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BY
MRS. ANN S. STEPHENS.
AUTHOR OF “WIVES AND WIDOWS,” “FASHION AND FAMINE,” “THE SOLDIER’S ORPHANS,” “THE REJECTED WIFE,” “THE OLD HOMESTEAD,” “THE WIFE’S SECRET,” “MABEL’S MISTAKE,” “THE GOLD BRICK,” “SILENT STRUGGLES,” “MARY DERWENT,” “DOUBLY FALSE,” “THE HEIRESS.”
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While summer breezes toss its bearded crest
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Deep from the caverns of her stony heart,
Toil drags the yellow gold, which, burning there,
Is innocent of harm,—but once apart
From its dark motherhood, fell hate, and care,
Curse half its uses in life’s stormy mart.
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PREFACE.
21
It has happened of late that several of my books
have been more or less criticised for improbabilities
attached either to a character, or some event selected
from the rest of the book as too extravagant for
belief or for the harmonies of true art. Now, singular
enough, in every instance, the events or characters
selected for these criticisms have been facts in
themselves, or portraits drawn from persons well
known to myself and others. If such criticism
should fall on the character of Madame De Marke,
I may perhaps be permitted to state that this woman
has lived within the last fifteen years, and was well
known in a certain neighborhood in the city of New
York for her wealth, her eccentricity, and her avaricious
habits. Her person, her manner of life, and
her extreme parsimony, are in no respect overdrawn.
The room in which she lived and died is described
exactly as she inhabited it in 1849. Of course, the
events of the story which runs through this volume
are not absolute facts, but the character of the
woman, improbable as it may seem, is the vraisemblance
of a real individual.
The sick ward of a hospital, mockingly, it would seem,
called Bellevue. The room was long, low in the ceiling,
and lighted by a range of windows sunk deep in the
wall, which overlooked the East River and an expanse of
Long Island that curved along the opposite shore.
A few poverty-stricken women, and some worse than that,
because bowed down by shame as well as poverty, had sought
this ward as the only place in which their anguish and sorrow
could find shelter.
Narrow, pauper cots, furnished with straw beds and covered
with coarse, checkered cotton, were ranged down each
side, of the room, with just space enough between to allow a
sort of foot-path in which the nurses could pass from one bed
to another.
Every cot was occupied. Here a young face, so pale and
mournful that your heart ached while gazing on it, was
turned sadly toward you on the straw pillow, or a feeble
26hand would make an effort to draw up the coverlet, that you
might not mark the flush of shame that stole over her forehead,
or discover the cause of that shame which lay nestled
in her bosom.
Other faces met your view, coarse and shameless, or haggard
with long suffering; and some turned upon you eyes
so full of gentle submission, that you wondered why human
beings so opposite in their nature should be crowded together
in one room, even by the terrible leveller Poverty.
Sounds, in painful harmony with the scene, greeted your
entrance. Murmurs of sharp impatience, imprecations suppressed
only by fear, and open complaints from the coarser
and ruder inmates, drowned the sighs and timid whispers of
maternal love that gave a breath of heaven even to that
miserable place.
Two cots in the room, both standing in a remote corner,
were occupied like the rest, but gave forth no signs of life.
They stood close together, and of the occupants it seemed
impossible to say which was living, or which was actually
dead, so coldly pale were the two faces that gleamed upon
you from the pillows. Both were young, and one was wondrously
beautiful even in that deathly state, when forehead,
hands and lips were blanched to the whiteness of a corpse.
The other was less beautiful, but very young, and so fragile
that you wondered why death had waited to find her in
that miserable place, for she was dying. The gray shadows,
settling like a mist upon her face, the locked whiteness of
her features, the imperceptible stiffening of her white hand
upon the coverlet, all proclaimed this truth with terrible
distinctness. But there was yet a breath of life close to her
heart, a faint flutter as if a wounded bird had folded its
wings forever, and then all was quiet as if sleep were there,
or death had come twice.
The gray shadows of a winter’s morning crept through
the checkered curtains of a neighboring window, and hung
27coldly around that pauper couch; and amid the muttering
of patients restless with fever, or clamorous for nourishment,
the wail of sickly infants, and the outcries of healthy ones,
this poor young creature died and grew cold, unwatched and
unwept.
The other, she who lay so like an exquisite statue on the
neighboring couch, would no life ever return to her? There
was a faint motion of the bed-clothes, as if breath still lingered
there; but did it exist in that fair young mother or in
the child, for she, poor thing, was a mother, and even in the
chill of insensibility she held the little being into which her
own seemed to have merged, clasped to her bosom.
Just as the day dawned, a nurse came into the ward, not
with her usual dauntless step, but stealthily, and casting
sidelong glances from cot to cot, like a panther fearing to
arouse his prey. She stopped once or twice and arranged
the pillows of her patients, with a sort of cajoling attention,
always leaving their faces turned from the corner where
those two young creatures suffered. Then she stole softly
between the two cots, and bending down her face till her
soiled curl-papers almost touched the dead, listened, felt
the cold hand on the coverlet, and cautiously turned down
the clothes.
At the head of each cot a square wooden label was hung
against the wall, on which was painted the name and number
of the occupant. The nurse took down these labels
when quite sure that one of these young women was dead,
and replaced them again, looking furtively around as she
did so.
After making herself busy with the labels a while, the
nurse stood over the cot of the dead woman and took a
rapid survey of the ward.
All was quiet, save the murmurs of a child, far down the
room, who was struggling to keep its place in the arms of a
drowsy mother.
28The nurse was relieved by this sound. It gave her time
for breath. The rustle of her own dress seemed less startling.
She turned to the other bed, stooped over it still more
cautiously, and laid her hand down upon the heart of the
senseless woman.
She half rose, gave a sharp glance over her shoulder, and
taking each of the fair hands, clasped so fondly around a
sleeping infant, forced them gently apart, and lifted the
child from its mother’s bosom.
A shudder passed through the frame of that young mother,
as if the last gleam of life had been torn from her heart. Her
eyelids quivered, and her lips were, for an instant, faintly
convulsed.
The nurse turned suddenly to the other couch, and back
again, while this life-struggle was going on. Without unclosing
her eyes, the poor creature reached forth her arms,
clasped them fondly again with a sigh of ineffable delight,
and sunk away motionless, without a perceptible breath.
But it was not for joy. As the child, a moment before,
had seemed to keep the vitality in her heart with its own
warmth, so now some outward chill drove back the blood to
its centre. With a moan, and a struggle, she came to life,
opened her great blue eyes, and fixed them wildly on the
nurse.
“I am cold, oh! so cold,” she said, shivering, and cowering
down into the bed; “what have you done to me?”
“Done to you?” said the nurse, faintly, “done to you?
Nothing, but try my best to bring you to. Why, it’s almost
dead you’ve been, I don’t know how long.”
The invalid did not hear this. A momentary impulse of
strength seized upon her. She flung back the bed-clothes,
and bending her face downward, fixed those wild eyes upon
the child. One glance, and she lifted them with a sharp,
questioning look to the woman, and passing her hand over
the little face, whispered hoarsely,—
29“What is this?”
The nurse put her hands down and touched the infant.
The poor mother felt those coarse hands shaking against
her own, and shrunk away with a faint cry: it seemed as if
they had inflicted a wound upon her.
It was some moments before the woman spoke. When
she did, it was with a sort of unnatural quickness, accompanied
with hurried glances down the room.
“Where’s the doctor? It might have been expected.
Fainting fits all night—overlaid and smothered it. Half
on your face when I came in—arms grasped around it like
a vice. No wonder it’s cold.”
“Cold. Is that all—only cold?” cried the mother, trembling
all over,—“only cold?”
“Cold as a stone, and dead as a door-nail, that’s what it
is?” answered the nurse, sharply, for that moment the physician
of the ward came in sight, and the nurse judged well
of the effect her brutal speech would have on the young
creature.
With a cry, that in her feebleness scarcely arose above a
wail, she fell back perfectly senseless again.
“What is the trouble here?” inquired the doctor, coming
forward. “Oh, I expected this!” he added, glancing
at the dead; “scarcely a breath of life in her from the first.
The baby too, I suppose.”
“No!” answered the nurse, quickly; “that poor creature
has lost her baby. Hers is just alive yet; I wish they
wouldn’t send such delicate creatures here. It’s enough to
destroy one’s character to have them die off so.”
“But she is not dead,” replied the doctor, passing between
the two cots, and taking the little hand that had fallen away
from the child; “almost as bad though; a hard chill—we
shall have fever next! Take the child away. No wonder
she feels cold! How long has it been dead?”
“It was cold when I came in.”
30“Well, well, have it removed. She will never come to
with that freezing her to the heart.”
“And the other baby?” questioned the nurse, anxiously.
“Give it to one of these women to nurse, till something
can be done; and order two coffins. They mustn’t lie here,
or we shall have a panic among the patients.”
The nurse made an effort to take the child once more from
its mother’s arms; but, for the first time, she seemed nervous
and reluctant to touch the dead. The doctor startled her,
saying impatiently,—
“There, be quick, or the woman will die! That will do—now
let me see if anything can put life into her? Poor thing,
poor thing! It’s a pity the baby is dead—but then what
chance has an orphan in this world?—better dead, if she
could only be brought to think so!”
While he was talking, the nurse bent suddenly to the
floor and snatched up a small, silken bag, which, suspended
by a braid chain, had been torn from the invalid’s neck
when the babe was first removed from her arms. The doctor
turned his eyes that way.
“I am always dropping this pin-cushion from my side!”
she said, hurriedly, gathering up the chain in her hand;
“there is no keeping any thing in its place.”
“Don’t stop for such nonsense,” cried the physician, impatiently,
“or the woman will die under our hands.”
The nurse thrust the silken chain and its appendage
into her bosom, and began in earnest to render assistance.
CHAPTER II. MARY MARGARET DILLON.
31
The poor young creature was aroused at length from
the chill torpor that had seized upon her; but she
awoke to a hot flush of fever, raving with pathetic wildness
of a thousand things which no one comprehended—of a
husband that had left her in the depths of trouble, of the
child that she fancied herself clasping, and of the nurse who
seemed forever and ever over her bed, as she persisted in
thinking, like a great, black statue that had chilled her
heart to death beneath its shadow. Thus she raved and
muttered, while the fever kindled wilder and hotter within
her veins, and her eyes grew star-like in their glittering
brightness.
Hour after hour she kept up these mental wanderings,
and then sunk away again.
Meantime the nurse had been very restless under the
doctor’s eye, and negligent beyond anything known of her
before when he was away. But for the kindly interposition
of a convalescent patient in the ward, the poor invalid must
have perished from inattention, if not from positive violations
of all medical rules.
The woman of whom we speak was a plump, wholesome,
little Irish dame, with the freshest face and warmest heart
that ever looked poverty in the face.
She had entered the hospital quietly, and grateful for the
asylum thus provided for her in time of need. In the
depths of winter, with three little children “to the fore,” as
she said, and the husband without a hand’s turn of work,
what had she to do eating up the bread that was but half
enough to keep the hunger from so many clamorous mouths.
Why shouldn’t she take herself to the hospital thankfully,
32while the good man—for want of better work—minded
the childer at home?
Mary Margaret Dillon had no pride in the matter, not
she. Bellevue, in her estimation, belonged to the people.
John possesses a right to vote among the sovereigns and
had paid taxes, for which his landlord took the credit, in
the shape of exorbitant rents for the last ten years. Thus
he had secured, as she considered it, a lien upon at least one
humble straw bed in the hospital, and of that she took possession
with as little feeling of humiliation as beset Victoria
when she mounted the throne of England.
When the scene we have just described happened, Mary
Margaret, who had neither lost her roses nor her cheerfulness,
was sitting upon the side of her cot, striving with her
active little hands to remedy the fit of a scant calico dress
in which her fourth born was arrayed. As she sat thus,
smiling fondly upon the infant, and finding a world of
beauty in its plump face and tiny red hands, the buxom
mother would have made a capital model for one of Rubens’s
Madonnas.
“Isn’t it a darlint?” she murmured, touching each velvet
cheek daintily with the tip of her finger, pursing up her lips and
emitting a succession of audible kisses upon the air, the sound
of which almost brought the first smiles to her baby’s mouth.
“Isn’t it a wonder and a beauty, with its diamond black
eyes and ilegant hair, like his father before him?” she continued,
stretching the little fellow across her lap, and striving
to cover the tiny feet that would peep out from beneath
the coarse dress, by two or three vigorous pulls at the skirt.
“Won’t the children be dancing with joy when they get us
home again; and John, faix! but he’ll never grumble that
there’s another mouth to fill—barring the year when it’s in
arms, poor crathur—for the blessed Virgin that sent the
baby’ll find work for us long before it’ll have teeth for the
praties, sure.”
Thus the good woman and unconscious philosopher muttered
33to herself, as she sought to redeem her babe from the
unbecoming effects of his pauper dress—smoothing its silken
hair with the tips of her fingers; and coaxing it to smile
with kisses and gentle touches of the cheek between whiles,
she continued her murmurs of gentle fondness, happy as a
mother bird upon her nest.
She had tied the awkward sleeves back from its shoulders
with knots of faded pink ribbon, taken from her own cap,
and was holding it at arm’s length with a broad smile of
triumph, when the nurse passed the cot with her checkered
apron folded over some object that she held to her bosom.
“What have ye there, Misses Kelly, saving yer prisence?”
inquired Mary Margaret, holding her baby poised
in mid-air, and turning her kindly eyes upon the nurse.
“It isn’t dead, sure?”
“She is,” answered the nurse, nodding her head toward
the cot.
Mary Margaret held her breath, and tears stole to her
eyes as she stood up, trembling beneath the weight of her
infant—for she was still very feeble—and looked toward the
pale face of the dead.
“And the poor, young crathur in the cot alongside, what
has happened to her?” inquired Mary Margaret.
“She’s as good as dead, don’t you hear how she raves?
Mutter—mutter, she hasn’t strength for more: all the doctors
on earth couldn’t save her.”
“And her baby?” asked Mary Margaret, filled with compassion,
and hugging her own child fondly to her bosom.
“Oh? that’s yonder by the dead woman, cold as she is!”
Mary Margaret held her child closer, and the tears
streamed down her face.
“Give me a look at the motherless crathur,” she said, laying
her child upon the cot, and reaching forth her arms.
The nurse hesitated an instant, and then flung back her
apron from the face of the infant.
34“Poor thing, poor thing, how deathly it looks! what great,
wild eyes! How it stares at one!” exclaimed Mary Margaret,
half sobbing.
“It’s half starved,” answered the nurse, looking down
upon her burden with a callous smile; “it won’t feed. To-night
will see the end on’t.”
Mary Margaret glanced at her own sleeping child, and
then turned her brimming eyes upon the other.
“Give it here,” she said, “there’s enough for both—give
him here.”
The nurse frowned and drew up her apron.
“The doctor must settle that. It’s not my business, Mrs.
Dillon,” she said, harshly.
“The doctor! Well, where is he? Be quick and ask
him, or let me.”
“When he comes in the morning will be time enough,”
answered the nurse, preparing to move on.
“The morning! Why, the poor crathur’ll be gone afore
that,” persisted the kind woman, stepping a pace forward,
and supporting herself with difficulty. “Let me have it, I
say!”
The nurse jerked her arm from the feeble grasp laid upon
it, and harshly bade the woman return to her bed and mind
her own business.
Mary Margaret tottered back and sat down upon the foot
of her couch.
“It’ll die, it’ll die afore the blessed day is over,” she
muttered, sadly, for her maternal heart ached over the
orphan. “Arrah, if the doctor was only to the fore!”
She ended this piteous exclamation with a joyful outburst.
“The saints be praised, here he is, welcome as cowslips in
spring!” and regardless of her feeble state, she arose and
stood ready to address the doctor, as he came down the ward.
The nurse uttered a sharp exclamation, in which an oath
was but half smothered, and advancing fiercely toward the
35cot, flung the famished child down by the sleeping babe of
Mary Margaret.
“There, take the brat!” she said, with an unnatural laugh.
“I meant that you should nurse it all the time, if you
hadn’t teased one’s life out about it.”
Mary Margaret did not answer; her limbs were trembling
like aspens, and she sunk upon the cot overpowered with
fatigue. Drawing the little stranger softly to her bosom,
she pressed it gently there, felt the thrill of its eager lips,
and drawing a deep breath of satisfaction, watched its great
eyes turned upon her own, till, as if struck by the same
mesmeric influence, the woman and the infant slumbered
together.
It was a sweet picture of helplessness and charity, a noble
proof that no human being can find a place so humble upon
this earth, that some good to others may not be wrought out
of it.
As the woman and children lay thus, buried in that gentle
sleep which sometimes falls like dew after a good action, the
lifeless young creature was lifted from her pauper death-bed,
and carried forth to be stretched in the still more poverty-stricken
pine coffin. Then the marble form of the infant
was carelessly carried after, and that bereaved mother followed
it with her wild, bright eyes, and laughed as the door
closed.
CHAPTER III. THE HOSPITAL NURSE.
Late in the evening, the hospital nurse, who had been
an evil actor in the scene we have just described, stood,
with a smoking lamp in her hand, in a closet or store-room
36where the patient’s garments were kept. From one of the
shelves she took a bundle tied up in a coarse woollen shawl,
and drew forth a long merino cloak that had evidently
found its origin in old Ireland. She folded the cloak cautiously
around her, and selecting a bonnet from a score or
two that filled a side press, she tied a green veil closely over
it. Then she extinguished her lamp, finding her way out
by the glow of its smouldering wick, and leaving a cloud
of offensive smoke to deepen the already unpleasant atmosphere
of the room.
The woman had evidently intended to disguise herself, and
she stole like a thief down the dark passages of the building,
avoiding the officers and keeping close to the shadow
whenever she came within the range of a light, like one who
feared to be seen.
At last she came out into the grounds in front of the hospital.
The moon was up, but hidden occasionally by masses
of clouds that cumbered the sky with a darkness that
threatened snow. The woman waited under the shadow of
the steps till a heap of these clouds had completely obscured
the moon, and then darted out, taking a central walk that
led from the principal entrance to Bellevue down to the water.
A grape-arbor, at the time of our story, ran half-way
down this walk, covering it, even in winter, with a thousand
gnarled and twisted vines, that kept, the light away and
afforded the obscurity of which she seemed so desirous.
Here she paused, and heaving a deep breath, walked more
leisurely forward, drawing her veil closer, and folding the
cloak over her garments more resolutely as she approached
the open grounds again.
As she came forth, the moon had waded half through the
bank of clouds, that had overwhelmed it for a moment, and
began to pour its faint silver along their edges, a sight beautiful
to look upon, but very repulsive to the woman, who
wanted no radiance and could expect no beauty on the dark
path she had begun to tread.
37Resolved to be in advance of the threatened illumination,
she darted in a slanting direction across a range of garden
beds, that lay, a mass of trodden mud and decaying vegetable
stumps, between her and the southern wall.
Again she was in safety, though the moon had rolled forth
into the clear of the sky once more, and all around was
dimly illuminated. She stood in the shadow cast by a low,
stone building, half buried behind heaps of coal, empty
barrels, and all sorts of refuse lumber that had been allowed
to accumulate in that portion of the grounds.
Another might have trembled and shrunk back appalled
from the position in which this woman found herself. It was
late at night, and she stood in the very presence of death.
The atmosphere was heavy and so oppressive, that even in
the clear cold of the night, a faintness crept over her, not
from fear, not from any over-excitement of the nerves, but
purely from the unwholesome air that she breathed.
She knew that the low stone building was heaped with
the dead, prepared for burial with such scant care as the
pauper receives. She knew, also, that there was an epidemic
in the hospital, and that this store-house of mortality
was unusually crowded; but this gave her no uneasiness,
and she shook off the sickness that oppressed her, with a sort
of scorn, as if she and death had become too familiar for
him to take such liberties with her.
The effect which habit produces upon a coarse nature,
was repulsively visible here. The woman stood within a
narrow path, over which the dead-house flung its repulsive
shadow. On the other side the moonbeams fell, grim and
ghastly, revealing double rows of rough pine coffins, lifted
endwise, and arranged in hideous proximity, so far as the
dim light would permit her to see.
Thus between these hollow receptacles prepared for the
dead, and death itself, the woman walked, the moonlight
revealing the suggestive horror on one hand, while a dense
38shadow and a thick wall of stone shut out the real horror
close by.
But what cared the hospital nurse for this? The coffins
on her right, so glistening and ghastly, were nothing but a
heap of pine boards fashioned in a fantastic shape to her.
The building simply a grim pile of stone, which cast a convenient
shadow for her to walk in. She rather resented the
closeness of the atmosphere, but scorned to walk faster, and
cast it off with a sort of defiant toss of the head, muttering
that “she could stand anything, and wasn’t to be frightened
by shadows, not she!”
Thus picking her steps leisurely, she went down this valley
of death; and secure of not being discovered from the
hospital windows, passed through a gate, in the wall near
the water, which had most conveniently been left unlocked
by the porter.
Once free of the hospital walls, Jane Kelly moved on
with more resolution. An omnibus stood at its station on
one of the avenues. She entered it, and seating herself in
an extreme corner, subsided, to all appearances, into a state
of passive indifference.
The omnibus heaved and rumbled on its way, receiving
here and there a woman of the lower classes, or a half intoxicated
man passing home to his family after a primary
meeting or a reunion in some corner grocery.
The hospital nurse got out where Nassau Street verges
from Chatham, and disappeared after walking half a dozen
blocks down one of the cross streets. We find her again
threading her way up through the darkness of a large building,
divided into offices and rooms of various sizes, mostly
untenanted at that hour of the night. The passages were
profoundly dark; the staircase narrow, winding in and out
with no regard to architectural rules; in some places considerably
out of repair, while in others bits of coal and peanut
husks crunched underfoot, and gave evidence of a general
state of untidiness perceptible even in the dark.
39At last the woman came to a wooden door, at which she
paused. A gleam of light stole through a crevice over the
threshold, and struggled around an iron key half turned in
the lock. With this came a faint noise as of some person
moving within.
Jane Kelly knocked at this door, rather timidly, as if she
were a little uncertain about the place she sought.
There was no answer. But the noise of a moving chair,
and a shuffle of feet as if approaching the door, kept Jane
Kelly stationary. After some delay the door was partially
opened and a face looked through.
“Who are you? What do you want here with a veil on
that nobody can see through? Go away,” said a sharp,
angry voice.
“You told me to come!” said the woman, lifting her veil
and bending forward that her features might be seen.
“Not at this time of night,” cried the voice, which now
exhibited a slightly foreign accent; and, without having
really seen the face presented for her inspection, the woman
who owned it was about to close the door entirely.
“You don’t know me. I came from Bellevue,” said the
nurse; “you told me to come, and I’m here.”
“Bellevue, Bellevue. Oh! and in the night. Come in;
has anything happened? anybody dead, eh?”
The door was flung open more generously, and the visitor
half pulled, half invited through.
CHAPTER IV. MADAME DE MARKE.
The room in which Jane Kelly found herself was almost
in darkness. Some smouldering embers sent faint red
gleams from an open fireplace, over which a strip of coarse
40bagging had been nailed to keep in the smoke, and by this
she could only discover that a poverty-stricken look pervaded
everything around her. A small weird-like woman
stood but half revealed by the light, gazing sharply upon
her. Spite of the darkness, she felt that two keen black
eyes were piercing her through and through.
All at once the woman stooped, and taking a handful of
shavings from an old candle-box that stood on the hearth,
flung them upon the embers.
A burst of light revealed a smoke-begrimed room, a tattered
old bed, some broken chairs tied together with coarse
twine, and a rickety table. The sudden light was greeted
by a hoarse croaking which came from the direction of the
bed; but the flash was so transient that these things left little
impression on the girl’s mind, which fastened entirely on
the woman herself. Lean, spare, pinched in all her features,
grim, unwashed, witch-like, the owner of that room stood in
its midst, with the sudden radiance full upon her one minute,
and the next she was lost in shadows—all but the eyes,
which were still peering into Jane Kelly’s face.
“Holy mother! I shall have to light the candle, after all.
Waste, waste, nothing but waste. Stand still while I get at
a coal of fire. Don’t move, or you might tread on the cat,
and she won’t like it.”
Here the woman went rattling among some loose articles
of crockery on the table, and falling upon her knees before
the fireplace, ignited a tallow candle with much puffing and
blowing. Then she stood up, held the candle over her
head, and searched her visitor from head to foot.
“There, there, sit down,” cried the woman, sweeping a
lean, gray cat from the rush-bottom of an old chair with one
broken arm, and presenting it to her guest in a quick, eager
way.
“Any news?—anything to tell? Why should you come
so late? Why don’t you speak?”
“Yes, I’ve got news. It’s all over——”
41“What? Dead? Really dead? But which of ’em?
Not both? That would be too good luck! Not both, eh?”
“No, madame, that isn’t just true yet. But to-morrow
will tell the story. If it hadn’t been for a woman in the
ward, who would give the medicine after I’d forgot it agin
and agin, you might have saved the expense of two graves.
Something interesting, you know, in burying a baby on its
mother’s bosom.
“‘We laid you down to sleep, Mary,
With your baby on your breast.’
“Sweet song, isn’t it, ma’am? that is what I call touching.”
“What are you talking about touching? Poetry! froth
and nonsense! I thought you came here on business—to
tell me something.”
“So I did; haven’t I told you that the baby was dead?”
“But she! how about her?”
“She was just agoing, when the doctor——” Jane Kelly
broke off suddenly, for Madame De Marke sprang to her
feet and caught her by the dress. Jane understood this sort
of thing and flung her off rudely enough.
“Then she isn’t dead?” cried the woman, working the
long, sharp nails of her right hand fiercely against the palm.
“But the child? Is that dead and buried?”
“Oh! I saw that nicely stowed away among a heap of
little coffins, on a wheelbarrow, and ready to be bundled off
to the dead-house. All right with the baby!”
“You’re sure there’s no mistake?”
“Sure? Didn’t I put on its cotton shroud myself,—a
mighty scant thing, only just wide enough to wrap around its
little limbs without a fold? I marked the coffin, too, with my
own hands, letter L, with chalk. If you want to be satisfied,
it’s easily found, and can be kept till the mother is
ready. It’ll save expense, besides being so interesting.”
“Expense!” cried the occupant of the room, with a look
42of sharp anxiety. “Expense! I thought the city bore
that. Do they charge for putting a miserable baby into
Potter’s Field?”
“No, but then most people like a single grave, you know;
it only costs a dollar.”
“Only costs a dollar! as if dollars were made to fling
into Potter’s Field. Why, woman, do you know how much a
dollar is worth? How much interest it will bring, how
many years it will take a dollar to double? A dollar for a
dead baby! If I’d spent dollars so extravagantly, do you
think I should ‘a’ been rolling in gold now, rolling, rolling in
it—do you hear?”
Jane Kelly cast a rather scornful glance around the miserable
chamber, with its naked floor, single bed, and coarse
wooden chairs. This did not look much like rolling in gold.
“You don’t believe me? you think I lie. Very well, very
well. You fear that I cannot pay up; very well again; we
shall see to that!”
“It’s no joke,” said Jane Kelly, who really did begin to
fear for the safety of her bribe, after discovering the nakedness
of the land. “It’s no joke to do what I’ve done; and
a poor body like me might be a trifle anxious about the pay,
without blame, let me tell you, ma’am.”
“Did you kill the baby?” inquired Madame De Marke,
in a low, cunning whisper. “Because if you did, of course
that makes a difference. Did you kill it?”
Jane sat silent, tempted to assent; for the woman’s words
seemed to promise a heavier reward, if crime had really been
committed; and her rapacity overcame her prudence.
“Did you kill it?” eagerly repeated the woman.
“Don’t ask me!” answered the nurse, drawing down her
veil as with a spasm of remorse, “I don’t want to think
about it.”
“Then you did kill it!” cried the woman, and her little,
black eyes twinkled with mingled cupidity and malice.
43“The price ought to be doubled, ma’am. One’s conscience
is worth something.”
“Double! oh, ho! Double, is it?” cried Madame De
Marke, rubbing her long, thin hands together with malicious
glee. “Why, woman, it’s you that should give me
money for keeping your wicked secret, Mary Mother forgive
me.”
Madame reached forth her hands, and took a golden crucifix,
with a piece of twine attached, from a ridge over the
fireplace which marked the line where a mantelpiece had
been, and kissed it reverently.
The sight of this crucifix, which was of pure gold and
exquisitely wrought, gave Jane Kelly renewed confidence in
the ability of her employer to reward the service she had
rendered. Though a poor match for the shrewd and singular
woman with whom she had to deal, Jane was quick-witted
enough to see her mistake. But she allowed Madame
De Marke to go on, while her own thoughts were taking
form.
“You see,” whispered madame, fixing her sharp eyes on
the nurse, “you see it is dangerous keeping a secret of this
kind for any one. Then your coming here to-night, people
might suspect me of having some interest in the matter, and
that would never do. Still, for a trifle, say two or three
months’ wages, I will keep silent about it.”
“Two or three months’ wages from me to you!” cried the
nurse, astounded, “from me to you!”
“Why, murder! you know, my dear, murder! you don’t
seem to appreciate the nature of a secret like that.”
“But I have committed no murder. The baby died
naturally. Who talks of murder? I only let it alone.
Where is the law agin that, I’d like to know.”
“You didn’t kill it!” cried madame, with a grim smile,
and still rubbing her hands; “didn’t kill it?”
“‘Masterly inactivity,’ as the papers say, nothing more,”
44answered the nurse, gathering self-possession as she remarked
the rather crestfallen looks of her companion.
“Well, then, if the creature died naturally, what more
can be said about it? Of course, you don’t want money for
a baby that died of its own accord.”
“But I do want money, all you promised, and I will have
it, too.”
“All I promised? how much was that?”
“Two hundred dollars for the baby; four, if both went
together,” answered Jane, resolutely.
“Two hundred dollars!” cried madame, lifting up both
hands, with the long, claw-like nails, like a bird ready to
pounce on his prey. “Two hundred dollars! Is the woman
crazy? Why, it was two dollars; a handsome little fee to
the nurse, for kindness and care of a poor girl that once
lived with me. Two hundred dollars!”
“The poor young mother isn’t dead; and good nursing
may save her. I am a good nurse, when I fancy the patient,
Madame De Marke.”
CHAPTER V. THE MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE.
Madame De Marke was evidently startled by the
threat which Jane Kelly insinuated, rather than
spoke; her eyes fell and were lifted again with a sidelong
glance. Jane read the glance, and her own eyes filled with
the low cunning always uppermost in her nature.
“I have two ways of nursing. That ‘masterly inactivity,’
which worked so well for the baby—regular attention to
the doctor’s directions when he happens to be an experimentalizing
student, or inattention to his orders when he is
honest and knows what he is about. Any one of ’em is
45pretty sure to create a demand for two breadths of cotton
muslin and a pine coffin.”
“And which of these will you take?” asked madame,
anxiously.
“None of them, madame. You don’t choose to settle up,
and I don’t choose to work for nothing. Can’t afford it;
nurses’ pay is next to being a beggar; it’s only two months
since they gave me so much as would keep me.”
“Why, I thought you had been in Bellevue for years?”
“Oh, yes! off and on I have. But then I was only a
nurse with five dollars a month. Not much chance to make
money, except once in a while, when somebody outside
wants a thing hushed up, like this, for instance, or a patient
happens to hide a few dollars under her pillow, which gives
a few lean pickings and stealings to the nurses.”
Madame De Marke’s eyes brightened, and a crafty smile
stole over her lips. “Perhaps she’ll have some money hid
away. I shouldn’t wonder; enough to pay for your trouble
all round; she always was hoarding up. Oh, I have no
doubt you may trust to finding heaps of money between her
beds, but she’ll take care of it while there is a breath of life
in her, never fear that.”
The nurse laughed a low, sly laugh, that rather discomposed
her hostess.
“I’ve searched,” she said; “the poor thing lay insensible
two whole hours.”
“Then you found nothing?” inquired the Frenchwoman,
with a look of keen anxiety.
“Nothing but a little silk bag, with some papers in it.”
“Papers! What were they? I have missed papers.
What were they? Or perhaps you can’t read. Let me
look at the papers.”
“Oh! yes,” answered the nurse, demurely, “I can read.
There was a paper with some poetry on it.”
“Poetry!” cried Madame De Marke, in a tone of ineffable
46contempt, but which gave forth a burst of relief also. “Poetry!
is that all?”
“No,” replied Jane Kelly, with quiet deliberation. “There
was some marriage lines between George De Marke and
Catharine Lacy.”
Though her face was repulsive and dull from want of
washing, Madame De Marke turned pale, and her eyes began
to gleam with fierce desire when Jane told what the papers
were of which she had become possessed. She stretched forth
her hand, and commenced eagerly working the fingers, as a
hungry parrot gropes for his food.
“Give me the lines. They belong to me. My name was
Catharine, and De Marke’s name was George. Give me the
lines. She stole them.”
“Haven’t got them with me,” said Jane, folding the
cloak more closely around her, with real fear that the witch-like
woman would tear them from her bosom, if she knew
that they were about her person.
“But you will bring them?—say to-morrow night.”
Jane Kelly laughed, and looking into the eyes of the eager
woman, muttered,—
“Nothing for nothing.”
“I—I will give you the—that is, a hundred dollars for
the paper,” urged the woman, still working her fingers
eagerly.
“To-night?”
“Well, yes, if you give up the paper; but then for cash
down there’ll be a discount,—say fifty dollars. Times are
very hard.”
“Not a cent less than the full hundred,” answered the
nurse resolutely.
Madame De Marke sat restlessly in her chair. The idea
of parting with so much money was absolute torture. A
hundred dollars! Why, she did not spend more than half
that sum on herself during a whole year; and for that insolent
47wretch to ask so much for a single scrap of paper! the
very thought enraged her.
“Say seventy-five now,” she pleaded, in a wheedling tone,
weaving her fingers softly together.
“I don’t want to sell the paper. If the girl gets well, as
I mean she shall, it’ll be worth more than a hundred dollars
to her.”
“But she has no money.”
“Well, I can afford to do without money when a kind
act is to be done. The city government always gives me a
home and work when I want them.”
“Take seventy-five.”
“Well, say seventy-five for the paper, and a hundred for
the baby.”
“The baby again!” snarled Madame De Marke, “it’s
dead of its own accord. I won’t pay a sous for it—not a
sous!”
Jane Kelly hesitated a moment, looked around the room
as if afraid of being overheard, and then leaning forward,
whispered a few words in Madame De Marke’s ear.
“I—I’ll give you the money. Seventy-five dollars down,
one hundred when—when it’s all set right.”
“It’s all set right now.”
“Very well, very well, you are a noble girl, Jane. Jane,
what is the name?”
“Kelly—Jane Kelly.”
“You’re a noble girl, Jane Kelly. I’d trust you with
untold gold. No, not gold, there is something very tempting
in gold, too tempting for human nature; but I’d trust
you with silver untold, silver or bank-notes, if I only had
them about me. But the times are so hard. Say fifty dollars
down, all in solid silver; it’ll make your heart jump
to hear the dollars fall upon each other. I tell you it’s
enough to break one’s heart when such music goes the other
way. Now you will take the fifty, that’s a dear good soul.”
48Jane shook her head stubbornly.
“Now consider how much money is worth just now; fifty
dollars is worth a hundred at any other time.”
Jane Kelly arose and prepared to go. Bad as she was,
this woman’s clinging avarice disgusted her.
“Well, well, if you will be so hard-hearted, I must try
and raise the money, though how it is to be done I can’t
begin to tell. Wait a minute. Just step out into the passage,
that’s a nice girl.”
CHAPTER VI. THE DIAMOND EAR-RINGS.
Jane stepped into the passage, and Madame De Marke
closed the door after her. In the upper portion of the
door was a narrow sash window, covered inside with a faded,
red valance, through which the light came with a dull, lurid
glow. It will be remembered that Madame De Marke had
kindled the end of a tallow candle after the entrance of her
visitor, and thus the meagre room was in some sort illuminated.
Jane naturally kept her eyes on this curtain, for all without
was profoundly dark. All at once she discovered a corner
of the faded maroon folded back, leaving a small, triangular
corner of the glass uncovered. To this corner the
nurse bent her eye, and saw Madame De Marke half-way
under the bed, where she looked more like a bundle of old
clothes crowded away from sight, than a human being.
By her side, upon the soiled floor, stood an ink-bottle
with its neck choked up by the swaling stump of her candle.
For a moment, the body of Madame De Marke almost disappeared
49under the bed, then she crept slowly backward,
upon her hands and knees, dragging what had once been a
small soap-box, after her.
When once free from the bed, Madame De Marke arose
softly to her feet, crept toward the door, and tried the lock
to be certain that it was secure. Then she gave the valance
a pull, which, fortunately for Jane, rather increased the
scope of vision, which, for the moment, she was admonished
not to enjoy.
After satisfying herself that all was right, Madame De
Marke seated herself on the floor, and drawing the ink-bottle
close to her side, unlocked one of the iron bands that
had been fastened around the box, and cautiously lifted the
lid, raising the light in her left hand as she proceeded.
Again she looked over her shoulder, holding her breath and
half closing the lid. But perfect silence gave her confidence,
and with a slow movement, as if each motion were a pang,
she began to count out some gold pieces, which she laid in
her lap with great caution, lest the gold should clink, and
thus reach the ears which she knew must be listening outside
the door.
All at once she stopped, held a half-eagle between her
fingers, where it began to quiver and gleam from the unsteady
motion of her hand, while a look of indescribable
craft stole over her face. With both her eager hands, she
huddled the gold back into its repository, and in its place
drew forth a tattered morocco jewel-case that once had been
purple, but had now a most shabby appearance, till she unclosed
the lid and revealed a treasure that made Jane Kelly’s
heart leap in her bosom.
The concentrated light of the candle fell within the casket,
and she knew by the rainbow gleams and sparkles flashing
out, that jewels of price were almost within her grasp.
Now Jane had a great passion for trinkets of all kinds,
and it is doubtful if the whole of the bribe for which she
50waited, would not have taken the form of some paltry ornament
within twenty-four hours, had it been paid down in
gold. As it was, she pressed her eye close to the glass, and
peered gloatingly down upon the burning stones, conscious
of their brightness, and with a dazed sense of their value.
Directly Madame De Marke closed the casket, and thrust
it into the depths of a soiled pocket, that hung between her
ragged calico dress and a repulsive under-shirt made from
the fragments of an old patch-work bed-quilt. Then she
clasped the iron bars over her box, and going down upon her
hands and knees again, thrust it away out of sight, reappearing
feet foremost, while her face, as it looked out from
under her arm, had the aspect of a laughing hyena, so visible
were the workings of some new-born diabolical craft
upon it.
“Now what is she about? what is it makes her smile so?”
thought Jane Kelly, recoiling from the window-pane with
a shudder, for as the woman arose her sharp eyes were turned
that way. “Is she a witch? Does she know that I am
peeping? Is that gold? Is the case——”
She broke off suddenly, and shrunk backward into the
darkest corner of the passage, cowering down as if she had
been seated on the floor and was but just aroused.
Madame De Marke opened the door, and her little, sharp
face peered out.
“Come, come—hist, have ye gone?” she whispered.
“No, I am here; the darkness makes me drowsy, that’s
all!” answered Jane, coming forward, “especially after
watching so many nights without a wink of sleep.”
“Step in quick—why there’s heat enough gone through
the door already to warm a barn. Heat costs money, don’t
you know that? It’s enough to ruin one to have company
in this way, wasting everything.”
Jane entered the room.
“You haven’t thought better of it? You are resolute to
51strip me of more money than I can save in a year? You
won’t relent, eh?”
“I want the money, ma’am, nothing more. It’s my just
right. I’ve earned it, if anybody on earth ever did.”
“And you won’t take anything but money, not money’s
worth, now?” cried madame, peering eagerly into the face
of her visitor.
“Why? Haven’t you got the change handy?” asked Jane,
with her thoughts fixed longingly on the jewels she had seen.
“The change! She calls seventy-five dollars change. As
if a lone woman, like me, ever had so much money by her
at once.”
Jane thought of the gold she had seen, but still her wishes
turned to the diamonds in preference, and she said quickly,
“Well, money or money’s worth. I don’t much care
which, so long as it’s the genuine article.”
“Well,” said the old woman, drawing the casket slowly
from her pocket, and opening it; “here’s something now
worth five times the money, and just the thing for you, with
your plump neck and rosy cheeks. What say? Will ye
have ’em instead of the money, especially as the money
can’t be had just yet?”
“Let me look at them?” cried Jane, eagerly seizing upon
the case. “How they do flash! Ear-rings, breast-pin.
Oh! but they burn like fire. What are they?”
“Diamonds; every one worth heaps of money,” answered
madame;—“took ’em as security for a debt, you know.”
“And will you really let me have ’em?” asked Jane, almost
gasping for breath.
“Well, now you can’t expect ’em all, till there’s been
more work done. Diamonds ain’t picked up from the gutters,
I can tell you.”
“But how many? The ear-rings now. May I have
them?”
She lifted up a long, old-fashioned ear-ring, as she spoke,
52glittering with innumerable pendants, that made her eyes
sparkle as she held it up to the light. “These now?”
“Not all at once,” answered madame, softly, and purring
about her victim like a cat. “Say one ear-ring or the
breast-pin for the papers, and the other ring when that girl
is—is asleep, you know.”
Jane shook her head, and grasped the ear-rings closer in
her hand, gazing upon them with hungry eyes.
“No, no, I’d rather leave the breast-pin, and take both
ear-rings.”
Madame took the casket from her visitor’s hand, and half-closed it.
“If I give both rings for the papers, there is no depending
on the rest. No, no; take one, and come back for the
mate when the whole job is finished.”
“But what good will one ring do me?” cried Jane, almost
with tears in her eyes. “I can’t wear it!”
“But you will soon be after the mate,” answered madame,
holding up the ring in her claw-like fingers, and making the
pendants tinkle before the longing eyes of her guest. “In
three days they will both be yours.”
“Yes! but what if it can’t be done? Some people never
will die without a tussle for it. What good will this be to
me then?”
“You can sell it for three hundred dollars, or pawn it.”
“More than that,” answered madame. “You thought I
wouldn’t be liberal; you higgled about the price. There is
three times the sum in your hand, and without asking, too.”
The low, wheedling tone in which this was spoken would
have created suspicion in a person less eager in her greed.
But Jane clutched the prize in her hand, though she still
cast longing glances at the casket.
“When shall I see you again with news? Remember,
don’t come till you want a mate to that.”
53“To-morrow night; I’ll come to-morrow night, see if I
don’t.”
“Be careful of the ear-ring, dear. Keep it about you.
That Bellevue is such a place for thieves. Now the papers.”
Jane took the little silken bag from her bosom, and gave
it to the eager hands that were extended for it.
“That will do. Now, good night, dear. Come again.
Good night. If you should meet a policeman, just turn
your face toward him, and he’ll know it’s all right. You’ve
got a beautiful face, Jane Kelly, a beautiful face,—no
policeman that sees it will disturb you.”
Jane was now in haste to depart, and made her way out
of the building in safety, though Madame De Marke only
followed her to the nearest flight of stairs, with her candle
and ink-bottle, leaving her to find the rest of her way out
in darkness.
Jane certainly did meet a policeman not many paces from
Madame De Marke’s door, and mindful of the counsel she
had received, her face was turned boldly toward him. He
gave it a searching look, and walked on.
Madame returned to her room, set her light on the bottom
of a chair, and opening the little silken bag, examined its
contents. Then, with a chuckle of intense delight, she drew
forth her treasure-box again, put the papers, and what remained
of the jewels, into it, and then blew out the candle,
rubbing her hands with low, gleeful chuckles, that broke
upon the stillness, at intervals, for half an hour. The woman
had evidently accomplished some great point in her
transactions with Jane Kelly that night.
CHAPTER VII. THE TWO INFANTS.
54
Mary Margaret Dillon lay in the sweet sleep
which so frequently follows exhausting efforts. Clasped
by her right arm she held the strange baby close to her bosom
with persevering charity that lived even in her slumber. But
her motherly face was turned, with the irresistible instincts
of nature, toward the little chubby-faced fellow at her left.
He had been nestling closer and closer under her arm without
arousing her, and now lay drowsily comforting himself
with his little red fist, at which he tussled and worked with
persevering philosophy, now and then giving out a loud, relishing
smack, as if determined to notify the little interloper
how richly he was provided for.
In the energy of his satisfaction, the youngster threw out
his feet, and made his tiny elbows play with a vigor that
soon aroused Mary Margaret. She gathered up the strange
baby to her bosom with a warmer clasp, as if to shield herself
from temptation, and then nestled her loving face down
to the other baby, and bending back her arm to give him a
hug, she began lavishing kisses and blessings upon him.
“Bless the rogue—arrah, bless the crathur! Sure his
ginerous Irish blood is up already in consideration of the
stranger baby; faix, and isn’t he independent, as an Irish
baby born in this blissed land of liberty should be, sure,
continting himself intirely with a taste of his own blissed
little fist, that by the token’ll yet work for his mother whin
she’s feeble and auld. Faix, and wouldn’t the father of
him be a proud man, this minit, if he could see the little
filler acting in all respects like a gentleman intirely?”
Mary Margaret was interrupted in her pleasant natural
talk by a faint shriek that came from the lower end of the
55ward, and starting up from between the two infants, she
threw a skirt over her shoulders and ran down the dim
room. She paused suddenly with an exclamation of terror,
for there upon the cot where we left the pale, young mother,
she saw a form so fair, so wild, and yet so spirit-like, standing
erect in the smoky light, that all the native superstition
of her race rose up to chill her.
“Blessed saints! but it’s a wraith,” she murmured, sinking
gently to her knees, “the poor, beautiful crathur has gone
sure enough, and this is the shadow she has left, och, hone—och,
hone.”
A less fanciful person than good Mary Margaret might have
mistaken the vision hovering about the pauper couch for
something supernatural. The thin, childish face, so white
at the temples and forehead; the burning red of the cheeks;
those wild, feverish eyes flashing like stars; the long, thick
tresses sweeping down in a golden veil to the coverlet, were
full of supernatural loveliness. Mary saw the thin, white
hands and arms uplifted in wild grace; the form, slender,
waving “like the stalk of some tall flower that threatens to
break with the first blast of wind, rising, as it were, into the
night.” It was enough to still the blood in the veins of that
kind woman, and send her frightened speech in fragments
of prayer to her lips.
“Whist—whist! what is it sayin’? for sure it’s words
that I hear. Drink, drink! It’s alive! it’s the poor young
crathur herself clamoring for the drop of could water, and
no one forenent to give it. And I, unnatural heathen that
I am, lying there atween the babies, and sleeping as if the
whole world belonged to me. Water, drink, sartinly, me
poor, white darlint; jest aise yerself down till the pilly and
see if I doesn’t bring yees a hull teapot full.”
It was useless making the request. The poor, young thing
waved to and fro on the bed, flung out her thin hands,
groping in the air for something to lay hold of; then her
56fragile limbs seemed to wither up; she sunk down through
the murky white in a pale heap, covered only from sight by
the abundance of her golden hair.
“Hist, hist! what is the matter, darlint?” said Mary
Margaret, softly dividing the silken waves from the childish
face and attempting to arrange the bed.
The young creature looked up, and a gleam of intelligence
shot through the fever in her eyes.
“I am parched, I want drink, my head throbs, my bosom
is full of aching fire. My hands—put them in cold water,
they are so hot—they will not let me touch it while these
hands are so burning hot.”
“There is no drink here!” said Mary Margaret, searching
among some cups and bowls that stood upon a chair near
the bed, “not a drop of anything.”
Mary ran to her own bed, seized a basin of cold tea that
her kindly persuasion had obtained from one of the nurses,
and held it to the burning lips of the patient. Then she
began to smooth down those long tresses with her hands, and
by a thousand gentle movements intuitive to her womanly
nature, quieted the delirium that had seized upon the poor
girl afresh during the loneliness of night.
As Mary Margaret was performing these kindly offices,
she happened to turn her eyes toward a corner of the room.
There was nurse Kelly, not asleep, as she had at first supposed,
but with her arms folded on a little board table, her
chin resting upon them, and her eyes peering angrily through
the light shed from a smoky lamp hung behind her on the
wall.
Sharp and angry as the notice of a rattlesnake, came that
glance through the darkness; and Mary Margaret’s hands
shook as she sat down the basin of tea with a sort of nervous
terror. Still she was too brave and too earnest for anything
like an ignominious retreat, even from the glare of
those eyes.
57The poor, young patient was relieved by the drink so
kindly given, and lay very quietly, unconscious of the malignant
influence that had crept even to her pauper couch,
unmindful of the gentle care that fell like dew around her.
But the noble Irish woman lingered at her post with an instinctive
feeling that she was needed to keep watch and
ward over that frail life.
But young Ireland in the other cot had at last become
heartily dissatisfied with the state of things in that neighborhood.
The mouth from which his tiny fist was withdrawn
now filled with indignant cries, and Mary Margaret, hastily
gathering the skirt around her shoulders, ran back to silence
the little rebel before he disturbed every patient in the ward.
She lay down by the child outside the bed, supporting herself
on one elbow, for some holy instinct still kept her on
the watch. After she had rested a while, and the voice of
young Ireland had subsided into satisfied and half-cooing murmurs,
she saw the nurse arise cautiously, open a drawer of the
table, and steal round to Catharine Lacy’s bed, over which she
hovered a moment and disappeared in her corner again.
Then came a few moments of silence, broken only by the
deep breathing of the sleepers and a restless moan or two
from the young woman’s cot.
CHAPTER VIII. THE VIAL OF WHITE MEDICINE.
Mary Margaret was strangely wakeful, and as her
child sunk off to rest, she left her bed again and stole down
the ward to see if her charge slept. Then the nurse arose
and came boldly forward. A strange, wheedling smile hung
58around her lips, and there was something in her look that
made Mary Margaret shudder.
“It’s very kind of you, I’m sure, Mrs. Dillon, to be taking
all this trouble for me, that isn’t fit for duty to-night no more
than your baby there. I’m very grateful that you will have
an eye to this poor thing, for my sick headache just uses me
up, and the doctor is very particular about her medicine.
If you’d only take charge now while I catch a little nap, it
would be a charity to more than one; but do be particular
about the medicine.”
Mary Margaret was seized with an unaccountable shudder,
but she answered quite naturally, “Sure and I’ll do me best,
marm.”
“That’s a good soul; don’t forget the medicine, the directions
are all on the bottles, and—and——”
The voice was husky and unnatural, and all around her
mouth settled a strange pallor, as if the sickness of which she
complained had seized with new force upon her.
“I’ll do my best,” repeated Mary Margaret, and she sat
down upon the foot of the poor young creature’s bed like
one who had resolved to guard it well.
The nurse went half-way to her chair in the corner, and
turned back with her face from the light.
“In fifteen minutes it will be time to give her first dose,”
she said, still huskily, and with an effort; “a teaspoonful,
don’t forget.”
“I’ll not forget, will I, me purty darlint?” answered
Mary Margaret, folding the two pale hands of the invalid
between her palms, and gazing upon her with kindly mournfulness.
The nurse stumbled back to her corner as if worn out with
her headache, and sat brooding there, sometimes with her eyes
closed, sometimes with that basilisk glance peering out from
above her folded arms. She reminded you of a rattlesnake
watching amid its own coils.
59Mary Margaret caught these glances once or twice without
appearing to regard them, but they kept her intellect upon
the alert, and without knowing exactly what she was to guard
against, the good woman felt that harm was around her, and
that the evil thing must find her watching. A slight change
in her position threw the light directly across the chair upon
which the cups and vials used about the sick had been placed,
and where she had left her basin of weak tea.
Without having consciously made the discovery, Mary
Margaret became aware that the only vial which stood upon
the chair had been moved, and that its contents, a pale wine
color, had become white as water. Still the vial was the
same, and as she bent over softly to read the label, that was
also unchanged, a “teaspoonful every hour.” This was what
she read and had seen before while searching for drink
among the empty cups.
Why was this? For what object had the contents of that
vial been changed? Who could have done it but the nurse,
and why had she done it? Then Mary Margaret began to
ponder over the change in nurse Kelly’s manner—the
sudden favor into which she had fallen, and an unaccountable
antipathy to give the medicine in that bottle seized upon
her.
“Isn’t it time to give the medicine?” asked a low voice
from the corner. “It should be given on the stroke of the
hour.”
“Yes!” answered Mary Margaret, with a start, “it’s
time.”
She turned her back toward the nurse and received the
light over her shoulder. A pewter spoon lay upon the chair.
She held up the vial, and, pouring a few drops into the
spoon, drank it herself with a rash determination to know,
if possible, what the drug was before she administered it.
It left a strong taste of opium in her mouth; and, quick as
thought, she remembered that morphine was colorless, that
60a few drops would kill, and she had been directed to give
that frail creature a teaspoonful.
Mary Margaret shuddered from head to foot. The blood
seemed curdling in her veins; her plump fingers grew cold
as she clasped the vial. How much had she drank? Would
those few drops be her death? No, no, they could not be
enough. She felt sure that God would not let her perish
there in the midst of her duty.
“Have you given her the medicine?” asked the hoarse
voice again from the clouded corner.
“Not—not yet. I—I am pouring it out,” was the reply,
and setting down the vial, she hastily poured out some tea
into another spoon and gave it to the patient, who smiled
gratefully as the moisture crept through her lips.
“Has she drank it?” asked the nurse, starting up as Mary
Margaret settled the invalid back upon her pillow.
“You see!” answered Mary, pointing to the moist lips of
the girl.
The nurse pushed her away between the cots, saw the vial
with its cork out and moisture about the neck, and her white
lips broke into a half smile, so cold, so deadly, that Mary
Margaret shrunk back as if a snake were creeping across
her feet.
Still the woman did not seem quite satisfied, but took up
the spoon, out of which Mary Margaret had drank, and
touched her tongue to the bowl.
“Oh!” she said, rather in a deep breath than with words,
“oh! now watch, and I will go to bed a while. If she
sleeps, let her!—if she wakes up, call me.”
“And if she is worse, where can I find the doctor?” asked
Mary, gazing wistfully at her enemy through the lamp-light,
and shuddering at the strange sensations that she fancied to
be creeping over her. “The doctor, where is he?”
“Call me if you want any one. Bellevue doctors don’t
come to the beck and call of their pauper patients.”
61“But I must have a doctor!” persisted Mary.
“Must!” echoed the woman, turning deadly white.
“Oh!” and with a slow, cat-like movement she crept back
to the bed, lingered over the pillow an instant and disappeared,
carrying the vial of medicine with her.
Poor Mary Margaret scarcely saw it. Her eyes were
growing so heavy, and an oppressive languor weighed down
her limbs. She forgot every thing, even the fair young
mother, who opened her eyes and asked so meekly for drink
again. All that the poor woman hoped for now was power
to get back to her own pauper cot and die close to her baby.
She thought nothing of the strange nursling then, for all
the feeling left unnumbed in her heart turned to her own
offspring.
Half unconsciously she gave the invalid some drink, and
then moved with slow, leaden steps across the floor. It
seemed as if she had been walking miles when she reached
the bed, and turned back the blankets with her heavy hand.
The two infants were huddled together below the pillows.
One was her own child: with that she wished to lie down
and sleep; but the other, it must not perish with her, some
one must care for it, but who?
Heavier and heavier grew her brain; still, kind thoughts
lingered there last. She took up the strange baby, staggered
with it down the ward, and laid it softly into the fair
bosom of the young girl but late so feverish and delirious.
“It must not starve, and it must not die,” said Mary Margaret,
in her thick, fettered speech. “Take care of it. I—I
must take no baby but my own.”
And with a still slower and more dragging step, Margaret
went back to her cot, fell down, and became senseless as
stone.
The sick girl grew calm as Mary became more and more
like the dead. Her slender arms clasped themselves like
vine tendrils around the child. A smile stole over her
62mouth, and a cool moisture crept, like dew upon the leaves
of a lily, over her neck and forehead. With sweet, drowsy
fondness, she drew the little creature closer and closer to her
bosom—gave out one long sigh of exquisite satisfaction,
and murmured some words which sounded, in their sweet indistinctness,
like the cooing of a ring-dove.
The fever had abated. That wicked nurse was struggling
in vain for the sleep that had fallen so calmly on her intended
victim. Thus with bland, healthful life closing
around her, the young creature was left to her pure motherhood,
dreaming that her own child had crept back close,
close to her bosom, from which the pain was melting away
in soft warm drops, which broke like pearls between the infant’s
lips.
CHAPTER IX. EARLY IN THE MORNING.
Early the next morning Jane Kelly came into the ward,
pale and heavy-eyed, as if she had been watching all
night. Her step was heavy and reluctant as she moved
down between that double row of beds, glancing furtively
over them toward a distant cot, which was that morning the
only point of interest for her. As she drew near that bed,
the woman grew pale and paler. She hesitated and turned
aside; now settling the blanket over some patient; now
stopping to move a pillow, but all the time drawing nearer
and nearer to that one spot.
At last she came to a bed where a woman lay with a
child on her arm, in the deepest and most deathly slumber
that ever fell upon a human being who lived to see the daylight
again. The plump, round face was white as snow
under the voluminous ruffles of a cap, quilled like a dahlia
63and radiating round her head like a sun-flower. Purple
shadows lay all around her closed eyes, and gave a deathly
hue to her lips, which were just ajar, revealing the edges of
strong, white teeth underneath.
“What’s the matter here?” cried the terrified nurse,
seizing Mrs. Dillon by the shoulders, and shaking her till
the cap trembled in all its borders.
Mary Margaret fell back heavily from those disturbing
hands, but neither opened her eyes nor gave a struggle; her
head descended like a log to the pillow, and one hand dropped
over the side of the couch heavily, like the hand of a dead
person.
Jane Kelly’s exclamation had disturbed some of the
sleepers nearest to Mrs. Dillon’s bed. One or two started
up and cried out,—
“What’s the matter? Dear me, what’s the matter?”
“Nothing is the matter!” answered the nurse curtly,
“only some sleep heavy and some don’t, that’s all.”
Then the sleepers settled down to rest again, and Jane,
after placing her hand on the woman’s chest to be sure that
her heart was stirring, went hurriedly down the ward, so
frightened by what she had seen, that she was ready to rush
upon anything that was to come.
She found a lovely young face nestled close down to the
head of an infant, pale, certainly, but with the flush which
lies in the heart of a white rose just dawning on her cheek,
and a smile hovering around her faintly parted lips.
Again Kelly uttered a cry of surprise—hushed on the
moment of its outbreak—she stood over the young mother
frightened and pallid, with the upper lip lifted from her
teeth, like that of a dog who longs to snarl aloud and dares
not. She looked around to make sure that none of the
patients were watching her, then bent her head close to that
smiling mouth, and listened for the breath which was so
hateful to her.
64Yes, the girl breathed. Still the movement of her chest
was almost imperceptible. The perfume of a flower could
have been felt almost as distinctly as the respiration that
kept the dew upon her lips. But Jane Kelly was too wise
in her experience not to know that this was a healthful
sleep; that the rich vitality of youth was there, and nothing
baneful, as she had expected and hoped. The child stirred
and dropped its little hand like a rose-leaf on that fair neck.
Then the smile deepened, and the blue eyes opened.
“Oh, you haven’t come to take him from me! he has
been so good all night. Let him stay, let him stay, nurse!”
“That will be as the doctor wishes, I reckon,” answered
the nurse, in her worst mood, for she was greatly disturbed.
“It isn’t that young fellow, let me tell you—this is one who
won’t listen to no nonsense, if he thinks it isn’t good for you
or the young one; you won’t get leave to keep him now, I
tell you.”
“But it is good for me, I am sure of that, and this poor
little baby, too; see how sweetly it sleeps.”
Jane Kelly gave a sidelong look at the child, muttered
something about the ridiculousness of setting children to
take care of children, and flung herself away from the bed.
Directly, Jane went again to the cot on which Mary
Margaret Dillon was sleeping, what might prove the sleep
of death. Seizing the woman by both shoulders, she half
lifted her from the bed, and shook her vigorously. Putting
her mouth down to the sealed ear, she shouted forth a fierce
oath that aroused every patient in the ward, but had no
effect upon the sleeper.
Jane Kelly was terribly frightened. It might not be
long before the doctor would come in, for some of the
patients were in great danger, and he usually visited such
very early in the morning. If he found Mrs. Dillon still
insensible, and so deathly white, an explanation would be
demanded, and Jane Kelly trembled to think of the result.
65This apprehension made the nurse desperate. All her
efforts had failed to reach the sealed senses of the woman
whose sleep threatened to be eternal. As a last resort, she
snatched up the child, and shook it till its teeth would have
chattered had such appendages been yet given to its mouth;
as it was, the little fellow set up a yell that would have done
credit to the wildest pappoose of the wildest Indian that
ever lived—a yell that reached the locked brain of the
woman, and set the warm motherly blood to beating in her
heart. The deathly look went out from Mary Margaret’s
face. The lips began to stir; her heavy eyelids were slowly
lifted; she turned over on her side, muttering,—
“Was it the mother’s darlint?”
I think Jane Kelly must have pinched young Ireland
directly after this, for he set up another war-whoop, and
this time Mary Margaret started up in her bed and began
to feel blindly around for the child, muttering to herself,
and rocking to and fro; a moment after, she fell upon her
side, and sunk into a sound sleep again, from which all the
efforts of the nurse could not arouse her.
In less than an hour, the doctor did, in fact, come into
the ward, in order to visit one or two patients who required
constant attention. It would have been easy enough for
Jane Kelly to have concealed the condition of Mrs. Dillon;
but young Ireland happened to choose that moment for a
new outbreak. He was getting hungry and did not like
the state of things in his neighborhood at all, and there was
no way of appeasing him short of absolute choking, a process
Jane Kelly longed to put in force, but dared not.
“What is the matter here?” inquired the doctor; “why
don’t the woman take care of her child? This noise will
play the mischief with my patients. Wake her up, nurse,
and have the little fellow silenced.”
“But I can’t; she won’t wake up,” said Jane desperately.
“Won’t wake up; why?” said the doctor, stepping close
66to Mrs. Dillon’s cot. “Dear me, what is this? Has she taken
anything?”
“Yes,” said Jane Kelly, with prompt falsehood, “brandy.
She had visitors yesterday. I found the bottle under her
bed empty.”
“Brandy, and this comes of it. There must be bad management
here, Jane Kelly.”
Jane made no answer, but busied herself in arranging the
room.
CHAPTER X. THE VELVET PRAYER-BOOK AND ITS CONTENTS.
After the doctor had gone, Jane Kelly was putting
fresh straw into the bed on which that young mother
had died only a few hours before. She found a prayer-book
bound in purple velvet, such as fanciful young girls carry to
church, hid away in the loose straw she was throwing out.
Jane instantly seized upon the book and began searching it
leaf by leaf, in hopes of finding some secret hoard of money
concealed in its pages. She was disappointed in this, but
she found a sealed letter which keenly excited her curiosity,
for it was directed to a name that she recognized. A slip
of paper was folded around this letter, on which was written
a wild and blotted request that it should be forwarded at
once, whatever the writer’s fate may be. The name on this
slip of paper was that which had been placed on the wooden
tablet at the head of that young mother’s cot. More than
this, while searching further among the blank leaves, the
woman found a name written that startled her a little, and
suggested a train of thought which held her inactive for
some minutes.
67This name belonged to a lady, well known and of high
standing in all the charitable circles of the city. Jane
Kelly had seen it many a time, heading committees for
calico balls, charity concerts, and all those religious and
philanthropic devices by which money is lured into mercenary
or merciful channels, as the case may be, by a union
of fashion and philanthropy.
Jane Kelly found this lady’s name in a blank leaf of the
prayer-book, which from its date must have been a Christmas
present. Mrs. Cordelia Judson to ——. The name written
here was not that printed on the wooden tablet, but that did
not disturb the train of Kelly’s conjectures; nothing was
more likely than that the real name should be in the book,
and a false one given to the tablet.
These shrewd calculations occupied the woman all the
time she was filling the bed. When the last wisp of straw was
crowded into the tick, she sat down upon it, carefully opened
the imperfectly sealed letter, and read it from beginning to
end. When she folded it again, it was slowly, and that hard
face had softened with a touch of womanly pity.
“Yes, it shall go to him,” she muttered, folding the slip of
paper around the letter; “such men deserve stabbing to the
heart. It shall go, but I must have a copy if I have to
sit up till morning to write it. If that lady is what I think,
it will bring in money. Oh, yes! I will keep a copy of this
letter; poor thing! poor thing! I wish it had been the other.
After all, shall I give the copy to that old Frenchwoman?
No, no; she haggles;—I will take it to the other.” After this,
Kelly gave herself up to such deep thought that she remained
full half an hour sitting upon that straw bed, gathering up
her knees with both hands, and ruminating on the things
she had found; over and over again, she counted the probabilities
of making this discovery valuable to herself. How
came that book there, hid away in the straw bed of a
hospital? Had Mrs. Judson given it to the girl, or had she
68stolen it from the person to whom it had been presented by
this proud lady? It was no uncommon thing for the inmates
of that institution to have prayer-books given by
ladies as lofty in position as Mrs. Judson, but those books
were cheap things from the Bible-House, printed on paltry
paper, and bound in spotted leather that made the fingers
shrink from touching it.
Plenty of such poverty-stricken books were lying about
in the wards all the time; but this was a very different
affair. The book was almost new, the velvet fresh and bright
as the sunny side of a plum. The clasp seemed to be of
pure gold, and the paper was thick, smooth, and of a rich
creamy white that met the touch like satin. These ladies did
not write their names, and call the paupers “dear friends”
when they distributed their pious offerings to the inmates of
the hospital.
Such was the burden of Jane Kelly’s thoughts, as she sat
with her eyes on the ground, and her feet half buried in the
refuse straw just emptied from the bed.
She got up at last, folded the book and letter in an old
pocket-handkerchief, and went to work again, still thoughtful,
and revolving something in her mind.
“If the girl stole it,” she said, talking to herself, as she
sometimes did when no one was by to listen,—“if she stole
it, why, then, the lady will be glad to get it back again, and
no harm done, or good, either, except it may be a dollar-bill
or so on my side of the reckoning. If it really belonged to
the poor creature, and, after all, she looked and talked like
a lady, this rich madam must have known her well, and
there is something at the bottom of it all which may bring
lots of dollar-bills. At any rate, there’s no harm in trying.
That letter gives me courage. I’ll try it, anyhow.”
Jane Kelly now fell to her work with vigor, and directly
where the death-couch of that young girl had been, a cot,
piled high and evened down under a coarse white counterpane,
69stood ghostly and cold, like an enormous grave just
sheeted with snow; and all the ward took that air of chill
cleanliness which, in a large room full of human beings, is
necessary and admirable, but bleak as a desert.
It was a little remarkable that Jane was constantly going
to and fro from the spot where she happened to be at work
to Mrs. Dillon’s bed; that she sometimes felt her pulse, and
once or twice, during the morning, took up young Ireland,
and fed him from a bottle with her own hands.
It was also singular that she never went near the younger
woman, and seemed shy of even looking at her. People are
sometimes seized with repulsion against persons about
whom they have meditated great injury. Was this the
case with Jane Kelly?
It was deep in the day before Mary Margaret was aroused;
but the lusty cries of her child at last broke the leaden sleep
that was upon her, and she sat up in bed, dazed and bewildered,
wondering what it was that made her eyes so heavy,
and had left that throbbing pain in her temples.
She took up the child, with a dreary sense of weight, and
once or twice almost dropped him from her arms from the
heavy dulness that would not be shaken off.
“I’ve been draimin’ sure,” she said, looking about for
the child. “Arrah, here he is, wide-awake, wid his fist
doubled under his cheek, and his eyes smothered wid the
tears, bad luck to me!”
All at once she seemed to remember something; for,
dropping the child on the bed, she got off at the side, and,
with her limbs trembling and her head reeling, went to
the bed occupied by Catharine Lacy and the infant that
had been lent to her. When she saw Catharine lying there,
with a smile on her lips, and the babe sound asleep in her
arms, the good woman gave a little shout, and fell down on
her knees by the cot, exclaiming, “Glory to God! there she
is to the fore; I’ve been draiming. Glory! amin!”
70“What is it—what makes you so glad?” said a sweet
voice from the bed. “Oh, Mrs. Dillon, I have been sleeping
so sweetly.”
Mary Margaret did not seem to hear this. The sting of
some sharp anxiety had aroused her for a moment; but
when that was removed, the heavy, slumberous feeling came
back. Lifting herself from the bed, she moved toward her
own cot, swaying heavily to and fro as she walked; but all
the while she was muttering thanksgiving for some great
mercy received or danger escaped. Directly she reached
her own bed, Mary Margaret fell asleep again, taking care
of her child dreamily, and with her eyes now and then unclosing
when he grew absolutely impatient.
It was the sudden appearance of Jane Kelly that thoroughly
aroused her. Had a rattlesnake forced itself across her
bed, it is doubtful if she would have shrunk from it more
nervously. The sight of that face brought all the transactions
of the night before to her mind, and she called out,
“Don’t come near me! Don’t touch me!”
“Who wants to touch you, woman, after a drunken sleep
like that? Be quiet now, or I’ll have you turned out of the
hospital.”
Mary Margaret gazed on the woman in speechless astonishment.
“Drunken!—me! me!”
Here the poor woman burst into a passion of angry, fierce
crying, for the insult of that insinuation stung her like a
wasp.
“Yes, woman, you, you! The doctor saw you; all the
women in the ward saw you, lying there dead in for it. If
it hadn’t been for me, you would have overlaid that cub
of yours and smothered him. Don’t look at me in that
way. You ought to hide your head.”
Mary Margaret’s eyes were wide open now. She charged
with drinking—she, who never touched a drop year in and
year out, not even when Dillon brought his friends to their
71home, or took her out to a wake. The charge was abominable.
“Jane Kelly,” she said, rubbing the tears from her eyes;
“you know that there isn’t a word of truth in what you say.
It wasn’t brandy, but something worse, ten thousand times
worse, that I took.”
“And what was that?” inquired Jane, placing her arms
akimbo and taking altogether a fighting attitude, which
rather terrified Mary Margaret, for she was not strong
enough for a combat, had any idea of the kind been in her
thought.
“I don’t know what it was, but there was morphine in it
and it put me into a sleep that was like dying.”
Jane Kelly laughed violently, holding her sides and
appealing to the women around her with repeated nods of
the head.
“Morphine, was it? ha! ha! and where did you get it?
there now, where did you get it?”
“I got it from the vial you put by that young crathur
there, and told me to give her a taespoonful every once in
a while. White it was, and I have the taste of it in my
mouth this minute.”
Jane Kelly darted down to the young woman’s bed and
brought back a vial half full of some red liquid.
“White, is it?” she cried, holding the vial up to the general
gaze, “and morphine? ha! ha!—just a taste of innocent
paregoric, that wouldn’t hurt the baby in her arms, if she
fed it to him by the teaspoonful. Why there isn’t an
hour’s sleep in the whole of it. No, no, I’ll show you where
she got her morphine.”
Here Jane made a dive under Mrs. Dillon’s bed, and came
forth with a junk bottle, which she shook triumphantly in
sight of all the curious eyes drawn upon her by this discussion.
“Empty!” she exclaimed, “not a drop left. This woman
drinks morphine by the bottleful! ha-ha! by the bottleful!”
72Here the young patient sat up in her bed and gazed upon
the scene with disturbed eyes,—Jane Kelly with the bottle in
her hand and a sneering laugh on her lips, Mrs. Dillon sitting
on the side of her bed, crimson with anger, her face
wet with tears, and her cap-borders drooping like dahlias
after a two days’ rain; half the patients in the ward leaning
upon their elbows and listening with eager curiosity. This
was what the young creature saw.
“No, no,” she cried, and her sweet voice ran through the
discord like the chime of a silver bell stealing through a
clash of iron. “She did drink something from the vial; I
saw her. I know it was from the vial, and I know that it was
white; you took that vial away, Kelly, and put the other in
its place; my eyes were almost shut, but I saw you.”
Mary Margaret clasped her hands in an outbreak of
gratitude, and holding them up called out,—“Do
ye hear that now? Hasn’t the holy Virgin sent down
one of her angels to confound yer wid yer own lies, Jane
Kelly. Now just put that bottle away and niver show the
likes again—taking away a respectable married woman’s
character. Put it away, put it away, an’ maybe the holy
Mother may give me grace ter forgive yez entirely, but don’t
let the old mon know what yez been at, or he’d break ivery
bone in yer body and think it a pleasure.”
With this, Mary Margaret, satisfied that her vindication
was complete, curled herself into the bed, took young Ireland
to her motherly bosom, and told the rest of her griefs to him
in sobs and whispers, which he was far too busy to care much
about—the spalpeen!
The exertion the young patient had made, left her panting
for breath, while drops of weakness gathered upon her forehead
like rain upon a lily.
Jane Kelly meantime left the ward, swinging the empty
bottle by the neck.
CHAPTER XI. JANE KELLY FINDS AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.
73
That night a house on Murry Hill was lighted up with
more than usual splendor, not exactly for a party, for
then those broad stone steps would have been carpeted to the
street, and a sound of music would have been heard by
every passer-by. Still there were sufficient indications of
company; all the front windows were ablaze with light. The
large gas lanterns on each side the steps flooded the
pavement with their radiance. The soft hum of voices
came faintly through draperies of lace and curtains of satin,
and there seemed to be a good deal of commotion in the
basement, quite enough to justify the idea of a large party
gathered socially.
All this troubled Jane Kelly, who stood by the stone railing
with the velvet prayer-book under her shawl, doubtful
whether she had not better put off her errand to another day,
than risk a denial at the door. Jane was not a woman to
hesitate over small difficulties. She was seized with curiosity
to know what was going on in that lofty mansion, and went
down the basement-steps as if she belonged there.
A sharp pull at the bell brought a servant to the hall-door,
a woman-servant, for the men were all up-stairs, dressed
like ministers, and with white gloves on their hands.
“Why, Ellen Burns! is it you?”
“Hush.”
The servant lifted up both hands with something like
terror, when she uttered this word, and looked over her
shoulder to make certain that no one was listening.
“Come in,” she said, in a whisper; “but not one word
about the hospital; I should lose my place if it were known
that I had ever been a nurse there.”
74“Is the lady as particular as that?” answered Jane,
sinking her voice and slipping inside the door. “Well, well,
never fear, I know how to keep a close mouth, you know that
of old.”
“Yes, yes, I know,—step in here,—you have come at a
fortunate time; two of the girls are up-stairs, and the men
are all so busy that we can have the parlor here almost to
ourselves.”
Jane slipped through the door opened for her, and found
herself in a room that struck her as sumptuous.
“Won’t the lady come down and catch us in her parlor?”
she asked a little anxiously.
Ellen laughed, and throwing herself on a sofa, made room
for Jane by her side.
“She come here! Why, this is the servants’ parlor, Jane
Kelly; we have nice times here, I tell you, especially when
she is away at the watering-places;—not that we stay here
much, why should we when the drawing-room is more convenient,—such
balls and parties as we have! such wine! to
say nothing of——, well, no matter. Tell me what brought
you here, of all places in the world?”
“No, tell me more about your way of living. It must be
sumptuous; I should like it.”
“Like it! of course you would; double the wages you get,
and half the work.”
“No vacancy? One would not get in with the help of a
friend like you, Ellen. I should like it, you know.”
“Impossible,” said Ellen, firmly.
“I thought so. Well, never mind. You were speaking
about parties and wine—champagne, perhaps?”
“Plenty of it—like water, in fact—that is, when she’s
away.”
“But how do you get it?”
“She takes the keys of the wine-cellar, of course, but
careful as a woman can be, such things will sometimes be
75mislaid or lost. Hers got lost one day. She had to get a
locksmith and have another made. Singular, wasn’t it? but
weeks after I found that very key in my pocket.”
“Very singular,” said Jane demurely.
“Isn’t it, now? but our little parties have gone off splendidly
ever since.”
“I should think so,” said Jane; “I only wonder you
never thought to invite me.”
“Couldn’t,” answered Ellen, shaking her head. “The
aristocracy would have turned up its nose clear through the
basement. Nothing but first-class ladies and gentlemen get
into these little swarrys,—ladies’ maids, footmen, and so
on,—awfully rechercher, I can tell you. Why, some of us
wear real diamonds; I don’t, for my duties are down-stairs,
but you may bet on it the girls that take care of their
mistress’s things shine now and then.”
“Real diamonds,” said Jane Kelly, feeling hastily in her
pocket, and drawing out a paper box which she opened,
“something like that, maybe.”
“Goodness gracious! where did you get it?” cried the
girl, snatching at the diamond ear-ring, which flashed and
quivered in the gas-light.
“At any rate, it’s my own and borrowed from no mistress,
you may stake your life on that—so you see that I can cut
a splash when I want to.”
“Let me see the other,” said Ellen, reaching forth her
hand toward the box.
“Oh, they are exactly alike, of course,” answered Jane,
crowding a tuft of pink cotton wool into the box; “mates,
you know, and worth lots of chink.”
“How did you come by them? now, tell me.”
“Never you mind; they belong to me, and I can wear
them before the Queen of England if I like.”
“Well, you have been lucky!”
“Some folks are lucky one way, and some another,—you
76are great on wine and aristocratic company—I—no
matter about me,—I’m not good enough for these little
swarrys.”
“Oh, but I didn’t say that. You always was a stylish
girl, Jane, and those rings are sumpt’us. With them in your
ears, and coming as my friend, what could be said agin you?
Got other things to match, I dare say.”
“Well, yes,” answered Jane, after a moment’s hesitation,
“or that which will get ’em.”
Ellen put a finger to her lips and fell into thought. Jane
watched her with side glances, while she packed away her
ear-ring in the pink cotton.
“I should be glad to have you come like a princess—you
could look it, Jane Kelly. I’ve often heard young doctors
say how handsome you was; among all us nurses, you always
would cut the widest swath. If you’ll promise to sweep over
some of these topping ladies’ maids and outshine ’em out
and out, I’ll get you an invite to our next.”
“I’ll do it,” said Jane with emphasis. “Trust me, I’ll
walk right straight over ’em.”
“That is just what I shall glory in. O Maria! how you
startled me; this is my friend, Miss Kelly, just got in from
New Haven, where she has been living with, with—”
“The president of the College—lovely family,” said
Jane.
The young person thus addressed put one hand into the
pocket of her dainty white apron, and dropped a little
curtsy which had plenty of reservations in it. Then she
went to a glass and arranged the hair that rolled tightly
back from her forehead, patting it coquettishly on each temple
with her hand.
“I—I am glad to see your friend, Ellen, though just this
minute it is the least mite of a disappointment. Mr. Simpson
asked me to be in the parlor about this time. He will
be bringing things down, you know, and I was going to ask,
77as the greatest favor, that you would take my place up-stairs
awhile. I hope your friend will excuse me mentioning it.”
“Don’t let me keep you,” said Jane, rising with the air
of an empress.
“Couldn’t you go up-stairs with me?” said Ellen, greatly
impressed by this grand air. “It is only to sit there while
I get the ladies’ things as they come up.”
Jane hesitated. She saw that her chances of an interview
with Mrs. Judson were very small, but still the temptation
to see more of the house had its force.
“Oh, don’t let me drive your friend away!” said the
girl they called Maria, settling her apron with great nicety.
“I would not have spoken for the world if I had dreamed
of such a thing.”
“I am not going away, thank you,” answered Jane, with
a fling of the head which delighted her friend. “Ellen
wants me to go up-stairs with her, and I’m agoing.”
Now, the girl Maria did not care a fig where either Ellen
or her friend went, so long as they left the servants’ parlor
to her and Mr. Simpson, who had with his own white-gloved
hands put away some dainties for this special occasion.
These dainties the two had no idea of sharing with any
one, much less had Maria the least intention of giving a
portion of Mr. Simpson’s society to either of the two females
whom, much to her disgust, she had found in occupation
when she came into the parlor.
“Dear me, I’m so afraid I’ve disturbed you! hadn’t the
least intention of doing it; perhaps I had better go up-stairs
again.”
Here Maria seated herself in a rocking-chair, shook out
her dress, made herself generally comfortable, and concealed
a yawn behind her hand.
“That’s just like her,” said Ellen, as she went up-stairs
with her guest. “She thinks there is nobody on earth but
herself; just as if Mr. Simpson ever asked her; she don’t
wait for that, let me tell you.”
78“I should like to have her for a patient, that’s all,” said
Jane Kelly, giving her hand a fierce grip. “Wouldn’t I
let her beg for drink? Oh, no!”
“Hush!” whispered Ellen; “we are close by the dressing-room—some
one may be there.”
Jane became silent on the instant, and walking almost on
tiptoe, followed her friend along the upper hall.
CHAPTER XII. THE CONFERENCE IN MRS. JUDSON’S CHAMBER.
Ellen opened a door at the upper end of the hall, and
Jane Kelly found herself in a spacious chamber, brilliantly
lighted, with a broad, tall mirror rising from floor to
ceiling, and a Psyche glass swinging between gilded supporters,
in which she saw herself from head to foot.
Several easy-chairs, shrouded in white linen, stood about
the room, and a bed, canopied with lace and crimson satin,
was laden down with loose garments, which betokened the
presence of ladies enough for a large dinner-party.
On the dressing-table, toilet articles lay about as if but
recently used. Combs and ivory-handled brushes, carved
into richness, were scattered over the white marble, and on
a table close by, an elaborate dressing-case stood open with
all its crystal flasks and cases exposed, glittering with gold,
and, in some instances, surmounted with exquisite cameos
that might have befitted a lady’s necklace.
Jane Kelly, after gazing about the room in wonder at its
costliness, went up to this dressing-case and began to handle
the dainty articles it contained. Ellen turned upon her
sharply enough,—
79“Don’t,” she said. “You will get me into trouble.”
Jane’s eyes flashed; she settled the flask which she had
been examining into its place with an angry jerk. “Are
you afraid that I shall steal something?” she demanded
rudely. “If you are, say so.”
“There now, you are going off into one of your old tempers,
Jane Kelly. I a’n’t afraid of anything of the sort;
but you aren’t used to handling such things; why, one of
them bottles is worth two months of your wages.”
“Well, let her keep ’em; I have no use for such things;
wouldn’t take ’em for a gift if it wasn’t to sell ’em again, not
I. Things that one can wear are worth having; but I
wouldn’t give shucks for a load of gimcracks like these.
Who wants ’em to dress with?”
After expressing her disdain of Mrs. Judson’s dressing-case,
Kelly turned her back upon it, and took a full-length
portrait of herself in the mirror.
“Well,” she said, throwing the shawl around her, and
shaking out the ribbons of her bonnet, “I think the woman
in that glass is quite as good-looking as that whiflet down-stairs,
with her white apron, and her hair combed back like
a Chinaman. How I wanted to shake her.”
“Now, if I was you—” said Ellen, beginning to feel uncomfortable
about her guest.
“Well, what if you was me?”
“I would just take off my bonnet and shawl, so that the
ladies, if any of ’em come up, would not think it strange.
I will hang them up in the hall-closet, and give you a nice
apron to put on—that is, if you have a mind to stay longer.”
Jane did not take the hint given in these words. She had
made up her mind to stay and get an interview with the
lady of the house, if possible. With this intent she took
off her bonnet and shawl, gave them to Ellen, and invested
herself in the dainty white apron which her friend brought
from another room.
80“Now,” she said, with a mocking smile, “you needn’t
fidget yourself any more about me. I’m neither going to
steal nor disgrace you. I wasn’t brought up so deep in the
woods as you seem to think—had more education than a
dozen such creatures as that down-stairs, and know more
than fifty of ’em rolled into one. Now sit down here, and
let us two have a talk.”
Ellen drew a seat close to the cosy chair in which Jane
Kelly placed herself.
“Well, what shall we talk about—old times?”
“Old times—not a bit of it; the very name of that hospital
makes me sick. I want to get out of it, and mean to.
No, no; tell me about your own way of living. What kind
of a lady is this Mrs. Judson?”
“Oh,” said Ellen, “she’s one of the nicest ladies in the
world, of course.”
“Why of course?”
“Because I live with her, and she pays me good wages.
I’m not going to run down the bridge that carries me over.”
“Not in a general way; but to me, just for the sake of
telling the truth to an old friend, you know.”
“Well, if you must know, she’s an old cat.”
“Exactly,” said Jane, with a nod of the head.
“One of your charitable women.”
“Gives away prayer-books and Bibles, no doubt.”
“Plenty of them; tracts, too; but the Bible-House always
finds the books, make sure of that.”
“Isn’t the woman to give away velvet-bound prayer-books
or things of that kind at her own expense, ah?”
“What, she? Well, yes, if the person she gave ’em to
was rich enough not to care for them. On Christmas-day I
have known her do such things.”
“When?”
“Why, what do you care? She won’t give you one, I’ll
be bound.”
81“I wasn’t thinking of that—only talking for talk’s sake.”
“Promiscuous?”
“Exactly. Now tell me, just for fun, you know, who did
she ever give a prayer-book to?”
Ellen drew her chair close to Jane, and spoke in a
low voice.
“That’s a family secret, Jane Kelly, and you must not
ask me about it.”
“A family secret; just the thing—and not tell me!
That isn’t like you, Ellen; such old friends as we have
been. Didn’t I always keep your little affairs close?”
“I know; but one word about this would cost me my
place.”
“But who’s going to say the word? Not Jane Kelly,
you may be bound.”
“No, I could trust you; but what good would there be in
telling?”
“True enough,” said Jane, leaning back in her chair.
“I don’t suppose there is anything to tell. Houses like
this are always stupid places for a clever girl to live in.
At the hospital one has variety, and can boss it over the
women. I might have known that you had nothing to tell.”
“But I have—only it’s dangerous. Bend your head
close, Jane, and I’ll tell you all about it,—enough to make
you cry.”
Jane turned her head, and Ellen stooped toward her,
speaking low and eagerly. If Jane was interested, she only
gave indications of it now and then by a brief question.
“And she did not know where the girl went—has no
idea about her?”
“No, she hasn’t; and it troubles her—my! how it does
trouble her. When they come, there’ll be questions she
won’t know how to answer. I wouldn’t be in her place for
both your diamond ear-rings.”
“Has she tried to find her?”
82“Of course she has, but quietly, you know. Had a detective
here one day up in her own room. Thought we servants
did not know; but there’s nothing going on that we
do not understand.”
“Exactly!” said Jane Kelly, leaning back in her chair
as if tired of the subject. “Now tell me who are the people
down-stairs?”
“Oh, it’s a meeting of the Society—the annual meeting.
Quite a mission—fashionable people from the Hill, and
pious people from the side-streets—come early and go home
by eleven. They are likely to be upon us any minute.”
“Well, what am I to do when they come?” inquired
Jane.
“Oh, be ready to put on their cloaks, and hand pins as
they want them. It’s only the Murry-Hillers that will
want attention—the others wear over-shoes, and put them
on with their own hands. I never offer to do it for them, at
any rate.”
“Hush!” said Jane; “they are coming now.”
CHAPTER XIII. MRS. JUDSON DISTRIBUTES THE FUNDS.
The party down-stairs, though considered by the lady of
the house as an unceremonious affair, proved in every
way successful. A great deal of philanthropy had been discussed,
with the terrapin and chicken-salad at the supper-table.
At each stage of the refreshments some narrator reached a
mission station in India, or descanted on the enormous good
some female enthusiast had done in travelling twice to
Jerusalem and back again. These things, it is true, were in
83many instances whispered over in the sweetest of low voices,
after a fashion that might have been mistaken for flirtations
in persons of less exalted piety; but no suspicion of that kind
could rest here; the very looking-glasses in that superb
drawing-room would have veiled their faces from a reflection
so undignified and improper. Early that week, there
had been a grand charity ball at the Opera-House, and all
the ladies who had acted as patronesses were expecting a
division of the spoils in bulky rolls of bank-notes to be distributed
by each one at her own especial pleasure. These
ladies were mostly from the highest fashionable circles;
persons who loved to play lady-bountiful with other people’s
money, and be glorified therefor, as if the thing had been a
real charity; and why not? The Opera-House had trembled
from floor to dome under the tread of worldly dancers,
from whom so much money had been rescued, like brands
from the burning. Even the religious women, who represented
various moral societies in that room, admitted this.
Why should they hesitate to distribute it among their own
humble followers, and receive gratitude therefor. Money
snatched from the Evil One must be doubly grateful to the
Lord.
There was Mrs. Brown, a shining light in “The Society for
the Suppression of Vice.” Mrs. Green, who headed a Home
Mission; and Mrs. Ward, a lady who could deliver more
tracts in a given number of hours, than any other female
known to the Society; besides lesser lights who hummed and
smiled and buzzed about these luminaries, like moths around a
candle, to say nothing of some half dozen very silent and subdued
men who belonged to the domestic circle of these ladies,
and watched them afar off, without having any great desire
to come nearer, or claim the glory of one common name.
Mrs. Judson herself was a magnificent type of this class;
a pillar of strength—the salt of the earth—an angel of
mercy, and all that sort of thing, was the stately lady of that
84stately house. No wonder her followers thought so, for she
moved among them like an empress, subdued and thoughtful
over the shortcomings of her fellow-creatures. The
heavy moire-antique had a solemn rustle in it, and the filmy
bow that should have fallen like a gossamer on her head,
looked stiff and hard when it came in contact with her face.
In her person this lady embodied the two social elements
that surrounded her. She was religiously fashionable and
fashionably religious—stooping down to the good souls that
worked out their own charities, with sublime condescension,
and sweeping her transcendent virtues through the walks of
the upper ten thousand with wonderful effect. This evening
Mrs. Judson was surrounded by her worshippers from both
stratas of social life; no wonder her somewhat faded cheeks
grew red and her bearing more stately. Was she not at
that hour about to distribute a large sum of money partly
won by her own great social influence? Had not that incongruous
assembly mingled and harmonized around her
from the cohesion of this gold, rescued from the wickedness
of a ball-room? In their pious enthusiasm had they not
forced contributions from the worldliness of the worldly?
Heartless people had danced and flirted, drank wine and
eaten daintily, that she might carry the results to the foot-stool
of the Lord, and with a hand on her heart, thank
Him that she was not like those people.
Mrs. Judson felt all this to the innermost recesses of her
heart, as she stood at one end of the room conversing with
Mrs. Brown, who was solemnly pleading the cause of her
society, and impressing upon the lady-bountiful, that, inasmuch
as sin was the parent of want, the charity should follow
it double-handed; that, in wrestling with the monster,
the strength of money must be added to the sanctity of
prayer; in fact, the lady insinuated that without money in
this case, prayer had not the efficacy which could be desired.
It was well enough for starving people to have food;
85she did not object to that, but how much more important it
was that perishing souls should be rescued as brands from
the burning. Ah, if Mrs. Judson could only see what the
Society had gone through: the depths of sin to which they
had descended in search of souls; the trouble they had experienced
in reforming them sufficiently for a glowing report,
and the grief with which they had seen them fall
back; still, there was one thing encouraging. These backsliders
could generally be depended upon to reform again
about the time a new report was demanded by the country
members, and, as names were owned very promiscuously,
that document was usually full of promise, hope, and satisfactory
words. Still, the great need was money—money.
Mrs. Brown only wished that she had eloquence necessary
for a thorough understanding of the good her Society had
already done.
Here the two ladies were joined by Mrs. Brown’s husband,
a tall, thin man, with weak eyes, and an air of subserviency
that would have been edifying had Mrs. Judson
been a woman worthy of human worship.
“You were speaking of our own little mission, my love,”
said the husband, deprecatingly. “Speaking with your own
unvarying self-abnegation—always her way, dear madam.
In order to know what that lovely woman is capable of, you
should be with her night and day, as I am, in her laboring
among the poor, fallen creatures, who often give back reviling
for mercy. Working in season and out of season, waking
up in the night and weeping floods of precious tears
over the sins of her fellow-creatures. Ah! madam, to know
her, you should be her shadow as I am.”
If Mrs. Judson had been capable of enjoying the ridiculous,
she might have laughed heartily at this harangue
which was measured off exactly as Mr. Brown would have
preached a sermon.
“My dear, you are too enthusiastic,” interposed Mrs.
86Brown, tightening the elastic of her glove; “all that I can
do will be but a drop in the bucket—an humble instrument,
madam, seeking for the means of greater usefulness. It is
painful, humiliating, that money should be so needed in the
service of the Lord. I sometimes wonder how the apostles
got along without it. It seems to me that no sinner will reform
without bringing a heavy expense on the Society.
Then it costs so much to bring them back when they return
to the mire after we have brought them out, and made them
clean.”
“Ah!” said Mr. Brown, softly rubbing his palms together,
“the numbers that I can testify to, made holy and pure almost
by looking at this inestimable creature! Madam, she
is a woman in ten thousand. I find her the meet companion
for a perfect Christian.”
“Mrs. Brown is too well known for me to question anything
you can say in her favor,” answered Mrs. Judson, with
lofty patronage in her look and manner.
“But the importance of her mission over all others—the
sacrifice, the prayers, the necessity for abundant means,
every cent of which is sure to redound to the glory of God,
through her hands,—have you thought prayerfully of that,
dear lady?” continued Mr. Brown, growing sharp and eager
in his eloquence. “Why, one dollar in that woman’s hands
will go further in saving immortal souls than ten, through
some channels that I might speak of. Do not suppose I
refer to the distribution of books or the writers thereof; far
be it from me to disparage the usefulness of Mrs. Brown’s
friends, but when large sums of money are to be distributed—hem,
ahem!”
Here Mr. Brown cut off his sentence ignominiously, for
little Mrs. Green came bustling up, holding her handkerchief
and fan as if they had been a bunch of tracts which
she was bound to deliver at a moment’s notice.
“Ah! here you are, ardent in the good work, faithful
87among the faithful. Dear Mrs. Brown, what a treasure you
have in this excellent man; some one to strengthen your
hands, while I—”
Here Mrs. Green lifted two plump hands, cased in a pair
of over-tight gloves, and shook her head mournfully, indicating
a great loss, or want, perhaps both; for the lady had
lost her shadow two years before, and her grief had already
reached the silver-gray stage of consolation.
“Yes,” replied Mrs. Brown, wringing her hands, “I really
should not know what to do without him. So occupied as
I am with this heavenly work, there is great necessity that
some trustworthy person should be at home and see to things
there. Ah, yes! Mr. Brown is invaluable.”
Mr. Brown put one hand on his heart and bent nearly
double in the humility of his gratitude.
“See her! hear her!” he said; “always depreciating herself
and exalting others. If ever there was a pattern, Mrs.
Judson, a pattern,—well, my dear, I forbear; the blushes
on that cheek shall always be sacred to your husband. I
forbear.”
Here Mr. Brown waved his handkerchief twice while
lifting it to his face, and retreated gracefully, walking backward.
“Ah!” whimpered Mrs. Green, “it would be such a pleasure
to witness a scene like this but for the memories it
brings. There was a time when I, even I,—but the thought
is too much, excuse me.”
Here the little woman drew a tiny handkerchief from her
pocket; but as neither of the ladies seemed much impressed,
thought better of it, and did not cry at all. If Mr. Brown
had remained, perhaps it might have been otherwise.
“Private griefs, however acute, must give way to public
duties. Mrs. Judson, you will never believe how many
thousands and thousands of tracts I have delivered from
door to door when my heart was swelling with anguish.
It was a relief; yes, I must confess, it was a relief.”
88Mrs. Green unfolded her little handkerchief, and shook
it out as if she still meditated a few tears; but Mrs. Brown
took her up with such vigor that she forgot all about it.
“You are right; such duties are a relief. But when you
have money to raise, applications for help crowding on you,
obligations to take up, in short, when you are called upon to
accomplish a great work with insufficient means, as I was
about to explain to Mrs. Judson, there is great need of
Christian fortitude to carry one through.”
“But I do have such trouble, madam,” answered Mrs.
Green, firing up in behalf of her especial mission. “You
don’t suppose that tracts are printed without money. Why,
this moment our Society is in debt, kept back from entire
usefulness, for the want of means; we are poor, absolutely
poor; but for the generous aid we expect from this charity
ball of which Mrs. Judson is a patroness, and, I must say,
an ornament, we should have been dreadfully crippled.”
Here Mrs. Brown seated herself and used her fan with
emphasis.
“Really,” she said, looking at Mrs. Judson, “the cause
of the Lord is beset with difficulties. It seems to me that
every society in New York, chartered or private, is coming
upon us. At this rate, fifty balls would hardly count. I
am discouraged.”
Mrs. Green flushed scarlet, but Mrs. Judson merely
waved her fan a little quicker.
“There will be a great many private charities to meet.
Each of the lady patronesses has a list,” she said quietly.
“Yes, I have heard so,” Mrs. Brown retorted; “women
who have done them services either as toadies or favorites.
That is understood among the knowing ones.”
“Madam!”
Mrs. Judson seemed at least three inches taller than she
had been a moment before, and her moire-antique rustled
ominously in all its voluminous folds.
89“I hear,” said Mrs. Brown, in no way daunted, “that
there is not the president of a single moral reform or really
benevolent society on the committee.”
“I believe not,” answered Mrs. Judson with cold dignity;
“but there is no reason why any or all of these societies
should not unite and raise all the funds they can. We
certainly do not prevent them.”
“Certainly not! certainly not!” said Mrs. Green, who
was determined on securing whatever was to be attained by
flattery and persuasion. “Only, you know, it would be useless
to attempt it, after your brilliant success; what could we do
but creep after you at a very humble distance? The truth
is, we must depend on the country,—there our reports have a
beautiful effect,—and upon the justice of your committee, all
composed of ladies lifted beyond the idea of favoritism.”
This soothing speech brought down Mrs. Judson’s ruffled
pride, and she bent her head in acknowledgment of Mrs.
Green’s good opinion.
“The ladies have striven to divide this money in a way
that will secure the greatest good,” she said.
“What greater good can there be than the redemption of
an immortal soul!” quoth Mrs. Brown, implacable in her
belief that all the other societies represented in that room
were bent on committing some fraud upon her. “What
shall it profit a man though he gain the whole world and
lose his own soul?”
“Very true,” answered Mrs. Judson. “Very true indeed.
Now, shall we walk into the other room, ladies?—representative
ladies, I mean. The money has, I trust, been impartially
apportioned between charitable societies and private claimants.”
“Private claimants,” muttered Mrs. Brown. “I should
like to know who they are.”
“Hush, dearest,” whispered Mr. Brown, who came forward
to offer her his arm; “compose yourself; your claims
can never be overlooked while I am by.”
90“You?” retorted Mrs. Brown, with as much scorn as could
be crowded into a low undertone. “Who ever dreamed of
depending on you—cheat others, but don’t try it on me.”
“My love, I—I greatly fear you are getting nervous.”
Mrs. Brown snatched her hand indignantly from her husband’s
arm, and marched by him in grim silence to the
pretty boudoir, where Mrs. Judson was distributing the proceeds
of the charity ball with the benign calmness of a
saint.
As each lady received her roll of money, she betrayed
something more than the usual curiosity of the sex, and was
restless to be gone that she might learn the amount. So in
a little time the party broke up, and with many thanks and
sweet words, the ladies who had missions in the world glided
up to the dressing-room where Jane Kelly and Ellen Burns
sat waiting.
For two or three minutes Mrs. Brown stood with her back
to the busy sisterhood, and both hands were occupied as if
arranging her dress, but Jane Kelly caught a sound of rustling
paper, and went to the corner where she stood, with a
shawl in her hand.
“Shall I help you, ma’am?”
Mrs. Brown crushed the money in her hand, turned suddenly,
and saw Mrs. Green behind one of the window-curtains
pursuing a like investigation. She stole forward, leaving
Jane Kelly with the half-spread shawl in her hand.
Before Mrs. Green became aware of it, the sister was peering
over her shoulder.
“Just twenty-five dollars extra for your gross flattery,”
she sneered, thrusting her own money out of sight; “I wish
you joy of it.”
“Thank you,” said Mrs. Green; “some time, perhaps, you
will learn that sweet words pay.”
Mrs. Brown strode solemnly to the other side of the room,
took the shawl from Jane Kelly, and wrapped herself in it,
91Then she drew a heavy knitted hood over her head and
marched toward the door, where Mr. Brown stood meekly,
holding a pair of rubber shoes in his hand.
“My love, it is snowing; permit me—”
Down upon one knee the man went, and taking up the
foot that seemed quivering to spurn him, incased it in the
rubber—set it deferentially on the floor, planted the other on
his knee, and completed his task with evident pride.
There was a general demand for cloaks, shawls, and hoods
after this, and the party broke up.
“My dear, how much?” questioned Mr. Brown with insinuating
meekness, as he and his wife went down the steps
together.
“Don’t ask me. It’s enough to aggravate a saint. Private
charities, indeed, just sending the money back to the
Evil One where it came from—then all these riff-raff societies
crowding in. The whole thing is just contemptible.”
“Exactly, my love,” replied Mr. Brown, “exactly.”
CHAPTER XIV. THE SAINT AND THE SINNER.
“Now,” whispered the girl Ellen, breathless with terror
lest Mrs. Judson should come into the room and find
a stranger there; “get on your things, dear, we can steal
down the servants’ staircase and no one the wiser. You
must come again very soon, remember.”
Jane Kelly consented to put on her bonnet and shawl,
but she did it with a cool deliberation which drove her companion
wild.
“Do make haste!” she entreated, frightened out of all
patience, “I hear her coming.”
92“Well, then, it is of no use; she is sure to be upon us.
Never fear, I’ll take all the blame.”
Jane stepped into the hall as she said this, and stood directly
in the light as Mrs. Judson came up the stairs with
her head erect and her dress held up a little, that its length
might not impede her progress. But for the bonnet and
shawl, she might not have noticed Jane; as it was, she
stopped suddenly and cast a sharp glance at Ellen.
“Who is this? Who authorized you to bring company
up here?” she said, in a cold, calm tone that made the girl
shiver.
“No one authorized her, madam,” said Jane, with an air
of profound humility. “I come on business, special business
with Mrs. Judson, the lady of the house.”
“With me!”
“If you are Mrs. Judson, and I suppose you are, it being
difficult, not to say impossible, to find two such splendid—I
beg pardon, ma’am, two such ladies in the world.”
Mrs. Judson’s face became a shade less haughty, and she
said with less anger in her voice,—
“Still there must be a mistake. I never saw you before.”
“True enough, lady; but I think you will be glad to see
me now. I’ve got something for you from that poor young
creature that you’ve been trying to hear about.”
Jane drew close to Mrs. Judson and said this in a voice
so depressed, that Ellen could not gather its meaning. But
Mrs. Judson understood her at once. The color left her
face, she cast a sharp glance at Ellen and bade her go
down-stairs and see that all the blinds were closed, then
moving toward one of the chamber-doors, she opened it and
made a gesture that Jane should follow. The girl obeyed
and closed the door after her, while Mrs. Judson seated herself
stiffly, as if she had been in a church.
“You can sit down,” she said, with unusual condescension.
Jane did not heed the invitation, but drew close to Mrs.
93Judson and took the velvet-bound volume from under her
shawl.
“Does this belong to you, madam?”
Mrs. Judson restrained an impulse to snatch the book, and
reached forth her hand steadily. She examined the clasp,
the title-page, and the words in her own writing before she
looked up or spoke. At last she laid the book in her lap,
and lifted her eyes to the girl.
“Where did you get this?”
“That is my affair, lady. How much is it worth to the
young lady’s friends, is the question just now.”
“That is, you wish to sell it,” said Mrs. Judson.
“Yes, to some one. It must be of value, and I want two
things.”
“What are the things you want?”
“Money, and a first-rate place—lady’s maid would suit
me if I could find a lady to be proud of.”
“You seem to value this book highly.”
“Yes I do—very highly, and to my thinking the price
will be growing higher and higher every minute.”
“Yet its first cost could not have been more than thirty
dollars.”
“You know that better than I can. It wasn’t the first
cost or anything like it, I was thinking of.”
“What then, pray?”
There was a tremor in the proud woman’s voice, spite of
the effort she made to control it, and Jane Kelly saw with
a throb of pleasure that she grew pale and sat less uprightly
in her chair.
“It isn’t the book I’m selling, but what I know of the
young lady who owned it. She was a relation of yours.”
“No she was not!”
“A connection then. You had charge of her.”
“Well!”
“You want to know all about her, and being proud as
94Lucifer—as an angel, I mean, won’t ask. I know it isn’t
because you begrudge the money—all is, you won’t even
yourself with me and talk the thing over sociably.”
“Sociably! girl, you forget yourself.”
“No I don’t; it’s you that won’t forget yourself. This
minute you are dying to ask all I know, and that proud
heart won’t allow you to say the word. Give back the
book. The reporters who were so anxious to find out her
history will be glad to get it.”
“Reporters—reporters,” faltered Mrs. Judson, aghast
with apprehension. “What does this mean? What has
that wretched girl done? tell me everything you know.
You are right, it is not money that I consider. Tell me.”
“Well, how much are you ready to hand over for the
book,—remember, only for the book, the rest I throw in.”
“Set your own price; I cannot discuss that with you.”
“Well, supposing we say two hundred, and the place.”
“I will give the money.”
“And the place?”
“Yes, yes, or its equivalent; go on.”
“Well, yes, I can trust you; for you are a real lady, and no
mistake.”
Mrs. Judson opened her work-table drawer, which stood
within reach, took a portemonnaie from it and gave Jane two
crisp one-hundred dollar-bills without speaking a word.
“No mistake about that; you are a lady.”
Mrs. Judson made an impatient gesture with her hand.
“Go on. Where is this young person?”
“In her grave.”
Mrs. Judson uttered a sharp cry, and half started from
her chair.
“No, no, I’m going just a little too far. She isn’t buried
yet. I managed to keep all that back twenty-four hours;
but she is in her pine coffin with about the scantest shroud
on you ever saw; and unless you stop it, she’ll be taken off
in the next boat-load.”
95“Woman! woman! what are you talking of?” cried Mrs.
Judson, starting to her feet in a wild fit of excitement, all
the composure of her pride gone, all her sublime calm swept
away. “Is that poor child really dead. Tell me at once
what you know of her.”
Mrs. Judson stood in the middle of the room, wringing her
hands, and shivering as if a cold blast were sweeping over her.
Jane looked upon her with a gleam of triumph in her
eyes. At last she had made the haughty woman feel.
“This, madam, is what I know of her. About five weeks
ago she came to the hospital.”
“What hospital?”
“Bellevue, the poor-house hospital. The people who come
there are all paupers.”
Mrs. Judson lifted both hands, as if to ward off a blow.
“Mercy! have some mercy!” she cried; “you are spiteful!
you have been sent by some cruel enemy to torture me.”
“Not a bit of it, ma’am; I am telling you nothing but
the truth,” answered Jane, settling her shawl and pinning it
afresh; “about five weeks ago she came to the hospital, a
quiet, heart-sick, little thing, that seemed afraid to say her
soul was her own. I don’t generally take much notice of
the women, so many are coming and going, but she was so
pretty and quiet, that I did now and then give her an extra
turn of attention. She was half the time crying, and the
other half writing or looking out of the windows, gloomy as
the grave, speaking to no one, except it was another young
thing like herself that no human creature seemed to know
anything about, but so beautiful and humble. Well, it’s
no use talking; those two young creatures were ladies, and
that I was sure of from the first. Well, when the time
came, this one, she who owned the book, died.”
Mrs. Judson had partially recovered from the shock which
Jane had given her, and resumed her seat, pale and shivering,
but resolute to listen more calmly.
96“Did—did she suffer greatly?”
“Yes; it would set you off again if I was to say how
much; both she and the baby died.”
“The baby?”
“Yes, of course; I thought you understood that!”
Mrs. Judson leaned back in her chair, gasping for breath.
Jane thought that she was fainting, and was about to call for
help, but a low voice recalled her.
“No, no, I must bear this alone. Is there more for me
to learn? Did she tell you nothing about herself?”
“Nothing; I did ask some questions, but she only cried
and kept away from me.”
“Did no person come to see her?”
“Not a soul.”
“You spoke of writing; what became of that?”
“Oh, it was letters; she sent them away.”
“To whom were these letters directed?”
“That I don’t know; she always managed to get them off
secretly.”
“And this is all you know of her?”
“Pretty much.”
“But I have no certainty; this book may have been stolen.
I cannot be sure that the poor girl is the one I am interested
in,” said Mrs. Judson, seized by a very natural doubt.
“Yes, you can,” answered Jane, bluntly. “You asked
about letters. That poor girl left one letter which will tell
you something about her. There it is in her own handwriting,
if you know that,—look and see.”
Mrs. Judson took the letter from Kelly’s hand; the address
seemed to strike her with astonishment, and her hands
shook as she unfolded it. The letter was a long one, but
she read it twice, and seemed to ponder over it after every
word had been gathered. Jane sat still reading the lady’s
face, which for a time came out of its cold composure and
was disturbed.
97“Do you know the writing, madam?”
Mrs. Judson looked up and answered the question, abrupt
as it was. “Yes, it is her writing. You will leave the
letter with me.”
“No, madam, I cannot do that. It would be like robbing
the dead. I mean to put that letter in the mail by daylight
to-morrow morning. The man shall get it, but I have taken
a copy, and that you may have and no extra charge. You’ve
acted the lady by me, and I mean to act the lady by you;
give me that letter and take this, it’s the same thing word
for word.”
Mrs. Judson folded the letter and exchanged it for that
Jane Kelly held in her hand.
“If this does not satisfy you, there is a way that will.
Come and look upon her where she lies.”
Mrs. Judson gazed on the woman who made this rude
proposal in absolute terror for an instant, then pressing one
hand over her eyes she seemed to reflect, and at last said,
shuddering visibly,—
“Tell me how to get there without observation, and I
will come.”
“Could you get up by daybreak?” asked Jane.
Mrs. Judson turned her head wearily against the back of
her chair.
“I shall not go to bed. It would be of no use.”
“So much the better,” answered Jane; “then just as it is
getting light I will come here after you. It will be best to
walk.”
“Yes, that will be best.”
“I will see that a gate is left unfastened and that everything
is ready.”
“Must I go into that dreadful building?”
“What, into the hospital? not at all. She is in the dead-house
outside.”
Mrs. Judson did not speak, but her face turned coldly
98white. Jane looked at her with a sense of superiority. She
was far above such weakness as that. Neither the living
nor the dead could frighten her much. That half hour had
lifted her into a feeling almost of companionship with the
woman who had swept by her so haughtily in the hall.
“Don’t take on, ma’am,” she said; “if I was you now, it
would not be ten minutes before I should be in bed and
sound asleep; but there is a difference between people and
people; so if you like sitting up in a chair, why, chair it is,
say I.”
But Mrs. Judson was not sitting in her chair just then.
Some new thought had seized upon her, and she was walking
up and down the room in great agitation. When Jane
Kelly was about to withdraw, she called her back.
“If this should prove true,” she said, “I shall want help,
and have no one to confide in. Will you be faithful and
silent if I double the sum you have just received?”
“True as steel, and silent as the grave. Try me.”
“If it should prove true, I will. You may go now.”
As Jane went down-stairs, Ellen was waiting in the hall,
and would have stopped her for a little free gossip, but Jane
passed her, only stopping to say,—
“Wait till I come again, then you shall hear lots.”
CHAPTER XV. PREPARING FOR THE FUNERAL.
Early the next morning, Mrs. Judson went out from the
basement of her house, almost for the first time in her
life, and in company with Jane Kelly passed into the street.
None of the servants were up, and the lady had put on a
99walking-dress, so plain and dark, that no one would have
been likely to notice her had many persons been abroad.
Through that side-gate in the garden-wall, Jane conducted
her charge, and they passed together down that same gloomy
path into a little stone building near the water.
“Don’t be afraid; it’s nothing when you get used to it,”
she said, patronizingly. “I remember almost fainting the
first time I came here, but now I don’t even think of it.”
All this show of courage did not prevent Mrs. Judson
from turning cold as marble when that door was thrown
open, and she found herself close by a coarse pine coffin,
from which Jane was composedly removing the lid.
The lady cast one glance at the dead-whiteness of the face
revealed to her, and retreated into the open air, pale, almost,
as the corpse she had left.
Jane followed her, swinging the key on her finger.
“Is it her, lady?” she asked, in a whisper.
“Yes.”
“Well, what am I to do?”
“Can it be quietly removed? Is that permitted?”
“Yes; money can do anything. Tell me what you want,
and I’ll do it; for if any one knows how, it’s the person before
you.”
Mrs. Judson stood in the garden a while irresolute, then
she turned toward the woman and said, almost helplessly,
notwithstanding her great pride,—
“You know best how to manage it. I will tell you what
I want, then try and carry out my wishes.”
“Of course, I mean to do that—only tell me what they
are.”
“She must be buried from my house.”
“Well, that can be done.”
“But she must be brought there unseen, if possible.”
“Nothing easier. You want everything of the best, no
doubt?”
100“Yes.”
“Well, have your crape handy; I’ll take care of the rest.
When all is ready, I’ll call up. Say nothing about it till
then, please; just leave the servants to me. Say as little
as you can, and don’t let them know anything till I come,
which will be about dark.”
“Thank you,” said Mrs. Judson, forgetting her pride in
a strong sense of relief. “I shall depend on you.”
“Dear me, how a little trouble takes the starch out of
a woman like that! Last night she wanted to sweep by me
like a peacock; now, now it’s all whiteness and swan’s down;
never mind, I rather like her, any way.” Saying this, Jane
locked the side-gate and walked leisurely back to the hospital.
A little after dusk that evening Jane Kelly called decorously,
and inquired for Mrs. Judson of a supercilious footman,
who would have questioned her right to see that lady,
but for the timely interposition of the girl, Ellen. As it
was, Ellen admitted her at once to Mrs. Judson’s bedroom,
where she remained a full hour. When she came down-stairs, Ellen, was ready to intercept her, and they went
together into the servants’ parlor, where Jane dropped at
once into a most confidential conversation.
“You see, Ellen, it was about that very young lady that
I came. A friend of mine lives at the boarding-school where
Mrs. Judson put her before she went to the springs.”
“The boarding-school! dear me, was that so? Why, not
a servant in the house knew a word about it; then it was not
a detective she called in?”
“Not a bit of it; that was the madam’s real-estate agent.”
“You don’t say so! But why was it kept close where the
young lady went to school?”
“Close! why it wasn’t kept close at all. Of course, she
could not come home when the house was as good as closed.”
“That’s true; but where is she now?”
101“Ellen, I am going to tell you something mournful. It
was that I came to tell Mrs. Judson last night, but you must
not let the other servants know. Miss Louisa is dead.”
“Dead! and you talked as if you had never seen her,
last night. Dear me, dead!”
“Yes, sudden—cholera—taken down and died before help
could come. The poor lady up-stairs is dreadfully cut up.”
“Dear me, how dreadful!”
“But above all things, don’t hint to the servants that she
died of cholera; the funeral will have to be from the house,
you know, and the neighbors might get frightened.”
“Oh! I wouldn’t for the world,” protested Ellen,—“not
for the world.”
“Now, not a word of this to any one in the house,” Jane
went on impressively, “your lady would not like to have the
boarding-school spoken of.”
“But what school was it?”
“Oh, Catholic; those Catholics keep their scholars so close;
besides, this idea of cholera might hurt the school. Least
said, soonest mended. I don’t suppose they let the scholars
know what she died of.”
“I am glad she died in the true faith, any way,” said
Ellen, just then remembering that she was a Catholic herself,
and making a quick motion of the cross. “You and I don’t
want to bring trouble on a Catholic school.”
“But you will mention to no human soul that she was
sent to a Catholic school; her brother is a little that way, I
am told, and as for the cholera, not a word.”
“Not a word.”
“Or my friend would get into trouble. She trusted me
just as you have. Wasn’t it strange that both of you should
begin talking about the very same thing, just by accident?
But I never mentioned your name to the lady up-stairs, only
to say how long I had known you, and what splendid places
you had always been in. She thinks my other friend told
me all I know.”
102“That was very good of you.”
“Oh, I’m to be trusted. Indeed I wouldn’t mention the
word hospital before her for the world; I really believe it
would make her faint.”
“I’m sure it would,” said Ellen.
“Now I must be going. But about that place, Ellen; stand
by me and I’ll stand by you.”
There was a dash of patronage about all this, which
impressed Ellen considerably. She went to the basement-door
with Jane, as a mark of particular respect, and put a
finger to her lip, nodding emphatically in answer to a like
signal from the nurse, as she passed into the street.
Scarcely had Jane disappeared, when Ellen ran into the
kitchen full of potential excitement, which was sure to throw
every servant in the house into a state of wondering inquiry.
Of course, she was at once surrounded and eagerly questioned.
But no, what she had heard was intrusted to her in strict
confidence, nothing on earth would prevail on her to speak.
For her part, she had always thought something dreadful
would come of that dear young lady being taken off so
strangely, without a word to the servants, who had, one and
all, been as kind to her as kind could be. Of course, they
were all good Catholics, but then, to have religion forced on
one was hard. The cholera, of all dreadful diseases, think
of it! Well, there was some comfort in knowing the sisters
were good nurses. Only she hoped that awful cholera would
not spread through the school.
What school? Why, of course, she would not tell for the
whole world. Only some one they all knew and loved dearly
would be brought home from a Catholic school in her
coffin. She, for one, hoped that cholera would neither be
left behind or come with her.
Before Ellen had concluded her little harangue, every
servant in the house stood listening, open-mouthed and eager
as hounds on the scent. Of course, they understood all
103about it quite as well as she did, but thirsting for more,
asked innumerable questions, to which Ellen shook her head
solemnly, and declared that nothing could induce her to give
one hint of what had been said in the strictest confidence;
it would be awfully mean if she did, and her friend who
had lived so close to the New Haven College that she could
almost speak Latin, would never forgive her, never!
With an impressive emphasis on the last word, Ellen gave
her head a consequential fling, and went up-stairs in answer
to Mrs. Judson’s bell, which had rung more than once.
She found Mrs. Judson sitting quietly in her easy-chair,
looking pale and harassed, but in both speech and manner
self-possessed as usual.
“Ellen,” she said, reaching forth some streamers of black
crape and white ribbon, “you will see that these are properly
arranged for the door. You will be sorry to hear that there
will be a funeral here.”
“Dead! oh, dear! how dreadful!” sobbed Ellen, lifting a
corner of her muslin apron half-way to her eyes and dropping
it again. “Please, madam, where did she die, and
what of!”
Mrs. Judson was not prepared to answer these very natural
questions, so she swept them away with a mournful wave
of her hand.
Ellen took the crape and busied herself in arranging the
ribbon. Mrs. Judson watched her quietly. She was very
sad, and the shock of the morning affected her nerves so
much that she started when Ellen spoke again.
“Excuse me, ma’am, but is cholera catching after the
person is dead?”
“The cholera!” faltered the lady. “No, I should think
not; but why do you ask?”
Ellen remembered Jane Kelly’s charge of secrecy, and
struggled hard to obey it.
“Oh, nothing—I only happened to be thinking that—that,
104perhaps—dear me! I never thought anything of the
kind, only the neighbors, ma’am, might, from its suddenness,
think it was something like cholera that took her off.
If they do, what shall we servants say?”
“Say that you do not know; that will be right,” answered
Mrs. Judson, struck with an idea that there might be safety in
this supposition, yet unwilling to suggest a falsehood in words.
“Just as if we didn’t know all about it,” muttered Ellen,
as she went down-stairs with the crape streamers in her hand.
“Law! she might as well attempt to keep the wind from blowing
as the whole neighborhood not finding out. The moment
this is seen at the door, won’t we have calls from every basement
in the block? Well, I haven’t told a word, anyhow.”
About half-past eleven that evening strange sounds were
heard in that stately mansion. The tramp of heavy feet,
and the smothered whispers of men carrying some burden
up the broad staircase. This lasted a brief time; then the
stealthy closing of a door, the rattle of wheels moving
slowly down the street, and everything was still again. But
all night long the gleam of a funeral light broke faintly
through the imperfectly closed blinds of an upper chamber,
where Jane Kelly sat, half asleep, watching by a coffin covered
with black velvet, on which embossments and handles
of silver gave out a faint glow, mournfully in keeping with
the stillness and the shadows.
A lady, sitting alone in her chamber, heard these sounds
with a shudder of mortal dread, and watched also, in bitter
solitude; for sleep that night was impossible to her. The
servants, high up under the French roof, whispered very
seriously in their separate rooms; wondered, commented,
and thought of going away in a body from the house, which
might be dangerously infected. Early in the morning this excitement
spread from basement to chamber, through the entire
block; for long streamers of crape at Mrs. Judson’s door
awoke general apprehension, and that day three families left
105the block, driven into the country by fear of the cholera,
which had emanated in the mysterious hints of that prudent
girl, Ellen.
That afternoon, a hearse with white plumes and a costly
coffin, visible through the half-veiled crystal of its windows,
drove slowly from the house, followed by a dozen carriages
with the curtains down, most of them empty. Even
Mrs. Judson’s popularity—joined to the pleasant remembrance
of a fair young creature who had for a time been
considered the sunlight of her home—could not induce the
neighbors to brave their fears of infection in order to pay
homage to the dead.
So the funeral cortege moved slowly away toward Greenwood,
and the mystery of that young creature’s death was
lost in the general apprehension of a disease which, about
that time, was a word of terror in the land.
After this, a black-edged letter, written by a hand that
shivered as it penned the words which were to give so much
sorrow, went from that house to Europe; a few more were
carried east and west. Then Mrs. Judson retired to her
place in the country for a fortnight, while the gloom was
swept away from the house.
CHAPTER XVI. PARTING WITH THE CHILD.
Mary Margaret Dillon was about to leave the
Institution. She had dressed her boy with great care,
changed the hospital clothes for her own garments, and came
to make a last call at Catharine Lacy’s bed.
“Faix, but it’s goodness all over to see you lying there with
the poor orphan in your arms, motherly as can be, though
ye do look like a child yerself,” she said, seating herself at
106the foot of her young neighbor’s bed; “and it’s thriving so,
wouldn’t it be a blessed sight to the mother, who is gone.
Poor young mother, if she could only look upon us now and
see the child cuddling down in the bed like a birdie in its
nest?”
The young woman smiled; she was very weak and pallid
yet, but the dimples would come around her mouth whenever
she looked down upon the baby.
“Ye’re mighty fond of it, I can see that with half an
eye,” said Margaret, tossing up her own plump boy with
both hands; “but here’s a shaver that will weigh down two
of him, if he isn’t so white and purty. Did ye ever see a
crathur thrive like this little felly. Kiss him now, plump
on the mouth, he’s nate as a pink all over; and I’m going
home for good the morning.”
“Going home!” exclaimed her friend, starting up and
holding out her arms for the child. “Oh! what shall I do
after that; it will be terrible staying here all alone!”
“True, for ye; but I’ll be coming and going, never fear.
The old man is lonesome like, and the childer trouble him,
so he wants me to the fore.”
“Oh, if I were only well enough to go out,” sighed the
young creature, whose delicate arms had already drooped
under the weight of Mrs. Dillon’s baby; “but where could
I go—where could I go?”
“Now, whist a bit,” answered Mary Margaret, in full
sympathy. “When the time comes, look to the blessed
Saviour; but first, ye know, find out the shanty of Margaret
Dillon; it’s on the rocks above Fortieth Street. Ye’ll know
it by a black goat that browses there; to say nothing of two
geese and a duck that paddles in the bit of a pond close by;
whenever it is, ye’ll be welcome as the spring-flowers.”
By this time the young woman was crying, and Margaret
felt sympathetic tears stealing into her eyes.
“Ye’ll be sure to come?”
107“Yes; you have been so good to me, Mrs. Dillon, and I
don’t know that I have another friend in the world.”
“Well, now, give the boy another kiss,—for luck, you
know,—and I’ll be going.”
The young woman rose feebly from her pillow and kissed
the child; then she held up her trembling mouth for Margaret’s
hearty farewell, and turning her face to the pillow,
began to cry.
Margaret, who had been bundling the child away under
her shawl, gave him another breath of air, and seating
herself on the bed again, began to comfort that poor young
creature, who was, in truth, about parting with her last
friend. While she was bending over her in a fit of motherly
compassion, a woman came into the ward accompanied by
Jane Kelly and one of the young doctors, who had charge
that day and was scarcely more than a student.
“Here is the child we were speaking of,” said Jane, coming
up to the bed and turning back the blankets; “all the
rest have some one to take care of them.”
She attempted to take the sleeping babe from the bed;
but the young creature started up like a lioness, her face
flushing hotly and her eyes dilating.
“What are you after—not my child! go away! go away!”
“Come, come, no nonsense. This woman has got her
order,” said Jane Kelly; “give up the child and let’s hear
no more of this. She is a first-class nurse and will be a
mother to it.”
“Mother and father both,” sniffed the woman; but the
young patient grew more and more frightened. Seeing no
reason for hope in the woman, she turned to the doctor.
“Oh, doctor, don’t, don’t! it will kill me to part with
him.”
Those great blue eyes deepened into the purple of a violet
with sharp apprehension, and she clung to the child on her
bosom in passionate resistance.
108“It does not hurt me,” she pleaded; “why, any one can
tell you how strong I am. Only yesterday I sat up in the
bed half an hour. He’s doing so nicely. Ask Mrs. Dillon,
who loves him almost as much as I do; poor little creature,
I am sure his mother would ask it, if she only knew.”
“But the woman has her order from headquarters. She’s
an experienced nurse, and the child will be better off with
her,” said the young man, who had been impressed with the
opinion that the young woman must be suffering from her
care of the babe; for Jane Kelly was considered as
authority in these things by the students, and usually managed
to have her own way.
“You see how the least thing excites her,” she whispered.
The young man nodded his head, and began to reason with
his patient.
“You are not strong enough.”
“Yes I am, very, very strong.”
“But you will go away soon, and then he must be given up.”
The poor thing fell back upon her pillow, broken-hearted.
This was the truth; what could she do with the child, even if
it was permitted her to have it—she, who had no shelter
for her own head.
“Ah, sir, let me keep it a little while longer; see what a
comfort he is to me. I can almost make him smile.”
She touched the infant’s cheek with the tip of her finger,
and made a piteous noise with her quivering mouth, at
which the child began to cry,—and so, in fact, did Mary
Margaret.
“He does almost laugh, sometimes,” pleaded the patient,
sadly disappointed, and looking up with pathetic earnestness.
“It’s because you are all looking at him. Please go
away, I am quite sure that worn—that lady, will make him
cry harder. He seems to know what she wants, poor little
fellow.”
“But the authorities have decided he must be put out to
nurse.”
109“But not yet, oh! not yet; besides—”
She lifted up her hand, with a gesture that induced the
doctor to stoop.
“Besides, she does not look kind,” she whispered, trembling
with fear lest the woman might understand her. “Indeed;
indeed, she does not!”
“Look here,” interposed Jane Kelly. “This sort of humbug
can’t go on any longer. Doctor, you may take it on
yourself to disobey an order from headquarters, but I
won’t. This woman is authorized to take this very child,
it being an orphan,—and this child she is going to have, if
all the women in the ward go into hysterics.”
Here Mrs. Dillon interfered.
“Let the poor thing be, doctor; one day can do no harm.
If the child is to be put out, give me a chance; no own
mother ever took such care of it as I will.”
Here the young woman started up in bed.
“Yes! yes! let her have it—I won’t say one word, so
long as I know it is with her.”
The doctor looked at Jane.
“Why not?”
“Why not? because this woman has her order, and is going
to take that identical child along with her, and no shirking.”
The young man gave way. He really had no authority
to interfere. So with absolute violence Jane forced the babe
from those clinging arms, and tore it away, leaving that
poor creature in an agony of grief. Again Mary Margaret sat
down by the bed, and made an effort to console the grief she
had failed to avert, but she was only answered by heart-broken
sobs, and her protégé fell into a trembling fit that
shook the bed. After a while she seemed more quiet. Then
Mary Margaret took up her child sorrowfully, and went
away crying, as if she herself had been bereaved. That
night the poor creature was taken dangerously ill, and for
weeks and weeks scarcely knew a soul that spoke to her.
CHAPTER XVII. WHERE COULD SHE GO?
110
A young girl, pale and fragile almost as a shadow,
came through the side-gate of Bellevue. She hesitated
a moment, looked up and down the street, and then turning
toward the water, moved languidly to an angle of the wharf,
and placing a little bundle at her feet, glanced drearily
down upon the tide as it rushed in and out against the
timbers.
It was near sunset, and the March winds, that blew raw
and cold from the river, seemed to chill her through and
through, for her sweet, pale features became pinched, while
she sat there lost in gloomy thought, and a tinge of purple
crept around her mouth, which trembled visibly either from
chilliness or coming tears. Her eyes seemed fascinated by
the water, so dark and turbid that it appeared to hold some
mysterious secret of repose in its depths; and once or twice
she murmured, “Why not? why not?” in a voice of the
most touching misery. Then she relapsed into silence again,
broken only by a shiver when the wind rushed sharply over
her.
“Where can I go?” she exclaimed at last, her voice
breaking forth in a cry of anguish. “To his mother—she
will turn me away with insults, as she did before. To my
aunt?”
She uttered the name with a shudder, and shrunk down
beneath her shawl, as if some blow had been threatened,
and relapsed into dreary silence again.
At last she arose with an effort, and casting a regretful
look back upon the water, as if she longed to sleep beneath
it, moved up the street again, her frail figure wavering to and
fro, like the stalk of a flower, beneath the light weight of her
111bundle. Thus she disappeared in one of the cross streets
that intersect the Second Avenue.
We find her again, just at nightfall, panting with fatigue,
before a palace-building in the vicinity of Murry Hill. There
she stood, grasping the iron fence with her hands, afraid to
advance, and physically unable to retreat. It was a pitiful
sight, that fair young creature, trembling beneath the weight
of her little bundle, and kept only from falling to the earth
by the hold she had clenched on the cold iron.
The brown front of the building loomed above her with
forbidding grandeur. The sculptured lions, crouching on
the stone pedestals each side the broad entrance-steps, seemed
frowning her away. But there she stood, breathless and
wavering, afraid to let go her hold lest she should fall to
the earth.
The gas had just been kindled within the house, and a
flood of light came pouring through the stained sashes of a
bay-window, and fell like a gorgeous rain on the pavement,
illuminating, as it were, her misery.
The young woman fell back, and slowly retreated from
the light, clutching at the iron fence at every step.
“Oh that I could get away!—oh that I had not come!
I am sinking—they will find me senseless on the pavement.
Oh, my God, give me strength—one moment’s strength.”
There was strong mental energy in that frail creature,
and the desperate cry with which she appealed to God
seemed to win down life from heaven. She unclenched her
hand from the railing, paused an instant, casting her eyes
first to the basement entrance and then to the sunken arch
guarded by the lions, and walked on with something of firmness,
nay, even of pride in the movement.
“No, not there,” she said, passing the basement, and
mounting the flight of steps hurriedly, as one who felt her
strength giving way, “I am her sister’s child, and will
enter here.”
112She rang the bell and waited, struggling firmly against
her weakness, and sustained by that moral courage which
is the only true bravery of womanhood.
“I have done no wrong,” she thought, “why should this
terror come over me? If poverty and helplessness were a
sin, then I might tremble, but not now—not for this—not
because I have left a pauper’s bed for her stone palace.”
The door opened, and a dainty mulatto boy, with livery
buttons, and a white handkerchief visible at a side-pocket,
presented himself.
“Mrs. Judson? couldn’t say; better go down to the basement.
That’s the sort of thing for serving-people, and
folks that come with bundles; couldn’t take it upon me to
answer a single question here,” he said.
The girl advanced quietly into the hall, and sat down,
with the light of a tinted lantern overhead falling directly
upon her.
In spite of her little straw bonnet and plaided blanket-shawl,
the boy discovered something in her air, and the pure
loveliness of her features, that checked his rising impertinence.
“Go tell your mistress that Miss —— no, that her
niece wishes to speak with her.”
The boy paused to take a survey of her person, and went
down the hall, smiling till his white teeth shone again.
“Perhaps it’s a lie, and perhaps it isn’t—who knows,” he
muttered, threading his way up the flight of stairs set aside
for menials. “But won’t she catch it for claiming relationship,
true or not?—well, I shouldn’t wonder.”
The greatest trial that can be inflicted on an ardent nature
is that of waiting. When the mulatto came back, he
found the young person who had excited his curiosity, with
a flush in her cheeks, eagerly watching his approach.
“You may go up to Mrs. Judson’s room,” he said, and
muttering to himself, he added, “and much good it’ll do
you.”
113The girl was about to mount the richly carpeted steps
that swept down between those curving rosewood balusters
like a sloping bed of moss mottled with forest-flowers, but
the mulatto interfered.
“This way, miss, this way; Mrs. Judson ordered me to be
particular and bring you up these stairs.”
The girl withdrew her foot from the soft carpet and followed
the boy in silence. The atmosphere of the house affected
her feeble form pleasantly, and she longed to lie down
and sleep before seeing her aunt. The carpets under her feet
were so luxuriously pliant, it seemed impossible for her to
move. The air was bland and fragrant; as she pressed forward,
the breath of flowers from an open balcony swept over
her, and it seemed, after the atmosphere of Bellevue, like a
gale from paradise.
Oh! if she could but remain quietly where she was all
night, without seeing any one, with that soft carpet to sleep
on, the breath of those flowers floating over her. But no,
the mulatto kept turning to be sure that she was close behind;
for he seemed rather suspicious of her frequent pauses.
At last he threw open a chamber-door.
“This is Mrs. Judson’s room, miss.” The boy made a
feint as if going back in great haste, but returned in a
moment, entered the chamber, gliding along the wall, and
peeped through the partially closed door, with all the craft
of his race, determined to ascertain by the first words
whether the fair girl with her humble garments was really
the niece of his mistress or not.
The room which this strange girl entered was a bed-chamber,
fitted up in a style of stately grandeur which contrasted
strongly with the mournful look and modest garb of the
young girl, who should have claimed a free welcome there.
A spacious bed stood on one side; high up over the pillows
was a light gilded canopy of grape-leaves and fruit, through
which the crimson drapery, that swept to the ground on
114each side, gleamed like flashes of the sunset through a golden
cloud. The same rich crimson broke through the open network
of rosewood that formed the foot-board and side-pieces
of the bedstead; and to this was contrasted the pure whiteness
of richly laced pillows, and a counterpane that seemed
of quilted snow. On a crimson lounge, severely magnificent,
for all this grandeur had an air of rigid coldness hanging
over it, Mrs. Judson was seated, with a slight frown upon
her forehead, and her keen, black eyes fixed upon the door.
The girl saw this, as she paused a moment in the shadow
before entering; and she saw also, with a sinking heart, that
the frown deepened as she made her appearance; while a
quick pressure of the lip added to the displeasure of that
haughty face.
Mrs. Judson had evidently been disturbed while completing
her evening toilet, for though her purple brocade fell in
precise and voluminous richness adown her tall figure, her
headdress of purple velvet and golden acorns hung upon a
branch of gilded spray attached to the frame of her toilet-glass,
while several diamond ornaments glittered upon the
marble underneath, and an undersleeve of Brussels point
had evidently fallen from her hand upon the carpet before
she assumed her present imposing attitude.
“Well,” said the lady, with frigid dignity, “you have
come again, I see; what is the trouble now?”
“I have no home—I am in want,” said the poor girl, in
a quiet, sad voice. “You are my mother’s sister—sister to
an angel in heaven—and in her name I ask you to have
pity on me!”
“No home? no home? Were you not bound to Madame
De Marke? How could I, or any one, provide for you
better? You astonish me by these complaints!”
“Madame De Marke gave up her house almost a year
ago,” answered the girl, with a degree of gentle firmness
that imparted dignity even to her tone of supplication; “she
is very rich; but no beggar in the street lives more meanly.”
115“Well, but you were bound to her still; she is compelled
by law to give you a home.”
The girl smiled a wan smile, but with an expression of
some humor in it.
“Madame De Marke’s home! Do you know what it is,
aunt? A room in the loft of one of her own buildings.
The lowest servant in your house would turn from it in disdain;
and for food, why, aunt, this rich woman lives absolutely
the life of a beggar, and in the market asks, for her
cat, refuse scraps of meat, which she devours herself. That
was the home and food which Madame De Marke gave to
me, after she left her house. Instead of being lady’s maid,
I was compelled to sweep out the offices and scrub the stores
for her tenants.”
“Indeed!” exclaimed the lady, smoothing the trimming
of her sleeve. “Madame De Marke forgot that I bound you
to her, it seems to me.”
“No, madam, she did not forget it; and because you
had abandoned me because of her knowledge that I was
friendless, she made me a drudge. I was not strong; the
work broke me down. Oh! aunt, I was heart-sick, and
ready to fall down on my knees with gratitude for the least
breath of kindness, and—and——”
“Well,” said the aunt, looking coldly up, as the poor girl
paused, her eyes full of tears, her lips quivering.
“There was one noble person who was kind to me, so kind
that I could not help loving him, aunt.” Catharine said this
in a low voice, and trembling from head to foot.
“Him!” cried the aunt, half-starting from her lounge,
“him, a man! Shameless girl! how dare you talk of a love
like that in my presence?”
“Aunt, I have not another creature to love on earth.”
“And who told you—who compelled you to love at all?
It is an indecorous word.”
“And yet ‘God is love!’” answered Catharine, lifting
116her soft eyes, misty with tearfulness, while her lips unconsciously
pronounced the quotation.
“Don’t quote Scripture here in this infamous fashion;
don’t talk to me of love. What right had you to love any
one but Madame De Marke herself? Thank heaven! I never
found it necessary to love any one.”
“But I,” answered the girl, with the most profound humility,
“I had no other happiness. I never knew what it was
to love myself, till he told me how dear, how beautiful I was
to him.”
The aunt arose and stood up. Her dress fell in rustling
folds to the floor, her black eyes flashed fiercely.
“How dare you—infamous girl, how dare you? Leave
the house!”
“No, aunt, I am not infamous. He loved me, and I, oh!
how truly I loved him. We were married, aunt; as honorably
married as you and my uncle were. Do not call me
infamous; I will not endure it.”
The aunt sat down again, wondering at the strange beauty
that lighted up that young face, almost touched by the
passionate speech, for she could understand all the pride
that was in it, though pathos and appeal were lost upon her.
“Speak a little more moderately, if you have anything
to say; and if you are truly married, tell me how, and
when. I’m sure it would give me great pleasure to have
you well settled and off my hands. Who is the man you
are talking about?”
“Young De Marke,” answered the girl, drawing close to
her aunt, and speaking in a whisper; “but do not let any
one know; he said I might tell you, but no person else.”
“Catharine Lacy, this is a shameful falsehood, or young
De Marke is base beyond anything I ever heard of. Wretched
girl, I have quite as good proof as you can bring that you
are not his only victim. But where is this man now?”
“He is away. I have not seen him since last fall. He
117does not know how miserable I am. Aunt, dear aunt, have
pity on me; I have just come from the hospital—my poor
baby is dead and buried.”
“Hospital! what hospital? Not Bellevue? not the Almshouse?”
“Yes, the Almshouse, aunt. Where else could I go?
He was away, and if he wrote, I never got the letter. His
mother turned me out-of-doors, with bitter language and
coarse abuse. I was afraid to come here.”
“But if you were married, how dare Madame De Marke
treat you in this way?”
“She pretended not to believe me—though I am sure he
told her of our marriage with his own lips. She was angry
because I would not let her keep my certificate, and said it
was all made up.”
“Where did this marriage take place?” inquired the
aunt, quickly.
“In Philadelphia. He went there when Madame was
away from home a week. She did not know of it.”
“Let me read the certificate,” said the aunt, extending
her hand; “if that is genuine, I will see that the rights of
my relative are respected, let what will have gone before.
This young man must inherit a fine property, De Marke was
very rich. The certificate of marriage, girl. What are
you waiting for?”
The poor girl began to weep bitterly, and, wringing her
hands, fell upon her knees before that haughty woman.
“Oh! aunt, aunt, don’t ask me; I have lost it—I have
lost it!”
CHAPTER XVIII. TURNED OUT-OF-DOORS.
118
Mrs. Judson drew back from her niece, gathering the
folds of her dress around her, as if she feared those
quivering little hands might impart shame to her person.
“Oh!” she said, with bitter emphasis, “lost, is it?
When? where?”
“I don’t know. It was in my bosom when I was taken
ill; but after that I remember nothing about it.”
“Indeed!” exclaimed the aunt, and the unpleasant gleam
broke fiercely into her eyes; “and as you lost the certificate,”
she added, “what was the clergyman’s name who married
you?”
“I don’t remember. He told me that the paper was
right, and I never troubled myself to read it. But he knows,
of course.”
“Oh, of course, he knows,” echoed the proud woman,
disdainfully. “But the place? In what place was this wonderful
marriage performed, did you say?”
“In Philadelphia.”
“Well, the street—in what street did this clergyman, with
the forgotten name, live?”
“I never knew,” answered the weeping girl; “but, oh!
aunt, do not doubt me; for, as Heaven is my witness, we
were married.”
“Oh, yes! the proofs are conclusive,” answered the lady,
with bitter irony.
“Aunt, aunt, do believe me!” cried the girl, moving forward
on her knees, and holding up her clasped hands. “He
will tell you how true it is; he will get another certificate.
He cannot be away much longer; let me live with you till
he comes.”
119“When he comes to own you, in my presence, you shall
have shelter here. Till then, never enter my door again.
Go now, and live, if you can, on this falsehood and its
shamelessness.”
“Oh! aunt, aunt!” cried the wretched girl, “I am his
wife—I am his wife! Look at me; do I blush? Do my
eyes sink? Aunt, I am innocent of wrong as you are, and
as truly a wedded wife as you ever were!”
It was painful to see the cold, stern pride which rose and
swelled in that woman’s bosom, lifting her form haughtily
upward, and quenching the color from her lips on which
the last cruel words of that interview were forming.
“Leave the room; leave my house forever!” she cried,
pointing to the door. “Go, hide your infamy, and tell those
romances among your proper associates.”
“I shall neither disgrace nor use any name with which you
have been connected,” she said in a voice so steady and low
that it fell upon the ear with singular impressiveness. “In
my misfortunes you will find no record which can wound
your pride or bring disgrace on the name of my mother. I
have no permission to use the name of my husband; but he
will return, and standing by my side call on you to retract
the insults you have heaped upon me. Until then I will
perish in the streets, rather than look you in the face or
darken your door.
“Oh, aunt!” she continued with a burst of feeling, “you
have been very cruel to me, terribly cruel in your doubts,
for I am honorably married and as honestly loved as you
ever were.”
Mrs. Judson drew herself back with haughty uprightness,
and pointed her finger at the girl.
“You compare yourself with me!” she exclaimed,—“with
me?”
“No,” answered the girl, standing before her aunt, pale and
proud as herself, but with a pride that had a relenting dignity
120in it, that sprung from the womanliness of her nature so
fearfully outraged,—“no, aunt, I do not compare myself
with you,—not for a moment. Let that Great Being make
the comparison, who looks upon us both as we stand: you, a
rich, proud woman, turning your sister’s child with insult
into the street; I, a poor, friendless girl, feeble from sickness,
tortured with anxiety, without shelter, and without a
human being to care for me—let God make the comparison
between you and me. Let him judge us two!”
The young woman turned, as she spoke, and walked from
the room, leaving her aunt standing like a statue in the clear
gas-light. The passion of that young creature had paralyzed
her. She, so unused to contradiction, so imperial in her
household, had she lived to be thus braved? What right
had that miserable wanderer to call upon the God that she
professed to worship? She would not have been more astonished
had a pauper knelt beside her on the velvet-clad
steps from which she monthly communed, in the most fashionable
church of the city.
Thus astounded and overwhelmed, the woman stood, till
the quick footsteps of her niece were lost upon the stairs;
then, with a deep breath, she sat down to compose herself,
and even had recourse to an enamelled vinagrette that lay
upon the toilet-table, so much had her nerves been shaken.
All this had the desired effect, and in a few moments the
lady was arranging the golden acorns over her dark tresses,
gathering them in clusters where the silver threads lay thickest,
and stood longer than usual, regarding herself in the
mirror with a sort of wonder that any one had dared to address
such words to her.
Directly a waiting-woman entered in answer to a touch
that she had given to the bell. “Rachel, there was a girl
came here just now; did you see her? is she gone?”
“No, madam, she fainted in the front-hall—fell down
like a dead creature before any one had time to show her out
the other way.”
121“And where is she now?”
“Lying there white as snow, and as cold as ice; the girls
have been doing their best, but they cannot bring her to.”
One gentle impulse did arise in the woman’s bosom, as
she heard this. She seized the flask that had just soothed
her own nerves, and moved a step toward the door; but a
cold after-thought drew her back. “The girl might speak,
might proclaim her relationship before the household if she
were brought to consciousness under that roof. Nay, so little
did she seem to be ashamed of the past, the girl might proclaim
her pauper condition before the assembled menials.”
She laid down the flask and turned to the glass, a little paler
than before, but with marvellous self-possession.
“Send for a carriage, and have her carried to the nearest
dispensary; there should be plenty of doctors there; it is
their duty to see to such persons.”
“But she is insensible, madam,” persisted the waiting-woman,
who had some feeling.
“That is nothing,” was the reply; “we cannot leave a
strange girl lying in the hall.”
The woman went out muttering to herself, and with angry
moisture in her eyes.
The lady seated herself once more, and began to arrange
the lace of her undersleeves with considerable nervousness.
Something of human feeling was at work in her bosom, and
from time to time she arose and looked out of the window,
always with increasing agitation. At last, a carriage drove
up; and grasping the silken curtain hard with her hand,
she half dragged it over her, afraid to be seen watching.
She saw, through the dim light, a group of persons carrying
a prostrate form down the steps leading to her own door.
The carriage-lamps flashed upon a pale face as it was lifted
upward. The woman caught one glance and drew back
with a thrill of dismay. The face gleamed upward so
deathly in its whiteness that she crept from the window,
122and cowered down in her sofa-cushions, tormented with the
vague fear that the dead was appealing to heaven against
her cruelty. For the moment, that proud woman had the
sensation of a murderess.
She shook off this uncomfortable sensation, with a great
effort walking the floor up and down, and muttering to
herself,—
“Bellevue—Bellevue. Another from that place! have
they all turned paupers? Thank heaven, however, this girl
is gone. I could not have endured another scene like that.
I did right; no man or woman can blame me for refusing to
be disgraced. How those De Markes haunt me!”
CHAPTER XIX. MEMORIES AND RESOLUTIONS.
They carried Catharine Lacy to the station-house. A
doctor was sent for, but it was a long time before he came,
and when he did arrive, the poor girl refused all assistance, but
lay upon her couch, which was worse than a beggar’s, racked
with a sense of her utter desolation, till thought caused fever,
and fired her whole system with artificial strength.
She spent the night without sleep, and in profound darkness,
tortured with visions of her lost child, its pauper grave,
and of its father. For the first time she thought of the
latter with doubt and bitterness. Had he deserted her?
She had read of these things. And her aunt, how cruelly
she had taken up the belief of her unworthiness. What
had she done to be thus treated by those who should have
protected her? Why was she of all human beings selected
out for wrong and insult?
These were severe questions for a girl not yet eighteen
123to ask of her own proud spirit, in the degrading darkness
of a station-house; and if her soul was filled with bitterness,
when it could make no reply, who will wonder or blame her.
It is a terrible thing when a warm, young heart learns to
distrust humanity, and is thrown into the world without
shield or buckler, to contend with that coarse reality which
crushes out all the rich poetry of youth and leaves bitterness
in its place. No wonder, poor inexperienced creatures, like
Catharine, sometimes become reckless and sin against that
society which taunts them onward by cruel and undeserved
reproach.
What Catharine might have done, after that night of
fearful trial, if left wholly to herself, I cannot say; but God
puts no human soul upon this earth to leave it altogether
subject to evil influences. When humanity fails, then comes
a sweet, low voice from the throne of God, and those who
listen grow calm and strong, as flowers brighten beneath the
soft dew which visits them in the night-time.
True, Catharine was an orphan, but who knows that the
mother who has gone with all her earthly affections to heaven,
purified and holy, is not a better guardian to the soul of her
child than she ever could have been on earth. No, no,
Catharine Lacy was not alone in all that night. Spirits
hovered around her, and when waves of bitterness would
have rushed over and filled her soul, they were swept aside,
leaving the young girl more tranquil and strong of heart
than she had been for months.
The heavenly love of a mother, who had partaken of
divinity, and that earthly love, which draws us closer to the
gates of heaven, had watched over the young girl in her
deepest humiliation. Toward morning, she fell asleep, with
a fragment of the Lord’s Prayer upon her lips. It seemed
to her in that half dreamy state, as if her parents were both
listening as they had done years ago, and smiled to think
that she was asking help of God once more. All day the
124poor girl slept. Once or twice an officer came in to arouse
her, but there was something so child-like and happy in her
slumber, that he went out again, leaving her undisturbed.
Toward nightfall, Catharine awoke, and after partaking
of some coarse food, which the captain of police had ordered
for her, she took up her little bundle and prepared to go
forth into the streets again.
Her plans were no longer in confusion. She would go to
Madame De Marke, and ask the protection denied by her
own relative; this was a duty which she certainly owed to
De Marke, before throwing herself upon the wide world.
She had little hope of conciliating the eccentric old woman,
but resolved for his sake to brave the interview. Very
slowly, for she was still too feeble for much exertion, Catharine
made her way down the city, strengthened by her own
steady purpose, and saved from torturous feelings of suspense
by the very hopelessness of her project.
It was nightfall before she reached her destination. The
dim stairs, over which she trod, creaked gloomily beneath
her light footsteps, adding to the evil foreboding that crept
closer and closer around her heart, as she entered the shadow
of that now half-deserted building.
Her pace grew more rapid as she advanced, for the courage
of desperation was upon her; and her knock against
the half-closed door of Madame De Marke’s room was clear
and firm.
“Who is wanting me?” inquired a snappish voice, and
the door was partly opened. “Who is it? you, Jane Kelly?
come in, my pet, come in. Is it good news or bad that you
bring me? Come in out of the passage. What keeps you
hanging back so? Putting on airs, eh? making believe
you are in no hurry for the mate to that ear-ring, the sparkler?
All fudge and nonsense; just as if I didn’t understand
it all. Come in with you—there, there, now lift your veil.”
The old woman had drawn Catharine through the door
125with great eagerness, clutching her arm with those claw-like
fingers till the poor child almost called out with pain. She
felt that the old woman was trembling with some emotion,
which struck her as intense rage, and when her veil was
drawn aside it revealed a face so pallid with affright, that
for a moment the old woman did not recognize it.
“What? what?” she hissed at last, as the certainty of
her identity forced itself upon her, “you alive and here.
Oh! ha! she shall pay for this!”
As she spoke, the wretch clutched her hand with a more
cruel gripe around the young girl’s arm, and gave her a
fierce shake.
“Alive!—you alive and here?” she repeated, “oh! but
some one shall pay for this.”
“You hurt me,” said Catharine, shrinking with pain. “I
come to you for help; do not harm me!”
“Help! to me for help—you, you!” cried the old woman,
drawing back and pointing her lean finger almost into Catharine’s
face; “help you shall have. Help to the house of
correction. I’ll help you there, certainly. You can depend
on me. But where is the baby—the dear little infant;
what have you done with that, eh?”
“It is dead!” answered Catharine, with simple pathos.
“I am all alone.”
“So the dear little baby is dead, is it? what a pity!
There must have been lots of mourners at the funeral.
Why didn’t you send for me? I’d a come with pleasure.”
“Don’t,” said Catharine, lifting both her hands, and holding
their palms out as if to ward off a blow, “don’t, unless
you wish to kill me. It was your son’s child.”
“My son’s child, was it? oh! yes, I remember now. You
were married to my son, as you call him, the last time I saw
you. Perhaps you will give me another sight of that precious
marriage certificate.”
“Don’t ask me for it?” murmured Catharine.
126“And why not? I must look at it again and again, before
the fact will make itself clear. Come, come, let us see
the paper.”
“It is lost!” said Catharine, in a low voice; “there is
nothing left but my word to prove that I am really and
truly your son’s wife!”
CHAPTER XX. ALL ALONE.
Madame de Marke stood a moment irresolute,
then she spoke out. “My son! you will call the
young reprobate De Marke, my son, as if he ever had a
drop of my blood in his veins. I tell you he was De Marke’s
son by a first wife, and I——Well, yes, I am his stepmother,
his father’s widow, and his guardian till, till——But
what’s the use of talking? You couldn’t understand
it.”
“But I understand this, and thank God for it. De Marke
is not your own son.”
“No more my son than he is your husband, honey-bird,
be sure of that,” cried the old woman, with a spiteful laugh.
Catharine’s eyes sparkled. It was something to know
that the old woman had really no claim on her for respect.
“But you have always looked upon him as a son, and you
know that I am his wife.”
“Indeed, how do I know that? Let me read over the
certificate, and then—”
“He told you that we were married, I am sure of it.”
“Oh! they are deceivers all; don’t put any faith in the
blood, my dear; but just go away like a nice girl and hide
your shame in the country. I’ll give you a trifle for travelling
127expenses, and then you might make a nice match, where
no one ever heard of you before.”
“Hush, madam, I will not listen to this; it degrades me
and my husband.”
“Your husband, ha! A tender, attentive husband, isn’t
he? Don’t you wonder when he will come back?”
“Tell me where he is gone. Oh, tell me that, and I will
trouble you no more!”
“Why? what would you do?”
“I would follow him to the uttermost ends of the earth, as
a true wife should follow the man she loves.”
“Would you, my dear? But that is just what the young
fellow does not want. He has left you, girl, and I tell you
he will never return, never, never, do you hear?”
“I do not believe it. Sooner or later he will come back
to contradict this wicked slander. He is not a bad man!”
“Just as you please to think, my dear; only he is a long
time in coming!”
Catharine gave a quick motion of the hand, as if to silence
the slander, and turning upon the old woman, demanded
if she would give her shelter and protection?
“No, no, my dear, the thing is just impossible,” answered
the old creature, with jeering malice in her look and voice;
“that would be owning to the world that I gave some faith
to your romance about Philadelphia, the clergyman, and all
that.”
“I am almost glad of it,” answered Catharine, conscious
that a sensation of unaccountable relief went with her words.
“Now I have nothing but God to trust in; all his creatures
have forsaken me.”
“Oh!” ejaculated the old woman, kissing her crucifix,
“what has God, or the mother of God, to do with heretics
but to punish their sins? Go away, dear, go away.”
“I will,” was the sad reply. “You send me out among
men like a wild bird into the woods, but God takes care
even of them.”
128“That’s a nice girl, you’ll go into the country away west
or east, where no one will ever hear of you again. Don’t
come back to disgrace the poor boy, and I’ll pay your passage
in the emigrant cars just as far as you will go. Only
let it be a long way off, and remember, dear, how much it
will cost me.”
“No,” answered Catharine, “I cannot leave the city till
he comes back.”
“I tell you he never will come back, never! You hear
me, never! never!”
Catharine turned very white, and clenched her little hand
hard on the back of a chair.
“How do you know this, madam?” she questioned, in a
faint voice.
“He told me so himself, dear; depend on it, he never will
come back, and never can marry you; it would make him a
beggar.”
“Why?”
“Why, darling? because his father just left it in his will
that his son should never marry without my consent; if he
did, all the property should come to me. So, my dear, you
understand how it would turn out if you were really married;
he would be a beggar, and I rolling in gold—rolling
in gold. Oh, if you only had been married, now wouldn’t
it have been a run of luck for me? But he won’t do it—not
fool enough for that—never thought of such a thing.”
“Do you mean to say that George has practised a deception
on me?”
“Oh, a little cheat, nothing else, of course you understand
all about it; the certificate that you made so much of, all
fudge and nonsense. Just go away, darling, as I tell you;
he’ll never come back till you do, and never then, I dare say.”
Catharine held by the chair still trembling from head to
foot. In all her trouble she had possessed one source of consolation
and strength—deep faith in her husband’s love and
129integrity. Now her very heart seemed uprooted. For a moment,
she had no faith in anything. She leaned heavily on the
chair, grasping it with both hands, but her limbs trembled
and gave way; she sunk slowly downward, and bowing her
face, cried out in bitter anguish:
“Oh, my God, what have I done that all Thy creatures
turn against me? Let me die—let me die!”
Madame De Marke turned away. At the head of her cot
was a small hen-coop such as farmers use in transporting
poultry to market. Through the bars of this coop, two or
three lank, hungry fowls were protruding their long necks,
and set up a low chuckle as if they joined the old woman
in mocking at the poor girl. “Ha, ha! you understand it,
dears,” said the crone; “here now, my pets, help yourselves.”
She went to a platter that stood on her deal table, and
dividing a cold potato with her fingers, thrust half of it
through the bars. As the hungry fowls devoured it, she
began quietly eating the other half, while she eyed the poor
girl with a look of malicious cunning, apparently quite unmindful
of the anguish that made her very heart quiver.
At last Catharine lifted her head and looked steadily at
the old woman. “Madam, if you have deceived me in this,
if you know this of my husband.” She paused—the name
almost suffocated her; goaded with fresh agony, she arose to
her feet.
“Woman, woman, as you have dealt with us, so will the
God of heaven deal with you on your death-bed!”
The next instant Catharine Lacy passed through the door,
as one flees from an impending death-blow.
Madame De Marke looked after her with a wild, fierce look;
then she snatched up her crucifix and kissed it.
“A heretic, a heretic—why should I mind the words of a
heretic? What right has she to call on God?”
But her grim features worked with fear long after she
ceased speaking, and she repeatedly kissed the crucifix in
her hand, as if striving to bribe protection from it.
CHAPTER XXI. DIAMOND CUT DIAMOND.
130
Scarcely half an hour had elapsed, when there was
another knock at the door, and Jane Kelly, the hospital
nurse, presented herself.
“Oh, you have come at last!” exclaimed the old woman.
“What news this time?”
“I have come for the other ear-ring; it’s all right this
time!”
“Dead?”
“Yes, dead, I gave him to my favorite nurse. The Irish
woman wanted him dreadfully, and made a fuss at headquarters,
but I proved that she lay in a dead sleep from
drinking the very night before we sent her home, so my
woman got the child and kept it to the last.”
“And it is dead, ha?”
Jane nodded her head. “Paregoric for breakfast, cordial
between whiles, and laudanum at night; that nurse always
has quiet babies; can lay ’em down anywhere in a
corner or on a shelf. If they wake up and cry, more drops;
you can’t think how nat’rally they go to the other sleep at
last; it’s quite beautiful.”
“But this one? don’t talk of sleep,—is it dead?”
“As a door-nail!”
“La—a,” ejaculated the old woman, with a sort of distrustful
exultation, “if I could believe you now!”
Jane fired up in an instant.
“I see—this is to get rid of paying over the other ear-ring;
but it won’t do, I’m not to be taken in that way.
Goodness knows the whole set wouldn’t half pay me for the
trouble and risk, to say nothing of one’s soul. So it’s no
131use putting on airs, I’ve earned the ear-rings, and I mean to
have ’em.”
“There now, dear, there now, what an ado you are making,
and all for nothing at all; dear me, who said a word about
not giving you the ring? but the mate, just let me see that,
and we will put them together. Earned them? indeed I
think you have, dear, and more than that by a good deal.
Certainly, my dear, you shall have more than that.”
“Oh, thank you! I deserve it, at any rate, though the
girl did escape.”
“Deserve it, my pet, of course you do, and twice as much;
but give me the ear-ring.”
“Not exactly!” answered Jane Kelly, “I was not fool
enough to bring it here.”
“Then you haven’t it about you?”
“No, why should I?”
“Oh, no, why should you—but you haven’t pawned or
sold it, have you?”
“Of course I haven’t; none of your fine ladies will get a
chance to flourish in them diamond ear-rings now, I tell you;
they cost too much for that, and what I’ve earned I can afford
to wear as well as the best on ’em.”
“But why didn’t you put it in your ear to-night? I should
just like to see ’em sparkling each side of them rosy cheeks;
why, it’d be a treat to see them and your eyes a-flashing
together. I wish you’d brought ’em, dear.”
“Well,” answered Jane, smoothing back her hair, with
great complacency, “it’s no use talking about it now, for
one ear-ring is safe in my trunk, at the hospital, and the
other, you know, is somewhere in the room here, so it stands
to reason they can’t outshine my two eyes to-night.”
“Oh, ho!” ejaculated madame, softly; “in your trunk;
well, I should a thought it would have been safer in your
pocket.”
“Not at all. I keep the store-room key myself, and no
132one gets to my trunk now, I tell you. The matron would
give her eyes to see what’s in it; but, no; close bind, close
find, is my motto.”
“And so you must have the mate to that ring to-night?”
said Madame De Marke, after a moment’s reflection.
“Must have the mate to that ring to-night,” repeated
Jane, with a self-confident toss of the head.
“Well, now, how sorry I am, dear; but the room isn’t
safe for things so costly, you know, and it was only yesterday
I sent it down to the bank.”
“Indeed!” drawled Jane Kelly, eying her friend distrustfully;
“so you are certain there is no mistake about
the bank. It don’t happen to be under the bed now, in a
little morocco box, inside of one with iron clamps?”
“What, what!” exclaimed the old woman, starting
up fiercely, “you know this; you have been peeping
and prying about my room, eh? But it isn’t there;
I sent boxes and all down to the bank; so you can try at
your game there; perhaps you’ve got a skeleton-key, or
something of that sort.”
“No,” said Jane, rising in a fury; “but I’ve got the
power to make you suffer, and I will, if that ear-ring isn’t
forthcoming by to-morrow night. My oath is good yet, and
one picks up a little law now and then in the institution.
It’s no joke to bribe a person to murder.”
“Ha! you’re cute, dear—very cute; so you will make
oath to that, eh?”
“Yes, I will make oath to that, if the diamond ear-ring
in my trunk hasn’t a mate by this time to-morrow night.”
“But you forget,” cried the old woman, “that the baby is
dead.”
“Not at all, Madame De Marke; I recommended the
nurse; that was all. She has had plenty of children before
from the Almshouse.”
Madame De Marke moved restlessly in her seat, and a
133look of crafty thought stole over her face. At last she began
to smile, and winding her fingers softly around each
other, as if caressing herself for a pleasant idea, she said:
“Oh, very well, to-morrow night you may come again;
everything shall be ready. You and I are not going to
quarrel, dear; come to-morrow night; that’s a dear.”
“Yes, I will come,” answered Jane, brusquely; “depend
on that.”
She arose, and, folding the shawl around her, with a defiant
air, went out, muttering: “Yes, yes, we’ll settle this
business to-morrow night, no mistake about that.”
After she was gone, Madame stood for a moment listening,
till the sound of her footsteps died on the stairs; then
she dragged forth the iron-bound box, took out the odd ear-ring,
and thrust it in her bosom. Snatching up a queer old
bonnet, with a crown like a muskmellon, and a front like a
sugar-scoop, she framed her witch-like face in it, and stole
out of the chamber, treading like a cat, and, in reality, appearing
to see in the dark like one.
CHAPTER XXII. THE ODD EAR-RING.
Jane Kelly had proceeded but a few paces from the
outer door, when Madame reached the pavement. Very
few persons were in the street at that time of the evening; for,
though not very late, the building was deep in the commercial
heart of the city, and few persons ever spent the night
there.
“Oh, there he is.”
As the old woman uttered these words, she darted across
the street and seized a policeman by the arm.
134“Burglary—burglary! I have been robbed. The thief
has been trying at my door again; I have tracked her now,
There the woman goes; seize her! seize her! she has robbed
me of a diamond ear-ring; I swear it, I am ready to testify;
here is the mate; seize her, or she will be off.”
As she spoke, the old woman drew the ear-ring from her
bosom and held it up in the light of a street-lamp. The
man gave one glance at the sparkling stones, and darted
after Jane Kelly, who was gliding off like a shadow in the
distance.
Madame put up her jewel, and followed the policeman,
chuckling softly to herself.
“Is this the person?” said the policeman, leading Jane
Kelly back, with a strong grasp on her arm. “Have I
caught the right bird?”
“That is the woman,” replied the old De Marke, peering
into Jane’s face, “I should know her among a thousand. I
caught her in my room, not ten minutes ago, robbing my
money-box; picked the door-lock when I was out buying
groceries; had this very ear-ring in her hand; you’ll find
the box open on the floor, just as she left it. I trod softly,
light as a feather, darted in upon her, snatched this from
her hand—she ran—I after her, and here she is!”
Jane Kelly stood before her accuser as she uttered these
charges, dumb with astonishment, and pale with dismay.
She looked from the policeman to the old woman and back
again with a wild stare.
“What is the witch at now?” she said, at last, in a frightened
voice, wincing under the grasp fixed on her arm. “Let
me go, I haven’t done nothing; I’m a hired nurse at Bellevue
Hospital—a paid nurse, do you understand?”
“Is she?” inquired the man, turning to Madame de Marke.
“Don’t know anything about her, sir; saw her hanging
about my building about ten days ago, first and last time I
ever saw her till now. That night I walked in the streets
135from twelve o’clock at night till three in the morning, the
priest made me do it as a penance; when I got home, the
mate to this was gone from my money-box; to-night she came
after another haul!”
Jane Kelly turned upon her fierce and pale. “Woman,
you lie!” broke from lips that trembled so with fear and
passion that the words came almost in a whisper.
“Of course I do; no one ever told the truth about a thief;
of course it’s all a story, perhaps the magistrate’ll think
so.”
“You do not mean to have me really taken up?”
“Of course not; you’ve committed burglary on my premises,
robbed me of diamonds worth five hundred dollars,
and tried to do it again; but of course I a’n’t going to take
you up, dear. Perhaps I’m tender-hearted, perhaps I love
you too much, perhaps you’ll be marched off to the police
office without another minute’s time for abusing me! Mr.
Policeman, just move on, I am ready. It isn’t too late yet,
and I want to get home again!”
“I won’t go—I charge that woman with murder, perjury,
false imprisonment. She’s an imp, a wretch, a wild beast, I
tell you; take her up, I charge her with something worse than
stealing.”
Jane struggled fiercely as she hurled these words back
upon her accuser, and almost wrenched her arm from the
policeman.
“Hush, be quiet, I say!” commanded the man, sternly,
“I’ll have no more of this; come along, marm, we’ve held
court long enough in the street. If we wait in this way, the
magistrate will be gone.”
“Oh, I’m ready, I’m in a hurry to go,” said Madame, with
her glittering eyes turned on Kelly; “it isn’t me that delays
you; walk on, I’ll follow with all the pleasure in the
world; perhaps she’s got the mate to this about her!”
“No such thing,” exclaimed Jane, with another burst of
136passion, “you know well enough that I told you it was in
my trunk.”
“Oh!” ejaculated the officer, with a wink at the old
woman, who gave back a significant nod, and cast another
jeering glance at her victim.
“Did you tell me that? thank you, dear, it’s pleasant to
find a person so frank. You hear, sir, she confesses. Kind,
isn’t it?”
Jane was about to speak, and probably in her wrath might
have committed herself still further, but the policeman
dragged her forward. She made a little resistance at first,
but at last moved on more patiently, though still burning
with indignation, which was likely to break forth to her disadvantage
the moment she was allowed to speak again.
Madame De Marke seemed to be aware of this, for though
she appeared to follow the officer and his charge, every few
minutes she would glide up to the side of her victim, and
whisper some taunt or jeer that stung the woman’s wrath
into fresh vigor, and in this state she was placed before the
magistrate.
The moment she entered the police-office, Madame De
Marke changed her whole manner; the glitter of her eyes was
subdued, her demeanor became quiet, and notwithstanding
her mean garments and general untidiness, there was something
about her which bespoke a knowledge of good society
and its usages. Besides, her face bore evidence of a keen
intellect, the more remarkable from the squalid poverty of
her appearance.
She advanced before the judge, and made her charge in a
clear, truthful manner, that left no room for doubt, though
the magistrate seemed a good deal astonished by the value
of the property stolen; and when Madame, with her usual
boast, spoke of rolling in gold, an incredulous smile stole
across his lips.
Madame De Marke saw the smile, and a little of her natural
shrewishness broke forth.
137“You don’t believe me; you think, perhaps, I stole the
things first myself,” she said, sharply.
“No, I do not trouble myself to think of anything that has
not taken the form of evidence,” said the judge, smiling
with an expression that Madame liked still less than the
first; “to-morrow we will look into the case, if you appear
against the woman.”
“But you will lock her up—you will not allow her to go
home?” cried the old woman, eagerly; “she will hide my
diamonds away, and I shall never see them again!”
The magistrate waved his hand, as if to silence further
speech, and writing on a slip of paper, handed it to the
officer.
“Come,” said the officer, touching Jane.
The woman turned sharply upon him.
“Where are you taking me?”
“Into another wing of the Tombs: don’t make a disturbance
now, but come peaceably.”
“Not unless this old Jezebel goes with me,” cried the
woman, furiously. “I tell you, she is ten thousand times
worse than a thief; she wanted me to commit murder—to let
one of the sweetest creatures that ever lived starve on her
sick-bed; she tried to bribe me with that very ear-ring. I tell
you, gentlemen, she is more of a murderer than I am a thief
ten times over!”
She was interrupted by a laugh, low and quiet, but which
shook Madame’s meagre form from head to foot.
“Pleasant charges, very,” she observed, addressing the
magistrate; “perhaps I stole my own jewels.”
“I shouldn’t wonder,” murmured the judge, scarcely
above his breath, but Madame heard it.
“Yes,” she added, “and perhaps I engraved my own
name on the back.”
She held out the ear-ring, and the judge saw G. De Marke
engraved on the antique setting. He had heard the name,
138and now gazed with great curiosity on its owner, for with all
her apparent poverty he knew her to be one of the wealthiest
women in New York. He handed back the ear-ring
with a bow, and waving his hand, ordered the prisoner to
be removed.
CHAPTER XXIII. A FRIEND IN NEED.
Alone in the streets of a great city, in the night-time—so
young, so beautiful, without a home, a dollar, or a
friend, what could the poor girl do?
Utter hopelessness is almost rest. Catharine could not
understand this, and wondered within herself at the strange
apathy that possessed her in this the most forlorn moment
of her life.
She wandered on, careless of the direction, without object
and dreamily. Once or twice she sat down on a door-step
to rest, but it was only for a moment, and when she arose it
was to forget that a transient repose had been obtained.
At last in the drear waste of her thoughts she remembered
the Irish woman who had been so kind to her at Bellevue,
and around this thought centred other reflections that almost
amounted to a resolution. But even this emotion died away
when she reflected, that, kind as the woman was, there existed
no means of ascertaining exactly where she lived.
Still Catharine wandered on; what else could she do?
Even from the door-steps she might at any moment be
driven forth as an intruder. It was evidently getting late;
the noises of city life were gradually hushed, and the growing
stillness appalled her. Never, in her whole existence,
had she been so utterly alone.
139Awaking from her apathy, as it were from a dull dream,
she found herself upon the corner of two thoroughfares, on
the east side of the town. The stores were all closed, and
the streets on either hand almost deserted.
“Where can I go?—what will become of me?” she
murmured, looking around with affright. “Will no one
have pity on me?”
That moment a woman passed her carrying a basket of
clothes on her arm.
“She is going home,” said Catharine, gazing after her
through the blinding tears that filled her eyes.
“Did you speak to me, ma’am?” inquired the woman,
turning back at the sound of her voice.
A faint cry broke from the poor girl, and seizing the
woman joyfully by the arm, she called out.
“Oh, is it you?—is it you?”
Mary Margaret Dillon sat down her basket in utter astonishment,
and seizing the hand that detained her, shook it
heartily.
“Well, if this isn’t something, innyhow; me jist thinking
of ye, and here ye are to the fore; but ye’re looking white as
me apron yet, bad luck to the doctors—come by, and let us
have a word of talk togither.”
“Will you let me go with you?” inquired Catharine,
anxiously, for she had been so often and so cruelly rebuffed
that this kindness scarcely seemed real.
“Will I let ye go with me, bless ye’re sowl; that’s a question
to put to a Christian woman, now, isn’t it? In course
I’ll let ye go with me; why not?”
“But I have no home, nor a cent to pay for—for—everybody
has abandoned me—I haven’t a friend in the wide
world.”
“Hist, now, that’s talkin’ traison and rank hathenism.
Where d’ye think is Mary Margaret Dillon, with her strong
hands and a shanty over her head which no one else has a
140right to, baring a triflin’ claim on the lot o’ ground. Isn’t
that a home for ye, I’d like to know?”
“But I shall be trouble—I shall crowd you,” faltered
Catharine, trembling with anxiety to have her objections
overruled.
“Did ye ever see a poor man’s house so full that one more
couldn’t find a corner to rest in—faix, if ye did, it wasn’t
in the cabin of an out-and-out Irishman,” said Margaret,
lifting her basket of clothes and settling herself for a walk.
“Come along; I want ye to see the childer, bliss’em, and the
old mon, to say nothin’ of the pig and three geese, that’ll
be proud as anythin’ to have ye for company.”
“Thank you—oh, thank you with all my heart. I will
go; perhaps I can do something to pay for the trouble,” said
Catharine, to whom this vision of a home seemed like a
glimpse of paradise; and folding her shawl about her, she
prepared to move on with a feeling almost of cheerfulness,
certainly of intense gratitude.
“No trouble in life,” answered Margaret, briskly. “The
old man and the childer’ll just resave ye as if ye was one
of ’em. Come along, come along, and we’ll have a taste of
supper and a drop of tae as a remimbrance of this matein
atween old friends, d’ye see?”
“Let me help with your basket.”
“No, no, jist be aisy there; ye’re not strong enough for
that, and faix it’s a sin and a shame that sich a dilicate
young crathur should iver be put to the work; home or not,
my opinion is ye’re a born lady, and that I’ll stick to agin
the world.”
They walked on together, Margaret talking cheerfully,
and Catharine mingling some painful thoughts with her
gratitude.
“Mary Margaret,” she said, at length, in a low, mournful
voice, “you will never turn against me, as the others have,
because I cannot give you proof that—that the poor baby
141they buried away from me was honestly mine; you will
take my word for it, I feel almost sure!”
“I don’t want ye’r word; one look in ye’r purty face is
enough for me, and I’d stand up for ye agin the whole univarse,
with old Ireland to the fore.”
“Thank you—God bless you for that,” answered Catharine,
and for the first time in many days a smile broke
over her face. “You are so honest and so kind, Margaret,
I could not bear that you should think ill of me.”
Margaret did not answer at once, but walked on thoughtfully.
“In course,” she said at last, “I belave ivery word ye tell
me; but if it wasn’t so—if ye had been a poor, desaved
crathur instid of the swate innicent ye are, I wouldn’t turn,
agin ye anyhow. It ain’t Christian, and, accordin’ to my
idees, it ain’t modest for a woman to hold a poor, fallen
feller crathur down in the gutter foriver and iver. The
blissed Saviour, who was holier than us all, didn’t do it, and,
by all the holy saints, Mary Margaret Dillon niver will
either.”
Catharine drew a deep sigh.
“Don’t sigh in that way, darlint,” exclaimed Margaret,
kindly. “D’ye know that ivery time ye draw a deep breath
like that it drinks a drop of blood from ye’r heart? Don’t
sigh agin, that’s a darlint.”
“I was thinking,” replied Catharine, “how much worse
it would have ended if I had really been so wicked as they
think I am; it seems to me as if I must have laid down on
the first door-step and died. Nothing but my own sense of
right has given me strength to live—and after all, what
have I to live for now?”
“Hist, darlint, hist, this is talkin’ like a hathen. Ye’re
to live because the blissid Saviour thinks it’s good for ye, and
that’s enough for a Christian. Besides, it’s mane and low-lived
to give way, wid the first dash of trouble, especially
142when we see every day that the Saviour makes ye strong and
more determined.”
Catharine submitted to this rebuke for her momentary repining
with gentle patience. The simple piety and honest
good sense of Mary Margaret had its effect upon her, and
before she reached the shanty where the good woman lived,
something of hopefulness sprang up in her heart. She could
not help feeling that there was something providential in her
encounter with the good Irishwoman at the moment of her
utmost need. This gave strength to many hopeful impulses
that are always latent in the bosom of the young.
CHAPTER XXIV. MARY MARGARET DILLON’S SHANTY.
The shanty to which Mary Margaret conducted her
guest stood in a vacant lot, high up in the city. It
was a rustic affair, composed of boards mingled with the odds
and ends from old buildings, that Michael Dillon had been
engaged in demolishing during his experience as a laboring
man. Indeed, Michael was a very favorable specimen of
metropolitan squatter sovereignty, and had succeeded in
securing no inconsiderable means of creature comfort around
him, though another man was owner of the soil. He had
managed, when out of work, to wall in a little patch of land,
in a rude, loose way, it is true, which he denominated the
garden, and some dozen or two of fine cabbages, as many
hills of potatoes, and a cucumber vine, where great, plethoric,
yellow cucumbers were ripening for seeds, gave color and
force to Michael’s assumption.
In addition to these substantials, Mary Margaret had contributed
her share of the useful and picturesque by planting
143nasturtians all along the low, stone wall, which clothed the
rude structure with a sheet of gorgeous blossoms, and gave
it the look of an immense garland flung upon the ground.
Thus hedging her husband’s usefulness in with flowers,
the province of a true woman, Mary Margaret had helped
to win a gleam of the beautiful from the rude, stony soil
from which Michael strove to wrest a portion of their daily
food.
I have often thought that true goodness, in a woman, at
least, is always accompanied with glimmerings of fine taste.
Certain it is, Mary Margaret had managed to impart no
common show of rustic effect to her little, board shanty. Its
door and simple window were entwined with morning-glories
and scarlet runners that took the morning sunshine beautifully,
and on a rainy day shed gleams of red and purple all
over the front of the shanty, tangling themselves and peeping
out in unexpected crevices even among the slabs on the
roof. Indeed, they encroached on the province of a mockorange,
that for two years had kept possession of the roof,
and the sturdy vine was obliged to drop its golden fruit
among the purple and red bells of the morning-glory, and
even to creep off to the back of the shanty, where no one
could see the richness and symmetry of its fruits.
Then there was a sweet-briar bush indigenous to the
soil, at one end of her dwelling, which Mary Margaret had
pruned and caressed into profuse luxuriance; though it
was dark, the scent of this bush greeted Catharine as she
approached the shanty; with this pleasant sensation she
entered her new home almost cheerfully.
The shanty was divided by a board partition into two
small rooms, not so untidy as to be repulsive, but rather
close to one entering from the fresh night air. The anteroom
contained a bed, in which Mary Margaret’s sterner
half lay sound asleep, after a hard day’s toil beneath the
hod.
144“Whist a bit, while I light the lamp,” said Mary Margaret,
raking the embers in a portable furnace so hurriedly together
that the sparks flew all around her, “let the ould man slape
his fill; he must be up and at work by six in the morning.”
Catharine hardly drew her breath, for she was seized with
terror lest the sleeping man should awake and resent her
intrusion into his dwelling.
“Sit down fornent the furnace, while I boil a sup of water
for the tay,” whispered the hostess, kindling her tin lamp;
“jist give Michael’s coat and hat a toss and take the chair
yersel’; faix! ye look tired and white enough for anything.”
Catharine sat down, for she was indeed quite exhausted,
and relieved of the anxiety that had tortured her so long,
she almost fell asleep while Mary Margaret made her tea,
and cut the loaf which had been carefully put aside for the
family breakfast.
There was not much refinement in Mary Margaret’s method
of serving up her meals; but she certainly made an effort to
render things rather genteel than otherwise. A clean sheet,
taken from a pile of clothes ready to be sent home, was
folded twice and laid on the table for a cloth, and Mary
brought forth an old china cup in an earthenware saucer,
which she garnished with a pewter spoon, as an especial
honor to her guest.
As for herself, she sipped her portion of the “tay” daintily
from a little tin cup that belonged to the youngest child.
With all its drawbacks, this was a delicious meal to poor
Catharine, and she partook of it with a sense of gratitude
so full and gushing that it amounted almost to happiness.
Two or three times she turned her eyes upon Mary Margaret
and made an effort to thank her, but the words were lost in
a glow of emotions, and she could only falter out,—
“Oh, Mrs. Dillon, how I want to thank you for all this,
but no human being ever was so poor, I have not even
words.”
145She spoke with some energy, and before Mrs. Dillon could
protest against all this waste of gratitude, which she was just
attempting, a cry arose from the bed on one side of Dillon,
which was echoed by a half-smothered response from under
the blankets close by the wall.
Catharine started to her feet. The faintest cry of an
infant was enough to thrill every drop of blood in her veins.
“Whose—whose child is that?” she inquired, breathlessly;
“surely I heard two voices!”
“In course ye did, and why not?” said Margaret, with a
baby under one arm, while she plunged about among the
blankets for the little creature next the wall. “Come out
here, little felly, and show yer blue eyes to the lady. Isn’t
he a beauty, out and out?”
Catharine held out her arms for the child, who turned his
great blue eyes wonderingly upon the lamp, while the poor
young creature was striving to fix them on herself, for her
very soul yearned toward the little creature. But the child
was obstinate, and gave itself up to admiration of the lamp,
while she sat gazing on it through a mist of tears, so sadly,
wrapped in fond sorrow, that you would have wept at the
very attitude.
“Whose—whose is it?” she asked; “both cannot be
yours.”
“Ye’re right in that entirely,” answered Margaret, pouring
some milk into the tin cup she had been drinking from and
placing it on the embers in the furnace. “It’s the nurse
maid ye have.”
“And who is its mother?” faltered Catharine, pressing the
child fondly to her bosom, and laying her pale cheek to its
warm little face.
“Ye remember the poor young crathur that had the cot
next to yours, and the baby they took away from yez?”
“Yes, oh, yes.”
“She died, poor, misfortunate soul! and only that I
146wouldn’t stand by and see the baby starve to death by her
side, it might have been buried on her bosom. I had a fight
wid the nurse, bad luck to her! but the doctor stood by me,
and so the little thing got a fair start in the world before he
came to you. Faix! but she’s a wicked crathur, that nurse.”
“I believe she was—I am sure of it!” answered Catharine,
in a mournful undertone. “Do you know I sometimes
think that my own poor little baby might have lived,
if she had taken care of it? Such a large, beautiful—ah,
if it had but lived—if it had but lived, nothing could make
me quite miserable! Mrs. Dillon, poor, helpless, and deserted
as I am, I would give the whole world, if it were
mine, only to hold his child in my arms as I do this poor,
little motherless baby. He has left me—he has left me,
but I know that I should worship his child.”
“Hist, now hist, or ye’ll be after wakin’ the old man,
though he does not sleep like a pavin’-stone in general; and
ye’ll be afther breakin’ the heart in me busom, too, if ye
take so on. Here, feed the poor baby wid a dhrop of the
warm milk, while I give this little spalpeen a turn. It’ll
aise your heart, never fear!”
Here Mary Margaret began shaking her boy, and scolding
him heartily for greediness, bringing various charges
against him as a young spalpeen and a thaif of the worldt.
In this torrent of superfluous words, the tears that had been
crowding to her eyes were dispersed, and she sat up, a
strong-minded woman once more.
“Ye asked me about the baby there,” she said, at length,
without appearing to notice the tears that filled poor Catharine’s
eyes. “That hathenish nurse was nigh gettin’ the upper
hands of me. You remember how she let on to the
doctor that it was drinkin’ I’d been when the heavy sickness
fell on me after takin’ a sup of yer medicine, and he, poor
innocent, belaved her, an’ took away the child that I was
fond of a’most as if it was my own flesh and blood.”
147Catharine looked up and inquired how it came about that
she got the child back again.
“This is the way,” answered Margaret. “I did not like
the woman that nurse Kelly gave the little orphan to when
ye begged so hard to keep it. The heart in my bosom felt
like a cold stone when I saw her gathering it up like a bundle
under her shawl. There was starvation and murther in
her face; more than that, she was faregathing wid nurse
Kelly, an’ that was another rason agin her. Well, wid
these feelins I couldn’t eat or sleep wid thinkin’ of the
child, for it seemed to me as plain as the sun that some
harm was coming to the little soul. So afore they sent me
away from the hospital I inquired, aisy, ye know, where the
woman that had got me baby lived, and it turned out that
an acquaintance of my own was in the same tinament.
When a week was over, I went to visit my acquaintance—d’ye
see—and in an aisy sort o’ way asked about the
woman and the baby. It was just as I had thought; the
woman was niver at home, but went out to her reglar day’s
work, laying the poor little orphan all alone in a basket,
sound asleep, in consequence of the laud’num and them
soothin’-drops. I went into the room to see it, and there it
lay in an old basket on a heap of rags, wid its little eyes
shut, and a purple ring under ’em. It had famished away
till its own mother, if she had lived, wouldn’t a known it.
“Well, I couldn’t stand that, so without sayin’ a word I
up an’ takes the crathur in my arms, and walks off to the
Alms house in the Park, and there I laid the child that
still slept like a log, down afore the gintlemen that sit there
for the good o’ the poor, ivery day of the blessed year, and
says I,—
“‘Are ye magestrates and gintlemen,’ says I, ‘to sit here
while the poor orphan childer that ye should be fathers to,’
says I, ‘are bein’ starved and poisoned with black dhrops
under yer honorable noses?’ says I. Wid that, afore the
148gintlemen could say a word for themselves, I unfolded the
rags that the baby was wrapped in, and laid its little legs an’
arms huddled together like a fagot afore ’em, and says I
agin,—
“‘Look here, if yese got the heart for it, an’ see for yerselves.’
“Thin one of the gintlemen up an’ spoke for himself, and
says he,—
“‘The nurses are all compelled to bring their children
here for inspection once in two weeks, an’ the time has but
just gone by. How can this be?’ an’ he was mighty sorry
an’ put out, I could see that plain enough.
“‘Yes,’ says I, ‘that’s the truth,’ says I, ‘but it’s aisy
enough to borry a show-baby when ivery house where these
poor orphans go is runnin’ over wid ’em, and young babies
are all alike as peas in a pod,’ says I, ‘and it must be a cute
man to know any of ’em from one time to another. Just
wait a bit,’ says I, ‘if ye don’t belave me, and I’ll show you
the very baby that was brought here in the place of this.
It’s a plump, hearty little felly, and belongs to an acquaintance
of my own.’
“‘Can this be true?’ says one of the gintlemen to another.
“‘True as the gospel,’ says I, spakin’ up boldly, ‘ye’ve been
praisen that hathen of a nurse for a baby that didn’t belong
til ye, and this poor thing has been starved down to nothin’.’
“‘Well,’ says the gintleman, for he was a rale gintleman,
says he, ‘I’ll send an officer for this woman, and she shall
never, to her dying day, have another child from this department.
But what can we do wid the poor infant? We
must send for a nurse that can be trusted at once.’
“Thin my heart ris into my mouth, and I hugged the
baby to me, and says I, wid the tears in my eyes, says I,
‘Let me have the child to nurse, I’ll be a mother til it, an’
more too, if that’ll satisfy ye.’
“Well, the long and short of it was, they thanked me
149kindly for comin’, and give me the baby, wid a dollar a week
for takin’ care of it. So when the nurse came home, expectin’
to find it dead in its basket, there was nothin’ for her but a
bundle of rags, and a perlice officer to take her down to the
Park.”
“Thank God!” exclaimed Catharine, with a burst of
gratitude, kissing the child again and again. “It was a
brave act, Mrs. Dillon, and the child will live to bless you
for it as—as I do.”
“In course he will,” replied Mary Margaret, “for it’s just
a miracle the saints might wonder at that he lived at all.
At first, ye see, considerin’ his starvin’ condition, I just give
me own little felly the could shoulder, and turned him over
to the tin porriger; but he got on well enough, niver fear;
and the little stranger begun to thrive as ye niver seen in
yer born days.”
“He has indeed found a kind mother,” said Catharine,
thoughtfully. “But how long will they let you keep him?”
“Well, it’s two years that they put the babies to nurse.
I’m tould,” answered Mary, reluctantly.
“And after that?”
“Thin they are sent up to the Almshouse, and after that
bound out; if they happen to be killing purty like this one,
maybe some rich gintleman or lady up and adopts ’em and
makes a lord of ’em entirely. Some day you and I will see
them blue eyes a-looking at us through a carriage-windy,
and I’ll be bound he’ll bow and smile as if we were the real
quality itself.”
Catharine became very thoughtful during this prophecy,
and turned her eyes away from the child, as if its innocent
face gave her pain.
“Niver mind,” interposed her hostess, interpreting her
look with that subtile magnetism with which one true womanly
heart reads another.
“A great many things may happen in two years, with the
150blessings of the saints, so don’t be getting down-hearted;
there’s a God above all!”
“I know it,” answered Catharine, gazing with sad tenderness
on the child; “but it makes my heart ache to think
what may become of this poor baby.”
“There now, hand it over, and go to your bed with the
childer; it’s gettin’ down in the mouth ye are, and all for
not eatin’ a hearty male whin ye had it to the fore,” exclaimed
Mary Margaret, depositing her offspring by its
sleeping father, and reaching out her arms for the other
child. “There, there, go yer ways now; just push the childer
aisy a one side, an’ make yerself contint on half their straw
bed on the floor, and a comfortable bed may ye find it.”
Catharine arose to obey this hospitable command, but
Mary Margaret called her back.
“See here; isn’t it as like the holy cross now as two
paes?” she said, putting the soft hair back from the baby’s
temple, and revealing a crimson mark that really had a cruciform
appearance, small and delicate as it was.
“Isn’t he born to be a saint now!” exclaimed the Irish
woman, exultingly.
“Or a martyr, perhaps,” said Catharine; and she walked
sadly into the little room pointed out by her hostess.
CHAPTER XXV. SEEKING FOR HELP.
Catharine was content in her new home. She had
been so completely worn out with suffering and excitement,
that any place, which insured quiet and rest, was a
heaven to her.
151Besides, she found objects of interest in that humble
shanty that won her thoughts quietly from her own grief.
She was so young and naturally so hopeful, that anything
calculated to arouse affection in her nature visited it with
soft healing. The nurse’s child awoke her heart from its
sorrow with a strange influence, thrilling and sweet. She
would hold it fondly on her lap, smooth its silken hair with
her fingers, kiss its soft lips, its sleepy eyes, and its plump
little foot, with an outgush of tenderness that seemed more
than motherly. With all her gratitude to Mary Margaret,
she could not so caress and love her loud-voiced, hearty
little boy. She could not even grieve over the loss of her
own child, with that little creature lifting its soft, wondering
eyes to her own so earnestly.
Catharine loved to sit in the back door of the shanty—with
the mock orange-vine and the morning-glories framing
her in, as if she had been one of those golden-haired Madonnas
that Guido loved to paint, creations that seem half air,
half light—and caress the child, that was joy enough for
her.
Mary Margaret being out most of the day, Catharine was
left to the healthful influences of these tender associations.
She was still very pale, and her eyes were circled with
shadows, like those that trembled upon the wall from the
half-open morning-glories, but she began to feel less desolate,
and as if neither God nor man had entirely forsaken her.
With all her gentleness and delicacy, Catharine had become
precocious in many things. She had many firm and
settled thoughts beyond her years. Suffering had done a
holy work with that young soul, and while the dews of first
youth were on her nature, she was rich in pure womanly
principle. She felt that it was wrong to remain a burden
on her poor friends. Yet when she thought of going, a
pang smote her, and it seemed as if her young heart must
be uprooted afresh before she could give the child up.
152Poor, motherless girl, and childless mother! She was not
yet eighteen, and so delicate that it seemed as if a blast of
air might prostrate her.
Two weeks passed in comparative tranquillity. No one
inquired after Catharine; and she might have been dead for
all her former friends knew or cared about the matter. Her
aunt believed her to be with Madame De Marke, and that
wicked old woman neither asked, nor cared, what had befallen
her.
One morning, before Mary Margaret went out to her day’s
work, Catharine spoke of her determination to find employment
for herself. At first, the kind woman objected, but
her good sense directly came into action, and she saw how
impossible it was that a creature so superior should be long
content with a life in her humble abode.
But what could Catharine do? She understood a little
of millinery and ornamental needle-work, but well she knew
the precariousness of resources like these to a homeless
female. One thing was certain, she must henceforth depend
on herself. Her relatives had forsaken her. The husband
whom she had so fatally trusted was gone, she knew not
whither—gone, she had been told, to avoid her, and to cast
off the responsibilities which were to burden her so fatally.
This was the bitter drop in Catharine’s cup. This was the
arrow that pierced her, wherever she turned. She could
not entirely believe evil of the man she had loved, but her
soul was troubled with a doubt more painful than certainty.
Still, something must be done. She could not remain
there, a helpless burden upon the industry of others.
Mary Margaret entered into her feelings with prompt tact.
But what step could be taken? With no one to recommend
her, scarcely possessed of decent clothes to wear, without
the power to explain the miseries of her condition, who
would receive her? These considerations daunted even
Mary Margaret, but at last a bright idea seized upon the
good woman; she began to see her way out of the difficulty.
153“There are societies,” she said, “in New York, with
oceans of money, just got up for the purpose of helping
innocent crathurs when the world casts them adrift. What
if Catharine applied to one of these societies? The directors
were all ladies that would, of course, have feeling for
their fellow-creatures.” Margaret had seen their names in the
papers, and that was a crown of glory in her estimation.
Catharine brightened with the idea. A band of benevolent
women, with abundant means and gentle compassion,
ready for poor wanderers like her. It promised to be an
oasis in the desert of her life. In every one of those women
she imagined an angel of mercy ready to receive and
comfort her.
It seemed a great blessing that so much benevolence
could be concentrated at one point, harvesting year after
year for the good of humanity. Yes! she would apply to
this society; if destitution and misery was a claim, where
could a better right than hers be found? These angel-women
would give her employment, they would point out
some way of usefulness that she could pursue in peace.
Mary Margaret gave up her day’s work, and accompanied
Catharine to the home of benevolence. It would have done
your heart good to hear those unsophisticated creatures congratulating
each other that so much good yet existed in the
world, and that women could be found willing to devote
their fortunes and precious time to the helpless and the
unfortunate.
“Of course,” said Mary Margaret, “they’ll see the whole
truth in yer innocent eyes at once, and all ye’ll have to do
’ill be just to hold out yer hand and take the money that
their blissed hearts ’ill be jumpen to give. I shouldn’t
wonder now,” continued the good woman, warming with her
subject, “if one of the ladies should insist on takin’ ye into
her own house and makin’ a lady on ye entirely.”
Catharine smiled. There was something so hopeful in
154her companion’s voice, that she could not help yielding to
its influence, though her heart was very heavy at the
thought of leaving the poor orphan child, who had woven
itself so closely around her wounded affections.
At length their walk terminated. Mary Margaret rang,
with no abatement of confidence, at the door of a large
house, occupied by one of the principal officers of a society
abundantly endowed by the trusting charity of many Christian
women—generous, noble women, who, like our two friends,
fancied that an institution like this could only be guarded by
angels on earth, long-suffering, self-sacrificing angels, whose
holy mission common mortals must not dare to investigate,
much less condemn.
The door was opened by a woman, who received them
with an air peculiar to those who have been inmates of our
penitentiaries. Her manner was subdued into a sleek, unnatural
quietness, more revolting than her original audacity
would have been.
“The lady-directress was within,” she said, “but engaged
just then. They could sit down in the hall and wait, if they
liked, or come again.”
There was something about the atmosphere of the house
that chilled Catharine to the soul, and even Mary Margaret,
whose faith in humanity would have extracted sunbeams
from a snow-drift, felt anxious and depressed.
The hall was very cold, and they were chilled with the
wind of a bleak November day. Catharine shivered beneath
her thin shawl, and Mary Margaret insisted on folding a
portion of her own gray cloak around her, using this as an
excuse for a hearty embrace or two, which left the poor girl
a little less nervous and disconsolate than she would have been.
Once or twice a side-door opened, and some poor, want-stricken
woman came out, and moved slowly toward the
front door. Catharine observed that there was a look of
angry defiance on one face, and that another was bathed
155in tears. She wondered strangely at this. Why should the
poor women go away from a place like that, angry or weeping?
These thoughts made her shrink closer to Mary
Margaret, and she longed to ask that kind creature to leave
the place and take her home again.
Three persons had come out from the side-door, and gone
forth to the street with sullen, discontented faces, when our
two friends were summoned from the hall.
CHAPTER XXVI. THE PROFESSED PHILANTHROPIST.
The two friends entered a parlor elaborately furnished,
and warmed to a degree that made Catharine faint,
coming in as she did from the cold air of the hall. A table,
with a small desk upon it, stood before the fire, and between
that and the cheerful blaze sat a tall and exceedingly sanctimonious
person, clothed in a blue merino dress, gathered
in folds around the waist and fitting tightly at the throat.
Catharine’s heart sunk as she met this woman’s eyes, the
expression was so schooled—the sleek, hypocritical air was
so transparent. She had evidently assumed the saint, till
she absolutely believed in her own infallibility. Hollow and
selfish to the core, she had no idea that it was not a praiseworthy
and most holy action to sit in pampered ease from
morning to night, and use the money provided by the truly
benevolent as a means patronizing and wounding those who
were compelled to submit to her unwomanly curiosity and
sly dictation.
This woman had subdued her thin, tallowy features into
sanctimonious meekness so long, and had bedewed them so
often with tears which came obedient to her wish, that she
156had obtained the look of one ready to burst into a holy fit of
weeping, because all the world was not formed upon the
model of her own immaculate self. Whenever an applicant
appeared before her, a watery compassion for the wickedness,
for which she always gave credit in advance, suffused her
cold eyes. Even her hair partook of the general character,
and was smoothed back from that narrow forehead with a
precision that nothing less than a tornado could have ruffled.
In truth, Mrs. Brown, whom we have seen before in all her
glory, was a finished character. The only human feeling
to which she ever gave way was that of intense self-adulation.
Even in her prayers she could not refrain from
thanksgiving, that one perfect type of human perfection
had still been left to a sinful world.
This woman was an absolute study, if poor Catharine had
possessed the experience or the will to read her. She had
worked so hard in thoroughly forming the character she
had so long assumed, that it seemed to be her own. Her
tall, precise figure, the slim, long hand, of a dead white
and always cold, the narrow face with its dull pallor,—all
these were greatly in her favor; but there was one feature
of the demure face not quite under subjection. The long
nose harmonized with the drooping features both in form
and color, but just at the end—as if her true nature must
break forth somewhere—it glowed out with a fiery redness
marvellous to behold. All the heat and color that should
have warmed her thin lips, centred there, as if the nose had
instituted some private experiments on the merits of the excise
law, and had resolved to keep its pleasant researches a
secret from the other sanctimonious features.
“Well,” said the benevolent lady, softly, folding her hands
over each other and back again, with solemn graciousness,
“well!”
Catharine leaned upon the table for support. The very
presence of this woman made her faint. Her own sensitive
157nature recoiled from the hollow mockery of benevolence
sitting in state before her.
Mary Margaret saw how pale the poor girl became and
ran for a chair.
“She is sickly, ma’am, for all them red cheeks as she had
a minute ago, and it’s tiresome standin’ long,” said the good
woman, planting herself by the seat which she had thus considerately
provided, with a feeling that after all the place
was not quite a paradise.
“I do not object to the young person sitting down if she
is ill,” said Mrs. Brown, with a wave of the hand, “but if
she is so feeble as that, I would remind you that this is not
a hospital.”
“I am not ill, madam,” said Catharine, with feeling, “but
I am homeless and almost friendless.”
“Then,” said Mrs. Brown, bowing blandly, and caressing
her hands again, “this is your proper home; that is, providing
you can be made useful to the cause, and know how
to feel sufficient respect for the dignity of the Board.”
“I trust,” answered Catharine, gently, “that I shall not
be deficient in proper respect for anything that is in itself
respectable.”
“What!” ejaculated the lady of professional benevolence,
sharply, while the bloom on her nose grew radiant, “perhaps
I didn’t understand you?”
“I merely intended to say, madam, that anything which
is true and upright, never can lack respect. Even wicked
people are forced to reverence goodness.”
“Very true, very true. I have often felt this when addressed
by individuals who—who claim help here. Sometimes
one is forced to bring the duty of respect before them
in forcible language; but it is sure to come, sometimes in
silent homage, sometimes in tears, sometimes with sullen
discontent; but it’s sure to come, before a dollar is paid out
from the funds of this institution.”
158“Well,” said Mary Margaret, innocently; “if yer ladyship
buys up respect by the dollar’s worth, I’m just the person
that’ll sell bushel-baskets full at a time, especially regarding
yer honor’s ladyship, for I’m brimming over with
reverence for ye, from the crown of yer head to the sowl of
yer foot, and ye’re welcome to it all; only give this poor
young crathur a helpen’ hand into the wide, wide world
again. It isn’t for the likes of her to be kept in a shanty
like ours, anyhow.”
Even this singular blending of irony and blarney had its
effect upon the Lady-Bountiful, who had learned to feed her
voracious vanity with husks as well as grain. She smiled
sublime condescension on the buxom Irish woman, and gave
her hands an extra twirl, stretching her neck and rustling
her dress like a heron pluming itself.
“You seem a very sensible woman. Such warmth of
piety does you credit,” she said. “It is persons like you,
strong and healthy, ready to work in return for our charity,
and to feel the depth of the benefit conferred, that our Society
rejoices in helping. How many children have you, my good
woman?”
Mary Margaret gave the number of her children, finishing
with a burst of maternal eulogium on the health and
beauty of the youngest-born.
“Then,” she continued, “there is the little charity baby,
just as good as my own, that’s got a face like an angel’s, and
eats like a hathen. Arrah, but that’s the boy for ye, with
his soft, sunshiny hair, and eyes like the bluest robin’s egg;
to say nothing of the old man, who wins mate and drink for
us all, when there’s work to be had.”
“Then you did not come for help?”
“Not on me own account, yer ladyship’s reverence, if I
may call ye so on account of the beauty and holiness that’s
in ye. There is potaties growin’ in the bit of garden, and a
pig at the back door, that’ll keep the hunger out yet a while;
159but this sweet young crathur, if yer reverential piety will
just turn itself on her!”
“So many children, and a husband without work! that
is a hard case,” persisted the Lady-Bountiful brimming over
with gratified vanity, which she solemnly believed to be an
outburst of charity,—“something must be done for you.
Wait a moment.”
The lady arose, opened a store-room adjoining her parlor,
and after some research, drew forth a pair of heavy, woollen
stockings, which some blessed old farmer’s wife had sent
down to the city in a donation of old clothes, firm in the
belief that her little mite would work out a miracle of redemption
somewhere among the reprobates of a great city.
“Here,” she said, with a look of intense benevolence,
holding out the yarn stockings, which, by the way, were not
mates, “take these, and, in gratitude to the Society, make a
good use of them. Don’t use our benevolence as an excuse
for waste and idleness; but remember that an obligation
like this, received unworthily, can never prove a permanent
blessing. Take them, good woman, and while you receive
our bounty with a just appreciation of its value, we will remember
you in our prayers.”
It was beautiful to see the tears spring up, cold and heavy,
like melting hail-stones, into those lustreless eyes, as the
hackneyed philanthropist, overwhelmed with the magnitude
of her own virtues, held out the huge, moth-eaten stockings
to the astonished Irish woman.
“Don’t hold back; you may accept the charity of our
Society without fear; beneficence is its most heavenly attribute.
You see before you a proof that where the object is
worthy, we are always ready to be liberal.”
Mary Margaret took the stockings, tucked one under her
arm, while she thrust her hand into the other, which came
out at an opening in the heel, doubled-up like a sledgehammer.
160Catharine, amid all her anxiety, could not prevent the
smile, that quivered on her lips, from breaking into a low
laugh.
The Lady-Bountiful gave her a look of solemn indignation,
which Mary Margaret was quick to observe.
“She’s overjoyed at my good luck, yer ladyship,” said
the kind woman, withdrawing her hand into the foot of the
stocking; “ye don’t know what a grateful crathur she is,
always smiling like that when good comes to a friend. Now
I dare say she was thinkin’ that a ball of yarn, and a darning-needle,
would make these the most iligant pair of stockings
that an honest man can put on his feet; and she knows,
too, that I’m the woman that can darn as well as the queen
herself. Now, marm, that you’ve overcome me with your
goodness intirely, just give her a turn of your ladyship’s benevolence.”
“She looks sickly. Besides, I’m afraid she will prove one
of the stiff-necked and rebellious class of persons whose ingratitude
has pierced the Society so often. But I will ask
her a few questions. Will the individual tell me where she
was born?”
“Is it important that you should know?” questioned
Catharine, in a suppressed voice.
“Certainly; justice may be blind, but charity never is!”
“I have no reason for concealment; but it seems an unnecessary
question. I do not ask for money, or charity of
any kind. I supposed that a society, established for benevolent
purposes, would gladly help an honorable girl to
obtain some means of earning her own livelihood. It is not
charity that I ask, but help; such as one woman may give
to another, quietly and with a feeling of sisterhood. This
is what I expected.”
“Then you refuse to answer my questions. How am I to
know whether you are worthy or not?”
“If I were unworthy, would you be likely to learn it from
161my own lips? But I will not refuse; it may be necessary.
I was born in the city.”
“What is your name? Who are your relatives? How
came you here?”
Catharine turned deathly pale and trembled. For the
first time in her life she came near assuming her husband’s
name. It was an act of disobedience, for, until his return,
he had forbidden this; but she shrunk from her own name
as if it were a disgrace; it seemed to her that every one
must know that she was a childless mother. She hesitated,
her color came and went, the fear of disgrace struggled hard
against her natural dread of assuming her husband’s name
unauthorized. At last her resolution was taken. She
would risk everything rather than disobey the man whom
she had loved and trusted so entirely. He might be false
to her, but she would still hold firm to her promise—never
till he came back would she take his name.
CHAPTER XXVII. A CHARITABLE CROSS-EXAMINATION.
While Catharine reflected, that woman’s cold eyes
were upon her, passionless and steady as if she quietly
enjoyed the crimson as it flushed and paled on her face.
At last Catharine gave her maiden name, but it was in a
low, faltering voice, and with a sharp struggle to keep the
tears from her eyes.
“You are single, of course?” questioned the woman, suspiciously
eying her from head to foot.
“No, I have been married.”
“And is this your husband’s name?”
162Catharine clasped her hands so tightly, that the blood left
them even to the rounded nails. She looked at Mary Margaret
and at her cold, hard questioner, as if she would have
asked pity even with those eyes upon her.
“No,” she answered, at last, “it is not his name; I have
never borne it.”
“Why?”
“We were married privately, and without his mother’s
consent.”
“I thought so—I was sure of it,” exclaimed the woman,
softly, caressing her hands again, as if they had detected
the wrong in this young girl’s character, and she was assuring
them of her approbation. “And so you were married
privately, without his mother’s consent, and without certificate,
I dare say?”
“No, I had a certificate,” replied Catharine, with tears
of shame and anger in her eyes. “I had a certificate, but
it is gone—lost or stolen, I suppose.”
“Lost or stolen—where?”
“At the hospital, when I was sick.”
“Oh! ha. So you have been in the institution. I thought
so—I thought so!” cried the woman, with cold exultation.
“In what ward did they place you?”
Catharine did not shrink or tremble now. There was
nothing in the remembrance of her maternal anguish and
bereavement, to burn her cheek with shame, though it
might be blanched with sorrow. She answered firmly, but
in a low voice,—
“I was a wife, and they put me among those who had
become mothers in their poverty.”
“A wife—a mother—and no certificate—that seems
strange;—and you even say it to me, me—a lady whose life
has been one series of the most perfect rectitude—me, President
of this Board, a person who has passed through the
very dregs of sin in her pious search after objects of charity,
163and kept herself white as snow all the time. Are you not
afraid that these uncontaminated boards will shrink apart
beneath your feet, as they witness this attempt to impose on
us?”
Catharine had learned “to suffer and grow strong.” Child
as she was in all worldly things, there lay a power in her
nature that rose to defend the innocence thus coarsely
arraigned. She was pale, but it was a proud, calm pallor,
which told how powerfully the blood had flowed back upon
her heart, as an army gathers around a citadel when fiercely
assailed.
“I have not attempted to impose on you, madam. Circumstances
may be against me; still, you know in your
innermost heart that what I have said is the truth. But
why do you ask these questions? Who gives you authority
to tear out the secrets from a human soul, before you will
extend help to a fellow-creature who only asks the means of
earning her own bread in humble peace? What if I were
all that you think me, a weak, betrayed, or, if you will, a
wicked young creature—am I the less an object of charity,
or of kindness? Have I ceased to be a human being with
human wants? Was it thus that our Saviour received the
erring and the sinful? Is it thus that our God deals with them
here, and at this day? Does he forbid them to earn their
bread by honest labor, because of sins that may have been
repented of? Does he withhold the sunshine, the rain, and the
blossoms of the earth from their enjoyment? I ask you again,
would it be a just reason for withholding food and shelter
from me, if I had done all the wrong you suspect?”
The Lady-Philanthropist really seemed a little moved.
A vague speculation came into her eyes, and the yellowish-white
of her complexion became ashen; but it was with rage
at this unheard-of audacity, not with any gentle acknowledgment
of the truth in that young creature’s words.
As Catharine ceased speaking, the woman of many virtues
164folded the skirt of her dress closer about her person, as if to
shield herself from the contagion of such sinful audacity,
and sunk into a cold, Pharisaical attitude again.
“Oh,” she said, with her eyes lifted devoutly to the
cornice, “I sometimes wonder that these sacred walls—yes,
I may be excused for calling them sacred, for are they not
consecrated to charity?—I sometimes wonder that these
walls do not fall down and crush the audacious wickedness
that sometimes intrudes itself here. Young person, it is not
that you have committed this heinous wrong which offends
me. Our society is founded in sin, and established in
iniquity. Our mission is more particularly to the sinful,
and from them is derived our chief glory; but every one
who comes here must contribute something to the cause.
Are you willing to become an example, to confess your manifold
sins, and give the particulars of your dissolute life, that
they can be advertised in the public prints, and embodied
in our own annual reports, setting forth the repentance
which our kindness and prayers have wrought in you, and
the heroism with which you published your crimes that
others may take warning? By this means, my dear child,
you will not only be snatched as a brand from the burning,
but the cause will be strengthened, and means will flow in
to secure other cases like your own; by this confession, our
country friends, who have done so much for the regeneration
of this vile city, will be satisfied that we are up and
doing, in season and out of season.”
The woman had arisen and taken Catharine’s hand in
both hers, during the latter portion of this speech. The cold
tears dropped, one by one, from her eyes, and rolled with
sanctimonious slowness down her cheeks.
“What is it that you desire of me?” said Catharine,
bewildered by this solemn acting. “What have I done?”
“What do I desire? Why, that you confess and forsake
your sin, but especially confess. I am ready and willing
165to take down every word of the fearful narrative, as it falls
from your lips. Oh! my dear child, you have it in your
power to aid us in accomplishing a great work—begin, dear
child, begin!”
The woman seated herself at the table, and took up a
steel pen, sharp and hard as herself, which she dipped in an
inkstand, shook lightly, and held ready to pounce on a
sheet of paper, already arranged, the moment Catharine’s
lips should unclose.
“Come, my poor, sweet child, don’t hesitate; take up the
cross and begin; what was the first step?”
“Madam, I do not understand. What do you wish me
to say? I have done wrong in marrying my husband without
the consent of his mother, but beyond this I have
nothing but grief and poverty to confess!”
Again the tears rolled down that woman’s face. She
sighed heavily and shrouded her forehead with one hand.
Then she shook her head, and looked mournfully at the two
women, muttering something in a solemn undertone.
At last she lifted up her head, and smiled benignly.
“I see. This is a case that requires time. I will lay it
before the Board. Doubtless the good seed has been planted
in our conversation, today, and the sisters will strengthen
my hands to reap in due season.”
“Then you will find the sweet crathur a place and recommend
her entirely!” exclaimed Mary Margaret, coming to
the point at once.
“We will, as I have just said, take her case into consideration,”
replied the directress, blandly. “You can go home,
good woman, for according to your light I do not doubt that
you are good. This person can remain here; I should prefer
to have her directly under my own care.”
Mary Margaret hesitated, and looked wistfully at Catharine,
who returned the glance with a look of gentle submission
that went to the poor woman’s heart.
166“I’ll come to-morrow, and bring both the babies with
me, niver fear,” she said, struggling to keep back her tears;
“and remember, darlint, if the worst comes to the worst,
there’s the shanty and the childer, where ye’ll be welcome
as the blissed sunshine every day of the year. So don’t be
down-hearted, or put upon by that cowld-hearted lady, or
the likes of her, any how.”
The latter portion of this speech was delivered in a whisper;
and wringing Catharine’s hand, Mary Margaret went
out, with some new ideas of professional philanthropy that
puzzled her honest brain not a little. A motherly old
woman passed her in the hall. She was dressed in black
silk and had an old-fashioned Methodist bonnet on, which
varied but slightly from those worn by strict Quakers, and
which are lost sight of now, save by a few old primitive
Wesleyans, like the woman we are introducing.
The old woman stood aside, to allow the Irish woman a
free passage, and looked after her with a kind, genial smile,
which almost asked if the great-hearted Christian could do
the Irish woman any good.
Mary Margaret understood the look and answered it at
once.
“If ye could only say a kind word for the young crathur
in yonder now,” she whispered, confidentially, “she’s as
innocent as a baby, and so handy about house; if ye could
only take her home with yoursel’ now, it’d be like letting
the blissed sunshine into yer door.”
“Who is it?” questioned Mrs. Barr,—“a child?”
“Almost, and yet she’s been the mother of a child.”
“Poor thing!” said the old lady.
“You may well say that—but she’s the innocentest crathur
in the wide world. So please believe everything she
says. It’s true, every word of it.”
The old woman looked into Mary Margaret’s eyes an
instant, searchingly, but with kindness, and answered,—
“Yes, if you say it is true, I shall believe it.”
167“God bless ye forever and ever for that same!” exclaimed
the Irish woman warmly, and she went out, satisfied that
she had obtained a friend for her protégé.
CHAPTER XXVIII. JANE KELLY ON HER TRIAL.
The morning on which Jane Kelly was to have her
hearing, found Madame De Marke punctual. The
judge, who recognized her real position, was comparatively
deferential; for wealth, even when allied with degradation,
is not without power. Besides, her manner, as on the evening
before, bespoke considerable knowledge of good society
and its usages.
Madame De Marke repeated the conversation which she
had already stated. A lawyer, employed by her, was also
in attendance. Jane was without professional aid.
“The case seems clear,” said the judge, when Madame
De Marke had closed her testimony. “What have you to
say? You may speak now!” he added, turning to the
prisoner.
The girl had frequently interrupted Madame De Marke
until the judge had sternly ordered her, more than once, to
keep silence; and now her suppressed rage found short and
bitter words.
“She deserves the State’s prison more than I do!” cried
Jane, white with passion, and looking at Madame De Marke
as if she could have stabbed her to the heart. “She is ten
thousand times worse than a thief”—
“Stick to the point,” interposed the judge. “The question
is not, what this lady may, or may not have done; but
what proof there is that you did not steal the jewel.”
168“Proof! Does anybody want proof that she is blackhearted,
treacherous, lying, cowardly, a secret murderer?”
raved the girl. “Yes, a murderer! She wanted me to
commit murder,—to let a sweet young creature starve on
her sick-bed, and tried to bribe me with that very ear-ring.
And now she says I stole it.”
“Have you any proof of this?”
“Proof! Proof again! What proof is there, but her
word, that I took the ear-ring!” said Jane, with quick
shrewdness, a thing she was not deficient in, when rage did
not overmaster her entirely. “My word ought to be as
good as hers. She says I stole the ring, and I say she gave
it to me; what proof has she that her story is a bit truer
than mine?”
“She swears to it.”
“I’ll swear to mine.”
“That the law does not allow. An accused person cannot
be a witness in his or her own behalf.”
“But the accuser may be a witness for her side.”
“No. It is the Commonwealth that prosecutes, and the
accuser is only a witness for the State.”
Jane broke forth indignantly—“You dare to call this
justice! Such pitiful stuff you name ‘the wisdom of the
law!’”
She spoke these last words with bitter scorn. “If some
one would come, and swear that you, the judge, had stolen,
you’d have to believe ’em, ha! ha!”
“Order!” cried an officer, horrified.
“Order! order!” shouted the equally horrified clerk.
“No, I’ll not come to order,” she cried, raising her voice
to a scream of rage. “It’s God’s truth, that I’m innocent,
and that yonder woman tried to buy me to do murder; and
she ought to be here instead of me. You let her swear me
into prison, and won’t let me swear what a lie it is. You’re
in league against me, every one of you,” and she glared
169around on the court like a wild beast. “Justice! You call
this justice! The devils themselves are more just—”
She was proceeding in this mad way, when the police-officer,
rushing up to her, actually dashed his hand over her
mouth, crying, “This can’t be. Respect the court. Will
you be silent, you jail-bird? We’ll gag you completely if
you don’t hush up.”
Exhausted by her frantic rage, not less than by her struggle
with the officer, Jane soon fell back, panting and exhausted,
in the prisoners’ seat. When the decorum of the
court had been restored, the case went on again; and as the
girl had no testimony to offer, the magistrate committed
her, and in default of bail meantime, sent her back to the
Tombs again.
In due time, her case came up for trial, when the same
testimony was repeated against her. But on this occasion,
no such scene of disorder occurred as had marked the preliminary
examination. Jane, finding how useless were her
recriminations, had now sunk into a sullen silence. Only,
when asked what she had to say in her defence, she repeated
her charge against Madame De Marke, adding,—
“It’s as true as there’s a God in heaven, whether you
believe it or not. You take that woman’s oath, and won’t
take mine; because she’s rich, I suppose, and I’m poor.
She had nobody by to certify to her story any more than I
had. I don’t wonder, with such laws, that your State’s
prison is full.”
The judge, however, was not convinced. He charged the
jury that the jewel was found in her possession; that she
was a character well known to the police; and that the story
she told was inconsistent in itself. “Still,” he added, “you
are the judges of the fact, gentlemen; and if you disbelieve
Madame De Marke, you must acquit.”
The jury did not even leave the box. They had unanimously
come to the conclusion that the prisoner was guilty,
170and immediately rendered a verdict to that effect. Yet in
after-days, more than one of them had occasion to remember
that trial, and their share in it, with something more than
doubt.
Jane was sentenced to prison for the full period that the
law allowed. Madame De Marke’s serpent-like eyes watched
her victim closely, while the judge was pronouncing this
severe sentence; and the momentary spasm which passed
over the prisoner’s face was a welcome sight to her selfish
heart.
But neither natural inhumanity, nor revenge itself, were
the sole feelings gratified by this sentence. That night, as
Madame De Marke sat alone, she rubbed her withered hands
together with a chuckling laugh, and said to herself,—
“I have ’em safe now. The child is dead. The girl
who got it out of the way is in the State prison; and even
when she gets out, her testimony won’t be received in any
court in this country, for convicts are not competent witnesses,
ha! ha! This Catharine,” she added, with sudden
bitterness, “she’s dead, no doubt, by this time. People soon
die, in New York,” she added, with cold-blooded calculation,
“if they are starving and delicate. She looked like a ghost—had
a cough—hacked away like anything.”
The old woman rubbed her hands again with savage glee,
and her eyes fairly emitted light in the darkness. “To
boast she had married my son! I’ll teach ’em all to cross
my path. I’ll teach ’em. I’ll teach ’em.”
Mumbling this, she went about her room, preparatory to
retiring, in order to see again that all the fastenings were
safe. Nor was her sleep, that night, broken by remorseful
dreams, as might have been supposed. God’s time had not
come yet, if, indeed, it was to come in this world.
CHAPTER XXIX. SHELTERED AT LAST.
171
When the members of the Board had all assembled,
Catharine was again subjected to the ordeal of an
examination. This repetition of what seemed to her an
uncalled-for curiosity was almost more than she could endure;
and if it had not been for the kind Methodist, Mrs.
Barr, who continually interfered in her behalf, she would,
more than once, have broken down in a passion of tears.
“You can retire now to the adjoining room,” said the
Lady-Philanthropist, at last. “Meantime, we will take
your case into consideration. But,” she added, looking
around on her fellow-members, “it is not clear to me, by
any means, that you are a deserving object of our charity.
You appear to have a thoroughly hard and ungrateful heart,
and to want that penitence so becoming in one who has
sinned greatly.”
Poor Catharine! When she found herself alone, she
could no longer restrain herself, but sobbed out her grief
and mortification in a passion of weeping.
“Oh! if I could find anything to do—anywhere—no
matter with whom,” she cried, in bitter grief, “I would leave
this cruel place this moment.” The poor girl took her
hands from her eyes, and looked around, half rising as if
about to go. “But no! no!” she said, sitting down once
more, and burying her face again. “I cannot be a burden
on those poor Irish people any longer. I must stay away,
even if I starve. I must put up with any indignity. Oh,
George! George! how I suffer, could you but know what I
have suffered!”
The hum of voices, in the adjoining room, occasionally
increased to almost an altercation. But Catharine, absorbed
172by grief, did not notice this. She remained silently weeping
for quite half an hour, when her attention was suddenly
aroused by a hand laid upon her shoulder.
She looked up. It was the kind Methodist lady, who had
interceded for her so strenuously. Catharine was ignorant
that Mary Margaret had met this good woman in the hall,
yet the motherly face, the plain, unpretending manner, and
those words of benevolent intercession, had impressed the
forlorn girl, and she knew that if she had a friend in the
world besides the humble Irish nurse, that friend was now
before her. The poor girl looked up, with an attempt at a
smile, therefore; but it was such a faint, sickly struggle,
that her visitor’s heart ached to see it.
“My poor child!” said the old lady.
The tears swelled into Catharine’s eyes. There was sympathy,
and the promise of aid, in the very tones of this old
Christian’s voice. It had been long since she had seen so
kind a countenance, or heard such soothing language, except
from the untutored Mary Margaret.
“My name is Mrs. Barr,” said the lady, after a pause.
“I am disposed to be your friend. Would you like to go
and live with me?”
Catharine’s face lighted up as if she were transfigured.
Emotion made her dumb. But she grasped the hand held
out between both her own, and covered it with grateful
kisses.
“There, there,” said Mrs. Barr, with tears in her own
eyes, “I am but a poor, human creature, and not worthy
of such gratitude. Nor is it much I can do for you, either,
my child. I am not blessed with a superfluity of this world’s
goods. But what I have, you shall share, at least till we
can look about for something better.”
“God will repay you, dear madam,” said Catharine, filled
with tender thanksgiving; “but, oh, tell me it is all yourself,
I cannot endure to be helped by this Society.”
173“The Society will not have anything to do with it, my
child.”
“I am so thankful.”
Mrs. Barr shook her head.
“My child,” she said, “it is natural for you to speak so,
but I fear it is wrong nevertheless. My colleagues mean
well; at least I hope so,” she added, quickly; “but experience
has made them suspicious, for they are continually
being deceived. Some of them, I fear, have little tact in
reading character,” she added, soothingly, “and judge many
as impostors till their innocence is proved. But sometimes
I cannot help differing with them a little. Our Saviour,
when on earth, taught us infinite charity. I like your face,
too. I believe you innocent.” Oh, what a look of thankfulness
Catharine gave her at these words! “So let us dismiss
this subject now, and forever.
“I can’t bring the members to think as I do; for the
lady you first saw is prejudiced against you, and has filled
the others with her suspicions; but,” the old lady continued,
“you shall not suffer. Come home with me. I have some
sewing I want done, and when that is finished, God, perhaps,
will find an opening for you. We will trust in him.
Shall it be so, my dear?”
If there were only more such people in this world, as that
good Methodist woman, how many poor creatures, almost
driven to despair, might be made happy.
Catharine said this to herself, again and again, as she
followed Mrs. Barr home. It was not an elegant residence,
scarcely even what would be called a comfortable one, but
it was clean, tidy, and cheerful; Catharine felt that she had
found a haven, at least for the present, and for the future
she trusted in God, as good Mrs. Barr had so hopefully bade
her do.
“This is the only apartment I have to give you,” said that
lady, as she ushered Catharine into an attic, freshly whitewashed,
174with a bed of spotless snow in one corner, “but it
has the advantage of having no other occupant. I have
but one servant, who sleeps in the next attic; she is a
middle-aged, kind-hearted woman, who will never interfere
with, and may often be of assistance to you. To-day shall
be a holiday, you look worn out; so we will put off work
till to-morrow. You may either rest here, or go to see your
friend, whom I met in the hall; perhaps it would relieve her
mind to know that you are cared for, at least for a time.”
Catharine felt as if a new world was opened to her. It
was not only that the fear of actual starvation was past, but
that the motherly manner of Mrs. Barr had restored faith
and hope to her heart, both of which had been nearly shipwrecked.
Oh, if we could but remember, that, in bestowing
charity, words of kind encouragement often go further than
almsgiving. The latter only relieves present necessities, the
former restores new energy to the fainting wayfarer on life’s
stony highway.
When Mrs. Barr left Catharine, the poor girl’s strength
gave way and she sank down helplessly on the bed. She
intended, however, to rest a little while only, half an hour
or so, and then to set forth for Mary Margaret’s. But almost
immediately she sunk into a deep slumber, which lasted
for nearly three hours; and when this was over, she found,
on going down-stairs, that the hour for dinner had come.
But she started, at last, for the humble dwelling of the
Irish nurse.
“Shure, and you look like another crathur, darlint,”
were Mary Margaret’s words, before Catharine could speak.
“They did the dacent thing for yees, at last, the saints bless
them for that same! But come in and see the childer.
The poor baby, would ye belaive it, has pined for yees all
day.”
When Catharine came to tell her story in full, Mary
Margaret broke out into an eloquent invective against the
175Society, but especially against the Lady-Philanthropist,
Mrs. Brown. Catharine, however, checked her, repeating
what Mrs. Barr had said.
“Well, well, darlint,” was the reply, “she’s a good woman,
shure she is; and may the sun always shine about her steps.
So we’ll say nothing, for her sake, consarnin’ the others—the
desateful, hypocritical—well, well, I’ve stopped intirely.”
CHAPTER XXX. MADAME DE MARKE AND HER PET.
Madame De Marke was alone in the miserable
room over her own warehouse, down in the very heart
of the city, where, at night-time, human companionship was
almost impossible. She was assorting some fragments of
meats and vegetables, which were heaped in a basket on her
lap, and which she had evidently picked up from the refuse
in the market that day.
Nothing more repulsive can be imagined than the appearance
of this degraded woman who was now given up entirely
to her own grasping avarice. If she ever possessed
the slightest traces of beauty, they had vanished long ago,
leaving her wrinkled and brown, like old scorched parchment.
But it was more the presence of moral deformity in
her countenance, than the absence of mere physical comeliness,
which rendered her so revolting. A pair of keen,
sinister eyes, that glanced suspiciously around; a brow on
which craft and avarice were plainly stamped; and a mouth
inflexible with cruelty heightened her evil aspect, till it
recalled that of the witch, Hecate, when she met Macbeth on
the blasted heath.
176Her only companion was a cat, about as sinister-looking
as herself, that gazed with its one greedy eye on each mouthful,
as it was lifted from the basket and laid on a broken
plate at the old woman’s feet; but hungry as the pool
animal certainly was, she had been far too well trained to
think of touching the food.
As the miserly old woman proceeded in her occupation,
she talked, now snappishly, now caressingly, to her cat,
stooping occasionally to smooth its ragged fur with her
witch-like hand, or warning it fiercely with her sharp, black
eyes, whenever it seemed tempted to stretch forth its paws
toward the plate.
Human beings, however depraved, must have something
to love, and when creatures of their own kind are driven
away from them by repulsion, it often happens that the feelings,
which find nothing to rest upon in humanity, turn to
domestic animals, or anything that can give back love for
love without the power to search or condemn.
Thus it was that this miserable old creature loved the unseemly
animal, that stood so greedily turning its eye from
the fragments of food to the haggard face looking downward
with a grim smile of approval, as she saw of what
self-control her favorite was capable.
“Now, Peg, don’t be greedy and eat me up with your
eye, in that way,” muttered the old creature, with a strong
French accent, laying some cabbage-leaves and turnip-tops
in her lap, as she continued her researches in the basket.
“Remember, Peg, how it was you lost that other eye of
yours. Didn’t you try to rob the chickens, and got your
eye pecked clean out for it, Peg? and didn’t I kill that
bantam, and give you his bones to pick? that should learn
you good manners, Peg!”
The cat winked her one eye as if she comprehended the
thing, and her mistress went on:—
“There are the hens, poor, innocent dears, with their
177heads under their wings, setting you an example, dear;—go
take a nap, Peg, and then come back again, and you shall
have a taste of the liver when I’ve got it in order for us.”
The cat seemed to understand her, for with a longing look,
first at her, then at the plate, she turned slowly and slunk
away to a fragment of rag-carpet in a corner of the room,
where she crouched down with her head between her paws
and her eye half shut, ready to spring out again, should her
mistress give signs of relenting.
The old woman followed her movements with a sour smile.
“That’s it,” she muttered; “for man or beast there’s nothing
like starvation to force obedience. Those who give
enough of anything to satisfy them, don’t know what power
is. There is Peg, now, if she’d had enough to eat all day,
what would be the merit of her creeping off in that way;
but now I know that she’s obedient, that she fears me.
That’s the sort of thing I like. There, there, that’ll do.
Peg, you’re a good old girl, there!”
The cat made a spring, and seizing, with teeth and claws,
the fragment flung to her, ran off to her corner again, followed
by the shrill laughter of her mistress.
“There’s gratitude—there’s life. Now supposing you’d
been a fat, sleek, over-fed creature, Peg, why you’d a been
turning up your nose at that, and wanted chicken-bones, or
something delicate. Oh! hunger is a keen whetstone, isn’t
it, Peg?”
Peg answered by coming back, whetted to fresh eagerness
by the morsel she had eaten, and lifting her glistening eye
with a hungry, beseeching look, that made the old woman
chuckle with delight.
“Ravenous, a’n’t you?” cried the old woman, while she
prepared to cook her supper over the handful of coals that
glowed in a bed of white ashes on the hearth. “Well, wait
till I’ve done. Learn patience from your mistress, that’s a
jewel!”
178Here the old creature placed a pair of iron tongs across
the bed of coals, to answer as a gridiron, and proceeded in
her very eccentric culinary operations, moving about the
room with a tread that the observant cat might have envied,
it was so stealthy. When her meal was cooked, the old
woman placed it on the bottom of a wooden chair, and
drawing up another, from which half the back was broken
away, she commenced eating, with a zest that nothing but
very sharp hunger could have given to such food.
The old woman lingered some time over her supper, sharing
the solid half of it rather liberally with Peg, and enjoying
herself, as it seemed, to the utmost. But all at once she
was interrupted by footsteps on the stairs, and her usual
keen, watchful look returned.
“Who can it be? Who can it be, Peg?” she said, anxiously
and almost in a whisper. “Robbers, ha!”
She started up with a sharp exclamation, and pointed
with her finger to a sash in the upper part of the door, from
which the curtain had been partly drawn.
“Peg! Peg!” she cried, in a voice that was sharp with
spite, yet shook with terror,—“Peg, it’s a man! do you see?
If he breaks in, leap on him and scratch his eyes out. Do
you hear? tear him to pieces, Peg!”
The door was slightly shaken, at which the cat arched
her back and made ready for a spring.
Again the door was tried, and a knock followed.
Peg gathered herself up, and gave out a sharp hiss, which
mingled with the shrill voice of the old woman, as the latter
called out:
“Who’s there? What do you want? You can’t come
in here. I’m a lone woman, and poor, very poor. Go away,
I tell you!”
“Open the door, madame,” answered a man’s voice, “open
the door. It is your husband’s son!”
“What? what? Peg, do you hear that? Hush!”
179“Open the door, Madame De Marke. I must speak with
you. Surely you recognize my voice.”
“Yes, yes,” answered the old woman, sharply, and looking
around the room as if she feared there might be something
that required concealment. “Yes, in a minute. Wait while
I find the key.”
CHAPTER XXXI. THE YOUNG MAN’S RETURN.
Directly Madame De Marke unlocked the door, and
a tall young man of stately presence and a grave cast
of countenance entered. He reached forth his hand, with a
sort of painful reservation, toward the singular old creature
whom he found there.
“So, it is you at last!” said the latter, in a soft, cajoling
voice. “I began to think you had forgotten your poor old
mother.”
“Forgotten you! No, no, that were impossible,” was the
hasty reply. “But you are alone, you seem to be living
quite alone. Where is Catharine?”
“Catharine? Oh, yes, the girl. She hasn’t been here
this year or more. A hard case that, George.”
He started, and looked at her sternly.
“What do you mean, madame?” he said. “Where, I say,
where is Catharine? I left her with you! I demand her
of you again.”
“You left her with me, of course you did. Wasn’t she
my own help, bound to me till she was eighteen by the city
authorities? Of course you left her here, why not?”
The young man grew pale, and his eyes darkened with intense
anxiety; but he restrained his impetuous feelings, and
spoke in a voice so low, that it was almost a whisper.
180“Tell me, I entreat, madame, where is this girl now?”
“How should I know? She ran away after you sailed.”
“Ran away? where? Where?”
“You needn’t ask me. How should I know? What
carries a wild girl into the streets?”
“The streets!” cried the young man, in a husky whisper.
“The streets!”
“I believe,” said the old woman, unfeelingly, “she brought
up at the prison or Almshouse, at last.”
“Prison! Almshouse! Madame, woman, how dare you
confess that she was so far deserted, the poor, poor girl.
Was she ill? Was she wronged? Tell me why this destitution
fell upon her!”
The old woman fixed her keen eyes on the excited and
stern face of the young man, with a hard, determined look
that made the heart tremble in his bosom; and he shrunk
back with mortal dread, as if a rattlesnake were about to
spring upon him.
“She had disgraced my house, sir, and I sent her out of it.”
The young man started back, and turned white to the very
lips.
“Not, not!—woman, tell me what this means!”
The woman was ruthless. The glitter grew sharper and
keener in her eyes. She had no compassion on the terrible
agitation that shook the young man.
“Go up to the Almshouse, if you want to know more.
She may be there yet with her child!”
“With her child, her child? my wife, my poor, poor wife!
I tell you, woman, she was my wife. Before God and man,
she is my wife—mine, mine—do you hear?”
“Yes, I hear; she said the same thing. I didn’t believe
her. I don’t believe you. It is the old crazy blood up.
You would cover her shame with your own. Like father,
like son.”
“Woman, you insult me, you wrong that dear girl!” cried
181the young man, trembling with passion, “I repeat again,
she was my wife!”
“Perhaps you can give me the proof?” said the old woman,
holding out her hand, while a quiet sneer stole across her
lips. “She had nothing to show—you may be better off!”
“Catharine has the proofs. I left them with her.”
The old woman laughed, or rather hissed out her satisfaction.
“She was a careless thing to lose them, I must say that.
All I asked was some written proof of her story. If she
had a certificate, why not show it? I wouldn’t have let
her go to the Almshouse, if she had!”
The old woman seemed to love the repetition of this hateful
word, the Almshouse, for she saw that it made the young
man wince; and this was a joy to her.
The poor youth made no reply, but sat down, faint with
suffering; for now he began to comprehend the utter misery
of his position. Months had passed since his poor young
wife could have known the shelter of a respectable home.
What might she not have endured, so young, so helpless, a
mere child in years! How terribly she must have suffered.
The cruelty of his miserable old stepmother was lost in the
rush of remorseful compassion that filled his soul. With
all this flood of sorrow came a new birth of feeling, so strong,
so intense, that it thrilled him from head to foot. He scarcely
recognized it as a joy, it was so strange, burning like a drop
of elixir through all the pain and disappointment that had
fallen upon him.
He was a father! A living soul had started from the
immortal life within him; and the thought swept like solemn
music through his stormy passions, giving dignity and depth
to his manner.
He turned from the old woman with new-born gentleness.
His white lips quivered with tender emotion, his eyes grew
dark and misty, he forgot that the creature before him had
trampled all that he loved in the dust. Thoughts of his
182wife and child filled his whole being. He turned away, and
was passing through the door, when Madame De Marke
addressed him.
“Where are you going?” she said.
“In search of my wife and child!”
The last word thrilled through and through his whole
being. His face, that had been pale till now, flushed to the
temples, and a smile of ineffable sweetness broke over his
lips, as the word, “My child,” left them. He even looked
at the wicked old woman as if demanding sympathy for his
new joy from her.
“If they are upon earth, I shall find them,” he said, “by
to-morrow, at the furthest, I shall find them.”
“And what will you do with them when they are found?”
demanded the old woman, maliciously.
“What will I do?” said the youth, “what will I do?
Why, give up my strong manhood to their support; for I am
strong now.”
And so he was. Youth and hope and earnest feeling
gave to his nature the energy of middle age.
He went down those flights of winding stairs, with every
nerve of his body awake to the joy singing at his heart.
What cared he that his child was born in an Almshouse?
Was it not his child, was not Catharine alive? Was he not
young, and strong to work, to suffer, to be her protector,
body and soul forever? For he could imagine no time when
his love for the sweet girl would cease to be immortal.
What cared he, that, by his father’s will, Madame De Marke
had power to withhold his inheritance for a time? Let her
have it. The West was broad and land plenty; a log house
among the prairies, with Catharine and her child, would be
heaven enough for him. While these hopeful thoughts
floated through his brain, the old woman listened to his light
footsteps, grasping the door with one hand, while her witch-like
face peered through into the dark passage. When his
183footsteps died away, she drew back, and closed herself in,
with a low chuckle.
She sat down, dropping one hand on her lap with a quickness
that impressed the cat as a signal; and leaping upon the
old woman’s knee, the animal sat there, gazing into the evil
brightness of her eyes with a look of kindred intelligence.
The woman smoothed the ragged back of her favorite
with one hand, while a grin of satisfaction disturbed her
mouth.
“I hope he will find ’em, Peg, don’t you?”
The cat crept upward, and laid her paws on the old
woman’s shoulder; then with a leap that made her mistress
give forth a cowardly scream, she sprang over, and seizing
a poor little mouse that was attempting to escape under the
door, began to torture it with her paws.
Madame De Marke sat up half an hour later than usual
that night, watching the cat as she prolonged her malicious
enjoyment, looking away from its trembling victim now and
then as if to claim her sympathy.
“That’ll do! that’ll do, Peg!” said the old woman at
last, waving her hand as if to command an execution; “I’m
getting sleepy, Peg, kill the thing.”
The cat turned her head, holding down the victim with
one claw.
“Don’t you hear, Peg?” said the old woman, starting up,
“kill it, I say!”
The cat made a quick movement, and away darted the
mouse through a crevice between the door and the threshold.
The old woman laughed with great glee, while Peg slunk
away under the bed, looking very much ashamed of her
bungling; but when the tallow candle was put out, and
Madame safe in bed, she ventured to creep out and coil herself
up over the old woman’s feet; and with this companionship
alone was Madame de Marke left, not only that night,
but for months after.
CHAPTER XXXII. SEARCHING FOR HIS WIFE.
184
George de Marke walked the streets of New
York all that night. Long before daybreak he was
hovering around the walls of Bellevue, working off his
impatience by abrupt turns among the neighboring streets,
or standing upon the wharf with his face to the east, watching
for the first quiver of daylight upon the waters of the
river.
It was strange, but no misgiving seemed to reach him
during that long watch; and he looked upon the gloomy
walls of the hospital with a feeling of profound interest; for
they had sheltered his wife and child, and anything seemed
less degrading to the young man than the miserable home
of his stepmother. At last the day gave its first faint glow
along the horizon, shedding a pale brilliancy down upon the
water, and revealing the Long Island shore in faint glimpses,
half of mist, half of light. Then came a soft, rosy bloom,
breaking through the mist, and trembling down upon the
water as if a shower of rose-leaves had fallen upon the
river during the night-watches.
All this seemed very beautiful to the young man, and
each new ray of light came to his soul like a promise. It
was not till the soft pink tints were all washed away with a
deluge of gold from the rising sun, that the youth turned
from the wharf and sought admission to the hospital.
The attempt was fruitless. Not till deep in the morning
could he gain admission within the walls; so he plunged
into the city again, and wandered as before, at random, filled
with but one thought, and hungry—not for food, but for
knowledge of the only objects dear to him on earth.
Late in the day, he found admission to the hospital.
185Catharine was not there. He could learn nothing of her or
her child, and now stood by a clerk’s desk, waiting with
faint heart for the tidings the dumb pages of the register
might give him.
“Catharine, Catharine De Marke,” muttered the clerk,
and running his finger down the column of names, “I find
no such name here. There are plenty of Catharines, but no
De Markes. You must be mistaken, sir,—the register
never is.”
The young man bent his forehead to his hand, with a
faint groan, while the clerk closed the huge register with a
clang, and was about to move away.
“It may be,” said De Marke, suddenly lifting his head,
“it may be that she gave another name. Poor child! I had
never given her leave to take mine. Look again. It may
have been registered Catharine Lacy. I am sorry to trouble
you, but do search once more. She was my wife, but might
not have dared to use my name.”
The clerk opened the huge book again, and commenced
running down its pages with his finger, with a rapidity
that exhibited some feeling for the unhappy man, who stood
watching him with such intense anxiety. At last he paused,
cast a quick glance at his visitor, and slowly wheeled the
book toward him.
The young man bent down, and saw the writing through
a faint mist that turned to a burning haze as he read,—
“Catharine Lacy entered—died and buried with her child,
April——”
The color left his face and lips. He threw his arms out
as if to protect himself from falling, and sunk on a bench
that stood by, without a word or a groan. Everything was
dark around him. He had no wife—he was no longer a
father. The secret of his marriage, so long buried in his
heart, had perished in a single instant. Nothing was left but
a remorseful memory, which must lie there, the dust of a
dead love, forever and ever.
186He did not speak a word, but got up and staggered away,
weak with the misery that had fallen upon him.
On the third day from this, George de Marke stood once
more in the miserable den which his stepmother inhabited.
Sternly, and with steady repulsion of manner, he addressed
the old woman:
“Give me,” he said, “a portion of my father’s property,
let it be ever so small, that I may leave this place forever.”
“There is nothing for you, not a cent,” replied the old
woman. “You have not reached the age when you can
command a sous of my money. That was your father’s
will. When you bring me a legal son, and are of proper
age, it will be time for a settlement.”
“But you wrote me, if I would take this unfortunate voyage
to the Indies, that a portion of the wealth should be
mine at once. For her sake I went. It was like giving up
life, but I went resolutely, even though she did not reply to
the letter which prepared her for my absence.”
“She never got the letter, of course not. I did not believe
all the stuff about a marriage, and I don’t now,” answered
the old woman, insolently. “Your letter went to kindle my
fire. Five good sheets of paper wasted. If it had only been
for this extravagance, you ought to have been disinherited.
But where is the girl? What has become of her baby? If
you are married, bring out the creatures and the documents.
If the child is a boy, you have only a few years to wait before
there’ll be something to feed him on. Where is the
wife and heir?”
The young man arose, without a word, and in this stern
silence left the room.
It was many years before the two met again.
CHAPTER XXXIII. TURNING SHADOWS INTO SUNBEAMS.
187
Where was Catharine Lacy all this time? Away in
a New-England village, where a merciful institution
had been established for the care and amelioration of insanity.
Mrs. Barr had become matron of the house, and
she took Catharine with her as an assistant, having learned
to know and love the girl as good people are sure to love
the excellence they have benefited.
The building was of recent erection; the grounds were
newly laid out, and were, of course, somewhat bare of ornament.
But a few grand old forest-trees had been left scattered
over them in clumps and singly, while an undergrowth
of ferns, wild shrubbery and thick rich grass compensated
for all lack of scientific culture. Beyond all that, the situation
was a commanding one. The prospect from almost
every window was beautiful. Hillsides covered with thrifty
crops—maple groves that became gorgeous in the autumn—farm-houses
that gave an idea of elegance as well as comfort,
formed lovely rural pictures whereon the inmates of the
institution looked. Indeed, within or without, there was
nothing to excite the brain or give an unpleasant emotion.
Authority there was, certainly, firm and judicious, but so
concealed in all its rugged points, that even the sharp suspicion
of insanity failed to jar against it. Indeed, the ruling
spirit of this place was Mrs. Barr, whose charity was ever
prevailing, and whose firm goodness was rendered efficient
by proportionate strength. To her the inmates of this
building were objects of unlimited interest. She gave up
all the energies of her life for their benefit, and learned to
find in each diseased mind some sane spot capable of understanding
the sympathy she gave.
188What Mrs. Barr was to her charge, Catharine became in
another way. Notwithstanding her hard life, she was not
uneducated: no girl of good natural ability ever need be
ignorant in this land. So long as she can read and write,
the keys of all knowledge are in her own keeping; nature
supplies objects of beauty upon which her imagination can
feast, and books are so plentiful, that she can hardly escape
the information they contain.
In her childhood, Catharine had received generous advantages
and secured the idea of many accomplishments which
application was sure to improve; these she brought into action
at once. A love of music placed her in quick sympathy
with many of the patients. Her talent for painting, crude
as it was, supplied amusement for others. She had a fine
voice, and was that rare being, a natural reader. The very
tones of her voice filled the listening ear with harmonies.
With this exception, Catharine’s attainments were few;
but natural talent—not to say genius—gave grace and
piquancy to them all. Besides, she was so pretty, so exquisitely
truthful, that even insanity felt the charm of her
whole character.
Mrs. Barr had left the girl to her own gentle devices.
A perfect knowledge of her character made this course a
wise one. When God gives the power of usefulness to any
human being, that power teaches the way. So this young
creature was let loose into the establishment as a wild bird
is free to the woods, and worked out her own sweet will unchecked.
On first coming to the institution, a conversation
regarding the future had taken place between Catharine
and her benefactress. There was nothing in her history
which she had not revealed to this good woman, except the
name of her husband and of her aunt. These she kept a
secret in her own bosom, and Mrs. Barr trusted her sufficiently
to respect a reserve which injured no one.
This conversation arose one day, when Catharine was called
upon to sign her name.
189“It is not my name,” she said, doubtfully, “and I think it
would annoy my aunt to see it connected with any public
institution, but his name I am forbidden to use.”
Mrs. Barr took the pen from Catharine’s hand, walked
to a window, and became very thoughtful for some time.
She was a widow with sufficient means for an humble independent
support. They had been ample once; but she
had given them with a free hand year after year, till but
little was left. Her life had been full of benevolence, but
she was very lonely, notwithstanding. What if she adopted
this young person! The thought became more and more
pleasant. She, who had been all her life childless, might
gain the benefits and happiness of motherhood by uniting
this young creature’s destiny with her own. She went back
to the table where Catharine was sitting, and placed the pen
in her hand.
“Sign it Catharine Barr, if you like the name and will
take me for a mother,” she said, “for, henceforth, I consider
you as my own child. There is no one on earth to question
my right, and it will be a relief to these proud friends of
yours.”
Catharine threw her arms around the old woman’s neck,
and kissed her soft cheek in grateful silence. Then she took
up the pen again, and wrote Catharine Barr plainly as she
could through the tears that were filling her eyes. So from
that day Catharine knew what it was to have a firm friend,
and a tender mother, and in this way her identity was lost
alike to those who had sought her so anxiously and to those
who gladly forgot her.
CHAPTER XXXIV. ELSIE, THE LUNATIC.
190
There was one person in that institution to whom Catharine
warmly attached herself at first sight. She was
a middle-aged woman, possessed of a wild sort of beauty,
which might have been loveliness in youth, and was now
wonderfully picturesque. She had been a long time insane;
sometimes in a madhouse, violent and refractory; sometimes
in private institutions, always especially cared for, as the
rich provide for their unfortunates; but never, until now,
surrounded with home-like elegances, and attentions so
delicate, that they did not seem to be watchful.
This woman occupied a little parlor and bedroom close
to that in which Catharine slept. She was under no visible
restraint, for the inmates only recognized their keepers as
servants, and felt complimented by their devoted attention.
One day, in passing Catharine’s door, she saw her bending
over the table, toiling patiently over a drawing, which she
was forced to work out, with no help save that of her own
genius. Something, either in her attitude or countenance,
arrested the woman, who turned, and, after peering into the
room to make sure that no one else was there, stole in so
noiselessly that Catharine was unconscious of her presence,
until she felt her breath floating across her cheek.
“Get up, that’s all wrong.”
Catharine started from her chair in some alarm. The
woman sat down, seized upon a pencil, and went to work
with the spirit and dash of an artist. That which Catharine
had been striving to accomplish, she achieved with a
few movements of the hand, creating a perspective here, a
middle distance there, and livening up the foreground with
a figure or two that fairly startled the girl, as she saw them
grow into a vraisemblance of humanity under her gaze.
191All at once, the woman looked up, and Catharine remarked
the wonderful beauty of her eyes, now widening
with pleasure.
“He stood exactly so, that night,” she said, “touching
one of the figures with her pencil. I—no, I’m not here.
It is that terrible woman. How dare you let her come near
him?”
She seized the paper between her hands, tore it fiercely
through the middle, and flung it down, quivering, as if she
had just dashed a serpent from her. When Catharine
stooped to pick up the fragments, her excitement grew intense;
she stamped her foot down upon the paper, defied
the girl with her great burning eyes, and dashed out of the
room.
At first this scene frightened Catharine, but in the end it
gave her a hopeful idea. This woman had the knowledge
which she was toiling for. Might it not be guided for their
mutual benefit? She consulted with Mrs. Barr, and resolved
to lure the maniac into an occupation which might bring
her dormant faculties into healthy action.
The next day, she went to Elsie’s room, with a variety of
many-colored silks in her hand. The woman was sitting by
herself, silent and sullen. She had some loose beads in her
lap, and was counting them over one by one, dropping each
with a click into the pile, and evidently wondering why it
never grew less. She caught a glance at the silks in Catharine’s
hand, stirred restlessly in her chair, and fell to counting
her beads again. Catharine sat down by the window,
spreading out her silks in a connection which would have
disturbed any one who had an artist’s eye for color. Elsie
watched her keenly, dropping her beads all the time; but
Catharine could see that the heavy mournfulness of her eyes
kindled into intelligence, and that she was growing restless.
Still, the little temptress went on matching her colors bunglingly.
192All at once, the crazy woman started up, her hoard of
beads fell to the floor, and rushed, helter-skelter, over the
room. She did not heed them in the least, but set herself
down on the carpet, at Catharine’s feet, and taking the silks
from her hands, began to arrange them in such contrast, or
harmony, as her fancy dictated. It was a study to watch
this poor demented creature, as she pursued her work, lovingly
as a child dresses her doll. She looked up more than
once, and laughed pleasantly. Catharine smiled back, for
she knew that in this she was resurrecting an almost dead
faculty.
By what link of intelligence the maniac and her young
nurse became in accord, I cannot determine, but it was not
long before Elsie learned to smile when she appeared, and
was docile as a lamb in her company. Almost, it would
seem, by a miracle, she brought the long-buried talents of
former years into action. True, Elsie was erratic, and she
would only exert herself when the caprice was on her, but
Catharine had the good sense to leave her free, and thus won
a world of instruction from her, giving and taking benefit.
Perhaps this was the most tranquil period of Catharine’s
life. It certainly was the most useful, and God has so ordained
it that no human soul can devote its energies to the
good of humanity without proportionate self-benefit. In
truth, it is only through others that we are ever made
happy. Selfishness has no power of radiation, and degenerates
the soul it centres in. The great secret of human happiness
lies in that benevolence which encompasses the greatest
number of God’s creatures with benefits.
Was Catharine happy? No, a famished heart is never
content. In all her duties, one thought was forever uppermost,
and even in her sleep she was haunted by two images:
the husband who had abandoned her, and the child that
had for a little time taken the place of her own. Was she
never on earth to hear of them again? More than two
193years had gone by; what had the authorities done with the
child? Was he among the pauper children? Was he dead,
or had some person taken compassion on his helplessness?
She had no way of learning. Mary Margaret, with all her
goodness, did not know how to write, and the last time Catharine
had looked for the humble roof that sheltered her in
the hour of need, a brown-stone house was approaching completion
upon the ground where it had stood; the rocks upon
which the goat had browsed were blasted away, and no vestige
of the pond remained.
More than once, Catharine had written to Madame De
Marke, imploring news of her husband. Not a word came
in reply, but, spite of all this, a vague faith in him still
lived in her heart.
Thus time wore on, not heavily, as he creeps with those who
have no duties to perform, but surely leaving traces of his
progress, either for good or for evil, on every living thing.
To Catharine he had given health, intelligence, a rich growth
of mind, and such beauty as her early years had never
promised. Her slender girlishness had rounded into perfect
proportion, not the less delicate because it had ceased to be
fragile. Her face had gained bloom and expression. Timid
hesitation of manner had given way to a calm self-composure,
modest as it was dignified. Such was Catharine as she
entered into her real womanhood.
CHAPTER XXXV. SHOWING HOW A GOOD WOMAN CAN DIE.
Catharine did not observe it at first, but Mrs. Barr
had been failing for more than a year. A life of constant
exertion began to tell upon her, and she was at last
clearly admonished that her days of usefulness were drawing
194to a close. She said little about this, until increasing
weakness forced her to relinquish some of her duties; not
that the subject troubled her, but her noble heart shrunk
from giving the pain which the mournful truth must inflict
on her best friend and almost daughter.
One night there was a dance in the dining-room of the
Asylum; for it was a part of Mrs. Barr’s new system, that
amusements of all kinds, which could inspire wholesome
pleasure, were the best means of restoration in almost every
case of insanity. It was understood that all the usual preparations
for a ball were to be insisted upon, and no set of
school-children ever exhibited more interest in an exhibition,
than these unfortunates took in their toilets.
Elsie was unusually excited; a dozen times that day she
swept through the halls in search of Catharine, first in one
dress, then in another, each more fantastic than the rest, yet
all arranged with artistic effect, as if she had been intending
to sit for a portrait. Other inmates were on the alert, and it
was wonderful to see how much of absolute reason mingled
with their fantasies. One young creature, fancying that she
was Queen Elizabeth and about to hold court, was in great tribulation,
because her crown had been torn to pieces and the jewels
lost. Another, who fancied herself Charlotte Corday, took
Catharine on one side, to consult with her about the possibility
of washing the blood from her hands. There was no
end to their perplexities or various ways of expressing them.
One poor creature, who fancied that she had killed her
husband, insisted on wearing a mask, that the officers might
not discover her. But the greater number, being monomaniacs
upon some given point, understood the nature of the
amusement offered them, and acted with great decorum,
enjoying the fantasies of their companions as a sane person
might.
Catharine was very busy that day. Mrs. Barr had admitted
for the first time that she was not quite well enough
195to help, and this imposed a host of duties on her assistant.
The dancing-room was to be decorated with garlands, on
which the inmates worked with enthusiasm. Supper was to
be prepared—in fact, Catharine required all the administrative
talent she possessed to carry the affair through with
credit. It was a first experiment of the kind; and in the
absence of Mrs. Barr she felt the responsibility even to nervousness.
At nightfall the inmates of the house began to assemble;
they all seemed to understand that perfectly good behavior
was expected of them; and their efforts at superior and extra
politeness were touching, and at times ludicrous.
There was no regular music, but Catharine had become a
fair performer, and she at once placed herself at the piano;
and, trusting to her ear, dashed into the most exhilarating
music she was capable of.
Directly, a singular and most picturesque scene presented
itself. Each inmate had satisfied his or her own fancy in the
way of costume, and in some cases the effect was richly fanciful.
Among the rest, Elsie came in dressed after a fashion
that had prevailed twenty years before; even in her insanity
the exquisite taste for which she had been remarkable in
her youth manifested itself. She might have stepped out of
some old family picture—the costume was so perfect both
in arrangement and coloring.
Catharine, happy in the enjoyment of those around her,
was playing with unusual spirit, when Elsie came into the
room. She stood awhile by the door watching the dancers;
then, as if something displeased her in the music, she crossed
over to the piano, touched Catharine on the shoulder, and
made a motion that she should get up from the music-stool.
Catharine obeyed, and Elsie, sweeping out her skirts with
a queenly gesture, seated herself, and dashed into an old-fashioned
dancing-tune that made the room ring again. At
first, her touch was a little heavy and stiff, but after awhile
196those slender fingers flashed across the keys like lightning.
The usually sad face became brilliant, and, with a bend of
the head that a queen might have envied, that demented
woman brought another beautiful talent out of the past,
proudly as a child exhibits its most gorgeous plaything.
Catharine was very tired, and went away from her weary
work at the piano with a sensation of relief that no one
could have guessed at from the expression of her sweet face.
She stood a moment at the door, looking at the bright scene
her own energies had wrought out of the most unpromising
materials that ever presented themselves to human talent.
There, under the lights and the flower garlands, she saw
those helpless creatures, full of childish gleefulness, dancing,
smiling, and filling the room with laughter, genuine as could
be heard in any saloon of the large cities.
The sight was a pleasant one, and Catharine turned away
from it wondering that she should feel so sad. She went
slowly up to Mrs. Barr’s room. The good lady had not felt
well enough to come down, and she would sit by her a while
and warm her heart with a description of the scene she had
just left.
Mrs. Barr was sitting alone, with her hands clasped softly
in her lap. There was no lamp in the chamber, but the
light of a calm summer’s moon fell upon her face, touching
the middle-aged features with serene beauty.
Catharine drew a foot-stool close to her friend, and sat
down upon it.
“How still you are,” she said, gently. “It seems like a
sabbath here, after all the hilarity down-stairs.”
“Are they happy? Does our little plan succeed, Catharine?”
“Yes, madam. You never saw children let out an hour
before school-time enjoy themselves more.”
“Poor things; how one learns to love their helplessness.
I should almost like to stay with them a little longer.”
197“A little longer?” faltered Catharine, touching the
clasped hands in Mrs. Barr’s lap with a sort of awe, as if
she expected to find them growing cold.
“Yes, my child, but it cannot be. God chooses his own
time, and chooses it well. Do not start and look at me so
mournfully, Catharine. It is a short journey I am taking;
one which every soul must travel.”
“But you are not sure; only a little while ago you seemed
so well,” pleaded Catharine, with tears in her voice.
“Still, I am near the end; the moon is at its full now—”
She paused, and looked kindly down into the sad young face
uplifted so piteously to hers. This broken sentence had
chilled it into paleness.
“You—you do not mean that?” she questioned. “Oh,
not so soon!”
Mrs. Barr unlocked her hands, and laid one of them on
the anxious creature’s head, tenderly as if she had been
smoothing the white plumage of a dove.
“Very soon; it may be to-night; I feel it creeping toward
me.”
Catharine uttered a broken cry, and dropping her head,
whispered a prayer for strength.
“Or any hour—the doctor thinks it will be sudden; I
know it will be soon.”
“Oh, my friend! my dear, dear friend, what shall I do
without you!”
“The God who calls me will comfort you, my child.”
There was something ineffably calm and sweet in the dying
woman’s voice, but it was very faint.
“Do you suffer?” questioned Catharine.
“A little, but that is nothing; I want to talk to you, my
good child, not of myself—all is right with me, but what
will the world have for you when I am gone?”
“Nothing.”
When that one pathetic word fell from Catharine’s lips,
198she covered her face with both hands, and began to cry, not
noisily, but with a hush of grief all the more touching from
its stillness.
“You must go away, Catharine.”
“Yes, my friend,” answered Catharine, meekly; “tell me
what I must do in your sweet wisdom; God will guide me
to follow it.”
“There will be new people coming. You are young and
very, very pretty, my child; too young, and far too beautiful
for a place like this. Some way will be opened, take it.
Seek quietness and protection. Some day your husband will
come back.”
“Oh, say that again, Mother Barr—once more; from
those dear lips it seems like a holy promise.”
“It is a holy promise, or God would not have sent it so
clearly to my mind at the last.”
“I will believe it—I do believe it. Oh, if you could only
live to know.”
“I shall know, child.”
Catharine kissed the hand which had fallen away from
her head. She did not comprehend the faith in these last
gentle words; but Mrs. Barr went on, smiling wanly upon her
through the moonlight.
“Oh yes, dear; I shall know; that will be a part of my
blessedness. But now, while we are here and so still, let me
tell you what I have done.”
“No, no; do not tell me! it makes this so real,” pleaded
Catharine.
“My poor child, it is real.”
“Oh, let me hope not, a little longer—only a little longer.”
“There is a paper in my desk—a will. It is not much,
but all I have is yours.”
Catharine began to sob.
“Hush, child, hush! You are my daughter, sent when I
needed one most. You have been a good, good child. I
199love nothing so dear on earth. It is little, but enough to
keep you from taking wages of any one. For all that, darling,
you must be useful. God made all his creatures for
usefulness. Human suffering will want alleviation. You
will find duties at every step. Do them well—”
The good woman paused a moment, struggling for breath.
This conversation was exhausting her feeble strength. After
a little, she spoke again:
“Keep my name, Catharine, till your husband comes
back and gives you his own. It pleases me to think that it
does not quite die out with me. Now go down, darling.
The good people will want you, and I would like to rest a
little.”
Catharine arose with a heavy heart, and went down-stairs.
The inmates of the dancing-room were all in gay
commotion. Elsie was at the piano, inspired with her own
music. They did not need Catharine, so she went up to her
own room, and, kneeling by the bed, wept and prayed for
that dear life with passionate earnestness. Never until now
had she known how clear and good this woman had been to
her; how nobly she had influenced a life threatened from the
first with disaster. She felt in all her being a dread of the
loneliness which would fall upon her when that gentle guide
and wise counsellor was gone. It was difficult to force the
cruel belief of her immediate danger on her mind. The calamity
was more than her recoiling thoughts could grasp.
By degrees, a faint hope broke up through her prayers, and
instead of pleading, she fell into a sad reverie. It was a heart-disease;
this she knew well; but the peculiar form—what
young girl could be expected to understand that? Sometimes
such maladies are slow, painful, and full of anguish. Again,
they only give a faint indication of the death which is surely
coming, and when it does come, strikes its victim down in
an instant. This was the insidious disease which had blinded
the poor girl to its progress till the end was upon her. She
200could not believe in its reality. Now that she was alone,
hope would spring up in her heart; she thought of that
sweet old face, the low, calm voice, and it seemed to her
impossible that death could be so near. Gradually her
prayer, which had at first been a passionate entreaty for an
existence so precious, took almost a glow of thankfulness.
It seemed as if that dear life must be prolonged; as if the
very agony of her own prayers must win a beneficent answer
from God.
Almost tranquillized by this faith, the weary young creature
dropped her head upon her folded arms, and a feeling
of drowsy languor came upon her—not sleep, but rest. All
at once she was aroused by a shock of the whole frame, so
strong and sudden, that she started to her feet with a cry of
affright. Quivering in every nerve, wild with nameless terror,
she went down to the chamber she had just left.
Mrs. Barr still sat by the window. The pure radiance of
the moon lay full upon the hands clasped in her lap, the
Quaker cap which framed in that lovely old face—and the
muslin neckerchief folded over her bosom. Catharine, with
a sigh of infinite relief, went up to the easy-chair. She was
not asleep—not even in pain. Those kind, blue eyes were
open—that gentle mouth had a smile upon it. She was resting,
Catharine thought, nothing more—evidently resting,
and did not wish to be disturbed. Had she not asked to be
left alone? Catharine moved softly to a shadowy part of
the room and sat down, holding her very breath, in fear of
disturbing the sick woman, who had not cared to recognize
her presence. The music from down-stairs rose to her faintly.
Sometimes the dying echo of a laugh came floating upward;
but after a while, all this ceased; then the stillness in the
room oppressed her.
Again Catharine arose and went close to Mrs. Barr’s chair.
“Have you had a good rest, dear mother?” she whispered,
bending close to the motionless head.
201There was no answer—no sign, no breath that she could
hear or feel. She saw the eyes turned to the open window—the
smile still hovering about those lips; but she also saw
that the whole face had turned whiter than whiteness. The
awful silence of the grave was there, and she knew that her
best friend had passed over the “dark waters” when that
shock fell upon her, breaking up alike her hopes and her
prayers.
CHAPTER XXXVI. THE OLD MANSION-HOUSE.
A few old houses still remain among the villas, hotels,
and cottages that make Staten Island a little Eden.
Many of these are on the shore, and not being so accessible
as these modern structures, are of course less known. One
of these buildings, situated almost in the verge of the Island,
surrounded by groves of primeval trees, fruit-orchards, and
flowing thickets, must now become the scene of our story.
The house was an old, rambling affair, with irregular
wings and a centre building three stories high, with heavy
stone chimneys, that time itself seemed incapable of destroying,
and a peaked roof, with gable-windows, that, however,
were all for outside show, looking only from an open
garret. It was a substantial edifice, built of stone, but the
wings were of wood, with verandas and French windows,
half buried in creeping vines and climbing roses. A tall
elm-tree towered upward in front of the centre building, sweeping
its long pendent branches over the roof, thus softening
the contrast between the grim old front with its stone portal,
and the wings with their fanciful drapery of flowers. The
ground sloped unevenly from the front of the building, and
was broken up here and there with fruit-trees and flowerthickets,
202until it was separated from a gentle hill by one of
those small inland streams that render quiet scenery of this
kind so beautiful. Here a clump of weeping-willows gave
their waving and golden green to the air, forming one of
the most lovely features of a landscape every way Arcadian.
It was a large house, and the modern portion seemed
quite unnecessary, save as an embellishment, for two quieter
people could not well have been found than the old couple
who had inhabited the centre building, with its antique furniture
and old-fashioned mouldings, for more than half a
century.
One day, not far from the time of our last chapter, old
Mrs. Ford was, or seemed to be, alone in this dwelling; for
the kitchen was so far away from the room she occupied,
that no household-sound reached her. It was a calm June
day. The air was balmy with fruit-blossoms. The sky was
softly blue, with a white cloud here and there drifting soft
snowy billows over it; for a light rain had just passed away,
leaving heaps of pearl clouds on the horizon and a world of
diamond drops among the green-leaves and fruit-blossoms,
that impregnated them with perfume.
The window of her sitting-room was open, and Mrs. Ford
leaned out, not to gaze upon the landscape, though she felt
all its beauty, but with a keener interest and deeper anxiety
than mere familiar Nature could afford.
Her husband, a very old man, had gone to the city, and
the old lady was anxiously watching his return. It was now
two hours beyond the time. He had driven a fiery horse
and was without attendant; what might have happened?
Why would not her husband be content to drive a staid
family horse, or take the man-servant with him? Why
did he go to the city at all? These might have been her
reflections on ordinary occasions; but now a deeper cause
of anxiety gave keenness to those aged eyes, and sent a
nervous quiver to those locked hands, whenever a sound
startled her.
203At last, she distinctly heard a carriage coming down the
road, and rising slowly from her seat, she walked forth into
the front porch, where, leaning against one of the stone
pillars, she stood pale and motionless, save that a quiver ran
through her frame, somewhat more sharply than should have
been possible to the simple tremor of old age.
Decorous old age is always beautiful, and this dear old
lady, in her dark dress and pure muslin cap scarcely less
white than the hair it covered, formed a touching picture,
as she stood in the shadow of her home, waiting—for her
husband—and alas! for the only child of their love—another
might come, but the old lady scarcely thought of
that, her heart was too full.
Slowly the carriage came up from the road and swept
around to the front door. The old lady could not move.
She seemed chained to the stone pillar that supported her.
A mist, but not of age, crept over her vision, and through
it she saw her husband descend to the ground, and then, as
if moving through a cloud, she saw two female forms sinking,
as it were, toward the earth, and coming steadily toward
her.
She could not stir or speak, but held out her trembling
arms.
A tall, thin woman, whose large brown eyes, full of sorrowful
reproach, seemed to look through and through her, came
up the steps, paused a moment so close that the trembling
hands touched her, and walked on without a word.
Then the old woman cried out in her anguish,—
“Oh! Elsie, Elsie, will you not speak to me?”
The tall woman turned at this, came a pace back, and
looked at the old lady with her great, mournful eyes, silent
as before.
“Elsie, Elsie! It is your mother. Speak to me!”
Insanity is sometimes very cruel. How steadily those great
eyes looked upon the quivering anguish of that beautiful old
204face! How coldly the woman turned away, and walked
into the shadows of her old home, holy with so many memories,
all lost in the darkness that had settled on her brain!
Then the old woman sent forth a cry of anguish, and
reaching out her arms, fell weeping upon her husband’s
bosom.
“She does not know me. Oh! John, John, I thought she
would have known me!”
The old man, himself trembling with fatigue and agitation,
bent down and kissed the forehead of his wife. But
he had no words of comfort to offer. It was a terrible thing
for an only child to walk thus stonily by the yearning heart
of a mother. The poor old man wept over his wife; it was
all he could do.
But as his fond arms relaxed, a beautiful comforter appeared,
breaking through the mist that grief had cast over
those aged eyes like some shadowy angel. Those two
withered hands were softly clasped, and a sweet, tranquillizing
voice murmured,—
“Do not be troubled; she is so much better, she must know
you at last. Have patience, only have a little patience!”
“I will have patience. Oh! is that a new thing to me,
poor bereaved mother that I am?” answered the old lady,
shedding less bitter tears. “But who are you that speak so
confidently, and so well?”
“This—this is the young person who has done so much
for our Elsie at the asylum,” said the old gentleman. “She
has come to stay with her and live with us!”
“What! This young girl,—this pretty, frail creature?
I thought it was a woman!”
“And so it is, if suffering can make a poor girl grow old,”
replied Catharine, mournfully, for it was no other than
Catharine Lacy, or rather Catharine De Marke, the lost wife,
or, as she was only known then in that house, Catharine
Barr.
205“And so you have been good to my Elsie?” persisted the
old lady, wrapped up in the one idea of her heart so completely,
that she left the poor girl’s words unheeded. “No
wonder she loves you so much!”
“Only wait a while, and she will love you as well. Perhaps
in a little time she will know that you are her
mother.”
“Do you think so? Do you really think so?” said the
old lady, with tears in her eyes.
“See how she is looking at us!” was the reply.
Mrs. Ford looked up; and there, in the dim hall, she saw
her daughter watching them keenly. As their eyes met,
the aged mother smiled through her tears, and the crazed
woman began to glide slowly toward her, as if drawn by
some magnetic force.
“Oh, you have done this!” cried the old lady,—“she
comes this way—she looks kinder!” and bowing her head,
with a gush of tenderness she kissed the young girl.
Instantly the insane woman darted forward and separated
them. With her hands she held them apart, creeping softly
toward her mother’s bosom.
Not a word was spoken. But the swell and beat of that
aged mother’s heart brought back true life into the cold
bosom of the daughter.
“Mother!” she said, lifting up her two palms and smoothing
down the gray hair on each side of that wrinkled forehead.
“Mother, how white your hair has grown.”
“Thank God!” cried the aged husband, as he saw this.
And in the flood of tender joy, through which these words
were spoken, he lifted his clasped hands to heaven.
The sound, tender and holy as it was, drove that poor
creature back into her insanity. She turned from her
mother, looked coldly upon the old man, and then, with a
faint shake of the head, walked into the house again.
“Come,” said the old man, tenderly, to his wife, “let us
206wait God’s time. It is something that she has known you
for a minute!”
“Something,” repeated the old lady, overwhelmed with
gratitude; “John, it has given me new life.”
Hand-in-hand, full of holy faith, and beautiful in the
deep love of their old age, they followed Catharine and her
charge into the family sitting-room.
“Sit down here, my daughter, while I take off your bonnet
and shawl,” said the old lady, wheeling an easy-chair to
the window.
Elsie sat down in silence and gazed wistfully in her
mother’s face, as the aged parent removed the bonnet from
her head, that poor head whose ever burning heat had scattered
those long black tresses so heavily with snow.
“See,” said the woman, trembling beneath the joy of that
look, “there is the old pear-tree yet, white with blossoms.
I am sure we might find half a dozen robins’ nests in the
boughs, if you were only young enough to climb them,
Elsie.”
Elsie smiled. Some vague association seemed breaking
through her mind.
“To-morrow you shall go down there, darling; father and
I will go anywhere with you.”
“Anywhere?” said Elsie, with a fierce look. “Then take
me to him.”
The old lady recoiled, and looked wistfully at her husband.
“Take me to him, I say!” almost shrieked the daughter,
gazing angrily from her father to her mother.
“No, no,” said Catharine, quietly, “that is for me. They
must show you nothing but the brook, the birds, and these
beautiful trees. I must do the rest. Come.”
As if spellbound, the insane woman arose and followed
the young girl.
CHAPTER XXXVII. THE CLOSED LIBRARY.
207
Whence came the young woman who made her advent
in the last chapter? So fair, so gentle in her
manners, and yet with an authority of character that made
itself respected,—how came she to know the aged couple,
whose home was hereafter to be her own?
They knew that she had been the inmate of an Insane Asylum;
for there she had learned to love and protect their only
child, who was all the dearer to them because of her infirmity.
They knew that she had entered this institution, under
the care of as good and true a woman as ever lived, from a
keen desire to find some place where her daily bread could
be earned in seclusion, mingled with a gentle wish to benefit
humanity in some way.
The desire to do good to others usually brings its own
opportunity, and Catharine had found that the wish is in
itself one of the brightest and safest steps toward happiness
when the soul is troubled.
It had been the destiny of this young creature to mingle
with strange scenes before her character had acquired its
natural strength, and through this fiery furnace her spirit
came forth pure and strong as gold.
From her first entrance into the Asylum a singular fascination
drew Catharine toward this woman, whose madness
was full of child-like trust and poetical refinement. In
moments of excitement, Elsie’s mind seemed burning with
thoughts, that in a sane person, capable of conversation and
contiguity, would have produced thrilling poetry.
Her grief had a depth of wild pathos in it that won conviction
of its reality; her sadness was plaintive in its expression
as the notes of a night-bird, when it has no listeners
208but the quiet stars and motionless leaves. Her joy was
that of a child, wayward and mischievous sometimes, at
others full of graceful wit. But these moods seldom came
to brighten her monotonous existence.
Elsie Ford’s insane life had been, of late, mournfully
poetic, helpless, and gentle. She was possessed by broken
fancies and yearning desires for some far-off object, which
she mentioned vaguely and with a confused strain of affection,
always speaking of HIM, but without name. She
would shrink back with a sort of terror when any one inquired
directly who this being was, who wove his memory
with her thoughts forever, and yet seemed a myth even to
her.
This gentle frame of mind had come upon Elsie after
Catharine had given up so much of her own life in her behalf.
It is not remarkable that a young creature who had
been herself friendless, came to love this woman, almost as
if she had been the child in years that she had become in
mind. Elsie returned this affection in her own wild way,
giving through her heart the love and obedience which her
brain could neither understand nor control.
This change in the condition of Elsie Ford led to a
yearning desire in her aged parents to have her once more
under their own roof. It was admitted by the physician
that a residence at home might prove beneficial to a patient
who seemed to be gradually collecting her stray thoughts
into form under the loving guidance of her nurse.
This decision with regard to Elsie Ford had been made
about the time of Mrs. Barr’s death, and the old people, by
message and letter, made a pathetic appeal to Catharine,
beseeching her to take up her abode with them, and still act
as a guardian angel to their daughter.
Catharine remembered the dying counsel of her friend,
and gladly accepted the position. Indeed, Elsie Ford was
now the only human being who seemed to connect her with
209the world. So she followed this one object of her love, not
as a nurse,—that was unnecessary now,—but with the devotion
of a child, or a younger sister, kindly giving up her
own life to another.
Thus, from her long residence in the Insane Asylum, Catharine
came with her patient to make a new home on the
Island.
It was like Paradise, that serene abode, full of quietness,
and surrounded with the fresh luxuriance of spring. After
the hushed turmoil of an insane asylum, where the atmosphere
was heavy with suppressed groans, and wild cries
sometimes broke the midnight stillness, the repose of this old
house was indeed Heaven.
The old people, with their refined simplicity, so still and
almost caressing in every word and movement, were in gentle
harmony with the place. For the first time in her life,
Catharine breathed with a deep, full sense of enjoyment.
There was a library in the old house, filled with such
books as lead to thought, suggesting grand ideas to the imagination,
and strengthening the reason. An intellect of no
ordinary cultivation must have selected these volumes, for
they were in various languages, and each work was of the
choice productions of its nation.
Catharine remarked that none of these volumes had been
printed within the last thirty years, though up to that period
the literature of many nations was gathered. This fact
gave her food for thought, and with a curiosity unnatural
to her, she began to conjecture for what purpose and by
whom this rare collection had been made. Why had it
been discontinued so suddenly, and how chanced it that a
library of so much value in all respects had been left
untouched, till the dust of years almost obscured the original
richness of the bindings?
Another thing aroused conjecture also. The library was
on the ground-floor, occupying the extreme end of one wing
210of the building, to which a large bay-window had been
added, filling the room with pure light and enlarging it
at the same time.
When Catharine first entered the room, about a week
after her arrival on the Island, it was buried in darkness,
for long wooden shutters were closed over the windows; and
though it was early daylight, when the fresh, young morning
was full of brightness, she was almost repulsed by the
dusty and dim atmosphere.
But she had received permission to visit every part of the
house, and use anything it contained at discretion, for the
comfort of herself and her companion.
With considerable effort she forced open the sashes and
flung back the shutters from the dusty panes. The morning
sunshine came up through the valley in its first golden
brightness, and drifting through the pendent branches of a
weeping-elm that sheltered the whole wing, poured itself in a
flood through the window, till dust floated like a cloud of
golden motes all around.
It seemed to her almost like sacrilege, thus to have let in
a broad light on the obscurity of so many years. The bookcases
of dark wood, richly carved and set with plate-glass,
took the sudden radiance gloomily, and glimpses of the
gilded bindings came dimly through the accumulated dust.
The bronze medallions that formed centre-pieces over each
case were scarcely discernible, and the crimson hangings
upon the wall behind, though embossed with a deep velvet
pattern, seemed faded to a brown tint.
The two sides of the room were occupied by these bookcases;
but on each side the door, which opened opposite the
bay-window, several pictures were hung, veiled with cobwebs,
and their costly frames gleaming out from wreaths of
dust.
Two or three chairs of various patterns stood under
these pictures, and slender bronze statues, each holding a
211gilded branch for lights in its hand, poised themselves on
either side of the window. In two of these branches, wax
candles, half consumed, still remained, while others had
burned low, leaving the sockets full of wax, now of a dull
gray color.
As Catharine looked around, she felt the desolation of the
change oppressive, and half-closed the shutters, thus preserving
the partial gloom which seemed so congenial to the place.
Why was it that this scene of neglected splendor, this
treasure of intellectual wealth, half buried in the past, fell
so gloomily on her spirits? What was the room to her?
And why was she there, except to ascertain what capacities
of home comfort the place afforded for her unfortunate
charge?
She could not answer these questions. Her heart beat
heavily, and her eyes grew dim with a sort of foreboding
terror, as she looked around. Yet a strange infatuation kept
her in the room. She longed to know what the books contained,
by whom they had been collected, and by whom read.
This curiosity at last overcame the pressure upon her
nerves. She arose, and opening a fold of the shutters again,
surveyed the room a second time. It was early sunrise, and
she had a full hour before Elsie would awake, or the family
be abroad.
As the light gradually flooded the room, she became self-possessed
and more resolute. The superstitious sensation,
that had at first swept her nerves, yielded to a feeling of
imaginative curiosity. She opened one of the bookcases
almost with a feeling that it had life, and could be pained
with the sharp wrench which she was obliged to give the lock.
As I have said, the books were in various languages, and
Catharine could read but two, her native tongue and French,
which she had caught up almost without effort, by painful
associations in early life with persons to whom that language
was most familiar; but she took down the Italian,
212German, and Spanish authors, with that vague reverence
which we always feel for a thing beyond our comprehension,
and was seized with a quick thirst of the knowledge they
contained.
Here was a new world for the young woman, a world of
fresh sensations and never-ending variety. She had fallen
unawares upon a mine of thought, unappropriated, beautiful
thought, from which she might carry away new life,
and not diminish the original stock by a single idea. Here
was happiness! here was a solace for the baffled hopes and
recoiling affections that had burdened her soul so long. She
would no longer seek for joy among the living. The dead
had left her the essence of their lives, and she would read
their books, she would learn all these strange languages.
She would live in the past lives of those who had become
benefactors to humanity, by gathering the immortality which
belongs to them from the past, for the benefit of generations
yet to come.
With these aspirations, Catharine turned over the pages
of an Italian poem, that she had taken from the shelves.
The very strangeness of the words had its fascination. She
panted to wrestle with her own ignorance, and overcome it
with a single effort.
But a sound in the house awoke Catharine from this
train of thought. She had duties to perform. Life was not
given that it might be wasted in vague dreams and useless
expectations. She closed the book, and wandered around
the room, anxious to redeem it from its state of neglect, and
yet reluctant to disturb the repose in which every object had
rested so long.
As she stood, a light breeze swept up the valley and blew
one of the shutters open, filling the room with light again.
She noticed, now, a small mosaic table, half shrouded with a
heap of what had been drapery cast over some object in the
centre. Catharine lifted this drapery and found underneath
213a gilded bird-cage, which, protected as it had been from the
atmosphere, looked comparatively bright. The bottom was
covered with seed husks, and among them, lay a little heap
of gold-tinted feathers, which seemed like a sleeping canary.
But as Catharine bent over it, her breath disturbed the
feathers, and they began to quiver, while one or two were
dislodged and floated softly through the wires.
Again Catharine was saddened. How many years must
it have been, since the poor bird, of which nothing now remained
but the plumage, had starved to death in its cage?
Who could have been so cruel? What evil thing had left
all this gloom and desolation behind it?
She lifted the cage softly and wiped the dust from the
black marble on which it stood. With the first sweep of
her hand there shone out, from the glittering stone, a wreath
of white jessamine and orange-blossoms, inlaid into the jetty
surface with that exquisite skill known best to the Florentine
artizans. Leaves of malachite, veined with many tints
of green, were interspersed with the blossoms, and all looked
fresh and pure as if the stone mockery had been wrought
but yesterday.
Here was a new theme of interest for Catharine. Some
bridal garland seemed to have left its shadow on the stone,
only to mock her curiosity. Surely all these strange and
beautiful objects could not have been gathered for the enjoyment
of these two old people; for then they never would
have been so completely left to moulder into ruin.
When conjecture reached this point, she was called from
the room by the low tinkle of a breakfast-bell, which warned
her of the hours she had unconsciously given to this unsatisfactory
train of thought. She hurriedly shook the dust
from her garments, and went out with a strange, guilty feeling,
as if she had been intruding into a sacred place.
How pleasantly the old people received her, as she entered
the little breakfast-room that morning; and how could she
214help the red flush that rose to her temple, when they kindly
inquired what had occupied her all the morning.
Catharine was about to answer, but a glance from Elsie,
who looked unusually serious and tranquil as she sat by her
mother, was an unaccountable check upon her. There was
no meaning in that dark, mournful look, and Catherine had
encountered it a thousand times; but some unacknowledged
intuition kept her silent; she could not force herself to speak
of the room which she had just left.
CHAPTER XXXVIII. THE FAMILY BREAKFAST.
Catharine did not speak of her employment that
morning. Some unaccountable restraint was upon her,
and she could not force her tongue to ask the questions that
were constantly forming themselves in her mind.
The old people were unusually quiet and gentle. Pleasant
dreams, or, what is perhaps better, innocent thoughts, had
filled their souls with sweet serenity. Since their daughter
had returned, imperfect in temper and intellect as she was,
their home had brightened into a Paradise around them.
They called the poor woman by a thousand sweet terms of
endearment, as if she had been still a child, and they indulging
in the first bright joys of parental life.
It was beautiful to watch the holy workings of nature in
those old hearts, as they sat by the breakfast-table that
bright spring morning side by side, with their daughter, who
was languidly reposing in an easy-chair on the opposite side
of the table. In the wanderings of her intellect, she had
retained exaggerated vestiges of a taste originally luxurious
and imaginative. Now the dress, which had once been
215splendid, became picturesque, and at times fantastic, but it
was always arranged with a certain effect that bespoke great
original refinement. She delighted in strong contrasts,
rather than incongruities of color, and invariably rejected
all fabrics that were not the most delicate and costly of their
kind. In a store-room overhead she had found a wardrobe
that had once been fashionable and costly, and the discovery
had seemed to give her inexhaustible pleasure.
This morning she had arrayed herself with peculiar care.
Her white muslin robe was elaborately embroidered down
the front and over the bosom. She wore dainty slippers of
crimson Russian leather, embossed with gold; and had tied
a small lace handkerchief under her chin, which mingled
softly with the profuse wealth of tresses, which she had been
at great pains to train in long ringlets, evidently with some
vague reminiscence of her childhood. There was nothing
very fantastic in this, certainly, but the kerchief on her head,
and the muslin of her robe, was of that pale yellow tinge,
which nothing but time can give; and the gold upon her
slippers was tarnished till it seemed like bronze.
Besides this, poor Elsie had made still more striking additions
to her toilet. Over the muslin robe she wore an
ample gown of crimson satin, lined with a lighter tinge of
red, which was fastened at the waist with a belt of black
morocco, united in front by an antique golden clasp.
There was something about this dress, and in the evident
satisfaction with which Elsie exhibited herself in it, that
touched some hidden memory in the old people. They
looked at each other furtively, as if anxious to know what
impression it was making; and at last the old lady’s eyes
quietly filled with tears, while a flush stole over her husband’s
forehead, as if old memories were carrying the blood
hotly to his brain.
Catharine saw all this, and it added to the perplexity of
her thoughts. But no one spoke. After a little, the old
216man bent his head with a sort of start, as if the thought had
just struck him, and asked a blessing on the food, a duty
which had never been delayed before for many a long year
by any worldly thought. Catharine remarked that his voice
was indistinct, and the few words which fell from his lips
came singly and at intervals, as with an effort of pain.
Elsie had not spoken all the morning. There she sat, in
her easy-chair, eying her strange dress with a vague smile,
as if wholly absorbed by it. She shook out the satin folds
of her robe, tightened the golden clasp at her waist, and
smoothed down the yellow and costly lace that fell over her
hands, with dim self-complacency, smiling now and then on
her parents, but uttering never a word. At length she
seemed satisfied with her finery, and turned her eyes upon
the window.
“Shall I open it?” said the dear old lady, still with tears
in her eyes.
The daughter did not reply, but a soft smile came to her
eyes, which still looked longingly through the sash. An
old pear-tree was just in sight, clouded with white blossoms;
and a pleasant wind sighed through a thicket of lilac-bushes
and snow-balls, that grew nearer to the window,
shaking their dew and perfume upon the air.
The smile upon Elsie’s lips grew brighter. She stood up,
and looked earnestly through the window. A gleam of intelligence
shot over her face.
“The beehives, the beehives—who has broken up my
beehives?” she murmured, in a tone of vague displeasure.
“What have they done with my beehives, mother?”
The old woman’s eyes glistened through their tears. It
was the second time that Elsie had called her mother; and
the very heart seemed blossoming afresh in her bosom, as
she listened to the holy sound.
The beehives—Elsie’s beehives? Alas! they had been
taken away from beneath the old pear-tree more than twenty
217years ago. The bees had been left to plunder the adjoining
thickets and clover-fields, year after year, while no one
touched the honey; and thus they had hived in neglect,
dispersed, and left their cells empty so long that the old
people had almost forgotten that they ever existed.
“The bees! oh, Elsie! they have gone to the woods,” said
the old man, in a voice of touching apology. “We did not
kill them; we never gathered an ounce of their honey. You
do not mind that they are gone, Elsie dear?”
“Oh,” answered Elsie, wearily, as if the effort to remember
had exhausted her,—“gone, are they? what for? why
did they go? How everything slides, slides, slides away, and
I keep running after, forever and forever running after.
Oh! I am tired.”
The old people looked at one another, and at Catharine,
hopefully.
“Let her rest,” said Catharine, in a gentle whisper.
“Perhaps it may end better than we think!”
“Yes,” said the old man, stealthily clasping the withered
hand of his wife. “Let us watch. She may wander back
to her youth again, and forget all that has passed.”
“It may be so—God help the poor child—it may be so,”
murmured the old lady, casting looks of wistful tenderness
across the table, while her daughter began to eat daintily,
putting on airs like a child entrusted with a fork for the
first time.
It was remarkable that the old lady never spoke of her
daughter, though an elderly woman with waves of gray in
her hair, except as “the child,” or “the dear young creature.”
To her, those white hairs had no significance of age,
but were the marks of a deep sorrow, over which the mother’s
heart mourned perpetually.
The breakfast was finished in silence. Catharine, usually
so attentive to every movement of her charge, sat preoccupied
and thoughtful. The old people dropped back into
218their habitual calm, and Elsie still amused herself by arranging
and re-arranging the folds of her robe, claiming
admiration for the effect, by child-like glances at her mother.
Perhaps they were right; the woman certainly did seem to
be going back to her childishness again.
CHAPTER XXXIX. THE TWO PORTRAITS.
When Catharine arose to go, Elsie, following out the
wilful instincts of her new character, crept close to old
Mrs. Ford, and clung to her dress, entreating to be left;
which flung the old couple into a state of absolute delight
beautiful to behold. It was the first time their child
had been content to remain alone with them since her sojourn
in the house. Now she clung pleadingly to her
mother’s dress, and, seating herself upon a low stool at her
feet, began to amuse herself by arranging scraps of silk,
which she found in her mother’s work-basket, with great
nicety as to the colors, which made the old people look at
each other with mournful smiles; it put them so in mind of
old times, when she was indeed a child, body and mind.
Meantime Catharine had gone back to the library. She
would summon no help, but, closing the door which shut
her out from the rest of the house, began to work diligently,
cleansing the books from dust, and re-arranging everything
exactly as she had found it. In the progress of her task,
she was constantly falling upon some new object of interest.
The books we have spoken of held forth a sort of enchantment
which turned her from work. The bronze medallions
took a new interest after the dust had been removed from
their delicate lines. But beyond this was a vague feeling
219that she had a personal interest in redeeming those beautiful
objects from neglect. The very atmosphere of the place
seemed familiar, as if she had breathed it before. At any
rate, a new vista of life opened to her from that room. It
contained the means of knowledge, the power which should
be to her in the place of lost happiness.
In a day or two this room was entirely in order, but it
was only at intervals that Catharine could visit it, and her
labors were performed with a guilty feeling, as if every wave
of her brush must inflict a pang upon the old people who
trusted her so thoroughly.
Had any one asked the girl why it was that she left the
pictures to the last, and the meaning of the strange thrill
that checked her whenever she approached them, no answer
could have been obtained. She would have called it a foolish
superstition, perhaps. Indeed, she did chide herself more
than once for the vague feeling that possessed her, and imputed
it to the general impression that she was intruding on
sacred grounds, which had seized upon her from the first.
When all was finished, the crimson drapery taken from
the table and arranged that it might flow over the bay
window, or fall in rich waves against the black-walnut casement
on each side; when the great library-chairs were dusted
and in place, and the mosaic table shone out clear and
bright, with the bird-cage in the centre, she turned slowly
and walked toward the pictures.
Again the strange chill arrested her. A thin veil of gauze
hung like a dusty cobweb over the paintings, and the frames
gleamed out dim and misty from the crimson walls. She
stood and wondered, holding her breath. How many years
had that dusty web concealed the canvas which she was
hesitating to look upon? Who had placed it there? Why
had it never been removed? Perhaps it might prove the
portrait of old Mr. Ford, or that dear old gentlewoman, his
wife.
220These thoughts kept her motionless till curiosity became
painful. With a faint laugh at her own irresolution, she
sprang upon a library-chair and tore away the gauze.
What a beautiful creature she must have been, this Elsie
Ford, with those lustrous eyes, that peachy bloom of the
cheek, and those lips so full and ripe, like strawberries with
the June sunshine upon them, the smile hovering like the
shadow of a honey-bee about the mouth, dimpling it softly
at the corners. How beautiful Elsie Ford must have been!
Catharine’s eyes filled as she looked upon the portrait, and
traced back its dim resemblance to the stricken woman whom
she had just left, catching like an infant at the sunbeams
that came into her chamber-window. The bright, beautiful
life, so charming in the picture, had all faded out from the
original being. That image on the canvas seemed vital,
Elsie the picture. Catharine sunk down to the easy-chair
and wept.
After a time she went to the pendant of this picture, still
oppressed by the strange dread which had followed her ever
since she first entered the room. A sweep of her hand carried
away the gauze from this portrait also, and that which
was behind seemed to chill her into marble. She did not
breathe, the color left her lips, and she retreated slowly
backward, mute and astonished.
It was the portrait of her husband, the man who had
abandoned her and her child to disgrace and starvation.
Her own husband, for say what they would, deny it as he
might, the man yonder, smiling upon her from the crimson
of the wall, with his clear gray eyes and chestnut hair, was
her husband. All the perjury on earth could not change
the truth.
It was a terrible shock, this sudden appearance of the
man who had wronged her. How frankly those eyes looked
down into hers; that smile hovering around the fine mouth!
her heart swelled to meet it with a great throb of joy. Those
221curls—chestnut with a gleam of gold in them—how often
had she swept them together in masses with her own hand,
and laughed at the air of playful impatience with which he
had shaken them back to their place on his white temples.
Oh, these memories were too sweet and too painful. The
joy of the past was upon it in a bright, rosy cloud, but underneath
lay the black thought that he had wronged and
left her; even as she looked on the picture, it was there,
darting like a flash of lightning through her heart.
In this struggle of joy and anguish she sat down, gazing
up wistfully at the portrait, and though she knew that it was
inanimate, beseeching it to speak one word, and tell her that he
was blameless,—that the miserly old woman, his mother,
had maligned him, and she would believe his first breath,
believe even a look against the whole world, against facts,
against truth itself.
Thus, half madly, the poor girl, the wife who had no husband,
who had been a mother and was childless, pleaded
with the dumb, smiling picture.
At last the sound of her own voice fell back upon her like
a mockery. She hushed her weeping and grew still, but the
yearning affections, which are the perfume of womanhood,
struggled out of passion into thought. She pondered over
her whole life, not yet a long one, not really eventful, for
the most terrible suffering more frequently springs from
commonplace circumstances than from startling romance.
It was a life of feeling, of endurance and doubt, rather than
action—so far destiny had been wrought out for her. She
had neither chosen nor rejected it, gloomy as it had always
been. Save the few months in which love had filled her
dreary lot with sunshine, so glorious that her heart ached to
think of it, existence to her had been a dreary thing. But
the very absence of earthly friends had unconsciously lifted
her thoughts to a higher and holier power, and there she
had learned to look trustingly. She was young, too, and
222healthy; thus life was not altogether a desert, though some
of it had been spent in an insane asylum, and the rest marked
by orphanage and desertion.
Desertion, ah! there was the doubt, which had never yet
been entirely put to rest. Now, with that bright, honest
face looking down upon her from the wall, her whole nature
rose up against the conviction. He had died suddenly, or
something would yet arise to clear him from the evil suspicions
that she—wretch that she was—had dared to harbor
against him.
These thoughts became a conviction. Her face, still wet
with tears, was bathed with smiles. A holy faith in him
she had loved so truly filled her soul, and the happiness
therefrom rose and sparkled like starlight all around her.
Her hands were softly clasped; her lips murmured a prayer
for the forgiveness she would not grant to herself. She began
to love the old library and everything in it, for was it
not the scene of this sweet revelation? She had found her
husband again.
CHAPTER XL. THE BIRD-CAGE.
As Catharine sat pondering over these thoughts, full of
happiness and thanksgiving, the door was softly opened,
and Elsie Ford stole in cautiously, like a timid child that
had gone wilfully astray.
Catharine sat buried in the easy-chair with her back to
the light, which lay full upon the two pictures. Languid
from the emotions through which she had just passed, and
held in thrall by the very quiet with which Elsie had entered,
she sat motionless, watching the poor creature as she
glided through the room.
223The crimson drapery had been drawn over the arch of
the window, falling a little apart in the centre, through
which came a column of light upon the portraits, leaving the
remainder of the library bathed, as it were, in the gloom of
a warm twilight.
For a moment Elsie looked around as if bewildered. She
had flung aside her crimson robe after one elaborate toilet,
and now appeared in a plain morning-dress of pure white,
loose from the shoulders down. A band of scarlet chenille,
twisted lightly together, gathered up the long tresses of her
hair, which she had arranged in fantastic waves and masses
back of her head, as we find it in antique statues. In truth,
all Elsie’s fantasies in dress had a classic grace about them,
which perhaps sprung from some early taste, brightened into
the picturesque by insanity. Thus, in her cloud-like white
dress, and with the glowing scarlet in her hair, she moved
across the room, pausing every step or two, and listening as
if she feared that some one might follow her.
A gleam of sharp intelligence shot across her face as she
saw the bird-cage, and darting toward it, she opened the door,
chirping softly with her lips, as if to call the bird forth.
But the jar that she had given to the cage, and the air set
in motion by her drapery, took up the heap of plumage that
she had taken for a bird, and sent it floating through the
room.
Elsie dropped her hand from the cage-door, and drooping
downward in sad despondency, turned her head from side to
side, gazing with a woe-begone countenance at the feathers
as they quivered from her sight and settled down like soft
gleams of gold in the dusky corners.
“Gone, gone; all alike, all alike,” she muttered, in a
low, tearful voice. “So it is always, always; everything
that loves me dies—everything that I love melts into air,
or turns into some wicked creature and stings me. My poor
bird, my pretty canary, why did I come? Why did I let
224these wicked hands touch his cage? they have driven him off,
turned him into a wasp that will sting, sting, sting, oh!”
She shrunk back from the light, and held out her hands
with the palms outward, as if warding off the insects that
she fancied herself to have created.
“I can’t help it—how can I? If these cruel things start
to life with a touch of my finger, it is his fault, not mine;
he drained the life from my soul and filled it with this wickedness.
If it kills all beautiful things, and turns them into
vipers and stinging insects that come back upon me for food,
eating and biting at my temples day and night, how can I
help it?”
The poor woman uttered these wild words with a low cry
of anguish, fighting the air with one hand, and gathering the
folds of her white robe up over her face with the other, as if
to protect it from harm.
At last she looked up fearfully and with a shudder.
What she deemed the swarm of yellow wasps no longer flew
across the light, for the feathers had settled upon the floor,
and their absence seemed to give her relief.
As the drapery fell from her face, it was clasped again
between her folded hands, while a dull stillness fell upon
her. She was looking at her own picture.
Catharine held her breath, for she was awe-stricken by the
changes that swept over that pale face. Never, in all the
vagaries of her insanity, had she seen that expression on
Elsie’s features till now.
At first the face took an expression of dull surprise, mingled
with an undercurrent of contempt, as if she fancied
that some one were attempting to impose upon her. She
drew a step nearer, holding her breath, advancing timidly
as if she expected it to fly away at her approach, as the bird
had done. When she saw that it remained crowned with
light and smiling upon her, the poor women stole closer,
and at last touched it with her fingers.
225A look of wild amazement swept over her face. It had
not disappeared with her touch. It smiled upon her yet.
No venomous thing had sprung from those parted and smiling
lips. It was herself gazing upon herself. She was
there—and it was there—oh! how that poor brain worked
and toiled to solve the question of its double self. Was she,
the creature of pain, with her temples full of fire, which had
no power to melt the snow from her hair, an evil growth
from the loveliness before her, and that perfect still? After
wandering so many years, with age upon her limbs, and a
curse at her heart, had she come back upon her own young
self to be met with smiles and pleasant looks, as if no wickedness
had ever crept between them?
How was it that this beautiful woman, Elsie Ford, Elsie,—no,
no, she would not speak or think the name that would
wound the beautiful young creature, for the world she
wouldn’t do it,—she who knew so well what pain was, and
how sharp a pang the sound of that name had been before
her own heart became so clouded and heavy. No, she
would be very kind to the poor young creature; it would be
a pity to drive that smile away, and see those red lips growing
pale and blue with such lurid words as she could utter,
but would not.
But how came Elsie Ford there, surrounded by so many
beautiful objects, and with the sunlight dancing and sparkling
over her hair, as she had seen it playing upon the neck
of a raven? She remembered well that these long tresses
had been cut off, and the dress of amber brocade taken
away. In its place—oh, she remembered that with a cry
of anguish—in place of that robe they had bound her
arms under a hempen garment, so strong, and scant, and
coarse.
Oh! she remembered more, a thousand times more! but it
was all so confused, flame, smoke, tears, cries breaking
around her as she had seen (for Elsie had climbed the
226fiery mountain) Vesuvius, clad in ashes, and crowned with
clouds of smoky flame.
But how was all this? How had Elsie Ford come out
from this fiery furnace so beautiful, so pleasant to look upon?
It troubled her poor brain to make it all out. Ah! now
she had it once more: Elsie had not been into the valley
and shadow of death. It was herself only, the evil growth
cast off by the beautiful one, who had been so full of trouble.
He had not killed Elsie, only herself; not even that. Death
would have been very pleasant at his hands; that was perhaps
why he had let her suffer so much, but not die.
Poor Elsie! Some gleams of reason were struggling
through all this wild talk, and this confusion of thoughts,
and every ray of consciousness was a pang.
She turned from the picture at length, shaking her head
wearily, as if the struggle for memory had worn her out.
Then her eyes fell upon the other portrait, the handsome,
bright-looking man who had left so strange an impression
upon Catharine.
Her eyes grew larger; her lips parted, and with a long,
breathless gaze she sunk slowly to the floor, like a snow-wreath
touched by the sun.
Catharine arose and bent over the prostrate woman.
“Elsie, dear Elsie, speak to me!”
There was a movement of the white drapery, and a low
moan.
“They are together; they two together yet, and I, oh,
me—oh, me!”
She did not lift her head again, but went trembling and
drooping from the library, moaning all the way.
CHAPTER XLI. NURSES FOR THE CHILDREN OF THE POOR.
227
I must go back a year or two, and take up an event,
which happened during Catharine’s sojourn in the Insane
Asylum.
An old man, gray-haired, and with a most bland countenance,
cordial and ruddy, lighted by those soft chestnut-brown
eyes that are always so pleasant of expression, sat
behind his desk in the Almshouse building at the Park.
It was visiting-day in his department, when all the orphan
infants, put out to nurse by the city, were expected to be
brought to the office for inspection, or for such changes as
time made necessary.
It was a strange scene, at times painfully revolting, and
again full of natural pathos. One after another, these poor
little pauper souls were brought in, wrapped in an old
shawl or torn blanket, motherless, or worse than motherless,—their
very existence the growth of sin, or of misfortunes
almost as bitter. The women who carried them were
usually but one degree removed from the Almshouse themselves,
and became the paid mothers of these miserable
children, in order to save their own offspring from the same
terrible fate.
Some of these women were kind, and gave themselves lovingly
to their infant charges, yielding their hearts to humanity
without reservation. These took their seats in the
outer office, with quiet and serene faces, folding their orphan
babies in their arms, with a soft, motherly instinct that had
no thought of the searching eyes turned upon them, but
waited serenely in an atmosphere of honest love. Others,
cruel and crafty, were anxious only to pass examination, and
228obtain the money which was to repay the forced succor they
had given the forlorn children in their arms. These women
were often seized with paroxysms of affection, as they ranged
themselves to wait, and fell to caressing the poor infants
with revolting fondness, hugging them to bosoms that loathed
the contact, and kissing the poor lips from which their cruel
hands would gladly have withheld the very food necessary
to life.
Among these women, some motherly from nature, others
cruel against nature, there came a little Irish woman, plump
and rosy, and evidently of a cheerful habit, better clad
and better looking every way than her companions. She held
a beautiful little boy by the hand, who came reluctantly,
lifting his fine eyes to her face with a wondering, anxious
look, and dragging back shyly, half-hiding behind her gown,
as he approached the crowd of strange women.
The poor creature had evidently been crying. Her eyes
were red, and her rosy cheeks tear-stained, while her plump
lips seemed laden with suppressed sobs, that threatened to
break forth afresh every time her eyes fell upon the boy,
who was so anxious to hide himself in her garments.
“Mammy, mammy, take me home; don’t stay here,
mammy; let’s go home,” pleaded the boy, pulling her gown
with both his plump hands, while she lingered to wipe the
tears from her eyes. “I won’t stay; I won’t speak to that
man; he makes you cry.”
Mary Margaret could not answer him, but a great sob
burst from her lips, and snatching him up, she buried her
face in his bosom.
The little fellow drew back, and laid a soft palm on each
cheek, while he looked—oh! so lovingly, into her eyes.
“Don’t, mammy, don’t; please don’t—home, go home!”
he said, grieved and wondering.
“I can’t, I can’t; they won’t let me take you home
again. My heart is broke. Oh! it’s got a pain that’ll last
229forever. Eddie, my darlint, put your two blissid little hants
together, as if ye was prayen’ to the Virgin herself, me boy;
and ask the gentleman to let yees go back wid yer own
nurse.”
Eddie patted her cheeks again, while his beautiful lips
began to quiver, and his eyes filled with tears.
“Yes, yes, don’t cry any more. Eddie will tell him;
don’t cry; he will.”
Struggling down from the poor woman’s arms, the little
fellow clenched his small white fists, and rubbed the tears
from his baby-eyes, half-grieved, half-belligerent, while he
marched up to the superintendent, who greeted him with an
extended hand, smiling kindly.
“Well, Eddie, my boy, where’s your hand?”
Eddie hid his little clenched fist in the folds of his dress,
and received these advances with a defiant pout.
“Mammy wants me to go home, and I will go home!” he
said, while his little form swelled and struggled with a rising
sob.
“And so you shall, to a nice, big home, where you will
have lots of little boys to play with.”
“I don’t want no boys to play with, but Pat and mammy,”
answered the little fellow, walking backward toward his
nurse.
“But you shall live in a grand, big house.”
“Mammy lives in a grand, big house,” answered the child,
quite convinced that his shanty-home was equal to any
palace. “I like her grand home!”
“But mammy hasn’t got cherry-trees, and apple-orchards,
and meadows full of clover,” said the officer, amused, and
yet touched by the child’s resolute air.
“But she’s got morning-glories, and—and red beans, and
oh, dear! she’s got everything—she has,” cried the child,
with a burst of tearful eloquence.
“Mister,” said Mary Margaret, approaching the officer in
230her motherly sorrow, “if ye’d only let the little felly stay a
bit longer, till he’s big enough to wear jacket and trousers,
ye know; he’s backard-like, ye see, and wants good motherly
nursin’ more ’n a three months child.”
The officer shook his head, and Mary Margaret looked
wofully down upon the little fellow, who was striving to
envelop himself in the folds of her calico dress.
“He’s no mother but me, yer honor. It’d kill him intirely
to go up yonder with the rest, and have all his beautiful
curls cut short, and—and, oh! yer honor, it’ll be the
death of us both—it will. Couldn’t ye be merciful this
onest? Consither he’s a poor, motherless crathur, and only
me to look up to in the wide worlt!”
Again the officer shook his head, but there was relenting
and sympathy in his eyes. How could he help it, with that
frank, pleading look fixed upon him, and the pretty child
peeping out wistfully from the shelter of her garments.
“Indeed, Mrs. Dillon, I am sorry, but we have stretched
a point in this case already, in consideration of your affection
for the boy. The law is that all children, dependent
on the city, must be removed to the institution when they
are two years old. Now we know that little Eddie there is
almost three, and he must take his chance with the rest.”
Poor Mary Margaret’s countenance fell, and Eddie made
a grand effort to draw her away by force.
“Home!” he pleaded, “home, mammy; I will go home!”
“It may be,” said Mary Margaret, determined not to give
up while a hope was left. “It may be yer honor thinks it’s
the dollar a week I want; and it’s bad enough me and the
childer need it, anyhow; but if ye’d but consint, I’d take
Eddy, the crathur, for half price, an’ ’d think it a bargain,
yer honor. If the old man had a word agin it, d’ ye see,
I’d sit up anights, and do another ’xtra gentleman’s washing;
it’d be no throuble in life, while I saw his beautiful,
curly head peeping up from under the blankets, wid my own
231two spalpeens on each side, to keep the darlint from falling
out of bed, ye know. I’d always manage to get him a sup
of new milk, yer honor, and ’d never put in a taste of water,
as I do—an’ little blame to me—wid the others.”
Again Mary Margaret paused; she had no other arguments
to offer, and her poor, kind heart swelled painfully,
when she saw no symptom of yielding in the face of the
official.
“I cannot, indeed, Mrs. Dillon. It is out of my power;
the child must not remain entirely with you; with so many
children of your own, it would be impossible for you to bring
him up as he should be; your husband ought not to permit
this injudicious kindness.”
Poor Mary Margaret had nothing to answer. She knew
well enough her husband, a hard-working man, had trouble
enough to supply the clamorous wants of his own children,
and that little Eddie, with his beauty and his sweet ways,
had never been taught to rough it at home with the rest.
Besides, there was a more powerful argument still,—that
inexorable officer.
Mary Margaret looked down at the boy, and tears stole
into her eyes, slowly blinding her to his wistful little face.
She looked at the officer, clasping her hands and bending
forward as if he had been the picture of a saint.
“Would ye do it, if I’d just go down on me two bended
knees to yer honor—would ye now?”
“I have no power,” answered the man abruptly, bending
over the book of records that lay open before him, that the
woman might not observe the moisture that crept into his
eyes. “I have no power,” he repeated again, abruptly, nay,
almost with harshness, for he was afraid to trust himself
longer with those two faces turned so imploringly upon him,
compelled as he was to act by a rigid law.
Mary Margaret stooped down, and lifting the child in her
arms, drew a corner of her shawl over him.
232“Would yer honor let me keep him wid meself and the
childer one more night then? It mayn’t come so hard to
give him up, after we’ve had time to consider on it, and
raisen it over wid de poor motherless orphan. If it was to
go to heaven itself, we couldn’t give the crathur up the
night. Will ye let him go home wid me just lying agin on
me own motherly breast, as ye see him now? It’ll never
be again, an’ I’ve nursed him like me own.”
“Yes!” said the officer, kindly, glad to have a petition
he could grant, “yes, yes; take him along, and if you wish
it, go with him yourself up to the Island. Then you can
be satisfied how well he will be cared for in his new home.”
“Thank yer honor kindly. I’ll do me best to be content,”
said the poor woman, wiping her eyes with a corner
of her shawl, and folding it over the boy again. “Do ye
think they’ll bind him out, and put him to strangers entirely,
yer honor?”
“No, no! he is quite too young for that. It is more likely
that some person may adopt him and make a gentleman of
him.”
“He is a gintleman, every inch of him,” answered Margaret,
giving the child an enthusiastic hug, while her ardent
temperament caught fire at this prophecy of a grand fortune.
“It’s meself that has been particular regarding his manners,
never letting him run out in the sun or make dirt-pies, or
pick up oyster-shells from the gutter, wid the common. See
if he isn’t white an’ clane as a dove—the crathur—neck
an’ all, wid reverence to ye.”
Here Mary Margaret jerked down the little fellow’s calico
frock in front, exhibiting a plump, snowy neck, softly flushed
like a shell that has just left the water, and a pair of dimpled
shoulders, from which the short sleeves were gathered
up by bows of faded pink ribbon.
“Wouldn’t any gintleman be proud of the like of that
for a child of his own, now?” she continued, uttering her
233words between the kisses that she lavished on the white neck
and shoulders, leaving a flush with every touch. “Thank
ye, kindly, for giving him to me and the childer for one
night more; it’s like sending a lost bird to its nest agin.
God’s blessings on ye!”
Thus, half in tears, and half grateful, Mrs. Dillon made
her way through the hungry crowd, that even in its
misery cast admiring glances after the child, and walked
homeward. Striving to reconcile herself to the inevitable
with resolute philosophy, but with a swell of grief at heart,
which threatened every moment to break into a deluge
of tears, she presented little Edward to his foster-brothers
and playfellows once more. She informed them, a little
crossly, for her true sorrow would break forth in some shape,
that it was only for a night, and after that Eddie would be
made a gintleman of entirely, and that “if he was going up
among the common childer, it was only for convanience like,
and after a while would be traiting ’em all with great civility,
and bowing to ’em from his carriage-windy.”
Her young brood took this information rather shyly, and
Terry, who had been like a twin-brother to the little orphan,
rebelled at once, vociferously protesting that he would go
with Eddie and be a gintleman, too. But at length young
Ireland was consoled with a promise, that perhaps he might
yet ride behind the carriage which Eddie was undoubtedly
to occupy, while the dear little fellow himself underwent
a world of caresses, and was hushed to sleep with many a
smothered sob.
CHAPTER XLII. THE ADOPTED SON.
234
The next day Mrs. Dillon stood at the ferry at Randell’s
Island, looking wistfully back toward the spot where she
had just left the ewe lamb of her flock. Her face was red with
weeping, and from time to time she lifted up a corner of
her shawl and wiped the drops from her eyes. Little Terry
set up a pathetic howl, as the boat which had brought them
over put back on its return voyage. Mary Margaret had
no heart to chide him, but turned sorrowfully away, grieved
to the soul as few mothers would have been.
And there sat poor little Edward where he had been left,
like a lost babe in all that wilderness of young life; all
alone, and yet surrounded by so many. The very size of
the nursery building terrified him. The crowd of strange
faces hushed his grief into dumb silence. The nurses seemed
like enemies that intended him some bodily harm, and from
whom he would run away the moment their backs were
turned.
The child looked up to impart these thoughts to his foster-mother,
and she was gone. He searched wildly around;
his innocent eyes grew large with affright; his mouth and
chin began to quiver; and his poor little hands were pressed
hard down upon the bench where they had seated him.
That baby-struggle was a pitiful thing to witness. That
tiny form, taking up its first battle of life, with no weapons
but its terror and its tears, was touching beyond description.
When he saw that she was gone, and that he was quite
alone in that forest of human beings, the wild eyes began
to fill, his face flushed, and sobs of home-sick anguish heaved
his chest. A group of little orphans, who had learned to
keep their sorrows in silence, cast shy glances at him from
235the benches; while he, with a child’s instincts, looked wistfully
at them through his tears, expecting the sympathy
which they felt but could not express.
A nurse came toward him filled with kindly interest, and
in her motherly way strove to soothe him.
“What is the matter, little one? don’t take on so!” she
said; “don’t cry, that’s a dear.”
“Mammy, mammy! I want mammy!” pleaded the child,
stretching out his little arms, but folding them over his
face, and turning his back as she would have taken him up.
The nurse had many other cares, and left him to his
grief. When she came back again, he was gazing out through
the window with heavy eyes, and a look so heart-broken
that she made fresh effort to console him.
It would not do. The child only asked for his mammy,
answering everything with the same pleading look, and the
same home-sick cry.
At night, when stretched upon the straw bed in the infant’s
dormitory, with a strange child resting on the same
pillow, still and orderly, with its sorrows hushed down into
a dreary content, little Edward lay sobbing in the stillness.
The presence of so many children, filling the room with the
monotonous breath of their slumber, frightened away sleep.
The moonlight, as it stole in through the windows, revealing
the range of cots with the pale forms upon them in
fitful gleams, made him think but the more yearningly of
home. Everything was cold, purely clean, yet full of desolation
to the child. He dared not cry; the stillness and
expanse of the room—vast compared to Dillon’s cabin—held
him in awe. Vague ideas of something strange that
was to happen, made his eyes gleam out large and wildly
in the moonlight. There he lay, that poor, wakeful child,
holding his breath, and swallowing his sobs in vague terror
of the very life with which he was surrounded. Then the
stillness was broken by rattling sounds in the wall, and the
236patter of tiny feet along the floor. The rats, which haunt
all public buildings impudently, as if they possessed an
elective right to municipal plunder, were out on a midnight
revel in the ceiling, and commenced chasing each other
across the spotless floor.
Poor little Eddie heard the sound with a thrill of terror.
His limbs shook, a low cry broke from his lips, and creeping
forward he clung, shivering, to the other little child, more
fortunate in its power to sleep, that lay in the same cot.
But, no, the child was used to these noises and would not
awake. With those trembling arms clinging to him in wild
terror, and those brown curls, damp with tears, falling over
his face, the child slept on, leaving the poor stranger more
desolately alone from his slumbering presence. He had become
used to the vastness and the midnight noises, and could
not feel the baby-heart fluttering like a wounded bird against
his side.
And this night was a type of many that the boy spent in
his new home. He would not be comforted; his eyes were
always heavy or filled with pitiful tears; his little heart
pined with a tender, yearning hunger for the friends who
seemed hundreds of miles away. Grief was tenacious with
him. His cheeks grew white as snow; there was always a
troubled quiver on his baby-lips if any one spoke to him;
but the noise of his sorrow was stilled, and so those who had
charge said kindly to one another,—
“Poor thing, it is the homesickness; he will soon get
over it.”
But weeks passed, and Eddie did not get over his homesickness.
He grew pale and quiet, but that sensitive baby-heart
was desolate as ever. Visitors were, in those days,
only admitted to the children once a month, consequently
Mary Margaret did not see her child during these weeks of
anguish.
One day, when the little creature was becoming dreamily
237passive, a strange gentleman and lady entered the baby’s
nursery as they passed over the institution. They were both
young and of singularly aristocratic appearance. Certainly
there was nothing in the lady that reminded you of Mary
Margaret Dillon, but the heart sometimes finds strange likenesses.
When Eddie looked up, the lady’s back was toward
him. She was about the size of his nurse; this must have
been all, but it was enough.
The child let himself down from his seat and ran toward
the lady, his bright eyes flashing, his hands extended, and
his soft brown curls all afloat.
“Mammy, mammy, take me,” he cried, making ineffectual
leaps to reach her arms.
The lady turned her face—a beautiful face, in nothing
like Mary Margaret’s, save that it was bright with kindly
surprise.
The child dropped his eager hands with a look of pitiful
disappointment that touched her to the soul.
“Who is this?” she said, as the little creature crept,
broken-hearted, back to hide himself among the other children.
“Tell me, what poor child is this that mistakes me for
his mother?”
She blushed as she spoke, and turned her eyes shyly from
the look of half interest, half of amusement which her husband
turned upon her.
“Come here, darling, let me talk with you,” she said, following
the child. “Tell me your name.”
She held out her arms, smiling, and with a glow upon her
face, “Come!”
The boy glanced upward to her face. His eyes filled with
light; his lips parted, and eying her with the shy look
which we meet in a frightened rabbit, he held up his arms,
laughing for the first time in weeks.
The lady snatched him eagerly to her bosom. In an instant
his arms wreathed themselves lovingly around her
neck, and his cheek lay against hers.
238“Strange, isn’t it, that he should take to me so suddenly?”
she said, pressing the pretty face closer to hers, and giving
it a sidelong kiss. “Isn’t he pretty?”
“Yes, and no?” answered the husband, laughing. “He
would be a little heathen if he did not take to you; and he
is beautiful as one of Raphael’s cherubs.”
“And so loving,” rejoined the wife, with a pleading glance.
“What a pity to leave him here!”
The husband looked gravely from the lady to the child.
In his heart he thought her like one of Raphael’s Madonnas,
only no painted child was ever so lovingly beautiful as the
orphan she held.
“Couldn’t we?” pleaded the lady, softly with her lips,
most eloquently with her eyes.
“It is a serious business,” answered the husband, still
gravely, and with a sort of sadness.
“But we have none of our own, and our home is so large?”
The cloud deepened on her husband’s face.
“I know it,” he said; “this thought of adopting a child
takes me painfully.”
“He looks like me enough to pass for ours,” said the lady,
blushing scarlet as the words left her lips. “I mean he has
the same colored eyes and hair, and—and—”
“Yes,” thought the gentleman, “they are alike; it would
be a pity to disturb the picture.” How pleadingly his eyes
look out from under those curls, the same rich brown, with
a gleam of gold in it. How came the little fellow so like
my wife? But he only said very seriously, “Put him down,
Mattie, we will talk it over at home!”
The lady saw that he was in earnest, and attempted to
unwind the child’s arms from her neck. But the little fellow
cried out,—
“No, no, mammy, mammy!” all in a tremor of affright
clinging closer, and raining wild, sweet kisses upon her face.
This was a kind of eloquence that neither the gentleman
239nor lady could withstand. The homely but pathetic cry of
“mammy,” ran like a thrill of music through the young
woman’s heart. Her eyes swam in a tearful mist; her
cheeks flushed with the hidden sweetness of a word never
applied to her before. She had no power to force the child
away, but drew him closer and closer to her bosom.
“Let me take him!” said the husband, with a troubled
smile.
He reached forth his arms. Eddie lifted his head and
eyed him with a sidelong glance, while he loosened one arm
from the lady’s neck, and clung closer with the other.
“Come, my little shaver, and see what I’ve got for you.”
The boy bent slightly forward, and at length allowed
himself to be taken, searching the gentleman’s face earnestly
all the time. But when a motion was made as if to place
him on the floor, the gentleman found his neck suddenly
encircled by those two loving arms, and the little, tearful
face was laid confidingly on his shoulder.
“Take me home—take me home,” pleaded the sweet
voice.
“Couldn’t we take him home and decide after?” pleaded
the lady, with gentle feminine tact, “It will be a pleasant
visit for the poor child, if nothing more.”
“He seems bent upon it,” answered the gentleman; laughing,
and rather pleased with this half measure. “I think
you could hardly get him from me yourself, Mattie.”
The lady only laughed. She had no desire to weaken
the effect already produced by the caressing helplessness of
the little orphan, by claiming more than an equal share in
his preference.
“Well, then, let us go,” she said, in haste to have the
child all to themselves.
“First, let us inquire about him. Perhaps he has parents
or friends to interfere. In that case, you know, it would be
out of the question.”
240The young wife looked very grave at this, and the cloud
of anxiety did not leave her face till it was ascertained at
the superintendent’s office that Edward was an orphan, his
father unknown, if living, and his mother’s death recorded
in the hospital books at Bellevue.
Thus accidentally, and almost from an affectionate caprice,
this poor human waif was taken from his home in the nurseries;
and when Mary Margaret came with her eager love
on the visiting-day, leading little Terry by the hand—who
was the bearer of a great orange for his foster-brother—the
child was gone.
This was a terrible blow to the good nurse. But when
she heard that Eddie had gone off with an undoubted gentleman
and lady, and that a splendid private carriage had
waited for them at the ferry, she was, to an extent, consoled,
though this was all the positive knowledge the laws of the
institution allowed her to obtain.
As for little Terry, he broke forth into a vociferous fit of
crying, and for some minutes his plump and freckled cheeks
were inundated with tears; but he, too, found a source of
consolation in the big orange which now belonged entirely
to himself, and which he devoured incontinently, skin and
all, while seated on the wharf waiting a return of the ferryboat
which would convey himself and his mother back from
their disappointing visit.
CHAPTER XLIII. SITTING BY THE DOOR.
A quiet and most beautiful life was that which Catharine
led, in her country home. She was left completely
mistress of her own time, with those kind old people,
241who were always too happy when Elsie was alone with themselves;
but with all the resources of enjoyment about her,
a strange nervousness possessed the young woman. Notwithstanding
the entire frankness of the old people, and the
paternal interest with which they regarded her, there was a
sort of dignified gentleness about them that forbade any
allusion to the subject that haunted her thoughts continually.
How came her husband’s portrait in that library, and
what was the secret of its strange effect upon the demented
daughter of the house? Why did it hang pendent with
hers?
Again and again these questions arose to the young
woman’s lips; but they always died upon them unuttered.
The subject of this closed library was so completely ignored,
it seemed so decidedly cast out from the routine of life among
them, that she had no way of introducing it that would not
seem forced and abrupt.
Besides, a species of superstition seized upon her, regarding
this apartment. Like most sensitive persons, who have
suffered deeply, she shrunk from turning back to the painful
points of her own experience; and blending these objects, as
she necessarily must, with her own fate, the reserve which
lay upon all the rest, fell like a mist over her also. This
feeling grew with time, till she hoarded her own thoughts
upon the subject as if they had been a sin.
But she was drawn with irrepressible attraction toward
the room. It was the only place on earth where she was
certain of perfect solitude. No one ever visited that wing
of the building, or at least ever penetrated so far as the
library. The grass around the bay-window grew rank, and
uncared for, while the lilac-trees and clustering roses remained
leafy and unpruned from year to year, though perfect
order reigned everywhere else in the grounds.
Early in the morning, before the family were astir, Catharine
always spent an hour or two in the room so full of interest,
242yet which every one seemed to shun. The picture of
her husband upon the wall seemed like a living soul. It
had brought back her faith in humanity. It had made her
less alone in the world.
A wonderful amount of knowledge may be accumulated,
by devoting two morning hours out of the twenty-four to
study, and, perhaps, the pleasantest acquirements we possess
are those gathered up of our own free will, unaided and, as
it were, in secret.
Thus it was with Catharine. With a tolerable rudimental
education she found no difficulty in a want of masters, and
every day saw her naturally fine mind expand itself with
freshly gathered ideas, that gradually consolidated and took
the form of knowledge.
Among other things she found a portfolio of drawings,
rough studies, and bold, spirited sketches, such as genius
throws off as it searches for perfect development, with implements
and materials of art, which had long slumbered
in disuse. The sight of these things awoke a new desire and
a new talent in her. She would learn to paint. She would
study hard, and so perfect herself, that some day his portrait
should be hers. She would work incessantly till her
art should achieve a copy of that. This was all the result
she thought of—his picture—nothing more.
Here was an object for exertion. So she went to work,
heart and soul, to obtain this shadow of a lost happiness;
looking dreamily toward the future when he might learn
how faithfully she had worked and thought for him.
It may injure Catharine, a deserted wife and childless
mother, so young and so wronged, when I say that her life
on the Island was one of tolerable happiness; but she was
not an angel of suffering, only an earnest, hopeful, young
creature, resolved to perform her duties honestly as they
arose. Spite of everything, she was looking forward to the
possibility of meeting her husband in the future, to rejoice
243over him if he was blameless, and to forgive him under any
circumstances.
Here again some of her own sex may condemn her for
want of pride, and exclaim of what female dignity demands
from the sex. But as I have said, Catharine was no heroine,
only a beautiful, high-minded and gentle-hearted woman
full of feminine compassion, not only for the miseries, but
for the weaknesses of mankind. She never thought of her
husband so much as having sinned against herself, individually,
as of the wrong done to his own manliness.
People who have never loved can talk of that implacable
dignity so regal in the proud woman; but those who
love know well that affection is stronger than pride, nay,
stronger than death itself. The woman who boasts that she
would be unforgiving to the man she loves, has very little
of tenderness in her nature, or real dignity either. Never
does the true Christian, or the true woman, which is much
the same thing, appear more beautiful than with a feeling
of charity warm at heart. The highest and purest charity
is that which refuses to look with implacability on the
wrongs from which we have suffered.
These gentle and forgiving feelings grew strong within
the heart of the young woman, as she studied in that solitary
room, solitary save for the pictured presence of her husband.
Her character became fixed and noble, with the
gradual expansion of a fine intellect, and it was not long
before the frail, fair girl, so rich in all generous feeling,
became deep-thoughted as she had hitherto been warmhearted.
For some time after her first discovery of the library,
Catharine thought herself sure of solitude whenever she
entered it. Once or twice she had heard soft footsteps creeping
about the door, but after a moment’s attention forgot
the circumstance.
But one morning, while busy at her easel, working desperately
244toward the one object—a copy of her husband’s
portrait—she heard the heavy breathing of some object
outside the door, followed by a suppressed murmur.
Catharine arose suddenly, and opened the door, holding
her palette and brush in one hand. There in the hall, with
her long, flowing night-dress lying around her like a snow-drift,
sat Elsie, her dark, wild eyes turned wistfully toward
the library, as Eve might have been supposed to crouch at the
gates of Eden.
With a timid motion of the hand she beckoned Catharine
toward her, uttering a low hush with her lips.
Catharine stepped out and bent over her, as she was seated
on the floor.
“Hush! hist!” whispered Elsie, lifting her finger with a
look of affright. “Is he there? are they together? does he
suspect that I am here in the cold, waiting? don’t tell him.
I won’t come nearer, but it seems so hard to sit here all
alone, and they in there. Please don’t tell them. Is he
speaking to her? Does she say anything about me? She
shouldn’t, it’s cruel. I carried off all the gray hairs, and
the disgrace, and the heart-burn. They might let me stay
here, you know.”
The tone in which these words were uttered was so pleading
and pitiful, the dark eyes, uplifted like those of a feverish
child pleading for drink, had so much pathos in their glance,
that Catharine felt tears trembling in her own voice, as she
stooped down and endeavored to soothe the poor woman.
“Come in—come sit with me, Elsie dear. They will be
glad to see you,” she said, humoring the idea that possessed
her charge.
Elsie shook her head. “I couldn’t—it sets my heart
afire to see him looking so kindly at her, and so cruelly at
me. But listen: I was more beautiful than she is, once, and
he thought so—he did, indeed, but somehow—I don’t understand
how it was done—they made a division of God’s
245gifts, do you see. The beauty and love they left with her;
to me, they gave age and tears, sinfulness, disgrace, hemp-jackets,
and told me to go alone and be still. The evil
spirit had been driven out from between them. They called
it Elsie. Yes, they gave me her name, and told me to be
gone. That is the reason I sit here on the floor, so cold and
gray, while she enjoys herself in there. Don’t tell them,
for I like to stay!”
“Come back to your chamber,” said Catharine, gently;
“put on a nice dress, and we will go in together; they will
be very glad to see us!”
“Did they tell you so?” inquired Elsie, quickly.
“Yes, they told me so!”
“Did they?—that was kind. But I can’t accept it, you
know. When the people off yonder in the Bible sent their
poor goat into the wilderness loaded down with their sins,
he never came back to disgrace them, but lay down and
died of hunger in the woods.”
“But you are not driven away—you are not alone or
hungry!”
“Oh, yes, I am!—here, here!” said the poor creature,
pressing a hand to her side, and rocking back and forth as
with pain; “but it don’t kill, this hunger. I starve and
starve, but never die. Hush, they will hear me. Go back
and shut the door. I like to sit just as I am; but don’t tell
for anything.”
Catharine hesitated, and made another effort to win the
poor creature from her uncomfortable position. But Elsie
was in a positive mood, and would neither go into the library
or to her own room, though the morning was chilly, and her
raiment so insufficient; nothing would urge her to move.
“I know—I know,” she said, impatiently, when Catharine
urged this, “it is cold, it makes me shiver all over; but
then you can guess how it is. I am to take all the cold, too,
with the wakefulness and watching, it is a part of me this
246cold; when I tremble, they smile. Do you know I never
smile: that is left to them!”
“Then,” said Catharine, gently, “I will stay with you.”
“No, no. The cold is catching, you will take it!”
“But I must, unless you will go with me!”
“Not there,” pleaded Elsie, pointing to the library.
“No, to our room.”
“Well, if you are cold, I will go!”
After that day, Catharine often found Elsie watching by
the library-door, as she came out from her morning studies.
CHAPTER XLIV. THE ITALIAN VILLA.
Within sight of the library window, and down upon
the sloping grounds that rolled in broken hollows to
the sea, Catharine had noticed the building of a pretty
Italian villa, that for a month or two of the spring had been
throwing out some new wing or cornice through the trees
that were to embower it. Even the workmen’s hammers
could now and then be heard in the stillness of the morning,
when nothing but the birds and those who toil for their
daily bread are abroad.
In a still life like hers, everything has its interest. From
almost unconsciously watching the progress of such portions
of the building as the irregularities of the ground made
visible, Catharine began to wonder who this pretty residence
was for, and how its inmates might hereafter affect her own
singular life. It was the only dwelling in sight, and threatened
to encroach somewhat upon the isolation of her home.
Thus the subject became one of peculiar interest to her;
while the old people now and then wondered who was
247building a house so near them, and if their close neighborhood
to strangers might not interfere with the entire freedom
which poor Elsie now enjoyed.
Elsie herself heard the conversation regarding this new
house, with wild attention. It seemed to startle her, and
she murmured some vague comments as the others conversed,
which betrayed a degree of unrest and excitement, that
filled the good old people with fresh anxiety.
At length, in the month of June, just when the roses
were in their richest flush of beauty, the workmen seemed
to have completed their task. No more sounds came on the
wind to remind the family that human life was so near.
The glaring freshness of unpainted wood was toned down
into a warm, gray tint, scarcely visible beyond the tall elms
and fruit thickets that covered the intervening grounds.
From any effect it had upon Catharine’s life, the house might
never have existed; it was a pretty object in the distance,
nothing more; and yet it always gave her a faint pang when
she looked that way. The same strange sensation occasioned
by her husband’s picture seemed in some way associated
with this house; yet it was perfectly new, and had no possible
connection with her or hers more than the forest-trees
that had supplied the timbers.
One afternoon the family were all gathered in the common
sitting-room, loitering about the tea-table, till twilight
stole on, and the air was heavy with falling dew. Elsie was
sitting as usual at her mother’s feet, looking vaguely up to
her face, and smiling that wan, hollow smile, that had neither
intelligence nor warmth, and yet was so grateful to the gentle
old mother.
Mr. Ford had been dreamingly reading the religious
paper, which brought his weekly allowance of literature;
but as the golden dusk stole on, he laid the venerated sheet
upon the table, and was serenely reflecting over its contents.
Catharine sat by the window, restless, and with a vague
248feeling of expectation, the more remarkable because no
guests were ever invited to the lone dwelling, and because
her reason told her that this impulsive feeling, that some
one interested in her was coming, must be perfectly groundless.
Still she sat wistfully gazing out into the dusk.
Every sound, if but the fluttering of a bird upon its nest,
made her start. She went forth in imagination into the
world again, and mixed in the great drama of life, from
which she had so long absented herself.
As she sat thus, leaning upon the window-sill, there came
up through the evening mist two figures, a lady and a child,
moving onward softly like shadows gliding over the grass.
Catharine held her breath and gazed upon them in silence.
Were these the persons whom she had been unconsciously
expecting? Who were they? And why did they creep so
noiselessly across the sward?
The lady was in mourning, not the heavy black which
shrouds the person as in a midnight of despair; but her
garments were of soft, pale gray, that floated around her
like a mist, leaving her gentle face in relief, dim but beautiful.
The child moved like a tropical bird beside his companion;
his dress was of crimson, rich with the most delicate
embroidery, that lay upon its borders like the plumage on
the neck of a flamingo. The light was too dim for more
than a general view of the strangers; but as they came
slowly house ward, her heart beat fast, and she felt a sudden
warmth mount into her cheek, as if something kindred and
pleasant were stirring her spirit to its depths.
Impelled by a sudden impulse, at once urgent and unaccountable,
the young woman arose and went out upon the
front door-steps, as one who receives an expected guest.
The lady and the child paused,—they had not intended
to enter the house, but, lured on by the quietness and lovely
glimpses of scenery that surrounded it, they had been led
unconsciously in front.
249“Look, look, mamma. See that beautiful lady! She is
coming to speak with you; come!”
As the child spoke, he drew eagerly upon the hand which
led him; and Catharine, impelled by the same influence
that had brought her to the door, descended the steps and
met them.
The lady smiled.
“My little boy is so delighted with the fruit-trees and
flowers, that I cannot keep him off your grounds,” she said,
mistaking Catharine for the mistress of the house. “It is
an intrusion, I fear?”
Catharine did not answer. She was looking downward,
with a sort of fascination, into the beautiful eyes of the boy,
who neither smiled nor spoke, but returned her look so
earnestly that his face grew sad, and he seemed ready to
burst into tears.
“We will retire at once!” said the lady, hurt by her
silence; “I am sure it is an intrusion.”
Catharine lifted her eyes from the child, and cast a wistful,
inquiring glance upon the mother, as if the words of this
excuse, so sweetly uttered, had fallen upon her ear, but not
upon her sense.
“He is yours!” she said, with a strange smile; “dear
soul, he is yours!”
Again her eyes were turned on the boy, who met them
with a steady, earnest gaze, half tearful, half smiling.
The young widow gave a troubled assent, and turning
slowly, appeared about to retrace her steps.
“Do not go yet!” pleaded Catharine, catching her breath,
and for the first time realizing her position and the strangeness
of her conduct. “The grounds are pleasant always at
sunset, and so little disturbed, that you can find the charm
of a wild wood almost in them. I should like to show you
some of the finest views.”
The lady smiled, and bent her head in acceptance of this
kind offer.
CHAPTER XLV. THE STRANGE LADY AND HER CHILD.
250
Catharine reached out her hand. The little boy
looked up with a rosy smile, and gave his.
“Do you like to hunt bird’s-nests, and wade through the
wet grass for peppermint, darling?” she inquired, taking the
child’s hand, while her own began to tremble at the touch.
“I don’t know about the other, but birds, yes, yes, I love
birds; mamma has got, oh, so many, in a big cage at home,”
answered the boy.
“He has not been much used to the country,” added the
mother; “we only came to the Island last week, and our
place is so new, that it scarcely can be called rural just now.
These old trees and thickets make me almost dissatisfied
with the barrenness of our home.”
“Then you live in the new house yonder? I am glad of
it. We are close neighbors. I have looked at your pretty
villa from the window yonder, for months, wondering who
would live in it. You will remain there, and this little boy—oh,
how glad I am that he will stay in the neighborhood.”
“Thank you; this is very kind, after our intrusion; but
your father must think it strange. We did not intend to
come so near the house,” said the lady, glancing at the window,
at which a venerable head appeared, while Elsie was
seen fluttering like an unquiet spirit in the dusk of the room
beyond.
“He is not my father,” said Catharine, simply, “only the
person I live with. His daughter is ill; I am her friend,
that is all.”
“The companion of a sick woman, and so young, so—”
251The lady was about to have said “so beautiful,” but
checked herself, blushing.
“It is a pleasant life,” said Catharine, “and I am happy
in it—merely to have a home is so much of itself.”
“Yes, it must be a great blessing to those who have ever
been homeless,” answered the lady, with a look of interest.
“It makes me shudder to think how desolate a poor young
creature must be, cast upon the wide world. I have known
beautiful, helpless women driven to the very almshouse from
the want of a roof to shelter them.”
A shudder passed over the lady as she spoke, and her eyes
filled with trouble.
“Yes,” said Catharine, with a degree of composure that
had the dignity of experience in it, “I have seen these things—they
do happen, but there are troubles that make even
the almshouse as nothing. While we have one true heart
to love us, it is shelter enough. To be unloved is perfect
desolation.”
A faint blush stole over the lady’s face, the flush of suppressed
tears. She looked down at the child, and clasped
his hand closer.
“We have lost our shelter,” she said.
The boy’s face clouded. He understood that look of
gentle grief too well.
“He has no father, then?” inquired Catharine.
“No one but me in the wide world.”
The boy took hold of his mother’s garments, and looked
lovingly in her face. It was a pretty habit of dependence
that he had learned while an infant, that of clinging to his
mother’s skirts, and she loved him for it.
These two women, complete strangers to each other, wandered
slowly away from the house, talking quietly and sadly,
like old friends that could afford to be natural; but by degrees
Catharine became restless and slightly perturbed.
There was something strange in this sudden confidence with
252a stranger, that made her thoughtful. Familiar sounds in
the voice, a sort of mesmeric atmosphere that had hung
about her own childhood, came back. It seemed as if she
had known this gentle widow years ago, and the wildness of
the idea harassed her. The child, too—his eyes, the pretty
curve of his red lips, the pure forehead, all were familiar;
she seemed to have kissed them a thousand times; and it
was with an effort of self-constraint that she kept from throwing
her arms around him.
This strangely familiar feeling was shared by the widow;
while the boy gave his hand lovingly to Catharine, and
walked by her side silent, but listening to all they said.
But he became restless after a while, and looking up roguishly
in Catharine’s face, lisped out—
“You so pretty—what is ou’s name?”
“My name is Catharine—Catharine Barr, my little man.
Now tell me what yours is?”
“My name is Edward Oakley,” answered the child, “and
my papa has gone to heaven, he has.”
Catharine started, and dropped the child’s hand. Mrs.
Oakley was looking another way, and did not observe the
change in her countenance, but the child saw it, and, thinking
that she was cross, hung back and began to search for
amusement for himself, while the two women passed on, unconscious
that he had deserted them; for the name of Oakley had
disturbed Catharine so much that she lost all self-possession.
More than once she cast a long, searching look on the face
of her companion, and each time became more and more
satisfied that her intuition had been correct. She had
known and loved that woman in her childhood.
But little Edward had forgotten them both in the beauty
of everything around him. The night was just setting in,
balmy and clear. The dew was falling, and the grass
sparkled with moisture beneath the glow of a full moon.
The fire-flies scattered their tiny stars along the sward, and
253flashed in and out of the thickets with a brightness that
dazzled the child. He sprang away, with his arms extended,
rushing on, and grasping at the grass with his little
hands here and there, hoping to fill them with sparks.
The ground was uneven and rolling where they stood; a
hickory-grove lay in the distance, and all along the slope of
the hill were knolls covered with winter green and barberry
thickets, in which the child soon lost himself.
The fire-flies were constantly deluding him, flashing here
and there, but never giving themselves to his grasp. He
had outrun the voice of his mother, and the stillness frightened
him. All at once as he stood listening, a whippoorwill
began his night-plaint in the hickory-grove. The boy
began to tremble as he heard it, the sound was so near a
human lament, that it filled him alike with affright and
compassion. Some one was in pain; he was sure that wicked
robbers were hurting some lady down in the woods. What
could he do? Where was his mother that she did not help
the poor creature, whose lament fell so plaintively on the
night?
The child called aloud for his mother, who had gone wildly
in an opposite direction in search of him; and Catharine
had blindly followed. Thus every instant increased the distance
that separated them. Each interval of silence filled
him with fresh terror, and when the bird-wail came, his own
wild cry for help rang with it to return upon him without
answer.
At last shriek after shriek rent the air; but all in vain.
Then he sunk to the ground. Lifting his eyes to the stars,
and folding his hands palm to palm, he began to say his
prayers. They were broken with sobs of grief, for it was
difficult for the child to have faith in heaven, when his
mother neglected to come.
As he knelt upon the turf, sobbing out fragments of the
Lord’s Prayer, a light tread came behind him, and he was
lifted suddenly from the ground.
254“Mamma! mamma!” he cried, joyously.
But it was not mamma. It was a pale, dark face, that,
lighted up with passionate joy, bent over him. The dark
eyes, taking that strange brilliancy that nothing but moonlight
can give, seemed burning their glances into his. The
lips, all in motion, and agitated with broken murmurs,
rained kisses upon his face, his arms, his hair, and even upon
the folds of his dress.
“George!—Georgie, my own Georgie!”
“No, no, not yours. I won’t, I won’t!”
The little fellow struggled violently in the strange arms
that had seized upon him, and his eyes grew wild and large
with terror. But the female bore him on, whispering to
herself,—
“I have found him, I have found him. Let them take
all the rest. He is mine, mine!”
She raised her voice and sped on, shouting, “Mine, mine!”
Her long, iron-gray hair had fallen loose, and floated out
upon the wind; a tragic joy sat upon her features, as the
moonlight glanced over them; and between her words she
laughed a clear, gleeful laugh of defiance, which the whippoorwill
answered by his slow wail.
The boy grew still. Something in the face of his captor
fascinated him. The breath was checked upon his parted
lips as she bore him along.
As she approached the house, Elsie, for it was she, slackened
her pace, and began to caress the child with a gentle
sweetness that soon dispelled his terror. The words fell from
her lips with a sort of charm. He began to wonder, rather
than fear.
“Hush, now hush, don’t speak a word, little Georgie;
don’t breathe loud, that’s a dear. There, there!”
She pressed his cheek to hers, whispering these cautions
softly, and stole through the lilac and snow-ball thickets
into the house.
255She glided, with ghost-like stillness, through the hall,
and through a long, dark passage, into the library. The
shutters had been left open, and the room was filled with
moonlight. It came through the bay-window in a silvery
flood, leaving but few shadows, and lying full and broad
upon the two pictures.
A great easy-chair stood in the centre of the room, and in
this she placed the child, still holding both arms around
him, while she crouched half upon her knees to the floor.
“See, see! the boy comes willingly; he wishes to come;
he loves me, and will stay forever and ever. Oh! ha! smile
and smile; you cannot get him away again; he is mine, I
tell you, all mine!”
As she spoke, Elsie fell to caressing the boy, stilling his
fears with the mesmerism of a strong though disturbed volition,
till at last he wound his arms about her neck, and fell
asleep, with his head bent forward upon her bosom.
Softly the poor, demented woman drew him down to her
side upon the floor, and making a couch of the cushions
which she took from the chair, she covered him with the
great crimson shawl worn over her loose, white robe.
Thus resting upon one elbow, and brooding over the child,
as a thousand sweet feelings settled upon her face in the
moonlight, she lay till daybreak, watchful and silent, triumphing
in her soul over the two portraits that were to her
human beings over whom she had attained a conquest.
CHAPTER XLVI. THE MANIAC AND THE CHILD.
Meantime the mother and Catharine had exhausted
themselves in searching for the child. Mutual anxiety
had drawn them together, as months of common acquaintance
256could not have done. When they returned to the
house after midnight, in order to send the servants out to
continue the search, they found the old people up, and in a
state of painful excitement. Elsie, who had left them as
they supposed, to go to her room, had mysteriously disappeared.
Here was a new source of alarm. Never before had
Elsie been known to leave the house after dark. What
could have led her forth? And where had she fled to?
Again they all sallied out, the old people and the two
young women, followed by the servants; but all in vain.
At daylight they returned home, weary and sorrowful, filled
with dread that something fatal had happened to these
helpless creatures, so loved and so strangely lost.
At daylight a new thought stole upon Catharine. The
library! Elsie might have concealed herself there, or
might even be crouching near the door in the passage. She
started up, ran along the passage, and flung open the library-door.
There was Elsie, in the gray light of the morning, with
one arm over the child, watching the pictures with her
black, wakeful eyes, and with that triumphant smile still
upon her lips. The red drapery, the beautiful head of the
boy resting upon the cushions, and Elsie with those bright
eyes and the iron-gray hair sweeping around her, formed a
group that was more than picturesque.
Catharine uttered a joyful cry, that brought the stranger
and the two old people into the passage. The venerable
parents ceased to weep as they approached the room, but a
pallor came upon their faces, and they drew close together,
as persons oppressed with a cold atmosphere strive to impart
warmth each to the other.
Elsie half arose, supporting herself with one hand pressed
against the floor.
“See, father—see, mother, I have got him. The night-angel
257let him loose upon the moonbeams, then came to my
room, whispering that he was alone searching for his mother
and fleeing from one who was not his mother, but who had
stolen the name and kept it, while we, who had his blood in
our veins, were pining.
“I listened to the night-angel, for he is grand and true,
though since I came here he has almost forsaken me. I
listened to the night-angel, when he told me that a child of
my blood was uttering cries for help in the open fields; that
the forest-birds were scaring him with their hooting cries;
and the woman who is not his mother was searching for him.
“The window was open, the grass underneath soft and
silvered with moonshine. I flung out the folds of my shawl
and stepped forth upon the air, sinking downward, but holding
out the red wings of my drapery as the angels do when
they descend from heaven—but they would not hold me up,
and I fell upon the grass, which bathed my face and hands
with its silver dew. Still I heard the cry of my child afar
off, and mocked by a miserable whippoorwill, that taunted
his agonies of fear with long, mournful wails, that pained me
to the soul. I have heard that whining bird before; he loves
to mock at me and mine. Years ago he began it, years from
now he will keep it up.
“My poor baby was there alone on the hillside, shrieking
for me to come; I knew that the woman who is not his
mother was after him heart and soul, as I was, the woman
that is not his mother, who stands there!”
Here Elsie half started from the floor, and pointed her
finger at the poor young widow, who began to tremble and
turned white beneath the gleam of those wild black eyes.
“Go home!” continued Elsie, with a look of sudden affright;
“he is mine, God gave him to me first, and when he
was lost the night-angel brought him back to me. You are
not his mother! It is my blood that reddens his cheek, my
breath that heaves his bosom, my soul that looks through
258his eyes. Go home, the boy is mine,—mine, I tell you,
mine!”
Elsie almost shrieked these words out, in her eagerness
to drive the pale young widow away; and she bent over the
child fiercely as an eagle broods over its young.
The widow drew timidly forward, with her eyes, full of
crushed tears, bent upon the child.
“Go home!” commanded Elsie, in wrath. “Go home!
You are not his mother!”
“But I love him. He is mine. He never knew any
mother but me,” pleaded the young woman, while the tears
started in large drops from her eyes, and her hands clasped
themselves as if eager to implore silence and mercy from the
maniac.
“No,” answered Elsie, and her black eyes kindled with
fiery light to their depths; “no, he is mine. When the
blood reaches his heart, mine beats quicker; when it stops,
I shall perish; he is my soul, lost years and years ago,
which the night-angel has brought back. Go away, go away!”
The poor young woman looked around for some one to aid
or comfort her. Catharine came forward.
“Yes,” she said, gently, “the night-angel knows that Elsie
is the child’s mother; but he is so young and must be cared
for. This is his nurse, who has taken charge of him for
you. It is she who told the night-angel when he was ready
to come back.”
“Oh! are you sure?” questioned Elsie. “She does not
claim to be his mother?”
“No, only his mamma. You don’t mind what he calls
her, if it is not mother.”
“You are sure, quite sure?”
“Quite sure. Wake him and see if he calls her anything
but mamma.”
Elsie smiled. “Wake him, oh, yes, I know how!” She
bent her pale lips down to the rosy mouth of the child, leaving
a timid kiss upon it.
259“It makes my heart beat,” she said, drawing a deep
breath, and glancing furtively up at the portraits. “They
are jealous. Yes, they know what it is to be jealous now.”
CHAPTER XLVII. THREE HEARTS GO OUT TO LITTLE EDDIE.
Eddie only turned his beautiful head on the cushion,
and went to sleep again, with soft murmurs and a
deeper breath.
“Shall I kiss him once more?” inquired Elsie, lifting her
large, pleading eyes to Catharine. “You don’t think it
troubles him?”
“No, he will awake next time.”
Elsie bent down and pressed her lips like a burning seal
upon the child’s forehead, which flushed crimson beneath
the pressure. He awoke with a faint struggle, and starting
up, began to rub his eyes with both hands.
“Edward—Eddie!” exclaimed the widow.
The child scrambled up from the cushions as if to run
toward her.
“Mamma, my own mamma!”
Elsie’s face darkened like a thunder-cloud; her pale lips
began to quiver, and she made a dart forward with her
hand.
The child shrunk back on the cushions, frightened.
Catharine bent over Elsie, smiling.
“You see the child does not call her mother!”
“Don’t he? No; that is true; she is only the nurse.
Take him away, he must have a bath, you know; nurse, you
will see to it.”
260Even as Elsie said this, however, the strength went out
from her limbs, a delicious shiver ran through her whole
frame, and as if the breath inhaled from those rosy lips
had been a sweet poison, she breathed a sigh, and her head
sunk slowly to the floor. Her hands dropped loose from
the child, and she lay among the billowy folds of her white
robe and crimson shawl, pale as snow, but with a smile of
ineffable joy upon her face. The draught of life she had
drank from those warm, half-parted lips was stealing like
an elixir through her veins.
“Let us take the child away now!” said Catharine, stooping
gently down and lifting the boy from the cushions,
where Elsie’s helplessness had left him.
“God bless the dear little fellow, he has made her smile,”
said the old man, looking from Edward to the white face of
his daughter, while his features, usually so placid, quivered
with a rush of affection. “Look at her, mother. When
did she smile so naturally before?”
“But how white she is,” said the dear, old lady, full of
tender anxiety; “if it were not for the smile, it would seem
like death!”
“But the smile, look at it! Since the day we saw that
face under its wedding-veil, white as it is now, but so happy,
she has never looked like that,” said the old man.
“But what if it were death?” answered the old lady,
constantly rendered anxious by any change that fell upon
her daughter, who, spite of her sorrow and gray hair, always
seemed a child to her. “I have heard that those who suffer
most on earth often look happy as angels the moment
they cease to breathe. Tell me, husband, tell me,” she continued,
clasping her hands with sudden affright, “is this
sleep or death?”
“Neither,” said Catharine, who had resigned the boy to
his mother, and was kneeling beside Elsie. “She is insensible,
that is all; a little effort will bring her to.”
261“Not yet—oh! not yet,” cried the old lady, with tears
in her eyes, drawing timidly toward the prostrate woman.
“Let me kiss her while she looks so natural. Husband,
come!”
She fell upon her knees, holding up her arms for the old
gentleman, who knelt beside her; and the blended tears fell
warm and fast on the poor maniac. First one and then the
other bent forward, pressing timid kisses upon that pale face,
thus assuring themselves that it still retained a glow of
life.
Meantime Catharine drew her visitor aside. “Take the
boy away,” she said, hurriedly, “she will not miss him, perhaps,
if he is out of sight. But let me come and see him
sometimes; I will not trouble you often.”
“I would leave him with you, if it would do her good,
that is for an hour or two,” said the lady, who was trembling
still with the joy of having found her darling.
Catharine looked at the sleeping boy, with a keen desire
to have him with her a few hours longer; but a habit of
self-control, which suffering had matured, enabled her at
once to suppress the wish.
“No,” she answered, “it would do no good, unless she had
him always with her. It is a wild fancy that may not return
while he is out of sight; besides, you look weary. Up
all night, and so anxious.”
“I will go then, if you think it best,” answered the widow,
with an effort; and she moved away with the child.
“One moment!” pleaded Catharine, for her heart sunk
as she saw the boy carried off. “If you will sit down in
the breakfast-room a moment, while I take care of poor
Elsie, perhaps you will permit me to help you carry him
home. I should be so happy, and you are worn out!”
“He is heavy,” answered the widow, “but that is nothing.
I am so glad to get him in my arms again. I could carry
him over the whole world without feeling the weight.”
262“I should like to carry him,” said Catharine, gently, “if
you were willing.”
“I will wait, of course I will wait. He is heavy, and I
am almost tired out, as you say. It is very kind of you; I
will wait!”
The widow saw how anxious Catharine was, and with
gentle tact gave way to her wishes.
They hurried into the breakfast-room together, and after
Catharine had arranged the cushions and white dainty couch
for the child to rest on, she returned to the library.
CHAPTER XLVIII. THE IMAGE IN THE GLASS.
Elsie had partially recovered. Her eyes were open, and
she was resting on her elbow, looking with child-like
wonder around the room; while the dear old people stood
hand-in-hand, regarding her through a mist of grateful tears.
“How did I come here?” said Elsie, in her sweet, natural
voice, that made those two fond hearts leap in unison; “I
must have studied late, and fallen asleep after. Did he miss
me?”
The old people looked at each other in alarm.
“Of whom does she speak?” inquired Catharine.
“Of him,” answered the old man, glancing toward the
portrait. “What can we answer?”
“He did not reach home last night,” said Catharine,
gently.
“And who is this?” inquired Elsie, bending her brows,
“who knows of my husband’s movements better than I do
myself? Send that woman from the house, father. The
last one, you remember the last one!”
263“Elsie, do you not know me?” inquired Catharine, astonished.
“How should I?” was the terse answer. “What am I to
you?”
“I am your friend!”
Elsie laughed softly. “I never had but one friend, and
she——”
“Well, never mind her, darling,” interposed the old lady,
anxiously.
Elsie cast a scrutinizing glance at the old lady, and a look
of profound astonishment came to her face.
“Why, mother, how strange you look! How old you are!
Dear me, your hair has grown so white; and that queer cap.
This will never do, mother.”
“My child—my dear child!”
Elsie laughed, and shook her head.
“Don’t plead. Don’t attempt to persuade me, mother.
You must always dress like a gentlewoman. That hair and
cap are frightful. Remember how much he thinks of these
things.”
The old people remained silent. This was a phase of madness
that they had never witnessed before. Catharine, too,
was puzzled. Elsie seemed struggling with some old remembrance,
or rather to have cast herself back into a far-off
scene of action, forgetting everything else; and the young
woman could only look on, waiting for opportunity to act.
Elsie spoke again.
“But while I am scolding you, mamma, I had forgotten
to look at myself, in this robe so disordered, and my hair all
down. What will he think of me?”
As she spoke, Elsie moved toward a small mirror, set into
the door of a cabinet, with which she seemed familiar.
“Why, how is this?” she cried, with astonishment, as the
reflection of her figure came back from the glass; and holding
out her long hair at arm’s length, she allowed the gray
264tresses to drop slowly from her figure, repeating the question
sharply, “what is this? whose hair is this?”
No one answered her, and she stood gazing upon herself
in wild amazement, turning her dark eyes upon her parents
with a stern, questioning air, as if they had transfigured her.
“I cannot make it out,” she said at last, dropping her
arms sadly downward; “I cannot make it out.”
“It is remembrance. It is a return of sanity!” whispered
Catharine. “Her recollection of what she has been, her forgetfulness
of me—it is a hopeful sign.”
The old people began to tremble. Their withered hands
clung together, shaking like autumn-leaves; low murmurs
broke from their lips, but no words were uttered. They
listened in breathless suspense for the next sentence that
might fall from those troubled lips.
“I wonder—I wish some one would tell me what it
means,” she continued, looking wistfully in the glass. “How
am I to get these lines from my forehead, these, these—”
She checked herself suddenly, gasping for breath. Her
eyes were fixed wildly on the mirror as if she had seen a
basilisk there; her white lips began to tremble; and uttering
a low cry, she dashed her clenched hand against the glass,
shivering it to a thousand fragments.
“I have done it—I have done it!” she cried, with an insane
glare of the eyes, as she held out her clenched hand, all
crimson with drops of blood, for them to look upon. “She
crossed my path once, twice, again! She looks like a witch
now; but it’s her—I know her! I have crushed her, do
you see?”
As she cried out in this exultant fashion, Elsie’s glance
fell upon the bay-window, and instantly the breath was
hushed on her lips.
“There, there,” she cried, “I killed her, but she is there
yet!”
They followed her eyes, and there, close by the old-fashioned
265bay-window, peering into the room, stood a strange
woman, gaunt and witch-like, both in face and figure. Her
sharp, wizen face was buried in a huge bonnet, which might
have been in fashion twenty years before; and her soiled,
even ragged, dress, was partially concealed by a shawl covered
with a glowing pattern of red, green, orange, and blue,
which was, possibly, in vogue at the time the bonnet was made.
Still, both these articles seemed unworn till now. The blond
and flowers on the bonnet were yellow and faded with time,
not by use. Her shawl had evidently just been shaken out
of its original folds. But for these articles of finery, her
appearance would have been that of a beggar. It was now
merely fantastic; for her gaiter-boots were not mates—one
was buttoned, and the other laced with a bit of strong twine.
She wore no stockings; and the fingers of one hand protruded
through a soiled cotton glove, while the other was
concealed under her shawl, evidently lacking a mate.
This fantastic figure stood close by the window, peering
through with her keen, black eyes, that had the sharp glitter
of a rattlesnake in them. But for this keen intelligence,
she might have been taken for a common vagrant, on whom
some kind old woman had bestowed charity from her hoard
of old-fashioned garments. Instantly a cry broke from
Catharine also, while the good old couple looked at each
other in dismay.
No one spoke, but all remained paralyzed, white as death
and gazing at each other. Catharine, usually so self-possessed,
shook like an aspen, and Elsie crept to her side, seizing
upon her garments for protection, a sure sign that her
insanity, for a moment put off, had returned again, more
fiercely than ever.
The strange creature at the window seemed rather amused
by the consternation she had produced. Her face wrinkled
into a laugh, and the glitter of her eyes seemed to strike
fire upon the glass. After indulging herself a moment or two,
she turned away, walking deliberately toward the front door.
CHAPTER XLIX. ENEMIES MEETING.
266
The young widow still remained in the breakfast-room,
sitting by the little boy, who slept peacefully upon a
sofa. As she looked up from the beautiful face, so warm
and rosy with sleep, her eyes fell upon this singular woman,
who stood within the hall, looking keenly at her from the
shelter of her huge, old-fashioned bonnet.
The impression made upon this young woman was quite
unlike that left upon the group in the library. A look of
profound surprise, not unmingled with amusement at the
strange figure which presented itself, came over her face, for
she had recovered her child and was disposed to cheerful
thoughts.
“The people are all in another part of the house,” she
said, pleasantly, “but here is a trifle, if you require help.”
The woman came forward, with a chuckle, and seized upon
the piece of silver so kindly offered.
“Ha, ha—I am rolling in gold, rolling in it, do you see.
But as for help, the more one has, the more one wants help.
I have a cat and three chickens at home, that’ll be the better
for what you give them. As for me, I can make my bed
of gold and feel it soft. Oh! ha, that’s a pretty boy you’ve
got there.”
The young mother was gratified. The woman before her
became less grotesque. Maternal love was beginning to
soften even her evil exterior.
“Yes,” said the gentle matron, “he is a darling. If you
could but see his eyes now. Wait a moment. He stirs!”
“Ah! I can wait to see his eyes, dear little rogue. How
white his forehead is! What curls, brown as a chestnut,
267with a touch of gold in it. Ah, there lies the beauty. Gold,
gold, I should like to see it everywhere.”
As she spoke, the old woman crept close to the sofa, and
began to lift the curls, which lay on the child’s temple, with
her claw-like fingers.
As she did this, the widow, who was looking on rather
anxiously, for she recoiled from the sight of those hooked
finger-nails so close to the snowy forehead of her child, saw
for the first time what looked like the shadow of a ruby
cross upon the boy’s temple, the top running up among the
curls, which, strangely enough, did not grow upon the spot,
but only sheltered it from casual scrutiny.
“It is the mark of his fingers. He always sleeps with
his hand under his head,” observed the widow, with a vague
feeling of awe. “His skin is so delicate, the touch of a
rose-leaf makes it flush.”
“Pretty though, isn’t it?” said the old woman, with a
sharp laugh.
“Everything about him is beautiful to me,” said the
young woman, gazing fondly on the child.
“Eddie, my darling—has he slept enough?”
The little fellow, fully aroused at last from his sweet slumber,
turned upon his cushion and began to rub both little
fists into his eyes, while his lips parted like the sudden unfolding
of a rose-bud.
“Mamma!”
The little fellow rose to a sitting posture and held out his
arms.
“My darling!”
“Dear little fellow. Never mind, come to aunty,” interposed
the strange woman, reaching forth her arms, that fell
around the child like a pair of flails.
The boy struggled and wrung himself free from this unwelcome
embrace.
“Let me alone,” he said, clenching his tiny fist, and stamping
268fiercely upon the sofa-cushion, “I don’t want beggar-women
to touch me!”
“Beggar!” cried the woman, with a shrill laugh. “Ah!
that’s a nice joke, my darling. Beggar! I’ve half a mind
to shake you where you stand. Beggar! Oh! it’s a sweet
child. Of course it’s your own, ma’am?”
This question was put with startling abruptness, accompanied
by a sharp, scrutinizing glance, that drove the blood
from the fair cheek it searched.
“Mine, of course. Yes, of course,” faltered the lady,
drawing the boy toward her with both arms. “Mine, yes,
yes, whose else? What do you mean, woman?”
Her voice was sharp with anxiety. Her soft eyes turned
a startled gaze on that grim face, which looked to her like
that of a fiend.
“Oh! of course, why not? he looks like you, don’t he?
Of course, who doubts it?” mocked the woman.
“Go away, go away, beggar-woman,” cried the child,
clinging to his mother’s neck with one arm, and clenching
his right hand with puny courage. “Don’t look at my
mamma so. Don’t speak to her. Go away, or I’ll, I’ll—yes,
I will—so there now!”
Here the little hero burst into tears, and hid his face
upon his mother’s shoulder.
“What do you want, woman?” inquired the young matron,
rising with the boy in her arms. “If you wish to see
the gentleman of the house, he is engaged. I do not live
here. Let me pass.”
“Let me have another look at the darling, just a peep
into his eyes, I’m so fond of children,” said the woman, with
wheedling softness, that was far more disgusting than her
rudeness had been. “I want him to know me, bless his
pretty face!”
“Let me pass!” insisted the widow, beginning to feel terrified,
“I do not wish him to look at you.”
269“Oh! that’s cruel now, and the boy so like his father!”
“So like his father! Did you know him, then?”
“I did not know your husband; but I did know this
child’s father,” was the answer.
“No! you did not—you could not. The thing is quite
impossible. No one ever knew him.”
The old woman laughed. “I must have another look,”
she said, attempting to seize upon the child, who uttered a
sudden cry.
Presently a form came leaping through the hall, uttering
a shriek with every bound. Her hair streamed backward,
her eyes blazed, her arms were outstretched. She rushed
forward, like a bird of prey with its spoil in sight. Her
hands fell with a clutch upon that meagre woman, shaking
her in every limb as they seized upon her shoulders.
“Ha! ha! I have found you at last,” cried she, “touch
him, touch him, oh! touch him, and I’ll—”
Elsie paused a moment, and stealing both hands slowly
from the shoulders to the throat of the old woman, clutched
it, turning her head backward and saying to Catharine,
“May I? shall I? She has grown into a fiend; let me choke
her.”
She pleaded for permission to kill that woman as a mother
pleads for the life of a child. The insane lustre of her eyes
grew brighter, her pale hands quivered eagerly about the
lean throat upon which they had not yet firmly closed.
She was pleading for permission to kill the woman as if she
had been a serpent.
Catharine came up, terrified but firm. Her clear blue
eyes were fixed steadily on those of the maniac, her slender
form erected itself into command.
“Come,” she said, “leave this woman; she belongs to
God.”
“Why don’t he kill her then?” hissed the maniac, striving
to evade Catharine’s glance.
270“Because he is, perhaps, punishing her with life.”
“But it would be so pleasant to kill her!” pleaded Elsie,
“and I will. Nobody gives me any happiness. I will take
it for myself.”
Even in her peril, for it was imminent, the strange woman
did not lose her craft. She managed to fix her eyes,
cold and sharp as steel, upon the glittering orbs of her
enemy.
“See, stoop down and I’ll tell you something,” she said,
in a voice that gave no evidence of the terror that shook
her heart.
Elsie looked down into the cold depths of her eyes, and
her head bent slowly forward like a bird that is charmed to
death.
“Of him? Will you tell me?” she whispered.
“He wishes to see you. He sent me to ask if he might
come. Let me go, and I will bring him.”
“Where is he?” whispered Elsie. “I heard him crying
in the woods last night, crying out so mournfully; but I
knew the reason; he had lost the child. Oh! how one cries
out who has lost a child! But I found it. Ha! ha! I found
it! and let him wail on. No wonder he complained all
night, it is very lonesome to be without one’s child. Do you
think he will moan every night till the boy goes back?”
“He will come and ask you to stay with him,” said the
crafty wretch, drawing a deep breath as she felt the pale
hands unclasp from her throat.
“But you will not go—you will stay here, or sail off over
the seas away, away. Yes, yes, I will go down into the
woods. Turn your face to the east and I will go westward.
One, two graves shall be under the setting sun, canopied
with clouds of crimson and amber and pale green, all floating,
floating, floating. But you—you shall die alone, alone,
alone!”
Her hands dropped away from the trembling creature,
271and were flung triumphantly upward. Her voice rose and
swelled into a sort of chant, and as she passed through the
hall, the words, “Alone, alone, alone,” came back with a
mournful emphasis that made even that bad woman turn
pale.
CHAPTER L. A VISITOR TO BREAKFAST.
The old gentleman, who had regarded this scene in anxious
silence, now moved forward and confronted his unwelcome
visitor.
“Madam, this is your second visit here,” he said; “what
new trouble is to fall upon us?”
“He-he!” laughed the woman, hysterical with fright,
“I only came to inquire after the interesting young lady,
who has made my neck burn with her fingers. Her welcome
was a warmer one than yours.”
“What is your business here?” persisted the old man.
“Nothing, nothing. I came down to the Island for
amusement, and thought I’d just call and see how things
went on in the old place. You don’t seem glad to see me.
But I got used to that long ago. Nice little fellow, isn’t
it?”
She pointed her finger at Eddie, who, shrinking away as
if from a basilisk, began to cry.
The old man turned his eyes that way. In the confusion
and anxieties of the morning, he had hardly looked on the
child. Now the glance brought an entire change in his
countenance. A faint color mounted to his forehead, and
stepping forward, he took the boy suddenly from his mother.
“Don’t let her touch him. Oh! don’t let her touch him!”
pleaded the lady.
272“Not for the universe!” said the old man. “I know
what her touch is to innocent things like this. Have no
fear. She shall be driven hence, leper as she is.”
“Leper! Ah! that’s a new name,” half snarled, half
jeered the woman. “I thought you had run yourself out
abusing me. But this is something uncommon! Leper!
that is a name in your Protestant Bible, I suppose.”
“If you have business here, speak; if not, go out from
under my roof; I cannot breathe while it shelters you. Go,
I say. You have driven my poor child mad again. The
sight of you is worse than death to us all.”
“Now this is hospitality, this is gratitude. Well, well, I
am ready to go. Shall I carry the little boy for you, ma’am?”
“No,” replied the widow, breathless with apprehension;
“give Edward to me, sir. I must return home. My people
do not know that he is found.”
“Oh! don’t be frightened. I a’n’t after your precious
treasure. Keep him to yourself, for what I care. He isn’t
mine a bit more than he’s yours, so we won’t quarrel about
him.”
The witch gave the strings of her bonnet a sharp jerk as
she spoke, tied them in a hard knot under her chin, and
fluttered from the room, leaving an unpleasant laugh floating
behind.
When she disappeared, moving downward to the water,
the old man spoke again:
“I will carry the boy home for you. Don’t be frightened.
She is a wicked woman, but her day is over; she can insult
nothing more!”
“Who is she?” inquired the widow, so anxiously that her
question seemed abrupt.
“An evil woman, who has led an evil life,” he answered.
“Do not mention her. Drive her from the house. I
charge you, never let that woman enter the presence of my
child again,” interposed the old lady, who entered the room
that instant.
273“She never shall, mother, she never shall,” answered the
husband. “Be pacified. She will not attempt to return.”
“She, who haunted my child into a madhouse, comes again
like a fiend that will not be satisfied. Poor, poor Elsie, she
will not speak to me. There she sits in a corner of her
room, singing over that one word ‘alone, alone.’ Husband,
husband, it is breaking my heart.”
“Be patient, wife. The woman has gone. Elsie will recover
from this wild fit—do be patient!” he replied, soothingly.
“I will go to her. I will sit down by her side, and weep
while she sings. I am old and weak. What else can I do
but weep for my child.”
The old lady went out, making this mournful plaint, and
her husband, with a troubled face, and slow, sad step, bore
little Edward homeward. As he walked, the good man became
composed; the little form pressed to his bosom gave
bloom and life to his feelings; a glow of enthusiasm stole
through his veins; and without knowing it, the old man
grew strong in the young life given to his embrace.
The widow walked thoughtfully by his side. Her brow
was clouded, her look troubled. She glanced back now and
then, apprehensive that the evil woman might follow her and
the child.
The house, which they entered, was a graceful contrast to
the one they had left. Verandas of light iron work ran
around one wing and across the front; passion-flowers and
other rare hot-house vines crept in and out through this network,
like colored embroidery on a lace ground: the whole
dwelling was light, cool, and exceedingly pleasant. The
fragrance of cape jessamines and heliotrope stole out through
this tangled veil of flowers; and hid away among the vines
were cages full of singing-birds, sending out gushes of song
to greet the early morning.
The old gentleman did not notice these things, but placed
274the child gently upon his feet in the veranda, and turned
away. His heart was full of apprehension regarding his
daughter. The half-subdued madness had returned upon
her, their old enemy had appeared again. The fear of long,
long years was entirely broken up. Why should that wily
serpent have crept into his Eden a second time? Filled
with these thoughts, the old man bade his neighbor a gentle
good morning and went away.
Mrs. Oakley entered her dwelling, weary, and filled with
a vague terror by the scene she had witnessed. The night’s
watch had left her garments in disarray. The dark-brown
hair was partly unbraided, and fell in waves half-way to her
shoulders; her bonnet was pushed back, and her pale face
stained with tears.
A small breakfast-room opened upon the veranda, its
French windows clouded with lace, and its adornments cool
and simple. A breakfast-table had been spread in expectation
of her coming, and with its service of pure white china
and frosted silver stood before these misty windows, through
which a network of vines and blossoms was softly visible.
A person, who sat in this room, saw Mrs. Oakley as she
entered, and arose as if to go forth and meet her. But a
glance at her pale face checked him, and seating himself,
he saw her pass to her chamber.
The gentleman sat alone some time, dreamily watching
the humming-birds, as they flashed in and out through the
blooming screen of flowers, shaking the dew in glittering
drops upon the sunshine, and humming softly to the bells
they robbed of honey. A smile was upon the stranger’s
lips. He seemed waiting in tranquil mood for some anticipated
joy. At last Mrs. Oakley came in, leading her boy
by the hand. A robe of spotted muslin had displaced her
half-mourning dress, lilac ribbons knotted it together down
the front and brightened the folds upon her bosom. Her
beautiful tresses lay coiled in one heavy braid around her
275head. Nothing could have been more simple than her appearance.
But her face was pale, and a look of fatigue
hung upon it.
She evidently expected to find the breakfast-room empty,
and entered it with downcast eyes. An exclamation from
the child, and a joyful leap forward, made her look up. A
wave of crimson rushed over her face; she smiled half
gladly, half shyly, and held out her hand.
“When did you come? Have you waited long?” she
said.
It was a commonplace welcome in words; but her voice
grew sweet with suppressed tenderness, as she uttered it.
“I have been waiting and dreaming here this half hour,”
answered her guest, taking Eddie in his arms; “I did not
expect to find you from home so early.”
“Oh, it was Eddie’s fault, he ran away and was lost all
night.”
“Lost! how? Where did you find him?”
There was no reason why the young widow should not
have answered this question. But there was a feeling of
sadness connected with the scenes she had witnessed that
night, which checked her, and she merely replied that a
neighbor had found the boy and taken him home.
“And oh,” interposed Eddie, “she was such a tall, black
lady, with eyes all fire, and such hot lips.”
“You did not like her then, my little man?” inquired the
visitor.
“Yes, I did. She loved me, oh, so much. You don’t
know how hard she kissed me, and hugged me till it stopped
my breath.
“I don’t wonder,” replied the stranger. “Who could
help loving you dearly?” and his fine face flushed crimson,
as he pressed a kiss on the rosy mouth of the child.
“Come,” said Mrs. Oakley, blushing also, but smiling amid
the pleasant confusion. “We shall all have an appetite for
breakfast.”
276And with the timid bashfulness of a girl, she sat down
to do the honors of her new home to one whose gaze she had
learned to tremble under.
CHAPTER LI. OUT IN THE STORM.
Why did that miserable woman prowl, so cat-like and
stealthily, around those two houses? What motive
could have brought her so far from home, a second Satan,
to poison and blast the Eden of peace and charity those two
aged people had gathered around them? What had they
ever done, that she should persecute them so ruthlessly with
her presence?
They knew her, that was certain, for Catharine, even beyond
her own shuddering fear, had noticed that their limbs
trembled beneath them as she approached, and that a deadly
fear burned in their eyes and spoke in every line of their
gentle faces.
Elsie too. The very sight of this evil woman had driven
her into fierce insanity again. Why was this? Had they
known her before? If so, how and where? The portrait
of her husband,—was that, too, a mysterious link between
these old people, so opposite in character, so unlikely to
hold anything in common? How was she connected with
them all?
These conjectures kept Catharine awake half the night,
while poor Elsie moaned and muttered in her sleep, or started
up with wild cries, calling upon God to drive her enemies
forth and not let them torment her forever!
Catharine left her bed, feverish and excited by these
thoughts. She felt sure that Madame De Marke had not
277recognized her; for she had been standing on one side in
the library, when those evil eyes looked through the window.
But the very sight of her old enemy left a nervous dread
behind it, and she could not rest. Events of importance to
her own destiny seemed to be crowding themselves around
her, vaguely, it is true, but with a force that awoke a sort of
terror in her.
She opened her chamber-window and sat down. Elsie
was moaning and muttering in her bed, agonized by sleeping
terrors. The wind without rose high and blustering; clouds
lowered down among the trees; and gusts of rain drifted
through the leaves, bathing them, as it were, with liquid
diamonds, through which the lightning shot from time to
time, with its thousand golden arrows.
Next to her chamber, the two old people lay awake. The
sound of their conversation came to her ear at times through
the pauses of the wind, like a softened and mournful echo
of Elsie’s raving.
Beneath her was the library, with its mysterious associations.
The trees around it loomed against the bank of
clouds, disconnected from their blackness only by the lightning
that shot from it. All was gloom within and without;
and amid the storm, her sobs rose and swelled unheard and
unfelt, save by her own lonely heart.
The lightning grew stronger and enveloped the whole
landscape in broad, lurid sheets, revealing the country
around and a sombre expanse of water beyond. At these
times the new cottage stood out in broad relief, and the
whole space of ground between that and the old mansion-house
was momentarily illuminated. The scene gave the
young woman a fierce sort of exaltation, while it filled her
with grief. She thought of her husband and longed to shout
his name aloud, to ask him to come forth from the bosom of
the storm and tell her that he was yet alive.
While this excitement was upon her, a crash of thunder
278broke over the house, and a rush of wind rent its way
through the trees, scattering their foliage in torn masses
from the boughs. Then came another fiery scroll, unfolding
itself upon the wind, casting its blue radiance upon the
earth, and kindling the sky with its forked light.
The flash was so vivid and so prolonged that she started
up with a cry of alarm. It was echoed by a shriek that cut
sharper than steel through the noise of the storm.
“See, see,” cried Elsie, who now stood beside her, “the
lightning has got him; call him back; call him back, I
say!”
Her eyes flashed out their insane fire, lightning against
lightning, both springing from darkness. The wind swept
through her hair, filling it with rain-drops. The white folds
of her garments and those flowing sleeves fluttered and
shook about her like the wings of a spirit. Her clasped
hands were extended over Catharine’s head into the storm.
Elsie, aroused by the burst of thunder, had rushed from her
sleep and stood before the window, daring the tempest as if
she had been its spirit.
“Call him back; he is mine. Call him back!” she
shrieked.
“Great heaven! what is this?” answered Catharine, pale
with astonishment, for directly before her, passing, as it
seemed, backward beneath the branches of the elm-tree, was
her own husband. But while the words were on her lip,
the lightning passed by; and the man who had appeared
before her for a single moment was engulfed in the darkness.
It was an open casement by which they stood, just over
the bay-window of the library. I have mentioned that an
old forest-tree overshadowed this portion of the house,
drooping its branches downward like a tent. As the darkness
closed in upon them, Elsie leaped like a panther
through the casement, lodged a moment on the bay-window,
279and seizing a pendent branch, flung herself forward into the
blackness of the storm. A sharp, long cry came back from
the tempest in which Elsie seemed to have been engulfed.
Catharine stood helpless with surprise and terror, straining
her eyes to discover a trace of the maniac. But Elsie
had disappeared. A flash of lightning revealed her for an
instant as she rushed through its gleams beneath the trees,
giving her white garments and her long hair back to the
blast; then all was dark again.
Trembling with affright, Catharine ran down-stairs, seized
a blanket-shawl, and went out in search of her charge. The
storm still raged, but not so furiously as it had done—everything
was wet through and through; every leaf dripped rain,
the grass was so wet that it seemed like wading through a
swamp as she passed on. Her night-robe was soon soaked,
and her bare feet chilled to marble, as they sunk in the
cold grass.
But she took no heed of this. Elsie had gone toward the
water, and she was wild with fear that in her madness the
maniac might plunge into the deep.
Quick as the lightning that now and then revealed her
way, she darted shoreward, calling out for Elsie as she
went; but terror and speed deprived her voice of all power,
and she could utter the name of her charge in hoarse whispers
only.
As she passed by the cottage, a glare of lightning fell
upon her, and through it she saw an open window lighted
from within. That same man was framed in the open sash,
whose apparition, a few minutes before, had drawn Elsie
into the storm.
Was it a real being? Or was it the picture which she
had copied in the library? The same proportions were there;
the coloring was alike; but this picture looked human.
Was it her breathing husband? Or had terror driven her
mad also?
280She paused a moment, with her face uplifted, wondering
if she were mad, or not; if the vision were a hallucination
or a reality. The rain beat into her uplifted face, the wind
blew fiercely over her thinly clad form. No wonder she
seemed ghost-like to the man who saw her from the window.
A voice down toward the water aroused her from this
wild trance. She turned and ran toward it, calling aloud
“Elsie! oh, Elsie!”
CHAPTER LII. OUT IN THE STORM.
As Catharine approached the shore, Elsie came toward
her, drifting, as it were, like a cloud before the storm.
“I have followed him, I caught him; see here!” she
cried, with great exultation; “see here! I have torn off her
crown; I have rent away her robe; but they are both gone;
gone into the depths of the sea; that is the way he treats
me; always with her! always with her! and oh, oh! how
like a fiend she has grown; she was never handsome, never;
but I have disrobed and uncrowned her; see! see!”
As she spoke, Elsie held up the crown of a bonnet, to
which a trail of yellow lace was clinging, and a fragment of
faded calico. How she had obtained them, Catharine could
only conjecture; and she was now too much excited for
thought on the subject.
“Oh, Elsie! how you have frightened me; let us go
home!” she pleaded, locking her arms with those of the
lunatic. “I am wet and cold. Do go home with me, Elsie!”
“Poor child, poor little dear! Cold is it! Elsie is always
cold and wet too—wet with her own tears. You see the
ocean yonder? it was a dry plain till I wept it full of sorrow;
281now, see how it heaves and foams, and laughs at
the lightning; all the moans lie at the bottom, for it does
groan heavily at times. When she went into it, I could
hear it sigh and heave and struggle as my heart did when
the snake crept around it, tightening and tightening its
coils till I was stifled with groans; but the ocean has got
her now; I am glad that I gave the brave old ocean so many
tears. They have drowned her at last; I heard them gurgle
in her throat. Oh! it was music to hear the strangle. I
wish you had heard it—I wish you had heard it!”
Catharine was seized with sudden horror. Had the poor,
demented one really committed some violence? Or was this
talk merely the ravings of her diseased mind?
There was no more information to be obtained from Elsie.
The storm, or perhaps some encounter in which she had been
engaged, rendered her wild with excitement. She dared the
lightning with her pale, clenched hand, and answered the thunder
with shrieks of defiance. She danced with her shadowy-white
feet through the wet meadow-grass, and laughed like
a riotous child, as the rain swept in gusts through her hair.
When they neared the cottage, a change came upon her.
She grew still and hushed, looking forward with breathless
awe, and moving with the noiseless motion of a ghost.
“Hush, hush,” she said, “we may disturb him, and then
he will follow her into the deep waters. Do you think she
will stay there though? Who can keep her there? The
monsters of the deep will hurl her back to land; she is too
wicked for them. The serpents that coil and knot themselves
among the rust, and gold, and scattered pearls that lie
forever among the coral branches, down, down where the
waters are calm like a baby’s dream—the serpents, I tell
you, will uncoil and slink away into the black depths of the
sea, rather than live with her, though she is their sister. Oh,
if they would keep her. Do you think they can? I sent her
down to them with my mark upon her throat—a hot mark,
282red as blood. They will understand it. The mermaids,—listen,
my bird of Paradise,—the mermaids are my friends;
I have lived with them years and years. They have strung
pearls on my hair, and that’s what makes it so white. I
wish you could see them floating, floating, floating, with pale
green hair and emerald eyes. They sing, too. Oh, my bird,
won’t they sing when she plunges downward headforemost in
her rags, with my mark flaming on her throat? Hosanna!
hallelujah! Roll, roll ye mighty thunders—roll, roll!”
Elsie had uttered the first portion of this wild speech in a
hoarse whisper as she glided by the cottage, but her voice
rose as she proceeded, and at last broke forth into a fierce,
reckless chant, like that with which Rachael electrified an
audience, when she raved and moaned through the liberty
chant of France.
Catharine was impressed by the wild poetry that broke
more from the eyes and action of the maniac than from her
words. Still, she had an undercurrent of thought that led
her to look wistfully at the cottage as she passed. The window
where she had seen a light was now darkened and closed;
everything was still, and she felt almost as if some fearful
delusion were being practised upon her every way she turned.
The rain had somewhat abated when the two females
reached the house; but even at its height the old people had
evidently come forth in search of their child. Back and
forth, among the shrubberies and beneath the old trees, they
wandered, their hands nervously interlocked, and their feeble
voices rising in anxious cries for their daughter.
Elsie heard them, and sprang forward triumphantly.
“Come,” she said, “come, you may breathe now; the air
is pure; the earth may laugh with blossoms without fear of
death-tramps from her cloven feet. Come now, let us sing
together, we and the stars!”
She waved her hand toward the sky where a few stars
were struggling through an embankment of clouds, very pale
283and languid after the vivid flashes of lightning they had
just witnessed.
“Come,” she cried again, “let us laugh, let us sing!
Come, come, come!”
Elsie led the way into the house, and went directly toward
the library, leaving wet tracks upon the carpet, and wrapping
her dripping garments close about her.
The old people and Catharine followed in silence, shuddering
with the dampness and chilled with the cold, but carried
on by the force of that insane will.
Elsie flung open the library-door. A gust of wind swept
through, meeting them as they entered from the bay-window,
which was open to the night.
“Give me light, light! I would look on him; I will tell
him myself.”
Catharine struck a light, which flared and quivered as she
held it upward.
Elsie seized it fiercely and held it above her head, looking
upward for the picture. It was gone; a stained place upon
the paper marked the spot it had occupied, and that was all.
The candle dropped from Elsie’s hand, which was still
uplifted as if paralyzed.
“Gone! Oh, my soul, he has gone with her!”
These words were uttered in a feeble, heart-broken voice,
and Elsie glided away through the darkness into her chamber.
For days and weeks she did not speak again.
CHAPTER LIII. COMING HOME FROM CALIFORNIA.
A steamer had just arrived, bringing passengers
from the gold regions of California,—a rough, wild-looking
set, whose half-savage aspect gave the impression
284of a gang of returned convicts, rather than of refined and
enterprising men, as most of them undoubtedly were. To
have seen the coaches and hacks as they gave up their burdens
at the various hotels, one would have fancied that the
inhabitants of Van Diemen’s land had escaped in battalions,
and were about to overrun the country.
One of these carriages drew up at the Astor House, and
a young man sprang out, carrying a portmanteau, which
seemed of considerable weight, in his hand. His appearance
was rather picturesque than otherwise, for he was one of
these persons whom no disarray of costume could render
less than gentlemanly. In fact, a black wide-awake, set
carelessly a little on one side of his head, was the most becoming
thing in the world, and a Mexican blanket, bought from a
fellow-passenger and flung over his arm, gave a brilliant
contrast to his gray and travel-soiled clothes. A flowing
beard, which no neglect could prevent from rippling downward
in rich waves, veiled the lower portion of his face, revealing
a finely curved mouth and a set of snowy teeth when
he spoke or smiled. A noble and frank face it was, which
looked so eagerly from beneath the hat we have mentioned.
The young man went directly to the office, registered his
name, and inquired, in an anxious voice, if Louis De Marke
had left an address there.
“Louis De Marke,” was the reply, “is an inmate of the
house. He has been in town some months, and is probably
in his room, No. ——.”
The young man’s face lighted up. He flung down the
pen with which he had just written “George De Marke,”
and taking up his portmanteau, followed the waiter, who
stood ready to guide him through the intricacies of the
establishment.
“Never mind. This is the room, you need not announce
me,” exclaimed De Marke, as the waiter paused before a
chamber-door.
285The waiter disappeared; the door was opened hurriedly,
and the quick exclamations, “Louis,” “George,” “brother,”
were followed by a warm embrace and an eager clasping of
hands.
Never perhaps has it happened, that two men, not twins,
bore so close a resemblance to each other, as the persons
who stood in that chamber, with their hands interlocked
and their eyes sparkling with affectionate welcome. There
was scarcely the fraction of an inch by which you could
distinguish them in height or size. The same open, frank
expression of face was there; the form and color of the eyes
were alike; indeed, save for the more neatly trimmed beard
and perfect toilet of the one, you could not have known the
brothers apart. Even in manner they were the same, for
the careless but not ungraceful air which one brother had
brought from his wild life in the gold regions, met its counterpart
at once. The very smile and laugh of one had the
sunshine and heart-warm richness of the other.
The new-comer was perhaps some four years older than
the other, but this was only detected by close examination.
“And so you have come at last. O brother, brother!
how I have wanted you!” said Louis, drawing his guest to
a sofa, and shaking hands with him over and over again.
“You have no idea how very, very much I have wanted
you!”
A shade of trouble came over his face as he spoke,
and instantly that of his brother darkened with the same
shadow, as if the pain which one felt must have a mutual
vibration.
“And I,” said George, with a sudden overshadowing of
all cheerfulness, “I have a great many things to say to you.
Since we parted, Louis, I have suffered as you will hardly
think me capable of suffering.”
“And I,” answered Louis, sorrowfully,—“and I.”
George sat down by his brother, and threw one arm over
his shoulder with a slight caress.
286“What is it, my brother? I was in hopes that, save our
one great cause of annoyance, you had escaped any serious
trouble.”
Louis shook his head and a mist crept over his eyes.
“It is a hard thing, George, for a fellow no older than I
am, and disposed to be happy, as you and I both are. It is
hard, I say, to carry about a secret, that one feels forever
heavy upon the heart, but dares not talk about.”
“What is this secret, my brother?”
Louis turned suddenly and seized his brother’s hand;
tears sprung to his fine eyes, and he choked down a sob
that struggled hard with his manliness.
“George, before you went away I was married.”
The elder brother started, and turned pale to the lips;
but he only said,—
“Go on, Louis, I listen.”
“I had been married some months then. Do not be
angry that I did not tell you.”
“Angry, why should I? How dare I be angry with you
for a concealment which—but I interrupt you; go on.”
“I think you would have liked Louisa. She was the
dearest and most lovable girl in the world.”
“Was, Louis? You say was, as if your wife were dead.”
“Dead, O brother! if this question could be answered!
But it cannot. She is dead to me, I fear, and yet alive, she
and her child.”
“Be calm, brother, and explain all this. Whom did you
marry? where is your wife?”
“I can hardly answer either question. She was an orphan,
and had an only brother older than herself. The name was
Oakley. She was in school, but staying with a lady who
lived in the next street to us; our gardens adjoined. I mean
the year before our father died, when his family lived like
civilized beings, for my mother had not then given herself
up to avarice as a terrible passion.
287“This lady had a daughter somewhat older than her ward.
I have since learned that she was also the aunt of Catharine
Lacy. You remember Catharine?”
George lifted one hand suddenly to his forehead.
“Yes,” he answered, in a husky voice, “I remember her.
She is dead.”
“Yes,” answered Louis, thoughtfully. “Poor girl, she
died in a strange way; it was a wonderful thing altogether.
This proud woman was her aunt, who bound her out to
Madame; Catharine never once mentioned the fact; perhaps
Mrs. Judson forbade her. Some one has the murder of
that girl upon his soul.”
“Do not say that,” cried the young man, starting up distractedly.
“She was my wife, Louis, my lawfully wedded
wife; and they let her die in a charity hospital! It was
our mother’s work, this foul murder. Louis De Marke, it
was her work!”
“And this other woman is answerable for a like crime!”
answered Louis, hoarsely. “Louisa went to the same hospital;
they were found side by side in that fearful sick ward,
your wife and mine. Poor young creatures, scarcely more
than children themselves. I saw the record of Catharine’s
death, but of my poor girl there is no record, save of a discharge.
I have been unable to gain one trace of her since
she left the hospital walls. It is now more than three years,
George; and I have borne this secret alone till my heart
aches with the weight of it.”
“I know, I know what it is,” answered the elder brother,
passionately. “Thank God, we have met once more where
at least the rash acts of our youth can find a voice. I little
thought, Louis, how like your life had been to my own!”
“Poor girls, poor young creatures! we led them into great
misery, George.”
George shrunk back, as if some thought, which had stung
him for years, became a sudden pang.
288“Youth is sometimes very cruel,” he said, with the bitterness
of self-reproach. “But Heaven is my judge, I never
intended wrong to my poor young wife. Her condition was
miserable enough with Madame De Marke, after our father’s
death; and our secret marriage could hardly render it
worse.”
“But Louisa! Her condition was happy enough, till I
came to embitter it with my love; for I loved, oh! George,
I thought I loved her!”
“But you talk at random, Louis. Even yet I cannot
comprehend who this young person was, or how you became
so fatally interested in her,” said George; “come, old fellow,
tell me everything,—there is no fighting with death, but if
your wife is above-ground, it will go hard if you and I cannot
find her?”
Louis shook his head; but George spoke out again with
well-assumed cheerfulness. “Let me know every particular
about this marriage, and I will go on a crusade for you—it
will be like a romance. Indeed, our two lives are a
romance. Who would believe that we have never lived
under the same roof since you were an infant; that I was
bred in Germany, you here; that we never met till both
were men, yet loved each other dearly from the first. It
was strange, for your mother hated me always. It was she
who packed me off to a school in Germany when a mere
child. My father sent me money and a letter twice a year.
In time, my school was changed to a university; after that
I was sent to travel. Then a letter came to say that my
father was dead. I came home a stranger; not ten of my
father’s nearest friends knew of my existence; but we met
as brothers should meet, thank Heaven for that! For your
sake I tried to like my father’s widow; I sought her out
and went to see her often. Would to Heaven I never had:
then one of the sweetest and loveliest creatures that ever lived
might have been saved.”
CHAPTER LIV. LOUIS DE MARKE’S CONFESSION.
289
Louis de Marke sat for some moments, with a hand
to his forehead, perplexed, and, at heart, reluctant to
speak. It is true he had been months and months pining
for the company of his elder brother, resolving to give him
all confidence, and to ask for both counsel and help, at his
hands, but now he shrunk from speaking. At last he
dropped his hand, and began, abruptly enough:—
“It was a sad romance to her, and to me. I have told
you, my wife was an orphan and the ward of her only brother.
Her father had been the intimate friend of Mrs. Judson,
who I have since learned was Louisa’s godmother. The
brother, after his father’s death, placed Louisa under this
woman’s care.”
“And you became acquainted with her?” inquired George,
deeply interested.
“Yes! Our gardens adjoined; the fences were open and
low, and an arbor ran from one to the other. I was often
in our side of this arbor, and the young ladies came down
to the portion upon their grounds, with their books and
music. You have never seen Mrs. Judson’s daughter. She
was one of the loveliest creatures eyes ever dwelt upon,
serene and gentle as an angel, a sort of moonlight beauty
which one loves to dream over.”
“You are speaking of Miss Judson now, not of the girl
you loved?” questioned George, surprised at his eloquence.
“I will be truthful with you, George, even to my own
shame. It was Miss Judson whom I first loved—Louisa
was a secondary object with me then; in fact, I considered
her as a spoiled child. It was a mad passion, something
290less than idolatry, my love for the other; a madness that—yes,
let me confess it—that holds me yet.”
“And did she know of this passion?”
“How could she help it? I was too young for concealment,
but no words of love ever passed between us. We met frequently,
in the way I speak of, and would stand on a pleasant
moonlight evening, screened by the clustering vines, leaning
on the light fence which separated their arbor from ours,
saying little, but filled with a world of sweet thoughts that
made these stolen hours the most delicious of my life. Yes,
George, she must have known that I loved her, but I did not
speak. How could I, with every dollar I expected to have
in the hands of my mother, and she so grasping and avaricious
that I could scarcely persuade her to give me enough
money to purchase food, for she had fairly starved me out
of her house.
“Mrs. Judson, you remember, bought the house she lived
in of our father, just before he died, and did not move into
it until Madame had abandoned all attempts at respectable
life, taking that poor girl Catharine with her. First, she
went into an inferior dwelling, then to the garret where she
is to be found now.
“I refused to give up my room in the old home, and she
consented that I should board with the tenant to whom it
was rented. In this way it happened that I was saved the
shame of her interference, and kept our domestic troubles a
secret from this proud girl, and as far as possible from the
world. But you will understand that the dread of this exposure
would keep me silent. I dared not tell this splendid
girl that I was the legal dependant and slave of a woman who
did not give herself the common decencies of life, out of the
great wealth my father left, and that two years must pass
before I could come to her mother as an independent gentleman
and ask her hand. Now I could do a thing like that,
though the very idea of my mother’s life makes me shrink,
291but then I was inexperienced, shy, and terribly depressed
by the course my mother was pursuing. The great terror
of my life was that those two persons should meet.
“I loved this noble girl to distraction, and, brother George,
I am sure that she loved me, though all this time she was
engaged to another man.”
“Engaged to another man, and knew in her heart that
you loved her?”
“Do not blame her; had I spoken out, she might have
found courage to break an engagement which, I am sure, was
made at the persuasion of her mother. Yet I am told that
Oakley was a noble young fellow, and loved her dearly. She
was not unhappy with him.”
“How do you know that, brother Louis?”
“Because she has told me so since his death.” George
De Marke crushed the wide-awake in his hand, while a low
whistle expressed the new light that was dawning upon him.
“Well, go on,” he said, with a gleam of humor in his eyes.
“All this time, while I was lavishing the first thoughts of
my youth upon her, she was engaged. I was nothing to
her; Louisa told me this. Her own brother was betrothed
to Miss Judson; on his return they were to be married.
“I do not think Louisa saw my anguish, or my despair,
when she gave me this information, for deep feelings are
seldom the most demonstrative. I felt myself growing pale,
my very lips were chilled through and felt like marble as I
closed them. She did not observe it. The very warmth
was quenched in my veins, and she only said, as we shook
hands in parting,—
“‘How cold your hands are, but the night is a little chilly.’
“As if influenced by some strange sympathy unexplained
to her own heart, she bent down and kissed my hand; but
I shrunk from the touch of her lips—they sent a pang
through and through me. At such times even the most
delicate sympathy is painful. How could this be otherwise
than bitter?
292“Those few words had blasted all the hopes of my life; but
how could she understand this? I must have seemed
strangely cold and ungrateful to that poor girl, who loved
me all the time, but, in the egotism of my anguish, I was
unconscious that she was made to suffer also.
“I saw Miss Judson after this, and with her own lips she
told me of her engagement. She was white and trembling
all the time, while I stood taking the death-blow of my
hopes, in dead silence. I think now, that she hoped for
some protest, and in her heart longed for an explanation,
which I had no power to give. The expression of her eyes
haunted me afterward, so wistful, so tender—oh! if I had
spoken then. But I did not—could not. The image of
my mother, in all her grim avarice, was standing before
that young creature so pure, so exquisite in her refinement,
made a coward of me.
“We parted that evening in mute anguish. Her hand was
cold as snow when I dropped it from mine, and even in the
moonlight I could see that her bosom swelled with proud
grief. She never came to the garden after that, though I
haunted it like a ghost.
“Oakley came at last to claim his bride. I heard of this
through Louisa, who wandered into the arbor more frequently
than ever, where she was almost certain to find me
in sight. I was very wretched in those days, and, in the egotism
of a first great sorrow, never thought to ask why this
girl sought the old haunt so often. My object in seeking
her was to obtain news of the woman I loved. In my
thoughtless selfishness, I led the gentle girl into interviews
that she might have misunderstood.
“Louisa was a sweet, kind girl, innocent as a child, and as
confiding. Her society became a great relief to me, and I
lost no opportunity of meeting her. Miss Judson was her
superior in age, and in everything that goes toward making
up a grand character; but a more affectionate, truthful, and
kind creature never lived, than Louisa Oakley.
CHAPTER LV. THE NIGHT OF MISS JUDSON’S WEDDING.
293
“The night of that wedding was a terrible one to me.
Tortured, wild, and filled with unutterable sorrow, I
saw the house lighted up from roof to cellar. With my
heart aching, and my head hot with pain, I stood by the
window in my room listening to each sound, as a man condemned
to death hears the tramp of a crowd gathering to
the scaffold on which he is to suffer. As each carriage
paused at the door, my heart shrunk within my bosom.
“I was all alone in the house where our father died. You
were absent; I had no human being to comfort me in the
great agony of that bereavement, for there are bereavements
worse than death, oh! a thousand times worse than death.
“I had been all that afternoon walking the streets, in hopes
that fatigue might weary out the pain I felt. Sometimes
my whole nature rose up in rebellion against fate, and
against myself. Why had I kept that long, cowardly silence?
I loved the girl a thousand times better than my own life;
yet had never told her of it. Held back by sensitive dread,
I had allowed another man to take the woman I loved out
of my life. Because my poor mother had faults, I had
doomed myself to a lonely future.
“These harassing thoughts embittered the pain I was suffering.
I hated myself for the want of courage that had
wrecked my hopes, and left me standing there, the most
humiliated and wretched being, I do think, on earth. That
moment my imagination was sharpened by pain: I fancied,
in my anguish, all that might be passing in that stately
dwelling: the bridegroom in his resplendent happiness, all
unconscious that his good fortune was rending the hope
from another man’s life;—the bride, robed in sumptuous
294whiteness trembling upon the verge of that abyss, that was
to separate us forever—I wondered if she thought of me.
All at once a faintness, like that of death, fell upon me; I
saw the bride walking past the windows of her chamber;
her hand threw aside the curtains, while she looked forth
upon the night, her beautiful head crowned with orange-blossoms,
and the gossamer veil sweeping downward like the
furled wings of a seraph. All excitement left me. I was
sad and heart-broken. The sight of her sweet face filled
my soul with tender regrets, as if an angel, lost to me forever,
had looked serenely down upon me, unconscious of my
anguish and lifted forever above it.”
The young man paused and wiped the drops of perspiration
that even a remembrance of former anguish had brought
to his forehead.
“I could not stay at the window after those crimson curtains
closed upon my love, but went down to the garden,
and leaning upon the frail fence by which we had stood so
often, wept like a child. Remember, George, how young
and inexperienced I was.
“All at once, I heard a footstep on the gravel-walk; and,
through my tears, I saw a figure coming toward me, glistening
white and pure through the moonshine. My heart leaped;
my breath stopped. Could it be my lost love coming to say
farewell?
“Hoping this, and faint with expectation, I waited for that
white figure to draw nearer. It came swiftly; I saw the face,
and my heart fell back; the breath left my lips in a moan. It
was Louisa Oakley. She saw me in the arbor, and came
forward with a glad look upon her face. I was in the
shadow, and she could not detect the sorrow on mine. The
girl was very happy and full of pleasant excitement.
“‘I felt sure of finding you here,’ she said, ‘and came
down to say how sorry I am that you are not one of the
groomsmen. With you, I could stand up without trembling.
295If you had only known my brother, it could have been managed,
and then the wedding would be splendid.’
“I replied with such composure as I could command, but
she detected the sadness in my voice, and mistook it for disappointment
regarding an invitation to the wedding.
“‘It couldn’t be helped,’ she said; ‘Mrs. Judson never
dreamed how intimate we have all been; besides, I think
she was a little prejudiced against your mother.’
“Louisa was very gentle and full of affectionate playfulness,
but you can imagine how she wounded me by this mention
of my mother. I felt keenly enough that, but for her, I
might have stood where young Oakley was then. Oh,
George, it was hard to bear!
“The kind girl, feeling that I continued sad, insisted on
standing out in the moonlight, that I could admire her
dress, which fell about her in soft fleeciness, like drifts of
newly fallen snowflakes. She was not very beautiful, but
the whiteness and tender radiance of the moon, falling
around her as she stood crowned with roses, made a lovely
picture of which she was shyly proud. It was that I might
see her in her pretty dress that she had come down to me,
I think.
“These things may seem trivial, George, but the details of a
painful event fix themselves terribly on the memory. There
was not a word spoken that night, or a shadow upon the windows
of that house, which was not imprinted on my soul forever.
“I called Louisa from her conspicuous position in the
moonlight—for her white garments seemed like grave-clothes
to me—and with a quietness that seemed marvellous
to me, inquired if the bride seemed happy. It was a desperate
question, but my heart struggled yet for some hope, that,
even at the bridal hour, she would think of me with regret.
“Louisa answered innocently enough that she had never
seen a happy bride in her life. The persons to be married
were always nervous and frightened. It was only the bridesmaids
296that really enjoyed themselves. As for her brother,
he was happy as a king; but the bride said so little and
moved about so quietly that there was no judging about
her.
“Then I asked, ‘Had the bride ever spoken of me?’
My voice was steady, but I drew no breath till the answer
came.
“‘Yes,’ Louisa said, ‘now that I think of it, there has
been some conversation about you this very evening.
When the dress was laid out, the bride whispered, with
tears in her eyes, “He will never see me in my weddingdress!
he, our best friend! Oh, Louisa, if it could only be
put off a little longer.”
“‘But that was all nervousness, you know,’ continued my
tormentor, for spite of her kindness she was sure that ‘this
getting married is sure to make one want to hold back just
at the time, I suppose. She can’t help being happy; who
could with a husband handsome and kind like my brother?
I tell you, he is splendid—the best fellow in the world.
Never fear—they will be happy as the day is long, both so
handsome, and good as gold.’
“I grew impatient under all this. Did that girl love to
torture me? What did she tell me these things for? Was
she determined to crush my heart? or drive me mad? I
answered her with sharp impatience. What, I do not remember,
and probably did not know at the time. But it
must have sounded harshly to the poor girl, for she went
into the house weeping; I did not regard it at the time.
She had given me a fresh pang, and I had no pity for her.
My whole being was absorbed in self-compassion; there was
not a creature in the world to whom I could have spoken
except you, George, and you were away.
“When Louisa left me, I went up to my chamber; it was
a back-room overlooking the gardens. I sat by the window
all night, for my grief and the solitude were complete. I
297heard the carriages disappear, while the hum of voices grew
faint upon the night air. I saw the blaze of lights go out,
and at last the beating of my own heart was the loudest
sound I heard.
“The daylight flashed around me where I had sat so
many dreary hours, but still I remained motionless, letting
the morning deepen toward the noon. It seemed to me that
I should never care to stir again. I was aroused as if from
a dull dream, by the noise of a carriage driven down the
opposite street. It was Oakley, with his bride, on their way
to the European steamer. It seemed as if the horses that
bore her away were tramping my heart under their hoofs;
but when the sound died in the distance, my breath came
more freely. It was over, and I knew the worst. When
that knowledge comes to any brave soul, fate has lost half
its power to torture!”
“I know it,” answered the brother, who, shrouding his
face with one hand, while his elbow rested on the table, had
listened attentively. “But fate sometimes leaves a long,
dull waste of lurid hopes to mourn over, after the worst is
known.”
CHAPTER LVI. THE BROTHERS TALK OVER THEIR FATHER’S DEATH.
“Louis,” said George De Marke, “how long was all this
after our father’s death; I have never had a thorough
knowledge of that time. Everything connected with it was
too painful for questions.”
“I remember,” answered Louis, “she had driven you
from the house before I was old enough to know that I had
a brother. You were happier for it. Year by year, our home
298had become more uncomfortable and dreary. As age crept
on our father, some cause of strife, which always existed,
seemed to break out afresh between him and Madame. I
never thoroughly understood it, George; there was something
in the past never explained to us. Quick words and broken
sentences, which I remember now, though scarcely noticed
at the time, connect this mystery with your own mother.”
George De Marke looked up with sudden interest. “It is
strange,” he said, “but I never heard anything about my
mother. Madame never mentioned her!”
“Nor did my father; during his life I was kept so far
apart from his confidence, that I never ventured to question
him regarding his or her family. Indeed, it was years before
I knew that Madame was not alike your mother and
mine. It was discovered to me at last by some angry words
with which she was taunting him, as if some disgrace had
been attached to your birth. This made me angry at the
time, but I accepted it as little more than a burst of fiery
malice. Forgive me, dear boy, for saying so of my mother;
but she was used to saying what came uppermost in her mind
when he offended her, and I gave it no importance.”
“I dare say it had no importance,” said George, “she
must always have delighted in tormenting him.”
“That is probably true, dear boy—but as I became a
man, the fact that I knew absolutely nothing of my mother’s
family forced itself upon me. If my father had been living,
I would know all about her. Had I been here when he
died, that one subject should not have been left in the dark.”
“You would not have had the heart to question him,
George. He was sadly changed before he died, and so nervous
that a word would make him tremble. Sometimes the
very sound of my mother’s voice would set him to shaking
all over.”
“My poor father! Did he suffer so much?” inquired
George, shading his eyes to conceal the tears that sprung
into them.
299“More than I can remember without pain,” answered
Louis. “He took a terrible dislike to Madame toward the
last, and I had great difficulty in protecting him from her
temper and cupidity. You cannot know how difficult it was,
in health, for his iron will to keep down her parsimony in
our household; when he lay sick and helpless, I found it
almost impossible to obtain necessary comforts for him.”
“Poor man! so rich—so proud, and brought to that! He
must indeed have been miserable.”
“Yes, both in body and mind,” was the answer; “I am sure
that something preyed on him at the last. But Madame
never left him at this period, and though he seemed anxious
to converse with me, her presence always prevented it.”
“Strange what could have troubled him so! Possibly it
might have been that he repented of that strange will.”
“Not altogether that, I think. It was some persons he
wished to see,—an old man and woman. Madame spoke of
them impatiently in that way, but promised to send for them.”
“And did she?”
“No, there was no effort made to send for any one. Another
night, when he was growing worse and worse, I heard
him pleading with her; some person was to be sent for whom
he wished to speak with before he died—must speak with if
she was on the face of the earth. Madame became furiously
angry then. She no longer attempted to pacify him with
promises, but filled the sick-room with her angry revilings,
while he lay trembling under her violence till the bed shook
beneath him. At last, urged on by rage, such as I had never
seen even in her before, she darted toward the bed, and
would have seized him by the shoulders, but I flung my arms
around her, and prevented the sacrilege by taking her almost
by force from the room. When I came back to the bed,
our father was stricken with paralysis.
“Oh, George! it would have broken your heart, could you
have seen his beseeching eyes follow me around the room
300after that. I knew that he would have spoken to me then,
had the power been left him. Once, when Madame was out
for a moment, he made a desperate effort to speak, but his
voice came forth in a broken moan; and I saw two great
tears roll from the pleading eyes, wrung from some want
which he had no power to express.”
“Could he not write?” inquired George, in a troubled
voice.
“No; he made an effort, and with his poor shaking hand,
strove to scrawl a name; but I could not read it; Madame
came in while I was trying to make it out. With an angry
glance at him, she took it from my hand and tore it up.
“My poor father’s eyes turned upon her with an expression
that would have melted a heart of iron. I have heard of
wounded stags, weeping while under the torment of a pack
of hounds, George. The great tears which came again to
that old man’s eyes, when his wife—I will not call her
mother with this feeling upon me—tore up the name he
had tried to write, seemed as if shed under like torture.”
“All this fills me with self-reproach. I ought to have
been by my poor father’s death-bed. I being older than
you, might have comprehended his wishes,” said George De
Marke, sadly.
“I cannot tell, George; it might have been a wish to redeem
the injustice of his will; sometimes I think it was only
his lawyer’s name that he wrote; for Madame looked like
death when she read it. I am sure she did read it, illegible
as it was, for she muttered something that made the sick
man struggle in his bed. Nothing but the fear of losing her
grasp on the property could have disturbed her so!”
“It was a strange will, and unjust as strange,” said George.
“Why should our father have feared to trust my intellect
more than yours, Louis? If at thirty I have never given
proofs of insanity, and am the father of a lawful son, then
and not till then can I demand an equal share of the property
301with yourself. This is a strange clause against an elder
son, who has never offended him, or deserved anything but
kindness at his hands.”
“It is indeed. The anxieties of his death-bed must have
arisen from this cause. But it was all needless; for though
I had a hard struggle to get my portion from Madame at
the time of my majority, it is safe from her control now,
and the income is enough for us both.”
George reached forth his hand, grasping that of his
brother with grateful warmth.
“You forget,” he said, pointing to his portmanteau, “that
I am just from the gold region, and though not able to compete
with my rich brother, there will be found yonder enough
of gold and bills of exchange for my moderate wants, till
the time appointed by my father’s will arrives.”
“Are you so rich as that, George? I am glad of it; independence
is the right of every man, but I should have
liked to divide with you, after all.”
“I am sure you would, dear old fellow; but the time is
not far off, and I think it will go hard for any one to give
proofs of insanity against me so far; and if my brain has
withstood all that I have endured till now, it will probably
hold firm to the end.”
“Yes, that will be easily settled. But the babe? Poor
Catharine Lacy left no living child, so it is stated in the
hospital record.”
“So it is recorded; poor girl! poor wronged wife!”
“She was a lovely creature,” said Louis, “a sweet, gentle
girl. How was she driven to such straits, George?”
“It is answered in a sentence,” was the stern reply.
“Madame De Marke, who had doubtless suspicions of our
private marriage, induced me to go to India, by promises of
giving a portion of my inheritance into my own independent
possession. She had entire control, even of the income,
you know. In his large shipping-interest, my father had
302left unsettled affairs at Calcutta, which she professed to be
very anxious about. I was to remain abroad two years and
settle up all his affairs in the East, as the price of my own
independence. I had just married Catharine Lacy, who
urged me to make this sacrifice, and expressed herself willing
to stay with Madame, hard as her life was, until my
return.
“If Madame knew of our marriage, her dissimulation was
complete, for she gave no sign of such knowledge. I now
understand it all. She either had information of the marriage
and wished to separate us, or had a suspicion that the
poor child was devoted to me, and that by marrying her,
one condition of the will might be secured.”
“It is possible,” muttered Louis.
“With this promise, she sent me to the East Indies, where
letters might not reach me for months; made that delicate
girl a drudge of all work, and at last drove her to desperation,
to the Almshouse, and, God pardon her!—I never can,—to
death.”
“It was a terrible fate,” said Louis; “but in charity to
my mother, let us hope she was not all to blame. There
was a time, George, when I can remember her a stylish and
attractive woman—never generous or liberal, it is true, but
far, far above what she is now. The powerful will of our father
kept down her faults, and at his death they broke over all
control. It seems to me that, on this one subject of money,
she is a monomaniac.”
“You are her son, Louis, and heaven knows I have little
wish to wound you by talking of her failings; but you will
comprehend how they bear on this case. If I fail to accomplish
the conditions of our father’s will, this property goes to
your mother during her life, and afterward to you.”
“Yes, I know; there the sting lies. It is, in fact, my interest
she is seeking. It is for me that she hoards and starves,
and has committed this terrible wrong.”
303“No, it is for the love of hoarding. Did she not struggle
to keep possession of your portion also?”
“But that was for my own good, Madame urged; she was
in terrible trouble about my fancied extravagance, and
would gladly share her den with me in order to roll up her
income. I really think it grieves her that I will not consent
to this. But we were speaking of Catharine Lacy. I was
in complete ignorance of everything you have told me regarding
her. Indeed, my whole attention was too painfully
occupied elsewhere. I was absent when Madame made her
degrading change of residence.”
“I know it; we were both sent out of the way, while she
made arrangements for a life of miserable parsimony. Had
I dreamed of the way she intended to live, my poor young
wife would never have been left to her mercy. From her
own confession, Catharine almost perished of absolute want
in her miserable den.”
“But her aunt, Mrs. Judson, was a rich woman. It is
strange that she did not apply to her,” said Louis. “Did
she never think of that?”
“I cannot tell. Probably the poor angel kept her word
too faithfully. She had promised not to make our marriage
known. Remember, Louis, I was young, and did not
think of the cruel necessity that might arise to protect herself
by this very confession. When it came, Madame turned
her into the street, and somehow—I had no heart to inquire
the harrowing particulars—she reached the hospital, and
died there!”
The brothers were silent for some minutes; when they
looked up, it was through a mist of tears which no manly
pride could suppress.
“They were together, your wife and mine,” said Louis, at
last, drawing a hand across his eyes. “Poor Catharine!—poor
Louisa!”
George did not answer, but his chest heaved, and his face
304fell forward upon the arms which were folded on the
table before him. At last he lifted his face, pale and tear-stained,
turning it to his brother.
“This remembrance is killing me, Louis. We will never
talk these matters over again.”
“As you think best, George,” replied the brother, “but I
must speak with you. My situation is more painful than
yours, for suspense is added to the rest!”
“True, true. I interrupted your story, Louis. You see
how selfish grief is.”
CHAPTER LVII. THE SECRET MARRIAGE.—LOUIS GOES ON WITH HIS STORY.
“I think, George, that concentration of feeling belongs
to our race. I felt when Oakley carried off the only
being I could ever love, that life would thereafter be desolation
to me.
“This very feeling led me to seek the society of Louisa
Oakley, who remained with Mrs. Judson, and still met me
as of old. She was the only person of whom I could hear
tidings of my lost love, the sole link that connected me with
the romance of my youth. When letters came to her from
abroad, she brought them for me to read, little dreaming
of the heart aches they gave me. Mrs. Judson was a proud,
cold woman, full of sanctimonious reserves chilling to an
impulsive young creature like Louisa. Her ideas of duty
were rigid, her whole life, as she said almost in her prayers,
one series of the most perfect rectitude. For any human
being to suppose that she had a fault, was a proof of depraved
judgment, for which she could find no possibility of
excuse.
“You can imagine, brother George, that a home presided
305over by a woman so coldly perfect, would be a cheerless
abode for an ardent, gentle girl, after a companion like Miss
Judson had left it. You can imagine also, that her heart
would turn for sympathy wherever it could be found.
“Louisa was incapable of concealment or dissimulation
of any kind. It was not long before the conviction forced
itself upon me, that, heart and soul, this young creature
loved me. This was a wretched discovery, and, at first,
aroused nothing but repulsion in my heart; but that which
I had myself suffered came back, in a thousand gentle
and compassionating feelings. The pain still fresh in my
own bosom was too recent; I could not inflict it upon another,
that other a creature so lovable and so good,—my only
friend.
“There was no confession of attachment in words, but
from the day of this discovery our interviews in the arbor
became more subdued, and the compassion which I felt for
her must have taken a shade of tenderness. It was not
love, but what young girl of sixteen could have detected the
difference between the gentle gratitude with which a bereaved
heart receives affection, and the bright outgushing
of an impulsive attachment?
“I was not quite of legal age, and was left under the control
of Madame, as you know, by our father’s will. She decided
that I should spend at least a year abroad—you remember
there was an excuse of financial business to be settled
there also—and I had no power, and scarcely a wish,
to oppose her. But the effect of this arrangement on Louisa
astonished me. She was in absolute despair; the feelings,
that, up to this time, had been implied rather than expressed,
now broke all bounds. No argument of mine would
reconcile her to a separation. She conjectured a thousand
evils that would follow my absence. Her brother would
take her away—she would be forced to give me up—to
marry some other person utterly repugnant.
306“I was very young—you know, George—and to any
man an attachment so earnest and passionate would have
been gratifying. When argument and entreaties failed to
convince her that an eternal separation was not threatened,
I—rashly, madly—proposed a private marriage before my
departure. She assented too readily, poor girl! Her guardian
was away for a short visit out of town. There was no
one but a housekeeper to control her movements. We stole
out one evening and were married. The clergyman found
witnesses, and I placed the certificate he gave us in my
pocket-book. Neither of us thought how important it might
become, and it was forgotten when we parted.
“I dared not own my marriage, dependent, as I was, for
every dollar I used upon my mother; and feeling that she
would cast me out penniless, I could see no way but to leave
my young wife where she was till my return. Soon after
that I should be of age, and so far as property was concerned,
independent to claim and protect my wife.
“Our voyage was a protracted one, as you know. Accidents
happened to my letters. It was months before I
heard from my young wife. Her first letter was full of affection,
the second struck me as saddened in its tone. They
had been written months when I received them. Then
followed complete silence. Up to this time my mother had
lived very plainly indeed. I left her, as you will remember
that I told you, in the poorest house on our father’s estate,
but her method of existence had not sunk to its present level.
When I came back she had taken up life in her present
miserable abode. Catharine Lacy, so long a sunbeam in
our house, had disappeared. Louisa! my wife! you know
what my compassion drove her to—a pauper bed at
Bellevue.
The week I returned home, a package of letters that had
followed me half over the continent, reached New York.
They were from my wife, and told me her mournful story.
307Up to the very hour of her anguish she wrote every thought
and feeling of her heart; poor, poor child, how she suffered;
how she may yet be suffering!
“During the absence of her guardian, who had gone with a
party to the springs, she fled from the house, and in her
helplessness sought a home wherever it could be found.
This rash step the poor child had taken to escape a disgraceful
expulsion from the house of her guardian. With
no marriage certificate, for, thoughtless wretch that I was, it
still remained in my possession, and unable to find proofs
for herself that she was a wife, the poor girl wandered off,
hoping to get shelter somewhere till I returned. She was
willing to face poverty, but not the woman from whom no
pity was ever to be expected for weakness or disobedience.
“The letters I have with me still. The latest, you will see,
are written at and dated from Bellevue. After following
me from place to place, they reached me here covered with
post-marks. Read them, George,—I cannot; every word
is written in fire upon my soul.”
Louis turned away his pale face and shrouded his eyes as
his brother read.
CHAPTER LVIII. LOUISA’S LETTERS.
My husband:—Once again I write to you from
the depths of a weary heart, without hope, without
a belief that you will ever see my letter, but I must speak
to you before I die! for it seems to me impossible to live
and face that woman. I wrote to you again and again,
Louis. I told you of the terrible strait to which I was
driven. I appealed to you from the depths of my humiliation.
I besought you to give back my secret and send the
308proofs of our marriage before it was too late—before disgrace
fell upon me, and the shelter of a respectable roof was
taken from over my head.
“You did not answer. Day after day I waited, day after
day I stole like a thief to the post-office, and read over,
name by name, the list of advertised letters, hoping against
convictions that yours had been overlooked in the delivery.
None came. Oh! if you could think how desolate I grew;
all alone, so young, so full of dark foreboding—I feared
the proud woman to whose guardianship my brother had
left me. Her black eyes seemed to follow me everywhere.
I trembled at the sound of her footsteps. In my dreams,
her presence overshadowed me till my brain ached with the
oppression.
“One night she came to me in my chamber. I was in
bed weeping, but she did not seem to hear it. The light
was dim, and my face turned to the wall. Possibly she did
not know how wretched I was.
“‘You seem sad and depressed,’ she said; ‘is it because
you have no companion in the house? or are you pining over
the absence of your brother and friend?’
“I tried my best to answer steadily, but the tears would
come; for her manner was strangely kind, and, for the first
time in my life, I longed to throw my arms around her neck
and ask her to pity me.
“I am not quite well,’ I said; ‘the study is hard, and I
cannot bear so much as some girls.’
“‘How would you like to go into the country a while?’
she asked.
“‘To the country,—some farm-house where I might have
a chance to be alone. Oh, if I could! If I could!’—
“‘Not quite so rural as that,’ she said, ‘but if you like
it, we will go to Saratoga.’
“My heart sunk within me. Saratoga! and with her! I
answered faintly, that I would much rather stay at home
309and rest. At first she opposed this, but I pleaded so hard
for quiet and solitude, that she at last consented and left me
at home, only extracting a promise that I should receive no
company, nor go out alone. The next morning, she started
on her journey. I watched her from the window as she got
into the carriage. It was a relief to see her go, but my
heart was heavy as death. In her way she had been kind
to me and I was deceiving her.
“She is gone; and the great solitary house is mine to roam
in as I please. I go down to the arbor twenty times a day.
The clematis vine is white with blossoms, as it was the day
you told me how dear I would ever be to you. I sit down
under the shadows that twinkle around me with every stir
of the leaves, and think of you, your looks, your words, the
expression of your face when we parted, till my heart swells
with the joy and pain of memories that are my glory, and
yet kill me. Oh, if you were only here—if I could but see
you a single moment! But God help me, an ocean divides
us! I may never see you again. Sometimes I think it will
be so, and that makes the thought of death terrible.
“The loneliness here would be pleasant, but for the dread
of what is to come. I think of her return with terror. If I
hear a carriage in the street, my heart stands motionless till
it has passed the house. I dare not meet her again. What
can I do? Where shall I go? Louis, Louis, my heart will
break if I do not hear from you....
“A friend of Mrs. Judson’s called here this morning; she
says that my guardian may come back any day. She wishes
the house to be in readiness. I must go; but where? Father
of mercies, tell me where!
“When the lady was gone, I went up to my room, and
throwing myself on the bed, almost prayed to die. It was
wicked, I know; but I am afraid! Oh, if you were only here,
my husband—if you were only here! I have been lying
still as death, thinking and planning until thought tortured
310me. A thousand wild prospects of concealment till you
came, presented themselves; but they were all vague and
impracticable. About midnight I arose softly, and finding
a lamp, searched through my drawers for money and trinkets.
A few dollars, and a more costly supply of jewelry than
most girls of my age are allowed to possess, was all that I
could depend upon. These, with a few valuable laces, I tied
up and locked in my wardrobe; for I must go—I must go!
Once more I will steal to the post-office. God may have mercy
upon me and send the letter I have asked for so often—oh,
so often. I have been—I have been—nothing there.
Over and over again I read the printed list through my
blinding tears. My name was not there. Nothing for me—nothing
for me! Then my last hope went out, and I wandered
off anywhere in search of a hiding-place, where death
might find me undisgraced. In a narrow, uncleanly street,
I saw a sign on which ‘Boarding’ was written in great yellow
letters. I knocked timidly at the door, shuddering at
the sound my own hands made. I will not describe the interior
of this house. It would make you wretched; for you
have not intended to be cruel.
“The woman who received me was kind enough, but
uncouth and slatternly. She asked no questions, and I was
too tired and wretched for any question about her prices.
They seemed reasonable for a small chamber in the back
of the house, with decent food,—a garret almost, and very
gloomy. So much the better; it was the more removed from
notice.
“The next day I told the servants that I had received a
letter from Mrs. Judson and must go away at once. I took
the precaution to send for a carriage, and in all things leave
the house as I should have done had Mrs. Judson really expected
me.
“I let the man drive me to a railroad depot, then discharged
him and took another carriage which left me and
311my trunk at the house which was to be my home. Just at
night I stole away to this desolate shelter, and here, Louis, I
remain utterly alone, never going out, even for a breath of
air....
“At last, everything is gone, money, trinkets, clothing,
piece by piece. I have given them to the woman who
supplied me with food and shelter, and now my destitution
is complete.
CHAPTER LIX. AT BELLEVUE HOSPITAL.
“Let me do this woman no injustice. She was not wantonly
cruel, but a life of hard poverty had made her cautious.
She did not turn me away absolutely friendless, but took me
to this, my last shelter, Bellevue Hospital. Perhaps it was
all that she could do. The poor are sometimes forced to be
cruel, and she was very poor.
“Oh! my husband, God forbid that you should ever see
the rooms and the people with whom I have spent this last
miserable week—the last of my life, I am certain it will be
the last of my life. They have given me a narrow straw bed
and a wooden chair, on which I sit all the day long with
my face to the wall, dreaming such leaden, gloomy dreams.
Now and then an oath or a coarse laugh makes me shudder
to think where I am.
“Sometimes when a strange step comes along the floor, my
poor heart gives a struggle, and I think it is you come to
look after your poor little wife. Then I fancy in a desperate
way that my brother will come to the hospital in search of
me; and I feel a dreary satisfaction that with this dress,
this thin face, and great wild eyes, he would go away and
never dream it was me. Besides, I have never used either
312his name or yours; when you come to look for the register
of my death, ‘Mary Barton is the name.’ Next to it you
will find written the brand of infamy which I do not deserve:
but my promise was given.
“I have told no one of our marriage; but the angels will
know it, and you will know it. And now I wish to write of
something else, but cannot. My eyes fill with tears, my
cheek burns, and my pen wanders to and fro on the paper.
I charge you, Louis De Marke—I charge you with my
dying breath, sweep the disgrace I am willing to bear myself
from the name of your child!...
“Oh, Louis! my heart is broken; the last gleam of hope
has departed. I shall not have the power to die, for this
anguish will put death aside. Now I understand the dreary
doubt which has been forever haunting my life. It was an
unconscious want which kept me restless from the first.
Now I comprehend it all. You never loved me. I have
forced myself to write the words—it seems like tearing a
young tree up by the roots. All the strings and pulses of
my heart quiver.
“Why not have told me this before it was too late? but no,
it was a happy delusion; I cannot grudge myself the only
sweet dream of my life. The truth would not have made
me less desolate now.
“How did I learn this?—listen. In the next bed to
mine is a young person, whose face struck me from the first,
a fair, beautiful girl, with the most sorrowful eyes I ever
saw. She came to the hospital shortly after I did, and like
me, sat by her bed day after day, in mournful silence.
Sometimes she would sew a little—sometimes read a tract
or the Bible, which so few inmates of that place ever touch.
It is hard to be utterly alone in the world, and I had been
months without intercourse with a human being of my own
class. One day, when she looked unusually sad, I spoke to
her, and after that we fell into miserable companionship, for
313I knew by every look and word, that she never had belonged
to the class of women about us.
“I think two more unhappy beings never lived than we
were; still, there was some consolation in the mournful sympathy
which we felt for each other. Some days, when the
morning sunshine came through the window which separated
her bed from mine, we would get up a gleam of cheerfulness,
and strive to encourage each other, knowing all the
time how futile it was. When I attempted to comfort her,
she answered me kindly, but was too sorrowful for consolation.
The gloom of coming anguish, and probable death,
hung over us both. We had no heart for words.
“It is terrible here at night. I cannot sleep, with so many
strange women breathing heavily around me. The hush of
the city chills me through and through. It seems like
lying in a graveyard, especially when the slow sob of the
river comes up to me through the silence. This other poor
girl is often awake in the night. When she does sleep, it is
restlessly, and sometimes her moans break into words.
“This night, this very night—it seems long as eternity—she
began to murmur in her dreams as I lay weary and
wakeful. All at once I started up in bed and listened.
She had uttered a name,—your name, De Marke, uttered
it softly as a dove coos in its nest.
“That one word was a revelation to me. Quick as light
my thoughts flew back to the past—a thousand proofs,
trivial but convincing, crowded upon me. The vague uncertainty
that had kept me always so restless, was a miserable
conviction now. No, not yet, I would not believe the
mutterings of a dream—there should be no uncertainty.
“I leaned from my cot and grasped the white arm of
the sleeping girl, which had fallen downward over the side
of her bed. She awoke with a start, and I saw her blue
eyes fixed wildly on my face.
“‘Tell me,’ I said, ‘was it the son of George De Marke,
314a shipping-merchant lately dead, of whom you spoke but
now?’ She lifted her white hands and clasped them
wildly.
“‘Did I speak of him? when? how? Who tells me that
I spoke of De Marke?’ she said.
“‘In your sleep, a moment since,’ I answered; ‘tell me
about him, I must know!’ She looked at me wildly, but
did not answer. ‘Tell me,’ I said, ‘do you love this
man?’
“‘Better than my life!—better than my own soul!’ she
answered, lifting her clasped hands to heaven.
“‘And he—did he love you?’
“I asked the question faintly, my lips were cold, my heart
in an agony of suspense. She turned her eyes upon me—those
beautiful blue eyes—full of tears that glittered painfully
before my sight.
“‘Love me? yes, I am sure he does—sure as I am of my
life.’
“I tightened the grip of my hand upon her arm, for
agony made me strong, and I was unconscious of the cruelty,
till she shrunk away quivering from my touch.
“‘Then God help you, and forgive him!’ I said. She did
not speak, but cowered down in her cot, with a low moan, as
if my words had wounded her to death. At last she said to
me timidly, for my wild anguish had frightened her.
“‘Why do you speak in this way? God is over all, and he
knows there is nothing to forgive.’
“I remembered my promise then. No wrong that you
could inflict, would absolve me from that. It was on my
lips to say this man is my husband, but I drew the bitter
truth back into my heart, where it shall lie buried forever.
“I answered her question vaguely, saying that I did not
think any good man would have permitted her to come
there.
“Then she began to cry bitterly, and amid her tears begged
315me not to think so. Her coming there was no fault of the
person we were speaking of. He was far away across the
ocean, and could know nothing of it.
“I have risen from my cot, and seated on the floor, I
scrawl this, by the dim night-lamp upon the wall. She may
be asleep; I dare not speak to her again; I have nothing
more to learn, nothing to hope for.
“It is morning, I have folded my letter, and send it after
you, black with shadows. If my fate is life, you and I shall
never meet again on this earth. I am a poor, weak woman,
but not poor enough, even in this place, to wait for a man
who married me out of compassion for the great love I bore
him.
“Oh! how I did love you, my husband, how I do love you
this miserable minute—forgive me! forgive me! I shall
never say this to you again; but every pulse beats with love
for you—but you! It was only pity. At sunset last night
I was ill, and afraid to die. The day has broken, and I am
praying God in mercy to let me die. You never loved me!
miserable thought. If God grants my prayer, look for the
record! It will be Mary Barton, died so and so. The name
will pass unnoticed by every one else. You will understand
that it is your poor wife who died here all alone.
Then you will pity her, and perhaps love her memory a
little. Let me sign your name? It will be the first and last
time.
Louisa De Marke.”
When George De Marke finished reading this letter, Louis
dropped the hand from over his forehead, and parted his lips
as if to speak; but the pallid agony of his brother’s face
checked him; and they, who had met so eagerly, sat together
minute after minute in dumb silence. At length Louis spoke.
“It was a terrible mistake, but one which no human foresight
could have prevented,” he said. “Poor girl! if she is
ever found—but this seems almost hopeless. I have omitted
nothing in my search for her.”
316George made a strong effort to throw off the pain this
glimpse of his wife’s death-bed had brought upon him, and
strove to enter into his brother’s anxiety.
“Have you no trace of her?” he questioned.
“None; an old man who walked about the grounds saw
her on the day of her discharge, sitting on a wharf, close by
the walls of the hospital.”
“With her child?”
“She took no child with her, he said, but sat in that one
spot till night. From that time I have lost all trace of her.”
“Have you ever questioned Mrs. Judson?”
“I did; telling her all the facts, and claiming my wife at
her hands.”
“Well?”
“At first, she refused to answer me; but when I told her
of our marriage, she admitted everything, but persisted in
stating that Louisa died in the hospital and was buried from
her house, the servants believing that she had been brought
home from a Catholic school. She was very anxious that I
should keep my marriage and the manner of my wife’s death
a secret; and up to this time I have done so.”
“May not this possibly be true?” inquired George De
Marke, with sudden animation.
“No; I have searched the wards and traced all the facts.
It is useless to guess what Mrs. Judson’s motives for concealment
are; but it was Catharine Lacy who was taken from
the hospital after her death, by an undertaker, and carried
in the night to Mrs. Judson’s house, from which there was
a pompous funeral the next day. The undertaker showed
me his certificate for burial, but said that he had never seen
the lady, as all the bills were paid by one of the nurses at
the hospital.”
“Did you find this nurse?”
“No; she left the hospital about that time, and I could
get no intelligence regarding her.”
317“Did you question Mrs. Judson about her niece, my wife?”
inquired George, still disturbed by a vague hope.
“Yes; but she denied all knowledge of her whatever.”
“It is a sad mystery,” sighed George, falling into deeper
dejection from that one gleam of hope. “The fate of my
poor wife seems to be certain, and it is impossible that yours
could have been living without leaving some sure trace of
her existence. She probably never came away from the
wharf where that old man saw the darkness gathering around
her. Deep water is a terrible temptation to persons driven
to despair, as she was.”
Louis De Marke arose and began to walk the room.
George took his hat and went into the street. Neither of the
young men had the heart for any further conversation that
day.
CHAPTER LX. THE FEMALE MISER IN HER DEN.
“Peg—Peg, don’t you hear me, Peg! I am tired and so
hungry, Peg. Will no one give me drink or a mouthful
to eat?”
This oft-repeated complaint was answered by a hoarse
croak from the small hen-coop that stood on the floor, and
three lank chickens thrust forth their open bills and withered,
thin necks, through the upright bars of their prison,
casting side glances toward the old woman, whose face and
hands drooped over the side of the bed.
The sound of this response, which came from the half
famished creatures like the croak of so many hungry ravens,
brought tears to the sick woman’s eyes, for these dumb sufferers
had been her companions so long, that all the sympathies
318of which she was capable went out from her own
forlorn state to theirs. But these humanizing feelings were
all driven away when Peg, the ungrateful cat, stole out from
under her bed with a fragment of food in her jaws, which
she carried to the fireless and unswept hearth, and devoured
under the fierce, hungry gaze of her mistress, with the sly
look and crouching air of an ungrateful thief as she was.
The old woman was feeble from long illness, but nothing
could quite overcome the bitter malice of her nature, and
the sight of her prime favorite caring for her own wants
with cool selfishness, as if she had been human, quenched
her tears in anger.
She gathered herself up in the squalid bed, and shook her
clenched hand fiercely at the feline reprobate, who, as if
comprehending all the impotency of this rage, answered it
with a greenish glare of the eyes, and a low, muffled growl
over the food she was devouring.
As the old woman fell back upon her pillow, shedding
tears of imbecile rage, a knock came to the door, for the
first time in many days.
The cat listened a moment with her paws fastened greedily
on the fragment of food, and her ears thrown back. The
chickens drew in their lank necks and huddled together in
the back of their little coop; and the old woman cried out
piteously, and yet with a tremor of rage in her voice,—“Come
in, whoever you are. Welcome, in the name of
the blessed Virgin!”
The door opened, and a woman entered the room firmly,
and with the demeanor of one who had a right there. Her
dress was very humble, and made after a fashion that had
prevailed years before. A large bonnet of pink silk, now
faded and crushed, was on her head; a fall of discolored
blonde lace, once very costly, half shaded her features; and
a mantilla of antique voluminousness fell over a dress of
soiled calico.
319“Who are you? and what do you come for?” inquired
Madame De Marke, striving to support herself on one elbow
in the bed, while she shaded her eyes with the other hand.
“Has anybody heard that I was sick? Why didn’t they
send me a Sister of Mercy?”
“I am all the sister of mercy you’ll be likely to get to
take care of you in this world or the next,” replied her visitor,
looking around the room with a smile of grim satisfaction.
“All right! So you are sick and want help—hungry
and want food. I like that. It goes a good way toward
convincing me that there is a just God, and I don’t like to
give up that idea altogether, though he did make such creatures
as you are.”
The old woman uttered a sort of hiss, and clenched the
hand she had lost all strength to threaten with.
“I know you. Yes, yes! I know you well enough now,
Jane Kelly. Your time in State’s Prison is up, and you’ve
come here to insult me on my sick-bed. That’s brave of
you now, isn’t it?—mighty brave!”
“I came here because I had no other home to go to, and
because you owe me money that I will have: and I owe you
punishment for all the wickedness you have heaped on me,
which you are sure to get. It’s settling-day between us.”
“What do you want? What do you mean? I don’t
owe you anything. I never did anything against you, Jane
Kelly, never in my whole life. On the contrary, I always
liked you, and when that impertinent policeman would take
you up, and the judge insisted on sentencing you, I did my
best to buy you off. It was all because you wouldn’t do all
that we bargained for, that you fell into trouble. But you
are a good-hearted creature, Jane, and won’t bear malice
against a poor, harmless old woman for what she couldn’t
help. Come, take off your bonnet, Jane, and find a chair.
I’m so glad you came.”
Jane took off her bonnet, and revealed a crop of short,
320black hair, which she shook at the old woman with a malignant
laugh.
“This is your doings!” she said, threading the thick
locks fiercely with her fingers. “It was a yard and a quarter
long when you swore it off my head. Well, never mind,
every dog has its day, and mine is coming round with a
sharp turn. Before this gets to its length again, you’ll be
six feet under ground, or where I just came from.”
“Hush, now do hush,” pleaded the old woman, with a
feeble attempt at her old cajoling tone. “Don’t talk about
being six feet under ground. I’m only a little weak, you
know, and grieved at the ingratitude of the world. Just
look there, Jane Kelly, my dear old friend; look at Peg; I
would have staked anything on the faithfulness of that cat;
but ever since I’ve been sick she’s never been near my bed,
but goes off mousing and stealing for herself, just as if I
wasn’t here and couldn’t be hungry, I, who taught her the
difference between cooked birds right from the restaurant
and live mice. Would you believe it, ever since I’ve been
unable to help myself, she’s done nothing but catch mice.”
There the old woman’s passion threw her into a coughing-fit,
but the moment it was over, she began again.
“To-day, when she came with a bird dripping with gravy
in her jaws, I tried to coax her up to the bed; but no, there
she stood leering at me with her round, glaring eye, and
munched the bird up bones and all before my face. I tried
to get at her, but the room turned black as midnight, and
though I could hear her crunching and growling under the
bed, it was of no use pleading. Look at her there, Jane
Kelly, the viper that I warmed in my bosom, and if you
wish to fight anything, try her, she deserves it. But I,—just
come to the bed, my friend, take my hand, there’s nothing
but kindness in me. I’m full of friendship for you. Sickness
and trouble have changed me, Jane, and if I did you
any harm, it has been repented of long and long ago.”
321Jane scarcely seemed to heed all this, save that she went
up to the hearth and gave Peg, the cat, a vigorous kick with
one of the heavy prison-shoes that still encased her feet.
This injunction to punish the cat seemed to be the only portion
of the old woman’s speech that impressed her enough
for action. Though it was very evident that the miserable
old creature was absolutely suffering from starvation, Jane
seemed in no hurry to relieve the discomforts of her position,
but seated herself in one of the dilapidated chairs, and
took a well-satisfied survey of the room, till her fierce gaze
at last encountered the keen, black eyes of her enemy glancing
upon her from the bed.
“So you have suffered a good deal?” she said, abruptly.
“A great deal. You would be sorry for me, Jane, if you
knew how much.”
“I’m not sure about that. Hungry sometimes, eh?”
“I’m hungry now!” answered the sick woman, while
tears dropped like single hail-stones from her eyes; “I’m
very hungry, Jane Kelly.”
“And thirsty?”
“My mouth is parched for want of a drop of water!”
“And weak?”
“So weak that it troubles me to move a finger, except
when I’m angry. Peg gave me a moment’s strength, and
your coming kept it up—but now I am helpless.”
“Yet you are rich?”
“Oh, yes, very rich; rolling in gold—rolling in gold!”
cried the old woman, with a fresh gleam of the eyes.
“And where is this gold? I want my share of it.”
“Your share, oh, ha! you’re joking now, my beautiful
friend. Of course, one never keeps money in a place like
this! Safe in the bank, mortgages, railroad stock, bonds.”
“And jewels perhaps—old-fashioned diamond ear-rings,
mated this time,” said Jane Kelly, glancing under the bed,
at which Madame De Marke grew more livid than sickness
322had left her, and began to writhe upon her pillow as if seized
with a sudden paroxysm of pain.
“No, no,” the invalid almost shrieked, “the judge kept
them both. I never could get those ear-rings back from his
clutches. They were to be kept for you, he insisted, when
you came out of prison. I only wish we had them here, and
they should sparkle in those pretty ears before you could
find time to ask for them.”
Jane gave her head a contemptuous toss, but the eyes of
the old woman were fixed upon her with that keen, mesmeric
power which in serpents is called fascination; and spite of
her coarse shrewdness, the material of the one woman was
yielding itself to the diabolical subtlety of the other.
“You must not complain of the prison, Jane Kelly, for
it has made a lady of you. Why, your forehead and neck
are white as lilies, and your cheeks are like wild roses, only
when you look cross one loses sight of the dimples. It’s
worth while staying between four stone walls a year or two,
if it brings one’s beauty out like that!”
“Like this!” said Jane, with another wilful shake of the
head, which sent the hair in disorder over her brow and
temples. “This is one of the beauties I have gained!”
“But it will be thicker and softer, and—”
The old woman broke off suddenly, and turned upon
her pillow moaning. Jane Kelly arose with an impulse of
compassion.
“What shall I do for you?” she said.
“Something to eat, and a mouthful of water,” moaned the
patient, wearily, “I am almost dead!”
“Where shall I get food?” inquired Jane. “Water I can
find.”
“Give me water—a little water—it costs nothing; give
that first!” said the old woman, in a feeble moan, true to
her great vice, even while hunger was gnawing at her vitals.
CHAPTER LXI. MADAME’S GOLDEN CRUCIFIX.
323
Jane took a broken pitcher from the table and went out
in search of water. When she returned with the cool
moisture dripping through the fracture over her hands, the
sick woman aroused herself and sat up in the bed with outstretched
hands, and eager, gleaming eyes. As she drank, the
chickens in the coop began to flutter wildly against each
other, and dart their long necks through the bars with a
hungry cackle, that made the sick crone laugh hysterically
as she held the pitcher to her mouth.
“Give them some, poor dears, they want it badly. It
costs nothing, so give them enough. It’s a dreadful thing
to be thirsty,” said the poor woman, relinquishing the pitcher
and drawing a deep, broken breath.
Jane set the pitcher down before the hen-coop, and the
poor creatures made a rush at it, darting their eager heads
one over the other through the bars, and casting upturned
glances as they threw back their bills to swallow the water
for which they had been thirsting. The old woman turned
herself over to the side of the bed and watched them with a
look of keen enjoyment, working her withered and moist
lips in sympathy with their tumultuous satisfaction, and
talking to them in broken exclamations, as if they had been
human beings.
“Now,” said Jane Kelly; “tell me where I can get
something to eat. You are starved almost to death, and I
am about as well off—haven’t tasted a mouthful since
yesterday.”
“Something to eat? Oh, yes! one can’t live without eating,
and that’s what makes life so expensive. If you had a
little money now—”
324“Haven’t got a red cent in the world; that’s why I came
here!” answered Jane, indignantly. “Came a purpose for
the gold you are rolling in, and mean to have it, too!”
“Oh!” sighed Madame De Marke, “if I only had it here,
you shouldn’t go away empty-handed.”
“I don’t intend to go away empty-handed, nor hungry
either, so long as there is a box full of gold and diamonds
under your bed, my fine old lady!” cried Jane, preparing
to creep under the miserable cot on which Madame De
Marke lay.
A low, cracked laugh broke from the sick woman, as she
felt the rather stout person of Jane Kelly striving to force
itself between the crossed supporters of her couch in search of
the box; but she said nothing. When an oath bespoke the
disappointment of her visitor, in not finding the object of
her search, the old woman began to shiver with affright, for
there was something fiendish in the sound.
“Now,” said Jane Kelly, lifting herself fiercely from the
floor, “you’ll have the goodness, just for the novelty of the
thing, to tell me where that box, with the iron bars in which
you keep my ear-rings and somebody else’s gold, is hid
away. I want that box, and I mean to have that box. Do
you understand, my precious old Jezebel?”
“It’s in the bank. It’s been in the bank ever since that
night!”
“That’s a lie!” answered Jane, sternly.
“On my soul, on my life!”
“Bah! your soul! your life! Why all the life in your
miserable body is mine, if I choose to go away as other people
would, and let you starve it out. A little masterly inactivity,
and where is your life or soul either? If I let one
go, it’ll take something more than a gold crucifix to save
the other, let me tell you.”
“Don’t be wicked, don’t be sacrilegious,” pleaded the
poor woman, thrusting her hand under the pillow, and holding
325fast to the crucifix she had concealed there. “Don’t
talk about letting me starve more than I have! If you
only knew how horrible it is to call, and call, and call, with
nothing but your own voice to come back from the empty
rooms; all night long, without a living soul within hearing,
and all day long, with people moving about under your
room, filling the building with life, and yet too far off for
screams to reach them—oh! Miss Kelly, dear, dear Miss
Kelly, don’t talk of leaving me to suffer all that over again!”
“Then tell me where the box of gold is!”
“I have told you. It is in the bank.”
“Give me an order to take it out then!”
“I can’t. My hand is so feeble I can’t write. Give
me something to eat. Nurse me up a little, and I’ll do it
for you in a minute. You know I would, Miss Jane!”
Jane looked at the old creature with bitter scrutiny, and
at last broke out,—
“I don’t believe you!”
“Oh! how cruel you are. If I take my oath of it, will
you believe me then?”
“Will you take it on the Bible?”
“Yes, yes, on the Bible—your Protestant Bible, if that
will satisfy you!”
“It won’t,” answered Jane. “What do you care for a
Protestant Bible? I must have your oath on the crucifix,
before I believe it.”
“The crucifix! But I haven’t got a crucifix!”
“Where is the gold one you used to plot mischief over on
your knees?” questioned Jane, sneeringly.
“The gold one? The gold crucifix? Oh! yes, that is
in that box, with all the other jewels. It wasn’t safe here,
you know!” answered the old woman, clutching her fingers
more tightly around her treasure, “so you see I can’t swear
on the crucifix; but I’ll do it on anything else you like!”
Jane had watched the sly movement of the old woman’s
326hand, with all the sharp suspicion natural to her character.
Without a word of reply, she drew close to the bed, seized
the old woman’s wrist, and drew forth the skeleton hand
still clutched upon the crucifix.
“Miserable old liar, what is this?” she cried, shaking the
poor hand till the crucifix fell from its clutch.
“I don’t know,” answered the old woman, cowering down
in the bed. “It’s my religion. It’s my all in all. Don’t
touch it.”
“Bother!” exclaimed Jane, brutally seizing upon the
crucifix and holding it up. “Now swear on this, that you
have put the gold and jewels in the bank, and I’ll believe
it. Come, sit up and swear. I’ll hold it to your lips.”
“No, no. It’s not allowed to swear about worldly matters
on that. Give me anything else, and I’ll do it,” cried
Madame, snatching at the crucifix.
“This, or nothing,” was the stern reply.
“Give me my crucifix. Oh! lay it down. Give me my
crucifix!” almost shrieked the old woman, with wild terror
in her eyes, as she saw Jane walking backward toward the
door, carry off her treasure.
“No, no, I’m going to try what it can do; you have
prayed to it for bread that didn’t come. I’ll set it to work.
See if I don’t get something to eat out of it.”
“Something to eat?” cried Madame De Marke, “what!
my crucifix! Where are you going?”
“To my uncle’s!”
“You have no uncle. It will be lost, bring it back. I
have a shilling in the pocket of my dress—you shall have
that, only give back the holy crucifix.”
“A shilling, indeed. My uncle will give me ten times the
money if I spout it handsomely—but don’t fret, I’ll bring
you the ticket, on honor, and you can buy back your religion
with some of the gold when it comes from the bank. Keep
cool, old lady, it’s my turn now.”
327“But you will not carry off my crucifix!” screamed the
old woman.
“Won’t I?” replied Jane, with a taunting laugh, “won’t
I? It may save you, but you can’t save it: here goes, my
fine old lady.”
Jane Kelly turned back to utter the last tormenting
words, and left the old woman in a pitiable state of distress.
“My crucifix, my crucifix, oh! she has carried off my
soul. My strength is gone. The blessed mother of God has
seen them carry off her son. I am nothing, I am crushed
here in my own bed. She has given me over to purgatory,
while there is breath in my body. I cannot live, and without
the blessed crucifix I cannot die! Woe, woe, they have
left me at last, a poor, miserable, weak old woman.”
Here the cracked voice broke into moans and unequal
sobs, between which came forth the plaint of “My crucifix—my
crucifix!”
CHAPTER LXII. BEGGING FOR FOOD.
In about half an hour, Jane Kelly returned with a basket
of food upon her arm, and full of malicious cheerfulness.
“There, old woman, do you see this? plenty to eat and a
sharp appetite. When would that miserable old image have
brought so much in your hands, I should like to know?”
“But where is my crucifix? You have not sold it?”
“No—no—spouted it, that’s all.”
“What do you mean? Who has got my crucifix?”
shouted Madame, wild with terror and grief.
“A nice old Jew, who turned up his nose at your image,
as if it had been a leg of pork; wouldn’t believe it was
328genuine gold at first, and made a reduction of twenty-five
per cent. extra on the value, because of the insult I had offered
in bringing the image to him. I told him you would
redeem it with a thousand dollars, rather than lose it. A
thousand dollars, you hear, old lady!”
“A thousand dollars,” muttered Madame De Marke,
turning to the wall with a stifled moan, “a thousand dollars.
This wicked wretch has ruined me!”
“Why, you old hypocrite, I couldn’t take less. Did you
expect me to make a Judas Iscariot of myself, and ask only
thirty pieces of silver. I a’n’t so irreverent a creature as
that, anyhow.”
“A thousand dollars!” moaned the old woman.
“Don’t fret about that, mother. The Jews a’n’t going to
give more now than they did in old times; the ticket says
ten dollars; the heathen wouldn’t raise another sixpence.”
“Ten dollars—ten dollars—and all in her hands,”
muttered the old woman,—“why, ten dollars will last me
two months, and she’ll use it up in a meal almost. Oh, if
I were but strong and well!”
“But you a’n’t strong nor well either, so just make the
best of it and stop whining. I’m tired of it, let me tell
you!” said Jane, peremptorily. “Hush up, now, and not
another whimper.”
The old woman turned her face upon the pillow, and wept
out her grief in silence; she dared not disobey her hard
task-mistress.
With a good deal of clatter and noise, Jane went about
the room, kindling a fire from some charcoal she had brought
in her basket, and setting out the broken dishes on the bottom
of an old chair that had lost its back. An expression of
almost fiendish satisfaction was on her face, adding to the
repulsion which hardship and wickedness had already left
there. She was evidently planning some new torture for
the woman, who had so justly earned her vengeance.
329Directly, the charcoal began to crackle in a broken furnace
that stood within the fireplace, and the fumes of a fine
beefsteak filled the chamber with an odor that had probably
never visited it before.
The famished old woman grew restless under this rich
perfume. Her eyes gleamed, her fingers worked eagerly
among the bed-clothes. At last she forgot the loss of her
crucifix and every other pain, in the animal want thus
keenly aroused.
“Oh!” she said, snuffing up the fragrant smoke, as it
floated over her, “how delicious it is! How I long for a
mouthful. Jane Kelly, dear Jane Kelly, make haste. No
matter if it is underdone—I like beefsteak any way. Just
one mouthful, on a fork, Jane, while you cook the rest!”
Jane Kelly laughed, and turned over the steak, pressing
it beneath her knife till the juice ran out upon the coals,
filling the room afresh with its appetizing fumes.
“What are you laughing at?” cried the old woman, breaking
into hysterical muttering. “I ask for a mouthful of
steak and you laugh!”
“I laugh, of course I do! Is there any law against laughing,
let me ask?—anything immoral in it? because I’m
getting rather particular on that point, since I handled the
crucifix. Why shouldn’t I laugh, Madame De Marke?”
“Oh! you should. Why not? I could laugh myself at
the thoughts of our supper. I could—I, I’m laughing.
Come, come, be quick. I want something to eat. I am
dying for something to eat!” Here the old woman struggled
up in bed, and held out her arms, working her lean fingers
eagerly, like the claws of a hungry parrot.
“Well, I hope you may get it!” said Jane, cruelly, “I
hope you may get it!”
“What! what do you mean?” faltered the poor woman,
falling helplessly back on her pillow, with a look of pale
horror. “What do you mean?”
330“I mean just what I say. That I hope you may get something
to eat; for if you have one mouthful from me, it’ll be
paid for, I tell you!” answered Jane, with brutal satisfaction.
The poor woman uttered a faint moan, and the gleam of her
hungry eyes was quenched in tears of cruel disappointment.
“Oh! this is too wicked—you will not be so fiendish,
Jane Kelly. If a mad dog, who had bitten you, were as
hungry as I am, you would give him something to eat!”
“Yes, of course I should. One cannot hate a brute beast
enough to starve it to death. Besides, they do not lock each
other up for false swearing. Oh, yes! I would give a piece
of this steak to a hungry dog—or a hungry cat either.
Here, Peg, Peg, come here, Peg!”
As she spoke, Jane cast off a fragment of the steak, and
held it up at a tantalizing height above the eager cat, who
mewed, and leaped, and quivered all over with impatience,
to seize upon it.
Madame De Marke watched the contest with gleaming eyes.
When she saw the fragment fall, to be pounced upon by the
voracious cat, a sharp yell broke from her, and she cried out
with the pang of a mother over her ungrateful child.
“Oh! oh! how she devours it, while I am starving. Peg,
oh! misery, Peg, how can you?” Again Jane Kelly burst
into an unfeeling laugh.
“How much will you give now, old lady,” she said, “for
a piece of steak, like that which poor, dear, grateful Peg is
tearing with her claws?”
“How much will I give? Oh! if I had thousands here,
you should have them—only for the least mouthful. But
you have taken my all!” cried the old woman, piteously.
“Tell me where the box of gold and jewels is, and I’ll give
you some,” replied Jane, flinging another piece of steak to
the cat, and preparing to seat herself before the broken platter,
on which she had placed the larger portion.
“The box? The box? Oh, I have told you. In the
bank. I sent it there!” was the affrighted answer.
331Jane divided the steak before her, and tearing out the
heart of a white loaf with her hand, began to eat.
“Oh, Jane Kelly! how can you? Have pity, have pity.
I am so hungry, Jane Kelly!”
“Of course you are, so is Peg; so am I, and the poor chickens
too!” answered Jane, rising with her mouth full, and
playfully aiming fragments of bread at the open bars of the
hen-coop. “It’s human nature to be hungry.”
“Oh! it’s against nature. I shall perish with hunger—with
enough to eat all around me, every living thing mocks
my want. See them eat! see them eat! the greedy, ungrateful
wretches—see them! and I starving, starving, starving!”
The poor woman made a desperate effort to spring up and
seize the food before her; but her head reeled, her limbs
quivered, and darkness filled her eyes instead of tears. She
fell back upon the bed with an impatient cry of anguish,
which was rendered hideous by the eager munching of the
cat and the satisfied chuckle of the hens,—all too busy with
their own wants for any thought of her.
“Come, come!” said Jane, more feelingly, “tell me where
the box is, and you shall have a beautiful meal!”
“I cannot, I cannot!” moaned the old lady,—“ask anything
else, and I will. Do!”
“That box, with the iron clamps. Nothing more, nothing
less, tell me where it is!”
“In the bank. I have told you.”
“It is here. I will have it within an hour, whether you
tell me or not. But if I am obliged to search for it, the
fiends may feed you if they will—not a mouthful shall you
have from me!”
“Oh! cruel, cruel. What can I say? how shall I move
you?”
“Tell where the box is!”
“I cannot—I do not know. It is at the bank—in the
bank.”
CHAPTER LXIII. THE IRON-BOUND BOX.
332
Jane Kelly sat down resolutely and went on with
her supper. The old woman watched each mouthful
that she swallowed, with working lips and eyes that grew
fiercer and larger each moment.
“Oh, mother of heaven, I shall die!” she sobbed out at
last, throwing her flail-like arms over her head. “Give me
something to eat—give me something to eat, or I will tear
you—tear you in pieces!”
Jane lifted her face and looked composedly on this burst
of agony. Then without a word she went on with her meal.
When she saw this, tears began to stream over the old woman’s
face; when she heard Madame De Marke pleading
piteously for a single crumb of the bread, or one little mouthful
of the steak—“One crumb, one mouthful, she would be
content with that,” Jane still never spoke, but enjoyed her
meal in stubborn silence.
“Do you hear?—oh! Jane, do you hear me?”
“Yes, I hear!”
“One mouthful, only one mouthful, dear, good Jane!”
“The box, only the box, dear, good madam!” was the
mocking answer.
“Oh! will nothing but the box answer? Am I to starve?”
“If I am obliged to find it for myself, you certainly will!”
said Jane, resolutely pushing back the chair from which
she had been eating. “Now for a grand search!”
Her eyes accidentally fell on the hen-coop, as she spoke,
and Madame De Marke, struck with terror, called out,—
“No, no, do not disturb the poor things; they have done
nothing!”
A suspicion instantly seized upon Jane. She advanced
333toward the coop, and stooping down was about to remove it
from its place.
“No, no, stop, I will tell you, Jane. Give me something
to eat first, and I will tell you about it.”
“Tell me first!” persisted Jane, with her eyes on the hen-coop,
“tell me where the box is, first!”
“Will you give me food if I do?”
“Yes, as much as you can eat.”
“Now?—at once?”
“Yes, this minute!”
“But what do you want of my gold?”
“No matter!”
“You will not take much; enough to redeem the crucifix—no
more than that?”
“Speak, or I will find it without your help.”
It seemed as if the struggle between habitual parsimony
and the sharp demands of hunger would never cease to rend
that poor skeleton form. The old woman writhed upon her
bed, in absolute torture, yet her mercenary soul clung to
its gold against the very pangs of hunger. At last she
shrieked out,—
“Give me food. Give me life, but do not take all!”
“Where is the box?” persisted Jane, steady to her point.
“There, there!” cried her victim, “remove the coop.
Under it is a loose board—beneath that you will find the
box.” As she ceased, the old woman fell to weeping and
moaning over her losses.
Jane removed the coop, thrust aside a loose board, and
found the box between the floor and ceiling.
“All right. Give up the key, old lady!”
Madame held out a key, which had been concealed in her
bosom, weeping bitterly all the time.
Jane opened the box, pushed aside the gold with her
hand, and took out the tarnished jewel-case.
“I will not rob you, these are mine,” she said, thrusting
334the case into her bosom; “and this,” she continued, taking
out a slip of paper; “this belongs to one we have both
wronged. Take your money, I have got all that is mine!”
“Give me the gold—here, here, on the bed. Give it up,
my gold! my gold!”
The old creature forgot even the pangs of hunger, in the
sudden relief produced by the words of her enemy. She
grasped out handsful of the gold, and hugging it between
her thin palms, kissed it eagerly before she would thrust it
back to the box again. A moment before she had thought
it all lost, now she was laughing hysterically, and shedding
feeble tears over what had been saved.
“Here is your supper!” said Jane, drawing the broken
chair forward, and holding up the plate of food; “here is
your supper!”
The gold dropped from her shrivelled hands. For one
moment hunger grew strong over avarice; she seized the
offered food with one hand, and directly began groping after
the gold with the other.
While she was thus employed, Jane Kelly left the room.
CHAPTER LXIV. THE BROTHERS CONSULT AGAIN.
The two brothers sat together in Louis De Marke’s room.
Both seemed anxious and thoughtful. George had a
look of habitual sadness upon his face; but Louis was like
one who struggles against fate without the resolution to
brave it.
“Go to her, George, go, I entreat you,” said the latter,
“for I dare not, I cannot. Tell her the simple truth, say
that in doubt of my position, sometimes almost forgetting it
335in the magnitude of my great love for her, I looked and
acted as no honorable man should have done, bound as I
was. True, I never spoke of love, and in this sometimes
strove to satisfy my conscience; but words are the weakest
confessions that a man can make; and nothing but a coward
shelters his honor under the miserable pretence, that a passion
uttered in every action and look is unspoken, if not
syllabled in so many words.
“I loved this woman in her girlhood—hopelessly, for she
married another. But even in look, or gesture, it was unexpressed.
Then my poor Louisa came as a more solemn
barrier against this passion, came and vanished like a
troubled shadow, leaving me desolate and a wanderer on
the face of the earth. I came home; I found Townsend
Oakley dead, and the woman I had so worshipped a widow,
free as air, more beautiful than ever, and ready to renew
her acquaintance with me as the dearest of her early friends.
“It was wrong, I know it, George, but how could I resist
the happiness of seeing her? How force myself to repel the
dawning favor that I found in her eyes? I did not speak—thus
appeasing conscience with mental craft. But she
must have known how madly I loved her, and, conceal it as
I may, it was the very delirium of joy that I felt whenever
an unconscious proof escaped her, that her own warm heart
answered back the passion burning so fatally in mine.
“During the winter, this intimacy continued. In the
spring the young widow, in pursuance of a plan laid out
by her husband before his death, completed a pretty cottage
on Staten Island, near the sea-shore, and retired there with
her little boy.”
“She had a child then?” interrupted George, with interest.
“One of the loveliest children that you ever set eyes on,
so bright, so incapable of being spoiled, my heart leaped
toward the child the moment I saw him!”
George remained thoughtful, while Louis walked up and
down the room, excited and restless.
336“It is strange, if your wife is living,” said George, at last,
“that no traces of her can be found. Have you searched
since we talked of this before?”
“Everywhere, and in vain. This is the misery of my
position!” answered Louis, passionately. “If she could be
found, a sense of duty would give me strength; I could
struggle against this fascination; but with this dull blank
of uncertainty before me, I have no power to wrestle with
myself.”
“We are both in a terrible position,” said George, “but
we must act as honest men, and trust God for the rest. You
are right, Louis. Leave this country at once. Let me continue
the search for Louisa. If I find her, we will join you
in any country you may wish. If all search proves vain,
she is doubtless dead.”
“Yes, I will go. Oh! George, but for you I should never
have found strength to leave her, and encounter the desert
of existence before me. Yes, I will go!”
The resolution was uttered with a gesture of dull despair;
and he added, “I must go, or more evil will come of this!”
“It is best,” answered George, pressing a hand to his forehead,
as if to still some pain there. “But that I can serve
you better here, we would go together. All places are alike
to me now!”
Louis sat down by his brother. Tears stood in his fine
eyes, and dusky shadows settled beneath them.
“You will see her, George, see her in all her serene loveliness;
you will sit by her side, talk with her—talk of me—of
my weakness. She is gentle, and will not think my
love for her a crime. You will tell her that I have been
married—married to her husband’s sister, who may be alive,
or who may be in her grave—I know that you will deal
with my name in brotherly kindness. But do not let her
despise me; tell her how much it cost me to abandon everything
for a hard duty. Deal kindly with me, brother, for
my heart is almost breaking!”
337George threw his arms around his brother, and drew him
close to the honest heart so full of compassion for his troubles.
“Take courage, Louis. All will end well. I will not
rest till this mystery is solved. In a few months I will find
your wife, or bring you proofs of her death.”
“And must I go at once?” said Louis, looking wistfully
into his brother’s face. “Why must I leave my native land?
The very air she breathes is precious to me.”
George smiled compassionately.
“It is far better, Louis, that you should be away. How
could you be content without seeing her?”
“True, true. I will go! Everything is packed. A few
hours, and the steamer sails. In that time we shall be separated,
perhaps for years, brother.”
“No, no, I will join you.”
“You have a weary search first. I have tried it.”
“Not as I shall, with coolness and decision. You were
too much interested. Trust me.”
“I do, in all things.”
“And you will go to-night.”
“Yes, to-night,” was the mournful answer.
“Have you taken leave of Madame?”
“No; when I called at her room, a few days since, she was
gone. Somewhere in the country the people below stairs
told me, and might not be back for months.”
“It is strange,” said George; “her life, I find, has become
utterly degraded. The den which she inhabits is the most
poverty-stricken place I ever saw. She seemed greatly annoyed
at seeing me, and refused all conversation. The most
that I could obtain from her was complaints of your undutifulness
and prodigality.”
“Don’t talk of her, George. She is my mother, and I
can only say with Hamlet, ‘Would it were not so!’ but you
will see her, and explain my sudden departure in the best
way possible.”
338“Yes, I will see her. Not only for that, but because I
believe she is in some way involved in this mystery regarding
the young creatures so fatally connected with us.”
“She denies it positively.”
“This may be true in all else. But I know that her persecution
drove Catharine to the hospital.”
“I do not doubt it. But she never knew Louisa. Besides,
I do not think she would deliberately wound me—her
own son.”
“We will not urge the question further,” answered George,
suppressing the indignation that arose in his heart against
his enemy. “She is a woman, and your mother.”
“True, true, so let us talk more directly of ourselves, for
we have but an hour.”
CHAPTER LXV. THE WASHERWOMAN’S INTRUSION.
A light knock came to the door, which softly opened,
and a woman appeared bearing a long basket full of
clean linen on her arm.
“I hope I’m not too late for yer honor,” she said, placing
her basket on a chair, and wiping the perspiration from her
face. “It’s a long walk from yon, and, do what I would,
the time went by quicker ’an I ever seed it.”
“But you were to have brought the clothes home yesterday,”
said George, annoyed by this intrusion upon the precious
moments which remained before his brother’s departure.
“Usually you are more punctual, Mrs. Dillon.”
“True for ye there,” answered our old friend, Mary Margaret,
while a crimson blush reddened her good-natured face.
“But do ye see, gintlemen, I’ve been away for a bit,
339looking after a darlint of a little boy as is precious to me
as my own flesh and blood, though he is a gintleman now
entirely—for all he was born side by side wid Terry in the
hospital—more blame to them as sent his poor mother
there!”
There was something in this speech that made the brothers
start. Their own minds had been so occupied by recollections
of the hospital, that the subject, brought upon them so
suddenly, and from this unexpected source, seemed like a
revelation.
“Of what child do you speak, Mrs. Dillon?” inquired
George, while Louis stood with his wild eyes fixed upon her.
“Why, of me own little nursling, to be sure, as was born
the week after little Terry, and took the bit and sup wid
him, side by side, after his poor dead mother was took out
of the ward in her pine coffin.”
“And how old is little Terry?” asked Louis, abruptly.
“How old is little Terry? Faix, and I can tell ye to a
day, yer honors,” said the washerwoman, counting the plump
fingers of one hand, which she held up with the thumb protruding.
“D’ ye see these? Just add two months an’ ten
days to that same, and ye have little Terry, the spalpeen,
all to nothing, yer honors!”
The young men turned their eyes from the plump hand
and gazed with a sort of awe upon each other. A rapid
calculation ran through the mind of each. Mary Margaret
had pointed out the day upon which Louisa’s last letter was
dated.
“And what became of the mother, that her little boy
should have been given to you?” inquired George, almost
holding his breath with anxiety.
“She died, poor crather. I see her draw the last gasp
myself, and helped to straighten out her poor limbs. A naiter
corpse I never saw. She was more natural than any wax
image in a museum.”
340“And what was her name?” asked Louis, turning pale
as the question left his lips.
“I don’t well know, yer honor. They goes by numbers,
not by names, in the hospital; and sometimes she muttered
over one name, sometimes another, till it was hard to get
the rights of it. Besides, she never said nothin’ about herself,
only when she was out ov her head, as ye may say, wid
the pain and trouble.”
“But you heard her mention some name, surely?” said
Louis.
“Yes, and more ’an once, yer honor. First it was Mrs.
Judson; then Barton; then Oakley; and then it was De
Marke—that was the last word as ever left her poor lips.”
The brothers looked at each other again, and both grew
pale as death.
“I thought it strange more ’an once, for there was two on
’em, and ye may well say they was both beauties, a-laying
side by side—and when the fever was on ’em, this De Marke
was on the tongue of one as well as t’other. You’d a thought
they both knowed something about the man as bore that
name.”
Louis De Marke went close to George, and leaned on his
shoulder. George felt that he was trembling from head to
foot, and drew him toward the sofa. “Let me question her,”
he said, in a low voice, “the thing involves us both!”
Mary Margaret, who had been sorting the linen from her
basket while she was speaking, now turned, and her eyes
fell on the young men. She saw how pale they were, and
stopped in some bewilderment.
“I will go,” she said, taking up her basket. “The old
man is right; my tongue is always too fast for my teeth;
what had I to do talking of sich to young gentlemen as
knows nothing about ’em?”
“Stay, Mrs. Dillon!” said George, “we are both interested,
deeply interested; tell us more about these young
341persons; we were taken by surprise and did not hear distinctly.
Did one or both of these poor ladies recover?”
Mary Margaret sat down with the basket upon her knees.
“Was it one, or both, ye asked? Arrah, but I wish it
was both, that I could tell ye of; but I saw one poor crathur
carried out in a wooden coffin, wid two breadths of factory
cotton on her for a shroud, and for all that she looked like
a marble image, wid the raven black hair parted on her
white for’ed, and the lids folded so could-like over her eyes,
that had been black as stars and as bright as dimints.”
“Black eyes? Did you say that the poor girl who died
had black eyes and hair?” exclaimed Louis.
“Black as midnight, yer honor, eyes and hair—more, by
the token, I closed them two eyes mysel’, and the color sunk
into my heart!”
The young men looked at each other almost wildly.
“This is very strange!” said George.
The lips of the younger brother were white as marble,
and when he tried to answer, they gave forth no sound.
“And the one who lived?” said George, with increasing
agitation,—“was she dark like the other?”
“Dark, did ye say? Why, her hair was like burning
gold, and her eyes—the bluest bit of sky ye ever saw was
nothing to ’em. Thin her face, it was white as a lily wid a
taste of red just in the mouth and cheeks. She looked like
a born beauty in spite of the narrow bed and checkered covering,
the day I went out of the hospital, and followed me
with her great lovin’ eyes all the way down the ward, as if
she knew I was the friend to stand by her.”
“But you left her alive?” said George, growing more and
more excited.
“In course I did!”
“And had no proofs of her death after?”
“Proofs, yer honor? What proofs could I have of her
death, when she came her own self to my home, after that,
342and slept in the same bed wid the childer for a whole month,
to say nothing of the strange baby, as the other poor crathur
left ahint her.”
“Stop!” said George, starting up with a flush upon his
forehead, while his whole frame quivered with excitement.
“Be careful what you say. A mistake in this matter would
be madness to us both. Are you sure, my good woman,
quite sure, that the fair girl came forth alive from that hospital,
and that the other died there?”
“Quite sure? Faix and I am, if one’s own blessed eyes
are to be trusted. Didn’t I straighten one out for her coffin,
and nurse the other into life when she lay at death’s door—to
say nothin’ of the bit of a baby!”
“One word more, Mrs. Dillon. Do try and remember.
Did either of these young creatures ever call each other by
name in your hearing?”
“Faix, and they mentioned a good many names, I’m
thinking, especially the fair one; but they seemed to mane
nothing.”
“But among those names was that of George or Louis
ever mentioned?”
“Agin and agin, yer honors; but it was in the fever, not
atween themselves.”
Louis De Marke buried his face in his hands, and George
walked hurriedly back and forth in the room. The latter
made one or two efforts to speak, but broke off as if the
questions at his heart were too momentous. At last he drew
close to Mary Margaret:—
“Where did she go from your house? Where is she now?”
His eyes were fixed almost wildly upon her; he trembled
from head to foot.
“I don’t know, yer honor. An old lady, wid the queerest
bonnet on ye ever seed, took her away somewhere into the
country, or foreign parts maybe; and the baby was carried
off by a gintleman as wanted a son, and so took the darlint
343to make an heir of him, and maybe a king one of these
days—the Lord be praised, for he was a beauty all over.”
George walked unsteadily to his seat, and sat down with
a low groan. Her words had wrung his heart with the
most bitter disappointment.
“And this is all you know?” he said, faintly.
Margaret looked at him with her kind eyes, and answered
that she could remember nothing more.
“And this young person, the fair one, I mean, did she
never mention her name to you in all that time?” inquired
Louis.
“I disremember, yer honor. We called her the darlint
at home: but it seems to me that she once told the old man
that her name was Catharine, or the like of that!”
“Catharine!” broke from the lips of both the young men,
and actuated by one impulse, each grasped the hand of the
other.
Mary Margaret arose to go. That moment a servant
knocked at the door. All was ready for the journey, which
Louis had forgotten.
The brothers looked at each other in surprise, as if the
idea of separation had just arisen.
“No, I will not leave my native land till this mystery is
explained,” said Louis, in answer to his brother’s anxious
look.
The servant went out, Mary Margaret gathered up her
basket and disappeared with him, leaving the brothers alone.
“She lives, I am certain that Catharine lives,” exclaimed
George, sinking down upon the sofa, and gazing at the pale
face of his brother through a mist of joyful tears.
Louis could not answer, for in his heart there was a wild
struggle. Self-reproach, regret, and a thousand tender memories
of his wife, struggled hard with another image that
rose, spite of himself, amid these sad memories, leaving him
in a state of strange excitement.
344At last George became more composed.
“Now,” he said, “we have the world before us. Let there
be no rest till all this strange story is put into proof.”
Louis arose.
“I am ready, brother.” Then, with a burst of natural
sorrow, which was not in the least incompatible with the
feelings we have just described, his eyes filled with tears, and
he exclaimed, with a world of regret in his voice,—
“My poor, poor wife!”
CHAPTER LXVI. A DOMESTIC STORM.
“Mother,” said Mrs. Townsend Oakley, lifting her eyes
gently from the needle-work with which she was employed,
“why was it that you took so strong a dislike to the
De Markes?”
Mrs. Judson lifted her eyes to the face of her daughter,
and kept them upon it so long that a burning crimson spread
over the fair cheeks and forehead.
“Why did I dislike the family, daughter? Because the
woman who called herself the head was in every respect unworthy.”
“But the son, mother, surely he was a gentleman.”
“He was a villain?” answered Mrs. Judson, with a degree
of sternness that made her daughter start, and brought a
deluge of fiery blood to her face.
“How? Why, mother, I never heard a word against him
in my life before!”
“Probably not; but had you searched deep enough, acts,
rather than opinions, would have settled the truth of what I
say. Your husband’s sister died in a charity hospital. He
it was who sent her there.”
345“Mother, mother!”
The poor young woman gasped for breath. She could no
longer syllable the words that rose to her lips, but with a
faint struggle fell back insensible in her chair.
Mrs. Judson arose with a heavy frown, and bent over her
child. All of human feeling that she possessed was centred
in her, and this sudden indisposition terrified her more from
its cause than in itself. With trepidation she wheeled the
easy-chair close to an open window and sprinkled the pale
face with water. The effect was rapid. After a moment the
white eyelids began to tremble, and the young widow fell into
a fit of bitter weeping.
“My child—my child, what is this?” exclaimed Mrs.
Judson, in a voice that betrayed the struggle of affright, tenderness,
and severity going on in her bosom.
“Nothing, mother. You were so abrupt in telling me of
poor Louisa: even now I do not understand it. I knew that
Catharine Lacy, my own cousin, was in a hospital, and perhaps
died there; but Louisa, indeed I can hardly believe it.”
“It was the truth, though.”
“But, mother, Townsend always thought she died at your
house.”
“How was I to tell him otherwise? He would always
have censured me for leaving her with the servants,—he
would never have believed that a creature so young could
have outwitted us all, and concealed herself, even in the
greatest extremities, up to the very day of her death. She
was dead, and I informed him of the fact. The particulars
would have aggravated his grief.”
“And how did you learn these particulars, mother?”
asked the widow, with a degree of self-control that kept her
face white as snow.
“I saw her myself, in the hospital.”
“You saw her? She told you this with her own lips?”
“She was dead and in her coffin.”
346“But you saw her and took her away then?”
“I saw and recognized her; she was buried from my house,
and with that funeral the shameful secret died.”
“Poor, poor girl; how Townsend did love her!” sobbed the
widow. “It would have broken his heart.”
“So I thought,” said the mother, smoothing the folds of
her dress with feelings of deep self-satisfaction; “it was far
better to keep him in ignorance. But for your mention of
that young reprobate, I should not have distressed you or
myself by speaking of it.”
Mrs. Oakley shrunk back with a shudder as De Marke
was thus alluded to, but gathering up courage, proceeded with
the subject.
“But what proofs have you that he was to blame, mother?”
“It was conclusive. He it was that deluded her away
from my protection, he told me so himself.”
“But,” said the widow, looking suddenly up, while a gleam
of light kindled the tears that filled her eyes, “he may have
been married to her!”
“Yes,” answered the mother sharply, “and he may have
been to Catharine Lacy at the same time.”
Mrs. Judson drew a small embroidered portfolio from
her pocket, and springing the gold clasp, took from among
other documents a copy of the letter which Jane Kelly had
found in the prayer-book, and which so long after had
reached Louis De Marke.
Mrs. Oakley reached forth her hand with an effort, and
nerved herself to read the letter through. Her face grew
paler and paler as she proceeded; the tears crowded to her
eyes, and spite of all her efforts, the letter quivered like a
dry leaf in her grasp. At last she looked sadly up at her
mother.
“And did they both die with his name upon their lips?”
“It is the usual infatuation,” answered Mrs. Judson, bitterly,
but evading the direct question.
347“But the child, poor Louisa’s child, what became of that?”
Spite of her self-command, Mrs. Judson shrunk from the
question. She had never inquired regarding this child, and
a sensation of shame crept over her as she admitted the
fact.
“Then you do not know if it is dead or living?” inquired
Mrs. Oakley, in a low, grave voice, which fell upon the
proud woman’s ear like a rebuke, which she was instantly
ready to resent.
“Did you expect me to drag proofs of our own disgrace
before the world, Mrs. Townsend Oakley?”
The widow arose, her cheeks flushed and her lips quivering.
“I will search for this child. If it is alive, God will permit
me to make atonement,” she said, gently.
That instant little Edward entered the room. The curls
were blown back from his broad forehead, and his eyes
sparkled; he had caught a great painted butterfly, and held it
up in triumph. The attitude, the curve of his bright lips, the
whole face, struck both these women with one thought, and
their eyes met. A sudden and dark frown swept over the
face of Mrs. Judson, while the daughter grew still and white,
as if all the blood in her veins had turned to snow.
“You need not search far,” said Mrs. Judson, pointing
her finger at the child, “he came from the institution.”
Mrs. Oakley slowly approached the boy. Her hands
trembled violently as she put back his hair, and a spasm of
pain shot through her as the boy sprang up, and locking his
arms over her neck, attempted to surprise her with his eager
kisses.
“Who made you cry, mamma?—who made you cry?”
“No one, darling,” said the widow, struggling against the
recoil of her own heart, but forced, as it were, to unclasp his
little hands.
The boy drew back, and his bright lips began to quiver.
“I have lost the butterfly,” he sobbed, regretfully, following
348the gossamer wings, as they floated away, with his eyes;
“and now my own mamma don’t care about my kisses!”
“She does—she does!” cried the widow, sinking to her
knees, and winding her arms around the child. “The better,
all the better, if these dear eyes are his. Ah, I knew! I
knew that there was some sweet mystery in a love that no
mother ever felt more purely for her own child. Oh, it is
everything to know that his life fills my arms, that I have
fed and cherished it so long!”
“Woman, what is this?” cried Mrs. Judson, stalking
across the floor and laying her hand heavily on her daughter’s
shoulder; “are you raving mad? Is it a De Marke
you speak of?”
“Yes, mother,” said the widow, rising to her feet, but
with the child’s hand in hers. “It is of a De Marke that I
speak; appearances may be against him, but I will not believe
him so wicked till the proofs are beyond contradiction.
Louisa may be dead; Catharine Lacy may be dead; but
though their last acts and their last words accuse him, I will
not believe them. Something of trouble and sorrow there
may be, but nothing that should bring contempt upon an
honorable man!”
Mrs. Judson stood motionless, towering upright like a
pillar of marble. Her voice was concentrated and hoarse;
she made no gestures, but her eyes absolutely burned with
indignation.
“And you know this De Marke?”
“Yes, mother, I know him!”
“Have seen him since your husband’s death, perhaps?”
“Yes, mother, often!”
“Here in this house, no doubt, where the widow came to
bury her griefs?”
Here the proud woman’s wrath blazed forth. Her hand
was clenched; her foot was half lifted from the floor, as if
to spurn the widow and child from her presence.
349“Here, I say, here you may have received him, in a house
consecrated to tears, under the roof which shelters your
mother!” she continued, lifting her hoarse voice.
The young widow stood pale and firm before all this
wrath; and the pretty child clung to her eagerly, following
each motion of the haughty woman with his brave, bright
eyes.
“It is true,” she said, “I have seen him here.”
“And you encourage him?”
“Mother, I love him!”
The words were spoken unfalteringly, but with that gentle
dignity that always accompanies truthful courage. The
mother looked at her in white wrath. Her hand was slowly
uplifted, her lips moved without uttering a sound, and with
this mute malediction she left the room, and, in a few moments,
the house.
CHAPTER LXVII. THE WOUNDED BIRD.
Once alone with the child, Mrs. Oakley gave way to the
painful thoughts that crowded upon her. What right
had she to feel these pangs of bitter jealousy regarding a man
who had never spoken to her of love? Who had never, in
word at least, expressed more than a friendly interest in
her or hers? Was it her place to arraign the man as false
or wicked who had given her no power to question his slightest
action? And—oh shame on her womanhood—had she
not confessed to loving him unsought, shamelessly confessed
it, and, above all, to that austere mother who held the faintest
approach to enthusiasm as a species of madness?
The blood burned upon that young cheek as she remembered
350the words that scarcely seemed her own—words that
had driven that proud mother from her roof, and now burned
in fiery shame upon her cheek. But this sudden intelligence
had driven her almost mad. Doubt, jealousy, and a thousand
wild pangs rent her heart with a pain never dreamed of
before.
“Oh, if the dead could arise, if the truth could be dragged
up from the depths of their graves! I cannot believe it, I
will not believe it. My own cousin—my own dear sister,
oh, if it should be true—if he has indeed wronged them in
this fearful way.”
She had sunk to the floor, and burying her face in her
folded arms, murmuring these things aloud. The poor
woman was so unused to passionate conflicts, that this gust
of sorrow swept over her like madness.
“Mother,” said Edward, laying one plump hand on her
shoulder, and bending his grieved face lovingly to hers,
“mother dear, look up! The lady, the lady!”
Mrs. Oakley lifted her face, affrighted that her passion
should have had other witnesses than the child. But when
she recognized the intruder, the feeling of annoyance gave
way, and she arose with a sad smile, apologizing for her singular
position.
“I have brought a lame bird for little Edward to nurse,”
said Catharine, entering the drawing-room, with her right
hand folded over a robin nestled in the palm of her left.
“Some cat has wounded it, I fancy. See, darling, what I
have brought for you.”
Catharine spoke hurriedly, and turned her eyes away from
Mrs. Oakley, for a single glance at her agitated face was
enough to arouse all the instinctive delicacy of her nature.
“I don’t want a lame robin,” said Edward, turning away
with tears in his eyes. “They have hurt my pretty mamma,
and I’d rather take care of her. She’s worse wounded than
the bird.”
351Mrs. Oakley’s face flushed with fond triumph as the boy
came toward her; turning her eyes upon Catharine, she said,
“Isn’t he truthful? Is there a drop of faithless blood in
his veins?”
“He is an angel!” answered Catharine, gazing fondly on
the child, and stooping down, she passed her hand through
the curls that fell over his white forehead. In doing this
she exposed the tiny red cross which we have before seen
among those clustering curls.
Catharine caught her breath at the sight, and drew away
her fingers as if the cross had been of living fire.
“What is this?—whose child is this?” she questioned.
“If I did but know—if I could but have a certainty!”
answered the widow, almost wildly. “But why do you
ask just now? Has every one conspired to torture me with
doubts and accusations? Who told you that he was not my
child?”
“No one,” answered Catharine. “Up to this hour I supposed
that he was your child; but this mark,—forgive me,
but I have seen it before.”
“When? how? Where did you ever see this red cross
upon his temple?”
“I saw it, or one exactly like it, some years ago, upon an
infant not three months old,” said Catharine, answering the
impassioned interrogation with thoughtful sadness.
“And where?—not that the children could possibly have
been the same, you know,—but where was the child with a
cross like this?”
Catharine hesitated a moment, and then answered with
grave composure,—
“The child was a nursling in the house of a poor Irish
woman, who was kind to me when I wanted friends.”
“But where did this Irish woman find him? Of course,
he had parents?” questioned the widow, breathlessly.
“I think he was an orphan.”
352“Well, but where did she find him?”
Catharine grew very pale, but she answered quietly,—
“In Bellevue Hospital, I believe.”
The widow drew a deep breath. She looked anxiously
from little Edward to her visitor, attempted to speak, and
desisted again, as if afraid of saying too much.
“And his mother? Oh, for mercy’s sake, if you know
anything of his mother, tell me about her?”
“I know nothing,” answered Catharine, with sudden reserve.
“How should I?”
“Not even the mother’s name? Only tell me that, and I
will pray for you—bless you forever!”
There was so much anxiety, something so eager in her
voice and manner, that Catharine was deeply touched.
“I only know her Christian name, certainly,” she answered.
“Yes, yes, and that was——” Mrs. Oakley broke off,
checking herself suddenly in her interrogations.
“That was Louisa, I am sure it was Louisa; as for the
rest, I have no certainty.”
“But you heard other names?”
“Yes, several.”
“Tell me, pray do—what other names did you hear?”
“One name was Barton; the other——” Catharine
stopped abruptly, and her face grew pallid.
“Well, that other. I do not recognize this.”
“The other,” said Catharine, looking sadly into the anxious
face turned upon her, “the other was your own name—Oakley.”
CHAPTER LXVIII. DOUBTS AND FEARS.
353
There was a new servant in Mrs. Townsend Oakley’s
household; a large-featured, energetic person, whom
the housekeeper had engaged in town as a chambermaid.
This woman was busy in the west room, when Catharine
entered Mrs. Oakley’s parlor, and though occupied, she kept
a vigilant watch on all that was passing between the two
young women. She saw Catharine draw the boy toward
her, and remarked the look of agitation which could not be
misunderstood, on discovering the cross upon his temple.
The distance prevented her hearing any words, but as she
fixed her scrutiny upon the various faces of that little group,
a gleam of sharp intelligence shot from her eyes, she softly
laid down her duster, and keeping out of sight in the movement,
crept stealthily behind the half-open door.
Now she could hear their voices, low and troubled, but
still distinct to her keen ear.
“She is right, my mother is right,” said Mrs. Oakley,
wringing her delicate hands in an abandon of grief. “How
dare he? How could he enter my house? How could I—oh!
weak, weak wretch that I am!”
“Of whom do you speak?” said Catharine, pale as death,
and shivering till her teeth chattered.
“Of De Marke,—of that boy’s father!”
“And what of him?” The voice in which this question
was asked had grown so husky, that the listener could
scarcely hear it.
“Listen to me,” was the answer. “I have no human
being, except yourself, from whom it is possible for me to
seek advice: and my position is a terrible one. You are
not like a stranger to me, I can trust you.”
354“Yes, you may trust me,” said Catharine, in a low, firm
voice, “I will deal honestly by you.”
“Look at this boy. Is he not beautiful? His eyes, his
mouth, his every movement, can anything be more frank?”
“He is lovely. No angel could be more innocent.”
“And yet that boy’s father, his own father, remember!
with a brow as open, an eye as frank, a lip always smiling,
that boy’s father is—oh! my God that I should live to say
it—is a traitor—a—a—”
The poor lady broke off, closing the last words in bitter
sobs. Her clasped hands unlocked, and she buried her
face in them, trembling from head to foot, and weeping
bitterly.
“You may wrong him,” said Catharine, faintly.
“No, it is all too clear,” answered Mrs. Oakley, shaking
her head mournfully; “his mother was poor Oakley’s sister.
You saw her, she called herself by his name; it was Oakley,
not De Marke, that she called herself; are you sure of that?
Oh! it would be something to believe that he married her.”
Catharine stood by a sofa. She sunk slowly down among
the cushions, breathless and aghast.
“You are certain that she did not call herself by his
name. Oh! try and remember.”
“No, no, I never heard her claim that name,” fell in
cold, measured words from Catharine Lacy, as she sat there
stunned and immovable, as if suddenly frozen into stillness.
“Still he might have been married to her. It is possible,”
said the widow, with all a woman’s generous faith in the
man she loves, rising up afresh in her heart.
“No!” answered Catharine, with the same cold measurement
of words. “It is impossible. He could not have
been her husband.”
“Why, how do you know? How came you with a knowledge
of him or his?” cried the widow, with a pang of jealous
suspicion in her voice.
355“Remember, lady, I have spent many, many months in
public institutions!” answered Catharine.
“I know—I did not think. Forgive me, I am almost
mad. Besides, you do not seem like that, so kind, so sweet
and lady-like.”
“You have made me your friend,—I feel for you. This is
a fearful discovery. But tell me, how can I help you?”
“Tell me all you know of this poor child’s mother. It
may wound me to death, but I shall feel so restless till the
worst is confirmed; then perhaps God will give me strength.
Tell me all!”
“I have, lady. She came to the hospital only a week or
two before her death.”
“And you saw her then?”
“Yes; I can never, never forget her poor, mournful face,
never, never.” Catharine bowed her head, and a shiver ran
through her frame, while two or three tears forced themselves
through the hands, which she pressed over her eyes.
“Tell me more of her.”
“There is nothing to tell. She seldom spoke, seldom
lifted her great, mournful eyes from the floor. I heard her
once call the names I have mentioned; but I think she was
very ill then, and did not know what she was saying.”
“Was it when she was dying?”
“I don’t know. I remember seeing her dead, and carried
out in her coffin; but that is all. Indeed, indeed, I can tell
you no more.”
Catharine’s voice grew sharp with the struggle of her
anguish. These questions tortured her.
Mrs. Oakley was terrified by the pale contractions of that
face. Never had she witnessed anguish so terrific and so still.
“And De Marke could leave her to die without a word—could
do this, and with the guilt on his soul come here with
protest—no, no, not with protestations—crafty and careful,
he looked love, but never talked of it. I cannot point out
356a single word of affection, and yet there was love in every
look, every tone of his voice. Oh! I cannot think of it
with patience.”
“And you know that this man loves you?” asked Catharine,
a little hoarser than before.
“Loves me? I never had a doubt of it till now—nay,
I do not yet doubt it. He may be reckless, wicked, utterly
unprincipled, but I know he loves me; and oh! shame,
shame, shame, I love him.”
“You love him, knowing all this,” said Catharine, standing
up.
“It is my shame, and will be my misery forever and ever,”
answered the widow, covering her face with both hands,
while the hot crimson swept over her neck and forehead,
like a fiery brand.
“And would you marry him?” The voice, in which this
was uttered, fell so cutting upon her ear, that the widow
dropped her hands, looking suddenly up.
“Marry him? no! To act is within my own control—to
feel is, alas! what I cannot help.”
That moment, the little boy came across the room, his
bright eyes full of tears. Holding up both hands, he strove
to throw them around Mrs. Oakley’s neck. She drew back
with a repulsive motion of her hand. His arms dropped,
the rosy lips quivered, and sitting down upon the floor, he
began to sob as if his heart were breaking.
Both the women stood looking at him in pale silence.
Suddenly their eyes filled, a simultaneous sob broke from
their bosoms, and they sunk to the floor together, wreathing
their arms around him and covering his face and brow with
kisses.
“He isn’t to blame, you know,” pleaded the widow. But
Catharine had dropped her face upon her knees, and only
answered with a keen shiver, as if she were in pain. Thus
she remained some minutes, evidently struck with a pang of
great suffering.
357“Are you ill?” inquired Mrs. Oakley, laying a hand on
her shoulder.
“Yes, I believe I am ill,” answered Catharine, standing
up. “I will go home now.”
“Not now. It is cruel, I know; but one word more.
That letter mentioned another person, Catharine Lacy—did
you know anything of her?”
“Catharine Lacy, who should know anything of her? Is
she not dead?”
“Yes, I know there is a record of her death at the hospital;
but I should be so grateful for some further knowledge
of her. You will not wonder at this when I tell you that
she was my own cousin.”
“Your cousin, lady; and yet permitted to die there?”
“It was not my fault, oh! believe it. I never even heard
of her destitution.”
“But your mother?”
“Hush! It is not for me to arraign my mother!”
“True, true.”
“Tell me, I beseech you, something about this poor girl.
It was another mournful death for which that man must one
day answer.”
“I can tell you nothing of Catharine Lacy. Her history
is written out, they tell me, in the hospital books.”
“I am sorry that you know so little regarding her,” said
the widow, disappointed. “We loved each other as children;
but I was always away at school, or somewhere, after that;
and we never saw each other. Poor, poor Catharine, she
was an angel-child.”
“You loved her, then?”
“Loved her? She was dearer than a sister to me. I
would give anything, suffer anything to know that she was
alive, or had died happy.” The widow’s eyes were full of
tears, and a thousand regretful feelings trembled in her voice.
“Oh! if you know anything about her, do tell me.”
358Catharine took the hand, held out to her, with a pathetic
gesture, and kissed it, saying,—
“God bless you!”
The next moment she was gone. The widow and child
saw her glide through the French window into the veranda,
and disappear like a shadow, as she had entered the room.
Left to her solitude, Mrs. Oakley gave way to all the
tumult of her feelings again. The certainty of her lover’s
treason had been cruelly confirmed, and the thoughts of his
enormous turpitude pressed back upon her with double force.
The presence of that pretty, tearful child was for a time irksome;
and in the storm of her grief she escaped from his
touching attempts to comfort her, and fled to her own room.
After Catharine was gone, the new servant came out from
her concealment and went up to little Edward, who sat
crying upon the floor. She stooped over him, lifted the
hair from his temple, and examined the cruciform mark
with keen scrutiny. Then she returned slowly to her work,
muttering uneasily between the flourishes of her duster.
“Catharine, Catharine—the name is Catharine, that’s
certain; as for the surname being different, that amounts to
nothing—don’t I know how easy it is to change names?
Why, haven’t I half a dozen to pick and choose from myself?
There is something in the face and the bend of the
head that I could tell among a thousand. Now I just as
much believe she’s the woman, and that’s the very child, as
I sit here; as for him, why the thing’s certain, but the other
isn’t so easily settled.”
Muttering these words, she sat down, folded her hands
over the duster, and continued her ruminations. “Then
there was the story of that queer old woman coming to the
Island, and the crazy woman up yonder following her into
the very water; this has something to do with the matter, I
dare say. De Marke? oh! ha? that is the man who comes
courting the widow. Her son! Now I have it. She was
359the old woman with the comical bonnet, that was driven
into the sea,—of course, of course, wasn’t she lame, hadn’t
she been hurt someway when I found her in bed half starved
to death. But what has she to do with that crazy woman,
with the fiery black eyes?—I’ll ravel it out, you may believe
me; I’ll ravel it out; child, old woman, and all, they’re
mixed up in the same heap. Never fear, I’ll be at the
bottom of it yet.”
CHAPTER LXIX. MADAME DE MARKE’s DEATH-BED.
Madame de Marke lay alone in her den, more
emaciated and weaker by far than she was when
Jane Kelly abandoned her. For a little time she had
found strength to creep about and procure food for herself,
but some new injury to her bruised limb had followed the
exertion, and she was cast back into her miserable bed more
desolate than before. Day by day the inflammation burned
and burrowed into her wounded limb, and all night long the
poor woman lay muttering and raving for something to
moisten her hot lips, “Water, water, water.” This was her
plaint night and morning. With gold and jewels concealed
in the crevices and hiding-places all around her, she lay
like the rich man in torment, calling for a drop of water,
which even the beggar obtains without stint, but for which
she was calling always in vain.
At last the fever ceased, the anguish went out from her
limb, and the miserable old woman lay quiet for the first
time in days. The fever had kept up her strength till now,
and she had not felt the need of food; nor did she even yet.
A dumb feeling of content stole over her; she wanted nothing.
360The silence of her chickens troubled her a little, but she had
no strength to rise up and see to them. She thought of the
cat, and wondered where she was, and why she did not come
up to the bed and share the supreme content of that sudden
freedom from pain. She thought of her son, with a gush
of human tenderness, and resolved that, the next day, when
she should be quite well, to gather up all her gold and go
with it into some more seemly place, where she would summon
him to her presence.
But all these thoughts and resolves were vague and dreamy.
She felt like one dropping into a sweet sleep, the very twilight
of which was delicious. She lay thus, in the dim,
mean room, for it was lighted only by a sash in the door;
and the sunset that came through the red curtains had the
effect of a dull, lurid flame, which could not penetrate to
the bed, and filled the rest of the apartment with a fearful
light.
All at once she heard footsteps without, and turning her
eyes, with a gleam of their original ferocity, toward the
door, it opened, and she saw her son enter the room. She
laughed a low, feeble laugh, and strove to hold out her
hand; but it fell numbly and heavily on the squalid bed,
while the laugh died in a faint chuckle within her working
throat.
“Madame, Madame!” cried the young man, gazing around
the room, at first bewildered by the imperfect light, and
filled with repulsion by the squalid objects around him.
“Madame—mother!”
A murmur rose from the bed, which struck to his heart,
sweeping all the disgust away. The affection of a warm nature,
ardent and forgiving, gushed forth even in that spot.
“Mother. Oh! my poor mother.”
She looked up, and strove to speak; but a pitiful whimper
alone passed through the white lips.
“Mother! mother! What have I done? How could I
leave you to this?”
361Her eyes kindled; she made a great effort; and at last, as
if forced through the ice gathering about her heart, the
words, “My son, my son!” shot through her lips.
“Oh! mother, is this all? Can you only speak with this
fearful effort? Where is your nurse? Who takes care of
you?”
Again she made that fearful struggle, and jerking her
arm on one side, pointed downward to the floor.
“My gold. I have gold—gold!”
The young man groaned heavily.
“Do not think of that—your gold is nothing at this hour!”
Again she lifted her finger, and pointed it to his face.
“Gold—it is everything.”
“Hush, mother, hush. At this awful moment think of
something else. I fear, I fear you are dying.”
“Dying!” This time the word was forced upward with
a shriek so wild and fearful, that the young man sunk to
his knees, and buried his face in the soiled bed drapery,
shuddering in every limb.
“Oh! mother, mother!”
“Dying! me—me dying!” broke from those convulsed
lips once more.
Louis De Marke looked up. With his quivering hand
he grasped that of the dying woman.
“Yes, mother, believe me, there is but a little time for us
to settle all that has gone ill between us. I came to ask you
some questions, thinking to meet you in good health. The
shock of finding you thus is terrible. I pray God, it is not
too late for either of us.”
“Dying! Take it back, take it back! I am well; no
pain, no hunger, no thirst. Dying!” and with a miserable
effort the woman strove to laugh, but the attempt went off
in a gurgle of the throat.
The young man made a great struggle for self-command;
but he was very pale, and his lips quivered with the emotions
he strove so firmly to suppress.
362“Yes, mother, I solemnly believe that this interview will
be our last. Your hand is cold, your eyes are—oh! don’t
look at me in that way,” he continued, shuddering at the
glance she fixed upon him. “Next to the welfare of your
soul—”
She interrupted him, groping about with her hand.
“My crucifix—my crucifix!”
He searched under her pillow and around the dim room,
while she followed him with her wild, despairing eyes. At
last, as if with some sudden resolution, she shrieked out,—
“It is gone—she stole it, she has pawned my soul.”
The young man came back to the bed in great distress.
He knelt by her side, and strove to soothe the despair that
had evidently fallen upon her.
“Oh, mother, strive to compose yourself; lift up your
heart to God. It needs no crucifix. He is close by, even
here.”
The old woman started, and her wild eyes wandered fearfully
around the room.
“Pray to him, mother.”
“No, it is lost, I have sold his Son—no, no.”
“Mother, is there nothing that you wish to say? My
brother George—have you no word for him?”
“Hush, hush! he will take your portion. He married.
He wished to rob you. Don’t speak to me of Elsie Ford’s
son, or of his son either. Let them alone, and you shall be
rolling in gold, rolling, rolling, like your mother!”
The young man bent down and listened eagerly to her
words.
“Did my brother marry Catharine Lacy, then, with your
knowledge?”
“No, they tried to cheat me—to bring a son to claim
your father’s property. She ought to have died, that Catharine
Lacy.”
“But she did not. Where is she now? Is she alive?
363Oh! tell me, mother. I shall never be happy again unless
you do!”
“Yes, she’s alive. I saw her myself, changed but alive.
The other girl died. I didn’t want that, for she would have
been rich, and you might have done well with her.”
“Then you knew about my wife?”
“Knew? yes! Did you think I was cheated?”
“But why did you leave her to die there?”
“How could I help it? She would hide herself till the
last minute, and it was cheaper there. Sickness costs money,
money, I tell you.”
“And you are certain Louisa died in the hospital? But
there is no register of her death!”
“We had that changed, the numbers and the names.
Louisa would die, Catharine would live. We couldn’t help it.”
“But where is Catharine?”
A look of sharp cunning came into those sunken features.
“I won’t tell. The time isn’t up. He isn’t crazy yet.
I won’t help him to bring sons to eat up one half of your
inheritance.”
“Mother, remember that you are dying.”
“Not yet, not for years. I’m getting stronger every minute.
Don’t you see how I can talk now. When you came, there
wasn’t a word in my voice. I shall live to see you and
Oakley’s widow rolling in gold. She’s rich.”
“Oakley’s widow—what do you know of her?”
“What do I know? Hadn’t I eyes? Didn’t I watch
you when she was married, watch and listen and pick up
things? Didn’t I know what was going on in the mind of
my own son?”
“O mother, how much misery you might have saved
me!” cried the young man in a passion of grief.
“Haven’t I just told you she was dead, your young wife?
Didn’t I go down to that cottage, on the Island, to see this
widow and learn all about her? Isn’t this kind, when you
364have been pining and pining about her? I didn’t want to
explain that she was dead, and Catharine Lacy alive—it
may do mischief yet. It may bring them together, and despoil
you of one half the property. He won’t go crazy. When
he thought the girl dead, it only made him melancholy; he
would not go mad. Let him find her, and all that I have
done will go for nothing.”
“Mother, you should be more just to George. He is
your husband’s oldest son.”
“He is her son, and I hate them both.”
“But his mother is dead, years ago.”
Again that cunning gleam broke into her eyes; but the
woman did not speak.
“Have you no kind remembrance for my brother?” said
the young man, on whom that gleam of the eye made no
impression, “he has never wronged you.”
“Oh! yes, take that,” she said, pointing to a picture that
stood near the door, with its face to the wall. “It has been
his friend from first to last—tell him it nearly cost me my
life. The crazy wretch worshipped the picture,—I knew
that, and would have it. She came at me like a panther;
we were on the shore; I ran for the boat and she after me
into the water, knee-deep. The man pulled with all his
might; but she held me by the throat, tore at me like a
wolf. My foot got fast in the cross-beam of the boat, or
she would have drowned me before their faces. The boatmen
had to beat her off with their oars, and she let go; but
left my ankle and foot wrenched and bruised till I have
never had a minute’s rest till now—not a minute. Give
him the picture, with my love. It’s cost me dear; but she
hasn’t got it to pine and pray over. Give him the picture,
I say; it’s all he will ever get from me.”
Louis De Marke listened to this wild speech, shocked and
bewildered. To him it had no meaning, but it grieved him
to find so much of bitterness and malice in what he thought
365to be the last ravings of an unrepentant soul, and that soul
the one from which his own drew life.
“Oh! mother, calm yourself, try and talk more rationally;
you are ill, very ill; once more I say to you this is the last
conversation we shall ever hold together.”
“Son, do you believe this? On your soul, is it the truth?”
She spoke in a hoarse murmur. The artificial strength
was leaving her in the very grasp of death.
“Mother, yes!”
The woman uttered a low, long wail, inexpressibly mournful.
“It is on me now; it is on me now; my feet are numb;
the ice is creeping up to my heart! Holy Jesus, this is death!”
The horror that settled down, with the deathly gray, on
her pinched features, was terrible to look upon; but more
terrible still was the film that crept over the wild glare of
her eyes, pressing them slowly in the sockets. He sat and
watched, silent and appalled. So long as those eyes had the
power to express the terror that froze them, they were turned
upon his face. There was no agonizing struggle. Slowly
and terribly, that old woman froze out of existence; and
death left her in that squalid bed, a meagre shadow of the
humanity her whole life had degraded.
CHAPTER LXX. LITTLE EDDIE’S GRIEF.
“Madam, a gentleman wishes to see you in the parlor.”
Mrs. Oakley started up from the depths of a great
easy-chair, in which she had been striving to bury her grief;
and with breathless nervousness, very unusual to her, paced
the room two or three times, smoothing the bandeaux of her
366hair rapidly with each hand as she walked. When this
quick motion had composed her a little, she went down.
The parlor was dim from the flowering vines that clustered
around its windows. But though she saw her visitor
but indistinctly, her heart gave a great bound, and she felt
the blood surge back and forth from her bosom to her temples,
leaving both paler than before.
“Lady, dear lady!”
It was his voice. It was De Marke that came toward
her, with both hands extended, looking so bright, so strangely
happy.
Mrs. Oakley put out her hands to repulse him. “No, no,
do not advance; do not come near me. I have been already
sufficiently degraded!”
De Marke stood still, dumb with astonishment, while she
shrunk backward, step by step, with her frightened eyes
upon him, as if she dreaded lest the fascination in his glance
would enthrall her again.
“Mrs. Oakley,” he said at last, “may I ask the meaning
of this reception?”
His voice was a little tremulous, but full of self-respect.
“You have come here to insult me, sir!”
“I have come here, lady, to say how truly and how long
I have loved you.”
The widow locked her white hands together and held
them firmly; resentment was giving her strength.
“Had you never said the same words to Louisa Oakley,
my husband’s sister, she need not have died of shame in a
charity hospital!” she answered, almost harshly.
De Marke staggered back. The name of his lost wife
from those lips, and spoken in bitterness, brought a terrible
pang with it. At last he spoke; but it was in a low, broken
voice, that went to her heart.
“There was poverty and great suffering in Louisa’s death
but no shame, Mrs. Oakley. She was my wife. I was
367absent, a minor and helpless; but had I known that she
was in danger or suffering from any cause, I would have
saved her at the risk of my life.”
“Then it was not neglect—it was not from wanton cruelty
that you left her?” questioned the widow, drawing gently
toward him.
“Sit down with me, lady; it is a sad story. I have been
to blame, but not criminal. Will you listen to me?”
They sat down together in the dim parlor, and he told
her everything, even the first love which had grown strong
in his boyhood; and all its painful results were fully revealed.
At first she listened to him with a degree of proud
reserve; but as he went on to lay his heart before her, the
love-light came back to her eyes, and tears of gentle grief
stole up through that light and trembled softly there. Her
hand crept to his, timidly asking pardon for the harsh
thoughts that had melted away with the honest tones of his
voice.
“And now,” he said, closing his hand firmly over hers,
“can you forgive the rashness of my youth? Can you trust,
can you love me?”
She did not answer; but the tears that stood upon her
cheek seemed like dew-drops upon a damask rose. She bent
her head toward him, half in shame, half in love, like a
flower heavy with rain. He gathered her softly to his bosom,
his hand was pressed caressingly on one flushed cheek, the
other lay close to his heart.
“Oh, I was sure of it. Love like mine—so deep, so faithful—could
not be wholly without a return. Tell me, dear
one, is this not true?”
“I love you. Indeed, indeed, I love you?”
It is impossible to say how many times, and in how many
forms, this one sentence was repeated, before the two parted:
but one thing is certain, he had not been gone half an hour
before both of them were restless to repeat every word of it
again.
368After he was gone, the happy lady wandered forth into the
grounds, for the rooms of her dwelling seemed altogether too
small for the breadth and glory of her happiness. She
longed for the open air, the free winds, anything that spoke to
her of the heaven which lived in her own heart. As she
passed through the flower-garden, a sob reached her from
behind a honeysuckle arbor near the path. Any sound of
grief was discord to her then, so she turned aside, resolved to
make everything happy on that blissful day.
She entered the arbor, and there, crouching down upon
the tessellated floor, was poor little Edward, complaining to
himself and sobbing as if that dear little heart were quite
broken. How her conscience smote her then! How quick
and fast the tears came rushing to her eyes.
“Eddie, Eddie, darling!”
The child lifted his flushed face. A smile danced up from
his heart and broke in sunshine all over it.
“Mamma, mamma!” he cried, leaping forward, his white
arms extended, and the tears sparkling joyfully in his eyes,
“you are not angry, you love me, darling mamma?”
“Love you?” cried the widow, raining kisses upon his
face. “Love you, darling. I love everything under the
heavens, this day, and you, little one, best of all.”
Don’t believe that, little Eddie. The warm blushes on
her face, as she buries it in your curls, contradict every word
of it. She loves you a great deal more than she did before,
certainly; but her heart has grown large and rich since yesterday;
and with all these caresses you are not the first
there. Content yourself about that, little Eddie.
In her walk that day, Mrs. Oakley met Catharine, who was
rambling sadly through the grounds, which we have said
adjoined each other, with Elsie Ford. The two women
were very melancholy, and a look of continued pain lay
upon them both. No wonder their lives were so sombre, so
completely cast upon the shadowy side of existence. Elsie
369was very quiet, and her large black eyes wandered toward
the little boy with sorrowful intensity; but she seemed afraid
to touch him, muttering that he too would fly away and
become nothing if she did.
The boy looked at her wistfully, and once attempted to
approach her, for those troubled eyes fascinated him. She
waved him back, and gathering an over-ripe thistle, that
grew in her path, the ghost of a flower that had been, she
cast a sigh into its shadowy heart, and, lo! the whole disappeared.
A few silvery gleams floated off toward sunset,
and she held nothing but a dead, thorny stalk in her hand.
“See, see; don’t come this way; everything I touch melts
like that, into nothing, nothing, nothing.”
The boy looked on and listened. Her voice was so sadly
musical, it charmed him. He was very fearless, too, and
moved toward her.
She stepped backward, repelling him with her outstretched
palms.
“Don’t, don’t, you are so pretty. I won’t hurt you. Go
away, or it will come to this.”
She held up the dry, thorny stem of the thistle, and shook
it warningly at the child. Repelled by this, he went away,
following Mrs. Oakley and Catharine, who had walked forward,
keeping the demented woman in sight.
“Will you not rejoice that this terrible load is taken from
my heart,” said the widow, chilled by the gravity of her companion.
“The only trouble with me now is, that I could
have doubted him.”
“And is he equally happy?” inquired Catharine, in a low
voice. “You are sure that he, too, is happy?”
“I wish you could have seen him. It would be impossible
to think otherwise. You know there was some doubt at
first that his wife was dead; but it’s all cleared up now.
His mother, with her dying breath, set it all right.”
370“And the knowledge that his wife was dead made him
happy, you say?”
“Perfectly happy. Remember, it was a long time ago,
and he—but poor, poor girl, if he did not love her, he
would always have been affectionate and kind.”
“Did De Marke tell you that he did not love the girl
whom he married and left? It was an unfeeling confession,”
said Catharine, in a trembling voice.
“It was necessary in order to explain everything. He
gave me his whole heart. This is what makes me so happy—nothing
is kept back. Remember, I was engaged to Mr.
Oakley when he first saw me.”
“And he married this other person, without love, merely
from compassion, you say!”
“I do not know; it seems hard to speak of the dead in a
way that would wound them, if living; but I am quite sure
that De Marke has loved me from the first. He says so,
and I believe him, in spite of this rash marriage.”
“I think so too!” answered Catharine, in a grave, cold
voice. “Still he might remember how that poor, lone girl
worshipped him.”
“It is very sad, I am sure it must be very sad, to love any
one whose heart is not all given back in return. The anguish
which I have felt during these few days has been so
terrible, that I can well pity those who suffer with like
doubts.”
“Can you? I think you are generous and good. Love
like yours should be given to a worthy object.”
“It is! it is! I would stake my life upon his goodness.”
“And if it were yet proved otherwise?” said Catharine,
turning her large eyes searchingly on the happy face of her
companion.
“I think—I know,” answered the widow, with a shudder,
“that it would kill me—I could not live after all this happiness,
to be cast back even into doubt again.”
371Catharine looked at her friend very mournfully for a
moment.
“We suffer a great deal without dying,” she said; moving
slowly away, she joined Elsie and the child.
CHAPTER LXXI. QUESTIONS AND CONFESSIONS.
Catharine was alone with old Mrs. Ford. Excitement,
and a wild sense of some mysteries which she had
failed to fathom, made her bold. She plunged abruptly into
a subject long upon her mind, but which she had never
ventured to hint at before. Indeed, the quick crowding of
painful thoughts, during the last few weeks, had rendered
her desperate.
“Mrs. Ford!”
Catharine’s voice was so sharp and abrupt, that it made
the old lady start and drop the sewing she was engaged on
into her lap.
“What is it?” she said, breathlessly; for her thoughts
always turned to one object, “Elsie, is anything wrong with
Elsie?”
“Mrs. Ford, there is a thing I wish to ask, a thing which
I must ask or die. Who is Elsie? Is her name Ford, was
she ever married, has she a child?”
Catharine spoke rapidly, almost wildly. Her eyes were
keenly anxious, her manner desperate.
Mrs. Ford sat silently gazing upon the speaker. Her face,
always pale, grew white and cold; her little withered hands
crept together and interlocked in her lap.
“What, what is it you ask? You,”—the words dropped,
372half-formed, from her lips; and she gave a scared look at the
door, as if preparing to escape.
“Don’t! oh, don’t refuse to speak,” pleaded Catharine.
“I must know; my heart will break if I am left in this terrible
darkness. What connection has your daughter with
the De Marke family?”
“De Marke—De Marke—who ever mentioned the name
in this house?” said old Mr. Ford, who entered at the
moment.
Catharine turned to him. “It is I. Tell me, I beseech
you, what have the De Markes done, that the name should
drive the blood from your faces? Why did the portrait of
a De Marke hang up in your library? How, and why has
it disappeared? I ask these things, because it is impossible
to live in such darkness. My own life, and all its hopes are
at stake. What brought that wicked old woman here? I
must know, or become mad by the side of our poor Elsie!”
The old people exchanged glances. Both were pale, but
a look of gentle commiseration settled upon their features.
“This is no idle question, Catharine,” said the old man,
gently, but with a quiver of the voice, “you would not wound
us so from mere curiosity.”
“Not for my life. I must know all this hidden history,
to see the path that I ought to tread. I am weak and
blinded—alone, with no one but God to help me. Tell me
the history of your daughter, tell me why the name of De
Marke makes you tremble. Is it fatal to others as it has
been to me?”
“You,” said the old man in surprise, “you!”
“Even so, Mr. Ford. I was married to a De Marke, and
he is still living.”
The old lady arose, with an air of timid repulsion, and
would have left the room; but her husband gently waved
her back.
“She suffers; she, too, is a victim, perhaps another Elsie,”
373he said, compassionately. “Now, my child, come hither;
sit down by the mother and tell her all.”
Catharine sat down, still supported by nervous excitement,
and laid her heart and her life open before those pure-minded
old people. It was astonishing how little time it took to relate
events and agonies that had been so long in the acting.
She concealed nothing. From the very depths of her soul
she drew forth the secrets that had been hoarded there, corroding
and wounding all her faculties, and laid them honestly
down before those kindly judges.
The old people listened, sometimes sadly, sometimes with
broken exclamations. Once or twice glances of surprise,
almost of affright, passed between them. When she had
finished, the old lady bent down, with tears in her eyes, and
kissed her, while the husband stood over them, and lifting
his hands to heaven, thanked God that she had been cast
beneath his roof.
Catharine arose from her knees, for she had unconsciously
fallen at Mrs. Ford’s feet, with a deeper breath and more
glowing countenance than she had worn for years. No explanation
had yet been offered by the old people; but she
felt certain that some unseen link of union existed between
her fate and theirs, and without speaking, she gazed wistfully
in their faces, waiting for light.
“Yes,” said the old man, fervently, “it is true. God
does sometimes send angels to us unawares. Catharine, my
child, it is your husband’s mother to whom you have given
up the bloom and strength of your young life. The father
of George De Marke married Elsie Ford, our daughter.”
“And you—and you?” cried Catharine, eagerly.
“Are his grandfather—”
“And Madame de Marke?”
“Hush! do not mention her name; it is an accursed
sound under this roof,” answered the old man, almost sternly.
Catharine sat down, silenced, but still keenly anxious.
374The old gentleman seated himself also, close by his wife,
who regarded him with a look, half frightened, half sorrowful.
“Tell her,” said the old man, in a low voice, “women
understand each other best.”
“I cannot. See how I shake.”
The old man took the hand held toward him in both of
his, smoothing and caressing it with gentle tenderness.
“You can witness,” he said, addressing Catharine, “how
great this sorrow has been. She cannot bear to speak of it.
For years we have been silent, even with each other.”
“I see,” answered Catharine, looking wistfully at the old
lady, and following her own thoughts. “His grandmother!
That is why she seemed so lovely from the first—his grandmother,
and his mother, oh! how I have been unconsciously
blessed.”
“Elsie,” said the old man, looking anxiously at his wife,
as if afraid that her strength would give way, “Elsie was
our only child. You see her now, a poor, brain-crazed old
woman; gray-headed and broken-hearted; but then she
was—”
“Oh!” broke in the old lady, with her eyes full of tears,
that dimmed the glasses of her spectacles like a frost, “she
was the dearest, the brightest, the most beautiful creature
that ever trod the green grass. You don’t know—you
can’t tell, how many sweet, wild ways she had, and all
straight to the heart. He didn’t merely love her, nor did I;
it was worship in us both; we idolized this child; there was
not a curl of her black hair, or a glance of her eyes, bright
and brimfull of feeling as they always were, which was not
lovely beyond all things to us.
“Remember, Catharine, she was our only child, a late blessing;
for we had been years married when God sent this
angel to our fireside. You have seen her portrait in the
library. It is like her, and yet the bright sparkle of her
375nature, the vivid flush of life, that came and went like sunshine
upon the hills, this no man could paint. It is all over
now. You can see nothing of what I am telling you in her
wild eyes, or in the sharp features that are at times so rigid
and again so stolid; but we find it still. Don’t we, husband?
Isn’t she beautiful to us, even yet?”
“She is more than beautiful, our poor Elsie,” said the old
man, looking through the window to where the demented
one wandered to and fro on the grass, striving to catch the
humming-birds that haunted a trumpet vine, by quick
dashes of her hand among the clustering bells. “God has
rendered her sacred—always and forever a child, spite of
her gray hairs. They cast her back upon our hearthstone,
a poor, broken waif, but still a blessing.
“I think,” continued the old man, “that it was a little
before her seventeenth birthday, when Elsie first saw that
man. He was a dashing young fellow, who had just come
into possession of a large property, and had returned from
his travels abroad, before entering upon the business of life.
A neighbor, who lives across the Island, had invited him
for a long visit, and through this friend he was introduced
into our family.
“We did not think it strange, that young De Marke should
admire our Elsie. Who could help it? But when she,
who had always been bright as a bird and as heart-free,
began to look thoughtful in his absence, and shy in his presence,
it pained us a good deal; for she seemed still a mere
child, and we had hoped to keep her in the home-nest a few
years longer.
“It was a wild, violent passion on both sides. We had
no power to resist, for he came with his impetuous pleading,
and she, with a thousand winning ways, sometimes lost in
tears, sometimes bathed in smiles, lured us from our better
judgment. She was far too young, too ardent. Oh! we
should not have consented.
376“This De Marke was of French origin, as you will judge
by his name, mercurial and impulsive, as most of the blood
are. I do not think he was a bad or faithless man at
heart. I know that he loved Elsie, not as she loved him—that
was impossible—but he did love her!”
“Yes,” murmured the old lady, “he did love her. Who
could help it?”
CHAPTER LXXII. ELSIE’S MARRIED LIFE.
“De Marke and Elsie were married,” continued the
old man. “Elsie was our only one, and all that we
possessed was hers, even then, had she desired it. We only
stipulated with her husband, that, during a portion of the
year, they should make their home with us, here in the old
family mansion, which Elsie would some day have entirely
to herself.
“De Marke would have consented to anything, in those
days; but this proposition pleased him greatly. Alterations
were made in the east wing. The library was added, and
De Marke brought the choicest of his books from town, that
his young wife should blend thoughts of himself even with
her studies. It was settled that one half of the year should
be spent with us, where Elsie should go on with her studies,
and that they should occupy her husband’s town-house during
the other six months.
“It was a sad day for us when the darling gave her young
life so completely to another. Yet, socially speaking, the
match was a good one. Elsie was never entirely our own,
after that; the intense affection which she gave to her husband
was too absorbing for the milder and calmer love that
had grown in her heart for us.
377“For a year they were very happy. In my whole life, I
have never witnessed bliss so absorbing and complete. The
joy of a common life-time was concentrated into those twelve
brief months. The mother and I forgot our partial isolation,
in witnessing a happiness so complete for our child. You
have seen the library, and perhaps wondered at the disuse
into which it had fallen when you first came to us. That
room De Marke fitted up for his bride. In it they studied
together, for Elsie was no common girl, and all that her
husband knew she was resolved to learn.
“It was in the latter part of this first year that the two
portraits were taken. That of Elsie, in the flush of her joy
and beauty, may give you some idea of what she was then.
I believe that of De Marke was equally faithful. You have
seen them. You have sat in the room which was for a time
their Eden. De Marke was a young man, ardent, rash, and
inflated, by a premature acquaintance with the world, with a
false idea of woman. He had no real faith in the sex. Of
French descent, he had naturally spent much of his time in
Paris, that hot-bed, in which so much that is pure and great
in our young men is almost certain to perish.
“It was more than a year before Elsie left our house.
Her child was born here, and directly after that De Marke
was absent two or three months on a pleasure excursion.
“Elsie, who had been studying the languages with him,
being still imperfect in the French, consented to receive a
person of that nation into our house, during her husband’s
absence, as a companion and teacher. I am not sure that
De Marke ever knew this person before; but it was through
his means that she came to the house.
“She was quiet enough, this strange Frenchwoman, and
devoted herself to Elsie and the child with great assiduity.
We saw little of her, for she took her meals in Elsie’s apartments,
but it was impossible to doubt that she soon gained a
remarkable ascendency over her young mind. But as our
378child was won from the loneliness, which fell upon her after
De Marke’s absence, by this companionship, we were grateful
to the woman.
“At last, De Marke returned. He was evidently very
glad to see his wife and child, but the reaction of an ill-regulated
nature was upon him, and Elsie took this to heart
as an estrangement. Her health had not returned entirely,
after the birth of her boy, and she was the more susceptible
on this account. For the first time in her life, our child
became irritable and sometimes unjust. De Marke resented
this; and at last came struggles, reproaches, and those sullen
hours that eat into the happiness like a rust.
“Elsie was only struggling for her husband’s love, and he
could not comprehend that the deepest love can be tortured
into bitter words.
“In this crisis, common to ardent natures like theirs, that
Frenchwoman became the confidante of both husband and
wife.
“In this state, De Marke took his wife from her old home,
and installed her in a splendid establishment, which he had
prepared for her reception in the city. She left us—that
poor child—drowned in tears—and in tears she came to
us again.
“We never knew what passed in Elsie’s home after this.
Once or twice we visited her always to return, with heavy
hearts. Amid all the splendor with which De Marke surrounded
her, she seemed pining to death. But Elsie had
grown proud and reserved even with her old parents, and
when we asked the cause of her evident anxiety, she would
strive to cheer us with smiles, and that was heart-breaking.
“The Frenchwoman had changed more than Elsie.
From a quiet, humble dependant, she had sprung up into an
assuming, fine lady, and seemed far more decidedly mistress
of the house than our daughter. Elsie did not seem aware
of this, for her poor, wistful eyes were always fixed on one
379point. She cared for no authority save that which sprung
from her husband’s love. I doubt if she was conscious how
great the alteration was which we detected in the deportment
of this Frenchwoman.
“At last, a change stole over Elsie; a fever of the heart
came on; she dashed aside her tears, and plunged madly
into the fashionable world. She was young, fresh, and wonderfully
beautiful. Her husband’s wealth gave power to
these attractions. She became the reigning belle of watering-places,
the queen of every assembly-room. We read her
praises in the fashionable journals. Through all society her
loveliness shone light like a star.
“And we two lonely old people heard all this with aching
hearts; for well we knew this eclat was but another expression
of our daughter’s misery. Then followed other paragraphs
in the journals that had been so busy with the praise
of our child. Dark hints, mysterious insinuations, and at
last open scandal, that made the mother’s cheek turn white,
and the blood boil in my veins. We were quiet people; but
it was impossible to endure this. To-morrow, I said, to-morrow
I will go after my child; they have driven her to desperation;
she shall come home; and that man shall render
us a strict account of his conduct regarding her.
“The mother only answered me with her tears and gentle
entreaties that I would bring Elsie home.
“Everything was ready. In the morning, I was to set
forth; but that night, that very night, our child, our poor,
poor Elsie came home, in the dark, and all alone.
“Her husband had turned her out-of-doors.
“We were sitting together, the mother and I, waiting for
the morning; for sleep was impossible, and we felt less unhappy
in each other’s presence, though we scarcely exchanged
a word in the profound sadness that had fallen upon us.
Never, in my whole life, do I remember a night of such
dreary length. Everything was still. It was winter, and
380the snow was falling out-of-doors in great flakes, with that
perpetual whiteness which makes a night-storm so ghastly.
The hickory logs had burned through, and fallen apart into
a bed of dying embers; and lay smouldering away, giving
out smoke, but no flame.
“The old ebony clock ticked loud and sharp, filling the
silence with its irritating count of time. Once in a while,
we looked out through the frosted windows, searching for a
flush of daylight upon the snow; but always to see that
eternal sheet of whiteness becoming broader and deeper all
around us. This dismal spectacle drove us back into the
room, and still another hour we sat cowering together, over
the hearthstone that had never seemed cold till then.
“We had drawn closer and closer together, till the fire
went wholly out, sharing the misery of that hour in deathly
silence. The mother’s hand was growing cold in mine, but
I had no strength to urge her to bed or wish to rekindle the
fire. Gloomy as everything was, the misery in our hearts
was darker still.
“All at once, I felt the mother’s hand quiver in mine.
Her eyes were turned to the window, and directly my gaze
followed hers.
“A human face was pressed to the window, a face, pale
as the snow that lay in wreathing flakes adown those tresses
of black hair, and two black eyes looked in upon us.
“We arose, holding the breath from our lips, and walked
hand-in-hand toward the door, treading softly, as if we felt
ourselves in the presence of a ghost.
“I opened the door and strove to call our poor child by
name; but the tongue clove to my mouth, and all the sound
I could make went off through the falling snow like a sob
of wind.
“The mother’s heart broke its ice first, and in a tender
wail she called out, ‘Elsie, Elsie! my child, my child!’
CHAPTER LXXIII. ELSIE RETURNS HOME.
381
“Our child came toward us, pale and cold, as if drifted to
her mother’s bosom by the storm. Her trembling arms
were held out pleadingly, her eyes seemed full of frozen
tears. She shivered from head to foot, and her teeth chattered,
partly with cold, partly with anguish. She fell forward
upon her mother’s bosom, moaning; but no words
came with the desolate sound.
“The mother grew strong now—that frail, little woman
yonder—and would not let me help her, as she staggered
back to the room, carrying her child forward also.
“‘Give me fire,’ she said, looking at the black hearth.
‘Is this the welcome we offer our child?’
“I knelt down upon my hands and knees, thanking God
for the return of that poor girl; while I raked the embers
together, and blew them into life with my lips. I heaped
dry wood upon the coals, and when the flame leaped through,
lighting the features of my child, I turned to look upon her,
where she lay upon the mother’s bosom.
“Her eyes were wide open, and a dusky rim that swept
under gave intensity to the blackness. When she saw me
looking at her, those poor lips, all blue and cold, began to
quiver, and a gush of tears changed the stony grief in her
whole face to a look of such mournful tenderness, that I too
burst into tears.
“‘Father!’ she cried, reaching forth her two hands as she
had done when a little child,—‘father!’
“I stretched out my arms, and strove to draw her downward
to the bosom that yearned to hold her; but the mother
put me back, with a wave of the hand, and folding Elsie
close to her heart, cried out pleadingly,—
382“‘Not yet, oh! not yet. Let her be, or my heart will
break.’
“She had the best right to her, so I buried my face in
Elsie’s mantle, and felt comforted by something she had
touched.
“I tell you, child, no human heart dreams how much it
can love, till sorrow falls on the object it clings to. That
child was sacred to us as an angel then—dearer, a thousand
times dearer, because they had attempted to crush her with
disgrace. Her pale cheek, her tremulous lips, all the traces
of wrong and anguish upon her person, were claims upon
our tenderness. There was a sort of worship in our grief
and in our joy.
“The fire burned up clear and brightly, but as the chill
left her poor frame, a sharper consciousness of her position
seemed to sting her into restlessness. She clung first to her
mother, then to me; twice she bent to kiss me, and then
drew back with a look of shrinking terror.
“‘You know, father; or must I tell you?’ she said at
last.
“I tried to smile and make light of the things we had
heard, by looks rather than speech, and all the time she was
perusing my soul with her wild eyes.
“‘You did not believe it,’ she cried, with a hysterical
laugh, ‘I knew it—I was sure of it. But, father, mother,
he has turned me out-of-doors.’
“‘My child,’ cried the mother, giving way to tenderness.
‘But you are home, you are with us, your own mother, your
dear old father.’
“‘I know,’ said Elsie, ‘I thought of that when they
turned me out-of-doors. I will return, said I, to my father’s
house, a prodigal, but without his sin. Father, believe that;
you surely believe that, mother.’
“‘My child, my own child,’ answered the mother.
“‘I know that you believe me,’ she said, and a faint
smile stole across her lip.
383“The mother caressed her, smoothing back the black hair
from her temples, as if she had been a child.
“‘Tell us, daughter, tell us all,’ she whispered, tenderly.
“Elsie started up. Fire sparkled through the tears in
her eyes. But quickly as it had kindled, the angry light
went out; and sinking to her mother’s bosom, she answered,
amid her sobs,—
“‘Mother, they have denounced me, they have covered
me with scorn.’
“‘They—my child! Of whom are you speaking?’
“‘Of him—my husband—of De Marke and the French
woman, who has poisoned his heart against me. Oh!
mother, if she had never entered this house—if she never
had.’
“‘But your child, our grandson?’ I inquired, after she
had grown calmer.
“Elsie shook her head wearily. ‘I asked for him, father.
I begged on my knees that they would give me my child.
I prayed, I wept, I went mad before them; but it was all of
no use. My boy—my boy!’
“She broke off moaning, and began to rock herself to and
fro, calling out, in tones of piteous tenderness, ‘My boy—my
boy!’
“Thus we got the history of her wrongs, in snatches,
among tears and tender wailings over the happiness torn
from her.
“It was true, De Marke had turned her from his door;
and the Frenchwoman, her accuser, remained behind.
When the sunrise sent its gleams of gold aslant the snowdrifts
around us, we had gathered all the facts that she
could relate. That French fiend, by cunning and falsehood,
had separated my daughter from her husband. Elsie had
come back to us, branded and denounced, but innocent as
the angels.
“I sought De Marke, in order to defend my child; but
384he would not receive me. I wrote to him, he sent my letters
back unanswered. But Elsie would not believe him in
earnest. She, poor child, still had her dreams and her delusions.
They were wearing her to a shadow; but she
could not give them up.
‘The child,’ she would plead, ‘surely he will give back
my child.’
“Thus, day after day, she lived and hoped on.
“But the end came at last. De Marke entered proceedings
for a divorce. I employed counsel. I spent half my
substance in defending the honor of my child. But it was
all in vain. The divorce was granted, and our daughter
branded forever—forever separated from her husband and
child. Now listen. That Frenchwoman was the principal
witness against Elsie, and in six months De Marke married
her. It was this news which drove our daughter wholly
mad.”
The old man ceased. The perspiration stood in drops on
his forehead. This renewal of sorrow had exhausted him.
Catharine looked at him sadly.
“Forgive me,” she said. “I have given you pain. But
for this knowledge, I too must have gone mad! One word
more. This Frenchwoman? Have you seen her?”
“Yes,” answered the old man, “was the woman, you remember
her. See how sin levels down the soul. Tell me,
is not the fate of my child preferable to that?”
“I know this woman!” said Catharine, gently; “she is
indeed punished through the degradation of her own nature.
But the son? Did Elsie never see her son?”
“Poor Elsie! She would not have known him. For
many years we were compelled to keep her in the asylum,
from whence she was removed to the care of Mrs. Barr. I
believe that De Marke thought her dead, for until the day
that miserable woman appeared at the library window, we
never saw either of them.”
385“And you have never seen her son?”
“He has never inquired after his mother—nor attempted
to open any communication with us. He may even be
dead.”
“Is it not possible that he may have been brought up in
ignorance of these facts? I almost think so,” said Catharine.
“I do not know—and poor Elsie, what good would it be
to her? She has forgotten everything.”
As he spoke, the old man arose, and walked into an
inner room, closing the door after him. Catharine looked
around, and saw that Mrs. Ford had disappeared also; indeed,
the dear old lady had stolen away in the early part
of this conversation, overcome by the mournful reminiscences
it brought upon her.
When she found herself quite alone, Catharine gave way
to a storm of feeling that shook her to the soul. She
walked up and down the room, murmuring to herself, linking
and unlinking her fingers, brushing back the hair from
her hot temples, and tossing her arms upward, as if the
room were too small for such emotions. She seemed, for
the time, almost as wild as her charge. While in this state
of excitement, she saw Elsie moving across the lawn, and
struck by a sudden glow of affection, ran out to meet her.
“Mother! mother, his mother,” she cried, throwing herself
on Elsie’s bosom. “His mother, his mother, and mine.
Oh, thank God, thank God, that he sent me here!”
Elsie looked down upon that glowing face, with a sweet,
vacant smile, and began to sing a lullaby, such as had
sent her lost infant to sleep.
With a heavy sigh, Catharine arose from that unconscious
bosom, and wandered away down to the sea-shore,
where she could think and resolve in solitude.
CHAPTER LXXIV. ANNOUNCEMENT OF THE WEDDING.
386
The revelations, in the last chapter, were a source of
new-born peace to Catharine. She felt at home, for the
first time in her life. A few words had knitted her forever
to those good old people, who had been so long her friends.
Grandfather—grandmother—his, and consequently hers.
She repeated this in the depths of her heart a thousand
times; she would sit, for minutes together, regarding them
with looks of unutterable tenderness. Her heart would leap
at the sound of their voices, and when they spoke to her
more confidingly than heretofore, for in the fulness of their
confidence this was natural, her eyes would fill with gentle
thankfulness.
Still, she told them nothing, but asked for a little time,
only a little; and then her heart should be laid open as
theirs had been.
And the old people were content. For they saw that the
revelation they had made opened new springs of affection
in the young woman’s bosom; that her former care of Elsie
became devotion now; that a new power of love followed
every look and word, which the poor demented one uttered.
Still, these pure souls did not entirely read that young
heart; they could not hear the words, “his mother,” which
always trembled, unspoken, on her lips, when she looked at
Elsie. They could not understand the tender light, that
forever brooded in her eyes, nor feel the thrill that ran
through her nerves, at the touch of their caressing hands,
or the glances of Elsie’s midnight eyes. It was enough for
her that their blood ran through his veins; that Elsie, poor
insane Elsie, was his own mother.
387These thoughts and feelings were uppermost for some
days. Catharine would not reflect that the man, whose unknown
relatives were so dear to her, had abandoned her to
poverty and death; that he had never inquired about her
fate at the hospital, or if so, had avoided seeking her out.
She would not remember that this man was, even now, about
to unite himself to another, whom he had vainly loved before,
taking compassion on her perhaps too evident affection.
Above all, her pure soul revolted at the thought that
another of his victims had perished by her own couch of
pain, and that his child was left to wander alone, into any
shelter that Providence might provide for the orphan.
But the heart cannot always silence a clear understanding.
After a time, Catharine began to feel that a poison
still lay in the cup of peace, so unexpectedly presented to
her. Again her step grew slow, and her eyes sad. The
love with which she regarded the household was full of
yearning pain. She had lost all power to unite her thoughts
of George De Marke with these good old people. He was
all a De Marke, the son of that domestic traitor, the evil
of his nature was an inheritance. That man had nothing
in common with the Fords; the blood might be in his veins;
but it was poisoned, every drop, by that of the De Markes.
Catharine rejoiced that Mrs. Oakley had been informed,
regarding the falsehood of De Marke, without her agency.
It seemed to her impossible to speak of his faults to any one.
His treason to herself was so deeply buried in the depths of
her heart, that it would be death to drag the secret forth,
even to prevent further wrong. She thanked God again and
again, that this terrible duty had been spared her. The
very thoughts of appearing as his accuser, filled her with
dismay.
But she avoided Mrs. Oakley. A feeling of vague pain,
half jealousy, half compassion, kept her away from the cottage.
More than this, she shrunk from looking at the child
388again. His child and not hers. Poor, poor Catharine! In
every way how wickedly she had been wronged, how cruelly
bereaved! No wonder she shrunk from looking on the
handsome widow, his beloved, and the beautiful boy, his son.
Her husband, yes! he was her husband, though she might
never have the power to prove it.
Thus Catharine avoided the cottage and the sea-shore, and
her walks all turned to an opposite direction. She shrunk
even from looking toward the house. Thus weeks went on,
and the two families never met. The widow was too happy
for any thought of her neighbors, and after seeking Catharine
in her usual haunts awhile, always in vain, she went up
to her mother’s house in town; for her wedding-day had
been privately fixed, and there were papers to sign and
bridal garments to order.
One day, a servant-woman from Mrs. Oakley’s house came
abruptly up to where Catharine was standing, and told her
this, in a blunt, rude way, that brought a sudden cry from
the poor girl, thus taken by surprise.
The woman looked at her keenly, and a strange smile
broke over her face, as she heard this cry. “I thought so,”
she muttered, turning away abruptly, as she had advanced,
“I knew it, now we’ll see.”
Catharine followed her. “When, when does this take
place?” she said, pale and wild, like one who had suddenly
received sentence of death.
“To-night. A crowd of guests came with them in a
steamer hired expressly for the wedding-party. Mrs. Townsend
Oakley sent particular word that you were to be invited
to meet them. Of course you will come?”
Catharine parted her pale lips to speak, but could not
utter a word.
“She wishes you to stand bridesmaid, and be at the cottage
when they arrive. As her best friend, she hopes you
will receive them, and see that the servants make no
blunders.”
389“Me, me!” burst from Catharine’s lips, in a cry of such
agony, that the woman stepped back with a startled look,
which soon passed away, however, and that gleam of singular
intelligence again resumed its place. “Me her bridesmaid!”
“You will certainly come. The mistress depends upon it,”
she said, without appearing to heed the cry.
“I cannot. Oh, my God! I cannot do it. This is too
much—too much! I shall drop dead under torture!”
A look of rude compassion came to the woman’s face.
She drew close to Catharine, and touched her on the arm.
“You must be there, or the thing will go on!”
“What thing, woman?”
“The marriage of my mistress, Mrs. Townsend Oakley,
with another woman’s husband—that is the thing!”
Catharine looked at the woman in affright.
“What! what do you know?”
“I know that much, at any rate.”
“How—where—when? In the name of heaven, what
are you?”
“Mrs. Townsend Oakley’s servant,—nothing else.”
“But you said something that seems wild. How do you
know—”
“That Mr. De Marke is a married man—is that what
you ask?”
“Yes, that is what I ask!” answered Catharine, in a
strained, husky voice.
“How do you know it?” said the woman.
“Me—me—how do I know it. God help me—how do
I know it. I—”
“You see that I do know it, and that I know you, Catharine
Lacy.”
Catharine staggered back, warding the woman off with
her hands, as she drew closer to her.
“That name, why do you call me by that name? I do
390not bear it. I will not hear it—I tell you, woman, it is
not my name.”
“Right,” answered the woman, smiling shrewdly, “it is
not your name.”
“Well then, if it is not my name, why torment me with
it? What does Mrs. Oakley want of me? I am not her
friend. No one is my friend. I am alone, quite, quite,
alone!”
“I am your friend.”
“You, and tell me news like this?”
“You wish to prevent this wedding.”
“No, no; I wish nothing, I hope nothing. I have a hard
duty that will torture me, that is all.”
“But you must prevent it.”
“I must. Yes, I have known that all along. But how?
Great heaven! direct me how.”
“Tell them he has a wife already.”
“A wife. What wife?”
“Catharine Lacy, the name which is not yours.”
“What do you say, woman? How is it you would have
me act?”
“Go down to the cottage, meet them as they desire, and
when the clergyman calls upon those who know of a just
cause, or impediment,—I believe that’s the way it runs,—step
forward, and stand face to face with Catharine Lacy’s
husband, and tell him that she lives.”
Catharine wrung her hands distractedly. “I cannot, I
should drop dead at their feet. How can I do this without
proof?”
“Is not your presence proof?”
“No! I am changed. Even if they have ever known me,
I could not prove an identity.”
“Still you are his wife.”
“I did not say it.”
“Besides this—to help them on—they can prove that
391Catharine Lacy is dead by the hospital books. I know that
well enough, though you may not,” said the woman, with a
confidential air; “but what then?”
“It would be sufficient proof against anything I could
say, if that be true.”
“But he would know you. True enough, your hair is a
shade darker, you look taller and larger, your whole person
is changed; but you have the old smile, and the same eyes.
I knew you, why should not he?”
“Oh, do not ask—he will not wish it.”
“And you will see him marry another. This may be refinement,
ma’am; but to my thinking, it’s taking part in
the wickedness.”
Catharine shrunk within herself, and her features grew
pinched with sudden anguish. For a long time she remained
silent, gazing wildly on the woman. At last her pale lips
parted.
“True, true. O my God, my God, guide me—guide
me!” She sunk upon a fragment of rock, as these words
broke forth, and buried her face in the drapery of her shawl.
The woman stood over her, and said, “You see it must be
done.”
Catharine moaned faintly.
“Or a great crime will lie at your door.”
Again Catharine moaned.
“This man deserves it all.”
A shudder ran through Catharine’s frame; but she did
not look up.
“You will be sure and come,” persisted the woman.
“Yes,” said Catharine, looking up, “it must be. God
knows, if it were not to prevent sin, I would never remind
him of all he wishes to forget. I would live and die alone,
rather than intrude my wrongs upon his happiness. But he
leaves me no choice.”
“You are resolute?” questioned the woman.
392“Yes; the thing may kill me, but I will come. Still I
warn you, woman, it will be to meet unbelief and disgrace.
I have no proof to offer, and have outlived my own identity.”
The woman made an irresolute movement; plunged a
hand into her pocket, and took it out again empty. Then,
casting another glance at the trembling creature before her,
she gave a more deliberate plunge, and drew forth an old
pocket-book, from which she extracted, first a diamond ear-ring,
which she clasped in the palm of one hand with two
fingers, while she searched among some soiled papers with
the other. At last she drew forth a scrap of paper, which
she carefully unfolded and read. Catharine watched these
movements with a look of wistful curiosity. The strange
woman had won a sort of authority over her, and for the
time she was almost helpless.
“You are determined to do the right thing, and put a stop
to this marriage,” she said, holding the paper irresolutely.
“I must,” said Catharine. “It will ruin me, and ruin
him; but that is better than a great sin. They will not
believe me; but I will speak.”
“They shall believe you!” answered the woman peremptorily,
“ask him if he dares dispute that?”
Catharine took the paper, which Jane Kelly held out, and
glanced at it; but her head grew giddy, and the letters
floated like traceries of mist before her eyes. She only
knew that it was a certificate of her own marriage with
George De Marke. Her hands began to tremble violently:
she burst into a passion of tears.
“Your courage will not fail,” said Jane, “I may be sure
of that.”
“My duty cannot fail; I must do it,” answered Catharine,
sadly.
“Then I will go home. Remember, they will arrive at
sunset. After that, you must not count on any time as
safe.”
393“I know, I know,” murmured Catharine, gazing wistfully
upon the certificate in her hand, “there can be no wavering,
no doubt now: in this paper, God has unfolded my duty.”
She looked around. The woman had disappeared. Catharine
was alone with her God.
CHAPTER LXXV. THE INTERRUPTED CEREMONY.
That night, a small steamer put in at a landing, not far
from Mrs. Oakley’s cottage, and a crowd of cheerful,
richly dressed persons came, in scattered groups, along the
shore, chattering, laughing, and making the sweet air joyous
with merriment. There was one group quieter than the rest,
and over which a gentle serenity, almost amounting to sadness,
seemed to reign. This was the bridal party. George
De Marke walked gravely by his brother, leading the adopted
son by the hand; and the child now and then brought a
smile to his lips, by his pretty surprise at the number of
persons who seemed to be visitors at his home.
At the right hand of the widow-bride moved the stately
Mrs. Judson, all smiles and condescension to the man whom,
a few days before, she was ready to crush into the earth with
sovereign disdain. Her dress of purple and gold brocade
swept the grass with its rich folds, and she wore her mantilla
of old point as a queen displays the ermine of royalty.
There was no bridesmaid, for Mrs. Oakley, in her heart,
had resolved that Catharine should occupy that position.
She hoped to see her in time to enter into all those explanations
which would render the position unexceptionable to her
friend.
As they approached the cottage, the bride looked anxiously
394forward, expecting to see Catharine coming forth to greet
her; in this she was disappointed.
The visitors, many of them, remained out-of-doors, for
the evening was delightful, and a pleasant breeze stole up
from the water. Those who preferred it came in-doors, and
all around the dwelling, inside and out, groups of happy
people wandered to and fro, ready at any moment to be summoned
to the marriage ceremony.
Mrs. Oakley went to her room, a little nervous, and somewhat
anxious about the non-appearance of her intended
bridesmaid. The chambermaid was very busy, upon her
knees, unpacking a trunk which contained the bridal paraphernalia.
There was a half sneer upon her face, as she
unfolded the snowy robe, and laid out the mist-like veil of
Brussels’ point, with which the bridal wreath was entwined,
ready for the fair brow it was to crown.
“What is this? two dresses, and white lace trimmings for
both,” said Jane, gruffly, laying the dresses side by side,
across the bed. “According to my judgment, one will be
too many.”
Jane muttered the last words in her throat, as she stood
eying the bridal robes askance.
“Yes, yes,” said the bride, hurriedly, “the dress nearest
you, wreath and everything, is intended for Miss Barr. Send
some one to say that we are here, and tell her to lose no time,
we shall be waiting for her. Of course, you gave my invitations.”
The girl answered, that she had delivered both; and as
she spoke, the bride saw a smile, creeping, like a viper,
across her lips.
“They will come, of course. Nothing has gone wrong, I
hope.”
“Oh, it is a sure thing, ma’am; they’ll come.”
Mrs. Oakley had no time to regard the manner of this
reply. She felt a little uneasy at the absence of Catharine,
395more because it would delay an exculpation of her lover,
than from any doubt of her willingness to accept the compliment
she had extended in the invitation.
“Well, well, it is no matter,” she said, talking pleasantly
to herself, as Jane disappeared with the garments she had
been directed to have ready for the bridesmaid. “Of course,
she will be confident that all is right, or it would not have
come to this. I wonder what dear, proud mamma will say
to my choice of a bridesmaid. At any rate, she must admit
her a lady in everything. Nothing but her refinement and
gentle goodness have made those old people regard her as
a daughter of the house.
As the bride was arranging things thus cheerfully in her
mind, the lady mother came in, her purple silk rustling as
she walked, and a cluster of marabout feathers trembling
like a handful of snowflakes, where it fastened the frost-like
lace of her elaborate headdress.
As Mrs. Judson came into the room, the chambermaid
stole quietly out, cautiously keeping her back toward that
lady.
“Not ready yet,” cried the stately dame, drawing on her
own white gloves with deliberate gravity. “I have brought
my maid to help you, child. Come, come, begin at once, or
you will be flushed, the most vulgar thing that can happen
to a person in your position. Be active,” she continued,
speaking to a woman who had followed her into the room,
“do Mrs. Oakley’s hair at once; I will stand by and direct
you.”
Smiling and blushing a little, the bride placed herself in
a seat, and taking out her comb, allowed her raven tresses to
fall in a torrent over her shoulders. The toilet now commenced
in earnest. Braid after braid of those glittering
locks was wreathed around her shapely head, as she sat, with
a rose-tinted dressing-gown gathered over the snow of her
bridal garments, while the woman adorned her person; and
396Mrs. Judson gave directions, making herself more than usually
gracious.
At length the lady’s maid had completed her work.
Around that coil of raven braids lay a garland of white
roses, and as the bride stood up, allowing the dressing-gown
to fall in rosy masses around her feet, a cloud of misty lace,
touched as it were with traces of early frost, rippled in transparent
waves down the folds of her moire dress, sweeping to
the snow of her satin slippers. Thus the bride stood, lovely
as a dream, beneath the proud smile of her mother.
“But the bridesmaid! where is she?” questioned the elder
lady, looking at a clock upon the mantelpiece. “It is
nearly time.”
“She will be here, I dare say,” answered the bride, stepping
before the dressing-glass, with a faint blush at her own
exceeding beauty. “You will like her, I am sure, mamma.
She is so sweet and lady-like.”
“But you have not told me who she is, daughter?”
“Oh, she is one of the dearest creatures in the world, a
sort of protégé, or adopted daughter of Mrs. Ford’s, up at
the old stone house, yonder. Don’t be impatient, she will
be in time.”
Mrs. Judson shook her head very pleasantly, for she was
in high good humor that day.
“Ah! I understand; some young girl, without advantages,
that you want to bring out. One of these days you will see
how foolish such things are.”
Mrs. Oakley was about to offer some good-natured protest.
But as she turned to speak, they both heard a slight commotion
in the upper hall.
CHAPTER LXXVI. RIGHTED AT LAST.
397
“Here she comes!” exclaimed the bride, opening the
door. “Ah, I was sure of it! Come in! come in!
How late you are; fortunately your dress is all laid out.”
Mrs. Oakley held out her hand cordially. Catharine did
not touch it, but with a gentle inclination of the head, entered
the chamber followed by old Mrs. Ford.
Mrs. Oakley drew back, surprised and almost offended;
for, standing in the hall, directly behind the old lady, she
saw a white-haired gentleman, leaning upon his cane, as if
waiting for something.
“Of course, I am delighted to see your friends. They
have given me a pleasant surprise. I scarcely hoped—”
Mrs. Oakley stopped suddenly. She had caught a glimpse
of Catharine’s white face, and drew slowly back, terrified by
its expression.
Catharine was clothed in strange beauty that evening.
A painful wildness glittered in her eyes, her lips were like
marble, and her cheeks looked cold as snow. She had no
bonnet on, but a scarlet shawl had been hastily flung over
her dress of black silk, a costume that contrasted vividly
with the snow of Mrs. Oakley’s bridal apparel.
“What is this? Why have you come in a black dress,
and with that mournful face?” she questioned, while Mrs.
Judson drew proudly up, first in resentful astonishment,
then with a slow dawning of memory, that left her pale and
aghast, but still haughtily upright.
“I have come,” said Catharine, in a low, pained voice,
“I have come, because it must be. Not to share your joy,
but to quench it. Not to witness your marriage, for the
man who waits for you—I would soften these words, if I
knew how, but it must be said—is my own husband.”
398For a moment there was a dead silence in the room.
Every face was white, and every person dumb with amazement.
“I wish,” said Catharine, “this duty had been spared me.
I struggled and prayed to cast it off. The wreck of one
heart was enough. I would not have waited so long, or
have spoken now, but that silence would become guilt.”
“This is not true!” exclaimed the bride, pressing a hand
to her heart, that trembled and throbbed till the cloud of
lace that fell over it shook with the agony. “I tell you the
thing is impossible!”
“I wish it were. The God of heaven is my judge, that
I do not wound you, or him, willingly. But it is a miserable
duty, which I cannot escape.”
“Send for him. Send De Marke hither at once,” almost
shrieked the bride, as she stood up with an effort at firmness,
but trembling from head to foot. “To his face, you must
make this charge. Call De Marke, I say!”
The maid went out, leaving the group petrified into silence,
waiting like so many ghosts.
They had not long to wait for the bridegroom. He came
with a light step, in full dress, and with one glove in his
hand; a flush of supreme happiness was on his face. He
could not speak without smiling.
“Is it time?” he said, pausing at the door, in not ungraceful
confusion, as he saw that it was a dressing-room to which
he had been summoned.
But the silence, and the pale faces turned upon him, drove
the blush and smile instantly away. He stepped hastily
forward. “What is this? You are pale, you tremble.
Great heavens, what has happened? Is she ill?”
He looked first at Mrs. Oakley, then at her mother, repeating,
“Is she ill—is she ill?”
Mrs. Oakley, without removing the left hand from her heart,
pointed toward Catharine, who stood, pale and motionless,
with her eyes fixed on his face.
399“Look on that woman, and say if she is known to you.”
De Marke turned and looked in Catharine’s face. His
glance was firm and searching, his countenance agitated, but
truthful as noonday. “No,” he said, “I haven’t the
slightest recollection of this lady; yet—yet there is something
in her face—”
“Then you know her—it is true—mother, mother!”
The bride staggered back, clinging to Mrs. Judson, who
stood in her place, firm and cold as a statue.
“No, I did not say that—there was something in the
eyes; but it is gone—certainly I have never seen this
lady before!”
Catharine uttered a low moan, and moving toward him,
put the hair back from her temples with both hands, exposing
her beautiful but deathly features to his entire scrutiny.
He looked at her with a glance as cold as ice; that look fell
upon her like a blight; she reeled, a mist swum before her
eyes, and she could not discern a feature of the face to which
her own was so pathetically uplifted. Not a word did those
white lips utter. She stood before him, mute and trembling,
till the young man turned away, pained and almost angry.
Then all the strength left that poor wife, and she fell
forward upon her knees.
“Explain this scene, if you can, madam,” said the young
man, motioning Catharine away with his hand, while he
turned to Mrs. Judson.
Before the lady could answer, Catharine held up one hand,
with a paper quivering like a dead leaf between the fingers.
“Look at me! look at me! I am Catharine. Forgive me.
They would not let me die—forgive me; but I am Catharine
Lacy.”
De Marke snatched the paper from her hand, read it at
a glance, and with an exclamation of “thank God—oh!
thank God,” uttered as it were in a flood of joy, lifted Catharine
from his feet, and kissed her upon the forehead, again
and again.
400The bride uttered a cry, sharp with pain; De Marke took
no heed of it, but bent tenderly over Catharine.
“And is it indeed true? Catharine, Catharine Lacy?
Oh! this is joy indeed.”
“Mother, mother, take me away; he wishes to kill me!”
cried the bride, throwing her arms wildly around Mrs.
Judson.
De Marke heard her, and looked around.
“No, beloved, no,—I am only mad with joy. One moment,
one moment!”
Putting Catharine gently away, he rushed past Mrs. Judson,
pressed the pale hand of her daughter suddenly to his
lips, and left the room.
Again all was still. Mrs. Judson whispered soothing words
to her daughter, and old Mrs. Ford knelt beside Catharine,
who lay weak and helpless on her bosom.
De Marke returned, flushed, smiling, but with tears in his
eyes. Directly behind him came another person, so like
himself, that a stranger might have been startled by a resemblance
so remarkable.
“See! there she is, take care of her yourself, George, while
I beg pardon of this lady.”
George De Marke fell upon his knees before the old lady,
who still held Catharine in her arms.
“Give her to me! Let me look on her face. Catharine,
Catharine, my wife, my wife!”
Catharine knew the voice. She started up. In an instant
her face was flooded with tears. The other voice had seemed
cold and strange—this penetrated her very soul. She
reached out her arms like a little child—a long sweet sigh,
as he gathered her to his bosom; and then it seemed as if
she could never speak again, that trance of happiness was so
perfect. George De Marke was still upon his knees, holding
his wife in those strong arms, and thanking God that she
was his again, when old Mrs. Ford arose and laid her two
401hands upon his head, with the softest and sweetest blessing that
ever came out of a woman’s heart.
The young man looked up and met her eyes—those meek,
brown eyes, so full of pathetic tenderness. Then an old man
came into the group, and laid his hand, all wrinkled and
quivering, upon those of the gentle matron.
“Son of my child,” he said, “God’s blessing be with you,
even as mine is!”
A soft and holy amen stole from the lips of that dear old
lady. Then the venerable couple retreated a little way off,
leaving the dew of their benediction on the young man’s
heart, which had risen full and gratefully to the touch of
those hands.
“You have been her friends, I can see that. God bless you
for it!”
“Yes,” answered the old woman, gently, “we are her
friends and your grandparents.”
“My grandparents! I do not know what all this means;
but God bless you both for everything you are and have
done. Catharine shall tell me all about it. I want to hear
her voice. Look up, darling, and tell me if I belong to this
dear old lady and gentleman.”
Catharine struggled a little in his arms and lifted her face
from his bosom; it had fallen there, pale as a lily, but now
the flush of summer roses glowed upon it from neck to forehead.
Happiness had made her radiant.
“Not now,” said the old man; “let us take nothing from
her happiness. To-morrow our grandson will come to us,
but now he belongs to her.”
And so the old couple went quietly home together, thanking
God all the way.
One by one the persons who had witnessed the reunion of
that husband and wife glided from the room; and for a few
precious minutes they were alone together. But scarcely a
word was said. They looked in each other’s faces, smiling,
402and yet with a shy sort of reserve, wondering at themselves
that, having so much to say, sweet silence seemed pleasanter
than words.
“Yes, darling, you have changed, but only to become more
lovely,” he said in answer to the fond question in her eyes.
“And I—you would not have known me, I am certain.”
“I had but to hear your voice, the tears blinded me so—now
that I can see you, it is the same face, older, braver.”
“But brother Louis is more like what I was. No wonder
you took him for me.”
“But I do wonder my eyes were traitors. How would
they betray me so? but I only saw him from a distance, and
to-night my distress—”
Here Mrs. Oakley knocked at the door, interrupting them.
“Come,” she said, “the people below are getting impatient.
I want my bridesmaid. Louis is waiting for you in the
other room, Mr. De Marke.”
George De Marke went out, obediently, and then Mrs.
Judson’s maid commenced a second toilet, to which Catharine
submitted without protest; she was far too happy for anything
like that.
The bridal ceremony was delayed a little; and that was
all the guests knew of the scene we have just described.
Half an hour later there came forth from that chamber
four persons so radiant with happiness, so grandly beautiful,
that curiosity, if any had existed, was swallowed up in
admiration. A murmur of surprise ran from lip to lip,
for the moonlight beauty of the bride was exquisitely
contrasted by the radiant loveliness of her bridesmaid,
who was, it began to be whispered about, already married
to the elder brother of the bridegroom, excellent matches
both, for Madame De Marke, the mother, had left an immense
fortune, which would be divided equally between the
young men.
The guests also observed that Mrs. Judson, the stately
403mother of the bride, lost somewhat of her queenly self-possession
that night. She kept aloof from the wedding-party,
and seemed shy of addressing the bridesmaid, while giving
congratulations to her daughter and the newly married
husband. But these things were only matters of passing
comment, and no one guessed how deep a current of human
joy was swelling beneath the commonplaces of this wedding.
CHAPTER LXXVII. ABOUT THE LITTLE BOY.
Three weeks after the wedding, George De Marke and
his wife were established in the home that had been his
father’s. For the first time in his life, he had learned the
particulars of a domestic drama, which had cast his infancy
under the influence of that miserable Frenchwoman, whose
sins had at last centred into the meanest and most grinding
of all vices.
A little week before, this man had deemed himself an
isolated being, with no one to love or cling to, except the
brother, whose happiness he had resolved to witness, and
then become a wanderer again. Now he was at home,
settled for life under the roof of ancestors whose very existence
had been unknown to him. His mother, whose insanity
had taken a gentle and more poetic turn since the
death of her enemy, as if even from the distance she had
felt the atmosphere of her life relieved of its poison, hovered
around him caressingly and with pleasant smiles, for she
fancied the husband of her youth had come back again.
She no longer shrunk from the picture, which had been returned
to its old place on the wall; but would talk to it for
404hours, evidently substituting its inanimate features for those
of her son when he was away.
But there was still a shadow upon the life of that young
couple: the memory of a child, that had perished, and for
which there was forever an unsilenced yearning in the
mother’s heart. The proof of its death was so vague, that
sometimes wild dreams of its existence forced themselves upon
her; and these feelings she had imparted to her husband.
One day De Marke had just left Catharine alone in the
library, with the sashes of the great bay-window open, when
two women came by on their way to the front of the house.
One was Mrs. Louis De Marke’s servant, who had disappeared
the night after the wedding, and the other a comely
little Irish woman, whose face Catharine instantly recognized.
She sprang up with an exclamation of pleasant surprise and
ran to the window.
“Mary Margaret—Mrs. Dillon!”
Mary Margaret and her companion turned, and came
toward the window.
“Oh! is it there ye are, me darlint?” said the good-hearted
woman, “with yer husband to the fore, and no
thanks to anybody. Faix! but I’m glad to get a sight of
yer beautiful countenance agin, and I’ve com’ all the way
down here to give ye a taste of happiness that ye haven’t
dreamed of. What do you say, darlint, to a child of yer
own, just the beautifullest crathur?”
“Hush,” said Catharine, bending from the open casement,
and reaching out her hand to Mary Margaret. “This is a
cruel subject to jest on!”
“She isn’t joking, not she,” said Jane Kelly; “I’ve
brought her down here, just to strengthen what I have to
say, and what I never would have said on earth, if he there
hadn’t proved to be another woman’s son. If that old
Frenchwoman had been his mother, he might have searched
till doomsday, and never found the little fellow after all.
405“Catharine Lacy, I was your nurse at the hospital; I took
the living child from your bosom, and placed the dead baby
of Louisa Oakley in its place. You were raving, and did
not know it. Don’t look so white and so frightened. I had
an object. The old French fiend paid me for putting your
child out of the way. I did not murder for her money; but
I changed the infants, and reported yours dead. More than
this, I changed the numbers and names over your cots, and
that is why you are registered as dead, and buried, instead
of the other.”
“But the child, my child!” cried Catharine.
“Mary Margaret took it to nurse.”
“Mary Margaret!”
“Yes, yer ladyship,” said Mrs. Dillon, “I mothered the
little crathur, all unbeknowst that it was your baby as I
was doing for. Ye had the darlint in yer own blessed arms,
more’an onest, and the most beautifullest sight it was to
see yez together, like the blessed mother of Christ pictured
out over the holy altar, with the hivenly baby in her
two arms—amin!”
“But the child, my child! Where is it? who has got it
now? My own, own child.”
“It’s a’most forenant ye, this blessed minit, yer ladyship.
Down in the purty house, behint them trees, a-playin’ in the
garden, as innercent as a young rabbit. Didn’t I just see
the mark of the holy cross, as red as a ruby, which the angels
left on his temple—”
Mary Margaret broke off suddenly, for Catharine had
left the window. In another moment they saw her flitting
across the lawn, and under the elms. She was out of sight
long before the last sentence was finished.
“Let’s go after her,” said Jane Kelly. “I want to see
their hearts torn in giving him up.”
But they had hardly crossed the lawn, when Catharine
came back, walking rapidly, with little Edward in her arms.
406She rushed by them, raining kisses on the child, and hurrying
on, went panting and breathless into the presence of her
husband, his grandparents, and Elsie.
“George, George, take him—take him, he is our child,
yours and mine—our own, own child. Grandfather, grandmother,
mother, thank God! thank God! for it is our son,
that was lost and is found.”
There was some reluctance on the part of Mrs. Louis De
Marke to give up all claim on the child she had loved as
her own. But all this was compromised in the end by little
Edward himself, who divided all the hours of his bright life
pretty equally between the old mansion and the Italian cottage
during the first year. After that he proclaimed a
determination to give up the cottage altogether, for his
other mamma had just taken in a mite of a girl-baby that
was always crying, and hadn’t sense enough to walk alone;
if she was going to keep that little thing, he meant to live
at grandfather’s and nowhere else.
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Harry Lorrequer,
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Jack Hinton,
75
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75
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50
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Mad Monkton,
50
Sights a-Foot,
50
The Stolen Mask,
25
The Yellow Mask,
25
Sister Rose,
25
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The Wife’s Trials,
75
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50
Rival Beauties,
75
Romance of the Harem,
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Red Court Farm,
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Elster’s Folly,
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50
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50
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50
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50
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75
Better for Worse,
75
Foggy Night at Offord,
25
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25
William Allair,
25
A Light and a Dark Christmas,
25
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Louise La Valliere,
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Diana of Meridor,
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The Three Guardsmen,
75
Twenty Years After,
75
Bragelonne,
75
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1 00
Queen’s Necklace,
1 00
Six Years Later,
1 00
Countess of Charney,
1 00
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75
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75
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75
Man with Five Wives,
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50
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Count of Moret,
50
George,
50
Buried Alive,
25
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Witches of New York,
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Trapper’s Daughter,
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Pirates of the Prairies,
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Life of Don Quixotte,
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Caroline of Brunswick,
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Lord Saxondale,
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Mary Price,
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1 00
Joseph Wilmot,
1 00
Banker’s Daughter,
1 00
Kenneth,
1 00
The Rye-House Plot,
1 00
The Necromancer,
1 00
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75
Child of Waterloo,
75
Robert Bruce,
75
Discarded Queen,
75
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75
Mary Stuart, Queen of Scots,
75
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1 00
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75
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75
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75
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75
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75
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75
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75
May Middleton,
75
Duke of Marchmont,
75
Massacre of Glencoe,
75
Queen Joanna; Court Naples,
75
Pickwick Abroad,
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Parricide,
75
The Ruined Gamester,
50
Ciprina; or, Secrets of a Picture Gallery, 50
Life in Paris,
50
Countess and the Page,
50
Edgar Montrose,
50
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50
Rob Roy,
50
The Antiquary,
50
Old Mortality,
50
Heart of Mid Lothian,
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Bride of Lammermoor,
50
Waverley,
50
St. Ronan’s Well,
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Kenilworth,
50
The Pirate,
50
The Monastery,
50
The Abbot,
50
The Fortunes of Nigel,
50
The Betrothed,
50
Peveril of the Peak,
50
Red Gauntlet,
50
The Talisman,
50
Woodstock,
50
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50
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50
Anne of Geierstein,
50
Count Robert of Paris,
50
The Black Dwarf and Legend of Montrose,
50
Castle Dangerous, and Surgeon’s Daughter,
50
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50
Tales of a Grandfather,
25
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Life of Jack Sheppard,
50
Guy Fawkes,
75
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The Star Chamber,
75
Old St. Paul’s,
75
Court of Queen Anne,
50
Dick Turpin,
50
Life of Davy Crockett,
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Life of Grace O’Malley,
50
Life of Henry Thomas,
25
Tower of London,
1 50
Miser’s Daughter,
1 00
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Court of the Stuarts,
75
Windsor Castle,
75
Desperadoes of the New World,
25
Ninon De L’Enclos,
25
Life of Arthur Spring,
25
Life of Mrs. Whipple and Jessee Strang,
25
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The Cavalier,
1 50
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75
Mary of Burgundy,
75
Arrah Neil,
75
Eva St. Clair,
50
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1 50
The Coward,
1 50
The Days of Shoddy. A History of the late War,
1 50
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75
The Woman in Red. A Companion to the “Woman in Black,”
50
Twelve Months of Matrimony. By Emelie F. Carlen,
50
Webster and Hayne’s Speeches in Reply to Colonel Foote,
75
Roanoke; or, Where is Utopia? By C. H. Wiley. Illustrated,
75
Leah; or the Forsaken,
50
Banditti of the Prairie,
75
Tom Racquet,
75
Rod Indians of Newfoundland,
75
Salathiel, by Croly,
75
Corinne; or, Italy,
75
Ned Musgrave,
75
Aristocracy,
75
Inquisition in Spain,
75
Flirtations in America,
75
The Coquette,
75
Thackeray’s Irish Sketch Book,
75
Whitehall,
75
Father Clement, paper,
50
do. do. cloth,
75
Miser’s Heir, paper,
50
do. do. cloth,
75
The Beautiful Nun,
75
Mysteries of Three Cities,
75
Genevra. By Miss Fairfield,
75
New Hope; or, the Rescue,
75
The Greatest Plague of Life,
50
Clifford and the Actress,
50
Two Lovers,
50
Ryan’s Mysteries of Marriage,
50
The Fortune Hunter,
50
The Orphan Sisters,
50
The Romish Confessional,
50
Victims of Amusements,
50
General Scott’s $5 Portrait,
1 00
Henry Clay’s $5 Portrait,
1 00
Violet,
50
Tangarua, a Poem,
1 00
Alieford, a Family History,
50
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75
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1 50
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75
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75
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50
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Major Jones’ Courtship,
75
Major Jones’ Travels,
75
Simon Suggs’ Adventures and Travels,
75
Major Jones’ Chronicles of Pineville,
75
Polly Peablossom’s Wedding,
75
Mysteries of the Backwoods,
75
Widow Rugby’s Husband,
75
Big Bear of Arkansas,
75
Western Scenes; or, Life on the Prairie,
75
Streaks of Squatter Life,
75
Pickings from the Picayune,
75
Stray Subjects, Arrested and Bound Over,
75
Louisiana Swamp Doctor,
75
Charcoal Sketches,
75
Misfortunes of Peter Faber,
75
Yankee among the Mermaids,
75
New Orleans Sketch Book,
75
Drama in Pokerville,
75
The Quorndon Hounds,
75
My Shooting Box,
75
Warwick Woodlands,
75
The Deer Stalkers,
75
Peter Ploddy,
75
Adventures of Captain Farrago,
75
Major O’Regan’s Adventures,
75
Sol. Smith’s Theatrical Apprenticeship,
75
Sol. Smith’s Theatrical Journey-Work,
75
The Quarter Race in Kentucky,
75
Aunt Patty’s Scrap Bag,
75
Percival Mayberry’s Adventures and Travels,
75
Sam Slick’s Yankee Yarns and Yankee Letters,
75
Adventures of Fudge Fumble,
75
American Joe Miller,
50
Following the Drum,
50
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Henrietta Temple,
50
Vivian Grey,
75
Venetia,
50
Young Duke,
50
Miriam Alroy,
50
Contarina Fleming,
50
FRANK FAIRLEGH’S WORKS.
Frank Fairlegh,
75
Lewis Arundel,
75
Harry Racket Scapegrace,
75
Tom Racquet,
75
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Harry Coverdale’s Courtship,
1 50
Lorrimer Littlegood,
1 50
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The Old Stone Mansion,
1 50
Kate Aylesford,
1 50
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Cruising in the Last War,
75
Valley Farm,
25
Grace Dudley; or, Arnold at Saratoga,
50
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The Old Patroon,
1 50
The Watchman,
1 50
The Wanderer,
1 50
The Lawyer’s Story,
1 50
Diary of an Old Doctor,
1 50
Sartaroe,
1 50
The Three Cousins,
1 50
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WILLIAM H. MAXWELL’S WORKS.
Wild Sports of the West,
75
Stories of Waterloo,
75
Brian O’Lynn,
75
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French without a Master,
40
Spanish without a Master,
40
Latin without a Master,
40
German without a Master,
40
Italian without a Master,
40
The above five works on the French, German, Spanish, Latin, and
Italian Languages, without a Master, whereby any one or all of these
Languages can be learned by any one without a Teacher, with the aid of
this great book, by A. H. Monteith, Esq., is also published in finer style,
complete in one large volume, bound, price, $1.75.
HARRY COCKTON’S WORKS.
Sylvester Sound,
75
Valentine Vox, in paper,
75
do. finer edition, cloth,
2 00
The Sisters,
75
The Steward,
75
Percy Effingham,
75
HUMOROUS ILLUSTRATED WORKS.
Each one full of Illustrations, by Felix O. C. Darley, and bound in Cloth.
Major Jones’ Courtship and Travels. With 21 Illustrations,
1 75
Major Jones’ Scenes in Georgia. With 16 Illustrations,
1 75
Simon Suggs’ Adventures and Travels. With 17 Illustrations,
1 75
Swamp Doctor’s Adventures in the South-West. 14 Illustrations,
1 75
Col. Thorpe’s Scenes in Arkansaw. With 16 Illustrations,
1 75
The Big Bear’s Adventures and Travels. With 18 Illustrations,
1 75
High Life in New York, by Jonathan Slick. With Illustrations,
1 75
Judge Halliburton’s Yankee Stories. Illustrated,
1 75
Harry Coverdale’s Courtship and Marriage. Illustrated,
1 75
Piney Wood’s Tavern; or, Sam Slick in Texas. Illustrated,
1 75
Sam Slick, the Clockmaker. By Judge Haliburton. Illustrated,
1 75
Modern Chivalry. By Judge Breckenridge. Two vols., each,
1 75
Humors of Falconbridge. With Illustrations,
1 75
Neal’s Charcoal Sketches. By Joseph C. Neal. 21 Illustrations,
2 50
DOW’S PATENT SERMONS.
Dow’s Patent Sermons, 1st Series, $1.00; cloth,
1 50
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1 50
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1 50
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1 50
MISS ELLEN PICKERING’S WORKS.
The Grumbler,
75
Marrying for Money,
75
Poor Cousin,
50
Kate Walsingham,
50
Orphan Niece,
50
Who Shall be Heir?
38
The Squire,
38
Ellen Wareham,
38
Nan Darrel,
38
THE SHAKSPEARE NOVELS
By Robert Folkstone Williams.
The Secret Passion,
1 00
The Youth of Shakspeare,
1 00
Shakspeare and his Friends,
1 00
The three above Books are also published complete in one large octavo volume, bound in cloth. Price Four Dollars.
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TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES
Silently corrected obvious typographical errors and variations in spelling.
Retained archaic, non-standard, and uncertain spellings as printed.
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