AN ANGEL IN THE WILDERNESS
HE acted so like a crazed man,
grovelling face downward in
the grass, that I had to hold
him, fearful lest his noise
might attract attention from
our enemies.
"Be quiet, De Croix!" I
commanded sternly, my
hand hard upon him, my
eyes peering through the darkness to determine if
possible the cause for his mysterious fright. "What
is it that has so driven you out of your senses?"
He half rose, staring back at the black shadow of
the dim doorway, his face white as chalk in the star-light
and faint glare of the distant fires.
"'Twas the face of a dead woman," he gasped,
pointing forward, "there, just within the door! I saw
her buried three years ago, I swear; yet, God be merciful!
she awaited me yonder in the gloom."
"Pish!" I exclaimed, thoroughly disgusted at his
weakness, and rising to my feet. "Your nerves are
unstrung by what we have been through, and you
dream of the dead."
"It is not so!" he protested, his voice faltering
pitifully; "I saw her, Monsieur,—nor was she once
this day in my thought until that moment."
"Well, I shall soon know if there is a ghost
within," I answered shortly, determined to make quick
end of it. "Remain here, while I go into the house
and see what I can find."
For a moment he clung to me like a frightened
child; but I shook off his hands a bit roughly, and
stepped boldly across the threshold. That was an age
when faith in ghostly visitations yet lingered to
harass the souls of men. I confess my heart beat more
rapidly than usual, as I paused an instant to peer
through the shadowy gloom within. It was a small,
low room, with a litter of broken furniture strewing
the earthen floor; but the log-walls were quite bare.
The flicker of the still blazing Fort illuminated the
interior sufficiently to enable me to make out these
simple details, and to see that the place was without
living occupant.
There was only one other apartment in the building,
and I walked back until I came upon the door
which separated the two, and flung it open. As I did
so I thought I saw a shadow, the dim flitting of a
woman's form between me and the farther wall; but
as I sprang hastily forward, grasping after the spectral
vision, I touched nothing save the rough logs. Twice
I made the circuit of that restricted space, so confident
was I of my own eye-witness; but I found nothing,
and could only pause perplexed, staring about in
wonder.
It occurred to me that my own overtaxed nerves
were at fault, and that if I was to accomplish anything
before daylight I must say nothing likely to alarm De
Croix further.
"Come, Monsieur!" I said, as I came out and
shook him into attention, "there is naught within more
dangerous than shadows, or perchance a rat. Nor
have I any time longer to dally over such boyishness.
I had supposed you a soldier and a brave man, not a
nerveless girl to be frightened in the dark. Come,
there is ample hiding-space behind the walls, and I
purpose leaving you here to regain some measure of
your lost courage while I try a new venture of my
own."
"Where go you?"
"To learn if I may gain entrance to the Indian
camp unobserved. There can be no better time than
while they are occupied yonder."
He looked uneasily about him into the dark corners,
shuddering.
"I would rather go with you," he protested,
weakly. "I have not the heart to remain here alone."
"Nevertheless, here you stay," I retorted shortly,
thoroughly exasperated by his continued childishness;
"you are in no spirit to meet the perils yonder. Conquer
your foolishness, Monsieur, for I know well 'tis
not part of your nature so to exhibit fear."
"'Tis naught alive that I so shrink from; never
have I been affrighted of living man."
"True; nor have I ever found the dead able
greatly to harm. But now I go forth to a plain duty,
and you must wait me here."
I did not glance back at him, although I knew he
had sunk dejected on a bench beside the door; but
with careful look at the priming of my rifle, I stepped
forth into the open, and started down the slight slope
leading to the river. A fringe of low, straggling trees
hid my movements from observation by possible
watchers along the southern bank; nor could I perceive
with any definiteness what was going on there.
The fires had died down somewhat, and I thought the
savage yelling and clamor were considerably lessened.
I confess I went forward hesitatingly, and was
doubtful enough about the outcome; but I saw no
other means by which I might hope to locate Mademoiselle
definitely, and I valued my own life now only
as it concerned hers. The selfish cowardice of De
Croix if cowardice it truly was served merely to
stir me to greater recklessness and daring, and I felt
ready to venture all if I might thereby only pluck her
from the grasp of those red fiends. As I crept through
the fringe of bushes which lined the bank, my eyes
were on the darkened upper extremity of the Indian
camp, and all my thoughts were concentrated upon a
plan of entrance to it. I may have been somewhat
careless, for I had no conception of any serious peril
until after I had crossed the stream, and it certainly
startled me to hear a voice at my very elbow,—a
strange voice, beautifully soft and low.
"You have the movement of an Indian; yet I
think you are white. What seek you here?"
I turned quickly and faced the speaker, my rifle
flung forward ready for action. The light was poor
enough there amid the shadows, yet the single glimpse
I had told me instantly I faced the mysterious woman
of the Indian camp. For a moment I made no response,
held speechless by surprise; and she questioned
again, almost imperatively.
"I asked, why are you here?"
"I am one, by the grace of God, spared from the
massacre," I answered blindly. "But you?—I saw
you within the Indian camp only last night. Surely
you are not a savage?"
"That I know not. I sometimes fear the savage
is part of all our natures, and that I am far removed
from the divine image of my Master. But I am not an
Indian, if that is what you mean. If to be white is
a grace in your sight, I am of that race, though there
are times when I would have been prouder to wear the
darker skin. The red men kill, but they do not lie, nor
deceive women. I remember you now,—you were
with the White Chief from Dearborn, and tried to approach
me when Little Sauk interfered. Why did you
do that?"
Her manner and words were puzzling, but I knew
no better way than to answer frankly.
"I sought Elsa Matherson,—are you she?"
The girl—for she could certainly have been little
more—started perceptibly at the name, and bent
eagerly forward, peering with new interest into my
face.
"Elsa Matherson?" she questioned, dwelling
upon the words as though they awoke memories. "It
is indeed long since I have heard the name. Where
knew you her?"
"I have never known her; but her father was
my father's friend, and I sought her because of that
friendship."
"Here?"
"At Fort Dearborn, where she was left an
orphan."
"How strange! how very strange indeed! 'Tis a
small world. Elsa Matherson! and at Dearborn?"
Was it acting, for some purpose unknown to me,—or
what might be the secret of these strange
expressions?
"Then you are not the one I seek?"
She hesitated, looking keenly toward me through
the dim light.
"I have not said who I may be," she answered
evasively. "Whatever name I may once have borne
was long ago forgotten, and to the simple children
about me I am only Sister Celeste. 'Tis enough to
live by in this wilderness, and the recording angel of
God knows whether even that is worthy. But I have
been waiting to learn why you are here, creeping
through the bushes like a savage! Nor do I believe
you to be altogether alone. Was there not one with
you yonder at the house? Why did he cry out so
loudly, and fall?"
"He imagined he saw a ghost within. He claimed
to have recognized the face of a dead woman he once
knew."
"A dead woman? What is the man's name?
Who is he?"
"Captain de Croix, an officer of the French army."
She sighed quickly, as if relieved, one hand pressed
against her forehead, and sat thinking.
"I know not the name, but it seems strange that
the chance sight of my face should work such havoc
with his nerves. Spoke he not even the name of the
woman?"
"I think he cried some name as he fell, but I recall
it not."
"And you? You are only seeking a way of escape
from the savages?"
For a moment I hesitated; but surely, I thought,
this strange young woman was of white blood, and
seemingly an enthusiast in the religion I also professed,
and I might safely trust her with my purpose.
"I am seeking entrance within the encampment,
hoping thus to rescue a maiden whom I believe to be
prisoner in the hands of the Indians."
"A maiden,—Elsa Matherson?"
"Nay, another; one I have learned to love so well
that I now willingly risk even torture for her sake.
You are a woman, and have a woman's heart; you
exercise some strange power among these savages.
I beg you to aid me."
She sat with clasped hands, her eyes lowered upon
the grass.
"Whatsoever power I have comes from God," she
said solemnly; "and there be times, such as now,
when it seems as if He held me unworthy of His
trust."
"But you will aid me in whatever way you can?"
"You are sure you love this maiden?"
"Would I be here, think you, otherwise?"
She did not answer immediately, but crept across
the little space separating us until she could look more
closely into my face, scanning it earnestly with her
dark eyes.
"You have the appearance of a true man," she
said finally. "Does the maid love you?"
"I know not," I stammered honestly, confused by
so direct a question. "I fear not; yet I would save
her even then."
I felt her hand touch mine as if in sudden
sympathy.
"Monsieur," she spoke gravely, "love has never
been kind to me, and I have learned to put small trust
in the word as it finds easy utterance upon men's lips.
A man swore once, even at the altar, that he loved me;
and when he had won my heart he left me for another.
If I believed you were such a man I would rather
leave this girl to her fate among the savages yonder."
"I am not of that school," I protested earnestly.
"I am of a race that love once and forever. But you,
who are you? Why are you here in the midst of these
savages? You bear a strange likeness to her I would
save, but for the lighter shade of your hair."
She drew back slightly, removing her hand from
mine, but with gentleness.
"It would do you little good to know my story,"
she said firmly. "I am no longer of the world, and my
life is dedicated to a service you might deem sacrifice.
Moreover, we waste time in such idle converse; and
if it be my privilege to aid you at all, I must learn
more, so as to plan safely."
"You have the freedom of the camp yonder?"
"I hardly know," she responded sadly. "God
has placed in my poor hands, Monsieur, a portion of
His work amid those benighted, sin-stained creatures
there. Times come, as now, when the wild wolf breaks
loose, and my life hardly is safe among them. I fled
the camp to-night,—not from fear, Christ knows, but
because I am a woman, and too weak physically to
bear the sight of suffering that I am helpless to
relieve. It is indeed Christ's mercy that so few of
your company were spared to be thus tortured; but
there was naught left for me but prayer."
She stooped forward, her hands pressed over her
eyes as though she would shut out the horror.
"Yet know you who among the whites have thus
far preserved their lives?" I urged, in an agony of suspense.
"Were any of the women brought alive to
the camp?"
"It was my fortune to see but one; nor was I
permitted to approach her,—a sweet-faced girl, yet
she could not be the one you seek, for she wore a
wedding-ring. She was saved through the friendship
of Black Partridge, and I heard that she is a daughter
of the Silver-man."
"Ay! Mrs. Helm! Thank God! But was she
the only one?"
"Truly, I know not; for I was forced away from
sight of much that went on. Little Sauk has a white
maiden hidden in his lodge, who was brought from the
battle. I have not seen the girl, but know this through
others who were angry at his good-fortune."
"Could we reach there, think you, unobserved?"
She rose, and gazed anxiously across the stream,
her face showing clear and fair in the faint light of
those distant fires, while I caught the glimmer of a
pearl rosary about her white throat and marked a
silver crucifix resting against her breast.
"It will be life itself you venture in such an attempt,"
she said softly, "even its loss through torture;
yet 'tis a deed that might be done, for the Indians are
fairly crazed with blood and liquor, and will pay small
heed to aught save their heathen orgies."
"Then let us venture it."
She turned slightly and looked at me intently, her
dark eyes filled with serious thought.
"Yes, we will go," she responded at last, slowly.
"If through God's grace we may thus preserve a life,
it will be well worthy the sacrifice, and must be His
desire."
For another moment we waited there silently,
standing side by side, gazing anxiously across the dark
water, and listening intently to the varied discordant
sounds borne to us on the night air. I know not what
may have been in her thought; but upon my lips there
was a silent prayer that we might be safely guided in
our desperate mission. I wondered still who this
strange young woman could be, so surrounded by
mystery, a companion of savages, and still gentle and
refined in word and manner. I dare not ask again, nor
urge her confidence; for there was that of reserve about
her which held me speechless. I glanced aside, marking
again the clear pure contour of her face, and my look
seemed instantly to arouse her from her reverie.
"I expect little trouble until we near the centre
of the camp," she said, thoughtfully. "'Tis dark amid
the northern lodges, and we shall meet with no warriors
there unless they be so far gone in intoxication
as to be no longer a source of danger. But come,
friend, the longer we tarry the less bright grows the
hope of success."
A slender bark canoe rested close beneath the
bank, and she motioned me into it, grasping the paddle
without a word, and sending the narrow craft with
swift, silent strokes across the stream. The other shore
was unprotected; so, hesitating only long enough to
listen for a moment, much as some wild animal might,
she crept forward cautiously into the black lodge-shadows,
while I instantly followed, imitating as best
I could her slightest movement. We met no obstacle
to our advance,—not even the snarls and barkings of
the innumerable curs, usually the sleepless guardians
of such encampments of savages. I soon saw that as
we crept around lodge after lodge in our progress, the
light of the blazing fires in our front grew constantly
brighter and the savage turbulence more pronounced.
At last the girl came to a sudden pause, peering
cautiously forward from beneath the shadow of the
lodge that hid us; and as I glanced over her shoulder,
the wild scene was revealed in each detail of savagery.
"'Tis as far as you will dare venture," she whispered,
her lips at my ear. "I know not the exact limit
of our progress, but the lodge of Little Sauk lies beyond
the fire, and I must make the rest of the distance
alone."
"But dare you?" I questioned uneasily. "Will
they permit even you to pass unharmed?"
She smiled almost sadly.
"I have many friends among them, blood-stained
as they are, and little as I have accomplished for the
salvation of their souls. I have been with them much,
and my father long held their confidence ere he died.
I have even been adopted into the tribe of the Pottawattomies.
None are my enemies among that nation
save the medicine-men, and they will scarce venture to
molest me even in this hour of their power and crime.
Too well they know me to be under protection of their
chiefs; nor are they insensible to the sanctity of my
faith. Ay, and even their superstition has proved my
safeguard."
The expression of curiosity in my eyes appealed
to her, and as if in answer she rested one hand upon
her uncovered head, the hair of which shone like dull
red gold in the firelight.
"You mean that?" I asked, dimly recalling something
I had once heard.
She shook the heavy coiled mass loose from its
bondage, until it rippled in gleaming waves of color
over her shoulders, and smiled back at me, yet not
without traces of deep sadness in her eyes.
"'Tis an Indian thought," she explained softly,
"that such hair as mine is a special gift of the Great
Spirit, and renders its wearer sacred. What was often
spoken most lightly about in other days has in this
dread wilderness proved my strongest defence. God
uses strange means, Monsieur, to accomplish His purpose
with the heathen."
She paused, listening intently to a sudden noise
behind us.
"Creep in here, Monsieur," she whispered, quickly
lifting an edge of the skin-covering of the lodge. "A
party is returning from the Fort, perchance with more
prisoners. Lie quiet there until I return; it will not
be long."
I crawled through the slight opening into that
black interior, turning to hold open the flap sufficiently
to peer forth once more. I knew not where she vanished,
as she faded away like a shadow; but I had
hardly secured refuge, when a dozen painted warriors
trooped by, shouting their fierce greeting. In the
midst of them, half-stripped, and bleeding as if from
freshly inflicted wounds, staggered a white man; and
as the firelight fell full upon his haggard face, I recognized
De Croix.