“Oh yes, I daresay I can find the child, if you
would like to see him,” Miss Pynsent said; she had
a fluttered wish to assent to every suggestion made
by her visitor, whom she regarded as a high and
rather terrible personage. To look for the little boy
she came out of her small parlour, which she had
been ashamed to exhibit in so untidy a state, with
paper “patterns” lying about on the furniture and
snippings of stuff scattered over the carpet—she
came out of this somewhat stuffy sanctuary, dedicated
at once to social intercourse and to the ingenious
art to which her life had been devoted,
and, opening the house-door, turned her eyes up
and down the little street. It would presently be
tea-time, and she knew that at that solemn hour
Hyacinth narrowed the circle of his wanderings. She
was anxious and impatient and in a fever of excitement
and complacency, not wanting to keep Mrs.
Bowerbank waiting, though she sat there, heavily
and consideringly, as if she meant to stay; and
wondering not a little whether the object of her quest
would have a dirty face. Mrs. Bowerbank had intimated
so definitely that she thought it remarkable
on Miss Pynsent’s part to have taken care of him
gratuitously for so many years, that the humble
dressmaker, whose imagination took flights about
every one but herself and who had never been conscious
of an exemplary benevolence, suddenly aspired
to appear, throughout, as devoted to the child as
she had struck her large, grave guest as being, and
felt how much she should like him to come in fresh
and frank and looking as pretty as he sometimes did.
Miss Pynsent, who blinked confusedly as she surveyed
the outer prospect, was very much flushed,
partly with the agitation of what Mrs. Bowerbank
had told her and partly because, when she offered
that lady a drop of refreshment at the end of so long
an expedition, she had said she couldn’t think of
touching anything unless Miss Pynsent would keep
her company. The “cheffoneer,” as Amanda was
always careful to call it, yielded up a small bottle
which, formerly containing eau-de-cologne, now
exhibited half a pint of a rich gold-coloured liquid.
Miss Pynsent was very delicate; she lived on tea
and watercress and kept the little bottle in the
cheffoneer only for great emergencies. She didn’t
like hot brandy and water with a lump or two of
sugar, but she partook of half a tumbler on the
present occasion, which was of a highly exceptional
kind. At this time of day the boy was often planted
in front of the little sweet-shop on the other side of
the street, an establishment where periodical literature,
as well as tough toffy and hard lollipops, was
dispensed and where song-books and pictorial sheets
were attractively exhibited in the small-paned dirty
window. He used to stand there for half an hour
at a time and spell out the first page of the romances
in the Family Herald and the London Journal, where
he particularly admired the obligatory illustration
in which the noble characters (they were always of
the highest birth) were presented to the carnal eye.
When he had a penny he spent only a fraction of it
on stale sugar-candy; for the remaining halfpenny
he always bought a ballad with a vivid woodcut at
the top. Now, however, he was not at his post of
contemplation, nor was he visible anywhere to Miss
Pynsent’s impatient glance.
“Millicent ’Enning, tell me quickly, have you seen
my child?” These words were addressed by Miss
Pynsent to a little girl who sat on the doorstep of the
adjacent house nursing a dingy doll and whose
extraordinary luxuriance of dark brown hair was
surmounted by a torn straw hat.
The child looked up from her dandling and patting
and, after a stare of which the blankness was visibly
overdone, replied: “Law no, Miss Pynsent, I never
see him.”
“Aren’t you always messing about with him,
you naughty little girl?” the dressmaker returned
with sharpness. “Isn’t he round the corner, playing
marbles or—or some jumping game?” Miss
Pynsent went on, trying to be suggestive.
“I assure you he never plays nothing,” said
Millicent Henning with a mature manner which she
bore out by adding: “And I don’t know why I
should be called naughty, neither.”
“Well, if you want to be called good please go
find him and tell him there’s a lady come here on
purpose to see him this very instant.” Miss Pynsent
waited a moment to see if her injunction would be
obeyed, but she got no satisfaction beyond another
gaze of deliberation, which made her feel that the
child’s perversity was as great as the beauty, somewhat
soiled and dimmed, of her insolent little face.
She turned back into the house with an exclamation
of despair, and as soon as she had disappeared
Millicent Henning sprang erect and began to race
down the street in the direction of another, which
crossed it. I take no unfair advantage of the innocence
of childhood in saying that the motive of this
young lady’s flight was not a desire to be agreeable
to Miss Pynsent, but an extreme curiosity on the
subject of the visitor who wanted to see Hyacinth
Robinson. She wished to participate, if only in
imagination, in the interview that might take place,
and she was moved also by a quick revival of friendly
feeling for the boy, from whom she had parted only
half an hour before with considerable asperity. She
was not a very clinging little creature, and there was
no one in her own domestic circle to whom she was
much attached; but she liked to kiss Hyacinth when
he didn’t push her away and tell her she was hateful.
It was in this action and epithet he had indulged
half an hour ago; but she had reflected rapidly
(while she made play with Miss Pynsent) that it
was the worst he had ever done. Millicent Henning
was only eight years of age, but she knew there was
worse in the world than that.
Mrs. Bowerbank, in a leisurely, roundabout way,
wandered off to her sister, Mrs. Chipperfield, whom
she had come into that part of the world to see, and
the whole history of the dropsical tendencies of whose
husband, an undertaker with a business that had
been a blessing because you could always count on
it, she unfolded to Miss Pynsent between the sips
of a second glass. She was a high-shouldered,
towering woman, and suggested squareness as well
as a pervasion of the upper air, so that Amanda
reflected that she must be very difficult to fit, and
had a sinking at the idea of the number of pins
she would take. Her sister had nine children and
she herself had seven, the eldest of whom she left
in charge of the others when she went to her service.
She was on duty at the prison only during the day;
she had to be there at seven in the morning, but she
got her evenings at home, quite regular and comfortable.
Miss Pynsent thought it wonderful she
could talk of comfort in such a life as that, but
could easily imagine she should be glad to get away
at night, for at that time the place must be much
more terrible.
“And aren’t you frightened of them—ever?” she
inquired, looking up at her visitor with her little
heated face.
Mrs. Bowerbank, who was very slow, considered
her so long before replying that she felt herself to
be, to an alarming degree, in the eye of the law;
for who could be more closely connected with the
administration of justice than a female turnkey,
especially so big and majestic a one? “I expect
they’re more frightened of me,” she declared at last;
and it was an idea into which Miss Pynsent could
easily enter.
“And at night I suppose they rave quite awful,”
the little dressmaker suggested, feeling vaguely that
prisons and madhouses came very much to the same.
“Well, if they do we hush ’em up,” Mrs. Bowerbank
remarked rather portentously; while Miss
Pynsent fidgeted to the door again, without results,
to see if the child had become visible. She observed
to her guest that she couldn’t call it anything but
contrary that he shouldn’t turn up when he knew so
well, most days in the week, when his tea was ready.
To which Mrs. Bowerbank rejoined, fixing her companion
again with the steady orb of justice: “And
do he have his tea that way by himself, like a real
little gentleman?”
“Well, I try to give it to him tidy-like, at a
suitable hour,” said Miss Pynsent guiltily. “And
there might be some who would say that, for the
matter of that, he is a real little gentleman,” she
added with an effort at mitigation which, as she
immediately became conscious, only involved her
more deeply.
“There are people silly enough to say anything.
If it’s your parents that settle your station the child
hasn’t much to be thankful for,” Mrs. Bowerbank
went on in the manner of a woman accustomed to
looking facts in the face.
Miss Pynsent was very timid, but she adored the
aristocracy, and there were elements in the boy’s life
which she was not prepared to sacrifice even to a
person who represented such a possibility of grating
bolts and clanking chains. “I suppose we oughtn’t
to forget that his father was very high,” she suggested
appealingly and with a tight clasp of her hands in
her lap.
“His father? Who knows who he was? He
doesn’t set up for having a father, does he?”
“But, surely, wasn’t it proved that Lord
Frederick—?”
“My dear woman, nothing was proved except that
she stabbed his lordship in the back with a very long
knife, that he died of the blow, and that she got the
full sentence. What does such a piece as that know
about fathers? The less said about the poor child’s
ancestors the better!”
This view of the case caused Miss Pynsent fairly
to gasp, for it pushed over with a touch a tall fond
fantastic structure that she had been piling up for
years. Even as she heard it crash around her she
couldn’t forbear the attempt to save at least some
of the material. “Really—really,” she panted, “she
never had to do with any one but the nobility!”
Mrs. Bowerbank surveyed her hostess with an
expressionless eye. “My dear young lady, what
does a respectable little body like you, that sits all
day with her needle and scissors, know about the
doings of a wicked low foreigner of the sort that
carries a knife? I was there when she came in and
I know to what she had sunk. Her conversation
was choice, I assure you.”
“Oh, it’s very dreadful, and of course I know
nothing in particular,” Miss Pynsent quavered.
“But she wasn’t low when I worked at the same
place with her, and she often told me she would do
nothing for any one that wasn’t at the very top.”
“She might have talked to you of something that
would have done you both more good,” Mrs.
Bowerbank remarked, while the dressmaker felt
rebuked in the past as well as in the present. “At
the very top, poor thing! Well, she’s at the very
bottom now. If she wasn’t low when she worked,
it’s a pity she didn’t stick to her work; and as for
pride of birth, that’s an article I recommend your
young friend to leave to others. You had better
believe what I say, because I’m a woman of the
world.”
Indeed she was, as Miss Pynsent felt, to whom all
this was very terrible, letting in the cold light of the
penal system on a dear, dim little theory. She had
cared for the child because maternity was in her
nature and this was the only manner in which fortune
had put it in her path to become a mother. She had
had herself as few belongings as the desolate baby,
and it had seemed to her he would add to her
importance in the little world of Lomax Place (if
she kept it a secret how she came by him) quite in
the proportion in which she should contribute to his
maintenance. Her own isolation went out to his,
and in the course of time their associated solitude
was peopled by the dressmaker’s romantic mind with
a hundred consoling evocations. The boy proved
neither a dunce nor a reprobate; but what endeared
him to her most was her conviction that he belonged,
“by the left hand,” as she had read in a novel, to
a proud and ancient race, the list of whose representatives
and the record of whose alliances she had
once (when she took home some work and was made
to wait, alone, in a lady’s boudoir) had the opportunity
of reading in a fat red book, eagerly and tremblingly
consulted. She bent her head before Mrs. Bowerbank’s
overwhelming logic, but she felt in her heart
that she shouldn’t give the child up for mere words
she couldn’t answer—of course she couldn’t answer
them—that she believed in him still, and that she
recognised as distinctly as she revered the quality
of her betters. To believe in Hyacinth, for Miss
Pynsent, was to believe that he was the son of the
extremely immoral Lord Frederick. She had from
his earliest age made him feel that there was a
grandeur in his past, and as Mrs. Bowerbank would
be sure not to approve of such aberrations she prayed
she might not be questioned on that part of the
business. It was not that when it was necessary
the little dressmaker had any scruple about using
the arts of prevarication; she was a kind and
innocent creature, but she told fibs as freely as she
applied trimmings. She had, however, not yet been
questioned by an emissary of the law, and her heart
beat faster when Mrs. Bowerbank said to her in deep
tones, with an effect of abruptness: “And pray,
Miss Pynsent, does the innocent child know it?”
“Know about Lord Frederick?” Miss Pynsent
palpitated.
“Bother Lord Frederick! Know about his
mother.”
“Oh, I can’t say that. I’ve never told him.”
“But has any one else told him?”
To this inquiry Miss Pynsent’s answer was more
prompt and more proud; it was with an agreeable
sense of having conducted herself with extraordinary
wisdom and propriety that she replied: “How could
any one know? I’ve never breathed it to a creature!”
Mrs. Bowerbank gave utterance to no commendation;
she only put down her empty glass and wiped
her large mouth with much thoroughness and judgement.
Then she said, as if it were as cheerful an idea
as, in the premises, she was capable of expressing:
“Ah, well, there’ll be plenty later on to give him all
information!”
“I pray God he may live and die without knowing
it!” Miss Pynsent cried with intensity.
Her companion gazed at her with a kind of
professional patience. “You don’t keep your ideas
together. How can he go to her then, if he’s never
to know?”
“Oh, did you mean she’d tell him?” Miss Pynsent
plaintively gasped.
“Tell him! He won’t need to be told, once she
gets hold of him and gives him—what she mentioned
to me.”
“What she mentioned—?” Miss Pynsent repeated,
open-eyed.
“The kiss her lips have been famished for all
these years.”
“Ah, poor desolate woman!” the little dressmaker
murmured while her pity gushed up again. “Of
course he’ll see she’s fond of him,” she pursued
simply. Then she added with an inspiration more
brilliant: “We might tell him she’s his aunt!”
“You may tell him she’s his grandmother if you
like. But it’s all in the family.”
“Yes, on that side,” said Miss Pynsent musingly
and irrepressibly. “And will she speak that fluent
French?” she inquired as from a full mind. “In
that case he won’t understand.”
“Oh, a child will understand its own mother,
whatever she speaks,” Mrs. Bowerbank returned,
declining to administer a superficial comfort. But
she subjoined, opening the door for escape from a
prospect which bristled with dangers: “Of course
it’s just according to your own idea. You needn’t
bring the child at all unless you like. There’s many
a one that wouldn’t. There’s no compulsion.”
“And would nothing be done to me if I didn’t?”
poor Miss Pynsent asked, unable to rid herself of the
impression that it was somehow the arm of the law
that was stretched out to touch her.
“The only thing that could happen to you would
be that he might throw it up against you later,” the
lady from the prison observed with a gloomy breadth
of view.
“Yes, indeed, if he were to know that I had kept
him back.”
“Oh, he’d be sure to know, one of these days.
We see a great deal of that—the way things come
out,” said Mrs. Bowerbank, whose outlook appeared
to abound in cheerless contingencies. “You must
remember that it’s her dying wish and that you
may have it on your conscience.”
“That’s a thing I never could abide!” the little
dressmaker exclaimed with great emphasis and a
visible shiver; after which she picked up various
scattered remnants of muslin and cut paper and
began to roll them together with a desperate and
mechanical haste. “It’s quite awful, to know what
to do—if you’re very sure she is dying.”
“Do you mean she’s shamming? We’ve plenty
of that—but we know how to treat ’em.”
“Lord, I suppose so,” murmured Miss Pynsent;
while her visitor went on to say that the unfortunate
person on whose behalf she had undertaken this
solemn pilgrimage might live a week and might live
a fortnight, but if she lived a month would violate
(as Mrs. Bowerbank might express herself) every
established law of nature, being reduced to skin and
bone and with nothing left of her but the main desire
to see her child.
“If you’re afraid of her talking, it isn’t much
she’d be able to say. And we shouldn’t allow you
more than about eight minutes,” Mrs. Bowerbank
pursued in a tone that seemed to refer itself to an
iron discipline.
“I’m sure I shouldn’t want more; that would be
enough to last me many a year,” said Miss Pynsent
accommodatingly. And then she added with another
illumination: “Don’t you think he might throw
it up against me that I did take him? People
might tell him about her in later years; but if he
hadn’t seen her he wouldn’t be obliged to believe
them.”
Mrs. Bowerbank considered this a moment as if
it were rather an intricate argument, and then
answered quite in the spirit of her official pessimism.
“There’s one thing you may be sure of: whatever
you decide to do, as soon as ever he grows up he’ll
make you wish you had done the opposite.” Mrs.
Bowerbank called it opposite.
“Oh dear then, I’m glad it will be a long time.”
“It will be ever so long, if once he gets it into his
head! At any rate you must do as you think best.
Only if you come you mustn’t come when it’s all
over.”
“It’s too impossible to decide.”
“It is indeed,” said Mrs. Bowerbank with superior
consistency. And she seemed more placidly grim
than ever when she remarked, gathering up her
loosened shawl, that she was much obliged to Miss
Pynsent for her civility and had been quite freshened
up: her visit had so completely deprived her hostess
of that sort of calm. Miss Pynsent gave the fullest
expression to her perplexity in the supreme exclamation:
“If you could only wait and see the child I’m
sure it would help you to judge!”
“My dear woman, I don’t want to judge—it’s
none of our business!” Mrs. Bowerbank exclaimed;
and she had no sooner uttered the words than the
door of the room creaked open and a small boy
stood there gazing at her. Her eyes rested on him
a moment, and then, most unexpectedly, she gave
an inconsequent cry. “Is that the child? Oh,
Lord o’ mercy, don’t take him!”
“Now ain’t he shrinking and sensitive?” demanded
Miss Pynsent, who had pounced upon
him and, holding him an instant at arm’s length,
appealed eagerly to her visitor. “Ain’t he delicate
and high-bred, and wouldn’t he be thrown into a
state?” Delicate as he might be the little dressmaker
shook him smartly for his naughtiness in being
out of the way when he was wanted, and brought
him to the big square-faced, deep-voiced lady who
took up, as it were, all that side of the room. But
Mrs. Bowerbank laid no hand upon him; she only
dropped her gaze from a tremendous height, and her
forbearance seemed a tribute to that fragility of
constitution on which Miss Pynsent desired to insist,
just as her continued gravity was an implication that
this scrupulous woman might well not know what
to do. “Speak to the lady nicely and tell her you’re
very sorry to have kept her waiting.”
The child hesitated while he repaid with interest
Mrs. Bowerbank’s inspection, and then he said with
a cool, conscious indifference which Miss Pynsent
instantly recognised as his aristocratic manner: “I
don’t think she can have been in a very great hurry.”
There was irony in the words, for it is a remarkable
fact that even at the age of ten Hyacinth Robinson
was ironic; but the subject of his allusion, who was
not nimble withal, appeared not to interpret it; so
that she met it only by remarking over his head to
Miss Pynsent: “It’s the very face of her again—only
for the complexion!”
“Of her? But what do you say to Lord
Frederick?”
“I have seen lords that wasn’t so dainty!”
Miss Pynsent had seen very few lords, but she
entered with a passionate thrill into this generalisation;
controlling herself, however, for she remembered
the child was tremendously sharp, sufficiently
to declare in an edifying tone that he would look
more like what he ought to if his face were a little
cleaner.
“It was probably Millicent Henning dirtied my
face when she kissed me,” the boy announced with
slow gravity, looking all the while at Mrs. Bowerbank.
He exhibited not a symptom of shyness.
“Millicent ’Enning’s a very bad little girl; she’ll
come to no good,” said Miss Pynsent with familiar
decision and also, considering the young lady in
question had been her effective messenger, with
marked ingratitude.
Against this qualification the child instantly
protested. “Why is she bad? I don’t think she’s
bad; I like her awfully.” It came over him that he
had too hastily shifted to her shoulders the responsibility
of his unseemly appearance, and he wished to
make up to her for this betrayal. He dimly felt that
nothing but that particular accusation could have
pushed him to it, for he hated people with too few
fair interspaces, too many smutches and streaks.
Millicent Henning generally had two or three of these
at least, which she borrowed from her doll, into
whom she was always rubbing her nose and whose
dinginess was contagious. It was quite inevitable
she should have left her mark under his own nose
when she claimed her reward for coming to tell him
about the lady who wanted him.
Miss Pynsent held the boy against her knee, trying
to present him so that Mrs. Bowerbank should agree
with her about his having the air of race. He was
exceedingly diminutive, even for his years, and though
his appearance was not so sickly as to excite remark,
it seemed written in his attenuated little person that
he would never be either tall or positively hard. His
dark blue eyes were separated by a wide interval,
which increased the fairness and sweetness of his
face, and his abundant curly hair, which grew thick
and long, had the golden brownness predestined to
elicit exclamations of delight from ladies when they
take the inventory of a child. His features were
formed and distributed; his head was set on a slim,
straight neck; his expression, grave and clear,
showed a quick perception as well as a great credulity;
and he was altogether, in his tender fineness, an
interesting, an appealing little person.
“Yes, he’s one that would be sure to remember,”
said Mrs. Bowerbank, mentally contrasting him with
the undeveloped members of her own brood, who
had never been retentive of anything but the halfpence
which they occasionally contrived to filch from
her. Her eyes descended to the details of his dress:
the careful mending of his short breeches and his
long, coloured stockings, which she was in a position
to appreciate, as well as the knot of bright ribbon
which the dressmaker had passed into his collar,
slightly crumpled by Miss Henning’s embrace. Of
course Miss Pynsent had only one to look after, but
her visitor was obliged to recognise that she had the
highest standard in respect to buttons. “And you
do turn him out so it’s a pleasure,” she went on,
noting the ingenious patches in the child’s shoes,
which, to her mind, were repaired for all the world
like those of a little nobleman.
“I’m sure you’re very civil,” said Miss Pynsent,
in a state of severe exaltation. “There’s never
a needle but mine has come near him. That’s
exactly what I think: the impression would go so
deep.”
“Do you want to see me only to look at me?”
Hyacinth inquired with a candour which, though
unstudied, had again much satiric force.
“I’m sure it’s very kind of the lady to notice you
at all!” cried his protectress, giving him an ineffectual
jerk. “You’re no bigger than a flea; there are many
that wouldn’t know you from one, and not one of
them ‘performing’ ones either.”
“You’ll find he’s big enough, I expect, when he
begins to go,” Mrs. Bowerbank remarked tranquilly;
and she added that now she saw how he was done
for she couldn’t but feel the other side was to be
considered. In her effort to be discreet by reason
of his being present (and so precociously attentive)
she became slightly enigmatical; but Miss Pynsent
gathered her meaning, which was that it was very
true the child would take everything in and keep it,
yet that at the same time it was precisely his being
so attractive that made it a kind of sin not to gratify
the poor woman, who, if she knew what he looked
like to-day, wouldn’t forgive the person who had
stepped into her place for not producing him. “Certainly,
in her position, I should go off easier if I had
seen them curls,” Mrs. Bowerbank declared with a
flight of maternal imagination which brought her to
her feet; while Miss Pynsent felt she was leaving
her dreadfully ploughed up and without any really
fertilising seed sown. The little dressmaker packed
the child upstairs to tidy himself for his tea, and as
she accompanied her visitor to the door pleaded that
if the latter would have a little more patience she
would think a day or two longer what was best and
write when she should have decided. Mrs. Bowerbank
continued to move in a realm superior to poor Miss
Pynsent’s vacillations and timidities, and her detachment
gave her hostess a high idea of her respectability;
but the way was a little smoothed when,
after Amanda had moaned once more, on the
threshold, helplessly and irrelevantly, “Ain’t it a
pity she’s so bad?” the ponderous lady from the
prison rejoined in those tones which seemed meant
to resound through corridors of stone: “I assure
you there’s a many that’s ever so much worse!”
Miss Pynsent, when she found herself alone, felt
she was really quite upside down; for this lurid
crisis had never entered into her calculations: the
very nature of the case had seemed to preclude it.
All she had known or had wished to know was that
in one of the dreadful establishments constructed for
such purposes her quondam comrade was serving out
the sentence that had been substituted for the other
(the unspeakable horror) almost when the halter was
already round her neck. As there had been no
question of that concession’s being stretched any
further, poor Florentine had seemed only a little
more dead than other people, having no decent
tombstone to mark the place where she lay. Miss
Pynsent had therefore never thought of her dying
again; she had had no idea to what prison she was
committed on removal from Newgate (she had wished
to keep her mind a blank about the matter in the
interest of the child), and it couldn’t occur to her
that out of such silence and darkness a second voice
would reach her, especially a voice she should really
have to listen to. Miss Pynsent would have said,
before Mrs. Bowerbank’s visit, that she had no
account to render to any one; that she had taken
up the child (who might have starved in the gutter)
out of charity, and had brought him on, poor and
precarious though her own subsistence, without a
penny’s help from another source; that the mother
had forfeited every right and title; and that this
had been understood between them—if anything in
so dreadful an hour could have been said to be
understood—when she had gone to see her at Newgate
(that terrible episode, nine years before, still
overshadowed all Miss Pynsent’s other memories):
had gone to see her because Florentine had sent for
her (a name, face and address coming up out of the
still recent but sharply separated past of their working-girl
years) as the one friend to whom she could
appeal with some chance of a pitying answer. The
effect of violent emotion with Miss Pynsent was not
to make her sit with idle hands or fidget about to
no purpose; under its influence, on the contrary,
she threw herself into little jobs as a fugitive takes
to by-paths, and clipped and cut and stitched and
basted as if to run a race with hysterics. And while
her hands, her scissors, her needle flew an infinite
succession of fantastic possibilities trotted through
her confused little head: she had a furious imagination,
and the act of reflexion, in her mind, was always
a panorama of figures and scenes. She had had her
picture of the future, painted in rather rosy hues,
hung up before her now for a good many years; but
it struck her that Mrs. Bowerbank’s heavy hand had
suddenly punched a hole in the canvas. It must be
added, however, that if Amanda’s thoughts were apt
to be bewildering visions they sometimes led her to
make up her mind, and on this particular September
evening she arrived at a momentous decision. What
she made up her mind to was to take advice, and in
pursuance of this view she rushed downstairs and,
jerking Hyacinth away from his simple but unfinished
repast, packed him across the street to tell Mr. Vetch
(if he had not yet started for the theatre) that she
begged he would come in to see her when he came
home that night, as she had something very particular
indeed to say to him. It didn’t matter if he should
be very late, he could come in at any hour—he would
see her light in the window—and he would do her
no end of good. Miss Pynsent knew it was no use
for her to go to bed; she felt as if she should never
close her eyes again. Mr. Vetch was her most
distinguished friend; she had an immense appreciation
of his cleverness and knowledge of the world,
as well as of the purity of his taste in matters of
conduct and opinion; and she had already consulted
him about Hyacinth’s education. The boy needed
no urging to go on such an errand, for he too had his
ideas about the little fiddler, the second violin in
the orchestra of the Bloomsbury Theatre. Mr. Vetch
had on a great occasion, within the year, obtained for
the pair an order for two seats at a pantomime, and
to Hyacinth the impression of that ecstatic evening
had consecrated him, placed him for ever in the golden
glow of the footlights. There were things in life of
which, even at the age of ten, it was a conviction
of the boy’s that it would be his fate never to see
enough, and one of these was the wonder-world
illuminated by those playhouse lamps. But there
would be chances perhaps if one didn’t lose sight of
Mr. Vetch: he might open the door again—he was
a privileged, magical mortal who went to the play
every night.
He came in to see Miss Pynsent about midnight;
as soon as she heard the lame tinkle of the bell
she went to the door and let him in. He was an
original, in the fullest sense of the word: a lonely,
disappointed, embittered, cynical little man, whose
musical organisation had been sterile, who had the
nerves and sensibilities of a gentleman, yet whose
fate had condemned him for the last ten years to
play a fiddle at a second-rate establishment for a few
shillings a week. He had ideas of his own about
everything, and they were not always very improving.
For Amanda Pynsent he represented art, literature
(the literature of the play-bill) and philosophy, so
that she always felt about him as if he belonged to
a higher social sphere, though his earnings were
hardly greater than her own and he occupied a single
back room in a house where she had never seen a
window washed. He had for her the glamour of
reduced gentility and fallen fortunes; she was conscious
that he spoke a different language (though
she couldn’t have said in what, unless in more wicked
words as well as more grand ones, the difference
consisted) from the other members of her humble,
almost suburban circle; and the shape of his hands
was distinctly aristocratic. (Miss Pynsent, as I have
intimated, was immensely preoccupied with that
element in life.) Mr. Vetch displeased her only by
one of the aspects of his character—his blasphemous
republican, radical views and the licentious manner
in which he expressed himself about the nobility.
On that ground he worried her extremely, though
he never seemed to her so probably well-connected,
like Hyacinth himself, as when he horrified her most.
These dreadful theories (expressed so brilliantly that
really they might have been dangerous if Miss Pynsent
had not been so grounded in the Christian faith and
known thereby her own place so well) constituted no
presumption against his refined origin; they were
explained rather to a certain extent by a just resentment
at finding himself excluded from his proper
position. Mr. Vetch was short, fat and bald, though
he was not much older than Miss Pynsent, who was
not much older than some people who called themselves
forty-five; he always went to the theatre in
evening dress, with a flower in his buttonhole, and
wore a glass in one eye. He looked placid and
genial and as if he would fidget at the most about
the “get up” of his linen; you would have thought
him finical but superficial, and never have suspected
that he was a revolutionist, or even an at all bold
critic of life. Sometimes when he could get away
from the theatre early enough he went with a pianist,
a friend of his, to play dance-music at small parties;
and after such expeditions he was particularly cynical
and startling; he indulged in diatribes against the
British middle-class, its Philistinism, its absurdity,
its snobbery. He seldom had much conversation
with Miss Pynsent without telling her that she had
the intellectual outlook of a caterpillar; but this
was his privilege after a friendship now of seven
years’ standing, which had begun (the year after he
came to live in Lomax Place) with her going over
to nurse him on learning from the milk-woman that
he was alone at number 17—laid up there with an
attack of gastritis. He always compared her to an
insect or a bird, and she didn’t mind, because she
knew he liked her, and she herself liked all winged
creatures. How indeed could she complain after
hearing him call the Queen a superannuated form
and the Archbishop of Canterbury a grotesque
superstition?
He laid his violin-case on the table, which was
covered with a confusion of fashion-plates and
pin-cushions, and glanced toward the fire where a
kettle was gently hissing. Miss Pynsent, who had
put it on half an hour before, read his glance and
reflected with complacency that Mrs. Bowerbank had
not absolutely drained the little bottle in the
cheffoneer. She placed it on the table again, this
time with a single glass, and told her visitor that,
as a great exception, he might light his pipe. In
fact she always made the exception, and he always
replied to the gracious speech by inquiring whether
she supposed the greengrocers’ wives, the butchers’
daughters, for whom she worked had fine enough
noses to smell in the garments she sent home the
fumes of his tobacco. He knew her “connexion”
was confined to small shopkeepers, but she didn’t
wish others to know it and would have liked them to
believe it important the poor little stuffs she made
up (into very queer fashions I am afraid) should not
surprise the feminine nostril. But it had always
been impossible to impose on Mr. Vetch; he guessed
the truth, the treacherous untrimmed truth, about
everything in a moment. She was sure he would
do so now in regard to this solemn question that had
come up for Hyacinth; he would see that, though
agreeably flurried at finding herself whirled in the
last eddies of a case that had been so celebrated in
its day, her secret wish was to shirk her duty—if it
was a duty; to keep the child from ever knowing
his mother’s unmentionable history, the shame that
attached to his origin, the opportunity she had had
of letting him see the wretched woman before it was
too late. She knew Mr. Vetch would read her
troubled thoughts, but she hoped he would say they
were natural and just: she reflected that as he took
an interest in Hyacinth he wouldn’t desire him to be
subjected to a mortification that might rankle for
ever and perhaps even crush him to the earth. She
related Mrs. Bowerbank’s visit while he sat on the
sofa in the very place where that majestic woman
had reposed and puffed his smoke-wreaths into the
dusky little room. He knew the story of the child’s
birth, had known it years before, so that she had no
startling revelation to make. He was not in the
least agitated to hear of Florentine’s approaching
end in prison and of her having managed to get a
message conveyed to Amanda; he thought this so
much in the usual course that he said to Miss
Pynsent: “Did you expect her to live on there for
ever, working out her terrible sentence, just to spare
you the annoyance of a dilemma, to save you a
reminder of her miserable existence, which you have
preferred to forget?” That was just the sort of
question Mr. Vetch was sure to ask, and he inquired
further of his dismayed hostess if she were sure her
friend’s message (he called the unhappy creature her
friend) had come to her in the regular way. The
warders surely had no authority to introduce visitors
to their captives, and was it a question of her going
off to the prison on the sole authority of Mrs. Bowerbank?
The little dressmaker explained that this
lady had merely come to sound her: Florentine had
begged so hard. She had been in Mrs. Bowerbank’s
ward before her removal to the infirmary, where she
now lay ebbing away, and she had communicated
her desire to the Catholic chaplain, who had undertaken
that some satisfaction—of inquiry, at least—should
be given her. He had thought it best to
ascertain first whether the person in charge of the
child would be willing to bring him, such a course
being perfectly optional, and he had had some talk
with Mrs. Bowerbank on the subject, in which it
was agreed between them that if she would approach
Miss Pynsent and explain to her the situation, leaving
her to do what she thought best, he would answer
for it that the consent of the governor of the prison
should be given to the interview. Miss Pynsent had
lived for fourteen years in Lomax Place, and Florentine
had never forgotten that this was her address
at the time she came to her at Newgate (before her
dreadful sentence had been commuted) and promised,
in an outgush of pity for one whom she had known
in the days of her honesty and brightness, that she
would save the child, rescue it from the workhouse
and the streets, keep it from the fate that had
swallowed up the mother. Mrs. Bowerbank had had
a half-holiday, and she also rejoiced in a sister living
in the north of London, to whom she had been for
some time intending a visit; so that after her
domestic duty had been performed it had been
possible for her to drop in on Miss Pynsent in an
informal, natural way and put the case before her.
It would be just as she might be disposed to view
it. She was to think it over a day or two, but not
long, because the woman was so ill, and then write
to Mrs. Bowerbank at the prison. If she should
consent Mrs. Bowerbank would tell the chaplain,
and the chaplain would obtain the order from the
governor and send it to Lomax Place; after which
Amanda would immediately set out with her unconscious
victim. But should she—must she—consent?
That was the terrible, the heart-shaking question,
with which Miss Pynsent’s unaided wisdom had been
unable to grapple.
“After all, he isn’t hers any more—he’s mine,
mine only and mine always. I should like to know
if all I’ve done for him doesn’t make him so!” It
was in this manner that Amanda Pynsent delivered
herself while she plied her needle faster than ever in
a piece of stuff that was pinned to her knee.
Mr. Vetch watched her a while, blowing silently
at his pipe, his head thrown back on the high, stiff,
old-fashioned sofa and his little legs crossed under
him like a Turk’s. “It’s true you’ve done a good
deal for him. You’re a good little woman, my dear
Pinnie, after all.” He said “after all” because that
was a part of his tone. In reality he had never had
a moment’s doubt that she was the best little woman
in the north of London.
“I’ve done what I could, and I don’t put myself
forward above others. Only it does make a difference
when you come to look at it—about taking him off
to see another woman. And such another woman—and
in such a place! I think it’s hardly right to
take an innocent child.”
“I don’t know about that; there are people who
would tell you it would do him good. If he didn’t
like the place as a child he’d take more care to keep
out of it later.”
“Lord, Mr. Vetch, how can you think? And him
such a perfect little gentleman!” Miss Pynsent cried.
“Is it you that have made him one?” the fiddler
asked. “It doesn’t run in the family, you’d say.”
“Family? what do you know about that?” she
returned quickly, catching at her dearest, her only
hobby.
“Yes indeed, what does any one know? what did
she know herself?” And then Miss Pynsent’s visitor
added irrelevantly: “Why should you have taken
him on your back? Why did you want to be so
extra good? No one else thinks it necessary.”
“I didn’t want to be extra good. That is I do
want to, of course, in a general way: but that wasn’t
the reason then. You see I had nothing of my own—I
had nothing in the world but my thimble.”
“That would have seemed to most people a reason
for not adopting a prostitute’s bastard.”
“Well, I went to see him at the place where he
was (just where she had left him, with the woman of
the house) and I saw what kind of a shop that was,
and felt it a shame an unspotted child should grow
up in such a place.” Miss Pynsent defended herself
as earnestly as if her inconsistency had been of a
criminal cast. “And he wouldn’t have grown up
neither. They wouldn’t have troubled themselves
long with a helpless baby. They’d have played some
bad trick on him, if it was only to send him to the
workhouse. Besides, I always was fond of tiny
creatures and I’ve been fond of this one,” she went
on, speaking as if with a consciousness, on her own
part, of almost heroic proportions. “He was in my
way the first two or three years, and it was a good
deal of a pull to look after the business and him
together. But now he’s like the business—he seems
to go of himself.”
“Oh, if he flourishes as the business flourishes you
can just enjoy your peace of mind,” said the fiddler,
still with his manner of making a small dry joke of
everything.
“That’s all very well, but it doesn’t close my eyes
to that poor woman lying there and moaning just for
the touch of his little ’and before she passes away.
Mrs. Bowerbank says she believes I’ll bring him.”
“Who believes? Mrs. Bowerbank?”
“I wonder if there’s anything in life holy enough
for you to take it seriously,” Miss Pynsent rejoined,
snapping off a thread with temper. “The day you
stop laughing I should like to be there.”
“So long as you’re there I shall never stop. What
is it you want me to advise you? to take the child,
or to leave the mother to wail herself away?”
“I want you to tell me if he’ll curse me when he
grows older.”
“That depends on what you do. However, he’ll
probably curse you in either case.”
“You don’t believe that, because you like him,
you love him,” said Amanda with acuteness.
“Precisely; and he’ll curse me too. He’ll curse
every one. Much good will our love do us! He
won’t be happy.”
“I don’t know how you think I bring him up,”
the little dressmaker remarked with dignity.
“You don’t bring him up at all. He brings
you up.”
“That’s what you’ve always said; but you don’t
know. If you mean that he does as he likes, then
he ought to be happy. It ain’t kind of you to say
he won’t be,” Miss Pynsent added reproachfully.
“I’d say anything you like if what I say would
help the matter. He’s a thin-skinned, morbid, mooning,
introspective little beggar, with a good deal of
imagination and not much perseverance, who’ll expect
a good deal more of life than he’ll find in it. That’s
why he won’t be happy.”
Miss Pynsent listened to this description of her
protégé with an appearance of criticising it mentally;
but in reality she didn’t know what “introspective”
meant and didn’t like to ask. “He’s the cleverest
person I know except yourself,” she said in a
moment; for Mr. Vetch’s words had been in the key
of what she thought most remarkable in him. What
that was she would have been unable to say.
“Thank you very much for putting me first,”
the fiddler returned after a series of puffs. “The
youngster’s interesting; one sees he has a mind and
even a soul, and in that respect he’s—I won’t say
unique, but peculiar. I shall watch with curiosity
to see what he grows into. But I shall always be
glad that I’m a selfish brute of a decent bachelor—that
I never invested in that class of goods.”
“Well, you are comforting. You’d spoil him more
than I do,” said Amanda.
“Possibly, but it would be in a different way.
I wouldn’t tell him every three minutes that his
father was a duke.”
“A duke I never mentioned!” the little dressmaker
cried with eagerness. “I never specified any
rank nor said a word about any one in particular. I
never so much as insinuated the name of his lordship.
But I may have said that if the truth was to be found
out he might be proved to be connected—in the way
of cousinship, or something of the kind—with the
highest in the land. I should have thought myself
wanting if I hadn’t given him a glimpse of that.
But there’s one thing I’ve always added—that the
truth never is found out.”
“You’re still more comforting than I!” Mr.
Vetch exclaimed. He continued to watch her with
his charitable, round-faced smile, and then he said:
“You won’t do what I say; so what’s the use of my
telling you?”
“I assure you I will, if you say you believe it’s
the only right.”
“Do I often say anything so asinine? Right—right?
what have you to do with that? If you
want the only right you’re very particular.”
“Please then what am I to go by?” the dressmaker
asked bewildered.
“You’re to go by this, by what will take the
youngster down.”
“Take him down, my poor little pet?”
“Your poor little pet thinks himself the flower
of creation. I don’t say there’s any harm in that:
a fine blooming, odoriferous conceit is a natural
appendage of youth and intelligence. I don’t say
there’s any great harm in it, but if you want a guide
as to how you’re to treat the boy, that’s as good a
guide as any other.”
“You want me to arrange the interview then?”
“I don’t want you to do anything but give me
another leetle swig—thanks. I just say this: that
I think it’s a great gain, early in life, to know the
worst; then we don’t live in a rank fools’ paradise.
I did that till I was nearly forty; then I woke up
and found I was in Lomax Place.” Whenever Mr.
Vetch said anything that could be construed as a
reference to a former position that had had elements
of distinction Miss Pynsent observed a respectful, a
tasteful silence and that is why she didn’t challenge
him now, though she wanted very much to say that
Hyacinth was no more “presumptious” (that was
the term she would have used) than he had reason to
be, with his genteel appearance, and his acknowledged
powers; and that as for thinking himself a
“flower” of any kind he knew but too well that he
lived in a small black-faced house miles away from any
good family, rented by a poor little woman who took
lodgers and who, as they were of such a class that
they were not always to be depended upon to settle
her weekly account, had a strain to make two ends
meet, for all the sign between her windows—
MISS AMANDA PYNSENT
Modes et Robes
DRESSMAKING IN ALL ITS BRANCHES: COURT-DRESSES:
MANTLES AND FASHIONABLE BONNETS
Singularly enough, her companion, before she had
permitted herself to interpose, took up her own
thought (in one of its parts) and remarked that
perhaps she would say of the child that he was, so
far as his actual circumstances were concerned, low
enough down in the world without one’s wanting him
to be any lower. “But by the time he’s twenty he’ll
persuade himself that Lomax Place was a bad dream,
that your lodgers and your dressmaking were as
imaginary as they are vulgar, and that when an old
friend came to see you late at night it was not your
amiable practice to make him a glass of brandy and
water. He’ll teach himself to forget all this: he’ll
have a way.”
“Do you mean he’ll forget me, he’ll deny me?”
cried Miss Pynsent, stopping the movement of her
needle short off for the first time.
“As the person designated in that attractive
blazonry on the outside of your house decidedly he
will; and me, equally, as a bald-headed, pot-bellied
fiddler who regarded you as the most perfect lady
of his acquaintance. I don’t mean he’ll disown you
and pretend he never knew you: I don’t think he’ll
ever be such an odious little cad as that; he probably
won’t be a sneak, and he strikes me as having some
affection and possibly even some gratitude in him.
But his imagination (which will always give him
his cue about everything) shall subject you to
some extraordinary metamorphosis. He’ll dress
you up.”
“He’ll dress me up?” Amanda ejaculated, quite
ceasing to follow the train of Mr. Vetch’s demonstration.
“Do you mean he’ll have the property—that
his relations will take him up?”
“My dear, delightful, idiotic Pinnie, I’m speaking
in a figurative manner. I don’t pretend to say what
his precise position will be when we’re relegated; but
I’m sure relegation will be our fate. Therefore don’t
stuff him with any more false notions and fine
illusions than are necessary to keep him alive; he’ll
be sure to pick up enough on the way. On the
contrary, give him a good stiff dose of the truth at the
start.”
“Deary me, of course you see much further into
it than I could ever do,” Pinnie murmured as she
threaded a needle.
Mr. Vetch paused a minute, but apparently not out
of deference to this amiable interruption. He went on
suddenly with a ring of feeling in his voice. “Let
him know, because it will be useful to him later, the
state of the account between society and himself;
he can then conduct himself accordingly. If he’s
the illegitimate child of a French impropriety who
murdered one of her numerous lovers, don’t shuffle
out of sight so important a fact. I regard that as a
most valuable origin.”
“Lord, Mr. Vetch, how you can talk!” cried Miss
Pynsent with her ever-fresh faculty of vain protest.
“I don’t know what one would think, to hear you.”
“Surely, my dear lady, and for this reason: that
those are the people with whom society has to count.
It hasn’t with you and me.” Miss Pynsent gave a
sigh which might have meant either that she was well
aware of that or that Mr. Vetch had a terrible way
of enlarging a subject, especially when it was already
too big for her; and her philosophic visitor went on:
“Poor little devil, let him see her, take him straight.”
“And if later, when he’s twenty, he says to me that
if I hadn’t meddled in it he need never have known,
need never have had that shame, pray what am I to
say to him then? That’s what I can’t get out of my
head.”
“You can say to him that a young man who’s
sorry for having gone to his mother when, in her last
hours, she lay crying for him on a pallet in a penitentiary,
deserves more than the sharpest pang he can
possibly feel.” And the little fiddler, getting up,
went over to the fireplace and shook out the ashes of
his pipe.
“Well, I’m sure it’s natural he should feel badly,”
said Miss Pynsent, folding up her work with the same
desperate quickness that had animated her through
the evening.
“I haven’t the least objection to his feeling badly;
that’s not the worst thing in the world! If a few
more people felt badly, in this sodden, stolid, stupid
race of ours, the world would wake up to an idea or
two and we should see the beginning of the dance.
It’s the dull acceptance, the absence of reflexion,
the impenetrable density.” Here Mr. Vetch stopped
short; his hostess stood before him with eyes of
entreaty, with clasped hands.
“Now, Anastasius Vetch, don’t go off into them
dreadful wild theories!” she cried, always ungrammatical
when she was strongly moved. “You always
fly away over the house-tops. I thought you liked
him better—the dear little unfortunate.”
Anastasius Vetch had pocketed his pipe; he put on
his hat with the freedom of old acquaintance and of
Lomax Place, and took up his small coffin-like fiddle-case.
“My good Pinnie, I don’t think you understand
a word I say. It’s no use talking—do as you
like!”
“Well, I must say I don’t think it was worth your
coming in at midnight only to tell me that. I don’t
like anything—I hate the whole dreadful business!”
He bent over, for all his figure, to kiss her hand
with the flourish of a troubadour and as he had seen
people do on the stage. “My dear friend, we’ve
different ideas, and I never shall succeed in driving
mine into your head. It’s because I am fond of him,
poor little devil; but you’ll never understand that.
I want him to know everything, and especially the
worst—the very worst, as I’ve said. If I were in his
position I shouldn’t thank you for trying to make
a fool of me.”
“A fool of you?—as if I thought of anything but
his ’appiness!” Amanda Pynsent exclaimed. She
stood looking at him but following her own reflexions;
she had given up the attempt to enter into
his whims. She remembered what she had noticed
in other occurrences, that his reasons were always
more extraordinary than his behaviour itself. If you
only considered his life you wouldn’t have thought
him so immoral. “Very likely I think too much of
that,” she added. “She wants him and cries for him;
that’s what keeps coming back to me.” She took up
her lamp to light Mr. Vetch to the door (for the
dim luminary in the passage had long since been
extinguished), and before he left the house he turned
suddenly, stopping short and with his composed face
taking a strange expression from the quizzical
glimmer of his little round eyes.
“What does it matter after all, and why do you
worry? What difference can it make what happens—on
either side—to such low people?”
Mrs. Bowerbank had let her know she would meet
her almost at the threshold of the dreadful place; and
this thought had sustained Miss Pynsent in her long
and devious journey, performed partly on foot, partly
in a succession of omnibuses. She had had ideas
about a cab, but she decided to reserve the cab for the
return, as then, very likely, she should be so prostrate
with emotion, so overpoweringly affected, that it
would be a comfort to escape from observation. She
had no confidence that if once she passed the door
of the prison she should ever be restored to liberty
and her customers; it seemed to her an adventure as
dangerous as it was dismal, and she was immensely
touched by the clear-faced eagerness of the child at
her side, who strained forward as brightly as he had
done on another occasion, still celebrated in Miss
Pynsent’s industrious annals, a certain sultry Saturday
in August when she had taken him to the Tower.
It had been a terrible question with her, once she had
made up her mind, what she should tell him about the
nature of their errand. She determined to tell him as
little as possible, to say only that she was going to see
a poor woman who was in prison on account of a
crime committed many years before, and who had sent
for her and caused her to be told at the same time
that if there was any child she could see—as children
(if they were good) were bright and cheering—it
would make her very happy that such a little visitor
should come as well. It was very difficult, with
Hyacinth, to make reservations or mysteries; he
wanted to know everything about everything and he
projected the fierce light of his questions on Miss
Pynsent’s incarcerated friend. She had to admit
that she had been her friend (since where else was the
obligation to go to see her?) but she spoke of the
acquaintance as if it were of the slightest (it had
survived in the memory of the prisoner only because
every one else—the world was so very severe!—had
turned away from her) and she congratulated
herself on a happy inspiration when she represented
the crime for which such a penalty had been exacted
as the theft of a gold watch in a moment of cruel
want. The woman had had a wicked husband who
maltreated and deserted her; she had been very
poor, almost starving, dreadfully pressed. Hyacinth
listened to her history with absorbed attention and
then said:
“And hadn’t she any children—hadn’t she a
little boy?”
This inquiry seemed to Miss Pynsent an omen of
future embarrassments, but she met it as bravely as
she could, replying that she believed the wretched
victim of the law had had (once upon a time) a very
small baby, but was afraid she had completely lost
sight of it. He must know they didn’t allow babies
in prisons. To this Hyacinth rejoined that of course
they would allow him, because of his size. Miss
Pynsent fortified herself with the memory of her other
pilgrimage, the visit to Newgate upwards of ten years
before; she had escaped from that ordeal and had
even had the comfort of knowing that in its fruits the
interview had been beneficent. The responsibility,
however, was much greater now, and, after all, it was
not on her own account she faltered and feared, but
on that of the tender sensibility over which the
shadow of the house of shame might cast itself.
They made the last part of their approach on foot,
having got themselves deposited as near as possible to
the river and keeping beside it (according to advice
elicited by Miss Pynsent, on the way, in a dozen confidential
interviews with policemen, conductors of
omnibuses and small shopkeepers) till they came to
a big dark-towered building which they would know
as soon as they looked at it. They knew it in fact
soon enough when they saw it lift its dusky mass from
the bank of the Thames, lying there and sprawling
over the whole neighbourhood with brown, bare,
windowless walls, ugly, truncated pinnacles and a
character unspeakably sad and stern. It looked very
sinister and wicked, to Miss Pynsent’s eyes, and she
wondered why a prison should have such an evil air
if it was erected in the interest of justice and order—a
builded protest, precisely, against vice and villainy.
This particular penitentiary struck her as about as
bad and wrong as those who were in it; it threw
a blight on the face of day, making the river seem
foul and poisonous and the opposite bank, with a protrusion
of long-necked chimneys, unsightly gasometers
and deposits of rubbish, wear the aspect of a region
at whose expense the jail had been populated. She
looked up at the dull, closed gates, tightening her
grasp of Hyacinth’s small hand; and if it was hard
to believe anything so barred and blind and deaf
would relax itself to let her in, there was a dreadful
premonitory sinking of the heart attached to the
idea of its taking the same trouble to let her out.
As she hung back, murmuring vague ejaculations, at
the very goal of her journey, an incident occurred
which fanned all her scruples and reluctances into
life again. The child suddenly jerked away his hand
and, placing it behind him in the clutch of the other,
said to her respectfully but resolutely, while he
planted himself at a considerable distance:
“I don’t like this place.”
“Neither do I like it, my darling,” cried the dressmaker
pitifully. “Oh, if you knew how little!”
“Then we’ll go away. I won’t go in.”
She would have embraced this proposition with
alacrity if it had not become very vivid to her while
she stood there, in the midst of her shrinking, that
behind those sullen walls the mother who bore him
was even then counting the minutes. She was alive
in that huge dark tomb, and Miss Pynsent could feel
that they had already entered into relation with her.
They were near her and she was aware; in a few
minutes she would taste the cup of the only mercy
(except the reprieve from hanging) she had known
since her fall. A few, a very few minutes would do it,
and it seemed to our pilgrim that if she should fail of
her charity now the watches of the night in Lomax
Place would be haunted with remorse—perhaps
even with something worse. There was something
inside that waited and listened, something that would
burst, with an awful sound, a shriek or a curse, were
she to lead the boy away. She looked into his pale
face, perfectly conscious it would be vain for her to
take the tone of command; besides, that would have
seemed to her shocking. She had another inspiration,
and she said to him in a manner in which she had had
occasion to speak before:
“The reason why we’ve come is only to be kind.
If we’re kind we shan’t mind its being disagreeable.”
“Why should we be so kind if she’s a bad woman?”
Hyacinth demanded. “She must be very low; I
don’t want to know her.”
“Hush, hush,” groaned poor Amanda, edging toward
him with clasped hands. “She’s not bad now;
it has all been washed away—it has been expiated.”
“What’s ‘expiated’?” asked the child while she
almost kneeled down in the dust to catch him to her
bosom.
“It’s when you’ve suffered terribly—suffered so
much that it has made you good again.”
“Has she suffered very much?”
“For years and years. And now she’s dying. It
proves she’s very good now—that she should want
to see us.”
“Do you mean because we are good?” Hyacinth
went on, probing the matter in a way that made his
companion quiver and gazing away from her, very
seriously, across the river, at the dreary waste of
Battersea.
“We shall be good if we’re compassionate, if we
make an effort,” said the dressmaker, seeming to look
up at him rather than down.
“But if she’s dying? I don’t want to see any one
die.”
Miss Pynsent was bewildered, but her desperation
helped. “If we go to her perhaps she won’t. Maybe
we shall save her.”
He transferred his remarkable little eyes—eyes
which always appeared to her to belong to a person
older and stronger than herself—to her face; and
then he put to her: “Why should I save such a
creature if I don’t like her?”
“If she likes you, that will be enough.”
At this Miss Pynsent began to see that he was
moved. “Will she like me very much?”
“More, much more, than any one—ever.”
“More than you, now?”
“Oh,” said Amanda quickly, “I mean more than
she likes any one.”
Hyacinth had slipped his hands into the pockets of
his scanty knickerbockers and, with his legs slightly
apart, looked from his companion back to the immense
dreary jail. A great deal, to her sense,
depended on the moment. “Oh well,” he said at
last, “I’ll just step in.”
“Deary, deary!” the dressmaker murmured to
herself as they crossed the bare semicircle which
separated the gateway from the unfrequented street.
She exerted herself to pull the bell, which seemed to
her terribly big and stiff, and while she waited again
for the consequences of this effort the boy broke out
abruptly:
“How can she like me so much if she has never
seen me?”
Miss Pynsent wished the gate would open before
an answer to this question should become imperative,
but the people within were a long time arriving, and
their delay gave Hyacinth an opportunity to repeat
it. So she replied, seizing the first pretext that came
into her head: “It’s because the little baby she had
of old was also named Hyacinth.”
“That’s a rummy reason,” the boy murmured,
still staring across at the Battersea shore.
A moment later they found themselves in a vast
interior dimness, while a grinding of keys and bolts
went on behind them. Hereupon Miss Pynsent gave
herself up to an overruling providence, and she
remembered afterwards no circumstance of what
happened to her till the great person of Mrs. Bowerbank
loomed up in the narrowness of a strange, dark
corridor. She had only had meanwhile a confused
impression of being surrounded with high black walls,
whose inner face was more dreadful than the other,
the one that overlooked the river; of passing through
grey, stony courts, in some of which dreadful figures,
scarcely female, in hideous brown misfitting uniforms
and perfect frights of hoods, were marching round in
a circle; of squeezing up steep unlighted staircases
at the heels of a woman who had taken possession of
her at the first stage and who made incomprehensible
remarks to other women, of lumpish aspect, as she
saw them erect themselves, suddenly and spectrally,
with dowdy untied bonnets, in uncanny corners and
recesses of the draughty labyrinth. If the place had
seemed cruel to the poor little dressmaker outside, it
may be trusted not to have struck her as an abode of
mercy while she pursued her tortuous way into the
circular shafts of cells where she had an opportunity
of looking at captives through grated peepholes and
of edging past others who had temporarily been
turned into the corridors—silent women, with fixed
eyes, who flattened themselves against the stone walls
at the brush of the visitor’s dress and whom Miss
Pynsent was afraid to glance at. She never had felt
so immured, so made sure of; there were walls within
walls and galleries on top of galleries; even the daylight
lost its colour and you couldn’t imagine what
o’clock it was. Mrs. Bowerbank appeared to have
failed her, and that made her feel worse; a panic
seized her, as she went, in regard to the child. On
him too the horror of the scene would have fallen,
and she had a sickening prevision that he would have
convulsions after they got home. It was a most
improper place to have brought him to, no matter
who had sent for him and no matter who was dying.
The stillness would terrify him, she was sure—the
penitential dumbness of the clustered or isolated
women. She clasped his hand more tightly and
felt him keep close to her without speaking a word.
At last in an open doorway darkened by her ample
person Mrs. Bowerbank revealed herself, and Miss
Pynsent thought it subsequently a sign of her place
and power that she should not condescend to apologise
for not having appeared till that moment, or to explain
why she had not met the bewildered pilgrims near the
principal entrance according to her promise. Miss
Pynsent couldn’t embrace the state of mind of
people who didn’t apologise, though she vaguely
envied and admired it, she herself spending much of
her time in making excuses for obnoxious acts she
had not committed. Mrs. Bowerbank, however,
was not arrogant, she was only massive and muscular;
and after she had taken her timorous friends in tow
the dressmaker was able to comfort herself with the
reflexion that even so masterful a woman couldn’t
inflict anything gratuitously disagreeable on a person
who had made her visit in Lomax Place pass off so
pleasantly.
It was on the outskirts of the infirmary she had
been hovering, and it was into certain dismal chambers
dedicated to sick criminals she presently ushered
her guests. These chambers were naked and grated,
like all the rest of the place, and caused Miss Pynsent
to say to herself that it must be a blessing to be ill in
such a hole, because you couldn’t possibly pick up
again, whereby your case was simple. Such simplification,
nevertheless, had for the moment been offered
to very few of Florentine’s fellow-sufferers, for only
three of the small stiff beds were occupied—occupied
by white-faced women in tight, sordid caps, on whom,
in the stale ugly room, the sallow light itself seemed
to rest without pity. Mrs. Bowerbank discreetly
paid no attention whatever to Hyacinth; she only
said to Miss Pynsent with her hoarse distinctness:
“You’ll find her very low; she wouldn’t have waited
another day.” And she guided them, through a
still further door, to the smallest room of all, where
there were but three beds placed in a row.
Miss Pynsent’s frightened eyes rather faltered than
inquired, but she became aware that a woman was
lying on the middle bed and that her face was turned
toward the door. Mrs. Bowerbank led the way
straight up to her and, giving a businesslike pat to
her pillow, signed invitation and encouragement to
the visitors, who clung together not far within the
threshold. Their conductress reminded them that
very few minutes were allowed them and that they
had better not dawdle them away; whereupon, as
the boy still hung back, the little dressmaker advanced
alone, looking at the sick woman with what courage
she could muster. It seemed to her she was approaching
a perfect stranger, so completely had nine years
of prison transformed Florentine. She felt it immediately
to have been a mercy she hadn’t told
Hyacinth she was pretty (as she used to be) since
there was no beauty left in the hollow bloodless mask
that presented itself without a movement. She had
told him the poor woman was good, but she didn’t
look so, nor evidently was he struck with it as he
returned her gaze across the interval he declined to
traverse, though kept at the same time from retreating
by this appeal of her strange, fixed eyes, the only
part of all her wasted person in which was still any
appearance of life. She looked unnatural to Amanda
Pynsent, and terribly old; a speechless, motionless
creature, dazed and stupid, whereas Florentine
Vivier, in the obliterated past, had been her idea of
personal as distinguished from social brilliancy.
Above all she seemed disfigured and ugly, cruelly
misrepresented by her coarse cap and short rough hair.
Amanda, as she stood beside her, thought with a degree
of scared elation that Hyacinth would never guess that
a person in whom there was so little trace of smartness,
or of cleverness of any kind, was his mother,
which would be quite another matter. At the very
most it might occur to him, as Mrs. Bowerbank had
suggested, that she was his grandmother. Mrs.
Bowerbank seated herself on the further bed with
folded hands, a monumental timekeeper, and remarked,
in the manner of one speaking from a
sense of duty, that the poor thing wouldn’t get much
good of the child unless he showed more confidence.
This observation was evidently lost on the boy;
he was too intensely absorbed in watching the
prisoner. A chair had been placed near her pillow,
and Miss Pynsent sat down without her appearing
to notice it. In a moment, however, she lifted her
hand a little, pushing it out from under the coverlet,
and the dressmaker laid her own hand softly on it.
This gesture elicited no response, but after a little,
still gazing at the boy, Florentine murmured in
words no one present was in a position to understand—
“Dieu de Dieu, qu’il est donc beau!”
“She won’t speak nothing but French since she
has been so bad—you can’t get a natural word out
of her,” Mrs. Bowerbank said.
“It used to be so pretty when she spoke her odd
English—and so very amusing,” Miss Pynsent ventured
to mention with a feeble attempt to brighten
up the scene. “I suppose she has forgotten it all.”
“She may well have forgotten it—she never gave
her tongue much exercise. There was little enough
trouble to keep her from chattering,” Mrs. Bowerbank
rejoined, giving a twitch to the prisoner’s counterpane.
Miss Pynsent settled it a little on the other
side and considered, in the same train, that this
separation of language was indeed a mercy; for how
could it ever come into her small companion’s head
that he was the offspring of a person who couldn’t
so much as say good-morning to him? She felt at
the same time that the scene might have been somewhat
less painful if they had been able to communicate
with the object of their compassion. As it was they
had too much the air of having been brought together
simply to look at each other, and there was a gruesome
awkwardness in that, considering the delicacy of
Florentine’s position. Not indeed that she looked
much at her old comrade; it was as if she were
conscious of Miss Pynsent’s being there and would
have been glad to thank her for it—glad even to
examine her for her own sake and see what change
for her too the horrible years had brought, yet felt,
more than this, how she had but the thinnest pulse
of energy left and how not a moment that could
still be of use to her was too much to take in her
child. She took him in with all the glazed entreaty
of her eyes, quite giving up his substituted guardian,
who evidently would have to take her gratitude for
granted. Hyacinth, on his side, after some moments
of embarrassing silence—there was nothing audible
but Mrs. Bowerbank’s breathing—had satisfied himself,
and he turned about to look for a place of
patience while Miss Pynsent should finish her business,
which as yet made so little show. He appeared
to wish not to leave the room altogether, as that
would be the confession of a broken spirit, but to
take some attitude that should express his complete
disapproval of the unpleasant situation. He was not
in sympathy, and he could not have made it more
clear than by the way he presently went and placed
himself on a low stool in a corner near the door by
which they had entered.
“Est-il possible, mon Dieu, qu’il soit gentil comme
ça?” his mother moaned just above her breath.
“We’re very glad you should have cared—that
they look after you so well,” said Miss Pynsent confusedly
and at random; feeling first that Hyacinth’s
coldness was perhaps excessive and his scepticism too
marked, and then that allusions to the way the poor
woman was looked after were not exactly happy.
These didn’t matter, however, for she evidently heard
nothing, giving no sign of interest even when Mrs.
Bowerbank, in a tone between a desire to make the
interview more lively and an idea of showing she
know how to treat the young, referred herself to the
little boy.
“Is there nothing the little gentleman would like
to say, now, to the unfortunate? Hasn’t he any
pleasant remark to make to her about his coming so
far to see her when she’s so sunk? It isn’t often
that children are shown over the place (as the little
man has been) and there’s many that’d think themselves
lucky if they could see what he has seen.”
“Mon pauvre joujou, mon pauvre chéri,” the
prisoner went on in her tender, tragic whisper.
“He only wants to be very good; he always
sits that way at home,” said Miss Pynsent, alarmed
at Mrs. Bowerbank’s address and hoping there
wouldn’t be a scene.
“He might have stayed at home then—with this
wretched person taking on so over him,” Mrs. Bowerbank
remarked with some sternness. She plainly
felt the occasion threaten to be wanting in brilliancy,
and wished to intimate that though she was to be
trusted for discipline she thought they were all
getting off too easily.
“I came because Pinnie brought me,” Hyacinth
spoke up from his low perch. “I thought at first
it would be pleasant. But it ain’t pleasant—I don’t
like prisons.” And he placed his little feet on the
crosspiece of the stool as if to touch the institution
at as few points as possible.
The woman in bed continued her strange, almost
whining plaint. “Il ne veut pas s’approcher, il a
honte de moi.”
“There’s a many who begin like that!” laughed
Mrs. Bowerbank, irritated by the boy’s contempt for
one of Her Majesty’s finest establishments.
Hyacinth’s little white face exhibited no confusion;
he only turned it to the prisoner again,
and Miss Pynsent felt that some extraordinary dumb
exchange of meanings was taking place between
them. “She used to be so elegant; she was a fine
woman,” she observed gently and helplessly.
“Il a honte de moi—il a honte, Dieu le pardonne!”
Florentine Vivier went on, never moving her eyes.
“She’s asking for something, in her language.
I used to know a few words,” said Miss Pynsent,
stroking down the bed very nervously.
“Who is that woman? what does she want?”
Hyacinth broke out again, his small, clear voice
ringing over the dreary room.
“She wants you to come near her, she wants to
kiss you, sir,” said Mrs. Bowerbank, as if it were
more than he deserved.
“I won’t kiss her; Pinnie says she stole a watch!”
the child answered with resolution.
“Oh, you dreadful—how could you ever?” cried
Pinnie, blushing all over and starting out of her
chair.
It was partly Amanda’s agitation perhaps, which
by the jolt it administered gave an impulse to the
sick woman, and partly the penetrating and expressive
tone in which Hyacinth announced his repugnance:
at any rate Florentine, in the most unexpected and
violent manner, jerked herself up from her pillow
and, with dilated eyes and protesting hands, shrieked
out, “Ah quelle infamie! I never stole a watch,
I never stole anything—anything! Ah par exemple!”
Then she fell back sobbing with the passion that had
given her a moment’s strength.
“I’m sure you needn’t put more on her than she
has by rights,” said Mrs. Bowerbank with dignity to
the dressmaker, and laid a large red hand on the
patient to keep her in her place.
“Mercy, more? I thought it so much less!”
cried Miss Pynsent, convulsed with confusion and
jerking herself in a wild tremor from the mother to
the child, as if she wished to fling herself on the one
for contrition and the other for revenge.
“Il a honte de moi—il a honte de moi!” Florentine
repeated in the misery of her sobs. “Dieu de bonté,
quelle horreur!”
Miss Pynsent dropped on her knees beside the bed
and, trying to possess herself of the unfortunate’s
hand again, protested with an almost equal passion
(she felt that her nerves had been screwed up to the
snapping-point, and now they were all in shreds)
that she hadn’t meant what she had told the child,
that he hadn’t understood, that Florentine herself
hadn’t understood, that she had only said she had
been accused and meant that no one had ever believed
it. The Frenchwoman paid no attention to her whatever,
and Amanda buried her face and her embarrassment
in the side of the hard little prison-bed, while,
above the sound of their common lamentation, she
heard the judicial tones of Mrs. Bowerbank.
“The child’s delicate—you might well say! I’m
disappointed in the effect—I was in hopes you’d
hearten her up. The doctor’ll be down on me of
course for putting her in such a state, so we’ll just
pass out again.”
“I’m very sorry I made you cry. And you must
pardon Pinnie—I asked her so many questions.”
These words came from close beside the prostrate
dressmaker, who, lifting herself quickly, found the
little boy had advanced to her elbow and was taking
a nearer view of the mysterious captive. They
produced on the latter an effect even more powerful
than his misguided speech of a moment before; for
she found strength partly to raise herself in her bed
again and to hold out her arms to him with the same
thrilling sobs. She was talking still, but had become
quite inarticulate, and Miss Pynsent had but a glimpse
of her white ravaged face and the hollows of its eyes
and the rude crop of her hair. Amanda caught the
child with an eagerness almost as great as Florentine’s
and, drawing him to the head of the bed, pushed
him into his mother’s arms. “Kiss her—kiss her
well, and we’ll go home!” she whispered desperately
while they closed about him and the poor dishonoured
head pressed itself against his young cheek. It was
a terrible, irresistible embrace, to which Hyacinth
submitted with instant patience. Mrs. Bowerbank
had tried at first to keep her sad charge from rising,
evidently wishing to abbreviate the scene; then as
the child was enfolded she accepted the situation
and gave judicious support from behind, with an
eye to clearing the room as soon as this effort should
have spent itself. She propped up her patient with
a vigorous arm; Miss Pynsent rose from her knees
and turned away, and there was a minute’s stillness
during which the boy accommodated himself as he
might to his strange ordeal. What thoughts were
begotten at that moment in his wondering little mind
his protectress was destined to learn at another time.
Before she had faced round to the bed again she was
swept out of the room by Mrs. Bowerbank, who had
lowered the prisoner, exhausted and with closed eyes,
to her pillow and given Hyacinth a businesslike little
push which sent him on in advance. Miss Pynsent
went home in a cab—she was so shaken; though
she reflected very nervously, getting into it, on the
opportunities it would give Hyacinth for the exercise
of inquisitorial rights. To her surprise, however, he
completely neglected them; he sat looking out of
the window in silence till they re-entered Lomax
Place.
“Well, you’ll have to guess my name before I’ll
tell you,” the girl said with a free laugh, pushing her
way into the narrow hall and leaning against the
tattered wall-paper which, representing blocks of
marble with bevelled edges, in streaks and speckles
of black and grey, had not been renewed for years
and came back to her out of the past. As Miss
Pynsent closed the door, seeing her visitor so resolute,
the light filtered in from the street through the
narrow dusty glass above, and then the very smell
and sense of the place returned to Millicent: the
impression of a musty dimness with a small steep
staircase at the end, covered with the very strip of
oilcloth she could recognise and made a little less
dark by a window in the turn (you could see it from
the hall) where you might almost bump your head
against the house behind. Nothing was changed but
Miss Pynsent and of course the girl herself. She
had noticed outside how the sign between the windows
had not even been touched up; there was still the
same preposterous announcement of “fashionable
bonnets”—as if the poor little dressmaker had the
slightest acquaintance with that style of head-dress,
of which Miss Henning’s own knowledge was now so
complete. She could see this artist was looking at
her hat, a wonderful composition of flowers and
ribbons; her eyes had travelled up and down Millicent’s
whole person, but they rested in fascination
on that grandest ornament. The girl had forgotten
how small the dressmaker was; she barely came
up to her shoulder. She had lost her hair and wore
a cap which Millicent noticed in return, wondering
if it were a specimen of what she thought the fashion.
Miss Pynsent stared up at her as if she had been six
feet high; but she was used to that sort of surprised
admiration, being perfectly conscious she was a
magnificent young woman.
“Won’t you take me into your shop?” she asked.
“I don’t want to order anything; I only want to
inquire after your ’ealth. Isn’t this rather an awkward
place to talk?” She made her way further
in without waiting for permission, seeing that her
startled hostess had not yet guessed.
“The show-room’s on the right hand,” said Miss
Pynsent with her professional manner, which was
intended evidently to mark a difference. She spoke
as if on the other side, where the horizon was bounded
by the partition of the next house, there were
labyrinths of apartments. Passing in after her guest
she found the young lady already spread out upon
the sofa, the everlasting sofa in the right-hand corner
as you faced the window, a piece of furniture covered
with a tight shrunken shroud of strange yellow stuff,
the tinge of which revealed years of washing, and
surmounted by a coloured print of Rebekah at the
Well, balancing, in the opposite quarter, against a
portrait of the Empress of the French taken from
an illustrated newspaper and framed and glazed in
the manner of 1853. Millicent looked about, asking
herself what Miss Pynsent had to show and acting
perfectly the part of the most brilliant figure the
place had ever contained. The old implements were
there on the table: the pincushions and needle-books,
the pink measuring-tape with which, as children, she
and Hyacinth used to take each other’s height; and
the same collection of fashion-plates (she could see
in a minute) crumpled, sallow and fly-blown. The
little dressmaker bristled, as she used to do, with
needles and pins stuck all over the front of her dress—they
might almost have figured the stiff sparse fur
of a sick animal; but there were no rustling fabrics
tossed in heaps over the room—nothing but the skirt
of a shabby dress (it might have been her own)
which she was evidently repairing and had flung
upon the table when she came to the door. Miss
Henning speedily arrived at the conclusion that her
old friend’s business had not increased, and felt
some safe luxurious scorn of a person who knew so
little what was to be got out of London. It was
Millicent’s belief that she herself was already perfectly
acquainted with the resources of the capital.
“Now tell me, how’s old Hyacinth? I should
like so much to see him,” she remarked while she
extended a pair of large protrusive feet and supported
herself on the sofa by her hands.
“Old Hyacinth?” Miss Pynsent repeated with
majestic blankness and as if she had never heard of
such a person. She felt the girl to be cruelly, scathingly
well dressed and couldn’t imagine who she was
nor with what design she might have presented herself.
“Perhaps you call him Mr. Robinson to-day—you
always wanted him to hold himself so high.
But to his face at any rate I’ll call him as I used to:
you just see if I don’t!”
“Bless my soul, you must be the awful little
’Enning!” Miss Pynsent exclaimed, planted before
her and going now into every detail.
“Well, I’m glad you’ve made up your mind.
I thought you’d know me directly and I daresay
I was awful. But I ain’t so bad now, hey?” the
young woman went on with confidence. “I had a
call to make in this part, and it came into my ’ead
to look you up. I don’t like to lose sight of old
friends.”
“I never knew you—you’ve improved as I couldn’t
have believed,” Miss Pynsent returned with a candour
justified by her age and her consciousness of
respectability.
“Well, you haven’t changed; you were always
calling me something horrid.”
“I daresay it doesn’t matter to you now, does
it?” said the dressmaker, seating herself but quite
unable to take up her work, blank as she was before
the greatness of her visitor.
“Oh, I’m all right now,” Miss Henning declared
with the air of one who had nothing to fear from
human judgements.
“You were a pretty child—I never said the
contrary to that; but I had no idea you’d turn
out like this. You’re too tall for a woman,” Miss
Pynsent added, much divided between an old prejudice
and a new appreciation.
“Well, I enjoy beautiful ’ealth,” said the young
lady; “every one thinks I’m at least twenty-two.”
She spoke with a certain artless pride in her bigness
and her bloom and as if, to show her development,
she would have taken off her jacket or let you feel
her upper arm. She was certainly handsome, with
a shining, bold, good-natured eye, a fine, free,
physiognomic oval, an abundance of brown hair and
a smile that fairly flaunted the whiteness of her
teeth. Her head was set on a fair strong neck and
her robust young figure was rich in feminine curves.
Her gloves, covering her wrists insufficiently, showed
the redness of those parts in the interstices of the
numerous silver bracelets that encircled them, and
Miss Pynsent made the observation that her hands
were not more delicate than her feet. She was not
graceful, and even the little dressmaker, whose
preference for distinguished forms never deserted
her, indulged in the mental reflexion that she was
common, despite her magnificence; but there was
something about her indescribably fresh, successful
and satisfying. She was to her blunt, expanded
finger-tips a daughter of London, of the crowded
streets and bustling traffic of the great city; she
had drawn her health and strength from its dingy
courts and foggy thoroughfares and peopled its parks
and squares and crescents with her ambitions; it
had entered into her blood and her bone, the sound
of her voice and the carriage of her head; she
understood it by instinct and loved it with passion;
she represented its immense vulgarities and curiosities,
its brutality and its knowingness, its good-nature
and its impudence, and might have figured, in an
allegorical procession, as a kind of glorified townswoman,
a nymph of the wilderness of Middlesex,
a flower of the clustered parishes, the genius of
urban civilisation, the muse of cockneyism. The
restrictions under which Miss Pynsent regarded her
would have cost the dressmaker some fewer scruples
if she had guessed the impression she herself made
on Millicent, and how the whole place seemed to
that prosperous young lady to smell of poverty and
failure. Her childish image of its mistress had shown
her as neat, fine, superior, with round loops of hair
fastened on the temples by combs and associations
of brilliancy arising from the constant manipulation
of precious stuffs—tissues at least that Millicent
regarded with envy. But the little woman before
her was bald and white and pinched; she looked
shrunken and sickly and insufficiently nourished;
her small eyes were sharp and suspicious and her
hideous cap didn’t disguise the way everything had
gone. Miss Henning thanked her stars, as she had
often done before, that she hadn’t been obliged to
get her living by drudging over needlework year
after year in that undiscoverable street, in a dismal
little room where nothing had been changed for ages;
the absence of change had such an exasperating
effect upon her vigorous young nature. She reflected
with complacency on her good fortune in being
attached to a more exciting, a more dramatic department
of the great drapery interest, and noticed that
though it was already November there was no fire
in the neatly-kept grate beneath the chimney-piece,
on which a design, partly architectural, partly
botanical, executed in the hair of Miss Pynsent’s
parents, was flanked by a pair of vases, under glass,
containing muslin flowers.
If she thought that lady’s eyes suspicious it must
be confessed that her hostess felt much on her
guard in presence of so unexpected and undesired
a reminder of one of the least honourable episodes
in the annals of Lomax Place. Miss Pynsent esteemed
people in proportion to their success in constituting
a family circle—in cases, that is, when the materials
were under their hand. This success, among the
various members of the house of Henning, had been
of the scantiest, and the domestic broils in the
establishment adjacent to her own, the vicissitudes
of which she was able to follow, as she sat near her
window at work, by simply inclining an ear to the
thin partition behind her—these scenes, rendering
the crash of crockery and the imprecations of the
wounded frequently and peculiarly audible, had long
been the scandal of a humble but harmonious neighbourhood.
Mr. Henning was supposed to fill a place
of confidence in a brush factory, while his wife,
at home, occupied herself with the washing and
mending of a considerable brood, mainly of sons.
But economy and sobriety and indeed a virtue more
important still had never presided at their councils.
The freedom and frequency of Mrs. Henning’s relations
with a stove-polisher off the Euston Road were
at least not a secret to a person who lived next door
and looked up from her work so often that it was
a wonder it was always finished so quickly. The
little Hennings, unwashed and unchidden, spent most
of their time either in pushing each other into the
gutter or in running to the public-house at the corner
for a pennyworth of gin, and the borrowing propensities
of their elders were a theme for exclamation.
There was no object of personal or domestic use
which Mrs. Henning had not at one time or another
endeavoured to elicit from the dressmaker; beginning
with a mattress, on an occasion when she was
about to take to her bed for a considerable period,
and ending with a flannel petticoat and a pewter
teapot. Lomax Place had eventually, from its over-peeping
windows and doorways, been present at the
seizure, by a long-suffering landlord, of the chattels
of this interesting race and at the ejectment of the
whole insolvent group, who departed in a straggling,
jeering, unabashed, cynical manner, carrying with
them but little of the sympathy of the street.
Millicent, whose childish intimacy with Hyacinth
Robinson Miss Pynsent had always viewed with
vague anxiety—she thought the girl a nasty little
thing and was afraid she would teach the innocent
orphan low ways—Millicent, with her luxuriant
tresses, her precocious beauty, her staring, mocking
manner on the doorstep, was at this time twelve
years of age. She vanished with her vanishing
companions; Lomax Place saw them double the
cape, that is turn the corner, and returned to its
occupations with a conviction that they would make
shipwreck on the outer reefs. But neither spar nor
splinter floated back to their former haunts, and
they were engulfed altogether in the fathomless deeps
of the town. Miss Pynsent drew a long breath; it
was her judgement that none of them would come
to any good whatever, and Millicent least of all.
When therefore this young lady reappeared with
all the signs of accomplished survival she couldn’t
fail to ask herself whether, under a specious seeming,
the phenomenon didn’t simply represent the triumph
of vice. She was alarmed, but she would have given
her silver thimble to know the girl’s history, and
between her shock and her curiosity she passed an
uncomfortable half-hour. She felt the familiar
mysterious creature to be playing with her; revenging
herself for former animadversions, for having
been snubbed and miscalled by a prying little spinster
who could now make no figure beside her. If it was
not the triumph of vice it was at least the triumph
of impertinence, as well as of youth, health and a
greater acquaintance with the art of dress than Miss
Pynsent could boast, for all her ridiculous signboards.
She perceived, or she believed she perceived, that
Millicent wanted to scare her, to make her think she
had come after Hyacinth, that she wished to get
hold of him and somehow mislead and tempt him.
I should be sorry to impute to Miss Henning any
motive more complicated than the desire to amuse
herself, of a Saturday afternoon, by a ramble her
vigorous legs had no occasion to deprecate; but it
must be confessed that with her shrewd guess of this
estimate of her as a ravening wolf and of her early
playmate as an unspotted lamb she laughed out, in
Miss Pynsent’s anxious face, irrelevantly and good-humouredly
and without deigning to explain. But
what indeed had she come for if she hadn’t come for
Hyacinth? It was not for the love of the dressmaker’s
pretty ways. She remembered the boy and
some of their tender passages, and in the wantonness
of her full-blown freedom—her attachment also to
any tolerable pretext for wandering through the
streets of London and gazing into shop-windows—had
said to herself she might dedicate an afternoon
to the pleasures of memory, might revisit the scenes
of her childhood. She considered that her childhood
had ended with the departure of her family
from Lomax Place. If the tenants of that scarce-dissimulated
slum had never learned what their
banished fellows were to go through she herself had
at least retained a deep impression of those horrible
intermediate years. The family, as a family, had
gone downhill, to the very bottom; and in her
humbler moments Millicent sometimes wondered what
lucky star had checked her own descent and indeed
enabled her to mount the slope again. In her humbler
moments, I say, for as a general thing she was provided
with an explanation of any good fortune that
might befall her. What was more natural than that
a girl should achieve miracles when she was at once
so handsome and so clever? Millicent thought with
compassion of the young persons whom a niggardly
fate had endowed with only one of these advantages.
She was good-natured, but she had no idea of gratifying
Miss Pynsent’s curiosity: it seemed to her quite
a sufficient kindness to stimulate it.
She told the dressmaker she had a high position at
a great haberdasher’s in the neighbourhood of Buckingham
Palace; she was in the department for
jackets and mantles; she put on all these articles
to show them off to the customers, and on her person
they appeared to such advantage that nothing she
took up ever failed to go off. Miss Pynsent could
imagine from this how highly her services were
prized. She had had a splendid offer from another
establishment, an immense one in Oxford Street, and
was just thinking if she should accept it. “We have
to be beautifully dressed, but I don’t care, because
I like to look nice,” she remarked to her hostess, who
at the end of half an hour, very grave behind the
clumsy glasses she had been obliged to wear of late
years, seemed still not to know what to make of her.
On the subject of her parents, of her history during
the interval that was to be accounted for, the girl was
large and vague, and Miss Pynsent saw that the
domestic circle had not even a shadow of sanctity for
her. She stood on her own feet—stood very firm.
Her staying so long, her remaining over the half-hour,
proved she had come for Hyacinth, since poor
Amanda gave her as little information as was decent,
told her nothing that would encourage or attract.
She simply mentioned that Mr. Robinson (she was
careful to speak of him in that manner) had given
his attention to bookbinding and had served an
apprenticeship in a house where they turned out the
best work of that kind that was to be found in
London.
“A bookbindery? Laws!” said Miss Henning.
“Do you mean they get them up for the shops?
Well, I always thought he would have something
to do with books.” Then she added: “But I didn’t
think he would ever follow a trade.”
“A trade?” cried Miss Pynsent. “You should
hear Mr. Robinson speak of it. He considers it too
lovely, quite one of the fine arts.”
Millicent smiled as if she knew how people often
considered things, and remarked that very likely it
was tidy comfortable work, but she couldn’t believe
there was much to be seen in it. “Perhaps you’ll
say there’s more than there is here,” she went on,
finding at last an effect of irritation, or reprehension,
an implication of aggressive respectability, in the
image of the patient dressmaker’s sitting for so many
years in her close brown little den with the foggy
familiarities of Lomax Place on the other side of the
pane. Millicent liked to think she herself was strong,
yet she was not strong enough for that.
This allusion to her shrunken industry seemed to
Miss Pynsent very cruel; but she reflected it was
natural one should be insulted if one talked to a
vulgar girl. She judged this young lady in the
manner of a person who was not vulgar herself, and
if there was a difference between them she was right
in feeling it to be in her favour. Miss Pynsent’s
“cut,” as I have intimated, was not truly fashionable,
and in the application of gimp and the matching of
colours she was not absolutely to be trusted; but
morally she had the best taste in the world. “I
haven’t so much work as I used to have, if that’s
what you mean. My eyes are not so good and my
health has failed with advancing years.”
I know not to what extent Millicent was touched
by the dignity of this admission, but she replied
without embarrassment that what Miss Pynsent wanted
was a smart young assistant, some nice girl of a
“tasty” turn who would brighten up the business
and give her new ideas. “I can see you’ve got the
same old ones, always: I can tell that by the way
you’ve stuck the braid on that dress”; and she
directed a poke of her neat little umbrella at the
drapery in the dressmaker’s lap. She continued to
patronise and exasperate her, and to offer her consolation
and encouragement with the heaviest hand
that had ever been applied to Miss Pynsent’s sensitive
surface. Poor Amanda ended by gazing at her as
if she had been a public performer of some kind,
a ballad-singer or a conjurer, and went so far as to
ask herself whether the creature could be (in her own
mind) the “nice girl” who was to regild the tarnished
sign. Miss Pynsent had had assistants in the past—she
had even once, for a few months, had a “forewoman”;
and some of these damsels had been
precious specimens, whose misdemeanours lived
vividly in her memory. Never, all the same, in her
worst hour of delusion, had she trusted her interests
to such an exponent of the latest thing as this. She
was quickly reassured as to Millicent’s own views,
perceiving more and more that she was a tremendous
highflyer, who required a much larger field of action
than the musty bower she now honoured, goodness
only knew why, with her presence. Miss Pynsent
held her tongue as she always did when the sorrow
of her life had been touched, the thought of the slow,
inexorable decline on which she had entered that day,
nearly ten years before, when her hesitations and
scruples resolved themselves into a hideous mistake.
The deep conviction of error on this unspeakably
important occasion had ached and throbbed within
her ever since like an incurable disease. She had
sown in her boy’s mind the seeds of shame and rancour;
she had made him conscious of his stigma,
of his exquisitely vulnerable spot, and condemned
him to know that for him the sun would never shine
as it shone for most others. By the time he was
sixteen years old she had learned—or believed she
had learned—the judgement he had passed on her,
and at that period she had lived through a series of
horrible months, an ordeal in which every element of
her old prosperity perished. She cried her eyes out,
on coming to a sense of her blunder, so blinded and
weakened herself with weeping that she might for a
while have believed she should never be able to touch
a needle again. She lost all interest in her work, and
that play of invention which had always been her
pride deserted her, together with the reputation of
keeping the tidiest lodgings in Lomax Place. A
couple of commercial gentlemen and a Welsh plumber
of religious tendencies who for several years had made
her establishment their home withdrew their patronage
on the ground that the airing of her beds was
not what it used to be, and disseminated cruelly this
injurious legend. She ceased to notice or to care
how sleeves were worn, and on the question of flounces
and gores her mind was a blank. She fell into a
grievous debility and then into a long, low, languid
fever, during which Hyacinth tended her with a
devotion that only made the wrong she had done
him seem sharper, and that determined in Mr. Vetch,
so soon as she was able to hold up her head a
little, the impulse to come and sit with her through
the dull hours of convalescence. She re-established
to a certain extent, after a time, her connexion,
so far as the letting of her rooms was concerned
(from the other department of her activity the
tide had ebbed apparently for ever); but nothing was
the same again, and she knew it was the beginning
of the end. So it had gone on, and she watched
the end approach; she felt it very near indeed when
a child she had seen playing in the gutters came to
flaunt it over her in silk and lace. She gave a low,
inaudible sigh of relief as Millicent at last got up and
stood there, smoothing the glossy cylinder of her
umbrella.
“Mind you give my love to Hyacinth,” the girl
said with an assurance which showed all her insensibility
to tacit protests. “I don’t care if you do guess
that if I’ve stopped so long it was in the hope he would
be dropping in to his tea. You can tell him I sat an
hour, on purpose, if you like; there’s no shame in
my wanting to see my childhood’s sweetheart. He
may know I call him that!” Millicent continued with
her showroom laugh, as Miss Pynsent judged it to be;
conferring these permissions, successively, as if they
were great indulgences. “Do give him my best love
and tell him I hope he’ll come and see me. I see
you won’t tell him anything. I don’t know what
you’re afraid of; but I’ll leave my card for him, all
the same.” She drew forth a little bright-coloured
pocket-book, and it was with amazement that Miss
Pynsent saw her extract from it a morsel of engraved
pasteboard—so monstrous did it seem that one
of the squalid little Hennings should have lived to
display this emblem of social consideration. Millicent
enjoyed the effect she produced as she laid the
card on the table, and gave another ringing peal
of mirth at the sight of her hostess’s half-hungry,
half-astonished look. “What do you think I want
to do with him? I could swallow him at a single
bite!” she cried.
Poor Amanda gave no second glance at the
document on the table, though she had perceived
it contained, in the corner, her visitor’s address,
which Millicent had amused herself ingeniously
with not mentioning: she only got up, laying down
her work with an agitated hand, so that she should
be able to see Miss Henning well out of the house.
“You needn’t think I shall put myself out to keep
him in the dark. I shall certainly tell him you’ve
been here, and exactly how you strike me.”
“Of course you’ll say something nasty—like you
used to when I was a child. You usually let me ’ave
it then, you know!”
“Ah well,” said Miss Pynsent, nettled at this
reminder of an acerbity which the girl’s present
development caused to appear absurdly ineffectual,
“you’re very different now, when I think what you’ve
come from.”
“What I’ve come from?” Millicent threw back
her head and opened her eyes very wide, while all her
feathers and ribbons nodded. “Did you want me
to stick fast in this low place for the rest of my days?
You’ve had to stay in it yourself, so you might speak
civilly of it.” She coloured and raised her voice and
looked magnificent in her scorn. “And pray what
have you come from yourself, and what has he come
from—the mysterious ‘Mr. Robinson’ who used to
be such a puzzle to the whole Plice? I thought
perhaps I might clear it up, but you haven’t told me
that yet!”
Miss Pynsent turned straight away, covering her
ears with her hands. “I’ve nothing to tell you!
Leave my room—leave my house!” she cried with
a trembling voice.
It was in this way she failed either to see or to hear
the opening of the door of the room, which obeyed
a slow, apparently cautious impulse given it from the
hall and revealed the figure of a young man standing
there with a short pipe in his teeth. There was something
in his face which immediately told Millicent
Henning he had heard her last tones resound into the
passage. He entered as if, young as he was, he knew
that when women were squabbling men were not
called upon to be headlong, and now evidently
wondered who the dressmaker’s evident “match”
might be. She recognised on the instant her old
playmate, and without reflexion, confusion or diplomacy,
in the fulness of her vulgarity and sociability,
exclaimed at no lower pitch: “Gracious, Hyacinth
Robinson, is that your form?”
Miss Pynsent turned round in a flash, but kept
silent; then, very white and shaken, took up her
work again and seated herself in her window.
Hyacinth on his side stood staring—he blushed all
over. He knew who she was but didn’t say so;
he only asked in a voice which struck the girl as
quite different from the old one—the one in which
he used to tell her she was beastly tiresome—“Is
it of me you were speaking just now?”
“When I asked where you had come from? That
was because we ’eard you in the ’all,” said Millicent,
smiling. “I suppose you’ve come from your
work.”
“You used to live in the Place—you always
wanted to kiss me,” the young man remarked with
an effort not to show all the surprise and satisfaction
he felt. “Didn’t she live in the Place, Pinnie?”
Pinnie, for all answer, fixed a pair of strange pleading
eyes upon him, and Millicent broke out, with her
recurrent laugh, in which the dressmaker had been
right in discovering the note of affectation, “Do you
want to know what you look like? You look for all
the world like a little plastered-up Frenchman!
Don’t he look like a funny little Frenchman, Miss
Pynsent?” she went on as if she were on the best
possible terms with the mistress of the establishment.
Hyacinth caught a light from that afflicted woman;
he saw something in her face that he knew very
well by this time and in the sight of which he always
found an odd, perverse, unholy relish. It seemed to
say that she prostrated herself, that she did penance
in the dust, that she was his to trample upon,
to spit upon. He did neither of these things, but she
was constantly offering herself, and her permanent
humility, her perpetual abjection, was a vague counter-irritant
to the soreness lodged in his own heart
for ever and which had often at night made him cry
with rage in his little room under the roof. Pinnie
meant this to-day as a matter of course, and could
only especially mean it in the presence of Miss
Henning’s remark about his looking like a Frenchman.
He knew he looked like a Frenchman, he had often
been told so before, and a large part of the time, often
quite grandly, he felt like one—like one of those he
had read about in Michelet and Carlyle. He had
picked up their language with the most extraordinary
facility, by the aid of one of his mates, a refugee from
Paris, in the workroom, and of a second-hand dog’s-eared
dictionary bought for a shilling in the Brompton
Road during one of his interminable, restless,
melancholy, moody, yet all-observant strolls through
London. He spoke it, he believed, by a natural
impulse, caught the accent, the gesture, the movement
of eyebrow and shoulder; so that on any occasion of
his having to pass for a foreigner—there was no telling
what might happen—he should certainly be able
to do so to admiration, especially if he could borrow
a blouse. He had never seen a blouse in his life, but
he knew exactly the form and colour of such a garment
and how it was worn. What the complications
might be which should compel him to assume the
disguise of a person of a social station lower still than
his own he would not for the world have mentioned
to you; but as they were very present to the mind
of our imaginative, ingenious youth we shall catch a
glimpse of them in the course of a further acquaintance
with him. Actually, when there was no question
of masquerading, it made him blush again that such
a note should be struck by a loud, laughing, handsome
girl who came back out of his past. There was more
in Pinnie’s weak eyes now than her usual rueful
profession; there was a dumb intimation, almost as
pathetic as the other, that if he cared to let her off
easily he wouldn’t detain their terrible visitor very
long. He had no wish to do that; he kept the door
open on purpose; he didn’t enjoy talking to girls
under Pinnie’s eyes and could see that this one had
every disposition to talk. So without responding
to her observation about his appearance he said,
not knowing exactly what to say: “Have you come
back to live in the Place?”
“Heaven forbid I should ever do that!” cried
Miss Henning with genuine emotion. “I must live
near the establishment in which I’m employed.”
“And what establishment is that now?” the
young man asked, gaining confidence and perceiving
in detail how handsome she was. He hadn’t
roamed about London for nothing, and he knew
that when a girl had such looks a jocular tone of
address, a pleasing freedom, was de rigueur; so he
added: “Is it the Bull and Gate or the Elephant
and Castle?”
“A public-house? Well, you haven’t got the
politeness of a Frenchman at all events!” Her
good-nature had come back to her perfectly, and her
resentment of his imputation of her looking like a
barmaid—a blowsy beauty who handled pewter—was
tempered by her more and more curious consideration
of Hyacinth’s form. He was exceedingly “rum,”
but he had a stamp as sharp for her as that of a new
coin and which also agreeably suggested value. Since
he remembered so well that she had been fond of
kissing him in their early days she would have liked
to show herself prepared to repeat this graceful
attention. But she reminded herself in time that
her line should be religiously the ladylike, and she
was content to exclaim simply: “I don’t care what
a man looks like so long as he knows a lot. That’s
the form I like!”
Miss Pynsent had promised herself the satisfaction
of taking no further notice of her brilliant invader;
but the temptation was great to expose her to
Hyacinth, in mitigation of her brilliancy, by remarking
sarcastically, according to opportunity, “Miss
’Enning wouldn’t live in Lomax Plice for the world.
She thinks it too dreadfully low.”
“So it is; it’s a beastly hole,” said the young man.
The poor dressmaker’s little dart fell to the ground
and Millicent exclaimed jovially, “Right you are!”
while she directed to the object of her childhood’s
admiration an expression of face that put him more
and more at his ease.
“Don’t you suppose I know something?” he asked,
planted before her with his little legs slightly apart
and, with his hands behind him, making the open
door waver to and fro.
“You? Oh, I don’t care a straw what you know!”
she said; and he had at any rate a mind sufficiently
enriched to see what she meant by that. If she meant
he was so good-looking that he might pass on this
score alone her judgement was conceivable, though
many women would strongly have dissented from it.
He was as small as he had announced from the first—he
had never got his growth—and she could
easily see that he was not what she at least would call
strong. His bones were small, his chest was narrow,
his complexion pale, his whole figure almost childishly
slight; and Millicent noted afterwards that he
had a very delicate hand—the hand, as she said to
herself, of a gentleman. What she liked was his face
and something jaunty and romantic, almost theatrical,
in his whole little person. Miss Henning was not
acquainted with any member of the dramatic profession,
but she supposed vaguely that that was the
way an actor would look in private life. Hyacinth’s
features were perfect; his eyes, large and much
divided, had as their usual expression a kind of witty,
almost an impertinent, candour, and a small, soft,
fair moustache disposed itself upon his upper lip in
a way that made him appear to smile even when his
heart was heavy. The waves of his dense fine hair
clustered round a forehead which was high enough to
suggest remarkable things, and Miss Henning had
observed that when he first appeared he wore his
little soft circular hat in a way that left these frontal
locks very visible. He was dressed in an old brown
velveteen jacket and wore exactly the bright-coloured
necktie which Miss Pynsent’s quick fingers
used of old to shape out of hoarded remnants of silk
and muslin. He was shabby and work-stained, but
an observant eye would have caught the hint of an
“arrangement” in his dress (his appearance being
plainly not a matter of indifference to himself), while
a painter (not of the heroic) would have liked to make
a sketch of him. There was something exotic in
him, and yet, with his sharp young face, destitute of
bloom but not of sweetness, and a certain conscious
cockneyism that pervaded him, he was as strikingly as
Millicent, in her own degree, a product of the London
streets and the London air. He looked both ingenuous
and slightly wasted, amused, amusing and
indefinably sad. Women had always found him touching,
but he made them—so they had repeatedly
assured him—die of laughing.
“I think you had better shut the door,” said Miss
Pynsent, meaning that he had better shut their
departing visitor out.
“Did you come here on purpose to see us?” he
went on, not heeding this injunction, of which he
divined the spirit, and wishing the girl would take
her leave so that he might go out again with her. He
should like talking with her much better away from
Pinnie, who evidently was ready to stick a bodkin
into her for reasons he perfectly understood. He had
seen plenty of them before, Pinnie’s reasons, even
where girls were concerned who were not nearly so
good-looking as this one. She was always in a fearful
“funk” about their getting hold of him and persuading
him to make a marriage beneath his station. His
station!—poor Hyacinth had often asked himself
and inquired of Miss Pynsent what it could possibly
be. He had thought of it bitterly enough, wondering
how in the world he could marry “beneath” it. He
would never marry at all—to that his mind was
absolutely made up; he would never hand on to
another the burden that had made his own young
spirit so intolerably sore, the inheritance that had
darkened the whole threshold of his manhood. All
the more reason why he should have his compensation;
why, if the soft society of women was to be
enjoyed on other terms, he should cultivate it with
a bold free mind.
“I thought I’d just give a look at the old shop;
I had an engagement not far off,” Millicent said.
“But I wouldn’t have believed any one who had told
me I should find you just where I left you.”
“We needed you to look after us!” Miss Pynsent
irrepressibly exclaimed.
“Oh, you’re such a rattling swell yourself!”
Hyacinth observed without heeding the dressmaker.
“None of your ‘rattling’ impudence! I’m as
good a girl as there is in London.” And to corroborate
this Miss Henning went on: “If you were
to offer to see me a part of the way home I’d tell
you I don’t knock about that way with gentlemen.”
“I’ll go with you as far as you like,” Hyacinth
replied simply, as if he knew how to treat that sort
of speech.
“Well, it’s only because I knew you as a baby!”
And they went out together, Hyacinth careful not to
look at poor Pinnie at all (he felt her glaring whitely
and tearfully at him out of her dim corner—it had
by this time grown too dusky to work without a lamp)
and his companion giving her a cruelly familiar nod
of farewell over her shoulder.
It was a long walk from Lomax Place to the
quarter of the town in which (to be near the haberdashers
of the Buckingham Palace Road) Miss
Henning occupied a modest back room; but the
influences of the hour were such as to make the
excursion very agreeable to our young man, who
liked the streets at all times, but especially at nightfall
in the autumn, of a Saturday, when in the vulgar
districts the smaller shops and open-air industries
were doubly active, and big clumsy torches flared
and smoked over hand-carts and costermongers’
barrows drawn up in the gutters. Hyacinth had
roamed through the great city since he was an urchin,
but his imagination had never ceased to be stirred
by the preparations for Sunday that went on in the
evening among the toilers and spinners, his brothers
and sisters, and he lost himself in all the quickened
crowding and pushing and staring at lighted windows
and chaffering at the stalls of fishmongers and
hucksters. He liked the people who looked as if
they had got their week’s wage and were prepared
to lay it out discreetly; and even those whose use
of it would plainly be extravagant and intemperate;
and, best of all, those who evidently hadn’t received
it at all and who wandered about disinterestedly
and vaguely, their hands in empty pockets, watching
others make their bargains and fill their satchels,
or staring at the striated sides of bacon, at the
golden cubes and triangles of cheese, at the graceful
festoons of sausage, in the most brilliant of the
windows. He liked the reflexion of the lamps on
the wet pavements, the feeling and smell of the
carboniferous London damp; the way the winter
fog blurred and suffused the whole place, made it
seem bigger and more crowded, produced halos and
dim radiations, trickles, and evaporations on the
plates of glass. He moved in the midst of these
impressions this evening, but he enjoyed them in
silence, with an attention taken up mainly by his
companion, and pleased to be already so intimate
with a young lady whom people turned round to
look at. She herself affected to speak of the rush
and crush of the week’s end with disgust: she said
she liked the streets, but liked the respectable ones;
she couldn’t abide the smell of fish, which the whole
place seemed full of, so that she hoped they would
soon get into the Edgeware Road, toward which they
tended and which was a proper street for a lady.
To Hyacinth she appeared to have no connexion
with the long-haired little girl who, in Lomax Place,
years before, was always hugging a smutty doll and
courting his society; she was a stranger, a new
acquaintance, and he observed her in suspense,
wondering by what transitions she had reached her
present pitch.
She enlightened him but little on this point, though
she talked a great deal on a variety of subjects and
mentioned to him her habits, her aspirations, her
likes and dislikes—which last were as emphatic as
the giggles of a person tickled. She was tremendously
particular, difficult to please, he could see
that; and she assured him she never put up with
anything a moment after she had ceased to care
for it. Especially was she particular about gentlemen’s
society, and she made it plain that a young
fellow who wanted to have anything to say to her
must be in receipt of wages amounting at the least
to fifty shillings a week. Hyacinth assured her he
didn’t earn that as yet, and she remarked again that
she made an exception for him because she knew all
about him (or if not all at least a great deal) and he
could see that her good-nature was equal to her
beauty. She made such an exception that when,
after they were moving down the Edgeware Road
(which had still the brightness of late closing, but
with more nobleness), he proposed she should enter
a coffee-house with him and “take something” (he
could hardly tell himself afterwards what brought
him to this point) she acceded without a demur—without
a demur even on the ground of his slender
earnings. Slender as they were he had them in his
pocket (they had been destined in some degree for
Pinnie) and therefore felt equal to the occasion.
Millicent partook profusely of tea and bread and
butter, with a relish of raspberry jam, and thought
the place most comfortable, though he himself, after
finding himself ensconced, was visited by doubts of
its propriety, suggested, among several things, by
photographs, on the walls, of young ladies in tights.
He himself was hungry, he had not yet had his tea,
but he was too excited, too preoccupied to eat; the
situation made him restless and gave him thrills;
it seemed the beginning of something new and rare.
He had never yet “stood” even a glass of beer to
a girl of Millicent’s stamp—a girl who rustled and
glittered and smelt of musk—and if she should turn
out as jolly a specimen of the sex as she seemed it
might make a great difference in his leisure hours,
in his evenings, in which he had often felt a likeness
to great square blackboards uninscribed with a stroke
of chalk. That it would also make a difference in
his savings (he was under a pledge to Pinnie and to
Mr. Vetch to put by something every week) it didn’t
concern him for the moment to reflect; and indeed,
though he thought it odious and insufferable to be
poor, the ways and means of ceasing to be so had
hitherto left his fancy unstirred. He knew what
Millicent’s age must be, but felt her nevertheless
older, much older, than himself—she seemed to know
so much about London and about life; and this
made it still more of a sensation to be entertaining
her like a young swell. He thought of it too in
connexion with the question of the character of the
establishment; if this character was what it easily
might be she would perceive it as soon as he, and
very likely it would be a part of the general initiation
she had given him an impression of that she wouldn’t
mind so long as the tea was strong and the bread and
butter thick. She described to him what had passed
between Miss Pynsent and herself (she didn’t call her
Pinnie, and he was glad, for he wouldn’t have liked
it) before he came in, and let him know that she
should never dare to come to the place again, as his
mother would tear her eyes out. Then she checked
herself. “But of course she ain’t your mother!
How stupid I am! I keep forgetting.”
Hyacinth had, as he supposed, from far back
cultivated a manner with which he could meet
allusions of this kind: he had had first and last so
many opportunities to practise it. Therefore he
looked at his companion very steadily while he
said: “My mother died many years ago; she was
a great invalid. But Pinnie has been awfully good
to me.”
“My mother’s dead too”—Miss Henning was
prompt, as if “capping” it. “She died very suddenly.
I daresay you remember her in the Plice.”
Then, while Hyacinth disengaged from the past the
obscure figure of Mrs. Henning, of whom he mainly
remembered that she used to strike him as cross
and dirty, the girl added, smiling, but with more
sentiment, “But I’ve had no Pinnie.”
“You look as if you could take care of yourself.”
“Well, I’m very confiding,” said Millicent Henning.
Then she asked what had become of Mr. Vetch. “We
used to say that if Miss Pynsent was your mamma he
was your papa. In our family we used to call him
Miss Pynsent’s young man.”
“He’s her young man still,” Hyacinth returned.
“He’s our best friend—or supposed to be. He got
me the place I’m in now. He lives by his fiddle, as
he used to do.”
Millicent looked a little at her companion, after
which she observed, “I should have thought he
would have got you a place at his theatre.”
“At his theatre? That would have been no use.
I don’t play any instrument.”
“I don’t mean in the orchestra, you gaby! You’d
look very nice in a fancy costume.” She had her
elbows on the table and her shoulders lifted, an
attitude of extreme familiarity. He was on the point
of replying that he didn’t care for fancy costumes,
he wished to go through life in his own character;
but he checked himself with the reflexion that this
was exactly what he was apparently destined not to
do. His own character? He was to cover that up
as carefully as possible; he was to go through life
in a mask, in a borrowed mantle; he was to be
every day and every hour an actor. Suddenly and
with the utmost irrelevance Miss Henning inquired:
“Is Miss Pynsent some relation? What gave her
any right over you?”
Hyacinth had an answer ready for this question;
he had determined to say as he had several times
said before: “Miss Pynsent’s an old friend of my
family. My mother was very fond of her and she
was very fond of my mother.” He repeated the
formula now, looking at the girl with the same
inscrutable calmness, as he fancied; though a remark
more to his taste would have been that his mother
was none of her business. But she was too handsome
for such risks, and she presented her large fair face
to him across the table with an air of solicitation to
be cosy and comfortable. There were things in his
heart and a torment and a hidden passion in his life
which he should be glad enough to lay open to some
woman. He believed that perhaps this would be the
cure ultimately; that in return for something he
might drop, syllable by syllable, into some listening
ear that would be attached to some kissable cheek,
certain other words would be spoken to him which
would make his pain for ever less sharp. But what
woman could he trust, what ear would be both safe
and happily enough attached? How much didn’t
he already ask? The answer was not in this loud
fresh laughing creature, whose sympathy couldn’t
have the fineness he was looking for, since her
curiosity was vulgar. Hyacinth objected to the
vulgar as much as Miss Pynsent herself; in this
respect she had long since discovered that he was
after her own heart. He had not at any rate now
taken up the subject of Mrs. Henning’s death; he
felt himself incapable of researches into that lady
and had no desire for knowledge of Millicent’s relationships.
Moreover he always suffered, to sickness,
when people began to hover about the question of
his origin, the reasons why Pinnie had had the care
of him from a baby. Mrs. Henning had been repulsive,
but at least her daughter could speak of her.
“Mr. Vetch has changed his lodgings: he moved
out of 17 three years ago,” he said, to vary the
topic. “He couldn’t stand the other people in the
house; there was a man who played the accordeon.”
Millicent, however, was but moderately interested
in this anecdote, though wanting to know why people
should like Mr. Vetch’s fiddle any better. Then she
added: “And I think that while he was about it
he might have put you into something better than a
bookbinder’s.”
“He wasn’t obliged to put me into anything.
It’s a very good place.”
“All the same, it isn’t where I should have looked
to find you,” the girl declared, not so much in the
tone of wishing to offer him tribute as of resentment
at having miscalculated.
“Where should you have looked to find me? In
the House of Commons? It’s a pity you couldn’t
have told me in advance what you would have liked
me to be.”
She faced him over her cup while she drank in
ladylike sips. “Do you know what they used to
say in the Plice? That your father was a lord.”
“Very likely. That’s the kind of rot they talk
in that precious hole,” the young man said without
blenching.
“Well, perhaps he was,” Millicent ventured.
“He may have been a prime-minister for all the
good it has done me.”
“Fancy your talking as if you didn’t know!”
said Millicent.
“Finish your tea—don’t mind how I talk.”
“Well, you ’ave got a temper!” she archly
retorted. “I should have thought you’d be a clerk
at a banker’s.”
“Do they select them for their tempers?”
“You know what I mean. You used to be too
clever to follow a trade.”
“Well, I’m not clever enough to live on air.”
“You might be, really, for all the tea you drink!
Why didn’t you go in for some high profession?”
“How was I to go in? Who the devil was to
help me?” Hyacinth asked with a certain vibration.
“Haven’t you got any relations?” said Millicent
after a moment.
“What are you doing? Are you trying to make
me swagger?”
When he spoke sharply she only laughed, not in
the least ruffled, and by the way she looked at him
seemed to like the effect. “Well, I’m sorry you’re
only a journeyman,” she went on as she pushed
away her cup.
“So am I,” Hyacinth answered; but he called
for the bill as if he had been an employer of labour.
Then while they waited he remarked to his companion
that he didn’t believe she had an idea of what
his work was and how charming it could be. “Yes,
I get up books for the shops,” he said when she had
asserted that she perfectly understood. “But the
art of the binder’s an exquisite art.”
“So Miss Pynsent told me. She said you had
some samples at home. I should like to see them.”
“You wouldn’t know how good they are,” he
finely smiled.
He expected she would exclaim in answer that he
was an impudent wretch, and for a moment she
seemed on the point of doing so. But the words
changed on her lips and she replied almost tenderly:
“That’s just the way you used to speak to me years
ago in the Plice.”
“I don’t care about that. I hate all that
time.”
“Oh, so do I, if you come to that,” said Millicent
as if she could rise to any breadth of view. With
which she returned to her idea that he had not done
himself justice. “You used always to have your
nose in something or other. I never thought you’d
work with your ’ands.”
This seemed to irritate him, and, having paid the
bill and given threepence, ostentatiously, to the
young woman with a languid manner and hair of
an unnatural yellow who had waited on them, he
said: “You may depend upon it I shan’t do it an
hour longer than I can help.”
“What will you do then?”
“Oh, you’ll see some day.” In the street, after
they had begun to walk again, he went on: “You
speak as if I could have my pick. What was an
obscure little beggar to do, buried in a squalid corner
of London under a million of idiots? I had no help,
no influence, no acquaintance of any kind with
professional people, and no means of getting at them.
I had to do something; I couldn’t go on living on
Pinnie. Thank God I help her now a little. I took
what I could get.” He spoke as if he had been
touched by the imputation of having derogated.
Millicent seemed to imply that he defended himself
successfully when she said: “You express yourself
like a reg’lar gentleman”—a speech to which he
made no response. But he began to talk again
afterwards, and, the evening having definitely set
in, his companion took his arm for the rest of the
way home. By the time he reached her door he
had confided to her that in secret he wrote—quite
as for publication; he was haunted with the dream
of literary distinction. This appeared to impress
her, and she branched off to remark, with the agreeable
incoherence that characterised her, that she
didn’t care anything for a man’s family if she liked
the man himself; she thought families and that sort
of rot were about played out. Hyacinth wished she
would leave his origin alone; and while they lingered
in front of her house before she went in he broke out:
“I’ve no doubt you’re a jolly girl, and I’m very
happy to have seen you again. But you’ve awfully
little tact.”
“I have little tact? You should see me work off
an old jacket!”
He was silent a little, standing before her with
his hands in his pockets. “It’s a good job you’re
so lovely.”
Millicent didn’t blush at this compliment, and
probably didn’t understand all it conveyed, but she
looked into his eyes a while, with all the smile that
showed her teeth, and then came back more inconsequently
than ever. “Come now, who are you?”
“Who am I? I’m a wretched little ‘forwarder’
in the shop.”
“I didn’t think I ever could fancy any one in
that line!” she competently cried. Then she let
him know she couldn’t ask him in, as she made it a
point not to receive gentlemen, but she didn’t mind
if she took another walk with him and she didn’t
care if she met him somewhere—if it were handy
enough. As she lived so far from Lomax Place she
didn’t care if she met him half-way. So in the dusky
by-street in Pimlico, before separating, they took a
casual tryst; the most interesting, the young man
felt, that had yet been—he could scarcely call it
granted him.
One day shortly after this, at the bindery, his friend
Poupin, absent, had failed to send the explanation
customary in case of illness or domestic accident.
There were two or three men employed in the place
whose non-appearance, usually following close upon
pay-day, was better unexplained, was in fact an
implication of moral feebleness; but as a general
thing Mr. Crookenden’s establishment was a haunt
of punctuality and sobriety. Least of all had
Eustache Poupin been in the habit of asking for a
margin. Hyacinth knew how little indulgence he
had ever craved, and this was part of his admiration
for the extraordinary Frenchman, an ardent stoic,
a cold conspirator and an exquisite artist, who was
by far the most interesting person in the ranks of
his acquaintance and whose conversation, in the
workshop, helped him sometimes to forget the smell
of leather and glue. His conversation! Hyacinth
had had plenty of that and had endeared himself
to the passionate refugee by the solemnity and
candour of his attention. Poupin had come to
England after the Commune of 1871, to escape the
reprisals of the government of M. Thiers, and had
remained there in spite of amnesties and rehabilitations.
He was a Republican of the old-fashioned
sort, of the note of 1848, humanitary and idealistic,
infinitely addicted to fraternity and equality and
inexhaustibly surprised and exasperated at finding
so little enthusiasm for them in the land of his exile.
He had a marked claim upon Hyacinth’s esteem and
gratitude, for he had been his parrain, his protector
at the bindery. When Anastasius Vetch found
something for Miss Pynsent’s young charge to do,
it was through the Frenchman, with whom he had
accidentally made acquaintance, that he found it.
When the boy was about fifteen years of age Mr.
Vetch made him a present of the essays of Lord
Bacon, and the purchase of this volume had important
consequences for Hyacinth. Anastasius Vetch was
a poor man, and the luxury of giving was for the
most part denied him; but when once in a way he
tasted it he liked the sensation to be pure. No man
knew better the difference between the common and
the rare, or was more capable of appreciating a book
which opened well—of which the margin was not
hideously chopped and of which the lettering on the
back was sharp. It was only such a book that he
could bring himself to offer even to a poor little devil
whom a fifth-rate dressmaker (he knew Pinnie was
fifth-rate) had rescued from the workhouse. So when
it became a question of fitting the great Elizabethan
with a new coat—a coat of full morocco discreetly,
delicately gilt—he went with his little cloth-bound
volume, a Pickering, straight to Mr. Crookenden,
whom every one who knew anything about the
matter knew to be a prince of binders, though they
also knew that his work, limited in quantity, was
mainly done for a particular bookseller and only
through the latter’s agency. Anastasius Vetch had
no idea of paying the bookseller’s commission, and
though he could be lavish (for him) when he made a
present, he was capable of taking an immense deal
of trouble to save sixpence. He made his way into
Mr. Crookenden’s workshop, which was situated in
a small superannuated square in Soho and where the
proposal of so slender a job was received at first with
chilling calm. Mr. Vetch, however, insisted; he
explained with irresistible frankness the motive of
his errand: the desire to obtain the best possible
binding for the least possible money. He made his
conception of the best possible binding so vivid, so
exemplary, that the master of the shop at last
confessed to that disinterested sympathy which, in
favouring conditions, establishes itself between the
artist and the connoisseur. Mr. Vetch’s little book
was put in hand as a particular service to an eccentric
gentleman whose visit had been a smile-stirring interlude
(for the circle of listening workmen) in a merely
mechanical day; and when he went back three weeks
later to see if the job were done he had the pleasure
of finding that his injunctions, punctually complied
with, had even been bettered. The work had been
accomplished with a perfection of skill which made
him ask whom he was to thank for it (he had been
told that one man should do the whole of it) and
in this manner he made the acquaintance of the most
brilliant craftsman in the establishment, the incorruptible,
the imaginative, the unerring Eustache
Poupin.
In response to an appreciation which he felt not
to be banal M. Poupin remarked that he had at home
a small collection of experiments in morocco, russia,
parchment, of fanciful specimens with which, for the
love of the thing itself, he had amused his leisure
hours and which he should be happy to show his
interlocutor if the latter would do him the honour to
call upon him at his lodgings in Lisson Grove. Mr.
Vetch made a note of the address and, for the love of
the thing itself, went one Sunday afternoon to see
the binder’s esoteric studies. On this occasion he
made the acquaintance of Madame Poupin, a small,
fat lady with a bristling moustache, the white cap
of an ouvrière, a knowledge of her husband’s craft
that was equal to his own, and not a syllable of
English save the words “What you think, what you
think?” which she introduced with indefatigable
frequency. He also discovered that his new acquaintance
had been a political proscript and that he
regarded the iniquitous fabric of Church and State
with an eye scarcely more reverent than the fiddler’s
own. M. Poupin was an aggressive socialist, which
Anastasius Vetch was not, and a constructive democrat
(instead of being a mere scoffer at effete things)
and a theorist and an optimist and a collectivist and
a perfectionist and a visionary; he believed the day
was to come when all the nations of the earth would
abolish their frontiers and armies and custom-houses,
and embrace on both cheeks and cover the globe with
boulevards, radiating from Paris, where the human
family would sit in groups at little tables, according
to affinities, drinking coffee (not tea, par exemple!)
and listening to the music of the spheres. Mr. Vetch
neither prefigured nor desired this organised beatitude;
he was fond of his cup of tea and only wanted
to see the British constitution a good deal simplified;
he thought it a much overrated system, but his
heresies rubbed shoulders sociably with those of the
little bookbinder, and his friend in Lisson Grove
became for him the type of the intelligent foreigner
whose conversation gives wings to our heavy-footed
culture. Poupin’s humanitary zeal was as unlimited
as his English vocabulary was the reverse, and the
new friends agreed with each other enough, and not
too much, to discuss, which was much better than an
unspeakable harmony. On several other Sunday
afternoons the fiddler went back to Lisson Grove,
and having, at his theatre, as a veteran, a faithful
servant, an occasional privilege, he was able to carry
thither, one day in the autumn, an order for two seats
in the second balcony. Madame Poupin and her
husband passed a lugubrious evening at the English
comedy, where they didn’t understand a word that
was spoken and consoled themselves by hanging on
the agitated fiddlestick of their friend in the orchestra.
But this adventure failed to arrest the development
of a friendship into which, eventually, Amanda
Pynsent was drawn. Madame Poupin, among the
cold insularies, lacked female society, and Mr. Vetch
proposed to his amiable friend in Lomax Place to
call upon her. The little dressmaker, who in the
course of her life had known no Frenchwoman but
the unhappy Florentine (so favourable a specimen till
she began to go wrong) adopted his suggestion in the
hope that she should get a few ideas from a lady whose
appearance would doubtless exemplify (as Florentine’s
originally had done) the fine taste of her nation; but
she found the bookbinder and his wife a bewildering
mixture of the brilliant and the relaxed, and was
haunted long afterwards by the memory of the lady’s
camisole in some hideous print, her uncorseted overflow
and her carpet slippers.
The acquaintance, none the less, was sealed three
months later by a supper, one Sunday night, in
Lisson Grove, to which Mr. Vetch brought his fiddle,
at which Amanda presented to her hosts her adoptive
son, and which also revealed to her that Madame
Poupin could dress a Michaelmas goose if she couldn’t
dress a fat Frenchwoman. This lady confided to
the fiddler that she thought Miss Pynsent exceedingly
comme il faut—dans le genre anglais; and
neither Amanda nor Hyacinth had ever passed
an evening of such splendour. It took its place, in
the boy’s recollection, beside the visit, years before,
to Mr. Vetch’s theatre. He drank in the remarks
exchanged between that gentleman and M. Poupin.
M. Poupin showed him his bindings, the most precious
trophies of his skill, and it seemed to Hyacinth
that on the spot he was initiated into a fascinating
mystery. He handled the books for half an hour;
Anastasius Vetch watched him without giving any
particular sign. When therefore, presently, Miss
Pynsent consulted her friend for the twentieth time
on the subject of Hyacinth’s “career”—she spoke
as if she were hesitating between the diplomatic
service, the army and the church—the fiddler replied
with promptitude: “Make him, if you can, what the
Frenchman is.” At the mention of a handicraft
poor Pinnie always looked very solemn, yet when Mr.
Vetch asked her if she were prepared to send the boy
to one of the universities, or to pay the premium
required for his being articled to a solicitor, or to
make favour on his behalf with a bank director or a
merchant prince, or, yet again, to provide him with
a comfortable home while he should woo the muse
and await the laurels of literature—when, I say, he
put the case before her with this cynical, ironical
lucidity she only sighed and said that all the money
she had ever saved was ninety pounds, which, as he
knew perfectly well, it would cost her his acquaintance
for evermore to take out of the bank. The fiddler
had in fact declared to her in a manner not to be
mistaken that if she should divest herself, on the
boy’s account, of this sole nest-egg of her old age,
he would wash his hands of her and her affairs. Her
standard of success for Hyacinth was vague save
on one point, as regards which she was passionately,
fiercely firm: she was perfectly determined he
should never go into a small shop. She would
rather see him a bricklayer or a costermonger than
dedicated to a retail business, tying up candles
at a grocer’s or giving change for a shilling across
a counter. She would rather, she declared on one
occasion, see him articled to a shoemaker or a
tailor.
A stationer in a neighbouring street had affixed to
his window a written notice that he was in want of
a smart errand-boy, and Pinnie, on hearing of it,
had presented Hyacinth to his consideration. The
stationer was a dreadful bullying man with a patch
over his eye, who seemed to think the boy would be
richly remunerated with three shillings a week;
a contemptible measure, as it seemed to the dressmaker,
of his rare abilities and acquirements. His
schooling had been desultory, precarious, and had had
a certain continuity mainly in his early years, while
he was under the care of an old lady who combined
with the functions of pew-opener at a neighbouring
church the manipulation, in the Place itself, where
she resided with her sister, a monthly nurse, of such
pupils as could be spared (in their families) from the
more urgent exercise of holding the baby and fetching
the beer. Later, for a twelvemonth, Pinnie had
paid five shillings a week for him at an “Academy”
in a genteel part of Islington, where there was an
“instructor in the foreign languages,” a platform for
oratory and a high social standard, but where Hyacinth
suffered from the fact that almost all his mates were
the sons of dealers in edible articles—pastry-cooks,
grocers and fishmongers—and in this capacity subjected
him to pangs and ignominious contrasts by
bringing to school, for their exclusive consumption
or for exchange and barter, various buns, oranges,
spices and marine animals, which the boy, with his
hands in his empty pockets and the sense of a savourless
home in his heart, was obliged to see devoured without
his participation. Miss Pynsent would not have
pretended he was highly educated in the technical
sense of the word, but she believed that at fifteen he
had read almost every book in the world. The
limits of his reading had been in fact only the limits
of his opportunity. Mr. Vetch, who talked with
him more and more as he grew older, knew this, and
lent him every volume he possessed or could pick up
for the purpose. Reading was his extravagance, while
the absence of any direct contact with a library
represented for him mainly the hard shock of the
real; the shock, that is, he could most easily complain
of. Mr. Vetch believed him subtly intelligent, and
therefore thought it a woeful pity that he couldn’t
have furtherance in some liberal walk; but he would
have thought it a greater pity still that a youth with
that expression in his eyes should be condemned to
measure tape or cut slices of cheese. He himself
had no influence he could bring into play, no connexion
with the great world of capital or the market
of labour. That is he touched these mighty institutions
at but one very small point—a point which,
such as it was, he kept well in mind.
When Pinnie replied to the stationer round the
corner, after he had mentioned the “terms” on which
he was prepared to receive applications from errand-boys,
that, thank her stars, she hadn’t sunk so low
as that—so low as to sell her darling into slavery for
three shillings a week—he felt that she only gave
more florid expression to his own sentiment. Of
course if Hyacinth didn’t begin by carrying parcels
he couldn’t hope to be promoted, through the more
refined nimbleness of tying them up, to a position as
accountant or manager; but both the fiddler and his
friend—Miss Pynsent indeed only in the last resort—resigned
themselves to the forfeiture of this
prospect. Mr. Vetch saw clearly that a charming
handicraft was a finer thing than a vulgar “business,”
and one day after his acquaintance with Eustache
Poupin had gone a considerable length he inquired
of the fervid Frenchman if there were a chance of the
lad’s obtaining a footing, under his own wing, in
Mr. Crookenden’s workshop. There could be no
better place for him to acquire a knowledge of the
most elegant of the mechanical arts; and to be
received into such an establishment and at the
instance of such an artist would be a real start in
life. M. Poupin meditated, and that evening confided
his meditations to the companion who reduplicated
all his thoughts and understood him better
even than he understood himself. The pair had no
children and had felt the deficiency; moreover they
had heard from Mr. Vetch the dolorous tale of the
boy’s entrance into life. He was one of the disinherited,
one of the expropriated, one of the exceptionally
interesting; and moreover he was one of
themselves, a child, as it were, of the inexhaustible
France, an offshoot of the sacred race. It is not
the most authenticated point in this veracious history,
but there is strong reason to believe that tears were
shed that night, in Lisson Grove, over poor Hyacinth
Robinson. In a day or two M. Poupin replied to the
fiddler that he had now been several years in le vieux
“Crook’s” employ; that during that time he had
done work for him which he would have had bien
du mal to get done by another, and had never asked
for an indulgence, an allowance, a remission, an
augmentation. It was time, if only for the dignity
of the thing, he should ask for something, and he would
make their little friend the subject of his demand.
“La société lui doit bien cela,” he remarked afterwards,
when, Mr. Crookenden proving dryly hospitable
and the arrangement being formally complete, Mr.
Vetch thanked him in his kindly, casual, bashful
English way. He was paternal when Hyacinth began
to occupy a place in the malodorous chambers in
Soho; he took him in hand, made him a disciple,
the recipient of a precious tradition, discovered in
him a susceptibility to philosophic, to cosmic, as well
as to technic truth. He taught him French and
socialism, encouraged him to spend his evenings in
Lisson Grove, invited him to regard Madame Poupin
as a second, or rather as a third, mother, and in short
made a very considerable mark on the boy’s mind.
He fostered and drew out the latent Gallicism of his
nature, and by the time he was twenty Hyacinth,
who had completely assimilated his influence, regarded
him with a mixture of veneration and amusement.
M. Poupin was the person who consoled him most
when he was miserable; and he was very often
miserable.
His staying away from his work was so rare that,
in the afternoon, before he went home, Hyacinth
walked to Lisson Grove to see what ailed him. He
found his friend in bed with a plaster on his chest
and Madame Poupin making tisane over the fire.
The Frenchman took his indisposition solemnly but
resignedly, like a man who believed that all illness
was owing to the imperfect organisation of society,
and lay covered up to his chin with a red cotton
handkerchief bound round his head. Near his bed
sat a visitor, a young man unknown to Hyacinth.
Hyacinth naturally had never been to Paris, but he
always supposed that the intérieur of his friends in
Lisson Grove gave rather a vivid idea of that city.
The two small rooms constituting their establishment
contained a great many mirrors as well as little
portraits (old-fashioned prints) of revolutionary
heroes. The chimney-piece in the bedroom was
muffled in some red drapery which appeared to
Hyacinth extraordinarily magnificent; the principal
ornament of the salon was a group of small and
highly-decorated cups, on a tray, accompanied by
gilt bottles and glasses, the latter still more diminutive—the
whole intended for black coffee and liqueurs.
There was no carpet on the floor, but rugs and mats
of various shapes and sizes disposed themselves at
the feet of the chairs and sofas; and in the sitting-room,
where stood a wonderful gilt clock of the
Empire, surmounted with a “subject” representing
Virtue receiving a crown of laurel from the hands
of Faith, Madame Poupin, with the aid of a tiny
stove, a handful of charcoal and two or three saucepans,
carried on a triumphant cuisine. On the
windows were curtains of white muslin much fluted
and frilled and tied with pink ribbon.
“I’m suffering extremely, but we must all suffer so
long as the social question is so abominably, so
iniquitously neglected,” Poupin remarked, speaking
French and rolling toward Hyacinth his salient,
excited-looking eyes, which always had the same
declamatory, reclamatory, proclamatory, the same
universally inaugurative expression, whatever his
occupation or his topic. Hyacinth had seated himself
near his friend’s pillow, opposite the strange young
man, who had been accommodated with a chair at the
foot of the bed.
“Ah yes; with their filthy politics the situation
of the pauvre monde is the last thing they ever think
of!” his wife exclaimed from the fire. “There are
times when I ask myself how long it will go on.”
“It will go on till the measure of their imbecility,
their infamy, is full. It will go on till the day of
justice, till the reintegration of the despoiled and
disinherited, is ushered in with a force that will
shake the globe.”
“Oh, we always see things go on; we never see
them change,” said Madame Poupin, making a very
cheerful clatter with a big spoon in a saucepan.
“We may not see it, but they’ll see it,” her
husband returned. “But what do I say, my
children? I do see it,” he pursued. “It’s before
my eyes in its radiant reality, especially as I lie here—the
revendication, the rehabilitation, the rectification.”
Hyacinth ceased to pay attention, not because he
had a differing opinion about what M. Poupin called
the avènement of the disinherited, but, on the contrary,
precisely on account of his familiarity with that
prospect. It was the constant theme of his French
friends, whom he had long since perceived to be in a
state of chronic spiritual inflammation. For them
the social question was always in order, the political
question always abhorrent, the disinherited always
present. He wondered at their zeal, their continuity,
their vivacity, their incorruptibility; at the abundant
supply of conviction and prophecy they always had
on hand. He believed that at bottom he was sorer
than they, yet he had deviations and lapses, moments
when the social question bored him and he forgot
not only his own wrongs, which would have been
pardonable, but those of the people at large, of his
brothers and sisters in misery. They, however,
were perpetually in the breach, and perpetually
consistent with themselves and, what is more, with
each other. Hyacinth had heard that the institution
of marriage in France was lightly considered, but he
was struck with the closeness and intimacy of the
union in Lisson Grove, the passionate identity of
interest: especially on the day when M. Poupin
informed him, in a moment of extreme but not
indiscreet expansion, that the lady was his wife only
in a spiritual, affectional sense. There were hypocritical
concessions and debasing superstitions of
which this exalted pair had wholly disapproved.
Hyacinth knew their vocabulary by heart and could
have said everything, in the same words, that on any
given occasion M. Poupin was likely to say. He knew
that “they,” in their phraseology, was a comprehensive
allusion to every one in the world but the
people—though who, exactly, in their length and
breadth, the people were was less definitely established.
He himself was of this sacred body, for which
the future was to have such compensations; and so
of course were his French friends, and so was Pinnie,
and so were most of the inhabitants of Lomax Place
and the workmen in old Crook’s shop. But was old
Crook himself, who wore an apron rather dirtier than
the rest of them and was a master-hand at “forwarding,”
yet who, on the other side, was the occupant of
a villa all but detached, at Putney, with a wife known
to have secret aspirations toward a page in buttons?
Above all was Mr. Vetch, who earned a weekly wage,
and not a large one, with his fiddle, but who had
mysterious affinities of another sort, reminiscences of
a phase in which he smoked cigars, had a hat-box and
used cabs—besides visiting Boulogne? Anastasius
Vetch had interfered in his life, atrociously, at a
terrible crisis; but Hyacinth, who strove to cultivate
justice in his own conduct, believed he had acted
conscientiously, and tried to esteem him, the more so
as the fiddler evidently felt he had something to make
up to him for and had ever treated him with marked
benevolence. He believed in short that Mr. Vetch
took a sincere interest in him and if he should meddle
again would meddle in a different way: he used to
see him sometimes look at him with the kindest eyes.
It would make a difference therefore if he were of the
people or not, inasmuch as on the day of the great
revenge it would only be the people who should be
saved. It was for the people the world was made:
whoever was not of them was against them; and
all others were cumberers, usurpers, exploiters,
accapareurs, as M. Poupin used to say. Hyacinth
had once put the question directly to Mr. Vetch, who
looked at him a while through the fumes of his eternal
pipe and then said: “Do you think I’m an aristocrat?”
“I didn’t know but you were a bourgeois,” the
young man answered.
“No, I’m neither. I’m a Bohemian.”
“With your evening dress, every night?”
“My dear boy,” said the fiddler, “those are the
most confirmed.”
Hyacinth was only half satisfied with this, for it
was by no means definite to him that Bohemians
were also to be saved; if he could be sure perhaps he
would become one himself. Yet he never suspected
Mr. Vetch of being a governmental agent, though
Eustache Poupin had told him that there were a great
many who looked a good deal like that: not of course
with any purpose of incriminating the fiddler, whom
he had trusted from the first and continued to trust.
The governmental agent in extraordinary disguises,
the wondrous mouchard of M. Poupin’s view, became
a very familiar type to Hyacinth, and though he had
never caught one of the infamous brotherhood in the
act there were plenty of persons to whom, on the very
face of the matter, he had no hesitation in attributing
the character. There was nothing of the Bohemian,
at any rate, about the Poupins, whom Hyacinth had
now known long enough not to be surprised at the
way they combined the socialistic passion, a red-hot
impatience for the general rectification, with an
extraordinary decency of life and a worship of proper
work. The Frenchman spoke habitually as if the
great swindle practised upon the people were too
impudent to be endured a moment longer, and yet
he found patience for the most exquisite “tooling”
and took a book in hand with the deliberation of one
who should believe that everything was immutably
constituted. Hyacinth knew what he thought of
priests and theologies, but he had the religion of conscientious
craftsmanship and he reduced the boy, on
his side, to a kind of prostration before his delicate
wonder-working fingers. “What will you have?
J’ai la main parisienne,” M. Poupin would reply
modestly when Hyacinth’s admiration broke out;
and he was good enough, after he had seen a few
specimens of what our hero could do, to inform him
that he had the same happy conformation. “There’s
no reason why you shouldn’t be a good workman,
il n’y a que ça”; and his own life was practically
governed by this conviction. He delighted in the
use of his hands and his tools and the exercise of his
taste, which was faultless, and Hyacinth could easily
imagine how it must torment him to spend a day on
his back. He ended by perceiving, however, that
consolation was on this occasion in some degree
conveyed by the presence of the young man who sat
at the foot of the bed and with whom M. Poupin
exhibited such signs of acquaintance as to make
our hero wonder why he had not seen him before,
nor even heard of him.
“What do you mean by force that will shake the
globe?” the young man inquired, leaning back in
his chair with raised arms and his interlocked hands,
behind him, supporting his head. M. Poupin had
spoken French, which he always preferred to do, the
insular tongue being an immense tribulation to him;
but his visitor spoke English, and Hyacinth immediately
took in that there was nothing French about
him—M. Poupin could never tell him he had la
main parisienne.
“I mean a force that will make the bourgeois go
down into their cellars and hide, pale with fear,
behind their barrels of wine and their heaps of gold!”
cried M. Poupin, rolling terrible eyes.
“And in this country, I hope, in their coal-bins.
La-la, we shall find them even there,” his wife
remarked.
“’89 was an irresistible force,” said M. Poupin.
“I believe you would have thought so if you had
been there.”
“And so was the entrance of the Versaillais, which
sent you over here ten years ago,” the young man
returned. He saw Hyacinth was watching him and
he met his eyes, smiling a little, in a way that added
to our hero’s interest.
“Pardon, pardon, I resist!” cried Eustache Poupin,
glaring, in his improvised nightcap, out of his sheets;
and Madame repeated that they resisted—she
believed well that they resisted! The young man
burst out laughing; whereupon his host declared with
a dignity which even his recumbent position didn’t
abate that it was really frivolous of him to ask such
questions as that, knowing as he did—what he did
know.
“Yes, I know—I know,” said the young man
good-naturedly, lowering his arms and thrusting his
hands into his pockets while he stretched his long legs
a little. “But everything is yet to be tried.”
“Oh the trial will be on a great scale—soyez tranquille!
It will be one of those experiments that
constitute a proof.”
Hyacinth wondered what they were talking about,
and perceived that it must be something important,
for the stranger was not a man who would take an
interest in anything else. Hyacinth was immensely
struck with him, could see he was remarkable, and
felt slightly aggrieved that he should be a stranger:
that is that he should be apparently a familiar of
Lisson Grove and yet that M. Poupin should not
have thought his young friend from Lomax Place
worthy up to this time to be made acquainted with
him. I know not to what degree the visitor in the
other chair discovered these reflexions in Hyacinth’s
face, but after a moment, looking across at him,
he said in a friendly yet just slightly diffident
way, a way our hero liked: “And do you know
too?”
“Do I know what?” asked Hyacinth in wonder.
“Oh, if you did you would!” the young man
exclaimed and laughed again. Such a rejoinder from
any one else would have irritated our sensitive hero,
but it only made him more curious about his interlocutor,
whose laugh was loud and extraordinarily
gay.
“Mon ami, you ought to present ces messieurs,”
Madame Poupin remarked.
“Ah ça, is that the way you trifle with state
secrets?” her husband cried without heeding her.
Then he went on in a different tone: “M. Hyacinthe
is a gifted child, un enfant très-doué, in whom I take
a tender interest—a child who has an account to
settle. Oh, a thumping big one! Isn’t it so, mon
petit?”
This was very well meant, but it made Hyacinth
blush, and, without knowing exactly what to say, he
murmured shyly: “Oh, I only want them to let me
alone!”
“He’s very young,” said Eustache Poupin.
“He’s the person we have seen in this country
whom we like best,” his wife added.
“Perhaps you’re French,” suggested the strange
young man.
The trio seemed to Hyacinth to be waiting for his
answer to this; it was as if a listening stillness had
fallen. He found it a difficult pass, partly because
there was something exciting and embarrassing in the
attention of the other visitor, and partly because he
had never yet had to decide that important question.
He didn’t really know if he were French or were
English, or which of the two he should prefer to be.
His mother’s blood, her suffering in an alien land,
the unspeakable, irremediable misery that consumed
her in a place and among a people she must have
execrated—all this made him French; yet he was
conscious at the same time of qualities that didn’t
mix with it. He had spun to the last fineness, long
ago, a legend about his mother, built it up slowly,
adding piece to piece, in passionate musings and
broodings, when his cheeks burned and his eyes filled;
but there were times when it wavered and faded,
when it ceased to console him and he ceased to trust
it. He had had a father too, and his father had
suffered as well, and had fallen under a blow, and
had paid with his life; and him also he felt in his
spirit and his senses, when the effort to think it out
didn’t simply end in darkness and confusion, challenging
still even while they baffled, and inevitable
freezing horror. At any rate he seemed rooted in the
place where his wretched parents had expiated, and
he knew nothing of any other. Moreover when old
Poupin said “M. Hyacinthe,” as he had often done
before, he didn’t altogether enjoy it; he thought it
made his name, which he liked well enough in English,
sound like the name of a hairdresser. Our young
friend was under a cloud and a stigma, but he was
not yet prepared to admit he was ridiculous. “Oh,
I daresay I ain’t anything,” he replied in a moment.
“En v’là des bêtises!” cried Madame Poupin.
“Do you mean to say you’re not as good as any
one in the world? I should like to see!”
“We all have an account to settle, don’t you
know?” said the strange young man.
He evidently meant this to be encouraging to
Hyacinth, whose quick desire to avert M. Poupin’s
allusions had not been lost on him; but our hero
could see that he himself would be sure to be one
of the first to be paid. He would make society
bankrupt, but he would be paid. He was tall and
fair and good-natured looking, but you couldn’t tell—or
at least Hyacinth couldn’t—if he were handsome
or ugly, with his large head and square forehead,
his thick, straight hair, his heavy mouth and rather
vulgar nose, his admirably clear steady eyes, light-coloured
and set very deep; for despite a want of
fineness in some of its parts his face had a marked
expression of intelligence and resolution, spoke somehow,
as if it had showed you his soul drawing deep
and even breaths, of a state of moral health. He
was dressed as a workman in his Sunday toggery,
having evidently put on his best to call in Lisson
Grove, where he was to meet a lady, and wearing
in particular a necktie which was both cheap and
pretentious and of which Hyacinth, who noticed
everything of that kind, observed the crude false
blue. He had very big shoes—the shoes almost of a
country labourer—and spoke with a provincial accent
which Hyacinth believed to be that of Lancashire.
This didn’t suggest cleverness, but it didn’t prevent
Hyacinth from feeling sure he was the reverse of
stupid, that he probably indeed had a large easy
brain quite as some people had big strong fists. Our
little hero had a great desire to know superior persons,
and he interested himself on the spot in this quiet
stranger whose gravity, by any fine balance, showed,
like that of a precious metal, in the small piece as
well as in the big. He had the complexion of a
ploughboy and the glance of a commander-in-chief,
and might have been a distinguished young savant
in the disguise of an artisan. The disguise would
have been very complete, for he had several brown
stains on his fingers. Hyacinth’s curiosity on this
occasion was both excited and gratified; for after
two or three allusions, which he didn’t understand,
had been made to a certain place where Poupin and
their friend had met and expected to meet again,
Madame Poupin exclaimed that it was a shame not
to take in M. Hyacinthe, who, she would answer for
it, had in him the making of one of the pure.
“All in good time, in good time, ma bonne,” the
worthy invalid replied. “M. Hyacinthe knows I
count on him, whether or no I make him an interne
to-day or only wait a little longer.”
“What do you mean by an interne?” Hyacinth
asked.
“Mon Dieu, what shall I say!”—and Eustache
Poupin stared at him solemnly from his pillow.
“You’re very sympathetic, but I’m afraid you’re
too young.”
“One is never too young to contribute one’s obole,”
said Madame Poupin.
“Can you keep a secret?” asked the other guest,
but not as if he thought it probable.
“Is it a plot—a conspiracy?” Hyacinth broke out.
“He asks that as if he were asking if it’s a plum-pudding,”
said M. Poupin. “It isn’t good to eat,
and we don’t do it for our amusement. It’s terribly
serious, my child.”
“It’s a group of workers to which he and I and
a good many others belong. There’s no harm in
telling him that,” the young man went on.
“I advise you not to tell it to Mademoiselle; she’s
quite in the old ideas,” Madame Poupin suggested to
Hyacinth, tasting her tisane.
Hyacinth sat baffled and wondering, looking from
his fellow-labourer in Soho to his new acquaintance
opposite. “If you’ve some plan, something to which
one can give one’s self, I think you might have told
me,” he remarked in a moment to Poupin.
The latter merely viewed him a little as if he were
a pleasing object and then said to the strange young
man: “He’s a little jealous of you. But there’s no
harm in that; it’s of his age. You must know him,
you must like him. We’ll tell you his history some
other day; it will make you feel that he belongs to
us of necessity. It’s an accident that he hasn’t met
you here before.”
“How could ces messieurs have met when M. Paul
never comes? He doesn’t spoil us!” Madame
Poupin cried.
“Well, you see I’ve my little sister at home to
take care of when I ain’t at the works,” M. Paul
explained. “This afternoon it was just a chance;
there was a lady we know came in to sit with her.”
“A lady—a real lady?”
“Oh yes, every inch,” smiled M. Paul.
“Do you like them to thrust themselves into your
apartment like that because you’ve the désagrément
of being poor? It seems to be the custom in this
country, but it wouldn’t suit me at all,” Madame
Poupin continued. “I should like to see one of ces
dames—the real ones—coming in to sit with me!”
“Oh, you’re not a cripple; you’ve got the use of
your legs!”
“Yes, and of my arms!” cried the Frenchwoman.
“This lady looks after several others in our court
and she reads to my sister.”
“Oh, well, you’re patient, you other English.”
“We shall never do anything without that,” said
M. Paul with undisturbed good-humour.
“You’re perfectly right; you can’t say that too
often. It will be a tremendous job and only the
strong will prevail,” his host murmured a little
wearily, turning his eyes to Madame Poupin, who
approached slowly, holding the tisane in rather a
full bowl and tasting it again and yet again as she
came.
Hyacinth had been watching his fellow-visitor with
deepening interest; a fact of which M. Paul apparently
became aware, for he volunteered presently,
giving a little nod in the direction of the bed, “He
says we ought to know each other. I’m sure I’ve
nothing against it. I like to know folk if they’re
likely to be worth it.”
Hyacinth was too pleased with this even to take
it up; it seemed to him for a moment that he couldn’t
touch it gracefully enough. But he said with sufficient
eagerness: “Will you tell me all about your
plot?”
“Oh, it’s no plot. I don’t think I care much for
plots.” And with his mild, steady, light-blue English
eye, M. Paul certainly had not much the appearance
of a conspirator.
“Isn’t it a new era?” asked Hyacinth, rather
disappointed.
“Well, I don’t know; it’s just a taking of a stand
on two or three points.”
“Ah bien, voilà du propre; between us we’ve
thrown him into a fever!” cried Madame Poupin,
who had put down her bowl on a table near her
husband’s bed and was bending over him with her
hand on his forehead. Her patient was flushed, he
had closed his eyes, and it was evident there had
been more than enough conversation. Madame
Poupin announced as much, with the addition that
if the young men wished to make acquaintance they
must do it outside; their friend must be perfectly
quiet. They accordingly withdrew with apologies
and promises to return for further news on the
morrow, and two minutes later Hyacinth found
himself standing face to face with his companion
on the pavement in front of M. Poupin’s residence,
under a street-lamp which struggled ineffectually
with the brown winter dusk.
“Is that your name, M. Paul?” he asked as he
looked up at him.
“Oh bless you, no; that’s only her Frenchified
way of putting it. My name is Paul, though—Paul
Muniment.”
“And what’s your trade?” Hyacinth demanded
with a jump into familiarity; for his friend seemed
to have told him a great deal more than was usually
conveyed in that item of information.
Paul Muniment looked down at him from above
broad shoulders. “I work for a firm of wholesale
chemists at Lambeth.”
“And where do you live?”
“I live over the water too; in the far south of
London.”
“And are you going home now?”
“Oh yes, I’m going to toddle.”
“And may I toddle with you?”
Mr. Muniment considered him further and then
gave a laugh. “I’ll carry you if you like.”
“Thank you; I expect I can walk as far as you,”
said Hyacinth.
“Well, I admire your spirit and I daresay I shall
like your company.”
There was something in his face, taken in connexion
with the idea that he was concerned in the
taking of a stand—it offered our quick youth the
image of a rank of bristling bayonets—which made
Hyacinth feel the desire to go with him till he
dropped; and in a moment they started away
together and took the direction Muniment had mentioned.
They discoursed as they went, exchanging
a great many opinions and anecdotes; but they
reached the south-westerly court in which the young
chemist lived with his infirm sister before he had
told Hyacinth anything definite about the “points”
of his reference or Hyacinth, on his side, had detailed
the circumstances involved in his being, according
to M. Poupin, one of the disinherited. Hyacinth
didn’t wish to press, wouldn’t for the world have
appeared indiscreet, and moreover, though he had
taken so great a fancy to Muniment, was not quite
prepared as yet to be pressed himself. Therefore it
failed to become very clear how his companion had
made Poupin’s acquaintance and how long he had
enjoyed it. Paul Muniment nevertheless was to a
certain extent communicative, especially on the question
of his living in a very poor little corner. He
had his sister to keep—she could do nothing for
herself; and he paid a low rent because she had to
have doctors and doses and all sorts of little comforts.
He spent a bob a week for her on flowers. It was
better too when you got upstairs, and from the back
windows you could see the dome of Saint Paul’s.
Audley Court, with its pretty name, which reminded
Hyacinth of Tennyson, proved to be a still dingier
nook than Lomax Place; and it had the further
drawback that you had to penetrate a narrow alley,
a passage between high black walls, to enter it. At
the door of one of the houses the young men paused,
lingering a little, and then Muniment said: “I say,
why shouldn’t you come up? I like you well enough
for that, and you can see my sister; her name’s
Rosy.” He spoke as if this would be a great privilege
and added, for the joke, that Rosy enjoyed a call
from a gentleman of all things. Hyacinth needed
no urging, and he groped his way at his companion’s
heels up a dark staircase which appeared to him—for
they stopped only when they could go no further—the
longest and steepest he had ever ascended.
At the top Paul Muniment pushed open a door, but
exclaimed “Hullo, have you gone to roost?” on
perceiving the room on the threshold of which they
stood to be unlighted.
“Oh dear, no; we’re sitting in the dark,” a small
bright voice instantly replied. “Lady Aurora’s so
kind; she’s here still.”
The voice came out of a corner so pervaded by
gloom that the speaker was indistinguishable. “Well
now, that’s beautiful!” Paul Muniment rejoined.
“You’ll have a party then, for I’ve brought some
one else. We’re poor, you know, but honest, and
not afraid of showing up, and I daresay we can
manage a candle.”
At this, in the dim firelight, Hyacinth saw a tall
figure erect itself—a figure angular and slim, crowned
with a large vague hat and a flowing umbrageous
veil. This unknown person gave a singular laugh
and said: “Oh I brought some candles; we could
have had a light if we had wished.” Both the tone
and the purport of the words announced to Hyacinth
that they proceeded from Lady Aurora.
Paul Muniment took a match out of his pocket
and lighted it on the sole of his shoe; after which
he applied it to a tallow candle which stood in a
tin receptacle on the low mantel-shelf. This enabled
Hyacinth to perceive a narrow bed in a corner and
a small object stretched upon it—an object revealed
to him mainly by the bright fixedness of a pair of
large eyes, of which the whites were sharply contrasted
with the dark pupil and which gazed at him
across a counterpane of gaudy patchwork. The
brown room seemed crowded with heterogeneous
objects and presented moreover, thanks to a multitude
of small prints, both plain and coloured, fastened
all over the walls, a highly-decorated appearance.
The little person in the corner had the air of having
gone to bed in a picture-gallery, and as soon as
Hyacinth became aware of this his impression deepened
that Paul Muniment and his sister were very
wonderful people. Lady Aurora hovered before him
with an odd drooping, swaying erectness, and she
laughed a good deal, vaguely and shyly, as for the
awkwardness of her being found still on the premises.
“Rosy, girl, I’ve brought you a visitor,” Hyacinth’s
guide soon said. “This young man has walked all
the way from Lisson Grove to make your acquaintance.”
Rosy continued to look at the visitor from
over her counterpane, and he felt slightly embarrassed,
for he had never yet been presented to a
young lady in her position. “You mustn’t mind
her being in bed—she’s always in bed,” her brother
went on. “She’s in bed just the same as a little
slippery trout’s in the water.”
“Dear me, if I didn’t receive company because
I was in bed, there wouldn’t be much use, would
there, Lady Aurora?”
Rosy put this question in a light, gay tone, with
a dart of shining eyes at her companion, who replied
at once with still greater hilarity and in a voice
which struck Hyacinth as strange and affected: “Oh
mercy, no; it seems quite the natural place!”
Then she added: “And it’s such a lovely bed, such
a comfortable bed!”
“Indeed it is, when your ladyship makes it up,”
said Rosy; while Hyacinth wondered at this strange
phenomenon of a peer’s daughter (for he knew she
must be that) performing the functions of a housemaid.
“I say now, you haven’t been doing that again
to-day?” Muniment asked, punching the mattress
of the invalid with a vigorous hand.
“Pray, who would if I didn’t?” Lady Aurora
inquired. “It only takes a minute if one knows
how.” Her manner was jocosely apologetic and she
seemed to plead guilty to having been absurd; in
the dim light Hyacinth thought he saw her blush
as if she were much embarrassed. In spite of her
blushing her appearance and manner suggested to
him a personage in a comedy. She sounded the
letter r as a w.
“I can do it beautifully. I often do it, when
Mrs. Major doesn’t come up,” Paul Muniment said,
continuing to thump his sister’s couch in an appreciative
but somewhat subversive manner.
“Oh, I’ve no doubt whatever!” Lady Aurora
exclaimed quickly. “Mrs. Major must have so very
much to do.”
“Not in the making-up of beds, I’m afraid; there
are only two or three, down there, for so many,” the
young man returned loudly and with a kind of
inconsequent cheerfulness.
“Yes, I’ve thought a great deal about that. But
there wouldn’t be room for more, you know,” said
Lady Aurora, this time with all gravity.
“There’s not much room for a family of that sort
anywhere—thirteen people of all ages and sizes,”
her host observed. “The world’s pretty big, but
there doesn’t seem room.”
“We’re also thirteen at home,” Lady Aurora
hastened to mention. “We’re also rather crowded.”
“Surely you don’t mean at Inglefield?” Rosy
demanded from her dusky nook.
“I don’t know about Inglefield. I’m so much
in town.” Hyacinth could see that Inglefield was
a subject she wished to turn off, and to do so she
added: “We too are of all ages and sizes.”
“Well, it’s fortunate you’re not all your size!”
Paul Muniment declared with a freedom at which
Hyacinth was rather shocked and which led him to
suspect that though his new friend was a very fine
fellow a delicate tact was not his main characteristic.
Later he explained this by the fact that he was rural
and provincial and had not had, like himself, the
benefit of the life of a capital; and later still he
wished to know what, after all, such a character as
that had to do with tact or with compliments, and
why its work in the world was not most properly
performed by the simple exercise of a rude manly
strength.
At this familiar allusion to her stature Lady
Aurora turned hither and thither a little confusedly;
Hyacinth saw her high, lean figure almost rock in
the dim little room. Her commotion carried her to
the door, and with ejaculations of which it was
difficult to guess the meaning she was about to
depart when Rosy detained her, having evidently
much more social art than Paul. “Don’t you see
it’s only because her ladyship’s standing up that
she’s so, you gawk? We’re not thirteen, at any
rate, and we’ve got all the furniture we want, so
there’s a chair for every one. Do be seated again,
Lady Aurora, and help me to entertain this gentleman.
I don’t know your name, sir; perhaps my
brother will mention it when he has collected his
wits. I’m very glad to see you, though I don’t see
you very well. Why shouldn’t we light one of her
ladyship’s candles? It’s very different to that
common thing.”
Hyacinth thought Miss Muniment very charming;
he had begun to make her out better by this time,
and he watched her small wan, pointed face, framed
on the pillow by thick black hair. She was a diminutive
dark person, pale and wasted with a lifelong
infirmity; Hyacinth thought her manner denoted
high accomplishment—he judged it impossible to
tell her age. Lady Aurora pleaded that she
ought to have gone, long since; but she seated
herself nevertheless on the chair that Paul pushed
toward her.
“Here’s a go!” this young man exclaimed to the
other guest. “You told me your name, but I’ve
clean forgotten it.” Then when Hyacinth had
pronounced it again he said to his sister: “That
won’t tell you much; there are bushels of Robinsons
in the north. But you’ll like him, he’s all right;
I met him at the Poupins.” “Puppin” would
represent the sound by which he designated the
French bookbinder, and that was the name by which
Hyacinth always heard him called at Crookenden’s.
Hyacinth knew how much nearer to the right thing
he himself came.
“Your name, like mine, represents a flower,” said
the little woman in the bed. “Mine is Rose Muniment
and her ladyship’s is Aurora Langrish. That
means the morning or the dawn; it’s the most
beautiful of all, don’t you think?” Rose Muniment
addressed this question to Hyacinth while Lady
Aurora gazed at her shyly and mutely and as if
admiring her manner, her self-possession and flow of
conversation. Her brother lighted one of the visitor’s
candles and the girl went on without waiting for
Hyacinth’s response. “Isn’t it right she should be
called the dawn when she brings light where she
goes? The Puppins are the charming foreigners I’ve
told you about,” she explained to her friend.
“Oh, it’s so pleasant knowing a few foreigners!”
Lady Aurora exclaimed with a spasm of expression.
“They’re often so very fresh.”
“Mr. Robinson’s a sort of foreigner and he’s very
fresh,” said Paul Muniment. “He meets Mr. Puppin
quite on his own ground. If I had his gift of tongues
it would bring me on.”
“I’m sure I should be very happy to help you
with your French. I feel the advantage of knowing
it,” Hyacinth remarked finely, becoming conscious
that his declaration drew the attention of Lady
Aurora toward him; so that he wondered what he
could go on to say to keep at that level. This was
the first time he had encountered socially a member
of that aristocracy to which he had now for a good
while known it was Miss Pynsent’s theory that he
belonged; and the occasion was interesting in spite
of the lady’s appearing to have so few of the qualities
of her caste. She was about thirty years of age;
her nose was large and, in spite of the sudden retreat
of her chin, her face long and lean. She had the
manner of extreme near-sightedness; her front teeth
projected from her upper gums, which she revealed
when she smiled, and her fair hair, in tangled silky
skeins (Rose Muniment thought it too lovely), drooped
over her pink cheeks. Her clothes looked as if she
had worn them a good deal in the rain, and the
note of a certain disrepair in her apparel was given
by a hole in one of her black gloves, through which
a white finger gleamed. She was plain and diffident
and she might have been poor; but in the fine
grain and sloping, shrinking slimness of her whole
person, the delicacy of her curious features and a
kind of cultivated quality in her sweet, vague, civil
expression, there was a suggestion of race, of long
transmission, of an organism that had resulted from
fortunate touch after touch. She was not a common
woman; she was one of the caprices of an aristocracy.
Hyacinth didn’t define her in this manner to himself,
but he received from her the impression that if she
was a simple creature (which he learned later she
was not) aristocracies were yet complicated things.
Lady Aurora remarked that there were many delightful
books in French, and he proclaimed it a torment
to know that (as he did very well) when you saw no
way to getting hold of them. This led Lady Aurora
to say after a moment’s hesitation that she had a
good lot of her own and that if he liked she should
be most happy to lend them to him. Hyacinth
thanked her—thanked her even too much, and felt
both the kindness and the brilliant promise of the
offer (he knew the exasperation of having volumes
in his hands, for external treatment, which he couldn’t
take home at night, having tried that method surreptitiously
during his first weeks at old Crook’s and
come very near being sacked in consequence) while
he wondered how such a system could be put into
practice; whether she would expect him to call at
her house and wait in the hall till the books were
sent out to him. Rose Muniment exclaimed that
that was her ladyship all over—always wanting to
make up to people for being less lucky than herself:
she would take the shoes off her feet for any one
that might take a fancy to them. At this the visitor
declared that she would stop coming to see her if
the girl caught her up that way for everything; and
Rosy, without heeding the remonstrance, explained
to Hyacinth that she thought it the least she could
do to give what she had. She was so ashamed of
being rich that she wondered the lower classes didn’t
break into Inglefield and take possession of all the
treasures in the Italian room. She was a tremendous
socialist; she was worse than any one—she was
worse even than Paul.
“I wonder if she’s worse than me,” Hyacinth
returned at a venture, not understanding the allusions
to Inglefield and the Italian room, which Miss Muniment
made as if she knew all about these places.
After learning more of the world he remembered this
tone of Muniment’s sister—he was to have plenty
of observation of it on other occasions—as that of a
person in the habit of visiting the nobility at their
country-seats; she talked about Inglefield as if she
had stayed there.
“Hullo, I didn’t know you were so advanced!”
exclaimed the master of the scene, who had been
sitting silent and sidewise in a chair that was too
narrow for him, his big arm hugging the back. “Have
we been entertaining an angel unawares?”
Hyacinth made out he was chaffing him, but he
knew the way to face that sort of thing was to
exaggerate one’s meaning. “You didn’t know I was
advanced? Why, I thought that was the principal
thing about me. I think I go about as far as any
one.”
“I thought the principal thing about you was that
you knew French,” Paul Muniment said with an air
of derision which showed him he wouldn’t put that
ridicule upon him unless he liked him, at the same
time that it revealed to him how he had come within
an ace of posturing.
“Well, I don’t know it for nothing. I’ll say something
that will take your head off if you don’t look
out—just the sort of thing they say so well in
French.”
“Oh, do say something of that kind; we should
enjoy it so much!” cried Rosy in perfect good faith
and clasping her hands for expectation.
The appeal was embarrassing, but Hyacinth was
saved from the consequences of it by a remark from
Lady Aurora, who quavered out the words after two
or three false starts, appearing to address him, now
that she spoke to him directly, with a sort of overdone
consideration. “I should like so very much
to know—it would be so interesting—if you don’t
mind—how far exactly you do go.” She threw back
her head very far and thrust her shoulders forward,
and if her chin had been more adapted to such a
purpose would have appeared to point it at him.
This challenge was hardly less alarming than the
other, for he was far from being ready with an
impressive formula. He replied, however, with a
candour in which he tried as far as possible to sink
his vagueness: “Well, I’m very strong indeed. I
think I see my way to conclusions from which
even Monsieur and Madame Poupin would shrink.
Poupin, at any rate; I’m not so sure about his wife.”
“I should like so much to know Madame,” Lady
Aurora murmured as if politeness demanded that she
should content herself with this answer.
“Oh, Puppin isn’t strong,” said Muniment; “you
can easily look over his head! He has a sweet assortment
of phrases—they’re really pretty things to
hear, some of them; but he hasn’t had a new idea
these thirty years. It’s the old stock that has been
withering in the window. All the same he warms
one up; he has a spark of the sacred fire. The
principal conclusion Mr. Robinson sees his way to,”
he added to Lady Aurora, “is that your father ought
to have his head chopped off and carried on a pike.”
“Ah yes, the French Revolution.”
“Lord, I don’t know anything about your father,
my lady!” Hyacinth interposed.
“Didn’t you ever hear of the Earl of Inglefield?”
cried Rose Muniment.
“He’s one of the best,” said Lady Aurora as if she
were pleading for him.
“Very likely, but he’s a landlord, and he has an
hereditary seat and a park of five thousand acres all
to himself, while we’re bundled together into this sort
of kennel.” Hyacinth admired the young man’s consistency
till he saw he was amusing himself; after
which he still admired the way he could mix that up
with the tremendous opinions it must have been
certain he entertained. In his own imagination he
associated bitterness with the revolutionary passion;
but the young chemical expert, at the same time
that he was planning far ahead, seemed capable of
turning revolutionists themselves into ridicule even
for the entertainment of the revolutionised.
“Well, I’ve told you often enough that I don’t go
with you at all,” said Rose Muniment, whose recumbency
appeared not in the least to interfere with her
universal participation. “You’ll make a tremendous
mistake if you try to turn everything round. There
ought to be differences, and high and low, and there
always will be, true as ever I lie here. I think
it’s against everything, pulling down them that’s
above.”
“Everything points to great changes in this
country, but if once our Rosy’s against them how can
you be sure? That’s the only thing that makes me
doubt,” her brother went on, looking at her with a
placidity which showed the habit of indulgence.
“Well, I may be ill, but I ain’t buried, and if I’m
content with my position—such a position as it is—surely
other folk might be with theirs. Her ladyship
may think I’m as good as her if she takes that
notion; but she’ll have a deal to do to make me
believe it.”
“I think you’re much better than I, and I know
very few people so good as you,” Lady Aurora
brought out, blushing not for her opinions but for
her timidity. It was easy to see that though she was
original she would have liked to be even more
original than she was. She was conscious, however,
that such a declaration might appear rather gross to
persons who didn’t see exactly how she meant it; so
she added, as quickly as her hesitating manner permitted,
to cover it up: “You know there’s one thing
you ought to remember, à propos of revolutions and
changes and all that sort of thing; I just mention
it because we were talking of some of the dreadful
things that were done in France. If there were to be
a great disturbance in this country—and of course
one hopes there won’t—it would be my impression
that the people would behave in a different way
altogether.”
“What people do you mean?” Hyacinth allowed
himself to inquire.
“Oh, the upper class, the people who’ve got all
the things.”
“We don’t call them the people,” observed
Hyacinth, reflecting the next instant that his remark
was a little primitive.
“I suppose you call them the wretches, the
scoundrels!” Rose Muniment suggested, laughing
merrily.
“All the things, but not all the brains,” her brother
said.
“No indeed, aren’t they stupid?” exclaimed her
ladyship. “All the same, I don’t think they’d all
go abroad.”
“Go abroad?”
“I mean like the French nobles who emigrated so
much. They’d stay at home and resist; they’d
make more of a fight. I think they’d fight very
hard.”
“I’m delighted to hear it, and I’m sure they’d
win!” cried Rosy.
“They wouldn’t collapse, don’t you know,” Lady
Aurora continued. “They’d struggle till they were
beaten.”
“And you think they’d be beaten in the end?”
Hyacinth asked.
“Oh dear, yes,” she replied with a familiar confidence
at which he was greatly surprised. “But of
course one hopes it won’t happen.”
“I infer from what you say that they talk it over
a good deal among themselves, to settle the line
they’ll take,” said Paul Muniment.
But Rosy intruded before Lady Aurora could
answer. “I think it’s wicked to talk it over, and
I’m sure we haven’t any business to talk it over here!
When her ladyship says the aristocracy will make
a fine stand I like to hear her say it and I think she
speaks in a manner that becomes her own position.
But there’s something else in her tone which, if I may
be allowed to say so, I think a great mistake. If her
ladyship expects, in case of the lower classes coming
up in that odious manner, to be let off easily, for the
sake of the concessions she may have made in
advance, I’d just advise her to save herself the
disappointment and the trouble. They won’t be a
bit the wiser and they won’t either know or care. If
they’re going to trample over their betters it isn’t on
account of her having seemed to give up everything
to us here that they’ll let her off. They’ll trample on
her just the same as on the others, and they’ll say she
has got to pay for her title and her grand relations and
her fine appearance. Therefore I advise her not to
waste her good-nature in trying to let herself down.
When you’re up so high as that you’ve got to stay
there; and if the powers above have made you a
lady the best thing you can do is to hold up your
head. I can promise your ladyship I would!”
The close logic of this speech and the quaint self-possession
with which the little bedridden speaker
delivered it struck Hyacinth as amazing and confirmed
his idea that the brother and sister were a
most extraordinary pair. It had a terrible effect on
poor Lady Aurora, by whom so stern a lesson from
so humble a quarter had evidently not been expected
and who sought refuge from her confusion in a series
of pleading gasps, while Paul Muniment, with his
humorous density, which was deliberate, and acute
too, not seeing, or at any rate not heeding, that she
had been sufficiently snubbed by his sister, inflicted
a fresh humiliation in saying: “Rosy’s right, my lady.
It’s no use trying to buy yourself off. You can’t do
enough; your sacrifices don’t count. You spoil your
fun now and you don’t get it made up to you later.
To all you people nothing will ever be made up.
Eat your pudding while you have it; you mayn’t
have it long.”
Lady Aurora listened to him with her eyes on his
face, and as they rested there Hyacinth scarcely knew
what to make of her expression. Afterwards he
thought he could attach a meaning to it. She got
up quickly when Muniment had ceased speaking; the
movement suggested she had taken offence and he
would have liked to show her he thought she had
been rather roughly used. But she gave him no
chance, not glancing at him for a moment. Then
he saw he was mistaken and that if she had flushed
considerably it was only with the excitement of
pleasure, the enjoyment of such original talk and of
seeing her friends at last as free and familiar as she
wished them to be. “You’re the most delightful
people—I wish every one could know you!” she
broke out. “But I must really be going.” She went
to the bed and bent over Rosy and kissed her.
“Paul will see you as far as you like on your way
home,” this young woman remarked.
Lady Aurora protested, but Paul, without protesting
in return, only took up his hat and smiled at her
as if he knew his duty. On this her ladyship said:
“Well, you may see me downstairs; I forgot it was
so dark.”
“You must take her ladyship’s own candle and
you must call a cab,” Rosy directed.
“Oh, I don’t go in cabs. I walk.”
“Well, you may go on the top of a ’bus if you
like; you can’t help being superb,” Miss Muniment
declared, watching her sympathetically.
“Superb? Oh mercy!” cried the poor devoted,
grotesque lady, leaving the room with Paul, who
told Hyacinth to wait for him a little. She neglected
to take leave of our young man, and he asked himself
what was to be hoped from that sort of people when
even the best of them—those that wished to be
agreeable to the demos—reverted inevitably to the
supercilious. She had said no more about lending
him her books.
“She lives in Belgrave Square; she has ever so many
brothers and sisters; one of her sisters is married to
Lord Warmington,” Rose Muniment instantly began,
not apparently in the least discomposed at being left
alone with a strange young man in a room which was
now half dark again, thanks to her brother’s having
carried off the second and more brilliant candle. She
was so interested for the time in telling Hyacinth the
history of Lady Aurora that she appeared not to
remember how little she knew about himself. Her
ladyship had dedicated her life and her pocket-money
to the poor and sick; she cared nothing for parties and
races and dances and picnics and cards and life in
great houses, the usual amusements of the aristocracy:
she was like one of the saints of old come to life again
out of a legend. She had made their acquaintance,
Paul’s and hers, about a year before, through a friend
of theirs, such a fine brave young woman, who was
in Saint Thomas’s Hospital for a surgical operation.
She had been laid up there for weeks during which
Lady Aurora, always looking out for those who
couldn’t help themselves, used to come and talk to
her and read to her, till the end of her time in the ward,
when the poor girl, parting with her kind friend, told
her how she knew of another unfortunate creature
(for whom there was no place there, because she was
incurable) who would be mighty thankful for any
little attention of that sort. She had given Lady
Aurora the address in Audley Court and the very
next day her ladyship had knocked at their door.
It wasn’t because she was poor—though in all conscience
they were pinched enough—but because she
had so little satisfaction in her limbs. Lady Aurora
came very often, for several months, without meeting
Paul, because he was always at his work; but one
day he came home early on purpose to find her, to
thank her for her goodness, and also to see (Miss
Muniment rather shyly intimated) if she were really
so good as his extravagant little sister made her
out. Rosy had a triumph after that: Paul had to
admit that her ladyship was beyond anything that
any one in his waking senses would believe. She
seemed to want to give up everything to those who
were below her and never to expect any thanks at
all. And she wasn’t always preaching and showing
you your duty; she wanted to talk to you sociable-like,
as if you were just her own sister. And her
own sisters were the highest in the land, and you
might see her name in the newspapers the day they
were presented to the Queen. Lady Aurora had
been presented too, with feathers in her head and
a long tail to her gown; but she had turned her back
on it all with a kind of terror—a sort of shivering
sinking state which she had often described to Miss
Muniment. The day she had first seen Paul was
the day they became so intimate, the three of them
together—if she might apply such a word as that to
such a peculiar connexion. The little woman, the
little girl, as she lay there (Hyacinth scarce knew how
to characterise her) told our young man a very great
secret, in which he found himself too much interested
to think of criticising so precipitate a confidence.
The secret was that, of all the people she had ever
seen in the world, her ladyship thought Rosy’s Paul
the very cleverest. And she had seen the greatest,
the most famous, the brightest of every kind, for they
all came to stay at Inglefield, thirty and forty of
them at once. She had talked with them all and
heard them say their best (and you could fancy how
they would try to give it out at such a place as that,
where there was nearly a mile of conservatories and
a hundred wax candles were lighted at a time) and
at the end of it all she had made the remark to herself—and
she had made it to Rosy too—that there was
none of them had such a head on his shoulders as
the young man in Audley Court. Rosy wouldn’t
spread such a rumour as that in the court itself, but
she wanted every friend of her brother’s (and she could
see Hyacinth was a real one by the way he listened)
to know what was thought of him by them that had
an experience of intellect. She didn’t wish to give
it out that her ladyship had lowered herself in any
manner to a person that earned his bread in a dirty
shop (clever as he might be), but it was easy to see
she minded what he said as if he had been a bishop—or
more indeed, for she didn’t think much of bishops,
any more than Paul himself, and that was an idea
she had got from him. Oh, she took it none so ill
if he came back from his work before she had gone,
and to-night Hyacinth could see for himself how she
had lingered. This evening, she was sure, her ladyship
would let him walk home with her half the way.
This announcement gave Hyacinth the prospect of
a considerable session with his communicative
hostess; but he was very glad to wait, for he was
vaguely, strangely excited by her talk, fascinated
by the little queer-smelling, high-perched interior,
encumbered with relics, treasured and polished,
of a poor north-country home, bedecked with penny
ornaments and related in so unexpected a manner to
Belgrave Square and the great landed estates. He
spent half an hour with Paul Muniment’s small, odd,
sharp, crippled, chattering sister, who gave him an
impression of education and native wit (she expressed
herself far better than Pinnie or than Milly Henning)
and who startled, puzzled and at the same time rather
distressed him by the manner in which she referred
herself to the most abject class—the class that prostrated
itself, that was in a fever and flutter, in the
presence of its betters. That was Pinnie’s attitude of
course, but Hyacinth had long ago perceived that
his adoptive mother had generations of plebeian
patience in her blood, and that though she had a
tender soul she had not a truly high spirit. He was
more entertained than afflicted, however, by Miss
Muniment’s tone, and he was thrilled by the frequency
and familiarity of her allusions to a kind of life he
had often wondered about; this was the first time
he had heard it described with that degree of authority.
By the nature of his mind he was perpetually, almost
morbidly conscious that the circle in which he lived
was an infinitesimally small shallow eddy in the
roaring vortex of London, and his imagination
plunged again and again into the flood that whirled
past it and round it, in the hope of being carried to
some brighter, happier vision—the vision of societies
where, in splendid rooms, with smiles and soft voices,
distinguished men, with women who were both
proud and gentle, talked of art, literature and
history. When Rosy had delivered herself to her
complete satisfaction on the subject of Lady Aurora
she became more quiet, asking as yet, however, no
straight questions of her guest, whom she seemed to
take very much for granted. He presently remarked
that she must let him come very soon again, and he
added, to explain this wish: “You know you seem
to me very curious people.”
Miss Muniment didn’t in the least repudiate the
imputation. “Oh yes, I daresay we seem very curious.
I think we’re generally thought so; especially me,
being so miserable and yet so lively.” And she
laughed till her bed creaked again.
“Perhaps it’s lucky you’re ill; perhaps if you had
your health you’d be all over the place,” Hyacinth
suggested. And he went on candidly: “I can’t
make it out, your being so up in everything.”
“I don’t see why you need make it out! But you
would, perhaps, if you had known my father and
mother.”
“Were they such a rare lot?”
“I think you’d say so if you had ever been in the
mines. Yes, in the mines, where the filthy coal’s
dug out. That’s where my father came from—he
was working in the pit when he was a child of ten.
He never had a day’s schooling in his life, but he
climbed up out of his black hole into daylight and
air, and he invented a machine, and he married my
mother, who came out of Durham, and (by her
people) out of the pits and the awfulness too. My
father had no great figure, but she was magnificent—the
finest woman in the country and the bravest
and the best. She’s in her grave now, and I couldn’t
go to look at it even if it were in the nearest churchyard.
My father was as black as the coal he worked
in: I know I’m just his pattern, barring that he did
have his legs, when the liquor hadn’t got into them.
Yet between him and my mother, for grand high
intelligence, there wasn’t much to choose. But
what’s the use of brains if you haven’t got a backbone?
My poor father had even less of that than I,
for with me it’s only the body that can’t stand up,
and with him it was the very nature. He invented,
for use in machine-shops, a mechanical improvement—a
new kind of beam-fixing, whatever that is—and
he sold it at Bradford for fifteen pounds: I
mean the whole right and profit of it and every hope
and comfort of his family. He was always straying
and my mother was always bringing him back. She
had plenty to do, with me a puny ailing brat from the
moment I opened my eyes. Well, one night he strayed
so far that he never came home, or only came a loose
bloody bundle of clothes. He had fallen into a gravel-pit,
he didn’t know where he was going. That’s the
reason my brother won’t ever touch so much as you
could wet your finger with, and that I’ve only a drop
once a week or so in the way of a strengthener. I
take what her ladyship brings me, but I take no
more. If she could but have come to us before my
mother went—that would have been a saving! I
was only nine when my father died, and I’m three
years older than Paul. My mother did for us with
all her might, and she kept us decent—if such a
useless little mess as me can be said to be decent.
At any rate she kept me alive, and that’s a proof she
was handy. She went to the wash-tub, and she might
have been a queen as she stood there with her bare
arms in the foul linen and her long hair braided on
her head. She was terrible handsome, but he’d have
been a bold man that had taken on himself to tell
her so. And it was from her we got our education—she
was determined we should rise above the common.
You might have thought, in her position, that she
couldn’t go into such things, but she was a rare one
for keeping you at your book. She could hold to her
idea when my poor father couldn’t, and her idea for
us was that Paul should get learning and should
look after me. You can see for yourself that that’s
what has come of it. How he got it’s more than
I can say, as we never had a penny to pay for it;
and of course my mother’s head wouldn’t have
been of much use if he hadn’t had a head himself.
Well, it was all in the family. Paul was a boy that
would learn more from a yellow poster on a wall or
a time-table at a railway station than many a young
fellow from a year at college. That was his only
college, poor lad—picking up what he could. Mother
was taken when she was still needed, nearly five
years ago. There was an epidemic of typhoid, and of
course it must pass me over, the goose of a thing—only
that I’d have made a poor feast—and just lay
that really grand character on her back. Well, she
never again made it ache over her soapsuds, straight
and broad as it was. Not having seen her, you
wouldn’t believe,” said Rose Muniment in conclusion;
“but I just wanted you to understand that our
parents had jolly good brains at least to give us.”
Hyacinth listened to this eloquence—the clearest
statement of anything he had ever heard made by
a woman—with the deepest interest, and without
being in the least moved to allow for filial exaggeration;
inasmuch as his impression of the brother and
sister was such as it would have taken a much more
marvellous tale to account for. The very way Rose
Muniment talked of brains made him feel this; she
pronounced the word as if she were distributing prizes
for intellectual eminence from off a platform. No
doubt the weak inventor and the strong worker had
been fine specimens, but that didn’t diminish the
merit of their highly original offspring. The girl’s
insistence on her mother’s virtues (even now that her
age had become more definite to him he thought of
her as a girl) touched in his heart a chord that was
always ready to throb—the chord of melancholy
aimless wonder as to the difference it would have
made for his life to have had some rich warm
presence like that in it.
“Are you very fond of your brother?” he inquired
after a little.
The eyes of his hostess glittered at him. “If you
ever quarrel with him you’ll see whose side I shall
take.”
“Ah, before that I shall make you like me.”
“That’s very possible, and you’ll see how I shall
fling you over!”
“Why then do you object so to his views—his
ideas about the way the people are to come up?”
“Because I think he’ll get over them.”
“Never—never!” cried Hyacinth. “I’ve only
known him an hour or two, but I deny that with
all my strength.”
“Is that the way you’re going to make me like
you—contradicting me so?” Miss Muniment asked
with familiar archness.
“What’s the use, when you tell me I shall be
sacrificed? One might as well perish for a lamb as
for a sheep.”
“I don’t believe you’re a lamb at all. Certainly
you’re not if you want all the great people pulled
down and the most dreadful scenes enacted.”
“Don’t you believe in human equality? Don’t
you want anything done for the groaning, toiling
millions—those who have been cheated and crushed
and bamboozled from the beginning of time?”
Hyacinth asked this question with considerable
heat, but the effect of it was to send his companion
off into a new ring of laughter. “You say that just
like a man my brother described to me three days
ago, a little man at some club whose hair stood up—Paul
imitated the way he raved and stamped. I
don’t mean that you do either, but you use almost
the same words as him.” Hyacinth scarce knew
what to make of this allusion or of the picture offered
him of Paul Muniment casting ridicule on those who
spoke in the name of the down-trodden. But Rosy
went on before he had time to do more than reflect
that there would evidently be great things to learn
about her brother: “I haven’t the least objection
to seeing the people improved, but I don’t want to
see the aristocracy lowered an inch. I like so much
to look at it up there.”
“You ought to know my Aunt Pinnie—she’s
just such another benighted idolater!” Hyacinth
returned.
“Oh, you’re making me like you very fast! And
pray who’s your Aunt Pinnie?”
“She’s a dressmaker and a charming little woman.
I should like her to come and see you.”
“I’m afraid I’m not in her line—I never had
on a dress in my life. But, as a charming woman,
I should be delighted to see her,” Miss Muniment
hastened to add.
“I’ll bring her some day,” he said; and then he
went on rather incongruously, for he was irritated by
the girl’s optimism, thinking it a shame her sharpness
should be enlisted on the wrong side. “Don’t
you want, for yourself, a better place to live in?”
She jerked herself up and for a moment he thought
she would jump out of her bed at him. “A better
place than this? Pray how could there be a better
place? Every one thinks it’s lovely; you should
see our view by daylight—you should see everything
I’ve got. Perhaps you’re used to something very
fine, but Lady Aurora says that in all Belgrave
Square there isn’t such a cosy little room. If you
think I’m not perfectly content you’re very much
mistaken!”
Such an attitude could only exasperate him, and
his exasperation made him indifferent to the mistake
of his having appeared to sniff at Miss Muniment’s
quarters. Pinnie herself, submissive as she was, had
spared him that sort of displeasure; she groaned
over the dinginess of Lomax Place sufficiently to
remind him that she had not been absolutely stultified
by misery. “Don’t you sometimes make your
brother very cross?” he asked, smiling, of his present
entertainer.
“Cross? I don’t know what you take us for!
I never saw him lose his temper in his life.”
“He must be a rum customer! Doesn’t he really
care for—for what we were talking about?”
For a space Rosy was silent; then she replied:
“What my brother really cares for—well, one of
these days, when you know, you’ll tell me.”
Hyacinth stared. “But isn’t he tremendously
deep in—” What should he call the mystery?
“Deep in what?”
“Well, in what’s going on beneath the surface.
Doesn’t he belong to important things?”
“I’m sure I don’t know what he belongs to—you
may ask him!” cried Rosy, who laughed gaily again
as the opening door re-admitted the subject of their
conversation. “You must have crossed the water
with her ladyship,” she pursued. “I wonder who
enjoyed their walk most.”
“She’s a handy old girl and she has a goodish
stride,” said the young man.
“I think she’s in love with you simply, Mr.
Muniment.”
“Really, my dear, for an admirer of the aristocracy
you allow yourself a licence,” Paul scoffed, smiling at
Hyacinth.
Hyacinth got up, feeling that really he had paid
a long visit; his curiosity was far from satisfied, but
there was a limit to the time one should spend in
a young lady’s sleeping apartment. “Perhaps she
is; why not?” he struck out.
“Perhaps she is then; she’s daft enough for
anything.”
“There have been fine folks before who have
patted the people on the back and pretended to
enter into their life,” Hyacinth said. “Is she only
playing with that idea or is she in earnest?”
“In earnest—in terrible deadly earnest, my dear
fellow! I think she must be rather crowded out at
home.”
“Crowded out of Inglefield? Why, there’s room
for three hundred!” Rosy broke in.
“Well, if that’s the kind of mob that’s in possession,
no wonder she prefers Camberwell. We must
be kind to the poor lady,” Paul added in a tone
that Hyacinth noticed. He attributed a remarkable
meaning to it; it seemed to say that people such
as he were now so sure of their game that they could
afford to be magnanimous; or else it expressed a
prevision of the doom that hung over her ladyship’s
head. Muniment asked if Hyacinth and Rosy had
got on together, and the girl replied that Mr. Robinson
had made himself most agreeable. “Then you must
tell me all about him after he goes, for you know
I don’t know him much myself,” said her brother.
“Oh yes, I’ll tell you everything—you know how
I like describing.”
Hyacinth found himself amused at the young
lady’s account of his efforts to please her, the fact
being that he had only listened to her own eager
discourse without opening his mouth; but Paul,
whether or no guessing the truth, said to him all
pertinently: “It’s very wonderful—she can describe
things she has never seen. And they’re just like the
reality.”
“There’s nothing I’ve never seen,” Rosy declared.
“That’s the advantage of my lying here in such a
manner. I see everything in the world.”
“You don’t seem to see your brother’s meetings—his
secret societies and his revolutionary clubs.
You put that aside when I asked you.”
“Oh, you mustn’t ask her that sort of thing,”
said Paul, lowering at Hyacinth with a fierce frown—an
expression he perceived in a moment to be
facetiously assumed.
“What am I to do then, since you won’t tell me
anything definite yourself?”
“It will be definite enough when you get hanged
for it!” Rosy exclaimed mockingly.
“Why do you want to poke your head into ugly
black holes?” Muniment asked, laying his hand on
Hyacinth’s shoulder and shaking it gently.
“Don’t you belong to the party of action?” our
young man gravely demanded.
“Look at the way he has picked up all the silly
bits of catchwords!” Paul cried in not unkindly
derision to his sister. “You must have got that
precious phrase out of the newspapers, out of some
drivelling leader. Is that the party you want to
belong to?” he went on with his clear eyes ranging
over his diminutive friend.
“If you’ll show me the thing itself I shall have no
more occasion to mind the newspapers,” Hyacinth
candidly pleaded, rejoicing all the while to feel
himself in such a relation. It was his view of himself,
and not an unfair one, that his was a character
that would never sue for a favour; but now he felt
that in any connexion with Paul Muniment such a
law would be suspended. This rare man he could
go on his knees to without a sense of humiliation.
“What thing do you mean, infatuated, deluded
youth?” Paul pursued, refusing to be serious.
“Well, you know you do go to places you had
far better keep out of, and that often when I lie
here and listen to steps on the stairs I’m sure they
are coming in to make a search for your papers,”
Miss Muniment lucidly interposed.
“The day they find my papers, my dear, will be
the day you’ll get up and dance.”
“What did you ask me to come home with you
for?” Hyacinth demanded as he twirled his hat. It
was an effort for a moment to keep the tears from
his eyes; he saw himself forced to put such a
different construction on his new friend’s hospitality.
He had had a happy impression that Muniment had
divined in him a possible associate of a high type in
a subterranean crusade against the existing order of
things, whereas it now came over him that the real
use he had been put to was to beguile an hour for
a pert invalid. That was all very well, and he would
sit by Miss Rosy’s bedside, were it a part of his
service, every day in the week; only in such a case
it should be his reward to enjoy the confidence of
her brother. This young man justified at the present
juncture the high estimate Lady Aurora Langrish
had formed of his intelligence: whatever his natural
reply to Hyacinth’s question would have been he
invented straight off a better one and said at random,
smiling and not knowing exactly what his visitor
had meant:
“What did I ask you to come with me for? To
see if you’d be afraid.”
What there was to be afraid of was to Hyacinth
a quantity equally vague; but he answered quickly
enough: “I think you’ve only to try me to see.”
“I’m sure that if you introduce him to some of
your low wicked friends he’ll be quite satisfied after
he has looked round a bit,” Miss Muniment remarked
irrepressibly.
“Those are just the kind of people I want to
know,” Hyacinth rang out.
His sincerity appeared to touch his friend. “Well,
I see you’re a good ’un. Just meet me some night.”
“Where, where?” asked Hyacinth eagerly.
“Oh, I’ll tell you where when we get away from
her.” And Muniment led him good-humouredly out.
Several months after Hyacinth had made his
acquaintance, Millicent Henning remarked that it
was high time our hero should take her to some
first-class place of amusement. He proposed hereupon
the Canterbury Music Hall; at which she
tossed her head and affirmed that when a young lady
had done for a young man what she had done for
him the least he could do was to give her an evening
at some theatre in the Strand. Hyacinth would have
been a good deal at a loss to say exactly what she
had done for him, but it was familiar to him by
this time that she regarded him as under great
obligations. From the day she had come to look
him up in Lomax Place she had taken a position,
largely, in his life, and he had seen poor Pinnie’s
wan countenance grow several degrees more blank.
Amanda Pynsent’s forebodings had been answered
to the letter; the flaring cometary creature had
become a fixed star. She had never spoken to him
of Millicent but once, several weeks after her interview
with the girl; and this had not been in a tone
of rebuke, for she had divested herself for ever of
any maternal prerogative. Tearful, tremulous, deferential
inquiry was now her only weapon, and nothing
could be more humble and circumspect than the
manner in which she made use of it. He was never
at home of an evening, at present, and he had
mysterious ways of spending his Sundays, with which
church-going had nothing to do. The time had been
when often, after tea, he sat near the lamp with the
dressmaker and, while her fingers flew, read out to
her the works of Dickens and of Scott; happy hours
of vain semblance that he had forgotten the wrong
she had done him, so that she could almost forget
it herself. But now he gulped down his tea so fast
that he hardly took off his hat while he sat there,
and Pinnie, with her quick eye for all matters of
costume, noticed that he wore it still more gracefully
askew than usual, cocking it with a victorious exalted
air. He hummed to himself; he fingered his moustache;
he looked out of window when there was
nothing to look at; he seemed preoccupied, launched
in intellectual excursions, half anxious and half in
spirits. During the whole winter Miss Pynsent
explained everything by four words murmured
beneath her breath: “That beastly forward jade!”
On the single occasion, however, on which she had
sought relief from her agitation in an appeal to
Hyacinth she didn’t trust herself to designate the
girl by epithet or title.
“There’s only one thing I want to know,” she
said to him in a manner which might have seemed
casual if in her silence, knowing her as well as he
did, he had not already perceived the implication of
her thought. “Does she expect you to marry her,
dearest?”
“Does who expect me? I should like to see the
woman who does!”
“Of course you know who I mean. The one that
came after you—and picked you right up—from the
other end of London.” And at the remembrance
of that insufferable scene poor Pinnie flamed for a
moment. “Aren’t there plenty of vulgar fellows in
that low part where she lives without her ravaging
over here? Why can’t she stick to her own beat,
I should like to know?” Hyacinth had flushed at
the question, and she had seen something in his face
to make her change her tone. “Just promise me
this, my precious child: that if you get into any
sort of mess with that piece you’ll immediately
confide it to your poor old Pinnie.”
“My poor old Pinnie sometimes makes me quite
sick,” he remarked for answer. “What sort of a
mess do you suppose I shall get into?”
“Well, suppose she does come it over you that
you promised to marry her?”
“You don’t know what you’re talking about.
She doesn’t want to marry any one—the way she
sees it.”
“Then how the dickens does she see it?”
“Do you imagine I’d tell a lady’s secrets?” the
young man returned.
“Oh laws, if she was a lady I shouldn’t be afraid!”
said Pinnie.
“Every woman’s a lady when she has placed
herself under one’s protection,” Hyacinth declared
with his little manner of a man of the great
world.
“Under your protection? Oh I say!” cried
Pinnie, staring. “And pray who’s to protect you?”
As soon as she had said this she repented, because
it seemed just the sort of exclamation that would
have made Hyacinth bite her head off. One of the
things she loved him for, however, was that he gave
you touching surprises in this line, had sudden inconsistencies
of temper that were all for your advantage.
He was by no means always mild when he ought
to have been, but he was sometimes heavenly when
he needn’t have been at all. At such moments
Pinnie wanted to kiss him and had often tried to
make Mr. Vetch understand what fascinating traits
of character she was always noting in their young
friend. This particular one was rather difficult to
describe, and Mr. Vetch never would admit that he
understood, or that he had observed anything that
seemed to correspond to the dressmaker’s somewhat
confused psychological sketch. It was a comfort to
her in these days, and almost the only one she had,
that she was sure Anastasius Vetch understood a
good deal more than he felt bound to acknowledge.
He was always up to his old game of being a great
deal cleverer than cleverness itself required; and it
consoled her present weak, pinched feeling to know
that, though he still talked of the boy as if it would
be a pity to take him too seriously, that wasn’t the
way he thought of him. He also took him seriously
and had even a certain sense of duty in regard to
him. Miss Pynsent went so far as to say to herself
that the fiddler probably had savings and that no
one had ever known of any one else belonging to
him. She wouldn’t have mentioned it to Hyacinth
for the world, for fear of leading up to a disappointment;
but she had visions of a foolscap sheet folded
away in some queer little bachelor’s box (she couldn’t
fancy what men kept in such places) on which the
youth’s name would have been written down in very
big letters before a solicitor.
“Oh, I’m unprotected in the nature of things,” he
replied, smiling at his too scrupulous companion.
Then he added: “At any rate, it isn’t from that
girl any danger will come to me.”
“I can’t think why you like her,” Pinnie remarked
as if she had spent on the question treasures of
impartiality.
“It’s jolly to hear one woman on the subject of
another,” Hyacinth said. “You’re kind and good
and yet you’re ready—!” He gave a sigh as for
long experience.
“Well, what am I ready to do? I’m not ready
to see you gobbled up before my eyes!”
“You needn’t be afraid. She won’t drag me to
the altar.”
“And pray doesn’t she think you good enough—for
one of the beautiful ’Ennings?”
“You don’t understand, my poor Pinnie,” he
wearily pleaded. “I sometimes think there isn’t a
single thing in life that you understand. One of
these days she’ll marry an alderman.”
“An alderman—that creature?”
“An alderman or a banker or a bishop or some
of that bloated kind. She doesn’t want to end her
career to-day—she wants to begin it.”
“Well, I wish she’d take you later!” the dressmaker
returned.
Hyacinth said nothing for a little, but then broke
out: “What are you afraid of? Look here, we had
better clear this up once for all. Are you afraid of
my marrying a girl out of a shop?”
“Oh, you wouldn’t, would you?” cried Pinnie
with conciliatory eagerness. “That’s the way I like
to hear you talk!”
“Do you think I’d marry any one who would
marry me?” Hyacinth went on. “The kind of girl
who’d look at me is the kind of girl I’d never look
at.” He struck Pinnie as having thought it all out;
which didn’t surprise her, as she had been familiar
from his youth with his way of following things up.
But she was always delighted when he made a
remark that showed he was conscious of being of
fine clay—flashed out an allusion to his not being
what he seemed. He was not what he seemed, but
even with Pinnie’s valuable assistance he had not
succeeded in representing to himself very definitely
what he was. She had placed at his disposal for
this purpose a passionate idealism which, employed
in some case where it could have consequences, might
have been termed profligate and which yet never
cost her a scruple or a compunction.
“I’m sure a princess might look at you and be
none the worse!” she declared in her delight at this
assurance, more positive than any she had yet
received, that he was safe from the worse danger.
This the dressmaker considered to be the chance of
his marrying some person of her own base order.
Still it came over her that his taste might be lowered,
and before the subject was dropped, on the present
occasion, she said that of course he must be quite
aware of all that was wanting to such a girl as
Millicent ’Enning—who visibly wasn’t worth any
struggle for her aspirate.
“Oh, I don’t bother about what’s wanting to her.
I’m content with what she has.”
“Content, dearest—how do you mean?” the little
dressmaker quavered. “Content to make an intimate
friend of her?”
“It’s impossible I should discuss these matters
with you,” Hyacinth grandly enough replied.
“Of course I see that. But I should think
she’d bore you sometimes,” Miss Pynsent threw off
cunningly.
“She does, I assure you, to extinction!”
“Then why do you spend every evening with
her?”
“Where should you like me to spend my evenings?
At some beastly public-house—or at the Italian
opera?” His association with Miss Henning was
not so close as that, but nevertheless he wouldn’t
take the trouble to prove to poor Pinnie that he
enjoyed her society only two or three times a week;
that on other evenings he simply strolled about the
streets (this boyish habit clung to him) and that he
had even occasionally the resource of going to the
Poupins’ or of gossiping and smoking a pipe at some
open house-door, when the night was not cold, with
a fellow-mechanic. Later in the winter, after he had
made Paul Muniment’s acquaintance, the aspect of
his life changed considerably, though Millicent continued
to be exceedingly mixed up with it. He
hated the taste of liquor and still more the taste
of the places where it was sold; besides which the
types of misery and vice that one was liable to see
collected in them frightened and harrowed him, made
him ask himself questions that pierced the deeper
because they were met by no answer. It was both
a blessing and a drawback to him that the delicate,
charming character of the work he did at old Crook’s,
under Eustache Poupin’s influence, was a kind of
education of the taste, trained him in the finest
discriminations, in the recognition of the rare and
the hatred of the cheap. This made the brutal,
garish, stodgy decoration of public-houses, with their
deluge of gaslight, their glittering brass and pewter,
their lumpish woodwork and false colours, detestable
to him. He had been still very young when the
“gin-palace” ceased to convey to him an idea of
the palatial.
For this unfortunate but remarkably-organised
youth every displeasure or gratification of the visual
sense coloured his whole mind, and though he lived
in Pentonville and worked in Soho, though he was
poor and obscure and cramped and full of unattainable
desires, nothing in life had such an interest or
such a price for him as his impressions and reflexions.
They came from everything he touched,
they made him vibrate, kept him thrilled and throbbing,
for most of his waking consciousness, and
they constituted as yet the principal events and
stages of his career. Fortunately they were often
an immense amusement. Everything in the field of
observation suggested this or that; everything struck
him, penetrated, stirred; he had in a word more
news of life, as he might have called it, than he
knew what to do with—felt sometimes as he could
have imagined an overwhelmed man of business to
whom the post brought too many letters. The man
of business indeed could keep a secretary, but what
secretary could have cleared up for Hyacinth some
of the strange communications of life? He liked
to talk about these things, but it was only a few
here and there he could discuss with Milly. He
allowed Miss Pynsent to imagine that his hours of
leisure were almost exclusively dedicated to this
young lady, because, as he said to himself, if he
were to account to her for every evening in the
week it would make no difference—she would stick
to her suspicion; and he referred this perversity
to the general weight of misconception under which
he at this crude period of his growth held it was his
lot to languish. It didn’t matter if one was a little
more or a little less misunderstood. He might indeed
have remembered it mattered to Pinnie, who, after
her first relief at hearing him express himself so
properly on the subject of a matrimonial connexion
with Miss Henning, allowed her faded, kind, weak
face little by little to lengthen out to its old solemnity.
This came back as the days went on, for it wasn’t
much comfort that he didn’t want to marry the
young woman in Pimlico when he allowed himself
to be held as tight as if he did. For the present,
however, she simply said, “Oh well, if you see her
as she is I don’t care what you do”—a sentiment
implying a certain moral recklessness on the part
of the good little dressmaker. She was irreproachable
herself, but she had lived more than fifty years
in a world of wickedness; like so many London
women of her class and kind she had little sentimental
softness for her own sex, whose general “paying”
seemed the simplest and most natural arrangement;
and she judged it quite a minor evil that Millicent
should be left lamenting if only Hyacinth might get
out of the scrape. Between a young person who
had taken a gross risk and a premature, lowering
marriage for her beloved little boy she very well
knew which she preferred. It should be added that
her view of Millicent’s power to look after herself
was such as to make it absurd to pity her in advance.
Pinnie thought Hyacinth the cleverest young man
in the, or at least in their, world, but her state of
mind implied that the young lady in Pimlico was
cleverer. Her ability, at any rate, was of a kind
that precluded the knowledge of suffering, whereas
Hyacinth’s was somehow fairly founded on it.
By the time he had enjoyed for three months the
acquaintance of the brother and sister in Audley
Court the whole complexion of his life seemed changed;
it was pervaded by an element of romance which
overshadowed, though by no means eclipsing, the
brilliant figure of Miss Henning. It was pitched in
a higher key altogether and appeared to command
a view of horizons equally fresh and vast. Millicent
therefore shared her dominion without knowing
exactly what it was that drew her old playfellow off
and without indeed demanding of him an account
she was not on her own side prepared to give.
Hyacinth was, in the language of the circle in which
she moved, her personal fancy, and she was content
to fill as regards himself the same eminent and
somewhat irresponsible position. She had the assurance
that she was a beneficent friend: fond of him
and careful of him as an elder sister might be;
warning him as no one else could do against the
dangers of the town; putting that stiff common
sense, of which she was convinced that she possessed
an extraordinary supply, at the service of his incurable
verdancy; looking after him generally as no
one, poor child, had ever done. Millicent made light
of the dingy dressmaker in this view of her friend’s
meagre little past (she thought Pinnie no better than
a starved cat) and enjoyed herself immensely in the
character of guide and philosopher. She felt that
character never so high as when she pushed the
young man with a robust elbow or said to him,
“Well, you are a sharp ’un, you are!” Her theory
of herself, as we know, was that she was the “best
sort” in the world, as well as one of the greatest
beauties and quickest wits, and there could be no
better proof of her kindness of heart than her disinterested
affection for a snippet of a bookbinder.
Her sociability was certainly immense, and so were
her vanity, her grossness, her presumption, her appetite
for beer, for buns, for entertainment of every kind.
She represented for Hyacinth during this period the
eternal feminine, and his taste, considering he was
fastidious, will be wondered at; the judgement will
be that she didn’t represent it very favourably.
It may easily be believed that he criticised his
inclination even while he gave himself up to it, and
that he often wondered he should find so much to
attract in a girl in whom he found so much to
condemn. She was vulgar, clumsy and grotesquely
ignorant; her conceit was proportionate and she
hadn’t a grain of tact or of quick perception. And
yet there was something so elementally free in her,
by his loose measure, she carried with such an air
the advantages she did possess, that her figure constantly
mingled itself even with those bright visions
hovering before him after Paul Muniment had opened
a queerly-placed but far-reaching window. She was
bold and generous and incalculable, and if she was
coarse she was neither false nor cruel. She laughed
with the laugh of the people and if you hit her hard
enough would cry with their tears. When he himself
was not letting his imagination wander among the
haunts of the aristocracy and stretching it in the
shadow of an ancestral beech to read the last number
of the Revue des Deux Mondes he was occupied
with contemplations of a very different kind; he
was absorbed in the struggles and sufferings of the
millions whose life flowed in the same current as
his and who, though they constantly excited his
disgust and made him shrink and turn away, had
the power to chain his sympathy, to raise it to
passion, to convince him for the time at least that
real success in the world would be to do something
with them and for them. All this, strange to say,
was never so vivid as in Millicent’s company—which
is a proof of his fantastic, erratic way of seeing
things. She had no such ideas about herself; they
were almost the only ideas she didn’t have. She
had no theories about redeeming or uplifting the
people; she simply loathed them, for being so dirty,
with the outspoken violence of one who had known
poverty and the strange bedfellows it makes in a
very different degree from Hyacinth, brought up
(with Pinnie to put sugar in his tea and let him
never want for neckties) like a regular little swell.
Millicent, to hear her talk, only asked to keep her
skirts clear and marry some respectable tea-merchant.
But for our hero she was magnificently plebeian, in
the sense that implied loud recklessness of danger
and the qualities that shine forth in a row. She
summed up the sociable humorous ignorant chatter
of the masses, their capacity for offensive and
defensive passion, their instinctive perception of their
strength on the day they should really exercise it;
and as much as any of this their ideal of something
smug and prosperous, where washed hands and oiled
hair and plates in rows on dressers and stuffed birds
under glass and family photographs of a quite similar
effect would symbolise success. She was none the
less plucky for being at bottom a shameless Philistine,
ambitious of a front garden with rockwork; and she
presented the plebeian character in none the less
plastic a form. Having the history of the French
Revolution at his fingers’ ends, Hyacinth could easily
see her (if there should ever be barricades in the
streets of London) with a red cap of liberty on her
head and her white throat bared so that she should
be able to shout the louder the Marseillaise of that
hour, whatever it might be. If the festival of the
Goddess of Reason should ever be enacted in the
British Capital—and Hyacinth could consider such
possibilities without a smile, so much was it a part
of the little religion he had to remember always
that there was no knowing what might happen—if
this solemnity, I say, should be revived in Hyde
Park, who was better designated than Miss Henning
to figure in a grand statuesque manner as the heroine
of the occasion? It was plain she had laid her
inconsequent admirer under a peculiar spell, since he
could associate her with such scenes as that while
she consumed beer and buns at his expense. If she
had a weakness it was for prawns; and she had, all
winter, a plan for his taking her down to Gravesend,
where this luxury was cheap and abundant, when
the fine long days should arrive. She was never so
frank and facetious as when she dwelt on the details
of a project of this kind; and then Hyacinth was reminded
afresh that it was an immense good fortune for
him she was so handsome. If she had been ugly he
couldn’t have listened to her; but the rare bloom and
grand style of her person glorified even her accent,
interfused her cockney genius with prismatic hues,
gave her a large and constant impunity.
She desired at last to raise their common experience
to a loftier level, to enjoy what she called a high-class
treat. Their commerce had been condemned for the
most part to go forward in the streets, the wintry,
dusky, foggy streets, which looked bigger and more
numerous in their perpetual obscurity and in which
everything was covered with damp, gritty smut, an
odour extremely agreeable to Miss Henning. Happily
she shared Hyacinth’s relish of vague perambulation
and was still more addicted than he to looking into
the windows of shops, before which, in long, contemplative
halts, she picked out freely the articles she
shouldn’t mind having put up for her. He invariably
pronounced the objects of her selection hideous
and made no scruple to assure her she had the worst
taste of any girl in the place. Nothing he could say
to her affronted her so much, for her pretensions in
the way of a cultivated judgement were boundless.
Had not indeed her natural aptitude been fortified,
in the neighbourhood of Buckingham Palace (there
was scarcely anything they didn’t sell in the great
shop of which she was an ornament), by daily contact
with the freshest products of modern industry?
Hyacinth laughed this establishment to scorn and
made the point that there was nothing in it from top
to bottom that a real artist would look at. She
inquired with answering derision if this were a
description of his own few inches; but in reality she
was fascinated as much as she was provoked by his
attitude of being difficult to please, of seeing indescribable
differences among the smartest things. She had
given herself out originally as very knowing, but he
could make her gape with doubts. When once in a
while he pointed out a commodity that he condescended
to like (this didn’t happen often, because
the only shops in which there was a chance of his
making such a discovery were closed at nightfall) she
stared and bruised him with her elbow, declaring that
if any one should give her such a piece of rubbish
she would sell it for fourpence. Once or twice she
asked him to be so good as to explain to her in what
its superiority consisted—she couldn’t rid herself of
a suspicion that there might be something in his
judgement and was angry at not finding herself as
positive as any one. Then he would reply that it
was no use attempting to tell her; she wouldn’t
understand and had better continue to admire the
insipid productions of an age that had lost the sense
of fineness—a phrase she remembered, proposing
to herself even to make use of it on some future
occasion, but was quite unable to interpret.
When her companion demeaned himself in this
manner it was not with a view of strengthening the
tie that united him to his childhood’s friend; but
the effect followed on Millicent’s side and the girl
was proud to think herself in possession of a young
man whose knowledge was of so high an order that
it was inexpressible. In spite of her vanity she was
not so convinced of her perfection as not to be full of
ungratified aspirations; she had an idea it might be
to her advantage some day to exhibit a sample of
that learning; and at the same time, when, in consideration
for instance of a jeweller’s gas-lighted
display in Great Portland Street, Hyacinth lingered
for five minutes in perfect silence and she delivered
herself according to her wont at such junctures, she
was a thousand miles from guessing the perverse
sentiments that made it impossible for him to speak.
She could long for things she was not likely to have;
envy other people for possessing them and say it
was a “regular shime”; draw brilliant pictures of
what she should do with them if she did have them;
and pass immediately, with a mind unencumbered by
superfluous inductions, to some other topic equally
intimate and personal. The sense of privation with
her was often extremely acute; but she could always
put her finger on the remedy. With her fellow-sufferer
the case was very different; the remedy for
him was terribly vague and inaccessible. He was
liable to moods in which the sense of exclusion
from all he would have liked most to enjoy in life
settled on him like a pall. They had a bitterness,
but they were not invidious—they were not moods
of vengeance, of imaginary spoliation: they were
simply states of paralysing melancholy, of infinite
sad reflexion, in which he felt how in this world of
effort and suffering life was endurable, the spirit able
to expand, only in the best conditions, and how a
sordid struggle in which one should go down to the
grave without having tasted them was not worth
the misery it would cost, the dull demoralisation it
would involve.
In such hours the great roaring indifferent world
of London seemed to him a huge organisation for
mocking at his poverty, at his inanition; and then
its vulgarest ornaments, the windows of third-rate
jewellers, the young man in a white tie and a crush-hat
who dandled by on his way to a dinner-party in
a hansom that nearly ran over one—these familiar
phenomena became symbolic, insolent, defiant, took
on themselves to make him smart with the sense that
he was above all out of it. He felt, moreover, that
there was neither consolation nor refutation in saying
to himself that the immense majority of mankind
were out of it with him and appeared to put up well
enough with the annoyance. That was their own
affair; he knew nothing of their reasons or their
resignation, and if they chose neither to rebel nor to
compare he at least, among the disinherited, would
keep up the standard. When these fits were on our
young man his brothers of the people fared, collectively,
very ill at his hands; their function then was to
represent in massive shape precisely the grovelling
interests which attracted one’s contempt, and the
only acknowledgment one owed them was for the
completeness of the illustration. Everything which
in a great city could touch the sentient faculty of a
youth on whom nothing was lost ministered to his
conviction that there was no possible good fortune
in life of too “quiet” an order for him to appreciate—no
privilege, no opportunity, no luxury to which
he mightn’t do full justice. It was not so much that
he wanted to enjoy as that he wanted to know; his
desire wasn’t to be pampered but to be initiated.
Sometimes of a Saturday in the long evenings of
June and July he made his way into Hyde Park at
the hour when the throng of carriages, of riders, of
brilliant pedestrians was thickest; and though lately,
on two or three of these occasions, he had been
accompanied by Miss Henning, whose criticism of
the scene was rich and distinct, a tremendous little
drama had taken place privately on the stage of his
inner consciousness. He wanted to drive in every
carriage, to mount on every horse, to feel on his arm
the hand of every pretty woman in the place. In
the midst of this his sense was vivid that he belonged
to the class whom the “bloated” as they passed
didn’t so much as rest their eyes on for a quarter of a
second. They looked at Millicent, who was safe to
be looked at anywhere and was one of the handsomest
girls in any company, but they only reminded him
of the high human walls, the deep gulfs of tradition,
the steep embankments of privilege and dense layers
of stupidity fencing the “likes” of him off from
social recognition.
And this was not the fruit of a morbid vanity on
his part, or of a jealousy that couldn’t be intelligent;
his personal discomfort was the result of an intense
admiration for what he had missed. There were
individuals whom he followed with his eyes, with
his thoughts, sometimes even with his steps; they
seemed to tell him what it was to be the flower of a
high civilisation. At moments he was aghast when
he reflected that the cause he had secretly espoused,
the cause from which M. Poupin and Paul Muniment
(especially the latter) had within the last few months
drawn aside the curtain, proposed to itself to bring
about a state of things in which that particular scene
would be impossible. It made him even rather faint
to think that he must choose; that he couldn’t (with
any respect for his own consistency) work underground
for the enthronement of the democracy and
yet continue to enjoy in however platonic a manner
a spectacle which rested on a hideous social inequality.
He must either suffer with the people as he had
suffered before, or he must apologise to others, as he
sometimes came so near doing to himself, for the
rich; inasmuch as the day was certainly near when
these two mighty forces would come to a death-grapple.
Hyacinth thought himself obliged at present
to have reasons for his feelings; his intimacy with
Paul Muniment, which had now grown very great,
laid a good deal of that sort of responsibility upon
him. Muniment laughed at his reasons whenever he
produced them, but appeared to expect him nevertheless
to have them ready on demand, and Hyacinth
had ever a desire to do what he expected. There
were times when he said to himself that it might very
well be his fate to be divided to the point of torture,
to be split open by sympathies that pulled him in
different ways; for hadn’t he an extraordinarily
mingled current in his blood, and from the time he
could remember wasn’t there one half of him always
either playing tricks on the other or getting snubs
and pinches from it?
That dim, dreadful, confused legend of his mother’s
history, as regards which what Pinnie had been able
to tell him when he first began to question her was at
once too much and too little—this stupefying explanation
had supplied him first and last with a hundred
different theories of his identity. What he knew,
what he guessed had sickened and what he didn’t
know tormented him; but in his illuminated ignorance
he had fashioned forth an article of faith.
This had gradually emerged from the depths of darkness
in which he found himself plunged as a consequence
of the challenge he had addressed to Pinnie—while
he was still only a child—on the memorable
day that had transformed the whole face of his
future. It was one January afternoon when he had
come in from a walk. She was seated at her lamp,
as usual, with her work, and had begun to tell him
of a letter one of the lodgers had got describing the
manner in which his brother-in-law’s shop at Nottingham
had been rifled by burglars. He had listened to
her story, standing in front of her, and then by way
of response had suddenly said to her: “Who was
that awful woman you took me to see ever so long
ago?” The expression of her white face as she looked
up at him, her fear of such an attack all dormant
after so many years—this strange, scared, sick glance
was a thing he could never forget, any more than the
tone, with her breath failing her, in which she had
repeated “That awful woman?”
“That woman in the prison years ago—how old
was I?—who was dying and who kissed me so, as
I’ve never been kissed, as I never shall be again!
Who was she, who WAS she?” Poor Pinnie, to do
her justice, had made, after she recovered her breath,
a gallant fight: it had lasted a week; it was to leave
her spent and sore for ever after, and before it was
over Anastasius Vetch had been called in. At his
instance she had retracted the falsehoods with which
she had previously tried to put the boy off, and had
made at last a confession and a report which he was
satisfied to believe as complete as her knowledge.
Hyacinth could never have told you why the crisis
had occurred on such a day, why his question had
broken out at that particular moment. The strangeness
of the matter to himself was that the germ of his
curiosity should have developed so slowly; that the
haunting wonder which now, as he looked back,
appeared to fill his whole childhood, should only after
so long an interval have crept up to the air. It was
only of course little by little that he had recovered his
bearings in his new and more poignant consciousness;
little by little that he had reconstructed his antecedents,
taken the measure, so far as was possible, of
his heredity. His having the courage to disinter
from the Times in the reading-room of the British
Museum a report of his mother’s trial for the murder
of Lord Frederick Purvis, which was very copious, the
affair having been quite a cause célèbre; his resolution
in sitting under that splendid dome and, with his head
bent to hide his hot eyes, going through every syllable
of the ghastly record, had been an achievement of
comparatively recent years. There were certain
things Pinnie knew that appalled him; and there
were others, as to which he would have given his
hand to have some light, that it made his heart ache
supremely to find she was honestly ignorant of. He
scarce understood what sort of favour Mr. Vetch
wished to make with him (as a compensation for the
precious part he had played in the business years
before) when the fiddler permitted himself to pass
judgement on the family of the wretched young
nobleman for not having provided in some manner
for the infant child of his assassin. Why should they
have provided when it was evident they had refused
absolutely to recognise his lordship’s responsibility?
Pinnie had to admit this under Hyacinth’s terrible
cross-questioning; she couldn’t pretend with any
show of evidence that Lord Whiteroy and the other
brothers (there had been no less than seven, most
of them still living) had at the time of the trial given
any symptom of believing Florentine Vivier’s
asseverations. That was their affair; he had long
since made up his mind that his own was very
different. One couldn’t believe at will, and fortunately,
in the case, he had no effort to make; for from
the moment he began to consider the established
facts (few as they were and poor and hideous) he
regarded himself immutably as the son of the recreant
and sacrificed Lord Frederick.
He had no need to reason about it; all his nerves
and pulses pleaded and testified. His mother had
been a daughter of the wild French people—all
Pinnie could tell him of her parentage was that
Florentine had once mentioned that in her extreme
childhood her father, his gun in his hand, had fallen
in the blood-stained streets of Paris on a barricade;
but on the other side it took an English aristocrat to
account for him, though a poor specimen apparently
had to suffice. This, with its further implications,
became Hyacinth’s article of faith; the reflexion
that he was a bastard involved in a remarkable
manner the reflexion that he was a gentleman. He
was conscious he didn’t hate the image of his father
as he might have been expected to do; and he
supposed this was because Lord Frederick had paid
so tremendous a penalty. It was in the exaction
of that penalty that the moral proof for him resided;
his mother wouldn’t have armed herself on account
of any injury less cruel than the passage of which
her miserable baby was the living sign. She had
avenged herself because she had been thrown over,
and the bitterness of that wrong had been in the fact
that he, hopeless brat, lay there in her lap. He was
the one properly to have been sacrificed: that remark
our young man often made to himself. That his
judgement of the whole question was passionate and
personal and took little account of any disturbing
conflict of evidence is proved by the importance he
attached for instance to the name by which his
mother had told poor Pinnie (when this excellent
creature consented to take him) that she wished him
to be called. Hyacinth had been the name of her
father, a republican clockmaker, the martyr of his
opinions, whose memory she professed to worship;
and when Lord Frederick had insinuated himself
into her confidence he had had reasons for preferring
to be known as plain Mr. Robinson—reasons, however,
into which, in spite of the light thrown upon
them at the trial, it was difficult after so many years
to enter.
Hyacinth had never known of Mr. Vetch’s saying
more than once to Pinnie, “If her contention as
regards that dissolute young swell was true why
didn’t she make the child bear his real name instead
of his false one?”—an inquiry which the dressmaker
had answered, with some ingenuity, by remarking
that she couldn’t call him after a man she had
murdered, as one must suppose her unwilling to
publish to every one his connexion with a crime
that had been so much talked about. If Hyacinth
had assisted at this little discussion it is needless to
say that he would have sided with Miss Pynsent;
though that his judgement was independently formed
is proved by the fact that Pinnie’s fearfully indiscreet
attempts at condolence should not have made him
throw up his version in disgust. It was after the
complete revelation that he understood the romantic
innuendoes with which his childhood had been surrounded
and of which he had never caught the
meaning; they having seemed but a feature of the
general fact of the poor woman’s professional life—so
much cutting and trimming and shaping and
embroidering, so much turning and altering and doing-up.
When it came over him that she had for years
made a fool of him to himself and to others he could
have beaten her for grief and shame; and yet before
he administered this rebuke he had to remember
that she only chattered (though she professed to have
been extraordinarily dumb) about a matter over
which he spent nine-tenths of his own time in all
gloomily brooding. When she tried to console him
for the horror of his mother’s history by descanting
on the glory of the Purvises and reminding him
that he was related through them to half the
aristocracy of England he felt her to be turning the
tragedy of his life into a monstrous farce; and yet he
none the less continued to cherish the belief that he
was a gentleman born. He allowed her to tell him
nothing about the family in question, and his impracticability
on this subject was one of the reasons
of the deep dejection of her later years. If he had
only let her idealise him a little to himself she would
have felt she was making up by so much for her
grand mistake. He sometimes saw the name of his
father’s kin in the newspaper, but he then always
cast the sheet away. He had nothing to ask of them
and wished to prove to himself that he could ignore
them (who had been willing to let him die like a rat)
as completely as they ignored him. A thousand
times yes, he was with the people and every possible
vengeance of the people as against such shameless
egoism as that; but all the same he was happy to
feel he had blood in his veins that would account
for the finest sensibilities.
He had no money to pay for places at a theatre in
the Strand, Millicent Henning having made it clear
to him that on this occasion she expected something
better than the pit. “Should you like the royal box
or a couple of stalls at ten bob apiece?” he asked of
her on a note of that too uniform irony which formed
the basis of almost all their talk. She had replied
that she would content herself with a seat in the
second balcony, in the very front; and as such a
position involved an expenditure still beyond his
compass he waited one night on Mr. Vetch, to whom
he had already more than once had recourse in
moments of pecuniary embarrassment. His relations
with the caustic fiddler were of the oddest and much
easier when put to the proof than in theory. Mr.
Vetch had let him know—long before this and with
the purpose of covering Pinnie to the utmost—the
part he had played at the crisis of that question of
her captive’s being taken to call on Mrs. Bowerbank;
and Hyacinth, in the face of this information, had
asked with some sublimity what the devil the fiddler
had had to do with his private affairs. Their neighbour
had replied that it was not as an affair of his
but as an affair of Pinnie’s he had considered the
matter; and our hero had afterwards let it drop,
though he had never been formally reconciled to so
officious a critic. Of course his feeling on this head
had been immensely modified by the trouble Mr.
Vetch had taken to get him a place with old Crook;
and at the period of which I write it had long been
familiar to him that the author of that benefit didn’t
care a straw what he thought of his advice at the dark
hour and in fact took a perverse pleasure in “following”
the career of a youth put together of such queer
pieces. It was impossible to Hyacinth not to be
conscious that this projected attention was kindly;
and to-day, at any rate, he would have declared that
nothing could have made up to him for not knowing
the truth, horrible as it might be. His miserable
mother’s embrace seemed to furnish him with an
inexhaustible fund of motive, and in the conditions
that was a support. What he chiefly objected to in
Mr. Vetch was the betrayed habit of still regarding
him as extremely juvenile; he would have got on
much better with a better recognition of his being
already a man of the world. The obscure virtuoso
knew an immense deal about society and seemed to
know the more because he never swaggered—it was
only little by little you discovered it; but that was
no reason for his looking as if his chief boon in life
was a private diverting commentary on the conversation
of his young friend. Hyacinth felt that he
gave considerable evidence of patience with this
when he occasionally asked his fellow-resident in
Lomax Place to lend him half-a-crown. Somehow
circumstances had of old tied them together, and
though this partly vexed the little bookbinder it
also touched him; he had more than once solved
the problem of deciding how to behave (when the
fiddler exasperated him) by simply asking of him
some substantial service. Mr. Vetch had never once
refused. It was satisfactory to Hyacinth to remember
as much when knocking at his door late, after allowing
him time to come home from the theatre. He
knew his habits: he never went straight to bed, but
sat by his fire an hour, smoking his pipe, mixing a
grog and reading some old book. Hyacinth could
tell when to go up by the light in his window, which
he could see from a court behind.
“Oh, I know I haven’t been to see you for a long
time,” he said in response to the remark with which
his neighbour greeted him; “and I may as well tell
you immediately what has brought me at present—in
addition to the desire to ask after your health.
I want to take a young lady to the theatre.”
Mr. Vetch was habited in a tattered dressing-gown;
his apartment smelt strongly of the liquor
he was consuming. Divested of his evening-gear he
looked to our hero so plucked and blighted as on
the spot to settle his claims in the event of a social
liquidation; he too was unmistakably a creditor.
“I’m afraid you find your young lady rather expensive.”
“I find everything expensive,” said Hyacinth as
if to finish that subject.
“Especially, I suppose, your secret societies.”
“What do you mean by that?” the young man
asked with a fine stare.
“Why, you told me in the autumn that you were
just about to join a few.”
“A few? How many do you suppose?” But
our friend checked himself. “Do you suppose if
I had been serious I’d tell?”
“Oh dear, oh dear!” sighed Mr. Vetch. Then
he went on: “You want to take her to my shop,
eh?”
“I’m sorry to say she won’t go there. She wants
something in the Strand: that’s a great point. She
wants very much to see The Pearl of Paraguay.
I don’t wish to pay anything, if possible; I’m sorry
to say I haven’t a penny. But as you know people
at the other theatres and I’ve heard you say that
you do each other little favours from place to place,
à charge de revanche, it occurred to me you might be
able to get me an order. The piece has been running
a long time and most people (except poor devils like
me) must have seen it: therefore there probably
isn’t a rush.”
Mr. Vetch listened in silence and presently said:
“Do you want a box?”
“Oh no; something more modest.”
“Why not a box?” asked the fiddler in a tone
the youth knew.
“Because I haven’t the clothes people wear in
that sort of place,—if you must have such a definite
reason.”
“And your young lady—has she the clothes?”
“Oh, I daresay; she seems to have everything.”
“Where does she get ’em?”
“Oh, I don’t know. She belongs to a big shop;
she has to be fine.”
“Won’t you have a pipe?” Mr. Vetch asked,
pushing an old tobacco-pouch across the table; and
while the young man helped himself he puffed a
while in silence. “What will she do with you?”
he finally asked.
“What will who do with me?”
“Your big beauty—Miss Henning. I know all
about her from Pinnie.”
“Then you know what she’ll do with me!”
Hyacinth returned with rather a scornful laugh.
“Yes, but, after all, it doesn’t very much matter.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” said
Hyacinth.
“Well, now the other thing—what do they call it?
the Subterranean?—are you very deep in that?”
the fiddler went on as if he had not heard him.
“Did Pinnie tell you also about that?”
“No, our friend Puppin has told me a good deal.
He knows you’ve put your head into something.
Besides, I see it,” said Mr. Vetch.
“How do you see it, pray?”
“You’ve got such a speaking eye. Any one can
tell, to look at you, that you’ve taken some oath on
bloody bones, that you belong to some terrible gang.
You seem to say to every one, ‘Slow torture won’t
induce me to tell where it meets!’”
“You won’t get me an order then?” Hyacinth
said in a moment.
“My dear boy, I offer you a box. I take the
greatest interest in you.”
They smoked together a while and at last Hyacinth
remarked: “It has nothing to do with the Subterranean.”
“Is it more terrible, more deadly secret?” his
companion asked with extreme seriousness.
“I thought you pretended to be a radical,”
Hyacinth returned.
“Well, so I am—of the old-fashioned, constitutional,
milk-and-water, jog-trot sort. I’m not an
exterminator.”
“We don’t know what we may be when the time
comes,” Hyacinth observed more sententiously than
he intended.
“Is the time coming then, my dear young friend?”
“I don’t think I’ve a right to give you any more
of a warning than that,” smiled our hero.
“It’s very kind of you to do so much, I’m sure,
and to rush in here at the small hours for the purpose.
Meanwhile, in the few weeks or months or
years, or whatever they are, that are left, you wish
to crowd in all possible enjoyment with the young
ladies: that’s a very natural inclination.” To which
Mr. Vetch irrelevantly added: “Do you see many
foreigners?”
“Yes, a good many.”
“And what do you think of them?”
“Oh, all sorts of things. I rather like Englishmen
best.”
“Mr. Muniment for example?”
“I say, what do you know about him?” Hyacinth
asked.
“I’ve seen him at the Puppins’. I know you and
he are as thick as thieves.”
“He’ll distinguish himself some day very much,”
said Hyacinth, who was perfectly willing and indeed
very proud to be thought a close ally of a highly
original man.
“Very likely—very likely. And what will he do
with you?” the fiddler inquired.
Hyacinth got up; they looked at each other
hard. “Do get me two good places in the second
balcony.”
Mr. Vetch replied that he would do what he
could, and three days afterwards he handed his
young friend the coveted order. He accompanied
it with the injunction, “You had better put in all
the fun you can, you know!”