“There is only one remedy! One thing alone
can cure us from being ourselves! ...”
“Yes; strictly speaking, the question is not how
to get cured, but how to live.”
—Joseph Conrad,
Lord Jim, p. 225.
After Lafcadio, with the solicitor’s help—Julius acting as
intermediary—had come into the 40,000 francs a year left him by the
late Count Juste-Agénor de Baraglioul, his chief concern was to let no
signs of it appear.
“Off gold plate perhaps,” he had said to himself at the time, “but the
same victuals.”
What he had not considered—or perhaps what he had not yet learned—was
that his victuals for the future would have a different taste. Or, put
it like this: since struggling with his hunger gave him as much pleasure
as indulging his appetite, his resistance—now that he was no longer
pressed by want—began to slacken. To speak plainly, thanks to a
naturally aristocratic disposition he had not allowed himself to be
forced by necessity into committing a single one of those actions—which
he might very well commit now, out of a gambling or a mocking humour,
just for the fun of putting his pleasure before his interest.
In obedience to the Count’s wishes he had not gone into mourning.
A mortifying experience awaited him when he went to replenish his
wardrobe in the shops which had been patronised by his last uncle, the
Marquis de Gesvres. On his mentioning this gentleman’s name as a
recommendation, the tailor pulled out a number of bills which the
Marquis had neglected to pay. Lafcadio had a fastidious dislike to
swindling; he at once pretended that he had come on purpose to settle
the account, and paid ready money for his new clothes. The same
misadventure awaited him at the bootmaker’s. When it came to the
shirtmaker, Lafcadio thought it more prudent to choose another.
“Oh, Uncle de Gesvres, if only I knew your address, it would be a
pleasure to send you your receipted bills,” thought Lafcadio. “You would
despise me for it. No matter! I’m a Baraglioul and from this day
forward, you scamp of a marquis, I dismiss you from my heart.”
There was nothing to keep him in Paris—or to call him elsewhere; he
crossed Italy by short stages, making his way to Brindisi, where he
meant to embark on some liner bound for Java.
He was sitting all alone in a compartment of the train which was
carrying him away from Rome, and contemplating—not without
satisfaction—his hands in their grey doeskin gloves, as they lay on the
rich fawn-coloured plaid, which, in spite of the heat, he had spread
negligently over his knees. Through the soft woollen material of his
travelling-suit he breathed ease and comfort at every pore; his neck was
unconfined in its collar which without being low was unstarched, and
from beneath which the narrow line of a bronze silk neck-tie ran,
slender as a grass-snake, over his pleated shirt. He was at ease in his
skin, at ease in his clothes, at ease in his shoes, which were cut out
of the same doeskin as his gloves; his foot in its elastic prison could
stretch, could bend, could feel itself alive. His beaver hat was pulled
down over his eyes and kept out the landscape; he was smoking dried
juniper, after the Algerian fashion, in a little clay pipe and letting
his thoughts wander at their will. He thought:
“—— The old woman with the little white cloud above her head, who
pointed to it and said: ‘It won’t rain to-day!’ that poor, shrivelled
old woman whose sack I carried on my shoulders” (he had followed his
fancy of travelling on foot for four days across the Apennines, between
Bologna and Florence, and had slept a night at Covigliajo) “and whom I
kissed when we got to the top of the hill ... one of what the curé of
Covigliajo would have called my ‘good actions.’ I could just as easily
have throttled her—my hand would have been steady—when I felt her
dirty wrinkled skin beneath my fingers.... Ah! how caressingly she
stroked and dusted my coat collar and said ‘figlio mio! carino!’ ... I
wonder what made my joy so intense when afterwards—I was still in a
sweat—I lay down on the moss—not smoking though—in the shade of that
big chestnut-tree. I felt as though I could have clasped the whole of
mankind to my heart in my single embrace—or strangled it, for that
matter. Human life! What a paltry thing! And with what alacrity I’d risk
mine if only some deed of gallantry would turn up—something really
rather pleasantly rash and daring!... All the same, I can’t turn
alpinist or aviator.... I wonder what that hidebound old Julius would
advise.... It’s a pity he’s such a stick-in-the-mud! I should have liked
to have a brother.
“Poor Julius! So many writers and so few readers! It’s a fact. People
read less and less nowadays ... to judge by myself, as they say. It’ll
end by some catastrophe—some stupendous catastrophe, reeking with
horror. Printing will be chucked overboard altogether; and it’ll be a
miracle if the best doesn’t sink to the bottom with the worst.
“But the curious thing would be to know what the old woman would have
said if I had begun to squeeze. One imagines what would happen if, but
there’s always a little hiatus through which the unexpected creeps in.
Nothing ever happens exactly as one thinks it’s going to.... That’s what
makes me want to act.... One does so little!... ‘Let all that can be,
be!’ That’s my explanation of the Creation.... In love with what might
be. If I were the Government I should lock myself up.
“Nothing very exciting about the correspondence of that Monsieur Gaspard
Flamand which I claimed as mine at the Poste Restante at Bologna.
Nothing that would have been worth the trouble of returning to him.
“Heavens! how few people one meets whose portmanteau one would care to
ransack!... And yet how few there are from whom one wouldn’t get some
queer reaction if one knew the right word—the right gesture!... A fine
lot of puppets; but, by Jove, one sees the strings too plainly. One
meets no one in the streets nowadays but jackanapes and blockheads. Is
it possible for a decent person—I ask you, Lafcadio—to take such a
farce seriously? No, no! Be off with you! It’s high time! Off to a new
world! Print your foot upon Europe’s soil and take a flying leap. If in
the depths of Borneo’s forests there still remains a belated
anthropopithex, go there and reckon the chances of a future race of
mankind....
“I should have liked to see Protos again. No doubt he’s made tracks for
America. He used to make out that the barbarians of Chicago were the
only persons he esteemed.... Not voluptuous enough for my taste—a pack
of wolves! I’m feline by nature.... Well, enough of that!
“The padre of Covigliajo with his cheery face didn’t look in the least
inclined to deprave the little boy he was talking to. He was certainly
in charge of him. I should have liked to make friends with him—not with
the curé, my word!—but with the little boy.
“How beautiful his eyes were when he raised them to mine! He was as
anxious and as afraid to meet my look as I his—but I looked away at
once. He was barely five years younger than I. Yes, between fourteen and
sixteen—not more. What was I at that age? A stripling[H] full of
covetousness, whom I should like to meet now; I think I should take a
great fancy to myself.... Faby was quite abashed at first to feel that
he had fallen in love with me; it was a good thing he made a clean
breast of it to my mother; after that he felt lighterhearted. But how
irritated I was by his self-restraint! Later on in the Aures, when I
told him about it under the tent, we had a good laugh together.... I
should like to see him again; it’s a pity he’s dead. Well, enough of
that!
“The truth is, I hoped the curé would dislike me. I tried to think of
disagreeable things to say to him—I could hit on nothing that wasn’t
charming. It’s wonderful how hard I find it not to be fascinating. Yet I
really can’t stain my face with walnut juice, as Carola recommended, or
start eating garlic.... Ah! don’t let me think of that poor creature any
more. It’s to her I owe the most mediocre of my pleasures.... Oh!! What
kind of ark can that strange old man have come out of?”
The sliding door into the corridor had just let in Amédée Fleurissoire.
Fleurissoire had travelled in an empty compartment as far as Frosinone.
At that station a middle-aged Italian had got into his carriage and had
begun to stare at him with such glowering eyes that Fleurissoire had
made haste to take himself off.
In the next compartment, Lafcadio’s youthful grace, on the contrary,
attracted him.
“Dear me! What a charming boy!” thought he; “hardly more than a child!
On his holidays, no doubt. How beautifully dressed he is! His eyes look
so candid! Oh, what a relief it will be to be quit of my suspicions for
once! If only he knew French, I should like to talk to him.”
He sat down opposite to him in the corner next the door. Lafcadio turned
up the brim of his hat and began to consider him with a lifeless and
apparently indifferent eye.
“What is there in common between me and that squalid little rat?”
reflected he. “He seems to fancy himself too. What is he smiling at me
like that for? Does he imagine I’m going to embrace him? Is it possible
that there exist women who fondle old men? No doubt he’d be exceedingly
astonished to know that I can read writing or print with perfect
fluency, upside down, or in transparency, or in a looking-glass, or on
blotting-paper—a matter of three months’ training and two years’
practice—all for the love of art. Cadio, my dear boy, the problem is
this: to impinge on that fellow’s fate ... but how?... Oh! I’ll offer
him a cachou. Whether he accepts or not, I shall at any rate hear in
what language.”
“Grazio! Grazio!” said Fleurissoire as he refused.
“Nothing doing with the old dromedary. Let’s go to sleep,” went on
Lafcadio to himself, and pulling the brim of his hat down over his eyes,
he tried to spin a dream out of one of his youthful memories.
He saw himself back at the time when he used to be called Cadio, in that
remote castle in the Carpathians where his mother and he spent two
summers in company with Baldi, the Italian, and Prince Wladimir
Bielkowski. His room is at the end of a passage. This is the first year
he has not slept near his mother.... The bronze door-handle is shaped
like a lion’s head and is held in place by a big nail.... Ah! how
clearly he remembers his sensations!... One night he is aroused from a
deep sleep to see Uncle Wladimir—or is it a dream?—standing by his
bedside, looking more gigantic even than usual—a very nightmare, draped
in the fold of a huge rust-coloured caftan, with his drooping moustache,
and an outrageous night-cap stuck on his head like a Persian bonnet, so
that there seems no end to the length of him. He is holding in his hand
a dark lantern, which he sets down on the table near the bed, beside
Cadio’s watch, pushing aside a bag of marbles to make room for it.
Cadio’s first thought is that his mother is dead or ill. He is on the
point of asking, when Bielkowski puts his finger on his lips and signs
to him to get up. The boy hastily slips on his bathing-wrap, which his
uncle takes from the back of a chair and hands to him—all this with
knitted brows and the look of a person who is not to be trifled with.
But Cadio has such immense faith in Wladi that he hasn’t a moment’s
fear. He pops on his slippers and follows him, full of curiosity at
these goings-on and, as usual, all athrill for amusement.
They step into the passage; Wladimir advances gravely—mysteriously,
carrying the lantern well in front of him; they look as if they are
accomplishing a rite or walking in a procession; Cadio is a little
unsteady on his feet, for he is still dazed with dreaming; but curiosity
soon clears his brains. As they pass his mother’s room, they both stop
for a moment and listen—not a sound! The whole house is fast asleep.
When they reach the landing they hear the snoring of a footman whose
room is in the attics. They go downstairs. Wladi’s stockinged feet drop
on the steps as softly as cotton-wool; at the slightest creak he turns
round, looking so furious that Cadio can hardly keep from laughing. He
points out one particular step and signs to him not to tread on it, with
as much seriousness as if they were really in danger. Cadio takes care
not to spoil his pleasure by asking himself whether these precautions
are necessary, nor what can be the meaning of it all; he enters into the
spirit of the game and slides down the banister, past the step.... He
is so tremendously entertained by Wladi that he would go through fire
and water to follow him.
When they reach the ground floor, they both sit down on the bottom step
for a moment’s breathing-space; Wladi nods his head and gives vent to a
little sigh through his nose, as much as to say: ‘My word! we’ve had a
narrow squeak!’ They start off again. At the drawing-room door, what
redoubled precautions! The lantern, which it is now Cadio’s turn to
hold, lights up the room so queerly that the boy hardly recognises it;
it seems to him fantastically big; a ray of light steals through a chink
in the shutters; everything is plunged in a supernatural calm; he is
reminded of a pond the moment before the stealthy casting of a net; and
he recognises all the familiar objects, each one there in its place—but
for the first time he realises their strangeness.
Wladi goes up to the piano, half opens it and lightly touches two or
three notes with his finger-tips, so as to draw from them the lightest
of sounds. Suddenly the lid slips from his hand and falls with a
terrific din. (The mere recollection of it made Lafcadio jump again.)
Wladi makes a dash at the lantern, muffles it and then crumples up into
an arm-chair; Cadio slips under the table; they stay endless minutes,
waiting motionless, listening in the dark ... but no—nothing stirs in
the house; in the distance a dog bays the moon. Then gently, slowly,
Wladi uncovers the lantern.
In the dining-room, with what an air he unlocks the sideboard! The boy
knows well enough it is nothing but a game, but his uncle seems actually
taken in by it himself. He sniffs about as though to scent out where
the best things lie hid; pounces on a bottle of Tokay; pours out two
small glasses full for them to dip their biscuits in; signs to Cadio to
pledge him, with finger on lip; the glasses tinkle faintly as they
touch.... When the midnight feast is over, Wladi sets to work to put
things straight again; he goes with Cadio to rinse the glasses in the
pantry sink, wipes them, corks the bottle, shuts up the biscuit box,
dusts away the crumbs with scrupulous care and gives one last glance to
see that everything is tidy again in the cupboard.... Right you are! Not
the ghost of a trace!
Wladi accompanies Cadio back to his bedroom door and takes leave of him
with a low bow. Cadio picks up his slumbers again where he had left
them, and wonders the next day whether the whole thing wasn’t a dream.
An odd kind of entertainment for a little boy! What would Julius have
thought of it?...
Lafcadio, though his eyes were shut, was not asleep; he could not sleep.
“The old boy over there believes I am asleep,” thought he; “if I were to
take a peek at him through my eyelids, I should see him looking at me.
Protos used to make out that it was particularly difficult to pretend to
be asleep while one was really watching; he claimed that he could always
spot pretended sleep by just that slight quiver of the eyelids ... I’m
repressing now. Protos himself would be taken in....”
The sun meanwhile had set, and Fleurissoire, in sentimental mood, was
gazing at the last gleams of its splendour as they gradually faded from
the sky. Suddenly the electric light that was set in the rounded ceiling
of the railway carriage, blazed out with a vividness that contrasted
brutally with the twilight’s gentle melancholy. Fleurissoire was afraid,
too, that it might disturb his neighbour’s slumbers, and turned the
switch; the result was not total darkness but merely a shifting of the
current from the centre lamp to a dark blue night-light. To
Fleurissoire’s thinking, this was still too bright; he turned the switch
again; the night-light went out, but two side brackets were immediately
turned on, whose glare was even more disagreeable than the centre
light’s; another turn, and the night-light came on again; at this he
gave up.
“Will he never have done fiddling with the light?” thought Lafcadio
impatiently. “What’s he up to now? (No! I’ll not raise my eyelids.) He
is standing up. Can he have taken a fancy to my portmanteau? Bravo! He
has noticed that it isn’t locked. It was a bright idea of mine to have a
complicated lock fitted to it at Milan and then lose the key, so that I
had to have it picked at Bologna! A padlock, at any rate, is easy to
replace.... God damn it! Is he taking off his coat? Oh! all the same,
let’s have a look!”
Fleurissoire, with no eyes for Lafcadio’s portmanteau, was struggling
with his new collar and had taken his coat off, so as to be able to put
the stud in more easily; but the starched linen was as hard as cardboard
and he struggled in vain.
“He doesn’t look happy,” went on Lafcadio to himself. “He must be
suffering from a fistula or some unpleasant complaint of that kind.
Shall I go to his help? He’ll never manage it by himself....”
Yes, though! At last the collar yielded to the stud. Fleurissoire then
took up his tie, which he had placed on the seat beside his hat, his
coat and his cuffs, and going up to the door of the carriage, looked at
himself in the window-pane, endeavouring, like Narcissus in the water,
to distinguish his reflection from the surrounding landscape.
“He can’t see.”
Lafcadio turned on the light. The train at that moment was running
alongside a bank, which could be seen through the window, illuminated by
the light cast upon it from one after another of the compartments of the
train; a procession of brilliant squares was thus formed which danced
along beside the railroad and suffered, each one in its turn, the same
distortions, according to the irregularities of the ground. In the
middle of one of these squares danced Fleurissoire’s grotesque shadow;
the others were empty.
“Who would see?” thought Lafcadio. “There—just to my hand—under my
hand, this double fastening, which I can easily undo; the door would
suddenly give way and he would topple out; the slightest push would do
it; he would fall into the darkness like a stone; one wouldn’t even hear
a scream.... And off to-morrow to the East!... Who would know?”
The tie—a little ready-made sailor knot—was put on by now and
Fleurissoire had taken up one of the cuffs and was arranging it upon his
right wrist, examining, as he did so, the photograph above his seat,
which represented some palace by the sea, and was one of four that
adorned the compartment.
“A crime without a motive,” went on Lafcadio, “what a puzzle for the
police! As to that, however, going along beside this blessed bank,
anybody in the next-door compartment might notice the door open and the
old blighter’s shadow pitch out. The corridor curtains, at any rate, are
drawn.... It’s not so much about events that I’m curious, as about
myself. There’s many a man thinks he’s capable of anything, who draws
back when it comes to the point.... What a gulf between the imagination
and the deed!... And no more right to take back one’s move than at
chess. Pooh! If one could foresee all the risks, there’d be no interest
in the game!... Between the imagination of a deed and.... Hullo! the
bank’s come to an end. Here we are on a bridge, I think; a river....”
The window-pane had now turned black and the reflections in it became
more distinct. Fleurissoire leant forward to straighten his tie.
“Here, just under my hand the double fastening—now that he’s looking
away and not paying attention—upon my soul, it’s easier to undo than I
thought. If I can count up to twelve, without hurrying, before I see a
light in the country-side, the dromedary is saved. Here goes! One, two,
three, four (slowly! slowly!), five, six, seven, eight, nine ... a
light!...”
Fleurissoire did not utter a single cry. When he felt Lafcadio’s push
and found himself facing the gulf which suddenly opened in front of him,
he made a great sweep with his arm to save himself; his left hand
clutched at the smooth framework of the door, while, as he half turned
round, he flung his right well behind him and over Lafcadio’s head,
sending his second cuff, which he had been in the act of putting on,
spinning to the other end of the carriage, where it rolled underneath
the seat.
Lafcadio felt a horrible claw descend upon the back of his neck, lowered
his head and gave another push, more impatient than the first; this was
followed by the sensation of nails scraping through his flesh; and after
that, nothing was left for Fleurissoire to catch hold of but the beaver
hat, which he snatched at despairingly and carried away with him in his
fall.
“Now then, let’s keep cool,” said Lafcadio to himself. “I mustn’t slam
the door to; they might hear it in the next carriage.”
He drew the door towards him, in the teeth of the wind, and then shut it
quietly.
“He has left me his frightful sailor hat; in another minute I should
have kicked it after him, but he has taken mine along with him and
that’s enough. That was an excellent precaution of mine—cutting out my
initials.... But there’s the hatter’s name in the crown, and people
don’t order a beaver hat of that kind every day of the week.... It can’t
be helped, I’ve played now.... Perhaps they’ll think it an accident....
No, not now that I’ve shut the door.... Stop the train?... Come, come,
Cadio! no touching up! You’ve only yourself to thank.
“To prove now that I’m perfectly self-possessed, I shall begin by quite
quietly seeing what that photograph is the old chap was examining just
now.... Miramar! No desire at all to go and visit that.... It’s
stifling in here.”
He opened the window.
“The old brute has scratched me ... I’m bleeding.... He has made me
very ill. I must bathe it a little; the lavatory is at the end of the
corridor, on the left. Let’s take another handkerchief.”
He reached down his portmanteau from the rack above him and opened it on
the seat, in the place where he had been sitting.
“If I meet anyone in the corridor I must be calm.... No! my heart’s
quiet again. Now for it!... Ah! his coat! I can easily hide it under
mine. Papers in the pocket! Something to while away the time for the
rest of the journey.”
The coat was a poor threadbare affair of a dingy liquorice colour, made
of a harsh-textured and obviously cheap material; Lafcadio thought it
slightly repulsive; he hung it up on a peg in the small lavatory into
which he locked himself; then, bending over the basin, he began to
examine himself in the glass.
There were two ugly furrows on his neck; one, a thin red streak,
starting from the back of his neck, turned leftwards and came to an end
just below the ear; the other and shorter one, was a deep scratch just
above the first; it went straight up towards the ear, the lobe of which
it had reached and slightly torn. It was bleeding, but less than might
have been expected; on the other hand, the pain, which he had hardly
felt at first, began to be pretty sharp. He dipped his handkerchief into
the basin, staunched the blood and then washed the handkerchief. “Not
enough to stain my collar,” thought he, as he put himself to rights;
“all is well.”
He was on the point of going out; just then the engine whistled; a row
of lights passed behind the frosted window-pane of the closet. Capua!
The station was so close to the scene of the accident that the idea of
jumping out, running back in the dark and getting his beaver back again,
flashed, dazzling, on his mind. He regretted his hat, so soft and light
and silky, at once so warm and so cool, so uncrushable, so discreetly
elegant. But it was never his way to lend an undivided ear to his
desires—nor to like yielding—even to himself. More than all, he hated
indecision, and for ten years he had kept on him, like a fetish, one of
a pair of cribbage dice, which Baldi had given him in days gone by; he
never parted from it; it was there, in his waistcoat pocket.
“If I throw six,” he said to himself as he took it out, “I’ll get down.”
He threw five.
“I shall get down all the same. Quick, the victim’s coat!... Now for my
portmanteau....”
He hurried to his compartment.
Ah! how futile seem all exclamations in face of the extravagance of
fact! The more surprising the occurrence, the more simple shall be my
manner of relating it. I will therefore say in plain words, merely
this—when Lafcadio got back to his compartment, his portmanteau was
gone!
He thought at first that he had made a mistake, and went out again into
the corridor.... But no! It was the right place. There was the view of
Miramar.... Well, then? He sprang to the window and could not believe
his eyes. There, on the station platform, and not very far from his
carriage, his portmanteau was calmly proceeding on its way in company of
a strapping fellow who was carrying it off at a leisurely walk.
Lafcadio’s first instinct was to dash after him; as he put out his hand
to open the door, the liquorice coat dropped on to the floor.
“Tut! tut! in another moment I should have put my foot in it.... All the
same, that rascal would go a little quicker if he thought there was a
chance of my coming after him. Can he have seen ...?”
At this moment, as he was leaning his head out of the carriage window, a
drop of blood trickled down his cheek.
“Well! Good-bye to my portmanteau! It can’t be helped! The throw said I
wasn’t to get out here. It was right.”
He shut the door and sat down again.
“There were no papers in my portmanteau and my linen isn’t marked. What
are the risks?... No matter, I’d better sail as soon as possible; it’ll
be a little less amusing perhaps, but a good deal wiser.”
In the meantime the train started again.
“It’s not so much my portmanteau that I regret as my beaver, which I
really should have liked to retrieve. Well! let’s think no more about
it.”
He filled another pipe, lit it, and then, plunging his hand into the
inside pocket of Fleurissoire’s coat, pulled out: a letter from Arnica,
a Cook’s ticket and a large yellow envelope, which he opened.
“Three, four, five, six thousand-franc notes! Of no interest to honest
folk!”
He returned the notes to the envelope and the envelope to the coat
pocket.
But when, a moment later, he examined the Cook’s ticket, Lafcadio’s
brain whirled. On the first page was written the name of Julius de
Baraglioul. “Am I going mad?” he asked himself. “What can he have had
to do with Julius?... A stolen ticket?... No, not possible!... a
borrowed ticket ... must be. Lord! Lord! Perhaps I’ve made a mess of it.
These old gentlemen are sometimes better connected than one thinks....”
Then, his fingers trembling with eagerness, he opened Arnica’s letter.
The circumstances seemed too strange; he found it difficult to fix his
attention; he failed, no doubt, to make out the exact relationship
existing between Julius and the old gentleman, but, at any rate, he
managed to grasp that Julius was in Rome. His mind was made up at once;
an urgent desire to see his brother possessed him—an unbridled
curiosity to find out what kind of repercussion this affair would set up
in that calm and logical mind.
“That’s settled. I shall sleep to-night at Naples, get out my trunk, and
to-morrow morning return by the first train to Rome. It will certainly
be a good deal less wise, but perhaps a little more amusing.”
At Naples Lafcadio went to a hotel near the station; he made a point of
taking his trunk with him, because travellers without luggage are looked
at askance, and because he was anxious not to attract attention; then he
went out to buy a few necessary articles of toilette and another hat
instead of the odious straw (beside which, it was too tight) which
Fleurissoire had left him. He wanted to buy a revolver as well, but was
obliged to put this purchase off, as the shops were already shutting.
The train he took next day started early, arriving in Rome in time for
lunch.
His intention was not to approach Julius until after the newspapers had
appeared with an account of the “crime.” The crime! This word seemed
odd to him, to say the very least; and criminal as applied to himself
totally inappropriate. He preferred adventurer—a word as pliable as
his beaver and as easily twisted to suit his liking.
The morning papers had not yet mentioned the adventure. He awaited the
evening ones with impatience, for he was eager to see Julius and to feel
for himself that the game had begun; until then the time hung heavy on
his hands, as with a child playing at hide-and-seek, who, no doubt,
doesn’t want to be found, but wants, at any rate, to be sure he is being
looked for. The vagueness of this state was one with which he was not as
yet familiar; and the people he elbowed in the street seemed to him
particularly commonplace, disagreeable and hideous.
When the evening came he bought the Corriere from a newspaper-seller
in the Corso; then he went into a restaurant, but he laid the paper all
folded on the table beside him and forced himself to finish his dinner
without looking at it—out of a kind of bravado, and as though he
thought in this way to put an edge on his desire; then he went out, and
once in the Corso again, he stopped in the light of a shop window,
unfolded the paper and on the second page saw the following head-line:
CRIME, SUICIDE ... OR ACCIDENT
He read the next few paragraphs, which I translate:
Last evening in the railway station at Naples, the company’s
servants found a man’s coat in the rack of a first-class carriage
of the train from Rome. In the inside pocket of this coat, which
is of a dark brown colour, was an unfastened envelope containing
six thousand-franc notes. There were no other papers by which to
identify the missing owner. If there has been foul play, it is
difficult to account for the fact that such a considerable sum of
money should have been left in the victim’s coat; it may, at any
rate, be inferred that the motive was not robbery.
There were no traces of a struggle to be seen in the compartment;
but under one of the seats a man’s shirt-cuff was discovered with
the link attached; this article was in the shape of two cats’
heads, linked together by a small silver-gilt chain, and carved out
of a semi-transparent quartz, known as opalescent feldspar, and
commonly called moonstone by jewellers.
A thorough investigation of the railway line is being made.
Lafcadio crumpled the paper up in his hand.
“What! Carola’s sleeve-links now! The old boy is a regular public
meeting-place!”
He turned the page and read in the stop-press news:
RECENTISSIME
DEAD BODY FOUND ON RAILWAY LINE
Without waiting to read further, Lafcadio hurried to the Grand Hotel. He
slipped his visiting-card into an envelope after adding the following
words underneath his name:
Lafcadio Wluiki
would be glad to know whether Count Julius de Baraglioul is not in
need of a secretary.
He sent it up.
A manservant at last came to where he was waiting in the hall, led him
along various passages and ushered him in to where Julius was sitting.
His first glance showed Lafcadio a copy of the Corriere della Sera,
which had been thrown down in a corner of the room. On a table in the
middle a large, uncorked bottle of eau-de-Cologne was exhaling its
powerful perfume. Julius held out his arms.
“Lafcadio! My dear fellow!... How very glad I am to see you!”
His ruffled hair waved in agitated fashion on his temples; he seemed
strangely excited; in one hand he held a black spotted handkerchief,
with which he fanned himself.
“You are certainly one of the persons I least expected to see, but the
one in the world I was most wanting to talk to this evening.... Was it
Madame Carola who told you I was here?”
“What an odd question!”
“Why! as I’ve just met her.... I’m not sure, though, that she saw me.”
“Carola! Is she in Rome?”
“Didn’t you know?”
“I’ve just this minute arrived from Sicily and you are the first person
I have seen. I’ve no desire to see her.”
“I thought she was looking extremely pretty——”
“You’re not hard to please.”
“I mean, prettier than she did in Paris.”
“Exoticism, no doubt—but if you’re feeling randy....”
“Lafcadio! Such language from you to me isn’t permissible.”
Julius tried to look severe, but only succeeded in pulling a face. He
went on:
“You find me in a great state of agitation. I’m at a turning-point of my
career. My head is burning and I feel, as it were, giddy all over, as if
I were going to evaporate. I have come to Rome for a sociological
congress, and during the three days I’ve spent here I’ve been going
from surprise to surprise. Your arrival is the finishing touch.... I
don’t recognise myself any longer.”
He was striding about the room; suddenly he stopped beside the table,
seized the bottle, poured a stream of scent on to his handkerchief,
applied it like a compress to his forehead and left it there.
“My dear young friend—if you’ll allow me to call you so.... My new
book! I think I’ve got the hang of it. The way in which you spoke to me
of On the Heights in Paris, makes me think that you will not find this
one uninteresting.”
His feet sketched a kind of pirouette; the handkerchief fell to the
ground. Lafcadio hastened to pick it up and, as he was stooping, he felt
Julius’s hand laid gently on his shoulder, just as once before he had
felt Juste-Agénor’s. Lafcadio smiled and raised himself.
“I’ve known you such a short time,” said Julius, “and yet this evening I
can’t help talking to you like a....”
He stopped.
“I’m listening like a brother, Monsieur de Baraglioul,” Lafcadio was
emboldened to take up the words, “—since you allow me to.”
“You see, Lafcadio, in the set which I frequent in Paris—smart people,
and literary people, and ecclesiastics and academicians—there is really
nobody I can speak to—nobody, I mean, to whom I can confide the new
preoccupations which beset me. For I must confess to you that, since our
last meeting, my point of view has completely changed.”
“So much the better,” said Lafcadio impertinently.
“You can’t imagine, because you aren’t in the trade, how an erroneous
system of ethics can hamper the free development of one’s creative
faculties. So nothing is further from my old novels than the one I am
planning now. I used to demand logic and consistency from my characters,
and in order to make quite sure of getting them, I began by demanding
them from myself. It wasn’t natural. We prefer to go deformed and
distorted all our lives rather than not resemble the portrait of
ourselves which we ourselves have first drawn. It’s absurd. We run the
risk of warping what’s best in us.”
Lafcadio continued to smile as he waited for what was to come next,
amused to recognise, at this remove, the effect of his first remarks.
“How shall I put it, Lafcadio? For the first time I see before me a free
field.... Can you understand what that means? A free field!... I say to
myself that it always has been, always will be free, and that up till
now the only things to hinder me have been impure
considerations—questions of a successful career, of public opinion—the
poet’s continual vain hope of reward at the hands of ungrateful judges.
Henceforth I hope for nothing—except from myself—henceforth I hope for
everything from myself—I hope for everything from the man who is
sincere—everything and anything! For now I feel in myself the strangest
possibilities. And as it’s only on paper, I shall boldly let myself go.
We shall see! We shall see!”
He took a deep breath, flung himself back sideways with one
shoulder-blade raised, almost as if a wing were already beginning to
sprout, and as if he were stifling with the weight of fresh
perplexities. He went on incoherently in a lower voice:
“And since the gentlemen of the Academy shut the door in my face, I’ll
give them good cause for it; for they had none—no cause whatever.”
His voice suddenly turned shrill as he emphasised the last words; then
he went on more calmly:
“Well, then, this is what I have imagined.... Are you listening?”
“With my whole soul,” said Lafcadio, still laughing.
“And do you follow me?”
“To the devil himself!”
Julius again soused his handkerchief and sat down in an arm-chair;
Lafcadio sat himself astride on a chair opposite him.
“The hero is to be a young man whom I wish to make a criminal.”
“I see no difficulty in that.”
“Hum! hum!” said Julius, who was not to be done out of his difficulty.
“But since you’re a novelist, once you set about imagining, what’s to
prevent you imagining things just as you choose?”
“The stranger the things I imagine, the more necessary it is to find
motives and explanations for them.”
“It’s easy enough to find motives for crime.”
“No doubt ... but that’s exactly what I don’t want to do. I don’t want a
motive for the crime—all I want is an explanation of the criminal. Yes!
I mean to lead him into committing a crime gratuitously—into wanting to
commit a crime without any motive at all.”
Lafcadio began to prick up his ears.
“We will take him as a mere youth. I mean him to show the elegance of
his nature by this—that he acts almost entirely in play, and as a
matter of course prefers his pleasure to his interest.”
“Rather unusual, I should say,” ventured Lafcadio.
“Yes, isn’t it?” said Julius, enchanted. “Then, we must add that he
takes pleasure in self-control.”
“To the point of dissimulation.”
“We’ll endow him, then, with the love of risk.”
“Bravo!” exclaimed Lafcadio, more and more amused. “If, added to that,
he is a fellow who can lend an ear to the demon of curiosity, I think
your pupil will be done to a turn.”
Progressing in this way by leaps and bounds, each in turn overtaking and
overtaken by the other, one would have likened them to two schoolboys
playing leap-frog.
Julius. First of all, I imagine him training himself. He is an adept
at committing all sorts of petty thefts.
Lafcadio. I’ve often wondered why more aren’t committed. It’s true
that the opportunity of committing them usually occurs only to people
who are free from want and without any particular hankerings.
Julius. Free from want! Yes, I told you so. But the only opportunities
that tempt him are the ones that demand some skill—some cunning.
Lafcadio. And which run him, no doubt, into some danger.
Julius. I said that he enjoys risk. But swindling is odious to him; he
doesn’t want to appropriate things, but finds it amusing to displace
them surreptitiously. He’s as clever at it as a conjurer.
Lafcadio. And, besides, he’s encouraged by impunity.
Julius. Yes, but sometimes vexed by it too. If he isn’t caught, it
must be because the job he set himself was too easy.
Lafcadio. He eggs himself on to take greater risks.
Julius. I make him reason this way....
Lafcadio. Do you really think he reasons?
Julius (continuing). The author of a crime is always found out by the
need he had to commit it.
Lafcadio. We said that he was very clever.
Julius. Yes, and all the cleverer because he acts with perfect
coolness. Just think! A crime that has no motive either of passion or
need! His very reason for committing the crime is just to commit it
without any reason.
Lafcadio. You reason about his crime—he merely commits it.
Julius. There is no reason that a man who commits a crime without
reason should be considered a criminal.
Lafcadio. You’re too subtle. You have carried him to such a pitch that
you have made him what they call “a free man.”
Julius. At the mercy of the first opportunity.
Lafcadio. I’m longing to see him at work. What in the world are you
going to offer him?
Julius. Well, I was still hesitating. Yes, up till this very evening I
was hesitating, and then, this very evening, the latest edition of the
newspaper brought me just exactly the example I was in need of. A
providential stroke! Frightful! Only think of it! My brother-in-law has
just been murdered!
Lafcadio. What! the old fellow in the railway carriage was....
Julius. He was Amédée Fleurissoire. I had just lent him my ticket and
seen him off at the station. An hour before starting he had taken six
thousand francs out of the bank, and as he was carrying them on his
person, he was a little bit anxious as he left me; he had fancies—more
or less gloomy fancies—presentiments. Well, in the train....
But you’ve seen the paper?
Lafcadio. Only the head-lines.
Julius. Listen! I’ll read it to you. (He unfolded the Corriere.)
I’ll translate as I go along.
“This afternoon, in the course of a thorough investigation of the
line between Rome and Naples, the police discovered the body of a
man lying in the dry bed of the Volturno, about five kilometers
from Capua—no doubt the unfortunate owner of the coat that was
found last night in a railway carriage. The body is that of a man
of about fifty years of age. [He looked older than he really was.]
No papers were on him which could give any clue to his identity.
[Thank goodness! That’ll give me time to breathe, at any rate.] He
had apparently been flung out of the railway carriage with
sufficient violence to clear the parapet of the bridge, which is
being repaired at this point and has been replaced by a wooden
railing. [What a style!] The height of the bridge above the river
is about fifteen metres. Death must have been caused by the fall,
as the body bears no trace of other injuries. The man was in his
shirt-sleeves; on his right wrist was a cuff similar to the one
picked up in the railway carriage, but in this case the sleeve-link
is missing. [What’s the matter?]”
Julius stopped. Lafcadio had not been able to suppress a start, for the
idea flashed upon him that the sleeve-link had been removed since the
committing of the crime—Julius went on:
“His left hand was found still clutching a soft felt hat....”
“Soft felt indeed! The barbarians!” murmured Lafcadio.
Julius raised his nose from the paper:
“What are you so astonished at?”
“Nothing! Nothing! Go on!”
“...soft felt hat much too large for his head and which
presumably belongs to the aggressor; the maker’s name has been
carefully removed from the lining, out of which a piece of leather
has been cut of the size and shape of a laurel leaf....”
Lafcadio got up and went behind Julius’s chair so as to read the paper
over his shoulder—and perhaps, too, so as to hide his paleness. There
could no longer be any doubt about it; his crime had been tampered with;
someone else had touched it up; had cut the piece out of the lining—the
unknown person, no doubt, who had carried off his portmanteau.
In the meantime Julius went on reading:
“...which seems to prove the crime was premeditated. [Why this
particular crime? My hero had perhaps merely taken general
precautions just at random....] As soon as the police had made the
necessary notes, the body was removed to Naples for the purposes of
identification. [Yes, I know they have the means there—and the
habit of preserving dead bodies....]”
“Are you quite sure it was he?” Lafcadio’s voice trembled a little.
“Bless my soul! I was expecting him to dinner this evening.”
“Have you informed the police?”
“Not yet. First of all, I must get clear in my own mind a little. I’m in
mourning already, so from that point of view (as regards the dress
question, I mean) there’s no need to bother; but you see, as soon as
the victim’s name is published, I shall have to communicate with the
family, send telegrams, write letters, make arrangements for the
funeral, go to Naples to fetch the body.... Oh! my dear Lafcadio,
there’s this congress I’ve got to attend—would you mind—would you
consent to fetching the body in my place?”
“We’ll see about it.”
“That is, of course, if it won’t upset you too much. In the meantime I’m
sparing my sister-in-law a period of cruel anxiety. She’ll never suspect
from the vague accounts in the newspapers.... But to return to my
subject. Well, then, when I read this paragraph in the paper, I said to
myself: ‘This crime, which I can imagine to myself so easily, which I
can reconstruct, which I can see—I know, I tell you, I know the reason
for which it was committed; I know that if it hadn’t been for the
inducement of the six thousand francs, it would never have been
committed.’”
“But suppose....”
“Yes, yes. Let’s suppose for a moment that there had been no six
thousand francs—or, better still, that the criminal didn’t take
them—why, he’d have been my hero!”
Lafcadio in the meantime had risen; he picked up the paper which Julius
had let fall, and opening it at the second page:
“I see,” he said in as cool a voice as he could muster, “I see that you
haven’t read the latest news. That is exactly what has happened. The
criminal did not take the six thousand francs. Look here! Read this:
‘The motive of the crime, therefore, does not appear to be robbery.’”
Julius snatched the sheet that Lafcadio held out to him, read it
eagerly, then passed his hand over his eyes, then sat down, then got up
abruptly, darted towards Lafcadio, and seizing him with both arms,
exclaimed:
“The motive of the crime not robbery!” and he shook Lafcadio in a kind
of transport. “The motive of the crime not robbery! Why, then”—he
pushed Lafcadio from him, rushed to the other end of the room, fanned
himself, struck his forehead, blew his nose—“Why, then, I know—good
heavens!—I know why the ruffian murdered him.... Oh! my unfortunate
friend! Oh, poor Fleurissoire! So it was true what he said! And I who
thought he was out of his mind! Why, then, it’s appalling!”
Lafcadio awaited the end of this outburst with astonishment; he was a
little irritated; it seemed to him that Julius had no right to evade him
in this manner.
“I thought that was the very thing you....”
“Be quiet! You know nothing about it. And here am I wasting my time with
you, spinning these ridiculous fancies!.... Quick! my stick! my hat!”
“Where are you off to in such a hurry?”
“To inform the police, of course!”
Lafcadio placed himself in front of the door.
“First of all, explain,” said he imperatively. “Upon my soul, anyone
would think you had gone mad.”
“It was just now that I was mad.... Oh, poor Fleurissoire! Oh,
unfortunate friend! Luckless, saintly victim! His death just comes in
time to cut me short in a career of irreverence—of blasphemy. His
sacrifice has brought me to reason. And to think that I laughed at him!”
He had again begun to pace up and down the room; suddenly he stopped and
laying his hat and stick beside the scent bottle on the table, he
planted himself in front of Lafcadio:
“Do you want to know why the ruffian murdered him?”
“I thought it was without a motive.”
“To begin with,” exclaimed Julius furiously, “there’s no such thing as a
crime without a motive. He was got rid of because he was in possession
of a secret ... which he confided to me—an important
secret—over-important for him, indeed. They were afraid of him. That’s
what it was. There!... Oh! it’s all very well for you to laugh—you
understand nothing about matters of faith.” Then, very pale and drawing
himself up to his full height: “I am the inheritor of that secret!”
“Take care! They’ll be afraid of you next.”
“You see how necessary it is to warn the police at once.”
“One more question,” said Lafcadio, stopping him again.
“No! Let me go. I’m in a desperate hurry. You may be certain that the
continual surveillance under which they kept my poor brother and which
terrified him to such a degree, will now be transferred to me—has now
been transferred to me. You have no idea what a crafty set they are.
Those people know everything, I tell you. It’s more important than ever
that you should go and fetch the body instead of me. Now that I’m being
watched as I am, there’s no knowing what mightn’t happen to me.
Lafcadio, my dear fellow”—he clasped his hands imploringly—“I’ve no
head at this moment, but I’ll make enquiries at the Questura as to how
to get a proper authorisation. Where shall I send it to you?”
“I’ll take a room in this hotel. It’ll be more convenient. Good-bye,
till to-morrow. Make haste! Make haste!”
He let Julius go. There was beginning to rise in him a feeling of
profound disgust—a kind of hatred almost, of himself, of Julius, of
everything. He shrugged his shoulders, and then took out of his pocket
the Cook’s ticket, which he had found in Fleurissoire’s coat and which
had the name of Baraglioul written on the first page; he put it on the
table, well in sight, leaning it up against the scent bottle—then
turned out the light and left the room.
Notwithstanding all the precautions he had taken, notwithstanding his
recommendations to the Questura, Julius de Baraglioul did not succeed in
preventing the newspapers from divulging his relationship to the
victim—nor, indeed, from mentioning in so many words the name and
address of his hotel.
That evening, of a truth, he had gone through some incredibly sickening
moments of apprehension, when, on his return from the Questura at
midnight, he had found, placed in a conspicuous position in his room,
the Cook’s ticket which had his name written in it and which he had
lent to Fleurissoire. He had immediately rung the bell and, going out
into the passage, pale and trembling, had begged the waiter to look
under his bed—for he did not dare to look himself. A kind of inquiry,
which he had held on the spot, led to no results; but what confidence
can be placed in the personnel of big hotels?... However, after a good
night’s sleep, behind a solidly bolted door, Julius had woken up more at
ease. He was now under police protection. He wrote a number of letters
and telegrams, which he took to the post himself.
On his return, he was told that a lady had asked for him; she had not
given her name and was waiting for him in the reading-room. Thither
Julius went and was not a little surprised to find Carola.
It was not, however, in the first room that he found her, but in another
which was more retired, smaller and not so well lighted. She was sitting
sideways, at the corner of a distant table, and was absently turning
over the leaves of a photograph album, so as to give herself
countenance. When she saw Julius come in, she rose, looking more
confused than pleased. Beneath the long black cloak she was wearing
could be seen a bodice that was dark, plain and almost in good taste; on
the other hand, her tumultuous hat, in spite of its being black, gave
her away sadly.
“You’ll think me very forward, Monsieur le Comte. I don’t know how I
found courage enough to come to your hotel and ask for you. But you
bowed to me so kindly yesterday.... And, besides, what I have to say is
so important.”
She remained standing on the other side of the table; it was Julius who
drew near; he held out his hand to her over the table, without ceremony.
“To what am I indebted for the pleasure of your visit?”
Carola’s head sunk.
“I know you have just lost....”
Julius did not at first understand; but as Carola took out her
handkerchief and wiped her eyes:
“What! Is it a visit of condolence?”
“I knew Monsieur Fleurissoire,” she went on.
“Really?”
“Oh, I hadn’t known him long, but I was very fond of him. He was such a
dear! so kind!... In fact, it was I who gave him his sleeve-links; you
know, the ones they described in the papers. That’s how I knew it was
he. But I had no idea he was your brother-in-law. It was a great
surprise to me, and you may fancy how pleased I was.... Oh! I beg your
pardon—that wasn’t what I meant to say.”
“Never mind, dear Miss Carola. You meant, no doubt, that you are pleased
to have an opportunity of meeting me again.”
Without answering, Carola buried her face in her handkerchief; her sobs
were convulsive and Julius thought it was his duty to take her hand.
“And so am I,” he said feelingly, “so am I, my dear young lady. Pray
believe....”
“That very morning, before he went out, I told him to be careful. But it
wasn’t his nature.... He was too confiding, you know.”
“A saint, Mademoiselle, a saint!” said Julius fervently, taking out his
handkerchief in his turn.
“Yes, yes, that was just how it struck me,” cried Carola. “At night,
when he thought I was asleep, he used to get up and kneel at the foot of
the bed and....”
This unconscious revelation put the finishing touch to Julius’s
discomposure; he returned the handkerchief to his pocket and, drawing
still nearer:
“Do take your hat off, my dear young lady.”
“No, thank you; it’s not in my way.”
“But it is in mine. Won’t you let me....”
But as Carola unmistakably drew back, he pulled himself together.
“Let me ask you whether you had any special reason for uneasiness?”
“Who? I?”
“Yes; when you told my brother-in-law to be careful, I want to know
whether you had any reason to suppose.... Speak openly; no one comes in
here in the mornings and we can’t be overheard. Do you suspect anyone?”
Carola’s head sank.
“It’s of particular interest to me, you see,” went on Julius with
volubility. “Put yourself in my place. Last night, when I came back from
the Questura, where I had been giving evidence, I found lying on the
table in my room—on the very middle of my table—the railway ticket
with which poor Fleurissoire had travelled. It had my name on it; I know
those circular tickets are not transferable. Quite so; I did wrong to
lend it—but that’s not the point. The very fact of bringing the ticket
back to my room—seizing the opportunity to flout me cynically when I
had gone out for a few minutes—constitutes a challenge—a piece of
bravado—an insult almost—which (I need hardly say) would not disturb
me in the least if I hadn’t good reason to suppose that I am threatened
in my turn. I’ll tell you why. Your poor friend Fleurissoire was in
possession of a secret—an abominable secret—a most dangerous secret—I
didn’t question him about it—I had no desire to hear what it was, but
he had the lamentable imprudence to confide it to me. And now I ask you
again—do you know who the person is who actually went so far as to
commit a murder for the purpose of stifling that secret? Do you know who
he is?”
“Don’t be alarmed, Monsieur le Comte; I gave his name to the police last
night.”
“Mademoiselle Carola, I expected no less of you.”
“He had promised me not to hurt him; he had only to keep his promise and
I would have kept mine. It’s more than I can stand! He may do what he
likes to me—I don’t care!”
Carola was growing more and more excited; Julius passed behind the table
and, drawing near her again:
“We should perhaps be able to talk more comfortably in my room.”
“Oh, Monsieur le Comte,” said Carola, “I’ve told you everything I had to
say; I mustn’t keep you any longer.”
As she went on retreating, she completed the tour of the table and found
herself near the door once more.
“We had better part now, Mademoiselle,” said Julius virtuously and with
the firm determination of appropriating the credit of this resistance.
“Ah! I just wanted to add that if you mean to come to the funeral the
day after to-morrow, it would be better not to recognise me.”
At this they took leave of each other, without having once mentioned the
name of the unsuspected Lafcadio.
Lafcadio was bringing Fleurissoire’s mortal remains back from Naples.
The funeral van which contained them was coupled to the end of the
train, but Lafcadio had not thought it indispensable to travel in it
himself. At the same time a sense of propriety had made him take his
seat—not actually in the next carriage to it, for this contained only
second-class compartments—but at any rate as near the body as was
compatible with travelling first. He had left Rome that morning and was
due back in the evening of the same day. He was reluctant to admit to
himself the new sensation which had taken possession of his soul, for
there was nothing he held in greater disdain than ennui—that secret
malady from which he had hitherto been preserved by the fine
carelessness of his youthful appetites and by the pricks of hard
necessity. He left his compartment with a heart empty of hope and joy
and prowled up and down the whole length of the corridor, harassed by a
kind of ill-defined curiosity and vaguely seeking he knew not what new
and absurd enterprise in which to engage. He no longer thought of
embarking for the East and acknowledged reluctantly that Borneo did not
in the least attract him—nor the rest of Italy either; he could not
feel any interest in the consequences of his adventure; it appeared to
him, in his present mood, compromising and grotesque. He felt resentment
against Fleurissoire for not having defended himself better; his soul
protested against the pitiful creature; he would have liked to wipe him
from his mind.
On the other hand, he would gladly have met that strapping fellow who
had carried off his portmanteau—a fine rascal that! And at Capua he
leant out of the window and searched the deserted platform with his
eyes, as though he hoped to discover him. But would he have recognised
him? He had done no more than catch a distant glimpse of his back as he
disappeared into the darkness. In his mind’s eye he followed him through
the night, saw him reach the river’s bed, find the hideous corpse, rifle
it and, almost as challenge, cut out of the hat—Lafcadio’s own
hat—that little bit of leather which, as the newspapers had elegantly
phrased it, was “of the size and shape of a laurel leaf.” With his
hatter’s address inscribed on it, it was a piece of damning evidence,
and after all Lafcadio was extremely grateful to his bag-snatcher for
having prevented it from falling into the hands of the police. It was,
no doubt, very much to this gentleman’s own interest not to attract
attention to himself, and if, notwithstanding, he thought fit to make
use of his bit of leather, upon my word! a trial of wits with him might
not be unamusing.
The night by this time had fallen. A dining-car waiter made his way
through the length of the train to announce to the first and
second-class passengers that dinner was ready. With no appetite, but at
any rate with the saving prospect of an hour’s occupation before him,
Lafcadio followed the procession, keeping some way behind it. The
dining-car was at the head of the train. The carriages through which
Lafcadio passed were empty; here and there various objects, such as
shawls, pillows, books, papers, were disposed on the seats so as to mark
and reserve the diners’ places. A lawyer’s brief-case caught his eye.
Sure of being last, he stopped in front of the compartment and went in.
In reality he was not attracted by the bag; it was simply as a matter
of conscience that he searched it. On the inner side of the flap, in
unobtrusive gilt letters, was written the name
DEFOUQUEBLIZE
Faculty of Law—Bordeaux
The bag contained two pamphlets on criminal law and six numbers of the
Lawyers’ Journal.
“More fry for the congress! Bah!” thought Lafcadio, as he put everything
back in its place and then hastily joined the little file of passengers
on their way to the restaurant.
A delicate-looking little girl and her mother brought up the rear, both
in deep mourning. Immediately in front of them was a gentleman in a
frock coat, long straight hair and grey whiskers—Monsieur Defouqueblize
apparently, the owner of the brief-bag. Their advance was slow and
unsteady because of the jolting of the train. At the last turn of the
corridor, just as the professor was going to make a dash into the kind
of accordion which connects one carriage with another, an exceptionally
violent bump toppled him over. As he was trying to regain his balance, a
sudden sprawl sent his eye-glasses flying—all their moorings
broken—into the corner of the narrow space left by the corridor in
front of the lavatory door. As he bent down to search for his eyesight,
the lady and little girl passed in front of him. Lafcadio stayed for a
moment or two watching the learned gentleman’s efforts with some
amusement; pitiably at a loss, he was groping vaguely and anxiously
over the floor with both hands; it was as though he were performing the
waddling dance of a plantigrade or, back once more in the days of his
infancy, had suddenly started playing “hunt the slipper.” ...Come,
come, Lafcadio! Listen to your heart! It is not an evil one. Now for a
generous impulse! Go to the poor man’s rescue! Hand him back the
indispensable glasses! He will never find them by himself. His back is
turned to them; in another minute he will smash them. Just then a
violent jerk flung the unhappy man head foremost against the door of the
water-closet; the shock was broken by his top-hat, which was caved in by
the force of the impact and jammed tightly down over his ears. Monsieur
Defouqueblize moaned; rose to his feet; took off his hat. Lafcadio,
meanwhile, having come to the conclusion that the joke had lasted long
enough, picked up the eye-glasses, dropped them like an alms into the
hat, and then fled so as to escape being thanked.
Dinner had begun. Lafcadio seated himself at a table for two, next the
glass door on the right-hand side of the aisle; the place opposite him
was empty; on the left side of the gangway, in the same row as himself,
the widow and her daughter were sitting at a table for four, two seats
of which were unoccupied.
“What mortal dullness exudes from such places as this!” said Lafcadio to
himself, as his listless glance slipped from one to another of the
diners, without finding a face on which to dwell. “Herds of cattle going
through life as if it were a monotonous grind, instead of the
entertainment which it is—or which it might be. How badly dressed they
are! But oh! how much uglier they would be if they were naked! I shall
certainly expire before dessert, if I don’t order some champagne.”
Here the professor entered. He had apparently just been washing his
hands, which had been dirtied by his hunt, and was examining his nails.
A waiter motioned him to sit down beside Lafcadio. The man with the
wine-list was passing from table to table. Lafcadio, without saying a
word, pointed out a Montebello Grand Crémant at twenty francs, while
Monsieur Defouqueblize ordered a bottle of St. Galmier. He was holding
his pince-nez between his finger and thumb, breathing gently on the
glasses and then wiping them with the corner of his napkin. Lafcadio
watched him curiously and wondered at his mole’s eyes blinking under
their swollen eyelids.
“Fortunately he doesn’t know it was I who gave him back his eyesight. If
he begins to thank me, I shall take myself off on the spot.”
The waiter came back with the St. Galmier and the champagne; he first
uncorked the latter and put it down between the two diners. The bottle
was no sooner on the table than Defouqueblize seized hold of it without
noticing which one it was, poured out a glassful and swallowed it at one
gulp. The waiter was going to interfere but Lafcadio stopped him with a
laugh.
“Oh! what on earth is this stuff?” cried Defouqueblize with a frightful
grimace.
“This gentleman’s Montebello,” replied the waiter with dignity. “This
is your St. Galmier! Here!”
He put down the second bottle.
“I’m extremely sorry, Sir.... My eyesight is so bad.... Really, I’m
overcome with....”
“You would greatly oblige me, Sir,” interrupted Lafcadio, “by not
apologising—and even by accepting another glass—if the first was to
your taste, that is.”
“Alas! my dear sir, I must confess that I thought it was horrible and I
can’t think how I came to be so absentminded as to swallow a whole
glassful.... I was so thirsty.... Would you mind telling me whether it’s
very strong wine?... because I must confess that ... I never drink
anything but water.... The slightest drop invariably goes to my head....
Good heavens! Good heavens! What’ll happen to me? Perhaps it would be
more prudent to go back at once to my compartment. I expect I had better
lie down.”
He made as though to get up.
“Stop! Stop! my dear sir,” said Lafcadio, who was beginning to be
amused. “You’d better eat your dinner, on the contrary, and not trouble
about the glass of wine. I will take you back myself later on, if you’re
in need of help; but don’t be alarmed; you haven’t taken enough to turn
the head of a baby.”
“I’ll take your word for it. But really, I don’t know how to.... May I
offer you a little St. Galmier?”
“Thank you very much—will you excuse me if I say I prefer my
champagne?”
“Ah! really! So it was champagne, was it? And ... you are going to drink
all that?”
“Just to give you confidence.”
“You’re exceedingly kind, but in your place I should....”
“Suppose you were to eat your dinner,” interrupted Lafcadio, who was
himself eating and had had enough of Defouqueblize. His attention was
now attracted by the widow.
An Italian certainly. An officer’s widow, no doubt. What modesty in her
bearing! What tenderness in her eyes! How pure a brow! What intelligent
hands! How elegantly dressed and yet how simply!... Lafcadio, when your
heart fails to re-echo to such a blended concord of harmonies, may that
heart have ceased to beat! Her daughter is like her, and even at that
early age, what nobility—half serious, half sad even—tempers the
child’s excessive grace! With what solicitude her mother bends towards
her! Ah! the fiend himself would yield to such beings as these; to such
beings as these, Lafcadio, who can doubt that you would offer your
heart’s devotion?...
At that moment the waiter passed by to change the plates. Lafcadio
allowed his to be carried away before it was half empty, for at that
moment he was gazing at a sight that filled him with sudden stupor—the
widow—the exquisitely refined widow—had bent down towards the side
nearest the aisle, and deftly raising her skirt, with the most natural
movement in the world, had revealed a scarlet stocking and a neatly
turned calf and ankle.
So incongruous was this fiery note that burst into the calm gravity of
the symphony ... could he be dreaming? In the meantime the waiter was
handing round another dish. Lafcadio was on the point of helping
himself; his eyes fell upon his plate, and what he saw there finally did
for him.
There, right in front of him, plain to his sight, in the very middle of
his plate, fallen from God knows where, frightful and unmistakable among
a thousand—don’t doubt it for an instant, Lafcadio—there lies
Carola’s sleeve-link! The sleeve-link which had been missing from
Fleurissoire’s second cuff! The whole thing was becoming a nightmare....
But the waiter is bending over him with the dish. With a sweep of his
hand, Lafcadio wipes his plate and brushes the horrid trinket on to the
table-cloth; he puts his plate back on to the top of it, helps himself
abundantly, fills his glass with champagne, empties it at a draught and
fills it again. For if a man who hasn’t dined is to have drunken
visions.... But no! it was not an hallucination; he hears the squeak of
the link against his plate; he raises his plate, seizes the link, slips
it into his waistcoat pocket beside his watch, feels it again, makes
certain—yes! there it is, safe and sound! But who shall say how it came
on his plate? Who put it there?... Lafcadio looks at Defouqueblize. The
learned gentleman is innocently eating, his nose in his plate. Lafcadio
tries to think of something else; he looks once more at the widow; but
everything about her demeanour and her attire has become proper again
and commonplace; he doesn’t think her as pretty as before; he tries to
imagine afresh the provocative gesture—the red stocking—but he fails;
he tries to imagine afresh the sleeve-link on his plate and if he did
not actually feel it in his pockets, there’s no question but that he
would doubt his senses.... But now he comes to reflect, why did he take
a sleeve-link which doesn’t belong to him? What an admission is implied
by this instinctive and absurd action—what a recognition! How he has
given himself away to the people—whoever they may be—who are watching
him—the police, perhaps! He has walked straight into their booby trap
like a fool. He feels himself grow livid. He turns sharply round;
there, behind the glass door leading into the corridor.... No! no
one.... But a moment ago there may have been someone who saw him! He
forces himself to go on eating, but his teeth clench with vexation.
Unhappy young man! it is not his abominable crime that he regrets, but
this ill-starred impulse.... What has come over the professor now? Why
is he smiling at him?
Defouqueblize had finished eating. He wiped his lips; then with both
elbows on the table, fiddling nervously with his napkin, he began to
look at Lafcadio; his lips worked in an odd sort of grin; at last, as
though unable to contain himself any longer:
“Might I venture to ask for just a little more?”
He pushed his glass timidly towards the almost empty bottle.
Lafcadio, surprised out of his uneasiness and delighted at the
diversion, poured him out the last drops.
“I’m afraid it’s impossible to give you much.... But shall I order some
more?”
“Oh, well, not more than half a bottle then.”
Defouqueblize was obviously elevated and had lost all sense of the
proprieties. Lafcadio, for whom dry champagne had no terrors and who was
amused at the other’s ingenuousness, ordered the waiter to uncork
another bottle of Montebello.
“No, no, not too much,” said Defouqueblize, as with a quavering hand he
raised the glass which Lafcadio succeeded in filling to the brim. “It’s
curious—I thought it so nasty at first. That’s the way with a great
many things which one makes mountains of till one knows more about them.
The fact is, I thought I was drinking St. Galmier, and you see I
thought that for St. Galmier it had a very queer taste. If you were
given St. Galmier now, when you thought you were drinking champagne,
wouldn’t you say: ‘For champagne, it has a very queer taste’?...”
He laughed at his own words, then bending across the table to Lafcadio,
who was laughing too, he went on in a low voice:
“I can’t think why I’m laughing so; it must be the fault of your wine. I
suspect, all the same, it’s rather more heady than you make out. Eh! Eh!
Eh! But you’ll take me back to my carriage? That’s agreed, isn’t it? If
I behave indecently, you’ll know why.”
“When one’s travelling,” hazarded Lafcadio, “there’s no fear of
consequences.”
“Oh!” replied the other at once, “all the things one would do in this
life if there were no fear of consequences, as you justly remark! If one
could only be sure that it wouldn’t lead to anything!... Why, merely
what I’m saying to you just now—which, after all, is nothing but a very
natural reflection—do you think I should venture to utter it without
more disguise, if we were in Bordeaux, now? I say Bordeaux, because
Bordeaux is where I live. I’m known there—respected. Not married, but
well-to-do in a quiet little way; I’m in an honourable walk of
life—Professor of Law at the Faculty of Bordeaux—yes, comparative
criminology, a new chair.... You can see for yourself that when I’m
there, I’m not allowed, actually not allowed, to get tipsy—not even
once in a while, by accident. My life must be respectable. Just fancy!
Supposing one of my pupils were to meet me in the street drunk!...
Respectable! yes—and it mustn’t look as if it were forced; there’s the
rub; one mustn’t make people think: ‘Monsieur Defouqueblize’ (my name,
sir) ‘keeps a tight hand on himself—and a jolly good thing too.’ ...
One must not only never do anything out of the way, one must persuade
other people that one couldn’t do anything out of the way, even with
all the licence in the world—that there’s nothing whatever out of the
way in one, wanting to come out. Is there just a little more wine left?
Only a drop or two, my dear accomplice, only a drop or two.... Such an
opportunity doesn’t come twice in a lifetime. To-morrow, at the congress
in Rome, I shall meet a number of my colleagues—grave, sober fellows,
as tame, as disciplined, as stiffly self-restrained as I shall become
myself, once I get back into harness again. People who are in society,
like you and me, owe it to ourselves to go masked.”
In the meantime the meal was drawing to a close; a waiter went round
collecting the scores and pocketing the tips.
As the car emptied, Defouqueblize’s voice became deeper and louder; at
moments its bursts of sonority made Lafcadio feel almost uncomfortable.
He went on:
“And even if there were no society to restrain us, that little group of
relations and friends whom we can’t bear to displease, would suffice.
They confront our uncivil sincerity with an image of ourselves for which
we are only half responsible—an image which has very little resemblance
to us, but out of whose borders, I tell you, it is indecent to emerge.
At this moment—it’s a fact—I have escaped from my shape—taken flight
out of myself.... Oh! dizzy adventure! Dangerous rapture!... But I’m
boring you to death!”
“You interest me singularly.”
“I keep on talking ... talking! It can’t be helped! Once a professor,
always a professor—even when one’s drunk; and it’s a subject I have at
heart.... But if you’ve finished dinner, perhaps you’ll be so kind as to
give me your arm back to my carriage, while I can still stand on my
legs. I’m afraid if I wait any longer, I mayn’t be able to get up.”
At these words Defouqueblize made a kind of bound as though in an effort
to get out of his chair, but subsided again immediately in a half sprawl
over the table, where, with his head and shoulders flung forward in
Lafcadio’s direction, he went on in a lower, semi-confidential voice:
“This is my thesis: Do you know what is needful to turn an honest man
into a rogue? A change of scene—a moment’s forgetfulness suffice. Yes,
sir, a gap in the memory and sincerity comes out into the open!... a
cessation of continuity—a simple interruption of the current.
Naturally, I don’t say this in my lectures ... but, between ourselves,
what an advantage for the bastard! Just think! a being whose very
existence is owing to an erratic impulse—to a crook in the straight
line!...”
The professor’s voice had again grown loud; the eyes he now fixed on
Lafcadio were peculiar; their glance, which was at times vague and at
times piercing, began to alarm him. Lafcadio wondered now whether the
man’s short sight were not feigned, and that peculiar glance seemed to
him almost familiar. At last, more embarrassed than he cared to own, he
got up and said abruptly:
“Come, Monsieur Defouqueblize, take my arm. Get up. Enough talk!”
Defouqueblize quitted his chair with a lumbering effort. Together they
tottered down the corridor towards the compartment where the professor
had left his brief-bag. Defouqueblize went in first. Lafcadio settled
him in his corner and took his leave. He had already turned his back to
go out, when a great hand fell heavily on his shoulder. He turned
swiftly round. Defouqueblize had sprung to his feet—but was it really
Defouqueblize?—this individual who, in a voice that was at once
mocking, commanding and jubilant, exclaimed:
“You mustn’t desert an old friend like this, Mr. Lafcadio.
What-the-deuceki. No? Really? Trying to make off?”
There remained not a trace of the tipsy, uncanny old professor of a
moment ago in this great strapping stalwart fellow in whom Lafcadio no
longer hesitated to recognise—Protos—a bigger, taller, stouter Protos
who gave an impression of formidable power.
“Ah! it’s you, Protos?” said he, simply. “That’s better. I didn’t
recognise you till this minute.”
For however terrible the reality might be, Lafcadio preferred it to the
grotesque nightmare in which he had been struggling for the last hour.
“Not badly got up, was I? I’d taken special pains for your sake. But all
the same, my dear fellow, it’s you who ought to take to spectacles.
You’ll get into trouble if you’re not cleverer than that at recognising
‘the slim.’”
What half-forgotten memories this catchword the slim aroused in
Cadio’s mind! The slim, in their slang, at the time Protos and he were
schoolboys together, were a genus who, for one reason or another, did
not present to all persons and in all places the same appearance.
According to the boys’ classification, there were many categories of
the “slim,” more or less elegant and praiseworthy; and answering to them
and opposed to them, was the single great family of “the crusted,” whose
members strutted and swaggered through every walk of life, high or low.
Our schoolfellows accepted the following axioms:
1. The slim recognise each other.
2. The crusted do not recognise the slim.
All this came back to Lafcadio; as his nature was to throw himself into
the spirit of the game, whatever it might be, he smiled. Protos went on:
“All the same, it was lucky I happened to turn up the other day, eh?...
Not altogether by accident, maybe. I like keeping an eye on young
novices: they’ve got ideas; they’re enterprising; they’re smart. But
they’re too much inclined to think they can do without advice. Your
handiwork the other night, my dear fellow, was sadly in need of touching
up.... To wear a tile of that kind on one’s head when one’s out on the
job! Was there ever such a notion? With the hatter’s address in the
lining too! Why! you’d have been collared before the week was out. But
when it’s a case of old friends I’ve a feeling heart—and, what’s more,
I’ll prove it. Do you know, I used to be very fond of you, Cadio. I
always thought something might be made of you. With a handsome face like
yours, we could have got round all the women, and, for the matter of
that, God forgive me! bled one or two of the men into the bargain. You
can’t think how glad I was to have news of you at last and to hear you
were coming to Italy. Upon my soul, I was longing to know what had
become of you since the days we used to go and see that little wench of
ours together. You’re not bad-looking even now. Oh! she knew a thing or
two, did Carola!”
Lafcadio’s irritation was becoming more and more manifest—and likewise
his endeavours to hide it; all this amused Protos prodigiously, though
he pretended to notice nothing. He had taken a little round of leather
out of his waistcoat pocket and was now examining it.
“Neatly cut out, eh?”
Lafcadio could have strangled him; he clenched his fists till his nails
dug into his flesh. The other went on with his gibing:
“Damned good of me! Well worth the six thousand francs which—by the
way, will you tell me why you didn’t pocket?”
Lafcadio made a movement of disgust:
“Do you take me for a thief?”
“Look here, my dear boy,” went on Protos quietly, “I’m not very fond of
amateurs and I’d better tell you so at once quite frankly. And you know,
it’s not a bit of use taking up the high and mighty line with me or
playing the simpleton. You show promise—granted!—remarkable promise,
but....”
“Stop your witticisms,” interrupted Lafcadio, whose anger was now
uncontrollable. “What are you driving at? I committed an act of folly
the other day—do you think I need to be told so? Yes! you have a weapon
against me. I won’t ask whether it would be prudent of you, for your own
sake, to use it. You want me to buy back that piece of leather? Very
well, then, say so! Stop laughing and looking at me like that. You want
money? How much?”
His tone was so determined that Protos fell back for a second, but
recovered himself immediately.
“Gently! Gently!” he said. “Have I said anything ill-mannered? We are
talking between friends—coolly. There’s no need to get excited. My
word! Cadio, you’re younger than ever!”
But as he began to stroke his arm gently, Lafcadio jerked himself away.
“Let’s sit down,” went on Protos; “we shall talk more comfortably.”
He settled himself in a corner beside the door into the corridor and put
his feet up on the opposite seat. Lafcadio thought he meant to bar the
exit. Without a doubt Protos was carrying a revolver. He himself was
unarmed. He reflected that if it came to a hand-to-hand struggle, he
would certainly get the worst of it. But if for a moment he had
contemplated flight, curiosity was already getting the upper hand—that
passionate curiosity of his against which nothing—not even his personal
safety—had ever been able to prevail. He sat down.
“Money? Oh, fie!” said Protos. He took a cigar out of his cigar-case and
offered one to Lafcadio, who refused. “Perhaps you mind smoke?... Well,
then, listen to me.” He took two or three puffs at his cigar and then
said very calmly:
“No, no, Lafcadio, my friend, no, it isn’t money I want—it’s obedience.
You don’t seem, my dear boy (excuse my frankness), you don’t seem to
realise quite exactly what your situation is. You must force yourself to
face it boldly. Let me help you a little.
“A youth, then, wished to escape from the social framework that hems us
in; a sympathetic youth—a youth, indeed, entirely after my own
heart—ingenuous and charmingly impulsive—for I don’t suppose there was
much calculation in what he did.... I remember, Cadio, in the old days,
though you were a great dab at figures, you would never consent to keep
an account of your own expenses.... In short, the crusted scheme of
things disgusts you.... I leave it to others to be astonished at
that.... But what astonishes me is that a person as intelligent as
you, Cadio, should have thought it possible to quit a society as simply
as all that, without stepping at the same moment into another; or that
you should have thought it possible for any society to exist without
laws.
“‘Lawless’—do you remember reading that somewhere? ‘Two hawks in the
air, two fishes swimming in the sea, not more lawless than we....’[I] A
fine thing literature! Lafcadio, my friend, learn the law of the slim!”
“You might get on a little.”
“Why hurry? We’ve plenty of time before us. I’m not getting out till
Rome. Lafcadio, my friend, it happens that a crime occasionally escapes
the detectives. I’ll explain you why it is that we are more clever than
they—it’s because our lives are at stake. Where the police fail, we
succeed. Damn it, Lafcadio, you’ve made your choice; the thing’s done
and it’s impossible now for you to escape. I should much prefer you to
be obedient, because I should really be extremely grieved to hand an old
friend like you over to the police. But what’s to be done? For the
future you are in their power—or ours.”
“If you hand me over, you hand yourself over at the same time.”
“I hoped we were speaking seriously. Try and take this in, Lafcadio. The
police collar people who kick up a row; but in Italy they’re glad to
come to terms with ‘the slim.’ ‘Come to terms’—yes, I think that’s the
right expression. I work a bit for the police myself. I’ve a way with
me. I help to keep order. I don’t act on my own—I cause others to act.
“Come, come, Cadio, stop champing at the bit. There’s nothing very
dreadful about my law. You exaggerate these things; so ingenuous—so
impulsive! Do you think it wasn’t out of obedience and just because I
willed it, that you picked up Mademoiselle Venitequa’s sleeve-link off
your plate at dinner? Ah! how thoughtless—how idyllic an action! My
poor Lafcadio, how you cursed yourself for that little action, eh? The
bloody nuisance is that I wasn’t the only one to see it. Pooh! Don’t
take on so; the waiter and the widow and the little girl are all in it
too. Charming people! It lies entirely with you to have them for your
friends. Lafcadio, my friend, be sensible. Do you give in?”
Out of excessive embarrassment perhaps, Lafcadio had taken up the line
of not speaking. He sat stiff—his lips set, his eyes staring straight
in front of him.
Protos went on, with a shrug of his shoulders:
“Rum chap!... and in reality so easy-going!... But perhaps you would
have consented already if I had told you what I expect of you. Lafcadio,
my friend, enlighten my perplexity. How is it that you, whom I left in
such poverty, refrained from picking up a windfall of six thousand
francs dropped at your feet? Does that seem to you natural? Old
Monsieur de Baraglioul, Mademoiselle Venitequa told me, happened to die
the day after Count Julius, his worthy son, came to pay you a visit; and
the evening of the same day you chucked Mademoiselle Venitequa. Since
then your connexion with Count Julius has become ... well! well! let’s
say exceedingly intimate; would you mind explaining why? Lafcadio, my
friend, in old days you were possessed to my knowledge of numerous
uncles; since then your pedigree seems to me to have become slightly
embaragliouled!... No, no, don’t say anything. I’m only joking. But what
is one to suppose?... unless, indeed, you owe your present fortune to
Mr. Julius himself?... in which case, allow me to say, that attractive
as you are, Lafcadio, the affair seems to me considerably more
scandalous still. Whichever way it may be, though, and whatever you let
us conjecture, the thing is clear enough, Lafcadio, my friend, and your
duty is as plain as a pike-staff—you must blackmail Julius. Come, come,
don’t make a fuss! Blackmail is a wholesome institution, necessary for
the maintenance of morale. What! what! are you going to leave me?”
Lafcadio had risen.
“Let me pass!” he cried, striding over Protos’s body. Stretched across
the compartment from one seat to the other, the latter made no movement
to stop him. Lafcadio, astonished at not finding himself detained,
opened the corridor door and, as he went off:
“I’m not running away,” he said. “Don’t be alarmed. You can keep your
eye on me. But anything is better than listening to you any longer.
Excuse me if I prefer the police. Go and inform them. I am ready.”
On that same day the Anthimes arrived from Milan by the evening train.
As they travelled third it was not till they reached Rome that they saw
the Comtesse de Baraglioul and her daughter, who had come from Paris in
a sleeping-car of the same train.
A few hours before the arrival of the telegram announcing Fleurissoire’s
death, the Countess had received a letter from her husband; the Count
had written eloquently of the immense pleasure his unexpected meeting
with Lafcadio had caused him. Doubtless he had not breathed the faintest
word of allusion to that semi-fraternity which, in Julius’s eyes,
invested the young man with a perfidious charm (Julius, faithful to his
father’s commands, had never had any open explanation with his wife, any
more than with Lafcadio himself), but certain hints, certain reticences
had been sufficient to enlighten the Countess; I am not quite sure even
that Julius, who had very little to amuse him in the daily round of his
bourgeois existence, did not find some pleasure in fluttering about the
scandal and singeing the tips of his wings. I am not sure either that
Lafcadio’s presence at Rome, the hope of meeting him again, had not
something—had not a great deal—to do with Genevieve’s decision to
accompany her mother.
Julius was there to meet them at the station. He hurried them back to
the Grand Hotel, without speaking more than a word or two to the
Anthimes, whom he was to meet next day at the funeral. The latter went
to the hotel in the Via Bocca di Leone, where they had stayed for a day
or two during their first visit to Rome.
Marguerite brought the author good news. Not a single hitch remained in
the way of the Academy election; Cardinal André had semi-officially
informed her the day before that there was no need even for the
candidate to pay any further visits; the Academy was advancing to
welcome him with open doors.
“You see!” said Marguerite. “What did I tell you in Paris? Tout vient à
point.... One has nothing to do in this world but to wait.”
“And not to change,” added Julius, with an air of compunction, raising
his wife’s hand to his lips, and not noticing his daughter’s eyes grow
big with contempt as they dwelt on him. “Faithful to you, to my
opinions, to my principles! Perseverance is the most indispensable of
virtues.”
The recollection of his recent wild-goose chase had already faded from
his mind, as well as every opinion that was other than orthodox, and
every intention that was other than proper. Now that he knew the facts,
he recovered his balance without an effort. He was filled with
admiration for the subtle consistency which his mind had shown in its
temporary deviation. It was not he who had changed—it was the Pope!
“On the contrary, my opinions have been extraordinarily consistent,” he
said to himself, “extraordinarily logical. The difficulty is to know
where to draw the line. Poor Fleurissoire perished from having gone
behind the scenes. The simplest course for the simple-minded is to draw
the line at the things they know. It was this hideous secret that killed
him. Knowledge never strengthens any but the strong.... No matter! I am
glad that Carola was able to warn the police. It allows me to meditate
with greater freedom.... All the same, if Armand-Dubois knew that it was
not the real Holy Father who was responsible for his losses and his
exile, what a consolation it would be for him—what an encouragement in
his faith—what a solace and relief! To-morrow, after the funeral, I
must really speak to him.”
The funeral did not attract much of a concourse. Three carriages
followed the hearse. It was raining. In the first carriage came Arnica,
supported by the friendly presence of Blafaphas (as soon as she was out
of mourning, he no doubt married her); they had left Pau together two
days earlier (the thought of abandoning the widow in her grief, of
allowing her to take the long journey all by herself, was intolerable to
Blafaphas; and for what? Had he not gone into mourning like one of the
family? Was any relation in the world equal to a friend like him?), but
on account of their unfortunately missing one of their trains, they
arrived in Rome only a few hours before the ceremony.
In the last carriage were Madame Armand-Dubois with the Countess and her
daughter; in the second, the Count and Anthime Armand-Dubois.
No allusion was made over Fleurissoire’s grave to his unlucky adventure.
But on the way back from the cemetery, as soon as Julius de Baraglioul
was alone with Anthime, he began:
“I promised you I would intercede on your behalf with his Holiness.”
“God is my witness that I never asked you to.”
“True! But I was so outraged by the state of destitution in which the
Church had abandoned you, that I listened only to my own heart.”
“God is my witness that I never complained.”
“I know ... I know ... I was irritated to death by your resignation! And
even—since you insist—I must admit, my dear Anthime, that it seemed to
me a proof of pride rather than sanctity, and the last time I saw you at
Milan that exaggerated resignation of yours struck me really as
savouring more of rebellion than of true piety, and was extremely
distasteful to me as a Christian. God didn’t demand as much of you as
all that! To speak frankly, I was shocked by your attitude.”
“And I, my dear brother—perhaps I too may be allowed to say so now—was
grieved by yours. Wasn’t it you yourself who urged me to rebel and....”
Julius, who was getting heated, interrupted him:
“My own experience has sufficiently proved to myself—and to
others—during the whole course of my career, that it is perfectly
possible to be an excellent Christian, without disdaining the legitimate
advantages of the state of life to which it pleases God to call us. The
fault that I found with your attitude was precisely that its affectation
seemed to give it an appearance of superiority over mine.”
“God is my witness that....”
“Oh, don’t go on calling God to witness!” interrupted Julius again. “God
has nothing to do with it. I am merely explaining that when I say that
your attitude was almost one of rebellion ... I mean what would be
rebellion for me; and what I find fault with is precisely that while you
get credit for submitting to injustice, you leave other people to rebel
for you. As for me, I wouldn’t accept the Church’s being in the wrong;
while you with your air of not letting butter melt in your mouth, really
put her in the wrong. So I made up my mind to complain in your stead.
You’ll see in a moment how right I was to be indignant.”
Julius, on whose forehead the beads of perspiration were beginning to
gather, put his top-hat on his knee.
“Wouldn’t you like a little air?” asked Anthime, as he obligingly
lowered the window on his side.
“So,” went on Julius, “as soon as I got to Rome, I solicited an
audience. It was granted. This step of mine met with the most singular
success....”
“Ah!” said Anthime indifferently.
“Yes, my dear Anthime, for though in reality I obtained nothing of what
I came to ask, at any rate I brought away from my visit an assurance
which ... effectually cleared our Holy Father from all the injurious
suppositions we had been making about him.”
“God is my witness that I never made any injurious suppositions about
our Holy Father.”
“I made them for you. I saw you wronged. I was indignant.”
“Come to the point, Julius. Did you see the Pope?”
“Well, no, then! I didn’t see the Pope,” burst out Julius at last,
containing himself no longer, “but I became possessed of a secret—a
secret which, though almost incredible at first, received sudden
confirmation from our dear Amédée’s death—an appalling—a bewildering
secret—but one from which your faith, dear Anthime, will be able to
draw comfort. You must know, then, that the Pope is innocent of the
injustice of which you were the victim....”
“Tut! I never for a moment doubted it.”
“Listen to me, Anthime—I didn’t see the Pope—because he is not to be
seen. The person who is actually seated on the pontifical throne, who is
obeyed by the Church, who promulgates—the person who spoke to me—the
Pope who is to be seen at the Vatican—the Pope whom I saw—is not the
real one.”
At these words Anthime began to shake all over with a fit of loud
laughter.
“Laugh away! Laugh away!” went on Julius, nettled. “I laughed too, to
begin with. If I had laughed a little less, Fleurissoire would not have
been murdered. Ah! poor dear saint that he was! Poor lamb of a
victim!...” His voice trailed off into sobs.
“What? What? Do you mean to say that this ridiculous story is really
true? Dear me! Dear me!...” said Armand-Dubois, who was disturbed by
Julius’s pathos. “All the same, this must be inquired into....”
“It was for inquiring into it that he met his death.”
“Because if after all I’ve sacrificed my fortune, my position, my
science—if I’ve consented to be made a fool of ...” continued Anthime,
who was gradually becoming excited in his turn.
“But I tell you the real one is in no way responsible for any of that.
The person who made a fool of you is a mere man of straw put up by the
Quirinal.”
“Am I really to believe what you say?”
“If you don’t believe me, you can at any rate believe our poor martyr
here.”
They both remained silent for a few minutes. It had stopped raining; a
ray of sunlight broke through the clouds. The carriage slowly jolted
into Rome.
“In that case, I know what remains for me to do,” went on Anthime in his
most decided voice. “I shall give the whole show away.”
Julius started with horror.
“My dear friend, you terrify me. You’ll get yourself excommunicated for
a certainty.”
“By whom? If it’s by a sham Pope, I don’t care a damn!”
“And I, who thought I should help you to extract some consolatory virtue
out of this secret,” went on Julius, in dismay.
“You’re joking!... And who knows but what Fleurissoire, when he gets to
heaven, won’t find after all that his Almighty isn’t the real God
either?”
“Come, come, my dear Anthime, you’re rambling! As if there could be
two! As if there could be another!”
“It’s all very easy for you to talk—you, who have never in your life
given up anything for Him—you, who profit by everything—true or false.
Oh! I’ve had enough! I want some fresh air!”
He leant out of the window, touched the driver on the shoulder with his
walking-stick and stopped the carriage. Julius prepared to get out with
him.
“No! Let me be! I know all that’s necessary for my purpose. You can put
the rest in a novel. As for me, I shall write to the Grand Master of the
Order this very evening, and to-morrow I shall take up my scientific
reviewing for the Dépêche. Fine fun it’ll be!”
“What!” said Julius, surprised to see that he was limping again. “You’re
lame?”
“Yes, my rheumatism came back a few days ago.”
“Oh, I see! So that’s at the bottom of it!” said Julius, as he sank
back into the corner of the carriage, without looking after him.
Did Protos really intend to give Lafcadio up to the police as he had
threatened? I cannot tell. The event proved at any rate that the police
were not entirely composed of his friends. These gentlemen, who had been
advised by Carola the day before, laid their mousetrap in the Vicolo dei
Vecchierelli; they had long been acquainted with the house and knew that
the upper floor had easy means of communication with the next-door
house, whose exits also they watched.
Protos was not afraid of the detectives; nor of any particular
accusation that might be brought against him; the machinery of the law
inspired him with no terrors; he knew that it would be hard to catch him
out; that he was innocent in reality of any crime and guilty only of
misdemeanours too trifling to be brought home to him. He was therefore
not excessively alarmed when he realised that he was trapped—which he
did very quickly, having a particular flair for nosing out these gentry,
in no matter what disguise.
Hardly more than slightly perplexed, he shut himself up in Carola’s room
and waited for her to come in; he had not seen her since Fleurissoire’s
murder, and was anxious to ask her advice and to leave a few
instructions in the very probable event of his being run in.
Carola, in the meantime, in deference to Julius’s wishes, had not shown
herself in the cemetery. No one knew that, hidden behind a mausoleum and
beneath an umbrella, she was assisting at the melancholy ceremony from
afar. She waited patiently, humbly, until the approach to the newly dug
grave was free; she saw the procession re-form—Julius go off with
Anthime and the carriages drive away in the drizzling rain. Then, in her
turn, she went up to the grave, took out from beneath her cloak a big
bunch of asters, which she put down a little way from the family’s
wreaths; there she stayed for a long time, looking at nothing, thinking
of nothing, and crying instead of praying.
When she returned to the Vicolo dei Vecchierelli, she noticed, indeed,
two unfamiliar figures on the threshold, but without realising that the
house was being watched. She was anxious to rejoin Protos; she did not
for a moment doubt that it was he who had committed the murder, and she
hated him....
A few minutes later the police rushed into the house on hearing her
screams—too late, alas! Protos, exasperated at learning that she had
betrayed him, had already strangled Carola.
This happened about midday. The news came out in the evening papers, and
as the piece of leather cut out of the hat-lining was found in his
possession, his two-fold guilt did not admit of a doubt in anyone’s
mind.
Lafcadio, in the meantime, had spent the hours till evening in a state
of expectancy—of vague fear. It was not the police with whom Protos
had threatened him that he feared, so much as Protos himself, or some
nameless thing or other, against which he no longer attempted to defend
himself. An incomprehensible torpor lay heavy on him—mere fatigue
perhaps; at any rate, he gave up.
The day before, he had seen Julius for barely a moment, when the latter
had come to meet the train from Naples and take over the consignment of
the corpse; then he had tramped the town for hours, trying to walk down
the exasperation that had been left in him by his conversation with
Protos and by the feeling of his dependence.
And yet the news of Protos’s arrest did not bring Lafcadio the relief
that might have been expected. It was almost as though he were
disappointed. Queer creature! As he had deliberately rejected all the
material profits of the crime, so he was unwilling to part with any of
the risks. He could not consent to the game’s coming to an end so soon.
He would gladly—as in the old days when he used to play chess—have
given his adversary a rook; and as though this latest development had
made his victory too easy and taken away all his interest in the match,
he felt that he should never rest content till he had set Fate at
defiance more rashly still.
He dined in a neighbouring trattoria so as not to be obliged to dress.
Directly he had finished his dinner, he returned to the hotel, and as he
was passing the restaurant glass doors he caught sight of Count Julius,
who was sitting at table with his wife and daughter. He had not seen
Genevieve since his first visit and was struck with her beauty. As he
was lingering in the smoking-room, waiting for dinner to be finished, a
servant came in to tell him that the Count had gone upstairs to his
room and was expecting him.
He went in. Julius de Baraglioul was alone. He had changed into a
morning coat.
“So they’ve caught the murderer,” he said at once, putting out his hand.
But Lafcadio did not take it. He remained standing in the embrasure of
the door.
“What murderer?” he asked.
“Why, my brother-in-law’s, of course!”
“I am your brother-in-law’s murderer.”
He said it without a tremor, without altering or lowering his voice,
without making a movement and so naturally that at first Julius did not
understand. Lafcadio was obliged to repeat:
“Your brother-in-law’s murderer has not been arrested, I tell you, for
the good reason that I am your brother-in-law’s murderer.”
If there had been anything fierce about Lafcadio, Julius might perhaps
have taken fright, but he looked a mere child. He seemed younger even
than the first time Julius had met him; his eyes were as limpid, his
voice as clear. He had shut the door, but remained leaning with his back
against it. Julius, standing near the table, sank all of a heap into an
arm-chair.
“My poor boy!” was the first thing he said, “speak lower!... What can
have possessed you? How could you have done such a thing?”
Lafcadio bowed his head. He already regretted having spoken.
“How can I tell? I did it very quickly—just when it came over me.”
“What grudge can you have had against Fleurissoire—worthy, virtuous
man?”
“I don’t know. He didn’t look happy.... What’s the use of wanting me to
explain to you what I can’t explain to myself?”
The silence between them grew increasingly painful; their words broke it
by fits and starts, but each time it closed round them again, heavier,
deeper; and through it, from the big hall of the hotel below, there came
floating up to them snatches of vulgar Neapolitan music. Julius was
picking at a spot of candle grease on the table-cloth with his little
finger-nail, which he kept very long and pointed. He suddenly noticed
that this exquisite nail of his was broken. There was a tear right
across it which spoiled the beautiful pinkness of its polished surface.
How could he have done it? And how came he not to have noticed it
before? In any case, the damage was beyond repair. There was nothing
left for Julius to do but to cut it. His vexation was extreme, for he
took great care of his hands and was particularly attached to this nail,
which he had been long cultivating, and which enhanced and at the same
time drew attention to the elegance of his finger. The scissors were in
his dressing-table drawer and he half rose to get them, but he would
have had to pass in front of Lafcadio; with his usual tact he put off
the delicate operation till later.
“And what do you mean to do now?” he asked.
“I don’t know. Give myself up, perhaps. I shall take the night to think
it over.”
Julius let his arm drop beside his arm-chair, he gazed at Lafcadio for a
moment or two and then in a tone of utter discouragement sighed out:
“And to think that I was beginning to care for you!”
It was said with no unkind intention. Lafcadio could have no doubt of
that; but for all their unconsciousness the words were none the less
cruel and they struck at his very heart. He raised his head and
stiffened himself against the sudden pang of anguish that stabbed him.
He looked at Julius. “Did I really feel almost like his brother only
yesterday?” thought he. His eyes wandered over the room where such a
short time ago he had been able to talk so gaily, in spite of his crime;
the scent bottle was still on the table, almost empty....
“Come, Lafcadio,” went on Julius, “your situation doesn’t seem to me
altogether hopeless. The presumed author of the crime....”
“Yes, I know; he has been arrested,” interrupted Lafcadio dryly. “Are
you going to advise me to allow an innocent man to be condemned in my
place?”
“Innocent? He has just murdered a woman—you knew her too.”
“Very comforting, isn’t it?”
“I don’t mean that exactly, but....”
“You mean he’s just the only person who could denounce me.”
“There’s some hope left still, you see.”
Julius got up, walked to the window, straightened the folds of the
curtain, came back and then leaning forward with his arms folded on the
back of the chair he had just left:
“Lafcadio, I shouldn’t like to part from you without a word of advice.
It lies entirely with you, I’m convinced, to become an honest man again
and to take your place in the world—as far, that is, as your birth
permits.... The Church is there to help you. Come, my lad, a little
courage; go and confess yourself.”
Lafcadio could not suppress a smile.
“I will think over your kind words.” He took a step forward and then:
“No doubt you will prefer not to shake hands with a murderer. But I
should like to thank you for your....”
“Yes, yes,” said Julius with a cordial and distant wave of the hand.
“Good-bye, my lad. I hardly dare say ‘au revoir.’ None the less, if
later on, you....”
“For the present you have nothing further to say to me?”
“Nothing further for the present.”
“Good-bye, Monsieur de Baraglioul.”
Lafcadio bowed gravely and went out.
He went up to his room on the floor above, half undressed and flung
himself on his bed. The end of the day had been very hot and no
freshness had come with the night. His window stood wide open but not a
breath stirred the air; the electric globes of the Piazza dei Termi, far
away on the other side of the garden, shone into his room and filled it
with a diffused and bluish light which might have been the moon’s. He
tried to reflect, but a strange torpor—a despairing numbness—crept
over his mind; it was not of his crime that he thought nor of how to
escape; the only effort he could make was not to hear those dreadful
words of Julius: “I was beginning to care for you.” ...If he himself
did not care for Julius, were those words worth his tears?... Was that
really why he was weeping?... The night was so soft that he felt as
though he had only to let himself go for death to take him. He reached
out for the water bottle by his bed-side, soaked his handkerchief and
held it to his heart, which was hurting him.
“No drink will ever slake again the thirst of my parched heart,” said
he, letting the tears course down his face unchecked, so as to taste
their bitterness to the full on his lips. A line or two of poetry, read
he knew not where and unconsciously remembered, kept singing in his
ears:
“My heart aches and a drowsy numbness pains
My senses....”
He fell into a doze.
Is he dreaming? Or is that a knock at his door? His door, which he
always leaves unlocked at night, opens gently and a slender white figure
comes in. He hears a faint call:
“Lafcadio!... Are you there, Lafcadio?”
And yet, through his half-waking slumber, Lafcadio recognises that
voice. Can it be that he doubts the reality of so gracious an
apparition? Or does he fear that a word, a movement, may put it to
flight?... He keeps silent.
Genevieve de Baraglioul, whose room was next-door to her father’s, had
in spite of herself overheard the whole of the conversation between him
and Lafcadio. An intolerable dread had driven her to his room and when
her call remained unanswered, fully convinced that Lafcadio had killed
himself, she rushed towards the bed and fell sobbing on her knees beside
it.
As she knelt there, Lafcadio raised himself and bent over her with his
whole being drawn towards her, but not daring as yet to put his lips on
the fair forehead he saw gleaming in the darkness. Then Genevieve de
Baraglioul felt all her strength dissolve; throwing back her forehead,
which Lafcadio’s breath was already caressing, and not knowing where to
turn for help against him, save to himself alone:
“Dear friend, have pity,” she cried.
Lafcadio mastered himself at once; drawing back and at the same time
pushing her away:
“Rise, Mademoiselle de Baraglioul,” he said. “Leave me! I am not—I
cannot be your friend.”
Genevieve rose, but she did not move from the side of the bed where
Lafcadio, whom she had thought dead, lay half reclining. She tenderly
touched his burning forehead, as though to convince herself he was still
alive.
“Dear friend,” she said, “I overheard everything you said to my father
this evening. Don’t you understand that that is why I am here?”
Lafcadio half raised himself and looked at her. Her loosened hair fell
about her; her whole face was in the shadow so that he could not see her
eyes but he felt her look enfold him. As though unable to bear its
sweetness, he hid his face in his hands.
“Ah!” he groaned, “why did I meet you so late? What have I done that you
should love me? Why do you speak to me so now when I am no longer free
and no longer worthy to love you?”
She protested sadly:
“It is to you I have come, Lafcadio—to no one else. To you—a criminal.
Lafcadio! How many times have I sighed your name since the first day
when you appeared to me like a hero—indeed, you seemed a little
over-daring ... I must tell you now—I made a secret vow to myself that
I would be yours, from that very moment when I saw you risk your life so
nobly. What has happened since then? Can you really have killed someone?
What have you let yourself become?”
And as Lafcadio shook his head without answering: “Did I not hear my
father say that someone else had been arrested—a ruffian, who had just
committed a murder?... Lafcadio! while there is still time, save
yourself! This very night! Go! Go!”
Then Lafcadio:
“Too late!” he murmured. And as he felt Genevieve’s loosened hair on his
hands, he caught it, pressed it passionately to his eyes, his lips.
“Flight! Is that really what you counsel me? But where can I possibly
fly? Even if I escaped from the police, I could not escape from
myself.... And, besides, you would despise me for escaping.”
“I! Despise you!”
“I lived unconscious; I killed in a dream—a nightmare, in which I have
been struggling ever since.”
“I will save you from it,” she cried.
“What is the use of waking me, if I am to wake a criminal?” He seized
her by the arm: “Can’t you understand that the idea of impunity is
odious to me? What is there left for me to do—if not to give myself up
as soon as it is daybreak?”
“You must give yourself up to God, not to man. Even if my father had not
said it already, I should say so myself now: Lafcadio, the Church is
there to prescribe your penance and to help you back to peace through
repentance.”
Genevieve is right; most certainly the best thing Lafcadio can do now
is to be conveniently submissive; he will realise this sooner or later
and that every other issue is closed to him.... Vexatious, though, that
that milksop of a Julius should have been the first to tell him so.
“Are you repeating that by heart?” said he angrily. “Can it be you
speaking like that?”
He dropped her arm which he had been holding and pushed it from him; and
as Genevieve drew back, there swelled up in him a blind feeling of
resentment against Julius, a desire to get Genevieve away from her
father, to drag her down, to bring her nearer to himself; as he lowered
his eyes he caught the sight of her bare feet in their little silk
slippers.
“Don’t you understand that it’s not remorse that I’m afraid of, but....”
He left the bed, turned away from her and went to the open window; he
was stifling; he leant his forehead against the glass pane and cooled
his burning palms on the iron balustrade; he would have liked to forget
that she was there, that he was near her.
“Mademoiselle de Baraglioul, you have done everything that a young lady
could be expected to do for a criminal—possibly a little more. I thank
you with all my heart. You had better leave me now. Go back to your
father, your duties, your habits.... Good-bye. Who can tell whether I
shall ever see you again? Consider that when I give myself up to-morrow,
it will be to prove myself a little less unworthy of your affection.
Consider that.... No, don’t come nearer.... Do you think that a touch of
your hand would suffice me?”
Genevieve would have braved her father’s anger, the world’s opinion and
its contempt, but at Lafcadio’s icy tones, her heart fails her. Has he
not understood, then, that to come and speak to him like this at night,
to confess her love to him like this, requires courage and resolution on
her part too, and that her love deserves more, maybe, than a mere “thank
you”?... But how can she tell him that she too, up till to-day, has been
living and moving in a dream—a dream from which she escapes only now
and then among her poor children at the hospital, where, binding up
their wounds in sober earnestness, she does seem sometimes to be brought
into contact with a little reality—a petty dream, in which her parents
move beside her, hedged in by all the ludicrous conventions of their
world—and that she can never succeed in taking any of it seriously,
either their behaviour or their opinions, or their ambitions or their
principles, or indeed, their persons themselves? What wonder, then, that
Lafcadio had not taken Fleurissoire seriously? Oh! is it possible that
they should part like this? Love drives her, flings her towards him.
Lafcadio seizes her, clasps her, covers her pale forehead with kisses.
Here begins a new book.
Oh, desire! Oh, palpable and living truth! At your touch the phantoms of
my brain grow dim and vanish.
We will leave our two lovers at cockcrow, at the hour when colour,
warmth and light begin at last to triumph over night. Lafcadio raises
himself from over Genevieve’s sleeping form. But it is not at his love’s
fair face, nor her moist brows, nor pearly eyelids, nor warm parted
lips, nor perfect breasts, nor weary limbs—no, it is at none of all
this that he gazes—but through the wide-open window, at the coming of
dawn and a tree that rustles in the garden.
It will soon be time for Genevieve to leave him; but still he waits;
leaning over her, he listens above her gentle breathing to the vague
rumour of the town as it begins to shake off its torpor. From the
distant barracks a bugle’s call rings out. What! is he going to renounce
life? Does he still, for the sake of Genevieve’s esteem (and already he
esteems her a little less now that she loves him a little more), does he
still think of giving himself up?