Saturday’s post brought a
letter, and a comfortable one. All Thursday Mrs. Merrifield
had been in so doubtful a state, that her husband could not bear
to write, lest he should fill the children with false hopes, or
alarm them still more; but she had had a good night, was stronger
on Friday, and when the post went out, the doctors had just
ventured to say they believed she would recover favourably.
The letter was finished off in a great hurry; but Captain
Merrifield did not forget to thank his little Susan warmly for
her poor scrambling letter, and say he knew all she meant by it,
bidding her give Miss Fosbrook his hearty thanks for forwarding
it, and for telling him the children were all behaving well, and
feeling properly. His love to them all; they must try to
deserve the great mercy that had been granted to them.
To the children, this was almost as good as saying that their
mother was well again; but there was too much awe about them for
their joy to show itself noisily. Susan ran away to her own
room, and Bessie followed her; and Sam said no word, only Miss
Fosbrook remarked that he did not eat two mouthfuls of
breakfast. She would not take any notice; she knew his
heart was full; and when she looked round on that little flock,
and thought of the grievous sorrow scarcely yet averted from
them, she could hardly keep the tears from blinding her.
They were all somewhat still and grave, and it was too happy a
morning to be broken into by the reproofs that Henry deserved,
even more richly than Christabel knew. She had almost
forgotten his bad behaviour; and when she remembered something of
it, she could not but hope that silence, on such a day as this,
might bring it home to him more than rebuke. Yet when
breakfast was ever, he was among the loudest of those who,
shaking off the strange, awed gravity of deep gladness, went
rushing together into the garden, feeling that they might give
way to their spirits again.
Sam shouted and whooped as if he were casting off a burthen,
and picking little George up in his arms, tossed him and swung
him round in the air in an ecstasy; while John and Annie and
David went down on the grass together, and tumbled and rolled one
over the other like three kittens, their legs and arms kicking
about, so that it was hard to tell whose property were the black
shoes that came wriggling into view.
Susan was quieter. She told Nurse the good news, and
then laid hold upon Baby, and carried her off into the passage to
hug all to herself. She could tell no one but Baby how very
happy she was, and how her heart had trembled at her
mother’s suffering, her father’s grief, and at the
desolateness that had so nearly come on them. Oh, she was
very happy, very thankful; but she could not scream it out like
the others, Baby must have it all in kisses.
“Christabel,” said a little voice, when all the
others were gone, “I shall never be pipy again.”
“You must try to fight against it, my dear.”
“Because,” said Elizabeth, coming close up to her,
“when dear Mamma was so ill, it did seem so silly to mind
about not having pretty things like Ida, and the boys plaguing,
and so on.”
“Yes, my dear; a real trouble makes us ashamed of our
little discontents.”
“I said so many times yesterday, and the day before,
that I would never mind things again, if only Mamma would get
well and come home,” said the little girl; “and I
never shall.”
“You will not always find it easy not to mind,”
said Christabel; “but if you try hard, you will learn how
to keep from showing that you mind.”
“Oh!” said Elizabeth, (and a great mouthful of an
oh! it was,) “those things are grown so silly and little
now.”
“You have seen them in their true light for once, my
dear. And now that you have so great cause of thankfulness
to God, you feel that your foolish frets and discontents were
unthankful.”
“Yes,” said Bessie, her eyes cast down, as they
always were when anything of this kind was said to her, as if she
did not like to meet the look fixed on her.
“Well then, Bessie, try to make the giving up of these
murmurs your thank-offering to God. Suppose every day when
you say your prayers, you were to add something like
this—” and she wrote down on a little bit of paper,
“O Thou, who hast raised up my mother from her sickness,
teach me to be a thankful and contented child, and to guard my
words and thoughts from peevishness.”
“Isn’t it too small to pray about?” said
Elizabeth.
“Nothing is too small to pray about, my dear. Do
you think this little midge is too small for God to have made it,
and given it life, and spread that mother-of-pearl light on its
wings? Do you think yourself too small to pray? or your
fault too small to pray about?”
Elizabeth cast down her eyes. She did not quite think it
was a fault, but she did not say so.
“Bessie, what was the great sin of the Israelites in the
wilderness?”
The colour on her cheek showed that she knew.
“They tempted God by murmurs,” said
Christabel. “They tried His patience by grumbling,
when His care and blessings were all round them, and by crying
out because all was not just as they liked. Now, dear
Bessie, God has shown you what a real sorrow might be; will it
not be tempting Him to go back to complaints over what He has
ordained for you?”
“I shall net complain now; I shall not care,” said
Elizabeth. But she took the little bit of paper, and
Christabel trusted that she would make use of it, knowing that in
this lay her hope of cure; for whatever she might think in this
first joy of relief, her little troubles were sure to seem quite
as unbearable while they were upon her as if she had never feared
a great one.
However, nothing remarkable happened; everyone was bright and
happy; but still the influence of their past alarm subdued them
enough to make them quiet and well-behaved, both on Saturday and
Sunday; and Miss Fosbrook had never had so little trouble with
them.
In consideration of this, and of the agitation and unsettled
state that had put the last week out of all common rules, she
announced on Monday morning that she would excuse all the fines,
and that all the children should have their allowance
unbroken. Maybe she was moved to this by the suspicion that
these four sixpences and three threepennies would make up the
fund to the price of a “reasonable pig;” and she
thought it time that David’s perseverance should be
rewarded, and room made in his mind for something beyond swine
and halfpence.
Her announcement was greeted by the girls with eager thanks,
by the boys with a tremendous “Three times three for Miss
Fosbrook!” and Bessie was so joyous, that instead of crying
out against the noise, she joined in with Susan and Annie; but
they made such a ridiculous little squeaking, that Sam laughed at
them, and took to mocking their queer thin hurrahs. Yet
even this Elizabeth could bear!
David was meanwhile standing by the locker, his fingers at
work as if he were playing a tune, his lips counting away,
“Ninety-two, ninety-three, ninety-four—that’s
me; ninety-five, ninety-six, ninety-seven—that’s
Jack,” and so on; till having plodded up diligently, he
turned round with a little scream, “One hundred and
twenty! That’s the pig!”
“What?” cried Annie.
“One hundred and twenty pence. Sukey said one
hundred and twenty pence were ten shillings. That will do
it! That’s the pig! Oh, we’ve done
it! May I take it to Purday?”
“It was to be let alone till fair-day, you little
bother!” said Hal.
“No, no, no,” cried many voices; “only till
we had enough.”
“And I am sure nobody knows if we have,” added Hal
hotly. “A lot of halfpence, indeed!”
“But I know, Hal,” insisted David.
“There are eighty-nine pence and one farthing in Toby
Fillpot, and this makes one hundred and twenty-two pence and one
farthing.”
“You’d no business to peep,” said Sam.
“I didn’t peep,” said David
indignantly. “There were forty-eight pence at first,
and then Susie had three, that was fifty-one—”
And he would have gone on like a little calculating machine, with
the entire reckoning in his head, if the others had had patience
to hear; but Annie and Johnnie were urgent to have the sum
counted out before their eyes. Hal roughly declared it was
against the rules, and little inquisitives must not have their
way. But others were also inquisitive; and Sam said it
would be best to know how much they had, that Purday might be
told to look out for a pig at the price; besides, he wanted to
have it over; it was such a bore not to have any money.
“It’s not fair!” cried Henry
passionately. “You don’t keep the rules!
You sha’n’t have my sixpence, I can tell you; and I
won’t—I won’t stay and see it.”
“Nobody wants you,” said Sam.
“I didn’t know there were any rules,” said
the girls; but Hal was already off.
“Hal has only put in fivepence-halfpenny,” said
David, “so no wonder he is ashamed. Such a big boy,
with sixpence a week! But if he won’t let us have his
sixpence now—”
“Never mind, we will make it up next week,” said
Susan.
“Now, then, who will take Toby down?” said Miss
Fosbrook, unbuttoning one glass door, and undoing the two bolts
of the second, behind which the cup of money stood.
“Susie ought, because she is the eldest.”
“Davie ought, because he is the youngest.”
David stood on a chair to take Toby off his shelf.
Solemn was the face with which the little boy lifted the mug by
the handle, putting his other hand to steady the expected weight
of coppers; but there was at once a frown, a little cry of
horror. Toby came up so light in his hand, that all his
great effort was thrown away, and only made him stagger back in
dismay, falling backward from the chair, and poor Toby crashing
to pieces on the floor as he fell, while out rolled—one
solitary farthing!
Nobody spoke for some moments; but all stood perfectly still,
staring as hard as if they hoped the pence would be brought out
by force of looking for them.
Then David’s knuckles went up into his eyes, and he
burst forth in a loud bellow. It was the first time Miss
Fosbrook had heard him cry, and she feared that he had been hurt
by the fall, or cut by the broken crockery; but he struck out
with foot and fist, as if his tears were as much anger as grief,
and roared out, “I want the halfpence for my
pig.”
“Sam, Sam,” cried Susan, “if you have hid
them for a trick, let him have them.”
“I—I play tricks now?” exclaimed Sam
in indignation. “No, indeed!”
“Then perhaps Hal has,” said Elizabeth.
“For shame, Bessie!” cried Sam.
“I only know,” said Elizabeth, half in
self-defence, half in fright, “that one of you must have
been at the baby-house, for I found the doors open, and shut them
up.”
“And why should it be one of us?” demanded Sam;
while David stopped crying, and listened.
“Because none of the younger ones can reach to undo the
doors,” said Elizabeth. “It was as much as I
could do to reach the upper bolt, though I stood upon a
chair.”
This was evident; for the baby-house was really an
old-fashioned bureau, and below the glass doors there was a
projecting slope of polished walnut, upon which only a fly could
stand, and which was always locked. No one whose years were
less than half a score was tall enough to get a good hold of the
button, even from the highest chair, far less to jerk down the
rather stiff upper bolt.
“It cannot have been a little one, certainly,”
said Miss Fosbrook; “but you should not be so ready to
accuse your brothers, Bessie.”
David, however, had laid hold of a hope, and getting up from
the floor, hastened out of the room, followed by John; and they
were presently heard shouting “Hal!” all over the
house.
“What day was it that you found the door open,
Bessie?” asked Miss Fosbrook.
“It was just after dinner,” said Elizabeth,
recollecting herself.
“It was on Friday. Yes, I remember it was Friday,
because I went into the school-room to get my pencil, and I was
afraid Hal would jump out upon me, and looked in first to see
whether he was going to be tiresome; but he was gone.”
“Yes,” said Susan; “it was the day we found
poor Jack stuck up on the gate, when he and Hal were in
disgrace. Oh, he never would have played tricks
then.”
“Did you go up before me, Bessie?” asked Miss
Fosbrook; “for I went up directly after dinner to speak to
Henry.”
“Yes, I did,” said she. “I thought if
you got in first, you would be scolding him ever so long, and
would let nobody in, so I would get my pencil first; and I
slipped up before you had left the table.”
Just then the two boys were heard stumping up the stairs, and
ran in, panting with haste and excitement, David with a fiery red
ear.
“No, no; Hal didn’t hide it!”
“But he boxed Davie’s ear for thinking he
did,” added John; “and said he’d do the same
for spiteful Bet!”
“Then he never played tricks,” said Susan.
“I told you not,” said Sam.
“No,” reiterated David; “and he said
I’d no business to ask; and if Bet went prying about
everywhere, I’d better ask her. Have you got it,
Betty?”
“I!” cried Elizabeth. “How can you,
Davie?”
“You have got a secret,” exclaimed David;
“and you always were cross about Hannah Higgins’s
pig. You have got it to tease me! Miss Fosbrook, make
her give it back.”
“Nonsense, David,” said Miss Fosbrook;
“Bessie is quite to be trusted; and it is wrong to make
unfounded accusations.”
“Never mind, Betty,” added Sam kindly; “if
Davie wasn’t a little donkey, he wouldn’t say such
things.”
“Where is Henry?” asked the governess.
“Why did he not come himself? Call him; I want to
know if he observed this door being open.”
“He is gone down to Mr. Carey’s,” said
John.
“And it is high time you were there too, Sam,”
said Miss Fosbrook, starting. “If you are late, beg
Mr. Carey’s pardon from me, and tell him that I kept
you.”
Sam was obliged to run off at full speed; and the other
children stood about, still aghast and excited. Miss
Fosbrook, however, told them to take out their books. She
would not do anything more till she had had time to think, and
had composed their minds and her own; for she was exceedingly
shocked, and felt herself partly in fault, for having left the
hoard in an unlocked cupboard. She feared to do anything
hastily, lest she should bring suspicion on the innocent; and she
thought all would do better if time were given for settling
down. All were disappointed at thus losing the excitement,
fancying perhaps that instant search and inquiry would hunt up
the money; and David put himself quite into a sullen fit.
No, he would not turn round, nor read, nor do anything, unless
Miss Fosbrook would make stingy Bet give up the pence.
Miss Fosbrook and Susan both tried to argue with him; but he
had set his mind upon one point so vehemently, that it was making
him absolutely stupid to everything else; and he was such a
little boy (only five years old), that his mind could hardly
grasp the exceeding unlikelihood of a girl like Elizabeth
committing such a theft, either in sport or earnest, nor
understand the injury of such a suspicion. He only knew
that she had a secret—a counter secret to his pig; and when
she hotly assured him that she had never touched the money, and
Susan backed her up with, “There, she says she did
not,” he answered, “She once told a story.”
Elizabeth coloured deep red, and Susan cried out loudly that
it was a shame in David; then explained that it was a long long
time ago, that Hal and Bessie broke the drawing-room window by
playing at ball with little hard apples, and had not told, but
when questioned had said, “No;” but indeed they had
been so sorry then that she knew they would never do so
again.
Again David showed that he could not enter into this, and
sulkily repeated, “She told a story.”
“I will have no more of this,” said Christabel
resolutely. “You are all working yourselves up into a
bad spirit: and not another word will I hear on this matter till
lessons are over.”
That tone was always obeyed; but lessons did not prosper; the
children were all restless and unsettled; and David, hitherto for
his age her best scholar, took no pains, and seemed absolutely
stupefied. What did he care for fines, if the chance of the
pig was gone? And he was sullenly angry with Miss Fosbrook
for using no measures to recover the money, fancied she did not
care, and remembered the foolish nursery talk about her favouring
Bessie.
Once Miss Fosbrook heard a little gasping from the corner, and
looking round, saw poor Bessie crying quietly over her slate, and
trying hard to check herself. She would not have noticed
her, though longing to comfort her, if David had not cried out,
“Bet is crying! A fine!”
“No,” said Miss Fosbrook; “but a fine for an
ill-natured speech that has made her cry.”
“She has got the pig’s money,” muttered
David.
“Say that again, and I shall punish you,
David.”
He looked her full in the face, and said it again.
She was thoroughly roused to anger, and kept her word by
opening the door of a small dark closet, and putting David in
till dinner-time.
Then she and Susan both tried to soothe Bessie, by reminding
her how childish David was, how he had caught up some word that
probably Hal had flung out without meaning it, and how no one of
any sense suspected her for a moment.
“It is so ill-natured and hard,” sobbed
Bessie. “To think I could steal! I think they
hate me.”
“Ah,” said Susan, “if you only would never
be cross to the boys, Bessie, and not keep out of what they care
for, they would never think it.”
“Yes, Susie is right there,” said
Christabel. “If you try to be one with the others,
and make common cause with them, giving up and forbearing, they
never will take such things into their heads.”
“And we don’t now,” said Susan
cheerily. “Didn’t you hear Sam say nobody but a
donkey could think it?”
“But Bessie has a secret!” said Annie.
Again stout Susan said, “For shame!”
“I’ll tell you what my secret is,” began
Bessie.
“No,” said Susan, “don’t tell it,
dear! We’ll trust you without; and Sam will say the
same.”
Bessie flung her arms round Susan’s neck, as if she only
now knew the comfort of her dear good sister.
Lessons were resumed; and as soon as these were done, Miss
Fosbrook resolved on a thorough search. Some strange fit of
mischief or curiosity might have actuated some one, and the money
be hidden away; so she brought David out of his cupboard, and
with Susan’s help turned out every drawer and locker in the
school-room, forbidding the others to touch or assist. They
routed out queer nests of broken curiosities, disturbed old dusty
dens of rubbish, peeped behind every row of books; but made no
discovery worth mentioning, except the left leg of Annie’s
last doll, the stuffing of Johnnie’s ball, the tiger out of
George’s Noah’s ark, and the first sheet of
Sam’s Latin Grammar, all stuffed together into a mouse-hole
in the skirting.
At dinner Christabel forbade the subject to be mentioned, not
only to hinder quarrelsome speeches, but to prevent the loss
being talked of among the servants; since she feared that one of
them must have committed the theft, and though anxious not to put
it into the children’s heads, suspected Rhoda, the little
nursery-girl, who was quite a child, and had not long been in the
house.
Henry ate his dinner in haste, but could not get away till
Miss Fosbrook had called him away from the rest, and told him
that if he had been playing a trick on his little brother, it was
time to put an end to it, before any innocent person fell under
suspicion.
“I—I’ve been playing no tricks—at
least—”
“Without any at least, Henry, have you hidden the
money?”
“No.”
“You dined in the school-room on Friday. Were the
baby-house doors open then!”
“I—I’m sure I didn’t
notice.”
“You didn’t open them to take anything
out?”
“What should I want with the things in the
baby-house?”
“Did you, or did you not!”
“I—I didn’t—at least—”
“In one word, did you open them? yes or no.”
“No.”
“What time did you go out after eating your
dinner?”
“Bother! how is one to remember! It’s all
nonsense making such a fuss. The children fancied they put
in ever so much more than they did, and very likely took out
some.”
“No; David’s reckoning was accurate. I wrote
down all I knew of; and I am sure none was taken out, for early
that very morning I had put in a sixpence myself, and the cup was
then full of coppers, with that little silver threepenny of
David’s with the edge turned up upon the top.”
“Then you must have left the door undone!” said
Henry delighted.
“I dare not be positive,” said Christabel;
“but I believe I remember bolting it; and if I had not done
so, it would have flown open sooner.”
“Oh, but the wind, you know.”
“If the doors did open, it would not account for the
loss of the money.”
“Well, I can’t help it,” said Henry
ungraciously, trying to move off: but she first required him to
tell her what he had said to the younger boys to make them
suspect Elizabeth.
“Did I?” said Henry, “I am sure I
didn’t; at least, if I did, I only said Bess peeped
everywhere, and was very close. I didn’t suspect her,
you know.”
“I should think not!” said Miss Fosbrook
indignantly. “Now please to come up with
me.”
“I want to go out,” said Henry.
No, she would not let him go. She thought Elizabeth
ought to clear herself, so far as it could be done, by making her
secret known, since that had drawn suspicion on her; and when all
the children were together, she called the little girl and told
her so.
“It is very unkind of them,” said Bessie, with
trembling lip; “but they shall see, if they want
that to show I am not a thief!”
“I said I wouldn’t see,” said Susan.
“You knows Bessie, I trust you.”
“And I,” said Sam; “I don’t care for
people’s secrets. I don’t want to pry into
Bessie’s.”
No one followed their example; all either really suspected, or
else were full of curiosity, and delighted to gratify it.
Half a dozen slips of card, with poor little coloured drawings
on them, and as many lengths of penny ribbon!
“Is that all?” said Annie, much disappointed.
“So that’s what Bet made such a fuss about,”
said John; and David’s face fell, as if he had really
expected to see the lost pence.
The next thing, after the search had been made through all the
children’s bed-rooms, was to go to the nursery: and thither
Miss Fosbrook allowed only Susan and Sam to follow her.
Nurse Freeman was very stiff and stately, but she had no
objection to searching; and the boy and girl began the hunt,
while Miss Fosbrook meantime cautiously asked whether Nurse were
sure of Rhoda, and if she were trustworthy.
This made Mrs. Freeman very angry; and though her words were
respectful, she showed that she was much offended at the strange
lady presuming to suspect anyone, especially one under her
charge.
Miss Fosbrook wanted to have asked Rhoda whether the doors
were open or shut when she carried Henry his dinner, but Nurse
would not consent to call her. “I understood the
nursery and the girl were to be my province,” she
said. “If Miss Merrifield heard her mamma say
otherwise, then it is a different thing.”
Susan cowered into the dark cupboard. Nurse must be in a
dreadful way to call her Miss Merrifield, instead of Missy!
Nothing more could be done. The pence could not be
found. Nurse would not let Rhoda be examined; and all that
could be found out from the children had been already
elicited.
Christabel could only beg that no more should be said, and,
her head aching with perplexity, hope that some light might yet
be thrown on the matter. There must be pain and grief
whenever it should be explained; but this would be far better,
even for the offender, than the present deception: and the whole
family were in a state of irritation and distrust, that hurt
their tempers, and made her bitterly reproach herself with not
having prevented temptation by putting the hoard under lock and
key.
She ordered that no more should be said about it that evening,
and made herself obeyed; but play was dull, and everything went
off heavily. The next morning, Susan came back early from
her housekeeping business, with her honest face grave and
unhappy, and finding Miss Fosbrook alone, told her she had
something really to say to her if she might; and this
being granted began, with the bright look of having found a
capital notion: “I’ll tell you what I wish you would
do.”
“Well?”
“If you would call every one in all the house, and ask
them on their word and honour if they took the pence.”
“My dear, I am not the head of the house, and I have no
right to do that; besides, I do not believe it would discover
it.”
“What! could a thief get in from out of doors!”
said Susan looking at the window.
“Hardly that, my dear; but I am afraid a person who
could steal would not scruple to tell a falsehood, and I do not
wish to cause this additional sin.”
“It is very horrid; I can’t bear it,” said
Susan, puckering up her face for tears. “Do you know,
Miss Fosbrook, the maids are all so angry that you said anything
about Rhoda?”
“You did not mention it, my dear?”
“Oh no; nor Sam. It was Nurse herself! But
they all say that you want to take away her character; and they
won’t have strangers put over them.”
“Pray, Susie; don’t tell me this. It can do
no good.”
“Oh, but please!” cried Susan.
“And then Mary—I can’t think how she
could—but she said that poor dear Bessie was always sly,
and that she had been at the cupboard, and had got the pence; but
she was your favourite, and so you vindicated her. And
Nurse began teasing her to confess, and tell the truth, and told
her she was a wicked child because she would not; but it was all
because we were put under strangers! I’m sure they do
set on Johnnie and Davie to be cross to her.”
“When was this, my dear?”
“Last night, when we went to the nursery to be
washed. It was our night, you know. Oh! I wish
Mamma was well!”
“Indeed I do my dear. And how did poor Bessie bear
it!”
“She got quite white, and never said a word, even when
they told her she was sulky. But when we got into bed, and
I kissed her and cuddled her up, oh! she did cry so; I
didn’t know what to do. So, do you know, I got my
shawl on, and went and called Sam; and he was not gone to sleep,
and he came and sat by her, and told her that he believed her,
and knew she was as sound a heart of oak as any of us; and we
both petted her, and Sam was so nice and kind, till she went to
sleep. Then he went to the nursery, and told Nurse how
horrid it was in her; but Cook said it only made her worse,
because she is jealous of our taking part with you.”
“My dear, I do like to hear of your kindness to
Bessie; but I wish you would not mind what any of the maids say,
nor talk to them about it. It only distresses you for
nothing.”
“But I can’t help it,” said Susan.
“You could not help this attack in the nursery, but you
need not talk to Cook or Mary about it. It is of no use to
vex ourselves with what people say who don’t know half a
story.”
“Can’t you tell them not?” said simple
Susan.
“No, I cannot interfere. They would only do it the
more. We can only keep Bessie as much out of the way of the
maids as we can, and show our confidence in her.”
Certainly Elizabeth had been known to look infinitely more
glum when nothing was the matter than under all this vexation,
even though the servants were really very unkind to her; and her
two little brothers both behaved as ill as possible to her
whenever they had the opportunity—David really believing
that she had made away with the money, and ought to be tortured
for it; and Johnnie taking it on his word, and being one of those
little boys who have a positive taste for ill-nature, and think
it fun. They pinched her, they bit her, they rubbed out her
sums, they shut up her lesson-books and lost her place, they put
bitten crusts into her plate, and did whatever they knew she most
disliked, whenever Miss Fosbrook or Sam was not in the way; but
she never told. She did not choose to be called a
tell-tale; and besides, they really did not succeed in making her
life miserable, so much was she pleased with the real kindness
her trouble had brought out from Susan and Sam. Susan could
not prevent the persecution of the two naughty little boys, but
she defended her sister to her utmost; and Sam cuffed them if
they said a word or lifted a finger against Bessie before him;
and he gave her such notice and kindness as she never had
received from him before. One afternoon, when he was going
to walk to Bonchamp, he asked leave for her to come with him, and
would take nobody else; and hot day as it was, Bessie had never
had such a charming walk. She kept herself from making one
single fuss; and in return, he gathered wild strawberries for
her, showed her a kingfisher, and took her to look in at a very
grand aquarium in the fishing-tackle maker’s window, where
she saw some gold-fish, and a most comical little newt. And
going home, they had a real good talk about their father’s
voyage, and how they should get on without him; and Bessie found
to her great pleasure, that Sam hoped Miss Fosbrook would stay
when Mamma Came home.
“For I do think she has put some sense into you,
Bessie,” said Sam.
She was so delighted, that instead of preparing to fret if Sam
did but hold up a finger at her, she looked up with a smile when
he came in her way, sure of protection, and expecting something
pleasant, as well as thinking it an honour to be asked to help
him in anything. The next day, when Mr. Carey had insisted
on his verifying by the map all the towns which he had been
contented to say were in Asia Minor (where every place in ancient
history is always put if its whereabouts be doubtful), she saved
him so much time and trouble, that he got out into the garden
full half an hour earlier than he would otherwise have
done. Thereupon he told her she was a jolly good fellow,
and gave her such a thump on the back, as a few weeks ago would
have made her scream and whine; but this time she took it as a
new form of thanks, and felt highly honoured by being invited to
help him to fish for minnows, though it almost made her sick to
stick the raw meat upon his hooks.
The threatening of a true sorrow, the bearing a real trouble,
and the opening to her brother’s kindness, had done far
more to make her a happy little girl than all Miss
Fosbrook’s attempts to satisfy her cravings or please her
tastes. These had indeed done her some good, and taught her
to find means of enjoyment for those likings that no one else
cared for; but it had been the spirit of delight that had
been chiefly wanting; and when thankfulness and love were leading
her to that, it was much easier to see that the evening clouds or
the rising moon were lovely, than when she was looking out for
affronts.
Nothing was said in public about the loss; and Christabel
hoped that the bad impression as to Elizabeth would wear out in
the young minds of the lesser children; but David’s whole
nature seemed to have been disorganized by the
disappointment. Instead of being a pattern child for
diligence and good behaviour, very fond of Miss Fosbrook, and not
only inoffensive, but often keeping John and Anne in order, he
seemed absolutely stupid and senseless at lessons, became
stubborn at reproof, seemed to take pleasure in running counter
to his governess, and rendered the other two, who, though his
elders, were both of weak natures compared with his own, more
openly naughty than himself. Sometimes it seemed to
Christabel that the habit of spiting Bessie was getting so
confirmed, that it would last even when the cause was forgotten;
and yet the more she strove to put it down in sight, the more it
throve out of sight; and when she looked at David, and thought
how she had once admired him, she could not but remember the text
that says, “Thy goodness is as the morning cloud, and as
the dew shall it vanish away.” She had thought it
goodness based upon religious feeling, as well as on natural
gravity and orderliness; and so perhaps it had once been, but the
little fellow had fixed his whole soul on one purpose, and though
that was a good one, it had grown into an idol, and swallowed up
all his other motives, till of late he had only been good for the
sake of the pig, not because it was right. Being
disappointed of the pig, he had nothing to fall back upon, but
felt himself so ill-used, that it seemed to him that it was no
use to be good; and he revenged himself by naughtiness.
Such sturdy strong characters as little David’s, when
they are once set on the right object, come to the very best kind
of goodness; but when they take a wrong turn, they are the very
worst, both for themselves and others.