Lichfield, Oct. 1762.
There is surely, my dear friend, a certain magnetism which attracts
dispositions to those which resemble them, and, in some sort, supplies
the place of long experienced good qualities. Let us recollect our first
conversations with people whose age and situation in life had parity
with ours. It is, perhaps, not often that any of them shall be found to
have passed in absolute indifference, though the degree of attraction or
repulsion in each might be widely different.
I am strongly tempted to rely upon this involuntary bias. Young as I am,
my experience must be very limited; but hitherto I have not often found
these first-sight impressions deceive me. On the contrary, the
disappointments I have met with in my friendships generally resulted
from people with whom circumstances of mutual convenience had united me
in a slow progressive regard, which had gradually subdued the force of
primary impressions that were not in their favour.
Yet I must not permit you to suppose that my youthful, perhaps
enthusiastic credulity, extends so far as to adopt the idea, either in
friendship or love, of the one only kindred spirit destined to subdue
our hearts, if of the other sex, or to engross our whole stock of amity,
if of our own; but I do religiously believe that Nature, or rather the
God of Nature, has formed the human mind into different classes, and
that there can be no enduring happiness in any connection for
dispositions which are not of the same order of mind.
In love, the impermanent pleasures of the eye eternally mislead
uncongenial spirits into bands which are legally indissoluble. Hence
that matrimonial infelicity which we often see exist between persons,
neither of whom are unamiable; where each, in a better-suited
connection, might have found that comfort which they lost, by not
attending to the dissimilarity of their tastes and pursuits; a
dissimilarity which ought to have shewn them the impossibility of
finding it in each other’s society, and have restrained them from
wandering out of their own class.
Friendship, less influenced than love by the intoxication of the eye, is
less apt to lead the soul out of her bounds; yet sometimes, in the
choice of friends, even thinking minds are dazzled by the glitter of
superficial attractions, and caught by the fascination of a smile; and
oftener still, as I before observed, circumstances of convenience,
consciousness of obligation, or reverence for imputed virtues, shall
over-rule the want of native sympathy in the formation of friendship.
Such friendship, however, is mighty apt to be suddenly dissolved. Their
acquaintance wonder, and the parties themselves wonder at the ease with
which they had mutually renounced communication, that, from its
frequency, might well be supposed to have been important to their
happiness. But, in reality, there is little marvel in the matter.
Friendship not having, like marriage, a legal indissolubility, the
connection which convenience or accident had formed, we are not to
wonder if convenience or accident dissolves.
Still less ought we to wonder that attachments quickly vanish which were
founded upon the airy nothings of superficial attractions. They are,
indeed, but as “the baseless fabric of a vision.” Yet it were well, if,
like a vision, they left no wreck behind.—Alas! they are too apt to
leave wrecks, most properly so called, which shall prove, through life,
the long-repented folly of ill-placed confidence.
And now, dear Emma, are you not ready to ask your friend wherefore she
moralizes thus sententiously, at an age when it is more natural, perhaps
more pleasing, to feel lively impressions, than to annalyze them? There
is a wherefore. I have been called romantic. It is my wish that you
should better know the heart in which you possess so lively an interest.
My sensibilities are poignant;—my credulity has all the warmth of
youthful ingenuousness; but, in truth, the romance of your friend’s
disposition did not survive her last robe-coat above a couple of years.
That fervent inclination, which, in our first interview, seemed to
attach us mutually, has, I flatter myself, a very different foundation
from the giddy violence of novel-reading misses, who plight their
first-sight friendships with solemn earnestness, because they think it
pretty and becoming to have plighted friendships, and because their
vanity pants to impart the conquests of the preceding ball. Such nymphs
should have this motto on their samplers:
“We swear eternal truth—but say, my friend,
“What day, next week, th’ eternity shall end?”
I can recollect, ah! it is not such an age ago, when I protested
friendship a little in this style; when my pleased heart swelled with
conscious importance at the idea of exciting tender sighs and penseroso
glances at fourteen, and longed to disclose the triumph.
Though this was in my sallad days, as Cleopatra says, “when I was green
in judgement,” yet, believe me, I still blush for that solemn farce of
professed confidence which introduced the disclosure of the mighty
secret.
Our minds have, I trust, more lasting bands of union. They are, shall I
not venture to say, amiable, generous, and sincere; and, what will
secure duration to these bands of the same class? Amity towards each
other descends to us by inheritance; our mothers passed the halcyon days
of youth together. Loveliness was around them as a light, and envy never
made than shrink from the lustre of each other’s graces. They said, when
last they met, a little before the death of your excellent parent, “our
children will love each other.” Shall they be mistaken? My heart says
no! and I dare trust the kind response of yours.
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P.S. You talked of reading the New Eloisa; throw it aside, I beseech
you.
Lichfield, Oct. 1762.
My dear Emma acknowledges, that, in her eyes, Capt. L—— is something
more than handsome;—that he has interested her attentions; yet she
hopes this impression will never amount to love, because she fears he is
fickle and libertine, practised also in the wiles of pretended
attachment. She even acknowledges that, were she convinced of the
reality of his affection, and the purity of his morals, she should yet
fear that his mind is not of the congenial class.
Ah! then, let us beg of Fate to nip this passion in the bud; for
passion, I am afraid, it already is. O! the dangerous influence of the
eye! Justly does Clarissa exclaim, “Wicked, wicked misleader!”
You ask me, if I expected implicit obedience when I bade you throw aside
Eloisa. I cannot say I did, but I meant to hint my opinion of its very
softening tendency.
It is a book which all young men should read, and the young women avoid,
except they have been educated in the flutter of high life. The Lady
Harriots of the age, of whom that excellent poem in Dodsley, “The
Modern Fine Lady,” is so exact a portrait, might perhaps do well to
soften their vain and selfish hearts, by the impassioned and beautiful
pages of the Eloisa; since love, in its most enthusiastic excess, has no
hazard to principle and to happiness so desperate as pride; boundless
dissipation and unprincipled extravagance being in their train.
I said also, that I thought our young men should read Eloisa, and these
are my reasons. Among the modern youth, satiric contempt of tender
attachment has succeeded to the enamoured Quixotism of former times.
With that sex, since chastity, unfortunately for it, is not the point of
honour, no guard can be substituted for masculine purity, so likely to
preserve it from the fatal effects of debauched habits, as a fervent and
constant passion for a refined and amiable woman. But love has no foe so
formidable as ridicule; and the natural passions are, in general, found
to be less potent than the artificial ones, if the latter are inspired
and hallowed by fashion. As an antidote to the bane of her satire, I
would present to our male youth the Eloisa of Rousseau.
When that same arbitrary, though fickle power, gave her sanction to
enamoured Constancy, it was better for the morality and for the
happiness of both sexes; but now, that she shrinks from the bosom of our
young men, blighted by the dread laugh of fashionable circles, what is
the consequence? Nature may be perverted, but she cannot be subdued.
Constitutional fervour, so much stronger in that sex than in ours,
snatches at casual and indiscriminate gratification.
Habits of sensuality once established, the heart becomes cold and
impenetrable amidst the indelicate indulgence of the senses, and loses
all power of sympathizing truly and equally, with the genuine and
joy-bestowing tenderness of uncorrupted sensibility. The libertine is
not aware how much of real voluptuousness his libertinism costs him.
Were I a parent, I would infinitely rather that my son’s talents were
buried in obscurity with a breeding wife and a scanty fortune, dead to
wealth and fame, but alive, in every nerve, to domestic comfort and
affection, than see him in an elegant drawing-room, yawning under the
ennui of exhausted pleasures, and in the (at best to him) insipid
society of a rich wife, whose (perhaps) amiable qualities not having
previously seized his heart, and warmed his imagination, want power to
inspirit his attention or awaken his tenderness.
Such lethargy is an incurable disease of the soul, and would prove more
fatal to his virtue and to his happiness, than all the thorns of care
and anxiety with which inauspicious fortune might surround the roses of
his youth.
As a preservation from such wretched insensibility, when I have sons,
they shall read Eloisa; but, for my daughters, should I have daughters,
amidst the pure, the gentle, the affectionate sentiments which their
domestic education must necessarily inspire, they will have too much
sensibility not to render an increase of it by such means, dangerous to
their peace, perhaps to their fame and safety. Without having read the
softening Eloisa, they will bring a larger portion of tenderness to the
arms of their husband, than they can have a tolerable chance of seeing
returned by the modern race of men.
Beneath the impression of these ideas, you will not wonder that I wish
this fascinating book had not, at this juncture, fallen into the hands
of one of the most affectionate and gentle of her sex, abounding, as it
does, with lavish fuel to a kindling attachment.
I knew you would not like the two last volumes so well as the former. If
you have finished the fourth, tell me if you do not feel some how
disgusted with Clara’s passion? She, who had so long been acquainted
with the amiable philosopher!—Confidante to both the lovers!—Herself
married in the intervening period! Then, to see the widow’s passion come
lagging, like a distanced horse, when the ardent race of love, which St
Preaux and the lovely Eloisa had run, was just finished! It appears to
me strange and unnatural.
In the sphere of friendship, Clara shone with unclouded light; but an
unreciprocal passion for the lover of Eloisa seems not congenial to a
turn of mind more sprightly than tender, more reasonable than enamoured;
and it sullies the lustre of her exertions to make them happy, while it
was probable they might be united, and to save them from themselves,
when their separation became necessary.
I see the author’s design, that it was to exalt the constancy of St
Preaux; but I think a new object had better have been introduced for
that purpose.
We will take our leave, for the present, of these philosophic lovers;
but I must not take my leave of you without some notice of the
conclusion of your letter, in which you tell me, that you shall expect
reciprocal confidence, and proceed to question me about the situation of
my own heart.
I meant to have gratified this obliging curiosity in my present letter;
but it is already long, and, were I now to resign the pen to egotism,
that prating gossip would be likely enough to swell it into voluminous
extent. There is no end of the tissues which, Arachne-like, she spins
out of her own bowels. A page or two, in my next, may perhaps find room
for her cobwebs. Adieu!
Lichfield, Nov. 1762.
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I am glad you approve my reasoning respecting the Eloisa, though you had
not resolution to take my advice of throwing it aside; that you agree
with me in thinking the study of those tender pages best confined to our
male youth, upon whom a little enthusiasm might be of infinite use in
checking the fashionable prevalence of Epicurean love.
Estimable and honoured through the ages which have elapsed since his
death, has been the character of Petrarch, a young Italian ecclesiastic,
and one of the most celebrated poets of that country. He preserved a
tender and hopeless passion for the beautiful, the virtuous, the wedded
Laura, during 30 years; and, at the expiration of that time, was a
sincere mourner for her death, which happened from that dire contagion,
the plague, then raging at Avignon. Laura was a native of that city,
from whose environs Petrarch could never tear himself after he had,
during his visit there, accidentally beheld her, the then too charming
bride of a young French nobleman. He often used to retire to a romantic
valley in the neighbourhood, to sooth his troubled passions by the
composition of his celebrated sonnets, and to render vocal all its
echoes.
I am told no ingenious traveller visits Avignon without exploring the
Vale of Vaucluse; and, with the thrill of local enthusiasm, tracing up
the windings of the crystal Sorgue to their source in that fountain,
whose waters, of an immeasurable depth, sleep in a spacious cavern that
seems scooped in the rocks, and is overshadowed by their summits.
This fountain, with the surrounding scenery, and the charms of Laura,
whose summer residence was in that valley, are immortalized by the
beauty of the sonnets, which paint them in all the glow of poetic
colouring.
A gentleman danced with me at our last assembly, who had explored this
valley, and seemed pleased to see me eagerly listen to his descriptions
of its features. He also contrived to give me some idea of those
applauded sonnets. I long to see a fine translation[2] of them into our
own language.
How I regretted every summons to rejoin the dance with a partner so
capable of making the conversational interlude the most agreeable part
of the evening’s amusement! He was a stranger, and, though he looked
like a gentleman, the graces of countenance and figure were not his; he
danced very indifferently, yet, believe me, I would not have exchanged
my partner for any of the handsome militaries that made the ball so gay.
While he talked to me of a poet so renowned, so enamoured, and so
faithful; of Vaucluse and of Laura, the following apostrophe to
Petrarch’s memory, in Lyttleton’s enchanting Monody, rushed upon my
spirit, and increased the animation with which I listened:
Arise, O Petrarch! from th’ Elysian bowers,
With never-fading myrtles twined,
And fragrant with ambrosial flowers,
Where, to thy Laura, thou again art joined!
Arise! and hither bring the silver lyre!
Tuned by thy skilful hand,
To the soft notes of elegant desire,
With which, o’er many a land,
Was spread the fame of thy disastrous love!
If Petrarch was not happy, he was illustrious. Fruitless regrets, and
tender sorrows, whose indulgence sooths, though it cannot avail, are not
misery; and, having a tendency to refine and exalt the spirit above the
gross gratifications of indiscriminate connections, are a thousand times
more desirable than the pleasures, falsely so called, of a gay
dissipated young man of the present age, who laughs at sentiment, and
fancies he knows the sex.
Never may the peace of any friend of mine be dependent upon such a
being! I am, &c.
Lichfield, Nov. 1762.
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You enquire after our studies. We have been lately engaged in exploring
the inestimable treasure which had, during so many ages, lain concealed
in the darkness of the Erse language. Macpherson has kindly and ably
drawn aside the curtain, and the venerable bards, the mighty heroes, the
maids of Caledonia and Ierne, with the spirits of the airy halls, come
forward, and, with just and graceful dignity, assert their claims to
ancient honours, and to an high station on classic ground.
I find fastidious people affect to question the originality of Ossian;
but we have the sanction of Lord Lyttleton’s opinion, with that of
other learned men, to abet the force of our conviction that the bold
ideas, and sublime imagery of these fragments, are not the composition
of modern genius, though it may have drawn out, enlarged, blended, and
connected them. There is a daring spirit in this work, resembling that
of the sacred writings; a great blaze of imagination, but it is the
random fire of the ruder ages.
Stranger, as was the author of these sombre dramas, to the sciences and
arts, even to agriculture itself, and therefore excluded from the
immense resources which they yield to the poet; yet, by the force of
native genius, the grandly simple objects, which an uncultivated, and
almost desert country could produce, are found sufficient for the
sublimest purposes of illustration, description, and imagery. We must
add, however, by the aid of superstition, which supplied the old bard
with very fine machinery from the changing form of the clouds, and from
the evolutions of the Aurora Borealis.
Sweet was the harp, and lofty was its tone,
To which the bards of Scotia’s ancient race
Warbled, in notes majestic, soft, and full,
The tales of other times;—her hardy sons,
Fleet in the chace, and warring with the chiefs
Of green Ierne!—Yet, I ween, there are,
Who, coldly listening to the lofty songs,
Pronounce them cloying; that they still present
A round of the same images; the sun,
The moon and stars, the mists, the blast, the storm,
And raging whirlwind; with the reedy lake,
Grey stream, and barren hill, and broken rock,
And heath, and starting roe, and aged tree,
That waves its branches o’er the mossy stone,
Which, frequent rising in the hunter’s path,
Guards breathless chiefs, dim in the narrow houses;
And ocean darkly rolling, or, beneath
The beam of morn, blue gleaming, far and wide;
With ships that bound before the swelling gale,
And clouds, whose spirits talk on midnight winds.
These, as the voice of Candour will confess,
Are limited resources; yet she deems
The cold complaint inaccurate. We know
Objects that seem the same to the dull powers
Of common observation, in new lights
Presented, bring the susceptible mind,
Warmly awake to picturesque effect,
And all its nice varieties, no sense
That blunts the spirit by satiety.
Have I not seen the young Hortensius stand
Musing, with folded arms and raptured gaze,
On those effects, so simple, yet sublime,
Of light and shadow? while an heap of stones,
Piled rudely in the corner of a cave,
Had caught his eye, as glanced the setting sun
Into the gloomy arch. So ’tis with those
Whose quick perceptions catch the varied tints
Of coyly shifting radiance, from the powers
Of poetry, that paints. They little heed
How frequently an object meets their gaze,
If seen in new position; or if light
More soft, or brilliant, strike upon the form,
Or half involved in deeper shade it stands.
You see my pen took the whim of concluding in numbers its observations
on Ossian’s poetry. And now let the objects of the imagination recede,
and the affairs of the heart resume their place on my paper. Those of
mine were sufficiently discussed in my last letter.
The business of yours is much more interesting, because it is more full
of hazard. I am in the quiet harbour of a probably life-long absence
from him to whose pilotism I had resigned my sensibility on the
dangerous sea of love; but we kept, as you see, pretty near the coast,
and the worst evil I had to encounter, on a voyage which reason must
deem a fruitless one, was the pain of absence. Disappointment I could
not know, since no illusive Hymeneal hopes had hung out false lights in
my brain-built watch-tower. But, for you, I fear the rocks and
quicksands of an improsperous and unequal marriage; a marriage of mental
inequality, which is the very worst sort.
You start, and repeat what you said in your last, that you do not think
there is any strong attachment on either side. He has not yet declared
himself your lover; he has “only been attentive, respectful,
insinuating!”
Dangerous wretch!—For is he not a libertine? and do we not know, from
the destiny and feelings of one dear and amiable friend, from those
pensive smiles which so superficially cover an aching heart, how
incompetent even the kindness of a libertine husband to the happiness of
a woman of delicacy!
A being of this order may temporarily assume that softness of manners,
which a very little observation would teach him is necessary to subdue
the heart of such a woman as yourself; but he is incapable, after they
have obtained their purpose, of preserving this refined respect and
engaging tenderness. The habits of his life militate against them, and
those will resume all their wounding coarseness in the bosom of
security.
If he should treat you, after marriage, with tolerable kindness and good
nature, it is the best you have reasonably to expect. What counterpoise,
in the scale of happiness, can be formed by that best against the
delights you must renounce in the morning of your youth?—the bright
prospects of hope, whose animating charm is heightened by uncertainty;
and those precious hours from seventeen to twenty-one, which an
intelligent young woman will employ in such a cultivation of her
talents, as shall accomplish her for a companion to a man of sense and
knowledge; for the momentous task of educating her children properly
when she becomes a mother, and give her the pleasing power of diffusing
the spirit of intellectual refinement wherever she goes, and of
providing better resources against the lassitude of declining life,
than can be supplied by that annihilator of ideas, the card-table?
My dearest friend, take your resolution in time. Love is seldom to be
subdued, except at its first onset; and every hour, by which you prolong
your stay within eye-shot of the enemy, renders the victory more
doubtful. Justly does Madame d’Enclos observe, that, “in the amorous
warfare, the Parthian exercise is the best discipline.”
Determine, therefore, to quit Shrewsbury as soon as possible. London,
however, is not the best place of retreat. An attached heart, in the
absence of its object, may find that solitude in crowded rooms, and in
the whirl of dissipation, which, in quiet though not absolute
retirement, the attentions of friendship will, with industrious
kindness, preclude; conscious that the solitude of abstracted musing
presents fuel to the dangerous fires of hazardous or ineffectual love.
Return to Lichfield to me for the remainder of the winter! We will
banish all mention of Mr L——, which is a much better method than
abusing him. We will read ingenious authors, who shall rather give our
minds new ideas from the stores of science and observation, than
increase the susceptibility of our hearts. We will even venture to
criticise, as well as admire those authors, since the brightest gem has
some sullying vein, and since the sun itself has its spots.
The little Honora, who recites with the most perfect justness, and whose
comprehension is wonderful in such a child, shall read to us while we
work, and so cultivate her own fast-springing talents, while she amuses
and improves us.
The winter evenings, thus beguiled, will not seem long. We shall not
sigh for the viol and the harp to drown the noise of storms, which we
shall not hear, or of the drops from the eaves, which we shall not
count.
Without possessing much of that faculty called genius, my sister has a
very intelligent mind; her taste for poetry, and for every kind of
ingenious composition, is delicate, judicious, and awakened.
Yes! my dear Emma, we will employ ourselves from morn to midnight, and
the idea of Mr L. shall quickly fade away:
“For mark’d I where the bolt of Cupid fell,
“It fell upon a little western flower,
“Before milk-white, now purple with Love’s wound,
“And maidens call it love in idleness.”
Adieu! adieu!
Lichfield, Jan. 1763.
There are, as you justly observe, other faults in the Eloisa besides its
too softening influence upon the female heart, and the unpleasant effect
of Clara’s passion for the philosopher, so visibly introduced for the
purpose of giving eclat to his constancy, which, though forsaken and
renounced by Eloisa, he still preserves. I like that he should be put to
a test of that sort, by the attentions of a charming woman; but that
woman should not have been Clara.
We must greatly regret the affectation of singularity, which betrays so
fine a writer into vain attempts of reconciling irreconcilable
contrarieties; that the eccentric fervours of a luxuriant imagination
should so often bewilder his better sense in the labyrinths of
sophistry, till the distinctions of right and wrong are blended and
lost.
Yet insensibility alone can doubt that this work abounds with the
enchanting effusions of true genius; and prejudice only will attempt to
deny that we find an infinite number of remarks, as just as they are
new, interspersed through its pages, for the wise regulation of human
conduct in the interesting and varied situations of real life.
Two of St Preaux’ letters to Lord B——, and one to Mrs Orbe, are not,
as beautiful compositions, excelled by any thing I have read. The first
describes his return to Vevai, to Clarens, and Eloisa, after an eight
years’ absence, when, in that interval, she was become a wife and
mother.
Ah! what a touching history does that letter contain of the genuine
feelings, the strong conflicting agitations of an impassioned heart, in
the most trying of all imaginable situations!
The other letter to Lord B. has very different features; I know not
whether of mere excellence, for that, perhaps, is not possible, but
certainly of more sublimity. It contains the history of the expedition
to Meillerie. St Preaux’ solemn apostrophe to Eloisa is striking past
expression, on shewing her the cypher of her name on the rocks, which he
had engraven, in a thousand places, so many years before, interwoven
with enamoured verses, characteristic of his then situation.
How we tremble for them both, when he ventures to remind her of the time
he had past in contemplating her idea beneath those very rocks, when
they were covered with snow, and surrounded by frozen torrents; the
dreary silence only interrupted by the howl of the wintry winds, and, at
intervals, by the cries of the crow, and the screams of the eagle.
Then, in their return across the lake, the horrid temptation which
seizes St Preaux to plunge into its waters with a mistress,
irrecoverably lost to his hopes, yet still so passionately adored! and
the mutual and final conflicts, in the boat, of a passion with so much
difficulty vanquished!
The third letter is addressed to Mrs Orbe. It speaks to her of his
dream; of that fatal and impalpable veil it represented! Surely no
language, even with all the heightening powers of poetry, can bind the
attention, the imagination, and the heart, in stronger fetters than
those by which they are chained in perusing those three epistles!
Not any instance of supernatural agency in Shakespeare or Milton; not
the ghost of Fingal in Ossian, that fleets to Connal on the midnight
blast, as he lay beneath the aged tree, when dim and in tears it stood,
and stretched its pale hand over the hero!—nor “the spirit which passed
before the face of Job in the silence of the night, when deep sleep had
fallen on men, and when, though it stood still, he could not discern the
form thereof!”—Not any, nor all of these, have more of that sublimity
produced by a mixture of pathos, horror, and obscurity, than the
impenetrable veil which foretells the death of Eloisa.
You delight me by promising to dedicate your first leisure to the
perusal of the Caledonian bard. Infinitely harmonious, though not
measured, his mournful strains will be soothing to your ear, and his
sombre imagery graceful in your eye. These strains are in poetry, what
the tones of the Æolian harp are in music.
Perhaps you may not find your attention quite so much wrapt as mine in
the perusal; for I have a natural prepossession in favour of Ossianic
scenery; born, and nursed as I was, in the craggy heights of Derbyshire,
and remaining there till six years old.
Immense mountains, dusky beneath the parching and unshaded beams of
summer, and, in the fading year, partially or wholly swallowed up by
autumnal mists, or covered, for a long duration, by winter’s snows; the
blue and narrow stream, rushing from the stony hills, frowning rocks,
broken and vast, silent and lonely vallies,—these were the objects that
met my infant eyes, and stampt on my young imagination an awful
reverence of their dignity.
Blended society has a very exhilarating effect upon my spirits. Under
its influence, I become heedless and volatile; but the instant I am
alone, or conversing freely with my sister, or with any friend, whose
taste has sympathy with mine, the sombre graces resume all their
influence, their original possession, in my mind.
You will imagine, then, how poetry of this kind must interest and charm
me. I feel myself at home upon the heaths of Malmor, by the roaring
torrents of Clutha, and on the green hills of Inisfail.
Adieu!
Lichfield, Feb. 1763.
You tell me I had but too faithfully conceived the situation of your
mind, on going into public circles; and you tell me also, that he, whose
image thus perpetually intrudes on your imagination, has been
repeatedly, by your order, denied admittance on his morning visits,
though you could not see him walk up to the door, and return from it, as
you sat reading in the parlour, without very distressing emotion; that,
but for my reasoning on the subject, you know not if you could have kept
your resolution. Ah! how it gratifies me to hope that I may have been
the means of preserving my friend from a destiny so unworthy of her
virtues.
You saw him afterwards at the play, and replied to the regrets he
expressed about never finding you at home, only by a distant curtsy.
Brava! my charming heroine! The victory, seldomest and hardest to be
obtained, will be yours.
Of what flowers shall I twine your wreath of triumph? The warrior has
his laurel, the poet his bays, and the lovers have their myrtle: but of
the amaranth, the unfading amaranth, should her garland be formed, in
whose consideration the peace of the future has prevailed over the
delights of the present.
You insist upon my saying more of myself in this letter; observe, that
you hear I have often written verses, and question me concerning their
subjects. There will be no great difficulty in obeying you. Self-love,
which has neither soul-harrowing sorrow, nor cutting mortification, to
reveal, seldom finds the path of egotism thorny. Your partial estimation
of my talents, and your question about my verses, now point to that
path. If your attention should grow weary in following me through its
mazes, you must thank yourself.
It is true that I have written verses, but it is not true that I have
written them often. A propensity of that sort appeared early in my
infancy. At first my father encouraged it, but my mother threw cold
water on the rising fires; and even my father ceased to smile
encouragement upon these attempts after my 16th year, in which Dr Darwin
unluckily told him, that his daughter’s verses were better than his; a
piece of arch injustice to my father’s muse, which disgusted him with
mine.
Some few people, besides yourself, have fancied that I had genius.
Whether they are, or are not mistaken, it cannot be for me to determine;
but certainly Lichfield is now an inauspicious soil for nourishing to
maturity that sensitive plant.
It is true I dwell on classic ground. Within the walls which my father’s
family inhabits, in this very dining-room, the munificent Mr Walmesley,
with the taste, the learning, and the liberality of Mæcenas,
administered to rising genius the kind nutriment of attention and
praise. Often to his hospitable board were the school-boys, David
Garrick and Samuel Johnson, summoned. The parents of the former were of
Mr Walmesley’s acquaintance; but those of the latter did not move in his
sphere.
It was rumoured that my mother’s father, Mr Hunter, had a boy of marked
ability upon his forms. The huge, over-grown, mis-shapen, and probably
dirty stripling was brought before the most able scholar and the finest
gentleman in Lichfield, or its environs, who, perceiving far more
ability than even rumour had promised, placed him at his table, not
merely to gratify a transient curiosity, but to assure him of a constant
welcome.
Two or three evenings every week, Mr Walmesley called the stupendous
stripling, and his livelier companion, David Garrick, who was a few
years younger, to his own plentiful board. There, in the hours of
convivial gaiety, did he delight to wave every restraint of superiority
formed by rank, affluence, polished manners, and the dignity of advanced
life; and there, “as man to man, as friend to friend,” he drew forth the
different powers of each expanding spirit, by the vivid interchange of
sentiment and opinion, and by the cheering influence of generous
applause.
Another circumstance combined to heighten the merit of this patronage.
Mr Walmesley was a zealous Whig. My grandfather, then master of the free
school, perceiving Johnson’s abilities, had, to his own honour, taken as
much pains with him as with the young gentlemen whose parents paid an
high price for their pupilage; but my grandfather was a Jacobite, and
Sam. Johnson had imbibed his master’s absurd zeal for the forfeit rights
of the house of Stuart; and this, though his father had very loyal
principles; but the anxiety attendant on penurious circumstances,
probably left old Johnson little leisure or inclination to talk on
political subjects.
His son, I am told, even at that early period of life, maintained his
opinions, on every subject, with the same sturdy, dogmatical, and
arrogant fierceness with which he now overbears all opposition to them
in company.
At present, we can well conceive the probability of his dogmatism being
patiently supported by attending admirers, awed by the literary
eminence on which he stands. But how great must have been Mr Walmesley’s
love of genius; how great his generous respect for its dependent
situation, that could so far restrain a naturally impetuous temper, as
to induce him to suffer insolent sallies from the son of an indigent
bookseller, and on a subject which, so handled by people of his own
rank, he would have dashed back in their faces with no small degree of
asperity!
My father wrote the following epitaph on Mr Walmesley: I send it to you,
because it is what epitaphs so seldom are,—characteristic. I am sure
you will be interested in conceiving a just idea of the first patron of
our modern Roscius, and of the illustrious author of the Rambler:
Reader, if Science, Truth, and Reason charm,
If social charities thy bosom warm;
If smiling Bounty ope thy heart and door,
If Justice style thee guardian of the poor;
Firm to Britannia’s liberties and laws,
If Freedom fire thee in their sacred cause,
With sympathetic grief these relics see,
Yet think not Walmesley dead—he lives in thee.
But, if thy country’s rights thou would’st betray,
And barter laws for arbitrary sway;
If, Briton-born, thy soul’s a Gallic slave,
Start from his tomb he would, and call thee fool and knave.
Prior tells us, that every man of ability should, either by the
compass, the pencil, the pen, or the sword, leave his name in life’s
visit. With all Mr Walmesley’s knowledge, accomplishments, taste, and
munificence, not having stept out in any public line of literature, his
name must have passed into oblivion, had he not been the first who
distinguished his illustrious townsmen.
By that circumstance, he rendered his memory immortal as the talents he
drew forth. While Johnson and Garrick are remembered, their first patron
will not be forgotten. Who is there of a soul so grovelling, as would
not wish for their memories an honourable immortality?
“Fame is the spur which the clear spirit doth raise,
That last infirmity of noble minds!”
How inconceivable, then, is the idiotism of short-sighted pride, which
affects to associate only with people of a certain rank, and which
induces the gentlemen, as they call themselves, to preclude from their
reputation the glory of having been able to discern genius, and to raise
it from obscurity!
I speak not from any selfish consideration. Whatever little talents I
may possess, they have not to struggle up to the notice of my neighbours
from the gloom of an inferior station. My father is a gentleman by birth
and by his profession; a scholar by education; and, being canon of this
cathedral, his daughter necessarily converses on terms of equality with
the proudest inhabitants of our little city; but they perceive nothing
of those uncommon talents with which your partiality has invested her.
Attention and praise are the summer-suns that must unfold and ripen the
germs of imagination, ere they can possibly produce fruit worthy the
taste of the public.
Had it been my lot to have been animated by the smiles, and sustained
and encouraged in my studies, and in my little sallies of poetic
invention, by the applause of a Walmesley, I might perhaps have ventured
myself among the candidates for the literary palms.
But may it not be better as it is? Let me be contented with being happy,
without sighing that I am not distinguished. Ah! who knows from what
painful solicitudes my obscurity may have preserved me!
My epistle grows long. You were, however, snatched from the mazes
through which the pleasure of talking about myself might have led you,
by my pen having started back into brighter and more interesting scenes;
scenes that, once passing beneath this roof, have stamped a local
distinction upon the palace of the Bishop of Lichfield, beyond the power
of the crosier or the mitre to bestow.
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Lichfield, Feb. 1763.
You say you know many who profess to admire the Rambler, and yet declare
war against poetry.—’Tis very likely; the family of the pretenders is
numerous: but, be assured, the incapacity of comprehending the
excellencies of Johnson’s Essays must be inevitable to those who have no
taste for poetry.
It is not the rhymes or measures of poetry which are either
unintelligible or disgusting to the tribe of the prosers; but it is the
imagery, whose strength and grace they can no more perceive than they
can discern the beauty of Raphael’s, or the force of Michael Angelo’s
figures. It is the resemblance between objects, which, when shadowed
forth in metaphor, they cannot trace; it is these which puzzle, and make
them say, with truth, to the poet:
“Thou see’st a form I cannot see,
Which hurries thee away.”
Now, no poetry is more lavish in the use of imagery and metaphor than
the prose of Samuel Johnson.
I conceive the possibility even of people who have a tuneless ear, and
an insensible imagination, receiving genuine pleasure from Shakespeare’s
plays, provided such people possess strong common sense; and this
notwithstanding the higher poetic graces of figure and allusion, of
which they can have so little comprehension, and in which the plays of
Shakespeare so luxuriantly abound; since, to incident, to character, to
humour, sometimes to wit, and always to the force of those passions,
strongly delineated, and whose influence is universal, the merest
prosers are awakened. No palate, capable of relishing any intellectual
food, but may feed with avidity at the table of that mighty master, upon
which, kings and pedlars, ghosts and jesters, witches and tapsters,
pathos and obscenity, murder and fun, are served up in exhaustless
variety.
It is not so with Milton, or the Johnson of this century. Neither of
their writings contain any of that universally acceptable ingredient,
humour.—Their pens always remain in the higher latitudes of abstract
ideas, of ornamented and figurative language. The comprehension of the
prosers have neither respiration nor inspiration on these mental
heights.
If I have spoken ludicrously of that blended mass of character and style
which constitutes the drama of Shakespeare, you must not, therefore,
suppose that I meant any reflection on the greatest and dearest of our
fine writers.
The world is exactly that motley mixture; and, to the world, it is the
highest duty of the dramatic poet to hold a faithful mirror, which ought
to reflect something, at least, of all which is found there.
To every capacity, not fastidiously diseased by the senseless jargon of
the ancients respecting the dignity of the drama, and the
indispensability of its unities, how much more interesting is the
concourse of men and women in Shakespeare’s tragedies, than the synods
of heroes and heroines exhibited by those dramatic poets who bend their
vassal fancy to the despot Aristotle, as he sits on the shelves of the
pedants, his dusty throne clothed in the majesty of elapsed ages!
How coldly does that Grecian critic sacrifice the lively interest
created by a concentered display of more striking events than could have
happened in the course of a few hours, and by the introduction of the
varied manners resulting from a bold change of scene from city to city,
and from kingdom to kingdom!—How coldly, I say, does he sacrifice them
to the imaginary difficulty of an audience accompanying their poet
through his local transitions, and when he outstrips the slow foot of
Time!
Few are the instances, though there have been some, where any period of
any man’s life, not exceeding a few hours, has been sufficiently
eventful to preserve the dramatist, who represents it, from the
necessity of substituting common-place sentiments for awakening
incidents, and frigid declamation for the warm sallies of the heart,
kindling beneath the impression of new and trying situations. When I
first began to read, with a discriminating propensity, and to compare
the unfettered plans of Shakespeare with the more correct and regular,
though infinitely less interesting ones, of his celebrated rivals, it
appeared to me, that he was not more happy in the superiority of his
genius to theirs, than in his bold contempt of the restrictions to which
they submitted. It was this contempt which enabled him to shew us, in
the course of a single play, a group of characters, who, instead of
declaiming about and about one interesting event, occupying the space
only of a few hours, exhibit, in different views, their characteristic
peculiarities, beneath the animating force of various and contrasted
circumstances, which demand the supposed elapse of weeks, perhaps
months, and sometimes even years, that they may be arranged naturally,
and produce their proper effect.
Thus, when several striking events in the lives of interesting persons,
whether real or imaginary, are brought to the eye in a dramatic focus,
their effect is like that of the sun’s rays collected in a burning
glass, and the sensibilities of the audience catch fire.
The other day I conversed with a gentleman, who spoke to me of having
lately heard our great Johnson declaim, in a large circle, upon the
frigid consequences that must generally result from the poet’s adherence
to the Grecian rules for the drama.
Amongst other plain reasons against their necessity, this gentleman told
me, Johnson strongly insisted that it was more easy for the imagination
to pursue Posthumus from London to Rome, and back again as rapidly to
the British coast, than it was to consider the stage as the palace of
Cymbeline; that, if the imagination cannot accommodate itself to these
local changes, and pass, at will, over any given portion of time, it
will never, for a moment, present to us Mrs Cibber as Imogen, nor allow
us to shed one tear over sorrows, of whose fiction it will, with dull
vigilance, perpetually remind us.
It flatters me that my juvenile convictions on this subject meet the
sanction of his approbation whose reasoning is all truth and day-light,
when passion and prejudice do not warp its ingenuousness, and darken its
lustre.
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Lichfield, Feb. 1763.
You say you are proud of the vivacity with which you have resumed your
employments, to the exclusion of tender musings. You have a right to be
so. It is beyond my hopes that you should so soon have shaken off this
unwholesome mist from the morning sun of your youth.
The last words of that sentence bring to my recollection a pleasing
little poem, to which, in infancy, I have often listened with delight
from the lips of my mother, who used frequently to repeat it as she sat
at work. She had learnt it from a lady who was the friend of her youth.
Wholly without literary curiosity, as she never saw it printed, so she
never asked after the author; consequently, could give me no information
on that subject. She had never taken the trouble of copying it;
therefore was it mine as it was hers, by oral tradition, before I
attained my tenth year. Its easy and tuneful numbers charmed my ear;
and, with a great deal of giddy vivacity on a thousand occasions, I had
yet an inherent fondness for seeing the perspectives of opening life
through the clare-oscure of a meditative fancy, particularly where the
sombre tints were ultimately prevalent.
Behold this little orphan ode, which I have searched for in vain through
the pages of our poets:
How gaily is, at first, begun
Our lives’ uncertain race!
While that sprightly morning sun,
With which we first set out to run,
Enlightens all the place!
How pleasing the world’s prospect lies;
How tempting to look through!
Parnassus to the poet’s eyes,
Nor Beauty, with her sweet surprise,
Can more inviting shew.
How promising the book of fate,
Till rightly understood!
While partial hopes such lots create,
As do the youthful fancy cheat,
With all that’s great and good!
How fair the first ideas move,
That wander in our mind!
How full the joy, how fair the love,
Which does that early season move,
Like flowers the western wind!
Our sighs are then but vernal air,
But April-drops our tears;
Which, swiftly passing, all grows fair,
While Beauty compensates our care,
And Youth each vapour clears.
But, ah! too soon, alas! we climb,
Scarce feeling we ascend,
The gently-rising hill of Time;
From whence, with grief, we view that prime,
And all its sweetness end.
The dye once cast—our fortune known,
Fond expectation past;
The seeds, that former years had sown,
To crops of late repentance grown,
Thro’ which we toil at last.
Then every care’s a driving harm
That helps to bear us down;
While fading smiles no more can charm,
But every tear’s a wintry storm,
And every look a frown.
Till, by succeeding ills opprest,
For joys we hoped to find,
By age all rumpled and undrest,
We gladly sink us down to rest,
Leave following crowds behind.
I do not apprehend this engaging poem to be either of very early or very
late date; for it has neither the stiff quaintness which we see in the
compositions of the second class of poets, in times long past, nor the
polished accuracy of those who stand high on that line in the present
century.
The ode opens beautifully, and the exclamations in the third and fourth
stanza have the force of truth, and all the charm of pathetic sweetness,
except that the pretty simile, which concludes the fourth verse, wants
verbal perspicuity. It means, evidently enough, that love and joy play
upon the mind in that early season of life, like the western wind upon
flowers; but,
“Like flowers the western wind,”
is a hard, and, under every license, an inadmissible inversion, while it
hints, not expresses, the sense.
Till within the last half-century, poets seemed content to convey their
ideas to the reader somewhat abortively. Shakespeare continually does
it, and has therefore given scope to commentators, ad infinitum. They
had spared themselves much fruitless trouble by recollecting that the
privilege of hinting, instead of expressing a similitude, an image, or a
reflection, was much claimed at that period, and, indeed, long after,
and that Shakespeare availed himself of it very lavishly.
The remaining stanzas in this my favourite little ode, appear to me
poetically faultless; as, alas! they are too certainly just. The eighth
forms a fine antithesis to the fifth.
By the words, “second class of poets,” in one of the above sentences, I
by no means meant those of moderate genius; but I think no writer can
justly, and, on deliberation, be deemed first-rate, if another, on his
own line, is confessedly his superior.
Among our English poets, and of those only, alas! can I judge, the first
class seems formed by those who are at the head of some particular
branch in their science;—as Spencer of the allegoric; Shakespeare of
the dramatic; Milton of the epic; Butler of the burlesque; Dryden, Pope,
and Sam. Johnson, of the ethic, heroic, and satiric; Thomson of the
descriptive; Prior of the narrative and epigrammatic; Gray of the lyric
and elegiac; Shenstone of the pastoral.
Admitting the justice of my criterion for the formation of the first
poetic classes amongst our authors, it must yet be confessed, that there
are, in the second, bards of more exalted genius than some whose names
have a right to be arranged in the first, as being first in their line
of writing. For instance, Collins and Mason are much greater poets than
Butler or Shenstone; but then they have, in Gray, a superior in their
line, the lyric; and Butler and Shenstone have no equal in theirs, the
burlesque and the pastoral. Pope’s pastorals are more brilliant, but
brilliance is out of character in that department.—They are less
tender, less simple, less easy, and, therefore, as pastorals, less
excellent. Gay’s are vulgar, without being humourous. There can be
nothing interesting to poetic readers in the genuine ideas of clodpoles
and blowsy milk-maids, if the characters themselves are not rendered at
least laughable amidst their coarse employments and rude wassaling.
In Shenstone’s poems we see the elegant, yet natural ideas of a man of
imagination, taste, and sensibility, who, though versed in polite
learning, is not ideally, but literally, devoted to the simplicity of
pastoral life; superintending the health and safety of his own flocks
and herds; leading the ductile pathway through the loveliest glade; the
vagrant rill in those winding channels, so dear to beauty; and
nourishing, in the bosom of his own vale, all the delicacy of social and
friendly intercourse, and all the sweetness of enamoured affection.
I do not attempt to send you news; since neither love nor marriage,
novel prosperity, or recent misfortune, have produced any change since I
wrote to you last, in the situation or sentiments of those who interest
you in our little city; and it is time to bid you adieu. My sister has
brought my work-bag, with her own, down stairs for the evening. My
father and mother are gone out to a card-party. The curtains are dropt,
and the chill white world shut out. The candles shine chearily, and the
fire burns bright in the clean hearth. Little Honora draws her chair to
the table as I write, Hawksworth’s Almoran and Hamet open in her hand.
What a beautiful story!—How sublime its moral! Honora looks at me, her
eyes sparkling with intellectual avidity.—The young mind must not be
deprived of its evening nutriment.
Lichfield, June 1763.
* * * * * * * * *
My imagination paints, with all the animation of probable hope, the
venerable remains of Roman antiquity, and the finest paintings on the
globe; the beauty of Raphael, the grace of Guido, the tints of Titian,
and the majesty of Michael Angelo; and such landscapes!
“Whate’er Loraine light touch’d with softning hue,
Or savage Rosa dashed, or learned Poussin drew.”
While nature, in a climate which has been called her garden, shall show
me scenes transcending the utmost powers of the pencil. We shall find
them on the banks of the silver Arno, and in his glowing vallies
encircled by woods, compared to whose heights, variety, and extent, the
groves of Britain are thickets.
What a striking image of the sylvan luxuriance of Italy is presented to
us in a simile of Milton’s, for the fallen angels:
“Stretched on the oblivious pool of Erebus,
———— as they lay entranced,
Thick as autumnal leaves, that strew the brooks
Of Valambrosa, where the Etrurian shades
High over-arched embower.”
I have heard my father say, that, when he was in Italy with Lord Charles
Fitzroy, they travelled through Valambrosa in autumn, after the leaves
had began to fall, and that their guide was obliged to try what was land
and what water, by pushing a long pole before him, which he carried in
his hand, the vale being so very irriguous, and the leaves so totally
covering the surface of the streams.
In a country, sultry as Italy, when the trees are in full leaf, how
grateful to the senses must be their lavish shade, in that valley,
eternally fresh and green, from the springs that gush around their
roots, and whose very branch finds a mirror in the shining waters!
Then the orchestra of the Italian cities!—their celebrated orchestra!
But, beneath my expectations of its graces, no very warm enthusiasm
kindles in my bosom. As to the powers of execution, both in the vocal
and instrumental line, unprejudiced judges assure me, the best Italian
performers find their way to England; and what spirit that has melted,
chilled, and glowed beneath the influence of Handel’s strains of those
different and contrasting passions, awakened to so much energy by his
lofty harmonies, and angelic airs, can be more than transiently pleased
with the cloying sweetness of one eternal love-song, varied only by the
fury of a jealous rant? I speak of the serious opera. The burlesque, or
even convivial music of any country, is not much to my taste; and, in
the graver line, can the most perfect tones of voice and instrument, the
silver heights of the clear soprano, the trill, the shake, the brilliant
execution, the artful and “long-drawn cadence,” make amends for the
sameness of their melodies, and the poverty respecting air, that renders
their drumming basses contemptible?
After all, to what numbers do the Italian delicacies, as they are
called, more than recompence the want of Handelian variety, pathos, and
sublimity! Our polite people, it seems, desert the oratorios, and swarm
in the opera-house.
It is a national disgrace; but I think it will not be a lasting one.
Nature, and the generous perceptions, must awaken from this musical
frivolity into which the sorcery of fashion, and the cunning of the
Italian masters, have plunged them. The eclat of sublime genius, in
almost every science, seems doomed to suffer a long suppression, ere it
rises to its just level. Shakespeare’s plays were, in a great measure,
banished our stage, and, consequently, were familiar only to the few,
from the time of Charles II., till Mr Garrick recalled them; and Milton
had no general attention till Addison brought him forward.
Surely those who do really prefer an opera to an oratorio, must be more
pleased with the modern tragedies than with those of Shakespeare! A
trivial and effeminate taste will prevail alike in every science.
* * * * * * * * *
Lichfield, Jan. 1764.
* * * * * * * * *
And so, my gentle Emma, you stood rebuked in the presence of two
divines, for your preference of the Ramblers to the Spectators, which,
it seems, they told you was little to be expected from the delicacy of
female taste. Had I been present, they would have found me saucy enough
to observe to them, that, if Johnson had, instead of being now alive,
been dead as many years as Addison, they would themselves, with the
whole literary world, have joined you in this preference.
Let us examine the subject still farther; and, as my last letter hovered
with you over a little blossoming myrtle, an ornament of the Lichfield
groves, we will, if you please, wander beneath the shade of that
majestic oak which took its first root in this valley, was transplanted
while yet a sapling, and now spreads wide its ample arms in the forests
of literature. But, to drop the metaphor, which, by the way, does not
run very well on all four, the words valley and forest forming an
imperfect sentence; the first being literally the birth-place of
Johnson, the second figuratively shadowing forth his present situation
in the learned world; but whip such pedants, even if this letter were to
be read to scholars, who shall demand precision in the allusions of an
imagination which has but just imbibed the warmth of twenty summers.
Alas! of the soft and musically-sounding teens, I took an eternal
farewell the 12th of last December.
It was the unpleasantest birth-day I ever experienced; a sort of
funereal sadness hung about my heart, and reflection tolled the knell of
departed girlhood. But you will reproach me, that, after having promised
to lead you amidst the branches of the great literary oak, I yet linger
beneath the willows of egotism.
We will hasten from under their shade, and unite in pondering at the
strange inaccuracy of general opinion, concerning the writings of our
illustrious Lichfieldian. They are allowed to abound in matter, and to
have great force, but are deemed rough and inharmonious. We hear much of
the elegance and mellifluent construction of Addison’s language, and of
the hard, unmanageable style of Samuel Johnson.
Now, that his long and uncommon words, derived from the dead languages,
and so lavishly interwoven with his own, have sometimes an unhappy, and
even ridiculous effect upon the flow of his periods, must be granted;
but that they, in general, give them added grace and sweetness, is no
less true. Greek and Latin being so much higher voweled than English, a
liberal intermixture of words, springing from their roots, must surely
render the style more graceful and sonorous.
“The tongues, united, sweeter sounds produce,
“Like Chian mixed with the Falernian juice.”
Addison, from Horace.
The language of Addison appears to me as only possessing distinguished
excellence from comparing it with that of his contemporary writers; and
even then we should except some of them, Bolingbroke and Swift for
instance, who wrote prose at least as well; that, compared with the
style of our present best essayists, it is neither remarkably
perspicuous nor remarkably musical. He often uses more words than are
necessary to express his sense, and that habit has always a tendency to
confuse and enfeeble his diction. Then he frequently finishes his
sentence with insignificant words, such as,
with,—it,—upon,—against, &c., which produce the same effect
upon the ear, as the eye perceives from a jerk, or sudden stop in
motion. Such a paltry termination cuts the sentence off in a sharp
angle, and utterly precludes that roundness, that majestic sweep of
sound, in which the Johnsonian periods so generally close: periods that
my ear finds of such full and satisfying harmony, as not to need either
rhyme or measure to add more sweetness. In truth, rhyme and measure are
but the body of poetry, not its spirit, and its spirit breathes through
all the pages of the Rambler.
I am tempted to cite a passage from each of these celebrated writers, as
specimens of their different style, still farther to confirm your
conviction how strange the prejudice which induces people to fancy that
the superiority, in point of elegance, remains with Addison. I shall
draw my quotation from him, out of the twenty-third number of the
Spectator, Addison’s signature; its subject, the mischiefs occasioned by
a malicious character. From Johnson, on the pleasures which result from
the influence of good humour. Rambler, vol. III. No. 72.
You will find the words in Italics which strike me as forming the
inelegance of Addison’s style; and you will perceive that the words
within hooks constitute its redundance.
“[There is] nothing [that] more betrays a base, ungenerous spirit, than
[the] giving [of] secret stabs to a man’s reputation. Lampoons and
satires, [that are] written with wit and spirit, are like poisoned
darts, which not only inflict a wound, but make it incurable. For this
reason, I am very much troubled when I see the talents of humour and
ridicule in the possession of an ill-natured man. There cannot be a
greater gratification to a barbarous [and inhuman] wit, than to stir
up sorrow in the heart of a private person; to raise uneasiness among
near relations, and to expose whole families to derision at the same
time that he remains unseen and undiscovered. If, besides the
accomplishments of being witty and ill-natured, a man is vicious into
the bargain, he is one of the most mischievous creatures that can enter
into a civil society. His satire will then chiefly fall upon those who
ought to be most exempt from it.”
“Good humour may properly be termed the balm of being, the quality to
which all that adorns or elevates life must owe its power of pleasing.
Without good humour, learning and bravery can be only formidable, and
confer that superiority which swells the heart of the lion in the
desert, where he roars without reply, and ravages without resistance.
Without good humour, virtue may indeed awe by its dignity, and amaze by
its brightness, but must always be viewed at a distance, and will
scarcely gain a friend, or attract an imitator.
“Good humour may be defined an habit of being pleased, a constant and
perennial softness of manners, easiness of approach, and suavity of
disposition; like that which every man perceives in himself, when the
first transports of new felicity have subsided, and his thoughts are
only kept in motion by a slow succession of soft impulses. Good humour
is a state between gaiety and unconcern; the act or emanation of a mind
at leisure to regard the gratification of another.
“It is imagined by many, that, whenever they aspire to please, they are
required to be merry, to shew the gladness of their souls by flights of
pleasantry and sudden bursts of laughter, and to lose all reflection in
overflowing jollity. But, though these men may be courted for a time,
and heard with admiration and applause, they seldom delight us long. We
enjoy them a little, and then retire to easiness and good humour; as the
eye gazes a while on eminences glittering with the sun, but soon turns
aching away to verdure and to flowers.”
These passages, from Johnson’s Rambler, form, in my opinion, a perfect
example of a beautiful and faultless style, in which no syllable could
be transposed, to which not one could be added, and from which there
could not one be taken away, without a diminution either of conciseness,
perspicuity, or beauty. In one respect, and only one, the passages on
good humour differ from the generality of Johnson’s writings. Excepting
the word suavity, they do not contain, neither indeed does the whole
essay contain, one Latinism that is not in common use.
Observe with how much more grace and elegance the periods flow, than in
the quotation from Addison, with its giving of stabs, its stirring
up, and its into the bargain.
Alas! how much is it to be lamented that Johnson, who could so clearly
perceive, and so eloquently display, the influence of the pleasing
quality upon individual and upon general happiness, that, like mercy, it
is “twice blessed,” should himself indulge such an habitual, such a
malicious moroseness, as to make it impossible to place any confidence
in the duration of his smiles and approachability; that, like an
ill-conditioned mastiff, nobody can be sure, even in the instant when he
seems stroked into tameness and kind familiarity, that he will not seize
upon the self-esteem of his auditors, and worry it unmercifully, and
this without any provocation, or at least any adequate provocation!
I beg to be understood, that I confine my prediction of the inevitable
preference which Johnson’s best style will, in future, obtain over
Addison’s, to the essays on serious subjects which each has written. In
sly and humourously playful satire, Addison remains, and will perhaps,
for ever remain, unrivalled. Johnson seldom attempts that line of
composition, and when he attempts it, he fails. Neither has he any power
to assume the language and manner of writing that belong to country
esquires, coquettish misses, and saucy chamber-maids. Every thing
Johnson writes, bears the stamp and image of his own peculiar style,
By sentiments nor pert nor coarse concealed,
Too great to stoop, too splendid to be veiled.
Lichfield, Jan. 1764.
Since you compliment my criticisms with possessing some power of
discrimination, I feel disposed to lose my attention to the loud storms
and gloomy horizon of this cheerless evening, by imparting the
reflections which arose last night in my mind, as I read another of
Addison’s Spectators to my sister and Honora. We had searched for one on
the subject, so beautifully discussed in the Rambler, from which my last
letter gave you extracts, and found it in the second volume, No. 169.
The language of this elder-born essay is not only less elegant, but some
of the observations, and those the most material, did not appear to my
sister, or myself, at all just; yet the remarks in the three first
sentences are equally true with those I quoted from the Rambler. They
are, however, by no means equally ingenious.
The observation in the fourth paragraph is of a more discriminating
nature than those that precede it, which are very much on the surface;
and which the commonest understanding, if it reflects at all on the
advantages of good nature, must make for itself. Johnson’s definition
displays the latent essence and happy effects of this pleasing quality,
by an investigation which genius only could make, but which, when made,
good sense will instantly perceive and acknowledge to be just.
There is, however, ingenuity, as I observed above, in the fourth
paragraph of Addison’s definition; in the observation, that “good
breeding is a kind of artificial humanity, or, in other words, (Addison
is mighty fond of expressing the same thing several different ways) an
imitation and mimickry of good nature.” “It is affability,
complaisance, and easiness of temper, reduced into an art.”
With his usual verbal redundance, he proceeds to tell us, “that these
exterior shews and appearances of humanity render a man wonderfully
popular and beloved, when they are founded upon real good nature; but,
without it, are like hypocrisy in religion, or a bare form of holiness,
which, when it is discovered, makes a man more detestable than professed
impiety.”
Now, this last appears to us a very mistaken assertion, astonishing from
a writer who had lived in the gay and busy world, and must have had
perpetual opportunities of perceiving, that politeness, so far from
making an ill-natured man more detestable, is the only thing which can
render him supportable. It is a silver cord, whose firmness we may
trust; secure that, in the social hour, it will bind the malevolent
passions at the bottom of the polite man’s heart, and prevent them from
darting out upon our self-esteem, and upon the pleasures of
conversation.
We think this author no less mistaken when he supposes, upon the same
ground, that hypocrisy in religion makes people more detested than
professed impiety.
That such hypocrisy is more criminal than avowed disbelief, will be
granted, because it adds falsehood to the ingratitude of irreligion; but
surely, however odious, it is in the eyes of men less offensive than
avowed impiety, which defies every law, both human and divine, which
insults the understanding, and shocks the sensibility of the better part
of mankind.
Religious hypocrisy, at least, evinces respect for the institution it
takes the trouble of seeming to venerate, and spares the always implied
stigma of weak credulity, which the scoff of the infidel throws upon
such as avow faith in their religion, and trust in its promises.
So it is with the politeness of an ill-natured man. We are conscious
that he is likely enough to satirize our words, and misrepresent our
actions. But, as his character is known, the good will probably despise
his malice, and not think worse of us for its effusions in our
disfavour, and we shall not be insulted with the visible marks of his
contempt. We shall mingle with him in society without terror lest our
delicacy should be brutally lacerated. We have, therefore, internal
evidence that the decision of this writer is erroneous, and that good
breeding is an admirable substitute for good nature, where the genuine
virtue cannot be found.
After reprobating this substitute, our author, instead of exhorting us
to acquire the reality, while we scorn the seeming, declares, that
“nothing is capable of forcing up this good quality in the mind where
it does not grow of itself; that it is one of the blessings of an happy
constitution, which education may improve, but not produce.”
How impolitic, how strange is this assertion, proceeding from the pen of
a professed moralist! since it totally does away the virtue of good
nature, reducing it to a mere involuntary propensity, and teaching the
naturally fierce and implacable to despair of being able to humanize
their temper; nay, even persuading them to scorn the adoption of those
manners, by which it might be restrained from disturbing the peace of
the company in which they mix.
I trust Mr Addison is wholly mistaken on this subject; that, though it
proves a much more arduous task to destroy the malignant passions than
to restrain their imperious sallies in public, yet that reason and
religion may, in time, render a disposition naturally morose, gentle,
forbearing, and benevolent.
It is disclaiming the free agency of man, it is fatalism, to urge that
any vice, however inherent in our natures, is unconquerable. It would be
thought no excuse for debauchery, that a man should tell us he is
naturally lascivious, gluttonous, and greedy of wine; for injustice,
that he has an innate covetousness; and, for murder, that he is
constitutionally cruel. And yet, if native ill propensities of every
kind are not to be subdued, he is more unfortunate than criminal.
Addison is declaiming very superficially through this paper, strangely
inattentive to the deduction which necessarily proceeds from his
assertion. Nobody will suspect him of being intentionally an enemy to
the interests of morality. Certainly he would have been one of the first
to controvert the doctrine, that nothing is capable of forcing up
chastity, temperance, justice, and mercy, in any human bosom, where they
are not natives of the soil; and yet every evil propensity must be alike
conquerable, though some may, with more difficulty than others, be
overcome.
Good nature, as defined, and justly defined, by this author, is but
another word for that charity which the gospel so strongly inculcates,
since he tells us, that “a being, whose best actions must be seen (as he
oddly expresses it) with some grains of allowance, cannot be too mild,
moderate, and forgiving; that, amongst all the monstrous characters in
human nature, there is none so odious, so exquisitely ridiculous, as
that of a severe and rigid temper in a worthless man.”
Mildness and sweetness of manners, under the name of charity, are, by
the gospel, considered of so much importance, that, without them, every
other virtue is declared unavailing; and it is there more frequently and
more fervently inculcated than any other duty. For what purpose
inculcated, if, where it is not inherent, it cannot be obtained? And
why does a moral philosopher praise and teach us to admire a good
quality, which he tells us either exists constitutionally, or does not
exist at all? Since, if that assertion be true, our admiration cannot
edify or avail us any thing.
But let us, judging in this instance better for ourselves, hope and
believe, that an originally ill-natured being may, by the force of
reason, and by the consciousness how much it is his duty as a Christian,
and his interest as a member of society, soften and illuminate these
rigid and dark propensities, till he changes their nature into mildness
and universal good will.
Addison allows the possibility of an ill-natured man being polite.
Surely he should have reflected that we are creatures of habit, and that
it is a great step gained to become capable of restraining a bad
disposition, from any motive whatever:
“For, seeming blest, we grow to what we seem.”
Why should this celebrated moralist deny to reason and religion the
power of influencing the ill-natured to become genuinely benevolent,
since he allows that the force of education, and of social policy, are
sufficient to induce them to assume those manners which imitate
benevolence? and surely an higher degree of self-interest, the interest
of their eternal welfare, might still more forcibly lead them to acquire
the real virtue.
In this same essay, the author makes an enthusiastic eulogium on a trait
of parading benevolence, instanced by Xenophon, in his imaginary
character of an excellent monarch. It is here produced by Addison, as an
illustration of the beauty of that generous virtue; the merit of which
virtue, the immediately preceding sentence, in that Spectator, had
wholly done away. Behold the sublime instance of refined humanity!
A great prince desires, on his death-bed, that, instead of being, after
the custom of the ancients, enshrined in gold and silver, his body may
be buried in the ground; that, while his soul was returned to him who
gave it, his corporeal part, mingling with the earth, might become
beneficial to mankind.
In my opinion, this request disgraces, by its frivolity, the greatness
of genuine benevolence. A sumptuous monument for him, whose life had
been polluted by vice, is monstrous; and it is ridiculous when it covers
the remains of one whose existence had passed away without exertion,
however unstained by flagrant vices. But a splendid tomb, when it keeps
alive the remembrance of the virtuous, has a tendency to induce men to
imitate that excellence, which their curiosity had led them to
contemplate. The seeing its memory thus honourably perpetuated, is
likely to be of much more benefit to mankind than the remote, the
trivial, the ludicrous advantage procured by a single carcass producing,
after a long process of putrefaction, a few paltry vegetables.
I apprehend that the request is not only ridiculous, when alleged as “an
instance of that overflowing humanity which could not have entered into
the imagination of any writer who had not a soul filled with great
ideas,” but that the idea itself is unphilosophic. The human frame in a
putrescent state, mingling with the earth, is, I have heard, more likely
to become a nuisance than a benefit to the living; and the consumption
of dead bodies on the funeral pile is alleged to have been a custom
highly advantageous to the health of the ancients. So we will take our
leave of this panegyric on carrot and turnip generosity, which was not,
after all, likely to produce good carrots and turnips.
It is too late to discuss other subjects. Good night!
Lichfield, Feb. 1764.
I enter my protest totally, yes totally, against the decision at your
late conversation respecting Shakespeare’s supposed deficiency in
tenderness and fire, when he speaks in the character of a lover, and
concerning his want of intimacy with the nature of the most prevalent of
all the passions.
Surely his advocate in your circle ought not to have given up an inch of
ground on this subject; not allowed that Shakespeare’s lovers were an
atom less natural, less animated, than his kings, his princes, his
heroes, or his statesmen.
That, in the enamoured character, he is often seduced into jingling a
rhyme, and playing with a verbal conceit, is true; but I think it is not
true that his lovers, more frequently than his other personages, turn
out of the path of nature and passion, to follow those will-a-wisps of
the fancy.
It appears to me, that Shakespeare often conveys more truly impassioned
affection in a very few words, or in a short sentence, than are
contained in most of the florid harangues of our modern dramatists, and
this even where the passion between the sexes is not meant to be the
master-tint of the portrait.
To give an instance,—Coriolanus comes not forward in Shakespeare’s
play, any more than in history, as an impassioned lover or husband, but
as the insulted hero, who violently, though not ignobly, revenges
himself upon his ungrateful country; and yet the author makes us feel,
in four lines, that, however patrician haughtiness and jealous honour
might be the leading traits in the character of Coriolanus, yet that
love, love of the most fervent kind, struggled with them for dominion in
that proud heart, and obtained a final triumph.
You remember the scene in which the mother and wife of the banished
consul bear to him, at Corioli, the supplicating embassy of humbled
Rome, after he had led the Volscians triumphant to her very gates, was
made the enemy’s general, and styled Coriolanus.
Listen to the stern and injured warrior, when he first beholds these
formidable interposers, and judge if Shakespeare uniformly considered
the passion of love as of weak and subordinate influence in the conduct
of life. The fair ambassadors appear at the moment in which he is
solemnly declaring that he will not listen to any farther overtures from
his thankless country; and he proceeds:—
“Ha! what shout is this?
Shall I be tempted to infringe my vow
At the same time ’tis made?—I will not.——
My wife comes foremost—then the honour’d mould
In which this trunk was framed; and in her hand
The grandchild to her blood!—But out affection!
All bond and privilege of nature break!
Let it be virtue to be obstinate!—--[Virgilia curtsies.
What is that curtsy worth?—or those dove’s eyes,
Which can make gods forsworn?”
After farther endeavours to stimulate his own resistance, he grows
tender again, exclaiming,—
———— O! for a kiss,
Long as my exile!—sweet as my revenge!
Does Shakespeare want intimacy with the tender passions? Affection
triumphs;—Coriolanus yields; and is murdered by the Volscians for what
they consider as his apostasy.
* * * * * * * * *
Lichfield, Feb. 1764.
From a reputed connoisseur in the fine arts, I can present you with an
observation, which is a perfect counterpart to the late decision you
transmitted to me from the literary party at Lady B——’s, concerning
Shakespeare’s lack of skill in conceiving and uttering amorous
sentiments.
This connoisseur maintained, last night, in our drawing-room, amidst a
large company, that Handel wanted delicacy and tenderness in his
compositions; yes, he advanced it, though familiar with the elegant and
enamoured sweetness which breathes through all the strains of the
delicious Acis and Galatea;—with the “Return, O God of Hosts,”—the
“Pious Orgies,”—“O Sleep, why dost thou leave me,”—“Father of
Heaven;”—and, in short, with a countless number of accompanied
recitatives and airs, which equally display an unmatched talent for
melting softness and tender persuasion.
The ingenious Mr S——, whose fine voice and perfect expression do so
much justice to the vocal music of Handel, was on my side in warmly
defending the claims of that great master to an equal degree of
excellence in the delicate and pathetic, as in the spirited and sublime
composition. It was acknowledged that we came off victorious in that
controversy.
After the dispute was closed, I mentioned a circumstance that gives an
uncommon degree of credit to one of Handel’s pathetic songs. A deceased
clerical friend of my father’s had given his female, as well as his male
children, literary educations, though he could not leave them fortunes.
One of these daughters passed a few days with us when I was in my
sixteenth year, in her road to town, whither she was going, in order to
superintend the education of two little girls of consequence, whose
mother had then lately died.
The governess-elect was not much more than twenty; her figure low, and
ill formed; her complexion pale, and of an olive tint; her face flat;
her mouth wide; and she had so extreme a squint, that one eye appeared
almost turned into her head. With this repulsive exterior, she had a
very pleasing address; her tone of voice, in speaking, was interesting,
and there was an attic spirit in her conversation.
She went with us to pass an evening at Mr Howard’s, where it is always
so pleasant to pass evenings. After supper, the moon shining splendidly
upon the gloom of a calm night, it was proposed that we should adjourn
to a pretty arched grotto, formed of shells and fossils, in this
gentleman’s garden. The grotto stands on the edge of a little velvet
lawn, planted with shrubs and trees, which have clumps of flowers around
their base. This lawn slopes down to a large pool, and, as we do not see
its termination, it appears from the grotto like a considerable river.
The moon was shedding a shower of diamonds in the water, and edging with
silver the highest leaves of the trees. Singing was proposed while we
were in the grotto; and our agreeable guest being solicited, favoured us
with the two single verses of that beautiful duet in Athaliah:
“Cease thy anguish, smile once more,
Let thy tears no longer flow!”
Her voice was of the most liquid softness, and she expressed those
honied and ever-soothing notes in a style the most enchantingly
touching. Tears of delight streamed down my cheeks as I listened, and I
fancied it impossible to feel an anguish so keen as might not be soothed
and comforted by the persuasive sweetness with which she uttered,
“No!—No!
Let thy tears no longer flow!” ——&c.
When the song was over, Mr H——d exclaimed, “My dear young lady,
whenever you shall wish to subdue a heart, let this song be your weapon
of attack, and it will be impossible you should meet an invulnerable
shield.”
When we returned to the stronger light of the candles, in the
supper-room, all the personal defects of the syren were vanished; at
least, I saw them no longer.
In a few weeks after, we heard that Mr L—— had married his children’s
governess, and that the bride and groom had travelled through Shrewsbury
to their seat in Wales, with a superb equipage, and a great retinue of
servants.
A friend of mine, intimate with Mrs L——’s sister, has since told me,
that when this lucky young woman had been about a month in Mr L——’s
family, as governess, (yet, as she had properly stipulated, treated by
himself and his company as a gentlewoman,) the house being full of
guests, it was one evening proposed that the song should go round. When
the governess was called upon, she sung the very air whose witching
sweetness had, in the grotto, taken prisoner every faculty of my young
imagination.
Her sister told my friend, that was the first time Mr L—— had heard
her sing. He had shewn little attention to the charms of her
conversation. The emanations of genius and of knowledge are, to the
generality of what are called polite men and women, but as colours to
the blind. We do not find it so with vocal music; where there is any
ear, it speaks to the passions, and their influence is universal.
The next morning, Mr L—— offered to the acceptance of the songstress,
in his own proper person, an attractive figure, a creditable degree of
intellect, at least for a man of fashion, a good character, and a
splendid fortune.
If Handel had wanted sweetness and delicacy in his strains, it is not
probable that such great effect would have been produced by an air of
his, warbled through lips so little Medicean.
I inclose a little musical recipe for love-sick melancholy. The first
verse is an old ditty to a gay and pleasing tune. The remaining stanzas
are mine, following the lead of the original in its pretty, though
quaint idea. I have found not only pleasure, but use, in singing to
myself, as I worked or walked, these anti-sorrowful strains. They impart
that exhilaration of spirits to a young female heart, beneath the
experienced fickleness of the other sex, which wine is said to produce
in the slighted swain, and without the mischiefs of ebriety, and with
more permanent counteraction to weak despondence.
But, to any thing resembling despondence, my regrets never amounted, or
they had been past the reach of a sing-song restorative. In truth, they
had no darker hue than a little pensive and peevish languor, stealing at
intervals over my cheerfulness; yet why should I suffer the slightest
dejection to pale, for an instant, the fires of my youth? Too glowing
are my friendships for my heart to stand in need of nourishing the dull
lamp of fruitless love, lest its mansion should grow chill and dreary
from the frost of indifference.
Quenched then, for ever, be this sickly flame!—and surely, the gentler
and more cheering influence of unmixed amity and universal benevolence,
which make the good of numbers their own, shall more than supply its
place, and more than recompence its extinction.
“Florio, by all the powers above,
Plighted to me eternal love;
And, as a rose adorned my breast,
He on a leaf the vow imprest!
But, while the winds did round us play,
Vow, leaf, and promise, blew away!”
For this, when summer mornings glow,
O! shall I veil their beams in woe?
And, mid the rosy hours of youth,
Weep and repine o’er vanish’d truth?
No! let me hail the shining day,
Blithe as the lark that meets its ray.
Beauty and health have joys, that prove
Balm for the wounds of slighted love;
And, when a faithful lover gains
The heart, a false one’s pride disdains,
Ungrateful Damon may deplore
What vain regret shall ne’er restore.
Julia to Florio then shall say,
“Vow, leaf, and promise, blew away!”
And to those winds I gave my grief,
That bore the love-recorded leaf;
Nor do I chide the gales or thee,
Since thou art false—and I am free!
And till return those hours of prime,
Borne on the onward stream of Time,
Yes, till the spring restores to me
That very leaf inscribed by thee,
Scorning thy sighs, shall Julia say,
“Vow, leaf, and promise, blew away!”
You will, perhaps, observe, that this spirited little song does not
exactly suit the nature of an attachment which was never plighted; nay,
whose very existence was hardly, by either party, confessed to the
other. No matter! it is joyous, and it cheers my spirits; it is
triumphant, and it liberates my heart!
Adieu!
Lichfield, April 1764.
At last he is here,—this brother elect!—We had heard of his being
arrived in London a week before; but he fixed not with his sister the
period at which she would see him, mentioning business that might detain
him more than a fortnight.
My mother had engaged half Lichfield to play at cards with her on
Wednesday se’nnight. About one o’clock that day, Mrs Porter sent to
inform us, that her brother was that instant arrived, and would
accompany her hither to tea. She was one of the party engaged here, so
neither of them could be ignorant that, upon this plan, the first
interview must be witnessed by twenty pair of curious eyes. But it was
not for us to make that an objection. Unluckily, Mrs Porter’s
recommendation had transpired, and was become a card-table theme.
Nothing can be a secret if my father is to know it, so frank are his
communications. We had been unpleasantly conscious of this publicity.
On the message being delivered, sweet Sarah’s serenity became
considerably discomposed during a few minutes. “Some natural tears she
dropt;” but soon smiled them away. The elements seemed in unison with
her feelings; for the sun was just then looking mildly through one of
those vernal showers in which the present April has been so rich. Look,
love, said I, that calm and gilded rain promises flowers and fruits in
abundance; may those kindred tears prepare thy mind, as that shower
prepares the earth, for the flowers and fruits of wedded happiness!
I stood by her toilet while she dressed. It was with no particular
attention. If she was longer about that operation than usual, it was
from absence, not from solicitude. She sighed often; and once or twice
exclaimed,—“Ah! Heaven!” in a pensive and languid tone, and with an
emphatic shake of the head, as she put on her light hat and ribbands.
“Bless me!” said I, “one would think thou wert adorning a victim, and
not a mistress. If that idea has passed across thy mind, prithee, put a
stop to this business at once!—Study a pretty harangue of dismissal,
full of esteem, wayward heart, and so forth.”
Behold us then in the drawing-room. Every body arrived, except the most
interesting among the guests.—A loud rap at the hall door! A deep
carmine spread over my Sarah’s cheek, not generally crimson.
“That cheek, a stranger to the rose,
That best in ruddy milk-maids glows;
The courtlier lily opens there,
With all that’s soft, and all that’s fair.”
Restrained smiles pursed up the face of many a waning virgin of the
company, till it looked like a thin pikelet, half toasted.
The drawing-room door opens!—and in rustles, in all the pomp of blue
and white tissue and Brussels lace; and with the most satisfied air, our
honest friend, Mrs Porter, led by the intended,—a thin, pale personage,
somewhat below the middle height, with rather too much stoop in the
shoulders, and a little more withered, by Italian suns, than are our
English sober bachelors, after an elapse of only forty years, in a black
velvet coat, and a waistcoat richly embroidered with coloured flowers
upon gold tissue; a bag wig, in crimp buckle, powdered white as the
new-shorn fleece.
An unfortunate idea of a mountebank doctor, produced by the black velvet
coat and gold waistcoat, gave me some difficulty in managing my risible
muscles.
Mr Porter’s features are not irregular; his teeth very fine, though in a
mouth which, being rather concave than convex, seldom shews them, and he
looks extremely clean. The great desideratum, perceived at first view,
is the air of a gentleman, which I have often seen liberally and
gracefully diffused about some of our English merchants. It was here in
vain to look for it; neither did the tone of his voice, in speaking,
please me. These are, in my estimation, most important personalities;
mind having so much to do in producing the one, and in harmonizing the
other.
You know the Lichfield young women do not play at cards. Six or seven of
us were loitering at the windows and round the card-tables,—expectation
too busy with us for us to be busy with our needles. The beau was
presented by his sister to every one in turn, and judiciously made no
particular address to my sister. He said, gallantly enough, that he had
pleasure in seeing his native country the richest in beauty of any
nation through whose cities he had passed.
Our glowing Nannette was there, with her large and languishing hazle
eyes, warm cheek, and the tender fascination of her smile. Eliza W——,
in all her acquiline beauty, and with that air of grandeur, though
hardly yet sixteen, whose form so often reminds me of a passage in
Ossian: “Lovely, with her raven-hair, is the white-bosomed daughter of
Sorglan.” She also, whose charms are in their summer-ripeness, whose
name seems to have been prophetic of her seldom-equalled beauty, the
celebrated Helen White; yet has her cast of countenance more of
Raphael’s Madona, than of that less-chastened loveliness with which
imagination invests the faithless wife of Menelaus.
Miss A—— also was in the group; of shape correct, and of air
sprightly, with my sister, the fair bride-elect, whose form is so light
and elegant, whose countenance has so much modest intelligence, and, by
her side, Honora, “fresh and beautiful as the young day-star, when he
bathes his fair beams in the dews of spring.” Often, when Mr Porter’s
attention was otherwise engaged, she looked up in my sister’s face with
eyes moistened by solicitous tenderness.
This dear child will not live; I am perpetually fearing it,
notwithstanding the clear health which crimsons her cheek and glitters
in her eyes. Such an early expansion of intelligence and sensibility
partakes too much of the angelic, too little of the mortal nature, to
tarry long in these low abodes of frailty and of pain, where the
harshness of authority, and the impenetrability of selfishness, with the
worse mischiefs of pride and envy, so frequently agitate by their
storms, and chill by their damps, the more ingenious and purer spirits,
scattered, not profusely, over the earth.
This child seems angel before she is woman; how consummate shall she be
if she should be woman before she is actually angel! What delight must
then result to me from the consciousness that my sister and myself have
been instrumental in the cultivation of talents and of virtues, in
which the imagination, the sensibility, and warm disdain of every
grovelling propensity, which are, I flatter myself, characteristic of
one monitress, shall be united with the sweetness, the unerring
discretion, and self-command of the other! She will, by all those who
know how to appreciate excellence, be acknowledged, like Miranda, “to
have been formed of every creature’s best.”
But how I have wandered from a subject, certainly more important to me
at present, even than all the (perhaps) flattering promises which the
future makes in the glance, the tear, the smile of my Honora! Yet it is
one thing to be important to one’s feelings, and another to bear them
away on the light wings of heart-expanding Hope. But descend, thou
excursive pen, from these visionary altitudes, upon the firm, though not
flowery ground, of this projected marriage!
After tea, Mr Porter talked and attended chiefly to me. Declining cards,
and my father and mother engaged in them, it became a duty of politeness
to shew attention to some of the family he came to visit. It must have
distressed my sister to have been singled out for this purpose. Yet, so
prone are folk to gather opinions, as they gather flowers, from the
surface, instead of implanting them in their minds, by taking them up
from the roots, that I saw in the half-suppressed, but significant
smiles of our guests, that they thought the elder sister likely to bear
away the Hymeneal wreath from the milder brow of the appointed fair-one.
Our party broke up at nine. Mr and Mrs Porter supped, by engagement,
with their relation, Mr White. A few of my mother’s intimates, with our
beauteous Helen, staid supper here. The instant the brother and sister
were decamped, every body spoke at once, and all in jocose invective
upon your poor friend’s mischievous eyes, as they called them.
Sarah, smiling, claimed of me the promise I had asked of her, viz. that
she might accompany me into Italy. She claimed it with a rising blush,
and a tremulous motion in the eye-lid, visible only to my searching
glance, “which knows each line and trick of her sweet countenance;” but
to that glance it discovered a little latent chagrin, so natural to the
delicacy of virgin-pride.
Ah! sweet one, thought I, thou wilt never go into Italy under the Porter
auspices, if thou goest not a principal of the party. However, you may
be sure no such premature and needless assertion escaped my lip; yet,
vexed at an undiscerning idea of such apparently general influence, I
warmly declaimed upon its absurdity.
Honora gazed upon me while I was speaking, with eyes which bore animated
assent to my protest, and then turned them, with a smile of scorn, upon
the group, who were interrupting me with laughing, but earnest and
clamorous dissention. Throwing my arms round Honora’s neck, and kissing
her, I exclaimed, “Here is this child looking down upon you all as the
idlest dupes existing, to a style of behaviour which, being otherwise,
the man must have had too coarse a mind for the endurance of a woman of
delicacy.” Helen vowed she would find it all out at her uncle W——’s.
We shall know, added she, what our Italian prince thinks of these rival
sisters. “Rival!” I could have beat her.
Conceive this provoking Helen, rushing in as we were at breakfast, the
ensuing day, her fine face all in a glow, her hands spread: “It is
verily, and even so!—this irresistible madame Anne! Sarah must wear the
willow, but I think it will not be with a very aching heart.” “No,
indeed!” said the sweet maid, with a look of blended, or rather
instantaneously changing sensation, the result of which was ineffable.
It was a gleam of disdain, immediately softening into the most
affectionate sweetness, as her eyes remained fixed on me.
I asked Helen on what grounds she built her mighty probable conclusion.
“My uncle W——,” replied she, “told me he had asked Mr Porter how he
liked Mr and Mrs Seward?” “Extremely!” “And Miss Seward?” “I think her
charming.” (And Helen ran on in a string of hyperbole which I have no
inclination to repeat.) “The youngest?”—“She seems a modest, pleasing
young woman.”
“Now, for all this,” cried out Honora, “I don’t believe he likes Nancy
best.” I called her wiser than the aged, and grew so saucy to my mother,
that she looked grave, and took her pinch of snuff first at one nostril,
and then at the other, with swift and angry energy, and her eyes began
to grow dark and to flash. ’Tis an odd peculiarity; but the balls of my
mother’s eyes change from brown into black, when she feels either
indignation or bodily pain.
Reports of this imaginary preference of the eldest sister spread rapidly
through our little city; and, before night, it was asserted that he had
made proposals in form to Miss Seward.
Messages of enquiry concerning our healths only passed between us and
the Porters through the course of that day; but, at eleven the next
morning, the brother and sister called upon us to go with them to Mrs
Porter’s new house, just built, but not yet inhabited. He looked much
better; the mountebank had vanished with the black velvet. Helen joined
our party. Mr Porter’s whole attentions were devoted to Sarah; and
Honora and I exulted not a little over Helen about her prediction. He
took an opportunity of frankly offering his hand and heart to her
acceptance, ere we reached home, where he passed the remainder of the
day with us.
The general misconstruction of his civility to me had been much in his
favour. Hence maiden-pride was busy with its whisper, that now
rejection, on her part, would be deemed dislike on his, and preference
of another. So this circumstance acted as a powerful counterpoise to the
quack-doctor impression given by the black velvet and fine waistcoat,
which I had not been able to forbear imparting to her. She owned her
heart had recoiled a little from the unusual tout-ensemble produced by
those habiliments. How much better did he look in his brown coat!
Behold him an accepted lover! and a very pressing one. He wants to hurry
the nuptials, saying he must be in Italy before winter. I am afraid I
see about him an impolite impatience of contradiction; a proud, not an
enamoured jealousy, and a considerable degree of peevishness. Heaven
protect my sweet Sarah’s peace!
When people are tolerably happy, how dangerous is a material change in
the habits of life! Ah! what halcyon days have this dear girl and I
passed with our little Honora, beneath the fair spires of tranquil
Lichfield! How immaterial were the clouds of an horizon so azure! Some
violence of temper, and vapourish despondency, from causes provokingly
trivial, on my mother’s part, some absurdities on my father’s; yet, left
so much to ourselves, and perfectly aware of the value of time, how
interesting have been our employments, how animated our pleasures!
You enquire after the duration of my enfranchisement from the fetters of
love. My heart has not resumed them; but, indeed, all its sensations
have, of late, been absorbed in my sister’s impending destiny.
The continual disgust you express to the joyless crowds and dissipation
of London, is worthy of an ingenuous mind, to which domestic pleasures
are, above all others, dear. Remember you have a relation in Lichfield,
who would be happy to receive you into her family.
In the dread of disappointment, I hardly dare trust myself with an idea
so agreeable, which flatters me with seeing you every day, and often all
the day, when I am in England.
In England!—Ah! now that my continental vision approaches its
realization, I begin to tremble at the thought how large a tract of seas
and shores, mountains and plains, must shortly divide me from the home
of my youth!—from my parents!—from my dear Honora!—That, during two
long years, I shall not see the rising sun slant his beams into the lake
of Stowe Valley, or change into pale gold the stone of the cathedral
turrets. Yet, though tempted, like the swallows, into warmer climates
afar off, my wings, any more than theirs, will not be cropt. I can fly
back again when I please. But Sarah, my dear Sarah! she must be borne
back by permission, and in a cage! a golden one, ’tis true, but still a
cage.
However, if she enters it, most voluntary will be that entrance. After
my mother, good literal being, had ceased her expressions of wonder that
he could so distinguish her Anna, yet like her Sarah best, she desired
she would reject Mr Porter’s addresses, if they were not perfectly
agreeable to her. She sent for my father, and desired him to join her in
this request, which he did willingly and earnestly; and since, on some
alarming appearances of a fretful and despotic disposition, they have
warmly and solemnly adjured her to break off the affair. But, alas! she
is became attached, and partial to him in the extreme.
By this generous adjuration, our parents have proved themselves really
parents, making their child’s happiness their first object. Whenever it
is otherwise, a miserable proof is exhibited of human depravity.
Adieu! adieu!—This Hymeneal gale begins to blow cold and ungenial upon
my once warm hopes, and “all their fires grow pale.”
Lichfield, June 2, 1764.
O! my kind friend, this dear creature is dangerously ill!—a violent
fever! Thursday next was fixed for her marriage. About three o’clock
yesterday morning, I was awakened by her taking my hand, and telling me
that she was very ill. Her dear hands felt of a parching heat, and so
did her forehead and temples.
I called assistance instantly. We are all very much alarmed. Medicine
has hitherto unsuccessfully contended with the disease, which I am
afraid gains ground instead of abating. Her spirits have been too much
hurried for a constitution so delicate. Yet her youth!—I must hope, for
O! I cannot endure the thoughts of her being torn from us!
We are a sad, sad family—distracted with fears, that we dare not
communicate to each other. I will not, while any hope remains, send away
this letter; that, if it please Heaven to restore the dear sufferer, you
may be spared those grievous apprehensions which your sympathy will
excite, should you know our situation before you are informed that its
terrors are removed.
Thursday Morning.—Congratulate me, dearest Emma!—the intended
bridal-day has arisen auspiciously, averting from my Sally’s bosom the
arrows of death, whose aim has been deprecated with our prayers and
tears. There is a remission in this cruel fever;—a balmy moisture upon
her temples, bosom, and hands. She breathes freely; is able to sit up in
an arm-chair; to smile with her wonted serenity, and cheerfully to tell
us that she shall soon be well.
Parched and exhausted as I was with weeping and watching through four
days and nights, hope has proved a restoring cordial. I leave you, that
I may refresh myself by combing my dishevelled hair, and washing from my
eye-lids the traces of those bitter tears.
Thursday Night.—O! my friend, our hopes are vanished!—While I was
changing my gown, and preparing to carry neatness and a cheerful
countenance to my dear sister’s arm-chair, she relapsed;—the fever came
back with redoubled violence!
In the distraction with which the servants fled different ways to recall
the medical people, there was no thought of me. Nobody came near my
apartment to reveal the sad tidings, and I entered the sick room with
all the alacrity of hope. What did I behold there?—Alas! my precious
sister sunk back in her bed, just recovering from a fainting fit!—sweet
Honora supporting with her arm the dear sufferer’s head, her silent
tears falling, in large drops, upon her Sally’s pillow; my father and
mother standing by the bed-side, the deepest woe in their countenance.
Mr Porter sitting in the window, leaning upon his hand, which covered
his forehead.
The dear creature opened her languid eyes, and, looking at me
earnestly,—“My Nancy, you are dressed—are you going out?—do not leave
me long.”—“Alas, no! there was no thought of going out. I left you, my
love, to put on clean clothes, that I might look comfortable to you,
flattering myself that you were greatly better; nobody came to tell me
that you were not so well again.”
She sighed, and waved her dear hand emphatically, as if she had
said,—The days of our happiness here are passed away!
Saturday Morning.—Ah!—she has grown worse and worse, though by slow
degrees. Dr D. says, when the fever returned, it was with a fatal change
in its nature, from inflammatory to putrid, and that he has very little
hope of saving her. O! my friend, may your heart never feel the anguish
with which mine is at this instant torn!
How much would Mr Porter be to be pitied if he had strong
sensibilities!—so near calling such a blessing his, and to have it thus
torn from him! but his sensations seem more like vexation than grief.
My father’s sanguine and cheerful disposition will not suffer him to
think his darling so ill as she too surely is. My mother, my poor
mother!—she has heard that a clergyman in Worcestershire, of the name
of Bayley, has frequently administered James’ Powder with success, in
very dangerous cases.
She has just sent a chaise and four full speed, to conjure him to return
hither in it, on an errand of life or death. We have all eagerly caught
at this possibility, and are flattering ourselves with hopes which, I
fear, are but as the straws at which drowning wretches catch. Is it
likely that a private gentleman should know a better method of
administering that medicine than a physician of D.’s acknowledged skill?
Sunday.—Mr Bayley is come; he arrived at ten this morning. The
instant he came into the room, my mother rushed to him, and, falling on
her knees, clasped her arms wildly around him, exclaiming, in the
piercing accent of anguish,—“Dear angel-man, save my child!”
He burst into floods of humane tears, as he raised her from the ground.
They went instantly into the sick chamber—but O! he gives us not more
hope than Dr D. If the fever had but continued inflammatory!—but here
all evacuation is pernicious. He joins the doctor in advising musk
medicines instead of the powders. Adieu! adieu!
Wednesday Morning.—I have hardly strength to tell you—it is
pronounced, she cannot survive this night; there is no balm in
Gilead!—Pray for us that we may be supported under this severe
chastisement of Almighty power!
Gotham, Nottinghamshire,
June 23, 1764.
I have sat almost an hour at the writing-table, my hands crossed upon
this paper, unable to take up the pen; that pen which I used to seize
with such glad alacrity, when it was to convey my thoughts to you! Now,
spiritless, afflicted, weary, my mind presents only scenes of mournful
recollection; or, hovering over the silent and untimely grave of my
sister, perceives nothing but a drear vacuity.
Your last letter came to me when my heart laboured under one of the
keenest paroxysms of its late anguish. The funeral bell was tolling, and
the dear, dear remains were everlastingly passing away from our
habitation. Six of her young companions, in white raiment, the emblem of
her purity, drowned in tears, bore, with trembling hands, the pall that
covered that dim form, which, but a little, little fortnight before,
had walked amidst them with the light step of youth and gaiety. Yes,
upon the very lawn over which they were then slowly walking in grieved
and awful silence, interrupted only by the solemn death-bell.
Thus vanish our hopes!—thus cold is the bridal-bed of my dear sister!
No sun-beam shall pierce its dark recess, “till the last morn appear.”
In a few days after this sad scene was closed, we came hither, to the
village-retirement of my excellent uncle and aunt, Martin. Pious
tranquillity broods over the kind and hospitable mansion, and the balms
of sympathy, and the cordials of devotion, are here poured into our torn
hearts.
At times, I can scarce persuade myself that I shall see her no
more!—for O! how perfect was our amity! Upon that tender, instinctive
affection, which grew with our growth, was engrafted esteem the most
established, and confidence the most entire.—One bed!—one heart!—one
soul! Even the difference of our dispositions became a cement to our
friendship; her gentleness tempered my impetuosity; her natural
composure caught animation from her sister’s sprightliness;—“our
studies, our amusements, our taste the same.” O heavy, heavy loss! yet
bow thy stubborn grief, O my spirit! and remember the reason thou hadst
to fear for her happiness in that union, from which she was so awfully
snatched away.
Cut off, as she was, in the bloom of life, yet nothing could be more
resigned. Sickness, pain, and the extremest bodily weakness, had not
power to extinguish, or even to abate, the pure flame of her devotion;
yet all was calm and rational, for she had no delirium through the
course of her illness. When her eyes were closed to open no more; when
she seemed insensible to outward objects, she continued fervent in
prayer, nay, in thanksgiving to her God. She repeated the Lord’s prayer
often, and several verses out of the Scriptures which were applicable to
her expiring situation. In these repetitions, her voice, though low, and
interrupted by the pausings of weakness, was distinct. I am sure she had
a foretaste of the everlasting happiness which was soon to recompence,
ten thousand fold, the mortal struggle.
She expressed unwillingness to take the musk medicines, which, I am
afraid, were disagreeable to her. Yet, when my father and mother
solicited, she opened her mouth and swallowed them, without shewing any
more reluctance.
Her partial affection for me was almost the latest yearning of her
gentle spirit. As I sat by her weeping, the morning of the final day,
and saw her lie pale and stretched out, her sweet eyes unable to open,
she said, in a low voice, when we had all thought her invisible to
every earthly recollection,—“Speak, my Nancy; let me once more hear
that dear voice, ever welcome to me!”
O! how those words yet vibrate on my ear! I repeat them to myself many
times in every day and night, endeavouring to imitate the sweet mournful
accent in which they fell upon my soul with indelible impression.
My father was agonized by the loss of this, the darling of his heart;
but it is amazing how soon the native cheerfulness of his temper has
arisen from beneath the blow. My mother, at first, bore it better. She
directed the funeral; and the business which it created seemed to have
rendered her spirits collected, and to have dried the source of her
tears; but, when that was over, a deep severe dejection succeeded, which
nothing seems of power to comfort or to cheer.
My cousin, Miss Martin, is of my sister’s age, and was deservedly
beloved by her above all her other companions, next to myself and
Honora. She grieves for our loss and her own with passionate tenderness.
Honora, young as she is, has shared all my sorrow. If she is but spared
me, I shall not be quite bereaved. It will not be wholly in vain that I
shall say, Return, blest days! Adieu! adieu!
Gotham, Nottinghamshire,
June 27, 1764.
With what kind anxiety do you enquire of me if our sorrows soften? Mine
do soften, my dear creature; participation has been their balm.
Upon a pleasant grass-plat, in my uncle’s garden, stands a fine old
mulberry-tree, of extensive and luxuriant shade, beneath which we all
used to sit, reading and working, in the happy days that are flown.
There is an austerity in my mother’s grief, which, in a great measure,
keeps us silent in her presence. We see my father cheerful, and fear to
open afresh the wound of his heart, by even alluding to any thing which
must recall the image of her he has lost. So, in these summer heats, we
hasten to the mulberry shade. It is there that her name is ever on our
lips. We recollect her looks, her voice, her gesture, her sentiments. We
search for the passages in our poets of which she was most enamoured,
and her accents return upon our ear as we read them; and thus do we
extract the bitterness with which unpartaken sorrow broods over the
laceration of its tenderest ties.
How comfortable is it that we can pass many hours of every day exempt
from the intermixture of society with indifferent people, who would soon
be tired of this eternal looking-back to the past, and recalling the
image of the everlasting absent! They would fancy it right to force our
thoughts into other channels. Mistaken idea! which yet, against
experience, maintains its ground.
We are never weary of our heart-affecting theme, equally interesting to
all the three. It, in some measure, restores to us the angelic friend we
have lost. She seems yet to mix in our conversations. We take delight in
assuring ourselves that her spirit hovers round us, and receives a part
of its happiness from the consciousness how tenderly she is yet beloved,
how incessantly remembered by those who were dearest to her on earth.
Ah! I hope they will one day be re-united to her in a state, the
felicity of which will have its completion in the conviction of its
permanence!
Early next week I shall accompany my father to Eyam, his living in
Derbyshire. During the last week of our residence there, Mr Porter means
to join us, whom we left behind with his sister. After he has passed
some days with us there, we shall all re-assemble at Lichfield.—Changed
Lichfield! Ah! how miserably changed! With what different sensations, to
what I used to feel, shall I catch the first glimpse of its spires from
the neighbouring hills!—those spires, never till then, after absence,
beheld with less than rapture.
But, as to Derbyshire, I shall feel a mournful sweetness in returning to
the mountain-heights of that village, in whose bosom my sister and
myself first saw light, and where we sported away the hours of infancy
till I was six, she five, years old; and which we have re-visited
together of late years, passing frequently some of the summer months in
that romantic retreat.
Much, however, shall I lose in not having Honora with me, whom my mother
cannot spare, since my father has no gratification in recalling the
past, in “overtaking the wings of Time,” and in bringing back, arrayed
in all the softening hues of recollection,
————“the hours, the days,
The years, that saw us happy.”
I am afraid that men, in general, feel little of all this. Ah! rather
than my destiny should ever be united to one whose spirit is proof
against these pensive luxuries, may I never change the name my Sally
bore! lest the habit of suppressing sensibilities which cannot be
partaken, change the nature of that heart, on whose softness her image,
and the remembrance of her virtues, is so deeply impressed, and to which
you are unalienably dear.
P. S. This letter is short, but you shall hear from me more at large
after I get to Eyam.
Eyam, Derbyshire, July, 1764.
The fortnight, passed beneath my native rocks, has not elapsed without
interest. Little as I expected gratifications of that sort, the sorrows
of my heart have been soothed by sympathy.
There are some liberal-minded people in this village, by no means a
small one. Mr L—— is an excellent young man, intelligent and familiar
with the writings of our best authors. He was often the companion and
guide of our exploring rambles in this romantic country, when my father
used to be here during some weeks of the former summers, with both his
daughters. Mr L—— indulges me in recalling traces of my Sally amid the
rocks, and in the shady depths of those sequestered vallies which were
so dear to her taste.
But I have met with sympathy yet more animated and indulgent, in another
gentleman here, whose more advanced life, and the gayer manner in which
his youth was spent, little promised this softness of spirit. He is the
eldest son of the esquire of our village. The late Duke of Devonshire
procured him an ensign’s commission when he was only sixteen, and made
him page to the duchess when himself became lord-lieutenant of Ireland.
It happened that he was always with the regiment when I went to Eyam
after I grew up. Indeed I never, till now, saw him since the
commencement of my existence, when my father, in the triumph of parental
pleasure, took him, then a military youth scarce twenty, into the
nursery, and put me into his arms before I had been born three hours.
After a series of military services, behaving gallantly as aid-de-camp
to General Howard, in the last war, and obtaining the rank of major, Mr
W—— beat his sword into a ploughshare, and lives as a private
gentleman and justice of the peace, chiefly upon the income for which he
sold his commission, since a very large family, and his father’s
expensive habits, have left his patrimonial property small. He is joint
house-keeper with his sister, a widow lady of genteel fortune, whose
life has been eventful, and called forth uncommon exertions of that
prudence, spirit, and virtue, which adorn her character.
* * * * * * * * *
I spoke to you of our ride home last night by moonlight. Major W——,
and his sister, Mrs T——, accompanied my father and myself to dine and
sup with a friendly old bachelor, whose mansion is situated behind
yonder large and rocky mountain, that fronts, a quarter of a mile
distant, the window of the apartment in which I am now writing.
The good old bachelor’s retreat is defended on the west from wintry
storms by this immense hill, which rises immediately from the back part
of his house.—The house stands on a terrace, about half way down the
hill, shaded by that hill, and by the umbrage of luxuriant plantations,
from these scorching heats, which, since our arrival here, have been so
intense, and which are now darting their noon-tide fervours over our
mountains.
The front of Mr Oxley’s bowery little mansion overlooks a sweet
romantic, though narrow valley. The opposite hill is covered very richly
with woods, beautifully intermixed with sloping corn fields.—Above that
hill a vast ridge of rocks arises, over whose summits stretches the
black and dreary East Moor, which seems to give stern protection to the
cultivated and smiling scene beneath. My favourite river, the Derwent,
rolls its clear and amber waves in the bosom of this valley. The Derwent
waters are said to receive that tinge from the peculiar colour of the
clay on the hills amid which they rise. The banks of this river, along
its course through our romantic country, are every where shaded by a
fringe of shrubby underwood, alders, and nut-trees, whose overhanging
branches touch the waves as they wander by. The amber tint of the river
becomes this dark foliage, which is so luxuriant upon its banks, and
which changes a defect into a beauty.
The rural mansion I am describing, is low-roofed and long. It stands on
the brink of this lovely valley, which has a back-ground so wild,
desert, and sublime. A pretty grassy terrace, about ten yards broad, and
an hundred long, extends parallel with the front of the house, and then
the hill descends abruptly, and almost perpendicularly, to the river
side. Upon this terrace, and under the parlour windows, stand a row of
bee-hives. I am sure you love bees, for I love them infinitely. Their
cheerful, active industry; the order and regularity with which, in their
different departments, they promote the common good, must have attracted
the pleased attention of every mind which has any congeniality to
qualities so estimable.
When my sister and myself used to pass serene days in my uncle Astley’s
patriarchal habitation at Famhorn, near Lichfield, we often brought
chairs and our work upon the grass-plot, and sat by the hives, attentive
to the little busy creatures, and all their various occupations. We were
delighted to observe the legs of one loaded, as they returned to the
hive, with yellow wax; another with globules of water about their head,
legs, and wings; another with the richer, and more glutinous honey
which these insects draw up the tubes of the flowers with their little
proboscis.
It was then that we used so frequently to repeat those beautiful lines
in Milton which describe a beehive and its virtuous commonwealth:
——————————“The bees
In spring time, when the sun with Taurus rides,
Pour forth their populous youth about the hive
In clusters. They, among fresh dews and flowers,
Fly to and fro; or, on the smoothed plank,
The suburb of their straw-built citadel,
New rubb’d with balm, expatiate and confer
Their state affairs.”
What a divine poet is Milton!—The grace with which he speaks of common
and minute objects equals in its degree the sublimity of his demoniac
and angelic descriptions.
Picturesque scenery abounds every where in this country. Our own village
wants not its striking features, and boasts a Salvatorial dale and glen;
but attempting to describe them now, this letter would be longer than
suits my swiftly-wasting interval of leisure.
* * * * * * * * *
Lichfield, Aug. 1764.
How strange is it that I returned to Lichfield a whole month ago, and
have not written to you in the interim; not even acknowledged one of the
kindest and dearest of your letters! Alas! my averseness to take up the
pen yet remains undiminished.
You express a desire to know how we bore the tearing-open, as you
emphatically call it, of our recent wound, by a re-entrance beneath this
roof, over which the shadows of death had so lately brooded. We were all
of us deeply, my mother terribly, affected.
“In vain I looked around
O’er all the well-known ground,
My Sally’s wonted footsteps to descry!
Where oft we used to walk,
Where oft, in tender talk,
We saw the summer sun go down the sky;
Nor by yon fountain’s side,
Nor where its waters glide
Along the valley, can she now be found;
O’er all the pleasing prospect’s verdant bound,
No more my mournful eye
Can aught of her espy,
But the sad sacred earth, where her dear relics lie.”
Those charming lines of Lord Lyttleton’s are as a mirror, in which you
will see reflected the feelings of your Anna’s heart on returning to the
mansion of her youth and happiness; yet you needed it not; your heart
would suggest, your sensibility paint them.
But the pleasure of seeing my Honora again, of weeping upon her neck,
and of mingling our tears, was, and yet remains, a great and increasing
consolation.
It was an extreme effort of resolution to resume my apartment—the
scene, during many years, of pleasing hopes and perfect confidence;
during thirteen succeeding days and nights, the scene of dread suspense;
of the struggles of improbable hope against despair; of parental
anguish; of fond compassion, torturing because unavailing; of blasted
expectation; of expiring loveliness!
Immediately on my arrival, I desired my mother to allot me some other
room, for I should never, I said, be able to inhabit that again. She
observed, it was a charming apartment, and, consisting of three rooms,
was very convenient for my employments; that it would be better if I
could teach my heart to find satisfaction in seeing Honora occupy what
once was Sally’s dressing-room. I perceived the justness of the remark,
and felt a foretaste of the consolation which would result from that
last circumstance.
The dear girl, who was present, said, with a tender smile, “It may be
melancholy, but it will not be lonely; and surely the sooner you get
over the first shock of re-entering that apartment, the better; let us
go to the room your sister loved!”
Ah! exclaimed I, and wept, but it must be immediately then; long
preparation and reflection will but increase my reluctance.
We went up stairs; I hurried through the passage, moulding, in the
throes of anguish, Honora’s arm, on which I leaned. On opening the door,
the bed! the chairs! the bureau! the dressing-table! every separate
piece of furniture seemed to bear the stamp and image of her we have
lost.
We sat down, and wept during some time in passionate silence. Honora
then led me to the window, and made me observe how beautifully the
setting sun had gilded those spires, whose illumination our departed
friend used to contemplate with delight. She pointed out to me from
those windows, every pleasing object that my sister used to observe, and
said, “We will love them more than ever for her sake.”
At that instant I felt that in this apartment, of all other places, I
should be most contented, most consoled.
Honora proposed requesting my mother’s permission, as she had her friend
Miss Hammond with her, that we might sup where we were, without quitting
the room for an instant till the next morning.
With what an insight into the human passions is this dear creature
born! All that others gain from experience seems hers by intuition.
I inclose an elegy[3] which I wrote upon the late sad event, in the
course of a few days after my return home. Most part of it was composed
upon that pleasant terrace where we used to read and work on the calm
summer days!
Lichfield, Sept. 1764.
A silence longer than I proposed is, on my part, the less regretted,
because I have a near prospect of conversing with you personally. In
October, my long-existing wish is to be indulged of seeing the great
Babylon. It is true this desire slumbered the instant my Sally sickened,
but it has awakened beneath my mother’s proposal, that Nannette and
myself, accompanied by her father and Mrs A. S——, should pass a few
months in London. We are to have lodgings near your brother’s house
in —— Square.
Curiosity has no wish so fervent and interesting on this occasion, as
the hope of seeing and conversing with you, and of sharing with yourself
and Nannette the gratifications of the ear and eye. I shall leave my
mother with confidence, in the tender care and attention of Honora.
You will not expect to hear from me again in the interim, since I am to
set out, in a few days, for the habitation of one of the most
interesting and agreeable of women, with whom I shall reside till the
bustle of our races is overpast. On my return home, there will be a
necessity for my writing to several friends whom I am not soon to see.
You are not personally acquainted with this engaging Mrs L——, to whom
I am going, and who has changed her situation and place of abode,
without having changed her name, married, as she is, to her cousin, Mr
L——.
She was, during many years, some of which were prior to my existence,
the soul of every thing that was gay and agreeable at Lichfield.
Eclipsing all the women, she had many enemies amongst her own sex; and,
to say truth, though her temper was remarkably sweet, her wit was a
little unmerciful. She could not resist the temptation of amusing
herself and her company, with the awkwardness, the singularity, the
foibles, and the faults of her acquaintance. She could not spare them
even in those whom she loved, and with whose distress, of every kind,
she could sincerely sympathize.
A combination so uncommon, of softness and irony, gave rise to almost
universal accusations of insincerity from her own sex. The men forgave,
and indeed understood her better; imputing these sallies of raillery,
which spared no one’s absurdity, to their true cause, an irresistible
propensity to amuse the present company, and to inspirit the passing
moment.
Both sexes were drawn to her as by fascination; even those women who
were loudest in their invectives against the satire they dreaded. But
she was the model of them all respecting dress and fashion; and, in her
presence, envy and resentment were soothed, or laughed out of all their
acrimony.
She has married her kindred spirit as to wit. He has more than any
person I know, except herself.—In him it is such an absorbing
propensity, that, for my life, I could never find out whether or not he
had knowledge or taste for the arts, or for works of genius. He always
gives a jocose and generally a ludicrous turn to every subject, as it
arises. Such, at least, I have ever found him; but she can be as
agreeably serious as she is enchantingly lively; has read much more than
the generality of women; and, though without poetic talent, or critical
attention to that charming art, is alive to the beauties of poetic
composition.
Mr L——, the farthest in the world from being an enthusiast in any
other part of his character, has, from the time he was fourteen, loved
her with the Quixotism of former ages. Without hope for himself, he
beheld her successively engaged by several different rivals. David
Garrick was the lover of her early youth. When he quitted Lichfield to
become a theatrical adventurer, he had her promise to be his the instant
his situation became profitable, and brilliant enough to outweigh, in
the breast of her uncle, the objections to his profession. This uncle
had declared he would give his favourite niece five thousand pounds, if
she married with his consent. That is said to be the fortune which some
years afterwards he left her.
Contrary to her advice, the lover made premature proposals, and was
rejected with a disdain which his high spirit could not brook, though
the probable consequence of his own indiscretion. Ungenerously did he
resent her desire of postponing their union, rather than disoblige one
of the kindest friends and guardians, in her indulgent uncle, since she
foresaw that every proud objection would, in time, be over-borne and
lost in the blaze of his growing celebrity. But unreasonably mortified
pride on the part of the lover, and the charms of the fair Violetta,
obliterated the remembrance of those graces, once so passionately
adored. I was not in being at this period, but I learned the
circumstances, partly from my mother, and partly from Mrs L—— herself,
some years before she married, when, in my dawning womanhood, she
honoured me with her friendship and confidence.
After David Garrick’s marriage, from amidst an herd of admirers, and
several rejected lovers, she resigned her attention to two gentlemen in
succession, who would either of them have been an eligible connection.
What prevented their taking place, I do not exactly know; but imagine,
that, being conscious of possessing an heart as capable of feeling
passion as her talents and graces were of inspiring it, she durst not,
when standing on the brink, dare to leap the matrimonial gulph,
unassisted by that potent little deity ordained to rule her fate.
Behold this heart of hers once again delivered, with all its vivacity,
and all its softness, to a Mr Y——s, one of the most lovely and
engaging of men; but he had a rich, covetous, and obstinate old
relation, who, declaring that gentleman his heir, had other and higher
views for him.
As he was old and invalid, our lovers thought it prudent to wait an
event that seemed probable and near, rather than disoblige a wretch who
would assuredly have revenged the offence by disinheritance.
Several years elapsed in this suspense, till, at length, death
exchanged it for certainty. But alas! the capricious tyrant of the tomb
suffered this withered and worthless weed.
“Still longer to infest the earth—and called
His worm to riot on that rose, so red,
Unfaded ere it fell.”
Thus was the heart of this charming woman a second time lacerated; the
then disappointment proved more severe, because it had no resources in
the dignity and exertion which a sense of injury inspires. Many were the
tears with which, in secret, she embalmed the memory of this unfortunate
lover. I have seen her shed them passionately over a miniature picture
of Mr Y——s’, which presented the most beautiful and interesting
countenance I ever beheld. Yet, in company, her native vivacity and
playful spirit continually burst, like the sun, through the clouds of
her sorrows.
When time began to blunt the sharpness of this secret grief, then it was
that her engaging cousin first perceived the gleams of hope breaking in
upon the gloom of fruitless and concealed wishes. I ought to have
informed you, that, during their ungenial empire, he was said to have
been as grave as he afterwards became gay; but I knew him not till he
had resumed his native hilarity, beneath the warm influence of mutual
love.
Miss L——, no longer young, did not cease to be eminently attractive.
Her lover was in his bloom, and very handsome, with graceful and
insinuating, though gay manners. Yet was it three or four years before
she could so far forget him she had lost, as to reward a constancy so
distinguished.
At length she married Mr L——; and, losing her, our little city became
the field of dead souls, instead of dead bodies, which, as you have
heard, is the real meaning of its name, derived from the legendary
battle fought in the time of the Romans, upon a hill near the town,
where three contending kings, with their armies, lost their lives, and
strewed the field with their dead.
You know with how much devotion our Lichfield Minerva, your ingenious
and excellent friend, Miss B——d, has been attached to Mrs L——, from
the moment they first met, three years prior to the marriage of the
latter. This attachment, which seems to pass the bounds of friendship
and the love of women, is extraordinary in a disposition so generally
even and placid as Miss B——d’s, and considering the striking
dissimilarity of character in the two friends. In one respect, it has
been a disadvantage to that young lady, since, with an elevated and
solid understanding, it has injured her native manners, by producing a
studied imitation of what cannot happily be imitated,—those peculiar
graces which adorn Mrs L——; whose form is elegant; whose features,
though never beautiful, were always infinitely agreeable; whose
good-humour delights; whose lively spirits hazard every thing for wit;
whose melting pity for all one’s inquietudes, with its bewitching
vouchers, her April tears, make it impossible to remember having been
the victim of her irony; whose air is modest, even to shyness, yet whose
address is gay; whose virtues are genuine; whose reputation malice and
envy could never lastingly impeach, yet whose conversation is often
almost libertine; who felt with enthusiasm those tender passions which
she continually amused her circles, by placing in a ridiculous and
burlesque point of view, at whatever expence of delicacy that view was
obtained; and in whom these contrarieties were so happily blended, as to
render all she said and did graceful and becoming.
You see that, of a character so curiously original, no imitation is
likely to be fortunate. Miss B——d’s imitative aim is confined only to
the air of person, the look, and manner of speaking; but it is a too
visibly studied resemblance to please.
Miss B——d has a more nervous understanding, more extensive knowledge
of books, and a more elevated imagination; but she has no portion of
that arch and playful wit which is so native in her friend; neither will
her mild, yet inflexible principles of delicacy and discretion permit
her those agreeable foibles that give grace and ease to the air and
address which she has so faithfully, though (since not suited to her
more solid character) not fortunately copied.
Mrs L——, from the time I was fourteen to the present hour, invariably
indulged me with testimonies of her partial tenderness. Stability, where
she has no duties to fulfil, is not reckoned amongst the number of her
virtues.
This apparent fickleness probably arises from her friends not having
taught themselves to take her as she is,—to their groundless
expectation of being exempted, because she loves them, from the sallies
of her wit. Often have people said to me, “You flatter yourself about
Miss L——, and have faith in her professions of friendship; be assured,
she diverts herself and her company as much at your expence as at any
person’s.” My reply was generally to this effect,—“Inevitably! the
leopard cannot change her spots, neither would she be so beautiful
without them. I give Miss L—— leave to laugh at me, so long as she
will give herself leave to love me.”
Lichfield, Feb. 13, 1765.
I wish in vain for a Claude, and Salvatorial pencil, to delineate the
promised landscape of my native rocks and hills in Derbyshire. Take it,
however, in the best tints of your friend’s recollection.
Eyam, though but a village, is near a mile in length, and considerably
populous. It sweeps, in a waving line, among the mountains, upon a kind
of natural terrace, perhaps a quarter of a mile in breadth. From the
stupendous Middleton, or Eyam-Dale, for the two places contend which of
their names it shall bear, and which dale lies in the road between
Buxton and Chatsworth, we ascend to Eyam up a steep and narrow lane,
about 300 yards, and enter near the middle of the village. On the right
hand, to its eastern termination, the mountain, in whose bosom it
stands, is crossed by another, and still higher mountain. This mountain
rises opposite the back part of the parsonage, new-fronted by my father,
who made it an excellent house to little purpose, having never been his
home since it was finished.
The top of this eastern elevation, so majestic and picturesque amidst
all its barren brownness, presents us, on ascending it, with the
eagle’s view of several lovely vallies, separated from each other by a
number of smaller hills, winding down to the right, along the range of
those vales; and, at about four miles distance, the eye perceives the
palace of Chatsworth, rising, in golden beauty, from beneath its dark
and pendant woods, which are flanked by a ridge of grey, stony, and
bleak mountains. The epithet golden for Chatsworth, is, as to
appearance, literally just, since the yellowish colour of the beautiful
stone of which it is built, and the gilt window frames, make the
edifice, even at that distance, when the sun shines upon it, seem as if
it were built of pale gold.
Though Chatsworth has not apartments[4] sufficiently spacious for a
ducal palace, yet is its exterior the most elegantly magnificent I have
ever beheld. Here are no wings or bow-windows, which, however internally
pleasant, seem to me excrescent deformities on the outward appearance.
Here is no frittering into parts, no obtrusive grandeur of appertaining
offices, but the eye, at once, perceives one fair and perfect whole. Its
mingled lightness and strength, the invariable result of exquisite
proportion, recall to my memory Milton’s description of Pandæmonium,
whenever I first discern Chatsworth from the neighbouring hills:
“Behold, out of the earth, a fabric large
Rise, like an exhalation!—--”
Stoke, Mr Simpson’s light and beautiful villa, is another Chatsworth, in
miniature; it has the same simple grace, the same exemption from
protuberant parts, and from the impertinent grandeur of offices; is
built also of the same warm-tinted stone. It stands upon a green
surrounding lawn, half way down the other side of this East Mountain, to
whose top I have led you.
At Stoke we find all the romantic beauties of mountainous scenery,
except that there are no cataracts. The steeply-sloping walks of the
sylvan gardens wind their course down the remainder of the hill. At its
foot, the rocky channel of the rapid and frothing Derwent produces, by
its frequent shallows, a hoarse murmur of waters, audible in every
apartment of that thrice-lovely villa, and to which we find so much
pleasure in listening during the summer heats.
Horace has a charming ode, in which he speaks of his own villa, near the
loud falls of the river Anio, and upon the banks of the Albunean Lake.
He calls it “the resounding house of Albunea.” Stoke always reminds me
of that villa, whose situation is finely introduced when Lord Lyttleton
enumerates the haunts of the muses, in his beautiful Monody. After
observing that they left their Grecian and Latian shades to open all
their stores to the mind of his Lucy, beneath the mountains of Campden,
he proceeds:
“Nor then did Pindus, or Castalia’s plain,
Nor Aganippi’s fount your steps detain,
Or in the Thespian vallies did you play;
Nor then on Mincio’s bank,
Beset with osiers dank,
Nor where Clitumnus rolls his gentle stream;
Nor where, through hanging woods,
Steep Anio pours his floods,
Nor yet where Meles and Illissus stray.”——
But see what prevalence have these more polished orders of sublimity and
beauty to seduce us from the ruder scenes of unassisted nature! Let us
return to the village, now that we have had a distant view of
Chatsworth, and a nearer one of Stoke.
The south side of my native mansion, the parsonage, (which stands by the
church, in nearly the centre of the village) looks upon a mountainous
knoll, whose surface is always green; the sheep which feed upon it have
made it glossy and smooth as a bowling-turf. From childhood have I
delighted to observe, amidst the gradual clearing of a foggy-day, the
mists which had enveloped the head of this round and lesser mountain,
rolling away by degrees, and its bright green summit peeping through
them, and imbibing the soft gilding of the sun-beams. Its height, above
the village, is moderate. It is called the Cliff, and its top affords a
level and lawny walk, of about an hundred and fifty yards extent, before
it descends. The summit overlooks that stupendous Middleton, or, more
properly, Eyam-Dale, so well known to those who make excursions from
Buxton. This dale is narrow, and the vast and sterile rocks rise, on
each side, to a sublime height. No beauty of wood or field softens the
barren grandeur of the scene. It is here that the sterner graces have
built their aeries; here that the seasons suffer no visible alteration,
except when the craggy steeps are covered with snow, and shoot forth
millions of their pensile and of their horrent icicles. The towers and
turrets of these lofty rocks are, however, continually growing less and
less distinct, picturesque, and noble; broken and ravaged, as from time
to time they are, and will farther be, for the purposes of building, and
of making and mending roads, and this by the force of gunpowder, and by
the perpetual consumption of the ever-burning lime-kilns. They, and the
smelting-houses in this dale, sully the summer skies with their
convolving smoke; but, in the night, they are very fine, emitting their
lurid flames, which seem so many small volcanos. The great turnpike
road between Buxton and Matlock passes through this dale, on the edge of
a clear and sparkling rill, that huddles through its white limestone
channel.
The middle part of our long-extended village stands on the brink of a
dell, which has different and softer features. It is deep, abrupt, and
rocky, still narrower than the savage dale, but grassy and sylvan, the
haunt of the vernal linnet, and of the autumnal red-breast. The descent
from the village, though extremely steep, is a smooth green turf,
interspersed with the straggling nut-tree, the alder, and mountain-ash.
The bottom is scarcely five yards wide, so immediately rise the
perpendicular rocks on the opposite side, curtained with wild shrubs,
only that a few bare parts appear, in fantastic points, and perforated
arches, through which, by glimpses, we catch the horizon. In wet
weather, a small rill passes along the bottom of this dell; but, in
summer, its channel is generally dry, and its pebbles are left to bleach
in the sun. Pines wave over the tops of these opposite rocks, and cliffs
and fields descend from them gradually to the farther and right-hand
termination of the village, which is considerably higher than its
centre.
This grassy dingle curves round to the left, till it meets the sterner
and frowning dale, which seems to say to its verdure and its
umbrage,—“Here shall your wanton growth be arrested, dried up, and
withered.”
The village of Eyam was one of the last, if it were not the very last
place in England visited by that dire contagion in 1666, the year after
that in which, in the city of London, Death, on his pale horse, trampled
on three thousand victims in one ghastly night. Mr Mompesson was then
rector of Eyam, and in the vigour of his youth. He had married a
beautiful young lady, by whom he had a boy and girl, of three and four
years old. The plague was brought thither in patterns of cloth sent from
London to a tailor in our village. It raged with great violence, and
swept away four-fifths of the inhabitants. This village is now much more
thinly peopled, owing to the exhausted state of the lead-mines. Their
wealth, during the last century, and early part of the present,
occasioned the environs of Eyam, their thick-sown little towns and
hamlets, to swarm with inhabitants.
On the commencement of the contagion, Mrs Mompesson threw herself, with
her babes, at the feet of her husband, to supplicate his flight from
that devoted place, but not even the tears and entreaties of a beloved
wife could induce him to desert his flock in these hours of danger and
dismay. Equally fruitless were his persuasions that she would retire
with her infants. The result of this pathetic contest was a resolve to
remove their children, and abide together the fury of the pestilence.
My father is in possession of authentic copies of three letters[5] from
Mr Mompesson, taken, as appears by the dates, at the time the originals
were written. One of them is to his children, designed for their perusal
in riper years; the other to his patron, Sir George Saville; and the
third to his uncle, Mr Beilby, of York. The two first were written
during the rage of the distemper, the last after it had subsided. Mr
Mompesson, constantly visiting and praying by the sick,
“Drew, like Marseilles’ good bishop, purer breath,
When nature sickened, and each gale was death.”
From a rational belief, that assembling in the church for public worship
during the summer heats, would spread and increase the infection, he
agreed with his afflicted parishioners that he should read prayers to
them three times in the week, and deliver his two sermons on the Sabbath
from one of the perforated arches in the rocks of the verdant dingle,
before described. By his directions, they ranged themselves on the
grassy declivity, near the bottom, a yard distant from each other; the
dell being so narrow, a speaker from that rock might be distinctly
heard.
Do you not see this dauntless minister of God stretching forth his hands
from the rock, and preaching to his alarmed and distressed flock in that
little wilderness? How solemn, how pathetic, must have been his
exhortations in those terrific hours!
The church-yard soon ceased to afford room for the dead, which were
afterwards buried in a heathy hill above the village. Curious
travellers[6] take pleasure in visiting those tumuli, and in examining
their yet distinct remains; also in descending from the cliffs, which
brow the summit of the dingle, into the excavated rock from which Mr
Mompesson performed divine service during that awful visitation. The
consecrated rock is called Cucklet Church, by the villagers, to this
day.
We find, from united medical testimony, that the effects of the plague
are very various; sometimes producing a parched, raging, and delirious
fever;—sometimes profuse and caustic perspiration, in which life
dissolves. In other instances, the tokens, as they are called, formed by
a livid spot, about the breadth of half-a-crown, and of impenetrable
hardness, appear when the patient is in apparent health, and mark the
grave’s inevitable victim; since, when the tokens wear that appearance,
the infected never survive longer than a very few hours, and often
remain without perceptible disorder till the moment of expiration. If
they are only discoloured, without being hard, if they suppurate, the
patient generally recovers.
Mr Mompesson remained in health during the whole time of the contagion;
but Providence saw fit to put his fortitude to severer trial than if he
had seen the plague-spot indurated upon his own body.
Amongst other precautions against the disease, Mrs Mompesson had
prevailed upon her husband to suffer an incision to be made in his leg,
and kept open. One day she observed appearances in the wound which
induced her belief that the contagion had found a vent that way, and
that, consequently, the danger was over as to him; the digestion of the
sore being a certain sign of recovery. Instead of being shocked that the
pestilence had entered her house, and that her weakness, for she was
not in health, must next endure its fury, she expressed the most
rapturous gratitude to Heaven for the apprehended deliverance of him,
whom more than her life she loved. His letters, though he seems to think
her conviction groundless concerning his having taken the disease, make
grateful mention of that disinterested joy.
Mrs Mompesson, however, soon after sickened of the plague, and expired
in her husband’s arms, in the 27th year of her age. Her monument is now
in Eyam church-yard, protected by iron rails, and with the inscription
distinct. Her great grand-daughter’s pious visit to the tomb of her
excellent ancestress, when I was at Eyam with my father in my 16th year,
proved the commencement of a friendship between that very accomplished
lady and myself, which I think will cease only with the life of one of
us.[7]
Upon the first appearance of the pestilence in Eyam, Mr Mompesson wrote
to the then Earl of Devonshire, residing at Chatsworth, to say, that he
believed it possible to prevail upon his parishioners to confine
themselves within the limits of the village, provided his grace would
exert himself to induce the country round to supply them with
necessaries, leaving such provisions as might be requested, in appointed
places, and at appointed hours, upon the neighbouring hills.
The proposal was punctually complied with; and it is most remarkable,
that when the pestilence became beyond conception terrible, not a single
inhabitant attempted to pass the deathful bounds of the village, though
a regiment of soldiers could not, in that rocky and open country, have
detained them against their will; much less could any watch, which might
have been set by the neighbourhood, have effected that infinitely
important purpose.
By the influence of this exemplary man, the result of his pious and
affectionate virtue, the rest of the county of Derby escaped the plague;
not one of the very nearly neighbouring towns, hamlets, or even a single
house, being infected beyond the limits of Eyam village, though the
distemper remained there more than seven months.
Dr Mead, in the last edition of his book on poisons, has recorded the
prudence of Mr Mompesson’s conduct in the care he took to prevent, as
much as possible, the contagion from spreading, and by his exertions to
procure the most approved medicines from the faculty in London, for the
use of his infected parishioners.
Some years afterwards, Mr Mompesson obtained the prebend of York and
Southwell, and the rectory of Eakring, in Nottinghamshire. He married
his second wife in 1679, Mrs Nuby, widow of Charles Nuby, Esq. by whom
he had two daughters. She was a remarkably ingenious woman. The deanery
of Lincoln was offered to him, but he declined it in favour of his
friend, Dr Fuller, to whom he had promised his interest, and by which
interest the doctor obtained that deanery. Thus were piety, fortitude,
honour, and generosity, blended in his character. He died in the year
1708. His memory ought never to die; it should be immortal as the spirit
which made it worthy to live.
Your heart will expand over this faithful picture of elevated worth,
“Of courage, that outshines, in its white hue,
The sanguine colour of the soldier’s daring.”
In the summer 1757, five labouring men, inhabitants of Eyam, were
digging amongst the plague-graves on the heathy mountain above the
village, to make potatoe-ground for a cottage which had been built
there. They came to something which had the appearance of having once
been linen. Conscious of its situation, they instantly buried it again;
but, in a few days, they all sickened of a putrid fever, and three out
of the five died. It was so contagious, that the sick could procure no
attendance out of their own family. The disease proved mortal to seventy
persons of Eyam.
My father, who had two years before been appointed canon of Lichfield,
was residing with his family in that city, at the period when the
subtle, unextinguished, though much abated power of this superlatively
dreadful disease awakened from the dust, in which it had slumbered
ninety-one years.
All is silence from Shrewsbury. Mr S—— is gone to Bath, which surely
he would not have done, if his daughter’s health had seemed in an
alarming state. But O! why is she silent?—she said she would write to
me. Adieu! adieu!
Lichfield, Feb. 25, 1765.
No wish shall be disappointed which you can form, and I can gratify.
This packet brings you the requested copies of Mr Mompesson’s letters.
You will find them pious, affectionate, mournful, and pathetic, though
without the grace of elegant style: we often meet in them a stiff and
quaint phraseology. At that period, English prose had not attained the
easy flow which adorns it without diminishing its strength; and which,
from the habit of graceful expression and harmonious period, clothes the
rising ideas in spontaneous eloquence.
I grow more and more alarmed about Nanette, from her yet continued and
portentous silence. O! I hope she will not swell the instances of the
ambition of Death,
“To call his victims from the fairest fold,
And sheath his shafts in all the pride of life.”
[From the Rev. William Mompesson, Rector of Eyam, in Derbyshire, to
his children, George and Elizabeth Mompesson. Written during the
time of the plague being in that village.]
Eyam, August, 1666.
Dear Hearts,
This brings you the doleful news of your dearest mother’s death; the
greatest loss that could befall you. I am deprived of a kind and loving
consort, and you are bereaved of the most indulgent mother that ever
poor little children had. But we must comfort ourselves in God, with
this consideration,—the loss is only ours; our sorrow is her gain,
which should sustain our drooping spirits. I assure myself that her
rewards and her joys are unutterable. Dear children, your blessed mother
lived an holy life, and made a comfortable end, though by means of the
sore pestilence, and she is now invested with a crown of righteousness.
My children, I think it may be useful to you to have a narrative of your
dear mother’s virtues, that the knowledge thereof may teach you to
imitate her excellent qualities. In the first place, let me recommend to
you her piety and devotion, which were according to the exact principles
of the church of England. In the next place, I can assure you, she was
composed of modesty and humility, which virtues did possess her dear
soul in a most exemplary manner. Her discourse was ever grave and meek,
yet pleasant also; a vaunting and immodest word was never heard to come
out of her mouth. Again, I can set out in her two other virtues, with no
little confidence, viz. charity and frugality. She never valued any
thing she had, when the necessities of a poor neighbour did require it,
but had a bountiful spirit towards all distressed and indigent
persons;—yet she was never lavish or profuse, but carefully,
constantly, and commendably frugal. She never liked the company of
tattling women, and abhorred the wandering custom of going from house to
house, that wastefully spending of precious time, for she was ever
busied in useful occupations. Yet, though thus prudent, she was always
kind and affable; for, while she avoided those whose company could not
instruct or benefit her, and would not unbosom herself to any such, she
dismissed and avoided them with civility.
I do believe, my dear hearts, upon sufficient grounds, that she was the
kindest wife in the world, and think, from my soul, that she loved me
ten times better than she did herself; for she not only resisted my
earnest entreaties, that she would fly with you, dear children, from
this place of death, but, some few days before it pleased God to visit
my house, she perceived a green matter to come from the issue in my leg,
which she fancied a symptom that the distemper, raging amongst us, had
gotten a vent that way, from whence she assured herself that I was
passed the malignity of the disease, whereat she rejoiced exceedingly,
amidst all the danger with which her near approach to me was attended,
whom she believed to be infected.
Now I will tell you my thoughts of this business. I think she was
mistaken in the nature of that discharge which she saw; certainly it was
the salve that made it look so green; yet her rejoicing on that account
was a strong testimony of her love to me; for it is clear she cared not
for her own peril, so I were safe.
Farther, I can assure you, my sweet babes, that her love to you was
little inferior to that which she felt for me; since, why should she
thus ardently desire my longer continuance in this world of sorrows, but
that you might have the protection and comfort of my life?
You little imagine with what delight she used to talk of you both, and
the pains that she took when you sucked your milk from her breasts, is
almost incredible. She gave a strong testimony of her love for you, when
she lay upon her death-bed. A few hours before she expired, I brought
her some cordials, which she told me plainly she was not able to take. I
entreated she would take them, for your dear sakes. At the mention of
your names, she, with difficulty, lifted herself up and took them, which
was to let me understand, that, while she had any strength left, she
would embrace an opportunity of testifying her affection to you.
Now I will give you an exact account of the manner of her death. It is
certain she had, for some time, had symptoms of a consumption, and her
flesh was considerably wasted thereby. However, being surrounded with
infected families, she doubtless got the distemper from them. Her
natural strength being impaired, she could not struggle with the
disease, which made her illness so very short. Upon being seized, she
shewed much contrition for the errors of her life, and often cried
out,—“One drop of my Saviour’s blood, to save my soul!”
At the beginning of her sickness, she earnestly desired me not to come
near her, lest I should receive harm thereby; but I can assure you I did
not desert her, but, thank God, stood to my resolution not to leave her
in her sickness, who had been so tender a nurse to me in her health.
Blessed be God, that he enabled me to be so helpful and consoling to
her, for which she was not a little thankful.
No worldly business was, during her illness, any disturbance to her; for
she only minded making her call and election sure; and she asked pardon
of her maid-servant for having sometimes given her an angry word.
I gave her several sweating antidotes, which had no kind operation, but
rather scalded and inflamed her more, whereupon her dear head was
distempered, which put her upon many incoherencies. I was much troubled
thereat, and propounded to her several questions in divinity, as by
whom, and upon what account, she expected salvation, and what assurances
she had of the certainty thereof. Though in all other things she talked
at random, yet, to these religious questions, she gave me as rational
and welcome answers as I could desire; and, at those times, I bade her
repeat after me certain prayers and ejaculations, which she always did
with much devotion, which was no little comfort and admiration to me,
that God should be so good and gracious to her.
A little before her dear soul departed, she desired me to pray with her
again. I went to her, and asked her how she did? Her answer was, that
she was but looking when the good hour should come. Thereupon we went to
prayers, and she made her responses from the common prayer-book as
perfectly as if she had been in perfect health, and an amen to every
pathetic expression. When we had ended our prayers for the visitation of
the sick, we made use of those out of the Whole Duty of Man; and when I
heard her say nothing, I urged,—My dear, dost thou mind? She answered,
“Yes,” and it was the last word she spoke.
I question not, my dear hearts, that the reading of this account will
cause many a salt tear to spring from your eyes; yet let this comfort
you,—your dear mother is a saint in heaven.
I could have told you of many more of her excellent virtues; but I hope
you will not in the least question my testimony, if, in a few words, I
tell you that she was pious and upright in all her conversation.
Now, to that most blessed God, who bestowed upon her all these graces,
be ascribed all honour, glory, and dominion, the just tribute of all
created beings, for evermore! Amen!
William Mompesson.[8]
Eyam, August 31, 1666.
[From the Rev. William Mompesson, Rector of Eyam, in Derbyshire, to
his patron, Sir George Saville, afterwards Lord Halifax. Written
when the plague was in that village.]
Eyam, Sept. 1, 1666.
Honoured and dear Sir,
This letter brings you the saddest tidings that ever my pen could write.
The “destroying angel” has been in my habitation;—my dearest wife was
stricken, and is gone to her everlasting rest, invested, as I trust,
with a crown of glory, having made a most pious and happy end.
Indeed, had she loved herself as well as she loved me, she had fled, at
my entreaty, with her sweet babes, from the pit of destruction; but she
was resolved to die a martyr to my interest. My drooping spirits are
much refreshed with her joys, which, I assure myself, are unutterable.
This paper, sir, is to bid you an hearty farewell for ever, and to bring
you my thanks for all your noble favours; and I hope you will believe a
dying man, that I have as much love as honour for you;—that I bend my
feeble knees to the God of Heaven, that you, my dear lady, her children,
and their children, may be blessed with happiness external, internal,
and eternal; and that the same blessings may fall upon my Lady
Sunderland and her family.
Dear sir, let your dying chaplain recommend this truth to you and
yours,—that no happiness or solid comfort can be secured in this vale
of tears, but from living a pious life. I pray you, dear sir, to retain
this rule—Never to do that thing upon which you dare not first ask the
blessing of God upon the success thereof.
Sir, I have made bold with your name in my will for an executor; and I
hope you will not take it ill. Others are joined with you, that will
take from you all the trouble. Your favourable aspect will, I know, be a
great comfort to my distressed orphans. I am not desirous that they
should be great, but good; and it is my earnest request, that they may
be brought up in the fear and admonition of the Lord. Sir, I thank God
that I am willing to shake hands, in peace, with all the world; and I
have comfortable assurances that he will accept me for the sake of his
Son, and I find God more good than ever I imagined, and wish that his
goodness were not so much abused and contemned.
I desire you would be pleased to make choice of an humble, pious man to
succeed me in this parsonage. Could I see your face before I depart
hence, I would inform you which way I think he may live comfortably
among these people, which would be a satisfaction to me before I die.
Dear sir, I beg your prayers, and those of your family, that I may not
be daunted or appalled by the powers of hell; that I may have dying
graces, and be found in a dying posture; and, with tears, I entreat,
that when you are praying for fatherless and motherless infants, you
would then remember my two pretty babes.
Sir, pardon the rude style of this paper, and if my head be discomposed,
you cannot wonder at me; however, be pleased to believe that I am,
Dear Sir,
Your most obliged, most affectionate,
and grateful servant,
William Mompesson.
[From the Rev. William Mompesson, Rector of Eyam, in Derbyshire, to
his uncle, John Beilby, Esq. of York.]
Eyam, Nov. 20, 1666.
Dear Sir,
I suppose this letter will seem no less than a miracle, proving that my
habitation is inter vivos.—Being unwilling to affright you with a
paper from my own hands, I have gotten a friend to transcribe these
lines.
I know you are sensible of my lone condition, of my loss of the kindest
wife in the world, whose life was truly inimitable, and her end most
comfortable. She was in an excellent posture of preparation when Death
gave the summons, which fills me with assurances that she is now
invested with a crown of righteousness.
By too sad experience, I find the maxim verified, “Bonum magis carendo
quam fruendo cemitur.” Had I been as thankful as my condition did
deserve of me, I might yet have had my dearest in my bosom. But now,
farewell all happy days! and God grant that I may repent of my great
ingratitude!
The condition of this place hath been so dreadful, that I persuade
myself it exceeded all history and example. I may truly say, our town
was become a Golgotha, the place of sculls; and, had there not been a
small remnant of us left, we had been as Sodom, and like unto Gomorah.
My ears never heard such doleful lamentations,—my nose never smelt such
noisome smells,—and my eyes never beheld such ghastly spectacles. Here
have been seventy-six families visited within my parish, out of which
died 259 persons.
Blessed be God, our fears are now over, none having died of the
infection since the 11th of October, nor is there any one under present
suspicion; and all the pest-houses have been several weeks empty.
I intend, if it please God, to spend most of this week in seeing all
woollen-clothes fumed and purified, as well for the satisfaction as for
the safety of the country. Here hath been such burying of goods, as the
like was surely never known; and, indeed, I think in this we have been
too precise. For my own part, I have hardly left myself apparel to
shelter my body from the cold, and have wasted more than need, for
example’s sake merely.
As to myself, I never was in better health than during the whole time of
this dreadful visitation; neither can I think that I have had any
certain symptom of the disease. My man-servant had the distemper. Upon
the tumour appearing, I gave him several chemical antidotes, which had a
very kind operation; and, with the blessing of God, they kept the venom
from the heart, and after the tumour broke, he was very well. My maid
hath continued in health, which was a great mercy; for, had she quailed,
I should have been ill set to have washed and got provisions for myself.
I know I have had your prayers, and question not but I have fared the
better for them; and conclude that the prayers of good people have
rescued me from the jaws of death. Certainly I had been in the dust, if
omnipotency had not been conquered by holy violence.[9]
I have largely tasted the goodness of my Creator; since, blessed be God,
the grim looks of Death did never yet affright me. I always had a firm
faith that my dear babes would do well, which made me willing to leave
this unkind and froward world. Yet I hope I shall esteem it a mercy that
my desires of being, like my dear wife, translated to a better place,
were frustrated. God grant that I may wait with patience for my change,
and make a right use of his punishments, and of his mercies; for, if the
first have been severe, so have the last been sweet and comfortable!
I perceive, by a letter from Mrs Newby, that you have much and most
kindly concerned yourself for my welfare. Indeed, I made no question of
possessing your true affection. Be assured, that, in the midst of my
great troubles, you were often in my thoughts.
Be pleased, sir, to accept the grateful presentment of my kindest
respects, imparting the same to your good wife, and to all my dear
relations.
A line from your hand would be welcome to, dearest sir,
Your sorrowful, and truly affectionate nephew,
William Mompesson.
[The former series of Letters resumed.]
Lichfield, March 27, 1764.
With a sorrowing heart, a confused brain, and a trembling hand, I take
up the pen to thank you, dearest Emma, for your kind, though mournful
letter of yesterday. It arrived a few hours after the sad tidings came
announcing the fatal period of our beloved friend’s indisposition,
which, notwithstanding a few foreboding fears, rising at intervals in my
mind, was apparently nothing more than a common cold and cough.
Transient only were my apprehensions, and it is certain, neither her
father, nor any of her friends at Shrewsbury, had an idea of her being
in danger, till within a few days of her setting out.—Gen. Severn
thought worse of her complaints than those who hourly beheld her, and
persuaded the family she was in, to suffer him to take her with him to
Bath, that her father, who was there, might carry her directly to
Bristol. Alas! she lived not to reach its balmy springs! On alighting
from the general’s chaise at Bath, she fainted away in her father’s
arms; and, growing instantly too ill to be removed, died at three the
ensuing morning. Alas! that father! my heart bleeds for him. O! that he
had taken her to Bristol when he went to Bath, a week or two after we
all left London! But who could foresee the sad necessity? She made so
light of her complaints! I had a letter from him yesterday. It is full
upon the sad circumstances. Blotted with his tears, the writing is
already almost effaced by mine.
Alas! dear Emma, is it so soon come to this?—Little did I imagine that
she, who so lately wept over my sister’s bier, would, ere the year came
round, press her own. But one year since, we beheld them both in the
bloom of sprightly youth,
“Without a care, a sorrow, or a fear,”
gay and smiling, the delight of all that beheld them. “But now the
spoiler is fallen upon their summer-fruits and upon their vintage.” No
sighs, however, can recall the past!—no lamentation awake them from
their deep, everlasting slumber. No! let us not say everlasting; for it
ill becomes us, the heirs of immortal hope, to use that word, fit only
for the lip of the cold despairing materialist.
Emma—if it is indeed (as surely it shall be) given us, in the world of
light and life, to know and love the companions of our mortal state, let
us think of her we have recently lost, emerging at once from the dimness
of a mortal decline, and from the bitterness of death—a merciful God
speaking pardon to all her frailties, and confirming her unalloyed and
ever-during felicity! Imagine, amidst the bright angelic host, one
gentle beatified spirit hailing the new inhabitant of heaven; imagine
that she shall discover, amidst the encircling splendours of immortal
beauty, the friend of her youth—the sweet companion of her innocent
pleasures in this world; a world which had been to them, the few hours
of preparatory sickness excepted, the pleasing, though the faint dawn
of being, now brightened into that day which shall bring no sorrow, and
which shall know no night.
How selfish then our murmurs!—Yet who, or what, can stifle the sighs of
nature? or, at once, disperse the gloom arising from the consciousness,
that, through a perhaps long course of delightless years, we shall not
behold the beloved of our hearts?—Yet let us endeavour, by the solemn
aids of reason and religion, to submit cheerfully to the doom which we
cannot reverse—and, by the soft assistance of hope and tender
imagination, to gild and irradiate even the dark mansions of the grave.
Another consolation remains to us from the early, and apparently
premature death of those we love. Observation has already taught me,
that youth, amidst all its rash hopes and giddy indiscretions, is, in
general, more amiable than middle or advanced life.—
“The world’s infections—few bring back, at eve,
Immaculate, the manners of the morn.”
Quitting this mournful subject, let me observe, that scarce any thing,
except our mutual loss, pressing forward to my pen, could thus long have
prevented my expressing how welcome the assurance you give me, that, so
soon as these March winds are over, you will come down to Lichfield, be
our guest some weeks, and remain with your aunt in this city during the
ensuing summer.
How delightful had this intelligence been, if ill health had not
suggested the scheme, and if such tidings had arrived in cheerfuller
hours! Dearly are they consoling even in these. Whatever our sorrows,
whatever our consolations, it is, at least, sweet to reflect, that we
shall share them together, as the vernal day rolls on.
“O Emma! I am sick of many griefs:”—My hopes for Mr T——’s happiness
and my own are vanished as a dream. His guardians, somewhat incredibly,
declare that the expences of his education, the purchase of his
commissions, and the port at which he has lived since he went into the
army, have reduced his original fortune to little more than half what it
was. He is not yet twenty-four—has not been an officer more than four
years—has never gamed, nor had libertine expences—and what is become
of what ought to have been the savings of so long a minority?—But there
is no redress.
By the officiousness of mistaken friends, I have endured needless
vexation, and an added weight of grief. Their informations caused my
father to question me upon this subject—to be angry at the
correspondence which I acknowledged—to write an ill-judged letter to
Mr T——, and violently to insist on the dissolution of an engagement
which we had mutually agreed to renounce, of our own accord, if the
guardian-eclaircissement proved what it does prove.
This storm arose in our little domestic atmosphere the day after I sent
you the large packet with the Mompesson records. In the interval, your
poor friend has been obliged to “abide the hourly shot of angry eyes;”
and Mr T——’s delicacy has been wounded to no sort of purpose. My
mother, however, behaved with extreme kindness in this business.—Of the
particulars you shall know more when we meet.
Pray bring the letter with you which you received from our dear deceased
friend since we all separated. Alas! she lived not to receive mine: it
arrived at Shrewsbury the morning after she left it. Being sent to Bath,
her father returned it to me with an unbroken seal. I wrote the instant
I heard she was worse, expecting, from day to day, that she would
herself write to me, being in my debt for a long epistle, written a
little before we went to town, when she was upon a visit at B——. I
hope to heaven she did not think I knew how ill she was, and continued
silent—Yet, Oh! that I had written sooner!—Honora is extremely grieved
for the loss of one so near and dear to her.
Adieu!—May I soon receive you in amended health and spirits; for joy,
or even cheerfulness, must, till that moment, be unknown to the heart of
your friend!
Lichfield, April 5, 1765.
From the date of my dear Emma’s letter, it ought to have reached me
yesterday. As I flatter myself you will set out very soon, I write by
return of post. Sorry am I that you are so much indisposed. We expected
you every day this passed week, and grew impatient of a delay, which
alarmed our apprehensions, and disappointed our hopes. Yet we would not
that you should run hazards, by undertaking the journey before it is
thought proper.
Amongst many sorrows, I ought to be thankful for enjoying, in so eminent
a degree, what is allowed to be the primal blessing—a perfect state of
health. It often astonishes me to perceive, that not all the anguish I
endured for my sister’s illness and death—the regret I have felt from
the wreck of my heart’s lately revived hopes—nor this additional
affliction, in the loss of poor Nanette, have at all impaired my
constitution. Let me thankfully acknowledge the preciousness of a gift
which is bestowed thus liberally but on few, and for which many more
worthy languish in vain.
It certainly enables us more speedily to conquer every unavailing grief;
nay often dispels the gloom ere we wish it dispelled; for I have, at
times, desired, alas! perhaps criminally, to keep my sorrows more
incessantly waking, and loathed the returning dawn of my habitual
cheerfulness, the probable result of invincible health:—Invincible I
may well call it, which has stood the shock of such afflictions! Often
have I exclaimed, in the words of Isaiah, “O that my head were as water,
my eyes as a fountain of tears!” But it was very wrong.
Perhaps nothing is less reconcileable to reason than the immoderate
grief of a Christian over the tomb of those he loves. Would it not be
idle and ridiculous to lament for being a single hour absent from a
friend with whom we were to pass our lives? Yet is the comparison
inadequate; since how far a greater disparity, than that of a single
hour to the longest life, is there between the most protracted period of
human existence and the immeasurable space of eternity!
We know, we feel this; yet I am unhappy; and you, Emma, pine and droop
beneath our late deprivation. Why, why is it so? Alas! it is the voice
of Nature, that arbitrary contemner of our noblest reason—of our best
hopes, that incessantly presses upon our attention one mournful image—
“The sensible warm motion, now become
A kneaded clod.”——
Too much in vain is it urged by religious faith, that the spirit is
beatified—still does the frail mortal weep the dissolution of its
kindred clay!
I did not hear the fatal prognostic which, you say, our dear friend
uttered to Mr M——, on the eve of our leaving town. If I had, it would
have extremely shocked me. Doubtless he is much grieved, who could not
behold her with indifference whose tender attention his pleasing
qualities had deeply engaged.
Remember us all to your brother and sister: Her mild eyes, I well know,
have paid the tribute of many tears to her departed friend and cousin.
It will not surely be long ere the soft Favonius shall breathe upon our
vales—For thee may he arise with every healing power!
Gotham, Aug. 1767.
I write to you from the retired, and yet cheerful mansion of piety and
peace, where our family have been in the habit of passing a month every
two years; except my father, who contrives to be at some water-drinking
place for his health, though generally so excellent, while the rest of
us inhabit this scene, much too quiet and uniform for his lively spirits
and social taste.
For myself, though truly I should never have chosen to quit Lichfield
for Gotham, yet, when duty leads me thither, I can support its
tranquillity without ennui. Here none come who are anxiously
expected—none go away, for whom our sighs are responsive to the closing
door. This is not the Abyssinian Hill—but it is the dear retreat which
sheltered and soothed my desolation, when death had robbed me of an only
sister, and when the wounds of that fatal stroke were all bleeding
fresh.
The convenient old parsonage is uncommonly light and cheerful. Its
fire-places have odd little extra windows near them, which are the
blessings of employment in cold or gloomy days. A rural garden encircles
the house. In its front, a short flagged walk divides two grass-plats,
and leads to a little wicket-gate, arched over with ivy, that opens into
the fold-yard. A narrow gravel walk extends along the front of the
house, and under the parlour windows. Opposite them, and upon the larger
grass-plat, stands that venerable and expansive mulberry tree, which
shaded us from the summer heats, when, in the hours of sorrow, my
cousin, Miss Martin, Honora, and myself, resorted thither to indulge
our mournful recollections. Every other visit we have, through life,
paid to this quiet scene, was, as it is now, in autumn.
Behind the house lies the kitchen-garden, and across it a pebbly path
which leads into the churchyard. Ah! what a difference between our
stately cathedral and this simple edifice—
“The plainest roof that Piety could raise,
And only vocal with its Maker’s praise!”—
When the tuneless bell calls us to Sunday’s service, what a contrast, in
these rude and moss-greened walls, to the long and vaulted aisles—the
pealing organ—the beautiful and full-voiced choir, and all the
soul-exalting enthusiasm which results to a lover of music from choral
devotion and Gothic magnificence!
But here the religious heart pours forth its unassisted devotion in the
plain pews, and at the rustic altar, surrounded by humble villagers;
their only finery the crowded posey, whose pinks and roses, mixed with
flowering thyme and southernwood, are twisted closely round by a
plenitude of packthread, and diffuse a fragrance more cheering and
grateful to my sense than the cambric handkerchiefs of fashionable
ladies, sprinkled with costly essence and perfumed water.
Nothing can be more uniform, more simple, than the manner in which we
pass our time; and in which week after week glides smoothly, yet
swiftly, away, and seems, on retrospect, to have been scarce so many
days. This is from the want of various faces, varied employments, and of
incidents, to mark the progress of time, and divide one day from another
on the memory.
We rise at seven. At eight, my aunt and cousin, my mother, Honora, and
myself, meet at our neat and cheerful breakfast. That dear, kind-hearted
saint, my uncle, has his milk earlier, and retires, for the morning, to
his study. At nine, we adjourn to my aunt’s apartment above stairs,
where one reads aloud to the rest, who are at work. At twelve, my uncle
summons us to prayers in the parlour. When they are over, the family
disperses, and we young ones either walk or write till dinner. That
appears at two. At four, we resume my aunt’s apartment. Its large and
lightsome window commands, it is true, no other prospect than the
churchyard over the garden wall, and the village below, which is broad
and grassy, with houses thinly scattered. Now, in the latter end of
August, the evening spectacle, from seven to eight, is truly pleasing
and joyous. A majestic old elm stands in the middle of the green-sward,
circled round by a mossy seat, and is the rendezvous of the village
youths and maidens, when the labours of the day are past. Some of the
young men wrestle; some play at quoits; and others sit on the bench, and
talk to the lasses. It is impossible to express the satisfaction I have
in beholding these natural and innocent pleasures,—
“Scene of athletic sports and whisper’d vows.”
When we quit this dear apartment, to take an evening walk, it is always
with a degree of reluctance, even when the sun shines golden on the
little dark wood, a mile from us, and on Weldon Hill, which overlooks a
rich valley, watered by the smooth and silver Trent, and crowned by the
town of Nottingham and its stately castle. To this hill, when we can
prevail on ourselves to quit our book, and the sight of these rural
lovers, we generally walk; except the local attractions of our
traditionary Cuckow-bush lead us a less pleasant way, through a narrow
path, over a large ploughed field, to a clump of trees, resembling our
Borocap hill, and which, ancient story says, the wise villagers planted
to hedge in the cuckow. How I love these old tales, and to visit the
places which are said to remain in their commemoration!
Have you read Churchill’s whimsical poem, which he named after this
village—his Gotham? where we find the following odd burden recurring
perpetually:
“Rejoice, ye happy Gothamites, rejoice!
Lift up your voice on high, a mighty voice!
The praises of so great, so good a king,
Shall Churchill reign, and shall not Gotham sing?”
’Tis a strange random business, without plan, without story, without
moral; but it contains beautiful, as well as unaccountable
lines.—Instance:
“Let fragrant shrubs be brought, with every flower
That decks the field, the garden, and the bower;
From the dwarf daisy, that, like infant, clings,
And fears to leave the earth from whence she springs,
To that proud giantess of garden race,
Who, madly rushing to the sun’s embrace,
O’er-tops her fellows in the aspiring aim,
Demands his wedded love, and bears his name.”
What pity that a genius so animated, which ought to have lived for all
times, and have been a citizen of the world, should have chosen to exist
for a period only, by directing his whole attention to party satire, and
wasting his glowing vigour upon personal philippics!
Many would think it a bathos in subject, to quit a satirized senate and
its celebrated poet, to resume the diary of an obscure village, and to
talk of its unassuming pastor—to tell you that the hour between supper
and bed-time is enlivened, and turned to excellent mental account, by my
uncle’s energetic conversation, which is always upon religious,
literary, or moral subjects. At half past ten, he calls in his servants
to join our vesper devotions, which close the peaceful and unvaried day,
resigning us to sleep, as tranquil as itself.
Your agreeable image is often so obliging to visit my slumbers; a favour
for which I am always grateful to her gentleman-usher, Mr Morpheus.
Gotham, Sept. 1767.
On my word, a constant visiter!—Mr N—— yesterday morning,—this
morning,—and every morning! What say you to being a nabobess? Thou art
the very woman to fascinate a luxurious Asiatic taste; full made;
majestic, with the lillyan softness in thy long-cut eyes. Gold and
silver muslins, and pearls and diamonds, will suit thy empress kind of
figure. But has he, who can bestow them, made an interest in thy heart?
If he has not, if he cannot, then disdain, I pray thee, the glittering
baubles!
Your friend, Miss B——d, with her host of virtues, her reserved
frankness and serene cheerfulness, with looks that promise a mine of
excellence, of compliant duty, of ever varied intelligence, might,
without hazard to her peace, or disappointment to her husband, marry
with esteem only; her looks will not have flattered him; but you must
never marry without impassioned preference. Eyes, that dwell with so
much softness on their object, as to flatter a hermit, were he to be
honoured with your attention, must, I insist upon it, have flattered a
husband into tender expectations, which superior intelligence, cheerful
acquiescence, and the most punctilious sense of duty, would be, of
themselves, incompetent to satisfy. I mean, if he were himself attached
to his bride with any thing resembling passion. It is true, the chances
are extremely against a woman ever marrying, who resolves not to
approach the altar of Hymen without she is led thither by a man whom she
prefers to all the rest of his sex. But, to a female mind, that can
employ itself ingeniously, that is capable of friendship, that is
blessed with affluence, where are the evils of celibacy? For my part, I
could never imagine that there were any, at least compared to the ennui,
the chagrin, the preclusion, which hearts, cast in the warm mould of
passion, must feel in a marriage of mere esteem.
But, waving these momentous essentials, I shall talk to you of the
little circumstances that inspirit or stupify the passing hour. I have
obtained a spinnet from Nottingham, and placed it where no musical
instrument has appeared time immemorial—in my uncle’s tapestry parlour,
which he and the rest of the family now consider as the sanctum
sanctorum of Cecilia, and whither I retire to pay my uninterrupted
orisons.
To be sure, the little tinkler is a wretched substitute for my dear
harpsichord. It so much resembles a frying-pan, that, if it was not past
swarming-time, the bees would certainly glide in when the noon-tide
warmth invites an open window. Two strings are already broken, so that
my hapless lessons and songs are truly maimed and miserable.
This village has no neighbourhood, and, in itself, no prospect. The
roads are deep and dirty, in winter scarce passable. My fair cousin,
Miss Martin, is really very near being very handsome. Here she is most
completely buried through the dreary months. You used to admire her
eyes, which promise tenderness as lavishly as your own, and to praise
the sunny tint of her nut-brown and shining tresses. Her understanding
is considerably above the common level; but native diffidence, and
enthusiastic partiality for her friends, make her opinions, her taste
and judgement, camelion-like, take all their tints from the sentiments
of her favourites, and she is uneasy if her very night-ribbon is not
tied like theirs.
——————“On their head, no toy,
But is her pattern, her affection; their
Unthought-of habits of attire, she follows
For her most serious decking.”
Dear girl! heavily, with her, must drag the cold and darkened
months!—No sister, no companion out of the parental character! She
tells us that she always weeps for joy at the sight of the first daisy,
and welcomes and talks to, and hails the little blessed harbinger of
brighter days, her days of liberty as well as of light.
We dined at Nottingham yesterday. That town is finely situated; the rich
valley below; the castle on an eminence so noble; the Collec-woods, the
river, are beautiful objects; yet the town itself, at the distance of a
mile or two, looks like an immense brick-hill, especially on one
approach, being built on the side of a hill, with red houses, tier above
tier.
And to-morrow we dine at the beautiful village of Clifton, with the
clergyman’s wife of the place, Mrs L——r, a plump, lively, round
little woman, of healthy cheek and sparkling eye. We will not boast of
her knowledge, her taste, or her sentiments; but an honest, frank, and
friendly heart, with good common sense, and even jocund cheerfulness,
make her a most desirable neighbour in such a lone retreat.—She defies
the clay and the mire of these deep roads, and the winds and the rains
of winter. Welcome to a social spirit, even of the most superior order,
is the sight of a cheerful human face in a country retirement, whatever
be its lack of varied intelligence. Welcome is the sound of a cheerful
voice, though it may not convey wit or erudition, or even droll humour,
which is often possessed by people of very moderate understanding, and,
where it is genuine, recompenses in amusement every other deficiency of
the intellects. But, even of this, we must not boast in our friend Mrs
L——r.
Her husband is of the order of the oddities, and one of those lank, lean
parsons which are sowed so thick over this country; most of them the
starveling curates of their fat and jolly rectors, who live in gayer
scenes, and leave their clay-sunk parishes to the cheapest journeyman
they can procure. Mr L——r has every characteristic of his brethren
but their poverty, for the rectory is fat, though its pastor is lean;
yet, by his meagre and rueful countenance, one should suspect his purse
as empty as it must in reality be full. Their house is one of the
neatest parsonages in the kingdom, which they have furnished elegantly.
Its situation charming. They are each good humoured and hospitable. He
is as quiet as she is sprightly. Without children, they seem to have
none of the cares of life, nor to want any of its pleasures which are
beyond their reach. She reads no curtain-lectures upon his jockying over
to Nottingham to read the news three times a week; and she may visit her
neighbours, and entertain them at her house, whenever she pleases. We,
in this the hey-day of our youth and sensibility, should turn away with
disdain from such exemptions and such pleasures; but they have
happiness, guiltless happiness; surely then it matters little what are
the ingredients which form it!
“O! happiness, our being’s end and aim,
Good, pleasure, ease, content,—whate’er thy name!”
this honest couple do certainly possess thee. She will laugh, and give
and eat good dinners, and he will read newspapers, and chew tobacco in
peace, to their last hour. Shall I promise to love you to mine?—You
must alter extremely before I can be in danger of breaking my word.
Adieu!
Gotham, Oct. 1767.
Mr Hinckley’s clerk is arrived from Lichfield upon business to my uncle,
and returns thither to-morrow morning. I feel impelled to send you a
little letter by him, though we are so soon to meet and to enjoy each
other’s conversation, viva voce, through many ensuing months, perhaps
years; yes, on the Abyssinian Hill, beneath the shade of that majestic
and sacred pile which crowns it. On Monday we bend our course towards
Lichfield; lovely, interesting Lichfield! where the sweetest days of my
youth have passed—the days of prime:
“The best of days which crown our life,
That light upon the eye-lids dart,
And melting joys upon the heart.”
Nor are they yet all passed away;—it is at least, if not spring, high
summer with you and I, who have not yet attained our twenty-fourth year.
Does it not seem some merit of the temper, that Honora and myself have
been so tranquil and cheerful in this scene, when the idea of exchanging
it for another inspires us with so much delight?
I begin to count the hours till Monday morning; yet this pleasure of
expectation, perhaps more sweet and vivid than any reality which can
crown it, is not without alloy, not without a mixture of regret. My
amiable cousin will feel her retirement more lonely and deprived, for
having had it enlivened, during a whole month, by society so dear to
her. That consciousness is painful. How I wish she might be permitted to
return with us! but my aunt and uncle will not hear of it.
It is evening. Half an hour ago my fair cousin and myself were walking
on the grass-plat, upon which our chamber window looks. The sun was
setting splendidly; but, looking up, I saw an object more bright, more
lovely—the face of my beauteous Honora at the open casement, packing up
a little box which we were to take home with us. She leaned forward,
bending upon me her fine eyes, luminous with joy, then lifted them up
with a smile of delight, and clasped her dear hands together. I need not
observe that it was the thoughts of our approaching return which
produced this silent eloquence of pleasure. She would have restrained
it, I well know, from respect to poor Miss Martin’s very opposite
sensations, had not that dear girl’s eyes, heavy with regret, been fixed
upon the ground, and therefore incapable of seeing an emanation whose
lustre must have pained her.
Ah! to how many gay and fashionable nymphs would our joy be
unaccountable in returning to a home so quiet, to a life so uniform!
They would think it only one degree more supportable than village
solitude, and worthy only of a cold preference. So they must think,
since neither balls, nor plays, nor lovers, await our arrival. We want
them not. It is enough for us, that, in the scene we love, we can have
reading, music, friendship, the company of Emma, and a few more beings
like her, who diffuse the spirit of pleasure wherever they approach;
and with whom “all seasons, and their change, all please alike.” The
poet goes on to say,
“Sweet is the breath of morn, her rising sweet.”
So shall I, so will Honora say, when we rise on Monday morning—the
morning that is to light us back to Lichfield!—to you!
Lichfield, Jan. 17, 1768.
I heard, with concern, that you were far from well, before I received
your last letter confirming that unwelcome intelligence; but no langour
of the body can depress the fervour and kindness of your spirit, when
writing to those you love. For the proof now before me that it cannot,
believe me sincerely grateful.
It is suspected, by a few of us here, that fine company and fine dinners
do not agree with you.—Lucy is happier in her domestic circle at S——
d, but we miss you both extremely.
In a state of health so unconfirmed, the parade of ceremonial visits in
the B——n neighbourhood must be oppressive. Your aunt B——d’s poor
fireside is certainly your element. I say poor, because you know the old
lady is the foe of good fires, and that the little room, of three doors,
is an almost Lapland atmosphere; but I know that friendship, serene
spirits, every elegant ingenuity, and every social virtue, have lately
been the inhabitants of that chilly region, and no where flourish so
well: As if they had been natives of the climate, they will not bear
transplanting. Return then, Emma and Lucy, with all your intellectual
handmaids, return!
I am sorry to be obliged to confess, that I have not done my purposed
duty in calling upon your aunt, in the absence of her interesting
nieces. My little fellow-student in music has a sorry time of it, now
you are both away; exposed, without her kind screens, to the hourly shot
of peevish eyes, that are always on the search for occasion to find
fault. The dear child is so ductile and good, as to merit the indulgence
she does not meet from that discontented aunt of yours. I want to see,
and speak a word of comfort to her, and to shew attention to the old
lady, that I may escape dark looks when you return—But these
insurmountable snow-drifts!—and they were preceded by the most
dangerous slipperiness. Never was January in a more rugged mood: Yet
Honora and I do not wish to bate him an icicle;—
“For our clean hearth is bright with fire;”
and the foot of Friendship will track the snows, and slide hither on the
ice.
You are amongst the great: Yet do I entirely trust the sincerity of your
avowed lassitude, in those long, expensive, and restrained repasts, in
that circle, formal and female, which succeeds in the drawing-room. I
conceive the pain of suppressed yawns, and your listenings and longings
for the emancipating coach.
B——n is called a mighty good neighbourhood, surrounded, as it is,
with the seats of noblemen and gentlemen of opulent fortune; but such a
vicinity to splendour cannot be rationally desired by us of the middle
station, and of moderate income. To such, the haughty condescension of
high-life gentry is a miserable recompense for the fuss of visiting, and
for the expence and trouble of entertaining them; since few of that
elevated class have sense enough to feel, and to shew that they perceive
what constitutes the real equality of human beings. Even of those who do
not carry about them the perpetual consciousness of their fine houses,
their menials, and their equipages, we may find their equals in worth
and ability in our own sphere. Never was there, or man, or woman,
possessed at once of a sound understanding and a generous heart, who,
born in private life, ever sought and preferred the society of the great
to that of people who were on a level with themselves. The desire of
being the fag-end, or the head of our company, is equally contemptible.
Disparity of age in marriage, disparity of understanding in friendship,
and disparity of rank in company, is always undesirable.
People of distinction, who see themselves sought and courted by those of
private birth and moderate fortune, generally know the precise value of
the homage they receive; that it is not paid to their abilities, or
their virtues, but to their rank and wealth; and if they suffer the
company of their silly worshippers, it is only to divert themselves with
such paltry ambition, and to ridicule it amongst their own class.
You remember the pompous parson of C——r and his foolish wife, whom we
heard their neighbour, Lord N——h, ridicule, for ordering their
servants to deny them in a morning to the ladies and gentlemen of the
town, and to admit only the country families.
So your fine people are all for the opera, and call oratorios a heavy
lumber of doleful noise; can bear no music but Italian; and assert that
Handel tears the ear with the profusion of his discords! They declaim
upon the power of the ancient music over the passions, which had no
discords, and to which all the combinations of harmony were unknown.
You have too much real feeling for the enchanting science, to credit the
slanders of vitiated taste, or to be dazzled by conclusions drawn from
mistaken facts. Collins finishes his beautiful Ode on the Power of Music
over the Passions, with a seeming preference of mere melody, grounded on
the vast effects which, we are told, it produced in ancient Greece.
Now we know, that all poems, whatever their length, even the Iliad, was
sung, instead of read, in their places of public resort. It must have
been but a sort of recitative, in which the twenty-four books of the
Iliad could have been sung. The effects of their meagre music, and of
their rich poetry, have been blended, and those effects attributed to
the first, which were, in reality, produced solely by the second, to
which it was probably little more than a vehicle.
There may certainly be harmony without discords; but its unvaried
sweetness would soon satiate. The desire of obtaining it is similar to
Queen Elizabeth’s request, that there might be no shades in her picture.
The most vivid pleasures of all our senses result from contrast. If we
delight in umbrageous vales, verdant fields, and crystal waters, we feel
the delight arise with treble poignance, when we find them at the foot
of rugged rocks, and encircled by barren mountains.
When Handel is harsh, the harshness is either picturesque of distress or
of horror; or else designed to prepare the ear and the soul to receive
more exquisite pleasure from the gay triumphant airs, or the soft
delicious melodies that succeed.
But needless, I am persuaded, this attempt to guard you from fashionable
heresy to the inimitable excellencies of the greatest musical composer
the world has ever produced. Your sensibilities have secured your
admiration. Were you condemned, in future, to listen only to the lazy
and monotonous sweetness of the Italian song, you would always recollect
the varied sensations and thrilling pleasures with which his dulcet
strains and sublime chorusses have inspired you, and to his surely
immortal fame be, like the seraph Abdiel, a
“——Faithful friend,
Amidst the many faithless.”