At about five miles from Antioch, up the course of
the river Orontes, stood the celebrated wood of
Daphne, consecrated to Apollo. Therein a temple had
been built, where every year the praises of the Sun-god
were celebrated.
Julian, without saying anything of his intention
quitted Antioch at the break of day. He wished to
ascertain for himself whether the inhabitants remembered
the ancient sacred feast. All along the road he
mused of the solemnity, hoping to see lads and virgins
going up the steps of the temple, clad in white as a
symbol of purity and youth, the crowd of the faithful,
the choirs, and the smoke of incense.
The road was difficult; from the rocky Berean hills
a gusty burning wind came down. The atmosphere
was laden with the bitter smell of burnt wood, and
thick with a bluish fog which spread itself over the
deep gorge of Mount Kazia. Harassing dust filled
eyes and throat, and crackled between the teeth of the
traveller. The very sun through the smoky vapour
seemed red and sickly. But hardly had the Emperor
penetrated into the wood of Daphne than fragrant coolness
surrounded him. It was difficult to believe that
such a corner of Paradise could be found at a few paces
from the scorching road. The wood was twenty-four
stadia in circumference, and perpetual twilight reigned
in its almost impenetrable alleys of gigantic laurels,
planted centuries before. The Emperor was surprised
at the solitariness of the wood—no worshippers, no
victims, no incense, nor any preparation for the solemn
feast-day. Thinking that the people must be assembled
near the temple, he pushed on farther. At every step
the wood became more lonely. It was as untroubled
by any sound as an abandoned cemetery. Birds were
few, the shadow of the laurel-grove being too thick,
and no song of theirs was heard. A grasshopper
began his shrill cry in the grass, and quickly ceased,
as if startled at his own voice. Insects alone were
humming faintly in a slender ray of sunlight, but
ventured not to quit its beam for the neighbouring
gloom. Sometimes Julian pushed his path along wider
alleys, bordered with titanic walls of weird cypress,
casting shade dark as a moonless night. Here and
there subterranean waters made the moss spongy.
Streams ran everywhere, chill as melted snow, but
silently, with no tinkling ripples, as if muted by the
melancholy of that enchanted wood. In one nook, a
rift in the rock, clear drops were falling slowly, glittering,
one by one. But moss stifled the sound of their
fall, and they sank away like the tears of an unspoken
love.
There were broad glens of wild narcissus, many lilies,
and even butterflies. But these were dark-winged and
not gay-coloured, for the sun-rays filtered through the
thick laurel became almost lunar-pale, and pensive as
if fallen through the smoke of a funeral torch. It was
as though Phœbus had grown faint and inconsolable
after the final loss of Daphne. And she, remaining,
overcast and shadowy under the most burning kisses
of the god, here kept impenetrable coolness and bloom
under her branches for ever.
Everywhere in that wood reigned the abandonment,
the tender melancholy of the god who loved in
vain.
Already in sight, and dazzling through the cypresses,
shone the columns and pediments of the temple raised
in the time of Seleucus Nicator. But not a worshipper
yet had Julian encountered. At last he saw a child of
twelve years old, on a path overgrown with wild
hyacinth. His dark eyes shone strangely brilliant in
his finely cut pale face. Golden hair fell in curls on
his slender neck, and his blue-veined temples were
transparent as the petals of a flower grown in the shade.
"Do you know, child, where are the sacrificers and
the people?" Julian asked.
The child made no answer, as if he had not understood
the question.
"Listen, little one, can you not lead me to the priest
of Apollo?"
He shook his head, smiling.
"Why will you not answer me?"
Then the boy put a finger to his lips and then to both
his ears, and shook his head gravely this time.
Julian thought—
"This must be a deaf-mute."
The child looked shyly askance at the Emperor, who
grew almost fearful in the silent twilight of the deserted
wood in the company of the elf, who stared at
him fixedly and haughtily as a little god.
Suddenly, he pointed out to Julian an old man,
clothed in a patched and tattered tunic; Julian immediately
recognised a temple priest. The weak and
broken old man stumbled along in drunken fashion,
laughing and mumbling to himself as he went. He
was red-nosed and completely bald except for a fringe
of downy grey hair. His watery and short-sighted eyes
had an expression of childlike benevolence. He was
carrying a large basket.
"The priest of Apollo?" asked Julian.
"I am he. I am called Gorgius. What do you
want, good man?"
"Can you direct me to the high-priest of this temple
and the people worshipping here?"
Gorgius made no answer at first, but put his panier
on the ground. Then he rubbed his bald pate and,
standing with arms akimbo, held his head on one side
winking mischievously with his left eye.
"And why am I not the high-priest of Apollo?" he
asked, "and what worshippers do you mean, my son?...
May the Olympians protect you."
He smelt strongly of wine. Julian thought his
behaviour indecent and prepared to administer a
rebuke—
"You seem to be drunk, old man."
Gorgius, in no wise perturbed, continued to rub the
back of his neck.
"Drunk? I don't think so. But I may have tossed
off five cups or so, for the sake of the celebrations; and
as to that, I drink more through sorrow than merriment.
Yes, my son, may the Olympians have you in
their keeping!... Who are you? By your dress
perhaps a wandering philosopher, or a professor from
the schools of Antioch?"
The Emperor smiled and nodded his head in acquiescence.
He wished to make the priest talk freely.
"You have hit it. I am a teacher."
"Christian?"
"No, Hellenist."
"Ah, that's good. There are many others of your
way of thinking who hang about this neighbourhood."
"You have not yet answered me as to where the
people are: whether many victims have been sent from
Antioch; whether the choirs are ready."
"Victims? Small thanks for victims," said the old
man, laughing and stumbling so violently that he
nearly tumbled down. "Many's the long year, my
brother, since we saw that kind of thing!... Since
the time of Constantine...." Gorgius snapped his
fingers despairingly and whistled. "It is all over—done
for!... Phut!... Men have forgotten the
gods. Not only have we no victims, but we don't
even get a handful of wheat to cook a cake; not a
grain of incense, not a drop of oil for the lamps....
There's nothing for it but to go to bed and die!...
Yes, my son! may the Olympians protect you!...
The monks have taken everything!... and they
fight each other; they're rolling in fat.... Our tale
is told.... Ah! bad times these. And you say
'Don't drink!' But it's hard not to drink when one
suffers. If I didn't drink a bit I should have hanged
myself long ago."
"And no one has come from Antioch for this great
feast day?" asked Julian.
"None but you, my son. I am the priest, you are the
people! We will together offer the victim to the god."
"You have just told me that you received no
victims!"
Gorgius rubbed the back of his neck, grinning—
"We received none from others, but there is my
own offering. Weve eaten little for three days,
Hepherion and I, to save the necessary money. Look!"
He raised the lid of the basket. A tethered goose
slid out its head, cackling and trying to escape.
"Ha, ha, ha! is not that a victim?" asked the old
man proudly. "Although it isn't a fat young goose
it is nevertheless a sacred bird! Apollo ought to be
glad of it just now. The gods consider geese a delicacy."
"Have you long dwelt in this temple?" questioned
Julian.
"For forty years and perhaps longer...."
"Is this your son?" asked Julian, pointing to
Hepherion, who was staring at him as if he were trying
to follow the conversation.
"No. I have neither relatives nor friends. Hepherion
helps me at the hours for sacrifice."
"Who are his father and mother?"
"I do not know the father and I strongly suspect
that no one knows who he is. But his mother was the
great sibyl Diotima, who long lived in this temple.
She would never speak nor raise her veil before men.
She was chaste as a vestal. When she brought this
child into the world we were all astonished, and at a
loss what to think ... but a learned centenarian, a
magian told us...."
Gorgius, with a mysterious air, put his hand before
his mouth and muttered in Julian's ear as if he feared
the child could catch his words—
"The hierophant told us that he was no son of man,
but a god come down by night to the sibyl while she
was asleep within the temple! See how beautiful he
is!"
"A deaf-mute son of a god?" murmured the Emperor,
surprised.
"In times like ours if the son of the god and of the
sibyl were not a deaf-mute he would die of grief," answered
Gorgius. "See how thin and pale he is
already!"
"Who knows," said Julian, with a sad smile, "but
that you are right, old man. In our days it is well for
a prophet to be a deaf-mute."
Suddenly the child approached Julian and looking
at him fixedly, seized his hand and kissed it. A thrill
ran through Julian.
"My son," said the old man, gravely, "may the
Olympians shield you; you must be a good man.
That child never kisses the evil nor the impious, and
he flees from the monks as from the plague. I think
he sees and understands more than either of us but can
utter nothing. I've often surprised him sitting before
the statue of Apollo for hours, gazing at him with joy
as if he were talking with the god."
The face of Hepherion grew dark and he went away.
Gorgius smote his head and said—
"I am wasting time in gossip. The sun is up; the
sacrifice must be performed. Come!"
"Wait," said the Emperor. "I wished to ask you
something more. Have you ever heard that the Emperor
Julian desired to restore to honour the worship
of the old gods?"
"Yes, but ... what can he do, poor man? He
will not succeed. I tell you—all's over!"
"Have you faith in the gods?" asked Julian.
"Can the Olympians quit us so for ever?"
The old man sighed, and hanging his head—
"My son, you're young; although there are white
hairs shining in your dark locks, and furrows on your
brow already. But in the days when my hair was
black and young girls used to look at me with favour,
I remember sailing in a ship, near Thessalonica, and
seeing Mount Olympus. Its base and its girdle melted
into blue, and its snowy summit seemed hanging in
the air, dominating sky and sea, golden and inaccessible.
I mused 'Behold the dwelling of the gods!'
and I was full of emotion. But on this same ship there
was a scoffing old man who called himself an Epicurean.
He pointed out Mount Olympus, and said to me: 'My
friend, travellers have long ago climbed Olympus, and
they saw that it was an ordinary mountain, like other
mountains, on which there was nothing but snow, ice
and stones!' And those words sank so deep into my
heart that I shall remember them all my life."
The Emperor smiled—
"Old man, your faith is childish. Suppose there
were no Olympus—why should not the gods exist
above, in the kingdom of the eternal Ideas, in the
realm of the soul's light?"
Gorgius hung his head lower yet—
"Yes, yes, yes!... but ... nevertheless all is
over. Olympus is deserted."
Julian gazed at him, surprised.
"You see," continued Gorgius, "the earth breeds
nowadays only hard men or weak men. The gods can
only laugh at them, or grow wrath with them. They
are not worth destroying. They will perish of themselves
by sickness, debauchery, or decline. The gods
are grown weary and they have departed!"
"And do you think, Gorgius, that the human race
must disappear?"
The priest shook his bald head—
"Ah, ah, ah! The earth is in pain. The rivers
flow more slowly; the flowers in spring have not their
old fragrance. An ancient fisherman lately told me
that one can see Etna no longer as we used to do. The
air has become thicker and darker, the sun is waxing
weak; the end of the world is near...."
"Tell me, Gorgius, can you remember better
times?"
The old man brightened up, and his eyes shone.
"When I first came here in the first years of the
reign of Constantine," he said joyfully, "grand festivals
were celebrated every year in honour of Apollo.
What numbers of lads and virgins used to come to this
holy wood! How the moon used to shine! How exquisite
the smell of the cypresses! How the nightingales
used to sing! And when their chant ceased,
the air would tremble with nocturnal kisses and sighings
of love, as with the beatings of invisible wings."
Gorgius was silent and plunged in thought.
At that moment the sound of church-singing came
from behind the trees.
"What is that?" asked Julian.
"The monks," answered the priest. "Monks
praying over a dead Galilean."
"What, a Galilean in the wood sacred to Apollo?'"
"Yes; they call him the martyr Babylas. Ten years
ago the brother of the Emperor Julian, Cæsar Gallus,
transferred the bones of this Babylas from Antioch into
this wood, and had a superb sarcophagus made for him.
From that day the oracle ceased. The temple was sullied
and the god departed."
"What sacrilege!" exclaimed the Emperor indignantly.
"That year the virgin sibyl Diotima gave birth to a
deaf-mute child, a bad omen. Only one sacred spring
was left us and did not dry up, the spring called Tears
of the Sun ... over there, where the child is now
sitting...."
Julian turned round. The boy was sitting in front
of the mossy rock, motionless, and in his open palm
receiving the falling drops. Julian almost imagined he
saw two transparent wings trembling behind the
divinely beautiful child. So sad, so pale, so enchanting
his look, that the Emperor mused—
"He must be Eros, the little god of love, dying in
our century of Galilean moroseness, and in his hand
receiving the last drops, the last tears of love, tears of
the god over Daphne, over the vanished beauty of
Daphne!"
The deaf-mute remained motionless, and a great
black velvety butterfly alighted on his head. He
neither saw it, nor stirred. Like a malign shadow the
butterfly opened and shut its wings, while the Tears
of the Sun dropped, one by one, into the hand of
Hepherion. Louder and louder in the distance rose
funereal psalms.
Suddenly from behind the cypresses came the sound
of voices disputing—
"Augustus is there."
"Why should he go alone to Daphne?"
"Why not? to-day is the great festival of Apollo.
See, there he is ... Julian, we have sought you
since the morning!"
They were Greek sophists, men of science and rhetoricians,
habitual companions of the Emperor, and
with them the Neo-Platonist Priscus of Epirus, the
bilious sceptic Julius Mauricus, the wise Sallustius
Secundus, and the celebrated orator Libanius.
Julian vouchsafed them not the least attention.
"What's the matter?" murmured Julius to
Priscus.
"He must be displeased that there has been no preparation
for the feast! We have not sent a single
offering...."
Julian addressed the former Christian rhetorician,
now the high-priest of Astarte, Hekobolis—
"Go into the neighbouring chapel, and inform the
Galileans praying there of my will. Let them come
here."
Hekobolis went.
Gorgius, still holding his basket, stood petrified,
with eyes and mouth wide open. He rubbed his bald
head. Had he not drunk too much? It must all be
a dream! But when he remembered all he had said
about Julian and the god to the pretended professor, a
cold sweat broke out on his forehead, his legs trembled,
and he fell on his knees—
"Pardon, Cæsar! Forget my words!"
One of the philosophers wished to thrust away the
old man; but Julian stopped him—
"Do not insult the sacrificial priest. Rise, Gorgius,
there is my hand; fear nothing. So long as I live,
none shall do harm to you or to your little lad. You
and I both came for the festival, both love the old
gods. We will be friends and rejoice together at this
feast of the Sun!"
The psalms had meantime ceased. Frightened
monks appeared coming up the alley of cypresses,
deacons and superiors still in the sacerdotal dress and
led by Hekobolis. The arch-priest, a fat man with a
shining red face, walked swaying from side to side,
much out of breath and wiping his brow. He saluted
Augustus profoundly, reaching one finger to the
ground, and said in a pleasant bass voice—
"May the humane Augustus pardon his unworthy
servants!"
He bowed lower yet, and two novices skilfully assisted
him to rise again. One of them had forgotten to
put away the censer, from which the incense was escaping
in thin fillets of smoke.
At the sight of the monks Hepherion fled. Julian
said—
"Galileans, I order you to rid the sacred wood of
Apollo of the relics of your co-religionist. We do not
desire to use force against you, but if our will is not
carried out, I must myself see that Helios is delivered
from such sacrilege. I shall send here my soldiers,
who will disinter the bones, burn them, and scatter the
ashes to the winds."
The arch-priest coughed, and finally said in a humble
tone—
"Most merciful Cæsar, that is hard on us, for these
relics have long rested here, in a place blessed by the
will of Cæsar Gallus. But as it is a matter beyond our
jurisdiction, we are forced to refer it to the bishop."
A murmur ran through the crowd; an urchin hidden
in a laurel bush shouted—
"The butcher comes
With a big, big knife!"
But he received such a buffet that he fled, howling.
The arch-priest, feeling that decency obliged him to
defend the relics, coughed again and began—
"If it pleases your High Wisdom to give this order
on account of the idol..." he quickly corrected
himself.
"Of the Hellenic god, Helios...."
The Emperor's eyes sparkled with rage.
"The 'idol,'" he interrupted, "'idol' is your
word. For what imbeciles do you take us, if you
think that we worship the matter that represents our
gods, metal, stone, or wood. All your preachers preach
this, but it is a lie. We worship not these things, but
the soul, the living soul of beauty in these models of
the purest human beauty. It is not we, the idolaters,
but you—you, who devour each other like wild beasts
for the sake of an iota; you, who kiss the rotten bones
of criminals punished for breaking the Roman laws;
you, who call the fratricide Constantius an 'Eternal
Holiness!' To deify the splendid sculptures of Phidias,
which breathe Olympian beauty and goodness, is that
less reasonable than to bow before two crossed beams of
wood, a shameful instrument of torture? Must one
blush for you, pity you, or hate you? It is the pitch
of mad degradation for our country, to see sons of the
Hellenes, who read Plato and Homer, rushing to an
outcast tribe, a tribe almost blotted out by Vespasian
and Titus, in order to deify a dead man!... And
you still dare to accuse us of idolatry!"
The arch-priest imperturbably stroked his long
beard, and looking at Julian askance, wiped the perspiration
from his glistening forehead.
Then the Emperor said to Priscus the philosopher—
"My friend, accomplish the Delian mysteries with
which you are familiar. We must purify the Temple
of Apollo. He will return to his dwelling, and once
we have taken away the stone which seals the spring,
the oracle will speak again."
The arch-priest terminated the interview with a deep
bow and the same obsequious manner, in which an invincible
tenacity could be felt—
"Let your will be done, Cæsar. We are the children,
you are the father; but there is no power above
the power of God."
"Oh, you hypocrites, I know your obedience and
your humility! Your humility is the serpent's fang!
Why not struggle against me at least like men?"
Julian turned round to depart, when a little old
man and woman issued from the crowd and prostrated
themselves at his feet. They were poorly but cleanly
dressed, and bore a surprising resemblance to each
other, reminding him of Philemon and Baucis.
"Protect us, just Cæsar," whispered the old man.
"We have a little house near Antioch at the foot of
the Stavrinus. We've lived there twenty years, and
now the town-senators, the decurions, are come...."
The old man clasped his hands despairingly, and the
old woman, imitating him, did the same.
"The decurions come and say, 'This house does not
belong to you!'—'What—the Lord be with you—we've
been here twenty years!'—'Yes; but you had
no right. The land belongs to the temple of the god
Æsculapius, and your house is built with the temple-stones.
It must return to Æsculapius.' What does
this mean?... Have mercy, all-powerful Augustus!"
The two old people, with their clear and childlike
faces, were kneeling before him, and weeping, kissed
his feet.
Julian perceived an amber cross on the woman's
neck.
"Are you Christians?" he asked, his brow growing
sombre.
"Yes."
"I should like to grant your prayer ... but how
is it to be done? The land belongs to the god....
Nevertheless, your property shall be paid for."
"No, no," cried out the old people, "we're
rooted there by all our habits. We don't ask for
money. But there everything is ours; we know every
blade of grass...."
"There everything is ours," repeated the old woman
like an echo. "The vine, the chickens, the cow, the
olives, the pigs—everything is ours. And there's the
step too, on which in the evening we have warmed our
old bones in the sun, side by side, for these twenty
years."
The Emperor, without listening, turned toward the
startled crowd—
"Latterly the Galileans have overwhelmed me with
demands for the return of lands belonging to the
churches, and the Valentinians accuse the Arians of
having robbed them of their properties. To cut short
dispute I have given half of those lands to the Gallic
warriors and the other half to the Imperial Treasury;
and I am decided to act similarly in future. By what
right, you ask? But is it not more easy for a camel to
pass through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to
enter the kingdom of heaven? You glorify poverty,
Galileans? Why murmur against me? In taking
property which you yourselves have taken from your
brother-heretics, or from Olympian temples, I am only
restoring you to wholesome poverty and the narrow
way into the heavenly kingdom."
An evil smile curled his lips.
"We're injured unjustly," groaned the two old
people.
"Well, suffer the injustice!" answered Julian.
"You should rejoice in persecution. What are these
sufferings to eternal bliss?"
The old man, unprepared for this deduction, stammered
in dismay, as a forlorn hope—
"We are your faithful slaves, Augustus. My son
serves on the military staff, in a distant fortress of the
Roman frontier, and his superior officers think well of
him...."
"Is he also a Christian?" interrupted Julian.
"Yes," sighed the old man, and was immediately
dismayed at the avowal.
"You have done well to warn me. As proved enemies
of the Roman Augustus, Christians must not
henceforth occupy high Imperial office, above all in the
army. I am more of your Master's opinion than you
are yourselves. How should disciples of Jesus do justice
according to the Roman law, when He has said,
'Judge not, and ye shall not be judged'? How should
Christians rightly defend the Empire by the sword,
when they were taught by Him 'He who shall take up
the sword shall perish by the sword'; and again, 'Resist
not evil'? Therefore, for the safety of your souls, we
shall withdraw Christians from the law and from the
army of Rome; that helpless, and disarmed, and free
from frivolous earthliness, they may reach the kingdom
of heaven!"
Smiling inwardly, and so robbing his hatred of still
greater bitterness, the Emperor strode rapidly toward
the Temple of Apollo.
The old people stretched their arms after him,
sobbing—
"Cæsar, we did it unwittingly! Take our house,
our land, all that we have, but have pity on our
son!"
The philosophers wished to enter the temple, but the
Emperor waved them back—
"I came to the festival alone. I alone will offer the
sacrifice!"
"Let us go in," he added, addressing Gorgius.
"Close the doors, and let none of the unconsecrated
enter...."
And the doors were shut in the faces of his philosopher
friends.
"'Unconsecrated?' How do you like that?"
asked Garguillus moodily.
Libanius stood sulking in silence.
Mauricus, with a mysterious air, dragged his friends
into a corner of the portico, and touching his forehead
with a finger murmured—
"Do you understand?"
All were dumbfounded.
"Is it possible?"
Mauricus began to reckon—
"First, pallor, feverish appearance, disordered hair,
irregular step, incoherent speeches; second, excessive
harshness and nervousness; third, this stupid war
against the Persians!... By Pallas, it clearly means
madness!"
The friends drew closer, and began to tell each other
all sorts of anecdotes. Sallustius, who held aloof, contemplated
the group with a bitter smile.
Within the temple Julian found Hepherion, who
brightened on seeing him, and several times during
the rite gazed into the Emperor's face, as if the two
had some secret in common. Shining in the sunlight,
the colossal statue of Apollo stood in the midst of the
temple, its body ivory and its garments golden, like
those of the Zeus by Phidias at Olympia. The god,
stooping slightly, was pouring the nectar of his cup to
the Earth-Mother, praying her to restore him Daphne.
A slight cloud passed above the temple. Shadows
ran over the time-yellowed ivory. It seemed to Julian
that the god benignly stooped still lower, to receive the
offering of the last adorers—the weak priest, the apostate
Emperor, and the deaf-mute son of the sibyl.
"This is my reward," thought Julian. "I wish
for no other glory, nor guerdon, O Apollo! I thank
thee for the curses of the crowd; and for thy grace,
in making me live and die alone, like thyself! There,
where the populace prays, there is no god! Thou art
here, in this sanctuary profaned. O god, scorned by
mankind, now art thou far more beautiful than of old
when they adored thee! On the day marked for me
by the Fates, let me be joined again to thee, O Radiant
One! Let me die in thee, Sun, as the fire of the last
offering dies in thy rays!"
So prayed the Emperor, tears streaming down his
cheeks, and one by one the drops of the victim's blood
fell like tears on the half-consumed embers.