Under a thickly-branched tree in
the northern part of one of the southern
counties of Maine is a certain
gray rock, matted over with dim
green lichens that are spotted with
dead gold. From under this rock
springs a sparkling little stream. It
is no storied fountain, rich with legends
of splendor, poetry, and crime,
but a dear, bright little Yankee brook,
with the world all before it. That
world it immediately proceeds to investigate.
It creeps through thready
grasses and russet pine-needles; it
turns aside, with great respect, for a
stone no larger than a rabbit; and
when a glistening pitchy cone drops
into it, the infant river labors under
the burden. When the thirsty fawn
comes there to drink, nearly the
whole rivulet flows down its throat,
and the cone is stranded high and
dry; what there is left flows southward.
A sunbeam pierces the scented
gloom, creeps down a tree-trunk,
steals over a knoll of green-and-brown
tree-moss, which then looks
like a tiny forest on fire, over yellow
violets, which dissolve in its light,
over a bank of rich dark mould veined
with the golden powder of decayed
pine-trees, moist and soft, and
full of glistening white roots, where
the flowers push down their pearly
feet. Over the bank, into the water,
goes the sunbeam, and the two
frolic together, and the stream dives
under the gnarled roots, so that its playmate
would believe it lost but for
that gurgle of laughter down in the
cool, fresh dark. Then it leaps up,
and spreads itself out in a mirror,
and the elder-tree, leaning over to
look at the reflection of its fan-like
leaves and clusters of white flowers,
gets very erroneous ideas concerning
its own personal appearance; for the
palpitating rings that chase each
other over the surface of the water
make the brown stems crinkle, the
leaves come to pieces and unite
again, and the many flowers in each
round cluster melt all together, then
twinkle out individually, only to melt
again into that bloomy full moon.
Over this shimmer of flowers and
water big bees fly, buzzing terribly,
dragon-flies dart, or hang, purple-mailed,
glittering creatures, with gauzy
wings, and comical insects dance
there, throwing spots of sunshine instead
of shadow down to the leafy
bed. Then the brook flows awhile
in a green tranquil shadow, till, reaching
the interlaced roots of two immense
trees that hold a bank between
them, it makes a sudden, foamy
plunge the height of a stag's front.
She is a bride then, you may say—she
is Undine, looking through that
white veil, and thinking new thoughts.
Now the bear comes down to
drink and look at his ugly face in
the deepening wave, foxes switch
their long tails about the banks, deer
come, as light-footed as shadows,
drink, and fling up their short tails,
with a flit of white, and trot away
with a little sniff, and their heads
thrown back, hearing the howl or
the long stride of the wolf in pursuit.
Rabbits come there, and squirrels leap
and nibble in the branches above.
Besides, there are shoals of pretty,
slim fishes.
So through the mellow gloom and
sunny sparkle of the old forest, the
clear brook wanders, growing wiser,
and talking to itself about many
things.
Presently the wild creatures withdraw,
sunburnt children wade across
from bank to bank, grassy clearings
abound, there are farm-houses, and
cows with tinkling bells; and then
comes a bridge, and boats dance upon
the water, and the stream is a river!
Alas for the Indian name it brought
up out of the earth with it, and lisped
and gurgled and laughed to itself
all the way down—the name spiked
with k's and choky-looking gh's,
rough to the eye, but sweet in the
mouth, like a hazel-nut in the burr.
The white settlers have changed all
that.
Now, indeed, the young river puts
on state, and lets people see that it
is not to be waded through; and
when they build a dam across, it
flows grandly over, in a smooth,
wine-colored curve. Times are changed,
indeed, since the little gray birds
with speckled breasts looked with admiration
at its first cascade, since the
bear, setting down his great paw,
clumsily splashed the whole stream
up over his shaggy leg. There are
farms to keep up appearances before,
mill-wheels to turn, and ships to bear
up. Pine-cones, indeed! Besides,
a new and strange experience has
come to it, and its bosom pulses daily
with the swelling of the tides. And
here one village street, with white
houses, follows its course a mile or
so, and another street with white
houses comes down to its bank from
the west, crosses over, and goes up
eastward. This town, with its two
principal streets forming a cross near
the mouth of the river, a white cross
at the end of a silver chain—shall
we call it Seaton? It is a good
enough name. And the river shall
be Seaton River, and the bay into
which it flows shall be Seaton Bay.
But the ocean that makes the bay,
and drinks the river, shall be Atlantic
still.
We have spoken!
We follow the road that follows
the stream on its eastern bank, cross
West Street, get into a poor, dwindling
neighborhood, leave the houses
nearly all behind, go over two small,
ill-conditioned hills, and find at our
right a ship-yard with wharves, at
our left a dingy little cottage, shaped
like a travelling-trunk, and not much
larger than some. It stands with its
side toward the dusty road, a large,
low chimney rises from the roof, there
is a door with a window at each side
of it. One can see at a glance from
the outside how this house is divided.
It has but two rooms below, with a
tiny square entry between, and a low
attic above. Each room has three
windows, one on each of the three
outer walls.
The kitchen looked toward the village
through its north window. Opposite
that was a large fireplace with
an ill-tempered, crackling fire of
spruce-wood, throwing out sparks
and splinters. It was April weather,
and not very warm yet. In the
chimney-corner sat Mr. Rowan, sulkily
smoking his pipe, his eyes fixed
on the chimney-back. He was a
large, slouching man, with an intelligent
face brutalized by intemperance.
Drunkard was written all over him,
in the scorched black hair, not yet
turning gray, in the dry lips, bloated
features, and inflamed eyes. He sat
in his shirt-sleeves, waiting impatiently
while his wife put a patch in his
one coat. Mrs. Rowan, a poor, faded,
little frightened woman, whom her
female acquaintances called "slack,"
sat near the south window, wrinkling
her brows anxiously over the said
patch, which was smaller than the
hole it was destined to fill. The afternoon
sunshine spread a golden
carpet close to her feet. In the light
of it one could see the splinters in
the much-scoured floor, and a few
fraggles in the hem of Mrs. Rowan's
calico gown.
At the eastern window sat Edith
Yorke, eleven years of age, with a
large book on her knees. Over this
book, some illustrated work on natural
history, she had been bending for
an hour, her loose mop of tawny
hair falling each side of the page.
So cloistered, her profile was invisible;
but, standing in front of her,
one could see an oval face with regular
features full of calm earnestness.
Bright, arched lips, and a spirited
curve in the nostrils, saved this face
from the cold look which regular
features often give. The large, drooping
eyelids promised large eyes, the
forehead was wide and not high, the
brows long, slightly arched, and pale-brown
in color, and the whole face,
neck, hands, and wrists were tanned
to a light quadroon tint. But where
the coarse sleeve had slipped up was
visible an arm of dazzling whiteness.
Outside the window, and but two
rods distant, hung a crumbling clay
bank, higher than the house, with a
group of frightened alder-bushes looking
over the top, and holding on
with all their roots. Some day, in
spite of their grip—the sooner, perhaps,
because of its stress—the last
frail hold was to be loosed, and the
bushes were to come sliding down
the bank, faster and faster, to pitch
headlong into the mire at the bottom,
with a weak crackling of all their
poor doomed branches.
Presently the child looked up, with
lights coming and going in her agate-colored
eyes. "How wonderful frogs
are!" she exclaimed involuntarily.
There was no reply.
She glanced at her two companions,
scarcely conscious of them, her
mind full of something else. "But
everything is wonderful, when you
come to think of it," she pursued
dreamily.
Mr. Rowan took the pipe from
his mouth, turned his forbidding face,
and glowered at the girl. "You're
a wonderful fool!" he growled; then
resumed his pipe, feeling better, apparently,
for that expression of opinion.
His wife glanced up, furtive
and frightened, but said nothing.
Edith looked at the man unmoved,
saw him an instant, then, still looking,
saw him not. After a while she
became aware, roused herself, and
bent again over the book. Then
there was silence, broken only by
the snapping of the fire, the snip of
Mrs. Rowan's scissors, and the lame,
one-sided ticking of an old-fashioned
clock on the mantelpiece.
After a while, as the child read, a
new thought struck up. "That's
just like! Don't you think"—addressing
the company—"Major
Cleaveland said yesterday that I had
lightning-bugs in my eyes!"
Without removing his pipe, Mr.
Rowan darted an angry look at his
wife, whose face became still more
frightened. "Dear me!" she said
feebly, "that child is an idjut!"
This time the long, fading gaze
dwelt on the woman before it went
back to the book again. But the
child was too closely ensphered in
her own life to be much, if at all,
hurt. Besides, she was none of
theirs, nor of their kind. Her soul
was no dying spark struggling through
ashes, but a fire, "alive, and alive
like to be," as children say when
they wave the fire-brand, winding
live ribbons in the air; and no drop
of their blood flowed in her veins.
The clock limped over ten minutes
more, and the patch was got into its
place, after a fashion, botched somewhat,
with the knots on the outside.
Mr. Rowan took the coat, grumbled
at it, put it on, and went out, glancing
back at the child as he opened
the door. She was looking after him
with an expression which he interpreted
to mean aversion and contempt.
Perhaps he mistook. May
be she was wondering at him, what
sort of strange being he was. Edith
Yorke was very curious regarding
the world she had got into. It seemed
to her a queer place, and that
she had at present not much concern
in it.
Her husband out of the way, Mrs.
Rowan took her knitting-work, and
stood a moment at the north window,
gazing up toward the town,
with a far-away look of blunted expectancy,
as if she had got in the
habit of looking for help which never
came. Then she drew a long sigh,
that also a habit, and, resuming her
chair, began to knit and to rock herself,
letting her mind, what there was
left of it, swing to and fro, unmeaningly
and miserably, to the sound of
the clock as it ticked. "O dear!
O dear!"—that was what the ticking
always said to this poor soul. As
she sat, the afternoon sun, sinking
lower, crept about her feet, climbed
to her lap, got hold of her knitting,
and ran in little bright flashes along
the needles, and snapped off in
sparks at the ends, so that she seemed
to be knitting sunshine.
This woman was what remained
at forty of a pretty, flaxen-haired girl
of eighteen, who had captivated handsome
Dick Rowan, for he had been
handsome. A faded rag of a woman
she was, without hope or spirit,
all the color and life washed out of
her in a bitter rain of tears. The
pink cheeks had faded, and only the
ghost remained of that dimple that
had once seemed to give meaning
to her smiles. The curly hair was
dry and thin, and had an air of chronic
untidiness. The blue-gray eyes
were dim and heavy, the teeth were
nearly all gone. The pretty, chirping
ways that had been captivating
when youth covered their silliness—oh!
where had they gone? She was
a weak, broken-hearted, shiftless little
woman, and her husband hated her.
He felt wronged and cheated by her.
He was more disappointed than Ixion,
for in this cloud there had never
even been a goddess. If she had
sometimes turned upon him, when he
acted like a brute, and scorned him
for it, he would have liked her better;
but she shrank, and cowered,
and trembled, made him feel himself
ten times the brute she dared not
call him, yet gave him nothing to
resent. "Gentle, is she?" he cried
out once in a rage. "She is not! She
is weak and slavish. A person cannot
be gentle who cannot be something
else."
So the poor woman suffered, and
got neither pity nor credit from the
one who caused her suffering. It
was hard; and yet, she was nobler in
her misery than she would have been
in happiness. For sorrow gave her
now and then a touch of dignity;
and when, stung with a sudden perception
of her own nothingness, she
flung her desperate hands upward,
and called upon God to deliver her,
a certain tragical power and beauty
seemed to wrap her round. Mrs.
Rowan happy would have been a
trivial woman, meaning no great
harm, because meaning no great anything;
but the fiery furnace of pain
had scorched her up, and what remained
was pure.
When the two were alone, Edith
dropped her book, and looked across
the room at her companion. Mrs.
Rowan, busy with her own sad
thoughts, took no notice of her, and
presently the child glanced past her,
and out the window. The view was
not bad. First came the dusty road,
then the ship-yard, then the river
sparkling, but rather the worse for
sawdust and lath-edgings that came
down from the lumber-mills above
the village. But here all that was
sordid came to an end. The meanness
and misery on the hitherward
bank were like witches, who cannot
cross running water. From the opposite
bank rose a long, grassy hill,
unmarred by road or fence. In summer-time
you could see from far away
the pinkness of the wild-roses that
had seen fit to bind with a blooming
cestus the dented waist of this hill.
Behind them was a green spray of locust
and laburnum trees, then dense
round tops of maples, and elms in
graceful groups, half-hiding the roofs
and gables of Major Cleaveland's
house—the great house of the village,
as its owner was the great man. Behind
that was a narrow rim of pines
and spruces, making the profile of an
enchanted city against the horizon,
and above that a vast hollow of unobstructed
sky. In that space the
sunsets used to build their jasper
walls, and calm airs stretch long lines
of vapor across, till the whole west was
a stringed instrument whereon a full
symphony of colors played good-night
to the sun. There the west
wind blew up bubbles of wry cloud,
and the new moon put forth her
gleaming sickle to gather in the sheaf
of days, a never-failing harvest,
through storm and sunshine, hoar-frost
and dew. There the pearly piles
of cumuli used to slumber on summer
afternoons, lightnings growing in their
bosoms to flash forth at evening; and
there, when a long storm ended with
the day, rose the solid arch of cerulean
blue. When it had reached a
certain height, Edith Yorke would
run into the south room, and look
out to see the rainbow suspend its
miraculous arch over the retreating
storm. This little girl, to whom
everything was so wonderful when
she came to think of it, was a dear
lover of beauty.
"O dear! O dear!" ticked the
clock; and the barred sunshine turned
slowly on the floor, as if the ugly
little house were the hub of a huge,
leisurely wheel of gold.
Edith dropped her book, and went
to Mrs. Rowan's side, taking a stool
with her, and sitting down in the
midst of the sunshine.
"I'm afraid I shall forget my story,
Mrs. Jane, unless I say it over
again," she said. "And, you know,
mamma told me never to forget."
Mrs. Rowan roused herself, glad
of anything which could take her
mind from her own troubles. "Well,
tell it all over to me now," she said.
"I haven't heard it this long time."
"Will you be sure to correct me if
I am wrong?" the child asked anxiously.
"Yes, I will. But don't begin till
I have taken up the heel of this stocking."
The stitches were counted and
evened, half of them taken off on to a
thread, and the other half, with the
seam-stitch in the middle, knit backward
once. Then Edith began to
repeat the story confided to her by
her dead mother.
"My grandpapa and grandmamma
were Polish exiles. They had to
leave Poland when Aunt Marie was
only a year old, and before mamma
was born. They couldn't take their
property with them, but only jewels,
and plate, and pictures. They went
to Brussels, and there my mamma was
born, and the queen was her godmother,
and sent the christening-robe.
Mamma kept the robe till she grew
up; but when she was in America, and
was poor, and wanted to go to a party,
she cut it up to make the waist
and sleeves of a dress. Poverty is
no disgrace, mamma said, but it is a
great inconvenience. By-and-by,
they left Brussels, and went to England.
Grandpapa wanted some way
to get money to live on, for they had
sold nearly all their pictures and
things. They stayed in England not
very long. Countess Poniatowski called
on grandmamma, and she had on a
black velvet bonnet with red roses in
it; so I suppose it was winter. Then
one day grandpapa took mamma out
to walk in a park; so I suppose that
was summer. There were some gentlemen
in the park that they talked
to, and one of them, a gentleman with
a hook nose, who was sitting down
on a bench, took mamma on his knees,
and started to kiss her. But mamma
slapped his face. She said he had no
right to kiss people who didn't want
him to, not even if he were a king.
His name was the Duke of Wellington.
Then they all came to America,
and people here were very polite
to them, because they were Polish
exiles, and of noble birth. But they
couldn't eat nor drink nor wear
politeness, mamma said, and so
they grew poorer and poorer every
day, and didn't know what they
would do. Once they travelled with
Henry Clay two weeks, and had
quite a nice time, and they went to
Ashland and stayed all night. When
they went away the next day, Mr.
Clay gave mamma and Aunt Marie the
little mugs they had had to drink out of.
But they didn't care much about 'em,
and they broke 'em pretty soon. Mamma
said she didn't know then that Mr.
Clay was a great man. She thought
that just a mister couldn't be great.
She had always seen lords and counts,
and grandpapa was a colonel in the
army—Colonel Lubomirski his name
was. But she said that in this country
a man might be great, even if he
wasn't anything but a mister, and
that my papa was as great as a
prince. Well, then they came to
Boston, and Aunt Marie died, and
they buried her, and mamma was almost
nine years old. People used to
pet and notice her, and everybody
talked about her hair. It was thick
and black, and it curled down to her
waist. One day Doctor Somebody,
I can never recollect his name, took
her out walking on the Common,
and they went into Mr. John Quincy
Adams's house. And Mr. Adams
took one of mamma's curls, and held
it out, and said it was long enough
and large enough to hang the Czar
with. And she said that they might
have it all if they'd hang him with
it. And then poor grandpapa had
to go to Washington, and teach dancing
and fencing, because that was all
he could do. And pretty soon grandmamma
broke her heart and died.
And then after a little while grandpapa
died. And, after that, mamma
had to go out sewing to support
herself, and she went to Boston, and
sewed in Mr. Yorke's family. And
Mr. Yorke's youngest brother fell in
love with her, and she fell in love
with him, and they married each
other in spite of everybody. So the
family were awfully angry. My papa
had been engaged ever since he was
a little boy to Miss Alice Mills, and
they had put off getting married because
she was rich, and he hadn't
anything, and was looking round to
see how he should get a fortune.
And the Millses all turned against him,
and the Yorkes all turned against
him, and he and mamma went off, and
wandered about, and came down to
Maine; and papa died. Then mamma
had to sew again to support herself,
and we were awfully poor. I
remember that we lived in the same
house with you; but it was a better
house than this, and was up in
the village. Then mamma's heart
broke, and she died too. But I don't
mean to break my heart, Mrs. Jane.
It's a poor thing to do."
"Yes!" sighed the listener; "it's
a poor thing to do."
"Well," resumed the child, "then
you kept me. It was four years ago
when my mamma died, but I remember
it all. She made me promise
not to forget who my mother was,
and promise, with both my hands
held up, that I would be a Catholic,
if I had to die for it. So I held up
both my hands, and promised, and
she looked at me, and then shut her
eyes. It that all right?"
"Yes, dear!" Mrs. Rowan had
dropped her knitting as the story
went on, and was gazing dreamily
out the window, recalling to mind
her brief acquaintance with the fair
young exile.
"Dick and I grew to be great
friends," Edith continued rather timidly.
"He used to take care of me,
and fight for me. Poor Dick! He
was mad nearly all the time, because
his father drank rum, and because
people twitted him, and looked down
upon him."
Mrs. Rowan took up her work
again, and knit tears in with the
yarn.
"And Dick gave his father an awful
talking-to, one day," Edith went
on, still more timidly. "That was
two years ago. He stood up and
poured out words. His eyes were
so flashing that they dazzled, and his
cheeks were red, and he clinched his
hands. He looked most splendid.
When I go back to Poland, he shall
be a general in the army. He will
look just as he did then, if the Czar
should come near us. Well, after
that day he went off to sea, and he
has not been back since."
Tears were running down the mother's
cheeks as she thought of her
son, the only child left her of three.
Edith leaned and clasped both
her hands around Mrs. Rowan's arm,
and laid her cheek to them. "But
he is coming back rich, he said he
would; and what Dick said he'd do
he always did. He is going to take
us away from here, and get a pretty
house, and come and live with us."
A hysterical, half-laughing sob
broke through the listener's quiet
weeping. "He always did keep his
word, Edith!" she cried. "Dick was
a gallant lad. And I trust that the
Lord will bring him back to me."
"Oh! he'll come back," said Edith
confidently, and with a slight air of
haughtiness. "He'll come back himself."
All the Christianity the child had
seen had been such as to make the
name of the Lord excite in her heart a
feeling of antagonism. It is hard to believe
that God means love when man
means hate; and this child and her
protectors had seen but little of the
sunny side of humanity. Christians
held aloof from the drunkard and
his family, or approached them only
to exhort or denounce. That they
had any kinship with that miserable
man, that in his circumstances they
might have been what he was, never
seemed to occur to them as possible.
Dick fought with the boys who mocked
his father, therefore he was a bad
boy. Mrs. Rowan flamed up, and
defended her husband, when the Rev.
Dr. Martin denounced him, therefore
she was almost as bad as he. So
shallow are most judgments, arraigning
effects without weighing causes.
Nor did Edith fare better at their
hands. She was to them a sort of
vagabond. Who believed the story
of her mother's romantic misfortunes?
She was some foreign adventuress,
most likely. Mr. Charles Yorke, whom
they respected, had married a native
of Seaton, and had two or three
times honored that town with a short
visit. They knew that he had cast
off his own brother for marrying this
child's mother. Therefore she had
no claim on their respect.
Moreover, some of the ladies for
whom young Mrs. Yorke had done
sewing had not the pleasantest of recollections
connected with her. A
poor person has no right to be proud
and high-spirited, and the widowed
exile was a very fiery woman. She
would not sit at table with their servants,
she would not be delighted
when they patronized her, and she
would not be grateful for the scanty
wages they gave her. She had even
dared to break out upon Mrs. Cleaveland
when that lady had sweetly requested
her to enter her house by
the side door, when she came to sew.
"In Poland a person like you would
scarcely have been allowed to tie
my mother's shoes!" she cried. The
lady answered suavely, "But we are
not in Poland, madam;" but she
never forgave the insolence—still
less because her husband laughed at
it, and rather liked Mrs. Yorke's
spirit.
These were the ladies whom Edith
had heard talk of religion; so she
lifted her head, dropped her eyelids,
and said defiantly, "Dick will come
home himself!"
"Not unless the Lord lets him
come," said the mother. "Oh! no
good will come to us except by him.
'Unless the Lord build the house, they
labor in vain that build it: unless the
Lord keep the city, he watcheth in vain
that keepeth it.'"
"I don't think you have much to
thank him for," remarked the child
quietly.
"I will thank him!" the woman
cried out in a passion. "I will trust
him! He is all the hope I have!"
"Well, well, you may!" Edith said
soothingly. "Don't let's talk about
it any more. Give me the scissors,
and I'll cut the fraggles off the hem
of your gown. Suppose Dick should
come home all of a sudden, and find
us looking so! I hope he will let
us know, don't you? so that we can
put our best clothes on."
The best clothes in question were a
black bombazine gown and shawl,
and an old-fashioned crape bonnet
and veil, all sewed up and hidden
away under Edith's bed in the little
dark attic, lest Mr. Rowan, in one
of his drunken frenzies, should destroy
them. These articles were the
mourning which Mrs. Rowan had
worn seven years before, when her
last daughter died. With them was
another bag, belonging to Edith,
equally precious to its owner, but
from other reasons. There was a
scarlet merino cape, lined with silk
of the same color, both a little faded,
and a faded crape scarf that had
once been gorgeous with red and
gold. In the innermost fold of this
scarf, wrapped in tissue-paper, and
tucked inside an old kid glove of remarkable
smallness, were two locks
of hair—one a short, thick wave of
yellow-brown, the other a long, serpentine
tress of ebony blackness.
While they talked, the door of the
room opened, and Mr. Rowan looked
in. "Aren't we going to have any
supper to-night?" he demanded.
Edith fixed a look on him that
made him shrink out, and bang the
door behind him. His wife started
up, glanced at the clock, and went
about her work.
"Let me help you, Mrs. Jane,"
the child said.
"No, dear. There isn't much to
do, and I'd rather do it." Mrs.
Rowan's voice had a sepulchral sound,
her head being deep in the fireplace,
where she was putting one hook into
another on the crane, to let the tea-kettle
down. She emerged with a
smooch of soot on her hair and forehead,
and began flying round bringing
a table into the middle of the
floor, putting up the leaves, spreading
the cloth, taking down the dishes,
all with trembling haste. "If you
want to knit a few times across the
heel of that stocking, you may. But
be careful not to knit too tightly, as
you almost always do. You can begin
to narrow when it's two of your
forefingers long."
Edith took the knitting, and went
to her favorite chair in the back window.
The room had grown smoky
in consequence of Mrs. Rowan's piling
of soft wood on to the fire, and
hurrying about past the fireplace, so
she pushed up the window, and fastened
it with a wooden button fixed
there for the purpose. Then she began
to knit and think, and, forgetting
Mrs. Rowan's directions, pulled the
yarn so tightly over her fingers that
she worked a hard, stiff strip across
the heel, into which the looser knitting
puckered. The child was too
much absorbed to be aware of her
mistake, and it did not matter; for
that stocking was never to be finished.
While she dreamed there, a deeper
shadow than that of the clay bank
fell over her. She looked up with a
start, and saw Mr. Rowan standing
outside the window. He had placed
himself so as to avoid being seen by
any one in the room, and was just
turning his eyes away from her when
she caught sight of him.
"Lean out here!" he said. "I want
to speak to you."
She leaned out and waited.
"What makes you stare at me the
way you sometimes do?" he asked
angrily, but in a low voice, that his
wife might not hear. "Why don't
you say right out what you think?"
"I don't know what I do think,"
replied Edith, dropping her eyes.
"You think that I am a wretch!"
he exclaimed. "You think I am a
drunkard! You think I abuse my
wife!"
She neither answered nor looked up.
He paused a moment, then went
on fiercely. "If there is anything I
hate, it is to have people look at me
that way, and say nothing. If you
scold a man, it looks as if you thought
there was something in him that
could tell black from white; and if
you are impudent, you put yourself
a little in the wrong, and that helps
him. He isn't so much ashamed of
himself. But when you just look,
and say nothing, you shut him out.
It is as much as to tell him that
words would be thrown away on
him."
"But," Edith objected, much at a
loss, "if I answered you back, or
said what I thought, there would be
a quarrel right off."
"Did I fight when Dick gave me
such a hauling-over before he went
away?" the man questioned in a
rough tone that did not hide how
his voice broke, and his blood-shot
eyes filled up with tears. "Didn't I
hang my head, and take it like a
dog? He said I had acted like a
brute, but he didn't say I was one,
and he didn't say but I could be a
man yet, if I should try. Wasn't I
sober for three months after he went
away? Yes; and I would have kept
sober right on if I had had some one
to thorn and threaten me. But she
gave up, and did nothing but whimper,
and it maddened me. When I
ordered her to mix my rum for me,
she did it. I should have liked her
better if she had thrown it, tumbler
and all, into my face."
"You'd better not find fault with
her," said Edith. "She's a great
deal better than you are."
The child had a gentle, sincere
way of saying audacious things sometimes
that made one wonder if she
knew how audacious they were.
The man stared at her a moment;
then, looking away, answered without
any appearance of anger, "I suppose
she is; but I don't think much
of that kind of goodness when there's
a hard job to be done. You can't
lift rocks with straws. I'm sorry for
her; but, for all that, she aggravates
me, poor thing!"
He leaned back against the house,
with his hands in his pockets, and
stared at the clay bank before him.
Edith looked at him, but said nothing.
Presently he turned so suddenly
that she started. "Girl," he said,
"never do you ridicule a man who has
been drinking, no matter what he
does! You may hate him, or be
afraid of him, but never laugh at
him! You might as well look down
into hell and laugh! Do you know
what it is to be in the power of rum?
It is to have serpents twining round
you, and binding you hand and foot.
I've gone through the streets up there
with devils on my back, pushing me
down; wild beasts tearing my vitals;
reptiles crawling round me; the earth
rising up and quaking under my feet,
and a horror in my soul that no words
can describe, and the men and women
and children have laughed at me.
Perhaps they were such shallow fools
that they didn't know; but I tell you,
and you know now. Don't you ever
dare to laugh at a drunkard!"
"I never will!" Edith cried out,
in an agony of terror and pity. "O
you poor man! I didn't know it was
so awful. O you poor man!"
Mr. Rowan had stopped, gasping
for breath, and, with his patched
sleeve, wiped off the perspiration that
was streaming down his face. Edith
tore off her little calico apron with
such haste as to break the strings.
"Here, take this!" she said, reaching
it out to him.
He took it with a shaking hand,
and wiped his face again; wiped his
eyes again and again, breathing
heavily.
"Couldn't you be saved?" she
asked, in a whisper. "Isn't there
any way for you to get out of it?"
"No!" he said, and gave her back
her apron. "No; and I wish that I
were dead!"
"Don't say that!" the child entreated.
"It is wicked; and perhaps
you will die if you say it."
The drunkard raised his trembling
hands, and looked upward. "I wish
to God that I were dead!" he repeated.
Edith shrank back into the room.
She was too much terrified to listen
to any more. But after a moment he
called her name, and she leaned out
again. His face was calmer, and his
voice more quiet. "Don't tell her
what I have been talking about," he
said, nodding toward the room. "I
would sooner tear my tongue out by
the roots than say anything to her."
"I won't tell," Edith promised.
"Supper's ready," Mrs. Rowan
announced, coming towards the window.
She had heard her husband's
voice in conversation with Edith, and
wondered greatly what was going
on.
Mr. Rowan turned away, with a
look of irritation, at sound of her
timid voice, walked round the house,
and came sulkily in to his supper.
Their meals had always been comfortless
and silent; but now Edith
tried to talk, at first with Mrs. Rowan;
but when she saw that the
woman's tremulous replies, as if she
did not dare to speak in her husband's
presence, were bringing an
uglier frown to this face, and that he
was changing from sullen to savage,
she addressed her remarks and questions
to him. Mr. Rowan was a
surveyor, and a good one, when he
was sober, and he was a man of some
general information and reading.
When he could be got to talk, one
was surprised to find in him the ruins
of a gentleman. Now his answers
were surly enough, but they were intelligent,
and the child, no longer
looking at him from the outside,
questioned him fearlessly, and kept
up a sort of conversation till they rose
from table.
It was Mr. Rowan's custom to go
out immediately after supper, and not
come home till late in the evening,
when he would stagger in, sometimes
stupid, sometimes furious with liquor.
But to-night he lingered about when
he had left the table, lighted his pipe,
kicked the fire, wound up the clock,
and cursed it for stopping, and finally,
as if ashamed of the proposal even
while making it, said to Edith,
"Come, get the checker-board, and
see if you can beat me."
She was quick-witted enough, or
sensitive enough, not to show any
surprise, but quietly brought out the
board, and arranged the chairs and
stand. It was a square of board,
rough at the edges, planed on one
side, and marked off in checks with
red chalk. The men were bits of
tanned leather, one side white, the
other side black. She placed them,
smiled, and said, "Now, I'm ready!"
Mrs. Rowan's cheeks began to redden
up with excitement as she went
about clearing the table, and washing
the dishes, but she said nothing. She
had even tact enough to go away
into the bedroom, when her work
was done, and leave the two to play
out their game unwatched. There she
sat in the falling dusk, her hands clasped
on her knees, listening to every sound,
expecting every moment to hear her
husband go out. The three curtains
in the room were rolled up to the
very tops of the windows, and, in their
places, three pictures seemed to hang
on the smoky walls, and illumine the
place. One was a high clay bank,
its raw front ruddy with evening
light, its top crowned with a bush
burning like that of Horeb. The
second was a hill covered with spruce-trees,
nothing else, from the little
cone, not a foot high, to the towering
spire that pierced the sky. Some
faint rose-reflections yet warmed their
sombre shadows, and each sharp top
was silvered with the coming moonlight.
The third window showed a
deserted ship-yard, with the skeleton
of a bark standing on the stocks. The
shining river beyond seemed to flow
through its ribs, and all about it the
ground was covered with bright yellow
chips and shavings. Above it, in
the tender green of the southwestern
sky, a cloud-bark freighted with crimson
light sailed off southward, losing
its treasure as it went. These strong,
rich lights, meeting and crossing in
the room, showed clearly the woman's
nervous face full of suspense, the very
attitude, too, showing suspense, as
she only half-sat on the side of the
bed, ready to start up at a sound.
After a while she got up softly, and
went to the fireplace to listen.
All was still in the other room,
but she heard distinctly the crackling
of the fire. What had come over
him? What did it mean?
Presently there was a slight movement,
and Edith's voice spoke out
brightly: "Oh! I've got another
king. Now I have a chance!"
The listener trembled with doubt
and fear. Her husband was actually
sitting at home, and playing checkers
with Edith, instead of going out to
get drunk! He could not mean to
go, or he would have gone at once.
She longed to go and assure herself,
to sit down in the room with him,
but could scarcely find courage to do
so. She held her breath as she went
toward the door, and her hand faltered
on the latch. But at last she summoned
resolution, and went out.
The lamp was lighted, the checker-board
placed on the table beside it,
and the two were talking over the
slackening game. Edith had a good
head for a child of her age, but her
opponent was an excellent player,
and she could not interest him long.
She was trying every lure to keep
him, though, and made a new tack
as Mrs. Rowan came in, relating an
experience of her own, instead of
questioning him concerning his. "I
want to tell you something I saw last
night in my chamber," she said.
Edith's chamber was the little dark
attic, which was reached by a steep
stairway at one side of the fireplace.
"I was in bed, wide awake, and it
was pitch dark. You know you put
the cover over the skylight when it
rained, the other day, and it has not
been taken off. Well, instead of
shutting my eyes, I kept them wide
open, and looked straight into the
dark. I've heard that you can see
spirits so, and so I thought I might see
my mamma. Pretty soon there was
a great hole in the dark, like a whirlpool,
and after a minute there was a
little light down at the bottom of it.
I kept on looking, just as if I were
looking down into a deep well, and
then there came colors in clouds,
sailing about, just like clouds in the
sky. Some were red, others pink,
others blue, and all colors. Sometimes
there would be a pattern of
colors, just like figures in a carpet,
only they were blocks, not flowers.
I didn't dream it. I saw it as plainly
as I see the fire this minute. What
do you suppose it was, Mr. Rowan?"
He had listened with interest, and
did not appear to find anything surprising
in the recital.
"I don't know much about optics,"
he answered; "but I suppose
there is a scientific reason for this,
whether it is known or not. I've seen
those colors—that is, I did when I
was a child; and De Quincey, in his
Opium Confessions, tells the same
story. I don't believe that grown
people are likely to see them, for the
reason that they shut their eyes, and
their minds are more occupied. You
have to stare a good while into the
dark, and wait what comes, and not
think much of anything."
"Yes," said Edith. "But what do
you guess it is?"
Mr. Rowan leaned back in his
chair, with his hands clasped behind
his head, and considered the matter
a moment, some finer intelligence
than often showed there kindling behind
his bloated face.
"I should guess it might be this,"
he said. "Though the place appears
at first to be dark, there are really
some particles of light there. And
since there are too few of them to
keep up a connection in their perfect
state, they divide into their colors,
and make the clouds you saw. I don't
know why particles of light should
not separate, when they have a great
deal to do, and not much to do it
with. Air does."
"But what made them move?"
Edith asked. "They were never
still."
"Perhaps they were alive."
She stared, with scintillating eyes.
Mr. Rowan gave a short, silent
laugh. He knew that the child was
only questioning in order to keep him.
"No reason why not," he said. "According
to Sir Humphry Davy, and
some other folks, I believe, heat isn't
caloric, but repulsive motion. It isn't
matter, but it moves, goes where nothing
else can, passes through stone
and iron, and can't be stopped, and
can't be seen. Now, a something
that is not matter, and yet is powerful
enough to overcome matter, must be
spirit. Heat is the soul of light; and
if heat is spirit, light is alive. Voilà
tout!"
He had forgotten himself a moment
in the pleasure of puzzling his
questioner; but catching his wife
looking at him with an expression of
astonishment, he came back to the
present. The smile died out of his
face, and the frown came back.
"Don't you want to play solitaire?"
Edith struck in desperately.
He made a slight motion of dissent,
but it was not decided; so she
brought out the pack of soiled cards,
and laid them before him. There
was a moment of hesitation, during
which the heart of the wife throbbed
tumultuously, and the nerves of the
child tingled with an excitement that
seemed to snap in sparks from her
eyes. Then he took the cards,
shuffled them, and began to play.
Mrs. Rowan opened a book, and,
holding it upside down, so as to hide
her face, cried quietly behind the
page. Her husband saw that she
was crying, cast a savage glance at
her, and seemed about to fling the
cards down; but Edith made some
remark on the game, leaned toward
him, and laid her head lightly on
his arm. It was the first time in all
their acquaintance that she had voluntarily
touched him. At the same
time she reached her foot, and pushed
Mrs. Rowan's under the table.
Mrs. Rowan dropped her book, turned
her face away quickly, and said,
with an effort of self-control rare for
her: "Why, it's nine o'clock! I'll
go to bed, I think; I'm tired."
Nobody answering, or objecting,
she went away, and left her husband
still over his cards.
"Isn't it about your bedtime?"
he said presently to Edith.
She got up slowly, unwilling to
go, yet not daring to stay. Oh! if
she were but wise enough to know
the best thing that could be said—something
which would strengthen
his resolution, and keep him in. It
was not yet too late for him to go out;
for, when every safe and pitiful door
is closed, and slumber seals all merciful
eyes, the beacon of the grog-shop
shines on through the night,
and tells that the way to perdition
still is open, and the eyes of the rum-seller
yet on the watch.
"How glad I shall be when Dick
comes home!" she said. "Then I
hope we can all go away from here,
and wipe out, and begin over."
She could not have said better,
but, if she had known, she could have
done better. What he needed was
not an appeal to his sentiments, but
physical help. Words make but little
impression on a man while the torments
of a burning, infernal thirst are
gnawing at his vitals. The drunkard's
body, already singed by the
near flames of the bottomless pit,
needed attending to at once; his soul
was crushed and helpless under the
ruins of it. If an older, wiser head
and hand had been there, started up
the failing fire, and made some strong,
bitter draught for him to drink, it
might have done good. But the child
did not know, and the sole help she
could give was an appeal to his
heart.
It is as true of the finest and loftiest
natures, as of the perverted, that
they cannot always conquer the evil
one by spiritual means alone. Only
spirits can do that. And often the
tempter must laugh to see the physical
needs, which were made to play
about our feet like children, unnoticed
when the soul speaks, starved till
they become demons whose clamorous
voices drown the spirit's fainting
cries.
But this man's demon was indulgence,
and not denial. He was not
hovering on the brink of ruin, he was
at the bottom, and striving to rise,
and he could not endure that any
eye should look upon his struggles.
"D— you! will you go to bed?"
he cried out fiercely.
Edith started back, and, without
another word, climbed the narrow
stair to her attic. Before closing the
trap-door, she looked down once,
and saw Mr. Rowan tearing and twisting
the cards he had been playing
with.
He stayed there the whole night,
fighting desperately with such weapons
as he had—a will broken at the
hilt, the memory of his son, and the
thought of that dear little girl's tender
but ineffectual pity. As for God, he
no longer named him, save in imprecation.
The faith of his orphaned
childhood had gone long ago. The
glare of the world had scorched it up
before it had fairly taken root. That
there might be help and comfort in
the church of his fathers never entered
his mind. "Drink! drink!" that
was his sole thought. "If I only
had some opium!" he muttered, "or
a cup of strong black coffee! I wonder
if I could get either of 'em anywhere?"
The day was faintly dawning when
he staggered to the window, tore
down the paper curtain, and looked
out for some sign of life. At the wharf
opposite lay a vessel that had come up
the evening before, and he knew by
the smoke that the cook was getting
breakfast there.
"I'll go over and see if I can get
some coffee or opium," he muttered,
and pulled his hat on as he went out
the door.
"I'll ask for nothing but coffee or
opium," he protested to himself, as
he shut the door softly after him.
Alas! alas!
The next morning was a gloomy
one for the two who had nursed that
trembling hope overnight, but they
did not say much about it. Mrs.
Rowan's face showed the lassitude of
long endurance. Edith's disappointment
was poignant. She was no
longer a looker-on merely, but an
actor. The man had confided in her,
had tacitly asked her sympathy, and
his failure gave her a pang. She
cast about in her thoughts what she
should do, having a mind to put her
own young shoulder to the wheel.
Should she go in search of him, and
give him one of those scoldings which
he had acknowledged his need of?
Should she lead him home, and protect
him from abuse?
"Hadn't I better go up to the
post-office?" she asked, after breakfast.
"I haven't been there this
good while, and there might be a letter
from Dick."
Mrs. Rowan hesitated: "Well,
yes." She disliked being left alone,
and she had no expectation of a letter.
But it seemed like slighting her
son to make any other reply to such
a request. Besides, the village boys
might be hooting her husband
through the streets, and, if they were,
she would like to know it. So Edith
prepared herself, and went out.
The ship-yard was full of business
at this hour, and two men were at
work close to the road, shaving a
piece of timber. Edith looked at
them, and hesitated. "I've a good
mind to," she thought. She had
never gone into the ship-yard when
the men were there, and had never
asked any one a question concerning
Mr. Rowan. But now all was
changed, and she felt responsible.
"Have you seen Mr. Rowan anywhere,
this morning?" she asked,
going up to the man nearest her.
He drew the shave slowly to him,
slipped off a long curl of amber-colored
wood from the blade, then
looked up to see who spoke. "Mr.
Rowan!" he repeated, as if he had
never heard the name before. "Oh!
Dick, you mean. No, I haven't seen
him, this morning. He may be lying
round behind the timbers somewhere."
The child's eyes sparkled. Child
though she was, she knew that the
drunkard was more worthy of the
title of gentleman than this man was,
for he was rude and harsh only when
he suffered.
"Little girl," the other called out
as she turned away, "your father is
over there on board of the Annie
Laurie. I saw him lying there half
an hour ago, and I guess he hasn't
stirred since."
"He isn't my father!" she flashed
out.
The two burst into a rude laugh,
which effectually checked the thanks
she would have given for their information.
She turned hastily away,
and went up the road to the village.
Mrs. Rowan finished her work,
and sat down in the west window to
watch. She was too anxious and discouraged
to knit, even, and so did
not discover the tight little strip of
work around the stocking-heel. It
was employment enough to look out
for Edith; not that she expected a
letter, but because she wanted company.
She was conscious of some
strength in the child, on which she
leaned at times. As for Dick, she
had little hope of good news from
him, if any. She had no part in
Edith's rose-colored expectations.
Dick in peril from storm, foe, or sin;
Dick dying untended in foreign lands;
Dick sinking down in cold, salt seas—these
were the mother's fancies.
After half an hour, a small figure
appeared over the hills between the
house and the village. Mrs. Rowan
watched it absently, and with a slight
sense of relief. But soon she noticed
that the child was running. It was
not like Edith to run. She was
noticeably quiet, and even dignified
in her manners. Could she have
seen or heard anything of Mr. Rowan
at the village? The heart of the
wife began to flutter feebly. Was he
lying in the street? or engaged in a
drunken quarrel? She leaned back
in her chair, feeling sick, and tried to
gather strength for whatever might
come to her.
Edith was near the house, now
running a few steps, then walking, to
gather breath, and she held her arm
above her head, and swung it, and in
her hand was a letter!
Away went all thought of her husband.
In two minutes Mrs. Rowan
had the letter in her hand, had torn
it open, and she and Edith were both
bending over it, and reading it together.
It had been lying in the
post-office a week. It came from
New York, and in a week from the
date of it Dick would be at home!
He was on board the ship Halcyon,
Captain Cary, and they were to come
down to Seaton, and load with lumber
as soon as their East Indian freight
should be disposed of. He had met
Captain Cary in Calcutta, Dick
wrote, and, having done him a service
there, had been taken on board
his ship, and now was second mate.
Next voyage he would sail as first
mate. The captain was his friend,
would do anything for him, and owned
half the ship, Major Cleaveland
owning the other half; so Dick's fortune
was made. But, he added,
they must get out of that town. He
had a month to spare, and should
take them all away. Let them be
ready to start on short notice.
Having read this joyful letter
through once, they began at the
first word and read it all through
again, dwelling here and there with
exclamations of delight, stopped every
minute by a large tear that splashed
down from Mrs. Rowan's eyes, or a
yellow avalanche of Edith's troublesome
hair tumbling down as she bent
eagerly over the letter. How many
times they read that letter would be
hard to say; still harder to say how
many times they might have read it,
had there been no interruption.
A crowd of men were approaching
their door—close upon them, and
darkening the light before they looked
up. "Had Dick come, and were
the neighbors welcoming him?" was
the first thought.
In her haste, Edith had left the
outer door ajar, and now heavy feet
came tramping in without any leave
being asked; the inner door was
pushed open, and—not Dick, but
Dick's father was brought in and
laid on the floor. This was not the
first time he had been brought home,
but never before had he come with
such a retinue and in such silence,
and never before had these men taken
off their hats to Mrs. Rowan.
"We've sent for the doctor, ma'am,"
one of them said; "but I guess it's
no use."
"I wouldn't have ordered him off,
if I hadn't thought he was steady
enough to go," said another, who
looked very pale. "The captain
was expected on board every minute,
and it would be as much as my life
is worth if he found a man drunk
there."
"He slipped on a plank, and fell,"
some one explained.
Their talk was, to the bewildered
woman, like sounds heard in a dream.
So were Edith's passionate words as
she ordered the men away. The one
who had refused the dead man any
better title than "Dick" was just
coming in at the door, staring right
and left, not too pitiful even then to
be curious regarding the place he was
in. "Go out!" she said, pushing the
door in his face.
Some way, still in a dream, they
were got rid of, all but two. Then
the doctor came, and looked, and
nodded his decision—"All over!"
A dream! a dream!
The bedroom was set in order,
the silent sleeper laid out there, every
stranger sent out of the house and
locked out, and then Mrs. Rowan
woke up. It was a terrible awakening.
Madame Swetchine comments upon
the fact that the thought of death is
more terrible in an arid existence than
in the extremes of joy and sorrow. It
is true not only of those who die, but
of the survivors. We go out more
willingly on a difficult journey when
we have been warmed and fed; we
send our loved ones out with less
pain when they have been thus fortified.
It is the same, in a greater degree,
when the journey is that one
from which the traveller never returns.
It adds a terrible pang to bereavement
when we think that our lost
one has never been happy; how much
more terrible if he has never been
honored!
Of her husband's future Mrs.
Rowan refused to think or to hear,
though she must have trembled
in the shadow of it. It might be that
which made her so wild. She would
allow no one to come near or speak
to her save Edith. Those who came
with offers of help and sympathy she
ordered away. "Go!" she cried. "I
want nothing of you! I and mine
have been a byword to you for years.
Your help comes too late!"
She locked them out and pulled
the curtains close, and, though people
continued to come to the door through
the whole day, no one gained admittance
or saw a sign of life about the
house. Inside sat the widow and the
child, scarcely aware of the passage
of time. They only knew that it was
still day by the rays of sunlight that
came in through holes in the paper
curtains, and pointed across the rooms
like long fingers. When there was a
knock at the door, they started, lifted
their faces, and listened nervously till
the knocking ceased, as if afraid that
some one might force an entrance.
One would have fancied, from their
expression, that savages or wild beasts
were seeking to enter. They never
once looked out, nor knew who came.
Still less were they aware of Major
Cleaveland standing in his cupola,
spy-glass in hand, looking down the
bay to see if that cloud of canvas
coming up over the horizon was the
good ship Halcyon coming home after
her first voyage. Down-stairs he
came again, three stairs at a jump, as
joyful as a boy, in spite of his forty
years, gave directions for the best
dinner that the town would afford,
ordered his carriage, and drove off
down the river-road.
The Halcyon was the largest vessel
that had ever been built at Seaton,
and as its launching had been an
event in the town, so its first arrival
was an incident to take note of.
When Major Cleaveland drove down
to the wharf where Mr. Rowan had
that morning lost his life, more than
a hundred persons were assembled
there waiting for the ship, and others
were coming. He stepped over to
the Rowans' door, and knocked
twice, once with his knuckles, and
again with his whip-handle, but received
no answer. "I would force
the door, but that Dick is coming,"
he said. "It is a shame to let the
poor soul shut herself up alone."
Soon, while the crowd watched,
around the near curve of the river,
where a wooded point pushed out,
appeared the tip, then the whole of
a bowsprit garlanded with green
wreaths, then the leaning lady in her
gilded robes, with a bird just escaping
from her hand, then the ship rode
gracefully into sight on the incoming
tide.
A ringing shout welcomed her, and
a shout from all hands on board answered
back.
Foremost of the little group on the
deck stood a man of gigantic stature.
His hair was coarse and black, he
wore an enormous black beard, and
his face, though scarcely middle-aged,
was rough and scarred by the
weather. Everybody knew Captain
Cary, a sailor worthy of the old days
of the Vikings, broad-shouldered, as
strong as a lion, with a laugh that
made the glasses ring when he sat at
table. He was a plain, simple man,
but grand in his simplicity. By his
side stood a youth of twenty, who
looked slight in comparison, though
he was really manly and well grown.
He had sea-blue eyes, quick, long-lashed,
and as bright as diamonds;
his face was finely moulded, ruddy,
and spirited; his hair, that glistened
in the sunlight, was chestnut-brown.
A gallant lad he was, the very ideal
sailor-boy. But his expression was
defiant, rather than placid, and he
did not join in the hurrahs. The welcoming
applause was not for him, he
well knew. They were no friends of
his who crowded the wharf. He had
some bitter recollections of slight or
injury connected with nearly every
one of them. But he was no longer
in their power, and that gave him
freedom and ease in meeting them.
The time had gone by when he could
look upon these country folks as final
judges in any matter whatever, or as
of any great consequence to him.
He had seen the world, had won
friends, had proved that he could do
something, that he was somebody.
He was not ashamed of himself by
any means, was young Dick Rowan.
Still, it was no pleasure to him to see
them, for it brought back the memory
of sufferings which had not yet lost
their sting.
All this shouting and rejoicing was
as the idle wind to the mourners
across the way. Their fears of intrusion
set at rest, since no one had
attempted to force an entrance to the
house, they no longer took notice
even of the knocking at the door.
Both had fallen into a sort of stupor,
induced by the exhaustion of long
weeping, the silence and semi-darkness
of their rooms, and the removal
of what had been the daily tormenting
fear of their lives. There was no
longer any need to tremble when a
step approached, lest some one should
come in frenzied with drink, and terrify
them with his ravings and violence.
Mrs. Rowan sat by her husband's
side, leaning back in her
chair, with closed eyes and clasped
hands, only half-alive. Edith lay on
the kitchen-floor, where she had
thrown herself in a passion of weeping,
her arms above her head, her
face hidden, and her long hair veiling
her. The weeping was over, and
she lay silent and motionless. Neither
that shouting over on the wharf, nor
Major Cleaveland's loud knocking
with his whip-handle, had made the
slightest impression on her.
But at sunset came one who would
not be denied. He tried the lock,
and, finding it fastened, knocked
gently. There was no answer. He
knocked loudly, and still there was
no reply. Then he set his knee
against the rickety panel, took the
knob in a strong grasp, and wrenched
the door open. Stepping quickly
into the little entry, he looked to right
and left, saw the girl lying, face down,
on the floor, and the woman sitting
beside her dead, both as still as the
dead.
Something like a dream came into
the half-swoon, half-sleep in which
Edith Yorke lay. She heard a slight
cry, then a stifled sob, and words
hurriedly spoken in a low voice.
Then there was a step that paused
near her. She put her hair back with
one hand, and turned her face listlessly.
The curtain had been raised
to let in the light, and there stood
a young man looking down at her.
His face was pale with the sudden
shock of grief and distress, but a faint
indication of a smile shone through
as she looked up at him.
Her first glance was a blank one,
her second flashed with delight. She
sprang up as if electrified. "O
Dick! O Dick! How glad I am!"
The world moved rightly at last!
Order was coming out of chaos; for
Dick had come home!
He shook hands with her rather
awkwardly, somewhat embarrassed
by the warmth of her welcome.
"We're to go right off," he said.
"Captain Cary will help us."
"Yes, Dick!" she replied, and
asked no questions. He knew what
was right. With him had come all
help, and strength, and hope.
The next morning, long before
dawn, they started. A boat was ready
at the wharf, and Captain Cary
and Dick carried out the dead in a
rude coffin that had been privately
made on board the Halcyon. "They
shall not stare at our poor funeral,
captain," Dick had said; "and I will
not ask them for a coffin or a grave."
"All right!" his friend had answered
heartily. "I'm your man.
Whatever you want to do, I'll help
you about."
So the watch on the Halcyon was
conveniently deaf and blind, the boat
was ready in the dark of morning,
the coffin carried out to it, and Mrs.
Rowan and Edith helped in after.
When they were in their places, and
the captain seated, oars in hand,
Dick went back to the house, and
stayed there a little while. No
questions were asked of him when
he came away, bringing nothing with
him, and he offered no explanation,
only took the oars, and silently guided
their boat out into the channel.
The banks on either side were a solid
blackness, and the sky was opaque
and low, so that their forms were
scarcely visible to each other as they
sat there, Mrs. Rowan in the bows
near her son, Edith beside Captain
Cary, who loomed above her like a
mountain of help.
Presently, as they floated around
the point that stood between the village
and the bay, a faint blush of
light warmed the darkness through,
and grew till the low-hung clouds
sucked it up like a sponge and showed
a crimson drapery over their heads.
It was too early for morning light,
too fierce, and, moreover, it came
from the wrong direction. The east
was before them; this sanguinary
aurora followed in their wake. It
shone angrily through the strip of
woods, and sent a long, swift beam
quivering over the water. This fiery
messenger shot like an arrow into
the boat, and reddened Mrs. Rowan's
hands, clasped on the edge of the
coffin. By the light of it, Dick
saw all their faces turned toward
him.
"The house was mine!" he said
defiantly.
The captain nodded approval, and
Edith leaned forward to whisper,
"Yes, Dick!" But Mrs. Rowan
said not a word, only sat looking
steadily backward, the light in her
face.
"I'm glad of it!" sighed Edith to
herself. She had been thinking since
they left the house how people would
come and wander through it, and
peer at everything, and know just
how wretchedly they had lived. Now
they could not, for it would all be
burnt up. She sat and fancied the
fire catching here and there in their
poor little rooms, how the clock would
tick till the last minute, even when
its face was scorched and its glass
shivered, and then fall with a sudden
crash; how the flames would catch at
the bed on which the dead man had
lain, the mean paper curtains, the
chair she had sat in, Mrs. Rowan's
little rocking-chair, at the table where
they had sat through so many dreary
meals. The checker-board would
go, and the cards with which Mr.
Rowan had played the night before,
and the knitting-work with the puckered
heel, and her apron that the
drunkard had wiped his ghastly face
with. The shelves in the little closet
would heat, and blacken, and redden,
and flame, and down would come
their miserable store of dishes, rattling
into the yawning cellar. Fire
would gnaw at the ceiling, bite its
way into the attic, burn up her books,
creep to the bed where she had lain
and seen rainbow colors in the
dark, spread a sheet of flame over
the whole, rise, and burst through
the roof. She saw it all. She even
fancied that each long-used article
of their scanty plenishing, worn away
by human touch, constantly in the
sight of human eyes, would perish with
some human feeling, and send out a
sharp cry after them. The crackling
of flames was to her the cries of
burning wood. But she was glad of
it, for they were going to wipe out
and begin anew. There seemed to
her something very grand and exceedingly
proper in it all.
When their boat glided from the
river into the bay, others besides themselves
became aware of the conflagration,
and the village bells rang
out a tardy alarm. Dick laughed
bitterly at the sound, but said nothing.
"They were sorry for you, Dick,"
the captain said. "I heard a good
many speak of it. They would have
been glad to do your family any kindness.
I don't blame you for coming
off; but you mustn't think there was
no kind feeling for you among the
folks there."
"Kindness may come too late, captain,"
the young man answered. "I
would have thanked them for it years
ago, when I had nowhere to turn to,
and hadn't a friend in the world; now
I don't thank them, and I don't want
their kindness. Even if I would take
it at last, neither they nor you have
any right to expect that I will run
to take the hand that has struck
me so many blows the first time it is
held out. I don't trust 'em. I want
proofs of good-will when I've had
proofs of ill-will."
"Dick is right, captain," his mother
interposed in a weary tone.
"You can't judge of such things if
you haven't felt them. It's easier to
hurt a sore heart than a sound one."
Within an hour they reached one
of those desolate little sandy islands
with which the bay was studded; and
now the faint spring dawn was breaking,
and the heavy masses of cloud lifting
and contracting, pale reaches of
sky visible between. By the cold glimmer
they scooped out a grave, and
placed the coffin in it. The water
washed the shore, and a chilly, sighing
wind came up from the east.
As the first shovelful of earth fell
on the coffin, Mrs. Rowan caught
back the captain's arm. "Don't cover
him out of sight without some
word spoken over him!" she implored.
"He was once young, and ambitious,
and kind, like you. He would
have been a man if he hadn't had
bad luck, and then got into bad company.
He was more wretched than
we were. O sir! don't cover him
out of sight as if he were a dog."
The sailor looked both pained and
embarrassed. "I'm not much used
to praying, ma'am," he said. "I'm a
Methodist, but I'm not a church-member.
If there was a Bible here, I
would read a chapter; but—there
isn't."
Dick walked off a little way, turned
his back, and stood looking at the
water. Mrs. Rowan, kneeling on the
sand-heap beside the grave, wept
loudly. "His father was a Catholic,"
she cried. "I don't think much
of Catholics; but, if poor Dick had
stood by his religion, he could have
had a priest to say some word over
him. I wouldn't have minded having
a priest here. He'd be better than
nobody."
Captain Cary was a strict Methodist,
and he felt that it would never
answer to have the absence of a Catholic
priest regretted. Something
must be done. "I could sing a
hymn, ma'am," he said hesitatingly;
and, as no one objected, he straightened
himself, dropped his spade,
and sang, to the tune of the "Dead
March in Saul,"
"Unveil thy bosom, faithful tomb,
Take this new treasure to thy trust,
And give these sacred relics room
To slumber in the silent dust,"
singing the hymn through.
In a confined place the sailor's
voice would have been too powerful,
and, perhaps, would have sounded
rough; but in open air, with no wall
nearer than the distant hills, no ceiling
but the sky, and with the complex
low harmony of the ocean bearing
it up and running through all its
pauses, it was magnificent. He sang
slowly and solemnly, his arms folded,
his face devoutly raised, and the
clouds seemed to part before his
voice.
When the hymn was ended, he
remained a moment without motion
or change of face, then stooped for
his shovel, and began to fill in the
grave.
While listening to him, Edith Yorke
had stood in a solemn trance, looking
far off seaward; but at sound of
the dropping gravel, her quiet broke
up, like ice in spring. She threw
her arm, and her loose hair with it,
up over her head, and sobbed behind
that veil. But her tears were not for
Mr. Rowan. Her soul had taken a
wider range, and, without herself being
aware of it, she was mourning for
all the dead that ever had died or
ever should die.
The first sunbeam that glanced
across the water showed a feather of
smoke from a steamer that came up
through the Narrows into the bay,
and the row-boat, a lessening speck,
making for the wharf. Twice a
week, passengers and freight were
taken and left at this wharf, three
miles below the town.
TO BE CONTINUED.