The Shadows Grow Long
NOW
when they had
eaten and drunk their
fill, and had had much
talk withal, the shadows had
grown long, and bird-song rippled
the air in the wont of
sundown. Wherefore King
Telwyn bethought him how it
would be pleasant that the four
of them, the Queen, the Princess
Roseheart, and her troth-plight
lord, Flame, should walk in the
forest for a space, ere yet they
returned to the castle.
Queen
Ellaline
SpeakethBut Queen Ellaline said to him,
"Nay, my lord, shall not thou
and I return to the castle alone?
Well I wot these twain have
much to say, each to the other.
Were it not well that they should
walk apart in the forest in the
cool of the evening, if that be
their wish?"
And King Telwyn smiled thereat,
saying, "Well, well! Certain
it is that I am but a stupid man,
and thy woman's wit in the
right of it." And therewith
he bade the young pair go
apart as they wished for the
space of an hour or two.
But ere they went their ways,
Flame raised to his lips the
Flame
Showeth
Gratitudehand of the Queen, and kissed
it, forasmuch as he was grateful
to her exceedingly that she
had had thought and remembrance
of the need of young
lovers to be alone together.
Whereafter, the King and the
Queen having turned their
steps to the castle, Flame and
the Princess Roseheart wandered
in sweet content in the path
that led to the Pool, where aforetime
they had found their love
and their destiny.
And when they were come
thither, they found there, fluttering
like butterflies in a shaft
of sunlight that came under the
trees and among the stems
Roseheart
Radiantthereof, children that sported
about the Pool. And these,
forsaking their play, clamoured
about the Princess Roseheart,
in sweet rivalry of her love and
her touch. And forasmuch as
his beloved stood now in the
shaft of sunlight, radiant, starry-eyed,
with little children about
her knees, Flame, the Giver of
Dreams, worshiped her in his
soul, and stooped him to the
earth that he might seize the
clay thereof, and mixing it with
water from the Pool, fashion
the likeness of her. But though
mightily he strove, the cunning
of his hands was withholden
from him, and he might not.
Then the children, seeing it was
The
Dusk
Comethlate, flitted away to their homes,
and the sunlight grew faint and
fainter, until the dusk was come,
all suddenly. And as the twain
stood a little apart, each from
the other, there passed between
them, as she had been a night-moth,
Wur, the Old Gray
Woman of Shadows, whose
eyes were as misty pools at twilight,
her hair like cobwebs
matted, and her garments as
the wings of the dusk. And
momently there was upon them
a chill as of the winter-death.
Then did Flame know in his
heart that he must tell his white-souled
love, Roseheart, of the
moon-woman in the desert.
And his heart shook at thought
Hand
in
Handof her grief and trouble thereat.
But being a true man, and
strong for the more part, he
knew that it were an ill thing
to set forward the time of saying
that which must be said.
Therefore he took his love by
the hand, and led her to a
mossy bank, whereupon they
sat them down, hand in hand.
After a little he said: "There
is a thing that I must tell thee,
but because thou art a maid
and innocent, I know not if
thou wilt understand."
And seeing his trouble she answered
him gently: "Meseems
thou couldst not do anything
I would not understand."
Flame
ConfessethDrawing her close within the
shelter of his arms he said,
"Thou believest that I love thee
as my heart's blood?"
"Verily," she made answer,
"that must I needs believe, else
could I not wed thee." Then
because he was silent a space,
as one thinking, she said,
"What is it that thou wouldst
say to me?"
With quick words then he spake
on this wise: "Know then that
there was a woman—a witch
that made herself as a woman
of moonlight, beautiful exceedingly,
that I should follow her.
And forasmuch as mine eyes
and my blood are as the sea, I
Speech
Faileth
Himmight not refrain, for my weakness,
but followed her as the
sea the moon. And we came
into the desert, and there remained
for a space." Then did
the speech of Flame fail him,
for that he knew not how to say
that which must be said.
And Roseheart looked upon
him shrinkingly, and put away
his arms, and rose, and stood
away from him. And in her
eyes that had held stars, there
came a mist, as when the
heavens grow dull with that
which is not storm, but more
like to sickness. "And thou—"
she whispered, "didst thou give
thyself to this woman?"
Life
Dishonoured"Yea, but in the way of the
flesh only," he answered, shamefast.
"I know not if a maid
can understand."
Then was Roseheart silent a
space, whereafter she said slowly,
"Meseems that therein lay
the sin of what thou didst.
Hadst thou given thyself body
and soul, thy sin against me
had been greater, but methinks
then would it have been less
against the Lord God, whose
gift of life thou hast
dishonoured."
Then spake Flame eagerly,
"But I told thee she was a witch-woman.
Thou rememberest the
Radiant One?"
The
Radiant
One"Aye." The Princess Roseheart
was grave and sorrowful.
"When that I turned me away
from the moon-woman I saw
the Radiant One, and she came
and said naught, but shed her
light upon the woman, and I
saw that she was not beautiful,
like the moon, but a hag, and
leprous. Wherefore, looking
about me I saw the bones of
the dead. And I rose and fled
away from that place."
"Thou didst well."
Then was Flame filled with terror
that though she spake in all
gentleness, his love Roseheart
was become as a stranger to
him. Straightway he went to
Flame
Shamefasther, saying, "Canst thou not
forgive?"
"I know not," she made answer,
with the weariness of one in
mortal pain.
Then he sought to put his
arms about her, and draw her
to him, but she looked at him
as one in surprise, and therewith
he feared to touch her.
And he fell upon his knees,
and buried his face, shamefast,
in the hem of her garment, and
wept that he had so wounded
her whom his soul loved. With
all gentleness she put him away
from her, and went apart. And
her eyes were dry, but her
heart bled, so that she was as
one sick unto death.
Thoughts
of
TormentHer thoughts pricked her with
torment, that her lord whom
she had worshipped kneeling,
as is the wont of women, was
proven but a weak creature on
whom she might not lean for
strength, for that he had it not.
And it was bitter to her that he
whom she had thought to be a
man such as the Lord God had
meant in the making of the
world, had been but as a child,
or blind, that he had been deceived
by the moon-woman.
Wherefore her heart, that had
shrined a god, was now empty.