BRIGHT ANGEL
"I was sure, when I was eighteen, that if I could but give to the world
a picture of Boyhood, flagellated by the world's stupidity and
brutality, the world would heed. At thirty, I gave up the
hope."—Enoch's Diary.
No one could have been a less troublesome traveling companion than
Nucky. He ate what was set before him, without comment. He sat for
endless hours on the observation platform, smoking cigarettes, his keen
eyes on the flying landscape. His blue Norfolk suit and his carefully
chosen cap and linen restored a little of the adolescent look of which
the flashy clothing of his own choosing had robbed him. No one glanced
askance at Mr. Seaton's protege or asked the lawyer idle questions
regarding him.
And yet Nucky was very seldom out of John Seaton's thoughts: Over and
over he tried to get the boy into conversation only to be checked by a
reply that was half sullen, half impertinent. Finally, the lawyer fell
back on surmises. Was Nucky laying some deep scheme for mischief when
they reached San Francisco? John had believed fully that he and Nucky
would be friends before Chicago was passed. But he had been mistaken.
What in the world was he to do with the young gambler in San Francisco,
that paradise of gamblers? He could employ a detective to dog Nucky,
but that was to acknowledge defeat. If there were only some place
along the line where he could leave the boy, giving him a taste of out
of door life, such as only the west knows!
For a long time Seaton turned this idea over in his mind. The train
was pulling out of Albuquerque when he had a sudden inspiration. He
knew Nucky too well by now to ask him for information or for an
expression of opinion. But that night, at dinner, he said, casually,
"We're going to leave the main line, at Williams, Enoch, and go up to
the Grand Canyon. There's a guide at Bright Angel that I camped with
two years ago. It's such bad weather that I don't suppose there'll be
many people up there and I telegraphed him this afternoon to give me a
week or so. I'm going to turn you over to him and I'll go on to the
Coast. I'll pick you up on my way back."
"All right," said Nucky, casually.
Mr. Seaton ground his teeth with impatience and thought of what Jack's
enthusiasm would have been over such a program. But he said nothing
and strolled out to the observation car.
It was raining and sleeting at Williams. They had to wait for hours in
the little station for the connecting train to the Canyon. It came in,
finally, and Seaton and Nucky climbed aboard, the only visitors for the
usually popular side trip. It was a wild and lonely run to the
Canyon's rim. Nucky, sitting with his face pressed against the window,
saw only vague forms of cactus and evergreens through the sleet which,
as the grade rose steadily, changed to snow. It was mid-afternoon when
they reached the rim. A porter led them at once into the hotel and
after they were established, Seaton went into Nucky's room. The boy
was standing by the window, staring at the storm.
"We can't see the Canyon from our windows," said John. "I took care of
that! It isn't a thing you want staring at you day and night! Nucky,
I want you to get your first look at the Canyon, alone. One always
should. You'd better put on your coat and go out now before the storm
gets any worse. Don't wander away. Stick to the view in front of the
hotel. I'll be out in a half hour."
Nucky pulled on his overcoat, picked up his cap and went out. A porter
was sweeping the walk before the main entrance.
"Say, mister, I want to see the Canyon," said Nucky.
"Nothin' to hinder. Yonder she lies, waiting for you, son!" jerking
his thumb over his shoulder.
Nucky looked in the direction indicated. Then he took a deep, shocked
breath. The snow flakes were falling into nothingness! A bitter wind
was blowing but Nucky felt the sweat start to his forehead. Through
the sifting snow flakes, disappearing before his gaze, he saw a void,
silver gray, dim in outline, but none the less a void. The earth gaped
to its center, naked, awful, before his horrified eyes. Yet, the same
urgent need to know the uttermost that forces one to the edge of the
skyscraper forced Nucky to the rail. He clutched it. A great gust of
wind came up from the Canyon, clearing the view of snow for the moment,
and Nucky saw down, down for a mile to the black ribbon of the Colorado
below.
"I can't stand it!" he muttered. "I can't stand it!" and turning, he
bolted for the hotel. He stopped before the log fire in the lobby. A
little group of men and women were sitting before the blaze, reading or
chatting. One of the women looked up at the boy and smiled. It seemed
impossible to Nucky that human beings could be sitting so calmly, doing
quite ordinary things, with that horror lying just a few feet away.
For perhaps five minutes he struggled with his sense of panic, then he
went slowly out and forced himself to the railing again.
While he had been indoors, it had ceased to storm and the view lay
clear and clean before him. Although there was a foot of level snow on
the rim, so vast were the ledges and benches below that the drifts
served only as high lights for their crimson and black and orange.
Just beneath Nucky were tree tops, heavy laden with white. Far, far
below were tiny shrubs that the porter said were trees and below
these,—orderly strips of brilliant colors and still below, and
below—! Nucky moistened his dry lips and once more bolted to the
hotel.
Just within the door, John Seaton met him.
"Well, Enoch?"
There was no coldness in Nucky's eyes now. They were the frightened
eyes of a child.
"I can't stand that thing!" he panted. "I gotta get back to N' York,
now!"
Seaton looked at Nucky curiously. "For heaven's sake, Enoch! Where's
your nerve?"
"What good would nerve do a guy lookin' at hell!" gasped Nucky.
"Hell? Why the Canyon is one of the beautiful sights of the world!
You're crazy, Enoch! Come out with me and look again."
"Not on your life!" cried Nucky. "I'm going back to little old N'
York."
"It can't be done, my boy. There'll be no trains out of here for at
least twelve hours, because of the storm. And listen, Enoch! No
nonsense! Remember that if you wander away from the hotel, you're
lost. There are no trolleys in this neck of the woods, and no
telephones and no police. Wait a moment, Enoch, there's Frank Allen,
the guide."
Seaton hailed a tall, rather heavily built man in corduroys and high
laced boots, who had lounged up to the cigar stand. As he approached,
Nucky saw that he was middle aged, with a heavily tanned face out of
which the blue of his eyes shone conspicuously.
"Here he is, Frank!" exclaimed Seaton. "Nucky, this is the man who is
going to look out for you while I'm gone."
"Well, young New York! What're you going to do with the Canyon?"
Frank slapped the boy on the shoulder.
Nucky grinned uncertainly. "I dunno!" he said.
"Had a look at it?" demanded the guide.
"Yes!" Nucky spoke with sudden firmness. "And I don't like it. I
want to go back to New York."
"Come on out with Frank and me and get used to it," suggested John
Seaton.
"I'm not going near it again," returned Nucky.
Allen looked at the boy with deliberate interest. He noted the pasty
skin, the hollow chest, the strong, unformed features, the thin lips
that were trembling, despite the cigarette stained fingers that pressed
against them.
"Did you ever talk to Indians?" asked Allen, suddenly.
"No," said Nucky.
"Well, let's forget the Canyon and go over to the hogan, yonder. Is
that the best you two can do on shoes? I'm always sorry for you
lady-like New Yorkers. Come over here a minute. I guess we can rent
some boots to fit you."
"I'm going to write letters, Frank," said Seaton. "You and Enoch'll
find me over at one of the desks. Fit the boy out as you think best."
Not long after, Nucky trailed the guide through the lobby. He was
wearing high laced boots, with a very self-conscious air. Once
outside, in the glory of the westering sun, Frank took a deep breath.
"Great air, boy! Get all you can of it into those flabby bellows of
yours. Before we go to the hogan, come over to the corral. My Tom
horse has got a saddle sore. A fool tourist rode him all day with a
fold in the blanket as big as your fist."
"Is he a bronco?" asked Nucky, with sudden animation.
"He was a bronco. You easterners have the wrong idea. A bronco is a
plains pony before he's broken. After he's busted he's a horse. See?"
"Aw, you're dead wrong, Frank!" drawled a voice.
Nucky looked up in astonishment to see a tall man, whose skin was a
rich bronze, offering a cigarette to the guide.
"Dry up, Mike!" returned Frank with a grin. "What does a Navaho know
about horses! Enoch, this is a sure enough Indian. Mike, let me
introduce Mr. Enoch Huntingdon of New York City."
The Navaho nodded and smiled. "You look as if a little Canyon climbing
would do you good," said he. "I was looking at Tom horse, Frank. He's
in bad shape. How much did that tender-foot weigh that rode him?"
"I don't know. I wasn't here the day they hired him out. I know the
cuss would have weighed a good deal less if I'd been here when that
saddle was taken off! Going down to-morrow with Miss Planer?"
"Not unless some one breaks trail for us. Are you going to try it?"
"Not unless my young friend here gets his nerve up. Want to try it,
Enoch?"
"Try what?" asked Nucky.
"The trip down Bright Angel."
"Not on your life!" cried Nucky.
Both men laughed, the Indian moving off through the snow in the
direction of a dim building among the cedars, while Frank led on to the
corral fence. Fifteen or twenty horses and mules were moving about the
enclosure. Allen crossed swiftly among them, with Nucky following,
apprehensively, close behind him. Frank's horse was in the stable, but
while he seemed to examine the sore spot on the animal's back, Frank's
real attention was riveted on Nucky. The boy was obviously ill at ease
and only half interested in the horse.
"These are the lads that take us down the trail," said Allen finally,
slapping a velvety black mule on the flank.
"We can't trust the horses. A mule knows more in a minute than a horse
knows all his life."
"Will you go with me to take another look at it?" asked Nucky.
An expression of understanding crossed Frank's weather-beaten face.
"Sure I will, boy! Let's walk up the rim a little and see if you can
steady your nerves."
"I'd rather stay by the rail," replied Nucky, doggedly.
"All right, old man! Don't take this thing too hard, you know! After
all, it's only a crack in the earth."
Nucky grinned feebly, and trudged steadily up to the rail. The sun was
setting and the Canyon was like the infinite glory of God. Untiring as
was his love for the view Allen preferred, this time, to watch the
strange young face beside him. Nucky's pallor was still intense in
spite of the stinging wind. His deep set eyes were strained like a
child's, listening to a not-to-be-understood explanation of something
that frightens him. For a full five minutes he gazed without speaking.
Then the sun sank and the Canyon immediately was filled with gloom.
Nucky's lips quivered. "I can't stand it!" he muttered again, "I can't
stand it!" and once more he bolted.
This time he went directly to his room. Neither Allen nor Seaton
attempted to follow him.
"He is some queer kid!" said Frank, taking the cigar Seaton offered
him. "He may be a born crook or he may not, but believe me, there's
something in him worth finding out about."
"Just what I say!" agreed Seaton. "But don't be sure you're the one
that can unlock him. Mrs. Seaton couldn't and if she failed, any woman
on earth would. And I still believe that a chap that's got any good in
him will open up to a good woman."
"His woman, man! His! Not to somebody else's woman." Allen's
tone was impatient.
"His woman! Don't talk like a chump, Frank! Enoch's only fourteen."
"Makes no difference. Your wife is an angel as I learned two years
ago, but she may not have Enoch's number, just the same. If I were
you, I'd mooch up to the kid's room if he doesn't come down promptly to
supper. His nerves are in rotten shape and he oughtn't to be alone too
long."
Seaton nodded, and shortly after seven he knocked softly on Nucky's
door. There was an inarticulate, "Come in!" Nucky was standing by the
window in the dark room.
"Supper's ready, old man. You'd better have it now and get to bed
early. Jumping from sea level to a mile in the air makes a chap
sleepy. Are you washed up?"
"I'm all ready," mumbled Nucky.
He went to bed shortly after eight. Something forlorn and childish
about the boy's look as he said good night moved John Seaton to say,
"Tell a bell boy to open the door between our rooms, will you, Enoch?"
and he imagined that a relieved look flickered in Nucky's eyes.
Seaton himself went to bed and to sleep early. He was wakened about
midnight by a soft sound from Nucky's room and he lay for a few moments
listening. Then he rose and turned on the light in his room, and in
Nucky's. The boy hastily jerked the covers over his head. Seaton
pulled the extra blanket at the bed foot over his own shoulders, then
he sat down on the edge of the bed and put his hand on Nucky's heaving
back.
"Don't you think, if it's bad enough to make you cry, that it's time
you told a friend about it, Enoch?" he said, his voice a little husky.
For a moment sobs strangled the boy's utterance entirely. Finally, he
pulled the covers down but still keeping his head turned away, he said,
"I want to go home!"
"Home, Enoch? Where's your home?"
"N' York's my home. This joint scares me."
"Whom do you want to see in New York, Enoch?"
"Anybody! Nobody! Even the police station'd look better'n that thing.
I can feel it out there now, waitin' and listenin'!"
Seaton stared blankly at the back of Nucky's head. His experiment was
not turning out at all as he had planned. Jack often had puzzled him
but there had always been something to grasp with Jack. His own boy
had been such a good sport! A good sport! Suddenly Seaton cleared his
throat.
"Enoch, among the men you know, what is the opinion of a squealer?"
"We hate him," replied the boy, shortly.
"And the other night when you were arrested, you were rather proud of
standing up and taking your punishment without breaking down. If one
of the men arrested at that time had broken down, you'd all have
despised him, I suppose?"
"Sure thing," agreed Nucky, turning his head ever so little toward the
man.
"Enoch, why are you breaking down now?"
"Aw, what difference does it make?" demanded the boy. "You despise me
anyhow!"
"Oh!" ejaculated Seaton as a sudden light came to his groping mind.
"Oh, I see! What a chump you are, old man! Of course, I despise the
kind of life you've led, but I blame Minetta Lane for that, not you.
And I believe there is so much solid fine stuff in you that I'm giving
you this trip to show you that there are people and things outside of
Minetta Lane that are more worth a promising boy's time than gambling.
But, you won't play the game. You are so vain and ignorant, you refuse
to see over your nose."
"I told you, you despised me," said Nucky, sullenly.
The man smiled to himself. Suddenly he took the boy's hand in both his
own.
"I suppose if Jack had been reared in Minetta Lane, he'd have been just
as wrong in his ideas as you are. Look here, Enoch, I'll make a
bargain with you. I want you to try the Canyon for a week or so, until
I get back from the Coast. If, at the end of that time, you still want
Minetta Lane, I'll land you back there with fifty dollars in your
pocket, and you can go your own gait."
Nucky for the first time turned and looked Seaton in the face.
"Honest?" he gasped.
Seaton nodded.
"Do I have to go down the Canyon?" asked Nucky.
"You don't have to do anything except play straight, till I get back."
"I—I guess I could stand it,"—the boy's eyes were a little pitiful in
their fear.
"That isn't enough. I want your promise, Enoch!"
Nucky stared into Seaton's steady eyes. "All right, I'll promise.
And—and, Mr. Seaton, would you sit with me till I get to sleep?"
Seaton nodded. Nucky had made no attempt to free his hand from the
kindly grasp that imprisoned it. He lay staring at the ceiling for a
long moment, then his eyelids fluttered, dropped, and he slept. He did
not stir when Seaton rose and went back to his own bed.
It did not snow during the night and the train that had brought Nucky
and Mr. Seaton up announced itself as ready for the return trip to
Williams, immediately after breakfast. Nucky slept late and only
opened his eyes when Frank Allen clumped into the room about nine
o'clock.
"Hello, New York! Haven't died, have you? Come on, we're going to
break trail down the Canyon, you and I."
"Not on your life!" Nucky roused at once and sat up in bed, his face
very pale under its thatch of dark red hair.
"John Seaton turned you over to me. Said to tell you he thought you
needed the sleep more than you did to say good-by to him."
"He told me last night," exclaimed Nucky; "that I didn't have to go
down the Canyon."
"And you don't, you poor sissy! You aren't afraid to get up and dress,
are you?" Allen's grin took away part of the sting of his speech.
"Meet me in the lobby in twenty minutes, Enoch," and he turned on his
heel.
Nucky was down in less than the time allotted. As he leaned against
the office desk, waiting for the guide, the room clerk said, "So you're
the kid that's afraid to go down the trail. Usually it's the old
ladies that kick up about that. Most boys your age are crazy for the
trip."
Nucky muttered something and moved away. In front of the fire the
woman who had smiled at him the day before, smiled again.
"Afraid too, aren't you! They can't get me onto that trail, either."
Nucky smiled feebly then looked about a little wildly for Frank Allen.
When he espied the guide at the cigar-stand, he crossed to him
hurriedly.
"Say now, Mr. Allen, listen!"
"I'm all ears, son!"
"Now don't tell everybody I'm afraid of the trail!"
"Oh, you're the kid!" exclaimed a bell boy. "Say, there was an old
lady here once that used to go out every morning and pray to the Lord
to close the earth's gap, it made her so nervous! Why don't you try
that, kid? Maybe the Lord would take a suggestion from a New Yorker."
Nucky rushed to the dining room. He was too angry and resentful to eat
much. He drank two cups of coffee, however, and swallowed some toast.
"Ain't you going to eat your eggs?" demanded the waitress. "What's the
matter with you? Folks always stuff themselves, here. Say, don't let
the trail scare you. I was that way at first, but finally I got my
nerve up and there's nothing to it. Say, let me give you some advice.
There's only a few folks here now, so the guides and the hotel people
have got plenty of time on their hands. They're awful jokers and
they'll tease the life out of you, till you take the trip. You just
get on a mule, this morning, and start. Every day you wait, you'll
hate it more."
Nucky's vanity had been deeply wounded. Greater than his fear, which
was very great indeed, was Nucky's vanity. He gulped the second cup of
coffee, then with the air of bravado which belonged to Marty the Dude,
he sauntered up to the cigar stand where the guide still lounged.
"All right, Frank," said Nucky. "I'm ready for Bright Angel when you
are."
The guide looked at the boy carefully. Two bright red spots were
burning in Nucky's cheeks. He was biting his lips, nervously. But his
blue eyes were hard and steady.
"I'll be ready in half an hour, Enoch. Meet me at the corral. We'll
camp down below for a night or two if you hold out and I'll have to
have the grub put up. You go over to the store room yonder and get a
flannel shirt and a pair of denim pants to pull on over those you're
wearing. Mr. Seaton left his camera for you. I put it on your bureau.
Bring that along. Skip now!"
Nucky's cheeks were still burning when he met Allen at the corral.
Three mules, one a well loaded pack mule, the others saddled, were
waiting. Frank leaned against the bars.
"Enoch," said the man, "there's no danger at all, if you let your mule
alone. Don't try to guide him. He knows the trail perfectly. All you
have to do is to sit in the saddle and look up, not down! Remember,
up, not down! I shall lead. You follow, on Spoons. Old Foolish Face
brings up the rear with the pack. Did you ever ride, before?"
"I never touched a horse in my life," replied Nucky, trying to curb the
chattering of his teeth.
"You had better mount and ride round the road here, for a bit. Take
the reins, so. Stand facing the saddle, so. Now put this foot in the
stirrup, seize the pommel, and swing the other leg over as you spring.
That's the idea!"
Nucky was awkward, but he landed in the saddle and found the other
stirrup, the mule standing fast as a mountain while he did so. Spoons
moved off at Allen's bidding, and Nucky grasped at the pommel. But
only for a moment.
"Don't he shake any worse than this?" he cried.
"No, but it's not so easy to stay in the saddle when the grade's steep.
Pull on your right rein, Enoch, and bring old Spoons in behind me.
Well done! We're off! See the bunch on the hotel steps! Guess you
fooled 'em this time, New York!"
Half a dozen people, including the clerk were standing on the steps,
watching the little cavalcade. As the mules filed by, somebody began
to clap.
"What's the excitement, Frank?" demanded Nucky.
Frank turned in his saddle to smile at the boy. "Out in this country
we admire physical nerve because we need a lot of it. And you're
showing a good quality, old chap. Just sit easy now and when you want
me to stop, yell."
Nucky was sitting very straight with his thin chest up, and he managed
to maintain this posture as the trail turned down over the rim. Then
he grasped the pommel in both hands.
It was a wonderful trail, carved with infinite patience and ingenuity
out of the canyon wall. To Allen it was as safe and easy as a flight
of stairs. Nucky, trembling in the saddle would have felt quite as
comfortable standing on the topmost window ledge of the Flat Iron
building, in New York. And, to Nucky, there was no trail! Only a
narrow, corkscrew shelf, deep banked with snow into which the mules set
their small feet gingerly. For many minutes, the boy saw only this
trackless ledge, and the sickening blue depths below.
"I can never stand it!" he muttered. "I can never stand it! If this
mule makes just one mis-step, I'm dead." He felt a little nauseated.
"I can never stand it! 'Twould have been better if I'd just let 'em
tease me. Hey, Frank!"
The guide looked back. The red spots were gone from Nucky's cheeks now.
"We got to go back! I can't get away with it!" cried the boy.
"It's impossible to turn here, Enoch! Look up, man! Look up! And
just trust old Spoons! Are you cold? It was only eight above zero,
when we left the top. But the snow'll disappear as we go down and when
we reach the river it'll be summer. See that lone pine up on the rim
to your right? They say an Indian girl jumped from the top of that
because she bore a cross-eyed baby. Look up, Enoch, as we round this
curve and see that streak of red in the wall. An Indian giant bled to
death on the rim and his blood seeped through the solid rock to this
point. Watch how the sky gets a deeper blue, the farther down we go.
And now, Enoch look out, not down. You may come down Bright Angel a
thousand times and never see the colors you see to-day. The snowfall
has turned the world into a rainbow, by heck!"
Slowly, very slowly, Nucky turned his head and clinging to the pommel,
he stared across the canyon. White of snow; sapphire of sky; black of
sharp cut shadow. Mountains rising from the canyon floor thrust
scarlet and yellow heads across his line of vision. Close to his left,
as the trail curved, a wall of purest rose color lifted from a bank of
snow that was as blue as Allen's eyes. Beyond and beyond and ever
beyond, the vast orderliness of the multi-colored canyon strata melted
into delicate white clouds that now revealed, now concealed the
mountain tops.
Nucky gazed and gazed, shuddering, yet enthralled. Another sharp twist
in the trail and his knee scraped against the wall. He cried out
sharply. Frank turned to look but he did not stop the mules.
"Spoons thinks it's better to amputate your leg, once in a while than
to risk getting too close to the outer edge of the trail in all this
snow. He's an old warrior, is Spoons! He could carry a grand piano
down this trail and never scrape the varnish. Look up, Enoch! We'll
soon reach a broad bench where I'll let you rest."
"Don't you think I'll ever get off this brute till we reach bottom!"
shuddered Nucky.
The guide laughed and silence fell again. The mules moved as silently
through the snow as the mists across the mountain tops. In careful
gradation the trail zigzagged downward. The snow lessened in depth
with each foot of drop. The bitter cold began to give way to the
increasing warmth of the sun. Sensation crept back into Nucky's feet
and hands. By a supreme effort for many moments he managed to fix his
eyes firmly on Frank's broad back, and though he could not give up his
hold on the pommel, he sat a little straighter. Then, of a sudden,
Spoons stopped in his tracks, and as suddenly a little avalanche of
snow shot down the canyon wall, catching the mule's forelegs. Spoons
promptly threw himself inward, against the wall. Nucky gave a startled
look at the sickening depths below and when Frank turned in his saddle,
Nucky had fainted, half clinging to Spoons' neck, half supported
against the wet, rocky wall.
With infinite care, and astonishing speed, Frank slid from his mule and
made his way back to the motionless Spoons.
"Always said you were more than human, old chap," said Allen, kicking
the snow away from the mule's fore legs. "Easy now! Don't lose your
passenger!" The mule regained his balance and stepped carefully
forward out of the drift, while the guide, balanced perilously on the
outer edge of the trail, kept a supporting hand on Nucky's shoulders.
But there was no need of the flask Frank pulled from his pocket. Nucky
opened his eyes almost immediately. Whatever emotion Frank may have
felt, he kept to himself. "I told you Spoons was better than a life
insurance policy, Enoch."
Enoch slowly pushed himself erect. He looked from Frank's quizzical
eyes to Spoons' twitching ears, then at his own shaking hands.
"I fainted, didn't I?" he asked.
Allen nodded, and something in the twist of the man's lips maddened
Nucky. He burst forth wildly:
"You think I'm a blank blank sissy! Well, maybe I am. But if New York
couldn't scare me, this blank blank hole out here in this blank blank
jumping off place can't. I'm going on down this trail and if I fall
and get killed, it's up to you and Mr. Seaton."
"Good work, New York!" responded Allen briefly. He edged his way
carefully back to his mule and the cavalcade moved onward. Perhaps
five minutes afterward, as they left the snow line, the guide looked
back. Nucky was huddled in the saddle, his eyes closed tight, but his
thin lips were drawn in a line that caused Allen to change his purpose.
He did not speak as he had planned, but led the way on for a long half
hour, in silence, his eyes thoughtful.
But Nucky did not keep his eyes closed long. The pull of horror, of
mystery, of grandeur was too great. And after the avalanche, his
confidence in Spoons was established. He was little more than a child
and under his bravado and his watchfulness there was a child's
recklessness. If he were to fall, at least he must see whither he was
to fall. He forced himself to look from time to time into the depths
below. The trail dropped steadily, while higher and higher soared
canyon wall and mountain peak. It was still early when the trail met
the plateau on which lie the Indian gardens.
Frank's mule suddenly quickened his stride as did Spoons. But Nucky,
although he was weary and saddle sore had no intention of crying a
halt, now that the trail was level. His pulse began to subside and
once more he sat erect in the saddle. When the mules rushed forward to
bury their noses in a cress-grown spring, he grinned at Frank.
"Well, here I am, after all!"
Frank grinned in return. "If I could put through a few more stunts
like this, you'd look almost like a boy, instead of a potato sprout.
Get down and limber up."
Nucky half scrambled, half fell off his mule. "Must be spring down
here," he cried, staring about at grass and cottonwood.
"Just about. And it'll be summer when we reach the river."
"That was some trail, wasn't it, Frank! Do many kids take it?"
"Lots of 'em, but only with guides, and you were the worst case of
scared boy I've ever seen."
Nucky flushed. "Well, you might give me credit for hanging to it, even
if I was scared."
"I'll give you a lot of credit for that, old man. But if the average
New York boy has nerves like yours, I'm glad many of them don't come to
the Canyon, that's all. Your nerves would disgrace a girl."
"The guys I gamble with never complained of my lack of nerves," cried
Nucky, angrily.
"Gambling! Thunder! What nerve does it take to stack the cards
against a dub? But this country out here, let me tell you, it takes a
man to stand up to it."
"And I've been through police raids too, and never squealed and I know
two gunmen and they say I'm as hard as steel."
"They should have seen you with your arms around Spoons' neck, back up
the trail there," said Allen dryly. "Come! Mount again, Enoch! I
want to have lunch at the river."
Enoch was sullen as they started on but his sullenness did not last
long. As his fear receded, his curiosity increased. He gazed about
him with absorbed interest, and he began to bombard the guide with
questions in genuine boy fashion.
"How far is it to the river? Do we have any steeper trails than the
ones we've been on, already? Did any one ever swim across the river?
Was any one ever killed when he minded what the guide told him? What
guys camp in the Indian gardens? How much does it cost? Did any one
ever climb up the side of the Canyon, say like one yonder where it
looked like different colored stair steps going up? Did any one ever
find gold in the canyon? How did they know it when they found it? Did
Frank ever do any mining? What was placer mining?" And on and on,
only the intermittently returning fear of the trail silencing him until
Frank ordered him to dismount in a narrow chasm within sight of the
roaring, muddy Colorado.
"One of the ways Seaton employed to persuade me to take care of you for
a week was by telling me you were a very silent kid," added the guide.
Nucky grinned sheepishly, and turned to stare wonderingly at the black
walls that here closed in upon them breathlessly. Their lunch had been
prepared at the hotel. Frank fed the mules, then handed Nucky his box
lunch and proceeded to open his own.
"Does it make you sore to have me ask you questions?" asked the boy.
"No! I guess it's more natural for a kid than the sulks you've been
keeping up with Seaton."
"I'm not such a kid. I'm going on fifteen and I've earned my own way
since I was twelve. And I earn it with men, too." Nucky jerked his
head belligerently.
Frank ate a hard boiled egg before speaking. Then, with one eyebrow
raised, he grunted, "What'd you work at?"
"Cards and dice!" this very proudly.
"You poor nut!" Frank's voice was a mixture of contempt and
compassion. Nucky immediately turned sulky and the meal was finished
in silence. When the last doughnut had been devoured, Frank stretched
himself in the warm sand left among the rocks by the river at flood.
"Must be eighty degrees down here," he yawned. "We'll rest for a half
hour, then we'll make the night camp. It's after two now and it will
be dark in this narrow rift by four."
Nucky looked about him apprehensively. The Canyon here was little more
than a gorge whose walls rose sheer and menacing toward the narrow
patch of blue sky above. He could not make up his mind to lie down and
relax as Frank had done. All was too new and strange.
"Are there snakes round here?" he demanded.
Frank's grunt might have been either yes or no. Nucky glanced
impatiently at the guide's closed eyes, then he began to clamber
aimlessly and languidly over the rocks to the river edge. At a
distance of perhaps a hundred feet from Frank he stopped, looked at the
bleak, blank wall of the river opposite, bit his nails and shuddering
turned back. He crouched on a rock, near the guide, smoking one
cigarette after another until Frank jumped to his feet.
"Three o'clock, New York! Time to get ready for the night."
"I don't want to stay in this hole all night!" protested Nucky, "I
couldn't sleep."
"You'll like it. You've no idea how comfortable I'm going to make you.
Now, your job is to gather drift wood and pile it on that flat topped
rock yonder. Keep piling till I tell you to quit. The nights are cold
and I'll keep a little blaze going late, for you."
"What's the idea?" demanded Nucky. "Why stay down here, like lost
dogs, when there's a first class hotel back up there?"
Frank sighed. "Well, the idea is this! A real he man likes camping in
the wilds better'n he likes anything on earth. Seaton thought maybe
somewhere in that pindling carcass of yours there was the making of a
he man and that you'd like the experience. I promised him I'd try you
out and I'm trying you, hang you for an ungrateful, cowardly cub."
Nucky turned on his heel and began to pick up drift wood. He was in
poor physical trim but the pile, though it grew slowly, grew steadily.
By the time Frank announced the camp ready, Nucky's fuel pile was of
really imposing dimensions. And dusk was thickening in the gorge.
Before a great flat faced rock that looked toward the river, was a
stretch of clean dry sand. Against this rock, the guide had placed a
rubber air-mattress and a plentiful supply of blankets. A small
folding table stood before a rough stone fire place. A canvas shelter
stretched vertically on two strips of driftwood, shut off the night
wind that was beginning to sweep through the Canyon. The mules were
tethered close to the camp.
"Where'd that mattress come from?" exclaimed Nucky.
"Partly off old Funny Face's back and part out of a bicycle pump.
Didn't want to risk your sickly bones on the ground until you harden up
a bit. Pretty good pile of timber for an amateur, New York." Frank
looked up from the fire he was kindling into Nucky's thin, tired face.
"Now, son, you sit down on the end of your bed and take it easy. I'm
an old hand at this game and before we've had our week together I'm
banking on you being glad to help me. But to-day you've had enough."
"Thanks," mumbled Nucky, as he eagerly followed the guide's suggestions.
The early supper tasted delicious to the boy although every muscle in
his body ached. Bacon and flap jacks, coffee and canned peaches he
devoured with more appetite than he ever had brought to ministrone and
red wine. A queer and inexplicable sense of comfort and a desire to
talk came over him after the meal was finished, the camp in order, and
the fire replenished.
"This ain't so bad," he said. "I wish some of the guys that used to
come to Luigi's could see me now."
"And who was Luigi?" asked Frank, lighting his pipe and stretching
himself on a blanket before the fire.
"He was the guy I lived with after my mother died. He ran a gambling
joint, and we was fixing the place up for women, too, when we all got
pinched." This very boastfully.
"Who were your folks, Enoch?"
"Never heard of none of 'em. Luigi's a Dago. He wouldn't have been so
bad if he didn't pinch the pennies so. Were you ever in New York,
Frank?" This in a patronizing voice.
"Born there," replied the guide.
Nucky gasped with surprise. "How'd you ever happen to come out here?"
"I can't live anywhere else because of chronic asthma. I don't know
now that I'd want to live anywhere else. I used to kick against the
pricks, but you get more sense as you grow older—after it's too late."
"I should think you'd rather be dead," said Nucky sincerely. "If I
thought I couldn't get back to MacDougal Street I'd want to die."
"MacDougal Street and the dice, I suppose, eh? Enoch, you're on the
wrong track and I know, because that's the track I tried myself. And I
got stung."
"But—" began Nucky.
"No but about it. It's the wrong track and you can't get to decency or
happiness or contentment on it. There's two things a man can never
make anything real out of; cards or women."
"I didn't want to make anything out of women. I want to get even with
'em, blank blank 'em all," cried Nucky with sudden fury. And he burst
into an obscene tirade against the sex that utterly astonished the
guide. He lay with his chin supported on his elbow, staring at the
boy, at his thin, strongly marked features, and at the convulsive
working of his throat as he talked.
"Here! Dry up!" Frank cried at last. "I'll bet these canyon walls
never looked down on such a rotten little cur as you are in all their
history. You gambling, indecent little gutter snipe, isn't there a
clean spot in you?"
"You were a gambler yourself!" shrieked Nucky.
"Yes, sir, I know cards and I know women, and that's why I know just
what a mess of carrion your lovely young soul is. Any kid that can see
the glory o' God that you've seen to-day and then sit down and talk
like an overflowing sewer isn't fit to live. I didn't know that before
I came out to this country, but I know it now. You get to bed. I
don't want to hear another word out of you to-night. Pull your boots
off. That's all."
Half resentful, half frightened, Nucky obeyed. For a while, with
nerves and over-tired muscles twitching, he lay watching the fire.
Then he fell asleep.
It was about midnight when he awoke. He had kicked the blankets off
and was cold. The fire was out but the full moon sailed high over the
gorge. Frank, rolled in his blankets, his feet to the dead fire, slept
noisily. Nucky sat up and pulled his blankets over him, but he did not
lie down again. He sat staring at the wonder of the Canyon. For a
long half hour he was motionless save for the occasional moistening of
his lips and turning of his head as he followed the unbelievable
contour of the distant silvered peaks. Then of a sudden he jumped from
his bed and, stooping over Frank, shook him violently.
"Wake up!" he cried. "Wake up! I gotta tell somebody or the Canyon'll
drive me crazy. I'll tell you why I'm bad. It's because my mother was
bad before me. She was Luigi's mistress. She was a bad lot. It was
born in me."
Frank sat up, instantly on the alert. "How old were you when she
died?" he demanded.
"Six," replied Nucky.
"Shucks! you don't know anything about it, then! Who told you she was
bad?"
"Luigi! I guess he'd know, wouldn't he?"
"Maybe he did and maybe he didn't. At any rate, I wouldn't take the
oath on his deathbed of a fellow who ran a joint like Luigi's and
taught a kid what he's taught you. He told you that, of course, to
keep a hold on you."
"But she lived with him. I remember that myself."
"I can't help that. I'll bet you my next year's pay, she wasn't your
mother!"
"Not my mother?" Nucky drew himself up with a long breath. "Certainly
she was my mother."
Frank uncovered some embers from the ashes and threw on wood. "I'll
bet she wasn't your mother," he repeated firmly. "Seaton told me that
that policeman friend of yours said she might and might not be your
mother. Seaton and the policeman both think she wasn't, and I'm with
'em."
"But why? Why?" cried Nucky in an agony of impatience.
"For the simple reason that a fellow with a face like your's doesn't
have a bad mother."
In the light of the leaping flames Nucky's face fell. "Aw, what you
giving us! Sob stuff?"
"I'm telling you something that's as true as God. You can't see Him or
talk to Him, but you know He made this Canyon, don't you?"
Nucky nodded quickly.
"All right, then I'm telling you, every line of your face and head says
you didn't come of a breed like the woman that lived with Luigi. I'll
bet if you show you have any decent promise, Seaton will clear that
point up. A good detective could do it."
"I never thought of such a thing," muttered Nucky. He continued to
stare at Frank, his pale boy's face tense with conflicting hope and
fear. The guide picked up his blanket, but Nucky cried out:
"Don't go to sleep for a minute, please! I can't stand it alone in
this moonlight. I never thought such thoughts in my life as I have
down here, about God and who I am and what a human being is. I tell
you, I'm going crazy."
Frank nodded, and began to fill his pipe. "Sit down close to the fire,
son. That's what the Canyon does to anybody that's thin skinned. I
went through it too. I tell you, Nucky, this life here in the Canyon
and the thoughts you think here, are the only real things. New York
and all that, is just the outer shell of living. Understand me?"
The boy nodded, his eyes fixed on Frank's with pitiful eagerness.
"It's clean out here. This country isn't all messed up with men and
women's badness. Everybody starts even and with a clean slate. Lord
knows, I was a worthless bunch when I struck here, fifteen years ago.
I'd been expelled from Yale in my senior year for gambling. I'd run
through the money my father'd left me. I'd gotten into a woman scrape
and I'd alienated every member of my family. Just why I thought a deck
of cards was worth all that, I can't tell you. But I did. Then I came
down here to see what the Canyon could do for my asthma and it cured
that, and by the Eternal, it cured my soul, too. Now listen to me,
son! You go back and lie down and put yourself to sleep thinking about
your real mother. Boys are apt to take their general build from their
mothers, so she was probably a big woman, not pretty, but with an
intellectual face full of character. Go on, now, Enoch! You need the
rest and we've got a full day to-morrow."
Nucky passed his hand unsteadily over his eyes, but rose without a
word, and Frank tucked him into his blankets, then sat quietly waiting
by the fire. It was not long before deep breaths that were
pathetically near to sobs told the guide that Nucky was asleep. Then
he rolled himself in his own blankets. The moon passed the Canyon wall
and utter darkness enwrapped the Canyon and the river which murmured
harshly as it ran.
Nucky wakened the next morning to the smell of coffee. He sat up and
eyed Frank soberly.
"Hello, New York! This is the Grand Canyon!" Frank grinned as he
lifted the coffee pot from the fire.
Nucky grinned in response. Shortly after, when he sat down to his
breakfast the grin had disappeared, but with it had gone the look of
sullenness that had seemed habitual.
"Frank," said Nucky, when breakfast was over, "do you care if I talk to
you some more about—you know—you know what you said last night? I
never talked about it to any one but Luigi, and it makes me feel
better."
"Sure, go ahead!" said Frank.
"My mother—" began Nucky.
"You mean Luigi's wife," corrected the guide.
"Luigi's wife was crazy about me. She loved me just as much as any
mother could. Luigi's always been jealous about it. That's why he
treated me so rotten."
"Bad women can be just as fond of kids as good women," was Frank's
comment. "What did she look like? Can you remember?"
"I don't know whether I remember it or if it's just what folks told me.
She had dark blue eyes and dark auburn hair. Luigi said she was
Italian."
"If she was, she was North Italian," mused the guide. "Did any one
ever give you any hints about your father?"
A slow, painful red crept over Nucky's pale face. "I never asked but
once. Maybe you can guess what Luigi said."
"If Luigi were in this part of the country," growled Allen, "I'd lead a
lynching party to call on him." He paused, eying Nucky's boyish face
closely, then he asked, "Did you love your mother?"
"I suppose I did. But Luigi kept at me so that now I hate her and all
other women. Mrs. Seaton seemed kind of nice, but I suppose she is
like the rest of 'em."
"Don't you think it! And did you know that Seaton thinks you were
kidnapped?"
Nucky drew a quick breath and the guide went on, "I think so too. You
never belonged to an Italian. I can't tell you just why I feel so
certain. But I'd take my oath you are of New England stock. John
Seaton is a first-class lawyer. As I said to you last night, if you
show some decent spirit, he'd try to clear the matter up for you."
Nucky's blue eyes were as eager and as wistful as a little child's.
His thin, mobile lips quivered. "I never thought of such a thing,
Frank!"
"Well, you'd better think of it! Now then, you clean up these dishes
for me while I attend to the stock. I want to be off in a half hour."
During the remainder of that very strenuous day, Nucky did not refer
again to the matter so near his heart. He was quiet, but no longer
sullen, and he was boyishly interested in the wonders of the Canyon.
The sun was setting when they at last reached the rim. For an hour
Nucky had not spoken. When Allen had turned in the saddle to look at
the boy, Nucky had nodded and smiled, then returned to his absorbed
watching of the lights and shadows in the Canyon.
They dismounted at the corral. "Now, old man," said Frank, "I want you
to go in and tuck away a big supper, take a hot bath and go to bed.
To-morrow we'll ride along the rim just long enough to fight off the
worst of the saddle stiffness."
"All right!" Nucky nodded. "I'm half dead, that's a fact. But I've
got to tell the clerk and the bell boy a thing or two before I do
anything."
"Go to it!" Frank laughed, as he followed the mules through the gate.
Nucky did not open his eyes until nine o'clock the next morning. When
he had finished breakfast, he found the guide waiting for him in the
lobby.
"Hello, Frank!" he shouted. "Come on! Let's start!"
All that day, prowling through the snow after Allen, Nucky might have
been any happy boy of fourteen. It was only when Frank again left him
at dusk that his face lengthened.
"Can't I be with you this evening, Frank?" he asked.
Frank shook his head. "I've got to be with my wife and little girl."
"But why can't I—" Nucky hesitated as he caught the look in Frank's
face. "You'll never forget what I said about women, I suppose!"
"Why should I forget it?" demanded Allen.
The sullen note returned to Nucky's voice. "I wouldn't harm 'em!"
"No, I'll bet you wouldn't!" returned Allen succinctly.
Nucky turned to stare into the Canyon. It seemed to the guide that it
was a full five minutes that the boy gazed into the drifting depths
before he turned with a smile that was as ingenuous as it was wistful.
"Frank, I guess I made an awful dirty fool of myself! I—I can't like
'em, but I'll take your word that lots of 'em are good. And nobody
will ever hear me sling mud at 'em again, so help me God—and the
Canyon!"
Frank silently held out his hand and Nucky grasped it. Then the guide
said, "You'd better go to bed again as soon as you've eaten your
supper. By to-morrow you'll be feeling like a short trip down Bright
Angel. Good-night, old top!"
When Nucky came out of the hotel door the next morning, Frank, with a
cavalcade of mules, was waiting for him. But he was not alone. Seated
on a small mule was a little girl of five or six.
"Enoch," said Frank, "this is my daughter, Diana. She is going down
the trail with us."
Nucky gravely doffed his hat, and the little girl laughed, showing two
front teeth missing and a charming dimple.
"You've got red hair!" she cried.
Nucky grunted, and mounted his mule.
"Diana will ride directly behind me," said Frank. "You follow her,
Enoch."
"Can that kid go all the way to the river?" demanded Nucky.
"She's been there a good many times," replied Frank, looking proudly at
his little daughter.
She was not an especially pretty child, but had Nucky been a judge of
feminine charms he would have realized that Diana gave promise of a
beautiful womanhood. Her chestnut hair hung in thick curls on her
shoulders. Her eyes were large and a clear hazel. Her skin, though
tanned, was peculiarly fine in texture. But the greatest promise of
her future beauty lay in a sweetness of expression in eye and lip that
was extraordinary in so young a child. For the rest, she was thin and
straight and wore a boy's corduroy suit.
Diana feared the trail no more than Nucky feared MacDougal Street. She
was deeply interested in Nucky, turning and twisting constantly in her
saddle to look at him.
"Do you like your mule, Enoch? He's a very nice mule."
"Yes, but don't turn round or you'll fall."
"How can I talk if I don't turn round? Do you like little girls?"
"I don't know any little girls. Turn round, Diana!"
"But you know me!"
"I won't know you long if you don't sit still in that saddle, Miss."
"Do you like me, Enoch?"
Nucky groaned. "Frank, if Diana don't quit twisting, I'll fall myself,
even if she don't!"
"Don't bother Enoch, daughter!"
"I'm not bothering Enoch, Daddy. I'm making conversation. I like him,
even if he has red hair."
Nucky sighed, and tried to turn the trend of the small girl's ideas.
"I'll bet you don't know what kind of stone that is yonder where the
giant dripped blood."
"There isn't any giant's blood!" exclaimed Diana scornfully. "That is
just red quartz!"
"Oh, and what's the layer next to it?" demanded Nucky skeptically.
"That's black basalt," answered the little girl. Then, leaning far out
of the saddle to point to the depths below, "and that—"
"Frank!" shouted Nucky. "Diana is bound to fall! I just can't stand
looking at her."
This time Frank spoke sternly. "Diana, don't turn to look at Enoch
again!" and the little girl obeyed.
Had Nucky been other than he was, he might have been amused and not a
little charmed by Diana's housewifely ways when they made camp that
afternoon. She helped to kindle the fire and to unpack the provisions.
She lent a hand at arranging the beds and set the table, all with eager
docility and intelligence. But Nucky, after doing the chores Frank set
him, wandered off to a seat that commanded a wide view of the trail,
where he remained in silent contemplation of the wonders before him
until called to supper.
He was silent during the meal, giving no heed to Diana's small attempts
at conversation, and wandered early to his blankets. In the morning,
however, he was all boy again, even attempting once or twice to tease
Diana, in a boy's offhand manner. That small person, however, had
become conscious of the fact that Enoch was not interested in her, and
she had withdrawn into herself with a pride and self-control that was
highly amusing to her father. Nor did she unbend during the day.
The return trip was made with but one untoward incident. This occurred
after they had reached the snow line. Much of the snow had thawed and
by late afternoon there was ice on the trail. Frank led the way very
gingerly and the mules often stopped of their own accord, while the
guide roughened the path for them with the axe. In spite of this care,
as they rounded one last upper curve, Diana's mule slipped, and it was
only Diana's lightning quickness in dismounting and the mule's skill in
throwing himself inward that saved them both.
Diana did not utter a sound, but Nucky gave a hoarse oath and, before
Frank could accomplish it, Nucky had dismounted, had rushed up the
trail and stood holding Diana in his lank, boyish arms, while the mule
regained his foothold.
"Now look here, Frank, Diana rides either in your lap or mine!" said
Nucky shortly, his face twitching.
Frank raised his eyebrows at the boy's tone. "Set her down, Enoch!
We'll all walk to the top. It's only a short distance, and the ice is
getting pretty bad."
Nucky obediently set the little girl on her feet, and Diana tossed her
curls and followed her father without a word. And Frank, as he led the
procession, wore a puzzled grin on his genial face.
* * * * * *
Exactly ten days after Nucky's first trip down Bright Angel trail, John
Seaton descended somewhat wearily from the Pullman that had landed him
once more at the Canyon's rim. He had telegraphed the time of his
arrival and Nucky ran up to meet him.
"Hello, Mr. Seaton!" he said.
Seaton's jaw dropped. "What on earth—?" Then he grinned.
Nucky was wearing high laced boots, a blue flannel shirt, gauntlet
gloves and a huge sombrero.
"Some outfit, Enoch! Been down Bright Angel yet?"
"Three times," replied the boy, with elaborate carelessness. "Say, Mr.
Seaton, can't we stay one more day and you take the trip with us?"
"I think I can arrange it." Seaton was trying not to look at the boy
too sharply. "I'll be as sore as a dog, for I haven't been in a saddle
since I was out here before. But Bright Angel's worth it."
"Sore!" Nucky laughed. "Say, Mr. Seaton, I just don't try to sit down
any more!"
They had reached the hotel desk now and as Seaton signed the register
the clerk said, with a wink:
"If you'll leave young Huntingdon behind, we'll take him on as a guide,
Mr. Seaton."
Nucky tossed his head. "Huh! and you might get a worse guide than me,
too. Frank says I got the real makings in me and I'll bet Frank knows
more about guiding than any white in these parts. Navaho Mike told me
so. And Navaho Mike says he knows I could make money out here even at
fourteen."
"How, Enoch?" asked Seaton, as they followed the bell boy upstairs. He
was not looking at Nucky, for fear he would show surprise. "How? at
cards?"
"Aw, no! Placer mining! It don't cost much to outfit and there's
millions going to waste in the Colorado! Millions! Frank and Mike say
so. You skip, Billy,"—this to the bell boy,—"I'm Mr. Seaton's bell
hop."
The boy pocketed the tip Nucky handed him, and closed the door after
himself. Nucky opened Seaton's suitcase.
"Shall I unpack for you?" he asked.
"No, thanks, I shan't need anything but my toilet case, for I'm going
to get into an outfit like yours, barring the hat and gloves."
"Ain't it a pippin!" giving the hat an admiring glance. "Frank gave it
to me. He has two, and I rented the things for you, Mr. Seaton. Here
they are," opening the closet door. "Shall I help you with 'em? Will
you take a ride along the rim now? Shall I get the horses? Now? I'll
be waiting for you at the main entrance with the best pony in the
bunch."
He slammed out of the room. John Seaton scratched his head after he
had shaken it several times, and made himself ready for his ride.
Frank rapped on the door before he had finished and came in, smiling.
"Well, I understand you're to be taken riding!" he said.
"For the love of heaven, Frank, what have you done to the boy?"
"Me? Nothing! It was the Canyon. Let me tell you about that first
trip." And he told rapidly but in detail, the story of Nucky's first
two days in the Canyon.
Seaton listened with an absorbed interest. "Has he spoken of his
mother to you since?" he asked, when Frank had finished.
"No, and he probably never will again. Do you think you can clear the
matter up for him?"
"I'll certainly try! Do you like the boy, Frank?"
"Yes, I do. I think he's got the real makings in him. Better leave
him out here with me, Seaton."
Seaton's face fell. "I—I hoped he'd want to stick by me. But the
decision is up to the boy. If he wants to stay out here, I'll raise no
objections."
"I'm sure it would be better for him," said Frank. "Gambling is a
persistent disease. He's got years of struggle ahead of him, no matter
where he goes."
"I know that, of course. Well, we'll take the trip down the trail
to-morrow before we try to make any decisions. I must go along now.
He's waiting for me."
"Better put cotton in one ear," suggested Allen, with a smile.
The ride was a long and pleasant one. John Seaton gave secondary heed
to the shifting grandeur of the views, for he was engrossed by his
endeavor to replace the sullen, unboyish Nucky he had known with this
voluble, high strung and entirely adolescent person who bumped along
the trail regardless of weariness or the hour.
The trip down Bright Angel the next day was an unqualified success.
They took old Funny Face and camped for the night. After supper, Frank
muttered an excuse and wandered off toward the mules, leaving Nucky and
Seaton by the fire.
"Frank thinks you ought to stay out here with him, Enoch," said Seaton.
"What did you say to him when he told you that?" asked Nucky eagerly.
"I said I hoped you'd go back to New York with me, but that the
decision was up to you."
Nucky said nothing for the moment. Seaton watched the fire glow on the
boy's strong face. When Nucky looked up at his friend, his eyes were
embarrassed and a little miserable.
"Did Frank tell you about our talk down here?"
Seaton nodded.
"Do you know?" the boy's voice trembled with eagerness. "Was she my
mother?"
"Foley thinks not. He says she spoke with an accent he thought was
Italian. When I get back to New York I'll do what I can to clear the
matter up for you. Queer, isn't it, that human beings crave to know
even the worst about their breed."
"I got to know! I got to know! Mr. Seaton, I ran away from Luigi one
time. I guess I was about eight. I wanted to live in the country.
And I got as far as Central Park before they found me. He got the
police on my trail right off. And when he had me back in Minetta Lane,
first he licked me and then he told me how bad my mother was, and he
said if folks knew it, they'd spit on me and throw me out of school,
and that I was lower than any low dog. And he told me if I did exactly
what he said he'd never let any one know, but if I didn't he'd go over
and tell Miss Brannigan. She was a teacher I was awful fond of, and
he'd tell the police, and he'd tell all the kids. And after that he
was always telling me awful low things about my mother—"
Seaton interrupted firmly. "Not your mother. Call her Luigi's wife."
Nucky moistened his lips. "Luigi's wife. And it used to drive me
crazy. And he told me all women was like that only some less and some
worse. Mr. Seaton, is that true?"
"Enoch, it's a contemptible, unspeakable lie! The majority of women
are pure and sweet as no man can hope to be. I'd like to kill Luigi,
blast his soul!"
"Maybe you don't know!" persisted Nucky.
"I know! And what's more, when we get back to New York, I'll prove it
to you. The world is full of clean, honest, kindly people, Enoch.
I'll prove it to you, old man, if you'll give me the chance."
"But if she was my mother, how can I help being rotten?"
"Look here, Enoch, a fellow might have the rottenest mother and
rottenest father on earth, but the Lord will start the fellow out with
a clean slate, just the same. Folks aren't born bad. You can't
inherit your parents' badness. You could inherit their weak wills, for
instance, and if you live in Minetta Lane where there's only badness
about you, your weak will wouldn't let you stand out against the
badness. But you can't inherit evil. If that were possible, humanity
would have degenerated to utter brutality long ago. And, Enoch, you
haven't inherited even a weak will. You're as obstinate as old Funny
Face!"
"Then you think—" faltered the boy.
"I don't think! I know that you come of fine, upstanding stock! And
it's about time you moved out of Minetta Lane and gave your good blood
a chance!"
Enoch's lips quivered, and he turned his head toward the fire. Seaton
waited, patiently. After a while he said, "Enoch, the most important
thing in a man's life is his philosophy. What do you think life is
for? By what principles do you think a man ought to be guided? Do you
think that the underlying purpose of life is dog eat dog, every man for
himself, by whatever method? That's your gambler's philosophy. Or do
you think we're put here to make life better than we found it? That
was Abraham Lincoln's philosophy. Before you decide for the Grand
Canyon or for New York, you ought to discover your philosophy. Do you
see what I'm driving at?"
"Yes," said Nucky, "and I don't have to wait to discover it, for I've
done that this week. I want to go into politics so I can clean out
Minetta Lane."
Seaton looked at the lad keenly. "Good work, Nucky, old man!"
The boy spoke quickly. "Don't call me Nucky! I'm Enoch, from now on!"
"From now on, where?" asked Frank, strolling into the firelight.
"New York!" replied Enoch. "I'd rather stay here, but I got to go
back."
"Mr. Seaton, have you been using bribery?" Frank was half laughing,
half serious.
"Well, nothing as attractive as guiding on Bright Angel trail!"
exclaimed John.
"And that's the only job I was ever offered I really wanted!" cried
Enoch ruefully.
The men both laughed, and suddenly the boy joined them, laughing long
and a little hysterically. "O gee!" he said at last, "I feel as free
and light as air! I got to take a run up and down the sand," and a
moment later they heard his whistle above the endless rushing of the
Colorado.
"Ideas are important things," said Seaton, thoughtfully. "Such a one
as that beast Luigi has planted in Enoch's mind can warp his entire
life. He evidently is of a morbidly sensitive temperament, proud to a
fault, high strung and introspective. Until some one can prove to him
that his mother was not a harlot, he'll never be entirely normal. And
it's been my observation that one of the most fundamentally weakening
things for a boy's character is his not being able to respect his
father or mother. Luigi caught Enoch when his mind was like modeling
clay."
"Do you think you can clear the matter up?" asked Frank.
"I'll try my utmost. It's going to be hard, for Foley's no fool, and
he's done a lot of work on it with no results. If I don't settle the
matter, Enoch is going to be hag-ridden by Minetta Lane all his life.
I know of a chap who was lame for twenty years because when he was
about ten, he had a series of extraordinarily vivid dreams portraying a
curious accident that he was not able to distinguish from actual
happenings. It was not until he was a man and had accidentally come in
contact with a psychologist who analyzed the thing down to facts for
him that he was cured. I could cite you a hundred cases like this
where the crippling was mental as well as physical. And nothing but an
absolute and tangible proof of the falsity of the idea will make a
cure. Some day there are going to be doctors who will handle nothing
but ideas."
"The boy's worth saving!" Frank lighted his pipe thoughtfully.
"There's a power of will there for good or evil that can't be ignored.
And I have faith in any one the Canyon gets a real grip on. It sure
has got this boy. I never saw a more marked case."
The lawyer nodded and both men sat smoking, their eyes on the distant
rim.