As the big liner hung over the tugs swarming about
her in the bay of Algiers, Martin Boyne looked down
from the promenade deck on the troop of first-class passengers
struggling up the gangway, their faces all unconsciously
lifted to his inspection.
“Not a soul I shall want to speak to—as usual!”
Some men’s luck in travelling was inconceivable. They
had only to get into a train or on board a boat to run
across an old friend; or, what was more exciting, make
a new one. They were always finding themselves in the
same compartment, or in the same cabin, with some wandering
celebrity, with the owner of a famous house, of a
noted collection, or of an odd and amusing personality—the
latter case being, of course, the rarest as it was the
most rewarding.
There was, for instance, Martin Boyne’s own Great-Uncle
Edward. Uncle Edward’s travel-adventures were
famed in the family. At home in America, amid the solemn
upholstery of his Boston house, Uncle Edward was
the model of complacent dullness; yet whenever he got on
board a steamer, or into a train (or a diligence, in his distant
youth), he was singled out by fate as the hero of
some delightful encounter. It would be Rachel during her
ill-starred tour of the States; Ruskin on the lake of
Geneva; the Dean of Canterbury as Uncle Edward, with
2all the appropriate emotions, was gazing on the tomb of
the Black Prince; or the Duke of Devonshire of his day,
as Uncle Edward put a courteous (but probably pointless)
question to the housekeeper showing him over Chatsworth.
And instantly he would receive a proscenium box
from Rachel for her legendary first night in Boston, or
be entreated by Ruskin to join him for a month in Venice;
or the Dean would invite him to stay at the Deanery, the
Duke at Chatsworth; and the net result of these experiences
would be that Uncle Edward, if questioned, would
reply with his sweet frosty smile: “Yes, Rachel had talent
but no beauty”; or: “No one could be more simple and
friendly than the Duke”; or: “Ruskin really had all the
appearances of a gentleman.” Such were the impressions
produced on Uncle Edward by his unparalleled success in
the great social scenes through which, for a period of over
sixty years, he moved with benignant blindness.
Far different was the case of his great-nephew. No
tremor of thought or emotion would, in similar situations,
have escaped Martin Boyne: he would have burst all the
grapes against his palate. But though he was given to
travel, and though he had travelled much, and his profession
as a civil engineer had taken him to interesting
and out-of-the-way parts of the world, and though he was
always on the alert for agreeable encounters, it was never
at such times that they came to him. He would have loved
adventure, but adventure worthy of the name perpetually
eluded him; and when it has eluded a man till he is over
forty it is not likely to seek him out later.
“I believe it’s something about the shape of my nose,”
he had said to himself that very morning as he shaved in
his spacious cabin on the upper deck of the big Mediterranean
cruising-steamer.
3The nose in question was undoubtedly not adventurous
in shape; it did not thrust itself far forward into other
people’s affairs; and the eyes above, wide apart, deep-set,
and narrowed for closer observation, were of a guarded
twilight gray which gave the nose no encouragement
whatever.
“Nobody worth bothering about—as usual,” he grumbled.
For the day was so lovely, the harbour of Algiers
so glittering with light and heat, his own mood so full of
holiday enterprise—it was his first vacation after a good
many months on a hard exhausting job—that he could
hardly believe he really looked to the rest of the world as
he had seen himself that morning: a critical cautious man
of forty-six, whom nobody could possibly associate with
the romantic or the unexpected.
“Usual luck; best I can hope for is to keep my cabin to
myself for the rest of the cruise,” he pondered philosophically,
hugging himself at the prospect of another
fortnight of sea-solitude before—well, before the fateful
uncertainty of what awaited him just beyond the
voyage....
“And I haven’t even seen her for five years!” he reflected,
with that feeling of hollowness about the belt
which prolonged apprehension gives.
Passengers were still climbing the ship’s side, and he
leaned and looked again, this time with contracted eyes
and a slight widening of his cautious nostrils. His attention
had been drawn to a young woman—a slip of a girl,
rather—with a round flushed baby on her shoulder, a
baby much too heavy for her slender frame, but on whose
sleepy countenance her own was bent with a gaze of solicitude
which wrung a murmur of admiration from Boyne.
“Jove—if a fellow was younger!”
4Men of forty-six do not gasp as frequently at the sight
of a charming face as they did at twenty; but when the
sight strikes them it hits harder. Boyne had not been
looking for pretty faces but for interesting ones, and it
rather disturbed him to be put off his quest by anything
so out of his present way as excessive youth and a rather
pathetic grace.
“Lord—the child’s ever so much too heavy for her.
Must have been married out of the nursery: damned cad,
not to—”
The young face mounting toward him continued to bend
over the baby, the girl’s frail shoulders to droop increasingly
under their burden, as the congestion ahead of her
forced the young lady to maintain her slanting position
halfway up the liner’s flank.
A nurse in correct bonnet and veil touched her shoulder,
as if offering to relieve her; but she only tightened
her arm about the child. Whereupon the nurse, bending,
lifted in her own arms a carrot-headed little girl of four
or five in a gaudy gipsy-like frock.
“What—another? Why, it’s barbarous; it ought to be
against the law! The poor little thing—”
Here Boyne’s attention was distracted by the passage
of a deck-steward asking where he wished his chair placed.
He turned to attend to this matter, and saw, on the chair
next to his, a tag bearing the name: “Mrs. Cliffe Wheater.”
Cliffe Wheater—Cliffe Wheater! What an absurd
name ... and somehow he remembered to have smiled
over it in the same way years before.... But, good
Lord, of course! How long he must have lived out of
the world, on his engineering jobs, first in the Argentine,
then in Australia, and since the war in Egypt—how out
5of step he must have become with the old social dance
of New York, not to situate Cliffe Wheater at once as the
big red-faced Chicagoan who was at Harvard with him,
and who had since become one of the showiest of New
York millionaires. Cliffe Wheater, of course—the kind
of fellow who was spoken of, respectfully, as having “interests”
everywhere: Boyne recalled having run across
Wheater “interests” even in the Argentine. But the man
himself, at any rate since his marriage, was reputed to
be mainly interested in Ritz Hotels and powerful motorcars.
Hadn’t he a steam-yacht too? He had a wife, at
any rate—it was all coming back to Boyne: he had married,
it must be sixteen or seventeen years ago, that good-looking
Mervin girl, of New York—Joyce Mervin—whom
Boyne himself had danced and flirted with through
a remote winter not long after Harvard. Joyce Mervin:
she had written to him to announce her engagement, had
enclosed a little snap-shot of herself with “Goodbye, Martin,”
scrawled across it. Had she rather fancied Boyne—Boyne
wondered? He had been too poor to try to find
out.... And now he and she were going to be deck-neighbours
for a fortnight on the magic seas between
Algiers and Venice! He remembered the face he had
contemplated that morning in his shaving-glass, and
thought: “Very likely she hasn’t changed a bit; smart
women last so wonderfully; but she won’t know me.”
The idea was half depressing and half reassuring. After
all, it would enable him to take his observations—and
to have his deck-chair moved, should the result be disappointing.
The ship had shaken her insect-like flock of tugs and
sailing-boats off her quivering flanks; and now the great
blue level spread before her as she headed away toward
6the morning. Boyne got a book, pulled his hat over his
nose, and stretched out in his deck-chair, awaiting Mrs.
Wheater....
“This will do—yes, I think this will do,” said a fluty
immature voice, a girl’s voice, at his elbow. Boyne tilted
his head back, and saw, a few steps off, the slim girl
who had carried the heavy baby up the gangway.
The girl paused, glanced along the line of seats in his
direction, nodded to a deck-steward, and disappeared into
the doorway of a “luxe” suite farther forward. In the
moment of her pause Boyne caught a small pale face with
anxiously wrinkled brows above brown eyes of tragic
width, and round red lips which, at the least provocation,
might bubble with healthy laughter. It did not occur to
him now to ask if the face were pretty or not—there were
too many things going on in it for that.
As she entered her cabin he heard her say, in her firm
quick voice, to some one within: “Nanny, has Chip had
his Benger? Who’s got the cabin with Terry?”
“What a mother!” Boyne thought, still wondering if
it were not much too soon for that maternal frown to
have shadowed her young forehead.
“Beg pardon, sir—there’s a new passenger booked for
your cabin.” The steward was passing with a couple of
good-looking suit-cases and a bundle of rugs.
“Oh, damn—well, it had to happen!” Boyne, with a
groan, stood up and followed the steward. “Who is it,
do you know?”
“Couldn’t say, sir. Wheater—Wheater’s the name.”
Well, at last a coincidence! Mrs. Cliffe Wheater’s chair
was next to his own, and his old Harvard class-mate was
to share his cabin with him. Boyne, if not wholly pleased,
7was at least faintly excited and interested by this unexpected
combination of circumstances.
He turned, and saw a little boy standing in the door
of the cabin, mustering him with a dispassionate eye.
“All right—this will do,” said the boy quietly. He
spoke in a slightly high-pitched voice, neither querulous
nor effeminate, but simply thin and a little tired, like his
slender person. Boyne guessed him to be about eleven
years old, and too tall and reasonable for his age—another
evidence of the physical frailty betrayed by his voice. He
was neatly dressed in English school-boy clothes, but he
did not look English, he looked cosmopolitan: as if he
had been sharpened and worn down by contact with too
many different civilizations—or perhaps merely with too
many different hotels.
He continued to examine Boyne, critically but amicably;
then he remarked: “I’m in here, you know.”
“You are? I thought it was to be your father!”
“Oh, did you? That’s funny. Do you know my
father?”
“I used to. In fact, I think we were at Harvard together.”
Young master Wheater looked but faintly interested.
“Would you mind telling me your name?” he asked, as if
acquitting himself of a recognized social duty.
“My name’s Boyne: Martin Boyne. But it’s so long
since your father and I met that he wouldn’t have been
likely to speak of me.”
Mr. Wheater’s son reflected. “Well, I shouldn’t have
been likely to be there if he did. We’re not so awfully
much with father,” he added, with a seeming desire for
accuracy.
A little girl of his own age and size, but whose pale
8fairness had a warmer glow, had advanced a step or two
into the cabin, and now slipped an arm through his.
“I’ve been hunting for you everywhere,” she said.
“Judith sent me.”
“Well, here’s where I am: with this gentleman.”
The little girl lifted her deeply fringed lids and bent on
Boyne the full gaze of two large and accomplished gray
eyes. Then she pursed up her poppy-red lips and looked
at her brother. “For a whole fortnight—Terry, can you
bear it?”
The boy flushed and pulled away his arm. “Shut up,
you ass!” he admonished her.
“Do let me ask Judith to tip the steward—”
He swung about on her angrily. “Will you shut up
when I tell you to? This gentleman’s a friend of
father’s.”
“Oh—” the little girl murmured; and then added, after
another fringed flash at Boyne: “He doesn’t look it.”
“Blanca—will you please get out of here?”
She wavered, her bright lips trembled, and she turned
in confusion and ran down the deck. “She doesn’t know
anything—she’s only my twin,” said Terry Wheater
apologetically.
He completed his scrutiny of the cabin, looked a little
wistfully at Boyne, and then turned and sauntered away
after the delinquent.
Boyne returned to the deck and his book; but though
the latter interested him, it did not prevent his keeping
watch, out of the tail of his eye, on the empty chair which
bore Mrs. Wheater’s name. His curiosity to see her
had grown immensely since his encounter with her son
and daughter—in the latter of whom he discovered, as the
9past grew clearer to him, a likeness to her mother at once
close and remote. Joyce Mervin—yes, she had had those
same poppy-red lips in a face of translucent pallor, and
that slow skilful way of manœuvring her big eyes; but
her daughter seemed made of a finer frailer stuff, as if a
good deal of Mrs. Wheater’s substance had been left out
of her, and a drop of some rarer essence added. “Perhaps
it’s because the child is only half a person—there was
always too much of her mother,” Boyne thought, remembering
Joyce Mervin as being rather aimlessly abundant.
“In such cases, it’s probably enough to be a twin,” he
decided.
But how puzzling it all was! Terry was much less like
Cliffe Wheater than his twin was like their mother. There
too—even more so in the boy’s case—quality seemed to
have replaced quantity. Boyne felt, he hardly knew
why, that something obvious and almost vulgar might
lurk under Blanca’s fastidiousness; but her brother could
never be anything but distinguished. What a pity such
a charming lad should look so ill!
Suddenly, from the forward suite, the young lady with
the baby emerged. She had her sleepy cherub by the
hand and was guiding him with motherly care along the
deck. She sank into the chair next to Boyne’s, pulled the
baby up on her knee, and signalled to a steward to draw
a rug over her feet. Then she leaned back with a sigh of
satisfaction.
“This is something like, eh, Chip?” she said, in her gay
fluty voice.
Chip laughed a genial well-fed laugh and fingered the
brim of her hat appreciatively. It was evident that the
two had the very highest opinion of each other.
10
It was none of Boyne’s business to tell his new neighbour
that the chair she had chosen was Mrs. Cliffe
Wheater’s; the less so as she might (he decided on closer
inspection) turn out to be a governess or other dependent
of that lady’s. But no (after another look); she was too
young for the part, even if she had looked or acted it—and
she didn’t. Her tone in addressing her invisible
companions was that of command, not subservience: they
were the nurses and governesses, not she. Probably she
had taken Mrs. Wheater’s chair because it was one of the
few empty ones left, and was well aware that she might
presently be asked to evacuate it. That was just what
Boyne would have liked to spare her; he didn’t see Joyce
Wheater—the Joyce he had known—yielding her seat
without a battle.
“I beg your pardon; but in case somebody should claim
this chair, I might find another for you before the whole
front row is taken up.”
The phrase sounded long and clumsy, but it was out before
he had time to polish it. He had to hear her voice
again, and also to get her to turn her eyes his way. She
did so now, with perfect composure. Evidently she was
not surprised at his addressing her, but only at the fact
he imparted.
“Isn’t this my chair?” She reached for the label and
examined it. “Yes; I thought it was.”
“Oh, I’m sorry—”
“That’s all right. They are filling up, aren’t they?”
11Her brown eyes, under deep lashes like Blanca’s, rested
on him in polite acknowledgment of his good will; but he
was too bewildered to see anything but a starry blur.
Mrs. Cliffe Wheater, then—this child? Well, after all,
why not? His Mrs. Cliffe Wheater she obviously could
not be; but in these days of transient partnerships there
was no reason for expecting it. The Wheaters he knew
must have been married nearly twenty years ago; and
Cliffe Wheater, in the interval, had made money enough
to treat himself to half-a-dozen divorces and remarriages,
with all the attendant outlay. “No more to him than
doing over a new house—good deal less than running a
steam-yacht,” Boyne half enviously reflected.
Yes; his neighbour was obviously a later—was the
latest—Mrs. Wheater; probably two or three removes
from poor Joyce. Though why he should think of her as
poor Joyce, when in all probability she had moved off
across the matrimonial chess-board at the same rate of
progression as her first husband.... Well, at any rate,
if this was a new Mrs. Cliffe Wheater, Boyne might insinuate
himself into her field of vision as an old friend
of her husband’s; a sufficient plea, he argued, between
passengers on a pleasure-cruise. Only, remembering
Terry’s cool reception of his father’s name, he hesitated.
These modern matrimonial tangles were full of peril to
the absentee....
The question was answered by the appearance of
Blanca, who came dancing toward them like a butterfly
waltzing over a bed of thyme.
As she approached, the young lady at Boyne’s side said
severely: “Child! Why haven’t you got on your coat? Go
and ask Scopy for it at once. The wind is cold.”
Blanca leaned against her with a caressing gesture.
12“All right.” But instead of moving she slanted her gaze
again toward Boyne. “He says he used to know father,”
she imparted.
The young lady turned her head also, and Boyne felt
the mysterious weight of her eyes upon his face. “How
funny!” was her simple comment. It seemed to strike
all the group with equal wonder that Martin Boyne
should be on speaking terms with its chief. “Not smart
enough, I suppose; no Bond Street suit-cases,” he grumbled
to himself, remembering the freight of costly pigskin
which had followed his neighbour up the gangway.
The latter’s attention had already turned from him.
“Blanca! I tell you to go and put on your coat. And
see that Terry has his.... Don’t lean on me like that,
child. Can’t you see that Chip’s asleep?”
She spoke a little wearily, almost irritably, Boyne
thought; but as she bent over the child her little profile
softened, melting into something puerile and appealing.
“Hush!” she signalled; and Blanca, obedient, tiptoed off.
Boyne, at this, invoking Uncle Edward, patron saint
of the adventurous, risked a playful comment. “You’ve
got them wonderfully well in hand.”
She smiled. “Oh, they’re very good children; all except ... Zinnie—!” she screamed; and Boyne, following
her horrified glance, saw a stark naked little figure
with a shock of orange-coloured hair and a string of amber
beads capering toward them to the wonder and delight
of the double row of spectators in the deck-chairs.
In a flash the young lady was on her feet, and Boyne
was pressing a soap-scented bundle to his breast. “Hold
Chip!” she commanded. “Oh, that little red devil!”
She sped down the deck and catching up the orange-headed
child gave her a violent shaking. “You’ll be
13catching cold next, you wretch,” she admonished her,
as if this were the head and front of the child’s offending;
and having pushed the culprit into the arms of a pursuing
nurse she regained her seat.
“How nicely you’ve held him! He’s still asleep.” She
received back the hot baby, all relaxed and slumber-scented,
and the eyes she turned on Boyne were now
full of a friendly intimacy—and much younger, he
thought, than Blanca’s. “Did you ever mind a baby before?”
she asked.
“Yes; but not such a good one—nor so heavy.”
She shone with pride. “Isn’t he an armful? He’s
nearly two pounds heavier than most children of two.
When Beechy was his age she weighed only....”
“Beechy?” Boyne interrupted. “I thought you called
her Zinnie.”
“Zinnie? Oh, but she’s not the same as Beechy.” She
laughed with something of a child’s amusement at the
ignorance of the grown up. “Beechy’s a step—but you
haven’t seen the other steps,” she reminded herself. “I
wonder where on earth they are?”
“The steps?” he echoed, in deeper bewilderment.
“Bun and Beechy. They only half belong to us, and
so does Zinnie. They’re all three step-children. But
we’re just as devoted to them as if they were altogether
ours; except when Bun is naughty. Bun is my only
naughty child—oh, do hold Chip again!” she exclaimed,
and once more Boyne became the repository of that heap
of rosy slumber.
“There’s Bun now—and I never trust him when he’s
by himself! I can’t,” she wailed, as a sturdy little brown
boy in a scarlet jumper came crawling down the deck on
all fours, emitting strange animal barks and crowings.
14“He’s going to do his menagerie-tricks. Oh, dear—And
he can’t, with the ship rolling like this. His mother was
a lion-tamer. But he’ll hurt himself, I know he will—oh,
Scopy! Yes; do take him....”
A gaunt narrow-chested lady with a face hewn into
lines of kindly resolution, and a faded straw hat cocked
sideways on her blown gray hair, had appeared in Bun’s
wake and set him on his feet as firmly as the rolling deck
permitted. His face, dusky with wrath, squared itself for
a howl; but at that moment a very small brown girl, with
immense agate-coloured eyes and a thicket of dark curls,
dashed out of a state-room, and hurried to him with outstretched
arms. Instantly the offender’s wrath turned to
weeping, and the two little creatures fell dramatically on
each other’s bosoms, while the governess, unmoved by
this display of feeling, steered them sternly back to their
quarters.
The young lady at Boyne’s side leaned back with a
laugh. “Isn’t Scopy funny? She can’t bear it when
Bun falls on Beechy’s neck like that. She calls it ‘so
foreign and unmanly.’ And of course they are foreign ... they’re Italian ... but I’m too thankful that
Beechy has such an influence over Bun. If it weren’t
for her we should have our hands full with him.” She
hugged the sleep-drunk Chip to her bosom.
“You must have your hands rather full as it is—I mean
even without Bun?” Boyne ventured, consumed by the
desire to see farther into this nursery tangle, and follow
its various threads back to the young creature at his side.
“Travelling with them all like this—and without Wheater
to help you out,” he pushed on.
At this she shrugged a little. “Oh, he’s not much at
helping out; he loathes to travel with us,” she said,
15slightingly yet not unkindly. Boyne was beginning to
think that her detached view of human weaknesses was
perhaps the most striking thing about her.
“But Terry helps—most wonderfully,” she added, a
smile of maternal tenderness lighting her small changeful
face, in which so many things were always happening
that Boyne had not yet had time to decide if it were
pretty or just curiously loveable.
“My cabin-mate,” Boyne smiled. “Yes; a big boy like
that must be a comfort.” He dared not say “a big son
like that,” for he could not believe that the girl at his
side could be the mother of a tall lad of Terry’s age.
Yet she had distinctly not classed him among the “steps”!
In his perplexity he ventured: “A chap of that age is always
so proud of his mother.”
She seemed to think that this needed consideration.
“Well, I don’t know that Terry’s proud of Joyce, exactly—but
he admires her, of course; we all do. She’s so awfully
handsome. I don’t believe even Blanca is going to
come up to her.”
Joyce! Boyne caught at the familiar name as at a lifebelt.
Evidently his old friend Joyce Mervin was still situated
somewhere within the Wheater labyrinth. But
where? And who was this young thing who gave her her
Christian name so easily? Everything that seemed at
first to enlighten him ended only by deepening his perplexity.
“Do you know that Joyce, as you call her, used to be
a great friend of mine years ago?” There could be no
harm, at least, in risking that.
“Oh, was she? How jolly! She says she looked exactly
like Blanca then. Did she? Of course she’s a
little thick now—but not nearly as much so as she imagines.
16She does so fret about it. It’s her great unhappiness.”
Boyne laughed. “You mean she hasn’t any worse
ones?”
“Oh, no. Not now. They’ve been on a new honeymoon
since Chip ... haven’t they, old Chippo?”
“They...?” On a new honeymoon? Since Chip?
Then the sleeping cherub was not the property of the girl
at his side, but of Joyce Mervin ... Joyce Wheater ...
Joyce Somebody.... Oh, how he longed to ask: “Joyce
who?”
This last step forward seemed really to have landed
him in the heart of the labyrinth; the difficulty now was
to find his way out again.
But the young lady’s confidences seemed to invite his
own. Or was it just that she had the new easy way with
people? Very likely. Still, an old fogey out of the
wilderness might be excused for taking it as something
more—a sign of sympathy, almost an invitation to meet
her fresh allusions with fresh questions.
“Yes; we were friends—really great friends for a
winter....”
(“That’s long, for Joyce,” said his neighbour parenthetically.)
“... such good friends that I should like to tell you
my name: Martin Boyne—and to ask what your—”
“Oh—oh!!!” She shrilled it out so precipitately that
it cut his last word in two. At first he could not guess
the cause of this new disturbance; but in a moment he
discovered the young Bun walking with bare feet and a
cat-like agility along the backs of the outer row of deck-chairs,
while their occupants ducked out of his way and
laughed their approval of his skill.
17“She was also a tight-rope dancer—his mother was,”
the girl flung back, leaping in Bun’s direction. Having
caught and cuffed him, and cuffed him again in answer
to his furious squeals, she dragged him away to the firm
dishevelled lady who had previously dealt with him.
When she returned to her seat, pale and a little breathless,
she looked as if her domestic cares sometimes
weighed on her too heavily. She dropped down by Boyne
with a sigh. “If ever you marry,” she enjoined him (“And
how does she know I never have?” he wondered), “don’t
you have any children—that’s all I say! Do you wonder
mother and father don’t care to travel with the lot of us?”
18
The luncheon-signal crashed in on this interrogation,
and Boyne was left alone to make what he could of
it. At the first sound of the gong his neighbour was on
her feet, hardly heeding his suggestion that, if she had
not already chosen her seat, they might meet at a table
for two in the restaurant.
“Thanks a lot; but of course I lunch with my children.”
And he remembered with regret that their ocean-palace
had a separate dining-room for youthful passengers.
“Dash it—I should have liked a few minutes’ quiet talk
with her.”
Instead, he drifted back to his usual place at a table
of waifs and strays like himself: an earnest lady in spectacles
who was “preparing” Sicily; an elderly man who announced
every morning: “I always say the bacon on these
big liners is better than anything I can get at home”; and
a pale clergyman whose parishioners had sent him on a
holiday tour, and whose only definite idea was to refuse
to visit catacombs. “I do so want to lead a pagan life
just for once,” he confided to Boyne, with an ascetic
smile which showed, between racking coughs, his worn
teeth and anæmic gums.
Luncheon over, Boyne hurried back to his corner, hoping
to find the seat at his side already occupied; but it
was empty, and empty it remained as the long blue day
curved down imperceptibly toward evening.
“Father and mother don’t care to travel with the lot
of us,” the girl had said.
19“Father and mother”? That, as far as Boyne could
make out, could mean only the Cliffe Wheaters, his old
original Cliffe Wheaters, in their before-the-letter state,
as it were. In that case the thin eager girl at his side
would be their daughter, their eldest daughter, born probably
soon after a marriage which, some thirteen or fourteen
years later, had produced the sturdy and abundant
Chip.
“Very unmodern, all that.” It gave Boyne a more encouraging
view of the conjugal state than he had lately
held, and made him look forward with a lighter mind to
meeting the lady who awaited him in the Dolomites—the
lady he had not seen for five years. It must certainly be
pleasant to be the parent of a large reliable baby like
Chip....
But no sooner did he imagine that he had solved the
puzzle of the Cliffe Wheaters than the image of the enigmatic
trio, Zinnie, Bun and Beechy, disarranged his neat
equation. The “steps”—who on earth were the “steps,”
and how and where did they fit into the family group
which seemed, with Judith (hadn’t they called her that?)
at one end, and Chip at the other, to form its own unbroken
circle? Miss Wheater, he remembered, had tossed
him a few details about the two brown children, Bun and
Beechy. “They’re foreigners ... Italians....” But if
so, they belonged neither to Cliffe Wheater nor to his
wife; certainly not to his wife, since Judith had added, in
speaking of Bun: “His mother was a lion-tamer ...” not
as if using the term metaphorically, but as stating a plain
social fact.
As for Zinnie, the little red devil, she remained wholly
unaccounted for, and there was nothing in her clever impudent
face, with its turned-up nose and freckled skin
20under the shock of orange hair, to suggest any blood-relationship
to the small Italians. Zinnie appeared to be
sharply and completely American—as American as
Beechy and Bun were Italian, and much more so than the
three elder Wheaters, who were all so rubbed down by
cosmopolitan contacts. The “steps,” in fact, had the
definiteness of what the botanists call species, whereas
Judith, Blanca and Terry were like exquisite garden
hybrids. The harder Boyne stared into the problem the
more obscure it became.
Even the least eventful sea-voyages lend themselves
to favourable propinquities, and in the course of the
afternoon the gray-haired lady whom the young Wheaters
addressed as “Scopy” reappeared on deck, this time alone,
and seemingly in quest of a seat. Boyne instantly pointed
out the one next to his, and the lady, saying with an austere
smile: “I believe ours are on the other side, but I
can take this while Judith’s resting,” settled herself at his
side in an attitude of angular precision.
As she did so she gave him a look of shy benevolence,
and added: “I understand from Judith that you’re a
friend of her people.”
Boyne eagerly acquiesced, and she went on to say what
a comfort it was, when they were on one of these long
treks with the children, to come across anybody who was
a friend of their parents, and could be appealed to in an
emergency. “Not that there’s any particular reason at
present; but it’s a good deal of a responsibility for Judith
to transport the whole party from Biskra to Venice, and
we’re always rather troubled about Terry. Even after
four months at Biskra he hasn’t picked up as we’d
hoped.... Always a little temperature in the evenings....”
She sighed, and turned away her sturdy
21weather-beaten face, which looked like a cliff on whose
top a hermit had built a precarious refuge—her hat.
“You’re anxious about Terry? He does look a little
drawn.” Boyne hoped that if he adopted an easy old-friend
tone she might be lured on from one confidence to
another.
“Anxious? I don’t like the word; and Judith wouldn’t
admit it. But we always have our eye on him, the dear
boy—and our minds.” She sighed again, and he saw
that she had averted her head because her eyes were
filling.
“It is, as you say, a tremendous responsibility for any
one as young as Miss Wheater.” He hesitated, and then
added: “I can very nearly guess her age, for I used to see
a good deal of both her parents before they were married.”
It was a consolation to his self-esteem that the lady
called “Scopy” took this with less flippancy than her
young charges. It seemed distinctly interesting to her,
and even reassuring, that Boyne should have been a friend
of the Cliffe Wheaters at any stage in their career. “I
only wish you’d gone on seeing them since,” she said, with
another of her sighs.
“Oh, our paths have been pretty widely divided; so
much so that at first I didn’t know whether ... not till
I saw Chip....”
“Ah, poor little Chipstone: he’s our hope, our consolation.”
She looked down, and a faint brick-red blush
crossed her face like sunset on granite. “You see, Terry
being so delicate—as twins often are—Mr. Wheater was
always anxious for another boy.”
“Well, Chip looks like a pretty solid foundation to
build one’s hopes on.”
22She smiled a little bleakly, and murmured: “He’s never
given us a minute’s trouble.”
All this was deeply interesting to her hearer, but it left
the three “steps” still unaccounted for; the “steps” of
whom Judith had said that they were as much beloved as
if they had been “altogether ours.”
“Not a minute’s trouble—I wish I could say as much
of the others,” his neighbour went on, yielding, as he had
hoped she would, to the rare chance of airing her grievances.
“The others? You mean—”
“Yes: those foreign children, with their scenes and
their screams and their play-acting. I shall never get
used to them—never!”
“But Zinnie: Zinnie’s surely not foreign?” Boyne lured
her on.
“Foreign to our ways, certainly; really more so than
the two others, who, on the father’s side....” She lowered
her voice, and cast a prudent eye about her, before
adding: “You’ve heard of Zinnia Lacrosse, the film star,
I suppose?”
Boyne racked his mind, which was meagrely peopled
with film stars, and finally thought he had. “Didn’t she
marry some racing man the other day—Lord Somebody?”
“I don’t know what her last enormity has been. One
of them was marrying Mr. Wheater—and having Zinnie....”
Marrying Wheater—Zinnia Lacrosse had married Cliffe
Wheater? But then—but then—who on earth was Chipstone’s
mother? Boyne felt like crying out: “Don’t pile
up any more puzzles! Give me time—give me time!”
but his neighbour was now so far launched in the way
of avowal that she went on, hardly heeding him more
23than if his face had been the narrow grating through
which she was pouring her woes: “It’s inconceivable, but
it’s so. Mr. Wheater married Zinnia Lacrosse. And
Zinnie is their child. The truth is, he wasn’t altogether
to blame; I’ve always stood up for Mr. Wheater. What
with his feeling so low after Mrs. Wheater left him, and
his wanting another boy so dreadfully ... with all those
millions to inherit....”
But Boyne held up a drowning hand. Mrs. Wheater
had left Wheater? But when—but how—but why? He
implored the merciless narrator to tell him one thing at a
time—only one; all these sudden appearances of new
people and new children were so perplexing to a man
who’d lived for years and years in the wilderness....
“The wilderness? The real wilderness is the world
we live in; packing up our tents every few weeks for another
move.... And the marriages just like tents—folded
up and thrown away when you’ve done with them.” But
she saw, at least, that to gain his sympathy she must have
his understanding, and after another cautious glance up
and down the deck she settled down to elucidate the
mystery and fill in the gaps. Of course, she began, Judith
having told her that he—Mr. Boyne was the name?
Thanks. Hers was Miss Scope, Horatia Scope (she knew
the children called her “Horror Scope” behind her back,
but she didn’t mind)—well, Judith having told her that
Mr. Boyne was a friend of her parents, Miss Scope had
inferred that he had kept up with the successive episodes
of the couple’s agitated history; but now that she saw he
didn’t know, she would try to make it clear to him—if one
could use the word in speaking of such a muddled business.
It took a great deal of explaining—as he would
see—but if any one could enlighten him she could, for
24she’d come to the Wheaters’ as Judith’s governess before
Blanca and Terry were born: before the first, no, the
second serious quarrel, she added, as if saying: “Before
the Hittite invasion.”
Quarrels, it seemed, there had been many since; she
had lost count, she confessed; but the bad, the fatal, one
had happened when Mrs. Wheater had met her Prince,
the wicked Buondelmonte who was the father of Bun
and Beechy: Beatrice and Astorre Buondelmonte, as the
children were really named.
Here Boyne, submerged, had to hold up his hand again.
But if Zinnie was Wheater’s child, he interrupted, were
Bun and Beechy Mrs. Wheater’s? And whose, in the
name of pity, was Chipstone? Well ... Miss Scope said
she understood his wonder, his perplexity; it did him
credit, she declared, to be too high-minded to take in the
whole painful truth at a glance. No; Bun and Beechy,
thank heaven, were not Mrs. Wheater’s children; they
were the offspring of the unscrupulous Prince Buondelmonte
and a vile woman—a circus performer, she believed—whom
he had married and deserted before poor Mrs.
Wheater became infatuated with him. (“Infatuated”
was a horrid word, she knew; but Mrs. Wheater used it
herself in speaking of that unhappy time.)
Well—Mrs. Wheater, in her madness, had insisted on
leaving her husband in order to marry Prince Buondelmonte.
Mr. Wheater, though she had behaved so badly,
was very chivalrous about it, and “put himself in the
wrong” (Boyne rejoiced at the phrase) so that his wife
might divorce him; but he insisted on his right to keep
Terry with him, and on an annual visit of four months
from Judith and Blanca; and as there was a big fight
over the alimony Mrs. Wheater had to give in about the
25children—and that was when Judith’s heart-break began.
Even as a little thing, Miss Scope explained, Judith
couldn’t bear it when her parents quarrelled. She had
had to get used to that, alas; but what she couldn’t get
used to was, after the divorce and the two remarriages,
being separated from Terry, and bundled up every year
with Blanca, and sent from pillar to post, first to one
Palace Hotel and then to another, wherever one parent
or the other happened to be.... It was that, Miss Scope
thought, which had given the grown-up look to her
eyes....
Luckily Mrs. Wheater’s delusion didn’t last long; the
Prince hadn’t let it. Before they’d been married a year
he’d taken care to show her what he was. Poor Judith,
who was alone with her mother during the last dreadful
months, knew something of that. But Miss Scope realised
that she mustn’t digress, but just stick to the outline
of her story till it became a little clearer to Mr. Boyne....
Well—when Mrs. Wheater’s eyes were opened, and the
final separation from the Prince took place, she (Mrs.
Wheater) was so sorry for Beatrice and Astorre—there
was really nobody kinder than Mrs. Wheater—that she
kept the poor little things with her, and had gone on keeping
them ever since. Their father had of course been
only too thankful to have them taken off his hands—and
their miserable mother too. Here Miss Scope paused for
breath, and hoped that Mr. Boyne was beginning to
grasp—
“Yes; beginning; but—Chipstone?” he patiently insisted.
“Oh, Chip; dear Chip’s a Wheater all right! The
very image of his father, don’t you think? But I see that
I haven’t yet given you all the threads; there are so
26many.... Where was I? Oh, about Mrs. Wheater’s separation.
You know there’s no divorce in Italy, and she
thought she was tied to the Prince for life. But luckily
her lawyers found out that he had been legally married—in
some Italian consulate at the other end of the world—to
the mother of Bun and Beechy; and as the woman was
still alive, the Prince’s marriage with Mrs. Wheater had
been bigamous, and was immediately annulled, and she
became Mrs. Wheater again—”
“And then?”
“Then she was dreadfully miserable about it all, and
Mr. Wheater was miserable too, because in the meanwhile
he’d found out about the horror he’d married, and was
already suing for a divorce. And Judith, who was thirteen
by that time, and as wise and grown up as she is
now, begged and entreated her father and mother to meet
and talk things over, and see if they couldn’t come together
again, so that the children would never have to
be separated, and sent backward and forward like
bundles—”
“She did that? That child?”
“Judith’s never been a child—there was no time. So
she got Mr. and Mrs. Wheater together, and they were
both sore and unhappy over their blunders, and realised
what a mess they’d made—and finally they decided to
try again, and they were remarried about three years
ago; and then Chip was born, and of course that has made
everything all right again—for the present.”
“The present?” Boyne gasped; and the governess
smoothed back her blown hair, and turned the worn integrity
of her face on his.
“If I respect the truth, how can I say more than ‘the
present’? But really I put it that way only for fear ...
27for fear of the Fates overhearing me.... Everything’s
going as smoothly as can be; and we should all be perfectly
happy if it weren’t for poor Terry, whose health
never seems to be what it should.... Mr. and Mrs.
Wheater adore Chip, and are very fond of the other children;
and Judith is almost sure it will last this time.”
Miss Scope broke off, and looked away again from
Boyne. Her “almost” wrung his heart, and he wanted to
put his hand out, and clasp the large gray cotton glove
clenched on her knee. But instead he only said: “If
anything can make it last, you and Judith will”; and the
governess answered: “Oh, it’s all Judith. And she has all
the children behind her. They say they refuse to be
separated again. Even the little ones say so. They’re
much more attached to each other than you’d think, to
hear them bickering and wrangling. And they all worship
Judith. Even the two foreigners do.”
28
The children, at first, had been unanimously and immovably
opposed to going to Monreale.
Long before the steamer headed for Palermo the question
was debated by them with a searching thoroughness.
Judith, who had never been to Sicily, had consulted Boyne
as to the most profitable way of employing the one day
allotted to them, and after inclining to Segesta, Boyne,
on finding that everybody, including Chip, was to be of
the party, suggested Monreale as more accessible.
“And awfully beautiful too?” Judith was looking at
him with hungry ignorant eyes.
“One of the most beautiful things in the world. The
mosaics alone....”
She clasped ecstatic hands. “We must go there! I’ve
seen so little—”
“Why, I thought you’d travelled from one end of
Europe to the other.”
“That doesn’t show you anything but sleeping-cars and
Palace Hotels, does it? Mother and father never even
have a guide-book; they just ask the hall-porter where to
go. And then something always seems to prevent their
going. You must show me everything, everything.”
“Well, we’ll begin with Monreale.”
But the children took a different view. Miss Scope,
unluckily, had found an old Baedeker on the steamer,
and refreshing her mind with hazy reminiscences gleaned
from former pupils, had rediscovered the name of a wonderful
ducal garden containing ever so many acres of
29orange-trees always full of flowers and fruit. Her old
pupils had gone there, she recalled, and been allowed by
the gardeners to pick up from the ground as many oranges
as they could carry away.
At this the children, a close self-governing body, instantly
voted as one man for the Giardino Aumale. Boyne
had already observed that, in spite of Judith’s strong
influence, there were moments when she became helpless
against their serried opposition, and in the present case
argument and persuasion entirely failed. At length
Terry, evidently wishing, as the man of the party, to set
the example of reasonableness, remarked that Judith, who
had all the bother of looking after them, ought to go
wherever she chose. Bun hereupon squared his mouth
for a howl, and Blanca observed tartly that by always pretending
to give up you generally got what you wanted.
“Well, you’d better try then,” Terry retorted severely,
and the blood rose under his sister’s delicate skin as if he
had struck her.
“Terry! What a beast you are! I didn’t mean—”
Meanwhile Beechy, melting into tears at the sight of
Bun’s distress, was hugging his tumbled head against her
breast with murmurs of: “Zitto, zitto, carissimo! Cuor
mio!” and glaring angrily at Judith and Terry.
“Well, I want to go where there’s zoranges to eat,”
said Zinnie, in her sharp metallic American voice, with
which she might almost have peeled the fruit. “—’r if
I don’t, I want something a lot better’nstead, n’ I mean
to have it!”
Boyne laughed, and Judith murmured despairingly:
“We’d better go to their orange-garden.”
“Look here,” Terry interposed, “the little ones are
30mad to hear the end of that story of the old old times,
about the two children who’d never seen a motor. They’re
all so fed up with airships and machinery and X rays and
wireless; and you know you promised to go on with that
story some day. Why couldn’t we go to the place you
want to see, and you’ll promise and swear to finish the
story there, and to have chocolates for tea?”
“Oh—and oranges; I’ll supply the oranges,” Boyne
interposed. “There’s a jolly garden next to the cloister,
and I’ll persuade the guardian to let us in, and we’ll have
a picnic tea there.”
“An’masses of zoranges?” Zinnie stipulated, with a
calculating air, while Beechy surreptitiously dried Bun’s
tears on her crumpled pinafore, and Bun, heartlessly forsaking
her to turn handsprings on the deck, shrieked out:
“Noranges! Noranges! NORANGES!”
“Oh, very well; I knew—” Blanca murmured, shooting
her gray glance toward Boyne; and Judith, lifting up
Chip, triumphantly declared: “He says he wants to go to
Monreale.”
“That settles it, of course,” said Blanca, with resigned
eyelids.
A wordy wrangle having arisen between Zinnie, Beechy
and Bun as to whether the fruit for which they clamoured
should be called zoranges or noranges, Judith and Miss
Scope took advantage of the diversion to settle the details
of the expedition with Boyne, and the next morning,
when the steamer lay to off Palermo, the little party,
equipped and eager, headed the line of passengers for the
tug.
Boyne, stretched out at length on a stone bench in the
sun, lay listening with half-closed eyes to Judith’s eager
31plaintive voice. He had bribed the custodian to let them
pass out of the cloister into the lavender-scented cathedral
garden drowsing on its warm terrace above the orange-orchards.
Far off across the plain the mountains descended
in faint sapphire gradations to the denser
sapphire of the sea, along which the domed and towered
city gleamed uncertainly. And here, close by, sat Judith
Wheater in the sun, the children heaped at her knee, and
Scopy and Nanny, at a discreet distance, knitting, and
nursing the tea-basket. Judith’s voice went on: “But
when Polycarp and Lullaby drove home in the victoria
with the white horse to their mamma’s palace they found
that the zebra door-mat had got up and was eating all the
flowers in the drawing-room vases, and the big yellow
birds on the wall-paper were all flying about, and making
the most dreadful mess scattering seeds about the rooms.
But the most wonderful thing was that the cuckoo from
the nursery clock was gone too, so that the nurses couldn’t
tell what time it was, and when the children ought to be
put to bed and to get up again....”
“Oh, how perfectly lovely,” chanted Bun, and Beechy
chorused: “Lovelly, lovelly....”
“Not at all,” said Judith severely. “It was the worst
thing that had happened to them yet, for the cook didn’t
know what time it was either, and nobody in the house
could tell her, so there was no breakfast ready; and the
cook just went off for a ride on the zebra, because she had
no carriage of her own, and she said there was nothing
else to do.”
“Why didn’t they tell their father’n’mother?” Zinnie
queried in a practical tone.
“Because they’d got new ones, who didn’t know about
the cuckoo either, I guess,” said Bun with authority.
32“Then why didn’t the children go with their old fathers
an’ mothers?” Zinnie inserted.
“Because their old mother’s friend, Sally Money, wasn’t
big enough ... big enough ... big enough ... for
her to take them all with her....” Bun broke off, visibly
puzzled as to what was likely to follow.
“Big enough to take them all on her back and carry
them away with her. But I daresay the new father and
mother would have been all right,” Judith pursued, “if
only the children had been patient and known how to
treat them; only just at first they didn’t; and besides,
at the time I am telling you about, they happened to be
away travelling—”
“Then why didn’t the children telephone to them to
come back?”
“Because there weren’t any telephones in those days.”
“No telephones? Does it say so in the hist’ry books?”
snapped Zinnie, sceptical.
“Course it does, you silly. Why, when Scopy was
little,” Terry reminded them, “she lived in a house where
there wasn’t any telephone.”
Beechy, ever tender-hearted, immediately prepared to
cry at the thought of Scopy’s privation; but Scopy interpolated
severely: “Now, Beatrice, don’t be foreign—”
and the story-teller went on: “So there was no way whatever
for them to get any breakfast, and—”
“Oh, I know, I know! They starved to death, poverini!”
Beechy lamented, promptly transferring her grief
to another object, and flinging her little brown arms heavenward
in an agony of participation.
“Not just yet. For they met on the edge of the
wood—”
33(“What wood? There wasn’t any wood before,” said
Zinnie sharply.)
“No, but there was one now; for all the trees and
flowers from the wall-papers had come off the wall, and
gone out into the garden to grow, so that the big yellow
birds should have a wood to build their nests in, and
the zebras should—”
“Zebras! There was only one zebra.” This, sardonically,
from a grown-up looking, indifferent Blanca.
“Stupid! He’d been married already and had a lot of
perfectly lovely norphans and three dear little steps like
us, and Mrs. Zebra she had a big family too, no, she
had two big families,” Zinnie announced, enumerating the
successive groups on her small dimpled fingers.
“Oh, how lovely for the zebra! Then all the little
zebras stayed together always afterward—f’rever and
ever. Say they did—oh, Judith, say it!” Beechy clamoured.
“Of course they did. (Zinnie, you mustn’t call Blanca
stupid.) But all this time Polycarp and Lullaby were
starving, because the clock had stopped and the cook had
gone out on the zebra....”
“And they were starving—slowly starving to death ...” Zinnie gloated.
“Yes; but on the edge of the wood whom did they
meet but a great big tall gentleman with a mot—no, I
mean a pony-carriage....”
“What’s a pony?”
“A little horse about as big as Bun—”
(“Oh, oh—I’m a pony!” shouted Bun, kicking and
neighing.)
“And the pony-carriage was full—absolutely brim full
34of—what do you think?” Judith concluded, her question
drowned in a general cry of “Oranges! No, noranges—zoranges!!!”
from the leaping scrambling group before
whom, at the dramatic moment, Boyne had obligingly
uncorded his golden bales, while Miss Scope and Nanny
murmured: “Now, children, children—now—”
“And this is our chance,” said Boyne, “to make a dash
for the cathedral.”
He slipped his hand through Judith’s arm, and drew
her across the cloister and into the great echoing basilica.
At first, after their long session on the sun-drenched terrace,
the place seemed veiled in an impenetrable twilight.
But gradually the tremendous walls and spandrils began
to glow with their own supernatural radiance, the solid
sunlight of gold and umber and flame-coloured mosaics,
against which figures of saints, prophets, kings and sages
stood out in pale solemn hues. Boyne led the girl toward
one of the shafts of the nave, and they sat down on its
projecting base.
“Now from here you can see—”
But he presently perceived that she could see nothing.
Her little profile was studiously addressed to the direction
in which he pointed, and her head thrown back so
that her lips were parted, and her long lashes drew an
upward curve against her pale skin; but nothing was
happening in the face which was usually the theatre of
such varied emotions.
She sat thus for a long time, and he did not move or
speak again. Finally she turned to him, and said in a
shy voice (it was the first time he had noticed any shyness
in her): “I suppose I’m much more ignorant than
you could possibly have imagined.”
35“You mean that you don’t particularly care for all
this?”
She lowered her voice to answer: “I believe all those
big people up there frighten me a little.” And she added:
“I’m glad I didn’t bring Chip.”
“Child!” He let his hand fall on hers with a faint
laugh. What a child she became as soon as she was
away from the other children!
“But I do want to admire it, you know,” she went on
earnestly, “because you do, and Scopy says you know
such a lot about everything.”
“It’s not a question of knowing—” he began; and then
broke off. For wasn’t it, after all, exactly that? How
many thousand threads of association, strung with stored
images of the eye and brain, memories of books, of pictures,
of great names and deeds, ran between him and
those superhuman images, tracing a way from his world
to theirs? Yes; it had been stupid of him to expect
that a child of fifteen or sixteen, brought up in complete
ignorance of the past, and with no more comprehension
than a savage of the subtle and allusive symbolism of
art, should feel anything in Monreale but the oppression
of its awful unreality. And yet he was disappointed, for
he was already busy at the masculine task of endowing
the woman of the moment with every quality which made
life interesting to himself.
“Woman—but she’s not a woman! She’s a child.”
His thinking of her as anything else was the crowning
absurdity of the whole business. Obscurely irritated
with himself and her, he stood up, turning his back impatiently
on the golden abyss of the apse. “Come along;
it’s chilly here after our sun-bath. Gardens are best,
after all.”
36In the doorway she paused a moment and sent her gaze
a little wistfully down the mighty perspective they were
leaving. “Some day, I know, I shall want to come back
here,” she said.
“Oh, well, we’ll come back together,” he replied perfunctorily.
But outside in the sunlight, with the children leaping
about her, and guiding her with joyful cries toward the
outspread tea-things, she was instantly woman again—gay,
competent, composed, and wholly mistress of the
situation....
Yes; decidedly, the more Boyne saw of her the more
she perplexed him, the more difficult he found it to situate
her in time and space. He did not even know how
old she was—somewhere between fifteen and seventeen,
he conjectured—nor had he as yet made up his mind
if she were pretty. In the cathedral, just now, he had
thought her almost plain, with the dull droop of her
mouth, her pale complexion which looked dead when
unlit by gaiety, her thick brown hair, just thick and just
brown, without the magic which makes some women’s hair
as alive as their lips, and her small impersonal nose, a
nose neither perfectly drawn like Blanca’s nor impudently
droll like Zinnie’s. The act of thus cataloguing her
seemed to reduce her to a bundle of negatives; yet here
in the sunshine, her hat thrown off her rumpled hair, and
all the children scrambling over her, her mouth became
a flame, her eyes fountains of laughter, her thin frail body
a quiver of light—he didn’t know how else to put it.
Whatever she was, she was only intermittently; as if her
body were the mere vehicle of her moods, the projection of
successive fears, hopes, ardours, with hardly any material
identity of its own. Strange, he mused, that such an imponderable
37and elusive creature should be the offspring of
the two solid facts he recalled the Cliffe Wheaters as being.
For a reminder of Joyce Mervin as he had known her,
tall, vigorous and substantial, one must turn to Blanca,
not Judith. If Blanca had not had to spare a part of herself
for the making of Terry she would have been the
reproduction of her mother. But Judith was like a
thought, a vision, an aspiration—all attributes to which
Mrs. Cliffe Wheater could never have laid claim. And
Boyne, when the tired and sleepy party were piled once
more into the motor, had not yet decided what Judith
looked like, and still less if he really thought her pretty.
He fell asleep that night composing a letter to the lady
in the Dolomites. “... what you would think. A
strange little creature who changes every hour, hardly
seems to have any personality of her own except when
she’s mothering her flock. Then she’s extraordinary:
playmate, mother and governess all in one; and the best
of each in its way. As for her very self, when she’s not
with them, you grope for her identity and find an instrument
the wind plays on, a looking-glass that reflects the
clouds, a queer little sensitive plate, very little and very
sensitive—” and with a last flash of caution, just as sleep
overcame him, he added: “Unluckily not in the least
pretty.”
38
“I’m so much interested in your picturesque description
of the little-girl-mother (sounds almost as nauseating
as ‘child-wife,’ doesn’t it?) who is conducting that
heterogeneous family across Europe, while the parents
are jazzing at Venice. What an instance of modern manners;
no, not manners—there are none left—but customs!
I’m sure if I saw the little creature I should fall
in love with her—as you are obviously doing. Luckily
you’ll be parting soon, or I should expect to see you
arrive here with the girl-bride of the movies and a tribe
of six (or is it seven?) adopted children. Don’t imagine,
though, that in that case I should accept the post of
governess.” And then, p.s.: “Of course she’s awfully
pretty, or you wouldn’t have taken so much pains to say
that she’s not.”
One of Rose Sellars’s jolly letters: clever, understanding
and humorous. Why did Boyne feel a sudden flatness
in it? Something just a trifle mincing, self-conscious—prepared?
Yes; if Mrs. Sellars excelled in one special
art it was undoubtedly that of preparation. She led up
to things—the simplest things—with the skill of a clever
rider putting a horse at a five-barred gate. All her life
had been a series of adaptations, arrangements, shifting
of lights, lowering of veils, pulling about of screens and
curtains. No one could arrange a room half so well;
and she had arranged herself and her life just as skilfully.
The material she had had to deal with was poor
enough; in every way unworthy of her; but, as her clever
39hands could twist a scarf into a divan-cover, and ruffle
a bit of paper into a lamp-shade, so she had managed,
out of mediocre means, a mediocre husband, an ugly New
York house, and a dull New York set, to make something
distinguished, personal, almost exciting—so that, in her
little world, people were accustomed to say “Rose Sellars”
as a synonym for cleverness and originality.
Yes; she had had the art to do that, and to do it
quietly, unobtrusively, by a touch here, a hint there,
without ever reaching out beyond her domestic and social
frame-work. Her originality, in the present day, lay in
this consistency and continuity. It was what had drawn
Boyne to her in the days of his big wanderings, when,
returning from an arduous engineering job in Rumania
or Brazil or Australia, he would find, in his ever-shifting
New York, the one fixed pole of Mrs. Sellars’s front door,
always the same front door at the same number of the
same street, with the same Whistler etchings and Sargent
water-colours on the drawing-room walls, and the same
quiet welcome to the same fireside.
In his homeless years that sense of her stability had
appealed to him peculiarly: the way, each time he returned,
she had simply added a little more to herself,
like a rose unfurling another petal. A rose in full sun
would have burst into quicker bloom; it was part of
Mrs. Sellars’s case that she had always, as Heine put it,
been like a canary in a window facing north. Not due
north, however, but a few points north by west; so that
she caught, not the sun’s first glow, but its rich decline.
He could never think of her as having been really young,
immaturely young, like this girl about whom they were
exchanging humorous letters, and who, in certain other
ways, had a precocity of experience so far beyond Mrs.
40Sellars’s. But the question of a woman’s age was almost
always beside the point. When a man loved a woman
she was always the age he wanted her to be; when he
had ceased to, she was either too old for witchery or too
young for technique. “And five years is too long a
time,” he summed it up again, with a faint return of the
apprehension he always felt when he thought of his next
meeting with Mrs. Sellars.
Five years was too long; and these five, in particular,
had transformed the situation, and perhaps its heroine.
It was a new Rose Sellars whom he was to meet. When
they had parted she was still a wife—resigned, exemplary,
and faithful in spite of his pleadings; now she was
a widow. The word was full of disturbing implications,
and Boyne had already begun to wonder how much of
her attraction had been due to the fact that she was unattainable.
It was all very well to say that he “wasn’t
that kind of man”—the kind to tire of a woman as soon
as she could be had. That was all just words; in matters
of sex and sentiment, as he knew, a man was a different
kind of man in every case that presented itself. Only
by going to the Dolomites to see her could he really discover
what it was that he had found so haunting in Rose
Sellars. So he was going.
“Mr. Boyne—could we have a quiet talk, do you
think?”
Boyne, driven from the deck by the heat and glare,
and the activities of the other passengers, was lying on
his bed, book in hand, in a state of after-luncheon apathy.
His small visitor leaned in the doorway, slender and
gray-clad: Terry Wheater, with the faint pinkness on
his cheek-bones, the brilliance in his long-lashed eyes,
41that made his honest boy’s face at times so painfully
beautiful.
“Why, of course, old man. Come in. You’ll be better
off here than on deck till it gets cooler.”
Terry tossed aside his cap and dropped into the chair
at Boyne’s bedside. They had shared a cabin for nearly
a fortnight, and reached the state of intimacy induced
by such nearness when it does not result in hate; but
Boyne had had very few chances to talk with the boy.
Terry was always asleep when the older man turned in,
and Boyne himself was up and out long before Terry,
kept in bed by the vigilant Miss Scope, had begun his
leisurely toilet. Boyne, by now, had formed a fairly
clear idea of the characteristics of the various young
Wheaters, but Terry was perhaps the one with whom he
had spent the least time; and the boy’s rather solemn
tone, and grown-up phraseology, made him lay aside his
book with a touch of curiosity.
“What can I do for you, Terry?”
“Persuade them that I ought to have a tutor.”
“Them?”
“I mean the Wheaters—father and mother,” Terry
corrected himself. The children, Boyne knew, frequently
referred to their parents by their surname. The habit
of doing so, Miss Scope had explained, rose from the fact
that, in the case of most of the playmates of their wandering
life, the names “father” and “mother” had to be
applied, successively or simultaneously, to so many different
persons; indeed one surprising little girl with
black curls and large pearl earrings, whom they had met
the year before at Biarritz, had the habit of handing to
each new playmate a typed table of her parents’ various
marriages and her own successive adoptions. “So they
42all do it now; that is, speak of their different sets of
parents by their names. And my children have picked
up the habit from the others, though in their own case,
luckily, it’s no longer necessary, now that their papa
and mamma have come together again.”
“I mean father and mother,” Terry repeated. “Make
them understand that I must be educated. There’s no
time to lose. And you could.” His eyes were fixed
feverishly—alas, too feverishly—on Boyne’s, and his face
had the air of precocious anxiety which sometimes made
Judith look so uncannily mature.
“My dear chap—of course I’ll do anything I can for
you. But I don’t believe I shall be seeing your people
this time. I’m going to jump into the train the minute
we get to Venice.”
The boy’s face fell. “You are? I’m sorry. And Judy
will be awfully sold.”
“That’s very good of her—and of you. But you
see—”
“Oh, I can see that a solid fortnight of the lot of us
is a good deal for anybody,” Terry acquiesced. “All the
same, Judy and I did hope you’d stay in Venice for a day
or two. We thought, you see, there were a good many
things you could do for us.”
Boyne continued to consider him thoughtfully. “I
should be very glad if I could. But I’m afraid you overrate
my influence. I haven’t seen your parents for years.
They’d hardly remember me.”
“That’s just it: you’d be a novelty,” said Terry astutely.
“Well—if that’s an inducement.... Anyhow, you
may be sure I’ll do what I can ... if I find I can alter
my plans....”
43“Oh, if you could! You see I’ve really never had anybody
to speak for me. Scopy cuts no ice with them, and
of course they think Judy’s too young to know about
education—specially as she’s never had any herself. She
can’t even spell, you know. She writes stomach with a
k. And they’ve let me go on like this, just with nurses
and nursery-governesses (that’s really all Scopy is), as
if I wasn’t any older than Bun, when I’m at an age when
most fellows are leaving their preparatory schools.” The
boy’s face coloured with the passion of his appeal, and
the flush remained in two sharp patches on his cheeks.
“Of course,” he went on, “Judy says I’m not fair to
them—that I don’t remember what a lot they’ve had to
spend for me on doctors and climate, and all that. And
they did send me to school once, and I had to be taken
away because of my beastly temperature.... I know all
that. But it was a sell, when I left school, just to come
back again to Scopy and Nanny, and nobody a fellow
could put a question to, or get a tip from about what
other fellows are learning. Last summer, at St. Moritz,
I met a boy not much older than I am who was rather
delicate too, and he’d just got a new father who was a great
reader, and who had helped him no end, and got a tutor
for him; and he’d started Cæsar, and was getting up his
Greek verbs—with a temperature every evening too.
And I said to Judy: ‘Now, look at that.’ And she said,
yes, it would be splendid for me to have a tutor. And
for two weeks the other fellow’s father let me work a
little with him. But then we had to go away—one of our
troubles,” Terry interrupted himself, “is that we’re so
everlastingly going away. But I suppose it’s always so
with children—isn’t it?—with all the different parents
they’re divided up among, and all the parents living in
44different places, and fighting so about when the children
are to go to which, and the lawyers always changing
things just as you think they’re arranged.... Of course
a chap must expect to be moving about when he’s young.
But Scopy says that later parents settle down.” He
added this on a note of interrogation, and Boyne, feeling
that an answer was expected, declared with conviction:
“Oh, but they do—by Jove, they do!”
Inwardly he was recalling the warm cocoon of habit
in which his own nursery and school years had been enveloped,
giving time for a screen of familiar scenes and
faces to form itself about him before he was thrust upon
the world. What had struck Boyne first about the little
tribe generically known as the Wheaters was that they
were so exposed, so bared to the blast—as if they had
missed some stage of hidden growth for which Palace
Hotels and Riviera Expresses afforded no sufficient shelter.
He found his gaze unable to bear the too-eager
questioning of the boy’s, and understood why Miss Scope
looked away when she talked of Terry.
“Settle down? Rather! People naturally tend to as
they get older. Aren’t your own parents proving it
already? Haven’t you all got together again, so to
speak?” Boyne winced at his own exaggerated tone of
optimism. It was a delicate matter, in such cases, to
catch exactly the right note.
“Yes,” Terry assented. “You’d think so. But I know
children who’ve thought so too, and been jolly well sold.
The trouble is you can never be sure when parents will
really begin to feel old. Especially with all these new
ways the doctors have of making them young again. But
anyhow,” he went on more hopefully, “if you would put
45in a word I’m sure it would count a lot. And Judy is
sure it would too.”
“Then of course I will. I’ll stop over a day or two,
and do all I can,” Boyne assured him, casting plans and
dates to the winds.
He was not certain that the appeal had not anticipated
a secret yearning of his own; a yearning not so much to
postpone his arrival at Cortina (to that he would not
confess) as to defer the parting from his new friends,
and especially from Judith. The Monreale picnic had
been successfully repeated in several other scenes of
classic association, and during the gay and clamorous
expeditions ashore, and the long blue days on deck, he
had been gradually penetrated by the warm animal life
which proceeds from a troop of happy healthy children.
Everything about the little Wheaters and their “steps”
excited his interest and sympathy, and not least the
frailness of the tie uniting them, and their determination
that it should not be broken. There was something
tragic, to Boyne, in the mere fact of this determination—it
implied a range of experience and a power of forethought
so far beyond a child’s natural imagining. To
the ordinary child, Boyne’s memories told him, separation
means something too vague to fret about beforehand,
and too pleasantly tempered, when it comes, by the
excitement of novelty, and the joy of release from
routine, to be anything but a jolly adventure. Boyne
could not recall that he had ever minded being sent from
home (to the seashore, to a summer camp, or to an
aunt’s, when a new baby was expected) as long as he was
allowed to take his mechanical toys with him. Any place
that had a floor on which you could build cranes and
bridges and railways was all right: if there was a beach
46with sand that could be trenched and tunnelled, and
water that could be dammed, then it was heaven, even if
the porridge wasn’t as good as it was at home, and there
was no mother to read stories aloud after supper.
He could only conjecture that what he called change
would have seemed permanence to the little Wheaters,
and that what change signified to them was something as
radical and soul-destroying as it would have been to
Boyne to see his mechanical toys smashed, or his white
mice left to die of hunger. That it should imply a lasting
separation from the warm cluster of people, pets and
things called home, would have been no more thinkable
to the infant Boyne than permanence was to the infant
Wheaters.
Judith had explained that almost all their little friends
(usually acquaintances made in the world of Palace
Hotels) were in the same case as themselves. As Terry
had put it, when you were young you couldn’t expect
not to move about; and when Judith proceeded to give
Boyne some of the reasons which had leagued her little
tribe against the recurrence of such moves he had the
sick feeling with which a powerless looker-on sees the
torture of an animal. The case of poor Doll Westway,
for instance, who was barely a year older than Judith,
and whom they had played with for a summer at Deauville;
and now—!
Well, it was all a damned rotten business—that was
what it was. And Judith’s resolve that her children
should never again be exposed to these hazards thrilled
Boyne like the gesture of a Joan of Arc. As the character
of each became more definite to him, as he
measured the distance between Blanca’s cool self-absorption,
tempered only by a nervous craving for her twin
47brother’s approval, and the prodigal self-abandonment of
Beechy, as he compared the detached and downright
Zinnie to the sinuous and selfish Bun, and watched the
interplay of all these youthful characters, he marvelled
that the bond of Judith Wheater’s love for them should
be stronger than the sum of such heredities. But so it
was. He had seen how they could hang together against
their sister when some childish whim united them, and
now he could imagine what an impenetrable front they
would present under her leadership. Of course the Cliffe
Wheaters would stay together if their children were determined
that they should; and of course they would give
Terry a tutor if he wanted one. How was it possible for
any one to look at Terry and not give him what he
wanted, Boyne wondered? At any rate, he, Boyne,
meant to accompany the party to Venice and see the
meeting. Incidentally, he was beginning to be curious
about seeing the Wheaters themselves.
VI
48
There was no doubt about the Wheaters’ welcome.
When Boyne entered the big hall of their hotel
on the Grand Canal he instantly recognized Cliffe
Wheater in the florid figure which seemed to fill the half-empty
resonant place with its own exuberance. Cliffe
Wheater had been just like that at Harvard. The only
difference was that he and his cigar had both grown
bigger. And he seemed to have as little difficulty in
identifying Boyne.
“Hullo!” he shouted, so that the hall rocked with his
greeting, and the extremely slim young lady in a Quaker
gray frock and endless pearls to whom he was talking
turned her head toward the newcomer with a little pout
of disdain. The pout lingered as her eyes rested on
Boyne, but he perceived that it was not personally addressed
to him. She had a smooth egg-shaped face as
sweetly vacuous as that of the wooden bust on which
Boyne’s grandmother’s caps used to be done up, with
carmine lips of the same glossy texture, and blue-gray
eyes with long lashes that curved backward (like the
bust’s) as though they were painted on her lids; and
Boyne had the impression that her extreme repose of
manner was due to the fear of disturbing this facial
harmony.
“Why, Martin dear!” she presently breathed in a low
level voice, putting out a hand heavy with rings; and
Boyne understood that he was in the presence of the
once-redundant Joyce Wheater, and that in her new
fashion she was as glad to see him as ever.
49“I’ve grown so old that you didn’t recognise me; but
I should have known you anywhere!” she reproached
him in the same smooth silvery voice.
“Old—you?” he found himself stammering; but the
insipidities she evidently awaited were interrupted by her
husband.
“Know him? I should say so! Not an ounce more
flesh on him than there used to be, after all these years:
how d’yer do it, I wonder? Great old times we used to
have in the groves of John Harvard, eh, Martin, my
boy? ’Member that Cambridge girl you used to read
poetry to? Poetry! She was a looker, too! ‘Come
into the garden, Maud’.... Garden they used to call it
in those days! And now I hear you’re a pal of my
son’s.... Well, no, I don’t mean Chipstone—” he smiled
largely— “but poor old Terry.... Hullo, why here’s the
caravan! Joyce, I say—you’ve told them they’re to be
parked out at the Pension Grimani? All but Chip, that
is. Can’t part with Chipstone, can we? Here they all
come, Judy in the lead as usual. Hullo, Judy girl!
Chippo, old man, how goes it? Give us your fist, my
son.” He caught his last-born out of Judith’s arms, and
the others had to wait, a little crestfallen, yet obviously
unsurprised, till the proud father had filled his eyes with
the beauty of his last achievement. “Catch on to him,
will you, Joyce? Look at old man Chippo! Must have
put on another five pounds since our last meeting—I
swear he has ... you just feel this calf of his! Hard
as a tennis ball, it is.... Does you no end of credit,
Judy. Here, pass him on to the room next to your
mother’s.... Wish you’d develop that kind of calf, Terry
boy....”
50“Look at my calfs, too! I can show them upside
down!” shouted Bun, bursting in with a handspring
upon these endearments; while Blanca, wide-eyed and
silent, fastened her absorbed gaze on the golden thatch
of her mother’s intricately rippled head, and Joyce
clasped the children, one after another, to her pearls.
Give Terry a tutor? Boy’s own idea, was it? Good
old chap—always poking around with books. Wheater
would have thought that Terry knew enough to be his
own tutor by this time.... Funny, wasn’t it, for a son
of his? Cut out to be a Doctor of Divinity; or President
of a University, maybe! Talk of heredity—for him and
Joyce to have turned out such a phenomenon! Hoped
Chipstone wouldn’t turn into a Doctor of Divinity too.
But of course they’d give Terry a tutor—wouldn’t they,
Joyce? The boy was dead right; he couldn’t be loafing
about any longer with the women.... Did Boyne happen
to know of a tutor, by any chance? Wheater’d never
before had anything of the sort to bother about. Right
up on schools, of course—always meant to send Terry
to Groton; but his rotten temperature had knocked that
out, so now....
The three were sitting after dinner on the balcony of
the Wheaters’ apartment, watching the Grand Canal,
gondola-laden, lamp-flecked, furrowed with darting
motor-boats, drift beneath them in rich coils and glassy
volutes. There was nothing doing in Venice, Wheater
had explained, so early in the season; it was as dead as
the grave. Just a handy place to meet the children in,
and look them over before they were packed off to the
Engadine or Leysin. And besides, the Wheaters had
come there to pick up their new steam-yacht; the “Fancy
51Girl,” a real beauty. They were going on a short cruise
in her before they left for Cowes, and Venice was a
handy place to try her out. By-and-by, if Boyne liked,
he and Joyce and Wheater might drift out to the Piazza,
and take an ice at Florian’s, and a turn on the Canal—not
very exciting, but the best Wheater could suggest
in the circumstances. But Boyne said: why not stay
where they were? And Joyce, with a shrug that just
sufficiently displaced the jet strap attaching her dress
to her white shoulder, remarked that Cliffe never could
stay where he was, but that nobody objected to his painting
Venice red if he wanted to....
“Where’d I get the paint, at this time of year? Nobody
here but guys with guide-books, and old maids
being photo’d feeding the pigeons.... Hotels cram full
of ’em.... Well, look here; about that tutor? You
haven’t come across anybody on your travels that would
do, Martin? University chap, and that sort of thing?”
Martin didn’t believe he had; but Mrs. Wheater, lifting
a white arm to flick her cigarette into the Canal,
said: “I know a tutor.”
“Hell—you do?” her husband laughed incredulously.
“’Nother cigar, old chap? These Coronas ain’t bad—specially
made for me.” He loosed the golden sheathings
from a cigar and held his lighter to it.
“I know a tutor,” Mrs. Wheater repeated. “Exactly
the right person, if only we can persuade him to take
the job.”
“Well—I’ll be blowed! Where’d you excavate him?”
She was silent for a moment; then she said: “I’ve been
going to the galleries with him. It’s the first time I’ve
ever seen Venice. Fanny Tradeschi got him out from
England to tutor her boys, and then she was bored here,
52and rushed back to Paris, and left him stranded. His
name is Ormerod—Gerald Ormerod. It would be the
greatest privilege for Terry if he could be persuaded....”
“Oh, I guess I can persuade him all right. I don’t
believe Fanny remembered to settle with him before she
left.”
“No, she didn’t; but he’s awfully proud. You’d better
not take that tone with him, Cliffe.”
“What; the tone of asking him what his screw is?”
“Shouting like that at the top of your lungs—as if
everybody less rich than yourself was deaf,” said his
wife, with a slight steel edge in her silver voice.
“Hullo! That the size of it? Well, fix it up with
him any old way you like. I’m off for a round of the
town.... Not coming along, Martin? Well, so long....
Can’t for the life of me see why you’ve stuck yourself
down at that frowsy pension with the children; I’m sure
I could have bullied the manager here into giving you a
room.... Have it your own way, though. And you and
Joyce can map out a tour for to-morrow: only no galleries
for me, thank you! Look here—d’ye think I’d
disturb Chipstone Wheater Esqre if I was just to poke my
head in and take a look at him on my way out? Listen—my
shoes don’t creak the least bit.... Oh, hang it,
I don’t care, I’m going to, anyway....”
Of the Joyce Mervin of Boyne’s youth, the young
Joyce Wheater of her early married days, nothing, apparently,
was left in the slim figure leaning over the balcony
at Boyne’s elbow. Then she had been large, firm and
rosy, with a core of artless sensibility; now she seemed to
have gone through some process of dematerialization (no
doubt there were specialists for this too) which had left
53a translucent and imponderable body about a hard little
kernel of spirit.
“It’s impossible to make Cliffe feel nuances,” she murmured
to her cigarette after Wheater had gone; then,
turning to Boyne: “But now we can have a good talk—just
like old times, can’t we?” She settled down in her
armchair, and exchanged her measured syllables for a
sort of steely volubility which rattled about Boyne’s
head like a hail of confetti. She was awfully glad to see
him, really she was, she declared; he did believe her
when she said that, didn’t he? He’d always been such
a perfect friend, in the silly old days when she herself
was just a stupid baby, years younger in experience than
Judy was now.... What did Martin think of Judy, by
the way? Did he appreciate what a miracle the child
was? Positively, she was older and wiser than any of
them; and the only human being who had any influence
whatever with Cliffe....
Oh, well: Cliffe ... yes.... It was awfully dear and
sweet of Martin to say that he was glad she and Cliffe
had come together again, and she was glad too, and she
was ever so proud of Chip, and she did recognize poor
Cliffe’s qualities, she always had, even when things were
at their worst ... but, there, it was no use pretending
with Martin, it never had been; and there was no denying
that Cliffe had got into dreadfully bad hands when
she left him ... utterly demoralized and cowed by that
beastly Lacrosse woman ... and the money pouring out
like water.... Yes, she, Joyce, had seen it was her duty
to take him back; and so she had. Because she still
believed in the sanctity of marriage, in spite of everything.
She hoped Martin did too? For if you didn’t,
what was there left to hold society together? But all the
54same, if one came to feel that by living with a man,
even if he was one’s husband, one was denying one’s
Ideal: that was awful too, wasn’t it? Didn’t Martin
think it was awful?
Yes, Martin supposed it was; but he rather thought a
bunch of jolly children were a pretty good substitute for
any old Ideal he’d ever met. Mrs. Wheater laughed,
with somewhat more of the old resonance, and said she
thought so too, and that was what Judy had argued—no,
Martin would never know how wonderful Judy had
been during the ghastly days when Buondelmonte was
dragging her, Joyce, through the mire, literally through
the mire! “Why, there were things I couldn’t tell even
you, Martin—”
Martin felt his gorge rise. “Things I hope that Judy
wasn’t told, then?”
Mrs. Wheater’s shoulder again slipped its light trammels
in a careless shrug. “Bless you, you don’t have
to tell the modern child things! They seem to be born
knowing them. Haven’t you found that out, you dear
old Rip van Winkle? Why, Judy’s like a mother to
me, I assure you.”
“She’s got a pretty big family to mother, hasn’t she?”
Boyne rejoined, and Mrs. Wheater sighed contentedly:
“Oh, but she loves it, you know! It’s her hobby. Why,
she tried to be a mother to Zinnia Lacrosse.... Fancy
a child of Judy’s age attempting to keep a movie star
straight! She used to give good advice to Buondelmonte....
But that nightmare’s over now, and we’re
all together again, and there’s only Terry, poor darling,
to worry about. I do worry about him, you know, Martin.
And isn’t it sweet of him to want to be properly
educated? For Cliffe, of course, education has always
55just been college sports and racing-motors. That’s one
reason why I’ve missed so much ... but I am determined
that Terry shall have all the opportunities I
haven’t had. This tutor I was speaking about, Gerald
Ormerod—I wonder if you’d see him for me to-morrow,
Martin? It’s no use asking Cliffe—he’d just shout and
brag, and spoil the whole thing. Gerald—I’ve got to
calling him Gerald because Fanny Tradeschi always did—he
comes of very good people, you see, and he’s almost
too sensitive ... too much of an idealist.... I can’t
tell you what it’s been to me, these last weeks, to see
Venice through the eyes of some one who really cares for
beauty.... You’ll have a talk with him about Terry,
Martin dear? I’m sure Cliffe would give any salary you
advise—and it would be the saving of our poor Terry
to be with some one really sensitive and cultivated ...
and Bun, too ... he might put some sort of reason into
Bun, who’s beginning to get quite out of hand with
Scopy.... And, Martin, don’t forget: you can fix the
salary as high as you like.”
VII — VIII
56
Two days later Boyne sat taking his morning coffee
with Judith Wheater at a rickety iron table in the
mouldy garden of the Pension Grimani. He had bribed a
maid to carry out their breakfast, so that they might
escape the stuffiness of the low-ceilinged dining-room,
full of yesterday’s dinner smells, of subdued groups of
old maids and giggling bands of school-girls, and of the
too-pervasive clatter of the corner table about which
Scopy and Nanny had gathered their flock. It was
Boyne’s last day in Venice, and he wanted a clear hour
of it with Judith. Presently the family would surge up
like a spring tide, every one of them—from Mr. and Mrs.
Wheater, with the “Fancy Girl” lying idle off San
Giorgio, and a string of unemployed motors at Fusina,
to Beechy and Zinnie squabbling over their new necklaces
from the Merceria, and Miss Scope with a fresh
set of problems for the summer—all wanting Boyne’s
advice or sympathy or consolation, or at least his passive
presence at their debates. All this was rather trying,
and the eager proximity of the little Wheaters made
privacy impossible. Yet Boyne was more than ever glad
that he had resisted the persuasions of their parents,
and carried his luggage to the Pension Grimani instead
of to the Palace Hotel. The mere existence of Palace
Hotels was an open wound to him. Not that he was
indifferent to the material advantages they offered. Nobody
appreciated hot baths and white tiles, electric bedlamps
and prompt service, more than he whose lot was
57usually cast in places so remote from them. He loved
Palace Hotels; but he loathed the mere thought of the
people who frequented them.
Judy, he discovered, was of the same mind. Boyne
had felt a little resentful of the fact that only the Wheaters’
youngest-born was to share the luxury of their hotel;
it seemed rather beastly to banish the others to frowsy
lodgings around the corner. At the moment he had
avoided Judy’s eye, fearing to catch in it the reflection
of his thought: most of Judy’s feelings were beginning to
reverberate in him. But now, in the leisure of their first
talk since landing, he learned that no such feeling had
marred the meeting of the little Wheaters with their
parents.
Blanca, Judith owned, probably had minded a little,
just at first. Silly Blanca—she was always rather jealous
of the fuss that Joyce and father made about Chip. Besides,
she loved smartness, and picking up new ideas
about clothes from the chic women in hotel restaurants;
and she liked to be seen about with Joyce, who was so
smart herself, and to have other smart ladies say: “Is
this your dear little girl? We should have known her
anywhere from the likeness.”
But it was precisely because of Blanca that Judith
most disliked going to “Palaces.” “Ever since she got
engaged to the lift-boy at Biarritz....”
“Engaged?” Boyne gasped. “But, Judy ... but
Blanca’s barely eleven....”
“Oh, I was engaged myself at Blanca’s age—to a page
at a skating-rink.” Judith’s small face, as she made
the admission, had the wistful air of middle-age looking
back on the sweet follies of youth. “But that was different.
He was a very nice little Swiss boy; and I only
58gave him one of my hair-ribbons, and he gave me one
of his livery buttons; and when he went home for his
holiday he sent me dried edelweiss, and forget-me-nots
pasted on cards. But these modern children are different.
Blanca’s boy wanted a ring with a real stone in
it; and he was a horrid big thing with a fat nose that
wriggled. Terry and I could hardly bear it. And when
Scopy found out about it she made an awful row, and
threatened to write to mother ... so altogether we’re
better off here. In fact I wrote to father that we’d better
put up at a place like this, where the children can rush
about and make a noise, and nobody bothers. I think
it’s rather jolly here, don’t you, Martin?”
She had called him Martin, as a matter of course,
since the second day out from Algiers; and he could
never hear his name in her fresh young trill without a
stir of pleasure.
He said he thought the Pension Grimani awfully jolly,
and was glad it suited the rest of them as well as it did
him. Then she asked if it was all right about Terry’s
tutor, and what he thought of the young man. The
answer to this was more difficult. Boyne was not sure
what he thought. He had had an interview with Mr.
Ormerod on the previous day; an interview somewhat
halting and embarrassed on his own part, perfectly firm
and self-possessed on the tutor’s. Mr. Ormerod was a
good-looking young Englishman with the University
stamp upon him. He had very fair hair, somewhat long
and rumpled, lazy ironic gray eyes, and a discontented
mouth. He looked clever, moody and uncertain; but he
was cultivated and intelligent, and it seemed certain that
Terry would learn more, and be more usefully occupied,
in his care than in Miss Scope’s. Boyne’s embarrassment
59proceeded not only from the sense of his unfitness
to choose a tutor for anybody, but from the absurdity of
having to do so with the pupil’s parents on the spot.
Mr. Ormerod, however, seemed neither surprised nor
disturbed. He had seen Terry, and was sure he was an
awfully good little chap; his only hesitation was as to the
salary. Boyne, who had fixed it to the best of his judgment,
saw at once that, though it exceeded the usual
terms, it was below Mr. Ormerod’s mark. The young
man explained that the Princess Tradeschi had let him
down rather badly, and that it was a beastly nuisance,
but he really couldn’t give in about his screw. Boyne
remembered Mrs. Wheater’s parting injunction, and to
get over the difficulty suggested throwing in Bun.
“There’s the little Buondelmonte boy—a sort of step-son;
he’s rather a handful for the governess, and perhaps you
would take him on for part of the time. In that case—”
This closed the transaction to Mr. Ormerod’s advantage,
and enabled Boyne to report to the Wheaters that
their eldest son’s education would begin the next day.
And now he had to answer Judith’s question.
“He strikes me as clever; but I don’t know how hard
he’ll make Terry work.”
“Oh, Terry will make him work. And as long as Joyce
wants it I’m glad it’s settled. If she hadn’t, father might
have kicked at the price. Not that he isn’t awfully generous
to us; but he can’t see why people should want to
be educated when they don’t have to. What does it ever
lead to, he says.” She wrinkled her young brows pensively.
“I don’t know; do you? I can’t explain. But
if Terry wants it I’m sure it’s right. You’ve read a lot
yourself, haven’t you? I don’t suppose I shall ever care
much about reading ... but what’s the use of bothering,
60when I should never have a minute’s time, no matter how
much I cared to do it?”
He reminded her that she might have time later, and
added that, now that her parents were in an educational
mood, he wondered she didn’t take advantage of it to get
herself sent to a good school, if only to be able to keep
up with Terry. At this she smiled a little wistfully; it
was the same shy doubtful smile with which she had
looked about her in the cathedral at Monreale, trying to
puzzle out what he saw in it. But her frown of responsibility
returned. “Go to school? Me? But when, I’d
like to know? There’ll always be some of the children
left to look after. Why, I shall be too old for school
before Chip is anywhere near Terry’s age. And besides,
I never mean to leave the children—never!” She brought
the word out with the shrill emphasis he had already
heard in her voice when her flock had to be protected
or reproved. “We’ve all sworn that,” she added. “We
took an awful oath one day at Biskra that we’d never be
separated again, no matter what happened. Even Chip
had to hold up his fist and say: ‘I swear.’ We did it on
Scopy’s ‘Cyclopædia of Nursery Remedies.’ And if things
went wrong again, and I was off at one of your schools,
who’d see to it that the oath was kept?”
“But now that all the children are safely with your
own people, couldn’t you let the oath take care of itself,
and think a little of what’s best for you?”
She raised her eyes with a puzzled stare which made
them seem as young as Zinnie’s. “You’d like me to go to
school?”
He returned the look with one of equal gravity. “Most
awfully.”
Her colour rose a little. “Then I should like to.”
61“Well, then—”
She shook her head and her flush faded. “I don’t
suppose you’ll ever understand—you or anybody. How
could I leave the children now? I’ve got to get them
off to Switzerland in another fortnight; this is no place
for Terry. And suppose Mr. Ormerod decides he won’t
come with us—”
“Won’t come with you? But it’s precisely what he’s
been engaged to do!”
She gave an impatient shrug like her mother’s, and
turned on Boyne a little face sharp with interrogation.
“Well, then, suppose it was mother who didn’t want
him to?”
“Your mother? Why, child, it was she who found him.
She knows all about him; she—”
“She jolly well likes doing Venice with him,” Judy
completed his sentence with a hideous promptness. It
was Boyne’s turn to redden. He averted his eyes from
her with one of Miss Scope’s abrupt twists, and pushed
his chair back as if to get up. Judy leant across the table
and touched his sleeve timidly.
“I’ve said something you don’t like, Martin?”
“You’ve said something exceedingly silly. Something
I should hate to hear if you were grown up. But at your
age it’s merely silly, and doesn’t matter.”
She was on her feet in a flash, quivering with anger.
“My age? My age? What do you know about my age?
I’m as old as your grandmother. I’m as old as the hills.
I suppose you think I oughtn’t to say things like that
about mother—but what am I to do, when they’re true,
and there’s no one but you that I can say them to?”
He never quite knew, when she took that tone, if he
was most moved or offended by it. There were moments
62when she frightened him; when he would have given the
world to believe either that she was five years older than
she said, or else that she did not know the meaning of
the words she used. At such moments it was always the
vision of Rose Sellars which took possession of him, and
he found himself breathlessly explaining this strange child
to her, and feeling that what was so clear to him would
become incomprehensible as soon as he tried to make it
clear to others, and especially to Mrs. Sellars. “There’s
nothing to be done about it,” he thought despairingly.
Aloud he remarked, in an impatient tone: “You’re very
foolish not to go to school.”
She made no reply, but simply said, with a return of
her wistful look: “Perhaps if you were going to stay here
you’d lend me some books.”
“But I’m not going to stay here; I’m off to-morrow
morning,” he answered angrily, keeping his head turned
away with an irritated sense that if he should meet her
eyes he would see tears in them.
Her own anger had dropped—he knew it without looking
at her, and he had the sense that she was standing near
him, very small and pale. “Martin, if you’d only stay!
There are so many things left undecided.... Father and
mother can’t make up their minds where to go next, and
it’s always when they’ve got nothing particular to do that
they quarrel. They can’t get anybody to go on the yacht
with them—not till Cowes. And if they have to chuck
the cruise father wants to go to Paris, and mother wants
to go motoring in the hill-towns of Italy (where are they,
do you know?) And if they get wrangling again what in
the world is to become of us children?”
He turned back then, and put his hand on her arm.
There was an old bench, as shaky as the table, under a
63sort of ragged sounding-board of oleanders. “Sit down,
my dear.” He sat beside her, smiling a little, lighting a
cigarette to prove his ease and impartiality. “You’re
taking all this much too hard, you know. You’ve too
much on your shoulders, and you’re over-tired: that’s
all. I’ve been with your father and mother for two days
now, and I see no signs of anything going wrong. The
only trouble with them is that they’re too rich. That
makes them fretful: it’s like teething. Every time your
father hears he’s made another million it’s like cutting
a new tooth. They hurt to bite on when one has so many.
But he’ll find people soon to go off for a cruise with him,
and then he’ll have to decide about your summer. Your
people must see that this place is not bracing enough for
Terry; and they’ll want him to settle down somewhere
in the mountains, and get to work as soon as possible.”
The tone of his voice seemed to quiet her, though he
suspected that at first she was too agitated to follow
what he said. “But what sort of people?” she brought out
at length, disconsolately.
“What sort of people?”
“To go on the yacht. That’s another thing. When
mother is away from father, and I’m with her, it’s easier
in some ways—except that then I fret about the other
children. When Joyce and father are together they do
all sorts of crazy things, just to be in opposition to each
other. Take up with horrid people, I mean, people who
drink and have rows. And then they get squabbling
again, as they did when Buondelmonte sent father the
bill for his Rolls-Royce....”
“Buondelmonte?”
“Yes; but Joyce said we were never to talk about that—she
forbade us all.”
64“She was quite right.”
“Yes; only it’s true. And they do get into all sorts
of rows and muddles about the people they pick up—”
At this moment Boyne, hearing a shuffle on the gravel,
looked around and saw the maid approaching with a card.
The maid glanced doubtfully at the two, and finally
handed the card to Boyne, as the person most likely to
represent law and order in the effervescent party to which
he seemed to belong. It was a very large and stiff piece
of paste-board, bearing the name: Marchioness of
Wrench, and underneath, in a sprawling untaught hand:
“To see my daughter Zinnie Wheater,” the “my” being
scratched out and “her” substituted for it. Boyne, after
staring at this document perplexedly, passed it on to
Judith, who sprang up with an astonished exclamation.
“Why, it must be Zinnia Lacrosse! Why, she’s married
again! It’s true, then, what Blanca saw in the
papers....” She looked inquiringly at Boyne. “Do you
suppose she’s really here?”
“Of course I’m here!” cried a sharp gay voice from
the doorway; and through the unkempt shrubbery an apparition
sparkling with youth and paint and jewels swept
toward them on a wave of perfume.
“Hullo, Judy—why, it’s you!” But the newcomer was
not looking at Judith. She stood still and scrutinised
Boyne with great eyes set like jewels in a raying-out of
enamelled lashes. She had a perfectly oval face, a small
exquisitely curved mouth, and an air of innocent corruption
which gave Boyne a slightly squeamish feeling
as she turned and flung her arms about Judy.
“Well, old Judy, I’m glad to see you again.... Who’s
your friend?” she added, darting a glance at Boyne
65through slanting lids. All her gestures had something
smooth and automatic, and a little larger than life.
“He’s Mr. Boyne. He’s father’s friend too. This is
Zinnia Lacrosse, Martin.”
“No, it isn’t, either! It’s the Marchioness of Wrench.
Only I’m just called Lady Wrench, except on visiting-cards,
and when they put me in the newspapers, or I talk
to the servants. And of course you’ll call me Zinnia just
the same, Judy. How d’ye do, Mr. Boyne?” murmured
the star, with an accession of elegance and a languidly
extended hand. But she had already mustered Boyne,
and was looking over his shoulder as she addressed him.
“What I’m after is Zinnie, you know,” she smiled.
“Wrenny’s waiting in the gondola—Wrenny’s my husband—and
I’ve promised to take her out and show her
to him.”
She cast an ingratiating glance at Judith, but the latter,
quietly facing her, seemed to Boyne to have grown suddenly
tall and authoritative, as she did when she had to
cope with a nursery mutiny.
“Now, Zinnia,” she began, in the shrill voice which always
gave Boyne a sense of uneasiness, “you know perfectly
well—”
“Know what?”
“You know what the agreement is; and you know Scopy
and I aren’t going to listen to anything—”
“Fudge, child! What d’you suppose I’d want to break
the agreement for? Not that I care such an awful lot for
Cliffe’s old alimony, you know. It don’t hardly keep me
in silk stockings. If I wanted to carry Zinnie off, that
wouldn’t stop me half a second. But I only want to show
Wrenny that I can have a baby if I choose. Men are so
66funny about such things; he doesn’t believe I’ve ever
had one. And of course I can see he’s got to have an
heir. Look here, Judy, ain’t I always dealt with you
white? Let me see her right away, won’t you? I’ve got
a lovely present for her here, and one for you too—a real
beauty.... Can’t you understand a mother’s feelings?”
Judy still kept her adamantine erectness. Her lips,
colourless and pressed together, barely parted to reply
to the film star, whose last advance she appeared not to
have noticed.
“Of course you can see Zinnie. You needn’t get excited
about that. Only you’ll see her here, with me and
Mr. Boyne. All your husband has got to do is to get
out of the gondola and come into the house.”
“If you’d been brought up like a lady you’d call him
Lord Wrench, Judy.”
Judith burst out laughing. “Mercy! Then you’d better
call me Miss Wheater. But if you want to see Zinnie
you haven’t got any time to lose, because father’s going
to send for the children in a minute or two, and take them
all off on the yacht.”
“Oh, Judy—but he can’t prevent my seeing Zinnie!”
“Nobody wants to prevent you, if you’ll do what I
say.”
The Marchioness of Wrench pondered this ultimatum
for a moment, staring down at her highly polished oval
nails. Then she said sullenly: “I’ll try; but I don’t believe
he’ll get out of the gondola. He’s dead lazy. And
we wanted to take Zinnie for a row.” Judith made no
reply, and finally Lady Wrench moved back toward the
vestibule door with a reluctant step.
“I’ll go and fetch Zinnie,” Judith announced to Boyne,
advancing to the house by another path; but as she did
67so a small figure, bedizened and glass-beaded, hurled itself
across the garden and into her arms.
“Judy! That was Zinnia, wasn’t it? I saw her from
my window! Nanny said it wasn’t, but I knew it was.
She hasn’t gone away without seeing her own little Zinnie,
has she? I’ll never forgive you if she has. Did she bring
a present for me? She always does. Blanca’s crazy to
come down and see her clothes, but Scopy won’t let her.
She’s locked her up.”
Judith gave one of her contemptuous shrugs. “Oh,
Scopy needn’t have done that. It won’t hurt Blanca to
see your mother. There, stop pinching me, Zinnie, and
don’t worry. Your mother’s coming back. She’s only
gone to get her husband to introduce him to you.”
“Her new husband? What’s his name? Nobody ever
told me she had a new husband. ’Cos they always say:
‘You’re too little to understand.’ Zif I wasn’t Zinnia’s
own little daughter! Judy, hasn’t she got a present for
me, don’t you think? If it’s nothing but choc’lates, course
I’ll divvy with the others; but if it’s jewelry I needn’t,
need I?” Zinnie’s ruddy curls spiralled upward and her
face flamed with cupidity and eagerness. With a flash
of her dimpled fists she snatched the new Merceria beads
from her neck and thrust them into the pocket of her
frock. “There’s no use her seeing I’ve had presents already—you
don’t mind, Martin, do you?” she queried
over her shoulder, addressing Boyne, who had given her
the necklace that morning. He burst out laughing; but
Judith, before he could intervene, caught hold of the delinquent
and gave her a wrathful shake. “You nasty
false ungrateful little viper you—”
“Oo-oo-oo,” wailed Zinnie, hunching up her shoulders
in a burst of sobs.
68“There—now, Wrenny, you just look at that. I wish
I had my lawyers here! That’s the way those Wheater
people treat my child—” Lady Wrench stood in the
garden door and pointed with a denunciatory arm toward
her weeping infant. Over her shoulder appeared the fair
hair and puzzled eyes of a very tall young man with a
sickly cast of countenance, a wide tremulous mouth and a
bald forehead. “Oh, Lord, my dear,” he said.
69
Lady Wrench had snatched up her daughter and
stood, in an approved film attitude, pressing Zinnie’s
damp cheek against her own, while the child’s
orange-coloured curls mixed with the red gold of hers.
“What’s that nasty beast been doing to momma’s darling?”
she demanded, glaring over Zinnie’s head at Judith.
“Whipping you for wanting to see your own mother, I
suppose? You just tell momma what it was and she’ll....”
But Zinnie’s face had cleared, and she was obviously
far too much absorbed in her mother’s appearance to
heed the unimportant questions which were being put to
her. She slid her fat fingers through the pearls flowing
in cataracts down Lady Wrench’s bosom. “Oh, Zinnia,
are they real? Blanca says they can’t be—she knows
they can’t, ’cos they’re twice as big as Joyce’s.”
“Blanca? Why, is Blanca here? Where is she?”
“Scopy’s got her locked up, so’s she can’t come down
and stare at you, but she found Martin’s op’ra glasses
in his room’n she’s looking at you through them’n she
says they’re so pow’ful she can count the pearls, and
can’t she come down, please, Zinnia, ’cos she wants to see
f’you’ve got the same Callot model’s Joyce’s jess ordered,
’cos it’ll make Joyce wild’n she’ll want to get another one
instead as quick as she can. Please, Zinnia!”
Lady Wrench’s brow had cleared as quickly as her
daughter’s. She burst out laughing and pressed her lips
to Zinnie’s cheek. “There, Wrenny, what d’you think of
70that, I’d like to know? Isn’t she my really truly little
girl?”
Lord Wrench had shambled slowly forward in her wake.
He stood, lax-jointed, irresolute, in his light loose flannels,
a faded Homburg hat tilted back from his perplexed brow,
gazing down on the group from the immense height to
which his long limbs and endless neck uplifted him.
“Yes, I’ll take my oath she’s that,” he replied, in a
voice which seemed to come from somewhere even higher
than his hat; and he gave a cackle that rose and overreached
his voice, and went tinkling away to the housetop.
His wife’s laugh joined and outsoared his, and she
dropped down on the bench, still hugging Zinnie. “Judy
thought we wanted to steal her, Wrenny—think of that!
Oh, I forgot you didn’t know each other—Lord Wrench,
Judy Wheater. And this is Mr. Boyne, a friend of Cliffe’s—aren’t
you a friend of Cliffe’s, Mr. Boyne? My present
husband, the Marqu—no; that’s wrong, I know—just
my husband. But where’s Blanca, Judy? Do let her
come down, and Terry too; that’s a darling! After all,
I’m their step-mother, ain’t I? Or I was, anyhow....
Is Blanca as much of a beauty as ever, Mr. Boyne? If
that girl had more pep I wouldn’t wonder but what I
could do something with her on the screen. Judy, now,
would never be any good to us—would she, Wrenny?
Too much of a lady, I always used to tell her....”
“Shut up: here she is,” Lord Wrench interpolated. As
he spoke Judith reappeared with her younger sister.
Blanca’s eyes were stretched to their widest at the sight
of her former step-mother, though her erect spine and
measured tread betrayed nothing of her eagerness to appraise
Lady Wrench’s dress and jewels. Behind them
71walked Miss Scope, helmeted as if for a fray, her hands
mailed in gray cotton, and clutching her umbrella like a
spear.
“Well, Blanca! How are you? How you’ve grown!
And what a looker you’re going to be! Only you’re so
fearfully grand—always was, wasn’t she, Judy? You’re
a lady yourself, but you ain’t such a lady. Well, Blanca,
shake hands, and let me introduce you to my new husband.
Wrenny, this is Blanca, who used to come and
stay, with Terry and Judy, when Cliffe and me were
married. Where’s Terry, Blanca? Why didn’t he come
down too? I’d love to see him.”
“Terry’s with his tutor at present,” said Blanca distantly,
though her eyes never for a second detached themselves
from Lady Wrench’s luminous presence.
“But he said he wouldn’t have come down even if he
hadn’t of been,” chimed in Zinnie, peering up maliciously
into her mother’s face. “He says he isn’t ’quisitive like
Blanca, and he can’t be bothered every time somebody
comes round to see the steps.”
Lord Wrench, at this, joined Boyne in a fresh burst
of laughter, but his bride looked distinctly displeased.
“Well, I see Terry’s tutor hasn’t taught him manners anyhow,”
she snapped, while Miss Scope admonished her
youngest charge: “Inquisitive, Zinnie; you’re really old
enough to begin to speak correctly.”
“No, I’m not, ’less Bun and Beechy do too,” Zinnie
retorted.
“Beatrice and Astorre are foreigners,” Miss Scope rejoined
severely.
“Well, so are you, you old flamingo! You’re not a real
true Merrican like us!”
“Zinnie,” cried Blanca, intervening in her brother’s
72behalf in her grandest manner, “Terry never said any
such thing”; but Zinnie, secure in her mother’s embrace,
laughed scorn at her rebukers, until Judith remarked:
“I’m very sorry, but children who are rude are not to be
taken on the yacht today. Father particularly told me
to tell you so. Zinnie, if you don’t apologise at once to
Miss Scope I’m afraid you’ll have to stay behind alone
with Nanny.”
“No, she won’t, either, my Zinnie pet won’t! She’ll
go out in the gond’la with her own momma and her new
father,” Lady Wrench triumphantly declared. But Zinnie’s
expressive countenance had undergone a sudden
change. She detached herself from the maternal embrace,
and sliding to the ground slipped across to Miss Scope
and endearingly caught her by a gray cotton hand.
“Scopy, I’m not a really naughty Zinnie, say I’m not—’cos
I don’t want to go out in a bally old gond’la, I want
to go’n father’s steam-yacht, I do!”
Fresh squeals of approval from Lord Wrench greeted
this hasty retractation. “Jove—she’s jolly well right, the
kid is! No doubt about her being yours, Zinnia,” he
declared; whereat the lady rejoined, with an effort at
lightness: “Zif I couldn’t have a yacht of my own any
day I like that’d steam all round that old hulk of Cliffe’s!
And I will too—you’ll see,” she added, sweeping a circular
glance about the company.
“Righto. Come along now, and we’ll pick one out,” her
husband suggested with amiable irony.
“Well, maybe I will,” she menaced, rising to her feet
with the air of throwing back an ermine train. But
Blanca had advanced and was lifting shy eyes to hers.
“Your dress is so perfectly lovely, Zinnia; I think it’s
the prettiest one I ever saw you in. Isn’t it from that
73Russian place mother’s always talking about, where it’s
so hard to get them to take new customers?”
The star cast a mollified smile upon her. “You bright
child, you! Well, yes; it is. But even if your mother
could persuade them to take her on she wouldn’t be able
to get this model, because the Grand Duke Anastase designed
it expressly for me, and I’ve got a signed paper
saying it’s the only one of the kind they’ll ever make.
See the way it’s cut across the shoulders?”
Blanca contemplated this detail with ecstatic appreciation,
and Lady Wrench, gathering up her sable scarf,
glanced victoriously about her. “I guess anybody that
wants to can buy a steam-yacht; but you can count on
one hand with two fingers missing the women that Anastase’ll
take the trouble to design a dress for.”
“Oh, I say, come on, old girl,” her husband protested,
shifting his weight wearily from one long leg to another;
and Lady Wrench turned to follow him.
“Well, goodbye, Zinnie child. Next time I’ll call for
you on my two thousand ton oil-burner. Oh, look here—seen
my bag, Wrenny? I believe I brought some caramels
for the child—” She turned back, and began to fumble
in a bejewelled bag, while the two little girls’ faces fell at
the mention of caramels. But presently a gold chain
strung with small but lustrous pearls emerged from a
tangle of cigarettes and bank-notes. “Here, Zinnie, you
put that on, and ask Blanca to look at the pearls under
the microscope, and then tell you if they’re false, like your
momma’s.”
Blanca paled at the allusion. “Oh, Zinnia, I never said
yours were false! Is that what that little brute told you?
I only said, I couldn’t be sure they weren’t, at that distance—”
74Lady Wrench laughed imperturbably. “Well, I should
think you’d have been sure they were, being so accustomed
to your mother’s. But movie queens don’t have to
wear fake pearls, my pet, ’cos if the real ones get stolen
they can always replace ’em. You tell that to Mrs. Cliffe
Wheater number three. And you needn’t look so scared—I
bear no malice.” She drew a small packet from the
bag. “See, here’s a ring I brought you: I guess that’ll
bear testing too,” she added, flinging the little box into
Blanca’s hand.
Blanca, white with excitement, snapped open the lid,
which revealed to her swift appraising eye a little ruby
set in brilliants. She drew it forth with a rapturous “Oh,
Zinnia,” and slipped it onto her hand, hastily thrusting
the box into a fold of her jumper.
“When I give presents I don’t go to the ten-cent store
for them,” remarked Lady Wrench, with a farewell wave
of her hand. “So long, everybody! Shouldn’t wonder
if we met again soon by the sad sea waves. Wrenny and
I are honeymooning out at the Lido, and maybe you’ll
all be over for the bathing. It’s getting to be as gay as it
is in August. All the smart people are snapping up the
bathing tents. The Duke of Mendip’s got the one next to
ours. He’s Wrenny’s best friend, you know. By-bye,
Judy. Mr. Boyne, hope you’ll dine with us some night
at the Lido Palace to meet the Duke. Ask for the
Marchioness of Wrench—you’ll remember?”
She vanished in a dazzle of pearls and laughter, leaving
Blanca and Zinnie in absorbed contemplation of their
trinkets till Miss Scope marshalled them into the house to
prepare for the arrival of the “Fancy Girl”’s launch.
After the children were gone, Judy lingered for a moment
in the garden with Boyne. Her features, so tense
75and grown-up looking during the film star’s visit, had
melted into the small round face of a pouting child.
“Well—that’s over,” Boyne said, flinging away his
cigarette as though the gesture symbolised the act of
casting out the Wrenches.
“Yes,” she assented, in a tone of indifference. “Zinnia
doesn’t really matter, you know,” she added, as if noticing
his surprise. “She screams a lot; but she doesn’t mean
anything by it.”
“Well, I should think you’d be glad she didn’t, for
whatever she meant would be insufferable.”
Judith raised her eyebrows with a faint smile. “We’re
more used to fusses than you are. When there are seven
children, and a lot of parents, there’s always somebody
fighting about something. But Zinnia’s nothing like as
bad as she looks.” She paused a moment, and then, irrepressibly,
as if to rid her heart of an intolerable weight:
“But Blanca got away with my present. Did you see
that? I knew she would! That’s what she came down
for—to wangle it out of Zinnia. Pretending she thought
that old Callot model was one of Anastase’s! There’s
nothing mean enough for Blanca!” Her eyes had filled
with large childish tears, and one of them rolled down her
cheek before she had time to throw back her head and
add proudly: “Not that I care a straw, of course. I’m
too grown up to mind about such rubbish. But I know
Blanca must have noticed my ’nitials on the box. Didn’t
you see how quick she was about hiding it?”
BOOK II — IX
77
79
The next day, during the journey through the hot
Veneto and up into the mountains, the Wheater
children and their problems were still so present to Boyne
that he was hardly conscious of where he was going, or
why.
His last hours with his friends had ended on a note of
happiness and security. The new yacht, filled and animated
by that troop of irrepressible children, whom it
took all Miss Scope’s energy and ubiquity to keep from
falling overboard or clambering to the mast-head, seemed
suddenly to have acquired a reason for existing. Cliffe
Wheater, in his speckless yachting cap and blue serge,
moved about among his family like a beneficent giant,
and Mrs. Wheater, looking younger than ever in her white
yachting skirt and jersey, with her golden thatch tossed
by the breeze, fell into the prettiest maternal poses as
her own progeny and the “steps” scrambled over her in
the course of a rough-and-tumble game organised by
Boyne and the young tutor.
The excursion had not begun auspiciously. Before the
start from the pension, Bun and Beechy, imprisoned above
stairs during Lady Wrench’s irruption, had managed to
inflict condign punishment on Zinnie for not having them
fetched down with Blanca, and thus making them miss
an exciting visit and probable presents. Terry’s indifference
to the whole affair produced no effect on the
irascible Italians; and as Zinnie, when roused, was a
fighter, and now had a gold necklace with real pearls to
80defend, all Judith’s influence, and some cuffing into the
bargain, were needed to reduce the trio to order; after
which Boyne had to plead that they should not be deprived
of their holiday. But once on the deck of the
“Fancy Girl” all disagreements were forgotten. It was
a day of wind and sparkle, with a lagoon full of racing
waves which made the yacht appear to be actually moving;
and after Beechy had drenched her new frock with
tears of joy at being reunited to Chipstone, and Blanca
and Zinnie had shown Lady Wrench’s presents to every
one, from the captain to the youngest cook-boy, harmony
once more reigned among the little Wheaters.
Mr. Ormerod, with whom Terry was already at ease,
soon broke down the reserve of the others. He proved
unexpectedly good at games which involved scampering,
hiding and pouncing, especially when Joyce and Judith
took part, and could be caught and wrestled with; and
Cliffe Wheater, parading the deck with Chip, whom he
had adorned with a miniature yachting cap with “Fancy
Girl” on the ribbon, was the model of a happy father. He
pressed Boyne to chuck his other engagements and come
off down the Adriatic as far as Corfu and Athens; and
Boyne, lounging there in the bright air, the children’s
laughter encircling him, and Judith perched on the arm
of his chair, asked himself why he didn’t, and what better
life could have to offer. “Uncle Edward would certainly
have accepted,” he thought, while his host, pouring himself
another cocktail from the deck-table at his elbow,
went on persuasively: “We’ll round up a jolly crowd for
you, see if we don’t. Somebody’s sure to turn up who’ll
jump at the chance. Judy, can’t we hustle around and
find him a girl?”
“Here’s all the girl I want,” Boyne laughed, laying his
81hand on hers; and a blush of pleasure rose to her face.
“Oh, Martin—if you would—oh, can’t you?” But even
that he had resisted—even the ebb of her colour when
he shook his head. The wandering man’s determination
to stick to his decisions was strong in him. Too many
impulses had solicited him in too many lands: it was because,
despite a lively imagination, he had so often managed
to resist them, that a successful professional career
lay behind him, and ahead—he hoped—comparative
leisure, and the haven he wanted.
He had tried to find a farewell present for Judith—some
little thing which, in quality if not costliness, should
make up for her disappointment at being done out of
Lady Wrench’s. Judith’s frank avowal of that disappointment
had been a shock to him; but he reflected
again what a child she was, and called himself a prig for
expecting her standards to be other than those of the
world she lived in. After all he had had no time to
search for anything rare, and could only push into her
hand, at the last moment, a commonplace trinket from
the Merceria; but her childish joy in it, and her way of
showing that she valued it doubly because it came from
him, made the parting from her harder. And now, alone
in the dusty train, he was asking himself why he had
not stayed in Venice.
As a matter of fact there were several reasons; among
them the old-fashioned one that, months before, he had
promised to meet Mrs. Sellars in the Dolomites. In a
world grown clockless and conscienceless, Boyne was
still punctual and conscientious; and in this case he had
schooled himself to think that what he most wanted was to
see Rose Sellars again. Deep within him he knew it was
not so; at least, not certainly so. Life had since given him
82hints of other things he might want equally, want even
more; his reluctance to leave Venice and his newly-acquired
friends showed that his inclinations were divided.
But he belonged to a generation which could not
bear to admit that naught may abide but mutability.
He wanted the moral support of believing that the woman
who had once seemed to fill his needs could do so still.
She belonged to a world so much nearer to his than the
Wheaters and their flock that he could not imagine how
he could waver between the two. Rose Sellars’s world
had always been the pole-star of his whirling skies, the
fixed point on which his need for permanence could build.
He could only conclude, now, that he combined with the
wanderer’s desire for rest the wanderer’s dread of immobility.
“Hang it all, you can’t have it both ways,”
he rebuked himself; but secretly he knew that that was
how the heart of man had always craved it....
Had all that happened only forty-eight hours ago?
Now, as he sat on the balcony of the châlet, over against
the mighty silver and crimson flanks of the Cristallo
group, the episode had grown incredibly remote, and
Boyne saw his problems float away from him like a last
curl of mist swallowed up in the blue behind the peaks.
Simply change of air, he wondered? The sudden rise
into this pure ether that was like a shouting of silver
trumpets? Partly, perhaps—and all that had chanced to
go with it, in this wonderful resurrection of a life he
had secretly thought dead.
“Bethesda is what you ought to call this,” he murmured
to himself. It was so like Rose Sellars, the live
Rose Sellars who had already replaced his delicately
embalmed mummy of her, to have found this châlet on
83the slope above the big hotels, a place so isolated and
hidden that he and she were alone in it with each other
and the mountains. How could he have so underrated
his old friend’s sense of the wonder of the place, and
of what she owed to it, as to suppose that, even for two
or three weeks, she would consent to be a number in a
red-carpeted passage, and feed with the rest of the numbers
in a blare of jazz and electricity? The châlet was
only just big enough for herself and her maid, and the
cook who prepared their rustic meals; had there been a
corner for Boyne, she assured him that he should have
had it. But perhaps it added to the mystery and enchantment
that to see her he had to climb from the
dull promiscuity of his hotel into a clear green solitude
alive with the tremor of water under meadow-grasses,
and guarded by the great wings of the mountains.
“You do really like it?” she had asked, as they sat,
the first evening, on the balcony smelling of fir-wood, and
watched the cliffs across the valley slowly decompose
from flame to ashes.
“I like it most of all for being so like you,” he answered.
She laughed, and turned an amused ironic face on
him—a face more than ever like one of those light three-crayon
drawings of which she had always reminded him.
“Like me? Which—the châlet or the Cristallo group?”
“Well, both; that’s the funny part of it.”
“It must make me seem a trifle out of drawing.”
“No; first aloof and aloft, and then again small and
sunny and near.”
She sighed faintly, and then smiled. “Well, I prefer
the last part of the picture. I’d a good deal rather be
84a sunny balcony than a crystal peak. But I enjoy looking
out on the peak.”
“There you are—that’s what I meant! It’s the view
from you that I’ve missed so, all these years.”
She received this in a silence softened by another little
laugh. The silence seemed to say: “That will do for
our first evening,” the laugh: “But I like it, you know!”
Aloud she remarked: “I’m glad you came up here
after Venice and the millionaires. It’s all to the good
for the mountains—and for me.”
Their first direct talk about themselves had ended
there, drifting away afterward into reminiscences, questions,
allusions, the picking up of threads—a gradual
leisurely reconstruction of their five years apart. Now,
on this second evening, he felt that he had situated her
once more in his own life, and established himself in
hers. So far he had made no allusion to his unsatisfied
passion. In the past, by her own choice, her sternly imposed
will, their relation had been maintained in the
strict limits of friendship, and for the present he found
it easier, more natural, to continue on the same lines.
It was neither doubt nor pride that held him back, nor
any uncertainty as to her feeling; but simply his sense
of the wellbeing of things as they were. In the course
of his life so much easy love had come his way, he had
grown so weary of nights without a morrow, that he
needed to feel there was one woman in the world whom
he was half-afraid to make love to. Rose Sellars had
chosen that he should know her only as the perfect
friend; just at first, he thought, he would not disturb
that carefully built-up picture. If he had suspected a
rival influence he would not have tolerated delay; but
as they travelled together over her past he grew more
85and more sure that it was for him the cold empty years
of her marriage had kept her. Manlike, he was calmed
rather than stimulated by this, though he would have
repudiated more indignantly than ever the idea that she
was less desirable because she was to be had. As a
matter of fact, he found her prettier and younger than
when they had parted. Every change in her was to her
advantage, and he had instantly discarded his sentimental
remembrance of her—dense coils of silvery-auburn hair,
and draperies falling to the ankles—in favour of the new
woman which her hair, dressed to look short, and her
brief skirts, had made of her. Freedom of spirit and
of body had mysteriously rejuvenated her, and he found
her far more intelligent and adaptable than he had
guessed when their relation had been obscured by his
passion and her resistance. Now there was no resistance—and
his passion lay with folded wings. It was perfect.
Every day they went off on an excursion. Sometimes
they hired a motor, leaving it, far afield, for a long climb;
but neither could afford such luxuries often, nor did they
much care for them. Usually they started on foot, with
stick and rucksack, getting back only as the great cliffs
hung their last lustre above the valley. Mrs. Sellars was
a tireless walker, proud of her light foot and firm muscles.
She loved all the delicate detail revealed only to walkers:
the thrust of orchis or colchicum through pine-needles,
the stir of brooks, the uncurling of perfumed fronds, the
whirr of wings in the path, and that continual pulsation
of water and wind and grasses which is the heart-beat
of the forest. Boyne, always alive to great landscape,
had hitherto been too busy or preoccupied to note its
particulars. It was years since he had rambled among
mountains without having to look at them with an engineering
86eye, and calculate their relation to a projected
railway or aqueduct; and these walks opened his eyes to
unheeded beauties. It was like being led through the
flowered borders of an illuminated missal of which he had
hitherto noticed only the central pictures.
Better still were the evenings. When he first came a
full moon held them late on the balcony, listening and
musing, and sent him down dizzy with beauty through the
black fir-shadows to his hotel. When the moon had
waned, and the nights were fresh or cloudy, they sat by
the fire, and talked and talked, or turned over new books
and reviews. Boyne, with his bones and his brain so
full of hard journeys and restless memories, thought he
would have liked to look forward to an eternity of such
evenings, in just such a hushed lamplit room, with a
little sparkle of fire, reviews and papers everywhere, and
that quiet silvery-auburn head with its mass of closely
woven braids bending over a book across the hearth.
Rose Sellars’s way of being silently occupied without
seeming absorbed was deeply restful. And then her
books! She always managed to have just the ones he
wanted to get hold of—to a homeless wandering man it
was not the least of her attractions. Once, taking up a
volume they had been talking of, Boyne recalled Judith
Wheater’s wistful: “Perhaps you might lend me some
books.” From what fold of memory had the question—and
the very sound of the girl’s voice—come back to
him? He was abruptly reminded that it was a long time
since he had given a thought to the little Wheaters.
There had been so many years to cover in the exchange
of reminiscences that he had not yet touched on
his encounter with them; and Mrs. Sellars seemed to
have forgotten the description of the little band which
87had amused her in his letters. But now he was reminded,
with a pang, of the contrast between her ordered and
harmonious life (she always reminded him of Milton’s
“How charming is divine philosophy!”) and the chaotic
experiences of the poor little girl who for a moment had
displaced her image. Inconceivably vulgar and tawdry,
sordid and inarticulate, under all the shouting and the
tinsel, seemed that other life and those who led it. Boyne
would have brushed the vision away with contempt but
for the voice which had called to him out of the blur.
With a sigh he put down the book he had opened. Mrs.
Sellars, who sat at the table writing, looked up, and their
eyes met. “What were you thinking of?”
He had a start of distrust—the first since he had been
with her. Would she understand if he tried to explain;
if she did, would she sympathize? He shrank from the
risk, and evaded it. “Seeing you so hard at work reminds
me of all the letters I haven’t written since I’ve
been here.”
She arched her eyebrows interrogatively, and he was
sure she was thinking: “Why doesn’t he tell me that
he’s no one to write to when he’s with me?” Aloud she
said: “You know I’m burdened with any number of
fond relations who are consumed with the desire to know
how I’m spending my first holiday.”
“You’re a wonderful correspondent.”
As if scenting irony she rejoined: “So are you.”
“I haven’t been since I came here.”
“Well, come and share the inkpot.” She made the
gesture of pushing it over to him, but he shook his head
and stood up. “The night’s too lovely. Put on your
cloak and come out on the balcony.”
88She held her pen suspended, her eyes following his.
“On the balcony? But there’s no moon—”
“Because there’s no moon,” he insisted, smiling.
At that, smiling too, she drifted out to him.
X
89
“DARLING MARTIN,
“It’s lovely here and very warm. Weve been
baithing at the Lido and weve been out on the yaht again.
Buondelmontes wife the lion taimer is dead and he has
maried a rich American airess and Beechy and Bun are
very much exited they think theyle get lots of presents
now like Zinnie got from her mother and the one I was
to get but Blanca took it, but I do like yours a hundred
times better Martin dear, because you gave it to me and
besides its much more orriginal.
“Ime worried because Buondelmonte mite want Bun
back now hese rich and it would kill Beechy if Bun went
away but I made him sware again on Scopys book he wont
go whatever hapens.
“Mother and father had a grate big row because
Mother wanted Zinnia and Lord Rench invited on the
yatch and father said he woudnt it was too low, so she
said why did he mind when she didn’t. She wants to
know the Duke of Mendip whose with them and Zinnia
invites Gerald every day to lunch and dine and that
makes Joyce fureaous. You will say I ought not to tell
you this dear Martin then what can I do if there is a
Row between them about Gerald Terry will loose his
tutor and its too bad so I want to get away with the
children as quick as we can.
“Terry said he must see this before I send it to you
because I spell so badly but I wont let him because hed
stop me sending it.
90“Please Martin dear I do imploar you write and tell
father to send us off quickly. Terry’s temprature has
gone up and Ime worried about everything. How I wish
you were here then theyde do what you say.
“Your Judith who misses you.”
“P.S. Please dont tell the Wheaters that Ive written.”
Boyne’s first thought, as he put the letter down, was
that he was glad it had come after what had happened
that very evening on the balcony. There had happened,
simply, that the barriers created by a long habit of reticence
had fallen, and he had taken Rose Sellars into his
arms. It was a quiet embrace, the hushed surface of
something deep and still. She had not spoken; he
thanked his gods for that. Almost any word might have
marred the moment, tied a tag to it, and fitted it with
others into some dusty pigeon-hole of memory. She had
known how to be different—and that was exquisite.
Their quiet communion had silently flowered, and she
had let it. There was neither haste nor reluctance in
her, but an acquiescence so complete that what was deepest
in both of them had flowed together through their
hands and lips.
“It will be so much easier now to consult her—she’ll
understand so much better.”
He didn’t quite know why he felt that; perhaps because
the merging of their two selves seemed to include
every claim that others could have on either of them.
Only yesterday he might have felt a doubt as to how
Mrs. Sellars would view the Wheater problem, what she
could possibly have in common with any of the Wheaters,
or their world; now it was enough that she had him in
common, and must share the burden because it was his.
91He went over Judith’s letter again slowly, imagining
how Mrs. Sellars’s beautiful eyes would deepen as she
read it. The very spelling was enough to wring her heart.
He would take the letter to her the next day.... But the
next day was here already. He pushed back his window,
and leaned out. In the cold colourless air a few stars
were slowly whitening, while behind the blackness of the
hillside facing him the interstellar pallor flowed imperceptibly
into morning gold. His happiness, he thought,
was like that passing of colourless radiance into glow.
It was joy enough to lean there and watch the transmutation.
Was it a sign of middle-age, he wondered, to take
beatitude so quietly? Well, Rose, for all her buoyancy,
was middle-aged too. Then he remembered their kiss,
and laughed the word away as the sun rushed up over the
mountains.
All that day there was too much to do and to say;
there were too many plans to make; too many memories
to retrace. Boyne did not forget Judith Wheater’s letter;
her problem lay like a vague oppression in the background
of his thoughts; but he found no way of fitting
it into the new pattern of his life. Just yet—
It was decided that he and Mrs. Sellars should linger
on in the mountains for another month—a month of
mighty rambles, long hours of summer sunlight, and
nights illuminated by a waxing moon. After that,
Boyne’s idea had been that they should push on at once
to Paris, and there be married as quickly as legal formalities
allowed. It was at this hint of an immediate marriage
that he first noticed, in Mrs. Sellars, the recoil of the
orderly deliberate woman whose life has been too vacant
for hurry, too hopeless for impatience. Theoretically, she
92told him with a smile, she hated delay and fuss as much
as he did—and how could he question her eagerness to
begin their new life? But practically, she reminded him,
there were difficulties, there might even be obstacles.
Oh, not real ones, of course! She laughed that away,
remarking with a happy blush that she was of age, and
her own mistress. (“Well, then—?” he interjected.)
Well, there were people who had to be considered; who
might be offended by too great haste: her husband’s
family, for instance. She had never hit it off with them
particularly well, as Boyne knew; but that was the very
reason, she insisted, why she must do nothing that might
give them cause.... (“Cause for what?”) Well, to say
unpleasant things. She couldn’t possibly marry within
a year of her husband’s death without seriously offending
them—and latterly, she had to admit, they had been
very decent, especially about straightening out Charles’s
will, which had been difficult to interpret, Mr. Dobree
said.
“Mr. Dobree?”
“He’s been such a friend to me through everything,
you know,” she reminded him, a shade reproachfully;
and he remembered then that Mr. Dobree was the New
York lawyer who had unravelled, as much as possible
to her advantage, the tangle of Charles Sellars’s will—the
will of a snubbed secretive man whose only vindictiveness
had been posthumous. Mr. Dobree had figured a
good deal of late in Mrs. Sellars’s letters, and she had
given Boyne to understand that it was he who had brought
the Sellars family to terms about the will. Boyne vaguely
remembered him as a shy self-important man with dark-gray
clothes that were always too new and too well-cut—the
kind of man whose Christian name one never knew,
93but had to look up in the “Social Register,” and then was
amused to find it was Jason or Junius, only to forget it
again at once—so fatally did Mr. Dobree tend always
to become Mr. Dobree once more. A man, in short, who
would have been called common in the New York of
Boyne’s youth, but now figured as “a gentleman of the
old school,” and conscientiously lived, and dressed, up to
the character. Boyne suspected him of being in love with
Mrs. Sellars, and Mrs. Sellars of feeling, though she could
not return the sentiment, that it was not ungratifying
to have inspired it. But Boyne’s mind lingered on Mr.
Dobree only long enough to smile at him as the rejected
suitor, and then came back to his own grievances.
“You don’t mean to say you expect me to wait a whole
year from now?”
She laughed again. “You goose. A year from Charles’s
death. It’s only seven months since he died.”
“What of that? You were notoriously unhappy—”
“Oh, notoriously—”
He met her protest with a smile. “I admit the term
is inappropriate. But I don’t suppose anybody thinks
your marriage was unmitigated bliss.”
“Don’t you see, dear? That’s the very reason.”
“Oh, hang reasons—especially unreasonable ones!
Why have you got to be unhappy now because you were
unhappy then?”
“I’m not unhappy now. I don’t think I could be, ever
again, if I tried.”
“Dear!” he rejoined. She excelled at saying nice
things like that (and was aware of it); but her doing so
now was like putting kickshaws before a hungry man.
“It’s awfully sweet of you,” he continued; “but I shall
be miserable if you insist on things dragging on for another
94five months. To begin with, I’m naturally anxious
to get home and settle my plans. I want some sort of a
job as soon as I can get it; and I want you,” he concluded,
putting his arm about her.
Obviously, what struck her first in this appeal was
not his allusion to wanting her but to the need of settling
his plans. All her idle married years, he knew, had been
packed with settling things, adjusting things, adapting
things, disguising things. She did see his point, she agreed
at once, and she wanted as much as he did to fix a date;
but why shouldn’t it be a later one? There were her own
aunts too, who had always been so kind. Aunt Julia,
in particular, would be as horrified as the Sellarses at her
marrying before her year of mourning was over; and she
particularly wanted to consider Aunt Julia.
“Why do you particularly want to consider Aunt Julia?
I seem to remember her as a peculiarly stupid old lady.”
“Yes, dear,” she agreed. “But it’s just because she is
peculiarly stupid—”
“If you call that a sufficient reason, we shall never
get married. In a family as large as yours there’ll always
be somebody stupid left to consider.”
“Thanks for your estimate of my family. But it’s not
the only reason.” Her colour rose a little. “You see,
I’m supposed to be Aunt Julia’s heir. I found it out because,
as it happens, Mr. Dobree drew up her will; and
the doctors say any one of these attacks of gout—”
“Oh—.”
He couldn’t keep the disenchanted note out of his
voice. The announcement acted like a cold douche. It
ought, in reason, to have sent a pleasant glow through him,
for he knew that, in spite of Mr. Dobree’s efforts, Mrs.
Sellars had been left with unexpectedly small means, and
95the earnings of his own twenty years of hard work in hard
climates had been partly lost in unlucky investments.
The kind of post he meant to try for in New York—as
consulting engineer to some large firm of contractors—was
not likely to bring in as much as his big jobs in the
past; and the appearance of a gouty aunt with benevolent
testamentary designs ought to have been an unmixed
satisfaction. But trimming his course to suit the whims
of rich relations had never been his way—perhaps because
he had never had any rich relations. Anyhow,
he was not going to be dictated to by his wife’s; and it
gave him a feeling of manliness to tell her so.
“Of course, if it’s a case of choosing between Aunt
Julia and me—” he began severely.
She raised her eyebrows with that soft mockery he enjoyed
so much when it was not turned against himself.
“In that case, dear, I should almost certainly choose you.”
“Well, then, pack up, and let’s go straight off to Paris
and get married.”
“Martin, you ought to understand. I can’t be married
before my year of mourning’s out. For my own sake I
can’t; and for yours.”
“Damn mine!”
“Very well; I have my personal reasons that I must
stick to even if I can’t make you understand them.” Her
eyes filled, and she looked incredibly young and wistful.
“I don’t suppose I ought to expect you to,” she added.
“You ought to expect me to understand anything that’s
even remotely reasonable.”
“I had hoped so.”
“Oh, dash it—” he began; and then broke off. With
a secret dismay he felt their lovers’ talk degenerating for
the first time into a sort of domestic squabble; if indeed
96so ungraceful a term could be applied to anything as
sweetly resilient as Rose’s way of gaining her end. Was
marriage always like that? Was the haven Boyne had
finally made to be only a stagnant backwater, like other
people’s? Or was it because he had been wandering and
homeless for so long that the least restraint chafed him,
and arguments based on social considerations made him
fume? He was certainly in no position to quarrel with
Mrs. Sellars for wishing to better her fortunes, and the
discussion ended by his lifting her hand to his lips and
saying: “You know I want only what you want.” The
coward’s way out—and he knew it. But since he had
parted with the substance of his independence, why cling
to the form? He felt her eyes following his inner debate,
and knew that the sweetness of her smile was distilled
out of satisfaction at his defeat. “Damn it,” he thought,
“what cannibals marriage makes of people.” He suddenly
felt as if they were already married—as if they had
been married a long time....
During their first fortnight not a cloud had shadowed
their comradeship; but now that love and marriage had
intervened the cloud was there, no bigger than the Scriptural
one, but menacing as that proverbial vapour. She
was kinder than ever because she had gained her point;
and he knew it was because she had gained her point.
But was it not his fault if he had begun thus early to distinguish
among her different qualities as if they belonged
to different vintage years, and to speculate whether the
quality of her friendship might not prove more exquisite
than her love could ever be? He was willing to assume
the blame, since the joy of holding her fast, of plunging
into her enchanted eyes, and finding his own enchantment
there, was still stronger than any disappointment. If
97love couldn’t be friendship too, as he had once dreamed
it might, the only thing to do was to make the most of
what it was....
Judith Wheater’s letter had been for over a week in
Boyne’s pocket when he pulled it out, crumpled and smelling
of tobacco.
He and Mrs. Sellars were reclining at ease on a high
red ledge of rock, with a view plunging down by pine-clad
precipices, pastures and forests to illimitable distances
of blue Dolomite. The air sang with light, the
smell of crushed herbs rose like incense, and the hearts
of the lovers were glad with sun and wind, and the glow
of a long climb followed by such food as only a rucksack
can provide.
“And now for a pipe,” Boyne said, in sleepy beatitude,
stretching himself out on the turf at Mrs. Sellars’s elbow.
He fumbled for his tobacco pouch, and drew out with it
the forgotten letter.
“Oh, dash it—”
“What?”
“Poor little thing! I forgot this; I meant to show it
to you days ago.”
“Who’s the poor little thing?”
For a moment he wavered. His old dread of her misunderstanding
returned; and he felt he could not bear
to have her misunderstand that letter. What was the use
of showing it, after all? But she was holding out her
hand, and he had no alternative. She raised herself on
her elbow, and bent her lustrous head above the page.
From where he lay he watched her profile, and the subtle
curves of the line from ear to throat. “How lovely she
still is,” he thought.
98She read attentively, frowning a little in the attempt to
decipher Judith’s spelling, and her mouth melting into
amusement or compassion. Then she handed back the
letter. “I suppose it’s from the little Wheater girl you
wrote about? Poor little thing indeed! It’s too dreadful.
I didn’t know there really were such people. But
who are the Wheaters she speaks of in the postscript, who
are not to be told?”
Boyne replied that those were her parents.
“Her parents? Why does she speak of them in that
way?”
He explained that in the Wheater circles it was the
custom among the children to do so, the cross-tangle of
divorces having usually given them so many parents that
it was more convenient to differentiate the latter by their
surnames.
“Oh, Martin, it’s too horrible! Are you serious? Did
the poor child really tell you that?”
“The governess did—as a matter of course.”
She made a little grimace. “The sort of governesses
they must have, in a world where the parents are like
that!”
“Well, this particular one is a regular old Puritan
brick. She and Judith keep the whole show together.”
And he told her about the juvenile oath on Scopy’s “Cyclopædia
of Nursery Remedies.”
“She doesn’t appear to have grounded her pupils very
thoroughly in spelling,” Mrs. Sellars commented; but her
eyes were soft, and she took the letter back, and began
to read it over again.
“There’s a lot I don’t begin to understand. Who are
these people that Mrs. Wheater wants to invite on the
99yacht because they know a Duke, and Mr. Wheater won’t
because it’s too low?”
“They’re Lord and Lady Wrench. Wasn’t there a lot
in the papers a month or two ago about Lord Wrench’s
marrying a movie star? He has a racing-stable; I believe
he’s very rich. Her name was Zinnia Lacrosse.”
“A perfect name. But why, in the Wheater world, are
movie stars regarded as too low? Too low for what—or
for whom?” Her mouth narrowed disdainfully on the
question.
“Well, this one happens to have been Wheater’s wife—for
a time.”
“His wife?”
“Not for long, though. They’ve been divorced for
much longer than they were married. So I suppose Mrs.
Wheater doesn’t see the use of making a retrospective fuss
about it.”
“Practical woman! And who’s the Gerald that she
and the other lady are fighting for?”
“Oh, he’s the boy’s tutor; Terry’s tutor. Or was to
have been. I’m afraid he’s a rotter too. But Terry, poor
chap, is the best fellow you ever saw. I back him and
Judith and Scopy to keep the ship on her course, whatever
happens. If only Terry’s health holds out.”
“And they get him another tutor.”
“As things go, he’s lucky if he has any.”
Mrs. Sellars again sighed out her contempt and amazement,
and let the letter fall. For a long time she sat
without moving, her chin on her hand, looking out over
the great billowing landscape which rolled away at their
feet as if driven on an invisible gale. When she turned
to Boyne he saw that her eyes were full of a puzzled sadness.
100“Don’t the Wheaters care in the least about their
children?”
In old days, in their melancholy inconclusive talks,
she had often confessed her grief at being childless; and
now he heard in her voice the lonely woman’s indignation
at the unworthiness of those who had been given what
she was denied. “Don’t they care?” she repeated.
“Oddly enough, I believe they do. I’m afraid that’s
going to be our difficulty. Why should they have taken
on the steps if they hadn’t cared? They certainly seem
very fond of the children, whenever they’re with them.
But it’s one thing to be fond of children, and another to
know how to look after them. My impression is that
they realised their incapacity long ago, and that’s why
they dumped the whole problem on Judy.”
“Long ago? But how old is Judy? This is the writing
of a child of ten.”
“She’s had no time to learn any other, with six children
to look after. But I suppose she’s fifteen or sixteen.”
“Fifteen or sixteen!” Mrs. Sellars gave a little sigh.
“Young enough to be my daughter.”
It was on the tip of his tongue to say: “I wish she had
been!” But he had an idea it might sound queerly, and
instead he stretched out his hand and took back the letter.
The gesture seemed to rouse her to a practical view of
the question. “What are you going to do about it,
dearest?”
“That’s what I want you to tell me.”
This stimulated her to action, as he had known it would.
He was glad that he had consulted her: she had been
full of sympathy, and might now be of good counsel.
How stupid it was ever to mistrust her!
101“Of course you must write to her father.”
“Well—perhaps. But doing that won’t get us much
forrarder.”
“Not if you appeal to him—point out that the children
oughtn’t to be kept in Venice any longer? Didn’t you say
he knew the climate was bad for the boy?”
“Yes; and Wheater will respond at once—in words!
He’ll say: ‘Damn it, Joyce, Boyne’s right. What are the
children doing here? We’ll pack them off to the Engadine
to-morrow.’ Then he’ll cram my letter into his
pocket, and no one will ever see it again, except the valet
when he brushes his coat.”
“But the mother—Joyce, or whatever her name is? If
he tells her—”
“Well, there’s the hitch.”
“What hitch?”
“Supposing she wants to keep the children in Venice
on account of Gerald?”
“Gerald? Oh, the tutor! Oh, Martin—” A shiver
of disgust ran over her. “And you dare to tell me she’s
fond of her children!”
“So she is; awfully fond. But everything rushes past
her in a whirl. Life’s a perpetual film to those people.
You can’t get up out of your seat in the audience and
change the current of a film.”
“What can you do about it?”
He lay back on the grass, frowning up into the heavens.
“Can’t think. Unless I were to drop down to Venice for
a day or two, and try talking to them.” To his surprise,
he found that the idea opened out before him rather pleasantly.
“Writing to that kind of people’s never any sort of
good,” he concluded.
Mrs. Sellars was sitting erect beside him, her eyes bent
102on his. They had darkened a little, and the delicate bend
of her lips narrowed as it had when she asked what there
could be in the Wheater world that movie stars were too
low for.
“Go back to Venice?” He felt the edge of resistance in
her voice. “I don’t see of what use that would be. It’s
a good deal to ask you to take that stifling journey again.
And if you don’t know what to write, how would you
know any better what to say?”
“Perhaps I shouldn’t. But at any rate I could feel my
way. And I might comfort Judith a little.”
“Poor child! I wish you could.” She was all sweetness
again. “But I should try writing first. Don’t you
think so? Write to her too, of course. Whatever you
decide, you’d better begin by feeling your way. It’s
always awkward to interfere in family matters, and if
you turned up again suddenly the Wheaters might think
it rather odd.”
He was inclined to tell her that nothing would seem
odd to the Wheaters except what seemed inevitable and
fore-ordained to her. But he felt an irritated weariness
of the whole subject. “I daresay you’re right,” he agreed,
pocketing his pipe and getting to his feet. It was not his
idea of a holiday that it should be interfered with by
other people’s bothers, and he put Judith’s letter back into
his pocket with an impatient thrust. After all, what business
was it of his? He would write the child a nice letter,
of course; but Rose was right—the idea of going down
to Venice was absurd. Besides, Judith’s letter was more
than a week old, and ten to one the party had scattered
by this time, and the children were safe somewhere in
the mountains. “Poor little thing, she’s always rather
overwrought, and very likely she just had a passing panic
103when she wrote. Hang it, I wish she hadn’t written,” he
concluded, relieved to find a distant object for his irritation.
Arm in arm, he and his love wandered down the
mountain.
XI
104
“Of course I’ve written to her—I wrote last night,”
Boyne assured Mrs. Sellars the next evening. He
was conscious of a vague annoyance at being called to
account in the matter—as if he couldn’t deal with his
own correspondence without such reminders. But Mrs.
Sellars’s next word disarmed him. “I’m so glad, dear.
I should have hated to feel that our being so happy here
had made you neglect your little friend.”
That was generous, he thought—and like her. He
adored her when she said things like that. It proved
that, in spite of her little air of staidness, she was essentially
human and comprehending. He had persuaded
her that night—for fun, for a change, after her months
of seclusion—to come down and dine with him, not at
his own modest hotel, but at the towering “Palace” among
the pines below the châlet, where he thought the crowd
and gaiety of the big restaurant might amuse her, and
would at any rate make their evenings at the châlet more
delicious by contrast.
They had finished dining, and were seated over their
coffee in a corner of the big panelled hall to which the
other diners were slowly drifting back. Boyne, seeing
Mrs. Sellars, for the first time since his arrival, in the
company of women as graceful and well-dressed as herself,
noted with satisfaction that not one of them had
exactly her quality. But the groups about the other tables
were amusing to study and speculate about, and he sat
listening to her concise and faintly ironic comments with
105an enjoyment mellowed by the flavour of the excellent
cigar he had acquired from the head-waiter.
“The girl in peach-colour, over there by the column—lovely,
isn’t she? Only one has seen her a thousand
times, in all the ‘Vogues’ and ‘Tatlers.’ Oh, Martin,
won’t it be too awful if beauty ends by being standardised
too?”
Boyne rather thought it had been already, in the new
generation, and secretly reflected that Mrs. Sellars’s deepest
attraction lay in her belonging to a day when women
still wore their charm with a difference.
“I’m sure if I owned one of these new beauties I
shouldn’t always be able to pick her out in a crowd,” he
agreed.
She laughed her satisfaction, and then, sweeping the
hall with lifted eye-glass: “That one you would....”
“A new beauty? Where?”
“Beauty—no. Hardly pretty ... but different. The
girl who’s just come in. Where’s she vanished to? Oh,
she’s speaking to the porter. Now she’s looking this way—but
you can’t see her from where you’re sitting. She’s
hardly more than a child; but the face is interesting.”
He barely caught the last words. The porter had come
up with a message. “Young lady asking for you, sir.”
Boyne got to his feet, staring in the direction indicated.
He had not been mistaken. It was Judith Wheater who
stood there, frail and straight in her scant travelling dress,
her hat pulled down over her anxious eyes, so small and
dun-coloured that she was hardly visible among those
showy bare-armed women. Yet Mrs. Sellars had picked
her out at once! Yes, there was something undeniably
“different”; just as there was about Mrs. Sellars herself.
But this was no time for such considerations. Where on
106earth had the child come from, and what on earth had
brought her?
“Wait a minute, will you? It’s some one I know.”
He followed the porter between the tables to where Judith
stood in the shadow of the stairway.
“Child! Where in the world have you dropped from?”
“Oh, Martin, Martin! I was so afraid you’d gone!”
He caught her by both hands, and she lifted a drawn
little face to his. Well, why not? He had kissed her
goodbye in Venice; now he touched his lips to her cheek.
“Judy, how in the world did you get here? Have the
heads of the clan come too?”
“Oh, Martin, Martin!” She kept fast hold of him, and
he felt that she was trembling. She paid no attention to
his question, but turned and glanced about her. “Isn’t
there a writing-room somewhere that we could go to?
There’s never anybody in them after dinner.”
He guided her, still clinging to him, to one of the handsomely
appointed rooms opening off the corridor beyond
the hall. As she had predicted, its desks were deserted,
its divans unoccupied. She dropped down by Boyne,
and threw her arms about his neck.
“Oh, Martin, say you’re glad! I must hear you say it!”
“Glad, child? Of course I’m glad.” Very gently he
released himself. “But you look dead-beat, Judy.
What’s the matter? Has anything gone wrong? Are
your people here?”
She drew back a little and turned full on him her most
undaunted face. “If you mean father and mother, they’re
in Venice. They don’t know we’re here. You mustn’t
be angry, Martin: we’ve run away.”
“Run away? Who’s run away?”
“All of us; with Scopy and Nanny. I always said we’d
107have to, some day. Scopy and Terry and I managed it.
We’re at the Pension Rosenglüh, down the hill. Father
and mother will never guess we’re here. They think
we’ve gone to America on the Cunarder that touched at
Venice yesterday. I left a letter to say we had. Terry
was splendid; he invented it all. We hired motors at
Padua to come here. But I’m afraid he’s dreadfully
done up. This air will put him right though, won’t it?”
She poured it all out in the same tone of eager but impartial
narrative, as if no one statement in her tale were
more surprising or important than the others—except, of
course, the matter of Terry’s health. “The air here is
something wonderful, Martin, isn’t it?” she pleaded;
and he found himself answering with conviction: “There’s
simply nothing like it.”
Her face instantly grew less agitated. “I knew I was
right to come,” she sighed in a tired voice; and he felt
as if she were indeed an overwrought child, and the next
moment might fall asleep on his shoulder.
“Judy, you’re dreadfully done up yourself, and you
look famished. It’s after ten. Have you had anything
to eat since you got here?”
“I don’t believe I have. There wasn’t time. I had to
see the children settled first, and then make sure you were
here.”
“Of course I’m here. But before we do any more talking
you’ve got to be fed.”
“Well, it would be nice to have a bite,” she confessed,
recovering her usual confident tone.
“Wait here, and I’ll go and forage.” Boyne walked
down the corridor and back into the hall, where people
were beginning to group themselves about the bridge-tables.
The fact of finding himself there roused him to
108the recollection of having left Mrs. Sellars alone with his
empty coffee-cup. Till that moment he had forgotten her
existence. He made his way back to their corner, but
it was deserted. In the so-called “salon,” against a background
of sham tapestries and gilt wall-lights, other
parties were forming about more bridge-tables; but there
also there was no sign of Mrs. Sellars.
“Oh, well, she’s got bored and gone home,” he thought,
a little irritably. Surely it would have been simpler and
more friendly to wait ... but that was just a part of her
ceremoniousness. Probably she had thought it more
tactful to disappear. Damn tact! That was all he had to
say.... The important thing now was to give Judy something
to eat, and get her back to her pension. After that
he would run up to the châlet and explain.
He found a waiter, learned that it was too late to resuscitate
dinner, and ordered ham sandwiches and cocktails
to be brought at once to the writing-room. On the whole,
he found it simplified things to have Mrs. Sellars out of
the way. Perhaps there was something to be said for tact
after all.
The first sip of her cocktail brought the glow back to
Judith’s eyes and lips, the next made her preternaturally
vivid and alert. She must eat, he told her—eat at once,
before she began to talk; and he pushed his own sandwiches
on to her plate, and watched her devouring them,
and emptying first her glass and then his. She sparkled at
him across its brim, but kept silence, obediently; then she
asked for a cigarette, and leaned back at ease against the
cushions.
“Well, we’re all here,” she declared with satisfaction.
“Not Chip?” he questioned, incredulous.
109“Chip? I should think so! Do you suppose I’d have
stirred an inch without Chip?”
“But what the deuce is it all about, child? Have you
gone crazy, all of you?”
“Father and mother have. They do, you know. I
warned father we’d run away if it happened again.”
“What happened?”
“Why, what I told you would. But I don’t suppose
you ever got my letter? I was sure you’d have answered
it if you had.” She turned her eyes on him with a look
of such unshaken trust that he stammered uncomfortably:
“Tell me all about it now.”
“Well, everything went to smash. I knew it would.
And then all the old shouting began—about detectives,
and lawyers, and mother’s alimony. You know that’s
what the children mean when they talk about mother’s
old friend Sally Money. They’ve heard about her ever
since they can remember. They think mother sends for
her whenever anything goes wrong....”
“And things have gone thoroughly wrong?”
“Worse than ever. They were dividing us up already.
Bun and Beechy back to Buondelmonte, because he’s
married a rich American. And Zinnia is ready to take
Zinnie. Lord Wrench thinks she’s so awfully funny.
And father would have had Chip, of course, and we
three older ones would have begun to be sent back and
forth again as we used to be, like the shabby old books
Scopy used to get out of the lending library at Biarritz.
You could keep the stupid ones as long as you liked, but
the jolly ones only a week.” She turned her burning
face to his. “Now, Martin, didn’t I have to get them
all away from it?”
The food and wine had sent such a flame through her
110that he began to wonder if she had fever, or if it were
only the glow of fatigue. He took her hand and it was
burning, like her face.
“Child, you’re too tired. All the rest will keep till
to-morrow. Put on your hat now, and I’ll take you down
the hill to your pension.”
“But, Martin, you’ll promise and swear to see us
through?”
“Through everything, bless you. On Scopy’s book.
And now come along, or you’ll fall asleep in your
tracks.”
In reality he had never seen her so acutely wakeful;
but she submitted in silence to being bundled into her
hat and coat, and linked her arm confidingly in his as
they threaded their way among the bridge-players and
out into the great emptiness of the night. The moon
hung low above the western peaks, and the village clock
below them in the valley chimed out the three quarters
after eleven as they walked down the road between
blanched fields and sleeping houses. On the edge of the
village a few lights still twinkled; but the Pension
Rosenglüh, demurely withdrawn behind its white palings,
showed a shuttered front to the moon. Boyne opened
the garden gate, and started to go up the doorstep ahead
of Judith. “Oh, you needn’t ring, Martin. It would
wake everybody. I don’t believe the door’s locked. I
told Scopy to see that I wasn’t shut out.” She tried the
door-knob, which yielded hospitably, and then turned
and flung her arms about her companion.
“Martin, darling, I don’t believe I’d ever have dared
if I hadn’t known you’d see us through,” she declared
with a resounding kiss.
“The devil you wouldn’t!” he murmured; but he
111pushed her gently in, thinking: “I ought never to have
given her that second cocktail.” From the threshold
he whispered: “Go upstairs as quietly as you can. I’ll
be down in the morning to see how you’re all getting
on.” Then he shut the door on her, and slipped out of
the gate.
Midnight from the village clock! What would his
friend say if he knocked up the châlet at that hour? Halfway
to the hotel he left the road and branched upward
through the fir-wood, by a path he knew. But there were
no lights in the châlet.
XII — XIII — XIV — XV — XVI
112
Before mounting to Mrs. Sellars’s the next morning
Boyne went down to the Pension Rosenglüh to
gather what farther details he could of the strange flight
of the little Wheaters.
As he reached the pension gate he was met by Miss
Scope, looking more than commonly gaunt and ravaged,
but as brightly resolute as her fellow-conspirator. Her
gray cotton glove enfolded Boyne’s hand in an unflinching
grasp, and she exclaimed at once how providential
it was that they should have caught him still at Cortina.
She added that she had been on the look-out for him,
as both Judith and Terry were still asleep, and she was
sure he’d agree that they had better not be disturbed,
after all they’d been through; especially as Terry was
still feverish. The other children, he gathered, had already
breakfasted, and been shepherded out by Nanny
and the nursemaid to the downs above the valley; and
meanwhile perhaps Mr. Boyne would come in and have
a chat.
The word seemed light for the heavy news he was
prepared to hear; but he suspected that Miss Scope, like
the Witch of Atlas, was used to racing on the platforms
of the wind, and laughed to hear the fire-balls roar behind.
At any rate, her sturdy composure restored his
own balance, and made him glad of the opportunity to
hear her version of the adventure before his next encounter
with Judith.
Miss Scope was composed, as she always was—he was
113soon to learn—in real emergencies. She had been through
so many that they seemed to her as natural and inevitable
as thunder-storms or chicken-pox—as troublesome,
but no more to be fussed about. Nevertheless, she did
not underrate the gravity of the situation: to do so, he
suspected, would have robbed it of its savour. There
had been cataclysms before—times when Judy had threatened
to go off and disappear with all the children—but
till now she had never even attempted to put her threats
into execution. “And now she’s carried it off with a
master hand,” Miss Scope declared in a tone of grim
triumph.
But carried it where to? That was the question Boyne
could not help putting. He was sure Judith had been
masterly—but where was it all going to lead? Had any
of them taken that into account, he asked?
Well, Miss Scope had to own that their departure had
been too precipitate for much taking into account. It
had to be then or never—she had seen that as clearly as
Judy and Terry. The fact that Terry was with them
showed how desperate the situation was—
“Desperate? Really desperate?”
“Oh, Mr. Boyne! If you’d been through it twice before,
as my poor children have....”
Listening to the details of her story, he agreed that it
must indeed have been awful, and ended by declaring that
he did not question Judith’s reasons; but now that the
first step in the mutiny was taken, how did Miss Scope
imagine that they were going to keep it up? In short,
what did they mean to do when they were found out?
“I think Judith counts very much on your intervention.
That’s the reason she was so anxious to find you still
here. And of course she hopes there’ll be time—time to
114consider, to choose a course of action. She believes it
will be some days before we’re found out, as you put
it. I daresay she’s told you that she left a letter ...
Mr. Boyne,” said Miss Scope, interrupting herself with
her sternest accent, “I hope you don’t think that, in ordinary
circumstances, I should ever condone the least
deceit. The children will tell you that on that point I’m
inexorable. But these were not ordinary circumstances.”
She cleared her throat, and brought out: “Judith said in
the letter that we’d sailed for America. She thinks her
father will hurry there to find them, and in that way we
shall gain a little time, for the steamer they’re supposed
to be on is not due in New York for ten days.”
The plan seemed puerile, even for so immature a mind
as Judith’s; but Boyne did not raise that point. He
merely said: “I hope so. But meanwhile what are you
all going to live on? It costs something to feed such an
army.”
Miss Scope’s countenance turned from sallow to white.
Her eyes forsook his face, as they did when she talked of
Terry, and she brought out, hesitatingly: “Judith, I
understand, has means....”
“Poor woman!” Boyne thought. “I believe she’s
plumped in all her savings.—I see,” he said. He was
filled with a sudden loathing of all the wasteful luxury,
the vanity and selfishness and greed, out of which this
poor pale flower of compassion had sprung. “I see,” he
repeated. He stood up, and held out his hand. “You’re
their real mother. If there’s anything on earth I can
do—to the limit of my small capacity—.” A tear ran
down the furrows of Miss Scope’s averted cheek. He
knew it by the hasty dab of her cotton hand. “I know—I
115know—. Oh, Mr. Boyne, it’s providential, our finding
you.”
He pressed her wet glove hard, and assured her that
she could count on him. He would go off now, he added,
to reflect further on the problem, and come back later,
when Judy and Terry were awake.
It was after eleven when he reached the châlet; but
luckily no long excursion had been planned for that
morning. Mrs. Sellars had told him the night before
that she had letters to write, and should not expect
him early. When he approached the little house in its
clearing of emerald turf he saw her on the balcony, her
writing-materials on a table at her elbow. But she was
leaning on the rail, looking down the path by which he
always came. He waved his hand, and she answered
with a welcoming gesture. “Come up—I’m deep in
papers,” she called down cheerily.
“I came last night, but your lights were out, and I
was afraid of the cook,” he laughed, taking her in his
arms as she went to meet him. The day was warm, and
she had put on a thin white dress which gave her a
springlike look. Her complexion too had a morning
freshness, through which the blood ran up to his kiss.
“But not afraid of me?” she questioned.
“Of you? I like that! You deserted me; it’s you who
ought to be afraid. I’ve come to make a row, you know.”
“You ought to have come to thank me for my tact. I
saw you’d run across old friends, and slipped out of the
way.”
“I’d run across one young friend—Judith Wheater.
When I came back to tell you about it you’d gone.”
Her eyes lit up with curiosity and interest. “Your
famous little Judith? Really? Why, you always speak
116of her as such a child—I shouldn’t have guessed....”
“You said yourself last night how young she looked—”
“Yes; awfully young; but still—grown up.”
“Well, she’s not grown up. She’s a child—a child tremendously
to be pitied. I want to tell you all about it.
I want your help and your advice. You don’t know what
a quandary I’m in.”
She had gone back to her seat on the balcony, and he
dropped into the chair beside her. As he spoke her
colour flickered up again, and she smiled a little uncertainly.
“A quandary—about that child?” The smile
faded, and her colour with it. “Martin, you don’t mean ... you can’t...?”
He stared, perplexed, and then burst out laughing.
“That the quandary’s mine—about little Judith? Bless
you, what an idea! Why, she’s hardly out of the nursery.”
He laughed again, partly to bridge over his
surprise and her constraint. It was incredible, what farfetched
delusions the most sensible women took up with,
at the very moment when one wanted them to look at a
question like a man! “This is a very different business,”
he went on. “Not in the least sentimental, but merely
squalid. The Wheater ménage has gone to smash again,
and Judy’s bolted with all the children, to try to prevent
their being separated, as they are whenever there’s a new
deal.”
Mrs. Sellars sat looking at him with wide eyes and
parted lips. The situation was evidently too new to her
to be at once intelligible, and she repeated vaguely:
“Bolted—bolted from whom?”
“From Joyce and Wheater. Gone clean away, without
any warning.”
She was again silent, her eyes as it were fixed on this
117statement, which seemed to carry her no farther toward
comprehension.
“But bolted with whom? They can’t have gone away
all by themselves?”
“The governess is with them, and the two nurses. In
a crisis like this they all stand by Judith. I’ve just been
talking with the governess, and she entirely approves.
You see, they’ve been through this kind of thing before.”
“Through the running away?”
“No, but through what led up to it. The last time, it
appears, Judith told her parents that if they were divorced
again she meant to go off with all the children,
rather than have them separated from each other as they
were before. You see, whenever a smash comes the children
are divided up among the ex-parents, and some of
them are pretty rotten, I imagine—a blackmailing Italian
prince, a rather notorious movie star, and Lord knows
who besides. Not to speak of the new elements to be introduced,
if Joyce and Wheater both marry again, as I’ve
no doubt they will, in no time.”
Mrs. Sellars, her chin resting on her hand, sat listening
in a silence still visibly compounded of bewilderment
and disgust. For a minute after Boyne had ceased speaking
she did not move or look up. At last she said, in a
low voice: “It’s all too vile for belief.”
“Exactly,” he agreed. “And it’s all true.”
“The horrors those children must know about—”
“It’s to save them from more horrors that Judith has
carried them away.”
“I see—I see. Poor child!” Her face melted into
pity. “Just at first it was all too new to me. But now
I’m beginning to understand. And I suppose she came
here hoping you would help her?”
118“I suppose she didn’t have much time to think or
choose, but vaguely remembered I was here, as her letter
showed.”
“But the money? Where in the world did they get
the money? You can’t transport a nursery-full of children
from one place to another without paying for it.”
Boyne hesitated a moment; but he felt he must not
betray Miss Scope, and merely answered that he hadn’t
had time to go into all that yet, but supposed that in an
easy-going extravagant household like the Wheaters’
there were always some funds available, the more so as
preparations were already being made to send the children
off to the mountains.
“Well, it’s all hideous and touching and crazy. Where
are the poor little things—at your hotel?” Mrs. Sellars
had gone indoors, and was picking up her hat and sunshade.
“I should like you to take me down at once
to see them.”
Boyne was touched by the suggestion, but secretly
alarmed at what might happen if Mrs. Sellars were exposed
unprepared to the simultaneous assault of all the
little Wheaters. He explained that Judith had taken her
flock to an inexpensive pension in the village, and that
the younger children, when he had called there, were already
away on the downs, and Judith and Terry still
sleeping off their emotions. Should he go down again, he
asked, and bring Judith back alone to the châlet? “You’d
better see her first without the others. You might find
the seven of them rather overwhelming.”
Seven? Mrs. Sellars confessed she hadn’t realised that
there were actually seven. She agreed that it would be
perhaps better that she should first see Judith without her
brothers and sisters, and proposed that Boyne should invite
119her to come back with him to the châlet to lunch.
“If you think she won’t be too frightened of a strange old
woman?” The idea of Judith’s being frightened of anything
or anybody amused Boyne, but he thought it charming
of Mrs. Sellars to suggest it, and was glad, after all,
that she was there to support and advise him. When she
had had a quiet talk with Judith he felt sure she would be
on the children’s side; and perhaps her practical vision
might penetrate farther than his into the riddle of what
was to be done for them.
“If only,” he said to himself, “Judith doesn’t begin by
saying something that will startle her”; and he thought of
warning Mrs. Sellars not to expect a too great ingenuousness
in his young friend. Then he reflected that such a
warning might unconsciously prejudice her against the
girl, and decided that it would be wiser to trust to Judith’s
natural charm to overcome anything odd in her conversation.
If there were hints to be given, he concluded,
there would be less risk in giving them to Judith.
But the utility of giving hints in that quarter became
equally dubious at first sight of her. Refreshed and
radiant after her night’s rest, and unusually pretty in her
light linen frock, and a spreading hat with a rosy lining,
Judith received him at the gate of the pension in an embrace
which sent her hat flying among the currant-bushes,
and exposed her rumpled head and laughing eyes
to his close inspection. “You look like a pansy this
morning,” he said, struck by the resemblance of her short
pointed oval and velvet-brown eyes to the eager inquisitive
face of the mountain flower. But Judith was no gardener,
and rejected the comparison with a grimace. “How
horrid of you! Nasty wired things in wreaths at funerals!
I don’t feel a bit as if I were at a funeral. It’s
120so jolly to be here, and to have found you. You’ve come
to say you’ll lunch with us, haven’t you? The children
will be mad with joy. It was partly because I promised
them we’d find you here that they agreed to come. Blanca
and Zinnie unsettled them at first—they’re always afraid
of missing some excitement if they have a row with
mother. But I told them we’d have lots more excitement
with you.” She was hanging on his arm, and drawing
him up the path to the house.
“I must tell the landlady you’re coming to lunch.
Scopy’s upstairs with Terry, and she told me to be sure
not to forget, so that the cook could give us something
extra.” By this time they were in the little sitting-room,
which smelt of varnish and dried edelweiss, and had a
stuffed eagle perched above the stove. Judith sat down
on the slippery sofa, and dragged Boyne to a seat at her
side. “And first, I was to ask you what pudding you’d
particularly like.”
“Oh, bless you, any pudding. But about lunch—”
She drew herself up, and tossed him an arch smile.
“Or perhaps you’re here incog., with a lady, and would
rather not come? I told Scopy I shouldn’t wonder—”
“Nonsense, Judith; how absurd—”
“Why absurd? Why shouldn’t you be here with a lady?
Vous êtes encore très bien, mon cher....” She drew
her deep lids half shut, and slanted an insinuating glance
at him.
“Don’t talk like a manicure, child. As a matter of fact,
I have an old friend here who wants very much to see
you, and who kindly suggested—”
“An old lady-friend?”
“Yes.”
“As old as Scopy?”
121“No; probably not as old as your mother, even. I only
meant—”
“But if she’s younger than mother, how can you say
she’s old? Is she prettier, too?” Judith broke in searchingly.
“I don’t know, really; I haven’t thought—”
“Well, I don’t believe she’s as well-dressed. Unless,
perhaps, you think Joyce’s clothes are sometimes just a
shade too—”
“I haven’t thought about that either. What I mean
by ‘old’ is that Mrs. Sellars and I have been friends for
years. She’s living in a châlet on the hill above the hotels;
and she wants me to bring you up to lunch with her today.”
Boyne smiled. “Well, my dear, I’m sure she would
have liked to invite you all, Chip included; but her house
is tiny and couldn’t possibly take in the whole party.
So, to avoid invidious distinctions, why not come by yourself
and make her acquaintance? I want you awfully to
know her, for no one can give you better advice than
she can.”
Judith drew herself up stiffly and her face became a
blank. “I don’t want anybody’s advice but yours, Martin.
But of course I’ll go if you want me to.”
“It’s not a question of what I want. But you may
be sure if my advice is any good it will be because I’ve
consulted Mrs. Sellars. Two’s not too many to get you
out of this predicament. I sometimes think you don’t
realise what an awful row you’re all in for.”
“If she’s not as old as mother, and you’ve never noticed
how she’s dressed, you must be in love with her,”
122Judith went on, as if his last words had not made the least
impression on her.
“I don’t see what difference it makes if I am or not,”
he retorted, beginning to lose his temper. “The point
is that she happens to be one of the kindest and most
sensible women I know—”
“That’s what men always think,” said Judith thoughtfully.
She drew back to study him again through half-closed
lids. “It’s a wonderful thing to be in love,” she
murmured; and then continued with a teasing smile:
“Blanca’s ever so much sharper than I am. She said:
‘Why’s Martin in such an awful hurry to rush away from
Venice, if he isn’t slipping off on the quiet to meet a
friend?’ I suppose,” she added, with a fall in her voice,
and a corresponding droop of the lips, “it was awfully
stupid of me to blunder in on you like this, and you’re
racking your brains to think how you can get rid of us
all, and keep out of a row with father and mother.”
Boyne, half-exasperated and half-touched, as he so
often was in his talks with her, and especially when he
knew she wished to give him pain, laid his hand reproachfully
on hers. “Look here, Judith, I could shake you
when you talk such drivel. The only thing I’m racking
my brains about is how to help you to get what you want.
To keep you all together, as you are now, and yet not let
your father and mother think that I’ve had anything to
do with this performance. You’re quite right; I do want
to stay on good terms with them, because if I do I may
succeed in persuading them that, whatever happens,
they’ve no right to separate you children again. If I do
that I shall have done my best for you. But I don’t
see my way to it yet, and that’s why I want you to come
and make friends with Mrs. Sellars.”
123To his surprise she listened in an attentive silence, and,
when he had ended, lifted to his the face of an obedient
child. “Of course I’ll do what you want, Martin. But
don’t you think your friend would perhaps understand
better if I had Nanny bring up Chip to see her after
lunch?”
“Bless you—of course she would,” he agreed enthusiastically;
and she thereupon proposed that before they
started he should come upstairs and see Terry.
124
Seeing Terry, Boyne had to admit, was the surest way
of attaching one, body and soul, to the cause of the
little Wheaters. Whatever Mrs. Sellars thought of Judith—a
question of obvious uncertainty—there could be no
doubt as to what she would think of Terry.
There had been moments during the morning when
Boyne did not see how any good will on either part could
bridge the distance between Mrs. Sellars’s conception of
life, and Judith Wheater’s experience of it; but between
Mrs. Sellars and Terry there would be nothing to explain
or bridge over. Their minds would meet as soon as their
eyes did. “I’ll bring her down to see him after lunch,”
Boyne decided.
There was no hope of Terry’s being up that day. The
excitement of the flight, and the heat and fatigue of the
journey, had used up his small surplus of strength, and
he could only lie staring at Boyne with eager eyes, and
protest that he knew the air of Cortina would put him all
right before long. Scopy had already had the doctor in,
and administered suitable remedies, and the patient’s temperature
had dropped to nearly normal. “If only father
and mother will let us stay here I’m sure I shall be patched
up this time. And you’ll be here for a bit to look after
the children, won’t you, Martin?”
Boyne said he would stay as long as he could, and at
any rate not leave till the little Wheaters’ difficulty with
their parents was on the way to adjustment. He pointed
out that negotiations would no doubt be necessary, and
125Terry promptly rejoined: “That’s just why Judy and I
decided to come here. We knew that if we could get hold
of you, you’d back us up, and help us to make some kind
of terms with father and mother.” His eyes fixed his
friend’s with a passionate insistence. “You see, Martin,
it won’t do, separating us again—it really won’t. We’re
not going to get any sort of education at this rate. And
as for manners! The children have all been completely
demoralised since Zinnia’s visit. Now they’ve heard of
Buondelmonte’s marriage, and the steps have gone off their
base too; and as for Blanca she thinks of nothing but
dressing-up and flirtation.... As soon as things go
wrong between father and mother the children seem to
feel it in the air; even before the actual fighting begins,
they all get out of hand. Zinnie gave Bun a black eye
the other day because he said he was going to be a Prince
again, and live in his father’s palace in Rome, and have
his own Rolls ... a child who hardly knows his letters!”
Terry concluded with a gesture of contempt.
“I know, old man. It’s all wrong,” Boyne agreed, “and
something’s got to be done, and done soon. That’s what
I’m going to try to make your father and mother see.
Meanwhile you must make the most of this respite to
get a good rest. I promise I’ll do what I can when the
time comes.”
“Oh, you needn’t promise,” Terry said, letting his head
sink back contentedly on the pillows.
On the way up the hill with Judith, Boyne was able to
gather some of the details she had been too tired and
excited to impart the night before. Miss Scope’s confidences
were always in the nature of sombre generalizations.
When it came to particulars, she retreated behind
126professional secrecy; and Boyne had not liked to force
her defences. Besides, he knew that no such scruples
would hamper Judith, who saw life only in particulars.
But, after all, there was nothing very unexpected in
Judith’s story. As she said, it was always the same old
row over again. As soon as Zinnia Lacrosse had cast a
covetous eye on Gerald Ormerod, Joyce had decided that
she could not live without him. The thought of his dining
every night at the Lido with the Wrenches and the
Duke of Mendip, while she and Wheater sat alone on the
deck of the “Fancy Girl,” or made the most of such mediocre
guests as they could collect, was too much for a high-spirited
woman; and Joyce had suddenly requested her
husband to sack the tutor. Wheater, surprised, had protested
that Terry liked him (and Terry did—he was
very jolly, and a good teacher, Judith impartially admitted);
whereupon Joyce had declared that if Ormerod
wasn’t sent away at once she intended to divorce Wheater
and marry him. Wheater, of course, was furious, and
there had been, in Judith’s language, an all-round circus,
complicated by the fact that what Gerald really wanted
was to marry her—
“What—what? Marry you? Have you all of you
gone crazy?” Boyne found himself indignantly repeating.
Judith smiled. “I’m not crazy. And I’m nearly sixteen.
And I suppose I’m a nairess.” (She pronounced
the word as she wrote it.) “But you don’t imagine I’d
leave the children, do you? Besides, Terry says it would
be ridiculous to marry till I can learn how to spell.”
“My God—I should say it would,” cried Boyne furiously.
What on earth would come of it, he asked himself,
if she opened the conversation with Mrs. Sellars on
this note? “Judith, look here—.”
127“But I don’t know, after all,” she went on, in a reflective
tone. “Gerald says some of the greatest people
never could spell. Napoleon couldn’t—or Madame de
Sévigné—and Shakespeare signed his name differently
every time.”
“I see you’ve taken a course in history since I left,”
Boyne sneered; to which she responded with simplicity:
“No; but he told me that one day when he found me
crying because of my awful spelling.”
“Well, you’re quite right to cry about your spelling.
And Terry’s quite right to say that the first thing you
want is to have some sort of an education, all of you.”
“Perhaps, then, it would have been better for me to
marry Gerald,” she rejoined, with a return of her uncanny
impartiality. “But no,” she interrupted herself; “I never
could have kept the children if I had; so what’s the use?”
“Well, here we are,” Boyne broke in nervously.
“Why, you poor child, how young you are, after all!”
Mrs. Sellars exclaimed, swaying forward to drop an impulsive
kiss on Judith’s cheek. Boyne’s first thought
was, how young she looked herself, in her thin black dress,
her auburn head bent like an elder sister’s above Judith’s;
then how much too young Judith was to be conciliated
by that form of greeting.
Judith looked at her hostess with a smile. “Young for
what?” she asked, with an ominous simplicity.
“Why—for all your responsibilities,” the other answered,
checked in her premeditated spontaneity.
Judith was still smiling: a small quiet smile from which
the watchful Boyne augured no good.
“I suppose I ought to be flattered,” she said. “I know
that at your age and mother’s it’s thought awfully flattering
128to be called young. But, you see, I’m not sixteen yet,
so it’s nothing extraordinary to me.”
“Your being so young makes it extraordinarily kind
of you to come and see an old lady like me,” Mrs. Sellars
smiled back, taking nervous refuge in platitudes.
Judith considered her with calm velvety eyes. “Oh,
but I wanted to come. Martin says you’ll be a friend;
and we need friends badly.”
Mrs. Sellars’s eyes at once softened. “Martin’s quite
right. I’ll be as good a friend as you’ll let me. I’m so
glad you’ve come to share my picnic lunch. And Martin
will have told you how sorry I was not to have room
for the whole party in this tiny house.”
“Well,” said Judith, “he thought you’d find us rather
overwhelming—”; but Mrs. Sellars laughed this away as
an unauthorized impertinence of her old friend’s.
On the whole, things were beginning better than the
old friend had expected. He only hoped Rose wouldn’t
mind Judith’s chucking down her hat on the sitting-room
sofa, and turning to the glass above the mantelpiece to
run her fingers through her tossed hair. Once at table,
Mrs. Sellars led the talk to the subject of the little
Wheaters, whose names she had cleverly managed to master,
and whose acquaintance she expressed the wish to
make at the earliest opportunity, “steps” and all. “For
I assure you,” she added, “I’m not as easily overwhelmed
as Martin seems to think.”
Judith was always at her best when she was talking of
the children, and especially of Terry, whose name Mrs.
Sellars had spoken with a sympathy which brought a glow
to the girl’s cheek. “Oh, Terry’s far and away the best
of us; you’ll love Terry. If only he could have half a
chance. I don’t mean about his health; father and mother
129have really done all they could about that. But he’s
never had any proper education, and he isn’t strong
enough yet to go to school.” She went on, forgetting herself
and her habit of being on the defensive, carried away
by the need to explain Terry, to put him in the handsomest
possible light before this friend of Martin’s, who was
so evidently a person of standards and principles—like
Terry himself. It was just another bit of poor Terry’s
bad luck, she pursued; for ever so long he’d been begging
and imploring their parents to let him have a good tutor,
like other boys of his age who weren’t strong enough
for school; and finally they had understood, and agreed
that he couldn’t be left any longer to Scopy and the
nurses; and then, when the tutor was finally found, and
everything working so well, Joyce had to take it into her
head to marry him. Didn’t Mrs. Sellars agree that it was
a particularly rotten piece of luck?
Yes; Mrs. Sellars did agree. Only, Boyne saw from
the curve of her lips, “luck” was not precisely the noun
she would have used, nor “rotten” the adjective.
“But surely it’s just a passing whim of—of your
mother’s. When it comes to the point, she won’t break
up everything in order to marry this young man.”
Judith’s eyes widened. “Well, what can mother do—if
she’s in love with him?”
Mrs. Sellars lowered her lids softly, as if she were
closing the eyes of a dead self. “Why, she could ...
she could ... think of all of you, my dear.”
“Oh, she’ll do that,” Judith rejoined. “She has already.
She and father are fighting over us now. That’s
why we bolted. Hasn’t Martin told you?”
“I think Martin felt he’d rather have you tell me about
130it yourself—that is, as much as you care to,” said Mrs.
Sellars, with tactful evasiveness.
Judith pondered, her brows gathering in a puzzled
frown. “I don’t know that there’s anything more to tell.
I brought the children away so that we shouldn’t be
separated again. If children don’t look after each other,
who’s going to do it for them? You can’t expect parents
to, when they don’t know how to look after themselves.”
“Ah, my dear,” murmured Mrs. Sellars. With an impulsive
movement she put her hand on Judith’s. “Just
say that to your mother as you’ve said it to me, and she’ll
never give you up for anybody.”
Judith’s frown relaxed, and her eyebrows ran up incredulously.
“She has before, you know. What are you
to do when you fall in love? That’s one thing I never
mean to do,” she announced, in a decisive tone. “Besides,
you know,” she went on, “one does get used to children.
I suppose you’ve never had any, have you?” Mrs. Sellars
made a faint sign of negation. “Oh, well,” Judith continued
encouragingly, “I daresay it’s not too late. But
if you’d had all of us on your hands, and the three steps
besides, you’d probably take us for granted by this time.
Not that mother isn’t fond of us—only she has these
heart-storms. That’s what poor Doll Westway used to
call them. And she knew—”
Mrs. Sellars laid down the spoon with which she was
absently stirring her coffee. “Doll Westway—?”
Judith’s face lit up. “You knew her?”
“No,” said Mrs. Sellars, in a tone of rejection acutely
familiar to Boyne, but obviously unremarked by the girl.
“She was my very best friend,” Judith went on. “You
never saw anybody so lovely to look at. In tea-rose bathing
tights—”
131“My dear,” Mrs. Sellars interrupted, “don’t you think
it seems a pity to sit indoors in such weather? If you’ve
finished your coffee, shall we move out on the balcony?
Martin, do find the cigarettes.” Her sweetness suffused
them like a silvery icing. Judith, obviously puzzled, rose
to follow her, and Boyne distributed cigarettes with a
savage energy. Oh, damn it, what had gone wrong again
now?
But whatever had gone wrong was, for the moment at
any rate, set right by the appearance of a blue-veiled
nurse who was conducting a rosy little boy up the slope
beneath the balcony. “Hullo! This way—here I am!”
Judith joyously signalled to the pair; and Mrs. Sellars,
leaning over the railing at her side, instantly declared:
“Here’s somebody too beautiful not to be the celebrated
Chip.”
Yes; it was clever of Judith to have arranged that
Chipstone should appear at that moment. To a childless
woman the sight of that armful of health and good
humour must be at once a pang and a balm. Mrs. Sellars’s
eyes met Boyne’s, smiling, trembling, and his signalled
back: “Damn Aunt Julia.” Chipstone had already
filled the air with his immovable serenity. They had gone
back into the sitting-room to greet him, and he settled
himself Buddha-like on Mrs. Sellars’s knee, and laughed
with satisfaction at the sight of Judy and Martin and
Nanny grouped admiringly before him. Whatever came
Chip’s way seemed to turn into something as fresh as new
milk with the bubbles on it.
“Oh, Chip’s a good enough fellow,” said Judith, fondly
disparaging. “But wait till you see Terry....”
“Terry couldn’t come; but the rest of us have,” announced
a sharp little voice outside the door.
132“Good gracious! If it isn’t Zinnie!” Judith jumped
up in a rush of indignation; but before she could reach
the door it had opened on the self-possessed figure of
her little step-sister, behind whose fiery mop appeared the
dark bobbing heads of Bun and Beechy.
“Well, if ever—I never did! Susan swore to me she’d
never let ’em out of her sight while we was away,” Nanny
ejaculated, paling under Judith’s wrathful glance.
“She never did, neither,” said Zinnie composedly. “She
watched us almost all the way; but we could run faster
than her, ’cos she’s got a shoe’t hurts her, ’n’ so after a
while she had to give up chasing us. Didn’t she?” This
was flung back to the “steps” for corroboration.
But a masterly somersault had already introduced Bun
to the centre front, where he remained head down, bare
legs and sandal-soles in air; and Beechy had rushed up
to Mrs. Sellars and flung her passionate arms about Chipstone.
“Oh, my Cheepo, we thought we’d losted you,
and you were dead,” she joyfully wailed; and Chip received
her pæan with a rosy grin.
“Yes, ’n’ Judy hadn’t ought to of sneaked away and
left us all like that, ’n’ not said anything ’bout coming
here, but only ’ranged for Chip to come and see you,
when he’s the youngest of the bunch—ought she of?”
Zinnie appealed indignantly to Mrs. Sellars; who replied
that it evidently didn’t seem fair, but she must take the
blame to herself for living in such a small house that she
hadn’t been able to invite them all to lunch because the
dining-room wouldn’t have held them. “And I suppose,”
she concluded diplomatically, “Chipstone was chosen to
represent you because he takes up the least room.”
“No, he doesn’t, either; I do!” shouted Bun, swiftly
reversing himself and facing Mrs. Sellars in a challenging
133attitude. “I can crawl through a croky hoop, and I
can—”
“You can’t hold your tongue, and Chip can, and that’s
why I brought him, and not the rest of you,” cried Judith,
administering a shake to Bun, while Nanny seized upon
Beechy to stifle her incipient howl of sympathy.
“Oh, these dreadful children—.” It was another voice
at the door, this time so discreetly pitched, so sweetly
deprecating, that Mrs. Sellars instinctively rose to receive
a visitor who seemed as little used as herself to noisy
company.
“I am so sorry—.” Blanca was in the room now, slim,
white-frocked, imperturbable, with an air of mundane
maturity which made Judith seem like her younger
sister.
“Poor Susan told me they’d run away from her when
they found Nanny was coming here with Chip, and I
rushed after them, but couldn’t catch them. I’m sorry,
but it wasn’t my fault.” Prettily breathless, she excused
herself to Judith; but her long lashes were busy drawing
Mrs. Sellars and Boyne into their net. “Darling Martin!”
She bestowed on him one of her mother’s most
studied intonations. “I’m Terry’s twin,” she explained
to Mrs. Sellars.
The latter, at ease with graces so like her own, replied
with a smile that, since Terry could not come, she appreciated
his sending such a charming delegate. Judith
shot a grimace at Boyne, but Blanca, with a sudden rush
of sincerity, declared: “Oh, but when you’ve seen Terry
you won’t care for any of the rest of us.”
“Yes, she will; she’ll care for Beechy and me because
we’re Roman Princes!” Bun shouted, threatening another
handspring which a gesture from Judith curtailed.
134Zinnie pushed him aside and planted herself firmly in
front of their hostess. “My mother could buy ’em all
out if she wanted to, ’cos she’s a movie star,” she affirmed
in her thin penetrating voice. “But I’d never let
her, ’cos we all love each other very much, ’n’ Judy’s
made us all swear on Scopy’s book we’d stay together
till we got married. I’m probably going to marry Bun.”
At this announcement signs of damp despair revealed
themselves on Beechy’s features; but Bun, regardless of
the emotions he excited, interposed to say: “My real
mother was a lion-tamer; but that don’t matter, ’cos she’s
dead.”
Mrs. Sellars had risen to the occasion on one of her
quick wing-beats. Games, tea and more games had been
improvised with the promptness and skill which always
distinguished her in social emergencies; and the afternoon
was nearly over when a band of replete and sleepy
children took their way home to the Pension Rosenglüh.
On the threshold of the châlet Zinnie paused to call up
to the balcony: “I s’pose ’f you’d known we were coming
you’d have had some presents ready for us—.” A cuff
from Judith nipped the suggestion, and the flock was
hurried off down the hill, but not too quickly to catch
Mrs. Sellars’s response: “Come up to-morrow and you’ll
see!”
Mrs. Sellars, however, did not wait till the next day
to return the little Wheaters’ visit. Soon after their departure
she gathered up an armful of books, selected for
Terry’s special delectation, and walked down to the
pension with Boyne. The younger children were by this
time at supper; but the visitor was introduced to Miss
Scope, and conducted by her to Terry’s bedside. Neither
135Judith nor Boyne accompanied her, since the doctor did
not want his patient to see many people till he had recovered
from his fatigue. Mrs. Sellars, for this reason,
remained only for a few minutes with the little boy, and
when she rejoined Boyne, who was waiting for her at the
gate, she said simply: “I’m glad I came.” Boyne liked
her for knowing that he would guess the rest. He had
never had any doubts about this meeting.
When he got back to his hotel he found the telegram
which he had been expecting since the morning. “For
God’s sake wire at once if children with you and Chipstone
all right worried to death cannot understand insane
performance police traced them to Padua where they
hired motors for Botzen please ship them all back immediately
will wire you funds. Wheater.”
“Damn it—well, I’ll have to go and see him myself,”
Boyne muttered, crumpling up the paper and jamming it
into his pocket. The message had shattered his dream-paradise
of a day, and now the sooner the business ahead
of him was over the better for everybody. But with a
certain satisfaction he concluded, after a glance at the
clock: “Too late to wire tonight, anyhow.”
136
“Here—how was I to answer this?” Boyne challenged
Mrs. Sellars that evening, pushing the telegram
across the dinner-table, where they had lingered over
their wood-strawberries and cream.
She had been charming about the Wheater children
after their departure; appreciative of Judith—with a
shade of reserve—discerning and tender about Terry, and
warmly motherly about the others. It was heart-breaking,
the whole business ... and so touching, the way
they all turned to Martin for help ... regarding him
apparently as their only friend (how well she understood
that!) ... But what on earth was he going to do about
it? What possible issue did he see?
All through dinner they went in and out of the question,
till Boyne, feeling that, thanks to Terry, her sympathy
was permanently secured, drew the Wheater telegram
from his pocket. Mrs. Sellars scrutinised it
thoughtfully.
“When did this come?”
“Just now. I found it when I went back to the hotel.”
She sighed. “Of course the Wheaters were bound to
find out within twenty-four hours where they’d gone.
Poor little conspirators! I wish we could have kept them
a day or two longer ... especially with that boy so
overdone....”
“Well, perhaps we can.”
Her eyebrows queried: “How?” But instead of taking
137this up he said: “You haven’t told me yet what I’m to answer.”
Her mobile brow sketched another query. “What can
you answer? Their father’ll come and fetch them if you
don’t send them back.”
“I certainly shan’t do that.”
“Shan’t—? Then what?” Her eyes darkened, and she
took up the telegram and studied it again; then she lifted
a faintly mocking smile to Boyne. “I confess I’m curious
to hear your alternative.”
He considered this with a frown of perplexity. “Why
should I answer at all?”
“If you don’t, Wheater has only to telephone to your
hotel, and find out if you’re still here, and if you’ve been
seen about with a party of children.”
“I shan’t be here. I’ll pack off at once—to Pieve di
Cadore, or somewhere.”
“And the children?”
“I’ll take them with me.”
“Are you serious?”
“Absolutely.”
She received this with a little silken laugh. “Then
you’re a child yourself, dear. How long do you suppose
it will be before you’re run down? You’ll only be making
things worse for the children—and for yourself.”
“Hang myself! But for them—.” He frowned and
pondered again. “Well, damn it; perhaps. But what
have you got to suggest?”
“That you should persuade Judith to take them straight
back, of course. I’m awfully sorry for them all—and
Terry especially. But as far as I can see there’s nothing
else to do.”
138He stood up and began to pace the floor. “I’ll never
do that.”
She leaned her white arms on the table and her smile
followed his impatient pacings. “Then what?”
“I don’t know. Not yet. Anyhow, I’ve got the night
to think it over.”
“All the thinking in the world won’t get you any
farther.”
He met her smile with a grin which was almost antagonistic.
“I’ve got out of one or two tighter places in
my life before now.”
“I’ve no doubt you have,” she returned in her tone of
slightly humorous admiration.
There they had dropped the discussion, both too experienced
in debate not to feel its uselessness. And the
next morning had, after all, told Boyne, without any one’s
help, what he intended to do. He decided that his first
step was to see Judith; and he was down at the pension
before the shutters of her room were unlatched. Miss
Scope was summoned to the sitting-room, and he told her
that Judith must come down immediately to see him.
“Bad news, Mr. Boyne—oh, I hope not?”
“Well, you didn’t seriously suppose it was going to take
Wheater much longer than this to run you down, did
you?”
Miss Scope whitened. “Are the police after us?”
“The police?” He burst out laughing. “To arrest you
for abduction? If they do, it shall be over my dead
body.”
She turned to go, and then paused to face him from the
threshold. “Whatever Judith did was done with my
139knowledge and consent—consent; I don’t say approval,”
she declared in an emphatic whisper.
“Of course, of course. But send her down at once, will
you please?”
A moment later Judith was there, huddled into a scant
poppy-coloured dressing-gown, her hair tumbling thickly
over childish eyes still misty with sleep. “What is it,
Martin? The police?”
He laughed again, this time more impatiently. “Don’t
be ridiculous, child. You’re as bad as Scopy. You didn’t
really believe your father would have you arrested, did
you?”
She met this with another question, “What is he going
to do?”
Boyne handed her the telegram, and she flashed back:
“You haven’t answered it?”
“Not yet.”
“Well, we’ll have to start at once, I suppose.”
Boyne stared at her, so unprepared for this prompt
abdication that the feeling uppermost in him was a sudden
sense of flatness. He had come there ready to put up a
fight, valiant if unresourceful, and now—
“Couldn’t we catch a steamer at Trieste?” she continued,
apparently pursuing some inward train of thought.
The unexpected question jerked him back out of his
supineness.
“Trieste? Why Trieste?” He stared at her, puzzled.
“Where to?”
“Oh, almost anywhere where they can’t reach us too
quickly.” As if unconscious of his presence, she continued
to brood upon her problem. “Perhaps, do you
know, after all, we’d better go to America. Don’t you
think so? There’s Grandma Mervin—Joyce’s mother.
140We might go to her. And meanwhile you can make the
Wheaters think we’re still here, and so they won’t be
worried, and we shall have time to slip away.”
In spite of himself, Boyne’s first feeling was one of
relief that she meant to keep up the struggle. To begin
with, it was more like her; and he had reached the point
of wanting her at all costs to be like herself. But he
kept his wits sufficiently to reply on a note of sarcasm:
“Thank you for the part for which I’m cast. But, my
poor child, even if you could get away to America without
your parents’ knowing it, such journeys cost money,
and I don’t suppose—”
“Oh, I’ve oceans of money,” she answered with a startling
composure.
“What do you call oceans of money? Scopy’s savings?”
he taunted her.
Judith flushed up. “She told you?”
“She told me nothing. I guessed.”
Her head drooped for a moment; then she raised it
with a confident smile. “Well, of course I shall pay her
back. She’s sure of that. She knows I’m a nairess.”
“Heroic woman! But how far do you expect to go on
what she’s contributed?”
This also Judith faced with composure. “Not very—poor
dear Scopy! But, you see, I’ve got a lot besides.”
“A lot of money?”
She leaned her rumpled head back against the hard
sofa, apparently determined to enjoy his bewilderment for
a moment longer before enlightening him. “Don’t you
call five thousand dollars a lot of money?” she asked.
Boyne gave a whistle of astonishment, and she nodded
softly in corroboration.
“You had five thousand dollars—of your own?”
141“No. But I knew where father had them.”
Boyne jumped to his feet, and stood glaring down at
her incredulously. “You knew—?”
“Don’t gape at me, Martin. If you like to call it so,
I stole the money. He always has a lot about, because
it bores him so to write cheques.”
“And you helped yourself—to what you wanted?”
“It was awfully easy. I knew where the key was.”
She seemed anxious to disclaim any undeserved credit in
the matter. “And, anyhow, I knew part of it was intended
for our expenses in the Engadine this summer. So
it really wasn’t exactly like stealing—was it?”
Boyne sat down again, this time in a chair on the
farther side of the room. There seemed to be something
almost maleficent in the proximity of the small
scarlet figure with rumpled hair and sleep-misted eyes,
curled up defiantly in the sofa corner. “You told your
father this, I suppose, in the letter you left for him?”
“Told him I’d taken the money?” She laughed. “If
I had, there wouldn’t have been much use in taking it—would
there?”
He groaned, and sat silent, his eyes fixed on the carefully
scrubbed boards of the floor. For a while he concentrated
his whole attention on one of their resinous
knots; then, with limbs of lead, he slowly stood up again.
“Well, I wash my hands of you—all of you.”
Judith rose also, and went quickly up to him. “Martin,”
she said in a frightened voice, “what are you going
to do?”
“Do? Nothing. You’d better answer that telegram
yourself,” he retorted roughly, shaking off the hand she
had put out. He walked across the room, blinked unseeingly
at his hat and stick, which he had thrown down
142on the table, and turned to go out of the door without
remembering to pick them up. On the threshold he was
checked by Judith’s passionate clutch on his arm. Her
lifted face was wet and frightened. “Martin—why don’t
you say you think I’m a thief, and have done with it?”
He swung round on her. “I think you’re an unutterable
fool. I think the average Andaman islander has a
more highly developed moral sense than you.”
“I don’t know who they are. But Doll Westway always
used to—”
“Used to what?”
“Go to her mother’s drawer. There wasn’t any other
way. They all hate the bother of paying bills—parents
do.” She clung to him, her lips still trembling.
“Miss Scope knows about this, I suppose?”
She nodded. “I persuaded her. She hated it awfully—but
she saw there was no other way. She’s saved so little
herself—because she has a brother who drinks....”
“And Terry? Does Terry know?”
“Oh, Martin! Terry? How could you think it? But
you don’t really, do you? You just said that to frighten
me. Oh, Martin ... you’ll never tell Terry, will you?
I shall die if you do. It doesn’t matter about anybody
else....”
He stood silent, suffering her clasp of desperate entreaty,
as if a numbness had crept into the arm she held,
and yet as if every nerve in it were fire. Something of
the same duality was in his brain as he listened. It struck
him dumb with the sense of his incapacity. All the forces
of pity—and of something closer to the soul than pity—were
fighting in him for her. But opposed to them was
the old habit of relentless unconditional probity; the
working man’s faith in a standard to be kept up, and
143imposed on others, at no matter what cost of individual
suffering. “I can’t let her drift,” was as near as he could
come to it....
“Martin, tell me what you want me to do,” she whispered,
her lips trembling. His own hardened.
“Sit down at that table and write to your father that
you took the money—and why you took it.”
For a while she considered this painfully. “If I don’t,”
she finally brought out, “shall you tell Terry?”
He gave her an indignant look. “Of course I shan’t tell
Terry!”
“Very well. Then I will.”
Boyne flushed with the suddenness of his triumph, and
most of all at the reason for it. “That’s my Judy!”
She coloured too, as if surprised, but her face remained
drawn and joyless. “But if I do, the game’s up—isn’t
it?”
“The game’s up anyhow, my dear.”
Her colour faded. “You mean you’re really going to
give us away?”
He paused, and then said with deliberation: “I’m going
to Venice at once to see your father.”
“To tell him we’re here?”
“Of course.”
Her hand fell from his arm, and she stood drooping before
him, all the youth drained out of her face. He was
frightened at the effect of his words. Her boundless
capacity for suffering struck him as the strangest element
in her tragic plight.
“Then you give us up altogether? You don’t care any
longer what becomes of us?”
He paused a moment, and then turned back into the
room, and took her two cold hands in his.
144“Judith, look at me.” She obeyed.
“Can’t you understand that I care for only one thing
at this moment? That you should realise what you’ve
done—”
“About the money?” she breathed.
“Of course. About the money.”
“You really think that matters more than anything
else?”
The unexpectedness of the question suddenly cut him
adrift from his argument. It seemed to come out of some
other plane of experience, to be thrust at him from
depths of pain and disillusionment that he had not yet
begun to sound.
“You see,” she pressed on, snatching at her opportunity,
“if we could only get to Grandma Mervin’s, I believe
she’d keep us. At any rate, she’d try to make mother
see that we mustn’t be separated. I know she would,
because in her letters to mother she always calls us ‘those
poor children.’ She’s awfully old-fashioned, Grandma
Mervin.... And the money, Martin—father won’t find
out for ever so long that it’s gone. There was a lot more
where I took it from. He always has such heaps with
him; and he never knows how much he’s spent. Once he
had a valet who stole a lot, and he didn’t discover it for
months.... And without that money we can’t possibly
get to America....”
Boyne pulled himself together with an effort, averting
his eyes from the perilous mirage. “And you’re gambling
on being as lucky as the other thief?” There—saying
that had cleared his conscience, and he could go on more
humanely: “Don’t you see, child, that this business of
the money spoils the whole thing? You’ve got to give it
145back to me; and I’ve got to take it to your father. Then
I’ll put up the best fight I can for you.”
Of this appeal she seemed to hear only the last words.
“You will—oh, Martin, darling, you really will?”
In an instant her arms were about his neck, her wet
face pressed against his lips. (“Now ... now ...
now ...” he grumbled.) “I knew it, Martin! I knew
in my soul you’d never chuck us,” she exulted in the
sudden ecstasy of her relief. Waves of buoyancy seemed
to be springing beneath her feet. “Martin, I know you’ll
know just what to say to them,” she chanted.
“Go upstairs, Judith, and get that money,” he admonished
her severely.
She turned and left the room. While she was gone he
stood gazing out of the window. Of all the world of light
and freedom before him, its spreading mountain slopes,
its spires of granite reared into a cloud-pillared sky, and
the giant blue shadows racing each other across the
valleys, he saw nothing but the narrow thread of railway
winding down to Venice and the Wheaters. He had still
to make Judith write the letter to her father. He had
still to deliver her—this child who trusted him—bound
and helpless into the hands of the enemy.
146
“Damn—damn, damn—oh, damn!” It seemed to be
the only expletive at Cliffe Wheater’s command,
and Boyne felt that he had used it so often that it was as
worn out as an old elastic band, and no longer held his
scattered ideas together.
He plunged down into an armchair of the Lido Palace
lounge—the Wheaters had moved out to the Lido—and
sat there, embraced by a cluster of huge leather bolsters,
his good-humoured lips tinged with an uneasy purple, the
veins in his blond temples swollen with a helpless exasperation.
“Damn!” he ejaculated again.
The place was empty. It was the hour of the afternoon
sun-bath on the sands below the hotel, and no one
shared with them the cool twilight of the hall but a knot
of white-jacketed boys languishing near the lift, and a
gold-braided porter dozing behind his desk.
Boyne sat opposite to Wheater, in another vast slippery
armchair to which only a continual muscular effort
could anchor his spare frame. He sat and watched Cliffe
Wheater with the narrow-lipped attention he might have
given to the last stages of a debate with a native potentate
on whom he was trying to impose some big engineering
scheme which would necessitate crossing the ruler’s
territory.
But with the potentate it would have been only a
question of matching values; of convincing him of the
material worth of what was offered. In such negotiations
the language spoken, when interpreted, usually turned
147out to be the same. But in his talk with Wheater, Boyne
had the sense of using an idiom for which the other had
no equivalents. Superficially their vocabularies were
the same; below the surface each lost its meaning for
the other. Wheater continued to toss uneasily on a sea
of incomprehension.
“What in hell can I do about it?” he demanded.
It was almost unintelligible that anything should have
happened to him against which his wealth and his health
could not prevail. His first idea seemed to be that it
must be all a mistake—or somebody else’s damned negligence.
As if they had forgotten to set the burglar alarm,
or to order the motor, or to pay the fire-insurance, or to
choke off a bore at the telephone, or, by some other unstopped
fissure in the tight armour of his wellbeing, had
suddenly let tribulation in on him. If he could get at
the offender—if he only could! But it was the crux of
his misery that apparently he couldn’t—
“Not that I blame the child,” he said suddenly, looking
down with an interrogative stare at his heavy blond-haired
hands, with their glossy nails and one broad gold
ring with an uncut sapphire. He raised his eyes and
examined Boyne, who instantly felt himself leaping to the
guard of his own face.
“That business of the money—you understand, Judith
didn’t in the least realise...” Boyne began.
“Oh, damn the money.” That question was swept away
with a brush of the hand: Boyne had noticed that the
poor little letter of confession he had extracted from
Judith had received hardly a glance from her father, who
had pocketed the bank-notes as carelessly as if they were
a gambling debt. Evidently the Lido Palace values were
different. It was the hideous inconvenience of it all that
148was gnawing at Wheater—and also, to be fair to him, a
vague muddled distress about his children. “I didn’t
know the poor little chaps cared so much,” was all this
emotion wrung from him; none the less, Boyne felt, it
was sincere.
“They care most awfully for each other—and very
much for you and Joyce. What they need beyond everything
is a home: a home with you two at its head.”
“Oh, damn,” Wheater groaned again. It was as if
Boyne had proposed to him to ascend the throne of England.
What was the use of dealing in impossibles? There
were things which even his money couldn’t buy—and
when you stripped him of the sense of its omnipotence he
squirmed like a snail out of its shell.
“Why can’t there not be rows?” he began again, perspiring
with the oppression of his helplessness.
“There wouldn’t be, if you and Joyce would only come
to an understanding.”
The aggrieved husband met this derisively. “Joyce—and
an understanding!”
“Well—she’s awfully fond of the children; and so are
you. And they’re devoted to both of you, all of them.
Why can’t you and she agree to bury your differences, and
arrange your lives so that you can keep the children
together, and give them something that looks like a home,
while you both ... well, do whatever you like ... privately....”
Boyne felt his lips drying as they framed
this arid proposal.
Wheater leaned his elbows on his knees and gazed at
the picture presented. “Joyce doesn’t care to do what
she likes privately,” he replied, without irony.
“But the children—I’m sure she doesn’t want to part
with them.”
149“No; and no more do I. And what’s more, I won’t!”
He brought down a clenched fist on the leather protuberance
at his elbow. It sank in soggily, as if the Lido armchair
had been the symbol of Joyce’s sullen opposition.
“By God, I can dictate my terms,” Wheater pursued,
sonorously but without conviction.
Boyne stood up with a sense of weariness. His bones
felt as stiff as if he had been trying to hang on to a jagged
rock above a precipice; his mind participated in their
ache.
“Look here, Cliffe, what’s the use of threats? Of
course you’re all-powerful. Between you, Joyce and you
can easily destroy these children’s lives....”
“Oh, see here!” Wheater protested.
“Destroy their lives. Look at that poor Doll Westway,
who was kicked about from pillar to post.... Judith
told me her miserable story....”
“I don’t see the resemblance. And what’s more I
strongly object to being classed with a down-and-outer
like Charlie Westway. Why, man, no law-court in the
world would have given a blackguard like that the custody
of his children. Whereas mine will always be perfectly
safe in my hands, and Joyce knows it; and so do her
lawyers.”
“I daresay; but the trouble is that the children need
Joyce at least as much as they do you. And they need
something that neither one of you can give them separately.
They need you and Joyce together: that’s what
a home is made of—togetherness ... the mysterious
atmosphere....” Boyne broke off, nervously swallowing
his own eloquence.
Wheater gave him a helpless look. “Have a drink?”
he suggested. He waved his hand to the white-coated
150guardians of the lift. Far off across the empty reaches
of the hall a waiter appeared with napkin and tray—sail
and raft of a desert ocean. “Hi!” Wheater called out
feverishly. Boyne wondered that he did not brandish
his handkerchief at the end of a stick. The two men
drank in a desperate silence.
Capturing Joyce’s attention was less easy. It was
difficult even to secure her presence. Not that she avoided
her husband—on the contrary, she devoted all the time
she could spare to arguing with him about their future
arrangements. And she had flung herself on Boyne in an
agony of apprehension about the children. But once assured
of their safety she remarked that their going off
like that had served Cliffe right, and she hoped it would
be a lesson to him; and thereupon hurried away to a
pressing engagement on the beach, promising Boyne to
see him when she came up to dress for dinner—anywhere
between eight and nine. She supposed Cliffe would look
after him in the interval?
It was nearer nine than eight when Boyne finally waylaid
her in an upper corridor, on the way back to her
room. She relegated him to her sitting-room while she
got out of her bathing tights, and presently reappeared
swathed in perfumed draperies, with vivid eyes, tossed
hair as young as Judith’s, and the animating glow imparted
by a new love-affair. Boyne remembered Terry’s
phrase: “With all the new ways the doctors have of making
parents young again,” and reflected that this oldest
one of all was still the most effective. She threw herself
down on a lounge, clasped her arms behind her head, and
declared: “It was too clever of Judith to give her father
that scare. Now perhaps he’ll come to his senses.” Yes,
151Boyne thought—she was going to be more difficult to
convince than Wheater.
“What do you call coming to his senses?”
“Why, giving all the children to me, of course—to me
and Gerald.” Her lids closed softly on the name. Boyne
was frightened by a reminder of Judith’s way of caressing
certain thoughts and images with her lashes. He hated
anything in the mother that recalled what he most loved
in her daughter....
“The trouble is, Joyce, that what they want—what
they need—is not you and ... and anybody else ... but
just you and Cliffe: their parents.”
“Me and Cliffe! An edifying spectacle!”
“Oh, well, they’ve discounted all that—at least Judith
and Terry have. And they’re incurably fond of you both.
What the younger ones require, of course, is just the
even warmth of a home—like any other young animals.”
She considered her shining nails, as if glassing her indolent
beauty in them.
“You see,” Boyne pressed on, “it’s all these changes of
temperature that are killing them.”
“What changes of temperature?”
“Well, every time there’s a new deal—I mean a new
step-parent—there’s necessarily a new atmosphere, isn’t
there? Young things, you know, need sameness—it’s
their vital element.”
Joyce, at this point, surprised him by abounding in his
own sense. It was never she who wanted to change, she
assured him. Hadn’t she come back of her own accord
to Cliffe, and loyally made the attempt all over again—just
on account of the children? And what had been
the result, as far as they were concerned? Simply their
being compelled to assist, with older and more enlightened
152eyes, at the same old rows and scandals (for Cliffe was
scandalous) which had already edified their infancy.
Could Boyne possibly advise the renewal of such conditions
as a “vital element” in their welfare, the poor darlings?
It would be the most disastrous experiment that
could be made with them. Whereas, if they would just
firmly declare their determination to remain with Joyce,
and only with Joyce, Cliffe would soon come to his senses—and,
anyhow, as soon as another woman got hold of
him, he wouldn’t know what to do with the children, and
would be only too thankful to know they were in safe
hands. And had Boyne considered what a boon it would
be to dear Terry to have Gerald always with him, not
as a salaried tutor, but, better still, as friend, companion,
guardian—as everything his own father had failed to be?
Boyne must have seen what a fancy Terry had taken to
Gerald. And Gerald simply loved the boy. That consideration,
Joyce owned, had influenced her not a little
in her determination to break with Wheater.
Joyce was much more articulate than her husband, and,
paradoxical as it seemed, proportionately harder to deal
with. She swept away all Boyne’s arguments on a torrent
of sentimental verbiage; and she had the immense advantage
over Wheater of believing that the children would
be perfectly happy with her, whereas Wheater merely
believed in his right to keep them, whether his doing so
made them happy or not.
But these considerations were interrupted by Joyce’s
abrupt exclamation that it was past nine already, and the
Wrenches and the Duke of Mendip were waiting for
her ... of course dear Martin would join them at
dinner?... No; Martin thought he wouldn’t, thanks,
in fact, he’d already promised Cliffe....
153“But Cliffe’s coming too. Oh, you didn’t know? My
dear, he’s infatuated with Sybil Lullmer. She came here
to try and catch Mendip, and failing that she’s quietly
annexed Cliffe instead. Rather funny, isn’t it? But of
course that kind of woman sticks at nothing. With her
record, why should she? And Cliffe has had to make up
with Zinnia Wrench because it was the easiest way of
being with Sybil.... So you will dine with us, Martin,
won’t you? And do tell me—you’re sure Chip’s perfectly
contented? And you think Cortina will do Terry
good?”
Half an hour later, Boyne, who had sternly told himself
that this also was part of the game, sat at a table in
the crowded Lido Palace restaurant, overhanging the
starlit whisper of the Adriatic. His seat was between
Zinnia Lacrosse and Joyce Wheater, and opposite him
was a small sleek creature, who reminded him, when she
first entered, of Judith—who had the same puzzled craving
eyes, the same soft shadowy look amid the surrounding
glare. But when he faced her across the table, saw
her smile, heard her voice, he was furious with himself
for the comparison.
“Do you mean to say you don’t know Syb Lullmer?”
Joyce whispered to him under cover of the saxophones.
“But you must have heard of her as Mrs. Charlie Westway?
She always manages to be in the spot-light. Her
daughter Doll committed suicide last year at Deauville.
It was all pretty beastly. Syb herself is always chock
full of drugs. Doesn’t look it, does she? She might be
Judy’s age ... in this light. What do you think of
her?”
“I think she’s hideous.”
Mrs. Wheater stared. “Well, the dress-makers don’t.
154They dress her for nothing. Look at her ogling Gerald!
That’s what makes Cliffe so frantic,” Cliffe’s wife smilingly
noted. After a moment she added: “A nice step-mother
for my children! Do you wonder I’m putting up
a fight to keep them?”
From across the table Mrs. Lullmer was speaking in a
low piercing whine. When she spoke her large eyes became
as empty as a medium’s, and her lips moved just
enough to let out a flat knife-edge of voice. “I told
Anastase I’d never speak to him again, or set foot in his
place, if ever I caught him selling one of the dresses he’d
designed for me to a respectable woman; and he said:
‘Why, I never saw one in my establishment: did you?’
And I said to him: ‘Now you’ve insulted me, and I’ll sue
you for libel if you don’t take fifty per cent off my bill.’
I’m poor, you see,” Mrs. Lullmer concluded plaintively,
sweeping the table with her disarming gaze. The Duke,
Zinnia, Lord Wrench and Cliffe Wheater received the
anecdote with uproarious approval. Gerald Ormerod
looked at the ceiling, and Joyce looked tenderly at Gerald.
“I got off twenty-five per cent anyhow,” Mrs. Lullmer
whined, spreading her fluid gaze over Boyne....
All about them, at other tables exactly like theirs, sat
other men exactly like Lord Wrench and Wheater, the
Duke of Mendip and Gerald Ormerod, other women
exactly like Joyce and Zinnia and Mrs. Lullmer. Boyne
remembered Mrs. Sellars’s wail at the approach of a
standardised beauty. Here it was, in all its mechanical
terror—endless and meaningless as the repetitions of a
nightmare. Every one of the women in the vast crowded
restaurant seemed to be of the same age, to be dressed
by the same dress-makers, loved by the same lovers,
adorned by the same jewellers, and massaged and manipulated
155by the same Beauty doctors. The only difference
was that the few whose greater age was no longer
disguisable had shorter skirts, and exposed a wider expanse
of shoulder-blade. A double jazz-band drowned
their conversation, but from the movement of their lips,
and the accompanying gestures, Boyne surmised that
they were all saying exactly the same things as Joyce and
Zinnie and Mrs. Lullmer. It would have been unfashionable
to be different; and once more Boyne marvelled at
the incurable simplicity of the corrupt. “Blessed are the
pure in heart,” he thought, “for they have so many more
things to talk about....”
Out in the offing the lights of the “Fancy Girl” drew an
unheeded triangle of stars, cruising up and down against
the dusk. A breeze, rising as darkness fell, carried the
reflection toward the shore on a multitude of little waves;
but the sea no longer interested the diners, for it was not
the hour when they used it.
“I say—why shouldn’t we go and finish our cigars on
board?” Cliffe Wheater proposed, yearning, as always,
to have his new toy noticed. The night was languid, the
guests were weary of their usual routine of amusements,
and the party, following the line of least resistance, drifted
down to the pier, where the “Fancy Girl”’s launch lay
mingling the glitter of its brasses with the glow of constellations
in the ripples.
“To-morrow morning, old man,” Wheater said, his arm
in Boyne’s, “we’ll have it all out about the children....”
156
Boyne knew that “morning,” in the vocabulary of
the Lido, could not possibly be construed as meaning
anything earlier than the languid interval between cocktails
and lunch, or the still more torpid stretch of time
separating the process of digestion from the first afternoon
bath. All his energies were bent on getting the
Wheaters to fix on one or the other of these parentheses
as the most suitable in which to examine the question of
their children’s future; and he accounted himself lucky
when they finally agreed to meet him in a quiet corner of
the hotel lounge before luncheon.
Unfortunately for this plan, no corner of the lounge—or
of its adjacent terraces—could be described as quiet
at that particular hour. The whole population of the
“Palace” was thronging back through its portals in quest
of food and drink. Hardly had Boyne settled Mr. and
Mrs. Wheater in their fathomless armchairs (his only hope
of keeping them there lay in the difficulty of getting up in
a hurry) when Lady Wrench drifted by, polishing her
nails with a small tortoiseshell implement, and humming a
Negro Spiritual in her hoarse falsetto.
“Goodness—what you people doing over here, plotting
together in a corner? Look as if you were rehearsing for
a film....” She stopped, wide-eyed, impudent, fundamentally
indifferent to everything less successful than her
own success.
“I don’t know what we are doing,” Joyce returned with
a touch of irritability. “Martin seems to think he ought
157to tell us how to bring up the children.” It obviously
seemed preposterous to her that Zinnia Wrench should
be idling about, polishing her nails and humming tunes,
while this severe mental effort was exacted of one who, the
night before, had been up as late, and danced as hard, as
the other.
“Something’s got to be decided,” Wheater growled uncertainly.
“Oh, well—so long,” smiled Lady Wrench. “I’m off
to see Mendip’s new tent; the one he’s just got over from:
where is it? Morocco, I guess he said. But isn’t that
a sort of leather? Somewhere in South Africa, anyhow....
They’re just rigging it up. It’s a wonder.”
“A new tent?” Joyce’s face lit up with curiosity, and
the scattered desire to participate in everything that was
going.
“Yes; absolutely different from anything you’ve ever
seen. The very last thing. Sort of black Cubist designs
on it. Might give Anastase ideas for a bath-wrap.
Hullo, Gerald—that you? I’ve been looking for you
everywhere; thought you’d got drowned. Come along
and see Mendip’s tent.”
Joyce raised a detaining hand. “Gerald—Mr. Ormerod!
Please. I want you to stay here. We’re discussing
something about which I may need your advice.”
“Oh, look here, Joyce, I say—” her husband interrupted.
His wife gave him a glance of aggrieved dignity. “You
don’t want me to be without advice, I suppose? You’ve
got Martin’s.”
Wheater groaned: “This isn’t going to be a prize fight,
is it?”
“I don’t know. It might. Sit down, please, Gerald.”
158Mrs. Wheater indicated an armchair beside her own, and
Ormerod reluctantly buried his long limbs in it. “In this
heat—” he murmured.
“Oh, well, s’long,” cried Lady Wrench, evaporating.
“Joyce—Cliffe! Look here: have you seen Mendip’s
new tent?” Mrs. Lullmer, exquisite, fadeless, her scant
bathing tights inadequately supplemented by a transparent
orange scarf, paused in a plastic attitude before the
besieged couple. “Do let’s rush down and take a look
at it before cocktails. Come on, Cliffe.”
Mrs. Wheater drew her lips together, and a slow wave
of crimson rose to her husband’s perspiring temples.
“See here, Syb; we’re talking business.”
“Business?” Instantly Mrs. Lullmer’s vaporous face
became as sharp-edged as a cameo, and her eyes narrowed
into two observation-slits. “Been put on to something
good, have you? I’m everlastingly broke. For God’s
sake tell me!” she implored.
Wheater laughed. “No. We’re only trying to settle
about the children.”
“The children? Do you mean to say you’re talking
about them still? That reminds me—where’s my own
child? Pixie, pet! Ah, there she is. Darling, nip up to
my room, will you, and get mummy one of those new lipsticks:
no, not Baiser Défendu, sweet, but Nouveau
Péché—you know, the one that fits into the gold bag the
Duke gave me yesterday.”
An ethereal sprite, with a pre-Raphaelite bush of fair
hair, and a tiny sunburnt body, detached herself from a
romp with a lift-boy to spring away at her mother’s behest.
“Pixie’s such a darling—always does just as I tell her.
If only my poor Doll had listened to me!” Mrs. Lullmer
159observed to Boyne, with a retrospective sigh which implied
that the unhappy fate of her eldest daughter had
been the direct result of resistance to the maternal
counsels.
“Well—as I was saying—” Boyne began again, nervously....
But a fresh stream of bathers, reinforced by a troop
of arrivals from Venice who had steamed over to the Lido
for lunch, closed in vociferously about the Wheaters, and
at the same instant the big clock on the wall rang out the
stroke of one.
“See here, old Martin—this is no time for business, is
it? I believe Joyce has asked half of these people to
lunch,” Wheater confessed to his friend with a shamefaced
shrug. “But afterward—”
“All right. Afterward.”
Lunch was over; the Duke’s tent had been visited; and
one by one the crowd in restaurant and grill-room had
dispersed for bathing or bridge.
“Why not here?” Boyne suggested patiently to Mrs.
Wheater.
“Here?” She paused under the lifted flap of the stately
Moroccan tent, her astonishingly youthful figure outlined
against the glitter of the sands.
“Why not?” Boyne persisted. “It’s cool and quiet, and
nobody is likely to bother us. Why shouldn’t you and
Cliffe go into this question with me now?”
She wavered, irresolute. “Where’s Cliffe, to begin
with? Oh, out there—under Syb’s umbrella, of course.
I’m perfectly willing, naturally—”
“Very well; I’ll go and recruit him.”
Boyne threaded his way between the prone groups on
160the beach to where Mrs. Lullmer lay, under the shadow
of a huge orange-coloured umbrella, with Cliffe Wheater
outspread beside her like a raised map of a mountainous
country.
“I say, Cliffe, Joyce is waiting for you in the Duke’s
tent—for our talk.”
Wheater raised a portion of his great bulk on a languid
elbow. “What talk?... Oh, all right.” His tone implied
that, at the moment, it was distinctly all wrong; but
he got slowly to his feet, gave himself a shake, lit a
cigarette, and shambled away after Boyne. At the tent
door Mrs. Lullmer swiftly overtook them. “I suppose
you don’t mind—” she smiled at Joyce; and Wheater
muttered, half to his wife and half to Boyne: “She’s had
so much experience with children.”
“All I want is what is best for mine,” said Mrs. Wheater
coldly; adding, as they re-entered the tent: “Martin,
you’ll find Gerald somewhere about. Won’t you please
tell him to come?”
Wheater gave an angry shrug, and then settled down
resignedly on one of the heaps of embroidered Moroccan
cushions disposed about the interior of the tent. Boyne’s
first inclination was to come back empty-handed from a
simulated quest for Ormerod; but, reflecting that if he
did so Joyce would seize on this as another pretext for
postponement, he presently returned accompanied by the
tutor, in whose wake Lady Wrench trailed her perfumed
elegance. “See here, folks, I guess if anybody’s got a
right to be here I have,” she announced with a regal
suavity. “That is, if you’re proposing to make plans
about my child.”
This argument seemed—even to Boyne—incontrovertible;
161and Lady Wrench sank down upon her cushions with
a smile of triumph.
“Pity Buondelmonte’s not here,” Wheater growled under
his breath to Boyne; and Lady Wrench, catching the
name, instantly exclaimed: “But Wrenny is—I left him
this minute at the bar; and I don’t see why I shouldn’t
have my own husband’s advice about my own child.”
It was finally conceded that the benefit of Lord
Wrench’s judgment could not properly be denied to his
wife; and, as Lord Wrench and the Duke of Mendip
were too inseparable to be detached from one another on
so trivial a pretext, and as the conference was taking
place in the shelter of the Duke’s own tent, it surprised
no one—not even Boyne—when the two gentlemen
strolled in together, and accommodated themselves on
another pile of cushions. “Mendip wants to see how
these things are done in America,” Lord Wrench explained,
before composing himself into a repose which
seemed suspiciously like slumber; while the small dry-lipped
Duke mumbled under his brief moustache: “Might
come in useful—you never know.”
“I’m sure I don’t know exactly what we’re supposed to
be talking about,” Joyce Wheater began. “I’ve said a
hundred times that all I care for is what’s best for the
children. Everybody knows I’ve sacrificed everything for
that once before. And what earthly use has it been?”
“Ah, that’s what I say,” Lady Wrench agreed with
sudden sympathy. “You might cut yourself in pieces
for a man, and his dirty lawyers would come and take
your child away from you the next day, and haggle over
every cent of alimony. But if it comes to money, I’ll
spend as much as anybody—”
162“Oh, shut up, Zinnia,” her husband softly intervened,
and redisposed himself to rest.
“I don’t think you ought any of you to look at the matter
from a legal stand-point,” Boyne interrupted. “My
friends here are awfully fond of their children, and we
all know they want what’s best for them. The only question
is how that best is to be arrived at. It seems to me
perfectly simple—”
(“Solomon,” said the Duke, with his dry smile.)
“No. Exactly the reverse. Division is what I’m here
to fight against—no; not fight but plead.” Boyne turned
to Cliffe Wheater. “For God’s sake, old man, let the lot
of them stay together.”
“Why, they were together; they would have been, as
long as they’d stayed with me,” Wheater grumbled helplessly.
His wife reared her golden crest with a toss of defiance.
“You don’t suppose for a minute I’m going to abandon
my children to the kind of future Cliffe Wheater’s likely
to provide for them? Gerald and I are prepared—”
“So are Cliffe and I,” murmured Mrs. Lullmer, with a
glance at the Duke under her studied lashes. The Duke
threw back his head, and became lost in an inspection of
the roof of the tent. “Cliffe and I,” repeated Mrs. Lullmer,
more incisively.
“Well, and what about me and Wrenny, I’d like to
know?” Lady Wrench broke in. “I guess I can afford
the best lawyers in the country—”
“I don’t see that the law concerns these children,”
Boyne intervened. “What they need is not to be fought
over, but just to be left alone. Judith and Terry understand
that perfectly. They know there is probably going
to be another change in their parents’ lives, but they want
163to remain together, and not be affected by that change.
I’m not here to theorise or criticise—I’m simply here as
the children’s spokesman. They’re devoted to each other,
and they want to stay together. Between you all, can’t
it be managed somehow—for a time, at any rate?”
“But my Pixie would be such a perfect little companion
for Terry and Blanca. She knows all the very nicest
children everywhere. That’s one of the great advantages
of hotel life, isn’t it? And, after all, Judith may be marrying
soon, and then what will become of the others?” Mrs.
Lullmer turned a meaning smile on Boyne. “Haven’t you
perhaps thought of Judith’s marrying soon, Mr. Boyne?”
Boyne curtly replied that he hadn’t; and Lady Wrench
intervened: “I want my Zinnie to have a lovely simple
home life, out on our ranch in California. This kicking
about in hotels is too horribly demoralising for children.”
She bent her great eyes gently on Mrs. Lullmer. “You
know something about that, Mrs. Lullmer.”
Mrs. Lullmer returned a look as gentle. “Oh, no; my
children were never on a ranch at Hollywood,” she said.
“Hollywood—Hollywood!” gasped Lady Wrench, paling
with rage.
Mrs. Lullmer arched her delicate brows interrogatively.
“Isn’t Hollywood in California? Stupid of me! I was
never in the West myself.”
Joyce Wheater raised herself on her elbow. “I’m sure
I don’t see the use of this. Four of the children are mine
and Cliffe’s. I’ve always tried to make them all happy.
I’ve treated Zinnie, and Buondelmonte’s children, exactly
like my own; and this is all the thanks I get for it! No
one could be more competent than Gerald to direct
Terry’s education; which is something his father never
164happens to have thought of. But of course everybody
here is trying to put me in the wrong....”
Mrs. Lullmer looked her soft surprise. “Oh, no. Don’t
say that, Joyce. All I feel is that perhaps the poor babies
haven’t been quite loved enough. You don’t mind my
suggesting it, do you? If they were mine, I don’t think
I should care so awfully much about making them into
high-brows. What I should want would be just to see
them all healthy and rosy and happy, and romping about
all day like my little Pixie....”
“With lift-boys and barmen. Yes; I guess that is
about the best preparation for life in the smart set,” said
Lady Wrench parenthetically.
Mrs. Lullmer smiled. “Yes; Pixie’s little friends are
all in what I believe you call the ‘smart set.’ I confess
I think that even more important for a child than learning
that Morocco is not in South Africa.”
“Not in South Africa? Where is it, then, I’d like to
know? Wrenny, you told me—”
“Well,” said the Duke, getting up, “I’m off for a swim.”
This announcement instantly disorganised the whole
group. Nothing—as Boyne had already had occasion to
remark—chilled their interest in whatever they were doing
as rapidly as the discovery that one of the party had
had enough of it, and was moving on to the next item of
the day’s programme. And no one could dislocate a social
assemblage as quickly as the Duke of Mendip. The
shared sense that wherever he was, there the greatest
amount of excitement was obtainable, dominated any divergence
of view among his companions. Even Lord
Wrench roused himself from his slumbers and gathered
up his long limbs for instant departure, and his wife and
Mrs. Lullmer followed his example.
165“Mercy, what time is it? Why, there’s that diving
match off Ella Muncy’s raft!” Lady Wrench exclaimed.
“I’ve got fifty pounds on the Grand Duke; and directly
afterward there’s the mannequin show for the smartest
bathing-dresses; I’ve given a prize for that myself.”
Mrs. Lullmer had taken a stick of rouge from her mesh-bag,
and was critically redecorating her small pensive face.
“Coming, Cliffe?” she negligently asked. “You’re one of
the judges of the diving match, aren’t you?”
Cliffe Wheater had scrambled heavily to his feet, and
stood casting perplexed glances about him. “I did say
I’d be, I believe. Damn it all—I’d no idea it was so
late....”
“It’s always late in this place. I don’t see how we
any of us stand it,” murmured Mrs. Lullmer. “I always
say we’re the real labouring classes.”
Joyce Wheater still sat negligently reclined. “Very
well, then; I suppose we may consider the matter settled.”
“Settled—settled? Why, what do you mean?”
Wheater stammered uneasily from the threshold.
“We came here to decide about the children, I believe.
I assume that you agree that I’m to keep my own.”
“Keep them? Keep them? I agree to no such thing.
Martin, here, knows what my conditions are. I’ve never
agreed to any others, and never shall—”
“Ormerod! Ormerod! Where the deuce is Gerald
Ormerod? He’s next on the diving programme, and Mrs.
Muncy’s just sent word to say that everything’s being
held up—oh, here you are, Gerald! Come along, for
God’s sake, or I shall catch it....”
A bronzed young amphibian, dripping and sputtering
from the sea, had snatched back the tent flap, singled
166out Gerald Ormerod, still supine in his corner, and dragged
him to his feet. “Dash it, wake up, old man, or there’ll
be no end of a rumpus.”
Joyce Wheater sprang into sudden activity. “Gerald,
Gerald—but of course you mustn’t miss your turn! Cliffe,
is the launch there to take us out to the raft? How can
I have forgotten all about it?” She addressed herself
plaintively to Boyne. “That’s what always happens—whenever
there’s any question of the children, I forget
about everything else....”
Wheater laid a persuasive hand on Boyne’s shoulder.
“You see how it is, old man. In this hell of a place there’s
never any time for anything. See here—come along with
us to this diving match, won’t you? The sea’s so calm
I’ve had the launch lying to out there ever since lunch;
we’ll be out at the raft in no time.... No? You won’t?
Well—sorry ... it’s a pretty sight. To-morrow then....
Oh, you’re really off to-morrow morning, are you? Can’t
see why you don’t stay on a day or two, now you’re here.
Of course the children are all right where they are for
the present—we all know that. And if you stayed on for
a day or two we could go into the whole thing quietly....
No? Well, then—why, yes, tonight, of course. Tell you
what, old man: you and Joyce and I will go out to the
“Fancy Girl” after dinner, and talk the whole thing out
by ourselves. That suit you?”
BOOK III — XVII — XVIII — XIX — XX — XXI — XXII — XXIII — XXIV
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169
On the afternoon of the fourth day Boyne stood again
in the sitting-room of the châlet facing the Cristallo
group.
He had wired to Judith Wheater: “All right, don’t
worry”; but to Mrs. Sellars he had made no sign. He
knew she did not wholly approve of his journey, though
she had made no unfavourable comment, and had even
offered of her own accord to keep an eye on the Pension
Rosenglüh in his absence. It was not necessary for Rose
Sellars to formulate objections; they were latent everywhere
in her delicate person, in the movements of her
slim apprehensive fingers, the guarded stir of her lashes.
But the sense of their lurking there, vigilant guardians of
the threshold, gave a peculiar quality to every token of
her approval. Boyne told himself that she was not a
denier, but that rarer being, a chooser; and he was almost
certain where her choice would lie when all the facts
were before her.
She was out when he reached the châlet, and his conviction
strengthened as he sat awaiting her. It drew its
strength from the very atmosphere of the place—its self-sufficing
harmony. “Willkommen, suesser Daemmerschein!”
His apostrophe took in the mighty landscape
which overhung him; the sense of peace flowed in on him
from those great fastnesses of sun and solitude, with which
the little low-ceilinged room, its books and flowers, the
bit of needle-work in the armchair, the half-written letter
on the desk, had the humble kinship of quietness and
170continuity. “I’d forgotten that anything had any meaning,”
he thought to himself as he let the spell of the place
weave its noiseless net about him.
“Martin—but how tired you look!” She was on the
threshold, their hands and lips together. He remembered
that kiss afterward.... She lingered close, her arms on
his shoulders. “I didn’t even know you’d got back.”
There was the faintest shadow of reproach in her tone.
“I didn’t know till the last minute when I could get
away—I just jumped into the first train,” he explained.
He was conscious of the weariness in his voice. He passed
his hand over his eyes as though to see if it would brush
away her image, or if there were still women like her in
the world, all made of light and reason. “Dear!” he said,
more to himself than her.
“You’ve failed?” Her eyes were full of an unmixed
sympathy; there was nothing in them to remind him that
they had foreseen his failure.
“No,” he exclaimed, “I’ve succeeded!”
“Oh—.” He fancied he detected a hint of flatness in
the rejoinder; there are occasions, he knew, when one
has to resign oneself to the hearing of good news. But
no; he was unfair. It was not that, it was only the echo
of his own fatigue. For, as she said, he was tired—thoroughly
tired....
She continued, with a faint smile: “You don’t look like
somebody who has succeeded.”
“I daresay not. I feel rather like one of the fellows
they let down into a disused well, and haul up half-asphyxiated....”
“It was—asphyxiating?”
“Some of it; most of it. But I’m coming to. And I’ve
171got what I wanted.” He returned her smile, and sat
down beside her.
“How wonderful! You mean to say you’ve reconciled
the Wheaters?”
“I’ve reconciled them to the idea of not separating the
children—for the present, at any rate.”
“Oh, Martin—splendid!” She was really warming to
the subject now. Her face glowed with a delicate appreciation.
“It will do Terry more good than all the Alps
and Dolomites piled on top of one another.”
“Yes; and Judith too, incidentally.” He had no intention
of not including Judith in his victory.
“Of course; but Judith’s a young lady who is eminently
capable of fighting her own battles,” Mrs. Sellars smoothly
rejoined.
“She ought to be—she’s had to fight everybody else’s.”
He leaned his head against the back of his armchair,
and wondered what had become of the glow with which
he had entered the room. It had vanished instantly under
the cool touch of Mrs. Sellars’s allusion to Judith. He
had succeeded, it was true: there could be no doubt that
he had succeeded. The mere fact of gaining time was
nine tenths of the battle; and that he had already
achieved. But already, too, he was beginning to wonder
how he was to fit Rose Sellars into the picture of his success.
It was curious: when they were apart it was always
her courage and her ardour that he felt; as soon as they
came together again she seemed hemmed in by little restrictions
and inhibitions.
“Do tell me just what happened,” she said.
“Well—at the very last minute they decided to make
me, informally, into the children’s guardian: a sort of
trial-guardian, you might call it.”
172“A trial-guardian?” Her intonation, and the laugh that
followed it, lifted the term into the region of the absurd.
“What a jolly thing to be a trial-guardian!”
“Well, I’m not so sure.” Boyne faced her irritably.
“It’s not a joke, you know.”
“I shan’t know what it is till you explain.”
Explain—explain! Yes; he knew now that the explaining
was just what he was dodging away from. To Judith
and Terry no explanations would be necessary. He would
only have to say: “It’s all right,” and be smothered in
hugs and jubilations. Those two would never think of
asking for reasons—life had not accustomed them to expect
any. But here sat lovely Logic, her long hands
clasped attentively—
“Oh, by Jove!” Boyne exclaimed, clapping his own
hands first on one pocket, then on another. “Here’s
something I got for you in Venice.”
He drew forth a small parcel, stringless and shapeless,
as parcels generally seemed to be when they emerged
from his pockets, unwrapped the paper, and pressed the
catch of a morocco box. The lid flew open, and revealed
a curious crystal pendant in a network of worn enamel.
“Oh, the lovely thing! For me?”
“Oh, no; not that,” he stammered. He jerked the
trinket back, wrapped the box up, and pushed it into his
pocket with the exasperated sense of blushing like a boy
over his blunder.
“But, Martin—”
“Here—.” He delved deeper, pulled out another parcel,
in wrappings equally untidy, and took up one of the
long hands lying on her knee. “This is for you.” He
slipped on her fourth finger a sapphire set in diamonds.
She lowered her lids on it in gentle admiration. “It’s
173much too beautiful,” her lips protested. Then her mockery
sparkled up at him. “Only, you’ve put it on the
wrong hand—at least, if it’s meant for our engagement.”
“Looks as if it were, doesn’t it?” he bantered back; but
inwardly he was thinking: “Yes, that’s just the trouble—it
looks like the engagement ring any other fellow would
have given to any other woman. Nothing in the world
to do with her and me.” Aloud he said: “I hadn’t time
to find what I wanted—” and then realised that this was
hardly a way of bettering his case. “I wanted something
so awfully different for you,” he blundered on.
“Well, your wanting that makes it different—to me,”
she said; and added, more tepidly: “Besides, it’s lovely.”
She held out her left hand, and he slipped the jewel on
the proper finger. “It’s rotten,” he grumbled. The ring
had cost him more than he could afford, it had failed to
please her, he saw himself that it was utterly commonplace—and
saw also that she would never forgive him
for pocketing the trinket he had first produced, which was
nothing in itself, but had struck her fancy as soon as she
knew it was not meant for her. Should he pull it out
again, and ask her to accept it? No; after what had
passed that was impossible. Judith Wheater, if he had
been trying an engagement ring on her finger (preposterous
fancy!) would have blurted out at once that she preferred
the trinket he had shoved back into his pocket.
But such tactlessness was unthinkable in Mrs. Sellars.
Not for the world, he knew, would she have let him guess
that she had given the other ornament a thought.
She sat turning her hand from side to side and diligently
admiring the ring. “And now—do tell me just
what happened.”
“Well—first, of course, a lot of talk.”
174He settled himself in his chair, and tried to take up the
narrative. But wherever he grasped it, the awkward thing
seemed to tumble out of his hold, as if, in that respect too,
he were always taking the wrong parcel out of his pocket.
To begin with, it was so difficult to explain to Mrs. Sellars
that, after the Wheaters had been reassured as to
the safety and wellbeing of the children, the negotiations
had been carried on piecemeal, desultorily, parenthetically,
between swims and sun-baths, cocktails and foxtrots,
poker and baccara—and, as a rule, in the presence
of all the conflicting interests.
To make Mrs. Sellars understand that Lady Wrench,
her husband and Gerald Ormerod had assisted at the debates
as a matter of course was in itself a laborious business;
to convey to her that Mrs. Lullmer—still notorious
as the former Mrs. Westway—had likewise been called
upon to participate, as Joyce’s possible successor, was
to place too heavy a strain on her imagination. Her exquisite
aloofness had kept her in genuine ignorance of
the compromises and promiscuities of modern life, and
left on her hands the picture of a vanished world wherein
you didn’t speak to people who were discredited, or admit
rivals or enemies to your confidence; and she punctuated
Boyne’s narrative with murmurs of dismay and incredulity.
“But in that crowd,” Boyne explained, “no man is another
man’s enemy for more than a few minutes, and no
woman is any other woman’s rival. Either they forget
they’ve quarrelled, or some social necessity—usually a
party that none of them can bear to miss—forces them
together, and makes it easier to bury their differences.
But generally it’s a simple case of forgetting. Their
memories are as short as a savage’s, and the feuds that
175savages remember have dropped out. They recall only
the other primitive needs—food, finery, dancing. I suppose
we are relapsing into a kind of bloodless savagery,”
Boyne concluded.
Besides, he went on, in the Wheater set they could
deal with things only collectively; alone, they became
helpless and inarticulate. They lived so perpetually in
the lime-light that they required an audience—an audience
made up of their own kind. Before each other they
shouted and struck attitudes; again like savages. But
the chief point was that nobody could stay angry—not
however much they tried. It was too much trouble, and
might involve too many inconveniences, interfere with
too many social arrangements. When all was said and
done, all they asked was not to be bothered—and it was
by gambling on that requirement that he had finally gained
his point.
“And your point is, exactly—”
Well, as he got closer to it, Boyne was not even sure that
it could be defined as a point. It was too shapeless and
undecided; but he hoped it would serve for a time—and
time was everything; especially for Terry....
“They’ve agreed to leave the children together, and
to leave them here, for the next three or four months.
The longest to bring round was Lady Wrench. Her husband
has taken a fancy to Zinnie, and he’s so mortally
bored by life in general that his wife clutches at anything
that may amuse him. Luckily, according to the terms of
the divorce—”
“Which divorce?” Mrs. Sellars interpolated, as though
genuinely anxious to keep her hand on all the clues.
“Wheater versus Zinnia Lacrosse. It was Wheater
who got the divorce from the present Lady Wrench.
176Legally he has the final say about Zinnie, so the mother
had to give in, though she has a right to see the child at
stated intervals. But of course my battle royal was over
Chipstone; if the Wheaters had insisted on keeping Chipstone
till their own affairs were settled in court the whole
combination would have been broken up.”
“And how did you contrive to rescue Chipstone?”
Boyne sank down more deeply into his armchair, and
looked up at the low ceiling. Then he straightened himself,
and brought his gaze to the level of Mrs. Sellars’s.
“By promising to stay here and keep an eye on the children
myself. That’s my trial-guardianship.” He gave a
slight laugh, which she failed to echo.
“Martin!”
His eyes continued to challenge hers. “Well—?”
She turned the sapphire hesitatingly on her finger.
“But these children—you’d never even heard of them
till you met them on board your steamer a few weeks
ago....”
“No; that’s true.”
“You’ve taken over a pretty big responsibility.”
“I like responsibilities.”
Mrs. Sellars was still brooding over her newly imprisoned
finger. “It’s very generous of you to assume this
one in such a hurry. Usually one doesn’t have to go out
of one’s way to find rather more of them than one can
manage. But in this case, I wonder—”
“You wonder?”
“Well, I had understood from Terry—and also from
your friend Judith—that what all the children really want
is to go to America: to Mrs. Wheater’s mother, isn’t it?”
“Yes; that’s it; and I hope they’ll pull it off by-and-by.
But at present the Wheaters won’t hear of it. I never
177for a moment supposed they’d consent to putting the
ocean between themselves and Chip. My only chance was
to persuade them that, now Terry’s in the mountains,
they’d better leave him here, and the others with him,
till the hot weather’s over. With those people it’s always
a question of the least resistance—of temporizing and
postponing. My plan saved everybody a certain amount
of mental effort; so they all ended by agreeing to it.
But of course it’s merely provisional.”
“Happily,” Mrs. Sellars smiled; and added, as if to
correct the slight acerbity of the comment: “For you
must see, dear, that you’re taking a considerable risk
for the future—”
“What future?”
“Why—suppose anything goes wrong during these
next few months? You’ll be answerable for whatever
may happen. With seven children—and one of them
already grown up!”
Boyne frowned, and stirred uneasily in his chair.
“If you mean Judith, in some ways she’s as much of
a child as the youngest of them.”
Mrs. Sellars smiled confidentially at her ring. “So a
man would think, I suppose. But you forget that I’ve
had four days alone with her.... She’s a young lady
with very definite views.”
“I should hope so!”
“I agree with you that it makes her more interesting—but
conceivably it might lead to complications.”
“What sort of complications?”
“You ought to know better than I do—since you tell
me you’ve been frequenting the late Mrs. Westway at
the Lido. Judith doesn’t pretend to hide the fact that
178she lived for a summer in the bosom of that edifying
family....”
“She doesn’t know it’s anything to hide. That’s
what’s so touching—”
“And so terrifying. But I won’t sit here preaching
prudence; you’d only hate me for it. And all this time
those poor infants are waiting.” She stood up with one of
her sudden changes of look and tone; as if a cloud had
parted, shedding a ray of her lost youth on her. He
noticed for the first time that she was all in white, a rose
on her breast, and a shady hat hanging from her arm.
“Do go down and see them at once, dear. It’s getting
late. I’ll walk with you to the foot of the hill; then I
must come back and write some letters....” He
smiled at the familiar formula, and she took up his smile.
“Yes; really important letters—one of them to Aunt
Julia,” she bantered back. “And besides, the children
will want to have you all to themselves.” Magnanimously
she added: “I must say they all behaved beautifully while
you were away. They seemed to feel that they must do
you credit. And as for Terry—I wish he were mine!
When the break up comes, as of course it will, why
shouldn’t you and I adopt him?”
She put on her hat, and linked her arm in Boyne’s for
the walk down the hill; but at the fringe of the wood,
where the path dipped to the high road, she left him.
“You’ll come back and dine? I’ve got some news for
you too,” she said as he turned down to the village.
179
Recent memories of Armistice Day—remote ones
of Mafeking Night, which he had chanced to experience
in London—paled for Boyne in the uproar
raised by the little Wheaters when, entering their pension
dining-room, he told them that everything was all right.
He had not imagined that seven could be so many.
The miracle of the loaves and fishes seemed as nothing
to the sudden multiplication of arms, legs and lungs
about that rural supper-table. At one end of the expanse
of coarse linen and stout crockery, Miss Scope, rigid
and spectacled, sat dispensing jam without fear or favour;
at the other Judith was cutting bread and butter in complete
unawareness of her immortal model. Between the
two surged a sea of small heads, dusky, ruddy, silver-pale,
all tossing and mixing about the golden crest of Chipstone,
throned in his umpire’s chair. For a moment,
as usual, Bun and Zinnie dominated the scene; then
Terry, still pale, but with new life in his eyes, caught
his cap from the rack with a call for three cheers to
which the others improvised a piercing echo. (“Luckily
we’re the only boarders just now,” Miss Scope remarked
to Boyne as he pressed her hand.)
In this wonderful world nobody asked any questions;
nobody seemed to care for any particulars; their one
thought was to bestow on their ambassador the readiest
token of their gratitude, from Blanca’s cool kiss to the
damp and strangulating endearments of Beechy. To
Boyne it was literally like a dip into a quick sea, with
180waves that burnt his eyes, choked his throat and ears,
but stung him, body and brain, to fresh activity. “And
now let’s kiss him all over again—and it’s my turn first!”
Zinnie rapturously proposed; and as he abandoned himself
once more to the battering of the breakers he caught
a small voice piping: “We suppose you’ve brought some
presents for us, Martin.”
The law which makes men progressively repeople the
world with persons of their own age and experience had
led Boyne, as he grew older, to regard human relations
as more and more ruled by reason; but whenever he
dipped into the universe of the infant Wheaters, where
all perspective ceased, and it was far more urgent to
know what presents he had brought than what fate had
been meted out to them by their respective parents, he
felt the joy of plunging back into reality.
The presents were there, and nobody had been forgotten,
as the rapid unpacking of a small suit-case showed—nobody,
that is, but Judith, who stood slightly apart,
affecting an air of grown-up amusement, while Blanca
and the little girls were hung with trinkets, and Bun made
jubilant by an electric lamp. Even Miss Scope had an
appropriate reticule, Nanny a lavishly garnished needle-case;
and the bottom of the box was crammed with books
for Terry.
The distributing took so long, and the ensuing disputes
and counter-claims were so difficult of adjustment, that
twilight was slipping down the valley when Boyne said
to Judith: “Come and take a turn, and I’ll tell you all
about it.”
They walked along the road to a path which led up
the hillside opposite to the hotels, and from there began
to mount slowly toward the receding sunlight. Judith,
181unasked, had slipped her arm through Boyne’s, and the
nearness of her light young body was like wings to him.
“What a pity it’s getting dark—I believe I could climb
to one of those ruby peaks!” he said, throwing his head
back with a deep breath; and she instantly rejoined:
“Let’s run back and get Bun’s lamp; then we could.”
Boyne laughed, and went on, in a voice of leisurely
satisfaction: “Oh, Bun wouldn’t part with that lamp—not
yet. Besides, we’re very well as we are; and there’ll
be lots of other opportunities.”
“There will? Oh, Martin—they’re really going to let
us stay?” Her strong young hands imprisoned him in a
passionate grasp.
“Well, for a time. I made them see it was Terry’s
best chance.”
“Of course it is! And, Martin—they’ll leave us all
together? Chip and all?”
“Every man of you—for the summer, at any rate.”
They had stopped in the fern-fringed path, and he stood
above her, smiling down into her blissful incredulous
eyes. “There’s one condition, though—” Her gaze
darkened, and he added: “You’re all to be accountable
to me. I’ve promised your people to keep an eye on
you.”
“You mean you’re going to stay here with us?” Her
lips trembled with the tears she was struggling to keep
back, and he thought to himself: “It’s too much for a
child’s face to express—.” Aloud he said: “Let’s sit
down and watch the sunset. This tree-trunk is a pretty
good proscenium box.”
They sat down, and he set forth at length the history
of his negotiations. Complicated as the narrative was,
it was easier to relate to his present hearer than to Mrs.
182Sellars, not only because fewer elucidations were necessary,
but because none of the details he gave shocked
or astonished Judith. The tale he told evidently seemed
to her a mere bald statement of a matter-of-course affair,
and she was too much occupied with its practical results
to give a thought to its remoter bearings. She listened
attentively to Boyne’s report of the final agreement, and
when he had ended, said only: “I suppose father’s made
some arrangement about paying our bills?”
“Your father’s opened an account for me: Miss Scope
and I are to be your ministers of finance.”
She received this in silence; for the first time since
his return he felt that the news he brought was still
overshadowed for her. At last she asked: “Was father
awfully angry ... you know ... about that money?”
The question roused Boyne with a start. He perceived
that in his struggle to adjust conflicting interests he too
had lost sight of the moral issue. And how confess to
Judith that, as for her father, he had hardly been aware
of it? He felt that it was a moment for prevarication.
“Of course your father was angry—thoroughly angry—about
the whole thing. Anybody would have been.”
She lowered her voice to insist: “But I mean about my
taking his money?”
“Well, he’s forgiven you for that, at any rate.”
“Has he—really and truly?” Her voice lifted again
joyfully. “Terry was sure he never would.”
Boyne turned about on her in surprise. “Terry—then
you told him after all?”
She made a mute sign of assent. “I had to.”
“Well, I understand that.” He gave her hand a little
squeeze. “I’m glad you did.”
183“He was frightfully upset, you know. And furious
with me. I was afraid I’d made him more ill. He
wouldn’t believe me at first. He said if I had no more
moral sense than that, the first thing I knew I’d land
in prison.”
“Oh—.” Boyne could not restrain a faint laugh.
“That didn’t worry me very much, though,” Judith
confessed in a more cheerful tone, “because I’ve seen
a good deal more of life than Terry, and I’ve known
other girls who’ve done what I did, and none of them
ever went to prison.”
This did not seem as reassuring to Boyne as it did
to the speaker; but the hour for severity was over, the
words of rebuke died on his lips. At last he said: “The
worst of it was hurting Terry, wasn’t it?” and she
nodded: “Yes.”
For a while after that they sat without speaking, till
she asked him if he thought the Wheaters had already
started divorce proceedings. To this he could only
answer that it looked so, but he still hoped they might
calm down and think better of it. She received this with
a gesture of incredulity, and merely remarked: “There
might have been a chance if Syb Lullmer hadn’t been
mixed up in it.”
“I do wish you wouldn’t call that woman by her
Christian name,” Boyne interrupted.
Judith looked at him with a gentle wonder. “She
wouldn’t mind. Everybody else does.” She clearly assumed
that he was reproving her for failing in respect
to Mrs. Lullmer.
“That’s not what I meant. But she’s such a beast.”
“Oh, well—.” Judith’s shrug implied that the epithet
was too familiar to her to have kept more than a tinge
184of obloquy. “I rather hope she won’t marry father,
though.”
“I hope to God she won’t. What I’m gambling on is
that he and your mother will get so homesick for you
children that they’ll patch things up on your account.”
Her smile kept its soft incredulity. “They don’t often,
you know; parents don’t.”
“Well, anyhow, you’ve got a reprieve, and you must
make the most of it.”
“I wish you’d say ‘we,’ not ‘you,’ Martin.”
“Why of course it’s ‘we,’ my dear—that is, as long as
you all behave yourselves.”
They both laughed at this, and then fell silent, facing
the sunset, and immersed, in their different ways, in the
overwhelming glory of the spectacle. Judith, Boyne
knew, did not feel sunsets as Rose Sellars did—they
appealed to a different order of associations, and she
would probably have been put to it to distinguish the
quality of their splendour from that of fireworks at the
Lido, or a brilliant finale at the Russian ballet. But
something of the celestial radiance seemed to reach her,
remote yet enfolding as a guardian wing. “It’s lovely
here,” she breathed, her hand in Boyne’s.
He remembered, at a similar moment, Rose Sellars’s
quoting:
All the peaks soar, but one the rest excels;
Clouds overcome it;
No, yonder sparkle is the citadel’s
Circling its summit—
and he murmured the words half aloud.
Judith’s pressure tightened ardently on his hand.
185“Oh, Martin, how beautifully you do describe things!
The words you find are not like anybody else’s. Terry
says you ought to be a writer.”
“Well, in this case, unluckily, somebody found the
words before me.”
“Oh—.” Her enthusiasm flagged. She hazarded:
“Mrs. Sellars?”
He gave a little chuckle at her sharpness. “In a way,
yes—but, as a matter of fact, Robert Browning got ahead
of both of us.”
This seemed to give her a certain satisfaction. “Then
she just cribbed it from him? Is he another friend
of hers?”
“Yes; and will be of yours some day, I hope. He died
long before you were born; but you’ll find some of the
best of him in one of the books I brought to Terry.”
“Oh, he’s just an author, you mean,” she murmured,
as if the state were a strictly posthumous one. Her
attention always had a tendency to wander at the mention
of books, and he thought she was probably a little
vexed at having been betrayed into a conversational slip;
but presently, with a return of her habitual buoyancy:
“I’d rather hear you talk than anybody who’s dead,”
she declared.
“All right; I’ll make it a rule to give you only my own
vintage,” he agreed, gazing out past her into the light.
They continued to sit there in silence, the sea of night
creeping softly up to them, till at length they were caught
in its chill touch. Boyne got reluctantly to his feet.
“Come along, child. Time to go down,” he said.
“Oh, not down yet—up, up, up!” She caught his
arm again, pulling him with all her young strength along
the pine-scented steep to where the mystery of the forest
186drew down to meet them. “I want to climb and climb—don’t
you? I want to stay up all night, as if we were
coming home at sunrise from a ball. It’s like a great
ballroom over there, isn’t it,” she cried, pointing to
the west, “with the lights pouring out of a million
windows?”
Boyne laughed, and suffered himself to be led onward.
The air on that height was as fresh as youth, and all
about them were the secret scents that dew and twilight
waken into life. He knew that he and Judith ought
to be turning homeward; but, even if she had released
his captive arm, it was growing too dark to consult his
watch. Besides, the wandering man in him, the man
used to mountains, to long lonely tramps, to the hush and
mystery of nights in the open, felt himself in the toils
of the old magic. It was no longer Judith drawing him
on, but the night itself beckoning him to fresh heights.
The child at his side had travelled with him into the
beauty as far as she could go, and now he needed nothing
from her but the warmth of her nearness. His highest
moments had always been solitary....
She seemed to guess that there was nothing else to
say, and they continued to mount the hill in silence. As
they rose the air turned colder, the fires faded, and above
them arched a steel-blue heaven starred with ruddy
points which grew keen and white as darkness deepened.
It was not till they passed out of the fringes of the forest
to an open crag above the valley, and saw the village
lights sprinkling the black fields far below, that Boyne
unwillingly woke to the sense of time and place.
“Oh, by Jove—you must come!” he exclaimed, swinging
round to guide his companion down the ledge.
She made no answer, but turned and followed him
187along the descending path. He could feel that she was
too tired and peaceful for reluctance. She moved beside
him like a sleepy child bringing back an apronful of
flowers from a happy holiday; and the fact of having
reassured her so quickly awed Boyne a little, as if he
had meddled with destiny. But it was pleasant, for
once, to play the god, and he let himself drift away into
visions of a vague millennium where all the grown people
knew what they wanted, and if ever it happened that
they didn’t, the children had the casting vote.
By the time they reached the pension, and Judith had
loosed her hold of Boyne’s arm, he was afraid to look
at his watch, but pushed her through the gate with a
quick goodnight—and then, a moment later, called to
her in an imperious whisper. “Judith!” She hurried
back to the summons.
“Did you really think I hadn’t brought you any
present?”
She gave an excited little laugh. “N—no; I really
thought perhaps you had; only—”
“Only what?”
“I thought you’d forgotten some one else’s, and had
imagined I shouldn’t much mind your taking mine, because
I’m so much older than the others....”
“Well, of course I should have imagined that; but
here it is.”
He pulled out the parcel he had inadvertently produced
in Mrs. Sellars’s sitting-room, and Judith caught it to
her with a gasp of pleasure.
“Oh, Martin—”
“There; own up that you’d have been fearfully sold if
I’d forgotten you.”
188She answered solemnly: “If you’d forgotten me I
should have died of it.”
“Well—run off with you; we’re hours late,” he admonished
her.
“Mayn’t I look at it before you go?”
“You baby, how could you see in the dark? Besides,
I tell you there’s no time.”
“Not even time to kiss you for it, Martin?”
“No,” he cried, slamming the gate shut, and starting
up the hill toward his hotel at a run.
When they started on their walk nothing had been
farther from Boyne’s mind than this disposal of the
crystal pendant, though it was for Judith that the trinket
had been chosen. Since Mrs. Sellars, owing to his
blunder, had seen and coveted it, he felt a certain awkwardness
about letting it appear on Judith’s neck, and
decided that his little friend must again be left out in
the general distribution of presents. But during their
walk in the mountain dusk, while she hung on his arm,
pressed close by the intruding fir-branches, he needed
more and more to think of her as a child, and, thinking
thus, to treat her as one. He knew how the child in her
must have ached at being left out when he unpacked his
gifts; and when the time came to say goodnight it was
irresistible to heal that ache. There was no way of doing
it but to take the pendant from his pocket—the pendant
which he had meant for her, and which it had taken so
long to unearth at the Venetian antiquary’s that there
was no time for much thought of Mrs. Sellars’s—the
pendant which was Judith’s by right because, like her, it
was odd and exquisite and unaccountable.
“If only she doesn’t parade it up at the châlet!” the
coward in him thought, as he climbed the hill. But all
189the while he knew it was exactly what she would do.
“Oh, well, damn—after all, I chose it for her,” he
grumbled, as if that justified them both.
In the châlet sitting-room Mrs. Sellars, in her cool
evening dress, looked up from the table at which she sat,
not writing a letter but reading one. She laid it down
thoughtfully as he entered.
“I’m afraid it’s awfully late—I hadn’t time to go to
the hotel and brush up; you don’t mind?” he said, blinking
a little in the lamplight, and passing his hand through
his rumpled hair. As he bent to kiss her his glance fell
on the admonishing needles of the little travelling clock
at her elbow. “You don’t mean to say it’s after nine?”
“What does it matter? As a matter of fact, it’s after
half-past. I was only afraid something had gone wrong
about the children.”
He tossed his hat down with a laugh. “Bless you, no!
Everything’s as right as right. But I had to get the Lido
out of my lungs; and a long tramp was the only way.”
Her smile told him how much she loved him for hating
the Lido. “And what do you think my news is? You
know I said I had something to tell you. Mr. Dobree is
coming here to see me—he arrives next week.” She
announced the fact as if it were not only important, but
even exciting.
“Oh, damn Mr. Dobree!” Boyne rejoined with a
careless benevolence. The door had opened on the
candlelight of their little dinner-table, on its sparkle of
white wine and smell of wild strawberries and village
bread. “Well, this is good enough for me,” Boyne said,
as he dropped into the seat opposite Mrs. Sellars with a
sense of proprietorship which made Mr. Dobree’s movements
seem wholly negligible.
190
The next day there occurred, with a fatal punctuality,
exactly what Boyne had foreseen. Mrs. Sellars had
invited Judith, Terry and Blanca to lunch; and when
they appeared Mrs. Sellars’s eye instantly lit on the
crystal pendant, Judith’s on the sapphire ring. The
mutual reconnaissance was swift and silent as the crossing
of search-lights in a night sky. Judith said nothing;
but Blanca, as Mrs. Sellars bent to kiss her, raised her
hostess’s hand with an admiring exclamation. “A new
ring! What a beauty! I never saw you wear it before.”
Mrs. Sellars smiled, and tapped Blanca’s cheek with
her free hand. “What sharp eyes! But everybody
seems to have had a present from Venice—so why
shouldn’t I?”
Blanca returned the smile, lifting her own wrist to
display a hoop of pink crystal. “Isn’t mine sweet?
Nobody finds presents like Martin.”
“So I thought when he showed me Judith’s last night.”
Mrs. Sellars turned to the older girl, but not to kiss
her. She reserved her endearments for the younger
children, and merely laid a friendly touch on Judith’s
shoulder. “Such a wonder, that pendant—I never saw
one like it. Decidedly, not Venetian; seventeenth century
Spanish, perhaps? It’s a puzzle. You’re lucky, my
dear, to have a connaisseur to choose your presents.”
That was all—and then a jolly lunch, simple, easy,
full of chaff and laughter, Mrs. Sellars, always a perfect
hostess, was at her best with Terry and Blanca. The
191boy touched and interested her, the little girl (Boyne
divined) subtly flattered her by a wide-eyed but tactful
admiration. Boyne wondered if Mrs. Sellars had noticed
how Blanca’s clear gray eyes darkened with envy at the
praise of the crystal pendant. What a fool he had been
not to give the crystal to Blanca, and the tuppenny
bracelet to Judith, who would have liked it best because
it came from him! Decidedly, he was doomed to blunder
in his dealings with women, even when they were no
more than little girls. Meanwhile Terry was telling Mrs.
Sellars about the books Boyne had brought him, and how
he and Judith had already hunted down Boyne’s quotation
from “The Grammarian’s Funeral”—“You know,
that splendid one he told Judith yesterday, about ‘all
the peaks soar’; she came home last night saying it over
and over for fear she’d forget it, and woke me up to
hunt for it before she went to bed.”
“It was so splendid, hearing it up there on the mountain,
in the dark, with the stars coming out,” Judith
glowed, taking up the tale, while Blanca ingenuously
added: “It was so late when Judy got home that we
were all asleep, and Scopy had to go down and let her
in. Did you see Scopy in her crimping-pins, Martin;
or had you gone when she opened the door?”
“Yes—the coming of twilight up on the heights is
something to remember,” Mrs. Sellars intervened, letting
her eyes rest attentively on Boyne’s before she turned
them again to Terry. “But there are better things than
that in Browning, you know. Bring me your book to-morrow,
and I’ll show you....”
It all went off perfectly—and Boyne, when he started
the children homeward after lunch, was wondering
192whether tact were as soothing as a summer breeze, or
as terrible as an army with banners.
He was to drop the young Wheaters at their pension,
and afterward meet Mrs. Sellars at the post-office for a
climb in the direction of Misurina. At the corner of
the highroad descending to Cortina he signalled the hotel
omnibus, packed in the twins, and walked on with Judith.
At the moment he would rather have escaped from the
whole party; but Judith had declared her intention of
walking, and he could not do otherwise than go with her.
They waited under the trees for the omnibus to sweep
on with its load of dust and passengers, and almost at
once Judith said: “I suppose you’re engaged to Mrs.
Sellars, aren’t you, Martin?”
The suddenness of the question struck him like a blow,
and he realised for the first time that he had never
spoken to Rose Sellars about making their engagement
known. He had never even asked her if she had broken
the news to her formidable aunt, or to the galaxy of
minor relatives with whom she maintained her incessant
exchange of letters. Her insistence that their marriage
should be put off for nearly half a year seemed to make
the whole question too remote for immediate decisions.
“I suppose I ought to have asked her if she wanted it
announced,” he thought, reflecting remorsefully that his
long exile had made him too careless of the social observances.
He turned an irritated eye on Judith. “What
in the world put such an idea into your head?”
“Why, your bringing her a ring from Venice, and
her putting it on the finger where engagement rings are
worn,” Judith replied with a smiling promptness.
“Oh, that’s the finger, is it?” Boyne said, temporising;
and then, with an abrupt clutch at simplification;
193“Yes; I am engaged to Mrs. Sellars. But I don’t think
she wants it spoken of at present.”
He turned his gaze away to the long white road glinting
through the trees under which he and Judith were withdrawn.
Things happened so suddenly and overwhelmingly
in Judith’s face that he did not feel equal to what
might be going on there till he had steadied his gaze by
a protracted study of the landscape. When he looked at
her again he received the shock of smiling lips and eyes,
and two arms thrown filially about him.
“You darling old Martin, I’m so glad! At least I am
if you are—really and truly?”
Her hug was almost as suffocating as Zinnie’s, and
given—he divined it instantly—with the same wholehearted
candour. “So Blanca was right after all! How
lovely it must be to be in love! For I suppose that’s the
reason why you’re marrying? I know you’re awfully
romantic, though you sometimes put on such a gruff
manner; I’m sure you wouldn’t marry just for position,
or for money, or to regularise an old liaison; would you?”
“An old liaison?” Boyne laughed, but with a touch
of vexation. “The ideas you’ve picked up—and the
lingo! You absurd child—why, ‘regularise’ isn’t even
English.... And can’t you see, can’t you imagine, that a
man’s first need is to—to respect the woman he hopes
to marry?”
Judith received this with a puzzled frown. “Oh, I can
see it; I have, often—in books, and at the movies. But
I can’t imagine it, exactly. I should have thought wanting
to give her a good hug came before anything.”
Boyne shrugged impatiently. Things that seemed
funny, and utterly guileless, when she said them to others,
shocked him when she commented on his private concerns
194in the vocabulary of her tribe. “What’s the use?
You’re only a baby, and you repeat things like a parrot,
as all children do. Mrs. Sellars is the most perfect, the
most exquisite...” He broke off, feeling that such asseverations
led nowhere in particular, and continued at a
tangent: “I can tell you one thing—I should never have
dared to take on the job of looking after you children if
she hadn’t been here—”
Judith’s face fell. “Oh, is she going to stay all summer,
then?”
“I devoutly hope so! Being with somebody like her is
so exactly what...” This, again, seemed to land him in
a sort of rhetorical blind alley, and he stepped down from
it into the dust of the highroad. “Come along; we
mustn’t dawdle. I’m due at the post-office.” He was
aware that a settled anger was possessing him, he hardly
knew why. Hardly—yet just under the surface of his
mind there stirred the uneasy sense that he was perhaps
disappointed by Judith’s prompt congratulations. Half an
hour earlier, he would have said that her approval would
add the final touch to his happiness; that there was nothing
he wanted more than to have her show herself in fact
the child he was perpetually calling her. “The youngest
of them all”—that was how he had described her to Mrs.
Sellars. Was it possible he had not meant what he said?
He was roused by Judith’s squeeze on his arm. “I don’t
know why you’re so cross with me, old Martin. I do
really want anything you want....”
“That’s a good Judy ... and what rot, dear, thinking
I’m cross. Only, remember, it’s your secret and mine,
and not another soul’s.” After all, he tried to tell himself,
Judith’s knowing of his engagement was already a
relief. It would do away with no end of hedging and prevaricating.
195And he was sure he could trust to Judith’s
discretion; sure of it without her added pressure on his
arm, and the solemn: “On Scopy’s book!” which had
become the tribal oath of the little Wheaters. Boyne had
sometimes winced at Judith’s precocious discretion, as
another proof of what she had been exposed to; now he
hailed in it a guaranty of peace. “Perhaps there’s something
to be said for not keeping children in cotton wool—for
she is only a child!” he repeated to himself, insistently.
That very evening, while he and Mrs. Sellars were talking
over the likelihood of picking up some kind of a tutor
for Terry, she asked irrelevantly: “By the way, do the
children know of our engagement?”
Contradictory answers rose to Boyne’s lips, and he
gulped them down to mumble: “I didn’t suppose I was
authorized to tell anybody.”
“But hasn’t anybody guessed?”
“Well—as a matter of fact, Judith has. Today. I
can’t imagine—”
Mrs. Sellars smiled. “My ring, of course. Trust
Blanca, too! It was stupid of me not to think of it. But
perhaps it’s better—”
“Much better.”
She pondered. “Only I’d rather no one else knew—at
least for the present. Out of regard for Aunt Julia—till
I’ve heard from her.” Boyne, relieved, expressed his
complete agreement. “Besides,” she continued, “I like
it’s being our secret, don’t you? We won’t even tell Mr.
Dobree.”
“Oh, particularly not Mr. Dobree,” Boyne replied emphatically.
Two days later Mr. Dobree arrived; and Boyne learned
196that an event which seems negligible before it happens
may fill the picture when it becomes a fact. The prospect
of Mr. Dobree’s arrival had now become the fact of Mr.
Dobree’s presence; and Mr. Dobree, though still spare
and nimble for a man approaching sixty (he was ready,
and glad, to tell you to what exercises he owed it), took
up a surprising amount of room. He was like somebody
who travels with a lot of unwieldy luggage—his luggage
being, as it were, the very absence of it, being his tact,
his self-effacingness, his general neatness and compactness.
Wherever you turned, you were in the aura of Mr.
Dobree’s retractility, his earnest and insistent dodging
out of your way, which seemed to leave behind it a presence
more oppressive than any mere physical bulk—so
that a dull fat man rooted in your best armchair might
have been less in the way than the slim and disappearing
Mr. Dobree. Mr. Dobree’s tact seemed to Boyne like a
parody of Mrs. Sellars’s; like one of those monstrous
blooms into which hybridizers transform a delicate flower.
It was a “show” tact, a huge, unique, disbudded tact
grown under glass, and destined to be labelled, exhibited,
given a prize and a name, and a page to itself in the florists’
catalogues. Such at least was Boyne’s distorted
vision of the new guest at the châlet.
Mr. Dobree (as became a man with such impedimenta)
was lodged, not at Boyne’s inn, but at the “Palace” where
Boyne and Mrs. Sellars had once dined. From there a
brisk five minutes carried him to the châlet; except when
his urgent hospitality drew Mrs. Sellars and Boyne to
the big hotel. The prompt returning of invitations was
a fundamental part of Mr. Dobree’s code. He seemed
to think that hospitality was something a gentleman might
borrow, like money, but never, in any circumstances, receive
197as a gift; and this obliged Mrs. Sellars to accept
his repeated invitations, before, in the battle of their
tacts, hers came off victorious, and she made him see that
it may be more blessed to receive than to be invited out.
The sapphire had vanished from her finger before Mr.
Dobree’s arrival; and this precaution, for which Boyne
blessed her, made him, for Mr. Dobree, simply an old
friend, a guest of the Sellars’s in New York days, whom
one could be suitably pleased to meet again.
Boyne was less pleased to meet Mr. Dobree. His coming
was natural enough; and so was Mrs. Sellars’s pleasure
at seeing him, since he brought not only the latest
news of Aunt Julia but papers which settled satisfactorily
the matter of Mr. Sellars’s will. Boyne had resented
what promised to be a tiresome interruption of pleasant
habits; but before long he discovered that Mr. Dobree’s
presence left him free to spend much more time with his
young friends of the Pension Rosenglüh. This made him
aware that during the last weeks he had forfeited a certain
amount of his liberty, and he found himself perilously
pleased to recover it. He assured Mrs. Sellars that
it would look very odd to Mr. Dobree, who had come to
discuss family matters with his client, if a third person
were present at these discussions; and armed with this
argument he proceeded to dispose of his time as he
pleased.
His liberation gave a new savour to the hours spent
with the little Wheaters; and as for Mr. Dobree (with
whom the children had had only one brief and awe-inspiring
encounter), he came in very handily as the
theme of the games they were always calling on Boyne
to invent. To ascertain Mr. Dobree’s Christian name
(Boyne told them) had long been his secret ambition; but
198hitherto he had not even been able to learn its first letter.
A chance glimpse of Mr. Dobree’s glossy suit-cases
showed his initials to be A.D., and the letter A was one
calculated, as Boyne said, to give them a good gallop.
Indeed, he found the puzzle so absorbing that one day,
when Judith remarked on his unusual absent-mindedness,
he had to own that he had not been listening to what she
said because all his faculties were still absorbed in the
task of guessing Mr. Dobree’s Christian name.
“But Mrs. Sellars must know—why don’t you ask
her?”
“Must know? Do you think so? I doubt it.”
“But she talks of him as an old friend—as old as you.”
“Even that doesn’t convince me. I doubt if anybody
knows Mr. Dobree’s Christian name. How should they?
Can you imagine anybody’s ever having called him by it,
or dared to ask him what it was?”
“Well, you might ask her,” suggested Judith, from
whose make-up a taste for abstract speculation was absent.
“Ask her? Not for the world! Suppose she did know?
All our fun would be over.”
“Of course it would,” cried Terry, plunging into the
sport. “If she knows, she mustn’t be asked till we’ve
exhausted every other possibility; must she, Martin?”
“Certainly not. I see you grasp the rules of the game.
And now let’s proceed by elimination. Abel—Abel’s the
first name in A, isn’t it, Terry?”
“No! There’s a Prince Aage of Denmark, or something;
I saw him in ‘The Tatler,’” exulted Terry.
“All right. Let’s begin with Aage. Do any of you
see Mr. Dobree as Aage?” This was dismissed with a
general shout of incredulity.
199“Well, then: as Abel—Abel Dobree? Don’t be in a
hurry: try to deal with this thing in a mood of deliberateness
and impartiality.”
“No, no, no—not Abel!” the assistance chorused.
“Oh, I’m going to sleep,” Judith grumbled, stretching
out at full length on the sunburnt grass-bank on which
the party were encamped.
“Let her—for all the use she is!” Boyne jeered. “Now
then—Adam?”
“Adam’s a Polish name, isn’t it? Who was Adam?”
Judith opened her eyes to ask.
“A national hero, I think,” said Blanca, with a diligent
frown.
Miss Scope, perched higher up the bank, cut through
these conjectures with a groan. “Children—children!
One would think I’d brought you up like savages.
Adam—”
“Oh, Scopy means the Adam in the Bible: but Mr.
Dobree’s parents wouldn’t have called him after anybody
as far away as that,” Blanca shrugged; while Zinnie interposed:
“Who was already dead, and couldn’t have
given him a lovely cup for his christening.” Beechy, her
face wrinkling up in sympathy at such a privation, wailed
out: “Oh, poor little Mr. Dobree—”; and Boyne, recognizing
the difficulty, pursued: “Aeneas, then; but he’s
almost as far away as Adam, I’m afraid.”
This drew him into a discussion with Terry regarding
the relative seniority of the Biblical and Virgilian heroes,
in the intervals of which Miss Scope continued to demand
despairingly: “But what in the world are you all arguing
about, when we know that Adam was the First Man?”
Judith lifted her head again from its grassy pillow.
With half-closed eyes she murmured to the sky: “I don’t
200believe Mr. Dobree would care a bit if his godfather was
Adam or not. He could buy himself any christening cup
he liked. I believe he’s a very rich man.”
“Oh, then, do you think he’ll give us all some lovely
presents when he goes?” Zinnie promptly inferred.
“What makes you think he’ll ever go?” Judith retorted,
closing her eyes.
“Annibal—Annibal! Annibal begins with an A! I
know because he was a Prince, my ancestor,” shouted
Bun, leaping back into the game.
201
Mrs. Sellars’s social discipline was too perfect
to permit her, even in emergencies, to neglect one
obligation for another; and after Mr. Dobree had been
for a week at Cortina she said one day to Boyne: “But
I’ve seen nothing lately of the little Wheaters. What’s
become of them?”
He assured her that they were all right, but had probably
been too shy to present themselves at the châlet since
Mr. Dobree’s arrival; to which Mrs. Sellars replied, with
the faintest hint of tartness, that she had never had occasion
to suspect the little Wheaters of being shy, and
that, furthermore, Mr. Dobree did not happen to be staying
at the châlet.
Boyne smiled. “No; but they know he’s with you a
good deal, and he’s a more impressive figure than they’re
used to.”
He saw that she scented irony in this, and was not
wholly pleased with it. “I don’t know what you mean
by impressive; I didn’t know anything in the world could
impress the modern hotel child. But Mr. Dobree is very
sorry for them, poor dears, and I’m sure it would interest
him to see something of them. Why shouldn’t we take
them all on a picnic to-morrow? I know Mr. Dobree
would like to invite them.”
Boyne felt that, for all the parties concerned, the undertaking
might prove formidable. He pointed out that,
if Zinnie and the two Buondelmonte children were included
in an all-day expedition, Miss Scope’s presence
202would be necessary, since otherwise all Judith’s energies
would be absorbed in keeping the party in order; and
Mrs. Sellars acquiesced: “Yes, the poor little things are
dreadfully spoilt.”
Boyne was secretly beginning to be of the same mind;
but Mrs. Sellars could no longer criticise his young friends
without rousing his instinctive opposition. “They certainly
haven’t had much opportunity to become little
Lord Fauntleroys, if that’s what you mean,” he said impatiently;
and his betrothed rejoined: “What I mean is
that Mr. Dobree feels sorry for them because of the kind
of opportunity they have had. You see, he was one of the
lawyers in the Westway divorce.”
Boyne gave her a quick look, in which he was conscious
that his resentment flamed. “I’m hanged if I see what
there can be in Mr. Dobree’s mind to make him connect
the Westway divorce with the Wheater children.”
“Why, simply his knowledge of Judith’s intimacy with
that wretched drug-soaked Doll Westway, and his familiarity
with the horrible details that led up to the girl’s
suicide. She and Judith were together at Deauville the
very summer that she killed herself. Both their mothers
had gone off heaven knows where. Judith proclaims the
fact to every one, as you know.”
Boyne had removed his eyes from Mrs. Sellars’s face,
and was staring out at the familiar outline of the great
crimson mountains beyond the balcony. A phrase of
Stevenson’s about “the lovely and detested scene” (from
“The Ebb-tide,” he thought?) strayed through his mind
as he gazed. It was hateful to him to think that he might
hereafter come to associate those archangelic summits
with Mrs. Lullmer’s smooth impervious face, and Mr.
203Dobree’s knowledge of the inner history of the Westway
divorce.
He turned back to Mrs. Sellars. “Aren’t you getting
rather sick of this place?” he asked abruptly.
She gave back his irritated stare with one of genuine
surprise. “Sick of what? You mean of Cortina?”
“Of the whole show.” His sweeping gesture gathered
up in one contemptuous handful the vast panorama of
mountain, vale and forest. “I always feel that when
scenery gets mixed up with our personal bothers all the
virtue goes out of it—as if our worries were so many
locusts, eating everything bare.”
Mrs. Sellars was silent for a moment; then her hand
fell on his. “I’ve always been afraid, dear, that this queer
responsibility you’ve assumed was going to end by getting
on your nerves—”
Boyne jumped up, drawing abruptly away from her.
“Responsibility? What responsibility?” He walked
across the room, turned back, and awkwardly laid an
answering caress on her hair. “Gammon! It’s Mr.
Dobree who gets on my nerves—just a little.” (“Hypocrite!”
he cursed himself inwardly.) “Fact is, I liked
Cortina a damned sight better when you and I and the
children had it all to ourselves.” He saw the light of reassurance
in her averted cheek. “Just my beastly selfishness,
I know—I needn’t tell you that men are beastly
selfish, need I?” He laughed, and her faint laugh echoed
his.
“Mr. Dobree is going soon, I believe,” she volunteered.
Boyne pulled himself together. “Well, that makes it
a good deal easier to be unselfish while he’s here, and I
take it upon myself to accept his picnic for to-morrow.
I’ll drop down and announce it to the children.” He
204flattered himself that his simulation of buoyancy had produced
the desired effect, and that his parting from Mrs.
Sellars was unclouded. But halfway down the hill he
stood suddenly still in the path, and exclaimed aloud:
“But after he’s gone; what then?”
The picnic was beautifully successful—one of those
smooth creaseless well-oiled successes as to which one
feels that at any moment it may slip from one’s hold and
reveal the face of failure. A very Janus of a picnic,
Boyne thought....
To the chief actors, however, it presented no such
duality, but was the perfect image of what constitutes A
Good Time For The Young People, when made out of
the happy union of tact and money. To Mr. Dobree it
was certainly that, and he was justified in feeling that if
you order the two roomiest and most balloon-tired motors
obtainable, and fill enough hampers with the most succulent
delicacies of a “Palace” restaurant, and are
actuated throughout by the kindliest desire to give
pleasure, happiness will automatically follow.
As regards the younger members of the party, it undoubtedly
did. Terry was strong enough to enjoy the
long day on the heights without fear of Miss Scope’s
thermometer; Blanca was impressed by the lavish fare
which replaced their habitual bread and chocolate; and
the small children were in the state of effervescence induced
by freedom from lessons and the sense of being
the central figures of the day.
And Judith—?
After lunch the younger members of the party trailed
away with Miss Scope to hunt for wild strawberries while
the others sat pillowed in moss beside a silver waterfall.
205Boyne, supine against his boulder, studied the scene and
meditated from behind a screen of pipe smoke. Judith,
a little way off, leaned luxuriously against her mossy
cushion, her hat tossed aside, her head resting in the
curve of an immature arm. Her profile looked small and
clear against the auburn tremor of bracken turned inward
by the rush of the water. A live rose burned in her
cheeks, darkening her eyebrows and lashes, and putting
a velvet shadow under her closed lids. She had fallen
asleep, and sleep surrendered her unguarded to her
watchers.
“She looks almost grown up—she looks kissable. Why
should she, all of a sudden?” Boyne asked himself, suddenly
disturbed, not by her increased prettiness (the
measure of that varied from hour to hour) but by some
new quality in it. He turned his eyes away, and they
fell on Mr. Dobree, who sat facing him in the studied
abandon of a picnicker unused to picnics. Mr. Dobree’s
inexhaustible wardrobe had supplied him with just the
slightly shabby homespun suit and slightly faded hat
adapted to the occasion; and Boyne wondered whether
it were this change of dress which made him also seem
different. But no: the difference was deeper. Despite
his country clothes, Mr. Dobree did not look easier or less
urban; he merely looked more excited and off his guard.
His clear cautious eyes had grown blurred and furtive;
one could almost see a faint line stretching from them to
the recumbent Judith. Along that line it was manifest
that Mr. Dobree’s thoughts were racing; and Boyne knew
they were the same thoughts as his own. The discovery
shocked him indescribably. But he remembered that the
levelling tendencies of modern life have levelled differences
of age with the rest; and that Mr. Dobree was, to
206all intents and purposes, but little older than himself.
Moreover, he was still brisk and muscular; his glance
was habitually alert; in spite of his silver hair there
seemed no reason why he should not share with Boyne
the contemplation of Judith’s defenceless beauty.
But if this was Boyne’s conclusion it was apparently
not Mr. Dobree’s. As Boyne continued to observe him,
Mr. Dobree’s habitual pinkness turned to a red which
suffused even his temples and eyelids, so that his carefully
brushed white hair looked like a sunlit cloud against
an angry sky. But with whom was Mr. Dobree angry?
Why, with himself, manifestly. His eyes still rested on
the dreaming Judith; but the rest of his face looked as if
every muscle were tightened in the effort to pull the eyes
away. “He’s frightened—he’s frightened at himself,”
Boyne thought, calling to mind—with a faint recoil from
the reminder—that he also, once or twice, had been
vaguely afraid of himself when he had looked too long
at Judith. Had his eyes been like that, he wondered?
And the muscles of his face been stretched in the effort
to detach the eyes? The thing was not pleasant to
visualise; and he disliked Mr. Dobree the more for serving
as his mirror....
But suddenly Mr. Dobree was on his feet, his whole
attention given to Mrs. Sellars. Again Boyne followed
his change of direction with a start. Mrs. Sellars—but
then she had been there all the time! Shadowed by her
spreading hat, her light body bedded in the turf, she
looked almost as young and sylvan as Judith. But somehow
she had been merged in the landscape, all broken up
into a dapple of sun and shade, of murmurs and soughings:
her way of fitting into things sometimes had this
effect of effacing her. She lifted her head, and in the
207shade of the hat-brim Boyne caught a delicate watchfulness
of brows and lips, as of tiny live things under a protecting
leaf.
Mr. Dobree was challenging her jauntily. “Do you see
why those young cannibals should monopolise all the wild
strawberries? Suppose we leave Mr. Boyne to mount
guard over the sleeping beauty, and try to bag our share
before it’s too late?”
The words said clearly enough: “Take me away—it’s
high time,” and Mrs. Sellars’s gay little answer: “Come
on—I’ll show you a patch they’ll never find,” seemed to
declare as clearly: “I know; but I’ll see that you don’t
come to any mischief.”
She was on her feet before his hands could help her
up; something light and bounding in her seemed to spring
to his call. “This way, this way,” she cried, starting
ahead of him up the boulder-strewn way. Boyne heard
their voices mounting the streamside, mingling with the
noise of the water, fading and flashing out again like the
glimpses of her dress through the beech-leaves. He lay
without moving, watching the smoke of his pipe rise in
wavering spirals, twisted out of shape by puffs of air from
the waterfall. With Mr. Dobree’s withdrawal the ideas
suggested by his presence had gone too; Judith Wheater
seemed once more a little girl. Though perplexities and
uncertainties still lingered on the verge of Boyne’s mind
his central self was anchored in a deep circle of peace.
Every fibre of him was alive to the exquisite moment;
but he had no need to fly from it, no fear of its flying from
him. Judith’s sleep was a calm pool in which he rested.
He fancied he must have been watching her for a long
time, his thoughts enclosing her in a sort of calm fraternal
208vigilance, when she opened her eyes and turned them on
him, still dewy with sleep.
“Martin!” she hailed him drowsily; then, fully awake,
she sat up and exclaimed: “Darling, when are you going
to be married? I’ve positively got to know at once.”
She was always startling Boyne, but she had perhaps
never startled him more than by this question; for even
as she spoke he had been half unconsciously putting it to
himself. He remembered, as something already far off,
picturesque and unreal as a youthful folly, his resentment
of Mrs. Sellars’s delay in fixing a date for their marriage.
Was it only two or three weeks ago that he had sent her,
with a basket of gentians picked on a lofty upland, a
quotation from Marvell’s “Coy Mistress”? Now all that
seemed an undergraduate’s impatience. She had taught
him that they were very well as they were, and if he still
asked himself when they were to be married, the question
had imperceptibly taken another form. “What in God’s
name will become of the children after we’re married?”
was the way he now instinctively put it.
He too sat up, and gazed into Judith’s sleepy eyes. As
he did so he was aware that an uncomfortable redness
(which did not, he hoped, resemble Mr. Dobree’s) was
creeping up to his temples.
“When I’m going to be married? Why? What’s the
odds? I don’t know that it’s anybody’s business, anyhow,”
he grumbled in an ill-assured voice.
Judith brushed the rebuff aside. “Oh, but it is—it’s
mine. For a very particular reason,” she continued, as if
affectionately resolved to break down the barrier of his
reserve.
“A reason? Nonsense! What has a chit like you got
to do with reasons?”
209“You mean I’m so unreasonable?” A quick shadow
crossed her face. “You didn’t really mean that?”
“I didn’t mean anything at all—any more than you do.
I only meant: why aren’t we very well as we are?”
Her eyes grew wide at this, and continued to fix him
with a half mocking gravity, while her lips rounded into a
smile. “Oh, but, Martin dear, it’s Mrs. Sellars who
ought to say that—not you!”
Boyne burst out laughing. How could one ever keep
serious for two minutes with any of these preposterous
children? And once more he told himself that Judith was
as preposterous, and as much of a child, as the youngest
of them.
“You know, darling, you ought to be empressé, impatient,
passionate,” she adjured him, as if his very life depended
on his following her advice.
He leaned on his elbow and examined her with deliberation.
“Well, of all the cheek—!”
She shook her head, still smiling. “I’m not cheeky;
I’m really not, Martin. But sometimes you strike me as
having so little experience—”
(“Thank you,” Boyne interjected.)
“Oh, I mean in those sorts of ways. As if you’d lived
all your life so far away from the world.”
“From your world? So I have, thank heaven.” After
a moment he added with severity: “So has Mrs. Sellars—thank
heaven too.”
The girl stood up, and crossing the mossy space between
them, dropped down beside him and laid her hand
on his arm. “Now I’ve offended you. Doll Westway
always said I had no tact. And all I wanted was to explain
why I have to know as soon as possible when you’re
to be married.”
210“Well, you certainly haven’t explained that,” Boyne
answered, turning away from her to relight his pipe.
“No; but I’m going to. And you’ll be pleased. It’s
because we’ve all clubbed together—even the steps and
Scopy have—to give you a really jolly wedding present;
and I think you’ll like what we’ve found. We unearthed
it the other day at Toblach, at the antiquaire’s. And we
want to know exactly the right moment to give it to you.
You do love presents, don’t you, Martin?” she urged, as
if straining her utmost to reach some human chord in
him. He met the question with another laugh.
“Love presents? I should think I did! Almost as
much as you do.” She coloured a little at the insinuation;
and perceiving this, he hastened on: “It’s awfully dear
of you all, and I’m ever so grateful. But there was no
need to be in such a devil of a hurry.”
Her face became all sympathy and interrogation. “Oh,
Martin, you don’t mean—things haven’t gone wrong, have
they?” Her look and intonation showed that she would
have been genuinely distressed if they had. A pang like
neuralgia shot through Boyne—yet a pang that was not
all bitter. He took her hand, and laid what she had once
called a “grown up kiss” on it. “Of course not, dear.
And thank you—thank you for everything.... Whatever
you’ve all chosen for me, I shall love.... Only, you know,
there’s really no sort of hurry.”
She met this in silence, as something manifestly final.
Folding her arms behind her, she let her head droop back
on them, and her gaze wandered lazily skyward through
the flicker of boughs.
Boyne had got his pipe going again. Gradually the
tumult in his mind subsided. He sank back lazily at her
side, tilting his hat over his brows, and saying to himself:
211“What on earth’s the use of thinking ahead, anyhow?”
Directly in the line of his vision, Judith’s sandalled
feet lay in a bed of bracken, crossed like a resting Mercury’s.
He could almost see the little tufted wings at the
heels. For the moment his imagination was imprisoned
in a circle close about them.
212
That evening, when the children, weary but still
jubilant, had been dropped at the Pension Rosenglüh,
and Boyne had joined Mrs. Sellars for a late dinner
at the châlet, the first thing that struck him was that his
sapphire had reappeared on her hand.
He wondered afterward how it was that he, in general
so unobservant of such details, had noticed that she had
resumed the modest stone; and concluded that it was
because of Judith’s ridiculous cross-examination about the
date of his marriage. He almost suspected that, baffled
by his evasiveness, the pertinacious child had ended by
addressing herself to Mrs. Sellars, and that the latter,
thus challenged, had put on her ring. But no—though
Judith was sometimes lacking in tact (as she herself acknowledged)
this indiscretion could not be imputed to
her, for the reason that Mrs. Sellars—Boyne remembered
it only now—had not reappeared on the scene till it was
time to pack the sleepy picnickers into the motors. She
and Mr. Dobree had been a long time away. They had
apparently prolonged their walk, and, incidentally, had
failed to find the promised strawberries—or else had
consumed them on the spot. And on the way home
Judith and Mrs. Sellars had not been in the same car.
Why, then, had Mrs. Sellars suddenly put on her ring?
Boyne would only suppose that she had decided, for
reasons unknown to him, to announce their engagement
that night to Mr. Dobree, who was no doubt going to
join them at dinner.
213The idea obscurely irritated Boyne; he felt bored in
advance by the neat and obvious things Mr. Dobree
would consider it becoming to say. Boyne’s whole view
of Mrs. Sellars’s friend had been changed by his sudden
glimpse of the man who had looked out of Mr. Dobree’s
eyes at Judith. Before that, Boyne had pigeon-holed him
as the successful lawyer, able in his profession, third-rate
in other capacities, with a methodically planned existence
of which professional affairs filled the larger part, and
the rest was divided up like a carefully-weighed vitamin
diet (Mr. Dobree was strong on vitamins) between exercise,
society, philanthropy and travel. Now, a long way
off down this fair perspective, a small, an almost invisible
Dobree, lurked and prowled, staring as he had stared at
Judith. A sudden irritation filled Boyne at the thought
of what, unknown to Mrs. Sellars, peered and grimaced
behind her legal counsellor. It was as if Mr. Dobree had
unconsciously evoked for him some tragic allegory of
Judith’s future....
“Where’s your friend? Are we waiting for him?”
Boyne’s question sounded abrupt in his own ears, but
was received by Mrs. Sellars with her usual equanimity.
“Mr. Dobree? No, we’re not waiting for him. He’s
not coming.”
Boyne felt relieved, yet vaguely baffled. If Dobree
wasn’t coming (he immediately thought), why the devil
wasn’t he? And what was he up to instead?
“Chucked you for a party at the ‘Palace,’ I suppose?
I’m glad he didn’t drag you up there to dine with him.”
“No; I don’t think he’s giving a party—or going to
one. He had letters to write; and he said he was tired.”
This seemed to dispose of the matter, and Boyne, still
faintly disturbed, followed his betrothed to the dining-table,
214at which of late he had so seldom sat alone with
her.
“Don’t you like it better like this?” she asked, smiling
at him across the bowl of wild roses which stood between
them.
It was indeed uncommonly pleasant to be alone with
her again. She gratified him, at the outset, by praising
the behaviour of the children on the picnic; and as they
talked he began to think that his growing irritability, and
his odd reluctance to look forward to their future together,
had been caused only by the intrusion of irrelevant
problems and people. “When we’re alone together everything’s
always all right,” he thought, reassured.
Dinner over, they drifted out onto the balcony in the
old way, and he lit his cigar, and yielded to the sense of
immediate wellbeing. He saw that Rose Sellars knew
he was glad to be alone with her, and that the knowledge
put her at her ease, and made her want to say and do
whatever would maintain that mood in him. There was
something pathetic in the proud creature’s eagerness to
be exactly what he wished her to be.
“Judith was looking her very prettiest today, wasn’t
she? Mr. Dobree was so much struck by her,” she said
softly, after a silence.
It was as if she had flung a boulder into the very middle
of the garden-plot she had just been at such pains to lay
out. Boyne met the remark with an exasperated laugh.
“I should say he was struck. That was fairly obvious.”
“Well—she is striking, at times,” Mrs. Sellars conceded,
still more gently.
“As any lovely child is. That’s what she is—a lovely
215child. Dobree looks at her like a dog licking his jaws
over a bone.”
“Martin—!”
“Sorry. I never could stand your elderly men who look
at little girls. If your friend is so dotty about Judith,
he’d better ask her to marry him. He’s rich, isn’t he?
His money might be an inducement—who knows?”
“Marry her? Marry Judith? Mr. Dobree?” Mrs.
Sellars gave way to a mild mirth. His words certainly
sounded absurd enough when she echoed them; but
Boyne, for the moment, was beyond heeding anything but
the tumult in his own veins.
“Why not?” he continued. “As the poor child is
situated, money is a big consideration. What’s the use of
being a hypocrite about it? If she’s to fight her parents,
and keep the children together, she’ll need cash, and a
big pile of it; and a clever lawyer to manœuvre for her,
too. I call it an ideal arrangement.”
Mrs. Sellars waited a little before answering; then she
said: “I don’t see how the biggest fortune, and the cleverest
lawyer in the world, could keep the Wheaters from
ordering their children home the day they choose to.
But I’m sure that if Judith wanted help and advice no
one would be more happy to give it to her than Mr.
Dobree.”
“Ah, there you’re right,” Boyne agreed with an ironic
shrug.
“Well, and don’t you think perhaps it might be a good
thing if she did consult him—or at least if you did, for
her?”
“If I intervened in any way between Dobree and
Judith I don’t think he’d thank you for putting me up
to it.”
216“Why—what do you mean?”
“If you don’t know what I mean I can only suppose
you didn’t notice how he was looking at the child this
afternoon, before you carried him off for a walk.”
Mrs. Sellars fell silent again. He saw the faint lines
of perplexity weaving their net over her face, and reflected
that when a woman is no longer young she can
preserve her air of freshness only in the intervals of feeling.
“It’s too bad,” he thought, vexed with himself for
having upset the delicate balance of her serenity. But
now she was smiling again, a little painfully.
“Looking at her—looking at her how?”
“Well—as I’ve told you.”
The smile persisted. “I certainly didn’t see anything
like that. And neither did I carry him off for a walk;
as it happens, it was he who carried me—”
“Oh, well,” Boyne murmured at this touch of feminine
vanity.
Mrs. Sellars continued: “And I don’t think he’s thinking
of Judith in the way you imagine—or that he can
have looked at her in that way. I hope he didn’t; because,
as it happens, he took me off on that walk to ask
me to marry him.”
The words dropped from her with a serene detachment,
as if they had been her luminous little smile made audible.
“I don’t know that it’s quite fair to him to tell you,” she
added, with one of her old-fashioned impulses of reserve.
It was Boyne’s turn to find no answer. For some time
he sat gazing into the summer darkness without speaking.
“Marry him? Marry Dobree—you?”
“You see you were right: he does want to get married,”
she softly bantered. “It was what he came for—to ask
me. I’d no idea.... And now he’s going away ... he
217leaves to-morrow,” she added, with a faint sigh in which
deprecation and satisfaction were perceptibly mingled.
If it was her little triumph she took it meekly, even generously—but
nevertheless, he saw, with a complete consciousness
of what it meant.
Boyne laughed again, this time at himself.
“I don’t know what you see in it that is so absurd,”
Mrs. Sellars murmured, a faint note of vexation in her
voice. Again he found no reply, and she continued, with
the distant air she assumed when echoing axioms current
in her youth: “After all, it’s the highest honour a man
can—”
“Oh, quite,” Boyne agreed good-humouredly. He
rubbed his hand across his forehead, as if to brush away
some inner confusion. But it was no use; he couldn’t
straighten his thoughts out. He couldn’t shake off the
fact that his surprise and derision had not concerned Rose
Sellars at all—that his laugh had simply mocked his own
power of self-deception, and uttered his relief at finding
himself so deceived. “So that was all!” The words escaped
him unawares. In the dusk he felt the shadowy
figure at his side stiffen and withdraw from him.
“Shall we go in? It’s getting chilly,” said Mrs. Sellars,
turning back toward the lamplight.
Boyne, still in the bewilderment of his own thoughts,
followed her into the room. He noticed that she had
grown unusually pale. She sat down beside the table,
and began turning over the letters and papers which the
evening post had brought. Boyne stood in front of the
fireplace, his hands in his pockets, watching her movements
as one letter after another slipped through her
fingers. But all he could see was the sapphire ring, re-established,
218enthroned, proclaiming his own destiny to all
concerned and unconcerned.
“So you told him you were already engaged?”
She looked up at him. “It was only fair, wasn’t it?”
“Certainly—that is, if being engaged was the only
obstacle.”
“The only obstacle?”
“If you were prepared to marry Dobree, supposing
you’d still been free.”
She weighed this, and then laughed a little, but without
much gaiety. “How do I know what I should have done
if I’d been free?”
He continued to look at her. “Do you want to try?”
The colour rose to her forehead. She dropped the letters,
and composed her hands on them as if in the effort
to control a secret agitation. “Is this a way of telling me
you’re vexed because I announced our engagement to
Mr. Dobree?”
He hesitated, feeling (and now he hated himself for feeling)
that it was a moment for going warily. “Not vexed;
that’s not the word. Only I did agree with you that, as
long as—as nothing about our future was definitely settled—it
was ever so much pleasanter keeping our private
affairs to ourselves. It was your own idea, you know;
you proposed it,” he reminded her, as she remained silent.
“Yes; it was my idea.” She pondered. “But you
needn’t be afraid that Mr. Dobree will betray us.”
“It’s not a question of betraying. It’s just the feeling—”
“The feeling that some one else is in our secret? But
all the Wheater children have been—for a long time.”
She spoke the words ever so lightly, as if she had barely
pencilled them on a smooth page.
219Boyne was startled. He could see no analogy, but did
not know how to explain that there was none. “Oh, the
children; but the children don’t count. Besides, that
wasn’t my fault. Judith guessed.” He smiled a little at
the reminiscence. “But perhaps Mr. Dobree guessed,” he
added, with a return of ease. After all, he was carrying
it off very well, he thought—though what he meant by
“it” he would have been put to it to say.
Mrs. Sellars gave another little laugh. “Oh, no; Mr.
Dobree didn’t guess. I had to dot the i’s for him. The
fact is”—she paused a moment—“he was convinced that
you were in love with Judith Wheater.”
Instantly all the resentments and suspicions which
Boyne had dismissed rushed back on him. He had been
right, then—he had not mistaken the signs and portents.
As if they were ever mistakable! “How rotten,” he said
in a low voice.
Mrs. Sellars dropped one of the letters which she had
absently taken up again.
“Martin—”
“Rotten. The mere thinking of such a thing—much
less insinuating it to any one else. But it just shows—”
He broke off, and then began again, on a fresh wave of
indignation: “Shows what kind of a mind he must have.
Thinking in that way about a child—a mere child—and
about any man, any decent man; regarding it as possible,
perhaps as natural ... worst of all, suggesting it of some
one standing in my position toward these children; as if
I might take advantage of my opportunities to—to fall in
love with a child in the schoolroom!”
Boyne’s words sounded in his own ears as if they were
being megaphoned at him across the width of the room.
He dropped down into the nearest chair, hot, angry,
220ashamed, with a throat as dry as if he had been haranguing
an open-air meeting on a dusty day.
Opposite him, Mrs. Sellars remained with her hands
suspended above the letters. The sapphire burned at him
across the interval. “Martin ... but you are in love
with her!” she exclaimed. She paused a moment, and
then added in a quieter voice: “I believe I’ve always
known it.” They sat and looked at each other without
speaking.
At length Boyne rose, and started to move around the
table to where she was sitting.
“This is ridiculous—” he began.
She held up her hand, and the gesture, though evidently
meant only to check the words on his lips, had the effect
also of arresting his advance. He felt self-conscious and
clumsy, and dimly resented her making him feel so. He
was sure it was she who had been ridiculous, not he; yet,
curiously enough, the conviction brought him no solace.
Again they faced each other, guardedly, apprehensively,
as if something fragile and precious, which they had been
carrying together, had slipped between their fingers and
been broken. He felt that, if he glanced at the floor, he
might see the glittering fragments....
Mrs. Sellars was the first to recover her self-possession.
She rose in her turn, and going up to Boyne laid her hand
on his arm.
“I wonder why we’re trying to hurt each other?” She
looked at him through moist lashes, and he felt himself
a brute for not instantly taking her in his arms and obliterating
their discussion with a kiss. But there lay the
glittering fragments, and he could not seem to reach to
her across them.
221“Now I know what she thinks of Judith,” he reflected
savagely.
“It’s all my fault, Martin; I know I’m nervous and
stupid.” She was clasping his arm, pleading with lifted
eyes and lips. Her self-abasement humiliated him. “If
she really thinks what she says, why doesn’t she kick
me out?” he wondered.
“I suppose I walked too far today, and got over-tired;
and what Mr. Dobree said startled me, upset me....”
He smiled. “His asking you to marry him?”
She smiled back a little wearily. “No. But what he
said about—about your interest in Judith. You must
understand, dear, that sometimes your attitude about
those children is a little surprising to people who don’t
know all the circumstances.”
Boyne felt himself hardening again. “What business is
it of people who don’t know all the circumstances? You
do; that’s enough.”
She seized at this with a distressing humility. “Of
course I do, dearest; of course it is. And you’ll try to
forget my stupid nerves, won’t you? Try to think of me
as I am when there’s nobody in the world but you and
me?” Her arms stole up to his shoulders, her hands met
behind his neck, and she drew his head down softly. “If
only it could always be like that!”
As their lips touched he shut his eyes, and tried, with
a violent effort of the will, to recall what her kiss would
have meant to him on the far-off day when the news of
Sellars’s death had overtaken him somewhere in the
Nubian desert, and in the middle of the night he had
started awake, still clutching the letter, and crying out
to himself: “At last....”
222
Next day, when Boyne thought over the scene of the
previous night, he found for it all the excuses
which occur to a sensible man in the glow of his morning
bath.
It was all the result of idling and lack of hard exercise;
when a working man has had too long a holiday, and
resting has become dawdling, Satan proverbially intervenes.
But though at first Boyne assumed all the blame,
by the time he began to shave he had handed over a part
to Mrs. Sellars. After all, it was because of her old-fashioned
scruples, her unwillingness to marry him at
once, and let him get back to work, that they were still
loitering in the Dolomites. It probably wasn’t safe for
middle-aged people to have too much leisure in which to
weigh each other’s faults and merits.
But then, again, suddenly he thought: “If we’d been
married, and gone home when I wanted to, what would
have become of the children?” It was undoubtedly because
Mrs. Sellars had insisted on prolonging their engagement
that Boyne had become involved in the Wheater
problem; but when he reached this point in his retrospect
he found he could not preserve his impartiality. It was
impossible to face the thought of what might have happened
to the little Wheaters if chance had not put him
in their way....
After all, then, everything was for the best. All he
had to do was to persuade Mrs. Sellars of it (which ought
not to be difficult, since it was a “best” of her own devising),
223and to banish from his mind the disturbing figure
of Mr. Dobree. Perhaps—on second thoughts—his irritability
of the previous evening had been partly due to
the suspicion that Mrs. Sellars, for all her affected indifference,
was flattered by Mr. Dobree’s proposal. “You
never can tell—” Boyne concluded, and shrugged that
possibility away too. The thought that he might have
had to desert his young friends in their hour of distress,
and had been able, instead, to stay and help them, effaced
all other considerations. So successfully did he talk himself
over to this view that only one cloud remained on his
horizon. Mrs. Sellars had said: “I don’t see how the
biggest fortune, and the cleverest lawyer in the world,
could keep the Wheaters from ordering their children
home the day they choose to”; and in saying it she had
put her finger on Boyne’s inmost apprehension. He had
told himself the same thing a hundred times; but to hear
it from any one else made the danger seem more pressing.
It reminded him that the little Wheaters’ hold on him
was not half as frail as his own on them, and that it was
folly to indulge the illusion that he could really direct or
control their fate.
And meanwhile—?
Well, he could only mark time; thank heaven it was
still his to mark! The Lido season had not yet reached
its climax, and till it declined and fell he was free to suppose
that its devotees would linger on, hypnotized. As
between taking steps for an immediate divorce, and figuring
to the last in the daily round of entertainment, Boyne
felt sure that not one of the persons concerned would
hesitate. They could settle questions of business afterward;
and it was purely as business that they regarded a
matter in which the extent of the alimony was always
224the chief point of debate. And what could replace the
excitement of a Longhi ball at the Fenice, or of a Marriage
of the Doge to the Adriatic, mimed in a reconstituted
Bucentaur by the rank and fashion of half Europe?
No one would be leaving Venice yet.
But, all the same, the days were flying. The increasing
number of arrivals at Cortina, the growing throng of
motors on all the mountain ways, showed that before long
fashion would be moving from the seashore to the mountains;
and when the Lido broke up, what might not break
up with it? Boyne felt that the question must at last be
faced; that he must have a talk about it that very day
with Judith.
It was more than a month since Judith and her flock
had appeared at Cortina; and the various parents concerned
had promised Boyne that the children should be
left in the Dolomites till the summer was over. But what
was such a promise worth, and what did the phrase mean
on lips so regardless of the seasons? Nothing—Boyne
knew it. He was conscious now that, during the last four
weeks, he had never gone down to the Pension Rosenglüh
without expecting to be told that a summons or a command
had come from the Lido. But so far there had
been none. The children were protected by the fact that
there was no telephone at the pension, and that none of
their parents was capable—except under the most extreme
pressure—of writing a letter.
When it was impossible to telephone they could, indeed,
telegraph; but even the inditing of a telegram required
a concentration of mind which, Boyne knew, would
become increasingly difficult as the Lido season culminated.
Telegrams did, of course, come, especially in the
first days, both to Boyne and to Judith: long messages
225from Joyce about clothes and diet, rambling communications
from Lady Wrench, setting forth her rights and
grievances in terms which, by the time they had passed
through two Italian telegraph-offices, were as confused
as the thoughts in her own mind; and lastly, a curt wire
from Cliffe Wheater to Boyne: “Wish it definitely understood
relinquish no rights whatever how is Chipstone
reply paid.”
To all these communications Boyne returned a comprehensive
“All right,” and, acting on his advice, Judith
did the same, merely adding particulars as to the children’s
health and happiness. “On the whole, you know,”
she explained to Boyne, “it’s a relief to them all, now the
thing’s settled—I always knew it would be.” She and
Terry still cherished the hope that in the autumn she
would be permitted to take the children out to Grandma
Mervin, in America; or that, failing permission, she would
be encouraged by Boyne to carry them off secretly. With
this in view, she and Miss Scope saved up every penny
they could of the allowance which Cliffe Wheater had
agreed to make, and which Boyne dealt out to them once
a week. But all these arrangements were so precarious,
so dependent on the moods of unreasonable and uncertain
people, that it seemed a miracle that the little party at
the Pension Rosenglüh was still undisturbed. Certainly,
if it had been possible to reach them by telephone they
would have been scattered long ago. “As soon as they
break up at the Lido they’ll be after you,” Boyne had
warned Judith from the first; but she had always answered
hopefully: “Oh, no: not till after Cowes, if they
still go there; and if they don’t, after Venice there’s Biarritz.
You’ll see. And before Biarritz there’s a fortnight
in Paris for autumn clothes.”
226Cowes, in due course, had been relinquished, the Lido
exerting too strong a counter-attraction; but after a few
more weeks that show also would be packed away in the
lumber-room of spent follies.
The fact of having these questions always on his mind
kept Boyne from being unduly disturbed by his discussion
of the previous evening with Mrs. Sellars. In the wholesome
light of morning a sentimental flurry between two
sensible people who were deeply attached to each other
seemed as nothing compared to the ugly reality perpetually
hanging over the little Wheaters; and he felt sure
that Mrs. Sellars would take the same view.
She did not disappoint him. When he presented himself
at the luncheon hour the very air of the little sitting-room
breathed a new serenity; it was as if she had been
out early to fill it with flowers. Boyne was not used to
delicate readjustments in his sentimental relations. For
so many years now his feeling for Rose Sellars had been
something apart, like a beautiful picture on the wall of a
quiet room; and his other amorous episodes had been too
brief and simple for any great amount of manœuvring.
He was therefore completely reassured by the gaiety and
simplicity of her welcome, and thought to himself once
again that there was everything to be said in favour of
a long social acquiescence. “A stupid woman, now, would
insist on going over the whole thing again, like a blue-bottle
that starts in banging about the room after you’re
sure you’ve driven it out of the window.”
There was nothing of the blue-bottle about Mrs.
Sellars; and she was timorously anxious that Boyne
should know it. But her timidity was not base; if she
submitted, she submitted proudly. The only sign she
gave of a latent embarrassment was in her too great
227ease, her too blithe determination to deny it. But even
this was minimised by the happy fact that she had a piece
of news for him.
She did not tell him what it was till lunch was over,
and they were finishing their coffee in the sitting-room:
she knew the importance of not disturbing a man’s train
of thought—even agreeably—while he is in the act of
enjoying good food. Boyne had lit his cigar, and was
meditating on the uniform excellence of the coffee she
managed to give him, when she said, with a little laugh:
“Only imagine—Aunt Julia’s on the Atlantic! I had a
radio this morning. She says she’s coming over to Paris
to see you.”
Boyne had pictured Aunt Julia—when he could spare
the time for such an evocation—as something solid, ponderous,
essentially immovable. She represented for him
the obstinate stability of old New York in the flux of new
experiments. It was like being told that Trinity Church,
for instance, was taking a Loretto-flight across the Atlantic
to see him.
Mrs. Sellars laughed at his incredulous stare. “Are
you surprised? I’m not. You see, Aunt Julia was always
the delicate sister, the one who had to be nursed. Aunt
Gertrude, the strong one, who did the nursing, died last
winter—and since then Aunt Julia’s been perfectly well.”
They agreed that such resurrections were not uncommon,
and Mrs. Sellars went so far as to declare that, if she
didn’t get to Paris in time to meet Aunt Julia, she was
prepared to have the latter charter an aeroplane and
descend on Cortina. “Indeed we’re only protected by
the fact that I don’t believe there’s any landing-field
in the Dolomites.”
She went on to say that she would have to leave in a
228day or two, as Aunt Julia, who was accustomed to having
her path smoothed for her, had requested that hotel
rooms fulfilling all her somewhat complicated requirements
should be made ready for her arrival, a six-cylinder
motor with balloon tires and an irreproachable chauffeur
engaged to meet her at the station, and a doctor and a
masseuse be found in attendance when she arrived—as a
result of which precautions she hoped, after an interval
of repose, to be well enough to occupy herself with her
niece’s plans.
Boyne gasped. “Good Lord—what that cable must
have cost her!”
“Oh, it’s not the cost that ever bothers Aunt Julia,”
said Aunt Julia’s niece with a certain deference.
Boyne laughed, and agreed that Mrs. Sellars could not
prudently refuse such a summons. Somehow it no longer
offended him that she should obey it from motives so
obviously interested. He could not have said why, but
it now seemed to him natural enough that she should
hold herself at the disposal of a rich old aunt. He wondered
whether it was because her departure would serve
to relieve a passing tension; but he dismissed this as a
bit of idle casuistry. “The point is that she’s going—and
that she and I will probably be awfully glad to see each
other when she gets back.”
Mrs. Sellars cast a wistful look about her. After a
pause she said: “You don’t know how I hate to think
that our good evenings in this dear little room are so
nearly over,” in a tone suggesting that she had rather
expected Boyne to say it for her, and that he had somehow
missed a cue.
“But why over? Not for more than a week, I hope?
229You’re not going to let yourself be permanently annexed
by Aunt Julia?”
She smiled a little perplexedly: evidently other plans
were in her mind, plans she had pictured him as instinctively
divining. “Not permanently; but I don’t
quite know when I shall be able to leave her—”
“Oh, I say, my dear!”
The perplexity lifted from her smile: it seemed to
reach out to him like a promise. “But then I expect you
to join me very soon. As soon as Aunt Julia’s blood-pressure
has been taken, and the doctor and the masseuse
and the chauffeur have been tested and passed upon.”
Boyne listened in astonishment. It had never seriously
occurred to him that he was to be involved in the ceremony
of establishing Aunt Julia on European soil. “Oh,
but look here—what earthly use should I be? Why
should I be butchered to make Aunt Julia’s holiday?”
“You won’t be. It will be—almost the other way
round. I’m going to do everything I possibly can for
Aunt Julia; everything to start her successfully on her
European adventure. And then I’m going to present the
bill.”
“The bill?”
She nodded gaily. “You’re the bill. I’m going to
present you, and say: ‘Now you’ve seen him, can you
wonder that I mean to marry him at once, whether you
like it or not?’”
The words fell on a silence which Boyne, for the
moment, found it impossible to break. Mrs. Sellars stood
by her writing-table, her slender body leaning to him,
her face lit with one of those gleams of lost youth which
he had once found so exquisite and poignant. He found
it so now, but with another poignancy.
230“You mean—you mean—you’ve changed your mind
about the date?” He broke off, the words “of our marriage”
choking on his lips. Through a mist of bewilderment
he saw the tender mockery of her smile, and knew
how much courage it disguised. (“I stand here like a
stock—what a brute she’ll think me!”)
“Did you imagine I was one of the dreadful women
who never change their minds?” She came close, clasped
her hands about his arm, lifted her delicate face, still
alight with expectation. The face said: “Here I am:
to be cherished or shattered—” and he thought again
of the glittering fragments he had seen at his feet the
night before. He detached her hands, and lifted them,
one after another, to his kiss. If only some word—if
only the right word—would come to him!
“Martin—don’t you want me to change my mind?”
she suddenly challenged him. He held her hands against
his breast, caressing them.
“Dear, first of all, I don’t want to be the cause of
you doing anything that might offend your aunt ...
that might interfere ... in any way ... with her
views....” No; he couldn’t go on; the words strangled
him. He was too sure that she was aware they did not
express what he was thinking, were spoken only to
gain time.
But with a gentle tenacity she pursued: “It’s awfully
generous of you to think of that. But don’t you suppose,
dear, I’ve been miserable at asking you to linger on here
when I’ve always known that what you wanted was to
be married at once, and get back to work? I’ve been
imprisoned in my past—I see it now; I had become
the slave of all those years of conformity you used to
reproach me with. For a long time I couldn’t get out of
231their shadow. But you’ve opened my eyes—you’ve set
me free. How monstrous to have waited so long for
happiness, and then to be afraid to seize it when it
comes!” Her arms stole up and drew him. “I’m not
afraid now, Martin. You’ve taught me not to be. Henceforth
I mean to think of you first, not of Aunt Julia. I
mean to marry you as soon as it can be done. I don’t
suppose the formalities take very long in Paris, do they?
Then, as soon as we’re married, we’ll sail for home.”
He listened in a kind of stupor, saying inwardly:
“It’s not that I love her less; it can’t be that I love her
less. It’s only that everything that happens between
us always seems to happen at the wrong time.”
The silence prolonged itself, on her side stretched and
straining, on his built up like a wall, opaque, impenetrable.
From beyond it came her little far-off laugh.
“Dear, I’m utterly in your hands, you see!”
Evidently there had to be an answer to that. “Rose—”
he began. Pretty as her name was, he hardly ever called
her by it; he had always felt her too close to him to need
a name. She looked up in surprise.
He made a fresh start. “But you see, darling, how
things are—”
A little tremor ran across her face. “What things?”
“You know that, after you’d refused to consider the
possibility of our getting married at once, I pledged
myself....”
The tremor ceased, and her face once more became
smooth and impenetrable. He found himself repeating
to vacancy: “I pledged myself....”
She drew quietly away, and sat down at a little
distance from him. “You’re talking about your odd
experiment with the Wheater children?”
232“It’s more than an experiment. When I saw the parents
in Venice I told them, as you know, that I’d be
responsible for the welfare of the children as long as
they were left with me.”
“As long as they were left with you! For life, perhaps,
then?” She leaned forward, her face drawn with the
valiant effort of her smile. “Martin! Is all this serious?
It can’t be! You can’t really be asking me to understand
that all our plans—our whole future, yours and mine—are
to depend, for an indefinite length of time, on the
whim of two or three chance acquaintances of yours
who are too heartless and self-engrossed to look after
their own children!”
Boyne paused a moment; then he said: “We had no
plans—I mean, no immediate plans—when I entered
into the arrangement. It was by your own choice that—”
“My own choice! Well, then, my own choice, now,
is that we should have plans, immediately.” She stood
up, trembling a little. She was very pale, and her thin
eyebrows drew a straight black bar across her forehead.
“Martin—I ask you to come with me at once to Paris.”
“At once? But just now you said in a week or two—”
“And now I say at once: to-morrow.”
He stood leaning against the chimney, as far from
her as the little room allowed. A tide of resistance rose
in him. “I can’t come to-morrow.”
He was conscious that she was making an intense
effort to steady her quivering nerves. “Martin ... I
don’t want to be unreasonable....”
“You’re never unreasonable,” he said patiently.
“You mean it might have been better if I were!” she
flashed back, crimsoning.
233“Don’t be—now,” he pleaded.
“No.” She paused. “Very well. Come to Paris in
a few days, then.”
“Look here, dear—all this is of no use. No earthly
use. I can’t come in a few days, any more than I can
come to-morrow. I can’t desert these children till their
future is settled in one way or another. I’ve said I’d
stick to them, and I mean to. If I turned my back on
them now they’d lose their last chance of being able
to stay together.”
She received this with bent head and hands clasped
stiffly across her knee; but suddenly her self-control
broke down. “But, Martin, are you mad? What business
is it of yours, anyhow, what becomes of these
children?”
“I don’t know,” he said simply.
“You don’t know—you don’t know?”
“No; I only feel it’s got to be. I’m pledged. I can’t
get round it.”
“You can’t get round it because you don’t want to.
You’re pledged because you want to be. You want to
be because Mr. Dobree was right ... because....”
“Rose, take care,” he interrupted, very low.
“Take care? At this hour? Of what? For whom?
All I care for is to know the truth....”
“I’m telling you the truth.”
“You may think you are. But the truth is something
very different—something you’re not conscious of yourself,
perhaps ... not clearly....”
“I believe I’m telling you the whole truth.”
“That when I ask you to choose between me and the
Wheater children, you choose the Wheater children—out
of philanthropy?”
234“I didn’t say out of philanthropy. I said I didn’t
know....”
“If you don’t know, I do. You’re in love with Judith
Wheater, and you’re trying to persuade yourself that
you’re still in love with me.”
He lifted his hands to his face, and covered his eyes,
as if from some intolerable vision she had summoned to
them. “Don’t Rose, for the Lord’s sake.... Don’t let’s
say stupid things—”
“But, dear, I must.” She got up and came close to
him again; he felt her hands on his arm. “Listen,
Martin. I love you too much not to want to help you.
Try to feel that about me, won’t you? Then everything
will be so much easier.”
“Yes.”
“Try to understand your own feelings—that’s the best
way of sparing mine. I want the truth, that’s all. Try
to see the truth, and face it with me—it’s all I ask.”
He dropped his hands, and turned his discouraged eyes
on her. But he could only feel that he and she were
farther apart than when he had last looked at her; all the
rest was confusion and obscurity.
“I don’t know what the truth, as you call it, is; I
swear I don’t; but I know it’s not what you think.
Judith’s as much a child to me as the others—that
I swear to you.”
“Then, dear—”
“Then, I’ve got to stick to them all the same,” he
repeated doggedly.
For a time the two continued to stand in silence, with
eyes averted, like people straining to catch some far-off
sound which will signal relief from a pressing peril.
Then, slowly, Boyne turned to Mrs. Sellars. His eyes
235rested on her profile, so thin, drawn, bloodless, that a
fresh pang shot through him. He had often mocked
at himself as a man who, in spite of all his wanderings,
had never had a real adventure; but now he saw that
he himself had been one, had been Rose Sellars’s Great
Adventure, the risk and the enchantment of her life.
While she had continued, during the weary years of her
marriage, to be blameless, exemplary, patient and heroically
gay, the thought of Boyne was storing up treasures
for her which she would one day put out her hand and
take—no matter how long she might have to wait. Her
patience, Boyne knew, was endless—it was as long as
her hair. She had trained herself to go on waiting for
happiness, day after day, month after month, year after
year, with the same air of bright unruffled vigilance, like
a tireless animal waiting for its prey. One day her prey,
her happiness, would appear, and she would snap it up;
and on that day there would be no escape from her....
It was terrible, it was hideous, to be picturing her
distress as something grasping and predatory; it was
more painful still to be entering so acutely into her feelings
while a central numbness paralysed his own. All
around this numbness there was a great margin of pity
and of comprehension; but he knew this was not the
region by way of which he could reach her. She who had
always lived the life of reason would never forgive him if
he called upon her reason now....
“Rose—” he appealed to her.
She turned and he saw her face, composed, remodelled,
suffused with a brilliancy like winter starlight. Her lips
formed a smiling: “Dear?”
“Rose—”
She took his hand with the lightest pressure. “Dearest,
236what utter nonsense we’ve both been talking! Of course
I don’t mean that you’re to desert the Wheater children
for me—and of course you don’t mean that you’re to
desert me for them; do you? I believe I understand
all you feel; all your fondness for the poor little things.
I should shiver at you if you hadn’t grown to love them!
But you and I have managed to get each other all on
edge, I don’t know how. Don’t you feel what a mistake
it would be to go in and out of this question any longer?
I have an idea I could find a solution almost at once, if
only I weren’t trying to so hard. And so could you, no
doubt.” She paused, a little breathlessly, and then resumed
her eager monologue. “Let’s say goodbye till
to-morrow, shall we?—and produce our respective plans
of action when we meet again. And don’t forget that the
problem may solve itself without regard to us, and at
any minute.”
She had caught at the last splinter of the rock of
Reason still visible above the flood; and there she clung,
dauntless, unbeaten, uttering the right, the impartial word
with lips that pined and withered for his kiss....
“Oh, my dear,” he murmured.
“To-morrow?”
“Yes—to-morrow.”
Before he could take her in his arms she had slipped
out of reach, and softly, adroitly closed the door on
him. Alone on the landing he was left with the sense
that that deft gesture had shut him up with her forever.
237
It was growing more and more evident to Boyne that
he could recover his old vision of Mrs. Sellars only
when they were apart. He began to think this must be
due to his having loved her so long from a distance, having
somehow, in consequence of their separation, established
with her an ideal relation to which her slightest
misapprehension, her least failure to say just what he
expected, was a recurring menace.
At first the surprise of finding her, after his long
absence, so much younger and more vivid than his remembrance,
the glow of long-imagined caresses, the whole
enchanting harmony of her presence, had hushed the
inner discord. But though she was dearer to him than
ever, all free communication seemed to have ceased
between them—he could regain it only during those
imaginary conversations in which it was he who sustained
both sides of the dialogue.
This was what happened when he had walked off the
pain and bewilderment of their last talk. For two hours
he tramped the heights, unhappy, confused, struggling
between the sense of her unreasonableness and of his
own predicament; then gradually there stole back on
him the serenity always associated with the silent sessions
of his thought and hers. On what seemed to him the
fundamental issues—questions of fairness, kindness,
human charity in the widest meaning—when had she
ever failed him in these wordless talks? His position
with regard to the Wheater children (hadn’t he admitted
238it to her?) was unreasonable, indefensible, was whatever
else she chose to call it; yes, but it was also human, and
that would touch her in the end. He had no doubt that
when they met the next day she would have her little
solution ready, and be prepared to smile with him over
their needless perturbation.
The thought of her deep submissive passion, which
contrasted so sharply with his own uneasy self-assertiveness,
was the only anxiety that remained with him. He
knew now how much she loved him—but did he know
how much he loved her? Supposing, for instance, that
on getting back to his hotel, now, this very evening, he
should find a line telling him that she had decided for
both their sakes to break their engagement: well, could
he honestly say that it would darken earth and heaven
for him? Mortified, hurt, at a loose end—all this he
would be; already the tender flesh of his vanity was
shrinking, and under it he felt the thrust of wounded
affection. But that was all—in the balance how little!
He got back late to the hotel, and walked unheedingly
past the letter-rack toward which, at that hour, it was
usual to glance for the evening mail. The porter called
to him, waving a letter. The envelope bore the New
York post-mark, and in the upper corner Boyne recognised
the name of the big firm of contracting engineers
to whom he had owed some of his most important jobs.
They still wrote now and then to consult him: no doubt
this letter, which had been forwarded by his London
bankers, was of that nature. He pushed it into his
pocket, deciding to read it after he had dined. And then
he proceeded to dine, alone in a corner of the unfashionable
restaurant of his hotel, of which the tables with their
thick crockery and clumsy water-carafes seemed like
239homely fragments of a recently-disjoined table d’hôte,
the long old-fashioned hotel table at which travellers
used to be seated in his parents’ day. A coarse roll lay
by his plate, the table bore a bunch of half-faded purply-pink
cosmos in an opaque blue vase: everything about
him was ugly and impersonal, yet he hugged himself for
not being at the châlet table, with its air of exquisite
rusticity, its bowl of cunningly-disposed wild flowers, the
shaded candles, the amusing food. Yes; and he was
glad, too, not to be sharing the little Wheaters’ pudding at
the Pension Rosenglüh; he was suddenly aware of an
intense unexpected satisfaction in being for once alone,
his own master, with no one that he need be on his
guard against or at his best before; no one to be tormented
or enchanted by, no one to listen to and answer.
“Decidedly, I’m a savage,” he thought, emptying his
plateful of savourless soup with an appetite he was almost
ashamed of. The moral of it, obviously, was that he
had been idle too long, that what he was thirsting for at
this very moment was not more rest but more work,
and that the idea of giving up his life of rough and toilsome
activity for the security of an office in New York,
as he had aspired to do a few short months ago, now
seemed intolerable. Too old for the fatigue and hardships
of an engineer’s life? Why, it was the fatigues and the
hardships which, physically speaking, had given the work
its zest, just as the delicate mathematical calculations
had provided its intellectual stimulus. The combination
of two such sources of interest, so rare in other professions,
was apparently what he needed to keep him
straight, curb his excitable imagination, discipline his
nerves, and make him wake up every morning to a steady
imperturbable view of life. After dinner, sitting in the
240dreary little lounge, as he lit his pipe and pulled the
letter from his pocket he thought: “I wish to God it
was an order to start for Tierra del Fuego!”
It was nothing of the sort, of course: merely an inquiry
for the address of a young engineer who had been Boyne’s
assistant a few years earlier, and whom the firm in
question had lost sight of. They had been struck with
Boyne’s estimate of the young man’s ability, and thought
they might have an interesting piece of work for him,
if he happened to be available, and was not scared by
hardships and responsibility. Boyne put the letter into
his pocket, leaned back in his chair, and thought: “God!
I wish I was his age and just starting—for anywhere.”
His mind turned round and round this thought for the
rest of the evening. Perhaps he could make Mrs. Sellars
understand that, after all, he had made a mistake in
supposing he had reached the age for sedentary labours.
Once they were married she would surely see that, for his
soul’s sake, and until the remainder of his youth was
used up, she must let him go off on these remote exciting
expeditions which seemed the only cure for—for what?
Well, for the creeping grayness of age, no doubt. The
fear of that must be what ailed him. At any rate he
must get away; he must. As soon as the fate of the little
Wheaters was decided, and he and Rose were married,
and he had established her in New York, he must get
back into the glorious soul-releasing world of girders
and abutments, of working stresses, curvatures and
grades.
She had talked of having her little plan ready for him
the next day. Well, he would have one for her, at any
rate; this big comprehensive one. First, the Wheater
tribe transplanted (he didn’t yet see how) to the safe
241shelter of Grandma Mervin’s wing; then his own marriage;
then—flight! He worked himself into a glow of
eloquence, as he always did in these one-sided talks,
which never failed to end in convincing Mrs. Sellars
because he unconsciously eliminated from them all the
objections she might possibly have raised.... He went
to bed with a sense of fresh air in his soul, as if the
mere vision of escape had freed him....
Mrs. Sellars had not said at what hour she expected
him the next day; so he decided to wait till lunch, and
drop in on her then, as his habit was when they had no
particular expedition in view. In the morning he usually
strolled down to see how the Rosenglüh refugees were
getting on; but on this occasion he left them to themselves,
and did not go out till he made for the châlet.
As he approached it he was startled by a queer sense of
something impending. Oh, not another “scene”; Rose
was much too intelligent for that. What he felt was
just an uneasy qualm, as if the new air in his soul’s
lungs were being gradually pumped out of them again.
He glanced up at the balcony, lifting his hand to signal
to her; but she was not there. He pushed open the hall
door and ran up the short flight of stairs. The little
sitting-room was empty: it looked speckless and orderly
as a tomb. He noticed at once that the littered writing-table
was swept and garnished, and that no scent of
viands greeted him through the dining-room door.
She had gone—he became suddenly sure that she had
gone. But why? But when? Above all, why without a
word? It was so unlike her to do anything abrupt and
unaccountable that his vague sense of apprehension
returned.
242He sat down in the armchair he always occupied, as
if the familiar act must re-evoke her, call her back into
the seat opposite, in the spirit if not in the flesh. But
the room remained disconcertingly, remained even spiritually
empty. He had the sense that she had gone indeed,
and had taken her soul with her; and the discovery made
a queer unexpected void in him. “This is—absurd!”
he heard himself exclaiming.
“Rose!” he called out; there was no answer. He stood
up, and his wandering eye travelled from the table to
the mantelpiece. On its shelf he saw a letter addressed
to himself. He seized it and tore it open; and all at
once the accents of the writer’s reasonableness floated out
into the jangled air of the little room.
“Dearest—After you left yesterday I had a radio from
Aunt Julia, asking me to get to Paris as soon as I could,
so I decided to motor over to Padua this morning, and
catch the Orient Express. And I mean to slip off like this,
without seeing you, or even letting you know that I’m
going, because, on second thoughts, I believe my little
plan (you know I promised you one) will be all the better
for a day or two more of quiet thought; so I’ll simply
write it to you from Paris instead of talking it to you
hurriedly this morning.
“Besides (I’ll confess) I want to keep the picture of
our happiness here intact, not frayed and rubbed by
more discussion, even the friendliest. You’ll understand,
I know. This being together has been something so
complete, so exquisite, that I want to carry it away with
me in its perfection.... I’ll write in a few days. Till
then, if you can, think of me as I think of you. No
heart could ask more of another. Rose.”
243He sat down again, and read the letter over two or
three times. It was sweet and reasonable—but it was
also desperately sad. Yes; she had understood that for
a time it was best for both that they should be apart.
And this was her way of putting it to him. His eyes
filled, and he wondered how he could have thought, the
night before, that if he suddenly heard she was leaving it
would be a relief....
But presently he began to visualise what the day would
have been if he had found her there, and they had now
been sitting over the lunch-table, “fraying and rubbing”
their happiness, as she had put it, by more discussion—useless
discussion. How intelligent of her to go—how
merciful! Yes; he would think of her as she thought
of him; he could now, without a shadow of reserve. He
would bless her in all honesty for this respite....
He took a fading mountain-pink from one of the vases
on the mantelpiece, put it in his pocket-book with her
letter, and started to walk down to the village to send
her a telegram. As he walked, he composed it, affectionately,
lingeringly. He moved fast through the brisk
air, and by the time he had reached the foot of the hill
a pang of wholesome hunger reminded him that he had
not lunched. Straight ahead, the Pension Rosenglüh lay
in his path, and he knew that, even if the little Wheaters
had finished their midday meal, Miss Scope would persuade
the cook to conjure up an omelette for him....
Instantly he felt a sort of boyish excitement at the
idea of surprising the party; and finding the front door
unlatched, he crossed the hall and entered the private
dining-room which had been assigned to them since the
arrival of adult boarders less partial than himself to
what Judith called the children’s “dinner-roar.”
244His appearance was welcomed with a vocal vigour
which must have made the crockery dance even in the
grown-up Speise-saal across the hall. “Have the wild
animals left a morsel for me?” he asked, and gaily
wedged himself in between Judith and Blanca.
245
Uninterrupted communion with the little
Wheaters always gave Boyne the same feeling of
liberation. It was like getting back from a constrained
bodily position into a natural one. This sense of being
himself, being simply and utterly at his ease, which the
children’s companionship had given him during the
Mediterranean voyage, but which he had enjoyed only
in uncertain snatches since their arrival at Cortina, came
back to him as soon as he had slipped his chair between
Judith’s and Blanca’s at the lunch-table. He would
not ascribe it to her having gone, but preferred to
think it was because her going left him free to dispose
of himself as he chose. And what he chose was,
on the spot, to resume his half-fatherly attitude toward
the group, and devote every moment of his time
to them.
Being with them again was like getting home after a
long and precarious journey during which he had been
without news of the people he loved. A great many
things must have happened in the interval, and not a
moment must be lost in gathering up the threads. There
were, in fact, many threads to be gathered. He got a
general outline of the situation that very evening from
Miss Scope—learned that Terry’s health was steadily
improving, that the young Swiss tutor whom Boyne had
unearthed at Botzen was conscientious and kind, and
got on well with Terry, but found Bun hopelessly unmanageable
(“And nothing new in that,” Miss Scope commented);
246that on the whole the three little girls, Blanca,
Zinnie and Beechy, though trying at times, were behaving
better than could have been hoped, considering the
unusual length of their holiday; and lastly that Chipstone,
even in the process of cutting a new tooth, retained
his rosy serenity, and had added a pound or more to
his weight.
All this was as absorbing to Boyne as if every one
concerned had been of the highest interest and consequence.
He had a long talk with the tutor, went carefully
into the question of Terry’s studies, suggested a few
changes, and encouraged and counselled the young man.
As to luring or coercing Bun up the steep way of knowledge,
a stronger hand would be needed; and while Bun
ranged unchecked there was not much to be done with
the little girls. Even Blanca, though she felt herself so
superior in age and culture, found the company of her
juniors tolerable, and their bad example irresistible, when
there was nothing better going. But, as against these
drawbacks, there was the happy fact that the high air,
which had done all the children good, had transformed
Terry from a partial invalid into a joyous active
boy who laughed at temperatures and clamoured for
second helpings. And so far the Lido had refrained from
interfering. On the whole, therefore, as the weeks
passed, Boyne had more and more reason to be satisfied
with his achievement. To give the children a couple
of months of security, with the growing hope of keeping
them all together under old Mrs. Mervin’s roof, had
assuredly been worth trying for. The evening after Mrs.
Sellars’s departure he wrote a long letter to Grandma
Mervin.
Boyne, once more alone with the children, found that
247his confused feeling about Judith had given way to the
frank elder-brotherly affection he had felt for her on the
cruise. Perhaps because she herself had become natural
and simple, now that there were no older people to put
her on the defensive, she seemed again the buoyant child
who had first captivated him. Or perhaps his thinking
so was just a part of his satisfaction at being with his
flock again, unobserved and uncriticised by the grown
up. He and they understood each other; he suspected
that, even had their plight not roused his pity, his own
restlessness and impulsiveness would have fraternized
with theirs. “The fact is, we’re none of us grown up,”
he reflected, hugging himself for being on the children’s
side of the eternal barrier.
His talks with Judith turned, as usual, on the future
of the children. He sometimes tried to draw from her
the expression of a personal preference; but she seemed
to want nothing for herself; she could not detach herself,
even in imagination, from the others. For them she had
fabulous dreams and ambitions. If only they could keep
together till they were grown up! She had a quaint
vision of their all living in a house somewhere in the
country (perhaps her father would buy them one when
she came of age); a house which should be always full
of pets and birds; and leading there a life in which the
amusements of the nursery were delightfully combined
with grown up pursuits. And for each of the children
she had thought out a definite career. Blanca, of course,
was to be “lovely”: to Judith loveliness was a vocation.
Terry was to be a great scholar, the guide and counsellor
of the others—she had a savage reverence for the wisdom
and authority to be acquired from books. Bun was
manifestly meant to drive racing-motors, and carry off
248championships in games and athletics; Beechy would
marry and have heaps of children, yet somehow be always
able to look after Bun; and Zinnie—well, Zinnie
was undoubtedly predestined to be “clever”; a fate of
dubious import. But Judith hoped it would not be with
the sharp cunning of little Pixie Lullmer, who seemed
so childish and simple, and was really an abyss of precocious
knowledge, initiated into all the secrets of hotel
life; a toad of a child, Judith summed it up, whereas
her poor half-sister, Doll Westway, had hated it all so
much that she had taken the shortest way out by shooting
herself....
Ah—and Chipstone! Well, there was no hurry about
Chipstone, was there? But he was so large and calm, and
so certain to get what he wanted, that Judith thought
perhaps he would be a banker—and own a big yacht,
and take them all on wonderful cruises. And Nanny and
Susan would of course always stay with them, to look
after Beechy’s children....
Boyne had decided to write to old Mrs. Mervin without
mentioning the fact to Judith. He had meant to consult
her, had even intended to have a talk with her on the
day when Mrs. Sellars’s abrupt departure had momentarily
unsettled his plans; but when the idea recurred
to him Judith was already re-established in his mind
as the blithe creature of their first encounter, and he had
a superstitious dread of doing anything to change the
harmony of their relation. After all, he could plead the
children’s cause with their grandmother as well as Judith
could; and if his appeal were doomed to failure she
need never know it had been made. He found himself
insisting rather elaborately, in his own mind, on the
childishness he was fond of ascribing to her when he
249talked of her to others; and now he feared lest anything
should break through that necessary illusion. In his
letter to Mrs. Mervin he tried to combine the maximum
of conciseness and of eloquence, and ended by reminding
her that the various parents might intervene at any
moment, and begging her to cable at once if, as he
earnestly hoped, she could give her assent to the plan.
The sending off of the letter was like handing in an essay
at school; with its completion he seemed entering with
the children on a new holiday. “Two or three weeks’
respite, anyhow; and then,” he thought, “who knows?
I may be able to carry them all back to New York with
me.” Incredible as it was, he clung to the hope with a
faith as childish as Judith’s.
Mrs. Sellars had said that she would write in a few
days. Instead, she telegraphed to announce her arrival
in Paris, and again, a little later, to inform Boyne of
Aunt Julia’s. To each message she added a few words
of tender greeting; but ten days or more elapsed before
the telegrams were followed by a letter.
Boyne found it one evening, on his return from a long
expedition with the children. He had ceased, after a day
or two, to speculate on Mrs. Sellars’s silence, had gradually,
as the days passed, become unconscious of their
flight, and was almost surprised, when he saw her handwriting,
that a letter from Paris should have reached Cortina
so quickly. He waited till after dinner to read it,
secretly wishing to keep the flavour of the present on his
lips. Then, when the task could no longer be postponed,
he withdrew to the melancholy lounge, and settled himself
in the same slippery chair in which he had sat when
he read the letter of the engineers asking if he could trace
250the whereabouts of the young man to whom they wanted
to offer a job. “It’s to say she’s coming back,” he muttered
to himself as he broke the seal. But Mrs. Sellars
did not say that.
The letter was one of her best—tender, gay and amusing.
The description of Aunt Julia’s arrival was a little
masterpiece. The writer dwelt at length on the arts she
had exercised—was still exercising—to persuade the
family tyrant that he, Boyne, was justified in wishing for
an immediate marriage, and she added, on a note of
modest triumph, that success was already in sight. “But
even if it were not, dear,” the letter pursued, “I shouldn’t
allow that to alter my plans—our plans—and I’m prepared
to have you carry me off under Aunt Julia’s nose
(formidable though that feature is), if she should refuse
her sanction. But she won’t; and the important question
is what we intend to do, and not what she may think
about it.”
At this stage Boyne laid the letter aside, took out a
cigar, cut it, and put it down without remembering to
light it. He took up the letter again.
“But it’s more important still that we should come to a
clear understanding about our future—isn’t it, dearest?
I feel that I made such an understanding impossible the
other day by my unreasonableness, my impatience, my
apparent inability to see your point of view. But I did
see it, even then; and I see it much more clearly now that
I have studied the question at a sufficient distance to
focus it properly. Of course we both know that, whatever
decision we reach, some of the numerous papas and mammas
of your little friends may upset it at a moment’s
notice; but meanwhile I have a plan to propose. What
you want—isn’t it?—is to guard these poor children as
251long as possible from the unsettling and demoralising influence
of continual change. I quite see your idea; and it
seems to me that those most exposed to such risks are
the ones we ought to try to help. By your own showing,
Mr. Wheater will never give up Chipstone for long; Zinnie,
and Prince Buondelmonte’s funny little pair, are
bound to be claimed by their respective parents now that
they have settled down to wealth and domesticity. As
for the enchanting Judith, though you persist in not seeing
it, she will be grown up and married in a year or two;
and meanwhile, if the Wheaters do divorce, she will probably
choose to remain with her mother, as she did before.
The twins, in fact, seem to me the chief victims. They
are old enough to understand what is going on, and not
old enough to make themselves lives of their own; and
above all they are at an age when disintegrating influences
are likely to do the most harm. You have often told me
that poor Terry’s health has been an obstacle between
him and his father (what a horrible idea that it should be
so!), and that the bouncing Chip has cut him out.
Terry needs care and sympathy more than any of them;
and I am sure you will feel, as I do, that it would be unthinkable
to separate dear little Blanca from the brother
she adores. What I propose, then, is that you should ask
Mr. and Mrs. Wheater to give up the twins—regarding
us in any capacity you like, either as their friends, or
as their legal guardians, if that is better—till they come
of age. I will gladly take a share in looking after them,
and I believe that between us we can turn them into
happy useful members of society. If you agree, I am
ready to—”
Boyne stopped reading, folded up the letter and thrust
it into his pocket. There rushed over him a wave of disappointment
252and disgust. “Dear little Blanca indeed!”
he muttered furiously. “Useful members of society!”
That Mrs. Sellars should calmly propose to separate the
children was bad enough; but that, of the lot, she should
choose to foist on him the only one he could feel no affection
for, and hardly any interest in—that to the woman
he was going to marry Blanca should alone seem worthy
of compassion among the four little girls who had been
cast upon his mercy, this was to Boyne hatefully significant
of the side of Mrs. Sellars’s character to which, from
the moment of their reunion, he had been trying to close
his eyes. “She chooses her because she knows she need
never be jealous of her,” was his inmost thought.
Well, and supposing it were so—how womanly, how
human, after all! Loving Boyne as she did, was it not
natural that she should prefer to have under her roof the
two children least likely to come between herself and him,
to interfere in any way with their happiness? Yes—but
was that loving him at all? If she had really loved him
would she not have entered into his feeling about the
little group, and recognised the cruelty of separating
them? He paused a moment over this, and tried conscientiously
to imagine what, in a similar case, his love
for her would have inspired him to do. Would it, for
instance, ever induce him to live with Aunt Julia as a
dependent nephew-in-law? A million times no! But why
propound such useless riddles? No one could pretend
that the cases were similar. Rose Sellars would simply
be asking him to gratify a whim; what he was asking of
her was vital, inevitable. She knew that it lay with him,
and with no one else, to save these children; she knew
that, little by little, his whole heart had gone into the task.
Yet coolly, deliberately, with that infernal air she had of
253thinking away whatever it was inconvenient to admit,
she had affected to sympathise with his purpose while
in reality her proposal ignored it. Send back the younger
children to their parents—to such parents as Zinnia
Lacrosse and Buondelmonte!—return Judith to her
mother, to a mother about to marry Gerald Ormerod, who,
by Judith’s own showing, would have preferred herself?
Boyne recoiled from the thought as from the sight of
some physical cruelty he could not prevent. He got up,
threw away his cigar, and went out hatless, indignant, into
the night.
The air was warm, the sky full of clouds tunnelled by
shifting vistas of a remote blue sprinkled with stars.
Boyne groped his way down the obscure wood-path from
his hotel, and walked across the fields to the slopes which
Judith and he had climbed on the day of his return from
the Lido. It was from that day—he recalled it now—that
Rose Sellars’s jealousy of Judith had dated; he had seen
it flash across her fixed attentive face when, the next
morning, Judith had blurted out an allusion to their
ramble. Boyne—he also remembered—had given Mrs.
Sellars to understand that on that occasion he had gone
off for a walk by himself, “to get the Lido out of his
lungs”; very likely his prevarication had first excited her
suspicion. For why should he dissemble the fact that he
had been with Judith, if Judith was only a child to him,
as he said? Why indeed? It seemed as though, in concealing
so significant a fact, he had simply, unconsciously,
been on his guard against this long-suspected jealousy;
as if he had always guessed that the most passionate and
irrational of sentiments lurked under Mrs. Sellars’s calm
and reasonable exterior. If it were so, it certainly made
her more interesting—but also less easy to deal with.
254For jealousy, to excite sympathy, must be felt by some
one who also inspires it. Shared, it was a part of love;
unshared, it made love impossible. And Boyne, in his
fatuous security, could not imagine feeling jealous of
Mrs. Sellars. “Though of course I should hate it like
anything, I suppose....” But the problem was one that
he could only apprehend intellectually.
He tramped on through the summer night, his mind
full of tormented thoughts; and as he groped upward
among the pines he remembered that other night, not
many weeks since, when he had climbed the same path,
and his feet had seemed winged, and the air elixir, because
a girl’s shoulder brushed his own, and he listened
to unpremeditated laughter.
It was so late when he got back to the hotel that the
porter, unwillingly roused, looked at him with a sulky
astonishment.
“There was a lady here—she left a parcel for you.”
“A lady? Where’s the parcel?”
“Up in your room. I had to help her to carry it up.
It was awkward getting it round the turn of the stairs.
She left a letter for you too.”
Awkward round the turn of the stairs? What on earth
could the object be, and who the lady? Boyne, without
farther questions, sprang up to his room. Rose had come
back—there could be no doubt of it. She had decided,
adroitly enough, to follow up her letter by the persuasion
of her presence. At the thought he felt flurried, unsettled,
as if she had come too soon, before he had set his mind in
order to receive her.
And what could she possibly have brought him that had
to be manœuvred up the hotel stairs? Whatever it was,
255he could not, try as he would, figure her labouring up to
his room with it, even with the assistance of the porter.
Why, she had never even been to his room, the room with
every chair and table of which Judith and the other children
were so carelessly familiar! It was utterly unlike
Rose—and yet Rose of course it must be....
He flung open his door, and saw a large shrouded object
in the middle of the floor; an object of odd uncertain
shape, imperfectly wrapped in torn newspapers tied with
string. The wrappings yielded to a pull, and an ancient
walnut cradle with primitive carven ornaments revealed
itself to his petrified gaze. A cradle! He threw himself
into a chair and stared at it incredulously, as if he knew
it must be an hallucination. At length he remembered
the porter’s having mentioned a letter, and his glance
strayed to his chest of drawers. There, perched on the
pincushion, was an envelope addressed in a precise
familiar hand—the hand of Terry Wheater, always the
scribe of the other children when their letters were to be
subjected to grown up criticism. Boyne tore the envelope
open and read:
“Darling Martin,
“We are all of us sending you this lovely cradle for
your wedding present because we suppose you are going
to be married very soon, as we think Mrs. Sellars has
gone to Paris to order her trousseau. And because you
have been like a father to us we hope and pray you will
soon be a real father to a lot of lovely little children of
your own, and they will all sleep in this cradle, and then
you will think of
Your loving Judith, Terry, Blanca—”
256Under the last of the rudimentary signatures, Chipstone
had scrawled his mark; and below it was a scribbled postscript
from Judith: “Darling, I open this while Terry’s not
looking to say he said we oughternt to call the craidle
lovely, but it is lovely and we wanted you to know it
was. Judith.”
In the midnight silence Boyne sat and laughed and
laughed until a nervous spinster in the next room banged
on the wall and called out venomously: “I can hear every
word you’re both saying.”
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Boyne had been wrong in imagining that Mrs. Sellars
might come back unannounced to assure herself
of the effect of her letter. She did not do so; and after
two days he decided that he could no longer put off sending
some kind of answer.
Only, what could he say?
Being with the children all day and every day, sharing
their meals, their games and scrambles, had gradually
detached his thoughts from Mrs. Sellars, reducing her
once more to the lovely shadow she had so long been;
with the difference that she was now a shadow irrevocably,
whereas before he had always believed she might become
substantial. Finally he girt himself to the task; and at
once his irritation, his impatience, seemed to materialise
her again, as if she were fated to grow real only when
she thwarted or opposed him. He wondered if that were
another of the peculiarities of being in love. “People
get too close to each other—they can’t see each other for
the nearness, I suppose,” he reflected, not altogether satisfied
with this explanation. He wrote: “And as to what
you propose about the children, do please believe that I
don’t mean to be unreasonable—but, unless I’m a little
mad, your suggestion apparently amounts to this: that I
should shove them straight back into the hell I’ve temporarily
got them out of. For them that hell, at least
the worst of it, is being separated from each other; and
you ask me to separate them, when to keep them together
is the one thing that they and I have been fighting for. I
make no comment on your proposal to hand over the
260younger ones to Lady Wrench and Buondelmonte; women
like you are what they are at the price of not being able
even to picture such people as those two. But I know
what they are, and never, as long as I can help it, will I
be a party to giving back into such hands these children
who have trusted me. And when you say that Judith,
thanks to whom the younger ones have developed a sense
of solidarity and mutual trust in a world which is the
very negation of such feelings—that Judith should be
asked to see her work deliberately wrecked, and all the
feelings she has cultivated in the others trampled on—”
He broke off, flung down the pen, and sat hopelessly
staring at what he had written. “Oh, hell—that’s no use,”
he groaned.
The truth was that, even in his most rebellious moments,
he could not trick himself into the idea that he
had a grievance against Mrs. Sellars. In reality it was
the other way round. When he had gone to Venice to
negotiate with the Wheaters about the future of their
mutinous family he had gone as an affianced man. In
pledging himself to his strange guardianship he had virtually
pledged Mrs. Sellars also, and without even making
his promise depend on her consent. He had simply assumed
that because she loved him she would approve of
whatever he did, would accept any situation he chose to
put her in. He had behaved, in short, like a romantic
boy betrothed to a dreamer of his own age. All this was
true, and it was true also that Mrs. Sellars had never
reproached him with it. The sense of her magnanimity
deprived his argument of all its force, and benumbed his
angry pen. He pushed away the letter, pulled out another
sheet, and scrawled on it: “Awfully sorry but cannot undo
what I have done do try to understand me dearest.”
261Yes, a telegram was better: easier to write, at any
rate.... He tore up the letter, put on his hat, and walked
down to the post-office with his message.
For its answer he had only twenty-four hours to wait;
and when Mrs. Sellars’s telegram came it merely said: “I
do understand you letter follows....” Well, that was
not unsatisfactory, as far as it went; but when two days
more had elapsed, it was not a letter but a small registered
packet which the postman put into Boyne’s hands. Even
in the act of signing the receipt, at his very first glance,
he had guessed what the packet contained. He went up
to his room, a little dizzy with the abruptness of the
event, and angrily ripped off seal and string, revealing
the morocco box he had expected to find there. For a
minute or two he sat looking at the box, almost as unconscious
of what he was feeling as a man in the first
minute or two after being stabbed or shot. “So that’s
that,” he said aloud. But what “that” was going to be
he had as yet no notion. It was a wound, of course—but
was it mortal? He didn’t know. Suddenly, with a
mumbled curse at his own plight, he snapped the box
open and saw a thin slip of paper twisted about the sapphire
ring. On the paper he read: “I shall always remember;
I shall never resent; and that is why I want
you to give this to some woman who can make you as
happy as you have made me.” He pitched the box and
the paper aside, and hid his face in his hands. After all
he must have loved her, he supposed—or at least the
vision of her which their long separation had created....
He was roused by a knock, and looking up with dazed
eyes saw Judith Wheater standing doubtfully on the
threshold.
262“Oh, Martin dear—were you asleep, or have you got
one of those beastly headaches?” She came in and closed
the door without waiting for his answer. “Have I disturbed
you most awfully?” she questioned, passing her
cool hand softly over his hair.
“Yes—no.” He wondered whether her sharp eyes had
already detected the open ring-box, and the paper signed
with Rose’s name. But to try to conceal them would only
attract her attention. He put up his hand and pressed
hers. “Yes—I believe I have got a beastly headache,”
he said.
“Then I’d better be off, perhaps?” she interrupted reluctantly.
She was bending over him with the look she
had when one of the children fell and scraped a knee,
and Boyne could not help smiling up into her anxious
eyes. “That depends on what you came for. What’s up?
Anything wrong at Rosenglüh?”
“Not particularly. But, you know, dear, we haven’t
seen you for two whole days....”
“You haven’t?” In the struggle which had been going
on in his mind since he had received Mrs. Sellars’s letter
he had completely forgotten the passage of time. “No
more you have,” he exclaimed. “I didn’t realise I’d
neglected you all so shamefully. Fact is, I’ve been tied
up to a boring piece of business that I had to get off my
chest. Sit down and have a cigarette.” He fumbled for
a box, and shoved it across the table to Judith, who had
settled down comfortably into his only armchair. “Oh,
Martin, how lovely to be here all alone with you!”
“Well, I don’t believe you’ll find me particularly good
company,” he rejoined, suddenly conscious of the ears
of the acrimonious spinster next door, and wondering
263if he ought not to propose to Judith to finish her visit in
the garden.
“Oh, yes, I shall, if you’ll let me talk to you,” she declared
with her rich candour; and Boyne laughed in spite
of himself.
“I’ve never been able to prevent your talking when
you wanted to,” he remarked, lighting a cigarette; and
Judith thrust her thin shoulder-blades into the chair back,
crossed her legs, and sighed contentedly: “Few can.”
“Well, then—what’s your news?”
“A letter from mother, this morning.”
The laugh died on Boyne’s lips. The expected menace—here
it was! He knew Joyce never wrote unless she
had news of overwhelming importance, and usually of
a disagreeable nature, to impart. “What does she say?”
he asked apprehensively.
“Not much. I can’t quite make out. She just says
she’s given up Gerald, and that she realises for the first
time what a rotten rubbishy life she’s been leading, and
wants us all to forgive her for it.”
“She does? But then—?”
Judith shrugged away his anticipations with a faint
smile. “Oh, that’s not particularly new. Mother always
realises about the rottenness of her life when she’s going
to make a change.”
“A change? What sort of a change?”
“Getting engaged to somebody else, generally.”
“Oh, come, my dear! Why shouldn’t it mean, this
time, just what I’ve always hoped: that your father and
mother see they can’t get on without you—all of you—and
that they’re going to patch it up for good and all?”
Judith scanned him half-humorously through the veil
264of her cigarette-smoke. “Like in the nicer kind of
movies?”
“You young sceptic, you! Why not? Your mother’s
too intelligent not to be fed up with jazz some day—”
“That’s what she says. She says she’s met somebody
who’s opened her eyes to how wrong it all is—and that
always means she’s going to get engaged again.” Boyne
was silent, and Judith added: “Anyhow, she’s leaving
at once for Paris to start divorce proceedings, because
she says it’s too wicked to live any longer with a man like
father.”
The load dropped from Boyne’s heart. If Mrs.
Wheater was leaving for Paris without suggesting that
the children should join her, it was at least a respite—how
long a one he couldn’t guess, but at any rate enough
to provide an excuse for deferring action. That was as
far as his hopes dared venture. But he met Judith’s eyes,
and was surprised at their untroubled serenity. “Aren’t
you afraid—?” he began; and she rejoined immediately:
“With you here? Why should we be?”
Immediately the sense of his responsibility descended
on him with a redoubled weight. To have taken the risks
he had for these children was mad enough; but to find
that his doing so had deified him in their imagination,
made them regard him as a sort of human sanctuary,
turned his apprehensions to dismay.
“But, my child—look here. We’ve been awfully lucky
so far; but we mustn’t forget that, any day, this arrangement
of ours may go to smash. How can I prevent it?”
She gave him all her confidence in a radiant look.
“You have till now, haven’t you? And if there’s another
row, couldn’t we all nip over quietly to America with
you?” She paused, and then began again, with a shade
265of hesitation that was new in her: “I suppose you’ll be
married very soon now, won’t you, Martin? And when
I got mother’s letter this morning we wondered—Terry
and I wondered—whether, if Grandma Mervin is afraid
to take us in, we couldn’t all go and live with you in New
York, if we children paid a part of the rent? You see,
father and mother couldn’t possibly object to that, and I
know you and Mrs. Sellars are fond of Chip and the steps,
and we big ones really wouldn’t be any trouble. Scopy
and I have saved up such a lot out of father’s allowance
that I daresay you could afford to take a biggish house;
and we’d all be awfully decent in the morning about not
keeping the bath a minute longer than we had a right to.”
The abruptness of Judith’s transitions from embittered
shrewdness to nursery simplicity was always disconcerting.
When ways and means had to be considered, the
disenchanted maiden for whom life seemed to have no
surprises became once more the helpless little girl in the
hands of nurses and governesses. At such moments,
Boyne thought, she was like a young Daphne, half emerging
into reality, half caught in the foliage of fairyland.
“My dear child—”
She always responded to every change in his intonation;
and as he spoke he saw the shadow in her eyes before it
reached her lips. Trying to keep a smile on them, she
interrupted: “Now I’ve said something stupid again.”
“You’ve said something unexpected—that’s all. Give
me a little time—”
She sprang up, and moved toward him with one of her
impulsive darts. “Martin! When people ask for time,
it’s always for time to say no. Yes has one more letter
in it, but it doesn’t take half as long to say. And now
266you’ll hate me for asking you something that you’ve got
to take time to answer.”
“Not a bit of it. I want time because I’ve got several
answers. And the first is: how do you know your
Grandma Mervin won’t take you all in?”
She shook her head. “Because I wrote to her a month
ago, and she’s taking time before she answers. And
besides—really and truly—I’ve always known that if
Grandma Mervin did take us in, she’d give us up again
the minute father shouted loud enough. You see,” Judith
added, with a sudden spring back to her wistful maturity,
“grandma gets a big allowance from father.”
“All right; that brings me to my second answer. How
do you know your father won’t order you back at once to
the Lido—or wherever he is—if your mother has definitely
decided to leave him?”
“Because father’s gone off to Constantinople on the
yacht with Syb—Mrs. Lullmer, I mean—and a whole
crowd of people.”
In spite of himself, Boyne again drew a breath of relief.
If Wheater was off on the “Fancy Girl” with a band of
cronies, and his wife rushing to Paris to start divorce
proceedings, there might indeed be no need for an immediate
decision. Never had procrastination seemed so
sweet.
“Well, my dear, in that case it would appear that
they’re both going to let you alone—for a while, at any
rate. So why jump unnecessary ditches?”
Judith responded with a joyful laugh. “Who wants to,
darling? I don’t! As long as you’re with us I always
feel safe.” Again a little shiver of apprehension ran
over Boyne; but he dissembled it by joining in her laugh.
The more precarious was the tie between himself and
267the little Wheaters, the more precious seemed the days he
could still hope to spend with them; he would not cloud
another with vain fears. “Right you are. Suppose we
go and do something desperate to celebrate the occasion?
What about a good tramp for you and me, and then supper
with the little Wheaters?”
She stood looking at him with her happiest eyes. “Hurrah,
Martin! I haven’t seen you so jolly for days. Terry
was afraid you were moping because Mrs. Sellars had
gone—he thought that was why you hadn’t been to see
us, and we decided that I’d better come up and find out.”
“Trust you to find out,” he grinned; and added sardonically:
“I’m bearing up, as you see. But come along.
Don’t let’s waste any more sunshine.”
She moved obediently toward the door, but stopped
short halfway with an exclamation of surprise. Boyne,
who was rummaging in a corner for his stick, turned
about to see her standing before the ancient cradle.
“Oh, Martin, you—you keep your boots in it!” A
reproachful flush rose to her face, and was momentarily
reflected in his own. Hang it—why was he always such
an untidy fellow? And why was a cradle so uncommonly
handy to hold boots? “Jove—how stupid! Must have
been that confounded chambermaid—” But he broke off
in confusion as he caught Judith’s incredulous eye. “Well,
hang it, you know—I’ve nothing else to put in it just at
present,” he cried defiantly.
Her face softened, and she met his banter with the
wistful tentative gaze that he called her Monreale look.
“But very soon you will have, won’t you? A baby of
your own, I mean,” she explained. “I suppose you and
Mrs. Sellars are going to be married as soon as she gets
back with her trousseau, aren’t you? Blanca and I were
268wondering if perhaps she’d ask us to be bridesmaids....”
Boyne was flinging the boots out of the cradle with an
angry hand, and made no answer to this suggestion.
Judith stood and watched him for a few moments; then
she went to his side and slipped her arm through his.
“Why, Martin—I believe you’re very unhappy!” she exclaimed.
“Unhappy? Unhappy?” He swung around on her,
exasperated. “Well, yes; I suppose I am unhappy. It’s
a way people have, you know. But, for the Lord’s sake,
can’t you ever let things be? Can’t you ever keep from
treading on people’s toes? I—oh, damn it, Judy; look
here, for God’s sake don’t cry! I didn’t mean to say
anything to hurt you.... I swear I didn’t.... Only sometimes....”
“Oh, I know, I know—you mean I have no tact!” she
wailed.
“Damn tact! I’m thankful you haven’t. There’s nothing
I hate as much as tact. But here—don’t look so
scared, child. There’s no harm done ... only don’t try
meddling with grown up things. It’ll just wreck everything
if you do....”
“But how can I not meddle when I love you so, and
when I see that things are going wrong for you? Martin,”
she flung out breathlessly, “you don’t mean to say
you’re not going to be married after all?”
Temptation suddenly twitched through him. It was
as if saying “Yes” to her question might be the magic
formula of freedom. After all, there lay the ring; he was
free, technically—had only to utter the words to make
them true. But he thrust his hands into his pockets and
stood sullenly planted before the corner of the table on
which he had tossed the open ring-box. “Not in this
269way,” he thought. Aloud he said: “I mean that I don’t
yet know when I’m going to be married. That’s all.”
“Positively all?” He nodded.
“Ah,” she sighed, relieved. It was evident that she
identified herself whole-heartedly with his sentimental
troubles, of whatever nature and by whomsoever they
were caused.
She was still looking up at him, her face full of compunction
and perplexity, and suddenly he put his arm
about her and bent his head to her lips. They looked
round and glowing, as they did in laughter or emotion;
they drew his irresistibly. But he turned his head aside,
and his kiss fell harmlessly on her cheek, near the tear-hung
lashes. “That’s my old Judy. Come, cheerio. On
with your hat, and we’ll go up the mountain.” He saw
that she was still trembling, and took her by the arm
in the old brotherly way. “Come,” he repeated, “let’s go
out.”
In the doorway she paused and flung a last tragic
glance at the cradle. “You poor old Martin, you! I suppose
it’s because you’re so unhappy that you put your
boots in it?” she sighed.
270
To Boyne the calm of the next day brought no reassurance.
Too many uncertainties hung close. After
a night of pondering he had sent back the ring to Mrs.
Sellars, with a brief line saying that she was of course
free if she chose to be, but that he could not so regard
himself till they had had a talk, and she had convinced
him that she would be happier if their engagement ended.
He knew that he was merely using an old formula, the
accepted one in such cases, and he longed to get away
from it, to be spontaneous, honest, himself. But as he
wrote it became clear to him that he was terribly sorry
for Rose Sellars, terribly sorry for having disappointed
her; and that such phrases—the kind he had been brought
up on—were the devices of decent people who hated to
give pain, and were even capable of self-sacrifice to avoid
it. “After all, they were a lot better than we are,” he
thought; and the thought softened the close of his letter,
and impelled him to add: “Do be patient with me, dear.
As soon as I can get away I’ll come.”
This done, the whole problem vanished to the background
of his mind. He was hardly aware that he was
no longer thinking of it. His life of practical activities
and swift decisions had given him the habit of easily dismissing
matters once dealt with. He flattered himself
that he could thus dispose of sentimental cares as easily
as of professional problems; and to a certain extent it
was true. Behind the close-knit foreground of his daily
life there had hung for years the mirage of Rose Sellars;
271but that mirage was now the phantom of a phantom,
and he averted his eyes lest he should find that it had
faded into nothing.
After Mrs. Wheater’s letter to Judith there came no
more alarms to the Pension Rosenglüh; and the days
slipped by in a security which seemed satisfying to Judith,
and even to Miss Scope. But summer was waning in the
high valleys of the Dolomites; tourists were scattering,
the big hotels preparing to close. By-and-by a cold
sparkle began to fill the air in the early mornings, and at
night the temperature fell to freezing. On the lower
slopes the larches were turning to pale gold, and the bare
cliffs burned with an intenser fire against a sky as hard
as metal. The very magic of the hastening days warned
Boyne that they could not last, and that the change in the
landscape symbolized another, as imminent, in the fortunes
of his party.
Mrs. Sellars had written again—sweetly and reasonably—saying
that she intended to remain for the present with
Aunt Julia, who was settled in Paris for two or three
months. If Boyne really wished for another talk, she
added, she hoped he would be able to come before long;
but in any case he could count on her affectionate understanding.
She closed her letter with a friendly message
to the children.
Boyne had been afraid that Judith would revert again
to the subject of his private anxieties; but she contrived,
by a visible effort which made him feel for the first time
that she was really growing up, to keep off the forbidden
topic. His own return to a more equable mood no doubt
helped her; and so did the presence of the younger children
and their preceptors. Boyne half unconsciously
avoided being alone with Judith; and the shortening days
272and freshening temperature curtailed their expeditions,
and gave more time for games and romps around the
cheerful stove in the children’s dining-room.
It was there that, one rainy afternoon, he found himself
sitting with the younger children. Judith had gone
with Miss Scope and Nanny to Toblach, to fit out the
family with autumn underclothes, Terry was upstairs,
working with his tutor, Chip asleep in Susan’s care; and
Blanca, in the corner nearest the stove, was brooding
over a torn copy of “The Tatler” with the passionate
frown she always bent on the study of fashion-plates.
“Skirts are going to be fuller,” she said. “I’ve been telling
Judy so for a month....”
Zinnie lifted her head from the rapt contemplation of
an electric engine which Bun was putting together under
Boyne’s directions. “The lady that was here today had
her skirt longer; a lot longer than Judy’s,” she remarked.
Beechy, whose attention was also riveted on the motions
of Bun’s agile fingers, interrupted indignantly: “She
wasn’t pretty like our Judy.”
“The lady? What lady?” Boyne interposed, vaguely
apprehensive. “Have you got a new lodger here?”
Blanca re-entered the conversation with a sniff. “You
wouldn’t have taken her for one if you’d seen her. She’s
not the Rosenglüh kind. She would certainly have been
at the ‘Palace’ if it hadn’t been closed. Not exactly
smart, you know—smartness has been so overdone, hasn’t
it? She was—what’s that funny old word that Scopy
loves?—distinguished. At least, I think that’s what distinguished
means ... the way that lady looked. Her
clothes awfully plain; but not the least ‘sports.’ Rather
governessy, really ... like Scopy young, if Chanel could
273have dressed her....” Blanca paused, reduced to silence
by the hopelessness of the attempt to fit her words to her
meaning.
Boyne looked up from the engine. “Perhaps when
you’ve finished with her clothes you’ll tell me what she
came for.”
“To see you—you—you!” cried Zinnie, executing a
double handspring she had lately learned from Bun, to
the despair of Beechy, who was so fat that she invariably
collapsed midway of the same attempt. “I could
have told you that,” Zinnie added, “for I spoke to her.”
“You did? What impertinence!” cried Blanca, bounding
from her seat. Bun, flat on his stomach, his legs in
the air, his curls mixed with the engine, chanted over his
shoulder: “Girls are always butting in—butting in....”
“Nasty rotters, girls are!” sympathised Beechy, always
ready to champion her brother, and not as yet very
clear as to her own sex.
Zinnie’s reprisals were checked by the discovery that
the landlady’s gold-fish aquarium, which usually stood in
the larger and colder public dining-room, had been
brought in and placed on a stand before the window. She
tiptoed off to inspect this forbidden Paradise while
Boyne got to his feet and picked up the electric wire.
“Where’s the battery? Are your rails straight? Now,
then, Bun, are you ready?” He turned to Zinnie. “To
see me, did you say? What on earth for? Did she tell
you?”
“Tell Zinnie! So likely!” ejaculated Blanca with a
shrug. She turned to Boyne, drawing her lids together
with her pretty cat-like smile. “Félicitations, cher ami.
Elle était plutôt bien, la dame, vous savez.”
“Oh, shucks—zif we didn’t all of us talk French!” commented
274Zinnie, still watchfully circling about the aquarium.
The door opened, and a maid came in with a card
which she handed hesitatingly to Boyne. The name on
it was: Princess Buondelmonte, and underneath was written:
“begs Mr. Boyne to see her on important business.”
Boyne crammed the card into his pocket without speaking,
conscious that the eyes of all the children were upon
him.
“It’s the lady, it’s the lady, I know it is!” Zinnie piped.
“I heard her say she was coming back to see Martin.
She’s come all the way from Rome to see him.”
Blanca, at his side, had slid an insinuating hand in his.
“From Rome? Oh, Martin, who is it? Mayn’t I come
with you, at any rate as far as the door? I do want to
see if her dress is made of kasha or crepella ... just to
be able to tell Judy....”
Boyne checked her firmly. “You’ve got to stay here
and mind the infants. It’s nothing important—I’ll be
back in a few minutes.” He thanked his stars that the
lady had sent in her card instead of confiding her name to
the maid. He could not imagine what his noble visitor
wanted of him, but the very sight of the name had let
loose all his fears. As he left the room he turned and
sent a last glance toward the group sprawling around the
engine, which had after all refused to start—orange curls
mixed with brown and dusky, sunburnt legs kicking high,
voices mixed in breathless controversy. How healthy and
jolly they all looked! And how good they smelt, with
that mixed smell of woollen garments, and soap, and the
fruity fragrance of young bodies tumbled about together.
As Boyne looked back at them he thought how funny and
dear they were, and how different the world might have
275been if Rose Sellars had freed herself when he and she
were still young....
A lady with a slim straight back was standing in the
sitting-room, attentively examining the stuffed eagle above
the stove. She turned at Boyne’s entrance and revealed
a small oval face, somewhat pale, with excessively earnest
gray eyes, and a well-modelled nose and brow. It
puzzled him to discover why an assemblage of such agreeable
features did not produce an effect of beauty; but a
second glance suggested that it was because their owner
had never thought about being beautiful. That she had
graver preoccupations was immediately evident from the
tone of her slow and carefully-modulated speech. “Mr.
Boyne?” she asked, as though she feared he might deny
his identity, and was immediately prepared, if he did, to
disprove the denial; and on his saying that he was, she
continued, with a touch of nervousness: “I have come all
the way from Rome to see my children.”
“Your children—?” Boyne echoed in astonishment;
and she corrected herself with a slight blush. “I should
say the Prince’s. Or my step-children. But I hate the
word, for I feel about them already as if they were my
own.”
Boyne pushed an armchair forward, and she sat down,
crossing her feet neatly, and satisfying herself that the
skirt which Zinnie described as long was so adjusted as
not to reveal too much of the pretty legs above her
slender ankles. “They are here—Astorre and Beatrice?”
Boyne heard her with dismay, but kept up a brave
exterior. “Here? Oh, yes—certainly. Mr. and Mrs.
Wheater sent all the children here a few weeks ago—for
the climate.”
Princess Buondelmonte met this with a smile of faint
276incredulity. “In your charge, I understand? Yes. But
of course you must know that Mr. and Mrs. Wheater
have really no business whatever to send my husband’s
children here, or anywhere else.” She paused a moment,
and added: “And I have come to take them home.”
“Oh, Princess—” Boyne exclaimed.
She raised her handsome eyebrows slightly, and said:
“You seem surprised.”
“Well—yes. At any rate, I’m awfully sorry.”
“Sorry? Don’t you think that children ought to be in
their own home, with their own parents?”
“Well, that depends.”
“Depends! How can it ever—?” She crimsoned suddenly,
and then grew even paler than before. “I don’t
suppose you intend to insinuate—?” She broke off, and
he saw that her eyes had filled with tears. “For, of
course, that I won’t tolerate for a single instant,” she
added a little breathlessly, as though throwing herself
on his mercy in a conflict she felt to be unequal if it
should turn on Prince Buondelmonte’s merits as a father.
Boyne felt so sorry for her that he answered: “I
wasn’t thinking of insinuating anything. I only meant
that this little group of children have always been together,
and it has made them so fond of each other that
they really regard themselves as one family. It seems
a pity, it seems cruel....”
“Cruel?” she interrupted. “The real cruelty has been
to deprive the poor little things for so long of a father’s
influence, to take advantage of ... of Prince Buondelmonte’s
misfortunes, his undeserved misfortunes, to
keep his children without a real home, without family
associations, without ... without any guiding principle....”
She leaned forward, her grave almost terrified
277eyes on Boyne. “What guidance have they had?
What moral training? What religious education? Have
you or your friends ever thought that? It’s a big responsibility
you’ve assumed. Have you never thought you
might some day be asked to account for the use you’ve
made of it?”
Boyne heard her with a growing wonder. She spoke
slowly but fluently, not as if repeating a lesson learned
by rote, but as though she were sustaining a thesis with
the ease of a practised orator. There was something didactic—perhaps
forensic, rather—in her glib command of
her subject. He saw that she was trembling with nervousness,
yet that her nerves would never control her;
and his heart sank.
“I’m afraid I can’t answer all your questions,” he said,
“I’ve only been with the children for a few weeks. Mr.
and Mrs. Wheater asked me to keep an eye on them
during the ... the settling of certain family matters;
but I can assure you that since I’ve known them they’ve
always been in an atmosphere of the greatest kindness
and affection; and I’m inclined to think that’s the most
important thing of all.”
Princess Buondelmonte listened attentively, her brows
drawn together in a cautious frown. “Of course I’m not
prepared to admit that unreservedly. I mean, the kindness
of salaried assistants or ... or of inexperienced
persons may do as much harm as good. To any one who
has gone at all deeply into the difficult and absorbing subject
of child-psychology—” she paused, and added with
an air of modest dignity: “I ought perhaps to explain that
I took my degree cum laude, in Eugenics and Infant Psychology,
at Lohengrin College, Texas. You may have
heard that my grandfather, Dr. Judson Tring, was the
278founder of the college, and also its first President.” She
stopped again, glanced half proudly, half shyly at Boyne,
as though to see how much this glimpse of her genealogy
had impressed him, and then pursued: “Can you give me,
for instance, any sort of assurance that Astorre and Beatrice
have ever been properly psychoanalyzed, and that
their studies and games have been selected with a view to
their particular moral, alimentary, dental and glandular
heredity? Games, for instance, should be quite as carefully
supervised as studies ... but I know how little importance
Europe still attaches to these supremely vital
questions.” No adequate answer occurred to Boyne, and
she rose from her seat with an impatient gesture. “I
don’t know that there is any use in continuing a discussion
which would not, in any case, affect my final decision,
or Prince Buondelmonte’s—”
“Oh, don’t say that!” Boyne exclaimed.
“Don’t—?”
“Not if it means you won’t listen to any plea—won’t
first consider what it’s going to be to these children to be
suddenly uprooted....”
She interrupted: “It was not Prince Buondelmonte who
first uprooted them. It was through circumstances of
which he was himself the victim—I may say, Mr. Boyne,
the chivalrous victim—that he found himself obliged (or
thought himself obliged) to trust Astorre and Beatrice for
a while to Mrs. Wheater. He did it simply in order that
no breath of calumny should touch her.” The Princess
paused, and added, with a genuine tremor in her voice:
“Though Mrs. Wheater was not his children’s mother, my
husband always remembers that for a time she bore his
name.”
If the Princess’s aim had been to reduce her interlocutor
279to silence, she had at last succeeded. Boyne sat
speechless, wondering how much the granddaughter of
Dr. Judson Tring believed of what she was saying, and
to what extent her astounding version of the case was the
result of patient schooling on her husband’s part. He
concluded that she was incapable of deliberate deception,
and fully convinced of the truth of her assertions; and he
knew this would make it all the harder to reason with
her. For a few moments the two faced each other without
speaking; then Boyne said: “But surely the fact that
Prince Buondelmonte did leave his children with Mrs.
Wheater ought to be considered. If he was willing to
have her keep them he must have thought she knew how
to take care of them.”
The Princess again interrupted him. “My husband
left his children with Mrs. Wheater for the reasons I’ve
told you; but also because, owing to unfortunate circumstances,
he had at the time no home to give them, and
they had no mother to care for them. Now all that is
changed. Since our marriage we have fortunately been
able to buy back the Buondelmonte palace in Rome, and
I am as anxious as he is that his children should come
and live with us there.”
Boyne stood up impatiently. The talk was assuming
more and more the tone of a legal debate; conducted on
such lines there seemed no reason for its ever ending.
If one accepted the Princess’s premises—and Boyne had
no way of disproving them—it was difficult to question
her conclusions. All he could do was to plead his lack of
authority. He reminded his visitor that Mrs. Wheater,
to whom, for whatever reason, their father had confided
Bun and Beechy, had, in her turn, passed them over to
their present guardians, who were therefore answerable to
280her, and her only. The Princess’s lips parted nervously
on the first syllable of a new protest; but Boyne interrupted:
“Princess! It’s really so simple—I mean the
legal part. If your husband has a right to his children,
no one can prevent his getting them. The real issue
seems to me quite different. It concerns only the children
themselves. They’re so desperately anxious not to
be separated; they’re so happy together. Of course none
of that is my doing. It’s their eldest step-sister—or
whatever you like to call her—Mrs. Wheater’s eldest
daughter, Judith, who has kept the six of them together
through all the ups and downs of their parents’ matrimonial
troubles. Before you decide—”
The Princess lifted an imperative hand. “Mr. Boyne—I’m
sorry. I can see that you’re very fond of the
children. But fondness is not everything ... it may
even be a source of moral danger. I’m afraid we
shouldn’t altogether agree as to the choice of the persons
Mrs. Wheater has left in charge of them—not even as to
her own daughter. The soul of a child—”
“Yes,” Boyne acquiesced; “that’s the very thing I’m
pleading for. If you could see them together....”
“Oh, but I intend to,” she responded briskly.
Her promptness took him aback. “Now, you mean?”
She gave a smiling nod. “Certainly. You don’t suppose
I came from Rome for any other reason? But you
needn’t be afraid of my kidnapping them.” Her eyes became
severe again. “I hope it won’t have to come to that;
but of course I intend to see my husband’s children.”
“Oh, all right,” Boyne agreed. He was beginning to
divine, under her hard mechanical manner, something
young and untried, something one might still reach and
appeal to; and he reflected that the sight of the children
281would perhaps prove to be the simplest way of reaching
it. “The children are playing in the other room,” he
said. “Shall I go and get Bun and Beechy, or do you
prefer to see them first with the others?”
The Princess said, yes, she thought she would like to
see them all together at their games. “Games have such
a profound psychological significance,” she explained with
a smile.
“Well, I’m glad you’re going to take them by surprise.
It’s always the best way with children. You’ll see what
jolly little beggars they are; how they all understand each
other; how well they get on together.... I’m counting
on the sight to plead our cause.”
He led her down the passage and threw open the door
of the children’s dining-room.
On the threshold they were met by a burst of angry
voices. Everything in the room was noise and confusion,
and the opening of the door remained unheeded. In all
his experience of the little Wheaters, Boyne had never
before seen them engaged in so fierce a conflict: it seemed
incredible that the participants should be only four.
Some were screaming, some vituperating, some doing
both, and butting at each other, head down, at the same
time. The floor was strewn with the wreckage of battle,
but the agitated movements of the combatants made the
origin of the dispute hard to discover. “God,” Boyne
ejaculated, stepping back.
Zinnie’s voice rose furiously above the others. “It
wasn’t me’t upset the ’quarium, I swear it wasn’t, Blanca—and
those two wops know it just as well as I do....”
Bun squealed back: “It was you that tried to bathe
Chip’s rabbit in it, you dirty little lying sneak, you!”
“No, I didn’t, neither; but Nanny don’t never give him
282enough to drink, ’n so I just ran up and brought him down
while Chip was asleep, ’n if Beechy hadn’t gone and
butted in—”
“You rotten little liar, you, you know you were trying
to find out if rabbits can swim.”
“No, I wasn’t, either. And it was Beechy pushed me
’gainst the ’quarium, and you know it was....”
“’Cos the rabbit was drownding, and Judy’d have
killed you if you’d of let it,” Beechy wailed.
“She’ll kill you anyhow if you call us wops again,”
roared Bun.
Blanca, reluctantly torn from her study of “The Tatler,”
had risen from the stove-corner and was distributing
slaps and shakes with a practised hand. As she turned to
the door, and saw Boyne and his visitor on the threshold,
her arms dropped to her sides, and she swept the shrieking
children into a corner behind her. “Oh, Martin, I’m so
sorry! Did you ever see such a pack of savages? They
were playing some silly game, and I didn’t realise....”
She addressed herself to Boyne, but, as usual, it was the
newcomer who fixed her attention. “What will your
friend think?” she murmured with a deprecating glance.
Princess Buondelmonte, pale and erect, stood in the
doorway and returned her gaze. “I shall think just what
I expected to,” she said coldly. She turned to Boyne, and
continued in a trembling voice: “It is just as I was saying:
nothing in a child’s education should be left to chance.
Games have to be directed even more carefully than
studies.... Telling a child that an older person will kill
it seems to me so unspeakably wicked.... This perpetuating
of the old militarist instinct.... ‘Kill’ is one of
the words we have entirely eliminated at Lohengrin....”
Still nervously, she addressed herself again to Blanca. “I
283do hope,” she said, “that the particular little savage who
made that threat doesn’t happen to be mine—to be
Prince Buondelmonte’s, I mean?”
Blanca was looking at her with a captivated stare.
“You don’t mean to say you’re his new wife? Are you
the Princess Buondelmonte, really?”
“Yes, I’m the Princess Buondelmonte,” the visitor assented,
with a smile of girlish gratification which made
her appear almost as young as Blanca. It was manifest
that, however heavily the higher responsibilities weighed
on her, she still enjoyed the sound of her new title.
But Bun, brushing aside the little girls, had flung himself
impetuously upon her. “Are you really and truly my
father’s new wife? Then you must tell him he’s got to
send me a gun at once, to shoot everybody who calls me
and Beechy a wop.”
The visitor stooped down, laying a timid yet resolute
hand on his dark head. “What I shall do, my dear, is to
carry you off at once, you and little Beatrice, to your own
home—to your own dear father, who’s pining for you—to
a place where nobody ever talks about shooting and
killing....”
Bun’s face fell perceptibly. “Won’t my father give me
a gun, don’t you suppose? Then I don’t believe Beechy
’n me’d care such a lot about going.”
The Princess’s lips narrowed with the same air of
resolution which had informed her hand. “Oh, but I’m
afraid you’ve got to, Astorre. This is not your real home,
you know, and I’m going to take you both away to the
loveliest house ... and your father’ll give you lots of
other things you’ll like ever so much better....”
“Not than a gun, I won’t,” said Bun immovably.
284
“Take away my children? Take them away from
me?” Judith Wheater had pushed open the door,
and stood there, small and pale, in her dripping mackintosh
and bedraggled hat. She gave a little laugh, and her
gray eyes measured the stranger with a deliberate and
freezing scrutiny. “I don’t in the least know who you
are,” she said, “but I know you don’t know what you’re
talking about....” She glanced away to the ravaged
scene, and the frightened excited faces of the children.
“Heavens! What an unholy mess! What on earth has
been happening? Oh, the poor drenched rabbit....
Here, wrap it up in my scarf.... Nanny, take the children
upstairs, and send Susan at once to tidy up. Yes,
Blanca; you must go too. If you can’t keep the little
ones in order you’ve got to be treated like one of them.”
She turned to the bewildered visitor. “I’m Miss Wheater.
If you want to see me, will you please come into the sitting-room?”
Her eye fell on Boyne, who had drawn back
into the dusk of the passage, as if disclaiming any part
in the impending drama. “Martin,” she challenged him,
“was it you who brought this lady here?”
“It’s the Princess Buondelmonte, Judith.”
Judith again scanned her with unrelenting eyes. “I’m
afraid that won’t make any difference,” she said. The
Princess stood drooping her high crest a little, as if unused
to receiving instructions from one so much smaller
and younger than herself. Boyne remembered how Judith
had awed and baffled Mrs. Sellars on their first meeting,
285and his heart swelled with irrational hopes. “Judith,”
he cautioned her, below his breath.
“This way. You’ll come too, please, Martin.” She
led them down the passage, and into the sitting-room.
After she had closed the door she pushed forward a chair
for the Princess Buondelmonte, and said with emphasis:
“Perhaps you don’t know that Mr. Boyne has been appointed
the guardian of the children.”
The Princess did not seat herself. She leaned on the
back of the chair, and smiled down at the champion of
the little Wheaters. “They seem to have a great many
guardians. I hear you’re one of them too.”
“Me?” Judith’s eyes widened in astonishment. “I’m
only their eldest sister. All I do is just to try to look
after them.”
Something in her accent seemed to touch the Princess,
who seated herself in the chair on which she had been
leaning, made sure that her skirts did not expose more
than a decent extent of ankle, and began to speak in a
friendlier tone. “I’m sure you’re perfectly devoted to
them—that all you want is what’s best for them.”
Judith paused a moment. “That depends on what you
mean by best. All I want is for us all to stay together.”
The Princess made a sign of comprehension. “Yes....
But supposing it was not what’s best for the children?”
“Oh, but it is,” said Judith decisively. The other hesitated,
and she pressed on: “Because nobody can possibly
love them as much as Martin and Miss Scope and me.”
“I see. But you seem to have forgotten that they have
parents....”
“No. It’s the parents who’ve forgotten,” Judith flashed
back.
“Not all of them. Since I’m here,” the Princess smiled.
286“What? Because you’ve just married Prince Buondelmonte,
and probably think he ought to have remembered
to look after Bun and Beechy? Well, I think so too.
Only he didn’t, you see; not when they were little, and
had to be wiped and changed and fed, and walked up and
down when they were cutting their teeth. And now that
they’re big enough to cut up their own food and be good
company, I suppose you and he think it would be fun to
come and carry them off, the way you’d pick out a pair
of Pekes at a dog-show ... only you forget that in the
meantime they’ve grown to love us and not you, and that
they’re devoted to all the other children, and that it would
half kill them to be separated from each other....”
“Oh—devoted?” the Princess protested with her dry
smile.
“Of course they are. Why do you ask? Because they
were having a scrap when you came in? Did that tussle
about a gold-fish frighten you? Have you never seen
children bite and scratch before?” Judith gave a contemptuous
shrug. “I pity you,” she said, “the first time
you try to give Bun castor-oil....”
Was it victory or defeat? Boyne and Judith sat late
in the little sitting-room, asking themselves that, after
the Princess Buondelmonte had gone. It had been
Boyne’s idea—and almost his only contribution to the
fiery dialogue between the two—that the Princess should
be invited to return in the evening and share the children’s
supper. The proposal, seconded by Judith after
a swift glance at Boyne, seemed to surprise their visitor,
and to disarm her growing hostility. The encounter with
Judith had not tended to soften her feelings, and for a
moment it looked as if things were taking a dangerous
287turn; but Boyne had intervened with the suggestion that
the Princess, having seen the children at their worst,
should be given a chance to meet them in pleasanter circumstances.
He added that he would be glad of another
talk with her; and as she did not leave till the next day,
and was staying at an hotel near his own, he asked if he
might walk back there with her, and fetch her down again
for supper. She accepted both suggestions, and after a
mollified farewell to Judith, started up the hill with
Boyne. He saw that she was still inwardly agitated, and
clutching desperately at what remained of her resolution;
and he put in a pacifying word in excuse of Judith’s irritability,
and assured the Princess that the Wheaters would
make no difficulty in recognising the Prince’s legal right
to his children. The real question, he went on, was surely
quite different; was one of delicacy, of good taste, if you
chose to call it so. Mrs. Wheater had taken in Beechy
and Bun when their father was not able to; she had given
them the same advantages as her own children (the Princess,
at this, sounded an ironic murmur), and had shown
them the same affection; though all she had done, Boyne
hastened to add, was as nothing to the patient unflagging
devotion of their step-sister—who technically wasn’t even
a step-sister. On that theme Boyne did not have to
choose his words. They poured out with a vehemence
surprising even to himself. The Princess, he supposed—whatever
her educational theories were—would agree
that the first thing young children needed was to be
loved enough; above all, children exposed as they were
in the Wheater world, where every new divorce and remarriage
thrust them again into unfamiliar surroundings.
Through all these changes, Boyne pointed out, Judith
had clung to her little flock, loving them, and teaching
288them to love each other; she had even inspired governesses
and nurses with her own passionate fidelity, so that
in a welter of change the group had remained together,
protected and happy. If only, Boyne pleaded, they could
be left as they were for a few years longer; perhaps if
they could it would be found, when they finally rejoined
their respective families, that under Judith’s care they
had been better prepared for life than if their parents
had insisted on separating them.
The Princess listened attentively to his arguments, but
said little in reply; Boyne suspected that she had been
taught not to commit herself unless she was on familiar
ground, and apparently she was unfamiliar with the
kind of plea he made. The sentiments he appealed to
seemed to have a sort of romantic interest for her, as
feudal ruins might have for an intelligent traveller; but
he saw that there were no words for them in her vocabulary.
When they went back to the Pension Rosenglüh for
supper the children, headed by Terry and Blanca, presented
a picture of such roseate harmony that the Princess
was evidently struck. To complete the impression,
Chip, who was always brought down at this hour to say
goodnight, walked in led by Nanny, placed a confiding
palm in the strange lady’s, said “Howoodoo,” and wound
his fingers in her hair, which he pronounced to be “ike
Oody’s”—for Chip was beginning to generalise and to
co-ordinate, though his educators could not have put a
name to the process, any more than the Princess could to
the instinctive motions of the heart.
Supper, on the whole, was a success. The children
were unusually well-behaved; even Zinnie subdued herself
to the prevailing tone. Bun and Beechy, seated one
289on each side of their new step-mother, and visibly awed
by her proximity, demeaned themselves with a restraint
which the Princess made several timid attempts to break
down. It was evident that what she had said about the
prohibition of fire-arms still rankled in Bun, and both
children were prim and non-committal, as they always
were—to a degree unknown to the others—once their
distrust was aroused. The Princess, to conceal her embarrassment,
discoursed volubly about the historic interest
of the ancestral palace which her husband had succeeded
in repurchasing, and promised Bun that one of its
spacious apartments should be fitted up as a modern playroom,
in which he would learn to replace his artless antics
by the newest feats in scientific gymnastics. Bun’s eyes
glittered; but after a reflective silence he shook his head.
“We couldn’t,” he said, “not ’f we wanted to the most
awful way; ’cos we’ve all sworen a noath on Scopy’s book
that we wouldn’t.”
This solemn self-reminder caused Beechy’s eyes to fill,
and Zinnie to cry out: “We’d be damned black-hearted
villains if we did!”
The Princess looked distressed. “What do you mean
by swearing an oath, Astorre?” she asked, pronouncing
the words as if they were explosives and must be handled
with caution.
“I mean a nawful oath,” Bun explained, with an effort
at greater accuracy.
“But I can’t bear to hear children talk about swearing—or
about villains either,” his step-mother continued,
turning with a reproachful smile to Zinnie, who promptly
rejoined: “Then you’d better not ever have any of your
own”; which caused the Princess to blush and lower her
grave eyes.
290To hide her constraint she addressed a question to the
company in general. “What is this book that you children
speak of as Miss Scope’s? The choice of books is
so imp—”
None of the younger children could pronounce the
name of the book, and they therefore preserved a respectful
silence; but Terry interrupted with a laugh:
“Oh, it’s the book that Scopy cures us all out of. It’s
called the ‘Cyclopædia of Nursery Remedies’.”
The Princess received this with a dubious frown. “I
don’t remember a book of that name being used in our
courses at Lohengrin; is it a recent publication?”
Miss Scope sat rigid and majestic at the opposite table-end.
Thus directly challenged, she replied reassuringly:
“Dear me, no; it’s been thoroughly tested. My mother
and all my aunts used it in their families. I believe even
my grandmother—”
“Even your grandmother? But then the book must be
completely obsolete—and probably very dangerous.”
Miss Scope smiled undauntedly. “Oh, I think not.
My mother always found it most reliable. We were fourteen
in the family, ten miles from the railway, in Lancashire,
and she brought us through all our illnesses on
it. In a family of that size one couldn’t always be sending
for the doctor....”
This gave her interlocutor’s dismay a new turn. “Fourteen
in your family? You don’t mean to say your mother
had fourteen children?”
Miss Scope replied with undisguised pride that that was
what she did mean; and the Princess laid down her fork
with the air of one about to spring up and do battle
against such deplorable abuses. “It’s incredible...”
she began; then broke off to add in a lower tone: “But
291I suppose that at that time—” her glance at Miss Scope’s
white head seemed to say that the whole business was an
old unhappy far-off thing, and she resumed more hopefully:
“In the United States such matters will soon be
regulated by legislation....”
She met Miss Scope’s horrified stare, and glanced
nervously about the table, as if realising that the subject,
even at Lohengrin, might hardly be considered suitable
for juvenile ears. To relieve her embarrassment she
leaned across Bun and addressed herself once more to
Zinnie.
“You must be Lady Wrench’s little girl, aren’t you,
my dear? Only think, I saw your mother the other day in
Venice,” she said, in an affable attempt to change the
conversation.
Zinnie’s face sparkled with curiosity. “Oh, did you
see her, truly? What did she have on, do you remember?”
“Have on—?” The Princess hesitated, with a puzzled
look, and Judith intervened: “Zinnie has a passion for
pretty clothes.”
“I think yours are awfully pretty,” Zinnie insidiously
put in, addressing the Princess; and added: “Are you
sure my mother didn’t give you any presents to give us?”
“Zinnie!” came reprovingly from Miss Scope.
The Princess shook her head. “No; she didn’t give
me any presents. Perhaps she thinks you ought to come
and get them. But she gave me a message for you when
she heard that I was coming here—she told me to tell you
how dreadfully she wanted to see her little girl again.”
Zinnie grew scarlet with excitement and gratification;
such notice lifted her at once above the other children.
But an afterthought soon damped her pride. “If she
292really feels like that I’d of thought she’d of sent me a
present,” she objected doubtfully.
“Presents aren’t everything. And it’s not very nice to
associate the people you love with the thought of what
they may be going to give you. Besides,” continued the
Princess illogically, “if your mother is so generous, think
how many presents you’d get if you were always
with her.”
This seemed to plunge Zinnie into fresh perplexity.
“Always with her? How could I be? She doesn’t want
to ’dopt the lot of us, does she? ’Cos you see we’ve all
sweared—”
“You mustn’t say swear,” said the Princess.
“Swore,” Zinnie corrected herself.
“I mean, not use such words,” the Princess explained.
“But we did,” said Zinnie, “on Scopy’s book; so she’d
have to ’dopt us all, with Judy. Do you s’pose she
would?”
“I don’t know about that; perhaps it might be difficult.
But why shouldn’t she want to have her own little daughter
with her?” The Princess again leaned over, and laid
a persuasive hand on Zinnie’s. “Don’t you want me to
take you back to Venice, to your own real mother, when
I go to-morrow?”
There was a pause of suspense. Boyne signed to Judith
to keep silent, and the children, taking the cue, remained
with spoons above their pudding, and eyes agape, while
this perfidious proposal was submitted. Zinnie, from
crimson, had grown almost pale; the orange spirals of her
bushy head seemed to droop with her drooping lips. Her
head sank on her neck, and she twisted about in its crease
of plumpness the necklace her mother had given her.
293“What kind of presents ’d you s’pose they’d be?” she
questioned back with caution.
“Oh, I don’t know, dear. But you oughtn’t to think
about that. You ought to think only of your mother, and
her wanting so much to have you. You must give me an
answer to take back to her. Shan’t I tell her you want to
go to her, Zinnie?”
Zinnie hung her head still lower. If it had been possible
for a Wheater child to be shy, she would have appeared
so; but in reality she was only struggling with a problem
beyond her powers. At last she raised her head, and
looked firmly at the Princess. “I should like to consult
my lawyer first,” she said.
Boyne burst out laughing, and the Princess nervously
joined him, perhaps to cover the appearance of defeat.
Having so obviously failed to inspire the children with
confidence, she once more addressed herself to Miss Scope.
“I should be so much interested in talking over your educational
system with you. I suppose you’ve entirely eliminated
enforced obedience, as we have at Lohengrin?”
“Enforced—?” Miss Scope gave an incredulous gasp,
and her charges, evidently struck by the question, again
remained with suspended spoons, and eyes eagerly fixed
on the Princess. Miss Scope gave a curt laugh. “I’ve
never known children to obey unless they were forced
to. If you know a way to make them, I shall be glad to
learn it,” she said drily.
This seemed to cause the Princess more disappointment
than surprise. “Ah, that’s just what we won’t do; make
them. We leave them as free as air, and simply suggest
to them to co-operate. At Lohengrin co-operation has
superseded every other method. We teach even our little
two-year-olds voluntary co-operation. We think the idea
294of obedience is debasing.” She turned with a smile to
her step-son. “When Astorre and Beatrice come to live
with me the first thing I shall do is to make them both
co-operate.”
Bun received this unsmilingly, and Beechy burst into
passionate weeping and flung her arms jealously about her
brother. “No—no, you bad wicked woman, you mustn’t!
You shan’t operate on Bun, only on me—if you must!”
she added in a final wail, her desperate eyes entreating
her step-mother.
“But, my dear, I don’t understand,” the Princess murmured;
and Judith hurriedly explained that Blanca had
been operated upon for appendicitis the previous year,
and that the use of the word in connection with her illness
had had an intimidating effect on the younger children,
and especially on Beechy.
“But this is all wrong ... dreadfully wrong ...” the
Princess said with a baffled sigh. No one found an answer,
and supper being over, Judith proposed that they
should return to the sitting-room. The children followed,
marshalled by Miss Scope, and the Princess again tried
to engage them in talk; but she could not break down
the barrier of mistrust which had been set up. Finally
she suggested that they should all play a game together—a
quiet writing game she thought would be interesting. A
table was cleared, and paper and pencils found with some
difficulty, and distributed among the children, the youngest
of whom were lifted up onto sofa-cushions to make
their seats high enough for collaboration. The Princess
explained that the game they were going to play was called
“Ambition,” and that it had been introduced into the
Vocational Department of Juvenile Psychology at Lohengrin
in order to direct children’s minds as early as possible
295to the choice of a career. First of all, she continued,
each was to write down what he or she would most like
to be or to do; then they were to fold the papers, and Mr.
Boyne was to shake them up in his hat, and read them out
in turn, and as he read the children were to try to guess
who had made each choice.
The game did not start with as much élan as its organiser
had perhaps hoped. The children were still oppressed
by her presence, and all of them but Terry hated
writing, and were unused to abstract speculations on the
future; moreover, they probably felt that if they were
to state with sincerity what they wanted to be their
aspirations would be received with the friendly ridicule
which grown ups manifest when children express their
real views.
All this made for delay and hesitation, and it was
only Terry’s persuasion, and the fear of disobeying the
tall authoritative lady who had suddenly invaded their
lives, which finally set their pencils going. Boyne received
the papers, shook them up conscientiously, and began
to read them out.
“Al If Boy—oh, a lift-boy; yes—.” Zinnie’s burning
blush revealed her as the author of this ambition, and
Boyne read on: “An Ambassadoress”—Blanca, of course;
and the added vowel certainly gave the word a new stateliness.
“A great Poet, or the best Writer of Detective
Stories,” in Terry’s concise hand, showed him torn between
a first plunge into Conan Doyle, and rapturous
communion with “The Oxford Book of English Verse.”
Boyne read on: “Never brush meye tethe,” laboriously
printed out by Beechy; “A Crow Bat”—an aspiration obviously
to be ascribed to Bun: “A noble character”
(bless Scopy! As if she wasn’t one already—); and
296lastly, in Judith’s rambling script: “An exploarer.” At
the reading of that, something darted through Boyne
like a whirr of wings.
The ambitions expressed did not long serve to disguise
the choosers, and there was a prompt chorus of attributions
as Boyne read out one slip after the other. The
Princess had apparently hoped that something more striking
would result. She said the game usually promoted
discussion, and she hoped the next stage in it would lead
to freer self-expression. The children, she explained,
were now to say in turn why—that is, on what grounds—they
wanted to be this or that. But an awestruck silence
met her invitation to debate, and Beechy again began
to show signs of emotion. The Princess seemed much
distressed, but was assured by Miss Scope that this breach
of manners was due only to over-excitement, and the
strain of sitting up later than usual—she hoped the Princess
would excuse her, but really the children had better
go to bed. At this suggestion all the faces round the
table lit up except Zinnie’s, which was clouded by a pout.
She slipped down from her cushions with the others, but
when her turn came to file by the Princess for goodnight,
she held up the march-past to ask: “N’arn’t there going
to be any prizes after that game?”
She was swept off in Miss Scope’s clutch, and the Princess,
after a timid attempt at endearment, imperfectly
responded to, when Bun and Beechy took leave, sat down
for a talk with Boyne and Judith. Much as she had evidently
seen to disapprove of in the bringing-up of the
little Wheaters she was in a less aggressive mood than
in the afternoon; something she had been unprepared for,
and had only half understood, in the relation of the children
to each other and to their elders, seemed imperceptibly
297to have shaken her convictions. Though she continued
to repeat the same phrases, it was with less emphasis;
and she listened more patiently to Boyne’s arguments, and
to Judith’s entreaties.
Judith was presently called away to say goodnight to
the children, and as soon as the Princess and Boyne were
alone, the former began abruptly: “But you must listen
to me, Mr. Boyne; you must understand me. It’s not
only that I cannot conscientiously approve of the way in
which Beatrice and Astorre are being brought up: it is
that I need them myself—I need them for my husband.”
She coloured at the avowal, and went on hastily: “If he
is to begin a new life—and he has begun it already—his
first step ought to be to take back his children. You
must see that.... You must see how I am situated....”
Her voice broke, and Boyne suddenly felt the same pity
for her as when she had shown her fear that he might
be hinting a criticism of Prince Buondelmonte’s past.
“I’ll do what I can—only trust me,” he stammered.
Judith came back, and the Princess, still a little rigid
from the effort at self-control, began at once to thank her
for her kindness, and to say that she was afraid it was
time to go. She would tell Prince Buondelmonte, she
added, with an effort at cordiality, that the children
seemed very well (“physically well,” she explained), and
she would give him the assurance—she hoped she might?—that
some sort of understanding as to their future would
soon be reached.
Victory or defeat? Judith and Boyne, sitting late,
asked each other which it was, but found no answer.
298
All the next day the rain continued. It was one of
those steady business-like rains which seem, in
mountain places, not so much a caprice of the weather
as the drop-curtain punctually let down by Nature between
one season and the next. Behind its closely woven
screen one had the sense of some tremendous annual
scene-shifting, the upheaval and overturning of everything
in sight, from the clouds bursting in snow on the
cliff-tops to the mattresses and blankets being beaten
and aired in the hotel windows.
These images were doubtless born of Boyne’s own
mood. When he opened his shutters on the morning after
the Princess Buondelmonte’s apparition it seemed to him
as if she herself had hung that cold gray mist before the
window. He was afraid of everything now—of what the
post might bring, of what his own common-sense might
dictate to him, above all, of seeing Judith again, and having
his apprehensions doubled by hers.
The worst of it was that, even should all their tormentors
agree to leave them in peace, they could not—more
particularly on Terry’s account—delay on that
height through the coming weeks of storm and rain.
Moreover, all the hotels and pensions, which would reopen
later for the season of winter sports, were preparing to
close for their yearly cleaning and renovating. After
the middle of October there would be no demand for accommodation
till the arrival of the Christmas lugers and
ski-ers. If it proved possible to keep the little Wheaters
299together any longer the best plan would probably be to
transport them to Riva or Meran till winter and fine
weather were established together in the mountains.
Boyne turned over these things with the nervous minuteness
with which one makes plans for some one who is
dying, and will never survive to see them carried out.
It seemed to give him faith in the future, a sense of
factitious security, as it sometimes does, beside a deathbed,
to think: “To-morrow I’ll see what the doctor says
about a warmer climate.”
Judith and Miss Scope shared his idea about Meran or
Riva, and for some time had been talking vaguely of
going down to look for rooms. But the ever-recurring
difficulty of persuading a boarding-house keeper to lodge
seven children made them decide that it would be best to
try to hire an inexpensive villa. The episode of the gold-fish
and the rabbit had not endeared them to their present
landlady, and they felt the hopelessness of trying to ingratiate
themselves with another, in a place where they
were unknown, and where the autumn season would be
at its height. It had therefore been decided that Judith,
Miss Scope and Boyne should motor to Meran that very
week to look over the ground. But on reflection Boyne
hesitated to leave the children alone with their nurses,
even for so short an absence. With Joyce in Paris, once
more reorganising her life, and the Princess Buondelmonte
returning to Rome unsatisfied, danger threatened on all
sides. Any one of these cross-blasts might dash to earth
the frail nest which had resisted the summer’s breezes;
and Boyne, heavy-hearted, set out to call another council
at the Pension Rosenglüh.
As he left the hotel a telegram was handed to him. He
glanced first at the signature—Sarah Mervin—then read
300what went before. “I will gladly receive own dear grandchildren
subject to parents’ final settlement of affairs fear
cannot assume responsibility step-children letter follows”....
“A lawyer’s cable,” Boyne growled as he
pocketed it. “That’s the reason it’s taken so long to compose.”
Fresh bitterness filled him as he saw one more prop
withdrawn from under the crazy structure of his hopes.
“These people,” he reflected, “all act on impulse where
their own wants are concerned, and call in a lawyer when
it’s a question of anybody else’s.” But in his heart he
was not much surprised. Mrs. Mervin was no longer
young, and it is natural for ageing people to shrink from
responsibilities. Besides, she might well plead that it
was no business of hers to take in children she had never
seen, and whose parents were eager, and financially able,
to care for them. On second thoughts, it really did not
need Judith’s bald hint as to the allowance her grandmother
received from Cliffe Wheater to account for the
poor lady’s attitude. “I don’t see what else she could
have done,” the impartial Boyne was obliged to admit
in the course of his interminable argument with the other,
the passionate and unreasonable one.
What a Utopia he and Judith had been dreaming! He
wondered now how he could have lent himself to such pure
folly.... Well, the dream was over, and his was the grim
business of making her see it.... Heavily he went down
the hill through the rain.
At the pension Judith was watching for him from the
window. She opened the door and led him into the sitting-room,
where a sulky fire smouldered, puffing out acrid
smoke. The landlady said it was always like that—the
stove always smoked on the first day of the autumn rains,
301unless there was a little wind to make a draught. And
there was not a breath today; the only way was to leave
a window open, Judith explained as she turned to Boyne.
Her face was colourless and anxious; he could see that she
had been treading the wheel of the same problems as himself.
The sight made him resolve to try and hide his own
apprehensions a little longer.
“Well, old Judy—here we are, after all; and not a
breach in the walls yet!”
“You mean she’s gone—the Princess?”
He nodded. “I saw her off to Rome an hour ago.”
Her eyes brightened, as they always did at his challenge;
but it was only a passing animation. “And you
haven’t had any telegram?” she questioned.
The question took him unprepared. “I—why, have
you?”
“Yes. From mother. Here.” She produced the paper
and thrust it feverishly into his hand. Boyne’s anger
rose—evidently; he thought, old Mrs. Mervin had waited
to communicate with her daughter before answering him.
What cowardice, what treachery! He pictured all these
grown up powers and principalities leagued together
against the handful of babes he commanded, and the bitterness
of surrender entered into him. It was not that
any of these parents really wanted their children. If they
had, the break up of Judith’s dream, though tragic, would
have been too natural to struggle against. But it was
simply that the poor little things had become a bone of
contention, that the taking or keeping possession of them
was a matter of pride or of expediency, like fighting for
a goal in some exciting game, or clinging to all one’s points
in an acrimoniously-disputed law-suit. Boyne unfolded
Mrs. Wheater’s telegram, and read: “You must come to
302Paris immediately bringing Chip I must see you at once
do not disobey me stop telegraph Hotel Nouveau Luxe
Mother.”
The vague phrasing made it impossible to guess whether
the message were the result of a cable from Mrs. Mervin,
or simply embodied a new whim of Joyce’s. Boyne, on
the whole, inclined to the latter view, and felt half ready
to exonerate Mrs. Mervin. After all, perhaps she had
kept faith with him, and her message was only the result
of her own scruples.
He tossed the telegram onto the table with a shrug.
“Is that all? You’ve heard nothing else?”
Yes; it appeared she had. Nanny, the day before, had
received a letter from Mrs. Wheater’s maid Marguerite,
an experienced person who wielded a facile but rambling
pen. This letter Judith had coaxed from Nanny, unknown
to Miss Scope; for Miss Scope, even in the extremest
emergencies, would not admit the possibility of
her charges using, as a means of information, what the
Princess would have called “salaried assistants.”
Marguerite’s news, if vague, was ample. It appeared
that Mrs. Wheater had met in Venice a gentleman a good
deal older than herself, whose name the maid could not
even approximately spell, but who was quite different
from any of the other gentlemen in her mistress’s circle.
“Different—different how?”
“She says he’s made a different woman of mother,”
Judith explained. “He’s made her chuck Gerald, to begin
with.”
“But, for God’s sake, why? I thought she was chucking
your father on account of Gerald.”
Judith went into this with the lucid impartiality she always
applied to the analysis of her parents’ foibles. She
303reminded Boyne that Joyce never stuck long to one
thing, and that she had decided to marry Gerald chiefly
in order to annoy her husband, and to have an excuse
for detaining the young tutor at the Lido when the children
left. “He’s rather a Lido man, Gerald is,” Judith
commented, “and it made all the other women so furious.
That’s always rather fun, you know.”
But, after all, she pursued, her mother had much more
sense than her poor father, who was always the prey of
women like Zinnia Lacrosse or Sybil Lullmer. “She does
pull herself together sometimes—especially since that awful
time with Buondelmonte. And so, when she met this
other gentleman, who is so much older, and very religious,
and enormously rich, and who only wants to influence
her for good, Marguerite says it made her feel how
dreadfully she’d wasted her life, and what a different
woman she might have been if she’d known him years
before. You see, he doesn’t want to marry her, but only
to be her friend and adviser. He thinks she’s been married
often enough. And so, in order not to leave Gerald
at a loose end, she’s kept him on as secretary till he can
get another job, and she and Gerald and the other gentleman
have gone to Paris together to see what had better
be done. And the gentleman says she ought to have us
all with her; and he feels awfully fond of us already, and
knows mother will be ever so much happier if we’re with
her....”
“Oh, my God—then it’s all up with us,” Boyne
groaned.
Judith made no answer, and he went on: “It only remains
now to hear from Lady Wrench and the Princess!”
“Or Grandma Mervin—there’s still grandma,” Judith
rejoined, half hopefully.
304Boyne hesitated a moment; then he said to himself that
there was no use in any farther postponement. “No;
I’ve heard from her,” he said.
Judith’s eyes were again illuminated. “You have?
Oh, Martin! If she’d only take us all, perhaps it would
satisfy mother and the new gentleman. Oh, Martin, she
doesn’t say no?”
Silently—for no words came to him—he gave her the
cable, and walked away to the window to be out of
sight of her face. For a while he stood watching the gray
curtain of failure that hung there between him and his
golden weeks; then he pulled himself together and turned
back.
“Judy—”
She handed him the cable.
“After all, you expected it, didn’t you?” he said.
She nodded. “It doesn’t make so much difference,
anyhow,” he continued, in an unconvinced voice, “if
Bun and Beechy have to go....”
She pondered on this for a few moments without answering.
Then, with one of her sudden changes of tone:
“Martin,” she broke out impetuously, “do you suppose
she was right, after all—I mean the Princess—about our
being so dreadfully behind the times? Do you suppose,
if we did all the things she suggested: if we got new
teachers and new books, and somebody for Bun’s gymnastics,
it would make any difference—do you think it
would?” Every line of her face, from lifted eyebrows to
parted lips, was a passionate demand for his assent.
“After all, you know—perhaps she was right about some
things: that stupid old book of Scopy’s, for instance. Of
course we all know poor darling Scopy’s a back number.
And about Bun’s gymnastics too. Do you suppose if we
305took a villa at Meran we could afford to fit up a room
like the one she described, and get an instructor—didn’t
she call him an instructor? And then there’s fencing and
riding—I dare say she was right about that too! But
after all—” she paused, and her eyes looked as the rain
did when the sun was trying to break through it. “After
all, Martin,” she began again, “the main thing is that
the children are so well, isn’t it? Look at our record—see
what the summer has done! You wouldn’t know
Terry, would you, if you were to see him now for the
first time after meeting us on the boat at Algiers? And
Chip—isn’t Chip a miracle? Every one stops Nanny
in the street to admire him, and they always think he
must be three years old. He was just beginning to walk
alone when he came here—now he runs like a hare!
Nanny gets worn out chasing him. And the tricks he’s
learnt to do! He can imitate everybody; I believe he’s
going to be a movie star. Have you seen him do the lion,
with Bun as lion-tamer? Or the old man at the market,
all doubled up with sciatica, who leans on a stick, and
holds one hand behind his back? But it’s a wonder! Oh,
Martin, wait, and I’ll fetch him down now to do the old
man for you—shall I?”
Once again her grown up cares had vanished in the
childish pride of recounting Chip’s achievements. Would
it always be like this, Boyne wondered, or would life
gradually close the gates of the fairyland which was still
so close to her? He would have given most of his chances
of happiness to help her keep open that communication
with her childhood. And what if he were the one being
who could do it? The question wound itself through his
thoughts like a persuasive hand insinuating itself into
his. This heart-break of separation that was upon her—what
306if he alone had the power to ease it? He stood
looking down at her perplexedly.
“Judy—Chip’s a great man, and I’d love to see him do
the old gentleman with the sciatica. But first....”
“Yes—first?” she palpitated. But under his gaze her
radiance gradually faded, and her lips began to tremble
a little. “Ah, then you don’t think ... there’s any hope
for us?”
“I think you’ve got to go to Paris and see your mother.”
“And take Chip? I’ll never take Chip! I won’t!”
“But listen, dear—.” He sat down, and drew her to the
sofa beside him, speaking as he might have to a child
on a holiday who was fighting the summons back to
school.
“Listen, Judy. We’ve done our best; we all have. But
the children are not yours or mine. They belong to their
parents, after all.” How dry and flat his phrases sounded,
compared with the words he longed to say to her!
She drew back into the corner of the sofa. “That Buondelmonte
woman’s got at you—she’s talked you over! I
knew she would.” She was grown up again now, measuring
him with angry suspicious eyes, and flinging out
her accusations in her mother’s shrillest voice.
“Why, child, what nonsense! You said just now that
perhaps the Princess was right....”
“I never did! I said, perhaps we ought to get a new
Cyclopædia for Scopy, and have Bun taught scientific
gymnastics; and now you say....”
“I say that fate’s too much for us. It didn’t need the
Princess Buondelmonte to teach me that.”
She made no answer, and they sat in silence in their respective
corners of the sofa, each gazing desperately
into a future of which nothing could be divined except
307that it was the end of their hopes. Suddenly Judith flung
herself face down against the knobby cushions and broke
into weeping. Boyne, for a few minutes, remained numb
and helpless; then he moved closer, and bending over
drew her into his arms. She seemed hardly aware of his
nearness; she simply went on crying, with hard uneven
sobs, pressing her face against his shoulder as if it were
the sofa-cushion. He held her in silence, not venturing to
speak, or even to brush back her tumbled hair, while he
pictured, with the acuity of his older and less articulate
grief, what must be passing before her as the fibres of her
heart were torn away. “It’s too cruel—it’s too beastly
cruel,” he thought, wincing at the ugly details which must
enter into her vision of the future, details he could only
guess at, while she saw them with all the precision of
experience. Yes, it was too cruel; but what could he or
she do? He continued to hold her in silence, listening to
the beat of the rain on the half-open window, and smelling
the cold grave-yard smell of the autumn earth, while her
sobs ran through him in shocks of anguish.
Gradually her weeping subsided, and Boyne took courage
to lift his hand and pass it once or twice over her
hair. She lay in his hold as quietly as a frightened bird,
and presently he bent his head and whispered: “Judy—.”
Why not? he thought; his heart was beating with reckless
bounds. He was free, after all, if it came to that;
free to chuck his life away on any madness; and madness
this was, he knew. Well, he’d had enough of reason for
the rest of his days; and a man is only as old as he
feels.... He bent so close that his lips brushed her ear.
“Judy, darling, listen.... Perhaps after all there’s a
way—.”
308In a flash she was out of his arms, and ecstatically facing
him. “A way—a way of keeping us all together?”
Ah, how hard her questions were to answer!
Boyne drew her down again beside him. Crying was
a laborious and disfiguring business to her, and her face
was so drawn and tear-stained that she looked almost
old; but its misery was shot through with hope. If he
could have kept her there, not speaking, only answering
her with endearments, how easy, how exquisite it would
have been! But her face was tense with expectation,
and he had to find words, for he knew that his silence
would have no meaning for her.
“Judith—” he began; but she interrupted: “Call me
Judy, or I shall think it’s more bad news.” He made no
answer, and she flung herself against him with a cry of
alarm. “Martin! Martin! You’re not going to desert
us too?”
He held her hands, but his own had begun to tremble.
“Darling, I’ll never desert you; I’ll stay with you always
if you’ll have me; if things go wrong I’ll always be there
to look after you and defend you; no matter what happens,
we’ll never be separated any more....” He broke
off, his voice failing before the sudden sunrise in her eyes.
“Oh, Martin—” She lifted his hands one by one to
her wet cheeks, and held them there in silent bliss. “Then
you don’t belong any longer to Mrs. Sellars?”
“I don’t belong to any one but you—for as long as ever
you’ll have me....”
Her eyes still bathed him in their radiance. “My
darling, my darling.” She leaned close as she said it, and
he dared not move, in his new awe of her nearness—so
subtly had she changed from the child of his familiar
309endearments to the woman he passionately longed for....
“Darling,” she said again; then, with a face in which the
bridal light seemed already kindled, “Oh, Martin, do you
really mean you’re going to adopt us all, and we’re all
going to stay with you forever?”
310
Boyne felt like a man who has blundered along in
the dark to the edge of a precipice. He trembled
inwardly with the effort of recovery, and the shock of
finding himself flung back into his old world. Judith,
in a rush of gratitude, had thrown her arms about him;
and he shrank from her touch, from the warm smell of
her hair, from everything about her which he had to
think back into terms of childhood and comradeship,
while every vein in his body still ached for her. There
was nothing he would have dreaded as much as her detecting
the least trace of what he was feeling. His first
care must be to hide the break in their perfect communion—the
fact that for a moment she had been for
him the woman she would some day be for another man,
in a future he could never share. He undid her hands
and walked away to the window.
When he turned to her again he had struggled back
to some sort of composure. “Judy, child, I wish you
wouldn’t take such terrible life-leases on the future.”
He tried to smile as he said it. “I’m always afraid it will
bring us bad luck. We’d much better live from hand to
mouth. I’m ready to promise all that a reasonable man
can—that I’ll put up another big fight for you, and that
I don’t despair of winning it. At any rate, I’ll be there;
I’ll stand by you; I won’t desert you....” He broke off,
reading in her unsatisfied eyes the hopelessness of piling
up vague assurances....
311“Yes,” she assented, in a voice grown as small and
colourless as her face.
He stood before her miserably. “You do understand,
dear, don’t you?”
“I’m not sure....” She hesitated. “A little while ago
I thought I did.”
His nerves began to twitch again. Could he bear to
go into the question with her once more—and what would
be the use if he did? The immediate future must somehow
or other be dealt with; but the last few minutes had
deprived him of all will and energy. He had the desolate
sense of her knowing that he had failed her, and yet not
being able to guess why.
“Of course I’ll do what I can,” he repeated.
She remained silent, constrained by his constraint; and
he saw the disappointment in her eyes.
“You don’t believe me?”
Still she looked at him perplexedly. “But you said....
I thought you said just now that you’d found a way of
keeping us all together. No matter what happened; you
had a plan, you said.”
His senseless irritation grew upon him. Could such
total simplicity be unfeigned? Could she have such a
power of awaking passion without any inkling of its meaning?
He hated himself for doubting it. In time—a short
time, perhaps—her rich nature would come to its ripeness;
but as yet the only full-grown faculties in it were
her love for her brothers and sisters, and her faith in the
few people who had shown her kindness in a world unkindly.
“I’m sorry,” she continued, after pausing for an answer
which did not come. “I must have misunderstood
you, I suppose.”
312Boyne gave a nervous laugh. “You did, most thoroughly.”
“And—you won’t tell me what you really meant?”
He stood motionless, his hands in his pockets, staring
down at the knots in the wooden floor, as he had stared
at them on the day when she had owned to having taken
her father’s money—but in a mental perturbation how
much deeper! A few minutes before, it had seemed like
profanation to brush her with the thought of his love;
now, faced by her despair, by her sense of being left alone
to fight her battles, he asked himself whether it might
not be fairer, even kinder, to speak. At the thought his
heart again began to beat excitedly. Perhaps he had been
too impetuous, too inarticulate. What if, after all, a word
from him could wake the sleeping music?
The difficulty was to find a beginning. What would
have been so simple if kisses could have told it, seemed
tortuous or brutal when put in words. He shrank not so
much from the possibility of hurting her as from the sudden
fear of her hurting him beyond endurance.
“Judith,” he began, “how old are you?”
“I shall be sixteen in three months—no, in five months,
really,” she said, with an obvious effort at truthfulness.
“As near as that! Well, sixteen is an age,” he laughed.
She continued to fix her bewildered eyes on him, as if
seeking a clue. “But I look a lot older, don’t I?” she
added hopefully.
“Older? There are times when you look so old that
you frighten me.” He remembered then that she had
spoken to him with perfect simplicity of Gerald Ormerod’s
desire to marry her, as of the most natural thing in the
world; and his own scruples began to seem absurd. “I’m
313always forgetting what a liberal education she’s had,” he
thought with a touch of self-derision.
He cleared his throat, and continued: “So grown up
that I suppose you’ll soon be thinking of getting married.”
The word was out now; it went sounding on and on
inside of his head while he awaited her answer. When
she spoke it was with an air of indifference and disappointment.
“What’s the use of saying that? How can I ever marry,
with all the children to look after?” It was clear that she
regarded the subject as irrelevant; her tone seemed to
remind him that he and she had long since dealt with and
disposed of it. “You might as well tell me that I ought
to be educated,” she grumbled.
He pressed on: “But it might turn out ... you might
find....” He had to pause to steady his voice. “If we
can’t prevent the children being taken away from you,
you’ll be awfully lonely....”
“Taken away from me?” At the word her listlessness
vanished. “Do you suppose I’ll let them be taken like
that? Without fighting to the very last minute? Let
Syb Lullmer get hold of Chip—and Bun and Beechy
go to that Buondelmonte man?”
“I know. It’s hateful. But supposing the very worst
happens—oughtn’t you to face that now?” He cleared
his throat again. “If things went wrong, and you were
very lonely, and a fellow asked you to marry him—”
“Who asked me?”
He laughed again. “If I did.”
For a moment she looked at him perplexedly; then her
eyes cleared, and for the first time she joined in his laugh.
Hers seemed to bubble up, fresh and limpid, from the very
314depths of her little girlhood. “Well, that would be
funny!” she said.
There was a bottomless silence.
“Yes—wouldn’t it?” Boyne grinned. He stared at her
without speaking; then, like a blind man feeling his way,
he picked up his hat and mackintosh, said: “Where’s my
umbrella? Oh, outside—” and walked out stiffly into the
passage. On the doorstep, still aware of her nearness, he
added a little dizzily: “No, please—I want a long tramp
alone first.... I’ll come in again this afternoon to settle
what we’d better do about Paris....”
He felt her little disconsolate figure standing alone behind
him in the rain, and hurried away as if to put himself
out of its reach forever.
315
It was still raining when the Wheater colony left Cortina;
it was raining when the train in which Boyne and
Judith were travelling reached Paris. During the days
intervening between the receipt of Mrs. Wheater’s telegram
and the clattering halt of the express in the gare de
Lyon, Boyne could not remember that the rain had ever
stopped.
But he had not had time to do much remembering—not
even of the havoc within himself. After the struggle
necessary to convince Judith that she must go to Paris
and take Chip with her—since disobedience to her
mother’s summons might put them irretrievably in the
wrong—he had first had to help her decide what should
be done with the other children. Once brought round to
his view, she had immediately risen to the emergency, as
she always did when practical matters were at stake. She
and Boyne were agreed that it would be imprudent to
leave the children at Cortina, where the Princess, or even
Lady Wrench, might take advantage of their absence to
effect a raid on the pension. It took a three days’ hunt to
find a villa in a remote suburb of Riva where they could
be temporarily installed without much risk of being run
down by an outraged parent. Boyne put the Rosenglüh
landlady off the scent by giving her the address of Mrs.
Wheater’s Paris banker, and letting it be understood that
Judith was off to Paris to prepare for the children’s arrival;
and Blanca and Terry, still deep in Conan Doyle,
gleefully contributed misleading details.
316The excitement of departure, and the business of establishing
the little Wheaters in their new quarters, left no
time, between Boyne and Judith, for less pressing questions;
and Boyne saw that, once their plan was settled,
Judith was almost as much amused as the twins by its
secret and adventurous side. “It will take a Dr. Watson
to nose them out, won’t it?” she chuckled, as she and
Boyne, with Chip and Susan, scrambled into the Paris
express at Verona. It was not till they were in the train
that Boyne saw the cloud of apprehension descend on
her again. But then fatigue intervened, and she fell
asleep against his shoulder as peacefully as Chip, who was
curled up opposite with his head in Susan’s lap. As
they sat there, Boyne remembered how, on the day of
Mr. Dobree’s picnic, he had watched her sleeping by
the waterfall, a red glow in her cheeks, velvet shadows
under her lashes. Now her face was pinched and sallow,
the lids were swollen with goodbye tears; she
seemed farther from him than she had ever been, yet
more in need of him; and at the thought something new
and tranquillizing entered into him. He had caught a
glimpse of a joy he would never reach, and he knew that
his eyes would always dazzle with it; but the obligation
of giving Judith the help she needed kept his pain in that
deep part of the soul where the great renunciations lie.
In Paris he left his companions at the door of the
Nouveau Luxe, where Mrs. Wheater was established,
drove to his own modest hotel on the left bank, and
turned in for a hard tussle of thinking. He could no
longer put off dealing with his own case, for Mrs. Sellars
was still in Paris. He had not meant to let her know
of his arrival till the next day; he needed the interval
to get the fatigue and confusion out of his brain. But
317meanwhile he must map out some kind of a working
plan; must clear up his own mind, and consider how to
make it clear to her. And after an unprofitable attempt
at rest and sleep, and a weary tramp in the rain through
the dusky glittering streets, he suddenly decided on immediate
action, and turned into a telephone booth to call
up Mrs. Sellars. She was at home and answered immediately.
Aunt Julia was resting, she said; if he would
come at once they could talk without fear of interruption.
He caught the tremor of joy in her voice when he
spoke her name—but how like her, how perfect of her,
to ask no questions, to waste no time in exclamations;
just quietly and simply to say “Come”! The healing
touch of her reasonableness again came to his rescue.
He would have liked to find her close at hand, on the
very threshold of the telephone booth; at the rate at
which his thoughts were spinning he knew he would
have to go over the whole affair again in his transit to her
hotel. But there was no remedy for that; he could only
trust to her lucidity to help him out.
Aunt Julia’s apartment was in a hotel of the rue de
Rivoli, with a row of windows overhanging the silvery
reaches of the Tuileries gardens and the vista of domes
and towers beyond. The room was large, airy, full of
flowers. A fire burned on the hearth; Rose Sellars’s
touch was everywhere. And a moment later she stood
there before him, incredibly slim and young-looking in
her dark dress and close little hat. Slightly paler, perhaps,
and thinner—but as she moved forward with her
easy step the impression vanished. He felt only her mastery
of life and of herself, and thought how much less
she needed him than did the dishevelled child he had
318just left. The thought widened the distance between
them, and brought Judith abruptly closer.
“Well, here I am,” he said—“and I’ve failed!”
He had prepared a dozen opening phrases—but the
sudden intrusion of Judith’s face dashed them all from
his lips. He was returning to ask forgiveness of the
woman to whom he still considered himself engaged, and
his first word, after an absence prolonged and unaccountable,
was to remind her of the cause of their breach. He
saw the narrowing of her lips, and then her victorious
smile.
“Dear! Tell me about it—I want to hear everything,”
she said, holding out her hand.
But he was still struggling in the coil of his blunder.
“Oh, never mind—all that’s really got nothing to do
with it,” he stammered.
She freed her hand, and turned on the electric switch
of the nearest lamp. As she bent to it he saw that the
locks escaping on each temple were streaked with gray.
The sight seemed to lengthen the days of their separation
into months and years. He felt like a stranger
coming back to her. “You’ve forgiven me?” he began.
She looked at him gravely. “What is it I have to forgive?”
“A lot—you must think,” he said confusedly.
She shook her head. “You’re free, you know. We’re
just two old friends talking. Sit down over there—so.”
She pointed to an armchair, sat down herself, and took
off her hat. In the lamplight, under the graying temples,
her face looked changed and aged, like her hair. But
it was varnished over by her undaunted smile.
“Let us go back to where you began. I want to hear
all about the children.” She leaned her head thoughtfully
319on her hand, in the attitude he had loved in the
little sitting-room at Cortina.
“I feel like a ghost—” he said.
“No; for I should be a little afraid of you if you
were a ghost; and now—”
“Well—now....” He looked about the pleasant firelit
room, saw her work-basket in its usual place near the
hearth, her books heaped up on a table, and a familiar
litter of papers on a desk in the window. “A ghost,”
he repeated.
She waited a moment, and then said: “I wish you’d tell
me exactly what’s been happening.”
“Oh, everything’s collapsed. It was bound to. And
now I—”
He got up, walked across the room, glanced half-curiously
at the titles of some of the books, and came back
and leaned against the mantelpiece. She sat looking up
at him. “Yes?”
“No. I can’t.”
“You can’t—what?”
“Account for anything. Explain anything—” He
dropped back into his chair and threw his head back, staring
at the ceiling. “I’ve been a fool—and I’m tired; tired.”
“Then we’ll drop explanations. Tell me only what
you want,” she said.
What he really wanted was not to tell her anything, but
to get up again, and resume his inarticulate wanderings
about the room. With an effort of the will he remained
seated, and turned his eyes to hers. “You’ve been perfect—and
I do want to tell you ... to make you understand....”
But no; that sort of talk was useless. He
had better try to do what she had asked him. “About
the children—well, the break up was bound to come.
320You were right about it, of course. But I was so sorry
for the poor little devils that I tried to blind myself....”
His tongue was loosened, and he found it easier to go
on. After all, Mrs. Sellars was right; the story of the
children must be disposed of first. After that he might
see more clearly into his own case and hers. He went
on with his halting narrative, and she listened in silence—that
rare silence of hers which was all alertness and sympathy.
She smiled a little over the Princess Buondelmonte’s
invasion, and sighed and frowned when he mentioned
that Lady Wrench was also impending. When he
came to Mrs. Wheater’s summons, and his own insistence
that Judith and Chip should immediately obey it, she
lifted her eyes, and said approvingly: “But of course you
were perfectly right.”
“Was I? I don’t know. When I left them just now at
the door of that Moloch of a hotel—”
She gave a little smile of reassurance. “No; I don’t
think you need fear even the Nouveau Luxe. I understand
what you’re feeling; but I think I can give you some
encouragement.”
“Encouragement—?”
“About the future, I mean. Perhaps Mrs. Wheater’s
news about herself is not altogether misleading. At any
rate, I know she’s taken the best legal advice; and I
hear she may be able to keep all the children—her own,
that is. For of course the poor little steps—”
Boyne listened with a sudden start of attention. He
felt like some one shaken out of a lethargy. “You’ve
seen her, then? I didn’t know you knew her.”
“No; I’ve not seen her, and I don’t know her. But
a friend of mine does. The fact is, she ran across Mr.
Dobree at the Lido after he left Cortina—”
321“Dobree?” He stared, incredulous, as if he must have
heard the wrong name.
“Yes; hasn’t she mentioned it to the children? Ah,
no—I remember she never writes. Well, she had the good
sense to ask him to take charge of things for her, and
though he doesn’t often accept new cases nowadays he
was so sorry for the children—and for her too, he says—that
he agreed to look after her interests. And he tells
me that if she follows his advice, and keeps out of new
entanglements, he thinks she can divorce Mr. Wheater
on her own terms, and in that case of course the courts
will give her all the children. Isn’t that the very best
news I could give you?”
He tried to answer, but again found himself benumbed.
Her eyes continued to challenge him. “It’s
more than you hoped?” she smiled.
“It’s not in the least what I expected.”
She waited for him to continue, but he was silent again,
and she questioned suddenly: “What did you expect?”
He looked at her with a confused stare, as if her face
had become that of a stranger, as familiar faces do in
a dream. “Dobree,” he said—“this Dobree....”
She kindled. “You’re very unfair to Mr. Dobree,
Martin; you always have been. He’s not only a great
lawyer, whose advice Mrs. Wheater is lucky to have,
but a kind and wise friend ... and a good man,” she
added.
“Yes,” he said, hardly hearing her. All the torture of
his hour of madness about Mr. Dobree had returned to
him. He would have liked to leap up on the instant, and
go and find him, and fight it out with his fists....
“I can’t think,” she continued nervously, “what more
you could have hoped....”
322He made a weary gesture. “God knows! But what
does it matter?”
“Matter? Doesn’t it matter to you that the children
should be safe—be provided for? That in this new crash
they should remain with their mother, and not be tossed
about again from pillar to post? If you didn’t want that,
what did you want?”
“I wanted—somehow—to get them all out of this hell.”
“I believe you exaggerate. It’s not going to be a hell
if their mother keeps them, as Mr. Dobree thinks she’ll
be able to. You say yourself that she’s fond of them.”
“Yes; intermittently.”
“And, after all, if the step-children are taken back
by their own parents, that’s only natural. You say the
new Princess Buondelmonte seems well-meaning, and kind
in her way; and as for Zinnie—I suppose Zinnie is the
one of the party the best able to take care of herself.”
“I suppose so,” he acceded.
“Well, then—.” She paused, and then repeated, with
a sharper stress: “I don’t yet see what you want.”
He looked about him with the same estranged stare
with which his eyes had rested on her face. Something
clear and impenetrable as a pane of crystal seemed to cut
him off from her, and from all that surrounded her. He
had been to the country from which travellers return with
another soul.
“What I want...?” Ah, he knew that well enough!
What he wanted, at the moment, was just some opiate to
dull the dogged ache of body and soul—to close his ears
against that laugh of Judith’s, and all his senses to her
nearness. He was caught body and soul—that was it;
and real loving was not the delicate distraction, the food
for dreams, he had imagined it when he thought himself
323in love with Rose Sellars; it was this perpetual obsession,
this clinging nearness, this breaking on the rack of every
bone, and tearing apart of every fibre. And his apprenticeship
to it was just beginning....
Well, there was one thing certain; it was that he must
get away, as soon as he could, from the friendly room
and Rose’s forgiving presence. He tried to blunder into
some sort of explanation. “I don’t suppose I’ve any
business to be here,” he began abruptly.
Mrs. Sellars was silent; but it was not one of her
speaking silences. It was like a great emptiness slowly
widening between them. For a moment he thought she
meant to force on him the task of bridging it over; then
he saw that she was struggling with a pain as benumbing
as his own. She could not think of anything to say any
more than he could, and her helplessness moved him, and
brought her nearer. “She wants to end it decently, as I
do,” he thought; but his pity for her did not help him
to find words.
At length he got up and held out his hand. “You’re
the best friend I’ve ever had—and the dearest. But
I’m going off on a big job somewhere; I must. At the
other end of the world. For a time—”
“Yes,” she assented, very low. She did not take the
hand he held out—perhaps did not even see it. When
two people part who have loved each other it is as if
what happens between them befell in a great emptiness—as
if the tearing asunder of the flesh must turn at last
into a disembodied anguish.
“You’ve forgotten your umbrella,” she said, as he
reached the door. He gave a little laugh as he came
back to get it.
324
The next day Boyne lunched at the Nouveau Luxe
alone with Mrs. Wheater and Judith. He had wondered
if it would occur to Joyce that it might be preferable
to lunch upstairs, in her own rooms; but it had not; and
his mind was too dulled with pain for him to care much
for his surroundings. No crowd could make him feel
farther away from Judith than the unseeing look in her
own eyes.
Mrs. Wheater was dressed with a Quaker-like austerity
which made her look younger and handsomer than when
he had last seen her, in the rakish apparel of the Lido.
She had acquired another new voice, as she did with each
new phase; this time it was subdued and somewhat
melancholy, but less studied than the fluty tones she
had affected in Venice. Altogether, Boyne had to admit
that she had improved—that Mr. Dobree’s influence
had achieved what others had failed to do. After lunch
they went upstairs, and Joyce proposed to Judith that,
as the rain had stopped, she should take Chipstone and
Susan to the Bois de Boulogne. She herself wanted
to have a quiet talk with dear Martin—Judith could
send the motor back to pick her up at four; no, at half-past
three. She had promised to go to a wonderful loan
exhibition of Incunabula with Mr. Dobree.... Judith
nodded and disappeared, with a faint smile at Boyne.
Mr. Dobree had opened her eyes to so many marvels,
Joyce continued when they were alone. Incunabula, for
instance—would Boyne believe that she had never before
heard of their existence? Mr. Dobree had thought she
325must be joking when she asked him what they were.
But Martin knew how much chance she had had of
cultivating herself in Cliffe’s society.... Yes, and she
was beginning to collect books—first editions—and to
form a real library. Didn’t he think it would be a
splendid thing for the children—especially for Terry?
She blushed to think that while the family travelled
over Europe in steam-yachts and Blue Trains and Rolls-Royces,
poor Terry had had to feed on the rubbish Scopy
could pick up for him in hotel libraries, or the cabinets
de lecture of frowsy watering-places. Mr. Dobree had
been horrified when he found that Cliffe, with all his
millions, had never owned a library! But then he didn’t
know Cliffe.
Joyce went on to unfold her plans for the future. She
spoke, as usual, as if they were fixed and immutable in
every detail. She had decided to buy a place in the
country—near either Paris or Dinard, she wasn’t sure
which. Probably Dinard on account of Terry’s health.
The climate was mild; and it was said that there were
educational advantages. If the sea was too strong for
him she could find a house somewhere inland. But they
must be near a town on account of the children’s education,
and yet not in it because of the demoralising influences,
and the lack of good air. In a few days she was
going down to look about her at Dinard....
Boyne knew, she supposed, that she had begun divorce
proceedings? Of course she ought to have done it long
ago—but in that milieu one’s moral sense got absolutely
blunted. Evidence—? Heavens! She already had more
than enough to make her own terms. Horrors and
horrors.... There was no doubt, Mr. Dobree said, that
the courts would give her the custody of all the children.
326And from now on they would be the sole object of her
life. Didn’t Boyne agree that, at her age, there couldn’t
be a more perfect conclusion? Oh, yes, she knew—she
looked younger than she really was ... but there were
gray streaks in her hair already; hadn’t he noticed?
And she wasn’t going to dye it; not she! She was going
to let herself turn frankly into an old woman. She
didn’t mind the idea a bit. Middle-age was so full of
duties and interests of its own; she had a perfect horror
of the women who are always dyeing and drugging themselves,
in the hopeless attempt to keep young—like that
pitiable Syb Lullmer, for instance. She had learned,
thank heaven, that there were other things in life. And
her first object, of course, was to get the children away
from hotels and hotel contacts—from all the Nouveaux
Luxes and the “Palaces.” She was counting the minutes
till she could create a real home for them, and make them
so happy that they would never want to leave it.... She
knew Boyne would approve.... The monologue ended
by her expressing her gratitude for all he had done for
the children, and her delight at being reunited to Judith
and Chip—Chip, oh, he was a wonder, so fat and tall,
and walking and talking like a boy of four. And Judith
told her it was all thanks to Boyne....
Mrs. Wheater seemed genuinely sorry to think that
Bun and Beechy would probably have to return to their
father. But perhaps, she added, if the new Princess
Buondelmonte was so full of good intentions, and so determined
to have her own way, the two children might
get a fairly decent bringing-up. Buondelmonte wasn’t
as young as he had been, and might be glad to settle
down, if his wife made him comfortable, and let him have
enough money to gamble at his club. And as for Zinnie—Joyce
327shrugged, and doubted if either her mother or
Cliffe would really take Zinnie on, when it came to the
point. She was rather a handful, Zinnie was; no one
but Judy could control her. Still, grieved as Joyce would
be to give up the “steps,” poor little souls, she was too
much used to human ingratitude not to foresee that they
might be taken from her at any moment. But her own
children—no! Never again. Of that Boyne might be
assured. She had learned her lesson, her eyes had been
opened to her own folly and imprudence; and Mr. Dobree
had absolutely promised her—oh, by the way, wasn’t
Martin going to stay and see Mr. Dobree, who would
be turning up at any minute now to take her to see the
Incunabula? She thought he and Martin had met at
Cortina, hadn’t they? Yes, she remembered; Mr.
Dobree had been so struck by Martin’s devotion to the
children. She hoped so much they might meet again
and make friends.... Boyne thanked her, and thought
perhaps another time ... but he was leaving Paris, probably;
he couldn’t wait then.... He got himself out of
the room in a confusion of excuses....
All day he wandered through the streets, inconsolably.
His will-power seemed paralysed. He was determined
to get away from Paris at once, to go to New York first,
in quest of a job, and then to whatever end of the world
the job should call him. There was no object in his
lingering where he was for another hour. He and Rose
Sellars had said their last word to each other—and to
Judith herself what more had he to say? Yet he could
not submit his mind to the idea that his happy unreal
life of the last weeks was over; that he would never
again enter the pension at Cortina, and see the little
Wheaters flocking about him in a tumult of welcome,
328begging for a romp, a game, a story, clamouring to have
their quarrels arbitrated, demanding to be taken on a
picnic—with Judith serene above the tumult, or laughing
and twittering with the rest.... When he grew too tired
to walk farther he turned in at a post-office, and wrote
a cable which he had been revolving for some hours. It
was addressed to the New York contractors who had
written to ask if he could trace the young engineer who
had been his assistant. Luckily he had not been able
to, and he cabled: “Should like for myself the job you
wrote about. Can I have it? Can start at once. Cable
bankers.”
This message despatched, he turned to the telephone
booth, rang up the Nouveau Luxe, and asked to speak
to Miss Wheater. Interminable minutes passed after
he had put in his call; Mrs. Wheater’s maid was found
first, who didn’t know where Judith was, or how to
find her; then Susan, who said Judith had come back, and
gone out again, and that all she knew was that the ladies
were going to dine out that evening with Mr. Dobree,
and go to the theatre. Then, just as Boyne was turning
away discouraged, Judith’s own voice: “Hullo, Martin!
Where are you? When can I see you?”
“Now, if you can come. I’m off tonight—to London.”
He suddenly found he had decided that without knowing
it.
She exclaimed in astonishment, and asked where she
was to meet him; and he acquiesced in her suggestion
that it should be at a tea-room near her hotel, as it was
so late that she would soon have to hurry back for dinner.
He jumped into a taxi, secured a table in a remote corner
of the tea-room, and met her on the threshold a moment
later. It was already long after six, and the rooms were
329emptying; in a few minutes they would have the place
to themselves.
Judith, a little flushed with the haste of her arrival,
looked gracefully grown up in her dark coat edged with
fur, a pretty antelope bag in her gloved hand. The bareheaded
girl of the Dolomites, in sports’ frock and russet
shoes, had been replaced by a demure young woman who
seemed to Boyne almost a stranger.
“Martin! You’re not really going away tonight?”
she began at once, not noticing his request that she should
choose between tea-cakes and éclairs.
He said he was, for a few days at any rate; the mere
sound of her voice, the look in her eyes, had nearly
dissolved his plans again, and his own voice was unsteady.
The fact that it was only for a few days seemed to
reassure Judith. He’d be back by the end of the week,
she hoped, wouldn’t he? Yes—oh, yes, he said—very
probably.
“Because, you know, the children’ll be here by that
time,” she announced; and, turning her attention to the
trays presented: “Oh, both, I think—yes, I’ll take both.”
“The children?”
“Yes; mother’s just settled it. Mr. Dobree wrote the
wire for her. If Nanny gets it in time they’re to start
to-morrow. Mr. Dobree thinks we may be able to keep
the steps too—he’s going to write himself to Buondelmonte.
And he doesn’t believe the Wrenches will ever
bother us about Zinnie ... at least not at present. He’s
found out a lot of things about Lord Wrench, and he
thinks Zinnia’ll have her hands full with him, without
tackling Zinnie too.”
She spoke serenely, almost lightly, as if all her anxieties
had been dispelled. Could it be that the mere
330change of scene, the few hours spent with her mother,
had so completely reassured her? She, who had always
measured Joyce with such precocious insight, was it
possible that she was deluded by her now? Or had she
too succumbed to Mr. Dobree’s mysterious influence?
Boyne looked at her careless face and wondered.
“But this Dobree—you didn’t fancy him much at
Cortina? What makes you believe in him now?”
She seemed a little puzzled, and wrinkled her brows
in the effort to find a reason. “I don’t know. He’s
funny looking, of course; and rather pompous. And I do
like you heaps better, Martin. But he’s been most awfully
good about the children, and he can make mother do
whatever he tells her. And she says he’s a great lawyer,
and his clients almost always win their cases. Oh,
Martin, wouldn’t it be heavenly if he could really keep
us together, steps and all? He’s sworn to me that he
will.” She turned her radiant eyes on Boyne. “Anyhow,
the children will be here the day after to-morrow, and
that will be splendid, won’t it? You must get back from
London as soon as ever you can, and take us all off somewhere
for the day, just as if we were still at Cortina.”
Yes, of course he would, Boyne said; on Scopy’s book
he would. She lit up at that, asking where they’d better
go, and finally settling that, if the rain ever held up, a
day at Versailles would be jollier than anything....
But it must be soon, she reminded him; because in a
few days Mrs. Wheater was going to carry them all off
to Dinard.
Yes, she pursued, she really did feel that Mr. Dobree,
just in a few weeks, had gained more influence over her
mother than any one else ever had. Judith had had a
long talk with him that morning, and he had told her
331frankly that he was doing it all out of interest in the
children, and because he wanted to help her—wasn’t
that dear of him? Anyhow, they were all going to stand
together, grown ups and children, and put up a last big
fight. (“On Scopy’s book,” Boyne interpolated with a
strained smile.) And they were to have a big house in
the country, with lots of dogs and horses, she continued.
And the children were never to go to hotels any more.
And Terry was to have a really first-rate tutor, and be
sent to school in Switzerland as soon as he was strong
enough; in another year, perhaps.
Boyne sat watching her with insatiable eyes. She
looked so efficient, so experienced—yet what could be
surer proof of her childishness than this suddenly revived
faith in the future? He saw that whoever would promise
to keep the children together would gain a momentary
hold over her—as he once had, alas! And he saw also
that the mere change of scene, the excitement of
the flight from Cortina, the encouragement which her
mother’s new attitude gave her, were so many balloons
lifting her up into the blue.... “It will be Versailles,
don’t you think so?” she began again. “Or, if it rains
deluges, what about the circus, and a big tea afterward,
somewhere where Chip and Nanny could come too?”
She looked at him with her hesitating smile. “I thought,
perhaps, if you didn’t mind—but, no, darling,” she broke
off decisively, “we won’t ask Mr. Dobree!”
“Lord—I should hope not; not if I’m giving the
party.” He found the voice and laugh she expected, gave
her back her banter, discussed and fixed with her the
day and hour of the party. And all the while there
echoed in his ears, more insistently than anything she
was saying, a line or two from the chorus of Lemures,
332in “Faust,” which Rose had read aloud one evening at
Cortina.
Who made the room so mean and bare—
Where are the chairs, the tables where?
It was lent for a moment only—
A moment only: not a bad title for the history of his
last few months! A moment only; and he had always
known it. “An episode,” he thought, “it’s been only an
episode. One of those things that come up out of the
sea, on a full-moon night, playing the harp.... Yes; but
sometimes the episodes last, and the things one thought
eternal wither like grass—and only the gods know which
it will be ... if they do....
“L’addition, mademoiselle? Good Lord, child; four
éclairs? And a Dobree dinner in the offing! Ah, thrice-happy
infancy, as the poet said.... Yes, here’s your
umbrella. Take my arm, and we’ll nip round on foot
to the back door of the Luxe. You’ve eaten so much
that I haven’t got enough left to pay for a taxi....”
From the threshold of the hotel she called to him,
rosy under her shining umbrella: “Thursday morning,
then, you’ll fetch us all at ten?” And he called back:
“On Scopy’s book, I will!” as the rain engulfed him.
On the day fixed for the children’s picnic Boyne lay
half asleep on the deck of a South American liner. It
was better so—a lot better. The morning after he had
parted from Judith at the door of the Nouveau Luxe the
summons had come: “Job yours please sail immediately
for Rio particulars on arrival”; and he had just had
time to pitch his things into his portmanteaux, catch the
333first train for London, and scramble on board his boat
at Liverpool.
A lot better so.... The busy man’s way of liquidating
hopeless situations. It reminded him of the old times
when, at the receipt of such a summons, cares and complications
fell from him like dust from a shaken garment.
It would not be so now; his elasticity was gone. Yet
already, after four days at sea, he was beginning to feel
a vague solace in the empty present, and in the future
packed with duties. No hesitating, speculating, wavering
to and fro—he was to be caught as soon as he landed,
and thrust into the stiff harness of his work. And
meanwhile, more and more miles of sea were slipping in
between him and the last months, making them already
seem remote and vapoury compared with the firm outline
of the future.
The day was mild, with a last touch of summer on the
lazy waves over which they were gliding.... He closed
his eyes and slept....
At Versailles too it was mild; there were yellow leaves
still on the beeches of the long walks; they formed
golden tunnels, with hazy blueish vistas where the park
melted into the blur of the forest. But the gardens were
almost deserted; it was too late in the season for the
children chasing their hoops and balls down the alleys,
the groups of nurses knitting and gossiping on wooden
chairs under the great stone Dianas and Apollos.
Funny—he and the little Wheaters seemed to have the
lordly pleasure-grounds to themselves. The clipped walls
of beech and hornbean echoed with their shouts and
laughter. What a handful the little Wheaters were
getting to be! Terry, now, could run and jump with
the rest; and as for Chip, rounder than ever in a white
334fur coat and tasselled cap, his waddle was turning into a
scamper....
In the sun, under a high protecting hedge, Miss Scope
and Nanny sat and beamed upon their children; and
Susan flew down the vistas after Chip....
Boyne and Judith were alone. They had wandered
away into one of the bosquets: solitary even in summer,
with vacant-faced divinities niched in green, broken
arcades, toy temples deserted of their gods. On this
November day, when mist was everywhere, mist trailing
through the half-bare trees, lying in a faint bloom on
the lichened statues, oozing up from the layers of leaves
underfoot, the place seemed the ghostly setting of dead
days. Boyne looked down at Judith, and even her face
was ghostly.... “Come,” he said with a shiver, “let’s
get back into the sun—.” Outside of the bosquet, down
the alley, the children came storming toward them, shouting,
laughing and wrangling. Boyne, laughing too,
caught up the furry Chip, and swung him high in air.
Bun, to attract his attention, turned a new somersault at
his feet, and Zinnie and Beechy squealed: “Martin, now’s
the time for presents!” For, since the Princess Buondelmonte
had been so shocked by their cupidity, it had
become a joke with the children to be always petitioning
for presents.
“Little devils—as if I could ever leave them!” Boyne
thought.
“Tea, sir?” said the steward. “Ham sandwiches?”
335
Boyne was coming back from Brazil. His steamer
was approaching Bordeaux, moving up the estuary of
the Gironde under a September sky as mild as the one
which had roofed his sleep when, nearly three years
earlier, he had dreamt he was at Versailles with the little
Wheaters.
Three years of work and accomplishment lay behind
him. And the job was not over; that was the best of it.
A touch of fever had disabled him, and he was to take a
few weeks’ holiday in Europe, and then return to his task.
His first idea had been to put in this interval of convalescence
in America; to take the opportunity to look up his
people, and see a few old friends in New York. But he
was sure to find Rose Sellars in New York, or near it; he
could hardly go there without being obliged to see her.
And the time for that had not yet come—if it ever would.
He looked at his grizzled head, his sallow features with
brown fever-blotches under the skin, and put away the
idea with a grimace. The tropics seemed fairly to have
burnt him out....
Rose Sellars had been kind; she had been perfect, as he
had foreseen she would be. He knew that, after a winter
on the Nile with Aunt Julia, she had returned to her own
house in New York; for, once re-established there, she
had begun to write to him again. From her letters—which
were free from all recriminations, all returning to
the past—he learned that she had taken up her old life
again: the reading, the social round, the small preoccupations.
336But he saw her going through the old routine with
transparent hands and empty eyes, as he could picture the
ghosts of good women doing in the world of shadows.
His own case was more fortunate. His eyes were full
of visions of work to be, his hands of the strength of work
done. Yet at times he too felt tenuous and disembodied.
Since the fever, particularly—it was always disastrous to
him to have to interrupt his work. And this flat soft
shore that gave him welcome—so safe, so familiar—how
it frightened him! He didn’t want to come in contact
with life again, and life always wooed him when he was
not at work.
It was odd, how little, of late, he had thought of the
Wheaters. At first the memory of them had been a torture,
an obsession. But luckily he had not given his address
to Judith, and so she had not been able to write;
and Mrs. Sellars had never once alluded to the children.
His work in Brazil lay up country, far from towns and
post-offices; but bundles of American newspapers straggled
in at uncertain intervals, and from one he had learned
that the Wheater divorce had been pronounced in Mrs.
Wheater’s favour, from another, about a year later, that
Cliffe had married Mrs. Lullmer. There had been an end
of the story ... and Boyne had lived long enough to
know that abrupt endings were best.
As his steamer pushed her way up the estuary he was
still asking himself how he should employ his holiday.
All his thoughts were with his interrupted work, with the
man who had temporarily replaced him, and of whose
judgment and temper he was not quite sure. He could not
as yet bring himself to consider his own plans for the
coming weeks, because, till he could get back to Brazil,
337everything that might happen to him seemed equally uninteresting
and negligible.
At dinner that evening, at the famous Chapeau Rouge
of Bordeaux, the fresh truffles cooked in white wine, and
washed down with a bottle of Château Margaux insensibly
altered his mood. He had forgotten what good
food could be like. His view of life was softened, and
even the faces of the people at the other tables, commonplace
as they were, gradually began to interest him. At
the steamer landing the walls were plastered over with
flamboyant advertisements of the watering-places of the
Basque coast: Cibour, Hendaye, St. Jean de Luz, Biarritz.
A band of gay bathers on a white beach, under
striped umbrellas, was labelled Hendaye; another, of
slim ladies silhouetted on a terrace against a cobalt sea,
while their partners absorbed cocktails at little tables,
stood for Biarritz. The scene recalled to Boyne similar
spectacles all the world over: casinos, dancing, gambling,
the monotonous rattle and glare of cosmopolitan pleasure.
And suddenly he felt that to be in such a crowd was what
he wanted—a crowd of idle insignificant people, not one of
whom he would ever care to see again. He fancied the
idea of bands playing, dancers undulating over polished
floors, expensive food served on flowery terraces, high
play in crowded over-heated gaming-rooms. It was the
lonely man’s flight from himself, the common impulse of
hard workers on first coming out of the wilderness. He
took the train for Biarritz....
The place was in full season; but he found a room in a
cheap hotel far from the sea, and forthwith began to mix
with the crowd. At first his deep inner loneliness cut him
off from them; that people should be leading such lives
seemed too absurd and inconsequent. But gradually the
338glitter took him, as it often had before after a long bout
of hard work and isolation; he enjoyed the feeling of being
lost in the throng, alone and unnoticed, with no likelihood
of being singled out, like Uncle Edward, for some
agreeable adventure.
Adventure! He had come to hate the very word. His
one taste of the thing had been too bitter. All he wanted
now was to be amused; and he hugged his anonymity.
For three days he wandered about, in cafés, on terraces
above the sea, and in the gaming-rooms. He even made
an excursion across the Spanish border; but he came back
from it tired and dispirited. Solitude and scenery were
not what he wanted; he plunged into the Medley again.
On the fourth day he saw the announcement: “Gala
Dinner and Dance tonight at the Mirasol.” The Mirasol
was the newest and most fashionable hotel in Biarritz—the
“Palace” of the moment. The idea of assisting
at the gala dinner took Boyne’s fancy, and in the afternoon
he strolled up to the hotel to engage a table. But
they were all bespoken, and he sat down in the hall to
glance over some illustrated papers. The place, at that
hour, was nearly empty; but presently he heard a pipe
of childish laughter coming from the corner where the
lift was caged. Several liveried lift-boys were hanging
about in idleness, and among them was a little girl with
long legs, incredibly short skirts and a fiery bush of hair.
Boyne laid down his paper and looked at her; but her
back was turned to him. She was wrestling with the
smallest of the lift-boys, while the others looked on and
grinned. Presently a stout lady descended from a magnificent
motor, entered the hotel and walked across the
hall to the lift. Instantly the boys stood to attention, and
339the red-haired child, quiet as a mouse, slipped into the
lift after the stout lady, and shot up out of sight. When
the lift came down again, she sprang out, and instantly
resumed her romp with the boys. This time her face was
turned toward Boyne, and he saw that she was Zinnie
Wheater. He got up from his chair to go toward her,
but another passenger was getting into the lift, and Zinnie
followed, and disappeared again. The next time it came
down, two or three people were waiting for it; Zinnie
slipped in among them, flattening herself into a corner.
Boyne sat and watched her appearing and disappearing in
this way for nearly an hour—it was evidently her way of
spending the afternoon. And not for the first time,
presumably; for several of the passengers recognised her,
and greeted her with a nod or a joke. One fat old gentleman
in spats produced a bag of sweets, and pinched
her bare arm as he gave it to her; and a lady in black
with a little girl drew the latter close to her, and looked
past Zinnie as if she had not been there....
At last there came a lull in the traffic, the attendants
relapsed into lassitude, and Zinnie, after circling aimlessly
about the hall, slipped behind the porter’s desk,
inspected the letters in the mahogany pigeon-holes against
the wall, and began to turn over the papers on the desk.
Then she caught sight of the porter approaching from a
distance, slid out from behind the desk, waltzed down the
length of the hall and back, and stopped with a yawn
just in front of Boyne. For a moment she did not seem
to notice him; but presently she sidled up, leaned over his
shoulder, and said persuasively: “May I look at the pictures
with you?”
He laid the paper aside and glanced up at her. She
stared a moment or two, perplexedly, and then flushed
340to the roots of her hair. “Martin—why, I believe it’s old
Martin!”
“Yes, it’s old Martin—but you’re a new Zinnie, aren’t
you?” he rejoined.
Her eyes were riveted on him; he saw that she was half
shy, half eager to talk. She perched on the arm of his
chair and took his neck in her embrace, as Judith used to.
“Well, it’s a long time since I saw you. I’m lots older—and
you are too,” she added reflectively. “I don’t believe
you’d have known me if I hadn’t spoken to you,
would you?”
“Not if you hadn’t had that burning bush,” he said,
touching her hair. His voice was trembling; he could
hardly see her for the blur in his eyes. If he closed his
lids he might almost imagine that the thin arm about his
neck was Judith’s....
“Well, how’s everybody?” he asked, a little hoarsely.
“Oh, awfully well,” said Zinnie. “But you don’t look
very well yourself,” she added, turning a sidelong glance
on him.
“Never mind about me. Are you here together, all of
you—or have the others stayed at Dinard?”
“Dinard?” She seemed to be puzzled by the question.
“Wasn’t your mother going to buy a house in the
country near Dinard?”
“Was she? I dunno. We’ve never had a house of our
own,” said Zinnie.
“Never anywhere?”
“No. I guess it would only bother mother to have a
house. She likes hotels better. She’s married again, you
know; and she’s getting fat.”
“Married?”
“Didn’t you know about that either? How funny!
341She’s married to Mr. Dobree,” said Zinnie, swinging her
legs against Boyne’s chair.
Boyne sat silent, and she continued, her eyes wandering
over him critically: “I guess you’ve had a fever, haven’t
you—or else something bad with your liver?”
“Nothing of the sort. I was never better. But you’re
all here, then, I suppose?” His heart stood still as he
made a dash at the question.
“Yes; we’re all here,” said Zinnie indifferently. “At
least Terry’s at school in Switzerland, you see; and
Blanca’s at a convent in Paris, ’cos she got engaged again
to a lift-boy who was a worse rotter than the first; and
Bun and Beechy are in Rome, in their father’s palace.
They hate writing, so we don’t actually know how they
are.”
“Ah—” Boyne commented. He looked away from her,
staring across the deserted hall. “But Chip’s here?” he
asked.
Zinnie shook her red curls gravely. “No, he isn’t here
either.” She hesitated a moment, swinging her legs.
“He’s buried,” she said.
“Buried—?”
“Didn’t you know that either? You’ve been ever so
far away, I suppose. Chip got menin—meningitis, isn’t
it? We were at Chamonix, for Terry. The doctors
couldn’t do anything. It was last winter—no, the winter
before. We all cried awfully; we wore black for three
months. And so after that mother decided she’d better
marry Mr. Dobree; because she was too lonely, she said.”
“Ah, lonely—”
“Yes; and so after a while we came to Paris and she
was married. It must have been two years ago, because
the steps were with us still; and Beechy and I wore little
342pink dresses at the wedding, and Bun was page. I wonder
you didn’t see our photographs in the ‘Herald.’ Don’t
you ever read the ‘Herald’?”
“Not often,” Boyne had to admit.
Zinnie continued to swing her legs against the side of
his chair. “And it’s then we found out what Mr. Dobree’s
Christian name is,” she rambled on. “We had
work doing it; but Terry managed to see the papers he
had to sign the day of the wedding, and so we found out.
His name’s Azariah. We never thought of that, did we?
It’s the name of a man who made millions in mines; so
I s’pose when he died he left all his money to Mr.
Dobree.”
“Made millions in mines?”
“Well, that’s what Scopy said. She said: ‘Not know
that? You little heathens! Why, of course, Azariah
was a minor prophet.’”
“Oh, of course; naturally,” Boyne murmured, swept
magically back to the world of joyous incongruities in
which he had lived enchanted with the little Wheaters.
“So we think that’s why he’s so rich, and why mother
married him,” Zinnie concluded, with a final kick on
the side of the chair; then she slid down, put her hands
on her hips, pirouetted in front of Boyne, and held out
the bag of pink glazed paper which the old gentleman
who wore spats had given her. “Have a chocolate?
The ones in gold paper have got liqueur in ’em,” she said.
Boyne shook his head, and she continued to look at
him attentively. At last: “Martin, darling, aren’t those
Abdullahs you’re smoking? Will you let me have one?”
she said in a coaxing voice.
“Let you have one? You don’t mean to say you
smoke?”
343“No; but I have a friend who does.” Boyne held out
his cigarette-case with a shrug, and she drew out a small
handful, and flitted away to the lift. When she came back
her face was radiant. “It’s awfully sweet of you,” she
said. “You always were an old darling. Don’t you want
to come upstairs and see mother? She was a little tired
after lunch, so I don’t believe she’s gone out yet.”
Boyne got to his feet with a gesture of negation.
“Sorry, my dear; but I’m afraid I can’t. I—fact is, I’m
just here for a few hours ... taking the train back to
Bordeaux presently,” he stammered.
“Oh, are you? That’s too bad. Mother will be awfully
sorry—and so will Judy.”
Boyne cleared his throat, and brought out abruptly:
“Ah, she’s here too—Judy?”
Zinnie stared at the question. “Course she is. Only
just today she’s off on an excursion with some P’ruvians.
They’ve got an awfully long name—I can’t remember it.
They have two Rolls-Royces. She won’t be back not till
just before dinner. She’ll have to be back then, because
she’s got a new dress for the dance tonight. It’s a pity
you can’t come back and see her in it.”
“Yes—it’s a pity. But I can’t.” He held out his hand,
and she put her little bony claw into it. “Goodbye,
child,” he said; then, abruptly, he bent down to her.
“Kiss me, Zinnie.” She held up her merry face, and he
laid his lips on her cheek. “Goodbye,” he repeated.
He had really meant, while he talked with her, to go
back to his hotel and pack up, and catch the next train
for anywhere. The place was like a tomb to him now;
under all the noise and glitter his past was buried. He
walked away with hurried strides from the Mirasol; but
344when he got back to his own hotel he sat down in his
room and stared about him without making any effort
to pack. He sat there for a long time—for all the rest
of the afternoon—without moving. Once he caught himself
saying aloud: “She’s got a new dress for the dance.”
He laughed a little at the thought, and became immersed
in his memories....
Boyne dined at a restaurant—he didn’t remember
where—turned in at a cinema for an hour, and then got
into his evening clothes, and walked up through the warm
dark night to the Mirasol. The great building, shining
with lights, loomed above a tranquil sea; music drifted
out from it, and on the side toward the sea its wide terrace
was thronged with ladies in bright dresses, and their
partners. Boyne walked up among them; but as he
reached the terrace a drizzling rain began to fall, and
laughing and crying out the dancers all hurried back into
the hotel. He stood alone on the damp flagging, and
paced up and down slowly before the uncurtained windows.
The dinner was over—the restaurant was empty,
and through the windows he saw the waiters preparing
the tables again for supper. Farther on, he passed other
tall windows, giving on a richly upholstered drawing-room
where groups of elderly people, at tables with
shaded lamps, were playing bridge and poker. Among
them he noticed a stout lady in a low-necked black dress.
Her much-exposed back was turned to him, and he recognised
the shape of her head, the thatch of rippled hair,
silver-white now (she had kept her resolve of not dyeing
it), and the turn of her white arms as she handled her
cards. Opposite her sat her partner, also white-headed,
in a perfectly cut dinner-jacket; the lamplight seemed to
345linger appreciatively on his lustrous pearl studs and
sleeve-links. It was Mr. Dobree, grown stouter too, with
a reddish fold of flesh above his immaculate collar. The
couple looked placid, well fed, and perfectly satisfied with
life and with each other.
Boyne continued his walk, and turning an angle of the
building, found himself facing the windows of the ballroom.
The terrace on that side, being away from the sea,
was but faintly lit, and the spectacle within seemed therefore
more brilliantly illuminated.
At first he saw only a blur of light and colour; couples
revolving slowly under the spreading chandeliers, others
streaming in and out of the doorways, or grouped about
the floor in splashes of brightness. The music rose and
fell in palpitating rhythms, paused awhile, and began
again in obedience to a rattle of hand-clapping. The
floor was already crowded, but Boyne’s eyes roved in vain
from one slender bare-armed shape to another; then he
said to himself: “But it’s nearly three years since I saw
her. She’s grown up now—perhaps I’m looking at her
without knowing her....”
The thought that one of those swaying figures might
be Judith’s, that at that very instant she might be gazing
out at him with unknown eyes, sent such a pang through
him that he moved away again into the darkness. The
rain had almost ceased, but a faint wind from the sea
drove the wet air against his face; he might almost have
fancied he was crying. The pain of not seeing her was
unendurable. It seemed to empty his world....
He heard voices and steps approaching behind him on
the terrace, and to avoid being scrutinised he mechanically
turned back to the window. And there she was, close to
him on the other side of the pane, moving across the long
346reflections of the floor. And he had imagined that he
might not know her!
She had just stopped dancing; the arm of a very tall
young man with a head as glossy as his shirt-front detached
itself from her waist. She was facing Boyne now—she
was joining a group near his window. Two or
three young girls greeted her gaily as she passed them.
The centre of the room was being cleared for a pair of
professional dancers, and Judith, waving away a gilt ballroom
chair which somebody proffered, remained standing,
clustered about by other slender and glossy young men.
Boyne, from without, continued to gaze at her.
He had not even asked himself if she had changed—if
she had grown up. He had totally forgotten his fear that
he might not recognise her. He knew now that if she had
appeared to him as a bent old woman he would have
known her.... He watched her with a passionate attentiveness.
Her silk dress was of that peculiar carnation-pink
which takes a silver glaze like the bloom on a
nectarine. The rich stuff stood out from her in a double
tier of flounces, on which, as she stood motionless, her
hands seemed to float like birds on little sunlit waves.
Her hair was moulded to her head in close curves like
the ripples of a brown stream. Instead of being cut short
in the nape it had been allowed to grow, and was twisted
into a figure eight, through which was thrust an old-fashioned
diamond arrow. Her throat and neck were
bare, and so were her thin arms; but a band of black
velvet encircled one of her wrists, relieving the tender
rose-and-amber of her dress and complexion. Her eyes
seemed to Boyne to have grown larger and more remote,
but her mouth was round and red, as it always was when
she was amused or happy. While he watched her one of
347the young men behind her bent over to say something.
As she listened she lifted a big black fan to her lips, and
her lids closed for a second, as they did when she wanted
to hold something sweet between them. But when she
furled the fan her expression changed, and her face suddenly
became as sad as an autumn twilight.
“Judith!” Boyne thought; as if her being Judith, her
being herself, were impossible to believe, yet too sweet
for anything else in the world to be true.... It was one
of her moments of beauty—that fitful beauty which is so
much more enchanting and perilous than the kind that
gets up and lies down every day with its wearer. This
might be—Boyne said to himself—literally the only day,
the only hour, in which the queer quarrelling elements that
composed her would ever join hands in a celestial harmony.
It did not matter what had brought the miracle
about. Perhaps she was in love with the young man who
had bent over her, and was going to marry him. Or perhaps
she was still a child, pleased at her new dress, and
half proud, half frightened in the waking consciousness
of her beauty, and the power it exercised.... Whichever
it was, Boyne knew he would never know. He drew back
into an unlit corner of the terrace, and sat there a long
time in the dark, his head thrown back and his hands
locked behind it. Then he got up and walked away into
the night.
Two days afterward, the ship which had brought him to
Europe started on her voyage back to Brazil. On her
deck stood Boyne, a lonely man.
The End
348By EDITH WHARTON
THE CHILDREN
TWILIGHT SLEEP
HERE AND BEYOND
THE MOTHER’S RECOMPENSE
OLD NEW YORK
False Dawn
The Old Maid
The Spark
New Year’s Day
THE GLIMPSES OF THE MOON
THE AGE OF INNOCENCE
SUMMER
THE REEF
THE MARNE
FRENCH WAYS AND THEIR MEANING
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES
Typos fixed; non-standard spelling and dialect retained.