By LOUISA MENZIES.
THE CALLING IN LIFE CHOSEN.
As Eveline had said, what seemed an accident
determined Mark’s choice of an occupation.
A cousin of his mother’s came to spend a few
days at the rectory. He had recently lost a
very promising son, and was much softened
and saddened by his trouble, and in his saddened
mood his thoughts turned to his cousin
James, whom he remembered a bright and
cheery lad, very much his own junior. He
knew that there were two lads at Rosenhurst,
one the son of his cousin James, the other of
his widowed cousin Margaret, and he thought
with interest of him who bore his own name,
and wondered whether he in any way resembled
his lost Edward—whether he was a true
Echlin, like his father, earnest, teachable, and
faithful.
Miles Echlin was the head of a publishing
house, holding a high position in London,
and by the death of his son, not only he himself
but the business had experienced an irreparable
loss. He wanted comfort, he wanted
help, and in this saddened mood he came down
to Rosenhurst Rectory. Lady Elgitha, fully
alive to the fact that many sons of noble
houses were at the present time engaged in
commerce, was at some trouble to be civil to
him, and schooled her son to proper behaviour;
but outward civility did not impose on the
keen-sighted man of business, and before he
had been twelve hours at the rectory he was
convinced that Gilbert was indolent, opinionated,
and selfish.
Margaret and her children came to dinner,
and there was much pleasant chat among the
elders about the days when they had been
children, and when Miles had thought it a
great treat to spend the holidays with his
uncle at Westborough, but he had little
opportunity then for making acquaintance
with Mark and Eveline; but when next
morning he walked over with the rector to
the cottage, Miles felt at once the calm and
restful sense of home, where all the members
were in harmony, and where the grave, handsome
face looking down from the wall seemed
to his mind, saddened by recent sorrow, to
promise him sympathy. He had known
Michael Fenner very slightly, being at the
time of Margaret’s marriage already much
immersed in business, but a glance at
the picture of her husband, and at Margaret’s
own composed and gentle face, assured him
that she would listen, not only with patience,
but with true interest, to what he should tell
her about his son, and so it came about that
during his stay at Rosenhurst he spent most
of his time at the cottage, and talked much
with and of Mark.
At the end of four days he returned to
town, and in less than a fortnight there came
a letter from him inviting Mark to come and
stay with him in town, and offering him a
share in his business if he would devote himself
to the study of it.
It was not without hesitation that Mark
acceded to the proposal; either of the callings
he had been meditating on would, he
thought, have been more to his taste, but in
either he would have been a comparatively
poor man, unable to do much for his mother
and sister, and he could not flatter himself
that in either he was much wanted. Here
there was a place left vacant which he might
fill, a positive call from a weary heart which
he might comfort.
His mother was slow to give her opinion
in the matter; it was too easy, too pleasant
for her to have her son occupied in work
which would not take him very far away,
which would not overtax his energies; she
could hardly believe that it would be desirable
for his highest interests; she feared lest
James and Elgitha might be vexed that the
offer had not been made first to Gilbert. Of
course Miles was a sort of tradesman, and
Elgitha could scarcely be supposed to admire
trade; still she might have liked Gilbert to
have been first consulted.
She took the letter up to the rectory, and
laid it before her brother. The rector read
it carefully, and returned it to her with a sigh
and a smile.
“I suppose Mark will go,” he said.
“He has not made up his mind yet,” said
Margaret.
“Does he dislike the idea of desk work?”
“I don’t think he ever thought of disliking
it. If he were to be a teacher or a clergyman
he would have a great deal of desk work,
wouldn’t he?”
“Certainly, and promotion is so slow; unless
he happened to possess the gift of oratory, he
might be a curate at forty.”
“I fancy he thought rather of being a
teacher.”
“Very hard work; breaking stones on the
road is play to it,” said the gentle rector,
who had no talent for teaching, though he
had a very pretty talent for preaching. “It
seems a pity that he should not close with
Miles’ offer; Mark would be a treasure to
him.”
“You think he would?”
“Can you doubt it? Don’t you know
what he is to you and to me? On all grounds
I think he should accept it, if he has no personal
dislike to the arrangement. At all
events he should go and try.”
So Mark went, and Gilbert, with many a
shrug, pronounced him a lucky fellow, and
promised to come and dine with him.
The rector took occasion, on Mark’s departure,
to speak to his son as to his own path
in life.
“Mark has made his start in life, Gilbert.
Don’t you think it would be advisable for you
to make up your mind as to what you will
do?”
“Yes, sir, I suppose it would; but it is so
hard to make up one’s mind when one has no
special vocation. Mark’s a lucky fellow; his
mind was made up for him.”
“I have very good reason to think that if
you had had Mark’s aptitude, the offer would
have been made to you.”
“It is a pity I hadn’t; but I don’t suppose
it’s a man’s fault not caring for things. It
must be a great bore to you, sir, to have a son
like me, who doesn’t care for any of the things
you care for. I don’t suppose two men were
ever more unlike.”
“I don’t ask you to consider what I should
like you to do; that, perhaps, would be unfair;
but only to see that, taking your own
view, what you are doing will not pay. If I
were to die, there would not be more than
enough for your mother and sister.”
“So you have told me before; so the
mother has told me. It is unfortunate that
I have no taste for anything. I don’t find
that I care about doing the same thing for
two days together.”
“Does it never occur to you that there is
such a thing as duty?”
“A very useful dissyllable, no doubt, sir,
and telling in a song; but it is very
much gone out of fashion nowadays, with the
Church Catechism, high pews, and church
clerks. No one considers that he ought to
be ‘content with that state of life,’ etc.”
“Gilbert,” said Mr. Echlin, more sternly
than he had ever spoken to his son, “if you
do not woo duty as a mistress, she will drive
you as a taskmistress. The man who has no
love of duty had better never have been born.
He has no high aims, no ennobling thoughts.
Do not, I beseech you, give me the misery of
knowing that my only son is an idle man.”
“Do not distress yourself, father. I suppose
I shall drop into something before long.
There can be no hurry. If you had ten children
it would be another matter. There’s
Elgitha; she has energy enough, and cares
about lots of things. If you would send her
to Girton, sir, I feel sure she’d take a double
first, and like it.”
“She might do very much worse, I believe,”
said Mr. Echlin, turning away. He went
into his study with a sore heart to write
his Sunday sermon on the beauty of holiness,
and Gilbert found half an hour’s amusement
in teasing his sister’s canaries.
It was not long before Mark Fenner’s start
in life brought changes to Rosenhurst. The
more Miles Echlin knew him, the better he
liked him. Mark possessed one of those
strong natures that rests in itself, never impatient
to thrust itself forward, and never
much occupied with a consideration of its
own wants or pleasures. Accepting in the
fullest and heartiest sense all the duties that
were comprehended in the partnership offered
him by his mother’s cousin, and loving them
because they were duties, he set himself with
all his heart to master the technicalities of
the business, and entered into the enthusiasms
of the old publisher with all a young man’s
energy.
“It was a lucky thing, sir, that visit to
Rosenhurst,” said Evans, Mr. Echlin’s head
clerk and factotum, when Mark had been
some six months in London. “Mr. Fenner
is a born publisher. He takes to the printer’s
ink as a babe to its mother’s milk. As things
have turned out, it really seems quite providential.”
“I am glad you think so, Evans; it is my
own opinion exactly. I hope the lad is satisfied.
How those dear ladies at the cottage
must miss him!”
When Mr. Echlin left his office after this
conversation, he took his leisurely way to
Manchester-square. It had always been a
principle with him to live within an easy walk
of his business, having early imbibed a taste
for that most healthy of all exercises, and
having found that there was no better time
for thinking over business. Indeed, for many
years he had never embarked upon an undertaking
until he had turned it over in his
mind during two or three days’ walk to and
fro.
As he strolled home that evening it was
June, and the whole earth was singing with
gladness. The City’s great heart was throbbing
with welcome to the sweet summer, and
stretching out eager hands for the fruits and
flowers of the country. Roses and strawberries
lay in tempting proximity in the shops,
women’s clothes fluttered airily in the breeze,
and young men skimmed cheerily along, taking
note of the luncheon-bars where American
drinks were for sale, while elderly men looked
fresh and rosy in light trousers, light hats,
and light waistcoats.
As Mr. Echlin walked on, nodding to an
acquaintance here, exchanging a word or two
there, his mind was pursuing some such train
of thought as this:—How fine the weather
was; it was a pleasure to breathe. This time
last year Edward had been by his side; it
was on the 18th of June; he remembered it
because he had made a little excuse for the
extravagance, saying that we ought not to
forget the anniversary of Waterloo; and they
had stopped to buy the first basket of strawberries.
How little had either of them thought
that the course of their quiet life would so
soon be broken! It was a dismal thing to
think that he had let him go to Rome at that
time of the year. But then he seemed so
strong; nothing ever ailed him. Dr. Dickenson
said, indeed, that he had no reserve force—weak
vital energy, like his dear mother.
To wish him “good-bye” for a six weeks’
holiday, and never to see him alive again!
Well, well, it was sad. Such a son, too, and
with all his future so easy before him! Well,
well, it wouldn’t be so very long that he would
have to survive him; he was almost sixty; it
could not be so very long. And now he had
Mark Fenner. Strange that all the time Edward
was with him he had never thought of
going down to Rosenhurst to see James and
poor Margaret. And then his thoughts carried
him to the little cottage at the rectory
gate, where the two women lived who must
miss their good son and brother so much, and
who must be so much missed by him.
Thus meditating, he reached his own door,
which he opened, according to his custom,
with a latchkey, and passed down the cool
passage into the large, cool, but rather sombre
dining-room.
The table was laid for two, the silver and
glass shining on the white damask, while the
old butler stood with his smile of welcome by
the shining mahogany sideboard, whereon was
displayed the usual row of bottles—port,
sherry, and claret, with a dessert of early
strawberries and biscuits. It was all very
comfortable, but just a trifle dreary; so, at
least, Miles thought it must be to the young
man who was now knocking at the door, who
was to use the second knife and fork and be
his companion all the evening.
At the cottage at Rosenhurst what would
the young man’s mother and sister be doing
now? Perhaps sitting down to their modest
meal, waited on by the little country damsel
with round eyes and rosy cheeks; perhaps
going through the more stately but rather
dismal ceremonial of “dining at the rectory.”
All the evening, while they dined, read the
papers, and, later on, in deference to the
beauty of the night, strolled through the quiet
streets towards the Regent’s Park, and saw
the moon hanging like a silver disc in the
sky—while Mark, following his lead, discoursed
of the lovely woods of Sunbridge, of
the hedges fragrant with wild roses and honeysuckle,
of the sweet, pure air, of his mother
and her garden, of his sister singing in the
twilight to the old piano—there always lay
the thought suggested to him by the words
of Evans in the afternoon, “As things have
turned out, it really seems quite providential.”
Mark Fenner was already much more to him
than he could ever have hoped from one who
was not his own son; he was doing his work
with all his heart, with all his soul, and with
all his strength, accepting it as the business
of his life. But might not he for his part—he,
Miles Echlin—do something on his side
also to make the lad’s life brighter—to make
the house in Manchester-square, now for
nearly thirty years his home, a little more
cheery and a little more homelike to the boy
who had grown up in the little cottage at the
rectory gate at Rosenhurst?
If there is much cause of lamentation at the
overcrowded dwellings of the poor, something
might also be said plaintive and touching
about the desolation of the houses of the
wealthy—of the rich carpets so seldom trodden,
the couches on which no limbs ever find
repose, the mirrors reflecting nothing but each
other, of the soft beds which are never pressed,
and all the elaborate machinery of modern
life gathered into chamber after chamber, and
never used. Extremes meet, and the rich
man in the desolation of his empty chambers
may be as much in need of pity as the poor
man crowded out of his one apartment by
the superabundance of his domestic ties.
The house which Miles Echlin called home
consisted of suites of reception-rooms furnished
in the costliest taste of thirty years
ago, when Mrs. Echlin was alive, and Edward,
a bright boy of three, was making sunshine in
the house, while there was a possibility of
sons and daughters yet to come; but the
cheery little wife, for whose sake and by whose
direction the furnishing had been done, took
a cold—a mere nothing, it seemed—and passed
almost suddenly out of the life so full of hope
and happiness for her, just as a bright flame
which makes the whole room glad is blown
out by a puff of wind coming one knows not
whence. Then Miles, saddened and sobered,
went about his work, caring little for the large
house, only seeing that it was properly cleaned
and aired, walking methodically through the
great rooms, and coming at last to live in two
of them, his dining-room and a small sleeping
room, which had been his dressing-room while
his wife was alive. A few friends came to see
him at intervals, and there were some to whom
the silent house was a home whenever they
came to town; but Miles had no heart for
company. When Edward should be grown up
would be time enough; the boy should marry,
and then the house would once again echo
with laughter and song; he should make his
own choice—it would be sure to be a worthy
one, and they would find a corner for the old
man, and not think him in the way. Edward
grew up, and was all that his father wished
him to be; then came the second bitter disappointment,
and the big house was more
empty and silent than ever.
On that June evening, as he strolled with
Mark through the quiet streets, and glanced
up at the lighted windows in the houses of his
neighbours, at the groups of people, old and
young, on the high balconies, and caught the
waves of laughter or song, the silence, the
darkness of the house into which they introduced
themselves by a latchkey, seemed
almost unendurable. The gas was turned
low in the dining-room; the portrait of Mrs.
Echlin looked thin and spectral; the plate
and glass on the sideboard suggested anything
but good cheer, looking rather like
mummies from which the life has long since
departed. Mark turned up the gas, and they
saw that it wanted five minutes to ten. What
a long evening it had been. Mark was tired,
and thought, if Mr. Echlin didn’t mind, he
would go to bed; he said something in
apology about country habits; he did not say
that he was up every morning before six
practising certain technicalities which were
necessary for the carrying on the business;
nor did he complain of the heat and closeness
of the office, though both were trying to a
country lad.
Mr. Echlin wished him “good-night”
kindly, but rather like one in a dream, and
when the butler came in at eleven, according
to custom, with his master’s candle, and to carry
up the plate, he still sat in the same chair, but
he was leaning back with a satisfied look; the
inkstand and blotting-pad were on the table,
and a sealed letter lay before him.
“Are you ready for your candle, sir?” said
Martin, taking all in at a glance.
“Yes, quite,” replied the master, rising
briskly from his chair. “Good-night, Martin;
fine weather for the country.”
“Splendid for the crops, sir,” said Martin,
a cockney to the backbone, who was imbued
with the idea that the more the sun blazed
the better the corn grew; but as he turned
out the gas the old man wondered to whom
his master had been writing, a wonder which
was not relieved in the morning, as was generally
the case on the rare occasions when Mr.
Echlin wrote a letter at home, by his being
requested to post it, for his master brought the
letter down with him, laid it on the mantelpiece
with the direction downwards, and
carried it out in his own hand when he went
to business, all which unusual proceedings
served to fix Martin’s attention on the letter,
and to impress him with the idea that it must
be a document of much importance.
(To be concluded.)