"OH, THAT WORD 'REGRET!'"
"Ah, rosebud mouth for kisses made,
And are you not the least afraid?
And do not know, my little one,
What mischief kisses sweet have done,
O'er all the world and through all time,
In every age and every clime?"
—D. L. Proudfit.
"I think we shall find her here under her favorite
tree," said Earle Winans as he and Lord Chester came
down toward the river.
It was the morning after the picnic, and Earle had gone
after breakfast to the station to meet his friend, Lord
Chester.
Precious and Norah, with the ever faithful Kay, had
gone down to the river as soon as the dew was dry on the
grass.
Precious sat under an apple tree with her dog at her
feet. Norah chose another tree close by and resumed her
favorite lace knitting.
It was a scene of the most exquisite beauty, and the
spirit of peace seemed brooding over the spot.
The orchard trees were pink with bloom, and the soft
green grass was studded with violets, pale yellow cowslips
and golden buttercups. Overhead arched a sky as blue as
that of Italy, and in the sweet warm sunshine the blithe
birds were flitting and singing, while the hum of bees in
the may blooms blent in the music of the river rippling
along at the young girl's feet.
She had taken along a book to read, but she had not
opened it yet. She was gazing dreamily at the river, now
and then throwing flowers on the swift-flowing stream and
watching them drift away out of sight.
So the young men came upon her unawares, and when
Lord Chester saw her he started with keen delight at the
lovely vision. When he had told Ethel how much he
admired her sister's portrait she had answered that it was
flattered, that Precious was not half so beautiful.
He realized instantly that Ethel had spoken falsely
that day.
Precious Winans, in her white gown and with her pearl-fair
face, velvet-blue eyes, and cloud of golden ringlets,
was the most exquisite beauty he had ever beheld. She
looked like a young angel strayed away from paradise,
and when she raised to his her liquid eyes, so
clear and innocent, he saw mirrored in their depths a pure,
true soul.
Then Earle said in his most genial tone:
"Precious, this is Lord Chester. You must be very
friendly with him, for some day he will be your brother.
He tells me he is engaged to Ethel."
"I am very glad," Precious answered simply.
She rose and put out her hand to him. He clasped it
a moment with lingering pressure, and while he held it
felt himself grow dizzy with a rapture so keen it was akin
to pain.
"From my swift blood that went and came,
A thousand little shafts of flame
Were shivered in my narrow frame."
He murmured something in a low voice, he scarcely
knew what; then Earle said carelessly:
"I will leave you two to entertain each other while I go
over and tease Norah a little."
He turned away and left the pair together—two young
romantic hearts in that romantic spot.
Precious stole a shy glance at her companion, and her
girlish heart thrilled with admiration for his manly
beauty.
How grand and handsome he was! so tall, so graceful,
his complexion so clear and pale, his eyes such a splendid
dark-gray, his close-clipped hair such a shining chestnut
brown, where it lay in careless waves on his broad white
brow.
They sat down close together, and Kay, after one or
two suspicious sniffs, threw himself on Lord Chester fawningly,
recognizing him as his comrade on the eventful
occasion when their combined powers had saved Precious
from the fire.
"Kay remembers you," said Precious softly. "It was
to you and him I owed my life that night. I—I—have
wished to thank you so often, but now words fail me. Oh,
Lord Chester, I cannot express my gratitude. I was so
young to die like that—to leave the beautiful gay world!"
She spoke as if life was a great boon. She was so
young and fortunate, she did not dream of all the sorrow
the world contained; she had a horror of death, that is so
welcome to many.
"Do not thank me for doing my duty. It is reward
enough for me to be sitting here looking at you and listening
to you," he answered gently, as he caressed the mastiff
that fawned at his knee, and his words were simple truth.
It gave him a keen and subtle pleasure to breathe the
same air with Precious. The sky was bluer, the air
sweeter, the sunshine more golden, the bird songs sweeter,
because they two were together there, smiling at each
other.
"Tell me about papa and mamma," she said, after a
moment's silence.
"They are well. I saw them yesterday. I went to the
capitol with your mother and sister. Your father made
a great speech on the tariff—the most brilliant and telling
effort I ever heard from his lips. He was applauded to the
echo. The galleries went wild."
"Dear papa. If I only had been there!" she cried, and
her eyes kindled with pride.
"In the afternoon," he continued, "I attended Mrs.
Winans and Ethel to the reception at the White House
given by the president to the cabinet ministers, senators
and representatives. It was a grand affair, and the banquet
was magnificent."
"What did mamma wear? And Ethel?" she queried,
with feminine curiosity over silks and laces.
Lord Chester laughed and said:
"Very few men can describe a woman's dress. I'm not
an adept at it, but I remember how they looked. Your
mamma wore a pale silvery-blue brocade, softened by
dainty real lace and pearls and diamonds. She looked
very beautiful. Your sister looked like a queen, in a
white silk embroidered lavishly with gold. Her hair was
arranged in Grecian style with a fillet of gold studded
with rubies. She had so many admirers it was difficult
for any one to get within speaking distance."
"Dear Ethel, she is so beautiful. She looks like papa,
with his splendid eyes and rarely sweet smile! How I
wish I had been there with them! But mamma has
promised that I shall come out in society next winter. I
shall be past seventeen then—too young, mamma and
Ethel say, but papa is on my side, and we shall carry the
day!" with a sunny, willful smile.
"You are General Winans' favorite, I know," returned
the young man, smiling, and he said to himself that he
applauded her father's taste. His betrothed was very
beautiful and queenly, but her sister was the realization of
a man's ideal of everything lovely and lovable.
"I wonder if they thought of me moping here in the
country!" continued Precious softly.
"Yes, I am sure they did, for I heard your father saying
to his wife that he had been thinking of you all the
afternoon, and that he really must get away Saturday and
spend Sunday with you at Rosemont."
"Oh, I shall be so glad. I shall beg him to let me go
home with him," she cried beamingly. "Didn't they
send me any message by you, Lord Chester?"
"They didn't know I was coming. It was after I had
left them that evening I received the telegram from Earle
to join him here for a day or two. I didn't have time to
leave a note for Ethel; had to hustle to catch my train,
you know. I can send her a line to-day."
Earle sauntered back to them, saying:
"I am going to the house now. Have some letters to
write. Do you care to come now?"
"Do you need me?"
"Not for two hours yet."
"Then I will stay here with your sister awhile longer,
if she will let me. I am lazy to-day, and this dolce far
niente suits my mood exactly."
"Stay, then, for you certainly look the perfection of
indolence. Precious, you can bring him back when you
get ready."
He turned away and then Norah called:
"I must go back, too."
"I am coming presently," Precious answered coaxingly,
as she pulled Kay's ears.
Lord Chester picked up her book from the grass.
"You were reading. Perhaps I disturb you?" interrogatively.
"You may read to me, if you will. I should like it very
much," she answered, leaning her golden head back
against the tree, her eyes half closed and dreamy, a pensive
smile on her rosebud lips.
Seen thus she looked adorable. He gazed at her
earnestly and felt as if he would give the world to kiss
those exquisite crimson lips.
Then he pulled himself together with a pang. He was
betrothed to Ethel. What right had he to feel his heart
throb faster at the sight of her sister's beauty? Those
luscious pouting lips were not for him.
The little blue book opened at random in his hand.
His eyes fell on a suggestive line:
"Devils laugh when mortals kiss."
The young man started and trembled. Then he read
on:
"Alas, and who shall count the cost
Of human souls for love's sake lost?
For peasant's hut and kingly crown,
And rural dell and stately town,
And vineyards ripening in the sun,
And kingdoms by the strong arm won,
And armies marshaled for the fray,
Have been overthrown and swept away,
Betrayed and wrecked and lost for this,
The needless harvest of a kiss!"
He was silent so long that the dreamy, half-shut eyes
unclosed and looked at him in wonder.
"Are you not going to read?" she asked in a tone of
disappointment.
"I don't think my voice is in tune to-day. I'm hoarse
as a raven. I'll read you a verse and then you will cry,
'Hold! enough.'"
She laughed, and Lord Chester began:
"A sweeter, sadder thing,
My life for having known you,
Forever with its sacred kin,
My soul's soul, I must own you
Forever mine, my friend,
From June to life's December—
Not mine to have or hold,
But to pray for and remember."
His voice was discordant with the hoarseness of subtle
pain. He let the little book fall on the grass.
"You see?" he said.
"Yes you do not read well," she answered frankly.
"But how can I amuse you? Shall I read to you, or
talk?"
"Neither," he replied with a forced smile. "Let us
sit very, very quiet for awhile and listen to the river.
It has a voice, you know, and when we listen thoughtfully
it will repeat over and over some one word, according to
your fancy. Then you shall tell me what it said to you
and I will confess what it said to me."
"What a romantic thought! but I like it," cried Precious,
and for some time both remained silent; listening
to the low, monotonous ripple of the river.
She did not know that he wanted to be silent awhile
to fight a battle with his own heart, to gain strength to
bear a cross of pain.
"Well?" he asked her presently in a gentle voice.
She answered pensively:
"It kept whispering, whispering over and over, one
sad word: 'Regret! regret! regret!'"
"Mine was similar," said Lord Chester. "Its burden
was, 'Too late! too late! too late!'"
He looked at her, and she lost her pensive air and smiled.
"I felt quite solemn while I was silent," she said.
"And it was several minutes before I could make out the
river's words. I am sorry they gave us plaintive words."
"I was wondering," he answered dreamily, "whether
each would catch the same word."
"Oh, that would have been very amusing," cried
Precious.
"Yes," he answered gently, "there was one word—one—that
I should have liked it to echo to both our hearts.
I should have taken it for a prophecy."
"What word?" asked Precious with innocent curiosity.
In spite of herself she returned his look. Dark-gray
eyes met the tender blue ones in one long, lingering,
thrilling glance. What did they say to each other?
"How does Love speak?
In the faint flush upon the tell-tale cheek,
By the uneven heart-throbs, and the freak
Of bounding pulses that stand still and ache,
In the tender
And unnamed light that floods the world with splendor,
In the fire
Glance strikes with glance."
With an effort Precious withdrew her eyes from his,
the color flaming up into her cheeks, her bosom heaving
a low soft sigh, while Lord Chester echoed the sigh and
looked away at the distant hills in a strange silence. Yet
he had answered the girl's question without a word!
And after that it was hard to make conversation.
At last Precious grew frightened at her own silence.
She felt so strangely, her cheeks burned, her heart beat
heavily in the stillness, her lips seemed glued together.
Suddenly he spoke, but without turning his glance from
the mountains:
"Pardon my silence. I must seem very dull to you. I
was trying to hear the river say your word 'Regret.'"
And before she could answer he added:
"Do you know Miss Ingelow's poem 'Regret?'"
She answered in a low voice, with a deepening flush:
"Yes, I found it once in a book of mamma's, heavily
underlined. It begins like this:
"'Oh, that word Regret!
There have been nights and morns when we have sighed,
Let us alone, Regret.'"
"Ugh! it gives me the dismals!" he groaned, and she
paused diffidently.
That strange, throbbing silence fell again, and frightened
her. It was like some mesmeric spell.
She cried out quickly:
"Let us go up to the house."
Her broad leghorn sun-hat lay on the grass and she
stretched out her arm for it.
A terrible shriek followed.
In the soft green grass beneath the broad brim of the
hat a deadly rattlesnake had lain coiled. At her disturbing
touch it reared its evil head and struck its fangs into
her arm.
Lord Chester saw it all, and with a loud cry sprang forward,
setting his heel on the serpent's head ere it could
strike the second blow. It writhed hideously for a
moment, then lay still in death.
Precious had fallen back, deathly pale and half unconscious,
against the tree. He fell on his knees beside her
and cried out tenderly:
"Do not be frightened, my darling. I will suck the
poison from the wound."
And he placed his lips on the tiny wound on her slender
wrist and with desperate fervor drew forth the fatal
venom, spitting it again and again on the ground.
When he felt that the danger was removed, he looked
up at her and saw that her eyes wore closed in apparent
unconsiousness. With uncontrollable love he clasped her
in his arms and kissed the cold white lips, sobbing:
"My love! my darling!"