That night was one of the most extraordinary that
Peter ever spent. Although he was smarting under
the terrible injustice of Ranken Townsend's few, but
very definite words, and felt like a man who had suddenly
come up to an abyss, he took Graham in hand
and devoted himself, with all the tenderness of a
woman, to this poor boy.
All the way home in the cab Graham had been more
or less held down by Kenyon and his brother. His
brain was in a wild chaos. The realization that he
had been tricked and made a fool of hit him hard. In
his first great flush of anger he was filled with an overwhelming
desire to go to the apartment in which he
had placed Ita Strabosck and smash it up. He wanted
to have the satisfaction of breaking and ripping apart
every piece of furniture that he had bought to make
her comfortable and happy, and make an absolute
shambles of the place. He wanted also to order that
girl out into the street. At that moment he no longer
cared what happened to her or where she went. His
vanity had received its first rude shock. All the way
home he shouted at the top of his voice and struggled
to get away from the men who were looking after
him. It took all Peter's strength to hold him tight.
It was by no means a good sight to see this young
man, who only half an hour before had been exhilarated
by champagne and the feeling that he was really
of some account as a man of the world, reduced to a
condition of utter weariness by his violent outbursts.
At first he absolutely refused to enter the house and
insisted upon walking up and down the street. Finally,
by making an appeal to his brother's affection,
Peter persuaded him to go in quietly and up to his
own room. There, pale and exhausted and entirely
out of spirits, Graham turned quickly on his brother.
"Keep Kenyon out," he said. "For God's sake, keep
Kenyon out! I want you."
Kenyon heard these words and smiled to himself,
nodded to Peter, and went downstairs again to make
himself comfortable in the library and have a final
cigarette before going to bed. He had every reason
for self-congratulation. Graham was free,—there
was no doubt about that,—and it looked as though
Peter also would now be able to be made useful again.
Luck certainly had been on his side that night.
It was not much after one o'clock when Peter shut
the door of Graham's bed-room. From then onwards
he turned himself into a sort of nurse, doing
his best to concentrate all his thoughts on his brother's
trouble and keep his own until such time as he
could deal with it; and, while Graham poured out his
heart—going over his story of the Ita Strabosck
rescue again and again—Peter quietly undressed him,
bit by bit. "Yes, old man," he kept saying, "I quite
understand; but what you've got to do now is to get
to bed and to sleep. Let me take off your coat.
That's right. Now sit down for a second. Now let
me undo your shoes. It's a jolly good thing I came
home. You bet your life I'll stand by you and see
you through—you bet your life I will!"
"And you swear you'll not say anything about this
to mother or Belle, and especially father—even if
I'm ill,—in fact to any one? You swear it?"
"Of course," said Peter.
There was something comical as well as pathetic in
the sight of this big fellow playing the woman to this
distraught boy,—undoing his tie, taking off his collar
and gradually getting him ready for bed. It was a
long and difficult process and needed consummate tact,
tender firmness and quiet determination. A hundred
times Graham would spring to his feet and—with
one shoe on and one shoe off, minus coat and waistcoat,
tie and collar—pace the room from end to end,
gesticulating wildly, sending out a torrent of words in
a hoarse whisper—sometimes almost on the verge
of tears. He was only twenty-four—not much more
than a boy. It was very hard luck that he should be
up against so sordid a slice of life at a time when he
stood at the beginning of everything.
But Peter knew intuitively that it was absolutely
necessary for Graham to rid his system of this Strabosck
poison and empty out his heart and soul before
he could be put to sleep, like a tired child. And so,
with the utmost patience, he subjected himself to play
the part of a mental as well as a physical nurse. Better
than that, he mothered his brother, smoothed him
down, sympathized with him, assured him again and
again that he had done the only possible thing; and
finally as the first touch of dawn crept into the room
had the infinite satisfaction of putting the clothes
about his brother's shoulders and seeing his dark head
buried in his pillow. Even then he was not wholly
satisfied. Creeping upon tip-toe about the room he
laid hands on Graham's razors and put them in his
pocket. He was possessed with a sort of terror that
the boy might wake up and, acting under a strong
revulsion of feeling, cut his throat. It must be
remembered that he had watched a human being under
the strain and stress of a very strong and terrible emotion
and he was naturally afraid. He knew his brother's
excitable temperament. He had heard him
confess that the girl had exercised over him something
more than mere physical attraction, and although he
was no psychologist it was easy for him to see that,
for a time at any rate, Graham was just as ready to
hurt himself as to hurt the girl. Some one had to be
paid out for his suffering and it was Peter's business
to see that his brother, at any rate, escaped punishment.
Not content with having got Graham to bed
and to sleep and secured the razors which might be
used in a moment of impetuousness, Peter stayed on,
sat down near the bed and listened to one after another
of the sounds of the great city's awakening. It
was then that he permitted himself to think back. He
didn't remember the fracas in the studio apartment or
the unpleasantness of the place with the unhealthy, unpleasant
creatures who had been there. He repeated
to himself over and over again the words—the cold,
cruel words of Ranken Townsend,—"So this was
your precious business engagement. Well, I don't
give my daughter to a man who shares her with
women like Papowsky, so you may consider yourself
free." In his mind's eye he could see the tall
artist march away. He felt again as though he had
been kicked in the mouth.
Ranken Townsend had arranged a sitting with
Madame Mascheri, the famous opera singer, at eleven
o'clock. He entered his studio at ten, and the first
thing he did was to ring up one of his best friends and
get into a quarrel with him. He had already so surprised
his old servant at breakfast that she had retired
to the kitchen in tears. He was angry and sore and
there was likely to be a nice clash in the studio when
he said sharp things to the spoiled lady who considered
that all men were in their proper places only when
they were at her feet.
Ranken Townsend was more than angry. He was
disappointed—mentally sick—completely out of gear.
He had seen Peter Guthrie—and there was no argument
about the fact—come out of a notorious house,
dishevelled and apparently drunk. It was a sad blow
to him. A bad shock. The effects of it had kept him
awake nearly all night. Betty was the apple of his
eye. He was going to protect her at all costs, and he
knew that in doing so he must bring great unhappiness
into her life. He had believed in Peter Guthrie.
He had seemed to him to be a big, strong, clean, honest,
simple, true fellow who had gone straight and who
meant to continue to go straight. It meant a tremendous
amount, an altogether incalculable amount
to him as a father to have found that his estimate was
wrong. He realized perfectly well that his words had
been harsh the night before. He detested to have
been obliged to say them; but, for the sake of his little
girl, he was not going back on them. The evidence
was too strong.
The telephone bell rang. He stalked across to it.
"Well?" he said. "What's that? Who did you
say? Send him up at once." And then, with his
jaw set and his hands thrust deep into his pockets,
he took up a stand in the middle of the studio and
waited.
It was Peter. He came in quietly and looked very
tired. "Good morning, Mr. Townsend," he said.
The answer was sharp and antagonistic. "I don't
agree with you."
Peter put down his hat and stick, went up to the
artist and stood in front of him squarely and without
fear. "You're going to withdraw what you said last
night."
"You think so?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because it was unjust and no man is hanged in
these times before he's given a chance to defend himself."
"No one is going to hang you, Peter Guthrie.
You've hanged yourself."
"No, no," said Peter, "that won't do. It isn't like
you to adopt this attitude and I must ask you to treat
me properly."
Townsend shot out a short laugh. "There's no
need for you to ask me to do that. My treatment of
you is going to be so proper that this is going to be
the last time you'll come into this studio. I've done
with you. So far as I'm concerned you're over.
Betty isn't going to see you or hear from you again.
I consider that it was a mighty good accident that took
me into Fortieth Street last night. That's all I have
to say."
Peter didn't budge. He just squared his shoulders
and tilted his chin a little more. "I don't think that's
all you've got to say," he said. "I quite understand
that you had a bad shock when you saw me coming
out of that place last night. If I were in your shoes
I should say just what you're saying now."
"It's something to win your approval," said Townsend,
sarcastically, "and I'm sure I'm very much
obliged to you for coming down town to give me your
praise."
"Oh, don't talk like that," said Peter. "It doesn't
do any good and it doesn't help to clear things up."
"You can't clear things up. Neither of us can.
You began by lying to me when you said you had a
business engagement, and you wound up by coming
out drunk of the rottenest house in this city. And,
see here! I don't like your tone. I'm not standing
here to be reproved by you for my attitude in this matter.
I might be more inclined to give you a chance if
you made a clean breast of it."
"I wish I could," said Peter, "but I can't. All I
can tell you is that I had to go to that place last night
for a very good reason. I'd never been there before
and I shall never go there again. I hadn't even heard
of the place until a few days ago. You've got to
accept my word of honour that I went there with a
friend of mine to get a man who means a very great
deal to me out of bad trouble."
"It's taken you sometime to think that out," said
Townsend, brutally.
Peter winced as if he had been struck. He had
gone to the studio under the belief that everything
would be quite easy. He was honest. His conscience
was clear. He was not a liar. Surely his word
would be accepted. Whatever happened he wasn't
going to be disloyal to his brother. Apart from the
fact that he had sworn not to give Graham away, he
wasn't the kind that blabbed. He tried again, still
keeping himself well under control, although he was
unable to hide the fact that Ranken Townsend's utter
disbelief in him hurt deeply.
"Mr. Townsend," he said, "I don't want to do anything
to make you more angry than you are. It's perfectly
simple for you to say that you won't have me
marry Betty. But remember this: I've only got to
go to Betty and ask her to marry me, with or without
your consent, and she will. If you don't believe me,
you don't know Betty."
"Ah! but that's exactly where you make your mistake,"
said Townsend. "I do know Betty. And let
me tell you this, Peter Guthrie: My girl has been
brought up. She hasn't been dragged up or allowed
to bring herself up. The consequence is that she's
not among the army of present-day girls who look
upon their fathers and mothers as any old trash to
be swept aside and over-ridden whenever it suits them
to do so. I'm the man to whom she owes all the happiness
and comfort that she's known. I'm the man
who's proud to be responsible for her, to whom she
belongs and who knows a wide stretch more of life
and its troubles than she does,—and, not being an
empty-headed, individualistic, precocious little fool,
she knows it too. She belongs to a past decade—to
an old-fashioned family. Therefore, what I say goes;
and if I tell her that, for a very good reason, I don't
want her to have anything to do with you, she will
be desperately unhappy, but she'll not question my
authority or my right to say so. These are facts, however
absurd and strange they may appear to you. I
think it would be a damned good thing if other fathers
took the trouble to get on the same footing with their
daughters. There'd be less unhappiness and fewer
grave mistakes if they did." He was almost on the
verge of adding, "Look at your sister Belle if you
don't believe me."
Peter had nothing to say.
The two men stood facing one another, gravely, in
silence. They were both moved and stirred. And
then Peter nodded. "I'm glad you're Betty's father,"
he said at last. "She owes you more than she can
ever pay back. I give you my word that I shan't
attempt to dispute your authority. I respect you, Mr.
Townsend, and when I marry Betty I want to have
your consent and approval. I also give you my word
that it was absolutely necessary for me to go to Papowsky's
last night, without any explanation whatever.
Are you going to take it?"
"No," said Townsend; "I'm not. Even if I'd
known you for years what you ask is too much for me
to swallow. Good Lord, man! can't you see that I'm
protecting my daughter—the one person I love in this
world—the one person whose happiness means more
to me than anything on earth? Why should I believe
that you're different from other young men,—the
average young man whom I see every day, who no
more cares about going clean to the woman he is going
to marry than he does for running straight afterwards?
I don't know you and hitherto I've accepted you on
your face value. When it comes to the question of
a man's trusting his daughter to the first person who
comes and asks him for her, he's got to be pretty sure
of what he's doing. In any case, I don't hold with
the old saying that 'young men will be young men.'
You may sow your wild oats if you like, but they're
not going to blossom in the garden of a little girl who
belongs to me. In that respect I'm as narrow-minded
as a Quaker. And let me tell you this finally: I
know the sort of place that Papowsky's is. I know
what goes on there and the sort of people who frequent
it. To my mind any man who's seen coming
out of it does for himself as the future husband of
any good girl. If you have, as you say, a good reason
for going there, tell it to me. If not, get out."
The artist had said these things with intense feeling.
Hard as they were, Peter had to acknowledge
that they were right. Just for one instant he wavered.
He was on the point of giving the whole story
away. Then his loyalty to his brother came back to
him. He would rather be shot than go back on the
man who had trusted him and with whom he had
grown up with such deep affection. "Very well," he
said, "that settles it. I've nothing more to say. But
one of these days I'll prove that my word of honor
was worth taking. In the meantime, you can't stop
me from loving Betty and you'll never be able to stop
Betty from loving me."
He turned on his heel, took up his hat and stick
and went out.
Graham was sitting up in bed when Peter returned
to his room. He was looking about him with an expression
of queer surprise,—puzzled apparently to
find himself in his room.
"Oh, hello, old man!" said Peter. "How d'you
feel?"
Graham put his hand up to his head. "I don't
know yet. Have I been asleep? I thought I'd been
in a railway accident. I was looking about for the
broken girders and the ghastly signs of a smash."
He got slowly out of bed, put on his slippers and
walked up and down for a few minutes with a heavy
frown on his face. The emotion of the night before
had left its marks. He stopped in front of a chair
on the back of which his evening clothes were hanging
neatly. He remembered that he had thrown them
off. He noticed—at first with irritation—that the
things on his dressing-table had been re-arranged—tampered
with. It didn't look as he liked it to look.
Something had been taken away. It dawned on him
that all his razors had been removed. "Removed,"—the
word sent a sort of electric shock through his
brain as it passed through. He went over to the window
and looked out into the street. The sun glorified
everything with its wonderful touch. Good God!
To think that he might be standing at that very moment
on the other side of the great veil.
"I don't know—I don't know what to say to you
for all this, Peter," he said.
Peter sat down, thrust his hands into his pockets
and his long legs out in front of him. Reaction had
set in. He felt depressed and wretched. "One of
these days," he said, "I may ask you to do the same
thing for me."
Something in his tone made Graham turn round
sharply. "What's wrong?"
"Everything's wrong," said Peter. "But I'll tell
you some other time. Your affair has got to be settled
first."
"No; tell me now," said Graham. He dreaded to
feel that he was the cause somehow or other of bringing
trouble upon his brother. Never before in all his
life had he seen Peter looking like that.
"Mr. Townsend happened to be passing Papowsky's
last night and saw me coming out. I'd had a scrap
up in the studio with a bunch of men who were half
drunk. I must have looked like it. He told me that
he wouldn't have me marry Betty, and he repeated it
this morning. I've just come away from his place.
That's what's the matter with me."
"Oh, curse me!" cried Graham. "Curse me for
a fool!"
Peter sprang to his feet. "Don't start worrying
about me. And look here; don't let's waste time in
trying to scrape up spilt milk. I'm going to marry
Betty, that's a dead certainty, and sooner or later Mr.
Townsend will withdraw the brutal things he said to
me. And you're going to wipe your slate clean, right
away. So buck up and get busy, old man. Have
your bath and get dressed as soon as you can. I'm
going to help you to fix your affair as soon as you're
ready."
"How?" asked Graham.
"I don't know quite. I think I'll ask Kenyon."
"No, don't. Let's do it together. I don't want
Kenyon to see,—I mean I'd rather Kenyon was out
of it. I'd rather that you were the only one to look
on at the remainder of my humiliation,—that's the
word. He knows quite enough as it is."
"All right!" said Peter. "Hurry up, then.
We'll go round to the apartment and see Ita Strabosck.
I cashed a cheque on the way back from Mr.
Townsend's. We can't let her go out into the street
with nothing in her pocket,—that's impossible."
Graham nodded. He couldn't find words to say
what he felt about it all. There was a look of acute
pain on his pale face as he went into the bath-room.
And then Peter sat down at his brother's table and
wrote a little note to Betty:
My own dearest Baby:
Something has happened and your father—who's a
fine fellow and well worthy of you—believes that I'm
such a rotter that he's told me to consider myself
scratched. I'm going to play the game by him for your
sake as well as his. Don't worry about it. Leave everything
to me. I won't ask you to go on loving me and believing
in me, because that you must do, just as I shall go
on loving you and believing in you. It has to be. I've
got to think things over to see what can be done.
In the meantime, and as long as I live,
Your Peter.
He addressed the letter and put the envelope in his
pocket. Then he went to the bath-room and called
out: "Old man, shall I have some breakfast sent up
for you?" The answer was, "No; the sight of food
would make me sick."
Graham dressed quickly and nothing more was said
by either of the brothers until they went out into the
street together.
"We'll get a cab," said Peter.
"No; I'm too broke. Let's walk."
And so they walked hard, arm in arm. It seemed
rather an insult to Graham that the day was so fine,
the sky so blue and equable and that all the passers-by
seemed to be going on their way untroubled. He'd
have been better pleased if the day had been dark and
ugly and if everybody had been hurrying through rain
and sleet. His own mind was disturbed by a storm
of the most unpleasant thoughts. The girl whom
they were on their way to see had exercised a strong
physical fascination over him. He had believed in
her absolutely. She had meant a great deal to him.
Her deceit and cunning selfishness brought pessimism
into his soul. It was a bad feeling.
As they came up to the house with its shabby door,
a man well-past middle age,—a flabby, vulgar person,
with thick awkward legs,—left it rather quickly and
walked in the opposite direction. The two boys went
in and Peter led the way up the dark staircase. The
door was open and Lily, the colored maid, was holding
a shrill argument with a man with a basket full of
empty siphons on his arm. Her face broke into an
odd and knowing smile when she saw Graham. They
passed her without a word and went along the passage
into the sitting-room. It was empty, but in a hideous
state of disorder. There was about it all that last
night look which is so unpleasant and insalubrious.
The windows had not been opened and the room
reeked with stale tobacco smoke and beer. Cigar
stumps lay like dead snails on the carpet. Empty
bottles were everywhere and dirty glasses. Through
the half-open door which led into the bed-room they
heard a flutey, uncertain soprano voice singing a curious
foreign song.
After a moment of weakness and indecision,
Graham pulled himself together and called out: "Ita!
Ita!" sharply.
The song ceased abruptly. There was a cry of well-simulated
joy and the girl, with her hair frowzled and
a thin dressing-gown over her night-dress, ran into
the room with naked feet. She drew up short when
she saw the expression on Graham's face and Peter's
square shoulders behind him. "Somesing ees ze matter,"
she said. "Oh, tell me!" Second nature and
constant practice made the girl begin to act. This was
obviously an opportunity for being dramatic.
With a huge effort Graham controlled himself.
"I'm giving up this apartment to-day," he said.
"You are giving up——?"
"I said so."
"And what ees to become of me? You take me
somewhere else?"
"No. I hope I shall never see you again—never!"
The girl burst forth. How well he knew that
piteous gesture—that pleading voice—the tears that
came into those large almond eyes,—all those tricks
which had made him what he had been called the night
before at Papowsky's—"a boob". "What 'ave I
done? Do you not love me any more? I love you.
I will die for you. You are everysing to me. Do not
leave me to ze mercy of ze world. Graham!
Graham! My saviour! I love you zo!"
Graham shook her off. "Please don't," he said.
"Just pack your things and dress yourself. All I've
got to say to you is that I've found you out. Perhaps
you'd better go back to Papowsky's. You're very
clever,—they all say so there. Find another damned
young fool—that'll be easy."
The girl suddenly threw back her head and broke
into an amazing laugh. The sound of it,—so merry—so
full of a sort of elfin amusement,—was as startling
to the two boys as though a bomb had been
dropped into the room. "I could not find such a
damned fool as you," she said loudly and coarsely,
"eef I 'unted the earth. Eef you 'ad waited to come
until to-night you would 'ave found zis little nest
empty and ze bird flown. There ees a better boob zan
you. Perhaps you met 'im going out. 'E marries
me to-morrow. I vas to keep zat for a leetle surprise.
Oh, yes, I am clever, and eet kills me with laughing
to zee you stand there like a school teacher. You
turn over a new leaf now, eh? Zat ees good. Zo do
I. To-morrow I am a wife. I marry a man. My
time with babies ees over."
She picked up a glass that was half-full of beer and
with a gesture of supreme contempt jerked it into
Graham's face. Then, with the quickness of an eel,
she returned to her bedroom and slammed the door.
They heard her laughing uncontrollably.
Graham wiped his face with his handkerchief, and
dropped it on the floor with a shiver. "I shan't want
to borrow any money from you, Peter," he said in a
low voice. "Let's go."
And they went out into the street together—into
the sun, and took a long breath of relief—a long,
clean breath, untainted by stale tobacco smoke and
beer and the pungent scent of Ita Strabosck.
Peter made no attempt to put into words his intense
sympathy, but he took his brother's arm and held it
tight, and Graham was very grateful. Right out of
the very bottom of his heart two tears welled up into
his eyes as he walked away.
After all, he was only twenty-four.
On her way up to her room that night, Ethel drew
up short outside Graham's bedroom door. She knew
that he was in, which was in itself unusual. She
thought there must be something the matter, because
she had seen Graham leave the house in the morning
long after his usual time. She had also watched his
face at dinner and had seen in it something that frightened
her. It was true that Peter was her favorite
brother, but she was very fond of and had great admiration
for Graham. Also she, herself, was in trouble.
Trouble seemed to be an epidemic in that family. Her
Knight Errant next door, in spite of her signalling and
the fact that she had laid out as usual the cigarettes
and the candies, had deserted her. In order to receive
his visits and feed herself on the excitement with which
they provided her, she was still maintaining her pretence
of invalidism, and the worst of it was she now
knew that she had grown to be very fond of the boy,
who at first had only been a source of amusement.
So, with a fellow-feeling for Graham, she listened
outside his door. She wanted very badly to slip in
and give her sympathy to her brother and receive some
of it from him. She didn't feel quite as individualistic
as usual. The artificiality of the flapper left her
for the time being and she felt as young as she really
was and rather helpless, and awfully lonely.
Hearing nothing, she tapped gently on the door,
opened it and went in. Graham was sitting in an arm-chair
with his elbows on his knees and his head between
his hands. He made a picture of wretchedness
which would have melted the heart of a sphinx.
Ethel went over to him and put her hand on his
shoulder. "Is anything the matter, Hammie?" she
asked, using the nickname that she had given him as
a child.
Graham didn't look up. "Oh, Lord, no!" he said,
with a touch of impatience. "What should be the
matter?" But he was very glad to feel that touch of
friendliness on his shoulders.
"Can I do anything for you?"
"Oh, no. I'm all right—as right as rain."
Ethel knew better. She knew also that she would
have said those very things to Belle if she had been
caught in a similar state of depression. So she sat
down on the arm of Graham's chair and put her hand
against his cheek. "I've got about a hundred and
seventy-five dollars, if that's any good to you," she
said.
Graham gave a scoffing laugh, but all the same he
was very grateful for the offer. "My dear kid," he
said, "a hundred and seventy-five dollars—that's no
better than a dry bone to a hungry man."
"Is it as bad as all that, Hammie?"
"Yes, and then some."
Ethel thought deeply for a few minutes. Her characteristic
selfishness, which had been almost tenderly
encouraged at school, had given way temporarily before
her own disappointment. "Well," she said
finally, "I've got four brooches and five rings, a watch
and a dressing-case. You can sell them all if you
like."
Then Graham turned round, gave his little sister
one short, affectionate look and put his head down on
her shoulder. "Don't say anything, please," he said.
"Just let me stay here for a minute. It does me
good."
And he stayed there for many minutes, and the two
sat silently and quietly, getting from each other in their
mutual trouble the necessary help which both needed
so much. A strange, new feeling of motherliness stole
over the girl. It surprised her. It was almost like
being in church on Christmas Eve, or listening to the
most beautiful melody.
It was a long time since these two had taken the
trouble to meet each other half-way. The thoughts of
both went back to those good hours when Graham had
put his little sister on a sled in front of him and pushed
her, laughing merrily, over the hard snow in the park.
He had never even dreamed in those days of money
and the fever that it brings, or women and the pain
they make.
And then Graham got up, just a little ashamed of
himself,—after all, he was now a man of the world,—and
saw that Ethel's cheeks were wet with tears. It
was his turn to try and help. "Good Lord!" he said.
"You don't mean to say that you're worried about
anything. What is it?"
She shook her head and turned her face away.
"Oh, nothing—nothing at all."
All the same she felt much, ever so much better for
the kiss that he gave her, and went along to her own
room half-determined to be honest with herself and
go back to school the next day. She was rather
startled to find the smell of cigarette smoke in her
bedroom, which was in darkness. She turned up the
nearest light and almost gave a cry of joy when she
found the boy from next door sitting on the window-sill.
"Jack!" she cried. "I thought you were—I
thought you had——"
Jack threw his cigarette out of the window and got
up awkwardly. "I got your note just now," he said,
"and so I've come."
Ethel went to the door and locked it. All the clouds
had rolled away. She was very happy. She had evidently
made a mistake. He must have been prevented
from coming. She wished he'd given her time to
powder her nose and arrange the curls about her ears.
As it was, she opened the box of cigarettes and held
out the candies to him.
"No, thanks," said Jack. "I'm off chocolates and
I've knocked off smoking to a great extent."
With a womanly touch which she and all women
have inherited from Eve, who never forgot to stand
with her back to the sun and took care, if possible,
to remain in the woods until after breakfast, Ethel
turned on a shaded light and switched off the strong
overhead glare which made her look every day of her
fifteen years. Then she sat down with the light over
her left shoulder. She was quite herself again. All
was well with the world.
"Where have you been?" she asked, a little imperiously.
"Nowhere," said Jack.
"Then why haven't you been to see me? I have
signalled every night. I can't understand it."
"I know you can't. That's why I've stayed away."
Ethel was puzzled at the boy's solemn tone. "Of
course, if you don't want to come, please don't. I
wouldn't drag you here against your will for anything."
"Yes, but I do want to come. I stay away for
your sake, and I'm not coming again after this evening."
That was exactly what Ethel wanted to hear. She'd
been afraid that Jack had found some one else. Now
she knew differently. "Don't be silly," she said.
"Have a cigarette. Come and sit on the sofa and
don't let's waste time."
But Jack didn't move. He had gone back to the
window-sill and remained hunched up on the narrow
ledge, holding on with both hands. "I'm off in a
minute," he said. "I'm just going to tell you one or
two things before I go. Would you like to hear
them?"
"If they're pleasant," she said.
"Well, they're not pleasant."
"Well, then, tell me."
For a moment or two Jack remained silent. Perhaps
he was trying to find careful words into which to
put his thoughts. When finally he spoke it was with
a suppressed emotion that sent a quiver through the
quiet room. "I can't stand coming here," he said.
"I can't stand it. I don't know what you are—whether
you're a mere baby who knows nothing, or
an absolute little rotter. You tell me I can say what
I think, so I'm going to." He got up and went a little
nearer to the sofa. "What d'you think I'm made
of? Look at yourself in the glass and then see
whether you're the sort of a girl who can let a man
into her bedroom night after night for nothing. I
tell you I can't stand it. I stayed away, not because
I wanted to, but because I didn't want to do you any
harm. I was a fool for coming here at all. If I
didn't believe that you are simply a silly girl I'd stay
to-night and come every night as I used to do, but
I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt. Next
time you signal to a man take care to find out what
he's made of and be a bit more careful. There, now
you've got it. Good night and good-bye. I've a
darned good mind to put the note you sent me to-night
in an envelope and address it to your mother. It
would save some other fellow from a good deal of
unnecessary discomfort. I'm frightfully sorry to be
so brutal, but I don't believe you know what you're
doing. Perhaps this'll be a lesson to you."
He turned quickly, swung himself out, went up the
rope ladder hand over hand and drew it up after him.
Ethel closed her eyes and sat rigid. The boy might
have planted his fist in her face.
Kenyon had taken Mrs. Guthrie and Belle to the
Thirty-ninth Street Theatre that night. A quiet little
romantic play, quite unpretentiously written, had
found its way to that theatre either by accident or as
a stop-gap. The manager who put it there had arranged,
even before the opening performance, to replace
it at the end of the week with something which
had a punch,—a coarse, vulgar, artificial piece of
mechanism such as he had been in the habit of producing
all of his managerial life. His intention to
do this was strengthened by the press notices, which
all agreed that the new piece was a very little play
about nothing in particular and which made too great
a demand upon the imagination of its audience. That
last remark of the critics was worth a million dollars
to the play's author. The theatre remained almost
empty until the Friday night of its first—and if the
manager had anything to do with it—only week. The
scenery for the new production was already stacked
on the stage. But to the amazement of all concerned,
except the author, the theatre did business. The house
was almost full and the box office was so busy that
the young man who looked after it,—a past-master
in rudeness,—became quite querulous. On Saturday
night there was a full house and the booking was so
big for the following week that the notices of withdrawal
were taken down and the play with a punch
had to find another home. The manager, greatly put
out, watched this little play sail into a big, steady success,
and whenever his numerous acquaintances—he
had no friends—caught him in an unbusy moment,
he would say: "I can't make it out. It beats me.
Look at the notices. I couldn't understand a word of
the thing when I read it. I only put it into the theatre
to keep it warm. My word, I don't know what the
public wants." He didn't, and he never would. But
the author knew. He had made a play which appealed
to the imagination of his audience.
Peter had watched the party go to the theatre after
an early dinner; had seen Graham go up to his room
and his father drive away to a meeting at the Academy
of Medicine; and then, anxious to be alone and think
things over, he too left the house for a long, hard
tramp. He went into the park and walked round and
round the reservoir. The night was fine and clear,
and up in the sky, which was pitted with stars, a young
moon lay on her back. From all sides the music of
traffic came to his ears in a never-ceasing refrain, and
high up he could see the numerous electric signs which
came and went with steady precision and monotony.
Every now and then he caught sight of the Plaza,
whose windows all seemed to be alight. It gave a
peculiar touch of fantasy to that side of the
Park.
Peter found himself thinking of some of the things
which Ranken Townsend had said to him. Without
bitterness, and certainly without anger, he began to
see something in the artist's bluntness which gradually
made him long, with a sort of boyish anguish, to go
in to his own father. The more he thought about
this the more it seemed to him right and necessary and
urgent to beard the Doctor in his den and break down
the curious barrier which shyness had erected between
him and his children. He realized at that moment
that he stood desperately in need of a father's help
and advice. It was quite obvious to him also that
Graham needed these things even more than he did.
If only they could both go to that wise and good man
who stood aloof and get something more from him
than the mere money with which he was so generous.
He knew—no one better—that he always received
from his mother the most tender sympathy, but how
could he discuss with her some of the things with
which he was faced since the Ita Strabosck episode
had come into his life? Kenyon had done much to
make it plain to him that it was not good to continue
to walk in blank ignorance of the vital facts with which
his father dealt daily. He was a man and he had to
live in the world. His boyish days among boys were
over. They belonged to the past.
It was borne in upon him as he went round and
round the wide stretch of placid water in which was
reflected the moon and stars, that his father should
know all about Graham. Certain things that Kenyon
had said stuck to his mind like burrs. If he could
persuade Graham to make a clean breast of it to the
Doctor, the brother who meant so much to him might
be saved from a disaster which would not merely affect
himself, but others,—a wife and children perhaps.
Kenyon had hinted at this and the hint was
growing in Peter's mind like an abscess. It was time
that he and his brother faced facts and knew them.
Who could initiate them better than the distinguished
doctor whose life had been devoted to such serious
questions?
Having brought himself up to this point and being
also tremendously anxious to tell his father of the
position in which he stood with Mr. Townsend, Peter
determined to strike while the iron was hot—to go
home and see his father at once. He left the park
quickly, and when finally he let himself into the house
was astonished to see how late it was. The servant
told him that his mother and sister had come back
from the theatre and had gone to bed. "Mr. Kenyon,"
he added, "came back, but went out again at
once. Mr. Graham went to bed early and the Doctor
has not returned yet."
"Good!" thought Peter. "Then I'll wait for
him." He gave up his hat and stick, went through
the quiet, dimly lit library, and after a moment's hesitation
opened the door of the Blue Room,—that room
in which he had been so seldom, hitherto only under
protest. He had opened the door quietly and was
astonished to see Graham sitting at his father's desk
with the light from a reading lamp shining on his dark
head. "By Jove, Graham!" he said. "You must
have been thinking my thoughts. This is extraordinary."
Graham looked up with a start and thrust something
under the blotting-pad. His face went as white
as a sheet and he stammered a few incoherent words.
Quite unconscious of his brother's curious embarrassment,
Peter sat on the corner of the desk. "I've
had it out with myself to-night," he said, going, as
he always did, straight to the point. "I've made up
my mind to make father into a father from now onwards.
I can't stand this detached business any
longer. Let's both wait for him and have it out."
"What d'you mean?" asked Graham. "I don't
get you." He put his hand out surreptitiously and
scrunched up one of the sheets of note paper on which
he had been writing.
"Listen!" said Peter, with intense earnestness.
"I've got to know things. So have you. I've got
to have advice. I've got to be treated as a human being.
What's the good of our having a father at all
if we don't get something from him? I don't mean
money and a roof, clothes and things to eat. I mean
help. I'm in a hole about Betty. I want to talk
about my work—about my future. Graham, let's
give father a chance. Many times he seems to me to
have fumbled and been on the point of asking us to
meet him half-way. Well, I'm going to do so. Stay
here and let's both see it through. Have the pluck
to tell him about your trouble and throw the whole
responsibility on him. It's his and he ought to have
it. Wait a second. Listen! If Ranken Townsend
had been your father you never would have gone near
Papowsky. You wouldn't have come within a thousand
miles of Ita Strabosck—that's a certainty."
Graham got up quickly, but kept his hand heavily
on the blotting-pad. "No," he said almost hysterically.
"Count me out. I'm not in this. It's no good
our trying to alter father at this time of day—it's too
late. He's microbe mad. He knows nothing whatever
about sons and daughters. I could no more tell
him about the mess I'm in than fly over the moon.
He'd turn and curse me—that's all he'd do. He'd
get up and preach, or something. He doesn't understand
anything about life. I'd a jolly sight rather
go to mother, only I know it would hurt her so, and
anyway my story isn't fit for her ears. No; cut me
out, I tell you. I'm not in this."
Peter got up and put his hands strongly on his
brother's shoulders. He didn't notice then how near
he was to a breakdown. "Graham, old man, you've
got to be—you've just got to be. What Kenyon
said is true. You and I are blind and are damned
children wandering about—stumbling about. We
need—we absolutely need a father more than ever we
did in our lives. So do Belle and Ethel. We all
think that we can go alone, and we can't. I know I'm
right—I just know it—so you've got to stay."
A puff of wind came through the open window.
Several pieces of paper fluttered off the desk and fell
softly on the floor. Peter stooped and picked them
up. On them the words "Hunter G. Guthrie" had
been written over and over again.
He laughed as he looked at them. "What on earth
has father been writing his name all over these sheets
for? How funny! What a strange old chap he seems
to be. It's a sort of undergraduate trick, this,—practising
a signature before writing a first cheque."
"Give 'em to me!" said Graham sharply, and he
tried to snatch them away. His voice was hoarse and
his hand shook.
Peter looked at him in great surprise. It was impossible
for him not to be aware of the fact that something
was dreadfully wrong. As he stood and looked
into his brother's guilty face the fact which stood out
most clearly was that Graham had himself been writing
his father's signature all over those sheets of paper.
Why? A man did a thing of that sort for one
reason only.
He seized Graham's hand which was pressed on the
blotting-pad, jerked it up, pushed the blotting-pad
aside and picked up the cheque-book that laid beneath
it.
"Don't touch that," cried Graham, "for God's sake!
Let me have it! I'll tear out the cheque. I think I
was mad. Oh, God! I'm so worried I didn't know
what I was doing!"
There was a struggle, quick and sharp, and in an
instant Graham found himself staggering across the
room backwards.
With his heart standing still, Peter opened the thin,
narrow, brown-covered book. A cheque for three
thousand dollars had been made out to Graham Guthrie.
The signature had been forged.
"You've done this," he said. "You've actually—"
Graham was up on his feet. His lips were trembling.
He put out a shaking hand. "My God!"
he whispered. "Father's in the library."
The sound of the Doctor's thin, clear voice came
through the half-open door. Frozen with fear, Graham
seemed to be unable to move. His very lips had
lost their colour.
With an overwhelming anxiety to hide his brother's
frightful fall from honesty and sanity, Peter pounced
on the little book, thrust it into Graham's pocket,
snatched up the give-away slips of paper, tore them
into small pieces and threw them in the basket.
"Don't give me away. Don't let him know. If
you do, I swear to God you'll never see me again!"
There was still something to be done, and Peter did
it. He took his brother up in his arms, realizing that
he was, in a way, paralyzed, carried him to a chair
that was out of the ring of light and sat him down.
"Get yourself in hand, quick," he whispered.
"Quick, now!"
And Graham, strengthened by his brother's vitality,
forced himself into some sort of control.
Striding to the fireplace, Peter stood there waiting
for his father, with a strange pain going through his
body. He felt just as though he had been told that
Graham, his best pal and dear brother, had had an
appalling accident and might not live.
The Doctor's voice, as he gave directions to a servant,
came nearer and nearer.
With his hand on the handle of the door, the Doctor
paused. "I want you to call me to-morrow at half-past-seven,
Alfred. Don't forget. I have a busy day.
Good-night."
The two boys watched him come into the room.
His head was high and there was a little smile round
his usually straight mouth. He walked with a sort of
sprightliness, as though moving to music. He looked
extraordinarily young and exhilarated.
He saw what was to him a most unusual sight in
that quiet, lonely work-room. He was surprised into
an exclamation of great pleasure, and he quickened
his pace until he stood between his sons. Graham got
up and put on a nervous, polite smile. "This's what
I most wanted," said the Doctor,—"my two boys
waiting for me here in this room. I can't tell you—I
can't tell you, Peter, and Graham, how often, how
strongly, how eagerly I've wished to see you where
you are now. I can't tell you how I've longed to have
you here after my meetings, to tell you how I'm getting
on, moving things forward, and to ask you share
in my successes. My dear Peter—my dear Graham."
It was pitiful. The strange, almost incoherent outbreak
of the shy man nearly made Peter burst into
tears. He would almost rather his father had treated
them coldly and with raised eyebrows. His present
attitude—his unhidden joy—his eager, and even
wistful welcome, had in it something of tragedy, because
it showed all the waste of years during which
the sympathy and the complete, necessary and beautiful
understanding of these three might have been
welded into one great, insurmountable rock.
The Doctor, with an obvious desire to play host,—an
intuition which again touched Peter deeply,—went
quickly to a little chest which stood in a corner of the
room. "What will you have?" he asked anxiously.
"I've got a very good cigar here, or cigarettes if you
would like them better. Let me see! What do you
smoke, Peter?"
"He doesn't even know what I smoke," thought
Peter. "A pipe," he said.
"Oh, yes, yes! Well, this is generally said to be
a very good mixture. Try some." He gave a jar
of tobacco to Peter. "These are nice, though perhaps
they are a little too dry." And he extended a
box of cigars to Graham.
The boy helped himself, trying to keep his hand
steady. "Thank you," he said.
"And now," said the Doctor, "let's sit down and
have a long yarn. Shall we? I would like to tell
you about to-night. The meeting was of vital interest
and importance." He drew his chair forward so that
it might be between those of the two boys. He looked
from Peter's face to Graham's as though afraid that
he was asking too great a favour. "You—you'll
forgive my talking about myself, I'm sure—at least
I hope you will. I so seldom have the opportunity,—with
those I love, I mean—with those for whom I'm
working. To see you here like this, at last, makes me
very happy." He slipped his large glasses off and
wiped them openly without attempting to hide the
fact that they had become suddenly useless to
him.
A short silence followed—a silence in which the
emotion with which the room was charged could almost
be heard. Peter threw a quick glance round it,
almost as though he expected to see the curious experimental
tubes turn and point accusingly at his
brother. The laboratory was filled with such tubes
and other curious instruments,—all of them silent witnesses
of Graham's act of madness.
The Doctor re-lit his cigar, put his glasses on again
and clasped his long, capable hands over one thin knee.
"I wish I could even suggest to you," he said—more
naturally and with keen enthusiasm—"the intense excitement
that we bacteriologists are all beginning to
feel. For years and years we've been experimenting,
and little by little our work is coming to a definite
head. Every time we meet we find that we've moved
a step further on the road to discoveries. It makes
me laugh to think that my early theories, which, only
a few years ago, were scoffed at and looked upon as
dreams, are taking shape. It's been a long, uphill
fight. Science is beginning to win. It's all very wonderful."
He noticed that Graham's cigar had gone
out. With extreme politeness, such as a man would
use to very welcome guests, he held out a box of
matches.
The boy took it. "I don't feel like smoking," he
said, with a catch in his voice.
Something in his tone made the Doctor peer closely
at him. "You look pale, my dear lad," he said, "pale
and tired. Aren't you well?"
"Oh, yes; he's perfectly all right," said Peter hurriedly,
trying to steer his father to another subject.
Graham threw his cigar away. "I'm not!" he
cried, with a sudden, uncontrollable outburst. "I feel
as rotten as I am. I can't sit here and listen to you,
father. Don't be kind to me, I can't stand it." He
put his head down between his hands and burst out
crying like a boy.
The Doctor was startled. He got up quickly and
stood hesitatingly. He wanted to put his hands on
the boy's shoulders, but the sudden breakdown brought
back his shyness. "What's the matter?" he asked.
"Peter, do you know?"
Peter nodded. He then made up his mind to let
things take their course. "Let him tell you," he said.
"This may be the turning point for all three of us."
Graham drew the cheque-book out of his pocket,
opened it and threw it on the desk under the reading
lamp. "Look!" he said. "That's what I've come
to."
For some moments the Doctor saw nothing but a
cheque drawn by himself in favor of his second son
for three thousand dollars. The fact that he didn't remember
having made it out, and the fact that it was
for so large a sum made at first no impression upon
him. He was so puzzled and so taken back at the
sudden outburst of emotion which had broken up what
he hoped was going to be a charming reunion that the
sight of this cheque conveyed nothing to him. Both
his sons watched him closely, not knowing what he
would say or do. He was such a stranger to them—his
feelings and characteristics were so unknown to
them that they found themselves speculating as to the
manner in which he would take this dreadful piece of
dishonesty. A great surprise was in store for them.
When the Doctor realized what had been done,—that
the signature on the cheque was not his own, although
it was very cleverly copied,—they saw him
wince and shut his eyes. After a moment of peculiar
hesitation he drew his chair up to the desk and sat
down. Holding his breath, Peter watched him tear
the cheque out and quietly make out another for precisely
the same amount. Then the Doctor got up and
stood in front of Graham with the new cheque in his
hand. All the sprightliness and exhilaration with
which he had entered the room had left him. He
looked old and thin and humble. His shoulders
stooped a little and the cheque trembled in his hand.
"Am I such an ogre that my children are afraid to
bring their troubles to me?" he said, in a broken voice.
"What have I ever done to deserve this, Graham?
You'd only to come to me and say that you needed
money and I'd have given it to you. Who am I working
for? For whom have I always worked?" He
held out the cheque. "Take it, and if that isn't
enough ask me for more. I'd like to know why it is
that you need it, if you'll be good enough to tell me;
but, for God's sake, don't hurt me like this again."
Without a word—without, indeed, being able to
find a word,—infinitely more crushed by this kindness
than he would have been by an outburst of anger and
reproach,—Graham took the cheque, turned on his
heel and left the room, walking like a drunken man.
Peter watched him go. There was a feeling of
great relief in his heart. Nothing that he could have
done or said—nothing that Kenyon could have said
in his most forcible manner, with all the weight of
sophistication behind it, could have pulled Graham up
and set him on a new path so well as the unexpected
generosity of his father and the few pathetic words
with which he underlined it.
But when Peter turned round to his father with the
intention of taking him, for the first time, into his confidence
and treating him as he would have treated
Ranken Townsend under the same circumstances, he
saw that the Doctor was crumpled up in his chair with
his hands over his face and his shoulders shaking with
sobs, and so he held his peace; and instead of obtaining
the help that he needed so much he put his strong
arm round his father in a strange protective way, as
though he were the stronger man.
"Oh, don't, father," he said. "Please don't."
There was a good reason why Kenyon didn't stay
out his fortnight at Dr. Guthrie's house. He had already
begun to know several young men whose very
good feathers were waiting to be plucked. It was
obviously impossible for him to invite them to East
Fifty-second Street, and it became necessary, therefore,
that he should take a bachelor-apartment in
which to set up business. There he could play cards
until any hour that suited him and settle down seriously
to make his winter in New York a success.
Also, he confessed to himself, the atmosphere of the
Doctor's house was not conducive to his peace of mind
or to his rigidly selfish way of life. He hadn't come
over to the United States in order to play the fairy
godmother, or even the family adviser to the young
Guthries. He had worked hard to clear the one thing
out of Graham's life which had rendered him useless,
and he had had the satisfaction of seeing Peter's engagement
broken, for which admirable accident he
was profoundly grateful, because Peter also would
now be free. In fact, these two brothers could now
easily be brought to concentrate upon Kenyon's deserving
case and take round to his apartment any
friends of theirs who enjoyed gambling and could pay
when they lost.
Kenyon possessed a neat and tidy brain. It was
run on the same principle as a well-organized business
office. It had its metaphorical card indexes, letter-files
and such like; so that when he made up his mind
to go into his own quarters he gave the matter the
closest and most careful consideration. He paid several
visits to the well-known bachelor apartment-houses
in and around West Forty-fourth Street.
They would have been very suitable but for the existence
of irksome rules and regulations as to ladies. He
went further afield and, with Graham's assistance, examined
several apartments in private houses. What
he wanted was a place somewhere on the map where
his breakfast would be cooked especially for him at
any hour he desired, and which would be free of elevator
boys, clerks, and the watchful eye of a manager.
Finally he discovered exactly such a place on the second
floor of a fairly large old-fashioned house in West
Forty-eighth Street. In this the elderly lady who, as
Kenyon at once saw, was blessed with the faculty of
being able to look at things with a Nelsonian eye,—having,
poor soul, to earn her living,—lived in the
basement with her parrot and her Manx cat. Two
young business men shared rooms on the first floor
and a retired professor—who spent the greater part
of his time in the country—rented the third floor.
The servants slept in the attic.
Into this house Kenyon moved,—much against the
wishes of all the Guthries, especially Belle,—the day
after Peter's attempt to get in touch with his father
came to such an utter failure. He was very well
pleased with his quarters. They gave him elbow-room
and freedom from the responsibility of looking after
another man's sons. The sitting-room, arched in the
middle, ran from the front to the back of the house
and it was well and discreetly furnished. There was
a particularly nice old Colonial mirror over the mantel-piece,
and what prints there were hanging on the
walls were very pleasant. The bedroom across the
passage would have been equally large had it not been
broken up to provide a bath-room and a slip-room for
baggage.
Fate, however, with its characteristic impishness,
interfered with Kenyon's well-laid scheme. At the
very hour when he was arranging his personal photographs
a cable addressed to him was delivered at Dr.
Guthrie's house. It so happened that Peter was in the
hall when the servant took it in, and he started off at
once to take it round to his friend. He was glad
enough to seize any excuse to see Kenyon again. He
felt horribly at a loose end. Graham's affairs had
completely upset him and disarranged his plans. He
was longing to see Betty, but was not going back on
his agreement with Ranken Townsend until such time
as he could make the artist eat his words; and, as to
his father and his endeavor to break down that apparently
insurmountable barrier, he was utterly disheartened
and depressed. He was shown into Kenyon's
rooms at the moment when he was standing in front
of a very charming photograph of Baby Lennox which
he had placed on the sideboard. It showed her in a
little simple frock, with a wide-brimmed garden hat,
standing among her roses with a smile on her face.
She looked very young, pretty and flower-like.
"Hello, Peter!"
"I've brought this cable round. Otherwise I
wouldn't have rushed in on you quite so soon."
"My dear old boy," said Kenyon, "you know very
well that you have the complete run of whatever place
I may be living in, at all hours of the day and night.
A cable for me, eh? What the devil—? I was jolly
careful to give my address here to very few people in
England. Too many are anxious to serve me with
summonses. Baby Lennox is going to be married,
perhaps, and sends me the glad tidings. By Jove, I
wonder who she's nabbed!" He shot out a laugh and
tore open the envelope. "Oh, my God!"
"What is it?" asked Peter, anxiously.
Kenyon held out the cablegram and remained standing
rigid, with his mouth open and his eyes shut, and
his face as white as a stone.
It was from Baby Lennox. "Your father died last
night. A heart attack. Come home at once."
"Oh, my dear Nick!" said Peter. "My dear old
boy! I can't tell you how——"
"No," said Kenyon; "don't say anything. Just sit
down and wait for me. Whatever you do, don't go."
And he went out of the room and across the passage
to his bedroom, and shut himself in.
Peter waited. The few cold, definite and even
brutal words contained in the cablegram would have
hit him much harder and rendered his sympathy for
his friend very much more real if he could have felt
what it would have been to him to hear of the death
of his own father. While he waited, mechanically
holding that slip of paper between his fingers, his respect
for his friend's grief widened into an odd and
powerful feeling of envy. The man who was dead
had been infinitely more than a father. He had been
a friend and a brother as well. It made him sick and
cold to feel that the receipt of such a cablegram bringing
to him the news of the death of his own father
would have moved him only to extreme sympathy for
his mother. He was ashamed and humiliated to realize
that no actual grief would touch him, because his
father was nothing more than a sort of kind but illusive
guardian or a good-natured step-father—altogether
unused to children—who effaced himself as much as
he could and threw all responsibility upon his wife.
It was an hour before Kenyon reappeared, and during
that time—which seemed to Peter no more than
a few minutes—he went over again in his mind the
scene which had taken place in the Doctor's laboratory,
out of which he had gone stultified and thrown back
upon himself. He was as grateful as Graham had
been for the Doctor's generosity, but appalled at the
thought that he had utterly failed to realize not only
the gravity of Graham's act, but the long years of
parental neglect which made such an act possible. It
seemed to him that the way in which his father had
taken that deplorable incident was all wrong. He
should not have written another cheque. He should
have had Graham up in front of him, strongly and
firmly, and tried him as a judge would have tried him
if his act had been discovered and dealt with by law.
He should have gone into all the circumstances which
led up to the forgery and thereby have cleared the way
for a new understanding. As it was, his acceptance
of it was so weak that it gave Peter and Graham a
feeling almost of contempt for that too kind man to
whom children were obviously without significance,
and the unmistakable knowledge that he was unable to
understand his grave responsibility and the fact that
he, alone among men, must take the blame for all their
misdeeds and mistakes, because they had been allowed
to enter life unwarned, unguided and unhelped. The
outcome to Peter of this hour's bitter thought was
finally this: That if news were brought to him at that
moment of his father's death the only sorrow that he
could feel would be at the fact that he felt no sorrow.
When Kenyon came back into the room it was with
his usual imperturbability. He might merely have
left it to answer the telephone or interview the man
who had come to collect his clothes to be ironed. But
his eyes were red. In his own peculiar way he had
loved his father and admired him. It was the first
time that he had wept since he had been a child.
"Thanks, so much, for waiting, old boy," he said.
"I hope you've been smoking, or something."
"No," said Peter; "I have things to think about
too."
Kenyon looked about, with a queer little smile. "I
was just settling down," he said. "Very decent room,
this, isn't it? Well, well, there it is. You never know
your luck, eh?"
"When will you sail, Nick?"
"The first possible boat. Do you know anything
about the sailings? Ah, this paper will have it. I
detest the sea and its everlasting monotony and blandness,
and the dull-bright propinquity that it forces
upon one." He opened the paper and searched among
its endless columns for the Shipping News. "Here
we are. 'Trans-Atlantic Sailings.' I have a wide
choice, I see. There's a White Star and a Cunarder
leaving to-morrow at twelve-thirty. The Olympic, I
see! That's good enough,—if she's not full up. I'll
see to it this afternoon. There's sure to be a cabin
somewhere at this time of year."
"I shall miss you badly," said Peter.
"Thanks, old man. I know you will. And I shall
hate going. Well, well!"
Peter picked up a book and put it down again;
opened and shut a box of cigarettes and pushed a bowl
of flowers nearer the middle of the table. "Do you
want any—I mean, can I——?"
Kenyon laid his hand on his friend's square shoulder.
"Not this time, Peter, old son. Thanks, awfully.
I've had one or two good nights and my pockets
are full of dollars. They'll see me home with perfect
comfort. Well, here ends my visit to the United
States. To-morrow night I shall have left the hospitable
Statue of Liberty behind me. But she'll see
me again. I'll dash round in the morning and thank
your people for their extreme kindness to me. You'll
see me off, won't you?"
"Yes," said Peter; "of course."
"Of course. We won't dine to-night. I—I don't
feel like it."
"I understand, old man," said Peter.
"So long, then."
"So long," said Peter.
"The Earl is dead!" said Kenyon, with a sudden
break in his voice. "Long live the Earl!" And he
raised his hand above his head.
Not for the first time in his comparatively short
life, Nicholas Kenyon was able to put to the test his
often boasted power of self-control. It was his creed
to accept everything that might happen to him, whether
good or bad, with equanimity. It was part of his
training to allow nothing to interfere with the routine
of his day and the particular scheme that he had
worked out for himself. He was, however, utterly
unprepared for his father's death. Only the day before
he had received a very cheerful and amusing letter
from the Earl of Shropshire which had provided
him with many quiet chuckles. When the blow came
in that sudden fashion it knocked him down and for
an hour reduced him to the level of an ordinary human
being—of a man who had not specialized in individualism
and who did not set the earth revolving round
himself as its hub. Shut up in his bedroom he gave
way to his real and best emotions, the genuineness of
which surprised him. He was a master egotist—a
superindividualist—the very acme of selfishness.
Therefore, odd as it may seem, he was somewhat
ashamed of his deep feeling, because it proved to him
that one of the links of his carefully forged chain of
philosophy was weak. He defined the word philosopher
as one who is profoundly versed in the science of
looking after himself.
As soon as Peter had left Kenyon's rooms, the new
Earl of Shropshire took himself in hand and "carried
on" as they do in the Navy after casualties, accidents
and the issue of new orders. He continued to arrange
his photographs round the room. He considered
that he might as well make himself completely
comfortable until the time came for him to pack up
again and leave the country. He called up Belle on the
telephone and had a little talk with her. He told her
of his father's death and of the fact that he would have
to sail within the next twenty-four hours. He listened
with satisfaction to her cry of anguish, and arranged
with her to come to see him that evening. It
appeared that she was engaged to dine with some
friends and go with them to hear Alfred Noyes read
his poems at the Æolian Hall. He insisted upon her
keeping her engagement and begged that she would
come round to his rooms alone at eleven o'clock.
He didn't intend to leave the United States, even
under such circumstances, without adding Belle to his
little list of conquests. The cold-bloodedness of such
an intention was peculiarly characteristic of the man.
"No weakness," he said to himself—"no weakness.
No matter what happens, what had happened, is happening
or may happen, you must carry on. You've
built up a creed, stick to it." And then, very quietly—having
changed his tie to a black one—he went forth
to discover the offices of the White Star Steamship
Company,—having obtained the proper directions
from his landlady. He took the subway to the Battery,
interviewed a clerk of Number One Broadway,
had the good fortune to find that there was a state-room
vacant on the boat deck of the Olympic;
wrote his cheque for it; pocketed a bundle of labels;
paid Graham a brief visit in his office on Wall Street
and walked all the way home again, endeavoring to
count the German names all along the most amazing
street in the world, and giving up his temporary hobby
in despair. On the way home he sent off a cable to
Baby Lennox, giving her the name of the ship on
which he was to sail. By this time he was tired and a
little dazed at the amazing stir and bustle of Broadway,
with its never-ceasing lines of cable-cars and its
whir and rush of human traffic. He was glad of a
cup of tea, and presently arranged himself for a quiet
nap on the sofa in his sitting-room.
Later, with his mind concentrated solely on Belle's
impending visit and what he intended to achieve, he
dined alone at the Ritz, dropped in to see a turn or
two at the Palace, and strolled back to Forty-eighth
Street at half-past-ten. As he went into the house
he heard the landlady talking to the two young business
men who lived on the first floor. She was asking
them to be good enough not to play the piano that
evening, as the Professor had come back from the
country and was very unwell. She had sent for the
doctor, and he would be more comfortable if the house
were as silent as it could be made.
Knowing that Belle would be punctual that night,
of all nights, he went down just before eleven o'clock
and waited for her at the front door. It was his intention
to get her into the house unobserved, more for
his own sake than for hers. The night was clear, but
half a gale was blowing, carrying before it all the dust
of the city and sending odd pieces of paper swirling
into the air and making the hanging signs outside
shops and small restaurants creak and groan. In its
strong, vibrating song there was a note of wild passion
that fitted exquisitely into Kenyon's frame of mind.
Belle drove up in a taxicab a few minutes after
eleven. "Not a word until we get upstairs," said
Kenyon, as he helped her out. And then when she
stood in his sitting-room, with all her emotions in a
state of upheaval, nothing was said for many minutes.
He took her in his arms and kissed her, delighting in
her young beauty and freshness with all the appreciation
of a connoisseur.
There seemed to Belle to be no indiscretion in this
visit. Was she not engaged to be married to this man?
As a matter of fact, she was not. Kenyon had been
playing with her; and now that he had succeeded to his
father's title he had even less intention of dealing seriously
by her than ever before. Marriage was not in
his thoughts or plans. The title was his and the old
house that went with it, but he was no better off than
he had been as Nicholas Kenyon, the Oxford undergraduate.
On the contrary he now had responsibilities
of which he had hitherto been free and he must look
out for some one who could buy his name for a substantial
sum. If Belle had read into his vague and
indefinite remarks a proposal of marriage it only
showed that she possessed a very lively imagination.
He was not going at that point to undeceive her. He
was merely going to take from her everything that she
was gracious enough to give. His trip to New York
had provided him with very little in actual substance.
He was determined that it should not be altogether
empty, and that Belle should furnish him with a charming
memento.
He broke into Belle's preliminary remarks of conventional
condolence by saying, "Thank you; but
please don't say a word about my father. Let's talk
about ourselves. We're alive. The next few hours
are our property. Let's make them memorable. Let's
give each other something that we can never forget."
And he took her cloak and led her to a chair as though
she were a queen, and stood looking at her with very
greedy eyes.
But Belle's temperament was Latin. Ever since
Kenyon had spoken to her over the telephone she had
been unable to control her feelings. She loved this
man overwhelmingly. She had given him all her
heart, which had never been touched before. To her
it seemed amazingly cruel that fate had come along
with its usual lack of sympathy and circumspection
and put a sudden end to all the delightful hours to
which she had been looking forward. The death of a
man whom she didn't know meant very little to her.
She was young, and to the young what is death but a
vague mystery, an inconvenient accident which seems
to affect every one but themselves? Indeed, she rather
resented the fact that Kenyon's father, in dying, was
to take so suddenly out of her life the one human being
about whom her entire happiness revolved.
"Oh, Nicholas, Nicholas! Must you go? Must
you leave me? Let me go with you. I have the right.
I shall be miserable and unhappy without you." And
she clung to him with all the unreasonableness of a
child.
Kenyon was not in the least touched by this appeal—only
extremely pleased, because it showed him that
Belle was in the right mood to be won. He put his
hand on her round, white shoulder. "You must be
brave," he said. "I know how you feel, but you must
help me. Don't make things more difficult than they
are. I may be able to come back quite soon,—who
can tell?"
"I believe you're glad to go!" cried Belle.
Kenyon drew back. He wanted to make her feel
that she had hurt him. He succeeded.
In an instant, full of self-reproach, Belle was on her
feet and in his arms again. "What am I going to do
without you? I almost wish you'd never come into
my life. I've been looking forward to your being
here the whole winter. How am I going to get
through the days alone?"
A motor-car drew up at the house. Neither of them
heard Dr. Guthrie's voice giving a quick order to the
chauffeur or recognized his step as he passed upstairs
on the way to see his friend, the Professor, on the
floor above, to whom he had been called by the landlady.
Presently, having turned out all the lights except a
shaded lamp on the table, Kenyon began to let himself
go. He threw aside his characteristic calmness and
became the lover—the passionate, adoring man who
was about to be separated, under tragic circumstances,
from the girl who was equally in love. He threw
aside his first intention of finessing Belle into his bedroom
on the plea of asking her to help him to pack.
He remembered that the old man above was ill and that
the landlady and others would be passing to and fro.
This was distinctly annoying. He was, however, a
past-master in the art that he was at present pursuing
and set the whole of his mind on his opportunity.
Belle was, naturally enough, as putty in his hands and
her despair at losing him made her weak and pliable.
He sat down on the sofa and held Belle in his arms
and kissed her again and again. "I love you! I love
you! I don't know—I can't think what I shall be
like without you," he said, bringing all his elaborate
cunning to play upon her feelings. "More like a
man who's lost his arms than anything; and we were
to have come nearer and nearer this winter, finding
out all the best of each other and all the joy that it is
to love wholly and completely."
"Oh, don't go, don't go!" cried Belle, making a
pathetic and almost child-like refrain of the words, "I
love you so! I love you so!"
Kenyon bent down with her until her head was pillowed
on the cushions, and kissed her lips and eyes.
"You must love me, sweetheart, you must. It's the
only thing that I can turn to and count on now. Go on
loving me every minute that I'm away. I shall need
it,—and before I go let me have the precious proof of
your love to store up in my heart. Give me the priceless
gift that is the only thing to keep me living till I
come back."
"Nicholas, Nicholas!" she whispered, with her
young breasts heaving against him. "I love you so!
I love you so!"
The moment of his triumph had almost been reached
when the Doctor, on his way down, saw something
glistening in the passage outside Kenyon's sitting-room.
He stooped and picked it up. He was puzzled
to see that it was a little brooch that he had given
to Belle on one of her birthdays. Her initials had
been worked on it in diamonds. For several moments
he held it in his hand, wondering how it could
have been dropped in that place. He was utterly
unaware of the fact that Kenyon lived in the house
which he knew to be given up to bachelors. Then
the blood rushed into his head. Almost for the first
time in his life the Doctor acted on the spur of
the moment. He was filled with a sudden sense of
fear before which his inherent shyness and hesitancy
were swept completely away. He tried to open the
door. It was locked. He hammered upon it, shouting:
"Let me in! Let me in!"
Kenyon, cursing inwardly, sprang up from the sofa.
"It's your father," he said. "Go and sit by the table,
quick, and pretend to be arranging these photographs."
He could have ignored that knocking, but the result
would be that the Doctor would go down to the landlady
and there would be a scandal. How in the name
of thunder did he know that Belle was in the room?
He dashed over to the mantel-piece, collected a handful
of his pictures and threw them on the table in
front of Belle, who, with a touch of panic, tried to
smooth her hair. Then he went to the door and
opened it.
"Good evening, Doctor," he said quietly. "This
is very kind of you. Belle is here helping me to pack,
and Peter should have been here, but I expect something
has detained him. Do come in." He saw the
brooch in the Doctor's hand and cursed Belle's carelessness.
As Dr. Guthrie entered the room the blood slowly
left his head. A feeling of intense relief pervaded
him. He saw Belle sitting at the table with the utmost
composure putting one photograph on top of
another. At his side stood the man who had recently
been his honored guest and who was the best friend
of his eldest son,—the man of whose sad loss he had
heard that afternoon from his wife. He thanked God
that everything was well and hastened to accept Kenyon's
suggestion that he had come there for the purpose
of saying good-bye to him. It saved him from
the appearance of having lost his head and made a
fool of himself. "I—I'm indeed grieved to hear of
your father's death, my dear Mr. Kenyon," he said,
stammering a little. "I was called to see an old friend
of mine who lives in this house, who isn't at all well,
and I thought I'd take the opportunity on my way
down——"
"I'm deeply obliged to you," said Kenyon, giving
the weak, nervous man before him the credit of having
seized the hint so quickly. "It helps me very much
to have so many good friends. I sail to-morrow at
two-thirty. This is a good opportunity for me to
thank you very much for your delightful hospitality.
Will you wait for Peter?"
"No; I think not, thanks," said the Doctor. "It's
getting late and, as you say, Peter has in all probability
been detained. Belle, dear, I think you'd better
come with me, now."
Kenyon was still quite placid and courteous and undaunted.
"Oh, but mayn't she stay until Peter turns
up?"
"I think not," replied the Doctor, astonished at his
own firmness. "It's very late."
"Curse it! Curse it!" cried Kenyon, inwardly.
But with a little smile he went over to Belle and gave
her his hand. "You've helped me a lot," he said. "I
can easily finish packing now. Good night and good-bye."
Choking back her sobs and full of resentment at
her father's clumsiness and interference, Belle rose and
allowed Kenyon to help her into her cloak.
By a strange accident she, like Graham, had been
saved from a disaster which might have followed her
into the future. God's hand must have been stretched
out to help that man, who, by his unconscious neglect,
had made it possible for these two children of his to
stand on the brink of irreparable misfortune.
Kenyon, keeping up a quiet flow of conventional
remarks, followed them down-stairs and out into the
street. He could have drawn Belle back into the hall
while the Doctor went out to the car, and kissed her
once again. But,—it was over, what was the use.
He watched her fling herself into the motor-car and
sit all hunched up with her hands over her face, and
then he took the Doctor's hand and shook it warmly.
All the angels in Heaven must have shuddered as he
did so, and cried, "Judas! Judas!"
"Good-bye again, then," said the Doctor. "I'm
deeply sorry for the reason that takes you away from
us. I hope we may see you again soon."
"I hope so, too," said Kenyon.
Standing in that quiet street he watched the automobile
drive away, and cursed. His mind was filled
with impotent rage. He felt as he did when he was a
child and some one had hurt him. He wanted to find
the thing which that some one treasured most and
break it all to pieces, and stamp on it. Then he returned
to his rooms, switched on all the lights, and with
a gesture almost animalish in its baffled passion, swept
all the photographs from the table.
He was kicking them savagely, one after another,
when he heard the whistle which he and Peter had
used at Oxford to attract each other's attention. He
ran to the window and opened it. There stood
Peter with a glint of moonlight on his great square
shoulders.
"Come up!" said Kenyon. "By God, my luck's
come back! Now I can make that old fool pay for
ruining my evening!"
With a fiendish scheme in the back of his head and
with a most unpleasant smile on his face, Kenyon went
over to the sideboard. He brought out two glasses.
In one he mixed a whiskey high-ball and in the other
he poured a concoction of neat whiskey and brandy,
adding everything else that his bottles contained,—a
mixture calculated to dull the senses even of the most
hardened drinker. Then he waited—still with this
unpleasant smile upon his face.
When Peter came in he looked tired and pale. His
boots were covered with dust and there were beads of
perspiration on his forehead. "I saw that you were
up," he said, "so I whistled. If you hadn't called out
I should have gone home. Hope you don't mind."
"Mind!" cried Kenyon. "I never was so glad to
see anybody in my life. You look like a tramp.
Where've you been?"
Peter threw his hat on the sofa and sat down heavily.
"I wasn't in the mood to go home to dinner. I've
been walking hard ever since I saw you. God knows
where I've been. At one time I stood under the
apartment-house in Gramercy Park. It's a wonder I
didn't go up and have it out again with Ranken Townsend.
But it wouldn't have been any use."
"Not the smallest," said Kenyon. "You'd only
have given him the satisfaction of standing on his hind-legs
and preaching to you. Will you have something
to eat?"
Peter shook his head.
"Well, then, have a drink." And he put the poison
in front of Peter. "I was going to drink to myself,—a
rather dull proceeding alone. Now you can join
me. On your feet, Peter, old man, and with no heel-taps,
I give you 'the new Peer! The most decorative
member of England's aristocracy,—Nicholas Augustus
Fitzhugh Kenyon, Eighth Earl of Shropshire,
master of Thrapstone-Wynyates—the man without
a shilling!' Let it go!"
Peter stood up, clinked his friend's glass with his
own, emptied it and set it down. "Good Lord!" he
said, with a frightful grimace. "What in thunder
was that?"
Kenyon burst into a derisive laugh. "'Some
drink,' as you say over here. Away goes your water-wagon,
Master Peter. Off you come from your self
made pedestal. Drunk and incapable will be the words
that will presently be very fitly applied to you, my immaculate
friend." And he laughed again, as though
it were a great joke. It would do him good to see
Peter "human," as he called it, for once, to satisfy
his sense of revenge—to pay out Dr. Guthrie for his
cursed interference.
Peter was glad to get back to his chair. "I don't
care what happens to me," he said. "What does it
matter? I've got nothing to live for—a father who
doesn't care a damn what becomes of me, and a girl
who's given me up without a struggle."
He had had nothing to eat since the middle of the
day. He was mentally and physically weary. Although
he was unaware of the fact, he had caught a
severe chill. It was not surprising that the horrible
concoction which Kenyon had deliberately mixed went
straight to his head.
Everything vile lying at the bottom of Kenyon's
nature had been stirred up. At that moment he cared
nothing for his friend's repeated generosity, his consistent
loyalty and his golden friendship. With a sort
of diabolical desire to amuse himself and see humiliated
in front of him the man who had stuck to his principles
so grimly, he filled his glass again, to make certainty
doubly certain. "This time," he cried, "I'll give you
another toast. Come on, now. On your feet again,
and drink to 'that most charming family, the Guthries,
and in particular to the eldest son—to the dear, good
boy who has run straight and never been drunk, and
has treated women with such noble chivalry. In a
word, to Peter, the virgin man.'" He raised his glass,
and so did Peter. This time the stuff almost choked
him and he set his glass down only half empty. But
he put on a brave front and sat up straight, laughing
a little. "Nice rooms, these," he said. "Large and
airy. Bit nicer than our first rooms at Oxford, eh?"
How different this hideous poison made him look.
Already he was like a fine building blurred by mist.
"It's extraordinary what you dry heroes can do
when you try," said Kenyon. "All I hope is that
you'll come face to face with your fond parent presently
when you fumble your way into your beautiful
home." He bent down and picked up his photographs
and went on talking as though to himself. "Yes,
there's some satisfaction in making others pay. I've
tried it before, and know. I remember that plebeian
little hunx at Oxford who was going into the Church.
His name was Jones,—or something of the sort. I
think he was a damned Welshman. He once called
me a 'card sharp.' I didn't forget it. The first
night he turned up in his Parson's clothes I doped him
and he woke up next morning in the gutter. I loved
it. Now, then, Peter, give me a hand with these
things and bring them across the passage to my bedroom."
He pointed to some books and left the room
with his photographs.
Peter got up unsteadily and rocked to and fro. He
picked up the books as he was directed and staggered
after his friend. He lurched into the bedroom and
stood in the doorway, supporting himself. "I'm—I'm
drunk," he said, thickly. "Hopelessly drunk.
Wha—what the devil have you done to me?"
Kenyon burst out laughing. Many times he had
threatened to do this for his friend, whose attitude
of consistent healthiness and simplicity had always
irritated him. He delighted at that moment in seeing
Peter all befogged and helpless and as wholly unable
to look after himself as though he were a baby.
"Now you'd better go," he said sharply. He was
tired with the episode. "I'm sick of the Guthries!
Go home and cling to your bed while it chases round
the room. I'll have mercy on you however to this
extent. I'll put you in a taxi. There's sure to be one
outside the hotel down the street. Come on, you hulking
ex-Oxford man. Lean on me. Rather a paradox,
isn't it? Hitherto I've always leaned on you."
He got his visitor's hat and jammed it on his head,
all cock-eyed. And then, still talking and jibeing and
sneering, he led the uncertain Peter down-stairs.
There were two taxicabs drawn up outside the hotel
to which Kenyon had referred. He shouted and
waved his hand. A chauffeur mounted his box,
manœuvred the car around and drove up, glad to get
a fare.
As he did so, a night butterfly flitted past, on her
way home. She had had apparently an unsuccessful
evening, for she stopped at the sight of these two men.
Her rather pretty, thin, painted face wore an eager,
anxious look. "Hello, dearie!" she said, and touched
Kenyon on the arm.
"By Jove!" said Kenyon to himself. "By Jove!"
He was struck with a new inspiration. He had
made his friend drunk. Good! Now he would send
him off with a woman of the streets. That would
complete his evening's work in the most artistic fashion,
and render Peter human at last. And who could tell?
It might hit the Doctor fair and square,—"the tactless,
witless, provincial fool."
"Wait a second," he said to the girl, and with
the able assistance of the driver put the almost inanimate
and poisoned Peter into the cab. Then he
turned. The night bird was eyeing him with a curious
wistfulness. She was too smartly dressed and the
white tops of her high boots gleamed sarcastically.
"Well, dearie?"
"There's a customer for you," said Kenyon, jerking
his finger towards the cab. "Take him home.
He has money in his pocket. Help yourself."
The girl gave the driver her address—which was
somewhere in the Sixties—and then, with a little
chuckle, jumped in and drew the door to behind her
with a bang that echoed through the sleeping street.
The cab drove away, and Kenyon's laugh went
after it.
He was revenged.
But for the chauffeur, a burly and obliging Irishman,
Nellie Pope's unwilling and unconscious customer
would never have reached her rooms. They were on
the top floor of a brown-stone house which had no
elevator. The struggle to earn his own daily bread
made the chauffeur sympathetic. So he got Peter
over his shoulder, as though he were a huge sack, and
carried him step by step up the narrow, ill-lit, echoing
staircase. On the top landing he waited, breathing
hard, while the girl opened the door with her latch-key.
"Where'll I put him?"
"Bring 'im into the bedroom," said the girl. "I'm
sure I'm obliged to you for the trouble you've taken,
mister. You'll 'ave a glass of beer before you go
down, won't you?"
"Sure!"
He lumped Peter on to the bed with an exclamation
of relief. It groaned beneath his dead weight. Mopping
his brow and running his fingers through a shock
of thick, dry hair, the Irishman looked down at the
great body of his own customer's evening catch. "I
guess I've seen a good many drunks before," he said,
"but this feller's fairly paralyzed. It's a barrel he
must have had, or perhaps he's shot himself with one
of them needle things. Anyway, he's a fine-looking
chap."
Nellie Pope, who had heard these remarks as she
was pouring out a bottle of beer,—it was one of
those apartments in which every sound carries from
room to room and in which when you are seated in
the kitchen it is possible to hear a person cleaning his
teeth in the bathroom,—went in and stood at the
elbow of the chauffeur. Switching on a light over
the bed she peered into Peter's face. Her own lost
most of its prettiness under the glare. There were
hollows and sharpnesses here and there, the roots of
the hair round her temples were darker than the too-bright
gold of the rest of it. There was, however,
something kind, and even a little sweet about her
English cockney face and shrewd eyes. "Yes 'e's a
fine looking chap, isn't 'e,—a bit of a giant, too, and
looks like a gentleman. Poor boy, I wonder what that
feller did to 'im!" She put her hand on Peter's head
and drew it back quickly. "'E's got a fever, I should
think. It looks as if I should 'ave to play nurse to-night.
Oh, I beg pardon, mister, 'ere's your beer."
The Irishman took the glass, held it up against the
light, made a curious Kaffir-like click with his tongue
and threw back his head. "I guess that went down
fine," said he. "One dollar and ten cents from you,
Miss, and I'll make no charge for extras." He held
out a great horny hand.
Nellie Pope opened her imitation gold bag. "Bin
out o' luck lately," she said. "Don't know whether
I've got—No, I 'aven't. Oh, I know!" With a
little laugh she bent over Peter again and hunted him
over for some money. Finding a small leather case
she opened it. It contained a wad of bills. With a
rather comical air of haughty unconcern she handed
the chauffeur two dollars. "Keep the change," she
said.
He laughed, pocketed the money, handed back the
glass and went off, shutting the door behind him.
Miss Pope, who had a tidy mind as well as an
economical nature, took the glass into the kitchen and
finished the bottle herself. And then, without removing
her hat and gloves she sat down and counted the
money that was contained in the case. "One hundred
and twenty-five dollars," she said. "Some little
hevening!"
She put the case into her bag, where it lay among
a handkerchief, steeped in a too-pungent scent, a small,
round box of powder, a stick of lip salve, and a few
promiscuous dimes. Then she took off her hat—a
curious net-like thing round which was wound two
bright feathers—her coat and her gloves. The latter
she blew out tenderly, almost with deference. They
were white kid. All these she put very carefully on a
scrupulously clean dresser. Singing a little song she
arranged a meal for herself on the table,—having
first laid a cloth. Bread, butter and sardines made
their appearance, with the remains of a chocolate cake
which had been greatly to the taste of her last night's
customer, who had not been, however, a very generous
person. Extremely hungry, she sat down and, with
the knowledge that her purse was full, laid on the
butter with a more careless hand than usual. While
she ate she enjoyed the bright dialogue of Robert
Chambers in a magazine which, having first broken
its back in order to keep it open, she propped up
against a bowl. Half way through the meal, she
jumped up suddenly. "'Ere!" she said. "You can't
leave that poor boy like that, you careless cat, and 'im
lying with a fever!" She went swiftly into the bedroom,
and once more stood looking down at the inert
form of poor old Peter. Then she laughed at the
difficulty of taking off his clothes, and with a shrug
of her shoulders started pluckily at his boots. She
hung the coat and waistcoat over the back of one
of the chairs,—there were only two,—and having
folded the trousers with great care, returned to her
supper. It was after two o'clock when finally she
crept quietly into bed.
A little over twenty-four years before, Nellie
Pope had been born to two honest, hard-working country
folk. They lived in a village of about two dozen
cottages a stone's throw from the great cross cut by
the Romans on the chalky side of Chiltern Hills, in
England. Her parents' quiver had already been a full
one and there was indeed very little room in it for
the new arrival. Eight other boys and girls had preceded
her with a rapidity which must have surprised
nature herself, bounteous as she is. The father, a
deep-chested, brown-bearded, very ignorant, but good-natured
man, worked all the year round on a farm.
His wages were fourteen shillings a week. The wife,
who had been a domestic servant, added to the family
pot by taking in washing and, if able, helping at the
big house when guests were there. Neither of them
had ever been farther away from their native village
than the town which lay in the saucer of the valley,
the steeple of whose church could be seen glinting in
the sun away below.
Little Nellai, as she was called, was thrown on her
own resources from the moment that she could crawl
out of the narrow kitchen door into the patch of garden
where potatoes grew and eager chickens played
the scavenger for odd morsels of food. Her eldest
sister was her real mother, and it was she who daily
led her little brood of dirty-faced children out into
the beech forest which stood in strange silence behind
the cottage. The monotonous years slipped by one
after another, enlivened only by a death or a birth or
a fight, or a very occasional jaunt to the town in one
of the farm wagons, perched up on a load of hay or
wedged in between sacks of potatoes. Little Nellai's
pretty face and fair hair very soon made her a pet
of the lady at the big house, and it was from this
kind, but mistaken person, from whom she obtained
the seeds of discontent which at the early age of sixteen
sent her into the town as a "help" in the kitchen of a
man who kept a garage. It was from this place, on
the main road to London, that Nellie Pope saw life
for the first time and became aware of the fact that
the world was a larger place than the little village
perched up so near the sky, and caught the fever of
discovery from the white dust that was left behind
by the cars which sped to London one way, and to
Oxford the other.
During this first year among shops and country
louts, Nellie became aware of the fact that her pretty
face and fair hair were very valuable assets. They
procured her candies and many other little presents.
They enabled her to make a choice among the young
men with whom to walk out. They won smiles and
pleasant words not only from the chauffeurs of the
cars which came into her master's garage to be attended
to, but also from their owners. Eventually it
was one of these—more unscrupulous than most—who,
staying for a few days at the "Red Lion,"
carried Nellie away with him to London, after several
surreptitious meetings in the shady lane at the back
of the churchyard. There it was that she saw life
with very naked eyes, passed quickly from one so-called
protector to another, was taken to the United States
by one of a troupe of gymnasts, and then deserted.
For two years she had been numbered among the night
birds who flit out after dark—a member of the oldest
profession in the world. There were, however, no
moments in her life—hard, terrible and sordid as it
was—when she looked back with anything like regret
at those heavily thatched cottages which stood among
their little gardens on the side of the hills. She
could put up with the fatigue, brutality and uncertainty,
the gross actuality of her present life, with
courage, cheerfulness and even optimism, but the mere
thought of the deadly monotony of that peaceful village,
where summer followed winter with inexorable
routine, made her shudder. The first pretty frock
which had been given her by the lady of the big house
had begun the work. The candies and the little presents
from the country louts had completed it; and here
she was, still very young, with a heart still kind and
with a nature not yet warped and brutalized,—a
danger to any community in which she lived, the deliberate
spreader of something so frightful that science
and civilization stood abashed in her presence.
Vanity has much to answer for, and out of nature
spring many plants whose tempting berries are filled
with poison.
It was in the bed of this wretched little woman that
the unconscious Peter slept that night.
It was ten o'clock in the morning when the weary
girl faced another day. She didn't grumble at the
fact that she had been frequently disturbed and had
watched many of the hours go by while she attended
to Peter with something of the spirit of a Magdalen.
She kept repeating to herself: "Poor boy! Poor boy!
I wonder what his mother would say if she saw him
like this."
She bathed his head, listened with astonishment to
his babbling, and tried to piece together his incoherent
pleading with Ranken Townsend and his declarations
to Betty of his everlasting love. She listened with
acute interest to the broken sentences which showed her
that this great big man-boy was endeavoring to stir up
his father to do something which seemed to him to be
urgent and vital, and she wondered who Graham was,
and Nicholas.
The first thing that she did when she was dressed
and had put the kettle on her gas stove to boil, was to
hunt through Peter's pockets to find out who he was.
It was obvious to her that he was not so much a customer
as a patient. She was a little afraid of accepting
the whole responsibility of his case. The only
letter she found was one signed "Graham," headed
with the address of an office in Wall Street. In the
corner of it was printed a telephone number. Graham,
it was plain to her, was a Christian name. She could
find no suggestion of the surname of the writer or of
the man who lay so heavily in the next room.
"I dunno," she said to herself. "Something has
got to be done. That boy's in a bad way. 'E's as
'ot as a pancake and I shouldn't think 'e's used to
drink by the way 'e takes it. Suppose hanything
should 'appen to 'im 'ere. I should look funny. What
'ad I better do?"
What she did was to have breakfast. During this
hasty meal she thought things over—all her hard-won
practicality at work in her brain. Then she put on
her befeathered hat and her white gloves, a second-best
pair of shoes, and went out and along the street,
and into the nearest drug store. Here she entered
the telephone booth and asked for the number that was
printed on Graham's note. By that time it was just
after nine o'clock. Having complied with the sharp
request to slip the necessary nickel into the slot, an
impatient voice recited the name of the firm. "I
want to speak to Mr. Graham," she said. "No such
name—? Well, keep your 'air on, Mister. I may
be a client—a millionaire's wife—for all you know.
I'm asking for Mr. Graham and as 'e's a friend of
mine, and probably your boss, I'm not bothering about
his surname. You know that as well as I do—Do
I mean Mr. Graham Guthrie? Well, yes. Who else
should I mean?" She gave a chuckle of triumph.
"All right! I'll 'old on."
In a moment or two there was another voice on the
telephone. "How d'you do?" she said. "I'm holding
a letter signed by you, to 'Dear Peter,'—Ah!
I thought that would make you jump—It doesn't
matter what my name is. What's that—? Yes, I do
know where he is. I've been looking after 'im all
night. Come up to my place right away and I'll
be there to meet you. Dear Peter is far from well."
She gave her address, and feeling immensely relieved
left the box. But before she left the store she treated
herself to a large box of talcum powder and a medium-sized
bottle of her favorite scent, paying the bill with
Peter's money. She considered herself to be fully
justified.
On the way home she dropped into a delicatessen
shop and bought some sausages, a bottle of pickles, a
queer German salad of raw herring chopped up with
carrots and onions, and carried these away with her.
On her way up-stairs—the bald, hard stairs—she
was greeted by a half-dressed person whose hair was
in curl-papers and who had opened her door to pick
up a daily paper which lay outside. "Hello, Miss
Pope! Anything doing?" "Yes," said Nellie Pope,
"the market's improving," and she laughed and went
on.
Peter was still lying inert when she bent over him
once more. She felt his head again, put the covers
about his shoulders, pulled the blind more closely over
the window, and after having put the food away returned
to make up her face. She wasn't going to be
caught looking what she called "second-rate" by this
Mr. Graham Guthrie when he came.
There being no need to practice rigid economy at
that moment, she gave herself a glass of beer and sat
down to pass the time with her magazine, in which
life was regarded through very rosy spectacles.
When finally she opened the door, in response to a
loud and insistent ring, her answer to Graham's abrupt
question: "Is my brother here?" was "Yes; why
shouldn't he be?" She didn't like the tone. The
word "here" was underlined in an unnecessarily unpleasant
manner.
"What's my brother doing here?" asked Graham.
"What d'you s'pose? Better go and ask 'im yourself."
"Where is he?"
"In bed, if you must know." The girl answered
sharply. She found her caller supercilious. She
followed him into the bedroom, telling herself that
this was a nice way to be treated for all the trouble
that she had taken.
Graham bent over the bed. "Good God!" he said.
"What's the matter with him?"
"Drink!" said the girl drily.
"Drink! He never drinks."
"Then 'e must 'ave fallen off the water-wagon into
a barrel of alcohol and opened 'is mouth too wide.
Also 'e's got a fever."
Graham turned on the girl. "How did he get
here?"
"In a cab. You don't s'pose I carried 'im,
d'you?"
"Where'd you find him?"
"I didn't find 'im. Some one gave 'im to me as a
present—a nice present, I must say."
"Don't lie to me!" cried Graham. "And don't be
impudent."
"Impudent!" cried Nellie Pope, shrilly. "Here,
you'd better watch what you're saying. I don't stand
any cheek, I don't, neither from you nor anybody
else, and I'm not in the habit of lying. I tell you I was
made a present of 'im. I was told to take 'im 'ome
by a young fellow on Forty-eighth Street, who 'ad
called up a cab."
"Forty-eighth Street,—are you sure?"
"Well, if I don't know the streets, who does? The
young fellow was a gent. He didn't talk, he gave
orders. He was tall and slight and he 'ad kinky hair.
Quite a nut. English, he was, any one could tell
that."
"Good God!" thought Graham—"Kenyon." He
sat down on the bed as though he had received a blow
in the middle of his back. Only an hour before he
had telephoned to Kenyon to say good-bye and wish
him a pleasant crossing, and all that he said about
Peter was that they had seen each other the night before.
"No doubt he's all right," he had said, in
answer to Graham's anxious question. What did it
all mean? What foul thing had Kenyon done?
Graham had been up all night waiting for his
brother. He had good news for him. He had pulled
himself together and gone to see Ranken Townsend
during the time that Peter had been walking the streets.
To the artist he had made a clean breast of everything,
so that he might, once for all, set Peter right in the
eyes of his future father-in-law. That was the least
that he could do. He had carried away from the
studio in his pocket a short, generous and impulsive
letter from the artist, asking Peter's forgiveness for
not having accepted his word of honor. Armed with
this, Graham had waited while hour after hour slipped
by, growing more and more anxious as Peter did not
appear. At breakfast he told his mother—in case
she should discover that Peter had not returned—that
he had stayed the night in Kenyon's rooms, as they
had much to talk about and one or two things to
arrange. He had been in the house when Kenyon
had rung up, apologizing for being unable to come
round, and thanking Mrs. Guthrie for her kindness and
hospitality.
And there lay Peter inanimate and stupefied. In
the name of all that was horrible, what had happened?
Graham got up and faced the girl again. "You
mustn't mind my being abrupt and rude," he said.
"I'm awfully sorry. But this is my brother, my best
pal, and I've been terribly anxious about him, and you
don't know—nobody knows—what it means to me
to see him like this."
"Ah! Now you're talking," said Nellie Pope.
"Treat me nicely and there's nothing I won't do for
you. If you ask me—and if I don't know a bit
more about life than you do I ought to—I have a
shrewd idea that your brother was made drunk,—that
is, doped. 'E was quite gone when 'e was put into the
cab, and from the way that kinky-headed chap laughed
as we drove off together,—I mean me and your
brother,—I should think that 'e 'ad it in for him, but
of course I don't know hanything about that. Perhaps
you do."
Graham shook his head. "No," he said; "I don't
know anything about it either. But what are we
going to do with him, that's the point? He's ill, that's
obvious, and a doctor ought to see him at once."
"That's what I think," said the girl, "and I don't
think 'e ought to be moved, 'e's so frightfully 'ot. 'E
might catch pneumonia, or something. What I think
you'd better do is to call up a doctor at once, get him
to give your brother a dose and give me directions as
to what to do. 'E can stay 'ere until 'e's all right
again, and I'll nurse 'im."
"Yes, but why should you——?"
"Oh, bless you, that's all right. I'm glad to have
something to do. Time hangs heavy. Besides, the
poor boy is just like a baby. I like 'im and you
needn't be afraid that I shall try to get anything out
of 'im, because I shan't."
Graham snatched eagerly at the proffered assistance.
He was intensely grateful. "Have you a telephone
here?" he asked.
Nellie Pope laughed. "What d'you take me for?"
she said. "I'm not a chorus lady. When I want to
use the 'phone I pop round to the drug store and have
a nickel's worth. That's how I got on to you."
Graham caught up his hat and left the apartment
quickly. One of his college friends was a doctor and
had just started to practice. He would ask him to
come and see Peter. He agreed with the girl that it
would be running a great risk to move Peter, and he
was all against taking him home in his present condition.
It would only lead to more lies and would
certainly throw his mother into a dreadful state of
anxiety.
While he was gone, Nellie Pope set to work to tidy
up the bedroom. She put her boots away in a closet,
got out a clean bedspread, rubbed the powder off her
mirror and arranged her dressing-table. This doctor,
whoever he was, should find her apartment as tidy as
she could make it. It was a matter of pride with her.
She still had some of that left. One thing, however,
she was determined about. The doctor must not be
allowed to look too closely at her.
Graham came out of the telephone box in the drug
store. Dr. Harding was unable, he said, to leave his
office for an hour and a half, when he would drive to
Nellie Pope's address and meet Graham in her apartment.
But as he was hurrying back to Peter's bedside,
Graham drew up suddenly. The rage that had entered
into his soul when he had gathered that Kenyon
was responsible for his brother's condition broke into
a blaze. Almost before he knew what he was doing
or what he was going to do when he got there, he hailed
a passing taxi and told the man to drive to Kenyon's
apartment. He remembered that the liner was not
due to leave until two-thirty. Kenyon would therefore
be at home for some time yet. He told himself
that he must see him—he must. He owed it to
Peter first, and then to himself as Peter's brother and
pal, to make Kenyon answer for this dirty and disloyal
trick. Yes, that was it, he told himself as the cab
bowled quickly to its destination. Kenyon must be
made to answer, or, at any rate, to offer some extenuating
explanation if he could. It would be something
that would make him wake up in the middle of
the night and curse himself if he let the opportunity
slip out of his hands to face Kenyon up before he went
immaculately, unquestioned and perhaps unpunished
out of their lives. How could he face Peter when he
was well again? How could he look at his own reflection
in the looking-glass if, for reasons of his personal
admiration of Kenyon and disinclination to force
things to an issue, he let him escape without finding
out the truth?
The cab stopped. Graham sprang out, paid the
man, ran up the flight of stone steps and rang the bell.
None too quickly it was answered by a girl with a mass
of black hair and a pair of Irish eyes which had been
put in with a dirty finger.
"Is Mr. Kenyon in?"
"Yes."
The hall was filled with baggage. A very distinct
"K" was on all the baggage tabs.
"All right!" said Graham. "I know my way
up."
Rather sharply Kenyon called out "Come in!"
when Graham knocked on the door of the sitting-room.
In a much-waisted suit of brown clothes, a brown
tie and a pair of brown shoes which were so highly
polished as to look almost hot, Kenyon was standing
with the telephone receiver to his ear. He was saying
"Good-bye" to one of the men to whom Graham
had been proud to introduce him and whose pockets he
had already lightened by a fairly considerable sum.
He finished speaking before turning to see who had entered,
and hung up the receiver.
"Oh, hello, my dear fellow!" he said. "I didn't
expect to see you. How extremely and peculiarly
pleasant!"
Graham wondered if he would think so by the time
that he had done with him. But, with a strong effort
of will, he kept his self-control. He intended to let
Kenyon give himself away. That seemed to be the
best plan.
Kenyon gave him no chance to speak. "Not satisfied
with wishing me 'bon voyage' over the wire, eh?
By Jove, this is most friendly of you. You'll help
kill the boring time before I drive off to the docks
with all my duly and laboriously labelled luggage.
Make yourself at home, old boy, and give me your
news."
He took his hat and stick and yellow gloves out
of the one comfortable chair and waved his hand
toward it.
Graham remained standing. Having seen Peter
lying in such a bed, inert and humiliated,—Peter, of
all men,—he resented Kenyon's suave cordiality and
glib complacency. "I've just come from Peter," he
said.
Kenyon burst out laughing. "Oh, do tell me!
How does he look? Is his head as big as the dome of
St. Paul's this morning? It ought to be. I gave him
the sort of mixture that would blow most men skyhigh.
It's never been known to fail."
"It hasn't?" said Graham. "So you did give it
to him!" he added inwardly. "Good! You'll pay
for that."
"I was amazed to see the thirsty way our abstemious
Peter lapped it down. I've a sneaking notion
that he liked it. It was on an empty stomach, too.
He seems to have been in an emotional mood yesterday—tramping
the streets. Ye gods, how these
sentimentalists go to pieces under the influence of a
bit of a girl! He came up here fairly late, just after
Belle—I mean, just after——"
"Belle? Was Belle here last night, then?" Graham's
voice rang out sharply.
"Yes," said Kenyon, with a curious smile. After
all, what did it matter now who knew? He was on
the verge of sailing and he hoped that he might never
see this family of Guthries again. "Yes, Belle was
here."
There was a look in the corners of Kenyon's eyes
that sent a spasm of fear all through Graham's body.
What was this man not capable of doing since he had
deliberately turned Peter, his friend, over to a street-walker,
having first rendered him senseless? "Then
I'm here for Belle, as well," he said to himself, "and
whatever you did you'll pay for that too."
There was an empty cardboard collar-box on the
floor. Kenyon gave it a spiteful kick. "Yes, Belle
and I had,—what shall I call it?—a rather tender
parting scene here last night,—quite tender, in fact.
All very amusing in the sum total of things, eh? I
was peculiarly ready for Peter when he dropped in.
And, by the way, how on earth did you find out where
he spent the night, learning, I trust, to shake off some
of his Quaker notions?"
"She rang me up," said Graham, whose fists were
clenched so tightly that every finger contained a pulse.
He was almost ready to hit—almost. He was only
waiting for one other proof of this dirty dog's
treachery.
"Oh, did she? Found your name and address in
Peter's pocket, I suppose. Well, she came along last
night at the exact psychological moment. The alacrity
with which she took dear old drunken Peter off my
hands at the merest hint had a certain amount of
pathos about it. He's off his immaculate perch now,
eh? He's left his tuppenny halo on a pretty sordid
hat-peg, at last, eh? He'll thank me for having done
it for him one of these days, I'll be bound."
Graham went slowly over to him. "Not one of
these days," he said with extreme distinctness.
"Through me, thank God, to-day—now."
Kenyon darted a quick look at the man who had
always caused him a considerable amount of inward
laughter, whom he had labelled as a precocious provincial.
He saw that his face had gone as white as a
stone—that his nostrils were all distended and that
his eyes seemed to have become bloodshot. No
coward, Kenyon had an inherent detestation of a
fracas, especially when he was dressed for the street.
He decided to avert a row with a touch of autocratic
authority. It had worked before.
"Let there be no vulgar display of pugilism here,"
he said, sharply. "If you don't like my methods, get
out!"
Everything in Graham's nature seemed to have become
concentrated in one big ball of desire to hit and
hit, and hit again—to hear the heavy thud of his
blows on that man's body—to see him lying squirming
and broken on the carpet with a receipt in full upon
his face for all that he had done.
"Put up your fist," he said, "or I shall have to hit
you cold."
"Curse you, get out!" cried Kenyon, catching
Graham one on the mouth before he was ready.
Graham laughed. He needed that. By jove, he
needed that. He let out his left. "That's for
Peter," he said.
Kenyon staggered. His left eye seemed to fill.
With a yell of pain he jumped in and hit wildly.
Graham waited a second chance and got it. "And
that's for Belle," he said. And his knuckles bled with
the contact of teeth.
Kenyon went in again. Chairs fell over and the
table was pushed aside. And all the time that he
failed to reach Graham's face he screamed like a horse
whose stable is in flames.
But Graham, cold, icy cold, and cooler than he had
ever been in his life, played with him. He had never
been so much a man in his life. He warded and
guarded and waited hoping that he might once more
feel the sting of pain that would make his last blow
unforgettable—epoch-making.
He got it,—but with Kenyon's foot.
And again Graham laughed,—for joy—for very
joy. Now he could hit, and hit honestly.
"You little gentleman!" he said. "You perfect
little gentleman—I've paid you for Peter, and for
Belle. Here's my debt, with a hundred per cent, interest
and then some."
The blow, hard and firm from the full shoulder,
caught Kenyon on the point of the jaw, lifted him
off his feet and laid him out full stretch on the broad
of his back.
For several moments, breathing hard, Graham stood
over him, looking down at the dishevelled, unconscious
dandy, with his bad blood all over his face and
clothes. His collar had sprung, his beautiful brown
tie had gone round under his ear, his shirt cuffs were
dabbled with red, one eye was bunged up and his mouth
was all swollen.
Then Graham rang the bell, and while waiting
tidied himself up in front of the glass in which he now
felt that he could look.
The girl came in and gave a shrill cry.
"Just see to that man, please. Cold water at once
will be the best thing."
He caught up his hat, went out, shut the door, ran
down-stairs, let himself into the street and was out of
sight and into a taxicab before the girl had recovered
herself.
"Paid in full," he said breathlessly to himself, as
he bound up his knuckles—"in full."
With wide-eyed anxiety, Graham, having driven
straight back, waited for the doctor's verdict. The
two young men stood alone in the little sitting-room.
With a touch of delicacy, which they were quick to
notice, Nellie Pope made no attempt to follow them in.
"Um!" said Dr. Harding. "A very close shave
from pneumonia. He can't be moved yet, unless, of
course, you'd like me to send for an ambulance.
That's up to you."
Graham shook his head. "No," he said. "I don't
want that. I think he'd better be—I mean I don't
want my father—Oh, well, I dare say you understand."
"Yes," said Dr. Harding, "I'm afraid I do. God
knows what the percentage of disaster is from men
having soused themselves like that. It seems to me
that your brother, who had obviously caught a severe
chill, must have set out deliberately to make himself
drunk, and mixed everything in sight."
Graham held his peace. But his blood tingled at
the knowledge that he had given Kenyon something
that he would never forget and which would make it
necessary for him to remain in the seclusion of his
state-room for some days at least.
The young doctor sat down and wrote a prescription
and went on quickly to tell Graham what to do.
Finally he rose. "I'll look in again this evening," he
said. "You'll be here, won't you? Of course we
shall get him all right in a couple of days or so,—that
is, right enough to go home,—but——"
"But what?" asked Graham.
"Well," said Dr. Harding, "I may have to
leave the rest of the treatment to your father." He
shook his head several times on his way to the door.
He had taken one or two close, examining looks of
Nellie Pope.
"Mr. Guthrie, you're wanted."
Graham turned sharply. Nellie Pope, waiting until
the doctor had gone, put her head in at the door.
"Come on in," she said. "Come on in!"
Graham followed her into the bedroom and bent
over Peter. Opening his eyes with some difficulty,
as though they hurt him, Peter looked about. The
room was strange. The face of the girl was strange.
The whole thing seemed to belong to a dream. Then
he recognized his brother. "You got away, then,"
he said.
"Got away?"
"Yes. By Jove, what a blaze! The last time I
saw you, you were carrying mother along the passage.
I could hardly see you for smoke. I got Betty out
into the street and dived back into the house. Father
was the only one left. Good God, what awful flames!
The library was red hot. I got into the middle of it,
choking and yelling for father, when something fell on
my head. Is he—dead?"
"No," said Graham. "He's all right."
A little smile broke out on Peter's face and he
sighed and turned over and went to sleep again.
Nellie Pope made a comical grimace. "I don't
wonder that 'e's been dreaming about a fire," she
whispered. She arranged the covers over Peter's
shoulder with a deft and sympathetic hand, and then
took Graham's arm and led him out into the passage.
"You've got your work. Push off. I'll see to the
medicine when it comes. Don't you worry. Get
back as soon as you can, and while you're away I'll
look after 'im like a sister. I like 'im, poor boy! My
goodness! why don't somebody put the lid on all the
distilleries? Half the troubles in the world 'ud be prevented
that way!"
Very reluctantly Graham acted on the girl's suggestion
that he should return to his office. He was in
the middle of very important work. He held out his
hand. "You're a damned good little sort," he said,
"and I'm intensely grateful."
Nellie Pope's eyes filled with tears. It had been a
long time since she had been treated so humanly or
had her hand so warmly clasped. But she screwed
out a laugh and waved her hand to Graham as he let
himself out.
She spent the rest of the day in and out of the bedroom.
With her eyes continually on her clock, she
devoted herself untiringly and with the utmost efficiency
to looking after her patient. To the very instant
she gave him his medicine and said cheery, pleasant
things to him every time she had to wake him up
to administer it. It was an odd and wonderful day
for her, as well as for Peter,—filled with many touches
of curious comedy, the comedy of life—and many
moments of queer pathos. Once she had to listen to a
little outburst of incoherent love, when Peter insisted
on telling her what an angel Betty was. Once she was
obliged to hear what Peter had to say about his father,
from which she gathered that this man was responsible
for the burning house from which this boy had only
just been able to escape alive, having saved his family.
The obsession of fire remained with Peter until the
evening, when he woke up with a clear brain, and
having taken his medicine, looked at her with new
eyes.
"What's all this?" he asked quietly. "Where am
I, and who are you?"
"Oh, that's all right," said Nellie Pope.
"Is it? Are you a nurse?"
"Yes," she said.
"Is this a hospital?"
"Yes,—that is, a nursing home," she said.
"Oh!" said Peter. "Where's Kenyon?"
"I don't know, dearie."
"What on earth was that filth that he gave me to
drink? I carried the books into his room, and then
I'm hanged if I can remember—I've got a most
frightful headache. Every time I move my head
seems to split in half. How long have I been here?
Was I poisoned, or what?"
"Now don't you talk or you'll get me into trouble.
You go off to sleep like a good boy. You'll be all
right in the morning."
"Shall I? That's good." And he heaved a big
sigh and obeyed. It was extraordinary how sleep
came to his rescue.
He was still asleep when Graham came back at six
o'clock. Nellie Pope opened the door to him. "'E's
getting on fine," she said. "You can take that line
out of your forehead. 'E's been talking quite sensibly
to me. What I don't know about your father and
your family isn't worth knowing."
Graham tiptoed into the bedroom, drew a chair up
to the side of the bed and sat down. And while he
waited for the time to arrive for Peter's next dose
many strange things ran through his brain,—his own
precocity—his own desire to be smart and become a
man of the world—his own evening in the little shabby
theatrical lodgings in Oxford with Kenyon—his
dealings with Ita Strabosck—the night he had spent
in his bed-room when Peter took his razors away—that
awful hour when he sneaked into his father's
laboratory and under the pressure of great trouble
forged his name. The only thing that gave him any
sense of pleasure out of all this was the fact that he
carried in his pocket a warm and spontaneous letter
from Ranken Townsend, which he knew would be
better to Peter than pints of medicine.
And while he sat watching, Nellie Pope ate her
sausage in the kitchen and finished the instalment of
the love story in her magazine.
What a world, O my masters!
It was late when Graham let himself into his
father's house that night. He had done many things
that day. He had also been through much anxiety.
He felt that he deserved the right to turn in at once
and sleep the sleep of the just. But Kenyon had said
that Belle had been alone in his rooms the night before
and the queer expression that had come into his
eyes as he made the remark lived most uneasily in
Graham's memory. He now knew Nicholas Kenyon
to be a skunk—an unscrupulous individualist devoid
of loyalty, incapable of feeling true friendship and in
every way unfit to have any dealings, unwatched, with
a girl unless she was in his own set or belonged to
the same class as the two chorus girls for whom
he had waited outside the stage door of the Oxford
Theatre.
He was well aware of the fact that Belle had been
something more than merely attracted by Kenyon.
He had even hoped that she might be engaged to be
married to him, being very proud to believe that some
day soon she might become the wife of the man under
whose spell he, like all the rest of the family, had
fallen. Now, however, in the light of Kenyon's
hideous treatment of Peter, he saw his one-time hero
with eyes from which all the glamour of his appearance
had disappeared and he was filled with an overwhelming
desire to see Belle at once and make it clear to her,
bluntly and finally, that she must clear Kenyon out
of her mind as a house is rid of vermin. Belle was,
as he well knew, a high-spirited, amazingly imperious,
independent girl, with strong emotions. She was not
one who would be turned lightly, or even driven, out
of a line of thought. She was, on the contrary, as
difficult to treat as an unbroken filly and could only
be managed with the lightest of hands. If she really
and truly loved Kenyon and still believed in him, he
knew that he could not say anything that would
prejudice him in her estimation, even by telling her
what he had done to Peter. She would be able to
produce reasons, however far-fetched, to make that
incident seem less ugly. There was, however, the
chance—just the chance—that she would be open to
conviction. After much inward argument and hesitation
he decided to go up to Belle's room, and if she
were not asleep, to have a little talk with her and find
out how the land lay, and if he could see any possibility
of adding to his punishment of Kenyon to do so by
putting him in his true colour before Belle.
It took him some time to come to this decision and
screw up his courage to face Belle. For nearly an
hour he paced up and down the quiet library, smoking
cigarette after cigarette. Belle was likely to tell him
to go and hang himself if she considered that he was
butting into her private affairs. He knew this,—no
one better. He had often done so before. He decided,
however, to run this risk and, in the hope that
she might still be up, went upstairs and stood for a
moment listening outside her door. He could hear
no sound in her room, no movement, no creak of a
drawer being opened or shut. He knocked softly and
waited,—was just going to knock again when the door
was opened.
With her beautiful black hair done for the night
and a pink kimono over her night-dress, Belle stood in
the doorway with an expression of surprised inquiry
in her eyes. These two had not taken the trouble to
be very good friends for some years.
"Oh, it's you, Graham," she said, but made no
move.
"It's awfully late, I know; but, if you're not too
tired, may I come in?" Graham hated himself for
being self-conscious. It seemed absurd with his own
sister. He wished then that he had not been quite
so selfish and self-contained since he had considered
himself to be a man, and had gone out of his way to
keep up his old boyish relations with Belle.
He was a little surprised when she said, "Come in,
dear," and made way for him. He noticed quickly as
soon as she stood under the light that her eyes were
red and swollen, and that there was a most unusual
air about her of gentleness and dejection. He noticed,
too, with immense relief, that a large photograph of
Kenyon in hunting-kit which he had seen standing on
her dressing-table had been taken away. A good sign!
The room was very different from Ethel's. It had
nothing of that rather anæmic ultra-modern air so
carefully cultivated by the younger girl. On the contrary,
everything in it was characteristic of Belle. It
was full of ripe colours and solid comfort. A mass of
silver things jostled each other untidily on the dressing-table.
A collection of monthly fashion papers with
vivid decorative covers lay on a heap on a chair, and a
novel, open in the middle, had been flung, face down,
on the sofa. There was no attempt at carefully
shaded lights. They were all turned on and were reflected
from the long glasses in a large mahogany
wardrobe. The carpet all round the dressing-table
was bespattered with white powder.
"I was reading when I heard your knock," she
said,—"at least I was pretending to read. Sleep was
miles away."
Graham sat down, hanging a pair of stockings over
the arm of the chair. "Why?" he asked.
"Oh, I don't know, I've been thinking,—for a
change. It's such a new thing for me that it knocked
sleep out of my head. Not nice thoughts, either."
She seemed glad to talk, Graham thought. "Anything
the matter, Bee?" he asked.
"I guess it's nearly a century since you called me
Bee," she said with a queer little laugh. "Would you
say that anything was the matter if you had just picked
yourself out of the ruins of a house that had fallen
about your ears?"
Graham got up suddenly, sat on the sofa at Belle's
side and put his arms round her shoulder. "Don't
dodge behind phrases, old girl," he said. "Just tell
me in plain English. Let me help you if I can."
But Belle shook him off,—not angry with him so
much as with herself. She detested weakness. This
unexpected kindness on Graham's part made her feel
like crying again. In her heart she longed for some
one to whom she could pour out her soul, and Graham's
affection almost caught her before she could
stop herself. Not to him, she told herself, nor to any
member of her family, was she going to confess the
sort of thoughts that had choked her brain ever since
that hour alone with Kenyon. Not even to Betty, to
whom she told most things, was she going to lay bare
the fact that, in the cold light of day, she found herself
deeply hurt and deeply humiliated at Kenyon's treatment
of her. In fact, she had herself only that night
begun to realize the state of her feelings and was still
suffering under the discovery.
Graham, whose nature and character were as much
like those of Belle as though they were twins, caught
her mental attitude as she stood struggling between
pride and a desire to tell the truth. It was as plain
to him as though she had already confessed that Kenyon
had done something which had shaken her belief
in him. His photograph, which had dominated her
room, had been put away. Her eyes were red and
swollen. All his sympathy was stirred. At the same
time he rejoiced in the eager thought that he had it
in his power to clear Kenyon finally out of her
mind.
He set to work quietly. "I'm going to tell you
about Peter," he said.
She turned quickly. "Peter? There's nothing
wrong with Peter, is there?"
"God knows how much wrong there is. I'm going
to tell you all I know. We're all in this,—through
Kenyon, and because we've been thoughtless fools
running amuck through life."
The idea of there being anything wrong with Peter
brought Belle quickly out of self-analysis and the self-indulgence
of her own pain. "Don't beat about the
bush," she said. "Please tell me. You told mother
this morning that he had stayed with Nicholas last
night."
"That was a lie. This is what happened. After
a rotten day worrying about an upset with Betty, he
went to see Kenyon late last night. He'd had nothing
to eat. I believe because Kenyon had been disappointed
about something earlier in the evening,—but
I only make a guess at that from the way he looked
when I saw him to-day,—he deliberately took it out
on Peter."
"On Peter? How?" Belle understood this disappointment
only too well.
"He made him drunk."
"Drunk!—Peter!"
"Dead drunk,—by doping him with a fearful mixture
of all the drinks he had. He had always threatened
to do it, and this time he caught Peter napping.
That was a foul enough thing to do anyway, but it
didn't satisfy him. He got him into the street and instead
of putting him into a cab and sending him home
he called a passing woman——"
"Oh, no!" cried Belle.
"Yes,—and gave Peter over to her and there he's
been, in her bed, in a little hole of an apartment, ill
and poisoned, ever since."
"Oh, my God!" cried Belle.
"The woman rang me up early this morning and I
got Ralph Harding to go and see what he could do.
I've been there most of the day,—except for ten minutes
with Kenyon—the best ten minutes I ever put
in—ever."
He got up and stood looking at Belle with a gleam
of such intense satisfaction in his eyes that she guessed
what he had done.
"That's our admirable friend Kenyon," he added.
"That's the man who shared rooms with Peter—whose
charm of manner got us all at Oxford, and who
was made one of the family by father and mother
when he came to this country. I hit him for Peter,
for you and for myself in that glorious ten minutes
to-day. I left him lying on the floor in his rooms
all over his own black blood, and if ever I meet him
again, in any part of the world, at any time of my life,
I'll give him another dose of the same sort—for Peter,
for you and for me—That's what I came to tell
you, Bee."
He bent forward and kissed her, turned round and
left the room.
That was Kenyon, Graham had said.
Standing where he had left her, with this story of
utter and incredible treachery in her ears, Belle added
another count to Graham's indictment,—that of trying
to seduce her without even the promise of marriage,
when her grief at parting with him made her
weak.
For a moment she stood chilled and stunned. That
was Kenyon—All along she had been fooled—all
along he had been playing with her as though she
amounted merely to a light creature with whom men
passed the time. It was due to her father,—of all
men, her father,—that she stood there that night,
humiliated but unharmed, with her pride all slashed
and bleeding, her self-respect at a discount, but with
nothing on her conscience that would make her face
the passing days with fear and horror.
She suddenly flamed into action. "Yes; that's
Kenyon!" she thought, and making a sort of blazing
pounce on the middle drawer of her dressing-table she
pulled it open, took out the large photograph of a man
in hunting-kit, and with queer, choking cries of rage
and scorn, tore it into shreds and stamped upon the
pieces.
Belle got very little sleep that night. Having
finally decided, on top of her talk with Graham, that
Kenyon had intended to treat her much in the same
way as he had treated Peter, she endeavored to look
back honestly and squarely at the whole time during
which that super-individualist had occupied her
thoughts. She saw herself as a very foolish, naïve
girl, without balance, without reserve and without
the necessary caution in her treatment of men which
should come from proper training and proper advice.
She laid no blame upon her mother,—that excellent
little woman whose God-sent optimism made her
believe that all her children were without flaw and
that the world was full of people with good hearts
and good intentions. She blamed only herself, and
saw plainly enough that she had allowed her head to
be turned by her father's sudden acquisition of wealth
which made it unnecessary for her to be anything more
than a sort of butterfly skimming lightly through life
without any duties to perform—without any work
to occupy her attention—without any hobbies to fill
her mind and give her ambition. She felt like some
one who had just escaped from being run over in the
streets, or who, by some divine accident, had been
turned back from the very edge of an abyss. It was
indeed a night that she could never forget in all her
life. She lay in bed in the dark room with her eyes
wide open, hearing all the hours strike one by one,
watching herself with a sort of terror and amazement
passing through Oxford. All the incidents that had
been crowded into that short and what had appeared
to be glorious week, came up in front of her again, especially
the incident in the back-water with Kenyon and
the night of the ball at Wadham College. These were
followed in her mind by the scene in the library in her
father's house, and finally that dangerous hour in
Kenyon's rooms when, but for the intervention of that
man who seemed of so little account, she might have
been placed among those unfortunate girls of whom
the world talks very harshly and who pay a terrible
price for their foolishness and ignorance. And when
finally she got up, tired-eyed but saner than she had
been since those good, strenuous days of hers at her
college when she had intended to make art her mission
in life, she told herself with a characteristic touch
of humour that the reformed criminal was a very good
hand at preaching, and made up her mind to go along
to Ethel and improve the occasion. It was very obvious
to her that if she did not do this nobody would,
and she was eager to give a sort of proof of the fact
that she was grateful for her own escape by giving
her young sister the benefit of her suffering. And
so she put on her dressing-gown and went to her sister's
room—the little sister of whom she was so fond
and proud.
Ethel was sitting at her dressing-table doing her
hair. There was a petulant and discontented expression
on her face. Still shamming illness, she had not
yet recovered from the smart of what she called Jack's
impertinence. There was a surprise in store for her,—she
who believed that she had managed so successfully
to play the ostrich.
"Why, Belle!" she said. "What's the matter?
You look as though you had been in a railway accident."
Belle sat down, not quite sure how she would begin
or of the sort of reception that she would receive.
She always felt rather uncouth in the presence of this
calm, self-assured, highly finished little sister of hers.
"Well," she said, "I have been through a sort of
railway accident and a good many of my bones seem
to have been broken,—that's why I'm here. I want
to stop you, if I can, from going into the same
train."
"I don't think I quite understand you."
"I don't suppose you do, my dear, but you shall—believe
me." And then, in the plainest English she
gave Ethel the story of her relations with Kenyon,
without in any way sparing herself. And when she
came to the parting scene in Kenyon's rooms she
painted a picture that was so strong and vivid—so appalling
in its proof of foolishness, that she made even
Ethel forget her complacency and sit with large, frightened
eyes.
Then she got up and began to walk about. "I'm
not a fool," she said, "and this thing is going to teach
me something. Also, I'm not a coward and I've told
you all this for a reason. You think that you're a very
wise little person, kiddie, but in reality you're no better
than I am, and just as sentimental and every bit
as unwatched and as resentful of guidance. Why are
you here instead of being at school? You think no
one knows that. Well, I do. You're playing ducks
and drakes with mother and father and your education
in order to have what we call a 'good time.'
You have shammed sickness so that you could have
an adventure with the boy next door."
"How d'you know that?" cried Ethel.
"Easily enough, my dear. I was told by the girl
who used to bring your thermos up to this room and
who had caught you with the boy. Two days ago she
left to be married, but before she went she blurted
out the whole story. It wasn't for me to interfere
then. I didn't much care, to tell the truth,—in fact,
I thought it was rather a good joke. I rather admired
you for the cunning way in which you had arranged
everything. I thought you were a good sport.
I don't know how far it has gone, but I hope to Heaven
that you've not been quite so insane as I was. I'm
not going to tell mother or do the elder sister stunt,
or anything of that sort. I'm just going to ask you to
chuck it all and go back to school and play the game
for a change, and to try to bear in mind that you owe
father and mother something,—a thing we all seem
to have forgotten,—and when you do go back, just
remember—and always remember—what I've told
you about myself. We're very much alone, you and
I,—like two girls who are staying in a house with
somebody else's father and mother,—and so let's help
each other and get a little honesty and self-respect
and see things straight. What d'you say, dear little
sister?"
Ethel got up, and with a complete breakdown of all
the artificiality so carefully instilled into her by her
fashionable school, slipped into her sister's arms and
burst out crying.
It was not until the next afternoon that Peter was
allowed to get up. His superb constitution had stood,
rock-like, against the chill which the doctor's medicine
had helped to throw off. He had done full justice
to a broiled chicken which Nellie Pope had cooked
for him; but when, having put on his clothes, he stood
in front of the looking-glass, he felt as though he had
been under a steam-roller and flattened out.
"Good Lord!" he said, when he saw his pale, unshaven
face. "Good Lord!" But he was very
happy. He had read and re-read Ranken Townsend's
generous apology. Betty was waiting for him—thank
God for that.
And then he began to look round. Was this a
nursing home? The dressing-table, with its tins of
powder and a large dilapidated puff, its red stuff for
lips, its shabby little brushes and a comb with several
of its teeth gone, looked as though it belonged to a
woman,—poor and struggling. The door of the
closet, which gaped a little, showed dresses hanging
and a pair of very high-heeled boots with white uppers.
He opened a drawer in the dressing-table. It
was full of soiled white gloves, several veils neatly
rolled up, and a collection of small handkerchiefs. A
strong, pungent scent rose up from them.
An ugly suspicion crept slowly into his mind. He
looked at the bed with its frilled pillows, at the flower
papered bare walls, at the rather worn blue carpet, at
the flimsy wrap hanging limply on a peg on the door
of the bath-room, at the little bed-room slippers tucked
away beneath one of the white, painted chairs——
He turned and called out: "Nurse! Nurse!"
Something in his tone brought Nellie Pope in quickly.
He was standing with his hand on the big brass
knob of the bed. "You told me that this was a nursing
home," he said.
The girl laughed. How should she know what
Peter had done with his life—of the ideal that he
kept so steadily in front of him? She only knew the
other kind of men. "So it is," she said. "It's my
home and I've had to be your nurse. Pretty well
put, I think. Don't you? 'Ow d'you feel, dearie?
A bit groggy on your pins?"
The girl's cockney accent, her made-up face, her
cheap, smart clothes were noticed by him for the first
time. Her insinuating, cheerful manner and that
sort of hail-fellow-well-met intimacy that was all about
her, came to him with a new and appalling meaning.
He had been spoken to by just such women in London
after dark, and on Broadway and its side streets as
he passed. They belonged to the night life of all
great cities. They were the moths who came out
attracted by the glare of electric light. Good God!
What was he doing in that place?
The keen remembrance of this woman's inestimable
kindness, the supreme lack of selfishness which had
inspired her to bend so frequently over his bed, the
charity of her treatment of him as he lay ill and helpless,
made him anxious above everything else not to
hurt her feelings. But there were things that he must
know at once,—urgent, vital things which might affect
all the rest of his life. There was Betty his love-girl—the
girl who was to be his wife—who was waiting
for him with the most exquisite and whole-hearted
trust——
"I want you to tell me how I came here," he said.
Nellie Pope went over to the dressing-table.
"That's easy," she replied lightly, adding a new coat
of color to her lips. "The night before last, not having
'ad any luck, I was 'aving a last look round and
'appened to be in Forty-eighth Street just as you staggered
out of a 'ouse on the arm of a young gent. I
reckoned 'e didn't 'ave any use for me, being outside
'is own place, but I passed 'im the usual greetin' from
force of 'abit, just as 'e 'ad called up a taxi. With a
funny look on 'is face,—a curly smile I called it to
meself,—'e suddenly gave me orders, lumped you into
the cab, blind to the wide, and told me to get in and
take you 'ome, and 'elp meself to any money you 'ad
on you. Well, I did, and the next instalment of the
serial you know as well as I do. Feeling weak, old
dear?"
Peter sat heavily on the foot of the bed.
Nellie Pope went on,—simply and naturally, like
one who is glad to talk, glad to hear her own voice,
indescribably, pathetically glad to be in the company
of a man who asked for nothing, who was not a guest,
but a friend—a fellow-creature down on his luck.
"Me and Graham," she said,—"and, I say, what a
good-looking boy that is, and fairly devoted to you,
dearie,—well, 'im and me think that you must 'ave
done something to get the goat of this young feller.
'E doped you, that's certain, and then passed you off
on me. Enjoyed the joke, as it were, too, according
to what I noticed. Is that likely?"
Peter didn't answer. The joke—? Back into his
mind came the many things that Kenyon had said to
him at Oxford: "You need humanizing, old boy.
You want to be hauled off that self-made pedestal of
yours. One of these days you'll come to an unholy
crash—" Back into his mind also came Kenyon's
taunts made to him as he stood with his back to the
fireplace in the library the night after they had returned
from having seen Ita Strabosck: "You're blind!
Blind! I tell you, and in that room sits a man whose
patients you may become."
Utterly ignorant of the feeling of revenge which
had surged through Kenyon's brain after Belle had
been saved by the Doctor, it was borne in on Peter, as
he sat on the bed of this poor little night-bird, that Kenyon
had set out on purpose—with calculated deliberation—to
make him human, as he called it, before he
returned to England. He had made him drunk in
order to carry out the joke. He had given him something
to render him insensible, well knowing that in
no other way could this fiendish desire be fulfilled.
"What time is my brother coming?" he asked.
Nellie Pope was busy daubing powder on her face.
"Not until about nine o'clock," she said. "'E and
me talked it over this morning. The idea is that you're
coming in on the train that arrives at the Grand Central
at eight-forty-five. Now don't forget this. You
stayed the night in your friend's apartment, but you
couldn't see 'im off the next morning because you'd
taken on a bit of business for 'im which meant going
out of town. Your brother is going to meet you at
the station. That's the story. And you're going
'ome together. 'E went back to get one of your bags.
'E will sneak it out of the 'ouse and bring it round here.
Oh, I think we're pretty good stage managers, 'im and
me. You see, the notion is that Ma mustn't be upset.
Poor little Ma!"
"What's to-day?" asked Peter, whose whole body
seemed suddenly to have been frozen.
"Sunday, dearie."
"Then I've been here two nights?"
"That's so," said the girl.
Peter was consumed with a desire to explore the
apartment. He wanted to discover whether there was
another bedroom. "Are you comfortable here?" he
asked, a little clumsily.
Nellie Pope was rather flattered at his interest and
so genuinely delighted to see this great big man-boy
on his feet again that she could have broken into a
dance. "Come and 'ave a look at my suite," she said,
laughing at the word she chose. "You know the
bedroom,—I don't think you'll forget that in a
'urry. On the right I 'ave the sitting-room which I
only use for my customers, preferring to sit in the
kitchen, which we now come to." She led him into
it, with her hand on his arm—she was apeing the
manner and the phraseology of the guide. "In this
bright little apartment, beautifully furnished with a
gas stove and dresser—not exactly Jacobean—a
plain, but serviceable Deal table and a nice piece of
linoleum which 'as worn very well, the sometimes
popular Miss Nellie Pope passes most of 'er leisure.
'Ere she cooks her own meals and washes up after
'erself,—she's a very neat little thing,—and before
going out on the long trail in all weathers, reads about
life with a big L in the magazines, in which 'eroes
with curly 'air, who stand about six-feet-six, make
'onest love to blondes with 'eads like birds' nests, who
are nearly always about six-feet-one, and never fail
to wear silk stockings,—and there you 'ave it. A
charming suite for a single lady who earns 'er own living.
The only drawback to it is that the rent 'as to
be paid monthly in advance, and the blighter who collects
it gives no grace. This is the sort of thing:
'Say! Got that rent?' 'Well—' 'Come on now,
ain't got no time to waste here. Pay up or get
out—' I tell you what it is, dearie, there's a little
Florida in Hell for them men who let out apartments
to us girls, and the heat there is something intense."
She laughed, but there was a curious quiver to it.
Behind all her badinage and cheery pluck Peter could
see a vein of terror which touched his sympathies.
Poor little painted, unfortunate thing! Was there no
other way in which she could live and keep her head
above water? He sat down and leaned on the table
with his elbows. "Will you tell me," he said, "what
brought you to this?"
"Brought me to it?" Nellie Pope shot out a
laugh. "You dear, funny old thing!" she said.
"Nothing brought me it. I chose it."
"Chose it! Chose this?"
"Yes, this! A great many of us choose it. It's
the easiest way. That shocks yer, doesn't it,—you
who come from a comfortable home and whose sisters
'ave everything they want. But, you listen to
this and don't be too fast to pass judgment. I was
one of a big brood of unnecessary kids. My father
earned fourteen shillings a week by grubbing in the
earth from daybreak till sundown and my mother
took in washing. We lived perched up on a 'ill among
a dozen dirty little cottages. What was the outlook
for me? Being dragged up with meat once a week
and as a maid-of-all-work down in the town, being
ordered about by a drab of a tradesman's wife, with
not enough wages to buy a new 'at and a little bit of
finery for Sundays, and then be married to a lout who
got drunk regularly every Saturday night and made
me what mother was,—a dragged, anæmic, dull animal
woman, working up to the time I 'ad a baby and
working directly afterwards,—no colour, no lights,
no rush and bustle, no decent clothes to put on, no independence.
Yes, I chose it, and if I 'ad my time over
again I should choose it again. See! It's the easiest
way. Oh, yes, we die young and nobody knows where
we're buried, but we've 'ad our day, and it's the day
that every woman fights for, the same as every man.
Oh, by the way, 'ere's your purse!" She pushed it
over to Peter.
"My purse?" he said.
"Yes; don't you recognize it? It hasn't got so much
in it as it 'ad, because I was told to 'elp meself, and
I did. I 'ave jotted down what I 'ave taken; 'ere's
the account." She held out a piece of paper on which
Peter could see a list of spendings, which included a
taxicab fare and a nickel for telephoning. At the end
of it there was an item entitled "Fee, thirty dollars."
Peter shuddered. He pushed the remainder of the
money back to her across the table. "Please keep it,"
he said.
Nellie Pope laughed again. She was full of laughter.
"I hoped you'd say that," she said. "It'll come
in mighty useful."
Peter felt in his pocket and took out his cheque-book.
He looked about and saw a bottle of ink and a
pen on the dresser, with a piece of dilapidated blue
blotting-paper. Watched with peculiar interest and
excitement by Nellie Pope, he got up, went over to the
dresser and wrote a cheque. "Will you accept this?"
he asked. "I wish I could make it larger. But if
it was ten times the amount it couldn't possibly cover
my gratitude to you. You've been awfully kind to
me. Thank you, Nellie." He held it out.
The girl took it and gave a little cry. "Five hundred
dollars! Oh, Gawd! I didn't know that there
was so much money in the world." She burst into
tears, but went on talking. "Mostly I can't afford to
cry, because it washes the paint off my face, and it's
very expensive. But what do I care, with this blooming
cheque in my 'and? I shall be able to take a little
'oliday from business and, my word, that's a treat.
God makes one or two gentlemen from time to time,
'pon my soul he does. Put it there, Peter." She held
out her hand with immense cordiality and gratitude,
and Peter took it warmly.
But he had discovered what he wanted to know.
There was only one bed in that apartment, and back
into his mind came Kenyon's words. "Blind! Blind!—both
of you—and in that room sits a man whose
patients you may become."
Graham was before his time. He hurried in, as
anxious to get Peter out of that apartment as Peter was
to go. He found his brother sitting on one side of the
kitchen table and Nellie Pope on the other. Both
had magazines. The girl tore herself out of the marble
house of the heroine's father with reluctance.
Peter had been holding his magazine upside down for
an hour. He had been looking right through it and
into his father's laboratory. There was not even the
remote suggestion of a smile on his pale face when
Graham threw open the door.
"Come on, old man," urged Graham. "The taxi's
waiting."
Peter got up. "Well, good-bye, Nellie," he said.
"I'll come and see you soon."
The girl darted a quick look at him. She saw that
she was mistaken. "Oh, yes, that'll be very kind of
you. I 'aven't got any friends."
"Yes you have," said Graham,—"two."
Nellie Pope led the way into the narrow passage,
stood on tiptoe, made a long arm and got Peter's hat
off the peg. Then she stood in front of him and her
lips trembled, although her well-practised smile curled
up the corners of her mouth. "Not good-bye, but orevoy,
eh? Well, good luck and God bless you. I shall
miss you both most awfully. It's been a fair treat to
'ave you 'ere."
Peter waved his hand and went down the bare stairs.
His knees felt weak and shaky and his eyes seemed
to be at the back of his head. He drew back to let a
woman pass. She cocked her golden head at him with
an enquiring eye and a flash of teeth and pushed open
the half-closed door of an apartment. Her high-pitched
metallic voice rang out. "Say, Kid, there
goes Nellie Pope's boarder. By Gosh, don't yer think
some one oughter stop her?"
The two boys drove home in silence. They had
both caught the meaning of those significant words.
Graham, the self-imagined man of the world, who
had picked up a large collection of half-facts—as all
the precocious do—but who, for all that, or in spite
of that, had walked into the trap set by Ita Strabosck
without the faintest perception of his danger, threw
those words aside. Everything would be right, he
told himself, and if he had been coming out of Nellie
Pope's apartment in the ordinary way and had overheard
her rival's loud comment, he would simply have
shrugged his shoulders, like the rest of the young men
of his type and spirit, and knowing only the tail end of
the truth, told himself that all men take "chances"
and that the odds were largely in his favor. And
what would this attitude of puerile bravado have
proved? That he and all the men like him were just
as much a menace to society from knowing the half-facts
which did nothing more for them than allow
them to take "chances," as the men who were wholly
ignorant and so blundered blindly into tragedy.
To Peter, the words of the painted woman came as
a finishing blow. In his crass and culpable ignorance,
into which Kenyon had flung one most terrific fact,
he came away from Nellie Pope not knowing whether
he was immune—not able to assure himself that he
was safe. Think of it! Big and strong as he was,
he remained a mere child in the matter of plain, necessary
and urgent truths, and if ever a man knew himself
for a fool he was Peter Guthrie, as he drove home.
No less grateful to God than ever for having been
assisted to go through Harvard and Oxford clean and
straight, he cursed himself for not having sought out
the facts of life,—not from grinning and salacious
arguments of half-informed young men, but from a
proper source,—since his father had not conceived
it to be his duty to give them to him early in his life.
If Kenyon had not opened out a new and awful vista
of thought the night that he talked about Graham and
Ita Strabosck, Peter's ignorance, so jealously and mistakenly
preserved, would have remained so colossal that
he would have gone home humiliated, but unworried.
As it was, this one thing at any rate—this one most
awful thing—had sunk into his mind, making him
dangerously less ignorant but without proper knowledge.
He arrived home a prey, therefore, to the most
hideous fear.
Luckily there were people dining with his father
and mother. Belle had gone out of town for several
days, suffering from the shock of finding out the truth
about Kenyon, and Ethel had returned to school.
Peter was able to go up to his own room unnoticed.
Graham, whose loyalty and concern had been good to
see, went up with him and threw the suit-case into a
corner.
"Gee!" he said, with a touch of emotion that he
made no attempt to hide, "but I'm glad you're home,
Petey." It was many years since he had called Peter
by the name that he had gone by in the nursery. He
seemed to have come so close to his big brother during
those recent hours.
Peter did a surprising thing. He turned quickly,
strode over to Graham, put his arm round his shoulder
and kissed his cheek. For just those few moments
both men had gone back through the years and were
little boys again.
Two things happened to Graham. He blushed to
the roots of his hair, and swallowed something that
threatened to choke him.
"You said you had something on, didn't you,—supper,
or something?" said Peter.
"Yes; but I'll cut it out if you want me to."
"No, don't. Why should you? I feel pretty rotten
and I shall turn in right away. Don't bother about
me any more, old man."
"I'd rather stay with you."
"Yes, I know you would, old boy, but you push
off and have a good time. As a matter of fact, I
rather want to—to be alone for a bit. D'you see?"
"All right, then." And to show that he had become
a man again and his own master, Graham went off
whistling the latest tango.
And by letting his brother go at that moment, Peter
did a very unwise thing. He was still weak and ill.
His brain, which had not recovered itself from the
effects of Kenyon's poisonous mixture, was in no condition
to be tortured by solitary thought. He needed
to be kept away from self-analysis—to be set to work
on the ordinary commonplaces of everyday life. Most
of all, his thoughts required to be put to rest by sleep.
Left to himself, Peter sat down, almost in the dark,
with his arms folded, his legs stuck out and his chin
buried in his chest, and thrashed the tired machinery
of his brain into action. All that had happened in
the last forty-eight hours coming on top of the suffering
that he had undergone through having been
separated from Betty and having failed to bring about
the new relationship with his father, upon which he
had set his heart, gradually became distorted. He began
to look at everything through an enormous magnifying
glass and to see himself, not as one whose
loyal, simple and unsuspicious nature had been taken
advantage of by Kenyon, but as a common drunken
creature who had had to be lifted into a cab and who
had spent two nights in the apartment of a woman
of the street. He began to look at himself with so
deep a humiliation and disgust that the mere thought
of his ever again holding Betty in his arms seemed
outrageous. And having by stages, made conceivable
by the condition of his health and the strain that had
been put upon him by all the things that had happened
since his return from England, come up to this morbid
and hyperconscientious point in his self-condemnation,
he stood up suddenly, obsessed by a new and appalling
thought. He said to himself: "I'm not only
unworthy of Betty, I'm unclean, and so unfit to live."
And having seized at that with the avidity and even
triumph that comes with a sudden disorder of the understanding,
he began to dramatize his death—to ask
himself how to make it most effective. And then his
father entered his thoughts. "Ah!" he cried inwardly.
"Father—it's father who is responsible—it's
father who must be made to pay! I'm his eldest
son. He's very proud of me. He shall come into the
room to-night in which he spends all his time for the
benefit of other men's sons and find the one he neglected
lying dead on the floor. That's it! Now I've got it!
There's a hideous irony about this that'll sink even
into his curious mind. I'd like to be able to see his
face when he finds me. There'd be just a little satisfaction
in that."
If only Graham could have come back at that moment,
or the little mother to put her arms round that
poor, big, over-sensitive, uninitiated lad and bring him
out of his mental dejection with her love and warmth!
There was a revolver somewhere among his things.
He had bought it when he went camping during one
of his vacations from Harvard. He hadn't seen it
for several years. With feverish haste he instituted
a search, going through one drawer after another,
flinging his collars and socks and all his personal things
aside, talking in a half-whisper to himself, until, with
a little cry of glee, he found it with a box of cartridges.
And then, with the most scrupulous care he loaded it,
slipped it into his pocket and crept out of the room
and downstairs. The door of the drawing-room was
ajar. He heard laughter and the intermingling of
voices, heard some one say "Good-bye." He dodged
quickly past, through the library and into the room in
which he had last stood with his hand on the shaking
shoulders of his father. He would give him something
to weep about this time,—yes, by jove, he would!
He would make him wake up at last to the fact that
his sons were human beings and needed to be treated
as such!
He welcomed the fact that away in the distance a
storm had broken with the deep artillery of thunder,
and that already heavy rain was swishing down on the
city. It fitted into his half-maddened mood.
He shut the door. He walked quickly about the
room, speculating as to the most effective place to
be found outstretched. He had a decision and then,
so that there might be no loop-hole for his father, sat
down to write a final indictment.
Time fled away. He covered page after page of
note paper, pouring out all his soul, making a great
appeal for the right treatment of Graham and his sisters,
and finally signed his name, having scrawled in
his large round writing, "This is my protest."
The storm had come nearer. Outbursts of thunder
rolled over the house followed by stabs of lightning.
He then deliberately placed himself on the chosen
spot, cocked the trigger and put the cold barrel of the
revolver to his temple.
There was a sort of scream.
Peter swung round, with his nerves jangling like
a wire struck suddenly with a stick.
There stood his father, unable to form a sentence,
his face grey, his eyes distended and his arms thrown
out in front of him.
Peter was angry, like a child disturbed just at the
moment when he was planning a surprise.
"Why couldn't you have come in five minutes
later?" he cried out, with queer petulance.
The Doctor tottered forward and peered into his
son's face. "Why were you going to do that? Tell
me, tell me!"
"You'd have found it all there," said Peter, pointing
to the pages which he had left on the desk. "Not
very nice reading, I can assure you. But if you
want me to tell you instead, I will. And then you can
see how a man dies, instead of finding him dead. Perhaps
this is the best way, after all."
He went to the door and locked it, still holding the
revolver. The sight of his father did not stir any
pity or sympathy in his heart. On the contrary, it
added to the fever that had attacked his brain and acted
as an irritant. He went back and stood in front of
the grey man. There was an expression of contempt
on his altered face. The pattering of heavy rain
against the windows seemed to please him. Nature,
like himself, seemed to have burst into open protest.
"Sit down," he said.
The Doctor obeyed. The blaze in his son's eyes
contradicted his unnatural calmness. He had to deal
with temporary madness. He could see that, and he
was chilled with a sense of impending danger in which
the most poignant solicitude was mixed.
"Now," said Peter, weighing his words with odd
deliberation, "you're going to hear something that'll
shake you out of your smug self-complacency and your
pitiful belief that everything is all right in this house—You're
a good man, a better man than the average
father. There's nothing in your life that isn't to your
credit. Even since you had children you've worked
like a dog to give them a better education than you
had, and you've gone without things to provide us with
money and make things easy. We all know that and
we're grateful. We all know that we ought to be
proud of you as a doctor—as a man who has made
discoveries and added to the scientific knowledge of
your profession. Well, we are proud of you. But
in the last words that you'll hear me speak I'm going
to tell you what you've failed to do and why, in spite
of all your kindness and unselfishness, not one of your
children respects you or loves you, and why I, your
eldest son, have got to put an end to myself because
of your neglect."
Dr. Guthrie sprang to his feet. The calculated
cruelty of this indictment was more than he could endure.
"What does this mean? If you don't respect
and love me, the others do. In what way have I neglected
you?" He stood up to Peter like a man,
whipped into sudden anger.
Peter liked that. It meant that he could hit out
and put facts into naked words without feeling that
he was ill-treating a weakling. "That's what I'm
going to tell you," he said. "But there's lots of time
and I'm not going to leave anything out. What makes
you think the others respect and love you? Do they
ever tell you so? Do they ever tell you anything?
Do they ever go out of their way to come in here for
a little talk? And if they did come in would you get
out of your shell far enough for them to see that you're
a human being? Would you meet them half-way in
their desire to get something besides your money from
you? Have you ever once in your life been sufficiently
inspired with a sense of your responsibility as to make
you get up and leave your work and come among us
to play with our toys and get known? Have you ever
once in all the years that we've been growing up been
courageous or wise enough to take Graham or me for
a walk and tell us any one thing that we ought to
know? In what way have you ever neglected us? In
the most vital way of all. We could have done without
your money and the education that you've been
so delighted to give us. We could have done without
comfort and servants and good food and easy times.
They mean nothing in the sum total of things that
count. Most men never have them at the beginning.
They make them. What you've never given us is
yourself. And we needed you. What you've never
given us is common sense. You've been a good father
in every inessential way, but no father at all in all that
goes to make us men. You've lived in a fool's paradise.
You've let us find our own way. You've not
given us one human talk—one simple fact—one word
of warning. You've utterly neglected us because
you're a coward and you've hoped and trusted that
others might tell us what you've been afraid to say.
Afraid,—to your own flesh and blood,—think of it!"
The Doctor cried out again. He realized much of
the truth of all this. He had confessed himself to be
painfully shy to his wife many times and had spent
God knew how many anxious hours wondering how
he could get to know his boys. But it was too much
to stand and be whipped by his son.
"There are thousands of fathers who hold my
views and act as I have acted," he said.
"And there are so many thousands of sons who have
to pay for those views that you and men like you spend
your lives in trying to save them."
The Doctor drew in his breath. "Wh—what d'you
mean?" he stammered.
"Ah! that gets you, doesn't it? Now you're beginning
to see what I'm driving at, don't you? Put your
mind back to the night you found Graham here with
me. You saved him from forging your name, and
that was good. But what led him up to that? Did
you ask yourself? Did you go to Graham and gain
his confidence? Did you wonder whether there was
a woman behind it all who would never have come into
his life if you had dealt by him like a man and a father,—the
sort of woman who has made necessary
these things round your laboratory and caused you
to bend over your experiments for years and years?"
"Good God! What do you mean?"
Peter raised his voice. "Why should your sons be
immune? What have you ever done to render them
so? Why am I now standing here with this revolver
in my hand? Look at me! A few hours ago I had
health and everything in the world that makes life
worth living, except a father. At this moment, because
I've never had a father, I'm so terrified that I
should be a criminal if I married the girl I love that
I'm going to kill myself."
"Why? What have you done?"
"I've been two nights in the bed of the sort of
woman whose work you are trying to undo."
The Doctor staggered, and then rose up in his
wrath. "You have? You, my son,—with such a
mother—with such home influence! You mean to
tell me that you've descended to such depths of immorality
that you've gone back on everything that your
education has made of you? It's unthinkable—unbelievable.
You must be a mere animal to have done
such a thing."
What else he would have said in his emotion and
horror no one can say.
A cry of pain and rage rang out. The injustice of
his father's narrow, inhuman point of view, his inability
to show him, even by his impending death, that
he must wake up to his duty and stand by Graham
and his sisters, sent the blood into Peter's fevered
brain.
"My God!" he cried. "You dare to talk like that
to me? You dare to kick me in the face after I've
told you that I'm ignorant—without listening to my
explanation as to how I got into that woman's apartment.
All right, then, I'm not going to be the only
one to pay. You shall take your share of it. The
sins of the children are brought about by the neglect
of the fathers, and we'll go and stand together before
the Judge to-night for a verdict on that count."
He raised the revolver, aimed it at his father's head,
put his finger on the trigger——
There was a blinding flash of lightning. A yellow
quivering flame seemed to cut the room in half between
the two angry men——
An instant later the Doctor saw Peter standing with
both hands over his face. The unfired revolver lay on
the table in all its ugliness. And presently, when he
had realized what had happened, he went nearer.
"God didn't intend that you should do that," he said.
And then his voice broke and he went forward to put
his arms round Peter's shoulders. "Give me another
chance, my dearest boy!" he cried. "Give me another
chance!"
But before he could reach his son the great big hurt
boy crumpled and fell in a heap at his feet.
For three weeks Peter's bedroom was the one room
in the house to which the eyes of all the family were
wholly turned. There, in the dark, he lay a victim to
an attack of brain fever. Never in a condition of
great danger, poor old Peter was ill and the Doctor,
who, better than the rest, knew that death has many
doors through which life goes out, eyed the specialist
who had been called in with pathetic eagerness.
The little mother and Belle were joined at once by
Betty, and the three women sat very close together,
speaking and even thinking in whispers during the first
two days. To the one whose first child he was and
the one who waited to be his wife, Peter meant everything
good that life had for them, and in their terror
that he might be taken away their imaginations ran
ahead, as they always do in moments of such poignant
anxiety, and they were afraid to look out of the window
in case they should see Death, the black camel,
kneeling at the gate.
While the shadow seemed to rest on his house, Dr.
Guthrie did many things. First of all he went over all
the terrible words that Peter had said to him that
bad and unforgettable night. With great humbleness
and deep emotion he accepted them as the truth. He
sat for hours at his desk with his hands over his face
and tears leaking through his fingers. Metaphorically
he placed his old hard-working, concentrated self in
the criminal stand and his new startled, humbled and
ashamed self in the Judge's seat and summed up his
life as a father. It was very plain that he had failed
in his duty to his boys. He had made no great effort
to conquer that queer shyness which had affected him
from the beginning. He had allowed his children to
grow up to regard him as Bluebeard. He had thrown
upon his wife's slight shoulders all the onus of the
responsibility for the human development of their
characters, and because she had succeeded while they
were young he had, like a coward, neglected to step in
and take upon himself his obvious duty when they had
grown old enough to need more—much more—than
the soft guiding hand of a mother. He had allowed
them to make an early start,—the girls, as well as the
boys,—without understanding the vital necessity of
duty and discipline which he alone could inspire in
them, because no man or woman in all the country,
in any school or college, gave a single thought to either.
He had hidden behind a hundred weak and foolish excuses
in order to avoid the so-called difficulties of
speaking manfully to these two embryo men. He had
permitted them to grow out of boyhood without giving
them the benefit of his own uninitiated struggles, or
the simple warnings and facts which take the glamour
away from temptation and make straight ways easy.
He "took chances," and hoped that some one else
might by accident give them the facts of sex or that
they would find them out themselves, as other young
men were obliged to do,—never mind how.
Remorse and regret made Hell for this man in
those honest hours,—this good, exemplary, distinguished,
self-made man whose name would live
by his professional efforts and scientific discoveries
and who had succeeded in everything except as a
father.
And then he called Graham into his room, and sitting
knee to knee with his second son, was brave enough
to tell him wherein he now knew that he had failed and
asked of him, as he had asked of Peter, for another
chance. It was a pathetic and emotional talk that
these two had, during which both told the truth, hiding
nothing, reserving nothing. The outcome of it was
good for them both, as well as for Peter. They went
together to see Nellie Pope and heard from her lips,
to the Doctor's unspeakable thankfulness, that Peter
was in no danger from her. From that time onwards
that little, kind, wretched girl became one of the Doctor's
patients in the proper hospital, eventually to be
placed by him at work which rendered the need for
her following her chosen profession unnecessary.
And finally the day came when Peter was able to
receive visitors, and a very good day it was. The little
mother went in first—she had the right. Peter
was sitting in his dressing-gown by the window. To
his intense relief he had just passed through the hands
of a barber, whom he had asked to make him look a
little less like a poet. He turned his head quickly towards
the door as his mother went in. His old high
spirits had returned. The sun was shining and life
looked very good. His imagination made him as well
aware of the fact that his mother had been through
some of the most anxious hours of her life as though
he had seen her sitting in her room below with a drawn
white face and her hands clasped together. He got up
and went to meet her. He took her in his arms and
held her very tight. What they said to each other was
far too sacred to put into cold print. They spoke in
undertone, because the trained nurse kept a jealous eye
upon her patient and moved in and out of the dressing-room
adjoining. The interview was not allowed to
be a long one. The last thing that Peter said to his
mother made her very happy. "I think that the Governor
and I are pals," he said. "I think we've found
each other at last. Isn't that just about the best thing
you ever heard?"
In the afternoon Belle was allowed in. To his great
relief she told him in her characteristic, concise way,
how she felt about Kenyon. He caught her young, she
said—marvellously young, "and if he should ever
come back to New York all he'll get from me will be
two fingers. I've quite recovered. So you may take
that line out of your forehead, old boy. One of these
days when you're out and about again we'll walk about
four times round the reservoir and I'll tell you something
of what's been going through my mind while
you've been ill. In fact, we'll have a very substantial
pow-wow about Nicholas Kenyon, and I don't think
we shall leave him quite as immaculate as he usually
is by the time we've finished, do you?"
"No," said Peter, "I don't. All the same, I'm
grateful to him for one thing. He has brought father
out of his shell,—that's about the best thing he
ever did in his life."
There was something amusing as well as touching
in the way in which the two brothers met again. It was
the next morning early. Peter was still in bed, with
his hair all frowzled and the remains of sleep still in
the corners of his eyes. Graham had ten minutes
before he was obliged to leave the house to go downtown.
"Hello, old sport!" said Graham.
"Hello, sonnie! Rather a hot thing in ties, that,
eh?"
Graham cleared his throat and put his hand rather
self-consciously to the black-and-white effect newly
designed by his pet firm of haberdashers. "I think
it'll make the senior partner blink all right," he said.
"How d'you feel this morning?"
Peter showed his teeth. "I'm sitting up and taking
nourishment. Probably before the end of the
week you'll see me in shorts and a zephyr sprinting
round the park before breakfast."
"I'd like to," said Graham, and he held out his
hand.
Peter took it and gave it a scrunch which had in
it nothing of the invalid. "Give my love to the
subway," he said, "and my kind regards to Wall
Street."
Graham grinned, waved his hand and left the room.
He found it necessary to blow his nose rather hard on
his way down-stairs. "Oh, Gee!" he said to himself.
"Oh, Gee! Only think if Peter had—" He didn't
allow himself to finish the thought.
And then came Betty, and the way in which she
and Peter came together—the way in which they
stood only a step or two from the door, inarticulate
in their love and thankfulness, was too much even for
the trained nurse, to whom love and death and the
great hereafter were mere commonplaces. She withdrew
to the dressing-room and stayed there for a whole
solid quarter-of-an-hour, eliminating herself with a
tactfulness for which Peter blessed her and Betty became
her friend for all time.
"My baby!" said Peter. "We shall have to begin
all over again. We're almost strangers."
But Betty shook her head. "No," she said. "No.
There hasn't been one moment during all this time that
I haven't been with you."
And Peter nodded. "That's dead true," he said.
And then they sat down very close together and the
things they said to each other are lost to the world,
because we joined the nurse in the next room and shut
the door.
It happened that the anniversary of Doctor and Mrs.
Guthrie's wedding day,—they had been married twenty-eight
years,—fell on a Sunday that year.
The night before, at dinner, the little mother, thankful
and happy at having Peter back again at the table,
asked a favour. In having to ask it, instead of simply
saying that she desired her children to go with her
to church the next morning, she proved her knowledge
of the fact that she had joined the ranks of mothers
whose children have outgrown them.
Mrs. Guthrie was, however, one of those rather rare
women who had grown old gracefully. The hand of
time, whose natural treatment she had made no
sort of endeavor to combat, had added to her beauty.
Optimism, a steady faith in God and His goodness, and
the usual gift of accepting whatever came to her without
kicking against the pricks, had mellowed her. It
was without any of the spirit of martyrdom that
cakes the nature of those women who have not been
able to acquire the best sort of philosophy that she
frankly made this very natural and easily fulfilled desire
a favour. Peter was well again and she wanted to
kneel before the altar of the Great Father and give
thanks, surrounded by her children, on the anniversary
of the day that made her a wife.
The family had grown out of the habit of going to
church,—Belle was tired, as a rule, after a late Saturday
night, Graham was an inveterate week-ender,
Ethel was a modernist, and Peter played golf,—and
so, when they all agreed without any argument the little
mother was almost as surprised as she was delighted.
The conspiracy of silence which the family had
tacitly agreed upon during their recent trouble, in order
to spare her from unhappiness, left Mrs. Guthrie
wholly without any knowledge of the fact that they
were all glad of an excuse to join her in church, because
they all felt a curious eagerness to listen to the
simple, beautiful service with which they had grown
up and to kneel once more—more humbly and sincerely
than ever before—in the house of the God who
had been instrumental in their various escapes.
It would have been better if Mrs. Guthrie had not
been so carefully shielded—if she had been made to
share with the Doctor the blame,—at any rate for the
mistakes which the two girls had made,—from the
fact that she had let go the reins of duty and discipline
with which she had held them in their early years and
given them their heads—if she had been strong
enough and wise enough to maintain over Belle and
Ethel, without autocratically putting a stop to their
having "a good time," the authority of respect, won
by love and the exercise of sympathy and common
sense—if, in short, she had not been content to slip
into a position that allowed these high-spirited girls
to say to themselves quite so early in their lives, "Oh,
poor, dear little mother doesn't understand. She
doesn't know anything that modern girls have to go
through." She was shielded because it was understood
that she was a sort of sleeping partner—not
an active member of the firm. She was regarded as
being so sweet and soft and old-fashioned that she
couldn't possibly appreciate the conditions of the times
in which the girls lived. Their early positions had
become reversed. It was the girls who mothered their
mother.
It was a strangely silent party that returned home
that Sunday morning, headed by the Doctor and the
little mother. Betty had been invited by Mrs. Guthrie
to join them and was to stay to lunch. It was while
they were in the hall, and just as Betty had gone upstairs
with Mrs. Guthrie, that the Doctor turned
quickly. "I want you all to come to my room," he
said. "I won't keep you more than a few moments,"
and led the way.
Wondering what was going to happen, but taking
trouble to avoid catching each other's eyes, Peter,
Graham, Belle and Ethel followed their father across
the library into the room which, for the two boys, had
associations that they were never likely to forget,
and for the two girls had hitherto been a place to
avoid.
As soon as they were in the room the Doctor shut
the door and, from force of habit, went over to his
desk. With one thin hand on it, and with a shaft
of winter sun on a face that was very lined and pale
he stood there for a moment in silence. His lips trembled
a little, but there was a look in his eyes behind
those strong glasses that his children had never seen
before.
"Peter, Graham, Belle and my little Ethel," he said
brokenly, "I'm going to ask you all, on a day that
means a great deal to your mother and to me, and
so to you, to forgive me for not having been all that I
ought to have been to you I know that I've failed
in my duty as a father. You have always been my
most precious possessions and it is for you that I've
worked so hard and so closely, but because of all that
I went through as a child and because I never struggled
as I ought to have done to overcome a foolish
shyness that has made me self-conscious, you and I
have never been friends—have never understood each
other. I take all the blame for whatever you have
done that has made you suffer and of which you are
ashamed. Very humbly, I stand before you now and
ask you, as I asked Peter, here, in this room, to give
me another chance. Let's make a new beginning from
to-day, with the knowledge that I love you better than
anything in the world. I want you all to meet me half-way
in future, to look upon me no longer as the shy,
unsympathetic, unapproachable man who, by accident,
is your father, but as your closest and most intimate
friend whose best and dearest wish is to help you and
listen to your worries and give you all the advice in
his power. I want this room to be the place to which
you'll always come with the certain knowledge that
you'll be welcomed by me with the greatest eagerness
and delight. Don't let there be anything from to-day
onwards that you can't tell me. Promise me that. I—I've
told myself two or three times that it's too late
for me to be of any use to you—that having failed I
could never repair my mistake or ever hope to win
your confidence and friendship."
His voice broke so badly that he was unable to
speak, and the painfulness of this strange little scene
was almost more than those young people could bear.
It hurt them enough to stand facing a man who
opened his soul for them to gaze into, especially when
that man was their father. It was dreadful to see him
blinded by tears in the middle of an appeal which they
all realized called for such extreme courage and
strength of character to make.
They all wanted to do something to help him and
force him out of a humbleness that made them horribly
self-conscious. It was Peter who did it. With
two strides he stood at the Doctor's side and put his
arms round his shoulder.
The Doctor looked up into the face of the great
big, tender fellow, whose eyes were eloquent, and
smiled. Then he found his voice again and forced
himself to the bitter end of what he had determined to
say. "Something in the way you've all treated me
since Peter has been ill," he said, "has given me hope.
That's why I put myself in your hands, my dears.
Shall we make a new beginning? Will you take me
into your friendship? Will you all give me another
chance?"
With a little cry from her heart Belle went forward
and put her arms round her father's neck, and Ethel,
with hot tears running down her face, crept up to
him and put one of his hands to her lips. Graham
bent over the other, which he held tight, and Peter,
who had longed for this moment through all his illness,
didn't give a curse who heard his voice break,
patted the Doctor on the back, and said: "Dear old
man, my dear old father!" over and over again.
THE END
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