The next day, Violet, entering the brilliant
room, gazed first about it and then at Leilah.
“Aurelia is not here? That’s odd. She is
simply horrid but so reliable. You don’t
mind my having told her to meet me?”
Leilah sighed. “I am getting so that soon
I shan’t mind anything.”
Violet, seating herself, nodded vivaciously.
“I call that very fine. But there is something
finer. Never mind anybody. Silverstairs
now——” and as the lady spoke she
summoned a smile feline and Cheshire—“he
fancied I would be a good, obedient little wife.
Instead of which he is a good, obedient big
husband.” In entire self-appreciation she exhibited
the tip of her tongue and moistened
her lips with it. “It takes us, doesn’t it? But
forgive me, dear, us is perhaps an exaggeration.
I am afraid you have made rather a
mess of things. Now what are you going
to do?”
Without replying, Leilah looked away.
During the night she had barely slept. The
incident in the restaurant, events that had preceded
it, anterior complications, subsequent
developments, these things, like the Bohemians
at Paillard’s, had stormed at her, attacked her
fibres, wrenched her nerves, striating the darkness
of her room with variations on the tragedy
of her life.
In what manner the affair in the restaurant
had terminated, she had no one to inform her
but she could readily fancy that shortly d’Arcy
and Barouffski would go somewhere and fight,
or pretend to, and then return, none the worse
and none the better, but with honour satisfied
and their names in print.
The entire episode was shameful. But
though provoked by her she had not premeditated
it. In offering d’Arcy her glass, she had
wished solely to display her independence.
Subsequently, in going over the matter, she
had realised that the wish, while human, had
not been nice. Then, a bit conscience-stricken,
she had wondered how she could have behaved
as she had.
“I did it without thinking,” was her immediate
excuse. But that, she told herself was
untrue. Ever since the duel and the blow and
the nightmare that followed, some such wish
had been fermenting in her. The wish, reasonable
in itself, though in her case unreasoned,
persisted, as in certain natures a wish
will persist, until, after the fashion of a constantly
recurring idea, the individual becomes
so saturated with it that, given the impulse,
given less than that, given a vibration, some
effect, perhaps wholly atmospheric, and suddenly
the idea has solidified into an act, an
act noble, degrading or merely banal, according
to the influence that produced it, but
an act which, whatever its character, has then
become inevitable, even involuntary, its constant
mental recurrence having exhausted the
ability to choose between it and another.
Leilah had thought of this and, in search of
comfort, had groped for another excuse. As
an Oriental will say: “My body is tired.”
“My body is hungry,” so Leilah decided: “It
was my nerves that did it.”
But the sophistry displeased her. She
knew that she had judged and condemned Barouffski
and she knew also that she had no
right to do either. The man was clearly a
cad, a scoundrel and a brute, yet even though
he were these things and worse and more besides,
he so became in her eyes merely because
her consciousness had evolved to a point
higher than his own. Seen from a different
angle, she might appear only a shade less
reprehensible, and it might be, even equally
vile. Moreover, according to the Upanishads,
this consciousness of hers and that consciousness
of his were fundamentally one. Both had
come from the same source. To that source
both would ultimately return. They would
be fused there, as originally there they had
been merged.
At the apperception of that, the curious
lines which occur in the Book of Dzyan suggested
themselves:
“Said the Flame to the Spark: ‘I have
clothed myself in thee, thou art my image, my
body, until that day when thou shalt rebecome
myself and others, thyself and me.’”
In the penetrating beauty of the allegory
Leilah told herself that she, Barouffski, Verplank,
the Silverstairs, the Helley-Quetgens,
everybody whom she knew, everyone whom
she did not know, all the fillers of space, were
sparks of one Flame, the Flame from which
they had been formerly emitted and into
which they would finally return. That, she
felt she must believe, if she were to believe
anything. But she felt too that though she
did believe it, she believed also that for the
present there were sparks better parted than
united, as there were also others better united
than apart.
On the table before her was a treatise on the
Paramitas—which are The Blessed Things.
She looked at it, knowing that what she had
done was wrong and what she was about to do
was evil. But she felt also that she could not
help herself. Whatever the penalty, it was
impossible for her to live with Barouffski.
Whatever the punishment, it was impossible
for her not to live with Verplank. At the moment
it seemed to her as though the high
fates had set her in a circle from which she
could not escape except by the door of death
or that of further sinning. At this idea she
wondered about Barouffski as, after Verplank’s
eruption at the Joyeuses, she had
wondered about him. She wondered whether
in some former existence she had injured Barouffski
and whether it were for that reason
that she had been led into giving him the
power to injure her now. It might be so, she
told herself, in which case she ought to bear it.
But how could she know that it was so? Yet
even though it were and the fact were made
clear to her, even then, even too if the certainty
of a punishment more poignant than
any were shaken in her eyes, still she could not
bear it.
“But I ought to,” she found herself saying.
These reflections Violet’s advent had interrupted.
“What are you going to do?” the lady was
asking.
Leilah, unfit at the moment for battle, felt
unable to tell. She looked away.
“Nothing, I suppose.”
Violet, cocking a belligerent eye, threw out:
“You carry moderation to excess.”
Leilah looked up. “What would you have
me do?”
“Divorce Barouffski.”
“Because he threw champagne about? I
hardly fancy I could get a divorce for that.”
Militantly Violet whipped off a glove.
“Frankly that creature is a criminal. Never,
in all my life, have I seen such an exhibition
of bad taste. But then, as they say here, bad
taste leads to crime—to such vulgar forms of
it at that.”
“Even so, I don’t see how it helps me.”
“But he struck you,” Violet, more bellicose
than ever, exclaimed. “You told me so.
What more would you have. But aren’t you
difficile to-day!” Suspiciously she considered
her friend. “You’ve got something up your
sleeve.”
“If I have,” Leilah, in an effort to parry the
thrust, replied, “at least it is not witnesses.”
Cogently Violet nodded. “Come to me
then. Divorce is the mother-in-law of invention.
If you haven’t any witnesses, I’ll find
something else. I make a specialty of finding
things before they are lost.”
This programme hardly suited Leilah’s
book. Again she parried. “Last night—and
what a night!—I dreamed I was feasting with
the dead. It was so peaceful. It is that that I
want. It is peace the very fibres of my being
crave.”
Here were heights—or depths—where Violet
could not follow. With a smile she tacked.
“Before you dreamed your dream I noticed
that you wore a very ducky frock.”
“It is stained. So am I. The champagne
Barouffski threw stained me within and without.”
Here were other heights. Readily Violet
skirted them.
“I believe I got a drop or two myself. But
then I don’t mind. It is true I am not a
theosophist.”
At this, in indignation at herself, Leilah protested.
“Theosophy is primarily a school of good
manners. In giving d’Arcy my glass, mine
were detestable.”
Now they were on surer ground. Wickedly
Violet winked.
“Nobody has any manners any more or,
when they do, they have them in plenty and
all of them bad.”
“If I have an excuse,” Leilah continued, “it
is that Gulian drove me nearly demented.”
Now, Violet felt, they were getting at it.
Mentally she girded herself and with an engaging
appearance of sympathy, exclaimed:
“A man never does that unless he loves a
woman to distraction.”
The sympathy, however feigned, did its
work. After all, Leilah reflected, why should
she not tell what she was about to do? On
the impulse she turned.
“Violet, I offered Barouffski half my fortune
to free me. His reply was a blow. Apart
from that I have no grounds for a divorce,
none at least which I can show. Previously
there was something between Gulian and me.
It has gone. He cares for me still and I care
for him. Shortly he is to be here. For a long
time I hesitated. But after last night—after
the nights and days that preceded it!—it does
not seem to me that I need hesitate any more.”
Pausing, she drew breath. “Violet, when
he comes I am to go with him. Is there a
reason why I should not?”
Violet, who had long suspected as much,
now at last had nailed it. Cautiously she
buckled to.
“No. Not one. On the contrary. There
is every reason why you should. Every reason.
Particularly as to greet you there will be
the disdainful eyes, the lifted skirts, the
averted heads, every one of the very slight and
very fiendish tortures that are visited on the
woman who has gone and done it.”
For a second she too paused, then with a war
whoop added:
“But you can’t do anything of the kind. I
won’t let you.”
“Would you turn from me also?”
“I! Merciful fathers! But I am not the
world. No matter what is done in private,
the world does not care. The world is very
well bred. It never sees anything that was not
intended for it. But on the open scandal of
scandalous conduct instantly it turns its well
bred back. It will turn it on you.”
Indifferently Leilah assented. She had examined
this phase of the matter. It had not
seemed very important.
“No doubt,” she replied. “Yet then destiny
seldom closes a door without opening another.
I told you of my dream. It was a dream of
peace. Here there can be none. It may be
my karma perhaps. But this,” she continued,
motioning at the brilliant room, “this is my
prison.”
She hesitated and a bit lamely concluded:
“It is horrible to be in such a place.”
“And worse to be nowhere at all,” Violet
shot at her. In firing she had sat up. Now,
lolling back on the cushions, she enigmatically
resumed: “You may be right though. I daresay
it is dreadful to be in prison. I daresay it
is even worse than you think.”
Enigmatic still, she smiled. With another
shot, with two at most, Leilah, she told herself,
would be routed.
“It is as though I were in a vortex,” the
latter was saying. “It is as though I were
being torn from places where I do not wish
to be to others I may not like. But can one
argue with a vortex? It is idle even to struggle.
Whether you will or you won’t, you have
to let yourself go.”
Lightly, in her most worldly manner, Violet
laughed.
“Never in the world! A woman should
never let herself go—except in an aeroplane.
At a pinch a four-in-hand might do, but——”
At the moment the lady was thoroughly en
veine and, sure of victory, might have bantered
on, but this, Aurelia, ushered by Parker,
prevented.
Sharply Violet threw at her: “Where have
you been?”
Ignoring Violet, Aurelia nodded at Leilah.
“I was here the other day, did they tell
you?”
She turned and with blithe impertinence
looked her sister up and down.
“Don’t be so ordinary as to ask a girl
where she has been. If you are inquisitive,
ask where she is going, and, if you
ask me, I’ll tell you. I am going to
become——”
“Yes, yes.” Violet impatiently interrupted.
“We’ve heard all that. You’re going to become
a star. I know what kind too—a fallen
star.”
A fresher smile bubbled about Aurelia’s
delicious mouth.
“It pleases your ladyship to jest. I am to
become the Princess Farnese!”
“Merciful heavens!” Violet exclaimed, turning
as she spoke to Leilah. “She’ll go in to
dinner before me!”
But Leilah who, after a word of greeting to
Aurelia, had, from the table before her, taken
and reopened the Paramitas, perhaps did not
hear.
Violet turned again to her sister. “When
did he propose?”
With an air of amused contempt, again
Aurelia looked her up and down.
“How antiquated you are! Don’t you know
that all that sort of thing has gone out?”
“Do you mean that he didn’t propose?”
“Of course not. I proposed to him.”
“What?”
“He was so coy about it, too,” Aurelia, quite
as though she were eating sweetmeats, resumed.
“He asked me all about my finances,
what settlements I would make and whether
I would object if he kept a separate establishment.
You can’t really fancy how coy he was.
He quite blushed and stammered, the poor
thing.”
“I should think he might.”
“Yes, indeed. He asked me if I had spoken
to his mamma, and I told him that while it
was perhaps incorrect of me to speak to him
in the first instance, yet that there could be
no real love without a mutual misunderstanding,
and now that we had one I would make
a formal demand of the old lady to-day.”
Aurelia, executing a little pas, added: “I
have just seen her.”
“Well?”
“She said: ‘And so you want my little boy
for your husband.’ Partly that I told her,
but partly also I want you for mother-in-law.
You should have seen her lick her chops over
that. Then she asked me about my affections.
I told her they were just like the fashions.
They came and went.”
“She must have been delighted.”
“She hugged me. Then, of course, I asked
about him. She told me that he has just been
named as co-respondent in the Kincardine divorce
suit, and I said that that was perfectly
satisfactory.”
“What!”
“Perfectly satisfactory. It appears that
the poor boy can’t remember whether the
charge is true or false and that I think is so
dear of him.”
Violet, rising, extended her arms. “Aurelia,
I have been wrong, I have misjudged you.
Come to me.”
But Aurelia, moving back, waved her
away. “You’ll only muss me. Now I must
run. I must break the news to Parsnips. Will
you come, Vi?”
“In a moment.” Violet answered. “Wait
for me in the brougham. There is something
I want to say to Leilah.”
Endearingly the ingénue smiled. “Something
I ought not to hear, I suppose.” In
speaking she made for the door. “The amount
of things I ought not to hear and do hear is
simply amazing.”
As the portières fell on her gracile back,
Violet, with a gesture which, for so warlike a
lady, resembled defeat, reseating herself, exclaimed:
“Frankly, she is impossible.”
At once though, buckling anew for the fray,
she aimed at Leilah and fired.
“So are you.”
Leilah, who had been considering the Paramitas,
started at the attack which instantly was
followed up by another.
“Do you know anything about the code
here, the law code, I mean. Do you?”
Leilah, a bit bewildered, shook her head.
“No, that is, very little.”
Violet’s eyes fairly snapped. “I congratulate
you. A little is sometimes a great deal.
I also know a little and that little is, well, immense,
so enormous even that because of it
I am in a position to tell you that if you go with
Verplank, Barouffski can, if he catches you,
have you jailed.”
Gravely, with curious calm, Leilah looked at
her.
Annoyed that the shot had fallen short, Violet
aimed again.
“Didn’t you hear me? I said jailed.
J-a-i-l-e-d! Now I may add for two years.
That is what I meant when you spoke of your
prison. I agreed with you that it must be
dreadful to be in one. I said I daresay it is
even worse than you think.”
Leilah half raised a hand. “But——”
Unheedingly Violet continued. “Now, as
for Verplank, if Barouffski were to surprise
him here with you he could kill you both, yes,
and be acquitted. But you—I have told you
what he can do. Moreover, if he so much as
suspects you, he can call the police. But excuse
me. You were saying?”
“Nothing of any moment.”
But Violet persisted. “What was it?”
“Merely that during the Terror a woman
went to the guillotine smelling a rose.”
At this flank movement Violet winced, but
she rallied.
“Yes and rehearsed the act beforehand.
They all did. The great ladies of the period
rehearsed for the guillotine that they might
die, as they had lived, with grace. Those were
the good old days. These are the bad new ones.
Anything of the kind would be ridiculous
now.”
To this, gravely as before, Leilah assented.
“No doubt. But aren’t you rather rambling
about the grounds? It seems to me that you
also have something up your sleeve.”
Violet rose to the challenge. “Something!
I have the entire pharmacopœia. In it is a
remedy heroic but sovereign. If you’ll take
it, it may maim but it will cure.”
Leilah, well entrenched, braved her. “I may
not need it.”
With a rush, then, the attack began.
“That’s because you don’t know. You think
you are sane and sound. Don’t you now? Yes,
and you are neither. You have a high temperature
complicated with nausea. The temperature
is due to exposure, the nausea to indigestion.
You have been exposed to Verplank
and you have supped on Barouffski.
You fancy you can’t be rid of the incubus.
That is an hallucination which the fever
has caused. You can be rid of it. You can
throw it up. I have an emetic that will do
the trick. It may not be tasty but I’ll warrant
it will make him gag far more than
you.”
At the ferocity of the assault, Leilah quailed.
“Really, Violet, your language——”
But the lady was not to be denied. “Aha! You
want me to be butter-fingered, don’t you? Not
a bit of it. You shall have the dose whether
you like it or not and here it is for you. You
called this place a prison. Now who runs it?
You do. And on what? Your money. Supposing
you hadn’t any? Would Barouffski
supply it? He would pack in a jiffy. Couldn’t
you then sue for divorce? Of course you
could. Then there is the emetic. Verplank
has enough for you both, enough for an army.
All you have to do is to hold your nose, open
your mouth, give your money away and vomit
Barouffski. Will you?”
It was Violet’s last shot. With it she had
expected to bowl Leilah completely over.
Anxiously she looked to see the result.
“Will you?” she repeated.
With manifest exaltation Leilah answered:
“I had thought of it.”
Surprisedly Violet stared, wondering could
all her ammunition have gone for nothing,
wondering too at the almost rapt expression
that had come into Leilah’s face.
“What?”
“Yes, Violet, I had thought of it—and of
other things also. While Aurelia was here, I
was reading a little book. It told me what I
once knew and had since forgotten. It told
me that if we have ideals we should live for
them, that it is only by living for them and
suffering for them that we can lift ourselves
above the brutes. Violet, it was sinful of me
to think of going with Gulian.”
Dispassionately the now mollified lady
toned that phrase.
“It was not perhaps quite nice.”
“But I had not seen,” Leilah continued.
“No, not that,” she interrupted herself to explain.
“I had forgotten that this prison, all I
have endured, all I shall endure, these are my
debts to the Lords of Karma.”
But that was a bit too strong. Violet
laughed.
“You mean the Lords of Gammon.”
“I mean,” Leilah, with heightening fervour,
replied, “that I have looked upon my prison
as a cross. It is not a cross, it is a boon—one
of which I have not been worthy. For I forgot
that any sorrow should be welcomed. I
forgot that it has been sent to make us nobler
than we are. But my sorrows I have not welcomed.
I have rebelled against them. I shall
rebel no more. They were my masters. They
shall be my servants now.”
At these fine sentiments Violet sniffed.
“If that is theosophy I will believe in it
when I am old, fat and a German. But I am
glad it enabled you to reach a decision. Otherwise——”
But what the lady may have intended to
say was never expressed or at least not then.
Through the yellow portières, the delicate oval
of Aurelia’s face appeared.
“Aren’t you ever coming?” she called.
“What have you two been talking about?”
As the ingénue spoke, she entered, strolled
to the mirror, considered herself.
“We have been discussing your engagement,”
Violet, in a very matter of fact way, replied.
Aurelia adjusted her hat, patted her hair,
and addressed the mirror.
“I fancied it must be something important.
Did I tell you what happened before I took
Farnese?”
Violet yawned. “I have forgotten.”
Aurelia, still pluming herself, smiled.
“Then I didn’t. Besides, it is so shocking.”
Violet motioned at her. “Don’t be tiresome.
I may have lost the ability to be shocked but
not the ability to be bored.”
With an air of great satisfaction Aurelia
turned.
“Well, this morning, d’Arcy called. He told
me about the gayeties last evening and it
seemed to me that he must have looked so sweet
with the champagne all over him that I could
hardly resist accepting him, too.”
“Accepting him, three!” Violet exclaimed.
She raised her eyes as though calling heaven
to witness. “There’s constancy for you!”
Aurelia gave another glance at her enticing
self.
“Do you know, I have always thought that
constancy must be due either to a lack of imagination
or else of opportunity. That is what
you would call a moral standpoint, isn’t it?
Though what morality itself is you never
deigned to explain. Personally I am inclined
to think that it must be a preference in a
choice of experiences.”
Violet stood up. “One might suppose you
thought it consisted in being engaged to half
a dozen men at the same time.”
Enthusiastically the girl regarded her.
“There! That’s it! You’ve struck it! There
is safety in numbers and what a moral young
person I am!”
Violet nodded. “I never suspected it before.”
“Nor I,” Aurelia contentedly replied. She
looked at Leilah. “By-by.”
“Good-by,” Violet added.
In a moment both had gone and Leilah,
again alone, reopened the little treatise on the
Paramitas.
The way was now clear and to that way the
pamphlet had pointed. It had done more. It
had brought the exaltation which such beatitudes
do bring to those in great distress. But
though it had exalted, suddenly the fervour fell
from her, for at once she foresaw the scene
which she would have with Verplank, when
now, at the last moment, she had to tell him
that she could not go. The terror of it daunted
her. She could see him, demanding that she
tell him why—that faltering why of hers
which would be gibberish to him and yet
which summarised her ideals.
For the moment she felt that she lacked
the strength for this, that it would be better to
write him and she was thinking what she
would say and how she would say it, when
something external, a noise from without, distracted
her.
She stood up and went to the window, from
which, since the day of the ambuscade, she
had had no heart to look.
Below, a footman in a canary coat and black
knee-breeches was walking, bareheaded,
straight on. At the gate he stopped, fumbled
with the latch, drew back the door, held it
open.
A man entered. Tall and broad-shouldered,
he had a rigid face, calm eyes, the air of a
judge. His beard, intensely black, the beard of
a Saracen, was close cut and pointed. He was
dressed in black.
Another man followed. Shorter, fairer, distinctly
fat, he had a box under his arm. About
the box were broad bands, sealed with red wax.
A third man appeared. Older than the
others, he had gray hair, glasses rimmed with
tortoise-shell, and a bag.
All three were in black, all were grave, all
were silent, and as they stood before the gate
they partially concealed a fourth man, who, in
black also, wore white gloves.
What they had come for Leilah could not
imagine. Then, at once, she recalled what
Violet had said: the rigors of French justice, a
husband’s ability to cage an erring wife, to put
her away, indefinitely, among the demented
and the depraved, and at the sight of these
men, at the thought of the Byzantine abysses
of Barouffski’s nature, abysses perhaps unsounded
yet, dread shook her. She shuddered.
But now another procession appeared, one
that issued not from the gate, but from the
house, a procession also composed of four men,
also grave, also silent. One of them she vaguely
recalled, and her stumbling memory tried to
put a name on him, Dal, Mal, Pal-Palencia!
Another, too, she remembered, Tyszkiewicz. A
third also, and, to her cost, she knew. It was
Barouffski.
In the first procession there was now a fourth
acquaintance. The man with white gloves was
raising his hat. As he did so she recognised
d’Arcy. Then at last she understood, and,
lest they should see her, drew back.
Meanwhile the footman had disappeared.
From the first procession the man with the
umbrella and the man with the box detached
themselves. From the second, Palencia and
Tyszkiewicz advanced.
For a little, grouped together, they conversed
inaudibly, but amply with gestures and
movements that included the tossing of a coin.
A pantomime followed. Tyszkiewicz, Palencia
and the fat man moved to one side. The
man with the umbrella drew with the ferule of
it a line on the ground. Then, his head bent,
one foot put directly in front of the other, he
walked slowly until he had covered a space
equal apparently to about fifteen yards. There
he drew a second line, straightened himself,
turned to Barouffski, who went to that line,
while d’Arcy stationed himself at the other.
Immediately the fat man handed his box to
Palencia. Palencia looked at the seals, broke
them, opened the box, and, going to where
d’Arcy stood, presented it. D’Arcy removed a
glove, removed his hat, which he put brim upward
beside him, and taking a pistol from the
box, pointed it at the ground.
Palencia went back, restored the box to the
fat man, who presented it to Barouffski. Another
pistol was extracted. The fat man
moved to one side. The man with the umbrella
placed himself at an angle to d’Arcy and
Barouffski. In front of him, at an equal angle,
Palencia, Tyszkiewicz and the fat man stood.
These the old man with the bag and the fourth
member of the Barouffski party joined. The
man with the umbrella took out a watch, and
held it open in his hand.
“Attention!”
The pantomime had ended. Leilah leaned
forward. Of Barouffski she could see now but
the back of his head, the back of his tight-fitting
coat. But d’Arcy, who stood sideways, his
heels drawn together, might have been posing
for a photograph.
The sky was leaden. The shrubbery resembled
it. From behind an urn a cat appeared.
It meowed and vanished. For a
moment more there was silence.
The man with the umbrella looked from
d’Arcy to Barouffski.
“Messieurs, after I give the command Fire,
I will count from one to ten, leaving between
each number an interval of ten seconds. It is
unnecessary, but it is my duty to add, that to
fire before I have given the word, or after I
have counted ten, constitutes attempted assassination
and, should death ensue, murder.”
He paused, looked at his watch, looked at
d’Arcy, again at Barouffski.
“Fire!”
Simultaneously the two men raised and extended
their right arms, d’Arcy in such a
manner that the forearm and butt of the pistol
masked the abnormal beauty of his face. The
hand was bare, but the left, which hung at his
side, was gloved.
“One! Two! Three!”
With the ridiculous noise of a firecracker a
pistol went off. D’Arcy, lowering his right
hand, raised and shook the left. The delicate
material of the glove had reddened, and on the
ground specks of crimson dropped.
“Four! Five!”
D’Arcy’s left hand fell back. He raised the
right.
“Six! Seven! Eight!”
Measuredly, monotonously, but more loudly
than before, the final numbers were being
called. Infinitesimally the point of d’Arcy’s
pistol moved. His heels were no longer drawn
together. His right hand was held less high.
His left hand burned. Otherwise he was entirely
at his ease.
He had withstood Barouffski’s fire. It was
Barouffski’s turn to withstand his. He had
time and to spare. Slowly, coolly, deliberately,
he was taking aim.
It was very agreeable. He was smiling. He
was enjoying himself. He was enjoying Barouffski’s
presumable suspense. He was
savouring his equally presumable agitations.
The man’s face had turned ashen. The fact
that it had, that he could see it had, delighted
him. He felt sure of himself, and his thoughts
were pleasant.
He was thinking: “That glass of wine of
yours was the last you will ever ask me or any
one else to drink.”
He had become aware of Leilah’s presence.
That, too, delighted him. If he had a regret,
it was that Tempest, the Silverstairs, all the
demi-mondaines and exotics of the night before,
the Bohemians to boot, the waiters
as well, were not present also. Though
in appearance divine, at heart he was
human.
Again, imperceptibly, the point of his pistol
moved.
“Nine!”
The trigger had been pulled. There was a
fresh detonation. D’Arcy handed his pistol
to the fat man, bent over, took up his hat, put
it on, took it off, raised it straight upward, and
for a moment, before replacing it, held it high
in the air.
Leilah, without noticing the salute which
was intended for her, saw Barouffski turn completely
around, sink on his knees, press his
hands to his side, and pitch forward.
It was a feint, she thought, histrionics for
the gallery, perhaps for her. But now the old
man and his colleague were bending over him.
Behind them, Palencia, Tyszkiewicz and the
man with the umbrella leaned. Barouffski’s
coat and waistcoat were opened, his shirt was
torn apart.
Leilah heard what to her was the meaninglessness
of technical terms. She saw the men
who had been bending arise. She saw the
others remove their hats. At the significant
action she saw that the garden had been again
invaded, this time by Death.
She turned, clutching for support at the velvet
of a curtain, overwhelmed at the knowledge
that her prison had crumbled, that the
jailer was gone.
It had been her destiny to have sorrow spring
into her life, fell her, make her its own, and to
what end? Tearfully she had put that query
to walls as callous as fate. Tearfully she had
come to believe that she was damned in this
existence for sins committed in another. It is
this life that is hell she had told herself. But
now, abruptly, the malediction was lifted.
Still in hell, she was at the portals, the gates
were open, she was free!
Yet was she? At the moment it seemed to
her that it was all a hallucination; that, if she
looked again into the accursed garden, she
would see Barouffski tapping his breast with
one hand, pointing to some prostrate form
with the other, and, with his ambiguous smile,
calling to her:
“See, my dear, I, I am unharmed.”
So poignant was the impression that she did
look. A litter had been improvised, and on it
Barouffski, an arm pendent, his head fallen
back, his face a gray green, was being put.
On the door behind her sounded the muffled
tap of fingers furtive and discreet. She
turned. At the threshold was Parker.
“If you please, my lady. Will your ladyship
receive——”
“No,” Leilah answered. She was about to
add that she was at home to no one. But she
caught herself. “Who is it?”
With that air which those acquire who attend
to delicate matters, the woman answered:
“Mr. Verplank.”
Leilah drew a long breath. She went to the
mirror. The curtain had disarranged her hair.
She readjusted it, and passed out and down into
the slippery salon.
Verplank was leaning against the piano.
His left arm was in a sling, and the left side
of his face from the nose to the ear was
bandaged.
Before either could speak there came from
the hall a murmur of voices, the sound of
lumbering feet, the noise of people labouring
upward.
Verplank looked at Leilah, and from her to
the door.
“What is that?”
On and upward moved the steps, the noise
decreasing as they passed, the sound subsiding
with them.
“What is it?” Verplank asked again.
Leilah’s under lip trembled. The deliverance
from the vortex, the after-shudder that
comes when some great peril has been barely
escaped, the sensation of strength overtaxed,
these things fusing with the consciousness that
the last barricade had been taken, that there
were now no more hostages to joy, induced
in her one of the most curious of physical
phenomena.
With tears running down her cheeks, she
smiled. Then, sobbing and smiling still, she
answered him:
“The key of the prison.”
Verplank nodded. He did not in the least
understand. But the singularity of her appearance,
joined to the singularity of her reply,
aroused in him a great pity for this woman
who had ruined her life, ruined his own,
and who then seemed to him demented.
“Pardon, madame la comtesse. Monsieur
Palencia and Monsieur Tyszkiewicz ask if
madame la comtesse will receive them?”
At the door, behind her, was Emmanuel.
At once another phenomenon occurred.
Galvanised by that instinct of form which,
when requisite, enables women of the world
to banish instantly any trace of emotion, Leilah
turned to the footman a face in which the
tears had been reabsorbed, and from which
the smile had gone.
“Say to these gentlemen that I appreciate
and thank them, but that I can see no one.”
Emmanuel compressed his lips. He wondered
how she knew. There was a great deal
occurring in this house that perplexed him.
Moreover, Verplank’s bandage and sling interested
him very much. But, trained to his
calling, he bowed and withdrew.
“What do they want?” Verplank asked,
memories of his own duel surging at mention
of their names before him.
In Leilah’s face the tears and smiles reappearing,
mingled.
“Barouffski is dead,” she answered.
Verplank closed and opened a hand. His
mouth opened also. He was sure now that
she was crazy.
“Dead! How? What do you mean?”
Leilah made a gesture.
“There, a moment ago, in the garden.
D’Arcy shot him.”
Verplank started. The definiteness of her
reply divested him of his idea concerning her,
but it produced another which was also,
though differently, disturbing. His eyes
blazed. The old scar, the scar on the right
side of his face, reddened.
“Who the devil is d’Arcy?”
For a moment he stared. Then, angrily
snapping two fingers, he cried:
“In taking you from this damned house to-day,
I had intended to leave a card for him, not
a p. p. c. either, one with our address on it
and the hours when I would be at home. If
there was any shooting going on, I intended
to be in it. Now some duffer must interfere.”
With a rapid intake of the breath, he considered
her. At the moment, he doubted it
could be true. Yet her face, with its hysterical
blending of joy and sorrow, seemed to certify
that it was so. After all, he reflected, however
the odour may occur, always the smell of an
enemy’s corpse is sweet. But, uncertain still,
he threw out for clincher:
“Is that what you meant by the key of the
prison?”
She moved to him.
“Gulian, yes, and never can I be thankful
enough that it was not your hand that turned
it.”
Verplank tossed his bandaged head.
“So this is the end!”
Leilah looked up at him.
“Gulian, no, not that. The end of the beginning,
if you like. Hereafter we will be
beginning anew. Hereafter——”
She paused. The word had been evocative.
Its repetition showed her that which she had
not yet had time to consider; the decencies of
life, the decencies, too, of death, the funeral,
the widow’s weeds, the delay which the world
exacts; new hostages to joy, real though impermanent.
She told him of them.
From the church next door the organ pealed,
and as they then remade their plans—those
plans which mortals think they make, and
which always are unmade unless intended for
them—a ray of sunshine entered; the organ
pealed louder, the beauty of the melody hushed
their voices, and for a moment, to the appoggiatura
of Stradella, on that shaft of light,
Leilah’s thoughts, ascending, mounted into
realms where all things broken are made complete,
and where are found again things vanished.
Transcriber’s Note:
A list of Chapters has been provided for the navigational
convenience of the reader.
Punctuation and spelling inaccuracies were silently corrected.
Archaic and variable spelling is preserved.
Variations in hyphenation and compound words have been preserved.
The author’s long dash style has been retained.