It was not long before Captain Tournier was allowed to go out
on parole, and that too with considerable latitude both as to
distance and length of absence. Major Kelly, the
Commandant, and Captain Mortimer, the Admiralty agent, had had
some talk together about the matter, and were not quite in
agreement on the subject.
“We shall have some trouble with that fellow
Tournier. He keeps himself aloof from the others, and takes
no part in their amusements, and goes mooning about as if he had
got mischief brewing.”
“Have you ever found him uncivil or disobedient to
orders?” enquired the major.
“Oh, not in the least; he conducts himself quite
like a gentleman. But I have always found your silent,
moody man the most likely one to try and blow up the
ship.”
Captain Mortimer was an honest, open-hearted sailor, inclined
to be a martinet, but with very little power to discriminate
character and (like a great many other people in the world,)
without painstaking sympathy, as the prisoners found to their
cost in many ways, though they did not know exactly how it
was. Major Kelly, on the contrary, did not judge after the
outward appearance, but detected something in Tournier’s
profound melancholy which he could not understand indeed, but
which his heart revolted from setting down uncharitably to
evil.
So as his authority was supreme in such a matter as granting
parole to a prisoner, the agent having charge only (but it was a
most important one,) of the Commissariat and Transport service,
Tournier soon obtained his parole.
“You will be disappointed some day about him I
fear, major.”
“Well, it may be; perhaps so—yes;” which may
be regarded as an expression of no very great confidence in the
prophecy.
One day, Tournier was walking down the hill leading to Yaxley
with his now customary gloom over-shadowing his face, when he saw
a horseman approaching. The rider had been watching him for
some little distance as he came up, and just before they met
pulled up his horse, and bowing, said with a pleasant smile,
“Good morning, Captain Tournier, I hope I see you
well.”
“Thank you, sir,” said the other politely, but
with some little surprise, “I am very well; but pardon me
for asking who it is I have the pleasure of speaking
to?”
“My name is Cosin, and I live at the old house facing
the church close by where we are. So we are
fellow-parishioners, habitants de la même commune,
as you would say in France, I think.”
Again a polite bow. “But will you excuse me
for asking how you know me?”
“Oh, I have heard of you from my friend, Major
Kelly. I will not tell you what he said when he described
you to me, but I knew you at once from his description; and I am
very pleased to have met you.”
Another bow. “He told you, I suppose, that you
would know me by my sour looks. They all tell me that, or
something very similar.”
“Far from it. But you would not like me to repeat
compliments. Yet the major did tell me you took your
captivity too much to heart.”
“That is true, I daresay. But I cannot help
it.”
“Then, if you will allow me, let me try and act the part
of a friend and neighbour. We are close by each other, as
you see. If you will do me the favour of calling on me at
the Manor Farm whenever you may in course of time feel disposed,
I shall be delighted: only the sooner the better.”
“A thousand thanks,” said the captain with a
faint smile, but with no intention then of availing himself of
the kind offer.
Friendship is not often formed on the instant, as
Jonathan’s for David, when the soul of Jonathan was knit in
a moment with the soul of David, and “Jonathan loved him as
his own soul.” Albeit the two had met
before.
They shook hands heartily and went their ways.
Mr. Cosin was the gentleman who had laid his whip across the
saucy lout’s back at the time the French prisoners were
marching into the barracks. He was possessed of a fair
competence; but loving a country life and something to do, had
hired the Manor Farm in Yaxley. The house was of no great
size, but built of stone, picturesque, and of considerable
antiquity; and it stood, as we have already said, on the opposite
side of the road to the church, looking towards the west end,
where its handsome tower stands, with lofty well-proportioned
spire, a conspicuous object to all the fen country for
miles around. It was about a mile from the Norman Cross
barracks.
About two years before this Mr. Cosin had met with the
greatest loss that can befall a man. He had lost his
wife. It changed the whole complexion of his future.
He was like a traveller who had come to the crest of a ridge from
which he could look back on the road he had traversed, and the
unknown future was spread before him, sharply separated from all
the past. In his case that had been a happy past—a
very happy past. But the future, whatever it might be, must
at least be without her. He was still a young man,
and without a family; but he determined to have a sister for his
companion, and a sweet memory for his wife.
What a strange idea! many may say, or something stronger.
Well. It may be so. But he did it.
When Tournier returned to the barracks after his
meeting with Cosin, he fell in with his young friend, who has
already been alluded to, and whose name was Villemet.
“Somebody has been asking after you,
Tournier.”
“Who was he?” but not the slightest curiosity was
in the tone of enquiry.
“Our bishop.”
The interest fell lower, if possible.
“You mean the chaplain. What does he
want?”
“To see you.”
Tournier was a gentleman, and therefore repressed the
exclamation that was rising to his lips, and simply said,
“Oh!” in a very languid sort of way.
But it was true. The chaplain to the prisoners had been
asking after Tournier, expressing a very great desire to see him;
and the Chaplain was none other than the Bishop of
Moulines. He had voluntarily come to England, out of pure
compassion for his imprisoned countrymen;
and with true missionary zeal was giving himself up to their
spiritual welfare. He was a venerable-looking man, much
respected by the prisoners generally. It was a noble act of
self-sacrifice. [44]
But his work among the prisoners was no sinecure. Many
of them were deeply tainted with the foul atheism engendered by
the Revolution; many more with the practical atheism that comes
of reckless living. Scenes of cruelty and depravity would
occasionally take place, only too likely where a large number of
men were left so much to themselves. Yet there were
doubtless hundreds among them who, but for the demands of a most
cruel war, would have been living the lives of peaceful, useful
citizens. It may be, moreover, that among the
officers there was infidelity behind the outward decorum of
gentlemen.
So the good bishop had plenty on his hands, and he did his
best patiently and perseveringly, though by no means always with
success (as is the case still with good efforts, under much more
favourable circumstances); and all but the vilest respected him,
and many paid at least outward attention to his ministrations:
and for this reason—because they felt there could not be
the slightest doubt that his kind intentions were altogether
sincere.
A few days afterwards, the bishop came up to Tournier as he
was taking exercise in the paved portion of the yard, and shaking
him with gentle courtesy by the hand, said, “Captain
Tournier, will you oblige me by letting us have a short walk
together?” Then turning to others who were near, he
added, with a pleasant smile, “Gentlemen, I hope you are
all well this morning,” and putting his arm in
Tournier’s went to the gate. There was a guard-room
and a turnkey’s lodge outside. A glance through
the grating of the heavy door, and the wicket was instantly
unlocked.
They proceeded together along the Peterborough road towards
Yaxley. The day was bright, and the broad distant view from
the high ground they trod was very pretty, with
comfortable-looking homesteads dotted about, the very picture of
freedom and peace.
“The English have chosen an agreeable and healthy spot
for us poor prisoners, Captain Tournier.”
He called himself a “prisoner,” but he was
not. And yet he was—a prisoner to sympathy with the
unhappy.
“May I hope that you are becoming more reconciled with
your lot, my friend,” he said, in a soft persuasive tone,
as if he feared to seem intrusive.
“Not in the slightest degree, Monseigneur,” was
the answer. “Why should I? Yet, believe me, I
am exceedingly touched by your interesting yourself in
me.”
“You say why should you become more
reconciled with your lot. My simple reply is, because it is
God’s will.”
“I do not wish to shock you—you who are so good
and true, and who hold so high a position in the church: but I
will not deceive you, nor will I play the hypocrite even to gain
your better opinion of me. I will be plain and honest from
the first; and, therefore, I tell you, I do not believe there is
a God.”
The bishop did not withdraw his arm, nor start with horror,
nor call him a fool (though he was one). On the
contrary, he pressed Tournier’s arm a little closer, and
said, very softly, as a kind doctor might say when he finds a
patient’s symptoms more serious than he thought, but does
not therefore give him up, “I am so sorry.”
There was a pause for a minute or two, and they went on
walking together.
Tournier was the first to speak.
“I cannot believe that a good God (and I do not
care to believe in an evil one—a devil, as the heathen do,
so at least I have heard), but I cannot believe that a good God
would blast my hopes as they have been blasted: and, therefore, I
believe in none. I cannot. Excuse me, Monseigneur,
but my reason refuses to let me do so. I can only believe
in fate.”
“And who regulates fate?” asked the bishop.
“Oh, I know not. It regulates itself, I
suppose.”
“And therefore is God,” said the bishop, as if he
were musing. “But tell me, my friend, how it is you
take to heart so keenly the unkindness of fate (as you call it)
to yourself, while thousands are buffeted by misfortunes, perhaps
as great as your own, and yet maintain equanimity of mind, and
even enjoy some pleasure in life?”
“They are not sensitive as I am.”
“And who makes the difference?”
“Fate—Chance—Destiny.”
“How miserable a notion! However, I should be wanting in my duty to Holy Church, of which I
am an unworthy minister,” and here he disengaged his arm
from Tournier’s, and looking him steadily in the face, with
an expression, not of severity, but of yearning tenderness, that
pierced the manly fellow’s heart more than a hundred
anathemas would have done, “if I did not most solemnly warn
thee that these notions of thine are damnable heresy, and that it
behoves thee therefore to repent of this thy wickedness, if
perhaps the thought of thine heart may be forgiven
thee.”
And then the good bishop took him by the hand and added,
“Still look on me as a would-be friend, and whenever you
want me seek me, and better far, whenever you want God seek Him,
and you shall surely find Him.”
He turned away and went to his lodging, not in the barracks,
but in the village of Stilton, about a mile off.
Captain Tournier soon lost the impression made by the solemn
words, but he never to his dying day
forgot the compassionate look that accompanied them. The
old priest left his mark.
Winter had passed, and Spring was far advanced before Tournier
paid his first visit to Mr. Cosin. It was not want of
sociability or indifference to the friendship of such a very
genial man that made him delay. He himself was naturally a
very jolly sort of fellow, so that his friend, Villemet, could
not in the least make out the transformation. In fact, he
began to think him un peu timbré. However, at
last, he made up his mind to call at the Manor Farm; and one
sunny day he appeared at the door, somewhat like a martyr tied to
the stake, but without his cheerfulness of resignation. He
had not long to wait. The door was opened with a will, and
Cosin himself stood before him with welcome beaming in his
face. There could be no doubt of it. His friend, whom
he had treated so coldly, was heartily glad to see him, and said
as much.
“Can you forgive me, Mr. Cosin, for being so long
in accepting your kind invitation?”
“Not a word about it. I am delighted to have you
under my roof,” and he led him into a cosy sitting-room,
where a young lady was sitting at work.
“Let me introduce you to my sister, Captain
Tournier. Oh, but you must not be so formal, dear Alice, in
your welcome to my friend. I have been expecting him too
long for that. Give him your hand.”
And she did so in the prettiest way imaginable, with all the
simple grace of true kindness of heart.
The effect on Tournier was reviving. It reminded him of
happy days gone by, which he never thought to see again.
Alice Cosin was a girl worth looking at. And the gallant
captain could not refrain from doing so whenever it was possible
without rudeness. And if his true love, in France, had been
watching him, she would have found no fault, if her love were
as true as his. A jealous woman is a distrustful one; and a
man who makes his own love first will always keep her first,
however he may admire another. So it was, at all events,
with Tournier.
And how shall we describe the young lady? It shall be
done briefly. She was not what connoisseurs would call a
beauty. Her features were not altogether regular enough for
that, and very regular features are rather of the
dutch-doll type of beauty. But her open brow looked honesty
itself, while a slightly aquiline nose betokened force of
character of the true feminine type. The eyes, however,
formed the great attraction in her face. You were struck by
them at once. True blue eyes, not washed out, not milk and
water, but grey-blue eyes, like “the body of heaven in its
clearness:” yet with a glint in them, as if they could
flash under just provocation.
They spent a pleasant afternoon together, Cosin doing all he
could to divert and amuse his friend,
and his sister helping him: for they were cheerful souls, though
Tournier thought he saw at times a vein of sadness in his host,
amid all his cheerfulness, which, they say, and say truly, always
adds piquancy to mirth.
A message was brought to Cosin that required him to quit the
room, and Alice and Tournier were left alone.
“Do you know, Miss Cosin, what it was that forced me at
last to come and see your brother?”
“Indeed, I do not,” she replied, a little
surprised at the earnestness with which he so abruptly asked the
question.
“It was misery. For months I have kept it to
myself, and at last I could bear it no longer. I must have
gone mad if I could not have spoken to some one outside that
wretched prison house.”
“I am very glad you have taken the first step towards
making my brother your confidant. You will find
him a very sensible and sympathizing friend.”
“Oh, but I want you, Miss Cosin, to give me the first
encouragement.”
She was inclined at first to laugh, but seeing how serious,
and even solemn, his manner was, she said, rather severely,
“And do you think, sir, after so very short an
acquaintance, you have any right to expect such a thing of
me?”
He saw instantly what a mistake he had made, and how naturally
she had misunderstood his meaning.
“Oh, pardon me, Miss Cosin; my eagerness to know
something made me frame my words awkwardly. Let me
explain. I have a dear mother in my home in France, and, if
possible, a still dearer friend to whom I am engaged, and I love
her with my whole heart and soul. I cannot tell you how I
love her.”
“Well, Captain Tournier,” said Alice, relaxing her
severity of manner, though it was not very severe.
“Separation, and hopelessness of ever seeing them
again, are a torment I find unendurable.”
“Well, sir,” she repeated, but this time with more
softness, and with sympathy in the true blue eyes.
“Did not your brother lose his wife some two years
ago? I was told he did.”
“He did. But I do not see the relevancy of that to
what you have just been saying.”
“Then your brother has actually suffered what I am only
dreading I may have to suffer. He can never, by any
possibility, see his wife again.”
Poor Alice was sorely puzzled. She could only wonder
what he was coming to, and acquiesce.
“But was he really fond of her?”
“I cannot imagine, Captain Tournier, why you should ask
such a question. I am glad you did not ask
him.”
“Oh, but I have a reason for asking. Of your
charity, bear with me a little longer. But you
say he really did love his wife passionately?”
“Beyond all doubt. His life was bound up in
hers. When he lost her, he lost his best. He tells me
he will never marry again, and has asked me to be his
companion.”
There was a tone of impatience in her voice, which Tournier,
however, noticed not, but passed from his former eagerness of
manner into a sort of dreamy abstraction, as if talking to
himself.
“And yet the man seems happy—is happy; goes
about as cheerful as the day; laughs and jokes, and enjoys his
life. I cannot comprehend it!”
Alice was indeed in “Wonderland.”
He seemed lost in thought.
At length he changed back to his eager manner again.
“And now, Miss Cosin, comes the question: I want you, of
your great kindness, to answer, and to lead up to which I have
given you so much trouble. Pardon, pardon an
unhappy man. Tell me, what is the secret of your
brother’s power to bear his trouble, and even triumph over
it. I want, myself, to learn it.”
“I can only say,” replied Alice, with all
simplicity, but looking with her clear blue eyes into his face,
“I know God helped him, as no one else could, and was very
kind to him, as He is to all who want Him.”
She was only just in time, for, as she finished, her brother
came back again.
Soon after they took leave of each other, and the captain
returned to his quarters. And as he went along this thought
kept coming into his mind, like the flash of a revolving
light—“Cosin not only believes in God, but has found
Him a help in time of greatest trouble!”