solitude—according to his own favourite theory. Aloud
he observed that as long as a man had not given up correspondence
he could not be looked upon as lost. Fugitive criminals had
been tracked in that way by justice, he reminded his friend; then
suddenly changed the bearing of the subject somewhat by asking if
Renouard had heard from his people lately, and if every member of
his large tribe was well and happy.
“Yes, thanks.”
The tone was curt, as if repelling a liberty. Renouard
did not like being asked about his people, for whom he had a
profound and remorseful affection. He had not seen a single
human being to whom he was related, for many years, and he was
extremely different from them all.
On the very morning of his arrival from his island he had gone
to a set of pigeon-holes in Willie Dunster’s outer office
and had taken out from a compartment labelled
“Malata” a very small accumulation of envelopes, a
few addressed to himself, and one addressed to his assistant, all
to the care of the firm, W. Dunster and Co. As opportunity
offered, the firm used to send them on to Malata either by a
man-of-war schooner going on a cruise, or by some trading craft
proceeding that way. But for the last four months there had
been no opportunity.
“You going to stay here some time?” asked the
Editor, after a longish silence.
Renouard, perfunctorily, did see no reason why he should make
a long stay.
“For health, for your mental health, my boy,”
rejoined the newspaper man. “To get used to human
faces so that they don’t hit you in the eye so hard when
you walk about the streets. To get friendly with your
kind. I suppose that assistant of yours can be trusted to
look after things?”
“There’s the half-caste too. The
Portuguese. He knows what’s to be done.”
“Aha!” The Editor looked sharply at his
friend. “What’s his name?”
“Who’s name?”
“The assistant’s you picked up on the sly behind
my back.”
Renouard made a slight movement of impatience.
“I met him unexpectedly one evening. I thought he
would do as well as another. He had come from up country
and didn’t seem happy in a town. He told me his name
was Walter. I did not ask him for proofs, you
know.”
“I don’t think you get on very well with
him.”
“Why? What makes you think so.”
“I don’t know. Something reluctant in your
manner when he’s in question.”
“Really. My manner! I don’t think
he’s a great subject for conversation, perhaps. Why
not drop him?”
“Of course! You wouldn’t confess to a
mistake. Not you. Nevertheless I have my suspicions
about it.”
Renouard got up to go, but hesitated, looking down at the
seated Editor.
“How funny,” he said at last with the utmost
seriousness, and was making for the door, when the voice of his
friend stopped him.
“You know what has been said of you? That you
couldn’t get on with anybody you couldn’t kick.
Now, confess—is there any truth in the soft
impeachment?”
“No,” said Renouard. “Did you print
that in your paper.”
“No. I didn’t quite believe it. But I
will tell you what I believe. I believe that when your
heart is set on some object you are a man that doesn’t
count the cost to yourself or others. And this shall get
printed some day.”
“Obituary notice?” Renouard dropped
negligently.
“Certain—some day.”
“Do you then regard yourself as immortal?”
“No, my boy. I am not immortal. But the
voice of the press goes on for ever. . . . And it will say that
this was the secret of your great success in a task where better
men than you—meaning no offence—did fail
repeatedly.”
“Success,” muttered Renouard, pulling-to the
office door after him with considerable energy. And the
letters of the word PRIVATE like a row of white eyes seemed to
stare after his back sinking down the staircase of that temple of
publicity.
Renouard had no doubt that all the means of publicity would be
put at the service of love and used for the discovery of the
loved man. He did not wish him dead. He did not wish
him any harm. We are all equipped with a fund of humanity
which is not exhausted without many and repeated
provocations—and this man had done him no evil. But
before Renouard had left old Dunster’s house, at the
conclusion of the call he made there that very afternoon, he had
discovered in himself the desire that the search might last
long. He never really flattered himself that it might
fail. It seemed to him that there was no other course in
this world for himself, for all mankind, but resignation.
And he could not help thinking that Professor Moorsom had arrived
at the same conclusion too.
Professor Moorsom, slight frame of middle height, a thoughtful
keen head under the thick wavy hair, veiled dark eyes under
straight eyebrows, and with an inward gaze which when disengaged
and arriving at one seemed to issue from an obscure dream of
books, from the limbo of meditation, showed himself extremely
gracious to him. Renouard guessed in him a man whom an
incurable habit of investigation and analysis had made gentle and
indulgent; inapt for action, and more sensitive to the thoughts
than to the events of existence. Withal not crushed,
sub-ironic without a trace of acidity, and with a simple manner
which put people at ease quickly. They had a long
conversation on the terrace commanding an extended view of the
town and the harbour.
The splendid immobility of the bay resting under his gaze,
with its grey spurs and shining indentations, helped Renouard to
regain his self-possession, which he had felt shaken, in coming
out on the terrace, into the setting of the most powerful emotion
of his life, when he had sat within a foot of Miss Moorsom with
fire in his breast, a humming in his ears, and in a complete
disorder of his mind. There was the very garden seat on
which he had been enveloped in the radiant spell. And
presently he was sitting on it again with the professor talking
of her. Near by the patriarchal Dunster leaned forward in a
wicker arm-chair, benign and a little deaf, his big hand to his
ear with the innocent eagerness of his advanced age remembering
the fires of life.
It was with a sort of apprehension that Renouard looked
forward to seeing Miss Moorsom. And strangely enough it
resembled the state of mind of a man who fears disenchantment
more than sortilege. But he need not have been
afraid. Directly he saw her in a distance at the other end
of the terrace he shuddered to the roots of his hair. With
her approach the power of speech left him for a time. Mrs.
Dunster and her aunt were accompanying her. All these
people sat down; it was an intimate circle into which Renouard
felt himself cordially admitted; and the talk was of the great
search which occupied all their minds. Discretion was
expected by these people, but of reticence as to the object of
the journey there could be no question. Nothing but ways
and means and arrangements could be talked about.
By fixing his eyes obstinately on the ground, which gave him
an air of reflective sadness, Renouard managed to recover his
self-possession. He used it to keep his voice in a low key
and to measure his words on the great subject. And he took
care with a great inward effort to make them reasonable without
giving them a discouraging complexion. For he did not want
the quest to be given up, since it would mean her going away with
her two attendant grey-heads to the other side of the world.
He was asked to come again, to come often and take part in the
counsels of all these people captivated by the sentimental
enterprise of a declared love. On taking Miss
Moorsom’s hand he looked up, would have liked to say
something, but found himself voiceless, with his lips suddenly
sealed. She returned the pressure of his fingers, and he
left her with her eyes vaguely staring beyond him, an air of
listening for an expected sound, and the faintest possible smile
on her lips. A smile not for him, evidently, but the
reflection of some deep and inscrutable thought.
He went on board his schooner. She lay white, and as if
suspended, in the crepuscular atmosphere of sunset mingling with
the ashy gleam of the vast anchorage. He tried to keep his
thoughts as sober, as reasonable, as measured as his words had
been, lest they should get away from him and cause some sort of
moral disaster. What he was afraid of in the coming night
was sleeplessness and the endless strain of that wearisome
task. It had to be faced however. He lay on his back,
sighing profoundly in the dark, and suddenly beheld his very own
self, carrying a small bizarre lamp, reflected in a long mirror
inside a room in an empty and unfurnished palace. In this
startling image of himself he recognised somebody he had to
follow—the frightened guide of his dream. He
traversed endless galleries, no end of lofty halls, innumerable
doors. He lost himself utterly—he found his way
again. Room succeeded room. At last the lamp went
out, and he stumbled against some object which, when he stooped
for it, he found to be very cold and heavy to lift. The
sickly white light of dawn showed him the head of a statue.
Its marble hair was done in the bold lines of a helmet, on its
lips the chisel had left a faint smile, and it resembled Miss
Moorsom. While he was staring at it fixedly, the head began
to grow light in his fingers, to diminish and crumble to pieces,
and at last turned into a handful of dust, which was blown away
by a puff of wind so chilly that he woke up with a desperate
shiver and leaped headlong out of his bed-place. The day
had really come. He sat down by the cabin table, and taking
his head between his hands, did not stir for a very long
time.
Very quiet, he set himself to review this dream. The
lamp, of course, he connected with the search for a man.
But on closer examination he perceived that the reflection of
himself in the mirror was not really the true Renouard, but
somebody else whose face he could not remember. In the
deserted palace he recognised a sinister adaptation by his brain
of the long corridors with many doors, in the great building in
which his friend’s newspaper was lodged on the first
floor. The marble head with Miss Moorsom’s
face! Well! What other face could he have dreamed
of? And her complexion was fairer than Parian marble, than
the heads of angels. The wind at the end was the morning
breeze entering through the open porthole and touching his face
before the schooner could swing to the chilly gust.
Yes! And all this rational explanation of the fantastic
made it only more mysterious and weird. There was something
daemonic in that dream. It was one of those experiences
which throw a man out of conformity with the established order of
his kind and make him a creature of obscure suggestions.
Henceforth, without ever trying to resist, he went every
afternoon to the house where she lived. He went there as
passively as if in a dream. He could never make out how he
had attained the footing of intimacy in the Dunster mansion above
the bay—whether on the ground of personal merit or as the
pioneer of the vegetable silk industry. It must have been
the last, because he remembered distinctly, as distinctly as in a
dream, hearing old Dunster once telling him that his next public
task would be a careful survey of the Northern Districts to
discover tracts suitable for the cultivation of the silk
plant. The old man wagged his beard at him sagely. It
was indeed as absurd as a dream.
Willie of course would be there in the evening. But he
was more of a figure out of a nightmare, hovering about the
circle of chairs in his dress-clothes like a gigantic, repulsive,
and sentimental bat. “Do away with the beastly
cocoons all over the world,” he buzzed in his blurred,
water-logged voice. He affected a great horror of insects
of all kinds. One evening he appeared with a red flower in
his button-hole. Nothing could have been more disgustingly
fantastic. And he would also say to Renouard: “You
may yet change the history of our country. For economic
conditions do shape the history of nations. Eh?
What?” And he would turn to Miss Moorsom for
approval, lowering protectingly his spatulous nose and looking up
with feeling from under his absurd eyebrows, which grew thin, in
the manner of canebrakes, out of his spongy skin. For this
large, bilious creature was an economist and a sentimentalist,
facile to tears, and a member of the Cobden Club.
In order to see as little of him as possible Renouard began
coming earlier so as to get away before his arrival, without
curtailing too much the hours of secret contemplation for which
he lived. He had given up trying to deceive himself.
His resignation was without bounds. He accepted the immense
misfortune of being in love with a woman who was in search of
another man only to throw herself into his arms. With such
desperate precision he defined in his thoughts the situation, the
consciousness of which traversed like a sharp arrow the sudden
silences of general conversation. The only thought before
which he quailed was the thought that this could not last; that
it must come to an end. He feared it instinctively as a
sick man may fear death. For it seemed to him that it must
be the death of him followed by a lightless, bottomless
pit. But his resignation was not spared the torments of
jealousy: the cruel, insensate, poignant, and imbecile jealousy,
when it seems that a woman betrays us simply by this that she
exists, that she breathes—and when the deep movements of
her nerves or her soul become a matter of distracting suspicion,
of killing doubt, of mortal anxiety.
In the peculiar condition of their sojourn Miss Moorsom went
out very little. She accepted this seclusion at the
Dunsters’ mansion as in a hermitage, and lived there,
watched over by a group of old people, with the lofty endurance
of a condescending and strong-headed goddess. It was
impossible to say if she suffered from anything in the world, and
whether this was the insensibility of a great passion
concentrated on itself, or a perfect restraint of manner, or the
indifference of superiority so complete as to be sufficient to
itself. But it was visible to Renouard that she took some
pleasure in talking to him at times. Was it because he was
the only person near her age? Was this, then, the secret of
his admission to the circle?
He admired her voice as well poised as her movements, as her
attitudes. He himself had always been a man of tranquil
tones. But the power of fascination had torn him out of his
very nature so completely that to preserve his habitual calmness
from going to pieces had become a terrible effort.
He used to go from her on board the schooner exhausted,
broken, shaken up, as though he had been put to the most
exquisite torture. When he saw her approaching he always
had a moment of hallucination. She was a misty and fair
creature, fitted for invisible music, for the shadows of love,
for the murmurs of waters. After a time (he could not be
always staring at the ground) he would summon up all his
resolution and look at her. There was a sparkle in the
clear obscurity of her eyes; and when she turned them on him they
seemed to give a new meaning to life. He would say to
himself that another man would have found long before the happy
release of madness, his wits burnt to cinders in that
radiance. But no such luck for him. His wits had come
unscathed through the furnaces of hot suns, of blazing deserts,
of flaming angers against the weaknesses of men and the obstinate
cruelties of hostile nature.
Being sane he had to be constantly on his guard against
falling into adoring silences or breaking out into wild
speeches. He had to keep watch on his eyes, his limbs, on
the muscles of his face. Their conversations were such as
they could be between these two people: she a young lady fresh
from the thick twilight of four million people and the
artificiality of several London seasons; he the man of definite
conquering tasks, the familiar of wide horizons, and in his very
repose holding aloof from these agglomerations of units in which
one loses one’s importance even to oneself. They had
no common conversational small change. They had to use the
great pieces of general ideas, but they exchanged them
trivially. It was no serious commerce. Perhaps she
had not much of that coin. Nothing significant came from
her. It could not be said that she had received from the
contacts of the external world impressions of a personal kind,
different from other women. What was ravishing in her was
her quietness and, in her grave attitudes, the unfailing
brilliance of her femininity. He did not know what there
was under that ivory forehead so splendidly shaped, so gloriously
crowned. He could not tell what were her thoughts, her
feelings. Her replies were reflective, always preceded by a
short silence, while he hung on her lips anxiously. He felt
himself in the presence of a mysterious being in whom spoke an
unknown voice, like the voice of oracles, bringing everlasting
unrest to the heart.
He was thankful enough to sit in silence with secretly
clenched teeth, devoured by jealousy—and nobody could have
guessed that his quiet deferential bearing to all these
grey-heads was the supreme effort of stoicism, that the man was
engaged in keeping a sinister watch on his tortures lest his
strength should fail him. As before, when grappling with
other forces of nature, he could find in himself all sorts of
courage except the courage to run away.
It was perhaps from the lack of subjects they could have in
common that Miss Moorsom made him so often speak of his own
life. He did not shrink from talking about himself, for he
was free from that exacerbated, timid vanity which seals so many
vain-glorious lips. He talked to her in his restrained
voice, gazing at the tip of her shoe, and thinking that the time
was bound to come soon when her very inattention would get weary
of him. And indeed on stealing a glance he would see her
dazzling and perfect, her eyes vague, staring in mournful
immobility, with a drooping head that made him think of a tragic
Venus arising before him, not from the foam of the sea, but from
a distant, still more formless, mysterious, and potent immensity
of mankind.
One afternoon Renouard stepping out on the terrace found
nobody there. It was for him, at the same time, a
melancholy disappointment and a poignant relief.
The heat was great, the air was still, all the long windows of
the house stood wide open. At the further end, grouped
round a lady’s work-table, several chairs disposed sociably
suggested invisible occupants, a company of conversing
shades. Renouard looked towards them with a sort of
dread. A most elusive, faint sound of ghostly talk issuing
from one of the rooms added to the illusion and stopped his
already hesitating footsteps. He leaned over the balustrade
of stone near a squat vase holding a tropical plant of a bizarre
shape. Professor Moorsom coming up from the garden with a
book under his arm and a white parasol held over his bare head,
found him there and, closing the parasol, leaned over by his side
with a remark on the increasing heat of the season.
Renouard assented and changed his position a little; the other,
after a short silence, administered unexpectedly a question
which, like the blow of a club on the head, deprived Renouard of
the power of speech and even thought, but, more cruel, left him
quivering with apprehension, not of death but of everlasting
torment. Yet the words were extremely simple.
“Something will have to be done soon. We
can’t remain in a state of suspended expectation for
ever. Tell me what do you think of our chances?”
Renouard, speechless, produced a faint smile. The
professor confessed in a jocular tone his impatience to complete
the circuit of the globe and be done with it. It was
impossible to remain quartered on the dear excellent Dunsters for
an indefinite time. And then there were the lectures he had
arranged to deliver in Paris. A serious matter.
That lectures by Professor Moorsom were a European event and
that brilliant audiences would gather to hear them Renouard did
not know. All he was aware of was the shock of this hint of
departure. The menace of separation fell on his head like a
thunderbolt. And he saw the absurdity of his emotion, for
hadn’t he lived all these days under the very cloud?
The professor, his elbows spread out, looked down into the garden
and went on unburdening his mind. Yes. The department
of sentiment was directed by his daughter, and she had plenty of
volunteered moral support; but he had to look after the practical
side of life without assistance.
“I have the less hesitation in speaking to you about my
anxiety, because I feel you are friendly to us and at the same
time you are detached from all these sublimities—confound
them.”
“What do you mean?” murmured Renouard.
“I mean that you are capable of calm judgment.
Here the atmosphere is simply detestable. Everybody has
knuckled under to sentiment. Perhaps your deliberate
opinion could influence . . .”
“You want Miss Moorsom to give it up?” The
professor turned to the young man dismally.
“Heaven only knows what I want.”
Renouard leaning his back against the balustrade folded his
arms on his breast, appeared to meditate profoundly. His
face, shaded softly by the broad brim of a planter’s Panama
hat, with the straight line of the nose level with the forehead,
the eyes lost in the depth of the setting, and the chin well
forward, had such a profile as may be seen amongst the bronzes of
classical museums, pure under a crested helmet—recalled
vaguely a Minerva’s head.
“This is the most troublesome time I ever had in my
life,” exclaimed the professor testily.
“Surely the man must be worth it,” muttered
Renouard with a pang of jealousy traversing his breast like a
self-inflicted stab.
Whether enervated by the heat or giving way to pent up
irritation the professor surrendered himself to the mood of
sincerity.
“He began by being a pleasantly dull boy. He
developed into a pointlessly clever young man, without, I
suspect, ever trying to understand anything. My daughter
knew him from childhood. I am a busy man, and I confess
that their engagement was a complete surprise to me. I wish
their reasons for that step had been more naïve. But
simplicity was out of fashion in their set. From a worldly
point of view he seems to have been a mere baby. Of course,
now, I am assured that he is the victim of his noble confidence
in the rectitude of his kind. But that’s mere
idealising of a sad reality. For my part I will tell you
that from the very beginning I had the gravest doubts of his
dishonesty. Unfortunately my clever daughter
hadn’t. And now we behold the reaction.
No. To be earnestly dishonest one must be really
poor. This was only a manifestation of his extremely
refined cleverness. The complicated simpleton. He had
an awful awakening though.”
In such words did Professor Moorsom give his “young
friend” to understand the state of his feelings toward the
lost man. It was evident that the father of Miss Moorsom
wished him to remain lost. Perhaps the unprecedented heat
of the season made him long for the cool spaces of the Pacific,
the sweep of the ocean’s free wind along the promenade
decks, cumbered with long chairs, of a ship steaming towards the
Californian coast. To Renouard the philosopher appeared
simply the most treacherous of fathers. He was
amazed. But he was not at the end of his discoveries.
“He may be dead,” the professor murmured.
“Why? People don’t die here sooner than in
Europe. If he had gone to hide in Italy, for instance, you
wouldn’t think of saying that.”
“Well! And suppose he has become morally
disintegrated. You know he was not a strong
personality,” the professor suggested moodily.
“My daughter’s future is in question here.”
Renouard thought that the love of such a woman was enough to
pull any broken man together—to drag a man out of his
grave. And he thought this with inward despair, which kept
him silent as much almost as his astonishment. At last he
managed to stammer out a generous—
“Oh! Don’t let us even suppose. .
.”
The professor struck in with a sadder accent than
before—
“It’s good to be young. And then you have
been a man of action, and necessarily a believer in
success. But I have been looking too long at life not to
distrust its surprises. Age! Age! Here I stand
before you a man full of doubts and hesitation—spe
lentus, timidus futuri.”
He made a sign to Renouard not to interrupt, and in a lowered
voice, as if afraid of being overheard, even there, in the
solitude of the terrace—
“And the worst is that I am not even sure how far this
sentimental pilgrimage is genuine. Yes. I doubt my
own child. It’s true that she’s a woman. . . .
”
Renouard detected with horror a tone of resentment, as if the
professor had never forgiven his daughter for not dying instead
of his son. The latter noticed the young man’s stony
stare.
“Ah! you don’t understand. Yes, she’s
clever, open-minded, popular, and—well, charming. But
you don’t know what it is to have moved, breathed, existed,
and even triumphed in the mere smother and froth of
life—the brilliant froth. There thoughts, sentiments,
opinions, feelings, actions too, are nothing but agitation in
empty space—to amuse life—a sort of superior
debauchery, exciting and fatiguing, meaning nothing, leading
nowhere. She is the creature of that circle. And I
ask myself if she is obeying the uneasiness of an instinct
seeking its satisfaction, or is it a revulsion of feeling, or is
she merely deceiving her own heart by this dangerous trifling
with romantic images. And everything is
possible—except sincerity, such as only stark, struggling
humanity can know. No woman can stand that mode of life in
which women rule, and remain a perfectly genuine, simple human
being. Ah! There’s some people coming
out.”
He moved off a pace, then turning his head: “Upon my
word! I would be infinitely obliged to you if you could
throw a little cold water. . . ” and at a vaguely dismayed
gesture of Renouard, he added: “Don’t be
afraid. You wouldn’t be putting out a sacred
fire.”
Renouard could hardly find words for a protest: “I
assure you that I never talk with Miss
Moorsom—on—on—that. And if you, her
father . . . ”
“I envy you your innocence,” sighed the
professor. “A father is only an everyday
person. Flat. Stale. Moreover, my child would
naturally mistrust me. We belong to the same set.
Whereas you carry with you the prestige of the unknown. You
have proved yourself to be a force.”
Thereupon the professor followed by Renouard joined the circle
of all the inmates of the house assembled at the other end of the
terrace about a tea-table; three white heads and that resplendent
vision of woman’s glory, the sight of which had the power
to flutter his heart like a reminder of the mortality of his
frame.
He avoided the seat by the side of Miss Moorsom. The
others were talking together languidly. Unnoticed he looked
at that woman so marvellous that centuries seemed to lie between
them. He was oppressed and overcome at the thought of what
she could give to some man who really would be a force!
What a glorious struggle with this amazon. What noble
burden for the victorious strength.
Dear old Mrs. Dunster was dispensing tea, looking from time to
time with interest towards Miss Moorsom. The aged statesman
having eaten a raw tomato and drunk a glass of milk (a habit of
his early farming days, long before politics, when, pioneer of
wheat-growing, he demonstrated the possibility of raising crops
on ground looking barren enough to discourage a magician),
smoothed his white beard, and struck lightly Renouard’s
knee with his big wrinkled hand.
“You had better come back to-night and dine with us
quietly.”
He liked this young man, a pioneer, too, in more than one
direction. Mrs. Dunster added: “Do. It will be
very quiet. I don’t even know if Willie will be home
for dinner.” Renouard murmured his thanks, and left
the terrace to go on board the schooner. While lingering in
the drawing-room doorway he heard the resonant voice of old
Dunster uttering oracularly—
“. . . the leading man here some day. . . . Like
me.”
Renouard let the thin summer portière of the doorway
fall behind him. The voice of Professor Moorsom
said—
“I am told that he has made an enemy of almost every man
who had to work with him.”
“That’s nothing. He did his work. . . . Like
me.”
“He never counted the cost they say. Not even of
lives.”
Renouard understood that they were talking of him.
Before he could move away, Mrs. Dunster struck in
placidly—
“Don’t let yourself be shocked by the tales you
may hear of him, my dear. Most of it is envy.”
Then he heard Miss Moorsom’s voice replying to the old
lady—
“Oh! I am not easily deceived. I think I may
say I have an instinct for truth.”
He hastened away from that house with his heart full of
dread.
On board the schooner, lying on the settee on his back with
the knuckles of his hands pressed over his eyes, he made up his
mind that he would not return to that house for dinner—that
he would never go back there any more. He made up his mind
some twenty times. The knowledge that he had only to go up
on the quarter deck, utter quietly the words: “Man the
windlass,” and that the schooner springing into life would
run a hundred miles out to sea before sunrise, deceived his
struggling will. Nothing easier! Yet, in the end,
this young man, almost ill-famed for his ruthless daring, the
inflexible leader of two tragically successful expeditions,
shrank from that act of savage energy, and began, instead, to
hunt for excuses.
No! It was not for him to run away like an incurable who
cuts his throat. He finished dressing and looked at his own
impassive face in the saloon mirror scornfully. While being
pulled on shore in the gig, he remembered suddenly the wild
beauty of a waterfall seen when hardly more than a boy, years
ago, in Menado. There was a legend of a governor-general of
the Dutch East Indies, on official tour, committing suicide on
that spot by leaping into the chasm. It was supposed that a
painful disease had made him weary of life. But was there
ever a visitation like his own, at the same time binding one to
life and so cruelly mortal!
The dinner was indeed quiet. Willie, given half an
hour’s grace, failed to turn up, and his chair remained
vacant by the side of Miss Moorsom. Renouard had the
professor’s sister on his left, dressed in an expensive
gown becoming her age. That maiden lady in her wonderful
preservation reminded Renouard somehow of a wax flower under
glass. There were no traces of the dust of life’s
battles on her anywhere. She did not like him very much in
the afternoons, in his white drill suit and planter’s hat,
which seemed to her an unduly Bohemian costume for calling in a
house where there were ladies. But in the evening, lithe
and elegant in his dress clothes and with his pleasant, slightly
veiled voice, he always made her conquest afresh. He might
have been anybody distinguished—the son of a duke.
Falling under that charm probably (and also because her brother
had given her a hint), she attempted to open her heart to
Renouard, who was watching with all the power of his soul her
niece across the table. She spoke to him as frankly as
though that miserable mortal envelope, emptied of everything but
hopeless passion, were indeed the son of a duke.
Inattentive, he heard her only in snatches, till the final
confidential burst: “. . . glad if you would express an
opinion. Look at her, so charming, such a great favourite,
so generally admired! It would be too sad. We all
hoped she would make a brilliant marriage with somebody very rich
and of high position, have a house in London and in the country,
and entertain us all splendidly. She’s so eminently
fitted for it. She has such hosts of distinguished
friends! And then—this instead! . . . My heart really
aches.”
Her well-bred if anxious whisper was covered by the voice of
professor Moorsom discoursing subtly down the short length of the
dinner table on the Impermanency of the Measurable to his
venerable disciple. It might have been a chapter in a new
and popular book of Moorsomian philosophy. Patriarchal and
delighted, old Dunster leaned forward a little, his eyes shining
youthfully, two spots of colour at the roots of his white beard;
and Renouard, glancing at the senile excitement, recalled the
words heard on those subtle lips, adopted their scorn for his
own, saw their truth before this man ready to be amused by the
side of the grave. Yes! Intellectual debauchery in
the froth of existence! Froth and fraud!
On the same side of the table Miss Moorsom never once looked
towards her father, all her grace as if frozen, her red lips
compressed, the faintest rosiness under her dazzling complexion,
her black eyes burning motionless, and the very coppery gleams of
light lying still on the waves and undulation of her hair.
Renouard fancied himself overturning the table, smashing crystal
and china, treading fruit and flowers under foot, seizing her in
his arms, carrying her off in a tumult of shrieks from all these
people, a silent frightened mortal, into some profound retreat as
in the age of Cavern men. Suddenly everybody got up, and he
hastened to rise too, finding himself out of breath and quite
unsteady on his feet.
On the terrace the philosopher, after lighting a cigar,
slipped his hand condescendingly under his “dear young
friend’s” arm. Renouard regarded him now with
the profoundest mistrust. But the great man seemed really
to have a liking for his young friend—one of those
mysterious sympathies, disregarding the differences of age and
position, which in this case might have been explained by the
failure of philosophy to meet a very real worry of a practical
kind.
After a turn or two and some casual talk the professor said
suddenly: “My late son was in your school—do you
know? I can imagine that had he lived and you had ever met
you would have understood each other. He too was inclined
to action.”
He sighed, then, shaking off the mournful thought and with a
nod at the dusky part of the terrace where the dress of his
daughter made a luminous stain: “I really wish you would
drop in that quarter a few sensible, discouraging
words.”
Renouard disengaged himself from that most perfidious of men
under the pretence of astonishment, and stepping back a
pace—
“Surely you are making fun of me, Professor
Moorsom,” he said with a low laugh, which was really a
sound of rage.
“My dear young friend! It’s no subject for
jokes, to me. . . You don’t seem to have any notion of your
prestige,” he added, walking away towards the chairs.
“Humbug!” thought Renouard, standing still and
looking after him. “And yet! And yet!
What if it were true?”
He advanced then towards Miss Moorsom. Posed on the seat
on which they had first spoken to each other, it was her turn to
watch him coming on. But many of the windows were not
lighted that evening. It was dark over there. She
appeared to him luminous in her clear dress, a figure without
shape, a face without features, awaiting his approach, till he
got quite near to her, sat down, and they had exchanged a few
insignificant words. Gradually she came out like a magic
painting of charm, fascination, and desire, glowing mysteriously
on the dark background. Something imperceptible in the
lines of her attitude, in the modulations of her voice, seemed to
soften that suggestion of calm unconscious pride which enveloped
her always like a mantle. He, sensitive like a bond slave
to the moods of the master, was moved by the subtle relenting of
her grace to an infinite tenderness. He fought down the
impulse to seize her by the hand, lead her down into the garden
away under the big trees, and throw himself at her feet uttering
words of love. His emotion was so strong that he had to
cough slightly, and not knowing what to talk to her about he
began to tell her of his mother and sisters. All the family
were coming to London to live there, for some little time at
least.
“I hope you will go and tell them something of me.
Something seen,” he said pressingly.
By this miserable subterfuge, like a man about to part with
his life, he hoped to make her remember him a little longer.
“Certainly,” she said. “I’ll be
glad to call when I get back. But that ‘when’
may be a long time.”
He heard a light sigh. A cruel jealous curiosity made
him ask—
“Are you growing weary, Miss Moorsom?”
A silence fell on his low spoken question.
“Do you mean heart-weary?” sounded Miss
Moorsom’s voice. “You don’t know me, I
see.”
“Ah! Never despair,” he muttered.
“This, Mr. Renouard, is a work of reparation. I
stand for truth here. I can’t think of
myself.”
He could have taken her by the throat for every word seemed an
insult to his passion; but he only said—
“I never doubted the—the—nobility of your
purpose.”
“And to hear the word weariness pronounced in this
connection surprises me. And from a man too who, I
understand, has never counted the cost.”
“You are pleased to tease me,” he said, directly
he had recovered his voice and had mastered his anger. It
was as if Professor Moorsom had dropped poison in his ear which
was spreading now and tainting his passion, his very
jealousy. He mistrusted every word that came from those
lips on which his life hung. “How can you know
anything of men who do not count the cost?” he asked in his
gentlest tones.
“From hearsay—a little.”
“Well, I assure you they are like the others, subject to
suffering, victims of spells. . . .”
“One of them, at least, speaks very
strangely.”
She dismissed the subject after a short silence.
“Mr. Renouard, I had a disappointment this morning.
This mail brought me a letter from the widow of the old
butler—you know. I expected to learn that she had
heard from—from here. But no. No letter arrived
home since we left.”
Her voice was calm. His jealousy couldn’t stand
much more of this sort of talk; but he was glad that nothing had
turned up to help the search; glad blindly,
unreasonably—only because it would keep her longer in his
sight—since she wouldn’t give up.
“I am too near her,” he thought, moving a little
further on the seat. He was afraid in the revulsion of
feeling of flinging himself on her hands, which were lying on her
lap, and covering them with kisses. He was afraid.
Nothing, nothing could shake that spell—not if she were
ever so false, stupid, or degraded. She was fate
itself. The extent of his misfortune plunged him in such a
stupor that he failed at first to hear the sound of voices and
footsteps inside the drawing-room. Willie had come
home—and the Editor was with him.
They burst out on the terrace babbling noisily, and then
pulling themselves together stood still, surprising—and as
if themselves surprised.
They had been feasting a poet from the bush, the latest
discovery of the Editor. Such discoveries were the
business, the vocation, the pride and delight of the only apostle
of letters in the hemisphere, the solitary patron of culture, the
Slave of the Lamp—as he subscribed himself at the bottom of
the weekly literary page of his paper. He had had no
difficulty in persuading the virtuous Willie (who had festive
instincts) to help in the good work, and now they had left the
poet lying asleep on the hearthrug of the editorial room and had
rushed to the Dunster mansion wildly. The Editor had
another discovery to announce. Swaying a little where he
stood he opened his mouth very wide to shout the one word
“Found!” Behind him Willie flung both his hands
above his head and let them fall dramatically. Renouard saw
the four white-headed people at the end of the terrace rise all
together from their chairs with an effect of sudden panic.
“I tell you—he—is—found,” the
patron of letters shouted emphatically.
“What is this!” exclaimed Renouard in a choked
voice. Miss Moorsom seized his wrist suddenly, and at that
contact fire ran through all his veins, a hot stillness descended
upon him in which he heard the blood—or the
fire—beating in his ears. He made a movement as if to
rise, but was restrained by the convulsive pressure on his
wrist.
“No, no.” Miss Moorsom’s eyes stared
black as night, searching the space before her. Far away
the Editor strutted forward, Willie following with his
ostentatious manner of carrying his bulky and oppressive carcass
which, however, did not remain exactly perpendicular for two
seconds together.
“The innocent Arthur . . . Yes. We’ve got
him,” the Editor became very business-like.
“Yes, this letter has done it.”
He plunged into an inside pocket for it, slapped the scrap of
paper with his open palm. “From that old woman.
William had it in his pocket since this morning when Miss Moorsom
gave it to him to show me. Forgot all about it till an hour
ago. Thought it was of no importance. Well, no!
Not till it was properly read.”
Renouard and Miss Moorsom emerged from the shadows side by
side, a well-matched couple, animated yet statuesque in their
calmness and in their pallor. She had let go his
wrist. On catching sight of Renouard the Editor
exclaimed:
“What—you here!” in a quite shrill
voice.
There came a dead pause. All the faces had in them
something dismayed and cruel.
“He’s the very man we want,” continued the
Editor. “Excuse my excitement. You are the very
man, Renouard. Didn’t you tell me that your assistant
called himself Walter? Yes? Thought so. But
here’s that old woman—the butler’s
wife—listen to this. She writes: All I can tell you,
Miss, is that my poor husband directed his letters to the name of
H. Walter.”
Renouard’s violent but repressed exclamation was lost in
a general murmur and shuffle of feet. The Editor made a
step forward, bowed with creditable steadiness.
“Miss Moorsom, allow me to congratulate you from the
bottom of my heart on the happy—er—issue. . .
”
“Wait,” muttered Renouard irresolutely.
The Editor jumped on him in the manner of their old
friendship. “Ah, you! You are a fine fellow
too. With your solitary ways of life you will end by having
no more discrimination than a savage. Fancy living with a
gentleman for months and never guessing. A man, I am
certain, accomplished, remarkable, out of the common, since he
had been distinguished” (he bowed again) “by Miss
Moorsom, whom we all admire.”
She turned her back on him.
“I hope to goodness you haven’t been leading him a
dog’s life, Geoffrey,” the Editor addressed his
friend in a whispered aside.
Renouard seized a chair violently, sat down, and propping his
elbow on his knee leaned his head on his hand. Behind him
the sister of the professor looked up to heaven and wrung her
hands stealthily. Mrs. Dunster’s hands were clasped
forcibly under her chin, but she, dear soul, was looking
sorrowfully at Willie. The model nephew! In this
strange state! So very much flushed! The careful
disposition of the thin hairs across Willie’s bald spot was
deplorably disarranged, and the spot itself was red and, as it
were, steaming.
“What’s the matter, Geoffrey?” The
Editor seemed disconcerted by the silent attitudes round him, as
though he had expected all these people to shout and dance.
“You have him on the island—haven’t
you?”
“Oh, yes: I have him there,” said Renouard,
without looking up.
“Well, then!” The Editor looked helplessly
around as if begging for response of some sort. But the
only response that came was very unexpected. Annoyed at
being left in the background, and also because very little drink
made him nasty, the emotional Willie turned malignant all at
once, and in a bibulous tone surprising in a man able to keep his
balance so well—
“Aha! But you haven’t got him here—not
yet!” he sneered. “No! You haven’t
got him yet.”
This outrageous exhibition was to the Editor like the lash to
a jaded horse. He positively jumped.
“What of that? What do you mean?
We—haven’t—got—him—here. Of
course he isn’t here! But Geoffrey’s schooner
is here. She can be sent at once to fetch him here.
No! Stay! There’s a better plan. Why
shouldn’t you all sail over to Malata, professor?
Save time! I am sure Miss Moorsom would prefer. .
.”
With a gallant flourish of his arm he looked for Miss
Moorsom. She had disappeared. He was taken aback
somewhat.
“Ah! H’m. Yes. . . . Why not. A
pleasure cruise, delightful ship, delightful season, delightful
errand, del . . . No! There are no objections.
Geoffrey, I understand, has indulged in a bungalow three sizes
too large for him. He can put you all up. It will be
a pleasure for him. It will be the greatest
privilege. Any man would be proud of being an agent of this
happy reunion. I am proud of the little part I’ve
played. He will consider it the greatest honour.
Geoff, my boy, you had better be stirring to-morrow bright and
early about the preparations for the trip. It would be
criminal to lose a single day.”
He was as flushed as Willie, the excitement keeping up the
effect of the festive dinner. For a time Renouard, silent,
as if he had not heard a word of all that babble, did not
stir. But when he got up it was to advance towards the
Editor and give him such a hearty slap on the back that the plump
little man reeled in his tracks and looked quite frightened for a
moment.
“You are a heaven-born discoverer and a first-rate
manager. . . He’s right. It’s the only
way. You can’t resist the claim of sentiment, and you
must even risk the voyage to Malata. . . ” Renouard’s
voice sank. “A lonely spot,” he added, and fell
into thought under all these eyes converging on him in the sudden
silence. His slow glance passed over all the faces in
succession, remaining arrested on Professor Moorsom, stony eyed,
a smouldering cigar in his fingers, and with his sister standing
by his side.
“I shall be infinitely gratified if you consent to
come. But, of course, you will. We shall sail
to-morrow evening then. And now let me leave you to your
happiness.”
He bowed, very grave, pointed suddenly his finger at Willie
who was swaying about with a sleepy frown. . . . “Look at
him. He’s overcome with happiness. You had
better put him to bed . . . ” and disappeared while every
head on the terrace was turned to Willie with varied
expressions.
Renouard ran through the house. Avoiding the carriage
road he fled down the steep short cut to the shore, where his gig
was waiting. At his loud shout the sleeping Kanakas jumped
up. He leaped in. “Shove off. Give
way!” and the gig darted through the water.
“Give way! Give way!” She flew past the
wool-clippers sleeping at their anchors each with the open
unwinking eye of the lamp in the rigging; she flew past the
flagship of the Pacific squadron, a great mass all dark and
silent, heavy with the slumbers of five hundred men, and where
the invisible sentries heard his urgent “Give way!
Give way!” in the night. The Kanakas, panting, rose
off the thwarts at every stroke. Nothing could be fast
enough for him! And he ran up the side of his schooner
shaking the ladder noisily with his rush.
On deck he stumbled and stood still.
Wherefore this haste? To what end, since he knew well
before he started that he had a pursuer from whom there was no
escape.
As his foot touched the deck his will, his purpose he had been
hurrying to save, died out within. It had been nothing less
than getting the schooner under-way, letting her vanish silently
in the night from amongst these sleeping ships. And now he
was certain he could not do it. It was impossible!
And he reflected that whether he lived or died such an act would
lay him under a dark suspicion from which he shrank. No,
there was nothing to be done.
He went down into the cabin and, before even unbuttoning his
overcoat, took out of the drawer the letter addressed to his
assistant; that letter which he had found in the pigeon-hole
labelled “Malata” in young Dunster’s outer
office, where it had been waiting for three months some occasion
for being forwarded. From the moment of dropping it in the
drawer he had utterly forgotten its existence—till now,
when the man’s name had come out so clamorously. He
glanced at the common envelope, noted the shaky and laborious
handwriting: H. Walter, Esqre. Undoubtedly the very last
letter the old butler had posted before his illness, and in
answer clearly to one from “Master Arthur”
instructing him to address in the future: “Care of Messrs.
W. Dunster and Co.” Renouard made as if to open the
envelope, but paused, and, instead, tore the letter deliberately
in two, in four, in eight. With his hand full of pieces of
paper he returned on deck and scattered them overboard on the
dark water, in which they vanished instantly.
He did it slowly, without hesitation or remorse. H.
Walter, Esqre, in Malata. The innocent Arthur—What
was his name? The man sought for by that woman who as she
went by seemed to draw all the passion of the earth to her,
without effort, not deigning to notice, naturally, as other women
breathed the air. But Renouard was no longer jealous of her
very existence. Whatever its meaning it was not for that
man he had picked up casually on obscure impulse, to get rid of
the tiresome expostulations of a so-called friend; a man of whom
he really knew nothing—and now a dead man. In
Malata. Oh, yes! He was there secure enough,
untroubled in his grave. In Malata. To bury him was
the last service Renouard had rendered to his assistant before
leaving the island on this trip to town.
Like many men ready enough for arduous enterprises Renouard
was inclined to evade the small complications of existence.
This trait of his character was composed of a little indolence,
some disdain, and a shrinking from contests with certain forms of
vulgarity—like a man who would face a lion and go out of
his way to avoid a toad. His intercourse with the
meddlesome journalist was that merely outward intimacy without
sympathy some young men get drawn into easily. It had
amused him rather to keep that “friend” in the dark
about the fate of his assistant. Renouard had never needed
other company than his own, for there was in him something of the
sensitiveness of a dreamer who is easily jarred. He had
said to himself that the all-knowing one would only preach again
about the evils of solitude and worry his head off in favour of
some forlornly useless protégé of his. Also
the inquisitiveness of the Editor had irritated him and had
closed his lips in sheer disgust.
And now he contemplated the noose of consequences drawing
tight around him.
It was the memory of that diplomatic reticence which on the
terrace had stiffled his first cry which would have told them all
that the man sought for was not to be met on earth any
more. He shrank from the absurdity of hearing the
all-knowing one, and not very sober at that, turning on him with
righteous reproaches—
“You never told me. You gave me to understand that
your assistant was alive, and now you say he’s dead.
Which is it? Were you lying then or are you lying
now?” No! the thought of such a scene was not to be
borne. He had sat down appalled, thinking: “What
shall I do now?”
His courage had oozed out of him. Speaking the truth
meant the Moorsoms going away at once—while it seemed to
him that he would give the last shred of his rectitude to secure
a day more of her company. He sat on—silent.
Slowly, from confused sensations, from his talk with the
professor, the manner of the girl herself, the intoxicating
familiarity of her sudden hand-clasp, there had come to him a
half glimmer of hope. The other man was dead. Then! .
. . Madness, of course—but he could not give it up.
He had listened to that confounded busybody arranging
everything—while all these people stood around assenting,
under the spell of that dead romance. He had listened
scornful and silent. The glimmers of hope, of opportunity,
passed before his eyes. He had only to sit still and say
nothing. That and no more. And what was truth to him
in the face of that great passion which had flung him prostrate
in spirit at her adored feet!
And now it was done! Fatality had willed it! With
the eyes of a mortal struck by the maddening thunderbolt of the
gods, Renouard looked up to the sky, an immense black pall dusted
over with gold, on which great shudders seemed to pass from the
breath of life affirming its sway.
At last, one morning, in a clear spot of a glassy horizon
charged with heraldic masses of black vapours, the island grew
out from the sea, showing here and there its naked members of
basaltic rock through the rents of heavy foliage. Later, in
the great spilling of all the riches of sunset, Malata stood out
green and rosy before turning into a violet shadow in the
autumnal light of the expiring day. Then came the
night. In the faint airs the schooner crept on past a
sturdy squat headland, and it was pitch dark when her headsails
ran down, she turned short on her heel, and her anchor bit into
the sandy bottom on the edge of the outer reef; for it was too
dangerous then to attempt entering the little bay full of
shoals. After the last solemn flutter of the mainsail the
murmuring voices of the Moorsom party lingered, very frail, in
the black stillness.
They were sitting aft, on chairs, and nobody made a
move. Early in the day, when it had become evident that the
wind was failing, Renouard, basing his advice on the shortcomings
of his bachelor establishment, had urged on the ladies the
advisability of not going ashore in the middle of the
night. Now he approached them in a constrained manner (it
was astonishing the constraint that had reigned between him and
his guests all through the passage) and renewed his
arguments. No one ashore would dream of his bringing any
visitors with him. Nobody would even think of coming
off. There was only one old canoe on the plantation.
And landing in the schooner’s boats would be awkward in the
dark. There was the risk of getting aground on some shallow
patches. It would be best to spend the rest of the night on
board.
There was really no opposition. The professor smoking a
pipe, and very comfortable in an ulster buttoned over his
tropical clothes, was the first to speak from his long chair.
“Most excellent advice.”
Next to him Miss Moorsom assented by a long silence.
Then in a voice as of one coming out of a dream—
“And so this is Malata,” she said. “I
have often wondered . . .”
A shiver passed through Renouard. She had
wondered! What about? Malata was himself. He
and Malata were one. And she had wondered! She had .
. .
The professor’s sister leaned over towards
Renouard. Through all these days at sea the
man’s—the found man’s—existence had not
been alluded to on board the schooner. That reticence was
part of the general constraint lying upon them all. She,
herself, certainly had not been exactly elated by this
finding—poor Arthur, without money, without
prospects. But she felt moved by the sentiment and romance
of the situation.
“Isn’t it wonderful,” she whispered out of
her white wrap, “to think of poor Arthur sleeping there, so
near to our dear lovely Felicia, and not knowing the immense joy
in store for him to-morrow.”
There was such artificiality in the wax-flower lady that
nothing in this speech touched Renouard. It was but the
simple anxiety of his heart that he was voicing when he muttered
gloomily—
“No one in the world knows what to-morrow may hold in
store.”
The mature lady had a recoil as though he had said something
impolite. What a harsh thing to say—instead of
finding something nice and appropriate. On board, where she
never saw him in evening clothes, Renouard’s resemblance to
a duke’s son was not so apparent to her. Nothing but
his—ah—bohemianism remained. She rose with a
sort of ostentation.
“It’s late—and since we are going to sleep
on board to-night . . .” she said. “But it does
seem so cruel.”
The professor started up eagerly, knocking the ashes out of
his pipe. “Infinitely more sensible, my dear
Emma.”
Renouard waited behind Miss Moorsom’s chair.
She got up slowly, moved one step forward, and paused looking
at the shore. The blackness of the island blotted out the
stars with its vague mass like a low thundercloud brooding over
the waters and ready to burst into flame and crashes.
“And so—this is Malata,” she repeated
dreamily, moving towards the cabin door. The clear cloak
hanging from her shoulders, the ivory face—for the night
had put out nothing of her but the gleams of her hair—made
her resemble a shining dream-woman uttering words of wistful
inquiry. She disappeared without a sign, leaving Renouard
penetrated to the very marrow by the sounds that came from her
body like a mysterious resonance of an exquisite instrument.
He stood stock still. What was this accidental touch
which had evoked the strange accent of her voice? He dared
not answer that question. But he had to answer the question
of what was to be done now. Had the moment of confession
come? The thought was enough to make one’s blood run
cold.
It was as if those people had a premonition of
something. In the taciturn days of the passage he had
noticed their reserve even amongst themselves. The
professor smoked his pipe moodily in retired spots.
Renouard had caught Miss Moorsom’s eyes resting on himself
more than once, with a peculiar and grave expression. He
fancied that she avoided all opportunities of conversation.
The maiden lady seemed to nurse a grievance. And now what
had he to do?
The lights on the deck had gone out one after the other.
The schooner slept.
About an hour after Miss Moorsom had gone below without a sign
or a word for him, Renouard got out of his hammock slung in the
waist under the midship awning—for he had given up all the
accommodation below to his guests. He got out with a sudden
swift movement, flung off his sleeping jacket, rolled his pyjamas
up his thighs, and stole forward, unseen by the one Kanaka of the
anchor-watch. His white torso, naked like a stripped
athlete’s, glimmered, ghostly, in the deep shadows of the
deck. Unnoticed he got out of the ship over the
knight-heads, ran along the back rope, and seizing the
dolphin-striker firmly with both hands, lowered himself into the
sea without a splash.
He swam away, noiseless like a fish, and then struck boldly
for the land, sustained, embraced, by the tepid water. The
gentle, voluptuous heave of its breast swung him up and down
slightly; sometimes a wavelet murmured in his ears; from time to
time, lowering his feet, he felt for the bottom on a shallow
patch to rest and correct his direction. He landed at the
lower end of the bungalow garden, into the dead stillness of the
island. There were no lights. The plantation seemed
to sleep, as profoundly as the schooner. On the path a
small shell cracked under his naked heel.
The faithful half-caste foreman going his rounds cocked his
ears at the sharp sound. He gave one enormous start of fear
at the sight of the swift white figure flying at him out of the
night. He crouched in terror, and then sprang up and
clicked his tongue in amazed recognition.
“Tse! Tse! The master!”
“Be quiet, Luiz, and listen to what I say.”
Yes, it was the master, the strong master who was never known
to raise his voice, the man blindly obeyed and never
questioned. He talked low and rapidly in the quiet night,
as if every minute were precious. On learning that three
guests were coming to stay Luiz clicked his tongue rapidly.
These clicks were the uniform, stenographic symbols of his
emotions, and he could give them an infinite variety of
meaning. He listened to the rest in a deep silence hardly
affected by the low, “Yes, master,” whenever Renouard
paused.
“You understand?” the latter insisted.
“No preparations are to be made till we land in the
morning. And you are to say that Mr. Walter has gone off in
a trading schooner on a round of the islands.”
“Yes, master.”
“No mistakes—mind!”
“No, master.”
Renouard walked back towards the sea. Luiz, following
him, proposed to call out half a dozen boys and man the
canoe.
“Imbecile!”
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
“Don’t you understand that you haven’t seen
me?”
“Yes, master. But what a long swim. Suppose
you drown.”
“Then you can say of me and of Mr. Walter what you
like. The dead don’t mind.”
Renouard entered the sea and heard a faint “Tse! Tse!
Tse!” of concern from the half-caste, who had already lost
sight of the master’s dark head on the overshadowed
water.
Renouard set his direction by a big star that, dipping on the
horizon, seemed to look curiously into his face. On this
swim back he felt the mournful fatigue of all that length of the
traversed road, which brought him no nearer to his desire.
It was as if his love had sapped the invisible supports of his
strength. There came a moment when it seemed to him that he
must have swum beyond the confines of life. He had a
sensation of eternity close at hand, demanding no
effort—offering its peace. It was easy to swim like
this beyond the confines of life looking at a star. But the
thought: “They will think I dared not face them and
committed suicide,” caused a revolt of his mind which
carried him on. He returned on board, as he had left,
unheard and unseen. He lay in his hammock utterly exhausted
and with a confused feeling that he had been beyond the confines
of life, somewhere near a star, and that it was very quiet
there.
Sheltered by the squat headland from the first morning sparkle
of the sea the little bay breathed a delicious freshness.
The party from the schooner landed at the bottom of the
garden. They exchanged insignificant words in studiously
casual tones. The professor’s sister put up a
long-handled eye-glass as if to scan the novel surroundings, but
in reality searching for poor Arthur anxiously. Having
never seen him otherwise than in his town clothes she had no idea
what he would look like. It had been left to the professor
to help his ladies out of the boat because Renouard, as if intent
on giving directions, had stepped forward at once to meet the
half-caste Luiz hurrying down the path. In the distance, in
front of the dazzlingly sunlit bungalow, a row of dark-faced
house-boys unequal in stature and varied in complexion preserved
the immobility of a guard of honour.
Luiz had taken off his soft felt hat before coming within
earshot. Renouard bent his head to his rapid talk of
domestic arrangements he meant to make for the visitors; another
bed in the master’s room for the ladies and a cot for the
gentleman to be hung in the room opposite where—where Mr.
Walter—here he gave a scared look all round—Mr.
Walter—had died.
“Very good,” assented Renouard in an even
undertone. “And remember what you have to say of
him.”
“Yes, master. Only”—he wriggled
slightly and put one bare foot on the other for a moment in
apologetic embarrassment—“only
I—I—don’t like to say it.”
Renouard looked at him without anger, without any sort of
expression. “Frightened of the dead? Eh?
Well—all right. I will say it myself—I suppose
once for all. . . .” Immediately he raised his voice
very much.
“Send the boys down to bring up the luggage.”
“Yes, master.”
Renouard turned to his distinguished guests who, like a
personally conducted party of tourists, had stopped and were
looking about them.
“I am sorry,” he began with an impassive
face. “My man has just told me that Mr. Walter . .
.” he managed to smile, but didn’t correct himself .
. . “has gone in a trading schooner on a short tour of the
islands, to the westward.”
This communication was received in profound silence.
Renouard forgot himself in the thought: “It’s
done!” But the sight of the string of boys marching
up to the house with suit-cases and dressing-bags rescued him
from that appalling abstraction.
“All I can do is to beg you to make yourselves at home .
. . with what patience you may.”
This was so obviously the only thing to do that everybody
moved on at once. The professor walked alongside Renouard,
behind the two ladies.
“Rather unexpected—this absence.”
“Not exactly,” muttered Renouard. “A
trip has to be made every year to engage labour.”
“I see . . . And he . . . How vexingly elusive the poor
fellow has become! I’ll begin to think that some
wicked fairy is favouring this love tale with unpleasant
attentions.”
Renouard noticed that the party did not seem weighed down by
this new disappointment. On the contrary they moved with a
freer step. The professor’s sister dropped her
eye-glass to the end of its chain. Miss Moorsom took the
lead. The professor, his lips unsealed, lingered in the
open: but Renouard did not listen to that man’s talk.
He looked after that man’s daughter—if indeed that
creature of irresistible seductions were a daughter of
mortals. The very intensity of his desire, as if his soul
were streaming after her through his eyes, defeated his object of
keeping hold of her as long as possible with, at least, one of
his senses. Her moving outlines dissolved into a misty
coloured shimmer of a woman made of flame and shadows, crossing
the threshold of his house.
The days which followed were not exactly such as Renouard had
feared—yet they were not better than his fears. They
were accursed in all the moods they brought him. But the
general aspect of things was quiet. The professor smoked
innumerable pipes with the air of a worker on his holiday, always
in movement and looking at things with that mysteriously
sagacious aspect of men who are admittedly wiser than the rest of
the world. His white head of hair—whiter than
anything within the horizon except the broken water on the
reefs—was glimpsed in every part of the plantation always
on the move under the white parasol. And once he climbed
the headland and appeared suddenly to those below, a white speck
elevated in the blue, with a diminutive but statuesque
effect.
Felicia Moorsom remained near the house. Sometimes she
could be seen with a despairing expression scribbling rapidly in
her lock-up dairy. But only for a moment. At the
sound of Renouard’s footsteps she would turn towards him
her beautiful face, adorable in that calm which was like a
wilful, like a cruel ignoring of her tremendous power.
Whenever she sat on the verandah, on a chair more specially
reserved for her use, Renouard would stroll up and sit on the
steps near her, mostly silent, and often not trusting himself to
turn his glance on her. She, very still with her eyes
half-closed, looked down on his head—so that to a beholder
(such as Professor Moorsom, for instance) she would appear to be
turning over in her mind profound thoughts about that man sitting
at her feet, his shoulders bowed a little, his hands
listless—as if vanquished. And, indeed, the moral
poison of falsehood has such a decomposing power that Renouard
felt his old personality turn to dead dust. Often, in the
evening, when they sat outside conversing languidly in the dark,
he felt that he must rest his forehead on her feet and burst into
tears.
The professor’s sister suffered from some little strain
caused by the unstability of her own feelings toward
Renouard. She could not tell whether she really did dislike
him or not. At times he appeared to her most fascinating;
and, though he generally ended by saying something shockingly
crude, she could not resist her inclination to talk with
him—at least not always. One day when her niece had
left them alone on the verandah she leaned forward in her
chair—speckless, resplendent, and, in her way, almost as
striking a personality as her niece, who did not resemble her in
the least. “Dear Felicia has inherited her hair and
the greatest part of her appearance from her mother,” the
maiden lady used to tell people.
She leaned forward then, confidentially.
“Oh! Mr. Renouard! Haven’t you
something comforting to say?”
He looked up, as surprised as if a voice from heaven had
spoken with this perfect society intonation, and by the puzzled
profundity of his blue eyes fluttered the wax-flower of refined
womanhood. She continued. “For—I can
speak to you openly on this tiresome subject—only think
what a terrible strain this hope deferred must be for
Felicia’s heart—for her nerves.”
“Why speak to me about it,” he muttered feeling
half choked suddenly.
“Why! As a friend—a well-wisher—the
kindest of hosts. I am afraid we are really eating you out
of house and home.” She laughed a little.
“Ah! When, when will this suspense be relieved!
That poor lost Arthur! I confess that I am almost afraid of
the great moment. It will be like seeing a
ghost.”
“Have you ever seen a ghost?” asked Renouard, in a
dull voice.
She shifted her hands a little. Her pose was perfect in
its ease and middle-aged grace.
“Not actually. Only in a photograph. But we
have many friends who had the experience of
apparitions.”
“Ah! They see ghosts in London,” mumbled
Renouard, not looking at her.
“Frequently—in a certain very interesting
set. But all sorts of people do. We have a friend, a
very famous author—his ghost is a girl. One of my
brother’s intimates is a very great man of science.
He is friendly with a ghost . . . Of a girl too,” she added
in a voice as if struck for the first time by the
coincidence. “It is the photograph of that apparition
which I have seen. Very sweet. Most
interesting. A little cloudy naturally. . . . Mr.
Renouard! I hope you are not a sceptic. It’s so
consoling to think. . .”
“Those plantation boys of mine see ghosts too,”
said Renouard grimly.
The sister of the philosopher sat up stiffly. What
crudeness! It was always so with this strange young
man.
“Mr. Renouard! How can you compare the
superstitious fancies of your horrible savages with the
manifestations . . . ”
Words failed her. She broke off with a very faint primly
angry smile. She was perhaps the more offended with him
because of that flutter at the beginning of the
conversation. And in a moment with perfect tact and dignity
she got up from her chair and left him alone.
Renouard didn’t even look up. It was not the
displeasure of the lady which deprived him of his sleep that
night. He was beginning to forget what simple, honest sleep
was like. His hammock from the ship had been hung for him
on a side verandah, and he spent his nights in it on his back,
his hands folded on his chest, in a sort of half conscious,
oppressed stupor. In the morning he watched with unseeing
eyes the headland come out a shapeless inkblot against the thin
light of the false dawn, pass through all the stages of daybreak
to the deep purple of its outlined mass nimbed gloriously with
the gold of the rising sun. He listened to the vague sounds
of waking within the house: and suddenly he became aware of Luiz
standing by the hammock—obviously troubled.
“What’s the matter?”
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
“Well, what now? Trouble with the boys?”
“No, master. The gentleman when I take him his
bath water he speak to me. He ask me—he
ask—when, when, I think Mr. Walter, he come
back.”
The half-caste’s teeth chattered slightly.
Renouard got out of the hammock.
“And he is here all the time—eh?”
Luiz nodded a scared affirmative, but at once protested,
“I no see him. I never. Not I! The
ignorant wild boys say they see . . . Something!
Ough!”
He clapped his teeth on another short rattle, and stood there,
shrunk, blighted, like a man in a freezing blast.
“And what did you say to the gentleman?”
“I say I don’t know—and I clear out.
I—I don’t like to speak of him.”
“All right. We shall try to lay that poor
ghost,” said Renouard gloomily, going off to a small hut
near by to dress. He was saying to himself: “This
fellow will end by giving me away. The last thing that I .
. . No! That mustn’t be.” And feeling his
hand being forced he discovered the whole extent of his
cowardice.
That morning wandering about his plantation, more like a
frightened soul than its creator and master, he dodged the white
parasol bobbing up here and there like a buoy adrift on a sea of
dark-green plants. The crop promised to be magnificent, and
the fashionable philosopher of the age took other than a merely
scientific interest in the experiment. His investments were
judicious, but he had always some little money lying by, for
experiments.
After lunch, being left alone with Renouard, he talked a
little of cultivation and such matters. Then suddenly:
“By the way, is it true what my sister tells me, that
your plantation boys have been disturbed by a ghost?”
Renouard, who since the ladies had left the table was not
keeping such a strict watch on himself, came out of his
abstraction with a start and a stiff smile.
“My foreman had some trouble with them during my
absence. They funk working in a certain field on the slope
of the hill.”
“A ghost here!” exclaimed the amused
professor. “Then our whole conception of the
psychology of ghosts must be revised. This island has been
uninhabited probably since the dawn of ages. How did a
ghost come here. By air or water? And why did it
leave its native haunts. Was it from misanthropy? Was
he expelled from some community of spirits?”
Renouard essayed to respond in the same tone. The words
died on his lips. Was it a man or a woman ghost, the
professor inquired.
“I don’t know.” Renouard made an
effort to appear at ease. He had, he said, a couple of
Tahitian amongst his boys—a ghost-ridden race. They
had started the scare. They had probably brought their
ghost with them.
“Let us investigate the matter, Renouard,”
proposed the professor half in earnest. “We may make
some interesting discoveries as to the state of primitive minds,
at any rate.”
This was too much. Renouard jumped up and leaving the
room went out and walked about in front of the house. He
would allow no one to force his hand. Presently the
professor joined him outside. He carried his parasol, but
had neither his book nor his pipe with him. Amiably serious
he laid his hand on his “dear young friend’s”
arm.
“We are all of us a little strung up,” he
said. “For my part I have been like sister Anne in
the story. But I cannot see anything coming. Anything
that would be the least good for anybody—I mean.”
Renouard had recovered sufficiently to murmur coldly his
regret of this waste of time. For that was what, he
supposed, the professor had in his mind.
“Time,” mused Professor Moorsom. “I
don’t know that time can be wasted. But I will tell
you, my dear friend, what this is: it is an awful waste of
life. I mean for all of us. Even for my sister, who
has got a headache and is gone to lie down.”
He shook gently Renouard’s arm. “Yes, for
all of us! One may meditate on life endlessly, one may even
have a poor opinion of it—but the fact remains that we have
only one life to live. And it is short. Think of
that, my young friend.”
He released Renouard’s arm and stepped out of the shade
opening his parasol. It was clear that there was something
more in his mind than mere anxiety about the date of his lectures
for fashionable audiences. What did the man mean by his
confounded platitudes? To Renouard, scared by Luiz in the
morning (for he felt that nothing could be more fatal than to
have his deception unveiled otherwise than by personal
confession), this talk sounded like encouragement or a warning
from that man who seemed to him to be very brazen and very
subtle. It was like being bullied by the dead and cajoled
by the living into a throw of dice for a supreme stake.
Renouard went away to some distance from the house and threw
himself down in the shade of a tree. He lay there perfectly
still with his forehead resting on his folded arms, light-headed
and thinking. It seemed to him that he must be on fire,
then that he had fallen into a cool whirlpool, a smooth funnel of
water swirling about with nauseating rapidity. And then (it
must have been a reminiscence of his boyhood) he was walking on
the dangerous thin ice of a river, unable to turn back. . . .
Suddenly it parted from shore to shore with a loud crack like the
report of a gun.
With one leap he found himself on his feet. All was
peace, stillness, sunshine. He walked away from there
slowly. Had he been a gambler he would have perhaps been
supported in a measure by the mere excitement. But he was
not a gambler. He had always disdained that artificial
manner of challenging the fates. The bungalow came into
view, bright and pretty, and all about everything was peace,
stillness, sunshine. . . .
While he was plodding towards it he had a disagreeable sense
of the dead man’s company at his elbow. The
ghost! He seemed to be everywhere but in his grave.
Could one ever shake him off? he wondered. At that moment
Miss Moorsom came out on the verandah; and at once, as if by a
mystery of radiating waves, she roused a great tumult in his
heart, shook earth and sky together—but he plodded
on. Then like a grave song-note in the storm her voice came
to him ominously.
“Ah! Mr. Renouard. . . ” He came up
and smiled, but she was very serious. “I can’t
keep still any longer. Is there time to walk up this
headland and back before dark?”
The shadows were lying lengthened on the ground; all was
stillness and peace. “No,” said Renouard,
feeling suddenly as steady as a rock. “But I can show
you a view from the central hill which your father has not
seen. A view of reefs and of broken water without end, and
of great wheeling clouds of sea-birds.”
She came down the verandah steps at once and they moved
off. “You go first,” he proposed, “and
I’ll direct you. To the left.”
She was wearing a short nankin skirt, a muslin blouse; he
could see through the thin stuff the skin of her shoulders, of
her arms. The noble delicacy of her neck caused him a sort
of transport. “The path begins where these three
palms are. The only palms on the island.”
“I see.”
She never turned her head. After a while she observed:
“This path looks as if it had been made
recently.”
“Quite recently,” he assented very low.
They went on climbing steadily without exchanging another
word; and when they stood on the top she gazed a long time before
her. The low evening mist veiled the further limit of the
reefs. Above the enormous and melancholy confusion, as of a
fleet of wrecked islands, the restless myriads of sea-birds
rolled and unrolled dark ribbons on the sky, gathered in clouds,
soared and stooped like a play of shadows, for they were too far
for them to hear their cries.
Renouard broke the silence in low tones.
“They’ll be settling for the night
presently.” She made no sound. Round them all
was peace and declining sunshine. Near by, the topmost
pinnacle of Malata, resembling the top of a buried tower, rose a
rock, weather-worn, grey, weary of watching the monotonous
centuries of the Pacific. Renouard leaned his shoulders
against it. Felicia Moorsom faced him suddenly, her
splendid black eyes full on his face as though she had made up
her mind at last to destroy his wits once and for all.
Dazzled, he lowered his eyelids slowly.
“Mr. Renouard! There is something strange in all
this. Tell me where he is?”
He answered deliberately.
“On the other side of this rock. I buried him
there myself.”
She pressed her hands to her breast, struggled for her breath
for a moment, then: “Ohhh! . . . You buried him! . . . What
sort of man are you? . . . You dared not tell! . . . He is
another of your victims? . . . You dared not confess that
evening. . . . You must have killed him. What could he have
done to you? . . . You fastened on him some atrocious quarrel and
. . .”
Her vengeful aspect, her poignant cries left him as unmoved as
the weary rock against which he leaned. He only raised his
eyelids to look at her and lowered them slowly. Nothing
more. It silenced her. And as if ashamed she made a
gesture with her hand, putting away from her that thought.
He spoke, quietly ironic at first.
“Ha! the legendary Renouard of sensitive
idiots—the ruthless adventurer—the ogre with a
future. That was a parrot cry, Miss Moorsom. I
don’t think that the greatest fool of them all ever dared
hint such a stupid thing of me that I killed men for
nothing. No, I had noticed this man in a hotel. He
had come from up country I was told, and was doing nothing.
I saw him sitting there lonely in a corner like a sick crow, and
I went over one evening to talk to him. Just on
impulse. He wasn’t impressive. He was
pitiful. My worst enemy could have told you he wasn’t
good enough to be one of Renouard’s victims. It
didn’t take me long to judge that he was drugging
himself. Not drinking. Drugs.”
“Ah! It’s now that you are trying to murder
him,” she cried.
“Really. Always the Renouard of shopkeepers’
legend. Listen! I would never have been jealous of
him. And yet I am jealous of the air you breathe, of the
soil you tread on, of the world that sees you—moving
free—not mine. But never mind. I rather liked
him. For a certain reason I proposed he should come to be
my assistant here. He said he believed this would save
him. It did not save him from death. It came to him
as it were from nothing—just a fall. A mere slip and
tumble of ten feet into a ravine. But it seems he had been
hurt before up-country—by a horse. He ailed and
ailed. No, he was not a steel-tipped man. And his
poor soul seemed to have been damaged too. It gave way very
soon.”
“This is tragic!” Felicia Moorsom whispered with
feeling. Renouard’s lips twitched, but his level
voice continued mercilessly.
“That’s the story. He rallied a little one
night and said he wanted to tell me something. I, being a
gentleman, he said, he could confide in me. I told him that
he was mistaken. That there was a good deal of a plebeian
in me, that he couldn’t know. He seemed
disappointed. He muttered something about his innocence and
something that sounded like a curse on some woman, then turned to
the wall and—just grew cold.”
“On a woman,” cried Miss Moorsom
indignantly. “What woman?”
“I wonder!” said Renouard, raising his eyes and
noting the crimson of her ear-lobes against the live whiteness of
her complexion, the sombre, as if secret, night-splendour of her
eyes under the writhing flames of her hair. “Some
woman who wouldn’t believe in that poor innocence of his. .
. Yes. You probably. And now you will not believe in
me—not even in me who must in truth be what I am—even
to death. No! You won’t. And yet,
Felicia, a woman like you and a man like me do not often come
together on this earth.”
The flame of her glorious head scorched his face. He
flung his hat far away, and his suddenly lowered eyelids brought
out startlingly his resemblance to antique bronze, the profile of
Pallas, still, austere, bowed a little in the shadow of the
rock. “Oh! If you could only understand the
truth that is in me!” he added.
She waited, as if too astounded to speak, till he looked up
again, and then with unnatural force as if defending herself from
some unspoken aspersion, “It’s I who stand for truth
here! Believe in you! In you, who by a heartless
falsehood—and nothing else, nothing else, do you
hear?—have brought me here, deceived, cheated, as in some
abominable farce!” She sat down on a boulder, rested
her chin in her hands, in the pose of simple grief—mourning
for herself.
“It only wanted this. Why! Oh! Why is
it that ugliness, ridicule, and baseness must fall across my
path.”
On that height, alone with the sky, they spoke to each other
as if the earth had fallen away from under their feet.
“Are you grieving for your dignity? He was a
mediocre soul and could have given you but an unworthy
existence.”
She did not even smile at those words, but, superb, as if
lifting a corner of the veil, she turned on him slowly.
“And do you imagine I would have devoted myself to him
for such a purpose! Don’t you know that reparation
was due to him from me? A sacred debt—a fine
duty. To redeem him would not have been in my power—I
know it. But he was blameless, and it was for me to come
forward. Don’t you see that in the eyes of the world
nothing could have rehabilitated him so completely as his
marriage with me? No word of evil could be whispered of him
after I had given him my hand. As to giving myself up to
anything less than the shaping of a man’s destiny—if
I thought I could do it I would abhor myself. . . .”
She spoke with authority in her deep fascinating, unemotional
voice. Renouard meditated, gloomy, as if over some sinister
riddle of a beautiful sphinx met on the wild road of his
life.
“Yes. Your father was right. You are one of
these aristocrats . . .”
She drew herself up haughtily.
“What do you say? My father! . . . I an
aristocrat.”
“Oh! I don’t mean that you are like the men
and women of the time of armours, castles, and great deeds.
Oh, no! They stood on the naked soil, had traditions to be
faithful to, had their feet on this earth of passions and death
which is not a hothouse. They would have been too plebeian
for you since they had to lead, to suffer with, to understand the
commonest humanity. No, you are merely of the topmost
layer, disdainful and superior, the mere pure froth and bubble on
the inscrutable depths which some day will toss you out of
existence. But you are you! You are you! You
are the eternal love itself—only, O Divinity, it
isn’t your body, it is your soul that is made of
foam.”
She listened as if in a dream. He had succeeded so well
in his effort to drive back the flood of his passion that his
life itself seemed to run with it out of his body. At that
moment he felt as one dead speaking. But the headlong wave
returning with tenfold force flung him on her suddenly, with open
arms and blazing eyes. She found herself like a feather in
his grasp, helpless, unable to struggle, with her feet off the
ground. But this contact with her, maddening like too much
felicity, destroyed its own end. Fire ran through his
veins, turned his passion to ashes, burnt him out and left him
empty, without force—almost without desire. He let
her go before she could cry out. And she was so used to the
forms of repression enveloping, softening the crude impulses of
old humanity that she no longer believed in their existence as if
it were an exploded legend. She did not recognise what had
happened to her. She came safe out of his arms, without a
struggle, not even having felt afraid.
“What’s the meaning of this?” she said,
outraged but calm in a scornful way.
He got down on his knees in silence, bent low to her very
feet, while she looked down at him, a little surprised, without
animosity, as if merely curious to see what he would do.
Then, while he remained bowed to the ground pressing the hem of
her skirt to his lips, she made a slight movement. He got
up.
“No,” he said. “Were you ever so much
mine what could I do with you without your consent?
No. You don’t conquer a wraith, cold mist, stuff of
dreams, illusion. It must come to you and cling to your
breast. And then! Oh! And then!”
All ecstasy, all expression went out of his face.
“Mr. Renouard,” she said, “though you can
have no claim on my consideration after having decoyed me here
for the vile purpose, apparently, of gloating over me as your
possible prey, I will tell you that I am not perhaps the
extraordinary being you think I am. You may believe
me. Here I stand for truth itself.”
“What’s that to me what you are?” he
answered. “At a sign from you I would climb up to the
seventh heaven to bring you down to earth for my own—and if
I saw you steeped to the lips in vice, in crime, in mud, I would
go after you, take you to my arms—wear you for an
incomparable jewel on my breast. And that’s
love—true love—the gift and the curse of the
gods. There is no other.”
The truth vibrating in his voice made her recoil slightly, for
she was not fit to hear it—not even a little—not even
one single time in her life. It was revolting to her; and
in her trouble, perhaps prompted by the suggestion of his name or
to soften the harshness of expression, for she was obscurely
moved, she spoke to him in French.
“Assez! J’ai horreur de tout
cela,” she said.
He was white to his very lips, but he was trembling no
more. The dice had been cast, and not even violence could
alter the throw. She passed by him unbendingly, and he
followed her down the path. After a time she heard him
saying:
“And your dream is to influence a human
destiny?”
“Yes!” she answered curtly, unabashed, with a
woman’s complete assurance.
“Then you may rest content. You have done
it.”
She shrugged her shoulders slightly. But just before
reaching the end of the path she relented, stopped, and went back
to him.
“I don’t suppose you are very anxious for people
to know how near you came to absolute turpitude. You may
rest easy on that point. I shall speak to my father, of
course, and we will agree to say that he has died—nothing
more.”
“Yes,” said Renouard in a lifeless voice.
“He is dead. His very ghost shall be done with
presently.”
She went on, but he remained standing stock still in the
dusk. She had already reached the three palms when she
heard behind her a loud peal of laughter, cynical and joyless,
such as is heard in smoking-rooms at the end of a scandalous
story. It made her feel positively faint for a moment.
Slowly a complete darkness enveloped Geoffrey Renouard.
His resolution had failed him. Instead of following Felicia
into the house, he had stopped under the three palms, and leaning
against a smooth trunk had abandoned himself to a sense of an
immense deception and the feeling of extreme fatigue. This
walk up the hill and down again was like the supreme effort of an
explorer trying to penetrate the interior of an unknown country,
the secret of which is too well defended by its cruel and barren
nature. Decoyed by a mirage, he had gone too far—so
far that there was no going back. His strength was at an
end. For the first time in his life he had to give up, and
with a sort of despairing self-possession he tried to understand
the cause of the defeat. He did not ascribe it to that
absurd dead man.
The hesitating shadow of Luiz approached him unnoticed till it
spoke timidly. Renouard started.
“Eh? What? Dinner waiting? You must
say I beg to be excused. I can’t come. But I
shall see them to-morrow morning, at the landing place.
Take your orders from the professor as to the sailing of the
schooner. Go now.”
Luiz, dumbfounded, retreated into the darkness. Renouard
did not move, but hours afterwards, like the bitter fruit of his
immobility, the words: “I had nothing to offer to her
vanity,” came from his lips in the silence of the
island. And it was then only that he stirred, only to wear
the night out in restless tramping up and down the various paths
of the plantation. Luiz, whose sleep was made light by the
consciousness of some impending change, heard footsteps passing
by his hut, the firm tread of the master; and turning on his mats
emitted a faint Tse! Tse! Tse! of deep concern.
Lights had been burning in the bungalow almost all through the
night; and with the first sign of day began the bustle of
departure. House boys walked processionally carrying
suit-cases and dressing-bags down to the schooner’s boat,
which came to the landing place at the bottom of the
garden. Just as the rising sun threw its golden nimbus
around the purple shape of the headland, the Planter of Malata
was perceived pacing bare-headed the curve of the little
bay. He exchanged a few words with the sailing-master of
the schooner, then remained by the boat, standing very upright,
his eyes on the ground, waiting.
He had not long to wait. Into the cool, overshadowed
garden the professor descended first, and came jauntily down the
path in a lively cracking of small shells. With his closed
parasol hooked on his forearm, and a book in his hand, he
resembled a banal tourist more than was permissible to a man of
his unique distinction. He waved the disengaged arm from a
distance, but at close quarters, arrested before Renouard’s
immobility, he made no offer to shake hands. He seemed to
appraise the aspect of the man with a sharp glance, and made up
his mind.
“We are going back by Suez,” he began almost
boisterously. “I have been looking up the sailing
lists. If the zephirs of your Pacific are only moderately
propitious I think we are sure to catch the mail boat due in
Marseilles on the 18th of March. This will suit me
excellently. . . .” He lowered his tone.
“My dear young friend, I’m deeply grateful to
you.”
Renouard’s set lips moved.
“Why are you grateful to me?”
“Ah! Why? In the first place you might have
made us miss the next boat, mightn’t you? . . . I
don’t thank you for your hospitality. You can’t
be angry with me for saying that I am truly thankful to escape
from it. But I am grateful to you for what you have done,
and—for being what you are.”
It was difficult to define the flavour of that speech, but
Renouard received it with an austerely equivocal smile. The
professor stepping into the boat opened his parasol and sat down
in the stern-sheets waiting for the ladies. No sound of
human voice broke the fresh silence of the morning while they
walked the broad path, Miss Moorsom a little in advance of her
aunt.
When she came abreast of him Renouard raised his head.
“Good-bye, Mr. Renouard,” she said in a low voice,
meaning to pass on; but there was such a look of entreaty in the
blue gleam of his sunken eyes that after an imperceptible
hesitation she laid her hand, which was ungloved, in his extended
palm.
“Will you condescend to remember me?” he asked,
while an emotion with which she was angry made her pale cheeks
flush and her black eyes sparkle.
“This is a strange request for you to make,” she
said, exaggerating the coldness of her tone.
“Is it? Impudent perhaps. Yet I am not so
guilty as you think; and bear in mind that to me you can never
make reparation.”
“Reparation? To you! It is you who can offer
me no reparation for the offence against my feelings—and my
person; for what reparation can be adequate for your odious and
ridiculous plot so scornful in its implication, so humiliating to
my pride. No! I don’t want to remember
you.”
Unexpectedly, with a tightening grip, he pulled her nearer to
him, and looking into her eyes with fearless despair—
“You’ll have to. I shall haunt you,”
he said firmly.
Her hand was wrenched out of his grasp before he had time to
release it. Felicia Moorsom stepped into the boat, sat down
by the side of her father, and breathed tenderly on her crushed
fingers.
The professor gave her a sidelong look—nothing
more. But the professor’s sister, yet on shore, had
put up her long-handle double eye-glass to look at the
scene. She dropped it with a faint rattle.
“I’ve never in my life heard anything so crude
said to a lady,” she murmured, passing before Renouard with
a perfectly erect head. When, a moment afterwards,
softening suddenly, she turned to throw a good-bye to that young
man, she saw only his back in the distance moving towards the
bungalow. She watched him go in—amazed—before
she too left the soil of Malata.
Nobody disturbed Renouard in that room where he had shut
himself in to breathe the evanescent perfume of her who for him
was no more, till late in the afternoon when the half-caste was
heard on the other side of the door.
He wanted the master to know that the trader Janet was
just entering the cove.
Renouard’s strong voice on his side of the door gave him
most unexpected instructions. He was to pay off the boys
with the cash in the office and arrange with the captain of the
Janet to take every worker away from Malata, returning
them to their respective homes. An order on the Dunster
firm would be given to him in payment.
And again the silence of the bungalow remained unbroken till,
next morning, the half-caste came to report that everything was
done. The plantation boys were embarking now.
Through a crack in the door a hand thrust at him a piece of
paper, and the door slammed to so sharply that Luiz stepped
back. Then approaching cringingly the keyhole, in a
propitiatory tone he asked:
“Do I go too, master?”
“Yes. You too. Everybody.”
“Master stop here alone?”
Silence. And the half-caste’s eyes grew wide with
wonder. But he also, like those “ignorant
savages,” the plantation boys, was only too glad to leave
an island haunted by the ghost of a white man. He backed
away noiselessly from the mysterious silence in the closed room,
and only in the very doorway of the bungalow allowed himself to
give vent to his feelings by a deprecatory and pained—
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
The Moorsoms did manage to catch the homeward mail boat all
right, but had only twenty-four hours in town. Thus the
sentimental Willie could not see very much of them. This
did not prevent him afterwards from relating at great length,
with manly tears in his eyes, how poor Miss Moorsom—the
fashionable and clever beauty—found her betrothed in Malata
only to see him die in her arms. Most people were deeply
touched by the sad story. It was the talk of a good many
days.
But the all-knowing Editor, Renouard’s only friend and
crony, wanted to know more than the rest of the world. From
professional incontinence, perhaps, he thirsted for a full cup of
harrowing detail. And when he noticed Renouard’s
schooner lying in port day after day he sought the sailing master
to learn the reason. The man told him that such were his
instructions. He had been ordered to lie there a month
before returning to Malata. And the month was nearly
up. “I will ask you to give me a passage,” said
the Editor.
He landed in the morning at the bottom of the garden and found
peace, stillness, sunshine reigning everywhere, the doors and
windows of the bungalow standing wide open, no sight of a human
being anywhere, the plants growing rank and tall on the deserted
fields. For hours the Editor and the schooner’s crew,
excited by the mystery, roamed over the island shouting
Renouard’s name; and at last set themselves in grim silence
to explore systematically the uncleared bush and the deeper
ravines in search of his corpse. What had happened?
Had he been murdered by the boys? Or had he simply,
capricious and secretive, abandoned his plantation taking the
people with him. It was impossible to tell what had
happened. At last, towards the decline of the day, the
Editor and the sailing master discovered a track of sandals
crossing a strip of sandy beach on the north shore of the
bay. Following this track fearfully, they passed round the
spur of the headland, and there on a large stone found the
sandals, Renouard’s white jacket, and the Malay sarong of
chequered pattern which the planter of Malata was well known to
wear when going to bathe. These things made a little heap,
and the sailor remarked, after gazing at it in silence—
“Birds have been hovering over this for many a
day.”
“He’s gone bathing and got drowned,” cried
the Editor in dismay.
“I doubt it, sir. If he had been drowned anywhere
within a mile from the shore the body would have been washed out
on the reefs. And our boats have found nothing so
far.”
Nothing was ever found—and Renouard’s
disappearance remained in the main inexplicable. For to
whom could it have occurred that a man would set out calmly to
swim beyond the confines of life—with a steady
stroke—his eyes fixed on a star!
Next evening, from the receding schooner, the Editor looked
back for the last time at the deserted island. A black
cloud hung listlessly over the high rock on the middle hill; and
under the mysterious silence of that shadow Malata lay mournful,
with an air of anguish in the wild sunset, as if remembering the
heart that was broken there.
Dec. 1913.