MINA LAURY
II
From the final portion of an untitled manuscript which was
completed on January 17th, 1838.
C. W. H.
MINA LAURY
Miss Laury was sitting after breakfast in a small
library. Her desk lay before her and two large
ruled quartos filled with items and figures which she
seemed to be comparing. Behind her chair stood a
tall, well-made, soldierly young man with light hair.
His dress was plain and gentlemanly; the epaulette,
on one shoulder, alone indicated that he occupied an
official capacity. He watched with a fixed look of
attention the movements of the small finger which
ascended in rapid calculation the long columns of
accounts. It was strange to see the absorption of
mind expressed in Miss Laury’s face, the gravity of
her smooth white brow shaded with drooping curls,
the scarcely perceptible and unsmiling movement of
her lips, though those lips in their rosy sweetness
seemed formed only for smiles. An hour or more
lapsed in this employment, the room meantime
continuing in profound silence broken only by an
occasional observation addressed by Miss Laury to
the gentleman behind her concerning the legitimacy
of some item or the absence of some stray farthing
wanted to complete the accuracy of the sum total.
In this balancing of the books she displayed a most
business-like sharpness and strictness. The slightest
fault was detected and remarked on in few words,
but with quick searching glance. However, the
accountant had evidently been accustomed to her
surveillance, for on the whole his books were a
specimen of arithmetical correctness.
‘Very well,’ said Miss Laury, as she closed the
volumes, ‘your accounts do you credit, Mr. O’Neill.
You may tell His Grace that all is quite right.
Your memoranda tally with my own exactly.’
Mr. O’Neill bowed.
‘Thank you, madam. This will bear me out
against Lord Hartford. His lordship lectured me
severely last time he came to inspect Fort Adrian.’
‘What about?’ asked Miss Laury, turning aside
her face to hide the deepening of colour which overspread
it at the mention of Lord Hartford’s name.
‘I can hardly tell you, madam; but his lordship
was in a savage temper. Nothing could please
him. He found fault with everything and everybody. I thought
he scarcely appeared himself, and
that has been the opinion of many lately.’
Miss Laury gently shook her head.
‘You shall not say so, Ryan,’ she replied in a soft
tone of reproof. ‘Lord Hartford has a great many
things to think about, and he is naturally rather
stern. You ought to bear with his tempers.’
‘Necessity has no law, madam,’ replied O’Neill
with a smile, ‘and I must bear with them. But his
lordship is not a popular man in the army. He
orders the lash so unsparingly. We like the Earl of
Arundel ten times better.’
‘Ah,’ said Miss Laury, smiling, ‘you and I are
Westerns, Mr. O’Neill: Irish,—and we favour our
countrymen. But Hartford is a gallant commander.
His men can always trust him. Do not let us be
partial.’
Mr. O’Neill bowed in deference to her opinion, but
smiled at the same time, as if he doubted its justice.
Taking up his books he seemed about to leave the
room. Before he did so, however, he turned and
said:
‘The duke wished me to inform you, madam, that
he would probably be here about four or five o’clock
in the afternoon.’
‘To-day?’ asked Miss Laury in an accent of
surprise.
‘Yes, madam.’
She mused a moment, then said quickly: ‘Very
well, sir.’
Mr. O’Neill now took his leave.
For a long time after the door had closed Miss
Laury sat, with her head on her hand, lost in a tumultuous
flush of ideas and anticipations awakened
by that simple sentence: ‘The duke will be here
to-day.’
The striking of a timepiece aroused her. She
remembered that twenty tasks awaited her direction. Always
active, always employed, it was not
her custom to waste many hours in dreaming. She
rose, closed her desk, and left the quiet library for
busier scenes.
Four o’clock came, and Miss Laury’s foot was
heard on the staircase descending from her chamber.
She crossed the large light passage—an apparition of
feminine elegance and beauty. The robe of black
satin became at once the slender form, which it
enveloped in full and shining folds, and her bright
blooming complexion, which it set off by the contrast of
colour. Glittering through her curls there
was a band of fine diamonds, and drops of the same
pure gems trembled from her small ears. These
ornaments, so regal in their nature, had been the gift
of royalty, and were worn now chiefly for the associations
of soft and happy moments which their gleam
might be supposed to convey. She entered the
drawing-room and stood by the window. From
thence appeared one glimpse of the highroad visible
through the thickening shades of Rivaulx. Even
that was now almost concealed by the frozen mist in
which the approach of twilight was wrapped. All
was very quiet both in the house and in the wood.
A carriage drew near; she heard the sound. She
saw it shoot through the fog; but it was not
Zamorna. No; the driving was neither the driving
of Jehu the son of Nimshi, nor that of Jehu’s postillions.
She had not gazed a minute before her
experienced eye discerned that there was something
wrong with the horses.’ The harness had got
entangled or they were frightened. The coachman
had lost control over them: they were plunging
violently. She rang the bell. A servant entered.
She ordered immediate assistance to be despatched
to the carriage on the road. Two grooms presently
hurried down the drive to execute her commands,
but before they could reach the spot one of the
horses, in its gambols, had slipped on the icy road
and fallen. The others grew more unmanageable,
and presently the carriage lay overturned on the
roadside. One of Miss Laury’s messengers came
back. She threw up the window that she might
communicate with him more readily.
‘Any accident?’ she asked; ‘anybody hurt?’
‘I hope not much, madam.’
‘Who is in the carriage?’
‘Only one lady, and she seems to have fainted.
She looked very white when I opened the door.
What is to be done, madam?’
Miss Laury answered directly: ‘Bring her into
the house. Let the horses be taken to the stables.
And the servants: how many are there?’
‘Three, madam: two postillions and a footman.’
‘Do you know the liveries?’
‘Can’t say, madam. Postillions in grey and
white, footman in plain clothes. Horses frightened
at a drove of Sydenham oxen, they say: very
spirited nags.’
‘Well, you have my orders: bring the lady in
directly, and make the others comfortable.’
‘Yes, madam.’
The groom touched his hat and departed. Miss
Laury shut her window. It was very cold. Not
many minutes elapsed before the lady in the arms of
her own servants was slowly brought up the lawn
and ushered into the drawing-room.
‘Lay her on the sofa,’ said Miss Laury.
She was obeyed. The lady’s travelling-cloak was
carefully removed and a thin figure became apparent in a
dark silk dress. The cushions of down
scarcely sank under the pressure, it was so slight.
Her swoon was now passing off. The genial
warmth of the fire which shone full on her revived
her. Opening her eyes she looked up at Miss Laury,
who was now bending close over her and wetting her
lips with some cordial. Recognizing a stranger she
shyly turned her glance aside and asked for her
servants.
‘They are in the house, madam, and perfectly
safe. But you cannot pursue your journey at
present: the carriage is much broken.’
The lady lay silent. She looked keenly round the
room, and seeing the perfect elegance of its arrangement,
the cheerful and tranquil glow of its hearth-light,
she appeared to grow more composed. Turning
a little on the cushions which supported her, and by
no means looking at Miss Laury, but straight the
other way, she said:
‘To whom am I indebted for this kindness?
Where am I?’
‘In a hospitable country, madam; the Angrians
never turn their backs on strangers.’
‘I know I am in Angria,’ she said quickly, ‘but
where? What is the name of the house? Who
are you?’
Miss Laury coloured slightly; it seemed as if
there was some undefined reluctance to give her real
name.
‘I am only the housekeeper,’ she said. ‘This is
a shooting-lodge belonging to a great Angrian
proprietor.’
‘Who?’ asked the lady, who was not to be put
off by indirect answers.
Again Miss Laury hesitated. She replied hastily:
‘A gentleman of Western extraction: a distant
branch of the great Pakenhams. So at least the
family records say; but they have been long
naturalized in the Kast.’
‘I never heard of them,’ replied the lady.
‘Pakenham! That is not an Angrian name?’
‘Perhaps, madam, you are not particularly acquainted with
this part of the country?’
‘I know Hawkscliffe,’ said the lady, ‘and your
house is on the very borders, within the Royal
Liberties; is it not?’
‘Yes, madam. It stood there before the great
duke bought up the forest manor, and His Majesty
allowed my master to retain this lodge and the
privilege of sporting in the chase.’
‘Well, and you are Mr. Pakenham’s housekeeper?’
‘Yes, madam.’
The lady surveyed Miss Laury with another
furtive side-glance of her large majestic eyes. Those
eyes lingered upon the diamond earrings, the
bandeau of brilliants that flashed from between the
clusters of raven curls; then passed over the sweet
face, the exquisite figure of the young housekeeper,
and finally were reverted to the wall with an expression
that spoke volumes. Miss Laury could
have torn the dazzling pendants from her ears.
She was bitterly stung.
In her turn she gazed on her guest. The lady was
but a young creature, though so high and commanding
in her demeanour. She had very small and
feminine features, handsome eyes, a neck of delicate
curve, and fair, long, and graceful little snowy
aristocratic hands, and sandalled feet to match. It
would have been difficult to tell her rank by her
dress. None of those dazzling witnesses appeared
which had betrayed Miss Laury. Any gentleman’s
wife might have worn the gown of dark-blue silk,
the tinted gloves of Parisian kid, and the fairy
sandals of black satin in which she was attired.
‘May I have a room to myself?’ she asked, again
turning her eyes with something of a smile toward
Miss Laury.
‘Certainly, madam; I wish to make you comfortable. Can you
walk upstairs?’
‘Oh, yes!’
She rose from her couch, and leaning on Miss
Laury’s arm in a way that showed she had been
used to that sort of support, they both glided from
the room. Having seen her fair but haughty guest
carefully laid on a stately crimson bed in a quiet and
spacious chamber; having seen her head sink with
all its curls into the pillow of down, her large shy
eyes close under their smooth eyelids, and her little
slender hands fold on her breast in an attitude of
perfect repose, Miss Laury prepared to leave her.
She stirred.
‘Come back a moment,’ she said. She was
obeyed; there was something in her tone of voice
which exacted obedience. ‘I don’t know who you
are;’ she said, ‘but I am very much obliged to you
for your kindness. If my manners are displeasing,
forgive me; I mean no incivility. I suppose you
will wish to know my name: it is Mrs. Irving; my
husband is a minister in the northern kirk; I come
from Sneachiesland. Now you may go!’
Miss Laury did go. Mrs. Irving had testified incredulity
respecting her story, and now she reciprocated that
incredulity. Both ladies were lost in their own
mystification.
Five o’clock now struck. It was nearly dark. A
servant with a taper was lighting up the chandeliers
in the large dining-room where a table spread for
dinner received the kindling lamplight upon a starry
service of silver. It was likewise magnificently
flashed back from a splendid sideboard all arranged
in readiness to receive the great, the expected guest.
Tolerably punctual in keeping an appointment when
he meant to keep it at all, Zamorna entered the
house as the fairy-like voice of a musical clock in the
passage struck out its symphony to the pendulum.
The opening of the front door, a bitter rush of the
night-wind and then the sudden close, and the step
advancing forwards, were the signals of his arrival.
Miss Laury was in the dining-room looking round
and giving the last touch to all things. She just met
her master as he entered. His cold lip pressed to
her forehead and his colder hand clasping hers
brought the sensation which it was her custom of
weeks and months to wait for; and to consider
when attained the ample recompense for all delay,
all toil, all suffering.
‘I am frozen, Mina,’ said he; ‘I came on horseback
for the last four miles; and the night is like Canada.’
Chafing his icy hand to animation between her
own warm supple palms, she answered by the speechless but
expressive look of joy, satisfaction, idolatry,
which filled and overflowed her eyes.
‘What can I do for you, my lord?’ were her first
words as he stood by the fire rubbing his hands
cheerily over the blaze. He laughed.
‘Put your arms round my neck, Mina, and kiss
my cheeks as warm and blooming as your own.’
It gave her a pang to resist the impulse that urged
her to take him at his word; but she put it by, and
only diffidently drew near the armchair into which
he had now thrown himself, and began to smooth
and separate the curls which were matted on his
temples. She noticed as the first smile of salutation
subsided a gloom succeeded on her master’s brow,
which, however he spoke or laughed, afterwards remained
a settled characteristic of his countenance.
‘What visitors are in the house?’ he asked; ‘I
saw the groom rubbing down four black horses
before the stables as I came in. They are not of
the Hawkscliffe stud, I think?’
‘No, my lord. A carriage was overturned at the
lawn gates about an hour since, and as the lady who
was in it was taken out insensible I ordered her to be
brought up here, and her servants accommodated
for the night.’
‘And do you know who the lady is?’ continued
His Grace; ‘the horses are good: first-rate.’
‘She says her name is Mrs. Irving, and that she is
the wife of a Presbyterian minister in the north,
but—’
‘You hardly believe her?’ interrupted the duke.
‘No,’ returned Miss Laury; ‘I must say I took
her for a lady of rank. She has something highly
aristocratic about her manners and aspect, and she
appeared to know a good deal about Angria.’
‘What is she like?’ asked Zamorna; ‘young or
old, handsome or ugly?’
‘She is young, slender, not so tall as I am, and I
should say rather elegant than handsome; very
pale, cold in her demeanour; she has a small mouth
and chin, and a long fair neck.’
‘Humph! A trifle like Lady Stuartville,’ replied
His Majesty. ‘I should not wonder if it is the
countess; but I’ll know. Perhaps you did not say
to whom the house belonged, Mina?’
‘I said,’ replied Mina, smiling, ‘that the owner
of the house was a great Angrian proprietor, a lineal
descendant of the Western Pakenhams, and that I
was his housekeeper.’
‘She would not believe you! Give me your hand,
Mina. You are not so old as I am.’
‘Yes, my lord; I was born on the same day, an
hour after Your Grace.’
‘So I have heard, but it must be a mistake; you
don’t look twenty, and I am twenty-five. Look at
me, Mina, straight, and don’t blush!’
Mina tried to look, but she could not do it without
blushing. She coloured to the temples.
‘Pshaw!’ said His Grace, pushing: her away,
‘my acquaintance of ten years cannot meet my eye
unshrinkingly! Have you lost that ring I once
gave you, Mina?’
‘Which ring, my lord? You have given me
many.’
‘That which I said had the essence of your whole
heart and mind engraven in the stone as a motto.’
‘Fidelity?’ asked Miss Laury; and she held
out her hand with a graven emerald on the forefinger.
‘Right!’ was the reply; ‘is it your motto still?’
And with one of his jealous glances, he seemed
trying to read her conscience. Miss Laury at once
saw that late transactions were not a secret confined
between herself and Lord Hartford. She saw His
Grace was unhinged and strongly inclined to be
savage. She stood and watched him with a sad,
fearful gaze.
‘Well,’ she said, turning away after a long pause,
‘if Your Grace is angry with me I’ve very little to
care about in this world.’
The entrance of servants with the dinner prevented
Zamorna’s answer. As he took his place at
the head of the table, he said to the man who stood
behind him:
‘Give Mr. Pakenham’s compliments to Mrs.
Irving, and say that he will be happy to see her at
his table if she will honour him so far as to be
present there.’
The footman vanished. He returned in five
minutes.
‘Mrs. Irving is too much tired to avail herself of
Mr. Pakenham’s kind invitation at present, but she
will be happy to join him at tea.’
‘Very well,’ said Zamorna. Then looking round:
‘Where is Miss Laury?’
Mina was in the act of gliding from the room, but
she stopped mechanically at his call.
‘Am I to dine alone?’ he asked.
‘Does Your Grace wish me to attend you?’
He answered by rising and leading her to her seat.
He then resumed his own, and dinner commenced.
It was not until after the cloth was withdrawn and
the servants had retired that the duke, whilst he
sipped his single glass of champagne, recommenced
the conversation he had before unpleasantly entered
upon.
‘Come here,’ he said, drawing a chair close to
his side.
Mina never hesitated, never delayed through
bashfulness or any other feeling to comply with his
orders.
‘Now,’ he continued, leaning his head towards
hers and placing his hand on her shoulder, ‘are you
happy, Mina? Do you want anything?’
‘Nothing, my lord.’ She spoke truly; all that
was capable of yielding her happiness on this side of
eternity was at that moment within her reach. The
room was full of calm. The lamps burnt as if they
were listening. The fire sent up no flickering flame,
but diffused a broad, still, glowing light over all
the room. Zamorna touched her; his form and
features filled her eye; his voice her ear; his
presence her whole heart; she was soothed to
perfect happiness.
‘My Fidelity!’ pursued that musical voice, ‘if
thou hast any favour to ask, now is the time. I’m
all concession: as yielding as a lady’s glove.
Come, Mina, what is thy petition? and thy request
even to the half of my kingdom shall be granted!’
‘Nothing,’ again murmured Miss Laury. ‘Oh,
my lord, nothing! What can I want?’
‘Nothing?’ he repeated. ‘What! No reward
for ten years of faith and love and devotion; no
reward for the companionship in six-months’ exile;
no recompense to the little hand that has so often
smoothed my pillow in sickness, to the sweet lips
that have many a time in cool and dewy health
been pressed to a brow of fever; none to the dark
Milesian eyes that ‘once grew dim with watching
through endless nights by my bed of delirium?
Need I speak of the sweetness and fortitude that
cheered sufferings known only to thee and me? of
the devotion that gave me bread when thou wert
dying of hunger? and that scarcely more than a
year since! For all this and much more, must
there be no reward?’
‘I have had it,’ said Miss Laury. ‘I have it now.’
‘But,’ continued the duke, ‘what if I have devised
something worthy of your acceptance? Look
up now and listen to me.’
She did look up, but she speedily looked down
again. Her master’s eye was insupportable; it
burned absolutely with infernal fire! ‘What is he
going to say?’ murmured Miss Laury to herself.
She trembled.
‘I say, love,’ pursued the individual, drawing her
a little closer to him, ‘I will give you as a reward
a husband. Don’t start, now! And that husband
shall be a nobleman; and that nobleman is called
Lord Hartford! Now, stand up and let me look
at you.’
He opened his arms and Miss Laury sprang erect
like a loosened bow.
‘Your Grace is anticipated,’ she said. ‘That
offer has been made me before. Lord Hartford did
it himself three days ago.’
‘And what did you say? Speak the truth now:
subterfuge won’t avail you.’
‘What did I say? I don’t know; it little signifies;
you have rewarded me, my lord, but I cannot
bear this: I feel sick.’
With a deep, short sob, she turned white, and fell
close by the duke, her head against his foot.
This was the first time in her life that Mina Laury
had fainted, but strong health availed nothing
against the deadly struggle which convulsed every
feeling in her nature when she heard her master’s
announcement. She believed him to be perfectly
sincere. She thought he was tired of her and she
could not endure it.
I suppose Zamorna’s first feeling when she fell was
horror; and his next I am tolerably certain was
intense gratification. People say I am not in earnest
when I abuse him, or else I would here insert half a
page of deserved vituperation—deserved and heartfelt as
it is, I will merely relate his conduct without
note or comment.
He took a wax taper from the table and held it
over Miss Laury. Here could be no dissimulation.
She was white as marble and still as stone. In truth
then she did intensely love him, with a devotion that
left no room in her thoughts for one shadow of an
alien image. Do not think, reader, that Zamorna
meant to be so generous as to bestow Miss Laury on
Lord Hartford. No; he was but testing the attachment which
a thousand proofs daily given ought
long ago to have convinced him was undying.
While he yet gazed she began to recover. Her
eyelids stirred and then slowly dawned from beneath
the large black orbs that scarcely met his before they
filled to overflowing with sorrow. Not a gleam of
anger, not a whisper of reproach. Her lips and eyes
spoke together no other language than the simple
words: ‘I cannot leave you!’:
She rose feebly and with effort. The duke
stretched out his hand to assist her. He held to
her lips the scarcely tasted wine.
‘Mina,’ he said, ‘are you collected enough to
hear me?’
‘Yes, my lord.’
‘Then listen. I would much sooner give half,
aye, the whole of my estates to Lord Hartford, than
yourself! What I said just now was only to try
you.’
Miss Laury raised her eyes and sighed like one
awakening from some hideous dream, but she could
not speak.
‘Would I,’ continued the duke, ‘would I resign
the possession of my first love to any hands but my
own? I would far rather see her in her coffin; and
I would lay you there as still, as white, and much
more lifeless than you were stretched just now at my
feet before I would for threat, for entreaty, for purchase,
give to another a glance of your eyes or a
smile from your lips. I know you adore me now,
Mina; for you could not feign that agitation, and
therefore I will tell you what proof I gave yesterday
of my regard for you. Hartford mentioned your
name in my presence, and I avenged the profanation
by a shot which sent him to his bed little better than
a corpse.’
Miss Laury shuddered, but so dark and profound
are the mysteries of human nature, ever allying vice
with virtue, that I fear this bloody proof of her
master’s love brought to her heart more rapture
than horror. She said not a word, for now
Zamorna’s arms were again folded round her, and
again he was soothing her to tranquillity by endearments
and caresses that far away removed all
thought of the world, all past pangs of shame, all
cold doubts, all weariness, all heart-sickness resulting
from hope long deferred. He had told her that
she was his first love, and now she seemed tempted
to believe that she was his only love. Strong-minded
beyond her sex; active, energetic, and
accomplished in all other points of view, here she
was as weak as a child. She lost her identity; her
very life was swallowed up in that of another.
There came a knock to the door. Zamorna rose
and opened it. His valet stood without.
‘Might I speak with Your Grace in the anteroom?’ asked
Monsieur Rosier in somewhat of a
hurried tone. The duke followed him out.
‘What do you want with me, sir? Anything the
matter?’
‘I was walking through the passage two minutes
since when I heard a step on the stairs: a light step
as if of a very small foot. I turned, and there was a
lady coming down.’
‘Well, did you know her?’
‘I did. I stood in the shade, screened by a pillar,
and she passed very near without observing me. I
saw her distinctly, and it was—’
‘Who, sir?’
‘The duchess!’
There was a pause which was closed by a clear and
remarkably prolonged whistle from the duke. He
took a leisurely turn through the room.
‘Mrs. Irving, the wife of a minister in the north!
A satirical hit at myself! What can have brought
her? Anxiety about her invaluable husband!
Could not bear any longer without him: obliged to
set off to see what he was doing. It’s as well Rosier
told me, however. What shall I do? I must not
be angry; she can’t do with that sort of thing just
now.’
Ceasing his soliloquy, the duke turned again to
his valet:
‘Which room did Her Grace go into?’
‘The drawing-room, my lord. She’s there now.’
Zamorna left the room.
Softly unclosing the drawing-room door he perceived the
lady by the hearth. Her back was
towards him, but there could be no mistake. The
whole turn of form, the style of dress, the curled
auburn head: all were attributes but of one person.
He closed the door as noiselessly as he had opened
it and stole forwards. Her attention was absorbed
in a book she had picked up. As he stood unobserved behind
her he could see that her eyes rested
on the flyleaf, where was written in his own hand:
Holy St. Cyprian! thy waters stray
With still and solemn tone;
And fast my bright hours pass away
And somewhat throws a shadow grey,
Even as twilight closes day,
Upon thy waters lone.
Farewell! If I might come again,
Young as I was and free,
And feel once more in every vein
The fire of that first passion reign
Which sorrow could not quench nor pain,
I’d soon return to thee;
But while thy billows seek the main.
That never more may be!
This was dated ‘Mornington, 1829.’
The duchess felt a hand press her shoulder and she
looked up. The force of attraction had its natural
results and she clung to what she saw.
‘Adrian! Adrian!’ was all her lips would utter.
‘Mary! Mary!’ replied the duke, allowing her to
hang about him; ‘what brought you here? Are
you running away: eloping in my absence?’
‘Adrian, why did you leave me? You said you
would come back in a week, and it is eight days since
you left me; do come home!’
‘So you actually have set off in search of a
husband,’ said Zamorna, laughing heartily; ‘and
been overturned and obliged to take shelter in
Pakenham’s shooting-box!’
‘Why are you here, Adrian?’ enquired the
duchess, who was far too much in earnest to join in
his laugh. ‘Who is Pakenham? and who is that
person who calls herself his housekeeper? And why
do you let any one live so near Hawkscliffe without
ever telling me?’
‘I forgot to tell you,’ said His Grace; ‘I’ve
other things to think about when those bright eyes
are looking up to me! As to Pakenham, to tell you
the truth he is a sort of left-hand cousin of your
own, being son to the old admiral, my uncle, in the
south. And his housekeeper is his sister. Voilà
tout. Kiss me now.’
The duchess did kiss him, but it was with a heavy
sigh. The cloud of jealous anxiety hung on her
brow undissipated.
‘Adrian, my heart aches still. Why have you
been staying so long in Angria? Oh, you don’t care
for me! You have never thought how miserably
I have been longing for your return, Adrian!’
She stopped and cried.
‘Mary, recollect yourself,’ said His Grace. ‘I
cannot be always at your feet. You were not so
weak when we were first married. You let me leave
you often then without any jealous remonstrance.’
‘I did not know you so well at that time,’ said
Mary; ‘and if my mind is weakened, all its strength
has gone away in tears and terrors for you. I am
neither so handsome nor so cheerful as I once was.
But you ought to forgive my decay, because you
have caused it.’
‘Low spirits,’ returned Zamorna; ‘looking on
the dark side of matters. God bless me! the
wicked is caught in his own net! Mary, never
again reproach yourself with loss of beauty till I
give the hint first. Believe me now, in that and
every other respect you are just what I wish you
to be. You cannot fade any more than marble can,
at least not in my eyes. And as for your devotion
and tenderness, though I chide its excess sometimes,
because it wastes and bleaches you almost to a
shadow, yet it forms the very firmest chain that
binds me to you. Now, cheer up! To-night you
shall go to Hawkscliffe: it is only five miles off.
To-morrow I will be at the castle before dawn; the
carriage shall be ready; I will put you in, myself
beside you; off we go straight to Verdopolis; and
there for the next three months I will tire you of my
company, morning, noon, and night! Now what
can I promise more?’
By dint of subterfuge and laughter the individual
at last succeeded in getting all things settled to his
mind.
The duchess went to Hawkscliffe that night, and
keeping his promise for once Zamorna accompanied
her to Verdopolis next morning.
• • • • • • •
For a long space of time, ‘Good-bye, reader!’
I have done my best to please you; and though I
know that through feebleness, dulness, and iteration
my work terminates rather in failure than in
triumph, yet you are sure to forgive, for I have done
my best!
C. Brontë,
Haworth,
January 17th, 1838.
THE END