THE TUTOR’S STORY. — CHAPTER XXVII. — CHAPTER XXVIII. — CHAPTER XXIX.
BY THE LATE CHARLES KINGSLEY,
REVISED AND COMPLETED BY HIS DAUGHTER, LUCAS MALET.
Copyright by Messrs. Smith, Elder & Co. in the United States of America.
I drew aside the curtain, unlatched the casement, and leaned out.
Upon the elms in the Fellows’ Garden, the lawns, and laurel shrubberies,
moonlight lay soft and white. But looking upward I saw,
above the angle of the parapet, a great column of smoke, dashed
with fiery flakes, surging into the wind-swept sky. I hurried
into my dressing-room, which overlooked the inner court, and
there a strange scene met my eyes. A red glare, jets of smoke and
angry flame deformed the opposite façade; while, over the grass
plats and paved ways of the little quad and about the fountain
in the centre, dark shapes rushed to and fro, raised hands and
upturned faces showing unnaturally pale and distorted in the
dreadful light.—A living page torn from Dante’s Inferno, it seemed.
The fire was here, then, close at hand, within the precincts of
the College itself.
Shocked and alarmed, I searched for my keys—I was always a
careful and methodical person—that I might lock away Hartover’s
letter in my desk. But my study lamp had burned low, and,
between agitation and the semi-darkness, I failed to put my hand
on them; so thrust the letter between the pages of a big lexicon
lying on the writing-table, and ran out, dragging on my gown.
When I got on to the landing I found I had not brought my
sporting key. I would have gone back for it; but the noise
increased below, while men, racing down from the upper stories,
shouted, in passing, that the Master’s Lodge was alight and lives
endangered. I remembered that Mrs. Dynevor, the Master’s
sister, and her daughters—the young lady who had made herself
so innocently pleasant to me at dinner—were still his guests, and
this added to my alarm. After all, who would think of entering
my rooms at such a moment as this? I ran on, leaving my outer
door unfastened.
The whole population of the College seemed to be congregated
in the small quadrangle, from vice-master and senior fellows—‘grave
and reverend signors,’ equally able and ready to appreciate
good wine, a good dinner, an apt Greek quotation or pawky Latin
joke—to gyps, scullions and cooks. Under the direction of the
city fire brigade, a chain of willing workers had been formed
passing buckets from hand to hand from the fountain to the side
door of the Lodge. But it was only too evident the fire had firm
hold, and the means of arresting it were sadly inadequate.
Anxious to know if the ladies were in safety, I made my way
towards the Master, who, calm and dignified, tried to pacify a
little group of terrified women—among whom I gladly recognised
Mrs. Dynevor and her younger daughter—torn from their sleep
only half-clothed, and wrapped in shawls and coverlets. But just
as I reached him a cry of horror went up from the crowd.
The Lodge, sandwiched in between the Chapel on one side and
Hall on the other, is the oldest portion of the College buildings,
dating from pre-Reformation times. Looking up, now, at the
low narrow windows of the third floor, I saw, as others had just
seen, in the light of a sudden outburst of flame, a girl’s face, her
arms outstretched in agonised appeal between the heavy bars.
‘Alice,’ the Master cried aloud, for the moment losing his fine
composure. ‘Alice, left behind in the blue bedroom! I thought
she was here. And—merciful powers—the fire between us and
her!’
Careless of the restraints of age and of his official position, he
broke away, almost roughly, from poor Mrs. Dynevor, who clung to
him weeping, and rushed towards the side door. A sudden energy
seizing me—I was half maddened already by pity and excitement—I
kept pace with him.
‘Show me where? Tell me how to reach the blue room, sir,’
I cried; and calling to the nearest fireman, we three went on
into the burning house—while awed silence fell upon the crowd
without.
What a labyrinth of a place it was, all wainscotted and panelled
too, the woodwork like so much tinder from age and dry rot! We
ran through passages choked with acrid fumes, up stairs dripping
with foul water, past the doors of pleasant studious rooms where
we heard the fire hissing and crackling within; finally half-way
down a long corridor—and there we stopped short. Ahead of
us stretched an apparently impenetrable barrier of smoke; and
beyond it, felt rather than seen, a redness of bellowing flame.
Three times we pushed forward into the smoke, and thrice
staggered back half senseless. The third time I got far enough
to find the floor burning and crumbling beneath my feet. All
ingress was cut off.
‘Ah! the poor child, the poor doomed child,’ the Master wailed,
stirred to the depths of his kindly and genial nature. ‘She must
die—and, oh! my God, what a death.’
‘Can they raise no ladder to the window from the court?
I asked, distracted by the sight of my old friend’s grief.
‘What use? You forget the bars.’
‘Can we break through no party-wall?—from a side room?’
‘Yes—a side room. The door is there—within the smoke—on
the left, if you can reach it. God bless you for the thought—and
we may save her yet.’
‘Have you an axe?’ I cried to the fireman.
‘Trust me for that, sir,’ he answered.
And we again passed into the curtain of smoke, hand in hand,
I foremost. Choking, blinded, stifled, in a hideous light which
yet was almost total darkness, I groped along the wall for the door.
It could not have been more than five yards off, but those yards
seemed to lengthen into miles. The Master gave in, not from
lack of courage or determination, but simply from physical exhaustion—and,
with a groan, fell fainting.
‘Carry him back,’ I panted, and feeling for the fireman’s hand
snatched the axe from it.
‘Come back, too, sir,’ he whispered hoarsely, ‘or you’re a
dead man.’
But nothing was further from my thoughts, or from my wishes,
than turning back. A strange exhilaration possessed me. The
heavy weight of trouble about the dear boy, of trouble about Nellie,
was lifted off me. I felt strong and free in the choking red darkness
of the burning house, almost as I felt strong and free when I saved
the pack, under the open sky, on the crest of the fells high above
royal Hover. The student, the man of thought and of books,
had given place to the man of action, of adventure and practical
achievement. I knew full well that I took my life in my hand.
What did that matter? If I lived, I lived; if I died, I died; and—equally
in either case—might God have mercy on my soul!
But, honestly I can declare, I never felt more at peace, more happy,
than as—half-asphyxiated by nauseous vapours—I groped my
way along the smoke-hidden wall, found the handle, turned it, and,
opening the door, passed into a comparatively clear atmosphere.
Slamming the door to behind me, I crossed the room and
thrusting some furniture aside, began hewing at the wall, with a
singular light-heartedness of fury. Mercifully the wall was only
lath and plaster. In less than five minutes I cleared a way into
the fateful blue bed-chamber beyond.
Ah! what a cruel sight! On my right flames flickered up
the half-burned door. The plaster was dropping from the ceiling.
Blue tongues of fire ran along the skeleton uprights. All one side
of the room glowed red in hideous decay. The bed-hangings
were just flashing into a blaze.
Where was she, the innocent friendly young girl, with whom I
had conversed and to whose simple singing I had listened, so far
from all hint of tragedy and danger, but a week or two ago?
Crouched below the window, faint whether from that agonised
crying for help, or from terror, she had curled her limbs together
and laid her down to burn piecemeal. There was nothing to be
seen among the white robes but a long tress of brown hair and her
poor little bare feet, which quivered convulsively as though in
momentary expectation the flame would reach them and the
torture begin.
‘Alice—Miss Dynevor,’ I called, but she did not move.
I tore a blanket from the bed, wrapped her in it, lifted her up
and bore her back through the opening in the wall, rudely enough.
And then?—How to escape I knew not. The door I had
entered by, almost impossible then, must be wholly so by now.
The window was useless; the lights too narrow for a body to
pass through, even had they not been barred. We were trapped
indeed—the horrible moment only postponed awhile, and for
two lives now instead of one. Still that strange exaltation held
me. Never had I felt, as just then, the worthlessness of mere
earthly life. What did it signify to the world, what did it signify
to me, whether I was what men call alive, or what men call dead!
I had tried for once to live for some purpose; and—as it seemed—had
failed. I had thought, in myself, that I could help God;
but God had chosen to go His own way—or let the devil go his—and
do without me. Now all I knew was that, although I was
not necessary to God, God was more necessary to me than ever
before. Yes, though He slew me, would I trust in Him!
Nevertheless, burn this young girl should not if I could help
it. I made up my mind what to do—quickly enough, as was
needful, for the room we had just left was all aflame. I had cut
through one wall. I would try to cut through another; and, if
I could not, I would wrap the blanket so closely round her that
she should smother rather than burn⸺
All this darted through my mind, as thoughts are said to through
a drowning man’s, in an instant of time. Not three minutes,
indeed, had we been together in that second room before I was
hewing at the wall.
The first stroke jarred me to the shoulders. This was of brick,
then. And how thick?—How could I tell? My heart sank
within me, I own. A four-inch wall I might pierce. But a nine-inch,
a fourteen-inch—and those forefathers of ours stinted neither
material nor labour. They built solidly. Heaven help me—for
my arms were aching and stiff already; and, even had they not
been, I dared not strike too hard lest I broke the axe-handle, which
was light and thin.
A brief space, which seemed infinite, while the flames crackled
behind us and the room filled with smoke.
Again a brief space, and a frightful thought crossed my mind.
Even if I succeeded, what was beyond? Might not the adjoining
room be on fire likewise?
For the strain became too great, too prolonged. Exhausted
as I was by violent exertion in that stifling atmosphere, reaction
set in. It was, I honestly believe, more physical than moral;
but once more I felt that cruel sinking of the heart, along with
almost uncontrollable terror of the bodily torment surely awaiting
me. Trapped, hopeless, lost—my arms dropped at my sides.
Shame, though, shame that I should turn craven now! So, praying
as I had never prayed before, I heaved up weary hands and
struck a desperate blow, which—cracked the axe-handle. But for
this I could afford to care little, since I had felt the whole structure
shake and bulge under that blow. I clutched the handle in both
hands, and butted with the axe-head at the wall, using every ounce
of force left in me.
A full yard of bricks and rubble fell outward with a mighty
crash; and I, lurching forward, saw below me, touched by slanting
rays of white moonlight, the wet steps of a winding stone stair.
For some seconds I was too weak, from sheer thankfulness, to move.
Then, not without an effort—for I felt childishly fearful of
losing sight of those cool wet steps for however brief an interval—I
turned and raised Alice Dynevor from the ground, bidding her
wake, telling her all was well, that we were saved; and gathering
her in my arms, I put her, feet foremost, through the jagged,
blessed cleft in the wall.
As I did so, my ears were greeted by a cheer, and a dozen gownsmen
swarmed up the slippery stairway, strong young hands outstretched
to help, eager young voices pouring forth rejoicing and
generous praise. How good it was, how beautiful, how sustaining
after the vision of hell, which I had met, battled with, and, God
be thanked, overcome and left behind!
They would have borne us away in triumph in their enthusiasm;
but Alice Dynevor stood up, shrinking and drawing the blanket
closer round her.
‘No,’ she faltered. ‘Take me—you take me—I am frightened—let
no one touch me but you.’
So, not a little affected by her trust in me, I gathered her up
once more, staggered down, and out into the sweet clear open
air, while the young men held me right and left. She had twined
her arms tight round my neck, still quivering and trembling in
every limb.
In the courtyard the crowd fell apart, cheering, as the Master
came to us. He was calm and collected; but his face worked
with emotion as he lifted Alice Dynevor off my shoulder. And as
he did so, I felt upon my cheek, upon my lips—was it my fancy?—surely
not—a kiss, warm and ardent. A living woman’s kiss—the
first I had ever known since my mother’s kisses in childhood,
long years ago.
I was somewhat of a stoic—stoic by ill-health and cold blood;
stoic by long self-restraint; yet that kiss made me start and shudder,
not with pain. I could not forget it. The sensation of its impress
remained with me for many hours.
I ascertained that, although the Master’s Lodge was practically
gutted, a fair proportion of its contents in the way of books and
furniture was saved. The fire, successfully checked right and
left, had spared both the Chapel and Hall. With that assurance,
worn out both in body and mind, bruised, scorched, begrimed,
a sorry enough sight, I managed to slip out of the kindly and
excited throng unobserved. Assuredly I had earned my sleep to-night!
But another disquieting episode was in store for me before
I got it.
For as, wearily and painfully, I climbed my staircase, I heard
footsteps coming out from my rooms. I hurried to the best of
my power; but, ere I reached the first landing, they travelled
on cautiously to the second. I followed thither. Doors stood
open on to rooms, empty and dark, for the men were still busy in
the court below. But in one I saw a twinkling light. I entered,
without apology, to find friend Halidane, hastily divesting himself
of coat and waistcoat preparatory to going to bed.
‘My dear Brownlow!’ he exclaimed, with effusive cordiality,
though, as I fancied, some confusion. ‘What brings you here?
What do you want? Alas! I see you are hurt. Let me come down
and dress your wounds.—Nay, nay, do not deny me the christian
joy of tending on a christian hero in his suffering and distress.’
‘You were in my rooms just now, were you not?’ I asked
bluntly.
‘I—why should I be in your rooms? Or rather, indeed, why
should I not? I looked in at your door, it being unfastened,
hearing you had left the quad, and longing to assist you after
your fatigues. But, finding no light, came upstairs at once. I
assure you—Ah! do not deny me—let me help you to prepare
for rest.’
‘No, thank you,’ I said, convinced, from his very anxiety to
allay my suspicions, that he lied. Smug though his countenance
was, he could not hide an expression which spelled guilt—at least
so I thought. As for his not looking me in the face when he spoke,
he never did so—hence nothing could be inferred from that.
I turned to go, while he alternately bepraised my conduct
and bemoaned my sufferings—one as fulsomely as the other. He
followed me to my door, nervously, as I thought; but I sported
him out firmly, if civilly, leaving him in no doubt that I did not
covet his presence. I lighted a lamp, and then I hastened to
examine the big book. I reasoned with my alarm, for it was not
possible that he knew Hartover’s letter lay hidden in it. But alarm
remained. I was constantly and radically distrustful of the man.
Tired out though I was, before all things I must make sure the
letter was safe.
Yes, it was safe enough. With a sigh of relief I locked it away
in my desk. But what was that on the shiny surface of the table?—A
large drop of tallow.
All my suspicions revived. I opened the lexicon again. I
did not know at what page I had put in the letter, but I found
out only too soon. Inside the leaf edges was a smear of tallow,
which led me to notice a couple more big drops badly defacing
the text. Clumsy rogue! For surely there was a candle on his
chimney-piece when I saw him upstairs? Still, it might have been
the gyp or bed-maker. No; they would certainly be at the fire,
and what could they be doing in any man’s room at four o’clock
in the morning?
Blaming myself bitterly for my carelessness, I undressed; and
lay tossing, sleepless, till dawn, what with exhaustion, excitement,
the dread that prying hypocrite had learned my dear boy’s secret,
and—must I admit it?—the memory of Alice Dynevor’s kiss.
And here I must make a confession, if I am to put my story honestly
upon paper. For the events of that night produced results upon
which I cannot look back with satisfaction.
True, the position in which they placed me was none of my own
seeking, but forced on me by circumstance. Still, I cannot wholly
excuse myself of fault. Like most men, I suppose, I possess a
fair share of vanity; though, heaven knows, in my case, what
with lameness, poverty, and the obscurity of my early lot, vanity
had little enough, so far, to feed upon. Perhaps, on this very
account, it was all the more greedy of sustenance. My rescue of
Alice Dynevor was the nine days’ wonder of the College. I was
acclaimed a veritable hero. This affected me but little. Granted
the opportunity, a score of men, as I told them, would have done
everything I had, and probably done it ten times better. Having
risked my life once to save a few hounds, there was no great credit
in risking it a second time to save a human being.
But the matter did not end there. It would have been better
had it done so—for my conscience’ sake, and, I am afraid, for
the peace of mind of others. What my kind old friend the Master
said to me I shall not repeat. Still less shall I repeat what was
said to me by Mrs. Dynevor. Who dare measure the tenderness
of a mother’s heart or the generosity of its gratitude?
While the Lodge was refitting and rebuilding, the Master removed
to a house in Trumpington Street, near the Fitzwilliam
Museum, surrounded by large park-like grounds. The three ladies
were still his guests; indeed, report declared they had taken up
their abode with him permanently. Here I was asked to dinner
often, twice a week perhaps; and told, moreover, to consider
myself on the footing of an intimate friend, free to come in and
out when I liked. And pleasant enough was that permission.
Pleasant to a lonely man, such as I, to meet bright smiling faces,
to sit and talk, or listen to music, to be petted—mothered almost—by
a comely older woman, welcomed and made much of by
younger ones. The whole thing was new to me—new as it was
flattering and charming. I slipped into something approaching
intimacy before I realised what was happening.
For, as the days went by, I could not but perceive that Alice,
the girl whose life I had saved, bestowed on me very kindly glances—glances
in which I, though unskilled in such language, read
something deeper and—shall I say?—sweeter than mere gratitude.
To her kiss—if kiss indeed it was—given under the stress of great
emotion, I did not attach importance. To do so would have been,
in my opinion, both unchivalrous and fatuous. But, as between
man and maid, there is a light in young eyes which can hardly
be mistaken by even the most cold-blooded or most ignorant.
And that light I beheld, evening after evening, upon her smiling
and ingenuous countenance.
She was not, as I have already said, particularly pretty, or
particularly clever, or particularly anything beyond being well
educated and well brought up, with the good manners which come
of an amiable nature and the habit of moving in the society of her
equals. But for the experiences of that fearful night I should,
in all probability, have met her, parted from her, and remembrance
of her would have faded from my mind altogether. As it was, I
could not but observe—nor deny I took a certain pleasure in
observing—that she sought and preferred my company; that
when we talked she led the conversation, in as far as she knew
how, to tender, earnest, fanciful subjects—such as, in those days,
were called ‘sentiment’—and tried to gain a response from me.
And, within certain limits, my vanity being flattered though my
heart was untouched, I did respond. I had no wish to mislead
her; but I was weak and self-indulgent in that, the present being
agreeable, I let things drift.
I do not pretend to justify, or indeed quite to understand my
own state of mind at that period. I was still under the influence
of my trouble and disappointment about Hartover, the bitterness
of my own inability to help the dear boy, and save him from the
consequences of his own ill-judged action. I trembled for his
future. I had written to him, and oh! what a letter to write.
To be at once truthful and moderate required all my judgment
and tact. I could not approve, yet I feared to alienate him by
expression of my real feeling. My love for Nellie Braithwaite
told on me, too—and the temptation to profit by Hartover’s
marriage and press my own suit. Thus, perplexed and unhappy,
I fell, I own, from high standards of endeavour. The things
dearest to me I had failed in, or knew were beyond my grasp.
A cheaper, commoner way of success and of happiness—happiness,
that is, of a sort—lay open to me. Should I fling aside impossible
ideals, and take it?
For I could not but observe, further, that Mrs. Dynevor, and
the Master himself, looked on at my intercourse with Alice complacently
enough; that the former managed adroitly to throw
us together, encouraged us to sing and read together, found opportunities
for leaving us alone often—and too often. After all,
I was no unfit match for her daughter. I was already a fellow
and tutor of my College, with the prospect of a good college living
hereafter: the prospect, if the Hartover interest did fail me—and
fail me, I felt pretty sure for many reasons, it would not—of presentation
to the first rich living in Lord Longmoor’s gift which might
fall vacant if I chose to apply for it. I was as well born as the
Master. He had made his way in the world, even as I was in the
act of making mine, by personal ability and scholarship. Hence,
on the score of station, there could be no valid objection to my
suit.
Should I then—for there were actually times when I began
to ask myself this—renounce high romance, and the many sacrifices
and sorrows which go along with it, and content myself
with a comfortable country rectory and the company of an amiable
and affectionate wife—a very respectable and respected manner
of existence after all, with chances, moreover, of doing much good
after a quiet unostentatious fashion?
Who could blame me if I accepted such a future?
No one, surely—unless I blamed myself. There was the crux,
the rub. For should I not blame myself, and that increasingly
as years went on, unless I renounced my present standards and
declined upon altogether lower levels of thought and effort; unless,
in fact, I allowed myself to sink into a certain moral and mental
sloth—the sloth of one who, hearing, refuses the call to battle,
preferring ignobly to ‘stay by the stuff’?
Thus outwardly in lively and in pleasant intercourse, inwardly
in travail of spirit and indecision, time passed until the end of the
Lent term was well in sight.
Then, one evening, when I had been dining at the house in
Trumpington Street, as I bade the Master good-night, he told
me that he, and Mrs. Dynevor and her daughters, intended to
spend the vacation at Bath, and invited me to join the party as
his guest.
‘You really must come, Brownlow,’ he said, ‘for my young
ladies count upon your escort for the various expeditions they
propose to make in the neighbourhood of the city of Bladud. They
will be sadly put out if you desert us—and so, my dear fellow,
shall I.’
He laid his hand kindly upon my shoulder.
‘I have come to depend upon your companionship more than
I ever have on that of any man of your age. It is a pleasure and
entertainment to me—I had almost said a solace. For we portly
old bachelors have our hours of regret, you know, for the family
life which, for some reason good or bad, or from no reason at all
but our own laziness, we rejected, or missed, in our earlier years.
There comes a time to most of us when, if a man is wholesome,
his heart in the right place, he grows tired of living for and by
himself, and begins to look to the second generation, to sons
and daughters, for his interest and hold on life. A risky time!—Some
old fools try to retrieve the position by marrying. That
form of senile dementia, thank heaven! has not attacked me as
yet. But I own I like having young people about me. And
specially, Brownlow, I like having you in and out of my house.
So, my good fellow, be prepared to pack up your traps by this
day week, and start with us for Bath. We shall take a post-chaise
as well as my carriage, and make a two days’ journey of it.’
His affection touched me deeply, the more so that I could not
disguise from myself the meaning and purpose of that which he
said. It was an invitation, surely, to declare myself in respect
of Alice Dynevor, an assurance that such a declaration had his
approval and support. I was both embarrassed and troubled
by self-reproach. Immediately, however, my course of action was
clear. I told him, with many expressions of genuine sorrow,
that it was impossible for me to accompany the party to Bath,
since I had already promised to spend the vacation with friends
in the country—friends whom I had known when I was at Hover.
The promise was of long standing, one which, without flagrant
discourtesy, I could not break. Though evidently disappointed,
and even a little vexed, he admitted the justice of what I said.
‘Well, well; perhaps, though you cannot go with us, you can
join us at Bath for a week before our return.’
And he asked me one or two questions about these Yorkshire
friends, which fortunately I could answer without making any
mention of Nellie.
I walked back to my College deep in thought. For, clearly,
I must not play with the situation any longer. I must arrive
at a final decision. I must pull myself together and refuse to
drift. Once and for all I must know my own mind. But to do
so I must see Nellie Braithwaite first.
A warm drizzling mist, shot with silver light where the April
sun vainly tried to break through, covered the hedgeless fields,
dark plough and green pasture, and the great fen lands, as I drove
out the twenty miles from Cambridge to Westrea. I had hired
a gig from the livery stable, driven by a superannuated post-boy,
a withered scrap of a creature, toothless and—rather to my relief—silent,
save for professional clickings and chirrupings addressed to
his horse. The gig bobbed and curtsied over the rutted cross-country
roads at a bare six miles an hour. We passed but few
villages, a few scattered cottages, a few farm-carts—these mostly
drawn by oxen, to me an unusual sight. The country was bare,
featureless, sparsely inhabited, and sad. Once or twice the mist,
lifting, disclosed vast reed-beds and expanses of still blue-brown
water, off which, with strange plaintive cries and a mighty whirring
and beating of wings, great flocks of wild fowl rose.
As we neared our destination the landscape assumed a more
cheerful character, being diversified by low hills, fine timber trees,
and patches of wood; more prosperous, too, with neater cottages,
a better type both of farm and farming, and clean running brooks
in place of stagnant fen.
Directed by the rubicund and jovial host of a wayside inn,
we turned off the main road, through a field gate, and drove some
quarter of a mile down an avenue of fine oaks to a comely red-brick
house set in the hollow—tile-roofed and gabled, with stacks
of high twisted chimneys, the whole dating, as I judged, from the
latter part of the seventeenth century. In front of it a garden
the box-edged borders bright with spring flowers, brick walls—against
which fruit trees were trained—on either hand, stretched
down to the stream, here artificially widened into a sort of moat,
its banks supported by masonry. Even now, through the drizzling
rain, the place seemed to tell of ample, if homely, comfort and
prosperity.
Crossing the stream by a hump-backed brick bridge, the gig
drew up, amid flutter of pigeons and barking of dogs, before a
square porch, where Braithwaite met me with extended hand.
‘Well—so here you are,’ he said. ‘And welcome to Westrea—no
man more so; though the skies might have treated you in
kindlier fashion, we must own.’
Then, as I clambered down and tipped my ancient driver, he
lifted out my carpet bag and called to Nellie. And I, looking
once again into her beautiful face, knew, beyond all question of
doubt, that the words asking the Master’s niece, Alice Dynevor,
to be my bride would never be spoken. No—whether hopeless or
not as to the final issue, here my heart was anchored; so that,
failing the beloved woman who stood before me, I must go mateless
to the end of my days.
Nellie’s greeting was very quiet. Yet I fancied my coming
gave her pleasure, for her cheek flushed and the old witch-smile
played about her lips. Still, I use the word ‘woman’ advisedly.
For, even in the dim light of the porch, I was conscious of a change
in her—of something lost, yet something gained and added; of
a greater poise, a greater dignity, for hers was—may I not say
is, and that how thankfully?—one of those natures which experience
and trial serve to mature and enrich rather than to break.—Would
there were more of such; for are they not the salt of the
earth, the divinely given leaven which, unto strength, courage,
righteousness, leavens the whole lump? Ah! what a wife for
my dear, weak, wayward, noble boy, Hartover!—Or, he being
free no longer, what a wife for⸺
Sternly I put that thought from me. To indulge it would be
to sink myself in intoxicating dreams and visions, drench my
senses with sweet poison, emasculate my reason and my will—in a
word, unman myself. Since her presence affected me even more
profoundly than I anticipated, I must, in honour, arm myself
against the delight of it with all the fortitude and prudence I
possessed.
We had passed straight from the porch into the main living-room
of the house, a large hall with a heavily timbered ceiling
and a big open fireplace at the further end. Some logs burned
cheerfully upon the hearth—a not unwelcome sight after my
long drive in the drizzling mist. Here sweet-faced Miss Ann
Braithwaite, in quakerish grey gown and close net cap, received
me with kindly speech. Everything spoke of the same easy circumstances
and solid comfort, along with an exquisite cleanliness
very pleasant to the eye and touch.
At supper Nellie performed her duties as hostess with a pretty
solicitude and dignity; and the evening passed in talk, Braithwaite
glad enough, I think, to hold forth once more on social reform,
national and political subjects. He certainly talked well and to
the point—his views humorously and, I must add, enlighteningly
different to those I was accustomed to hear set forth in College
Common-rooms or at the High Table in Hall. But I fancied his
radicalism sounded a less temperate and genial note, and that he
looked anxiously at Nellie from time to time. His manner to her
was peculiarly gentle, and he referred to her opinion with an almost
wistful desire to interest her in our conversation.
I had no opportunity of speaking with her alone that night,
for which I was not altogether sorry. Better to wait until the
first sweet torment of her nearness had worn off, and I had schooled
myself to accept it without nervousness.
I rose to a day as brilliantly fair as yesterday had been wet.
Sunshine and fresh air pervaded the house. A side door, in the
hall—where breakfast awaited me—stood open on to the garden,
the moat, and avenue of oaks climbing the gentle grass slope beyond
to the sky-line.
After breakfast Braithwaite went out on to his farm, and Miss
Ann retired to attend to some household business. Nellie, an
all-round blue apron tied over her light gown and a white sunbonnet
upon her head, stood at the table gathering scraps of broken
food into a bowl. She was going, so she told me, to feed some
broods of young chickens in the Orchard Close; and, on my
asking permission to go with her, seemed pleased to have
my company. As we passed out of the porch into the morning
sunshine, I could not but exclaim at the peaceful charm of
the place.
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘It is peaceful—almost too peaceful, perhaps.
But my father does not feel that. He has plenty to occupy him.
The land had been neglected and the farm buildings suffered to
fall into decay before we came; and you know his energy in making
improvements and setting things to rights—working himself and
making, not only his labourers, but nature itself work for and
with him.’
She glanced at me with a smile of tender amusement.
‘He is happy here,’ she added.
‘And you?’ I asked, perhaps unwisely.
‘If he is happy, I am content,’ she answered. ‘He is the best
father living, and—his will is mine, dear Mr. Brownlow. It ought
to be so, for he is most indulgent to me. There is nothing I could
ask for which he would not give me if he could.’
And she paused.
‘If he could?’ I repeated, for it struck me she alluded to a
subject which must be in both our minds, and about which she
might be glad to speak.
‘Yes,’ she said; ‘there are things—or at least there is one thing
he cannot give me, because it is—or rather was—against his
principles and judgment, against his conviction of what is wise
and right. And now⸺’
Again she paused.
‘Now it is too late.’
She moved forward quickly and opened the door leading into
the Orchard Close—some half acre of ancient turf, in which grew
fine old fruit trees, apple, pear, plum, cherry, and shining-leafed
walnut. The pears were already in blossom, their pyramids and
wreaths of powdery white seen, overhead, against the radiant
blue. High brick walls, mellow with age and encrusted in places
with lichens of every tint from vivid orange to delicate grey, enclosed
the place. Hen-coops were set out upon the warm short grass,
over which a busy population of yellow chicks and ducklings
scampered towards us—their mothers and foster-mothers, meanwhile,
craning ruffled necks between the wooden bars of the coops,
with distracted callings and cluckings.
With a wooden spoon Nellie scattered the food among them
from her bowl, looking down at the pretty, clean, scrambling little
creatures—both she, they, the blossoming trees, and ruddy walls
making a charming picture. But a change had come over her.
The smile, the play of feature, vanished. The cheek seemed to
sharpen, the dark line under the eyes to darken yet more. A
settled sadness seemed to touch her. Was it thus she looked when
she had not to amuse her father, when she had not to put a force
upon herself, and feign cheerfulness for the sake of those about her—when
she found herself alone, in short?
Vain heart of mine!—for was this not a confession that she
dare be herself before me, that I was privileged to witness what she
hid from others? There was a compression about the lips now, a
kindling of the eyes, which told me she was coming straight to
the point, like the fine and fearless woman she was—but I little
expected to what point.
She set down the bowl upon the grass, where the greedy chicks
swarmed over and into it, and thrusting her hand within the
bosom of her dress drew out a letter.
‘This reached me a week ago,’ she said. ‘I could not show it
to my father, nor to dear Aunt Ann. Had you not been coming,
I must have written to you, Mr. Brownlow. Suspense was intolerable;
and, if you yourself knew, I was sure you would tell
me the truth.’
She put the letter into my hand. I recognised the writing
at once, and with a feeling of shame and sorrow, amounting almost
to horror, looked her in the face. God! how glorious it was in
its agony—courage which could meet anything which must be;
act on anything which was right; and, with all, such invincible
sweetness!
I read the letter.
‘Silly Country Girl—Listen to me, and cease to follow what
you will never win and try to reach honours which belong to
bolder hearts than yours. You are thrown aside and done with,
like his old glove, his old shoe. Know, then—but do not tell it,
for the day you do tell shall be the last safe one of your life—that
he is married already; and to me, who am far cleverer than you,
and can please him better, love him better than you, ignorant little
peasant, could ever please or love.’
‘Devil!’ was all I said, as I finished this melodramatic effusion,
for anger and disgust choked me.
‘It is so, then?’—from Nellie, watching me.
‘You asked me to be truthful?—It is. I know the handwriting
too well.’
‘Whose is it?’ she asked, in a low but steady voice.
‘That of the person—the Frenchwoman—whom he has married.’
‘Mademoiselle Fédore, who used to be at Hover?’
‘Mademoiselle Fédore.’
She raised her head, standing stiffly erect, her whole form
tense and rigid for a moment. I could not speak. What comfort
could I offer? Her grief was too sacred for me to profane it with
any chance words of sympathy. I could only admire, reverence,—aye,
and worship—before this martyrdom of true love.
At last: ‘I believed it. Yes—I was sure from the first. But
it is very cruel. I have not deserved that insult. Whom have I
followed? What honours have I tried to reach? I have striven,
dear Mr. Brownlow, not even to think of him. Ever since my
father forbade me to see him, or hold any sort of intercourse with
him, there was but one thing to do—to obey. And I have obeyed.
God knows that I have. You believe me?’
She glanced up in my face with something of the old witch-smile.
My eyes answered yes. I dared not trust myself to speak.
She looked down again on to the smooth turf and soft, scrambling,
peeping chickens.
‘Tell me—I only saw her once, and saw she was very handsome.
But is she—is she worthy of him?’
‘Do not ask me,’ I said, weakly perhaps; but I was hard
pressed, wellnigh desperate. ‘Judge for yourself of the nature
of the woman who could write such a letter.’
‘No, if I begin to judge, if I begin to fancy, I should go—it is
wrong, it is wicked of me—but I feel, at times, I should go mad.’
She was silent again, looking down. Then:
‘God forgive her—for this letter has undone the work of months.
Ever since we left Yorkshire, and came here to Westrea, I have
struggled for my father’s sake, for Aunt Ann’s—and for my own
pride’s sake too—to put the thought of him out of my mind, and
interest myself in books, in my father’s schemes, and in my own
home duties. I believed I had conquered myself, conquered my—my
love. But this letter brought back all the pain, and stirred
up something violent and evil in me—something I have never felt
before. It is degrading. I am jealous, dear Mr. Brownlow—jealous.
Do you know what that means?’
Alas! did I not know?—and most bitterly!
‘But of course you do not. How should you!’ she went on.
How should I indeed?—And she smiled at me in lovely apology,
thereby cutting me to the quick. For did not her words, her look,
show how wholly innocent and ignorant she was of all personal
feeling on my part?
Well, and if so, what had I to complain of? Earlier, had it
not been an integral element in that mystic, fantastic inner life
of mine, to conceive of her loving the dear boy as deeply, eternally;
even though as hopelessly, as I loved her? Now that my conception
proved true in fact, what cause had I to be hurt, and to shrink?
Was it not inconsistent, illogical, a very height of unreason?
I took myself to task for my folly; but I suffered. Meanwhile
an idea occurred to me, but I dared not put it into execution yet.
In Fédore’s letter was one lie which could and, in justice to the
dear boy, ought to be refuted. But I must wait until I could
judge better of Nellie’s powers of endurance, and better trust my
own calmness and nerve in handling a very delicate subject.
Now I only said to her:
‘Will you trust me with this letter, and let me keep it for the
present?’
‘Why?’
‘Because—forgive me if I seem to preach to you—as long as
it remains in your possession, you cannot, I think, but read and
re-read it.’
‘That is true,’ she said.
‘And each time you do so, you renew your own pain, renew—quite
naturally—your sense of injury, of anger at the insult offered
you. Yet this renewal works to no good end. It is useless, merely
causing you to move in a vicious circle, since it cannot alter the
facts or affect the result.’
‘Yes—yes,’ she said. ‘Ah! how well you understand,
dear Mr. Brownlow! Keep the letter. It is better out of my
possession. And I feel less unhappy now that I have spoken to
you. I longed for, yet dreaded, your coming. I knew that I
should want to tell you of this—to speak freely to you; and yet
I doubted if it were possible to talk on such a subject without
seeming wanting in modesty. But you have made it easy by
your sympathy—which I feel. It is wonderful. And I am very
grateful—more grateful than I can express.’
For the first time her eyes had tears in them, and her brave lips
quivered. I could bear no more. I turned and walked away a
few steps, the sunshine gay among the pear blossom above my
head, warm upon the turf at my feet. Ah, dear God, what a beautiful
world—and I to go through it lonely all the days of my life!
Nellie picked up her bowl and came after me, a wistfulness
in her sweet face.
‘What is the matter, dear Mr. Brownlow? I have not offended
you?’ she said.
‘No—ten thousand times, no,’ I answered. ‘But the times
are somewhat out of joint, and—well—would to heaven I were
a better, abler man to set them right!’
Just then Braithwaite hailed us from the doorway. We joined
him and, with him, went back to the house.
(To be continued.)
‘ THE IMPERIAL JUNKER. ’ WHAT THE KAISER’S OWN MEN THOUGHT OF HIM.
My work never brought me into intimate contact with court circles
in Berlin, but—as the very existence of my country has hung for
years on the tenuous thread of the Kaiser’s whim—I have missed
no opportunity (during the decade or more in which special missions
for my Government have taken me to various foreign capitals)
to study the War Lord through those who, in one way or another,
had been given opportunities for forming their estimates of him
at first hand. My surest and most intimate knowledge of the
Kaiser was gained, perhaps, from German and Austrian diplomatic
and consular officials who were either included in the inner circle
of his personal friends, or whose duties had been of a character
to reveal to them the hidden springs and cogs of their master’s
intricate machine of welt-politik. But very illuminative, also, I
found the after-dinner confidences of several prominent Americans—notably
two world-famous ‘kings of industry’ and an almost
equally well known ‘intellectual’—through whom the Kaiser
had made cleverly calculated efforts to extend his influence in
the United States.
The German and Austrian officials alluded to were, for the
most part, pre-war acquaintances, but their attitudes toward
the Kaiser and his world policies are of pertinent interest at this
time as showing that the present apparently unbroken front of
German unity is in reality a structure no less artificial and precarious
than the tottering ‘paper castle’ of the German scheme
of war finance. But two of the Americans—the very ones, too,
I found most impressed by Wilhelm’s ‘guide-counsellor-and-friend’
tactics—I have seen since the first of the present year, and it is
a significant coincidence that each of them prefaced a scathing
denunciation and sweeping repudiation of the Kaiser with the
words, ‘He lied to me!’
It is undoubtedly true, as has occasionally been stated in the
British press by those intimately acquainted with Germany and
the Germans, that the Kaiser was not an ultra-militarist; or
rather, that while he might be so rated according to the standard
of less ‘organised-for-war’ countries than Germany, he was not
so extreme in his views in this regard as many of the leaders of
the so-called ‘Military Party,’ the royal member of which was
the Crown Prince. But it is true that he was the leader in fact
as well as in name—the soul and the mainspring—of what I may
call the ‘Deutschland-über-Alles’ movement, which had for
its end not only Teutonic ‘kultural’ supremacy, but also Teutonic
commercial, financial, and—ultimately—political supremacy.
And it is also true that he strove to attain these ends by methods
so rough-shod, tactless and cynical that the arbitrament of the
sword became the inevitable and only alternative to the national
effacement of those countries which stood in Germany’s way.
Let me make myself plain on this point. The Kaiser strove
not only to win Germany a place in the sun, but to make Germany
the place in the sun, and, in a sense, it is true, as he has so often
claimed, that he desired and worked to bring this about by peaceful
means. But—he did not follow this course through any inherent
love for, or humane predilection toward peace, but only because it was
the cheaper way; because it would cost less in treasure and industrial
potentiality; because it was calculated to set back Germany less than
would the drain of even a victorious war.
He hoped—by building up the most perfect military machine
the world had ever known, supplemented by a navy unquestionably
designed to equal and ultimately surpass that of Great Britain—to
bluff and bully his way through to his goal without paying
the price. The principal difference between the Kaiser and the
German military party leaders was that the latter proposed to
fight first and take what they wanted after all opposition had been
crushed, while the former proposed trying to seize what he wanted
first and to fight only if some one had the audacity to resist. Both
were the schemes of international outlaws, with the militarists
comparable to the brigand and the Kaiser to the burglar. That
is the most one can say for the Kaiser’s vaunted ‘peacefulness.’
Twice or thrice—notably in the cases of Tsingtau and Bosnia-Herzegovina—the
Imperial thief or his accomplices got away,
unscathed, with the ‘goods’; but at Agadir his nerve failed him
and he was compelled to withdraw with empty pockets. The
German military party leaders, knowing his aims and methods
rendered ultimate war inevitable, bided their time far more patiently
than would have been the case had they not known the Kaiser
was no lover of peace for its own sake; that either his bungling
or his opportunism must finally make his means, like his end,
identical with their own.
It was, therefore, not among even the extremest militarists
that one found the deepest distrust of their impetuous emperor,
but rather among the members of two other classes (I am not
considering the Socialists in this article at all, because the feud
between them and the Kaiser was known to all the world), the
diplomats and the industrialists. Among German diplomatic
and consular officials one met occasional personal favourites of
the Kaiser who manifested a kind of sycophantic devotion to
him; but the great majority of them—through their broader
knowledge of the world, and especially their keener appreciation
of the latent might of the British Empire—were restive and apprehensive
over the parts they were being compelled to play in a
policy which they knew could only lead to a conflict from which
the chances of Germany’s emerging victorious were very slender
indeed. The most widely informed and most rational of these—and,
therefore, the bitterest critics of the Kaiser—were men doing
the same character of ‘emergency work’ on which I have so long
been engaged myself. Sent on special missions of one kind or
another to various parts of the world, they had an appreciation
of world ‘values,’ a ‘sense’ for the set of political and racial undercurrents,
such as no Prussian Junker ever attained to. Heart
and soul in the ‘Deutschland-über-Alles’ crusade though they
were, there is scarcely one of these I can recall who was not distrustful
of the Kaiser’s way of trying to bring the thing about,
and, when opportunity offered for them to speak out, several
were frankly condemnatory.
Of such was an unusually level-headed German who was a
fellow passenger of mine on the British-India mailboat from Rangoon
to Calcutta about five years ago. He claimed to have been on a
special tour of investigation of Germany’s Pacific colonies and
to be taking advantage of his return trip to see what the Netherlands
and England were doing in a colonial way. It was just at
the crisis of the Agadir imbroglio, and a wireless message announcing
the recall of the gunboat Panther (after Mr. Lloyd George’s
‘Mansion House’ speech had brought home to the Kaiser the
disagreeable truth that Great Britain was ready to stand by France)
was the direct occasion of the conversation I am about to allude to.
Up to this moment I had found my friend unusually reticent
on international politics, even for a German diplomat, but his
palpable relief at the turn things had taken over Morocco
seemed to have the effect of loosening his hitherto well-bitted
tongue.
‘Frankly,’ he said, ‘I am whole-heartedly glad to hear this
news, even though, as a German, the dénouement is a very
humiliating one. But for a long time I have been afraid that
this periodic waving of a lighted torch over such a powder-magazine
as Europe has become would cause an explosion. It will have
to come if—if “someone” continues to scatter sparks in the future
as he has done in the past. Please don’t understand me as
intimating that Germany would not render a good account of
herself in such an event (you may be sure that her enemies would
have some terrible surprises in store for them); but the folly of
the thing lies in the fact that we are already on our way to win by
“peaceful penetration” all that the most successful war could
give us. But if we should fight a war and chance to lose it—nay,
even if it should result in more or less of a draw—Germany will never
again have such an opportunity for a commercial—and through that,
for a political—conquest of the world as she has enjoyed for the last
two or three decades, and as she will continue to enjoy so long, but
only so long, as we can keep at peace. That is why I deplore so
deeply the fact that we have such⸺’ He checked the half-spoken
German expletive that had leapt to the tip of his tongue and
concluded with ‘that we are not under a safer and saner
leadership.’
Very similar views of the Kaiser’s foreign policy I found were
held by many outstanding figures among what I have called the
German ‘industrialists.’ In this class I would include the heads
of the great shipping companies and all of the important manufactories
save only those, like Krupps, which were engaged in
turning out war supplies. Herr Ballin was, I am assured, one
of those who watched the development of the Kaiser’s insidiously
ruthless policy with the gravest misgivings, and it is a German
shipper only a shade less powerful than the head of the Hamburg-Amerika
line that I am about to quote in this connection. I had
met this gentleman more or less casually at several points during
his tour of the Far East, but it was not until we chanced to be
spending the same week-end at the Peak Hotel, Hongkong, that
we had any chance to exchange views.
‘How are German trade prospects in the East?’ I asked him
one evening as we sat over after-dinner coffee and cigars on the
veranda of the hotel.
‘Colossal, simply colossal,’ was the reply. ‘Quite beyond
anything I had hoped to find. Will you please take a look at
this,’ and he took from his pocket and unfolded a little publication
called ‘The Daily Consular Reports,’ published by the American
State Department at Washington. Turning to a report written
by the American Consul-General at Hongkong, he pointed to a
table of figures preceded by a paragraph of comment. I have
not the exact figures in mind at this moment, but their purport
was to show the remarkable manner in which Germany’s share of
Hongkong’s trade had increased until it was finally greater than
that of Great Britain itself.
‘That is the one most significant thing I have observed on my
whole tour,’ he said. ‘To fully appreciate the weight of it, you
must consider that not only is Hongkong a British port, but that
it is also a port whose principal, almost its only, raison d’être was
commercial. And now what do we see? To-day—on the strength
of the official figures of the representative of a nation that specialises
in figures—Germany has 60 per cent. of all its trade. And next
year it will have more, and still more the year after. What do
you think of that?’
‘I think, in the first place,’ I replied, ‘that it seems rather
effectually to dispose of Germany’s contention that she is not
enjoying the “freedom of the seas”; and, in the second place,
that it would appear to be a remarkable tribute to the efficacy
of Emperor William’s welt-politik.’
The latter was a ‘bait’ I had often used successfully before
under similar circumstances, and in this instance the ‘rise’ was
sharp and clean. Indeed, I think he was rather glad to avail
himself of the excuse to avoid the ‘freedom of the seas’
issue.
‘Emperor William’s welt-politik!’ he fairly shouted, grasping
the arms of his long reclining chair in his anger. ‘Emperor
William’s welt-politik is the worst, almost the one, menace to the
continuance of our commercial triumphs. We have done what
we have in spite of, not because of, this kind of welt-politik. What
is more, it is the one thing that threatens to bring all our achievements
to nought. Yes, not only to check our advance, but even
to put us back so far that we may never be able to regain the place
we hold to-day, to say nothing of the one we might attain to in
the course of another decade of peace.
‘See here!’ he exclaimed, raising himself in his chair and
peering down across the verdant slopes of the Peak to the arcaded
squares of the city and the bay beyond, where the ships of all
the world swung at their anchors in the turning tide and a thousand
wide-eyed, high-sterned junks came winging home to roost for
the night. ‘Do you want to know the reason Germany has already
the greater part of the trade of Hongkong? why Germany, if
left alone, will ultimately control the trade of the world? There’s
the answer. Can you read it?’
Kowloon, with its newly-opened railway disappearing into
the ‘China-side’ hills, the grim lines of the four-funnelled British
battle-cruiser at the naval dock, the red rectangles of bunting
sliding gently down the flag-poles at the sterns of a hundred British
merchantmen at the boom of the sunset gun—I scanned these for
the answer, but they all seemed to argue the other way—against
German dominance.
‘I give it up,’ I said finally. ‘What is it? Where is it?’
‘There,’ he replied, pointing to the solid blocks of tall office
buildings in the heart of the town and along the Bund. ‘You
see, do you not, that some of the buildings are dark and deserted,
and that in others the lights are being turned on? Well then!
The lighted ones are German, the dark ones English. That is
the answer. The English are at the Cricket Club (see the lights
on the veranda) and at Happy Valley—you saw them trooping
to one or the other all the way from three o’clock onward. But
in some of the German offices those lights will be burning at nine
and ten o’clock, and even up to twelve or one on the nights before
mail day. That is the answer. We Germans are winning the
trade of the world because of our capacity for, our willingness to,
work, work, work,’ he concluded, punctuating the final words
with blows upon the wicker arms of his chair.
He puffed his cigar in angry impatience for a few moments,
peering moodily into the gathering darkness, before resuming.
‘The continuance of our present rate of progress would win us
everything if only we could contrive to remain free to concentrate
our energies upon it. Instead of working to that end, however,
it is as though every move of—from a certain quarter, was deliberately
calculated to provoke, to embroil us with, the very
powers whom it would serve every material interest we have
to remain friendly with. A very little more of the brand of welt-politik
that the Kaiser’ (he did not attempt an euphemism this
time) ‘has been launching during the last few years, and we will
not, cannot, be left free to win on to the goal that is already in
sight. There is, perhaps, an even chance—certainly not better
than that—that a great European war might be a short-cut to our
commercial supremacy; but, the way things are going now, we
take no chances. And if we failed to win the war, we could never
have the same clear field again. You will understand now why
I feel so strongly opposed to an Imperial policy which, if not radically
changed, cannot but end in war.’
Between diplomats, colonial officials, manufacturers, shippers,
etc., I could mention at least a score of Germans of outstanding
prominence whom I heard express views so nearly identical with
those already quoted that it will hardly be worth while setting
them down here. (These would include, I may say, two men who
have rendered important service—one politically and the other
as an engineer—to the Kaiser in Asiatic Turkey, and another—whom
I had met in East Africa and Samoa—who is a member
of the present Cabinet, and, moreover, prominently mentioned
for the ‘reconstruction period’ Premiership.) Among all of these
there was not a single individual who did not have a far clearer
comprehension of ‘world problems’—a less ‘warped’ international
perspective—than the Kaiser (from the very one-sidedness of his
life) could possibly have had. They may be taken as thoroughly
representative of the very small class of Germans whose minds
and observations had been sufficiently broad to have made their
opinions and admonitions worth heeding. No less ‘Deutschland-über-Alles’
than the Kaiser himself, theirs was a practical policy
which might have succeeded, while his was a mad piece of international
adventuring that not only marked the Kaiser himself
for a fall, but—since his country elected to follow him—also made
inevitable the downfall of Germany. Had counsellors of this
type been heeded, there is little doubt that welt-politik would have
been exercised in a manner that would have prevented its becoming,
for many years at least, the veritable boomerang into which the
Kaiser’s inordinate vanity, cynicism and hot-headedness have
converted it. From Great Britain’s standpoint, however, there
can be no doubt that it was best that the ‘Imperial Bungler’
should have been allowed to have his own way, that the ‘showdown’
should have been forced at the time it was. The Germany of a
decade from now would have been far richer, far more wonderful,
far more difficult to defeat than the Germany of to-day. Just
as I have heard so many far-sighted Germans say in the course
of the last decade, the Kaiser, with his ‘shining armour’ and his
trumpetings, has, in the end, only played into the hands of his
enemies by awakening the lion which he might have netted—had,
indeed, already half netted—in its sleep.
The interesting question which now arises is what attitude
these powerful leaders, who feared, distrusted and warned against
the Kaiser’s policy for more than a decade, are going to take toward
that ill-advised monarch when the once rapidly rising edifice of
German commercial and political domination which they had
done so much to rear, finally comes down, as come it must, in ruins.
Most, if not all, of the men I have alluded to or quoted were already
rowing in the Kaiser’s war-galley when the explosion they had
so long foreseen and dreaded rent Europe in twain and left them
only the dust of their past achievements and less than the ashes
of their hopes and dreams. Doubtless they have strained obediently
if sullenly at their oars (I have read glowing accounts in the German
papers of what several of them have done); but surely not without
arrière pensée, not without thoughts of how differently things might
have gone if even an amiable nonentity had been their ruler instead
of an imperial adventurer.
The fact that, even in the present development of events,
Germany’s future, both immediate and remote, looms far darker
than even the most prescient or pessimistic of those who followed
so mistrustfully the bellicose gesturings of ‘The Mailed Fist’
could have well anticipated, must bode a state of feeling against
the man who is responsible for it all that augurs ominously for
the lone figure at the helm of the German ship of state when it
becomes a case of sauve qui peut in the final wreck. When this
day comes—how different a one will it be from ‘Der Tag’ to which
the hoodwinked German so long has lifted his glass!—‘I told you
so’ will be the mildest of the reproaches that will be launched at
the wrecker from the lips of the men whose task it will be to
salvage the foundered ship as best they may.
Cut off by the pall of the more imminent war clouds, we on
the outside have as yet had little chance to gauge the force of
the storm that is gathering to break upon Germany from within.
Whether the breaking of that storm will precede and accelerate
the coming of peace, or whether the coming of peace will precede
and accelerate the breaking of the storm, it is still too early to
say. But break it must, sooner or later, and when this hour
arrives I feel that I know enough of the temper of the men who
distrusted and hated the Kaiser before the war to be safe in saying,
that whatever of his just deserts he may have escaped receiving
at the hands of the Allies he will stand every chance of having
meted out to him at the hands of his own outraged people.
THE OLD CONTEMPTIBLES: AT ALL COSTS. — FOOTNOTES
One might have supposed it impossible for the Colonel to have
found a single favourable condition about the coming fight. His
battalion had withered away to little more than half its strength;
that remaining half was almost completely worn out with want of
sleep, with constant cruel fighting, with forced marching; had
scarcely been brought out of the water-logged trenches to rest before
being marched up into them again, had the prospect before them
now of a desperate fight against enormous odds with no cover but
the inadequate scratches that in those days passed for trenches,
and with even these battered and smashed by shell fire, swimming
in water and liquid mud.
It might even be difficult to understand any reason for his ‘Well,
thank Heaven the orders are plain and simple enough this time,’
since those orders were ‘to hold the position at all costs until relieved,’
the words ‘at all costs’ being heavily underlined, if one had not
known the nightmare uncertainty that in the Retreat-Advance
days worried the harassed commanding officers to a point of distraction.
Usually the orders were full of instructions to do this if
the Germans retired, to do that if they advanced in strength, to do
something else if they attacked any one of a dozen points; to
conform to the movements of a certain regiment, to support the
advance or cover the retirement of another or another—to have, in
fact, enough possibilities to consider and act promptly upon to have
kept a dozen heads and a hundred eyes very fully occupied; and all,
of course, in addition to the C.O.’s own paramount job of fighting
his battalion.
So that after all there was some cause for his relief at the simplicity
of the orders which this time bade him hold on ‘at all costs,’
even although it might well be that those orders were the death-warrant
of himself and most of his remaining men. He had no
doubts as to the nature of the struggle close ahead; indeed there
was so little of a secret about it that every officer and man of the
battalion was fully aware that the Germans had determined on an
attack which was to break through the thin British line. There was
to be no manœuvring, no feinting here and striking there, no cunning
tactics about this attack. The Germans were going to strike
straight and hard and heavy, and burst through by sheer hard
fighting and weight of numbers—‘Leastways,’ as the brigade
signaller put it in passing on this cheerful intelligence to the battalion
signallers, ‘that’s what they think they’re goin’ to do.’
‘I like their bloomin’ cheek,’ said the signaller who took the
message. ‘I wonder what they fancy we’ll be doin’ while they break
through.’ The fact that a weak battalion of British infantry should
consider itself fit to stem the advance of ten times their number of
picked German troops did not appear to strike him in any way as
being a piece of equally ‘bloomin’ cheek.’
The promised attack, however, did not develop for the next
forty-eight hours, and during the whole of that time the battalion
had to lie still and suffer such an inferno of bombardment, such a
purgatory of bitter cold and driving rain, such a misery of knee-deep
mud and crouching in painfully cramped positions, that at the end
of the time they were openly praying for an attack, British or
German, they did not care which, so long as it ended or even relieved
the intolerable waiting.
‘I made up my mind a month ago that I was bound to be
killed,’ said Sergeant Billy Ruff of ‘C’ Company disgustedly. ‘I’d
sorter reconciled myself to bein’ blotted out by a bullet, or blasted
off the earth by a Black Maria, or skewered on a bayonet; but blow
me if I ever counted on bein’ drownded in a two-foot mud puddle as
I looks like bein’ now.’
‘Why don’t the soors[1] come on an’ fight it out,’ said Corporal
Smedley. ‘They bukked[2] enough about wot they was goin’ to do.
Why don’t they hitherao[3] an’ do it. I’m about sick o’ this shellin’
game.’
‘The shellin’ is bad enough,’ agreed Sergeant Ruff, ‘but I’m
sicker o’ this swimmin’ gymkhana. They ought to serve us out a
cork jacket an’ a swimmin’ suit an’ a harpoon a-piece instead o’ a
rifle, to play this game proper.’
He was certainly fairly entitled to call the shelling ‘bad enough.’
It was the worst they had known yet, and that, for men who had
been in it from the first days of Mons, was saying a good deal. The
Germans appeared to have selected their portion of the front for
the heaviest concentration of their artillery, and a rain of shells
fell without ceasing night or day on the battered trenches. The
men kept what cover they could, but that was little use against
monster shells which blew to fragments them and their cover
together. The British artillery was completely overwhelmed, and
although it had struggled gallantly to maintain the unequal contest,
was unable to afford the slightest relief to the suffering infantry.
The casualties in the battalion mounted steadily, and apparently
it was merely a matter of time until it should be utterly destroyed;
but the men, although they grumbled deep and loud about the
weather and the wet and the mud, the slowness of the Germans
to attack, the bully beef and the biscuits and the missing of a rum
ration, uttered no single grumble about the fate that kept them
there or the wounds and death that carried them off singly and in
groups.
At dawn of the third day the shelling rose to its highest pitch
of fury. The wet ground shook to the roaring blast of heavy high-explosive,
the air pulsed and sang to the shriek of passing shells,
the crack of bursting high-explosive ‘woolly bears,’ the rip and
thud of their shrapnel showers. The noise was deafening, the
smoke and reek of high-explosive fumes blinding and choking. The
flank of the battalion rested on a road which ran through the British
and German lines, and the trenches to both sides of this road
appeared to have been selected for the heaviest share by far of the
bombardment.
‘They’ll charge across the open and down the road,’ said Sergeant
Billy Ruff. ‘You see now if I’m not right.’
‘I don’t care a two-anna-bit how or where they charges,’
answered the private he spoke to, ‘if so be they’d only be jildi[4]
an’ get on wi’ the drill.’
‘Here they come,’ said the sergeant hurriedly. ‘Dekko[5] the
road. Wot did I tell you? ’Strewth, an’ there ain’t ’arf a mob
of ’em, I don’t think.’
‘Hold your fire, men,’ called one of the officers. ‘Wait till
they get well in the open. Pass the word—hold your fire;’ and
down the line of the wrecked trench ran the order from man to
man, ‘Hold your fire—pass the word—hold your fire.’
So they held their fire, although on the other side of the road
the trenches had already opened at the longer range. Deceived
apparently by the silence into believing that the battalion had
retired or been annihilated by the storm of shell-fire, the Germans
poured out into the open and swarmed down in solid mass. They
sang in a deep chorus as they came running heavily and waving
their rifles over their heads.
‘Blimey, ’ark at ’em singing,’ said Sergeant Billy Ruff. ‘Come
on, my bloomin’ canaries, you’ll get somethin’ to sing about
presently.’
And they did ‘get something.’ When they were within two
hundred yards of the trench an officer’s whistle shrilled, a line of
heads and rifle barrels appeared above the parapet, and in one
long rolling crash the rifles broke out in the ‘mad minute’ of fire.
Now, in the training of the old Regular Army the ‘mad minute’
was a firing practice to which a good deal of time and attention
was devoted, and a remarkable proficiency attained in the two
essential respects of speed in firing and accuracy of aim. Since
it was a practice in which this particular battalion had acquired
a notable reputation at a target and range immeasurably more
difficult than was now presented to it, the effect on the dense mass
of the attack may be imagined. The front rank was simply swept
away in the first five seconds of the minute, and for another full
fifty-five seconds the bullets beat down on the block of men, chopped
up and cut away the advancing face of it, exactly as a chaff-cutter
slices to fragments the straw bundle pushed under its destroying
knives. At the end of the minute the mass had come to a standstill;
at the end of another it had broken and shredded away and
was swirling back to cover with the relentless bullets still hailing
after it and tearing through and through it.
‘Funny thing,’ said Sergeant Ruff grimly, ‘I don’t seem to
’ave ’eard no singin’ lately. P’raps them Prussians ’as found out
they come to the wrong room for the smokin’ concert.’
The respite was very short. Another mass of Germans swarmed
out from their trenches and came on at a hard run, and again
the British rifles broke out in a devastating whirlwind of fire.
The attack was pushed harder and closer this time, till the defenders
of the trench could simply point their rifles and fire without putting
eye to sights and yet not miss because of the nearness and size
of the target. Again the attack broke, or rather it was withered
and burnt away as it came and came into the face of the furnace-blast
of fire; but this time the battalion did not cease to work
bolt and trigger at top speed, because on their flank across the
road the rush had come further and was already in places pouring
in and down over the trenches. The regiment there had to give
up the bullet for the bayonet and fight now for their bare lives;
but the weight of numbers was too much for them, and gradually,
still fighting fiercely, they were overborne, pressed back, thrust
from the trenches yard by yard, killed where they stood in the
parts where they still clung stubbornly and refused to budge. The
regiment was practically annihilated, and their trenches were in
the hands of the enemy.
‘Now,’ said Sergeant Ruff, ‘this is where we gets ready to
hang out the “House Full” sign.’
‘Going to be a regular Guest Night in Mess, eh, sergeant? and
every prospect of a full table,’ said a youthful lieutenant, grinning—and
fell forward in the sergeant’s arms with the laugh still on
his lips and a bullet through his heart.
The Colonel had been killed by a shell the first day, and before
he went he passed the word to the next senior, ‘Don’t forget,
Major ... simple orders ... hold on at all costs.’
The Major was not long in command before he was out of action
with a shattered thigh, and following him acting C.O. after C.O.
was killed or wounded, until now the command was in the hands
of the only captain left in the battalion. And each C.O. in turn
received or knew his simple orders—‘Hold on at all costs,’ and
no C.O. of them all had any doubt as to how they were to be
carried out.
So it was that when the trenches on their flank went, and the
immediate prospect before the battalion was of out-and-out annihilation,
the Captain made his way round the trenches, splashing
through muddy pools streaked and tinted with crimson, stumbling
over the dead, stepping as carefully as might be over the men
too sorely wounded to move aside, and repeated to his few remaining
officers and senior N.C.O.’s the clear instructions, ‘Hold on at all
costs.’
‘Not much doubt, sir, of how much the cost will be,’ one very
junior lieutenant answered him.
‘No,’ said the Captain gravely; ‘but we’ve done our job so
far, and that’s always something. Now we’ve only to make a
good finish to it.’
‘We’ll do that all right,’ said the lieutenant confidently. ‘We’ll
be cornered soon, but there’s enough of us left to make them feel
our teeth. And anyhow, we’ve made them pay a pretty full price
already for this patch of ground,’ and he motioned with his hand
out towards where the open out in front of their trench was carpeted
thick with the German dead.
An orderly, stooping low, splashed along the trench to them.
‘The wire’s through again, sir,’ he said, ‘and Brigade wishes to
speak to you if you can spare a minute.’ He said nothing of how
the wire had been got through, or of how its repairing had cost
another good half-dozen casualties—which in itself is another
tale well worth the telling. The Captain went to the telephone
dug-out and crawled into the shallow, wet-dripping cave and called
the Brigade and spoke with them there for five minutes. The
Adjutant who was at the other end was an old personal friend of
the Captain’s, but chiefly because neither knew the instant the
wire might be cut again they first talked strict business and left
personal affairs out of it.
‘Brigadier says to ask what chance have you,’ asked the
Adjutant abruptly. ‘How much longer can you hold on?’
‘Ten minutes after they attack in force,’ said the Captain
with equal brevity; ‘fifteen with luck; twenty at the outside.
Trenches across the road are gone, you know, and we’re getting
cut up badly with enfilade fire now. There’s nothing to stop
them getting round behind us, so I expect to be attacked front,
rear, and flank. We can’t stand that off long.’
‘They’ve managed to spare us a few companies of supports,’
said the Adjutant quickly. ‘They’re occupying the line behind
you now, and the moment they’re ready they’ll be pushed up to
help hold your trenches and retake the ones on your flank.’
‘If they don’t hurry,’ said the Captain, ‘they’ll have the job
of retaking both lots. By the sound of the firing I fancy the
attack is coming now. I must get along and see.’
‘All right. Good luck, Jacky.’
‘Good-bye,’ said the Captain. ‘You know the messages
I’d like sent if.... And tell the General we held on to the end.
Good-bye.’
He was gone, and at the other end the Adjutant sat for some
minutes listening to the empty singing of the wire. That cut off
suddenly to the flat deadness that means a broken connection,
and the Adjutant dropped the useless instrument and hurried
out to try to catch a glimpse of the last act. It was little enough
he could see, for a driving misty rain obscured the view again;
but from that little and from the fragments that he gathered after
from the handful of wounded brought in, it was easy enough to
piece out the finish.
The attack developed, as the Captain had predicted, on front,
rear, and flank. Under cover of a storm of frontal and enfilade
fire the Germans swarmed up along the rear of the battalion’s
trenches. A score or two of men were faced about to try to beat
back this rear attack, but their bullets were as powerless to stop
it as pebbles flung in the face of a breaking wave. The rear attack
secured a footing in the trenches and began to spread slowly along
them. Their progress was disputed furiously, but in the end the
remnants of the battalion were beaten back to a point where a
couple of shallow communication trenches ran back to the supporting
trench on the one side, and another branched off forward to
the ruins of the front-line trench. Even then a few score men
might have saved themselves by taking the road to the rear. None
did, but to the last man turned frontward and joined the handful
of their fellows. In the end the remains of the battalion clung
together to a few yards of battered trench that twisted about
the telephone dug-out, and finished out the fight there.
Few as they were, it took some minutes to come at them, and
before the last hand-to-hand scrimmage had finished there came
from the mist to rearward a clatter of rifle fire, the rush of a charging
line. The Germans had been so occupied with their task of clearing
out the last of the defence that the fresh attack took them by surprise.
The rescuing companies were in on them before they could
face about to meet the charge, so that the charge went crashing
home, swept the trenches clear in a wild five minutes’ work, pushed
the Germans across the road, and drove into the trenches there
after them. At this critical moment another two companies
charged in from the rear—companies in those days, remember,
were given, and cheerfully accepted, the work of battalions, just
as platoons took and did the work of companies; and the Germans,
taken in flank and rear, were accounted for to the last man in
killed, wounded, and prisoners.
The Captain was picked up in that last patch of trenches the
battalion had held. He carried wounds enough to have killed
a dozen, and his last word again was, ‘I’m glad we were able to
hold on—till we were relieved.’
They found Sergeant Billy Ruff, too, with no more than a few
flesh wounds and a smashed leg. The Adjutant, in the piecing
out of the end of the story, sat by him and asked questions while
the sergeant’s wounds were being dressed and he sucked hard
on a damp cigarette. ‘At all costs, the orders was,’ said the sergeant
at the finish. ‘An’ that patch o’ duck-pond trenches has just
cost me seven-an’-six that was owed me by my corporal that’s
killed, a cock-eyed leg, an’ a carcase full o’ rheumatics for the rest
o’ my days; an’ it’s cost the army the finest set of officers that
ever stepped, an’ the best battalion o’ fightin’ men it owned.’
‘Amen to all of that,’ said the Adjutant. ‘But—you held on.’
‘Course we held on,’ said Sergeant Billy Ruff, his voice showing
just a shade of surprise at the comment. ‘Y’see we was ordered
to hold on.’
Press Bureau: Passed for Publication.
CHILDREN’S CHILDREN. — FOOTNOTES
BY MAJOR-GENERAL G. F. MACMUNN, C.B., D.S.O.
Old Schwartz rode over the bult on his lean veldt pony, his corduroys
flapping in the wind and his veldt schoen barely resting in the stirrups.
And the prospect pleased him. Not a roof-tree could he see except
his own. The blue sheen on the scrub and the shimmer on the
vlei grass gave an air of peace on a road untold that men have
searched the world for since time was. Away on the slopes were
some of his own cattle, and a herd of his own horses; several generations
of mares, each with their foals, were galloping down to the
pan for the evening. The prospect was such as every old voortrekker
dreamed of and looked for.
Gabriel Jacobus Schwartzberg was a voortrekker in the sense
that, a baby in arms, he had rumbled up in the great oxwain,
with his father, old Gabriel Hermanus (he being long known as
young Garvie, pronounced ‘Harvie’), had seen the republic grow
and wane and come again. He had brought a secret commando
across from the Free State to help Piet Cronje crush the roineks at
Potchefstroom, and as a young man had fired his father’s old roei
into Harry Smith’s force at Boomplaatz—and perhaps shot the
ensign who lies in his tombstoned grave there. Therefore an
old implacable he was, ‘a stout ould Pratestant’ like the Ulster
man, if ever there was one.
The Great Boer War had seen him too old save to ride transport,
but ridden he had and then hidden in the Gnaadeberg till the
republics had gone down in sorrow, and he for the time had cursed
the God of David for forsaking His chosen; till one day a slim
predikant had explained that the Lord worked in wondrous ways,
and that they had already got the country back from the verdomde
roineks. It was easy enough so to describe what everyone in
England, since party politics are dead, has recognised as an act
of statesmanship; and the predikant wanted fifty sheep as a contribution
to his new manse.
So old Schwartz took heart of grace, and, finding that no roineks
came his way, sat in the stoep in the sun, smoking away the remaining
years that God gave him, his sun-dried old eyes peering
out across the shimmer of the veldt, his rifle by his side, and the
volume of the Sacred Law on a table, for it is so the old Dutch
wait their end, rich in years and in inheritance, as the Lord has
promised. And in the year of grace 1915 it was far, far past the
threescore years and ten. Yet had it not turned to sorrow and
tears. Daily did old Schwartz ride round his estate by the vlei,
where the springbok dwelt, and over the bult to Bessie’s Dam, where
his son lived hidden from view, and back by Saltpan, past his own
oxen to his own old house at Sweetfontein, the sweet spring that
old Hermanus had found and built beside, with Marie, his wife,
and little Garvie, his son, far back in the ages, as time is counted
in South Africa.
But now in his old, old age great trouble had come on old
Schwartz, and he sat long o’ days in the stoep peering out into the
shimmer. The Great War in Europe was nothing to him. At
ninety-two, be one never so hale, kings may rise and fall, and
wars may come and go, and leave ninety-two sitting in the stoep.
The rising of De Wet had stirred him not. That was a foolishness.
Had not the predikant explained that Dutch slimness had
given them the country back these eight years past. Louis Botha
had very properly settled his goose, and the trek into German
South-west Africa and Namaqualand was right. The German
had no business there at all, Oud Brand had always said so. He
knew what Germans were, he had known the old Legion men whom
the English had settled on the land after that Crimean War of
theirs—pretty settlers they were. Look at that Colonel Schermbrücker,
bah! Verdomde Kerbs every one. But now—a dreadful
story had come up from Philippolis. Folk said that Afrikanders
were going to Europe to help the English in this mad war of theirs.
So old Schwartz was sore perplexed, as well he might be, and
Julie, his wife, was away to town to Nachtmaal, the monthly Communion;
an old body too, as years went, near thirty years his junior,
and his third wife forby; and wise withal.
In the Zit-kammer hung a huge gold frame, and in the frame
an illuminated border, and within the border a big black coffin,
and round the coffin the names of the wives and the children who
had died. The names were many, for the Boers bear more than they
rear; the little cemetery above the dam had many little graves.
Beneath the golden frame stood a table, and on it an old faded
wool-worked cloth, and on the table stood the great family Bible
in Dutch, the volume of the Sacred Law in all its glory, and therein
were written the names of all the wives and all the children of
Gabriel Schwartzberg and his wives, and the names were more
numerous than those of the golden frame. Eleven sons and three
daughters still survived. And the last were the entries of Julie
Armand Duplessis, his last wife, and her sons, of whom two survived.
In the sacred volume also stood the names of Gabriel Hermanus
Schwartzberg, born 1798, and Marie Duplooy, his wife,
born 1802 and married in 1820, and of his father, Gabriel Petrus
Schwartzberg, born 1760, and of his wife, Flavie Terblanche,
married in 1782.
The record read like the record of the Patriarchs, and one might
notice how the wives were always French, as indeed he who looks
below the surface has always noticed, that the Dutch are more
French than Dutch, Huguenots all. There are more Delareys, and
Fouchées, and Terblanches, and Duplooys, and Duplessis, and Duprés,
and Oliviers, and Villiers, and Dutoits, and Mathias, and Krugers,
and Cronjes, and Bothas than ever there be Vandermerwes, or
Forsters, or Rensbergs, or Vanzyls; which folk forget, or that they
who strive most to preserve the Taal stamped out the French with
a bitter fury. It is further to be remembered by those who care
for such varieties that when the Emperor Napoleon would restore
the old nobility, he found that Madame Guillotine had left the heirdom
of the Ducs de Richelieu, the family of du Plessis and the great
cardinal, in the Boer Huguenot family of Duplessis, and further
that the heir, a placid, contented farmer, settled on the land
a hundred years and more, and married to Helena Duplooy, refused
the offer of land and estates in France. And so the rightful heir
remained where he was, to trek later to the Krapzak Rivier in the
Free State and speak the Taal for all time. Little there remains
of the old France, save in those natural manners and courtesy and
more that surprise those who really know the old Cape Dutch.
Some of the old legends remain in some of the old families, cherished
by the women more than the men, as such things are the world
over.
Thinking nothing of such things, old Schwartz had grown as the
other Dutch, and his own veldt was all the world to him, so that as
he came back from Bessie’s Dam to talk of the outer world, his own
solitary farm, with the poplars of Lombardy growing on the dam
where Julie had planted them, her first communion after they
married, peace for a while came over his vexed mind. At ninety-two
perhaps even the thought of khaki hardly vexes for long.
But it was true; not only had the Dutch quelled their rebellions
alongside the English, and had taken the German State, but they
were actually fitting out troops to help the English overseas.
Now the English are a curious folk. The world understands
them not, which is not to be marvelled at, since they certainly do
not understand themselves—but as the lamented Price Collier
wrote, they—the folks of a tiny island, own and rule a sixth of the
world. The writers tell you that they are antiquated and unbusinesslike,
but they govern a sixth of the world! Their navy is known
to be bad and their army absurd, ‘but they govern a sixth of
the world!’ Their finance, folk say, is archaic, and their politics a
folly, ‘but,’ reiterates Price Collier, ‘they govern a sixth of the
world.’
And so goes on the incomprehensible, with the persistent result,
and still the world, and especially the poor Teutonic world, understands
them not. Their allies the French have tried very hard, until
some glimmer of light on island minds has come to them, and with
that light, faith—faith to believe that, however dull, and queer,
and gruff, and awkward the English might be, there is something
to be liked and trusted in the queer methods that so successfully
and so illogically govern one-sixth of the world.
Old Schwartz’s horse lolloped over the crisp red grass of the vlei,
and a brace of Kuoorhaan, the scolding hens, rose with a whirr and
a clatter that roused the old man from his dreams, and he pulled
himself together to cross the slope to his farm. The sun was low
over the veldt, and the light of fairyland was falling on the countryside,
as he rode into the yards—past the sheep-kraals. There were
geese under the willows picking at the water-cress in the fountain
cut, and the boys were driving in the cows. Strangers had arrived,
and Schwartz could see old Tanta Fouché, his half-sister, a woman
of seventy, out in the stoep, and there were strange horses in the
kraal.
Four figures in khaki sat in the stoep drinking coffee, and old
Schwartz climbed down from his horse and stiffly mounted the
steps, while the new-comers rose to greet him. It was his son
Hermanus from Slipklip Oost, and with him a man he knew, Commandant
Jacobus Delarey of Witkopjie, but in khaki, with rifle and
bandolier. Why in khaki?
Old Schwartz shook hands in silence, and peered under his
shaggy eyebrows at the other two, also in khaki, with rifles and
bandoliers. They were his grandsons, Willie and Munik, his two
favourites, ‘the children’s children that are an old man’s crown.’
The old man passed his hand over his brow in perplexity.
‘What are you all doing in khaki? I don’t understand, Hermanus.’
‘The boys are going with the commando, father!’
‘What commando?’
‘The new commando that is going to help the English in Egypt,
and the French.’
‘Going to help the English, my grandsons—going to wear
khaki? I will never allow that.’
‘But, father, they are all doing it; all the young men are going.
General Smuts is raising many commandos, English and Dutch.
The English are fighting to protect the world against Germany.
I have read it out to you, and mother has told you of the war.’
‘Your mother never told me that the farmers were going to
wear khaki and be English soldiers. Cursed be any of mine who
join the English.’
And the old man drew himself up and glared, and his old eyes
blazed under his eyebrows.
‘Man and boy have I hated them and fought them, and never
trusted them, and now, cursed be you, Hermanus, if you let them
go—cursed be you, Willie! cursed be you, Munik!...’
The boys had shrunk back into the doorway, and Commandant
Delarey was biting his beard, when a Cape cart came clattering up
the courtyard to the stoep.
‘Here is mother,’ called Hermanus, and an old lady descended
with many parcels and called out to them to help her, and came up
the steps like a woman of forty rather than one of seventy. Small
and dark and shrivelled and active, the black grapes on her
head shaking and dancing, and her bead cape quivering.
‘Why, grandsons! come along and get my parcels, or you’ll
get no fresh coffee. Why, what’s the matter, Hermanus! What’s
wrong with grandfather?’
The old man stood erect with his hand still half raised on high.
‘What are you doing, Gabriel?’
‘Father curses Willie and Munik for joining the English to
help the French.’
‘Oh, does he? then let him wait till he has heard me. I’ll have
none of his Dopper ways now. What is the trouble, Gabriel?’
The old man raised his hand: ‘Cursed are the Dutch who join
the English commandos! Cursed....’
‘Now, listen to me, Gabriel Schwartzberg. Am I faithful wife
of yours?’
‘That have you ever been, Julie.’
‘Then will you listen to me, and keep your cursing to the end,
old man!’
The old man bowed his head and lowered his hand, and sank
to a chair that Hermanus brought him.
‘Listen, then, Gabriel Jacobus Schwartzberg. The English
are helping the French to fight those German brutes who would
make slaves of all. You remember all I read you that the Germans
did to the Belgian girls at Louvain. Did ever the English behave
like that here? You know they did not. Did I love the English?
You know I did not. But they were fair and honest and kindly.
The Mori Kaptan who took me away to the laager treated me as
if I had been his mother. Did they not give us back our Government?
Oh yes, I know the Predikant, told you it was Boer slimness
got it back, but he wanted money from you for his manse.
It was English slimness who knew how to manage free people, not
like your dirty Germans. Besides they are helping the French,
whom you Germans attacked. I am French. I am a Duplessis,
and I have not forgotten it, nor my mother, nor my mother’s
mother, for all we married you fusty old veldt Dutch. And your
mother told me the same, and she was a Duplooy, and her mother
was a Terblanche. Look in the old Bible and see! You men are
so busy shooting bucks and smoking, you don’t think of such
things, but we women do. So, Mr. Dutchman, my grandsons shall
wear khaki and go and help the English and the French and those
poor Belgian girls, and you shall give them your blessing, Gabriel,
or I will go right away to my brother Armande Duplessis, who is
vriede reckter[6] at Fauriesberg, and Tanta will make your coffee.
You know how you will like that.’
Julie was a very voluble person when stirred, and when she
had finished the others murmured ‘Ja! Ja!’ while Commandant
Delarey brought his rifle-butt with a ring on to the stones and said:
‘The Vrouw is right, mynheer, and the boys must come.’
The fire had gone out of the old man’s eye. Fire at ninety-two
is not constant, and old Tanta coming to say supper was ready
clinched the situation.
After supper Hermanus read the word of God from the Second
Book of Kings out of the great Bible, and poor old Schwartz was
taken to bed to hear more for his pains.
Julie was a strategist and an advocate. Next morning early,
before dawn, after the simple wont of the simple Dutch, the songs
of David in simple point swelled in the morning air, and the
quavering voice of old Schwartz led the chaunt.
It was the glorious words of the Dominus Regnavit, and it
suited the donning of khaki and the old man’s surrender.
‘The Lord is King, and hath put on glorious apparel and girded
Himself with strength....
‘The waves of the sea are mighty, and rage horribly, but yet the
Lord who dwelleth on high is mightier.’
As the sun glinted under the stoep, old Schwartz was being
shown the glories of a Mark VII rifle, and the merits of the pointed
bullet, while the horses were saddling in the kraal. Later, as
Commandant Delarey marched off his commando, rifles on hip
in due and ancient form, it was Julie who waved a Union flag
and a tricolour, while old Schwartz stood on the stoep and gave
his blessing from the Book:
‘In courage keep your heart
In strength lift up your hand.’
COINCIDENCES.
A few weeks ago some remarkable examples of coincidences were
recorded in the newspapers. They were the actual experiences
of the writers, or the guaranteed experiences of relatives or intimate
friends. Their genuineness cannot be called in question.
But they are all isolated examples, each of them being communicated
by different correspondents. Even as such they were
sufficiently remarkable to make it worth while to ask whether
coincidences in the order of things human play a definite part in
life’s drama, in the science of life perhaps one ought to say, or
whether they are so accidental and non-influential as to have no
bearing upon the problems of life.
If they have a bearing on the unexplored meanings of human
action, they seem to me to belong to individual, and not to social,
man. They might explain the individual action of Julius Caesar,
Napoleon, and the great ones of the world; they might be one of
the influences which have apparently made individual men rulers
of human destiny for a time. But to prove any such theory as
this, even if it be a possible theory at all, one must deal, not with
single examples of coincidences which occur to different people,
but with a series of examples which have happened to one individual.
The comparative study of coincidences in separate lives
would, it occurs to me, be not only scientifically valuable, but of
intense interest to all who are fond of reading the lives of men
who have made a mark in the world.
So much for the psychological aspect of what may be expected
from the study of coincidences. In my small life as a student
and public servant it happens that I have had two or three remarkable
examples of coincidences. They principally belong to my
literary life, and have always been of special interest to me; they
have remained in my recollection as a sort of indication that the
line I was taking was, on the whole, the right line. Upon my
pledged assurance that they are all true, I propose to relate them
for the amusement of my readers, and with a hope that more important
cases may be related in due course. They are merely anecdotal
and have no other interest beyond, perhaps, supplying a
new chapter of the ‘Curiosities of Literature.’ I propose as far
as possible to treat them chronologically in groups, as they have
no possible relationship one with another. They will be related
quite simply, and with many circumstantial details omitted.
The first incident which I have to relate is connected with my
friendship with Henry Charles Coote, lawyer and historian. I had
lent to me a copy of his little book, ‘A Neglected Fact in English
History’ (London, 1864), and arranged to begin reading it one
Sunday morning in 1876, while I walked through Hyde Park and
Kensington Gardens on my way to luncheon at Shepherd’s Bush.
The brilliant little preface fascinated me. The still more brilliant
pages in which his thesis of a Roman origin for the people of Britain
was developed carried me right away, and I did not put the book
down until I had finished it. As I read the last page, I remember
saying to myself ‘I must know this man and I believe I shall
know him.’ I met Mr. Coote at the first meeting of what was afterwards
the Council of the Folklore Society on December 19, 1877.
He sat next to me, and to my delight, after the meeting had concluded,
he proposed to walk with me as far as Waterloo Place,
with the result that we stood opposite the Athenæum Club for over
an hour talking of things that interested both of us. He promised
me a copy of his ‘Neglected Fact,’ and I have the volume before me,
as I write, with his inscription to me written on the title-page.
From that day we became fast friends. He never ceased to do
kindnesses to me, and I never ceased to think of him with gratitude
and affection. We used to discuss his special view of British
history, and I gradually fell away from accepting this view. This
made no difference to our intercourse until the end came. It impressed
me with extraordinary force. Mr. and Mrs. Coote always
spent their summer holiday in Italy, the Italy he loved so well,
and returning in October, I generally met him for the first time
after their journey at the November meeting of the Society of
Antiquaries. In 1884 I went to this meeting as usual, but all
during the evening I had been feeling strangely uneasy. I did not
expect to see Mr. Coote there. And he was not there. On the next
day I called upon him with every foreboding of evil, and I found
him stricken down with paralysis, the seizure having taken place
the night before just at the time when I was feeling so strangely
anxious about him. Perhaps this may be a mere case of telepathy
between two people with kindred ideas, but the coincidences are
too close for this hypothesis. They are indeed too close to be
described in anecdotal form, but I like the recollection to open the
story of coincidences which I have to narrate.
I have one other coincidence to record, which belongs to the
same sort of experience. After my father died, my mother and
sisters came to stop with me for a short time while their affairs
were being settled. Some pieces of family furniture, portraits, etc.
were brought to my house. Among these was a library chair
belonging to my father, and it was placed in my own library.
About this time I was being pressed by an official friend to
attend a meeting at his house, for the purpose of taking part in a
spirit rapping ceremony, but had always declined, because I did
not believe in the phenomenon. However he particularly pressed
me to come on account of my father’s recent death, saying I should
be certain to learn something. Perhaps my nerves had been worn
by recent events. In any case I consented to come, and I remember
wearing my father’s watch chain and seal for the first
time, to attune me to the atmosphere. I told no one at my house
that I was going for this particular purpose. They thought I was
simply going out to dinner in the ordinary way. My object in
this silence was obvious. It was not to disturb the minds of
those at home.
On arrival at my friend’s house we had dinner and then adjourned
to the drawing-room. The whole company sat round
a largish table holding hands. Several members of the company
described certain experiences and conducted conversations with
spirit manifestations. But I was absolutely unmoved and looked
upon the whole thing as unreal and made up. I left the house
angry with myself for giving way to such nonsense.
Reaching home, not very late, I let myself in with my latch-key,
and was immediately met by my wife, my mother and sisters
having retired, who was strongly agitated and troubled. The
explanation was that about ten o’clock she was working in the
library as usual, and looking up from her seat she saw the form of
my father seated in his usual way in his old chair. And ten o’clock
was the time when I, an unbeliever in spirit manifestations, had
been seated at the round table gathering of spirit believers.
The coincidence is remarkable, and I have ever since been deeply
impressed by it, but it has not made me a believer in spirit
manifestations.
My remaining coincidences are of a much more ordinary character.
The first case occurred in 1882, when I was reading Elton’s ‘Origins
of English History.’ On page 194 he describes from a printed
collection the manorial customs of Taunton Deane in his own
county of Somersetshire. For my own studies I wanted to examine
these customs. I sought for the book in vain at the British Museum,
at the Law Society’s Library, and at other libraries to which I had
access. And at last I determined to appeal to Mr. Elton himself.
At that time I did not know him well. He replied, pointing out the
great value of the book, owing to it being printed locally for the use
of the tenants of the manor and not for publication, and stated the
probability of his copy being the only one in existence. Eventually
he lent me the book on condition that I returned it within a week.
It reached me one Monday morning, and in the evening I commenced
to copy the entire book. It consisted of 132 and xxix pages of a
small octavo, and its title was ‘The Ancient Customs of the Manor
of Taunton Deane; collected from the records of the Manor presented
by the Jury at the Law Day Court, the twenty-fourth of
April 1817, and published under their sanction. By H. B. Shillibeer,
Land surveyor etc. Taunton, 1821.’ I finished my copying
for the night, a dozen pages or so, skipping the introduction of
twenty-five pages. Among my letters on Tuesday morning was
a catalogue from Hindley, the bookseller in the old Booksellers’
Row in the Strand, and the first entry which caught my eye was
Shillibeer’s ‘Customs of Taunton Deane’ marked in the catalogue
for three shillings and sixpence. Breakfast had no longer any
interest for me, and I posted up to London and secured the copy,
which still holds its place in my library. I have a note of one other
copy in a Manchester catalogue at fifteen shillings, but have never
met with another copy in a catalogue or in a library.
Always having been a student of manorial customs, I had sought
for a copy of Elton’s ‘Tenures of Kent,’ 1867, which had gone out
of print, and I remember the joy with which I at last secured a
copy in Chancery Lane, and was assured it was the last copy in
the market. But another manorial experience is more curious.
The London County Council had succeeded to the rights of the
Lord of Manor of Tooting Bec in connection with the purchase of
Tooting Bec Common as an open space for London by the Metropolitan
Board of Works. The Court Rolls of the Manor and documents
relating thereto passed into possession of the Council, and
in 1900 the Council decided to commence the publication of its
records with that portion of these manor rolls which terminated
with the reign of Henry V. Examination of the rolls showed
two gaps, one a portion of the reign of Edward IV., and a second
the period between the years 1443 and 1447. While editing the
first volume for the Council, published in 1909, I had the good
fortune to discover, in a second-hand catalogue, the missing rolls
from 1443 and 1447, and the Council purchased them to include
in the fine collection. My luck in coincidences had served me
well in this instance. One other example comes from my collection
of manorial books. ‘Extracts from the Court Rolls of the
Manor of Wimbledon extending from 1 Edward IV. to A.D. 1864’
was published in 1866, and I picked up a second-hand copy. But
there was a second volume published in 1869, consisting of ‘extracts
from miscellaneous MSS., some of them purporting to be
custumals and terriers,’ and I sought for a copy of this volume
for many years in vain. At last one of my coincidences occurred.
I was on my way to visit friends at Wimbledon one Saturday
afternoon, and in the Waterloo Road I secured a copy of this
second volume, picked out of a ‘twopenny box’ of pamphlets and
small books.
Coincidences from the library do not, however, limit themselves
to one subject. Some years ago I was due to dine with a folklore
friend at Twickenham, and at luncheon time, on the same day, I
sauntered up Whitcomb Street to look at a second-hand book-stall,
from which I had occasionally secured some bargains. On this
occasion my luck did not desert me, for I purchased, for, I think, the
modest twopence so dear to book hunters, four volumes of ‘Times
Telescope.’ This was a sort of calendar published annually, from
1801 to 1821, describing itself as ‘a complete guide to the almanack,
containing an explanation of Saints’ days and holidays, with illustrations
of British history and antiquities, notices of obsolete rites
and customs,’ etc. This last feature was, of course, the centre of
attraction to folklorists, and the information collected in these
volumes is certainly curious and interesting, forming as they do
forerunners to Hone’s ‘Year Book’ and ‘Every Day Book’ and
Chambers’ ‘Book of Days.’ I did not feel equal to taking all four
volumes with me to Twickenham and back again home, so I left
three of the volumes at my office, and proceeded with my remaining
treasure to my dinner appointment.
After dinner we were taking our coffee in my friend’s library,
and of course talking of the books on the shelves, and I incidentally
mentioned that I had that very morning secured a find. Upon informing
my friend that the find consisted of some volumes of ‘Times
Telescope,’ one of which I had brought with me, he eagerly asked
to see it, and we proceeded to the hall where my coat was hanging.
My friend took the volume from my hands, very hastily I remember,
looked at the cover very narrowly, and then at the title-page,
and proceeded with the volume in his possession, back to the
library, where he promptly mounted the library steps and placed
my volume in a vacant space on his shelves. It was the one
volume he wanted to complete the series. The explanation was
curious. He had collected all the volumes, but could not find a
copy of this particular one. It had a curious misprint. The title-page
showed the year to be 1812, but on the cover the figures
had been transposed to 1821, and hence collectors had made mistakes
over this volume time out of mind. The coincidence in this
case was a double one. There was my purchase in the morning,
and then my accidental selection of this volume to carry down to
my friend’s house in the evening. Of course I left the volume
there.
Another such coincidence occurred on a visit to my old friend
Edward Solly at Sutton, where he had built himself a library,
which was full of rarities dear only to an enthusiastic bibliophile.
Mr. Solly never came home from a journey to London without
bringing a book with him as an addition to his treasures, and I
well remember the joy of browsing in his magnificent library.
Among other treasures, he had a great collection of Swift’s works,
first editions and the best of all the later editions. On the occasion
of one of my visits to him, he showed me a copy of the first edition
of ‘Gulliver’s Travels,’ and then interested me by drawing attention
to the book-plate and arms of a previous owner, ‘James Gomme.’
I told him of my relationship to this member of my family, my
great-grandfather, and then he informed me that he only possessed
two volumes of the three as published, and that he despaired of
ever getting the third. I possessed that third volume, and had
always mourned its lost fellows. Next day I sent my volume to
Mr. Solly, thus adding a quite unusual example to my list of
coincidences.
My next examples of coincidences, three in number, relate to
the curiosities of research, and they are all three of a remarkable
character. In writing my book on the ‘Governance of London’
(1907) I described the mode of land settlement outside London as
compared with the mode inside London, and wrote as follows
(pp. 162-163): ‘One has only to consult old London maps to discover
easily in various parts the acre strips of ancient arable
lands which distinguished London before the building of the houses
and, which determine the position and site of houses to this day.’
I instanced the houses at Putney facing the river, for information
as to which I was indebted to my friend Mr. Walter Rye, and then
my discovery of a parallel case furnished by Park Lane, the line of
frontage of which is so splendidly irregular. I had examined this
irregularity very closely, and incurred the watchful attention of
the police in so doing, and I concluded that it was due to the separate
ownership of acre strips upon which owners built their modern
property in succession to the ancient cultivating methods of Teutonic
settlements. But I could find no proof of this conclusion,
and my book was printed with the mere surmise. Almost immediately
afterwards I discovered the needed proof from a map of the
Ebury estate in the Crace collection, a ‘mapp or plot of the Lordship
of Eburie being situated in the parish of St. Martins in the Fields
Mary Dammison being proprietess by Henry Morgan 1675.’
This map showed the eastern side of Park Lane before it was built
upon, and running parallel to Piccadilly, and therefore at right
angles to Park Lane, are depicted the separate acre strips, with
the names of the different owners marked on each strip. Proof
of my unconfirmed conclusion was thus completed, and this
coincidence of research was gleefully added to my memory of the
other instances which have now been related in this paper.
The second example of a coincidence in research work is almost
uncanny. I was at work upon my ‘Making of London’ (1912)
and was behindhand with my proofs. On a Friday morning I
received a special request from the publishers to send off the revised
proof of a sheet not returned in its proper order. A difficulty
had arisen. This part of the proof dealt with the relationship of
the Tower of London to the city, and my story was incomplete
without the evidence of the Tudor period. I could find nothing,
and my morning’s work of research ended fruitlessly. We expected
a distinguished visitor immediately after luncheon, and I knew there
would be no chance of my finishing the proof after his arrival. I was
singularly vexed at my want of success, and suddenly I said to
myself ‘I can’t get any information by ordinary means, I will
try extraordinary.’ I have no idea what led me to this decision.
I was not in a credulous mood, but frankly annoyed with myself.
Taking down a volume, selected by mere chance, of the folio edition
of the ‘Report of the Historical Manuscripts Commission,’ printed
in double columns and containing some hundreds of pages, I
stuck my paper-knife into the top of the volume, on the principle
of the old practice of Sortes Virgilianae, and turned to discover the
results. On the right-hand page of the volume thus arrived at I
found the record of a legal case drawn up by Lord Coke dealing
with the very subject upon which I was interested. Such a coincidence
is surely quite remarkable, even in a lifetime of literary
research.
My last example is even more remarkable because it is more
important in its results. I have been studying the tradition of
London for some time, and am satisfied that I have made some
important discoveries, which I hope soon to be in a position to
publish. A fragment of this tradition was communicated to
The Athenæum by a distinguished scholar, and it was important
to the case I was developing, especially if I could trace it to a
Celtic source. But I had no evidence of this. Now business took
me to Cardiff shortly after my discovery of this fragment, and
I was occupied there for some few days. On the Saturday before
returning home I journeyed to Caerleon to see the Roman remains
there, and thoroughly enjoyed my morning’s visit. I wanted to go
on to Caerwent to continue investigation there, and negotiated
with the landlord of the inn to drive me over. While waiting for
the trap being made ready, I talked to the landlady about the
antiquities of Caerleon and asked whether there were any traditions
of the place. She mentioned several quite well-known
superstitions current in many parts of the country and believed
in by the people of Caerleon, and then suddenly repeated almost
word for word the fragment of London tradition in which I was so
interested. The Caerleon people believed in and practised this
London traditional rite definitely because it was a London rite,
and the Celtic aspect of which I was in search was thereby
established.
This short survey of coincidences in the experience of one person
may be useful in more ways than one. Smaller occurrences have
happened, but it did not seem worth while to note them. They
seem to have produced a sort of feeling that my ‘luck’ was considerable,
and accordingly I have thought it worth while to record
them in the hope of discovering whether they have any value
beyond that of interest for the curious.
RAMBLER’S LICHEN.
BY SIR JAMES H. YOXALL, M.P.
With trunk, limbs, and branches of travel an English country
highway lies on the land like the section or vertical slice of a tall
felled tree; fringes of hedge its foliage and fields its clouds of air.
Never straight-ruled on the map, no Roman cypress nor close,
unerring poplar, it is rather some indigenous great beech or elm,
that swayed to the winds with a not too ready yielding, and grew
up in lines hardly gaunt enough to be angular yet too clean-run
to be curves.
Rooted at Sherborne, say, one of these great arboriferous road-systems
wends north by east, towards camps of the present and
earthworks of the past. At a widening of bole it forks, pushing
one arm out easterly and another south-westerly; such is the
swayed posture here that you glimpse the dryad in it, as you do
the Venus de Milo in some real tree-trunk that ivy swathes to
the hip. The eastward limb, if you cleave to that, will become
stem itself, and sway out curved arms of its own to woo you; take
one of those rustling prongs for a mile or two and it bifurcates, so
that soon, like the squirrel, you must choose your branch. From
bough to bough you may leap (so to speak) by agile footpaths,
but if you keep on along a lean lane that presently thins into a
mere rut, you attain to the extremest twig. It is thus that afoot
from Sherborne you reach to Sandford Orcas, say, or if your wayfaring
tree be rooted at Yeovil, to that extremity of path a foredraught
(to use the old Worcestershire name for an approach to a
farm), which brings you to Barrington Court.
And all along your way there will have been bivouacs of blossoms,
fruit, seed for the next blooming; or in every footprint of Primavera
you may have seen the primrose lichening the banks, some morning
still covered with dew. Pray do not remark that the primroses
are primulaceous—it is the occulter analogies a true loiterer likes
to ramble into—nor declare that lichens are parasites which stifle
their billets: maybe, maybe. But they are gentle intruders
anyhow, no Prussians in Belgium, and the householder lives
long, on excellent terms with his guest. Lichens are dowerings;
indeed, our own wrinkles might be glad of them—they prank and
enrich; even the sad coloured ones do, and the black. ‘These
weeds are memories,’ Lear said, and fair lichen of remembrance,
musing emotions of pity or relish, and dew of tears, even, may
alight upon a rambler as he goes his discursive, his essayist’s way.
Though he latterly gad at a slackening pace, and the extreme
twig bring him, chief mourner for himself, at the head of a dark
procession, to some short, shallow trench and clay cot, I think
he will have been the happier and the longer-lived for his lichening;
he may also have become wealthy meanwhile, in memorabilia,
the thiefless hoard that never lessens; he may even have been
hallowed somewhat, not left untouched at heart as the true ungodly,
they whom neither the beauty of this world nor the dream of
another can impassion, or the ‘sense of tears in mortal things’
soften inside. With a venial, reverent Pharisaism, therefore,
that in truth is but gratitude, a rambler may thank his wandering
stars that he has been no man unlichenable, upon whom no charm
of place, or quip of illusion, nor the lacrymae rerum gat hold.
Lovely are the swayed bodies of dryad and Venus trees in silvery
April, before they have hung their leafy mantillas and aprons about
them, as if shrinking from gaze. But beautiful as September sunshine
is the lichen upon them too, itself a veil; so goodly to look
at that county men quarrel across their small frontiers about it—I
remember Sir William Harcourt saying at Malwood that whenever
Mr. Gladstone and he met in the country they contended
whether Hawarden or Malwood trees were lichened the better.
Yet I think it is upon stone walls and roofs, in Dorset, say, that
the fungi-algae look best of all. Pickthanks and esurient flatterers
of trees they may be, perhaps, but like Danaë gold and silver they
descend upon masonry, giving, not taking, and finely wrought as
coins that were minted at Syracuse. With nothing of Sir Gorgius
Midas in their profusion, they do not pretend to be county people,
exclusive, and as soon will gild a hamlet gable as a mansion coat-of-arms.
Like sunshine spattered through meshes of leaves they
descend upon their billets, but to last there after sunset, and to
endure through winter, like our men entrenched in Flanders. The
lodging they prefer is stone, I say—a brown stone that empurples;
they seldom select the wattle-and-daub of a washed, half-timbered
wall.
Few dwellings of that architecture linger on in stone counties
now, however—I mean the prototypal make, the human nest
built of mud; masonry has almost everywhere ousted the caked
stuff which Shakespeare so often saw ‘stop a hole, to keep the wind
away.’ In Warwickshire, Wilts, and other river-bed counties a
rambler still happens upon this primal type of cottage sometimes; as
he does at Clifden Hampden, in the aged building called the ‘Barley
Mow’ near Wallingford Bridge. He recognises the ancient cot, cote,
hutch, hut, or whatever its earliest English name was, by the
inwardly-slanting timbers of its ends, cloven tree-trunks, which
lean up into the gables from the floor corners, in couples that meet
as if to embrace, beneath the watershed of the roof. Two pairs
of such tree-trunks, starting from right distances at the base, and
tied together at the top by a ridge-tree, formed the skeleton of the
prototypal house; perhaps in the earliest huts the four supports
were living saplings, still growing in pairs at convenient spots, for
these could be yoked into service—bent while still green, to be
then beheaded; maybe our word ‘roof-tree’ began in that.
We think of the famous half-timbered house at Stratford-on-Avon
as ‘Elizabethan,’ but Beowulf may have had some such
a habitation as that: this primal type must be inconceivably aged;
‘Old shepherd in your wattle cote,
I think a thousand years are done
Since first you took your pipe of oat.’
is only feebly approximate in date. Even the Bronze Epoch knew
the latticed hovel roofed with daub; perhaps the skin-clad builders
took lesson by the swallow’s bungalow, or the clay lining of the
throstle’s house. Or perhaps the prototypal hut was the tent made
permanent, a wigwam expressed in woven withies and caked mud?
It must have been general in Europe when Christ was born, for
certain first-century tombstones, dug up in Alsace, resemble the
primal home in shape, and show markings for timbers at the gables;
most likely these were mimic copies of the dead man’s earthly dwelling,
meant to house his otherwise vagrant soul; this is lichen of
the greyest morning, though Egyptian funerary chambers are older
still. But it is lichen that lives on yet, for what is a modern
mausoleum but a mansion for the dead? A family vault at
Woking is as tribal as a patronymic; we are born thus lichened—the
youngest are grey with these spores from the past.
Such surnames as Dabb, Dauber, Dobb, and Dobbin descend
from early manipulators of viscous mud, I suppose, special craftsmen
developed at the very beginning of ‘division of labour,’ and
there is a certain French phrase for sturdiness—bâti à chaux et à
sable—which must date as far back as the earliest mixing of lime
and sand in with mud. ‘Clay-dabber Dick,’ a resented nickname
for a brickmaker now, would begin as a proper cognomen in some
loamy county, where clay could be used flat between the timberings,
in place of wattle plastered with mud. Tyler would name the
artisan who posed ridge-tiles and pantiles, that Potter had moulded,
and baked perhaps in Robinson Crusoe’s outdoor way: Defoe,
by the bye, was once ‘secretary to a pantile works at Tilbury.’
Such craft names as Mason and Quarrier would begin in stone
counties first, very likely; but Thatcher is as proved an ancient as
Dobster or Dobbin—his lichen is as old as any, I daresay. For dab
and thatch must always have gone together, and still in Wilts
and Bucks garden-walls made of dab are thatched lest they
dissolve under rain. Ramblers along English road-trees see this
straw-weaving go on yet, thank goodness, as it surely always will
wherever people own taste as well as land. There are thatched
churches extant; one at Markby in Lincolnshire, near loamy cliffs
that wall out the sea. What warmth and simplicity of worship,
under thatch!
Thatch ennobles—it can suggest the stately peruke; thatch is
sporting—a covert-coat for a cottage; thatch shades its serge into
such tints of khaki that it weaves the right ‘British warm.’
A thatcher can be an artist, as much as any Dick Tinto who paints;
and I will also claim that Hedger and Ditcher are very ancient and
skilled artisans. Thatch shapes into such slopes, too, it so canopies
and rounds off gables, dormers, and porches, that for fitness and
comeliness its motley is your hamlet’s only wear. And as patentees
in their advertisements do, I urge ‘Reject all substitutes!’ and
against metal roofs in particular, corrugated iron that basely
counterfeits pantiles, I launch the curse of the rambler; for upon
such hectic, crinkly awnings no lichen of loveliness ever gets hold.
Let roof-tree and road-tree grow ‘in beauty side by side,’ as Mrs.
Hemans’ family did, say I, and the wig of the cottage be blonde.
Road-trees sprout hamlets, dwellings grouped in greenery
as if they were clusters of acorns or hazel-nuts, and these often
are ripe old places, turning brown as nuts and acorns do, and blest
with beautiful baptisms, names that a rambler reads upon slanting
sign-posts or over rustical post-office doors. Many old place-names
relate their own exegesis: I know a road that branches
off at Headless Cross—the medieval picture and chiaroscuro of
the past in that! One sees the Lollards in the foreground of it,
dourly hewing a saint’s head off the top of a stone shaft, the
thatched village looking sleepily on.
For six undulant miles or so this road from Headless Cross
goes dandling along to Tardebigg, through delightful Foxlydiate,
and past the bald summit of Muskott’s Way. ‘Tardebigg,’ more
recondite than ‘Headless Cross,’ I guess to have named the site
of some manor-house or farmstead built so dawdlingly as never
to have been finished—a bachelor or spinster bit of building that
never made a home, and childless died into the inane. Or ‘Tardebigg’
may have named some hill of late-harvesting barley—there is
always the delight of shies at the local truth for you, one can seldom
be quite sure of a hit. Yet who was Muskott, that he should ever
have owned a long strip of common-land which could never belong
to any particular body? It is fudge; I do not believe there ever
was such a Muskott—Onesimus, George, or Ebenezer as the case
might be. I’ll warrant that Muskott’s Way was known as Muskets
Way in days when Napoleon threatened invasion, for in days when
Louis Napoleon’s colonels threatened it, the Rifle Corps had their
shooting-range up Muskott’s Way. There magazine rifles are
practised with at present, I do not doubt, and there in Wat Tyler’s
time bowmen would loose at the butts. The place is a palimpsest,
of our successive preparations for war.
As for the christening of Foxlydiate, the road-tree sways gracefully
down just there, and was not hlidh Early English for ‘slope’?
There are other lyds and lydiates. ‘Foxlydiate’ may have meant
the meet of the hunters—there are kennels near it still; but I think
the name was anciently ‘Folks-lydiate,’ the hill of the ‘good
folk’ or fays, and it is a superstitious little village yet. No stretch
of country road used to live without its myth or chimera (of subtle
contour often), its fable, its dreaming escape from the actual; a
myriad perennial annals, vouched for by the affidavits of the aged,
some of them puerile but some grim, lichen our by-ways; there is
hardly a great house but when you pass the park-palings of split
oak something romantical will come to mind, or be told in your
ear. Beginning gay-coloured, as lichens often do, these sometimes
darken; thus the legend at Foxlydiate is sombre and nocturnal
now. The road there hears an equipage sometimes, after sunset,
and this was once a fairy vehicle, I’ll warrant, perhaps a Cinderella’s
coach; but it has become a nightmare now—the terror of ‘the
Flying Hearse.’ Elms in platoons and companies shadow the
road there, and there the bat of superstition flits through the
twilight of the spirit; be there in the mood, and you may think
you hear wheels rush uphill; smack of whip, snort of nag, clink
of swingle-bar are heard, but no correspondent forms are visible;
and that is salutary, the tradition says, for whoso sees the Flying
Hearse must die within the year. Many a time there I as a lad,
driving home in the twilight, listened with the delight of half-sceptical
terror, but I doubt if people harken for that fatal omnibus
now. Tilth and foison of ghost story, aged jest, and fine old
tradition no longer flourish; for towns and townsmen, spreading
into the country—lichen of a sort—bring the long age of romantic
rural faiths to an end.
Townsmen in Arcady are rarer of late, however. War-time
depopulates the country roads. The motor-car (itself a flying
hearse sometimes) is scarce there now. Solitary the rambler
jogs along, alone with himself, except for the flight of the mated
thrush or other father bird on service of commissariat; but in what
ease of silence you may now pursue your errantry, and into what
delight of the unexpected! There are folk who think they ramble,
yet go nose in map, by rule and rote of road; but as well employ
a guide and an alpenstock—to ramble is not to ken whither,
and yet to home. There are plausible short-cuts that deceive you,
I know, and branches of road-trees bring you to sudden corners,
hedged-in dichotomies, curves and exfoliations that the Development
Commissioners, most leisurely of Government Trustees, had
not even so much as begun to think of improving away, some day,
before the War. These may perplex you, or even be perilous with
storming petrels; but there are natural dug-outs, trenches with
high green banks.
Often from such elbows as these a lane goes trooping off, like a
truant from school. Dusky ways you come to, and bright ones,
russet or green tunnels over-arched that make noontide a twilight,
or jolly and titupping lanes that caper away from corner alehouses
with merry, drunken staggers. Or you pass between roofless
colonnades, stately cloisters with tree-trunks for mullions; these
are lanes that once were avenues, leading long ago to the gates and
curtilage of some manor-house now razed. It is by ways such as
these that you pass the minuter Auburns, deserted cottages which by
the something maniac there is now about their thatch make you
think of Barnaby Rudge. And sometimes the raven croaks above
those ruined little atriums; oftener the curlew calls across lesser lanes
still, that were ancient pack-horse tracks, or were foot-worn in
the lang syne of some local trade now dead—the Salt-way, the
Rush-way, or the Keg-way leading up from some cove of contraband.
The ring-dove coos to narrower paths still—O Lubin
and Chloe!—the recognised sweethearting footways where every
generation has loitered and whispered with the erratic ache
of love.
These divers cuts and tacks shorten apparent distance and cheat
the tiring foot, for the way itself seems to wander with you, and
each new corner to beckon you on. And this is a portion of that
English form of great art which lets things develop as if they were
vegetal, into a perfect beauty of anarchy, various and infinite;
no Ordnance surveyor nor planner of garden cities would invent
such foot-beguiling roads as these. Some of them can astound
even the most experienced rambler, he almost can hear them chuckle
at his surprise when he rounds into a new vista, and some of them
seem to go about with the zeal of an antiquary, discovering and reconnecting
the tracks of some Titan who trapesed through the
quag there, before it had hardened after Noah’s flood. There are
leafy labyrinths, too, mazy suburbs, faubourgs of silent green cities,
peopled by plants and shapes of leaves and scents so various, that
in June, the schoolboy month, a man may rest there bewitched,
‘Tarrying and talked to by tongues aromatic,’ thinking himself
a bodily translation, resolved into a forested world.
I suppose the skin-clad explorer of spaces we now name counties
found no paths but the spoor of what a Boy Scout called ‘growly
beasts.’ Between dens and water-breaks these tracks would go,
and I never came to a ford without seeming to see some skin-clad
explorer there before me, his tongue lapping water and his furtive
eyes swivelling left and right for danger, since it was then always
war-time for a man. In September, when great fleets of swallows
gather in ports of departure, I have noticed them, myriad and
midge-like in the air above and around—I cannot guess why—a
ford. Water brings back some of the old feeling of mystery and
danger into any journey, you spy the peril under the beauty as
you come to a ferry, or to a string of white posts and chains that
fence off a roadside burn.
How Shakespeare delighted in fords! He played with the
word’s meaning again and again. Many a Warwickshire place he
knew where ‘the shore was shelvy and shallow,’ and he—perhaps
he most of all as most human of all—would be glad to get home to
his shire. There was, and I hope is yet, a ford at the ‘beggarly
Broome’ which he knew of, where the road pushed into the Avon
abruptly, turned at a right angle midstream, splashed axle-deep
thirty yards, and emerged uphill. And this used to be a place of
delicious risk for a young palmer whose staff was a whip; for at any
moment the gig might become a cockleshell, floating. It was a
sacred water of danger to me; may Development Commissioners
destroy it never, and least of all with some iron bridge, kept painted
against the mollifying lichen of rust.
Splash went the fetlocks; or if you were afoot, under the lee
of an old mill a lichened old boat swayed hooked, and across the
echoing flow your cry went, ‘Ferry-oh!’ or ‘O-ver, miller!’—the
very music of life. A ferry-boat is but a moving span, stepping-stones
are a kind of ford, and bridges developed out of these, I think,
for what were the piers at first but stepping-stones for a giant’s
stride? Bridges—but pages and pages would not tell the rambler’s
delight in those circumflex accents, those brooding brows bent over
grey eyes of water wherein reflections lie deep, like thoughts that
dream.
Such, Jean-Paul might have cried, in one of the conceits with
which he rejoiced a dead old Germany, are the flowers and honey of
a road-tree, with cottages like strawy hives, under linden-tresses
murmurous of clustered delight; these be the joys that wing the
rambler, so that away he goes bumbling tirelessly, as I do here, to
the next blossoms, and the next. Life itself climbs and descends
a road-tree, I suppose—the tree of Ygdrasil; but there can be
continual breaking forth into new boughs of living if one carries
Spring on into Autumn, keeping pretty young in spite of the
impertinences of time. Has there not been grafting of road-trees,
budding of fertile young stems into lichened old branches of ways?
But road-trees are deciduous, too, boughs and twigs of them
withering for lack of the sap of daily use; with some sense of pathos a
rambler obtrudes upon the hush of lanes long left unmetalled, where
the latest wheel-marks are wan. He thus comes into places of
pastoral indolence that once hummed with cultivation, where not
even yet, in war-time, have farmers wakened their Sleepy Hollows
up. Some of the elderliest by-roads are the loneliest, and seem to
lie musing of their past; even a summer breeze can blow bleakly
there, and in the lulls of it the silence waits, forlorn. There are
very aged, lonesome ways which seem to shiver, Lear-like, and then
the rambler thinks how all the hurriers and loiterers upon them in
the past lie low. We too are in the tradition: ‘This great world
itself shall so wear out to naught.’
Lear wandered the Roman roads of Britain; they set one thinking
of strategic railways just now. In essence an old Latin militant
broadway and a German route to the extravasation of blood are
the same, I suppose. Both were pushed out like spears of offence,
immense and excessive, and neither was a pleasant causeway for
neighbourliness. Therefore a curse shall come upon the Prussian
strategic paths, such as fell upon the Roman thoroughfares here
long ago. Even yet these seem to march in arms among us, between
the remains of sullen native forests—they are aliens still; listen
along one of them yet, and you shall think you hear the clink of
greaves or the centurion’s harsh command. These ancient roads
can never be homely, they have never been naturalised, the little
townships hold apart from them yet.
Follow Watling Street or the Fosse Way in rustic regions and you
come upon few villages: our old horror of the Latin power seems
to persist. British and Early-English field-folk huddled together
in hamlets that developed like social islands, at the centre of cultivable
common lands, connubial, away from forests of ferae and
thoroughfares of war. Even in York and Lancaster days villagers
would use the great old roads as seldom as might be—they were
marches for soldiery, stretches of savagery that husbandman and
maid had better avoid. They thus became bristling frontiers,
limits of peaceable excursion, confines of wapentakes or counties;
in days when people were
‘Parish-bound with hedgerows as with bars,’
it would be risky to quit your township, and almost armed invasion
to cross the great road. We English no more became Latin then
than Teutonic later; always we have gone our own ways. Between
Newark and Nottingham the Fosse marches straight, a noble Roman
superb and haughty, but the other road, the true Englishman, wends
devious and unsystematic: it developed as the British Empire did,
out of paths and lanes of trade and gossip: they never set out to
be a main road or an empire at all.
Somewhere and sometime all roads end, as must this wandering
gossip of road-trees. It is good to jog on the footpath way
and hent the stile even in war-time; when skylarks are mounted,
why not out and listen, though from the same Sussex hill you faintly
hear the great guns? The lyric blaze above persists, in spite of war.
Is it unfeeling to forget the drumming streets, the drilling camps,
and go listen how underwoods ring with wild hyacinths? That
Death is Life’s fierce, Prussian neighbour we know more than ever,
just now—but Life has to be Death’s comrade in the whirling dream.
The war will pass, though thick the lichen of it gather upon us
meanwhile, sad-coloured and black. It is not heartless to look
round the corner and over the hill meantime, and it is wisdom
to lift up the heart in spite of all, as one plods towards the
evening tent.
MONSEIGNEUR.
(Suggested by a Provençal conte of Alphonse Daudet’s.)
(The scene is a bedchamber in Monseigneur’s palace in Provence,
and the time is a morning in early spring, towards the close
of the fifteenth century.
Behind the closely-drawn, heavily-embroidered curtains of his vast
state-bed, lies the little Monseigneur, most desperately ill. Notwithstanding
the gay and brilliant sunshine that floods the palace, in the
open fireplace of Monseigneur’s bedchamber there is a blazing
scented fire of logs piled; while all the windows, with their stained
armorial bearings, and all the heavy tapestry hangings over the narrow
doorways that lead to garde-robe and oratory and corridor, are mercilessly
closed. One would say, indeed, that the Doctor and Nurse who
are in attendance were bent on killing the child, if only by depriving
him of the faintest flutter of the revivifying spring air without. Yet
they fully believe they are doing the best for their patient, and now are
giving him the drink he cries for, faintly and fretfully, from within the
tightly-drawn bed-curtains, putting the cup into the thin little hand
that closes on it so feverishly.
Then the heavy hangings at the back are drawn, rattling sharply
on their iron rings, and the Bishop of Langres enters. Behind him,
in the blazing sunshine of the corridor, Beppo waits for permission
to follow him; a ragged, sunburnt, Spanish-looking little boy, who
carries a bird’s-nest with young thrushes in it, over which, as he stands
there motionless, he seems entirely absorbed.)
Bishop (as he enters). Mother of God! The heat in this
chamber!—Doctor Mabrise! (at which the Doctor merely shrugs
his shoulders, as if to say: ‘What else can one do? In cases of
fever!⸺’) But out of doors, my good Doctor, it is spring; the
sun is hot enough already to split the stones. Is it really necessary?
Doctor (severely). Of course!
Bishop (in a low tone). Tell me—how is the boy?
Doctor (gloomily). Very bad.
Bishop. So?
Doctor. Passing rapidly, even beyond my skill! (So he
goes to the fire, and stirs it ill-humouredly to an even more furious
activity.)
Bishop. Already? (Murmurs.) Then we must make haste.
(Meanwhile the Nurse, as a hot little hand returns the drinking
cup through the bed-curtains, softly asks:)
Nurse. Is that better? (To which the sick child within makes
inarticulate, fretful reply. So she closes the curtains again tightly.)
Try now to go to sleep again, and you will wake up quite well.
(Soothingly.) Quite well!
(Then, with a profound obeisance to the Bishop, she goes to the
table at the foot of the bed and replaces the cup among the many, many
medicine bottles and phials of drugs; while outside, in the sunshine
of the corridor, Beppo chants tunefully and joyously over his birds’-nest.)
Beppo. Mon-seig-neur!
(He looks up startled as both Nurse and Doctor make angry, violent
gestures towards him of ‘’Ssh! ’Ssh!’, and then at his good friend,
the Bishop, wondering what wrong it is he has done. A slight
pause, while no sound comes from the bed. Then the Nurse goes
up to him, beckoning him angrily, and once he is within the chamber
draws the heavy hangings again over the corridor entrance.)
Nurse (in an angry whisper). Bawling and singing, like a
drunken gipsy!
Beppo (faces her with an engaging smile). Mind my pretty
nestlings. (And chants over them, softly and melodiously.) They
are for Mon-seig-neur!
Nurse (in his face, sharply). ’Ssh! Vagabond!
Beppo (while the Nurse goes to the bed and peeps through the curtains,
chants again very softly over his birds’-nest). For Mon-seig-neur!
Nurse (turns towards them and whispers). He is just off again.
Fast asleep. (So she sits and resumes her sewing at the foot of the
bed, while the Bishop also glances through the curtains, and Beppo,
always absorbed over the birds’-nest, goes to show it to the Doctor.)
Bishop (with a heavy sigh). The last of his race! It would
have killed his father. (Pause.)
Beppo. Doctor Mabrise! Look!
Doctor. What are they?
Beppo. Young thrushes. I found them this morning, in a
great lilac-bush, below the Black Dog bastion. See! There are five.
Doctor (gloomily). They will die.
Beppo. In this hot chamber? Ah! Before Monseigneur
can even see them? Malheur!
(As if at once to take them into the open air.)
Bishop. Beppo! (Beppo pauses and looks up at him with a
smile.) My poor boy! Thou art seeming very ragged and dirty
this morning.
Beppo. Truly? (As he looks himself over.)
Bishop. If thou art to play once more with Monseigneur,
we must have thee washed.
Beppo (troubled). Washed?
Bishop. It will not hurt thee; it may even do thee some good.
Nurse! Take our young friend here and wash him. Wash him
well!
Nurse (pleased with the commission, rises). Ah!
Beppo. Not with soap?
Nurse (menacingly). With soap and with pumice-stone.
Come!
Bishop. Leave me thy birds’-nest. And, Nurse, let him at
the same time be neatly dressed. Perhaps in some old suit of
Monseigneur’s.
Beppo (annoyed). Old suit?
Bishop. They are of the same age and height. And to play
with Monseigneur in those rags!—(As Beppo still lingers.) Go,
my child.
Nurse. Come! I will give thee the best washing!—
Beppo (with recovered spirits). I am not afraid. Thou art
only an old woman!
Nurse. Ah! Sayest thou?
Beppo (whispers, shaking a finger in her face). ’Ssh, old woman!
’Ssh! (So they leave the chamber, the Nurse angrily pushing him
out in front of her.)
Bishop (tenderly, over Beppo’s birds’-nest). Little, hungry,
weak birds! There is something infinitely pathetic, Doctor,
in these young things of Nature.
Doctor (gloomily). So many of them die.
Bishop. It seems so; even without the aid of a surgeon.
(He hands the Doctor the nest, who, not knowing what else to do
with it, nor how to reply to the Bishop’s impertinence, places it on
the ledge of the high and sloping couvre-feu over the fireplace.)
Doctor. There! The heat will do them good; nourish
them. For heat is life. Calor est vita optima. (Mumbling and
muttering to himself.) Galen hath said it.—Galen!—
Bishop (after a long pause, softly). Doctor Mabrise—tell me—is
there no way, no hope, of keeping Monseigneur alive?
Doctor (warming his thin brown hands in front of the fire).
My science knows none; she is at her wits’ end. And when science
is at her wits’ end⸺
Bishop (drily). Methinks she hath but a short road to
travel!
Doctor (piqued). Then let the Church try, my good Bishop;
let the Church try. For if ever there were need for one of your
miracles⸺
Bishop (gravely). Ah!
Doctor (points to the bed). There is your subject, ready for
you; waiting. A dying child. You have my authority to begin.
Bishop (drily). Then we will begin by opening the windows;
we will admit some of this soft spring air. (He unlatches and
throws wide open one of the few windows of the bedchamber; while
the Doctor, himself a poor consumptive, shivers and cowers over
the fire.) You don’t like it?
Doctor (angrily). Seeing that all diseases enter by the mouth!
Bishop (amused). What? In springtime? In Provence?
Doctor (grumbles). Especially in springtime. Always! (Mumbling,
with cloak drawn over his mouth.) Plague and fever!
Bishop. At any rate, Doctor, you will agree with me that if
Monseigneur dies it means ruin for the Duchy.
Doctor (scornfully). If?
Bishop. There will infallibly be civil war here all through
the summer. There will be neither harvest nor vintage!
Doctor (shortly). I agree.
Bishop. And in the autumn, here, in the very palace of Monseigneur,
will most surely be found securely seated that dangerous
ruffian, the Comte de Poix. An infidel; a pronounced foe to
Holy Church! While you and I, my good friend⸺
Doctor (drily). All the more reason, Bishop, for you to set
to work at once with your miracle. You have my full permission—plena
auctoritas—to begin.
Bishop (with a glance at the bed). After all, Beppo is Monseigneur’s
brother. You knew that, Doctor?
Doctor. Doubtless. What of it?
Bishop. Beppo and he are of precisely the same age. They
are not unlike—at a distance. And at a distance, for some few
years, it will be that the people will always see him.
Doctor (scoffs). You don’t call that a miracle? To substitute
one boy for the other?
Bishop (gently). Not if it succeeds?
Doctor. Bishop! And Beppo? What will the people think
has become of Beppo?
Bishop. Only that he has run away again somewhere, and got
lost.
Doctor. Lost!
Bishop. Why, who is there ever gives him a moment’s thought
here? Is he not a gipsy—a vagabond?
Doctor. And you propose to place him—in a palace?
Bishop (whispers). ’Ssh! Monseigneur is waking. (Goes to
the bed and draws the curtains.) But how is this, Doctor? The
boy is not undressed?
Doctor. He refused. He said that if he had to die he would
die as his father did, in his clothes.
Bishop. Brave lad! (So he seats himself on the edge of the
bed, outside of which the little Monseigneur lies, fully dressed,
propped up by pillows. And after a while, as the Bishop leans
forward and gently places his large peasant’s hand on the poor child’s
small and scorching palm, Monseigneur turns towards him, feebly
and languidly, and looks at him with wide-open, frightened eyes.
Soothingly.) Well, Monseigneur? And how are we?
Monseigneur (murmurs). Bishop of Langres! Tell me—am
I really going to die?
Bishop (gently). To die! After all, what is it to die? It
is only to go from one room to another. And to another,
better!
Monseigneur (fretfully). I would rather stay here. Here
are all my friends, and my soldiers, and my new cannon. Besides,
to die in spring! So early in the year, when there is so much to
do; when my people want me. (Raising himself slightly.) Where
is Beppo?
Bishop. He will be here directly. He is only being washed.
Monseigneur (smiles faintly). Poor Beppo! That is not one
of his favourite amusements.
Bishop. You are fond of Beppo? Is it not so, Monseigneur?
Monseigneur. Very fond.
Bishop. You would like to do something for him? How
shall I say? Assure his future? (On Monseigneur’s silence.)
You understand what I mean, by assuring Beppo’s future?
Monseigneur. Of course! It means seeing that he has
always somewhere to sleep, that he does not go so often hungry,
and, in the winter, fireless; that he keeps himself clean. The
difficulty will be to make him accept. (Smiles.) He is such a
vagabond.
Bishop. Hitherto, no one has shown him any care.
Monseigneur. And yet—he is my brother.
Bishop (while the Doctor, who is listening, starts). Monseigneur!
You knew? But how? Since when?
Monseigneur. Since one day—a long time ago—when I
was quite a child, and my father and my mother were quarrelling.
Bishop. So?
Monseigneur. It seems, Messire, that when people quarrel—even
before their own children—they will tell each other unpleasant
truths.
Bishop (nods, gravely). Sometimes.
Monseigneur. So it was that my mother told my father
he ought to be ashamed of himself. He had so many little bastards.
Bishop (shocked, with raised hands). Monseigneur!
Monseigneur. I did not understand. I had never heard the
word. Therefore, one day I asked Lorrain, the big man-at-arms⸺ (Pauses.)
Bishop. And he told your lordship?
Monseigneur. He told me nothing. He only laughed. So
did my father, when my mother charged him.—Aie! how well
I remember!
Bishop. But Madame la Duchesse, your mother? She did
not laugh?
Monseigneur (simply). Not at all. She was very angry.
She said it was a scandal; particularly, with poor Beppo. Do
you know why, Bishop? (Confidentially.) Because it seems he was
born on the same day, the very same day, as I. Yet, somehow,
she was not his mother. That was why she was so angry, I
suppose?
Bishop. Very likely. (Pause, while the Doctor, after exchanging
glances with the Bishop, resumes his seat by the fire).
Monseigneur. Bishop!
Bishop. Monseigneur?
Monseigneur. Do you think that if I gave my brother Beppo
money—a great deal of money—he would die instead of me?
Do you think the good God would mind?
Bishop (guardedly). It would be difficult.
Monseigneur (proudly). After all, the good God is my cousin.
Dukes are all cousins of the Almighty God, Bishop. Are they not?
Bishop. They very often make the claim, Monseigneur. I do
not know whether it has ever been allowed.
Monseigneur (with dignity). At least, Messire, I trust that
in heaven I shall keep my proper rank? I shall not be required
to mix with all the common people?
Bishop. Common people, Monseigneur? It is not the common
people, believe me, who rise to heaven at all. Indeed, one must
have uncommon qualities!⸺
Monseigneur (eagerly). And then my fine clothes; my ermine
and my velvet? Doubtless I shall be allowed to wear them?
Bishop. Alas, my child, in heaven there are no distinctions;
neither of rank nor of clothes. Sometimes I doubt whether even
the sacred order of Bishops⸺
Monseigneur (angrily). Then what good to me is my birth? If
I am to keep neither my rank nor my clothes, if I am not to be treated
with proper respect, I might as well be Beppo! I will not die!
I will not! I will not!
Bishop. Monseigneur!
Monseigneur (leaning on his elbow, screams,) Lorrain! Lorrain!
(And while the Bishop rises, Lorrain, the big man-at-arms, comes
clanking in through the hangings from the corridor.)
Lorrain (hoarsely). Monseigneur?
Monseigneur. Lorrain—listen! I have a duty for thee—at
once!—a solemn duty!
Lorrain. Name it, Monseigneur. It shall be done.
Monseigneur (feverishly). Lorrain—thou knowest Death, dost
thou not? Thou hast often seen him?
Lorrain. Death and I have often looked at each other, Monseigneur—many
times!—straight in the eyes. I know him well.
Monseigneur. Good! Then take thy comrades, Lorrain—forty,
fifty of thy stoutest men-at-arms—my Lansquenets! Post
them at every door of this my palace; and if Death tries to enter,
tell them to fire on him and kill him. My strictest orders!
Lorrain. Monseigneur, it shall be done. He shall not enter.
We ourselves will die first. (Salutes and is going.)
Monseigneur (faintly, as he lies back). And, Lorrain⸺
Lorrain. Monseigneur?
Monseigneur. Fill the courtyard with cannon. Our new
cannon. The villain might come on horseback—and try to storm—the
great staircase.
Lorrain (gravely). Monseigneur, before Death enters the
palace precincts, either on horseback or on foot, we will fire all
the grosses pièces on him and blow him back to hell. It shall be
done! (Whereupon Monseigneur, lying back on the pillows with
closed eyes, makes a feeble little gesture of dismissal, and Lorrain
salutes and disappears. From outside in the corridor is heard the
clank of armour; then Lorrain’s hoarse voice ‘En avant, la garde!
Mar-r-chez!’—while the Bishop returns to the bedside.)
Bishop (whispers). Doctor! (As the Doctor joins him and
feels the child’s pulse.) How much longer?
Doctor. Moriturus!⸺Perhaps an hour.
Bishop. Ah!
Doctor. If your miracle is to succeed!⸺
Bishop. Beppo is coming. Let us leave them alone together.
Come, Doctor, come.
Doctor. And the miracle? The famous miracle!
Bishop. We shall see. Only give them time. Come.
Doctor (with a scornful shrug). Time?
(So they go out into the corridor, and after a pause Beppo enters,
washed and combed, smartly dressed in one of Monseigneur’s discarded
suits, out of which he seems indeed to swell, it being somewhat
too small for him, with pride and satisfaction. For it is the first time
in all his life that he has worn anything but rags; and for the first
time, also, he looks like what in fact he is, Monseigneur’s brother.)
Beppo (as he swaggers gaily in). Monseigneur enters! Monseigneur
salutes with condescension the gay and gallant company
assembled to welcome him! Monseigneur turns to the Court
Physician, and in haughty tones⸺Tiens! Where is the Court
Physician? Doctor Mabrise? Where the plague have they put
my birds’-nest? (Screams.) Mabrise!—You old fool! (Then
he sees the nest on the ledge of the couvre-feu.) Ah! So near the
fire? (He jumps up on the footstool and takes the nest, while Monseigneur
gradually recovers, and, raising himself on the pillows,
watches him.) Dead! Every one of them dead! (As he jumps
off the footstool.) The wretch has killed my thrushes! My sweet,
beautiful, living thrushes! Ah, ça! (As he draws his dagger)
Mabrise! Mabrise! (and runs towards the corridor.)
Monseigneur. Beppo!
Beppo. But he has killed my thrushes; the thrushes I brought
thee! Look!
Monseigneur (as he takes the nest). So much the better.
They will be all ready for me to play with—in heaven.
Beppo (crying with rage). I did not bring them for thee to
play with in heaven; but here, with me.
Monseigneur. Perhaps they have only swooned, as I did
just now. Take them, Beppo, place them in the sunshine, by the
window. It is very likely they will recover.
Beppo (whimpering). Nay, I know they are dead. But, by
Heaven, they shall be revenged!
Monseigneur. Beppo!
Beppo (as he places the nest in the sun on the window-ledge).
I will lie in wait for their murderer; and one night when he is
crawling about the streets—like an old cat in the dusk, as I have
so often seen him—I will creep up behind, and I will stab him
in the back.
Monseigneur (struggling to rise). In the back? Beppo! Dost
thou think that the action of a knight?
Beppo. I am not a knight, but, like my mother, a gipsy, and
I will stab him where I can.
Monseigneur (feebly, on the edge of the bed). Help me. Help
me to the chair.
Beppo (as he helps him down off the bed, and into the Nurse’s
chair). One—two—three! So! (Laughing.) Why, one would say
thou wert drunk!
Monseigneur (with a wan little smile). Nay, Beppo! (and
lies back in the chair with closed eyes.)
Beppo. Ah! Listen!
Monseigneur (languidly). Well?
Beppo. In the courtyard! (Running to the open window,
he looks out.) Philippe! Cannon! The courtyard is full of
cannon.
Monseigneur. I know. I ordered it.
Beppo. But is there some attack? The Comte de Poix?
Already?
Monseigneur. One never knows. The times are troublous.
Beppo. But who will lead them, if thou art so ill?
Monseigneur (smiles). Why not thou? My brother?
Beppo (radiant). To battle? Philippe!
Monseigneur. Sit, Beppo, and I will give thee charge. Sit
at my feet here, like a scholar, and I will teach thee.
Beppo. Monseigneur Philippe! (And looks up at him, breathless
with interest, admiration, and attention.) Go on now; teach
me! I am ready.
Monseigneur (gently). Thou knowest thou art my brother?
(As Beppo nods.) Who has told thee?
Beppo (laughs). Everyone.
Monseigneur. Not in scorn?
Beppo. Nay! They know better.
Monseigneur. My mother was a wronged lady, Beppo.
Beppo. So was mine. Yet she never complained. She was
too proud.
Monseigneur. Where is she now?
Beppo. She is dead.
Monseigneur. Ah?
Beppo. They killed her.
Monseigneur. Killed her?
Beppo. The tribe. They said she had disgraced them. She
was a princess.
Monseigneur. Then thou art indeed alone in the world,
Beppo; for thy father, thy father and mine, is dead, too.
Beppo (stoutly). I think it is a good thing to be alone in the
world. One is all the stronger.
Monseigneur. To be hungry? Homeless? Friendless? Is
that to be stronger?
Beppo. It seems so. Am not I stronger than thou?
Monseigneur (sighs). Indeed!
Beppo (patronisingly). If only they had let thee alone, Philippe;
sent thee out hungry to play in the fields, sometimes to sleep there;
kept thee away from that foolish book-learning; thou would’st
not be so weak and languid. So childish! Thou would’st be
strong like me. Strong as a mule!
Monseigneur (tearfully). Thou art a knave to say I am
childish—a knave!—and when I am well again⸺
Beppo (boastfully). See, Philippe, how strong I am, and how
active. See how I can jump! (As he jumps on to the settle by the
fireplace, and vaults over the back.) Holà, there! Holà! And
I can dance—and run—and swim!
Monseigneur (feebly and vindictively, drawing his dagger).
If I could only reach thee—with my dagger!
Beppo. And I can fight, too! (Laughing.) Why, thou dost
not even hold thy weapon rightly. See, Philippe, it is so!—the
point upwards! Not so! That is how women fight, with bodkins.
This is how men fight. (Stabbing at an imaginary foe.) Ha!
Thou rapscallion! Thou mountebank! I will show thee!
Monseigneur. Beppo!
Beppo. Let me but reach thee, thou coward! I will split
thee!
Monseigneur (screams). Beppo! Beppo! (As the Bishop
hurries in from the corridor.)
Bishop. Children! Children! Quarrelling? With daggers
drawn? (Severely.) Beppo?
Beppo (rather alarmed, explains). } I was only just showing him—(Together.)
Monseigneur (crying with rage). } He was teasing me!—teasing me.
Bishop (angrily). Beppo!
Beppo. I will not do it again. It was only to amuse him.
Bishop (aside, as he takes Beppo by the ear). Senseless! Dost
not know he is dying?
Beppo (startled). Dying?
Bishop. Tease him no more, Beppo. Go; make friends with
him; comfort him.
Beppo (distressed). Dying? Oh, my Philippe! (So he goes
and throws himself on his knees before Monseigneur, huddled up,
crying, in the Nurse’s chair.)
Bishop. I shall be here, within earshot, in the oratory. And
if I so much as hear thee!⸺Remember! (And disappears
through the hangings into the oratory.)
Beppo (gently). Give me thy dagger, Philippe; let us be
friends again. So! (as he throws the daggers on the bed.) And if
thou wilt, I will cure thee. (Winningly.) Shall I, Philippe?
Monseigneur (feebly). When I am well again, brute, I will
knock thy head.
Beppo (soothingly). Thou shalt! Thou shalt! (as he puts
his head on Monseigneur’s lap.) Knock it now, if it pleases thee.
(Monseigneur gives him a feeble, vindictive little slap.) There!
Is that better? Do it again. (Monseigneur pushes him fretfully
away.) And now I will cure thee; make thee one day as
strong as I. Only thou must obey me. Art ready—to obey me?
Thou art still crying, Philippe? Nay, but why?
Monseigneur. To think how I leave my poor Duchy! Defenceless!
Ah, if only thou wert my true brother!—if only there were
not the bar!
Beppo (laughs). Why, then I might one day be duke. A droll
duke; one that would need a deal of washing. Nay, I would not
be duke, to be washed every day. (Gravely.) But if duke I ever
were—there are things I should know. (With a wise nod.) Ah!
Monseigneur. What things?
Beppo. About the poor, the hungry, the homeless, the old.
It does not matter so much for me; I am young and can bear it.
But the old!—To be old is dreadful; but to be old and hungry,
in autumn without a roof, without a fire in winter! If I were duke,
Philippe, dost thou know what I would do? (As Monseigneur,
lying back in the chair, feebly shakes his head.) In winter I would
have all the old people here to live with me in the palace; feed
them, and keep them warm.
Monseigneur. Ah? And in summer?
Beppo. They should come here, too, and rest all day in the
shade of the corridors, to keep them cool. And I would go about
among them and fulfil all their wants, and make them laugh with
my antics and gay stories. Not pity them! The poor do not like
to be pitied.
Monseigneur (wearily). Thou art very ignorant, Beppo.
Beppo. It is possible. Yet there are things I know one cannot
learn from books. And of book-learning, Philippe, it seems
to me that thou hast had too much.
Monseigneur. How can one have too much, if one is one
day to be duke?
Beppo (laughs). Nay!
Monseigneur. Call me the Bishop, Beppo.
Beppo (troubled). The Bishop? But why?
Monseigneur (fretfully). Call him. (So Beppo rises, grumbling
and muttering, and goes to the oratory doorway.)
Beppo (shouts ill-humouredly through the hangings). Bishop
of Langres!
Bishop (as he enters). Monseigneur?
(While Beppo seizes the opportunity to steal away from them on
tiptoe back to the open window and his birds’-nest. He almost screams
with rapture to find that in the fresh air and broad, genial sunshine
the nestlings are recovering, faintly stirring, ravenously opening
their soft yellow beaks for food. Over them he is soon absorbed, touching
them here and there and singing to them one of his many tuneful
peasant songs.)
Monseigneur. Bishop of Langres—I have a charge for thee,
a sacred charge.—Beppo, my brother.
Bishop. Monseigneur?
Monseigneur. Let him be taught. Only see to it, Bishop,
that they do not try to teach him too much. Weary him not with
lessons, as they have so often wearied me.
Bishop. And what would Monseigneur have him? A priest?
Monseigneur. I would have him a soldier and a gentleman;
a leader of men. Bad times are ahead of us, Bishop, and it is
possible—that one day—(he pauses, and then calls.) Beppo!
(But Beppo is too absorbed to hear him.)
Bishop (angrily). Beppo! (And Beppo turns, startled, and
on the Bishop’s gesture drags himself down to them unwillingly.)
Monseigneur. Beppo, I have determined to⸺(He pauses;
then, puzzled, to the Bishop.) What was it?
Bishop. Assure his future.
Monseigneur. Yea, assure thy future. Thou shalt be
taught to read (at which Beppo shifts his feet uneasily)—and, if
God will, some day to write. Thou shalt learn history, statecraft,
poetry; to dance, to ride.
Beppo (defiantly). I can do both already, to perfection.
Monseigneur (fretfully). To perfection!—when I myself
have seen thee, lumping about like a servitor. Best of all, thou
shall be taught courtly behaviour; to consider others; to be just
and merciful, to speak the truth.
Beppo (shiftily). I never lie.
Monseigneur. I hope not, but I do not altogether believe
it. Even I have lied—I!—who have been taught so much.
Beppo (mutters). There are certain things I do not call lies.
Monseigneur. Thou seest, Bishop, how ignorant he is?
Take him, Messire, and teach him, and one day—doubtless—he
will be all I might have been⸺
Bishop. Monseigneur!
Monseigneur. If only they had not killed me, by teaching
me so much. So many lessons; so little play! Promise me,
Beppo, thou wilt always do thy best.
Beppo (lightly). I promise.
Monseigneur (fiercely). Nay, not like that! Swear it!
Or, by the Blood, I will come to thee at nightfall in thy bed—ride
on thy throat—choke thee!
Beppo (terrified). Philippe! I swear!
Monseigneur. Good Beppo! Kiss me!
Beppo (tearfully). Willingly! Beloved Philippe! (And while
the boys affectionately embrace, to hide his emotion, the good Bishop
leaves them and disappears through the hangings out into the corridor.
Then Beppo kneels lovingly at his brother’s feet.) And now it is
my turn.
Monseigneur. To teach me?
Beppo. To cure thee, as I said I would.
Monseigneur. And how?
Beppo. Out there, in the sunshine. It has cured the thrushes,
and why not thee?
Monseigneur (languidly). Ah! Out there?
Beppo. It is the place I always go to, when I myself am feeling
wretchedly.
Monseigneur. Wretchedly? Thou?
Beppo. Sometimes.
Monseigneur (tenderly). Hungry?
Beppo. Hunger is nothing. But to be restless, dissatisfied;
not often, but still sometimes. To feel oneself a beggar, an outcast,
friendless; to be neither of the palace nor the hovel, yet
to know oneself a part of each. In a word, Philippe, to feel oneself
nothing; just the foam on the surface of the river, the bubble
that breaks and vanishes even before the broad stream is aware
of its existence.
Monseigneur. Thou hast such feelings? Thou?
Beppo. Sometimes. But when they come I take them where
they always pass, and I am cured—as I will cure thee.
Monseigneur (smiles). And where is it?—this wonderful
healing-place of thine.
Beppo. Out there—not far—on the warm slope below the
Black Dog bastion. Thou knowest it; beneath the great
lilac bush, where this morning I found for thee the baby
thrushes.
Monseigneur (dreamily). I know it well. Thence one can
see for many, many leagues.
Beppo (eagerly). Is it not so? The wandering river that
looks like milk and steals away, a ribbon fading in the mist. The
woods, the farms, the little towers of the châteaux; the distant
steeple that points a finger for the country folk to God! And here
and there the bright glint of sunlight one fancies striking on the
spears of some brave knight’s company, riding and singing through
the meadows; yet ’tis only gleaming on the window of some lonely,
peaceful manor.
Monseigneur (gently). I think thou art a poet, Beppo.
Beppo (offended). I hope not. I only tell thee what there is
to see.
Monseigneur. I know it well. I saw it last in summer with
my mother.
Beppo. Now shalt thou see it in springtime, and with me;
with all the orchard blossom, white and gay as brides with their
bouquets. Come!
Monseigneur. Thou wilt take me there?
Beppo. Aye! and cure thee of thy sickness. Thou wilt
come?
Monseigneur (yearningly). If only thou wilt help me.
Beppo. Walk but through the corridor, and I will carry thee
down the great staircase and through the street and up the hill
upon my back. And once there—under the lilac!—Come! (As
he helps Monseigneur to struggle to his feet.) Now, then! Give
me thine arm. So! Thine round my neck, and mine around
thy body—so!—like girls who love each other. (Laughing.)
Only we are men! En avant! Marche!
(So they turn, laughing gaily, towards the hangings that mask
the corridor; when suddenly is heard sharply and faintly from the
courtyard below the brisk challenge of a sentinel—‘Qui va là?’ The
boys pause and listen, while gradually nearer and louder each sentinel
in turn rapidly repeats it—‘Qui va là?—Qui va là?’—until
close outside, at the end of the corridor, a rough, hoarse voice shouts—‘On
ne passe pas!’ Follows the dash of steel, and a short, sharp
cry of terror. Then complete silence.)
Monseigneur (in a frightened whisper). Beppo!
Beppo. But what is it? An alarm? Some thief? A gipsy?
Monseigneur (trembling). Nay, it is Death—for me!
Beppo (with his arms tightly round him). Death?
Monseigneur. He hath broken into the palace. Ah, Lorrain!
Lorrain!—false soldier! Beppo! I can feel him—drawing nearer,
ever nearer! He is there, behind the hanging. It is Death!
Beppo (whispers). Art thou sure? Shall I look?
Monseigneur. Aye, look. I dare not. (And while Beppo
stands there, shaken and undecided:) Darest thou not?
Beppo. Yea, I dare! (With fear in his heart, he marches
boldly to the hanging and swiftly withdraws it, the iron rings rattling
and rippling sharply backwards along the rod; and behold! the
wall of the corridor that faces them appears wondrously illuminated
and transfigured into the faint vision of a chapel; and there on a
throne, under the dim high altar, the Angel of Death is seated, an
austere and lonely figure, just visible under the mild and steady gleam
of many a tall candle and hanging sanctuary lamp. There he sits
waiting, as though the youthful Michelangelo had carved him there,
with the dreadful dart!—And Beppo sees it and screams.) Monseigneur
Death! Nay, take me—I beseech thee! Take me—in
my brother’s place. I am useless, friendless—a gipsy!—a
vagabond!
Monseigneur. Nay, Beppo! I am still the duke here, and
I do not permit it. It is for me he has come.
Beppo. Philippe!
Monseigneur. Out of my way, brother; wouldst disgrace
me before Him?
Beppo. Philippe!
(And the little Monseigneur draws himself to his full height,
and, as though proudly entering the court and presence of some great
rival power, bravely steps some of the few paces still left him towards
the faint line, on the other side of which, only that he must cross it,
there lies he knows not what. Only this he knows, that neither rank,
nor ermine, nor soldiers, nor cannon will now avail him. So he
boldly demands of the Figure that seems to look at him so kindly,
full in the face:)
Monseigneur. Thou wilt suffer me to kiss my brother first?
To say good-bye? (And as Beppo still tries to hold him fast:) Farewell,
brother!—and remember! Nay, Beppo! (And so he turns
willingly towards the Angel, who now slowly rises to receive him.)
Beppo (as he beats the air passionately with his hands). Philippe!
Don’t leave me! Beloved Philippe!
Monseigneur. But see, Beppo! He knows my quality;
after all, he rises to receive me! Ah, now—it is easy! See,
Beppo; how easy it is! (And the little Monseigneur passes into
the Angel’s arms with a smile on his face and the happy laugh of a
tired child who at last finds rest, and the vision fades; while Beppo,
with a desolating cry, tries to follow him, but his forces fail and he
falls there in a swoon.
The cry is so loud, so bitter, that the Nurse comes hurrying in.)
Nurse (angrily). Who is it, screaming so? (She sees Beppo.)
Ah! Monseigneur! See!—he has fainted! Doctor! (as the
Doctor and the Bishop come quickly in from the corridor.) Monseigneur!
(Then she sees it is not Monseigneur, but Beppo.)
Nay! it is⸺
Bishop (with authority). Monseigneur! Beppo has gone. I saw
him. This time he has run away—for good.
Nurse (puzzled). Ah? (As she helps the Doctor to carry Beppo
to the chair.)
Bishop (gaily). He is better, Doctor, is he not? The crisis
hath passed; he will recover?
Doctor (doubtfully, bending over the inanimate Beppo in the
chair). I think so—with care.
Bishop. Ah! (So he goes back into the corridor and shouts:)
The trumpets, Lorrain!—the trumpets! Sound a fanfare! A
miracle! Monseigneur recovers. The Duchy is safe!
Nurse (after a glance at the Doctor). A miracle, indeed!
(And as the trumpets peal joyously and defiantly, she crosses herself
and murmurs:)—Monseigneur!
Walter Frith.
THE CALL OF THE WEST. A SKETCH OF AN INDIAN REGIMENT. — FOOTNOTES
Through the ‘Kutcha’[7] of the Derajat runs the Indus: it is a
shifting river and its tremendous sword of water carves now this
channel, now that, on its way to the sea. In 1914 many
acres of trees fell before its silver blade in the wood of Turton’s
Folly that skirts the approach to the cantonment of Dera Ismail
Khan. The road to the railhead at Darya Khan ever shifts with
the river’s whims, and is but a track across the drifting sand dunes of
the desert. The Indus is a mighty traveller, and the bridge of boats
is flung across her in a new place every autumn so that the road
travels far from the obliterated line of the previous year. The folk
whom one meets upon the road are nomads, or those persistent
travellers the Powindahs, who pass over the desert and river in their
thousands to leave no more trace than the clouds that travel with
the wind. The history of the region is the history of hawk-like
travellers; of Alexander the Great who came down the grim passes,
horse, foot, and man; of raiders who travel right swiftly and of
cavalry that pursues, to this very day. Only the city and the mountains
speak of permanence, for the cantonment with its lines and its
bungalows is but a halting ground for the soldier folk, who have no
abiding place, but travel always like the shifting river and the sands
and the winds of the Derajat.
In August 1914 every Sahib gripped his sword when he thought
of home, but in the Derajat Brigade the declaration of war did little
more than recall its officers from leave, and they came back many
hundreds of miles to look at the mountains, whose tribesmen only
respect a frontier that is held against them by armed men, as frowning
follies that kept them back from real war. September saw a
Punjab regiment marching towards those dark hills to take over the
Gumal outposts, and another regiment marched back on relief into
the cantonment. Very early in October the great conflict levied its
first contribution; some sepoys and sowars of a Sikh regiment and
a cavalry regiment left Dera Ismail Khan as reinforcements for other
corps; leaves from the tree blown by the breeze to the war’s whirlwind.
But the cantonment still only stood sentry over the lawless
of the frontier hills, nor could move to the war. Then, on October
11, a summons came, and ran along the wires to the Punjabis’
headquarters at Tank, and to Khajuri Kach, and Jandola, and the
smaller outposts, that for the first time in the history of the frontier
a regiment was to march away from the hills to war, to travel like
the Indus to the sea, and cross the pathless ocean to the West.
Now those birds of passage, the Sahibs, go home by that familiar
waterway, but for the man of the Punjab it was a summons to
‘Active Service Overseas’ and a strange land. Yet death is the
strangest land of all to both Sahibs and sepoys, and in its vast
region lies the eternal home of every traveller, so that they faced
the way to the unknown right gladly together, and the reservists
hastened to join them. There were as many rumours as there were
men in the ranks, and each rumour was an enemy. To the Dogras
there was the suggestion of violated caste in foreign lands; to the
Sikh the pleasant whisper that the Raj feared the Khalsa and was
carting the Sikhs away in ships to sink them; to the Pathan the
assertion that the German Emperor and his Army were of the
Mahomedan faith. But little cared the sepoys in the outposts—where
doubtless they knew of the order before their officers, for the
wires whisper many things well understood by the babus e’er ever
they give official utterance—as they made haste to hand over to
the Mahomedan regiment that marched hot foot to relieve them,
while a regiment from down-country was railed north with all
speed to keep the frontier cantonment at full strength. The Punjab
regiment tramped into Dera Ismail Khan in little brown detachments
that crossed the wide pale desert to the jingle of mules and
the rumble of transport carts, and encamped on a bare parade
ground awaiting orders. The General commanding the Derajat
Brigade had his orders by then for the great war, so that the cantonment
knew yet one more change. The Punjab regiment was
extraordinarily busy; all the paraphernalia wherewith each human
being encumbers himself, multiplied by one thousand, had to be
dealt with. Mess trophies and treasures had to be packed; the
regimental office had to be packed; all surplus kit had to be packed.
Officers’ bungalows found new tenants; officers’ dogs found new
owners; officers’ wives stood ready for their voyage to England on
such dates and in such ships as the embarkation officer’s wire should
direct. Very quickly the armed host shook itself free of encumbrance
and stood equipped for war, the while post-cards from the
sepoys’ homes fluttered into their camp, pleading ‘Come to me.
Don’t go.’ And the voices that answered this pleading of hidden
wives, the voices that replied to the hundred rumours—deep voices
of sepoys speaking in the vernacular—will ring in my heart till I
die. Thus, a Sikh, speaking to his officer’s wife of his ‘house’:
‘Nay, Huzur, I have not written. What profit to write? She
will but say, “Take leave and come, I am ill,” and at this hour
what man can get leave? This is without doubt no hour for
leave. She will say, “Do not go,” having no understanding, but
the Presence knows that there is an Order to go. Therefore from
Karachi I will send a post-card saying, “I have gone. Bǎs!”[8]’ Yet
it took thought for the welfare of its wives, this regiment of married
men, and there was satisfaction in their tones when they announced
to the Englishwoman,—‘The Colonel Sahib says that the Government
will make provision for them, and that it will be in no man’s
power to take it from them. That money will be no one’s
“hukh,”[9] Protector of the Poor.’ Some hundred husbands
knew content at the word of one man,—‘the Colonel Sahib says.’
And thus the Indian officers, very courteously,—‘We have eaten
your salt and we fear nothing: it is good that we go.’ The
Hindus spoke ever of the King, ‘Our King calls us,’ but the
Mahomedan looked to his officer, ‘My Sahib is pleased to go; I also
am pleased.’ All ranks spoke of the regiment’s name: ‘It is good
for the name of the regiment that we go.’
A stripling rose up from among the hot shadows on the veranda,
‘Huzur, I am now the Sahib’s orderly. When the regiment went
to Somaliland my father was the Sahib’s orderly. My father is
dead, but I am the orderly of the Sahib.’ Something more here
than the vow taken on enlistment: some vow this of the heart’s
own making. And in the camp a spirit stirring among the menials:
a young sweeper, son of a line sweeper, salaaming low to his Memsahib,
‘I am known to all men of the regiment, I go with the
regiment.’ Surely they go upward as they go onward, these armed
hosts of men who lift such humble beings out of the dust of themselves?
The club in the evenings was very gay, as though the fierceness
of man was forged from bright metal. The comradeship was deep;
‘brothers in arms’ meant much to those soldier folk; the unspoken
word was expressed in every handgrip, ‘Honorary member of
my table, you give me orders, or take mine, but both serve King
and Country—here’s luck to you.’ And when, on October 27,
the Punjab regiment went forth to the war of the world, the courtesy
and the tremendous sentiment which the Army feels for the Army
was written plain by the cantonment for the city to see. And
the city watched in little groups that drifted out through its narrow
gates and took up positions where the desert breaks away from
the military roads, and the piety of a Hindu has built a bathing
place for such pilgrims as desire to perform orthodox ablutions
in the waters of the hurrying river. Balu Ram’s Ghat was bleached
by vivid sunshine, and an old Brahman accepted the respectful
greetings of such as were not thrice-born. The portly tradesman
of the cantonment, Beli Ram, whisked up on his bicycle and waited
to watch them pass—those Sahibs who jested with him and paid
his big bills when promotion worked miracles. Fat and lazy, yet
not without shrewd enterprise; plausible and intriguing, but
keeping faith in much; charitable, good-natured, indulgent to
little children, he was well known to every man, woman, and
child in the throng, and those sacrificial men of war, about to
set forth on their perilous way, would carry him with them in
their memories as ‘not half a bad fellow, old Beli Ram.’
In an empty bungalow among the litter of packing-cases, one
young bearer was weeping shamefacedly. For many days he
had protested his wish to follow his Sahib’s fortunes, but the
night before departure the unknown had assumed a terrific aspect:
the landsman dreaded the sea, the servant feared the bloody
service of war—the spirit failed. His small bundles swayed aloft
on a laden camel towards Darya Khan, but he stayed behind.
In one of the city dwellings two low-caste men, a syce and
his brother, argued through the drowsy noon. Family debt,
family affection cried ‘Stay,’ and so the charger was led to the
door by an orderly who, saluting, announced ‘The syce has run
away, what can be done? Nothing can be done. He has entirely
departed, the son of Satan.’
The General and his Staff rode through the troops and took
up a position beyond the Ghat. The band of a Sikh regiment sent
its music rolling out over the river and the dunes. The wives
of the officers made a little knot close to the shrine.
The disciplined wheat-coloured companies rippled out on to
the dusty road, and those waiting by Balu Ram’s Ghat heard a
shout rise deep-throated from its ranks, heard a cheer rise from the
troops, horse, foot and guns, that lined its route, and heard the echoes
die away across the desert sands, to rise and fall again and again.
In England regiments were marching through London Town,
and the traffic was being held back at the crossings, while the
housemaids threw open the upper windows and waved handkerchiefs;
but by October crowds were silent, having grown weary
of cheering the new warlike pageant of their thronged streets.
In the hearts of the watching wives, and in the hearts of the British
officers, the thoughts were of that hour at home, and not a little
of the verdict which the people of those busy streets would pass
on these Indian soldiers marching out of Dera Ismail Khan:
men of strange faiths, men of diverse tongues, men of no education
save for that stern schooling of war decreed by David the soldier
poet—‘Thy right hand shall teach thee terrible things.’ Doran
had raised this clan in 1857 at the urgent bidding of Lawrence,
and it had crossed the seas in turn to China, Burma, and Somaliland,
but never with so ill a wind, blowing no man aught of good, as is
brewed to-day in Germany’s poisonous cauldrons. It had fought
its way to Kabul, and been taken out of victorious action by a
subaltern at Ali Masjid, but no mine nor shell had laid its young
men low. It had nursed a British regiment that was sick unto
death with cholera, and knew no white man by name, or sight,
who would slay women, children, and the wounded. Long ago,
in November 1858, it had passed from the service of stout John
Company to the great service of the Crown, and for fifty-three
years it served Empress and Emperors before it laid eyes on the
person of its Sovereign, what time each Hindu officer and sepoy,
among the millions of Calcutta folk, accounted that sacred privilege
of beholding King George more favourable to the soul than three
pilgrimages piously performed. In all its history only one man
had set foot in England, an Afridi subadar, who attended the
Coronation and returned full of mighty tales of the fabulous amount
of milk given by our cows, of the work of scavengers done by Jews
only, and many things hard to credit. But it was familiar with
things strange to the far-off British Isles, this Indian regiment;
earthquakes had tossed the villages of the Dogras to rubbish
heaps in the spring of 1905, and for weary years plague had stricken
the homes of Sikhs and Punjabi Mahomedans, while the neighbours
of the Khattaks and Afridis ever held finger to rifle trigger.
Neither pestilence, famine, battle, murder, nor sudden death were
unknown to the men whose footsteps the knot of watchers by the
Ghat could hear approaching, though months of sunless skies and
sodden ground, bitter poverty of European slums, flowers tossed to
the man of the East by white women, vast lands without mosque or
temple or breath of the thronged bazaar, were things outside their
experience, and beyond their imagination, on that October noonday.
The lay mind may fear or favour a regiment’s violence, but it
is extraordinarily prone to lose sight of a regiment’s vocation.
Now it had been brought home to one of the Englishwomen watching
that regiment go forth to war that its strength was dedicated; for
on a cold November morning in the Punjab she had seen a line
of recruits drawn up opposite the battalion, and had heard the
oath and affirmation taken in the vernacular which appointed each
recruit a soldier and not a mere public executioner. Roughly
translated, this is what she had heard,—‘I do swear,’ the Hindu
youngster vowed; ‘I do swear by the holy Granth,’ declared
the Sikh stripling; ‘I do solemnly affirm in the presence of Almighty
God,’ the youthful Punjabi Mahomedan and Pathan said;—‘that
I will be faithful and bear true allegiance to His Majesty the King
Emperor, his heirs, and successors, and that I will as in duty bound
honestly and faithfully serve in His Majesty’s Indian Forces,
and go wherever I am ordered by land or by sea. And that I
will observe and obey all commands of any officer set over me,
even to the peril of my life.’ Thus, all the lusty yeomen of the
northern plains and hills, among whom the Hindus added, ‘So
help me God.’ Whereupon, very impressively, the battalion paid
its highest honour, and gave its most profound welcome, to its
sworn men by presenting arms to them. Moreover, in this matter
of vocation, the handful of British officers, who, from the day of
the regiment’s birth, had guided it in the way it should go through
succeeding generations, held a mandate that invoked supreme
authority:
‘By the Grace of God ... Defender of the Faith ... to our
trusty and well beloved ... Gentleman, greeting. We, reposing
special trust and confidence in your loyalty, courage, and good
conduct, do by these presents constitute and appoint you to be
an Officer ... and you are at all times to exercise and well discipline
in arms, both the inferior officers and men serving under you, and
use your best endeavours to keep them in good order and discipline.
And We do hereby command them to obey you as their superior
officer, and you to observe and follow such orders and directions,
as from time to time you shall receive from Us or any your Superior
Officer, according to the rules and discipline of war in pursuance of
the trust hereby reposed in you.’
And so when, across the shadeless parade ground where only
the clouds threw shadows, the shouting ranks approached the Ghat,
it was plain that each soldier felt with the Israelites of old that it
is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in princes or
in man, for the Dogras were calling on Kali, the Sikhs on their
Gurus, and the Mahomedans on Allah the God of Battles.
Only a bugler was given to frivolity. Some weeks before, in
the pride of his schooling, he had questioned a Memsahib eagerly,
‘Can the Presence read? Can the Presence write?’ and was crestfallen
at meeting his match. Yet a professional hope remained.
‘Can the Presence beegle?’[10] he challenged, and established
complete superiority. His mother had stood by his side that
day; a tall, dignified, strictly secluded woman of the purdah,
but neither she, nor any Indian wife or mother of the sepoy folk,
stood watching the regiment depart. Only the Englishwomen
bade all God speed, while the happy little bugler went forth to war
and cheered his own performance.
The British officers wheeled their chargers up to the group
of their countrywomen; and the Indian officers left the shouting
companies to step aside, salute, and shake hands. Then all passed
on. The Sikh band struck up ‘For Auld Lang Syne,’ and many
thought of the gallant comrade who would never be forgotten by
his regiment, now leaving his lonely grave behind. It was a
strangely dramatic chance that turned this regiment of all regiments
away from the hills of the Mahsuds, for scarce six months
were gone since that day when, with reversed arms, it had laid to
rest the great Dodd, soldier, ruler, and friend of the frontier where
he fell, foully murdered, amid the false peace of his own border
garden. On the day of his burial the thunder roared from the
treacherous hills, the Last Post bade him sleep well, the solemn
volleys promised stern remembrance, and every officer and man
of his regiment longed to avenge him according to the Rules of
War. But the orders and directions ran otherwise, and so ‘Doran
Sahib-ki-Paltan’ marched away from Waziristan, through Balu
Ram’s Ghat, with all the officers of the brigade bearing it good
company as far as the bridge of boats across the Indus, whence
it set forth to a destination unknown, with the trusty and well-beloved
Gentlemen leading.
That night the young bearer realised suddenly that his Sahib
had gone, and, like a dog that misses his master and gives chase,
he stood up and clamoured to the officer’s wife, ‘Huzur, get me
an ekha that I may now drive to Darya Khan while there is yet
time. Without doubt I must of necessity go with my Sahib.’
Half an hour later a scarecrow wrapped in a blanket stood at her
door, and a syce’s voice insisted, ‘Memsahib! Memsahib! get me
an ekha and I will go to the Sahib and Moti the mare. And give
no money to my brother, Huzur, for he has taken all my clothes
so that I should not go. But I go now very swiftly. There is
four annas to pay to the khansamah, if the Presence will give it?
Salaam!’
And over the dim desert, through the starless night, by the
groping light of little crazy oil lamps, with endless joltings and
bumpings, to where the sleeping regiment waited to entrain at
dawn, there drove urgently Burgwan Das, bearer, and Bhagu,
syce.
John Travers.
THE DAY.
As the cathedral chimes struck eleven, Hubert Quality raised
the corner of the blind and looked into the street.
A deep peace reigned; the cobbles of the road glistened from
recent rain; wet wads of yellowed leaves padded the pavements.
Very far away on the horizon, a fitful red quiver told of heathen
fires lighted to the dark god Thor.
No human form was visible in the street. Yet Quality shrank
from the uneasy sensation that some one was spying upon him.
Bracing himself with an effort, he looked up furtively into
the indigo vault of the heavens—knowing the while that he was
about to be subjected to some fresh demonstration of trickery
on the part of his nerves.
Instantly, he started back with a stifled cry.
A face was watching him from the moon.
For several full seconds it bleached him, the unhuman stare
of century-old eyes, before it blended again into the blank silver
disc.
With shaking fingers, Quality dropped the curtain—the pallor
of his face and the twitching of his features testifying to the cumulative
effect of oft-repeated shocks.
For the past two weeks, his terror-maddened nerves had rent
him with the strength of lunatic devils—making every heart-beat
leap like a bead of quicksilver, and chopping up each breath into
demi-semiquavers of panting panic. Only the consciousness
of one supreme fact held them back from their objective—the
wreck of Quality’s sanity.
On the morrow, their victim was going home.
It was his day.
The most cursory glance at his face proclaimed him the predestined
prey of his imagination. His dreamy eyes, sensitive
mouth, and delicate physique denoted him student—or visionary—rather
than man of action, and, as such, averse from any act or
form of violence.
During the siege and occupation of the town by the enemy, in
his rôle of spectator, he had been plunged into a super-hell, in
which he groped in a red delirium—fire-flecked and blood-smudged.
His razor-keen sympathies supplying the lack of experience, he
had died, by proxy, many deaths a day. He had seen human faces
blasted by the red-hot touch of the Martian hand, and the sight
had not been good to see. Above all, his ears were deafened by
the constant terrific speech of great guns that spoke.
Peace—passionately he prayed for it. And to-morrow that
peace would be his.
Soothed by the mere thought of his imminent release, he turned
back again towards the room which he had grown to hate. It
was a prim, mid-Victorian-looking apartment, stuffy from a porcelain
stove and crowded with horsehair furniture. At the round table
of highly polished walnut-wood, his landlady sat at her knitting.
Apparently about forty years of age, madame was of ponderous
build, clumsy as a Flemish horse, with massive heaving shoulders,
and broad hips. Abundant black hair was brushed back from her
face and gathered in a knot on the top of her head. Her sallow
skin was partially redeemed by the beauty of her eyes—velvet-brown
and fringed with thick lashes. Her full lips were pencilled
with a fine line of black down. It was a typical enough face of a
daughter of the people, sprung from peasant stock and now the
wife of a small tradesman.
This was the woman whom Quality feared with his very soul.
When he had first rented her apartment, she had reminded
him of a woman in a fairy-tale, who, while apparently honest and
homely, concealed under her ordinary exterior that element of the
sinister supernatural that often accompanies such histories. Thus
looked the pleasant-faced female, who afterwards figured as the
ogress; thus appeared the harmless peasant, who changed nightly
into a were-wolf.
It was not his fanciful idea of a composite personality, however,
which inspired Quality’s dislike of his landlady. That had come
with the knowledge that she was utterly lacking in the usual sentiments
of humanity. Undisturbed by any horrors of the siege,
and showing neither pity nor fear, she continued her daily routine
with the mechanical precision of a machine. The sole interest that
she ever showed in her boarder was connected with the weekly note.
It was since the War that his distaste had magnified into
fear. And his fear was the craven terror of one who, amidst hostile
surroundings, carries his very life on a tongue-string. For Fate,
choosing her instrument with callous cruelty, had ordained that he
should serve his country by means of those subterranean methods,
for which the punishment is summary death.
Quality now eyed the woman with the oblique glance of
suspicion.
How much did madame know? Did she merely suspect?
Was her inaction a sign of ignorance? Or was she on crouch, biding
her time to pounce?
Yet through the shifting mists of those dream-days of doubt
and fear—when rustling leaves tracked him homewards, and his
own shadow slipped away to denounce him—one fact remained
real and potent. He knew that all appeal to madame’s feminine
compassion would be vain. If she possessed his secret, she would
certainly betray him.
Again he looked at her, marking, with strong dislike, the rust-red
grain of her skin over her cheek-bones, the tight tartan-silk
blouse, the stiff linen collar that made her neck appear so dirty by
contrast. The room, with its hideous-patterned paper seemed to
wall him in alive; the charcoal fumes from the stove to suffocate
him.
Then, suddenly, he smiled. All this, too, would pass away.
Next week, he would rub his eyes and wonder if—somewhere—on
some alien planet, there really existed a strange, hostile room,
tenanted by an unhuman, sawdust-stuffed woman. Both would
dwindle down to a name on an envelope—merely an address.
In the reaction of spirits, he stooped to pick up madame’s
ball of worsted.
‘The last time I shall do this for you, madame!’
Even as he spoke, his morbid mind quarrelled with his sentence;
it seemed as though its finality left a loophole for sinister interpretation.
‘Bien!’
‘Shall you miss me, madame?’
‘Yes.’ Her ‘si’ was emphatic. ‘As one misses all men.
Less work, but, unfortunately, less money.’
The speech, typical of the frugal housekeeper of grasping spirit,
was reassuring. He smiled once more as he looked at the clock.
‘You’re late to-night, madame! You should save your eye-sight—or,
better still, your oil and fuel. Aren’t you going to bed
at all?’
She shook her head vehemently.
‘For me, I have no stomach for bed, at all, at all. To sleep
would be but to see again that which I have, this day, seen. What?
Have you not heard?’
He shook his head.
‘Ah! What misfortune! To-day, at noon, they shot M.
Lemoine!’
M. Lemoine—the prominent citizen and advocate! Quality
could not credit the news. His mind conjured up a vivid picture
of that portly form and plum-coloured face, as madame proceeded.
‘Yes, m’sieur, I saw it. It was horrible. Two soldiers ran
him down the steps of the hotel—quick, quick! yet, at every
step, one saw him shrink. It was as though a hole had been
pierced in him, so that the man came leaking through. At the
top, there was the fine figure—so brave, so big; at the bottom,
only a shrunken stranger, with eyes that ran, ran, and fingers that
picked, and little bubbles around his lips, rising, rising. He—himself—was
gone. There was no longer any M. Lemoine!’
Told in her native tongue, with pantomimic gesture to point
her words, the recital was ghastly.
Breathing heavily, Quality cleared his throat to ask a question.
‘What was the charge?’
Surely the woman must notice the treacherous quiver of his
voice! Her answer seemed to be delayed for an eternity.
‘The charge, m’sieur?—He was a spy!’
‘Ah!’
Quality sank down upon a bristly horsehair chair, the crocheted
antimacassar slipping down behind his back. He looked around
him with eyes of sick loathing. The clicking sound of madame’s
needles maddened him; he had watched the incessant flash of steel
for so many long-drawn-out evenings of strain.
The flawed mirror, set above the marble console table, reflected
the room, duplicating the gilt clock on the mantelshelf and the
pallid waxen fruit, cherished under crystal shades. Presently,
however, the hateful vision blurred and faded away, and the
home-sick man saw, in its stead, the picture that was engraved upon
his mind.
Somewhere, far away from this place of thunder, bloodshed,
and cold fears—geographical facts non-existent—was an isle that
rocked gently, like an ark of safety, on the grey-green seas. And
tucked away, within its very heart, approached only by grass-grown
ruts, was a long, grey house. Sentinelled by age-old oaks,
there brooded over it the very spirit of security and peace.
Again he sat in his own familiar study, surrounded by the
good company of his books, while the fire burned red in the grate
and his old hound dozed upon the rug at his feet. This was his
proper place—his own milieu—of which he thought by day and
dreamed by night.
His longings to escape magnified these nightly dreams into
passions. He was always trying to get home. He took abortive
railway journeys, when the train broke down and changed into
inadequate rubbish, leaving him stranded in unfriendly country.
Sometimes he boarded a steamer, which ploughed its way through
fields and streets, ever seeking a far-receded sea. These nightmares
were varied by the nerve-racking experience of ceaseless
preparations for a journey, which ended in the poignant pang of
reaching the station only to see the express dash through, its
lighted windows merging into one golden streak.
Often, too, he tried to fly home—even as a bird—swooping
from his bedroom window in vain essay at flight, and sinking lower
into the darkness at each impotent stroke.
His distraught mind, flashing its S.O.S. signals across the
sea, must have stirred the rest of those who slumbered safely in
that lamppost-lit, policeman-guarded isle. For influence began
its wire-pulling work, its efforts resulting in the promise of the
special train that was to convey certain refugees homewards by
way of neutral territory.
To-morrow would be the day.
‘I am going home—to-morrow!’
He silently repeated the words with a thrill of joyful anticipation,
fingering his papers and passport the while, to assure himself of
their truth. Thus fortified, he nerved himself for another question.
‘By the way, madame, speaking of poor M. Lemoine. Who—who
gave information?’
‘A woman betrayed him.’
Involuntarily, Quality started. He had not before noticed the
grating rasp of madame’s voice. It irritated him to unreasonable
resentment and disgust.
‘A woman? Damnable!’
‘Plaît-il?’ Madame raised her brows in interrogation. ‘But
why? M. Lemoine sold his secrets for gold. The woman sold
her secret for gold. C’est égal!’
How furiously her needles flew! In just such manner must
her forbears have sat, knitting and counting in the blood-sodden
days of the Revolution.
‘But, madame’—Quality’s voice was vibrant with horror—‘how
can you call it equal? It is inconceivable that a woman,
with a woman’s heart beating within her breast, should sell a life
merely for money!’
‘Ah, m’sieur!’—Madame laughed mirthlessly—‘it is easy
to see that all your life you have had more than enough. For
the others, though—What will they not do for gold?’
She proceeded to answer her own question by illustration.
‘My young brother killed the farmer that he worked for, the
farmer’s wife, four children, and a farm-hand—all for the sake of
the gold that was in the house. Alone he did it, with a hatchet—and
he but a child of fifteen! Such a good lad, and regular
with his Mass. It was merely the gold that maddened him, and
yet they imprisoned him—le pauvre!’
At last Quality had heard the thrill of emotion in her voice.
Looking up, he detected a bead of moisture in her eyes. The
sight of her sorrow only added to the horror. On top of her calm
recital of the crime, such sympathy for the juvenile monster was
nauseating.
‘Your young brother must be a unique specimen,’ he said
stiffly, speaking with an effort.
‘Not at all. Like all the rest of us. Like you, perhaps.
Certainly, like me!’
A pleasant family history. To steady his nerves, Quality
fingered his papers feverishly, repeating the while his magic formula:
‘To-morrow, I go home.’
Even as his lips silently framed the words, he started back,
blinking his eyes, and momentarily stunned and deafened.
For it seemed to him that a lighted express had shot, shrieking,
through the room, like a rocket—thundering past him in a long
golden streak.
It was only a fresh manifestation of infamous buffoonery on
the part of his nerves, yet it left Quality utterly shaken. He
felt suddenly stranded and abandoned. All his vague fears and
doubts of the past days sharpened into a definite pang of fear.
Was he, in actual fact, going home to-morrow? Or was he
called upon to undergo the supreme anguish of cheated hope?
To see his prison-bars opening—only to slam again in his face?
As, still unstrung from shock, he looked round the room, he
was a prey of minor optical delusions. Madame seemed to have
swollen in bulk—the apartment to have grown distinctly smaller.
He hated it with the savage hatred of a convict for his concrete cell.
Inaction became unendurable, and he pushed back his chair.
‘I’m going out, madame.’
‘No, m’sieur. No, no!’
‘Why not?’
Suspicion stabbed him anew at madame’s vehement outcry.
Yet her next words were reassuring by reason of their sound common
sense.
‘Because, m’sieur, it is too late. See, it wants but a little
to midnight. It might arouse suspicion in this place, where every
brick has an eye. To-morrow, you return to your own country.
How imprudent to risk your liberty thus, at the eleventh
hour!’
His head approved the wisdom of the woman’s words. Once
again, he saw her as she was—callous, mercenary, possibly—but,
for the rest, an ordinary hard-working housewife of her class.
Again he sat down, watching the flashing points of her needles,
until his mind gave a sudden slip—and he found himself thinking
with drowsy amusement of the Sheep in ‘Alice through the
Looking-glass.’
He roused himself with a violent start—to find that madame
had laid down her wool, and was watching him intently. The
reflection from the lamp fell on her eyes, lighting therein twin
balls of orange flame.
‘What is it, madame?’
‘Nothing! I thought I heard a knocking at the street door,
that is all.’
‘I heard nothing. But, then, I was nearly asleep.’
‘Best so.’ Her voice thickened. ‘Get all the sleep you can—in
preparation for the morrow!’
As she snatched up her knitting, he stared at her, all drowsiness
dissipated by her words. He watched her furious energy, trying
the while to conceive some adequate motive for her unusual vigil
and her evident wish for his own company.
Of a sudden, instinct supplied the knowledge.
Madame was waiting for something to happen.
Like vultures scenting their prey, his nerves instantly swooped
down on their victim, agonising him with the refined torture of
mirage. As the parched traveller feasts hollow eyes on waving
date-palm and bubbling well, so Quality, with aching intensity
of longing, saw a clear picture of his own familiar room. He smelt
the faint odour of worn leather; heard the crackling whisper of the
wood fire; felt the muzzle of his hound moist against his hand.
Would the day never come? He looked at the clock, crookedly
upheld by misshapen gilded cupids.
Only a quarter to twelve.
Slowly, slowly, the minutes ticked away. The night was dying
hard.
Presently, Quality noticed that madame had laid down her
needles and was again listening. Her tense attitude, flattened
ears, and craning neck told of an intensity of purpose that would
strain her aural organs beyond the limits of their powers.
He saw her sudden start—the involuntary wince.
‘Footsteps, m’sieur! Do you not hear them? Footsteps without
in the street!’
‘I can hear nothing!’
‘But they are passing this way. Open the window, and see
if there is anyone in the street!’
What was she? Quality could not decide. Merely the shrewd,
suspicious housewife, with natural fears—or the composite fearsome
creation of his diseased imagination?
With the reluctant step of one who fears a snare, he walked
to the window, and, opening it, looked out into the street.
A deep tranquillity reigned without. The old houses, steeped
in the milky bath of moonshine, seemed to sway gently, as though
in sleep; the sable shadow of the drinking-fountain seemed to rock,
as though the ancient town slumbered to the croon of some unheard
lullaby.
‘Ah, how peaceful!’ Madame had arisen and was now standing
by his side. Her breath, onion-flavoured from her last meal,
fell on his cheek in hot puffs.
‘What a picture! And see the leaves, how they fly!’
At a sudden gust of wind, the withered foliage arose from the
bare boughs like a flock of birds, and soared into the air in a mad
ecstasy of flight—rising, wheeling, swooping—only to sink, feebly
fluttering, to the pavement.
With a cold chill of premonition, Quality recalled his own dream
of impotent flight.
‘See, the floating leaves are like revenants! Or, perhaps, the
souls—ever rising in their thousands—swarming from field and
trench. Whither? Whither?—Ah!’
She recoiled with a cry as a leaf, fluttering in through the
window, brushed against her face, and then fell, brown and shrivelled,
at her feet.
She stooped and picked it up.
‘Blasted!’
The sound of her whisper was terrible. In the moonlight, her
face appeared to be blanched to a greenish-white hue. Involuntarily,
Quality saw, in a lightning flash of clairvoyance, the white, dripping
face of a peasant boy, with wolfish eyes glowing yellow, as he felt
the edge of his axe with tremulous fingers.
‘Ah, m’sieur, our last night together!’ Inspired by unusual
affection, madame pressed his arm. ‘To-morrow, you will be
gone. But what of me? Hélas! what of me?’
‘You?’ Quality strove to speak naturally. ‘Oh, very soon
I hope the Allies will make good, and your town be again cleared
of the enemy.’
‘The enemy? Ah!’
Madame broke off abruptly. Following the direction of her
gaze, Quality also looked at the fountain darkly carven against
the luminous sky.
Obedient to the dictate of his mountebank nerves, it slightly
altered its position. Or was it a shape that slipped farther
into the depths of its shadow?
‘The enemy!’ Madame raised her voice shrilly, with startling
lack of caution. ‘Who is the enemy? Have you ever given a
thought to the lot of us who live in a province that to-day is French
and to-morrow German? Can one say with certainty: “This one
is French; that one German”? No, no, m’sieur! My name may
be French as the wife of a French spouse, but I have German
blood in my veins—German sympathies—love of the Fatherland—deep
hatred for all his foes!’
Again the fountain moved, to give sign that it had heard.
In a last desperate effort to preserve his sanity, Quality slammed
down the window, forcing a laugh the while.
‘Come, madame! That’s not a very friendly sentiment. You
cannot mean what you say. You are overstrung—got nerves.’
‘Nerves? Bien! To-night, I see always M. Lemoine.’
She sank down heavily, her fingers groping for her knitting.
The steel needles began to click with mechanical precision.
Quality looked at the clock. It wanted but three minutes
to twelve.
The day was near its birth.
At the same moment, madame broke the silence.
‘Courage, m’sieur!’ Her teeth flashed in a smile. ‘We
were both wrong. There were no footsteps, after all!’
Her words, vibrant with cheerful sympathy, awoke in Quality
a response that was almost electric. Suspicion and fear melted
at the warm touch of humanity. The devils that had possessed
and tormented him, went out of him, leaving him wrapped in a
foretaste of that peace that passeth understanding.
He saw the room dimly, as though through a veil of blue transparency,
in a new guise. It was the abode of warmth and comfort—a
domestic interior. Madame, smiling over her work, was a type
of tranquil femininity.
Suddenly, without warning, the all-pervading calm was shattered.
There was the sound of loud knocking on the street door.
The violent double-beat of Quality’s heart seemed almost its
echo. He started upright, every frayed nerve at utmost stretch;
his eyes searching madame’s face as though he would read therein
the Riddle of the Sphinx.
There was a rapid, breathless exchange of question and answer.
‘There is some one at the door, madame.’
‘I hear.’
‘Who can it be?’
‘Who knows? Visitors, perhaps.’
‘At this hour! Why do you not open to them?’
‘Why? Marie will doubtless hear.’
In the pause that followed, the knocking again sounded, louder
and more peremptory, as though the door were battered by the
impact of a mailed fist.
Still mute to its summons, madame sat motionless, her needles
flying with incredible rapidity.
Then, higher up in the building, a door opened. Hurried
shuffling footsteps descended the stair and pattered along the
passage.
‘C’est Marie.’
As she spoke, Madame raised her face, and, for the first time,
Quality saw her eyes.
Swiftly he averted his own, shrinking back before that stare
of unholy guilt.
She had betrayed him.
For a fractional measure of time, he was rent by the throes
of an elemental passion to grip the woman’s throat and wring out
her life in bubbling breaths. But the wholly foreign impulse
came and passed almost simultaneously at the grating scream of
a withdrawn bolt.
The sound of a man’s voice, sharp and peremptory, drowned
the woman’s quavering tones in a rapid colloquy.
Then there was silence, followed by the slam of a door.
Quality’s whole frame shook in a tempestuous ague of suspense.
Had they gone again? Was the blow to be averted at the
eleventh hour? Were his hopes yet to find consummation?
Even as he asked the question, the answer came.
There was the sound of heavy footsteps along the passage.
Once more, Quality’s hunted glance flickered around the room,
with the sharpened sense of the trapped quarry, seeking desperately
for some channel of escape.
His eyes fell upon the papers lying on the table before him.
He began to read them with dull interest. Who was this Hubert
Quality whose harmlessness and integrity were vouched for in black
and white! What of him?
Bereft of all sense of identity—calmly expectant—he watched
the door burst open.
It seemed the final performance of an oft-rehearsed drama.
Inside—they were actually inside at last; these oft-dreamed-of
figures of his fears—stern-faced men, wearing the grey Prussian
uniform.
Before him was the officer, seemingly magnified to unhuman
stature, in long, belted coat and spiked helmet. His eyes, blue
and polar, raked the room. His voice, sharp and metallic, gave
the word of command. He was no man, but merely a vehicle of
inexorable justice—a machine that has found its range.
Slowly, slowly, Quality arose to his feet. He stretched out
his hands.
Arose—only to sink back in his seat. For, at the sound of
a woman’s laugh, he realised that he was but the spectator in
another’s drama.
With a soldier on either side of her, madame stood rigid and
frozen. No need for plea or denial; in her lying outburst of
apostasy to the fountain, she had made her ultimate appeal.
As the spy passed through the doorway, Quality saw her face.
And it was even as the face of M. Lemoine.
The clock struck twelve.
Through the shrivelled sheath of the dead night broke the
glorious promise of the new day.
E. L. White.
IN THE NORTH SEA.
The operation that I am about to describe was not one of primary
importance, nor is it likely to be chronicled in the History of the
War when that comes to be written; but it was nevertheless an
incident of some interest and hazard, and serves to demonstrate
the completeness of England’s command of the sea.
It was one day in March 1915 that we left our base and steamed
eastward across the North Sea towards the enemy’s coast. We
were not a strong force, but we were all fast ships, light cruisers
and destroyers, and could show a clean pair of heels to any German
big ships that we might meet. It was not expected, however,
that the Germans would show themselves outside their ports, for
it was less than two months since the Blucher had met her end at
the hands of Beatty’s battle-cruisers, and the German squadrons
were not prepared as yet, either morally or materially, for another
encounter.
Accompanying us, that is escorted by us, were three seaplane
carriers, the object of our operations being a repetition of the
Christmas Day air raid.
All the way across we had fine calm weather, and our hopes ran
high that the conditions would be sufficiently favourable for launching
aircraft; for aircraft, and especially seaplanes which are
encumbered with heavy air-resisting floats, are still sufficiently in
their infancy to require very favourable weather conditions if they
are to operate successfully at sea.
At daylight on the following morning we found ourselves some
thirty odd miles off the enemy’s coast in a position favourable for
launching our attack, and since, coincidently, some wily astrologer,
in a fit of verbose optimism, had prophesied a naval battle for this
date we had considerable hopes of ‘something doing.’
As day broke a heavy mist lay across our horizon which,
spreading outward from the coast, limited visibility to two or
three miles. We assured ourselves, however, that as soon as
the sun rose the mist would clear, and so for about half an hour
the squadron manœuvred to and fro, the while optimist and
pessimist, according to their respective fancies, conceived momentary,
and usually imaginary, changes in the density of the mist.
The pilots of the seaplanes were rapidly swallowing an early
breakfast—it is one of the outstanding disadvantages of war that
one has to eat and fight at times altogether repellent to the digestion—or
else, with conscientious mechanics, were giving their engines
a final test, as the familiar roar of the gnomes echoing from the
carriers plainly told us.
But ere long the optimists proved themselves the truer prophets,
for by 7 A.M. or so the mist was perceptibly thinner, and the flagship
signalled the course which would bring us to our exact destination.
Stationed on each side of us as a submarine screen were divisions
of destroyers, whilst the seaplane carriers, hauling out of line,
formed up separately with their own destroyer escort.
At about 7.45 the preparatory signal flew from the flagship’s
masthead, and with all hands at the guns we stood by, whilst the
seaplane carriers prepared to hoist out their machines. But, alas
for the aspirations of man, at this very moment a thick bank of fog
gathered ahead of us, and in less than five minutes the squadron
was enveloped in a ‘pea-soup’ fog, hiding ship from ship as effectively
as if a cloud of poison gas had been launched at us.
Flying was definitely off, but only to be replaced by another
game, for we were now steaming twenty knots direct at Germany,
and it would ill befit the pride of the British Navy if a squadron of
her daisiest ships stranded helplessly on the Hun coast.
But here was a problem. Before you turn a squadron the
amount of the turn must be indicated to all ships; yet here visual
signals were impossible—they would not have been visual in such
a fog; syren signals were inadvisable on account of their noisy
advertisement, and also the process of sound signalling is very
slow; a wireless signal was an alternative, and was the quickest and
surest way, but it was a way very liable to inform the enemy as to
our whereabouts, for an English wireless call is as different to
a German one as a gentleman to a Hun, so that any signal we made
would be easily picked up by adjacent enemy stations, and the
‘strength’ of the signals would tell them how close we were.
War, however, is a succession of risks, and since the need
demanded, the signal was made. (One hopes it caused a flutter in
the German dovecots.)
The leading ships turned a right angle to starboard by two
successive turns of four points, the rest of the squadron followed in
their wake, and for a few minutes we ran parallel to the coast; the
same signals and manœuvre repeated, and we had reversed our
original course, and were steaming seawards with our stems to
Germany.
How simple it sounds, doesn’t it? but the practical execution
of such signals is not so easy in a fog, when the guide you are groping
after cannot be seen and is able to show herself only by the bubbles
which rise in her wake. Add to this that you have all had to
reduce your speed by signal, which means that if you obey the
signal a minute too late your excess speed causes you to rush up
alongside your next ahead, or if you obey too soon you will drop
astern and can no longer pick out those invaluable swirls and
bubbles. But, worst danger of all, if one ship misses the signal
and holds steadily on her course whilst her consorts ahead and
astern and on each side of her turn at right angles, what is going to
prevent a collision? ‘Joss,’ and ‘joss’ in large quantities, is the
only preventative I can cite, and this was the very element that was
absent that day.
One of the rear destroyers was the ‘lucky party’ who missed
the signal—the first alter course signal by wireless—and she
continued on her course, whilst those ahead and outside her altered
across her bows.
The aforesaid ‘joss’ might have caused her to cross the line
through a gap, but instead there suddenly loomed right ahead of
her, out of the dense pall of fog, the blurred silhouette of a light
cruiser, and before ever the engines could be reversed or the helm
put over she had crashed bows on at twenty knots into the beam
of the cruiser.
The comparatively frail bows of the destroyer crumpled under
the blow like so much brown paper, and the boat recoiled with
fifteen feet of her bow ‘concertina-ed’ in.
Yet never a soul on board of her was hurt. ‘Joss’ certainly
made up leeway there, but in the bigger vessel such was not the
case. The impact of the blow had lifted a torpedo tube off its
mounting and had thrown it inboard against the casings, crushing
five unfortunate men, of whom three lost their lives.
In addition the hull of the ship had suffered considerable damage,
so that her speed was reduced to a bare ten knots, whilst the
destroyer, at first able to steam six knots, could soon make no headway
at all.
And all this, mark you, within thirty miles of the German
coast in a ‘pea-soup’ fog, so that no sooner had the two ships
collided and fallen apart than they were lost to sight of each other
and of the remainder of the fleet, who continued their groping
course seaward, the majority unaware that aught was amiss.
One destroyer, however, had noted the accident, and altering
out from her station stood by her damaged consort and forthwith
made preparations to take her in tow; for if one thing was more
evident than another, it was the desirability of getting the damaged
ships away to seaward before the fog should lift leaving them to be
discovered by some inquisitive Hun submarine or aircraft patrol.
A wireless signal—it had to be done—was sent as soon as
possible to the flagship from the damaged cruiser, and the squadron
turned back on their track to try to locate and assist the damaged
craft. But noon came—it was soon after 8 A.M. when the two
ships collided—and there was no sign of the destroyer. The fog
still hung thick over us all. Four P.M. came and passed and still
we searched anxiously to and fro, peering continually into the
thick wall of fog, and groping vaguely and blindly after our next
ahead, catching a glimpse now and again of her mast or funnels
only to lose her completely the next minute, and recommence the
chase of her wake, assisted periodically by a fog buoy she veered
astern.
From time to time, raucously and rashly, we would make signals
on our syren hoping that the cripples would hear us, and periodically
we tried wireless signals; but all to no effect, and night came leaving
us still anxious for, and out of touch of our destroyer.
The damaged light cruiser was making her own way back to
port, and two more destroyers that had lost touch with us during
our fog manœuvring were also ordered home, but we should have
been much happier for news of our ‘lame duck.’
The Germans still appeared to be unaware of our presence,
despite our proximity to their coasts, but at any moment some
prowling submarine might find us and give the show away, forcing
us to scupper the destroyer lest she should fall into the enemy’s
hands.
During the night the ships of our squadron were spread a
couple of miles apart, so as to search over a greater area, but dawn
on the next day came and still never a sign of our objective. We
had received a signal of her estimated position, but neither she
nor we were at all sure of our positions—it is not possible to be so
in the North Sea amongst the variable currents, especially so in
this case after so many alterations of course and speed and when
it has not been possible to get a fix from the land or observations
of the sun or stars for thirty-six hours. But with the new day
the fog drifted away and there was soon a visibility of three or
four miles.
Mr. Clerk of the Weather, however, was apparently unsatisfied
with the capers he had already led us, and now substituted for
the fog a rising wind and sea, so that we had visions of the damaged
craft foundering before we might pick her up.
At 9 A.M. the flagship ordered one of the light cruisers to
make all preparations for taking the destroyer in tow as soon as
met with, but not until 2 P.M., thirty hours after the collision,
did we at last sight her. She made a weird sight.
Her crumpled bows, unable to stand the strain of the ship’s
motion any longer, had fallen off into the sea, so that from another
ship one could look right into her and see her storerooms and other
compartments, whilst the muzzle of her foremost gun, at ordinary
times twenty feet or so back from her bows, now protruded over
the ‘front’ of the ship like a tree outgrowing from a cliff.
The men’s living spaces right forward had retired to the bottom
of the North Sea, and the waves were rolling in, unhindered, against
the capstan engine, anchor chain lockers, and foremost mess decks.
Yet the ship was still seaworthy, for a transverse bulkhead, which
stretches across the ship and runs from the foc’sle deck right down
to the keel, was keeping her watertight and preventing other
compartments from being flooded—no small advertisement for
the efficient work of our Corps of Naval Constructors.
The large area of this bulkhead, however, made it impossible
to tow the ship bows first, for the pressure against it under such
conditions would be tremendous and too much even for the efficiency
of her construction.
The only alternative, therefore, was to tow her stern first.
We knew this would be a fairly difficult operation, for she had
already been twice in tow of the destroyer that had originally
stood by her and each time the strain of the tow had parted the
wires.
It was after an hour and a half’s work, by about 3 P.M., that
we managed to get our wires into her, for it is no easy task in
a seaway when one cannot have a boat, but must steam past as
close to the other ship as safety will permit, towing astern of you a
small hawser with a cask at the end, which the ship to be towed
endeavours to pick up.
Then if she gets it you attach to the small hawser a larger hemp
hawser, and to that the big wire by which you will tow, one end
of which she hauls in and makes fast to herself, whilst you have
the other end secured to your stern, and off you go. At least so
you should in theory, but in this case we had secured the wire but
two or three minutes when a wave lifted us up and simultaneously
swung the destroyer’s stern off in an opposite direction, throwing
a heavy strain on the wire which forthwith parted; so we had to
start again.
This time we used the very largest wire we had, which was
correspondingly more difficult to handle and harder to get to
the destroyer, and not until 6 P.M., just as the light started to
fail, were we able to get it to the destroyer. And all this time,
you must remember, we made a sitting target for a submarine.
The remainder of the squadron were steaming round and round
us acting as far as they could as a submarine screen, and individually,
I don’t doubt, cursing us heartily for the length of time we were
taking. But no enemy craft found us (such opportunities will
be missed by fleets which operate in canals), and as twilight settled
in we steamed slowly ahead, with rising hopes that this time the
tow might hold and that we might succeed in getting her in.
Steaming at revolutions ordinarily sufficient to give us eight
knots we made good four to five.
The sea was gradually getting up all the time, and the destroyer
was towing crabwise through the water, not dead astern of us
so as to give a straight haul, but out on our quarter which put
variable strains and jerks on her and on the wire; more especially
on the latter at the ‘nip’—that part where the wire led into the
two ships, and where the bend due to her not being dead astern
of us, came in.
The wind too was on our beam, and the seas rolling on swept
the destroyer’s stern away from us causing our wire, a second later,
to bring it back with a sudden jerk. Still for half an hour or so
all went well, and the remainder of the squadron closed around us,
zigzagging to and fro, as we all shaped course for home.
But fate, as you will guess, had no intention of giving up the
game so easily, and at 6.45 P.M. our wire broke at the ‘nip.’ The
‘I-told-you-so’s’ were in evidence.
We had now no other wire strong enough to tow by, and so,
to the disappointment of us all, another cruiser was detailed to
take on the job. Disappointing as it was to us, it must have been
far more than that to the destroyer. For thirty-six hours she had
lain helpless, with alternate fears of being captured or of breaking
up, and that after a sudden collision which would have been
sufficient to shake the nerves of many. Four times had she hauled
in towing wires, and on each occasion they had parted soon afterwards.
Pitched and tossed about in the North Sea swell, tired
and wet and with a good deal of their kit gone under, I should
think that many of her crew were in that state of mind which is
called ‘fed up.’ And now she had to start the game again.
But, profiting by our experience of how great the strain was
under the particular conditions, the new cruiser took special precautions,
the which I will not detail lest the Bosches benefit. By
very clever seamanship and after over three hours’ hard work,
mostly in the dark, the destroyer was again in tow, this time more
securely; and so we started again on our journey home.
There is not really much more worth relating, for the wind,
sea, a couple of snowstorms, our anxious lookout at daylight next
morning to see if any enemy were about, and our precautions
against submarine attack—these are everyday war events, and
make dull reading.
Suffice it to say that our command of the sea was a sufficiently
real factor to allow the cripple to be towed home unmolested a
few hundred miles, and we came to our base as if no enemy fleet
were within a thousand miles—who can accuse the Teuton of no
sense of humour when he designated the water we steamed over
the ‘German Ocean’?
So, comparatively tamely, concluded a trip which had at one
time promised unusual excitement, but which anyhow gave us for
four days some interest out of the ordinary, besides to some a
fair measure of anxiety.
But wouldn’t Old Tirpitz be peevish if he knew of the chance
he had missed?
Press Bureau: Passed for Publication.
MASTER GEORGE POLLOCK. — FOOTNOTES
George Frederick Pollock, formerly senior Master of the King’s
Bench and King’s Remembrancer, was born on June 1, 1821, and
died on May 20, 1915, just before his ninety-fourth birthday. His
faculties, his interests, and his affections remained as fresh as ever up
to the last. Apart from his unusual personal charm as a human
being, his range of reminiscences was extraordinary, not only by
reason of his great age and retentive memory, but also of his native
and characteristic versatility. I often urged him to collect them, and
indeed a publisher offered to send a shorthand writer for as long as
was necessary to dictate a volume. But he said that what he wanted
was a ‘Boswell,’ and even if such a prodigy had been found George
Pollock would most probably have been too tired or bored to go
on for many days continuously.
In more recent years I made notes of most conversations that
I had with him, but I fear that a full harvest could only have been
achieved by everyone following my example, and even my own
jottings were sadly casual.
I remember being startled by his remarking one day how delighted
he was to see G.R. on the mail-carts. It made him feel ‘quite
a boy again.’ He had not seen any of the Georges, but had been
astonished, walking down Whitehall as a youth, to see a genial
gentleman suddenly look out of his carriage window and put out his
tongue. This turned out to be His Majesty King William IV, who
wished to indicate to some old naval friends on the pavement that
his elevation to the throne had not made him too proud. No wonder
that my eldest daughter, on being taken to see him, promptly
asked him for his impressions of the execution of Charles I, and was
sadly disappointed to find that her great-great-uncle had not
attended the ceremony.
George Pollock was no mere lawyer. He was, as his father, the
Chief Baron, used proudly to announce to his friends, a first-rate
mechanic, and had made a complete study and hobby of clocks and
watches.[11] The family watches were always chosen by him and are
still going as no other watches go, though they were always a little
erratic at first. His accurate observation was never at fault,
as when he took up a silver teapot at a wedding reception from
among the presents and remarked that it had a hole in it. He told
me that when he was leaving Wimbledon he saw his old plumber
and said ‘I wish you could explain how it was that I always
had to get my pipes put right once a year until ten years ago, when
you were too busy and I had to attend to them myself, since when
they have never gone wrong.’ The plumber smiled significantly
and replied ‘Well, sir, we must live somehow.’ Members of the
family who had mishaps with bicycles used to find that the mere
mention of the name of Pollock evoked kindly welcome and sometimes
even an offer to repair the machine free of charge. This was
no doubt partly due to his own ungrudging benevolence. In an age
when we are all being exhorted to economise it is refreshing to
remember that an official in the Law Courts not so very long ago
penetrated a large crowd on a London pavement and discovered
George Pollock extended over a grating from which he was trying
with an umbrella to extract a penny which an urchin in tears professed
to have dropped down the abyss. He was a well-known
arbitrator in patent cases. He had some knowledge of astronomy,
and counted Sir George Airey and Sir Norman Lockyer among his
friends, not to mention other scientific men such as Faraday, Owen,
and Hooker.
The John Murray of his day consulted him as to publishing 500
copies of the ‘Origin of Species.’ Murray was extremely sceptical as
to the soundness of the work, and thought 500 copies as large a number
as it was prudent to print. He remarked that the Darwinian
theory was as absurd as though one should contemplate a fruitful
union between a poker and a rabbit. George Pollock read the book
and remarked that the contents were probably beyond the comprehension
of any scientific man then living. But he advised publishing
1000 copies, because Mr. Darwin had so brilliantly surmounted the
formidable obstacles which he was honest enough to put in his own
path. This is an interesting example of the way in which a man of
good general ability, accustomed as a lawyer is to apply broad
principles of reason to different kinds of subject-matter, may arrive
at sounder conclusions than a specialist.
Talks with him were always a liberal education, because they
gave first-hand impressions of an excellent observer in regard to
many characters whose biographies are often written by persons
who have not even seen the subject of the biography. It was thus
thrilling for me, who had always admired the career of Mrs. Norton
and read a recent account of her life, to hear that at a time when
the differences between Mr. and Mrs. George Norton were most
acute the Chief Baron put his house at the disposal of both so that
Mrs. Norton should see her children there. She was accustomed
to meet them in a room at one end of which George Pollock (on at
least one occasion) sat and read the ‘Encyclopædia Britannica’
while she played with them at the other end. Usually his sister
Mary was there. The heroines of history are not always wholly
approved by their contemporaries. An old man, long since dead, told
me that the advent of Florence Nightingale was not at first popular
with the soldiers in the Crimea, because they felt embarrassed by
the idea of female nursing. Similarly, Mrs. Norton was thought
by some to be ‘playing to the gallery,’ and in the opinion
of Baron Martin ‘talked to too many men’ on one occasion
when crossing the Atlantic. But George Pollock nevertheless
sympathised, as his father did, with her position as regards her
children.
His talk, as might be expected, shed light on social usages of
the past. One night the Duchess of Somerset was driving near
Wimbledon and her carriage fell into a ditch. George Pollock was
passing and assisted her and the coachman to get the vehicle out
of the ditch and collect various toys and pieces of china back into
the carriage. The next morning the Duchess, ‘in a refined manner,’
sent a military friend to convey her acknowledgments but did not
come herself, since, for aught she knew, her benefactor might have
had a ‘vulgar wife who would return the call.’
He mentioned that baths first came into fashion in the ’fifties,
and caused much annoyance to a certain old colonel because they encumbered
the officers’ luggage. ‘These young men,’ he complained,
‘keep washing themselves till there is not a bit of natural smell
about them.’ The only unpardonable smell was of course tobacco.
Even onions were preferable. Though the late King Edward
introduced smoking as far as he could, even when his hosts drove
him into the stable-room, George Pollock, despite his respect for
the Church, felt it his duty, even in 1883, to remonstrate with a
curate who smoked a cigar at a garden party.
His attitude to the divorce question interested me. He
mentioned that all the lawyers of the time strongly supported the
Act of 1857 in spite of ecclesiastical opposition. But he felt himself
‘incompetent to form an opinion’ on the question, which curiously
illustrated the survival of the old Catholic tradition that marriage
should be an institution entirely subject to ecclesiastical control
and jurisdiction.
He naturally told many stories of his father and the law. One
of his earliest memories was of mischievously abstracting Scarlett’s
spectacles from the back of his coat just as he was about to read
an important letter to the jury. This was in 1833, when he was a
boy of twelve. He mentioned how his brother judges would give
way to Maule for fear of his ability and sharp tongue till on one
occasion Maule, after delivering judgment and then hearing all
the other judgments, suddenly remarked: ‘After mature consideration,
I differ from my learned brothers. I have come to the
conclusion that my judgment was wrong, and the first misgivings
that occurred to me about it were due to the fact that my brothers
agreed with it.’
As a boy of eighteen he had attended the famous trial of John
Frost and others whom his father ably defended on a charge of
high treason at Monmouth. He used to relate with great gusto
the objection to the proceedings taken on the ground that the list
of witnesses had not been handed to the prisoners with the copy
of the indictment as prescribed by the Act of Queen Anne. It was
in that trial that a woman was closely cross-examined about the
movements of her husband who had returned home very late and
come straight up to bed. ‘As he was getting into bed,’ she said,
‘his words were⸺’ But here she was sharply interrupted by
Counsel: ‘You must not tell us what he said, because that is not
evidence; you can only tell us what he did.’
His grandfather, David Pollock, had come to London from
Berwick and started a saddler and military contractor’s business
at Charing Cross. David’s father was a bookseller at Berwick-on-Tweed,
and his grandfather (George Pollock thought) was a
cobbler at Perth in the seventeenth century. David died in
1815, and was embarrassed by the fact that Parliament did not
allow enough money to cover the liabilities of the Duke of York,
not to mention those of the Duke of Kent. He was sometimes
in attendance on Royalty itself, when he had to present himself
in Court dress. But David died solvent in 1815, and his business
was carried on for two years afterwards by his widow and his son
William. William died early at the age of thirty-five. Another
son, David, who became before his death Lord Chief Justice of
Bombay, was sixty-seven at the time of his death. He has been
described as a singularly lovable man. Of the other sons
George, my great-uncle’s godfather, was ultimately a Field-Marshal,
and Frederick the Chief Baron of the Exchequer. It
was quite usual for one of the sons to sleep under the counter
if the house was more full than usual, and more than one slept
there on the occasion of David’s funeral. The other son, John,
was an adventurous solicitor. He was renowned for his prowess
at racquets and generally as an athlete. In the same day he
once walked from London to Windsor, won a foot race, and
walked back again.
But the hero of George Pollock’s stories was usually his father,
the Chief Baron, whose judgments bulk so large in the Common
Law of England. Unlike his brother John, he thought taking
exercise a bore unless it took the form of dancing or of leaping
over tables and chairs, as a friend of mine who is still alive
saw him doing at an hotel in Norwich after receiving a pair of white
gloves, when he was about seventy-five years old. He drove up
from Hatton every day in his family coach, though his sedentary
habits never prevented his doing justice to his excellent brown
sherry, a few bottles of which I once had the privilege of possessing
in my own cellar. Though he kept very open house at Hatton,
he had a frugal mind in less essential matters. Thus, on consulting
Sir Harris Nicolas in regard to tracing the family coat of arms,
he was told that it would cost £100 in London, but subsequently
discovered that the same operation could be performed in Edinburgh
for £20, which gave him great satisfaction. There is a romantic
legend that the Pollocks were ruined by the Hanoverians in the
Rebellion of 1715, and that the Pollock boar is to be found on a
prison wall in Carlisle Castle, presumably carved by a Pollock in
captivity. But the Chief Baron cared little for these things, and
derived pleasure from recording that his father was a saddler
and that he owed much to his mother’s co-operation in the
family business and belief in himself when a boy. His career at
Trinity College, Cambridge, was mainly due to her unsparing
efforts.
He had a very human sympathy with prisoners. I have a
volume of his notes of evidence, and in one of the murder trials
he lays great stress to the jury on the fact that there was no Court
of Criminal Appeal. There is a story of a certain burglar having
been induced by the prison chaplain to atone for his crime by
pleading guilty before the Chief Baron. But after an interval
in the Court the burglar returned to the chaplain acquitted. ‘When
I saw that good kind man sitting in Court,’ he explained, ‘I knew
I should be acquitted and really could not bring myself to plead
guilty.’
I have put together as much as I can have recorded of George
Pollock’s reminiscences. Probably there is better material at
the disposal of others, but perhaps this attempt to collect what I
heard may stimulate a better qualified relation or friend to write
something worthier of him. Such a collection would to some extent
mitigate the loss of his winning personality. For a man to be
missed as he now is after dying on the verge of his ninety-fourth
birthday shows how little old age can extinguish a rare and singularly
loving spirit. Up to the last he answered every letter by return
of post, and his letters were as affectionate as on the other hand
they were businesslike when the occasion demanded. We shall
not see his like again. Even his type is gone. The combination
of kindliness, geniality, and pawky humour that distinguished
him is not to be found in our day.
‘Quis desiderio sit pudor aut modus
Tam cari capitis?’
E. S. P. Haynes.
LADY CONNIE. — CHAPTER XVI.
BY MRS. HUMPHRY WARD.
Copyright, 1915, by Mrs. Humphry Ward in the United States of America.
Constance Bledlow stepped out of the Bletchley train into the
crowded Oxford station. Annette was behind her. As they made
their way towards the luggage van, Connie saw a beckoning hand
and face. They belonged to Nora Hooper, and in another minute
Connie found herself taken possession of by her cousin. Nora
was deeply sunburnt. Her colour was more garishly red and
brown, her manner more trenchant than ever. At sight of Connie
her face flushed with a sudden smile, as though the owner of the
face could not help it. Yet they had only been a few minutes
together before Connie had discovered that, beneath the sunburn,
there was a look of tension and distress, and that the young brown
eyes, usually so bright and bold, were dulled with fatigue. But
to notice such things in Nora was only to be scorned. Connie
held her tongue.
‘Can’t you leave Annette to bring the luggage, and let us walk
up?’ said Nora.
Connie assented, and the two girls were soon in the long and
generally crowded street leading to the Corn-market. Nora gave
rapidly a little necessary information. Term had just begun,
and Oxford was ‘dreadfully full.’ She had got another job of
copying work at the Bodleian, for which she was being paid by
the University Press, and what with that and the work for her
coming exam., she was ‘pretty driven.’ But she liked it; that
was what suited her. Alice and her mother were ‘all right.’
‘And Uncle Ewen?’ said Connie.
Nora paused a moment.
‘Well, you won’t think he looks any the better for his holiday,’
she said at last, with an attempt at a laugh. ‘And of course he’s
doing ten times too much work. Hang work! I loathe work:
I want to “do nothing for ever and ever.”’
‘Why don’t you set about it, then?’ laughed Connie.
‘Because⸺’ Nora began impetuously; and then shut
her lips. She diverged to the subject of Mr. Pryce. They had
not seen or heard anything of him for weeks, she said, till he had
paid them an evening call, the night before—the first evening
of the new term.
Connie interrupted.
‘Oh, but that reminds me,’ she said eagerly. ‘I’ve got an
awfully nice letter—to-day—from Lord Glaramara. Mr. Pryce
is to go up and see him.’
Nora whistled.
‘You have! Well, that settles it. He’ll now graciously
allow himself to propose. And then we shall all pretend to be
greatly astonished. Alice will cry, and mother will say, “She
never expected to lose her daughter so soon”—etc. What a
humbug everybody is!’ said the child, bitterly, with more emphasis
than grammar.
‘But suppose he doesn’t get anything!’ cried Connie, alarmed
at such a sudden jump from the possible to the certain.
‘Oh, but he will! He’s the kind of person that gets things,’
said Nora contemptuously. ‘Well, we wanted a bit of good news!’
Connie jumped at the opening.
‘Dear Nora!—have things been going wrong? You look
awfully tired. Do tell me!’
Nora checked herself at once. ‘Oh, not much more than usual,’
she said repellently. ‘And what about you, Connie? Aren’t you
very bored to be coming back here, after all your grand times?’
They had emerged into the Corn. Before them was the old
Church of St. Mary Magdalen, and the modern pile of Balliol.
In the distance stretched the Broad, over which the October
evening was darkening fast; the Sheldonian in the far distance,
with its statued railing; and the gates of Trinity on the left. The
air was full of bells, and the streets of undergraduates; a stream
of young men taking fresh possession, as it were, of the grey city,
which was their own as soon as they chose to come back to it. The
Oxford damp, the Oxford mist was everywhere, pierced by lamps,
and window-lights, and the last red of a stormy sunset.
Connie drew in her breath.
‘No, I am not sorry. I am very glad to be back—though my
aunts have been great dears to me.’
‘I’ll bet anything Annette isn’t glad to be back—after the
Langmoors!’ said Nora, grimly.
Connie laughed.
‘She’ll soon settle in. What do you think?’ She slipped
her arm into her cousin’s. ‘I’m coming down to breakfast!’
‘You’re not! I never heard such nonsense! Why should you?’
Connie sighed.
‘I think I must begin to do something.’
‘Do something! For goodness’ sake, don’t!’ Nora’s voice
was fierce. ‘I did think you might be trusted!’
‘To carry out your ideals? So kind of you!’
‘If you take to muddling about with books and lectures and
wearing ugly clothes, I give you up,’ said Nora, firmly.
‘Nora, dear, I’m the most shocking ignoramus. Mayn’t I
learn something?’
‘Mr. Sorell may teach you Greek. I don’t mind that.’
Connie sighed again, and Nora stole a look at the small pale
face under the sailor hat. It seemed to her that her cousin had
somehow grown beautiful in these months of absence. On her
arrival in May, Connie’s good looks had been a freakish and variable
thing, which could be often and easily disputed. She could always
make a certain brilliant—or bizarre—effect, by virtue of her mere
slenderness and delicacy—combined with the startling beauty
of her eyes and hair. But the touch of sarcasm, of a half-hostile
remoteness, in her look and manner, were often enough to belie
the otherwise delightful impression of first youth, to suggest something
older and sharper than her twenty years had any right to be.
It meant that she had been brought up in a world of elder people,
sharing from her teens in its half amused, half sceptical judgments
of men and things. Nothing was to be seen of it in her roused
moments of pleasure or enthusiasm; at other times it jarred, as
though one caught a glimpse of autumn in the spring.
But since she and Nora had last met, something had happened.
Some heat of feeling or of sympathy had fused in her the elements
of being; so that a more human richness and warmth, a deeper
and tenderer charm breathed from her whole aspect. Nora, though
so much the younger, had hitherto been the comforter and sustainer
of Connie; now for the first time, the tired girl felt an impulse—firmly
held back—to throw her arms round Connie’s neck, and
tell her own troubles.
She did not betray it however. There were so many things
she wanted to know. First—how was it that Connie had come
back so soon? Nora understood there were invitations—to the
Tamworths’ and others. Mr. Sorell had reported that the Langmoors
wished to carry their niece with them on a round of country-house
visits in the autumn, and that Connie had firmly stuck to it that
she was due at Oxford for the beginning of term.
‘Why didn’t you go?’ said Nora, half scoffing—‘with all those
frocks wasting in the drawers!’
Connie retorted that as for parties, Oxford had seemed to her
in the summer term the most gay and giddy place she had ever
been in, and that she had always understood that in the October
and Lent terms people dined out every night.
‘But all the same—one can think a little here,’ she said, slowly.
‘You didn’t care a bit about that when you first came!’ cried
Nora. ‘You despised us because we weren’t soldiers, or diplomats,
or politicians. You thought we were a little priggish provincial
world where nothing mattered. You were sorry for us because
we had only books and ideas!’
‘I wasn’t!’ said Connie, indignantly. ‘Only I didn’t think
Oxford was everything—and it isn’t! Nora!’—she looked round
the Oxford street with a sudden ardour, her eyes running over the
groups of undergraduates hurrying back to hall—‘do you think
these English boys could ever—well, fight—and die—for what
you call ideas—for their country—as Otto Radowitz could die
for Poland?’
‘Try them!’ The reply rang out defiantly. Connie laughed.
‘They’ll never have the chance. Who’ll ever attack England?
If we had only something—something splendid, and not too far
away!—to look back upon, as the Italians look back on Garibaldi—or
to long and to suffer for, as the Poles long and suffer for
Poland!’
‘We shall some day!’ said Nora, hopefully. ‘Mr. Sorell says
every nation gets its turn to fight for its life. I suppose Otto
Radowitz has been talking Poland to you?’
‘He talks it—and he lives it,’ said Connie, with emphasis.
‘It’s marvellous!—it shames one.’
Nora shrugged her shoulders.
‘But what can he do—with his poor hand! You know Mr.
Sorell has taken a cottage for him at Boar’s Hill—above Hinksey?’
Yes, Connie knew. She seemed suddenly on her guard.
‘But he can’t live alone?’ said Nora. ‘Who on earth’s going
to look after him?’
Connie hesitated. Down a side street she perceived the stately
front of Marmion, and at the same moment a tall man emerging
from the dusk crossed the street and entered the Marmion gate.
Her heart leapt. No! Absurd! He and Otto had not arrived
yet. But already the Oxford dark, and the beautiful Oxford
distances were peopled for her with visions and prophecies of
hope. The old and famous city that had seen so much youth
bloom and pass, spoke magic things to her with its wise, friendly
voice.
Aloud, she said—
‘You haven’t heard? Mr. Falloden’s going to live with him.’
Nora stopped in stupefaction.
‘What?’
Connie repeated the information—adding—
‘I daresay Mr. Sorell didn’t speak of it to you, because—he
hates it.’
‘I suppose it’s just a theatrical coup,’ said Nora, passionately,
as they walked on—‘to impress the public.’
‘It isn’t!—it isn’t anything of the kind. And Otto had only
to say No.’
‘It’s ridiculous!—preposterous! They’ll clash all day long.’
Connie replied with difficulty, as though she had so pondered
and discussed this matter with herself that every opinion about it
seemed equally reasonable.
‘I don’t think so. Otto wishes it.’
‘But why—but why?’ insisted Nora. ‘Oh, Connie!—as if
Douglas Falloden could look after anybody but himself!’
Then she repented a little. Connie smiled, rather coldly.
‘He looked after his father,’ she said, quietly. ‘I told you all
that in my letters. And you forget how it was—that he and Otto
came across each other again.’
Nora warmly declared that she had not forgotten it, but that it
did not seem to her to have anything to do with the extraordinary
proposal that the man more responsible than anyone else for the
maiming—possibly for the death—of Otto Radowitz, if all one
heard about him were true, should be now installed as his companion
and guardian during these critical months.
She talked with obvious and rather angry common sense, as one
who had not passed her eighteenth birthday for nothing.
But Connie fell silent. She would not discuss it, and Nora was
obliged to let the subject drop.
Mrs. Hooper, whose pinched face had grown visibly older,
received her husband’s niece with an evident wish to be kind. Alice,
too, was almost affectionate, and Uncle Ewen came hurrying out of
his study to greet her. But Connie had not been an hour in the
house before she had perceived that everybody in it was preoccupied
and unhappy; unless, indeed, it were Alice, who had
evidently private thoughts of her own, which, to a certain extent,
released her from the family worries.
What was the matter? She was determined to know.
It happened that she and Alice went up to bed together.
Nora had been closeted with her father in the little school-room
on the ground-floor, since nine o’clock, and when Connie proposed
to look in and wish them good-night, Alice said uncomfortably—
‘Better not. They’re—they’re very busy.’
Connie ruminated. At the top of the stairs, she turned—
‘Look here—do come in to me, and have a talk!’
Alice agreed, after a moment’s hesitation. There had never
been any beginnings of intimacy between her and Connie, and she
took Connie’s advance awkwardly.
The two girls were however soon seated in Connie’s room where
a blazing fire defied the sudden cold of a raw and bleak October.
The light danced on Alice’s beady black eyes and arched brows, on
her thin but very red lips, on the bright patch of colour in each
cheek. She was more than ever like a Watteau sketch in black
chalk, heightened with red, and the dress she wore, cut after the
pattern of an eighteenth century sacque, according to an Oxford
fashion of that day, fell in admirably with the natural effect. Connie
had very soon taken off her tea-gown, loosened and shaken out her
hair, and put on a white garment in which she felt at ease. Alice
noticed, as Nora had done, that Connie was fast becoming a beauty;
but whether the indisputable fact was to be welcomed or resented
had still to be decided.
Connie had no sooner settled herself on the small sofa she had
managed to fit into her room than she sprang up again:—
‘Stupid!—Where are those letters!’ She rummaged in various
drawers and bags, hit upon what she wanted, after an impetuous
hunt, and returned to the fire.
‘Do you know I think Mr. Pryce has a good chance of that post?
I got this to-day.’
She held out a letter, smiling. Alice flushed and took it. It was
from Lord Glaramara, and it concerned that same post in the Conservative
Central Office on which Herbert Pryce had had his eyes
for some time. The man holding it had been ‘going’ for months,
but was now, at last, gone. The post was vacant, and Connie, who
had a pretty natural turn for wire-pulling, fostered by her Italian
bringing up, had been trying her hand, both with the Chancellor
and her Uncle Langmoor.
‘You little intriguer!’ wrote Lord Glaramara—‘I will do what
I can. Your man sounds very suitable. If he isn’t, I can tell you
plainly, he won’t get the post. Neither political party can afford
to employ fools just now. But if he is what you say—well, we
shall see! Send him up to see me, at the House of Lords, almost
any evening next week. He’ll have to take his chance, of course,
of finding me free. If I cotton to him, I’ll send him on to somebody
else. And—don’t talk about it! Your letter was just like your
mother. She had an art of doing these things!’
Alice read and re-read the note. When she looked up from it,
it was with a rather fluttered face.
‘Awfully good of you, Connie! May I show it—to Mr. Pryce?’
‘Yes—but get it back. Tell him to write to Lord Glaramara—to-morrow.
Well, now then’—Connie discovered and lit
a cigarette, the sight of which stirred in Alice a kind of fascinated
disapproval,—‘now then, tell me what’s the matter!—why Uncle
Ewen looks as if he hadn’t had a day’s rest since last term, and
Nora’s so glum—and why he and she go sitting up at night together
when they ought to be in their beds?’
Connie’s little woman-of-the-world air—very evident in this
speech—which had always provoked Alice in their earlier acquaintance,
passed now unnoticed. Miss Hooper sat perplexed and
hesitating, staring into the fire. But with that note in her pocket,
Alice felt herself at once in a new and detached position towards her
family.
‘It’s money, of course,’ she said at last, her white brow
puckering. ‘It’s not only bills—they’re dreadfully worrying!—we
seem never to get free from them, but it’s something else—something
quite new—which has only happened lately. There
was an old loan from the bank, that has been going on for years.
Father had almost forgotten it, and now they’re pressing him.
It’s dreadful! They know we’re so hard up.’
Connie in her turn looked perplexed. It was always difficult
for her to realise financial trouble on a small scale. Ruin on the
Falloden scale was intelligible to one who had heard much talk of
the bankruptcies of some of the great Roman families, owing to
the building speculations of Rome, after 1870. But the carking
care that may come from lack of a few hundred pounds, this the
Risboroughs’ daughter had to learn; and she put her mind to it,
eagerly.
She propped her small chin on her hands, while Alice told her
tale. Apparently the improvement in the family finance, caused
by Connie’s three hundred, had been the merest temporary thing.
The Reader’s creditors had been held off for a few months; but the
rain of tradesmen’s letters had been lately incessant. And the
situation had been greatly worsened by a blow which had fallen
just before the opening of term.
In a former crisis, five years before this date, a compassionate
cousin, one of the few well-to-do relations that Mrs. Hooper
possessed, had come to the rescue, and had given his name to the
Hoopers’ bankers as guarantee for a loan of £500. The loan was
to have been repaid by yearly instalments. But the instalments
had not been paid, and the cousin had most unexpectedly died of
apoplexy during September, after three days’ illness. His heir
would have nothing to say to the guarantee, and the bank was
pressing for repayment, in terms made all the harsher by the existence
of an over-draft, which the local manager knew in his financial
conscience ought not to have been allowed. His letters were now
so many sword-thrusts; and post-time was a time of terror.
‘Father doesn’t know what to do,’ said Alice despondently.
‘He and Nora spend all their time trying to think of some way out.
Father got his salary the other day, and never put it into the bank
at all. We must have something to live on. None’—she hesitated—‘none
of the tradesmen will give us any credit.’ She flushed
deeply over the confession.
‘Goodness!’ said Connie, opening her eyes still wider.
‘But if Nora knows that I’ve been telling you’—cried Alice-‘she’ll
never forgive me. She made me promise I wouldn’t tell
you. But how can you help knowing? If Father’s made a bankrupt,
it wouldn’t be very nice for you! How could you go on living
with us? Nora thinks she’s going to earn money—that Father
can sell two wretched little books—and we can go and live in a tiny
house on the Cowley Road—and—and—all sorts of absurd things!’
‘But why is it Nora that has to settle all these things?’ asked
Connie in bewilderment. ‘Why doesn’t your mother⸺’
‘Oh, because mother doesn’t know anything about the bills,’
interrupted Alice. ‘She never can do a sum—or add up anything—and
I’m no use at it either. Nora took it all over last year, and
she won’t let even me help her. She makes out the most wonderful
statements—she made out a fresh one to-day—that’s why she had
a headache when she came to meet you. But what’s the good of
statements? They won’t pay the bank.’
‘But why—why⸺’ repeated Connie, and then stopped, lest
she should hurt Alice’s feelings.
‘Why did we get into debt? I’m sure I don’t know!’ Alice
shook her head helplessly. ‘We never seemed to have anything
extravagant.’
These things were beyond Connie’s understanding. She gave
it up. But her mind impetuously ran forward.
‘How much is wanted—altogether?’
Alice, reluctantly, named a sum not much short of a thousand
pounds.
‘Isn’t it awful?’
She sighed deeply. Yet already she seemed to be talking of
other people’s affairs!
‘We can’t ever do it. It’s hopeless. Papa’s taken two little
school-books to do. They’ll kill him with work, and will hardly
bring in anything. And he’s full up with horrid exams and
lectures. He’ll break down, and it all makes him so miserable,
because he can’t really do the work the University pays him to
do. And he’s never been abroad—even to Rome. And as to
Greece! It’s dreadful!’ she repeated mechanically.
Connie sprang up and began to pace the little room. The firelight
played on her mop of brown hair, bringing out its golden
shades, and on the charming pensiveness of her face. Alice watched
her, thinking—‘She could do it all, if she chose!’ But she didn’t
dare to say anything, for fear of Nora.
Presently Connie gave a great stretch.
‘It’s damnable!’ she said, with energy.
Alice’s instinct recoiled from the strong word. It wasn’t the
least necessary, she thought, to talk in that way.
Connie made a good many more enquiries—elicited a good
many more facts. Then suddenly she brought her pacing to a stop.
‘Look here—we must go to bed!—or Nora will be after us.’
Alice went obediently. As soon as the door had shut upon her,
Connie went to a drawer in her writing-table, and took out her
bank-book. It had been returned that morning and she had not
troubled to look at it. There was always enough for what she
wanted.
Heavens!—what a balance. She had quite forgotten a windfall
which had befallen her lately—some complicated transaction
relating to a great industrial company in which she had shares—which
had lately been giving birth to other subsidiary companies,
and somehow the original shareholders, of whom Lord Risborough
had been one, or their heirs and representatives, had profited greatly
by the business. It had all been managed for her by her father’s
lawyer, and of course by Uncle Ewen. The money had been paid
temporarily into her own account, till the lawyer had made some
further enquiries about a fresh investment they recommended.
But it was her own money. She was entitled—under the terms
of her father’s letter to Uncle Ewen—to do what she liked with it.
And even without it, there was enough in the bank. Enough for
this—and for another purpose also, which lay even closer to her
heart.
‘I don’t want any more new gowns for six months,’ she decided
peremptorily. ‘It’s disgusting to be so well off. Well, now,—I
wonder—I wonder where Nora keeps those statements that Alice
talks about?’
In the school-room of course. But not under lock and key.
Nobody ever locked drawers in that house. It was part of the
general happy-go-luckishness of the family.
Connie made up the fire, and sat over it, thinking hard. A new
cheque-book, too, had arrived with the bank-book. That was useful.
She waited till she heard the study door open, and Nora come
upstairs, followed soon by the slow and weary step of Uncle Ewen.
Connie had already lowered her gas before Nora reached the top
landing.
The house was very soon silent. Connie turned her light on
again, and waited. By the time Big Ben had struck one o’clock,
she thought it would be safe to venture.
She opened her door with trembling, careful fingers, slipped
off her shoes, took a candle and stole downstairs. The school-room
door creaked odiously. But soon she was inside and looking
about her.
There was Nora’s table, piled high with the books and note-books
of her English literature work. Everything else had been
put away. But the top drawer of the table was unlocked. There
was a key in it, but it would not turn, being out of repair, like so
much else in the house.
Connie, full of qualms, slowly opened the drawer. It was
horrid—horrid—to do such things!—but what other way was
there? Nora must be presented with the fait accompli, otherwise
she would upset everything—poor old darling!
Some loose sheets lay on the top of the papers in the drawer.
The first was covered with figures and calculations that told nothing.
Connie lifted it, and there, beneath, lay Nora’s latest ‘statement,’
at which she and her father had no doubt been working that very
night. It was headed ‘List of liabilities,’ and in it every debt,
headed by the Bank claim which had broken the family back, was
accurately and clearly stated in Nora’s best hand. The total at
the foot evoked a low whistle from Connie. How had it come
about? In spite of her luxurious bringing up, there was a shrewd
element—an element of competence—in the girl’s developing
character, which was inclined to suggest that there need be no more
difficulty in living on seven hundred a year than seven thousand,
if you knew you had to do it. Then she rebuked herself fiercely
for a prig—‘You just try it!—you Pharisee, you!’ And she
thought of her own dressmakers’ and milliners’ bills, and became in
the end quite pitiful over Aunt Ellen’s moderation. After all
it might have been two thousand instead of one! Of course it was
all Aunt Ellen’s muddling, and Uncle Ewen’s absent-mindedness.
She shaded her candle, and in a guilty hurry copied down the
total on a slip of paper lying on the table, and took the address of
Uncle Ewen’s bank, from the outside of the pass-book lying beside
the bills. Having done that, she closed the drawer again, and crept
upstairs like the criminal she felt herself. Her small feet in their
thin stockings seemed to her excited ears to be making the most
hideous and unnatural noise on every step. If Nora heard!
At last she was safe in her own room again. The door was locked
and the more agreeable part of the crime began. She drew out the
new cheque-book lying in her own drawer, and very slowly and
deliberately wrote a cheque. Then she put it up, with a few
covering words—anxiously considered—and addressed the envelope
to the Oxford branch of a well-known banking firm, her father’s
bankers, to which her own account had been transferred on her
arrival at Oxford. Ewen Hooper had scrupulously refrained from
recommending his own bank, lest he should profit indirectly by his
niece’s wealth.
‘Annette shall take it,’ she thought—‘first thing. Oh, what a
row there’ll be!’
And then, uneasily pleased with her performance, she went
to bed.
And she had soon forgotten all about her raid upon Uncle Ewen’s
affairs. Her thoughts floated to a little cottage on the hills, and its
two coming inhabitants. And in her dream she seemed to hear
herself say—‘I oughtn’t to be meddling with other people’s lives
like this. I don’t know enough. I’m too young! I want somebody
to show me—I do!’
The following day passed heavily in the Hooper household.
Nora and her father were closeted together all the morning; and
there was a sense of brooding calamity in the air. Alice and Connie
avoided each other, and Connie asked no questions. After luncheon
Sorell called. He found Connie in the drawing-room alone, and
gave her the news she was pining for. As Nora had reported, a
cottage on Boar’s Hill had been found. It belonged to the head of
an Oxford College, who had spent the preceding winter there for his
health, but had now been ordered abroad. It was very small,
pleasantly furnished, and had a glorious view, over Oxford in the
hollow, the wooded lines of Garsington and Nuneham, and the
distant ridges of the Chilterns. Radowitz was expected the following
day, and his old college servant, with a woman to cook and do
housework, had been found to look after him. He was working
hard, at his symphony, and was on the whole much the same in
health,—very frail and often extremely irritable; with alternations
of cheerfulness and depression.
‘And Mr. Falloden?’ Connie ventured.
‘He’s coming soon—I didn’t ask,’ said Sorell shortly. ‘That
arrangement won’t last long.’
Connie hesitated.
‘But don’t wish it to fail!’ she said, piteously.
‘I think the sooner it is over the better,’ said Sorell, with rather
stern decision. ‘Falloden ought never to have made the proposal,
and it was mere caprice in Otto to accept it. But you know what
I think. I shall watch the whole thing very anxiously; and try
to have someone ready to put into Falloden’s place—when it breaks
down. Mrs. Mulholland and I have it in hand. She’ll take Otto
up to the cottage to-morrow and means to mother Radowitz as
much as he’ll let her. Now then’—he changed the subject with a
smile—‘are you going to enjoy your winter term?’
His dark eyes, as she met them, were full of an anxious
affection.
‘I have forgotten all my Greek!’
‘Oh no—not in a month. Prepare me a hundred lines of the
“Odyssey,” Book VI! Next week I shall have some time. This
first week is always a drive. Miss Nora says she’ll go on again.’
‘Does she? She seems so—so busy.’
‘Ah, yes—she’s got some work for the University Press. Plucky
little thing! But she mustn’t overdo it.’
Connie dropped the subject. These conferences in the study,
which had gone on all day, had nothing to do with Nora’s work
for the Press—that she was certain of. But she only said—holding
out her hands, with the free gesture that was natural to her—
‘I wish someone would give me the chance of “overdoing it”!
Do set me to work—hard work! The sun never shines here.’
Her eyes wandered petulantly to the rainy sky outside, and
the high-walled college opposite.
‘Southerner! Wait till you see it shining on the Virginian
creeper in our garden quad. Oxford is a dream in October!—just
for a week or two, till the leaves fall. November is dreary,
I admit. All the same—try and be happy!’
He looked at her gravely and tenderly. She coloured a little
as she withdrew her hands.
‘Happy? That doesn’t matter—does it? But perhaps for
a change—one might try⸺’
‘Try what?’
‘Well!’—she laughed, but he thought there were tears in
her eyes—‘to do something—for somebody—occasionally.’
‘Ask Mrs. Mulholland! She has a genius for that kind of
thing. Teach some of her orphans!’
‘I couldn’t! They’d find me out.’
Sorell, rather puzzled, suggested that she might become a
Home Student like Nora, and go in for a Literature or Modern
History Certificate. Connie, who was now sitting moodily over a
grate with no fire in it, with her chin in her hands, only shook her
head.
‘I don’t know anything—I never learnt anything. And
everybody here’s so appallingly clever!’
Then she declared that she would go and have tea with the
Master of Beaumont, and ask his advice. ‘He told me to learn
something,’—the tone was one of depression, passing into rebellion—‘but
I don’t want to learn anything!—I want to do something!’
Sorell laughed at her.
‘Learning is doing!’
‘That’s what Oxford people think,’ she said defiantly. ‘I don’t
agree with them.’
‘What do you mean by “doing”?’
Connie poked an imaginary fire.
‘Making myself happy’—she said slowly, ‘and—and a few other
people!’
Sorell laughed again. Then rising to take his leave, he stooped
over her.
‘Make me happy—by undoing that stroke of yours—at Boar’s
Hill!’
Connie raised herself, and looked at him steadily.
Then gravely and decisively she shook her head.
‘Not at all! I shall keep an eye on it!—so must you!’
Then, suddenly, she smiled—the softest, most radiant smile,
as though some hope within, far within, looked out. It was gone
in a moment, and Sorell went his way; but as one who had been
the spectator of an event.
After his departure Connie sat on in the cold room, thinking
about Sorell. She was devoted to him—he was the noblest,
dearest person. She wished dreadfully to please him. But she
wasn’t going to let him—
Well, what?
—to let him interfere with that passionate purpose which seemed
to be beating in her, and through her, like a living thing, though
as yet she had but vaguely defined it, even to herself.
After tea, which Mrs. Hooper dispensed with red eyes, and
at which neither Nora nor Dr. Hooper appeared, Constance found
a novel, and established herself in the deserted school-room. She
couldn’t go out. She was on the watch for a letter that might
arrive. The two banks were only a stone’s throw apart. The local
post should deliver that letter about six.
Once Nora looked in to find a document, and was astonished
to see Connie there. But she was evidently too harassed and
miserable to talk. Connie listened uneasily to the opening and
shutting of a drawer, with which she was already acquainted.
Then Nora disappeared again. What were they trying to do,
poor dears!—Nora, and Uncle Ewen? What could they do?
The autumn evening darkened slowly. At last!—a ring and
a double knock. The study door opened, and Connie heard Nora’s
step, and the click of the letter-box. The study door closed again.
Connie put down her novel and listened. Her hands trembled.
She was full indeed of qualms and compunctions. Would they
be angry with her? She had meant it well.
Footsteps approaching—not Nora’s.
Uncle Ewen stood in the doorway—looking very pale and
strained.
‘Connie, would you mind coming into my study? Something
rather strange has happened.’
Connie got up and slowly followed him across the hall. As
she entered the study, she saw Nora, with blazing eyes and
cheeks, standing by her father’s writing-table, aglow with anger or
excitement—or both. She looked at Connie as at an enemy, and
Connie flushed a bright pink.
Uncle Ewen shut the door, and addressed his niece. ‘My dear
Connie, I want you, if you can—to throw some light on a letter
I have just received. Both Nora and I suspect your hand in it.
If so, you have done something I—I can’t permit.’
He held out a letter, which Connie took like a culprit. It was
a communication from his Oxford bankers to Professor Hooper,
to the effect that, a sum of £1100 having been paid in to his credit
by a person who desired to remain unknown, his debt to them
was covered, and his account showed a balance of about six hundred
pounds.
‘My dear!’—his voice and hand shook—‘is that your doing?’
‘Of course it is!’ interrupted Nora passionately. ‘Look
at her, father! How dared you, Connie, do such a thing without
a word to father! It’s a shame—a disgrace! We could have
found a way out—we could!’
And the poor child, worn out with anxiety and lack of sleep,
and in her sensitive pride and misery ready to turn on Connie
and rend her, for having dared thus to play Lady Bountiful without
warning or permission, sank into a chair, covered her face with
her hands, and burst out sobbing.
Connie handed back the letter, and hung her head. ‘Won’t
you—won’t you let the person—who—sent the money remain
unknown, Uncle Ewen?—as they wished to be?’
Uncle Ewen sat down before his writing-table and he also
buried his face in his hands. Connie stood between them—as it
were a prisoner at the bar—looking now very white and childish.
‘Dear Uncle Ewen⸺’
‘How did you guess?’ said Nora vehemently, uncovering her
face—‘I never said a word to you!’
Connie gave a tremulous laugh.
‘Do you think I couldn’t see—that you were all dreadfully
unhappy about something? I—I made Alice tell me⸺’
‘Alice is a sieve!’ cried Nora. ‘I knew, Father, we could
never trust her.’
‘And then’—Connie went on—‘I—I did an awful thing.
I’d better tell you. I came and looked at Nora’s papers—in the
school-room drawer. I saw that.’ She pointed penitentially to a
sheet of figures lying on the study table.
Both Nora and her uncle looked up in amazement, staring at her.
‘It was at night,’ she said hurriedly—‘last night. Oh, I put
it all back!’—she turned, pleading, to Nora—‘just as I found it.
You shouldn’t be angry with me—you shouldn’t indeed!’
Then her own voice began to shake. She came and laid her
hand on her uncle’s shoulder.
‘Dear uncle Ewen—you know, I had that extra money!
What did I want with it? Just think—if it had been Mamma!
Wouldn’t you have let her help? You know you would! You
couldn’t have been so unkind—Well then, I knew it would be no
good, if I came and asked you—you wouldn’t have let me. So
I—well, I just did it!’
Ewen Hooper rose from his table in great distress of mind.
‘But, my dear Connie—you are my ward—and I am your
guardian! How can I let you give me money?’
‘It’s my own money,’ said Connie firmly. ‘You know it is.
Father wrote to you to say I might spend it now, as I liked—all
there was, except the capital of my two thousand a year, which
I mayn’t spend—till I’m twenty-five. This has nothing to do with
that. I’m quite free—and so are you. Do you think’—she
drew herself up indignantly—‘that you’re going to make me happy—by
turning me out, and all—all of you going to rack and ruin—when
I’ve got that silly money lying in the bank? I won’t have
it! I don’t want to go and live in the Cowley Road! I won’t go
and live in the Cowley Road! You promised Father and Mother
to look after me, Uncle Ewen, and it isn’t looking after
me⸺’
‘You can’t reproach me on that score as much as I do myself!’
said Ewen Hooper, with emotion. ‘There’s something in that
I admit—there’s something in that.’
He began to pace the room. Presently, pausing beside Connie,
he plunged into an agitated and incoherent account of the situation—of
the efforts he had made to get even some temporary help—and
of the failure of all of them. It was the confession of a weak
and defeated man; and as made by a man of his age to a girl of
Connie’s, it was extremely painful. Nora hid her eyes again,
and Connie got paler and paler.
At last she went up to him, holding out again appealing hands.
‘Please don’t tell me any more! It’s all right. I just love you,
Uncle Ewen—and—and Nora! I want to help! It makes me
happy. Oh, why won’t you let me?’
He wavered.
‘You dear child!’ There was a silence. Then he resumed—as
though feeling his way—
‘It occurs to me—that I might consult Sorell. If he thought it
right—if we could protect you from loss⸺!’
Connie sprang at him and kissed him in delight.
‘Of course!—that’ll do splendidly! Mr. Sorell will see, at once,
it’s the right thing for me, and my happiness. I can’t be turned
out—I really can’t! So it’s settled. Yes—it’s settled!—or it will
be directly—and nobody need bother any more—need they?
But—there’s one condition.’
Ewen Hooper looked at her in silence.
—‘That you—you and Nora—go to Rome this Christmas,
this very Christmas, Uncle Ewen! I think I put in enough—and
I can give you such a lot of letters!’
She laughed joyously, though she was very near crying.
‘I have never been able to go to Rome—or Athens—never!’
he said, in a low voice, as he sat down again at his table. All the
thwarted hopes, all the sordid cares of years were in the quiet
words.
‘Well, now you’re going!’ said Connie, shyly. ‘Oh,
that would be ripping! You’ll promise me that—you must,
please!’
Silence again. She approached Nora, timidly.
‘Nora!’
Nora rose. Her face was stained with tears.
‘It’s all wrong,’ she said heavily—‘it’s all wrong. But—I give
in. What I said was a lie. There is nothing else in the world that
we could possibly do.’
And she rushed out of the room without another word. Connie
looked wistfully after her. Nora’s pain in receiving had stirred in
her the shamefaced distress in giving that lives in generous souls.
‘Why should I have more than they?’
She stole out after Nora. Ewen Hooper was left staring at the
letter from his bankers, and trying to collect his thoughts. Connie’s
voice was still in his ears. It had all the sweetness of his dead
sister’s.
Connie was reading in her own room before dinner. She had
shut herself up there, feeling rather battered by the emotions
of the afternoon, when she heard a knock that she knew was
Nora’s.
‘Come in!’
Nora appeared. She had had her storm of weeping in private
and got over it. She was now quite composed, but the depression,
the humiliation even, expressed in her whole bearing dismayed
Connie afresh.
Nora took a seat on the other side of the fire. Connie eyed her
uneasily.
‘Are you ever going to forgive me, Nora?’ she said, at last.
Nora shrugged her shoulders.
‘You couldn’t help it. I see that.’
‘Thank you,’ said Connie meekly.
‘But what I can’t forgive is that you never said a word⸺’
—‘To you? That you might undo it all? Nora, you really
are an absurd person!’ Connie sprang up, and came to kneel by
the fire, so that she might attack her cousin at close quarters.
‘We’re told it’s “more blessed to give than to receive.” Not
when you’re on the premises, Nora! I really don’t think you
need make me feel such an outcast! I say—how many nights
have you been awake lately?’
Nora’s lip quivered a little.
‘That doesn’t matter,’ she said shortly.
‘Yes, but it does matter! You promised to be my friend—and—you
have been treating me abominably!’ said Connie, with
flashing eyes.
Nora feebly defended herself, but was soon reduced to accept
a pair of arms thrown round her, and a soft shoulder on which to
rest an aching head.
‘I’m no good,’ she said, despairingly. ‘I give up—everything.’
‘That’s all right!’ Connie’s tone was extremely cheerful.
‘Which means, I hope, that you’ll give up that absurd copying in
the Bodleian. You get about twopence-halfpenny for it, and it’ll
cost you your first-class. How are you going to get a First I
should like to know, with your head full of bills, and no sleep at
nights!’
Nora flushed fiercely.
‘I want to earn my living—I mean to earn my living! And
how do you know—after all’—she held Connie at arm’s length—‘that
Mr. Sorell’s going to approve of what you’ve done? And
Father won’t accept, unless he does.’
Connie laughed.
‘Mr. Sorell will do—exactly what pleases me. Mr. Sorell’—she
began to search for a cigarette—‘Mr. Sorell is an angel.’
A silence. Connie looked up, rather surprised.
‘Don’t you agree?’
‘Yes,’ said Nora in an odd voice.
Connie observed her. A flickering light began to play in the
brown eyes.
‘H’m. Have you been doing some Greek already?—stealing
a march on me?’
‘I had a lesson last week.’
‘Had you? The first I’ve heard of it!’ Connie fluttered up
and down the room in her white dressing-gown, occasionally
breaking into a dance-step, as though to work off a superfluity of
spirits.
Finally she stopped in front of Nora, looking her up and
down.
‘I dare you to hide anything again from me, Nora!’
Nora sat up.
‘There is nothing to hide,’ she said stiffly.
Connie laughed aloud; and Nora suddenly sprang from her
chair, and ran out of the room.
Connie was left panting a little. Life in Medburn Hall seemed
certainly to be running faster than of old!
‘I never gave him leave to fall in love with Nora!’ she thought,
with an unmistakable pang of common ordinary jealousy. She
had been so long accustomed to take her property in Sorell for
granted!—and the summer months had brought her into such
intimate contact with him. ‘And he never made love to me for
one moment!—nor I to him. I don’t believe he’s made love to
Nora—I’m sure he hasn’t—yet. But why didn’t he tell me of that
Greek lesson?’
She stood before the glass, pulling down her hair, so that it fell
all about her.
‘I seem to be rather cut out for fairy-godmothering!’ she said
pensively to the image in the glass. ‘But there’s a good deal to
do for the post!—one must admit there’s a good deal to do: Nora’s
got to be fixed up—and all the money business. And then—then!’
She clasped her hands behind her head. Her eyelids fell, and
through her slight figure there ran a throb of yearning—of tender,
yet despairing passion.
‘If I could only mend things there, I might be some use. I don’t
want him to marry me—but just—just⸺’
Then her hands fell. She shook her head angrily.
‘You humbug!—you humbug! Who are you posing for
now?’
(To be continued.)