"If sanctimony and a frail vow betwixt an erring barbarian
and a supersubtle Venetian be not too hard ... thou shalt enjoy
her."—W. SHAKESPEARE.
"Whatever Norah lacked, it was not
looks," said Ross, leaving the rail to fling
himself into a deck-chair that creaked under his
weight.
'Beauty and gay clothes, a merry heart
And a good stomach to a feast are all,
All the poor crimes you can charge her with,'"
he murmured.
"Not that her heart stayed very merry: while,
for the matter of that, even her beauty was a good
deal altered the last time I met her and heard from
her lips the story I am going to tell you.
By then life and Africa had handled her and
treated her as an etcher his plate with steel and acid,
adding something which was not there before, call
it a soul or a complex according to your creed.
Well, if from heaven that day you could have
seen her clearly as she sat beside Dick Ward on
the deck of the Mimi you would have remarked,
a bit of a thing, who rode some seven stone, neatly
cut as a Chinese carving, legs and ankles to make
you praise the name of short skirts, short dark hair
that entangled the gleam of shaded lamplight on
mahogany, cheekbones curving out from cheeks,
whose blood (unless that carmine could be claimed
for lip salve) had ebbed to her mouth, on which a
smile mocked more often than it flattered.
This smile, her pretty slimness, her moods, mobile
as quicksilver, might have left her what old men call
'a divine imp,' and you could have forgotten her
in the next pretty girl you saw, but for some subtle,
elusive quality—like a barely perceptible perfume—that,
troubling and tantalising, forbade oblivion."
Ross seemed to meditate.
"I doubt," he said at last, "if it be profitable to
anatomise magic; but if I must satisfy your inquiring
turn of mind, I would hazard that it was the
presence of two conflicting strains in Norah that
fascinated the senses.
At some time you must have visited the Small
Cat House at the Zoo? Those drowsy, furry, definite,
little entities. A trifle sensual, a trifle cruel.
Lazy, individualistic, practical, wicked, fascinating.
Small, pointed faces, red tongues, sharp claws,
sudden motions, quick wits.... Behind the prettiness
and softness something lurks, something of the
night, of the wilds.
Well, there was a quality in Norah that
provoked one to the same admiration. When you
listened to her deep, caressing voice—as deep a voice
as I've heard in a woman, (some undergraduate once
compared it to the dusk of a summer's day)—you
were in the presence of something as strange and as
primordial as the dances of the East.
Or when you glanced discreetly (should you be a
foreigner, 'when you stared admiringly') at the
elusive line of her face, which fined down to that
evanescent oval, common enough in Italy, so light,
so feminine, or should I say 'so female,' you were
aware of something ... well, there isn't a fair
word. To describe by opposites it certainly was
not spiritual. But neither was it animal. Perhaps
'Southern' is as good an adjective as any. Not
that she could really trace any meridional blood.
If the Cleverlies went to the Continent for their
mistresses, they stuck to the Shires for their wives.
But unless you are satisfied by a wave of the hand
towards the Small Cat House, 'Southern' is as good
an adjective as I can find you.
Then, when you thought you had her classified,
you met the second strain. Your ears lost her
voice, your gaze left the line of cheek and chin and
travelled to her narrow eyes, dark as night before
sunrise, as a velvet curtain hiding a smouldering
fire; at once you passed to the presence of a
different animal.
The Small Cats don't bother their heads about
romance, adventure, rebellion or any generous folly.
I doubt if any occupant of the Zoo does; for that
look you must search the human prisons.
But Norah's eyes made you remember forlorn
hopes, lost causes, desperate adventures, despairing
loyalties; all that uncomfortable side of life which
the prudent man avoids. And when they gazed at
you under their arched, delicate brows, you felt
admiration or pity according to your lights, for a
fellow mortal, spurred by impractical generosities,
dazzled by romantic imaginings, ridden by rebellious
longings, who'd funk no fence that Life might
offer—Life isn't only fences," broke off Ross to mutter.
"It's the plough that kills the likes of her."
"Dick Ward," he went on, "was gazing, no doubt,
into those romantic orbs at the minute my story
begins, and reading a flattering message in their
courageous depths.
One could not look at Dick without pleasure.
He presented a Lucifer-son-of-the-morning effect.
The 'Greek god' type, which fluttered our grandmothers,
lacks sufficient kick for the Neo-georgian
maid. His hair was perhaps a shade too long for
male taste, though women seem in this to be more
lenient. That people, on first acquaintance, were
apt to take him for an American was possibly due
to his faint Irish intonation, and he was so
wonderfully sure, so well poised, and so preposterously
good looking.
During the war he served in the Air Force.
When peace returned, a rich uncle's death saved
him from the horrors of work. Wealth was added
to charm, wit, good looks—unless vows matter, can
you blame Norah so much?
'Marriage laws are drafted by the old,' he had
just said, to calm some scruple, 'to be broken by
the young.'
'Dick, don't be so Wilde!' she retorted. This
isn't the setting. Look at the Lake....'
'I'd rather look at the woman!'
'Don't be an ass. The woman's there any day,
Tanganyika——'
'I can't believe yet she will be. I'm afraid of
waking up.'
'I feel I've dreamt away my life till now: I've
only just woken up. Woken up from a bad dream
about Africa.'
'Africa is nearly over. Two days up the Lake
to the railway, then——'
'Do you so badly want the time to hurry?'
'Every second with you is worth a life, only——'
'Only you'd sooner catch the train.'
'Aren't you ever serious, Norah? You know
I love you with——'
'I often wonder if you love me at all, Dick.'
'No one has ever loved a woman so.'
'Supposing, of course, there is such a thing as
love.'
'Norah!'
'Love that survives appetite.'
'Darling!'.
'Well, you see, I loved before.'
'As much as ... now?'
'Differently, perhaps.'
'And my love is different. My love....'
But we'll leave Dick's amatory eloquence to the
sufficient audience of Norah and the extinct volcanoes
that ring the Lake. In their youth, they, too,
had known outbursts of fire and passionate
contortion: now cold and desolate, with puffs of cloud
nestling like patches of snow in their hollow flanks,
bluer than any precious stone, they stared down in
unmoved silence.
All day the Mimi steamed slowly and fussily,
the sun beating fiercely on her crowded deck through
the thin awning. Norah lay full length on the camp
bed her body servant had put up. The Mimi did
not run to cabins—you shared her deck with her
doubtfully Arab captain, who lounged in a
three-legged wicker chair. Other competitors for the
narrow space were the negro crew with their household
gods, the couple of lean goats, and the dozen
lousy fowls that formed the vessel's food supply.
A portion aft was reserved for native passengers,
a class represented this trip by one incredibly lean
Indian, with a wiry beard and a blue and white
check turban. He sat on a hatch, naked to the waist,
his thin legs crossed, motionless for hours. Each
time that Norah glanced in his direction his brows
seemed to bend in a scowl at the two Europeans.
So all that day they steamed over the Lake, whose
sapphire waters were cool to the eye and tepid to
the hand. Towards evening they anchored off a
fishing village where the captain had told them an
Arab was waiting with oxen to ship to a mission
up the Lake. He had driven them from a village,
a hundred miles to the south, where his father had
settled in the days of the slave trade.
Norah was roused from drowsy contemplation of
Dick's profile by a shout; she felt the engines go half
speed and idly she watched a ragged silhouette
sounding over the bows with a painted rod.
'Bili ... bili—two fathoms ... two fathoms.' Another
shout, and the engines were silent. She
rose and took Dick's arm as he leaned over the
bulwarks gazing landwards.
'What is it?' she asked.
'I was planning.'
'About us?'
When we're home. What we'll do; where'll
we go; what we'll see.'
'Never anything stranger than this,' she nodded
towards the shore.
Sheer red cliffs loomed above them. Like
futurist painting, violent colours lay in slabs. A
streak of faint green sky topped the sandstone wall
off which blazed the refulgence of the declining sun;
a strip of beach slid a tongue of silver between that
fiery barrier and the deepening blue of the Lake.
'Pity you can't paint, Dick. Call it "Drink of
Water in Hell," or something bright.'
'The village spoils it. Victorian almost.'
The village, which contrasted the pacificism of
man with the violence of nature, stretched its single
row of oblong huts under the compact shade of
gray-green mango-trees. Their shadow fell black on
the ragged thatch which fined from the chocolate
colour of the peak, discoloured by innumerable
cooking fires, to silver at the eaves.
Groups of placid or indifferent men squatted on
the verandahs without motion save for the occasional
act of taking snuff. The only sound came from a
woman who knelt and pounded millet. The smooth
wooden block raised with her two hands beat
rhythmically in the worn mortar.
A group of naked babies splashed among wavelets
too tiny to disturb even their slight equilibrium.
And Norah's heart warmed to the quiet humanity
of the scene. A thought struck her: 'What about
those babies and crocs?' she asked.
'Oh!' said Dick. 'There aren't crocs everywhere.
It's uninhabited bays they like.'
The advent of the steamer created no stir. At
last a family, more enterprising or more avaricious
than the rest, was moved to abandon the quietude
of their verandah for the yellow sunlight of the
beach, where their naked forms were silhouetted,
straining at the launch of one of the dozen grey
dugouts that pointed in every direction on the sand.
The example set, the Mimi was soon ringed by slim
canoes laden with long bunches of bananas, purplish
green mangoes, and fish of the lake.
'Better buy some, Dick, we haven't too much
food with us,' counselled Norah. 'And we mayn't
have another chance before Kigoma.'
'What about half a dozen of those?' he pointed
to an odd looking yellow barbel with grotesque
whiskers. It was as big as a child of ten.
Norah shuddered.
'What's that?' she asked in Swahili, pointing to
another fish. 'Is it good eating?'
'Coupi, memsahib,' said the villager, holding up
a sort of carp that looked as if it had been
inexpertly dyed a poisonous saffron.
'See the blue marking on its belly!' said Dick.
'What a colour!'
'Lapis-lazuli, isn't it?'"
* * * * * * *
For some time Ross had seemed to try my
credulity high.
"Do you mean to tell me," I cried, "that Lady
Norah repeated to you the words of the most trivial
conversations, minute details that caught her eye,
vague impressions that darted across her brain?"
"Of course not," said Ross calmly, "but she told
me enough to let me fill them in with certainty.
You surely don't demand the 'or words to that effect'
of the metropolitan police at each moment.
* * * * * * *
"The cattle dealer," he continued placidly, "who,
for many days had been awaiting the boat's arrival,
had driven two oxen knee-deep into the water. A
couple of deck-hands tumbled, laughing and talking,
into the ship's dinghy and paddled towards them.
Norah, whose attention was as easily caught by
life's activities as any errand boy's, left the
bargaining crowd to watch the boat's return.
Horns, muzzles, humps alone visible out of the
water, the beasts swam tied to either rowlock.
Supporting the head of one, its owner hung over the
gunwale. The other less favoured ox submerged
each time the slight swell struck him and, as he
rose again above the surface, snorted stentorianly.
A cable, paid out from the ship, at a second
attempt was noosed over one pair of wide horns.
The firemen bent to the capstan, answering the
long-drawn chant of their capitao 'oo-ère' with a staccato
'wére.' Slowly the derrick lifted the heavy beast by
his horns into the air where he hung grotesquely,
pawing and patient. A signal was given and the
beam swung inboard, the ox slipping a little as his
hoofs met the unfamiliar plates of the deck.
The second beast was more truculent. No sooner
had he touched deck and felt his horns free of the
noose than, lunging forward, he tossed one of the
ship's goats into the hold. The crew laughed
delightedly. The ox stood, his feelings outraged,
scraping the deck with his hoof and swaying his
lowered head.
'Look out, Dick,' cried Norah, wise in the ways
of cattle. 'He's coming for you.'
But Dick would not have been quick enough to
escape the fate of the goat, had not Norah presented
a stick to the oncoming muzzle. Faced with the
alternative of bumping his nose, or abandoning his
objective, scared and nervy, rather than ugly-tempered,
he shambled off, lowing, to the after end
of the ship.
'Brute,' said Dick, but Norah followed and had
her late opponent slobbering his wet muzzle into her
sleeve.
His owner, the Arab, in a hurry to start his
hundred-mile walk home, had rowed back to shore
to collect his herd boys, who lay on the beach, at
the edge of the lapping water. His white-robed
figure was visible for a moment on the path leading
into the hills behind the village, before it disappeared
among the trees. The voices of his ragged followers
were audible a little longer, then silence fell as the
village settled for the night. Blue smoke rose
through every roof and hovered in a mist over the
village; the smell of wood fires and cooking was
added to the faintly saline breath of the Lake.
Presently the moon came up and touched with silver
the crest of every ripple. Across the glittering
pathway slid the silhouette of a canoe and, lying in her
bows, an adolescent began to twang a native guitar."
Telling the story a fortnight later, Norah
said that this evening offered her the last
peace and contentment she was to know. I fancy
one must have youth as well as a good digestion on
one's side to feel peaceful and content a few weeks
after deserting a devoted husband. But scruples, if
women ever have them, lapse in love, and more fully
I imagine when the game is played with so splendid
a partner in so romantic a scene.
All her life, Norah had taken to romance, as
other folk take to drink, or politics. The cure, you
shall see, was drastic.
As a child, she had run wild. Her mother had
died at her birth, and her father was interminably
engaged in a series of unsuccessful operations on the
markets, the turf, or the tables. A succession of
governesses threw in their hands after a brief
attempt, unbacked by any parental authority, to
control her. From them, however, she learned to
read and write, and from the coachman, to swear.
Otherwise, she had little regular education.
She made up for it in the great dilapidated library
where she browsed, uncontrolled, among the great
debris of the past. Poetry, drama, novels, history,
it did not matter, so long as it had a story and a
swing. Not a very high criterion, perhaps, but it
led her to Shakespeare, and the Arabian Nights,
Marlowe and Webster, Froissart and Hakluyt,
Chaucer, Drayton, Otway, Defoe, Byron. There
seemed to be a wonderful world waiting for her,
wonderful lands to visit, wonderful deeds to dare,
wonderful men to meet.
The outbreak of war swung her from this world
of books into life and a phase of life then strange
enough to any of us.
She was seventeen when she started work as a
V.A.D. and eighteen when she received her eventual
discharge with the infraction of every rule to her
discredit. In her first round with discipline that
unimaginative force had won. She spent a night of
tears and abasement, feeling that to have her way,
she had failed her country and her class.
But the votaries of Romance are not easily, if
indeed they are ever, discouraged. The next morning
she joined a volunteer Red Cross column, which
a wealthy humanitarian was raising for service with
the Russian Armies.
In those days we still believed, if not in the great
steam roller, at least in the great soul of Russia.
Our stale, materialistic civilisation was to be
quickened with an air blowing cold from the steppes.
The way had been shown us, our enthusiasts
instanced, by the Muscovite abnegation of vodka;
forgetting that a Russian is only worth listening to
when he is drunk. Regeneration was dawning,
convincingly enough, in the east; they little knew how
red that dawn.
Norah eagerly seized the chance of reinstating
herself in her own esteem. And no doubt the
glamour of the country of the Tsars called her.
During her months with the V.A.D. her stout heart,
quick wits, and clever fingers had picked up
something of war-time nursing. It is not difficult to
believe that her beauty, if not her skill, was welcome
to the overworked, ill-equipped French and Russian
doctors, who laboured day and night behind the
Russian front at the first dressing station where
worked the column."
Ross hesitated.
"She told me," he said, "a good many interesting
things about this experience of hers—of operations
by candle-light on the kitchen tables of abandoned
farms, of a long-haired pope attached to the column
whom horror drove mad one night in a shattered
tavern; but the story will be long enough without
any picturesque extras, and we'll go straight on to
the day that the Sisters, for a joke, I suppose, crossed
Norah's thread with Archie's.
Archie Sinclair was not, of course, in the least
like Dick Ward.
In his adventures, the male unconsciously pursues
one chosen type, finding in his mates, if only for a
moment, an approximation to his dreams. Just as,
in a palpable desert, it is the mirage of water that
men follow, ignoring other less desired deception.
Deception it is. Alone the hermits of the Thebaid
attained to the achievement of temptation without
realisation. Less fortunate men find in possession
the denial of the dream.
Women never follow this ideal of monotony.
Their husbands, their lovers, are the glasses through
which they survey the world. Sometimes one wants
spectacles, sometimes lorgnettes, sometimes
field-glasses.
Dick was successful, splendid, heroically moulded.
He took the eye and filled the stage. Archie was
small and unremarkable. He hated emotion,
gestures in any degree. Expression made him
uncomfortable; and any display of generous sentiment,
noble aspiration or lofty ideal he met with
embarrassed silence. But he lacked the self-confidence
that would have qualified him for the slightly
unfashionable ranks of Strong Silent Men. Meeting
him casually, he struck you as irresolute. 'Cautious'
was really a truer diagnosis.
Like Dick, he was a Celt. But while Dick was
the type that fills parliaments and places where they
talk, Archie was the dark, inconspicuous sort that is
only dragged from its holes in the hills into public
by outside force.
His father and grandfather had practised at the
Scottish Bar; he was himself destined for the same
career, but circumstances, in the obscure shape of a
handful of Serbian assassins, landed him in a
gun-pit in a picturesque valley at the foot of the
Carpathian Mountains.
As an earnest young Liberal at the Union Debating
Society, Oxford, Archie had repeatedly proved
the impossibility of war under modern conditions.
In August, 1914, however, when Europe had failed
to realise this impossibility, Archie, after two days
of more than usual reticence, announced that he was
off next day to Glasgow. Pressed to give his
motives, he muttered that he supposed it was up to one
to join. As he didn't think he'd make much of an
officer, he'd enlisted.
Before very long Gunner Sinclair was drafted out
to Flanders to replace casualties. He spent an evil
winter in the mud of the Salient where endurance
found more scope than dash. When Spring came
to the desolate scene, he was sent home to receive a
commission and to train with a Kitchener division.
At that time things were going badly in Russia.
Sukomlinov, the war minister, was suspected not
merely of the incompetence that is demanded of
a war minister, or of the corruption which is expected
of any Russian official, but of an active intelligence
with the enemy, not tolerable in the early stages
of a war.
It was found impossible to supply rifles and small
arms ammunition, let alone artillery and shells, to
the hitherto victorious army of the Grand Duke in
the Carpathians; and it became necessary for the
infantry—rude, unpolished fellows for the most
part—to troop over the top without rifles or artillery
support, against a well-equipped and entrenched
enemy.
To limit the retreat which unexpectedly became
necessary, the Russian Government applied to
England for guns and munitions.
The War Office and the politicians, realising the
seriousness of the position, and standing on the
well-proved maxim that, 'if a thing is worth doing at
all, it is worth doing half,' fitted out several batteries
of more or less obsolete twelve pounders—old Horse
Artillery ware—and embarked them to the aid of
their allies. Second Lieutenant Sinclair was a
section commander in one of these units.
Archie, never communicative, told me little of his
share in that disastrous campaign—disastrous, but
not inglorious, if death and sacrifice can dignify.
But for my story's sake, from the bald and insufficient
facts he let fall, I must try to outline the last
evening's fighting, that contrived the confluence of
his and Norah's lives.
The scene, he said, was a gun-pit at the side of a
muddy road, which led through a ransacked Galician
village. Its wretched hovels had been gutted by the
retiring troops, and from a window of the only
two-storied house, the black-robed body of a Jew swung
by the neck. A playful habit of the retreating
Muscovite, designed to discourage espionage. By
now the shadow of the mountain, under whose flank
the village lay, mercifully obscured his features.
On the road that passed the gun-pit, bodies of
men and horses lay like burst sacks to show where
a direct hit had exploded the ammunition limber of
Archie's second gun as the team was hooking in.
His section had been left to cover the brigade's
withdrawal to a fresh position down the valley.
When their unmolested retreat had been secured,
his first gun, successfully extricated, had followed
on down the hill.
The Austrian fire was ill-aimed, and spasmodic.
The crash and dust of falling masonry at the far
end of the straggling village, or spouts of black earth
from the fields beyond, showed where the shells were
falling. But the God of Battles decided that the
moment selected by Archie to limber up his second
gun should be chosen by the number 4 of an Austrian
120 mm. somewhere up the valley to insert a defective
round. The shell dropped a quarter of a mile
short of its fellows to score the direct hit on the
limber.
When the smoke of the explosion had cleared,
only Archie, his sergeant, one driver and one horse
of the team were able to pick themselves up from the
ground.
Archie's brain worked quicker than its wont.
There were not many alternatives.
'Driver Evans,' he said, 'are you all right to ride?'
'Yessir!'
'Have a look at Dossie, and see if she will carry
you.'
With his hand pressed to his side, where a piece
of flying metal had caught him, he examined the
damage done to the gun. The sergeant was at work
with Archie's revolver among the wounded horses.
The driver reported that, bar a bit of skin gone,
the off-leader would do.
'Good,' said Archie. 'Then mount and follow the
battery hell for blast. If they have gone to their
new positions, find them. Tell the major what has
happened. Say the gun is worth saving, if he can
get a team up in the night. There are no Austrians
in sight; if they are not here before dark, they will
probably wait till dawn. Tell him none of us can
walk except Sergeant Yates and myself. Understand?'
Evans saluted, and swung round on his heel.
Archie and the sergeant busied themselves with
first-aid dressings and fetching water for the wounded.
Whenever the stoicism of his kind let a sufferer ask
what was happening:—
'Driver Evans is finding the Major,' said Archie.
'When it's dark, he'll send up to pull the gun and
us out.'
It was not, he knew, as simple as that. The
battery had a long start, and would by now be
concealed in a new position. In a strange country and
with a foreign tongue, the driver would be very
lucky if he found it. But there seemed no better
plan.
To look for civilian transport in the scarred desert
that the retreating army left in its wake was to
waste time. Time that was all too short, even if the
Austrian advance guard, accustomed to the almost
defenceless condition of the Russian rear at that
date, and misled by the English expenditure of
ammunition, advanced with unjustified caution.
The hours passed. Archie watched the shadow of
the western hills, as it spread across the valley, and
still no attack came.
I tactlessly asked him what he felt like as he
waited.
He stared at me.
'Felt like?' he repeated. 'I didn't register
feelings. I was talking to the men.'
'What did you talk about?'
'I forget. Football, I think. And boxing. One
of the men had been Army Welter Champion in
India. Poor devil. I don't suppose he boxed again.'
All the same, I can't help thinking that in such a
situation the alternatives of sudden death, prison or
salvation must have danced their round in the brain
of even the least imaginative of men.
At last darkness fell, and the enemy's fire ceased.
Archie stood up and strained his ears for any sound
that might betray an advance, but all he heard was
the painful breathing of his wounded men, or a
groan from the layer, who was hit in the stomach,
and unlikely to live the night.
'Sergeant,' whispered Archie, 'time you were off.'
'Beg pardon, sir?'
'One of us is enough to stay with these chaps till
help comes.'
'You don't mean me to go, sir?'
'Yes, sergeant! Get back to the battery. Besides,
you can hurry them up.'
Reluctantly, Sergeant Yates disappeared and
Archie was left in the dark with his disabled gun
and his dead and dying men. His side hurt him,
and his heart ached for his companions. He calculated
and re-calculated how soon help could come,
till, as the long hours passed, doubt became certainty
that his message had miscarried.
He could hardly guess that his destiny had been
crossed by the fortunes of Private Pyotr Pavlovitch
of the Seventh Siberian Rifles. Pyotr had been
holding remarkable hands at 'vint' that morning in
the trenches before he and his battalion had been
withdrawn under the cover of the British guns. He
had won a shirt from Ivan Ilyitch, and ten
(pre-revolution) roubles from Dmitri Kalkanov. Can it
be wondered that having traversed the cheaper stages
of loquacity and truculence, he now lay in deep
slumber across the road?
Observe, moreover, the careful dispositions of
Providence. Had he held a trump less, and won
a kopeck fewer, he would have fallen a moment
sooner into the ditch at the side of the road. In
that case his prostrate body would not have brought,
poor, tired, off-leader Dossie down in a heap, nor
sent Driver Evans with a broken leg and concussion
to Norah's first dressing station. Neither would the
board have been set for the game which was to be
played five years later on Lake Tanganyika.
Norah's hand was on her compatriot's head when
his eyes opened, and her ear close to his lips that
demanded feebly to continue his search for the
battery. She shook her head and pointed to his leg.
Driver Evans persisted and explained his persistence.
She invoked the aid of the chief doctor of the
column, a celebrated French surgeon.
'I will do all I can for your compatriots, Lady
Norah,' he said, 'but I'm afraid it isn't much.'
Norah's foot tapped the floor while he scribbled
a note and gave it to his orderly.
'Nobody here would know where the battery is;
Peter will carry this note to the brigadier.
However...' he shrugged his shoulders and turned to
the case he was dressing.
Norah heard him murmur to his assistant: 'A
cette heure-ci le Russe sera certainement couché avec
une poule quelconque. Pas moyen de l'y déranger
pour une telle bagatelle que les vies de ses soldats.'
Norah bit her lip and went back to Driver Evans.
How masculine it all was! Discipline and routine
and inefficiency. While the surgeon shrugged his
shoulders and the General slept with his woman, her
men were dying.
She made up her mind, and, bending over Evans,
plied him with as many questions as he could answer.
Then, with her comic little air of decision, she
crammed a round grey astrachan hat on her head,
swung a black Caucasian cloak of pony skin on to
her shoulders and made for the stables.
The sleepy transport sergeant was dragged out
of his bed and set to start the Ford box-car, which
carried the personal baggage of the column. Grumbling,
but obedient to her English air of certainty,
he swung the engine into life."
"I've spent too long on this episode introducing
to your notice Norah Cleverly, and Archie Sinclair,"
said Ross with a yawn, "to allow me to describe to
you her ride. On horseback, it would have claimed
a poet's pen. As the mount was a Ford car, I can
only say the road was abominable, scored into deep
ruts, strewn with boulders, and, without lights,
invisible. How the car kept together and the girl's
strength held out and how they escaped total wreck,
I can't imagine. A stoutish bit of work. Eventually—about
the time that Archie's layer died in his
arms—the Ford came to a full stop in the sand with its
wheels spinning round tyre-deep.
Norah jumped out and pushed. The car did not
stir. She looked for stones to put under the wheels
to give them grip. She saw nothing but sand and
immovable boulders. She sat on the step, the tears
hot in her eyes. Not from fear at her position in the
route of the victorious Austrian army, but from
anger at her failure, and from pity for the men she
had failed to rescue.
After a time she heard a voice raised in song.
Russians, she knew, sing about the Volga, Teutons
about the 'Heimat.' When, therefore, she heard the
words:—
'And when I die, don't bury me at all,
Just pickle my bones in al-co-hol...'
she recognised a compatriot.
'God bless my soul,' said Sergeant Yates, a minute later.
* * * * * * *
'Listen,' said Archie to the survivors of his party,
a little before dawn, 'isn't that a Ford?'
'Then they 'ave them in 'ell too,' groaned a
cockney driver, who was sure he would die of his
wounds before the morning. The rattle ceased
behind the shattered cottages. A pause interminable
to Archie ensued. He stood fingering his revolver.
Had the Austrians got round behind them? Were
they preparing the rush which would end all? Two
figures visible against the crumbling white walls
detached themselves from the dark. He wondered
whether to challenge them or trust to the cover of
darkness. They loomed closer, picking their way
slowly over the battle-torn ground. Archie waited
till they were at arm's length, before he pressed the
button of his torch.
The white circle of light framed a young girl's
face: yellow mud was smeared on her cheek, and
she shook a tumble of curls out of her eyes."
At first she can hardly have seemed credible to
Archie, momentarily expecting the end. In
the middle of death and destruction, suddenly this
vivid beauty. And not an academic, ideal beauty
demanding worship of brain or senses, but a practical
travel-stained young woman holding rescue in her
hands. His feelings can't have been very clear.
When hope of life suddenly dawns, men don't
bother much with the outlying emotions. Moreover,
Archie was busy getting his wounded men, as gently
as the ground would allow, into the box-car. But
he must have been conscious of a great wonder,
wonder at this eleventh hour salvation, wonder at
her beauty and courage.
It was not till afterwards, in his bunk at the
dressing station, when his broken ribs had been
strapped, that he settled into the steady devotion
which was to be his guide and his torment in days
to come. From the start he was a humble lover,
asking little, diffident of his fortune. Whether the
fortune was good or ill, no outsider can say: but
on that night of battle, at first sight, Archie was
loved by Norah. It was the old story of Ares and
Aphrodite entangled in the net, but a net spread by
artificers, more cunning even than Hephæstus—Romance
and Pity.
Archie, seeing the fight out, and standing by his
men wounded and dead, his clothes torn by the
explosion, his face discoloured with dust, smoke and
blood, his eyes ravaged with sleeplessness and pain,
seemed to Norah a figure heroically proportioned in
its tenacity, devotion and isolation. And while her
spirit paid tribute to the hero, her heart ached to
mother the poor, tired boy.
Archie's broken rib and some hitch in clearing the
wounded from the dressing station to the base, gave
scope to this aspiration and the sick-bed completed
what the battlefield had begun. To such purpose,
that, as soon as Archie's bones and Norah's duties
allowed, they were married.
Every marriage is said to be pre-ordained by the
female, and baited for the male with the illusion of
choice. Whether this is always true, I have no doubt
that here Norah took the lead. Of course Archie
would have sold his soul for her, but where would
he find the decision to tell her so? She must have
helped him out, her love translating his silences into
mute eloquence, his caution into noble modesty, his
reticence into silent strength. She was young enough
to demand perfection in the object of her affections,
and deep enough in love to find it. Obstacles and
conventions only acted as spurs to her hot blood.
Her natural bent was to put all her money on one
horse and that for a win, never a place. In this the
war lent her reason, urging her to pluck the day ere
night fell, to take and give what life offered before
death laid his claim. It needs, I think, an old head
and a cold heart to condemn these war marriages.
Archie, whose Scottish nature appreciated the
unfavourable side of everything, no doubt saw each
of the hundred reasons against the marriage. He
may have realised their difference of temper,
foreseen the parental disapproval of the solid Scots
lawyer and the impecunious English peer, calculated
money difficulties, guessed that Norah was in love
with an aspect of him, which peace time—should he
survive the war—would never call into being.
But can any man, even a Scot, let this weigh when
he is fast in love with an incredible apparition, who
has saved his life and lets him see that his love is not
unacceptable? To my mind, Archie deserves neither
blame nor pity—beauty and guts mayn't be a pass
into the Kingdom of Heaven, but they carry a girl
a long way towards Holy Matrimony.
Judge it as you may, the marriage took place not
many weeks after their meeting in that Carpathian
valley, as soon in fact as Norah had got home and
Archie had been released from his London hospital.
In spite of the quietness of the wedding, our
modern Argus got hold of the story and billed them
as 'Red Cross Romance: Peer's Daughter Rescues
Artillery Lieutenant.'
The Peer let it be felt that he regretted the
rescue; while the father of the lieutenant indicated
that if he went his own way, he must pay it.
This lack of enthusiasm emphasised the romantic
nature of the union, and the happiness of the young
couple was only interrupted by the end of Archie's
sick leave, and his return to Flanders.
From then life began to thrust them apart, as
surely as a tree-root forces asunder two stones in a
wall. Not that these two stones can ever have been
very truly laid. Archie's reserved devotion can
never have satisfied Norah's capacity for passion.
She asked for the wine of life and got its breakfast
food. But while that Carpathian picture was not
effaced, she would see no flaws in her hero. Nor,
during his long absences at the front, and his short
visits on leave, did she perceive the difference
between the man and the picture. She longed
passionately for his return and loved him dearly when
he came. But apart from his brief periods of leave,
the first hours of which were always wasted in a sort
of strangerhood, they had no life in common to
buttress up Romance and to let picture tone into
fact.
Norah did not lack humour, and had war allowed,
daily companionship would have built up affection
for the man to supplement and in time supplant
adoration of the hero. The daily letters which passed
between the flat in Baker Street and the dug-out in
Flanders—Archie's rather formal chronicles and
Norah's passionate little notes—could not take the
place of the personal intercourse which war denied
them.
I know it is the thought of meeting the object of
their passion daily at breakfast that heads off many
a Benedict and Beatrice. But it is only by
submitting to the humanising influence of small daily
contacts that love will provide a working basis for
marriage. Without this humanising, love does not
develop but starves."
"I didn't know you were married, Ross," I
interrupted.
"I'm not," he replied, and went on with his story.
"Norah's environment did not help her to keep
in touch with her husband. In his absence she was
absorbed into the circle of her family, by none of
whom was Archie known or appreciated. A different
atmosphere was created in which Archie drew no
breath. New points of view and standards of life
presented themselves to her young eyes. This was
her first taste of London, and a strange world lay at
her feet. No wonder her head was a little dizzied.
She drove an ambulance by day, and by night she
danced. Her beauty, vivacity and birth made her
acceptable to that set which won the war by going
to charity matinées. She did not like it, but found
its glitter stimulating. At the houses of her relations
she met celebrated, handsome, and amusing men.
And, in truth, though the comparison never presented
itself, they were a good deal better company
than poor, silent Archie.
After three years of this the war ended, and
Archie came home. He was far too devoted to
Norah to ask her to alter her way of life, and while
his gratuity lasted, he took her to dinners, theatres,
races, dances, night clubs; all that hostesses,
restaurateurs and impresarios pass off on us for
'pleasure.'
I don't suppose Archie showed at his best in these
surroundings. He had scant small talk, and
probably an indifferent tailor.
During these weeks, disillusionment first reared its
head. For both their sakes I hope the process was
gradual, but I think passion would desert Norah's
quick heart as capriciously as it visited it.
Archie must have looked forward to the time
when his gratuity would be exhausted and the
two-pences for the merry-go-round would no longer be
forthcoming. Then they would have to retire to
Edinburgh and live on their small income, while
Archie made his way at the Scottish Bar, like his
fathers before him. Unfortunately, his nature was
to keep his views to himself. He did not disclose
them until one evening at supper at Giro's. The
disclosure was disastrous.
They had dined, a trifle noisily, at the mansion
of a South African Jew, whose acquaintance Norah
had made during the war when only aliens could
procure luxuries. I had known their host before he
became respectable—too well, indeed, to be
dropped—and had also been invited.
The war had left me lame, and Norah, in whom
modish hardness hid a compassionate heart, insisted
on picking me up in her taxi. She was looking, I
thought, very adorable. Her frock was made of
some sort of shot silk, very bright. It fitted her
straight little figure closely down to her waist,
spreading out below in scalloped flounces. The
suggestion was a fin-de-siècle shepherdess, strayed from
Arcady to Park Lane.
Over her shoulders hung a cloak lined with green
brocade. Its upright collar of monkey fur framed
with spikes the piquancy of her face. Her high
cheekbones were rouged, her wide mouth drooped a
little at the corners.
Archie made a good background. He was slight
and dark. Typically, he wore a dinner jacket
instead of the tail-coat that the rest of the party
would sport. His hair was close-cropped and grew
high on his forehead. His face was clean shaven
and rather weather-beaten, with a well formed nose
and an obstinate chin. His supra-orbital sinus, as
the anatomists call the bar of the eyebrows, was
pronounced and his grey eyes seemed sunken
beneath it. He looked uncommonly wiry, giving an
impression of 'no waste'—no spare flesh, no spare
words, no spare emotions. Condemning emotion he
substituted Reason, thereby coming more of a
mucker than the ordinary irrational man. His
anxiety to be reasonable gave him an irresolute air.
He was still balancing questions which years before
ordinary men had settled by instinct, prejudice or
indifference.
After dinner we went to the last act of the last
revue, though why the discomfort of a box should
be sought for conversation that could perfectly well
be held at home, I never know. When the theatre
was over, and the party had broken up, I heard
Norah tell Archie she was too tired to go home and
wanted supper.
Apparently the supper was not a success. Archie
ordered champagne. Norah tasted it, and made a
face.
'My dear,' she said, 'the stuff's undrinkable. Do
order something a little less like what they give you
in church!'
Archie, in whose opinion wine began and ended
with port, said nothing, and beckoned the wine
waiter.
Unfortunately, he betrayed his thoughts by a
slight shrug. Norah, who was tired and nervy, saw
it.
'All right, I won't have it then. I suppose you
think we can't afford it.' Archie shook his head.
Much of his conversation was by sign. When you
asked him a question, he paused before answering.
A stranger would think he had not heard, and would
repeat his question; but Archie was only thinking
over his reply—a habit which may make valuable
contribution to thought, but does not help small
talk. Sometimes it would be your penultimate
remark which he answered, having duly considered
the question during the intermediate talk. No,
Archie was not a conversationalist. But now Norah
felt the need of opening her heart.
'I wish you'd drink a bit more fizz, Archie. It
might binge you up a bit. You sat all through
dinner looking as bored as sin, and you didn't smile
once at the play or even at Tony Moorhouse.'
That gilded youth, after a conscientious patronage
of the magnate's cellar, had subjected the revue
artistes to a flow of not very witty interruption. The
party had shrieked with laughter, and Archie had
flattered himself that he, too, had gone through the
motions of being amused.
'I'm sorry,' he protested, 'I was thinking——'
'My poor boy, you don't go to the play to think.
What on earth were you thinking about?'
Now, one of Archie's habits which more than any
other unfitted him for polite society was his tendency
to tell the truth. So now he blurted out, 'I was
thinking you'd miss all this in Edinburgh.'
Norah's delicate eyebrows rose, and her lips
tightened.
'What's that about Edinburgh, Archie?'
'Well, some day we must settle down to work.'
'But, my poor friend, why Edinburgh? what's
wrong with East Ham?'
'You know. Family connection, and all that.
Solicitors. I wouldn't have a chance at the London
Bar; now, at Edinburgh, in five years——'
'Yes, darling, go on——'
'In five or six years I ought to be clearing at least
five hundred a year.'
'Say it again slowly, Archie.... You don't
seriously mean to shut me up for five or six years in
Edinburgh to earn five hundred a year! Why, I'd
sooner be bricked into a convent wall!'
'Edinburgh's not a bad place; we'd know lots of
people there.'
'The same applies to hell, dear.' And so the
argument went on, Archie more and more obstinate,
and Norah more outrageous. Archie was determined
that his only safe prospect was the Bar and the
Scottish Bar at that. The Bar might be slow, but,
for him, it was sure, and success was only a question
of time. Norah urged him to chance his arm at
something quicker, more lucrative, and in London.
She quoted the successful among her friends whom
post-war poverty had driven to work.
'Look at Bobby Anstruther. His garage is
making three thousand a year, hiring out defunct
Daimlers. You have to book one days ahead.'
'He'll be bust in a year when every one's spent
their money.'
Well, look at young Peter Carey, making thousands
on the Stock Exchange. And what about that
Rhodesian man we met at dinner to-night? He said
there were pots of money to be made in mealies in
Africa. He said any fool could grow them.'
'Not in London?'
'No, darling. But if I can't be in London, I'd
rather be in Jericho or Tierra del Fuego than in a
blasted provincial town. Listen, Archie,' and she
went on to repeat what the South African had told
her, how the Chartered Company were giving tracts
of 3000 acres in Northern Rhodesia to approved
ex-officers, free for the asking, provided they
occupied and worked them.
Archie shook his head. 'I might be able to make
farming pay,' he said, 'I was brought up on a farm.
But it's a hard life, and, in spite of your friend, it's
slow money. You'd like it worse than Edinburgh
and the Bar.'
'If you mention Edinburgh or the Bar again, I'll
tell the head waiter that I don't know who you are,
and you've accosted me.'
Then with one of her sudden changes of moods:
'Archie, I'm sorry. I'm being a beast to you to-night.
I don't mean to be, dear, but I'm tired, and
Edinburgh ... say you forgive me, darling, and
I won't say another word about it.'
But Norah had got her toes in and her husband's
opposition to the African plan only made her dig
them in deeper. Though Archie was as obstinate as
they make them, his will was weakened by his
anxiety to please his wife. Like most men, he was
attracted by the idea of an outdoor life; but that
northern pre-vision of the disadvantages of any
agreeable course, held him back, and by birth and
breeding he was mistrustful of anything new and
unproven. Moreover, he did not believe that Norah
would like the life.
She herself had no doubts. Her restless, adventurous
hands grasped at anything fresh and strange.
Of all the siren lands that had lured her girlhood,
Africa's voice had rung the clearest. Women and
the lower animals do not reason. Pictures present
themselves before their minds, and they choose as
the pictures entice or repel.
So as she re-read the travels of the great adventurers,
she saw a sunlit vision of palms and orchids,
savages as noble as princes, and as faithful as dogs,
wild beasts to be hunted at pleasure, lands of mystery
to be explored at will, fortunes to be won in the
intervals as a diver gathers pearls. And at the end
a triumphant return to the luxury of home with
spoils that would lay London at her feet.
Her final storming of Archie's opposition was
characteristic. She had driven him to his last line
of defence—a plea of insufficient capital. Had
Archie ever understood women, he would have
known the danger of setting up one concrete objection.
She put on her furs and an hour later returned
with a handful of banknotes.
'Where did this come from?' he asked.
'My pearls,' was the reply.
"That is the way they always defeat us," said Ross.
One day, towards the end of the dry season in
Central Africa more than two years later,
Norah was sitting on an empty packing-case under
the shade of an acacia, watching the tiling of her
house.
Archie had been two years building it. He was
so thorough that he sometimes maddened her.
Moreover, every brick and tile had to be moulded
and burnt on the farm; anthill clay for mortar dug
and carried; shells for lime pointing dredged from
the river and burnt in kilns; timber felled, dragged
and hand sawn; doors and windows made in the
shop; bolts and iron work wrought in the forge; and
natives taught to do all this.
At last the white walls were up, the verandah
pillars stood square and solid, and the skeleton of
the king post roof reared its symmetry across the
cloudless blue sky. A string of naked black urchins
herded by an objurgatory black capitao formed a
chattering procession carrying tiles, two in each hand
and one on each head, to the tile hangers, who
crouched like black apes on the rafters.
Norah felt no elation at the thought of good work
nearly done, and stared blankly across a prospect
of profitless and laborious years. True, she would
be heartily glad to be quit of her temporary habitation
of the last thirty months. From where she sat,
she could see the cluster of wattle-and-daub
rondavels, where they lived while the permanent house
was building. It was across a little river that ran
swift as a mill race, bordered by marshy banks
hidden in papyrus rushes with heads like mops.
Waterfowl, black, white, and grey, rose into the air
from time to time with harsh, melancholy cries. On
either bank of the river lay the flats, where grew
the dry season grass for Archie's cattle. The edge
of the bush, as straight as if drawn with a ruler,
fringed the flats. Desolation gained her when she
thought how many square miles of trees lay between
her and her nearest white neighbour. Beyond the
tops of the trees she could see the rounded slopes
of the hills, blue in the distance, as bright as a child's
painting.
On the flats, which stayed green when the scanty
grass of the bush had turned orange, she could see
Archie's beloved herds and, going his rounds, looking
out for sick and ailing beasts, Archie himself.
To-day the disreputable grey double terai had for
company a dirty white topee. A wandering 'stiff' had
descended on the farm some evenings before with a
ulendo[1] of two carriers. They had few visitors, a
dozen or two in the year, traders, missionaries,
Boma[2] officials, and occasionally a 'stiff,' some
unfortunate with insufficient kit and carriers, his
presence in the country imperfectly explained by an
ostensible search for work where none was to be
found. Such were usually chary of giving their
names or their business. This one, a wizened little
fellow with a half-hearted beard and a game leg,
answered, when he remembered, to the name of
Jones, and purported to have come from the Congo,
over whose frontier he admitted to have been escorted
by Belgian askari. He had a repertory of elephant
stories and tales of tusks of incredible size, but
became elusive if pressed as to locality. He was now,
no doubt, giving Archie a wealth of inexpert advice
on the treatment of cattle, and Norah smiled as she
imagined the impenetrable silence with which it
would be received.
Archie had proved to have a knack with cattle.
Brought up on the farm his mother had inherited,
he had learnt a good deal of veterinary work in the
gunners. The herd of native cattle he had collected
was as good as any in the country, and for grass his
farm was unrivalled. But lack of markets and the
distance from rail-head, which made freight
prohibitive and the amenities of civilisation rare, held
him up. The only market which was not at the
moment barred by the embargoes of God or
man—tsetse fly belts or prohibited areas—was the
Katanga, the district of the Congo copper mines,
whose vast compounds of native workers consumed
unlimited meat. The depreciated Belgian exchange,
however, made it unprofitable for Archie to sell
there. So, while his herds increased and multiplied,
his bank balance, under the constant drain of
working expenses, ebbed.
The cattle were already streaming to their
kraals on the high ground. Amid the shouting of
the herd-boys, they snatched at a last bite of grass
as they shouldered their way and a little mist of
dust rose from their hoofs. Norah got up with a
sigh as the sun sank behind the darkened hills.
Cattle attract lions and leopards, and it was not
safe for man or domestic beast to be abroad after
dark.
She reached the ferry and stepped into the
dug-out canoe, manned by an elderly native with a
withered leg, whom Archie employed from charity.
He pointed the nose of the canoe up-stream and
pushed off. Carried by the current, the boat swung
round and bumped into the rough steps on the
farther bank. She sprang out bidding good-night to
the old man, who knelt down and clapped his hands
in salutation.
Archie had not reached the rondavels before her;
he would be seeing the cattle safely kraaled for the
night. Her 'boy,' Changalilo, brought quinine and
silently prepared a hip-bath for her.
Silence, discretion, and resource, were Changalilo's
rare qualifications. His tribe, the Awemba, a
dignified, well-mannered, and once warlike race, are
as a rule too irresponsible to make good servants.
Norah explained the exception that was Changalilo
by attributing to him Arab blood. His lips and jaw
showed no trace of negroid thickness, and it was
likely enough that in passage some Arab slave trader
had sired one of his parents.
His slimness and his white kanju made him look
taller than he really was, and his grave restrained
manner lent him an aloofness which was probably
absent from his simple heart. Now he lingered in
the room soundlessly creating an impression, as
native courtesy directs, that there was something more
to be said.
'What is it, Changalilo?' asked Norah.
'Io, mwkai—nothing, mistress,' came the
disclaimer imposed by good form on any speaker with
news to impart.
Further interrogation elicited the fact that the
sukambali, a lad of fourteen who hewed wood, drew
water, and washed plates, stated that his father was
ill, and that he wanted to go to his village.
'Is it true?' asked Norah.
Changalilo's silence indicated scepticism.
'In any case, he cannot start to-night,' she decided.
This was just her luck, with a guest in the house.
She supposed she would have to let the little beast
go, and of course another sukambali would appear
in a day or two, but work in the kitchen would be
completely disorganised. Unless she cooked with
her own hands, food would be uneatable. How she
hated housewifery. She had to do it, though.
Archie took over the whole work of the farm, and
the house fell to her share.
Her days seemed a round of ignoble detail—thwarting
the table-boy's appetite for sugar, driving
the sukambali to wash the saucepans before they
were used, giving out paraffin, and watching that it
was not stolen from the lamps. That's what
pioneering meant. Well, she must stick it now. She
promised Changalilo she would interview the
sukambali on the morrow, and dismissed him. There
was a sound of inharmonious humming outside, and
Archie entered. He was in good spirits, his day's
work done, and his visitor bestowed for the moment
in the guest house. Norah, forcing a smile, inquired
dutifully after the farm.
'Wasted most of the day listening to Jones'
rubbish,' was the reply. 'He knows more about
elephant than cattle. I hope so, anyhow. Telling me
how to control the sex of calves. Pure superstition,
of course. His theory is that...' But Norah was
not listening. Her gaze wandered from a patch in
the bulging wall, where the stakes showed through
the dull red mud, to the sagging thatch of the
ceilingless roof, whence insects were liable to drop. Her
mind contrasted this unromantic squalor with the
spacious poverty of her own home, and with the
splendour of her London days, exaggerated, no
doubt, across the two-year gap of barren makeshift.
Bravely, she forced the picture out of her mind and
bent her attention to Archie's monosyllabic conversation.
'I think,' he was saying, 'I ought to see to getting
another pure bred bull to build up the herd a bit.'
At the familiar words 'build up the herd' Norah's
restraint snapped. When you consider that she had
loyally suppressed her feelings for over two years,
perhaps her outburst may be forgiven her.
'What's the good of building up the precious herd,
when you can't sell the brutes? Do you think I've
come to live like a Hottentot in this desert to watch
you acting midwife to a lot of humpbacked African
cows for their sakes? I never see you all day, except
at meals when you're eating, and in the evenings,
when you're sleeping. I believe you think more of
your heifers than you do of your wife.'
Slowly Archie answered.
'It's the only safe line, Norah. If we build
up...' he checked himself in time. 'We've got
the best herd in the country and it's getting better
all the time. When times are normal, we'll sell
well. It'll be easier for you in the new house, and
it's only a question of time....'
'So's life, Archie, only a question of time. Three
score years and ten of it, isn't it? And I've had
twenty-four already. How long do you want us
to go on?'
But you can supply without my help the stock
complaints of an over-wrought woman.
The storm ended unusually for Norah in tears.
Silently, Archie tried to soothe her. He was
thinking harder than he had for many a day. Constant
manual work leaves little room for thought.
Typically, he gave no utterance to his meditation. He
liked to work things out in his mind, bring his
matured plan to a successful issue, and then, and not
till then, announce his conclusion. That was his
habit, and he pursued it now. Had he told Norah
his thoughts, well, it would have spoiled my story
and saved a life.
As it was, Norah retired to bed with her nerves
in shreds, and Archie dined alone with his nomadic
guest, whom a string of 'sundowners' seemed to
stimulate. His shrill voice was audible through the
mud walls till a late hour. Archie talked more than
his wont, and seemed to be asking questions. Only
once were any words distinguishable.
'It's a bargain,' said Mr. Jones of the Congo.
Next morning at dawn she was awakened by an
unusual bustle. She supposed that their visitor had
decided to decamp and that Archie was hospitably
supplying him with the many necessaries he lacked,
before speeding him on his way. She did not feel
her presence was necessary at that ceremony, nor did
she as yet want to meet Archie. She was sorry for
last night's outburst because it must have hurt him.
The look in his eyes had nearly checked her words.
But if he cared for her, as his eyes seemed to say,
as he once had cared for her, why did his words,
his actions never show it now? He never asked
her advice, sought her help. She had become part
of his daily life, part of the farm, like Simoni, the
ploughman. Well, one must expect six years of
marriage to kill love, though it seemed a little hard
that youth too should be wasted. But it wasn't
fair to say things that hurt Archie. She must make
it up to him for last night. But not now: she lacked
courage to pretend at this time in the morning.
And if Archie said the wrong thing she would give
herself away, and hurt him afresh. So when he
knocked at her door, she lay very still, and shammed
sleep. He knocked twice, and hung about for some
minutes, apparently undecided whether to make
another onslaught. Then his steps receded, and the
bustle died away.
When at length she came out to breakfast, wearing
a flame coloured jumper that was a favourite
of Archie's, she found neither of the men.
Changalilo, standing at attention behind her chair,
presented the following literary effort:—
'Dearest, have started for Elizabethville on cattle
business. Will write from there. Jones is here.—ARCHIE.'"
Naturally, Norah was furious. Any one
would be furious who was denied the doing
of a gracious deed already rehearsed in mind.
She had come to breakfast with a generous act of
submission, and an affectionate reconciliation
prepared. The sort of thing that closes the story on
the screen, but, alas! ends little in real life. And
now Archie had gone without a word on 'cattle
business,' to buy, that meant, the pure bred bull that
had made the mischief—neglecting as if it had never
been made, her protest. He hadn't even noticed that
she was miserable; or if he had noticed, he hadn't
cared. Last night's scene was now transfigured into
a declaration of wrongs, a declaration brutally
ignored. But wait till Archie came back with his
bull, she'd make him take her into account; she
wouldn't stay a day longer on the farm; if need be,
alone she'd go back to a decent life in a decent
country.
In this mood she finished her breakfast and walked
out into the chequered sunlight of the forest behind
the rondavels. Changalilo, obeying Archie's
standing order, slipped after her with her rifle on his
shoulder. They passed the sawpit and galvanised
into momentary activity the sawyers, who were
celebrating Archie's absence with a morning of idleness
over a fire of sticks.
She climbed a rocky hill, whose eminence gave her
a view above the all-surrounding trees, which, from
the level, limited sight to a matter of yards. Looking
over the carpet of tree tops, whose leaves at that
season had taken the transparent colour of azalea
flowers, she watched the shadows of the clouds
marbling the distant hillside, reflecting that her life was
as useless as yonder succession of light and shade.
Presently Changalilo, in whose eyes a hill top
was useful to locate game or landmarks, and who
cared little for scenery or meditation, announced
the approach of a 'ulendo wa musungu' (a travelling
white man and his carriers).
Norah's slower eyes searched the forest in vain.
But soon on a path that wound between the trees
appeared a native with a hip-bath on his head.
More natives, carrying on head or shoulder bundles
of tents and bedding, boxes of food and kitchen
utensils, straggled into sight at irregular intervals.
As they approached, appearing and disappearing
among the trees, Norah wondered who the traveller
could be. It was rare to have two visitors in so
short a space, but as there was no other white
settlement for several days' journey, the traveller would
certainly make a halt at the farm.
It was not Henderson, the Native Commissioner,
for she would have seen him before his bath, walking
ahead of his carriers on the look-out for game.
The bath and the camp gear were too new for old
Palmer, the trader, making his round of inspection
of native storemen. If it were Father Dupont, of
the French Fathers, she would not have expected
a bath at all.
The deductive methods of Mr. Sherlock Holmes
failing her, she decided to see for herself. Scrambling
downhill, through the litter of grey sandstone,
split apart by trunks of trees, and crowned with
euphorbias, she reached the path before the wayfarer
had come in sight, and since conventions, even of
the English, are sometimes superseded in lonely
places, she advanced some way along it to meet
him.
Where the path swerved to avoid a big mupundu
tree, she found him. A tall young man, leaning on
a stick, whipped off his sun helmet and grasped
her hand.
She noticed that his hair curled and caught the
sun. She noticed that his clothes, the ordinary
clothes of a ulendo—khaki shirt and shorts, puttees
and heavy boots—were newer than that part of the
country generally saw. He bore himself with an
air, and two tall natives at his back, shouldering
guns, added a pleasantly piratical touch.
'My name's Ward,' he said. 'You must be Lady
Norah Sinclair, whom I've heard so much about.'
'I don't know who from!' she laughed.
'Every one, since I landed at Cape Town,' he
asserted, looking at her fixedly.
'They haven't forgotten how to tell pleasant lies
in England,' she smiled back. 'I'll bet you never
heard of our existence, till you stopped with the
White Fathers on the Chambezi, three days'
journey back.'
'I assure you,' he began, then broke off. 'Anyhow,
you've forgotten my existence.'
She stared at him. A light dawned.
'You looked different in pyjamas,' she said, and
the flood of reminiscence burst. He had crashed
at Brooklands in 1914, and lain for a fortnight in
her ward. She remembered, amused, how his eyes
had followed her about the room, and his boyish
efforts to make conversation. She had liked him
and was sorry when he was moved to another
hospital.
'This is the most marvellous thing that ever
happened,' he exclaimed. 'How can we celebrate
it in the forest?'
'Only lunch, I'm afraid,' she said. 'It's ready
on the farm. My husband's away on ulendo'—at
the memory her temper flamed—'but we'll manage
alone.'
'Thanks awfully,' he said, and limped alongside
of her. I don't know whether his wound had
stiffened during the halt, but he leaned more heavily
on his stick.
'You're lame,' she remarked.
Ward explained that he had been bitten on the
foot by some anonymous insect, and the day's march
had rubbed the wound into a sore.
'It's an awful nuisance on ulendo,' he added, and
then—Dick was never the lad to lose anything for
want of trying—'I'd been meaning, as I came along,
to ask your husband to put me up for a couple of
days, till I was right.'
Norah considered Dick for a moment, as women
can, without looking at him. She had liked him
well in hospital days and had been flattered by
his obvious adoration. Then the changes and
chances of life had wiped his picture clean from
her mind till now his presence brought up details
buried seven years deep—his bed in the corner of
the ward, a passing irritation at a pretty girl's visit,
the chrysanthemums she left.
She made up her mind.
'Mrs. Grundy hasn't got farther north than the
railway will take her,' she said. 'You'll find a rest
camp all ready by the new house across the river.
You'll come over to meals, of course,' she added
as his face fell. She felt a momentary awkwardness
and changed the conversation to shooting, of
which she said she did not get as much as she
liked, since Archie could not often spare the time,
and did not like her going far afield alone.
'You must let me take you out,' Ward interrupted.
'But what about your foot?' said Norah innocently.
She explained that she always wanted to invite
her relations from England for shooting trips, but
her husband could not leave his work to meet them
at rail-head, and take them about the country.
'A farmer's wife sees a different side of Central
Africa to the traveller who makes a short shooting
trip to a good game area and goes back to London
to write a book about it.'
'Is that one for me?' asked Ward penitently.
'No, one for myself,' she sighed, 'before I came
out I believed it all.'
So Norah chattered on. She did not get much
chattering on the farm. Her rare visitors, if women,
talked about recipes and jam making. The men
talked of game or natives. If Dick was a ghost
from the past, ghosts can be very entertaining. And
he was handsomer than ever.
Dick thought the same of Norah. Norah, in the
formality of V.A.D. uniform, was only less
fascinating than Norah in the boyishness of her farm
wear—silk shirt open at the neck, breeches and
canvas leggings. In Dick's opinion most women
he had seen in breeches looked either bulbous or
cinematographical; Norah was a twentieth century
hamadryad—cool and restrained, save for her
narrow eyes and her short dark hair that bubbled out
from under her wide grey hat. The sun had burnt
her neck to the colour of coffee and cream, but her
arms still hinted at the whiteness of her body.
Dick could not keep his eyes off her.
'Lunch will be foul,' she was saying. 'My suk
has gone to bury his father.'
'Why don't you take over mine?' Dick pressed her.
'D'you mean it? Suk-snatching isn't beyond me.'
'Of course I mean it! And, look here, do give
your household a chance of getting straight and
dine with me to-night.'
'Love to!' said Norah.
For the next three days Dick laid close siege
to Norah's heart. Such siege of a woman alone on
a lonely farm may not have been scrupulous. But
when did Venus teach scruples? Her reputation
was ill enough in the old Island years, and her latter
day registration, under the Anglo-Saxon name of
Natural Selection, has changed nothing.
The dinner was Dick's first move, and an intelligent
one. The hours that succeeded it before
Norah's eyes closed in forgetfulness testified its
success. After the roseate glow of the Pommery,
with which Dick's admirable table boy had plied
her, had worn off, her mind still lingered among
golden moments.
'I won't insult you with an iceless cocktail?' he
had said.
'My last drink,' she retorted, 'was the mead the
White Fathers brew at the Chambezi!'
'That curious compound of honey and fermented
mealies?'
'The local gourmets walk a hundred miles to drink it.'
Dinner started, for the dweller in cities banally
enough, with hors-d'œuvres. To Norah's reluctant
rusticity, the tinned caviare shone with an unforgotten
aura of shaded restaurant lamps, the bottled
anchovies swam in a remembered sea of laughter
and wit, the dried olives echoed with the lost lilt
of ragtime orchestras.
There was no bathos in the courses that followed.
'Who cooks for you?' she asked. 'The angel
Gabriel?'
'Is it hard to get cooks up here?' he replied innocently.
'Yesterday I found Alabedi rolling a rissole into
shape on his naked chest,' she said. 'The one before
used to wash his feet in the big saucepan.'
'The chef at the Ritz may have the same
weaknesses,' put in Dick sympathetically.
'Yes, but he can at least cook. My criminals
haven't an idea above "shtoo!"'
After dinner they sat in a shelter, fragrant with
the fresh leaves and blossoms of the boughs that
formed it.
'What about a tune?' asked Dick, as his personal
boy, resplendent in white kanju and scarlet
sash, presented a book of gramophone records.
'You choose,' she said, 'it's so long, since...'
Dick judged the jewelled eroticism of Puccini
opportune; but when it was over...
'In my young days,' she commented, 'there wasn't
any opera. It was thought rather German. Do put
on a fox-trot.'
'I don't know that one,' she said at the end. 'Of
course,' she added.
Dick searched, and found a one-step that dated
back to the war.
She sighed. 'There's nothing that reminds like
a tune. I take it the Recording Angel keeps a list
of all one's most pricelessly associated tunes, and has
them played to one in hell.'
'I'm sorry. I didn't think——' he lied.
'What is there on the back? Yes, let's have
that. How sick one was of it!'
When the commonplace little tune was played,
'I can't bear any more,' she said. 'Give me a
cigarette. If it's a "flag" I'll burst into tears.'
It wasn't, and they talked—or he told her—of
dances, theatres, the marriages and divorces of their
mutual friends and enemies.
'How soon do you go back?' she asked.
'That depends on——'
She did not give him time to say on whom it
depended.
'And where do you go on to from here?'
He was vague. He was short of provisions.
['I'm sure I've eaten three years of pâté de foies
gras to-night,' she interrupted.] He had to hang
about for fresh supplies to catch him.
He brought the conversation round, by way of
shops, to her frock, which he admired discreetly.
He compared it favourably with the clothes they
were now wearing in London.
'Two and a half years old,' she said. 'If I had
the choice between an hour's talk with Paul Poiret
or St. Paul, I wouldn't bother to learn Hebrew.'
'Where are your nearest shops?'
'There's a store three days' walk away, where
you can buy white calico, or blue calico with white
spots, and mouth organs or looking-glasses.'
'I think you're marvellous,' he said. 'Not many
women...'
She did not answer, but Dick, watching closely,
saw her breast rise in an involuntary sigh.
She sighed again as she lay sleepless, reckoning
relentlessly what her bond to Archie would cost
her. That loyalty was costing her youth, beauty,
health; it exacted all, and gave nothing. She
pictured herself in five years' time. Still young,
as lives go, but her looks perished, her skin dried
with the glare and sagging with the heat, her mind
ruralised, her interests dwindled.
If she had still loved Archie, she would have
thrown all this at his feet, as carelessly as she had
risked her life for him. But her passion had
vanished, had followed her illusion, in an almost
unnoticed, almost painless decease, killed by some
inward unsoundness, some hidden cancer or
malnutrition. And to-day Archie had proved his entire
dissociation from her.
The same morning, as if sent by the Devil, had
appeared an Adonis, whose words, whose eyes
proclaimed an interest, a devotion that was ready to
flame into...
But her word bound her to Archie, and by her
word she abode. With more reason than many of
her generation, Norah had no clear religious or
moral principles. Her mother had died when she
was born, and her father knew his way about
Ruff's Guide better than the Bible. But loyalty
was a class virtue that she had not escaped, and
for the first of many sleepless nights during the
two unhappy years, she began to probe its foundations.
No doubt the shade of Dick, cool, handsome,
debonair, encouraged her.
To what Moloch had Archie offered her loyalty?
To this fetish of a farm which swallowed all his
money, thoughts, energy. On the same altar were
laid her heritage by sex and class of careless, elegant
living; her place in the life of the day; all that
her youth demanded.
And now Archie had proved that he despised her
sacrifice. He did not even refuse her claims so long
choked back, combat her protest voiced at last. It
was sufficient to ignore them."
"I can't help feeling," said Ross, "that Archie's
idiotic taciturnity almost earned him Norah's defection.
Had he been able to overcome his distaste for
expression—emotion he called it; had he tried to
conquer his passion for finishing a job before he
mentioned it; had he, in short, told Norah that he
was going to Elizabethville to sell his herd in order
to satisfy her wishes and take her back to England,
Dick Ward would never have secured foothold in
her heart.
Instead, Archie held his tongue and left the field
to the Devil and to Dick."
These made the most of their chance.
In the red, leather-bound volume of
aphorisms which accompanied Dick in his wanderings,
he found a remark of Balzac's which seemed
to him full of promise:—
'Dans le monde de la realité,' that thinker had
apparently concluded, 'comme dans le monde des
fées, la femme appartient toujours à celui qui sait
arriver à elle et la délivrer de la situation où elle
languit.'
Here was the situation, here the woman languished,
here was Dick ready for the part of Fairy
Prince.
He reflected with satisfaction that while the
heroine of fairy stories may very suitably be
shepherdess, goose girl, beggar maid, the hero is
inevitably a prince—never a cattle breeder. Did this not
hint the triumph of Court over Farm, Athens over
Bœotia, Capital over Colony?
If Dick was no prince, he was young, amusing,
good-looking, rich enough to wander in comfort
about Africa and bold enough to call such wandering
'exploration' (at any rate to the journalists at
Southampton). The omens were favourable.
Dinner the first evening had been planned to
suggest a tacit comparison between Norah's present
lot and the world of civilised luxury whose gate his
kiss would open.
He had shown Africa in damaging contrast with
Europe. Now he applied himself to set the lover
in high relief against the husband.
Too clever for tangible disparagement that would
challenge Norah's loyalty, Dick applied himself
silently to supply all that Archie in two years had
left undone. Dick's 'boy' hung the pictures that
had stood, faces wallwards, for eighteen months;
Dick stretched an insect-proof ceiling of calico that
he took from his stores of presents for headmen;
Dick's carriers dug and levelled the flower garden
that Archie had always promised 'next season.'
His long limbs and cool, unhurried gestures, his
well-cut white flannels, and the faint swagger with
which he wore them, had the unquestioned advantage
of Archie's unremarkable presence.
In long tête-à-têtes he exerted all his charm of
manner and person.
An afternoon when Nature seemed to work for
him was the shooting expedition that he had promised.
In deference to the foot, which furnished the
excuse of his stay, it was decided to paddle down
river to the flats where puku grazed and where at
nightfall duck flighted.
Papyrus met over their heads in a tunnel of green
silence, that the plash of a paddle hardly broke.
'If this would never end,' sighed Dick.
Norah shrugged her shoulders.
'"Momentary as a sound,
Swift as a shadow, short as any dream,
she quoted, as the stream bore them out into the
daylight.
A bird like a black ibis, rigid and heraldic on the
bank that here was firm and covered with short
turf, kept jealous watch on the surface of the water.
Their silent passage barely disturbed his fishing.
Half-way between the river and the straight edge
of the bush a pair of Karongo crane, true season
after season to each other and their haunts, promenaded
the flats. Their long necks swayed to their
leisurely, fastidious stride.
The old boatman with the withered leg, who stood
in the stern, bent forward and whispered excitedly.
'He can see a herd of puku,' said Norah.
Crouching low in the boat beneath the level of
the bank, they drifted till a bend of the river brought
them into long range. Peeping cautiously from
behind a tuft of amatete reeds, Norah watched the
little red-brown cluster of buck.
Five lengths ahead of his ewes the ram was grazing.
Ever and again up jerked his head and he
stood, broad-chested and solid, his mild eyes
distended, his wet nostrils snuffing, alert for sign, scent,
or sound. Then his head would sink and, reassured,
he took up his grazing, moving onward as he fed.
Dick cocked his rifle and pushed it into Norah's
hand.
'Now's your chance,' he whispered.
Norah shook her head.
'Too far for me,' she breathed. 'I don't want
to wound.'
Helped by Dick, whose fingers lingered on her
arm, she clambered up the bank, and began to creep
on her knees, circling that the breeze might not
carry her scent to the herd. But for all her care,
the ram was uneasy. At shorter intervals his head
jerked up, causing Norah each time to flatten herself
to the ground.
Whether at last they caught her scent or whether
general principles of caution prevailed, at some
invisible sign from their leader the herd started into
a skeltering gallop. The ground drummed under
their hoofs until they came to a strip where reeds
concealed a little marsh. There the red bodies
emerged and disappeared with the bounding motion
of rocking-horses. On the farther side they paused,
long necks stretched, wide eyes astare. Then they
fell quietly to grazing.
'I'm three parts glad I didn't get a shot,' said
Norah, as she rejoined the canoe.
Dick commended her gentleness.
'Puku are such gallant little chaps,' she said, 'and
they take such a lot of killing. Archie wounded
one that dropped after she had run a mile. When
they cut her up, they found the bullet in her heart."
This gave Dick a chance to talk about the state
in which at an autopsy his heart would be found.
Norah laughed. 'You'll have forgotten I exist
by the time you've been a week in London,' she
prophesied.
Dick said this was hardly fair. It was seven years
since he'd seen her last, and all the time...
'Anyhow it took you a good few minutes to
recognise me in the bush,' she reminded him.
'But you'd grown more lovely yet,' he protested.
'And in breeches....'
The river had widened out into a sort of lake.
Reeds grew up through the water and blue lotuses
starred its surface. A couple of small red-headed
moorhens bobbed up from under the broad leaves as
if they were made of cork.
This is a good place to wait for the duck to
come over,' said Norah, and Dick fixed his twelve
bore.
The sunlight had turned from white through gold
to ochre. A few frogs had tentatively begun to
croak. Too near the equator for twilight, it was
Africa's heure du berger.
Dick began to talk. From what Norah told me,
his themes seem to have dated from the early earnest
years of the century. He pleaded the right of the
Natural Mate over the Legal Spouse; he urged the
barrenness of constancy Where Love is Not; he
suggested that the world might be Well Lost for Love.
And so on. For my part I never could see why 'All
for Love' is a respectable sentiment and a subject
for epics and tragedies, while other equally
whole-hearted passions and sacrifices, say, 'All for Money'
or 'for Food' are discredited. However, that's an
opinion that neither Norah nor Dick shared.
Norah, of course, wasn't convinced by Dick's
eloquence—no woman ever listened to what her
lover said. But passion is as infectious as small-pox,
and, if it lasts no longer, leaves no lighter scars. So,
reluctantly on that perfect evening, her conscience
gave ground and Dick's words began to reach her
heart and his nearness her senses.
'Don't miss the best part of life,' he adjured her.
'Life looks its best from behind.'
'It isn't for any one as young and lovely to say
that. Be brave, take a chance....'
This was perilous advice for the gambler's daughter.
'Supposing I wanted to take a chance ... with
you, don't you see I've promised...'
'Are you willing to waste your whole life for two
words mumbled in Hanover Square?'
'Don't be melodramatic, Dick!'
'It isn't melodrama, it's tragedy! Norah, come
away with me, Norah....'
Just then the duck came over, and winging swiftly
against the sunset, interrupted Dick's eloquence.
On the third evening Dick, progressing from
words to action, forced her to decision. The sun
had set and Norah was still sitting out of doors
protected from wild beasts by a lamp on the table
and by a gun at her feet. The lowing of the cattle
had abated and the thud of their feet as they
shouldered into the kraals had ceased. The air was
heavy with spring and with the fleshy scent of the
wild magnolias that overhung the river.
She knew it was time to go indoors, but any effort
seemed intolerable. The harsh chorus of frogs in
the marshes alone broke the silence. She sat on. A
moth, as big as a swallow, brushed against her cheek,
causing her to look up. A yellow light across the
river caught her eye. 'Dick's camp fire,' she
thought, and let her imagination play. But as she
gazed she knew she was mistaken, for the light was
dodging and swaying nearer. It was a hurricane
lamp crossing the river. It could only be carried by
Dick, and he was coming over to her.
She did not feel glad or sorry, but waited in inert
prostration before an oncoming fate. The night
denied motion, and she was held in a snare waiting
the coming of the fowler. Her heart began to beat
faster. A drum started to throb in a distant village
and her blood seemed to pulse in time. Dick's lamp
was an intolerable way off, so were the tropical
stars, so was reality. Her world was that insistent
drum and her galloping pulses.
At last she heard Dick's footsteps on the leaves.
Without a word he lowered himself into the chair
beside her and for a long time sat in silence, his face
in the shadow.
'What holds you here?' he asked at last.
'Say "who" rather?' her deep voice replied,
resenting the effort of speech.
'The flowers blossom and die in your forests,' he
went on, 'and no man sees them.'
'Poetry!' she laughed. 'This is prose and daily
bread.'
He groped after her mood.
'You could have poetry and cake.'
She threw up her head laughing and he saw where
the sunburn stopped on her neck.
'Wedding cake?' she asked mischievously.
'If I'm not an angel, I'm not an absolute rotter,'
he said quickly.
'It wouldn't have mattered in any case,' she
murmured, 'if...'
'If what?'
She did not answer. In the distance the drum
pounded on, inciting to the dance some isolated
community of black men, sentient only of the
whips of hunger and desire. She wondered if white
civilisation at heart obeyed any different goad.
'That's all the music you'll hear,' Dick nodded
his head in the direction of the sound.
'Life can be lived without stimulants,' she said.
'D'you call it life?'
He tried to take her hand. She moved it.
'Norah, you're driving me mad. Do you want to?'
'You know I don't,' she whispered.
'Don't you see? ... In a few days, my foot'll
be well, I must go. Must I go alone, without hope,
knowing I'll never see you again? I really think
I'll kill myself.'
What about Archie?'
'Would he kill himself?' asked Dick quietly.
'Would he ... notice even?'
She did not answer.
'Be fair to him; but be fair to yourself; be
generous to me.'
She was silent, listening to the message of the
drums.
He interpreted her silence to his wishes, and slid
his hand up her arm. She did not resist; it seemed
so much simpler to accept the philosophy of the
drum and surrender to the primeval forces. Dick's
lips were on hers, but his kisses reminded her of her
husband's early love-making. Without much
conviction, she pushed them away and stood upright,
her breasts heaving. Dick seized her small hands
as they pushed at his chest, pulling her against him.
His arm went round her body and lifted her to
him till her toes barely touched the ground. He
smothered her white, upturned face with kisses. She
could hardly breathe. For a moment she was tense
and tingling; her senses shot up like firelight, then
narrowed to a pin point. Heaviness descended on
her and remorse. Her own voice rang in her
ears—'What about Archie?'
She struggled and he released her.
'Go now, Dick,' she said, her deep voice husky,
and picking up the lamp she left him.
He waited silent in his chair for hours it seemed;
then, as she made no sign, he rose, swinging his
hurricane lamp. She watched the light stagger away
across the river with a feeling of utter desolation.
Next morning she sat down at her writing-table.
Outside the window squatted Jacketi waiting
impassively for her letter.
Jacketi was a bad lot, he liked beer and women
better and spared truth further than most natives,
but he had perfect manners and wonderful legs.
Sixty miles in thirty hours he would do, and
overtake in a day and a night the three days' stages
of a white man. For this Norah had summoned
him to carry a letter to Archie.
Africa was silent in the daylight and traditions
of loyalty and chastity asserted themselves. She
resented the struggle and thought cynically how
much simpler it would have been, if Dick had
imposed his will on her: like Montaigne's lady, who,
after a troop of cavalry had been billeted in her
house, wrote in her diary, This night, praise the
Virgin, I am satisfied without sin.'
She had decided to call to Archie to come and,
if his presence did not stem the flood which
threatened to sweep her away, at least she would talk
things out aboveboard and honestly with him.
Painfully she drafted a letter: not an easy one
to write. She tore up her first attempt and scrawled,
'Dear Archie, If you love me, come straight
back.—NORAH.' She sealed it and handed it through the
window to the waiting Jacketi. Then she wrote a
note to Dick, telling him to keep his side of the
river till she sent for him. Norah never did things
by halves.
A few days later Jacketi was standing again on
the verandah, tired but smiling.
'Well, Jacketi, did you find the Bwana?'
'Yes, indeed, mistress.'
'Did he give you a letter?'
'No, indeed, mistress....'
'What did the Bwana say?'
Jacketi imitated Archie's manner and voice.
'"All right, Jacketi."'
'Was that all?'
Jacketi nodded his head composedly. She flung
him a shilling. 'You can go now,' and re-entered
the darkened room.
Had Archie ignored this appeal too and pushed
forward on his 'cattle business'? If so ... But
since he was as saving with letters as with words,
he might even now be on his way back to her. She
must have patience and wait. He should reach
the farm not later than Wednesday."
Ross flung out his arm with a deprecatory gesture.
At least that is how I interpreted the path of his
glowing cigar-end.
"Some of the blame," he said, "should you be
old-fashioned enough to think in terms of blame
and praise, must be reserved for Africa.
To understand the problem of Norah's ... fall,
bid for self-expression, or whatever your brand of
morality calls it, apply my formula for gauging
what Africa will make of a man:—'Lowest Common
Failing cubed' if you remember. Our first task is
the ever congenial one of spotting the L.C.F., the
ruling weakness. Poor Norah, the field is big
enough. So big, selection is difficult; for, outside
courage and honesty, she had few noteworthy
virtues.
Pride, hot temper—neither was missing, but
neither ruled her. Irreverence—a full share, but
nothing notable for the century. A free tongue, a
gambler's heart—I feel we are 'warmer.' Rebelliousness,
generosity—which of these two failings to
choose?
From her cradle she had been a rebel. I have
mentioned a few instances—her expulsion from the
Red Cross, her defiance of the rules of war when
she rescued Archie, and of the rules of common sense
when she married him, her preference of Africa to
Edinburgh, and so on. To Norah a custom established,
a practice accepted, dared her to its disregard
or breach. The temptation to break with her sex's
tradition of, at any rate overt, chastity must have
been overwhelming, while to the itch to break
through rules, she could only oppose fidelity to her
promise.
Generosity, my second choice, had ever made it
hard for her to say 'no' or to withhold what lay
in her power to give. As a child she had lavished
her pennies on the utterly undeserving poor. As
a girl, disregarding the cost, she had always been
at the call of any friend, or stranger for that matter,
in a difficulty. And now she could by an act, not
in itself uncomfortable, grant Dick a boon he craved,
whose refusal he hinted would make him desperate
... while Archie, it seemed ... did not care.
So, if you wish, you may charge her ultimate
surrender to her double weakness exploited by Africa;
if you prefer, to her single strength betrayed by
Archie's silence, that loyalty to her bond long and
savagely honoured.
As an English writer you may be trusted not to
impute her fall to mere weakness of the flesh. You
would never admit that a woman of your nation and
class would take a lover from so disinterested a
motive. Adultery on grounds of spite, altruism,
jealousy, poverty, revenge, avarice, or even absence
of mind is admissible. From passion, unthinkable.
Well, the decisive Wednesday came without sign
or rumour of Archie.
On Saturday night Dick's lantern a second time
came swinging across the river."
That Tanganyika was destined to be alike
villain and setting of the drama which followed,
first sight of the lake gave Norah no warning.
The lovers had waited on the farm for Dick's
supplies to come till Norah would stay no longer.
Leaving a letter for Archie, and replenishing Dick's
stores from the reserves on the farm, that the Congo
expedition had already diminished, they started on
the three weeks' ulendo through the bush, Dick on
a bicycle, Norah in her machila.1[1]
Lying uncomfortably on her back, she saw little
of the country she was carried through. Her landscape
was limited by ranks of trees on either side.
Overhead she could stare at the African sky already
banked with rain-clouds. Or she could lie on her
side and watch the sandy path for hurrying streams
of pre-occupied ants or for occasional spoor, the
only manifestation of the shy life of the forest.
Sometimes her eye would be caught by a bundle
of scarlet flowered mistletoe, the alpine outline of
a great ant heap, a tree curiously deformed, or the
melancholy traces of an almost obliterated garden;
till oppressed by the nearness and insignificance of
these sights, she would shut her eyes and imagine
the evening with Dick, when the camp fire would
gild from below the interlacing boughs.
But now the ulendo was nearly done. For an
hour the road had sloped precipitously from plateau
level lakewards 3000 feet below. The tip and tilt
of the machila was vertiginous. Broad leafed, dark
trees obscured the sky: rampant undergrowth and
luxurious herbage hid the ground. A native
laboured up towards them; he was old and one-eyed.
Her carriers called to him for news of the steamer,
but he only stared. They were strangers in a strange
land. The air felt warmer and clammier. Languid
flies settled heavily on Norah's face and hands.
She expected momentarily to see the lake below her
feet, but the dark trees shut her in.
The machila-bearers stopped singing the mournful
'Mai illova,' 'Deep in the Ground,' that was their
favourite carrying song, and started a brisk
marching tune into which the name 'Tanganyika' came
again and again. The swing of the hammock was
barely tolerable. She caught the word 'malala' in
the song—the sleeping sickness, for whose sake men
shun the lake. They met a second native blind in
one eye—was all this mutilation man's work or
the lake's? A single mulombwa tree with bare
boughs and canary yellow flowers stood out by the
roadside, thirty feet high and as straight as a spear.
Suddenly the steeply tilted machila stopped with
a jerk and shot her on to her feet.
Had that travel-stained hammock been Elijah's
fiery chariot it could not have translated her more
suddenly into a new universe. From the close forest
that had so long confined her body and her mind,
she was caught up into a blue firmament, a world
of misty blue glass over which distant shadows
played. As she gazed the blue mirror resolved into
sky, mountains, water. Under heaven, the hills;
under the hills, the lake with its horizon flung far
above her head, above the tree tops.
This vision of a new world seemed to hint at the
new life she was entering. A life of beauty
and—inevitably—romance, free from the sordidness of
daily struggle, cleared of the orts of a disastrous
past. The child understood life as little as she
understood the lake. Her inherited instinct was to
play for the highest stakes and risk all, without
weighing the cost, on a single throw. But this
sudden revelation of beauty almost frightened her into
taking thought. That such loveliness existed seemed
a spur to its pursuit. Was she treading a path that
led to it? Almost against her will she strained her
eyes into the future.
Since the night that Dick's lantern had crossed
the flats for the second time, she had kept her mind
strapped to the present moment, fiercely contented
in her passion for Dick, refusing regret, denying
foresight.
Archie, whose memory her mind, like a tongue
with a sensitive tooth, shunned but could not avoid,
had failed her; Dick had come to the rescue. Dick
was her slave; Archie was the slave of the farm.
She loved Dick ... she was almost sure. She
was surer she did not love Archie.
What would come of it all? The preliminaries
she faced with contempt. Scandalous tongues,
slights to be met, the ostrich-like antics of the Law,
details in the Press (for she realised she would be
good copy and might even run to posters). She
would pass through this indifferently for what lay
beyond.... If anything lay beyond. Romance
had fooled her before. Was Life Repetition and
Cycle? 'The thing that has been, is that which shall
be: and that which is done is that which shall be
done; and there is no new thing under the sun.'
She knew Dick's mind no better than the day he
had come to the farm, than the day he had entered
her ward seven years ago. She did not seem to
penetrate the brilliant skin and glorious plumage.
What lay behind? ... But surely Dick loved her,
and why haggle over the endurance or value of that
love? Why chill the warmth of the present by
brooding over a future as fathomless as the lake,
whose bottom had never been plumbed?
She left the chattering group of carriers to rejoice
at the sight of their journey's end and sat down
under the mulombwa tree to wait for Dick, who
had found the path too steep and rough for his
bicycle.
What Dick was feeling I can only guess. I had
met him at the beginning of his shooting trip, or
'voyage of exploration,' as he preferred to see it,
dining with the District Commissioner at rail-head.
But that was before he fell into the meshes of
Norah's beauty.
She, of course, told me what he said, and did,
and looked like, but a woman's evidence for or
against her lover isn't worth much.
Love-making is largely bluff. To get yourself
taken, you must appear, if not a fine fellow, at
least an interesting one. (It's true she'll probably
love you for some absurdity you've forgotten to
cover up, but that's not your fault.) Then,
especially if love's illicit, men and women begin with
different rules. As different as big game and bird
shooting.
Your big game shot and your woman do the
trick by stalking. They locate the victim, crawl
up, taking cover behind each blade of grass, aim
long and carefully with one eye shut. Your bird
shot fires with both eyes open, by instinct rather
than aim, before or behind him at birds which
beaters, or circumstances, drive. Then he waits for
the next covey. Some men even like pigeon shooting.
Dick, I suspect, started with the ideas of the bird
shot. Since he left the railway, he had hardly seen
a white woman, and he still carried the newcomer's
prejudice against black. He would be in a susceptible
mood, when he came on Norah that morning
in the forest. If Joseph had been a month or two
alone in the bush, and if Potiphar's wife had been
in the same street with Norah, Holy Writ would
have been altered. And, as the Americans say,
Dick's second name wasn't Joseph. Nor for that
matter was Norah's surname Potiphar. But
circumstances, the uncongenial life, the errant
husband's absence were all beating for Dick. His wits,
quick where women were concerned, divined this
and whispered that this loveliness was not
unapproachable. And in the matter of rushing in, Dick
was never on the side of the angels.
It was this idea that so swelled Dick's foot that
he could not move it from the farm. Constant
intercourse with Norah was not calculated to heal wound
in foot or heart and hourly he fell deeper under her
spell: under the spell, too, of his own manly
eloquence. His visit the evening before Norah
summoned Archie and called in vain, was undertaken, I
should say, by an impetuous lover, who hoped that
his mistress's interest was not severely platonic.
His repulse added body to his passion since it is the
nature of men only to prize the possession that is
refused them.
Norah's absence, during her days of waiting for
Archie, was of the nature that makes the heart grow
fonder. He saw her continually across the river; in
imagination he felt her lips on his, her body in his
arms.
Tantalised by memory and proximity, goaded by
the lust of the unobtainable, his passion had
mastered all inhibitory instinct. The flood of his
imagination rose and swept majestically over the
weir of the Divorce Courts and breasted even the
subsequent dam of Holy Matrimony. When I met
him at rail-head, I got the impression that Dick was
not the sort who would find it unpleasant, for
example, to be cited as co-respondent with the
daughter of a peer. So when in the end Norah consented
to go away with him, the granting of the boon he
craved could have caused him comparatively few
qualms. He felt, however, more anxiety than
Norah, who had flung her cap with a brave gesture,
and it was with relief that he hailed the lake.
'The road lies open,' he cried to Norah. 'The
highway to civilisation.'
'It's more like the gateway of Heaven,' she said,
blinded by the beauty before her.
'It will be,' he answered.
As side by side they descended the path which
turned from rock to sand, the view flattened and
the horizon sank. The closely grouped thatch of a
native village showed through the trees. Of white
men and their works no sign. Throughout their
flight, by avoiding the occasional Bomas and rarer
farms, they had escaped the awkwardness of European
encounter. Dick commented on their luck.
'Anyhow, down here, it's too hot to care,' said
Norah. She felt already the atmosphere of lake
level—a matter not only of heightened temperature
and humidity but of changed values. 'High
thermometer and low morals,' was the way she put it.
She felt her remaining scruples dissolve in that mild
air. Ideas of duty and discipline were left on the
austere highlands, where scattered men scratch a
precarious existence out of a thin soil. At lake
level, life was no longer an epic of struggle with
victory or defeat as stakes, but a drowsy eclogue
ended by easy oblivion. The few thousand feet
from the plateau to the lake seemed to bridge all
degrees from Dumfries to Naples, from Calvin to
Priapus.
The palm trees threw black shadows on the silver
roofs. On the soundless air came the laughter of
copper-coloured babies playing in and out of the
lapping water. Crocodiles and water snakes people
Tanganyika, but in their play the children were as
unconscious of danger as Norah and Dick of the
fate that bore down on them from the lake."
A couple of afternoons later, Norah's fingers
playing in his hair roused Dick, somnolent
from the heat.
'What's wrong with the engines?' she asked.
Dick, who knew nothing of machinery, went through
the motions of intelligent auscultation.
'They are banging and clattering worse than
yesterday,' she persisted, with her head on one side;
'hurry, miss a beat, hurry. And I'm sure we're
going slower.'
'The Mimi was never an ocean greyhound,' said
Dick.
Now Norah mentioned it, the engines did sound
odd. Why didn't he know more about the damn
things? It was monstrous running a British boat
with black officers and crew. Anything might
happen. It would be deuced awkward if they broke
down; it might make them ridiculous. But the odd
noises he thought he noticed might be imaginary.
'She'll get us there before she sinks,' he said.
Norah pulled his hair a trifle harder. 'Nothing
like an optimist,' she remarked.
'It wouldn't be the first time.'
'What do you mean? Has she sunk before?'
'Been sunk. Before the war she was a deep-sea
boat, carrying Hun officials and mails between
Dar-es-Salaam and Tanga. One day in 1915 she
ran into a British light cruiser. The next two years
she spent at the bottom of the Indian Ocean.'
'Are you inventing this?' said Norah, taking a
firmer grip on a handful of hair.
'Not a word; you can see the shell-marks amidships.'
'I love you when you talk nautical, Dick!'
Dick dragged her to him and kissed her mocking
lips.
'Don't, Dick, you'll distract the man at the wheel.
Go on telling me! How do you know all this?'
'One of the Boma men told me. Well, eventually
our people raised her, buried the bones of her
captain and crew, and railed her in sections to the
lake. And here she's the only boat we've got.'
'No wonder her engines knock a bit.'
'They're good enough engines, I'm told, though
they run red hot. But they're too big for her hull.
There's a sweepstake among the half-dozen people
who use the lake whether she goes up in flames or
the engines drop through her bottom first.'
'Go on, Dick, don't mind me.'
'Yes, I thought you'd like to know,' Dick put
his arm round her shoulders. 'Early this morning
when you were sleeping like a lamb, I was lying
awake watching the metal work going a nice cherry
red, and selecting that flat bit of iron to beat off
the crew from your place in the dinghy when the
ship burst into flames.'
Norah laughed. 'You think of everything,' she
said. 'Why don't they put on a new boat?'
'Money.' Dick got up and took a turn aft, where
he could hear the engines more clearly. He stood
with his head cocked, listening. At last he shrugged
his shoulders and came back to Norah.
'The territory's about bankrupt, and all the cash
there is goes in building a new governor's palace
to impress the noble savage.'
He sat down on his bed and fidgeted with the sheet.
'I believe you're right,' he said, 'the engines
are about worn out. They say that at the end of
every trip Alibaba reports to the Railway Workshops
at Kigoma, something like this:—(he imitated
the genial obsequiousness and urbane gesticulation
of the Arab skipper)—'Yes, sir, thank you, sir, good
run, sir. Boilers finish, sir. Want new one. No,
sir? Very good, sir, start Wednesday, sir.'
Norah's deep laugh rang out. Dick's Irish blood
made him a good mimic. Moreover, life since she
left the farm was one long first day of the holidays,
and anything was good for a laugh.
'I adore Alibaba,' she said, 'but I daren't think
what his toilet will be, when he feels he knows us
a little better.'
There was some ground for this apprehension.
They had boarded the vessel, scrambling up a rope
from her dinghy on to her dirty iron deck, to be
welcomed by a corpulent, bowing figure clad in a
khaki jacket buttoned up to the chin, new red fez,
vast trousers once white, and patent leather boots.
His pock-marked face had shone as he 'escorted
them to their quarters,' a ceremony which consisted
of kicking the deck clear of cooking utensils, baskets
of meal, firewood, chickens and goats, and helping
Changalilo erect the beds. But once under way,
Alibaba's habit was to replace the new fez with a
dirty skull cap of broderie anglaise, unbutton his
jacket from top to bottom, unlace his boots largely
and unhitch his trousers till they bellied menacingly.
In this negligé he moved slowly between a moribund
Madeira chair, the wheel and the engine-room.
Unlike any other skipper who ever sailed the lake,
he ran night as well as day, feeling his way by some
extra sense for squalls, islands, and rocks.
All the work on board was accomplished by him.
If from some sense of fitness, he issued orders which
awakened no answering chord in the crew, it was
with unruffled amiability that he executed them himself.
Well might the Mimi be called the Democrat's
Utopia. Instance the business of dropping anchor.
As the Mimi came inshore, Alibaba would blow
his syren rapturously and rattle through a string
of polyglot orders while the crew listened with a
gratified smile, in complete immobility. Without
the slightest sign of mortification, Alibaba would
waddle forward and, with a push of his patent
leather boot, propel the tiny anchor into the lake.
A sublime gesture worth pages of philosophic
writing or communist propaganda.
'Is his name really Alibaba?' asked Norah, laying
her hand over Dick's well-kept fingers.
'I think it's because of the crew,' Dick explained.
'Alibaba and the forty thieves.'
'Is he an Arab or what?' Mildly interested, she
liked hearing Dick's voice.
'"Or what" about describes him,' he replied. 'I
should say every race on the East Coast took a
hand. Let's see. His grandfather would be a
Eurasian stationmaster....'
'And his grandmother a Zanzibari dancing girl.'
'While his mother was kept by a Greek barman.'
'But was unfaithful to him with the Goanese
cook.'
They laughed together delightedly. The engines
seemed to run smoother, and Dick's mind was easier.
If Dick was happy, Norah was happy too. Was
she not on her honeymoon, the sweeter if stolen?
And after the shuttered years on the farm, how
savoury this foretaste of the busy world of men!
Like a demon in a pantomime, the pitch black
head of a fireman popped up through an iron hatch,
hung over the side gleaming with sweat and drank
greedily the brackish water of the lake, flicking it
dexterously with straight fingers into a cavernous
mouth. Then he began to pass armfuls of short logs
from the firewood stacked on the deck to an invisible
comrade by the boilers.
A shutter or door was opened in the bowels of
the ship and a noise of hammering issued. Hammering
and oaths in an unknown tongue. A blast of
scorching, oil-saturated air reached Dick. It was as
concrete as a hot hand laid on his face.
'By Jove, the heat must be terrific down there.'
he said, 'it's sufficiently torrid on deck.'
It had been cool enough that morning when they
left the fishing village where the oxen had been
embarked. Dawn had streaked the motionless
water with fragile pink and silver. The boat rode
so low in the water that Norah's head on her pillow
had been almost level with the lake. Never before
had she felt so near nature, absorbed into beauty,
trespassing on mystery.
Her thoughts had jerked back to Archie. Poor
lad, how this beauty would have bored him and
how he would have glowered at Dick's rhapsodies....
Poor Archie, you couldn't help liking him, even
if you didn't love him. And she must have done
that once, unimaginable as it now was."
"Dead Love," mused Ross, "seems to leave
slighter memory even than its mortal begetters. If
Archie had died, she would still have remembered
every detail of his body and habits. But the love he
had once inspired—that had passed like a last year's
sunrise, leaving at the most a certain sadness for a
glory ephemeral.
She stared over the side. The steamer was following
a deep-water channel, indiscernible to other
eyes than Alibaba's, winding her way very close to
shore through a screen of densely wooded islets,
black against the pale sky of dawn, the debris of
the crater wall. Here and there, among many
islands that were merely cliffs crowned with tightly
packed trees, glimpses of enticing coves and silvery
beaches called to the lovers to linger.
But, like the comrades of Odysseus, Alibaba
stopped his ears and signed to the tall negro at the
helm whose high cheekbones and white beretta-like
cap lent him a certain episcopal dignity, as he spun
the wheel and steered the vessel out into the lake.
What was the use, thought Norah, of letting
her mind dwell on Archie now she had left him for
good. If she had endured something of the agony
of a Samson pulling down the pillars of the loyalty
that supported her world, she did not mean to look
over her shoulder at the ruins.
Norah's thought did not run on subtle lines. Life
for her fell into watertight compartments. She had
loved Archie with a whole-hearted romantic passion.
That was over, many months dead and shut away in
its own little coffin. The succeeding phase of wifely
duty, half kindly, half grudging, was over too and
disposed in its less honoured grave. Now she stood,
as she thought, on the threshold of a new world, a
reborn Norah with no past to catch her feet."
"When she propounded that illusion," said Ross,
"I really couldn't help laughing. As if we, prisoners
lying in the dark, blindfolded with every shade of
prejudice, handcuffed with immemorial habits,
fettered by years of education, accidental or
deliberate, chained to almost automatic reactions, could
ever start afresh. We who don't get a fresh start
in the womb, where too we're the slaves of a past
that drags us along from amœba to ape.
And that is inside ourselves: the outside world
does not stand aside, hat in hand, to let us start
afresh.
Still Norah was perhaps freer than some of us.
She felt no moral qualms. The seventh—is
it?—commandment to her had always seemed an
over-rated affair, a question to be solved more by
fastidiousness than morality. She had always assumed
the right to please herself. And now she was well
pleased. Dick was the ideal lover—happy, charming,
attentive. She had found the mate Nature had
created for her—lion-hearted and debonair, the
match for any emergency life might produce, ready
for any risk, game for battle with the gods, who,
when at last she had yielded to his entreaties, had
shouted with Troilus that he would 'throw his glove
to Death himself.'
Yes, she had chosen well this time. All idols
hadn't feet of clay, some surely were pure gold.
The old and disillusioned could not be right. She
turned from that distasteful theory to the beauty of
the lake.
As the islands and the shore receded, the formation
of the 800-mile-long crater revealed itself.
Outside towered a circle of hyacinthine blue from
whose summit perhaps at a time before there were
men to suffer, the great cone had been hurled, leaving
a lip here straight as a sword, here jagged as a
jaw of shattered teeth. Inwards from the torn sides
of the stupendous bowl radiated, like fingers from a
monstrous hand, hills, in these days thick with trees,
dimpled with valleys.
These spurs or buttresses gave on to the lake
sometimes in a cliff or tumble of boulders, sometimes
in a sloping facet like the hip of a slate roof.
Down the valleys between them swift streams
hurried or, failing to find a bed, fell in cascades
down thousands of feet. In spite of the beauty
Norah shivered.
'Don't you feel like a mouse in a bucket?' she
said.
As the sun rose higher and hotter, the irregularity
of the engines became more marked—in Alibaba's
words, 'worse as before, sir.' Dick's features had
drawn into a frown which even Norah could not
lighten and irritably he paced the narrow deck.
Noon was announced by an access of activity
among the deck hands, who bestirred themselves
to eat their thick pink porridge of cooked millet,
dipping fingers into the common bowl. They were
a chattering, good-humoured crowd, clad in the
remains of blue serge with white beretta-shaped caps
on their shiny black heads.
Changalilo became visible threading his way
through them with a plate of soup in each hand.
With lunch he brought a tale of violence and
interference on the part of the lean Indian passenger.
A rambling story, like all native plaints, it was,
starting from the moment of reaching the Mimi
and leading from borrowed pans and stolen cutlery
to high words that ended in a blow.
Dick's nerves had been set on edge by the heat
and by anxiety over the engines. He would not
listen to advice to follow Gallio. He had always
hated, he said, the Indians in Africa, low-caste
pedlars battening on the ignorant native, and he
wasn't going to stand for any interference with his
servants. He strode angrily down the hot iron deck,
his white coat flapping. The deck hands followed
in a curious mob.
Norah heard his voice raised in the stern, angry
and a little shrill.
'I found the brute squatting half naked on his
hatch,' he reported later, 'eating rice and spilling
it into his beard. I asked him if he understood
English, and he bowed in a condescending sort of
way. That made me lose my temper a bit and I
told him if he didn't leave our boys alone, I'd
pitch him into the lake. The swine didn't stir a
muscle except to smile. A nasty quiet sort of smile.
It made me wild to see him sitting there, cross-legged
and grinning, as if he'd bought the ship, and I
told him to get up when a white man spoke to him.
Again he didn't move, but went on picking some
grains of rice out of his beard. He even had the
cheek to close his eyes as if he were tired.
'That was a trifle too much, and I took him by
the scruff, lifting him none too gently on to his
feet. I was going to give him a good cuffing, but
he slid out of my hand like a snake, and disappeared
behind the galley. By his face as he went,
I shouldn't say he was exactly brimming over with
brotherly love.... I'd have followed him, but
it wouldn't have looked dignified.'
'I'm jolly glad you didn't,' said Norah. 'He
might have stuck a knife into you. Do be careful,
Dick.'
'I'd like to see him try,' said Dick, 'but pluck's
not his strong suit ... the odd thing was the way
the crew seemed to side with him. Usually the
nigger hates the Hindoo, but these blighters looked
upset when I went for the swine.'
Dick was a bit upset himself. No one cares to
feel he has played a poorish part. It needed all
Norah's admiration to restore his equanimity, and
the physical contact of her cool white hand.
If Norah's hand was cool, it was the only thing
on board the boat in that condition. For, as the
day wore on, the heat of the failing engines, added
to the blaze of the sun, was intolerable. The sickly
smell of hot oil filled the nostrils; the dazzle off
the water scorched the eyeballs. Mirage with a
magician's wand lifted island and headland off the
horizon as the lake took a colour of deepest emerald,
its surface networked irregularly with violet
shadows.
About three in the afternoon, the engines gave a
final jerk and fetched up soundless. The Chief—and
only—Engineer emerged for emphatic converse
with Alibaba.
He was an obese Indian with a naturally depressed
air and an easy flow of perspiration. His
hair and drooping moustaches were grey. I fancy
a day or two in the engine-room of the Mimi would
send Phœbus Apollo a bit grey.
Skipper and engineer disappeared, but the sounds
of hammering between decks indicated their continued
existence. After half an hour they emerged,
dirtier than ever and swimming in sweat. Dick, now
thoroughly uneasy, thought the time for direct
action had arrived, and joined the party. Norah,
watching from the bows, guessed from the bowing,
shrugging, and upturned palms that the situation
was not satisfactory. She was right.
'I can't understand engine-room shop in a mixture
of Swahili and Hindustani,' confided Dick, 'but I
gather from Alibaba it's case of "that engine no
good, sir," and "big rod he very sick, sir, he wantee
for die."'
'I suppose we'll have to make for the nearest
White Fathers,' said Norah, 'though I do feel an
adulterous couple a bit "de trop" at a mission.'
'Alibaba says there isn't a mission anywhere for
100 miles either way up or down this side of the
lake.'
'Can't we do that slowly?'
'He says not.'
'What about crossing over to the other side?'
'That's forty miles or so from here, and the
engines are good for another ten at the most. No,
what they want is to put into a little bay just out
of sight round that headland, where there's good
anchorage for the night.'
'I suppose there'll be a village where we can get
food,' said Norah.
'In any case,' added Dick, 'there's really no choice.
We can do ten miles at the most. I'd better tell
them to get on with it.'
Much firewood was shot into the furnace and
much steam hissed out into the air, before the engines
clanked regretfully into life. Alibaba took his place
at the wheel, and, dragging like a wounded buck
that has outdistanced the hunter, the Mimi drew
inshore. Across her bows loomed a rocky promontory
that dropped in sheer cliff to the water. Alibaba
swung her wide to miss the piled boulders, which
had crumbled from its face to form a breakwater to
the bay and a council chamber for the grave, black,
diving birds who, bolt upright, stretched their necks
in the sun.
The view that was revealed as the steamer heeled
slowly round the bar and the divers with raucous
cries flapped heavily into the air, presented an
appearance of habitation that momentarily relieved
the wayfarers.
At the feet of the densely wooded hills that sloped
from the sheer cliffs of the encircling mountains, a
square red brick tower proclaimed the constructive
instinct of white men. Its style revealed the faith
of the Catholic Fathers, who, since the days of the
slave trade, have proselytised the lake shores.
Help seemed at hand, though the travellers' relief
was marred by the falsehood of their position.
Then, as the steamer drew painfully abreast of the
tower, they recognised the handicraft of a Presence
alike indifferent to hopes of human aid and feelings
of delicacy. The assurance of Alibaba that
'missionary he finish die long time' was not required
to identify the technique of death and desolation.
The windows of the tower gaped blankly, the
round Spanish tiles were broken or missing, trees
and creepers had obliterated all trace of the dwelling
of kindly men. Not even the squalor of a native
village struggled with the silent supremacy of
nature. The ruined church tower stood alone to
establish a passing triumph of faith. Other buildings
that may have once existed had failed to resist
the pressure of the forest. Even in the bright
sunshine, Norah felt the wing of tragedy over the
deserted station, and she wished Alibaba endowed
with enough imagination to have avoided this
haunted valley for their night's sojourn.
But that astute seafarer had not, as it proved,
underrated the endurance of his engines. Already
panting had degenerated into hiccoughing. Slower
and slower the Mimi trailed her wounded way
towards the land, heading for the northern arm of
the bay, where a swift little river pouring yellow
into the lake promised anchorage inshore.
When she was within a hundred yards of its
mouth, the end came. The engines raced
ear-shatteringly. A grinding noise succeeded, and a
cloud of steam masking the hurrying black forms
of the firemen. Then a dead silence and the Mimi
rolled lifelessly lakewards, carried out by the yellow
current."
The hour that followed the rattle of the
anchor chain stamped on Norah's brain the
impression of a flood of talk, whose waves broke
over her head.
Her eyes were on Dick, white clad, tall and
elegant, in the centre of a sooty group, whose rags
dripped with sweat and whose hands waved in wild
gesticulation. Her ears were assailed by the clamour
raised by captain and engineer, stokers and crew,
gabbling in a dozen tongues explanations of what
had happened, conjectures of what might have
happened, prophecies of what would happen, while into
the babble cut Dick's sharp queries and criticism.
Advice, questions, protests, orders, oaths, exhortation
rolled in a stream as muddy as the water of the
yellow river. Only the sinister figure of the lean
Indian passenger kept aloof and silent, contemptuous
of past and future alike.
At length the obese engineer detached himself
from the agitated mob and vanished below.
Reappearing unexpectedly through a hatch, he held out
to Dick an armful of warm, distorted metal with
the air of an afflicted father submitting to a doctor
the corpse of his first-born.
The interruption had the effect of dispersing the
conference. Still plying him with questions, Dick
led Alibaba aft. Norah, who had little confidence
in male brains unassisted, joined them.
As she listened, certain facts emerged. If not
dangerous, the situation was at least unpleasant.
There seemed no doubt that the Mimi was immobile.
Alibaba supported the engineer in insisting that the
engines (connecting rod, was it?) were damaged
beyond his power of repair.
'I said it was monstrous,' remarked Dick. 'Only
niggers to run the ship.' He turned to the Arab.
'Why can't you patch them up?' he asked.
Alibaba spread his hands and gabbled apologetically.
Norah gathered from the polyglot flow that
welding or brazing was necessary, and the bellows
of the boat's portable forge were under repair at
Kigoma. In any case the job was too big for the
Mimi's resources.
'Well, what do you mean to do about it?' asked
Dick sourly.
Alibaba was silent. He foresaw that the solution
he eventually proposed would be ill-received. They
must stay where they were till the ship could be
towed into Kigoma, 300 miles away.
The fellow's a fool,' said Dick. 'He doesn't
know his job! Why not rig a sail, man?'
Without replying Alibaba licked his finger and
held it above his head. Mildly he remarked that
the dead calm would hold till the rains broke. It
might be weeks.
With much head-shaking he rejected a suggestion
of Norah's, opining that an attempt to tow the
steamer behind her dinghy would end after an hour
in mutiny. 'Black fellow he say "too much work no
good"' was his comment.
A second fact had to be faced. Not only was the
vessel stranded, but no rescue could be expected from
Kigoma or elsewhere for many days. The Mimi was
not due at Kigoma for forty hours, and a further
delay of two or three days would not be sufficiently
unusual to excite attention. When she was a week
overdue, alarm would be felt. But even so, there
was no British boat on the lake to send. Kigoma
would have to get in touch with Albertville across
the water and ask the loan of one of the three
Belgian steamers. If the Belgians were willing and
a boat was available, she would have to cross the
lake and make slow progress close inshore, visiting
each bay and natural harbour, until she caught sight
of the derelict.
Alibaba's estimate that relief could not be
expected for at least twelve days did not strike Norah
as pessimistic.
'This'll learn me,' said Dick, 'to trespass into the
Stone Age!' He stared disconsolately across the
blue water. A thought struck him: 'What about a
dhow? Surely there are Arab dhows on the lake?'
Again Alibaba shook his head with the deprecatory
tolerance of an Anglican divine. Before the
English took the land from the Gerimani[1] there had
been much trade, and fleets of dhows. But now
... in any case the calm before the rains would
keep dhows beached in their harbours. And why
should a dhow visit this deserted bay?
Norah, who did not share Dick's depression and
at first looked on the breakdown as an exciting
adventure, cast her eyes to the land, from which,
it seemed, must come their help. Would it not be
easy to despatch one of the crew to the nearest
village bidding them send a runner to the first white
settlement with news of the plight of the Mimi and
her passengers?
There were no villages, said Alibaba reluctantly,
no natives, no settlements. Sleeping sickness had
wiped the coast clear of life. In the old days smoke
from the fires of fishing villages had shown blue on
the shore, but at present... He waved his hand
in the direction of the ruined tower, and Norah felt
she understood something of that tragedy.
Silence fell on the little group. It testified to
the rugged nature of the country that no one
suggested a march inland or along the shore. As if
painted on the back-cloth of a stage, before their
faces rose the encircling wall of the dead volcano.
Sheer cliffs that any advance inland must scale. The
broken formation, which Norah had noticed from
the lake, of spurs and buttresses, that radiated
inwards from the crater sides, interset with mountain
torrents and precipitous valleys, made progress
parallel to the lake almost impossible. Should the
castaways be bold enough to attempt either of these
desperate marches, braving the risk of sleeping
sickness, where could they find carriers for their
loads—tents, cooking pots, ammunition, and food?
'The mouse has indeed fallen into the bucket,'
thought Norah, as she walked forward with Dick.
Alibaba, crestfallen at the failure of his charge,
offering no cure but patience, retired in silence to
the engine-room.
Dick dropped heavily on to his bed.
'Well,' he said at last, 'it looks like staying here
a fortnight till we're rescued by a crowd of grinning
Bulamatadi.'[2]
'A fortnight will soon be over,' said Norah cheerfully.
But she felt a shadow had fallen between her
and the sun. In a fortnight she had hoped to be on
the high seas, steaming towards Europe. It did not
seem so easy to escape from Africa.
Dick did not answer, misfortune had pricked his
buoyancy.
'It's lucky we have got the oxen on board,' she
went on. 'We've only two days' food in the boxes,
and I don't want you to go shooting with S.S.[3]
about...'
She caught her breath in the middle of the
sentence.
'Dick,' she cried. 'What idiots we are!' He did
not look up. 'Dick, how far is it across the lake to
the other side?'
'Forty or fifty miles,' he replied gloomily. 'We
can't move a foot.'
'No, but the dinghy can!'
'What d'you mean?'
'With four oars we'd do it between dawn and
dark! Or nearly.'
'What's the good?'
'You're not your brightest, dear... At the
worst we'd be on the route of the Belgian boats.
At the best we'd strike a Belgian Boma or mission.'
Dick's gloom was dispelled, and he hurried aft to
requisition the skipper's knowledge of the lake. In
answer to his shouts Alibaba emerged from the secret
places of the ship. His smiling face signalled to
Norah that her plan was passed. Even the lean
Indian was interested. She wondered if he had at
first been drugged with hemp and the effects had
now worn off.... What an interminable amount
of talk between Dick and the skipper! How men
did talk!
'We start at dawn!' Dick greeted her at last.
'It'll be a long day, let's go and stretch our legs
ashore.'
'Don't be maddening, Dick! Start at the
beginning!'
The reaction from anxiety had been too much for
Dick's self-control. He was bubbling over with
excitement.
'Sorry, darling.' He kissed her on the cheek.
'Well, Alibaba says there's a Belgian poste, which is
Bulamatadi for Boma, opposite here and about
twenty miles north. The lake is under forty miles
across here, so we'll be over to-morrow night and
drinking beer with the Chef du Poste the next day.
A happy issue to all our afflictions, what?' Dick's
spirits easily went up or down, and he rattled on.
'Alibaba is picking four of the best oars among the
thieves, and there'll be just room for Changalilo and
the baggage. We'd better take a goat, too. He'll
do as a mascot, if we don't have to eat him.'
'What about the others?' asked Norah, who had
not Dick's happy absorption in self.
'What about them?' he stared at her for a moment,
'why they'll be all right. They'll stay here
till we get word through to Kigoma.'
Leg-stretching ashore ended in sleeping there.
Norah was reluctant to leave the ship, but Dick's
enthusiasm swept her objections aside.
'It's safe enough if we're careful,' he said. 'The
"palp"[4] never goes far from water and shade.' He
pointed to a strip of bare rocky ground that lay at
the back of the amphitheatre of the bay. Above it
rose a sheer red cliff. For a quarter of a mile there
was neither water nor tree. 'At night,' he continued,
'out there there's no fear of fly. Here there's the
certainty of a stench of oil and crew. Not to
mention the roll. Besides, I want to repack my kit.'
Changalilo quickly loaded the baggage into the
dinghy, leaving, at Dick's instructions, the heavy
ammunition chest on board to cross intact next day.
The loaded magazine of Dick's Mauser was enough
for emergencies on shore.
There was some difficulty in finding oarsmen.
The crew had settled down to a gamble on the forecastle,
slapping on the deck the dice made of cowrie
shells filed smooth on one side, and betting which
way they would turn.
When at last the boat was ready to start, Norah
remembered the oxen. Even if their fate was
slaughter, till the day arrived their life would be
more endurable on shore, where the hands could
build a lion-proof kraal.
'Can we manage them?' said Dick. He was unwilling
to incur the extra work till the skipper's opposition
to Norah's plan—from laziness, he thought—converted
him, and, on the principle of 'worst
first,' the ox, who had nearly pitched Dick into the
hold the evening before, was lowered into the water.
They had paddled the greater part of the quarter
mile that separated the steamer from the shore,
when Obadiah the ox, as Dick had christened him,
suddenly varied the puffing and snorting with which
he met each wavelet, by a plunge that threw his
quarters out of the water, and a bellow in which
Norah, accustomed to cattle, could read an agony
of fear and pain. He lashed out, plunging and
rearing. His forelegs churned the water to bubbles
that were dark with sand scooped from the bottom.
His maddened struggles rocked the heavily laden
boat.
'Look out, Changalilo; he'll have us over!'
shouted Norah.
The frenzied beast, released by Changalilo, slipped
rapidly astern, as if drawn by a current. As he
passed her, Norah was moved by the agonised appeal
in his mild eyes. A stain more sinister than sand
now darkened the water. She looked at the deck
hands and saw that they were resting on their oars,
pointing with widely grinning mouths at the
contortions of the ox. Bellow on bellow filled the air.
'What on earth is it, Changalilo?' she asked.
Then as his lips framed the world 'ngwene,' she
understood. 'A crocodile's got him?'
'Yes,' shouted Dick, 'look!' and she saw a black
tail flick out of the water.
'Poor brute,' she sighed, and turned her eyes away.
The struggle receded from the amused view of
the oarsmen, as the crocodile relentlessly drew his
victim towards the southern arm of the bay. There
was no hurry; he had a good hold on a hind leg
and in twenty minutes or so the ox would be drowned
and wedged on a certain muddy bank, where the
swollen corpse could rot the time required to make
it palatable.
In the distance the agony continued, now a fore-leg
showing above the surface, now the wide horns,
now the white belly.
'Do make them row in, Dick,' said Norah. 'It's
horrible!'
Reluctantly they paddled the dinghy inshore.
As the bows grated on the shingle an apparent log
lying near the edge of the yellow river rose to its
feet and disappeared into the safety of the stream.
The momentary glimpse of the rough scales dried
khaki-grey in the sun, the pale wicked eye, the
high hind legs, which sloped the obscene body at a
slinking angle down to the crooked forelegs, recalled
the monstrous saurians of the prehistoric past.
'And, by Jove, there's another!' whispered Dick,
nodding his head at a couple of black knobs on
the surface of the water, that represented the snout
and eyebrow of a submerged monster. He reached
for his gun and fired. A long, pale belly cartwheeled
into the air with slashing tail and legs, to
sink without a sound and be devoured, perhaps still
living, by its mate.
Camp was pitched in silence on the site already
chosen by Dick, and the deck hands were sent off
grumbling to collect firewood. Norah was oppressed
by the desolation of the bay, once the scene of
hopeful and devoted enterprise, now delivered over to
reptiles. A curse seemed to rest there, and she
wondered whether by passing a night on these shores
she submitted to its power.
Here the pale Galilean had not conquered. The
gods of Africa had shown they still could wield
their old weapons of remorseless disease, sudden
death, and instantaneous decay, installing at the end
a garrison of reptiles, cruel and hideous like
themselves, the survivors of more ancient and horrific
epochs."
"I don't mean," said Ross, "that Norah, who was
a healthy-minded little thing, really believed such
stuff. She was upset by the pitiful fate of the ox
under her impotent eyes, and felt a distinct, if
unreasonable, dislike for the place.
She was tempted to ask Dick to take her back to
the steamer. But as the wish crossed her mind, she
heard the report of his gun up the beach. He was
amusing himself, bless his heart. She knew men did
not welcome feminine intuitions that make them
alter their plans, and thrust the impulse aside as
cowardly.
But when she recollected that rapturous first sight
of Tanganyika, and the hopes it had raised of quick
release from the forest's encirclement and of an
easy passage along azure waters to the civilisation
her heart desired, disillusionment was keen. Would
she ever be free, or had Africa put out a tentacle
that had retaken her to its dark bosom? Would
Africa master her as it had mastered this ruined
mission?"
* * * * * * *
Ross rose and stretched his arms above his head.
He lit a match to see his watch.
"The work of white men's hands," he remarked,
"does not seem to prosper on the shores of the lake.
Ujiji, for instance, is smaller to-day than it was
in Livingstone's time; Niamkolo is a mound of
bricks hidden in the grass; Kigoma, since we took
it, grows smaller every year....
The history of the ruined tower that filled Norah
with such foreboding, I never heard. Whatever
the doom, it fell before my day. Still, it is not hard
to imagine the birth and death of the station. Think
of the arrival of the French Fathers....
With heavy rosaries hanging below their untrimmed
beards, wide hats on their heads, clad in
white robes of coarse cloth, they had sailed from
some elder station on the lake into the unknown.
Think of the start of their voyage in a home-made
boat of clumsy lines, whose unpainted white
wood planks showed the roughly-nailed joints.
Overhead on a light framework was stretched an
awning to shield them from the sun of indefinite
days.
The Father who built the boat came with them
to the edge of the water, a carpenter's apron over
his white robe, and stood shading his eyes beside
the little red fire on which he had warmed the pitch
to give the seams a final caulking. The other
Fathers stood in a group under the mango trees at
the top of the shallow brick steps that led to the
lake, silently speculating on the fate of their brothers
whom they might, or might not, see again.
For many days the adventurers were rowed by
native Christians to the singing of Catholic hymns
learnt in place of the melancholy water songs of
their ancestors. At last the canoe stopped at a
fishing village that once populated the bay.
Long beards and robes won for the Fathers the
respect due to wizards. Moreover, there would be
hope of their help against the Arab slavers, who
at that time led a train of bones and blood across
Africa, whose dhows were familiar in passage
up-lake to Ujiji, whence they drove their wares
overland to Bagamayo for shipment to the markets of
Zanzibar. Had starvation and hardship unduly
reduced their cargo, the loss was soon made good
from the lake villages.
In return for protection from this menace, the
villagers would be willing to build a church. They
were simple folk and glad to help those who seemed
kind and good men.
So, as the seasons succeeded each other, a group
of buildings sprang up on the lake shore. The
layout would be like that of the other lake missions.
A monastery would spread its length ..."
"Ross," I interrupted, "have you ever read a book
called Sandford and Merton?"
"No," said Ross. "Is it interesting?"
"Interesting?" I replied. "Hardly interesting...."
"The monastery," continued Ross placidly,
"would spread its single—or double-storied—length
parallel to the lie of the lake. The roof would be
low-pitched with a wide overhang supported on
brick pillars, to form a dark spacious verandah from
whose centre a double flight of steps descended to
the courtyard. At right angles on one wing lay
stores and outbuildings; and on the other stood
the church with narrow unglazed windows, round
brick columns, scanty fittings, and the ornaments
of Latin Catholicism, when humble so devotional, so
secular when rich.
Gardens were dug, fruit trees planted, crops
cultivated. All the time proceeded the less material
work of tending the sick, teaching and preaching.
Permanganate of potassium and epsom salts,
sermons and hymns, reading, writing and the other
queer things they teach the heathen—Christian
philosophy and the geography of the Holy Land.
By how much the black man profited, I shouldn't
care to say, but I don't doubt that the community
grew and multiplied. The birth-rate increased;
famines were averted; refugee relatives from raided
villages came in, and the blessings of the first
chapter of Genesis seemed to rest on the devoted
labours of the Fathers, until ...
The first 'fly' may have been brought by one of
the refugees or carried by game or spread naturally
up the lakeshore. At the beginning the presence
of the destroyer would not be suspected. The
increased death-rate would be attributed to an
unhealthy summer; the wasting of the sufferers to
fever; their fits to epilepsy; their madness to
insanity.
But as the buryings increased, the fear of an
epidemic must have gripped the hearts of the
Fathers. Their slight medical knowledge was as
unavailing as their prayers. Bells will have sounded,
masses been said, and litanies sung for defence from
the arrow that flieth in darkness and the pestilence
that destroyeth at noonday. But the mortality did
not stay.
Finding the new God did not help them, some
of the people will have relapsed into heathendom.
At first frightened, they would settle into a mute
endurance, nearer apathy than stoicism. The more
energetic would flee from the doomed villages ... and
spread the sickness with them. The rest awaited
the end with fatalism.
One by one the Fathers buried their people,
mourning the loss now of some favourite convert,
now of some skilful workman.
Whether the sickness ultimately struck all the
white men, or whether, since they could not help,
they took the resolution of abandoning the stricken
settlement and their lives' work, one does not know.
Alibaba's words, a later discovery of Norah's, and
the French Fathers' tradition of self-sacrifice, suggest
that death found them at their work. The end was
the same in either case: Africa took back its own,
and the insatiable forest swallowed up villages,
buildings, and every sign of life, as relentlessly as it
had always engulfed every trace of human endeavour."
I interrupted the silence that followed Ross' last
words with a hint that the fate of the abandoned
mission hardly touched on the story of Norah and
Dick.
"So you think," said Ross, "that no emanation
from the tragedies of the past lingers over their
scene. I cannot bring myself to believe that the
strip of land from Dixmude to the Vosges will ever
quite lose the breath of four years' agony and
heroism; though I know there is a view that those
years may now be forgotten. However, I am
telling this story and you must allow me to suggest
that the wind of that elder tragedy still ruffled the
beauty of the bay, blowing cold on Norah's heart.
But since, however, you prefer strictly material
facts, I will skip her presentiments, simply mentioning
that they were interrupted by the reappearance
of the two deck hands, who had collected, they
considered, sufficient wood.
As Norah watched the dinghy, rowed towards
the steamer's masthead light, recede from the now
darkened shore, a great sense of loneliness filled
her—that microscopic feeling engendered, for instance,
by an imprudent glance at the stars.
It was succeeded by more practical apprehension.
'I wonder if we should have kept them,' she
thought. 'What would happen to us if the
boat...'"
Norah woke before it was light. She made
no attempt to recapture a sleep that dreams
had disturbed—dreams in which the ox was drowned
again, in which a crocodile pursued her leaden steps
while the Indian's crooked knife held Dick from her
rescue. As soon as her watch showed half-past four,
she summoned Changalilo from the fire which he
had tended through the night, waking at intervals
as a native will. Yesterday it had been decided to
strike camp before dawn, giving him time to cook
breakfast and carry their loads down to the shore
ready to start at the first gleam of light.
Breakfast finished, Dick led the way to the beach.
When they were twenty yards away, they heard
a quick scrunch on the shingle and a quiet plop in
the water.
'Ngwene,' said Changalilo casually, and kept
back from the lake's edge, where the crocodile they
had disturbed still might lurk.
They waited, Norah's hand in Dick's. The water
was warmer than the air, and a mist hung on its
surface. Above the mist the mountains across the
lake were already outlined against a faint sky.
Voices on the Mimi, carried by the water, were
audible.
'Damn Alibaba!' said Dick. 'Why can't he send
the boat?'
Norah felt her last night's uneasiness return.
'But it's early yet,' she said.
The talking on board continued. Alibaba's voice
was recognisable, raised in command or protest.
'He's having a job getting the boat's crew out,'
said Dick, in answer to an unspoken anxiety.
Dawn came suddenly, and the water showed a
delicate misty blue, as if it were seen through
silvered crystal. Dick raised his voice in a hail.
The sounds on the steamer ceased. She was visible
now, squat and black on the water, but the distance
was too great to distinguish figures in the group that
darkened the deck.
Dick hailed again.
A silence seemed to brood on the face of the
waters till the banal reassurance 'All right' floated
to them on the motionless air.
'That wasn't Alibaba?' asked Norah.
Dick shrugged his shoulders in nervous irritation.
He was angry with Alibaba, angry with himself.
Soon, however, the sight of black figures climbing
over the stern dispelled his apprehension. 'That's
better,' he sighed, 'but why five of them? We
don't want more than four oars.'
As the boat approached, Norah noticed that for
the long row its crew had discarded the unfamiliar
European oar, reverting to the pointed paddle of
their fathers. This looked like business. She took
a last glance at the shore, where she had sensed such
sinister influence, and smiled at her unfulfilled
forebodings.
What the devil's that blasted Hindoo doing in
the boat?' cried Dick suddenly.
Norah looked and saw the Indian's sardonic
features momentarily revealed over the rising and
falling shoulder of the bow-paddler, an ape-like
negro, whose hunting knife, stuck in his belt, lent
a piratical air to a personality no doubt genial
enough.
'I'll jolly soon have him out of that,' muttered
Dick.
As if his intentions had been divined, the uplifted
paddles were checked and the silver water dripped
from their narrow blades. The boat swung
broadside on, a stone's-throw from land, rocking
gently. Norah was near enough to see the
perturbed, uneasy features of the crew that contrasted
with the ironic composure of the Indian. He rose
slowly to his feet from his seat in the stern. His
thin lips twisted into a smile. His beaklike nose and
the naked, withered skin of his neck reminded Norah
of a vulture that had settled on a buck she had shot
on the farm.
He stood for a moment in silence, smiling at the
Europeans.
'Yesterday,' he began nasally, 'the Sahib struck
this slave for remaining seated in the Sahib's
presence. The slave now stands.'
'Cut that out,' shouted Dick, 'and paddle the boat
inland at once.'
The habit of obeying white men stimulated the
gorilla-like stoker to dip his paddle in the water,
but the Indian stopped him with a gesture.
'Surely, Sahib, when my words are ended, we
will paddle to land.'
His hand, waved gently towards the Belgian
coast, explained his meaning.
'Yesterday the Sahib forbade his slave to interfere
in his affairs. He will now lay the lake between
himself and those affairs.'
He threw back his head and laughed noiselessly.
Dick went red with rage.
'The damned nigger...' he cried.
Under her breath Norah whispered to him to
take his gun.
'It's him or us,' she said.
'Do you mean?...' began Dick, then broke off.
'Hell!' he shouted. Why did I waste those
cartridges yesterday?'
'Why——' began Norah.
'I emptied my magazine on a croc last night,'
he confessed. 'I thought I had another handful in
my shooting jacket.'
'Then bluff him with the empty gun. If you can
frighten the Indian, the natives will turn.'
But if Dick was a bluffer, his was not the brand
that pulls off forlorn hopes. His belief in the
avarice of the Indians who colonise Africa suggested
an easier plan. Holding out his purse, he shouted
promises of lavish reward, if the Indian would take
them off.
The offer made to the crew might have had effect.
Their simple minds were free from hostility or
mistrust. But in the dominant heart of the Hindoo,
vengeance, and doubt that promises would be
honoured, displaced cupidity.
He gave the order to paddle.
Too late Dick ran to the loads and snatched his
gun. The dinghy had drawn out into the lake.
'Stop,' shouted Dick, 'or I'll fire.' His words
recalled to Norah's brain the games of her childhood,
and in spite of her anxiety she had to smother a
smile.
The Indian stopped laughing and crouched in
the bottom of the boat, urging speed on the paddlers.
He put his faith in the increasing range and the
mist which still covered the water. For some
seconds after every one had recognised the pretence
Dick stood, gun at shoulder, theatrical, ridiculous.
Then with an oath he dropped the Mauser.
Already remote, the Indian's laugh rang out above
the là! ... là! ... là! ... of the paddlers,
half chant, half grunt of exertion.
Then distance enveloped the sounds.
The position was desperate. Without ammunition
or stores of food, life was impossible on shore.
Between shore and steamer the water teemed with
crocodiles. They had no boat or the materials to
build one. No help could be expected from the
land, no rescue for many days from the lake.
When at last the relief party came, it was
doubtful if there would even be bones for them to
find....
But Norah's courage, which had shrunk before
the intangible menace of the bay, rose to meet the
concrete disaster that appeared to have overwhelmed
Dick. With Changalilo's help she unpacked the
food boxes and measured the margin between them
and starvation.
Even the scant array of tins that Changalilo
produced proved to be misleading. It included such
innutritious aids as baking and curry powder,
anchovies and Worcester sauce—the armoury of
Colonials against the monotony of ulendo meals.
The solid residue was meagre, for they had brought
on board only enough food for the normal trip of
three days, counting for emergency on the ship's
supplies and on purchases from fishing villages.
What was now left would last them two bare days.
And Alibaba had said that rescue could not come for
twelve.
Norah looked towards Dick, who had subsided
on the pile of baggage, his head in his hands. She
decided to tell Changalilo first. He accepted the
position with the indifference of one accustomed
to famine, and with the native's inherited
communism added his rations—a cloth full of millet
meal—to the common store.
'What are you doing?' asked Dick in a dull voice.
She turned to him a little brusquely. After all,
if Dick hadn't quarreled with the Indian, if he
hadn't insisted on sleeping ashore, if he hadn't
wasted his ammunition, they wouldn't be in this
mess. He ought to pull himself together and help;
there must be some way that a man could find to
retrieve the disaster.
She was conscious that she was unfair and
feminine, but with all their independence the present
generation of young women admire a muddler as
little as did their grandmothers.
'Come on, Dick,' she said briskly, let's think this
out.'
'I've done nothing else, since that swine rowed
off,' said Dick.
She made him listen to the result of her
commissariat calculations.
'That's worse than I thought,' he said; 'our
number's up.'
'Of course it isn't. Don't be such a pessimist.'
Dick drummed on the boxes. 'Unless you can
do a fortnight without food,' he said.
She restrained her impatience.
'Are you sure you haven't any cartridges anywhere?'
'Quite—I looked through my kit last night. I
could have sworn...'
And while he explained and excused his folly,
Norah wondered what would have happened half
an hour before, had Dick's rifle been loaded. A
sudden doubt of his resolution assailed her. With
a loaded gun in his hand, would he have dominated
the mutiny? In his rage he might have fired, but
in cold blood she doubted if, even to secure their
escape, he could have screwed himself to the killing
point.
Surprisingly she was sorry. Not, I think, from
any hate of the Indian, pre-eminently unlovable as
he was, but from a feeling that if logic barred all
other paths a man should kill. And as a woman
and an aristocrat, if a life lay between her and
safety, she instinctively demanded a man's love
to ... eliminate the obstacle.
In the comparative comfort and security of a
deck chair on an ocean liner, such sentiments seem
blameworthy even in a woman. In her father's
stately home in the Shires or her father-in-law's
respectable legal circle in Scotland, I have no doubt
that Norah, whom I have presented to you as no
paragon, would have shrunk from so drastic a
solution. But I suppose standards suffer when you
are in danger of life in Central Africa.
In justice I record that she did not pursue the
thought; she turned to wondering what Archie
would have done. Probably nothing, she decided.
By the time he had weighed the advantages and
disadvantages of drastic action, opportunity would
have flown. But when at last he moved, she
admitted that Archie generally went to the heart
of the matter.
Of one thing she was certain. His Scottish
stubbornness would not allow him to beg from a man
who had insulted him and whom he had struck.
Nor would he offer money. She tried to put out of
her mind that picture of her lover, pale in the dawn,
unconscious of the water lapping over his feet,
holding out his purse to his enemy.
In this, you may remark, she was unjust. At
one moment she blamed Dick for not securing her
safety by a cold-blooded murder, at the next she
tried not to despise him for attempting to save her
by the much less reprehensible methods of bribery
and a trifling surrender of pride.
She was recalled from her reflections. Dick had
ended his explanation and had asked her a question.
'There must be a way out,' she said at random.
'Yes,' he laughed nervously. 'We could swim
to the Mimi ... at least we could swim the first
ten yards.... Norah,' he said suddenly, 'I believe
that would be the best thing to do.'
The part of Norah's brain that was not under
Dick's spell wondered cynically what he would say
if she agreed. Then she felt ashamed of her sneer.
Was not the greater part of his distress on her
behalf?
'We can't make a boat without tools,' he began
again, and rekindled her irritation. All this talk
of what they couldn't do was utterly vain. Her
woman's brain had jumped to the only course that
lay open, moving along no path of reason, accepting
the only practicable picture that offered.
'Dick,' she said, 'we must strike inland.'
'And hardly any of these African woods float,'
went on Dick, monotonously pursuing his line of
thought. There's no second boat on board.' ... Then
the hope that he had been repressing burst
to the surface. 'Norah,' he said, 'do you think
there's a chance of those paddlers bringing back
the dinghy from the other side?'
'No, dear, I don't,' she said gently. Then, as if
she were dealing with an invalid, 'You see, they
know they've behaved badly, and natives in the
wrong get frightened like naughty children. They'd
be afraid of being punished, if they came back....
No, as soon as the Indian lets them go, they'll
disappear to their villages.'
The last pitiful hope that had lingered,
disappeared. In his heart, he could almost have cursed
the elopement, which threatened to prove fatal to
both of them. Yet, as he looked at Norah, the
robuster part of him declared her worth it. In the
sea of blood spilt for women, no fairer face can have
been mirrored.
She stood bare-headed, her short hair stirring,
her chin up and her eyes bright with courage. He
noticed where the lake sun had caught the skin on
her arms. It was borne on him that his attitude
lacked worth. An aristocrat-on-the-scaffold gesture
was indicated. Or perhaps something more tender.
'Darling,' he whispered, with his faint Irish
intonation, 'I'd die happy in your arms.'
As he laid his cheek against hers, he sensed a
slight rigidity. Had he struck the wrong note?
Norah was sometimes disconcertingly practical.
'"There is a time for marrying, and a time for
giving in marriage,"' she quoted under her breath.
'Now, be sensible, Dick,' she went on aloud, 'and
listen to me. There's no need to talk about dying,
but it's no good looking to the lake for help. Our
best chance is to strike inland and hope to hit a
village or a native path leading to one.'
Dick felt his flourish had miscarried; but in spite
of himself, his sinews were braced by Norah's example.
She developed her plan. Not wasting any of
the forty-eight hours that were assured to them,
they must struggle up the mountain side, the three
of them, with the food on their backs. When night
overtook them, they would lie between two blazing
fires to protect them against beasts. Then push on
in the dawn, till they had left the sleeping sickness
belt and reached inhabited country once again. If
their luck held, they should strike a village or a
village path before their food was gone.
'How are you going to get over that?' Dick
waved his arm toward the crater wall.
There must be a pass somewhere.'
'We may take days to find it.'
'We must leave something to chance.'
But Dick was no gambler, and the idea of laying
out all their food on the possibility that they would
find a path frightened him. He thought of the
stories of travellers lost in the bush, walking in
despairing circles. Where they were, they at least
had water.
'It would be better if I went to find the way alone,
without a load on my back, and came back for you.'
'If you didn't find it, you'd have to come back
just the same. We'd be no further on, with a day
wasted.'
'A dhow might have come in or a canoe from a
village along the coast.'
Norah said nothing. Though she did not put
into words the criticism of her lover, she knew
the futility of arguing with a man who prefers a
sixty-six to one miracle to a short price chance.
After a brief silence Dick expounded his scheme.
There was a hope that the valley of the yellow river
led to a pass. He would follow the stream to its
source, from every vantage point searching with
field-glasses for sign of human life—boat on the
lake, path, garden or village in the forest.
Norah gave in. Human eyes she knew could
penetrate short distance into the forest, and she
had small faith in the plan. But Dick had taken
the initiative, and she was not sure enough of her
own scheme to force its risk on him. In any case
no time must be wasted in argument.
'All right, dear; I'll come the first bit of the climb
with you.' Her new-born insight into his nature
advised her to keep him under way. Followed by
Changalilo, they ascended the course of the yellow
stream.
Fantastically tangled roots, growing apparently
in air, and a lattice work of creepers formed a wall
that forbade progress along the bank, but, at that
season of the year, it was possible to walk along a
strip of shingle that bordered the bed of the stream.
Up this they toiled until their advance was barred
by a little waterfall, which boiled through a gap
in rocks worn smooth and red, and fell in spray on
the rounded boulders below.
Dick decided to deviate into the forest. From
where they stood it was possible to divine the course
of the river through the trees, until it disappeared
circling round the base of a column or chimney of
natural rock, whose throat torn raggedly open
showed where a small volcano or blowhole had
once belched its stream of lava. Dick intended to
slant through the forest and rejoin the river by the
chimney.
'I'll go back here,' said Norah. 'Changalilo, stay
with Bwana Dick to show him the way back to-night.'
'The Bwana said I was never to leave the
Ba-Mama[1] alone in the forest,' protested Changalilo.
'What Bwana?' asked Dick.
'Bwana A-ri-shy,'[2] replied Changalilo firmly.
As Norah retraced her steps, she repeated
Changalilo's words. He still regarded her as Archie's
possession. In her scorn for the condemnation of
others, it had never entered her head to consider
the opinion of the natives on her flight with Dick.
She knew that while the Chiwemba tongue contains
no word for a virgin—an ideal that is unfamiliar
to this direct people—they looked with an
unsympathetic eye on adultery. The code of the good
old days, before the white men came, allotted death,
she believed, to the guilty pair. Fantastically
enough, the existence of this point of view in a
backward and little known people carried weight with
her.
She dismissed it from her mind and faced the
danger that confronted her. The practical side of
her nature was uppermost. She saw that two
factors—Time and Food—dominated the situation and
threatened to sign the death warrant. She could
not shorten the days that must precede a rescue,
she could increase the food supply. Fish there must
be in the lake, fruit there might be in the ruins.
As she had no fishing tackle, she decided first to
explore the mission.
As she approached the ruined tower, the superstitious
dread which the place inspired in her was
reinforced by a more concrete fear of snakes. She
was a better zoologist than Omar, and knew that
'the keeping of courts where Jamshyd gloried' was
more probably entrusted to puff adders and cobras
than to lions and leopards.
But fruit trees would have been planted near
monastery walls, and to the need for food terrors,
supernatural and material, must yield.
As she picked her way through the long grass
which surrounded the tower, her foot touched
masonry. Treading cautiously, she identified the
remnants of a flight of broad steps that once, she
supposed, led to the lake. Now their easy gradient
was distorted and reft. At one point they ceased
completely, at others they slanted drunkenly. The
grass that covered them, knee high, made the ascent
dangerous.
She stood at the foot of the tower. To her right
creeper-grown mounds showed where the chancel
lay. She penetrated a clump of trees, dark like
citrus, but she found them an outpost of the forest
and no domesticated variety. Now she could see
a gaping, jagged rift, following the bonding of the
brickwork that explained the quick destruction of
the station. An earthquake had associated itself
with the more patient forces of the forest in the
work of obliteration. She wondered that the tower
still stood.
Beyond the grass-covered mounds, into which
the monastery walls had decayed, she found a grove
of mangoes ... the late sort whose fruit, it seemed
odd to reflect, might not be ripe till she was
dead. In what once had been the courtyard some
oranges had reverted to stock. Even so they were
fruitless, their season past. Her biggest haul was a
handful of small, hard peaches from what had been
an orchard. It was doubtful if the trees had ever
flourished in the great heat of lake level.
There were no other European trees except the
cypresses that edged the terrace on which the
monastery had stood, their dark spires pointing men
to heaven. But Norah was reminded of Archie's
farm and the avenue of young cypresses that led to
the new house. She remembered searching the
forestry catalogue with Archie, and the Latin name
of the Italian cypress—cypressus funebris—crossed
her mind with significance now sinister.
Another clump of cypresses led her from the main
ruins to an enclosure whose containing wall the
destroying forces had spared. As she clambered
through a gap she saw the reason of their tolerance.
It was the mission cemetery, and here the pride of
man was already humbled.
A crudely-hewn stone proclaimed that Alibaba's
words had been literal, and that at least one of the
White Fathers had died at his post. She wondered
how long the news had taken to reach the French
village he had left so long ago, and whether there
had been any relatives to remember an old man
who had endured exile, danger, and death for his
faith.
Round him, in their almost obliterated graves,
lay his adopted people.
The Christian practices are only able to reduce,
by a few years and by the faint memory which
mound and stone briefly preserve, the eternity of
oblivion that waits. Norah wondered if the old
native form of burial—an unmarked hole in the
uncharted bush—was not at once less pretentious
and, when you bargain with infinity, as effective.
With her miserable handful of peaches, she left
the desolation of the mission for the solitude of
the shore.
She must face the problem of catching fish without
tackle or net. Changalilo's spear, she thought, might
have served, had it not formed the sole defence
of the party in the hills. Her mind flew to Dick
where he felt his way through the forest. Why had
she let him go without her? Suppose, without a
gun, he ran into lion or buffalo!
She pulled off the cording of the loads and set
to work. After more than two hours' labour, a net
of sorts was finished. Clasping it, she scrambled
on to the breakwater of rocks that the Mimi had
turned as she entered the bay.
From talk on the farm, she knew that tiger fish
lie under white cliffs. These rocks were white—great
round boulders worn smooth like marble in
the years that had elapsed since they crumbled from
the cliffs above and piled haphazard one on
another. She had noticed divers and egrets sitting
motionless on the edge. Where were fishing birds
there must be fish. As she clambered along the
slippery surface she surprised an otter, sitting in
the sun with head alert and paws spread like a
Landseer lion. Her precarious approach disturbed
him, as it disturbed the divers, and finally the egrets,
who, with more trust in woman than their plumage
justified, had endured her approach to the last
yard. Now they flapped with slow-beating wings
in circles round the bay, so white they almost hurt
the eye.
Clinging with one hand to a gaunt and stunted
thorn that grew out of no apparent soil, she dragged
the water with her makeshift net.
But whether bird, beast and crocodile had already
decimated these waters, or whether her tackle was
inadequate, at the end of an hour she had caught
nothing. Neither tiger fish with rat-trap teeth that
cut through wire casts, nor iron-grey ngombe, whose
narrow head and jaws fight the fisherman like a
true salmon of the lake, nor yellow, blue-blotched
coupi, nor pande, the gigantic perch of Tanganyika,
rewarded the efforts of her aching arms.
The sun scorched pitilessly off the rocks, and,
as pitilessly, thought seared her brain. When Dick
came back that night without accomplishment, they
would have one day left to eat. It seemed incredible
that in time of peace and in the twentieth century,
enjoying full health and strength, with money
in her pocket, without an enemy in the world, death
should lurk so near. But her appetite—for she had
given Dick the lion's share of the day's
rations—confirmed her reasoning.
The sun was low above the mountains when she
desisted from her unavailing task and returned to
camp. She noticed with relief that the store of
wood was not spent and she set to work to kindle
a blaze.
How much longer would Dick be? Surely he
would be back before dark! What news would he
bring? Her eyes searched the hillside in vain. She
took her field-glasses to the shore and looking back
she tried to penetrate the maze of trees. As she
raked the hillside, hope leapt within her. High up,
near the torn throat of the little volcano, in the
fading light, she saw a native.
Dick must have found a village and help was
coming.
Then her heart turned to lead. It was Changalilo
... alone. Her worst fears had come true:
something had happened to Dick. The criticism that
had been forming in her mind since the fiasco of the
dinghy fell to dust. Dick was dead or disabled.
Her gallant, lovely Dick.
She would have stumbled into the hills, but fear
that she would miss Changalilo in the dark
restrained her. She waited.
* * * * * * *
An hour she waited, till Changalilo appeared
noiselessly in the firelight. He saluted in silence.
'What has happened?' she forced herself to ask.
He did not speak. Her eyes, which had been
trying to read his expressionless features, fell till
they rested on his hand decorously holding a letter.
She snatched it.
'Darling,' it read, 'we're saved. Just seen a camp
fire in the bush. Chang says it's a white man.
Will spend night with him and join you to-morrow.
All my love.—DICK.'"
* * * * * * *
Ross broke off. He remarked that the air was a
little cooler and that he thought he could snatch
a little sleep in the interval between stifling night
and sweltering day.
We went below. As we reached the companionway:—
"To-morrow," he said. "I'll tell you how
optimistic was that letter. No will-o'-the-wisp ever
led wayfarer farther from safety than that camp
fire led Dick."