By MARY BRADFORD WHITING.
“Come here, Lion.”
It was not a dog that obeyed the summons,
but a child, a sweet-faced, curly-headed child,
with big, pathetic eyes, and soft smiling
mouth.
Treading on tip-toe, so as not to disturb the
sleeping figure on the sofa, Lion made his way
across the room and crept up to his father’s
chair.
“What were you crying for?” asked Mr.
Beresford, as he lifted the little fellow to his
knee.
“Oh, daddy, how much, much too sharp
your eyes are! I hid myself all up with
my ship book, so as you shouldn’t see.”
“No ship book that was ever made would
hide your tears from me!” said Mr. Beresford,
in a tone that was evidently more for
himself than for the child. “But never mind
that now. I did see, and now you must tell
me all about it. What were you crying
for?”
“I don’t want you to go away,” said Lion,
in a trembling voice. “Why must you go,
daddy, and leave me alone with——”
The loyal little fellow caught himself up
without finishing the sentence, but Mr.
Beresford knew only too well what the concluding
word would have been, and he sighed
heavily.
A wealthy man, with congenial work to
occupy him, with a lovely wife and a sweet
little son, there were plenty of people who
envied him with all their hearts; but Paul
Beresford, like many of those who seem the
most prosperous, had a secret sorrow that embittered
his whole life. He had married young,
believing that he had found the embodiment of
grace and goodness in the beautiful girl to
whom he had given his heart, only to discover
too late that she was utterly selfish and cold-hearted.
It was a terrible awakening for him,
and many a man in his place would have
made shipwreck altogether; but Paul Beresford
only clung the closer to the hidden faith
that sustained him, and solaced himself with
the oft-quoted lines—
“My own hope is a sun will pierce
The darkest cloud earth ever stretched.”
That hope seemed to him to be fulfilled
when his baby son was first put into his arms
and he felt the touch of the tiny fingers, and
kissed the soft roseleaf face. Surely no woman
could resist such a darling mite as this, and he
looked forward confidently to the dawn of
better days. But as time went on, the terrible
truth was borne in upon him that the child
had only widened the breach between his wife
and himself. Little as she had cared for his
love in the past, she was jealous when she saw
it bestowed upon another, and far from lavishing
any tenderness on the little Lionel herself,
she treated him with an indifference that made
her husband’s blood boil.
The child had never been strong, but no one
but his father gave him much attention, for
the nurse who had brought him through his
babyhood was obliged to leave when he was
five years old, and his mother’s maid, who was
supposed to have the charge of him, was as
selfish as her mistress. But there was a
courage and pluck in his slender frame that
would have done honour to a boy of twice his
age, and which well deserved his father’s name
of “Lion.” He had early seen that it distressed
his beloved “daddy” if he told him of the
troubles he had to undergo, and the result was
that he tried to keep them to himself with a
self-control that was marvellous in so young a
child.
But now a terrible trial had come for Lion.
They had no sooner settled down in the little
Cornish village that had been selected for
their summer holiday, than a summons had
come for Mr. Beresford to go out to his West
Indian property on imperative business, and
he was obliged to start as early as possible on
the very next day. Somewhat to his surprise,
his wife had made no objection to his sudden
departure; he had expected a storm of tears
and reproaches, but beyond the one cold remark
that he seemed to be glad of any excuse
for leaving her, she had said nothing, and he
had felt thankful at being let off so easily.
If he could have read her thoughts, he
might, however, have felt differently. She
had given him no reason for her sudden desire
to settle down in a quiet seaside village, and
he had been too glad of the suggestion for the
boy’s sake to ask any explanations. But now
it seemed to her that his departure was arranged
as conveniently as everything else had
been; she had known very well when she
chose their holiday resort that Lord Barfield’s
yacht would be anchored in the neighbouring
bay, and on board the yacht were people for
whose society she cared far more than she did
for that of her husband or child, people whom
he distrusted, and had forbidden her to visit.
Mr. Beresford was ignorant of all this, however,
and he tried to comfort his little son with
parting injunctions; it was useless, alas, to
hope that his mother would take any care of
him, but perhaps it might console his loneliness
to tell him to take care of her.
“But mother won’t let me take care of her,”
said Lion piteously.
“That must only make you try all the
more,” said his father, speaking out of the
depths of his own bitter experience. “You
must be very careful not to worry her, because
you know that sometimes you talk too loud
when she has a headache, or even slam the
doors. Will you promise me that you will be
very good while I am away?”
“Yes, I will, I truthfully will!” said Lion,
drying his eyes with a brave attempt at a
smile.
“I shall soon come back,” said Mr. Beresford,
“and I shall write you long letters while
I am away, and tell you all about the shells
and the snakes and the little black boys.”
“And you’ll write it like print, won’t you?”
said Lion, “so as I needn’t bother mamma
to read it, because that’s just one of the things
that vexes her so, when I ask her to read your
letters.”
He spoke innocently, little knowing the
wounding power that his words contained,
but Mr. Beresford was well used to hiding his
feelings, and he made the required promise
in an unshaken voice.
“That’s all right, then,” said Lion joyfully.
“But oh, daddy dear, you won’t have me to
curl your moustache for you, and you don’t
look a bit nice when it hangs all down like
that,” and throwing himself against his father,
he proceeded to curl the offending moustache
with his small fingers, while Mr. Beresford
laughed at the sight of his earnest frown.
“I wish you would not let that child make
so much noise,” said a querulous voice at this
moment, and leaving their play with a start,
both father and son were hushed in a moment.
Lion slipped down to the floor and took up
his book, and Mr. Beresford went across to
the sofa and tried to soften his wife’s displeasure
with his attentions.
The morning came all too soon, and Lion
had hard work to keep a bright face through
their hurried breakfast. Greatly to his relief
Mrs. Beresford had chosen to remain upstairs,
so that he had his father all to himself and
could hang lovingly about him until the
carriage came to take him to the station.
“Don’t forget your promise,” said Mr.
Beresford as he drove away.
He spoke cheerfully, but his eyes were
moist as he looked back at the lonely figure
of the little six-year-old boy at the gate. If
only his mother’s arm had been round him, he
could have far better borne to leave him; but
it was useless to indulge in such thoughts, and
taking out his pocket-book he was soon deep
in calculations.
Lion, for his part, tried quite as practical a
cure for his grief.
“I’ll pick some flowers for mamma,” he
said to himself manfully, and having rubbed
the tears out of his eyes, he set off round the
flower-beds of their hired house, picking a
rose here, and a geranium here, until he had
as large a bunch as he could hold.
“Mamma, I’ve brought you some flowers,”
he said, as he ran into her bedroom and laid
the straggling nosegay on her lap.
Mrs. Beresford was lying on the couch, a
novel in her hand and a breakfast tray on the
table by her side.
“Oh, you bad boy!” she exclaimed,
brushing the flowers hastily on to the floor,
“how dare you put those dirty things on my
new white wrapper. And there’s an earwig
running over me! Go away this minute, I
tell you! Lettice, Lettice, come here!”
Her screams brought the maid, who succeeded
in catching the earwig; but Lion had
not waited to see the end of his escapade; a
sudden sharp pain had stabbed his baby breast,
pain, not so much at his mother’s anger, as at
the thought that he had already disobeyed his
father’s command.
“Oh, daddy, daddy, I didn’t mean to be
naughty!” he cried, and throwing himself
down on the grass, he sobbed as if his heart
would break.
“I am going out this afternoon,” said Mrs.
Beresford at lunch-time, “so you must amuse
yourself in the garden.”
“Mayn’t I come with you,” said Lion
timidly. “Daddy said I was to take care of
you while he was away.”
“Nonsense!” said Mrs. Beresford sharply,
as though the words stung her. “Do you
think I can have you always after me? You
must stay at home, and see that you don’t get
into any more mischief.”
It was very lonely for Lion that afternoon.
Lettice slipped out as soon as her mistress had
disappeared, and the servants of the house did
not consider it part of their business to look
after other people’s children. By-and-by it
began to rain, and the little boy stood sadly
counting the falling drops until a sudden
thought seized him. His mother’s cloak was
hanging in the hall; how wet she would get
unless he took it to her! To trot out into the
hall and put on his hat was the work of a
moment, and seizing the cloak, he sallied
forth.
Far and wide the poor little fellow wandered,
while the driving rain soaked him through and
through; but no trace of his mother could he
see, and at last he turned back to the house.
Just as he reached the gate a carriage drove
up, however, and he saw his mother alight,
and heard her parting words, “On Thursday,
then; I will be sure not to fail.”
“You naughty boy, what have you been
doing?” were her next words, as she espied
the dripping child at the gate. “Look at my
cloak, all messed and spoilt. Go upstairs at
once; didn’t I tell you not to get into
mischief?”
Weary and heart-broken, Lion attempted
no explanation, but creeping sadly up to his
room, cried himself to sleep on the floor.
At breakfast-time next morning Lettice
rushed into her mistress’s room exclaiming,
“Oh, ma’am, Master Lionel’s dying!”
“Nonsense,” said Mrs. Beresford. “I
daresay he has eaten something that has
disagreed with him; but you can send for
the doctor.”
She had forgotten all about it in five
minutes, but when the doctor came he insisted
upon seeing her.
“Your child has acute inflammation,” he
said, “and his life will depend upon the
nursing.”
“Then you must send for a nurse,” she
said coolly, though she felt an inward qualm
at the thought of her husband.
“I shall do so, of course, but she cannot be
here until to-morrow morning, and in the
meantime you must be responsible; your
maid is perfectly useless.”
Mrs. Beresford assented resignedly. She
was glad now that they could not take her on
the yacht till Thursday. The nurse would
have come by then, and she could leave without
trouble, and with this consoling prospect
in view she even agreed to sit up with Lion
that night.
Some people would have been touched by
the child’s piteous cries for his father, and by
the way in which he constantly checked himself
with the reminder, “Daddy’s gone away;
I must take care of mamma now.” But
Mrs. Beresford only found it wearisome, and
tried to bury herself in her book.
She knew, however, that it would not do to
forget the nourishment that the doctor had
ordered, and rousing herself at last she tried to
light the spirit-lamp. The most simple things
of everyday life were mysteries to her, and as
she bent over it, candle in hand, there was a
flare and a scream, and Lettice rushed into the
room to find her mistress’s hair in flames.
Help was summoned, and the doctor sent
for, but he made short work of her complaints.
“There’s not much harm done,” he said
bluntly. “I daresay your hair will grow;
your skin will never look the same again, but,
after all, that doesn’t matter.”
And this to one whose chief joy in life had
been the beauty of her complexion! Mrs.
Beresford hid her bandaged face in the pillows
and gave herself up to despair. No hope of
going on the yacht now. They would sail
away and forget all about her, or, worse still,
make ill-natured remarks about her misfortune.
At any rate, no one should see her altered
appearance, and she had the blinds pulled
down, and admitted no one but Lettice into
her room.
But the day came when the hospital nurse
forced an entrance into the forbidden precincts.
She and the doctor had held many an
indignant conclave over their little patient,
and when his perpetual inquiries for his
mother could be silenced in no other way, she
made up her mind to fetch her.
Her words were few, but they made an impression
that Mrs. Beresford could not resist,
for however indifferent she might appear, she
knew that she should not dare to face her
husband if the child should die without her
seeing him.
Her resolution almost failed as she caught a
glimpse of herself in the glass that had once
reflected such a lovely vision, but it was too
late to turn back now, and she crossed the
passage and entered the sick-room. There
on the bed lay Lion, his curls gone, his face
hollow and deathlike, but when he saw her he
held out his hands with a cry, “Oh, please
say forgive!”
“What does he mean?” she asked.
“I don’t know,” said the nurse, “he has
been saying it ever since I came. You had
better speak to him.”
“What do you want, Lion?” she said,
repressing a shudder as she went up to the
bedside.
“Oh, mamma, I did promise daddy to be
good, and you said I was so naughty, and then
you got your face burnt, and it was all my
fault. Oh, please say forgive!”
Forgive? If anyone needed forgiveness it
was not Lion, and as if a veil had suddenly
been lifted from her eyes, Mrs. Beresford saw
herself in the true light at last, worldly-minded,
selfish-hearted, far, far different from the pure
and loving nature before her!
“Oh, my child, my little child!” she said,
bending down to take him in her arms.
There was silence for a few moments, while
Lion lay wonderingly in the embrace that had
never enfolded him before, then raising his
hand to her bandaged face he whispered—
“Poor mamma, you’re much worser than I
am; but you’ll tell daddy I was sorry, won’t
you?”
“No, no; you shall tell him yourself,” she
exclaimed with sudden vehemence; “you
are going to get well, you must, you shall!”
The nurse looked at her warningly, and she
was silent again while Lion’s excitement subsided
into a drowsy state which lasted till the
doctor came.
He looked in amazement at the strange
figure by the bed, but for once in her life
Mrs. Beresford had no thoughts for herself.
“He is better, is he not?” she said eagerly,
but the doctor shook his head.
“No,” he said, “I shall telegraph for your
husband to-night.”
The days passed on, and one evening a
carriage dashed up to the door and springing
out almost before it had stopped, Paul Beresford
seized upon the doctor, who came forward
to greet him.
“How is he?” he asked.
“Better,” was the answer, and waiting to
hear no more he dashed upstairs and opened
the door of his boy’s room.
“How are you, my darling?” he said
eagerly.
His wife turned away with a sudden pang.
It was not likely that he would recognise her
for she had sent him no news of her accident,
but for the first time she felt that he was
dearer to her than the friends for whom she
had once sacrificed his happiness.
But Lion did not forget her.
“Daddy,” he said, “mamma has forgiven
me, but you must forgive me too; it was all
my fault, you know, that she was burnt.”
“Lena!” cried Paul in astonishment, as he
gazed at the white-capped figure by the window.
“You told me to take care of her,” said
Lion mournfully; “but she has had to take
care of me all the time!”
Lena had hidden her face in her hands, but
in a moment she felt her husband’s arms round
her and knew that a new life had begun for
them both.
“Are you so very sorry that mamma was
burnt?” asked Lion wistfully, as he saw the
tears in his father’s eyes.
“No, dear, he is glad,” said his mother
softly, “because there is a fire in my heart
that will, I hope, burn up all the selfishness.”
“What fire comes in people’s hearts?”
asked Lion in wonder, and with a look that
made her scarred face more beautiful than it
had been in all the perfection of its bloom,
his mother answered—
“The fire of love!”