AN UNFORTUNATE DISCUSSION
"BUT why won't either Jean or Frieda
come with us?" Olive asked a week
after the unfortunate accident at
the Rainbow Mine. With a surprise that she
did not pretend to hide Jack Ralston turned
to look at her friend.
"I thought I had explained to you, dear,"
she protested, "that Jean said she felt it
her duty to write a long letter of sympathy
to the Princess Colonna. You see she only
heard yesterday of the death of the old
Prince and though she does not feel that the
Princess will be exactly inconsolable (he was
so much older and they thought so differently
about many things), yet of course
Jean has to say that she is dreadfully sorry
and is there anything she can do and all that.
It would not surprise me in the least if the
Princess came west and made us a visit. I
told Jean to invite her. She was born in
this part of the country and I rather think
she will be glad to get away from Rome while
she is in heavy mourning. It is a pity she
did not have a son, isn't it? The title will
have to go to her husband's nephew, Giovanni
Colonna. You remember he and Jean were
such good friends."
But although the two girls were walking
along side by side toward the stables back of
the Rainbow Lodge, it was plain that Olive
Van Mater was not listening with any real
interest to what her companion was saying.
"Then why won't Frieda ride with us?"
she expostulated. "I am sure it has been
ages since we four girls had a long ride together
and it is a wonderfully beautiful morning.
What has become of Frieda lately anyhow—I
almost never see her except at meal
times?"
With a laugh Jack Ralston laid her arm
lightly across her friend's shoulder.
"Poor Olive, to have only my poor society!
But, dear, we have not had but one other
ride together, the one that we took to the
Indian village soon after your arrival. Does
it bore you so dreadfully to have only me as
a companion? You must not come with me
then, simply because I asked you. I can
get one of the boys to ride over the ranch
with me; perhaps Carlos would be willing to
do that much! I don't know what has
happened to Frieda, but the child is making
a perfect martyr of herself. That poor young
Professor seems not to wish anyone to do
things for him except Frieda or Ruth. You
know he perfectly hates the sight of the rest
of us. And as Ruth is so busy with Jimmikins
and the house she can't nurse him a
great deal. So he just lies in his room, which
is Frieda's by the way, and moans and groans
until Frieda comes to amuse him. What do
you think I beheld our baby doing the other
day? Reading him some dreadful article
on Egyptian Hieroglyphics from a learned
magazine. She hadn't the faintest idea what
it was all about and she looked like a big
yellow butterfly imprisoned in a dark place.
I am sure I am awfully sorry the erudite
young professor had to break his right leg
in the depth of Rainbow Mine and that we
have him on our hands for six weeks or more—almost
as sorry as he is I expect. Still I
am not going to have Frieda sacrificing herself
to him much longer. I mean to tell her
tomorrow that it is quite unnecessary. He
is a dreadfully spoiled person."
"But wouldn't Frank have enjoyed this
long ride with you this morning, Jack?"
Olive repeated, still refusing to take any
interest in what Jack was saying, but instead
clinging obstinately to her own train of
thought. "I am sure Jim would have let
Frank off from the trip with him if he had
known that you had to take this long ride to
hunt up the lost mares and colts."
Jack nodded, but her expression was hurt
and puzzled. "Of course Jim would have
let Frank come with me or would have come
himself if he had known of the trouble. But
both Jim and Frank were away before I
heard of the loss. Besides, it does not make
any difference, for I am sure I have ridden
over Rainbow Ranch looking up our lost
horses and cattle ever since I was fourteen or
fifteen years old. But if you think the ride
may be too long for you, please don't come,
Olive. I shan't be in the least hurt if you
don't feel like it. Kiss me good-by and go
back to the Lodge. Ruth will be overjoyed
at your return and I'll be perfectly all right
with Carlos."
But although Jack Ralston spoke so cheerfully
and in such good temper she was not
truthful in pretending that Olive's present
attitude was not hurting her feelings. The
truth is that she felt that Olive had not been
exactly the same toward her since Frank
Kent's arrival. And if Jack had needed any
further proof to add to her past conviction
this was sufficient. Always before, Olive had
loved her better than any one else, even more
than she did her friend, Miss Winthrop.
And Jack was certain that she had done
nothing to make Olive angry or to wound her—she
herself was so utterly unchanged in her
own affection.
What a hopeless, horrid puzzle it all was
and of all persons was not Jacqueline Ralston
the most inadequate for straightening it out?
She had no methods but those of frankness.
If only she dared ask Olive how she actually
felt.
But Olive would hardly have been able to
explain to her, because in these last few
weeks the girl had not understood herself.
Before Frank Kent's coming to the Rainbow
Lodge she had been sure of having entirely
recovered from her past fancy for him. Had
she not fought it all out in those final weeks
in England when she had realized the extent
of Frank's devotion to Jack and the impossibility
of her own position? And now—well,
whatever turn events might take, Olive felt
the fault would be largely Jacqueline's. For
why did Jack fail to return Frank's affection?
Why did she continue to treat him with such
disregard and yet keep him lingering on at
the ranch? Really Olive wondered if her own
emotion was not now one more of sympathy
for Frank and impatience with Jack. Surely
Frank was too fine a fellow from every point
of view to be trifled with. And no one
would ever have suspected Jack of being a
girl of such a character.
Olive again looked closely into her friend's
face and what she saw there for the moment
disarmed her. Of course she was more angry
with Jack than she had ever dreamed it
possible that she could be and yet she had
not meant to wound her over this small question
of their having another ride together to
search for lost stock. Perhaps this very
morning Jack might be in a humor to confide
in her the cause of her mysterious conduct.
She must have some vital reason, it was so
unlike her to be cruel or not to know her own
mind.
"Of course I won't go back to the Lodge,"
Olive finally protested. "For I do wish the
ride immensely; it was only that I thought
it might be a pleasure for the others too."
And to this half-hearted apology the other
girl made no reply.
A few moments later, having arrived at the
beautiful new stables built within the past
year at the Rainbow Ranch, Jack and Olive
found their two horses already saddled. And
a little while after, finding the Indian boy,
Carlos, at his own tent door, the three of
them mounted and rode away.
Now riding with Jacqueline Ralston over
their great thousand-acre Wyoming ranch
to seek for cattle or horses that had gone
astray was apt to be fairly strenuous, and no
one unaccustomed to riding should ever have
thought of attempting it. Yet Olive had
done the same thing dozens of times in the
years when she had first came to live at
Rainbow Ranch, and on starting out this
morning had no idea of growing tired before
her friend did.
The first part of their trip was easy enough,
for although Jack cantered along fairly rapidly
she made no detours, only keeping a careful
lookout in all possible directions. For she
had no thought of finding the lost mares and
their young colts anywhere within the immediate
neighborhood of that part of the ranch
which was apt to be ridden over oftener than
the more distant fields. And Carlos had
been asked to make the few necessary excursions
whenever a rise in the landscape or a
group of trees or rocks made a possible hiding
place.
But a short time before midday the three
riders came to a distant part of Rainbow
Creek, where the character of the ranch land
changed and where there were frequent hummocks
and sand hills and great boulders split
into natural caves and canyons. This part
of the creek had no connection with the
Rainbow Mine but was sometimes used in an
emergency as a drinking place for the stock,
although the stock was not supposed to wander
here without guidance, as there were
many ravines and dangerous places where
especially the young cattle or colts were apt
to be injured.
Here the riding under Jacqueline's guidance
became more difficult and fatiguing. For
not only did she leave the ordinary beaten
trail, but she made her horse pick his way
along what appeared an utterly impossible
track over rocks, in the deep loose sand,
now following a partly dry creek bed and
occasionally splashing through water so deep
that it reached almost to her riding boots.
For another hour Olive followed, not realizing
her own exhaustion, but wondering why
her breath should be coming in such short
gasps and why her back should ache in
such an unaccountable fashion.
Curiously enough it was Carlos who first
discovered Olive's predicament. For the
past ten minutes he had been riding as close
by her side as was possible under the conditions,
not speaking a single word, but
examining her closely with his small, burning
black eyes. And when Olive, without
being conscious of it, turned a shade whiter,
even then he did not speak to her but instead
rode silently forward until he was opposite
Jack.
"All women have not the strength of
men!" he began sullenly. The girl stared
at him in amazement, not guessing what
he meant.
Then Carlos grew angry and his words
came faster than usual. "If you think
more of lost animals than of her whom you
call friend, it is well that you should go on
until she falls. Have I not often heard
and now see with my own eyes that there
are squaws who care nothing for their own
sex."
Half rising in her saddle Jacqueline Ralston
lifted her riding whip, and almost before
realizing what she was doing she had struck the
Indian boy sharply across his lean shoulders.
"You are not to speak of American women
as squaws, Carlos. How often have Mr.
Colter and I told you that you were never
to do it? And, moreover, you are to understand
that I will not endure your impertinence.
What has happened to put you in
so evil a mood?" Jack asked more quietly
now, sorry for her own loss of temper. For
she realized in a small measure just how
keenly an Indian feels the degradation of
a blow from an enemy, unless he is able
to return it with increased vengeance. And
Jack had no illusion about Carlos' attitude
toward her. He had turned a kind of ashy
white under his bronze skin and his body
had quivered once and then become perfectly
tense, not from the force of the blow, which
had not cut deeply, but from his own passion.
However, before either the boy or Jack
could speak again, Olive had ridden up
between them, grieved and frightened over
her friend's action and wondering what could
have occurred between them in so short a time.
"Jack dear, what has Carlos done or
said?" she demanded quickly. "It was not
fair of you to strike him, knowing that he
could make no defense."
Instantly Jacqueline Ralston felt her face
flushing with a swift rushing of hot blood
to her cheeks until her temples pounded and
her eyes flashed. Never before in their
entire acquaintance had she remembered
being really angry with Olive. Yet had she
not borne a good deal already that day and
for several weeks beforehand in Olive's indifference
and critical air toward her? Now
in this trouble she had just had with Carlos,
Olive was immediately taking the Indian
boy's part without even asking her for an
explanation. Nevertheless a second glance
at her friend's face made her instantly control
her own emotion, appreciating at the
same time what Carlos' impertinent speech
to her had meant.
"You are tired, Olive. I am so sorry,"
she replied at once, instead of answering the
other girl's question. "I did not realize
how hard we had been riding, or that you
are out of practice after a year in New York
while the rest of us were here at the ranch.
We'll have luncheon and rest and then maybe
you'll feel better."
Jack nodded curtly to Carlos to assist
Olive in dismounting while she slid off her
own horse without help. Then she put her
arm about the other girl, leaving the boy
to lead the three horses. In a little while
she and Olive had found a flat rock shadowed
by a cliff from the sun. Here Olive sat
down while Jack opened up their luncheon
boxes and made the necessary preparations.
But all the time she was reflecting upon
what she had best do or say to the Indian
boy. She was sorry that she had struck
him, although still extremely angry at his
manner and speech to her. If Carlos had
felt worried over Olive's exhaustion it would
have been simple enough to have told her
in a more polite fashion. The truth was
that she and Jim were both getting extremely
tired of the Indian boy's presence on Rainbow
Ranch. She would talk over this incident
today with her guardian and ask him
if he felt that she owed Carlos an apology.
If he did she would make whatever reparation
she could and after that they would
try and find another home for him. But
at present she was still too annoyed to wish
to have the boy near her.
"You can find water for our horses and
tie them somewhere not far away, Carlos,"
Jack ordered, leaving Olive and walking a
few yards across the sand to where the boy
stood, still sullen and resentful in his manner.
"Then ride on for another half hour and see
if you can find any of the lost mares or
colts. When you return we will have lunch
saved for you."
And so Jack Ralston temporarily dismissed
the difficulty confronting her. For in any
case it was disagreeable to have Carlos
staring at them while she and Olive ate,
and she did not wish him as a companion
at their luncheon.
Carlos' society could hardly have increased
the discomfort of their meal. For
Olive was either too weary or too vexed to
wish to talk, and Jack in too strange a
tumult of feeling.
Then suddenly, as the two girls were sitting
there together in the warm, caressing
sunshine, hardly more than a few feet apart
and yet sundered by leagues of misunderstanding,
it seemed to Jacqueline that she
could no longer endure all that she was
suffering for her friend, unless Olive made
some sign that her sacrifice was worth while.
For Jack made no effort to hide from herself,
however much she concealed it from
other people, that each day of her life she
was learning to care more and more for
Frank Kent, for his love and his complete
understanding and sympathy with her temperament.
She knew that she had many
faults, but she also knew that Frank was
aware of them and forgave them. However,
there was one fault that she did not
have and it was not fair that she should
bear the ignominy of it. She would no
longer hurt and confuse the man she cared
for by her apparent inability to make up
her mind.
Jack's full red lips closed more tightly
than was usual to them as she lifted her
head, showing the firm line of her throat
and chin. Then she took a deep breath,
straightening her shoulders and glancing with
her wide open, heavily fringed gray eyes
directly into the eyes of her friend.
Olive was more rested, was less pale, but
was evidently still as much estranged from
her. And though the conviction had come
upon her suddenly, Jack felt convinced that
this was the appointed moment when she
must wrest the truth from the other girl.
She hated herself for her own stupidity in
not finding out by more subtle means and
scarcely knew now what she intended to
do or say. It was as if she stood on the
bank of an icy stream with the shore of
truth on the other side, a shore which by
some method she must reach. Therefore,
with Jacqueline Ralston's disposition, there
appeared but one means. Boldly she must
plunge in, no matter what the result.
"Olive dear," Jack began abruptly, not
looking at her friend, but at a small smoke-colored
cloud over in the western sky, "I
know you are angry with me about Carlos
and I am sorry. He was impertinent, but
I don't suppose you would think that justifies
what I did. But it is not about what
happened just now that I want to talk.
You have not felt like you once did for me
for several weeks—not since Frank Kent
came to the Lodge. Would you mind telling
me why?"
To Jack's directness of thought and speech
her friend by this time should have grown
accustomed. And indeed until now Olive
had always loved and admired Jack for it.
But today she was tired and her head ached
and this unexpected question had taken her
completely by surprise. The girl's dark
cheeks flushed richly and her ordinarily
gentle expression changed.
"Jack, you are absurd!" she answered
irritably. "What right have you anyhow
to consider that my feeling for you has any
connection with Frank Kent? What does
Frank mean to me?"
Now if only Jack had been content with
this answer or had possessed some of Jean
Bruce's tact and resourcefulness! She had
neither. So her gray eyes darkened and
her face grew white and unhappy.
"Forgive me, Olive," she murmured, humbly
enough for proud, high-tempered Jack,
"but that is what I, oh, so much want you
to tell me. For sometimes I have thought
that perhaps you do like Frank just a little
bit more than an ordinary friend. And if
it is true, dear, don't you feel that we have
been close enough to each other to have
you make me your confidant?"
It was very gently put, after all, and therefore
Olive should not have been so wounded
or so angry. However, and perhaps because
there was so much of truth in the other
girl's suggestion, Olive was both hurt and
embittered.
"You have not the shadow of a right,
Jacqueline Ralston, to say a thing like that
to me," she returned with the passion and
protest of a too sensitive nature. "How
dare you sit there and calmly suggest to me
that I am in love with Frank Kent when
you know perfectly well that he cares for
no one in this world but you. Do you suppose
that I have no pride and no self-respect?"
And then, dropping her head in her hands,
Olive began crying, hardly understanding
her own tears, so much were they a combination
of pain and of petulance. For the
questions she had just put to Jack were
the very ones that she had so often asked
herself. And if she had found no answer
to them, how could any one else?
But Jack did not attempt making a reply.
For a moment she was silent, feeling miserably
conscious of the failure she had just
made. For had she not merely succeeded in
mortifying her friend without arriving one
bit nearer the truth which she sought?
But by and by Jack laid her hand caressingly
on the other girl's dark hair. "Don't
cry, Olive please," she begged. "You know
what a stupid person I am and how often
Jean and Frieda think I do and say the
wrong thing. Here comes Carlos and when
he has eaten his lunch you must let him
take you back to the Lodge. You are too
tired to ride any farther and I can manage
very well by myself, or else you can send
one of the stable boys this way to find me."
Without making a reply Olive continued
to sob, only now a little more quietly, and
in the meanwhile allowing Jack to make all
the arrangements for her return home. It
was unfortunate perhaps that she also paid
so little attention to the Indian boy, who
was sitting within a few yards of her, pretending
to eat. In reality he was either
keeping his eyes fixed moodily upon her,
or else turning them upon Jacqueline Ralston
with such an intensity of dislike that had
she been aware of it, she must have been
vaguely disturbed.
A little later Olive and Carlos started
home together. In farewell Olive simply
nodded her head to Jack, showing no other
sign of forgiveness or affection; but she had
only ridden for a comparatively short distance
when she was as bitterly sorry and
as ashamed of herself as Jack had previously
been, and at the moment would have
liked to turn back. She realized that she
had been both unreasonable and unkind.
What could have been the matter with her?
Surely her fatigue must have had something
to do with it, for people were rarely sensible
when over-tired. Jack had not intended
breaking down the barrier of her reserve
for no reason but idle curiosity.
Then suddenly Olive's hands tightened on
her bridle reins and her black eyes softened.
How unutterably blind she had been for so
long! For was not Jack's recent question
to her the keynote of the whole puzzling
situation? Jack certainly must fear that
she cared more for Frank than she should.
Would this not perfectly explain her attitude
toward him since the beginning of his
love-making? Olive quickly recalled the
final weeks of their visit in England, then
Jack's repeated efforts to thrust her into
Frank's society and so to evade him herself!
Then since Jack Ralston's return to the
ranch had she not resolutely refused to let
Frank Kent come to see her until Olive
was also at the Lodge?
Sudden and relieving tears rolled down
the girl's hot cheeks, which she did not
for the moment attempt wiping away. How
like her quixotic Jack to refuse to accept
her own happiness at the price of her friend's!
And how near she, Olive, had come to permitting
Jack to sacrifice all three of them
to her mistaken sense of loyalty and love!
Well, tonight Olive intended straightening
everything out by answering the inquiry to
which she had refused to reply to before.
For in the light of her present revelation
had she not at last felt a weight lifting itself
from her own heart and a clear vision
come to her mind? Let her measure her
affection for Frank Kent by that which she
felt for Jacqueline. Why she loved Jack a
hundred times better than she ever could
Frank! Jack had been her first friend: all
that she was she really owed to her. If
only she did not have to wait an hour longer
before making three persons happier than
they had been in many weeks!
Half-way around Olive turned her pony's
head. But no, she was too tired to go
back to Jack and besides they could have
no intimate conversation under the present
circumstances. Moreover, it had been growing
much warmer in this last half hour, in
spite of the fact that every once and a
while there were unexpected gusts of wind
blowing the sand into her own eyes and her
mare's. The truth was that she should
never have consented to leaving Jack. She
should have insisted on her going home
at the same time with them. Ruth and
Jim Colter would both be annoyed at the
idea of Jack's riding about the ranch alone,
and any one of the men whom she might
send back to look for her would probably
be several hours in searching and perhaps
never discover her at all.
For the first time in half an hour Olive
Van Mater glanced across at the boy, Carlos.
He had not spoken a dozen words to her in
the course of their trip, so how could she
dream that all this while he had been turning
over and over in his mind the bitterness of
Jack's insult? Then not only was his animosity
a personal one, but on coming back
from the needless errand upon which he had
been driven away, had he not found his one
time Princess in tears and such sorrow that
she had not yet ceased from grieving? Her
trouble could have but one source. Perhaps
Miss Ralston had even dared wound her in
the same way that she had him! And then
Carlos had clenched his teeth, continuing
more rigid and doggedly quiet than before.
For of course he should soon be revenged
for both of them! The only thing was to
wait until his opportunity came.
"Carlos," Olive said unexpectedly. "I
am almost back at the Lodge now and will
have no difficulty in going the rest of the way
alone. But I wish you would go and find
Miss Ralston. Tell her please to come home
at once, that I want to speak to her about
something most important. And I think
you had better hurry, for I am a little bit
afraid that a storm is coming up."
Possibly Olive had expected a demur.
If so she was mistaken, for without replying
the boy wheeled his horse and started back
in the direction from which they had just come.