A searching look next morning over the prairie revealed
no sign of enemies, or of Smilax. Somewhat
thoughtful over his continued absence I went to the
kitchen and laid the fire, but did not light it because our
stock of buttonwood had become reduced to a few small
sticks and scraps that would scarcely more than cook one
meal, and the use of other woods might at this time be
an unwise experiment. So with an eye to prudence I
withheld the match until Her Serene Highness should
arrive.
When she did not come nor answer to my call, I set
out to see what might have detained her, conscious of a
vague dread yet not seriously giving in to it; but, after
visiting the fort, this grew into an unreasoning fear,
and I began to run. It seemed so easy now to understand
how some of Efaw Kotee's henchmen could have
discovered us, slipped up during the night and overpowered
her! What had been a remote possibility
yesterday, to-day grew into a certainty. With this obsession
torturing me I dashed across the Oasis, finally
coming out of the forest at its extreme eastern tip.
Then I saw her but a few yards away. Perhaps the
brisk wind, rustling the palms and prairie grass,
drowned the noise of my impetuous rush, for she did
not turn.
Her face was toward the east, looking above an orange
sun that still clung to the horizon. Instinctively I felt
that she was thinking of Azuria, that the pictures of it
which I had drawn were recrossing before her dreamy
vision, forming a panorama of splendor that called more
surely than in March the Canadian flats call the Southern
water bird. This gave her eyes, her uplifted face,
her slightly parted lips, a new glory, and I involuntarily
exclaimed:
"Doloria of the Golden Dawn!"
She knew then that I was there and, without turning,
reached back one hand to me. Impulsively I took it,
raised it to my lips, but afraid to hold it longer I
stepped aside as if awaiting her commands. When I
had done that she looked over her shoulder, gave a little
sigh, and said sweetly:
"Chancellor, I wish you'd convince me that our people
are safe, and then help me settle a grave question of
state!"
"I think they'll be coming to-day, and——"
"Oh, I hope so!" she clasped her hands.
"As for the state question," I continued, "I'll settle
it quickly, if you'll let me."
"No, I'm afraid you can't! No, Chancellor," she
gave a little laugh, "you can't be trusted to settle that,
at all!" Then firmly, almost severely, putting back
into its place a wave of hair that had been coquetting
with the breeze, she asked: "Is the fire ready?"
"Ready to light," I answered. "I came to find you."
"Then let's go, for it isn't good to ponder over questions
of state before breakfast."
"What is it?" I asked, as we turned back. "Why
won't you trust me to settle it?"
Another laugh, more full of pathos, was my answer;
nor would she speak again—because of some mischief
in her mind, I believed—until, preparing the ambrosial
corncakes, she rather abruptly exclaimed:
"I wonder if you deserve any breakfast this morning?"
"Why?" I cried, in feigned alarm.
"Because of your impoliteness."
"My impoliteness was doubtless the need of breakfast.
But when was I impolite? I don't remember,
honest!"
"Of course, you don't; how could you," she went on
rather indifferently. "Were you not such a capable
Chancellor I might be more offended. I am tryingly
stupid at times, but to be in the very middle of a
sentence and discover that the man I'm talking to is
fast asleep, is humiliating, to say the least."
Did she think there was a chance of putting over that
atrocious yarn on me—of bluffing me into an admission
that I had been the first to fall asleep?
"You may be right," I said, with the utmost gravity,
"but I did it only in justice to you. You were talking,
true enough, but in your sleep; saying things that—well,
no gentleman could have remained awake, in the
circumstances."
"I didn't," she cried, darting me a look of uncertainty.
"Echochee says I never do!"
"Echochee wasn't here last night," I casually replied,
poking the coals of her fire closer. "I hope you
understand that I didn't listen intentionally; for, of
course, you'd never have told me all those things——"
"Stop it," she commanded; and, when I had stopped,
there was an ominous silence.
But I would not look at her and indifferently pretended
to be busy. I confess that I was deriving a
purely masculine enjoyment out of this, and intended
to push my counter bluff so vigorously that she would
be driven to admit her own. Therefore, after I thought
the silence had become sufficiently impressive, I yielded
to an impulse that many men find irresistible—I made
an egregious ass of myself.
"Lots of people," said I, sliding out upon thin ice
with the braggadocio of him who rocks the boat, "chatter
like magpies when dozing in an uncomfortable position.
Police recognize this, and often arrange a suspect's
cell so he'll have to sleep sitting up, then they
listen and take down his inmost thoughts. That's the
way you chattered last night."
"Chattered!" she caught her breath.
"Yes; just rippled along, you know, telling everything
you've been thinking these last couple of days.
Some of it was rather interesting. Shall I poke up the
fire again?"
"Rather interesting!" She sprang around and faced
me with blazing eyes, the picture of embarrassment and
fury. "You consider the things I've been thinking
the last couple of days 'rather interesting!' Oh," she
cried, dashing the pan of corn meal batter to the
ground, "you're damnable—I hate you!" There was a
whirl of a skirt, the twinkle of a little booted foot, and,
by Jove, she had gone flying off like the wind; while I,
feeling about the size of a june-bug, stood first on one
leg and then the other, wondering what the devil she had
been thinking these last couple of days.
Now, when a fellow has made a blatant ass of himself,
I hold that the quickest road to salvation is "own
up and shut up." If he's forgiven, life may flow on
as formerly. If he isn't, he has recourse to the pose of
having been grossly misunderstood, and eventually work
himself into quite a creditable reproduction of a martyred
nobleman. If he's good at that kind of thing,
a girl will grow sorry and forgive him in spite of herself.
I got this from Tommy, one day, and Tommy
knows a lot about women—really, an awful lot.
But the most detestable part of my present muddle
was that I had hurt her—I, who would have bartered
my life to shield her from hurts! Feeling thoroughly
contrite I went quickly in pursuit, looking ahead and
on both sides for a glimpse of the dress that meant the
world to me. Regardless of boundaries, regardless of
everything but to implore an instant forgiveness at
whatever cost, I rushed impetuously on, calling her
name.
Then I came up with her at the side of the bubbling
spring. She was lying prone upon the bank, her face
buried in her arms that were crossed beneath it. And,
having found her, I could not advance. Something
about the lovely grace of her body held me enthralled.
Furthermore, I had no right to be here; I was an interloper,
a prowler! There were but two things to do,
and do at once, to wit, make myself humble and scarce.
"Doloria," I said.
She did not move, perhaps she had not heard, so I
kneeled and took one of her hands, whereupon she
sprang to her feet looking at me strangely, wildly.
"You've no right here," she cried. "You've broken
faith!"
"No, please no," I said quickly. "I'm too desperate
to care where I am when you're angry! Since you called
me damnable—said you hated me—the world's turned
black; so I'm not deliberately trespassing—only lost,
because you've taken away your smile!"
"You took it away," she retorted. "You'd murder
any girl's smile by such—brutality!"
"Brutality!" I gasped.
"Truthfulness," she stamped her foot.
"But I wasn't truthful," I hurried to tell her. "I
lied like the devil to call your bluff—wanted to make
you own up because—well, you'd lied a little, too! I
never dreamed my joke would hurt you. Great God,"
I now cried passionately, "to think of hurting you who
are my life and breath and——" I caught myself, stopping
short and looking at her; then slowly adding: "You
didn't say a word in your sleep, I swear it. It was
beautiful of you to trust me that way, and—and if you'll
rescue our breakfast I'll never be such an idiot again."
She had partly turned away at my impassioned outburst,
but the assurance I gave that Somnus had been
dumb brought a hint of the fascinating curve to her
lips. Yet her eyes still expressed doubt, and I was
growing desperate enough even to humor her incredulity,
hoping thereby to discover another road to favor, when
she asked:
"You're not just saying that?"
"On my honor it's true—every word! I'm sorry,
Princess!"
Again she turned away her face, looking across the
spring and murmuring, as though to someone there:
"It's because he's hungry, I suppose,"—then whirled
and held out both hands to me, in that sweet way of
hers. "It's I who am cruel, Chancellor. Come, poor
man, I'll feed you; you look as glum as Pharaoh—was
Pharaoh glum? I'll beat you to the kitchen!" And
she bounded away, almost before the challenge had been
given.
Straight she sped with astonishing swiftness, skimming
over fallen logs, darting this way and that through
festoons of vines, with the grace of a frightened doe.
In freedom of motion she was as some wild thing of
forest birth, suggesting the spirits of the wind, the
dappled sunlight, the dancing waters; yet never lacking
an ineffable refinement that added both charm and
mystery.
Each of us was breathing fast when, shoulder to
shoulder, we reached the fire, she claiming the race
without the slightest show of embarrassment.
"But I was holding back," I said, finding combativeness
a very fair outlet to pursue, and adding: "You
had the start, too!"
"In a race any one has the start who's able to get
it," she asserted. "Besides, I set the pace, and all
you had to do was follow. I slowed up toward the end,
anyway."
The impertinence of it!
"You slowed up because you had to! And I don't
believe you were angry a while ago, either!"
"Don't you?" she asked, slowly.
"Not so very," I compromised, seeing the danger
signal. "I think you were just making a jolly chump
of me, that's all. I don't so much mind making one
of myself, but it's rotten having other people do it for
me!"
"I suppose," she said indifferently, raising her arms
to tuck in a lock of hair, "that if it's worthwhile making
the distinction, you might be allowed a choice."
For the pure deviltry of this remark I looked around
for something to throw at her, and then saw our fire—a
tragic picture of dead ashes which the wind was
blowing over a now cold skillet.
"See," I cried, "what our family row has led to!
Fire out, breakfast ruined, and here I am due at the
office in half an hour!"
"Oh, Jack," she looked at me gravely, putting an
end to our banter—and for the first time calling me
Jack, though I believe she did it unconsciously—"haven't
we any more buttonwood? This is serious,
isn't it!"
"Not so very, perhaps. We can try another kind."
"Will it be safe?" she asked, uncertainly.
"With a small fire of very dry hardwood, and this
rising wind, what little smoke there is won't hold together
long enough to be seen."
"But it'll blow right toward their camp! The wind's
changed since yesterday!"
"That's more than two miles off, and they're probably
still after Smilax. I'll make a very small fire."
This, indeed, seemed to work well enough, and by the
time a new breakfast was ready our uncertainties had
become shadows of no consequence.
"But you do know I was angry, don't you?" she
asked, out of a clear sky, with an unexpectedness that
made me throw back my head and laugh.
"You bet I do! And you beat me in the race, too;
and you're the best cook on our block!"
"It seems to be the same old story," she smiled, with
affected sorrow, "that food must always be the price of
masculine tractability. Ah, the long drawn out tragedy
of woman's existence, that she must forever be stuffing
man with things to eat, as reptiles are stuffed, to keep
him facile!"
"You fail to observe, my little snake charmer," I
replied, "that you omitted to say good things to eat.
I'm never facile after Smilax feeds me."—Though I
owe Smilax an apology for this!
"He must have run great risks of being bitten."
"Oh, no; I'm not the biting kind of snake! I'm
a constrictor—I hug!"
"Mercy!" She gave a little gasp, then, turned and
went indifferently toward the spring.
Whistling happily I finished the dishes. But I
finished them with the promise of a better cleansing next
time, and soon was calling her.
She came to me humming the song I had been whistling—an
unconscious bit of flattery on her part, but it added
to my pleasure. There is, after all, so much to be
gained by hitching your wagon to a star, that I tried
to believe she deliberately intended it. I would have
hitched up oftener to that same star, except for the
fact that stars sometimes get hot and furious at too
many liberties, and switch their tails and kick the
wagons of well-meaning people to smithereens. That
it may be better to have had a stellar joy-ride and be
sent to hell for speeding than keep your boots forever
in the clay, I will neither affirm nor deny; but the prudent
man hitcheth to the moon!
As we went toward the fort she turned to me, asking:
"Don't you think they should have been here sooner?
Do you fear anything you won't tell me?" Her eyes
were anxious, and I saw how insistent this worry had
been.
"Everything depends on how far Smilax had to go,"
I answered. "He'd never dream of coming back until
the men gave up—and they might chase him half across
the state! So a few extra days doesn't mean anything.
They can't catch him, that's certain; and he and Echochee'll
only stay away as long as they're pursued.
They'll come through, I believe it sincerely; and your
Chancellor, sweet Princess, will guard you with his
life—with ten lives, if he had them."
"I know that," she murmured, "and shan't worry
if you tell me not to."
"Then cheer up! Smilax is a past-master of the
swamps and woods, take my word for it!"
"I really suppose Echochee knows a great deal about
them, too," she said, after a pause, "for when she was
sixteen she had to leave the Reservation with her husband
and hide him in the Everglades. She learned
a great deal, then."
"Why did she have to do that?"
"He'd fought and killed another Indian, and the
officers were expected. But in the fight he received
a cut that made him blind. For ten years Echochee
fed and clothed him, hunting alligators and watching
her chance of slipping the skins to a market. By extreme
stinting she finally saved enough to 'buy him
loose'—her optimistic way of saying 'pay a lawyer for
his defense.' Think, after being outcasts all that time,
of leading a blind husband through half a hundred
miles of wilderness, with the savings of ten years
to wager on a chance of having him cleared!"
"I hope he was," I declared.
"In a sense he was, yes. He knew where she kept
the money, and while she was in the lawyer's office
persuading him to take the case, her husband stole it
and sneaked away."
I uttered a cry at this hideous ingratitude, and she
glanced at me, gravely adding:
"Then he got drunk and was run over by a train; so,
in a sense, Echochee freed him, after all."
"Oh, the magnanimous courage of a woman's devotion!"
I stopped and looked at her. "It's always the
same, irrespective of tribe and nation. She's dauntless,
world-defying, utterly self-sacrificing. I hope to
God, Doloria, that you won't be among those who
squeeze their hearts dry! You've lived away from the
world and may not know how plentiful these are; but
no day passes without its toll of some woman being
silently crucified in her losing fight to save a besotted
biped—the lord of her earthly temple. It's only by a
streak of luck when their stage is cleared, as Echochee's
was!"
"That may be all right for clearing the stage," she
murmured, "but it doesn't heal the hearts of those
who were made to suffer."
I had not fathomed the penetration of her sympathy,
being satisfied, man like, to let a swift revenge wipe
the slate. She seemed to be contemplating what I had
said, and when she again spoke her voice was tender
as though it had come unbidden from a wistful reverie.
"I suppose you're right, Jack. The world I've
known, only through books, must be full of such cruelties.
I rather dread having to go into it. It seems a
pity that I can't always live in—in——" then, with
a smile, she asked: "Do you ever dream? I don't mean
when you're asleep, but awake—wide awake?"
"I rather think I'm dreaming now," I admitted, for
a great contentment had fallen about us as we walked
beneath the solemn trees.
The silence that followed was again stirred by her
voice, saying:
"You mustn't think me childish, but I've always had
a secret gateway to a place—my Secret world—where
everything is make-believe, and nothing can be but
truth and beauty. Often when Echochee was tiresome,
or I was tired, I used to slip away and go there."
"I wish you'd take me—won't you?"
"Oh, I can't," she quickly answered, stooping for a
flower in our path, holding it in both hands and leaning
her face above it.
"Yes," at last I said, "I've a place like that; but I
don't know whether I live there in make-believe, or
throwing off the make-believe we have to wear in the
world you're going to, I live honestly with myself. If
you won't take me to yours, sometime maybe you'll
come to mine!"
Now, I had no intention of making love to her. We
were talking only about secret worlds and day-dreams.
"I'm afraid it might be difficult," she answered,
dropping the flower and walking a shade more slowly.
"Our lives—yours and mine—are cast along such opposite
lines, it seems!"
"That's what Secret worlds are for," I told her,
"——that, no matter how far apart we are, our spirits
may come and meet; live again, as we've lived here;
be happy again—as I've been." I turned, saying with
a laugh that was meant to convey an impression of insouciance—yet
failing rather miserably: "These two
big pines here, Princess, actually make the gateway to
my pool—which is, in fact, my Secret world, because
you helped me build my home there. So, you see, it
wouldn't be very difficult, as you were about to enter
without knowing it. Oh, I wish I could tell you more
about it!" And I then became silent, too helplessly
afraid to go on.
A brighter color had come into her throat and cheeks,
but she was smiling whimsically as she said:
"Then we must go around—find another path to the
fort—mustn't we!"
She had stopped before me, poised delicately, almost
swaying; and for several seconds our eyes, that must
have been charged with some untranslatable excitement,
held fast. Mine would not let go, and hers I believe
could not. Her hands, idly at her sides, were turned
palms forward, unconsciously suggestive of supplication.
"Do you know what you remind me of when you stand
that way?" I asked.
"No," She looked away now, laughing lightly—though
it was more subtly than suddenly done.
"What?"
"Of a fairy that's flown from a butterfly moon, just
alighting at my threshold and asking to come in."
"Wouldn't a fairy be unseemly forward to come to
a young man's threshold and ask admittance?"
"Not admittance, but admission—to my dreams,
where nothing is real but you and beauty."
"Dreams are for the old, the young shall see visions!—isn't
there a quotation like that?" she asked, smiling.
"You're not playing fair," I laughed—for I was
afraid not to laugh, wanting desperately to say that I
was seeing the vision now that would be my dream forever!
"I'll play fair if I know the rules," she also laughed.
"You haven't told them to me!"
"We'll make them up as we go along!"
"But what are we going to play?"
"Make-believe," I eagerly cried. "That we're exploring
our Secret world where we'll come after,"—there
was no laugh in my voice now—"you've gone to
Azuria, and I'm here alone."
She gave my face a quick, searching look.
"And we only have to pass between these two big
trees?" she asked, half lightly, half timidly.
"Only through that gateway, and we're in our
world!"
"Why should I go, I wonder?" The question was
whispered, almost unconsciously, and catching the tone
of it I also whispered:
"To plant a memory, Doloria, that will grow and
bloom as long as we live; where each of us may come—when
we're lonely."
What forces, intangible, supernal, were at work here
no man can tell. Philosophers stumble, fools blunder,
and the truth dances on ahead through Life's woodland
of mysteries—one instant revealing itself in a
golden shaft of sunlight, hiding the next with smothered
laughter in the black shadow of a fern, while seekers
after it tramp past in grumbling blindness.
At this moment our wood seemed rich with mystic
presage. Pleadingly my hands went out to her, and
trustfully she put hers into them. Slowly I backed
between the two big trees, our eyes held as two charmed
beings. Everything about me called to her, everything
in her urged compliance; and I knew, as did she, that
something strange was happening. Yet when I halted
she did not falter, but came on, bravely, sweetly, into
my arms.
That she should have done this was as inevitable
as it was gloriously true. We could no more have continued
to stroll side by side through our Oasis, commenting
on the seasons, sometimes rapturous over a sunset
or the call of a bird, than we could have rubbed a
lamp and brought the Whim sailing to us over the sea
of grass. Static existences only prevail with static
people, and there was too much surgingly dynamic
about this twenty year old girl to have encouraged it
here. I say, too, with candor that any man of twenty-six
whose blood is red is—with the great out-of-doors
abetting—not insulated for or against currents. Throw
these two alone in a primitive world where their tent is
the sky, and a spark must eventually jump across the
gradually lessening distance. It is thus that wild things
mate—and their mating is incorruptible.
But now as my arms tightened and my face leaned to
hers, she gave a half fearful cry and sprang tremblingly
back, pressing both hands to her breast, breathing
quickly and staring at me with wide eyes.
"Chancellor," she gasped, "this is madness, don't
you know it?"
The quick alarm in her voice sobered me and I answered
"Yes," for there was nothing else to say. And
a moment later when, in an even tone and at a conventional
distance, she suggested: "Shall we go on
to the fort?" I did not reply, but walked mutely at
her side.
Our contact had been too instantaneous for me to
collect myself at once, and I wondered how she was
managing to do so—or if she were bluffing. For this
sudden serene-mindedness she now displayed was quite
too enigmatic for my comprehension.
"We planted the memory that will be mine forever,"
I whispered, trying to see her face which she kept
partially hid by keeping half a step ahead of me. "I'll
never forget our——"
"Oh," she cried, on the verge of tears, I thought,
"don't ever speak to me of it again—ever!"
"It's nothing we ought to regret—it wasn't your
fault," I persisted,——
"That's just it—it was my fault, it was," she interrupted
passionately, and somehow her hand found mine
and pressed it. Was there ever any one more square?
"I knew we were going to—do that, and I didn't try to
stop it. You'll think that I'm—I'm——"
"The most glorious girl who ever lived," I cried, taking
full possession of her hand now.
"Won't you please be honest?" she asked, quite seriously.
"I am; and I give you my word I'd never
have done it if it hadn't seemed so real—I mean, our
planting the memory."
She turned then, and to my relief she was half smiling.
For an instant the longing to hold her again
showed in my face, but she stopped me with a look. This
time it was done with the intention of stopping me, and
I stopped. Yet the smile had not left her face as she
said, in a tone of sweet confidence:
"Let's be above-the-board-honest with each other in
all things, Jack; it makes for long friendships, Echochee
says—and there's nothing finer, anyhow, than to
freely admit a mistake. So it wasn't your fault any
more than mine; we've both been very naughty spirits,
and we mustn't be again." She paused, adding: "After
all, I suppose it does make our secret world just
a little——"
I waited, and when she did not continue, asked:
"A little what?"
Still she hesitated.
"Be honest," I warned.
She smiled again, looking at me frankly.
"Well, a little sweeter, to feel that we're equally to
blame; that that's why we can't ever go there again."
"Eden up-to-date?" I laughed.
"Y-yes, I suppose so; and the flaming sword has
smote us, so we have to be circumspect forever and
ever."
"But Eve wasn't! The flaming sword didn't phaze
her a minute!"
"I've had lots of time to improve on Eve," she replied
archly.
"That's God's truth," I cried.
A rippling laugh burst from her lips—a ringing,
happy laugh that was heard, I swear, in listening heaven.
She seemed obsessed by a strange excitement—perhaps
like my own, that sprang from a deep, inordinate sense
of pleasure.
We were getting on toward the fort, walking inside
the edge of our Oasis near that place where the fallen
palms lay in a confused tangle. I had her hand and
was helping her over this network of logs when she suddenly
sprang before me with dazzling quickness; facing
outward, and holding back her arms to keep me in
check.
It was an act instinctive of protection, yet scarcely
had I time to wonder at it when a whining, crackling
sound, that might have come from anywhere, dashed
past our heads. Men who have heard a high-power
bullet splitting the air do not forget the sound, which
is as quickly recognized a second time as the rattling
of a diamond-back.
Immediately following it came the crack of a rifle,
and guided by this I saw, above the prairie grass four
hundred yards away, the head and shoulders of a man.
At that instant he fired again.