The Squire shut to the gate in the garden wall of the Dower House and
stepped out across the park. His face was lit up with gratification,
his step was as light as that of an elderly man of seventeen stone very
well could be.
He had been to see Virginia, and she had given him the news that had
caused this elation.
She had just come down from Scotland, where John Spence had taken a
moor, leaving Dick amongst the grouse. Mrs. Clinton was there too, and
Joan, and a large house-party besides. The Squire had been asked, but
it was many years since the twelfth had caused a stir in his movements,
and he had refused. Didn't care much about it; might come to them
later, when they moved down, for the pheasants. It was a not
unpleasant change for him to have the house entirely to himself. But
he had got a little tired of his solitary condition after a fortnight,
and had been extremely glad to see Virginia, who had come South to meet
a friend on her way from America to Switzerland.
It seemed that young Inverell—the Earl of Inverell, twenty-seven years
of age, master of mines as well as acres, handsome and amiable as well
as high-principled—in fact the very type and picture of young
Earls—whose Highland property marched with that which John Spence had
rented, had been constantly of their party, even to the extent of
putting off one of his own.
The attraction? Joan.
There could be no doubt about it, Virginia had said. He was head over
ears. And Joan was as gay as a lark. It was the sweetest thing to see
them together—a picture of adorable youth, and love, unspoken as yet,
but shining out of their eyes and ringing in their laughter for
everyone to see and hear.
She had enlarged on the enchanting spectacle, and the Squire had
listened to her tale, not so much because he "cared about that sort of
thing," but so as to assure himself that it was undoubtedly a true one,
on both sides, and that Joan, especially, would not be likely to rebel
a second time.
How providentially things worked out! Young Inverell was a parti
beside whom the eligibility of Bobby Trench paled perceptibly. Bobby
Trench, socially and financially, would have been a good match. This
would be a great one. If it would not "lift" the Clintons of Kencote,
which the Squire was persuaded no marriage whatever could do, it would
at least point their retiring worth. It would bring them into that
prominence in which, to speak truth, they had always been somewhat
lacking.
And he was a nice young fellow too, so the Squire had always heard;
already beginning modestly to play the part in public affairs which was
expected of the head of his house; untouched as yet by the staleness of
the world, which had touched Bobby Trench so much to the Squire's
disgust, until he had closed his senses to it; and a fitting mate in
point of youth and good looks for a beautiful young girl like Joan,
which Bobby Trench could hardly have been said to be, in spite of his
ever youthful behaviour.
Really, it was highly gratifying. It just showed that there was no
need to hurry these things. If Joan had taken the first person that
came along—a young fellow he had never thought much of himself, but
had allowed to take his chances out of old friendship to his
father—she would have missed this. The child was a good child. She
would do credit to any station. Countess of Inverell! Nothing in
that, of course, but—well, really the whole thing was highly
gratifying.
Why hadn't his wife written about it?
There was nothing in that. She always left out of her letters the
things she might have known he would like to hear. Virginia was quite
certain; and she could be trusted on such a subject, or indeed on any.
Well, one got through one's troubles. It was extraordinary how
sunshine came after rain, or would be if one didn't believe in a wise
Providence overruling everything for our good. A few months ago there
had been that terrible affair, now buried and forgotten——
The brightness left his face as his thoughts touched on that subject.
It was buried, sadly, though perhaps mercifully, enough; but it was not
forgotten. It was thought of as little as possible, but the debt still
rankled—the debt that could not be paid. It came up at nights, when
sleep tarried, which fortunately happened seldom. But time was
adjusting the burden. It would not be felt much longer.
The thought of it now came only as a passing shadow to heighten the
sunshine of the present. In fact this gleam of sunshine seemed to
remove the shadow finally. He had done, all that he could do, had kept
back nothing, had satisfied his honour. An obligation to so old a
friend as Sedbergh need not weigh on any man.
It would be ungrateful not to recognise how plainly things had been
"ordered." Apart from the curious accidents of the problem—the fact
that "the woman" had not been condemned for that crime; that she had
already paid her penalty; that the other woman had been connected in
such a way that it had been possible to silence her by a perfectly
innocent transaction, carried out by perfectly innocent people—facts
surely beyond coincidence, and of themselves demanding belief in an
overruling Providence—apart from all this there had been poor Susan's
death, no longer demanding the least pretence of lamentation, but to be
regarded as a clear sign that the account had been squared and no
further penalty would be exacted.
And now there was this new satisfaction, as a further most bountiful
token of favour. How was it possible that there could be those who did
not believe in a God above, when signs were so plain to those who could
read them? It would be churlish now not to throw off all disagreeable
thoughts of the past, and not to take full pleasure in the brightness
of present and future.
As the Squire came round a group of shrubs that masked the lawn from
the carriage drive he saw a woman approaching the house. As he caught
sight of her she caught sight of him, changed her course, and came
towards him.
He stopped short with a gasp of dismay. It was Mrs. Amberley.
"Mr. Clinton," she said, "I have never had the pleasure of meeting you,
but I expect you know who I am. I have come down from London on
purpose to have a little talk with you."
She had altered in no way that he could have described. She was
fashionably dressed, in a manner suitable for the country, her
wonderful hair had not lost its lustre, her face was still the
beautiful mask of whatever lurked in secret behind it. Yet she seemed
to him a thing of horror, degraded and stained for all the world to
see. And even the world might have been aware of some subtle change.
Whether it was that her neat boots were slightly filmed with dust, or
that her clothes, smart as they were, were not of the very latest; or
that it was no outward sign, but the consciousness of disgrace
affecting her bearing, however she might try to conceal it—whatever it
was, it was there. This was a woman who had come down very low, knew
that the world was against her, and would fight the world with no shame
for what it could still withhold from her.
He stared at her open-mouthed, unable for the moment either to speak or
think.
She laughed at him elaborately. "You don't seem very pleased to see
me," she said. "May we go into the house and sit down? I have walked
from the station, and am rather tired."
"No," he said quickly, reacting to his immediate impulse. "You will
not enter my house."
She looked at him with careful insolence. "Shall we go into the
churchyard?" she said, "and talk over Susan Clinton's grave?"
The infamous taunt brought him to himself. "Come this way," he said,
and turned his back on her to stride off along a path between the
shrubs.
She followed him for a few steps, and then, feeling probably that this
rapid progress in his wake did not accord with her dignity, stopped and
said, "Where are you taking me to, please? I haven't come here to look
at your garden."
He turned sharply and faced her. "I am taking you to where we can be
neither seen nor heard," he said, and waited for her to speak.
"Very well," she said. "That will suit me very well—for a first
conversation—as long as it is not too far, and I am not expected to
race there."
He turned his back on her and went on again, but at a slower pace.
They went through a thick shrubbery and out on to a little sloping lawn
at the edge of the lake, which was entirely surrounded by great
rhododendrons. There was a boat-house here, and a garden seat, to
which he motioned her.
She sat down, and looked up at him. "I am not going to talk to you
standing over me like that," she said. "It will be giving you an
unfair advantage."
He sat down on the same seat, as far away from her as possible.
"Well, what have you got to say for yourself?" she asked him, in much
the same tone as a schoolmaster might have asked the question of an
errant schoolboy.
He said nothing. He had nothing to say. His thoughts were still in a
turmoil.
Perhaps silence was the best retort to her air of insolence. She had
to find another opening.
"You call yourself a man of honour!" she said in a slow contemptuous
voice. "You pay hush-money, so that the innocent may suffer, and the
guilty go free."
"It's a lie," he said. "I paid no money. I refused to pay money."
"Ah, then you did know everything. It was what I could not be quite
certain about. The story was confused. Thank you for clearing it up."
He felt himself trapped at the first opening of his mouth. He would
need all his wits to cope with this shameless, cunning woman. He tried
to break through her deliberate artifices. "What do you want?" he
asked. "What have you come here for?"
"You didn't pay the money yourself?" she went on. "That would hardly
have done, would it? You let somebody else pay it, and washed your
hands of it, I suppose."
It had been his own phrase. Her chance lighting on it seemed to make
her uncannily aware of everything that had passed. How had she got
hold of her information? He had not had time to think about that yet.
"I refused to pay anything," he repeated. "Nothing was paid to anybody
who had anything to do with you. I refuse to discuss these affairs
with you."
"Oh, do you?" she taunted him. "Will you refuse to discuss them when
you are brought up on a charge of conspiracy? You will be allowed to
do it through Counsel, of course. They allowed me Counsel, when I was
brought up on a charge of stealing something that a member of your
family stole. I wish I could have done without him. I should have
liked to defend myself. But it will suit you. You can shelter
behind him. You seem rather good at that."
"What do you want?" he asked her again. "What have you come here for?"
"To talk it over quietly," she said, with the same mocking intonation.
"Do you want to know how I found out about it all? You seem to have
forgotten entirely that I knew that somebody staying in the house at
the same time that I was must have stolen the things. It wasn't very
difficult, afterwards, to decide on the thief. I have a few friends
still, Mr. Clinton, and I heard that your precious Susan, whom every
one knew to have been head over ears in debt, had suddenly and
miraculously become out of debt, and had money to throw about. I had
enquiries made, and heard that the woman whom you bought—I beg your
pardon, whom you made somebody else a cat's-paw to buy, so as to save
your own skin, had been sent over to the other side of the water, to
get her out of the way. It was the finger of Providence, I think, that
led me to follow her up. I expect you have been thinking that
Providence had been specially engaged in your interests; and it
certainly did look like it—for a time."
Again the uncanny cognisance of his very thoughts! But this was only a
very clever woman, who knew her man, and his type.
"I went over myself, and found her," she went on. "She was going West
to make a start on the money that her poor fool of a husband thought
had been given him for his own sweet sake. She didn't intend to
undeceive him. At one time I had had an idea of going 'West' myself.
You see I had been hounded out of London for the crime that one of you
Clintons had committed, and as you had so chivalrously left me to bear
the burden of it, and hushed up the truth, instead of clearing my name,
I didn't know then that I should be able to come back again. I wanted
to get away as far as possible."
He was unendurably taunted. "Your name couldn't have been cleared," he
said. "You were not condemned for that; it was for stealing the other
thing; and that will stick to you still."
She affected bewilderment, and then enlightenment seemed to come to
her, and she laughed. "Oh, that's it, is it?" she said. "Your mind
seems to run so much in twists and curves that anyone who expects a
straight sense of right and wrong in honourable men must be pardoned
for being a little slow in following them. But I didn't steal that
either, you know. The sainted Susan stole it as well as the
necklace—she was an expert in such things—and this woman Clark told
my woman about it—the one who committed perjury at my trial, and is
now going to suffer for it, if I can find her."
The sneer at the dead girl pierced something in him which set his brain
clear. This was a wicked woman, and she was lying to him. "That's a
likely story!" he said with rough contempt, and she winced for the
first time, although, with his eyes on the ground, he did not mark it.
"It is one that will keep for the present," she said, instantly
recovering her coolness. "Well, fortunately I was able to make friends
with Susan's maid. It is a way I have with that sort of person,
although it is true that my own brute of a woman gave me away."
"Yes, she gave you away," said the Squire, more quick-witted than
ordinarily.
"Lied about me, I ought to have said," she corrected herself, with a
blink of the eyelids. "I see I must be careful to choose my words.
Words mean so much with you, don't they? Acts so little. If you can
say you haven't paid a bribe, it doesn't in the least matter that you
have let it be done and taken advantage of it. Well, I made friends
with her to begin with. She had just heard of Susan's death and wanted
to talk about it. She couldn't keep her foolish mind off the
connection between me and Susan, and spoke in such a way that I soon
knew I had been right to follow her up. I drew her on—I have always
been considered rather clever, you know—and before she knew she had
done it she had let out her story. You may be sure I frightened her,
when I could safely do so, into telling me the whole of it. I heard
what a fright dear Humphrey was in—a nice young man that—came to my
trial, I believe, jingling the stolen money in his pocket."
"That's not true," said the Squire. "He knew nothing of it whatever."
"He may have told you so. But six or seven thousand pounds! To repeat
your own words: 'That's a likely story, isn't it?'"
"He didn't know. You can go on."
"Thank you. I heard how he came posting down here, to get the
hush-money; and how it came by return of post—telegraph, I believe; I
think he telegraphed to the woman, 'Blackmail will be paid,' I suppose,
'on condition do not say from father.'"
She laughed at her jest. The Squire kept miserable silence.
"Well, there it is," she said. "To use my words more carefully this
time—she gave you away. You never thought you could be given away,
did you? You thought you were safe. Your conscience hasn't troubled
you much, I should think, to judge by your healthy appearance.
Conscience never does trouble cowards much, when they can once assure
themselves they won't be found out."
In the turbulent confusion of his mind, the Squire still clung to
certain fixities. He had acted for the best; he had acted so that the
innocent should not suffer; and if he himself had been amongst the
innocent who were to escape suffering, his own safety had not been his
chief thought. And if his actions, or his refraining from action, had
added to the burden justly borne by the guilty, that had been
inevitable if the innocent were to be saved; in any case it had added
so little that he could not be blamed for ignoring it. Cowardice at
least, he had thought, was no crime that could ever be laid to his
charge, and he had not shown it when he had braved all consequences in
refusing to lift a finger to avert the disaster that was now, in spite
of all, threatening him.
But she was dragging from him all his armour, piece by piece. He let
it go, and clung to his naked manhood.
"You may say what you like," he said, squaring himself and looking out
over the water in front of him. "I simply stood aside. What could
you—no, not you, what could anyone—have expected me to do? Publish
the truth—overwhelm the innocent with the guilty; and all for what?
For nothing. You were free. You——"
"Free! Yes. They had let me out of prison, that's quite true. Would
you consider yourself free with that taint hanging over you? Was I
free to come back to my friends? Was I free even to settle down
anywhere where my story was known? Susan, the thief, was to be
sheltered, because she bore the honoured name of Clinton. She was to
go free. Yes. But I, who had taken her punishment, was to be left
to bear the bitter results of it all my life. What meanness! What
base cowardice!"
He hardened himself, but said nothing.
"Susan had stolen this necklace, worth thousands of pounds," she went
on. "She had——"
"But not the jewel that you were imprisoned for stealing," he put in
again.
"I have already told you that she did; and I can prove it by that
woman's evidence."
He wavered, but stuck to his point. "I don't believe it," he said,
"and you can leave it out."
"I will, because it doesn't really matter whether you believe it or
not. You will believe it when you see her in the witness-box."
"You won't get her into the witness-box, to swear to that."
"Well, we shall see. There's no sense in haggling with you over that.
We will leave it out, as you advised. I was talking about Susan. She
and your precious Humphrey had spent the money that they had got from
the sale, or pawning, or whatever it was, of the pearls she had stolen."
"I have already said," he interposed quietly, "that Humphrey knew
nothing of it."
"And I have already said, 'That's a likely story!' However, we need not
press the point now. Say she had had all the money if you like, and
that he—dear innocent—never noticed that she was spending some
thousands of pounds more than he allowed her. If you like to believe
that it's your affair; we shall have plenty of opportunities of judging
what view other people will take of it, by and by. At any rate, the
money was spent—the stolen money—and you, a rich man, can sit down
quietly and let somebody else bear the loss of it."
He knew he was giving himself into her hands, but he could not help
himself. "That's not true," he said.
She looked at him, her lip curling. "Oh! you sent it back—anonymously
perhaps. You did have that much honesty."
"You can make what use of the admission you like," he said. "I told
Lord Sedbergh the story, and offered him the money."
This set her a little aback. "He knows the truth, then," she
exclaimed. "Another man of honour! He lets me lie under the stigma
of having stolen something that he's got the price of in his pocket all
the time. Upon my word! You're a pretty pair! I'm not certain that
he's not worse than you are."
He struggled with himself, but only for a moment, and then said, "He
refused to take the money."
She was quick to take that up. "Oh! I see. Dear me, how I should
have enjoyed being present at that interview. You go to him with the
delightful proposal that he shall make himself party to your meanness,
and he refuses. Yes. I suppose he would. I've no reason to suppose
there are two men of supposed honour who could act quite as vilely as
you have done. Come now, Mr. Clinton, I've given you a piece of
gratuitous information. Supposing you return it by telling me what he
said to you. Did he tell you what he really thought of you, or only
hint it?"
"Oh, let's have an end of this," he said, with agonised impatience.
"What have you come here for? What do you want?"
Her manner changed. "Yes, we will have an end of it," she said, with
quick scorn. "It's useless to tell you what I think of your meanness,
and how I despise your cowardice. I should have respected you much
more if you had paid your blackmail down like a man, and then kept
quiet about it, instead of running snivelling about trying to salve
your own conscience. But a man who can believe as you have has no
shame. You can't touch him by showing him up to himself. You can,
though, by making him pay for it. And I'm going to make you pay—to
the last rag of reputation you've got left."
She clenched her fist, and bent towards him fiercely. On his
fathomless trouble her change of attitude made no new impression. What
mattered it whether she sneered or stormed? The truth would be known;
the pit of disgrace was already yawning for him.
"I can't touch Susan," she went on. "If I could, I'd drag her out of
her grave and set her up for all the world to mock at."
The intensity with which she said this affected him not merely to
horror. He began to see dimly what an adversary he had to cope with,
and the burning rage against circumstance that must consume her. Even
if all he had comforted himself with was true—if she was guilty of
stealing the diamonds, and had suffered for that alone—still, she had
suffered for Susan's crime. For if Susan had been found out, she
would, or might, have gone undetected. How that knowledge must
smoulder or blaze in her mind, night and day—all the worse if she was
partly guilty! He might expect no mercy from her.
"I will make her name a mockery," she cried, "and I'll make yours
stink in the nostrils of every decent honest man and woman in the
country. I've only to tell my story. You can't deny it; you won't be
allowed to. But I'll do more than that. I'll make you stand where I
stood; first in the police court, then in the dock—you and Humphrey
together, and your other son too and his wife, who paid the money.
Tell your story then, and see what's thought of you! Some of them
may get off—but you won't. You'll go where I went—to a vile and
horrible prison, where you'll be with the scum of the earth; where
you'll have plenty of time to think it all over, and whether it
wouldn't have been better for you, after all, to tell the truth and
shame the devil,—you dastardly coward!"
Her voice had risen almost to a shriek. He looked round him, in fear
that it would bring someone to the scene. But the lake was retired,
and seldom visited. They were quite alone.
"Yes, I suppose you would like to move away," she said in a voice more
controlled, but still quivering with rage. "You can't run away.
You'll have to face it now; you and your whole family, guilty and
innocent. I'll make you suffer through them, as well as in yourself.
You'll never wipe off the blot, never in all your life, not even when
you come out of prison and come back here—a man that nobody will speak
to again, for all your wealth and position. You can think of that when
you're in your cell. They give you plenty of time to think. It's not
more than I suffered; it's not so much, because I was innocent. But
I'd no children and grandchildren to make it worse. You have. It's
your name you've blackened. Clinton will mean thief, and
conspirator, and everything that's vile long after you are dead."
He had heard enough. He got up, turned his back on her, and began to
walk very slowly across the little lawn, his head bent. She watched
him with a look of hate, which gradually faded to scorn, then to
cunning, then to expectation. But it became dismay when, having
crossed the grass, he did not turn, but kept on between the shrubs, as
if he had forgotten her, and were going to leave her there alone.
She had to call to him. "Where are you going?"
He turned at once, and the look on his face might have made her pity
him, if she had had any pity in her.
"You must do what you will," he said. "There is nothing more to be
said."
Then he turned from her again, and pursued his slow, contemplative walk
along the path, his shoulders bent, his steps dragging a little, like
those of an old man.
She forced a laugh. "Oh, there's a lot more to be said," she called
after him, in a voice almost gay. "Please come back."
He took no notice of her, but went on.
She sprang up, a look of alarm on her face, and took a few quick steps
across the grass.
"Mr. Clinton!" she said. "Mr. Clinton! I have a proposal to make to
you."
He stopped and turned then. She expected him to come back on to the
lawn; but he stood still, and she had to go up the path to him.
She lifted her face, that some men, but not he, would have called
beautiful, to his, and smiled.
"It needn't happen, you know," she said.
He did not understand in the least, and looked his puzzlement—and his
disgust of her. She dropped her eyes, and her seductive manner at the
same time. "Come and sit down again," she said, "and let us talk
sensibly. I have worked off my anger. Now let us see what can be
done."
A slight gleam of hope came to him. Perhaps—now Susan was dead—she
would see ... she could gain nothing....
He followed her to the seat obediently, and sat down.
"I have told you what I think of you," she said, speaking now coolly
and evenly. "I had to do that to clear my mind. You have treated me
with the meanest cruelty, and I mean every word I have said to you. I
have suffered bitterly, and perhaps I have succeeded in showing you
that I have it in my power to make you suffer in the same way. Revenge
is very sweet, and I have tasted a little of it. But, after all, it
can't do away with the past; and its savour soon goes. I shan't gain
much by punishing you, though you ought to be punished."
"No," he said eagerly. "You can gain nothing. And look at the
terrible—awful suffering you would bring upon those who are innocent
of any offence against you."
"Quite so," she said coolly. "I am glad you realise that. I meant you
to."
"It would be inhuman," he went on. "You would never be forgiven for
it—in this world or the next."
She laughed, this time without affectation. "You are really rather
funny," she said. "Well now, what do you suggest? That I shall hold
my tongue and go away? Back to America, for instance, and settle down
there for good, perhaps under another name?"
He could hardly believe his ears. "You would do that?" he cried.
"I think perhaps I might be persuaded to. I am not unreasonable."
"If you did that," he broke out, his face aflame, "the blessing of the
innocent would be yours to the end of your life. You would be their
saviour; you——"
"I suppose I should," she interrupted dryly. "I should like that. But
the trouble is, you see, that one can't live on the blessing of the
innocent. It isn't sustaining enough. And I have very little to live
on."
The light died slowly out of his face as he listened to her.
"You must help me," she said. "You are a rich man, and you can do it.
You allowed money to be paid before, to hush up this scandal; you
offered a very large sum of money to free yourself of a mere
disagreeable feeling of indebtedness, and took some risk in doing it
too—I give you that much justice. I am glad Lord Sedbergh refused
that money. Now you can lend it to me—I will pay you back some
day—and a few thousands more. Let me have ten thousand pounds, Mr.
Clinton. You can ease your conscience of the wrong you have done me,
and save your innocents at the same time—yourself, who are not
innocent, into the bargain."
Perhaps she had mistaken the motives which had led him to refuse to pay
money to Gotch, and really thought that he had done it only to save his
own skin, knowing that it would be paid elsewhere; in which case
nothing in this proposal would shock him. Or perhaps she relied
overmuch on having frightened him into acquiescence with any proposal.
Otherwise, with all her powers of finesse, she would hardly have
plumped out her demand in this careless fashion.
She had restored him in some degree to himself. "What!" he cried, his
brows terrifically together. "After all you have said, you now want me
to pay blackmail to you. It's an impudent proposal; and I refuse it."
She was quick to see her error. If he wanted his susceptibilities
soothed, she was quite ready to do that.
"Oh, don't be absurd," she said. "I never really thought that you had
looked on that transaction as blackmail; I only said so because I
wanted to make you smart. Is it likely that I should be fool enough to
suggest such a thing to you? Besides, whatever you may think of me, I
am not a blackmailer; it wouldn't suit my book. You are not very
clever, you know, Mr. Clinton. I will tell you what I want, and why I
think you ought to help me to get it, as carefully as I can; and you
must listen to me and try and understand it."
Poor man! How could he help listening to her, with so much at stake!
"The mischief is done," she said. "I am innocent, but I am
smirched—poor me!—and although I could make you suffer, and would, I
tell you frankly, if I could do it without hurting myself, I don't
believe I could ever get back—not all the way. I don't know that I
want to try; I am not young now, whatever I look, and I have no heart
for the struggle. I am young enough, at any rate, to enjoy my life, if
I can begin it again, in quite new surroundings, and not dogged by
poverty. It isn't much I want. What is ten thousand pounds for life
to a woman like me, who has spent that in a year? I have something of
my own, but not much. This would make me secure against that horrible
wolf at the door, which frightens me more than anything."
He was about to speak, but she silenced him with a lift of the hand,
and said, "Let me go on, please. Why should you give it to me? you
were going to ask—I drop the pretence of a loan, though you can call
it that if you like. Because you are the only person I can ask it of.
It is compensation; and nobody but you—except Humphrey, of course—has
offended against me. Sedbergh thinks I stole the star, and so does
Mary Sedbergh, and it is true that that is all I was actually found
guilty of. Under the circumstances they are not to be blamed. The
coincidences—and the perjury—were too strong for me. They owe me
nothing—except out of kindness to an old friend whom they had done
injustice to."
"If you want me to listen to you in patience," said the Squire angrily,
"you'll drop that impudent pretence of not having stolen the star. My
daughter saw you at the cupboard; and you would have stolen the
necklace if you could. You hardly take the trouble to hide that you're
lying. You must take me for a fool."
"Shall I drop it?" she asked. "I think perhaps I will, with you. It
is quite safe. I can take it up again if you drive me to action; and
nobody will believe that I could have been such a fool as to admit to
you that I had stolen it."
"You infamous creature!" he cried. "That was the plea you used before.
It didn't save you, and it won't save you this time."
She saw that she had made a mistake, but answered, "Well, no; perhaps
it wouldn't save me. But you see the question wouldn't arise. If I
did take it, I couldn't be punished for taking it twice. I could
confess it to all the world now, and nothing further would happen.
Besides, you see, it will be you who will be standing in the dock,
for an offence into which the question of the star wouldn't come."
His eyes dropped. Her specious reasoning—before she had made the
mistake of interrupting it with her insolent cynicism—had made some
way with him, and allowed his mind to detach itself ever so little from
that frightful picture.
"Oh, you can't be prepared to face that," she said, pursuing her
recovered advantage; "and it would be too absurd—quixotic. The same
reasons hold good here as they did before, when you allowed silence to
be kept, and were prepared to pay not much less than I ask for. You
save your children as well as yourself. Think what it would mean for
that young girl of yours, when the time came for her to be married."
Ah! That was a sharper pang than she knew. Oh, for the sunny
satisfaction of that walk across the park back again! And the sun
shining now on his black misery had only shifted a point or two.
"And the other one," went on the cool voice, "who was married the other
day. Their father in the dock! in prison!"
He rallied again. "You can drop that nonsense too," he said. "It's a
bogy that doesn't frighten me."
"Not the dock? I admit that you might escape the prison—though
Humphrey couldn't very well."
"Whatever mistake I may have made—and I'm not yet prepared to admit
that I made any—I did nothing that I could be even asked to justify in
a court of law."
"Well, I think you're wrong there. But in any case you would fear the
court of your friends and neighbours and the whole public opinion of
England hardly less than a court of law, wouldn't you?"
This was so true that he showed his sense of it in his face.
"Oh, my dear good man, how can you be so foolish as to run the risk of
it? Look here, Mr. Clinton, supposing I admit the theft of the star,
and say that I have deserved what I got for that, do I really suffer
nothing whatever by bearing the burden of Susan's far bigger theft all
my life? Be honest now. Take it as a woman's weakness. Wouldn't it
mean a good deal to me to be cleared of that?"
She waited for his answer, which was slow in coming. He fought hard
against his inclination to give an evasive one. "Yes—it might—it
would," he said.
"Then I bear it, and save her name, now she is dead; and your name. I
save the honour of you Clintons, who think so much of yourselves. If I
do that, and allow the shame you have fastened on to me to rest where
it is, don't I deserve some little kindness from you—some help in the
life I shall have to live, right away from all that has ever made my
life worth living to me before, right away from all my friends? I
should get some of them back, you know, if it were known that that,
at least, wasn't true of me."
Her voice was pleading. It affected him no more than by the sense of
the words it carried. Perhaps if this had been her tone from the first
it might have done so.
But the words themselves did affect him. They were true. If it could
be regarded as only help that she wanted!
"This time," she said, "you wouldn't be doing injury to a living soul.
You would only be doing something towards setting right a wrong. You
wouldn't even be doing anything that the law would blame you for.
Susan is dead. There is nobody who could be prosecuted."
"I could pay Sedbergh his money," he said slowly.
"Yes, you could do that," she took him up eagerly. "Honourably, now.
He could take it without any scruple. The Sedberghs would be sorry for
me, I think. They would be glad that I had been helped. They
couldn't blame you. And who else could?"
The Squire knitted his brows hard, and tried to think, but couldn't.
He could only feel. Release might be in view from the chains that
already seemed to have begun to rust on him.
"I can't see my way," he said. "I must think it over."
With her eyes fixed sharply and anxiously on him, she had seemed to be
reading his very thoughts. She had influenced him; she could do
nothing more by repetition of her plea; he must have time to think it
over—and would have time, whatever she might say; he was that sort
of man.
She rose from the seat. "I know you must have time," she said. "I
know that the sum I ask for is a large one, especially if you are going
to add another seven thousand on to it; but I can't take less. I won't
take less. But remember what it buys you, Mr. Clinton, when you think
it over. If you refuse me this money which you owe me for what you
have done to me, if ever man owed woman anything, I shall speak out and
bring it home to you. I would rather have peace for the rest of my
days, and ease, than perpetual fighting. But I shall be ready to
fight, if you refuse me, for I shall get something out of that."
He rose too. "You needn't go over all that again," he said. "If I
consider it right to do this I will do it. If not, no threats will
weigh with me."
"Very well," she said. "If you accept, as of course you will, for it
is right to do it, you will want to see me again to settle details.
Probably you won't want to pay the money all at once, and we can
arrange that. You will want to be assured that I shan't come down on
you again, that my silence will be absolutely unbroken. I can satisfy
you as to that too; I have thought out a way. There will be other
details to settle. You won't want to see me down here again. You must
come to see me in London. I will help you in every way I can."
She gave him an address.
"Now I will go," she said. "Show me a way out without my passing the
house."
They walked round the lower end of the lake together, neither of them
speaking a word. He took her to a gate leading into a lane. "If you
follow that to the left," he said, "you will come to the village."
She went through the gate which he held open for her. Then she turned
and looked at him out of level eyes, and said before she walked away:
"If you do what I ask, you will hear nothing more of me after we have
settled matters. If you don't, I will punish you somehow—in
addition—for not receiving me into your house."
"Mr. Clinton has had to go to Bathgate, ma'am. He told me to say he
would dine at the club and might be late home. He partic'ly asked that
you and Miss Joan—Miss Clinton—shouldn't sit up for him."
The old butler gave his message as if there was more behind it than
appeared from his words. Mrs. Clinton, standing in the hall, in her
travelling cloak, looked puzzled and a little anxious. It was unlike
her husband not to be at home to meet her, especially when she and Joan
were returning from so comparatively long a visit—and there was
something so very interesting to talk about. And, although he
frequently lunched at the County Club in Bathgate, he had not dined
there half a dozen times since their marriage.
"Is Mr. Clinton quite well?" she asked, preparing to move away.
"Well, ma'am, I don't think he is quite well. We've all noticed it.
Or it seems more as if he was worried about something. But he's not
eating well, ma'am, and not sleeping well."
"Poor father!" said Joan, standing by her mother. "We've been too long
away from him. We'll cheer him up, and soon put him right, mother."
Mrs. Clinton went to bed at half-past ten, as usual. The Squire came
home at eleven o'clock. It was the hour when he expected her to have
her light out, if he should come up then.
He went straight to her room. It was in darkness. "Well, Nina," he
said from the door, "you're back safely. Sorry I had to be out when
you arrived. I'll come to you in a few minutes."
He went along to his dressing-room. Just outside it, in the broad
carpeted corridor was Joan. She was in a white dressing-gown, her hair
in a thick plait down her back. She looked hardly older than the child
she had been five years before.
"Father dear!" she said. "How naughty of you to be away when we came
home! Have you heard about it?"
Her beautiful eyes, swimming with tender happiness, looked up into his.
She had come close for his embrace.
"My dear child!" he said, kissing her. "My little Joan!"
"I thought you'd be glad," she said, nestling to him. "I'm so
frightfully happy, father."
"Well, run along to bed now," he said. "We'll talk about it to-morrow.
You ought to have been in bed long ago."
"I know. But I had to stop up and tell you. Good-night, father."
He strained her to him. "Good-night, my darling!"
He was not a man of endearments; he had not called her that since she
was a tiny child. She flitted along the passage, and he went into his
room and shut the door.
The old butler came up to put out the lamps in the corridor. He had
performed this duty nightly since he had been a very young butler, and
had often thought, as he passed the closed doors, of those who were
behind them. For many years there had been somebody behind most of the
doors, except in the rooms reserved for visitors. Now there were only
three left out of all the big family in whose service he had grown old.
He had seen all the children, who had crowded the nursery wing, with
their nurses and governess, grow up and leave the nest one by one. It
had been such a warm, protected nest for them. He had always liked to
go up to the floor on which the nurseries were, and think of all the
little white-robed sleepers behind those doors as he passed them. They
were so safe, tucked up for the night, and so well-off in that great
guarded house, where nothing that might affright other less fortunate
children could touch them.
The nursery wing was empty now. Joan had come down to another room on
the first floor; he only had one broad passage to see to upstairs. And
soon she would have flown. He thought of her with the affection of an
old servant as he put out the light outside her room. Little Miss
Joan! She was in there with her happiness. He smiled as he turned
from that door.
Outside his master's dressing-room his face became solicitous. Mr.
Clinton was not well—worried-like. Well, he was apt to worry
over-much about trifles. The old butler knew him by this time. He had
seen him weather many storms, and they had never, after all, been more
than mere breezes. Whatever was going on behind the door of that room
couldn't be very serious. Its occupant was shielded from all real
worries, except those he made for himself. He was one of the lucky
ones.
Outside the big room of state, in which so many generations of Clintons
had been born to the easy lot awaiting them, and so many heads of that
fortunate house had died after enjoying their appointed years of honour
and invulnerable well-being, his face cleared. Mrs. Clinton had come
home; she would put right whatever little thing was wrong. His master
couldn't really do without her, though he thought he could. Behind
that door she was lying, waiting for him. He put out the lamp.
The house was now dark and silent, though behind two of the three doors
there were lights.
The Squire went along the passage in his dressing-gown, carrying his
bedroom candlestick. He blew out the light directly he got inside the
room.
When he had given his wife greeting, he said, "I'm tired to-night. We
must talk over this affair of Joan's to-morrow."
"You are pleased, Edward, are you not?" she asked. "He is such a dear
boy; and they are very much in love with one another."
"I must hear all about it to-morrow," he said, composing himself for
sleep. His usual habit was to go to sleep the moment he got into bed;
but he was always ready to talk, if there was anything he wanted to
talk about. He would freely express irritation if he was upset about
anything, and it sometimes seemed as if he were ready to talk all
night. But he would suddenly leave off and say, "Well, good night,
Nina. God bless you!" and be fast asleep five minutes later. He never
omitted this nightly benediction. Until he said "God bless you, Nina,"
it was permitted to her to speak to him. When he had said it, he was
officially asleep, and not to be disturbed.
He did not say it to-night after his postponement of discussion, but
his movement showed that "good-night" was considered to have been said.
The omission was ominous.
For a very long time there was complete silence. Then the Squire
turned in bed, with a sound that might have been a half-stifled groan,
but also an involuntary murmur. Again there was a long silence. Mrs.
Clinton lay quite still, in the darkness. Then he turned again,
gently, so as not to wake her if she were asleep, and moaned.
Her voice, fully awake, broke through the silence, "Edward, you are not
asleep. Porter said you were not well."
He made no reply for a moment. Then he turned towards her and said,
"Inverell—he is coming to see me here?"
"Yes. He is coming on Friday."
"You must put him off, Nina. You must put off the whole thing for a
time."
He must have expected an expression of surprise, or a question. But
none came.
"There are reasons why I can't consider it for the present," he said.
"What to say to him I don't quite know. By and by, perhaps. Joan is
very young yet.... I don't know what to say; we must think it over."
"Edward," she said, after a pause, "if there is trouble hanging over
us, let me know of it. Let me be prepared."
This reply, so different from any that he could have expected, kept him
silent for a time. Then he took her hand in his and said, "I don't
know why you say that; I had meant to keep it to myself till the
trouble came; but I suppose you can always see through me. Nina, there
is dreadful trouble coming to us. I hardly know how to tell you about
it—how to begin. There is such trouble as I sometimes think nobody
ever had to bear before. Oh, my God! how shall I break it to you!"
It was a cry of agony, the first cry he had uttered. It rang through
the room. Joan caught the echo of it, and lifted her head from the
pillow, but dropped it again and closed her eyes on her happy thoughts.
"Oh, Edward!" Mrs. Clinton cried, clinging to him, "I can't bear to see
you suffer like this. My dear husband, there is no need to break
anything to me. I know."
"What!" His voice was low and alarmed. "She has already——"
"Poor Susan told me," she said. "She told me on her death-bed."
He sighed momentary relief. "You have known for all these weeks!" he
said. "Oh, why didn't you speak?"
"What could I have said? How could I have helped matters? What was
there to do?" Her usually calm, slow speech was agitated, and told him
more of what she had gone through than words could have done. "I saw
you anxious and troubled, and I longed for you to confide in me; but
until you did——"
"I couldn't," he said. "I gave Humphrey my promise. He had his
reasons, but whether he ought to have——"
"Oh, I am glad you have told me that," she said in a calmer voice.
"No, I think he was wrong—to ask that I should be shut out. I can
help you—I have helped you—sometimes, Edward."
He pressed her hand, which was lying in his. "My dear," he said, "I
want your help now very much."
"We needn't talk more about the past," she said. "It is known now, is
it? You have heard something while I have been away."
He told her, up to the point where Mrs. Amberley had left him. His
story was often interrupted by exclamations of pain and disgust, as the
intolerable things that had been said to him through that long
drawn-out hour of his torture were brought to light. He went off into
by-paths of explanation, of self-justification, of appeal.
She soothed him, helped him to tell his story, was patient and loving
with him, while all the time almost insupportably anxious to come to
the end of it, and know the best or the worst. But when he came to
Mrs. Amberley's plea for help, stumbling through the specious arguments
she had used, as if for the thousandth time he were balancing them,
defending them, inclining towards them, she kept silence. She
trembled, as she followed the workings of his mind, groping towards a
decision, with so little light to help him, or rather with lights so
crossed that none shone out clearly above the rest. She thought—she
hoped—she knew what his decision had been. But he must tell her of it
himself. She could not cut him short with a question. The decision
was his. Whatever it had been, he had already made it. If it had been
right, a question from her must have expressed doubt; if wrong,
censure, or at least criticism.
"I think, when she had left me," he said quietly, "I felt no doubt
about what I was going to do. Everything she had said seemed to be
true. It seems to be true now, when I repeat it. She had suffered
wrongfully, and would, to the end of her days. If I had let it be kept
dark before, and thought myself right, it wouldn't be less right to
keep it dark now. I could pay Sedbergh his money, which was the only
thing that had worried me badly, after the rest had been done, and not
done by me. The disgrace would be sharper still if it came out,
because it had been hidden before, and certain things might have been
misunderstood, or misrepresented. I knew she would do the worst she
could, and wouldn't stick at lies. There was this marriage of Joan's
to make or mar—— Oh, I don't know; I can't think straight about it
even now. I thought it over for two days and nights. I prayed to God
about it. Before Him, I don't know whether I've done right or wrong.
I'm bringing misery on you, and everybody I love in the world. I'm
dragging the name of Clinton, that has stood high for five hundred
years, down in the dust. But I couldn't do it, Nina. I couldn't do
it."
She threw herself on his breast weeping. He had never known her weep.
"Oh, Edward, my dear, dear husband," she cried, "I love you and honour
you more than I have ever done. Our feet are on the straight path.
God will surely guide them."
"Good heavens! What on earth can be the meaning of this?"
Dick was standing in his pyjamas at the window of Virginia's bedroom.
They were in a country house on the Yorkshire coast, to which they had
come for a few days on their way from Scotland. Letters had just been
brought up to them with their morning tea.
"What is it, Dick?" said Virginia from the bed. "Give it to me."
He hesitated for a moment, and then crossed the room to give her the
letter he had been reading. As he did so he looked through the other
envelopes he held in his hand. "Here is one from the Governor," he
said, "which may explain it."
The two letters ran as follows:
DEAR CAPTAIN CLINTON,
I suppose your father has told you of the conversation he and I had
together a few days ago, and of his refusal to entertain the request I
made of him, to which I had understood him to assent. This is just a
friendly note of advice to you to help him to see how absurd his
refusal is, and what it will entail, not only to him but to you and all
your family. I shall not take any steps for a day or two, so that you
may have time to bring him to reason. But if that cannot be done, I
shall take the steps of which I warned him.
Yours sincerely,
RACHEL AMBERLEY.
MY DEAR DICK,
I want you to come home at once. A very serious trouble has arisen
with regard to an action of poor Susan's, of which I have known for
some time, but which I was unable to talk to you about. I had thought
we should hear no more about it, but I am afraid it must now be known.
I wish to consult you about any steps that can be taken; but I fear
that none can. In any case I want you to hear the whole story. Your
mother sends her love, and wants you and Virginia here. She would like
me to tell you the story, but I feel I cannot write it. You must wait
until I see you.
Love to Virginia.
Your affectionate father,
EDWARD CLINTON.
Dick's face was grave enough when he looked up from this missive, and
handed it, without a word, to Virginia.
"Rachel Amberley!" she exclaimed.
"Yes—and Susan," said Dick. "Trouble indeed! Trouble and mystery! I
wish the Governor had told me what it is. Just like him to keep us on
tenterhooks for hours! We shall have to start early, Virginia."
Virginia was frightened. "But, Dick dear, what does it mean?" she
cried.
He went and stood at the window, looking out over the sea. His face
was very grave. "It means," he said slowly, "that Susan was concerned,
somehow, in that Amberley business; and she has found it out, and is
asking for money to keep it dark."
"But how could she have been concerned in it? Oh, how dreadful, Dick!"
"She was at Brummels at the time." He pieced his thoughts together
slowly. "Perhaps she knew, and took money to hold her tongue. She
wanted money almost as much as the other woman. She did something she
ought not to have done; the Governor says so. Something that she could
have been punished for, or this Amberley woman wouldn't have any
grounds to go on. She has been punished, and can't be punished any
more—for that. She could for blackmail, though. She says the
Governor gave way to her. That would have been extraordinarily
foolish. He refused afterwards, though—seems to have told her to go
to the devil. I'm glad he did that. Lord, how he must have been
rushed! I wish I'd been there to lend him a hand."
"Oh, poor Mr. Clinton! But what can she do, Dick, this woman?"
"If Susan had known——!" He paused. "She can't have been in it...."
"Oh no, Dick!" Virginia said in a frightened whisper.
"No, the Amberley woman would have given her away. I don't think she
has found out anything. I think she has waited until she was free of
everything herself, and now proposes to let out what she knew all the
time about Susan, unless she is paid to keep it to herself. That would
be it, or something like it. Well, we shan't know, if we cudgel our
brains all day. I must go and dress; and you must get up. I'll tell
Finch to look up trains. Don't worry about it, Virginia."
They arrived at Kencote in the late afternoon. Joan was on the
platform. Her face was troubled. Virginia kissed her warmly. "What
is it, darling?" she asked.
"I don't know," said Joan, as they walked out of the station together.
"It is something about Ronald. He is not to come here yet. Oh, what
can it be?"
"It isn't anything about Ronald," Virginia said. "We know that much.
But it is some great trouble, and I suppose your father has asked him
not to come for the present."
"Yes," said Joan. "Mother said she would tell me more after they had
talked to you and Dick. Father has been indoors all day. I believe he
is ill. Oh, Virginia, I am sure something dreadful is going to happen."
They drove straight to the house, and Dick went in at once to his
father's room. The Squire was sitting in his chair, doing nothing. He
looked aged and grey.
"Well, Dick," he said, looking up, without a smile. "This is a black
home-coming. Ask your mother and Virginia to come in. Virginia must
know. I'll tell you the story at once."
He told his story, without the circumlocutions he had used to Mrs.
Clinton. His voice was tired as he told it, and his narrative was
almost bald. "There it is," he ended up. "I don't know whether I'm
right or not. Your dear mother says I am. I hope I am. It means
untold misery and disgrace. But I shan't pay her a penny, directly or
indirectly."
Virginia looked anxiously at Dick, who had been sitting with downcast
eyes, and now looked up at his father.
"You needn't worry yourself about that, father," he said.
The Squire's face brightened a little.
"You mean that you think I'm right," he said. "I suppose I am. But I
can't be certain of it."
"I can," said Dick. "She can disguise it as she likes; but it's
blackmail. We don't pay blackmail."
There were visible signs of relief at this uncompromising statement.
The Squire began to argue against it, not because he was not glad it
had been made, but to justify his doubts.
"I know it's a difficult case," said Dick. "It's a most
extraordinarily difficult case. The only way through it is to act on a
broad principle, and stick to it through thick and thin. That's what
you've done, and I'm very glad of it. You couldn't have done anything
else, really, though you may think you could. Under no circumstances
do we pay money to anybody to keep anything dark."
"Money was paid," said the Squire.
"I had no idea whatever," said Virginia, with frightened eyes.
"Oh, of course not," said Dick. "It wasn't your fault."
His face was clouded. "I can't blame Humphrey," the Squire said, with
his eyes on him.
Dick made no reply.
"He came on purpose to ask you," said Virginia. "He didn't try to keep
it from you."
"He did keep it from me," said Dick. "I ought to have known."
"What should you have done?" asked the Squire.
Dick did not answer. Mrs. Clinton broke in. "Let us leave that
alone," she said. "Humphrey had poor Susan to consider. We have no
right to blame him for what he did."
"I say nothing about that, for the present," said Dick. "I must think
it over. If I had been there he would not have got the money."
"He wouldn't have told you why he wanted it," Virginia said. "I think
you would have paid it—to Gotch—as I did."
"You see how difficult it all is, Dick," said Mrs. Clinton. "At every
moment there have been difficulties. Do not think harshly of poor
Humphrey."
"He is out of it," said Dick, "at the other side of the world. See
what comes of his actions. We couldn't be touched if it were not for
that—in any way that will harm us. Susan is dead. Nobody else had
done anything they could have been accused of, or made sorry for, up
till that time."
"Susan had," said Mrs. Clinton. "She was alive then; and she was
Humphrey's wife. And wouldn't it have been terrible for us then if she
had been punished?"
Dick's face was hard.
"Dick, supposing it had been me!" said Virginia.
"Oh, my dear!" he exclaimed impatiently.
"No, but you must think of it in that way. He stood by her. He
couldn't let that happen to her."
"Well," said Dick unwillingly, "when you've said that at every stage it
has been a difficult question, perhaps you have said all that can be
said. The trouble is that it is that payment to Gotch that is coming
home to us. That's why, even if father had thought it right,
otherwise, to pay her this money now, it would have been the most
foolish thing he could have done. He would have been endorsing that
transaction. As it is, he can say quite truly that he refused to do
it, and we, who did do it, had no idea what it was done for."
"Yes, I see that," said the Squire, "and I never thought of it before.
The two things would have hung together."
"She would have made further demands," said Dick. "We should have been
under her thumb."
"She said she would satisfy me of that," said the Squire.
"She may have said so. She would have been too clever for you. She
would have drawn us in, until we should have had to do something
downright dishonourable—that there couldn't have been any doubt
about—or defy her and take the consequences, as we've got to do now.
We should have been living under the sword, perhaps for years, never
knowing when it was going to fall, shelling out money all the time.
Oh, it doesn't do to think about! And no better off at the end of it
than we are now."
"It's true," said the Squire. "I wish I'd had you to show it all so
clearly to me while I was going through that awful time, making up my
mind. Oh, Lord!" He wiped his brow, damp with the horror of thinking
of it.
"You made up your mind without seeing clearly," said Mrs. Clinton.
"You did what was right because it was right."
"And now we've got to take our punishment for it," said the poor
Squire, with a wry smile.
"That is what we'd better talk about," said Dick. "The other is all
over. We can talk about that later."
"Herbert Birkett is coming down to-morrow," said the Squire. "I wrote
and told him he must, and he sent me a wire. He is playing golf at
North Berwick. It is her threat of an action for conspiracy that I
want to ask him about."
"That's bluff," said Dick. "Who conspired to do what? Humphrey is out
of the country. He had better stay there. She can't get at him.
Everybody else is blameless. You refused, and you were the only one
besides him who knew anything about it."
"I can't prove that, and she won't stick at lies."
"That's true enough. But you can prove it. She will have to get the
Gotches over to prove anything at all, and his evidence will clear you.
Besides, you refused her the second time."
"I can't prove that. There were only she and I."
"By Jove!" Dick felt in his breast pocket. "She's given herself away
there. I've got a letter from her. She says you refused. She isn't
as clever as I thought she was."
"It's all bluff," said Dick contemptuously, when the letter had been
read. "I don't think she could get the Gotches over, for one thing.
And supposing she did succeed in bringing it before a court, you could
tell your story in the most public way. Nobody would have a word of
blame for you, or for any of us. I'm not certain it wouldn't be the
best possible thing that could happen for us."
"I shouldn't like it to come to that," said the Squire.
"Well, I don't think it will. We've got other things to face—perhaps
worse things. I shan't answer her letter, though I'll take good care
to keep it. When she sees that nothing is coming she'll begin to
spread reports. That's when we shall have to be on the lookout."
"We have done nothing wrong," said Mrs. Clinton. "She will only be
attacking poor Susan; and anybody whose opinion of us we should value
will think that a wicked thing to do, now that Susan is dead."
"But ought we not to defend Susan's memory?" Virginia asked.
All three of them were silent. Dick was the first to speak.
"We have to think straight about it," he said. "You can't defend
Susan, alive or dead. It was shielding her that has put us in the
wrong, where we are in the wrong. All that we can do is not to admit
anything, not to deny anything; let people think what they will. Keep
quiet. That's a good deal to do, for if we liked to take the offensive
we could clear ourselves once and for all."
"How could we do that?"
"Have her up for slander."
"But what she will say about Susan will be true."
"Do you think she will stick to that? No, she will try to blacken us
in every way she can. She'll tell lies about us. It's no good saying
people won't believe them. They will believe them, if we don't
defend ourselves. We may have to have her up for slander, after all."
"What can she get out of it all?" asked Virginia in a voice of pain.
"It will be horrible. Every right-thinking person must abhor her."
"She will have a right to try and clear herself," said Mrs. Clinton.
"It is true that she was accused of doing what Susan really did, and
the accusation has never been cleared up."
"That is true," said Dick, "and if she confines herself to truth, we
have no right to try and stop her. Under all the circumstances—her
trying to get money for her silence, and so on—I don't see that we are
under the smallest obligation—of honour or anything else—to help her.
If we come out into the open we shan't be able to keep Susan's guilt
dark. That's why I think she will drag us into attacking her. We
shall see what Herbert Birkett says. All we have to do in the meantime
is to live on quietly here as usual, and wait for what comes."
"There are the others to be thought of," said Mrs. Clinton. "Jim and
Cicely, Walter and Muriel, Frank, all of them. They must be prepared."
"Yes," said Dick unwillingly. "They are bound to hear of it. We must
tell them. Get them down here as soon as possible. I will go over and
tell Jim and Cicely to-morrow."
The Squire had been sitting in a blessed state of quiescence. He had
done his part. Dick had a clearer head than he. In his bruised state,
he was only too ready to let Dick take the lead in whatever had to be
done.
"There is my poor little Joan to think of," he said. "Young
Inverell—I have put him off. Joan must be told why."
"I will tell her," Mrs. Clinton said. "Poor child, it is hardest for
her, just now. But he will not give her up—I am sure of it."
"I don't know," said the Squire. "If the whole country is going to
ring with our name—— His stands high. But I won't have him here
until the worst has happened that can happen; and then only if he comes
of his own accord. We stand on what honour is left to us. It won't be
much. We've been talking as if we could all clear ourselves at Susan's
expense, if everything comes out. We can't. She was one of us, poor
girl. We suffer for her sins."
Brummels,
Carchester, Sept. 26th, 19—.
MY DEAR EDWARD,
I have to thank you for your second letter, and for your cheque for
£7,000, which I cannot now refuse, but which, upon my soul, I don't
know what to do with. If I buy another necklace with it, I publish to
the world—or to such part of it as will see the pearls upon my wife's
neck—what I intend to keep even from the partner of my joys and
sorrows herself. If only a certain young woman had been able to bring
herself to consent to the proposal made to her, the difficulty might
have been got over by adding to her stock of trinkets. But it is of
no use to cry over that, and my little friend Joan will assuredly have
considered herself justified in her refusal by the somewhat startling
suddenness with which the illustrious Robert consoled himself for her
loss. These affairs move too quickly for me in my old age. The young
woman whom I now have the honour to call daughter-in-law is all that
could be wished from the point of view of health and high spirits, and
I have nothing against her. But I do not feel impelled to hang an
extra seven thousand pounds' worth of pearls round her neck. If that
is a criticism on her, so be it. But she is not Joan. She is very far
from being Joan.
I have much news for you, my dear Edward, which only my inveterate
habit of procrastination has caused to be left till now.
The woman fastened upon Mary at Harrogate. This must have been after
she had given up all idea of getting anything out of you. No doubt she
followed her to that invigorating resort, and it is unfortunate that my
poor wife should not be able to drink her waters of bitterness without
being frightened out of her five wits by that resurrection.
Fortunately I was within hail, and arrived on the scene in time to deal
with the situation. I gathered from her account of her interview with
you—my poor friend, what you must have gone through!—that you had
very loyally exonerated me from all possibility of blame or
misunderstanding, and I was pleased to be able in some sort to repay
that loyalty. I did not lie, Edward—at least not to her. What fine
adjustments of veracity one may have made later, in connubial intimacy,
let no man presume to sit in judgment upon. I had received your first
letter. I said neither yea nor nay, but rang the changes upon a
monotonous charge of her having tried to extort money from you. It was
the first line of defence, and I had no other. But she never got
behind it. There is a bland but dogged persistency in my nature which
ought to have carried me far. It carried me to the point of driving
her to uncontrollable rage, which is something of a triumph in itself.
To Mary I said before her, "This lady may not have stolen your
necklace. You have her word for it. I have the word of my friend,
Edward Clinton, that she asked him for money to stop her from spreading
the report that his daughter-in-law stole it. She is dead and cannot
defend herself. Also, Edward Clinton refused to give her any money.
These two facts are enough for me. I recognise this lady's existence
for the last time. I do not presume to dictate your actions, but if
you are wise I think you will do the same."
We got rid of her, and she left Harrogate the next morning. I let her
know, by the bye, that you held a letter from her admitting the fact
that she had made demands on you and that you had refused them; and you
may tell your son that she probably regrets having written that letter
as much as any she ever wrote. It is a master weapon.
Well, that is the attitude I shall take up—my wife too, although she
will talk a great deal, and be swayed by whatever opinion may be held
by whatever person she talks to. There is bound to be talk, and a
great deal of talk. You cannot help that. But it will die down. Deny
nothing, admit nothing, except that you refused to pay her money. That
is my advice to you.
They say that Colne is going to marry her. Birds of a feather! He is,
at any rate, hot—spirituously so—in his defence of her, and in his
offence against you and yours. I met him passing through London; for
the sins of my youth I still belong to the Bit and Bridle Club, and I
went there for the first time for I should think twenty years, and fell
upon him imbibing. Rather, he fell upon me, and I fell upon my
parrot-cry. "If you have any influence over that lady," I said to him,
"I should advise you to advise her to keep quiet. She would have
kept quiet—for money. It is known that she asked for it, and the less
it has cause to be stated, the better for what reputation she has."
I left my lord in the maudlin stage, crying out upon the world's
iniquity, of which he has considerable first-hand knowledge; but when
he comes to what senses he still possesses he will, I hope, remember my
advice. Let him marry the lady, by all means. She will have what
protection she deserves, and there will be some who will accept her.
They will cross neither my path nor yours, for our orbits and those of
Colne do not intersect.
Finally, my old friend, set your teeth against what must come, and
never lose sight of the fact that it will pass. You have been
remarkably tried, and have escaped more pit-falls than could have been
expected of any fallible mortal. There are no more in front of you,
and all you have to do is to walk straight on with your usual stride.
Ever very sincerely yours,
SEDBERGH.
This letter gave the Squire some comfort. It contained almost the
first definite news he had had. He had been living in that
uncomfortable state in which the mind is wrought up to meet trouble
which is bound to come, and the trouble tarries. Every morning he had
arisen with the anticipation of the storm breaking; every night he had
lain down, having lived through such a day as he might have lived at
this season of the year for the last forty years. The storm had not
broken yet.
Was it too much to hope that it would, after all, pass over?
He looked up from the letter with that enquiry in his mind. But his
face soon clouded again. Though not in the full downpour, he was
already caught by it.
Poor little Joan! She knew. She was going about the house, trying
hard to be as bright as usual. Sometimes he heard her singing. That
was when she passed the door behind which he was sitting. She came in
to him much more freely than she had ever done, and sat and talked to
him. His daughters had never done that, nor his sons very frequently,
with the exception of Dick. It was an empty house now. He and Joan
and Mrs. Clinton were a good deal together. Joan had even persuaded
him to take her out cubbing. None of the Clinton girls had ever been
allowed to ride to hounds; but there were so many horses in the stable,
and so few people to ride them now, that he had given way. But he had
only been out cubbing twice himself this season. He was getting too
old, he said. He had never said that of himself before, about
anything, which was why Joan had pressed him to take her. But three
times it had happened that she had risen at dawn, and Mrs. Clinton had
come in to her and said that her father had not slept all night, but
was sleeping now, and had better be allowed to sleep on.
Joan had heard nothing from her young lover since the letter had been
written asking him to postpone his visit. She said nothing to anybody
about him, but went about the house as usual, singing sometimes.
There had been one day amongst the young birds, in which Sir Herbert
Birkett, Jim Graham, and Walter only had assisted from outside Kencote.
The Squire could not bring himself to ask his neighbours to shoot, nor
to shoot with them. The strain was too great. On his tall horse by
the covert-side, in those early meets of the hounds, he had always been
on the look-out for suspicion and avoidance, and fancied them when they
had not been there. But the news might come at any moment, filtering
through any one of a score of channels to this retired backwater of
meadow and wood and stream, and darkening it, to him whose whole life
had been spent in its pleasant ways, with shameful rumour.
It had been settled that life was to go on as usual at Kencote. But he
had lost the spring of his courage. Even if no one outside knew of his
dishonour, he knew of it himself. When the trouble came he would face
it with what courage he could. In the meantime he kept more and more
to the house, where he sat in his room, over the fire, reading the
papers, or doing nothing.
His half-brother, the Rector, came often to see him. He was some years
the younger of the two, but for years had looked the older, until now.
The Squire was ageing under his trial. He had lost his confident,
upright bearing, shambled just a very little when he walked, and
carried his head a trifle forward. His face was beginning to lose its
healthy ruddiness, and his beard was whiter, or seemed so.
The two men had always been good friends, but were as unlike in
character and pursuits as possible. The Rector was gentle and
retiring, a little bit of a scholar, a little bit of a naturalist,
gardener, musician, artist. He had no sporting tastes, but liked the
country and lived all the year round in his comfortable Rectory. He
was not a Clinton, but had been so long in their atmosphere that their
interests were largely his. He had been one of the first to be told of
the catastrophe. He had made no comments on it, but had shown his
sympathy by many kind but unobtrusive words and acts.
He came in as the Squire was sitting with Lord Sedbergh's letter in his
hand.
"Well, my dear Edward," he said, "it is such a lovely morning that I
was tempted out of my study. It is my sermon morning, and I shall have
a good one to preach to you on Sunday. I was in the vein. I shall go
back to it with renewed interest."
"I've had a letter that may interest you," said the Squire. "In a way
it seems to shed a gleam of light. But I don't know. Things are black
enough. It's this waiting for the blow to fall that is so wretched. I
had rather, almost, that everyone knew."
The Rector read through the letter carefully and handed it back.
"If nothing but the truth is to be told...!" he said.
"You mean that won't be so bad for us. It does look as if there might
be a chance of her not telling more than the truth, for her own sake.
If she is going to marry that creature! Colne! Bah! What mud we're
mixed up with! To think it rests with a man like that to keep her
quiet!"
"Is he so bad?" enquired the Rector.
"Bad! The sort of man that makes his order a by-word, for all the
world to spit upon. I should think even you must have some knowledge
of him. His first wife divorced him; his second died because he
ill-treated her."
"Is that known?"
"Yes. In the way these things are known."
"He was Hubert Legrange, wasn't he? He was in my tutor's house at
Eton—after your time. He wasn't bad then—high-spirited, troublesome,
perhaps—that was all. But warm-hearted—merry. I liked him."
"Ah, my dear Tom! That's the sad thing, when you get to our age. To
see the men you've known as boys—how some of them turn out! I've
sometimes thought lately that I ought to have been more grateful to God
Almighty for keeping me free from a good many temptations I might have
had. I married young; I settled down here; it was what suited me. But
I see now that those tastes were given to me for my good. If it hadn't
been for that I might have gone wrong just as well as another. I had
money from the moment I came of age. I could have done what I liked.
Money's a great temptation to a young fellow."
The Rector hardly knew whether to be pleased or sorry at this vein of
moralising that had lately come over his brother. It showed his mind
working as he might have wished to see it work, towards humility and a
more lively faith; but it also showed him deeply affected by the waves
that were passing over his head; and the waves were black and heavy.
"What you say is very true," he said. "God keep us all faithful, as He
kept you, Edward. You were tempted, and you were upheld. You see that
now, I think."
"I thought," said the poor Squire after a pause, "that God was working
to avert this disgrace from me. Everything seemed to have been
ordered, in a way that was almost miraculous, to that end. It was just
when I was shaking off the last uncomfortable thoughts about it, when
everything seemed most bright for the future, that the blow fell.
Well, I suppose it was to be, and it will come right for us all in the
end; though I don't think I shall know a happy moment again as long as
I live. I was living in a fool's paradise. I don't quite understand
it, Tom."
The Rector thought he did. A fool's paradise is a paradise that the
fool makes for himself, and when he is driven out of it blames a higher
power. He was not inclined to think his brother the worse off, in all
that really mattered, for having been driven out of his paradise. But
it was a little difficult to tell him so.
The necessity was spared him for the moment. Dick came in, and was
shown the letter.
"I think that is the way things will work," he said. "She will be
repulsed by decent people, and she will come to see that whatever mud
she stirs up, more than half of it will stick to her. If she marries
Colne—or even if she only clings on to him as her champion—he'll come
to see, if he has any sense, that the less she talks the better."
"He would want to see her cleared," said the Rector.
"Yes, and that's our difficulty. Sedbergh is very good; but I don't
like it, all the same."
"Don't like what?" asked the Squire.
"I wish to God we could come out into the open." He spoke with strong
impatience. "She's in the wrong. Yes. Scandalously in the wrong—a
blackmailer, everything you like to say of her. But she's also in the
right, and that's just where she can hurt us—where she is hurting
us."
"Has anything happened?" asked the Squire anxiously.
"Yes. It's reached us at last. It's creeping like a blight all over
the country—above ground, underground. It will crop up where you
never could have expected. And what satisfactory answer can we give,
without telling the truth, and the whole truth?"
"Tell us what has happened," said the Squire.
"I went into Bathgate, to Brooks, the saddler. I always have a talk
with the old man, if he's in the shop; and he was there alone. He
hummed and ha'd a lot, and said there was a story going about that he
thought I ought to know of. And what do you think the story was?
Humphrey stole the necklace and gave it to Mrs. Amberley. Susan found
it out and it killed her. You gave Humphrey money on condition he
never showed his face in England again. That's the sort of thing we
are up against."
The Squire's face was a sight to see. The Rector relieved the tension
by laughing, but not very merrily.
"That story won't hurt us," he said.
"That's all very well, Tom," said Dick. "It wouldn't hurt us if there
was nothing behind. But what can you say? It's a lie. Yes. And you
say so. What do you look like, when you say it? Brooks didn't believe
it, of course. But he knew well enough there was something, or he
wouldn't have told me. How did it come? Who knows? He heard it in
the 'George.' They were talking of us. They'll be talking of us all
over Bathgate; then all over the country. Trace that story back, and
you'll get something nearer the truth. That will spread into another
story. There will be many different stories."
"They will contradict one another," said the Rector.
"Yes. And everyone who hears or tells us of them will want to know
exactly where the truth lies. It will all go on behind our backs; but
every now and then somebody, out of real consideration to us, as I
think old Brooks told me, or out of impudent curiosity, will bring it
to our notice. Then what are we to say? Oh, why can't we tell the
truth?"
"We can't," said the Squire, rousing himself. "We can only contradict
the lies. Well, now it has come, I am ready for it. I'll go to
Brooks. I'll talk to him. I'll go and sit on the Bench. I've been
sitting here doing nothing—shirking. I'm glad it has come at last."
The rumours grew, and spread everywhere. The story was discussed in
all the clubs, in all the drawing-rooms, in every country house.
Allusions, carefully calculated to escape the law of libel by the
narrowest margin, appeared in many newspapers. All about peaceful
Kencote it buzzed hotly, assuming many shapes, showing itself in
awkward withholding of eyes, that bore the look of the cut direct, or
in still more awkward geniality. It peered out at the Squire wherever
he went, and he now went everywhere within the orbit in which he had
moved, a respected, honoured figure, all the days of his life.
He fought gamely; his head was once more erect, his step firm. But he
fought a losing battle. Dick, with his clear sight, had seen the weak
spot from the first. There was no answer to make.
There was, indeed, nothing to answer. In the first flush of his
determination to take the field, he had been for going straight to old
Brooks the saddler, with whom he had had friendly dealings ever since
his schooldays, and asking him, in effect, what he meant by it. But
cool-headed Dick had restrained him.
"What can you do more than I did? I laughed, and said, 'That's a
pretty story to have told about you'; and he said, 'Yes, Captain, you
ought to stop it. I'll tell everybody exactly what you tell me to tell
them,' and waited with his head on one side for my version. What's
your version going to be when you've told him the story he heard is a
lie, which he knows well enough already?"
So the Squire went to Brooks, the saddler, because he always did go in
to have a chat with him at the commencement of the hunting season, but
said nothing to him at all of what they were both thinking about. The
chat was lively on both sides, but when he went out of the shop he knew
that Brooks knew why he had come. To brazen it out.
No need to go through the places he went to, and the people he talked
to. He went everywhere he had been accustomed to go, and he talked to
everybody he had been accustomed to talk to. And because he was unused
to playing a part, he overdid this one. He had been a hearty man with
his equals. Now he was almost noisy. He had been a cordially
condescending man with his inferiors. Now he was effusively
patronising. He would have done better to sulk in his tent until the
storm of rumour had died down. And he felt every curious look, every
unasked question.
It was ominous that none of his friends—for he had many lifelong
friends amongst his country neighbours, though no very intimate
ones—said to him that ugly rumours were going about, and that they
thought he ought to know of them so that he could contradict them. It
was obvious that he knew of them, and that they thought he could not
contradict them, or they would have spoken. Nobody could tell anybody
else that he had heard the truth of these absurd stories from Clinton
himself, and it was so and so. Nobody cut him, nobody even avoided
him; it was, indeed, difficult to do so, he was so ubiquitous; but the
unasked, unanswered questions behind all the surface sociality poisoned
the air. The Squire was in torment in all his comings and goings.
Dick fared better, because he took things more naturally. But nobody
asked him questions either. He was not an easy man to ask questions
of. If they had done so, he would have been ready with his answer: "I
can't tell you the truth of the story, because it's a family matter.
But I'll tell you this much: Mrs. Amberley tried to blackmail my
father, and he told her to go to the devil." It would not have
answered much, but it would have made some impression.
But the trouble was, and Dick felt it deeply, that he could take no
steps of his own. He could go to nobody and say, "I know there are
ugly rumours going about against us. Tell me, as a friend, what they
are, and I'll answer them." The answer, in that case, would have had
to be different, and must have contained the truth of the story, if it
were to be satisfying.
The Squire grew thinner and older, almost noticeably so, every day.
Mrs. Clinton was in the deepest distress about him, but could do
nothing. He would come home, from hunting, or from Petty Sessions,
which he now attended regularly, and keep miserable silence, all his
spirit gone. She and Joan were companionable with him, as far as he
would let them be, and he liked to have them with him; but he would not
talk, or if he roused himself to do so, it was with such painful effort
that it was plain that it was only to please them, and brought no
relief to himself. He would have no one asked to the house. He was
afraid of refusals.
One morning a letter came to him with the stamp of a Government office,
franked by the Minister at the head of that office. He opened it in
surprise. It ran as follows:
DEAR MR. CLINTON,
My nephew, Inverell, has made a communication to me concerning which I
should like to have a conversation with you. If you will do me the
honour of calling on me when you are next in London I will do my best
to meet you at any hour you may arrange for. But as my time is apt to
be occupied a good deal ahead, if you can make it convenient to see me
here at 12 o'clock next Tuesday morning, I shall run no risk of
disappointment.
Yours very truly,
CHEVIOT.
"Now I shall have something to take hold of," said the Squire,
brightening.
He dressed that morning in better spirits than he had shown for some
time. Poor little Joan! It had hurt him terribly that her happy love
story had been cut off short, snuffed out altogether, as it had seemed,
by the postponement of her young lover's visit. He had made no sign,
and it was now a month ago and more since the letter had been written
to him. Joan must have given up hope by this time. She must be sick
at heart, poor child! Yet she never showed it. She was tender of
his wounds, anxious to brighten his life. But what did his life, now
almost within sight of its end—broken, dishonoured—matter beside her
young life, just opening into full flower, only to be stricken by the
same blight of dishonour? He would have given anything—life
itself—to lift the weight off her, so tender had his conscience become
under the pummelling of fate, so big his heart for those to whom he
owed love and shelter. As bitter as death itself it was to feel that
he who had surrounded his dear ones—dear all through, though
subjugated to his whims and prejudices—with everything that wealth and
ease could provide for refuge, should see them stripped of his succour,
and himself powerless to protect them.
He shaved himself by the window looking out on to his broad, well-treed
park, where his horses were being exercised. He looked at them with
some stirring of interest. Somehow, he had not cared to look at them
of late, whether it was that the mirth of the stable-lads, subdued by
reason of their being in sight of the windows of the house, but none
the less patent in its youthful irresponsibility, jarred on his sombre
mood; or that such signs of his own wealth as a string of little-used
hunters, kept on because he had always kept them, hurt him because of
the futility of his wealth to help in the present distress.
What, after all, could young Inverell have done? Mrs. Clinton's letter
had, on instructions, been entirely non-committal. He had been asked
to postpone his visit. No reason had been given; no future time
suggested. He could only have waited—in surprise and dismay—for a
renewal of the invitation. He could not, after that letter, have
written to Joan. Perhaps he might, after a week or two had elapsed,
have written to the Squire himself. But by that time the blight had
begun to spread. It must have reached his ears pretty quickly. The
higher the rank the fresher the gossip; and the name of Clinton would
not have passed him by, if it had been whispered ever so lightly.
Well, what then? The Squire, sensitive now to the very marrow, drooped
again. He had held aloof. There was no gainsaying that. Five weeks
had passed, and Joan had been left unhappy, to lose some little shred
of hope every day. It was natural perhaps. He was almost a young
prince—not one of those of his rank who marry lightly to please their
fancy of the moment. He would be right to wait for a time if the house
from which he had chosen his bride was under a cloud, to see what that
cloud was and whether it would pass. If it continued to hang black and
threatening over those who made no effort to lift it, he might come to
ask himself in time whether he could not snatch his lady from under its
dark canopy; but he would not ask it until time had been given for its
removal. Oh, the bitterness of the thought that it was Kencote, of all
houses, over which the cloud lay thick and heavy—Kencote, which had
basked in the mild sunshine of honour and dignity for as long as, or
longer than his own house had attracted its more radiant beams!
But now he had moved. This letter must mean that a chance was to be
given for the head of the house to clear himself. Whatever came of it,
it was the first chance that the Squire had had, and he was eager to
take it.
He regarded the letter from all points of view, and was inclined to
think favourably of it. It bore a great name—that of a man of the
highest honour in the counsels of the nation, known to everyone. It
was courteously written. "Dear Mr. Clinton." The Squire could not
remember ever having met him. He was of a younger generation than the
great men he had foregathered with in his youth and theirs. Dick would
probably have some slight acquaintance with him, but even Dick, who had
been so much in the swim, had not habitually consorted with Cabinet
Ministers of the first rank. The Squire would know many of his friends
and relations, of course. His own name would be known to the great
man—Clinton of Kencote—there was still virtue in it. It was not as
if the young man had gone to his guardian and told him that he wanted
to marry the daughter of this or that country gentleman whose status
would have to be explained and examined. This was a letter to an
equal. It was nothing that he was asked to go up and present himself
before the writer. The Squire was quite ready to pay due deference to
a man whose claim to deference was founded on distinction of a sort
that he did not claim himself. It was hardly to be expected that a
Secretary of State in the middle of an Autumn Session should wait upon
him. Nothing more could have been desired than that he should put his
request with courtesy, which he had done.
Dick, when he showed him the letter, was not so sure. "Of course you
would have to go to London to meet him," he said. "But it's really no
less than a summons, for a time and place that he doesn't consult you
about. However, we won't worry ourselves about that. What are you
going to say to him?"
The Squire hadn't thought that out yet. He should know when he got
there, and heard what Lord Cheviot wanted of him.
"I think it's pretty plain what he wants," said Dick. "You've got to
show my lord that you're a fit and proper person to form an alliance
with. That's what we're brought to. It's the most humiliating thing
that has happened yet. If it weren't for poor little Joan I should say
chuck his letter into the fire, and don't answer it, and don't go."
It was significant of the change that had been wrought in the Squire
that it was Dick who should be expressing angry resentment at the hint
of a slight to the Kencote dignity, and he who should say, "I don't
take it in that way. And in any case I would sink my own feelings for
the sake of Joan."
"You'll have to be careful," said Dick. "He will want to overawe you
with his position. That's why you are to go and see him at his office.
Why couldn't he have asked you to his house or his club, or called on
you at yours? This is a private matter, and privately we're as good as
he is; or, at any rate, we want nothing from him."
"But we do," said the Squire. "We want Joan's happiness."
"If Inverell wants Joan, he will take her. She's good enough for him,
or anybody, not only in herself but in her family."
"She would be if we were not under this cloud."
"She is in any case. Don't lose sight of that when you are talking to
him. He has a sort of cold air of immense dignity about him; he is
polite and superior at the same time."
"Do you know him?"
"No. At least I've been to his house. We nod in the street. He knows
who I am. He came down to Kemsale some years ago. He was a friend of
old Cousin Humphrey's. Didn't you meet him then?"
"Perhaps I did," said the Squire. "I don't remember. Ah, if poor old
Humphrey Meadshire had been alive, a lot of this wouldn't be happening."
Lord Meadshire, a kinsman of the Squire's, had been Lord Lieutenant of
the county, and the leading light in it, for very many years. But he
had died, a very old man, two years before, and the grandson who had
succeeded him was "no good to anybody."
"Don't let him overawe you," was Dick's final advice, significant
enough, as addressed to the Squire, of what had been wrought in him.
There was no attempt made to overawe him, unless by the ceremony that
hedges round a great Secretary of State in his inner sanctuary, when
the Squire presented himself at the time appointed.
Lord Cheviot rose from his seat and came forward to meet him. "It is
good of you, Mr. Clinton," he said, shaking hands, "to come to me here.
If you had been in London I should have called on you."
He was a tall, severe-looking man who seldom smiled, and did not smile
now. He was so much in the public eye, and had for years played a part
of such dignity, that it was impossible for the Squire, bucolic as he
was, not to be somewhat impressed, now that he was in his presence.
But his greeting had removed any feeling that had been aroused by
Dick's criticism of his letter, and he put the Squire still more at his
ease by saying as he took his seat again, "I had the pleasure of
meeting you some years ago at Lord Meadshire's. I think he was a
relation of yours."
"Yes," said the Squire. "Poor old man, we miss him a great deal in my
part of the world."
Lord Cheviot bowed his head. He had finished with the subject of Lord
Meadshire.
"As you know, Mr. Clinton," he said, "I was guardian to my nephew
during his minority. He was brought up as a member of my own family; I
stand as a father to him, more than is the case with most guardians.
That will excuse me to you, I hope, for interfering in a matter with
which, otherwise, I should have had no concern."
The Squire did not quite like the word "interfering," and made no reply.
"He has told me that he wishes to marry your daughter, that she is
everything, in herself, that could be desired as a wife for him, which
I have no sort of hesitation in accepting—in believing."
"In herself!" Again the Squire kept silence, though invited by a
slight pause to speak.
"He tells me that it was understood that he should go to you
immediately after he and this very charming young lady had parted in
Scotland, that he had Mrs. Clinton's invitation, and that it was
withdrawn, and has not since been renewed."
The Squire had to speak now. He made a gulp at it. "There were
reasons," he said, "why I wished the proposal deferred for a time. I
needn't say," he added hurriedly, "that they had nothing to do
with—with your nephew himself."
"You mean that you would not object to a marriage between him and your
daughter?"
Was there a trace of satire in this speech? None was apparent in the
tone in which it was uttered, or in Lord Cheviot's face as he uttered
it, sitting with his finger tips together, looking straight at his
visitor.
If there was satire its sting was removed by the Squire answering
simply: "Such a marriage could only have been gratifying to me"; and
perhaps it was rebuked by his adding, "I have never met your nephew,
but he bears such a character that any father must have been gratified
for his daughter's sake."
This gave the word to Lord Cheviot, whose attitude had been that of one
waiting for an explanation.
He changed his position, and bent forward. "I think, under the
circumstances, Mr. Clinton, we are entitled to ask why you wished the
proposal—otherwise gratifying—to be deferred."
There was a tiny prick in each of his speeches. The Squire was made
more uncomfortable by them than was due even from the general
discomfort of the situation.
He raised troubled eyes to those of his questioner. "I suppose you are
not ignorant," he said, "of what is being said of us?"
"Of 'us'?" queried Lord Cheviot.
"Of me and my family. All the world seems to be talking of us."
Lord Cheviot dropped his eyes. He may not have liked to be put into
the position of questioned, instead of questioner.
"I am not ignorant of it," he said.
"It was for him," said the Squire, "to come or to keep away. As long
as my name was being bandied about in the wicked way it has been, I
would not ask him to my house. I have my pride, Lord Cheviot. If your
nephew marries my daughter, he marries her as an equal. My family has
been before the world as long as his, or your lordship's. It has not
reached the distinction, of late, of either; but that is a personal
matter. If Lord Inverell takes a bride from Kencote he takes her from
a house where men as high in the world as he have taken brides for many
generations past."
Dick, if he had heard this speech, might have been relieved of his fear
that the Squire would be overawed by the Cabinet Minister. He might
also have felt that as an assertion of dignity it would have been more
effective if postponed to a point in the conversation when that dignity
should have been affronted.
"If that were not so, Mr. Clinton," said Lord Cheviot, "I should not
have done myself the honour of seeking an interview with you. Let us
come to the point—as equals—and as men of honour. You have said that
your name is being bandied about in a wicked way. I take that to mean
that accusations are being made which have no truth in them."
"Many accusations are being made," said the Squire, "which have no word
of truth in them. They will not be believed by anybody who knows
me—who knows where I stand. But mud sticks. Many people do not know
me—most people, I may say, who have heard these stories; for they have
spread everywhere. I stand as a mark. I shelter myself behind nobody;
I draw in nobody, if I can help it. That is why I asked your nephew to
put off his visit to my house, and why I have not renewed it since."
"It was the right way to act," said Lord Cheviot, "and I thank you for
acting so. But, for my nephew, it does not settle the question; it
only postpones it. He loves your daughter, and she, I am assured,
loves him. I will not disguise anything from you, Mr. Clinton.
Personally, I should prefer that this marriage should not take place.
But I cannot dictate, I can only advise. I advised my nephew to wait
awhile. He did so. And he is willing to wait no longer. Mr. Clinton,
when slanders are circulated, there are ways of stopping them."
"What are they?" cried the Squire. "The slander takes many forms.
None of them are brought before me. I know they are being circulated;
that is all. I know where they spring from, but I can't trace them
back. There is cunning at work, Lord Cheviot, as well as wickedness.
There is nothing to take hold of."
"If you had something definite to take hold of, you could meet it; you
could disperse these slanders?"
"Yes," said the Squire boldly.
"Then I can be of service to you. I have a letter from Lord Colne, in
which he makes certain accusations. It was written in answer to one
from me. I had heard that he had been making free with my nephew's
name in connection with yours, and I wrote on his behalf for definite
statements, which could be acted on. Here is his letter."
The Squire took, and read it.
MY LORD,
In answer to your letter, my accusation against Mr. Clinton is that the
theft of a pearl necklace of which Mrs. Amberley was accused last year
was committed by a member of his family, that he knew of this, and
allowed money to be paid to keep the secret; also that he offered Lord
Sedbergh the price of the pearls, which offer was refused.
I am,
Your Lordship's Obedient Servant,
COLNE.
It was overwhelming. Here was the truth, and nothing but the truth.
That it was not the whole truth helped the Squire not at all.
"That letter," said Lord Cheviot, when he had given him time to read
it, and his eyes were still bent on the page, "is the strongest
possible ground for an action for libel. It is evidently meant to be
taken so. Lord Colne has constituted himself Mrs. Amberley's champion.
It is to him—or to her through him—that the slanders to which you
have referred can be traced back."
"May I take this letter?" asked the Squire. "It is what I have
wanted—something tangible to go upon."
"Certainly, Mr. Clinton. I am glad to have done you the
service—incidentally."
Again the little prick. It was not on the Squire's behalf that the
fire had been drawn.
The prick was left to work in. Lord Cheviot sat and waited.
"This is a most infamous woman," the Squire broke out. "She came
herself and tried to trap me. I refused to give her money. This is
her revenge."
Still Lord Cheviot waited.
The Squire began to feel that if he had escaped one trap, he was even
now in the teeth of another. He wanted time to think it over; he
wanted Dick to advise him. But he had no time, and he was alone under
the gaze of the cold eyes of the man who was waiting for him to speak.
"I can't decide now exactly what steps I can take about this," he said,
speaking hurriedly. "But I suppose you won't be satisfied to wait
until I do take steps."
"I shall be quite satisfied, Mr. Clinton," said the chilly voice, "if
you tell me that there is no truth in that letter."
Now he was caught in the teeth. He could not think clearly; he had not
time to think at all. He could only cling to one determination, that
he had not known until now was in his mind. With Humphrey on the other
side of the world, and Susan in her grave, he would not exonerate
himself by inculpating them.
He rose unsteadily from his chair. "I can only tell you this, my
lord," he said. "I have been tried very terribly, and in whatever I
have done or left undone, I have followed the path of honour. I can
say no more than that now, and I can see that that is not enough. So I
will wish you good-morning."
He did not raise his head, or he might have seen the cold, watchful
look in Lord Cheviot's eyes after a little fade into a look that was
not unsympathetic.
But there was little softening in the voice in which he said, "I must
tell my nephew that I have given you the opportunity of denying, not a
rumour that cannot be pinned down, but a categorical charge, and that
you have not denied it."
The Squire made no reply. Lord Cheviot came forward, as if he would
have accompanied him to the door; but he went out without a word, and
shut it behind him.
The Squire went home in the afternoon. When he reached the junction at
Ganton, where trains were changed for Kencote, he walked across the
platform to send a telegram. The station-master, with whom he always
exchanged a hearty word, touched his hat to him, and looked after him
with concern on his face. He had taken no notice of the salutation,
although he had seen it. He walked like an old and broken man.
Mrs. Clinton met him at Kencote with a brougham. He had wired for her
to do so. For the first time in all the over forty years of their
marriage he was not driving himself from the station. He stepped into
the carriage, without so much as a glance at his horses, and took her
hand. He had come home to her; not to his little kingdom.
He went straight up to bed. He had no spirit even for the unexacting
routine of his own home. He kissed Joan, who met him in the hall, but
without a word, and she went away, after a glance at his face. He
would not see Dick when he came.
He slept through the evening, awoke to take some food and drink, but
took very little, and slept again. If ever a man was ill, with whom no
doctor could have found anything the matter, he was ill.
Mrs. Clinton hoped that he would sleep through the night, but soon
after she laid herself down beside him, in the silence of the night, he
awoke. The heavy sleep that had drugged him into insensibility for a
time had also refreshed and strengthened him, and for succeeding hours
he cried aloud his despair.
"What have I done?" That was the burden of his cry. "Where have I
been wrong? Why am I so beaten down by punishment?"
But by and by, spent with beating against the bars, he began to speak
calmly and reasonably, as if he were discussing the case of someone
else, searching for the truth of things, impartially.
"When Humphrey came and asked me to do what I might very well have done
for Gotch on my own account, I refused. I was right there. When he
told me that Virginia had given him the money, what was I to do? It
was too late to get it back. I had no right to. I might have told
Virginia, perhaps, why the money had been wanted. No, I couldn't do
that. I had promised Humphrey. I do think he ought not to have asked
me for that promise. But it was given. What could I have done,
Nina, at that stage? I knew about it, that devilish letter says. I
allowed money to be paid to keep it secret. Was I to publish it
abroad, directly Humphrey told me? Is there a man living who would
have done that under the circumstances? Would Cheviot have done it
himself? It might just as well have happened to him as to me. Nina,
was I bound, by any law of God or man, to do that?"
"Edward dear, you have done no wrong——"
"No, but answer my question. If it had been you instead of me—that
might very well have happened. Would you have said—after you had
been told under a promise of secrecy, mind—Susan must be shown up?
Even that wouldn't have been enough; Humphrey wouldn't have shown her
up. You would have had to do it yourself. And how could you have done
it? Can you really seriously say it was my duty, when Humphrey told me
that story, to go and give information to the police?"
"Oh no, no, Edward."
"But what's the alternative? Upon my soul, Nina, I can't see any
half-way house between that and what I did. I kept silence, they say.
That was Cheviot's charge, and because I couldn't deny it, I stood
condemned before him. I wish I could have put the question to him,
as to what he would have expected of me. Confound him, and his
supercilious way! Nina, you haven't answered me. What would you
have done?"
"Exactly what you did, Edward dear. I am not sure that I should even
have had the strength to refuse Humphrey's plea, as you so honourably
did, without counting the cost in any way. You were ready to take any
consequences, to yourself. Oh, you could not have done more."
"But then, why am I put in the wrong? Those are the charges against
me. Those, and that I offered Sedbergh the price of the
necklace—which he refused. Yes, he did refuse it, and made me feel,
too, that I ought not to have asked him to accept it. Why did I feel
that? It isn't that he was wrong. He was right, and I should have
acted as he did if I had been in his place. But why did I feel ashamed
of having offered it to him? What was the alternative? To say nothing
about it to him, when Susan had spent thousands of pounds belonging to
him, and I knew of it? Can anyone seriously say that that was a more
honourable course to take than the one I did take? Nina, help me.
Tell me where I was wrong. I must have been wrong there, because I
felt ashamed."
"It is easy enough now to mark down little errors. In the main, Edward
dear, you were right all through—nobly right."
"Little errors! What error was there there? I either offered him the
money, or kept from him the fact that a member of my family had spent
it. There was no alternative. Was there? Do tell me, Nina, if you
can see anything that I can't see."
"I think the better way would have been to tell Lord Sedbergh of what
had been done, and leave it to him to take steps if he wished to. He
would have taken none. You would have been justified. You could not
justify yourself any more by paying him back what had been stolen."
"Yes, that is what he said. He would not bear my burden. Why should
he have? Yes. I see that, Nina. I was wrong there. I think I was
very wrong there."
Oh, how it rent her heart to hear him, who had been so ready with his
dictatorial censure of all dependent on him, so impervious to every
shaft of censure that might have been attracted to himself, thus baring
his breast to blame, accepting it, welcoming it, if it would only help
to clear away his bewilderment.
"It came to the same thing, dear, in the end," she reminded him. "You
had told Lord Sedbergh."
"Ah, but it wasn't quite the same. I can see that now. If I had gone
to him as you said, I could have denied the statement that I kept
silence. I should have told the one man that perhaps it was right that
I should have told. I am beginning to see a little light, Nina.
Nothing more could have been expected of me than that. I should have
had a complete answer. Oh, why did I make that mistake? It looked to
me, afterwards, such a small one. Sedbergh set me right over
it—snubbed me really, though in the kindest possible way—and I
deserved it. But that didn't end it. That mistake put everything else
wrong. I am beginning to see it. But, oh, how difficult it all is!"
"Edward, you had told Lord Sedbergh. You told him before you made
any suggestion as to payment. He had thought the matter was ended when
he had said you were right to tell him, and there was nothing more to
be done. You have told me that whenever you have gone over the
conversation you had with him."
He thought over this. His slow-moving mind was made preternaturally
acute by long dwelling on the one interminable subject. "Should I have
told him anything?" he asked, "if I hadn't wanted to get the debt off
my shoulders? No, I think not. Humphrey would not have consented for
one thing, and I had given him my word. I suppose I was wrong there
too. I ought never to have given him my word. Yet he would not have
told me if I had not."
"That is Humphrey's blame. He asked you to keep dishonourable silence.
You trusted him there. You would not have promised that."
"Then my silence was dishonourable?"
"You told Lord Sedbergh. I think you would have told him in any case.
I think that you would have seen that you must. You would have
insisted with Humphrey; and you must have had your way. You have acted
so honourably where you did see clearly, that I have no doubt you would
have seen clearly here. You had no time to think. You were under the
influence of the sudden shock. You went up to London to see Lord
Sedbergh the very next morning."
"It was pride," he said slowly. "The wrong pride. I have been very
blind to my faults, Nina. Pride of place, pride of wealth, pride of
birth! What are they in a crisis like this? I was humiliated to the
dust before that man this morning. Oh, I have seen myself in a wrong
light all my life. God has sent me this trial to show me how little
worth I was in His sight. My pride led me wrong. Why was I thinking
then about the money at all? Sedbergh was right. That woman was
right, there. It was a base thought, and I have been very heavily
punished for it."
She lay by his side, comforting him. She thought that he would now
cease his self-examination, since it had led him to a conclusion
damaging to himself, but healing too, if he saw a fault and repented of
it. But presently he returned to it again.
"Why did I feel beaten and ashamed before Cheviot? Why has he the
right to say those damning words to his nephew, 'I shall tell him that
I brought you a definite charge made against your honour, and you did
not deny it'?"
"Edward dear, you might have denied it, but for one thing. The charge
against you was not true."
"But it was true. I knew of Susan's guilt, and money was paid to keep
it secret—money that I knew had been paid."
"That you allowed to be paid," she corrected him. "You did not allow
it. It was not paid to keep the secret. Virginia paid it, on behalf
of Dick, and paid it with quite a different intention."
"Isn't that a mere quibble?"
"No, it is not. A quibble is a half-truth that obscures a whole one.
This is not like that. It is because the whole truth is so difficult
to disengage here that it looked like the half-truth. I say nothing of
Humphrey; but as regards you it is the whole truth. It is not true—it
is a lie—to say that you allowed money to be paid to conceal what you
knew. You refused to pay money yourself, because you knew it would
have the indirect effect of concealing the truth. It was not in your
power to stop the money being paid with an innocent object. And when
it is said that you knew of Susan's guilt, if that is in itself a
charge of keeping silence, the answer is that you did not keep silence.
You told Lord Sedbergh. That you offered him the money afterwards is
nothing—would, I mean, be considered nothing against you, as coming
afterwards. As it is put in that letter it is as untrue as the rest;
for it is intended there to look as if you had offered that money too
in order to buy silence."
"My dear," he said, "you have a very clever head. I wonder if you are
right. That would exonerate me of everything."
"You are to be exonerated of everything," she said quietly, "except
the mistake of thinking it more important that Lord Sedbergh should be
told because of the debt that lay heavy on you than because it was
right that he should be told in any case. You did tell him, which is
all that anyone inclined to criticise you is concerned with, and I
know well enough that you would have told him if there were no question
of payment. My dear husband, you have been so cast down by the blows
you have received that you are inclined to blame yourself, knowing
everything, as others are inclined to blame you, knowing nothing."
This was sweet balm to him, and he lay comforting himself with it for
some time. But his doubts came back to him.
"Then why did I feel so ashamed before Cheviot?"
She was ready with her answer at once. "For a reason that does you
more honour than anything else. You took the sins of others upon you.
You took shame before him, not for your own faults, but for theirs. If
you could have told him everything, he would have seen what even you
couldn't see at the time—that the apparent truth in that letter was
not the truth. The only true thing in it was that Susan was guilty."
"And that I knew it."
"There was no shame in that, to you, unless you kept silence, which you
did not do."
"I can't see that quite straight yet, Nina, though I should like to.
Why are you so sure that I should have told Sedbergh in any case, or
insisted upon Humphrey telling him?"
"Because I see so plainly how your mind has worked all along. It never
did work on that point, because you took the right course at once—we
will say, if you like, for not quite the right reason—and it was never
a matter to be fought out with yourself. It had been done."
"You are very comforting to me, my dearest. I do believe you are
right. I say it in all humility; I think I should not have been
allowed to go wrong there."
"I am sure you would not; quite sure. Even with your pride to guide
you, as you say it did, you could not have consented long to hold back
the truth from Lord Sedbergh. Him, at least, you must have told—as
you did."
"Well, I give in, Nina. You give me great comfort."
"And I give you great honour too, Edward. You have taken the burden
and the shame on yourself when a word would have removed it."
"Not only on myself, Nina. You share it. We all share it; our poor
little Joan more heavily than any of us."
"I cannot but think that Joan will win her happiness in time. He would
not be what he is if he allowed this to keep him from her. The talk
will die down. No one will blame her—can blame her—even now, when it
is at its loudest. We must wait in patience for what will come. Dear
Joan will be all the happier when her trial is over, and the stronger.
She is bearing it bravely. I am proud of my girl."
The Squire lay for a long time silent. Then he said, "Well, we have
thought it out together, my dear. I can face what must come now. We
face it together. We live on quietly here, as we have always lived. I
ask no one, from now, to stand and deliver. I do my duty amongst my
neighbours, and those dependent on me, and they think of me what they
please. You who know me, love and trust me, and that shall be enough.
We have our quiet home, and our children, and their children, and the
friends who have stood by us. And we have our religion—our God, Who
has helped us, and will help us. We have our burden too, but He will
make it light for us. I feel at peace about it now, Nina—almost
happy. I think I shall sleep to-night. Good night, Nina. God bless
you. May God bless you, my dear wife!"
The Squire had slept late. Mrs. Clinton had stood by his bed when the
breakfast gong had sounded, and looked down upon his face, older
without a doubt than it had been a month before, more lined and
furrowed, less firm of flesh, less ruddy of skin, but peaceful now, in
its deep slumber. She had touched with her hand, lightly and tenderly,
his grey head, and then gone downstairs to take the place which he had
so seldom missed taking during all the years of their married life.
He got up at once when he awoke, shocked at finding himself so late.
The horses had gone back to the stables when he went into his
dressing-room, but he stood for a moment or two looking out over the
park, and then opened the window. Unconsciously he was taking stock of
his surroundings once more, breathing in with the mild autumn air that
sense both of space and retirement which was the note of his much-loved
home. It was his once more, to enjoy and to take pride in. Lately it
had seemed not to be his at all.
Mrs. Clinton sat with him over his late breakfast. He had hardly begun
it when Dick came in.
"Well, my boy," said the Squire cheerfully. "Sorry I couldn't see you
last night. I was done up. I'm all right now, ready for anything.
Your dear mother and I have talked it all over. There's nothing to be
done but bide our time. It will pass over."
There was a distinct change in his attitude towards his eldest son. He
was accustomed to greet his other sons with that fatherly, "Well, my
boy!" but not Dick. Dick had the master-head. He never presumed on it
to set up authority where it would be hurtful to his father's
self-complacency, but he was accustomed to rule, none the less, and the
Squire to rely on him to decide in every difficulty. But now he had
decided for himself. Dick was his much-admired and trusted son, but
not, in this matter, his director, nor even his adviser.
"He got the better of you, I suppose," said Dick, seating himself at
the table.
"I suppose he did. I don't know. Is that how you would put it, Nina?"
"Your father saw," said Mrs. Clinton, "when it came to the point, that
it meant, if he was to clear himself, he must heap all the blame upon
Susan, and in a lesser degree on Humphrey. If he had done that he must
have satisfied Lord Cheviot. But he would not do it."
"Rather rough on Joan," said Dick with a slight frown.
"I have told Joan everything," said Mrs. Clinton, "and she sees it as
we do. She is content to wait."
"Read that," said the Squire, taking the fateful letter from his
pocket. "That is what we have to face. I didn't see my way to deny
it, so I left his Lordship to attend to the affairs of the nation."
"But it isn't true!" said Dick, when he had read it. "It looks like
the truth, but it isn't. You could have denied every word of it,
except the first statement—about Susan."
The Squire looked at his wife with a smile. "Dick sees it at once," he
said. "It took you and me half the night to get at it, Nina; and I
should never have got at it by myself. Well, it isn't true, Dick, as
far as it puts blame on me which I don't deserve. But it's true about
Susan. I couldn't tell him the story; so I came away."
"And he will tell Inverell that he showed you this letter and you could
make no reply to it."
"Yes, I suppose so."
Dick looked deeply disturbed. "I wish I had been there," he said.
"If you had been there, Dick," said Mrs. Clinton, "I think you would
have done just the same as your father did. Have you ever faced the
necessity of bringing the charge against Susan with your own lips? I
don't think you could do it, if it came to the point."
Dick rose and went to the window. "We could not deny it if they
brought us to the point," he said. "No; but that is different."
He thought for a moment, swinging the tassel of the blind. "It seems
to me," he said, "to have come to the point where Humphrey ought to
speak—ought to be sent for. We can't do it. No; perhaps you are
right; until we are pushed to a point where we shall have to do it.
But he could; and it ought to be done. Why should father be made to
suffer these indignities? Why should poor little Joan lose her
happiness in this way? I'm not sure that it isn't our duty to speak
out, even now, however much we should dislike having to."
"I can't see it in that way, Dick," said the Squire. "As I said to you
once before, Susan was one of us. We should have had to share her
disgrace, as a family, if she had been alive; and a very terrible
disgrace it would have been, though we might have been shown to be free
of blame ourselves. We can't cut ourselves off from her now she is
dead. To put it on the lowest ground, it wouldn't do us any good.
Nobody would respect us more for it. They would say that we could keep
silence about it to save our own skins, but put it all on to her
directly it became known. I wouldn't mind what they said, if I didn't
feel the same myself. I am not going to mind for the future what
anybody says. Let them say what they like. We know that we have done
nothing wrong—or very little—and that must be enough for us."
Dick returned to the letter in his hand. "They want us to go for
them," he said. "Cheviot must have seen that."
"He did," said the Squire. "I told him I should consider what was to
be done."
"Have you considered it?" Dick looked at him as if ready to hear a
decision, not to advise on one.
"Your mother and I think we had better take no steps, for the reason I
have already given."
"It's plain enough what it means," said Dick. "They want the story
out. They think they will gain, even though it also comes out that she
asked you for money. We put too much faith in that weapon. She would
give the same reasons that she gave to you. They would sound plausible
enough. They have chosen their ground well. I thought they would have
spread lies, which we couldn't have proved to be lies, without taking
action. I've no doubt that Colne thinks this is the truth, and finds
it serves their purpose best. It has certainly served it here."
"For the time," said Mrs. Clinton.
"Well, say you take no notice of this. Are they going to stop at this?
On these lines they can force us to take action, sooner or later, if
that is what they want. We ought to be prepared for it."
"We must take each occasion as it comes," said the Squire.
"I think that Humphrey ought to be written to. I don't think it will
be possible to avoid taking action, if they press us. We can stand
this. We don't know that we shall be able to stand the next move, or
the one after. It is he who has got us into this—he, even more than
poor Susan, as it turns out. He ought to come home and face it with
us. You ought to write to him by this mail, father; or I will, if you
like."
"Wait a little, Dick," said the Squire. "I must think it out. Your
mother and I must think it out together."
He was glad enough, a few days later, that Humphrey had not been
written to by that mail. For there was a letter from him, from
Australia. It was written from the Union Club in Sydney, and ran as
follows:
MY DEAR FATHER,
I did not write to you by the last mail, because there was something I
wanted to say, and was not quite ready. On the voyage out here I
thought constantly of what had happened at home before Susan's death,
and asked myself if there was anything I could do in the way of
reparation. The money part of it we settled together before I left
England; but I think there is something else that I ought to do.
Supposing the story were to come out in some way, and I were out of
England, it might be very awkward for you. Mrs. Amberley would be sure
to hear of it, and she would be sure to come down on you. You might
not feel inclined to tell the whole story, to clear yourself of any
complicity in what I did, and it might be weeks or months before you
could get at me.
So I have put down exactly what happened, in the form of an affidavit,
which I am sending you under another cover. You can keep it by you, to
use if the occasion should ever arise. I am not at all sure that if
Mrs. Amberley ever comes back to England and makes any attempt to
reinstate herself, it ought not to be sent to her; but I cannot bring
myself to ask you to do that. I only say that if you think it ought to
be done, I shall accept your decision. I should do again what I did to
save Susan, and of course it would be great pain to me to have her name
brought forward now; but she was so sincerely sorry for what she had
done before she died, that I believe she would have been glad for me to
take any steps to put the wrong right as far as possible. But, as I
say, it is too hard to make up my mind to take what I suppose would be
the only step that could really put everything right as far as we are
concerned. You might tell mother and Dick about it now, and I will
leave it in your hands.
I have made up my mind to stay out here for a year or two, and possibly
for good. I like the country, and I like the people. I have made a
good many friends already, especially here in Sydney. I am staying in
this club, and it is like being amongst one's friends at home, except
that everybody seems to have something to do. I have been up country,
and I like that better still. In a month or so I am going on to a
sheep station to learn the job, and if I find it suits me I shall ask
you to help me buy one of my own. One gets a great deal of open-air
life, and the work is interesting, and not too arduous. I mean that
one could get down here, and to the other cities, and go home on a
visit every few years. I shouldn't know what to do in England now, and
I'm tired of doing nothing. Here I should have plenty to do, and could
forget a good deal of the past, which has been so painful to all of us.
Give my love to mother, and all of them. I will write to her by the
next mail.
Your affectionate son,
HUMPHREY.
The paper to which Humphrey had referred was in a long envelope among
the Squire's other letters. He opened it, and read a plain,
straightforward account of everything that had happened within
Humphrey's knowledge.
"I went to my father on May 29th," part of it ran, "and asked him to
pay this sum to Gotch. When he refused, I told him under a promise of
secrecy of my wife's action, and told him that a concession to Gotch
would have the indirect effect of keeping this from being known, and
save himself and my family, as well as my wife, from the disgrace of an
exposure. He told me that if that was the only way in which silence
could be kept, matters must take their course, and refused to do
anything. I then went to my sister-in-law, Mrs. Richard Clinton, and
persuaded her to let Gotch have the money, which she did, knowing
nothing of why I wanted it paid to him....
"My father advised me to tell Lord Sedbergh of what had happened, or to
allow him to tell him, and if possible to get him to accept the price
of the necklace that had been stolen....
"Just before her death, my wife asked me to do what I could to put
right the wrong that she had done, and I sign this account of what she
told me, and of what happened afterwards within my knowledge, in the
firm belief that she would have wished me to do it...."
So there was the exoneration of the Squire, of everything that he had
done, in his hands, to use as he pleased.
His thoughts were tender towards the son who had given him so much
trouble, but now seemed to be in such a fair way of making up for the
mistakes of his past life. As he sat and thought about him, it was
not, at first, the relief that he had so honourably sent, little
knowing how pat to the occasion it would come, that filled his
thoughts, but the decision that Humphrey had come to with regard to his
own future.
It seemed to the Squire an eminently right one. Humphrey was going on
to the land, on which every man, according to his view, had the best
chance of making the most of his life, and escaping the perils that
beset the town-dweller. That it was in that great new country, where
the land meant so much more even than it did in England, where there
were still fields to conquer, still room in the great pastoral or
agricultural armies, that Humphrey was going to make himself a place,
was an added fitness. He would be entering on a new life in a new
land. He was young yet. He would forget the past, but he would not
forget the lessons he had learnt from it. He might even marry again;
the Squire's vision broadened to embrace a new branch of the Clinton
tree, to flourish in years to come on the fertile soil of that Britain
overseas. Life on the land—it was the same in essence wherever it was
lived, healthy, useful, and honourable. Thank God that Humphrey had
embraced it! Thank God for one Clinton more to live it, in honour and
well-being!
When he came to consider the document that Humphrey had put into his
hands, he could not quite make up his mind what to do with it. He
thought he would go down to the Dower House and consult Dick; but went
to find his wife instead.
"I am glad that Humphrey has done this," she said, "very glad indeed.
I think it is plain what use he thinks should be made of it, although
he cannot bring himself to say so."
"You think that it ought to be sent to Mrs. Amberley?"
"I think that if that is done, and you write and tell him so, he will
recognise that it was that feeling that directed him to write it. It
will be full restitution. No need for us to balance her guilt and her
punishment. She was wronged there, whether she was actually punished
for it or not. Poor Susan's last cry to me was, 'If I could only do
something to put it right before I die!' This will put it right, as
far as any sin can be put right. It has been the one thing lacking.
And it comes from Humphrey—from her, through Humphrey."
"I will send a copy to her lawyers," said the Squire, "through mine.
She will make what use she likes of it. We have to face her making a
use of it that will hurt us. She may publish it in the papers. There
would be nothing to prevent her."
Mrs. Clinton looked serious.
"Well, we'll risk that," said the Squire. "I think it would be a
wicked thing to do; but she's a wicked woman. I haven't changed my
mind about that, at any rate. We can only take the right course, and
put up with the consequences."
"I think you would be justified," said Mrs. Clinton, "in saying, when
you write to your lawyers, that she may use this document to clear
herself, in any way she pleases, and that you will take no steps if she
uses it privately; but that if she publishes it, you will publish the
fact that she asked you for money, and her letter to Dick. I think she
will not publish it. She can clear herself of so little. It is only
as a weapon that she has been able to make use of her discovery. In
spite of that letter of Lord Colne's, she must have used it to create
the impression that she was innocent of everything. By publishing
this, she will fasten on herself the guilt of what she was actually
punished for, and remind the world of it. She would gain nothing; and
if the fact of her having come to you for money is published as well,
she will lose."
"My dear," said the Squire, "I think you have the clearest head of all
of us. No, they won't let her use it in any way that can hurt us, for
she will hurt herself as well. This is the end of it, thank God; and
the talk will die down."
That afternoon the Squire sat in his room. Mrs. Clinton and Joan were
driving. He had been out with a gun, with Dick, had come in and
changed his boots, and was just beginning to nod, as he sat before the
fire, with the "Times" on his knee.
The door was opened, and Lord Inverell was announced.
The young man, tall, fair, and open-faced, came forward with a smile.
"Mr. Clinton," he said, as the door was shut behind him, "I hope you
will give me a welcome. I have seen my uncle, and heard what he had to
say. Now I have come to say what I want to say myself, and I hope you
will listen to it."
The Squire was somewhat overcome. The memory of his interview with
Lord Cheviot still rankled.
The young man took the seat to which he was motioned. He still smiled.
He had a very frank and pleasing expression of face, and was handsome
besides, with his crisp hair, that curled as much as it was permitted
to, his grey eyes, and white, even teeth. "Mr. Clinton," he said, "I
have come to ask you for Joan. Will you give her to me?"
The Squire experienced a strong and agreeable feeling of everything
having come right all at once. It was so strong that it was almost too
much for him. He hardly knew what he was saying as he stammered: "You
want my little Joan? She's the last one I have left."
"I know. I should have taken her from you before. But I waited, after
Mrs. Clinton's letter. I wish I hadn't. But I didn't know for some
time why it had been written. When I did know, I waited a little
longer; and then my uncle heard—what I wanted, you know—and talked to
me. He has a way with him—my uncle, Mr. Clinton. When he says a
thing, you are inclined to give in to him—at first."
His smile was inviting here. "He told you to wait a little longer, I
suppose," said the Squire.
"Yes, that was it. He kept me hanging on. There couldn't be any
hurry, he said. Then he seems to have written letters. He is rather
fond of writing letters; they'll go into his biography by and by, you
know. But not the one he wrote to Colne. I didn't ask him to write
that. I wish he hadn't."
"The answer he got was a very awkward one for me," said the Squire. "I
couldn't deal with it at the time to Lord Cheviot's satisfaction.
Fortunately, I can now."
"I'm glad of that, Mr. Clinton. But it's not necessary, as far as I am
concerned, you know. Still, I shouldn't object to your squaring my
uncle, if you can, without putting yourself out. I don't want to
quarrel with him, if it can be helped."
"Why have you come here, after what he told you?"
"Because I made him tell me everything. Rather a triumph for me, that!
He told me that you had said you had been through a horrible time, and
hadn't done anything that you were sorry for. I said, 'Thanks, uncle,
that's good enough for me. There are a lot of stories going about, and
you can believe which of them you like. I choose to believe the one
that Joan's father tells, and I'm off there this afternoon. Wish me
luck!'"
"He let you come, without any further discussion?"
"Oh no; not a bit. That was three or four days ago. He argued with
me. I said, 'Well, what do you want me to do?' He said, 'Find out
what truth there is in this story, before you go any further. There's
some truth in it.' Then a bright idea struck me. I said, 'Old
Sedbergh ought to know something about it. Will it satisfy you if I go
to him?'"
"Ah! I never thought of that. Did it satisfy him?"
"He had to say that it would. So I went. I couldn't get hold of the
old man till this morning. But when I did, he looked at me in a funny,
kind sort of way, and said, 'If you can get Joan Clinton for your wife,
you'll be the luckiest young man in the world. Go and get her.
There's no reason why you shouldn't. I know what I'm saying.' Well,
that put the lid on, Mr. Clinton. I sent a note to my uncle; I'd
promised to do that before I came; and here I am."
The Squire breathed a deep sigh of relief. "You have come at the right
time," he said, "and I am very glad you have come as you have—knowing
nothing more than you do. It's a thing that I shall think of with
pleasure all my life. But, as I told your uncle, I wouldn't ask you
here as long as my name was under a cloud. Perhaps the name of Clinton
will be under a cloud some little time longer. But, thank God, the
cloud no longer rests on this house. I can tell you everything that
has happened, feeling that I am wronging nobody. I couldn't have told
Lord Cheviot, and I couldn't have told you yesterday. Read this. It
is a paper I received from my son, Humphrey, from Australia, this
morning."
"I'm satisfied for myself," he said. "Can I tell my uncle what's in
it?"
"You can tell anyone you like," said the Squire.
As he was reading it, the door opened and Joan came in, in her furs.
It was beginning to get dusk. When she saw that there was somebody
with her father, she would have withdrawn. When she saw who it was,
her hand went to her heart; but her lover turned and saw her at that
moment.
A little later he confessed, with a happy laugh, that he had brought
down a bag, and left it at the station. The Squire went out of the
room to procure somebody to fetch it, which he could very well have
done by ringing the bell.
We began with the train, and will end with the train. It was the
material link by which Kencote, standing as it had done through so many
centuries remote and aside from the turmoil of life, had been drawn
into the centre of troublous events. It had brought Joan home from her
fateful visit to Brummels, Humphrey to tell his terrible story, Susan
to her sad resting-place, Mrs. Amberley to demand satisfaction and
threaten vengeance, and latterly the young lover whose coming had
brought joy in place of sorrow.
Now it was to bring, within a few days, enough guests to fill all the
spare rooms of Kencote for Joan's wedding; and it was bringing, this
afternoon, one of the most valued of them all.
This was Miss Bird, affectionately known to the Clinton family as "the
old starling," who had first taught Dick his letters nearly forty years
before, and had gone on teaching letters, and other things, to all the
young Clintons in turn, until the twins had reached the ripe age of
fifteen, six years before. Then she had left, much regretted, partly
because the twins had to be "finished," and she could not undertake
suitably to finish them, partly because duty had called her from the
spacious comforts of Kencote to share the narrow home of a widowed
sister.
The twins were at the station to meet her—tall, beautiful, stately
young women to the outward eye, but, for this occasion, children again
at heart, and mischievous children at that.
"Oh, what fun it is!" said Nancy, with a shiver of pleasure, as the
train came into the station. "I don't feel a day older than fourteen.
There she is, Joan—the sweet old lamb!"
It must be confessed that the years had robbed Miss Bird of such
sweetness as she may at one time have presented to the impartial view.
She was a diminutive, somewhat withered, elderly woman, but still
sprightly in speech and movement, and of breathless volubility.
She flung herself out of the carriage, almost before it had come to a
standstill, and was enveloped in a warm, not to say undignified embrace
by both the twins at once.
"Oh, my darlings," she cried, flinging to the winds all the stops in
the language, "to see you both standing there just as it used to be
though one married and the other going to be and such a grand
marriage too as sweet as ever my bonnet Nancy darling and everything
the same here but a new station-master I see oh it is too much."
Joan and Nancy marched her out of the station to the carriage, all
three laughing and talking at once, and made her sit between them,
which was just possible, as she took up very little room.
She wiped away an unaffected tear, and broke out again.
"This is one of the happiest days of my life and to think of me being
an honoured guest and amongst all the lords and ladies I hope I shall
know how to behave myself and one of the first you wrote to darling
Joan as you said and Mr. Clinton saying whoever else was left out I
must be asked and how is dear Mrs. Clinton well I hope I'm sure the
kindness I have received in this house I never can forget and never
shall forget darling Nancy my bonnet."
"Isn't she too sweet for words, Joan?" said Nancy. "She hasn't altered
a bit. Starling darling, you are the most priceless treasure. We
didn't value you nearly enough when we had you with us."
"Now my pet that is not a thing to say," said Miss Bird, "two dearer
and more affectionate children you might roam the world over and never
find troublesome sometimes I do not say you were not but never really
naughty no one could say it and now grown up quite and one a married
woman it doesn't seem possible."
"I was very hurt that you didn't come to my wedding," said Nancy. "I
know why it is. Joan is going to be a Countess, and I am only plain
Mrs."
"The idea of such a thing," said Miss Bird in horror, "never so much as
entered my head how can you say it Nancy I'm sure if Joan had been
going to marry a crossing-sweeper not that I don't think she would
adorn any position and much more suitable as it is I should have come
just the same and you know quite well why I couldn't come to your
wedding Nancy and almost cried my eyes out but an infectious illness
you would not have liked to be brought you should not say such things."
"I'll forgive you," said Nancy, "if you promise to love John. He is
here, you know. But we wouldn't let anybody come to the station with
us. We wanted you to ourselves."
"Pets!" said Miss Bird affectionately.
"Ronald is here too, but I wouldn't let him come either," said Joan.
"What is he like tell me about him," said Miss Bird.
Joan cast a quick glance at Nancy, over the rather disordered bonnet.
It was the look that had meant in their childhood, "Let's have her on."
"He is most awfully good," she said in rather an apologetic voice.
"Starling dear, I wanted to say something to you before you saw him.
You don't think—if you love anybody very much, and they are really
good—it matters about their looks, do you?"
"Oh, but I consider him most handsome," said Miss Bird, "my sister
gave me that illustrated paper with his photograph and yours in a full
page to each I wrote and told you so and pleased and proud I was to
have it and over my mantelpiece it is hanging now."
"Yes, I know you wrote, darling, and it was very sweet of you. I
couldn't bring myself to answer your letter. You know papers will
make mistakes sometimes."
"What do you mean what mistake?" asked Miss Bird. "It said plainly
beneath the photographs 'The Earl of Inverell' and 'Miss Joan Clinton.'"
"Yes, I know it did, and it was me all right. Oh, Starling darling,
can't you guess? Ronald is very good and very sweet, and I love him
dearly; but——"
"But he is no beauty," said Nancy. "You can't expect us both to marry
handsome men."
"I shouldn't call him scrubby, exactly, should you, Nancy?" enquired
Joan.
"Not to his face," replied Nancy.
Joan gave a little gurgle, which she turned into a cough. "Starling
darling, you don't mind beards in a young man, do you?" she asked.
"Oh, you will get him to shave that off," said Nancy, "after you are
married. I shouldn't worry about that. And I don't think a very
slight squint really matters. You can always call it a cast in the
eye, and some people like it."
"You see, Starling darling, I wanted you to be prepared," said Joan.
"I couldn't let you see him without saying something first, when you
thought he was that good-looking young man in the picture. He is much
better, really, and his looks don't put me off in the least. I don't
think about them. But if I hadn't told you, you might have been so
surprised that you would have said something that would have hurt his
feelings."
"As if I should or could," exclaimed Miss Bird indignantly, "there was
no occasion to say a single word Joan and a good kind heart is far
better than good looks as I have often told you you do me a great
injustice."
"I knew she wouldn't really mind, Nancy," said Joan. "But I am glad to
have warned her. She will get used to the beard."
"And the cast in the eye," added Nancy.
"Indeed," said Miss Bird, "I should never notice such things a beard is
a sign of manly vigour your father has a beard."
"Ah, but it isn't a beard like father's," said Joan. "It is more tufty
and fluffy. I suppose you thought that young man in the picture very
handsome, didn't you, Starling darling?"
"Indeed no such thing," said Miss Bird, "I said to my sister and she
will bear witness good-looking yes but not a match in looks for my
darling Joan and glad I am now that I said it."
Joan burst into a laugh, and embraced her warmly. "Oh, you're too
sweet and precious for words," she said. "That was Ronald, and I
shall tell him you don't think he is very handsome."
"What a donkey you are, Joan!" said Nancy. "Why didn't you let her
meet him in the hall?"
"Now that is too bad Joan 'n' Nancy," said Miss Bird, quite in her
old style of reproof, "a little piece of fun I can understand but you
might have made it most awkward for me Joan my bonnet well there I
suppose I must say nothing more you will have your joke and neither
of you have altered at all you are very naughty girls and I was just
going to say if you did not behave I should tell Mrs. Clinton pets I
love you more than ever."
Miss Bird was almost overcome with emotion when she arrived at the
house. The story was immediately told against her, and provoked
laughter, especially from the Squire, who said, "The young monkeys!
They want husbands to keep them in order, both of them. 'Pon my word,
with you here, Miss Bird, I feel inclined to pack them off to the
schoolroom, to get them out of the way. It makes me feel young again
to see you here, Miss Bird. You seem to belong to Kencote, and I'm
very pleased to see you here again, very pleased indeed."
Miss Bird's heart was full, as she was taken up to her old bedroom by
Joan and Nancy. Such a welcome! And from the Squire too, of whom she
had always stood much in awe, but to whom she looked up as the type and
perfection of manhood!
But how he had aged! When she was left alone, she looked out on to the
spring green of the park, and the daffodils growing under the trees,
and thought of how many years it was since she had first looked out on
to that familiar scene, and how unchanged it was, although the children
she had taught, and loved, had all grown up, and most of them were
married. She thought of herself as a young, timid girl, for the first
time away from her home, and of the Squire as a splendid young man,
bluff and hearty even then. She had spent the best part of her life at
Kencote, and had slept more nights in this room than in any other.
Kencote had been her home, and she had grown old in it. If the Squire,
who had always been so vigorous that the years had passed over him
imperceptibly, was also at last growing old, it was in the place he
loved above all others. She liked to think of him and dear Mrs.
Clinton still living here, she hoped for many years to come, with
nothing changed about them, but only an added peace and quietness, to
suit the evening of their lives.
Later in the evening, before dinner, the Squire paid a long-deferred
visit to his cellars. The house would soon be filled from top to
bottom with guests, and he wished to put the best he had before them,
or before such of them as could appreciate it; also to take stock
generally of the supply of wines in ordinary use, which he did
regularly, but had not done for many months past. He was accompanied
by his old butler with the cellar-book, and a footman with a candle,
and spent nearly an hour among the bins and cobwebs.
At the end of the inspection, some slight trouble arose. The old
butler had been fetching up claret which the Squire had intended should
be kept for a time. He did not drink claret himself, and had not
noticed the change.
"If we had used the other lot up you ought to have come and told me,
Porter," he said. "I never meant this wine to be used every day. You
come down here without a with-your-leave or a by-your-leave, and act as
if you were master. You've been with me for a number of years, and
have come to think you can do what you like. But you can't. I won't
have it, Porter."
He marched off between the bins, and up the cellar steps. The old
butler looked after him with a smile on his face, of which the
attendant footman mistook the source, remarking, "He do give it you,
don't he?"
"They're the best words I've had from him for a long time," said the
old man. "He's got back to himself again."
But if the Squire had got back to himself, it was not entirely to his
old habits. It had never before been Mrs. Clinton's custom to sit with
him in his room, as he now liked her to do, and as she did that
evening, while the younger members of the party, including Miss Bird,
were disporting themselves in the billiard-room.
"This will be the last of it, Nina," he was saying. "When Frank
marries it won't be from this house. They call it a quiet wedding,
but, 'pon my word, I don't know how we could very well have found room
for any more than are coming. I'm rather dreading it in a way, Nina.
I feel I'm getting too old for all this bustle."
"We shall be very quiet when it is all over," said Mrs. Clinton.
"Yes, my dear," he said. "You and I will be quiet together for the
rest of our lives. We shall have our children with us often, and our
grandchildren; but for the most of the time we shall just be by
ourselves. We've had a long life together, my dear. We've had a great
deal of happiness in it, and have been through some very deep trouble.
But the skies are clear now, and, please God, they'll keep clear.
Nina, my dear, we've got a great deal to thank Him for."
THE END
BY THE SAME AUTHOR
THE HOUSE OF MERRILEES
EXTON MANOR
THE ELDEST SON
THE SQUIRE'S DAUGHTER
THE HONOUR OF THE CLINTONS
THE GREATEST OF THESE
THE OLD ORDER CHANGETH
WATERMEADS
UPSIDONIA
ABINGTON ABBEY
THE GRAFTONS
RICHARD BALDOCK
THE CLINTONS AND OTHERS