TRIXIE
It was sixteen years since the night of the ball in
India when Mrs. Greaves had twisted her ankle,
and had sat on the dais with the wife of a senior
civilian discussing the unfortunate domestic affairs
of Captain and Mrs. Coventry.
Now Mrs. Greaves's husband was a retired
colonel, and they were living comfortably, if dully,
within their means in a convenient suburb of
London, engrossed in the careers of their boys,
content with their surroundings, with their well-built
villa, their well-trained maids, their patch of
garden and their neighbours--mostly staunch old
Indian friends.
Until lately Mrs. Munro, now for years a
widow, had been one of these neighbours, living
quietly with Trixie her daughter at the end of the
Greaves's road in a little house called "Almorah."
Hereabouts many of the houses bore names
reminiscent of India--rather pathetic links with a
past that some of the occupants frequently glorified
into "happier days," forgetting as frequently how
they had pined for an English home while living
in exile. More or less unconsciously the little
colony of "old Indians" preserved among themselves
various propensities acquired during their
service abroad. For example, they bought each
others' furniture, borrowed and loaned belongings
with ready good nature, paid informal visits chiefly
in the mornings, quarrelled sometimes about
nothing, and were inclined to be exclusive outside
their own circle.
They were all very happy and comfortable in
spite of past glories, whether real or imagined, and
when Trixie Munro grew up and clamoured for
change, her godmother, Marion Greaves ("Gommie,"
as Trixie had called her ever since she could
talk), urged Ellen Munro to let well alone and
stay where she was--to pay no attention to
Trixie's ridiculous hankerings after a London flat.
"You can't afford the move, my dear," she had
said with truth, "and the sooner Trixie learns that
other things matter besides her own whims the
better." Trixie and Gommie were more often at
war than on terms of peace.
However, persuasions and warnings failed, the
obstacle being that the mother's whole life was
bound up in the child, and for Trixie to be disappointed
meant double distress for Mrs. Munro.
Therefore the removal from "Almorah" to the flat
in West Kensington, which was all Mrs. Munro
could achieve on her income, had been accomplished
in direct opposition to Mrs. Greaves's
concerned and strenuous advice.
Now, on a wet afternoon in January Mrs.
Greaves was starting from her suburban home to
have tea in "Mulberry Mansions, West Kensington,
W.," with Ellen Munro. Though her once
crisp chestnut hair was faded and grey, and her
sharp little face had lost its freshness and its
freckles--no longer could she claim to be called
"The Plover's Egg"--she had kept her health and
her trimness of figure, and had lost none of her
practical, vigorous grip on existence.
She selected an umbrella--not her best--from
the stand in the hall, and opened the front door.
A cold, wet wind blew into her face; the outlook
was not encouraging, and the walk to the station
would hardly be pleasant in such horrible weather.
But with her usual determination she closed the
door firmly behind her, giving it a pull to make
sure it was shut, and set off in the wind and the
rain undaunted. She trudged down the hill,
traversed a long stretch of road bounded chiefly
by boards that advertised plots of "desirable" land
for building, and arrived at the tram-riddled town.
On the way to the station, she entered a flower
shop and purchased a large bunch of violets.
When she emerged from the underground
railway station into the muddy London street, she
had to wrestle with the second-best umbrella that
endeavoured to turn inside out. It was a ten
minutes' walk to the Munros' little flat, and that
she was carrying the large bunch of violets in a
paper cone added to her difficulties in the wind
and the rain; but she was wearing an old coat and
skirt, and she felt it would be an unnecessary extravagance
to take a cab. Ellen Munro would
provide shoes and stockings while her own were
being dried in the kitchen. She knew that Ellen
was at home only to herself on the periodical occasions
when she came up from the suburb for tea
and a talk over old times.
The cold and the wet and the gloom of this
January day had not deterred her from the expedition,
for Ellen Munro had written to say she had
an important communication to impart to her old
friend, and, as a human being as well as an old
friend, Marion Greaves was agog to know the
news. She speculated as to what it could possibly
be as she paddled along the slippery pavement;
in all probability it was something connected with
Trixie, and she wondered what the tiresome girl
had been doing now. Seeing that Trixie was her
goddaughter, Mrs. Greaves felt she was entitled
to interfere when the child behaved more outrageously
than usual. She had always considered that
Ellen Munro was not sufficiently strict with the
girl, allowing Trixie to be capricious and extravagant
and to do just as she chose! The result
some day must certainly be disastrous. What else
could be expected when the mother was so weak
and indulgent, and the daughter so selfish and
irresponsible? The modern girl seemed to be a
terrible problem, and Mrs. Greaves felt glad she
had only to think of two sons, who were shaping
well and would soon be supporting themselves.
She was thankful, presently, to find herself in
the warm, though shabby, little drawing-room that
was pathetically embellished with Indian relics--embroideries
that were dulled with the London
atmosphere, bits of brass and Cashmere silverwork
that the cook-general had no time to clean, intricate
carvings of scented wood, warped and dusty. She
laid her offering of violets on a chair, where it
lay neglected in the little bustle of greeting and
the shedding of her wet shoes. She had bought
the flowers for Ellen, who had plenty of vases,
though she could seldom fill them, she could not
afford niceties; every extra penny was needed for
Trixie, so that Trixie need not go ill-dressed among
her young friends--friends of whom Mrs. Munro
inwardly disapproved, yet could not refuse to
acknowledge without unpleasantness with Trixie.
Silly, irresponsible boys and girls, who practically
ignored Mrs. Munro when they came to the flat,
and made up parties with Trixie for second-rate
subscription dances, afternoons and evenings at
skating rinks, tango teas, river picnics, and so on.
Trixie's mother strove to give her daughter adequate
pocket-money, so that taxi fares, gloves,
sweets, cigarettes should not become too acceptable
from young men friends.
Soon the visitor's feet were dry and warm, the
cook-general had at last ceased to come in and out
of the room, and the tea-kettle was boiling.
"Now," said Mrs. Greaves, "what is it?"
"Trixie is going to be married." Trixie's
mother did not look at her old friend as she spoke.
She gazed into the fire, and there was a certain
defensiveness in her voice.
"Good gracious, my dear Ellen, why didn't you
tell me in your letter?"
"You are the first person I have told," said
Mrs. Munro evasively.
"Well, are you pleased? Who is he? Has
he any money?"
"I suppose I am pleased, but he is so much
older than Trixie." There was a pause.
"Really, Ellen, considering we have known
each other since we were girls, I think you might
be a little more anxious to tell me all about it."
"I know I must seem horrid, but it has been
worrying me rather, and I hardly know yet what
to feel or say."
"At any rate, tell me the man's name?" Mrs.
Greaves regarded the worn, white face of her friend
with impatient anxiety. Incidentally, she wished
Ellen would leave off her mourning; she had been
a widow for so many years, and black had never
suited her.
"It is Colonel Coventry," said Ellen, with an
effort.
"Coventry? Surely not the man we knew in
India--in the Barchesters?"
Mrs. Munro nodded, and there was silence between
the two women, who were both thinking of
Trixie, aged nineteen, pretty, pleasure-loving,
wilful, as the wife of a man nearly thirty years her
senior; a man, moreover, who had been noted for
his intolerance of feminine frailty, for his almost
puritanical views where the conduct of women was
concerned. How could such a marriage prove a
success on either side?
"But, Ellen----" began Mrs. Greaves, and
hesitated. Then she added quickly: "Does Trixie
know that he was married before, and that he
divorced his wife?"
"Yes; she doesn't seem to mind. She says it
was all such a long time ago. You know what
Trixie is when she has made up her mind and
wants to do a thing."
"I know what girls are nowadays, and Trixie
in particular," said Mrs. Greaves rather tartly. "I
suppose Colonel Coventry's first marriage must
seem prehistoric to her, but sixteen years to us
is not so long ago. At any rate, let us hope it will
steady her to be married to a man old enough to
be her father."
Mrs. Munro's soft eyes filled with tears. She
said in plaintive protest: "You are always so hard
on Trixie, Marion. There is no real harm in the
child. She only likes to enjoy herself in her own
way."
"She will not be permitted to enjoy herself in
her own way as Mrs. Coventry, unless he has
altered very much since I knew him. It will have
to be his way or nothing. Ellen, I should not like
to see a girl of mine, however well balanced,
married to that man. I believe him to be hard
and unsympathetic. Remember how he behaved to
his first wife, even as a comparatively young man.
The whole station blamed him."
"I was at home that year; it was after I took
Trixie home; but I remember hearing about the
case. Surely Mrs. Coventry only got what she
deserved? How could he have done anything but
divorce her when he found out what she was?"
"My dear, I always doubted if there was anything
to find out beyond extreme foolishness,
though appearances were certainly against her. I
knew her fairly well, and I never for one moment
thought she had been really bad. George Coventry
was one of those men who are ready to believe the
worst about women, and who pose as saints themselves.
Does Trixie profess to be in love with him,
may I ask?"
"She seems happy. He's very good-looking,
and she admires him." Mrs. Munro spoke helplessly.
Then she reached behind her and took
from a small table a silver-framed photograph of
a man in uniform--just the head and shoulders--a
stern, handsome face, with close-cropped grey
hair and grave, keen eyes.
Mrs. Greaves regarded it intently. "He has
grown better-looking with age," she remarked.
"He looks like an elderly hero in a play. I dare
say he might take a young girl's fancy." As she
handed the photograph back to Ellen Munro she
espied another photograph on the table, that of a
young man, cheerful, impudent, boyish.
"What will Guy say when he hears of Trixie's
engagement, I wonder?"
"What should he say? There was nothing between
him and Trixie, and never could have been.
They both knew that quite well."
"All the same, it is fortunate, perhaps, that she
is not going to India."
"But she is going to India," said Mrs. Munro
desperately. "George takes up command of that
battalion next month, and he wants Trixie to be
ready to go with him. She is quite willing."
"Ah!" exclaimed Mrs. Greaves significantly;
and Trixie's mother sat silent, in rueful understanding.
Guy Greaves, Colonel Greaves's nephew, was
a subaltern in the battalion of the Barchesters now
serving in India, and it was through him, indirectly,
that Trixie had met the man she had
promised to marry. Some people might have imagined
that she was more likely to marry the
subaltern than the colonel, until that youth left
England, glum and miserable; and there was one
young man the less to go with Trixie and her
friends to teas and dances and theatres--outings
he could ill afford, "broke," as he had always
declared himself, "to the world."
Presently Mrs. Munro said: "What could I
do, except refuse my consent until Trixie was of
age? Of course, I had to consent. I felt I had
no right to raise objections that could only be
indefinite. As you know, we have nothing but
our pensions, and it is a galling life to a girl of
Trixie's temperament. Colonel Coventry has
private means, and his character is unimpeachable.
There are no drawbacks beyond his age and his
sad story."
Mrs. Munro's voice trembled; she was almost
at the end of her endurance, and she began to
cry in the silent, helpless manner peculiar to
women of her down-trodden type. All her life
she had been sacrificed to somebody; first to her
brother, who had been considered in every way
before herself; then to her husband's mother and
sisters, since the greater part of Mr. Munro's pay
had gone home towards their support, and he had
died before he could save anything for his wife
and child; and then to Trixie, who had always had
what she wanted as far as the widow's slender
means would permit, and of late had been "such
a handful," to quote Mrs. Greaves and various
other of the mother's old friends.
The heart of Marion Greaves smote her. She
had a genuine affection for Ellen Munro--the
affection that is born of custom and propinquity.
They had known each other for so many years,
and had been through so much together, and
having no daughter of her own Marion was
deeply, if tiresomely, interested in Ellen's only
girl. As Trixie's godmother she felt doubly entitled
to speak her mind on the subject of Trixie's
faults. She never hesitated to tell the girl she was
vain and selfish and rebellious; that, though it
might be true she dusted the drawing-room and
darned her own stockings, she ought also to darn
her mother's, and help in the kitchen and bedrooms
as well, not to speak of making some sort
of attempt to keep down current expenses, instead
of straining her mother's income to breaking point
with her gaieties and her clothes.
Unknown to Trixie, Mrs. Greaves had more
than once helped Ellen through a difficulty with
a so-called loan, which was afterwards transformed
into a Christmas or a birthday present, despite
Mrs. Munro's grateful protests; and if, in return,
Marion claimed the right to say what she thought,
Mrs. Munro felt that the least she could do was
to submit amiably to the raps of home truths.
Trixie, however, was not so accommodating, and
when Mrs. Greaves was expected to tea she generally
contrived to have a pressing engagement elsewhere.
Even the miserable weather to-day had
not inclined her to listen to her mother's supplications
that she should stay at home for once to
see "Gommie."
"I have some regard for my nose," she had
declared, "and I should certainly get it bitten
off altogether if I gave Gommie the chance this
afternoon."
Now, while Ellen Munro wept, Marion Greaves
put more coal on the fire and stirred up a cheerful
blaze. She also pulled down the blinds and drew
the curtains.
"There," she said, "that's better. Have some
more tea, Ellen," she added remorsefully, "and
don't mind what I say. I know as well as you do
that there's no real harm in the child. It's only
a question if George Coventry will realise it when
she is his wife, and make allowances for her youth
and high spirits. If he manages her judiciously,
I don't doubt that she will respond, for I must
own that, with all her faults, the child has an honest
nature. After all, you have done what seems to
you best, and nobody can do more. They must
take their chance of understanding each other.
Only you ought to give Trixie a good talking to
before she goes out to India." Mrs. Greaves felt
torn between sympathy for Ellen and apprehension
for Trixie's future. "Now, what about the trousseau?
Of course, she gets a sum down for that
from the fund, which is a comfort, and I will give
her a cheque to get what she likes as my wedding
present."
Mrs. Munro's affectionate expressions of gratitude
were muffled by her pocket handkerchief, but
she soon allowed herself to be drawn into an
interesting discussion concerning Trixie's outfit
for India, though both ladies were well aware that
they were not likely to be allowed much say in
the matter.
Covertly Mrs. Greaves glanced at the clock. If
she left at once she would be home in good time
for dinner; if she stayed a little longer she would
miss the next train, but she might see Trixie.
Mrs. Munro was oblivious of the time; she was
looking happier, more alive, and she described the
engagement ring which George had brought in
his pocket yesterday. Such lovely diamonds; and
he was going to give Trixie a pendant, and all
sorts of other delightful things.
Mrs. Greaves very nearly said: "I wonder what
became of his presents to the first Mrs. Coventry?"
but she refrained, and the next moment the door
was opened and Trixie came in, followed by
Colonel Coventry.
Even "Gommie" was struck silent by the girl's
beauty. She looked so vivid, so radiant, fresh
from the cold and the wet outside, though her hat
was crammed on to her neck, which raised the ire
of Mrs. Greaves.
"Such shocking style!" she commented inwardly.
Then she looked beyond Trixie to the
man who was to be the girl's husband, and found
herself forced to admit that, despite the difference
in their ages, they made a handsome and unusual
pair. Colonel Coventry was obviously devoted,
and Trixie looked elated. She introduced
"George" to "Gommie" with scarcely concealed
pride and triumph.
A shadow crossed the man's face when Mrs.
Greaves claimed him as an old acquaintance.
"I remember you very well," she said, "years
ago in India. You have not been back there since
those days, have you?"
"No," he answered shortly.
Mrs. Munro fluttered to the rescue. "Mrs.
Greaves's nephew, Guy Greaves, is in your regiment,
you know, George. It was through him,
somehow, that you came across Trixie, wasn't it?"
"I believe I owe him that debt," he said,
smiling; "and no doubt I shall be expected to
remember it when he wants leave out of his turn."
They all laughed rather artificially, and Mrs.
Greaves remarked how curious it was that most
people who had been in India found themselves
linked up in some way or another.
"Your future mother-in-law and I are such very
old friends, and now you are going to marry my
goddaughter, and there is Guy in your regiment.
It all goes round in a circle."
Then she looked at the clock. "Well, I must
be going, or I shall miss my train. Trixie, my
dear, I hope you will be very happy and that you
will try to be a good wife."
"Oh, Gommie, don't be so depressing. Do
say for a change that you hope George will make
a good husband. That is much more to the point.
How could I be happy if he should turn out to
be a tyrant, and beat and ill-use me? You know,
they say it doesn't matter who you marry, because
you are sure to find out afterwards that you have
married somebody else."
Mrs. Greaves, regarding her with godmotherly
affection, as well as with disapproval, thought of
the night at the railway station in India, such
years ago, when Trixie had laughed and chattered
and danced up and down at the window of the
compartment, grabbing her toy, while her parents
were breaking their hearts in farewell. Then she
was only a baby and could not be blamed for her
callousness; yet now at nineteen she seemed almost
as heartless!
"I am sure," said Mrs. Greaves dryly, "that it
will be your own fault if he does beat you, and
that you will richly deserve it."
"Help!" cried Trixie.
Mrs. Greaves addressed herself to Mrs. Munro.
"Now, Ellen, may I go into the kitchen and put
on my own shoes and stockings? They must have
been dry long ago. I only trust your maid has
not allowed them to scorch."
The two ladies left the room, and Trixie looked
at herself appreciatively in the mirror over the
mantelpiece and hummed a gay tune.
"Gommie is a cat," she said carelessly. "She
thinks I am a sort of she-devil, and I am sure she
was longing to tell you dreadful things about my
frivolity, and want of heart, and my general
wickedness."
There was no response, and she turned to
see George Coventry regarding her with serious
eyes.
"Perhaps she would also tell you that I was
hard, and cold, and intolerant," he said brusquely.
"Well, if you are I shall come home again, and
enjoy myself as a grass widow," she laughed.
"Trixie!" he protested; and her youth, her
sweetness, her bright eyes overcame him, rendered
him weak and fatuous. He caught her in his
arms and kissed her passionately; she submitted
with a sort of gracious triumph. He released her
reluctantly. "I wonder," he said, "if I am doing
wrong in taking you? My life is half over, yours
is only just beginning. You have no experience,
and mine has been a hard one. Do you know,
child, that I swore I would never believe in a
woman again? And then you came and conquered,
and made me feel I had everything left
to live for if you would be my wife. Trixie"--his
voice held an agony of doubt--"you won't fail
me? You will keep alive my new-found faith?
You will be a true and loving wife?"
She quailed a little at his vehemence, as though
she had a sudden glimpse of something far more
deep and serious than had yet come within her
knowledge.
"I will try," she faltered, half-frightened. Then
her gay spirit reasserted itself. "But you are not
going to expect me to stay at home and mend your
socks and sew on your buttons the whole time,
are you? I may go to dances, and join in theatricals,
and ride, and play tennis, and enjoy myself
now and then, mayn't I?" She looked at him
mischievously.
He sighed rather hopelessly. "I'm too old for
you, Trixie. I don't dance, and I can't act, though
I certainly can ride and play tennis. I must confess
I prefer staying at home to going out in the
evening, though it will be a different matter now,
altogether, going out with you."
"Oh, you shan't be dragged forth when you
don't want to go," she said, with mock encouragement.
"Guy Greaves can always take me if you
don't feel inclined to turn out. I've known Guy
since we were both children. He's a dear boy,
and he does dance so well. He had tango lessons
when he was at home last summer, and he picked
it up at once."
George Coventry's face darkened. "No other
man will take you out while I am your husband!"
he said violently.
"Oh, George, are you going to be jealous?"
she cried in genuine consternation.
"I shall not be jealous unless you give me
cause," he said heatedly. "But I have no intention
of playing the rôle of the complaisant husband, if
that is what you mean."
"Oh, don't look so horrid and ogreish. If you
can't trust me, you had better say so at once. If
you imagine I am capable of doing anything that
isn't cricket, we'd better agree to end our engagement.
But I thought"--her voice broke and tears
rose in her eyes--"I thought you really cared for
me, and wanted me to be your wife and not your
slave." She turned from him to conceal her tearful
annoyance and agitation.
Instantly he was all remorse and repentance.
"What a brute I am! Trixie, darling, do try to
understand. It's only because I love you so
deeply, so truly, that I can't bear to think of
your having even a pleasure that I can't share
with you. I want all of you, Trixie, all your
confidence and your thoughts, and your moods
and your companionship. My life would be impossible
now without you."
She responded generously. "I know you didn't
mean to be beastly," she said, smiling her forgiveness
at him. "You must take me as I am or leave
me. And don't forget that I am taking you as
you are, too, cross old patch." She gave him a
flippant little kiss on his chin.
Then, with an exclamation of surprise and
pleasure, she noticed the paper cone filled with
violets that had been left on a chair and forgotten
by her mother and Mrs. Greaves in the engrossment
of their converse.
"Oh, delicious things!" She took them up
and smelt them, then held them out to Colonel
Coventry. "How sweet they are! Don't you
love violets? Do violets grow in India, George?"
He recoiled from the fragrance as though it
were some poisonous odour.
"I can't endure them," he said shortly.
Meanwhile, Mrs. Greaves was on her way, in
the rain and the wind, to the station. "If history
doesn't repeat itself," she was reflecting in anxious
forebodement, "I shall be very thankful, but very
much surprised."
When she got home she informed her husband
that Ellen Munro was even a greater fool than she
had always believed her to be.
"What has she been doing now?" he inquired,
without particular interest.
"She has allowed Trixie to get engaged to that
Coventry man we knew a hundred years ago in
India. He is old enough to be her father, and he
divorced his wife for nothing, and never bothered
himself afterwards as to what became of her when
the other man didn't marry her."
"Coventry? But he wasn't at all a bad sort of
fellow!" said Colonel Greaves. "As straight as
they make 'em, and such a good shot, if that is
the man you mean. I remember his wife. Now
she was a fool, if you like; he was far too good
for her."
"You men always stick up for each other,"
protested his wife. "No doubt you are as ready
to praise that horrible man who ruined poor Mrs.
Coventry's life. I can't remember his name at this
moment."
Colonel Greaves wisely made no reply.