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BY
MRS. ANN S. STEPHENS.
AUTHOR OF “FASHION AND FAMINE,” “THE OLD HOMESTEAD,” “MARY DERWENT,” “THE HEIRESS,” ETC., ETC.
Yes, woman’s love, when left alone,
Around an evil heart may cling,
As ivy trails from stone to stone,
Creeping o’er many a ruined thing;
It gathers in its loving clasp
The thorns that pierce and flowers that bloom;
Nor perishes in death’s cold grasp,
But dove-like flies beyond the tomb.
Philadelphia:
T. B. PETERSON & BROTHERS,
306 CHESTNUT STREET.
Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1863, by
EDWARD STEPHENS,
In the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the United States, in and for the Southern District of New York
TO
MRS. CORNELIUS VANDERBILT.
Dear Lady:
This year, which crowns your married life
with a “golden wedding,” many a tribute of love
will be offered for your acceptance, both in recognition
of your feminine merits, and of the name
you have so long honored in bearing. But no
proof of affection can be rendered to you that
will represent more sincere regard or profound
respect than this simple dedication.
ANN S. STEPHENS.
October 17th, 1863.
CONTENTS. — CHAPTER I. THE FARM-HOUSE IN COMMOTION—EXPECTED GUESTS—PARLOR AND KITCHEN.
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CHAPTER I.
THE FARM-HOUSE IN COMMOTION—EXPECTED GUESTS—PARLOR AND KITCHEN
More than ninety years ago, what is now the city of
Norwich was a thriving village scattered over one of the
most picturesque hills in the world. Its wildness and its
beauty forming a picture one might well go back a century
or so to look at; for civilization is most lovely when it improves
nature without enslaving and plundering it. Thus,
the picturesque log-cabins, and the aspiring frame houses
on their natural terraces overlooking each other,—some
peeping out upon unreclaimed rocks, others embowered in
trees, and all wildly irregular,—were a thousand times
more attractive than the cultivation and stately wealth of
the present city, which is even now among the most
beautiful in our country.
There was not much inland navigation in those days;
but now and then a sloop spread its white sails on the
Thames below the village, while canoes and rude boats
were abundant on the Yantic and the Shetucket. Along
the rich valley which lies on the northwest, farms were
scattered, and to a considerable extent the wilderness was
26cut away. The dwellings, so far as the land permitted,
were gathered in close neighborhood, out of which first a
scattering village, and now a city has sprung. But the
cove, which sets up to the mouth of the Yantic, was surrounded
by one unbroken mass of trees. Here and there
the blue smoke curled up from some newly-built cabin in
a clearing of the forest. The Yantic River, which plunges
its wild body of waters into the head of the cove, through
rocks, over precipices, and down chasms, foaming and
rioting with eager haste to overtake and outleap the Shetucket
in a race for the sea, had been forced to yield some
of its rioting waters for the use of a grist-mill, with its
slow stones that moaned over their task of a few bushels
each day. Below this a saw-mill sent its hoarse music
into the dash of the waters, which leaped by, shouting
back a mellow defiance, that rang through the old
forest-trees day and night, as they sing and laugh at the
present moment.
Two log-cabins stood back in the woods. Into one the
miller took his toll at night: and the other was inhabited
by the man that attended the saw-mill. In those days,
when two log-cabins stood within sight of each other,
they were likely to constitute a village and receive a
name; but with a grist-mill and saw-mill within hearing,
of course this was imperative; so the miller and his neighbor
held a town-meeting between themselves and baptized
the beautiful spot Yanticville.
Down among the farm-houses, on the plain, stands to
this day a large frame house, with a broad, gabled roof
and heavy chimneys. Two or three old trees droop
around it, and a substantial fence, half stone, and completed
with rails, encloses it from the highway. Even
now the house possesses that air of substantial comfort
27which is the characteristic of almost all Connecticut dwellings;
but in the last century it was a very superior building
indeed, and bespoke the growing prosperity which
had followed the Norwich settlement from its foundation.
The ambition of every farmer in those days was to convert
his log cabin into a stable, and give evidence of thrift
in a frame house. Sometimes it was years before this
house received its entire finish, but stood an imposing
shell, with a net-work of lath on the walls waiting for
plaster, while no room but the kitchen was thoroughly
made comfortable.
This house was no exception to the general rule. The
hoarded savings that had erected it gave out when the
exterior was completed, and for years the good couple
lived in a large kitchen and bedroom in winter, contenting
themselves with a broader range of fine airy apartments
from spring to autumn, when the unfinished state of their
dwelling was rather an advantage than otherwise. They
had a growing family, and so put off finishing the house
till gray hairs came thick on their temples, and their only
son had gone forth into the world to get his own living.
There had for three months been great confusion in this
house. The sound of hammers, the grating of trowels had
made their harsh music; then the low, soft sweep of whitewash
brushes, completed everything. Almost thirty years
after its foundations were laid, Mr. Arnold’s house had
received its finishing touches.
And why was all this haste after such patient waiting?
Why was the good housewife so busy upon her knees,
nailing down home-made carpets, or, with both arms uplifted,
rolling up paper blinds at the windows? Why was
that fair young girl, with meek, brown eyes, so earnest in
her attendance on the mother, holding the little plate of
28carpet-tacks, and helping with her pretty brown hands to
stretch the stubborn fabric to its place?
Why, it was the day but one before Thanksgiving, when
all those members of the family who had wandered beyond
that valley were to meet again under the gable-roof and
have a grand holiday. That only son, of whom the mother
was so proud, and a guest or two of foreign blood, who,
fond of adventure, had come to see the grandeur of that
New World which was soon to claim a place among
nations,—were expected at the homestead.
The carpet was down in the south room, and the green
and red stripes shone out splendidly. Many a long month
had Mrs. Arnold and her daughter toiled at the great
wheel, the dye-tub, and the loom, before the admired
fabric was completed, and they both felt all the sweet consciousness
of creation to its full extent. Tall, wooden
chairs, with backs bent inward like a bow, and divided
longitudinally with small, round bars, and seats curved
like a scroll, stood primly against the white wall. A
looking-glass, with a fan-like ornament of carved mahogany
on each end of the frame, and surmounted at the top
with a gilt eagle, gleamed grandly between the two front
windows. A long, mahogany table, bright as the mirror,
stood under it, with each claw-foot grasping a ball, and
long, deep leaves rounded down to the floor. Opposite
this was a high “chest o’ drawers,” each drawer bulging
out, and sinking in like a scroll, with picturesque brass
handles shining brightly up and down the front. This
elaborate piece of furniture reached from the floor to the
ceiling, where it ended in a carved shell,—a wondrous work
of art, for which, as a piece of worldly vanity, Mrs. Arnold
wished to be forgiven in her prayers, but still regarded with
complacency when she observed its effect on the best room.
29“There now, I think every thing is in order here,” said
Mrs. Arnold, dropping the linsey-woolsey apron with which
she had been polishing the table. “They might come to-day
for any thing we should care. Dear me! here is a
spot on the andirons,” and down she went upon her knees,
rubbing the tall, brass andiron with both hands till drops
of perspiration hung on her forehead.
“No, no: that is a bruise,—it will never come out,” said
Hannah. “Don’t you remember when brother made it
throwing his hammer, one day when he hurt his fingers
cracking walnuts?”
Mrs. Arnold stopped, gazed down a moment upon the
dent with gentle thoughtfulness, and arose from her
knees.
“Yes,” she said, with a sigh; “I haven’t forgotten it,
Hannah. Your father and I have often made it a subject
of prayer; and it has set on my conscience more than
once that we ought to have punished him at that time as
the Scriptures point out; but, somehow, whipping never
seemed the thing for your brother. It always made him
fierce and sullen; and I don’t know as any punishment
besides the rod is held proper for a child. One hardly
knows what way to turn with a boy like that.”
“He is so brave, so handsome, mother,” said Hannah
Arnold. “I don’t wonder you couldn’t find the heart to
punish him. It seems like whipping a race-horse for
wanting to run ahead. Won’t he be delighted when he
sees what we’ve been about here?”
Mrs. Arnold looked around with gentle complacency
upon her pale, sweet face.
“It is real nice,” she said. “The roses on the curtains
make the room look bright as a flower-garden. Come,
now, daughter, let’s go and see to the beds. Bring down
30the new coverlet, with blue and orange quarters, for the
out-room, and then we’ll go into the kitchen and see how
Dan and Hagar are getting along. It’ll be time for your
father to kill the turkeys and chickens pretty soon. It
won’t do to have the noise about when the company comes.
Get the coverlet, Hannah, and then go tell your pa, or
they will catch us nicely.”
Hannah ran up-stairs, opened a huge chest, full of
homespun linen and substantial bedding, from which she
took the coverlet woven in orange quarters, and came
down again.
“Mother,” she said, making herself very busy spreading
the coverlet under the snowy pillows, while her cheeks
blushed like moss-roses, “mother, if it should snow to-morrow,—it
looks like it, I think,—and the French
gentleman, who is coming with brother, should fancy a
sleigh-ride, what do you think of it?”
“A sleigh-ride on Thanksgiving-day!” exclaimed Mrs.
Arnold, a little horrified.
The roses flushed deeper in Hannah Arnold’s cheek, and
she cast a little deprecating look at her mother that
melted all the prejudices down in that gentle heart in an
instant.
“Well, Hannah, I don’t quite see my way clear about
the sleigh-ride, if it should snow,—and it seems to me I
saw flakes in the air a little while ago; but supposing you
mention the matter to pa; if he doesn’t take it too hard,
I won’t interfere. You can wear my muff and tippet.”
“I didn’t mean myself, mother; but the young French
gentleman and his sister. You will want me to help about
the dinner.”
“Never mind about the dinner. I’m capable of managing
that with Hagar. We can chop the stuffing and strain
31the pumpkin-sauce over night, you know. There, now, I
don’t believe there’s a bit of sage or summer savory in the
house. What shall we do? These workmen turn every
thing topsy-turvy!”
“Oh, yes there is, mother! I put up two bundles myself,
and hung them on the rafters in the garret, out of the
joiner’s way. Shall I run and get it?”
“Well, if you’d just as lief as not.”
Away went Hannah up into the garret, where any
quantity of dried herbs hung in clusters and bundles along
the naked rafters. The whole roof was ornamented with
strings of fresh apples, nicely quartered, and hung up to
dry side by side, with loops and rings of pumpkins, stretched
along poles, and forming massive golden chains across the
slope of the shingles. On a tow sheet, stretched along
one end of the garret-floor, which was of loose boards,
that rattled as she walked, lay a huge pile of butter-nuts.
Three or four bushels of chestnuts lay in one corner, and
a quantity of shag-barks was heaped away farther out of
sight.
“There’ll be enough for one Thanksgiving, anyway,”
thought Hannah, looking around, as she jumped down
from the old chair on which she had mounted in order to
reach the herbs. “Brother needn’t be afraid of our starving
his friends out, I reckon.”
She ran down, with a bunch of herbs in each hand,
flushed and pleased that she had remembered something
which her mother deemed important.
By this time, Mrs. Arnold was in the kitchen, settling
the programme of the coming supper and the next day’s
feast with Hagar, the household slave,—who was in reality
rather more mistress of the kitchen than Mrs. Arnold
herself.
32“Now, Hagar, don’t you think we can get along with
out Hannah to-morrow?”
Hagar laid down the loaf of bread she was cutting, and
seemed cloudily doubtful.
“Young folks will be young folks,” said the mistress,
persuasively.
“Sure enough; there’s nature in that ’ar.”
Here Hannah entered. Hagar’s face brightened at the
sight of the herbs. She received them with great complacency,
observing that she had just been a-worrying the
soul out of her body about sage, and there it came, just
like a miracle, with an angel behind it.
“Hannah has been very thoughtful,” said the mother.
“Yes and as you was a-saying, Miss Arnold, young
folks will be young folks, and sleighing is sleighing; that’s
what I told Dan, not ten minutes ago, ‘Dan,’ says I,
‘you jist go inter the barn, and dust out that ’ere two-horse
sleigh, and the cutter as well; for if there isn’t two
foot of snow to-morrow morning, I ain’t a cullered pusson
to be ’pended on.’ So in course, Dan went. Get along
without Hannah! Who thought we couldn’t, I’d like
to know?”
“But what will Mr. Arnold say to all this?” inquired
the mistress, doubtfully.
“He—he told me to ask you,” said Hannah, with a
demure little smile.
Mrs. Arnold did not smile in return; but a look of
pleasure stole over her face.
“Well,” she said, “we will think about it! Thanksgivin’
isn’t exactly like Sunday, being rather an institution
of the government: so perhaps if we read a chapter, and
have prayers at home, and especially if your father and I
go to meeting with a sense of edification, a decorous
33sleigh-ride would not be wrong. Hagar, I think Dan had
better bring out the great bear-skin robes, and we must
see about the foot-stoves.”
“I’ve ’tended to that,” said Hagar, with a sniff of her
nose, which reminded you of a squirrel over its nut.
“Master carried the robes out hisself, and has been adusting
them agin the stun fence ever since.”
“Now, that is all settled,” said Mrs. Arnold, with a
gentle sigh, for her delicate conscience was not quite at
rest. “We’d better fix up a little, Hannah, for there’s no
knowing when the visitors may come. Hagar, tell Dan
to build a fire in the out-room; there is plenty of pine-knots
under the kitchen-stairs, and every thing handy.”
“I’ll ’tend to that,” said Hagar, plunging her knife into
the bread. “There’s Dan coming now with the sleigh-bells
in his hand. ’Spoze he wants me to scour ’em up
for him. There ain’t no end to his wants.”
Sure enough, just as Mrs. Arnold and her daughter left
the kitchen, Dan entered, dragging a huge black bear-skin
robe in one hand, and with a string of bells jingling
in the other.
Dan was rather more than six feet high; while Hagar
stood just four feet ten in her highest-heeled shoes. Dan
was large and portly, with a glossy black skin, and a little
stoop in his shoulders; Hagar was straight as an arrow,
and held her head back pertly, like a quail when it walks
the spring turf. Dan had large feet, large hands, and was
altogether a little ponderous; Hagar was quick, wiry, and,
to use Dan’s complimentary way of expressing it, “sharp
as a steel trap.”
Hagar suspected what her fellow-slave wanted, and kept on
shaving off slices of bread from the loaf with great diligence.
“Hagar, here is a great, long slit in the bear-skin.
34Master tore it agin the stun wall. S’posing you jes take
a needle and sew ’em up, ’cause it’s going to be wanted
now, I tell you.”
“I’se got more to ’tend to now than I’se likely to get
along with,” said Hagar, pushing aside the slices of bread,
and sweeping the crumbs into one hand with the palm of
the other. “Who’s goin’ to help me, I should like to
know? There’s the fire to build in the out-room, and
oven-wood to get in, and pine-knots to split up. Who’s
goin’ to help me, I say, with all the family goin’ to
meetin’ and every-which-way?”
“I’ll help you, Hagar. Who else has a right to that
felicitation?” said Dan, bending grandly over the little
woman. “Only get your needle and stitch up the little bit
of a tear, jest to satisfy master, and see if I don’t come up
to the mark.”
Hagar dusted the crumbs from her hands, took a wooden
needle poppet from her bosom, which Dan recognized,
with a broad smile, as his own gift, selected a coarse
needle, threaded it, and then explored the depths of her
pocket for a steel side-thimble. Thus equipped, she drew
the bear-skin on her lap, and soon put it in order.
“Now,” said Dan, coaxingly, “if you would jest touch
up these ’ere bells a trifle with a little brick-dust.”
“Touch ’em up yourself,” said Hagar, with a toss of her
little head. “Bells ain’t my work, nohow.”
“Yes,” said Dan, benignly; “scouring belongs to the
women folks. How often I’ve stood by to watch them
’ere hands of yourn a-sliding up and down the knives! It
ed be a shame for any other pusson to touch scouring in
this house. I’ve said so fifty times.”
“Well, take away the bear-skin and give me the bells.
Mighty good care you’ve taken on ’em.”
35“Hagar,” said Dan, stooping low, and speaking in a
bland, confidential voice, “it’s beginning to snow. There’s
half-an-inch on the ground this minute.”
“Well, that’s no secret. I can see for myself.”
“Yes, Hagar; but I was thinking what’s sarse for the
goose is sarse for——”
“Oh, git away, Dan, and don’t talk poetry to me.”
“Wal, then, Hagar, if the rest on ’em are goin’ a-sleighing
to-morrow, why shouldn’t we?”
Hagar gave sure evidence that she was really smart as
a steel trap. Her eyes began to sparkle, her little figure
erected itself.
“You don’t mean that ’ere, Dan!”
“Yes, I do. There’s the cutter that I painted a beautiful
yaller only last fall,—jest the dandy for us; then here’s
the bear-skin,—you’ll sit under it, Hagar, as snug and warm
as a biscuit; and then them bells,—ah! you’ve got to work
at ’em—won’t they glisten and jingle? I’ll heat a brick,
and do it up in flannel for your feet. It needn’t be a large
brick for them feet, Hagar.”
“Oh, you git out with your soft soap,” cried the delighted
Hagar, giving her sable admirer a gentle push.
“Then,” continued Dan, magnificently, “as for the
driving, perhaps I don’t know how to make old Jack go!
Gingle! crack! dash! here we go! Snow-balls flying
from the horse’s huffs, fences running away from us, a
jumper every-which-while in the road, the cutter going
slap bang over it. There, Hagar, that will do. They’re
bright as a new dollar,—every bell on ’em,—much obliged.
Now, if you would just build that fire in the out-room,
while I get the cutter in order. If pine-knots are wanted,
you’ll find an axe at the back-door, with a beautiful
barked log to lay them agin. If master’ll only let me
36take the cutter and old Jack, we’ll be sure to have that
sleigh-ride.”
With this, Dan gathered up the robe and bells, made
a motion with his hand, threw an imaginary kiss high over
Hagar’s head, and disappeared, leaving the little negress
in a state of hazy doubt whether Dan had been putting all
his work on her or not.
Now, in a fair battle of intellect or temper, Hagar was
five times a match for her fellow-slave; but then Dan
seldom got into a temper, and was sure to meet her acuteness
with glozing flattery and that small cunning which is
often available where good sense fails. The great, tall
fellow absolutely believed that he was superior to the
little steel trap, because he usually prevailed over her. So
Hagar went down on her knees, and fanned the shovel
full of live coals which lay in a heap of glowing red under
the pile of hickory wood she had crossed over the tall,
brass andirons. She pursed out her India-rubber cheeks
into a pair of bellows, relieving them with her linsey-woolsey
apron, which she held tight between her two
hands. At last, a tongue of flame shot up the fine
splinters, and licked the delicate moss from the wood, till
the cloud of smoke turned into sheets of fire, which danced
cheerily over the tall andirons and brightened all the room.
As Hagar stood on the hearth, regarding her work,
Mrs. Arnold and Hannah came in, looking quite picturesque
and beautiful. You might travel a week anywhere
and not find a more charming figure than Hannah exhibited
when she entered the room, with her bottle-green
skirt, and crimson short-gown trimmed with black gimp,
and that fall of narrow ruffles meeting at the throat and
leaving the shapely neck free in its motions, which were
graceful as those of a canary-bird when it sings; calf-skin
37shoes over black stockings, with long, crimson clocks at the
ankles, completed a costume that Hagar pronounced quite
enhancing.
“Isn’t she nice, Hagar?” said Mrs. Arnold, smoothing
the soft, brown hair that lay rich and bright on each side
the young girl’s head. “A nice obedient girl, I mean?”
she continued, blushing at the motherly pride that broke
forth in her words.
“Neat as a new pin,” chimed in Hagar, folding her
arms, and facing round to take a full survey. “If she
don’t catch a beau this time, I lose my guess.”
Hannah blushed, and smiled, and looked slyly at her
mother, while Hagar stood criticizing them both, with
her head on one side, and both arms reposing on her little
chest.
“Am I too fine, Hagar?” said Mrs. Arnold, flushing a
little at the idea; “any thing wrong?”
“Wal, now, if the crown of that ’ere cap stood up a little
higher behind, kinder like a fan, you know, and the ribbon
that goes round the head was yallar, or blue, or red, instead
of black, it ed be more scrumptious, according to my
notion. Then, if you’d make the pleats of that ’ere muslin
handkerchief fall open in front, jest enough to show the
string of gold beads, with a little more of the neck,—for
it’s almost as white as our Hannah’s arter all,—I shouldn’t
find much fault. The roll of that hair jest back from the
forehead is handsome as a picter; and then that brown-silk
dress has got any amount of rustle in it. Well, I
can’t say as there is much fault to find. Now, jest set
down here, both on you, while I go and get the supper
under way. Dan has got to help me to-night, or I’ll
know the reason why.”
CHAPTER II. GOING HOME—A SHOOTING-MATCH.
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While these preparations were going on in the old
farm-house, a little cavalcade, consisting of two gentlemen
and a lady, followed by a negro servant, was galloping
through a sweep of woods half a score of miles south of
Norwich.
They were a merry party, with their gay laughter and
jests, as they spurred quickly on over the frozen road; for
the day was cold, and it was evident that a gust of snow
was fluttering up on the wind from the eastern hills.
The girl was in the first bloom of womanhood; a rich,
dark brunette, with cheeks like the side of a September peach
that has ripened next the sun, and eager, changing eyes
that anticipated every smile upon her full lips, and gave
to her face a piquant beauty quite indescribable. She sat
her horse admirably, and her lithe form showed to advantage,
in spite of the fur wrappings which the day demanded.
With it all, there was something very un-English
in her appearance, although she spoke the language with
no perceptible accent.
The gentleman at her right hand bore sufficient resemblance
to her to betray the relationship between them,
but the brother’s dark features had none of the brilliant
color or expression which gave such life to her countenance.
Although he joined in the conversation, and smiled
frequently at his sister’s lively sallies, he seemed naturally
39a reserved, silent man; and there was something in the
stern, black eyes, and about the firm mouth, which betokened
a temper when once aroused.
Their companion was a man still young, twenty-seven
perhaps, almost handsome at times, although the slightly
Roman features looked somewhat cold and severe in repose.
He was conversing gayly with the girl, and his
eyes at times, fastened themselves up her face, with an expression
which sent a riper color to her cheek, though a
smile would tremble over her lips, in spite of every effort
to prevent it.
“And you think I will like your sister?” she said,
laughingly. “Really, if she is so sweet and charming as
you say, I doubt if I am acting wisely in bringing Paul
within her influence.”
“My poor Hannah!” he replied, smiling and shaking
his head. “She has no more idea of coquetry than a
wood-pigeon.”
“Oh, don’t be too sure of that, sir,” she interrupted.
“Woman’s nature is the same the world over, and I
would wager my pet curl that, if the truth were known,
you would find that even the most innocent and retired
little pigeon has her own ideas about subjugating every
pert young male within her reach.”
“Is that the principle upon which Miss de Montreuil
acts?” he asked, quickly.
“Oh, it is unjust to turn my argument against myself,”
she said, bravely, though the tell-tale color dyed her
cheeks again. “It is only your quiet women that I distrust.
I am never afraid of any other where Paul is concerned.
Do you hear, brother?”
“Yes, yes,” he replied, with a slight accent. “Haven’t
you learned, Arnold, that it is useless to contend with
40Laura? When she finds herself worsted, she leaps clean
beyond the argument, and brings up in a totally different
quarter.”
“It is beginning to snow!” exclaimed Miss de Montreuil,
only noticing her brother’s remark by a graceful shrug
of the shoulders. “See there, Mr. Arnold, it is coming towards
us quite rapidly.”
“We are nearly through the woods now,” he answered,
“and there is a little town not far beyond, where we can
rest if it snows too badly to go on.”
“Better push ahead, massa,” chimed in the old negro.
“’Tain’t gwine to be much snow; but afore mornin’ dar’ll
be sleighin’, or I misses my guess.”
“Peter’s lame arm is an unfailing barometer,” said de
Montreuil.
The old negro glanced down at the injured member with
a puzzled look, as if doubtful what manner of thing that
might be, saying, hesitatingly,—
“‘Spect it are, Massa Paul; and it am achin’ dolefull
all this blessed mornin’. Dis barometer is mighty
hard on a cullered pusson when his wool b’gins to get
white.”
“Here we are out of the woods!” exclaimed Arnold,
as they reached the brow of the hill, from whence the
sloping fields betrayed considerable cultivation. “On a
bright day, Miss de Montreuil, there is a fine view from
this spot.”
“But this is not exactly a June zephyr,” said her
brother.
“Oh, fie, Paul. You never did really appreciate the
beautiful. I am sure that it must be very lovely.”
“On a day like this it makes but little difference,” persisted
de Montreuil. “I can see no more pleasure in
41freezing to death in the garden of Eden than in Nova
Zembla.”
“There is the tavern,” said Arnold, pointing to a long
log building at the foot of the descent.
“Is there a little hamlet there?”
“The customary blacksmith’s shop and school-house.
It would not be Connecticut, you know, without these.”
“There is a crowd of men in the field back of the
school-house,” said de Montreuil. “Surely, they cannot be
holding a patriotic meeting in this storm?”
“More likely a shooting-match. Remember, to-morrow
will be Thanksgiving.”
“Prime turkeys, I’se warrant,” muttered old Peter,
elevating himself in his stirrups. “Oh, golly! ain’t it
worth while?”
“I have heard so much of these matches,” said Laura,
“but have never had the good fortune to witness one.”
“That comes of being shut up in a city all your life,
Miss de Montreuil. See how sadly your education has
been neglected!”
“I plead guilty, and lament my ignorance. Is there no
way of remedying it now?”
“Oh, certainly. You can watch all the proceedings
very comfortably from the tavern window. What do you
say, de Montreuil? Shall we beg or hire a rifle and take
a shot at the old gobbler?”
“Just as you please, mon ami. I should rather like to
see the sport.”
“I haven’t tried my hand for years. I should be glad to
know if I have lost my skill.”
“After all,” said Laura, “it seems rather cruel amusement.”
Arnold’s look expressed amused astonishment; then a
42sneer, which she did not see, altered the lines of his mouth
into an expression almost revolting,
“It may be,” he replied; “but Connecticut youths are
not trained to think so. Our fair saint will give us absolution
if we follow the barbarous customs of those about
us.”
“Oh, I confess a desire to see the sport; but I don’t
half like it after all.”
“Come on, then, where your curiosity can be gratified,
and I’ll warrant that you will forget your scruples.”
A vigorous ride down the hill soon brought them to the
little tavern, where they dismounted, and were ushered,
with due ceremony, into the best room of which the house
could boast.
The crowd in the field were not so busy with their preparations
but that the strangers were duly remarked; and
they proved themselves possessed of that laudable spirit
of curiosity which has so fully developed itself in the descendants
of our worthy Puritan fathers.
Old Peter went into the field to hire a rifle for his master,
and a little group immediately gathered about him, plying
the old servant with so many questions that he stood
rolling his eyes about in open-mouthed and helpless amazement.
But Peter’s elocutionary powers were upon too grand
a scale for him to be long crushed, even by overpowering
numbers; and, recovering his speech, he poured forth such
a voluble account of the glory of his master and all his
family, past and present, that even Yankee curiosity could
not well have craved any thing more satisfactory.
“And that ’ere’s young Arnold with him?” asked a long,
gaunt specimen, when the sable servitor paused for breath.
“He used to live down to Norridge, and his folks is there
yet, I reckon.”
43“And he and that French fellow want to try a hand at
shootin’ agin us, dew they?” asked another, bringing his
rifle heavily upon the ground. “Wall, tell ’em to come
on. I’ll let ’em have my old soger cheap, though it ain’t
used to bein’ hired out to furriners.”
“And what dew they think of imports and taxations?”
asked a stout old farmer. “The time’s come when a man
likes to know who he’s a-neighborin’ with.”
“Oh, git out!” rejoined the first speaker. “Old Arnold’s
a riglar true blue, and his son takes after him. I’ll bet
there hain’t a drop o’ tea wet their whistles since the last
taxation.”
“Arnold’s got a darter, hain’t he?” asked some one.
“Of course he has!” retorted the stout farmer. “Dew
you think Jake Dennis would stand up for him so ef there
wasn’t a female in the case?”
“That’s all yew know about it,” grumbled the discomfited
defender of Mr. Arnold’s patriotism, when the
laugh at his expense had ceased. “I guess you’d better
finish your business, if you want any shootin’ to-day, and
leave me alone.”
The hint was a timely one, and the crowd moved away
from Peter and busied themselves about their concluding
arrangements. The luckless fowls were taken out of the
baskets, and flung, securely tied, upon the ground; and
one fine old turkey gobbler, with his blood red crest
quivering irefully, was selected as the first to be put up at
the “mark.”
Several men tried their skill, but proved unsuccessful,
as it was only by hitting the turkey’s head that the prize
could be gained; and, as the indignant old gobbler was by
no means inclined to keep his red crest erect and allow his
enemies a fair shot, the task was by no means an easy one.
44The discomfited men were greeted with shouts of
laughter; for it is a peculiarity of human nature that we
are more than usually delighted with other people’s failures,
when about running the same risk ourselves.
Jake Dennis proved the fortunate competitor, and then
a variety of trials followed in quick succession. When
the sport was at its height, Arnold and his friend came
out of the tavern and crossed the field to the match-ground.
De Montreuil gazed about him with amused curiosity—and
to one unaccustomed to things of the sort, the scene
was not devoid of interest. The animated looks of the
crowd, the eagerness of the competitors, the ill-concealed
chagrin of those defeated, and the self-complacency of the
winners, were excessively amusing.
“Dew you want to try your hand?” asked the old
farmer, of Arnold, after another fine turkey had been
set up.
“If I may, certainly.”
He took the rifle which the old man handed him, and
lifting it with a sure aim, fired. The bird’s head fell upon
the snow several feet from the body. A shout of applause
followed, for there had been no shot equal to it.
“There ain’t no Tory blood in yew, I’ll bet,” said the
old farmer. “Yew are the sort to be depended on.”
Arnold looked at him keenly.
“You seem a true patriot,” he said.
“I guess they’ll find me one when the time comes.”
Arnold placed in his hand the turkey he had won, and
thanked him for the use of his rifle.
“Come, de Montreuil, as you won’t try your skill, let
us leave. Your sister will be tired of waiting. How it
does snow. We shall be in the midst of a storm!”
45“Where is Peter?” asked the Frenchman, when they
had reached the tavern. “I declare the fool is going to
take a shot, and he is as timid with a gun as an old
woman.”
The truth was, Peter had bragged and vaunted of his
powers until he found himself in an unpleasant situation.
Several slaves had followed their masters, armed with
blunderbusses, shot-guns, horse-pistols, or any other species
of fire-arms they could lay their hands upon, in the expectation
of being allowed a share in the sport, towards the
close. Now, one bad-tempered negro was an excellent
marksman, and Peter had irritated him until it was decided
that they must either fight it out, rough-and-tumble,
or shoot against each other at a mark.
Affairs had reached a crisis. The belligerent negro
threatened, and Peter showed the whites of his eyes in
terror. His vaunting spirit had carried him farther than
he intended. He looked about for his master,—who was
too far off to protect him, nor did he show any disposition
to interfere. He looked among the crowd: the matchers
had ceased their sport to watch the coming fun.
“My massa wants me,” stuttered Peter.
The tall negro extended a rifle in his left hand, and
doubled up his ponderous right fist directly under Peter’s
rolling eyes.
“Yer kin take yer chise,” he said, coolly. “Can’t hev
no city niggers a-flourishin’ it over ’spectable cullered
pussons.”
“Stand up to him, Jupe!” shouted the laughing crowd.
“Don’t let any strange darkies impose upon you.”
“I ain’t a strange darkey,—I ain’t, no how; but was born
and broughten up in these parts as well as the rest on
yer,—now, who wants to ’pose upon him?” expostulated
46Peter. “I’ll meet him like a cullered purson ort ter
meet anuder gemmen, but just now massa wants me.”
“Can’t help it,” said Jupe, determinedly; “I wan’t yer
tew. Now, which is it to be, this blunderbuss, or a
taste of this ’ere,” and he brought his huge fist into dangerous
proximity with his frightened opponent’s nose,
which was in all conscience flat enough by nature.
Peter trembled in his shoes. He glanced at the fist and
at the rifle,—either was bad enough! He grabbed the
rifle, shut his eyes, pulled the trigger, and fired. They
had given him an unloaded gun, but it was all the same
to Peter! He gave one bound, while the crowd were in
convulsions of laughter, and started for the tavern, followed
by a crowd of hooting boys.
So extreme was the poor fellow’s terror that he
dashed past his master, and flew into the room where
Laura de Montreuil stood laughing as heartily as the
others.
“Save me, missus,” he screamed. “I’se killed a man,
and now dey want ter hang me fur doin’ on’t.”
With this pathetic appeal, Pete crowded himself under
the settee, and it required half-an-hour’s persuasion to get
him out. Not till after he had been repeatedly assured
that the crowd was dispersed and Jupe had gone home
with his master, could he be induced to creep forth; and
a pitiful-looking object he was when he came into the
light. His portly carcass seemed really flattened, his
snowy wool was specked with dust, and his neat riding-suit
woefully soiled.
In pity to the poor darkey’s terror they started as quickly
as possible. Peter spoke never a word during a full hour;
but when they came in sight of Norwich, his courage
began to revive, and his vaunting spirit returned.
47He rode close behind his master and whispered, confidentially.
“Massa Paul, ’spec that ar Jupe was wuss skeered
than he made believe; but I’se glad I didn’t kill him, anyhow.”
The mirth with which this confidence was received
excited Peter’s displeasure. He snorted disdainfully,
drew his horse back, and rode on in solemn silence, reserving
all attempts at convincing himself and others of
his bravery until a more auspicious period.
The hour in which one sits full-dressed to wait for
company, is always a tedious one. Until that time, Mrs.
Arnold had not really had time to feel of a certainty that
her son was coming home. While there was any thing
to embellish or arrange, she could ward off all impatience;
but now the very rustle of her dress reminded her every
instant that he was on the way to her. The heart in that
gentle bosom beat and fluttered with yearning eagerness
to behold him.
Hannah, too, was in a state of considerable excitement.
She moved softly from seat to seat, smoothed her glossy
hair before the looking-glass, and smiled to see how bright
and blooming was the face reflected back upon her.
“I wonder if he will think me improved!” she thought.
“The last time he came home, I remember he complained
of my stooping. It was because we had just finished the fall-weaving, and one gets a habit of stooping in the
loom; but he won’t find fault about that now. Hagar
says I am as straight as an arrow. I wish my hands
wasn’t quite so brown and hard: he spoke about that, too;
but then hard work will show itself, do what one will.”
“Isn’t that the sound of horses coming down the road,
Hannah?” cried Mrs. Arnold, half rising.
48“No, mother, I think not. It is father coming round
the house in his heavy boots.”
“No, no; I am sure,—I am sure he is coming.”
How that motherly heart began to swell and beat!
The glow of tenderness in her eye was beautiful to look
upon.
“He is coming, Hannah. Hark!”
That moment the front-door opened, and a face, all
tanned and weather-beaten with out-door work, looked
in,—a strong earnest face, such as we seldom meet in
these days. You would not have believed that such
depth of affection could belong to the face; for, after all,
it was but the ruins of great manly beauty that you
looked upon.
“Wife! daughter! he is coming! Our son is in
sight.”
They started forward in a group, and, standing upon
the door-stone, gazed eagerly along the road, regardless
of the snow that fell softly around them, scattering their
heads and garments with floating down.
A group of persons on horseback,—two men and a
woman, with another dark figure lagging behind,—were
coming, full gallop, through the storm.
Yes, it was Arnold and his friends. They rode swiftly
up to the gate. Both the young men dismounted, and Mrs.
Arnold stood waiting, with heart in mouth, while her
son deliberately lifted the young lady from her saddle.
Then he came forward, looking pleased and happy. It
was not in human nature to resist the love in that dear
old face. Her arms were outstretched to receive him;
glad tears flooded her meek eyes. She clung to his neck,
lifted herself to a level with his face, and showered
motherly kisses upon it, soft and loving as the snow-flakes
49that fell around them. “Oh, Benedict! Benedict! my
son!”
In uttering these words, full of ineffable tenderness, the
little woman subsided into a soft rain of tears, and, turning
her face to the strangers, begged pardon for loving
her son so much. Then she looked encouragingly at her
husband, who had shrunk away into the background, and
stood there pale and troubled, as if afraid to show himself
side by side with his wife.
The moment he was relieved from his mother’s arms,
Arnold cast a keen glance at his friends, anxious to see
what effect her impulsiveness had made upon them.
Laura was smiling, but her eyes were full of tears, and
a thrill of sympathy passed over her sensitive mouth as
she met Arnold’s glance. As for the brother, his handsome
face was bright with feeling.
Hannah looked anxiously around on her father, but
seeing that he hesitated, gave way to her glad impulse,
and came forward, so bright and pretty that any brother
might have been proud of her. Then the mist that had
gathered over Paul’s vision cleared away, a look of admiration
beamed from his eyes, and when he saw Hannah’s
red lips upturned for her brother’s kisses, it seemed to him
that the careless fellow was gathering ripe fruit in the
snow-storm, leaving him in the cold.
“Father! come, father!” pleaded Hannah, casting a
yearning glance on the old man, who came forward very
slowly, with a look of doubt and distress that filled the
heart of his wife with pain.
Arnold held out his hand.
“Well, father, I am home again; but you do not seem
well. You—you—”
The old man shook his son’s hand in a hurried, nervous
50way, and looked at his wife as if appealing for
help.
“Your father has not been quite well. We are both
growing old, you know,” said the little woman, in a breathless,
eager fashion, quite unusual to her. “Pray, invite
your friends in. I am sure they are welcome.”
For one instant a cloud lowered on Arnold’s brow, but
an effort swept it off, and with some cheerful words of
welcome he led the way into the house.
CHAPTER III. PREPARATIONS FOR THANKSGIVING.
The family-supper was over, and the Arnolds were
gathered about the wide fire-place in the best room, listening
to the animated conversation of their son, and forming
plans of amusement for his guests during the brief term
of days which was to comprise their visit.
Hannah sat in her own little nook, beside her father,
half retiring behind the shelter of his chair, divided between
joy at her brother’s return, and timidity at the
sight of strangers. With all a woman’s tact, Laura de
Montreuil drew her into conversation, and, before she was
conscious of the kind object, the young girl was chatting
quite gayly, though she gave a little start and blushed
every time Paul addressed her; for his foreign, deferential
manner,—so different from the honest bluntness of the
51young men who had occasionally visited at her father’s
house,—seemed quite princely.
Both Mr. Arnold and his wife were persons of much
more than ordinary talent; and, in spite of the retired life
which they had led for so many years, possessed a range
of thought and habits of refinement beyond those of the
neighbors about them. Both de Montreuil and his sister
were struck with the simple dignity which characterized
every act and remark. Hannah’s loveliness and quaint
originality atoned for any lack of worldly knowledge; and
altogether young Arnold had no cause to fear that she
would not do him full justice in the eyes of the visitors
who had accompanied him home.
A sleigh-ride was decided upon for the next day, if the
promise of snow held good; and altogether, after the first
timidity wore off, Hannah decided that it was the pleasantest
evening she had ever experienced, and went to bed
with a happy flutter of the heart which left its flush on
her cheek long after she fell into dreams.
While the evening passed on so cheerfully in the parlor,
supper was under way in Hagar’s domain; and a friendly
interest in the new-comer there seemed to have proceeded
even more rapidly than with the guests above
stairs.
Peter was in his element,—relating marvellous stories
of city life, which quite took little Hagar’s breath away,
and startled even Dan’s self-sufficiency.
But to-morrow would be Thanksgiving, and the important
duties which devolved on Hagar soon aroused her
from the pleasure of listening to the voluble Peter’s ceaseless
stories.
She rose briskly and left the supper-table, from which
it was Dan’s habit never to stir so long as any thing eatable
52remained upon it, and began bustling about, removing
the dishes and putting things to rights generally.
“Gettin’ late,” said she, in her brisk way. “You Dan,
thar’s all them chickens to kill and pick, to say nothin’ of
the big gobbler, and that ar’ suckin’ pig what’s waitin’
impatient to have its throat cut.”
Dan looked at her, rose from the table, and seated himself
by the fire,—took from his pocket a short clay-pipe,
a plug of tobacco, and his clasp-knife. This he opened
with slow deliberation, and began gravely chipping
up the fragrant weed and rolling it over and over in
his palm, preparatory to settling himself for a quiet
smoke.
Now, Hagar was one of the best of colored women, and
took to Dan with all her soul; but the smartest housewives
are not the most patient, and Dan’s composure irritated
little Hagar wonderfully.
“I say, you lazy nigger,” she exclaimed, “you’d better
not wait till ole missus comes out, afore you wring the
necks of them ar’ chickens,—’member, I tells ye.”
“Hagar,” said Dan, with a majestic wave of the hand
which brandished the clasp-knife imposingly, “never retrude
domestic affairs upon company. That’s a very ’portant
rule that yer ort to follow.”
“Miss Hagar has all the little derliceous whims of her
charming sect,” said Peter, determined not to be outdone
in grandiloquence.
“Oh, laws!” said Hagar, tossing her head with a pleased
giggle: “how you city gemmen does flatter!”
Dan was not pleased with the remark, and betrayed it
by an excited sniff.
“It’s nat’ral talent does it,” said he: “it’s not obligatory
to have lived in a city. Your principal male associations,
53Hagar, has always been of the most extinguished
kind.”
Hagar was tender-hearted. She felt the reproach in
Dan’s words and manner.
“I knows that,” she replied; “and I ain’t like Diany
Perkins, that’s ales cracked arter every new feller that
comes to meetin’.”
“It’s the way of the fair sect,” sighed Peter, with the
air of a man who had thoroughly studied female nature
in its different shades, from tawny cream-color to black,—“allers
was, from Eve down to the fair Diany.”
“Wal, I guess they ain’t no wuss than the men,” said
Hagar, ready to do battle for her sex as any modern
champion of female-rights could be.
“Man was made fust,” said Dan, sententiously; “and
consuquently he is more’n a notch above de fair sect;
’member, Hagar, woman was extricated from his rib.”
“You needn’t talk nonsense!” cried Hagar.
“Don’t you believe what the minister preaches?” asked
the horrified Dan.
“Don’t want to hear no sich stuff,” pursued Hagar,
energetically. “Women was made on their own hook as
much as the men. Don’t tell me!”
“These are the objects for gemmen’s adorableness,”
said Peter, blandly, remarking Dan’s discomfiture.
“That’s something like,” cried Hagar.
“Didn’t I allers say it?” asked Dan. “Isn’t it my
greatest felicitation to ’tend on you, Hagar? Hain’t I
watched the downfall of the snow with an anxious bussom,
and rigged up the ‘goose-net’ a purpose?”
“Oh, dear!” said Hagar, in a flutter. “These men
fustefy you so. Now, Dan, jest go at them chickens,—do!”
54“In course,” replied Dan: “your commands is mine.
I make no doubt but Mr. Peter will be most felicitated to
aid me in de ’quests of beauty.”
Now, Peter would much have preferred his comfortable
seat by the fire; but there was no resisting such an appeal,
and he expressed his willingness in eloquent phrases.
“Set de big kettle over de fire, Hagar,” said Dan,
“and have de water bilin’ to pick de chickens. I’ll keep
de pig till mornin’, hung up ’gin de barn-door by a stick
of kindling-wood run troo his hind-legs.”
The two men went out to the barn to sacrifice the luckless
fowls; and Hagar placed the kettle over the fire, halffull
of water.
While she was awaiting the return of her fellow-servant
and his companion, Hannah entered the kitchen,
accompanied by Laura de Montreuil. Hagar received the
stranger with her best little dot of a courtesy, and began
an account of her preparations for the morrow, which was
cut short by the frightened cacklings of the hens.
“They are killing those poor chickens,” said Hannah.
“I never can bear to hear their screams. Dear me!
they are right in front of the window.”
Laura de Montreuil went to the casement and looked
out. Peter and Dan were standing in front of the barn-door,
each holding a fluttering chicken. With a dexterous
jerk of the hand the necks of the luckless fowls were dislocated
in a breath, and they fell writhing and flapping
their wings upon the snow, leaving red stains behind.
Hannah crouched back, and covered her face with both
hands.
“You are nervous,” said Miss de Montreuil.
“Oh, I never can look at them without a shudder!
There they are bringing the poor turkey out to the log. See
55how the light shines over it. I have fed and petted him
till it seems almost as cruel as beheading a human being.”
“It will not hurt him any the more because we are
watching,” said Laura, looking out of the window again.
It was a very clear night, the snow had ceased falling
for a time, and she could watch their operations quite at
her ease.
The unfortunate turkey was taken out of his coop, flapping
his wings desperately, and gobbling with fright and
rage. But Dan quite unconcernedly dragged him to the
wood-pile, seized his scarlet crest, and held him down,
while Peter, with a flourish of the axe, took his head
clean off, and it rolled some distance from the domestic
guillotine, bathing the snow with blood.
“What! actually pale!” said Laura, turning toward
Hannah again. “You are not very courageous.”
“I hate to see any thing killed. It seems as if the
blow hurt me.”
“What would you do if a war sprang up, and you saw
men killed instead of chickens?”
“I couldn’t. I should die. Could you see a man
killed?—some one you had looked upon,—loved perhaps?”
“That would depend,” replied Laura. “I can imagine
circumstances when I could look on without a shudder.
There are wrongs for which only death can atone, and for
these a man ought to die. Such wrongs, sometimes
spring only from the man one has loved.”
Her eyes flashed dangerously. She looked, for the
moment, like a woman who would indeed, if necessary,
take revenge into her hands, and follow it up relentlessly
to the end.
Hannah was troubled by her words. Laura saw the effect
they had produced, and added, with a gay laugh,
56“It is not probable that either of us will be called upon
to help in bloodshed. So pray don’t shiver so.”
“You could not do it,” said Hannah; “I know you could
not.”
“Well, never mind! I was only jesting. You had
some order to give your woman, I think.”
Hannah repeated her mother’s directions to Hagar, and
they went into the parlor again; but the sight of the poor
chickens had quite destroyed Hannah’s light-heartedness.
However, the bright, clear morning which succeeded was
enough to cheer the most heavily-burdened spirit, and
Hannah was down in the kitchen at daylight, flying about
as briskly as a humming-bird.
After breakfast was well out of the way, there were preparations
to make for church. De Montreuil and his sister
were both amused and interested by the extreme importance
attached to the day, and the odd manner in which it
was celebrated in those primitive times.
When Hannah came down arrayed in her new scarlet
cloak and dark-green dress, it would have been difficult to
find a prettier picture than she made. Laura nodded approval
to the admiration which she saw sparkling in her
brother’s eyes, and greeted the lovely girl with a cordial
compliment.
The church, or rather meeting-house, at which the
principal congregation of Norwich worshiped in those days
was a vast, wooden structure, almost square, with great
barn-like doors on three sides, and a pulpit, composed of
wood enough to build a modern cottage, looming up at
the end. Over this pulpit a wooden canopy, or sounding-board,
brooded like some mighty extinguisher; and beneath
it, along the broad front, ran a long, bare pew, in which
the deacons sat, grim and solemn, like a bench of judges
57The house was surrounded, except where the pulpit forebade
it, by a long, lumbering gallery, and the body, cut into
four sections by broad aisles, was crowded with square
pews, so that a large portion of the congregation sat with
its back to the pulpit.
Into this structure, the people of Norwich crowded on
that cold thanksgiving-day. It was not altogether an
ordinance of God, but an extra occasion, got up by the
governor. So it was not considered indecorous to smile
blandly on entering the sanctuary; and a few had ventured
to kiss their wives and children, in a congratulatory
way before starting, without dread of a fine.
A cheerful, happy people gathered in the meeting-house
on that thanksgiving-morning, and among the
gayest came young Arnold, with his dainty little mother
leading the way, while he walked proudly side by side
with the young French lady, whose sumptuous apparel
and rich brunette beauty filled the waiting crowd with
admiration. After her brother came Hannah, blushing
consciously as she walked a little apart from Paul, whose
quiet indifference to the crowd of curious eyes turned
upon him filled her with amazement. This family group
arranged themselves on the crimson cushions of a pew
near the intersecting aisles, and, after a momentary flutter,
the congregation settled into devotional quiet.
At last came the minister, pacing up the aisle with a
slow, gentle tread, and looking benignly around upon the
people who were in honest truth his spiritual children.
He moved gravely up the pulpit-stairs, appeared for a
moment standing high in air, swallowed, up to the
shoulders, in the great pulpit, and then disappeared from
view altogether. He was kneeling in meekness of heart back
in the pulpit, asking aid of the God whose servant he was.
58At last a thanksgiving-hymn rose and swelled through
the building, followed by a long, long prayer and longer
sermon with its divisions and sub-divisions, all grandly
solemn and imposing.
All through the long discourse, de Montreuil’s attention
was more devoted to the charming girl opposite to him,
than to the good pastor’s sermon; but Arnold looked
neither to the right nor the left, though there was that in
his face which, to a keen observer, would have betrayed
thoughts little in unison with the sacredness of the scene
around.
Indeed, all the evening before, his manner had been
singular, and Laura de Montreuil was almost irritated by
the mixture of admiration and indifference which he exhibited.
It did not seem studied, although if well acquainted
with the nature of the woman with whom he had
to deal, he could not have adopted a course more likely
to interest her feelings; but it appeared rather as if he
struggled with perplexing thoughts, from which he aroused
himself with difficulty.
After the morning-service was over, there came one of
the grand dinners for which Connecticut has attained a
world-wide celebrity,—and Mrs. Arnold yielded the palm
to no housekeeper within her parish. Upon that particular
day, the presence of her son and strange guests
naturally stimulated her to higher efforts than usual. The
most fastidious epicure in the world would have been
obliged to confess that the repast was the most perfect of
its kind.
Hagar declared that no such turkey could be found
within the neighborhood of Norwich; and as for the pig,
“He was a reg’lar pictur with a lemon stuck in his mouth,
and his tail curled up behind, and them dear little feet
59huddled up under him as he lay in his bed of green
parsley.”
After dinner Mrs. Arnold went to meeting again, leaving
the young people to their amusements.
The sleigh-ride had been determined upon, and by halfpast
one the double sleigh dashed up to the door, well
filled with buffalo robes. The bells, shining from the effect
of Hagar’s scouring, jingled so merrily that they would
have softened the heart of the sternest old Puritan that
came over in the Mayflower.
“Oh, this is delightful!” exclaimed Laura. “I must
sit by you, Mr. Arnold, for I am dying to drive. Paul
can take care of Miss Hannah. Hurry, everybody! I am
crazy to be off.”
That was a sleigh-ride to be remembered! The day
was wonderfully bright, the spirits of at least three of the
party unusually high; and whatever anxiety disturbed
Arnold he had completely concealed it, appearing almost
reckless from contrast with his manner in the morning.
The bells rung out like a whole flock of summer birds;
the snow flew like showers of seed pearls; the sun lit
up the white wreaths that had lodged upon the forest-trees,
and flashed on brooklets that seemed ensnared by a
net-work of jewels. On the merry party flew, over bill
and plain, finding pleasure in every thing about them, and
ready to decide that it was altogether the pleasantest day
they had ever spent.
“You see, Miss Laura,” said Arnold, “that some pleasures
are to be found in the country.”
“A man is idiotic who lives anywhere else,” cried de
Montreuil, before his sister could answer. “I have seen
more loveliness in our short stay here than in my whole
life before,” he added, with a glance at Hannah, that made
60her cheeks glow till they rivaled the cherry trimmings of
her hood.
There was no cloud to mar their enjoyment until they
had nearly reached home. They had taken a long sweep
of the snow-clad country, and came out near the Yantic
Falls, which drifted and flashed through its embankments,
covered with snow-laden trees like a rush of embodied
sunlight. Miss de Montreuil pointed to a log house
which stood across the road from the saw-mill they were
passing.
“That cabin looks very picturesque with the saw-mill
opposite it,” she said. “Who lives there?”
Arnold’s hand grasped the whip more tightly, and his
face turned away as he answered,
“A Mr. Leonard,—or did, at least.”
“Oh, brother, I forgot to tell you,” said Hannah. “Amy
is not well. She looks so pale and thin,—I noticed her at
meeting. She never goes out of the house hardly. I do
believe she is going into the consumption.”
Arnold made some trifling reply, but again there passed
over his features the same anxious look, that settled at
last into a hard, cruel expression that changed his whole
face. But no one remarked it, save Hannah. She fell into
thought and looked anxious during the rest of the ride.
CHAPTER IV. THE DOUBLE SLEIGH AND THE GOOSE-NEST.
61
Hagar’s own private dreams of amusement are not to
be forgotten, you may be assured. After the bells had
been thoroughly scoured, the furs mended, and he had got
all the work possible out of her, Dan never once referred
to the promised sleigh-ride.
However, Hagar was not a woman to be trifled with
after that fashion. She might bear a great deal, and be
easily persuaded into doing half her companion’s labor;
but that sleigh-ride was a thing the little woman had set
her heart upon, and have it she would.
The night before thanksgiving, she reminded Dan of his
promise, but his attention was occupied with other things;
and it was not until she repeated her interrogatories very
sharply that he heard at all.
“I say, you Dan, is that ar’ goose-nest ready?”
“In course it am, Hagar. This gemmen neber forgets
his word.”
“So much de better,” said Hagar, sniffing.
“Mr. Peter, I ’spects we kin show you sleigh-ridin’
dat’ll be hard to beat, down in York, if cullered pussons
do own their horses and sleighs, as ye tells me.”
The gallant Peter answered that he knew of one lubly
cullered pusson ob de fair sect as did not need to own a hoss
and cutter to make her killinger dan all de York gals put
62togedder. At which Hagar resolved to have that sleigh-ride
out of Dan, or make him suffer for it.
The next morning she spoke of it again; and Peter,
never having seen a “goose-nest,” asked for a sight of it.
Dan winked and screwed up his face in vain. There
was no getting rid of the request, and, like an able general,
he put the boldest face possible upon the matter.
“Sartin, Mr. Peter; do yerself de trouble to step out
back of de barn,” he said, with a majestic wave of the
hand, and flourished himself out of the room, quite ready
to be surprised at the disappearance of a “goose-nest,”
which had not existed for the last three years.
In a few moments the pair returned to the kitchen,
where Hagar was awaiting Peter’s opinion of the nest.
She was startled by a volley of exclamations from Dan,
who entered like a man perfectly furious; and Peter followed,
looking even more stupid than usual.
“De laws sake!” screamed Hagar. “Hev you seen a
ghost thanksgiving mornin’, Dan?”
“It’s gone!” gasped he. “Quite gone!”
“What, de ghost? Oh, you didn’t see one! ’Taint
true! Oh! massy’s sake, whar’s my missus? Ketch hold
of me, somebody, I’m a gwine to faint! Was it railly a
ghost, Dan?”
“I say it’s gone!” he exclaimed, with great emphasis.
“De ghost?”
“No, de ‘goose-nest,’ you fool. Who’s a-talking ’bout
a ghost?”
Hagar came out of her spasm of fright, but she went
off in a convulsion of rage, the like of which Dan had
several times witnessed, and never failed to tremble before.
“Gone!” she repeated, scornfully. “Gone! Don’t tell me!
63Oh, you lazy wampire, you ontruthful smut-ball!” changing
rapidly to hoarse tones of indignation. “It never
was thar, you awdasheous liar you! And if it is gone,
you’d better go arter it; for I’ll make dis ere kitchen too hot
to hold ye, see if I don’t!”
“Why, Hagar, Hagar!” expostulated Dan, retreating
as fast as she advanced. “Don’t be so corniptious! ’Taint
my fault: somebody’s stole it. I seed it thar back of de
barn on de top of de hen-house wid my own eyes, afore
I went to bed, and so did Mr. Peter. Didn’t you?” he
added, with an appealing look at that personage.
“Leastwise I heerd you remark that thar was its restin’-place,”
said Peter.
“Thar now, you see, Hagar! Don’t be obstropolous!
A gemmen can’t help what ain’t his fault,” pleaded Dan.
“Don’t tell me!” shouted the infuriated little woman.
“I’ll be even wid yer, yes I will! Wait till de dinner
comes! How much of dat turkey do yer tink yer’ll get?
I know dat turkey’s gwine to get lost ’tween de out-room
and kitchen, jest like yer goose-nest did. You’ll see,—only
wait. Dis isn’t gwine to end here,—you jest wait!”
Dan was touched upon his tenderest point. A beating
even with Hagar’s broomstick he might have endured, but
the thought of losing his dinner was agony. It was certainly
important that he should mollify Hagar, for he
knew that she was quite capable of keeping her word.
“Do wait momentary,” he said; “don’t be kitin’ at a
pusson so, Hagar! Le’s see. Dar’s de sleigh. Dey’s goin’
out in dat! But dar’s the cutter——”
“Wal?” asked Hagar, impatiently; “wal?”
“But massa lent dat to Miss Peasely dis blessed mornin’.”
Hagar made a rush at him, but Dan retired behind
Peter for protection.
64“Don’t, now don’t?” he cried. “Oh, I kin fix it! Clar
up, Hagar, clar up. I’ve got it! Thar’s an old crockery
crate up in the loft,—thar’s plenty of straw. I’ll cut a
couple of poles for runners, and rig it up in no time.”
“Do it now,” said Hagar, “or yer’ll git no dinner. ’Pend
on dat.”
“In course, Hagar, but yer’d ort to be more ‘scrumptious
afore strangers. That ar’ goose-nest was ready to
receive yer lubly form,—it railly was.”
Hagar showed symptoms of reawakening ire.
“Wal, wal, neber mind. I’se gwine to fix another,—thar,
thar!”
Dan retreated, and for once really was compelled to
work in earnest. He brought down the old crockery crate,
in which the hens had built their nests for a good twelve-months,
tore open bundles of rye-straw, and twisted it
into ropes, which were interwoven, basket-wise, through
the wood of the crate till the goose-nest began to take
promising form. But when half through his work, Dan
grew tired, and sat down on the edge to ruminate,
dragging the straw rope loosely in his hands “That is
no use,” he muttered. “Why can’t a pusson hab him own
fun widout workey, workey, workey foreber. How I’se
jes tuckered out a-tryin’ ter please that gal as ain’t gwin ter
be pleased, do what I will. I’se jis a good min’ ter
give it all up, I has, and cut over ter town. Golly,
wouldn’t she be mad. Ki! I’se a mind ter do it.”
“Dan, I say yer Dan, am dat nest ’bout built,” cried a
sharp voice from the house.
Dan started to his work instantaneously.
“Dar it am, yer,—golly, dar ain’t no rest for dis nigger
when she’s ’bout. She takes a fellar right and lef, she
does. Darn her.”
65A rustle in the straw, and Hagar’s black head peered
over.
“What am that you’se sayin’?”
“Oh, nothin’, Hagar. I’se only throwin’ in a little
chunk of a prayer, wid de work and kinder askin’ help
’bout dis ere goose-nest, dat it may be wordy ob its
lubly burden when de fairest ob her sect gits inter it. Hope
yer ’scuse me.”
Hagar waded-knee deep through the straw and came
out close by Dan. Her black face beamed all over when
she saw the progress of his work.
“Why Dan, Dan, yer blessed nigger, yer. If it ain’t
enamost done. Here, chile. I’se been fryin’ doughnuts and
ab broughten yer some hot in my apron; ’sides dat, I’se
got a mug ob ginger an cider by de fire, ready for de hot
tongs de minit yer done.”
“Oh, Hagar!”
“Dar, Dan. Work ’way! work ’way! I’ll go in an git
de tongs red hot. Won’t de cider sizzle?”
Dan set to work with a will. The “goose-nest” was
rigged, but, owing to his haste, by no means with the care
requisite. The wisps of straw were not firmly tied, and
the runners were put on in a very unworkmanlike style.
Altogether, it was a deceptive thing, quite worthy of its
originator. But, nevertheless, it was ready; and, towards
the middle of the afternoon, they decided to start.
Dan brought out a broken string of bells from the loft
remarking that “thar was music in ’em yet.” Mrs. Arnold
furnished the colored party with quilts, and every
thing was made as comfortable as circumstances permitted.
It was decided to drive round for Hagar’s friend, Miss
Dinah, and afterwards they were to take the road over the
hill, as that promised the best sleighing.
66Hagar arrayed herself in her best cam-colored petticoat,
and madder-red short-gown. The dark hood was lined
with yellow, and her tresses were dexterously divided into
innumerable little plaits, each tied with an end of red
ribbon, and floating about her face in the most picturesque
manner.
“As lubly as de mornin’,” said Dan, when she appeared
at the kitchen-door, ready to start, and Peter echoed the
opinion.
Hagar was only a woman, after all, and these compliments
quite restored her good humor. The two gallants
assisted her over the side of the crate, and deposited her
in the snuggest corner of the improvised vehicle.
According to promise, Dan brought forth a hot brick,
neatly folded in red flannel, which he placed at her feet, observing
that “they were lubly as two chestnuts in a bur.”
Then, tucking the patchwork quilts around her, he waved
his hand majestically for Peter to climb over the side, and
followed him, holding whip and rein in one hand, while he
clung to the nest desperately with the other. Settling
down in front, he began to shake the reins, chirruping
at the old horse, till he started off at a respectable trot,
the broken string of bells sending forth asthmatic jingles,
and snow-balls flying in all directions.
They reached the dwelling of Miss Dinah without the
slightest misadventure. That sable damsel was at leisure
for the rest of the day, and received their proposal with
the utmost delight.
She soon came out, entirely ready; and then the question
arose where she was to sit. The “goose-nest” was
not over capacious, and it was quite a puzzle where this
extra weight was to be deposited.
Now, Hagar and Dinah were the best possible friends,—sharp
67speeches and backbiting counting for nothing just
there. Indeed, they were very like other women, whatever
their color may be,—but Dinah had various little
flirting ways, of which her friend by no means approved,
and never failed to check by any means in her power.
“And whar am I to seat myself?” asked Dinah, with
vivacious elegance.
“Take my place, and I’ll set in yer lap,” said Hagar.
“Oh, my!” giggled Dinah, “why you’d quite quash
me, Hagar! What funny little countryfied ways you hev!
I’m sure dis city gemman isn’t recustomed to dat way o’
doin’ tings.”
“Oh, ob course not,” said Peter. “De ladies must set
in de gemmen’s laps, on sech ’casions as dis. It am de
berry last fashion.”
“Thar!” said Dinah: “do you hear, Hagar? Come,
Mr. Dan, are ye goin’ to let a lady go a-beggin’ for a
seat?”
Her intention was quite too manifest, and Hagar would
by no means submit to that sort of thing.
“Ef yer must set on a gemman’s lap,” she said, “take
Mr. Peter’s, for it’ll be as much as Dan kin do to keep de
ole hoss straight in de rode. Pete’s rayther oldish, and
good for nothin’ else but holdin’ critters that can’t get along
out ob somebody’s lap. Thar!”
There was no appeal from Hagar’s decision, and Dinah
resigned herself to it with as much grace as possible.
“My arms is quite at de service of de fair,” said
Peter, gallantly extending the aforesaid members, into
which Dinah sank with a deprecating grace that was quite
wonderful, casting a glance at Dan from under her drooping
eye-lashes, which that sable Romeo was too wise—arrant
flirt though he was—to think of returning. Hagar’s sharp
68eyes were fixed upon him, and there was enough lustre
left flashing up from her recent passion to make him
extremely careful how he irritated her again that
day.
They drove off quite merrily, for Hagar was, after all,
the best little woman in the world, and Dinah was quite
welcome to exert all her powers of fascination upon the
stranger, so that she did not poach over Hagar’s manor.
They laughed and they chatted quite as gayly as their
betters, and Hagar looked over towards Dan almost as
lovingly as Dinah could have done, had she been free to
act up to her most tender impulses.
But that insecure darkey was not easy in his soul,
although he only betrayed it by an unusual number of
grins, and it was more effectually concealed than many a
philosopher could have managed to hide his anxieties.
The truth was, soon after they started for the last time,
that “goose-nest” began to wriggle about in the most unexampled
manner, and sundry qualms, at least of fear, if
not of conscience, seized Dan, as he remembered the
hasty manner in which it had been thrown together. But
the rest were buoyant with heartfelt gayety; and, as Dan
only laughed the louder the more anxious he grew, their
merriment was something comical to witness.
They passed the village with a dash, and glided along
grandly for some distance; but, suddenly, Dan felt the
“goose-nest” totter still more unsteadily upon its foundation.
Hagar noticed it, for she was a true daughter of
Eve,—always inquiring into things which were much better
left alone.
“Dan,” she exclaimed, “isn’t der suthin’ out of Kilter
’bout dis ’ere ‘goose-nest?’”
“The wehicule is as safe as the chariot of Potiphar,”
69returned Dan. “Don’t be a bit uneasy, Hagar, fur one
yer can trust in holds de lines!”
Hagar was quieted for a few moments; but as they approached
the foot of a hill, the old horse took it upon
himself to start off in a sort of halting gallop, as lazy
horses are apt to do at the beginning of a steep ascent, as
if in desperation at the idea of being forced to mount it.
The “goose-nest” twisted about more and more. Hagar
was flung into Dinah’s arms, and Dan precipitated, headforemost,
on the top of the whole party, his leg sticking
up, like the crowning ornament to a pyramid. There was
a united shriek of consternation; but the cutter was
righted, each individual shook him or herself into place,
and the general composure was in a measure restored.
Suddenly, the sound of bells attracted their attention:
the sleigh containing the young Arnolds and their guests
was coming down the hill on its road home.
“Dar’s young massa,” exclaimed Dan. “Now ye’ll
see how I’ll parse by in fine style.”
He shouted to the old horse. The willing animal gave
a bound forward, the runners hit against a stump with a
force which freed them completely from the crate, and
away went the horse and poles at full speed up the hill.
The “goose-nest” gave a lurch, upsetting Dan in the
snow-bank, with his legs uppermost, like a dancing Dervish;
then performed a series of gyrations down the hill, gradually
depositing its occupants in the most unexpected postures
behind.
Peter and Dinah clung fast together, and were thrown
on to the top of a rail-fence, against which the snow had
banked itself, and there they remained, like two rare
Ethiopian birds set up for a mark. Hagar clung to the
“goose-nest” with both hands, screaming hard at every
70rebound. One of the sticks of the crate held fast to her
dress, and away they went,—bump! clatter! bump!
Now the crate was uppermost, now Hagar. The sticks
rattled hoarsely against the stumps, and the little woman
gave out hoarse yells in concert. Just us they reached
the foot of the hill the crate gave a jump backwards, and
falling over Hagar, pinned her fast to the earth. Her
shrieks were alarming. Dinah chimed in with shrill
screams, though Peter, the sly old fox, surreptitiously
attempted to stop her mouth, which he accomplished only
once; for Dinah fought gloriously, and grasping a handful
of snow dashed it in his face, rubbing it in till a little
water-spout meandered down his perfidious bosom.
Hagar saw this extraordinary spectacle through the
lattice-work of her prison, and shouted out:
“Gib it to ’im, Dinah! pummel him good,—pitch de
snow down ’im throat. Lam dat city nigger de time
o’ day! hi!”
Dan saw nothing of this. His head was so deep in the
drift that he was nearing the unreported regions in the
most unexpected manner, when Arnold stopped his horse,
and, springing out of his sleigh, extricated him from his
unfortunate plight.
Hagar was the next victim to be rescued; and they lifted
the crockery crate from off her and assisted her to rise.
Poor Hagar! she was a sorry sight! Her holiday
attire was a perfect wreck,—her ribbon-tied wool fluttering
about in the most disconsolate manner. But all this ruin
was nothing in comparison to the state of feeling into
which she had been thrown by the catastrophe.
She gave three separate shrieks of misery and affright;
then contending emotions gave way in a burst of overpowering
rage. She flew at Dan like a wild cat, but he
71fortunately saw her in time. Still panting from his
struggles in the snow, away he ran towards the horse, and
Hagar after him, both yelling at every step with an energy
which was truly appalling.
Dinah was at last induced to loose her hold of Peter’s
wool, and the two came to their senses sufficiently to quit
the fence, and trust themselves to earth again. They
trotted on murmuringly after the sleigh, and all reached
the gate in time to see Dan sink breathless on the kitchen
steps.
“I’ll show yer! I’ll give yer ‘goose-nest!’ yer—yer
ole smut-ball!” was bursting from Hagar’s irate lips; but
when she saw the miserable humility of her Adonis, the
kind heart in her bosom melted, and she passed him with
a sniff, only muttering:
“Yer call yersef a gemman! Build anudder ‘goose-nest,’
now do.”
Dan made no answer, but imprisoned himself in the
cellar-way for a little time; but finding that cold, he went
off disconsolately to the barn and hid himself in the haymow.
Hannah prepared the tea, but as soon as it was over, and
the merriment consequent upon the late adventure had
subsided, young Arnold made a plea of urgent business,
and left the house.
CHAPTER V. ARNOLD’S VISIT TO LEONARD’S CABIN—THE SAW-MILL AT NIGHT—THE HEART-WOUND.
72
In the woods upon the hill that rose some distance beyond
Mr. Arnold’s house, stood two log houses that we have
before mentioned. One of them was built quite near the
road cut through the forest; and in front of it, on the
bank of the river, the rough saw-mill sent up its grating
music day after day, chiming in with the roar of the waters
as they leaped down over a precipice that formed a natural
fall above.
But on thanksgiving, all was silent save the voice of
the waves sending up their perpetual hymn in the depths
of the grand old woods. Within the log house there had
been the usual preparations for the holiday which no
moral Connecticut family, however poor, could by any
possibility neglect. Not that Joshua Leonard was any
worse off in the world than many of his neighbors, although
he still lived in the log cabin with two rooms which
he had built when he first married; but the good man
counted his savings with the utmost care. He wished
for no “new-fangled fixings,”—not he. “Framed houses
and boughten furniture” were objects of his supreme contempt;
and though his wife had for years droned out her
little complaints at the superior style in which many of
their neighbors lived, she was too inert to combat her
husband’s close habits successfully.
73They had but one child,—a daughter just grown into early
womanhood,—and as pretty a wild-wood blossom as could
have been found in the whole neighborhood.
All that day, Amy Leonard had been in a state of unwonted
excitement. While dressing for “meeting” that
morning, it seemed as if the blue short-gown would never
be arranged to her satisfaction; and she was so long in
putting on her cloak, that the farmer threatened to drive
off the ox-sled without her. During the minister’s long
discourse she was strangely inattentive, sitting with her
eyes fixed upon the floor, or stealing glances towards the
pew where Mr. Arnold’s family were seated.
After they returned home she was even more quiet than
usual, and several times during the dinner her father chided
her for her silence. At such moments she would rouse
herself into cheerfulness; but the instant she felt herself
unnoticed, an anxious look crept over her face really
pitiful to behold.
When the merry jingle of sleigh-bells attracted her attention,
and she saw that gay, young party go dashing by,
she stood watching them till they were out of sight; she
then crept down by the kitchen fire, and sat for a long
time looking into it with dreary thoughtfulness.
As evening came on, she started at every sound, like
one in expectation of a summons. Every time a treebough
creaked, she sat breathlessly listening, as if for a
familiar step. Mr. Leonard was reading the Bible, and
his wife dozing in her chair, so that, as usual, she was
unheeded.
It was eight o’clock,—quite bedtime in those primitive
days,—and the old gentleman began to make preparations
for the night.
Suddenly, there came in truth a knock at the door, which
74made Amy start to her feet, then crouch down again
completely overcome with excitement, and sit still with
her eyes upon the door.
“Who on airth is that?” exclaimed the old lady, startled
out of her nap.
“I guess Amy knows,” replied the farmer. “Come
in,” he added, in a louder voice. “’Taint worth while to
stand for ceremony.”
The door opened in obedience to his invitation, and
young Arnold entered the room.
“Hello!” exclaimed Mr. Leonard. “I thought I saw
you to meetin. How do you do? Why, mother, can’t you
wake up and see who has come?”
“Why, sakes alive, ef it ain’t Mr. Arnold’s Ben,” said
the old lady, rousing herself effectually from her nap as
the young man shook her hand. “Joshua said he was
sure he saw you to meetin; but I can’t see an inch from
my nose. Folks a-staying with you, too, I heerd,—do
tell! Who be they now?—city friends o’ yourn, I reckon!
Amy, can’t you get a chair for a body when they drop in?”
All these remarks were delivered without a pause for
breath, and while Arnold had turned to greet the young
girl. Amy was deadly pale when he took her hand. Her
lips worked tremulously, and her eyes were raised to his
face with a language more expressive than any words
could have been.
She sank back into her chair, and Arnold seated himself
with his face towards the old couple, purposely or by accident,
screening her completely from their view.
“So you’ve come hum agin,” pursued the old lady, who
was rarely silent, and whose conversation was always
delivered in a sleepy manner that admitted of no variation,
and without the slightest regard for periods. “‘Spose
75you’ve got mighty stuck-up notions there in the city.
Time Amy went to visit her cousin,—’twasn’t only her
second cousin, anyhow, maybe third, for that matter, but
we’ve allers called her cousin, she ’twas, Sally Wetherby—she
came back with so many flamin’ new idees that I
railly thought the critter’d drive me out of my mind. It’s
jest the same with young folks everywhere: it’s only by
living that we larn. And so you’ve got a sight of company
to your house! Guess your mother don’t thank you
fur bringin’ her more work,—that’s what she got her house
fixed up fur, I reckon! Wal, I tell Joshua, it’s queer how
other folks can have things as they ort to be, and we keep
on in the same old way,—not that I’m givin’ to grumble,
but a body likes to feel as good as other folks. But ’tain’t
no kind o’ use to talk to Joshua,—never was, and never
will be; and there’s Amy as like him as two peas, unless
’tis that her chin is like my folkses, but I never was no
hand at seein’ likenesses, though a good many is——”
“Wal, there, mother,” interrupted her husband, “do
hold on a minit! She’s jest like a clock: wind her up
and she’ll go till she runs down,—the same old two-and-six-pence.”
“That’s allers the way I’m treated in my own house,”
said the old lady, not plaintively, not even fretfully, but
droning away as before. “I ain’t nobody here, never
was. Sich a difference in men folks! There’s Mr. Arnold
treats his wife like a born queen; but I’m no ’count’
Joshua never held that I was, though a good many folks
is different; but I ain’t one to grumble as everybody
knows; but I dew say Miss Arnold is the fortunatest
woman,—and there’s Hannah, fresh as an apple-blossom.
But just look at our Amy. What ails her I don’t know.
Goin’ to visit her cousin so much,—she ’twas, Sally Wetherby,
76as I told you, though you know’d it afore: many a
time she’s slapped you when you was a little feller, and
she as high-tempered a critter as you’d find anywhere,—and
goin’ to see her hain’t done Amy no good. She’s a
notion of readin’, too; and that I never will believe in,
anyhow!”
“Come, mother,” said Mr. Leonard, “you and I’ll go
to bed. I guess the young folks don’t need us. There’s
more pine-knots in the corner, Arnold. Come along, Jemimy.”
He lit a “dip” candle, fairly forced the old lady into the
other apartment, which was used as their bedroom, and
the youthful couple were left alone.
The girl was trembling all over from the agitation
which she had struggled so hard to repress during the
past half hour.
“Amy,” whispered Arnold, in a low voice, that went
to the inmost depths of her heart, “Amy!”
He bent forward and drew her towards his chair. She
half-knelt before him, and hid her face upon his shoulder
with a flow of tears that could no longer be restrained.
“Crying!” he said, “how is this, Amy? Look up—there,
there, what a nervous little thing!” He lifted her
face and pressed his lips upon her forehead. “Don’t cry
any more, or I shall think that you are not glad to see
me.”
“The day has been so long—I thought you did not
mean to come,” she murmured, wiping the tears from her
eyes, and forcing back the sob which rose to her lips.
“I have waited three whole months for this meeting
and to-day has seemed longer than the whole time
before.”
“I could not come until this evening; you must remember
77it is a year since I had seen my mother, and she will
scarcely let me out of her sight now.”
“She did let you go to-day, it seems!” exclaimed Amy,
excitedly. “Oh, I saw you driving by without even a
look towards the house; at church it was the same thing
not a glance for me.”
“Hush! hush!” he said. “Your father will hear you.”
“Sometimes I don’t care,” she returned, with an energy
foreign to her character. “I would like to die! There
have been days when it seemed that I should go mad if
I could not get out of these dreary woods and find you
again.”
“Come out and walk,” whispered Arnold “They are
asleep in the other room, and we shall disturb them.”
Amy threw a heavy cloak drearily about her, and
followed Arnold cautious footsteps out-of-doors. She went
passively, as she would have obeyed him had he bidden
her go forth from that forest-home never to return.
It was a glorious night,—the moon at its full, and not
a cloud in the sky. There was no wind, but the air was
very cold, and the low shivering of the pine-trees above
them sounded like distant voices talking of pain. The
rush of the river was strangely distinct, and to Amy’s
fancy it sounded like a weird warning that she could not
understand, but which made her tremble with a vague
sense of approaching ill.
He drew her arm into his, and led her down the bank
to the old saw-mill.
“We are sheltered from the wind here,” he said, as
they sat down upon the carriage on which the logs were
placed.
“How strangely your voice sounds to-night, Arnold!”
“You are fanciful and nervous, Amy. I believe you
78read too many story-books. I shall not send you any
more.”
“Who are those strangers at your house?” she asked,
abruptly.
“Old friends of mine. I brought them here because
the gentleman wishes to buy land, and my father has
some to dispose of.”
“And the lady?”
“She naturally accompanied her brother.”
“Oh yes, I understand! I know very well who it is,—Miss
Laura de Montreuil. I saw her driving by one
day when I was in New Haven.”
“She lives in New York.”
“That makes no difference. She was pointed out to me
as a great heiress.”
“Are you sure of that?” Arnold asked, carelessly, but
it was in truth a question which greatly interested him.
“Very sure! Oh, I see it all. She has money, and
you, with all the world, will be at her feet! Oh, Arnold,
Arnold,” she added, with sudden passion, “is this keeping
your word? Is this what you promised when you
induced me to deceive my parents,—to take upon myself
a load of deception that wears my life away?”
“Would you be freed from it?” he asked, almost
brutally.
“Oh, anything, to feel the light-hearted girl I was once.”
“There is no reason why you should not.”
“You mock me,” she said, with sad reproach. “Perhaps
I deserve it! But oh, Arnold, you do not know
what I have suffered since we parted! The secret
wedding,—that return to my old home to feel myself so
changed,—unable to speak freely with any! It has been
dreadful!”
79“Why, Amy, are you resolved to keep up that silly farce,
when we are alone too? Come, come: a jest is a jest.”
“Jest!—a jest! What do you mean?”
“You have no real claim on me: you know what I
mean well enough, child; and know, too, that I will admit
of none.”
She rose to her feet, and looked full in his face with a
wild passion that was like insanity.
“God help me! I have been mad indeed!” She pressed
her hands to her forehead like one trying to remember.
“You,” she cried, dashing aside her hands and confronting
him firmly, “you have some end in view. We were
married. When I went to New Haven you used to meet
me everywhere: on my way to the school where my cousin
sent me,—in the evening at her house. You told me that
you loved me, and you did—oh, you did! You begged
me to consent to that secret wedding that you might be
sure I indeed belonged to you.”
“It was no marriage, Amy.”
“It was! It was! I am your wife.”
There was an agony of entreaty in her voice that was
heart-rending; but Arnold’s resolution was taken, and an
effigy of stone could not have been colder or more immovable.
“I tell you no, Amy. You have no claim on me,—none
in the world.”
She neither wept nor moaned. She stood before him,
gazing in his face, without the power to turn away her
eyes. His audacious composure fascinated her.
“And you do not love me?” she said, in a hollow voice.
“You came here to tell me that?”
“I do love you, Amy: indeed I do!”
“But you had some reason for coming with that falsehood
80on your lips! Tell me at once that you do not love
me. It is better. I shall struggle till you do that.”
“I do, Amy! Circumstances may part us; but, believe
me, you are very dear to me still,—very dear.”
“Are you going away forever?” she gasped; “going——”
Her voice broke, she seemed choking.
“I cannot tell. No man can tell what is to come.”
“Are you going to leave me? Will you never claim
me of my father?”
“You are not the person to question me so.”
“I am! In the sight of heaven, I am! Are you going
away? Answer me.”
“Very soon. And it may be years before I return”
She uttered no word, but her strength suddenly gave
way, and she slid to his feet and fell motionless upon the
icy boards.
He raised her in his arms and bore her toward the house.
“It is better so,” he muttered. “To-morrow I shall be
away. Better so.”
He made no effort to revive her, but carried her to the
house, entered it gently, and placed her upon a chair
near the fire. He stood a moment, looking down upon
that sweet, pale face. It was quiet now. The large eyes,
bright with pain a moment before, were closed under
their cold lids, and she looked painfully death-like.
He stooped down as if to kiss her; but the attempt
seemed sacrilegious even to him; and, leaving only a gust
of sinful breath on her forehead, he turned away,—heavy
hearted it may be, but resolute still.
How long Amy Leonard remained insensible she never
knew. When consciousness came back she was alone in
that darkened room. The fire had burned down, and the
quivering embers only sent up transient gleams. The
81sighing of the pine-trees and the rush of the waters were
the only noises that reached her ear. And those were
sounds of dreary desolation.
“Arnold!” she moaned. “Arnold!”
Only the low night-wind made reply; and Amy roused
herself to the consciousness that he had left her,—and forever.
She started from her seat, as if she would have
gone in search of him; but her very limbs seemed paralyzed
by the numbing weight upon her heart, and she fell
back in the chair, utterly powerless.
She did not move again for hours. The moon swept
up the sky, till its full light played in at the little casement
and illuminated the room.
Still there she sat, gazing fixedly at the dying embers,
shivering at intervals, but making no effort to rise. The
wretched young creature scarcely comprehended what had
befallen her; but, stunned and shaken in every nerve, it
seemed as if she would never, never awake from that dull
ache of the heart.
CHAPTER VI. OPPOSING WILLS—CONFIDENCES BETWEEN MOTHER AND SON.
On the day after thanksgiving, Arnold and his friends
were to have returned to New Haven. Short as his visit
had been, the young man was more than anxious to leave
his home again; but in this matter he had a will, strong
as his own, and a caprice far more uncertain, to contend
82against. Laura de Montreuil would not quite confess
herself overtaxed by the journey she had taken only three
days before, but she found the old homestead so pleasant,
the parlor so warm and cozy, when contrasted with the
drifting snow and keen frost out-of-doors, that Mrs. Arnold’s
sweet persuasion to remain a little longer was met with
acceptance. Arnold’s protestations that business compelled
him to go at once, urged with a dictatorial, half-insolent,
air, had no effect upon Laura, though they made the good
housewife shrink away, with a troubled expression of the
eye painful to look upon.
Mademoiselle de Montreuil laughed when she saw this.
“And so they are all afraid of you, my hero! I see how
it is. You won’t even be persuaded. Now there; go kiss
your blessed little mamma, and tell her you won’t go
away for the next thousand years, at least.”
She pointed her slender finger towards him an instant,
then dropped her hand and took the feather fan from her
lap, shading her laughing face as she saw his haughty
frown lower over her.
“What! you are seriously determined to be rude to
that angel, and inhospitable to us,” she said, with a face
dark as his own. “I beg your pardon. It is not my pleasure,
nor that of Paul, I dare say, to leave this neighborhood
for a day or two yet. There is some fine scenery
about the Falls, and a picturesque cabin or two, perched
on the banks, that I have a fancy to sketch; but we shall
not force ourselves on your hospitality. There must be a
public house somewhere in the hill-side town yonder.”
Arnold’s face had cleared off. An impatient curve of the
lip remained, but that was directly softened into a smile.
He did not heed the anxious face of his mother, but stole
close to Laura’s chair, and, bending over her with a grace
83that was more than half command, soften it as he would,
whispered a few words that sent the blood burning to her
face.
“It was because I thought you were tired of my society,”
he said, fixing his glance upon her with a power that dazzled
her eyes more completely than the fire had done.
“But I like your mother, and that little saintly sister,
enough to put up with the rest,” she said, with an attempt
at audacious cheerfulness.
“And it is not for my sake?” he whispered.
“Hush! your mother.”
“Oh, I had forgotten. Well, mother, it is determined,
business or no business, we are to remain a day or two
longer. Will that please you?”
Mrs. Arnold brightened pleasantly, but this agitation
had left her rather pale; and as Arnold lifted his eyes
to her face, he saw something there that made him
thoughtful.
His look of eager solicitude brought the tears into her
eyes, while the gentlest of all smiles hovered on his lips.
“Are you pleased, mother?”
Mademoiselle de Montreuil had left the room, or the
good lady would never have given way to her tears: that
kind of sensibility was not much in fashion with the New
England mothers of her generation. They prayed more
than they wept, and hard work left them little time for
any thing more than an exhibition of honest family affection,
now and then.
“What is it troubles you, mother?” said Arnold, pressing
that pale face to his bosom, with the purest gleams of
tenderness that existed in his nature. “Now that the
excitement is off, I see that you look worn and feeble. Is
any thing really the matter?”
84The old lady sighed heavily; but his tenderness comforted
her, and drawing herself away from his bosom, she
wiped her eyes, trying hard to smile.
“Yes, I have something. Come with me a little. I
want to talk to you. This idea of going away so soon
frightens me. I didn’t expect it, Benedict, and was putting
every thing off to the last, like a poor coward that I
am.”
Again Arnold’s face grew black. Half the time it past
under the thunder-cloud of some passion. From his boyhood
it had always been so; but the contrast of cheerful
humor and persuasive gentleness had a wonderful fascination
when they arose.
He followed his mother up-stairs into her bed-chamber,
a square room in the southwest corner of the house, where
the turbulent heart in his bosom had first begun to beat.
The room was close. Though it was now somewhat
late in the morning, the green paper blinds were all
rolled down, and, notwithstanding the clear, cold air
without, a heavy, dead atmosphere filled the gloomy
twilight,—an atmosphere that Arnold felt at once, and the
color in his face deepened into fierce flushes.
“Is this my father?” he exclaimed, striding up to the
bed, and forcing the counterpane down from where it
was huddled over the old man’s face.
Mrs. Arnold laid her hand on his arm, growing pale,
and holding her breath. No fault could make her forget
respect for the husband of her youth.
“Is this my father?” Arnold exclaimed again, shaking
off her hold, and grasping the exposed shoulder with a
violence which made the old man lurch heavily in his bed,
and mutter to be left alone.
“It is my husband, Benedict, and your father. Never
85forget that. Take your hand away; it was not for this I
brought you here!”
Arnold slowly withdrew his hand, but looked fiercely
back at the bed. As the gentle mother strove to draw
him away, his fingers worked and clenched themselves, as
if he would gladly have turned and strangled that old
man in his inebriate slumber. The mother’s face was full
of sorrow; his, the only son, was black with rage.
“And how long has this been?” he said, when the door
was closed behind them.
“Ever since you left us. I think he missed you, Benedict,
and so went oftener to town. It was very lonesome
here evenings, with nobody but Dan to order, and us to
talk with, you know.”
“Do you mean to find fault with me for going, mother?
as if a son must stay at home forever, to keep his father
from becoming a drunkard!”
“Hush! Benedict, nobody ever called him that in my
hearing before.”
“But I dare say he is called that all over town,” answered
the son, savagely; “and these French people, this
splendid young lady will soon find it out.”
“No, no, I will persuade him. You will help me,—he
is so amiable and kind at all times. Last night, he saw a
light in the out-room, and thinking your friends were up,
wandered about till he was almost frozen. I was sitting
up, you know, and at last saw him against the window,
with his breath frozen white in his beard, and his hat off:
he had lost it by the gate.”
“And she might have seen this!”
“No, no; he would have frozen in the snow rather than
make you blush, Benedict. He had memory enough for
that. So don’t think too hard of him.”
86“But what gave rise to this? He was as temperate a
man as any in Norwich when I went to New Haven.”
“I don’t know. It has always been a mystery to me;
but, since his store was burned down, and the insurance
money paid, he’s never been the same man,—always restless,
always wanting to be in motion.”
“Since his store was burned down!” faltered Arnold,
and a dusky glow filled his eyes, and flushed his face all
around them; “and the insurance money paid. Surely he
does not grudge me that little start in life.”
“No, no. Of course not!” cried the mother, eager to
clear her husband. “I did not know that you had the
money. He never speaks of the fire; but always goes away,
and comes home as you see, if any one else mentions it.
Sometimes people twit him about it, I’m afraid.”
“Twit him about it! What is that you say, madam?”
“Madam! my son; madam to your mother!”
“Well, I beg your pardon; but you spoke of some one
twitting my father. Who?” the voice in which Arnold
asked this was terrible.
“Yes, he said it once,” answered the little woman, beginning
to tremble, she scarce knew why; “but he wasn’t
quite himself, you know; and—and—I don’t like to ask
questions at such times. When you came home, I thought
perhaps you might be able to help me understand it!”
“Me? me?”
“It was one of my delusions, I dare say,” answered
Mrs. Arnold, shrinking from her son’s glance.
“One of your delusions! Why, you didn’t have these
fancies formerly, mother. I thought if there was a woman
on earth every way above them, you were that woman.”
“Did you, Benedict? Was I really so smart as that?
87Well, well, as one gets old, and sees the sun of life going
down, and the shadows coming on, it makes a difference;
and then I’m used to sitting up late at nights now, and
that weakens one so: but I am altered now, Benedict?”
There was something so earnest and touching in that
sweet voice, that Arnold felt the tears stealing to his eyes.
The strange moisture fairly startled him. He dropped
the hand which he had half lifted to her head, and turned
away, biting his lips angrily.
“Come, come, it isn’t for me to torment you in this way,
Benedict,” said the kind mother. “Step this way. I
want to show you something.”
Arnold followed her into the next room, where a large
oaken chest, clamped with brass, stood between the front
windows. She opened the chest, and revealed a store of
fine home-made linen, white as snow, delicately fine
pillow-cases, fringed at the edge, and sheets, with broad
hems, daintily stitched. “Hannah had her setting-out
ready ever so long ago,” said the good woman, looking
over her shoulders as she knelt before the chest. “I began
spinning and weaving for her when she was a baby; but
this was done since you left us. Hagar wanted to help,
but I was selfish and would do it all myself. So don’t
marry any one that’ll be above using homespun, or what
would all this be good for?”
Dear soul, how transparent her little artifice was. She
had no courage to say how much too fine she thought the
elegant French woman down-stairs, and so made this excuse
to bring on the subject, believing herself the most
crafty and wicked little woman in the world to attempt
it, quite a demoralizing example for her own son.
Arnold was rather softened by the sight of the linen.
It reminded him, painfully, of those quiet hours when he
88had hung on his mother’s chair, while her two hands were
so busy at the distaff, and her little foot danced on the
pedal of the flax-wheel, which was now unbanded in the
garret above. He remembered so well how she would dip
her fingers into the cocoanut shell hanging over the flyers,
sprinkle the drops over her shoulders, and then kiss them
from his face, when she saw him grow angry, as he was
sure to do.
How pretty she looked in those days. Roses bloomed
on her cheeks then, and no strawberry was ever of a
sweeter crimson than her mouth. But there was a great
change. He had not minded it so much at first; but now,
with the full light shining over her from an uncurtained
window, a host of fine wrinkles threaded that pure forehead,
and the pallor of her face was unnatural. Surely
his mother could not be well.
The worst man that I ever saw—one who confessed to
having murdered sixty persons in a piratical career, without
a single expression of repentance—began to speak to
me of his mother, and wept like a little child. All those
atrocious murders had failed to wash the holy image
of a mother from his soul. Then, do not think it unnatural
that Benedict Arnold, in his youth, should have
loved the little woman kneeling at his feet, with a force
of affection that a better man might not have possessed.
With him all affections and all sentiments were passions;
but the most sacred that ever dwelt in that ambitious
heart, was his love, which made his haughty lip tremble,
and his eyes dim, while she exhibited her treasures.
“Oh, Benedict, don’t, or you’ll make me cry too!” she
said, quite heart-smitten by his look. “Don’t feel hurt at
what I said. Of course you can marry anybody on earth
89that suits you,—why not? The brighter and handsomer
all the better, of course: and if she’s rich——”
“She must be rich,” said Arnold, sharply. “I want no
wife to drag me down.”
“Oh, my son, what need——”
“The more need, mother, from what I have seen this
morning. Tell me, is my father in debt?”
“I—I don’t know. He never tells me any thing now”
“Well, that I can learn from him, as we stay over
awhile. I suppose he will manage to get sober before we
go.”
Mrs. Arnold shrunk, and the color came to her face.
He saw it, and relented a little.
“But we will not talk of this any more. He must not
be careless of your comforts, that is all. So now,
mother, close the chest, and let us sit down on it a moment,
while you tell me how this lady strikes you all at
home. Something a little out of the usual run, I fancy?”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Arnold, doubtfully; “very,—that is,
we haven’t any girl in Norwich in the least like her.
“Handsome, though. Isn’t she, mother?”
“Oh, yes. A great deal handsomer than,—yes, I was
going to say, than Amy Leonard,—not near so nice,
though; but then fine ladies don’t care about being nice,
I dare say. This one is handsome as a bird, especially
with those white ostrich-plumes in her bonnet all flying
away with her curls. How the people did stare when
you drove up to the meeting-house, thanksgiving-day, just
at prayer time. It was as much as the minister could do
to keep his eyes shut. I was sorry about the disturbance;
but then, for the life of me, I couldn’t help looking out.”
“Then it made a little commotion among the natives?
I thought so.”
90“Indeed, how could that be helped? The Norwich
people haven’t forgotten that your father was one of the
richest merchants among ’em before that fire.”
Arnold was looking at his mother, but his eyes fell as
she mentioned the fire.
“Oh, I was wrong to name it again; but what could
any one do? If you had stayed a moment longer in the
store, who could have saved your life? and what was
building or goods compared to that? I never thought of
blaming you.”
“And who has? I ask again,” said Arnold, fiercely,
“I was only a boy then. Did they expect me to put out
a raging fire single-handed?”
“Indeed how could they? But we were speaking of
the young lady down-stairs. Tell me more about her?
Is she really from over the sea?”
“Originally, yes, mother; but for a year or two she
has lived in Canada, where her brother inherited a great
business from his father. Lately, they have been in New
York, and traveling about. This young lady was educated
in Paris, I am quite sure, for she has seen the court,
and there is a title in the family.”
Mrs. Arnold held her breath.
“Her grandfather had some place under the king; and
she was educated in a convent.”
“A convent! a Catholic!” cried Mrs. Arnold, clasping
her hands in intense dismay. “Oh, my son!”
“Does that frighten you, mother?” said Arnold laughing
carelessly. “Never mind, if she chooses to fall in
love with me, I’ll soon make her forget it. If I tell
her to be sprinkled in the meeting-house, or dipped in the
Falls at high-flood, she’ll do it mother, or I’ll know why.”
“What, that high-spirited, handsome girl?” smiled the
91old lady, flushed with the idea he so insolently brought
forward. “How can you talk so, Benedict? One would
think you’d been in Paris too. But don’t talk any more
nonsense about our visitor. She’s as bright and beautiful as
a bird: but what is that to old-fashioned people like us?
You haven’t asked a word about Amy Leonard yet,—and
that puts me in mind to send Dan, with the cutter, after
her this evening. She’ll expect it, poor girl; she’s not
been very well this fall: stays away from meeting, and is
getting a little unsocial, I’m afraid. I hope your coming
will cheer her up,—such friends as you were once,—only
these things never last with children.
“No, mother, they seldom last,” said Arnold, rising
from the chest. “So perhaps it’ll be as well not to send
for Amy. I’ve been to visit the family, and they won’t
expect any thing more.”
Mrs. Arnold sighed. With every thread of the linen
folded beneath her she had woven a motherly thought of
Benedict and Amy Leonard; and now this French girl,
with the feathers, must come dashing out from a foreign
convent, and tear all her delicate cobwebs of fancy into
shreds. The dear little woman wished to be hospitable,
and there was something very grand and imposing about
the idea of a daughter-in-law who had been educated in
Paris,—who had seen the king,—possessed a title somewhere
in the family, and no doubt owned heaps on heaps
of property. But still the lovely face of Amy Leonard
came closest to her heart, and she felt inexpressibly saddened
by her son’s triumphant manner.
Mrs. Arnold arose from the linen chest, and sighed, as
she locked up her treasures.
“Then you think I’d better not send for Amy?” she
92said, with a gleam of fresh courage. “She’s lonesome up
there, I know.”
“She’d be more lonesome with Mademoiselle de Montreuil,—a
wren and bird of Paradise together, dear
mother. When I come to Norwich, it is to see you and
the rest of ’em. Don’t let me be tormented with girls.”
With a careless wave of the hand, which Mrs. Arnold
longed to construe into a permission to send for her favorite,
Benedict moved towards the head of the stairs; for a
cheerful voice was calling him from below.
It was Paul de Montreuil, in a laughing skirmish with
his sister.
“Arnold! Arnold! Come settle this matter.”
Benedict appeared at the head of the stairs, laughing
through all his ill-humor.
“Well, what is it?”
“We have been managing a sleigh-ride. Peter and I
have been in to town, and brought back a cutter that skims
the snow like a hawk, with a whole nest of bear-skins.
You never saw such a day, sharp and clear as diamonds:
the snow is crusted like parian marble. I shall drive myself:
it’s no sleighing at all without that. Come and look
at the cockle-shell.”
“Nothing of the kind,” cried Laura, laughing, and hurrying
on her pelisse with its rich sable linings; while
Hannah Arnold stood by, holding a white-beaver hat,
from which a long feather floated. “You will spend no
such idle time, Mr. Arnold. I have captured the cutter,
put Peter in charge, and we are to have the first drive.
Where is your greatcoat? Come, hurry, for the enemy
is growing desperate.”
“But I intended to have a long drive with Miss Hannah
Arnold,” said Paul.
93“Plenty of time,” cried his sister. “Why, Hannah
isn’t half ready. We can drive across the hills, and over
to the Falls and back, while she braids her hair. Can’t
we, Hannah, dear?”
“Yes, indeed, I couldn’t go quite yet,” said Hannah,
smothering a little sigh. “After they get home, perhaps,
if mother should not want me.”
“Of course your mother won’t think of wanting you.
She never does want anybody when it’s inconvenient,—the
darling soul! Come, Mr. Arnold, don’t you hear that
crash of bells. It makes my blood tingle from head to
foot.”
“Here I am at command, fair lady,” cried Arnold,
coming down-stairs with a dashing overcoat on, and a
richly-mounted whip in his hand. “If we are to rob Mr.
Paul of his ride, let us make an affair of it. Hannah, get
your overshoes for Miss de Montreuil.”
Hannah brought the oversocks, and Arnold bent to one
knee while he buried the shapely little foot with its satin
slipper in the fur lining.
“Now we are ready,” she cried, settling her foot in its
warm nest, and tying the broad, pink, strings of her hat.
“Ah, this is like Canada, bright, frosty, and cold. Never
fear, Paul: we won’t be gone forever.”
Away she went down the yard, and out of the front-gate,
where Peter stood before a dashing cutter crowded
richly with furs, holding a spirited little black horse that
pawed the snow, and, tossing his saucy head, made the
bells ring out with a wonderful clash every few moments;
for the exuberant oxygen set him crazy to be in motion.
In sprang Laura de Montreuil, laughing a pretty defiance
to her brother and Hannah, who stood rather ruefully
on the doorstep watching these proceedings.
94Arnold followed her, drew her close to his side, with a
pressure of the arm that made the breath tremble on her
lip,—gathered the furs lovingly about her, and took up
the reins.
A plunge, an exultant leap, that made the strings of
bells upon the harness ring out such a peal, and away.
“He—he—ki-e-e!”
It was Hagar and Dan at the gate, yelling like mad.
Arnold looked back. With a dexterous bend of his hand
his horse was forced into a sweeping curve, and back came
the cutter making a superb halt.
“What is it, Hagar?” cried the young man, holding his
steed in with both hands. “What’s the trouble?”
“You went an’ forgot der foot-stove, Massa Benedict,”
cried Hagar, rushing through the gate with the stove
held up high in her hand, while she blew the embers
within till her face looked like an India-rubber ball that
never could collapse. “Jes yer put her feets on this ere,
an’ they’ll be like two biscuits in de oven,—dey will now,
I tell ye.”
Arnold gave his whip a crack that almost took Hagar’s
kerchief from her head, touched his horse and away again,
leaving Hagar so lost in astonishment that she had no
power to unpurse her mouth till the cutter was dashing
along the road again.
“Let ’em go,” said Hagar, looking all her indignation
at Dan; “dem tings nebber come to no good. Go a
sleighin’ widout a foot-stove,—dem’s company manners,
am dey? Nebber mind. I’ll keep de coals hot for Miss
Hannah, an’ her sleigh-ride’ll be just as ’spectable if de
pink ribbins, and de white plumes, and de red shawls,
ain’t a-flying out berhind. Thar now, as I’ve ’pressed
95my mind, jest carry dat stove inter de kitchen, and set
it on de harth, Dan, if thar’s life enough in yer.”
Dan took the stove meekly enough; for as he had
made up his mind to gossip a little with Peter before
going in, the arrangement was rather comfortable than
otherwise.
But this state of things did not last long. Hagar soon
came pattering down to the gate and carried Dan away;
while she insinuated to Peter that a back-log was wanted
in the kitchen fire-place, and that it took two men—if neither
of them were over smart—to roll one from the wood-pile
to the nice bed of ashes that she’d just raked out for it.
Peter took the hint, and directly both negroes were
discussing church-matters before a splendid fire, whose
foundations had been properly laid by themselves, and
whose superstructure Hagar was completing with pine-knots,
which blazed up at once and filled the whole kitchen
with yellow light.
The house was very quiet after this. Mrs. Arnold had
crept up the back stairs, carrying a plate of toast and cup
of tea, with which she had disappeared into the chamber
we have seen before to-day; and, Hannah, not knowing
what else to do, entertained the young Frenchman in the
out-room, who, after all, did not seem so very much disappointed
about the sleigh-ride as one might have supposed.
What did they talk of there in that dim, old-fashioned
room, into which the sunshine came so goldenly, playing
over the tall andirons, and melting into the more ruddy
glow of the hickory fire? Indeed, I cannot tell you!
Something very pleasant at first, if you might judge by
the soft warmth on that young cheek, and the smile that
mellowed upon her lip like ripeness in a strawberry; but
this was while Paul was talking so cheerfully, saying all
96sorts of pretty things with one of the most musical voices
in the world, trifling with his shy, little bird without ruffling
its plumage.
But after a while, when solitude made him bold, he
began to talk earnestly, passionately, as she had never
heard him talk before. Then Hannah grew frightened,
and yet fascinated. She longed to run away and find
some one to protect her, but would not have gone for the
world: nay, she trembled at the very idea of her mother’s
step on the stairs, yet was tempted to call aloud for her
every instant. Then she began to grow very pale and
solemn; her lips trembled as if some one had grieved
her. It was altogether a curious study, that sweet face, as it
glided away into the shadiest corner of the out-room, but
never could be entirely alone, for another face followed
her everywhere, and would, poor girl! forever and ever
to the end of her life.
CHAPTER VII. A HALF DECLARATION—PASSIONATE STRUGGLE.
“Where on earth are you driving to, Mr. Arnold?”
“Into the town. I wish to show you the view from
some of those terraces; it is peculiarly fine.”
“Town!” cried the lady, with a pretty scream,
“town! when you know I detest the very sight of a
house that isn’t built of logs. No—no, I am dying to
see the Falls, that we only got a glimpse of the other
97day. It was for that I stole Paul’s horse and kidnapped
you.”
Arnold tried to say something of the happiness of a
captivity like that; but secret annoyance distorted the
words on his lips, and he said, rather sharply,
“Indeed, mademoiselle, you will find the road rough,
and the Falls frozen to marble.”
“That is exactly what I want,—a good jolting,—jumpers
all along the road, as you call those ridges, that shake
one up so; and an overturn in the snow, if one does not
plunge too deep. Now, don’t talk of roads to me. I like
obstacles and difficulties, or how should I ever endure you,
the most cross-grained, obstinate person in the world,
every one says.”
“But I hope you will not say so, Laura.”
“Laura!”
“Have I offended?”
“I don’t know. Yes, of course.”
She blushed scarlet under his glance, for she felt that
her own headlong encouragement had kindled the audacity
burning there.
“Oh, if I only had a right,—if every glance at that
face was not a presumption.”
She looked up, softened by the humility of his speech,
but still dissatisfied by the tones of his voice.
“Why do you speak of presumption? It is no great
crime to forget strict proprieties for once,” she said, gently.
“The word,—yes, you might forgive that,—but the
feelings, the burning imprudence here,—who will forgive
that?”
He waited a moment expecting her to speak, but she
was looking out up the glittering snow-crust, while her
cheeks glowed like ripe peaches.
98“You will not say one word to reassure me,” he said,
stooping his head to feast upon her blushes, as a rapacious
child devours fruit.
She laughed, half nervously, half in pretty defiance of
her own feelings.
“I should not fancy that you required reassuring,
Arnold.”
“No. Doubtless you scoff at the audacity of a farmer’s
son claiming a right to possess human feelings where so
much wealth and beauty are concerned. I have exposed
the bareness of my antecedents,—taken you into the
bosom of my family. Do you scorn me for the plainness
that seems like poverty to one like you?”
“You know that I do not scorn you for any thing,—least
of all for what I have seen in your home,” she said,
with feeling.
“But you are rich, very rich, I dare say,—of gentle
blood, too, and that means so much in foreign countries.
Yours is an old name, a proud family: while I,—what on
earth do I possess which can bring me on an equality in
any one point with you?”
“It is not for me to point out your advantages, Mr.
Arnold. But all the possessions you point out, are things
in which I have no claim to merit. What is good blood
but an accident, over which we have no control? Or
wealth, which comes from the past without merit or exertion?
All that relates to you as a man, or me as a woman,
you have left out: thought, energy, feeling, all that makes
up life and honor.”
Laura was greatly agitated as she said this. The color
flashed in and out of her face like gleams of lightning;
her lips grew bright with the words that passed them.
He could feel her form tremble amid the furs.
99She had answered his question,—twice answered it—and
now he had no desire to press the conversation further:
this was neither the time nor place. She was rich:
she loved him,—this brilliant, stately creature. What
could the ambition of man ask for more?
She was listening with parted lips. Her very soul was
thirsty for the answer which her generosity should have
brought; but he only said, very softly, and with a humility
that charmed, while it disappointed her,
“Oh, if I dared,—if I only dared!”
The blood burned in her cheek now; the very snow-flakes
melted into tears of shame as they fell upon its hot
crimson. Every word she had uttered stung her like a disgrace.
Was he modestly retreating, now that she had
gone so far? She clenched the restless hand in her lap till
the grasp pained her; she bit her lips till they glowed
like wounded coral; and at last dashed her little foot
down into the bottom of the sleigh in a paroxysm of selfcensure.
“What is the matter? Have I wearied you with my
slow driving?” asked her companion, with tender deference.
“Yes,—yes,—no,—it is not that. You will persist in
driving the wrong way. I wish to see the Falls. I will
see the Falls.”
“But—”
“I will not listen to a but. Here, give me the lines
and the whip. I know how to drive. You won’t. Oh,
very well. If you do not turn toward the Falls, I will get
out and walk there. Nothing can prevent that.”
The young French girl said this with great satisfaction,
for her spirit was all in revolt. She longed to do something
hateful,—to perpetrate an act of despotism which
100would convince him how very little her heart had been in
the whole conversation. The coquetry of her impulsive
nature came out in force then. She was glad that there
was some one thing which he seemed reluctant to undertake.
Her desire to see the Falls flamed into a passion.
She would go. It was what had brought her from New
Haven. Nothing else could have induced her to take so
long a journey on the very edge of winter.
Arnold listened with a curve of the lip that might mean
wounded pride, might be audacious self-confidence. But
he turned his horse, and drove toward the Yantic Falls
without a word.
“The youth is father to the man.” Benedict Arnold
was not a person to be taken unawares, even at that early
age. Of all places in the world, he would have shunned
the Yantic Falls and its neighborhood, had the choice
been left to him; but the willful girl at his side had
doomed him, and on toward that romantic pass they
dashed, he too restless for silence, and she exactly in that
state of mind when wit flashes like chain lightning from
the heart of a woman wounded in her pride.
You never saw a more beautiful creature than that
young French girl appeared, as they swept through the
frosty air, along that line of shimmering snow, listening
to the bells as if they had been bursts of martial music,
her face all one glow of roses; her eyes bright as diamonds;
and her heart swelling with a storm of angry
shame. Arnold could hardly maintain his cautious reserve
as he glanced toward her.
But he would not commit himself farther, at least in
that dangerous neighborhood. If she would go to the
Yantic Falls, it must be with a burning heart. His was
cold enough, at any rate.
CHAPTER VIII. A WEARY NIGHT—THE FAMILY BREAKFAST—PARENTAL ANXIETIES.
101
Meantime Amy Leonard had spent a night that she
could never think of after without a pang of self-pity that
made her thrill from head to foot. So young, so helpless,
with no friend on earth to confide in, what could she do?
There was a little loft in her father’s cabin, over which
the roof of heavy slabs shelved low and unevenly. Here
her bed was made, and here she had slept through many
a stormy night, defiant of the wind that whistled through
the rudely jointed logs, and laughing in her sleep as the
snow floated in light drifts over the healthy roses of her
cheek.
Cold and shivering, pale as the snow that still clung to
her dress, she awoke from the death of her trance. She
heard her father and mother breathing in the deep, sweet
sleep which springs from toil, in the next room; but the
very tranquillity of their slumber made her heart ache
with new pain. She felt like a thief who had crept there
to plunder them of all wholesome rest in the hereafter.
It had seemed guilt enough to be Benedict Arnold’s
wife in secret, and without the sanction of his parents and
hers; but now—now if what he told her was true—if he
was indeed the villain he had so flippantly proclaimed
himself—if she—that thought! The poor little quivering
hands stole up to her face, the very remembrance of what
102she might be seemed to brazen it with shame. Would she
ever dare look any one in the eyes? Was the foul assertion
true?
The poor child was maddened as she thought how
many months she had waited and waited, not daring to
write—too timid for a question—waited in anguish and in
silence for the first news of his coming. He had been home.
He had voluntarily sought her presence, and for what?
There she was left, with all that cold pain gnawing at her
heart—with all that hot infamy burning on her forehead.
She climb up the step-ladder to her little loft, and, shivering
through and through with cold, crept into bed.
When that was done, for one moment she felt safe, and a
little hysterical laugh died away under the thick coverlets
But the very sound frightened her till she gasped painfully
and drew down the clothes, struggling for breath. A
dash of fine snow, which came with a gust of wind through
a crevice overhead, revived her. But what was she to
do? Where could she find a friend? Was it not better
to die?
She remembered the look of the water between the
logs, as she and Arnold went down into the saw-mill that
night,—how cold and quiet it seemed, with gleams of
moonlight stealing in here and there. Just before she
fainted, a thought had seized her to take a single step and
end it. The water was very deep under those timbers,
her father had cautioned her about it many a time—so
deep, that when the ice was thick on the streams below, a
poor frozen body might float under the hard crystal for
weeks, and no one guess that any thing but saw-dust or
driftwood had harbored there.
Amy rose up in bed. Why should she wait for the
shame which was sure to come? If he loved her no
103longer—if he really wanted to get rid of her, and had said
those cruel, cruel things only to break her heart, why
struggle for any thing more? She were far better dead
than alive—safer, and oh, how much happier.
Ah me! it is one thing to wish for death, and another
to find the courage to seek it in those dark, cruel places,
where suicide skulks and lures the lost soul on. Cold as
she was, terribly as her poor heart ached, Amy was afraid
of the very dark, and grew pale as death when the loud
rush of the river met her unmuffled ear. She could feel
the waters creeping around her like a winding-sheet, curling
in and out of her hair, cold and serpent-like. Not
there, not thus, where her father won his daily bread with
such hard toil, could she die. Her kind, good father, who
loved her so—would he not rather keep her with him,
shamed and broken-hearted as she was, than find her down
yonder, dead and weltering among the saw-logs.
She was beginning to feel a little comforted by this thought,
when above the sound of the Fall came the heavy roar of
far-off winds in the forest, and the deep sough of the pine-trees
nearer, answering each other mournfully; and they
seemed to say, “No, no, never again—never again:” and
to all this the cataract sent up an eternal chorus, that
sounded afar off and inexpressibly solemn. It seemed as
if a host of angels were wailing over her sin and pleading
with her to be patient.
As Amy listened, her cold hands folded themselves over
her bosom; with a gesture of unutterable helplessness she
sunk back upon her pillow, quiet as despair. Thus, dumb
and still, she was rocked into slumber, and the daylight
found her cold and weary as when she crept up to bed.
Amy heard her father walking about the room below,
but she had no courage to move. His heavy tread on the
104floor, the vigorous energy with which he raked out the
ashes and flung a heavy back-log into the fire-place, made
her shrink and shiver like a frightened child. Then came
the sound of her mother’s voice,—soft, drowsy, and kind,—as
she had heard it every morning of her life.
For the first time that drowsy softness frightened the
young girl. A few hours had made that kind, common-place
mother something to be afraid of,—a judge before
whose sleepy blue eyes hers must forever sink in shame.
Amy began to cry,—very softly, for she was afraid to
make the least sound, lest they should hear it through the
loose boards and question her. As she lay holding her
breath, her father’s voice rose cheerily from the door.
“Now, mother, is there any thing else? I have filled
the kettle and built you a rousing fire.”
“Yes, Joshua: cut down a link or two of sassengers
from the pole. I ain’t tall enough to reach ’em. That’s
right, man. I’ll slice-up the potatoes, and have breakfast
on the table in no time. Just go to the ladder and call
Amy.”
“Oh, let the gal sleep. She don’t have a beau every
night. I couldn’t say as much of her mother, when a
young feller of my acquaintance used to be about: she
was allers on hand.”
“But she didn’t let her old mother get the breakfast,
though, or I reckon Josh Leonard would a-thought twice
about it. But go along to the saw-mill. I’ll hang a cloth
out when breakfast’s ready.”
Amy heard her father close the door with some cheerful
rejoinder; and, turning upon her pillow, began to
weep afresh. It seemed as if her heart must break,—up
there all alone. How could they talk so cheerfully,—and
about her too,—as if nothing had happened?
105Mrs. Leonard had spread her snowy bird’s-eye table-cloth
on the pine-table, and was busy superintending a
half-dozen little mounds of embers raked out in front of
the great hickory-wood fire, on which her meal was in a
state of progress. On one glowing mound a coffee-pot,
with a broad, conical lid, was emitting a rich, aromatic
steam that penetrated the whole room; another was
crowned by an iron skillet, from which came an appetizing
smell of fried cabbage. In front of the fire, an iron
spider stood upright, holding a golden cake of Indian
corn, which was just beginning to brown deliciously, while
Mrs. Leonard was busy with the sausages in her frying-pan,
which she shook up and turned over and pressed on
all sides with her knife, till their flavor was enough of
itself to satisfy a tolerably-hungry man.
After all, Mrs. Leonard was rather a comely woman
when seen in her natural element at the fireside. I wish
you could have stood by her, that morning, in the blaze
of that rousing fire, turning the sausages, stirring up the
potatoes, letting a little steam off the cabbage, and lifting
the lid of the coffee-pot with the flat blade of her knife,
just to see if it was likely to boil over.
With all this she found time to arrange the plate of
golden butter, fill a saucer with apple-sauce, and have the
blue and white cups in order, as if she had possessed fifty
hands instead of that hard-working pair, which never
seemed as if they could be overtaxed.
Did I say she was a comely woman? Better than that,
I hope. A good housewife and a kind mother cannot
well be otherwise than comely, though her features were
carved from an oak-knot; but Mrs. Leonard had a soft,
racy sort of beauty about her, which was homelike and
pleasant to look upon. Perhaps it had compensated with
106Joshua for the want of more brilliant properties, and
reconciled his sharp intellect to the slowness of hers. At
any rate, they got along beautifully together, and no one,
who saw Mrs. Leonard as she is before us now, ever
thought to wonder at it. When she took the lead in conversation,
it was another thing altogether. But Joshua
seldom knew that she was talking at such times, any more
than he remembered the perpetual rush of the falls above
his saw-mill; for one said about as much in reality as the
other.
You might have wondered how any one could be afraid
of that nice housewife, in her tidy cap, her cam-colored
short-gown and petticoat, with those calf-skin shoes laced
so snugly over her blue-yarn stockings; for a more genial,
kindly old body could not well be imagined. She looked
up from the cloud of savory steam, and smiled like the
sun in a mist, as Amy came down from her loft,—smiled
down upon the simmering coffee-pot, and the brown Indian-cake,
for she had a matronly sort of reserve toward her
daughter, and would not for the world have met her with
one broad look that morning. She remembered the days
too well when she had to come down to the family breakfast,
after the stout man down at the saw-mill had been
obliged to go home by starlight from her father’s door.
It was well for Amy that her mother possessed these
womanly feelings; for I am sure she must have grown
quite dizzy and fainted, or burst into tears if the good
mother had looked earnestly, when the pale face appeared,
with its wild, shadowy eyes, and that wretched look.
“That’s right, Amy, up bright and early without calling.
Just put a towel out of the window for pa, and help me
get the breakfast up. Bring a trencher for the corn-cake,
and get the armed-chair for him. Snapping morning outof-doors,
107I can tell you. Oh, here he comes, stomping
the snow off on the door-stone. Take hold of the table,
Amy,—not that end; there now, just a little nearer the
fire. Here, take my place by the coffee-pot: it’s warmer,
and you look so shivery.”
Amy took the seat which placed her back to the door
just as her father came in, with his face as fresh and red
as an April morning, from the washing he had just given
it in the snow.
“There’s a clean towel on the roller,” cried Mrs. Leonard,
pointing behind the door. “What a way you have of
taking a wash in the snow, Joshua!” and she stood
smiling by, while he buried his face in the voluminous
crash, and rubbed his arms down with vigor, as if he had
been currying the fore-legs of a pony.
“All right now, anyway,” he said, rolling down the
sleeves of his shirt and buttoning the wristbands. “Ha,
Amy, up and waiting! That’s right, gal. Now we can
eat our breakfast comfortably.”
Amy gave him one frightened look and busied herself
with the coffee. Leonard caught the look, and his face
changed.
“Darter,” he said, lifting the hot corn-cake from its
plate, and breaking it slowly between his hands while a
rich fog stole out from the golden clefts,—“darter, what’s
the matter with you since the day afore yesterday? Mother
been cross, or any thing?”
“Mother been cross! Oh, Joshua,” cried Mrs. Leonard,
“Now did you ever! As if I——”
“Well, well; but Amy looks pale. Come, come, gal—oh!
ha, I remember now, a lover’s quarrel. Never
mind, Amy, them things always come right,—don’t they,
old woman? But that young fellow mustn’t carry his
108head too high in this neighborhood. I’m beginning to
think it’s time to be looking after you both. Why, how
long is it, mother, since he began coming to the Falls?
Nigh on two years, I reckon.”
Mrs. Leonard saw by the disturbed face of her child
that the conversation pained her, and, with unusual tact,
put the subject aside.
“I declare, father, you’re too bad. I wonder how you’d
a-liked it. Just as if we wanted to get rid of our own
child. I say now it’s scandalous.”
“But I tell you, mother, the gal is getting sickly. I’ve
seen it ever since she came from New Haven,” cried
Leonard, earnestly.
“No, father, no. I am quite, quite well; but in the
winter time it’s a little lonesome up here.”
“So it is, gal,—so it is. Mother, we should a-thought
of that.”
“Sartinly,” said Mrs. Leonard. “The child hasn’t been
to an apple-cut, or a sleigh-ride, nor nothing in a hull year,
I do believe.”
“And there was Ben Arnold out sleigh-riding with a
hull lot of ’em, yesterday. I say, Amy, what does that
young feller mean by it?”
“They are visitors, you know, of course. How could he
help it?”
“And leave you here to cry them eyes out?”
“Oh, father, it’s you that makes me cry.”
“There, Joshua, you’ve done it, and I hope you’ll be
content. It’s allers jest so. I really dew wish the men
folks would mind their own business.”
“Well, well, mother, break off short and I won’t say
another word; only get some yerbs and roots to make
109bitters of, and give her something strong every morning.
I won’t see that peaked look in her face any longer.”
After the breakfast things were cleared away, Amy sat
down to her sewing by the window, while Mrs. Leonard
took out her flax-wheel, and soon filled the cabin with its
bee-like hum. There was little conversation between the
two. The mother was troubled with a vague idea that
something was going wrong with her child, but forbore
to question her, from an instinct of womanliness far
stronger than her reason; and Amy was buried in her own
sad, sad thoughts.
The sound of the saw-mill, harsh and grating above the
dash of the Falls, seemed a fit melody for her thoughts,
where all was discord.
At last her mother spoke.
“Amy, supposing you make some warm ginger cider,
and carry it down to pa in the mill. He must be orful
cold with the wind whistling down-stream like that.”
Amy started up with a faint cry, for the very sound of
her mother’s voice made her nervous. The cider was
soon seething and casting up waves of yeasty foam over
the brown earthen mug, in which she thrust the red-hot
fire-irons.
Then she put on a scarlet cardinal belonging to her
mother, drew the hood over her face, and went down to
the mill, unconscious of her own picturesque beauty, as
she picked her steps through the snow, holding the froth
cider in one hand, and lifting up her blue home-made skirt
with the other.
Just as she had crossed the road and was gaining the
embankment of the mill, the distant jingle of sleigh-bells
made her start. She stood a moment, looking wildly
along the road; then gave a leap down the bank, and ran
110into the mill, where she stood, panting and breathless, till
Joshua Leonard came and took the mug from her hand.
“Why, gal, you are shaking with the cold,” he said,
sitting down on the log through which a long upright
saw was gnawing its sure way, and taking a deep draught
of the cider. “Run home,—run back to the house, I tell
you. It was a kind thought, and I’m mighty glad of the
drink; but you are freezing, poor baby.”
“No, father, it is only the fright,—only coming down
the bank so fast, I meant to say. Let me just step behind
this pile of boards out of the wind, and mother’s cloak
will keep me warm enough.”
“Well, well, but take care of the loose floor: if a plank
tips you’ll never see your old father again,—only as he’d
be after you sartinly, for what would the old chap be without
his darter?”
As he spoke, the good man shook the now half-cold
drink around in his mug and drained it off, with a deep,
hearty breath, leaving a ridge of ginger on his upper lip,
as he took the empty vessel away from his mouth.
“That’s something worth while on a cold day,” he
muttered, wiping his mouth with his hand. “Lord a
mercy, how much comfort there is in this world, arter all!
No one that hasn’t had a darter like Amy, now, can tell
how much: the gal’s worth her weight in gold.”
At that instant, Amy was standing a little way off, with
one hand pressed hard against her heart, and her pale lips
slowly dividing, like a statue frozen before its position was
attained. Her head was a little bent, and her wild eyes
looked away down the highway. There was no motion
in the girl’s bosom. The very beating of her heart was
hushed as she listened to the swelling discordance of
sleigh-bells coming up the road.
CHAPTER IX. THE MILL ON THE YANTIC—THE DEPTHS BELOW.
111
“Oh, how beautiful it is! It is like fairy-land. Look!
look! that old saw-mill perched on the banks. Was ever
any thing so picturesque?”
Notwithstanding the sound of the sleigh-bells, Laura’s
voice rang out sweet and clear on the frosty air. She
half started to her feet among the furs, and, seizing the
reins, swerved the horse on one side, with a suddenness
that ended in a discordant crash of the bells, and left the
horse prancing and stamping in the deep snow, while the
breath congealed around his nostrils, and a cloud of steam
rose from his panting sides.
Arnold clenched his teeth to force back the imprecation
that sprang against them. But the young lady saw
nothing of this, she still held tight to the reins, and leaning
over the side of the sleigh, gazed delightedly on the Falls.
Arnold forced her hand gently from the reins, and
grasped it hard, while his eyes dwelt on her face.
How brightly the blood leaped to her cheeks! How
those eyes sparkled! With what a gush of happiness
those red lips parted amid their glow of happy smiles!
“Shall we go on?” he said, drawing her to his side
with a triumphant curve of the lip.
She drew a quick breath, as he relinquished her hand,
but still looked out upon the Falls.
112“No, no. I must look at them nearer. Let us get out
and find a view from the saw-mill.”
“But it is dangerous. The wind comes howling through
the rocks in a tempest. That old mill is the coldest and
most disagreeable place I know of this side of Greenland.”
“Oh, yes, but I am so warm. Nothing chills me except
a cold heart. There, fling one of the robes over the
horse and let us go. He will be glad enough, I dare say,
for you have driven him like the wind.”
Mademoiselle de Montreuil sprang out of the sleigh as
she spoke, laughing as her feet sunk into the snow, and
there she stood, while Arnold flung a robe over the now-shivering
horse, burning, heart and soul, with suppressed
rage, and prepared to follow her.
“Not that way! Not to the mill!” he said, following
her as she ran along the road. “We can find a far better
view from that clump of hemlocks that hangs over the
ledge up yonder; the thick green of the trees will shelter
you from the wind.”
“But how are we to get there? The snow is so deep,
and I can see no sign of a path,” cried Laura, stamping
her pretty feet up and down on the beaten road.
“The crust is firm,—you will glide over it like a fairy.
I may break through now and then, but what of that?
Just keep within this belt of trees, and take a sweep of
that log cabin.”
“But that seems a very roundabout way, Mr. Arnold.”
“True; but, in the end, we shall find it the best one.
So trust me as a guide this once.”
There was a meaning in his voice that could not be
gathered from his words,—that subtle meaning which
penetrates to the heart like the perfume of flowers, but is
113as intangible. She turned, with a blush, and, mounting
the bank, followed him across the snow-crust.
They left the road some distance below the cabin, and
made their way along a belt of trees that sheltered it.
There was no window on that side of the dwelling, a circumstance
which Laura did not observe, but which Arnold
had taken into his calculations when he selected that
route to the Falls.
“That must be a pretty little home in warm weather,”
said Laura, looking towards the house. “The rose-bush
so full of red berries would cover half the cabin with
flowers in the spring time. The net-work of brown stalks
is a Virginia creeper, I suppose. Then that great elm
drooping over the whole! What a superb tree it is!
Really, I haven’t seen so much taste since we left France.
Pray, who lives in that cabin, Mr. Arnold?”
“The man who owns the saw-mill, I believe,” answered
Arnold, sharply.
“And has he so much taste? for really this is a rustic
paradise.”
“He is a hard-working, honest man, I suppose.”
“Ah, but he has a wife, of course, and, it may be a
daughter. All this looks like a woman’s work. How I
should like to get a peep inside that cabin! It must be
charming. Can’t we make some excuse, Mr. Arnold?”
“I should not be willing to invent one. Our New England
people are a little shy of strangers.”
“Ah, well, then it seems I am to give up my little romance.
How beautifully the snow lies among the hemlock
branches. After all, winter is full of pleasant
things.”
Thus she rattled on, forgetting one object the moment
another presented itself, and striving to cheat the indignant
114feeling which was all the while burning in her heart against
the man who, at times, seemed to be trifling with her.
Thus, every gentle word, every look of passionate devotion,—for
he was not sparing of looks,—created a revolt
in her imperative nature. The doubt which he left her in
was at once a delight and a torment.
At last they came out upon a ledge of rocks that overhung
the foot of the Falls. A large white pine swayed
and sighed above them, answering back the sweet voices
of the water, as ghosts may be supposed to reply when
called upon by earthly prayers. The Falls were in full
sight, wild as they came from the Creator’s hands, dashing
over rocks, singing through chasms, and plunging
downward with a force that made the trees on either bank
tremble as if nature were stricken with fear, while contemplating
its own wild works.
Before the late snow there had been a thaw in the
Highlands, and the Yantic was full to overflowing. Thus
the rush of its waters took a force and volume almost
terrific,—a force that even the sharp frost could not chain,
though it fringed each rock with jewels, and scattered
beauty everywhere around.
In the summer time the Yantic cataract was beautiful;
from the leafy luxuriance of its trees, the profusion of
wild blossoms that drank life from its spray, and the rich
fleeces of emerald moss that clothed its rocks. But,
now that the elms, and oaks, and ash trees were naked
from root to branch,—when the flowers were all dead, and
the moss crusted with snow, or jeweled with ice, the power
of winter had run riot in the affluence of its beauty.
Around the Falls every shrub and slender tree was
drooping and alive with a fruitage of ice. Alder, spice-bushes,
and long, brown ferns, seemed budding and
115blossoming with diamonds instead of leaves. Wild grape-vines,
heavy with stalactites that shone like prisms whenever
a gleam of sunshine reached them, chained the cliffs
together with ropes of crystal. All the broken rocks and
sharp ledges through which the cataract hurled itself,
were crested with fleeces of snow and drifts of hail, which
the winds tossed from point to point, and scattered into
new forms with every gust. Down these rocks, draping
and crowning them, hung masses of delicate ice-work,
forming ten thousand exquisite designs, which no art ever
reached, and no pen can describe.
Through all this bright tumult the Yantic leaped, in
great waves of foam and crystal, shooting up whirlwinds
of spray with every plunge, which froze as it fell a wild
storm of brilliants, rattling over the crusted snow, shooting
through the evergreens, and clinging to each naked
shrub, till a burst of sunshine shone up from the bed of
the fall in faint rainbows and turned them into drops of
flame.
This was the scene upon which Arnold and his companion
came with a sudden surprise. It is seldom that
the elements combine to give a picture so rare. The
human being who sees one in a lifetime, may be sure
that he has caught one glimpse of beauty which the hereafter
can hardly surpass.
Both Arnold and his companion were struck dumb,
and stood there with the pine-trees drooping under ten
thousand snow-wreaths high above them, the hemlocks
trembling under their bright load, and the wild voice of
the waters, answered hoarsely by the saw-mill just in
sight.
At first Laura grew pale; then the glow came back
from her heart, and a singular beauty flashed over her face.
116The scene around her was full of inspiration, and out from
the depths of her being came an enthusiasm so deep that,
for the instant, her soul rose grandly away from its earthliness.
She turned her eyes on Arnold, unconsciously claiming
sympathy with these feelings. He was looking toward
the saw-mill, with a hard, almost bitter expression of the
eye that chilled her in an instant.
“Have you seen this so often?” she said, with a feeling
of disappointment. “To me the sense of beauty here
becomes almost painful. Use could never change this, I
am sure.”
“I,” said Arnold, starting, “I was thinking how harshly
that eternal saw grates through all the sweet noises of the
water. If some flood would sweep the mill away, it might
be doing good service.”
“Ah! don’t say that!” answered Laura. “It is a fine
object from this point. One gets an idea of life and
industry from it; otherwise this whole scene would seem
unnaturally wild.”
“It is a rude, unsightly thing, and I hate it,” said
Arnold, bitterly.
“The sound is not sweet, certainly, but it suggests
many noble thoughts. All this vast water-power was
intended for something more grand than beauty; yet,
how perfectly the ideal is satisfied here, while the real
toils for human good down yonder.”
Arnold laughed, a low, sweet laugh, but still it did not
melt harmoniously into the anthems thrown out by the
cataract, and singing under the translucent ice-traceries.
Laura felt the discord, for all her refined feelings were
exceedingly acute for the time, while his heart was full of
bitterness.
117“I did not know that you were a philosopher, sweet
lady,” he said, at last.
There was a sneer in his voice that irritated her. She
turned her back to the waterfall, disquieted and half
angry.
“Have we no feeling, no thought, in common?” she
murmured, in a sad undertone, “even in a spot so much
like heaven as this.”
His ear gathered up these whispers as they fell.
“Yes,” he answered, in tones almost as low, “one feeling,
one thought, else what would life be worth.”
She turned quickly, with the roses all aglow in her face.
But he checked himself on the instant, adding, “Friendship
has many thoughts, and feelings in common.”
She turned abruptly, and was about to leave the ledge
on which they were standing. He checked her with a
gentle touch of the hand.
“Why detain me?” she said, almost with tears in her
eyes, “I am tired of all these rushing sounds.”
“But I have not told you about this rock crowned by
the great pine-tree that looms over us: it has a history
which touches the imagination. It was from this rock
the Mohegan Indians leaped into the boiling flood at our
feet, rather than fall into the power of the victorious Narragansetts,
when the Indian wars raged in this neighborhood.
A brave race were the savages who once held
these forests. That, after all, is life; to be the leader
of daring men, in forest, or field, I would give up every
thing else.”
“What! every thing?” said Laura, flushing warmly.
“Yes, every thing, and almost everybody,” replied
Arnold, kindling with the fierce animal courage, that was
the redeeming point of his character. “To subdue
118opinions—to fight—to conquer—to enjoy triumph to the
utmost—that is real existence.”
“I can understand this if great results are to follow
strife—to struggle for outraged rights—for freedom, when
it is withheld—to protect the weak and defend the good;
this makes warfare glorious—but bloodshed for the sake
of bloodshed is terrible.”
Laura spoke with power; her eye kindled and her lips
curved grandly. There was sympathy between them at
the moment, for both were courageous to a fault—she in
her moral enthusiasm, he in physical daring.
“Any thing,” said Arnold, bitterly, “any thing but
measuring tape at a counter, or salt on the deck of a vessel;
such occupations outrage one’s manhood.”
“Does any thing outrage manhood which is not wrong?”
said Laura, gently, but with a gleam of pride in her face,
for Arnold looked a hero while he was speaking, and every
woman loves a spirit of daring in the man she looks up to,
even if wrongfully directed.
“That depends on the person—I have no talent for the
drudgery of work or trade, but where is the chance for
any thing else now-a-days? The Indians are all driven
back, and there is no field of valor left to an American.
If the country would rise up against our masters over sea,
there might be hope; but we are too busy raising corn
and importing slaves for that.”
“But the time may come, must, in the course of events,”
said Laura; “this great land cannot always remain a colony
to England.”
“Oh! if you should prove a prophetess, as well as the
most charming woman on earth, worship would be too little
for you.”
Laura laughed, drew her hand from his, and said, “It
119was time to look after the horse and sleigh, the story of
the Mohegans had made them both too romantic.”
By this coquettish movement the imprudent declaration,
which seemed constantly on Arnold’s lip, was driven back
again, and they began to retrace their step toward the
road. As he came in sight of the sleigh, Arnold uttered
a quick exclamation, and with a hurried request that Laura
would wait for him, dashed down the road.
The horse had got tired of waiting in the cold, planted
up to his knees in snow; he had been fastened to a slender
sapling, which grew among the brushwood by the highway;
the very frailty of his bondage, perhaps, tempted
him; at any rate, after stamping the snow about with
angry vehemence, and having shaken the buffalo robe completely
off, he began to pull at the slender tree with a violence
that splintered it in the middle, and left one half
dangling to the halter.
Thus free, away went the spirited animal, sweeping the
cutter after him into the road, down which he dashed,
homeward bound, with a tumult of bells that made the
cold air ring again.
Leonard heard the noise as he was setting his saw for
its sixth journey down the great pine log it was converting
into boards, and calling to Amy that he would be back
in a minute if she would watch the mill, away he went,
full run, after the horse.
Laura watched the chase a moment, laughing cheerily
at the strife of speed between the horse and its master,
then she began to feel the cutting wind, and looked around
for shelter. The saw-mill stood temptingly near; she had
been crazy to visit it from the first—a splendid view of the
fall could be obtained from one end, which looked up the
120stream. The moment was opportune, one glimpse at the
cataract from a distance would satisfy her entirely.
She turned with the first thought, seized hold of a young
spruce-tree, slid down the crusted bank with a merry
laugh, and leaping across some loose rocks, landed in the
saw-mill—landed face to face with Amy Leonard, who
turned white as death, and shrunk back at the approach
of this brilliant stranger. She knew the face—knew the
flow of that white ostrich feather at once, and her whole
being shrunk and quivered, with a feeling so much more
keen than she had ever known before, that it was accompanied
with a terrible dread.
“Pardon, ma belle—that is, I beg to be excused for
this rude entrance, young lady. I did not know that any
one was here.”
Amy lifted her eyes to the bright face with a sort of
terror. Her lips parted to speak, but no words came;
then she turned, anxious to escape anywhere, or in any
way.
Laura mistook this emotion, which held the poor girl a
slave beneath her eyes, and said, with an air of graceful
deprecation,
“Ah! I understand; you dislike my broken English,
when I, vain thing, fancy it so perfect; or, perhaps, I
frightened you by that wild leap. It was the spruce-tree
springing back, that sent me off like an arrow. Ah, ma
chère petite, don’t be afraid of me, I’m so harmless, like a
bird in the woods; and you see I must stay somewhere
till Monsieur, I mean Mr. Arnold, brings back his horse.”
“I’m not afraid—not in the least,” said Amy, with a
gentle lift of the head, which sprang from the pride within
her.
“But you tremble so, pauvre enfant.”
121“It is with the cold, then.”
“Ah, yes, the wind does rage down this hollow like a
tiger,—and the falls, how plainly we can hear them roar!
Can I see them from that opening in the boards?”
Amy bent her head: the mention of Arnold’s name had
taken away her speech once more.
Laura was vexed by this coldness, and with an impatient
sweep of her person moved on. A single step brought her
in contact with the saw, which was steadily eating its way
through the pine log. She darted aside, gave a frightened
leap, and landed on a loose plank, where she made a wild
effort to recover herself; but with the next movement one
end of the plank sprang upward, tearing a chasm in the
floor, through which she was hurled with a shriek that
rose sharp and loud above the rush of the cataract and the
rasp of the saw.
A blow upon the heart had petrified Amy: a cry for help
gave back all her powers. Her first effort was to stop the
saw and the rush of water. She had seen her father do it
a hundred times, but would her strength avail? Another
cry, faint and smothered, gave her a power almost superhuman.
It was wonderful to see the great saw obeying
the force of those small hands, give up its bite on the wood
and sink into helplessness.
With almost supernatural strength she had chained the
waters, but now the shrieks rose sharp and fast from the
abyss beneath. She fell upon her knees by the chasm
through which the stranger had fallen, and, clinging to the
rough boards, looked down, searching the deep for some
trace of the human life sinking and pleading there. The
water rose high and dark under the mill, pouring with destructive
force through the sluiceway, and crushing the
blocks of ice between the huge logs that floated there.
122Amy saw the strange girl clinging desperately to the
end of a great sodden log, which swayed in the current,
and sunk under her weight with terrible threats of death.
Even in the dark, and through the blinding water, those
wild eyes looked out pleading for life.
Amy stood up, uttered one cry for help, and, grasping
the firm edge of a plank, flung herself down the abyss.
With a lithe effort of the limbs she sprang to a cross-beam,
wreathed one arm around it, and dropped to a log against
that to which Laura clung. It knocked and jarred fearfully,
threatening every instant to roll over in the water;
but to this uncertain support the young girl swung herself.
The sodden bark gave way beneath her feet and fell
in black patches to the water. Besides this, ice had gathered
over the log, and treacherously betrayed every effort
to support herself. She flung herself upon her face, clinging
to the log with one arm, and throwing the other blindly
out, calling for Laura to seize upon it without fear. No
answer came; nothing but a gurgle of the waters, and then
a rushing plunge of the log to which the wretched girl had
clung. Still Amy writhed her limbs about the log, and
stretched farther and farther over the waters, striking out
wildly, and shaking the blinding drops from her eyes.
Something floated against her hand, she clutched it with a
sob of joy. It was the ostrich-plume and the white bonnet,
a wet mass that shrunk to nothing in her grasp. Then
her hand became entangled in another substance, that weltered
up from the blackness like seaweed in a tempest;
she knew that it was human hair,—that the girl had sunk
and was rising to the surface. A moment and she would
be gone forever.
Amy half lifted herself from her support, wound her
hands in the floating hair, and cried out for the young creature
123to sense upon her, and climb up the log: it was large,
and might hold them both till help came.
Laura evidently heard, for a white arm started up from
the water and wound itself around Amy’s neck, clinging
there with such mad frenzy that the noble girl was half
dragged into the flood, where the other struggled for life.
Higher and higher that white wild face was lifted from
the water, till it rose close to the other, so close that Amy
felt the icy rain from those tresses dripping over her in
streams.
But blinded, weak and chilled as she was, the brave girl
felt her strength giving way. Inch by inch she was
dragged into the water, spite of her courage, spite of the
desperation with which she clung to a support that began
to dip and turn under its increased burden.
Laura made an agonized effort to save herself, the log
gave a plunge, and rose with half its bark stripped off.
Both girls were struggling in the deep, groping out for
the loose bark, catching at the logs, and uttering choked
screams that rose horribly through the gusts of wind wailing
around the old mill. They sunk once and rose again,
clinging together, both wild faces blinded by the long
tresses of the French girl, freezing in each other’s arms.
Again the current seized upon them, but a rush of footsteps
shook the boards overhead, and down through the
opening leaped a human form, which tore the French girl
out from the water, and left Amy struggling alone.
She felt it, even in the agonies of death. The chill of
that desertion struck to her heart colder than the ice that
beat against it. Clinging to the splintered end of a log
against which she had drifted, consciousness grew keen
within her. She knew that, somehow, Arnold, her husband,
was climbing upward through the weltering timbers,
124bearing her rival away to safety, while she was left behind,
freezing to death. He wished her to die,—for that
he had left her. She must sink there and be swept under
the logs, through the whirling driftwood,—away into eternal
darkness, while they mounted to life and light. Be it
so. Her freezing fingers lost their hold on the wood: her
very soul grew cold. She felt a great rushing of waters
over her head, and then, above all, a hoarse shout, “My
child! my child! Amy! Amy!”
Down through the broken floor,—down to the ice-clad
logs into the black waters,—Joshua Leonard plunged,
dove, rose again, and made another swoop under the timbers,
huddled together by the current, searching madly for
his child,—the brave young creature that had been swept
away before his eyes.
He was gone a long, long time;—an eternity if any loving
heart had looked on, a minute in the silence of that
lonely place. At length he came up between two huge
logs, beating the water with one arm, and holding her to
his breast with the other. He was a powerful man, and
seizing on the slippery logs turned them into slaves, and,
crowding them close together, strode over the uncertain
bridge so quickly that there was no time for danger, till
he reached some projecting timbers, and climbing up them
came out in the upper mill.
No one was there; Arnold had carried Laura into the
cabin, and Mrs. Leonard, all unconscious of her child’s danger,
was striving to unfasten the heavy garments that still
clung around her. While she was stooping kindly over
the helpless girl the cabin-door flew open, and Leonard
came in, with Amy held tightly to his broad chest.
CHAPTER X. AFTER THE RESCUE—ANTIPATHIES AND REPULSIONS—JOSHUA’S ANGUISH.
125
Mrs. Leonard started up, left Laura prostrate on the
floor, with her head resting on Arnold’s knee, and went to
the help of her own child.
“Oh! Amy! Amy! how did this come about?” she
cried, while the tears rained down her face. “You in
danger in the water, and I staying here with her! Oh!
Joshua, Joshua, I did not know it! I did not know it!”
“Get some blankets hot. Don’t wait to cry!”
“But she is dead. Her face is cold as snow!”
“No, her heart beats against mine,—a weak flutter, but
it is life!” said Leonard, while great tears of thankfulness
stole down his face. “I felt it in the saw-mill,—it beats
yet. Thank God she is alive!”
Arnold looked up harshly, as the old man thanked God
for his child. Had he really wished her to die? One
would think so from his face, and from the sharp bitterness
with which he spoke.
“And must this poor lady be left to die because your
daughter has got hurt?” he said.
Amy heard the words, and moaned on her father’s bosom.
“God forgive me!” cried Mrs. Leonard, stricken in her
conscience; “but blood is thicker than water, and she is
our only child.”
“Yes, but, nevertheless, we should not forget the
126stranger within our gates,” said Joshua, looking compassionately
on the insensible French girl; for the moaning
voice of his child had reassured him, and his good
heart was broad enough for more than her, now that his
worst fears were over.
“Here, undress the poor lady, mother, while I heat
some blankets to wrap them in.”
“Give her to me,” said the good housewife, busying
herself about the French girl, but still casting anxious
looks at her own child. “There now, father, bring out
the warming-pan,—heap it with red-hot coals. Never
mind scorching the sheets. Sprinkle a handful of brown
sugar over the coals, and let Ben Arnold warm the bed
in that room, while you heat the blankets to wrap them
up in.”
While the good woman spoke, she was taking off
Laura’s cloak and over-garments, wringing out the ice as
it melted from her hair, and strove to force her heart into
the work; though it would go where nature sent it, spite
of her husband’s commands. Nay, I fear that she surreptitiously
left the stranger, when the two men were
safely shut up in the bedroom, and took off Amy’s wet
garments first, bestowing a burst of tears and pitying
kisses on her pale face and arms, as she rolled her in the
hot blankets, and flung the warmest comforter over her.
Then, smitten with a sense of her own selfishness, she
returned to the stranger, sufficiently reassured to take
considerable interest in the gold chain which she removed
from her neck, and to remark the embroidery with which
the delicate linen was enriched, with a wonder that approached
condemnation. But when she saw how cold
and marble-like was the form beneath, her good heart rose
again, and she wrapped the helpless girl up with motherly
127tenderness, gentle as that bestowed on her own child,
hoping, with tears in her eyes, that life might not be quite
gone.
At last the bed was prepared, and those young creatures
were laid within it, side by side, lovingly as if they
had been sisters. Joshua Leonard heaped wood on the
fire, muttering thankful prayers all the time; but Arnold
grew restless when he saw the two girls lying there, so
close together, and began pacing the floor with abrupt
strides, as if there were bitterness somewhere in his heart
that required motion.
“Has she moved yet? Has she opened her eyes?”
he demanded, with a degree of impatience that amounted
to imperiousness, as Mrs. Leonard came from the bed
with a brighter face than she had worn yet.
“Yes, she opened her eyes, and—and whispered something.
I am almost sure it was mother that she said.”
Arnold turned away impatiently; then looked back,
and, suppressing some word that had sprung to his lip,
said,
“I was speaking of the young lady, Mrs. Leonard.”
“And forgot to care whether Amy lived or died? I’m
very much obliged, Mr. Arnold. If any body had told
me this a year ago, I shouldn’t a-believed it,—no, not if
it had been the minister himself.”
Arnold turned pale, and then flushed angrily.
“The young lady is under my care, Mrs. Leonard. I
am responsible for her safety; though, heaven knows, I
had no idea of her going down to that rickety old mill,
and would have prevented it at any cost. But the
chances and her own obstinacy have been against me,
ever since we started from home. Then that infernal
horse must break loose, and force me to leave her when
128her imagination was all bewildered, and her pride aroused;
but how she came into that water-trap, I cannot imagine,
unless your precious daughter, who was evidently in the
mill, enticed her.”
The last part of this speech was muttered in an undertone,
and after Mrs. Leonard had entered the bedroom
in answer to a low voice that called,
“Mother,” said the voice, “she has moved a little. She
is beginning to breathe. I have had her hand between
both mine. See if it isn’t growing warmer.”
Mrs. Leonard put her hand under the bedclothes, and
laid it on the French girl’s heart. It fluttered against her
palm, growing stronger with each beat.
“Yes, yes, Amy, she’s getting warm, sure enough.
There now, did you ever? her eyes are wide open, and
she is trying to speak.”
A low moan came from Amy’s side of the bed, and, turning
her face on the pillow, she began to cry, but so noiselessly,
that no one heard her.
The French girl did not speak, but her eyes wandered
around the room, as if searching for some person.
Arnold was in the next room, but his tread, as he moved
up and down, could be plainly heard.
“Who is that?” she whispered, with a struggle.
“No one who will disturb you,” said Mrs. Leonard,
whose heart, from some mysterious cause, began to rise
against the poor girl.
“But I know it is his step,” murmured the dreaming
girl, “I know it is his step,” and, as if this certainty composed
her, she dropped off into sleep, almost smiling.
Amy listened, and shrunk away farther and farther
toward the verge of the bed. By-and-by Arnold’s step
approached the door, and paused there. Then the chill
129came over that delicate frame once more, and she began
to shiver; for the remembrance that she had been left to
die in the water, fell sharply upon her, and she wondered
why God had permitted her to be saved when life was
such pain.
The step aroused Laura again. She put up her hand,
pulled the blankets down from her face, and strove to lift
her head, but life was not strong enough in her for that;
she only made a feeble movement, which left a smile on
her lips, for she felt that he was drawing near the bed.
Arnold addressed her, for the first time, in very broken
and imperfect French,—so imperfect, that she would have
smiled at another time; but now it was the sweetest
sound on earth, and her fine eyes opened wide, expressing
the satisfaction she had no strength to utter in words.
“Tell me—oh! tell me,” he said, “that you are better—that
no serious harm will come from this, or I shall grow
frantic with self-reproach!”
“You saved me,” murmured Laura, reaching forth her
hand, from which the purple tint had almost faded. He
took the hand in his, and a smile of ineffable happiness
stole over her face.
“Every time I breathe it will be a joy, because life is now
doubly blessed,” she said, with a sweet burst of gratitude.
Amy could not understand the words, for they were
spoken in French; but the pathos and sweetness of that
voice penetrated to her heart like poison. She lay still,
holding her breath, and trembling. Then Arnold spoke in
English, and made a common-place inquiry about Amy’s
health, as if the peril had been only for Laura. But the
French girl seemed now made aware, for the first time,
that some one shared her bed, and with this knowledge
came a clear memory of what had passed.
130“Ah! yes, there was another,—a sweet girl. But for
her I should not have lived till you came, Arnold. She
threw herself into that frightful abyss of her own accord.
It was her hand that held me up. I sunk, sunk, sunk,
dragging her with me. But you saved her also. How
good—how grand of you! Ah! never in my life shall I
forget that little peasant-girl, with her modesty and her
courage. If she asks my life I shall give it to her twice
over, for she is brave and beautiful like an angel.”
“She speaks of you, Amy Leonard?” said, or rather
inquired, Arnold, looking down at the young creature.
“She says that you saved her life.”
Amy felt herself flush under these praises, cold as her
heart was.
“I—I wanted to die,” was the pathetic answer, given
with a settled mournfulness that touched even him to
whom she had become a burden and annoyance.
“You certainly were very near your wish,” he said,
turning his eyes away.
“And this is my benefactress,” said Laura, in English,
turning on her pillow with difficulty. “It was you that
saved my life. What can I say to you? How can I ever
thank you? Oh, if my heart could speak,—that heart
which would be frozen under the water but for your brave
help! Oh, how I will love you forever and ever! I
have been twice saved: by you, and then by him. Poor
child! how it trembles! So weak, and yet so strong!
So timid, and still so brave! She is not the pretty girl I
thought her, but an angel who held me up till you came.”
Laura stole an arm over Amy as she spoke thus, from
the depths of her grateful heart, and would have kissed
her, but the poor girl turned away with a heavy sigh, and
closed her eyes to conceal the tears that forced themselves
131through the lashes. Then Laura, too, was exhausted, and
fell back into silence.
Directly Mrs. Leonard came in from the fire, with a bowl
of warm bread and milk in each hand. Seeing Arnold
near the bed, her sense of decorum instantly took the
alarm, and, setting the bowls upon a little table, she told
him plumply that he had better go home and let his mother
know, as there wasn’t any sort of use in his staying there,
just to keep the poor gals awake when they ought to be
warm and asleep. That was her opinion, and she asked
nothing for giving it, good as it was.
Arnold replied that he had not intended to go home
without the young lady, as her brother would be greatly
terrified. He thought, even then, that her clothes would
be dry in a short time, and she might be well enough to
return to his father’s house before dark.
That Mrs. Leonard proclaimed impossible; and when
he saw how completely Laura was exhausted by the conversation,
which had seemed so slight to him, the young
man was constrained to give way, and, much against his
will, drove off, cursing the accident that had thrown those
two females so close together.
When he was gone, Mrs. Leonard sat down by the bed
with motherly kindness, which Laura felt to the core of
her heart, and fed her with warm milk, as if she had been
a child; while Amy turned away her face and pretended
to sleep, for she felt sure that a word or motion would set
the tears flowing beyond her control.
When Mrs. Leonard had attended to her guest, she
went round to Amy, saw how the drops were swelling
under those eyelids, and, with gentle fondness, attempted
to soothe her.
“There now, daughter, take a spoonful of the warm
132milk. Father has gone down to Norwich for the doctor;
but, lor, ma is worth a dozen doctors any day, isn’t she?
Well, well, never mind! Just lay your head agin me, and
cry it out if you feel like it,” she whispered, caressing the
head she had lifted to her bosom. “If it isn’t enough to
make any person histericky to be in the ice water under a
saw-mill on a day like this, I don’t know what is. I declare
your par was almost froze with one dive, and trembled
all over when I gave him his dry clothes. It was a
mercy this trouble didn’t come on Sunday, or his go-to-meeting
suit would a been ruined teetotally. He’s got it
on to-day—no help for it any how, for the others was dripping.
Then about this young lady’s things, it really is
dreadful. Such fine velvet and broadcloth as her cloak is
made on, and her frock—silk as thick as a board—they’re
a-hanging before the fire, and sending up steam like a
dozen tea-kettles. Now, Amy dear, don’t you think you
could just take a spoonful of the milk? This is wheaten
bread in it, white as snow. Come, come, just swaller one
mouthful.”
Mrs. Leonard was not an artful woman, far from it, but
her long speech had a sort of tender deception in it which
soothed poor Amy—gave her time to choke back her tears,
and wipe away those that would force themselves through
her curling lashes. She was grateful, too, for all her
mother’s fondness, and made an effort to grow strong.
“Yes, mother, give me what you like. I want no better
doctor than you are,” she said, folding one arm over her
mother’s neck.
Mrs. Leonard gave the sweet face on her bosom half a
dozen kisses without stopping; then she brought the bowl
of milk, and Amy forced herself to eat a few mouthfuls,
133which brought a glow of strength with them that delighted
the mother beyond expression.
Amy turned her eyes on the stranger that so unexpectedly
shared her bed, when, convinced that Laura was
asleep, she drew her mother’s head softly down to her
mouth.
“Mother, are you sure that she is asleep?”
Mrs. Leonard, who kept her eyes fixed on the sleeping
face, nodded, and whispered “Yes.”
“Then let me go to my own bed before any one comes.
I cannot breathe here.”
“Well, finish the bowl of milk and you shall.”
Amy took the bowl between her two hands and drained
it, leaving only a sediment of white bread in the bottom.
“That’s a good girl. Now put one arm—no, both arms
round mother’s neck, and she’ll soon get you up-stairs.
Dear me, how like old times it seems, when you was a
baby, Amy,” she continued, lifting the slight form in her
arms, and striving to appear as if the weight were nothing.
“I’ve got a hull chest full of blankets heating before
the fire, so I’ll just pile them over you, for it’s cold up
there, and I wouldn’t think of letting you get out of this
warm nest, only it don’t seem to agree with you; then
you shall have a wineglass full of cherry bitters, that’ll
make you sleep like a top, and who cares whether the
doctor comes or not? I’m sure I don’t.”
Thus talking half to amuse her daughter, half because
she loved it, the good woman carried Amy across the next
room, and, after mounting to the garret with some difficulty,
laid her in her own bed, sitting down to rest herself
after the effort; for, with all her kindly imagination, she
could not lift the girl with so much ease as she had done
nineteen years before.
134“Mother,” said Amy, “do you think—did you see them
together? Do you think—he, he——”
The good woman kept her eyes turned resolutely towards
the little window which lighted one gable of the cabin;
for the world she would not have disturbed that young
creature with a look. She did not understand all, kind
soul, but enough to bring her native womanliness uppermost.
Before the poor child could complete her faltering
question she took it up.
“Do I think Ben Arnold cares for her? Not a bit;
she’s a bird with fine feathers, and he always was for show,
but as for the rest, there’s nothing in it. There’s something
wrong about him, Amy, but it isn’t that.”
“Oh, mother, you think this, and I was so near upbraiding
her. When she came dashing down to the mill, with
all that finery fluttering in the wind, it seemed as if she
wanted to insult me.”
“Pooh! nonsense, Amy! Why, with all her silks and
ribbons, she isn’t half as handsome as my own daughter,
and without ’em, look at her now! Why, she lies there
like a wet peacock.”
“Oh, but, mother, with all that beautiful hair, and
those eyes?”
“Just as if you hadn’t beautiful hair, and eyes worth a
dozen of hers. Don’t talk to me!”
Amy was comforted spite of herself. Her mother’s
positive belief found a willing convert. Then she remembered
what he had said to her only a few nights
before,—how he had left her to perish in the water while
this young stranger was saved.
“But, mother, he saved her, and I was left. I shall
never forget it, never! never! to my dying day.”
“Well, I never did see such an unreasonable girl; how
135was he to pick and choose, up to his neck in water? just
as if he wouldn’t take the first that came, and off with her!
besides, I dare say, she screamed ten times where you did
once,—just one of the screechy sort, I’ll be bound. Now
what on earth are you thinking of; he couldn’t drag out
two at once, could he? Besides, I should like to see
Joshua Leonard stand by while any one saved his child.
I’m astonished at your unreasonableness, Amy, and if you
wasn’t sick, and out of sorts every way, I shouldn’t know
what to think about it.”
Now there never was a creature so thankful to be
scolded and rebuked for unreasonableness, as Amy
Leonard proved on that occasion. All her mother’s
soothing had failed to cheer her half so much as this little
outburst of maternal disapprobation; for it half persuaded
her reason, while the heart remained quiescent in its fears.
But for the secret which she was forbidden to confide to
any one,—most of all, to either of her parents, she might
have been tranquillized; as it was, the pain was still at
her heart, but a vague hope seized upon her, that all
might yet be right. If he did not love another, and of
that Mrs. Leonard seemed entirely confident, all must be
well. When he said those cruel things it was to try if,
under all circumstances, she could be faithful to his secret.
What if she had spoken to the French girl, and given
voice to the wild appeal that burned in her when the girl
appeared so suddenly in the saw-mill! That would have
exasperated him beyond remedy. She thanked God that
she had been saved from this temptation, more fervently
than she had yet thanked him for her life.
Mrs. Leonard sat and watched the changes of her
countenance, as the pain cleared from it, and the gentle
tranquillity of weakness settled upon her. Still Amy
136could not sink to sleep, for minor troubles came when the
great idea was swept away.
“Mother, dear, did I treat her harshly?”
“Harshly? No! What on earth can you mean by
such a question?”
“I turned my face away twice, and would not give her
my hand when she reached for it.”
“Well, what of that! Lips and hands belong to the
owner, according to my idea. There was no harm in not
kissing a person you had never seen but once in your life.”
“Still, I am sorry, mother.”
“Well, well, we can make it up to-morrow. Now, go
to sleep, or at any rate lie still. The doctor will be here
right-off now.”
Amy started up in bed. “I don’t want to see any
doctor, mother. Don’t send him up here, if you please.
I’m not sick, you know,—only a little chilled and weak.
I’ll take the cherry bitters,—any thing you give me,—but
don’t let the doctor come near this room.”
Mrs. Leonard looked about the garret with the keen
scrutiny of a housewife whose reputation was in question.
“It seems to me that every thing is in its place, Amy;
and the room looks as well as a cabin can be expected to.
Yet, if you’re ashamed of it, why then——”
“Oh, it isn’t that, mother: only I hate medicine, and
don’t need any. So just promise that he shan’t come up
here to spoil all that you have done.”
There was no resisting this subtle flattery. If Mrs.
Leonard had a weakness beside that of promiscuous talking
about nothing, it was that of believing herself a family
physician of the first order. That this belief was not
altogether unfounded, the general good health of her
family testified; so she gave her daughter the required
137promise without more contest, and went down-stairs after
the cherry bitters, which was the crowning glory of her
cupboard.
Laura was sound asleep when her hostess went down;
but nothing could withhold Mrs. Leonard from tempting
her also with the cordial. She made a tumult among the
bottles and glasses that soon aroused the stranger from
her slumbers; then, with a little extra bustle, and some
consequential smiles, she came forward with a bottle in
one hand, which she emptied very slowly into a tall
slender glass which she held in the other.
“Take this,” she said, smiling blandly; “it will make
you sleep like a top. I never knew it fail, when a person
was worried out, in my whole life. I’m just a-carrying
some up to Amy. She was afraid of crowding you, so I
took her up-stairs. Come, just let me lift your head a
little. There, now, take a good swaller: it’ll make the
blood tingle, I can tell you.”
Laura drank the ruby liquid with docility, murmured
that she hoped Amy was better, and sunk to rest again,
yielding heavily to the exhaustion that oppressed her.
Amy only slept in snatches. A thought that the doctor
might come up to her room when she was asleep, spite
of her mother’s promise, troubled her greatly. The
sound of the waterfall, reminding her of the tumultuous
rush of waves, in which she seemed again struggling,
kept her restless. If she closed her eyes, it was to feel
herself plunging down, down, into a gulf of waters, in
which huge black logs were floating like monsters ready
to devour her. Then she dreamed of Arnold,—a strange,
weird dream, that made her moan and weep in the midst
of her slumbers. She thought that he, instead of her
mother, held the blood red potion and tall wineglass at
138her bedside. She saw by his face and knew in her heart
that there was poison in the liquid, and that he wished
her to drink it and die. Still she was determined to drain
the glass: when death came from his hands she would
not reject it. But all at once a little child—an angel
child—floated down from some invisible place in the room,
and spread its wings, delicate as star-beams, over the
glass. Reach forth her hand, or struggle as she would,
there was the angel child, guarding the cup with his
wings, and she could not drink,—even to please him.
From this dream she awoke with a wild start, for there
was a sound of bells stopping suddenly before the house:
and the tramp of feet on the doorstep made her tremble.
CHAPTER XI. THE VILLAGE DOCTOR—HIS TWO PATIENTS.
It was the doctor from Norwich, who left his horse tied
to the fence knee deep in snow while he went up to the
cabin with a pair of leathern saddle-bags swung over his
arm and a riding-whip in his hand.
Mrs. Leonard met him at the door, ready with a broom
to sweep the snow from his boots.
“Oh, bother: never mind the snow. What of my
patients, ha? drowned or froze to death,—which?”
“They are both alive and comfortable, I reckon,” said
Mrs. Leonard, with the air of one who felt conscious of
deserving praise and meant to have it.
“What have you done for ’em, ha?”
139“Rolled ’em in blankets before the fire at first; heated
the bed with burnt sugar till it smoked again, and
tucked ’em in.”
“All right, as if I’d been here myself. Pure good sense,—good
sense, Mrs. Leonard. Only what on earth did you
send after me for?”
“It’s best to be sure one is doing right, you know,
doctor. Besides, the old man wouldn’t a been contented
without you. He thinks nobody don’t know nothing that
hasn’t been to college: so just step in and let me shut the
door. The young lady is in the next room,—Amy is up-stairs.”
“I’ll go to her first, poor girl!” said the doctor. “I
mustn’t let her suffer, whatever comes of it. If your
husband hadn’t hurried on after young Arnold, I shouldn’t
have known that Amy was under the mill at all. The
young chap only spoke of the French girl.”
“Never mind about that jest now, doctor,” said Mrs.
Leonard, quickly, while she rattled the great iron tongs
about the fire, that Amy might not hear; “but just go in
and see the young lady. I’ll make a mug of hot flip agin
you come out.”
The doctor took his saddle-bags from behind the door,
where he had placed them, and went into the inner room,
talking cheerfully.
Laura had been aroused from sleep by his entrance; for
there was an outbreak of cheerfulness in his voice that
carried an idea of warmth with it. She looked out from
among the blankets as he came in, and her eyes shone
with pleasant astonishment. The grand symmetrical
head,—that voice, so full of genial intelligence,—the
brusque benevolence of his address, gave a glow to the
heart that had hitherto rested like ice in her bosom.
140All unconsciously she smiled as the face beamed upon
her.
“Well, my dear, and so you have had a ducking, eh!
Wonder you ever got out of that bottomless pit under the
saw-mill. Narrow chance,—narrow chance, I can tell you.”
“I know it,” said Laura, gratefully. “If the young
lady—Miss Leonard, I mean—hadn’t been courageous
as a lion and good as an angel, I must have perished!”
“Then it was Amy, my pet of pets, that got you out?
Just like her,—just like her! The goodness that is, but I’d
no idea she had so much strength. So little Amy saved
your life, my girl! Have you thanked God for that?
Will you continue to thank him all the days of
your life?”
“I have only remembered to thank her as yet,” said
Laura, a little disturbed. “The shock was so great, the
chill so cutting, I have hardly felt the power to think till
your voice awoke me.”
“Well, well, with life gratitude should come, and I dare
say it will, for you seem a sensible girl, and it would have
been a pity to have lost you under the ice. Cold yet, ha?
give me your wrist.”
Laura drew her delicate hand out from its shelter in the
blankets, and laid it in the doctor’s broad palm.
“Soft as a silk-weed pod,” he said, holding the hand in
one palm while he smoothed it down with the other
tenderly, as if it had been a pet dove. “Never knew
what it was to work, I dare say?”
“No,” said Laura, smiling: “it is not necessary. I am
only a useless, spoiled girl, doctor, with no one but my
brother to love me very much.”
“And, of course, no one to control you?” said the
doctor.
141“Control? oh no, I shouldn’t like that,” said the girl
with an impatient movement of the head.
The doctor pressed her hand in his, shook it with an
anxious sort of sympathy, exclaimed once or twice, “Poor
thing! poor thing!” and then began his professional part
of the visit in good earnest.
“Cold yet?”
“Not exactly,—a shuddering sort of chill creeping
through and through me, but not that horrible icy feel.”
“Pain?”
“Not absolute pain, but—but vague aches, as if I
had been bruised.”
“Have, no doubt. Mrs. Leonard?”
“Well, doctor,” cried the good woman, coming to the
bedroom with a pair of red-hot tongs in her hand, which
she had just drawn from the mug of hissing flip.
“Any wormwood in the house?”
“Wormwood? Whoever heard of a house without
wormwood in it, not to say catnip, pennyroyal, and wild
turnip? Of course I’ve got plenty of wormwood, doctor.”
“Steep some in hot water then, and lay it all over this
young lady’s chest,—put something warm to her feet.
And then, my dear, go to sleep again; for that is all I can
do just now.”
“But when shall I be well enough to get up, doctor?”
“Well enough? Why to-morrow, I dare say. One
good ducking shouldn’t keep you in bed longer than that.”
Laura turned her cheek contentedly to the pillow and
closed her eyes. The doctor laid her hand softly into the
bed, as he would have returned a bird to its nest, and went
out smiling benignly as he entered the outer room.
“Here,” said Mrs. Leonard, lifting a brown earthen
mug foaming over with the drink she had been brewing,
142and bearing it towards him; “here’s a mug of flip that’ll
do your heart good, doctor.”
Dr. Blake took the brown mug from her hands, looked
into its depths with a smiling countenance, lifted it to his
mouth and drank. Slowly the bottom of the mug rose in
sight, and then with a deep, deep sigh, mellow as the
wind which sweeps over an orchard of ripe apples, he
returned the mug to its level, and looked into Mrs. Leonard’s
face with a glance of sunny approval that went to
her heart.
“Capital flip, Mrs. Leonard. There isn’t another
woman in Norwich that could offer one a treat like that!”
“Supposing you take another drink,” said Mrs. Leonard,
coloring with honest vanity. “I’ve got the tongs
heating agin, and can have a fresh mug ready before the
old man comes in.”
“Supposing I do!” said the doctor, eyeing the drink
with a side glance, and shaking it gently in the mug before
he lifted it to his moist lips again. “There, Mrs.
Leonard, I feel like another man. Don’t forget to fill up
for my friend Joshua, while I go to little Amy. A noble girl
that, Mrs. Leonard,—one in a thousand,—gentle as a dove,
and brave as a warrior. Some fine stuff in the young
French girl yonder, but nothing to Amy! The ladder is
quite safe, I suppose. Why didn’t the child stay down-stairs:
there was room enough in the bed for two?”
“But Amy wanted to be alone. She didn’t quite seem
to take to her,” said Mrs. Leonard, nodding her head towards
the inner room.
“I understand,” cried the doctor, looking over his shoulder
as he mounted the rude steps; “natural enough too.”
Amy was very ill, and shivered painfully when the doctor
came to her bed. There was a sort of terror in her
143eyes, which reminded him of a poor little rabbit that he
had seen taken from a box-trap that morning, whose soft
glance was turned imploringly on its captor. It seemed
as if Amy were begging him to spare her, and he laughed
at the idea; for the pretty little animal, whose only fault
had been a love of sweet apples, seemed to him no more
innocent than the young girl.
“And so, Amy, you have been in the mill-race, like a
precious, darling little dunce, have you? Why, child, it’s
a miracle you ever came out. Do you know that I’ve a
great mind to keep you in bed a week for it? How can
you look me in the face after such work?”
“I—I couldn’t help it, doctor. It all happened before I
had time to be afraid. She was sinking, you know, and,
and——”
“You jumped in, like a brave girl. I wouldn’t have believed
it of you, Amy Leonard.”
“Oh, if you had seen her eyes,—those great, wild eyes
pleading upward, and her poor hands slipping away from
the log! Indeed, indeed, I could not help it.”
“Couldn’t help it? Of course you couldn’t,—but come,
come. Let’s see if you have been hurt by this crazy leap:
give me your hand.”
Amy reached out her little brown hand, which the doctor
took with far more tender reverence than had marked
his conduct with Laura. He felt the pulse, exclaiming,
“Child, what is this? Your pulse beats like a trip-hammer.
Is it fever or fright? Why, how this poor little
hand shakes: don’t snatch it away yet.”
“Oh, I’m not sick; but sometimes my heart beats fast,
and then, of course, the pulse rises. I only want a little
sleep to be quite well, doctor. Say that to mother, or
she’ll be fretting about me.”
144“But you are not well. You tremble, and have fallen
away: your eyes are growing large. Tell me, Amy, were
you quite well before this happened?”
“Quite well; yes, I—I don’t know!”
The doctor looked at her very gravely, and shook his
head, at which she shrunk away, protesting that nothing
was the matter.
“This will never do,” cried the doctor. “You are worse
off a great deal than the young woman down-stairs. Your
mother should have kept you there.”
“No, no, I could not stay. She is strange,—that young
lady I mean. I could not breathe.”
“Poor little fawn, how earnest you look! Well, well,
the young lady will be able to go home in the morning,
and then we will have you down-stairs, while I ransack
the old saddle-bags for something that will make you
strong.”
“But I am strong.”
“My fawn, you are no such thing. I must have a talk
with your mother about it. You’ve been pining about
something, girl-like.”
“Oh, doctor, this is cruel!” cried the poor girl, turning
more and more pallid, while her eyes filled with tears.
“Cruel, indeed! I only hope everybody will be as
kind.”
“But what do you wish to frighten mother for? I am
well. How could I have held that young lady up in the
water if I hadn’t been strong?” pleaded the poor girl,
piteously.
“That’s very true,” answered the doctor, with the tone
and manner of a person who yields without conviction.
“To-morrow you will be down-stairs, as smart as ever.”
“Yes—yes,” she answered, eagerly.
145“But I will drop in now and then as I ride by the falls,
just to see how you get along.”
“Yes.” The word came very faintly from those pale
lips.
“So now good-by,” he said, pleasantly. “Keep your
arms under the bedclothes, and drink what I shall send
you without making faces. Do you hear?”
“Yes, doctor.”
Dr. Blake went down the steps backward, and thus entered
the room where Mrs. Leonard was waiting.
“Well, doctor, has she got over the fright?”
“Oh, she’ll do well enough!” answered Dr. Blake, kneeling
down by his saddle-bags, and preparing to open them.
“Bring me a case-knife with a narrow point. That will
answer. Now a scrap of paper. Not very strong lately,—the
girl I mean?”
“What? My Amy?”
“Yes, Amy. Touch of the high-po, now and then, ha?”
“Why yes,” said the kind mother, drawing close to the
doctor, as he measured some powders on the point of her
case-knife and folded them in tiny bits of paper. “Yes:
she’s been sort of down-hearted and good-for-nothing
lately; yet nothing really seems to be the matter,—sort
of feeble, that’s all.”
“Oh, ailing. A little restless, over and beyond any
thing else, I dare say.”
“Jes’ so, doctor.”
“Anxious and watching, as if she expected some one,
or was afraid of something?”
“Yes, sort of fidgety.”
“Starts when you speak to her suddenly?”
“Yes, that’s jest it.”
“Seems ready to burst out a-crying once in a while?”
146“Yes, and does it, too.”
“Especially if you speak very kindly to her?”
“That has puzzled me, doctor. She can’t seem ter bear
petting as she used ter.”
“That will do,” said the doctor, giving Mrs. Leonard
the medicine, and buckling the straps of his saddle-bags.
“Fine young woman in there,—visiting at the Arnolds, I
believe? Your daughter has been in New Haven: I suppose
she saw young Arnold there?”
“Why I reckon so,—of course. Why not?”
“Why not! Indeed he’s a smart chap,—too smart for
these parts,—above visiting his old friends, I dare say.”
“Nothing of the sort, doctor,” cried Mrs. Leonard, blushing
in her eagerness to defend the young man. “He was
up here the second night after he came home. Jest as
friendly as ever.”
“To see you and Joshua?”
“Why yes—he came to see us all, I reckon.”
Dr. Blake swung the saddle-bags over his arm, and
went out rather abruptly, and with a cloud on his fine features.
As he trotted off through the snow, the anxious
expression grew deeper on his face.
“I wonder,” he said, looking back upon the cabin, “I
wonder if there has ever been a spot so remote that this
one cause of heartache could not penetrate it. The child
is too deep in love for any medicine of mine to bring her
out, and jealous, too, poor thing. No wonder. The young
scoundrel dragged out the showy French girl, and left the
little one to help herself,—the hound!”
All unconsciously the doctor lashed out with his whip,
which gave energy to his thought, and set his horse off into
a floundering gallop that flung a storm of snow all around
him. Just then he met Benedict Arnold coming back
147in the little cutter at a rapid pace, with his mother muffled
up in the furs by his side. The doctor’s fingers tingled
with their tight pressure on the whip-handle as the cutter
dashed towards him.
“Stop! son, stop!” cried Mrs. Arnold, laying her hand
on the reins, which her son handled with jockey-like
ability. “Here is the doctor!”
Arnold drew his horse up with a sudden crash of the
bells; and his mother called out, in her sweet, low voice,
“Doctor! doctor! How are they? Is there any
danger?”
The doctor drew his horse close by the cutter, and
without looking at Arnold addressed his mother.
“Not if they are left in peace, Mrs. Arnold; but you
must not go up there now.”
“But—but they will want care, and my son is so
anxious. I could hardly persuade him to stay at home
long enough to change his wet clothes.”
“Anxious! what about?” cried the doctor, looking full
at the young man. “Is it the French girl, with her frippery
and her airs; or Amy Leonard, the poor girl whom
he left to sink or swim as she could.”
“I am responsible to you neither for my actions nor
my feelings, Dr. Blake,” said Arnold, insolently.
“But you will be responsible to God for this day’s
work, young man, and for that of many another day that
has gone before,” said the doctor, with a sternness that
was almost solemn.
Arnold did not speak at once, but quick rage flamed
into his eyes, and left his quivering lips pale as the snow
that lay around him. He lifted the long whip, as if to
lash at the doctor, but curved his hand promptly, broke
into a defiant laugh, and the blow fell with stinging violence
148on the spirited horse attached to the cutter. The
horse gave a wild leap sideways: and then the ferocious
courage of the young man broke forth with brutal violence.
Drawing the reins tight with one hand, he stood
up, and the long lash curled and quivered like a snake
around the generous beast, who reared, plunged, and
fought against the strain upon his mouth till his limbs
shook, and drops of blood fell from his torn lips upon the
snow. Still, such was the strength of anger in the young
man, that he held the animal firmly, rave and tear as he
would. Mrs. Arnold grew pale in the face of this brutal
strife, and now and then cried out, in a plaintive way:
“Benedict! Oh! Benedict, don’t!” which her son heeded
no more than a tempest stops to hear the whispered complaint
of a snow-drop.
At last the horse stood, tamed and trembling, in his
tracks; then Arnold turned fiercely on the doctor, and
demanded what he meant by attempting to stop them on
the way.
Dr. Blake, who had been gravely watching the contest
between the poor brute and the brutal man, simply replied
that the strange young lady had good nursing, and
was getting along well,—so well that he did not wish her
disturbed, even by her friends, who could not fail to be in
the way in a small house already overfull. The doctor
looked at Mrs. Arnold as he spoke; and she, in her gentle
way, which had a kind of sweet authority in it, said at
once that it was best to return home. For the world
she would not intrude herself into neighbor Leonard’s
house, unless she could be of use.
This decision, gently as it was given, Arnold was
obliged to respect; for his mother had yet a strong influence
over his wayward nature: so, wheeling the horse,
149he drove sullenly back, without a word or bow for the
doctor.
Mrs. Arnold looked back, and bowed two or three times,
as if to atone for this rudeness,—at which the doctor
muttered.
“Poor woman! unhappy mother! there is deeper sorrow
for you yet.”
With these words the good man turned into a cross-road
which led to another patient, ruminating, as he
trotted along, upon the cases he had left behind in the log
cabin.
CHAPTER XII. THE GUEST’S RETURN.
When Mr. Arnold’s double sleigh drove up to the farm-house
the next morning, the whole family gathered at the
front-door to receive the guest, now rendered doubly
interesting from her recent peril. She was subdued and
pale,—not so much from illness, it would seem, as from
the chastening reflections that sprung out of the great
peril she had been in, and a deeply grateful feeling toward
those who had saved her from it. There was no light
coquetry in her manner to Arnold now. With delicate and
touching humility she had leaned upon his arm, and permitted
him almost to carry her from the cabin, though
Paul stood by, ready to perform this brotherly office.
She smiled gratefully, as Arnold’s hands gathered the furs
around her and held them in place with his circling arm.
She was so thankful for life,—so glad to flee from that
150black, ravenous vortex of waters where death had seemed
dragging her down and engulfing her in terrible darkness.
An intense love of life, of her own personality, had
seized upon her, with the first realization of what death
was. She clasped her rosy palms together under the fur,
with a sort of ecstacy, rejoicing in the warmth, and shuddering
to think how cold and dark they might have been,
weltering under those logs. Now and then she would
lift one hand to her hair and smile to think that it was
dry,—that the horrible dripping of those icy waters had
ceased forever.
All the night long, while lying in Leonard’s cabin, she
had thought of herself only as dead, and sunken under the
mill, with the black waters rippling through her hair, and
her frozen limbs floating up and down in the dark eddies.
The picture would not leave her; and the falls, which
grew louder and louder after midnight, seemed to be
rushing wildly that way to overwhelm her again.
But she was in the sunshine now. The clear, bracing
air made her strong again. She was fleeing from all
thoughts of death into the broad light of heaven. The
winter’s sun blessed her as it shimmered down upon the
snow. The sleigh-bells sounded like a jubilee. Her
heart was brimful of thankfulness; but alas! that warm
heart turned in its gratitude rather to the man at her
side than to the good God to whom the firstlings of every
human soul are due.
When she reached the farm-house and saw the whole
family coming forth to meet her, tears of gratitude swelled
into Laura’s eyes, and she stood upon the threshold-stone
a moment, returning the soft kisses of the mother and of
gentle Hannah Arnold, with a voice of thanksgiving
whispering sweetly at her heart.
151The family began to love her after this. With so much
of her outward finery swept off in the mill-race, she was
obliged to depend on Hannah, not only for her outer garments,
but for the dainty little hat, turned up in front and
behind, which looked coquettish on her, when it only
proved modestly becoming to its owner.
These household garments, provided for her out of
Hannah’s little stock, brought the strange girl more completely
into the bosom of the family; it seemed natural
to love her when she appeared like one of themselves.
Then Hannah had her own secret reasons for a generous
access of affection. Was not Laura Paul’s sister? and—and?—The
young girl was alone when these thoughts
came into her head; but she blushed crimson nevertheless,
and looked shyly around, as if some one could hear
her heart beating, and guess the cause.
Several days passed, and still these guests remained at
the homestead, notwithstanding the restless impatience of
Arnold, who was almost inhospitable in his haste to be
off. Laura was well now, and rosy with happiness, but
she would not leave the place while one of her preservers
suffered; and Amy Leonard was very ill. The shock
and cold had settled on her frail being. Dr. Blake gave
no opinion, but his brow clouded darker and darker every
time he rode away from the cabin.
All the Arnold family went to the Falls; but no one
was admitted to Amy’s room except Mrs. Arnold. She
found Amy lying white and worn in the little out-room
of the cabin. One thrill,—half fear, half love,—and a
glance of yearning deprecation was given to the little
woman as she came in. Then the violet eyes closed, and
two bright tears forced themselves through the shadowy
lashes and were broken like crushed diamonds on her
152cheek. How that poor young face changed as those soft
footsteps came close to the bed! You could see other
tears swelling under the white lids, and the beautiful lip
begin to quiver.
“Amy!”
The young creature grasped the coverlet convulsively
with her hand, her eyes opened wildly, and she shrunk
away toward the farther side of the bed.
“My dear child,—are you so very weak,—what is it
that grieves you?—poor thing,—poor thing. Don’t cry.
Mother Arnold has come to cheer you up a little.”
“Yes, yes. I know you are very kind.”
“Kind,—oh, not at all! But tell me, dear, what is it
frets you so. It isn’t the shock of falling in the water:
that wouldn’t last so long, or make you look so wild.
Tell me—what is it, Amy?”
Amy shrunk away nervously. “Oh don’t,—don’t. I
can’t bear it. Please say something harsh and cruel,—cruel
as death. I can face that, but kind words break
my heart. Mother gives them to me,—father gives them
to me,—and now you come. If I could only die, that
would be best,—that would be best.”
“Why, Amy, are you growing sinful,—you, a church-member?”
Amy started up in bed. “Yes, yes: I am a church-member;
but you need not twit me with it. Don’t think
I ever forget that I am a church-member.”
“Twit you with it, poor lamb. I bless God with all
my heart that you are in his fold.”
“But what if I get out? What if I grow obstinate,
and break loose; will you look at me with such kind
eyes then?”
Amy clasped both hands, pressing them downward on
153the bed, where she crouched like a pretty, wild rabbit prisoned
in a trap.
“Will you be kind to me then?”
“How wildly you talk, darling child. Of course, I shall
always be kind to you. Why not? Haven’t you been to
me like a daughter ever since you were born?”
Amy looked into that gentle face with a gush of yearning
gratitude.
“How good, how beautiful you are!” she broke forth.
“Oh! if his heart were only like yours!”
“His heart!” repeated the little lady, in a low voice.
“Amy dear, do you speak of my son?”
“Your son,—no, no. How could I? What right have
I to speak of him?” cried the poor girl, in sudden terror.
“Don’t talk so, Amy. Of course you have a right.”
“How—how? Do you think that?”
“Just as good a right as Hannah has, for you are almost
as much his sister as she is.”
The guilty color came into that innocent woman’s face
as she spoke, for she remembered Arnold’s words in the
homestead chamber, and drew back on the very verge
of comforting the weary-hearted girl, sadly conscience-stricken.
Amy looked into her half-averted eyes with
wistful earnestness, then her little hand, whitened into delicacy
by illness, stole out and touched that of Mrs. Arnold.
“You seem like a mother to me.”
Her pretty face was full of love, yearning and tender.
Mrs. Arnold bent forward and kissed it, then the two
clung together and began to cry.
“Tell me, Amy, is it because you love him?” whispered
the gentle home-mother.
“Yes, I love him! Oh, I love him! No one will ever
believe how dearly!”
154Their arms interlaced closer, Mrs. Arnold pressed Amy’s
head to her bosom and kissed it, saying,
“But did he do this on purpose,—did he make you love
him?”
“I—I think. No, no; of course it was my own fault.
I am such a forward, bold girl,—it is there all the blame
lies. He make me love him! It didn’t need that. I can’t
tell when I didn’t love him.”
“How could you help it, Amy dear? He’s so handsome
and noble,—so true.”
“Is he? Are you sure,—very, very sure?” cried Amy,
with a flame of scarlet on either cheek.
“Who should be sure if his mother isn’t?” answered
the little lady, flushing also, but with a fainter red. “In
some things, you know, I don’t quite understand him. He
is proud and shy, especially about his likings. Don’t tell
him, Amy, because I’m almost ashamed of it; but I laid
the most artful little plot to find out if he really did care
about,—about any one, you know.”
“Did you,—did you, indeed. And what was his answer?
He couldn’t help but tell you the truth, I’m sure.”
“Well, dear, I’m not so bright and penetrating as some
women, and though I was very crafty, I think he found
me out, and put me aside just to punish me for being so
deep.”
Amy drew a long breath, heavy with trouble.
“Did he speak of,—of any one in particular?”
“Oh, yes; he mentioned you and that stylish French
girl that you saved from drowning; but that amounted to
nothing. He wasn’t to be taken in by his mother, not he.”
“But you see him; you are by when they talk together;
you—you—oh, Mrs. Arnold, Mrs. Arnold, tell
me, does your son love this lady?”
155Mrs. Arnold reflected a little, still holding Amy’s head
against her bosom. Feeling the shiver that ran through
that delicate frame, she conquered the vague doubt in her
own bosom, and smoothing down the golden tangles of
Amy’s hair with her hand, said, in her sweet, low way,
“No, dear; I don’t think he loves her.”
“But she loves him. I know that she loves him,” cried
the young girl, and a flame of passionate red came to her
cheeks again.
“It wouldn’t be nice to say that about one’s own son,
dear.”
“But you think it; you see it. But how can she help it?
With him all the time, how could she help loving him?”
“Well, my dear, we must not talk of that. The young
lady is our guest, and it isn’t for me to criticize her. Only
cheer up and get well. I want you to come over to the
homestead and make us a long visit.”
“How good you are—how kind! Sometimes when
you smile, it is so like him,” cried Amy, clinging to her,
comforted in spite of her doubts.
Mrs. Arnold smiled again. “Yes, I think he does look
like me just a little about the mouth and eyes; but then
what is only a little nice in a little old woman is grand in
him. There is no real comparison.”
Closer and closer the young girl crept to that motherly
bosom.
“You wouldn’t be angry with Benedict, even if he had
done wrong: that is, just a little wrong,—not told you
something that he ought, I mean?” she whispered.
“Angry with Benedict, the dear boy! No, no, I couldn’t
be that for a trifle. Young people will have their little
secrets. You are very good to tell me yours. Be sure
I’ll keep it.”
156Amy kissed her soft cheek.
“And I’ll pray God to turn his heart into home paths,
little Amy, and lead his thoughts back to those good old
times when he would trample down a path for you in the
snow, as you went to school together. What a pretty
couple you did make. I had my own thoughts early as
that. You are smiling child; that is right, cheer up!
Remember, I’m almost as old a friend as your mother,
and I’ll stand by you as if you were my own child. That’s
right, smile again. How warm and wet your cheeks are,—crying
and laughing at the same time: that is a good sign.
How a nice, comfortable chat warms one up. When I
came in you were shivering with cold, but now——”
“Now,” whispered Amy, “I feel as if roses were blossoming
in my heart. Dear, dear Mrs. Arnold, how I
love you!”
“That’s right. Now, snuggle down to the pillow and
drop to sleep. I’ll come again.”
“Mrs. Arnold.”
“Well, child?”
“You are quite sure he does not care for her?”
“Yes, yes.”
“And Mrs. Arnold.”
“Well, again?”
“How soft the air is. I—I—am getting—getting very
sleep—sleepy.”
“I’m glad of it.”
“Yes, yes. I feel like a little bird sinking down in a
nest lined with thistledown and silk-weed, and—and—Oh,
I’m so happy—so happy!”
The young creature dropped away, with these words
melting like ripe fruit on her lips.
157Mrs. Arnold stood over her a moment, with the benign
look of an angel in her glance.
How gently the young creature had sunk into that
healthful sleep! Comfort and warmth lay all around her.
The breath came up from her bosom like perfume from a
waterlily.
Mrs. Arnold longed to kiss her, but that sleep was too
sweet and precious: she would not disturb it, but glided
softly from the room, holding up a warning finger to Mrs.
Leonard, who drew close to her, anxious and weary.
“She is sound asleep.”
Mrs. Leonard burst into tears. It was the first wholesome
sleep Amy had known since that dark hour under
the mill.
Without a word, but smiling encouragement as she
moved, Mrs. Arnold left the cabin, resolving—the gentle
Christian—to talk more earnestly to her son, and so far as
womanly faith to the sex would permit, plead her young
friend’s cause.
CHAPTER XIII. OLD FRIENDSHIP RENEWED—THE HOLY FORCE OF PRAYER.
Mr. Arnold, the elder, had driven to the falls; and,
while his wife was holding her motherly conference in the
sick-room, he went down to the saw-mill and found
Leonard busy among his timber-logs.
In former years there had been great intimacy between
these two men; but of late Arnold had sought associates
158more congenial to his habits, and they had become almost
strangers. There was nothing of Arnold’s former manner
as he approached his old friend, who came gravely forward
to meet him. Formerly, when he had been the
richer and more prosperous man, his approach might have
had something of patronage about it; but now he seemed
shy and doubtful of a warm reception.
It was painful to see a man, really superior, with that
down look,—a look that had sprung out of conscious self-degradation.
He hesitated, cast anxious glances at the
mill-tender, and once turned away, as if tempted to walk
toward the falls. But Leonard’s heart warmed toward
his old friend, and he called him back.
“Ho, neighbor Arnold! Don’t turn your back on old
friends. Come in! Come in! It isn’t often one gets a
chat while the saw is going. After all, it’s a lonesome
place up here; so, while the women folks make a little
visit, supposing we sit down and talk over old times.”
Arnold’s hand always trembled now, but it shook like
a dead leaf as Leonard grasped it. He brushed the other
hand across his face with a hasty movement, complaining
that the cold brought the water to his eyes; and then
Leonard’s heart smote him that he had kept so completely
away from a man who had been a member of the
same church with him, and, in more than the Christian
sense, almost like a brother. So all the former friendship
came gushing in a glow over his honest face, and shaking
the hand in his grasp most heartily, he broke out in the
old way:
“How do you do, brother? I’m right glad to see you
at the mill.”
Arnold gave one grasp of the hand that shook his,
struggled against something in his throat an instant, and
159then, fairly turning his back, walked off towards that end
of the mill which looked upon the falls. One or two
great sobs broke from him, and then he went slowly back,
trying to appear unconcerned.
“I haven’t seen the falls since this mill was put up,
it seems to me; but we had a grand raising that day,
anyhow.”
“Yes, and a prayer-meeting after it that none of us
ought to forget.”
“I never shall forget it,” said Arnold, with a quick
turn of the eye. “It was the last I ever went to—the
last time I ever made a prayer out loud.”
“Yes, yes. I remember the prayer, brother. The
Lord was with us that night,” said Leonard, kindling up.
“You asked him to bless the work our hands had done
in the day, and he did bless it. That prayer-meeting was
a glorious house-warming. It was like taking up one’s
abode in a sanctuary, when the old woman and little Amy
went to bed in the cabin for the first time.”
Arnold’s face began to quiver; holy memories were
unfolding, like bird-wings, in his bosom.
“They were pleasant times, Leonard. Our children
were young and innocent: we had strength and faith in
those days.”
“And will they never come back, brother? The merciful
God rules over us just the same as then.”
Arnold shook his head; and, as if to escape the closeness
of the subject, began to examine the timbers of the mill.
“They have stood the weather famously,” he said; “for,
after all, it is an old mill.”
“Oh, not so very bad for that. It was raised within
a few days of the time your store was burnt down. Don’t
you remember?”
160Arnold gave a start, and the unhealthy red left his face.
“Don’t,—don’t. I can’t bear to think of that. It was—it
was a——”
“A great trouble I know, brother Arnold; but you got
the insurance money, and that ought to have kept you
a-going.”
“Yes, I—we got the money, but I—I was worn out,
you know, and it’s hard to begin life agin arter a fire like
that. Such things take all the courage out of a man,
Leonard. You wouldn’t blame me if—if——”
The poor man sat down on a log that lay ready for the
saw, and wiped the great drops of perspiration that had
begun to gather on his forehead the moment this subject
of the fire came up.
“Why, brother, I didn’t think you took that one piece
of bad luck so much to heart.”
“Oh, it’s over now; but I come to say something about
our children,—about Amy and Benedict.”
Leonard’s face darkened, and a look of distress came
over it.
“The poor gal is sick,” he said. “She was left in the
cold water till the other could be dragged out. I was jest
in time to save her dear life, brother, and no more. It’s
a’most too tough to see that foreign gal a-going about
fresh as a rose, while Amy lies there moaning her life
out.”
“Is Amy as sick as that? Poor gal—poor gal! I
remember her when she wasn’t more’n so high. I’ve
watched her growing up to the harnsome creature she is
now. It’s hard to know that she must have sickness and
trouble like the rest of us, Leonard,—very hard; and I want
to save her from more. That’s why I’m here, old friend.”
“What is all this about?” said Leonard, wondering at
161the agitation which was evident in these rapid words.
“What harm threatens Amy, more than has happened
already?”
Arnold folded his trembling hands over each other
again and again, looked to the right and left, as if tempted
to run away and leave a painful task half done. At last
he faltered out:
“Leonard, tell me: has my son, Benedict, been about
the falls much of late years,—that is, since little Amy’s
been old enough to care about such things? I’ve been in
a sort of dream,—a long, long dream,—and hadn’t a chance
to find out for myself; but you are careful, always at
home,—you have kept your senses, Leonard. I don’t like
to ask anybody else; but you can tell me. Are the young
folks fond of one another?”
“They ought to be,—and why not?” said the father,
sternly; for he fancied that Arnold, with some of the old
pride, was about to protest against his sweet daughter as
a fit wife for his more prosperous son.
“Because,” said Arnold, with an effort that made him
shake from head to foot,—“because he mustn’t have her!”
“You say that to me, bro—Mr. Arnold? If it wasn’t
for the fear of God I’d——”
“Don’t,—don’t take it in that way. It’s all for her good
I speak. She’s too young,—too tender: a little spring
lamb that ought to be fed with white clover, and nothing
else. He mustn’t have her!”
“What do you mean, old friend?” said Leonard, feeling
that, however strange all this might be, no offence was intended
to him or his child. “I hope, as a Christian—I
hope you have not been—that is you—you are all right,
Arnold.”
The poor man shrunk into himself at this insinuation
162vague as it was. He swallowed once or twice as if sobs
were swelling to his throat, and then he spoke in a voice
so broken with sorrow that it went like a prayer to his
brother’s heart.
“It’s a cruel thing to undertake,—it’s unnatral; but I
don’t want to drag anybody else down with me, least of
all you or yours. I don’t know how far this thing has
gone, Leonard; but don’t let my son—he’s my only son,
you know, and that makes it worse—don’t let him marry
your darter. I charge you,—I warn you,—don’t let him
marry your child. I won’t stand by and see it done, for
it’d be a sinful thing.”
“Why would it be sinful?” demanded Leonard, struck
by the passion of distress with which all this was spoken.
“Because your child is innocent; and mine—oh, God
help me!—mine is not.”
The unhappy man fell back to the log from which he
had risen, and, clasping his hands, began to cry piteously.
“Don’t,—don’t ask me any more. I’ve done my duty,
and you see how I am. You haven’t a drink of something
in the mill, just to give me a little strength? I
wouldn’t take a drop this morning, but it came harder
than I expected. When a thing has taken root down in
the darkness of your soul, it makes one tremble to pull it
up. It’s to save you from trouble I did it, Leonard; so
don’t be hard on me.”
“I know you are in earnest, and think there is good
reason for this warning, Arnold. But what if the trouble
is upon us?—what if she loves him as our wives loved us
before we married them?”
“But she mustn’t,—indeed she mustn’t! Let him fall
in love with that French girl, I shan’t trouble myself to
warn her; but little Amy,—I couldn’t see Amy carried off
163in that way. She’s like my own darter. Now do remember
that I warn you. Words that make a father’s
heart ache as mine does now, should be listened to, and
minded. Mark that, minded!”
“I will listen to them. Without asking another question
I will respect the warning. If he comes here again I will
take this thing in hand.”
“That’s right,—that’s right; but be firm. Don’t let him
find you wavering like his poor old father. Be firm!”
“I will!”
“As a rock?—as a rock?”
“I will lean upon the Rock of ages!” said Leonard,
reverently.
“Oh, if I had something to lean on!” cried Arnold,
clasping his hands; but the next minute they trembled
apart again.
“You have, old friend,” and Leonard took both the
trembling hands in his. “The same God that answered
us once will listen again. You asked for drink to give
you strength just now; let us ask for something better
than that, brother. Let us pray together.”
“Me—me pray?” faltered the old man.
That instant the saw had traveled its course down the
log and stopped. The sudden stillness fell upon the old
man like a shock; he looked strangely around, muttering,
“Me,—me,—and here?”
“Come,” said Leonard, taking him lovingly by the arm;
“come, old friend, let us go away,—you and I together,
as we have done a hundred times before. Let us go to the
right place for strength and courage. This way,—this
way. Never fear!”
They trod a little footpath together, the strong man
leading the weak, till they found a shelf of rock overlooking
164the falls; and, hedged in by evergreens on all sides
but that which faced on the water, which sung an anthem
around them that made the spot like a chapel, Leonard
knelt down on the snow that crusted the rock. It was
not his habit to kneel for prayer; but just then his soul
was full of devotion, and, before he knew it, the good man
bent himself to the earth, even as the Saviour bowed when
the most terrible of all sorrows fell upon him.
Prayer was the great outburst for eloquence in those
days. The best gifts that a man possessed were offered to
his God. I do not know that Leonard had any great
wealth of words or ideas; but his whole being was alive
with one purpose, and faith turned every thought that
sprang to his lips into eloquence. Up through the clear
winter morning rose the voice of that prayer, above the
anthem of the waves, above the winds that whispered
continually in the evergreens, above the sobs of that
feeble man, who kept his face bowed to the earth, and
shrunk together with shame while the other prayed.
But there is mighty strength in a good heart really inspired!
Never—to use Joshua Leonard’s own words—had
his soul taken such hold on the throne of God. He
literally wrestled with the angels for that poor drooping
life at his side.
The powerful words that burned on his lips at last kindled
gleams of the old faith in Arnold. His head was
slowly lifted, his shrunken shoulders grew broader, the
crouching attitude changed; then his face was turned
heavenward, and the bright sun fell like a glory upon it.
The old nature was giving way. He had no words for
prayer; but when a warm and more ardent rush of faith
came from Leonard, a single “Amen” broke up all the
ice at his heart, and a shower of warm tears rained over
165his upturned face. Those pure, penitential tears! Angels
might have crowned themselves with such drops, and still
remain all heavenly.
CHAPTER XIV. FATHER AND SON—REBELLION AND REPENTANCE.
After the morning when Arnold became acquainted
with his father’s frailty, he had dared to despise the old
man in his heart,—dared to let this unnatural contempt be
manifest in his manner, if not in words, so that a new
cause of separation had sprung up between them, which
threatened to grow wider and wider.
The father had not felt this so keenly till after his visit
to the saw-mill; for, when he suffered the pain of these
things, there was the liquor-case to flee to, and that deadened
sensibility if it could do no more.
But after that day all that was sensitive and refined in
his nature took sharpness and force. With his system all
deranged, and his nerves unstrung, he had taken a solemn
resolution which was sure to shake his physical being to
the centre. He was a broken down man, and habits that
had preyed upon him like wolves were sure to turn and
rend him as he refused them food. A little kindness at
this time, a word even of respectful sympathy from the son
he could not help looking up to in many respects, would
have aided him greatly in the terrible battle of appetite
against principle that lay before him.
But Benedict Arnold was a man incapable of repentance;
166a strong, hard character, who never had and never
could believe himself in the wrong. His own iron will
was the only law he recognized, and the greatest sin that
any of his fellow-men could commit in his eyes was to
oppose that will. Perhaps he was lifted above petty sins
because they were not the best aids to selfish ambition.
He was a man to commit crimes, not drop into foibles,—a
man of iron, with nerves of steel that vibrated only to
his ruling passion.
From this character, with all the fiery passions of youth
inflaming his selfishness, what had the poor father to hope?
Two days after his visit to the mill, the old man went
into the parlor, where Benedict was sitting with Laura De
Montreuil,—who had been thoughtful and languid, but gentle
as an infant since her accident. There was no more
badinage, no coquetry in her intercourse with young Arnold
now. The pride had been all broken from her heart
in those cold waters, and a light word would have been
sacrilege to her gratitude. It was her duty to worship
him,—a sweet duty, to which she submitted herself without
stint or protest.
Arnold kept half aloof, both from her gratitude and her
love. He did not evade or tease her as formerly; but no
engagement, not even a declaration, had passed his lips.
Yet she was content from the very wealth of her own feeling,
and she would whisper to herself again and again,
“Surely I could not love him so entirely if he were indifferent.
It is not in my nature.”
This unexacting state of mind pleased the young man.
There was no longer a necessity to be on the defensive,—to
skirmish around a declaration which he was resolved
not to make at that time, or in that place but which it had
seemed almost impossible to avoid. It was pleasant to sit
167by her side hour after hour and witness the utter subjection
which love had made of her pride,—to hear it in the
soft tones of her voice, and read it in the timid glances of
her eyes; for an all absorbing vanity formed the leading
trait in his ambitious character.
Laura had been more than usually gentle that morning,
and Arnold’s self-love was gratified to the full. It was a
triumph to have so completely subdued this spirited young
creature by an act of simple courage which cost him nothing;
for many a time in his boyhood had he clung to the
great water-wheel at the falls, and been dashed now into
the waves, then lifted high into the sunshine, for the mischievous
excitement of the exploit alone. Still, admiration
was not the less acceptable to him because it was undeserved.
Arnold had no sensitiveness of that sort to contend
against during his whole life.
But the entrance of old Mr. Arnold was a shock to these
complacent feelings. He had only come to seek Hannah,
and, not finding her, was about to go away. The first
terrible effects of total abstinence were gnawing at his vitals,
and he staggered in his walk, glancing wildly around,
disturbed by his son’s look and voice when he rose from
Laura’s side and sharply demanded what was wanted,
plainly showing the old man that he was considered an
intruder in his own sitting room.
This question and the unfilial gesture of the young man
gave the poor father a shock under which he broke down
altogether. A trembling fit seized him, and, holding out
his hands as if to ward off a blow, he cried out,
“Don’t! Oh, my son, don’t!”
Laura started up. She was painfully surprised by the
scene and the distress in the old man’s face. The tears
that gushed up to his eyes went to her heart. But before
168she could speak, Arnold strode across the room, laid a
heavy hand on his father’s shoulder, and thrust him through
the open door into the kitchen. As he closed the door
and returned to the room it was easy to see the unfavorable
impression this scene had left on the mind of his guest.
She was very pale, and her eyes shone with indignation.
“How could you? Mon Dieu! how could you speak
so harshly to the kind old man? It will break his heart,”
cried the brave girl.
“You don’t understand. He had no right to appear
before my guests in that state,” said Arnold, impetuously.
“I will allow no man, father or not, to degrade me in this
way.”
Laura moved a step forward with the old imperious
air. Her eyes glittered with tears as she turned them on
Arnold.
“I’m sorry, very sorry for your father, Mr. Arnold. He
seems ill. If you refuse to go and comfort him, I must.”
Arnold colored violently under this rebuke. He really
believed his father to have been drinking; and wounded
pride had stung him into the brutal act which the woman
whom he looked upon as his worshiper a moment before
had so pointedly condemned.
“You cannot understand, mademoiselle. Every house
has its skeleton. You have unfortunately obtained a rude
glimpse of ours.”
Laura smiled painfully, and shook her head,—
“Go,—go out and beg his pardon, Arnold.”
“What,—I?”
“Yes. You are brave: be generous,—be just. This
scene disturbs my idea of your character, and I cannot
bear that. Every thing about you seemed grand a moment
ago.”
169Arnold’s vanity was touched. He also could not bear
that any thing should check the idolatry of her regard.
He kissed her hand, whispered that she was an angel, and
went out, not to apologize, but to upbraid the unhappy
father, whose state of moral and physical depression was
pitiable.
“Father, how dare you come in that room when you
could not walk for staggering?” hissed the young
man, through his shut teeth, bending close to the stooping
figure that sat heavily by the fire, with great tears rolling
down his face. “How dare you?”
The old man lifted his head, and looked sorrowfully
into the flushed face bending over him.
“I—I didn’t mean to mortify you, Ben.”
“You have done nothing but mortify me since I came
home,” whispered his son, fiercely. “Couldn’t you keep
sober one week?”
The old man winced.
“I am sober, now, Ben, and that’s what makes me
seem as if I wasn’t. It’s three days since I’ve tasted a
drop of any thing stronger than coffee.”
“Then what makes you stagger in this way?”
“It’s because of the craving want; because—oh, my
God! my God! help me,—help me, for this is more than
I can bear!”
“Hush!” commanded the son. “Do you wish to disturb
our visitors?”
“No, no; I will disturb nobody, if I can help it. Let
me alone, Benedict. It’s hard to fight this out all by one’s
self. Don’t make it worse, for God’s sake! Have mercy
on me. I am wretched enough! Do let me try and hold
out! It’s hard,—it’s hard!”
“This is unbearable! Can’t you be a man, sir?”
170“A man! Well, yes; I—I am trying. Half the night
I was on my knees, in the cold barn, praying God to help
me be a man once more,—out in the barn, remember,—for
I didn’t want to disturb any one, and crept away alone.
I dropped the key of the liquor-case into the well as I
went along, for it seemed to hold me down like a chain.
That key might have been ten thousand weight of iron
dragging at me, but I flung it down, down, down!”
“This is delirium. You have reached the last stage of
a drunkard’s life, sir! Why, every nerve and muscle in
your frame is quivering. What use can there be in talking
to a man who doesn’t know what he is saying?”
“My son—oh, Benedict, this is hard! Don’t say it
again! No wonder I tremble! The devil tempting me
every step I take,—mocking at me when I try to pray,—taking
all my strength when I walk,—tugging at my
heart like a wolf, and crying out, drink! drink! when I
sit down to rest. And now you come,—you, my only
son, that I was so proud of once,—that I never refused
any thing to in my whole life—you—you! Oh, Benedict,
this is tough!”
“I tell you, sir, this raving will be heard! If you cannot
command yourself I will leave the house this night,
and forever.”
“You, Ben, you? If you had never left it I had not
come to this! But don’t say that now; you don’t understand
how hard it is to stifle this craving. It makes me
talk wildly; but it isn’t drink that does it. That would
make me quiet.”
“Then, for heaven’s sake, drink! Any thing is better
than this state!”
The father shook the hand from his shoulder, and stood
up, firm and strong, like a man.
171“So Satan comes in the form of my own son with his
temptations! This is horrible!”
He spoke loud and full; the force of his rebuking eye,
wild as it was, startled the young man.
“Hush! father, hush! She will hear you!”
“Hear me denounce my own son? No human being
shall ever hear that. Nothing but God and my own soul
knows any thing about it.”
“About what, sir?”
“How it was I began to—to drink. That is what I
mean. How it was that I lost a hold on all that makes a
man strong. There was cause, when a father’s conscience
goes against his heart,—when justice calls him one way
and love another—when——”
“Once more, sir, what does this mean?” whispered
Arnold, clenching his teeth again.
“Stoop down here, Benedict, close, close! You are
sure Hagar is out?—no one within hearing?—you will
know then?”
“Yes, yes!”
“Closer, closer! You remember that night—closer——”
The rest of the sentence was whispered close in Benedict
Arnold’s ear. He turned deadly pale; but clutched
his hand on the old man’s shoulder, whispering,
“Never breathe those words again to God or man!”
CHAPTER XV. SECRET INTERVIEWS—REVIVALS AND REPENTANCE.
172
From some cause, Arnold had ceased to urge an immediate
departure from his old home, and lingered day after
day at the farm-house, till his guests began to wonder at
a change which, nevertheless, gave them great satisfaction;
for, as birds love to hover about the nest where the
first brood of love has found shelter, these two ardent and
excitable persons could not force themselves away from a
house where the pure and deep sensations of a first love
had found birth.
After an absence of some days, during which Amy had
been at her worst, Arnold came to the falls again. His old,
half-loving, half-imperious manner returned, and though
his visits were always brief, they brought hope and health
back to that young creature’s heart. She began to smile,
and even laugh, again blooming into health like a half-parched
rose after an abundant fall of dew.
Laura was not surprised at these visits: for, with deep
craft, Arnold always managed that she herself urged him
to make these inquiries after Amy; and, as he seemed to
go with reluctance, she only became the more urgent to
express, through him, the deep gratitude that really filled
her heart when she thought of the gentle creature who had
saved her life. She would gladly have gone to the cabin
herself; but Arnold only told the truth when he said that
Amy shrunk from an interview with strangers, and sensitively,
173drew back from all expressions of gratitude for an
act which was in itself only an impulse of common humanity.
This was all true. The very thought of meeting that
bright, dashing creature again filled Amy’s soul with a
sort of terror. If the noise of sleigh-bells penetrated to
the cabin, she would start and turn pale; if a strange foot
sounded on the threshold-stone, she would look furtively
toward some door, as if impelled to escape.
But when Arnold’s step was heard on the snow-path,
her cheeks would flush into one bloom of roses, and the
smiles that had forsaken her mouth for weeks together
came softly back. Her gentle soul was reassured again.
One night, when Leonard and his wife had gone to a
prayer-meeting, Arnold found Amy alone. It was the
first time they had been allowed an opportunity to converse
together; for, against their usual practice, the old
people had, from the time of the accident, invariably kept
their places at the hearth, no matter how long the young
man lingered there.
Now the two were alone, with nothing but the plunge
of the falls within hearing,—with no more dangerous witnesses
than the bright hickory-wood fire to bear testimony
against them. The paper curtains were rolled down, the
fire-light danced and shone on the pine ceiling, and the
whole floor surrounding them, with a pleasant twilight.
Arnold sat in the great splint-bottomed chair, which
Joshua Leonard usually occupied. Amy drew a little
stool, covered with patchwork of red and blue cloth, to his
feet, and settled down upon it, with a soft flutter of the
breath, like a pretty pigeon when its nest is completed.
After all, Arnold loved this good child after a fashion,
and might have loved her well but for the ambition which
174clung around every good impulse of his nature, as parasites
check the growth of young trees and at last wither
them up.
That night his face was bright and genial. It was
pleasant to feel how completely that young creature loved
him,—to know that with a single word he could fill those
blue eyes, looking so innocently into his, with tears, or,
with a smile, deepen the loving sunshine that flooded them.
Even the thirst of his ruling passion was slaked here. The
wish for control, the right of will, had a submissive object
in that gentle creature. He could trample on her and
she would forgive,—forsake her, even, and she would not
avenge. Here he was all supreme.
She looked into his eyes, and her hand nestled itself into
his. One elbow was supported by his knee, and her chin
rested in the palm of her other hand, which was curved
into a cup for its reception. All at once a shadow crept
over her face, and she shuddered perceptibly.
“What is it? What are you thinking of, Amy?” said
Arnold, pressing the hand in his a little tighter.
“Of that day,—of the water. You left me alone, Benedict,—all
alone to die.”
He frowned upon her. “So this is your faith, Amy
Leonard?”
“Amy Arnold!” said the young girl, turning white as
the name passed her lips. “You must never call me any
name but that when we are alone.”
Arnold’s face grew black; he lifted her hand, as if to
toss it away, but ended in grasping it closer, while his
wrath cleared away in a forced laugh.
“Well, Amy Arnold, for it shall be that some day. It
sounds well, doesn’t it, little wife?”
Amy gave a low cry. Her head fell forward on his
175knee, and she began to sob, while deep, warm gusts of joy
shook her frame.
“What are you crying for now, Amy?” he said, regarding
her with a triumphant smile, while his hand wandered
through her thick curls.
She only answered by raising herself softly to his bosom,
and resting her head against his heart.
Again he buried his hand in her rich hair, pressing the
face closer and closer to his bosom. For one moment his
ruling passion was beaten back by the wings of Amy’s
love-angel.
“Yes, Amy, it is a sweet word—wife—my wife. Some
day it shall be yours.”
“And you will never,—never attempt to distress me so
again?”
He did not answer, but kissed her forehead.
“But you did not mean it?”
“No, love, no; I did not mean it.”
“You—you wanted to try me—to be certain I would
keep our secret. That was all, Arnold,—tell me that was
all. I am sure it was.”
“Yes, yes. I wanted to try you.”
“And you see—you are satisfied now; for when you
said those cruel things I did not speak even to my mother.
When you left me in the water to die——”
“Stop, child! Don’t say that again. I—thought it
was you that filled my arms. How could I tell in the
dark? What could I do but seize the first form that rose?
I was coming back. It was all a mistake, Amy.”
“I know. I see it all now. How selfish,—how wicked
I was to think it! Forgive me, Benedict, but I was so
unhappy,—so jealous! I hope you will never know what
it is to be heart-sick as I was then.”
176“Well, well, don’t let us think of it. We will have no
more of these scenes. You know that I did not mean any
thing, and I am sure that you will keep our secret.”
“See how I have kept it——”
“And always will. I can trust you now, Amy. You
will never disobey me.”
“No, no,” murmured the happy creature; “for you are
my husband,—my own, own husband.”
She trembled blissfully as the precious word passed her
lips for the first time, and stole glances at his face through
her gathering blushes.
“You are my husband, and I must obey you. If mother
owes duty to my father above all things next to God, I am
a wife as well, and must obey every thing you tell me.
Oh, I’m so glad mother got nothing out of me!”
“Did she ask? Did your father question you?” cried
Arnold, sharply.
“No, no. How could they? But they were both so
kind,—so anxious about me; and I suffered so with the
thought of your leaving me to die, and—and with——”
“With what?”
“With—but you will be angry?”
“No, no; say all that is on your mind. It cannot be
any thing very terrible if you have betrayed no secrets.”
“Well, I was so miserable while that lady was in the
house.”
“Miserably jealous. Foolish child!”
“Yes; I suppose it was that.”
“But it is over. You know better now.”
“Yes; oh, yes! I hope so—but—but will she stay in
this country long? When will she go back to Canada, or
France? I should think she would be homesick.”
Arnold laughed, and patted her cheek with his hand.
177“Never mind her. Think of something pleasanter for
us both, Amy.”
“Yes, yes. I’m sure that isn’t pleasant. But one can’t
always put disagreeable things out of the way, or I’d never
think of her again.”
Arnold smiled. This jealousy, while it threatened nothing,
rather pleased him. It was an evidence of his power.
The sound of sleigh-bells at a distance made Amy start
from the arm which still held her.
“It is my father and mother,” she said.
“Yes; but half a mile off yet. Don’t be frightened.
They shall not find me here.”
“No, no. They would see in a minute how happy I am,
and guess every thing,—father is so smart. You must go
away now. But—but——”
“Well, what are you stammering about?”
“Nothing,—nothing; only there is a meeting to-morrow
night.”
“Well, I will come.”
“There is a revival now, and our people go all the
time; but then if you have company——”
“Never mind that. I’ll manage to get here evenings.
But remember, Amy, I must have no more distrust; and
our secret must be kept. If a suspicion gets abroad, I
will never forgive you,—never see you again.”
“Indeed, I can promise now; for did I not keep my
word through all that terrible trouble?” she said, cheerfully.
“Oh, how near the bells are coming! Here is
your greatcoat. When you are so kind, it breaks my
heart to have you leave me; but oh, dear, they are
turning the corner. Go out of the back-door. Good-by—good-by!”
Now, there was no earthly reason why Amy should
178have been so frightened. Joshua Leonard had never
uttered a word of objection to Arnold’s visits. Indeed,
he was rather indignant when, for a time, they became so
rare; but some suspicion of the young man’s good faith
had seized upon him, and he became watchful where he
had before trusted. In this lay all that Amy could have
feared in her father. Still she flushed red, and trembled
as her parents drove up to the door-yard fence, hurried
across the room to put the foot-stool in its place, and took
great pains to move the splint-bottomed easy-chair some
distance from the fire.
When her mother came in, rosy from the frost, with a
foot-stove in one hand, Amy busied herself at once in
taking out the little, square pan, from which she emptied
a quantity of dead embers into the fire; then she helped
untie her mother’s hood, and unfastened her cloak, from
which she shook particles of snow with a lively zeal that
charmed the good woman,—it was in such cheerful contrast
with the lassitude which had possessed her daughter so long.
When Joshua Leonard came in from putting away his
horse, he found a pitcher of hot flip creaming over on the
hearth, and a tray of doughnuts toasting by its side;
while his daughter stood before the fire, flushed and
heated, shading her cheek with one hand, and looking more
beautiful than he had ever seen her before.
“Ah, this is snug and comfortable,” he said, drawing
the splint-bottomed chair on to the hearth. “Trust our
Amy for taking care of her father and mother. What,
nobody been here? That’s right. Had a good time all by
yourself, Amy?”
Amy did not seem to hear, but thrust the heavy tongs
among the hickory logs, which sent a storm of sparks up
the chimney, and a glow over the whole room.
179“It must be very cold out-of-doors,” she said, turning
into the next room to hang up her mother’s cloak.
“Yes,” answered Joshua, setting down the pitcher,
which was now more than half empty. “Yes, darter, it
is cold to the outer man, but we felt nothing of it in the
meeting; for there the Lord was around and about us.
Such a season of divine grace I have never witnessed,—never
in my whole life.”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Leonard, taking the subject from her
husband’s lips. “It was a refreshing time, Amy. Such
prayers, such gifts, and breaking out all at once, showed
that the power of the Lord was over us. Six new converts
ready to break put into hallelujahs, seven struck
with conviction, and on the anxious-seat together,—and
who do you think was among ’em, Amy?”
“I cannot guess, mother.”
“You couldn’t guess in a week of Sundays,—a-crying
like a child, and looking so broken down, shaking on the
seat as if he couldn’t believe that there was any hope for
a backslider;—and it’s my opinion that there isn’t, though
your father thinks otherwise, which is his right, you know;—but
such a prayer as your father made after the new convert
came, staggering right up to the throne of grace out
of the depths of iniquity,—such a prayer! It laid right
hold of the horns of the altar, and made every heart
around tremble. Oh, Amy, your father has a gift of
prayer that makes me think about the angels that come
under one’s roof unawares. What if we had been waiting
on one all our lives, thinking it was only a common man
tending a saw-mill?”
“My dear, dear father. Yes, I do know how good he
is,” said Amy, stealing behind Leonard’s chair.
“You are right, Amy Leonard,” chimed in the good
180woman. “Look at him sitting up so straight in your
grandfather’s chair. You wouldn’t believe it was in him;
neither should I. But if ever there was a babe of grace,—there
now, don’t hold up both your hands, Joshua, as if
it was to say that you ain’t nothing particular, ’cause you
are. Don’t shake your head, for I won’t stop, because
here it’s my privilege. If women folks must keep silent
in meeting, which I don’t see the reason of,—do you,
Amy?—they ain’t to be kept still in their own homes, by
no manner of means; and if one has got a born angel all
for her own property, why shouldn’t she say so, and praise
the Lord for it? I’d be glad if somebody would tell me.
Don’t talk in that way? Why not, indeed? I’m sure if
the Lord has blessed you with such gifts, I should be a
great sinner not to own up to it, and blind as a bat not
to see it. Well, well, I’ll stop if you say so; but as for
the flip, if it wasn’t for setting you an example, I wouldn’t
touch a drop, cold as it is. Creature comforts don’t seem
natural after a meeting like that, though it was thoughtful—as
a child should be to such a father—for Amy to
remember and have it ready. Now, Joshua, take off your
boots, for the snow is melting on ’em, and give your
feet a good toasting before the fire. Amy, bring the foot-stool
for your pa, and now—what was I talking about?—dear
me!”
“About the person who came up to the anxious-bench,
mother? You haven’t told me his name, yet,” said Amy,
gently, for she was too well accustomed to her mother’s
habit of conversation to get out of patience with it.
“No more I have; and you won’t believe it when I tell
you. Who would? Such a change! His beard all
shaved smooth, his shirt-bosom and collar clean as your
father’s. I declare it made me a’most burst out a-crying,
181just to see him, with his wild eyes and his thin hair, getting
gray so fast. But your father’s prayer helped him
right on his feet; and when the brethren all said ‘Amen,’—they
couldn’t help it, you know,—his face was lifted up
to heaven, and it trembled all over, till at last he said
‘Amen,’ too, but it was in a whisper, and great big tears
came rolling down his cheeks like drops after a thunder
breaks. I only wish Mrs. Arnold had been there!”
“Oh, mother! what does this mean? What can Mrs.
Arnold have to do with this?” cried Amy, going close to
her mother, and speaking with great eagerness.
“Mrs. Arnold! Oh, yes! I forgot to tell you it was
her husband—Benedict’s father—who came to the anxious-bench.
Didn’t you understand that? I wish you could
a-seen our deacon when the poor backslider came in. I
wish young Ben had been there, instead of running about
with that French girl, which I’m sure he does.”
“No, mother, no. I am sure he does not care in the
least for her, only as a visitor. I’ll tell you something.
The young French gentleman, her brother, you know, is
paying attention to Hannah Arnold, and that’s what keeps
them all at the farm so long.”
“How did you find that out?” demanded the mother,
quickly.
“A little bird told me, mother,” replied Amy, blushing,
and casting a playful look into her mother’s face.
“Oh!” ejaculated the mother, shaking her head at the
fire, and casting a side glance at Leonard, who had fallen
into thoughtfulness, and paid no attention to what was
said; for when his wife started off with a rush of language,
he generally took refuge in reflection, soothed by
the soft patter of her words as if they had been rain-drops
on a roof. “Who told you that, Amy?”
182“He did, mother.”
“Well, didn’t I say so all the time? but you wouldn’t
believe me. No, no; just as if I couldn’t see into a millstone
just as far as anybody. Come now, pa, supposing
we rake up the fire and go to bed? I wonder if Mrs.
Arnold knows what her husband has been about? I declare,
Amy, if a backslider ever can get into the fold, your
father has lifted that poor sheep half over the wall. Don’t
you think so, Joshua?”
“What were you saying, wife?” replied Leonard, taking
up the great fire-shovel.
“There now, did you ever!” cried the mother, appealing
to Amy, with both her hands uplifted. “Why, pa, I was
talking about neighbor Arnold.”
“Yes, yes: God be with him!”
“And about your prayer.”
“Don’t speak of that. Prayers should not be talked
about.”
“And why not, as well as sermons?”
“Because, if good for any thing, they rise to God, and
ought to be left there.”
“See!” whispered the mother, leaning toward Amy.
“Look in his face, and remember what I said about angels
unawares.”
Amy did look in her father’s face. Its rough features
were in a glow of thankfulness; no lake ever received the
sunshine more genially than that face reflected the pious
ardor of his soul. Every look seemed to thank God that
a human soul was on its way to salvation.
“Oh, father, is it possible? Will he have the strength
to break off that terrible habit?” she said.
“Ask God to give him strength, my darter.”
“I—I?” murmured Amy, shrinking back with a look
183of affright, for she remembered how she had deceived her
parents, and all the sinfulness of her conduct rushed upon
her with a violence that made her faint.
Leonard was shoveling ashes over the fire, and the room
grew dark. He did not remark her dismay, and she crept
to her bed without a word, too happy for sorrow, and yet
with a cloud upon her heart. Alas! this human love,—how
it stands between the soul and its God!
CHAPTER XVI. THE UNNATURAL ENCOUNTER.
Arnold was a self-sufficient egotist, and considered his
own will, in every case, the higher law. He possessed intense
pride, but of that rude sort which is distinguished by
an entire absence of sensitiveness or delicacy. Nay, I have
given his ruling passion the wrong term: it was arrogance,
which takes its root in vanity, not that laudable pride
which springs from self-esteem. This young man did not
even desire to respect himself: his intellect was too sharp
for that species of self-deception. It was enough for him
that others recognized his pretensions, and yielded to the
force of character which rushed headlong on the right or
wrong with equal impetuosity. But one little grain of
pure love can for a time soften the hardest nature; and,
in a character, like this, many fine traits are sure to be
found, rendering the evil that predominates still more dangerous.
That evening Arnold’s better nature had been uppermost.
184He had put the young French girl and her unascertained
wealth into the background, and Amy stole
like an angel of light into his heart, calling forth every
gentle feeling of which it was capable.
He had gone to the cabin with systematic caution, intending
to conciliate the poor girl and re-establish his influence
over her entirely; for he began to dread the result
if her sensitive nature was outraged beyond its strength.
So far his plans, and even wishes, were all afloat. Men
can be fastidious without one particle of true delicacy;
and even a refined nature may, and will, sometimes, recoil
from the love which is too evident in a woman.
Had one doubt assailed Arnold of Laura’s devotion to
himself, he would have been restless and eager for a conquest
so flattering to his vanity; but that warm and noble
heart had betrayed itself too early for him to feel his triumph
in all its zest. In fact, he had already made it
a matter of calculation. How much power, how much
wealth, how much of position could this love secure to
him? These were the questions. He did not hesitate at
the most cruel social treason that man is guilty of,—but
the reward, that must be certain and substantial.
It was difficult to obtain an account of the true position
which Paul and his sister occupied. The letters of introduction,
with which they were abundantly furnished, spoke
of them generally as persons occupying an honorable place
in society, of good family, and possessed of wealth. But
the exact amount, and how much belonged exclusively to
the sister, was the doubt which kept him in suspense.
But there was plenty of time. The girl loved him, and
Arnold was a man who knew how to wait.
But it was necessary to conciliate and control Amy
Leonard. She had been urged too far. If once satisfied
185of his indifference, she might appeal to her father for help,
notwithstanding her solemn promise of secrecy. While
in doubt of Laura’s attachment, he had been imprudently
reckless regarding Amy; but now that his restless vanity
was appeased in that quarter, this must be remedied.
With this object he had visited Amy again; but the man
was not all evil, and the love which had been a part of
his boyhood rose through his selfish nature like incense in
a prison. For the time he put all ambitious projects aside,
it was both his policy and his pleasure to meet that
affectionate nature half-way. Besides, there was something
of mystery and daring in the affair, which seemed
like an adventure.
As Arnold rode home, the sweet figure of Amy Leonard
kept with him. Deep feeling had rendered her something
more than the lovely child he had been weak
enough to marry. That which was timidity once, had
now mellowed down to deep and delicate tenderness. The
gentle reticence of her character had a peculiar charm
when contrasted with the energy and almost reckless
frankness of Laura’s. He was drawing these contrasts,
and thinking over the scene through which he had just
passed, on his way home.
The snow was thickly trampled along his way, and
muffled the steps of his horse, so that the stillness made
his reverie like a dream, and his horse took a wrong turn,
leading him towards Norwich. All at once he became
conscious of a figure walking before him in the darkness,
and, checking his horse, he waited for it to come up; for
he was not quite sure of his position.
“Halloo, friend!” he said. “Can you tell me which way
I am going. My head is completely turned. Do these
lights come from Norwich?”
186“Benedict, is it you?” answered a kindly voice, “and
asking that question? What! lost in the old town, my
boy?”
“What, father!” exclaimed the young man, drawing in
his horse sharply. “Coming home as usual?”
“No, not as usual, Benedict. I haven’t been to the
old place since that night. God forgive me that I ever
went there. God forgive us all.”
“But you have been out every night. I have hardly
had a chance to speak a word with you since.”
“Don’t speak of it again, Benedict. I can’t bear it.
God help me, I’m trying to forget what you said; but
such words burn into the brain. You might as well try
to rub out a scar. It is God’s mercy they didn’t draw me
back again.”
“Back where?”
“To the tavern,—to the tavern!”
“And if you haven’t been to the tavern, what takes you
out so late at night, I should like to know?”
“I have been to meeting every night since then,” answered
the old man, meekly. “Every night.”
“To prayer-meeting?” cried the young man, drawing
up his horse with a jerk which made him run backward.
“To prayer-meeting?”
“Every night,—every night. At first, I crept in when
they were all on their knees, and hid in corners; but some
of the brothers saw me, and would make me come in
among the rest, so I did; and to-night——”
“Well, what folly did you commit to-night, sir?”
“To-night I knelt down before them all, and asked my
old neighbors to pray for me.”
“You did!”
“Yes; it was all I could do; for the Evil One had been
187struggling with me all day. Up to the very meeting-house
steps he followed me with that awful thirst. The
tavern was in sight, with the bar-room door open. Every
breath I drew was parched; but I shut my eyes close,
and staggered into the meeting-house, and down upon my
knees. Some one was praying, and, when the others
joined in the ‘Amen!’ I held both hands on my mouth
to stifle the cry for something to drink that rose
up from my breast, choking back the Amen, as I have
heard that snakes strangle little innocent birds when they
are attempting to fly.”
The old man’s voice was broken, and full of tears.
He shivered, and would have been struggling still, but for
the exhaustion that had prostrated his strength. There
was something so heart-broken and humble in his tones,
that the hardest heart must have grown pitiful under
them.
But Arnold had found in this painful confession a source
of uneasiness far greater than lay in any degree of intemperance
that his father could have reached. He knew
well how near true brotherhood approaches to actual confession
of sins and shortcomings. Better a thousand times
drunkenness than this dangerous repentance!
“And so you have changed folly for treason, old man,”
he said, with a degree of sternness that was almost savage.
“In one way or another you are determined to ruin or
disgrace the family!”
“No, no! Not the family!”
“Well, your son, then,—your only son. I suppose that
these sanctified people will sweep out every thought of
your life for them to pray over and denounce. They would
consider it a duty to drag every foible or mistake of your
family through the open church.”
188“No, no. I wouldn’t do that. I will confess every
thing to God; but, as for the rest, Benedict, I would
rather die and be lost forever and ever than see a hair of
your head harmed. I would, boy, just as sure as I live.
So don’t be afraid.”
“Afraid!” repeated Arnold, with a sneer. “Did you
ever see any thing like cowardice in your son, old man?”
“Dear, no! You were always brave as a lion. I’ve
seen you strike at your mother when she wanted to put
you in the cradle. We thought it very funny when your
little fist wasn’t bigger than a walnut; but now it’s terrible
to see it as you clenched it the other night!”
“And as I will again, old man, if that infernal subject
ever comes up.”
“It must, once more,” said the old man, meekly.
“Never, sir, unless you wish me to forget that you are
my father. I tell you it was the dream of a drunkard.”
“No, Benedict, no! I did not drink then!”
“I tell you, sir, it was nothing else!” cried the young
man, through his shut teeth. “Do not attempt to torture
such nightmare visions into facts. For your own sake,
for my mother’s sake, I warn you.”
“Oh, Benedict, how I wish you could make me believe
this! but I can’t,—I can’t!”
“You had better, sir, or this new religious fit will end
in mischief.”
“No, Benedict, it will end in death. This thing has
been gnawing at my heart ever since. It will only die
when your father does.”
“Drive it away then. I tell you it is all a lie.”
“Oh, don’t!—don’t, my son. It makes me tremble to
hear you. Remember, though you and I are all alone,
God hears us, and he knows all.”
189“Then he knows you are crazy with drink, and have
been for years.”
The old man groaned heavily, and, drawing close to
the horse, seemed about to press some other argument on
his son; but Arnold backed his horse, wheeled him
fiercely, and dashed away, leaving the heart-broken father
standing in the snow. With his dull eyes, bloodshot with
thirst rather than drink, following his wild flight towards
home, the old man fell on his knees in the beaten snow.
“Oh, my God! my God! what can I do!” he sobbed,
lifting his clasped hands to heaven, in a passion of
entreaty. “Look upon me, O Lord! for I am a miserable
old man,—broken down, helpless, trying to be good,
and yet thirsting for my old sin. Help me! help me! or
I shall go back, now, now; for where else is there a place
for me on earth?”
He looked vaguely around, as if expecting some answer;
but the far-off beat of those retreating hoofs was all the
sound he heard. He looked upward. A single star would
have given him light, and perhaps hope, but the sky was
drifted over with clouds, and all was dark.
CHAPTER XVII. OUT IN THE SNOW.
The stricken man arose, wearily, and turned his face
towards the town. How could he go home, with that
fierce son ready to receive him with bitterness and reproach?
How meet the wistful look of his wife, which
190had questioned him so often but never upbraided him?
These things had not troubled him much when his brain
was misty with drink; but, now that his thoughts were
unnaturally keen, and his conscience awake, he had no
courage to go home. Nay, such had been the effect of
his son’s sneer, that he began to shrink from the impulses
of religion which had led him to the meeting that night.
True enough he was only an old broken down drunkard.
What business had he to hope any thing from prayer?
Had not the Almighty drawn a vail of clouds across the
sky that he might know that his term of grace had passed
away forever?
He stood, hopelessly thinking over these painful fancies,
with his hands loosely locked and hanging down, like a
child waiting to be led away. Then he lifted his face
slowly, and looked towards the town. A single light shone
from its terraces of snow,—a reddish, evil-looking light,
that burned later than any other in Norwich. As a wild
beast grows frantic at the sight of blood, the old man felt
the influence of the fatal gleam. A fiercer thirst seized
upon him. His brain began to burn with feverish desire;
great drops of perspiration trembled on his forehead, notwithstanding
a sharp wind turned them cold as they rose.
Eager and famished, forgetting God and man, he turned
upon the track that was leading him home. Keen desire
gave him vigor: he walked heavily along the highway,
muttering to himself like a lunatic that had escaped his
keepers.
The light grew broader and more lurid. Like the eye
of a fiend, it blinked and blazed, and lured him on. The
frozen breath melted on the fever of his lips, and his chest
heaved with wolfish appetite.
He had reached the slopes of the town. The tavern
191stood on one of the numerous ridges of the hills, sheltered
by an old willow-tree. The rusty hinges of a sign creaked
on one of the lower branches, and the naked boughs whispered
drearily, welcoming the old man back with dismal
sighs.
A great fire blazed through the bar-room windows, and
he already saw the shadows of his old friends moving
against the glass.
“They will be glad to see me, at any rate,” he said, rubbing
his hands eagerly. “I wonder who will treat when
they get me back from—from—oh, my God! from the
meeting.”
That instant a light hand was laid on his shoulder, and
a low voice, full of kindness, made him turn. It was his
wife, the home-angel, whom a pitying Saviour had sent
to bring the old man back.
They stood together in the light which streamed from
the bar-room windows. The riot of many voices came
coarsely toward them. The sign shrieked overhead as if
it were a fiend, to whom the presence of a creature so pure
gave terrible pain. Her delicate face was bright with the
frost, and softened with compassion. There was something
of the old girlish look in her eyes, so earnest and full
of love; something, too, in the dress; for she had wrapped
herself in Hannah’s scarlet cloak, and the hood looked
richly warm around her forehead and against her cheek.
“Anna!” he said, tenderly, “Anna!”
“Yes, husband, I am here. Don’t think it strange. But
this is your birthday; so I sat up waiting. Hagar would
make some coffee against you came home. It was so hot
and nice I got impatient, and came out to meet you; for
Hagar don’t like her good things to go to waste.”
“Poor Anna! And so you came all this way?”
192“Oh, it’s nothing, Ben. You have walked farther than
this after me many a time, besides climbing the hills when
you got here.”
“Ah, that’s when we were courting, Anna, and the road
seemed short!”
“But the love which made it short hasn’t changed,
though we are getting old, Ben. Come, put your arm
around me as you did in those old times, and let’s go
home. It is cold here. Ah, now I am warmer! This is
comfortable. See how clear the road shines since the
clouds went off. It looked likely to snow when I came
out; now the stars are bright as diamonds, and the whole
road shines like silver.”
The old man lifted his eyes, and a thousand stars smiled
down upon him, brighter and more pure by far than the
red glare which had beckoned him through the tavern
windows. His look fell slowly to the face of his wife.
She had nestled close to his side, and, clinging to his arm,
pointed down the path of snow as it wound off homeward
under the smiling heavens.
“That is our way,” she said, softly. “You must find it
now, for I am tired of looking down.”
Her cloak fluttered open with the wind. He folded it
tenderly around her, and held it in place with his arm.
Her heart swelled. She remembered the old times, when
that was the fashion in which they had often walked together
when alone under the stars.
After all, the power of good is stronger than that of evil,—and
oh, how much more beautiful! This gentle woman,
who possessed scarcely more than the strength of a child,
had won her husband from a terrible temptation with a
few loving words, uttered with tact as well as tenderness.
The thirst of a tyrant habit, and the anguish of
193a great trouble, were both forgotten under her sweet
allurements.
“And do you know where I have been this evening?”
“No. I met Benedict; but he was riding fast and did
not see who it was, I think.”
“Oh, you met him,—our son?”
“Yes, husband, our first-born,” she said, tenderly.
“How we used to love the child! You remember,
Anna?”
“Used to love him! How we do love him! Who
could help it,—he is so brave and strong? I feel like a
child by his side.”
“And so you are, Anna.”
“Like a child that has a little fear mixed with its love.
Do you know, husband, I am always afraid of doing something
that he does not like. And so is Hannah, I am
sure. But then he is so perfect.”
“Anna, would it kill you if he were not? If he had
faults—if——”
“Ah, husband, we all have faults! What a terrible
thing if we ceased to love one another because of
that!”
“Yes, I know how good you are,—how much you can
forgive. You need not tell me so. I feel it here.”
“Oh, I didn’t mean that; but then it is so pleasant to
be walking with you in this way, and chatting about the
children! Of course, Benedict has faults; but what of
that. You and I mustn’t see them, you know.”
“Yes, it is possible to forgive faults, even such as mine
have been, because, perhaps, you think it a duty.”
The little woman shook her head, and muttered,
“No, no. She had nothing to forgive. He had come
home with her pleasantly, and that was enough of happiness
194for one night. Indeed, she loved him dearly, and always
should, no matter what came or went.”
But he clung to the first idea with a tenacity that
surprised her. “Could she forgive a crime in one she
loved,—a great crime, for instance, such as murder, or—or—well,
there was no worse crime than that? Could she
forgive murder in her husband or her son,—of course he
meant nothing serious; but could she?”
“Yes; she could forgive even that, and—and——”
The husband drew a deep breath; but, noticing her hesitation,
he questioned her again.
“And what, Anna?”
“And die!” she answered, in a solemn whisper.
His face clouded again, and they walked on some moments
without speaking. Then he broke away from the
subject altogether, and told her where he had been that
evening, and of his interview with Leonard at “the
falls.”
He felt her arm steal around him from under her cloak
as he went on, and when he looked down into her face the
tears were falling over it.
“I knew it would come before the end,” she said. “From
the glow at my heart these few days back I felt that it was
near.”
When he told her of his great temptation, and of the
weakness which had followed it, she began to sob and
murmur words of meek thankfulness that she had gone
forth as the wish arose. It was like an interposition of
heaven, she said; and the reward was that long, happy
walk, so unlike any thing they had known for years.
The husband sighed drearily. There was a heaviness
at his heart which she must never know, or she might
“forgive and die.” He did not mention having met his
195son that night; and she, sweet soul, was quite unconscious
that bitter strife lay between them.
They reached home at length, and found Hagar sitting up
in the kitchen, with two old-fashioned china cups and
saucers set out on a round stand, where a snow-white
cloth had been spread. She had been impatiently snuffing
the candle, and making herself uncomfortable for more
than an hour, and was ready to give her master and mistress
a piece of her mind which would mean something
when they came in.
But when Mrs. Arnold appeared, muffled in her red
cloak, from which she shook the frost with a smile, the
house-slave relented, and, instead of expressing her mind,
according to promise, she helped Mr. Arnold off with his
greatcoat, giving him an approving glance, as she hung
it up; and, uncovering a dish in one corner of the fire-place,
revealed the plump bosoms of a pair of quails that
lay snugly nestled there. Then she took a coffee-pot,
with a conical top, from the other corner, and began to
pour the contents out,—“good and strong,” as she said,
while the master and mistress sat down to enjoy a supper
which the sharp air and a long walk had rendered doubly
acceptable.
“Where is our son?” inquired Mrs. Arnold, as she drew
her seat to the table, and began to carve the quails. “Go
call him, Hagar. The girls are in bed long ago, but he
must be up yet.”
Hagar drew herself up, looking very like a black bantam
when its mate is disturbed, and observed, in her choicest
language, that “Mr. Ben had turned up his nose at her
invitation to wait till his parents came in, and went up-stairs,
stamping with his boots like a trooper, without so
much as saying, ‘No, thank you,’—a piece of business that
196she was sartin Dan would a made a touse about, if he
hadn’t been in the barn shelling corn, and consecantly
hadn’t known nothing about it. She hadn’t a doubt but
young Mass’ Arnold was a-bed and asleep, and she didn’t
want to disturb no gemman’s depose,—not she.”
“Never mind, I will go myself, Hagar,” said Mrs.
Arnold. “Just bring another cup and saucer.”
With these words she stole away up-stairs, smiling
back upon her husband,—whom she considered doubly her
property since the night’s rescue,—and hoping that Benedict
would be in a condition to come down and share her happiness,
not to speak of a little feminine triumph that
broke up from the depths of her innocent heart at the
conquest which she had achieved over the Evil One.
She stole softly into her son’s room. His candle was
out, but she could see by the starlight reflected over
the snow that he was in bed, with his face turned to the
wall. She bent over him, holding her breath; but, when
he did not move, she pressed a kiss, light as a roseleaf,
on his forehead, tucked up the blue and white counterpane
with a sigh of content, and stole away.
She was followed by his glittering eyes; for he had
turned his head to look after her with a touch of remorse.
What if his father should confide in her? By what horrible
mismanagement was the old man let into his secret?
This was a source of continual anxiety which made him
almost hate his father, and quite fear his mother; for he
would have died rather than that good woman should
know him as he was. When she left that kiss on his
forehead, and tucked up his bed in the old-fashioned way,
he felt the tears steal to his eyes, and murmured something
which betrayed the tender regrets that her gentleness
and loving faith awoke in his heart.
197“Mother!” he said, calling her.
She came back and sat down on the side of the bed, glad
to hear his voice. “Well, my son!”
“Did you wish to speak with me about any thing?”
“Yes, Benedict. I wanted to tell you how happy I
am,—how good the Lord has been. Oh, my son, I shall
never have the sorrow of seeing you condemn father again.
He has come back to his old self, and this is his birthday.”
“Mother!” said the young man, quickly, “did you ever
know my father break a promise?”
“Break a promise? No, indeed. They could never
kill his good principles so far as that.”
“And you think he loves me?”
“Think he loves you,—you, his only son! What a
question! Better than his life, I’m sure.”
“I suppose it’s a wild sort of question, but I have had
little knowledge of him these late years.”
“No. He has not been quite himself; but that is all
over now. He is a changed man,—no, not a changed
man, but his old self again. We shall live to be proud of
him yet, Benedict. That is what I came up for. I want
you to forget what you saw in that room when he was
asleep there. I thought it was my duty to let you know
every thing then: but, since, what I did has troubled me
dreadfully. It was wrong to betray my husband’s fault;
my cheek grows hot when I think of it. I will beg his
pardon before we go to sleep this night. If you hadn’t
been in bed I’d a done it before you both; but somehow
I cannot forgive myself.”
Arnold had not been listening to this womanly speech:
deeper and darker thoughts occupied him. At last he said,
very abruptly,
198“Mother, send him up here before he goes to bed. My
father, I mean.”
“Yes, my son; but speak kindly to him,—of course
you will, though.”
“Yes, mother, I will. That is the best way, you think,
to control,—to influence him?”
“Oh, yes,—only be respectful and good-natured. Now,
I’ll go down and pour out his coffee.”
The mother hastened down-stairs and settled herself
by the little table; while her husband, with childlike
delight, drained the strong coffee in his cup; and talked
pleasantly with Hagar, who, woman-like, gave out stray
enticements for the praise which her fine cooking had so
well deserved.
With the craving appetite and the weary soul both
appeased, Mr. Arnold began to feel once more as the
master of his own house. There was an atmosphere of
respect about him which awoke all the dignity that had
been so nearly dead in his nature.
When the supper was over, and Hagar began to
mutter about raking up the fire, Mrs. Arnold told her
husband that Benedict was awake, and wanted to see him
before he went to bed.
The old man turned pale at this, and began to tremble;
but he strode up-stairs, heavily, and went into his son’s
room.
From that night Arnold ceased to sneer at or revile his
father; on the contrary, his demeanor became more than
respectful. Not servile—that to his nature was impossible,—but
he was at all times on the alert to help or defend his
father. Yet there was a sort of reserve between them all the
time. In this world, a secret which gives one man power
over another always brings with it the curse of alienation.
199A week after this Arnold and his guests were ready to
go away. The visit had been both pleasant and eventful
to the young people; but love, which is strong in most
cases, cannot control time or circumstance: so, with many
a regretful sigh, the party broke up.
That night Arnold managed to see Amy alone. She
was very sad,—this unacknowledged wife,—and the young
man was himself greatly depressed. They had been talking
earnestly. The loving eloquence was still in her eyes,
and her lips quivered like those of a grieved infant.
“Oh, if you would only let me tell my father and
mother I wouldn’t care!” she said, clinging to him, and
pleading with her innocent eyes so earnestly that even he
was moved to kiss away the tears that trembled in them.
“Be still, child. To no living soul shall you breathe a
secret of mine. I must have obedience or nothing.”
Amy drew a deep sob, and drooped into a submissive
attitude. “Well,” she said,—“well, it is my duty. You
are my husband.”
Arnold frowned and grew thoughtful.
“Are you offended with me, Benedict?” whispered the
young wife, leaning her arm softly on his shoulder.
“No, Amy; but I feel unsafe. This promise is not
enough. You mean to keep it, I know. But will you be
strong enough?”
“I will,—I will! Don’t look so black.”
He looked up suddenly. “You would keep an oath, I
know.”
She blanched white, and began to tremble. “An oath,
Benedict!”
“Yes. Come here,—put your two hands between mine.
What on earth makes you so white? There, kneel down.
Well, well, stand up; it makes no difference. Now swear
200before the God, who is our only witness, never to tell any
living mortal that you and I are man and wife till I give
you permission.”
“I—I——” She attempted to go on, but the words
froze on her lips, and holding out her arms imploringly,
she fainted.
CHAPTER XVIII. WILD HOPES AND DEEP WISHES.
New Haven is one of the most beautiful places on
earth, even at the present day, when the green mountains
are shorn of their forest-crowns, and cultivation has taken
the place of picturesque loveliness. But it was wilder,
more broken, and altogether more romantic before the
Revolution. Then a few pleasant houses, with church-spires
and the college-buildings, were to be seen through
a bower of trees only. The country that lay between the
sound and the steep foot of the green mountains was
wild as a forest. Here and there patches of cultivation
gleamed out from the shadows, and rustic dwellings sent
their smoke up through the pines and hemlocks; but the
great features of the landscape were altogether at variance
with the scene which now presents itself.
Two or three dwellings were nestled at the foot of East
Rock, forming the germ of what was, in my first remembrance,
called Holchkisstown, and the precipitous cliff
which still overhangs that village, seemed far less bold
and forbidding, from the undergrowth and great trees that
clothed it half-way up, and crowned it on the top with a
201noble forest that swayed and tossed to every passing
wind.
In one glance of the eye was combined the most lovely
arcadian scenery, guarded by rugged mountains, and
almost circled by a zone of sparkling waters, over which
the white sails flew like doves in the northward and
southward passage.
A few rods down from the college-green, fronting on
Chapel Street, stood a large, wooden building, with double
verandahs and low, oaken doors. A huge elm swept the
roof with its foliage, and from one of its great branches
swung a weather-beaten sign, on which the British lion
had raved and pawed his way upward for more than
twenty years.
In this house young Arnold made his home. The birdlike
ships we have spoken of, brought the merchandise
which was fast enriching him from the West Indies; and,
far down on the “long wharf,” he had erected a stone
warehouse of considerable pretension. In fact, of all the
traders settled in that town, he was among the most daring
and the most energetic.
Beyond these evident proofs of prosperity, vague rumors
had gone abroad of events that might cast into his power,
at a single grasp, greater wealth and position than he
could hope to obtain, even by a lifetime of the most successful
enterprise. It was said that the bold, handsome
person of this young man had won a heart which would
bring almost fabulous wealth into his control.
The beautiful young French girl, who had turned even
wise heads with her grace and fascinations,—who had
driven half the students of Yale College crazy with admiration
of her black eyes and superb toilet,—had fallen
under willing subjection to Benedict Arnold. During the
202winter she had generally been seen in his sleigh, enjoying
long drives along the coast, or by his side in the
promenade, when her subdued and almost timid air of
happiness gave force to the current rumor.
If she went to a party, the joyous sparkle of her eyes
was clouded till he appeared. In truth, though a proud
and sensitive girl, she took no pains to conceal her love,—nay,
her adoration,—for it amounted to that, which filled
her being in his presence; nay, she rather gloried in her
devotion, and not only forgave his display of it, but seemed
pleased that he should so openly claim her.
Thus the winter passed. Paul had made one or two
trips to Norwich, where his quiet and almost disregarded
suit prospered with gentle Hannah Arnold. So he was in
no haste to move farther from her presence, and rested
content within reach of her home.
Paul was a sensitive and over-refined man,—so delicate
in his mental organization that he shrunk from
interfering in the love affairs of his sister, and was, in
truth, less informed of her real position than many a
stranger who had made the lovers objects of attention.
Thus he never spoke of this evident attachment to Hannah
Arnold, and she, sensitive and shy as himself, asked no
questions. In fact it came about, no one knew how, that
the whole subject was a forbidden one. Arnold had
managed to convey this feeling so completely, without
committing himself by words, that it was an idea rather
than an understanding between himself and the lady.
And were these two persons engaged? Not in the
usual acceptation of the term. From the time that Arnold
left his home, the irresolution and amazing variability
of spirit that had marked his conduct there, changed. In
his attentions he was frank and ardent: imperious certainly,—that
203was in his nature. Even self-interest could
not change any thing in this respect; but, as far as manner
went, he was every thing that ardent and devoted young
creature could desire. What was the need of words
where two persons understood each other so well?
Up to the spring, Paul and his sister had lived at the
same public house with Arnold,—that which fronted on
Chapel Street, and was sheltered by the great elm-tree,
with its sheltering foliage and creaking sign. But when the
violets came out under the East Rock, and the hemlock-buds
put forth their soft, golden green all along the mountains,
Laura began to grow a little restive. The winter
months had flown, and there she was, engaged in spirit,
but not in word, exactly as she had been at the Christmas
time. Even her generous faith began to waver a little
now; and when Paul, one day, suggested a desire to
know something of her plans, that he might regulate his
own by them, she flew into a girlish passion and burst
into tears, protesting that she had no plans. How could
she have and he not know them?
Paul heard this with a glow of indignation, for he believed
that Laura was trifling with him; but when he
saw that she was in earnest, and that no actual engagement
existed between his sister and Arnold, all the iron
in his nature rose to the surface; and, taking his hat, he
went down to the wharf, for the first time in his life, and
entered Arnold’s place of business.
What passed between the two young men is of no
moment here, save that the interview left Arnold in clear
possession of all the information he had been constantly
searching for regarding the amount of wealth with which
Laura would be endowed on the day of her marriage,
while Paul became more and more thoughtful as the conversation
204proceeded; for, with the keen intuition which
is the blessing and curse of refined natures like his, he felt
the selfishness of Arnold’s character, but was altogether
too good for condemnation, where no positive proof existed.
Perhaps his own heart was a little at fault. In
his love for the gentle sister, Paul was willing to believe
himself unjust when a thought against one of her blood
rose in his heart.
All that afternoon Laura was in tears, with the quick
transition so natural to an impulsive character. She had
passed from a state of confidence to one of deep, deep depression.
No, she was sure of it. Arnold had been
amusing himself with her; his vanity had been interested,
nothing more. Paul was right. She had read this opinion
clearly in his face. Arnold did not love her. She had
been deceiving herself all the time. Paul knew it,—the
whole world would know it. The very thought drove her
wild. She walked to and fro in the room, restless and
wretched.
She flung herself on the high-backed sofa, and, shutting
her eyes, tried to think steadily, while she listened for
some footstep which would bring her news. The security
in which she had been dwelling made her present state of
turbulent doubt all the more painful.
At last Paul came home, grave and sad. He said
nothing of his interview with Arnold, and Laura only
questioned him with her great, eager eyes, that grew
heavy with dread when she saw no cheerfulness in his
glance.
“Paul, brother Paul,” she said at last, holding out her
hands. “Have you nothing to tell me?”
Paul was touched by her pleading humility. He knelt
down by the sofa, as a lover might have done, and took
205her head between his hands, laying his cheek against the
heavy braids of her hair.
“Have patience, my sister,—only a little patience. In
another day all this shall be settled.”
“Ah! does he want time?” faltered Laura, turning
pale. “Have you made a claim on his honor? Oh, Paul!”
“I have to deal with his honor and ours,” said the young
man, with decision.
“His honor! And has it come to that? His honor!”
Her face began to burn like fire, and hot flushes ran down
her hands and arms.
“Hush! be quiet, Laura. There is nothing as yet to
distress yourself about. He was not so frank as I could
wish; but that may be from embarrassment. The peculiar
nature of our interview was enough to unsettle any man.”
“Embarrassment!” said Laura, brightening a little; for
her imagination had run so far ahead of the facts that
Paul’s words gave an immediate sense of relief. “Embarrassment!
No, no; he is never embarrassed. Nothing
ever takes him unawares. His self-possession is regal.
It is for this I—there, there, don’t look at me so anxiously—how
foolish we have been—nothing has happened, after
all. You have been to him with that darling, grave face,
like a grand signor, and asked him serious questions, which
are always awkward between men. He is proud as an
emperor,—my Arnold,—and would not be forced into
answers that aught only be whispered, you know,
blush for our delicacy, Paul. It makes me shiver in all
my nerves that you should have spoken to him,—offered
your sister on compulsion, as it were.”
“No; I have not done that. Your delicacy is safe in
my hands, Laura. I have made the way clear, if he loves
you, that is all.”
206“If he loves me, Paul! And have you a doubt?” cried
the poor girl, turning white.
“God forbid!” faltered the young man, growing more
and more distressed as he marked these evidences of the
deep passion that possessed her. “To-morrow, I hope,
you will be satisfied that I need have no distrust on that
point. There is no reason why he should not speak out
now. Before this he may have hesitated to offer his small
prosperity against your wealth, for he is very proud.”
“Oh, yes; as he should be,—for who is his equal!”
“But that is all done away with. I have even sacrificed
a little proper reserve to save this pride. Don’t look
reproachful. I know how to protect your delicacy, sister.”
“Ah, if I knew how to protect my own pride!” said
Laura, turning her face impatiently on the sofa pillow.
“But with him it melts away like snow. Don’t trust me,
Paul. I have no dignity left.”
Paul shook his head, and regarded her with an anxious
smile, muttering to himself,
“Will any one ever love me so?”
Laura did not heed him; for a clock which stood in a
corner of the room rang out the hour from its heavy oaken
case, and she was startled to find how late it was. Rising
from the sofa, she glanced at her morning-dress of fine
chintz, and, blushing like a naughty child, cried out,
“He will be here in a few minutes. See how I look!
Good-by, Paul, for a little time. To-morrow we will be
happier.”
“Yes,” muttered Paul, in a low voice; “happier or ·
away from this place.” But his heart sank as he reflected
how completely his own fate was involved in that of his
sister. Henceforth he must be closely connected with Arnold,
or his enemy. The enemy of Hannah’s brother!
207He shrunk from the idea, and hoped, almost as passionately
as Laura herself, that this, a position so painful every
way, might be spared to him.
Burdened with these thoughts, he had scarcely removed
from his seat when Laura returned, with her red-heeled
shoes pattering on the floor, and her dress of brocaded silk
looped up with knots of green ribbon, over a quilted skirt
of rose-colored satin, which was short enough to exhibit
the embroidered clocks on each side her symmetrical ankles.
Fine old yellow lace floated around her arms and
on her bosom. All the folds of her dress rustled as she
moved, giving an idea of sumptuousness to her presence
which accorded well with the taste of her lover.
Paul smiled as the idea presented itself. Laura blushed
under his gaze, and strove to throw off all embarrassment
by a conscious laugh, which gave a charm to her singular
beauty touchingly childlike. She seemed half ashamed
of her rich toilet,—more than ashamed of the impulse that
had induced her to put it on: all of which her brother read
at a glance. He held out his hand. She came close to
his side, flushing like a tea-rose.
“Am I very ugly, my brother?” she said, pressing a
pair of lips that glowed like ripe cherries on his forehead.
He looked up to her face with a glance of tender admiration.
“You are too lovely,—too good for——”
She stopped his mouth with her hand, and looked seriously
down into his eyes.
“Not that. Oh, don’t say that, Paul! He is not gentle
and good as you are. But who is worthy of him?
Think how brave, how lordly and full of ambition he is.
Then remember, brother Paul, that he saved my life.”
Still Paul looked grave. All her charming blandishments
208could not win the suspicion from his heart. Laura
saw this, and the impatient blood rushed to her forehead.
“At any rate he has one merit,” she said, with malicious
playfulness.
“What is that, lady bird?”
“He is Hannah Arnold’s brother.”
She had her revenge; the thrill that passed through his
whole frame was proof enough of that. So her mouth
curved and trembled with smiles as she triumphed over
his confusion.
“Ah! have I found you out, brother? The love folly
does not lie entirely on the female side of our house.
Look up! look up! I cannot see your eyes for those
long, black lashes; besides, you are blushing,—upon my
word and honor you are blushing like a girl.”
“It is at your folly, then.”
“Well, well, it is all in the family, you know; so don’t
be hard on Benedict, or I will retaliate and point out the
faults of la petite sœur.”
“Her faults! She has none, the angel!”
“Oh! ha! So it has gone so far as that. Angel in
deed! The demure little mouse, with her smooth hair
and soft step. A fine example of deceit you have been
placing before an innocent sister, Monsieur Paul. I blush
for your duplicity.”
“Hush, Laura! This is not a subject for jesting.”
“Jesting! Upon my word I am delightfully in earnest.
What a charming family party we shall make. Does
Arnold know of it?”
“There is nothing for him to know,—nothing but what
your wild imagination invents.”
“Oh, brother!”
“You look incredulous; but it is true.”
209“Then Hannah Arnold is nothing! There is no love-history
between you! I don’t believe it.”
“I did not say so,—only that there was nothing to tell.
When you speak of love and that sweet girl it should be
with reverence and in a low voice, as we whisper our
prayers. I have scarcely dared to breathe the word in
her presence, and yet I worship her.”
“Ah, Paul, my dear, dear brother, then you can feel for
me and have charity for him! Perhaps, with all his bravery,
he trembles at the thought of speaking out such feelings
in language. It is like shaking the bright dew from
one’s violets in the gathering. Don’t you think so, Paul?”
The young man looked at her glowing face, and his eyes
filled with loving admiration. He felt all the beauty of
her bright sayings. How true this one was to his inward
thought! What a clear, delicate mind the girl had, with
all her waywardness and passion! Surely the mate for a
creature like that should be full of strength and honor.
Was Arnold that man?
Again his heart misgave him, and to conceal the depression
that came on with each vague doubt, he arose and left the room.
Laura was glad to see him go. Every moment she expected
to hear Arnold’s step on the stairs. She knew that
a crisis in her fate was approaching, and wished to be
alone. The dreamy happiness in which she had been reposing
was broken up forever; and she felt like a bird let
loose in some dreary wilderness, doubtful of any place
where its nest could be built.
Laura grew impatient as the dusk stole on. Arnold’s
hour for visiting her little parlor had passed, and the oaken
clock went ticking on with harassing steadiness into the
next hour. She walked to the window softly, as if there
210existed some sin in the movement, and peered through the
crimson curtains. The street was empty, or if any one
passed it was some stranger, whom she hated for being
the wrong person. Then she strove to walk off her impatience,
and paced up and down the room, passing and
repassing a little mirror, out of which her face gleamed
back and forth like that of a sybil, waiting, pale and trembling,
for the inspiration for which she has watched and
prayed.
A hundred times that evening the young girl stopped
to listen, holding her breath and turning white with keen
expectation. Some noise at the door,—some foot-fall in
the street,—had arrested her; but the sound invariably
passed away, leaving her like a statue: as cold, and almost
as lifeless.
Then the strife of hope recommenced, and the pain of
renewed expectation smote her with fresh poignancy. Up
and down before the mirror; hating the clock for its
methodical ticking, as a soulless thing that cruelly measured
her way to fresh disappointment; listening with a
double sense, and with the cold tears standing on her
cheek, she wandered through that lonesome evening, waiting
for him in vain.
When hope had almost left her, and she was chilled
through with a feeling of desertion, the outside door
opened, and she heard footsteps on the stairs. Again
each breath came like a frightened thing from her heart,
the heavy lustre of her eye kindled, and through her frame
went the thrill of revived hope. It was his step; surely it
was his step. No, no. The imperious resonance was
wanting. It was,—alas, it was Paul, coming to find her
there alone, heart-broken, humbled to the dust!
She could not bear that; but, with a wild sob, burst
211from the room and hid herself, like a frightened deer, under
the covert of drapery that fell over a couch where she
was to find nothing but pain and unrest. No matter, she
had secured darkness in which to hide herself,—profound
silence which would receive her sobs without mocking
them. That moment her humiliation seemed complete.
CHAPTER XIX. IN THE DEPTHS OF DARKNESS.
Where was Benedict Arnold all this time? Was he
indeed the recreant this sudden desertion seemed to proclaim
him?
Far in the depths of the forest that clothed the foot of
East Rock and spread up to the verge of the town he had
wandered; not for solitude, nor in search of that quiet
which leads to the enjoyment of happy feelings, but in
search of a place where the evil thought which had for
months been engendering in his heart could be worked
out in safety.
A narrow footpath ran along what is now a broad highway,
and curved down into the very heart of the forest,
where a thick grove of pines made a pleasant twilight,
even of the noonday sun. The path wandered on through
entangled elms, beeches, and maples, up to the very summit
of the mountain, and fitful gleams of moonlight fell
upon it through the branches; while dogwood, wild
honeysuckles, and budding grape-vines, perfumed the
212night air, and streamed over the path, like banners,
through all its windings.
Still Arnold sought the black heart of the forest, and
stood under its densest pines, before he spoke a word of
the thoughts that were consuming him to the companion
who had accompanied him from the town.
Rapidly, and in silence, he had threaded the narrow
footpath, trampling down the soft woodmosses, and crushing
the violets under his feet, as if a sense of destruction
satisfied the fierce excitement that possessed him. Sometimes
he would push aside the flowering branches that fell
across his path, with a burst of muttered wrath, dashing
the lovely blossoms over the man who walked behind him,
in a storm of unheeded sweetness.
The recoiling branch struck this man in the face more
than once, but he made no complaint, and only answered
the half-sneering apology offered by Arnold with a vague
smile, which gleamed like trouble on his face as a ray of
moonlight fell athwart it through the trembling leaves.
Thus, with but brief snatches of speech, the two men
penetrated the woods, till they stood on a swelling undulation
of land, which afforded a dreamy view of the country
around. In this spot some of the trees had been cut away,
preparatory to a clearing. The undergrowth in full blossom,
and trailing vines, tangled themselves overhead without
obstructing the view. The moonlight was full and
bright, weaving its silver with the mists of the forest, and
giving the clear, black outlines of the East and West
Rocks with minute distinctness. The Sound lay below
them, like a lake of sleeping mist. As they looked toward
the mountains, the town lay to the right, far out of view
or hearing, save that here and there a slender steeple shot
into the sky against a background of burning stars.
213After standing for a moment on this swell of land,
bathed in the moonlight,—the two men looking away from
each other all the time,—they descended the slope which
led into the deep forest, and walked very rapidly down to
the centre of the pine woods, where the darkness was
dense as midnight, and a thick carpet of dead leaves
muffled their footsteps, as if they were treading on velvet.
When the darkness was so thick that the very outlines
of their persons were lost, Arnold paused, leaned against a
tree for an instant, and then slid noiselessly down to the
carpet of pine leaves, which were heavy and wet with rain
that had fallen the day before, and in that deep shade had
scarcely begun to exhale. Arnold pressed his hands down
hard upon the mass of leaves, as if the moisture and coolness
were pleasant to him.
“Sit down,” he said to the young man who stood in the
darkness. “Sit down, for I have a good deal to talk about,
and you will get tired standing there like the steeple to a
ruined church.”
“No; the ground is wet; I can feel the chill through
my boots already. You had better stand up yourself, for
it strikes me the air has made you hoarse. A cold may
be serious at this time of the year.”
“I am not at all delicate,” said Arnold, sweeping a moist
hand over his forehead, and dropping it to the earth again.
“Besides, the air is close and hot here; my forehead is
burning.”
“And yet, as I have said, there is a hoarseness in
your voice I never heard there before. It seems unnatural,
and chills me through and through.”
“You are sensitive,—as sensitive as ever,” answered
Arnold, with a sneer; “but that is a part of your profession.”
214The young man shuddered under this sneer.
“Come out of this darkness,” he said; “I do not like it.”
“I do,” was the rude reply; “but if you are afraid of the
dark I will indulge you for once; but remember, my dear
Osborne, that whatever I desire to do, that do I. Spare
me further argument or advice about any thing I may say
or propose.”
The minister’s pale cheek flushed a little at the insolent
tone, but he made no reply: and the darkness concealed
his agitation.
“I want to talk with you,” said Arnold. “Sit down,
if you please. I hate to see a man look so deucedly uncomfortable.”
“There is really no safe place to sit,” he answered.
“Oh, nonsense! There’s a log lying in that gleam of
moonlight. I don’t think that you will be injured.”
Osborne seated himself upon the log, yielding, like all
who came in contact with that singular man, to a will
always exercised in the least as in the greatest things.
“What do you wish to say?” asked the minister.
Arnold did not answer. He lay gloomily watching the
moonlight flicker through the branches, and listening to
the solemn music of the pines, as if the sound troubled him.
“This is a pretty scene,” he said, laughing hoarsely.
“If either you or I were a poet, friend Osborne, we should
find ample material here for a dozen sonnets.”
The clergyman smiled, but with an effort. He knew
Arnold well enough to suspect that there was something
hidden beneath his forced playfulness, and he felt a deeper
sense of anxiety than the uneasiness which that man’s
presence usually brought upon him.
“A few minutes ago,” continued Arnold, “I saw the
spire of your church. Did you remark it?”
215The minister shaded his eyes with his hand, and looked
uneasily at his friend.
“I did not look for it,” he said, in a troubled voice;
“the distance is so great.”
“My eyes are stronger than yours,” returned Arnold,
with an unpleasant laugh. “It is a very pretty church.
I have heard you preach many a fine sermon there.”
The clergyman turned abruptly away: his hands
twisted themselves round his walking-stick, and he felt a
deathly pallor creeping over his face.
“You are a great favorite with your congregation,”
pursued his tormentor.
“I—I have tried to do my duty by them, at least,” he
answered, with a strong effort.
“I have no doubt of it. And how the pretty girls do
gather there! I say, Osborne, what a quantity of lambs
there are in your flock. Old Hurlburt has nothing but a
lot of ugly sheep in his fold. What is the secret of your
success?”
“Mr. Arnold,” replied the minister, with considerable
firmness, “you have chosen a sorry subject for a jest!
Whatever my own faults have been, I have endeavored to
preach God’s word to my hearers! I scarcely dare pray
to him for myself. But never towards one of my people
have I been guilty of a wrong.”
“Really, you are very eloquent,” said Arnold. “My
dear fellow, what a strange person you are! Don’t go off
in heroics. I was only laughing at you. There is no reason
for being angry.”
“I am not angry, Arnold.”
“That is well. I believe you consider me your friend,—do
you not? I hope so, at any rate, for I am about to
test you.”
216The clergyman stepped hastily back.
“Heaven help me!” he exclaimed. “I don’t know,—I
can’t tell!”
“Upon my word,” returned Arnold, apparently more
amused than offended by his companion’s words and manner,
“that is a charming remark! You are more frank
than usual.”
“You have helped me,” said the clergyman. “Yes, you
have done me a great kindness; but was it not by you
that I was led into the error that made this obligation
necessary.”
“Have done, Osborne!” replied Arnold, coldly. “Never
blame another person for your own weakness. Have the
courage to carry your sins upon your own shoulders, however
burdensome the load may be. I, at least, am brave
enough for that.”
“I will,—I will! I do not mean to exculpate myself,—I
know that I am a weak, sinful wretch——”
“There you go again! My dear friend, you are really
too nervous and excitable.”
“I am indeed,—I know it!”
“Listen to me, Osborne.”
“What is it?” he asked, drearily.
“I want you to do me a favor.”
“Any thing that lies in my power you know I will do
to serve you,” he replied, in the same dreary, pained tone.
“I think so. That is the reason I have made up my
mind to ask it. You know I do not like refusals.”
“You are not likely to get one from me.”
“I think not,” he said, musingly, yet with a sort of
threat like an undertone pervading his speech: “I think
not.”
Osborne shivered. His hands shook so violently that
217his stick fell to the ground; but he never moved his eyes
from Arnold’s face,—it appeared impossible for him to do
so, although it was evident that he suffered from the very
effort of forcing his eyes to meet the piercing orbs that
seemed to glare at him through the broken light.
“You are cold,” said Arnold. “You are shivering.”
“Only a little,—very little.”
“You students are so tender. You ought to all live in
hot-houses.”
“But what did you wish to ask of me, Arnold?” he
inquired, with an anxiety that he tried in vain to conceal.
“Nothing of much consequence,—a mere trifle, in fact,
according to my way of thinking.”
“Then it will not be difficult?”
“No, no. Don’t be afraid that I am going to make any
great demand upon your friendship.”
“You know I did not mean that, Arnold,—you know I
did not!”
“I am sure I can’t tell what you do mean.”
“I meant that I would gladly serve you,” said the poor
man, shivering more violently; “but don’t,—don’t ask me
to do any thing wrong. I can’t do that!”
“Yours is a very tender conscience!” exclaimed Arnold,
rising to his feet with a quick flash of passion, which
the least breath of opposition always excited in him.
“I suppose you think it is enough to have your own
shortcomings to reflect upon——”
“Have mercy, Arnold!” pleaded the clergyman. “Don’t
talk to me in that tone. I have suffered enough,—surely
I have.”
“Then reserve your preaching for your pulpit. I wish
none of it. Remember that, Osborne.”
The clergyman made an appealing gesture, as if imploring
218the tyrannical man to spare him further insult. There
was so much weakness in it that another would have had
pity; but Arnold did not even know the meaning of the
word.
“You are coming to your senses,” he said. “I am glad
of it.”
“I don’t know,” replied Osborne, shaking his head
sadly. “Sometimes it seems to me that I am losing
them. It would be no wonder if I did,—no wonder.”
“Good Lord!” exclaimed Arnold, with a sharp laugh.
“To hear the fellow talk, one would think that he was
Cain, the first murderer! Are you certain that you are
not the Wandering Jew?”
“Don’t make a jest of me, Benedict. Have a little
mercy!”
“There, there!” said Arnold, carelessly, as one might
quiet a pet grayhound. “Be quiet now,—be quiet!”
“Yes, yes! And what did you wish, Ben? The name
sounds like old times, doesn’t it?”
It seemed as if the clergyman was trying to soften the
stern man before him. He wished, perhaps, to call up
some memory of their youth to restrain the wicked counsel
which he felt to be in his heart. But there was nothing
holy to Benedict Arnold,—no memory that he held sacred.
To a man like that, what appeal was possible?
“Do you remember that foolish business of mine about
a year ago,—more perhaps?”
“What do you mean?”
“Why, the time I came to you with that pretty girl,—you
know there was some sort of a form——”
“Why, Arnold, I married you to that girl,—solemnly
married you before the most high God. She was a sweet
creature, and should have had a holy influence over you.”
219Arnold sprang toward him, clutched his arm in a fierce
grasp, whispering:
“Repeat those words again, and before to-morrow noon
you shall be an outcast,—not a roof to shelter,—not a
friend to aid you.”
Harvey Osborne sank back upon the log and groaned
aloud. The depth of degradation to which he had fallen
was terrible indeed.
“What do you mean?” he gasped. “You try me too
far, Arnold!”
“No matter! That is what I mean. You did not marry
me to that girl!”
“The ceremony was sacred as any I ever performed!”
exclaimed Osborne, firmly. “Before God and man, you
are husband and wife.”
“Fool! Do you wish to ruin yourself?”
“I do not care! Oh, I am tired of this load of sin,—this
weight of concealment! Betray me,—tell the whole
world what a wretch I am. I don’t care,—I don’t care!”
“Bah! If it came to the point you would see that it
was not so pleasant. But I’ll do it, Osborne,—I will,
by——”
“Stop!” said the minister. “You shall not take God’s
name sacrilegiously before me, unworthy as I am.”
“Nonsense! But will you come to your senses and
let me explain?”
“Yes, yes. Explain,—do!”
“I don’t ask any thing very terrible! I have reasons
for not wishing the circumstances known about that little
affair——”
“But, Arnold, it was a marriage,—a real marriage!
Her name was Amy—yes, Amy Leonard. It is, now,
220Arnold.—It could not be broken or evaded. I am an
ordained minister of the gospel.”
“A pretty one, truly!” cried Arnold, roused to tiger-like
fury. “A fine minister of the gospel are you,—a
drunkard,—a scoundrel,—a gambler!”
“Spare me, Ben, spare me!”
“Don’t hope it! The whole world shall know your
real character. I will denounce you in your own church.
A pretty scandal it will make. Why, they’ll drive you
out of the town. Ha, my young minister, what do you say
now?”
“Oh, my God!” groaned the wretched man, “my God,
have mercy on me; for this man will show me none.”
“None!” repeated Arnold. “I shall tell your flock
what a pastor they have. You went to a gambling-house
in New York, in my company, remember. True, you
had taken too much at supper before that,—a double
crime.”
“But it was not my fault,” Osborne cried, goaded into
self-defence. “I did not know that it was liquor you
gave me. It drove me mad for the time, and you did
what you chose with me.”
“No doubt, oh, no doubt; but make people believe it,
will you? Only try, that’s all. See here, Osborne. I
have been a good friend,—I shall make a bitter enemy.
You don’t know how I can hate. Avenge myself I will!
A little will not satisfy me. I shall follow you. Wherever
you hide yourself I shall find you out. I will tell
this story, blast your whole life, and make you the
wretchedest criminal that ever trod the earth.”
A groan was the only response he received. His
agonized listener had no power to speak.
“More than that: I will put you in prison. I hold
221your note for the money I advanced to settle your gaming
debt. You can’t pay it. Nobody will do it for you. I
will put you in the debtor’s jail before to-morrow night.
Now, then, what do you say?”
“Nothing will soften you? nothing will change your
fiendish purposes?”
“Yes, it is easily done. Only forget that marriage, as
you call it——”
“I cannot lie——”
“What else is your whole life, you miserable fool?”
“True, true! Oh, surely I have suffered enough. Do
not torture me further. Do not push me lower into this
pit of infamy and guilt!”
“Why, you talk like a play-actor. Promise what I
ask, and I will return you the note. You will be safe
then.”
The minister was silent. A great struggle was going
on in his soul, and he was weak.
“It does no one any harm,” continued Arnold. “The
girl is safe enough. Some time I shall acknowledge her,
but I cannot now. Promise, promise!”
“What! tell me what?”
“Never to reveal this marriage. Swear it!”
“But if she comes to me herself?”
“Tell her she is mistaken——”
“And destroy my own soul?”
“Let your soul take care of itself. Once more,—will
you help me?”
“I cannot tell a lie,—I will not.”
“But are you willing to assist me?”
“I must,—you know I must.”
“Then go away from here. Your health is poor,—you
need change. A ship will soon sail for the West Indies.
222If you will go in her, I will pay your passage and give
you plenty of money besides. Your people will spare
you for a little time if you plead to them with that pale
face.”
“But what will become of this poor girl?”
“I tell you she is safe enough. Think of yourself. I
offer you safety or disgrace. Choose!”
“Oh, this is a temptation of the demon!”
“Think of it. Before to-morrow night you will be
hooted at as you walk the streets,—mobbed,—insulted by
the very boys you have taught.”
“You will drive me mad, Arnold!”
“Will you go away? Do you promise?”
“I do—I do!”
He fell upon the ground, wringing his hands, and
weeping like a child; while Arnold stood over him with
a fiendish smile.
“Promise by your hope of salvation that you will go.”
“I do! God have mercy upon me, I promise!”
He fell forward again, and after another terrible groan
there was long silence, more fearful than the agony which
had gone before.
CHAPTER XX. WAITING AND WATCHING.
All night long, Laura lay upon her bed, counting the
hours with feverish impatience, gazing drearily out upon
the moonlight, and weeping, at times, till the curtains
223overhead trembled with the violence of her sobs. All the
pretty wiles, that had seemed but a harmless means of
securing Arnold’s love, now rose before her tortured
imagination as coarse and unwomanly artifice, which had
only repulsed him. Her beauty, of which she had been
so proud, was, in that hour of humiliation, a source of
annoyance. What was it worth, if the only heart she
cared to own in the wide world turned from that beauty
with indifference. Nay, was she indeed beautiful? Not
in the style which he had been taught to admire,—not
like the fair blonde who had rescued her from death.
Compared to her that creamy complexion, and hair as
black and brighter than the neck of a raven, was, in her
strained imagination, overrich to coarseness. And her
eyes, so large and bright—how could any man admire them
who had once looked on the soft, violet orbs of Amy
Leonard? Yes; that was beauty. What right had she
to expect homage to charms so unlike and even so inferior?
Thus the proud girl—proud in the excess of her humility—spent
the long, harassing night. The moonbeams
of the evening made her weep and turn away from
their brightness. The storm, which broke and dashed
over the town towards morning, appealed more directly to
her passionate sorrow. When she heard the first howl
of the tempest, her courage rose, and she was filled with a
bitter wish to go out and battle with it. The fever in
her blood was so hot, the thirst for action so pressing,
that she could endure the quiet of her bed no
longer.
Laura threw back the curtains and stepped forth into
the darkness. Her dress had been loosened, but not taken
off, and the tap of her high-heeled shoes was lost in the
224beating of the rain as she walked up and down the chamber,
angry now, and flushed with resentment for the wrong
that had fallen on her,—that wrong which no law can
reach, and of which a haughty woman dies, calling it by
any name the doctors in their wisdom may choose.
The chamber was large, but in her fever the air seemed
close and insufficient. She flung open the sash, gasping
for breath. In rushed the wind, dashing coldly over
her face and bosom. She received it with a sense of relief.
Her hot cheeks grew cooler as the rain beat against
them. Her excitement rose with keen sympathy, and met
the storm half-way. What did she care that the rich
braids that crowned her head were getting heavy with
moisture, or that the knots of ribbon, that had fluttered so
gayly on her dress a few hours before, were dangling like
wilted flowers on the wet silk of her skirt? The storm
in her soul was replied to by the storm without. She felt
like a wild bird drifting madly with the tempest,—a poor
white gull, that had been lured far, far out to sea, and must
now brave the elements alone.
The old elm-tree seemed maddened like herself: its
branches raved and tossed themselves up and down, to
and fro, playing with the lightning, and flinging great
masses of leaves upon the wind as it rushed by. To Laura
the old tree seemed human, and suffering with pain as she
was.
How bravely the forest monarch bore itself! With
what lofty grandeur it shook off the lightning and the
rain! How fiercely its branches thrashed the roof and
knocked against the verandahs, scattering torn leaves
upon the floor, where the rain beat them down, as the
world deals with fallen humanity.
The creaking of the sign on its rusty hinges struck her
225like a cry of anguish,—the very cry that she in her pride
was strangling in the depths of her bosom.
The window where Laura stood opened on the upper verandah,
which was now a blaze of lightning, now enveloped
with darkness. The casement was broad and deep; she
flung the sash wide open and sprang out on the wet floor.
Here was room to breathe,—here the wind raved and
rioted as pride and sorrow battled in her own soul.
She walked up and down the long gallery, sobbing faint
echoes to the deeper sough of the storm. Sometimes low
cries broke from her lips,—those cries which she had stifled
in her room from fear of being heard. But as these expressions
of grief left her heart the wind tossed them out
into the storm, shouting over them as coarse humanity
might have done had it been able to seize upon her sorrow
and drag it into the public knowledge.
Laura thought of this, and triumphed over her powers
of concealment. She would have no confidant but the
storm; not even her brother should guess how her pride
had been crushed, how her poor heart bled. As for Arnold,
he must never know of her humiliation. She would
meet him again on the morrow with a pride that should
more than match his indifference. Yes; she would stay
some weeks in the town, receiving graciously the homage
of those admirers who had been so recklessly cast aside
during her infatuation. He should see how men could
adore her and be grateful for one of the smiles which he
had not cared to gather. Certainly she would stay a few
weeks, gather a harvest of admiration, and then go away.
Go away! Where? and how?
The blank that followed this question fell like a pall on
her heart. Without love where can a woman go and not
find a desert? She ceased to walk as the desolating idea
226crept over her, and stood leaning against a pillar of the
verandah, pale, drenched and hopeless. Body and soul
she was chilled through and through.
“Laura!”
A cry died in her throat; her heavy eyes filled with
wild brilliancy; for the lightning playing among the
branches of the elm revealed Benedict Arnold. He stood
directly before her, against the yawning space of an open
window, through which he had just passed, having seen
her standing there alone amidst the gleams of light.
“Laura, my beloved, why are you out in a night like
this? You are tempting death.”
She looked at him with her wild eyes; her lips trembled
apart, but she could not utter a word: speech seemed
chained down in her bosom.
“What is the matter?” he said, more gently than she had
ever heard him speak before. “I went to your parlor late
in the evening and found it empty. The landlady told me
you had gone to bed ill. The thought was enough to keep
me awake; and the storm brought me to the window,
where I saw you thus.”
Laura wound her arms around the pillar, for the thrill
that ran through every fibre of her frame made her faint.
“And you sought me? You came to my room!
You——”
“Yes, I went there,” he said, gently unwinding her arm
from its clasp around the pillar, and drawing her suddenly
into his embrace. “And this was what I was panting to
say,—Laura, Laura de Montreuil, will you be my wife?”
CHAPTER XXI. THE MORTGAGED FARM.
227
There had been a revival in the leading congregations
at Norwich. This religious sentiment commenced with
the return of old Mr. Arnold to brotherhood with his former
associates. The excitement caused by this reformation
gave more active spirituality to the church, which,
after a time, grew into one of those periods of absorbing
devotion that pass through Christian communities from
time to time, as thunder-storms break through the atmosphere,
leaving it purer from the tumult.
During the winter this intense interest was kept up in
the church, and towards spring it began to consolidate into
a fixed reformation. Many new members had joined the
society, old ones had become earnest, and that year the
foundations of new religious communities were laid which
exist to this day in the City of Terraces.
All this wholesome excitement had sprung, as I have
said, from the sudden appearance of the elder Arnold in
his former place of worship. His contrition, his humility,
and the sweet thankfulness that glowed on the face of his
wife when she came with him to meeting, arm in arm, as
in the olden times, woke up the whole congregation. I
do not think Mr. Leonard even congratulated himself on
the fact or was aware of it. But he was surely the
father of this revival,—always, as he would have said,
228baring his head reverently at the thought, always under
God’s providence.
It was the few words in season that Leonard had uttered
in the saw-mill that cold winter’s day, and the
prayer, so thrilling in its rude eloquence, offered amid the
thunders of the falls, that had touched the old man’s heart
as with a gleam of living fire, and spreading from soul to
soul with the holy magnetism of truth, turned the general
thought heavenward.
Leonard claimed no credit for this,—indeed, was quite
unaware that any could be awarded to him; but he threw
himself heart and mind into the revival, holding it above
all things most important. Sometimes the saw-mill would
remain silent all day long. If a soul was in trouble, or a
sinner became thoughtful, the great log was left, half eaten
through, with the motionless steel prisoned in its heart,
while the master strode off among the fields, searching
for that troubled conscience which the truth that burned
within him might cleave as effectually as his saw cut through
the forest-trunks when the water rushed most abundantly
from the hills.
Mrs. Leonard was a good sort of woman,—a church-member
and all that. She took a lively interest in the
revival. In a decorous, motherly way, she had gone out
to tea more than usual, always dropping a great many
words in season over the short-cake, and giving promiscuous
little exhortations to the young folks while her
Young Hyson was drawing. But the good wife mingled
a deal of temporal thrift with her heavenly-mindedness,
and it rather annoyed her to see how many logs came to
the mill and how few boards went away during the heat
of this excitement.
Leonard was a resolute man, in his own way, and had
229the happy faculty of not hearing his wife’s hints about
“beginning with one’s own household,” and other Scriptural
ideas, which, being lost in a flood of words, swept
by him like the waters that turned his mill. So he went
on his way doing good, and taking no heed to the consequences.
Amy Leonard retired from the publicity of these
anxious meetings and prayer-circles. From her childhood
she had been a church-member. Her interest in
sacred things was high and pure; but she shrunk away
from this enthusiasm with something like affright. Once
or twice she had gone with her parents to the evening
prayer-meetings, but the effort seemed too much for her.
She took no share in the religious proceedings, while
other girls were ardent in their efforts, but sat apart,
growing pale and weak, as if the enthusiasm which fired
others to devotion were consuming her. Sometimes, when
this excitement broke into ecstasy and all the faces around
glowed with joy, her great blue eyes would seem to take
fright, and search wistfully around for some means of
escape from a scene that gave her nothing but pain.
Frequently, those eyes would fill with tears, and turn
upon her old friends pleadingly, as if some help were
needed which she doubted they would withhold.
At last she gathered courage, and besought her parents
to leave her at home. She was not strong, and somehow
night air and exertion made her worse.
This was her timid plea, and surely that white face and
the shadowy circle under her eyes gave sufficient force to
the appeal.
In an excitement like that which possessed the society,
there was little room for keen observation. Mrs. Leonard
knew that Amy was far from well; but as she seldom
230complained, and went steadily about her duties, her poor
unhappy face escaped the scrutiny which less occupied
minds might have given it.
Mrs. Leonard, it is true, found plenty of time at the
sewing-circles and after prayer-meeting to talk over her
daughter’s health, and express a great deal of anxiety
regarding it. She never came home without some new
recipe for drinks or powders which Amy was to try.
Sometimes it would be pounded peach-pits which Mrs.
So-and-So had informed her was infallible in almost any
disease; then a drink of bruised clover-leaves, or a powder
of burnt alder must be tried, all of which Amy took with
wan submission which would have made your heart ache.
All at once this great anxiety regarding Amy Leonard
died out. The good house-mothers inquired after her, it
is true, but with constrained voices, and looking another
way. They grew exceedingly kind to the mother, and
seemed rather disposed to urge the cooling drinks on her,
as if she had become the person who most urgently required
strengthening.
Mrs. Leonard laughed at this attempt to discredit the
roses on her buxom cheek, and wondered what it was that
made the sisters pray for her so often, and so earnestly, as
if she were not in full communion and grace. It rather
annoyed her to be held up as an object of special solicitude.
Leonard, too, might have seen a change in his brethren’s
looks of earnest sympathy,—a studied deference to his
opinions and wishes that would have struck him as remarkable
at another time; but now he was busy calling
sinners to the altar of God, and only thought of these
things long enough to be grateful for them without investigating
their sources.
In Mr. Arnold’s family a great change had also taken
231place. From a dilatory, careless man, confused by excess and
shrinking from notice, he had taken up his farming duties
with energy. The colored men, who had loitered half
their time around the kitchen, were now put to hard
work, repairing fences, planting fields, and laying stone
walls on the farm, and a few months gave the neglected
place an aspect of thrift and comfort that it had not known
for years.
But, strange enough, with this prosperity came a thirst
for money, and habits of penurious saving, that curtailed
the comforts of the household beyond any thing known in
the family before. Arnold seemed to count every grain
of rye, or ear of corn consumed in-doors as an extravagance
to be condemned. His cattle were all sold off
except those necessary to working the place,—every
superfluity disappeared, and yet no money seemed to
replace the property that was sold.
When the young Frenchman came up from New Haven,—as
he did once or twice during the season,—this strict
economy was a little relaxed; but the moment he was
gone, every thing beyond bare necessaries was denied
again. Mrs. Arnold wondered at this change, but she did
not complain. Any thing was better than the thriftless
waste of former years. She was too thankful for the
blessed return of her husband to care how he managed
the property, which, after all, belonged to him.
One day, about this time, Mr. Arnold sought Dr. Blake
in his office, which consisted of a little one-story wing
attached to a dwelling-house of some considerable pretension
in the edge of the town. Dr. Blake was a man of
means, and for this reason his old neighbor came.
The doctor had just returned from his circuit, which
kept him two-thirds of the time on horseback. His horse,
232with the marks of a saddle on his sides, was cropping the
white clover in front of the house, and his saddle-bags,
worn perfectly smooth, stood behind the door, strapped for
use. The good man was seated in a capacious splint-bottomed
chair, which, with his homespun clothes, gave a
rustic look to his appearance. He was busy writing down
an account of his visits when Arnold came in.
On the first symptoms of Arnold’s reformation, Dr.
Blake had been one of the first to extend the right hand
of fellowship to the struggling man; and now his fine face
expanded with a glow of welcome as his old neighbor
came in. He flung down the pen, and arose, offering the
great splint-chair to his guest.
“I’m glad to see you,—rale glad at all times. You
know that, neighbor, without telling. Come, sit down,
and make yourself at home.”
No. Mr. Arnold would not take the doctor’s chair.
Another would answer just as well for him. He had
come to talk over a little business.
“Business! Oh, well, of course. But just now I would
like to talk of something else. It’s on my mind, Arnold,
and I must get it off or it’ll choke me,—your son, Arnold.
I want to have a plain talk about that young scam—fellow.”
Arnold became nervous in an instant, and put up both
hands, as if to ward off a blow.
“Not about him. At any rate, not yet, doctor. Wait
till you hear what I came for. Give me time and I will
talk about Benedict. Just now there is no subject on
earth that I dread so much.”
“Well, well, I don’t want to bother you. After all,
talking often does more good than harm. But your son,
Arnold,—your son——”
233“Don’t, don’t!” said Arnold, lifting both hands again
“I’m doing my best, pinching and saving every way. The
women folks complain about it, and I don’t blame ’em;
but it must be done. It is that which brought me here.”
“What is it? You talk at random, neighbor. You
can’t help the young—well, well, the young man—by
pinching and saving at home. It is a case beyond that.”
“I know, saving by little and little might drag through
one’s whole life, and then leave the thing undone. You
have plenty of money out at interest. Can’t you draw
some in? I want to mortgage the farm.”
“Mortgage your farm, Arnold?”
“Yes; just come and ride over it,—see the crops, fences,
and barns. We’ve worked hard this spring, and repaired
every thing; besides, I’ve sold off a good deal of stock.”
“And you really want to hire money on the farm?”
“I can’t get along without it, doctor.”
“But you have no debts,—nothing to speak of, or I
should have heard about it.”
“No, not a debt. I paid all those things off at once.
They didn’t amount to much; my wife always took care
of that.”
“And now you want money. How much?”
Arnold mentioned the sum. The doctor looked astonished.
“Why, man alive, that’ll almost cover the whole value
of your place.”
“I know it. I know it. But every year we’ll make
the farm worth more and more.”
The doctor looked at his earnest face. How it had
changed! There was force and intellect in it now,—something
that commanded respect in the serious purpose
that evidently possessed him.
234“One question before I say yes or no about this money,”
said the doctor, leaning back in his chair. “Are you borrowing
it for any speculation of your son’s? If that is the
case I won’t let you have a farthing.”
Arnold turned white as this question came bluntly forth,
and he answered slowly, thinking over each word with
conscientious truthfulness.
“No, it’s not a speculation. I want to pay the money.
It’ll never come back again. I must pay off the mortgage
by degrees.”
“Ah, neighbor, you’ll find that hard work.”
“I know it; but it might have been done before this if
I hadn’t given up like a coward. If God spares my life
it shall be paid up, every shilling of it. Don’t be afraid,
doctor. The farm is a good one, and my wife and I, with
the hands, can live on a little. I’ve cyphered it all out,
over and over again.”
“But tell me what you want of this large sum of money,
Arnold?”
“I cannot. It is a duty—something that I must pay,
or go to the grave bowed down with a burden that no one
can take up for me.”
The old man’s voice was sad; the perspiration started
to his forehead in drops. He wiped it off with his handkerchief,
and tried to smile.
“You’ll let me have the money, doctor? It’ll make a
new man of me.”
“Yes, Arnold, I’ll let you have it; but, remember, I
don’t want your farm. If it falls into my hands at last, I
shall always condemn myself for this day’s work.”
“When—when can I have it?” inquired Arnold, eagerly.
“Why? Is there so much haste?”
“Oh, yes. I shall not be a man till it is done.”
235“Well, I will call in the money at once.”
“Within a week?”
“Perhaps.”
“Surely. I trust surely. The time will seem long
any way.”
“Well, well, I’ll not be over—a week.”
“Thank you. I don’t know how to thank you in the
right way, doctor.”
“Well, never mind. Come, take a glass of cider-brandy.”
“I, doctor?”
“Oh, brother, I forgot. Well, then, a cup of tea; the
old woman’ll have one ready about this time. I’ve got
something to talk over with you.”
Arnold shrunk within himself.
“Not to-night. I don’t think that I could bear any
thing more just at present. Some other time.”
“Well, well, remember me to the women folks. I tell
you what, Arnold, that wife of yours is an angel.”
“She’s all the world to me, doctor. No one can guess
what she has done for her husband; and the girl is her
mother over again.”
As he spoke, Arnold took up his hat and prepared to go
out. The doctor seemed ready to speak again, but some
kind feeling checked him, and, with a cordial grip of
the hand, he saw the heavily-burdened man depart.
When quite alone, he sat some time with his arms
folded on the desk before him, pondering over the conversation
which had just passed. He was anxious and tired;
but his heart went out in compassionate sympathy, not
only for the man who had left him, but for one to whom
he must carry still more bitter sorrow.
CHAPTER XXII. THE MOTHER AND DAUGHTER.
236
A religious excitement, wherever it arises, is sure to
wake a thousand virtues into action, which, in ordinary
times, sleep supinely in human nature. Besides the
prayer-meetings, anxious circles and lectures, spinning-bees
and quiltings presented themselves to the congregation.
“The servant is worthy of his hire,” was the
generous opinion; and the minister, who averaged two or
three lectures or sermons a day, must not be forgotten in
his worldly stores. So blocks of patchwork were distributed
throughout each household connected with the
society, from which a sumptuous quilt was set in progress
for the minister, and no housewife set her flax-wheel aside
that season without adding a few runs of yarn for the
spinning-bee which was to come off in behalf of that good
man.
If Leonard was most active in spiritual matters, his
bustling wife took up those temporal results of the revival
with no inferior amount of energy. In fact she was the
heart and soul of these undertakings. Early and late the
hum of her wheel might be heard setting up a small opposition
to the rush of the falls, and her steel-sided thimble
grew brighter and brighter while constantly forcing the
glittering needle through gorgeous bits of calico, which
were industriously cut into diamonds, squares, or stars,
and as industriously stitched together again.
237Amy Leonard did her share of the work,—more than
her share, poor thing,—considering how pale and ill she
looked. But sometimes when her mother’s back was
turned, the tears would swell into her eyes and blind
them, till the flyers flashed before her in broken sparkles
or her needle disappeared in the mist.
All the time she never spoke of Arnold; and her
mother, with unusual reticence, avoided the young man’s
name. His visits to the cabin had taken place during her
absence to evening meetings, and she looked upon the
attachment which had evidently once existed between him
and her daughter, as a feeling that had died out on the
young man’s part, and which a little time would set right
with Amy. The whole subject was a matter of self-reproach
to the good woman; for she had encouraged the
intimacy between the young people with all her matchmaking
skill, partly because the Arnolds were a respectable
old family, still rich enough to hold their heads high,
and partly because her kind, womanly instincts told her
how deeply the best feelings of her child had become involved.
But with all Mrs. Leonard’s worldly foresight, she was
of the old Puritan stock, and had neither charity nor
countenance for sin in any form in which it could present
itself. Nay, even the suspicion of sin, vaguely as it came,
was enough to turn her heart against the young man.
Joshua Leonard had told his wife of the warning which
the elder Arnold had given with regard to his son. The
anguish with which this warning had been uttered struck
conviction to Leonard’s soul. He knew how hard it must
be for a kind parent to condemn his own child; and, incoherent
as the words had been, they left a fearful impression
of truth.
238Leonard was a strong, powerful man; but he shrunk
from any thing that threatened to give pain to his
daughter; and, with that delicacy which makes great
strength beautiful, spoke of Arnold’s warning only to his
wife. She, self-sufficient in all domestic affairs, placed
herself on the watch; and, instead of retreating as of old
when the young man came to spend the evening at her
cabin, kept her place at the fireside, diminishing in nothing
her usual hospitality, but watching vigilantly every word
or glance which passed between the young people.
Then came the revival, which swept all home thoughts
from her mind. Young Arnold seemed to have dropped
out of her life. She heard with satisfaction his name connected
with the French girl; and, rejoicing that her
season of vigilance was at an end, allowed herself to be
swept off in the absorbing turmoil of a revival.
All that time Benedict Arnold spent his evenings at the
hearth-stone which the father and mother had deserted,
beguiling that fair young creature into a deception which
was weighing her soul to the earth.
At last he went away, and, to escape the mournful
loneliness that fell upon her, Amy sometimes attended
evening meetings with her parents. Leonard and his
wife both noticed that she was generally excited and
flushed before she started to these gatherings, but came
back oppressed with a heavy sadness that nothing could
mitigate or explain. They did not observe that on several
occasions she had disappeared from the meetings for a
few minutes, and, hurrying with breathless haste to the
post-office, would ask, with shrinking eyes and a voice
that could scarcely be heard, if there was no letter yet?
The answer was always a half-rebuking, half-compassionate
shake of the head, at which she would creep away
239and glide back into the congregation like a ghost; but
when once upon her knees, the sobs that broke through
those little hands clasped over her face were enough to
melt a heart of granite.
Then week after week went by, and Amy would go to
meeting no more. The noise confused her, she said. It
was far better to stay at home and spin yarn for the
minister’s spinning-bee: it would save her mother from
so much extra work. Mrs. Leonard repeated this at the
sewing-circles, when the blocks of patchwork were
brought in and sewed together in general conclave. At
first these reasons were received with expressions of
sympathy for sweet Amy Leonard’s ill-health; but, after
a time, covert glances were cast from eye to eye, and Mrs.
Leonard’s maternal egotism was received in grave silence.
This was the state of things, as I have before hinted,
when the spring time broke upon beautiful Norwich. The
spinning season was well nigh over, and the result of all
those wheels, that had been hissing and humming in nearly
every dwelling within five miles of Norwich, was to exhibit
itself in a grand quilting and spinning-bee, which the
minister was notified would take place at his own dwelling
on one of the loveliest June days that ever gladdened
a human heart.
The women’s share of the entertainment was complete,
with the exception of an extra baking in every household,
which was to save the minister’s wife from all demands of
hospitality for the self-invited guests. They had nothing
more to accomplish. They would assemble in the afternoon
to finish the quilt, which a committee of four was
appointed to fit into the frames and mark out in a border
of double herring-bone and a centre of shell-work.
Another committee would take charge of the table set
240out in the long, back kitchen which opened into an apple-orchard;
and a third was to receive the hanks of linen,
tow, and woolen yarn, for which pegs were provided all
around the best chamber up-stairs. These were all feminine
arrangements, and sure to be well done, as the minister
knew of old. But the brethren of the church were
not to be entirely excluded. Their contributions, it is
true, came in less ostentatiously, but in a form quite as
substantial. Many a bag of potatoes had found its way
to the minister’s cellar during the winter; to say nothing
of firkins of shad salted down on the banks of the river
where they were caught; and sacks of grain, enough to
keep the ministerial family in breadstuff till the harvest
came on.
For these benevolent and scattering donations the brethren
were permitted to join in the yarn festival after the
quilt was taken off, when there was to be a grand tea-drinking,
to wind up with extemporaneous singing under
the apple-trees and a short season of prayer.
Of course, there was great excitement all over Norwich;
for a festival equal to this, either in numbers or amount
of contributions, had never been heard of in the good town
before. Over thirty new converts had been added to the
congregation, and their contributions seemed a tangible
proof of stability in the holy service of the Lord. Over
these new converts there was nothing but thanksgiving
and praise, which gave the idea of a religious jubilee to
the whole occasion.
But from all this rejoicing the two families in which we
are most deeply interested seemed strangely excluded.
The Leonards had been invited, it is true; but it was
somewhat remarkable that Amy’s name was left out in the
invitation; and Mrs. Leonard, instead of being appointed
241to some prominent place in the arrangement, had hardly
been consulted. She was a guest, at liberty to bring in
her mite, of course, but that was not the position which
she had just reason to expect. The generous woman
was a good deal astonished, and seriously hurt by this
slight. She, who had been a pillar in the church so long,—who
had worked night and day that the value of her
contribution should be second to none, to be put aside
without right or reason she could not understand it.
Leonard was so much accustomed to his wife’s bustle
and clatter on occasions of this kind, that he scarcely heeded
her complaints, and contented himself by advising her to
do her duty, and not trouble him about the way it was
done, or how others performed theirs.
With this wholesome admonition he cast the subject
from his mind. But with Amy the case was far different.
She was constantly searching her mother’s face with those
large eyes, as if there was something in this slight from
which she shrunk tremblingly away. Sometimes, when
her mother would break into the subject suddenly, the poor
girl would start and almost cry out with a pain that struck
her to the heart.
Still, Mrs. Leonard was too much a woman of spirit to
retreat or flag in her purpose. She wasn’t to be driven
from her duty,—not she. If the sisters did not want her
help or advice, very well: they could do without it. Of
one thing she was certain: the quilt would be a botch
if she wasn’t there to mark and roll up. As for the yarn,
why that which Amy had spun would be like cobwebs to
a cable compared to any thing they would have. Really
it seemed as if the girl was spinning it out of her own
sighs, for every thread was drawn with a deep breath.
When that yarn was brought in the sisters would blush
242at their ingratitude, if any blush was left in ’em. Then
as for cake, she would like to see a woman of them all
who could round off a plum-cake like her; and as for
doughnuts,—oh, nonsense! they couldn’t one of ’em catch
up with her there, in a week of Sundays! Well, as Joshua
said, she would do her duty and not care about others. It
was hard, but she hadn’t been a church-member so long
without knowing how to forgive.
“Mother,” said Amy, with a quiver in her voice, “perhaps
it’s me.”
“You! What can this mean, Amy? You! Why no
little bird in its nest was ever so harmless as you have
been, sitting here lonesome as a whip-poor-will while your
father and I have done nothing but exhort, and pray, and
run after converts; and this is what we get for it. But
the Lord knows which is right.”
Amy went close up to her mother. Every fibre of her
body quivered and a look of death was on her face. She
reached out her hand and attempted to lay it on her mother’s
shoulder, but Mrs. Leonard brushed it off as if a roseleaf
annoyed her.
“There, there; don’t talk. I know my duty as a Christian,
and won’t be preached to by my own child. Just go
into the next room and see if the sponge is rising nicely.
I wouldn’t have them doughnuts beat to-morrow for any
thing: that would be a cross I couldn’t take up.”
Amy turned away with a gasping breath. When her
mother went into the next room, impatient to see how her
cake was rising, she found Amy sitting on the floor by the
wooden bread-bowl, with both hands clasped in her lap,
gazing hard at the opposite window.
“Why, Amy, you are getting too shiftless. Why on
earth couldn’t you lift that cloth and tell me how the dough
243is working? I used them new turnpike emptins that nobody
else has got, and the cakes ought to yeast over the
bowl by this time.”
But Amy sat motionless, gazing at the window. Her
mother’s voice sent a shiver over her, but it failed to unlock
the agony that held her faculties.
“Amy, why don’t you speak?”
“Mother, I can’t. I have been trying, but the words
choke me.”
She spoke in a dreamy way, waving her head to and
fro,—to and fro, as if the sound of her own words was a
pain which she could not shake off.
Mrs. Leonard took Amy by the arm and lifted her to
her feet.
“Are you crazy, Amy Leonard?” she said, half-angrily,
for the slight she had received had rasped the good woman’s
temper more than she liked to acknowledge.
“No, mother.”
“Then what is the matter?”
“Nothing.”
“I don’t believe it. You are either a bad-tempered,
provoking girl, determined to torment your poor mother’s
life out, or you’re down sick and ought to have a doctor
right off.”
“No, no: I’m well,” almost shrieked Amy; “well and
strong. See; I can lift this big bowl like nothing.”
She stooped down and lifted the bread-bowl as if it had
been a handful of feathers; and, carrying it into the next
room, set it on the table and raised the cloth of snowy
linen.
“Look, mother, look,” she cried, with a hysterical laugh;
“the turnpike emptins are working famously! See: the
dough is all honeycombed and swelling up like foam! It’s
244time to get your pan of lard over the fire. Where is the
flour-dredge and rolling-pin? I’ll cut the cakes out while
you fry them.”
Mrs. Leonard looked at her daughter a moment in blank
astonishment and then broke into an uneasy laugh.
“Dear me, Amy, you are a strange girl. I never saw
your like: one minute moaning in the cellar, the next singing
in the garret. But no wonder you laugh; that dough
beats all I ever did see. So bustle about and roll the cakes
into shape while I get the big fork and pan. I’ve saved
some lard a-purpose, sweet as a nut and white as snow.
That’s right, tie on your checked apron and roll up your
sleeves. Why, Amy, how thin your arms are getting!
Dear me, there, lay down the rolling-pin! I can handle
it best. You can round the cakes after I cut them out,—that’s
work for a baby. There, now you are beginning to
tremble again! Never mind; I don’t want any help to
fry a batch of doughnuts. Well, if you must do something,
just beat up the white of half a dozen eggs, and
make some frosting for the pound-cake. I want it to look
like snow-crust and taste like honey. They shan’t beat
us, Amy, in any thing. I’ll show ’em.”
Amy took the work allotted to her, and directly the contents
of her bowl were creaming over with pearly foam,
beaten up by a hand that trembled like an aspen leaf;
while her mother wielded her rolling-pin and shook her
dredging-box fiercely, as she remembered the slight that
had been put upon her.
The melted lard had simmered itself into silence, only
hissing out a spiteful protest as the limp bits of dough fell
into it, swelling and browning into cakes that were to
excite the envy of all Norwich. Still the good woman
had continued her indignant complaints against neighbors
245that could treat her so. But as the fire grew hot, and the
brown nuts rose to a mountain in the bright tin milk-pan
placed on the hearth for their reception, a certainty of triumphant
success mollified her, and a rain of Christian
charity pattered through the torrent of her resentment, as
we sometimes see the brightest rain-drops dimpling the
turbid surface of a pool.
“After all, Amy, I’ll set them an example,—see if I
don’t,—one that they’ll never forget so long as the meeting-house
stands. I’ll make two big pound-cakes instead
of one. The best cheese in the milk-house shall go, if we
have to scrimp ourselves a month. As for dried beef and
them doughnuts, I won’t stop to weigh or count. When
I do heap coals of fire on the sisters’ heads they shall burn
lively, now I tell you. To-night your father shall get a
load of white pine tops, hemlock and prince’s pine to dress
the supper-room with. Nobody else’ll think of that, I
reckon. Then you shall go over to the swamp and get an
armfull of wild roses. The hemlock-buds is sprouting out
lovely, and—yes, I’ve a’most a mind to send that string of
robins’ eggs over the looking-glass. That would touch
their feelings, for they all know how I prized them eggs.
Then, after I’ve shown them what a true Christian spirit
is, I’ll say, ‘Sisters, what is the reason you put this slight
on me and my daughter? To say nothing of myself,—that
ain’t of much account, perhaps,—she’s the salt of the earth,
as good and pious as the oldest church-member amongst
you,—never told even a fib in her life, or kept the least
thing from her mother. She’s—dear me, Amy, what is
the matter? You’ll let that bowl slide off your lap!
Goodness, what a face! Why, child, are you dying?’”
246The cry that broke through these gasping words thrilled
through and through the good woman, for it was sharp
with pain.
Mrs. Leonard flung the door open with sudden affright;
and, gathering up the corners of her apron, tightened the
edge and commenced fanning that pale face with all her
might.
“Are you better? Does it do any good? Wait a minute
till I get the turkey’s wing.”
“No, mother, don’t,—don’t! I wan’t to go out,—just a
minute.”
“Well, go. The air will bring you to. Dear me, I wish
your father would stay about more; these fainting fits
scare me a’most to death!”
Amy tried to reassure her mother by a smile; but the
attempt was more painful to look upon than tears would
have been. Mrs. Leonard brought a sun-bonnet from its
nail in the next room, and tied it over the poor quivering
face, with tears in her own sunny eyes.
“Go down by the falls, Amy: the air will be cool there.
Don’t mind helping me; I shall get through nicely. This
fire is awful hot; but, law, I don’t mind it no more than
nothing.”
The kind woman would have kissed the face which the
bonnet protected; but Amy turned away her head, as if
dismayed by those plump lips. But when she saw the
color rush to her mother’s temples she put up her pale
mouth and met the caress; but the touch was like marble.
She went to the falls, that pale, broken-hearted girl, and
sat down on the shelf of rock which had been consecrated
by her father’s prayer months ago. There she fell into a
state of apathy,—that dead stillness of the mind which
comes when no source for action presents itself. Her eyes
247were fixed on the waters. The dizzy whirl of their foam
made her brain reel. She shrunk back into the shade of
a great hemlock branch that stretched over her like a banner;
and, covering her eyes with both hands, rocked to and
fro in desolate silence, while the leaves whispered over
her, and the sunshine strove to penetrate the thick leaves
and look on her sorrow in vain.
CHAPTER XXIII. A TUMULT IN THE HOUSEHOLD—SIGNING THE MORTGAGE.
Another house in Norwich was the scene of trouble
that day. The Arnold Mansion, so full of life and bustle
when we first saw it, was greatly changed since the
master had forsaken his old, negligent ways. Notwithstanding
those unworthy habits, he had kept from impairing
his property to any great extent; and there was
always enough and to spare for his family and the guests
that came beneath his roof. But now this plenty had, by
degrees, diminished, till strict parsimony reigned on the
farm, a state of things which neither Mrs. Arnold nor
Hannah could understand. As for Hagar, the rebellion
of her spirit broke out furiously; and she never set a dish
upon the table, or kneaded a scant baking of bread, without
muttering her discontent.
Mrs. Arnold, singular to say, had, like her neighbor at
the falls, been quite overlooked when the committees were
formed to carry out the minister’s spinning-bee. Why
was this? the gentle woman questioned in her mind.
248Why should she meet with neglect now, when her husband
had returned to his Christian duties, which had never
been visited on her during his moral debasement?
Had she committed some fault that her sisters passed
her by so unkindly? or, was she getting old, and did this
seeming slight spring from a wish to spare her the anxiety
and fatigue of active co-operation?
The gentle woman asked these questions over and over
to herself, and at last mentioned them to Hannah, who,
in her sweet way, gave the most pleasant construction to
what seemed, even to her unsuspicious nature, strange, to
say the least.
“It is because you haven’t been very well lately,
mother,” said the young girl, striving to believe her own
words. “You know there was a general invitation given
out to all the members.”
“Yes, but was that ever done before when any responsibility
was to be taken, Hannah? I must have offended
some of the sisters, or perhaps the minister himself.”
“Offended them! You, dear mother! That is impossible.”
“I don’t know. Sometimes I think no one ever was so
careless about other people’s feelings as I am. Only
yesterday I forgot to have biscuit baked for Hagar and
the men folks, and they’re always used to it.”
“But, mother, we had none on the table for ourselves.
How could you?”
“Well, Hannah, that’s true; but the hands work so
hard. Of course we can get along without nice things
better than they. I really think Hagar felt the want
of it.”
“No, marm. Hagar didn’t feel de want of dem ’ere
biskit, nor nothin’ else, let me tell you!” cried the sable
249handmaid, pushing open the door which stood ajar.
“She jest wants ter keep up de ’spectability ob de
family, and dat’s all ’bout it. Bran bread’s good ’nuff for
her and dem ’ere he cullered pussons as belong ter de
house. She’d jest like to catch one on ’em complainin’;
but dere isn’t no reason, as she can see on, why tings
can’t be as dey used ter was, when an oben full of bread,
and biskit, and ginger-cake, ter say nothin’ ob baked
beans and Injin puddin’, was put in tree times a week.
De family isn’t no smaller, as she eber heerd; and as for
de farm, it’s jist bringing in as much agin as it eber did,
only ebery arthly ting is sold off afore it has a chance to
git ripe. Missus Arnold, if you’ll jist gib any ’spectable
reason for dese carryings on I’ll guv up; but, till den,
don’t nedir ob you ’spect ter see a smilin’ countenance
’bout de kitchen; for dere’s one pusson in dem premises
dat can’t stand it, and won’t.”
Poor Mrs. Arnold was taken quite aback by this
harangue. Hagar had expressed her discontent in muttered
words and black looks often enough, but never
before had she given it the force of her peculiar eloquence.
The worst of it was, the gentle woman, had she wished it,
could have given no good reason for her husband’s parsimony,
and to lay any blame on him was beyond her
nature. It was all very strange, but surely the head of
a house had a right to dispose of his own property unquestioned.
As these thoughts ran through her mind, the mistress
stood embarrassed and blushing before her handmaiden.
At last she said, with gentle decision,
“It is Mr. Arnold’s will that we should live more saving,
Hagar. That is enough for me.”
“Humph!” ejaculated Hagar, sniffing the air till her
250broad nostrils vibrated with the disdain that swelled them.
“If eber dis ’ere pusson should condescend ter unite herself
wid a man ob de opposite sect, she’d jist like ter see
him scrimpin’ and savin’ ’bout her cookin’. Meachin business,
mighty meachin business, Miss Arnold!”
Hannah Arnold laughed a little in spite of her annoyance.
“Well, Hagar,” she said, quite cheerfully; “of course
father knows best. With a cook like you a little is quite
sufficient. He trusts more to your skill than ever,
that’s all.”
Hagar bridled, and the inflation of her nostrils subsided
with a gradual collapse.
“Now I know just what yer a-tinking ’bout, Hannah.
It’s dem eggs as I beat up wid greens, and fried in a
thick cake for dat French beau of yourn. He thought I
couldn’t do it, but catch dis chile not understandin’ any
ting she’s eber seen done; dat harnsome gal wid de
feathers, cum inter de kitchen to cook an—an—an—omnibus.”
“Omelet,” suggested Hannah, all in a glow of roses.
“Yes, an onionete for our Ben. I kep’ a sharp lookout,
and ’membered ebery ting dat she put in, greens and
all,—dat’s how it was ’complished. Lord a massy, didn’t
he ’joy dat breakfast all ’lone wid you in de spare-room?”
Out came the roses over Hannah’s face all in full bloom
again. Mrs. Arnold, too, felt the shadow of a blush pass
over her cheek, from sympathy with the sweet confusion
into which her child was thrown.
“Hagar,” she said, smiling softly, “I’m afraid there’s
something on fire in the kitchen. Hadn’t you better
go see?”
“More likely dere’s someting a-fire here,” said Hagar,
251casting a sidelong glance at Hannah’s burning face; “but
I didn’t mean ter decompose nobody, ’cause dem as has
been troo de mill know how de stones grind. If der
is any ting unpleasant for a ’septible pusson, it is ter feel
yerself a-blushing when yer can’t help it. I know ov a
gemman as says, he wouldn’t make de fair sect blush for
nothin’; when a pusson I could mention, but won’t, was
a-feelin’ as if a fire was blazing out in her cheeks all de
time.”
“But I’m sure there’s something going wrong in the
kitchen, Hagar,” said Hannah, laughing in spite of herself.
“No doubt, miss,—no doubt; but I’ve got someting
more ’portant to ’tend to jest now. What ’bout de cooking
for dis minister’s bee? Not a word’s been said or
done ’bout dat yet.”
“I don’t know,” said Mrs. Arnold, with embarrassment.
“Perhaps we shan’t go.”
“Shan’t go, Miss Arnold! Am dis family going to
’struction, or am it not, dat’s what I want ter find out
afore I step out ob dese tracks?”
“Well, Hagar, I can’t tell just yet. Mr. Arnold will be
home soon, and I’ll speak to him about it. Perhaps we
shall go after all. The sisters might think us offended,
Hannah. Oh, there he comes! Run into the kitchen,
Hagar. I will come to you in a little while, and then,
perhaps, we shall be busy enough.”
Hagar would probably have kept her ground, but she
was deserted on the instant, as Mrs. Arnold and Hannah
went to the front-door, waiting there for Mr. Arnold to dismount
and come in.
A stranger was with Arnold,—or rather a person who
came unexpectedly. It was Dr. Blake, riding his chestnut
horse, but without the professional saddle-bags.
252The two men dismounted and came in together, talking
earnestly as they approached the door.
“Think of it well, my friend,” the doctor was saying,
as he came up the yard. “It is an easy thing to saddle
a farm with things of this kind; but not one man in ten
ever gets his property clear again.”
“I know,” said Arnold, firmly. “But there is no choice.
I must have the money!”
Mrs. Arnold heard this, and for a moment her heart
beat fast; but she looked in her husband’s face and grew
calm again. There was something firm, almost grand in
the expression, that gave her confidence. He had not
looked so noble since the days of his youth.
“But stop a moment; your wife may not like it; I can
do nothing against her consent,” said the doctor, who had
not yet seen Mrs. Arnold and Hannah.
“There she is. Ask her if she can trust her husband
now.”
Mrs. Arnold stepped forward, smiling.
“What is it you want, husband?”
“He wants you to sign a mortgage on this place,” said
the doctor, bluntly; “one that he must work like a slave
to pay off; and which will leave you a poor widow if he
fails to do it, for it would ruin me to lose so much money.”
“Is it necessary?” questioned the wife, looking into
her husband’s face with her tender eyes. “Is it best,
husband?”
“It is right, my poor wife. I can never breathe freely
till it is done.”
“Come in,” she said, still smiling. “There is a pen
and ink in the out-room. Come, doctor, tell me where to
put my name. Hannah, do you know what we are
doing?”
253“Yes, mother!”
“Well, come look on. It may leave us poor, daughter,
but your father says it is right. Shall I sign here, Dr.
Blake?”
The doctor placed his finger on the spot she was to
sign, and she placed her name more boldly than it had
ever been written before.
“No,” said the doctor, taking up the mortgage, “nothing
can make you a poor man, Arnold, while these two
women live. Nothing!”
CHAPTER XXIV. THE MINISTER’S SPINNING-BEE.
The minister’s spinning-bee created a world of wholesome
excitement in Norwich; every household was awake
and in action. Men and women who had half grudgingly
laid out a portion of their goods in the beginning, grew
more and more liberal as the general enthusiasm increased,
and doubled their gifts cheerfully when the time
for decision came.
Up to the last day, and late at night, spinning-wheels
were in full run, and the buzz of spindles and whirr of
flyers, filled the calm stillness long after the neighborhood
was usually in bed.
There was something refreshing and genial in all this
stir of benevolence, which we of the nineteenth century
can never know; for that excitement which springs from
good hearts, and looks to heaven for its fruition, has sunk
254into a dull leaden sort of duty in these days. Men would
smile were we to speak of them in connection with recreation
and amusement. But in the old times when
going out to tea, once a month, was considered relaxation
enough for a respectable family, and a quilting frolic partook
of dissipation, this church-gathering had the zest
of a great festival,—a festival in which all shared as
guests, and all figured as hosts and hostesses.
In a neighborhood where respectable people went to
bed, with religious punctuality, at nine o’clock, and children
were invariably housed at sunset, a festival of this
importance must commence in the afternoon; for it was
an unusual approach toward bad habits when the solemn
hilarity extended into the dark hours.
Thus, directly after the general twelve-o’clock dinner,
preparations commenced in each household for the minister’s
gathering. Wagons, wheeled from under their sheds,
were filled with splint-bottomed chairs for the elders, and
milking-stools for the little folks. In some instances plain
boards were passed from one side of the conveyance to
the other, forming rude benches, on which whole families
were to be crowded in rows and jolted cosily to town.
In-doors there was a general commotion,—a rushing to
and fro for Sunday clothes. Combs and brushes flew
from hand to hand; there was a continual splash of water
in the back porches; while two or three laid claim to
each wash-bowl at once; and every crash towel in the
neighborhood made constant evolutions on their rollers
behind the door, as newly-washed claimants seized upon
them. Children forgot to cry when the tangles were
combed out of their elf locks; and pretty girls plumed
themselves like birds before the tiny looking-glasses, garlanded
255with birds’ eggs, which hung in the out-room, or
best corner of every dwelling.
An hour later, and you could scarcely see a wreath of
smoke from any chimney within sight of Norwich. Ashes
were raked over the embers of every hearth: the latch-string
was drawn in at the cabin doors: and the hush of
still life hung around each farm and homestead.
But there was bustle and clatter enough along the
roads leading townward. Cheerful voices, free ringing
mirth, and sometimes shouts of laughter, resounded from
wagon to wagon as one passed another, or struggled to
keep up. This innocent riot came from the rear of each
wagon, where the youngsters were located. Sometimes it
was sternly checked by the head of the concern, who
could not help being impressed by this rare holiday as if
it had been the Sabbath; but the mirth was sure to break
out again in titters and gurgling bursts of laughter, at
which the grim father would half-smile as it gradually
dawned upon him that merriment, on this occasion, was
seemly, and, in due bounds, to be forgiven.
Thus the bright day was cheerful with rattling wheels,
tramping horses, and human joyousness, as the church-members
gathered around their clergyman. For that one
day the minister could hardly be considered as the master
of his own house, but rather as an honored guest, in
whom each member held a certain amount of very precious
property. His wife, a fair and faded woman, who
reverenced her husband as a saint, and loved her children
with more of devotion than her strict ideas of worship should
have permitted, for this one day shared his glory without
stint. The throng of active, listening women that filled
her house, persisted in lifting her on the same pedestal
with her helpmate, there to be caressed and waited upon.
256For one day that dwelling was in the hands of the
Church. The walls of each room were draped with
evergreens and blossoming branches; the white curtains
were garlanded back from the windows; the heavy beams
that ran across each ceiling became massive wreaths
glowing with flowers. Back of the house, a fine apple-orchard
covered one of those natural terraces which make
the city of Norwich so beautiful. Here the birds were singing
vigorously, and hopping from limb to limb in a state
of melodious excitement. They seemed to understand that
a scene of that kind was not to be witnessed every day of
the year, and resolved to make the most of it.
Wagon after wagon was unloaded before the minister’s
dwelling for an hour or so after the female committee
had taken possession. First, the women and children descended,
or were lifted to the ground; then baskets were
dragged out from under the seats and handed carefully to
the deacons, who muttered deep thanksgiving for each gift
as it came. It was wonderful, the variety of offerings
presented at that door: masses of broadside pork, dripping
with the brine from which they had been taken;
sacks of potatoes, pots of butter and fine round cheeses;
jars of preserves, rich with a taste of maple sugar, appeared.
Then came chickens, with their legs tied together and
struggling to be free; sucking pigs shackled in like manner,
but taking their thraldom philosophically, rooting in
the bottom of the wagon when let alone, and only giving
out a shrill squeal or two when pressed under the deacon’s
arm, in a state of active transmigration to the minister’s
pig-pen.
Before sunset the minister was indeed blessed “in his
basket and his store.” His cellar was teeming with provisions;
quantities of yarn lay heaped in the garret;
257strange hens cackled around the house, calling for mates
that remained in the distant barn-yards; a roll of new rag
carpet stood in the passage. Indeed, the kind generosity
of his brethren was visible everywhere.
Among the last that drove up that day was Leonard
and his family. Two milk-pails, covered with homespun
napkins white as snow, were lifted from the wagon; then
came a little bundle of yarn, such as the delicate fingers
of Amy alone could spin; and at last appeared from under
the front seat a bright, new milk-pan, from which the
contents rounded up like an Indian mound, but could only
be guessed at from under the glossy linen pinned smoothly
over it.
When all these valuables were lifted to the ground, Mrs.
Leonard shook out the skirt of her chintz dress, and cast
a look of righteous defiance around as she followed her
husband into the house. She had seen the pails carried
in, and stood waiting till the milk-pan was circled by his
arms: then she took her line of march into the room in
which the supper-table was laid out.
The women, who composed the committee of arrangements,
were busy about the table, arranging the various
dishes and scattering glassesfull of flowers among them.
There was a slight bustle when Mrs. Leonard came in,
with her face in a glow, and her vigilant eyes searching
the glances that invariably recoiled from hers.
“Here,” she said, unpinning the napkin, and lifting it between
her thumb and finger, while an enormous chicken-pie
was revealed swelling up from the pan,—“here is a little of
something for the table, sisters. Perhaps I expected that
some of you might have given me an idea of what would
be wanted most. You may have a dozen nicer pies than
this; but it ain’t my fault, anyhow.”
258As she spoke, Mrs. Leonard gave a triumphant glance
over the table. Two or three pies were certainly there,
but none with that faultless curve of crust, or the delicate
bordering of keywork on the edge. In their flat foundations
they looked mean and common-place by the side of
her portly offering.
“It isn’t any thing to boast of, I own that,” she said,
glowing all over with her triumph; “but perhaps they’ll
manage to worry it down if they get right hungry. Then
you’ll find some doughnuts and what not in the pails; but
that’s of no consequence,” she added, giving her plump
hand a magnificent wave towards the milk-pails. “When
one isn’t consulted about things it’s difficult knowing what
to fix up. When we had a bee in this house before, I
reckon folks knew what was wanted without being left to
guess at it.”
The sisters of the committee looked askance at the mammoth
pie and at each other. There was evidently something
wrong about Mrs. Leonard or her contribution, which
they did not feel quite capable of managing. Her own self-praise
took them by surprise.
Finally, a gentle-voiced woman came forward and removed
the pie to the head of the table, where the minister
was to preside. Then, with a quiet glance at the sisters,
she gathered up the glasses and broken mugs filled with
flowers and placed them around it, forming a pavilion of
flowers under which the mammoth pastry swelled up with
luscious richness.
This took Mrs. Leonard by surprise; the color mounted
to her forehead, and her plump lips began to quiver.
“Amy has a little present, too,” she said, striving to
hide the hysterical emotion that was sending tears to
her eyes. “There may be finer yarn than she has spun
259for the minister brought in; but I can’t quite believe it
without seeing. You’ll find the bundle marked A. L. in
the entry-way. But, Amy, daughter Amy, jest bring the
diaper in here. Won’t you, Amy?”
She waited a little with her eyes on the door; but it
was some minutes before Amy Leonard came in, with a
parcel in her hand.
“Here,” said Mrs. Leonard; “here is something that I
defy anybody to say isn’t worth while. If I was on the
committee, as I was years and years before this, my
opinion’d be worth something, maybe; but as it is, I
reckon you’ll find it tough work to match this ere piece
of diaper in all Norwich, to say nothing of the hull State
of Connecticut. Look-a-here now, if you please, every
inch of it spun, and wove, and hetcheled, and carded by
Amy’s own hands. There!”
Mrs. Leonard had broken off now and then, to bite at
the string which held the parcel that she took eagerly
from her daughter, and began to unfold. When the last
emphatic word left her lips, a square of pure linen fluttered
out from her two hands and fell over the back of a chair,
white and glossy as crusted snow.
“Yes, ladies, look: it’ll bear examining; the pattern is
‘doors and winders;’ the linen,—but then you have eyes
and can see what that is for yourselves. The flax was
raised in our home-lot at the back-door. When it was all
in bloom, Amy used to look out and watch it a-bending
under the wind, while the blue flowers went twinkle,
twinkle, twinkle, in the sunshine, and the long, green
stalks bent altogether in waves just as the water sweeps
over a mill-dam. You never did see such flax! some of
it was a full yard and a-quarter long; and so thick. Well,
that sort of put the idea in my head; the blue flowers
260always brought up Amy’s eyes when she said her prayers
at my knee; they looked up to heaven in the same innocent
way. The poor girl has been a good deal out of
sorts since then. I took an idea that she should weave
some of that flax for the sarvice of the Lord; she shirked
up when I mentioned it; and when Leonard got in the
flax, the choice handfuls were laid aside for Amy. I raly
think the child hasn’t smiled right heartily since last fall,
except when she was doing this work. And now, that it’s
all spread out afore you, ain’t this a cloth that will set
out the table on communion days with edification to the
members?”
Mrs. Leonard had capped the climax of her triumph
here, and stood holding up a corner of the cloth daintily
between her thumb and finger, challenging the whole
society with her eyes to produce any thing like that.
Amy had shrunk back, blushing painfully as the ladies of
the committee turned their eyes from her mother to her,
uncertain how to act or what to say. But at last the
housewifely love of good linen overcame all other feelings.
They gathered around the table-cloth, examined its texture,
its whiteness, and its fringed edges, headed with
triple rows of hemstitch, which made it the most perfect
specimen of “home-made” that they had ever seen.
“It’s a lovely piece of work, Mrs. Leonard, no wonder
you are proud of it,” said the gentle sister, who had taken
such generous charge of the pie.
“Proud! me, proud! Oh, nothing like it!” cried Mrs.
Leonard, smoothing down her dress, as if it had been
plumage on which too much sunshine was falling. “It’s
only a humble offering, with good wishes wove in like a
pattern, and whitened with dew, which, as the minister
said, ‘falls like charity, and works, you can’t see how, but
261like a blessing in the end.’ When that ’ere cloth is spread
out on the communion-table, sisters, and the unleavened
bread is set out on it, with pure wine in the silver tankard,
then, sisters, perhaps you’ll be called on to remember one
as has stood amongst you breast to breast, and worked
hand to hand in every committee till this, when she’s forgotten
and left out; not knowing why, and—and——”
Here the good woman broke down, for her eyes and
voice were so full of tears that she could not utter another
word.
The women who were examining the communion-cloth
looked at each other perplexed, and a little conscience-stricken;
while Amy drew close to her mother, and stood
with one hand slightly grasping the skirt of her dress as
if wishing to draw her away. Without looking directly
at her, the women knew that she was pale, and that her
hand trembled like a leaf in its hold on the dress.
“Mother, oh, mother!” whispered the poor girl.
“Never mind,” cried Mrs. Leonard, winking the tears
away with a quick motion of the eyelids, and lifting her
head with a prompt resumption of dignity,—“never mind,
daughter, it isn’t no shame to have feelings,—quite the
contrary; but those as hasn’t any to be troubled with
mayn’t understand ’em: so you’re right. Perhaps the
committee will tell us if your humble present’ll be acceptable?”
The women laid down the table cloth at this, and looked
at one another without speaking a word.
Then the same gentle Christian who had twice before
shed her grace upon the scene, came forward, and, taking
the cloth, began to fold it.
“It is a free gift to the Lord,” she said, looking upon
her sisters with sweet gravity: “pure and beautiful, as
262sister Leonard says. It reminds us of old ties, and that
all our acts should be done mercifully and in charity to
each other. Amy Leonard, we thank you for this proof
that you have not forsaken the society.”
“I!” gasped Amy, “I! No, no.”
She was so white, and the look in her eyes so appealing,
that a sentiment of womanly compassion arose in the
hearts of the committee. Then they murmured the thanks
that had been withheld so long for what was certainly the
most beautiful gift brought to the gathering that day.
Amy heard them with a crimson cheek and drooping
eyes; while Mrs. Leonard, ashamed of that outbreak of
tears which had revealed the mortification at her heart,
turned away, and went in search of some one whom she
knew outside of the committee, whose demeanor was, on
second thought, both strange and unsatisfactory to her
frank nature. The looks they had cast at rather than
upon, Amy; the sort of compassionate way in which her
gifts had been received, had a meaning which she could
not fathom. She felt like an alien in the society of which
she had been a leading member for years.
Amy followed her mother in silence. Not a vestige of
color was left on her face; and she looked drearily around
upon her old playmates and friends, as if afraid of them.
The house being small, most of the minister’s guests
made their way into the orchard, where a carpet of the
freshest grass lay invitingly beneath the tent-like trees.
It was a lovely sight, the thick, green foliage, through
which glimpses of the sky broke in gleams of azure and
sunshine; the fruit, just out of blossom, studding the
leaves; and the riot of bird-songs trembling up through
the branches made it enchanting. Through all this the
guests wandered pleasantly, carrying their innocent enjoyment
263everywhere, as the sons of Adam might have
thronged Eden had no sin driven them forth to work and
suffer. Here and there whole families were grouped
beneath the branches: the women, in their scarlet short
cloaks and gorgeous dresses, forming pictures all unconsciously
from the natural positions into which they fell,
and from a strong contrast of colors: the men filling up
each idea with their picturesque strength.
As Mrs. Leonard and her daughter descended into the
orchard, they saw nothing but old friends and neighbors
passing them, or grouped under the trees; yet no one
came near them; and, instead of the eager gestures by
which others were invited to join this party or another,
they were permitted to walk down the footpath to its termination
without being addressed by more than a distant
inquiry after their health.
“I wonder,” said Mrs. Leonard, leaning against the
rail-fence as they reached the foot of the orchard,—“I
wonder where Mrs. Arnold can be? Have you seen
Hannah anywhere about, Amy?”
“No, mother,” answered Amy, in a very low voice.
“Nor any of the Arnolds? That’s strange. I wish
we could find some of the old friends. Oh, here comes
Hagar!”
Amy lifted her heavy eyes and saw Hagar in the next
field, coming toward the orchard, with a heavy basket on
her arm. She saw Mrs. Leonard and Amy by the fence,
and made toward them.
“So heah you is, Miss Leonard, ’joying yerself like
de rest on ’em. Sakes alive! what a heap of people!
Well, how do ye do to hum?”
Hagar made these inquiries while she lifted a basket,
264which she had carried on her arm, to the fence, where she
balanced it before attempting to mount the rails.
“Now,” she said, descending on the other side, and
setting her basket on the grass, “I’m just tired out a-worrying
along with this basket all the way from hum.
If it hadn’t been for the credit of the family I wouldn’t
a come, nohow.”
“But isn’t Miss Arnold a-coming?” questioned Mrs.
Leonard.
Hagar drew close to her, and answered, in a low, confidential
voice:
“I know you’re a friend to de family, Miss Leonard,
and so I can speak out, for once. Miss Arnold, nor
Hannah, nor de old man, nor nobody, is comin’ here
’cept myself; and I got away supersticiously. Dar
dey are, working ’way for dear life, just as if nothin’
was goin’ on. Don’t say a word ’bout it, Miss Leonard,
but de goin’s-on at de farm is enough to break yer
heart, and nobody seems ter mind it but me. Not a hank
of yarn nor a yard of cloth went out of dat house for de
minister’s bee. No butter, no nothin’. Gracious knows
what hab come over de folks. Everyting sold dat can
be raked and scraped. Scrimping here, scrimping dar,
and all comin’ on at once. It’s no use. I can’t understand
it.”
“Then Mrs. Arnold isn’t coming, Hagar?”
“No. She’s settin’ thar in de house, meek as Moses,
allowin’ de hull family to be disgraced, as it would be
but for me; but all ’long I’ve kinder ’spected what ed
come, and took steps agin it. So when the eggs came in
from de barn, and de butter was put ’way to sell, I’ve
kinder took a little and hid away for dis ’casion.
“Last night I sot up and had a bakin’ all to myself, and
265de cullered pusson as tinks it a pribilege to help me
’stain the character of de family. So here’s a few biscuit
and a crock of butter, wid a dozen eggs, and a little jar
of peach preserves, which de committee will just take in
and sabe us from ’tarnal disgrace. I didn’t say nothin’
’bout it to Miss Arnold, only axed to come ober and see
how tings went on. But she ’spected, I reckon; for sez
she, ‘Yes, Hagar; and gib de minister’s family my best
lub, and tell ’em dat our hearts are wid de society if
we ain’t dere in pusson.’ Den Hannah, she run up-stairs,
and come down wid some yarn socks as she’d
been a-knitting, wid dese ere piller-cases, and tow’ls,
and sez she, ‘Hagar,’ sez she, ‘dese is mine, and dere
can’t be no harm in gibin’ ’em to de minister: it seems
hard not to send any ting.’ Den I jest lifted de kiver
from dis ’ere basket and gib her a peep, at which she
shook her head, blushing up; and, sez she, ‘Oh, Hagar!’
and says I, ‘Trust one pusson to take care of de repertation
of dis old homestead. It ain’t a-goin’ to sink no
lower now, I tell yer.’”
“But what is it all about?” inquired Mrs. Leonard,
surprised by this insight into the management of her
neighbor’s household. “What has happened? Mr.
Arnold is well to do in the world. Why shouldn’t he——”
“Oh, don’t ax nothin’ of me!” cried Hagar, breaking
in with a wave of the hand. “My ‘pinyun is, dat when
you choke off one wickedness, somepin’ mean and sneakin’
is sartin to creep inter its place. I say nothin’; but
if a man must drink or scrimp, let him drink,—let him
drink.”
“But you have done pretty well, Hagar,” said Amy,
putting in her gentle voice, and lifting her sweet eyes to
the face of her old friend. “Nobody can complain that
266you have not brought enough, especially with dear Hannah’s
linen.”
“Yes, young missus, dar it is. But why should dat
chile be ‘bliged to gib up dem beautiful piller-cases as
was sot aside for her settin’ out, only ’cause every ting
is sold out of de house afore it comes in? Miss Arnold
was raally cut up ’bout it, and sez she, ‘Hannah, dat linen
has been in de family so long, hadn’t you better tink it
over a little?’ I raally felt sorry for de missus when she
said dis, she seemed so down-hearted; but, Hannah, she
blushed like a rosy, and sez she,
“‘Never mind, mudder, it won’t be of much consekence,
you know. Any settin’ out I can hab isn’t likely to count
wid him.’
“I ‘clare, Miss Leonard, you neber seen a face so red as
hers was when she gib her mudder dis answer; a hollyhock’s
nothin’ to it.”
“But who did she mean, Hagar? Who could she mean
by he?” cried Mrs. Leonard, eagerly, plunging with all her
soul into the gossip with which the slave was ripe.
“Who! why goodness gracious! Who but he dat is
ridin’ along de road yonder as independent as a wood-sawyer.
Did you eber! Speak ob de debble, and he’s
sartin to come,—dat’s a Scripter sayin’, and de truf, if
truf eber was preached. Yes, dar he turns up de road
to de homestead,—yes, yes; he’s ’ginning to canter now,
in a mighty hurry to get dar; and she wid nothin’ but
her ruffled short-gown and blue petticoat on. Oh, massy,
what a fuss dar will be!”
As Mrs. Leonard and Amy turned their eyes down the
road where a horseman was riding, full gallop, towards the
Arnold farm, Hagar gathered up her basket and marched
off towards the house, muttering,
267“What a fix dey will be in! nothin’ ready, and Hagar
gone. Well, I’ll just ’deem de character ob de family as
I ’longs to, and go hum. Sure ’nuff, she looks purty
as a pink in dat white short-gown; and mebby she’ll see
him a-comin’ time enough to slick up in her best: but
when dis chile is ’way from hum, dar’s no calkerlating
what may turn up.”
“Who is it?” inquired Mrs. Leonard, looking after
the horseman. “Who can it be? Not Benedict!”
A scream almost broke from Amy’s lips. She clung to
the fence, holding herself up by both hands, and searching
the road with her great, wild eyes.
“No!” she said, dropping down to the grass again with
a sigh that was half a moan. “It—it is the French gentleman.”
“Now,” exclaimed Mrs. Leonard, glowing proudly
with a new discovery,—“now I’ll bet two cookies, that
I understand the whole thing. The Frenchman is
arter Hannah Arnold, and that’s what kept him and
his sister so long at the farm last winter. I knew
from the fust there was nothing between him and the
gal, or her feathers. What fools we have been not to
think of this long ago!”
“Do you think so, mother?” said Amy, with a wild
light in her eyes.
“Do I think so! Why, isn’t it as clear as crystal? The
Frenchman is rich as all out-doors, and that would be
enough for Ben, who loves money better than his life.
Besides, that accounts for all the pinching and saving that
Hagar tells about. The Arnolds want to give their only
daughter a setting-out worth while, and I like ’em for it.
These French people shouldn’t have all the glory on their
side.”
268“Mother, this man will have seen Benedict. He—he
can tell us something,” said Amy, grasping nervously at
her mother’s dress. “We shall hear,—we shall be sure
to hear.”
“Yes, yes; we’ll ride round that way and have a chat
with the Arnolds.”
“You and father,—yes, that will be best. But I will
walk towards home.”
“No. What would be the use? You that can’t walk
a rod without getting out of breath.”
“But, mother, I cannot go to the farm!”
“Well, well, your father will manage it in the morning
for us. There’s no hurry.”
Amy gasped for breath, evidently unable to utter the
wishes that struggled in her bosom.
“Come, come. Don’t look so down-hearted,” said the
mother, cheerfully. “Perhaps we’ll all go over to tea
while he’s here.”
A low moan broke from Amy’s lips, but she did not
speak again; and her mother moved on quite unconscious
of the agitation that shook that young frame and blanched
her face till it was sad to look upon.
CHAPTER XXV. NEWS AT LAST.
Mrs. Leonard and her daughter went into the house
again, where the minister met them with his grave and
pleasant welcome. Mrs. Leonard was not gifted with that
269keen sensibility which would have discovered something
unusual in his manner; and Amy was too much occupied
with the wild thoughts crowding upon her to heed any
thing that required close observation.
While her mother was talking with the minister, and
giving side thrusts at the committee after her prompt fashion,
Amy stole away and searched the thronging company
till she found herself in the kitchen, to which Hagar had
betaken herself.
Several of the committee were busy in this wing of the
house; and Hagar, after depositing her donation, was engaged
in explaining why no other member of the Arnold
family was present.
“Yer see, our folks has been ’specting company ebber
so long, and dere’s been no end ter de baking, and scrubbin’
and sich like as has been undertook on dat account.
De little offerin’ as I has de pleasure to descent is jest
what we could pick up in a hurry from de ’bundance ob de
’casion. As for de piller-cases and sich like, my young
missus jest sent ’em to satisfy de sisters dat dey wasn’t
forgot, and never would be in any grand fortune dat might
fall ter her; but circumstances ob a delicate natur, which
nobody was to speak ob on no ’count, had kep’ her away
from de spinnin’-wheel and loom, so she only sent what
was handy in order to ’spress her good will.”
Those who listened to Hagar had no idea that her grandiloquence
was assumed in order to cover what she keenly
felt to be the poverty of her donation. And they were a
good deal impressed by the hints of present abundance
and coming greatness, which she threw out on the strength
of her own vague conjectures alone. But all this gave
Amy a gleam of comfort, as it went to prove the truth of
her mother’s belief regarding the young Frenchman and
270Hannah Arnold. She stole timidly behind Hagar, and,
whispering that she wished to speak with her in the orchard,
went away and waited by the path till her humble
friend should come out. She had no inclination to join
any of the young people who were roaming under the
trees, but walked along the outskirts of the orchard, peering
anxiously through the branches for fear that Hagar
might pass without seeing her.
After a little she saw the slave with her empty basket
coming through the back-door of the house and descending
the footpath. With a quickened breath the young
creature glided along by the fence, and stood in the path
just where it crossed into a neighboring lot.
“Hagar!”
“Wal, what am it, young missus? Jest speak out, for
I’se in a hurry to get hum.”
“Hagar!”
“Wal, agin; what am it?”
This time Hagar spoke a little impatiently, and cast
eager glances at the fence, as if she longed to be over.
“Nothing, Hagar. Don’t be impatient. Only I,—I
should like to hear from the people in New Haven.”
“What, yer cousin?”
“No; she is well enough. But this French gentleman,—is
he really going to marry Hannah? You can trust
me, Hagar; I won’t breathe it to a mortal soul.”
“Why, how arnest you seem ’bout it. Yes; ’member
I don’t speak from a dead sartinty, but it’s my bleef dat
it’ll be a match, and dat ’fore long, too. Why dis is four
time he’s been here since Christmas.”
“The fourth time! Ah, me, and I never knew it,—never
dreamed that there was any chance of hearing from
him!” murmured Amy, with suppressed tears.
271“Hearin’ from him! What does yer mean by him?”
“Benedict, you know, Hagar. I haven’t heard a syllable
about him for months; and,—and we used to go to
school together. Don’t you remember it, Hagar,—Benedict,
and Hannah, and I?”
“Yes,” said Hagar, looking hard at the fence, and pressing
her thick lips together, “yes; I ’member ’bout it sure
’nuff.”
“Ah, I knew you would, good Hagar! And how we
all went blackberrying together, ever so long ago; you
went to take care of us.”
“Yes; I ’member ’bout dat, too. And how when Ben
had eat up his berries,—he was an orful greedy critter,
our Ben,—you’d go and pour de blackberries out of yer
own basket and fill his’n up to de brim. Many a scoldin’
you’ve got for comin’ hum short, when dat big boy got
credit for yer work. Yes, yes; I ’member more’n people
tink, p’r’aps.”
“Then you remember that I always loved you, Hagar?”
“Yes, yes; I don’t deny nuthin’ ob dat,” answered the
slave, casting tender glances at the agitated girl.
“And how I flung a big stone at the snake that wanted
to bite you?” pleaded Amy.
“Wal, it allers kinder seemed ter me as if dat snake
would a-made for our Ben if he’d been let ’lone; but de
way yer went at him was clear grit, anyhow. Yes, yes;
one don’t forget a ting like dat in a hurry.”
“Well, then, Hagar, you know one never forgets an old
schoolfellow. And I’ve a great favor to ask, Hagar; you
won’t refuse it, promise that?” persisted the poor young
girl, all in a shiver of excitement.
“Wal, now, I don’t know ’bout dat; jest gib an idee ob
272what it is,” said Hagar, pursing up her mouth and turning
her head on one side.
Amy grew desperate. She clasped her hands hard
together under her short cloak, and spoke out rapidly, as
one talks in a fever,
“I want to hear from him, my old schoolfellow, Benedict
Arnold, and nobody tells me a word. This young
Frenchman has seen him, I am sure. Perhaps he brings a
letter, or something. He would think it strange if I
asked; but you can find out what I want to know,—all
about him, Hagar,—if he is well,—what he is doing,—if
he ever talks of his old friends in Norwich. And ask, dear,
dear Hagar, if he—that is, if this young French gentle
man’s sister is in New Haven yet? Perhaps she’s gone, and
married to some nobleman by this time. I hope so. Don’t
you, Hagar? Nothing but a grand, rich man would be a
match for her, you know. Will you ask these questions
now, just as if you wanted to know about him for your
own self? I wouldn’t ask it, but I haven’t another friend
in the wide, wide world that can help me. Only you,
Hagar,—only you.”
There was something so pathetic in the girl’s voice, and
in the pleading of her look, that Hagar began to sniff the
air and wink her eyelids violently,—a sure sign that she
would have liked to cry, but had resolved to maintain herself
against every attack of weakness.
“You’ll do this for me, Hagar?”
“Why, ob course I will. What’s de use of making sich
a touze all ’bout nothin’! I tort you was a-going ter
ask me to take some trouble. Wal, now, don’t go to cryin’.
Next time I come across you, see if I don’t tell all
’bout dem New Haven folks.”
273“Oh, not till then? Ask the moment you get home.
Come back here and tell me,—I cannot wait.”
“What, here? Me come back? What on arth has got
inter de gal?”
“Oh, Hagar! I am so anxious,—my heart aches so.
Dear soul, go,—go quick! Who knows what good news
you will bring? Don’t look at me in that way,—but
have a little pity!”
“But I can’t do it,—thar! The tea’s to be got.”
“Ah, now you are cross, Hagar. You are like all the
rest, and want to put me away.”
“No, I don’t!”
“But you see how anxious I am, and won’t come back
to help me. Look here, old friend, I’ve got four silver
shillings in this purse. Only find out what I want and come
right back; you shall take them now. I can trust you.”
“No, I won’t! Put the puss back into yer busom,
Amy. I ain’t so white as some folks, but—wal, neber
mind,—good-by! ’Fore sunset you’ll find me here in de
crook of dis fence as large as life.”
Amy smiled one of her old, sunny smiles, that gave
back the lost beauty to her face. As Hagar was mounting
the fence, she seized her by the dress.
“Oh, Hagar, you are so kind! Perhaps it will be
good news that you bring. If Hannah is married soon,
he may come to the wedding. If he does,—if they tell
you that, Hagar, I’ll give you the gold ear-rings grandmother
left me,—all pure gold, and as large and round as a
crown piece. Don’t shake your head. Oh, I shall be so
glad to give them to you. But do hurry back.”
“Well, well, let me go then. I’ll be back soon enough.
Not for the ear-rings, but—but——”
Amy did not hear the rest, for the negress walked off
274with long strides till the trees hid her from sight. Twice
she looked back, but only to see those wild, mournful
eyes following her,—oh, so anxiously.
After she got out of sight, Hagar began to walk more
heavily. Then she stood still, as if struck by some overpowering
thought, staggered with the pain of it for a
moment, and sat down on a stump by the wayside, where
she burst into a hearty cry. At last she got up, wiped
her face with a corner of her cotton shawl, and went
towards home.
“Yes,” she muttered. “I’ll stand by her troo
tick and tin, and so shall ebbry cullered pusson as wants
de honor ob my ’quaintance. Let de white folks peck
her to death if dey’ve a mind to; but as for me,—wall,
it’s wicked to cuss anybody; but de blood riles right up
from de bottom ob my berry heart when I tink dat
young feller was broughten up under de same roof wid a
’spectable pusson like me, nussed at his mudder’s bussum
like any udder baby.”
Thus muttering to herself, Hagar went on her way
home. Amy watched by the fence so long as a glimpse
could be caught of her gorgeous calico dress. Then she
went back to the house with something of animation in
her face. For two hours she could not expect Hagar
back again. Meantime she must hide herself in the
orchard, or join with the crowd. The voice of her mother
calling her decided the question. She went into the
house with a faint glow on her cheek; for, at her age,
hope is quick to revive, trample its bright blossoms down
as you will.
“Yes, yes. He has been waiting for this to happen.
At his sister’s wedding all will be well.” Thus she half-murmured,
half-thought, on her way up the orchard.
275Under one of the vast tent-like trees nearest the house,
a rustic table was being spread for the young folks. Here
a bevy of fair girls was busy, darting in and out under the
branches and through the back-door, eagerly spreading
the feast. One of the girls called to Amy as she went up
the footpath.
“Amy! Amy Leonard! You lazy thing! Come and
help set the table. What on earth are you about?”
A quick thrill ran through that young heart. She was
not avoided. That was all a fancy. The girls loved her
as well as ever. Amy turned, with the glow of these
thoughts on her face, and joined the innocent revelers.
“I am sorry. True enough: why should one play and
the rest work? Thank you, Nancy Clark. Now, what
shall I set about first?”
“Go and coax your mother to send out some of her
nice things for us. It isn’t fair for them to take every
thing for the minister’s table.”
“Yes, yes; I’ll do it,” cried Amy, grateful for this
cheering notice.
“Hunt up a pitcher, Amy, and hook some of their
roses, if you get a chance. We’ll have a flower-pot that’ll
take theirs down, mind that.”
“I left some hemlock-tops and lots of flowers in the
wagon,” said Amy, running off.
Directly she came back with her arms full of evergreens
and branches of forest flowers, with garlands of ground
pine trailing on the grass as she walked. The young
girls set up a shout as she appeared half buried in masses
of green foliage.
“Oh, come on!” cried Nancy Clark, flinging the
branches Amy had cast at her feet right and left. “Here’s
oceans of flowers. We’ll have a border all around the
276table-cloth, and flower-pots at both ends. Work away!
work away!”
There was instant and joyous obedience to this behest.
Every hand was at work twining flowers among the green
spray, and weaving garlands that, united together, soon
formed a sumptuous wreath around the white drapery
of the table.
“Now,” cried Nancy Clark, crowding masses of flowers
into a great stone pitcher half sunk in the grass, “some
one come help me lift this to its place, and then we shall
pull an even yoke with the best of ’em.”
A dozen hands were ready to aid her, and directly a
glowing bower of wild blossoms marked one end of the
festal board.
“Now, who is to ask a blessing? The minister says
we may choose any one we like. Which shall it be,—Dr.
Blake or Amy Leonard’s father?”
“Oh, Mr. Leonard! Mr. Leonard! Amy’s father.
Didn’t she bring the flowers?”
The tears sprang to Amy’s eyes. It was sweet to be
called out of her terrible depression by this warm-hearted
clamor.
“Why, look at Amy! Only think, she’s crying!” said
one of the girls.
“No, I’m not. It was because this kindness came so
suddenly. Then there’s Dr. Blake.”
“Well, well,” cried Nancy Clark, who was a charming
leader in every thing, “Mr. Leonard shall ask the blessing,
and Dr. Blake can return thanks.”
“Yes, yes. Nancy’s hit the mark this time. Now
hurry up, hurry up, or the old folks’ll get ahead of us!”
was the general cry.
It was one of the prettiest sights in the world,—that
277crowd of blooming girls, hurrying to and fro in eager
haste to keep up with their elders. Now and then a
grave matron would step to the door-stone and take a
survey of the scene, affecting a little jealousy, and venturing
on a demure rebuke of so much mirth; but this only
checked the laughter for a moment, and the noise went on
again.
“There now, the young fellers are beginning to come!”
cried Nancy, all in a flutter, and speaking below her
breath. “I saw a hull wagon-load get out as I stopped
in the entry-way. How they are all fixed up! Tim
Johnson’s got a red ribbon to his cue, and such bright
buckles in his shoes. Oh, goodness!”
“Hush, hush! they’re coming!” whispered half a dozen
voices at once, and there was a general flutter of expectation,
by which the birds overhead were entirely distanced.
It was some minutes before the young men ventured to
mingle freely with the girls; but their shyness soon wore
off, and it was rather difficult to suppress them into decorous
silence, when Mr. Leonard and Dr. Blake come
forward to preside at their portion of the festival. While
Leonard, with his fine, frank face beaming with tranquil
happiness, was uttering his rather lengthy blessing in the
orchard, the minister was equally sententious over the
great pie in the best room within. Directly there was
such a hum and clatter all around the minister’s dwelling,
such passing of dainties and interchange of smiles, that
the birds gave up and stopped singing for the day, feeling
themselves quite lost and overpowered in the general
hilarity.
In the midst of this charming riot, Amy, who was
thrown back into her anxiety the moment she had nothing
to work at, began to cast furtive glances down the footpath.
278It was scarcely time for Hagar to come, but the
sickness of suspense grew strong upon her, and at last
she stole from the table and made her way down the
orchard.
When she reached the fence, Hagar was in sight, walking
at a great pace. The kind slave checked her pace
at the sight of Amy, and came heavily towards her.
“Oh, Hagar!”
It was all her white lips could utter. Hagar saw the
anguish of expectation in her face, and looked away.
“Have you nothing to tell me, Hagar?”
Oh, the heart-broken tone! It cut Hagar to the soul.
“No, miss. Yer see I hadn’t much chance to ax
’bout any ting. Miss Hannah and her beau started right
off, and I kinder walked ’long.”
“Hannah and her beau? Are they here?”
“Yes. Dey came on ahead.”
“And you have nothing to tell me?”
“No, I—I—in course Miss Hannah will hab de news,
so it wasn’t worth while for me to wait.”
“And I must ask for it there, among all those people!
Oh, what can I do? How can I speak?”
She was looking in terror toward the house, afraid to
go there, but unable to wait. A moment of keen struggle,
and she started away, clenching her hands and pressing
her lips harder at each step.
“Amy! Miss Amy! come back! I’m a sneakin’
coward to let you go and hear it ‘mongst ’em all. Amy
Leonard, come back, I say!”
But Amy was too far off. Hagar’s voice mingled with
the noises that filled the orchard, and the poor child
entered the house, wild and panting.
The supper-room was crowded. Mrs. Leonard sat
279near the minister, who had twice warmed her heart by
praises of the chicken-pie. Hannah Arnold stood near,
looking flushed and anxious, like one who had just tasted
something of bitterness dashed into a cup of joy while at
her lips. She had looked around for Amy, on her first
entrance to the room, and, with a sense of relief at finding
her absent, was now talking in a low voice to the
minister’s wife. Amy struggled up to where they were
standing; but they had drawn close to the table, and she
only found a place between them and the wall. Thus
they remained unconscious of her presence.
“Is not this unexpected news about your brother?” the
minister’s wife was half whispering. “We had no idea
that he was paying serious attentions to the young lady.
Indeed, we thought——”
Hannah broke in upon the words before they were uttered.
She could not endure to hear what was the
general expectation. It was a wound to her delicate
friendship for Amy to have her name mentioned in the
conversation.
“Yes, it was sudden; but perhaps we ought not to be
surprised at it. She is a very lovely person.”
“When will the wedding come off?”
The minister’s wife spoke in a low voice, and Hannah
answered still more subduedly.
“Next week. We are all going to New Haven, and
you must not be surprised if I,—that is, if it is a double
wedding. He insists upon it.”
“What! her brother? Oh! I understand.”
That instant Hannah felt a hand grasp her arm,—a
hand so cold that it chilled her; and a whisper that made
her breath come quick, seemed to pass into her heart.
280“Hannah, is it Benedict who is going to marry some
one?”
For a moment Hannah’s lips refused to move. Then
she bent her head to the pale face looking over her shoulder,
and answered.
“Yes, dear Amy.”
A moment, and the cold hand clutched her arm like a
vice; then a heavy weight fell against her, and, turning
quickly, she caught Amy in her arms.
“Help me to get her out,” she said, in a hoarse whisper,
addressing the minister’s wife. “Oh, what can I do?”
The good woman passed her arm around the sinking
girl, and the two, without noise or outcry, bore Amy into
the passage; but the movement could not be altogether
concealed. Some one who saw the white face drooping
on Hannah’s shoulder called out.
“Doctor! Ho! Dr. Blake.”
The sound ran through those chill veins like fire. Amy
lifted her head, gave one wild look around, and sprang
away.
A dusky sunset filled the orchard; but the young
people enjoying themselves under the trees, saw a pale
creature flitting through them so swiftly that no one, at
first, recognized her; then a careless voice observed.
“It is Amy Leonard. How strangely she acts to-day!”
and she was forgotten again.
As Hagar stood by the fence, this white face came towards
her, veered on one side, and, with a desperate
scramble, crossed the fence.
“Amy! Amy Leonard, it is only me, yer friend, yer
best friend till death. Come to Hagar! Come to Hagar.”
But the figure darted on, faster and faster, and the
darkness fell around it.
CHAPTER XXVI. THE DESOLATE HOME.
281
While the assembly within the minister’s house was in
that wild state which follows an event which no one thoroughly
understands, Joshua Leonard came in from the orchard,
where he had been superintending a swing on which
some of the little folks had been amusing themselves, till
the twinkle of a star or two between the apple-tree boughs
warned them that night was coming on.
As the strong man came in anxious glances were cast
upon him, and the whispers that had been running from
group to group were hushed.
“Ah,” he said, all in a glow of cheerfulness, won from
his kindly exercise among the children, “it takes us young
folks to enjoy ourselves! How can you all mope here?”
No one answered, but the guests looked at each other
with significant glances, and broke up into pairs, gliding
away from his path.
“Where is Amy and the old woman?” he inquired,
without much heeding this constraint among his friends.
“It’s getting nigh on time to go home, I reckon.”
No one answered him. But that moment Hr. Blake
came out of the little room which everybody knew as the
minister’s study, and, laying his hand on Leonard’s arm,
drew him in and closed the door.
The minister was sitting by a little table, from which
282many a score of sermons, with innumerable heads, had
been given to the people. A single candle shed its light
on his face, which was more than grave, and he looked towards
the door with a troubled eye as Leonard entered.
“What is this?” said the mill owner, somewhat bewildered
by the gloom which filled the little apartment. “Oh,
you wish a reckoning of accounts. Very good. We have
all given in our contributions, and here is a list set down
with a pencil. Short reckonings make long friends; it
won’t take more than half an hour, anyway.”
The minister looked at Blake imploringly. He had no
courage to execute the task imposed on him; the unconsciousness,
the easy confidence of Leonard’s manner went
to his heart. It was like dealing a death-blow between
the eyes of a Newfoundland dog while looking trustfully
in your face.
“Be it so,” said Dr. Blake, in answer to this mute appeal;
and in after days he spoke of this as the greatest
trial of his life. “Be it so. I will speak to brother Leonard,
and may the Lord of Hosts be with him and bear him
up.”
“Amen!” whispered the minister, shading his eyes with
a hand that shook in the candle-light.
“What is this?” cried Leonard, becoming alarmed.
“What has befallen? Any thing to our Amy? any thing
to her mother?”
“Sit down,” answered the minister, softly; “sit down,
brother.”
Leonard sat down as he was requested, looking first at
his friend, then at the minister, in a stern, questioning way,
for he began to feel that there was something terribly
wrong.
The doctor sat down also, but it was some moments before
283he could speak. At last, with all his manhood, he
was able to utter a single word only.
“Brother!”
Leonard turned his honest, questioning eyes on his
friend.
“Brother, I begin to wish we had spoken of this before.
It is hard to bring trouble on an old friend.”
“If there is trouble for me, doctor, speak out. I hope
I can bear it with patience. God has been merciful to me
hitherto. Shall I not take his crosses as well as his blessings.
So long as the woman and her child are not smitten,
I can bear any thing.”
“But it is through your child that this trouble comes.
God help and forgive her!”
“Forgive her,—my child,—our Amy! What has she
done? Oh, brother, tell me, what has she done?”
Dr. Blake shrunk away from the wild questioning of
those eyes. The minister shaded his face with one pale
hand, while he reached forth the other and grasped that
of Leonard, which lay half clenched upon the table.
“Speak to me,—speak to me! I can bear this no
longer,” cried the poor father.
The minister bent down his head, grasped the hand
which began to struggle and shake, with both his, and began
to speak in a low, rapid voice, like one who fears to
stop lest his breath or courage should fail.
It was terrible to watch that strong man as the story
of his daughter’s disgrace was unfolded to him: the whiteness
of death crept slowly over his noble face; his hand
grew cold as ice; drops of anguish stole out on his broad
forehead and stood there like globules of ice. But he listened
in silence. That which the society had known long
he heard at last,—how Arnold had been at his house evening
284after evening, alone with his daughter while he was
at lectures and prayer-meetings,—how, but why go into
the harrowing details of his disgrace, of her terrible
downfall?
“And now,” said the minister, with tears in his eyes,
“now we can delay no longer. We had hoped that something
might have prevented the painful steps we are now
compelled to take.”
Leonard did not speak, but a terrible anguish smouldered
in his eyes.
“She is a member of our society. Without confession
and atonement no sinner can remain in communion with
God’s people.”
The shudder that crept through that strong frame made
the table on which the unhappy father leaned tremble visibly:
a low groan broke from his lips.
“We have been forbearing,—we have prayed for you,
wept for you, brother Leonard; nay, against such evidence
have been resolutely unbelieving in the poor child’s actual
guilt. We were fain to believe that a secret marriage had
taken place somewhere; but now certain news comes that
the young man is about to wed another person.”
Leonard started and looked up with a sharp, burning
glance. The minister understood it, and answered sadly,
“Yes, news came to-night that Benedict Arnold is about
to marry the young French woman who spent last Thanksgiving
at his father’s house.”
Here Leonard started to his feet, dashed the minister’s
hand from him and turned his white face upon Dr. Blake.
Then the agony that tore him broke forth.
“Is this thing true?”
“I have feared it long, known it of a surety during the
last two weeks,” answered the doctor.
285Leonard strode towards the door, then came suddenly
back, and, leaning hard on the table with both hands,
spoke to the minister.
“Wait,—have a little patience before you bring the
young critter that was my child into the broad aisle for
public scorn. She will not stand there alone. I call on
you both to witness that I, Joshua Leonard, have been a
God-fearing man since the beard was black on my chin;
but if this young man crosses my path I must kill him!”
“Brother!” almost shrieked the minister, trembling in
all his limbs at the whirlwind of human passion that
rushed by him.
“Joshua Leonard,” cried the doctor, in a voice of stern
rebuke, seizing the hand that Leonard lifted heavily from
the table as he ceased speaking, “have you forgotten that
vengeance belongeth to God?”
He might as well have grasped an iron gauntlet, for any
response that hand gave to his, or have argued with a
whirlwind when it tears an oak up by the roots. The bosom
tempter that had dwelt with that man, almost unsuspected
from his birth up, had been his pride,—the strong,
inborn pride that had its growth in a vigorous, independent
nature. Now they were tearing it up root and branch,
and rebuked him that he struggled against the tempest
that was to make his heart a desert. After a time “the
still small voice” would whisper through all this whirl of
passion, but it was not yet.
Again he strode to the door and opened it. There,
upon the other side, he found his wife, her cheeks crimson
and wet with tears that she was trying to wipe dry with
a gorgeous silk handkerchief, while she indignantly refused
the consolation which half a dozen of the sisters were
offering.
286“Come, Joshua, come home. This isn’t the place for
you and I. There’s neither charity, nor truth, nor the
milk of human kindness anywhere for us and ours. No,
sisters, don’t speak; I know what I’m a-saying, and stand
by it. You’re slanderers, unbelievers, blasphemers! Do
you hear? Yes, you are; for she, my Amy,—our Amy,
Joshua,—is innocent and good as a little child, and of
such is the kingdom of heaven—there! Come, Joshua,
come, husband. It’s high time to be a-going when human
beings can say what these sisters have been trying to
make me believe.”
Leonard did not seem to know that she was speaking,
but suffered her to put her arm through his and walked
on, without heeding the crowd that drew respectfully
back, or the glances of Christian sympathy that followed
him. But she called out with hysterical force, “Yes, it’s
my duty,—I forgive you one and all; but don’t ask me to
forget, for I can’t do it.”
Leonard literally did not hear this. His faculties were
locked up. He walked forth like an iron man.
The couple got into their one-horse wagon, and drove
home. Leonard was hard and silent all the way; while the
good wife sat folded in her shawl, crying bitterly, but with a
hushed grief; for, now that she had no one to struggle
against, her high spirit broke down, and many thoughts
came to her mind that left her completely heart-broken.
“What if it were all true?”
It would force itself upon her; first as a doubt; then a
dread; then—God help the poor mother!—almost as a
certainty. How many little things came crowding to her
mind, each bringing its bitter proof of what she dreaded to
believe, resented against herself, and yet could not drive
out of her heart!
287When these feelings had fastened themselves upon her,
she felt the yearning want of contradiction with which the
soul strives to fling off a painful belief.
Had he heard it? Did his heart prove traitor to his
wishes, as hers was doing? She longed to know, but felt
an unaccountable dread of disturbing the silence into
which he had fallen. At last she reached forth her hand,
touching his arm with a strange feeling of awe.
“Joshua, you don’t believe it? Oh, do speak and say
just that.”
He attempted to answer, but the words of shame grew
husky in his throat and died there.
“Won’t you speak to me, husband?”
“Yes, mother. No, not that; you ain’t a mother now,
only a poor, childless woman, who will never lift up her
head again.”
“And you turn agin her, too! Oh, Joshua, who will
stand by her if we believe that?”
He did not answer, but a low, hoarse moan told that an
effort had been made.
“Oh, father! does your heart ache like that?” cried the
wife, piteously.
“It will never stop aching,” he said, heavily.
She had nothing more to say. The conviction of Amy’s
guilt closed more and more darkly around her. What
could she say?
Meantime Amy had fled homeward with wild speed.
She did not seek the highway, for there would be wagons
and groups of old neighbors going home from the donation
party. They would ask her to ride, might question her of
the reason why she was on foot and alone. No, she would
avoid all living things.
The fields were wet and misty with dew, but she took
288no heed of that, nor cared for the stone walls and rail
fences that blocked her passage across them. Once or
twice she stopped and looked vaguely around, like a deer
seeking some covert. Then she would spring forward, and
struggle through the moist grass till her garments were
wet through and through. There was fever in her blood,
and the dampness did her good. More than once she
stooped down to the red clover tufts and white daisies,
that seemed to have closed themselves against her, and,
sweeping up handfuls of dew, bathed her lips and her
burning forehead. But nothing would appease the fire
within except sharp motion. So away she rushed through
the sweeping grass, while the bent, but scarcely trampled
meadow flowers, startled back as if affrighted from her
tread; and the pure stars looked down upon her in
heavenly sorrow, that any thing they and the angels knew
to be innocent should take that guilty seeming.
Amy went homeward, not with any definite intent, but
because she had no other place in which to hide herself.
Indeed she had no formed wish or plan, but, like a
wounded bird, fled onward to escape the great pain aching
at her heart.
At last she came within hearing of the falls,—within
sight of the mill, and of her father’s cabin. Every thing
was dark there. The rushing waters made her stop and
think. What if she turned that way,—not towards the
saw-mill, the thought of those dark logs made her nerves
creep; but higher up in the rush of the whirlpool, where
the starlight could fall upon her as she died?
As this thought held her in thrall, a whip-poor-will, hid
in some tree back of her father’s house, began to wail
forth his protest; and, strange to say, there was something
in his song that won her back from the evil temptation
289that was drawing her fascinated towards the falls. It
seemed like some friend, who had known trouble, calling
her away home.
The cabin was dark and still. No light but the stars,—no
sound but the whip-poor-will, who seemed plaintively
bewailing her sorrow. There was little occasion for bolts
in those days; a latch-string drawn in was sufficient indication
that no one was at home. Amy felt for the knot
to this leathern thong, and let herself in. A few gleams
of starlight stole after her, so that she was not left in utter
darkness. But, now that the poor child had reached
home, what could she do? In a few moments her parents
might be there. She must meet them,—must look in her
father’s face. The thought drove her mad; she turned
and prepared to flee again. Ah, if her mother would but
come alone! But that kind, stern father,—she could not
meet him.
But where could she go? Who would receive her?
Where, in the wide, wide world was there a roof to shelter
her, save that which now seemed to frown her away?
As these dreary questions sunk into her heart, she heard
a sharp rattle of wheels coming up the road. It was her
father and mother.
Amy started, and attempted to rise, but her limbs gave
way; the breath seemed to struggle in her throat, and,
before she had power to move, the wagon stopped, and
she heard her parents coming. Desperation gave her
strength, and she stood up; but the corner into which she
had shrunk was dark, and the room seemed empty to the
two persons who darkened the door.
“She is not here! Oh, Joshua, she has not reached
home! Where can my child be gone?” cried the good
woman, calling out piteously, and beating the air with
290her hands. “They have driven her wild! They have
hunted her to death! She is lost,—dead!”
“Hush!” commanded the stern-voiced man. “It would
be a mercy if what you say is true!”
“Oh, Joshua! Joshua! she is our child,—our only
child!”
“No; not our child. She was the apple of this eye,
but I pluck her out.”
A sharp, low wail broke out from the darkness of the
room; then, with the fleetness of a bird and the stillness
of a ghost, Amy passed by her father and away. He saw
her a moment, flitting through the starlight which fell
across the road; then she was suddenly engulfed in the
black shadows of the saw-mill.
“Oh, Joshua! Joshua Leonard! what have you done?
It was our own poor angel child,—for she is an angel!
Cover her with sin and iniquity like a garment, heap
ashes on her head, and she would come out white as snow
compared to them that make charges against her! What
have you done, Joshua Leonard, but turned, like a pelican
of the wilderness, agin your own flesh and blood! Why
don’t you speak? Why don’t you move? Can’t you call
out and bring her back, as the prodigal father called for
his son? Amy! Amy!”
Poor woman! her voice was so choked with the passion
of her grief, that what she meant for a shout scarcely rose
above a hoarse whisper.
“Oh, mercy! mercy! God has taken away my voice!
Shout! you hard-hearted man. Scream till the woods
ring! My child shall not be turned out-of-doors!”
Her voice broke forth now. She struggled past her
husband, pushing him aside with force, and ran wildly up
the road, calling with frantic grief for her child.
291“Come back, Amy—my own, own Amy! Come back
and take poor mother along. Since he turns agin us, and
believes us guilty, and wishes us dead, we’ll leave him all
that there is, and go off into the cold, wide world all
alone. Amy! Oh, Amy! do speak to your mother! She
loves you just as well as ever! She’ll stand by you, right
or wrong! She’ll die for you—starve for you—work for
you! She’ll go down on her two knees to that committee
and beg ’em to let you off! If they won’t do that, she’ll
stand up by your side in the broad aisle of the meeting-house,
afore the hull world, and tell ’em all that it was
her own fault,—that she did it all by her miserable way
of bringing you up! Come back, Amy darling! come
back to your mother!”
But there was no answer to this pathetic cry. It rang
through the darkness of the saw-mill, and sobbed itself to
death among the rushing waters; but, though she paused
to listen, holding in her grief, no reply reached her, save
that of the whip-poor-will, that sounded harsh and cruel,
mocking her anguish, as if the strange voice joined with
her daughter’s enemies and clamored for punishment.
Then a horrible fear came to her heart. Had Amy
plunged into the watery grave from which God had once
saved her? Was she then floating, stark and cold, among
the logs under her feet? The pangs of her anguish came
sharp with the thought. She bent over the black abyss,
shrieking forth the unhappy girl’s name in heart-rending
cries.
CHAPTER XXVII. SEARCHING IN THE DEPTHS.
292
Joshua Leonard heard these cries, and they smote
through his iron frame as lightning strikes an oak. He
had been dumb till now. The sight of his child flitting by
him like a ghost, with that pale face turned away from his
in terror, had killed the anger in his heart. He had not
heard the reproaches of his wife; for the moment every
faculty of his being was locked. But the cries of that
poor mother brought him to life again. It was terrible to
hear them cleaving through the darkness. He started
towards the mill; but, as he left the threshold-stone, the
mother came across the road and passed him. Her face
was ghastly in the starlight, and her teeth chattered as
with cold. She had no reproaches for her husband then;
but, seized with pity, threw her arms around him.
“Oh, Joshua, she is dead! We,—no, no,—I have
killed her!”
In the very depths of her sorrow the poor mother was
generous: for her life she would not have upbraided him
then.
“Did you see her?—hear any thing?”
“No, it was all over. Every thing was still.”
He broke from her arms, entered the house, and, seizing
the tinder-box, fell upon his knees, and began to strike
out great sparks of fire from a flint and steel.
293“Bring the lantern. She may have hid herself from
fear of her father. God forgive me! Bring the lantern!”
Mrs. Leonard opened a door, and took the lantern from
its nail in the cellar-way; but she was obliged to kneel
down on the hearth and take hold of the candle with both
hands while her husband lighted it; and then the flame
quivered, as if a high wind were passing by, from the irrepressible
trembling of her limbs.
When the candle was locked into its tin prison, the miserable
pair went down to the saw-mill together. Pale and
shivering, they wandered around the heaped-up boards and
logs, calling Amy softly by her name, in dread of frightening
her by loud tones; but they found nothing to indicate
her presence, living or dead.
Leonard held his lantern down through the floor till the
black waters reddened in its glare. His wife leaned over
his shoulder, casting appalled glances into the abyss, but
turning every instant to cover her eyes, overcome with
dread of finding the terrible thing she sought. Leonard’s
face brightened a little when he saw that the logs, which
lay in the water like great monsters asleep, were dry on
the upper surface. Surely, if she had plunged to her death
in this spot, there would have been some motion left in the
timbers she must have touched,—some marks of water
dashed over the bark.
Leonard rose from his knees and stood upright, with a
glow of hope in his eyes.
“Our God is merciful; she is not here,” he said, with
tears streaming down his rough cheeks.
His wife gave a sob and flung herself into his arms, crying
like a little child.
He kissed her tenderly, wiped the tears from her face,
and pressed it against his bosom.
294“Ah,” he said, with humility, “how much better you
are, wife, than I am,—how much better in the sight of
God!”
“Dear me! No, no, Leonard, don’t say that!”
“You had the grace to forgive at once. It was I, the
strong one, who drove her away, our poor, weak child!”
“Don’t, Leonard, you break my heart. If she could
but see you now, the very look of your eyes would bring
her back.”
Leonard took up his lantern, and, passing one strong
arm around his wife, who began to look hopefully up to
his brightening face, went out of the mill. He held the
lantern low as he reached the firm ground, searching for
tracks in the grass. He found none, however; but in the
dust of the road, rendered moist by a heavy dew, small
footprints appeared, which he knew to be Amy’s.
“She is alive,—she is alive; we shall catch up with
her in a little while,” cried the glad mother. “Won’t we
be good to her and comfort her, and stand up against the
whole world for her, Leonard?”
“With God’s help, my wife!”
“Oh, of course; I meant that only it seems so easy to
forgive one’s child without help, you know.”
Thus talking together, these not entirely unhappy
parents,—for true goodness is never quite miserable,—traced
the footsteps of their erring child along the dust of
the highway, till they disappeared in the hoof-prints and
wagon-tracks of a cross-road that led from the festival at
Norwich.
“She has gone back to the minister’s,” said the father,
pausing in his walk.
“Yes,” answered the mother, with a thrill of yearning
tenderness, “it is up yonder she has gone. Her own
295mother would not comfort her, so she went to our best
friend.”
“Sit down here, and we will wait till she comes back,”
answered the father, with a deep swell of the heart;
“poor child! how tired and broken-hearted she must be.”
They sat down together on the trunk of a newly-fallen
tree, which lay upon the sward on one side of the road;
and thus with their arms around each other, heavy hearted,
but comforted in the best of all human love, that which
springs from time, they watched and waited for the coming
of their child. Few words passed between them, but
sometimes, when the night air chilled his wife, he would
gather her in his arms and console her against his heart.
It was long after midnight when these two stricken
people arose, wearily, and returned home, saying to
each other.
“Never mind; our child will come back to-morrow:
then she will know how much we love her.”
CHAPTER XXVIII. WANDERING IN THE NIGHT.
Amy had left the house from fright alone. The sound
of her father’s voice in stern denunciation fell like iron on
her heart. She was out-doors, and fleeing along the shadowy
side of the road before a thought of where she was
going entered her mind. She was tired now,—a little rest
made her feel how tired,—and she longed to lie down on
the turf in some corner of the fence and die. But she
296dared not pause or sleep. Some one might pass by and,
seeing her there, guess that she had been driven forth by
her father,—her dear, good father, whom she loved so
fondly, and yet had offended beyond hope of pardon.
The delicate reticence of her nature shrunk from this
exposure; so she wandered on till the very tree on which
her parents afterward watched so many hours tempted her
to sit down. Here a feeling of utter dreariness fell upon
her. Homeless, friendless, disgraced, ill, what could she
do? where could she go? Back to her parents? Alas,
she had no courage for that! Who on the wide earth
would give her shelter now? She thought over all her
meagre list of friends. Was there one who would not pull
in the latch-string when she was seen to approach in the
desolation of her disgrace? She could not hope that there
was.
Then Amy thought of her lover with a sort of dreamy
pain. He had left her to all this,—betrayed her into something
worse than death. She wondered if he guessed at
her present distress, and if the knowledge would give him
a moment’s uneasiness. Then she fell into a sort of apathy,
and would believe nothing, not even what Hannah Arnold
had said, nor the stern words of her own father. Her feet
were wet; her limbs were chilled; but there was strange
heat in her forehead. Altogether, it was insanity that
possessed her, else why was she there so cold, and at
night? Why did she think such wicked things of him?
Why did she so long to creep away and hide herself forever
and ever?
I think Amy fell asleep a moment, but a wagon coming
down a distant hill aroused her: she must not stay there.
But, alas, her limbs were so heavy, her poor frame so
terribly chilled, that she could hardly move, and fell back
297from the stone wall that she attempted to climb, trembling
with weakness.
Then what could she find on the other side but long,
wet grass, and stones harder than the hearts that had condemned
her? A friend,—had she one on earth?
It might have been some pitying angel that reminded
her that moment of Hagar and her last words in the orchard.
She forgot that the negro woman belonged to his
father; or, if she remembered, the idea brought vague
comfort with it. Yes, she would go to Hagar, whose
words had been so full of pity.
The wagon was close by now, or she might have dropped
off into lethargy again. As it was, she started up and
walked steadily forward till she came in sight of the Arnold
mansion. A light burned in the front room after the
fashion of those times. Hannah was sitting up with her
betrothed husband, and their happy, low voices, as they
conversed by the open window, floated out on the air,
mocking the poor wanderer, who stood leaning upon the
gate looking at them through her blinding tears. It was
now late at night: so Hannah arose, with a happy blush
on her cheek, and bade Paul good-night, placing her hand
in his with the sweet confidence which follows a full avowal
of mutual affection.
Hannah had left the minister’s directly after Amy’s departure,
and thus escaped the whispers and half-spoken
scandal that followed the poor girl’s flight, else there would
have been tears instead of roses on that young cheek: for
she loved Amy Leonard with her whole heart, and grieved
silently at the change which promised her another sister-in-law.
Amy saw Hannah stand up, drooping toward Paul like
a flower on its stalk, till her lips met his in the first kiss
298of their betrothal. How tenderly he laid his hand upon
her head! with what gentle respect he conducted her to
the door, and whispered “good-night!”
Amy saw it all, and the bitterness of her own fate pressed
upon her with cruel force. She could bear the scene no
longer, but opened the gate and stole round the house,
hushing her breath as she went.
Hagar slept in a little bedroom off the kitchen,—a room
which Amy had played in scores of times when she and
Hannah were children together. The kind soul was wakeful
that night, for she knew something of the sorrow Arnold’s
engagement to the French girl would bring to
Amy Leonard. A sense of wrong oppressed her honest
heart; she could not get the pale face of that young creature
out of her mind; it haunted her like a ghost, as she
said afterward.
While she was lying in this half-wakeful state, she heard
footsteps coming round the house, and the rustle of garments
brushing through the plantain leaves with a heavy
sound. Then two hands, beating with their open palms
against the window, aroused her completely, and she sat
up in bed, her wool half-uncurling with fear and her great
eyes riveted on the window.
“Who’s dar?—who’s dar, I say?” she cried out. “If
it’s a live pusson, speak out; if it’s a ghost de Lord a
massy on us, for I’m ’lone in dis part ob de dwellin’!”
“Hagar! Oh, Hagar, let me in! You told me to come
if I wanted a friend. Let me in, Hagar. I am shivering
with cold,—I am ready to drop.”
Hagar knew the voice and sprang up.
“Hush, Miss! I knows yer voice, and opens to it to
once. Jes’ go roun’ to de kitchen-door, an’ I’ll be dar in
no time.”
299The face went away from the window; and Hagar, huddling
on a skirt and short-gown, opened the kitchen-door.
“Come in,—come in, poor little honey bird!” she said,
drawing the shivering girl in with both hands. “Don’t be
afeared. Yer welcom’ as greens in spring time! Dar, dar
sit down on de hearth,—it’s kinder warm yet,—whilst I
rake open de ashes and blow up de embers.”
Amy fell into a great armed-chair that stood near the
hearth, and, leaning her head back, sighed heavily. Hagar
was busy attempting to kindle up the fire, which ignited
slowly; but a few splinters of pine-knots soon shot up in
a flame, and then Hagar rose from her knees prepared to
say some comforting words to her guest; but she was
startled to see the white face falling forward on her bosom
with the stillness of death. Amy had fainted.
Quick as thought the negress ran to a cupboard, and,
seeing a camphor bottle, poured some of its contents into
the palm of her hand, with which she bathed Amy’s forehead
and temples.
“Come to,—come right to, I tell ye! It’s a friend as
you’re wid,—one as’ll stan’ by ye so long as she’s got two
feet to stomp wid. Come to, I sez! Open yer blue eyes
an’ see who it is, my chippen-bird! Lor, dat camphor’s
strong; but ‘taint no more good dan water! Hi, hi! she
shivers,—she’s comin’ to, poor honey!”
Amy breathed again and feebly lifted her head. Hagar
ran for a pillow.
“Dar, dar; jes’ res’ yer sweet head ’gin dat, an’ take a
few drops more ob dis ’ere camphor. It’ll take de chill
right off from yer heart. Dear, dear; how wet yer feet
are, and yer go-to-meetin’ frock!”
Down upon her knees Hagar fell, and, taking off the wet
shoes, began to rub the white feet they had chilled with
300great tenderness, buzzing and purring over them like a cat
comforting her kittens.
“Yes, yes; yer got one friend yet, anyhow; and,
while Hagar libs, to say nuffin’ of tudder pusson as is
revoted to her, nobody shall hurt yer. Dar, dar, don’t
yer feel ’em gettin’ warm and rosy as a little baby’s feet
when its mudder kisses ’em? Now, try to open yer eyes
wide; and if yer could jest smile a little, it’d seem ter encourage
me while I go up-stairs and call missus.”
“No—no, don’t call any one!” pleaded Amy, struggling
to sit up. “I can’t think how I came here; but your
kind words ran in my head all the way; and I forgot that
it was at his home you lived. I will drink a few drops of
the camphor, Hagar; then give me my shoes and stockings,
and I will go away!”
“Go away! No you won’t. Dar!”
“Yes, Hagar, I must; this is no place for me. I was
not quite myself, or you would not have seen me here.”
“But whar will yer go to?”
“I don’t know!”
“What will yer do?”
“I don’t know!”
“What sent yer away from hum so late o’ night?”
Amy turned her head with a moan of pain, but answered
nothing.
“Der yer want ter go back?”
Two great tears rolled down those pale cheeks, and
Amy whispered sadly,
“I cannot go there, Hagar. It is not my home any
more!”
“Den dar’s only one ting ter be said ’bout it,—here yer
is, and here yer’ll stay till mornin’, sure. I’ll jist hang
ober de tea-kittle and make a hot cup o’ tea, which you
301shall drink in comfort, while I rub yer feet till dey burn
agin. Arter dat, per’aps yer’ll tell me someting else
dat’ll do yer good. Hark! I hear somebody a-comin’
down-stairs. Wasn’t dat a creak?”
Amy started up, and, regardless of her naked feet, prepared
to escape; but Hagar forced her kindly into the
chair again, striving to pacify her fright.
“Dar—dar now, honey bird! don’t be skeered,—yer
haven’t nothin’ but friends under dis roof, anyhow. Nobody
kin come as isn’t glad ter see yer. So jest sit still
and stop shakin’! It’ll do no good,—and what don’t do
no good, is wastin’ de Lord’s precious time.”
The poor, weak girl suffered herself to be controlled,
though her eyes, now wide open and burning with affright,
were turned upon one of the doors like those of a chained
gazelle.
The door opened a little, and a sweet voice called out,
“Hagar.”
“Well, missus,” answered the handmaiden, “what am
wantin’?”
“Nothing, Hagar. Only I heard a noise in the kitchen,
and, as everybody was in bed, fancied that something
might have happened.”
“Somethin’ has happened! Look here,—look at dis
poor lamb. Stand by her, missus, or her death’ll be on
our heads as sure de Lord knows what’s what. Come
here, missus; kneel down by de side ob Hagar, and pray
Almighty God to forgib dem as has brought her to dis.
It’ll be prayin’ for yer own son!”
CHAPTER XXIX. THE REVELATION.
302
Mrs. Arnold came into the room at this appeal; her
white bed-dress sweeping the floor, and her sweet, old
face shaded by the borders of her night-cap. The face
was anxious; the eyes full of tender compassion. She
stooped over Amy, and looked into her averted face, as
the angels look when they pity us most.
“Amy, my poor child, has this news troubled you so
much?” she said, stealing one arm across the young girl’s
shoulders, and resting the head on her own motherly
bosom.
Amy’s eyes were closed; but a gush of hot tears rained
over her cheeks.
“I am sorry,—you can’t think how sorry. Indeed,
Amy, we all had hoped otherwise; we loved you, and
will always love you dearly. No stranger ever can seem
so much like a daughter to me.”
Amy could only answer with convulsive sobs; but she
lifted her arms and clung to Mrs. Arnold.
“Ah, this is terrible! I feared something, but not this
entire heart-break,” said the gentle lady. “What can we
do, Hagar? Is there no way of comforting her?”
Hagar stood looking at her mistress as if she wondered
at the question. Then she took Amy from the arms that
enfolded her, and laying her head on the pillow, beckoned
Mrs. Arnold to follow her into the bedroom.
303Amy was worn out with weeping, but her frightened
eyes followed them wildly. She made a struggle to get
up, but fell back again, and lay helpless, listening to the
sound of Hagar’s voice in the next room, for terror had
hushed the storm of her grief.
When Mrs. Arnold came forth again, her mild face had
changed so that you would hardly have known it. She
seemed like a criminal who had just listened to a sentence
of death.
Hagar stayed in the bedroom muttering to herself, and
denouncing the author of all this woe, in order to relieve
her own feelings, while she smothered her words that
they might not wound her mistress.
Mrs. Arnold went up to Amy, who saw by her face that
another was made wretched as herself. Sorrow, commiseration,
and horror struggled over those delicate features.
She knelt down softly before the young girl and took her
two hands.
“What can I do for you, Amy?” she said, in a heart-broken
way. “I am but a weak woman, and he is my
only son; but, God helping me, this marriage shall never
take place!”
Amy gasped for breath. The first hope came suddenly
like an arrow, and was sharp as pain.
“Bend down your head, my poor child. Tell me every
thing, for, from this hour, I am your mother.”
Amy bent her head, but she had little to say. Arnold
had judged well when he bound that delicate conscience
with an oath. To have saved her own life, she would not
have rendered him more criminal in the eyes of that gentle
mother. So the unhappy lady rose up with a conviction
that it was the old story—alas! so often told since; but
in those days one from which the moral nature recoiled
304with a sort of terror. This vague feeling Mrs. Arnold
could not altogether conquer. She did not caress Amy
again. Something in the depths of her pure soul prevented
that, but she was even humble in her kindness.
“I am his mother,” she said, mournfully; “and should
have some influence with him. Little as my authority has
ever availed, I will go as he has invited me, not to witness
this marriage, but to prevent it.”
“Can you? Oh, can you?” cried Amy, with renewed
life.
“God will help me, for I am doing right; so we will
hope. Now, go with me up-stairs; we shall find a bed
in the next chamber to mine. No one shall disturb you.
Sleep quietly; for, after this, if you wish it, this house
shall be your home so long as it is mine.”
Amy bent down her lips and timidly kissed the little
hands that held her own. So the two went up-stairs
together, Hagar delicately keeping out of the way. But
all night long the sound of her discontent broke out in
muttered denunciations of men in general, and of all
French people, male or female, who traveled about, as
she muttered even in her sleep, like roarin’ lions, seekin’
whom dey might devour wid der claws.
Mrs. Arnold did not leave Amy’s chamber till the poor
girl sank into that dead, heavy sleep which follows great
exhaustion. Then, as the night candle revealed the grief
which had eaten all the bloom from that young face, her
womanly soul began to yearn tenderly towards the helpless
creature, spite of her faults, spite of the degradation which
seemed inevitable, and in which her own household must
share. Really good women are always charitable, always
ready to seek for the good which lies under weakness
and error, especially among sister women. She has no
305pleasure in dragging forth evil, and only stoops to it that
she may ameliorate and reform it. Deprived of this
heavenly privilege, she casts the vail of her own pure
thoughts over the deformity of error, as God himself
hides the nakedness of winter under robes of white snow
and jewels of ice.
So it was with Mrs. Arnold. A less heavenly woman
might have sought some excuse for her own child at the
expense of this poor girl; but her heart was filled with
but one wish, that of saving both from future sorrow.
When Amy was quite unconscious, the mother kissed her
forgivingly on her lips, that trembled even in sleep, and,
with her heart full of compassion, went back to her own
room.
She did not close her eyes till morning; but instead of
dwelling bitterly on the evil that had befallen her house,
lay devising means of extrication, hoping for the best;
and, under all, was a sweet, yearning tenderness, vague,
but inexpressibly delicate, which brought back memories
of that year when her first-born son brought with him the
heaven of her own maternal life. So when she thought
of that son, in his arrogance and selfishness, it was as our
Saviour regarded the downfall of Peter, with forgiveness
and that increased love which the good are apt to bestow
upon the weak. Weak! yes, that was the word! Mrs.
Arnold could not bestow the term wicked on the son whom
she would now only think of as a noble infant smiling on
her bosom. It was only Hagar who dealt with the young
man according to his own plain, unvarnished iniquity;
and even she would permit no other person to breathe a
word to his discredit.
When Mr. Arnold awoke in the morning, he found his
wife ready dressed and sitting on one side of the bed. It
306seemed to him that something like the flutter of rose-leaves
across his lips had disturbed his slumbers, and he
opened his eyes with a smile. He could smile then,—that
long-suffering man,—for all the signs of his long
degradation had passed away from his face, and from his
life. He was, soul and body, a new creature, an earnest,
honest man who, once resolved to act rightly, had grown
strong and good.
Unlike some reformed inebriates, who are constantly
parading past sins, as if there were something in them
to gloat over and boast of, Arnold sought to ignore
that portion of his life in which his manhood was so
cruelly swamped, as if it had not been. He had sinned,
repented, and been forgiven, both of God and man.
There was something sublime in this, which a reckless
parade of his past faults would have destroyed utterly.
It is a coarse, morbid vanity, more than a wish to benefit
others, that leads men to hold up even past follies to the
world.
But the elder Arnold was not a man of this stamp.
The story of his reformation was told plainly in the clear
brightness of his eyes,—in those firm, compact features,
and in a softness of tread which had self-respect and power
in it. In all her life Mrs. Arnold had never been so proud
of her husband. While he looked upon her in the morning
with those dear loving eyes, she could not be altogether
unhappy. But now, that she was about to bring
new sorrow upon him, her eyes fell, and she was at a loss
for words.
“What is it, wife? Something has gone wrong, I see
by your face; troubled yet about your share of the donation?
Is that it, foolish little woman?”
Poor lady! she had forgotten all about the donationparty
307which had been a trial; and now it seemed so far
back, that she wondered how he could remember such
a trifle. She shook her head, and a quiver came to her
lips.
Arnold took the alarm. There was one point about
which his fears always hovered.
“Benedict! Is it any thing about him?”
She could not answer him at once, but bent down and
kissed his forehead, striving to tranquillize him beforehand
with her gentle woman’s tact.
“Don’t, wife,” said the husband, with sharp apprehension
in his voice; “where he is concerned, anxiety kills
me. You look pale; your eyes are heavy. Speak out.
If any thing is wrong I can bear it!”
“It is about him; but do not look so distressed. It is
a great wrong; but there is time—there must be time—to
set it right.”
“Speak out!”
“I cannot in a word even to you. It is hard to blacken
one’s own son.”
“I know it. God help me, do I not understand that?”
“And a parent, especially a mother, should screen her
child from the consequences, even if he has done wrong!”
“You think so? Well, I am glad of it. Your words
take a load from my conscience; but you pain me; What
is it?”
With a trembling voice and flushed cheek she told him
all. When she had done, he was sitting up in bed stern
as a rock. “As there is a God to aid me in a just act,
this shall be set right,” he said, and the husband and wife
parted.
CHAPTER XXX. THE UNION OF SORROW.
308
At early dawn Joshua Leonard and his wife were astir.
Neither of them had slept daring the night, still no words
had passed between them, save when the low voice of the
wife rose in the darkness asking her husband if he slept.
A deep sigh was sometimes the sole answer, but once or
twice he said, “Yes, wife; I am awake,” and that was all.
When the daylight came, and the two could see each
other face to face, Mrs. Leonard began to cry; the pale
and locked features upon the pillow near her seemed so
strange that she was almost afraid.
Joshua said, “Hush, hush!” very mournfully, and, getting
up, built a fire and went out to the well with the tea-kettle
in his hand; but, for the first time in his life, he
walked like an old man, and the well-pail slipped from his
hold twice as he attempted to lower the bucket down to
the water.
When he came in, his wife sat on the hearth shivering.
She watched him as he swung the kettle to its trammel,
and left it enveloped in clouds of smoke, through which
little streaks of flame shot and curled like vipers.
“It’s no use,” she said, drearily; “I can’t get breakfast
this morning; and as for eating, the first mouthful would
choke me.”
Joshua was standing, with his eyes on the struggling
fire. His hands were locked, and falling loosely before
309him. The plaintive misery in his wife’s voice penetrated
to his heart.
“I was thinking of you,” he said, tenderly. “It seems
as if I should never eat again.”
The housemother grew strong when she saw his weakness,
and rising, she said, with some energy,
“Come, Joshua: we must neither eat nor rest till Amy
is found.”
He took his hat from its nail, and she put on her bonnet;
so the two went heavily forth in search of the lost one.
It was a misty, raw morning: clouds of fog lay heavily
on the meadows, the grass was sodden with moisture, and
the trees shed storms of cold rain from the branches when
the wind swept them. Once more they searched in the
saw-mill and around the falls for some signs of her presence.
Every thing was still and dreary, but they found
no trace of her progress in that direction. This gave them
hope; for the earth was moist, and tracks must have been
left had she passed that way. The fear that some trace
which the darkness had concealed would present itself had
haunted the man with dread all night; now his courage
rose, for he felt sure that Amy was alive.
“Come,” he said, taking his wife by the hand; “we will
not stop till she is found.”
So, leaving the cabin behind them, they walked down
the road, looking to the right and left, as they had done
the night before, half-expecting to find Amy in the shelter
of some stone wall, or crouching in some crook of the
fence.
After a while they saw a man coming along the highway,
toiling heavily onward, as if he, too, carried a burden
of age or care which sunk his feet in the moist clay of the
road.
310Leonard stopped suddenly and stood still, with his feet
planted sternly in the road and his face growing hard as iron.
It was the elder Arnold.
“Maybe he’s found our Amy,” said Mrs. Leonard, softly.
“Don’t look that way, Joshua; he isn’t to blame.”
Her words awoke a memory in Joshua’s heart. He recollected
the day when the old man coming along the road
had warned and advised him against the visits of his son.
No, his wife said truly, the poor, unhappy father was not
to blame; but it was terrible to meet him nevertheless.
Slowly and steadily the two fathers approached one another.
Both were pale, the eyes of both were full of stern
sorrow. Arnold made a motion as if to hold out his
hand, but drew it back, shrinking within himself. There
was a struggle in Leonard’s bosom, but at last he tore
away from the evil feelings that bound him, and reached
forth his hand.
The features of Arnold began to quiver; two great tears
rolled down his cheeks as he met the proffered grasp.
“She’s safe. Your child is safe.”
Leonard wrung the hand in his grasp, and, looking at
his wife, tried to smile.
“Where,—where is she?” cried Mr. Leonard.
“At my house,—with my wife. She came in the night,
worn out and wet through; poor, poor child!”
“At your house!” said Leonard, sternly, withdrawing
his hand.
“Yes, brother; and that is the right place for my son’s
wife; for, as the Lord liveth, no other woman shall bear
his name or darken my door!”
Here Mrs. Leonard began to cry, and sobbed out a crowd
of disjointed ejaculations, that were pathetic only from the
deep feeling they betrayed.
311“Brother,” said Leonard, “God has smitten us both in
the heart of our pride. I know how to feel for you now.
I am humbled, God help me!”
“Let’s go, Joshua,—let’s go. I want to see my child.
Is she coming home? Does she pine to see us? Has she
cried her heart out? What did she say? How does she
look? Why don’t you tell me something about my daughter,
Brother Arnold?”
Mrs. Leonard’s impatience was not to be restrained.
She waited for no answer to her inquiries, but hurried on;
and the two men followed her, conversing gravely and
sadly on the way.
Amy, exhausted and worn out, slept heavily that morning.
As the chill went out from her system, a sense of
protection and comfort stole over her. The great burden
of her secret had dropped away. The very worst had
come upon her, and after that every human soul knows
something of repose. So Amy fell into a long, deep slumber,
dreamless and still as death. Mrs. Arnold’s gentle
words had given her infinite consolation. She was, at all
times, a dependent and clinging creature, more ready to
endure and suffer than to act; and the mere physical comfort
of a warm, soft bed under his father’s roof had been
enough to hush her sufferings into repose, for the time at
least.
Thus, when Mrs. Leonard stole on tip-toe into that large
chamber, and moved softly towards the bed, Amy did not
awake; but this new presence disturbed her, and, turning
on the pillow, she began to cry in her sleep, till the gush
of her own sobs grew so violent that she awoke.
“Amy!”
“Mother, is it you? What ails me? I have been
dreaming such miserable dreams. It’s time to get up and
312help about breakfast, I suppose? Has father gone to the
saw-mill?”
“Amy, my own child!”
“Why, you’ve been crying, too. How strange you look
with a bonnet on, and—and—oh, mother! I remember it
all now.”
The poor girl cowered down in the bed with her
frightened eyes turned on her mother, and seemed to hold
her breath.
Mrs. Leonard bent over her and rained soft kisses on
her face.
“Chirk up, my dear, chirk up. Nobody shall hurt you,
or put you down while I live, and while your father lives,
for he’s a host in Israel. Don’t cry, darling—don’t cry, or
you’ll set me a-going, and I can’t bear any more on it.
There, there!”
“You have left father to come and find me. Go back,
mother; he has no one but you now.”
“No, dear!”
“He wished me dead,—I heard it; but it is the hardest
thing on earth to die when one wishes it. You can’t get
rid of the life that is in you without doing such horrid
things; then the darkness beyond is so fearful. Tell him
I tried to die, but hadn’t the courage to do what would
stop my heart-beatings. Tell him I’d give the world to
see him, but now I’m weak and couldn’t bear it. If he
will only wait a little and not curse me, perhaps God will
be merciful and take me out of his sight; I won’t even
pray to live, only for comfort to him and you, dear
mother. Tell him this, and oh, ask him to forgive me
after I’m dead. I won’t plead for it now: but he might
then.”
“Be still, Amy, or you’ll break my heart. It was a
313wicked word, and over in a minute. We searched for you
nearly all night,—your father and I,—up and down, till it
seemed as if we should drop in our tracks.”
“What! he,—my father!—my father!” murmured
Amy, melting into a flood of tears, her very soul given up
to tender regrets. “Oh, mother! has he forgiven me?
Will he—will you have a little faith, a little forbearance
with me? I have done wrong, very, very wrong; have
deceived you, been disobedient. But oh, if I could tell
you all,—if you would believe me without telling. Just
forgive, and trust, and wait.”
“We have forgiven on trust, or without trust, no
matter, Amy, what has happened. So long as God forgives
his children we must stand by ours. It’s nature,
and it’s religion. God doesn’t lay little darling babies into
our arms to have them turned out-of-doors for the first sin.
Them’s my sentiments, and they’re your father’s, too; we
agreed on that last night in the saw-mill,—he and I.”
“And you were searching for me there? Oh, if I had
but known it!” sobbed Amy.
“Perhaps it was all for the best, dear. If you hadn’t
come to this house, maybe the old man and your father
mightn’t have made up. As it is, I must say Mr. Arnold
has behaved beautifully. He says that no other woman
shall ever have his son’s name, or darken his door.”
“Did Mr. Arnold say that, mother?” cried the young
girl, seizing her mother’s arm with both hands.
“Yes; and Miss Arnold says it too. And as for
Hagar, she near about upset us with kindness. She’s got
some toast and tea afore the fire waiting for you to wake up.”
“I thought last night, that Hagar was the only friend
I had in the wide, wide world. Oh, mother, you are
very good to forgive me.”
314“There, there. Kiss me once more, then try to get up
and dress. I didn’t tell you, but father’s down-stairs.”
Instead of being elated, Amy shrunk down into her bed
again. There was something in the idea of meeting her
father that made her tremble.
“Don’t take on so. He won’t give you a cross look, to
say nothing of hard words,” said the mother, marking the
change with the quick sympathy of her sex.
“I know that; but his kindness, I can’t bear it while
he believes——Oh, mother! what can I do?”
With broken conversation like this, the mother and child
spent a few more minutes together, before they went down
to the room in which Joshua Leonard sat waiting for
them.
Few words passed between the father and daughter.
Strange to say, the nervous timidity which had marked
Amy’s demeanor during the last few weeks, had, to a
certain extent, disappeared. She was very weary, it is
true, and the saddened whiteness of her face was touching
to behold, but her look was clear and truthful. There
was nothing of shame in the depths of those eyes; on
the contrary, every thing about her seemed pure as a lily;
no shadow of guilt or shame could be found on her white
forehead. She was grieved, heart-broken, but what seemed
a consciousness of innocence gave gentle dignity to her
movements.
With so much proof against her, and before a word of
denial had passed her lips, the father took comfort from
her appearance. She came up to him and knelt softly at
his feet.
“Father,” she said, folding her hands meekly before her.
Leonard laid one hand on her head. With all his
strength, he could not help blessing her whom he had
315intended only to forgive. His own honest heart bore witness
in her favor, the idea of guilt connected with his
child lost its force the moment she appeared. It was a
moral conviction altogether independent of knowledge or
reason. He felt that something pure and true lay at the
bottom of this trouble.
“Father, may I go home with you and mother?”
“God forgive me the bitterness which drove you away,
my child. I, who was so harsh against your fault, have
prayed God, and still pray that he will forgive my own.
Yes, come with us, Amy.”
“Father, let me look in your eyes.”
“Well, child!”
“You look into mine and almost smile. People accuse
me—they believe in my fault—it is great, but not as they
think, father; I would not go home, I could not live if
all they suspect were true. You believe me, father.
Something tells you this, or the old look would not come
back to your face?”
He kissed her upon the forehead.
Then she stood up with more strength than had been
witnessed in her demeanor for weeks and weeks.
Leonard was half-relieved. The innocent face of his
child had its benign effect, but there was a delicate reticence
in her nature which checked the questions that rose
to his lips; for, with all his rude strength, this man
shrunk from the interrogatories that might, he believed,
have won her entire confidence.
While his wife had been in Amy’s chamber, Arnold
and Leonard had conversed together, about the best
means of bringing something of good out of the shame
that had fallen so suddenly upon them. At first Leonard
sternly expressed his determination to seek the young
316man, and force an honorable atonement for the shame he
had wrought; but Arnold knew his son better, and implored
the wronged father to remain at home and leave the
matter to him. Leonard yielded at last, but only with a
reservation, if the father, with his lawful authority, failed,
then the wronged man would take the matter in his own
hands. Thus it was settled, and the Arnolds entered
upon their preparations for what was, in those days, an
important journey.
When Amy heard this, the flush and tremor of excitement
came back. She stood a moment disturbed with
stormy thought, and then with quick resolve spoke:
“Father, I must go with Mr. Arnold.”
“You, my poor child!”
“It is right,—it is my duty. I must see him, though it
kills me, I must go.”
“She is right,” said Mrs. Arnold, who had opened a
door unnoticed, and stood on the threshold as Amy spoke.
“She is no longer a helpless child, brother Leonard! See
how strong the thought has made her. The day after to-morrow
a sloop leaves the river; in that we take passage.
Amy goes too. You will trust us, Leonard, and with
God’s help all shall be well.”
Leonard looked irresolute. Amy saw it.
“Father, I pray you let me go.”
Leonard’s face cleared up. “Yes,” he said, “but not
without us—your mother and I—the sloop is large enough
for us all.”
Mrs. Arnold came close to Leonard as he spoke. “Brother,”
she said, gently laying a hand on his shoulder,
“trust Amy with me, your old friend; I know Benedict
well: no power can coerce him. He would defy heaven
itself. But there are many generous qualities in his heart:
317leave them with his mother. The boy loves me, and I
solemnly believe loves her. If sterner power is needed,
Arnold will use it, have no fear; but as we will in all
things do our utmost to protect your child, I beseech you
put no unnecessary humiliation on ours.”
“You are right, sister,” said Leonard, touched to the
heart by her motherly appeal. “God forgive me if any
lurking vengeance made me wish to confront the young
man! It is a hard thing to keep down a rebellious
spirit.”
“For my sake, for hers,” pleaded the gentle matron.
“You cannot strike him without breaking a poor mother’s
heart.”
“I will stay at home: do with our child according to
your will: the mother and I can only wait and pray.”
Thus it was settled, and with calmer hearts than they
had ever expected to know again, the Leonards returned
home and reinstated Amy on the hearth-stone, from which
she had been driven in the first storm of their sorrow.
CHAPTER XXXI. A FAMILY JOURNEY.
In these days of long journeys, when a trip to Europe
is decided on one hour, and undertaken the next, a voyage
to New Haven from Norwich is scarcely more than a
morning’s drive; but in the time of our story it was altogether
a different affair. When a sloop sailed down the
river, people gathered on the wharf to see it off; passengers
318took leave of their friends with tears in their eyes;
and handkerchiefs of gorgeously printed cotton fluttered
in the air, till the important craft was out of sight.
Science has changed time and space, but human love
and sympathy are the same forever and ever; and the
people who gathered on the little wharf in those days,
were actuated by exactly the same feelings which throng
our vast piers when a mammoth steamer goes out crowded
with hundreds.
The preparation in Mr. Arnold’s house was creating no
little commotion. True, there was no great wardrobe to
prepare. A huge chest, clamped with brass, which stood
in the upper hall, was unlocked, and two or three dresses
taken forth; a dainty silver-gray silk, gored in the skirt
and ruffled at the elbows, was refolded and placed in a
small hair-trunk; cap-ribbons were smoothed out; and
Hagar ran about the kitchen all one morning clapping bits
of lace and muslin between her hands, which were white
and crusted with flakes of starch to the finger nails.
Hannah Arnold, very grave and thoughtful, worked
upon the kerchiefs and caps which were to shade the still
pretty neck and brow of her mother. Her lover had
returned home on the morning after Amy came to the
house, in ignorance of the change which that event might
make in his sister’s destiny. The reticence of social life
was severe in those days; and Hannah herself only
knew that her friend Amy had taken the engagement of
her brother with Laura more painfully than she had expected,
and that trouble was impending between the two
families,—that her parents threatened to interfere, against
the marriage, and thus darken her own lot.
If the young girl felt this to be a little hard, who can
wonder? She had wronged no one. Paul had come to
319her with a free heart. Why was her brother’s faithlessness,
if such it was, to break up all her own sweet hopes?
She felt too surely that any interference of her parents
sufficiently potent to break up the marriage would place
her brother in perpetual feud with the family of his betrothed.
Then what would be her own fate? All this
made Hannah very gloomy and dispirited. She knew
that Amy was in the house, but some sensitive feeling
kept her from asking any explanation of the fact till the
Leonards carried their daughter away again. Then she
learned that Amy was to go with the family to New
Haven, and this filled her heart with new anxieties.
Mrs. Arnold was also very much occupied. Her whole
heart was so taken up with the great evil that had befallen
them, that she had not given the position of her
daughter the consideration it deserved. A great wrong
had been done, and her pure, honest nature was exercised
in all its capacities to redeem that wrong. She thought
no further than this, and it was well for her object that
she did not. The idea that her daughter also must be
sacrificed might have overwhelmed her strength.
Thus it happened that the mother and daughter were,
to a certain extent, put asunder during those few days.
The thoughts occupying Mrs. Arnold’s mind were not
such as she could discuss freely with a young girl, brought
up after the fashion of those times, and her confidence
was rather bestowed on Hagar, who, in right of her own
benefactions, looked on the whole affair as peculiarly belonging
to her department.
On the evening before the sloop sailed, Mrs. Arnold
and Hagar, after taking out the silver-gray dress, and two
or three garments of rich chintz, which were at once
neatly packed for the journey, loitered over the open
320chest, as if there was something more to be said, which
neither of them knew exactly how to begin.
Twice Mrs. Arnold put her hand into the chest and
drew it forth again, with a flash on her cheek, at which
Hagar, who sat on one corner of the chest before which
her mistress knelt, turned her eyes decorously away. In
the end, this sweet dame drew forth a little bundle from
a corner of the chest, and, with the blush deepening on
her cheek, began to untie it.
“Hagar!” she said.
“Well, missus, what am it?”
“Here are a few things that I want you to whiten and
do up while we are gone, if it won’t be putting too much
work on you.”
“Too much work,—what am you tinking ’bout? ‘Cept
de men folks, I shan’t have nothin’ to ’tend to. Jest
tell me what you want, and I’ll do it sure!”
Mrs. Arnold’s lip began to quiver, and a mist came into
her eyes as she opened the little bundle, and took out first
one tiny garment and then another.
“It don’t seem possible that he ever wore these,” she
said, looking at Hagar through her tears, as she thrust
two slender fingers into a tiny sleeve, edged with a cobweb
of lace. “He was a noble baby, Hagar; don’t you
remember?”
“Yes, I can’t ’spute dat, but it seems ter me discredible
dat he ever wore dem ere frocks and tings, and
Miss Hannah arter him. Gracious me, how babies does
alter in course of time, doesn’t they?”
“He was my first child, you know, Hagar,” said the gentle
matron, flushing with the remembrance of that heaven
of her young life, when a little rosy hand was laid for the
321first time on her bosom; “and now to think that he is a
grown man! I can’t realize it.”
She sighed heavily, and the tears, which had stood in
her eyes, began to rain down, dropping upon the little yellow
garments in her lap.
“Nor I neither. De Lord ob hebben forgib him!” answered
Hagar, wiping her eyes with one corner of her
linsey-woolsey apron.
“And now,” said Mrs. Arnold, between the faint sobs
that began to gather in her bosom, “he is a man, while I
am getting feeble and old. What if he refuses to listen?
What if he should deal harshly with me and with her?”
“Don’t tink ob no sich ting, missus. De bressed Lord
sends yer, and it’s yer duty ter go right straight forred
wedder or no. Don’t be skeered ’bout not’in’. Human
natur’ ain’t bad ’nuff to stand up agin yer, ’specially yer
own son. De minnit he looks in yer eyes he’ll wilt rite
down and gib up, nebber fear.”
“But if he should not,—if Mr. Arnold were to fail, and
cast him off,—then, Hagar, this poor girl must be taken
care of. We shall adopt her in his place, and deal tenderly
with her, as if she were our own child.”
“Ob course yer would,” answered Hagar, gathering up a
handful of her rough apron and holding it to her eyes with
a hard pressure; “but ’twont ebber ’mount to dat. He’ll
come too.”
“I hope so,” said the mother, mournfully; “but it’s a
painful duty to undertake, and I’m not used to such
things.”
Hagar gazed on the poor lady despondingly a moment;
then her face brightened all over, and, lifting her chin in
the air, she broke out, all at once.
“S’posin’ I go wid yer, missus. He knows me ob old
322Let him only jes’ say his soul’s his own, an’ I’ll maul de
right ting out ob him!”
Mrs. Arnold laughed faintly amid her tears, at which
Hagar flung her apron down and smoothed it over her
knees in a huff, until the lady, seeing this, began in her
tender way to expostulate.
“Don’t, Hagar,—don’t be hurt about it. What would
the house come to without a head? Besides, I want some
one that we love and trust to be here and welcome us
when we come back. Who knows that it will not be a
wedding-party, all among ourselves, of course?”
Hagar brightened propitiously, and taking up her apron
again, began to plait the edge between her fingers, holding
her head on one side, as you sometimes see a hen eyeing
its food.
“Missus, in de co’rse ob natur’ one weddin’ breeds anudder;
an’ if all tings turns out ’cordin’ to our wishes,
p’r’aps you’ll hear ob two cullerd pussons ob yer ’quaintance
as may want to toe de same mark in yer kitchen.”
Mrs. Arnold looked up and smiled pleasantly.
“Well, Hagar, no one will object. I only hope it may
come to that.”
“Then we has yer consent; and if yer sees dat tall nigger
as cum wid de gemman las’ winter, jes’ gib’m a hint ob
what’s goin’ on in de undercrust oh dis ‘stablishment.
P’r’aps he’ll wish he’d sent some word or cum back, as he
promised to, when he knows dat dis member ob de fair
sect he used ter tink so much on is lost ter him for good
an’ all.”
Mrs. Arnold promised to remember. At another time
she might have been amused at Hagar’s transparent coquetry;
but now her heart was too heavy even for a smile.
“Now,” said Hagar, rising from her seat on the chest,
323“jes’ gib me dem tings and I’ll hab ’em white as de drifted
snow ’fore yer cum back.”
“Not yet,” answered the matron, gathering the bundle
together, “No one ever did them up but myself, before
this. I should like to wash them out once more, if you
have no objection, Hagar.”
Hagar was getting her chin into the air again; but the
last few words modified her rising discontent, and she observed,
in an indifferent way,
“Oh, well, missus, if you take a notion to wash ’em out
wid yer own hands, I’ll heat de water an’ set out de soap-dish.
It’s not my way to ‘trude work on nobody, ’specially
in de fust wash; but when it comes to starchin’ an’ ironin’,
and sich like, I reckon Hagar’ll be wanted.”
Mrs. Arnold gathered up her treasure of little garments
with a sigh, and stole down the back stairs into the kitchen,
where Hagar, as good as her word, got the smallest tub in
order, and, putting handful after handful of soap in the water,
stirred up a snowy foam of suds in no time with a few
dashes of her hand.
Then, with tears in her eyes, the gentle housemother
bent over her delicate work, as she had done years and
years before in the first glow of her married life.
This was the last household work that Mrs. Arnold
performed before her journey; and many a sadly tender
thought filled her heart as those small hands accomplished
their task. Yet if any one entered the room she grew
frightened, and, burying the article she held in her hand
deep in the suds, would continue her task under water, regarding
the person who approached her with shy and
anxious glances.
When her task of love was done, the mistress had a long
talk with Hagar about the housework, and those multifarious
324cares that were to devolve on the faithful kitchen slave.
After that she was ready for rest; but when did rest come
to a poor mother’s heart burdened like hers with a certainly
of unworthiness in the first-born of her life!
CHAPTER XXXII. THE SUMMONS TO CONFESSION.
Now that Amy Leonard was at home once more, with
her conscience free of its cruel secret, and the forgiveness
of her parents assured, a certain degree of tranquillity
came back to her heart. Rest, profound rest, seemed the
sweetest boon that could be given her. For a little time
she had cast off the thorny crown of her sorrow; and the
very fact of having a home with its little comforts, one
from which there was no fear of being driven, was in itself
a great blessing.
There was hope, too, in Amy’s heart. If her father,
with his stern pride and blameless nature, could forget and
forgive,—if the loquacious mother could grow delicate and
tender in the refining strength of her compassion,—surely
he could not persist in the great sin which, for a moment,
he might have meditated! Human nature could not be
so bad as that. Led away by ambition and the love of
wealth, his strong ruling passion, he might have gone farther
than was honorable in his admiration of the young
French girl; but to marry another and she alive, that
could never be.
Besides this vague faith in human nature and in the
325honor of her husband, Amy knew that the elder Arnold
and her own father had united in a determination to protect
her. Oh, if she could have told them all,—if she
could have said to those sorrowing men, who still went
forth to the open air with heavy shoulders and heads
bowed down from a belief in the shame of their children,—the
truth, and the whole truth, how boldly and bravely
they might have gone about their just work!
But, above all things human, Amy loved Benedict Arnold:
never in her life had she disobeyed his most imperious
wishes. The very tyranny of his character made
her look up to him with worshiping awe. His bold self-reliance
was so far above the possibility of her own attainment
that it seemed grand and noble to her. But the
charge of secresy, the vow which he had forced upon her,
galled her delicate nature and dragged it down like guilt
itself.
All this Amy did not feel so acutely now as she had a
day or two before; for the most harrassing pain will grow
stolid after a wild storm of passion, and it takes a little
time to gather venom and strength to gnaw and rend the
soul into fresh torment.
The one strong wish of Amy’s heart was to see Arnold,
to plead with him on her knees to give back her oath and
her honor, that she might stand in her calm innocence a
wife before the world. She was gentle, but not altogether
weak. If he refused this,—if he still persisted in branding
her forehead with shame,—then she would be just to herself.
If her womanly protest went for nothing, she would
claim freedom from that cruel vow, and, asking it back of
Heaven, prove to her father and his father that her greatest
sin had been disobedience and secresy.
True, Amy had no record or certificate to prove this:
326both had been given to Arnold; but the clergyman was to
be found. But why think of all these rebellious things?
When Arnold knew of her sorrow,—when he heard of that
terrible scene at the minister’s donation party,—he would
cast aside every thing and protect her from his own proud
sense of honor.
Thus Amy reasoned with herself, filling her life with
fresh delusions, but finding comfort in them even in the
saddest plight that ever a young creature was driven to.
Leonard had not yet told his wife or daughter of the
arrangement by which Amy was to be given up for a time
to the Arnolds; so the poor child wearied herself with
plans, and grew sick with a wild desire to find her way to
Benedict’s presence and there claim her place at his side.
He should not use her weak, wicked oath to the cruel end
of separating them. She was young, helpless, and forbidden
to ask advice; but he could not look in her eyes
and persist in doing the wrong they talked of.
In the midst of these reflections Leonard told her of his
promise to Benedict’s father, and with sad kindness bade
her prepare to set forth on the morrow.
Amy received the news as a feverish patient listens to
the rush of cool waters. She clasped her hands and fairly
wrung them in her extreme joy; her lips grew red; her
eyes danced with light: she seemed really alive for the
first time in months.
And now her small preparations were entered upon with
something of former cheerfulness. A sweet joy broke up
from the bottom of her heart, all springing from one thought.
She would see him again in a few days: he might tell her
with his own lips that some cruel mistake had arisen, out
of which the agony through which she had passed had
sprung.
327The little party did not start so early as they had intended.
A high wind blew strongly up the river and kept
the sloop at her wharf twenty-four hours beyond her appointed
time.
These twenty-four hours were bitter ones to Amy Leonard.
For, on the morning when she should have sailed,
three men, deacons and trustees of the church, came with
the slow, solemn dignity of a grave occasion, and, fastening
their horses by the door-yard fence, walked down to
the saw-mill where Leonard was at work.
The unhappy man must have had some idea of the object,
for his face flushed and grew pale as they approached,
while he stood still, trembling like a culprit. He had not
slept a calm hour since the minister’s donation party, and
his nerves, which till then had seemed made of steel, were
shaken.
He stood upright, as I have said, waiting for the potentates
of the society to approach. The Christians of those
days possessed many ideas of religion which the advancement
of mind has softened and refined; now, a stern sense
of duty, such as they understood it, filled every heart. The
idea of consideration or gentle pity for an offender was regarded
with distrust, as a snare and a weakness. If any
such feeling ever clamored at their naturally kind hearts,
they were ready to fall upon the earth and pray God to
relieve them from a grave temptation. Indeed, indeed it
was a stern type of religion which sent our forefathers into
the great western wilderness.
When the functionaries of the society came before Leonard,
he, knowing their business by intuition, stood still to
receive them, without saying a word or attempting to
reach forth his hand. His eyes filled with troubled light,
328and he looked upon his visitors with deprecating humility,
that had, nevertheless, something strong and noble in it.
“Brother Leonard,” said the foremost of the deputation,
an old man, whose locks, white as snow, fell down his back
wound and tied by a rusty black ribbon, “Brother Leonard,
we have come, unwilling, and in the name of the
Lord.”
“I know,—I know it all. My child—the poor, helpless
white rabbit up yonder—you’ll not leave her in the form
to nurse her wounds and hide herself? Oh, Brother
Downs, couldn’t you wait a little before you bring her to
open shame? Just give us breathing time till God will
hear our prayers. We can only wail and bemoan ourselves
now. The gift of words has forsook us, even before the
Lord. We can only bow down with our faces to the
earth. Leave us alone, brethren,—leave us alone! In a
little while we can bear this better.”
“Nay, brother,” said the old man, lifting his eyes slowly
from the earth, where they had been riveted while Leonard
spoke; “the laws of our society are strict, and change not.
When a member of the fold backslides, prompt correction
must be applied. We have waited long and patiently,
hoping to be spared this grave duty; but the house of
our Master must be rescued from contamination. The
girl has sinned grievously, and must atone with penitence
and abasement that our skirts may be cleansed.”
“She is penitent; no human soul ever grieved as she
does,—my poor, lost child!” cried Leonard, with a quiver
of his massive chin.
The old man answered,
“Truly it rejoices us to hear this; but penitence, to be
of sweet savor before the Lord, must be open, and the
humiliation of sin complete. This is set down clearly in
329the platform of our faith. No form of regeneration to
the culprit must be wanting,—no degree of atonement
omitted which our fathers have deemed essential to salvation.”
“And what would you with the child?” faltered the
unhappy father.
The unflinching reply was,
“It is the law that one offending like her shall confess
her sins openly before the assembled society, and, standing
with her head uncovered in the broad aisle of the
meeting-house, ask pardon of God and the brethren for
the reproach which has been brought upon both.”
“And you ask my Amy to stand thus? Are you so
hard with the poor lambkins of the flock? Must a sacrifice
of shame be offered, before my child can kneel in the
house of God again?” cried Leonard, with bitter anguish
in his look and voice.
“Brother Downs,” he added, “you have a grandchild,
think of her, and have a little patience. Our wounds are
fresh now; they ache and bleed at the first touch. Give
us a little time, only a little time.”
The old man shook his head. “Nay, Brother Leonard,
the work of the Lord cannot be put off. That which the
platform layeth down must be accomplished. The girl
you speak of is dear as the apple of my eye; but if she
had offended like your daughter, I would not, for one moment,
ask a suspension of the just laws which purify our
society from sin.”
The old man said truly. In the moral force of his
religion he was a Brutus, and like him would have acted.
But Leonard was, in truth, what the old man thought
himself to be,—a devout Christian,—and, with such,
mercy and tenderness stand side by side with justice.
330He could not protest against the laws to which both he
and his daughter had subscribed when they were enrolled
into the brotherhood of the church; but their significance
had never seemed so terrible before. The thought of his
child suffering all this humiliation lowered his strong soul
to the dust.
And yet still some vague hope, springing out of Amy’s
still more vague words, prompted him to plead for a little
time. To ask more than this he knew well would be in
vain. Turning to the younger members of the committee,
he urged this point upon them with an eloquence that at
last prevailed. Some understrata of human kindness lay
beneath their iron sense of duty; and, with many a word
of hopeful consolation, they promised,—should they find
the girl penitent, as her father reported,—to put off the
day of her inevitable humiliation to the most distant period
possible.
Here the conference in the saw-mill ended, and, in a
body, the deputation moved towards the house, Leonard
going first, to prepare his wife and child for the cruel interview
which was to follow.
Like mourners gathering for a funeral, these stern men
seated themselves around the kitchen, each gazing fixedly
on the floor at his feet; for, with all their stoicism, it was
a painful duty they had come upon; and, even to the
white-headed old man, the occasion was a mournful one.
The door which led to the inner room was closed, and
a faint stir of garments could be heard within, but no
word or whisper penetrated it from the group within.
If they had expected to hear sobs and moans, nothing of
the kind met them, but the stillness was far more distressing.
After a little the door opened, and Amy came forth, a
331little in advance of her parents. The frightened look,
which so many had remarked before her secret was made
public, had given place to a sweet, deprecating expression,
which no mortal man could have met without throbs of
compassion. She was pale, but it was the still, firm paleness
of concentrated feeling, not the livid white that
springs from fear.
“You wish to speak with me?”
Her tones were low, and gentle as a human voice could
utter; full of humility, but blended with something of
self-respect.
The men who had come to judge her, saw that fair
young creature standing before them in her meek dignity,
and had nothing to say. Was this the aspect of guilt?
Was that mild face, with no ideas save the acute shadows
about the eyes, one that guilty passions had swept?
“Sit down,” said the old man, clasping his hands on
one knee, and clearing his voice, which, spite of himself,
was a little husky.
Amy moved towards one of the splint-bottomed chairs
that furnished the kitchen, and sat down. Then her
mother came through the inner door, and placed herself
close to Amy. She had been weeping bitterly, and her
face was flushed; but the silence and imposing gravity of
the committee held her in thrall. At last she spoke, but
in a subdued voice.
“If she’s done wrong, it’s me that led her to it,—me,
and me alone, bro—gentlemen. When an old bird leaves
her nest, over and over agin, afore the young ones know
how to fly rightly, it isn’t the poor little critter that should
be punished, but the parent-bird that didn’t do its duty
and keep watch. If you’ve got any thing cruel to say,
or hard, that you want done, I sit here now ready to
332bear it all, and do it all. If you want somebody to stand
up in the broad aisle and confess that she’s wicked as
Satan, and wickeder too, I’ll do it next Sunday; and
Joshua’ll stand up and testify that it’s all true, and my
fault from beginning to end. Don’t shake your heads and
look strange, bro—gentlemen. I’ll do it! You may set
that hull committee of sisters on a row in the deacon’s
seat to look at me, and I won’t flinch. See if I do.”
Tears, great bright tears, started into Joshua Leonard’s
eyes, as stars break through a stormy cloud. He had
never known how much real greatness lay in the heart of
his rosy, common-place wife: so, out of all this pain
sprang the blessing of a true companionship. He could
never think of her but with reverence from that day forever;
for, beneath the foam and driftwood of her nature
he knew that pure water always slept, ready to sparkle
forth when self-sacrifice was wanted.
Leonard drew near his wife, and laid one hand tenderly
on her shoulder. She looked at the committee with a
glance of triumph.
“You see Joshua stands to what I say. He’ll bear me
out when I tell you that all the wrong that has been done
in this house belongs to me.”
“Mother,” said a sweet, low voice, “let me speak. The
committee think that I have done wrong.”
“Think!” exclaimed the old man severely, planting his
cane on the floor, and folding both hands over it. “Brother
Leonard, is this the penitence you promised?”
Leonard was about to speak, but Amy anticipated him.
“My father promises nothing that I will not perform.
I am sorry, oh! you will never believe how sorry, for all
that has brought trouble on my parents, and reproach
upon myself! But you are Christians, and kind men;
333you cannot wish to condemn me more than I deserve. I
am so young,—so much in your power! Those who
loved me once have turned against me now, and I have
no friends to stand up for me,—none but my father and
mother, who, being good and blameless, might expect
some mercy for their child.”
The pathos of her voice and manner had its effect, where
the words alone might, perhaps, have failed.
Even the old man’s fingers began to quiver on the top
of his cane, and the rest of the committee looked upon
her with gleams of compassion, forgetting how guilty she
was supposed to be.
“Do you ask a trial before the society? Is that what
you want?” said the old man, in a softer voice than he
had yet used.
“A trial!” she said, quickly. “A trial! with the right
to bring evidence and speak for myself! Yes, yes, I will
ask that. Give me four weeks,—one little month. It is
all I want. Then if you still condemn me, I will beg
pardon of the brethren on my knees anywhere you shall
point out; but have mercy on me just a little while, for
my father’s sake.”
“Brother Leonard,” said the old man, standing up, with
the cane planted before him, on which he leaned with both
hands, “the four weeks which this unfortunate girl asks
shall be given. What do you say, brothers? Shall we
refuse time meet for repentance? For the sake of one
good man God put off his vengeance on an iniquitous city;
for our brother’s sake we will wait also.”
Joshua Leonard turned his face away. He could not
endure that his friends should see how deeply their kindness
touched him. The mother caught a glimpse of his
emotion, and began to cry; but Amy looked into the old
334man’s face with a faint smile, which made him lift one
hand from the cane; for he forgot her crime in that innocent
look, and was about to say good-by, in the usual
way. But a thought of his position checked the impulse,
and he frowned heavily on her, that she might not guess
his weakness; and so the committee went away, happier,
it may be, from the gentle sympathies that had conquered
their iron convictions of duty.
CHAPTER XXXIII. THE TYRANT AND HIS VICTIM.
Before Paul de Montreuil started for Norwich, and
while the intended marriage of his sister was kept a secret
in New Haven, the unhappy young man whose interview
with Arnold in the pine woods we have already described,
sat alone; and, oh, how wretched in the little room which
had been a happy retreat to him before the painful events
that put him in that bad man’s power! Perhaps upon the
face of the earth there could not have been found a man
on whom the burden of a secret could have fallen with
more painful force; but, a sin,—a fraud,—an absolute
wrong,—the very idea that he had been a party to sins
like these crushed him to the earth.
The young man was thinner, paler, and far more feeble
than he appeared that dim night under the pine-trees. A
look of wild apprehension burned in his eyes, and on
either cheek glowed the vivid scarlet of a restless spirit,
if not of absolute disease. Many a hard struggle had
335this man endured in working his way through the college
whose shadow lay almost around him up to the pulpit
which he now filled; and, after all the privation and toil
of his young life, what had it come to? The work of a
single night, of which he was almost unconscious, had
shipwrecked him on the very strand from which he was
setting sail on his voyage of usefulness.
Intellectually, this man was strong. In order to gratify
the craving of a hungry brain he had struggled through a
world of difficulty; but in all other things he was depressed
by that nervous weakness which clothes threatened
evil with double power. In his conscience he was
so sensitive that the least dereliction from duty was followed
at once by bitter self-reproach, which might eat
his very life out while he brooded silently over it.
He sat alone, as I have said, in a stiff, high-backed
chair, whose wooden seat a kind landlady had covered
with a patchwork cushion of red and blue cloth, cut in a
small-diamond pattern. Shelves were on the walls, on
which a few straggling old books leaned against each
other, as if all the strength had been read out of them.
A little spider-legged table stood before him, on which lay
some sheets of paper and a pile of manuscript,—the first
half of his farewell-sermon.
A deathly gloom filled the young man’s eyes as they
fell upon this little heap of written paper; great drops
hung on his forehead; and more than once he clasped his
hands and wrung them together in passionate sorrow.
“Why should I do this,” he thought, looking despairingly
around the room. “Must a single wrong drive me from
my home,—from the people who love me. I—I am sure
they do love me,” he broke out, in a passion of grief; and
336falling forward, with his face on the table, he wept aloud.
He arose after a while and seized his hat.
“No, no,” he said. “I will not submit to this without a
struggle. The man has a heart. He is young, and youth
should be generous. I will appeal to him again. Why
should he wish to ruin me? What good will it do him to
bury me, body and soul, in a mission to those tropic
islands. I have no heart for it,—no strength for it. If I
go, long before the voyage is over they will leave me in
mid-ocean, with an eternal booming of waters for my
death-knell. I feel the waves curdling over me now.
Oh, God forgive me,—God forgive me that I have brought
myself to this,—I who so long held myself free from guile,
and above reproach,—I who love one of the most pure
and good of thy creatures; but, because of my sin,
must carry this as another sorrow down into the deep
waters.”
He sat down again; for in this outburst of passionate
grief, all the strength left him, and he fell into his chair,
trembling like a frightened child.
A door below opened, and the tread of a foot upon
the stairs checked his breath. He listened, watching,
as if he expected that some one would break in upon
him.
The minister was not far from right. A quick step came
close to the door. A knock, a sharp motion of the latch,
and Arnold came in, the very picture of robust health.
The minister shuddered and shrunk back in his chair.
The lamp shone on his forehead, and Arnold saw great
drops glistening on its surface. For one instant a
thrill of pity crept through his heart; but it was thrust
away at once by rising contempt for a weakness he was
not good enough to understand.
337“What, all alone and gloomy as ever! Come, come,
man, what is the use of fretting yourself into a skeleton?
The doctors can get one at a cheaper rate.”
Arnold’s voice was rude and his manner almost insulting.
He seemed to enjoy the anguish of his victim.
“I am not quite alone,” answered the minister, lifting
a pale hand to his forehead and sweeping the moisture
away. “The merciful God, who knows how I suffer and
repent, hears us, Benedict Arnold, even in this poor room.”
“Be it so. While he permits the hawk to swoop on his
prey in the face of Heaven, and the shark to fill his maw
with helpless little fish, our interview will not be likely to
draw his lightning from heaven; and, if it did, I can stand
more than that.”
“Blasphemer!” broke from the white lips of the minister.
“Do you think so? I did not mean to be irreverent,—only
truthful. Has it never struck you, however, how all
through life the strong prey upon the weak? Man and
beast, both are alike in this.”
“You talk of nature in its savage state. Christianity
is given to subdue and refine nature. A good man, following
the example of Christ, protects the weaker brother,
works for him, bears with him,—sometimes is ready
to die for him.”
The minister spoke with trembling energy. He sat
upright in his stiff chair, and the lamplight fell upon his
face, purifying it.
Arnold drew a seat to the table, and sat down upon it,
saying, carelessly,
“Well, well, you shall be the Christian, and I will play
the shark. While there are plenty of little fish in this
great sea of life, I am content with that role.”
338The minister shuddered, and covered his eyes with one
hand, sighing heavily. When his hand dropped, Arnold
had drawn the manuscript sermon across the table, and
was reading it. With a sensitive thrill, as if the man
were searching his heart, the minister reached forth his
hand with a sharp effort to rescue his thoughts so sacred,
as an emanation of his own life, from the desecration of
those mocking eyes.
“No; let me read it,” said Arnold, grasping the loose
leaves tightly with one hand while he gently repulsed the
minister’s effort with the other. “If it is the farewell-sermon,
of course I should hear it with the rest,—so
what’s the difference?”
What was the difference? I wonder if common men
ever dream of the shrinking reluctance with which a
being who writes sees his warm thoughts, just as they
come fresh from the brain, given over to criticism, perhaps
unfriendly criticism, before his face. It is like playing
with the strings of one’s heart while they are vibrating.
Those who feel this will know how to pity that sensitive
man; when he saw the pages over which he had wept
and prayed, under the eye and in the grasp of his enemy.
“For mercy’s sake give them back. You are torturing
me,” he pleaded.
This pathetic cry of a soul that felt itself robbed had no
effect upon the hard man.
“Directly, directly,” he said, keeping one hand heavily
on the papers. “There is genius in this, absolute, downright
genius! Why, man, go down on your knees, and
thank me for giving you occasion for a sermon like this.
You never would have produced any thing like it in a
whole lifetime without my help.”
339“Without your help!” repeated the minister, drearily.
“Without your help!”
“Why, yes, if, as you say, I have made you suffer.
Bruise a flower, if you want its perfect fragrance.”
The minister groaned aloud, muttering drearily, “But
it kills the flower! It kills the flower!”
“Sometimes,” answered Arnold, fastening his eyes
again on the sermon. “Sometimes.”
He read on, while the very soul of his victim writhed
and quivered under this coarseness.
“That will be a powerful sermon. I did not know that
you had so much in you,” said Arnold, at length, giving
the manuscript a push toward its author. “But when
will you preach it? Next Sunday, I hope, for to own the
truth I am very anxious to have you get off.”
“What is the reason of this haste,” inquired the minister,
with some energy, “so long as I remain silent?
Why wish me away?”
“It is safer and pleasanter,” answered Arnold, dryly.
The poor man, thus ruthlessly driven from his home
and the people he loved, sat for a moment mute and pale.
Then clasping his thin hands in pathetic anguish, he flung
them clenched together upon the table.
“What have I done to you, Arnold, that you should
persecute me so? Have some mercy on me. I love my
people: I have worked some good among them, unworthy
as I am to serve my God in any thing. I have tried so
hard to atone for that one wrong,—a wrong I scarcely
remember, and would not believe but for the proof you
hold. I do not even know why that wretched note was
given. All that I do know of a certainty is, that a day
of oblivion left me in your power,—left me with a shameful
debt, as I was told, acknowledged under my own hand.
340If this oblivion came, as you persist it did, from the wine-cup,—if
this debt was made at a gambling-table,—then,
for one unholy day and night, I, God’s sworn servant, was
a drunkard and a gambler.”
“‘If!’” said Arnold, “‘if!’ I was not the only witness.”
“Where is the other man? Bring him face to face
with me before I am bound hand and foot and given up to
death!”
There was something in the wretched man’s face that
startled Arnold. The anguish in his voice thrilled even
his stony heart. There was more strength and resistance
here than he had supposed possible. But while this
thought was striking him with terror, the minister changed,
the energy in his face died out, tears leaped to his eyes,
filling them with liquid anguish. His hands, that had
been lifted from the table, fell down, clasped imploringly,
and his voice was one wail of pain.
“But if it is so, Arnold, you are a man, and I once
thought you my friend. Have mercy upon me, and let
this poor soul work out its own redemption before the
Lord. He knows how I have repented, how I have wept,
how I have implored forgiveness on my knees for this
great fault. Why should you, a man like myself, be less
merciful than God? He has forgiven me. I know it,—I
feel it in the depths of my soul. Why, then, are you
so cruel?”
Arnold was disturbed. This pathetic address would
have softened hate itself. The minister saw it, and went
on with more touching energy.
“I will tell you another thing, Arnold,—a secret that
has never passed my lips, but which has been the very
life of my life for many a day. As you loved the sweet
341girl who came with you that night, I love a creature good
and pure as she is.”
“‘Is!’” cried Arnold, savagely. “‘Is!’ Why the girl is
dead! You must know that!”
The falsehood was a sudden impulse. Could he make
the minister believe it, half the peril that encompassed
him was conquered.
“Dead!” cried the unhappy man. “Dead, and so
young! Then, in the grief of this bereavement, you will
find some compassion for one who gave her to you at the
expense of his conscience. If you loved her, think of
another quite as worthy. Week after week I have watched
her soft eyes lifted to mine; these hands have given the
holy bread and wine to her lips; she smiles upon me as
I pass her window in the calm twilight. We love each
other, Arnold. I feel that truth in every pulse of my
heart. For her sake let me remain in peace. Your young
wife being dead, makes secrecy innocent. I will never
mention the marriage, if you wish it kept secret. She is
now beyond the reach of all harm. I was only afraid of
committing a new sin when I opposed your wishes,—afraid
of wronging that poor trusting girl. Now that she
is with God, you will let me rest, for her sake.”
Arnold turned impatiently from this appeal. Spite of
himself it wrung his hard heart, but he was too far committed
for retreat. A few weeks of delay, and this man
pleading so forcibly for a respite from ruin might change
places with him. Because his own heart was relenting
he goaded it into more cutting cruelty.
“You doubt my word!” he said; “doubt your own
handwriting! ask for an interview with the person
whom from delicacy I have kept from your presence!
But you shall see him,—talk with him,—receive the blasting
342assurance from his own lips. But remember, he did not
know the worst. I kept him in ignorance that you were
one of God’s holy ministers. When that is revealed to him
he will not outrage his conscience, as I have done, by
keeping your great transgression a secret. Besides, he
is a ruthless man, and without pity, especially for weaknesses
among the clergy. There is great danger that he
may discover your identity with the holy professor by
accident. At any time he may enter your church and
find the man he believes to be so degraded dispensing
God’s sacred word from the pulpit. Up to this time I
have managed to keep him away; but last week he sent
me a letter, saying that I might expect him in a few days.”
The minister bent his head to the table and moaned
aloud. Arnold went round to his chair, and laid a hand,
with seeming kindness, on his shoulder.
“If I have seemed unkind, it was for your own good,”
he said. “I hated to say all this in plain terms; but cannot
you see that it is best you should leave this place, for
a time at least? It need not be forever. Let the congregation
vote you leave of absence. In a few months
this unhappy affair can be settled. The day you sail I
will give up the note. Just keep out of the way while
the person we dread comes and goes, then we shall have
nothing to fear.”
The minister lifted a hand to his forehead, and arose
from his chair.
“Yes; I will go,” he said. “If that poor girl is in her
grave, it is neither leaving her to suffer, or taking sin
upon my own soul. I have thought you harsh, Arnold,
and suspected you of things that I begin to think never
entered your mind. Let us forgive each other before we
part.”
343Arnold wrung his hand out of that honest grasp. It
was like touching fire. He went down-stairs mattering
to himself,—
“There is no help for it. The fellow will come back
again, if he lives so long; but I shall be out of the country
long before that. Besides, how is he to find out whether
a girl, whose home is so distant, is living or dead? Thank
heaven his cousin has moved away.”
The minister sat down pale and exhausted. His doom
seemed less dreary than it had an hour before. The idea
that he was aiding in a concealment which might bring
shame or sorrow on the fair girl whom he had united to
the man whose steps rang in his ear, had lifted a burden
from his conscience. He would trust himself to the sea
now that no fresh wrong went with him.
CHAPTER XXXIV. HAGAR’S LOVE-LETTER.
The Arnolds had sailed, taking Amy with them.
Hagar was left entire mistress of the farm-house, an honor
which she undoubtedly made the most of. There is no
describing the comfortable meals that she took tete-a-tete
with her sable lover before the kitchen fire. Whether it
was that the absence and consent of her mistress had
made Hagar unusually confiding, or that Dan became
more courageous with the house all to themselves, it is
difficult to say: but certain it was, that in less than three
days after the family left home, Hagar and Dan were an
344engaged couple, and fell into those pleasant confidences
that make the month before marriage a pleasant forerunner
of the veritable honeymoon.
Still, there was some little mystery about Hagar’s
movements that Dan could not help observing. A sly
way of putting things out of sight when he came in
suddenly, and of turning her back towards him when at
work, which was rather depressing to a newly-engaged
man, who thirsted for mutual confidence, thorough appreciation,
and all that sort of thing.
This state of affairs lasted only one day in the kitchen;
but the effect remained behind, for Dan was of a susceptible
temperament and tormented with these exquisite
sensibilities that vulgar persons denominate jealousy.
Just now, of course, all these feelings were ready to start
into full-grown life with the first provocation. The very
day after Dan had been blessed with a promise of Hagar’s
fair hand, as he denominated the hard-working member
which washed Mrs. Arnold’s dishes three times a day, he
went to Norwich, and was hailed, while passing the post-office,
with news that a letter had just arrived, directed to
Miss Hagar Dun, to the care of Mr. B. Arnold.
Dan took the letter with studied indifference, but his
heart had given one leap at first, and then fell in his
bosom like a lump of granite. Who but the black
gemman, Peter, could write to Hagar,—his Hagar?
Perhaps the dandy negro had proposed in that very
letter. What if Hagar should repent and look back with
longing after a person who could offer her freedom, with
all the glory of a city life added to that blessing.
Dan ruminated in this fashion all the way home. Every
ten steps he took out the letter, bent it into a tube, and
examined the writing, not one word of which could the
345poor fellow have read, even with the help of a broken
seal. Of course this process inflamed his imagination till
every crudely formed letter, as he afterward poetically
expressed it, was like a copperhead sent by that unprincipled
negro to sting him in his happiness.
What should he do? Give the letter to Hagar, and
thus immolate himself on the altar of a noble integrity?
“Well,” as Dan said, putting on his crownless hat with a
dash, “he wasn’t quite up to that, nohow. Hagar was
his’n, and his’n she should be in spite of a tarnal heap
of crooked marks done up in that way just to tanterlize
him.”
So, with this indecorous, and, I grieve to say, immoral
conclusion, Dan crushed the letter in his hand, and the
hand deep in his trousers pocket, where he held on, as if
determined to strangle every word it contained before the
paper saw daylight again.
When Dan appeared before his betrothed, he was still
crushing her letter deep down into his pocket, and there
he stood, gazing upon her with a sort of mournful ferocity
which set his eyes in a glare, and made his face
blacker than ever.
Hagar observed this, and came towards him, rubbing a
teacup hard with her crash towel, in a way that Dan took
for defiance.
“Oh, Hagar! Hagar!” he cried, with a burst of indignant
tenderness that made his thick lips quiver and his
white teeth gleam.
“Why, Dan, what am it as ’stresses yer? Hearn anything
’bout our folks? Oh, my, der sloop is sunk? Dey
have all gone plump to de bottom, ebery one on ’em. Gor
Amighty hab mercy on us all, for we’re poor niggers widout
346no master, no missus, nor nobody else ter tell us what
ter do!”
This outbreak in the wrong direction astonished Dan so
completely that he stood more rigid than ever, with his
usually sleepy eyes wide open, and his lips falling heavily
apart.
“Where was it? When was it? Oh, Dan! Dan!
Lub me now a’most ter death, for I hain’t got nobody
else ter ’spress ’fection for me.”
Hagar dashed the towel down from her eyes, and, making
a plunge at her lover, threw both arms around his
neck, so full of genuine grief that she really was quite
unconscious of her own tender demonstration.
The granite of Dan’s heart melted within him; but as
he attempted to withdraw his hand to return her embrace,
that fatal letter rattled in his pocket and he was rock
again.
“Miss Dun, will yer jest please ter rise from dis bussom?
Yer fergets der blushing ’priety as is so facernatin’
in de fair sect.”
“Dan,” cried Hagar, aghast, and blushing till she grew
black as midnight in the face, “scuse me, I wasn’t concentious
of what I was a-doing; dem deaths come so
sudden I——”
“Dare ain’t no deaths as I knows on, Miss Dun, on’y
dare may be,” said Dan, settling himself in his clothes,
which had been slightly deranged by Hagar’s embrace.
“No death! Den the sloop ain’t sunk?”
“Not as I knows on.”
“No, no; den what has happened?”
“Nothin’!”
“Nothin’! And yer did this jest ter cheat me out ob
a tender embrace. Oh, Dan!”
347Hagar’s eyes began to sparkle, and, taking the dish-towel
which had just been doing duty at her eyes between
both hands, she commenced to wring and twist it ominously.
“No, I didn’t needer,” said Dan, eyeing the towel askance.
“It was you as offered; not I as asked.”
“Dan!”
Hagar gave the towel an extra twist, and gathered
both ends in her hand.
“Don’t,” said Dan, lifting his disengaged hand. “Hagar
Dun, don’t yer ‘tempt ter obliterate de majesty ob de man
yer goin’ to marry.”
This was magnificently said, and Hagar’s hand fell,
dropping one end of the crash, which began slowly to
untwist and resolve itself into a towel again.
“Dan,” she said, rendered almost breathless by his imposing
look, “Dan, what does all dis ’mount to?”
“Nothin’,” said Dan, towering with the grandeur of
his conquest.
“Nothin’! Den what made yer look so?”
“I didn’t look, nohow.”
“Dan, yer did.”
“Yer mistook.”
“No, I ain’t. It’s on yer face yet.”
“Den its ’cause I’se ’stonished at dese unproper ’ceedings
’bout nothin’.”
Hagar drew back quite crestfallen, and went to the
kitchen table, where her dish-towel was put to its legitimate
use again.
Dan saw her dejected air, and relented.
“Hagar,” he said, drawing towards her.
“What am it, Dan?” was her meek reply.
“Dew yer lub me, Hagar?”
348“Yer knows I duz.”
“And nobody ’sides me?”
“Oh, Dan, how could I?”
“True ’nuff,” said Dan, drawing himself up; “but
does yer?”
“Oh, Dan, if yer could but read dis bussum you’d see
nothin’ but yer own image and ’scription dar.”
“But Peter?”
“Peter! I don’t care dat for him,” cried Hagar, lifting
her wet hand from the dish-pan, and snapping her fingers
till a little shower of drops flashed over her lover.
“You doesn’t, Hagar? Say dat ’ere again, jest once.”
“Not dat!” cried the excited damsel, making her
fingers crack again. “He’s mean as pusley, dat ar nigger,
Pete, and meaner too. Mind I say it.”
“And if he was here now, don’t say yer wouldn’t
speak to him,” said Dan, artfully.
“Yes, I does say it.”
“Fair and square?”
“Fair and square. Try me if I don’t toe de mark, dat’s
all.”
“And if he was ter write yer a letter all crinkle-crankled
over like a bush-fence, would yer read it?” inquired the
arch rogue.
“Read it! What, I? No, I radder tink you’d find
out,” she said, with emphasis, as if reading had been one
of her lightest accomplishments.
“But yer’d kinder want to know what was in it, now
wouldn’t yer?”
“Not a word! If dat ’ere imperent nigger should
dare ter sen’ a letter ter me, I’d chuck it right inter de fire,
see if I wouldn’t.”
“Now, would yer?” said the sly scamp, hitching up
349his shoulders and striking a position, as if he were going
to break into a double-shuffle, while the hand crept about
eagerly in his pocket.
“Yes, I would! Dar.”
“Den chuck dis ’ere varmint goes! Dar!”
The hand was jerked out of his pocket, Pete’s letter
flew into the midst of a bright blaze and flashed up the
chimney, a black scroll fringed with scintillations of fire.
“Why, Dan, what am you ’bout?” cried Hagar, with
her mouth and eyes wide open.
“Jest ter save yer de trouble of doin’ it yerself, I’ve
sent Pete’s letter sky-high—he! he! he!—oh, golly,
I’se so happy! Jest come to dis bussom, lubliest ob de
fair sext. Yer Dan ain’t gwine to derject yer from dat seat
ob happiness agin nohow. Lubly Hagar, don’t look so
skeered. I knows yer lub me,—dat ar letter am de proof,—and
I’se happy as a rabbit in snow-time wid a chunk of
sweet apple under his nose. Oh, Hagar!”
While Dan was uttering this speech, and approaching
Hagar with the most insinuating tenderness, that remarkable
female had been making up her mind and twisting
the towel at the same moment. When he stooped gallantly
to gather the sable roses from her hot cheek, her arm
flew back, and crash came the twisted towel on his head,
with a force and precision that made Dan dash into a
breakdown at once. Hagar, half crying, and yet shrieking
with delight, prepared herself for another onset, but
Dan, seeing her design, bolted through the out-door and
fled for the barn.
That night, I am grieved to say, Dan went supperless
to bed, on the highest haymow that he could reach by
desperate climbing, and Hagar, in her lonely room, had
time to reflect that “a bird in the hand is worth two in
350the bush,” and that, after all, she could not have read
Peter’s letter if it had reached her ever so safely. Then
there was something that touched Hagar in the boldness
of the burning, and the skill by which she had been led
to almost authorize it. For the first time, our sable
damsel began to feel a dawning of pride about her lover.
Then thrills of fear set in, lest she had gone too far, and
driven him quite away with her hempen flail.
All night long she listened for some sound of his return,
but a dead stillness settled around her, and the heart in
her honest bosom grew heavy and heavier, till she fell
asleep with tears swelling under her black eyelids. In
the morning Hagar arose penitent and subdued. No fire in
the kitchen—no Dan to fill her tea-kettle and grind the
rye-coffee, while she prepared the substantial dishes and
spread the table. This was very lonely after the devotion
and tender courtship of the days that had gone before.
Still Hagar hoped and watched; at every sound her
heart gave a leap and fell back again, like a trout in its
brook, but no Dan presented himself. However, like a sensible
woman, Hagar went on with her work; she cut the
rosiest slices of ham for his eating, made the coffee as
strong again as usual, and brought out a lump of the
richest maple sugar to sweeten it with. Still no Dan.
Every thing was ready,—the hot Johnny-cake, the ham,
with its delicious flavor sending up its steam through a
brace of fried eggs, that lay crisp and golden on each
ruddy slice.
Hagar had no heart to eat her breakfast alone; so she
covered the dishes, placed them in a warm corner of the
hearth, and went forth in search of the lost one. A forlorn
hope led her to the barn. If he had not found shelter
there what could she do? Perhaps her cruelty had
351driven him to desperation, and he had taken to drink, and
fallen into total depravity. It seemed an age since she
had driven the poor fellow forth,—quite long enough for
a desperate man to work out his ruin, and break her heart
with the knowledge of it.
With these penitent feelings Hagar entered the barn
and looked sorrowfully around. Every thing was still.
A group of chickens picking up oats from the floor was
all the sign of life she could discover. But in a desperate
hope she lifted up her voice, and called out hoarsely,—
“Dan! ho, Dan!”
No answer,—nothing but a faint rustle of the hay far
overhead. It might be a chicken building its nest, but
the sound was not exactly like that.
“Dan, oh, speak! Am yer thar?”
A more decided rustle, and out from the hay a dusky
head, looking down upon her from a loft far up in the top
of the barn.
“Oh, Dan! come down,—come down,—I’se so sorry.
’Pend on’t I’ll neber do it agin.”
“Oh, Hagar! how could yer?”
“Come,” said Hagar, rebuked by the tender reproach,
and lifting her eyes imploringly upwards. “Come and
see what I’se got for yer.”
“Dat crash towel,” muttered Dan, rubbing his wool
dolorously.
“Oh, Dan! I’se ’pented ob dat in dust and ashes,—I
has. So don’t fling it in my face no more. I’se cut one ob
de new hams, and cooked dem eggs yer brought in last
ting afore yer went ter town,—and sich a Johnny-cake!
Do come afore it’s cold.”
Dan waited for no more, but came scrambling down
from the upper loft, his wool bristling with hay, and his
352face shining with smiles. At the second mow he made a
halt, overtaken by a sober second thought.
“Hagar,” he said, looking down upon her with benign
fascination, “if I comes when yer calls me, and yer should
trow dem fair arms round dis neck, I should ’preciate it
dis time, and no mistake.”
Hagar waved her hand with great dignity.
“Don’t yer mention it, Dan. I blushes all ober at de
’membrance ob my indiscreetness. Smudder dat tought
in yer bussom, and come down ter breakfast. It’s getting
cold.”
Dan slid down the hay and lighted on the floor with a
rebound. Then the two breakfasted lovingly together.
CHAPTER XXXV. THE MINISTER’S FAREWELL.
A Sabbath day in New England. Who can describe
it?—the sublime stillness, the hush which falls on every
living thing, filling the very atmosphere with a spirit of
prayer. The trees seem to wave their branches as if
they were palms, ready to be thrown along the pathway
to church, rendering it more holy. The birds, calmed by
the profound quiet, float through the air dreamily and
without fear. So completely does the spirit of God pervade
the earth and sky, that whispered thanksgiving
seems the only language which would not break the charm
of profound holiness.
A morning like this dawned on the streets of New
353Haven, lighting them half with sunshine, wrapping them
half in shadows. Every house was still, every footstep
fell restrainedly on the sidewalk. The college grounds
were deserted, and lay spread out beneath the stooping
elm-trees one carpet of mossy greenness. Through this
sacred calm, first one bell and then another rung out a
clear summons to church. Then the streets filled with
neatly-dressed people, family groups, couples walking
close together, and children excited by the bells into
quicker steps than their parents thought decorous.
A grave, subdued look was remarkable in all these
people. Friends scarcely ventured to smile a recognition
as they met. The little girls cast shy glances at each
other’s bonnets, and looked down again demure and conscience-stricken
by their own wicked curiosity. Thus, the
streets that intersect Yale College grounds were threaded
with a kind of life that seemed like absolute stillness.
Into the various churches these devout people diverged,
and directly after the bells ceased ringing, the streets were
empty again.
One place of worship, a small, new church, that had
consolidated the worshipers of a home-mission station,
was more than usually full that Sabbath. The young
minister, a man so beloved and reverenced in his congregation
that a glow of blessings followed him wherever he
moved, was that day to take leave of his people. “It
might be for years, and it might be forever.” After
building up the church and converting a handful of
inquirers into a thriving brotherhood, his health had
gradually broken down, and a long sea-voyage was
deemed the only hope left to him.
It was not remarkable that the good people who entered
the church should pass up the aisles with sad countenances
354and lingering steps, or that many a loving eye should
grow misty as it turned on the minister, when he appeared
in the dim twilight around the altar more like a ghost
than a human being. With his eyes bent upon the ground,
he saw no one, though such yearning looks were fastened
on him, but moved up to the sacred desk and sunk to his
knees, it would seem as much from weakness as devotion.
All the ceremonies of that morning were doubly impressive
from the sadness that lay on the congregation.
But when the clergyman spoke,—when his altering tones
were gathered up and poured forth upon the audience,—one
deep throb of sympathy beat from heart to heart,
filling the whole church with sorrow.
The discourse was a strange one. The pastor who had
done so much for them, whose lips had been so exemplary
that he was considered “little less than the angels,” seemed
pleading with his people for forgiveness of some great
transgression,—for shortcomings and backslidings of which
no one believed him capable. As he warmed and grew
more earnest, his startling eloquence swelled over them
like cries of loving anguish. His voice thrilled with the
pathos of unshed tears. There was no argument in his
sermons,—scarcely an attempt at method;—but every
sentence went trembling from soul to soul with solemnity
and power.
When the sermon was over,—when the last farewell was
taken and the minister lifted his shaking hands in benediction,—the
suppressed grief broke out; sobs rose from
various parts of the house, and tearful eyes looked into
each other claiming sympathy. Long after other worshipers
had left their sanctuaries, the congregation remained
together, hovering around the church, or standing sadly in
the pews, waiting for the pastor to come forth.
355He tried to avoid these simple, loving people, whose
wealth of affection oppressed him, and there, in the dim
vestry sat, motionless, with the sacred vestments still
shrouding his person, and the heart under them ready to
break.
He arose at last, slowly and sadly divested himself of
gown and band, cast one look around the little room, twice
sacred to him, and went drearily forth. The church was
yet full. He recoiled a moment, trembling with a new
shock, then walked down the aisle with a mournful smile
on his lip, saying farewell, and hearing nothing but
blessings till he came to the door. There a sorrowing
crowd gathered around him, swelling the tide of anguish
till speech forsook him, and, with a pathetic gesture, he
passed from among them. The pastor went home slowly,
with his head bent down, and his sorrowful eyes too weary
for uplifting. A white garment fluttered before him, footsteps
lingered on the grass by the unpaved street he was
treading. At first he took no heed, but after a little a
subtle thrill stirred his heart, and he looked up. A fair
young girl was before him gliding over the grass with
sorrowful slowness. She paused an instant,—hesitated
and turned as if to go back. Then he saw her face
clearly,—its troubled paleness and the look of suppressed
tears that left deep bluish shadows around the eyes, and
a flush upon the drooping lids.
They stood thus, face to face, looking at each other,
with yearning sorrow. The girl must have stepped forward
first; for he stood motionless. During one instant
their hands clasped, neither spoke,—a look—oh, how
much more pathetic than words!—passed between them,
and they parted in painful quietness.
He stood mute and still a little time after she passed
356from his sight, not in reflection, but dumb, as if his guardian
angel had just looked upon him and fled, after seeing
what manner of man he was. Then he turned suddenly,
resolved to speak out the love that had so long slept, a
mute blessing in his innermost heart; but in the anguish
of that farewell she had walked rapidly, and the flutter
of her cloud-like garments among the shrubbery around a
cottage-house which was her home, sent back a shadowy
farewell. Then the usual fiend that tortured him came
in, goading that sensitive conscience with its sharp
memories.
“Who am I, and what am I, that this hand should
thrill so after her clasp,—or these lips dare to syllable her
name,” he muttered, despondently. “God forgive me
this wild thought. Ah me! Hereafter, I must lead a lonely
life, and ask nothing of my Lord but mercy and forgiveness.”
He lifted his eyes to heaven, and God’s light that fell
from thence, revealed how sad they were.
“It was only for a moment,” he murmured; “only for
one little moment. I do not struggle, Lord. I do not
complain. Was not the divine Jesus lonely as a man,—was
not his holy nature tortured while in thraldom with
humanity? Is it hard, then, that I, so frail, so wicked,
with sin burning red on my forehead, should pass through
life a lonely being,—an exile whose hopes all lie in the
hereafter?”
He looked back once more through the misty sorrow
that vailed his eyes. One of the cottage windows was
open, and through it appeared a white figure leaning out,
as if eager to lessen the space that lay between her and
the unhappy object she was gazing on. She saw that he
was regarding her, but gave no signal that would have
357seemed sacrilegious on the holy day; but, unconsciously,
she stretched forth her arms, the wind caught in her loose
sleeves and they fluttered out like wings that quivered
with desire to flee towards him.
Then, with a deep sigh, the minister moved homeward,
comforted, and smitten with holy tenderness. It seemed
to him as if for one little moment an angel of God’s own
sending had hovered over him.
CHAPTER XXXVI. DOUBLE TIES.
When the marriage of Laura de Montreuil was settled
upon, her brother, always kind and over-indulgent, purchased
one of those fine, old mansions that are now almost
swept away from the shades of New Haven, and fitted it
up for her future home. With the quick tact which
accompanies refinement like his, he saw that the future
bridegroom would be best pleased by a broad display of
that wealth and elegance which it had always been his
ambition to obtain. So he gave way to Laura’s rather
sumptuous taste, and out of the fine old mansion, with its
grounds stiffly ornamented with box borders, tall poplars,
and groups of old-fashioned shrubbery, she wrought for
herself and lover a sort of fairy palace. Silken and
snowy draperies floated over the windows. Thick carpets
yielded, like wood-moss, to the tread. Chairs, sofas, and
cabinets that might have graced the room of a court lady,
gave imposing grandeur to the low-ceiled rooms and
358heavy mantlepieces; andirons of bronze and glittering
brass stood guard in each broad fire-place, and upon the
upper leaf of the massive hall-door, a ponderous brass
knocker reverberated the announcement of each visitor as
he entered the house.
The house was cheery and sumptuous, consequently the
more fit for that brilliant and queenly girl who seemed
born for a palace, and to be the sovereign of any hall
she trod.
Laura, like many another loving and noble girl, could
have made herself content in any place with the husband
of her choice; but she was not the less in love, or the
less charming, because the power of gathering objects of
beauty around her existed to an almost unlimited extent.
She had been accustomed to beautiful surroundings all
her life, and in her own nature was luxurious. But, deep
beneath all this, lay a character so grand and strong that
she could have flung all these outside belongings from her
life without a sigh, had the real good of a beloved object
required it.
But the luxuries which wealth gives are pleasant things,
and love nestled in velvet is not the less love, if the
spirit of self-sacrifice broods there even with folded
wings.
With Laura, life was full of superb happiness. Proud
of her lover, glorying in his fine person and strong character,
she worshiped where a weaker woman would only have
loved. She exulted in the power of bestowing upon the
princely man—for such he was to her—opulence that a
monarch might have been content with. If she could
have gathered the rosy clouds of morning, and looped
them above his couch with stars from heaven, she would
have left the skies so much darker for his sake. His step,
359as it fell on the oaken floor of the hall, thrilled her like
music; his smile made her happiness more perfect; her
cheek bloomed and her lips parted redder beneath it. The
white eyelids grew tremulous as they drooped to shade
the exquisite joy that sparkled beneath them. At such
times love made her very, very beautiful.
Arnold was happy, too, after a fashion. Indeed, it
may be considered doubtful if men like him, wax in principle
and iron in self-love, can ever experience those keen
regrets which wing every wrong with a pang to those of
more sensitive natures. With his strong, hard, fervid
character, to will was to be right, and every effort of conscience
to reach his heart, fell away unheeded as rain drips
from the plumage of a bird, only touching the outer surface.
Strange as it may seem, the young man was
cheerful; for, with the arrogance of a powerful organization,
he looked with contempt upon the efforts of those
less boldly gifted, and had cast all fear of consequences
from his mind. Was that weak, pretty girl by the saw-mill
at Yantic Falls to break up his magnificent fortunes,—she
who still blushed with pleasure if he but looked upon
her? As for “the old folks at home,” were they not
chained to his wishes by their own exceeding love for
himself? Besides, if they attempted any annoyance, was
he not equal to the occasion?
Arnold was a traitor, but never a coward! His sins
were all strong and audacious. Money, pomp, and power
were his ruling passion. To the shrine of ambition he
was ready to lay down every honest affection, every honorable
feeling. The glitter of life won his idolatry: its
solid gold he trampled under foot, without feeling its value
or regretting its loss.
Thus Arnold was happy—if the best moments of such
360men can be called happiness—even in committing an act
of domestic treason more cruel than that which has left his
name black on the lips of posterity. His intellect was
powerful, its perversion complete; while the feeble conscience,
that sometimes fluttered through his better moments,
was like a helpless bird beating its way through a
storm.
Another man would have asked for a quiet, if not secret
marriage; but to Arnold half his ideas of happiness lay
in the eclat of a splendid festival. So, with his usual
reckless daring, he sent out boldly and proclaimed his
coming grandeur, by scattering invitations far and near.
With him success was nothing, if the world were not
challenged to admire and envy.
When Paul de Montreuil returned from Norwich, bringing
word that the whole Arnold family would come to
the wedding, Arnold asked a few careless questions about
his visits, and, among others, if he had seen any thing of
the Leonards.
Yes,—Paul remembered seeing Joshua Leonard swinging
some children in the minister’s orchard, and having admired
the pretty Amy as she came in from a supper-table
under the apple-trees, where she had been busy as a bee,
her companions told him.
Arnold listened attentively, and a cloud came to his
forehead. Did he wish to hear that Amy was pining herself
to death? Could his clamorous self-love be appeased
with nothing less than that?
After this conversation Paul relapsed into uneasy
silence. The color—a strange thing—came and went in
his face. Laura, who came in just then, saw his embarrassment,
and vaguely guessed its cause. She drew
close to her brother and laid a hand on his shoulder.
361“And Hannah, Benedict’s sister,—you say nothing of
her, Paul?”
The young man was grateful for this gentle interposition,
and, turning his head, smiled upon her.
“Oh, yes!” he answered. “I saw Hannah. Indeed,
it was for that purpose I went to Norwich.”
Arnold was walking towards the window. He turned
suddenly, and his face flushed with eager satisfaction.
Paul saw the look, and was reassured.
“Of course,” he said, addressing Laura, but keeping a
furtive glance on Arnold, “of course, you must have suspected
that some little private interests of my own made
me so amiable. One does not take journeys of that
length more than once just to leave his sister’s
wedding invitations.”
“Brother, oh, brother! are you in earnest,—real, solemn
earnest? Did love of Hannah Arnold take you there?
Is it all settled? Does she care about you? Dear old
fellow, how I love you! Don’t answer. When a De
Montreuil blushes it means love,—successful love. We
turn pale when things go against us. Don’t we, Paul?—grow
white, and creep away chilled all over. Now that
I have got my breath, tell me all about it, you precious
old darling.”
Laura sat down on a cushioned stool that chanced to
be near the easy-chair in which Paul was sitting, and, leaning
both elbows on his knee, dropped her chin into the
palm of one hand, composing herself to listen.
“Now, chère, tell me all about it. I’m quite ready to
listen.”
“Tell you all about what, fair lady?” said Paul, with
a teasing smile.
“Why, how you managed to make the demure little
362angel come to terms; what the dear old people said;
and, better than all, how Hagar and Dan took the news.
Oh, I would give the world to see Hagar strutting about
in the glory of two weddings.”
“Well, dear, as you will have all the particulars, let
me sum them up in a few words. I have proposed for
Miss Arnold, and would tell you how, only that I don’t
quite remember exactly myself,—being deucedly frightened,
spite of the impudence you give me credit for.”
“Proposed! of course you proposed; but did she
accept, poor, little, modest puss? and if she did, where
on earth could she find words to express it in?”
“Really, sister, you are too much for me. Have not I
told you that I was half frightened to death myself? Think
what it must have been with her,” answered Paul, smiling
happily on the beautiful face uplifted to his with such
eager delight. “All I know is, that she accepted me.”
“The darling,—the sweet dove-eyed angel! How I love
her,” cried Laura, snatching Paul’s hand to her lips and
kissing it. “Come here, Arnold. Are you listening to all
this? he is to be your brother twice over. Was ever any
thing so charming?”
Arnold came forward with his hand extended. Real
pleasure beamed in his face.
“De Montreuil, I congratulate you, and a thousand
times over congratulate myself. She is a good, lovely
girl, this sister of mine. You cannot fail to be happy.”
Arnold’s face was grand then; indeed, when holy feelings
rose uppermost in his heart a wonderful power of
beauty broke over his face. Laura saw the pure look
and her eyes filled with tears.
“Oh, brother, Arnold, what have we done to deserve
such happiness!” she said.
363Paul bent down and kissed her forehead. His dark
eyes were full of heart-dew, his finely cut lips quivered
with intense feeling.
“We must try to deserve it and be grateful for it,” he
said. And putting her gently aside, Paul left the room.
Laura went up to Arnold in the excess of her joy, and
stealing an arm around his neck, crept close to his bosom.
“Tell me, love, isn’t this happiness?” she said. “The
bonds that unite us will be so strong.”
Arnold strained her to his heart. The ruling passion
of his life was so near its gratification that this affectionate
demonstration was a genuine impulse.
“Ah me!” murmured Laura, drawing a deep breath as
he released her. “Can this happiness last? Will God
always permit so much of heaven to his creatures here?”
A shade came over Arnold’s face. He turned away
abruptly, and Laura went out with tears of supreme bliss
trembling in her eyes.
Arnold watched her with anxiety. Her happiness did,
indeed, seem too much. It was almost wearisome to
be loved so entirely. What if she found him out? What
if this new tie between the families should lead Paul to
uncontrolled intimacy with the people of Norwich? Amy
and his sister were fast friends. Would that wronged
young creature keep her secret and her promise? Well,
if she did not, was he unprepared? How could she
prove a ceremony of which only one witness existed, and
that one upon the ocean, which was sure to be the case,
long before poor little Amy could cry out under her wrongs
But would she make an effort to stem the evils of her
destiny, bound as she was by a solemn promise? “No!”
he answered to his thought, in a voice firm with conviction.
“No, no. She is true as steel. True as steel.”
364After this exclamation, which sprang out of his faith in
the woman he had wronged, Arnold cast the whole harassing
subject from his mind. Was he not twice safe—safe
in the pledge of secrecy planted in that young heart—safe
in her utter helplessness and lack of proof? The face
of the hard man cleared up radiantly. What, a double
marriage! would all the vast wealth of the De Montreuils
pass into his own family? He had accomplished all this,
and how? By sweeping aside scruples over which
common men stumbled or stood still. How the man
gloried over his own hardihood!
Laura was happy as a bird of paradise. Hannah,
whom she loved so, should be twice her sister. Bound
to her and her idol by new ties, she could hardly believe
in her own happiness: it seemed fabulous. Paul was
content, and Arnold, assured of the power to carry out
his purpose, gave himself up to bright hopes, while each
day the wedding drew nearer.
CHAPTER XXXVII. THE GREEN-EYED MONSTER IN A BLACK HEART.
Yes, the two household-servants at Arnold’s farm
breakfasted lovingly together, there is no doubt of that.
But when the green-eyed monster once gets possession of
a man, it is not to be drawn out with a few soft words
and a comfortable breakfast. These things may hold the
fiend at abeyance, but he is sure to be found couchant
365somewhere in the soul, ready for a spring on the first
provocation.
So it was with Dan. No sooner had he accepted
Hagar’s submission than thoughts of Peter’s letter came
back with bitter force. What right had that city-negro
to correspond with the betrothed of his own sable bosom?
What did that letter contain? If Hagar had allowed the
city exquisite to commit himself in writing, what tender
words, what perfidious encouragement must have preceded
it? Oh, if he had not burned the letter, but
carried it in his trowsers-pocket till some kind white man
might have been found to read it for him!
Thus reflected poor Othello, and the thought burned
darkly within him while he wandered around the farm, or
sat on a broken cart whittling an eyelet-pin for Hagar,
which he in the end threw away. Dismounting from the
cart he wandered moodily across the yard, picking up corn-cobs
and jerking them right and left as he moved along.
For once jealousy made the lazy negro almost energetic.
A fence was broken back of the house, and in his desperation
he resolved to mend it. With his ponderous step a
little quickened, he moved across the garden through a
side-gate into a pasture-lot blooming thickly with white
clover. His great feet crushed down the fragrant blossoms,
leaving clouds of perfume behind them. He heeded
nothing of this, but lumbered on, swinging his long arms
and frowning gloomily.
All at once Dan paused, for in a corner of the lot, sheltered
by an angle of the stone wall, something whiter than
the clover attracted his attention,—something that looked
like little patches and handfuls of snow, left to melt in the
grass.
Dan was a curious negro, and at any time would have
366paused to satisfy himself about this unusual appearance.
He wheeled about, took a cross-cut, wading ankle-deep
through the tangled grass and blossoms, till he came out
close by the white mystery. Here he paused, his great
eyes rolling fearfully, and his thick lips parted. He took
off his hat by the torn brim, and after bending his head in
deep reflection a moment, grasped one hand into his wool,
and gave it a fierce tug that brought the water into his
eyes.
Dan’s emotions were beyond his strength to bear. He
looked wildly around for some place of rest, made a fierce
dive at the stone wall, and scrambled up it. Once on the
top, he sat down, with both great feet swinging loose and
both long arms folded despondingly on his breast. The
little garments which Hagar had spread out to whiten
among the pure clover tops lay an accusing evidence at
his feet.
What he saw was enough. The whole force of human
desolation fell upon him. Here lay the hideous secret.
This was why he had been driven from the kitchen so
persistently on one particular washing-day. Here, in this
snug corner, thinking that the masses of white clover
would conceal the iniquitous secret, Hagar had spread the
evidence of her faithlessness. No doubt she was married
to that infamous Peter. His Hagar—the fair hand which
had worked corn-bread for him and broken it, too, that
very morning—was given to another.
Dan’s head reeled and his heart ached. In the desperation
of his anguish, he flung up both arms, lost his balance,
and rolled down into the clover, grinding his teeth
as he went. He made no effort to gather himself up, but
lay prone upon the earth, grasping out with his hands.
In their writhing his long fingers clutched what seemed to
367be a cobweb. He lifted the object up between his eyes
and the sun. A mite of a cap, frosted with fairy-like
work, trembled like foam in his black clutch. Dan clenched
the bit of lace in his fist and shook the fist fiercely at the
sky in general: then in a paroxysm of jealous rage he
dashed at the filmy morsel like a hungry cur, and began
to tear it with his white teeth. In the midst of this
savage onset he flung the fragments away, and turning
upon his face began to cry.
“Oh, Hagar, Hagar, how could you serbe a poor feller
so! Did not yer know how I lubed yer? Oh, golly,
golly, I only wish I could die right off, I’se so miserable,
I is. Lord a massy, what has I done, what has I done
dat de gal I lubed should sarve me so?”
After this tender outburst Dan spread himself dolefully
on the grass and subsided into a tropical gust of tears.
As he lay with his face downwards and his broad
shoulders heaving with sobs, Hagar came across the
field, with a wooden pail in one hand and a square of hard
soap in the other. Dan lay within the shadow of the
wall, and she did not see him at first, but set her pail
down, dropped the piece of soap into the water it contained,
and began at once to splash up a foam of suds
that soon creamed over its sides.
As the commotion of the water reached Dan’s ears, he
held his breath and glanced cautiously up. How innocent
Hagar looked at her genial work! A smile stirred
her thick lips, her sharp black eyes danced pleasantly as
she watched the foaming suds. Then a fragment of song
broke forth:
“Can’t yer heel that, can’t yer toe that,
The deck a dora can’t you step that?”
368Stirred to the depths of his soul, Dan sat upright.
Hagar saw him; flashed her hands out of the suds and
shook a rain of drops into the sunshine.
“Why, Dan! Dan, am dat you, or am it yer ghost?
I ’care to man, yer scares me a’most ter death. What
am de matter? what ’stresses yer now? Den, agin,
how comes yer here in de crook of dis farm, where you
hasn’t no business to be no how? Dan, I say what am
de meanin’ ob dis ourdacous freaking, I wants ter know
now right off?”
Dan’s face still bore evidence of his grief; tears rolled
down his cheeks like drops of water on a seal’s back; his
wool stood out torn and fleecy as his frenzied fingers had
left it. His eyes were turned upon Hagar, full of reproachful
misery.
“Oh, Hagar, Hagar, how could yer? How could
yer?”
Hagar gave him a long glance, gathered up a handful
of the little garments and thrust them into the pail with
warning emphasis. Then dripping the suds from her
arms, first with one hand then with the other, she stood
upright confronting him.
“Now look a-here, Dan, these ere tantrums is beginnin’
to rile me up, and I won’t stand ’em. What on yearth
are yer doin’? How comed yer here? What has yer
been boo-hooing ’bout thar in the grass?—found a hen’s
nest with the eggs spiled, or what?”
“Hagar,” answered Dan, shaking his head and wiping
the tears from his face with a sweep of his shirt sleeve,
but shrinking within himself all the time. “Oh, Hagar!”
“Well, what am it?”
“Oh, Hagar, how can yer look in dis face wid dem
perfiderous eyes,—how can yer?”
369Hagar put a hand on each side her trim waist and made
one step forward.
Dan commenced shrinking into himself like a turtle
drawing itself into its shell.
“What am it yer drivin’ at? Why shouldn’t I look at
yer face jist as much as I likes? dat am de question for us
two at dis time, so speak up. What’s der trouble,—am
yer under convection, Dan? Hab der ’vival catched yer
black heart at last? Yer looks like it, kinder skeered
and kinder I don’t know what.”
Dan gathered himself up from the ground and supported
his heavy body by the wall, looking as if he would
have drawn back through the stones had that been possible.
“No, Hagar,” he said, “I isn’t under ’viction. Der
’vival hasn’t catched dis chile, but yit I’se on der anxious-seat;
and it’s yerself, Hagar, as has put me thar.”
“What, I, I! Dan, didn’t we make up dis berry
mornin’? Didn’t yer leave yer Hagar as happy as a
bumble-bee on a thistle? Now du tell me what am it as
sets heavy on dat heart.”
“I will,” said Dan, pointing to the grass with tragic
dignity. “Hagar, it am them.”
Hagar made a sweep at the little garments and huddled
them into the pail. Her cheeks grew blacker, her teeth
gleamed. What did Dan mean? How dared he?
“Dan,” she said, “yer am der audaceousest nigger dat
ever did live.”
“No wonder yer scrouge ’em inter dat pail—no wonder
yer eyes doesn’t look straight inter mine. Oh, Hagar!
Hagar! own up to once, and let dis heart bust.”
“It ed sarve it right if it war busted now,” answered
Hagar, indignantly. “Jest say what I’m ter own up to,
dat’s all.”
370“Jest say out, fair an square, ‘I lub Peter.’”
“Pete,” exclaimed Hagar, “I’d jest a leave say it as
not, if it was only to torment yer. But it aint true, and
so I won’t.”
“Say dat yer married to him,” cried Dan, wringing his
hands at the thought.
“I won’t, Dan, ’cause I isn’t. Thar.”
“You ain’t?”
“No, I isn’t.”
“Oh, Hagar!”
“Oh, Dan, how could yer tink sech a ting ’bout me?”
“Say it agin, Hagar. Say as you isn’t married to him,
and neber was, and ain’t a-goin’ to be, foreber and eber.”
“Wal, Dan, I says dat.”
“Yer duz?”
“Yes, I duz, ober and ober again.”
“Come ter my bussum,—no, no, I darsn’t mean it,—dat
is jest now, fore dat ’spicious minute arrives. I jest
want ter know de meaning ob dis camp-meeting ob tings.
Am dey yours?”
“What! dese, Dan? Duz yer mean ter ’sult me?”
“’Sult yer? No; but if de tings ain’t yours, whose
am dey?”
“Daniel,” cried Hagar, going close to the wall and
touching the jealous negro with her hand, “Daniel, am
yer a gemman?”
“Wal, I reckon I is.”
“Den don’t ax me any more questions.”
“I won’t, Hagar. Only tell me one ting.”
“Well, say ’em quick.”
“If yer ain’t goin’ ter marry nobody else, and if yer lub
dis chil’ as yer ought ter, jest set de happy day, Hagar
371You and I is bound ter set a sample ob lovable ferlicity
ter dis household.”
“No,” said Hagar, gathering herself up with dignity,
“not so long as you can ’spect de ’tegrity ob dis indiwidual.”
“Hagar, I doesn’t ’spect yer.”
“But yer will.”
“Neber, neber, lubly one.”
“But you’ll ask questions.”
“Jest try me, dat’s all.”
“Well, Dan, take up dat pail and bring it inter de
kitchen.”
Dan took up the pail with touching humility, and Hagar
walked triumphantly by his side, with her head uplifted,
and her active feet scarcely bending the clover tops in her
path. This time the reconciliation was complete.
CHAPTER XXXVIII. FOLLOWING AFTER.
The cabin on the Yantic was a sad, sad home after Amy
left it. Since the minister’s festival it had been a house
of sorrow, but now, that she was gone,—utterly gone,—a
sense of desolation settled there which seemed almost
worse than death. It must be a terrible calamity which
prevents a New England woman from doing her household
work in season. Mrs. Leonard was faithful as ever
in this respect; but the method,—that was all changed.
Her steps grew heavy, as if old age had suddenly fallen
372upon her. She went about her duties in a dull mechanical
way, never smiling, and never stopping to scold. The
cat might have curled itself to sleep on the layers of white
cloth that covered the yeasting bread, and she would
scarcely have boxed its ears. The poor woman was so
still and mournfully quiet that her cabin seemed like a
tomb.
It was scarcely better with the strong man, Leonard.
He had no heart for work, and yet labored diligently.
The saw never stopped in its course without arousing him
from a deep revery. He would stand, with folded arms,
and watch its glittering teeth eat through the heart of an
oak log, as unconscious of its progress as the boards that
lay around him. He had fallen away greatly in his person
and the clothes that had been a close fit in the winter
now hung loosely around his reduced figure. With the
farmers, who brought logs to the mill, he was reserved,
and they thought sullen. If any of them began to talk
of his daughter, which was often the case, even with his
kindest-hearted neighbors, he would listen gravely, and
make such brief reply, that they ventured no farther.
Sometimes, Leonard would leave the mill for hours,
and stray away along the margin of the falls to the ledge
of rocks, on which he and the elder Arnold had met in
prayer on that cold winter day. The ledge was pleasanter
now: cushions of velvet moss covered it with a rich
greenness that was kept bright as emeralds by the spray.
Great hemlock and pine branches bent their darker tints
over it. The waters were all unchained, and rioted gloriously
under the warm sunshine. But all this gave
Leonard no comfort. He would have preferred bleak
winds, and cold, drifting snow. There the good man
would kneel down, sorrowful, humbly, and covering his
373face with both hands, wait for God to have compassion on
him. He did not pray aloud; there was no power of
eloquence on his lips then. God had smitten him in his
love and in his pride, so he fell upon his face, in meek
faith, and hushed his aching heart into patience.
One day,—it was the third, I think, after Amy left
him,—he had been sitting alone upon the ledge, thinking
of her, when a flood of yearning tenderness came to his
heart, so suddenly, that he burst into tears and sobbed
aloud. His child seemed close to him, drawing him with
an impalpable touch of her hands to follow after her.
There was something so real in the impression, that he
stood up, and wiping the tears from his face, almost
smiled.
“Yes, darling, I will come,” he said aloud. “How
did I ever find the heart to let you go without me?” A
bird, perched upon the hemlock behind him, burst into
song, as he spoke, and its ecstasy of music confirmed the
pathetic pleading of his heart. He looked up at the
bird, thankfully. His soul was fall of poetic faith.
Had not God once vouchsafed to make an innocent bird
his messenger?
With a lighter step than he had used for weeks, Leonard
left the rocks and went home. His wife had been spinning
near the door. He saw her through the opening;
but there was no whirr of the flyers, no flutter of her active
fingers around the flax. He moved nearer and saw
that her hands were clasped on the edge of the motionless
wheel. Her face had fallen upon them, and by the
motion of her shoulders he saw that she was crying. He
drew nearer and spoke.
“Wife.”
She lifted her head, and tried to put back a lock of wet,
374gray hair that had strayed from under her cap. But her
hands trembled piteously, and she let them fall upon the
wheel again. Leonard put the hair back tenderly, and
kissed her forehead; for he saw that the last few weeks
had left but little of the original brown for her cap to
conceal.
“Oh, Joshua! if I could only follow her! My heart is
breaking to see Amy.”
Leonard kept his hard hand on her head,—his face
lighted up as he bent over her.
“How could we find the heart to let her go without
us!” cried the poor mother, lifting both her hands, and
clasping them over his. “She was our only child,
Joshua.”
“Get up, wife. Put away your wheel, and make
ready. We will follow our child.”
“Joshua! oh, Joshua! are you in earnest?”
“Yes; we will go.”
“How? how?—on foot? Oh, I can walk! You are a
strong man, and I haven’t been so well lately, but you
shall not outwalk me. How many days will it take? No
matter. I feel young again. Can we start right off?
Perhaps,—perhaps we might take the wagon.”
“We could not walk, wife. Providence has provided a
better way for us than the wagon.”
“Oh, husband, how thankful I am to Providence!”
“We have need. Another sloop will sail down the
river to-night. Get every thing ready, and we will go
in it.”
Mrs. Leonard started up, and seizing her fly-wheel
carried it off to the garret, where she forgot to unload it.
Then she came down-stairs again with a pillow-case in
her hand, which she carried to a corner cupboard and
375began to fill promiscuously with biscuit, dried beef, doughnuts,
and a quarter section of cheese.
“Where are you going, Joshua?” she called out, as her
husband took his hat. “Where are you going?” She
had no time to look after him, but tied one end of the
pillow-case in a huge knot, and set it down to the floor
as she spoke.
“I must go over to town and get some money. There
isn’t enough in the house, I’m afraid,” he answered.
“Come back, Joshua, come back. I can’t bear to trust
you out of my sight; it wouldn’t seem like a reality if I
did. As for the money,—look here!” She went to the
clock, opened the narrow door in its case, and thrusting
her arm into the opening, drew forth a shot-bag half full
of coin, her accumulated savings for twenty years.
“I don’t know what it will cost,” she said, seating herself,
and pouring the money into her lap; “but here must
be enough and to spare. I saved every sixpence of it for
her ‘setting-out,’ but you shall have it all. I ought to
have been ashamed to hoard it up away from you, though
it was for her. Here,—just put it back into the bag; my
hands shake so, I can’t. But it’s with joy,—don’t think
it’s with any thing but joy, husband.”
I am afraid that Leonard’s hands were not quite steady
as he gathered the money from his wife’s lap and put it
in the shot-bag again. He was thinking how much in his
superior intellect he had underrated that genuine womanly
nature. Now that affection had refined and elevated her
he could see how good she was.
In a house like that there was little need of elaborate
preparation. A second pillow-case was soon filled with the
last articles of Mrs. Leonard’s wardrobe, and a pair of
saddle-bags proved sufficient for Leonard’s Sunday clothes
376and a change or two of linen. When these were placed
in the one-horse wagon, Leonard went down to the mill
and posted a written notice of his absence in a conspicuous
place, while his wife drew in the leathern latch-string
and crept out of the window, with full assurance
that their property would be safe till their return.
The reader must understand that a journey, or rather voyage,
from Norwich to New Haven was a momentous undertaking
in those times, and on ordinary occasions produced
no little excitement. But though the bustle of preparation
lifted this good couple out of their sorrow for a time, it
had no power to make them forget how painful was the
errand which took them from home. Sudden as her departure
had been, Mrs. Leonard bethought herself of
Hagar, who might have some message to send to her
mistress, and asked her husband to drive round by the
homestead on his way to the sloop.
They found Hagar in a state of benign happiness. Her
reconciliation with Dan had been followed by so many
loving protestations, and their future store of bliss had
been so completely discussed, that Hagar took upon herself
the dignity of a married woman at once, though she
held poor Dan at a tremendous distance in fact, and kept
him in a state of probation that tested his constancy to
the utmost. Never in his whole life had Dan, in a given
time, rolled so many back-logs, split so much oven-wood,
or shelled so many baskets of corn, or had proved his
desire to please Hagar, since the family went away.
When the Leonards drove up, Hagar was standing at
the front-door, shading her eyes with one hand, at a loss
to make out who her visitors were. But the moment she
recognized them, the hand fell, and she hurried out to the
gate, rejoiced to see the good couple abroad again.
377“Why, Miss Arnold, am dat you? Well, if yer don’t
both look jest as nat’ral as can be, only a leetle more so.
If I wasn’t a-tellin’ our Daniel dis ’ere mornin’,—sez I,
Dan, I’d give all my old shoes, and yourn to boot, jest ter
see neighbor Leonard and his wife a-comin’ ober here ter
take tea wid our folks, jest as dey were usen ter; and sez
he, ‘Hagar,’ sez he, ‘it ed make my ferlicity too extra
arter what you and I knows on.’ But come in. Gracious
me, yer don’t say as yer won’t get out! What, goin’ ’way
from hum! Goin’ in de sloop ter New Haven! See our
folks! Why, yer eenamost skare the breath out ob dis
body. Well, anyhow, yer must come in, if it’s only ter tell
’em how yer found things a-goin’ on. I never should
git ober it if yer didn’t.”
“Well,” said Mrs. Leonard, always ready to make
others happy in her homely way,—“very well, Hagar.
We’ll just step into the kitchen and take a drink of milk.
We come away in such a hurry that both of us forgot
about dinner.”
“Yer welcome ter ebery ting in de house, and I reckon
yer won’t find any ting a-going wrong ter tell our folks
about.”
Hagar marched into the house, and led the way from
room to room, insisting that Mrs. Leonard should satisfy
herself of the good condition, and report accordingly, till
they at length landed in the kitchen.
“Now,” said Hagar, “you jest set down and kinder
rest a minute, while Mr. Leonard gibs a peek inter de
barn. I reckon he’ll find Mr. Daniel hard at work.
Now, I tell yer, Mr. Leonard, that inderwidual is awful
smart, awful.”
With her black face all in a quiver of delight, Hagar
flung the barn-door wide open, and revealed Dan sitting
378astride a shovel, which was placed with the handle on a
log of wood, and the iron part resting on the edge of a
huge corn-basket, which he should have been filling with
kernels. His arms were folded loosely, and his black face
fell on his bosom. He was fast asleep. Hagar started
forward, leaving Leonard in the background.
“Dan, yer lazy nigger,” she cried, stung with mortification,
“am dis der way yer shells corn?”
Dan started up, blinked his eyes like an owl, and making
a dive at the pile of ears heaped near him, dashed one
against the edge of the shovel, and sent the corn flying
like golden rain into the basket.
Hagar, a little mollified, went close to him.
“Oh, Dan! Dan! how could yer?—afore folks, too!”
Dan held his ear of corn motionless against the edge
of the shovel, and lifted his eyes to Hagar.
“Yer didn’t think as dis chile was ’sleep, now, did yer,
Hagar? Not a bit on it. I was only a remuneratin’
ober der sea ob ferlicity dat dis cullud pusson is a-sailin’
in. I’se so happy, Hagar, dat now and den I must stop
work ter take a dive.”
Hagar folded her arms, and looking severely down on
her lover shook her head.
“Oh, Dan, Dan, ’tain’t ob no use ter play possum wid
me. I knows ye.”
“In course yer dus. Who has got a right ter know
me if yer hasn’t?” answered Dan, benignly. “I’d like
ter see any udder woman dar;” whereupon Dan fell diligently
to his work, and Hagar followed Mr. Leonard, who
had returned to the house and was helping his wife into
the wagon.
Hagar came up, out of breath.
“Now Mrs. Leonard, you jes’ gib our bes’ love to de
379folks, and tell ’em ebbery ting is going on splendid at der
farm. Yer kin say as Mr. Daniel works so hard, night
an’ day, dat he gets clar tuckered out, and eenamost falls
’sleep ober der corn-basket. Yer might a-seen him yerself.”
“I will tell them that every thing is going on right,”
said Leonard, kindly.
“And ’bout Miss Amy,” said Hagar, leaning over the
wagon-wheel, and speaking in a low voice,—“tell her as
I tinks ’bout her a sight, and if she’s got a frien’ on earth,
it’s Hagar. Don’t fergit ter say dat.”
Mrs. Leonard reached forth her hand, and shook that
which Hagar held forth.
“Good-by, Hagar, good-by. I shall never forget your
kindness to my poor girl,—be sure of that, Hagar.
Good-by.”
The wagon was on its way, and Mrs. Leonard sent back
the last words like a benediction. That night the good
woman sat in the little close cabin of the sloop, a good
deal saddened after the excitement of getting off. With
every sound on deck she would start, look eagerly at her
husband, and say,—
“Joshua, are we sailing? Has she left the shore?”
At last there was a great tumult over head; the loud
tramp of feet, the rushing of cable, and a loud voice giving
orders; then a continued vibration, a long, swinging
motion, and the sloop was on her course.
CHAPTER XXXIX. THE SHIPWRECK.
380
Two vessels,—one steering eastward toward the ocean,
one bearing west,—passed each other on the Long Island
Sound. That going toward the ocean was a staunch brig,
thoroughly prepared for a long sea-voyage. The other
was one of those small coasters that ran up and down the
Connecticut shore at stated intervals. It was a beautiful
little craft, but altogether unfitted for the rough weather
and sweeping storms that the brig was likely to encounter.
The morning had been a pleasant one, and the little
coaster had ventured nearer the middle of the sound than
was usual to its cautious commander. Just then he was
getting a little anxious, for a sudden and rather fierce
breeze had sprung up, dead against him. The strong
wind that baffled him swelled the sails of the brig, and
drove it forward at a dashing rate. It plunged on,
ploughing up reefs of silver from the deep and flinging
them back to the sunshine, which broke in fitful gleams
from a pile of gray clouds that were rolling and heaving
in the depths of the sky.
As the two vessels met,—the larger one careering proudly
through the waters that had already began to lash themselves
into a tumult, the little craft struggling like a
half-drowned bird in the teeth of the wind,—two figures
appeared almost opposite each other on the separate
decks. That on the brig was a tall man, whose hair,
381taken by the wind and scattered back from the forehead,
revealed a face that seen once could never be forgotten.
It was the man whose sermon cast a whole audience into
tears, in that little church in New Haven.
The other figure was crowded close to the bulwarks of
the coaster, and held to them with both hands, while her
eyes were bent on the brig. The wind had lifted her
hood, and, seizing upon her beautiful hair, swept it back
from her face, which was kindled with wild enthusiasm.
The two vessels rushed close together,—so close that there
was great danger of collision. The man at the helm of
the coaster strove to veer his craft, but the wind and the
billows heaved against it too fearfully for that. It struggled
and pitched violently in the water, and must have
been swept away had the brig turned a dozen feet from
its course. As it was, the two vessels passed each other
so closely that spray from the rushing prow of the brig
fell in showers over the coaster’s deck, and dashed the
streaming hair of Amy Leonard in wet masses to her
shoulders.
That moment the man upon the brig saw her and
uttered a faint cry, as if a ghost had just drifted up to his
feet from the waves. He knew the face instantly; never
could he mistake those eyes; the same frightened look
was in them now that he had seen when she took that
solemn oath to Arnold. It was she,—the woman whose
death had been so coarsely proclaimed to him only a week
before,—there, and alone.
But the minister had scarcely time to utter a single cry
and fling out his arm, insanely challenging the coaster to
stop, when his vessel made a plunge and rushed away,
leaving the coaster struggling in the teeth of the wind.
The poor little vessel at last fought its way to the main
382shore, and folded its sails safely in one of the numerous
coves that such crafts are apt to fly to in a tempest.
But the brig went boldly out to sea with her sails set,—as
it were defying the tempest that was looming in its
path. Still, the minister stayed upon deck, walking up
and down, in a sort of frenzy. The ship plunged and
reeled, and threatened to cast him headlong, as he walked;
but that mattered nothing. He did not heed the storm,
or care that it threatened him with danger. The thought
that he had been betrayed into another sin,—that an innocent
human creature might suffer by it, while he was
locked up in that reeling prison, drove him wild. He
looked at the clouds—lead-colored and heavy, that broke,
and formed, and mustered again, making the very sky
tumultuous—in dreary dismay.
He was willing to be buffeted by the waves, tossed
against rocks, hurled from breaker to breaker, if one would
cast him ashore at last, with just enough of life to right
the wrong he had done,—and die.
Osborne knew, well enough, that all this was madness,
that nothing could release him from those hated planks
till they had borne him to the tropics: then it would be
too late; still the impossibility did not seem real. He
was in sight of land. The waters which tossed him onward
were buffeting the oceanward shores of Long Island.
The sea was not so rough but that a boat might
live to reach the nearest point.
Osborne went to the captain, who was a kind man in his
way, and asked with eagerness that a boat might be
lowered to set him on shore. He did not care in what
place, only that his feet might touch the dry land again.
The captain laughed, and told him that ministers were
always cowards,—that the sight of a black cloud in the
383sky was sure to drive them into a panic. As for a boat,
nothing of the kind that he had on board would live half
an hour in a sea like that. He being a minister and
never having sailed before, did not understand the meaning
of those great blue-black clouds mustering up from
the northeast, or the foam that rose ominously on each
wave, like an upheaving of snow from the angry waters.
A boat! Why he, Captain Hale, was beginning to question
if his good ship would weather the tempest that threatened.
It had arisen already far beyond all thoughts of a
boat; besides, every hand would be wanted to work
the ship.
The minister saw how mad his project was, and abandoned
it in despair; but the heart in his bosom was
heavy as granite. He was being dragged off, without
power of resistance, that some great crime might be perpetrated
in his absence. He began to suspect what that
issue was. Once he had seen Arnold and the young
French lady together. He had not thought much of it at
the time, but now he remembered vividly the happy look
of her face.
Osborne was a singularly good man. The reader must
not judge of him by Arnold’s words, or by the weakness
he had exhibited in leaving the country. But he carried
about in his confused memory a vague consciousness that
he had done the great wrong which Arnold accused him
of; but this seemed of minor importance to him now.
If the consequence of his own misdeeds could by any possibility
injure an innocent person, he stood ready to bring
condemnation on himself, rather than ruin on another.
But how could this be accomplished? The ship rushed
on, inexorable as fate. No power of man could have
stopped it; for even then it was tempest-driven, and
384rushed through the waves with a force that filled every
one on board with dread.
Osborne was brave enough then. He was not afraid to
die. Death had never been the evil, above all others,
from which he would have shrunk. To a nature like his,
any thing that destroyed his usefulness, and took away
his people’s love, was ten thousand times worse than a
transit, however painful, from one life to another. But,
when he reflected that his safety might be the salvation
of others, he, too, watched the mustering storm with keen
anxiety. If the wind and waves would only go down, the
captain might be persuaded to set him on shore. He had
money, and that he was ready to give,—leaving himself
penniless,—if it would only accomplish his deliverance.
But, while his soul was torn with impatience, the tempest
threatened them more and more fiercely. So far as
it was possible, the sails had been taken in; but one,
streaming in fragments overhead, was rent off piece by
piece, and given in rags to the wind. But for this the
brig would have been scudding under bare poles. The
wind had changed, and set in shorewards, where a
line of breakers sent the turbulent whiteness upwards in
masses, and hurled this scudding foam into the deep gray
of the horizon.
At sunset the whole force of the tempest was upon
them. The waves rose and swelled in black, heaving
grandeur, crowned with great drifts of foam, sweeping
the ship as if its hull, masts, and the cordage that
thrilled and quivered like human nerves strained to
breaking, were but a handful of driftwood, over which
they leaped with scarcely a break, and dashed themselves
into a whirlwind of foam among the breakers.
When the sun set, a wonderful change came upon the
385sky. The great dome, which bent like solid lead above
the ocean, broke up into tumultuous black clouds, which
rolled through the troubled atmosphere, and piled themselves
along the west in huge mountains, black and gray,
through which lakes of lurid crimson came out like seas
of blood, buried deep down among the barren rocks of a
desert.
These pools of red light gave a little hope to the
anxious souls on board that brig. They might be a
signal that the wind was about to change again, or be
checked in its violence.
The captain said this, turning his rugged face in white
terror from the breakers, whose thunder boomed nearer
and nearer, to cast a look of terrible anxiety upon the
west.
“If not, the God of heaven only knows what will become
of us,” he muttered In hoarse anguish, addressing
Osborne, who stood near him at the helm.
Osborne lifted his forehead to the sky, and his lips moved.
The expression of that face gave the captain courage.
With one hand grasping the almost useless helm, he
seized upon the minister’s garments with the other.
“You have no fear,” he said. “You believe that we
shall be saved?”
“Yes. I believe.”
As he spoke, the wind, which had lulled for a moment,
came raving over them again. The waves, fierce, shorter,
and ravenous as wild animals, seized upon the brig, and
heaved it shorewards; leaped over it, wrenched at its
quaking timbers, hurled it down into black watery chasms,
spurned it upwards to the ridge of an outheaving wave;
tore its masts up, and hurled them overboard, dragging
the tortured craft down with a new burden; and then a
386great swell of the sea sent her quivering like a human
soul on the verge of the breakers. Another looming rush
sent her forward with a long sweep, and clinched her
between the jaws of two rocks, which showed themselves
awfully through the hissing whiteness of the foam.
A desperate lurch, a horrible crushing sound, as if the
brig were a living thing in its death throes, and the great
waves left it quivering in those rocky jaws, and retreated,
gathering strength for a new onset.
The captain had kept faithful to his helm. It was useless,
still he could not forsake his post. But now, with
the timbers grinding to atoms under his feet, and the
boiling whiteness of the breakers all around him, the
stout man gave way, and would have fallen on his knees
in despair; but Osborne held him up by the great moral
force which the close presence of death had awakened in
his own soul.
“Arouse yourself,” he said; “so long as one timber is
bolted to another, all is not lost. These rocks, that
seemed our worst enemies, will hold the ship together a
few minutes longer. Thank God, there are neither women
nor little ones on board.”
The crew gathered around him. His sacred character
was a forlorn hope, to which they clung like children.
They expected only prayers; but while his heart rose to
God, his lips urged the men to action.
“Before another wave is upon us, and the planks are
torn away from under our feet, seize upon such fragments
of the wreck as may help you in the water.”
The men gave a forlorn cheer, and went to work gathering
up wet ropes, and securing themselves to broken fragments,
of the masts and yards.
“And you,” said the captain, stretching out his brawny
387arms to Osborne: “minister, I am strong; I can swim;
hold fast to me. If we sink, I will go first.”
“Yes,” answered Osborne, with a wan smile. “I am
needed: my life must not be lost. God will give us both
strength, my friend. The danger is terrible, but we shall
not die.”
The awful blackness of an outheaving wave was upon
them. The captain flung one iron arm around the minister;
the other he held firmly to the splintered stump of
his mainmast.
It came on, a huge column of waters, arching grimly
black in the red light, which was almost quenched in the
west. Huge windrows and curtains of spray foamed over
it like banners from a battlement. It plunged upon them
with a terrific shock, driving the wreck half-a-ship’s
length further into the breakers, with its open ribs
crushed, and the sea boiling through its hold. When the
wave surged back not a living soul was upon the wreck;
but many dark objects were battling for life with the
breakers. One or two, wounded by the rocks, were
overwhelmed; but when the rest were about to sink,
another watery monster gathered them up like straws
and hurled them upon the shore.
Among these was the minister. The sailors, hardy
and powerful men, knew that not to struggle was to die,
and dragged themselves beyond the retreating wave.
With the breath beaten from his body, Osborne seized upon
a tuft of salt grass with blind instinct, and clung to it
desperately. The suction of the water dragged at him
like a pack of wolves, straining his limbs, and half-up
rooting the grass. Another wave would have found him
helpless, but as it is looming upon the beach a pair of
great strong arms seized upon the minister and dragged
him into safety.
CHAPTER XL. COMING INTO PORT.
388
The vessel which was to bring the Arnold family to
New Haven had been watched and waited for only as a
craft freighted with love ever is watched. When she
first rose on the horizon, like a white sea-gull with its
wings outspread, Paul de Montreuil stood on the wharf
with a telescope in his hand, searching the luminous fog
through and through, as if his own heart had been lost
there and could only be recovered with great vigilance.
All at once, while he was looking to the left, the little
vessel came fluttering out of the silvery distance, and
hovered between the blue line of water and the soft white
clouds in the sky, as if it belonged as much to heaven as
earth. Paul’s heart leaped in his bosom as he saw the
sails dip and bathe themselves, as it were, in the rosy
light; for, though it was not sunset, opal tints rippled the
water as if reefs of pink coral and ridges of amber lay
just beneath the surface, and gave their riches to every
wave. His heart told him what ship it was long and
long before his telescope discovered the truth; still that
heart was in a flutter of doubt up to the last moment.
Hope had mounted so high in his soul that he dreaded
disappointment like a coward.
She came near, catching the sunset on her sails, till he
could see figures upon the deck,—men and women, all
looking towards the shore. Then his glass took them
389in with certainty: it gave back face after face to his
search, but not hers. The glass shook in his hand: he
was about to dash it down, when a female figure came
clearly out from the group, and stood leaning over the
bulwarks. It was Hannah.
Paul grew wild with delight, now; he snatched up the
glass and reassured himself. Then he paced up and down
the dock, still looking seaward, as if he feared the little
vessel might fly away and disappoint him yet. Again he
would sit down upon a pile of lumber that lay there ready
for shipment, and strive to wait with patience. The sunset
was splendid that night, and the vessel came forward
in a blaze of gorgeous colors. The white sails seemed
tipped with flame. She ploughed her way through liquid
topaz and melted rubies.
Paul loved all that was beautiful and grand in nature.
This scene made his nerves thrill. It was like visible
music to him.
“So it should be,” was his wild lover-like thought.
“My pearl, my gentle one, every thing beautiful should
wait upon her. The winds that bring her to me should
come whispering music and laden with perfume. She is
so good, so true, so modest. Ah, shall I ever be worthy
of her? Can she imagine how I love her?” And she,
looking out from the deck of that little craft, saw a dark
spot upon the distant wharf. How her eyes lightened!
Her lips parted in sweet expectation. Under the concealment
of her mantle she clasped two little hands, and a deep
sigh thrilled up from her surcharged bosom, changing upon
her lips into smiles.
“It is Paul! it is Paul!” she said in her heart. “He
could not wait. He is on the watch. Oh, how he loves
390me! How I love him! I wonder if it is a sin to worship
any one so much?”
Amy Leonard crept close up to Hannah. She was
shivering as with cold, though the evening was drawing
on bland and warm. Her pale, sharpened features presented
a mournful contrast to the happiness which made
Hannah so lovely. “We are in sight of the town,” she
said, in a voice that seemed to shiver with the heart-chill
which had seized upon her.
Hannah was so absorbed by her own happiness that she
did not hear the low speech or feel the presence of this
miserable young creature. “I wonder,” she whispered to
herself, “if this sweet feeling can be a sin? Oh no, no,
it is something that the angels understand and share
with us! They must love one another, or heaven would
be nothing to them.”
Amy saw the glow on her friend’s face, and sunk down
to a seat close by her, mute and cold. No words of explanation
had ever passed between these two school-mates;
for in those days girls did not chatter, like magpies, of
feelings that are always too sacred for light speech, and
household secrets were seldom given carelessly to the children
of a family. Hannah knew that something was terribly
wrong between her family and that of the cabin on the
Yantic; but having no person to consult with, and being
naturally discreet in asking questions, she had no real idea
of the trouble that threatened them, nor dreamed that it
would interfere with the blissful destiny that lay before
her. So, with hope brightening her serene face, she gazed
landward, knowing that he was there waiting.
While Hannah looked afar off in her innocent joy, Amy
sat drooping by her side unnoticed and desolate. Every
gust of wind that urged her towards the shore, wrung unuttered
391moans from her soul. Each wave that lifted the
vessel forward was answered by a pulse of agony from
her bosom. What had she to expect in that beautiful spot
to which the winds were drifting her? How would he
meet her? Was it possible for her to act in antagonism
to his wishes? Oh, if she might but die then and there!
Had her sin of disobedience been so terrible that this great
misery must spring out of it? The same bland air that
made Hannah smile so joyously chilled poor Amy through
and through. Her limbs shook and her very teeth chattered.
The great shawl which she had worn during the
whole passage seemed insufficient to give her warmth,
muffle it around her as she would. She had been watching
Hannah’s face, and following those eager eyes, with a
wild, frightened look. She saw the figure of a man waiting
on the wharf. Was it he, her most bitter enemy, yet
the dearest being upon earth? Was it he? The doubt
wrung a broken moan from her lips. Hannah heard the
sound, and turning suddenly saw the gentle sufferer crouching
at her feet. The gray anguish in that young face
frightened all the happiness out of hers.
“Dear Amy, I am glad you have come on deck at last.
How ill you must have been, poor child! The sickness
has left you so pale, so deathly, I should hardly know
you.”
“Yes,” answered Amy, wearily, “I am changed,—oh,
how changed! By and by, Hannah, you, perhaps, will
not want to know me.”
“There, now,” answered Hannah, “isn’t this a strange
thing to say. What on earth can ever make me love you
less? I am ashamed of you, Amy Leonard.”
Amy lifted her yearning gaze to the face bending over
her so full of sweet gravity. There was something in
392her look that drove all the joy from Hannah’s thoughts.
She sat down, and passed her arm caressingly over the
poor girl’s shoulder.
“What makes you so pale, dear? I cannot bear to see
you unhappy now, of all times in the world. Tell me all
about it.”
Amy shrunk away from her arm, shuddering.
“How strangely you act, Amy. What have I done?”
“You, you. Nothing.”
“Then why creep away from me, as if I were something
hateful to you?”
“I did not—oh, I did not. Hannah! Hannah! if you
only—only——”
She broke off, and covering her face with both hands,
sat motionless, evidently striving to gather strength.
Then she arose with a pitiful smile and said,
“Don’t mind me, Hannah. It’s a shame to dash your
happiness with my low spirits. I will go down.”
“Not yet,” said Hannah, detaining her with gentle
force. “Tell me, dear, why you are so sad. Is it—is it
because of this wedding? Don’t look so wild, dear. You
have been so down-hearted ever since we heard of it, that
I cannot help thinking so.”
“Let me go down! Let me go down!”
The words broke from lips pale as snow. The poor
creature did, indeed, look wild and white.
Hannah dropped her hand from the shawl by which
she had been detaining her.
“Oh, Amy, I did not mean to hurt you!”
Amy came back with a quiver on her lips, and in
shrinking penitence held them up to be kissed.
“Amy, at any rate, I love you like a sister.”
393Tears sprang into Amy’s eyes. “I know it—I know
it,” she said. “You have all been good to me.”
“And we always shall be.”
Amy went down to the little cabin, and there, wringing
her hands in bitter sorrow, wailed out:
“Oh, if I could but suffer alone! If I could but submit
without sin! God help me, God help me, what misery I
may bring upon her too!”
Meantime the vessel went careering on its way, the
wind kissing its sails and the waves breaking in showers
of foam from its prow. The sunset was deepening into
golden purple, and close by lay the city bathed in its
dusky light. Down the little craft swooped toward the
wharf, folded her wings, and lay still upon the water, ready
to be dragged into mooring, as a bird gives itself up to
the snarer.
Before she touched the wharf Paul leaped on board,
clearing a broad space of water with one bound.
“Come,” he said, gathering Hannah’s little hand under
his arm, “let us walk to the hotel. Your mother and the
rest can ride.”
Hannah could not refuse; her whole heart went with
the request. She did not even attempt to withdraw her
hand from the clasp which still held it, but, with a light
leap sprang with him on shore.
“Are you glad, are you happy, as I am, darling? Do
you love me yet, dear, dear girl?”
“Do I love you? The strange question. Do I love
myself?”
“God bless you, darling! Come, let us go. See what
a splendid evening it is. For one half hour I will have
you all to myself.”
394They walked up the wharf and were gone. One half
hour of happiness, at least was theirs.
The Maria Jane from Norwich was pulled close up to
the long wharf, and its passengers made their way to the
hotel, which was scarcely more than a nominal home to
the young Arnold. A sad and dejected party it was
which presented itself before the good landlady. They
looked more—as she afterward expressed herself—like
people going to a funeral than a wedding, with such
faces! all the lights she could put in her best room failed
to render it cheerful. Then the young man was away, as
usual, and she felt herself quite put about to entertain
them.
CHAPTER XLI. THE BRIDAL TOILET.
Arnold was with Laura that evening, and a more perfect
contrast between the dim room where the Arnold
family sat, and the exquisite boudoir in which the young
man was lounging away the last few hours that was
to intervene before his marriage, could not well be imagined.
Laura stood before him in her wedding-garments. The
crimson curtains, sweeping over the windows, served that
lovely picture as a background,—the lights of a gilded
candelabrum fell athwart her robe of thick, white silk,
and made the silver bouquets with which it was brocaded
glitter with frostlike brightness. Diamond drops fell
395like dew among the white roses that crowned the sweep
of her beautiful hair, and lighted up her stomacher in
clusters of rainbow flame. The sleeves, which fitted close
down to her elbow, terminated in a mist of lace, like
that which left a scarcely perceptible shadow on her
bosom.
From the rustling folds of her robe her little feet peeped
out, clad in dainty satin shoes, balanced on heels that
seemed cut from coral, with rubies lying like frozen
flame in the heart of each white rosette.
With his usual haste for gratification, the bridegroom
had urged her to don this dress, that he might know how
beautiful she would be when the wedding evening came.
Why should he wait till then and share her presence with
so many others?
He had been praising her: you could have told it by
the peachy bloom on her cheeks, the shy gladness that
broke through those curling lashes. Yes, she was beautiful,
and he had told her so. The fever of half-sated
admiration glowed in his eyes; the triumph of his
“ruling passion” was so vivid that she could not help
thinking it love.
“Now,” she said, blushing and shrinking like an overdressed
child; “may I go and put these things away
before the gloss is brushed off? or have you some defect
to point out?”
“Defect!” exclaimed Arnold with ardor. “Who shall
presume to question any thing you wear or say? Not I!
To the depths of my heart I feel how beautiful you are.
Not the natives here! When have they seen any thing
approaching this? Such magnificence will astonish
them!”
“I hope so, if that pleases you,” she said, blushing
396happily, as she swept past him and tried to make her
escape.
He caught her hand and kissed it ardently. She laughed
and struggled till the dimples came to her cheeks; then,
with a half-tender, half-coquettish protest, obeyed his
gesture, and sunk to an ottoman which stood by his chair.
Thus, with those rich garments settling around her like
crusted snow, she formed another picture, at which he
gazed in greedy triumph.
There is seldom perfect equality in marriage, because
from depth of affection or circumstance the balance of
love usually preponderates on one side, thus rendering one
party the monarch, and the other a subject. That man or
woman is generous, indeed, if he or she never presume
upon the power which is obtained through excess of love
in another. Arnold was not of this class. He delighted
in testing the extent of his authority over that queenly
nature, and kept her at his feet, as we trifle with a child.
“So you like the dress?” she said, looking down upon
it. “But I was very foolish to indulge you. It will seem
old and familiar on our wedding-day.”
“Perhaps so,” he said carelessly: “but I am always
brushing the down from my fruit. Never mind, it is
pretty enough for a second examination, and one never
tires of these things: there is power as well as show in
them.”
He touched the cluster of jewels on her bosom with a
gleam in his eyes that made her shrink. Did he, indeed,
care for those things so much, not because they were hers,
but from the value that they represented?
She felt this question in her heart without putting it
clearly before her intellect, but, for the moment, it made her
thoughtful. He saw it, and touched her cheek.
397“Do you love me?” he said, in a voice that was in its
very tones a caress.
She blushed, like a flower when the sun rises, but only
answered with a brilliant flash of the eyes and a smile that
fell upon him like a glow of light.
He leaned back in his chair, toying with the rings upon
her fingers, and smiling in the fullness of his content.
That instant a heavy knock sounded from the front-door,
and directly after a servant passed in from the hall,
announcing an old gentleman who was in search of Mr.
Arnold.
Laura started up, blushing crimson beneath the admiring
eyes of her servant, which were fixed on her
singular costume. She stood a moment irresolute, then
fled through a side door, while Arnold followed her with
an earnest glance. He saw the white folds of her dress
fluttering through the darkness beyond, and, half-tempted
to follow her, moved a step toward the door.
“Go, go,” cried a laughing voice. “It will take me a
good hour to get into a civilized dress again. But come
in the morning early perhaps they will have arrived; but
any way don’t fail to come. Au revoir!”
She glided back a few steps, kissed her hand, and darted
off, calling out, “Au revoir! au revoir!”
Arnold turned away, and followed the servant, who
stood outside the door.
An old man was in the hall waiting.
“Ah, is it you, sir?” said Arnold, holding out his hand
with some constraint. “I did not expect you quite so
soon.”
The old man took the hand reached out to him; but
Arnold noticed that the hard fingers which closed on his
were cold as ice.
398“They have all come, I suppose,” said Arnold, dropping
the hand, as he turned to search for his hat. “I will go
with you at once. You must have had a good wind?”
“Yes; I think so; but didn’t notice about it,” answered
the father, absently; and they went out together, falling
Into dead silence as they threaded the dark streets,—not
arm in arm, but walking a little apart, as if some invisible
bar kept them from that close proximity which persons
who love each other without stint are sure to seek.
While the elder Arnold had been standing in the hall
of de Montreuil’s dwelling, a female figure, which had
followed him all the way from the hotel, lingered in the
shadows that lay heavily on the street, waiting for him
to come forth. She had not watched long when the two
men whom she most wished yet dreaded to see appeared
in the open door, revealed clearly by a tall light which the
servant held in the background.
She saw that the old man’s face was pale and strangely
stern, while a black frown lowered on the forehead of his
son. She shrank against the palings of a vast garden,
whose fragrance swept across her like a mockery, as the
two men passed so near that an outstretched hand might
have touched them. Her heart beat so thick and fast
that she grew faint in the atmosphere of his presence; but
when he was gone, and she heard only the sound of his
retreating footsteps, she staggered forward with a moan
upon her lips, as if to follow.
The servant stood in the doorway, holding up his
candle that the two guests might find their way more
surely into the street. He was retreating, and about to
close the door, when Amy came rapidly up the steps and
asked for the lady.
It was still early in the evening, and the man naturally
399mistook her for one of the sewing-women who had been
constantly going in and out of the house, almost at will,
for the last ten days. So, merely observing that mademoiselle
was in her own apartment no doubt, he turned into
a side-room, and left her alone in the hall.
A broad, oaken staircase, with carved balustrades, ascended
from the hall. At the first landing stood a bronze
statue, holding a torch with one hand, while it pointed
upward with the other. To her excited imagination this
image seemed directing her to her destination; so she
mounted the stairs, and glided away into the chambers
above.
There was no light in the upper hall save that which
came from the landing below, but that proved enough to
reveal something of the chamber which she entered
through a door which stood ajar. It was a spacious
apartment, with a vast white bed standing in the centre,
like a snow-heap, for floods of drapery brooded over and
fell around it, looking grandly spectral in the dim gleams
that shot up from the statue. The wind, as it stole through
the window, brought with it a rustle of the silken curtains,
and some delicate perfume penetrated the atmosphere, as
if flowers were breathing somewhere in the darkness
Beyond the bed, an arrow of light shot half across the
room from a door that stood on the latch.
Amy crossed the carpet without a sound, for it was
thick and heavy as velvet moss. A moment’s hesitation,
a quick breath, and she knocked at the door.
There was a sweeping rustle of silks within—a slight
jingle, as if some ornament had been hastily flung down,
and then a clear voice called out:
“Come in!”
Amy opened the door and stood on the threshold,
400struck dumb by the scene which presented itself. Before
a dressing-table, draped with white lace, and surmounted
by a mirror so broad and bright that it flung back a dozen
beautiful objects, stood Laura de Montreuil, in full bridal
dress, as if she had just come from the altar. Like a
white swan, that admires its own graceful image in a
lake, she surveyed herself with a sort of pleasant wonder
that any thing could be so beautiful. Her round arms
were uplifted, and she was bending her head slightly
sideways, trying to undo the wreath of white roses that
crowned it.
“Why don’t you come and help me?” she cried, dropping
her hands wearily.
Amy stepped forward and took the crown from her
head, absolutely unconscious of the action.
Laura’s face was bent downward, and she had no idea
that it was any one but her maid who offered the service
till she resumed her position and saw Amy Leonard
standing before her with the bridal crown in her hands.
A pang of astonishment seized upon her; she reached
forth her hand, took the roses, and laid them slowly on
the table, keeping her fascinated eyes on that pale face.
“Amy Leonard!”
“Yes, lady, it is I,” said Amy, in so sad a voice that
Laura’s heart fell to the sound.
They stood in silence, looking at each other until both
grew white with intuitive dread.
“You wish to talk with me,—you have something
to say,” faltered Laura at last, trembling in all her
limbs.
“Yes,” answered Amy. “I came on purpose, and
found my way here. How, I can hardly tell, for it seems
to me as if I were walking in a dream.”
401“Well,” said Laura, faintly, “we are together: you
have a right to say any thing to me, no matter how cruel
the thing is. You saved my life, Amy Leonard, and it
belongs to you. What you want may be death, you
know, but speak: I am only a coward in one thing.”
“And I in every thing,” said Amy.
“No, no, Amy Leonard, you are an angel! I only
wish I were one bit like you. Coward! Great heavens!
and those logs rolling and dipping you down, down, into
the black waters. Still you held on. I feel your grip
in my hair now. I hear the waters gurgle, and see the
black streams pouring over that poor face. May God forsake
me if I ever forget that fearful time, Amy.”
“That was nothing. We must not think of it, for it
looks like a claim. I couldn’t help doing what I did, you
know, and didn’t consider what I was about. There was
no merit, not a bit. If I hung on tight to you, or the
log, it was just the cowardice that was in me. So forget
that. You must. I can’t have it remembered in any
way.”
Laura shook her head, smiling sadly enough.
“I cannot forget any thing, Amy, and should hate myself
if that one hour of our two lives could ever leave
my heart.”
Amy heard this impatiently, and put out her hands, as
if to force back the gratitude that oppressed her.
“Stop!” she said, with a wild glitter of the eye. “That
dress—that room—the roses with which I have decrowned
you—what do they mean? Are you already married to
my—to Benedict Arnold?”
Laura blushed like a crimson sunset, and gathering both
hands over the jewels on her bosom, strove to hide them
in the shame of her detected vanity.
402“Are you married?” said Amy, with cold stillness.
“No. It was a piece of folly. He wanted to see how
it would look, so I put the dress on; for oh, Amy, I can
deny him no one thing that he asks. Don’t think worse
of me than I deserve. Indeed I don’t care myself. It
isn’t vanity or pride, only he wished it.”
Amy saw nothing of the dusky blush—heard nothing
of this breathless excuse, except the first words: She was
not married.
There was no brightening of the face, only a look of
infinite relief, as if the tension of some painful doubt had
broken away.
Amy cast down her eyes and trembled. How was she
to begin? What could she say, being just to the truth
and yet keeping faith with him?
Laura looked at her visitor with anxiety, not unmingled
with impatience; but Amy dropped her head upon her
bosom, till the features were almost hidden; and then a
strange terror came upon Laura, her eyes shone brilliantly,
her lips parted and grew white. She recoiled to the
dressing-table, and pressed one hand hard upon it for
support.
Amy looked up, and the white faces of those two miserable
young creatures read each other. Laura spoke
first, but her voice, usually mellow and joyous, was so
hoarse that a look of terror broke into Amy’s face, and
she advanced a step, prompted to offer help.
Laura pushed her back with both hands, desperately,
loathingly. Where was her gratitude then? What did
she care for the life which would henceforth pray upon her
soul like poison? Why was it given back to her? She
fell upon her knees by the table, its filmy drapery trembled
beneath the shiver of her frame. The jewels she had
403just taken off flung a rainbow of mocking light athwart
her forehead. She crushed the white roses under the
weight of her arm, and thus the glittering mirror reflected
her.
A long, dead silence followed, and then Laura lifted her
face. It was white, and locked.
“Is this thing true?”
Amy bent her head. She could not speak.
Laura struggled slowly to her feet. She did not look
like the same being who had stood at the mirror only a
few minutes before.
“Tell me all,” she said shivering.
“Ask him!”
“Him! Ask him! The traitor! The double-dyed
traitor!” she cried, clenching her hand, while the hot life
flamed back to her marble cheeks. “And you—you.
Shameless!”
“No, not that,” said Amy, in a low voice. “I have
done wrong, but not to him or you.”
“Not to me! his betrothed! his bride! his wife! Not
to me!”
“No, lady, not to you. He loved me—or, God help
me! I thought so—long before your face ever darkened
our lives.”
“He loved you!”
“Yes, he loved me——”
“And I—I——”
The unhappy young creature seemed sinking in the
whirlwind of her own passion.
“Be appeased,” said Amy, sadly. “He does not love
me now, or why should you wear those garments?”
“He does not love you now—no, no. How could he?”
She wrung her hands; she clasped them fiercely above
404her head, and walked the room to and fro like a panther
bounding to its jungle. All at once she stopped before
Amy, who was following her with affrighted eyes. She
gazed at her till the fiery rage in her glance burned down.
“You saved my life—you saved my life—you, Amy
Leonard. Oh! if you could take it now. If I could
tear it out and fling it at your feet!”
“It was not my fault,” pleaded Amy. “I couldn’t
help it any more than I could help him loving you.”
“Loving me! Do you believe that?”
“Yes, I believe it.”
“You believed this and did not die?”
“Oh, me! who could help it? Neither death nor love
will come for the asking, or I should not be here to torture
you.”
“But you are soft and gentle—such people can change.
See here, Amy, I am rich, very rich! Oh! heavens!
what is this? Am I so mean?—so lost?”
Again that noble girl bent to the whirlwind of her great
sorrow. Surely the outrage that man had put upon her
justified even that tempest of scorn and anguish. At last
she was quieter, a mournful calmness came on, through
which her grand nature began to reveal itself. She went
into the next room and fell upon her knees before the
white bed, wrestling with herself like one who would soon
learn to “suffer and grow strong.”
Amy knelt down also. Poor girl! that moment she
would have given him up, could the sacrifice have been
made without sin. Nay, so gentle and so true was her
pure heart that she would—for such things may be and
sometimes are among women—she would have gone
away with her innocent shame to suffer life alone, so great
405was her gentle compassion for the unhappy girl in the
next room.
While she was still on her knees Laura came in. A
large cloak was flung over the whiteness of her robe, and
the hood lined with crimson silk made the pallor of her
face more impressive. She touched Amy on the shoulder.
“Come!”
“Where?”
“To the hotel where he has gone.”
Amy stood up, wondering at the calmness that had
fallen upon that noble face.
Without another word of explanation they went out
together.
CHAPTER XLII. UNDER THE ELMS.
Mrs. Arnold was in her chamber waiting with a heavy
heart for the return of her husband, and for the first
sight of her son.
But the two men did not return so promptly as she
expected. Under one of the noble elms which shaded the
college grounds they had paused in deep conversation.
Both were agitated, and the voice of the old man was
stern and deep, almost as if it had been uttering a malediction.
“Benedict,” he was saying, “before this girl shall be
left to her ruin, I will tell that which shall destroy you.”
“What, the thing you hinted at when I was home! as
if I gave it a thought.”
406“Yes, Benedict, it is of your crime I speak.”
“‘Crime,’ sir!”
“The first great crime which brought distraction upon
me,—hardness of heart on you.”
“Speak out, sir, you exasperate me with half-sayings.
Of what crime am I guilty?”
“It is hard to speak of it. I have never uttered the
awful words before, but you will have them. I speak of
ARSON AND FRAUD.”
The old man spoke so sternly, and the words came out
so like a denunciation, that Benedict staggered back and
hid his face in the shadows. Conscience, after all, made
a coward of him. His voice shook when he spoke.
“You charge these things on me. This suspicion, sir,
is enough to separate father and son forever.”
“‘Suspicion!’ Benedict, I saw the act.”
“You!—you!”
“As God shall judge us, my son, I saw you.”
“Ha!”
“It was a stormy night. Do you remember it? Can
you ever forget it? A wild, stormy night—not with
rain or snow, but the wind blew awfully and the lightning
flashed in and out through the clouds,—dry lightning,
such as makes the air hot around you? I went home.
Do you remember leaving the shutters open? You were
to bar them and sleep in the store. It was a common
thing, and when you asked it I had nothing to oppose.
People say that when great evils threaten you, some presentiment
warns you against them. It was not so with
me. I went out very happy. We had done a good day’s
business, and I was going home to a contented wife and
pleasant fireside. It was not a presentiment that brought
me back.”
407“It must have been some infernal fiend,” hissed the
young man through his clinched teeth.
“It did the work of a fiend for me and mine,” was the rejoinder.
“The wind rose, and swelled, and rioted that night
as I have never seen it before nor since. There was a long
stretch of woods between the town and our homestead. The
gale tore through the trees like a tornado. I could hear the
great limbs crack and go crashing through the branches
underneath, tearing them away to work new havoc. Just
as I entered this wood, a great hemlock, hollow at the trunk,
was lifted up by the roots and hurled across the road not
twenty feet from where I stood. The crash frightened me.
“Any one of the great limbs, that were twisted off like
straws, would have killed me in falling. I turned when
the hemlock fell and ran out of the woods. It was surely
unsafe to go home, so I made up my mind to hurry back
and sleep with my son in the store.”
“An infernal piece of folly,” muttered the son.
“I reached the store and was going in, but one leaf of
the shutters was open, and, thinking the wind had torn
out the bolt, I stopped to fasten it—and looked in.”
“Well, sir, and you saw what?”
“I saw my own son standing over a mass of burning
shavings, on which he was heaping pine-knots and pouring
oil. The smoke already filled the store; flames leaped
from the burning mass, and licked the ceiling. I strove to
call out, but the sight struck me dumb. The words struggled
in my throat like a death-rattle. I beat against the
shutters with my hands. I tried the door. It was bolted
inside. Then I shouted; agony unchained my voice as
terror had chained it: but the wind swept the cries from
my lips. Nothing could be heard that night above its
fierce howls. Then the door was burst open and great
408waves of flame broke through. With them came a human
form. Yours, yours, Benedict Arnold. I saw it clearly by
the vivid light of the fire. I saw it leaping through the
darkness and away into the woods I had not dared to pass.
Ten thousand devils seemed howling a welcome to their
fellow-sinner as you entered the shadows. I ran after you.
I shouted furiously that you should turn back and help me
put out the fire; but it was useless. You had plunged
into the black chasms of the wood, and were gone. Then
I went back to the store, panting for breath, bathed in
sweat, faint and sick. The fire had broken out from every
crevice; flames were leaping through the windows; and,
curling upwards from the door, they lapped the shingled
roof madly, as wolves drink blood. I was too late, too
late.”
The old man took out his handkerchief and dashed it
across his forehead, wiping great drops of agony away.
The moonbeams fell on his head, and against the crimson
folds of his handkerchief those rugged features were ghastly
white.
Arnold was the first to speak. While this terrible narrative
was poured forth, more like a last appeal than an
accusation, his iron heart had resumed its hardness. The
first shock of a conscience not quite dead had left him
dumb. But when the old man stopped, trembling and
exhausted, his audacious spirit came back.
“Old man, were you crazy then, or are you crazy
now?”
“Almost, almost, I fear!” panted the unhappy parent.
“I should think so; to hunt an only son down with
charges like this—why they are worthy of a romance.”
“How true they are, you and the God who shall hereafter
judge us both know well,” was the solemn reply.
409“I should think,” answered the son, still keeping in the
shadow, however, for he could not face the old man even
then, “I should think this wild scene sprang from a wish
to frighten me into your measures, but that my own
father cannot believe me quite a coward.”
“A coward! No. It is I that have been the coward.”
“In not having courage enough to denounce me,
perhaps. A tender father to regret that!”
“I knew that the penalty was death.”
“And is still, father.”
The old man groaned. Arnold took courage.
“You saw this and did not inform. It is too late now:
the insurance has been paid and spent long ago. I
thought my own father knew me better than to suppose
I would be frightened into any thing, especially with
threats about a dead matter like this. You allowed the
insurance to be paid without speaking.”
“True, true. I was a coward, and had no strength from
that hour till the good God saw fit to call me back to his
fold. I tried to drown it all out of my brain. But since
then I have become a man, an honest man, for that debt
of sin has been paid, every farthing.”
“Paid! What, the insurance?”
“Yes, Benedict, your sin has made me a poor man, but,
thank God, I am free of that sin.”
“You have played the fool to this extent, and how?”
“I have mortgaged the farm. Your mother and I
are working and saving every way to keep the old roof
over our heads; but your debt is paid so far as man is
concerned.”
“So you have given away the home from over my
mother’s head, and now follow me with reproaches! It is
410doubtless the part of a good Christian to first disinherit
and then pursue an only son with threats of ruin.”
“I do no such thing, Benedict. So far as the power
lay in me I have atoned for your crime.”
“‘Crime,’ again!”
“‘Crime,’ I said; but another I will never see go unpunished.
This girl, the daughter of my old friend—while
it is time, she must be saved.”
“But I am pledged, openly pledged to marry another.
You know that, yet come to me with this sort of preaching,
as if faithlessness to one woman were not the same
as desertion of another. I cannot marry both, that you
must allow.”
“I will not argue this matter,” said the elder Arnold,
“but my pledge is given to Joshua Leonard. It shall be
fulfilled.”
“Not by me, sir. I am not to be coerced. If the girl
has pursued me here, take her back again before she
attempts mischief, or it’ll prove the worse for her. Tell
her this.”
“No, I will not.”
“Then I will, and in words that shall make themselves
felt in every nerve of her body. How dare she pursue
me in this way!”
Arnold came out from the shadow of the elm, as he
ceased speaking, and walked angrily across the green. The
starlight shone on his face, and it was that of a demon.
CHAPTER XLIII. THE BRIDE AND THE WIFE.
411
Arnold entered the hotel with an imperious step, and a
storm in his eyes. With these feelings he had no wish to
meet his mother, and received Hannah’s affectionate greeting
almost with a rebuff. He was annoyed at Paul’s
presence, and, drawing Hannah aside, whispered in rude
haste,
“Where is she? Where is Amy Leonard? I must see
her alone.”
“I don’t know, Ben,—she went out I fancy. But what
is the matter,—you look so strange, and father too? Dear
father, you are pale.”
Before the old man could answer, there was a quick
sound of feet in the passage, and Laura de Montreuil entered,
leading Amy by the hand. When the proud girl
saw her brother, she stopped short and drew a sharp breath,
but directly her eyes fell upon Benedict with a clear, stern
light that pierced through his audacious assurance.
“Sir,” she said, with grand self-possession, “look upon
this fair creature, and then, if you can, refuse the redress
I have come to demand.”
Arnold cast a withering glance at Amy, but she bore it
meekly. He went up to her, seized the hand which Laura
held, and drew her aside. “Is this the way you keep an
oath, traitoress?” he hissed through his clenched teeth.
412Amy drew back, briefly saying, “It is kept. Arnold, I
have told nothing.”
He gained a little courage at this, and, approaching
Laura, would have taken her hand, but she stepped back,
rebuking him like a queen.
“Let me speak with you one moment alone,” he
pleaded.
“When this lady is your wife,—never till then.”
“Laura, do you, can you cast me off, because a jealous
girl pursues me with accusations that are false?”
“She false! Look at her,—is that a face to doubt?”
“You never loved me, Laura, or this person would have
no power to change you so.”
She silenced him with an imperious gesture.
“Remember,” he said, drawing so close that his breath
swept her cheek, “the ceremony of to-morrow night.
Nothing can prevent it. Why expose your delicacy by
this public scene?”
His breath made Laura faint, she turned away dizzy and
pale.
“Go home and let me settle this,” he urged, triumphing
in her emotion. “Paul, Paul de Montreuil, take your sister
home; she is excited; I have been cruelly maligned to
her. Dear Laura, I intreat you, go home. In the morning
I will explain.”
Laura called back her strength, the noble pride flashed
into her cheeks again. She turned to her brother, who
came up greatly agitated. The scene had taken him completely
by surprise.
“Paul, Paul, let us go away. This man—oh! Paul—this
man——”
She could not finish the sentence. All the anguish and
pride of her nature rose up and overpowered her words
413“What is this? Give me some explanation,” said Paul,
with dignity. “Is it that you have refused to marry this
gentleman?”
“Yes, brother, I refuse.”
“Beware, Laura, or I may take you at your word,” whispered
Arnold.
She regarded him for a moment with lofty pride, then
turned to her brother.
“Yes, Paul, I do most solemnly refuse to marry this
bad man.”
“And you mean this?” whispered Arnold.
She did not answer him, but looked at her brother.
“There will be a marriage to-morrow night, and at
your house, Paul; but the bride is changed. See, I have
dragged my wedding-dress through the streets in dust
and dew. Hers shall be pure and white as snow. She
gave me life, I give her—oh! Paul, Paul, take me home.”
She moved toward the door and attempted to lift the
latch. Arnold started forward and seized her hand.
“One word more. Do you, Laura de Montreuil, break
our engagement here and forever?”
“Now and forever!” she answered, solemnly.
“And you wish me to marry this girl, Amy Leonard, at
your brother’s house to-morrow night?”
“I do!”
She was pale as marble, and her voice seemed passing
over ice.
“Laura, reflect—take a little time. I have struggled
and dared a great deal for you. Be brave—be yourself—and
defy those who would separate us. I tell you this
girl can bring forward no proofs of a claim against me!”
Laura stood looking at him wildly. His voice, passionately
414tender, had stirred her heart into revolt against
its own generosity.
“Wait till to-morrow, dearest!”
He bent toward her and said this in a whisper which
no one heard but herself. She did not answer him, but
a look of yearning regret swept her face while her hand
unconsciously answered his pressure with a faint clasp.
His heart gave a triumphant bound, and anxious that she
should go before any new appeal could be made to her
gratitude, he opened the door that she might pass
through.
Laura was about to advance into the passage, but
started aside, for, close by the door, as if about to enter it,
stood a person whose presence drove her back. It was a
clergyman, whom she had often seen in his pulpit, and
once or twice in the street, but so pale, so travel-worn,
and disturbed in his appearance, that she recognized him
with dismay. This man saw her bridal robes, and staggered
back against the wall of the passage ghastly white.
Arnold saw her recoil from the threshold and stepped
forward again, looking past her into the dim passage, to
learn the cause of her retreat. Osborne had recovered
himself and stood before him, pale as ever, but stern with
a solemn resolve.
For that one moment in his life Arnold lost all self-possession;
but it was only for a moment. Quick as lightning
his intellect resumed its vigor. He saw the peril of
that man’s presence, the certainty of defeat. All his plans
had been laid on the assurance that this one man, the sole
witness of his marriage, and the only person who could
establish it as a fact, was safe on the ocean. The peril
once seen, his decision was made. He retreated into the
415centre of the room and called out, “Lady, come back one
moment, I have yet another word to say.”
Laura turned upon him, wild with new apprehension.
There was not room to pass her in the doorway; but Osborne
was visible close behind her in the passage.
Arnold turned his bold eyes steadily upon this man, and
even made a gesture that he should keep silent. “As for the
wedding,” he said, throwing his arm around Amy, “I cannot,
with propriety, indulge you, as Amy Leonard and I
have been married considerably over a year: look up, little
wife, and tell this good company if I speak the truth.”
Amy did not answer. Her cold lips would have refused
utterance had she attempted it.
“I am married to this pretty little soul, and consequently
must decline acting at any other ceremony. My
good father has been greatly exercised about my matrimonial
plans of late. I hope he is satisfied now.”
The elder Arnold looked sorrowfully on his son.
“You seem to doubt me. The tidings have struck you
all dumb,” continued the young man, looking around with
a fierce, mocking laugh. “My proof is close at hand. It
was the Rev. Jared Osborne who married us; and, providentially,
he is in the house, eager, I dare say, to bear testimony
to the fact.”
Laura had staggered away from the door. Osborne stood
in the opening. A beautiful smile lighted up his face,
which had been haggard as death the moment before. He
had proceeded directly to the hotel in his storm-beaten and
travel-stained garments, resolved at all hazards to arrest
the crime he dreaded. When he saw a woman come forth
from Arnold’s room in dazzling white, all strength forsook
him and he felt ready to die. Arnold brought him to life
again. Without his interposition the marriage was proclaimed.
416The good man comprehended nothing of what
had gone before. He only knew that a terrible weight had
been lifted from his soul and his pale face glowed with the
new joy.
“Yes,” he said, in a sweet, grateful voice, advancing
towards the strangely united couple, “it was I who called
down God’s benediction on this young couple. In as much
as I did wrong in uniting them in secret, I ask forgiveness
of God and of all who may have suffered by it.”
His words were received in dead silence; not a breath
seemed drawn. Arnold alone gave evidence of real
vitality. The rest were like statues. Arnold turned to
his father: “Now, sir, let us end this scene forever.
This young person is my legally married wife. I acknowledge
her as such before the whole world,—the more
willingly because I know it will torture this haughty lady.
Tell your deacons and our good neighbors in Norwich
that they must carry their church discipline somewhere
else. My wife is no subject for it. As for the old folks
at the saw-mill, let them know that in forcing a wife upon
me before I was ready to claim her, they have lost a
daughter.”
The father thus addressed turned sorrowfully away.
Then Paul de Montreuil started from the window
against which he had leaned, and stood up stern and tall
before the man who had offered this outrage to his sister,—his
proud, beautiful sister, whose faculties were all locked
up in mute astonishment. The insult hurled upon her
was so stupendous that his pride refused to understand it.
“To-morrow,” he whispered, with deadly scorn in his
voice, “to-morrow I shall demand an explanation.”
“It is here,” answered Arnold, laughing hoarsely.
“And a fair one you must admit. Why, man, it is of no
417use to look daggers. A fellow with one pretty wife cannot
marry another,—fond and willing as ladies sometimes
are. Is not this explanation enough?”
Paul looked at him steadily. These mocking words
made him quiver from head to foot.
“Are you coward and villain both?”
The words dropped from the young Frenchman’s lips
like leaden bullets. His eyes, lurid with rage, lighted up
the pale features with deathly meaning.
Arnold was brave as a wild beast, and felt it in every
drop of the hot blood that boiled in his veins. He almost
shouted back the answer.
“Coward! You know better. Name your time and place.”
His arm had been girding Amy’s waist till then, but as
this frenzy of passion seized upon him, he pushed her
away, and she fell like a dead creature at his feet. This
mournful sight restored Paul to his better self.
“This is no time nor place,” he said. “But to-morrow.”
“To-morrow be it then,” cried Arnold, lifting his wife
from the floor, and carrying her into another room
“Mother! mother! Come here. They have killed her
among them.”
Paul turned towards the window. Hannah was sitting
on the high-backed couch, with her white face pressed
against the crimson cushions. She was seized with a
shivering fit as he drew near her.
“Hannah,” he said, “must this part us?”
The answer came from her lips in broken gasps:
“I—I don’t know.”
The minister interposed: “Young man, dare you ask
that question with murder in your heart? Are you not
even now planning the death of her brother?”
“Sir!” answered Paul, in haughty anger. “When the
418honor of a family is outraged we do not go to the church
for council.”
Hannah leaned forward in her seat, and looked wildly
from Paul to the minister.
“Is it death that he means?” she questioned in a hoarse
whisper.
No one answered. Her face, locked and cold a moment
before, began to quiver. The hands, that lay like dead
things in her lap, clasped each other and were uplifted.
“Oh, Paul, Paul! He is my brother!”
“And she is my sister,—my insulted, wronged sister,”
he answered, pointing to Laura, who stood transfixed, her
white face fearfully contracted, and her eyes burning like
fire.
She turned her head, and came up to Paul.
“What is that you are saying?”
Paul threw his arm around her.
“Do not let us talk here, Laura.”
“I thought some one spoke of killing him,” she said.
Then, with a sudden blaze of intelligence, and a firmer
grasp of the hand, she cried out: “Do it, Paul! do it, or
I will.”
Hannah arose to her feet, but her strength gave way,
and she fell back, holding out her arms and crying
piteously:
“Paul! Paul!”
The young man was overwhelmed by the terrible
passion of his sister, and could only turn his face towards
her in answer to that pathetic cry.
All at once Laura changed. She sat down by Hannah
with a dreary gesture of desolation.
“Did I frighten you, Hannah?” she said. “Don’t be
terrified; nothing shall harm you. My wrongs must rest
419with myself. Paul, forget what I have been saying. It
was wild, wicked, unwomanly. I charge you now,—most
solemnly charge you,—not to harm this man.”
“Laura,” said Paul, in a voice that was stern, though
compassionate; “the men of a house take care of its
honor. Hannah, my beloved, trust me. I will do nothing
that a just man should avoid. Have faith in me even in
this painful trial.”
He bent down with mournful grace and kissed Hannah
upon the forehead, passing his hand over her hair with a
mental blessing. Then he led his sister from the room.
CHAPTER XLIV. CONFESSIONS OF DECEPTION.
When Hannah Arnold found herself alone with Osborne,
she arose, went towards him, and laid her hand
on his arm.
“I think they mean to kill each other. You are one of
God’s holy ministers. I beseech you, I charge you to
prevent it. This man is my betrothed husband; Benedict
is my brother. The very thought of a conflict between
them is awful.”
“My poor young lady, I will do my best; but no person
has influence over Arnold, I less than any one living.
But I will not shrink from the duty.”
Hannah pressed his arm gratefully with her trembling
hand.
420“Hush!” she whispered. “It is his step.”
She had heard aright. Arnold opened the door and
looked into the room.
“Hannah, go help my mother. Amy has just come out
of her fainting-fit. Go: we must not have the servants
called up, or this miserable affair will be all over town
before morning.”
Hannah left the room. Arnold addressed the clergyman:
“She has been frightfully ill, poor thing, and I now
see that if this other affair had come off it would have
killed her. I told her not to write, and did not know all.
Whatever it was that sent you back, I am grateful for
the accident. But for that, I might have gone on. After I
saw you, the thing was impossible, and I am glad of it,
for I never have and never shall love another woman.”
“Poor thing! how she must have suffered!” said
Osborne.
“It is over now. I will be kind to her, Osborne. Only
help me to get her home again without scandal. I think
the other party will be as anxious for that as I am. Go
after them, Osborne. If the affair can be kept quiet among
ourselves, I will make it worth your while.”
“How!” exclaimed Osborne, sharply, and his forehead
flushed crimson. “This to me, Arnold?”
“Well, well, whether you will aid me or not, I must
tell you a truth which you will thank me for. The remembrance
of that night in New York has made you unhappy.”
“Unhappy!” exclaimed Osborne, turning pale again.
“It has made me weary of life.”
“But there was nothing in it. I wonder you ever
believed what we told you.”
421“But I remember——”
“Yes, being in a gambling-hell. Certainly that much
is true; but it happened innocently enough. You remember
going out into a hot August sun with us, after
drinking moderately of wine at dinner, and being seized
with a vertigo. We took you to the hotel, poured some
brandy down your throat, and afterwards administered a
rather heavy dose of laudanum,—congratulating each other
that you were so easily disposed of, having made an engagement
to meet some of our friends at the hall, and try
our luck at cards. Your clerical character was in the
way, and we did not know how to get rid of you. The
sudden fit of illness was a godsend to us; but in our inexperience
we gave just enough laudanum to excite instead
of stupefying you.
“For a little time you were quiet, and seemed dropping
off to sleep. We thought ourselves safe then, and stole
away. Just as we entered the hall, my companion
turned and saw that you were following us. The door
was already open, and several card-tables revealed. It
was too late then,—so we made no resistance, and you
walked in with us. The moment the blaze of the chandelier
fell on your face, I saw that the opiate had made
you delirious. You looked around bewildered, spoke to
no one, but walking wearily to a sofa, lay down, not to
sleep, but in restless wakefulness. There you lay, hour
after hour through the night, watching us as we lost and
won at the card-table. Once or twice you got up and
leaned over my chair, taking a sort of dazed interest in
my game.
“Towards morning, the effects of the opiate left you.
I never saw a look of wilder astonishment than came over
your face. The anxiety with which you inquired how we
422came there first gave us the idea of hoaxing you. The
rest I need not relate. You believed us,—believed that
the wine we drank at dinner had unsettled your brain,
and a night of ill-luck at card-playing had followed. We
were a little taken aback when you asked us where the
money had come from; but my companion answered that
you had borrowed it of me. Pray remember that you
offered the note. I took it in order to carry out the
deception, but never intended to use it against you in any
way. Indeed, I would have told you the truth at once;
but in this community gambling is considered a horrible
offence, and while you thought yourself my participant, I
was sure of secresy.”
Osborne sat with an elbow resting on his knee, shading
his face with one hand: after one earnest glance at Arnold
he had fallen into that position. As the end drew near,
he began to tremble with thrills of intense gratitude: great
tears came raining down from under his quivering fingers;
and he listened as if every word drained the agony from
his heart.
When Arnold paused, his great joy broke forth; and
lifting his face—where every delicate feature quivered
with thankfulness—heavenward, he cried out:
“Thank God! Oh, Father of mercies, I thank thee!”
Not a shade of bitterness rested in his heart against the
man who had deceived him so. He forgot the wrong in
this sudden redemption from self-reproach, and turning to
Arnold wrung his hand gratefully.
“You have taken the burden from my shoulders,—that
cruel sense of guilt from my soul. I cannot remember
the wrong sufficiently for reproaches. Thank God the
service you demanded of me was not an absolute crime.”
“I used the note to coerce you into that secret marriageservice,
423and to force you out of the country; but, upon
my honor, I never thought of claiming the money,” said
Arnold, touched, in spite of himself, by this generous
forgiveness. “At first I never thought of using it at all.”
“Let that pass, Arnold. It was well, perhaps, that I
should be tried in the furnace. We must not be unforgiving
to the instruments our Divine Master uses in humbling
us. I have nothing but thankfulness to offer,—nothing
but joy to express. But there was something that you
asked of me. Ah, I remember. Yes, I will do that for
the sake of your young wife.”
“I shall be greatly obliged if you will, Osborne.”
“But there was something else,—threats, harsh words,—between
you and that young Frenchman. Let me implore
you, offer him no violence.”
Arnold’s face flushed and his lip curved.
“Osborne, that man called me a coward!”
“That was in his justifiable rage.”
“Well, well, we will talk of that to-morrow. Just
now I want you to serve me in the matter I spoke of.
As yet, no one except yourself, beyond those who are
interested, knows any thing of the scene which passed
here this evening. See that it does not spread. The
De Montreuil pride will second you in this.”
“I will go at once,” was the prompt reply; and
Osborne, weary as he was, hastened away on his kind
mission.
But when he reached Paul De Montreuil’s door the
servant refused him admission.
Arnold had smothered his wrath in the presence of the
clergyman, but it burned fiercely yet. The word coward,
applied to him, still rang in his ear. Indeed, few men
ever lived who deserved it less. He had been humiliated,
424defied, and this thought kept the iron of his temper at a
white heat. About an hour after Osborne left, he took his
hat and went out, bending his steps to the house he had
left early in the evening.
“Is De Montreuil in?” he inquired of the servant at
the door.
“You, Mr. Arnold, or any messenger from you, I was
to admit,” answered the man. “He is in the library.”
Arnold strode through the hall and passed into the
library. Paul received him standing. Notwithstanding
the rage that burned within them, these young men were
pale, and seemed cold as ice.
“You have called me a villain, sir. Let that pass. I
have come to prove that I am no coward. This quarrel is
private; let it remain so. We shall gain nothing by challenging
scandal; therefore let us have no seconds. You
have a servant who can be faithful and silent. He shall
load our pistols and measure the ground. I require no
one. Does this please you, Paul De Montreuil?”
“And the place?”
This was De Montreuil’s sole answer.
“Between the cedar grove and the shore on the way to
East Haven. The hour must be sunrise, or we may be
interrupted.”
“And the arms?”
“Pistols, if that pleases you.”
De Montreuil bowed and turned away. Arnold left the
house.
“Francis,” said De Montreuil, looking into the hall,
“go to some stable and have a carriage ready before daybreak.”
The servant went out in haste, for it was getting
late.
425Just before dawn the next morning, a hackney carriage
drove from Paul De Montreuil’s door, moving cautiously
at first, but driving off, as it left the town, at a rapid speed.
Another carriage left the Elm Tree tavern at the same
hour.
CHAPTER XLV. THE DUEL AND THE WEDDING.
In the first gray of the morning, a female ran up
the steps of Paul De Montreuil’s dwelling, and seizing on
the knocker sent one loud, prolonged reverberation through
the building. The servant who had let Paul out was in the
passage, and hurried to open the door, fearing that another
summons might awake his young mistress, who had gone
to her room ill, the night before.
Amy looked wistfully into his face, but asked no questions,
though her lips moved. She passed him before he
could stop her, ran up the stairs, and, guided by the bronze
statue in its niche, entered the chamber to which she had
carried such bitter sorrow the night before. The light was
dim, but she saw the toilet in its drifts of lace, the glitter
of jewels cast upon it, and on the carpet a wreath of white
roses that, had been cast down and trampled upon. In the
centre of the sumptuous white bed Laura De Montreuil
was lying, pale, exhausted, and in a troubled sleep. She
had taken off her wedding-dress, which was trailing partly
around one of the bed-posts, partly on the floor. The rest
of the superb costume which she had tried on in such triumph
was still on her person; for she had thrown herself
426down half-clad, with her face upon the pillows, and there
sobbed and moaned herself into a slumber, which left her
beautiful face contracted with pain, and great purple
shadows around her eyes.
Amy flung aside the curtains and put back the hair from
Laura’s face, revealing all the anguish that had settled
there during the night.
“Laura, Laura De Montreuil, hear me! You must not
sleep. They have gone to kill each other,—kill each other,
I say!”
Laura started up, saw who it was that stood over her,
and pushed the young wife away.
“You here!” she said, with intense bitterness. “How
dare you break in upon me!”
“Oh do not stay to hate me, or death will come of it!”
cried Amy, wringing her hands. “They have gone to
fight.”
“They, who?”
“Your brother and my——and Benedict. I was ill,
and could not sleep. He left the house softly, but I
heard it.”
Laura leaped to the floor and rang the bell violently.
The servant came hurrying up-stairs.
“Your master—where is he?”
“Gone twenty minutes ago.”
“Where?”
“I heard him order the driver to take the East Haven
road, and something about the shore and a cedar grove.”
“Have the horses harnessed, quickly. Before I am
dressed the carriage must be ready.”
The servant partook of her panic and went out in
haste.
Laura gathered up her long hair and twisted it into a
427knot back of her head, thus leaving the misery in her
face exposed. She looked around for a dress, lifted the
mass of glittering silk and frostlike lace that she had
worn the night before, and flung it away in disgust. She
opened a wardrobe, found some darker garment and a
black-silk cloak, which she put on. The white shoes and
ruby buckles alone remained of her bridal costume, but
she had no time to cast them off.
“Come,” she said, turning to Amy, as a carriage stopped
at the door. “First let us find your husband’s father.”
She went down-stairs, saying this, and stepped into the
carriage. Amy followed her, breathless and trembling.
The cedar grove ran parallel with the beach, which lay
a narrow strip of white sand between it and the sound.
Sometimes the shadows of its tallest trees stretched almost
to the water. It was so thick with an undergrowth of
barberries and juniper-trees that a person standing on the
beach could only be seen by any chance fisherman that
might be early upon the water.
The sun was cresting every tiny wave that rippled the
sound, with rose tints, and dew-drops lay like diamonds
among the thick purple berries on the juniper-bushes. The
morning was so lovely that the two men who had come to
the beach, burning with wrathful passions, paused one
moment to wonder at themselves. But this feeling
passed with the moment. They came to the sands
by different directions, and were forced to walk some
distance in order to meet each other; and the hate that
had sprung up in their hearts—not less with the wronger
than the wronged—burned fiercely before they stood face
to face. There was no mockery of forms between these
two men, who, twenty-four hours earlier, had been as
brothers. Each lifted his hat haughtily, and that was all
428De Montreuil’s French servant proceeded at once to
measure off the ground, having first assured himself that
no one was in sight, either on the water or the land.
This man had seen duels before and acted his part well.
Not a word was spoken while he loaded the pistols, and,
obeying a signal from his master, gave Arnold the first
choice. Then they retreated, each to his position, and
stood ready. Both these men were brave, and one had
been fearfully wronged, but there was solemnity rather
than hate in their white faces, as they turned upon each
other.
They stood within the shadow of the cedars. There
was no advantage on either side. The stillness of death
was around them, save that the birds sung, and the waters
rippled. Slowly, steadily, and with deadly intent the
pistols were raised. One terrible instant, and their sharp
reverberation rang over the waters. When the smoke
cleared away both men were standing. Paul had missed
his aim by a hair’s breadth, but Arnold had fired in the
air. He would have advanced to Paul, but the young man
tossed his pistol on the ground and ordered the man to
load it again.
“Take your place, sir,” he said, addressing Arnold.
“I will not be insulted by forbearance. If you fire in the
air again I will shoot you down like a dog.”
Arnold’s forehead flamed scarlet; his eyes blazed; he
was not likely to fling away his fire after that. Again
they retreated to their places with terrible purpose on
both sides. They had not heard the sound of wheels
behind the cedar grove, for the roads were sandy and
gave forth little noise; but two females were wildly
forcing a passage through the thick undergrowth, and with
them came an old man, from whose face drops of anguish
429were falling like rain. Out upon the beach they rushed,
dumb with terror. The combatants saw them, and enraged
at the intrusion lifted their weapons with a fierce
instinct of murder. But, with a cry that rang over the
waters like the scream of a wounded eagle, the old man
bounded across the sands and stood between them,—his
gray head thrown back, his chest heaving.
“In the name of the living God, I charge ye, do no
murder!”
That old face was eloquent with solemn power. His
voice swelled upon the air like the vibrations of a trumpet.
The grandeur of his courage struck the combatants mute;
for he had rushed between the uplifted weapons while
their fingers were on the triggers. It was a miracle that
his body had not been pierced by two bullets.
The pistols dropped. The young men rushed forward
in terror: they could not believe the old man safe. But
in his progress Arnold was stopped by his wife, who fell
upon her knees in the sand, and with her poor white face
uplifted piteously to his, besought him to have compassion
on her, and heap no more guilt on his soul.
Laura advanced to her brother.
“Paul,” she said, “I and that poor woman alone have
been wronged by this man. It is my pleasure that he
should live. Would you, a De Montreuil, satisfy our honor
with the small revenge of his life? I give it to him with
all my soul, as I would have bestowed this hand three
days ago, knowing that there is a God in heaven who
shall avenge us both, if vengeance is just.”
Paul made a gesture of angry impatience, but the
noble girl clung to his arm.
“Look at the old man. Think of his daughter, your
betrothed wife. See that poor creature groveling at his
430feet. Are we barbarians to sacrifice four innocent persons
that one guilty one may be punished?”
She stooped to the sand, took up her brother’s pistol
which was half buried there, and hurled it into the sea.
Paul made no resistance: her sublime forgiveness silenced
the storm of passion which had led him almost to
murder.
“Laura,” he said, “you have the true De Montreuil
courage,—that of a sublime forgiveness. I am but a pretender.”
They went up to the old man, who had sunk to the
earth with his white head bowed upon his two hands.
He was sobbing like a child, and every nerve in his stout
frame quivered, like rushes swept by the wind.
Arnold saw his father thus stricken to the earth, and
would have gone to him but for Amy, who was seized
with a fit of trembling. Laura turned her eyes upon him
for the first time. She saw that the features she had once
thought so noble were quivering and that tears were
rushing to his eyes. She went forward and raised Amy
from the ground and supported her with her arm.
“Go,” she said, in the grandeur of her forgiveness.
“You can comfort him. We have not the power.”
Arnold thanked her with a look, and going forward,
bent over the old man.
“Father, I will obey you. As God is my judge, I did
not wish to harm him,—only to prove that I was not the
coward he thought. My pistol was fired in the air.”
The old man lifted his face with a glance of yearning
thankfulness that smote his son to the soul; for all that
was kindly in his nature rose uppermost then.
“I would give half my life that all this had not happened
431to wound you so,” he said, careless that Paul was
standing by to hear his confession.
The old man grasped the hand his son held out between
both his.
“Is God giving back my son?” he said. “Let us go
home now. Your mother will be frightened.”
Arnold supported his father to the carriage, for the
almost supernatural strength which had brought the old
man to the ground utterly failed now. Then he turned
to lift Amy in, but she clung to Laura.
“No, no, he needs you most. It is better that you
should be alone with him,” she said. “I shall feel the joy
of this reunion just as much.”
Amy had spoken with courage and cheerfulness, but
Laura saw that it was forced, for the poor young creature
quivered like a frightened bird under her clasping arm.
“May I go in?” faltered Amy, as the carriage stopped
at De Montreuil’s door. “It—it is only the fright; but I
tremble so.”
Paul, who had driven home more rapidly than his sister,
stood on the steps ready to help her to descend, but she
put him gently aside as Amy was getting out, and went
up-stairs with her.
Another day and night brought the Leonards to New
Haven; and the three families that had been a fate each
to the other were assembled at Paul de Montreuil’s dwelling;
for in its bridal chamber Amy Arnold lay dying.
The storm of sorrow and passion that had disturbed the
group now gathered around her bed, only a few hours
before, was hushed and silent. That gentle creature had
sunk under her suffering, and a harsh thought would have
been sacrilege there.
The white bed had been drawn into the centre of the
432room, and its curtains, gathered up in a cloud, brooded
whitely over her as she lay with her eyes wide open, and
her golden hair heavy and wet with the death dew that
rained from her face. She was dying of exhaustion,—continual
anguish had broken up her life.
The toilet, still covered with lace that draped it like falling
snow, was cleared of its rich litter. Jewels and white
roses had been swept away, and in their place stood a
small coffin covered with black velvet, and studded with
silver nails. The lid was unscrewed, and through the
crevices came the pure, sweet scent of tuberoses, cape
jessamines, and heliotrope, that pervaded the whole room.
When she first heard that her daughter was very ill, the
grief of Mrs. Leonard had been terrible, but now, bravely
hushing her sobs, she knelt by her husband in waiting
silence.
No one charged Arnold with being the cause of that
young creature’s death, but he felt the bitter truth, and
his strong heart ached under it.
The clergyman, Osborne, was there. He had Just administered
the sacrament to the dying woman, and she
had whispered him to wait till the last.
Amy had just strength enough to move her hand, which
sought that of her husband.
“Father,” she said, “have you forgiven my husband?”
“As I pray God to forgive me,” was the solemn answer.
“And you, mother?”
Mrs. Leonard burst into a hysterical fit of weeping.
“I can’t say. I hope so. But it’s hard, oh, it is
hard!”
“Father, mother, listen: I am dying. You will not refuse
me what I ask.”
433“No, no,” sobbed the mother. “Oh, if God would
only let me die for you, Amy!”
“It is of Benedict I speak. I consented to marry him
in secret. That threw him into temptation. He saw another,—the
true mate for him. He loved her.”
“No, no, Amy,” Arnold broke forth. “I never loved
any woman but you.”
Amy’s cold fingers clung closer to his a moment, and
fell away again.
“It was my disobedience, father, that led him into that
terrible temptation, but his enemies will not see that.
When they know that he was about to marry another it
will be imputed to him as a crime.”
“It was a crime,” Arnold broke forth. “Do not waste
one precious breath on me, Amy.”
She turned her eyes upon him full of yearning love,—then
spoke to her father again.
“Father, our marriage was a secret to all the world
outside this room. Let it rest a secret still. Those invited
to his wedding must never know that he had a wife.”
Leonard rose from his knees.
“Amy, my child, remember our neighbors,—the
church.”
“They will forgive when I am dead. Father, where I
go, all things are known.”
“But, my child——”
She moved her head on the pillow wearily.
“Let it be so, father; I am dying. Had it lived,” she
murmured, struggling to rise up and look on the coffin,
“I would not have asked it; but now, but now——”
She paused, and the lids fell softly over her eyes,—not
in sleep, but restfully.
434Arnold fell upon his knees on one side of the bed,
utterly subdued.
“Oh, Amy, my poor, martyred wife, ask nothing for
me! Let the world do its worst. I deserve it, I deserve
it!”
“Hush!” she whispered. “Hush! it troubles me.
Father, did you promise?”
“Yes, my Amy, I promise.”
“And do they all promise—never to tell, never to let
any one know that we were man and wife?”
A low solemn murmur went up around the bed. A
smile trembled across her lips as moonlight glimmers on
a lily. She rested peacefully a few moments. Then she
spoke again:
“Hannah, my sister.”
Hannah came close to her pillow. Amy’s shadowy
hand struggled out to meet hers.
“Paul De Montreuil.”
The young Frenchman arose and left the chair on
which he had been sitting.
“You love each other,” she whispered. “After I am
dead the old pride may come back and separate you. Let
me see you married before I die.”
No one spoke. This strange request struck them all
with profound astonishment. Laura came up to her
brother and took his hand.
“Paul, let this be as Amy wishes. Our guardian
angels are here now. Do not let us wait till they sleep
again.”
“She desires to save us from an eternal separation.
Hannah, in spite of all, do you love me well enough for
this?”
435Hannah Arnold lifted her eyes to his face, and he was
answered.
Upon the toilet where the coffin stood lay a prayer-book,
from which the minister had just been reading the
prayers for the dying. He opened the volume again, and
his deep, solemn voice filled the room while Paul De
Montreuil and Hannah Arnold stood side by side in the
shadow of that death-couch, and pledged eternal faith to
each other.
When the august ceremony was over, and all had been
silent for some time, Amy opened her eyes wide, and
looked from Arnold to Laura.
“When I am gone,” she was saying, but Laura turned
deathly pale and put up both her hands, shuddering visibly.
Amy saw it, and her eyes turned upon Arnold. He
too was shrinking in pain from the idea which spoke in
Amy’s dying eyes.
“Is it so?” she murmured, “then it was not love—not—not
love. That was mine—mine—all mine.”
“Oh Amy, Amy, my beloved wife, hear and believe
me! I did love you and you only! Great heavens, if you
could only understand it!”
“I do—I—Arnold—husband—love!”
She started up from the pillows, reached up her arms,
drew herself up to his bosom, and died there with the
word love freezing on her lips.
On the day that Laura De Montreuil was to have been
married the wedding invitations had all been cancelled,
and a funeral went forth from her home instead. Accepting
this mournful reason for the delay, it occasioned no
unpleasant comment; and not long after Paul left the
country to travel in Europe with his wife and sister.
436Even before this Arnold bade farewell to his native State,
and entered upon a career of ambition which ended in an
infamous immortality.
When the news of his great political treason first
reached Europe, Laura De Montreuil, the most lovely and
coldly beautiful woman at the Court of France, fainted in
the presence of the queen and all her ladies. But the
pledge given in that solemn death-chamber was never
broken; and when people passed the grave of Arnold’s
young wife, and saw only the simple name “Amy” on
the tombstone, they little knew how closely that name
had been linked with his destiny.
THE END.
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