Travellers, as they pass through the country, usually stop to
inquire whose are the splendid mansions which they discover among
the woods and plains around them. The families, titles,
fortune, or character of the respective owners engage much
attention. Perhaps their houses are exhibited to the
admiring stranger. The elegant rooms, costly furniture,
valuable paintings, beautiful gardens and shrubberies, are
universally approved; while the rank, fashion, taste, and riches
of the possessor, afford ample materials for entertaining
discussion. In the meantime, the lowly cottage of the poor
husbandman is passed by as scarcely deserving of notice.
Yet perchance such a cottage may often contain a treasure of
infinitely more value than the sumptuous palace of the rich man;
even “the pearl of great price.” If this be set
in the heart of the poor cottager, it proves a gem of unspeakable
worth, and will shine among the brightest ornaments of the
Redeemer’s crown, in that day when He maketh up his
“jewels.”
Hence the Christian traveller, while in common with others he
bestows his due share of applause on the
decorations of the rich, and is not insensible to the beauties
and magnificence which are the lawfully-allowed appendages of
rank and fortune, cannot overlook the humbler dwelling of the
poor. And if he should find that true piety and grace
beneath the thatched roof which he has in vain looked for amidst
the worldly grandeur of the rich, he remembers the declarations
in the Word of God. He sees with admiration, that the high
and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy, who
dwelleth in the high and holy place, dwelleth with him
also that is of a contrite and humble spirit; and although
heaven is his throne, and the earth his footstool, yet, when a
house is to be built, and a place of rest to be sought for
himself, He says, To this man will I look, even to him that is
poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word.
(See Isa. lvii. 15; lxvi. 1, 2.)
When a house is thus tenanted, faith beholds this inscription
written on the walls, The Lord lives here. Faith,
therefore, cannot pass by it unnoticed, but loves to lift up the
latch of the door, and to sit down and converse with the poor,
although perhaps despised, inhabitant. Many a sweet
interview does Faith obtain, when she thus takes her walks
abroad. Many such a sweet interview have I myself enjoyed
beneath the roof where dwelt the Dairyman and
his little family.
I soon perceived that his daughter’s health was rapidly
on the decline. The pale, wasting consumption, which is the
Lord’s instrument for removing so many thousands every year
from the land of the living, made hasty strides on her
constitution. The hollow eye, the distressing cough, and
the often too-flattering red on the cheek, foretold the approach
of death.
What a field for usefulness and affectionate attention on the
part of ministers and Christian friends is opened by the frequent
attacks, and lingering progress, of consumptive
illness! How many such precious opportunities are daily
lost, where Providence seems in so marked a way to afford time
and space for serious and godly instruction! Of how many
may it be said, “The way of peace have they not
known;” for not one friend ever came nigh to warn them to
“flee from the wrath to come.”
But the Dairyman’s daughter was happily made acquainted
with the things which belonged to her everlasting peace before
the present disease had taken root in her constitution. In
my visits to her, I went rather to receive information than to
impart it. Her mind was abundantly stored with Divine
truths, and her conversation was truly
edifying. The recollection of it must ever produce a
thankful sensation in my heart.
I one day received a short note to the following
effect:—
“Dear Sir,
“I should be very glad, if your convenience will allow,
that you would come and see a poor unworthy sinner. My
hour-glass is nearly run out; but I hope I can see Christ to be
precious to my soul. Your conversation has often been
blessed to me, and I now feel the need of it more than
ever. My father and my mother send their duty to you.
“From your obedient
“And unworthy servant,
“E--- W---.”
I obeyed the summons that same afternoon. On my arrival
at the Dairyman’s cottage his wife opened the door.
The tears streamed down her cheek as she silently shook her
head. Her heart was full. She tried to speak, but
could not. I took her by the hand, and said:
“My good friend, all is right, and as the Lord of wisdom
and mercy directs.”
“Oh! my Betsy, my dear girl, is so bad, sir. What shall I do without her? I thought I should
have gone first to the grave, but—”
“But the Lord sees good that, before you die yourself,
you should behold your child safe home to glory. Is there
no mercy in this?”
“O, dear sir! I am very old and very weak, and she
is a dear child, the staff and prop of such a poor old creature
as I am.”
As I advanced, I saw Elizabeth sitting by the fireside,
supported in an arm-chair by pillows, with every mark of rapid
decline and approaching death. A sweet smile of friendly
complacency enlightened her pale countenance as she said:
“This is very kind indeed, sir, to come so soon after I
sent to you. You find me daily wasting away, and I cannot
have long to continue here. My flesh and my heart fail; but
God is the strength of my weak heart, and, I trust, will be my
portion for ever.”
The conversation was occasionally interrupted by her cough and
want of breath. Her tone of voice was clear, though feeble;
her manner solemn and collected; and her eye, though more dim
than formerly, by no means wanting in liveliness as she
spoke. I had frequently admired the superior language in
which she expressed her ideas, as well as the scriptural consistency with which she communicated her
thoughts. She had a good natural understanding; and grace,
as is generally the case, much improved it. On the present
occasion I could not help thinking she was peculiarly
favoured. The whole strength of gracious and natural
attainments seemed to be in full exercise.
After taking my seat between the daughter and the mother (the
latter fixing her fond eyes upon her child with great anxiety,
while we were conversing), I said to Elizabeth:
“I hope you enjoy a sense of the Divine presence, and
can rest all upon Him who has ‘been with thee,’ and
has kept ‘thee in all places whither thou hast gone,’
and will bring thee into ‘the land of pure delights, where
saints immortal reign.’”
“Sir, I think I can. My mind has lately been
sometimes clouded, but I believe it has been partly owing to the
great weakness and suffering of my bodily frame, and partly to
the envy of my spiritual enemy, who wants to persuade me that
Christ has no love for me, and that I have been a
self-deceiver.”
“And do you give way to his suggestions? Can you
doubt amidst such numerous tokens of past and present
mercy?”
“No, sir; I mostly am enabled to preserve a clear
evidence of his love. I do not wish to add to my other sins
that of denying his manifest goodness to my soul. I would
acknowledge it to his praise and glory.”
“What is your present view of the state in which you
were before you felt seriously concerned about the salvation of
your soul?”
“Sir, I was a proud, thoughtless girl, fond of dress and
finery; I loved the world, and the things that are in the world;
I lived in service among worldly people, and never had the
happiness of being in a family where worship was regarded, and
the souls of the servants cared for either by master or
mistress. I went once on a Sunday to church, more to see
and be seen than to pray or hear the word of God. I thought
I was quite good enough to be saved, and disliked and often
laughed at religious people. I was in great darkness; I
knew nothing of the way of salvation; I never prayed, nor was
sensible of the awful danger of a prayerless state. I
wished to maintain the character of a good servant, and was much
lifted up whenever I met with applause. I was tolerably
moral and decent in my conduct, from motives of carnal and
worldly policy; but I was a stranger to God and Christ; I
neglected my soul; and had I died in such a state, hell must, and
would justly, have been my portion.”
“How long is it since you heard the sermon which
you hope, through God’s blessing, effected your
conversion?”
“About five years ago.”
“How was it brought about?”
“It was reported that a Mr ---, who was detained by
contrary winds from embarking on board ship, as chaplain to a
distant part of the world, was to preach at church. Many
advised me not to go, for fear he should turn my head; as they
said he held strange notions. But curiosity and an
opportunity of appearing in a new gown, which I was very proud
of, induced me to ask leave of my mistress to go. Indeed,
sir, I had no better motives than vanity and curiosity. Yet
thus it pleased the Lord to order it for his own glory.
“I accordingly went to church, and saw a great crowd of
people collected together. I often think of the contrary
states of my mind during the former and latter part of the
service. For a while, regardless of the worship of God, I
looked around me, and was anxious to attract notice myself.
My dress, like that of too many gay, vain, and silly servant
girls, was much above my station, and very different from that
which becomes an humble sinner, who has a modest sense of
propriety and decency. The state of my mind was
visible enough from the foolish finery of my apparel.
“At length the clergyman gave out his text: ‘Be
ye clothed with humility’ (1 Pet. v. 5). He
drew a comparison between the clothing of the body with that of
the soul. At a very early part of his discourse, I began to
feel ashamed of my passion for fine dressing and apparel; but
when he came to describe the garment of salvation with which a
Christian is clothed, I felt a powerful discovery of the
nakedness of my own soul. I saw that I had neither the
humility mentioned in the text, nor any one part of the true
Christian character. I looked at my gay dress, and blushed
for shame on account of my pride. I looked at the minister,
and he seemed to be as a messenger sent from heaven to open my
eyes. I looked on the congregation, and wondered whether
any one else felt as I did. I looked at my heart, and it
appeared full of iniquity. I trembled as he spoke, and yet
I felt a great drawing of heart to the words he uttered.
“He displayed the riches of Divine grace in God’s
method of saving the sinner. I was astonished at what I had
been doing all the days of my life. He described the meek,
lowly, and humble example of Christ; I felt proud, lofty, vain,
and self-consequential. He represented Christ as
‘Wisdom;’ I felt my ignorance. He held Him
forth as ‘Righteousness;’ I was convinced of my own
guilt. He proved Him to be ‘Sanctification;’ I
saw my corruption. He proclaimed Him as
‘Redemption;’ I felt my slavery to sin, and my
captivity to Satan. He concluded with an animated address
to sinners, in which he exhorted them to flee from the wrath to
come, to cast off the love of outward ornaments, to put on Jesus
Christ, and be clothed with true humility.
“From that hour I never lost sight of the value of my
soul, and the danger of a sinful state. I inwardly blessed
God for the sermon, although my mind was in a state of great
confusion.
“The preacher had brought forward the ruling passion of
my heart, which was pride in outward dress; and by the grace of
God it was made instrumental to the awakening of my soul.
Happy, sir, would it be, if many a poor girl, like myself, were
turned from the love of outward adorning and putting on of fine
apparel, to seek that which is not corruptible, even the ornament
of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great
price.
“The greater part of the congregation, unused to such
faithful and scriptural sermons, disliked and
complained of the severity of the preacher: while a few, as I
afterwards found, like myself, were deeply affected, and
earnestly wished to hear him again. But he preached there
no more.
“From that time I was led, through a course of private
prayer, reading, and meditation, to see my lost estate as a
sinner, and the great mercy of God through Jesus Christ in
raising sinful dust and ashes to a share in the glorious
happiness of heaven. And O, sir, what a Saviour I have
found! He is more than I could ask or desire. In his
fulness I have found all that my poverty could need; in his bosom
I have found a resting-place from all sin and sorrow; in his Word
I have found strength against doubt and unbelief.”
“Were you not soon convinced,” I said, “that
your salvation must be an act of entire grace on the part of God,
wholly independent of your own previous works or
deservings?”
“Dear sir, what were my works before I heard that
sermon, but evil, carnal, selfish, and ungodly? The
thoughts of my heart, from my youth upward, were only evil, and
that continually. And my deservings, what were they but the
deservings of a fallen, depraved, careless soul, that regarded
neither law nor gospel? Yes, sir, I
immediately saw that, if ever I were saved, it must be by the
free mercy of God, and that the whole praise and honour of the
work would be his from first to last.”
“What change did you perceive in yourself with respect
to the world?”
“It appeared all vanity and vexation of spirit. I
found it necessary to my peace of mind to come out from among
them and be separate. I gave myself to prayer; and many a
happy hour of secret delight I enjoyed in communion with
God. Often I mourned over my sins, and sometimes had a
great conflict through unbelief, fear, temptation, to return back
again to my old ways, and a variety of difficulties which lay in
my way. But He who loved me with an everlasting love, drew
me by his loving-kindness, showed me the way of peace, gradually
strengthened me in my resolutions of leading a new life, and
taught me, that while without him I could do nothing, I yet might
do all things through his strength.”
“Did you not find many difficulties in your situation,
owing to your change of principle and practice?”
“Yes, sir, every day of my life. I was laughed at
by some, scolded at by others, scorned by enemies, and pitied by
friends. I was called hypocrite, saint, false deceiver, and
many more names which were meant to render me
hateful in the sight of the world. But I esteemed the
reproach of the Cross an honour. I forgave and prayed for
my persecutors, and remembered how very lately I had acted the
same part towards others myself. I thought also that Christ
endured the contradiction of sinners; and as the disciple is not
above his Master, I was glad to be in any way conformed to his
sufferings.”
“Did you not then feel for your family at
home?”
“Yes, that I did indeed, sir; they were never out of my
thoughts. I prayed continually for them, and had a longing
desire to do them good. In particular, I felt for my father
and mother, as they were getting into years, and were very
ignorant and dark in matters of religion.”
“Ay,” interrupted her mother, sobbing,
“ignorant and dark, sinful and miserable we were, till this
dear Betsy—this dear Betsy—this dear child,
sir—brought Christ Jesus home to her poor father and
mother’s house.”
“No, dearest mother; say rather, Christ Jesus brought
your poor daughter home, to tell you what He had done for her
soul, and, I hope, to do the same for yours.”
At this moment the Dairyman came in with two pails of milk
hanging from the yoke on his shoulders. He had stood behind the half-opened
door for a few minutes, and heard the last sentences spoken by
his wife and daughter.
“Blessing and mercy upon her!” said he, “it
is very true: she left a good place of service on purpose to live
with us, that she might help us both in soul and body. Sir,
don’t she look very ill? I think, sir, we
sha’n’t have her here long.”
“Leave that to the Lord,” said Elizabeth.
“All our times are in his hand, and happy it is that they
are. I am willing to go. Are not you willing, my
father, to part with me into his hands who gave me to you
at first?”
“Ask me any question in the world but that,” said
the weeping father.
“I know,” said she, “you wish me to be
happy.”
“I do, I do,” answered he; “let the Lord do
with you and us as best pleases Him.”
I then asked her on what her present consolations chiefly
depended, in the prospect of approaching death.
“Entirely, sir, on my view of Christ. When I look
at myself, many sins, infirmities, and imperfections cloud the
image of Christ which I want to see in my own heart. But
when I look at the Saviour himself, He is altogether lovely; there is not one spot in his countenance, nor one cloud
over all his perfections.
“I think of his coming in the flesh, and it reconciles
me to the sufferings of the body; for He had them as well as
I. I think of his temptations, and believe that He is able
to succour me when I am tempted. Then I think of his cross,
and learn to bear my own. I reflect on his death, and long
to die unto sin, so that it may no longer have dominion over
me. I sometimes think of his resurrection, and trust that
He has given me a part in it, for I feel that my affections are
set upon things above. Chiefly, I take comfort in thinking
of Him as at the right hand of the Father, pleading my cause, and
rendering acceptable even my feeble prayers, both for myself,
and, as I hope, for my dear friends.
“These are the views which, through mercy, I have of my
Saviour’s goodness; and they have made me wish and strive
in my poor way to serve Him, to give myself up to Him, and to
labour to do my duty in that state of life into which it has
pleased Him to call me.
“A thousand times I should have fallen and fainted, if
He had not upheld me. I feel that I am nothing without
Him. He is all in all.
“Just so far as I can cast my care upon Him I
find strength to do his will. May He give me grace to trust
Him till the last moment! I do not fear death, because I
believe that He has taken away its sting. And O, what
happiness beyond! Tell me, sir, whether you think I am
right—I hope I am under no delusion. I dare not look
for my hope in anything short of the entire fulness of
Christ. When I ask my own heart a question, I am afraid to
trust it, for it is treacherous, and has often deceived me.
But when I ask Christ, he answers me with promises that
strengthen and refresh me, and leave me no room to doubt his
power and will to save. I am in his hands, and would remain
there; and I do believe that He will never leave nor forsake me,
but will perfect the thing that concerns me. He loved me,
and gave himself for me; and I believe that his gifts and calling
are without repentance. In this hope I live, in this hope I
wish to die.”
I looked around me, as she was speaking, and
thought—Surely this is none other than the house of God,
and the gate of heaven. Everything appeared neat, cleanly,
and interesting. The afternoon had been rather overcast
with dark clouds; but just now the setting sun shone brightly and
somewhat suddenly into the room. It was reflected from
three or four rows of bright pewter plates
and white earthenware, arranged on shelves against the wall; it
also gave brilliancy to a few prints of sacred subjects that hung
there also, and served for monitors of the birth, baptism,
crucifixion, and resurrection of Christ.
A large map of Jerusalem, and a hieroglyphic of “the old
and new man,” completed the decorations on that side of the
room. Clean as was the whitewashed wall, it was not cleaner
than the rest of the place and its furniture. Seldom had
the sun enlightened a house where order and general neatness
(those sure attendants of pious poverty) were more
conspicuous.
This gleam of setting sunshine was emblematical of the bright
and serene close of this young Christian’s departing
season. One ray happened to be reflected from a little
looking-glass upon her face. Amidst her pallid and decaying
features there appeared a calm resignation, triumphant
confidence, unaffected humility, and tender anxiety, which fully
declared the feelings of her heart.
Some further affectionate conversation and a short prayer
closed this interview.
As I rode home by departing day-light, a solemn tranquillity
reigned throughout the scene. The gentle lowing of cattle,
the bleating of sheep just penned in their folds, the
humming of the insects of the night, the distant murmurs of the
sea, the last notes of the birds of day, and the first warblings
of the nightingale, broke upon the ear, and served rather to
increase than lessen the peaceful serenity of the evening, and
its corresponding effects on my own mind. It invited and
cherished just such meditations as my visit had already
inspired. Natural scenery, when viewed in a Christian
mirror, frequently affords very beautiful illustrations of Divine
truths. We are highly favoured when we can enjoy them, and
at the same time draw near to God in them.