“Thar’s two things it don’t pay to worry ’bout,–those ye
can help ’n’ and those ye can’t.”–Old Cy Walker.
When Old Cy and Ray once more made their
way up the Beaver Brook valley, it was with the
feeling that this lone and sinister trapper might be
met at any moment. They dared not leave their
canoe where it might be easily found, but adopting
Indian tactics, Old Cy cunningly hid it in a rank
growth of swamp grass, and oft doubling on their
own tracks and wading the shallow stream, left only
a confusing trail.
When the deadfalls had been visited and they
began gum-gathering again, they watched constantly
for an enemy.
A dense forest of tall spruces is at best a weird and
ill-omened spot. Its vastness appalls, its shadows
seem spectral, and every natural object becomes
grotesque and distorted. An overturned stump
with bleaching roots appears like a hideous devilfish
with arms ready to entwine and crush. A
twisted tree trunk, prone, rotting, and coated with
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moss, looks like a huge green serpent, and even a
knot in the side of a big spruce will resemble a grinning
gnome. Even the sunlight flitting through the
dense canopy plays fantastic tricks, and every breath
of wind becomes the moan of troubled spirits.
Something of this weird impress now assailed Old
Cy and more especially Ray, and after two days of
unpleasant work in this part of the wilderness, they
gave it up.
“I don’t like feelin’ I’m bein’ watched,” Old Cy
observed when they once more started for home,
“an’ to-morrer I guess we’d best go ’nother way.
Thar’s a good spruce growth over beyond the hog-back,
’n’ I’d feel safer leavin’ the canoe whar Amzi
kin keep an eye on’t. We kin come up now once
a week ’n’ tend the deadfalls ’n’ not leave the canoe
more’n an hour.”
Little did Old Cy realize how groundless his fears
now were, or that fathoms deep, in a cold, mountain-hid
lake, the thieving McGuire and the implacable
half-breed were now locked in the clasp of
death.
A change of location, however, banished somewhat
of this spectral presence, and although Old Cy was
ever alert and watchful, he showed no sign of it.
Ray, more volatile and with implicit faith in his
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protector, soon returned to normal condition of mind
and once more entered into the spirit of their work
and sport with a keen zest.
The traps gave increased returns, the little bin where
they stored their gum was filling slowly but surely, and
their life at this wildwood home became enjoyable.
Neither was it all labor, for the ducks now migrating
southward were alighting in the lake by thousands,
a few hours’ shooting at them from ambush
made glorious sport, and what with all the partridges
they had secured and these additions, their ice-house
was soon unable to hold another bird.
But the halcyon days of autumn were fast passing
and signs of nearing winter were now visible. Ice
began to form in little coves, the ducks ceased
coming, soon the last of them had departed, the leaves
of all hardwood trees were now joining in a hurry-scurry
dance with every passing breeze, the days
were of a suggestive shortness, and soon the grim
and merciless snow–the White Spirit of Old Tomah–would be sweeping over the wilderness.
And then one night the Frost King silently touched
that rippled lake with his wand and the next morning
Old Cy and Ray looked out upon its motionless
expanse of black ice. The sky was also leaden, an
ominous stillness brooded over forest, lake, and
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mountain, and midway of that day, the first snowfall
came.
Old Cy and Ray were a mile away from the cabin,
busy at gum-gathering, when the first flakes sifted
down through the canopied spruce tops. Soon the
carpet of needles began to whiten, and by mid-afternoon
they had to abandon work and return.
“I guess we come pretty clus to bein’ prisoners
now,” Old Cy ejaculated when he shook himself
free from the white coating on the cabin porch, “but
we’ve got to make the best on’t. We’ll git warm
fust ’n’ then go ’n’ fetch our canoe up ’n’ stow it in
the shed. We ain’t like to want it ag’in ’fore spring.
One thing is sartin,” he added, when the fire began
to blaze in the open fireplace, “we are sure o’ keepin’
warm ’n’ ’nuff to eat this winter, ’n’ that’s all we really
need in life, anyway. The rest on’t is mostly imagination.”
But in spite of his serene philosophy, Old Cy had
dreaded the coming of winter more than Ray could
guess, and all on account of that lad. He himself
knew what a winter meant in this wilderness cabin,
while Ray did not. Separated as they were from
civilization by a full hundred miles, and from Tim’s
place by forty, they were, as he stated, practically
prisoners for the next five months.
201To escape on snow-shoes was possible, of course,
if the need arose, and yet it would be a pretty serious
venture, after all.
They were in no particular danger, however.
With plenty of food and fuel, they need not suffer.
If the cabin burned, they could erect another shelter
or use the old one. Something of diversion could
be obtained from ice-fishing or gum-gathering on
warm days; but not enough, as Old Cy feared, to
keep Ray content and free from the megrims.
None of these fears escaped Old Cy, however. He
was too wise for that; and moreover, in order to
inspire Ray, he now began to affect an almost boyish
interest in the snow coming and its enjoyments.
“We can’t do much more trappin’,” he said that
first winter evening beside the fire while the snow
beat against the windows, “but we kin hev some
fun keepin’ warm an’ cookin’, ’n’ when the snow
hardens a bit we kin go fer gum again, or set tip-ups.
We’ve got more’n a million shiners in the cage up
the brook, ’n’ ’fore it gits too cold, we’ll ketch a lot
o’ trout.”
It was this faculty for adaptation to the situation,
this making the best of all circumstances and seizing
all opportunities for pleasure or profit, that was
Old Cy’s woodwise characteristic. No matter if it
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stormed, he knew that the sun shone behind the
clouds. No matter if they were utterly isolated in
this wilderness, he still saw ways of enjoyment, and
even when snowbound, or shut in by zero weather,
he would still find interest in cooking, keeping warm,
or getting ready to fish, or in gathering gum, when
the chance came.
But winter had now come upon them with a sudden
swoop. The next day snow fell incessantly, and
when the sun shone again, a two-foot level of it hid
the lake.
Then, as if to test Ray’s spirits, the temperature
kept well below freezing for the next week, the wind
blew continuously, sweeping the snow into drifts,
and all the three could do, as Old Cy said, was to
“cook vittles and keep warm.”
And now for the first time, Ray began to show
homesickness. From the day Chip had left, not
once had he mentioned her or his aunt or uncle in
any way. He had kept step, as it were, with Old Cy
in all things adventurous as well as labor and sport.
The possible, even certain gain in the money
value of the furs and gum which they had secured,
coupled with their adventurous life, had occupied
his every thought; but now that he could only help
Old Cy indoors, he began to mope.
203“I wonder what they are doing now down in
Greenvale,” he said one evening after they had
gathered about the fire. “I wish we could hear
from ’em.”
It was the first sign of homesickness which Old Cy
had so long dreaded to see in him.
“Oh, they ain’t havin’ half the fun we are,” Old
Cy answered cheerfully. “Jest now I callate Chip’s
studyin’ ’longside o’ Aunt Comfort’s fire; mebbe
Angie ’n’ Martin’s over to Dr. Sol’s, swappin’ yarns.
To-morrer Chip’ll go ter school, ez usual, ’n’ when
Sunday comes they’ll all dress up ’n’ go ter meetin’.
One thing is sartin, they ain’t takin’ any more comfort’n
we are, or gittin’ better things to eat. If the
weather warms up, ez I callate it will in a day or two,
we’ll pull some trout out o’ the lake that ’ud make
all Greenvale stare. They allus bite sharp arter
a cold spell. Ez fer Chip,” he continued, eying
Ray’s sober face, “she ain’t goin’ to fergit ye, never
fear, an’ when I take ye out o’ the woods in the
spring ’n’ start ye fer Greenvale with five hundred
dollars in yer inside pocket, ez I callate, ye’ll feel’s
though ye owned the hull town when ye git thar,
an’ Chip’ll feel ez tho’ she owned ye.”
“I wish I could hear how they are once in a
while,” Ray rejoined. “They may be sick.”
204That “they” meant Chip was self-evident.
Once a mood comes upon a person, it is hard
to change it, and of all the moods that torture
poor human beings, the love mood is the most
implacable. While the zest of trapping was upon
Ray, he was himself and a cheerful enough lad.
There had also been the spice of danger from
this unknown, thieving trapper; but when both
had vanished, and all that was left for excitement
was the monotony of indoor life, with occasional
half-days when fishing through the ice was permissible,
his spirits fell to low tide.
Old Cy had feared this from the outset, but
believing that the experience here was the best
possible for the boy, to say nothing of the financial
side, he had brought it about. And now he had
his hands full.
But he was equal to it. Next to sport, work,
he knew, was the best panacea for any mental
disorder, and work a-plenty he now found for Ray.
First, it had been the making of tip-ups for use
on the lake, then snow-shoes for both of them,
and then cutting and splitting more wood. They
had an ample supply already, piled high in a lean-to
alongside the big cabin, but Old Cy asserted
that it was not enough, and so more was added.
205The paths, one to the lake to obtain water and
one to the ice-house, were allotted to Ray to keep
open.
A few days were consumed in filling the ice-house
once more, and when a warm day came,
Old Cy led the way to the sheltered side of the
lake, as enthusiastic as a boy, to begin cutting
holes and setting lines for fishing.
This especially interested Ray, and one good day
with a fine catch of trout would revive his spirits
for some time.
Each and every evening, also, when the social
side came, Old Cy, always a prolific story-teller,
would engage in his favorite pastime for a purpose.
And what a marvellous fund he had to draw
from! All the years when he, a sailor boy, had
sailed afar, all the strange countries and people
he had visited, and all the mishaps he had met
were now levied upon.
When these failed–and it was not soon–his
wilderness wanderings before he settled down
at Greenvale furnished tales, and when facts
became scarce, his fancies came into play, and
many a thrilling shipwreck and hair-breadth
escape that never happened, held Ray’s attention
for a long evening.
206The banjo also helped out for many an hour.
The old hermit with his jews’-harp joined in,
and although Ray’s fingers were prone to stray
to “solemn” tunes, Old Cy persisted in his calls
for livelier songs, even to the extent of adding his
voice; and so the first few weeks of winter wore
away.
When Christmas neared, however, Ray had a
“spell.” It had been a calendar day in his memory,
and he had been one of the crowd of young folks
who made merry in the usual ways; but now no
cheer was possible, he believed, and once more
he began to look glum.
It may seem rank foolishness and doubtless
was, yet Ray, like all humanity, must be measured
by his years and judged by his surroundings.
In Greenvale he had been one of fifty schoolmates
whose lives and moods were akin, and
whose enjoyments must be much the same. Here
he was, in a way, utterly alone so far as age means
companionship, and worse than that, one of his
two companions was morose and misanthropic.
True, he twanged his jews’-harp in tune with
Ray’s plantation melodies, but when that bond
of feeling ceased, he lapsed into chill silence once
more.
207But Old Cy, wise philosopher that he was, saw
and felt every mood and tense that came to Ray,
and, seeing thus, forestalled each and every one.
“Christmas is ’most here,” he said to Ray, a
few days before, “an’ I’ve been figgerin’ we three
ought to celebrate it ’cordin’ to the best o’ our
means. We can’t do much in the way o’ gifts,
but we kin bust ourselves with vittles ’n’ have
some fun, just the same. I’ve kinder mapped
out the day sorter this way, if it’s pleasant. Fust,
we’ll hev an arly breakfast, then pack a lot o’
things on the hand-sled, go ’cross the lake ’n’ round
to the cove facin’ the south. Here we’ll cut a
few holes, set some lines, ’n’ while you’re tendin’
’em, Amzi ’n’ me’ll clear a spot under the bank,
build a bough lean-to facin’ the sun, spread blankets
in it, ’n’ when noon comes, cook a meal fit
fer the gods. We kin hev briled venison, fried
trout jist out o’ the water, boiled taters, hot coffee,
’n’ an appetite that’ll make ye lick yer fingers ’n’
holler fer more. If only the sun shines, we kin
hev a heap o’ fun.”
It was all a boyish diversion as planned by Old
Cy, and the sole object was to tide Ray over a day
that might add to his homesickness. The weather
favored this kindly interest.
208Christmas morn opened warm, and but for the
deep snow it might have been an October day.
Old Cy’s romantic plan also materialized to the
fullest, and when his green bough shed, with carpet
of the same, was completed, the fire in front
blazing cheerfully and dinner cooking, it was all
a picture well worth a study.
Then as if to prove that good luck trots in double
harness, about this time the trout began to bite,
and the line of tip-ups across the cove were flagging
exciting signals that kept Ray and the old
hermit on the jump. Even when their picturesque
Christmas dinner was spread upon an improvised
table in front of the bough shelter, Ray could
hardly leave the sport to eat, and Old Cy had to
interfere.
“We ain’t ketchin’ fish to sell,” he said to Ray,
“but jist fer fun. You’ve got more’n we kin eat
in two weeks, so give ’em a rest.”
When dinner was over there came a lazy lounging
hour on the fir boughs in the warm sun, while
Old Cy smoked his pipe of content.
Ray, however, could not resist the signal flags
any longer, and as soon as the meal was eaten he
was out tending them again.
When the sun was halfway down, again the
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happy trio broke camp and returned to the cabin,
carrying fish enough to feed a multitude. That
evening Old Cy told stories as usual, Ray picked
his banjo and sang lively songs, and so ended
Christmas in the wilderness.
Our lives are but a succession of moods, varying
ever as our surroundings change; and so it
was with Ray, isolated as he was with two old
men for companions. With work or sport to
interest him, he was cheerful and content. But
when, as now happened, another long and heavy
snowfall succeeded that mellow Christmas Day,
he grew morose. It was selfish, perhaps, and
thoughtless, as youth ever is, and yet not surprising;
for when the sun shone again, they were practically
buried under snow. It took an entire day,
with all three working, to shovel paths to the lake
and ice-house, and when that was done there was
naught else except to cook and keep the fire going.
A few days of this bore heavily on Ray’s spirits,
and he became so glum that Old Cy took him to
task.
“You’ve got to brace up, my boy,” he said one
evening, “an’ likewise count yer blessin’s. We
are shut up fer a spell, but think how much worse
off ye might be. We’ve got plenty to eat ’n’ keep
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warm with, thar’s a good three hundred pounds
o’ gum we got, an’ it’s worth over four hundred
dollars, say nothin’ o’ the furs, ’n’ all yourn. Then,
’nother thing, ye mustn’t keep broodin’ over yer
own lonesomeness so much. I’ll ’low ye’re kind
o’ anxious to see the little gal ag’in, as is nat’ral;
but s’pose it was two years ye hed to look forrard
to, a-waitin’, an’ then on top o’ that, arter waitin’
so long, ye hed to face three more, with never a
chance to larn whether she was dead or alive!”
And now Old Cy paused, and watched the low-burning
fire as if living once more in bygone days.
“It seems a long time, these months,” he continued
at last, glancing at Ray, “an’ so ’tis; but I
had a longer spell on’t once, an’ it ended the way
I hope your waitin’ won’t. It all happened more’n
forty years ago, ’n’ I’ve never told nobody ’bout
it since.
“I was born in Bayport, that’s a seaport town,
an’ me ’n’ my only brother took to the sea at an
arly age. We had sweethearts, too, and, curislike,
they was sisters. Mine was Abbie Grey–sweet
Abbie Grey they used to call her, an’ she well
desarved it.
“Wal, I used to see her ’tween viages, mebbe
a week or two, onct in six or twelve months o’
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waitin’, an’ them was spells I’ve lived over hundreds
o’ times, I kin tell ye. We ’greed to hitch
up finally arter I made one more viage, ’n’ I went
off, feelin’ life ahead was all apple orchards ’n’
sunshine.”
He paused, looked long at the dying embers
once more, and then continued: “Life is all a mix-up
o’ hopes ’n’ disapp’intments, tho’, an’ the brighter
the hopes the more sartin they are to be upset.
I started on that viage feelin’ heaven was waitin’
fer me at shore, ’n’ I seemed to ’a’ sailed right into
the other place, fer our ship sprung a leak ’n’
foundered. We took to the boats, ez I told ye
onct. Most o’ my crew died afore I was picked
up, ’n’ then the whaler that took me aboard was
bound on a four years’ viage. That was bad
enough, but worse was possible, fer she fetched
up on a coral island one night toward the last on’t,
and ’twas plumb six years ’fore I heard from home
’n’ Abbie. Things had happened thar in that
time, too, an’ I was told my brother had been
given up ez lost, ’n’ Abbie, believin’ we both was
dead, had married ’nother man. I was so upsot
I never let her know I was alive, ’n’ she don’t know
it to-day, if she’s still livin’, which I hope she is.”
For a long time now Old Cy remained silent,
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his head bowed, his eyes closed, as that long-ago
page of memories returned, while Ray watched
him.
“Life is a curis puzzle,” he added at last, “an’
we all live in to-morrers. Fust we are like boys
chasin’ Jack-lanterns, rushin’ on all the time,
’spectin’ most o’ the trouble is past ’n’ the future
is all rosy. We don’t figger much on to-day, but
callate next week, next month, next year, is goin’
to be more sunshiny, till we get old ’n’ gray ’n’
grumpy, ’n’ nobody wants us ’round.”
Once more he ceased speaking, and once more
his eyes closed. Five, ten, twenty minutes passed
while Ray watched Old Age in repose and the
fire quite died away.
“It’s gittin’ chilly,” Old Cy said at last, suddenly
rousing himself from his dream of the long
ago and sweet Abbie Grey, “an’ we’d best turn
in.”