Having therefore, brethren, boldness
to enter into the holiest by the blood
of Jesus.—Heb. 10:19
Among the famous sayings of the Church fathers none
is better known than Augustine's, "Thou hast formed
us for Thyself, and our hearts are restless till they find
rest in Thee."
The great saint states here in few words the origin
and interior history of the human race. God made us
for Himself: that is the only explanation that satisfies
the heart of a thinking man, whatever his wild reason
may say. Should faulty education and perverse reasoning
lead a man to conclude otherwise, there is little
that any Christian can do for him. For such a man I
have no message. My appeal is addressed to those who
have been previously taught in secret by the wisdom of
God; I speak to thirsty hearts whose longings have
been wakened by the touch of God within them, and
such as they need no reasoned proof. Their restless
hearts furnish all the proof they need.
God formed us for Himself. The Shorter Catechism,
"Agreed upon by the Reverend Assembly of
Divines at Westminster," as the old New-England
Primer has it, asks the ancient questions what and why
and answers them in one short sentence hardly
matched in any uninspired work. "Question: What is
the chief End of Man? Answer: Man's chief End is
to glorify God and enjoy Him forever." With this agree
the four and twenty elders who fall on their faces to
worship Him that liveth for ever and ever, saying,
"Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour
and power: for thou hast created all things, and for
thy pleasure they are and were created."
God formed us for His pleasure, and so formed
us that we as well as He can in divine communion
enjoy the sweet and mysterious mingling of kindred
personalities. He meant us to see Him and live with
Him and draw our life from His smile. But we have
been guilty of that "foul revolt" of which Milton speaks
when describing the rebellion of Satan and his hosts.
We have broken with God. We have ceased to obey
Him or love Him and in guilt and fear have fled as
far as possible from His Presence.
Yet who can flee from His Presence when the
heaven and the heaven of heavens cannot contain
Him? when as the wisdom of Solomon testifies, "the
Spirit of the Lord filleth the world?" The omnipresence
of the Lord is one thing, and is a solemn fact necessary
to His perfection; the manifest Presence is another
thing altogether, and from that Presence we have fled,
like Adam, to hide among the trees of the garden, or
like Peter to shrink away crying, "Depart from me, for
I am a sinful man, O Lord."
So the life of man upon the earth is a life away
from the Presence, wrenched loose from that "blissful
center" which is our right and proper dwelling place,
our first estate which we kept not, the loss of which is
the cause of our unceasing restlessness.
The whole work of God in redemption is to undo
the tragic effects of that foul revolt, and to bring us
back again into right and eternal relationship with
Himself. This required that our sins be disposed of
satisfactorily, that a full reconciliation be effected and
the way opened for us to return again into conscious
communion with God and to live again in the Presence
as before. Then by His prevenient working within us
He moves us to return. This first comes to our notice
when our restless hearts feel a yearning for the Presence
of God and we say within ourselves, "I will arise
and go to my Father." That is the first step, and as the
Chinese sage Lao-tze has said, "The journey of a thousand
miles begins with a first step."
The interior journey of the soul from the wilds
of sin into the enjoyed Presence of God is beautifully
illustrated in the Old Testament tabernacle. The returning
sinner first entered the outer court where he
offered a blood sacrifice on the brazen altar and washed
himself in the laver that stood near it. Then through a
veil he passed into the holy place where no natural
light could come, but the golden candlestick which
spoke of Jesus the Light of the World threw its soft
glow over all. There also was the shewbread to tell
of Jesus, the Bread of Life, and the altar of incense,
a figure of unceasing prayer.
Though the worshipper had enjoyed so much,
still he had not yet entered the Presence of God. Another
veil separated from the Holy of Holies where
above the mercy seat dwelt the very God Himself in
awful and glorious manifestation. While the tabernacle
stood, only the high priest could enter there, and
that but once a year, with blood which he offered for
his sins and the sins of the people. It was this last veil
which was rent when our Lord gave up the ghost on
Calvary, and the sacred writer explains that this rending
of the veil opened the way for every worshipper
in the world to come by the new and living way straight
into the divine Presence.
Everything in the New Testament accords with
this Old Testament picture. Ransomed men need no
longer pause in fear to enter the Holy of Holies. God
wills that we should push on into His Presence and
live our whole life there. This is to be known to us
in conscious experience. It is more than a doctrine to
be held, it is a life to be enjoyed every moment of
every day.
This Flame of the Presence was the beating heart
of the Levitical order. Without it all the appointments
of the tabernacle were characters of some unknown
language; they had no meaning for Israel or for us.
The greatest fact of the tabernacle was that Jehovah
was there; a Presence was waiting within the veil. Similarly
the Presence of God is the central fact of Christianity.
At the heart of the Christian message is God
Himself waiting for His redeemed children to push
in to conscious awareness of His Presence. That type
of Christianity which happens now to be the vogue
knows this Presence only in theory. It fails to stress the
Christian's privilege of present realization. According
to its teachings we are in the Presence of God positionally,
and nothing is said about the need to experience
that Presence actually. The fiery urge that drove men
like McCheyne is wholly missing. And the present
generation of Christians measures itself by this imperfect
rule. Ignoble contentment takes the place of burning
zeal. We are satisfied to rest in our judicial
possessions and for the most part we bother ourselves
very little about the absence of personal experience.
Who is this within the veil who dwells in fiery
manifestations? It is none other than God Himself,
"One God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and
earth, and of all things visible and invisible," and "One
Lord Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God;
begotten of His Father before all worlds, God of God,
Light of Light, Very God of Very God; begotten, not
made; being of one substance with the Father," and
"the Holy Ghost, the Lord and Giver of life, Who
proceedeth from the Father and the Son, Who with
the Father and the Son together is worshipped and
glorified." Yet this holy Trinity is One God, for "we
worship one God in Trinity, and Trinity in Unity;
neither confounding the Persons, nor dividing the Substance.
For there is one Person of the Father, another
of the Son, and another of the Holy Ghost. But the
Godhead of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy
Ghost, is all one: the glory equal and the majesty co-eternal."
So in part run the ancient creeds, and so the
inspired Word declares.
Behind the veil is God, that God after Whom the
world, with strange inconsistency, has felt, "if haply
they might find Him." He has discovered Himself to
some extent in nature, but more perfectly in the Incarnation;
now He waits to show Himself in ravishing
fulness to the humble of soul and the pure in heart.
The world is perishing for lack of the knowledge
of God and the Church is famishing for want of His
Presence. The instant cure of most of our religious ills
would be to enter the Presence in spiritual experience,
to become suddenly aware that we are in God and that
God is in us. This would lift us out of our pitiful narrowness
and cause our hearts to be enlarged. This
would burn away the impurities from our lives as the
bugs and fungi were burned away by the fire that dwelt
in the bush.
What a broad world to roam in, what a sea to
swim in is this God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
He is eternal, which means that He antedates time and
is wholly independent of it. Time began in Him and
will end in Him. To it He pays no tribute and from it
He suffers no change. He is immutable, which means
that He has never changed and can never change in
any smallest measure. To change He would need to go
from better to worse or from worse to better. He cannot
do either, for being perfect He cannot become
more perfect, and if He were to become less perfect
He would be less than God. He is omniscient, which
means that He knows in one free and effortless act all
matter, all spirit, all relationships, all events. He has
no past and He has no future. He is, and none of the
limiting and qualifying terms used of creatures can
apply to Him. Love and mercy and righteousness are
His, and holiness so ineffable that no comparisons or
figures will avail to express it. Only fire can give even
a remote conception of it. In fire He appeared at the
burning bush; in the pillar of fire He dwelt through
all the long wilderness journey. The fire that glowed
between the wings of the cherubim in the holy place
was called the "shekinah," the Presence, through the
years of Israel's glory, and when the Old had given
place to the New, He came at Pentecost as a fiery flame
and rested upon each disciple.
Spinoza wrote of the intellectual love of God, and
he had a measure of truth there; but the highest love
of God is not intellectual, it is spiritual. God is spirit
and only the spirit of man can know Him really. In
the deep spirit of a man the fire must glow or his love
is not the true love of God. The great of the Kingdom
have been those who loved God more than others did.
We all know who they have been and gladly pay
tribute to the depths and sincerity of their devotion.
We have but to pause for a moment and their names
come trooping past us smelling of myrrh and aloes and
cassia out of the ivory palaces.
Frederick Faber was one whose soul panted after
God as the roe pants after the water brook, and the
measure in which God revealed Himself to his seeking
heart set the good man's whole life afire with a burning
adoration rivaling that of the seraphim before the
throne. His love for God extended to the three Persons
of the Godhead equally, yet he seemed to feel for each
One a special kind of love reserved for Him alone. Of
God the Father he sings:
Only to sit and think of God,
Oh what a joy it is!
To think the thought, to breathe the Name;
Earth has no higher bliss.
Father of Jesus, love's reward!
What rapture will it be,
Prostrate before Thy throne to lie,
And gaze and gaze on Thee!
His love for the Person of Christ was so intense
that it threatened to consume him; it burned within
him as a sweet and holy madness and flowed from his
lips like molten gold. In one of his sermons he says,
"Wherever we turn in the church of God, there is
Jesus. He is the beginning, middle and end of everything
to us.... There is nothing good, nothing holy,
nothing beautiful, nothing joyous which He is not to
His servants. No one need be poor, because, if he
chooses, he can have Jesus for his own property and
possession. No one need be downcast, for Jesus is the
joy of heaven, and it is His joy to enter into sorrowful
hearts. We can exaggerate about many things; but we
can never exaggerate our obligation to Jesus, or the
compassionate abundance of the love of Jesus to us.
All our lives long we might talk of Jesus, and yet we
should never come to an end of the sweet things that
might be said of Him. Eternity will not be long enough
to learn all He is, or to praise Him for all He has done,
but then, that matters not; for we shall be always with
Him, and we desire nothing more." And addressing
our Lord directly he says to Him:
I love Thee so, I know not how
My transports to control;
Thy love is like a burning fire
Within my very soul.
Faber's blazing love extended also to the Holy
Spirit. Not only in his theology did he acknowledge
His deity and full equality with the Father and the
Son, but he celebrated it constantly in his songs and in
his prayers. He literally pressed his forehead to the
ground in his eager fervid worship of the Third Person
of the Godhead. In one of his great hymns to the
Holy Spirit he sums up his burning devotion thus:
O Spirit, beautiful and dread!
My heart is fit to break
With love of all Thy tenderness
For us poor sinners' sake.
I have risked the tedium of quotation that I might
show by pointed example what I have set out to say,
viz., that God is so vastly wonderful, so utterly and
completely delightful that He can, without anything
other than Himself, meet and overflow the deepest
demands of our total nature, mysterious and deep as
that nature is. Such worship as Faber knew (and he
is but one of a great company which no man can number)
can never come from a mere doctrinal knowledge
of God. Hearts that are "fit to break" with love for the
Godhead are those who have been in the Presence and
have looked with opened eye upon the majesty of
Deity. Men of the breaking hearts had a quality about
them not known to or understood by common men.
They habitually spoke with spiritual authority. They
had been in the Presence of God and they reported
what they saw there. They were prophets, not scribes,
for the scribe tells us what he has read, and the prophet
tells what he has seen.
The distinction is not an imaginary one. Between
the scribe who has read and the prophet who has seen
there is a difference as wide as the sea. We are today
overrun with orthodox scribes, but the prophets, where
are they? The hard voice of the scribe sounds over
evangelicalism, but the Church waits for the tender
voice of the saint who has penetrated the veil and has
gazed with inward eye upon the Wonder that is God.
And yet, thus to penetrate, to push in sensitive living
experience into the holy Presence, is a privilege open
to every child of God.
With the veil removed by the rending of Jesus'
flesh, with nothing on God's side to prevent us from
entering, why do we tarry without? Why do we consent
to abide all our days just outside the Holy of
Holies and never enter at all to look upon God? We
hear the Bridegroom say, "Let me see thy countenance,
let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice and thy
countenance is comely." We sense that the call is for
us, but still we fail to draw near, and the years pass
and we grow old and tired in the outer courts of the
tabernacle. What doth hinder us?
The answer usually given, simply that we are
"cold," will not explain all the facts. There is something
more serious than coldness of heart, something
that may be back of that coldness and be the cause of
its existence. What is it? What but the presence of
a veil in our hearts? a veil not taken away as the first
veil was, but which remains there still shutting out the
light and hiding the face of God from us. It is the
veil of our fleshly fallen nature living on, unjudged
within us, uncrucified and unrepudiated. It is the close-woven
veil of the self-life which we have never truly
acknowledged, of which we have been secretly
ashamed, and which for these reasons we have never
brought to the judgment of the cross. It is not too
mysterious, this opaque veil, nor is it hard to identify.
We have but to look in our own hearts and we shall
see it there, sewn and patched and repaired it may be,
but there nevertheless, an enemy to our lives and an
effective block to our spiritual progress.
This veil is not a beautiful thing and it is not a
thing about which we commonly care to talk, but I am
addressing the thirsting souls who are determined to
follow God, and I know they will not turn back because
the way leads temporarily through the blackened hills.
The urge of God within them will assure their continuing
the pursuit. They will face the facts however
unpleasant and endure the cross for the joy set before
them. So I am bold to name the threads out of which
this inner veil is woven.
It is woven of the fine threads of the self-life, the
hyphenated sins of the human spirit. They are not
something we do, they are something we are, and therein
lies both their subtlety and their power.
To be specific, the self-sins are these: self-righteousness,
self-pity, self-confidence, self-sufficiency, self-admiration,
self-love and a host of others like them.
They dwell too deep within us and are too much a
part of our natures to come to our attention till the
light of God is focused upon them. The grosser manifestations
of these sins, egotism, exhibitionism, self-promotion,
are strangely tolerated in Christian leaders
even in circles of impeccable orthodoxy. They are so
much in evidence as actually, for many people, to become
identified with the gospel. I trust it is not a cynical
observation to say that they appear these days to be
a requisite for popularity in some sections of the
Church visible. Promoting self under the guise of promoting
Christ is currently so common as to excite little
notice.
One should suppose that proper instruction in the
doctrines of man's depravity and the necessity for justification
through the righteousness of Christ alone
would deliver us from the power of the self-sins; but
it does not work out that way. Self can live unrebuked
at the very altar. It can watch the bleeding Victim die
and not be in the least affected by what it sees. It can
fight for the faith of the Reformers and preach eloquently
the creed of salvation by grace, and gain
strength by its efforts. To tell all the truth, it seems
actually to feed upon orthodoxy and is more at home
in a Bible Conference than in a tavern. Our very state
of longing after God may afford it an excellent condition
under which to thrive and grow.
Self is the opaque veil that hides the Face of God
from us. It can be removed only in spiritual experience,
never by mere instruction. As well try to instruct
leprosy out of our system. There must be a work of God
in destruction before we are free. We must invite the
cross to do its deadly work within us. We must bring
our self-sins to the cross for judgment. We must prepare
ourselves for an ordeal of suffering in some measure
like that through which our Saviour passed when
He suffered under Pontius Pilate.
Let us remember: when we talk of the rending
of the veil we are speaking in a figure, and the thought
of it is poetical, almost pleasant; but in actuality there
is nothing pleasant about it. In human experience that
veil is made of living spiritual tissue; it is composed of
the sentient, quivering stuff of which our whole beings
consist, and to touch it is to touch us where we feel
pain. To tear it away is to injure us, to hurt us and make
us bleed. To say otherwise is to make the cross no cross
and death no death at all. It is never fun to die. To rip
through the dear and tender stuff of which life is
made can never be anything but deeply painful. Yet
that is what the cross did to Jesus and it is what the
cross would do to every man to set him free.
Let us beware of tinkering with our inner life
in hope ourselves to rend the veil. God must do everything
for us. Our part is to yield and trust. We must
confess, forsake, repudiate the self-life, and then
reckon it crucified. But we must be careful to distinguish
lazy "acceptance" from the real work of God.
We must insist upon the work being done. We dare
not rest content with a neat doctrine of self-crucifixion.
That is to imitate Saul and spare the best of the sheep
and the oxen.
Insist that the work be done in very truth and it
will be done. The cross is rough, and it is deadly, but
it is effective. It does not keep its victim hanging there
forever. There comes a moment when its work is finished
and the suffering victim dies. After that is resurrection
glory and power, and the pain is forgotten for
joy that the veil is taken away and we have entered
in actual spiritual experience the Presence of the
living God.
Lord, how excellent are Thy ways, and how
devious and dark are the ways of man. Show us how to
die, that we may rise again to newness of life. Rend
the veil of our self-life from the top down as Thou
didst rend the veil of the Temple. We would draw
near in full assurance of faith. We would dwell with
Thee in daily experience here on this earth so that
we may be accustomed to the glory when we enter Thy
heaven to dwell with Thee there. In Jesus' name,
Amen.