I must now describe the long lake, the rich plains
and the blue mountains, since they were the scene
where Gösta Berling and the other knights of Ekeby
passed their joyous existence.
The lake has its sources far up in the north, and
it is a perfect country for a lake. The forest and
the mountains never cease to collect water for it;
rivulets and brooks stream into it the whole year
round. It has fine white sand to stretch itself over,
headlands and islands to mirror and to look at, river
sprites and sea nymphs have free play room there,
and it quickly grows large and beautiful. There,
in the north, it is smiling and friendly; one needs
but to see it on a summer morning, when it lies half
awake under a veil of mist, to perceive how gay it
is. It plays first for a while, creeps softly, softly,
out of its light covering, so magically beautiful that
one can hardly recognize it; but then it casts from
it, suddenly, the whole covering, and lies there bare
and uncovered and rosy, shining in the morning
light.
But the lake is not content with this life of play;
it draws itself together to a narrow strait, breaks its
way out through the sand-hills to the south, and
seeks out a new kingdom for itself. And such a
one it also finds; it gets larger and more powerful,
has bottomless depths to fill, and a busy landscape
to adorn. And now its water is darker, its shores
less varying, its winds sharper, its whole character
more severe. It has become a stately and magnificent
lake. Many are the ships and the rafts of timber
which pass there; late in the year it finds time
to take its winter rest, rarely before Christmas.
Often is it in peevish mood, when it grows white
with wrath and drags down sailing-boats; but it can
also lie in a dreamy calm and reflect the heavens.
But still farther out into the world will the lake
go, although the mountains become bolder and space
narrower; still farther down it comes, so that it once
again must creep as a narrow strait between sand-bound
shores. Then it broadens out for the third
time, but no longer with the same beauty and
might.
The shores sink down and become tame, gentler
winds blow, the lake takes its winter rest early. It
is still beautiful, but it has lost youth’s giddiness
and manhood’s strength—it is now a lake like any
other. With two arms it gropes after a way to Lake
Vänern, and when that is found it throws itself with
the feebleness of old age over the slopes and goes
with a last thundering leap to rest.
The plain is as long as the lake; but it has no
easy time to find a place between sea and mountain,
all the way from the valley of the basin at the lake’s
northern end, where it first dares to spread itself
out, till it lays itself to easy rest by the Vänern’s
shore. There is no doubt that the plain would
rather follow the shore of the lake, long as it is, but
the mountains give it no peace. The mountains are
mighty granite walls, covered with woods, full of
cliffs difficult to cross, rich in moss and lichen,—in
those old days the home of many wild things.
On the far-stretching ridges one often comes upon
a wet swamp or a pool with dark water. Here and
there is a charcoal kiln or an open patch where timber
and wood have been cut, or a burnt clearing, and
these all bear witness that there is work going on on
the mountains; but as a rule they lie in careless
peace and amuse themselves with watching the lights
and shadows play over their slopes.
And with these mountains the plain, which is
peaceful and rich, and loves work, wages a perpetual
war, in a friendly spirit, however.
“It is quite enough,” says the plain to the mountains;
“if you set up your walls about me, that is
safety enough for me.”
But the mountains will not listen. They send
out long rows of hills and barren table-lands way
down to the lake. They raise great look-out towers
on every promontory, and leave the shores of the
lake so seldom that the plain can but rarely stretch
itself out by the soft, broad sands. But it does not
help to complain.
“You ought to be glad that we stand here,” the
mountains say. “Think of that time before Christmas,
when the icy fogs, day after day, rolled up from
the Löfven. We do you good service.”
The plain complains that it has no space and
an ugly view.
“You are so stupid,” answer the mountains; “if
you could only feel how it is blowing down here by
the lake. One needs at least a granite back and a
fir-tree jacket to withstand it. And, besides, you
can be glad to have us to look at.”
Yes, looking at the mountains, that is just what
the plain is doing. It knows so well all the wonderful
shiftings of light and shade, which pass over
them. It knows how they sink down in the noon-day
heat towards the horizon, low and a dim light-blue,
and in the morning or evening light raise their
venerable heights, clear blue as the sky at noon.
Sometimes the light falls so sharply over them
that they look green or dark-blue, and every separate
fir-tree, each path and cleft, is visible miles
away.
There are places where the mountains draw back
and allow the plain to come forward and gaze at the
lake. But when it sees the lake in its anger, hissing
and spitting like a wild-cat, or sees it covered
with that cold mist which happens when the sea-sprite
is busy with brewing or washing, then it
agrees that the mountains were right, and draws
back to its narrow prison again.
Men have cultivated the beautiful plain time out
of mind, and have built much there. Wherever a
stream in white foaming falls throws itself down the
slope, rose up factories and mills. On the bright,
open places, where the plain came down to the lake,
churches and vicarages were built; but on the edges
of the valley, half-way up the slope, on stony
grounds, where grain would not grow, lie farm-houses
and officers’ quarters, and here and there a
manor.
Still, in the twenties, this district was not nearly
so much cultivated as now. Many were the woods
and lakes and swamps which now can be tilled.
There were not so many people either, and they
earned their living partly by carting and day labor
at the many factories, partly by working at neighboring
places; agriculture could not feed them. At
that time they went dressed in homespun, ate oatcakes,
and were satisfied with a wage of ten cents a
day. Many were in great want; but life was often
made easier for them by a light and glad temper,
and by an inborn handiness and capability.
And all those three, the long lake, the rich plain,
and the blue mountains, made the most beautiful
scenery, and still do, just as the people are still to
this day, strong, brave and intelligent. Great progress
has been made, however, in prosperity and
culture.
May everything go well with those who live far
away by the long lake and the blue mountains! I
shall now recall some of their memories.
Sintram is the name of the wicked master of the
works at Fors, with his clumsy ape-body, and his
long arms, with his bald head and ugly, grinning
face,—he whose delight is to make mischief.
Sintram it is who takes only vagrants and bullies
for workmen, and has only quarrelsome, lying
maids in his service; he who excites dogs to madness
by sticking pins in their noses, and lives happiest
among evil people and fierce beasts.
It is Sintram whose greatest pleasure is to dress
himself up in the foul fiend’s likeness, with horns,
and tail, and cloven hoof, and hairy body, and suddenly
appearing from dark corners, from behind the
stove or the wood-pile, to frighten timid children
and superstitious women.
It is Sintram who delights to change old friendship
to new hate, and to poison the heart with lies.
Sintram is his name—and one day he came to
Ekeby.
Drag the great wood-sledge into the smithy, put
it in the middle of the floor, and lay a cart-bottom
on the frame! There we have a table. Hurrah for
the table; the table is ready!
Come now with chairs, with everything which will
serve for a seat! Come with three-legged stools
and empty boxes! Come with ragged old arm-chairs
without any backs, and push up the runnerless sleigh
and the old coach! Ha, ha, ha, up with the old
coach; it shall be the speaker’s chair!
Just look; one wheel gone, and the whole bottom
out! Only the coach-box is left. The cushion is
thin and worn, its moss stuffing coming through,
the leather is red with age. High as a house is the
old wreck. Prop it up, prop it up, or down it will
come!
Hurrah! Hurrah! It is Christmas eve at Ekeby.
Behind the broad bed’s silken curtains sleep the
major and the major’s wife, sleep and believe that
the bachelors’ wing sleeps. The men-servants and
maids can sleep, heavy with feasting and the bitter
Christmas ale; but not their masters in the bachelors’
wing. How can any one think that the
bachelors’ wing sleeps?
Sleeps, sleeps (oh, child of man, sleeps!), when
the pensioners are awake. The long tongs stand
upright on the floor, with tallow candles in their
claws. From the mammoth kettle of shining copper
flames the blue fire of the burning brandy, high up
to the dark roof. Beerencreutz’s horn-lantern hangs
on the forge-hammer. The yellow punch glows in
the bowl like a bright sun. The pensioners are
celebrating Christmas eve in the smithy.
There is mirth and bustle. Fancy, if the major’s
wife should see them!
What then? Probably she would sit down with
them and empty a bumper. She is a doughty woman;
she’s not afraid of a thundering drinking-song or to
take a hand at kille.[1] The richest woman in Värmland,
as bold as a man, proud as a queen. Songs
she loves, and sounding fiddles, and the hunting-horn.
She likes wine and games of cards, and tables
surrounded by merry guests are her delight. She
likes to see the larder emptied, to have dancing and
merry-making in chamber and hall, and the bachelors’
wing full of pensioners.
See them round about the bowl! Twelve are they,
twelve men. Not butterflies nor dandies, but men
whose fame will not soon die out in Värmland; brave
men and strong.
Not dried-up parchment, nor close-fisted money-bags;
poor men, without a care, gentlemen the whole
day long.
No mother’s darlings, no sleepy masters on their
own estates. Wayfaring men, cheerful men, knights
of a hundred adventures.
Now for many years the bachelors’ wing has stood
empty. Ekeby is no longer the chosen refuge of
homeless gentlemen. Pensioned officers and impoverished
noblemen no longer drive about Värmland
in shaky one-horse vehicles. But let the dead live,
let them rise up in their glad, careless, eternal
youth!
All these notorious men could play on one or
several instruments. All were as full of wit and
humor and conceits and songs as an ant-hill is full
of ants; but each one had his particular great quality,
his much esteemed merit which distinguished
him from the others.
First of all who sit about the bowl will I name
Beerencreutz, the colonel with the great white moustaches,
player of cards, singer of songs; and next
to him, his friend and brother in arms, the silent
major, the great bear hunter, Anders Fuchs; and,
as the third in order, little Ruster, the drummer,
who had been for many years the colonel’s servant,
but had won the rank of pensioner through his skill
in brewing punch and his knowledge of thorough-bass.
Then may be mentioned the old ensign,
Rutger von Örneclou, lady-killer, dressed in stock
and wig and ruffles, and painted like a woman,—he
was one of the most important pensioners; also
Christian Bergh, the mighty captain, who was a
stalwart hero, but as easy to outwit as a giant in the
fairy story. In these two men’s company one often
saw the little, round Master Julius, witty, merry,
and gifted, speaker, painter, songster, and storyteller.
He often had his joke with the gout-crippled
ensign and the dull giant.
There was also the big German Kevenhüller,
inventor of the automatic carriage and the flying-machine,
he whose name still echoes in the murmuring
forests,—a nobleman by birth and in
appearance, with great curled moustaches, a pointed
beard, aquiline nose, and narrow, squinting eyes in
a net of intersecting wrinkles. There sat the great
warrior cousin, Christopher, who never went outside
the walls of the bachelors’ wing unless there was to
be a bear-hunt or some foolhardy adventure; and
beside him Uncle Eberhard, the philosopher, who
had not come to Ekeby for pleasure and play, but in
order to be able, undisturbed by concern for daily
bread, to complete his great work in the science of
sciences.
Last of all, and the best, the gentle Löwenborg,
who sought the good in the world, and understood
little of its ways, and Lilliecrona, the great musician,
who had a good home, and was always longing to
be there, but still remained at Ekeby, for his soul
needed riches and variety to be able to bear life.
These eleven men had all left youth behind them,
and several were in old age; but in the midst of
them was one who was not more than thirty years
old, and still possessed the full, undiminished
strength of his mind and body. It was Gösta Berling,
the Knight of Knights, who alone in himself was a
better speaker, singer, musician, hunter, drinking
companion and card-player than all of the others
together. He possessed all gifts. What a man
the major’s wife had made of him!
Look at him now in the speaker’s chair! The
darkness sinks from the black roof in great festoons
over him. His blond head shines through it like a
young god’s. Slender, beautiful, eager for adventure,
he stands there.
But he is speaking very seriously.
“Gentlemen and brothers, the time passes, the
feast is far advanced, it is time to drink a toast to
the thirteenth at the table!”
“Little brother Gösta,” cries Master Julius, “there
is no thirteenth; we are only twelve.”
“At Ekeby a man dies every year,” continues
Gösta with a more and more gloomy voice. “One
of the guests of the bachelors’ wing dies, one of the
glad, the careless, the eternal youth dies. What of
that? Gentlemen should never be old. Could our
trembling hands not lift a glass, could our quenched
eyes not distinguish the cards, what has life for us,
and what are we for life? One must die of the thirteen
who celebrate Christmas eve in the smithy at
Ekeby; but every year a new one comes to complete
our number; a man, experienced in pleasure, one
who can handle violin and card, must come and make
our company complete. Old butterflies should know
how to die while the summer sun is shining. A
toast to the thirteenth!”
“But, Gösta, we are only twelve,” remonstrate the
pensioners, and do not touch their glasses.
Gösta Berling, whom they called the poet, although
he never wrote verses, continues with unaltered calmness:
“Gentlemen and brothers! Have you forgotten
who you are? You are they who hold pleasure by
force in Värmland. You are they who set the fiddle-bows
going, keep up the dance, make song and music
resound through the land. You know how to keep
your hearts from the love of gold, your hands from
work. If you did not exist the dance would die,
summer die, the roses die, card-playing die, song
die, and in this whole blessed land there would be
nothing but iron and owners of iron-works. Pleasure
lives while you live. For six years have I celebrated
Christmas eve in the Ekeby smithy, and never before
has any one refused to drink to the thirteenth?”
“But, Gösta,” cry they all, “when we are only
twelve how can we drink to the thirteenth?”
“Are we only twelve?” he says. “Why must we
die out from the earth? Shall we be but eleven
next year, but ten the year after. Shall our name
become a legend, our company destroyed? I call
upon him, the thirteenth, for I have stood up to
drink his toast. From the ocean’s depths, from the
bowels of the earth, from heaven, from hell I call
him who shall complete our number.”
Then it rattled in the chimney, then the furnace-door
opened, then the thirteenth came.
He was hairy, with tail and cloven-hoof, with
horns and a pointed beard, and at the sight of him
the pensioners start up with a cry.
But in uncontrollable joy Gösta Berling cries,
“The thirteenth has come—a toast to the thirteenth!”
Yes, he has come, the old enemy of mankind,
come to these foolhardy men who trouble the peace
of the Holy Night. The friend of witches on their
way to hell, who signs his bargains in blood on coal-black
paper, he who danced with the countess at
Ivarsnäs for seven days, and could not be exorcized
by seven priests,—he has come.
In stormy haste thoughts fly through the heads of
the old adventurers at the sight of him. They wonder
for whose sake he is out this night.
Many of them were ready to hurry away in terror,
but they soon saw that the horned one had not come
to carry them down to his dark kingdom, but that
the ring of the cups and their songs had attracted
him. He wished to enjoy a little human pleasure
in this holy night, and cast aside his burden during
this glad time.
Oh, pensioners, pensioners, who of you now remembers
it is the night before Christmas; that even
now angels are singing for the shepherds in the
fields? Children are lying anxious lest they sleep
too soundly, that they may not wake in time for the
beautiful morning worship. Soon it will be time to
light the Christmas candles in the church at Bro,
and far away in the forest homes the young man in
the evening has prepared a resin torch to light his
girl to church. In all the houses the mistress has
placed dip-lights in the windows, ready to light as
the people go by to church. The sexton takes up
the Christmas psalm in his sleep, and the old minister
lies and tries if he has enough voice left to
sing: “Glory be to God on high, on earth peace,
good-will towards men!”
Oh, pensioners, better had it been for you if you
had spent this peaceful night quietly in your beds
than to trouble the company with the Prince of
Darkness.
But they greet him with cries of welcome, as
Gösta had done. A goblet filled with burning
brandy is placed in his hand. They give him the
place of honor at the table, and they look upon him
with gladness, as if his ugly satyr face wore the
delicate features of their youth’s first love.
Beerencreutz invites him to a game of cards, Master
Julius sings his best songs for him, and Örneclou
talks to him of lovely women, those beautiful creatures
who make life sweet.
He enjoys everything, the devil, as with princely
bearing he leans back on the old coach-box, and
with clawed hand lifts the brimming goblet to his
smiling mouth.
But Gösta Berling of course must make a speech
in his honor.
“Your Grace,” he says, “we have long awaited
you here at Ekeby, for you have little access, we
suppose, to any other paradise. Here one can live
without toiling or spinning, as your Grace perhaps
knows. Here roasted ortolans fly into one’s mouth,
and the bitter ale and the sweet brandy flow in
brooks and rivulets. This is a good place, your
Grace! We pensioners have waited for you, I tell
you, for we have never been complete before. See,
we are something finer than we seem; we are the
mighty twelve of the poet, who are of all time. We
were twelve when we steered the world, up there on
Olympus’s cloud-veiled top, and twelve when we
lived like birds in Ygdrasil’s green crown. Wherever
there has been poetry there have we followed.
Did we not sit twelve men strong about King
Arthur’s Round Table, and were there not twelve
paladins at Charlemagne’s court? One of us has
been a Thor, a Jupiter; any one can see that in us
now. They can perceive the divine splendor under
our rags, the lion’s mane under the ass’s head.
Times are bad with us, but if we are there a smithy
becomes Olympus and the bachelors’ wing Valhalla.
“But, your Grace, our number has not been complete.
Every one knows that in the poet’s twelve
there must always be a Loki, a Prometheus. Him
have we been without.”
“Your Grace, I wish you welcome!”
“Hear, hear, hear!” says the evil one; “such a
fine speech, a fine speech indeed! And I, who have
no time to answer. Business, boys, business. I
must be off, otherwise I should so gladly be at your
service in any rôle you like. Thanks for a pleasant
evening, old gossips. We shall meet again.”
Then the pensioners demand where he is going;
and he answers that the noble major’s wife, mistress
of Ekeby, is waiting for him to get her contract
renewed.
Great wonder seizes upon the pensioners.
A harsh and capable woman is she, the major’s
wife at Ekeby. She can lift a barrel of flour on her
broad shoulders. She follows the loads of ore from
the Bergslagen mines, on the long road to Ekeby.
She sleeps like a waggoner on the stable floor, with
a meal-bag under her head. In the winter she will
watch by a charcoal kiln, in the summer follow a
timber-raft down to the Löfven. She is a powerful
woman. She swears like a trooper, and rules over
her seven estates like a king; rules her own parish
and all the neighboring parishes; yes, the whole of
lovely Värmland. But for the homeless gentlemen
she had been like a mother, and therefore they had
closed their ears when slander had whispered to
them that she was in league with the devil.
So they ask him with wonder what kind of a contract
she has made with him.
And he answers them, the black one, that he had
given the major’s wife her seven estates on the condition
that she should send him every year a human
soul.
Oh, the horror which compresses the pensioners’
hearts!
Of course they knew it, but they had not understood
before.
At Ekeby every year, a man dies, one of the guests
in the bachelors’ wing dies, one of the glad, the careless,
the ever young dies. What of that?—gentlemen
may not be old! If their trembling fingers cannot
lift the glass, if their dulled eyes cannot see the
cards, what has life for them, and what are they to
life? Butterflies should know how to die while the
sun is shining.
But now, now for the first time, they grasp its real
meaning.
Woe to that woman! That is why she had given
them so many good meals, why she had let them
drink her bitter ale and her sweet brandy, that they
might reel from the drinking-halls and the card-tables
at Ekeby down to the king of hell,—one a
year, one for each passing year.
Woe to the woman, the witch! Strong men had
come to this Ekeby, had come hither to perish.
For she had destroyed them here. Their brains
were as sponges, dry ashes their lungs, and darkness
their spirit, as they sank back on their death-beds
and were ready for their long journey, hopeless,
soulless, virtueless.
Woe to the woman! So had those died who had
been better men than they, and so should they die.
But not long are they paralyzed by weight of
terror.
“You king of perdition!” they cry, “never again
shall you make a blood-signed contract with that
witch; she shall die! Christian Bergh, the mighty
captain, has thrown over his shoulder the heaviest
sledge-hammer in the smithy. He will bury it to
the handle in the hag’s head. No more souls shall
she sacrifice to you.
“And you, you horned thing, we shall lay you
on the anvil and let the forge-hammer loose. We
shall hold you quiet with tongs under the hammer’s
blows and teach you to go a-hunting for gentlemen’s
souls.”
He is a coward, the devil, as every one knows of
old, and all this talk of the forge-hammer does not
please him at all. He calls Christian Bergh back
and begins to bargain with the pensioners.
“Take the seven estates; take them yourselves,
gentlemen, and give me the major’s wife!”
“Do you think we are as base as she?” cries
Master Julius. “We will have Ekeby and all the
rest, but you must look after the major’s wife
yourself.”
“What does Gösta say? what does Gösta say?”
asks the gentle Löwenborg. “Gösta Berling must
speak. We must hear what he thinks of this important
matter.”
“It is madness,” says Gösta Berling. “Gentlemen,
don’t let him make fools of you! What are
you all against the major’s wife? It may fare as it
will with our souls, but with my consent we will not
be such ungrateful wretches as to act like rascals
and traitors. I have eaten her food for too many
years to deceive her now.”
“Yes, you can go to hell, Gösta, if you wish! We
would rather rule at Ekeby.”
“But are you all raving, or have you drunk away
your wits? Do you believe it is true? Do you believe
that that thing is the devil? Don’t you see that
it’s all a confounded lie?”
“Tut, tut, tut,” says the black one; “he does not
see that he will soon be ready, and yet he has been
seven years at Ekeby. He does not see how far
advanced he is.”
“Begone, man! I myself have helped to shove
you into the oven there.”
“As if that made any difference; as if I were not
as good a devil as another. Yes, yes, Gösta Berling,
you are in for it. You have improved, indeed, under
her treatment.”
“It was she who saved me,” says Gösta. “What
had I been without her?”
“As if she did not know what she was about when
she kept you here at Ekeby. You can lure others
to the trap; you have great gifts. Once you tried
to get away from her; you let her give you a cottage,
and you became a laborer; you wished to earn
your bread. Every day she passed your cottage,
and she had lovely young girls with her. Once it
was Marianne Sinclair; then you threw aside your
spade and apron, Gösta Berling, and came back as
pensioner.”
“It lay on the highway, you fool.”
“Yes, yes, of course; it lay on the highway.
Then you came to Borg, were tutor there to Henrik
Dohna, and might have been Countess Märta’s son-in-law.
Who was it who managed that the young
Ebba Dohna should hear that you were only a dismissed
priest, so that she refused you? It was the
major’s wife, Gösta Berling. She wanted you back
again.”
“Great matter!” says Gösta. “Ebba Dohna died
soon afterwards. I would never have got her anyway.”
Then the devil came close up to him and hissed
right in his face: “Died! yes, of course she died.
Killed herself for your sake, did she? But they
never told you that.”
“You are not such a bad devil,” says Gösta.
“It was the major’s wife who arranged it all, I
tell you. She wanted to have you back in the
bachelors’ wing.”
Gösta burst out laughing.
“You are not such a bad devil,” he cried wildly.
“Why should we not make a contract with you?
I’m sure you can get us the seven estates if you
like.”
“It is well that you do not longer withstand your
fate.”
The pensioners drew a sigh of relief. It had gone
so far with them that they could do nothing without
Gösta. If he had not agreed to the arrangement it
could never have come to anything. And it was no
small matter for destitute gentlemen to get seven
estates for their own.
“Remember, now,” says Gösta, “that we take the
seven estates in order to save our souls, but not to
be iron-work owners who count their money and
weigh their iron. No dried-up parchments, no
purse-proud money-bags will we become, but gentlemen
will we be and remain.”
“The very words of wisdom,” murmurs the black
one.
“If you, therefore, will give us the seven estates for
one year we will accept them; but remember that if
we do anything during that time which is not worthy
of a gentleman, if we do anything which is sensible,
or useful, or effeminate, then you may take the
whole twelve of us when the year is out, and give
the estates to whom you will.”
The devil rubbed his hands with delight.
“But if we always behave like true gentlemen,”
continues Gösta, “then you may never again make
any contract about Ekeby, and no pay do you get for
this year either from us or from the major’s wife.”
“That is hard,” says the devil. “Oh, dear Gösta,
I must have one soul, just one little, poor soul.
Couldn’t I have the major’s wife? Why should you
spare the major’s wife?”
“I do not drive any bargains with such wares,”
roars Gösta; “but if you must have some one, you
can take old Sintram at Fors; he is ready, I can
answer for that.”
“Well, well, that will do,” says the devil, without
blinking. “The pensioners or Sintram, they can
balance one another. This will be a good year.”
And so the contract was written, with blood from
Gösta’s little finger, on the devil’s black paper and
with his quill-pen.
And when it was done the pensioners rejoiced.
Now the world should belong to them for a whole
year, and afterwards there would always be some
way.
They push aside the chairs, make a ring about
the kettle, which stands in the middle of the black
floor, and whirl in a wild dance. Innermost in the
circle dances the devil, with wild bounds; and at
last he falls flat beside the kettle, rolls it over, and
drinks.
Then Beerencreutz throws himself down beside
him, and also Gösta Berling; and after them all the
others lay themselves in a circle round the kettle,
which is rolled from mouth to mouth. At last it
is tipped over by a push, and the hot, sticky drink
pours over them.
When they rise up, swearing, the devil is gone;
but his golden promises float like shining crowns
over the pensioners’ heads.
On Christmas day the major’s wife gives a great
dinner at Ekeby.
She sits as hostess at a table laid for fifty guests.
She sits there in splendor and magnificence; here
her short sheepskin jacket, her striped woollen skirt,
and clay-pipe do not follow her. She rustles in
silk, gold weighs on her bare arms, pearls cool her
white neck.
Where are the pensioners? Where are they who
on the black floor of the smithy, out of the polished
copper kettle, drank a toast to the new masters of
Ekeby?
In the corner by the stove the pensioners are sitting
at a separate table; to-day there is no room for
them at the big table. To them the food comes
late, the wine sparingly; to them are sent no glances
from beautiful women, no one listens to Gösta’s
jokes.
But the pensioners are like tamed birds, like satiated
wild beasts. They had had scarcely an hour’s
sleep that night; then they had driven to morning
worship, lighted by torches and the stars. They
saw the Christmas candles, they heard the Christmas
hymns, their faces were like smiling children’s.
They forgot the night in the smithy as one forgets
an evil dream.
Great and powerful is the major’s wife at Ekeby.
Who dares lift his arm to strike her; who his voice
to give evidence against her? Certainly not poor
gentlemen who for many years have eaten her bread
and slept under her roof. She can put them where
she will, she can shut her door to them when she
will, and they have not the power to fly from her
might. God be merciful to their souls! Far from
Ekeby they cannot live.
At the big table there was rejoicing: there shone
Marianne Sinclair’s beautiful eyes; there rang the
gay Countess Dohna’s low laugh.
But the pensioners are gloomy. Was it not just
as easy to have put them at the same table with the
other guests? What a lowering position there in
the corner by the stove. As if pensioners were not
fit to associate with fine people!
The major’s wife is proud to sit between the Count
at Borg and the Bro clergyman. The pensioners
hang their heads like shame-faced children, and by
degrees awake in them thoughts of the night.
Like shy guests the gay sallies, the merry stories
come to the table in the corner by the stove. There
the rage of the night and its promises enter into
their minds. Master Julius makes the mighty captain,
Christian Bergh, believe that the roasted
grouse, which are being served at the big table, will
not go round for all the guests; but it amuses no one.
“They won’t go round,” he says. “I know how
many there are. But they’ll manage in spite of it,
Captain Christian; they have some roasted crows for
us here at the little table.”
But Colonel Beerencreutz’s lips are curved by
only a very feeble smile, under the fierce moustaches,
and Gösta has looked the whole day as if he
was meditating somebody’s death.
“Any food is good enough for pensioners,” he says.
At last the dish heaped up with magnificent grouse
reaches the little table.
But Captain Christian is angry. Has he not had
a life-long hate of crows,—those odious, cawing,
winged things?
He hated them so bitterly that last autumn he had
put on a woman’s trailing dress, and had fastened a
cloth on his head and made himself a laughing-stock
for all men, only to get in range when they ate the
grain in the fields.
He sought them out at their caucuses on the bare
fields in the spring and killed them. He looked for
their nests in the summer, and threw out the screaming,
featherless young ones, or smashed the half-hatched
eggs.
Now he seizes the dish of grouse.
“Do you think I don’t know them?” he cries to
the servant. “Do I need to hear them caw to recognize
them? Shame on you, to offer Christian Bergh
crows! Shame on you!”
Thereupon he takes the grouse, one by one, and
throws them against the wall.
“Shame, shame!” he reiterates, so that the whole
room rings,—“to offer Christian Bergh crows!
Shame!”
And just as he used to hurl the helpless young
crows against the cliffs, so now he sends grouse after
grouse whizzing against the wall.
Sauce and grease spatter about him, the crushed
birds rebound to the floor.
And the bachelors’ wing rejoices.
Then the angry voice of the major’s wife penetrates
to the pensioners’ ears.
“Turn him out!” she calls to the servants.
But they do not dare to touch him. He is still
Christian Bergh, the mighty captain.
“Turn him out!”
He hears the command, and, terrible in his rage,
he now turns upon the major’s wife as a bear turns
from a fallen enemy to meet a new attack. He
marches up to the horse-shoe table. His heavy
tread resounds through the hall. He stands opposite
her, with the table between them.
“Turn him out!” cries the major’s wife again.
But he is raging; none dare to face his frowning
brow and great clenched hand. He is big as a giant,
and as strong. The guests and servants tremble,
and dare not approach him. Who would dare to
touch him now, when rage has taken away his
reason?
He stands opposite the major’s wife and threatens
her.
“I took the crow and threw it against the wall.
And I did right.”
“Out with you, captain!”
“Shame, woman! Offer Christian Bergh crows!
If I did right I would take you and your seven
hell’s—”
“Thousand devils, Christian Bergh! don’t swear.
Nobody but I swears here.”
“Do you think I am afraid of you, hag? Don’t
you think I know how you got your seven estates?”
“Silence, captain!”
“When Altringer died he gave them to your husband
because you had been his mistress.”
“Will you be silent?”
“Because you had been such a faithful wife, Margareta
Samzelius. And the major took the seven
estates and let you manage them and pretended
not to know. And the devil arranged it all; but
now comes the end for you.”
The major’s wife sits down; she is pale and trembling.
She assents in a strange, low voice.
“Yes, now it is the end for me, and it is your
doing, Christian Bergh.”
At her voice Captain Christian trembles, his face
works, and his eyes are filled with tears of anguish.
“I am drunk,” he cries. “I don’t know what I
am saying; I haven’t said anything. Dog and
slave, dog and slave, and nothing more have I been
for her for forty years. She is Margareta Celsing,
whom I have served my whole life. I say nothing
against her. What should I have to say against the
beautiful Margareta Celsing! I am the dog which
guards her door, the slave who bears her burdens.
She may strike me, she may kick me! You see
how I hold my tongue and bear it. I have loved her
for forty years. How could I say anything against
her?”
And a wonderful sight it is to see how he kneels
and begs for forgiveness. And as she is sitting on
the other side of the table, he goes on his knees
round the table till he comes to her; then he bends
down and kisses the hem of her dress, and the floor
is wet with his tears.
But not far from the major’s wife sits a small,
strong man. He has shaggy hair, small, squinting
eyes, and a protruding under-jaw. He looks like a
bear. He is a man of few words, who likes to go
his own quiet way and let the world take care of
itself. He is Major Samzelius.
He rises when he hears Captain Christian’s accusing
words, and the major’s wife rises, and all the
fifty guests. The women are weeping in terror of
what is coming, the men stand dejected, and at the
feet of the major’s wife lies Captain Christian, kissing
the hem of her dress, wetting the floor with his
tears.
The major slowly clenches his broad, hairy hands,
and lifts his arm.
But the woman speaks first. Her voice sounds
hollow and unfamiliar.
“You stole me,” she cried. “You came like a
thief and took me. They forced me, in my home, by
blows, by hunger, and hard words to be your wife.
I have treated you as you deserved.”
The major’s broad fist is clenched. His wife
gives way a couple of steps. Then she speaks
again.
“Living eels twist under the knife; an unwilling
wife takes a lover. Will you strike me now for
what happened twenty years ago? Do you not remember
how he lived at Ekeby, we at Sjö? Do you
not remember how he helped us in our poverty?
We drove in his carriages, we drank his wine. Did
we hide anything from you? Were not his servants
your servants? Did not his gold weigh heavy in
your pocket? Did you not accept the seven estates?
You held your tongue and took them; then you
should have struck, Berndt Samzelius,—then you
should have struck.”
The man turns from her and looks on all those
present. He reads in their faces that they think
she is right, that they all believe he took the estates
in return for his silence.
“I never knew it!” he says, and stamps on the
floor.
“It is well that you know it now!” she cries, in a
shrill, ringing voice. “Was I not afraid lest you
should die without knowing it? It is well that you
know it now, so that I can speak out to you who
have been my master and jailer. You know now
that I, in spite of all, was his from whom you stole
me. I tell you all now, you who have slandered
me!”
It is the old love which exults in her voice and
shines from her eyes. Her husband stands before
her with lifted hand. She reads horror and scorn
on the fifty faces about her. She feels that it is the
last hour of her power. But she cannot help rejoicing
that she may speak openly of the tenderest
memory of her life.
“He was a man, a man indeed. Who were you,
to come between us? I have never seen his equal.
He gave me happiness, he gave me riches. Blessed
be his memory!”
Then the major lets his lifted arm fall without
striking her; now he knows how he shall punish her.
“Away!” he cries; “out of my house!”
She stands motionless.
But the pensioners stand with pale faces and stare
at one another. Everything was going as the devil
had prophesied. They now saw the consequences
of the non-renewal of the contract. If that is true,
so is it also true that she for more than twenty years
had sent pensioners to perdition, and that they too
were destined for the journey. Oh, the witch!
“Out with you!” continues the major. “Beg
your bread on the highway! You shall have no
pleasure of his money, you shall not live on his
lands. There is no more a mistress of Ekeby.
The day you set your foot in my house I will kill
you.”
“Do you drive me from my home?”
“You have no home. Ekeby is mine.”
A feeling of despair comes over the major’s wife.
She retreats to the door, he following close after
her.
“You who have been my life’s curse,” she laments,
“shall you also now have power to do this to me?”
“Out, out!”
She leans against the door-post, clasps her hands,
and holds them before her face. She thinks of her
mother and murmurs to herself:—
“‘May you be disowned, as I have been disowned;
may the highway be your home, the hay-stack your
bed!’ It is all coming true.”
The good old clergyman from Bro and the judge
from Munkerud came forward now to Major Samzelius
and tried to calm him. They said to him that it
would be best to let all those old stories rest, to let
everything be as it was, to forget and forgive.
He shakes the mild old hands from his shoulder.
He is terrible to approach, just as Christian
Bergh had been.
“It is no old story,” he cries. “I never knew
anything till to-day. I have never been able before
to punish the adulteress.”
At that word the major’s wife lifts her head and
regains her old courage.
“You shall go out before I do. Do you think
that I shall give in to you?” she says. And she
comes forward from the door.
The major does not answer, but he watches her
every movement, ready to strike if he finds no better
way to revenge himself.
“Help me, good gentlemen,” she cries, “to get
this man bound and carried out, until he gets back
the use of his senses. Remember who I am and
who he is! Think of it, before I must give in to
him! I arrange all the work at Ekeby, and he sits
the whole day long and feeds his bears. Help me,
good friends and neighbors! There will be a boundless
misery if I am no longer here. The peasant
gets his living by cutting my wood and carting my
iron. The charcoal burner lives by getting me
charcoal, the lumber man by bringing down my
timber. It is I who give out the work which brings
prosperity. Smiths, mechanics, and carpenters live
by serving me. Do you think that man can keep
my work going? I tell you that if you drive me
away you let famine in.”
Again are many hands lifted to help the major’s
wife; again mild, persuading hands are laid on the
major’s shoulders.
“No,” he says, “away with you. Who will defend
an adulteress? I tell you that if she does not
go of her own will I shall take her in my arms and
carry her down to my bears.”
At these words the raised hands are lowered.
Then, as a last resource, she turns to the pensioners.
“Will you also allow me to be driven from my
home? Have I let you freeze out in the snow in
winter? Have I denied you bitter ale and sweet
brandy? Did I take any pay or any work from you
because I gave you food and clothes? Have you not
played at my feet, safe as children at their mother’s
side? Has not the dance gone through my halls?
Have not merriment and laughter been your daily
bread? Do not let this man, who has been my life’s
misfortune, drive me from my home, gentlemen!
Do not let me become a beggar on the highway!”
At these words Gösta Berling had stolen away to
a beautiful dark-haired girl who sat at the big
table.
“You were much at Borg five years ago, Anna,”
he says. “Do you know if it was the major’s wife
who told Ebba Dohna that I was a dismissed
priest?”
“Help her, Gösta!” is the girl’s only answer.
“You must know that I will first hear if she has
made me a murderer.”
“Oh, Gösta, what a thought! Help her, Gösta!”
“You won’t answer, I see. Then Sintram told
the truth.” And Gösta goes back to the other pensioners.
He does not lift a finger to help the
major’s wife.
Oh, if only she had not put the pensioners at a
separate table off there in the corner by the stove!
Now the thoughts of the night awake in their minds,
and a rage burns in their faces which is not less than
the major’s own.
In pitiless hardness they stand, unmoved by her
prayers.
Did not everything they saw confirm the events
of the night?
“One can see that she did not get her contract
renewed,” murmurs one.
“Go to hell, hag!” screams another. “By rights
we ought to hunt you from the door.”
“Fools,” cries the gentle old Uncle Eberhard
to the pensioners. “Don’t you understand it was
Sintram?”
“Of course we understand; of course we know
it,” answers Julius; “but what of that? May it not
be true, at any rate? Does not Sintram go on
the devil’s errands? Don’t they understand one
another?”
“Go yourself, Eberhard; go and help her!” they
mock. “You don’t believe in hell. You can
go!”
And Gösta Berling stands, without a word, motionless.
No, from the threatening, murmuring, struggling
bachelors’ wing she will get no help.
Then once again she retreats to the door and raises
her clasped hands to her eyes.
“‘May you be disowned, as I have been disowned,’”
she cries to herself in her bitter sorrow. “‘May the
highway be your home, the hay-stack your bed!’”
Then she lays one hand on the door latch, but the
other she stretches on high.
“Know you all, who now let me fall, know that
your hour is soon coming! You shall be scattered,
and your place shall stand empty. How can you
stand when I do not hold you up? You, Melchior
Sinclair, who have a heavy hand and let your wife
feel it, beware! You, minister at Broby, your punishment
is coming! Madame Uggla, look after your
house; poverty is coming! You young, beautiful
women—Elizabeth Dohna, Marianne Sinclair, Anna
Stjärnhök—do not think that I am the only one who
must flee from her home. And beware, pensioners,
a storm is coming over the land. You will be swept
away from the earth; your day is over, it is verily
over! I do not lament for myself, but for you; for
the storm shall pass over your heads, and who shall
stand when I have fallen? And my heart bleeds for
my poor people. Who will give them work when I
am gone?”
She opens the door; but then Captain Christian
lifts his head and says:—
“How long must I lie here at your feet, Margareta
Celsing? Will you not forgive me, so that I may
stand up and fight for you?”
Then the major’s wife fights a hard battle with
herself; but she sees that if she forgives him he
will rise up and attack her husband; and this man,
who has loved her faithfully for forty years will
become a murderer.
“Must I forgive, too?” she says. “Are you not
the cause of all my misfortune, Christian Bergh?
Go to the pensioners and rejoice over your work.”
So she went. She went calmly, leaving terror
and dismay behind her. She fell, but she was not
without greatness in her fall.
She did not lower herself to grieving weakly, but
in her old age she still exulted over the love of her
youth. She did not lower herself to lamenting and
pitiable weeping when she left everything; she did
not shrink from wandering about the land with beggar’s
bag and crutch. She pitied only the poor
peasants and the happy, careless people on the shores
of the Löfven, the penniless pensioners,—all those
whom she had taken in and cared for.
She was abandoned by all, and yet she had strength
to turn away her last friend that he should not be a
murderer.
She was a woman great in strength and love of
action. We shall not soon see her like again.
The next day Major Samzelius moved from Ekeby
to his own farm of Sjö, which lies next to the large
estate.
In Altringer’s will, by which the major had got
the estates, it was clearly stated that none of them
should be sold or given away, but that after the
death of the major his wife and her heirs should
inherit them all. So, as he could not dissipate the
hated inheritance, he placed the pensioners to reign
over it, thinking that he, by so doing, most injured
Ekeby and the other six estates.
As no one in all the country round now doubted
that the wicked Sintram went on the devil’s errands,
and as everything he had promised had been so brilliantly
fulfilled the pensioners were quite sure that
the contract would be carried out in every point, and
they were entirely decided not to do, during the
year, anything sensible, or useful, or effeminate,
convinced that the major’s wife was an abominable
witch who sought their ruin.
The old philosopher, Eberhard, ridiculed their
belief. But who paid any attention to such a man,
who was so obstinate in his unbelief that if he had
lain in the midst of the fires of hell and had seen
all the devils standing and grinning at him, would
still have insisted that they did not exist, because
they could not exist?—for Uncle Eberhard was a
great philosopher.
Gösta Berling told no one what he thought. It is
certain that he considered he owed the major’s wife
little thanks because she had made him a pensioner
at Ekeby; it seemed better to him to be dead than
to have on his conscience the guilt of Ebba Dohna’s
suicide.
He did not lift his hand to be revenged on the
major’s wife, but neither did he to help her. He
could not. But the pensioners had attained great
power and magnificence. Christmas was at hand,
with its feasts and pleasures. The hearts of the
pensioners were filled with rejoicing; and whatever
sorrow weighed on Gösta Berling’s heart he did not
show in face or speech.
It was Christmas, and there was to be a ball at
Borg.
At that time, and it is soon sixty years ago, a
young Count Dohna lived at Borg; he was newly
married, and he had a young, beautiful countess. It
was sure to be gay at the old castle.
An invitation had come to Ekeby, but it so happened
that of them all who were there that year,
Gösta Berling, whom they called “the poet,” was
the only one who wished to go.
Borg and Ekeby both lie by the Löfven, but on
opposite shores. Borg is in Svartsjö parish, Ekeby
in Bro. When the lake is impassable it is a ten or
twelve miles’ journey from Ekeby to Borg.
The pauper, Gösta Berling, was fitted out for the
festival by the old men, as if he had been a king’s
son, and had the honor of a kingdom to keep up.
His coat with the glittering buttons was new, his
ruffles were stiff, and his buckled shoes shining.
He wore a cloak of the finest beaver, and a cap of
sable on his yellow, curling hair. They spread a
bear-skin with silver claws over his sledge, and gave
him black Don Juan, the pride of the stable, to
drive.
He whistled to his white Tancred, and seized the
braided reins. He started rejoicing, surrounded by
the glitter of riches and splendor, he who shone so
by his own beauty and by the playful brilliancy of
his genius.
He left early in the forenoon. It was Sunday,
and he heard the organ in the church at Bro as he
drove by. He followed the lonely forest road which
led to Berga, where Captain Uggla then lived.
There he meant to stop for dinner.
Berga was no rich man’s home. Hunger knew
the way to that turf-roofed house; but he was met
with jests, charmed with song and games like other
guests, and went as unwillingly as they.
The old Mamselle Ulrika Dillner, who looked
after everything at Berga, stood on the steps and
wished Gösta Berling welcome. She courtesied to
him, and the false curls, which hung down over her
brown face with its thousand wrinkles, danced with
joy. She led him into the dining-room, and then
she began to tell him about the family, and their
changing fortunes.
Distress stood at the door, she said; it was hard
times at Berga. They would not even have had any
horse-radish for dinner, with their corned beef, if
Ferdinand and the girls had not put Disa before a
sledge and driven down to Munkerud to borrow some.
The captain was off in the woods again, and would
of course come home with a tough old hare, on
which one had to use more butter in cooking it than
it was worth itself. That’s what he called getting
food for the house. Still, it would do, if only he
did not come with a miserable fox, the worst beast
our Lord ever made; no use, whether dead or alive.
And the captain’s wife, yes, she was not up yet.
She lay abed and read novels, just as she had
always done. She was not made for work, that
God’s angel.
No, that could be done by some one who was old
and gray like Ulrika Dillner, working night and day
to keep the whole miserable affair together. And
it wasn’t always so easy; for it was the truth that
for one whole winter they had not had in that house
any other meat than bear-hams. And big wages
she did not expect; so far she had never seen any;
but they would not turn her out on the roadside
either, when she couldn’t work any longer in return
for her food. They treated a house-maid like a
human being in that house, and they would one of
these days give old Ulrika a good burial if they had
anything to buy the coffin with.
“For who knows how it will be?” she bursts out,
and wipes her eyes, which are always so quick to
tears. “We have debts to the wicked Sintram, and
he can take everything from us. Of course Ferdinand
is engaged to the rich Anna Stjärnhök; but she is
tired,—she is tired of him. And what will become
of us, of our three cows, and our nine horses, of our
gay young ladies who want to go from one ball to
another, of our dry fields where nothing grows, of
our mild Ferdinand, who will never be a real man?
What will become of the whole blessed house, where
everything thrives except work?”
But dinner-time came, and the family gathered.
The good Ferdinand, the gentle son of the house,
and the lively daughters came home with the borrowed
horse-radish. The captain came, fortified by
a bath in a hole in the ice and a tramp through the
woods. He threw up the window to get more air,
and shook Gösta’s hand with a strong grip. And his
wife came, dressed in silk, with wide laces hanging
over her white hands, which Gösta was allowed to kiss.
They all greeted Gösta with joy; jests flew about
the circle; gayly they asked him:—
“How are you all at Ekeby; how is it in that
promised land?”
“Milk and honey flow there,” he answered. “We
empty the mountains of iron and fill our cellar with
wine. The fields bear gold, with which we gild life’s
misery, and we cut down our woods to build bowling-alleys
and summer houses.”
The captain’s wife sighed and smiled at his answer,
and her lips murmured the word,—
“Poet!”
“Many sins have I on my conscience,” answered
Gösta, “but I have never written a line of poetry.”
“You are nevertheless a poet, Gösta; that name
you must put up with. You have lived through
more poems than all our poets have written.”
Then she spoke, tenderly as a mother, of his wasted
life. “I shall live to see you become a man,” she
said. And he felt it sweet to be urged on by this
gentle woman, who was such a faithful friend, and
whose romantic heart burned with the love of great
deeds.
But just as they had finished the gay meal and
had enjoyed the corned beef and horse-radish
and cabbage and apple fritters and Christmas ale,
and Gösta had made them laugh and cry by telling
them of the major and his wife and the Broby clergyman,
they heard sleigh-bells outside, and immediately
afterward the wicked Sintram walked in.
He beamed with satisfaction, from the top of his
bald head down to his long, flat feet. He swung his
long arms, and his face was twisted. It was easy to
see that he brought bad news.
“Have you heard,” he asked,—“have you heard
that the banns have been called to-day for Anna
Stjärnhök and the rich Dahlberg in the Svartsjö
church? She must have forgotten that she was
engaged to Ferdinand.”
They had not heard a word of it. They were
amazed and grieved.
Already they fancied the home pillaged to pay the
debt to this wicked man; the beloved horses sold, as
well as the worn furniture which had come from the
home of the captain’s wife. They saw an end to
the gay life with feasts and journeyings from ball to
ball. Bear-hams would again adorn the board, and
the young people must go out into the world and
work for strangers.
The captain’s wife caressed her son, and let him
feel the comfort of a never-failing love.
But—there sat Gösta Berling in the midst of
them, and, unconquerable, turned over a thousand
plans in his head.
“Listen,” he cried, “it is not yet time to think
of grieving. It is the minister’s wife at Svartsjö
who has arranged all this. She has got a hold
on Anna, since she has been living with her at
the vicarage. It is she who has persuaded her
to forsake Ferdinand and take old Dahlberg; but
they’re not married yet, and will never be either.
I am on my way to Borg, and shall meet Anna
there. I shall talk to her; I shall get her away
from the clergyman’s, from her fiancé,—I shall
bring her with me here to-night. And afterwards
old Dahlberg shall never get any good of her.”
And so it was arranged. Gösta started for Borg
alone, without taking any of the gay young ladies,
but with warm good wishes for his return. And
Sintram, who rejoiced that old Dahlberg should be
cheated, decided to stop at Berga to see Gösta come
back with the faithless girl. In a burst of good-will
he even wrapt round him his green plaid, a present
from Mamselle Ulrika.
The captain’s wife came out on the steps with
three little books, bound in red leather, in her
hand.
“Take them,” she said to Gösta, who already sat
in the sledge; “take them, if you fail! It is ‘Corinne,’
Madame de Staël’s ‘Corinne.’ I do not want them
to go by auction.”
“I shall not fail.”
“Ah, Gösta, Gösta,” she said, and passed her hand
over his bared head, “strongest and weakest of men!
How long will you remember that a few poor people’s
happiness lies in your hand?”
Once more Gösta flew along the road, drawn by
the black Don Juan, followed by the white Tancred,
and the joy of adventure filled his soul. He felt like
a young conqueror, the spirit was in him.
His way took him past the vicarage at Svartsjö.
He turned in there and asked if he might drive Anna
Stjärnhök to the ball. And that he was permitted.
A beautiful, self-willed girl it was who sat in his
sledge. Who would not want to drive behind the
black Don Juan?
The young people were silent at first, but then she
began the conversation, audaciousness itself.
“Have you heard what the minister read out in
church to-day?”
“Did he say that you were the prettiest girl between
the Löfven and the Klar River?”
“How stupid you are! but every one knows that.
He called the banns for me and old Dahlberg.”
“Never would I have let you sit in my sledge nor
sat here myself, if I had known that. Never would I
have wished to drive you at all.”
And the proud heiress answered:—
“I could have got there well enough without you,
Gösta Berling.”
“It is a pity for you, Anna,” said Gösta, thoughtfully,
“that your father and mother are not alive.
You are your own mistress, and no one can hold you
to account.”
“It is a much greater pity that you had not said
that before, so that I might have driven with some
one else.”
“The minister’s wife thinks as I do, that you need
some one to take your father’s place; else she had
never put you to pull in harness with such an old
nag.”
“It is not she who has decided it.”
“Ah, Heaven preserve us!—have you yourself
chosen such a fine man?”
“He does not take me for my money.”
“No, the old ones, they only run after blue eyes
and red cheeks; and awfully nice they are, when they
do that.”
“Oh, Gösta, are you not ashamed?”
“But remember that you are not to play with
young men any longer. No more dancing and
games. Your place is in the corner of the sofa—or
perhaps you mean to play cribbage with old
Dahlberg?”
They were silent, till they drove up the steep hill
to Borg.
“Thanks for the drive! It will be long before I
drive again with you, Gösta Berling.”
“Thanks for the promise! I know many who will
be sorry to-day they ever drove you to a party.”
Little pleased was the haughty beauty when she
entered the ball-room and looked over the guests
gathered there.
First of all she saw the little, bald Dahlberg beside
the tall, slender, golden-haired Gösta Berling. She
wished she could have driven them both out of the
room.
Her fiancé came to ask her to dance, but she received
him with crushing astonishment.
“Are you going to dance? You never do!”
And the girls came to wish her joy.
“Don’t give yourselves the trouble, girls. You
don’t suppose that any one could be in love with old
Dahlberg. But he is rich, and I am rich, therefore
we go well together.”
The old ladies went up to her, pressed her white
hand, and spoke of life’s greatest happiness.
“Congratulate the minister’s wife,” she said. “She
is gladder about it than I.”
But there stood Gösta Berling, the gay cavalier,
greeted with joy for his cheerful smile and his pleasant
words, which sifted gold-dust over life’s gray web.
Never before had she seen him as he was that night.
He was no outcast, no homeless jester; no, a king
among men, a born king.
He and the other young men conspired against
her. She should think over how badly she had behaved
when she gave herself with her lovely face and
her great fortune to an old man. And they let her
sit out ten dances.
She was boiling with rage.
At the eleventh dance came a man, the most insignificant
of all, a poor thing, whom nobody would
dance with, and asked her for a turn.
“There is no more bread, bring on the crusts,” she
said.
They played a game of forfeits. The fair-haired
girls put their heads together and condemned her to
kiss the one she loved best. And with smiling lips
they waited to see the proud beauty kiss old
Dahlberg.
But she rose, stately in her anger, and said:—
“May I not just as well give a blow to the one I
like the least!”
The moment after Gösta’s cheek burned under her
firm hand. He flushed a flaming red, but he conquered
himself, seized her hand, held it fast a second,
and whispered:—
“Meet me in half an hour in the red drawing-room
on the lower floor!”
His blue eyes flashed on her, and encompassed her
with magical waves. She felt that she must obey.
She met him with proud and angry words.
“How does it concern you whom I marry?”
He was not ready to speak gently to her, nor did it
seem to him best to speak yet of Ferdinand.
“I thought it was not too severe a punishment for
you to sit out ten dances. But you want to be
allowed unpunished to break vows and promises. If
a better man than I had taken your sentence in his
hand, he could have made it harder.”
“What have I done to you and all the others, that
I may not be in peace? It is for my money’s sake
you persecute me. I shall throw it into the Löfven,
and any one who wants it can fish it up.”
She put her hands before her eyes and wept from
anger.
That moved the poet’s heart. He was ashamed of
his harshness. He spoke in caressing tones.
“Ah, child, child, forgive me! Forgive poor
Gösta Berling! Nobody cares what such a poor
wretch says or does, you know that. Nobody weeps
for his anger, one might just as well weep over a
mosquito’s bite. It was madness in me to hope that
I could prevent our loveliest and richest girl marrying
that old man. And now I have only distressed
you.”
He sat down on the sofa beside her. Gently he
put his arm about her waist, with caressing tenderness,
to support and raise her.
She did not move away. She pressed closer to
him, threw her arms round his neck, and wept with
her beautiful head on his shoulder.
O poet, strongest and weakest of men, it was not
about your neck those white arms should rest.
“If I had known that,” she whispered, “never
would I have taken the old man. I have watched
you this evening; there is no one like you.”
From between pale lips Gösta forced out,—
“Ferdinand.”
She silenced him with a kiss.
“He is nothing; no one but you is anything. To
you will I be faithful.”
“I am Gösta Berling,” he said gloomily; “you cannot
marry me.”
“You are the man I love, the noblest of men. You
need do nothing, be nothing. You are born a
king.”
Then the poet’s blood seethed. She was beautiful
and tender in her love. He took her in his arms.
“If you will be mine, you cannot remain at the
vicarage. Let me drive you to Ekeby to-night;
there I shall know how to defend you till we can be
married.”
That was a wild drive through the night. Absorbed
in their love, they let Don Juan take his own
pace. The noise of the runners was like the lamentations
of those they had deceived. What did they
care for that? She hung on his neck, and he leaned
forward and whispered in her ear.
“Can any happiness be compared in sweetness to
stolen pleasures?”
What did the banns matter? They had love. And
the anger of men! Gösta Berling believed in fate;
fate had mastered them: no one can resist fate.
If the stars had been the candles which had been
lighted for her wedding, if Don Juan’s bells had been
the church chimes, calling the people to witness her
marriage to old Dahlberg, still she must have fled
with Gösta Berling. So powerful is fate.
They had passed the vicarage and Munkerud.
They had three miles to Berga and three miles more
to Ekeby. The road skirted the edge of the wood;
on their right lay dark hills, on their left a long,
white valley.
Tancred came rushing. He ran so fast that he
seemed to lie along the ground. Howling with
fright, he sprang up in the sledge and crept under
Anna’s feet.
Don Juan shied and bolted.
“Wolves!” said Gösta Berling.
They saw a long, gray line running by the fence.
There were at least a dozen of them.
Anna was not afraid. The day had been richly
blessed with adventure, and the night promised to be
equally so. It was life,—to speed over the sparkling
snow, defying wild beasts and men.
Gösta uttered an oath, leaned forward, and struck
Don Juan a heavy blow with the whip.
“Are you afraid?” he asked. “They mean to
cut us off there, where the road turns.”
Don Juan ran, racing with the wild beasts of the
forest, and Tancred howled in rage and terror. They
reached the turn of the road at the same time as the
wolves, and Gösta drove back the foremost with the
whip.
“Ah, Don Juan, my boy, how easily you could get
away from twelve wolves, if you did not have us to
drag.”
They tied the green plaid behind them. The
wolves were afraid of it, and fell back for a while.
But when they had overcome their fright, one of
them ran, panting, with hanging tongue and open
mouth up to the sledge. Then Gösta took Madame
de Staël’s “Corinne” and threw it into his mouth.
Once more they had breathing-space for a time,
while the brutes tore their booty to pieces, and then
again they felt the dragging as the wolves seized the
green plaid, and heard their panting breath. They
knew that they should not pass any human dwelling
before Berga, but worse than death it seemed to
Gösta to see those he had deceived. But he knew
that the horse would tire, and what should become of
them then?
They saw the house at Berga at the edge of the
forest. Candles burned in the windows. Gösta knew
too well for whose sake.
But now the wolves drew back, fearing the neighborhood
of man, and Gösta drove past Berga. He
came no further than to the place where the road
once again buried itself in the wood; there he saw a
dark group before him,—the wolves were waiting for
him.
“Let us turn back to the vicarage and say that we
took a little pleasure trip in the starlight. We can’t
go on.”
They turned, but in the next moment the sledge
was surrounded by wolves. Gray forms brushed by
them, their white teeth glittered in gaping mouths,
and their glowing eyes shone. They howled with
hunger and thirst for blood. The glittering teeth
were ready to seize the soft human flesh. The wolves
leaped up on Don Juan, and hung on the saddle-cloth.
Anna sat and wondered if they would eat
them entirely up, or if there would be something left,
so that people the next morning would find their
mangled limbs on the trampled, bloody snow.
“It’s a question of our lives,” she said, and leaned
down and seized Tancred by the nape of the neck.
“Don’t,—that will not help! It is not for the
dog’s sake the wolves are out to-night.”
Thereupon Gösta drove into the yard at Berga, but
the wolves hunted him up to the very steps. He
had to beat them off with the whip.
“Anna,” he said, as they drew up, “God would not
have it. Keep a good countenance; if you are the
woman I take you for, keep a good countenance!”
They had heard the sleigh-bells in the house, and
came out.
“He has her!” they cried, “he has her! Long
live Gösta Berling!” and the new-comers were embraced
by one after another.
Few questions were asked. The night was far
advanced, the travellers were agitated by their terrible
drive and needed rest. It was enough that Anna
had come.
All was well. Only “Corinne” and the green
plaid, Mamselle Ulrika’s prized gift, were destroyed.
The whole house slept. But Gösta rose, dressed
himself, and stole out. Unnoticed he led Don Juan
out of the stable, harnessed him to the sledge, and
meant to set out. But Anna Stjärnhök came out
from the house.
“I heard you go out,” she said. “So I got up,
too. I am ready to go with you.”
He went up to her and took her hand.
“Don’t you understand it yet? It cannot be. God
does not wish it. Listen now and try to understand.
I was here to dinner and saw their grief over your
faithlessness. I went to Borg to bring you back to
Ferdinand. But I have always been a good-for-nothing,
and will never be anything else. I betrayed
him, and kept you for myself. There is an old
woman here who believes that I shall become a man.
I betrayed her. And another poor old thing will
freeze and starve here for the sake of dying among
friends, but I was ready to let the wicked Sintram
take her home. You were beautiful, and sin is sweet.
It is so easy to tempt Gösta Berling. Oh, what a
miserable wretch I am! I know how they love their
home, all those in there, but I was ready just now to
leave it to be pillaged. I forgot everything for your
sake, you were so sweet in your love. But now,
Anna, now since I have seen their joy, I will not keep
you; no, I will not. You could have made a man of
me, but I may not keep you. Oh, my beloved! He
there above mocks at our desires. We must bow
under His chastising hand. Tell me that you from
this day will take up your burden! All of them rely
upon you. Say that you will stay with them and be
their prop and help! If you love me, if you will
lighten my deep sorrow, promise me this! My beloved,
is your heart so great that you can conquer
yourself, and smile in doing it?”
She accepted the renunciation in a sort of ecstasy.
“I shall do as you wish,—sacrifice myself and
smile.”
“And not hate my poor friends?”
She smiled sadly.
“As long as I love you, I shall love them.”
“Now for the first time I know what you are. It
is hard to leave you.”
“Farewell, Gösta! Go, and God be with you!
My love shall not tempt you to sin.”
She turned to go in. He followed her.
“Will you soon forget me?”
“Go, Gösta! We are only human.”
He threw himself down in the sledge, but then she
came back again.
“Do you not think of the wolves?”
“Just of them I am thinking, but they have done
their work. From me they have nothing more to
get this night.”
Once more he stretched his arms towards her, but
Don Juan became impatient and set off. He did not
take the reins. He sat backwards and looked after
her. Then he leaned against the seat and wept
despairingly.
“I have possessed happiness and driven her from
me; I myself drove her from me. Why did I not
keep her?”
Ah, Gösta Berling, strongest and weakest of men!
War-horse! war-horse! Old friend, who now stand
tethered in the pasture, do you remember your
youth?
Do you remember the day of the battle? You
sprang forward, as if you had been borne on wings,
your mane fluttered about you like waving flames, on
your black haunches shone drops of blood and frothy
foam. In harness of gold you bounded forward; the
ground thundered under you. You trembled with
joy. Ah, how beautiful you were!
It is the gray hour of twilight in the pensioners’
wing. In the big room the pensioners’ red-painted
chests stand against the walls, and their holiday
clothes hang on hooks in the corner. The firelight
plays on the whitewashed walls and on the yellow-striped
curtains which conceal the beds. The pensioners’
wing is not a kingly dwelling,—no seraglio
with cushioned divans and soft pillows.
But there Lilliecrona’s violin is heard. He is playing
the cachucha in the dusk of the evening. And
he plays it over and over again.
Cut the strings, break his bow! Why does he
play that cursed dance? Why does he play it, when
Örneclou, the ensign, is lying sick with the pains of
gout, so severe that he cannot move in his bed? No;
snatch the violin away and throw it against the wall
if he will not stop.
La cachucha, is it for us, master? Shall it be
danced over the shaking floor of the pensioners’
wing, between the narrow walls, black with smoke
and greasy with dirt, under that low ceiling? Woe
to you, to play so.
La cachucha, is it for us,—for us pensioners? Without
the snow-storm howls. Do you think to teach
the snow-flakes to dance in time? Are you playing
for the light-footed children of the storm?
Maiden forms, which tremble with the throbbing
of hot blood, small sooty hands, which have thrown
aside the pot to seize the castanets, bare feet under
tucked-up skirts, courts paved with marble slabs,
crouching gypsies with bagpipe and tambourine,
Moorish arcades, moonlight, and black eyes,—have
you these, master? If not, let the violin rest.
The pensioners are drying their wet clothes by the
fire. Shall they swing in high boots with iron-shod
heels and inch-thick soles? Through snow yards
deep they have waded the whole day to reach the
bear’s lair. Do you think they will dance in wet,
reeking homespun clothes, with shaggy bruin as a
partner?
An evening sky glittering with stars, red roses in
dark hair, troublous tenderness in the air, untutored
grace in their movements, love rising from the
ground, raining from the sky, floating in the air,—have
you all that, master? If not, why do you force
us to long for such things?
Most cruel of men, are you summoning the tethered
war-horse to the combat? Rutger von Örneclou is
lying in his bed, a prisoner to the gout. Spare him
the pain of tender memories, master! He too has
worn sombrero and bright-colored hair-net; he too
has owned velvet jacket and belted poniard. Spare
old Örneclou, master!
But Lilliecrona plays the cachucha, always the
cachucha, and Örneclou is tortured like the lover
when he sees the swallow fly away to his beloved’s
distant dwelling, like the hart when he is driven by
the hurrying chase past the cooling spring.
Lilliecrona takes the violin for a second from his
chin.
“Ensign, do you remember Rosalie von Berger?”
Örneclou swears a solemn oath.
“She was light as a candle-flame. She sparkled
and danced like the diamond in the end of the fiddle-bow.
You must remember her in the theatre at
Karlstad. We saw her when we were young; do
you remember?”
And the ensign remembered. She was small and
ardent. She was like a sparkling flame. She could
dance la cachucha. She taught all the young men
in Karlstad to dance cachucha and to play the castanets.
At the governor’s ball a pas de deux was danced
by the ensign and Mlle. von Berger, dressed as
Spaniards.
And he had danced as one dances under fig-trees
and magnolias, like a Spaniard,—a real Spaniard.
No one in the whole of Värmland could dance
cachucha like him. No one could dance it so that
it was worth speaking of it, but he.
What a cavalier Värmland lost when the gout
stiffened his legs and great lumps grew out on his
joints! What a cavalier he had been, so slender, so
handsome, so courtly! “The handsome Örneclou”
he was called by those young girls, who were ready
to come to blows over a dance with him.
Then Lilliecrona begins the cachucha again, always
the cachucha, and Örneclou is taken back to old
times.
There he stands, and there she stands, Rosalie von
Berger. Just now they were alone in the dressing-room.
She was a Spaniard, he too. He was allowed
to kiss her, but carefully, for she was afraid of his
blackened moustache. Now they dance. Ah, as one
dances under fig-trees and magnolias! She draws
away, he follows; he is bold, she proud; he wounded,
she conciliatory. When he at the end falls on his
knees and receives her in his outstretched arms, a
sigh goes through the ball-room, a sigh of rapture.
He had been like a Spaniard, a real Spaniard.
Just at that stroke had he bent so, stretched his
arms so, and put out his foot to glide forward. What
grace! He might have been hewn in marble.
He does not know how it happened, but he has
got his foot over the edge of the bed, he stands
upright, he bends, he raises his arms, snaps his
fingers, and wishes to glide forward over the floor in
the same way as long ago, when he wore so tight
patent leather shoes the stocking feet had to be cut
away.
“Bravo, Örneclou! Bravo, Lilliecrona, play life
into him!”
His foot gives way; he cannot rise on his toe. He
kicks a couple of times with one leg; he can do no
more, he falls back on the bed.
Handsome señor, you have grown old.
Perhaps the señorita has too.
It is only under the plane-trees of Granada that
the cachucha is danced by eternally young gitanas.
Eternally young, because, like the roses, each spring
brings new ones.
So now the time has come to cut the strings.
No, play on, Lilliecrona, play the cachucha, always
the cachucha!
Teach us that, although we have got slow bodies
and stiff joints, in our feelings we are always the
same, always Spaniards.
War-horse, war-horse!
Say that you love the trumpet-blast, which decoys
you into a gallop, even if you also cut your foot to
the bone on the steel-link of the tether.
Ah, women of the olden times!
To speak of you is to speak of the kingdom of
heaven; you were all beauties, ever bright, ever
young, ever lovely and gentle as a mother’s eyes
when she looks down on her child. Soft as young
squirrels you hung on your husband’s neck. Your
voice never trembled with anger, no frowns ruffled
your brow, your white hand was never harsh and
hard. You, sweet saints, like adored images stood
in the temple of home. Incense and prayers were
offered you, through you love worked its wonders,
and round your temples poetry wreathed its gold,
gleaming glory.
Ah, women of the past, this is the story of how
one of you gave Gösta Berling her love.
Two weeks after the ball at Borg there was one at
Ekeby.
What a feast it was! Old men and women become
young again, smile and rejoice, only in speaking
of it.
The pensioners were masters at Ekeby at that
time. The major’s wife went about the country
with beggar’s wallet and crutch, and the major lived
at Sjö. He could not even be present at the ball,
for at Sjö small-pox had broken out, and he was
afraid to spread the infection.
What pleasures those twelve hours contained, from
the pop of the first cork at the dinner-table to the
last wail of the violins, long after midnight.
They have sunk into the background of time, those
crowned hours, made magical by the most fiery
wines, by the most delicate food, by the most inspiring
music, by the wittiest of theatricals, by the most
beautiful tableaux. They have sunk away, dizzy with
the dizziest dance. Where are to be found such
polished floors, such courtly knights, such lovely
women?
Ah, women of the olden days, you knew well how
to adorn a ball. Streams of fire, of genius, and
youthful vigor thrilled each and all who approached
you. It was worth wasting one’s gold on wax-candles
to light up your loveliness, on wine to instil gayety
into your hearts; it was worth dancing soles to dust
and rubbing stiff arms which had drawn the fiddle-bow,
for your sakes.
Ah, women of the olden days, it was you who
owned the key to the door of Paradise.
The halls of Ekeby are crowded with the loveliest
of your lovely throng. There is the young Countess
Dohna, sparklingly gay and eager for game and
dance, as befits her twenty years; there are the lovely
daughters of the judge of Munkerud, and the lively
young ladies from Berga; there is Anna Stjärnhök,
a thousand times more beautiful than ever
before, with that gentle dreaminess which had come
over her ever since the night she had been hunted
by wolves; there are many more, who are not yet
forgotten but soon will be; and there is the beautiful
Marianne Sinclair.
She, the famed queen of beauty, who had shone
at royal courts, who had travelled the land over and
received homage everywhere, she who lighted the
spark of love wherever she showed herself,—she had
deigned to come to the pensioners’ ball.
At that time Värmland’s glory was at its height,
borne up by many proud names. Much had the
beautiful land’s happy children to be proud of, but
when they named their glories they never neglected
to speak of Marianne Sinclair.
The tales of her conquests filled the land.
They spoke of the coronets which had floated
over her head, of the millions which had been laid
at her feet, of the warriors’ swords and poets’ wreaths
whose splendor had tempted her.
And she possessed not only beauty. She was
witty and learned. The cleverest men of the day
were glad to talk with her. She was not an author
herself, but many of her ideas, which she had put
into the souls of her poet-friends, lived again in song.
In Värmland, in the land of the bear, she seldom
stayed. Her life was spent in perpetual journeyings.
Her father, the rich Melchior Sinclair, remained
at home at Björne and let Marianne go to her
noble friends in the large towns or at the great
country-seats. He had his pleasure in telling of
all the money she wasted, and both the old people
lived happy in the splendor of Marianne’s glowing
existence.
Her life was a life of pleasures and homage. The
air about her was love—love her light and lamp,
love her daily bread.
She, too, had often loved, often, often; but never
had that fire lasted long enough to forge the chains
which bind for life.
“I wait for him, the irresistible,” she used to say
of love. “Hitherto he has not climbed over several
ramparts, nor swum through several trenches. He
has come tamely, without wildness in his eye and
madness in his heart. I wait for the conqueror, who
shall take me out of myself. I will feel love so
strong within me that I must tremble before him;
now I know only the love at which my good sense
laughs.”
Her presence gave fire to talk, life to the wine.
Her glowing spirit set the fiddle-bows going, and the
dance floated in sweeter giddiness than before over
the floor which she had touched with her feet. She
was radiant in the tableaux, she gave genius to the
comedy, her lovely lips—
Ah, hush, it was not her fault, she never meant
to do it! It was the balcony, it was the moonlight,
the lace veil, the knightly dress, the song, which were
to blame. The poor young creatures were innocent.
All that which led to so much unhappiness was
with the best intentions. Master Julius, who could
do anything, had arranged a tableau especially that
Marianne might shine in full glory.
In the theatre, which was set up in the great
drawing-room at Ekeby, sat the hundred guests
and looked at the picture, Spain’s yellow moon
wandering through a dark night sky. A Don Juan
came stealing along Sevilla’s street and stopped under
an ivy-clad balcony. He was disguised as a monk,
but one could see an embroidered cuff under the
sleeve, and a gleaming sword-point under the mantle’s
hem.
He raised his voice in song:—
“I kiss the lips of no fair maid,
Nor wet mine with the foaming wine
Within the beaker’s gold.
A cheek upon whose rose-leaf shade
Mine eyes have lit a glow divine,
A look which shyly seeketh mine,—
These leave me still and cold.
“Ah, come not in thy beauty’s glow,
Señora, through yon terrace-door;
I fear when thou art nigh!
Cope and stole my shoulders know,
The Virgin only I adore,
And water-jugs hold comfort’s store;
For ease to them I fly.”
As he finished, Marianne came out on the balcony,
dressed in black velvet and lace veil. She leaned
over the balustrade and sang slowly and ironically:
“Why tarry thus, thou holy man
Beneath my window late or long?
Dost pray for my soul’s weal?”
Then suddenly, warmly and eagerly:—
“Ah, flee, begone while yet you can!
Your gleaming sword sticks forth so long.
And plainly, spite your holy song,
The spurs clank on your heel.”
At these words the monk cast off his disguise, and
Gösta Berling stood under the balcony in a knight’s
dress of silk and gold. He heeded not the beauty’s
warning, but climbed up one of the balcony supports,
swung himself over the balustrade, and, just as Master
Julius had arranged it, fell on his knees at the lovely
Marianne’s feet.
Graciously she smiled on him, and gave him her
hand to kiss, and while the two young people gazed
at one another, absorbed in their love, the curtain
fell.
And before her knelt Gösta Berling, with a face
tender as a poet’s and bold as a soldier’s, with deep
eyes, which glowed with wit and genius, which implored
and constrained. Supple and full of strength
was he, fiery and captivating.
While the curtain went up and down, the two stood
always in the same position. Gösta’s eyes held the
lovely Marianne fast; they implored; they constrained.
Then the applause ceased; the curtain hung quiet;
no one saw them.
Then the beautiful Marianne bent down and kissed
Gösta Berling. She did not know why,—she had to.
He stretched up his arms about her head and held
her fast. She kissed him again and again.
But it was the balcony, it was the moonlight, it
was the lace veil, the knightly dress, the song, the
applause, which were to blame. They had not wished
it. She had not thrust aside the crowns which had
hovered over her head, and spurned the millions
which lay at her feet, out of love for Gösta Berling;
nor had he already forgotten Anna Stjärnhök. No;
they were blameless; neither of them had wished it.
It was the gentle Löwenborg,—he with the fear in
his eye and the smile on his lips,—who that day was
curtain-raiser. Distracted by the memory of many
sorrows, he noticed little of the things of this world,
and had never learned to look after them rightly.
When he now saw that Gösta and Marianne had
taken a new position, he thought that it also belonged
to the tableau, and so he began to drag on
the curtain string.
The two on the balcony observed nothing until a
thunder of applause greeted them.
Marianne started back and wished to flee, but Gösta
held her fast, whispering:—
“Stand still; they think it belongs to the tableau.”
He felt how her body shook with shuddering, and
how the fire of her kisses died out on her lips.
“Do not be afraid,” he whispered; “lovely lips have
a right to kiss.”
They had to stand while the curtain went up and
went down, and each time the hundreds of eyes saw
them, hundreds of hands thundered out a stormy
applause.
For it was beautiful to see two fair young people
represent love’s happiness. No one could think that
those kisses were anything but stage delusion. No
one guessed that the señora shook with embarrassment
and the knight with uneasiness. No one could
think that it did not all belong to the tableau.
At last Marianne and Gösta stood behind the
scenes.
She pushed her hair back from her forehead.
“I don’t understand myself,” she said.
“Fie! for shame, Miss Marianne,” said he, grimacing,
and stretched out his hands. “To kiss Gösta
Berling; shame on you!”
Marianne had to laugh.
“Everyone knows that Gösta Berling is irresistible.
My fault is no greater than others’.”
And they agreed to put a good face on it, so that
no one should suspect the truth.
“Can I be sure that the truth will never come out,
Herr Gösta?” she asked, before they went out among
the guests.
“That you can. Gentlemen can hold their tongues.
I promise you that.”
She dropped her eyes. A strange smile curved
her lips.
“If the truth should come out, what would people
think of me, Herr Gösta?”
“They would not think anything. They would
know that it meant nothing. They would think that
we entered into our parts and were going on with the
play.”
Yet another question, with lowered lids and with
the same forced smile,—
“But you yourself? What do you think about
it, Herr Gösta?”
“I think that you are in love with me,” he jested.
“Think no such thing,” she smiled, “for then I
must run you through with my stiletto to show you
that you are wrong.”
“Women’s kisses are precious,” said Gösta.
“Does it cost one’s life to be kissed by Marianne
Sinclair?”
A glance flashed on him from Marianne’s eyes, so
sharp that it felt like a blow.
“I could wish to see you dead, Gösta Berling!
dead! dead!”
These words revived the old longing in the poet’s
blood.
“Ah,” he said, “would that those words were more
than words!—that they were arrows which came
whistling from some dark ambush; that they were
daggers or poison, and had the power to destroy
this wretched body and set my soul free!”
She was calm and smiling now.
“Childishness!” she said, and took his arm to join
the guests.
They kept their costumes, and their triumphs were
renewed when they showed themselves in front of
the scenes. Every one complimented them. No
one suspected anything.
The ball began again, but Gösta escaped from the
ball-room.
His heart ached from Marianne’s glance, as if it
had been wounded by sharp steel. He understood
too well the meaning of her words.
It was a disgrace to love him; it was a disgrace to
be loved by him, a shame worse than death.
He would never dance again. He wished never to
see them again, those lovely women.
He knew it too well. Those beautiful eyes, those
red cheeks burned not for him. Not for him floated
those light feet, nor rung that low laugh.
Yes, dance with him, flirt with him, that they could
do, but not one of them would be his in earnest.
The poet went into the smoking-room to the old
men, and sat down by one of the card-tables. He
happened to throw himself down by the same table
where the powerful master of Björne sat and played
“baccarat” holding the bank with a great pile of silver
in front of him.
The play was already high. Gösta gave it an even
greater impulse. Green bank-notes appeared, and
always the pile of money grew in front of the powerful
Melchior Sinclair.
But before Gösta also gathered both coins and
notes, and soon he was the only one who held out
in the struggle against the great land-owner at Björne.
Soon the great pile of money changed over from
Melchior Sinclair to Gösta Berling.
“Gösta, my boy,” cried the land-owner, laughing,
when he had played away everything he had in his
pocket-book and purse, “what shall we do now?
I am bankrupt, and I never play with borrowed
money. I promised my wife that.”
He discovered a way. He played away his watch
and his beaver coat, and was just going to stake his
horse and sledge when Sintram checked him.
“Stake something to win on,” he advised him.
“Stake something to turn the luck.”
“What the devil have I got?”
“Play your reddest heart’s blood, brother Melchior.
Stake your daughter!”
“You would never venture that,” said Gösta, laughing.
“That prize I would never get under my
roof.”
Melchior could not help laughing also. He could
not endure that Marianne’s name should be mentioned
at the card-tables, but this was so insanely
ridiculous that he could not be angry. To play
away Marianne to Gösta, yes, that he certainly could
venture.
“That is to say,” he explained, “that if you can
win her consent, Gösta, I will stake my blessing to
the marriage on this card.”
Gösta staked all his winnings and the play began.
He won, and Sinclair stopped playing. He could
not fight against such bad luck; he saw that.
The night slipped by; it was past midnight. The
lovely women’s cheeks began to grow pale; curls
hung straight, ruffles were crumpled. The old ladies
rose up from the sofa-corners and said that as they
had been there twelve hours, it was about time for
them to be thinking of home.
And the beautiful ball should be over, but then
Lilliecrona himself seized the fiddle and struck up
the last polka. The horses stood at the door; the
old ladies were dressed in their cloaks and shawls;
the old men wound their plaids about them and
buckled their galoshes.
But the young people could not tear themselves
from the dance. They danced in their out-door wraps,
and a mad dance it was. As soon as a girl stopped
dancing with one partner, another came and dragged
her away with him.
And even the sorrowful Gösta was dragged into
the whirl. He hoped to dance away grief and humiliation;
he wished to have the love of life in his
blood again; he longed to be gay, he as well as the
others. And he danced till the walls went round,
and he no longer knew what he was doing.
Who was it he had got hold of in the crowd? She
was light and supple, and he felt that streams of fire
went from one to the other. Ah, Marianne!
While Gösta danced with Marianne, Sintram sat in
his sledge before the door, and beside him stood
Melchior Sinclair.
The great land-owner was impatient at being forced
to wait for Marianne. He stamped in the snow with
his great snow-boots and beat with his arms, for it
was bitter cold.
“Perhaps you ought not to have played Marianne
away to Gösta,” said Sintram.
“What do you mean?”
Sintram arranged his reins and lifted his whip,
before he answered:—
“It did not belong to the tableau, that kissing.”
The powerful land-owner raised his arm for a death-blow,
but Sintram was already gone. He drove away,
whipping the horse to a wild gallop without daring to
look back, for Melchior Sinclair had a heavy hand
and short patience.
He went now into the dancing-room to look for his
daughter, and saw how Gösta and Marianne were
dancing.
Wild and giddy was that last polka.
Some of the couples were pale, others glowing
red, dust lay like smoke over the hall, the wax-candles
gleamed, burned down to the sockets, and in
the midst of all the ghostly ruin, they flew on, Gösta
and Marianne, royal in their tireless strength, no
blemish on their beauty, happy in the glorious motion.
Melchior Sinclair watched them for a while; but
then he went and left Marianne to dance. He
slammed the door, tramped down the stairs, and
placed himself in the sledge, where his wife already
waited, and drove home.
When Marianne stopped dancing and asked after
her parents, they were gone.
When she was certain of this she showed no surprise.
She dressed herself quietly and went out in
the yard. The ladies in the dressing-room thought
that she drove in her own sledge.
She hurried in her thin satin shoes along the road
without telling any one of her distress.
In the darkness no one recognized her, as she went
by the edge of the road; no one could think that this
late wanderer, who was driven up into the high drifts
by the passing sledges, was the beautiful Marianne.
When she could go in the middle of the road she
began to run. She ran as long as she was able, then
walked for a while, then ran again. A hideous, torturing
fear drove her on.
From Ekeby to Björne it cannot be farther than at
most two miles. Marianne was soon at home, but she
thought almost that she had come the wrong way.
When she reached the house all the doors were closed,
all the lights out; she wondered if her parents had
not come home.
She went forward and twice knocked loudly on the
front door. She seized the door-handle and shook it
till the noise resounded through the whole house.
No one came and opened, but when she let the iron
go, which she had grasped with her bare hands, the
fast-frozen skin was torn from them.
Melchior Sinclair had driven home in order to shut
his door on his only child.
He was drunk with much drinking, wild with rage.
He hated his daughter, because she liked Gösta Berling.
He had shut the servants into the kitchen, and
his wife in the bedroom. With solemn oaths he told
them that the one who let Marianne in, he would beat
to a jelly. And they knew that he would keep his
word.
No one had ever seen him so angry. Such a grief
had never come to him before. Had his daughter
come into his presence, he would perhaps have killed
her.
Golden ornaments, silken dresses had he given her,
wit and learning had been instilled in her. She had
been his pride, his glory. He had been as proud of
her as if she had worn a crown. Oh, his queen, his
goddess, his honored, beautiful, proud Marianne!
Had he ever denied her anything? Had he not always
considered himself too common to be her father?
Oh, Marianne, Marianne!
Ought he not to hate her, when she is in love with
Gösta Berling and kisses him? Should he not cast
her out, shut his door against her, when she will disgrace
her greatness by loving such a man? Let her
stay at Ekeby, let her run to the neighbors for shelter,
let her sleep in the snow-drifts; it’s all the same, she
has already been dragged in the dirt, the lovely Marianne.
The bloom is gone. The lustre of her life is
gone.
He lies there in his bed, and hears how she beats on
the door. What does that matter to him? He is
asleep. Outside stands one who will marry a dismissed
priest; he has no home for such a one. If he
had loved her less, if he had been less proud of her,
he could have let her come in.
Yes, his blessing he could not refuse them. He had
played it away. But to open the door for her, that
he would not do. Ah, Marianne!
The beautiful young woman still stood outside the
door of her home. One minute she shook the lock
in powerless rage, the next she fell on her knees,
clasped her mangled hands, and begged for forgiveness.
But no one heard her, no one answered, no one
opened to her.
Oh! was it not terrible? I am filled with horror as
I tell of it. She came from a ball whose queen she
had been! She had been proud, rich, happy; and in
one minute she was cast into such an endless misery.
Shut out from her home, exposed to the cold,—not
scorned, not beaten, not cursed, but shut out with
cold, immovable lovelessness.
Think of the cold, starlit night, which spread its
arch above her, the great wide night with the empty,
desolate snow-fields, with the silent woods. Everything
slept, everything was sunk in painless sleep;
only one living point in all that sleeping whiteness.
All sorrow and pain and horror, which otherwise had
been spread over the world, crept forward towards
that one lonely point. O God, to suffer alone in the
midst of this sleeping, ice-bound world!
For the first time in her life she met with unmercifulness
and hardness. Her mother would not take the
trouble to leave her bed to save her. The old servants,
who had guided her first steps, heard her and did not
move a finger for her sake. For what crime was she
punished?
Where should she find compassion, if not at this
door? If she had been a murderess, she would still
have knocked on it, knowing that they would forgive
her. If she had sunk to being the most miserable
of creatures, come wasted and in rags, she would still
confidently have gone up to that door, and expected
a loving welcome. That door was the entrance to
her home; behind it she could only meet with love.
Had not her father tried her enough? Would they
not soon open to her?
“Father, father!” she called. “Let me come in! I
freeze, I tremble. It is terrible out here!”
“Mother, mother! You who have gone so many
steps to serve me, you who have watched so many
nights over me, why do you sleep now? Mother,
mother, wake just this one night, and I will never give
you pain again!”
She calls, and falls into breathless silence to listen
for an answer. But no one heard her, no one obeyed
her, no one answered.
Then she wrings her hands in despair, but there are
no tears in her eyes.
The long, dark house with its closed doors and
darkened windows lay awful and motionless in the
night. What would become of her, who was homeless?
Branded and dishonored was she, as long as
she encumbered the earth. And her father himself
pressed the red-hot iron deeper into her shoulders.
“Father,” she called once more, “what will become
of me? People will believe the worst of me.”
She wept and suffered; her body was stiff with
cold.
Alas, that such misery can reach one, who but
lately stood so high! It is so easy to be plunged into
the deepest suffering! Should we not fear life? Who
sails in a safe craft? Round about us swell sorrows
like a heaving ocean; see how the hungry waves lick
the ship’s sides, see how they rage up over her. Ah,
no safe anchorage, no solid ground, no steady ship, as
far as the eye can see; only an unknown sky over an
ocean of sorrow!
But hush! At last, at last! A light step comes
through the hall.
“Is it mother?” asked Marianne.
“Yes, my child.”
“May I come in now?”
“Father will not let you come in.”
“I have run in the snow-drifts in my thin shoes all
the way from Ekeby. I have stood here an hour and
knocked and called. I am freezing to death out here.
Why did you drive away and leave me?”
“My child, my child, why did you kiss Gösta
Berling?”
“But father must have seen that I do not like him
for that. It was in fun. Does he think that I will
marry Gösta?”
“Go to the gardener’s house, Marianne, and beg
that you pass the night there. Your father is drunk.
He will not listen to reason. He has kept me a
prisoner up there. I crept out when I thought he
was asleep. He will kill me, if you come in.”
“Mother, mother, shall I go to strangers when I
have a home? Are you as hard as father? How can
you allow me to be shut out? I will lay myself in the
drift out here, if you do not let me in.”
Then Marianne’s mother laid her hand on the lock
to open the door, but at the same moment a heavy
step was heard on the stair, and a harsh voice called
her.
Marianne listened: her mother hurried away, the
harsh voice cursed her and then—
Marianne heard something terrible,—she could
hear every sound in the silent house.
She heard the thud of a blow, a blow with a stick
or a box on the ear; then she heard a faint noise, and
then again a blow.
He struck her mother, the terrible brutal Melchior
Sinclair struck his wife!
And in pale horror Marianne threw herself down
on the threshold and writhed in anguish. Now she
wept, and her tears froze to ice on the threshold of
her home.
Grace! pity! Open, open, that she might bend
her own back under the blows! Oh, that he could
strike her mother, strike her, because she did not
wish to see her daughter the next day lying dead in
the snow-drift, because she had wished to comfort her
child!
Great humiliation had come to Marianne that night.
She had fancied herself a queen, and she lay there
little better than a whipped slave.
But she rose up in cold rage. Once more she
struck the door with her bloody hand and called:—
“Hear what I say to you,—you, who beat my
mother. You shall weep for this, Melchior Sinclair,
weep!”
Then she went and laid herself to rest in the snow-drift.
She threw off her cloak and lay in her black velvet
dress, easily distinguishable against the white snow.
She lay and thought how her father would come out
the next day on his early morning tour of inspection
and find her there. She only hoped that he himself
might find her.
O Death, pale friend, is it as true as it is consoling,
that I never can escape meeting you? Even to me,
the lowliest of earth’s workers, will you come, to loosen
the torn leather shoes from my feet, to take the spade
and the barrow from my hand, to take the working-dress
from my body. With gentle force you lay me
out on a lace-trimmed bed; you adorn me with
draped linen sheets. My feet need no more shoes,
my hands are clad in snow-white gloves, which no
more work shall soil. Consecrated by thee to the
sweetness of rest, I shall sleep a sleep of a thousand
years. Oh deliverer! The lowliest of earth’s laborers
am I, and I dream with a thrill of pleasure of the hour
when I shall be received into your kingdom.
Pale friend, on me you can easily try your strength,
but I tell you that the fight was harder against those
women of the olden days. Life’s strength was mighty
in their slender bodies, no cold could cool their hot
blood. You had laid Marianne on your bed, O
Death, and you sat by her side, as an old nurse sits
by the cradle to lull the child to sleep. You faithful
old nurse, who know what is good for the children
of men, how angry you must be when playmates
come, who with noise and romping wake your sleeping
child. How vexed you must have been when
the pensioners lifted the lovely Marianne out of the
bed, when a man laid her against his breast, and
warm tears fell from his eyes on to her face.
At Ekeby all lights were out, and all the guests had
gone. The pensioners stood alone in the bachelors’
wing, about the last half-emptied punch bowl.
Then Gösta rung on the edge of the bowl and made
a speech for you, women of the olden days. To
speak of you, he said, was to speak of the kingdom
of heaven: you were all beauties, ever bright, ever
young, ever lovely and gentle as a mother’s eyes
when she looks down on her child. Soft as young
squirrels you hung on your husband’s neck, your
voice never trembled with anger, no frowns ruffled
your brow, your white hands were never harsh and
hard. Sweet saints, you were adored images in the
temple of home. Men lay at your feet, offering you
incense and prayers. Through you love worked its
wonders, and round your temples poetry wreathed its
gold, gleaming glory.
And the pensioners sprang up, wild with wine,
wild with his words, with their blood raging. Old
Eberhard and the lazy Christopher drew back from
the sport. In the wildest haste the pensioners harnessed
horses to sledges and hurried out in the cold
night to pay homage to those who never could be
honored enough, to sing a serenade to each and all of
them who possessed the rosy cheeks and bright eyes
which had just lighted up Ekeby halls.
But the pensioners did not go far on their happy way,
for when they came to Björne, they found Marianne
lying in the snow-drift, just by the door of her home.
They trembled and raged to see her there. It
was like finding a worshipped saint lying mangled and
stripped outside the church-door.
Gösta shook his clenched hand at the dark house.
“You children of hate,” he cried, “you hail-storms,
you ravagers of God’s pleasure-house!”
Beerencreutz lighted his horn lantern and let it
shine down on the livid face. Then the pensioners
saw Marianne’s mangled hands, and the tears which
had frozen to ice on her eyelashes, and they wailed
like women, for she was not merely a saintly image,
but a beautiful woman, who had been a joy to their
old hearts.
Gösta Berling threw himself on his knees beside her.
“She is lying here, my bride,” he said. “She gave
me the betrothal kiss a few hours ago, and her
father has promised me his blessing. She lies and
waits for me to come and share her white bed.”
And Gösta lifted up the lifeless form in his strong
arms.
“Home to Ekeby with her!” he cried. “Now
she is mine. In the snow-drift I have found her; no
one shall take her from me. We will not wake them
in there. What has she to do behind those doors,
against which she has beaten her hand into blood?”
He was allowed to do as he wished. He laid
Marianne in the foremost sledge and sat down at her
side. Beerencreutz sat behind and took the reins.
“Take snow and rub her, Gösta!” he commanded.
The cold had paralyzed her limbs, nothing more.
The wildly agitated heart still beat. She had not
even lost consciousness; she knew all about the pensioners,
and how they had found her, but she could
not move. So she lay stiff and stark in the sledge,
while Gösta Berling rubbed her with snow and alternately
wept and kissed, and she felt an infinite longing
to be able only to lift a hand, that she might give
a caress in return.
She remembered everything. She lay there stiff
and motionless and thought more clearly than ever
before. Was she in love with Gösta Berling? Yes,
she was. Was it merely a whim of the moment?
No, it had been for many years. She compared
herself with him and the other people in Värmland.
They were all just like children. They followed
whatever impulse came to them. They only lived
the outer life, had never looked deep into their souls.
But she had become what one grows to be by living in
the world; she could never really lose herself in anything.
If she loved, yes, whatever she did, one half
of her stood and looked on with a cold scorn. She
had longed for a passion which should carry her
away in wild heedlessness, and now it had come.
When she kissed Gösta Berling on the balcony, for
the first time she had forgotten herself.
And now the passion came over her again, her
heart throbbed so that she heard it beat. Should
she not soon be mistress of her limbs? She felt a
wild joy that she had been thrust out from her home.
Now she could be Gösta’s without hesitation. How
stupid she had been, to have subdued her love so
many years. Ah, it is so sweet to yield to love.
But shall she never, never be free from these icy
chains? She has been ice within and fire on the surface;
now it is the opposite, a soul of fire in a body
of ice.
Then Gösta feels how two arms gently are raised
about his neck in a weak, feeble pressure.
He could only just feel them, but Marianne thought
that she gave expression to the suppressed passion in
her by a suffocating embrace.
But when Beerencreutz saw it he let the horse go
as it would along the familiar road. He raised his
eyes and looked obstinately and unceasingly at the
Pleiades.
If it should happen to you that you are sitting or
lying and reading this at night, as I am writing it
during the silent hours, then do not draw a sigh of
relief here and think that the good pensioners were
allowed to have an undisturbed sleep, after they had
come back with Marianne and made her a good bed
in the best guest-room beyond the big drawing-room.
They went to bed, and went to sleep, but it was not
their lot to sleep in peace and quiet till noon, as you
and I, dear reader, might have done, if we had been
awake till four in the morning and our limbs ached
with fatigue.
It must not be forgotten that the old major’s wife
went about the country with beggar’s wallet and stick,
and that it never was her way, when she had anything
to do, to think of a poor tired sinner’s convenience.
And now she would do it even less, as she had decided
to drive the pensioners that very night from
Ekeby.
Gone was the day when she sat in splendor and
magnificence at Ekeby and sowed happiness over the
earth, as God sows stars over the skies. And while
she wandered homeless about the land, the authority
and honor of the great estate was left in the pensioners’
hands to be guarded by them, as the wind guards
ashes, as the spring sun guards the snow-drift.
It sometimes happened that the pensioners drove
out, six or eight of them, in a long sledge drawn by
four horses, with chiming bells and braided reins. If
they met the major’s wife, as she went as a beggar,
they did not turn away their heads.
Clenched fists were stretched against her. By a
violent swing of the sledge, she was forced up into
the drifts by the roadside, and Major Fuchs, the bear-killer,
always took pains to spit three times to take
away the evil effect of meeting the old woman.
They had no pity on her. She was as odious as a
witch to them as she went along the road. If any
mishap had befallen her, they would no more have
grieved than he who shoots off his gun on Easter Eve,
loaded with brass hooks, grieves that he has hit a
witch flying by.
It was to secure their salvation that these unhappy
pensioners persecuted the major’s wife. People have
often been cruel and tortured one another with the
greatest hardness, when they have trembled for their
souls.
When the pensioners late at night reeled from the
drinking-tables to the window to see if the night was
calm and clear, they often noticed a dark shadow,
which glided over the grass, and knew that the
major’s wife had come to see her beloved home; then
the bachelors’ wing rang with the pensioners’ scornful
laughter, and gibes flew from the open windows down
to her.
Verily, lovelessness and arrogance began to take
possession of the penniless adventurers’ hearts. Sintram
had planted hate. Their souls could not have
been in greater danger if the major’s wife had remained
at Ekeby. More die in flight than in battle.
The major’s wife cherished no great anger against
the pensioners.
If she had had the power, she would have whipped
them like naughty boys and then granted them her
grace and favor again.
But now she feared for her beloved lands, which
were in the pensioners’ hands to be guarded by them, as
wolves guard the sheep, as crows guard the spring grain.
There are many who have suffered the same sorrow.
She is not the only one who has seen ruin come
to a beloved home and well-kept fields fall into decay.
They have seen their childhood’s home look at them
like a wounded animal. Many feel like culprits when
they see the trees there wither away, and the paths
covered with tufts of grass. They wish to throw
themselves on their knees in those fields, which once
boasted of rich harvests, and beg them not to blame
them for the disgrace which befalls them. And they
turn away from the poor old horses; they have not
courage to meet their glance. And they dare not
stand by the gate and see the cattle come home from
pasture. There is no spot on earth so sad to visit as
an old home in ruin.
When I think what that proud Ekeby must have
suffered under the pensioners’ rule, I wish that the
plan of the major’s wife had been fulfilled, and that
Ekeby had been taken from them.
It was not her thought to take back her dominion
again.
She had only one object,—to rid her home of these
madmen, these locusts, these wild brigands, in whose
path no grass grew.
While she went begging about the land and lived
on alms, she continually thought of her mother; and
the thought bit deep into her heart, that there could
be no bettering for her till her mother lifted the
curse from her shoulders.
No one had ever mentioned the old woman’s death,
so she must be still living up there by the iron-works
in the forest. Ninety years old, she still lived in
unceasing labor, watching over her milk-pans in the
summer, her charcoal-kilns in the winter, working
till death, longing for the day when she would have
completed her life’s duties.
And the major’s wife thought that her mother had
lived so long in order to be able to lift the curse from
her life. That mother could not die who had called
down such misery on her child.
So the major’s wife wanted to go to the old woman,
that they might both get rest. She wished to struggle
up through the dark woods by the long river to the
home of her childhood.
Till then she could not rest. There were many
who offered her a warm home and all the comforts
of a faithful friendship, but she would not stop anywhere.
Grim and fierce, she went from house to
house, for she was weighed down by the curse.
She was going to struggle up to her mother, but
first she wanted to provide for her beloved home.
She would not go and leave it in the hands of light-minded
spendthrifts, of worthless drunkards, of good-for-nothing
dispersers of God’s gifts.
Should she go to find on her return her inheritance
gone to waste, her hammers silent, her horses starving,
her servants scattered? Ah, no, once more she
will rise in her might and drive out the pensioners.
She well understood that her husband saw with joy
how her inheritance was squandered. But she knew
him enough to understand, also, that if she drove
away his devouring locusts, he would be too lazy to
get new ones. Were the pensioners removed, then
her old bailiff and overseer could carry on the work
at Ekeby in the old grooves.
And so, many nights her dark shadow had glided
along the black lanes. She had stolen in and out of
the cottagers’ houses, she had whispered with the
miller and the mill-hands in the lower floor of the
great mill, she had conferred with the smith in the
dark coal-house.
And they had all sworn to help her. The honor
of the great estate should no longer be left in the
hands of careless pensioners, to be guarded as the
wind guards the ashes, as the wolf guards the flock
of sheep.
And this night, when the merry gentlemen had
danced, played, and drunk until they had sunk down
on their beds in a dead sleep, this very night they
must go. She has let them have their good time.
She has sat in the smithy and awaited the end of the
ball. She has waited still longer, until the pensioners
should return from their nocturnal drive. She has
sat in silent waiting, until the message was brought
her that the last light was out in the bachelors’ wing
and that the great house slept. Then she rose and
went out.
The major’s wife ordered that all the workmen on
the estate should be gathered together up by the
bachelors’ wing; she herself went to the house.
There she went to the main building, knocked, and
was let in. The young daughter of the minister at
Broby, whom she had trained to be a capable maid-servant,
was there to meet her.
“You are so welcome, madame,” said the maid,
and kissed her hand.
“Put out the light!” said the major’s wife. “Do
you think I cannot find my way without a candle?”
And then she began a wandering through the silent
house. She went from the cellar to the attic, and
said farewell. With stealthy step they went from
room to room.
The major’s wife was filled with old memories. The
maid neither sighed nor sobbed, but tear after tear
flowed unchecked from her eyes, while she followed
her mistress. The major’s wife had her open the
linen-closet and silver-chest, and passed her hand over
the fine damask table-cloths and the magnificent silver
service. She felt caressingly the mighty pile of
pillows in the store-closet. She touched all the implements,
the looms, the spinning-wheels, and winding-bobbins.
She thrust her hand into the spice-box,
and felt the rows of tallow candles which hung from
the rafters.
“The candles are dry,” she said. “They can be
taken down and put away.”
She was down in the cellar, carefully lifted the beer-casks,
and groped over the rows of wine bottles.
She went into the pantry and kitchen; she felt
everything, examined everything. She stretched out
her hand and said farewell to everything in her
house.
Last she went through the rooms. She found the
long broad sofas in their places; she laid her hand on
the cool slabs of the marble tables, and on the mirrors
with their frames of gilded dancing nymphs.
“This is a rich house,” she said. “A noble man
was he who gave me all this for my own.”
In the great drawing-room, where the dance had
lately whirled, the stiff-backed arm-chairs already
stood in prim order against the walls.
She went over to the piano, and very gently struck
a chord.
“Joy and gladness were no strangers here in my
time, either,” she said.
She went also to the guest-room beyond. It was
pitch-dark. The major’s wife groped with her hands
and came against the maid’s face.
“Are you weeping?” she said, for she felt her
hands were wet with tears.
Then the young girl burst out sobbing.
“Madame,” she cried, “madame, they will destroy
everything. Why do you leave us and let the pensioners
ruin your house?”
The major’s wife drew back the curtain and pointed
out into the yard.
“Is it I who have taught you to weep and lament?”
she cried. “Look out! the place is full of people;
to-morrow there will not be one pensioner left at
Ekeby.”
“Are you coming back?” asked the maid.
“My time has not yet come,” said the major’s
wife. “The highway is my home, and the hay-stack
my bed. But you shall watch over Ekeby for me,
child, while I am away.”
And they went on. Neither of them knew or
thought that Marianne slept in that very room. But
she did not sleep. She was wide awake, heard everything,
and understood it all. She had lain there in
bed and sung a hymn to Love.
“You conqueror, who have taken me out of myself,”
she said, “I lay in fathomless misery and you
have changed it to a paradise. My hands stuck fast
to the iron latch of the closed door and were torn
and wounded; on the threshold of my home my tears
lie frozen to pearls of ice. Anger froze my heart
when I heard the blows on my mother’s back. In the
cold snow-drift I hoped to sleep away my anger,
but you came. O Love, child of fire, to one who was
frozen by much cold you came. When I compare
my sufferings to the glory won by them, they seem to
me as nothing. I am free of all ties. I have no
father nor mother, no home. People will believe all
evil of me and turn away from me. It has pleased
you to do this, O Love, for why should I stand
higher than my beloved? Hand in hand we will
wander out into the world. Gösta Berling’s bride is
penniless; he found her in a snow-drift. We shall
not live in lofty halls, but in a cottage at the edge
of the wood. I shall help him to watch the kiln, I
shall help him to set snares for partridges and hares,
I shall cook his food and mend his clothes. Oh, my
beloved, how I shall long and mourn, while I sit there
alone by the edge of the wood and wait for you! But
not for the days of riches, only for you; only you
shall I look for and miss,—your footstep on the forest
path, your joyous song, as you come with your axe
on your shoulder. Oh, my beloved, my beloved! As
long as my life lasts, I could sit and wait for you.”
So she lay and sang hymns to the heart-conquering
god, and never once had closed her eyes in sleep
when the major’s wife came in.
When she had gone, Marianne got up and dressed
herself. Once more must she put on the black velvet
dress and the thin satin slippers. She wrapped a
blanket about her like a shawl, and hurried out once
again into the terrible night.
Calm, starlit, and bitingly cold the February night
lay over the earth; it was as if it would never end.
And the darkness and the cold of that long night
lasted on the earth long, long after the sun had risen,
long after the snow-drifts through which Marianne
wandered had been changed to water.
Marianne hurried away from Ekeby to get help.
She could not let those men who had rescued her
from the snow-drift and opened their hearts and home
to her be hunted away. She went down to Sjö to
Major Samzelius. It would be an hour before she
could be back.
When the major’s wife had said farewell to her
home, she went out into the yard, where her people
were waiting, and the struggle began.
She placed them round about the high, narrow
house, the upper story of which was the pensioners’
far-famed home,—the great room with the whitewashed
walls, the red-painted chests, and the great
folding-table, where playing-cards swim in the spilled
brandy, where the broad beds are hidden by yellow
striped curtains where the pensioners sleep.
And in the stable before full mangers the pensioners’
horses sleep and dream of the journeys of their
youth. It is sweet to dream when they know that
they never again shall leave the filled cribs, the warm
stalls of Ekeby.
In a musty old carriage-house, where all the
broken-down coaches and worn-out sledges were
stored, was a wonderful collection of old vehicles.
Many are the pensioners who have lived and died
at Ekeby. Their names are forgotten on the earth,
and they have no longer a place in men’s hearts;
but the major’s wife has kept the vehicles in which
they came to Ekeby, she has collected them all in
the old carriage-house.
And there they stand and sleep, and dust falls thick,
thick over them.
But now in this February night the major’s wife
has the door opened to the carriage-house, and
with lanterns and torches she seeks out the vehicles
which belong to Ekeby’s present pensioners,—Beerencreutz’s
old gig, and Örneclou’s coach, painted
with coat of arms, and the narrow cutter which had
brought Cousin Christopher.
She does not care if the vehicles are for summer or
winter, she only sees that each one gets his own.
And in the stable they are now awake, all the pensioners’
old horses, who had so lately been dreaming
before full mangers. The dream shall be true.
You shall again try the steep hills, and the musty
hay in the sheds of wayside inns, and drunken horse-dealers’
sharp whips, and the mad races on ice so slippery
that you tremble only to walk on it.
The old beasts mouth and snort when the bit is
put into their toothless jaws; the old vehicles creak
and crack. Pitiful infirmity, which should have been
allowed to sleep in peace till the end of the world,
was now dragged out before all eyes; stiff joints, halting
forelegs, spavin, and broken-wind are shown up.
The stable grooms succeed, however, in getting the
horses harnessed; then they go and ask the major’s
wife in what Gösta Berling shall be put, for, as every
one knows, he came to Ekeby in the coal-sledge of
the major’s wife.
“Put Don Juan in our best sledge,” she says, “and
spread over it the bear-skin with the silver claws!”
And when the grooms grumble, she continues:
“There is not a horse in my stable which I would
not give to be rid of that man, remember that!”
Well, now the vehicles are waked and the horses
too, but the pensioners still sleep. It is now their
time to be brought out in the winter night; but it is
a more perilous deed to seize them in their beds than
to lead out stiff-legged horses and shaky old carriages.
They are bold, strong men, tried in a hundred adventures;
they are ready to defend themselves till death;
it is no easy thing to take them against their will from
out their beds and down to the carriages which shall
carry them away.
The major’s wife has them set fire to a hay-stack,
which stands so near the house that the flames must
shine in to where the pensioners are sleeping.
“The hay-stack is mine, all Ekeby is mine,” she
says.
And when the stack is in flames, she cries: “Wake
them now!”
But the pensioners sleep behind well-closed doors.
The whole mass of people begin to cry out that
terrible “Fire, fire!” but the pensioners sleep on.
The master-smith’s heavy sledge-hammer thunders
against the door, but the pensioners sleep.
A hard snowball breaks the window-pane and flies
into the room, rebounding against the bed-curtains,
but the pensioners sleep.
They dream that a lovely girl throws a handkerchief
at them, they dream of applause from behind fallen
curtains, they dream of gay laughter and the deafening
noise of midnight feasts.
The noise of cannon at their cars, an ocean of ice-cold
water were needed to awake them.
They have bowed, danced, played, acted, and sung.
They are heavy with wine, exhausted, and sleep a
sleep as deep as death’s.
This blessed sleep almost saves them.
The people begin to think that this quiet conceals
a danger. What if it means that the pensioners are
already out to get help? What if it means that they
stand awake, with finger on the trigger, on guard behind
windows or door, ready to fall upon the first who
enters?
These men are crafty, ready to fight; they must
mean something by their silence. Who can think it
of them, that they would let themselves be surprised
in their lairs like bears?
The people bawl their “Fire, fire!” time after time,
but nothing avails.
Then when all are trembling, the major’s wife herself
takes an axe and bursts open the outer door.
Then she rushes alone up the stairs, throws open
the door to the bachelors’ wing, and calls into the
room: “Fire!”
Hers is a voice which finds a better echo in the
pensioners’ ears than the people’s outcry. Accustomed
to obey that voice, twelve men at the same moment
spring from their beds, see the flames, throw on
their clothes, and rush down the stairs out into the yard.
But at the door stands the great master-smith and
two stout mill-hands, and deep disgrace then befalls
the pensioners. Each, as he comes down, is seized,
thrown to the ground, and his feet bound; thereupon
he is carried without ceremony to the vehicle
prepared for him.
None escaped; they were all caught. Beerencreutz,
the grim colonel, was bound and carried away; also
Christian Bergh, the mighty captain, and Eberhard,
the philosopher.
Even the invincible, the terrible Gösta Berling was
caught. The major’s wife had succeeded.
She was still greater than the pensioners.
They are pitiful to see, as they sit with bound limbs
in the mouldy old vehicles. There are hanging heads
and angry glances, and the yard rings with oaths and
wild bursts of powerless rage.
The major’s wife goes from one to the other.
“You shall swear,” she says, “never to come back
to Ekeby.”
“Begone, hag!”
“You shall swear,” she says, “otherwise I will throw
you into the bachelors’ wing, bound as you are, and
you shall burn up in there, for to-night I am going to
burn down the bachelors’ wing.”
“You dare not do that.”
“Dare not! Is not Ekeby mine? Ah, you villain!
Do you think I do not remember how you spit at me
on the highway? Did I not long to set fire here just
now and let you all burn up? Did you lift a finger to
defend me when I was driven from my home? No,
swear now!”
And she stands there so terrible, although she pretends
perhaps to be more angry than she is, and so
many men armed with axes stand about her, that
they are obliged to swear, that no worse misfortune
may happen.
The major’s wife has their clothes and boxes brought
down and has their hand-fetters loosened; then the
reins are laid in their hands.
But much time has been consumed, and Marianne
has reached Sjö.
The major was no late-riser; he was dressed when
she came. She met him in the yard; he had been out
with his bears’ breakfast.
He did not say anything when he heard her story.
He only went in to the bears, put muzzles on them,
led them out, and hurried away to Ekeby.
Marianne followed him at a distance. She was
dropping with fatigue, but then she saw a bright light
of fire in the sky and was frightened nearly to death.
What a night it was! A man beats his wife and
leaves his child to freeze to death outside his door.
Did a woman now mean to burn up her enemies; did
the old major mean to let loose the bears on his own
people?
She conquered her weariness, hurried past the
major, and ran madly up to Ekeby.
She had a good start. When she reached the yard,
she made her way through the crowd. When she
stood in the middle of the ring, face to face with the
major’s wife, she cried as loud as she could,—
“The major, the major is coming with the bears!”
There was consternation among the people; all
eyes turned to the major’s wife.
“You have gone for him,” she said to Marianne.
“Run!” cried the latter, more earnestly. “Away,
for God’s sake! I do not know what the major is
thinking of, but he has the bears with him.”
All stood still and looked at the major’s wife.
“I thank you for your help, children,” she said
quietly to the people. “Everything which has happened
to-night has been so arranged that no one of
you can be prosecuted by the law or get into trouble
for it. Go home now! I do not want to see any of
my people murder or be murdered. Go now!”
Still the people waited.
The major’s wife turned to Marianne.
“I know that you are in love,” she said. “You
act in love’s madness. May the day never come
when you must look on powerless at the ruin of
your home! May you always be mistress over your
tongue and your hand when anger fills the soul!”
“Dear children, come now, come!” she continued,
turning to the people. “May God protect Ekeby!
I must go to my mother. Oh, Marianne, when you
have got back your senses, when Ekeby is ravaged,
and the land sighs in want, think on what you have
done this night, and look after the people!”
Thereupon she went, followed by her people.
When the major reached the yard, he found there
no living thing but Marianne and a long line of
horses with sledges and carriages,—a long dismal line,
where the horses were not worse than the vehicles,
nor the vehicles worse than their owners. Ill-used
in the struggle of life were they all.
Marianne went forward and freed them.
She noticed how they bit their lips and looked
away. They were ashamed as never before. A
great disgrace had befallen them.
“I was not better off when I lay on my knees on
the steps at Björne a couple of hours ago,” said
Marianne.
And so, dear reader, what happened afterwards
that night—how the old vehicles were put into the
carriage-house, the horses in the stable, and the pensioners
in their house—I shall not try to relate. The
dawn began to appear over the eastern hills, and
the day came clear and calm. How much quieter
the bright, sunny days are than the dark nights,
under whose protecting wings beasts of prey hunt
and owls hoot!
I will only say that when the pensioners had gone
in again and had found a few drops in the last punch-bowl
to fill their glasses, a sudden ecstasy came over
them.
“A toast for the major’s wife!” they cried.
Ah, she is a matchless woman! What better could
they wish for than to serve her, to worship her?
Was it not sad that the devil had got her in his
power, and that all her endeavors were to send poor
gentlemen’s souls to hell?
In the darkness of the forests dwell unholy creatures,
whose jaws are armed with horrible, glittering
teeth or sharp beaks, whose feet have pointed claws,
which long to sink themselves in a blood-filled throat,
and whose eyes shine with murderous desires.
There the wolves live, who come out at night and
hunt the peasant’s sledge until the wife must take
her little child, which sits upon her knee, and throw
it to them, to save her own and her husband’s life.
There the lynx lives, which the people call “göpa,”
for in the woods at least it is dangerous to call it by
its right name. He who speaks of it during the day
had best see that the doors and windows of the
sheep-house are well closed towards night, for otherwise
it will come. It climbs right up the walls, for
its claws are strong as steel nails, glides in through
the smallest hole, and throws itself on the sheep.
And “göpa” hangs on their throats, and drinks their
blood, and kills and tears, till every sheep is dead.
He does not cease his wild death-dance among the
terrified animals as long as any of them show a sign
of life.
And in the morning the peasant finds all the sheep
lying dead with torn throats, for “göpa” leaves
nothing living where he ravages.
There the great owl lives, which hoots at dusk. If
one mimics him, he comes whizzing down with outspread
wings and strikes out one’s eyes, for he is no
real bird, but an evil spirit.
And there lives the most terrible of them all, the
bear, who has the strength of twelve men, and who,
when he becomes a devil, can be killed only with a
silver bullet.
And if one should chance to meet him in the wood,
big and high as a wandering cliff, one must not run,
nor defend one’s self; one must throw one’s self down
on the ground and pretend to be dead. Many small
children have imagined themselves lying on the
ground with the bear over them. He has rolled
them over with his paw, and they have felt his hot
breath on their faces, but they have lain quiet, until
he has gone away to dig a hole to bury them in.
Then they have softly raised themselves up and
stolen away, slowly at first, then in mad haste.
But think, think if the bear had not thought them
really dead, but had taken a bite, or if he had been
very hungry and wanted to eat them right up, or if
he had seen them when they moved and had run
after them. O God!
Terror is a witch. She sits in the dimness of the
forest, sings magic songs to people, and fills their
hearts with frightful thoughts. From her comes
that deadly fear which weighs down life and darkens
the beauty of smiling landscapes. Nature is malignant,
treacherous as a sleeping snake; one can believe
nothing. There lies Löfven’s lake in brilliant
beauty; but trust it not, it lures to destruction.
Every year it must gather its tribute of the drowned.
There lies the wood temptingly peaceful; but trust it
not! The wood is full of unholy things, beset with
evil spirits and bloodthirsty vagrants’ souls.
Trust not the brook with its gliding waters. It is
sudden sickness and death to wade in it after sunset.
Trust not the cuckoo, who sings so gayly in the
spring. In the autumn he becomes a hawk with
fierce eyes and terrible claws. Trust not the moss,
nor the heather, nor the rock. Nature is evil, full of
invisible powers, who hate man. There is no spot
where you can set your foot in safety; it is wonderful
that your weak race can escape so much persecution.
Terror is a witch. Does she still sit in the darkness
of the woods of Värmland? Does she still
darken the beauty of smiling places, does she still
dampen the joy of living? Great her power has
been. I know it well, who have put steel in the
cradle and a red-hot coal in the bath; I know it, who
have felt her iron hand around my heart.
But no one shall think that I now am going to
relate anything terrible or dreadful. It is only an
old story of the great bear in Gurlitta Cliff which I
must tell; and any one can believe it or not, as it
always is with hunting stories.
The great bear has its home on the beautiful
mountain summit which is called Gurlitta Cliff, and
which raises itself precipitously from the shores of
the Löfven.
The roots of a fallen pine between which tufts of
moss are hanging make the walls and roof of his
dwelling, branches and twigs protect it, the snow
makes it warm. He can lie there and sleep a good
quiet sleep from summer to summer.
Is he, then, a poet, a dreamer, this hairy monarch
of the forest? Will he sleep away the cold winter’s
chill nights and colorless days to be waked by purling
brooks and the song of birds? Will he lie there and
dream of blushing cranberry bogs, and of ant-hills
filled with brown delicious creatures, and of the white
lambs which graze on the green slopes? Does he
want, happy one! to escape the winter of life?
Outside the snow-storm rages; wolves and foxes
wander about, mad with hunger. Why shall the
bear alone sleep? Let him get up and feel how the
cold bites, how heavy it is to wade in deep snow.
He has bedded himself in so well. He is like the
sleeping princess in the fairy tale; and as she was
waked by love, so will he be waked by the spring.
By a ray of sunlight which penetrates through the
twigs and warms his nose, by the drops of melting
snow which wet his fur, will he be waked. Woe to
him who untimely disturbs him!
He hears, suddenly, shouts, noise, and shots. He
shakes the sleep out of his joints, and pushes aside the
branches to see what it is. It is not spring, which
rattles and roars outside his lair, nor the wind, which
overthrows pine-trees and casts up the driving snow,
but it is the pensioners, the pensioners from Ekeby,
old acquaintances of the forest monarch. He remembered
well the night when Fuchs and Beerencreutz
sat and dozed in a Nygård peasant’s barn, where
they awaited a visit from him. They had just fallen
asleep over their brandy-bottle, when he swung himself
in through the peat-roof; but they awoke, when
he was trying to lift the cow he had killed out of the
stall, and fell upon him with gun and knife. They
took the cow from him and one of his eyes, but he
saved his life.
Yes, verily the pensioners and he are old acquaintances.
He remembered how they had come on him
another time, when he and his queen consort had
just laid themselves down for their winter sleep in the
old lair here on Gurlitta Cliff and had young ones in
the hole. He remembered well how they came on
them unawares. He got away all right, throwing to
either side everything that stood in his path; but he
must limp for life from a bullet in his thigh, and
when he came back at night to the royal lair, the
snow was red with his queen consort’s blood, and the
royal children had been carried away to the plain, to
grow up there and be man’s servants and friends.
Yes, now the ground trembles; now the snow-drift
which hides his lair shakes; now he bursts out, the
great bear, the pensioners’ old enemy. Look out,
Fuchs, old bear-killer; look out now, Beerencreutz;
look out, Gösta Berling, hero of a hundred adventures!
Woe to all poets, all dreamers, all heroes of
romance! There stands Gösta Berling with finger on
trigger, and the bear comes straight towards him.
Why does he not shoot? What is he thinking of?
Why does he not send a bullet straight into the
broad breast? He stands in just the place to do it.
The others are not placed right to shoot. Does he
think he is on parade before the forest monarch?
Gösta of course stood and dreamed of the lovely
Marianne, who is lying at Ekeby dangerously ill, from
the chill of that night when she slept in the snow-drift.
He thinks of her, who also is a sacrifice to the
curse of hatred which overlies the earth, and he
shudders at himself, who has come out to pursue and
to kill.
And there comes the great bear right towards him,
blind in one eye from the blow of a pensioner’s knife,
lame in one leg from a bullet from a pensioner’s gun,
fierce and shaggy, alone, since they had killed his
wife and carried away his children. And Gösta sees
him as he is,—a poor, persecuted beast, whom he will
not deprive of life, all he has left, since people have
taken from him everything else.
“Let him kill me,” thinks Gösta, “but I will not
shoot.”
And while the bear breaks his way towards him, he
stands quite still as if on parade, and when the forest
monarch stands directly in front of him, he presents
arms and takes a step to one side.
The bear continues on his way, knowing too well
that he has no time to waste, breaks into the wood,
ploughs his way through drifts the height of a man,
rolls down the steep slopes, and escapes, while all of
them, who had stood with cocked guns and waited for
Gösta’s shot, shoot off their guns after him.
But it is of no avail; the ring is broken, and the bear
gone. Fuchs scolds, and Beerencreutz swears, but
Gösta only laughs.
How could they ask that any one so happy as he
should harm one of God’s creatures?
The great bear of Gurlitta Cliff got away thus with
his life, and he is waked from his winter sleep, as the
peasants will find. No bear has greater skill than he
to tear apart the roofs of their low, cellar-like cow-barns;
none can better avoid a concealed ambush.
The people about the upper Löfven soon were at
their wits’ end about him. Message after message
was sent down to the pensioners, that they should
come and kill the bear.
Day after day, night after night, during the whole of
February, the pensioners scour the upper Löfven to
find the bear, but he always escapes them. Has he
learned cunning from the fox, and swiftness from the
wolf? If they lie in wait at one place, he is ravaging
the neighboring farmyard; if they seek him in the
wood, he is pursuing the peasant, who comes driving
over the ice. He has become the boldest of marauders:
he creeps into the garret and empties the housewife’s
honey-jar; he kills the horse in the peasant’s
sledge.
But gradually they begin to understand what kind
of a bear he is and why Gösta could not shoot him.
Terrible to say, dreadful to believe, this is no ordinary
bear. No one can hope to kill him if he does not
have a silver bullet in his gun. A bullet of silver and
bell-metal cast on a Thursday evening at new moon
in the church-tower without the priest or the sexton
or anybody knowing it would certainly kill him, but
such a one is not so easy to get.
There is one man at Ekeby who, more than all the
rest, would grieve over all this. It is, as one can
easily guess, Anders Fuchs, the bear-killer. He loses
both his appetite and his sleep in his anger at not being
able to kill the great bear in Gurlitta Cliff. At last
even he understands that the bear can only be killed
with a silver bullet.
The grim Major Anders Fuchs was not handsome.
He had a heavy, clumsy body, and a broad, red face,
with hanging bags under his cheeks and several
double chins. His small black moustache sat stiff as
a brush above his thick lips, and his black hair stood
out rough and thick from his head. Moreover, he was
a man of few words and a glutton. He was not a
person whom women meet with sunny smile and open
arms, nor did he give them tender glances back again.
One could not believe that he ever would see a
woman whom he could tolerate, and everything
which concerned love and enthusiasm was foreign to
him.
One Thursday evening, when the moon, just two
fingers wide, lingers above the horizon an hour or two
after the sun has gone down, Major Fuchs betakes
himself from Ekeby without telling any one where he
means to go. He has flint and steel and a bullet-mould
in his hunting-bag, and his gun on his back, and
goes up towards the church at Bro to see what luck
there may be for an honest man.
The church lies on the eastern shore of the narrow
sound between the upper and lower Löfven, and
Major Fuchs must go over a bridge to get there. He
wends his way towards it, deep in his thoughts, without
looking up towards Broby hill, where the houses
cut sharply against the clear evening sky; he only
looks on the ground, and wonders how he shall get
hold of the key of the church without anybody’s
knowing it.
When he comes down to the bridge, he hears some
one screaming so despairingly that he has to look
up.
At that time the little German, Faber, was organist
at Bro. He was a slender man, small in body and
mind. And the sexton was Jan Larsson, an energetic
peasant, but poor, for the Broby clergyman had
cheated him out of his patrimony, five hundred rix-dollars.
The sexton wanted to marry the organist’s sister,
the little, delicate maiden Faber, but the organist
would not let him have her, and therefore the two
were not good friends. That evening the sexton has
met the organist as he crossed the bridge and has
fallen upon him. He seizes him by the shoulder, and
holding him at arm’s length out over the railing tells
him solemnly that he shall drop him into the sound
if he does not give him the little maiden. The little
German will not give in; he struggles and screams,
and reiterates “No,” although far below him he
sees the black water rushing between the white
banks.
“No, no,” he screams; “no, no!”
And it is uncertain if the sexton in his rage would
have let him down into the cold black water if
Major Fuchs had not just then come over the bridge.
The sexton is afraid, puts Faber down on solid ground,
and runs away as fast as he can.
Little Faber falls on the major’s neck to thank him
for his life, but the major pushes him away, and says
that there is nothing to thank him for. The major
has no love for Germans, ever since he had his
quarters at Putbus on the Rügen during the Pomeranian
war. He had never so nearly starved to death
as in those days.
Then little Faber wants to run up to the bailiff
Scharling and accuse the sexton of an attempt at
murder, but the major lets him know that it is of no
use here in the country, for it does not count for
anything to kill a German.
Little Faber grows calmer and asks the major to
come home with him to eat a bit of sausage and to
taste his home-brewed ale.
The major follows him, for he thinks that the
organist must have a key to the church-door; and so
they go up the hill, where the Bro church stands,
with the vicarage, the sexton’s cottage and the
organist’s house round about it.
“You must excuse us,” says little Faber, as he and
the major enter the house. “It is not really in order
to-day. We have had a little to do, my sister and I.
We have killed a cock.”
“The devil!” cries the major.
The little maid Faber has just come in with the ale
in great earthen mugs. Now, every one knows that
the major did not look upon women with a tender
glance, but this little maiden he had to gaze upon
with delight, as she came in so neat in lace and cap.
Her light hair lay combed so smooth above her forehead,
the home-woven dress was so pretty and so
dazzlingly clean, her little hands were so busy and
eager, and her little face so rosy and round, that he
could not help thinking that if he had seen such a
little woman twenty-five years ago, he must have
come forward and offered himself.
She is so pretty and rosy and nimble, but her eyes
are quite red with weeping. It is that which suggests
such tender thoughts.
While the men eat and drink, she goes in and out
of the room. Once she comes to her brother, courtesies,
and says,—
“How do you wish me to place the cows in the
stable?”
“Put twelve on the left and eleven on the right,
then they can’t gore one another.”
“Have you so many cows, Faber?” bursts out the
major.
The fact was that the organist had only two cows,
but he called one eleven and the other twelve, that it
might sound fine, when he spoke of them.
And then the major hears that Faber’s barn is
being altered, so that the cows are out all day and
at night are put into the woodshed.
The little maiden comes again to her brother,
courtesies to him, and says that the carpenter had
asked how high the barn should be made.
“Measure by the cows,” says the organist, “measure
by the cows!”
Major Fuchs thinks that is such a good answer.
However it comes to pass, the major asks the organist
why his sister’s eyes are so red, and learns that she
weeps because he will not let her marry the penniless
sexton, in debt and without inheritance as he is.
Major Fuchs grows more and more thoughtful.
He empties tankard after tankard, and eats sausage
after sausage, without noticing it. Little Faber is
appalled at such an appetite and thirst; but the more
the major eats and drinks, the clearer and more determined
his mind grows. The more decided becomes
his resolution to do something for the little maiden
Faber.
He has kept his eyes fixed on the great key which
hangs on a knob by the door, and as soon as little
Faber, who has had to keep up with the major in
drinking the home-brewed ale, lays his head on the
table and snores, Major Fuchs has seized the key,
put on his cap, and hurried away.
A minute later he is groping his way up the tower
stairs, lighted by his little horn lantern, and comes at
last to the bell-room, where the bells open their wide
throats over him. He scrapes off a little of the bell-metal
with a file, and is just going to take the bullet-mould
and melting-ladle out of his hunting-bag, when
he finds that he has forgotten what is most important
of all: he has no silver with him. If there shall be
any power in the bullet, it must be cast there in the
tower. Everything is right; it is Thursday evening
and a new moon, and no one has any idea he is there,
and now he cannot do anything. He sends forth
into the silence of the night an oath with such a ring
in it that the bells hum.
Then he hears a slight noise down in the church
and thinks he hears steps on the stairs. Yes, it is
true, heavy steps are coming up the stairs.
Major Fuchs, who stands there and swears so that
the bells vibrate, is a little thoughtful at that. He
wonders who it can be who is coming to help him
with the bullet-casting. The steps come nearer and
nearer. Whoever it is, is coming all the way up to
the bell-room.
The major creeps far in among the beams and
rafters, and puts out his lantern. He is not exactly
afraid, but the whole thing would be spoiled if any
one should see him there. He has scarcely had time
to hide before the new-comer’s head appears above
the floor.
The major knows him well; it is the miserly Broby
minister. He, who is nearly mad with greed, has the
habit of hiding his treasures in the strangest places.
He comes now with a roll of bank-notes which he is
going to hide in the tower-room. He does not know
that any one sees him. He lifts up a board in the
floor and puts in the money and takes himself off
again.
The major is not slow; he lifts up the same board.
Oh, so much money! Package after package of
bank-notes, and among them brown leather bags, full
of silver. The major takes just enough silver to make
a bullet; the rest he leaves.
When he comes down to the earth again, he has
the silver bullet in his gun. He wonders what luck
has in store for him that night. It is marvellous on
Thursday nights, as every one knows. He goes up
towards the organist’s house. Fancy if the bear
knew that Faber’s cows are in a miserable shed, no
better than under the bare sky.
What! surely he sees something black and big
coming over the field towards the woodshed; it must
be the bear. He puts the gun to his cheek and is
just going to shoot, but then he changes his mind.
The little maid’s red eyes come before him in the
darkness; he thinks that he will help her and the
sexton a little, but it is hard not to kill the great bear
himself. He said afterwards that nothing in the world
had ever been so hard, but as the little maiden was
so dear and sweet, it had to be done.
He goes up to the sexton’s house, wakes him, drags
him out, half dressed and half naked, and says that
he shall shoot the bear which is creeping about outside
of Faber’s woodshed.
“If you shoot the bear, he will surely give you his
sister,” he says, “for then you will be a famous man.
That is no ordinary bear, and the best men in the
country would consider it an honor to kill it.”
And he puts into his hand his own gun, loaded with
a bullet of silver and bell-metal cast in a church
tower on a Thursday evening at the new moon, and
he cannot help trembling with envy that another
than he shall shoot the great forest monarch, the old
bear of Gurlitta Cliff.
The sexton aims,—God help us! aims, as if he
meant to hit the Great Bear, which high up in the sky
wanders about the North Star, and not a bear wandering
on the plain,—and the gun goes off with a
bang which can be heard all the way to Gurlitta Cliff.
But however he has aimed, the bear falls. So it is
when one shoots with a silver bullet. One shoots
the bear through the heart, even if one aims at the
Dipper.
People come rushing out from all the neighboring
farmyards and wonder what is going on, for never
had a shot sounded so loud nor waked so many
sleeping echoes as this one, and the sexton wins much
praise, for the bear had been a real pest.
Little Faber comes out too, but now is Major
Fuchs sadly disappointed. There stands the sexton
covered with glory, besides having saved Faber’s cows,
but the little organist is neither touched nor grateful.
He does not open his arms to him and greet him as
brother-in-law and hero.
The major stands and frowns and stamps his foot in
rage over such smallness. He wants to explain to
the covetous, narrow-minded little fellow what a deed
it is, but he begins to stammer, so that he cannot get
out a word. And he gets angry and more angry at
the thought that he has given up the glory of killing
the great bear in vain.
Oh, it is quite impossible for him to comprehend
that he who had done such a deed should not be
worthy to win the proudest of brides.
The sexton and some of the young men are going
to skin the bear; they go to the grindstone and
sharpen the knives. Others go in and go to bed.
Major Fuchs stands alone by the dead bear.
Then he goes to the church once more, puts the
key again in the lock, climbs up the narrow stairs and
the twisted ladder, wakes the sleeping pigeons, and
once more comes up to the tower-room.
Afterwards, when the bear is skinned under the
major’s inspection, they find between his jaws a
package of notes of five hundred rix-dollars. It is
impossible to say how it came there, but of course it
was a marvellous bear; and as the sexton had killed
him, the money is his, that is very plain.
When it is made known, little Faber too understands
what a glorious deed the sexton has done, and
he declares that he would be proud to be his brother-in-law.
On Friday evening Major Anders Fuchs returns to
Ekeby, after having been at a feast, in honor of the
lucky shot, at the sexton’s and an engagement dinner
at the organist’s. He follows the road with a heavy
heart; he feels no joy that his enemy is dead, and
no pleasure in the magnificent bear-skin which the
sexton has given him.
Many perhaps will believe that he is grieving that
the sweet little maiden shall be another’s. Oh no,
that causes him no sorrow. But what goes to his very
heart is that the old, one-eyed forest king is dead,
and it was not he who shot the silver bullet at him.
So he comes into the pensioners’ wing, where the
pensioners are sitting round the fire, and without a
word throws the bear-skin down among them. Let
no one think that he told about that expedition; it
was not until long, long after that any one could get
out of him the truth of it. Nor did he betray the
Broby clergyman’s hiding-place, who perhaps never
noticed the theft.
The pensioners examine the skin.
“It is a fine skin,” says Beerencreutz. “I would
like to know why this fellow has come out of his
winter sleep, or perhaps you shot him in his hole?”
“He was shot at Bro.”
“Yes, as big as the Gurlitta bear he never was,”
says Gösta, “but he has been a fine beast.”
“If he had had one eye,” says Kevenhüller, “I would
have thought that you had killed the old one himself,
he is so big; but this one has no wound or inflammation
about his eyes, so it cannot be the same.”
Fuchs swears over his stupidity, but then his face
lights up so that he is really handsome. The great
bear has not been killed by another man’s bullet.
“Lord God, how good thou art!” he says, and
folds his hands.
We young people often had to wonder at the old
people’s tales. “Was there a ball every day, as long
as your radiant youth lasted?” we asked them.
“Was life then one long adventure?”
“Were all young women beautiful and lovely in
those days, and did every feast end by Gösta Berling
carrying off one of them?”
Then the old people shook their worthy heads, and
began to tell of the whirring of the spinning-wheel and
the clatter of the loom, of work in the kitchen, of
the thud of the flail and the path of the axe through
the forest; but it was not long before they harked
back to the old theme. Then sledges drove up to
the door, horses speeded away through the dark
woods with the joyous young people; then the dance
whirled and the violin-strings snapped. Adventure’s
wild chase roared about Löfven’s long lake with thunder
and crash. Far away could its noise be heard.
The forest tottered and fell, all the powers of destruction
were let loose; fire flamed out, floods laid
waste the land, wild beasts roamed starving about the
farmyards. Under the light-footed horses’ hoofs all
quiet happiness was trampled to dust. Wherever
the hunt rushed by, men’s hearts flamed up in madness,
and the women in pale terror had to flee from
their homes.
And we young ones sat wondering, silent, troubled,
but blissful. “What people!” we thought. “We
shall never see their like.”
“Did the people of those days never think of what
they were doing?” we asked.
“Of course they thought, children,” answered the
old people.
“But not as we think,” we insisted.
But the old people did not understand what we
meant.
But we thought of the strange spirit of self-consciousness
which had already taken possession of us.
We thought of him, with his eyes of ice and his long,
bent fingers,—he who sits there in the soul’s darkest
corner and picks to pieces our being, just as old
women pick to pieces bits of silk and wool.
Bit by bit had the long, hard, crooked fingers
picked, until our whole self lay there like a pile of
rags, and our best impulses, our most original
thoughts, everything which we had done and said,
had been examined, investigated, picked to pieces,
and the icy eyes had looked on, and the toothless
mouth had laughed in derision and whispered,—
“See, it is rags, only rags.”
There was also one of the people of that time who
had opened her soul to the spirit with the icy eyes.
In one of them he sat, watching the causes of all
actions, sneering at both evil and good, understanding
everything, condemning nothing, examining, seeking
out, picking to pieces, paralyzing the emotions of
the heart and the power of the mind by sneering
unceasingly.
The beautiful Marianne bore the spirit of introspection
within her. She felt his icy eyes and sneers
follow every step, every word. Her life had become
a drama where she was the only spectator. She had
ceased to be a human being, she did not suffer, she
was not glad, nor did she love; she carried out the
beautiful Marianne Sinclair’s rôle, and self-consciousness
sat with staring, icy eyes and busy, picking
fingers, and watched her performance.
She was divided into two halves. Pale, unsympathetic,
and sneering, one half sat and watched what
the other half was doing; and the strange spirit who
picked to pieces her being never had a word of feeling
or sympathy.
But where had he been, the pale watcher of the
source of deeds, that night, when she had learned to
know the fulness of life? Where was he when she,
the sensible Marianne, kissed Gösta Berling before a
hundred pairs of eyes, and when in a gust of passion
she threw herself down in the snow-drift to die?
Then the icy eyes were blinded, then the sneer was
weakened, for passion had raged through her soul.
The roar of adventure’s wild hunt had thundered in
her ears. She had been a whole person during that
one terrible night.
Oh, you god of self-mockery, when Marianne with
infinite difficulty succeeded in lifting her stiffened
arms and putting them about Gösta’s neck, you too,
like old Beerencreutz, had to turn away your eyes
from the earth and look at the stars.
That night you had no power. You were dead
while she sang her love-song, dead while she hurried
down to Sjö after the major, dead when she saw the
flames redden the sky over the tops of the trees.
For they had come, the mighty storm-birds, the
griffins of demoniac passions. With wings of fire and
claws of steel they had come swooping down over
you, you icy-eyed spirit; they had struck their claws
into your neck and flung you far into the unknown.
You have been dead and crushed.
But now they had rushed on,—they whose course
no sage can predict, no observer can follow; and
out of the depths of the unknown had the strange
spirit of self-consciousness again raised itself and had
once again taken possession of Marianne’s soul.
During the whole of February Marianne lay ill at
Ekeby. When she sought out the major at Sjö she
had been infected with small-pox. The terrible illness
had taken a great hold on her, who had been so
chilled and exhausted. Death had come very near
to her, but at the end of the month she had recovered.
She was still very weak and much disfigured.
She would never again be called the beautiful
Marianne.
This, however, was as yet only known to Marianne
and her nurse. The pensioners themselves did not
know it. The sick-room where small-pox raged was
not open to any one.
But when is the introspective power greater than
during the long hours of convalescence? Then the
fiend sits and stares and stares with his icy eyes, and
picks and picks with his bony, hard fingers. And
if one looks carefully, behind him sits a still paler
creature, who stares and sneers, and behind him another
and still another, sneering at one another and
at the whole world.
And while Marianne lay and looked at herself
with all these staring icy eyes, all natural feelings
died within her.
She lay there and played she was ill; she lay there
and played she was unhappy, in love, longing for
revenge.
She was it all, and still it was only a play. Everything
became a play and unreality under those icy
eyes, which watched her while they were watched by a
pair behind them, which were watched by other pairs
in infinite perspective.
All the energy of life had died within her. She
had found strength for glowing hate and tender love
for one single night, not more.
She did not even know if she loved Gösta Berling.
She longed to see him to know if he could take her
out of herself.
While under the dominion of her illness, she had
had only one clear thought: she had worried lest her
illness should be known. She did not wish to see
her parents; she wished no reconciliation with her
father, and she knew that he would repent if he
should know how ill she was. Therefore she ordered
that her parents and every one else should only
know that the troublesome irritation of the eyes,
which she always had when she visited her native
country, forced her to sit in a darkened room. She
forbade her nurse to say how ill she was; she forbade
the pensioners to go after the doctor at Karlstad.
She had of course small-pox, but only very lightly;
in the medicine-chest at Ekeby there were remedies
enough to save her life.
She never thought of death; she only lay and
waited for health, to be able to go to the clergyman
with Gösta and have the banns published.
But now the sickness and the fever were gone.
She was once more cold and sensible. It seemed to
her as if she alone was sensible in this world of fools.
She neither hated nor loved. She understood her
father; she understood them all. He who understands
does not hate.
She had heard that Melchior Sinclair meant to
have an auction at Björne and make way with all his
wealth, that she might inherit nothing after him.
People said that he would make the devastation as
thorough as possible; first he would sell the furniture
and utensils, then the cattle and implements, and then
the house itself with all its lands, and would put the
money in a bag and sink it to the bottom of the
Löfven. Dissipation, confusion, and devastation
should be her inheritance. Marianne smiled approvingly
when she heard it: such was his character, and
so he must act.
It seemed strange to her that she had sung that
great hymn to love. She had dreamed of love
in a cottage, as others have done. Now it seemed
odd to her that she had ever had a dream.
She sighed for naturalness. She was tired of this
continual play. She never had a strong emotion.
She only grieved for her beauty, but she shuddered
at the compassion of strangers.
Oh, one second of forgetfulness of herself! One
gesture, one word, one act which was not calculated!
One day, when the rooms had been disinfected and
she lay dressed on a sofa, she had Gösta Berling
called. They answered her that he had gone to the
auction at Björne.
At Björne there was in truth a big auction. It was
an old, rich home. People had come long distances
to be present at the sale.
Melchior Sinclair had flung all the property in the
house together in the great drawing-room. There
lay thousands of articles, collected in piles, which
reached from floor to ceiling.
He had himself gone about the house like an angel
of destruction on the day of judgment, and dragged
together what he wanted to sell. Everything in the
kitchen,—the black pots, the wooden chairs, the pewter
dishes, the copper kettles, all were left in peace,
for among them there was nothing which recalled
Marianne; but they were the only things which
escaped his anger.
He burst into Marianne’s room, turning everything
out. Her doll-house stood there, and her book-case,
the little chair he had had made for her, her trinkets
and clothes, her sofa and bed, everything must
go.
And then he went from room to room. He tore
down everything he found unpleasant, and carried great
loads down to the auction-room. He panted under
the weight of sofas and marble slabs; but he went on.
He had thrown open the sideboards and taken out the
magnificent family silver. Away with it! Marianne
had touched it. He filled his arms with snow-white
damask and with shining linen sheets with hem-stitching
as wide as one’s hand,—honest home-made
work, the fruit of many years of labor,—and flung
them down together on the piles. Away with them!
Marianne was not worthy to own them. He stormed
through the rooms with piles of china, not caring if he
broke the plates by the dozen, and he seized the hand-painted
cups on which the family arms were burned.
Away with them! Let any one who will use them!
He staggered under mountains of bedding from the
attic: bolsters and pillows so soft that one sunk down
in them as in a wave. Away with them! Marianne
had slept on them.
He cast fierce glances on the old, well-known furniture.
Was there a chair where she had not sat, or
a sofa which she had not used, or a picture which
she had not looked at, a candlestick which had
not lighted her, a mirror which had not reflected
her features? Gloomily he shook his fist at this
world of memories. He would have liked to have
rushed on them with swinging club and to have
crushed everything to small bits and splinters.
But it seemed to him a more famous revenge to
sell them all at auction. They should go to strangers!
Away to be soiled in the cottagers’ huts, to be in the
care of indifferent strangers. Did he not know them,
the dented pieces of auction furniture in the peasants’
houses, fallen into dishonor like his beautiful daughter?
Away with them! May they stand with torn-out
stuffing and worn-off gilding, with cracked legs and
stained leaves, and long for their former home!
Away with them to the ends of the earth, so that no
eye can find them, no hand gather them together!
When the auction began, he had filled half the hall
with an incredible confusion of piled-up articles.
Right across the room he had placed a long counter.
Behind it stood the auctioneer and put up the
things; there the clerks sat and kept the record, and
there Melchior Sinclair had a keg of brandy standing.
In the other half of the room, in the hall, and
in the yard were the buyers. There were many
people, and much noise and gayety. The bids followed
close on one another, and the auction was
lively. But by the keg of brandy, with all his possessions
in endless confusion behind him, sat Melchior
Sinclair, half drunk and half mad. His hair stood
up in rough tufts above his red face; his eyes were
rolling, fierce, and bloodshot. He shouted and
laughed, as if he had been in the best of moods;
and every one who had made a good bid he called
up to him and offered a dram.
Among those who saw him there was Gösta Berling,
who had stolen in with the crowd of buyers,
but who avoided coming under Melchior Sinclair’s
eyes. He became thoughtful at the sight, and his
heart stood still, as at a presentiment of a misfortune.
He wondered much where Marianne’s mother could
be during all this. And he went out, against his
will, but driven by fate, to find Madame Gustava
Sinclair.
He had to go through many doors before he found
her. Her husband had short patience and little
fondness for wailing and women’s complaints. He
had wearied of seeing her tears flow over the fate
which had befallen her household treasures. He
was furious that she could weep over table and bed
linen, when, what was worse, his beautiful daughter
was lost; and so he had hunted her, with clenched
fists, before him, through the house, out into the
kitchen, and all the way to the pantry.
She could not go any farther, and he had rejoiced
at seeing her there, cowering behind the step-ladder,
awaiting heavy blows, perhaps death. He let her
stay there, but he locked the door and stuffed the
key in his pocket. She could sit there as long as
the auction lasted. She did not need to starve, and
his ears had rest from her laments.
There she still sat, imprisoned in her own pantry,
when Gösta came through the corridor between the
kitchen and the dining-room. He saw her face at
a little window high up in the wall. She had climbed
up on the step-ladder, and stood staring out of her
prison.
“What are you doing up there?” asked Gösta.
“He has shut me in,” she whispered.
“Your husband?”
“Yes. I thought he was going to kill me. But
listen, Gösta, take the key of the dining-room door,
and go into the kitchen and unlock the pantry door
with it, so that I can come out. That key fits here.”
Gösta obeyed, and in a couple of minutes the
little woman stood in the kitchen, which was quite
deserted.
“You should have let one of the maids open the
door with the dining-room key,” said Gösta.
“Do you think I want to teach them that trick?
Then I should never have any peace in the pantry.
And, besides, I took this chance to put the upper
shelves in order. They needed it, indeed. I cannot
understand how I could have let so much rubbish
collect there.”
“You have so much to attend to,” said Gösta.
“Yes, that you may believe. If I were not everywhere,
neither the loom nor the spinning-wheel would
be going right. And if—”
Here she stopped and wiped away a tear from the
corner of her eye.
“God help me, how I do talk!” she said; “they
say that I won’t have anything more to look after.
He is selling everything we have.”
“Yes, it is a wretched business,” said Gösta.
“You know that big mirror in the drawing-room,
Gösta. It was such a beauty, for the glass was whole
in it, without a flaw, and there was no blemish at all
on the gilding. I got it from my mother, and now
he wants to sell it.”
“He is mad.”
“You may well say so. He is not much better.
He won’t stop until we shall have to go and beg on
the highway, we as well as the major’s wife.”
“It will never be so bad as that,” answered Gösta.
“Yes, Gösta. When the major’s wife went away
from Ekeby, she foretold misfortune for us, and now
it is coming. She would never have allowed him to
sell Björne. And think, his own china, the old Canton
cups from his own home, are to be sold. The
major’s wife would never have let it happen.”
“But what is the matter with him?” asked Gösta.
“Oh, it is only because Marianne has not come
back again. He has waited and waited. He has
gone up and down the avenue the whole day and
waited for her. He is longing himself mad, but I do
not dare to say anything.”
“Marianne believes that he is angry with her.”
“She does not believe that. She knows him well
enough; but she is proud and will not take the first
step. They are stiff and hard, both of them, and I
have to stand between them.”
“You must know that Marianne is going to marry
me?”
“Alas, Gösta, she will never do that. She says
that only to make him angry. She is too spoiled to
marry a poor man, and too proud, too. Go home
and tell her that if she does not come home soon,
all her inheritance will have gone to destruction.
Oh, he will throw everything away, I know, without
getting anything for it.”
Gösta was really angry with her. There she sat on
a big kitchen table, and had no thought for anything
but her mirrors and her china.
“You ought to be ashamed!” he burst out. “You
throw your daughter out into a snow-drift, and then
you think that it is only temper that she does not
come back. And you think that she is no better
than to forsake him whom she cares for, lest she
should lose her inheritance.”
“Dear Gösta, don’t be angry, you too. I don’t
know what I am saying. I tried my best to open the
door for Marianne, but he took me and dragged me
away. They all say here that I don’t understand
anything. I shall not grudge you Marianne, Gösta, if
you can make her happy. It is not so easy to make
a woman happy, Gösta.”
Gösta looked at her. How could he too have
raised his voice in anger against such a person as she,—terrified
and cowed, but with such a good heart!
“You do not ask how Marianne is,” he said gently.
She burst into tears.
“Will you not be angry with me if I ask you?” she
said. “I have longed to ask you the whole time.
Think that I know no more of her than that she is
living. Not one greeting have I had from her the
whole time, not once when I sent clothes to her, and
so I thought that you and she did not want to have
me know anything about her.”
Gösta could bear it no longer. He was wild, he
was out of his head,—sometimes God had to send
his wolves after him to force him to obedience,—but
this old woman’s tears, this old woman’s laments were
harder for him to bear than the howling of the wolves.
He let her know the truth.
“Marianne has been ill the whole time,” he said.
“She has had small-pox. She was to get up to-day
and lie on the sofa. I have not seen her since the
first night.”
Madame Gustava leaped with one bound to the
ground. She left Gösta standing there, and rushed
away without another word to her husband.
The people in the auction-room saw her come up
to him and eagerly whisper something in his ear.
They saw how his face grew still more flushed, and his
hand, which rested on the cock, turned it round so
that the brandy streamed over the floor.
It seemed to all as if Madame Gustava had come
with such important news that the auction must end
immediately. The auctioneer’s hammer no longer
fell, the clerks’ pens stopped, there were no new bids.
Melchior Sinclair roused himself from his thoughts.
“Well,” he cried, “what is the matter?”
And the auction was in full swing once more.
Gösta still sat in the kitchen, and Madame Gustava
came weeping out to him.
“It’s no use,” she said. “I thought he would
stop when he heard that Marianne had been ill; but
he is letting them go on. He would like to, but now
he is ashamed.”
Gösta shrugged his shoulders and bade her farewell.
In the hall he met Sintram.
“This is a funny show,” exclaimed Sintram, and
rubbed his hands. “You are a master, Gösta. Lord,
what you have brought to pass!”
“It will be funnier in a little while,” whispered
Gösta. “The Broby clergyman is here with a sledge
full of money. They say that he wants to buy the
whole of Björne and pay in cash. Then I would like
to see Melchior Sinclair, Sintram.”
Sintram drew his head down between his shoulders
and laughed internally a long time. And then he
made his way into the auction-room and up to Melchior
Sinclair.
“If you want a drink, Sintram, you must make a
bid first.”
Sintram came close up to him.
“You are in luck to-day as always,” he said. “A
fellow has come to the house with a sledge full of
money. He is going to buy Björne and everything
both inside and out. He has told a lot of people
to bid for him. He does not want to show himself
yet for a while.”
“You might say who he is; then I suppose I must
give you a drink for your pains.”
Sintram took the dram and moved a couple of
steps backwards, before he answered,—
“They say it is the Broby clergyman, Melchior.”
Melchior Sinclair had many better friends than the
Broby clergyman. It had been a life-long feud between
them. There were legends of how he had lain
in wait on dark nights on the roads where the minister
should pass, and how he had given him many an
honest drubbing, the old fawning oppressor of the
peasants.
It was well for Sintram that he had drawn back a
step or two, but he did not entirely escape the big
man’s anger. He got a brandy glass between his
eyes and the whole brandy keg on his feet. But then
followed a scene which for a long time rejoiced his
heart.
“Does the Broby clergyman want my house?”
roared Melchior Sinclair. “Do you stand there and
bid on my things for the Broby clergyman? Oh, you
ought to be ashamed! You ought to know better!”
He seized a candlestick, and an inkstand, and slung
them into the crowd of people.
All the bitterness of his poor heart at last found expression.
Roaring like a wild beast, he clenched his
fist at those standing about, and slung at them whatever
missile he could lay his hand on. Brandy
glasses and bottles flew across the room. He did not
know what he was doing in his rage.
“It’s the end of the auction,” he cried. “Out with
you! Never while I live shall the Broby clergyman
have Björne. Out! I will teach you to bid for the
Broby clergyman!”
He rushed on the auctioneer and the clerks. They
hurried away. In the confusion they overturned the
desk, and Sinclair with unspeakable fury burst into the
crowd of peaceful people.
There was a flight and wildest confusion. A couple
of hundred people were crowding towards the door,
fleeing before a single man. And he stood, roaring
his “Out with you!” He sent curses after them,
and now and again he swept about him with a chair,
which he brandished like a club.
He pursued them out into the hall, but no farther.
When the last stranger had left the house, he went
back into the drawing-room and bolted the door after
him. Then he dragged together a mattress and a
couple of pillows, laid himself down on them, went to
sleep in the midst of all the havoc, and never woke till
the next day.
When Gösta got home, he heard that Marianne
wished to speak to him. That was just what he wanted.
He had been wondering how he could get a word with
her.
When he came into the dim room where she lay,
he had to stand a moment at the door. He could not
see where she was.
“Stay where you are, Gösta,” Marianne said to
him. “It may be dangerous to come near me.”
But Gösta had come up the stairs in two bounds,
trembling with eagerness and longing. What did
he care for the contagion? He wished to have the
bliss of seeing her.
For she was so beautiful, his beloved! No one had
such soft hair, such an open, radiant brow. Her whole
face was a symphony of exquisite lines.
He thought of her eyebrows, sharply and clearly
drawn like the honey-markings on a lily, and of the
bold curve of her nose, and of her lips, as softly
turned as rolling waves, and of her cheek’s long oval
and her chin’s perfect shape.
And he thought of the rosy hue of her skin, of the
magical effect of her coal-black eyebrows with her
light hair, and of her blue irises swimming in clear
white, and of the light in her eyes.
She was beautiful, his beloved! He thought of the
warm heart which she hid under a proud exterior. She
had strength for devotion and self-sacrifice concealed
under that fine skin and her proud words. It was bliss
to see her.
He had rushed up the stairs in two bounds, and she
thought that he would stop at the door. He stormed
through the room and fell on his knees at the head
of her bed.
But he meant to see her, to kiss her, and to bid
her farewell.
He loved her. He would certainly never cease to
love her, but his heart was used to being trampled on.
Oh, where should he find her, that rose without
support or roots, which he could take and call his
own? He might not keep even her whom he had
found disowned and half dead at the roadside.
When should his love raise its voice in a song so
loud and clear that he should hear no dissonance
through it? When should his palace of happiness
be built on a ground for which no other heart longed
restlessly and with regret?
He thought how he would bid her farewell.
“There is great sorrow in your home,” he would
say. “My heart is torn at the thought of it. You
must go home and give your father his reason again.
Your mother lives in continual danger of death. You
must go home, my beloved.”
These were the words he had on his lips, but they
were never spoken.
He fell on his knees at the head of her bed, and he
took her face between his hands and kissed her; but
then he could not speak. His heart began to beat
so fiercely, as if it would burst his breast.
Small-pox had passed over that lovely face. Her
skin had become coarse and scarred. Never again
should the red blood glow in her cheeks, or the fine
blue veins show on her temples. Her eyebrows had
fallen out, and the shining white of her eyes had
changed to yellow.
Everything was laid waste. The bold lines had
become coarse and heavy.
They were not few who mourned over Marianne
Sinclair’s lost beauty. In the whole of Värmland,
people lamented the change in her bright color, her
sparkling eyes, and blond hair. There beauty was
prized as nowhere else. The joyous people grieved,
as if the country had lost a precious stone from the
crown of its honor, as if their life had received a blot
on its glory.
But the first man who saw her after she had lost
her beauty did not indulge in sorrow.
Unutterable emotion filled his soul. The more
he looked at her, the warmer it grew within him.
Love grew and grew, like a river in the spring. In
waves of fire it welled up in his heart, it filled his
whole being, it rose to his eyes as tears; it sighed on
his lips, trembled in his hands, in his whole body.
Oh, to love her, to protect her, to keep her from
all harm!
To be her slave, her guide!
Love is strong when it has gone through the baptismal
fire of pain. He could not speak to Marianne
of parting and renunciation. He could not leave her—he
owed her his life. He could commit the unpardonable
sin for her sake.
He could not speak a coherent word, he only wept
and kissed, until at last the old nurse thought it was
time to lead him out.
When he had gone, Marianne lay and thought of
him and his emotion. “It is good to be so loved,”
she thought.
Yes, it was good to be loved, but how was it with
herself? What did she feel? Oh, nothing, less than
nothing!
Was it dead, her love, or where had it taken flight?
Where had it hidden itself, her heart’s child?
Did it still live? Had it crept into her heart’s
darkest corner and sat there freezing under the icy
eyes, frightened by the pale sneer, half suffocated
under the bony fingers?
“Ah, my love,” she sighed, “child of my heart!
Are you alive, or are you dead, dead as my
beauty?”
The next day Melchior Sinclair went in early to
his wife.
“See to it that there is order in the house again,
Gustava!” he said. “I am going to bring Marianne
home.”
“Yes, dear Melchior, here there will of course be
order,” she answered.
Thereupon there was peace between them.
An hour afterwards he was on his way to Ekeby.
It was impossible to find a more noble and kindly
old gentleman than Melchior Sinclair, as he sat in
the open sledge in his best fur cloak and his best
rug. His hair lay smooth on his head, but his face
was pale and his eyes were sunken in their sockets.
There was no limit to the brilliancy of the clear
sky on that February day. The snow sparkled like
a young girl’s eyes when she hears the music of the
first waltz. The birches stretched the fine lace-work
of their reddish-brown twigs against the sky, and on
some of them hung a fringe of little icicles.
There was a splendor and a festive glow in the
day. The horses prancing threw up their forelegs,
and the coachman cracked his whip in sheer pleasure
of living.
After a short drive the sledge drew up before the
great steps at Ekeby.
The footman came out.
“Where are your masters?” asked Melchior.
“They are hunting the great bear in Gurlitta
Cliff.”
“All of them?”
“All of them, sir. Those who do not go for the
sake of the bear go for the sake of the luncheon.”
Melchior laughed so that it echoed through the
silent yard. He gave the man a crown for his
answer.
“Go say to my daughter that I am here to take
her home. She need not be afraid of the cold. I
have the big sledge and a wolfskin cloak to wrap
her in.”
“Will you not come in, sir?”
“Thank you! I sit very well where I am.”
The man disappeared, and Melchior began his
waiting.
He was in such a genial mood that day that
nothing could irritate him. He had expected to
have to wait a little for Marianne; perhaps she was
not even up. He would have to amuse himself by
looking about him for a while.
From the cornice hung a long icicle, with which
the sun had terrible trouble. It began at the upper
end, melted a drop, and wanted to have it run down
along the icicle and fall to the earth. But before it
had gone half the way, it had frozen again. And the
sun made continual new attempts, which always failed.
But at last a regular freebooter of a ray hung itself
on the icicle’s point, a little one, which shone and
sparkled; and however it was, it accomplished its
object,—a drop fell tinkling to the ground.
Melchior looked on and laughed. “You were not
such a fool,” he said to the ray of sunlight.
The yard was quiet and deserted. Not a sound
was heard in the big house. But he was not impatient.
He knew that women needed plenty of time
to make themselves ready.
He sat and looked at the dove-cote. The birds had
a grating before the door. They were shut in, as
long as the winter lasted, lest hawks should exterminate
them. Time after time a pigeon came and stuck
out its white head through the meshes.
“She is waiting for the spring,” said Melchior
Sinclair, “but she must have patience for a while.”
The pigeon came so regularly that he took out his
watch and followed her, with it in his hand. Exactly
every third minute she stuck out her head.
“No, my little friend,” he said, “do you think
spring will be ready in three minutes? You must
learn to wait.”
And he had to wait himself; but he had plenty of
time.
The horses first pawed impatiently in the snow, but
then they grew sleepy from standing and blinking in
the sun. They laid their heads together and slept.
The coachman sat straight on his box, with whip
and reins in his hand and his face turned directly
towards the sun, and slept, slept so that he snored.
But Melchior did not sleep. He had never felt less
like sleeping. He had seldom passed pleasanter
hours than during this glad waiting. Marianne had
been ill. She had not been able to come before, but
now she would come. Oh, of course she would.
And everything would be well again.
She must understand that he was not angry with
her. He had come himself with two horses and the
big sledge.
It is nothing to have to wait when one is sure of
one’s self, and when there is so much to distract one’s
mind.
There comes the great watch-dog. He creeps forward
on the tips of his toes, keeps his eyes on the
ground, and wags his tail gently, as if he meant to set
out on the most indifferent errand. All at once he
begins to burrow eagerly in the snow. The old
rascal must have hidden there some stolen goods.
But just as he lifts his head to see if he can eat it now
undisturbed, he is quite out of countenance to see
two magpies right in front of him.
“You old thief!” say the magpies, and look like
conscience itself. “We are police officers. Give up
your stolen goods!”
“Oh, be quiet with your noise! I am the steward—”
“Just the right one,” they sneer.
The dog throws himself on them, and they fly away
with slow flaps. The dog rushes after them, jumps,
and barks. But while he is chasing one, the other is
already back. She flies down into the hole, tears at
the piece of meat, but cannot lift it. The dog
snatches away the meat, holds it between his paws,
and bites in it. The magpies place themselves close
in front of him, and make disagreeable remarks. He
glares fiercely at them, while he eats, and when they
get too impertinent, he jumps up and drives them
away.
The sun began to sink down towards the western
hills. Melchior looked at his watch. It is three
o’clock. And his wife, who had had dinner ready at
twelve!
At the same moment the footman came out and
announced that Miss Marianne wished to speak to him.
Melchior laid the wolfskin cloak over his arm and
went beaming up the steps.
When Marianne heard his heavy tread on the stairs,
she did not even then know if she should go home
with him or not. She only knew that she must put
an end to this long waiting.
She had hoped that the pensioners would come
home; but they did not come. So she had to do
something to put an end to it all. She could bear it
no longer.
She had thought that he in a burst of anger would
have driven away after he had waited five minutes,
or that he would break the door in or try to set the
house on fire.
But there he sat calm and smiling, and only waited.
She cherished neither hatred nor love for him. But
there was a voice in her which seemed to warn her
against putting herself in his power again, and
moreover she wished to keep her promise to Gösta.
If he had slept, if he had spoken, if he had been
restless, if he had shown any sign of doubt, if he had
had the carriage driven into the shade! But he was
only patience and certainty.
Certain, so infectiously certain, that she would
come if he only waited!
Her head ached. Every nerve quivered. She
could get no rest as long as she knew that he sat
there. It was as if his will dragged her bound
down the stairs.
So she thought she would at least talk with him.
Before he came, she had all the curtains drawn up,
and she placed herself so that her face came in the
full light.
For it was her intention to put him to a sort of
test; but Melchior Sinclair was a wonderful man
that day.
When he saw her, he did not make a sign, nor did
he exclaim. It was as if he had not seen any change
in her. She knew how highly he prized her beauty.
But he showed no sorrow. He controlled himself
not to wound her. That touched her. She began
to understand why her mother had loved him through
everything.
He showed no hesitation. He came with neither
reproaches nor excuses.
“I will wrap the wolfskin about you, Marianne;
it is not cold. It has been on my knees the whole
time.”
To make sure, he went up to the fire and warmed it.
Then he helped her to raise herself from the sofa,
wrapped the cloak about her, put a shawl over her
head, drew it down under her arms, and knotted it
behind her back.
She let him do it. She was helpless. It was good
to have everything arranged, it was good not to have
to decide anything, especially good for one who was
so picked to pieces as she, for one who did not possess
one thought or one feeling which was her own.
Melchior lifted her up, carried her down to the
sleigh, closed the top, tucked the furs in about her,
and drove away from Ekeby.
She shut her eyes and sighed, partly from pleasure,
partly from regret. She was leaving life, the
real life; but it did not make so much difference to
her,—she who could not live but only act.
A few days later her mother arranged that she
should meet Gösta. She sent for him while her
husband was off on his long walk to see after his
timber, and took him in to Marianne.
Gösta came in; but he neither bowed nor spoke.
He stood at the door and looked on the ground like
an obstinate boy.
“But, Gösta!” cried Marianne. She sat in her arm-chair
and looked at him half amused.
“Yes, that is my name.”
“Come here, come to me, Gösta!”
He went slowly forward to her, but did not raise
his eyes.
“Come nearer! Kneel down here!”
“Lord God, what is the use of all that?” he cried;
but he obeyed.
“Gösta, I want to tell you that I think it was best
that I came home.”
“Let us hope that they will not throw you out in
the snow-drift again.”
“Oh, Gösta, do you not care for me any longer?
Do you think that I am too ugly?”
He drew her head down and kissed her, but he
looked as cold as ever.
She was almost amused. If he was pleased to be
jealous of her parents, what then? It would pass. It
amused her to try and win him back. She did not
know why she wished to keep him, but she did. She
thought that it was he who had succeeded for once
in freeing her from herself. He was the only one
who would be able to do it again.
And now she began to speak, eager to win him
back. She said that it had not been her meaning to
desert him for good, but for a time they must for
appearance’s sake break off their connection. He
must have seen, himself, that her father was on the
verge of going mad, that her mother was in continual
danger of her life. He must understand that
she had been forced to come home.
Then his anger burst out in words. She need not
give herself so much trouble. He would be her
plaything no longer. She had given him up when
she had gone home, and he could not love her any
more. When he came home the day before yesterday
from his hunting-trip and found her gone without
a message, without a word, his blood ran cold in
his veins, he had nearly died of grief. He could not
love any one who had given him such pain. She had,
besides, never loved him. She was a coquette, who
wanted to have some one to kiss her and caress her
when she was here in the country, that was all.
Did he think that she was in the habit of allowing
young men to caress her?
Oh yes, he was sure of it. Women were not so
saintly as they seemed. Selfishness and coquetry
from beginning to end! No, if she could know how
he had felt when he came home from the hunt. It
was as though he had waded in ice-water. He
should never get over that pain. It would follow
him through the whole of his life. He would never
be the same person again.
She tried to explain to him how it had all happened.
She tried to convince him that she was still
faithful. Well, it did not matter, for now he did not
love her any more. He had seen through her. She
was selfish. She did not love him. She had gone
without leaving him a message.
He came continually back to that. She really
enjoyed the performance. She could not be angry,
she understood his wrath so well. She did not
fear any real break between them. But at last she
became uneasy. Had there really been such a change
in him that he could no longer care for her?
“Gösta,” she said, “was I selfish when I went to
Sjö after the major; I knew that they had small-pox
there. Nor is it pleasant to go out in satin slippers
in the cold and snow.”
“Love lives on love, and not on services and
deeds,” said Gösta.
“You wish, then, that we shall be as strangers from
now on, Gösta?”
“That is what I wish.”
“You are very changeable, Gösta Berling.”
“People often charge me with it.”
He was cold, impossible to warm, and she was still
colder. Self-consciousness sat and sneered at her
attempt to act love.
“Gösta,” she said, making a last effort, “I have
never intentionally wronged you, even if it may seem
so. I beg of you, forgive me!”
“I cannot forgive you.”
She knew that if she had possessed a real feeling
she could have won him back. And she tried to play
the impassioned. The icy eyes sneered at her, but
she tried nevertheless. She did not want to lose him.
“Do not go, Gösta! Do not go in anger! Think
how ugly I have become! No one will ever love me
again.”
“Nor I, either,” he said. “You must accustom
yourself to see your heart trampled upon as well as
another.”
“Gösta, I have never loved any one but you. Forgive
me. Do not forsake me! You are the only
one who can save me from myself.”
He thrust her from him.
“You do not speak the truth,” he said with icy
calmness. “I do not know what you want of me, but
I see that you are lying. Why do you want to keep
me? You are so rich that you will never lack suitors.”
And so he went.
And not until he had closed the door, did regret
and pain in all their strength take possession of
Marianne’s heart.
It was love, her heart’s own child, who came out
of the corner where the cold eyes had banished him.
He came, he for whom she had so longed when it
was too late.
When Marianne could with real certainty say to
herself that Gösta Berling had forsaken her, she felt
a purely physical pain so terrible that she almost
fainted. She pressed her hands against her heart,
and sat for hours in the same place, struggling with
a tearless grief.
And it was she herself who was suffering, not a
stranger, nor an actress. It was she herself. Why
had her father come and separated them? Her love
had never been dead. It was only that in her weak
condition after her illness she could not appreciate
his power.
O God, O God, that she had lost him! O God,
that she had waked so late!
Ah, he was the only one, he was her heart’s conqueror!
From him she could bear anything. Hardness
and angry words from him bent her only to
humble love. If he had beaten her, she would have
crept like a dog to him and kissed his hand.
She did not know what she would do to get relief
from this dull pain.
She seized pen and paper and wrote with terrible
eagerness. First she wrote of her love and regret.
Then she begged, if not for his love, only for his pity.
It was a kind of poem she wrote.
When she had finished she thought that if he
should see it he must believe that she had loved
him. Well, why should she not send what she had
written to him? She would send it the next day,
and she was sure that it would bring him back to
her.
The next day she spent in agony and in struggling
with herself. What she had written seemed to her
paltry and so stupid. It had neither rhyme nor
metre. It was only prose. He would only laugh at
such verses.
Her pride was roused too. If he no longer cared
for her, it was such a terrible humiliation to beg for
his love.
Sometimes her good sense told her that she ought
to be glad to escape from the connection with Gösta,
and all the deplorable circumstances which it had
brought with it.
Her heart’s pain was still so terrible that her
emotions finally conquered. Three days after she
had become conscious of her love, she enclosed the
verses and wrote Gösta Berling’s name on the cover.
But they were never sent. Before she could find a
suitable messenger she heard such things of Gösta
Berling that she understood it was too late to win
him back.
But it was the sorrow of her life that she had not
sent the verses in time, while she could have won
him.
All her pain fastened itself on that point: “If I
only had not waited so long, if I had not waited so
many days!”
The happiness of life, or at any rate the reality of
life, would have been won to her through those written
words. She was sure they would have brought him
back to her.
Grief, however, did her the same service as love.
It made her a whole being, potent to devote herself
to good as well as evil. Passionate feelings filled
her soul, unrestrained by self-consciousness’s icy
chill. And she was, in spite of her plainness, much
loved.
But they say that she never forgot Gösta Berling.
She mourned for him as one mourns for a wasted
life.
And her poor verses, which at one time were much
read, are forgotten long ago. I beg of you to read
them and to think of them. Who knows what power
they might have had, if they had been sent? They
are impassioned enough to bear witness of a real
feeling. Perhaps they could have brought him back
to her.
They are touching enough, tender enough in their
awkward formlessness. No one can wish them different.
No one can want to see them imprisoned in the
chains of rhyme and metre, and yet it is so sad to
think that it was perhaps just this imperfection which
prevented her from sending them in time.
I beg you to read them and to love them. It is a
person in great trouble who has written them.
“Child, thou hast loved once, but nevermore
Shalt thou taste of the joys of love!
A passionate storm has raged through thy soul
Rejoice thou hast gone to thy rest!
No more in wild joy shall thou soar up on high
Rejoice, thou hast gone to thy rest!
No more shalt thou sink in abysses of pain,
Oh, nevermore.
“Child, thou hast loved once, but nevermore
Shall your soul burn and scorch in the flames.
Thou wert as a field of brown, sun-dried grass
Flaming with fire for a moment’s space;
From the whirling smoke-clouds the fiery sparks
Drove the birds of heaven with piercing cries.
Let them return! Thou burnest no more!—
Wilt burn nevermore.
“Child, thou hast loved, but now nevermore
Shalt thou hear love’s murmuring voice.
Thy young heart’s strength, like a weary child
That sits still and tired on the hard school-bench,
Yearns for freedom and pleasure.
But no man calleth it more like a forgotten song;
No one sings it more,—nevermore.
“Child, the end has now come!
And with it gone love and love’s joy.
He whom thou lovedst as if he had taught thee
With wings to hover through space,
He whom thou lovedst as if he had given thee
Safety and home when the village was flooded,
Is gone, who alone understood
The key to the door of thy heart.
“I ask but one thing of thee, O my beloved:
‘Lay not upon me the load of thy hate!’
That weakest of all things, the poor human heart,
How can it live with the pang and the thought
That it gave pain to another?
“O my beloved, if thou wilt kill me,
Use neither dagger nor poison nor rope!
Say only you wish me to vanish
From the green earth and the kingdom of life,
And I shall sink to my grave.
“From thee came life of life; thou gavest me love,
And now thou recallest thy gift, I know it too well.
But do not give me thy hate!
I still have love of living! Oh, remember that;
But under a load of hate I have but to die.”
The young countess sleeps till ten o’clock in the
morning, and wants fresh bread on the breakfast-table
every day. The young countess embroiders, and
reads poetry. She knows nothing of weaving and
cooking. The young countess is spoiled.
But the young countess is gay, and lets her joyousness
shine on all and everything. One is so glad
to forgive her the long morning sleep and the fresh
bread, for she squanders kindness on the poor and
is friendly to every one.
The young countess’s father is a Swedish nobleman,
who has lived in Italy all his life, retained
there by the loveliness of the land and by one of
that lovely land’s beautiful daughters. When Count
Henrik Dohna travelled in Italy he had been received
in this nobleman’s house, made the acquaintance
of his daughters, married one of them, and
brought her with him to Sweden.
She, who had always spoken Swedish and had
been brought up to love everything Swedish, is
happy in the land of the bear. She whirls so merrily
in the long dance of pleasure, on Löfven’s shores,
that one could well believe she had always lived
there. Little she understands what it means to be
a countess. There is no state, no stiffness, no condescending
dignity in that young, joyous creature.
It was the old men who liked the young countess
best. It was wonderful, what a success she had with
old men. When they had seen her at a ball, one
could be sure that all of them, the judge at Munkerud
and the clergyman at Bro and Melchior Sinclair and
the captain at Berga, would tell their wives in the
greatest confidence that if they had met the young
countess thirty or forty years ago—
“Yes, then she was not born,” say the old ladies.
And the next time they meet, they joke with the
young countess, because she wins the old men’s
hearts from them.
The old ladies look at her with a certain anxiety.
They remember so well Countess Märta. She had
been just as joyous and good and beloved when she
first came to Borg. And she had become a vain and
pleasure-seeking coquette, who never could think of
anything but her amusements. “If she only had
a husband who could keep her at work!” say the
old ladies. “If she only could learn to weave!”
For weaving was a consolation for everything; it
swallowed up all other interests, and had been the
saving of many a woman.
The young countess wants to be a good housekeeper.
She knows nothing better than as a happy
wife to live in a comfortable home, and she often
comes at balls, and sits down beside the old
people.
“Henrik wants me to learn to be a capable housekeeper,”
she says, “just as his mother is. Teach me
how to weave!”
Then the old people heave a sigh: first, over Count
Henrik, who can think that his mother was a good
housekeeper; and then over the difficulty of initiating
this young, ignorant creature in such a complicated
thing. It was enough to speak to her of
heddles, and harnesses, and warps, and woofs,[2] to
make her head spin.
No one who sees the young countess can help
wondering why she married stupid Count Henrik.
It is a pity for him who is stupid, wherever he
may be. And it is the greatest pity for him who
is stupid and lives in Värmland.
There are already many stories of Count Henrik’s
stupidity, and he is only a little over twenty years
old. They tell how he entertained Anna Stjärnhök
on a sleighing party a few years ago.
“You are very pretty, Anna,” he said.
“How you talk, Henrik!”
“You are the prettiest girl in the whole of Värmland.”
“That I certainly am not.”
“The prettiest in this sleighing party at any
rate.”
“Alas, Henrik, I am not that either.”
“Well, you are the prettiest in this sledge, that
you can’t deny.”
No, that she could not.
For Count Henrik is no beauty. He is as ugly
as he is stupid. They say of him that that head
on the top of his thin neck has descended in the
family for a couple of hundred years. That is why
the brain is so worn out in the last heir.
“It is perfectly plain that he has no head of his
own,” they say. “He has borrowed his father’s.
He does not dare to bend it; he is afraid of losing it,—he
is already yellow and wrinkled. The head has
been in use with both his father and grandfather.
Why should the hair otherwise be so thin and the
lips so bloodless and the chin so pointed?”
He always has scoffers about him, who encourage
him to say stupid things, which they save up, circulate,
and add to.
It is lucky for him that he does not notice it. He
is solemn and dignified in everything he does. He
moves formally, he holds himself straight, he never
turns his head without turning his whole body.
He had been at Munkerud on a visit to the judge
a few years ago. He had come riding with high
hat, yellow breeches, and polished boots, and had sat
stiff and proud in the saddle. When he arrived
everything went well, but when he was to ride away
again it so happened that one of the low-hanging
branches of a birch-tree knocked off his hat. He
got off, put on his hat, and rode again under the
same branch. His hat was again knocked off; this
was repeated four times.
The judge at last went out to him and said: “If
you should ride on one side of the branch the next
time?”
The fifth time he got safely by.
But still the young countess cared for him in spite
of his old-man’s head. She of course did not know
that he was crowned with such a halo of stupidity in
his own country, when she saw him in Rome. There,
there had been something of the glory of youth about
him, and they had come together under such romantic
circumstances. You ought to hear the countess tell
how Count Henrik had to carry her off. The priests
and the cardinals had been wild with rage that she
wished to give up her mother’s religion and become a
Protestant. The whole people had been in uproar.
Her father’s palace was besieged. Henrik was
pursued by bandits. Her mother and sisters implored
her to give up the marriage. But her father was
furious that that Italian rabble should prevent him
from giving his daughter to whomsoever he might
wish. He commanded Count Henrik to carry her off.
And so, as it was impossible for them to be married
at home without its being discovered, Henrik and she
stole out by side streets and all sorts of dark alleys
to the Swedish consulate. And when she had abjured
the Catholic faith and become a Protestant, they were
immediately married and sent north in a swift travelling-carriage.
“There was no time for banns, you
see. It was quite impossible,” the young countess
used to say. “And of course it was gloomy to be
married at a consulate, and not in one of the beautiful
churches, but if we had not Henrik would have had
to do without me. Every one is so impetuous down
there, both papa and mamma and the cardinals and
the priests, all are so impetuous. That was why
everything had to be done so secretly, and if the
people had seen us steal out of the house, they would
certainly have killed us both—only to save my soul;
Henrik was of course already lost.”
The young countess loves her husband, ever since
they have come home to Borg and live a quieter life.
She loves in him the glory of the old name and the
famous ancestors. She likes to see how her presence
softens the stiffness of his manner, and to hear how
his voice grows tender when he speaks to her. And
besides, he cares for her and spoils her, and she is
married to him. The young countess cannot imagine
that a married woman should not care for her husband.
In a certain way he corresponds to her ideal of
manliness. He is honest and loves the truth. He
had never broken his word. She considers him a
true nobleman.
On the 18th of March Bailiff Scharling celebrates
his birthday, and many then drive up Broby Hill.
People from the east and the west, known and unknown,
invited and uninvited, come to the bailiff’s on
that day. All are welcome, all find plenty of food
and drink, and in the ball-room there is room for
dancers from seven parishes.
The young countess is coming too, as she always
does where there is to be dancing and merry-making.
But she is not happy as she comes. It is as if she
has a presentiment that it is now her turn to be
dragged-in in adventure’s wild chase.
On the way she sat and watched the sinking sun.
It set in a cloudless sky and left no gold edges on the
light clouds. A pale, gray, twilight, swept by cold
squalls, settled down over the country.
The young countess saw how day and night
struggled, and how fear seized all living things at the
mighty contest. The horses quickened their pace
with the last load to come under shelter. The woodcutters
hurried home from the woods, the maids
from the farmyard. Wild creatures howled at the
edge of the wood. The day, beloved of man, was
conquered.
The light grew dim, the colors faded. She only
saw chillness and ugliness. What she had hoped,
what she had loved, what she had done, seemed to
her to be also wrapped in the twilight’s gray light.
It was the hour of weariness, of depression, of impotence
for her as for all nature.
She thought that her own heart, which now in
its playful gladness clothed existence with purple
and gold, she thought that this heart perhaps
sometime would lose its power to light up her
world.
“Oh, impotence, my own heart’s impotence!” she
said to herself. “Goddess of the stifling, gray twilight.
You will one day be mistress of my soul.
Then I shall see life ugly and gray, as it perhaps is,
then my hair will grow white, my back be bent, my
brain be paralyzed.”
At the same moment the sledge turned in at the
bailiff’s gate, and as the young countess looked up,
her eyes fell on a grated window in the wing, and on a
fierce, staring face behind.
That face belonged to the major’s wife at Ekeby,
and the young woman knew that her pleasure for the
evening was now spoiled.
One can be glad when one does not see sorrow,
only hears it spoken of. But it is harder to keep a
joyous heart when one stands face to face with black,
fierce, staring trouble.
The countess knows of course that Bailiff Scharling
had put the major’s wife in prison, and that she shall
be tried for the assault she made on Ekeby the night
of the great ball. But she never thought that she
should be kept in custody there at the bailiff’s house,
so near the ball-room that one could look into her
room, so near that she must hear the dance music and
the noise of merry-making. And the thought takes
away all her pleasure.
The young countess dances both waltz and quadrille.
She takes part in both minuet and contra-dance; but
after each dance she steals to the window in the
wing. There is a light there and she can see how the
major’s wife walks up and down in her room. She
never seems to rest, but walks and walks.
The countess takes no pleasure in the dance. She
only thinks of the major’s wife going backwards and
forwards in her prison like a caged wild beast. She
wonders how all the others can dance. She is sure
there are many there who are as much moved as she
to know that the major’s wife is so near, and still there
is no one who shows it.
But every time she has looked out her feet grow
heavier in the dance, and the laugh sticks in her
throat.
The bailiff’s wife notices her as she wipes the
moisture from the window-pane to see out, and
comes to her.
“Such misery! Oh, it is such suffering!” she
whispers to the countess.
“I think it is almost impossible to dance to-night,”
whispers the countess back again.
“It is not with my consent that we dance here,
while she is sitting shut up there,” answers Madame
Scharling. “She has been in Karlstad since she was
arrested. But there is soon to be a trial now, and
that is why she was brought here to-day. We could
not put her in that miserable cell in the courthouse,
so she was allowed to stay in the weaving-room in
the wing. She should have had my drawing-room,
countess, if all these people had not come to-day.
You hardly know her, but she has been like a mother
and queen to us all. What will she think of us, who
are dancing here, while she is in such great trouble.
It is as well that most of them do not know that she
is sitting there.”
“She ought never to have been arrested,” says the
young countess, sternly.
“No, that is a true word, countess, but there was
nothing else to do, if there should not be a worse misfortune.
No one blamed her for setting fire to her
own hay-stack and driving out the pensioners, but
the major was scouring the country for her. God
knows what he would have done if she had not been
put in prison. Scharling has given much offence
because he arrested the major’s wife, countess. Even
in Karlstad they were much displeased with him,
because he did not shut his eyes to everything which
happened at Ekeby; but he did what he thought was
best.”
“But now I suppose she will be sentenced?” says
the countess.
“Oh, no, countess, she will not be sentenced. She
will be acquitted, but all that she has to bear these
days is being too much for her. She is going mad.
You can understand, such a proud woman, how can
she bear to be treated like a criminal! I think that
it would have been best if she had been allowed to
go free. She might have been able to escape by
herself.”
“Let her go,” says the countess.
“Any one can do that but the bailiff and his wife,”
whispers Madame Scharling. “We have to guard
her. Especially to-night, when so many of her
friends are here, two men sit on guard outside her
door, and it is locked and barred so that no one can
come in. But if any one got her out, countess, we
should be so glad, both Scharling and I.”
“Can I not go to her?” says the young countess.
Madame Scharling seizes her eagerly by the wrist
and leads her out with her. In the hall they throw a
couple of shawls about them, and hurry across the
yard.
“It is not certain that she will even speak to us,”
says the bailiff’s wife. “But she will see that we
have not forgotten her.”
They come into the first room in the wing, where
the two men sit and guard the barred door, and go
in without being stopped to the major’s wife. She
was in a large room crowded with looms and other
implements. It was used mostly for a weaving-room,
but it had bars in the window and a strong lock on
the door, so that it could be used, in case of need, for
a cell.
The major’s wife continues to walk without paying
any attention to them.
She is on a long wandering these days. She cannot
remember anything except that she is going the
hundred and twenty miles to her mother, who is up
in the Älfdal woods, and is waiting for her. She
never has time to rest She must go. A never-resting
haste is on her. Her mother is over ninety years
old. She would soon be dead.
She has measured off the floor by yards, and she
is now adding up the yards to furlongs and the furlongs
to half-miles and miles.
Her way seems heavy and long, but she dares not
rest. She wades through deep drifts. She hears the
forests murmur over her as she goes. She rests in
Finn huts and in the charcoal-burner’s log cabin.
Sometimes, when there is nobody for many miles,
she has to break branches for a bed and rest under
the roots of a fallen pine.
And at last she has reached her journey’s end, the
hundred and twenty miles are over, the wood opens
out, and the red house stands in a snow-covered
yard. The Klar River rushes foaming by in a succession
of little waterfalls, and by that well-known sound
she hears that she is at home. And her mother, who
must have seen her coming begging, just as she had
wished, comes to meet her.
When the major’s wife has got so far she always
looks up, glances about her, sees the closed door,
and knows where she is.
Then she wonders if she is going mad, and sits
down to think and to rest. But after a time she sets
out again, calculates the yards and the furlongs, the
half-miles and the miles, rests for a short time in
Finn huts, and sleeps neither night nor day until she
has again accomplished the hundred and twenty
miles.
During all the time she has been in prison she has
almost never slept.
And the two women who had come to see her
looked at her with anguish.
The young countess will ever afterwards remember
her, as she walked there. She sees her often in her
dreams, and wakes with eyes full of tears and a moan
on her lips.
The old woman is so pitifully changed, her hair is
so thin, and loose ends stick out from the narrow
braid. Her face is relaxed and sunken, her dress is
disordered and ragged. But with it all she has so
much still of her lofty bearing that she inspires not
only sympathy, but also respect.
But what the countess remembered most distinctly
were her eyes, sunken, turned inward, not yet deprived
of all the light of reason, but almost ready to be
extinguished, and with a spark of wildness lurking in
their depths, so that one had to shudder and fear to
have the old woman in the next moment upon one,
with teeth ready to bite, fingers to tear.
They have been there quite a while when the
major’s wife suddenly stops before the young woman
and looks at her with a stern glance. The countess
takes a step backwards and seizes Madame Scharling’s
arm.
The features of the major’s wife have life and expression,
her eyes look out into the world with full
intelligence.
“Oh, no; oh, no,” she says and smiles; “as yet it is
not so bad, my dear young lady.”
She asks them to sit down, and sits down herself.
She has an air of old-time stateliness, known since days
of feasting at Ekeby and at the royal balls at the
governor’s house at Karlstad. They forget the rags
and the prison and only see the proudest and richest
woman in Värmland.
“My dear countess,” she says, “what possessed you
to leave the dance to visit a lonely old woman? You
must be very good.”
Countess Elizabeth cannot answer. Her voice is
choking with emotion. Madame Scharling answers
for her, that she had not been able to dance for thinking
of the major’s wife.
“Dear Madame Scharling,” answers the major’s
wife, “has it gone so far with me that I disturb the
young people in their pleasure? You must not weep
for me, my dear young countess,” she continued. “I
am a wicked old woman, who deserves all I get. You
do not think it right to strike one’s mother?”
“No, but—”
The major’s wife interrupts her and strokes the curly,
light hair back from her forehead.
“Child, child,” she says, “how could you marry
that stupid Henrik Dohna?”
“But I love him.”
“I see how it is, I see how it is,” says the major’s
wife. “A kind child and nothing more; weeps with
those in sorrow, and laughs with those who are glad.
And obliged to say ‘yes’ to the first man who says,
‘I love you.’ Yes, of course. Go back now and
dance, my dear young countess. Dance and be
happy! There is nothing bad in you.”
“But I want to do something for you.”
“Child,” says the major’s wife, solemnly, “an old
woman lived at Ekeby who held the winds of heaven
prisoners. Now she is caught and the winds are free.
Is it strange that a storm goes over the land?
“I, who am old, have seen it before, countess. I
know it. I know that the storm of the thundering
God is coming. Sometimes it rushes over great kingdoms,
sometimes over small out-of-the-way communities.
God’s storm forgets no one. It comes over the
great as well as the small. It is grand to see God’s
storm coming.
“Anguish shall spread itself over the land. The
small birds’ nests shall fall from the branches. The
hawk’s nest in the pine-tree’s top shall be shaken down
to the earth with a great noise, and even the eagle’s
nest in the mountain cleft shall the wind drag out with
its dragon tongue.
“We thought that all was well with us; but it was
not so. God’s storm is needed. I understand that,
and I do not complain. I only wish that I might go
to my mother.”
She suddenly sinks back.
“Go now, young woman,” she says. “I have no
more time. I must go. Go now, and look out for
them who ride on the storm-cloud!”
Thereupon she renews her wandering. Her features
relax, her glance turns inward. The countess and
Madame Scharling have to leave her.
As soon as they are back again among the
dancers the young countess goes straight to Gösta
Berling.
“I can greet you from the major’s wife,” she says.
“She is waiting for you to get her out of prison.”
“Then she must go on waiting, countess.”
“Oh, help her, Herr Berling!”
Gösta stares gloomily before him. “No,” he says,
“why should I help her? What thanks do I owe
her? Everything she has done for me has been to
my ruin.”
“But Herr Berling—”
“If she had not existed,” he says angrily, “I would
now be sleeping up there in the forest. Is it my duty
to risk my life for her, because she has made me a
pensioner at Ekeby? Do you think much credit goes
with that profession?”
The young countess turns away from him without
answering. She is angry.
She goes back to her place thinking bitter thoughts
of the pensioners. They have come to-night with
horns and fiddles, and mean to let the bows scrape the
strings until the horse-hair is worn through, without
thinking that the merry tunes ring in the prisoner’s
miserable room. They come here to dance until their
shoes fall to pieces, and do not remember that their
old benefactress can see their shadows whirling
by the misty window-panes. Alas, how gray and
ugly the world was! Alas, what a shadow trouble
and hardness had cast over the young countess’s
soul!
After a while Gösta comes to ask her to dance.
She refuses shortly.
“Will you not dance with me, countess?” he asks,
and grows very red.
“Neither with you nor with any other of the Ekeby
pensioners,” she says.
“We are not worthy of such an honor.”
“It is no honor, Herr Berling. But it gives me
no pleasure to dance with those who forget the
precepts of gratitude.”
Gösta has already turned on his heel.
This scene is heard and seen by many. All think
the countess is right. The pensioners’ ingratitude
and heartlessness had waked general indignation.
But in these days Gösta Berling is more dangerous
than a wild beast in the forest. Ever since he came
home from the hunt and found Marianne gone, his
heart has been like an aching wound. He longs to
do some one a bloody wrong and to spread sorrow
and pain far around.
If she wishes it so, he says to himself, it shall be as
she wishes. But she shall not save her own skin.
The young countess likes abductions. She shall get
her fill. He has nothing against adventure. For
eight days he has mourned for a woman’s sake. It
is long enough. He calls Beerencreutz the colonel,
and Christian Bergh the great captain, and the slow
Cousin Christopher, who never hesitates at any mad
adventure, and consults with them how he shall
avenge the pensioners’ injured honor.
It is the end of the party. A long line of sledges
drive up into the yard. The men are putting on
their fur cloaks. The ladies look for their wraps in
the dreadful confusion of the dressing-room.
The young countess has been in great haste to
leave this hateful ball. She is ready first of all the
ladies. She stands smiling in the middle of the room
and looks at the confusion, when the door is thrown
open, and Gösta Berling shows himself on the
threshold.
No man has a right to enter this room. The old
ladies stand there with their thin hair no longer
adorned with becoming caps; and the young ones
have turned up their skirts under their cloaks, that
the stiff ruffles may not be crushed on the way home.
But without paying any attention to the warning
cries, Gösta Berling rushes up to the countess and
seizes her.
He lifts her in his arms and rushes from the room
out into the hall and then on to the steps with
her.
The astonished women’s screams could not check
him. When they hurry after, they only see how he
throws himself into a sledge with the countess in his
arms.
They hear the driver crack his whip and see the
horse set off. They know the driver: it is Beerencreutz.
They know the horse: it is Don Juan. And
in deep distress over the countess’s fate they call their
husbands.
And these waste no time in questions, but hasten
to their sledges. And with the count at their head
they chase after the ravisher.
But he lies in the sledge, holding the young countess
fast. He has forgotten all grief, and mad with
adventure’s intoxicating joy, he sings at the top of
his voice a song of love and roses.
Close to him he presses her; but she makes no
attempt to escape. Her face lies, white and stiffened,
against his breast.
Ah, what shall a man do when he has a pale, helpless
face so near his own, when he sees the fair hair
which usually shades the white, gleaming forehead,
pushed to one side, and when the eyelids have
closed heavily over the gray eyes’ roguish glance?
What shall a man do when red lips grow pale
beneath his eyes?
Kiss, of course, kiss the fading lips, the closed eyes,
the white forehead.
But then the young woman awakes. She throws
herself back. She is like a bent spring. And he
has to struggle with her with his whole strength to
keep her from throwing herself from the sledge, until
finally he forces her, subdued and trembling, down
in the corner of the sledge.
“See,” says Gösta quite calmly to Beerencreutz,
“the countess is the third whom Don Juan and I
have carried off this winter. But the others hung
about my neck with kisses, and she will neither be
kissed by me nor dance with me. Can you understand
these women, Beerencreutz?”
But when Gösta drove away from the house, when
the women screamed and the men swore, when the
sleigh-bells rang and the whips cracked, and there
was nothing but cries and confusion, the men who
guarded the major’s wife were wondering.
“What is going on?” they thought. “Why are
they screaming?”
Suddenly the door is thrown open, and a voice
calls to them.
“She is gone. He is driving away with her.”
They rush out, running like mad, without waiting
to see if it was the major’s wife or who it was who
was gone. Luck was with them, and they came
up with a hurrying sledge, and they drove both far
and fast, before they discovered whom they were
pursuing.
But Berg and Cousin Christopher went quietly to
the door, burst the lock, and opened it for the major’s
wife.
“You are free,” they said.
She came out. They stood straight as ramrods
on either side of the door and did not look at her.
“You have a horse and sledge outside.”
She went out, placed herself in the sledge, and
drove away. No one followed her. No one knew
whither she went.
Down Broby hill Don Juan speeds towards the
Löfven’s ice-covered surface. The proud courser
flies on. Strong, ice-cold breezes whistle by their
cheeks. The bells jingle. The stars and the moon
are shining. The snow lies blue-white and glitters
from its own brightness.
Gösta feels poetical thoughts wake in him.
“Beerencreutz,” he says, “this is life. Just as
Don Juan hurries away with this young woman, so
time hurries away with man. You are necessity,
who steers the journey. I am desire, who fetters
the will, and she is dragged helpless, always deeper
and deeper down.”
“Don’t talk!” cries Beerencreutz. “They are
coming after us.”
And with a whistling cut of the whip he urges Don
Juan to still wilder speed.
“Once it was wolves, now it is spoils,” cries
Gösta. “Don Juan, my boy, fancy that you are a
young elk. Rush through the brushwood, wade
through the swamps, leap from the mountain top
down into the clear lake, swim across it with bravely
lifted head, and vanish, vanish in the thick pine-woods’
rescuing darkness! Spring, Don Juan!
Spring like a young elk!”
Joy fills his wild heart at the mad race. The cries
of the pursuers are to him a song of victory. Joy
fills his wild heart when he feels the countess’s body
shake with fright, when he hears her teeth chatter.
Suddenly he loosens the grip of iron with which
he has held her. He stands up in the sledge and
waves his cap.
“I am Gösta Berling,” he cries, “lord of ten
thousand kisses and thirteen thousand love-letters!
Hurra for Gösta Berling! Take him who can!”
And in the next minute he whispers in the countess’s
ear:—
“Is not the pace good? Is not the course
kingly? Beyond Löfven lies Lake Väner. Beyond
Väner lies the sea, everywhere endless stretches of
clear blue-black ice, and beyond all a glowing world.
Rolling thunders in the freezing ice, shrill cries
behind us, shooting stars above us, and jingling bells
before us! Forward! Always forward! Have you
a mind to try the journey, young, beautiful lady?”
He had let her go. She pushes him roughly away.
The next instant finds him on his knees at her feet.
“I am a wretch, a wretch. You ought not to
have angered me, countess. You stood there so
proud and fair, and never thought that a pensioner’s
hand could reach you. Heaven and earth love you.
You ought not to add to the burden of those whom
heaven and earth scorn.”
He draws her hands to him and lifts them to his face.
“If you only knew,” he says, “what it means to be
an outcast. One does not stop to think what one
does. No, one does not.”
At the same moment he notices that she has nothing
on her hands. He draws a pair of great fur
gloves from his pocket and puts them on her.
And he has become all at once quite quiet. He
places himself in the sledge, as far from the young
countess as possible.
“You need not be afraid,” he says. “Do you not
see where we are driving? You must understand
that we do not dare to do you any harm.”
She, who has been almost out of her mind with
fright, sees that they have driven across the lake and
that Don Juan is struggling up the steep hill to Borg.
They stop the horse before the steps of the castle,
and let the young countess get out of the sledge at
the door of her own home.
When she is surrounded by attentive servants, she
regains her courage and presence of mind.
“Take care of the horse, Andersson!” she says to
the coachman. “These gentlemen who have driven
me home will be kind enough to come in for a while.
The count will soon be here.”
“As you wish, countess,” says Gösta, and instantly
gets out of the sledge. Beerencreutz throws the
reins to the groom without a moment’s hesitation.
And the young countess goes before them and ushers
them into the hall with ill-concealed malicious joy.
The countess had expected that the pensioners
would hesitate at the proposition to await her
husband.
They did not know perhaps what a stern and
upright man he was. They were not afraid of the
inquiry he should make of them, who had seized her
by force and compelled her to drive with them.
She longed to hear him forbid them ever again to
set their foot in her house.
She wished to see him call in the servants to point
out the pensioners to them as men who thereafter
never should be admitted within the doors of Borg.
She wished to hear him express his scorn not only of
what they had done to her, but also of their conduct
toward the old major’s wife, their benefactress.
He, who showed her only tenderness and consideration,
would rise in just wrath against her persecutors.
Love would give fire to his speech. He,
who guarded and looked after her as a creature of
finer stuff than any other, would not bear that rough
men had fallen upon her like birds of prey upon a
sparrow. She glowed with thirst of revenge.
Beerencreutz, however, walked undaunted into the
dining-room, and up to the fire, which was always
lighted when the countess came home from a ball.
Gösta remained in the darkness by the door and
silently watched the countess, while the servant removed
her outer wraps. As he sat and looked at
the young woman, he rejoiced as he had not done
for many years. He saw so clearly it was like a
revelation, although he did not understand how he
had discovered it, that she had in her one of the
most beautiful of souls.
As yet it lay bound and sleeping; but it would
some day show itself. He rejoiced at having discovered
all the purity and gentleness and innocence
which was hidden in her. He was almost ready to
laugh at her, because she looked so angry and stood
with flushed cheeks and frowning brows.
“You do not know how gentle and good you are,”
he thought.
The side of her being which was turned towards
the outside world would never do her inner personality
justice, he thought. But Gösta Berling from
that hour must be her servant, as one must serve
everything beautiful and godlike. Yes, there was
nothing to be sorry for that he had just been so
violent with her. If she had not been so afraid, if
she had not thrust him from her so angrily, if he had
not felt how her whole being was shaken by his
roughness, he would never have known what a fine
and noble soul dwelt within her.
He had not thought it before. She had only cared
for pleasure-seeking and amusement. And she had
married that stupid Count Henrik.
Yes, now he would be her slave till death; dog and
slave as Captain Bergh used to say, and nothing
more.
He sat by the door, Gösta Berling, and held with
clasped hands a sort of service. Since the day when
he for the first time felt the flame of inspiration burn
in him, he had not known such a holiness in his soul.
He did not move, even when Count Dohna came in
with a crowd of people, who swore and lamented over
the pensioners’ mad performance.
He let Beerencreutz receive the storm. With indolent
calm, tried by many adventures, the latter stood
by the fireplace. He had put one foot up on the
fender, rested his elbow on his knee, and his chin on
his hand, and looked at the excited company.
“What is the meaning of all this?” roared the little
count at him.
“The meaning is,” he said, “that as long as there
are women on earth, there will be fools to dance
after their piping.”
The young count’s face grew red.
“I ask what that means!” he repeated.
“I ask that too,” sneered Beerencreutz. “I ask
what it means when Henrik Dohna’s countess will
not dance with Gösta Berling.”
The count turned questioning to his wife.
“I could not, Henrik,” she cried. “I could not
dance with him or any of them. I thought of the
major’s wife, whom they allowed to languish in
prison.”
The little count straightened his stiff body and
stretched up his old-man’s head.
“We pensioners,” said Beerencreutz, “permit no
one to insult us. She who will not dance with us
must drive with us. No harm has come to the
countess, and there can be an end of the matter.”
“No,” said the count. “It cannot be the end. It
is I who am responsible for my wife’s acts. Now I
ask why Gösta Berling did not turn to me to get
satisfaction when my wife had insulted him.”
Beerencreutz smiled.
“I ask that,” repeated the count.
“One does not ask leave of the fox to take his
skin from him,” said Beerencreutz.
The count laid his hand on his narrow chest.
“I am known to be a just man,” he cried. “I can
pass sentence on my servants. Why should I not be
able to pass sentence on my wife? The pensioners
have no right to judge her. The punishment they
have given her, I wipe out. It has never been, do
you understand, gentlemen. It has never existed.”
The count screamed out the words in a high
falsetto. Beerencreutz cast a swift glance about the
assembly. There was not one of those present—Sintram
and Daniel Bendix and Dahlberg and all the
others who had followed in—who did not stand
and smile at the way he outwitted stupid Henrik
Dohna.
The young countess did not understand at first.
What was it which should not be considered? Her
anguish, the pensioner’s hard grip on her tender body,
the wild song, the wild words, the wild kisses, did
they not exist? Had that evening never been, over
which the goddess of the gray twilight had reigned?
“But, Henrik—”
“Silence!” he said. And he drew himself up to
chide her. “Woe to you, that you, who are a
woman, have wished to set yourself up as a judge of
men,” he says. “Woe to you, that you, who are my
wife, dare to insult one whose hand I gladly press.
What is it to you if the pensioners have put the
major’s wife in prison? Were they not right? You
can never know how angry a man is to the bottom of
his soul when he hears of a woman’s infidelity. Do
you also mean to go that evil way, that you take
such a woman’s part?”
“But, Henrik—”
She wailed like a child, and stretched out her arms
to ward off the angry words. She had never before
heard such hard words addressed to her. She was
so helpless among these hard men, and now her only
defender turned against her. Never again would her
heart have power to light up the world.
“But, Henrik, it is you who ought to protect me.”
Gösta Berling was observant now, when it was too
late. He did not know what to do. He wished her
so well. But he did not dare to thrust himself
between man and wife.
“Where is Gösta Berling?” asked the count.
“Here,” said Gösta. And he made a pitiable
attempt to make a jest of the matter. “You were
making a speech, I think, count, and I fell asleep.
What do you say to letting us go home and letting
you all go to bed?”
“Gösta Berling, since my countess has refused to
dance with you, I command her to kiss your hand
and to ask you for forgiveness.”
“My dear Count Henrik,” says Gösta, smiling, “it
is not a fit hand for a young woman to kiss. Yesterday
it was red with blood from killing an elk, to-day
black with soot from a fight with a charcoal-burner.
You have given a noble and high-minded sentence.
That is satisfaction enough. Come, Beerencreutz!”
The count placed himself in his way.
“Do not go,” he said. “My wife must obey me.
I wish that my countess shall know whither it leads
to be self-willed.”
Gösta stood helpless. The countess was quite
white; but she did not move.
“Go,” said the count.
“Henrik, I cannot.”
“You can,” said the count, harshly. “You can.
But I know what you want. You will force me to
fight with this man, because your whim is not to like
him. Well, if you will not make him amends, I shall
do so. You women love to have a man killed for
your sake. You have done wrong, but will not atone
for it. Therefore I must do it. I shall fight the duel,
countess. In a few hours I shall be a bloody corpse.”
She gave him a long look. And she saw him as
he was,—stupid, cowardly, puffed up with pride and
vanity, the most pitiful of men.
“Be calm,” she said. And she became as cold as
ice. “I will do it.”
But now Gösta Berling became quite beside himself.
“You shall not, countess! No, you shall not!
You are only a child, a poor, innocent child, and you
would kiss my hand. You have such a white, beautiful
soul. I will never again come near you. Oh,
never again! I bring death and destruction to everything
good and blameless. You shall not touch me.
I shudder for you like fire for water. You shall not!”
He put his hands behind his back.
“It is all the same to me, Herr Berling. Nothing
makes any difference to me any more. I ask you for
forgiveness. I ask you to let me kiss your hand!”
Gösta kept his hands behind his back. He approached
the door.
“If you do not accept the amends my wife offers,
I must fight with you, Gösta Berling, and moreover
must impose upon her another, severer, punishment.”
The countess shrugged her shoulders. “He is
mad from cowardice,” she whispered. “Let me do
it! It does not matter if I am humbled. It is after
all what you wanted the whole time.”
“Did I want that? Do you think I wanted that?
Well, if I have no hands to kiss, you must see that I
did not want it,” he cried.
He ran to the fire and stretched out his hands into
it. The flames closed over them, the skin shrivelled
up, the nails crackled. But in the same second Beerencreutz
seized him by the neck and threw him across
the floor. He tripped against a chair and sat down.
He sat and almost blushed for such a foolish performance.
Would she think that he only did it by way of
boast? To do such a thing in the crowded room
must seem like a foolish vaunt. There had not been
a vestige of danger.
Before he could raise himself, the countess was
kneeling beside him. She seized his red, sooty hands
and looked at them.
“I will kiss them, kiss them,” she cried, “as soon
as they are not too painful and sore!” And the tears
streamed from her eyes as she saw the blisters rising
under the scorched skin.
For he had been like a revelation to her of an unknown
glory. That such things could happen here
on earth, that they could be done for her! What a
man this was, ready for everything, mighty in good as
in evil, a man of great deeds, of strong words, of
splendid actions! A hero, a hero, made of different
stuff from others! Slave of a whim, of the desire of
the moment, wild and terrible, but possessor of a tremendous
power, fearless of everything.
She had been so depressed the whole evening she
had not seen anything but pain and cruelty and
cowardice. Now everything was forgotten. The
young countess was glad once more to be alive. The
goddess of the twilight was conquered. The young
countess saw light and color brighten the world.
It was the same night in the pensioners’ wing.
There they scolded and swore at Gösta Berling.
The old men wanted to sleep; but it was impossible.
He let them get no rest. It was in vain that they
drew the bed-curtains and put out the light. He only
talked.
He let them know what an angel the young countess
was, and how he adored her. He would serve
her, worship her. He was glad that every one had
forsaken him. He could devote his life to her service.
She despised him of course. But he would be satisfied
to lie at her feet like a dog.
Had they ever noticed an island out in the Löfven?
Had they seen it from the south side, where the
rugged cliff rises precipitously from the water? Had
they seen it from the north, where it sinks down to
the sea in a gentle slope, and where the narrow shoals,
covered with great pines wind out into the water, and
make the most wonderful little lakes? There on the
steep cliff, where the ruins of an old viking fortress
still remain, he would build a palace for the young
countess, a palace of marble. Broad steps, at which
boats decked with flags should land, should be hewn
in the cliff down to the sea. There should be glowing
halls and lofty towers with gilded pinnacles. It
should be a suitable dwelling for the young countess.
That old wooden house at Borg was not worthy for
her to enter.
When he had gone on so for a while, first one
snore and then another began to sound behind the
yellow-striped curtains. But most of them swore and
bewailed themselves over him and his foolishness.
“Friends,” he then says solemnly, “I see the green
earth covered with the works of man or with the
ruins of men’s work. The pyramids weigh down the
earth, the tower of Babel has bored through the sky,
the beautiful temples and the gray castles have fallen
into ruins. But of all which hands have built, what is
it which has not fallen, nor shall fall? Ah, friends,
throw away the trowel and the mortar! Spread your
mason’s aprons over your heads and lay you down to
build bright palaces of dreams! What has the soul
to do with temples of stone and clay? Learn to
build everlasting palaces of dreams and visions!”
Thereupon he went laughing to bed.
When, shortly after, the countess heard that the
major’s wife had been set free, she gave a dinner for
the pensioners.
And then began hers and Gösta Berling’s long
friendship.
Oh, children of the present day!
I have nothing new to tell you, only what is old
and almost forgotten. I have legends from the
nursery, where the little ones sat on low stools about
the old nurse with her white hair, or from the log-fire
in the cottage, where the laborers sat and
chatted, while the steam reeked from their wet
clothes, and they drew knives from leather sheaths
at their necks to spread the butter on thick, soft
bread, or from the hall where old men sat in their
rocking-chairs, and, cheered by the steaming toddy,
talked of old times.
When a child, who had listened to the old nurse,
to the laborers, to the old men, stood at the window
on a winter’s evening, it saw no clouds on the horizon
without their being the pensioners; the stars
were wax-candles, which were lighted at the old
house at Borg; and the spinning-wheel which
hummed in the next room was driven by old Ulrika
Dillner. For the child’s head was filled with the
people of those old days; it lived for and adored
them.
But if such a child, whose whole soul was filled
with stories, should be sent through the dark attic
to the store-room for flax or biscuits, then the small
feet scurried; then it came flying down the stairs,
through the passage to the kitchen. For up there in
the dark it could not help thinking of the wicked
mill-owner at Fors,—of him who was in league with
the devil.
Sintram’s ashes have been resting long in Svartsjö
churchyard, but no one believes that his soul has
been called to God, as it reads on his tombstone.
While he was alive he was one of those to whose
home, on long, rainy Sunday afternoons, a heavy
coach, drawn by black horses, used to come. A
gentleman richly but plainly dressed gets out of the
carriage, and helps with cards and dice to while
away the long hours which with their monotony have
driven the master of the house to despair. The
game is carried on far into the night; and when the
stranger departs at dawn he always leaves behind
some baleful parting-gift.
As long as Sintram was here on earth he was one
of those whose coming is made known by spirits.
They are heralded by visions. Their carriages roll
into the yard, their whip cracks, their voices sound
on the stairs, the door of the entry is opened and
shut. The dogs and people are awakened by the
noise, it is so loud; but there is no one who has
come, it is only an hallucination which goes before
them.
Ugh, those horrible people, whom evil spirits seek
out! What kind of a big black dog was it which
showed itself at Fors in Sintram’s time? He had
terrible, shining eyes, and a long tongue which
dripped blood and hung far out of his panting throat.
One day, when the men-servants had been in the
kitchen and eaten their dinner, he had scratched at
the kitchen door, and all the maids had screamed
with fright; but the biggest and strongest of the
men had taken a burning log from the fire, thrown
open the door, and hurled it into the dog’s gaping
mouth.
Then he had fled with terrible howls, flames and
smoke had burst from his throat, sparks whirled
about him, and his footprints on the path shone like
fire.
And was it not dreadful that every time Sintram
came home from a journey he had changed the animals
which drew him? He left with horses, but
when he came home at night he had always black
bulls before his carriage. The people who lived
near the road saw their great black horns against
the sky when he drove by, and heard the creatures’
bellowing, and were terrified by the line of sparks
which the hoofs and wheels drew out of the dry
gravel.
Yes, the little feet needed to hurry, indeed, to
come across the big, dark attic. Think if something
awful, if he, whose name one may not say,
should come out of a dark corner! Who can be
sure? It was not only to wicked people that he
showed himself. Had not Ulrika Dillner seen him?
Both she and Anna Stjärnhök could say that they
had seen him.
Friends, children, you who dance, you who laugh!
I beg you so earnestly to dance carefully, laugh
gently, for there can be so much unhappiness if your
thin slippers tread on sensitive hearts instead of
on hard boards; and your glad, silvery laughter can
drive a soul to despair.
It was surely so; the young people’s feet had
trodden too hard on old Ulrika Dillner, and the
young people’s laughter had rung too arrogantly in
her ears; for there came over her suddenly an
irresistible longing for a married woman’s titles
and dignities. At last she said “yes” to the evil
Sintram’s long courtship, followed him to Fors as
his wife, and was parted from the old friends at
Berga, the dear old work, and the old cares for daily
bread.
It was a match which went quickly and gayly.
Sintram offered himself at Christmas, and in February
they were married. That year Anna Stjärnhök
was living in Captain Uggla’s home. She was a
good substitute for old Ulrika, and the latter could
draw back without compunction, and take to herself
married honors.
Without compunction, but not without regret. It
was not a pleasant place she had come to; the big,
empty rooms were filled with dreadful terrors. As
soon as it was dark she began to tremble and to be
afraid. She almost died of homesickness.
The long Sunday afternoons were the hardest of
all. They never came to an end, neither they nor
the long succession of torturing thoughts which
travelled through her brain.
So it happened one day in March, when Sintram
had not come home from church to dinner, that she
went into the drawing-room, on the second floor, and
placed herself at the piano. It was her last consolation.
The old piano, with a flute-player and shepherdess
painted on the white cover, was her own,
come to her from her parents’ home. To it she
could tell her troubles; it understood her.
But is it not both pitiful and ridiculous? Do you
know what she is playing? Only a polka, and she
who is so heart-broken!
She does not know anything else. Before her
fingers stiffened round broom and carving-knife she
had learned this one polka. It sticks in her fingers;
but she does not know any other piece,—no funeral
march, no impassioned sonata, not even a wailing
ballad,—only the polka.
She plays it whenever she has anything to confide
to the old piano. She plays it both when she feels
like weeping and like smiling. When she was married
she played it, and when for the first time she
had come to her own home, and also now.
The old strings understand her: she is unhappy,
unhappy.
A traveller passing by and hearing the polka ring
could well believe that Sintram was having a ball
for neighbors and friends, it sounds so gay. It is
such a brave and glad melody. With it, in the old
days, she has played carelessness in and hunger
out at Berga; when they heard it every one must up
and dance. It burst the fetters of rheumatism about
the joints, and lured pensioners of eighty years on
to the floor. The whole world would gladly dance
to that polka, it sounds so gay—but old Ulrika
weeps. Sintram has sulky, morose servants about
him, and savage animals. She longs for friendly
faces and smiling mouths. It is this despairing
longing which the lively polka shall interpret.
People find it hard to remember that she is
Madame Sintram. Everybody calls her Mamselle
Dillner. She wants the polka tune to express her
sorrow for the vanity which tempted her to seek for
married honors.
Old Ulrika plays as if she would break the strings.
There is so much to drown: the lamentations of the
poor peasants, the curses of overworked cottagers,
the sneers of insolent servants, and, first and last,
the shame,—the shame of being the wife of a bad
man.
To those notes Gösta Berling has led young
Countess Dohna to the dance. Marianne Sinclair
and her many admirers have danced to them, and the
major’s wife at Ekeby has moved to their measure
when Altringer was still alive. She can see them,
couple after couple, in their youth and beauty, whirl
by. There was a stream of gayety from them to her,
from her to them. It was her polka which made
their cheeks glow, their eyes shine. She is parted
from all that now. Let the polka resound,—so
many memories, so many tender memories to drown!
She plays to deaden her anguish. Her heart is
ready to burst with terror when she sees the black
dog, when she hears the servants whispering of the
black bulls. She plays the polka over and over
again to deaden her anguish.
Then she perceives that her husband has come
home. She hears that he comes into the room and
sits down in the rocking-chair. She knows so well
the sound as the rockers creak on the deal floor that
she does not even look round.
All the time she is playing the rocking continues;
she soon hears the music no longer, only
the rocking.
Poor old Ulrika, so tortured, so lonely, so helpless,
astray in a hostile country, without a friend to
complain to, without any consoler but a cracked
piano, which answers her with a polka.
It is like loud laughter at a funeral, a drinking
song in a church.
While the rocking-chair is still rocking she hears
suddenly how the piano is laughing at her sorrows,
and she stops in the middle of a bar. She rises and
turns to the rocking-chair.
But the next instant she is lying in a swoon on
the floor. It was not her husband who sat in the
rocking-chair, but another,—he to whom little children
do not dare to give a name, he who would
frighten them to death if they should meet him in
the deserted attic.
Can any one whose soul has been filled with
legends ever free himself from their dominion? The
night wind howls outside, the trees whip the pillars
of the balcony with their stiff branches, the sky
arches darkly over the far-stretching hills, and I,
who sit alone in the night and write, with the lamp
lighted and the curtain drawn, I, who am old and
ought to be sensible, feel the same shudder creeping
up my back as when I first heard this story, and I
have to keep lifting my eyes from my work to be
certain that no one has come in and hidden himself
in that further corner; I have to look out on the
balcony to see if there is not a black head looking
over the railing. This fright never leaves me when
the night is dark and solitude deep; and it becomes
at last so dreadful that I must throw aside my pen,
creep down in my bed and draw the blanket up over
my eyes.
It was the great, secret wonder of my childhood
that Ulrika Dillner survived that afternoon. I
should never have done so.
I hope, dear friends, that you may never see the
tears of old eyes. And that you may not have to
stand helpless when a gray head leans against your
breast for support, or when old hands are clasped
about yours in a silent prayer. May you never see
the old sunk in a sorrow which you cannot comfort.
What is the grief of the young? They have
strength, they have hope. But what suffering it is
when the old weep; what despair when they, who
have always been the support of your young days,
sink into helpless wailing.
There sat Anna Stjärnhök and listened to old
Ulrika, and she saw no way out for her.
The old woman wept and trembled. Her eyes
were wild. She talked and talked, sometimes quite
incoherently, as if she did not know where she was.
The thousand wrinkles which crossed her face were
twice as deep as usual, the false curls, which hung
down over her eyes, were straightened by her tears,
and her whole long, thin body was shaken with
sobs.
At last Anna had to put an end to the wailings.
She had made up her mind. She was going to take
her back with her to Berga. Of course, she was
Sintram’s wife, but she could not remain at Fors.
He would drive her mad if she stayed with him.
Anna Stjärnhök had decided to take old Ulrika
away.
Ah, how the poor thing rejoiced, and yet trembled
at this decision! But she never would dare to leave
her husband and her home. He would perhaps send
the big black dog after her.
But Anna Stjärnhök conquered her resistance,
partly by jests, partly by threats, and in half an
hour she had her beside her in the sledge. Anna
was driving herself, and old Disa was in the shafts.
The road was wretched, for it was late in March;
but it did old Ulrika good to drive once more in the
well-known sledge, behind the old horse who had
been a faithful servant at Berga almost as long as she.
As she had naturally a cheerful spirit, she stopped
crying by the time they passed Arvidstorp; at Hogberg
she was already laughing, and when they
passed Munkeby she was telling how it used to be
in her youth, when she lived with the countess at
Svaneholm.
They drove up a steep and stony road in the lonely
and deserted region north of Munkeby. The road
sought out all the hills it possibly could find; it
crept up to their tops by slow windings, rushed down
them in a steep descent, hurried across the even
valley to find a new hill to climb over.
They were just driving down Vestratorp’s hill,
when old Ulrika stopped short in what she was
saying, and seized Anna by the arm. She was staring
at a big black dog at the roadside.
“Look!” she said.
The dog set off into the wood. Anna did not see
much of him.
“Drive on,” said Ulrika; “drive as fast as you
can! Now Sintram will hear that I have gone.”
Anna tried to laugh at her terror, but she insisted.
“We shall soon hear his sleigh-bells, you will see.
We shall hear them before we reach the top of the
next hill.”
And when Disa drew breath for a second at the
top of Elof’s hill sleigh-bells could be heard behind
them.
Old Ulrika became quite mad with fright. She
trembled, sobbed, and wailed as she had done in the
drawing-room at Fors. Anna tried to urge Disa on,
but she only turned her head and gave her a glance
of unspeakable surprise. Did she think that Disa
had forgotten when it was time to trot and when it
was time to walk? Did she want to teach her how
to drag a sledge, to teach her who had known every
stone, every bridge, every gate, every hill for more
than twenty years?
All this while the sleigh-bells were coming
nearer.
“It is he, it is he! I know his bells,” wails old
Ulrika.
The sound comes ever nearer. Sometimes it
seems so unnaturally loud that Anna turns to see if
Sintram’s horse has not got his head in her sledge;
sometimes it dies away. They hear it now on the
right, now on the left of the road, but they see no
one. It is as if the jingling of the bells alone
pursues them.
Just as it is at night, on the way home from a
party, is it also now. These bells ring out a tune;
they sing, speak, answer. The woods echo with
their sound.
Anna Stjärnhök almost wishes that their pursuer
would come near enough for her to see Sintram himself
and his red horse. The dreadful sleigh-bells
anger her.
“Those bells torture me,” she says.
The word is taken up by the bells. “Torture
me,” they ring. “Torture me, torture, torture, torture
me,” they sing to all possible tunes.
It was not so long ago that she had driven this
same way, hunted by wolves. She had seen their
white teeth, in the darkness, gleam in their gaping
mouths; she had thought that her body would soon
be torn to pieces by the wild beasts of the forest;
but then she had not been afraid. She had never
lived through a more glorious night. Strong and
beautiful had the horse been which drew her, strong
and beautiful was the man who had shared the joy
of the adventure with her.
Ah, this old horse, this old, helpless, trembling
companion. She feels so helpless that she longs to
cry. She cannot escape from those terrible, irritating
bells.
So she stops and gets out of the sledge. There
must be an end to it all. Why should she run away
as if she were afraid of that wicked, contemptible
wretch?
At last she sees a horse’s head come out of the
advancing twilight, and after the head a whole horse,
a whole sledge, and in the sledge sits Sintram
himself.
She notices, however, that it is not as if they had
come along the road—this sledge, and this horse,
and their driver—but more as if they had been
created just there before her eyes, and had come forward
out of the twilight as soon as they were made
ready.
Anna threw the reins to Ulrika and went to meet
Sintram.
He stops the horse.
“Well, well,” he says; “what a piece of luck!
Dear Miss Stjärnhök, let me move my companion
over to your sledge. He is going to Berga to-night,
and I am in a hurry to get home.”
“Where is your companion?”
Sintram lifts his blanket, and shows Anna a man
who is lying asleep on the bottom of the sledge.
“He is a little drunk,” he says; “but what does
that matter? He will sleep. It’s an old acquaintance,
moreover; it is Gösta Berling.”
Anna shudders.
“Well, I will tell you,” continues Sintram, “that
she who forsakes the man she loves sells him to the
devil. That was the way I got into his claws.
People think they do so well, of course; to renounce
is good, and to love is evil.”
“What do you mean? What are you talking
about?” asks Anna, quite disturbed.
“I mean that you should not have let Gösta
Berling go from you, Miss Anna.”
“It was God’s will.”
“Yes, yes, that’s the way it is; to renounce is
good, and to love is evil. The good God does not
like to see people happy. He sends wolves after
them. But if it was not God who did it, Miss
Anna? Could it not just as well have been I who
called my little gray lambs from the Dovre mountains
to hunt the young man and the young girl?
Think, if it was I who sent the wolves, because I
did not wish to lose one of my own! Think, if it
was not God who did it!”
“You must not tempt me to doubt that,” says
Anna, in a weak voice, “for then I am lost.”
“Look here,” says Sintram, and bends down over
the sleeping Gösta Berling; “look at his little
finger. That little sore never heals. We took the
blood there when he signed the contract. He is
mine. There is a peculiar power in blood. He
is mine, and it is only love which can free him;
but if I am allowed to keep him he will be a fine
thing.”
Anna Stjärnhök struggles and struggles to shake
off the fascination which has seized her. It is all
madness, madness. No one can swear away his soul
to the odious tempter. But she has no power over
her thoughts; the twilight lies so heavy over her,
the woods stand so dark and silent. She cannot
escape the dreadful terror of the moment.
“You think, perhaps,” continues Sintram, “that
there is not much left in him to ruin. But don’t
think that! Has he ground down the peasants, has
he deceived poor friends, has he cheated at cards?
Has he, Miss Anna, has he been a married woman’s
lover?”
“I think you are the devil himself!”
“Let us exchange. You take Gösta Berling, take
him and marry him. Keep him, and give them at
Berga the money. I yield him up to you, and you
know that he is mine. Think that it was not God
who sent the wolves after you the other night, and
let us exchange!”
“What do you want as compensation?”
Sintram grinned.
“I—what do I want? Oh, I am satisfied with
little. I only want that old woman there in your
sledge, Miss Anna.”
“Satan, tempter,” cries Anna, “leave me! Shall
I betray an old friend who relies on me? Shall I
leave her to you, that you may torture her to
madness?”
“There, there, there; quietly, Miss Anna! Think
what you are doing! Here is a fine young man, and
there an old, worn-out woman. One of them I must
have. Which of them will you let me keep?”
Anna Stjärnhök laughed wildly.
“Do you think that we can stand here and exchange
souls as they exchange horses at the market
at Broby?”
“Just so, yes. But if you will, we shall put it
on another basis. We shall think of the honor of
the Stjärnhöks.”
Thereupon he begins to call in a loud voice to his
wife, who is sitting in Anna’s sledge; and, to the
girl’s unspeakable horror, she obeys the summons
instantly, gets out of the sledge, and comes, trembling
and shaking, to them.
“See, see, see!—such an obedient wife,” says
Sintram. “You cannot prevent her coming when
her husband calls. Now, I shall lift Gösta out of
my sledge and leave him here,—leave him for good,
Miss Anna. Whoever may want to can pick him
up.”
He bends down to lift Gösta up; but Anna leans
forward, fixes him with her eyes, and hisses like an
angry animal:—
“In God’s name, go home! Do you not know
who is sitting in the rocking-chair in the drawing-room
and waiting for you? Do you dare to let him
wait?”
It was for Anna almost the climax of the horrors
of the day to see how these words affect him. He
drags on the reins, turns, and drives homewards,
urging the horse to a gallop with blows and wild
cries down the dreadful hill, while a long line of
sparks crackle under the runners and hoofs in the
thin March snow.
Anna Stjärnhök and Ulrika Dillner stand alone
in the road, but they do not say a word. Ulrika
trembles before Anna’s wild eyes, and Anna has
nothing to say to the poor old thing, for whose sake
she has sacrificed her beloved.
She would have liked to weep, to rave, to roll on
the ground and strew snow and sand on her head.
Before, she had known the sweetness of renunciation,
now she knew its bitterness. What was it to
sacrifice her love compared to sacrificing her beloved’s
soul? They drove on to Berga in the same silence;
but when they arrived, and the hall-door was opened,
Anna Stjärnhök fainted for the first and only time
in her life. There sat both Sintram and Gösta
Berling, and chatted quietly. The tray with toddy
had been brought in; they had been there at least
an hour.
Anna Stjärnhök fainted, but old Ulrika stood
calm. She had noticed that everything was not
right with him who had followed them on the road.
Afterwards the captain and his wife arranged the
matter so with Sintram that old Ulrika was allowed
to stay at Berga. He agreed good-naturedly.
“He did not want to drive her mad,” he said.
I do not ask any one to believe these old stories.
They cannot be anything but lies and fiction. But
the anguish which passes over the heart, until it
wails as the floor boards in Sintram’s room wailed
under the swaying rockers; but the questions which
ring in the ears, as the sleigh-bells rang for Anna
Stjärnhök in the lonely forest,—when will they be
as lies and fiction?
Oh, that they could be!
The beautiful point on Löfven’s eastern shore, about
which the bay glides with lapping waves, the proud
point where the manor of Borg lies, beware of
approaching.
Löfven never looks more glorious than from its
summit.
No one can know how lovely it is, the lake of my
dreams, until he has seen from Borg’s point the
morning mist glide away from its smooth surface;
until he, from the windows of the little blue cabinet,
where so many memories dwell, has seen it reflect a
pink sunset.
But I still say, go not thither!
For perhaps you will be seized with a desire to
remain in that old manor’s sorrowful halls; perhaps
you will make yourself the owner of those fair lands;
and if you are young, rich, and happy, you will make
your home there with a young wife.
No, it is better never to see the beautiful point,
for at Borg no one can live and be happy. No
matter how rich, how happy you may be, who move
in there, those old tear-drenched floors would soon
drink your tears as well, and those walls, which could
give back so many moans, would also glean your
sighs.
An implacable fate is on this lovely spot. It is
as if misfortune were buried there, but found no rest
in its grave, and perpetually rose from it to terrify
the living. If I were lord of Borg I would search
through the ground, both in the park and under the
cellar floor in the house, and in the fertile mould
out in the meadows, until I had found the witch’s
worm-eaten corpse, and then I would give her a
grave in consecrated earth in the Svartsjö churchyard.
And at the burial I would not spare on the
ringer’s pay, but let the bells sound long and loud
over her; and to the clergyman and sexton I should
send rich gifts, that they with redoubled strength
might with speech and song consecrate her to everlasting
rest.
Or, if that did not help, some stormy night I
would set fire to the wooden walls, and let it destroy
everything, so that no one more might be tempted
to live in the home of misfortune. Afterwards no
one should be allowed to approach that doomed
spot; only the church-tower’s black jackdaws should
build in the great chimney, which, blackened and
dreadful, would raise itself over the deserted foundations.
Still, I should certainly mourn when I saw the
flames close over the roof, when thick smoke, reddened
by the fire and flecked with sparks, should roll
out from the old manor-house. In the crackling
and the roaring I should fancy I heard the wails of
homeless memories; on the blue points of the flames
I should see disturbed spirits floating. I should
think how sorrow beautifies, how misfortune adorns,
and weep as if a temple to the old gods had been
condemned to destruction.
But why croak of unhappiness? As yet Borg lies
and shines on its point, shaded by its park of mighty
pines, and the snow-covered fields glitter in March’s
burning sun; as yet is heard within those walls the
young Countess Elizabeth’s gay laughter.
Every Sunday she goes to church at Svartsjö,
which lies near Borg, and gathers together a few
friends for dinner. The judge and his family from
Munkerud used to come, and the Ugglas from
Berga, and even Sintram. If Gösta Berling happens
to be in Svartsjö, wandering over Löfven’s ice,
she invites him too. Why should she not invite
Gösta Berling?
She probably does not know that the gossips are
beginning to whisper that Gösta comes very often
over to the east shore to see her. Perhaps he also
comes to drink and play cards with Sintram; but no
one thinks so much of that; every one knows that
his body is of steel; but it is another matter with
his heart. No one believes that he can see a pair
of shining eyes, and fair hair which curls about a
white brow, without love.
The young countess is good to him. But there
is nothing strange in that; she is good to all. She
takes ragged beggar children on her knee, and when
she drives by some poor old creature on the high-road
she has the coachman stop, and takes the poor
wanderer up into her sledge.
Gösta used to sit in the little blue cabinet, where
there is such a glorious view over the lake, and read
poetry to her. There can be no harm in that. He
does not forget that she is a countess, and he a homeless
adventurer; and it is good for him to be with
some one whom he holds high and holy. He could
just as well be in love with the Queen of Sheba as
with her.
He only asks to be allowed to wait on her as a
page waits on his noble mistress: to fasten her
skates, to hold her skeins, to steer her sled. There
cannot be any question of love between them; he is
just the man to find his happiness in a romantic,
innocent adoration.
The young count is silent and serious, and Gösta
is playfully gay. He is just such a companion as
the young countess likes. No one who sees her
fancies that she is hiding a forbidden love. She
thinks of dancing,—of dancing and merry-making.
She would like the earth to be quite flat, without
stones, without hills or seas, so that she could dance
everywhere. From the cradle to the grave she would
like to dance in her small, thin-soled, satin slippers.
But rumor is not very merciful to young women.
When the guests come to dinner at Borg, the men
generally, after the meal, go into the count’s room
to sleep and smoke; the old ladies sink down in the
easy-chairs in the drawing-room, and lean their
venerable heads against the high backs; but the
countess and Anna Stjärnhök go into the blue cabinet
and exchange endless confidences.
The Sunday after the one when Anna Stjärnhök
took Ulrika Dillner back to Berga they are sitting
there again.
No one on earth is so unhappy as the young girl.
All her gayety is departed, and gone is the glad
defiance which she showed to everything and everybody
who wished to come too near her.
Everything which had happened to her that day
has sunk back into the twilight from which it was
charmed; she has only one distinct impression left,—yes,
one, which is poisoning her soul.
“If it really was not God who did it,” she used
to whisper to herself. “If it was not God, who sent
the wolves?”
She asks for a sign, she longs for a miracle. She
searches heaven and earth. But she sees no finger
stretched from the sky to point out her way.
As she sits now opposite the countess in the blue
cabinet, her eyes fall on a little bunch of hepaticas
which the countess holds in her white hand. Like
a bolt it strikes her that she knows where the flowers
have grown, that she knows who has picked them.
She does not need to ask. Where else in the
whole countryside do hepaticas bloom in the beginning
of April, except in the birch grove which lies
on the slopes of Ekeby?
She stares and stares at the little blue stars; those
happy ones who possess all hearts; those little
prophets who, beautiful in themselves, are also
glorified by the splendor of all the beauty which
they herald, of all the beauty which is coming. And
as she watches them a storm of wrath rises in her
soul, rumbling like the thunder, deadening like the
lightning. “By what right,” she thinks, “does
Countess Dohna hold this bunch of hepaticas, picked
by the shore at Ekeby?”
They were all tempters: Sintram, the countess,
everybody wanted to allure Gösta Berling to what
was evil. But she would protect him; against all
would she protect him. Even if it should cost her
heart’s blood, she would do it.
She thinks that she must see those flowers torn
out of the countess’s hand, and thrown aside,
trampled, crushed, before she leaves the little blue
cabinet.
She thinks that, and she begins a struggle with
the little blue stars. Out in the drawing-room the
old ladies lean their venerable heads against the
chair-backs and suspect nothing; the men smoke
their pipes in calm and quiet in the count’s room;
peace is everywhere; only in the little blue cabinet
rages a terrible struggle.
Ah, how well they do who keep their hands from
the sword, who understand how to wait quietly, to
lay their hearts to rest and let God direct! The
restless heart always goes astray; ill-will makes the
pain worse.
But Anna Stjärnhök believes that at last she has
seen a finger in the sky.
“Anna,” says the countess, “tell me a story!”
“About what?”
“Oh,” says the countess, and caresses the flowers
with her white hand. “Do not you know something
about love, something about loving?”
“No, I know nothing of love.”
“How you talk! Is there not a place here which
is called Ekeby,—a place full of pensioners?”
“Yes,” says Anna, “there is a place which is
called Ekeby, and there are men there who suck the
marrow of the land, who make us incapable of serious
work, who ruin growing youth, and lead astray
our geniuses. Do you want to hear of them? Do
you want to hear love-stories of them?”
“Yes. I like the pensioners.”
So Anna Stjärnhök speaks,—speaks in short
sentences, like an old hymn-book, for she is nearly
choking with stormy emotions. Suppressed suffering
trembles in each word, and the countess was
both frightened and interested to hear her.
“What is a pensioner’s love, what is a pensioner’s
faith?—one sweetheart to-day, another to-morrow,
one in the east, another in the west. Nothing is
too high for him, nothing too low; one day a count’s
daughter, the next day a beggar girl. Nothing on
earth is so capacious as his heart. But alas, alas
for her who loves a pensioner. She must seek him
out where he lies drunk at the wayside. She must
silently look on while he at the card-table plays
away the home of her childhood. She must bear to
have him hang about other women. Oh, Elizabeth,
if a pensioner asks an honorable woman for a dance
she ought to refuse it to him; if he gives her a
bunch of flowers she ought to throw the flowers on
the ground and trample on them; if she loves him
she ought rather to die than to marry him. There
was one among the pensioners who was a dismissed
priest; he had lost his vestments for drunkenness.
He was drunk in the church. He drank up the
communion wine. Have you ever heard of him?”
“No.”
“After he had been dismissed he wandered about
the country as a beggar. He drank like a madman.
He would steal to get brandy.”
“What is his name?”
“He is no longer at Ekeby. The major’s wife
got hold of him, gave him clothes, and persuaded
your mother-in-law, Countess Dohna, to make him
tutor to your husband, young Count Henrik.”
“A dismissed priest!”
“Oh, he was a young, powerful man, of good
intelligence. There was no harm in him, if he only
did not drink. Countess Märta was not particular.
It amused her to quarrel with the neighboring clergymen.
Still, she ordered him to say nothing of his
past life to her children. For then her son would
have lost respect for him, and her daughter would
not have endured him, for she was a saint.
“So he came here to Borg. He always sat just
inside the door, on the very edge of his chair, never
said a word at the table, and fled out into the park
when any visitors came.
“But there in the lonely walks he used to meet
young Ebba Dohna. She was not one who loved
the noisy feasts which resounded in the halls at
Borg after the countess became a widow. She was
so gentle, so shy. She was still, although she was
seventeen, nothing but a tender child; but she
was very lovely, with her brown eyes, and the faint,
delicate color in her cheeks. Her thin, slender
body bent forward. Her little hand would creep
into yours with a shy pressure. Her little mouth
was the most silent of mouths and the most serious.
Ah, her voice, her sweet little voice, which pronounced
the words so slowly and so well, but never
rang with the freshness and warmth of youth,—its
feeble tones were like a weary musician’s last chord.
“She was not as others. Her foot trod so lightly,
so softly, as if she were a frightened fugitive. She
kept her eyelids lowered in order not to be disturbed
in her contemplation of the visions of her soul. It
had turned from the earth when she was but a child.
“When she was little her grandmother used to tell
her stories; and one evening they both sat by the
fire; but the stories had come to an end. But still
the little girl’s hand lay on the old woman’s dress,
and she gently stroked the silk,—that funny stuff
which sounded like a little bird. And this stroking
was her prayer, for she was one of those children
who never beg in words.
“Then the old lady began to tell her of a little
child in the land of Judah; of a little child who
was born to become a great King. The angels had
filled the earth with songs of praise when he was
born. The kings of the East came, guided by the
star of heaven, and gave him gold and incense; and
old men and women foretold his glory. This child
grew up to greater beauty and wisdom than all other
children. Already, when he was twelve years old,
his wisdom was greater than that of the chief-priests
and the scribes.
“Then the old woman told her of the most beautiful
thing the earth has ever seen: of that child’s
life while he remained among men,—those wicked
men who would not acknowledge him their King.
“She told her how the child became a man, but
that the glory surrounded him still.
“Everything on the earth served him and loved
him, except mankind. The fishes let themselves be
caught in his net, bread filled his baskets, water
changed itself to wine when he wished it.
“But the people gave the great King no golden
crown, no shining throne. He had no bowing courtiers
about him. They let him go among them like
a beggar.
“Still, he was so good to them, the great King!
He cured their sicknesses, gave back to the blind
their sight, and waked the dead.
“But,” said the grandmother, “the people would
not have the great King for their lord.
“‘They sent their soldiers against him, and took
him prisoner; they dressed him, by way of mockery,
in crown and sceptre, and in a silken cloak, and
made him go out to the place of execution, bearing
a heavy cross. Oh, my child, the good King loved
the high mountains. At night he used to climb
them to talk with those who dwelt in heaven, and
he liked by day to sit on the mountain-side and talk
to the listening people. But now they led him up
on a mountain to crucify him. They drove nails
through his hands and feet, and hung the good King
on a cross, as if he had been a robber or a malefactor.
“‘And the people mocked at him. Only his mother
and his friends wept, that he should die before he
had been a King.
“‘Oh, how the dead things mourned his death!
“‘The sun lost its light, and the mountains trembled;
the curtain in the temple was rent asunder,
and the graves opened, that the dead might rise up
and show their grief.’
“The little one lay with her head on her grandmother’s
knee, and sobbed as if her heart would
break.
“‘Do not weep, little one; the good King rose
from his grave and went up to his Father in heaven.’
“‘Grandmother,’ sobbed the poor little thing, ‘did
he ever get any kingdom?’
“‘He sits on God’s right hand in heaven.’
“But that did not comfort her. She wept helplessly
and unrestrainedly, as only a child can weep.
“‘Why were they so cruel to him? Why were
they allowed to be so cruel to him?’
“Her grandmother was almost frightened at her
overwhelming sorrow.
“‘Say, grandmother, say that you have not told it
right! Say that it did not end so! Say that they
were not so cruel to the good King! Say that he
got a kingdom on earth!’
“She threw her arms around the old woman and
beseeched her with streaming tears.
“‘Child, child,’ said her grandmother, to console
her. ‘There are some who believe that he will
come again. Then he will put the earth under his
power and direct it. The beautiful earth will be a
glorious kingdom. It shall last a thousand years.
Then the fierce animals will be gentle; little children
will play by the viper’s nest, and bears and
cows will eat together. No one shall injure or
destroy the other; the lance shall be bent into
scythes, and the sword forged into ploughs. And
everything shall be play and happiness, for the good
will possess the earth.’
“Then the little one’s face brightened behind her
tears.
“‘Will the good King then get a throne, grandmother?’
“‘A throne of gold.’
“‘And servants, and courtiers, and a golden
crown?’
“‘Yes.’
“‘Will he come soon, grandmother?’
“‘No one knows when he will come.’
“‘May I sit on a stool at his feet?’
“‘You may.’
“‘Grandmother, I am so happy,’ says the little
one.
“Evening after evening, through many winters,
they both sat by the fire and talked of the good
King and his kingdom. The little one dreamed of
the kingdom which should last a thousand years, both
by night and by day. She never wearied of adorning
it with everything beautiful which she could
think of.
“Ebba Dohna never dared to speak of it to any
one; but from that evening she only lived for the
Lord’s kingdom, and to await his coming.
“When the evening sun crimsoned the western
sky, she wondered if he would ever appear there,
glowing with a mild splendor, followed by a host of
millions of angels, and march by her, allowing her
to touch the hem of his garment.
“She often thought, too, of those pious women
who had hung a veil over their heads, and never lifted
their eyes from the ground, but shut themselves in
in the gray cloister’s calm, in the darkness of little
cells, to always contemplate the glowing visions
which appear from the night of the soul.
“Such had she grown up; such she was when she
and the new tutor met in the lonely paths of the
park.
“I will not speak more harshly of him than I must.
I will believe that he loved that child, who soon
chose him for companion in her lonely wanderings.
I think that his soul got back its wings when he
walked by the side of that quiet girl, who had never
confided in any other. I think that he felt himself
a child again, good, gentle, virtuous.
“But if he really loved her, why did he not remember
that he could not give her a worse gift than his
love? He, one of the world’s outcasts, what did he
want, what did he think of when he walked at the
side of the count’s daughter? What did the dismissed
clergyman think when she confided to him
her gentle dreams? What did he want, who had
been a drunkard, and would be again when he got
the chance, at the side of her who dreamed of a
bridegroom in heaven? Why did he not fly far, far
away from her? Would it not have been better for
him to wander begging and stealing about the land
than to walk under the silent pines and again be
good, gentle, virtuous, when it could not change
the life he had led, nor make it right that Ebba
Dohna should love him?
“Do not think that he looked like a drunkard,
with livid cheeks and red eyes. He was always a
splendid man, handsome and unbroken in soul and
body. He had the bearing of a king and a body of
steel, which was not hurt by the wildest life.”
“Is he still living?” asks the countess.
“Oh, no, he must be dead now. All that happened
so long ago.”
There is something in Anna Stjärnhök which
begins to tremble at what she is doing. She begins
to think that she will never tell the countess who
the man is of whom she speaks; that she will let
her believe that he is dead.
“At that time he was still young;” and she begins
her story again. “The joy of living was kindled in
him. He had the gift of eloquence, and a fiery,
impulsive heart.
“One evening he spoke to Ebba Dohna of love.
She did not answer; she only told him what her
grandmother had told her that winter evening, and
described to him the land of her dreams. Then she
exacted a promise from him. She made him swear
that he would be a proclaimer of the word of God;
one of those who would prepare the way for the Lord,
so that his coming might be hastened.
“What could he do? He was a dismissed clergyman,
and no way was so closed to him as that on
which she wanted him to enter. But he did not dare
to tell her the truth. He did not have the heart
to grieve that gentle child whom he loved. He
promised everything she wished.
“After that few words were needed. It went
without saying that some day she should be his
wife. It was not a love of kisses and caresses.
He hardly dared come near her. She was as sensitive
as a fragile flower. But her brown eyes were
sometimes raised from the ground to seek his. On
moonlit evenings, when they sat on the veranda, she
would creep close to him, and then he would kiss
her hair without her noticing it.
“But you understand that his sin was in his forgetting
both the past and the future. That he was
poor and humble he could forget; but he ought
always to have remembered that a day must come
when in her soul love would rise against love, earth
against heaven, when she would be obliged to choose
between him and the glorious Lord of the kingdom
of the thousand years. And she was not one who
could endure such a struggle.
“A summer went by, an autumn, a winter. When
the spring came, and the ice melted, Ebba Dohna
fell ill. It was thawing in the valleys; there were
streams down all the hills, the ice was unsafe, the
roads almost impassable both for sledge and cart.
“Countess Dohna wanted to get a doctor from
Karlstad; there was none nearer. But she commanded
in vain. She could not, either with prayers
or threats, induce a servant to go. She threw herself
on her knees before the coachman, but he refused.
She went into hysterics of grief over her
daughter—she was always immoderate, in sorrow as
in joy, Countess Märta.
“Ebba Dohna lay ill with pneumonia, and her life
was in danger; but no doctor could be got.
“Then the tutor drove to Karlstad. To take that
journey in the condition the roads were in was to
play with his life; but he did it. It took him over
bending ice and break-neck freshets. Sometimes
he had to cut steps for the horse in the ice, sometimes
drag him out of the deep clay in the road. It
was said that the doctor refused to go with him, and
that he, with pistol in hand, forced him to set
out.
“When he came back the countess was ready to
throw herself at his feet. ‘Take everything!’ she
said. ‘Say what you want, what you desire,—my
daughter, my lands, my money!’
“‘Your daughter,’ answered the tutor.”
Anna Stjärnhök suddenly stops.
“Well, what then, what then?” asks Countess
Elizabeth.
“That can be enough for now,” answers Anna, for
she is one of those unhappy people who live in the
anguish of doubt. She has felt it a whole week.
She does not know what she wants. What one
moment seems right to her the next is wrong. Now
she wishes that she had never begun this story.
“I begin to think that you want to deceive me,
Anna. Do you not understand that I must hear the
end of this story?”
“There is not much more to tell.—The hour of
strife was come for Ebba Dohna. Love raised itself
against love, earth against heaven.
“Countess Märta told her of the wonderful journey
which the young man had made for her sake,
and she said to her that she, as a reward, had given
him her hand.
“Ebba was so much better that she lay dressed on
a sofa. She was weak and pale, and even more silent
than usual.
“When she heard those words she lifted her
brown eyes reproachfully to her mother, and said to
her:—
“‘Mamma, have you given me to a dismissed
priest, to one who has forfeited his right to serve
God, to a man who has been a thief, a beggar?’
“‘But, child, who has told you that? I thought
you knew nothing of it.’
“‘I heard your guests speaking of him the day I
was taken ill.’
“‘But, child, remember that he has saved your
life!’
“‘I remember that he has deceived me. He
should have told me who he was.’
“‘He says that you love him.’
“‘I have done so. I cannot love one who has
deceived me.’
“‘How has he deceived you?’
“‘You would not understand, mamma.’
“She did not wish to speak to her mother of the
kingdom of her dreams, which her beloved should
have helped her to realize.
“‘Ebba,’ said the countess, ‘if you love him you
shall not ask what he has been, but marry him. The
husband of a Countess Dohna will be rich enough,
powerful enough, to excuse all the follies of his
youth.’
“‘I care nothing for his youthful follies, mamma;
it is because he can never be what I want him to be
that I cannot marry him.’
“‘Ebba, remember that I have given him my
promise!’
“The girl became as pale as death.
“‘Mamma, I tell you that if you marry me to him
you part me from God.’
“‘I have decided to act for your happiness,’ says
the countess. ‘I am certain that you will be happy
with this man. You have already succeeded in making
a saint of him. I have decided to overlook the
claims of birth and to forget that he is poor and
despised, in order to give you a chance to raise him.
I feel that I am doing right. You know that I scorn
all old prejudices.’
“The young girl lay quiet on her sofa for a while
after the countess had left her. She was fighting
her battle. Earth raised itself against heaven, love
against love; but her childhood’s love won the victory.
As she lay there on the sofa, she saw the
western sky glow in a magnificent sunset. She
thought that it was a greeting from the good King;
and as she could not be faithful to him if she lived,
she decided to die. There was nothing else for her
to do, since her mother wished her to belong to one
who never could be the good King’s servant.
“She went over to the window, opened it, and let
the twilight’s cold, damp air chill her poor, weak body.
“It was easily done. The illness was certain to
begin again, and it did.
“No one but I knows that she sought death,
Elizabeth. I found her at the window. I heard her
delirium. She liked to have me at her side those
last days.
“It was I who saw her die; who saw how she one
evening stretched out her arms towards the glowing
west, and died, smiling, as if she had seen some one
advance from the sunset’s glory to meet her. It was
also I who had to take her last greeting to the man
she loved. I was to ask him to forgive her, that
she could not be his wife. The good King would
not permit it.
“But I have never dared to say to that man that
he was her murderer. I have not dared to lay the
weight of such pain on his shoulders. And yet he,
who won her love by lies, was he not her murderer?
Was he not, Elizabeth?”
Countess Dohna long ago had stopped caressing
the blue flowers. Now she rises, and the bouquet
falls to the floor.
“Anna, you are deceiving me. You say that the
story is old, and that the man has been dead a long
time. But I know that it is scarcely five years since
Ebba Dohna died, and you say that you yourself
were there through it all. You are not old. Tell
me who the man is!”
Anna Stjärnhök begins to laugh.
“You wanted a love-story. Now you have had
one which has cost you both tears and pain.”
“Do you mean that you have lied?”
“Nothing but romance and lies, the whole thing!”
“You are too bad, Anna.”
“Maybe. I am not so happy, either.—But the
ladies are awake, and the men are coming into the
drawing-room. Let us join them!”
On the threshold she is stopped by Gösta Berling,
who is looking for the young ladies.
“You must have patience with me,” he says,
laughing. “I shall only torment you for ten minutes;
but you must hear my verses.”
He tells them that in the night he had had a
dream more vivid than ever before; he had dreamt
that he had written verse. He, whom the world
called “poet,” although he had always been undeserving
of the title, had got up in the middle of the
night, and, half asleep, half awake, had begun to
write. It was a whole poem, which he had found
the next morning on his writing-table. He could
never have believed it of himself. Now the ladies
should hear it.
And he reads:—
“The moon rose, and with her came the sweetest hour of the day.
From the clear, pale-blue, lofty vault
She flooded the leafy veranda with her light.
On the broad steps we were sitting, both old and young,
Silent at first to let the emotions sing
The heart’s old song in that tender hour.
“From the mignonette rose a sweet perfume,
And from dark thickets shadows crept over the dewy grass.
Oh, who can be safe from emotion
When the night’s shadows play, when the mignonette sheds its heavy perfume?
“The last faded petal dropped from the rose,
Although the offering was not sought by the wind.
So—we thought—will we give up our life,
Vanish into space like a sound,
Like autumn’s yellowed leaf go without a moan.
Death is the reward of life; may we meet it quietly,
Just as a rose lets its last faded petal fall.
“On its fluttering wing a bat flew by us,
Flew and was seen, wherever the moon shone;
Then the question arose in our oppressed hearts,—
“The question which none can answer,
The question, heavy as sorrow, old as pain:
‘Oh, whither go we, what paths shall we wander
When we no longer walk on earth’s green pastures?’
Is there no one to show our spirits the way?
Easier were it to show a way to the bat who fluttered by us.
“She laid her head on my shoulder, her soft hair,
She, who loved me, and whispered softly:
‘Think not that souls fly to far-distant places;
When I am dead, think not that I am far away.
Into my beloved’s soul my homeless spirit will creep
And I will come and live in thee.’
“Oh what anguish! With sorrow my heart will break.
Was she to die, die soon? Was this night to be her last?
Did I press my last kiss on my beloved’s waving hair?
“Years have gone by since then. I still sit many times
In the old place, when the night is dark and silent.
But I tremble when the moon shines on the leafy veranda,
For her who alone knows how often I kissed my darling there,
For her who blended her quivering light with my tears,
Which fell on my darling’s hair.
Alas, for memory’s pain! Oh, ’tis the grief of my poor, sinful soul
That it should be her home! What punishment may he not await
Who has bound to himself a soul so pure, so innocent.”
“Gösta,” says Anna, jestingly, while her throat
contracts with pain, “people say of you that you
have lived through more poems than others have
written, who have not done anything else all their
lives; but do you know, you will do best to compose
poems your own way. That was night work.”
“You are not kind.”
“To come and read such a thing, on death and
suffering—you ought to be ashamed!”
Gösta is not listening to her. His eyes are fixed
on the young countess. She sits quite stiff, motionless
as a statue. He thinks she is going to faint.
But with infinite difficulty her lips form one word.
“Go!” she says.
“Who shall go? Shall I go?”
“The priest shall go,” she stammers out.
“Elizabeth, be silent!”
“The drunken priest shall leave my house!”
“Anna, Anna,” Gösta asks, “what does she
mean?”
“You had better go, Gösta.”
“Why shall I go? What does all this mean?”
“Anna,” says Countess Elizabeth, “tell him, tell
him!”
“No, countess, tell him yourself!”
The countess sets her teeth, and masters her
emotion.
“Herr Berling,” she says, and goes up to him,
“you have a wonderful power of making people forget
who you are. I did not know it till to-day. I
have just heard the story of Ebba Dohna’s death,
and that it was the discovery that she loved one who
was unworthy which killed her. Your poem has
made me understand that you are that man. I
cannot understand how any one with your antecedents
can show himself in the presence of an honorable
woman. I cannot understand it, Herr Berling.
Do I speak plainly enough?”
“You do, Countess. I will only say one word in
my defence. I was convinced, I thought the whole
time that you knew everything about me. I have
never tried to hide anything; but it is not so pleasant
to cry out one’s life’s bitterest sorrow on the highways.”
He goes.
And in the same instant Countess Dohna sets her
little foot on the bunch of blue stars.
“You have now done what I wished,” says Anna
Stjärnhök sternly to the countess; “but it is also
the end of our friendship. You need not think that
I can forgive your having been cruel to him. You
have turned him away, scorned, and wounded him,
and I—I will follow him into captivity; to the
scaffold if need be. I will watch over him, protect
him. You have done what I wished, but I shall
never forgive you.”
“But, Anna, Anna!”
“Because I told you all that do you think that I
did it with a glad spirit? Have I not sat here and
bit by bit torn my heart out of my breast?”
“Why did you do it?”
“Why? Because I did not wish—that he should
be a married woman’s lover.”
There is a buzzing over my head. It must be a
bumblebee. And such a perfume! As true as I
live, it is sweet marjoram and lavender and hawthorn
and lilacs and Easter lilies. It is glorious to feel it on
a gray autumn evening in the midst of the town. I
only have to think of that little blessed corner of the
earth to have it immediately begin to hum and smell
fragrant about me, and I am transported to a little
square rose-garden, filled with flowers and protected
by a privet hedge. In the corners are lilac arbors
with small wooden benches, and round about the
flower-beds, which are in the shapes of hearts and
stars, wind narrow paths strewed with white sea-sand.
On three sides of the rose-garden stands the forest,
silent and dark.
On the fourth side lies a little gray cottage.
The rose-garden of which I am thinking was
owned sixty years ago by an old Madame Moreus in
Svartsjö, who made her living by knitting blankets for
the peasants and cooking their feasts.
Old Madame Moreus was in her day the possessor
of many things. She had three lively and industrious
daughters and a little cottage by the roadside. She
had a store of pennies at the bottom of a chest, stiff
silk shawls, straight-backed chairs, and could turn
her hand to everything, which is useful for one who
must earn her bread. But the best that she had was
the rose-garden, which gave her joy as long as the
summer lasted.
In Madame Moreus’ little cottage there was a
boarder, a little dry old maid, about forty years of
age, who lived in a gable-room in the attic. Mamselle
Marie, as she was always called, had her own ideas
on many things, as one always does who sits much
alone and lets her thoughts dwell on what her eyes
have seen.
Mamselle Marie thought that love was the root and
origin of all evil in this sorrowful world.
Every evening, before she fell asleep, she used to
clasp her hands and say her evening prayers. After
she had said “Our Father” and “The Lord bless
us” she always ended by praying that God would
preserve her from love.
“It causes only misery,” she said. “I am old and
ugly and poor. No, may I never be in love!”
She sat day after day in her attic room in Madame
Moreus’ little cottage, and knitted curtains and table-covers.
All these she afterwards sold to the peasants
and the gentry. She had almost knitted together a
little cottage of her own.
For a little cottage on the side of the hill opposite
Svartsjö church was what she wanted to have. But
love she would never hear of.
When on summer evenings she heard the violin
sounded from the cross roads, where the fiddler sat
on the stile, and the young people swung in the polka
till the dust whirled, she went a long way round
through the wood to avoid hearing and seeing.
The day after Christmas, when the peasant brides
came, five or six of them, to be dressed by Madame
Moreus and her daughters, when they were adorned
with wreaths of myrtle, and high crowns of silk, and
glass beads, with gorgeous silk sashes and bunches of
artificial roses, and skirts edged with garlands of
taffeta flowers, she stayed up in her room to avoid seeing
how they were being decked out in Love’s honor.
But she knew Love’s misdeeds, and of them she
could tell. She wondered that he dared to show himself
on earth, that he was not frightened away by
the moans of the forsaken, by the curses of those of
whom he had made criminals, by the lamentations of
those whom he had thrown into hateful chains. She
wondered that his wings could bear him so easily
and lightly, that he did not, weighed down by pain
and shame, sink into nameless depths.
No, of course she had been young, she like others,
but she had never loved. She had never let herself
be tempted by dancing and caresses. Her
mother’s guitar hung dusty and unstrung in the attic;
she never struck it to sentimental love-ditties.
Her mother’s rose bushes stood in her window.
She gave them scarcely any water. She did not love
flowers, those children of love. Spiders played
among the branches, and the buds never opened.
There came a time when the Svartsjö congregation
had an organ put into their church. It was the
summer before the year when the pensioners reigned.
A young organ-builder came there. He too became
a boarder at Madame Moreus’.
That the young organ-builder was a master of his
profession may be a matter of doubt. But he was a
gay young blade, with sunshine in his eyes. He had
a friendly word for every one, for rich and poor, for
old and young.
When he came home from his work in the evening,
he held Madame Moreus’ skeins, and worked at the
side of young girls in the rose-garden. Then he declaimed
“Axel” and sang “Frithiof.” He picked up
Mamselle Marie’s ball of thread as often as she
dropped it, and put her clock to rights.
He never left any ball until he had danced with
everybody, from the oldest woman to the youngest
girl, and if an adversity befell him, he sat himself
down by the side of the first woman he met and made
her his confidante. He was such a man as women
create in their dreams! It could not be said of him
that he spoke of love to any one. But when he had
lived a few weeks in Madame Moreus’ gable-room, all
the girls were in love with him, and poor Mamselle
Marie knew that she had prayed her prayers in vain.
That was a time of sorrow and a time of joy. In
the evening a pale dreamer often sat in the lilac
arbor, and up in Mamselle Marie’s little room the
newly strung guitar twanged to old love-songs, which
she had learned from her mother.
The young organ-builder was just as careless and
gay as ever, and doled out smiles and services to all
these languishing women, who quarrelled over him
when he was away at his work. And at last the day
came when he had to leave.
The carriage stood before the door. His bag had
been tied on behind, and the young man said farewell.
He kissed Madame Moreus’ hand and took the weeping
girls in his arms and kissed them on the cheek.
He wept himself at being obliged to go, for he had
had a pleasant summer in the little gray cottage. At
the last he looked around for Mamselle Marie.
She came down the narrow attic-stairs in her best
array. The guitar hung about her neck on a broad,
green-silk ribbon, and in her hand she held a bunch
of damask roses, for this year her mother’s rose-bushes
had blossomed. She stood before the young
man, struck the guitar and sang:—
“Thou goest far from us. Ah! welcome again!
Hear the voice of my friendship, which greets thee.
Be happy: forget not a true, loving friend
Who in Värmland’s forests awaits thee!”
Thereupon she put the flowers in his buttonhole
and kissed him square on the mouth. Yes, and
then she vanished up the attic stairs again, the old
apparition.
Love had revenged himself on her and made her
a spectacle for all men. But she never again complained
of him. She never laid away the guitar, and
never forgot to water her mother’s rose-bushes.
She had learned to cherish Love with all his pain,
his tears, his longing.
“Better to be sorrowful with him than happy without
him,” she said.
The time passed. The major’s wife at Ekeby was
driven out, the pensioners came to power, and it so
happened, as has been described, that Gösta Berling
one Sunday evening read a poem aloud to the
countess at Borg, and afterwards was forbidden by
her to show himself in her house.
It is said that when Gösta shut the hall-door after
him he saw several sledges driving up to Borg. He
cast a glance on the little lady who sat in the first
sledge. Gloomy as the hour was for him, it became
still more gloomy at the sight. He hurried away
not to be recognized, but forebodings of disaster filled
his soul. Had the conversation in there conjured up
this woman? One misfortune always brings another.
But the servants hurried out, the shawls and furs
were thrown on one side. Who had come? Who was
the little lady who stood up in the sledge? Ah, it is
really she herself, Märta Dohna, the far-famed
countess!
She was the gayest and most foolish of women.
Joy had lifted her on high on his throne and made
her his queen. Games and laughter were her subjects.
Music and dancing and adventure had been her share
when the lottery of life was drawn.
She was not far now from her fiftieth year, but she
was one of the wise, who do not count the years. “He
whose foot is not ready to dance, or mouth to laugh,”
she said, “he is old. He knows the terrible weight
of years, not I.”
Pleasure had no undisturbed throne in the days of
her youth, but change and uncertainty only increased
the delight of his glad presence. His Majesty of the
butterfly wings one day had afternoon tea in the
court ladies’ rooms at the palace in Stockholm, and
danced the next in Paris. He visited Napoleon’s
camps, he went on board Nelson’s fleet in the blue
Mediterranean, he looked in on a congress at Vienna,
he risked his life at Brussels at a ball the night
before a famous battle.
And wherever Pleasure was, there too was Märta
Dohna, his chosen queen. Dancing, playing, jesting,
Countess Märta hurried the whole world round.
What had she not seen, what had she not lived
through? She had danced over thrones, played écarté
on the fate of princes, caused devastating wars by her
jests! Gayety and folly had filled her life and would
always do so. Her body was not too old for dancing,
nor her heart for love. When did she weary of masquerades
and comedies, of merry stories and plaintive
ballads?
When Pleasure sometimes could find no home out
in the struggling world, she used to drive up to the
old manor by Löfven’s shores,—just as she had come
there when the princes and their court had become
too gloomy for her in the time of the Holy Alliance.
It was then she had thought best to make Gösta Berling
her son’s tutor. She always enjoyed it there.
Never had Pleasure a pleasanter kingdom. There
song was to be found and card-playing, men who
loved adventure, and gay, lovely women. She did
not lack for dances and balls, nor boating-parties
over moonlit seas, nor sledging through dark forests,
nor appalling adventures and love’s sorrow and pain.
But after her daughter’s death she had ceased to
come to Borg. She had not been there for five years.
Now she had come to see how her daughter-in-law
bore the life up among the pine forests, the bears,
and the snow-drifts. She thought it her duty to
come and see if the stupid Henrik had not bored
her to death with his tediousness. She meant to be
the gentle angel of domestic peace. Sunshine and
happiness were packed in her forty leather trunks,
Gayety was her waiting-maid, Jest her coachman,
Play her companion.
And when she ran up the steps she was met with
open arms. Her old rooms on the lower floor were
in order for her. Her man-servant, her lady companion,
and maid, her forty leather trunks, her thirty
hat-boxes, her bags and shawls and furs, everything
was brought by degrees into the house. There was
bustle and noise everywhere. There was a slamming
of doors and a running on the stairs. It was plain
enough that Countess Märta had come.
It was a spring evening, a really beautiful spring
evening, although it was only April and the ice had
not broken up. Mamselle Marie had opened her
window. She sat in her room, played on the guitar,
and sang.
She was so engrossed in her guitar and her memories
that she did not hear that a carriage came
driving up the road and stopped at the cottage. In
the carriage Countess Märta sat, and it amused her
to see Mamselle Marie, who sat at the window with
her guitar on her lap, and with eyes turned towards
heaven sang old forgotten love-songs.
At last the countess got out of the carriage and
went into the cottage, where the girls were sitting at
their work. She was never haughty; the wind of
revolution had whistled over her and blown fresh air
into her lungs.
It was not her fault that she was a countess, she
used to say; but she wanted at all events to live the
life she liked best. She enjoyed herself just as much
at peasant weddings as at court balls. She acted
for her maids when there was no other spectator to be
had, and she brought joy with her in all the places
where she showed herself, with her beautiful little face
and her overflowing love of life.
She ordered a blanket of Madame Moreus and
praised the girls. She looked about the rose-garden
and told of her adventures on the journey. She
always was having adventures. And at the last she
ventured up the attic stairs, which were dreadfully
steep and narrow, and sought out Mamselle Marie
in her gable-room.
She bought curtains of her. She could not live
without having knitted curtains for all her windows,
and on every table should she have Mamselle Marie’s
table-covers.
She borrowed her guitar and sang to her of
pleasure and love. And she told her stories, so that
Mamselle Marie found herself transported out into
the gay, rushing world. And the countess’s laughter
made such music that the frozen birds in the rose-garden
began to sing when they heard it, and her
face, which was hardly pretty now,—for her complexion
was ruined by paint, and there was such an
expression of sensuality about the mouth,—seemed
to Mamselle Marie so lovely that she wondered how
the little mirror could let it vanish when it had once
caught it on its shining surface.
When she left, she kissed Mamselle Marie and
asked her to come to Borg.
Mamselle Marie’s heart was as empty as the swallow’s-nest
at Christmas. She was free, but she sighed
for chains like a slave freed in his old age.
Now there began again for Mamselle Marie a time
of joy and a time of sorrow; but it did not last long,—only
one short week.
The countess sent for her continually to come to
Borg. She played her comedy for her and told
about all her lovers, and Mamselle Marie laughed as
she had never laughed before. They became the
best of friends. The countess soon knew all about
the young organ-builder and about the parting.
And in the twilight she made Mamselle Marie sit on
the window-seat in the little blue cabinet. Then she
hung the guitar ribbon round her neck and got her to
sing love-songs. And the countess sat and watched
how the old maid’s dry, thin figure and little plain
head were outlined against the red evening sky, and
she said that the poor old Mamselle was like a languishing
maiden of the Middle Ages. All the songs
were of tender shepherds and cruel shepherdesses, and
Mamselle Marie’s voice was the thinnest voice in
the world, and it is easy to understand how the
countess was amused at such a comedy.
There was a party at Borg, as was natural, when
the count’s mother had come home. And it was gay
as always. There were not so many there, only the
members of the parish being invited.
The dining-room was on the lower floor, and after
supper it so happened that the guests did not go upstairs
again, but sat in Countess Märta’s room, which
lay beyond. The countess got hold of Mamselle
Marie’s guitar and began to sing for the company.
She was a merry person, Countess Märta, and she
could mimic any one. She now had the idea to
mimic Mamselle Marie. She turned up her eyes to
heaven and sang in a thin, shrill, child’s voice.
“Oh no, oh no, countess!” begged Mamselle Marie.
But the countess was enjoying herself, and no one
could help laughing, although they all thought that
it was hard on Mamselle Marie.
The countess took a handful of dried rose-leaves
out of a pot-pourri jar, went with tragic gestures up
to Mamselle Marie, and sang with deep emotion:—
“Thou goest far from us. Ah! welcome again!
Hear the voice of my friendship, which greets thee.
Be happy: forget not a true, loving friend
Who in Värmland’s forests awaits thee!”
Then she strewed the rose-leaves over her head.
Everybody laughed; but Mamselle Marie was wild
with rage. She looked as if she could have torn out
the countess’s eyes.
“You are a bad woman, Märta Dohna,” she said.
“No decent woman ought to speak to you.”
Countess Märta lost her temper too.
“Out with you, mamselle!” she said. “I have
had enough of your folly.”
“Yes, I shall go,” said Mamselle Marie; “but first
I will be paid for my covers and curtains which you
have put up here.”
“The old rags!” cried the countess. “Do you
want to be paid for such rags? Take them away
with you! I never want to see them again! Take
them away immediately!”
Thereupon the countess threw the table-covers at her
and tore down the curtains, for she was beside herself.
The next day the young countess begged her
mother-in-law to make her peace with Mamselle
Marie; but the countess would not. She was tired
of her.
Countess Elizabeth then bought of Mamselle Marie
the whole set of curtains and put them up in the
upper floor. Whereupon Mamselle Marie felt herself
redressed.
Countess Märta made fun of her daughter-in-law
for her love of knitted curtains. She too could conceal
her anger—preserve it fresh and new for years.
She was a richly gifted person.