In the morning Sarah found, fortunately,
no time for regret or grief. She had said
good-by to the twins and Albert the night
before, and though they had loudly insisted
that they would be up in time to see her off,
they did not wake and were not called. The
three older members of the household had
breakfast together, then the new trunk was
lifted to the back of the spring-wagon, and
Sarah, in her new sailor suit and blue hat,
climbed to her place between William and
Laura for the drive to the station.
Her heart beat so rapidly that she could
not speak. She looked back at the broad,
low-lying house, shadowed by a great hickory
tree; at the friendly barn, which had been
a playground for them all; and then at the
winding, twisting stream, which made their
land so fertile. Was it possible that a few
days ago she had wished to go away?
Up at Uncle Daniel's house, the family
was already astir. Jacob Kalb crossed the
barn-yard, milk-pail in hand, disdaining to
look back, though he must have heard
plainly the sound of the spring-wagon.
"He will go in and peek out," laughed
Sarah. "Jacob, he wouldn't miss nothing."
"'Jacob wouldn't miss anything' is what
you mean, isn't it, Sarah?" asked her sister-in-law.
"Ach, yes!" cried Sarah penitently.
"But what is coming?"
She grew pale. Down from the Swartz
house hurried Aunt 'Liza. "She can't stop
me!" said Sarah, gasping.
William laughed. "No, indeed."
Aunt 'Liza came to the side of the wagon.
She had never approved of Uncle Daniel's
methods.
"Here is something for Sarah," she said.
"I thought while she was going off I would
make her a little cake, once, and a little apple
schnitz. She liked always apple schnitz."
Sarah jumped down over the wheel of the
spring-wagon.
"Ach, I thank myself."
And she seized the stout lady in a fervent
hug, which her aunt as fervently returned.
"And now," said Sarah happily, as she
climbed back, "I am not cross over nobody,
and nobody is cross over me. Ach, I know
I am talking dumb again! But after I get
on the cars, I will say everything right."
She could scarcely sit still. Laura and
William looked at each other and smiled.
In all her life Sarah had been on the train
but once. That was six months ago, when,
accompanied by the twins and "Teacher,"
she had gone to the county-seat to protest
against Uncle Daniel's being made their
guardian. She was too much worried then
to enjoy the roar of the great engine as it
rushed upon them, the hurry with which
they scrambled aboard, the wild thrill of delight
as the train got under way. Now she
enjoyed each sensation to the full. There
had never been such a wonderful train as
this, whose seats were so luxuriously cushioned,
which moved so swiftly, which was so
filled with interesting persons. Sarah waved
her hand to William, she tried to call to him
a final message to the twins, and then they
were off. Sarah drew a deep breath.
"Ach!" she wailed. "My trunk!"
Laura showed her the check. "Your trunk
is on the train, my dear."
"Ach, it is too wonderful!" cried Sarah.
"No, I won't say ach any more. Ach, but
I am going to try!" She clapped her hand
over her mouth and looked up comically.
"Ach—I can't express me without ach."
"Yes, you can," Laura assured her. "See
the girls opposite us. They're probably going
to the Normal School."
Sarah looked eagerly across the aisle. The
girls were laughing and talking together as
though they had not seen each other for a
long time. They were tall and slender, and
they were unlike any girls that Sarah's admiring
eyes had ever seen. One had blonde
curly hair, the other was dark, with wide,
lovely eyes.
"Do you think I will know those girls?"
she whispered.
"Of course you will. Those and many
more."
Sarah clasped her hands happily. The stern
and critical race with which she had peopled
the Normal School suddenly ceased to exist,
and lovely creatures like these took its place.
Sarah's eyes brightened as she smoothed
down her new blue dress. Then she sighed.
The bothersome consciousness of her own
unworthiness overwhelmed her.
"The Normal will have a hard time to
make me look like them," she said to herself.
Once, long ago, when her mother and
father were still alive, and the twins scarcely
more than babies, the Wenners had taken a
long holiday drive. One of the towns which
they visited was that in which the Normal
School was situated. It was then that her
father promised that if Sarah studied, she
should go there. She could see the school
as plainly as though it were yesterday instead
of eight weary years ago; she could hear
her father's voice. Her recollection of the
low house and the barn and the creek which
they had left that morning was not more
vivid. Before the train stopped, she saw the
tall tower, which she remembered; she knew
just how it overshadowed the other buildings.
And there had been beautiful trees and tennis-courts
and young people going back and
forth.
She scrambled down from the train, and
clung close to Laura, a little frightened by
the noise and confusion about her, the loud
greetings, the shouts of hackmen.
"This way to the Normal School. Take
my carriage, lady!"
They picked their way round a great pile
of trunks, and Laura gave Sarah's check to
a baggage man. He touched his hat smilingly.
"Glad to see you back, Miss."
"Does he know you?" asked Sarah in
awe.
Laura smiled. A pink glow had come into
her cheeks.
"No. He only recognizes me for an old
student. We'll walk down to school. It
isn't far, and we'll both enjoy it."
A little farther down the street a grocer
stood at the door of his shop, and to him
Laura said good-morning.
"Does he know you?" asked Sarah.
"He remembers that I used to buy apples
from him. That is the place to get the best
apples in town. You see, coming back to
school is like coming back home."
"I never thought of that," said Sarah
slowly. She was to remember it clearly enough
months afterward. "But—"
They had turned a corner and come out
before a wide green campus. "But this ain't—ach!
isn't my Normal! It—it wasn't so
big, and this—this isn't my tower!"
"No, the tower you saw is the little one
over yonder. This is the new Recitation
Building. This wasn't here then. See, over
there on the Main Building is your tower.
And this is the Model School, and yonder
is the Infirmary, and away back there is the
Athletic Field, and—Ah, here we are!"
And Laura ran up the steps of the Main
Building as though she were coming to school
herself.
The wide door stood open, there was a
sound of cheerful talking from within. Sarah
heard a man's voice lifted suddenly above
the rest.
"Why, Mrs. Wenner, how do you do?
And this is your sister-in-law. We are glad
to see you both."
"Thank you," answered Laura. "Sarah,
this is Dr. Ellis. I think you said Sarah was
to have my old room."
"Yes," answered the principal. "Eugene
will take you up and give you the keys.
Here, Eugene."
In another minute they were in the elevator;
then they went down a wide hall and
turned a corner.
"Here we are. I wonder whether your
room-mates are here."
It was the bell-boy who answered as he
flung the door open.
"It looks so, miss."
The two newcomers stood in the doorway
and gasped. Sarah was not entirely unacquainted
with confusion. She knew what
the kitchen at home looked like at the end
of a morning's baking at which the twins
and Albert had been allowed to assist. But
the twins and Albert at their worst could
accomplish nothing to equal this.
A room in which two trunks are being
unpacked is not expected to look very neat,
but this confusion seemed the result of careful
effort. There were dresses scattered here
and there, not on the backs of chairs, or
laid across the beds, but dropped to the floor
and in heaps on the table. There were shoes,
not set side by side, but widely scattered, a
slipper and an overshoe on the bureau, a
boot and a slipper on the radiator. A drawer
had been taken from the bureau and laid
on a bed; into it a trunk-tray had been
emptied, helter skelter, as though its contents
were waste paper. Apparently the owner
had been suddenly called away, for the tray
still lay upside down across the drawer.
To Sarah's Pennsylvania-German eyes, the
scene was terrible.
"You'll have to do some missionary work,
Sarah," Laura said merrily. "This closet
seems to be empty. Hang your hat here, and
take that bureau. We'll turn it this way so
that the light is a little better. That is the
way Helen Ellingwood used to have it when
she and I roomed here together. The school
wasn't so crowded and there were only two
of us. Now we'll take your pitcher down the
hall and fill it, and by that time your trunk
may come, and perhaps the owners of these
clothes, also, and then we can clear up."
They made their way round the trunks and
boxes in the hall. A few doors away, a girl
who was bending over her trunk stood up
to let them pass. She turned her face away,
but not before they had seen that it was
streaked with black. Her hands, too, were
as black as ink, and she was crying. Laura
stopped at once.
"Why, what is the matter?"
"I packed—a—bottle of ink—in my
trunk, and it—it has broken. I—"
Laura looked into the depths of the trunk.
"Oh, my child! Have you taken the bottle
out?"
"Yes, but the ink is there yet."
Laura pushed back her cuffs.
"Can you get me a lot of newspapers and
spread them thickly on your floor? There,
in the sunshine. Why, these things seem
black to begin with. Your gymnasium suit
is black, isn't it? And here is a black skirt.
See, it hasn't reached down to your books,
and the trunk isn't stained."
"But my white petticoats are—are all
black." The girl's tears made white channels
on her face.
Laura patted her on the shoulder. "Then
wash your face and hands, and run down to
the book-room and get some ink eradicator,
and I'll show you how to apply it. Come,
Sarah."
Sarah's bright eyes shone. Laura might
not know how to make waffles, but she knew
other, more wonderful things. Sarah's heart
swelled; she thought of Albert and the twins
in this safe care, and she slipped her hand
into Laura's without a word, and Laura smiled
down at her.
As they came back through the hall, they
heard a cheerful voice.
"I'll unlock the door, Eugene. Yes, we're
glad to be back. Move that trunk in here,
please. Gertrude, you brought a trunk-cover,
didn't you?"
A dark-eyed girl appeared in the doorway.
"Yes, Ethel."
"They are our girls," whispered Sarah.
"Yes, and they are evidently other people's
girls."
The hall was suddenly crowded with a
welcoming throng.
By this time, Sarah's room-mates had appeared.
One was tall and stout; she said that
her name was Ellen Ritter. The other, who
was equally stout but much shorter, said that
she was Mabel Thorn. It was to her that the
bureau-drawer belonged. She lifted the trunk-tray
and slid the drawer into place.
"Our trunks must be out of here by night,"
she said. "They take them to the trunk-room.
Mine's ready."
"And mine," said Ellen Ritter.
She slammed down the lid, and pulled the
trunk into the hall, and Mabel pushed hers
after it. Two small, cleared spaces were left,
otherwise there was no change in the appearance
of the room. The girls did not return,
even to close the door. Sarah, staring after
them, saw a smiling young woman poise for
an instant on the sill, a hand on either jamb.
"Well, Laura Miflin!" she said.
The speed with which Sarah had flown to
meet William upon his return from Alaska
was no greater than that with which Laura
crossed the room.
"Helen Ellingwood!" she cried. "What
are you doing here?"
"I am going to teach Elocution. Why
haven't you written to me? I didn't even
know you were married. I live next door.
And who is this, and how are you?" And
Miss Ellingwood pushed aside a pile of books
and underclothes and collars and sat down
on the edge of the bed. "These things don't
belong 'to you nor none of your family,' I
hope?"
Laura shook her head.
"This is my sister-in-law, Sarah Wenner,
question number one. I am very well and
very happy, question number two. No, these
do not belong 'to me nor none of my family,'
question number three. What would you do
with them?"
"Spank the owners. Perhaps they'll clear
up, though. The first day is always demoralizing.
Now tell me everything you can think
of."
And Miss Ellingwood shifted to a more
comfortable position, and while Laura unpacked
and Sarah put away, the old friends
chattered until dinner-time.
The great dining-room, with all the confusion
of the first day of school, was an
awesome place to country-bred Sarah. She
was sure that she should never know one
face from another. She should never learn
to find her place.
"You must sit at my table," said Miss
Ellingwood. "There will be plenty of room
there to-day, and this afternoon I shall have
you assigned there permanently. This way";
and Miss Ellingwood put out a guiding hand.
Sarah began to take courage.
The afternoon seemed as long as the morning
had been short. Directly after dinner,
Sarah went with Laura to the train. She
did not see the rushing engine so clearly
now, nor watch the streaming white smoke;
her eyes, fixed firmly upon a slender figure
in a brown suit, were dimmed, and the strange
lump of yesterday had come back into her
throat. Now, at last, the moment of separation
had come.
She walked slowly back to school, and
about the grounds. Laura would be getting
home now, and William would have driven
to the station to meet her. Had the twins
done just as they were told all day? Had
they remembered the deserted kittens in the
barn? Would Laura be able to fix the fire
for the night?
Sarah ate her supper with difficulty. Miss
Ellingwood did not appear, the other students
said little, Sarah could not see her
room-mates, or the Ethel and Gertrude who
seemed a little less strange than the other
students, or the girl who had packed the
ink in her trunk. At the recollection of
her woe-begone face, Sarah smiled and felt
better.
"She is dumber yet than I," she said to
herself.
At seven o'clock there was a chapel service.
The gongs rang in the halls, and there
was a general opening of doors, and passing
of footsteps. Sarah followed her neighbors
down the hall. At the entrance to the chapel
stood Miss Ellingwood, a book in her hand.
She was assigning seats which the students
were to keep for the year.
"Wenner, Row B, left, seat 32. Down
there to the left, Sarah, near the girl in the
white dress."
Sarah made her way down the sloping
aisle. She had never been in any room larger
than the little country church, and this chapel
with its high ceiling, its fine chandeliers,
seemed marvelous. In the chandeliers, strange
to say, candles were burning instead of lamps.
To her dismay, her seat was directly beneath
one of them. She glanced upward uneasily.
There was no contrivance to catch
the drippings, and everybody must know
that candles dripped. She looked down at
her new blue dress; it would be impossible
to get candle grease out of it. She meant
to speak to the girl in the white dress; then
she saw that Mabel Thorn was coming down
the aisle. She took the next seat.
"Are you not afraid of the candles?"
whispered Sarah.
"What candles?"
"Those, up there. They will drip on us."
Mabel tilted her head and looked up. Then
she grinned.
"Did you never hear of gas?" she asked.
"Stove gas," answered Sarah. "Our stove
makes it when the wind is not right."
"You never heard of illuminating gas?"
Sarah shook her head. "Never."
"Where do you come from?"
"Near Spring Grove post-office."
"Well, the candles won't hurt you,"
laughed Mabel.
She got up and went across to the next
row of seats to where the girl in white was
sitting, and whispered to her, and they both
turned and looked at Sarah. Then she came
back to her place, as the chapel began to
fill, and whispered to the girl on the other
side, and she looked at Sarah and laughed.
Sarah became slowly aware that she had
said something very foolish.
Mabel did not wait for her when chapel
was over, nor did she and Ellen appear until
bed-time. Sarah had sat for a long time
staring across the moonlit campus, and waiting
to ask which bed she should take. There
were a double and a single bed side by side.
She supposed that the two friends would
wish to sleep together, but she did not know.
Once she heard the doleful strains of "Home,
Sweet Home," played on a mouth organ, and
some one called, "Have mercy on the new
students!" and there was a burst of laughter.
When Mabel and Ellen finally arrived,
they told her that she was to have the single
bed. She supposed that now they would
put the room in order. Well, she would cover
her head from the light, and be thankful.
But they undressed and tumbled into bed,
even before Sarah was ready, without touching
anything except the articles which were
in their way. In a suspiciously short time,
they were asleep.
Sarah lifted the clothes from the single
bed and laid them on the chairs, then she
attempted to blow out the light. Mabel was
wide awake in an instant.
"Turn it off there at the wall, you goose!"
she said; and was at once apparently asleep.
Sarah made her way warily toward her bed.
Having said her prayers, she laid back the
covers and jumped in.
Instantly there was a terrific crash, and
she went down with spring and mattress to
the floor. She was for the first second too
terrified to breathe, then she picked herself
up and found that she was not hurt. There
was a faint light coming in through the
transom, and she could see that the slats
which supported the springs had become misplaced.
With a little help, she could readjust
them.
"Ach, would you please help me a little?"
she begged.
There was no response from the double
bed. Instead there came a heavy knock at
the door.
"Who is out?" asked Sarah faintly. If
the principal himself had replied, she would
not have been surprised.
A stern "Let me in!" answered her. She
drew her dress on over her nightgown and
went to the door. A strange figure stood
without,—a tall woman in a long, flowered
dressing-gown.
"What was that noise?"
Sarah pointed to the bed. "I—I didn't
know it would go—go down."
"Where are your room-mates?"
Mabel and Ellen evidently thought it was
time to manifest signs of life.
"Here, Miss Jones."
"Can you explain this?"
"Oh, no, we were asleep. Weren't we,
Sarah?"
"It just went down," stammered Sarah.
"I—I guess I jumped too hard on it."
"What is your name?"
It was the first time the Wenner name
had ever been mentioned with hesitation
and shame.
"Sarah Wenner."
The tall figure was gone, its silent departure
worse than threats, and Sarah closed the
door. Mabel turned over lazily.
"Get up and help her fix the bed, Ellen,
I saved her from blowing out the light."
Ellen rose, grumbling. Miss Jones lived
beneath them and was the strictest teacher
in the school, she said. Sarah would be haled
to the office to-morrow. She helped to put
the slats in place, and told Sarah not to
make any more noise. Then, long after exhausted
and terrified Sarah had fallen asleep,
she giggled with Mabel until the night-watchman
rapped at the door. That, mercifully,
Sarah did not hear.