And thus a few more years
went by. There were no changes in the peaceful
mansion. The beech-trees in the garden
rustled as of old, only their foliage seemed to
have grown darker and thicker; the white
walls, although they had warped and settled
more or less, shone precisely as they used; the
thatched roofs frowned the same as ever; and
even the well-known sound of Joachim’s pipe
might be heard at the usual hour from the
direction of the stable. But Joachim himself,
still a bachelor, and grown gray in the service
as groom, chose rather to listen to the Panitch
when he played either the piano or the pipe, it
mattered not which. Maxim too, had grown
still more gray. The Popèlski had no other
children, and therefore their first-born, the blind
boy, remained as ever the central object of
interest, around which clustered the life of the
whole mansion. It was for his sake that the
family had thus isolated itself within its own
narrow circle, contented with its tranquil existence,
whose current had now united with the
equally placid life of the Possessor’s “cabin.”
Thus Peter, who had now become a youth,
had grown up like a hot-house plant, guarded
from the rude winds of the outer world. He
was still as of old in the centre of a vast, dark
world. Darkness enveloped him in every direction,—above,
around, on all sides; illimitable,
eternal. His delicate and sensitive organism
vibrated in response to every impression, like a
finely strung instrument. This sensitive expectancy
was perceptible in the blind youth’s
disposition; he seemed to feel that the darkness
was about to stretch forth its invisible arms
and arouse by its touch that which now lay
dormant in his breast, waiting only for the
summons. But the dreary darkness around
him, familiar from his childhood, replied only
by the caressing murmur that rose from the old
garden, inspiring him with vague, tranquillizing,
and dreamy thoughts. The turbulent current
of the far-off world, known to the blind boy
only through the medium of song and story,
had no entrance here. Amid the dreary
whispers of the garden and the peaceful every-day
life of the country house, he heard of the
tumults and tribulations of the world from the
lips of others; and his imagination pictured it
all veiled in clouds of mystery,—like a song,
an heroic poem, or a fairy tale.
Everything seemed favorable. The mother
felt that the soul of her son, protected as by a
wall was living in an enchanted dream, which
was tranquil even if it were unreal. Evelyn,
who had imperceptibly grown to womanhood,
watched this enchanted tranquillity with her
calm gaze, sometimes showing a slight surprise,
or an expression of wonder as to future events,
but never a shadow of impatience. Popèlski
the father had brought his estate into a prosperous
condition, but the good man troubled
himself very little about his son’s future life. A
man of Maxim’s temperament could only be ill
at ease in this quiet life; he simply endured it,
looking upon it as a temporary arrangement,
which had interwoven itself into his plans in
spite of himself. He deemed it necessary for
the youth’s interior nature to gain strength and
maturity, that he might be better able to cope
with the rude assaults of life.
Meanwhile, outside the limit of this enchanted
circle, life went on, seething, bubbling,
and raging; and at last the time came when
the old veteran decided to break into this circle,—to
open the door of the hot-house, and
admit a current of outside air.
By way of breaking the ice, he invited an
old friend, who lived about seventy versts from
the Popèlski estate, to pay him a visit. In former
times Maxim used to be the visitor; but
he knew that some young people were staying
at Stavruchènko’s house at that time, and so he
wrote him a letter inviting the whole party.
This invitation was accepted with pleasure.
The two old men were bound by ties of friendship,
and the young people were all familiar
with the once famous name of Maxim Yatzènko,
connected as it was with many a romantic tale.
One of the sons of Stavruchènko was a student
in the University of Kiev, in the School of Philology,
very popular at that time. Another son
was studying music in the St. Petersburg conservatory.
Another member of the party was a
young cadet, the son of a neighboring landlord.
Stavruchènko was a vigorous old man, gray-haired,
wearing a long mustache after the Cossack
fashion, and the loose Cossack trousers
tucked into the boots. His tobacco-pouch and
pipe were suspended from his belt, and he
spoke nothing but Little Russian; and beside
his two sons, dressed in white sleeveless coats
and embroidered Little Russian shirts, he vividly
recalled Gògol’s Taras Bulbà with his followers.
But Stavruchènko lacked the romantic
characteristics of Gògol’s hero. He was on the
contrary an excellent and practical landlord,
who had always got on well with the serfs; and
now that serfdom was abolished he was clever
enough to adapt himself to the new conditions.
He knew the people after the landlord fashion;
that is, he knew every peasant in his village, and
every peasant’s cow, and almost every extra
coin in each peasant’s purse.
But if Stavruchènko did not have hand-to-hand
encounters with his sons, like Bulbà,
they were forever at odds, regardless of time
or place. Everywhere, whether at home or
abroad, endless disputes arose between the old
man and the young people; it usually began on
the part of the old man, who was always jeering
at the “ideal Panitchis.” The Panitchis
would grow excited, the old man likewise;
whereupon an indescribable uproar would ensue,
during which both sides would give and take
some pretty severe thrusts. It was a reproduction
of the differences between “Fathers” and
“Sons;” only in the southwest, where a certain
courtesy of manner prevails, such scenes in
the family circle are more gracefully managed.
The young people who had been away at
school from early childhood, had only seen the
country during their vacation, and therefore
had not the practical knowledge possessed by
the father-landlords. When that tidal wave
known as the “love of the people” came rushing
in upon society, it found the young men in
the higher classes of the Gymnasium. They
turned their attention to the study of the lower
classes, seeking their information at first in
books. They soon proceeded, however, to the
immediate study of the manifestations of the
“national spirit” in its causes. In the southwestern
districts the young Panitchis, in their
white svìtkas[15] and embroidered shirts, devoted
themselves to the fashionable amusement of
“visiting the people.” They paid but slight attention
to their economical condition, but made
notes of the words and music of the dùmkas[16]
and songs, studied the traditions, compared
historical events with the traces they had left
upon the popular mind, and looked upon the
peasant in general through the poetical prism
of an intellectually popular idealism. Thus the
constant clashing of opinions diametrically opposed
to one another entered into the disputes
between the old man and the young people,
and they were always at variance. And yet the
old man himself listened with delight to the
eloquent tirades of the young fellows.
“Just hear him,” Stavruchènko would say to
Maxim, with a sly nudge of his elbow, while
the student with flushed face and sparkling
eyes was delivering his oration. “Hear him,
he talks like a book! One might really imagine
him a clever man. You had better tell us, you
wise-head, how my Nechipòr deceived you.”
The old man’s mustaches twitched, and he
laughed heartily as he related with a purely
Hohòl humor the tale of their discomfiture.
The young men blushed, but they paid him
back in his own coin, saying: “If they were
not familiar with the Nechipòrs and Hvèydkas
in certain villages, they had studied the class as
a whole; and from that point of view they deduced
their generalizations. For the aged and
experienced, whose habits of thought are fettered
by routine, the forest is hidden by the
trees that stand nearest, but young men can
embrace the most remote perspective at a
glance.”
The old man was not displeased to hear the
learned discourses of his sons. “They did not
go to school for nothing,” he often remarked,
“but I can tell you that my Hvèydka will lead
you like calves by a rope. That’s the way it
is! But he cannot deceive me, for I can stuff
him into my tobacco-pouch and put him in my
pocket. You are nothing but youngsters and
fools!”
A discussion of this sort had but just ended.
The older people returned to the house, and
through the open windows one could from time
to time hear snatches of Stavruchènko’s funny
stories, together with the merry laughter of his
audience.
The young people remained in the garden.
The student spreading his svìtka on the ground,
with his sheepskin hat pushed on one side, had
stretched himself out on the grass with affected
carelessness. His older brother sat beside
Evelyn on a bench near the wall. The cadet,
in his carefully buttoned uniform, was seated
next to them; while at a short distance, with
drooping head, sat the blind youth leaning
back against the window-sill. He was turning
over in his mind the discussions he had just
heard, which had stirred him deeply, even to
agitation.
“What did you think of all that was said
just now, Pani Evelyn?” said the student turning
to her; “you have not spoken a single
word.”
“What you told your father is all very fine;
but—”
“Well—but what?”
The young girl did not reply at once. She
let her work fall upon her lap, smoothed it out,
and slightly bending forward began to examine
it as if it absorbed her entire attention. It
would have been difficult to say whether she
was considering the advisability of using coarser
canvas for her embroidery, or whether she was
meditating over her reply.
Meanwhile the young men waited impatiently.
The student, his face kindling with interest,
rose on his elbow and turned toward the
young girl. Her neighbor sat gazing at her with
his calm and questioning eyes. The blind young
man abandoned his easy attitude, sat up erect,
and turned his face away from the others.
“But,” she said softly, still smoothing out
her embroidery, “every man must choose his
own career, gentlemen.”
“Lord bless us; what wisdom!” rudely
exclaimed the student. “Really, how old are
you, Pani?”
“Seventeen,” replied Evelyn, simply,—straightway
adding, with an air of mingled
triumph and curiosity, “I suppose you thought
that I was a great deal older, didn’t you?”
The young men laughed.
“Had I been asked for an opinion concerning
your age,” said her neighbor, “I should
have been quite at a loss to decide between
thirteen and twenty-three. At times you seem
a mere child, and the next moment I hear you
reasoning with the wisdom of an aged dame.”
“You must treat serious matters seriously,
Gavrìlo Petròvitch,” said the young girl in
tones of admonition, and once more returned
to her work.
For a moment all were still. Evelyn resumed
her needle-work with her former deliberation,
while the young men looked with curiosity at
the miniature form of this wise young person.
Although she had grown and developed considerably
since the time of her first meeting
with Peter, the student’s comments upon her
age were quite just. At the first glance this
tiny, slender maiden seemed but a girl, although
her tranquil, self-possessed movements revealed
the dignity of a woman. Her face produced
the same impression. That type of face seems
peculiar to the Slav women. Handsome, regular
features, outlined in calm severity; blue
eyes, with a direct and tranquil gaze; pale
cheeks, rarely tinged with color,—not however
the pallor that is ever ready to flush with the
burning flame of passion, but rather akin to the
cold purity of the snow. Evelyn’s fair hair,
glossy and abundant, showing darker reflections
about her marble-like temples, was drawn back
and gathered into one massive braid, which
seemed to weigh her head back as she
walked.
The blind youth, too, had grown taller and
more mature. Any one seeing him at that
moment, as he sat apart from the group just
described, pale, agitated, and handsome, would
have been instantly attracted by that peculiar
face, upon whose surface every emotion of the
soul was so plainly reflected. His black hair
waved over a high forehead faintly lined by
premature wrinkles; his cheeks alternately
flushed and grew pale; the lower lip, slightly
drooping at the corners, twitched nervously
from time to time, and the large handsome
eyes with their unwavering gaze added to this
eminently South Russian type of face a somewhat
unusual and sombre character.
“So Pani Evelyn supposes,” said the student
in a sarcastic tone, after a short pause, “that
the matters we have been discussing here are
inaccessible to the feminine mind; that her
sphere is to be limited by the nursery and
the kitchen.”
The young girl replied with her usual seriousness:
“No, you are mistaken. I understood
all that was said,—therefore it is accessible to
a woman’s mind. I spoke only for myself,
individually.”
She became silent again, and bending over
her work seemed so absorbed in it that the
young man had not the courage to pursue his
questions.
“Strange,” he muttered; “one might suppose
that you had deliberately planned the
entire course of your life.”
“Why should that seem strange, Gavrìlo
Petròvitch?” replied the young girl gently.
“Probably even Illyà Ivànovitch [that was the
cadet’s name] has plans for the future, and he
is younger than I.”
“You are right,” remarked the cadet, flattered
by this supposition. “Not long ago I read the
biography of N——. He too had definite
plans for his life. He married at twenty, and
was a commander at twenty-five.”
The student laughed sarcastically, and the
young girl blushed.
“You see,” she said a moment later, in the
same quiet tone, “every one plans his own
career.”
No one replied, and a thoughtful silence fell
upon the young people,—a silence beneath
which a certain awkwardness was evident.
They were all aware that the conversation had
become personal; and the rustle of the darkening
and seemingly displeased old garden was
all the sound they heard.
These conversations and discussions, this
buoyant current of youthful life charged with its
questions, hopes, expectations, and opinions,
came rushing like a passionate storm upon the
blind youth. At first he listened to them with
a look of surprise, but it was not long before he
found that the stream rushed along paying no
heed to him. No questions were asked him,
neither was he invited to give his opinion; and
it soon became evident to him that he stood
apart in a solitude, the sadder since brought
into contrast with the present wide-awake life
of the mansion. Nevertheless he listened to
all this that was so new to him, and his contracted
brow and pallid face bore witness to his
intense interest. Yet this feeling was tinged
with gloom; his brain was swarming with bitter
thoughts.
The mother looked sorrowfully at her son.
Evelyn’s eyes expressed sympathy and alarm.
Maxim alone did not seem to notice the impression
that this noisy company made upon his
nephew, and hospitably invited the guests to
come often, assuring the young men that he
would furnish them with abundant ethnographical
material on their next visit.
The guests departed, promising to come
again. The young men shook hands cordially
with Peter when they said good-by. He nervously
returned their pressure, and for a long
time listened to the sound of the brìtchka as it
rolled along the road. Then he turned suddenly
and went into the garden.
After the departure of the guests everything
at the manor lapsed into its former tranquillity;
but to the blind youth this silence seemed
strange, unusual, and peculiar. It implied an
acknowledgment that an important event had
taken place on the estate. The silent garden-paths
where he was wont to hear only the
whisper of the beech-trees and the lilacs, now
resounded in his fancy with the echoes of recent
conversations. From the open window of
the drawing-room he heard the voices of
his mother and Evelyn arguing with Maxim.
He was struck by the pathetic tone of entreaty
in his mother’s voice, while that of Evelyn rang
out with indignation; Maxim meanwhile eagerly
but firmly resisted the entreaties of the two
women. Upon Peter’s approach, these discussions
instantly ceased.
Consciously, and with pitiless hand, Maxim
had made the first breach in the wall which till
now encompassed his nephew’s world. The
first noisy and tumultuous wave had already
made its way through this breach, and the
equilibrium of the young man’s soul was shaken
by its onslaught. Now he realized the limitations
of his magic circle; the quiet of the
estate seemed oppressive to him, the indolent
whisper and rustle of the old garden hung like
a weight upon the peaceful dream of his young
soul. Something wavered to and fro in the
darkness, pressing toward him with wistful and
enticing eagerness. It called and beckoned,
awakening the questions that had been slumbering
within him. The pallor of his face
and a dull indefinite sense of misery in his
soul were the visible signs that the summons
was heard. Maxim meanwhile was preparing
for a second breach.
When in the course of two weeks the young
men accompanied by their father came to repeat
their visit, Evelyn received them with a
certain coolness. But she found it hard to
resist the charming animation of youth. All
day long the young men roamed about the
village, hunting and taking notes of the songs
of the reapers; and in the evening they assembled
as before around the bench, near the
mansion.
On one of these evenings, before Evelyn
realized the fact, the conversation had turned
to subjects of a somewhat personal character.
Neither could the others have told how this
had come about; it had been as imperceptible
as the fading of the evening twilight, or the
falling of the shadows in the garden,—as imperceptible
as the first notes of the nightingale’s
song among the bushes. The young student
spoke passionately, with a proud air of triumph,
and with all that ardor peculiar to youth, which
regardless of selfish calculations rushes to meet
the unknown future. There was a strange fascination
in this ardent faith, and something also
akin to the indomitable power of a challenge.
The young girl blushed, for she felt that this
challenge was perhaps unconsciously directed
at her. She bent low over her work as she
listened. Her eyes sparkled, her face flushed,
her heart throbbed. The light faded from her
eyes, her face grew pale, she compressed her
lips; while her heart continued to beat still
more violently, and a look of alarm came over
her features. She was frightened, for under
the influence of this student’s words, the dark
garden wall seemed to part before her eyes,
and through the opening she saw the far-away
vista of a vast world full of life and activity.
She was startled. It seemed to her that some
one was about to pluck the knife from out her
former wound.
This however was of short duration. Evelyn
could control her own life; of that she was
well aware. She had arrived at a decision in
regard to her future life, and this decision was
to be final; she had deliberated long concerning
her first step in life, and proposed to act
in accordance with her plan. This being accomplished,
she would try to make the most of
life. She turned her deep blue eyes from the
student and looked toward the spot where
Peter had been sitting. But he was no longer
there.
Then quietly folding her work Evelyn rose
also. “Excuse me, gentlemen,” she said, addressing
the guests, “if I leave you to yourselves
for a while.” And she started along the
garden-path.
Evelyn was not the only person who had
felt disturbed this evening. At the turn of the
path, where the settle had been placed, the
young girl heard the agitated voices of Maxim
and his sister.
“Yes, I thought of her in this connection no
less than I did of him,” the old man was saying;
and his tone was harsh. “I cannot believe
that you wish to take advantage of the
ignorance of a mere child.”
Tears were in the voice of Anna Michàilovna
as she replied, “But Max, what if—if she—What
will become of my boy?”
Maxim had no time to reply. The young
girl who had paused instinctively at the turning,
now quickly advanced, and with proudly erect
head walked past the speakers. Maxim involuntarily
drew up his crutch that it might not be
in her way, and Anna Michàilovna looked at
her with an expression of love, mingled with
adoration almost amounting to awe. The
mother seemed conscious that this fair proud
girl, who had just passed by with a look so
angry and defiant, held in her hands the happiness
or unhappiness of her son.
A ruined and abandoned mill stood in the
garden. The wheels had ceased to turn, the cylinders
were overgrown with moss, and the water
trickled through the old locks in slender, never-ceasing
streams. This was the blind youth’s
favorite resort. Here he would spend hours
on the parapet of the dam, listening to the
sound of the trickling water, which he later
reproduced to perfection on the piano. But
now he was thinking of other things. Rapidly
he trod the path, his heart filled with bitterness,
and his face distorted by suffering. He paused
when he heard the young girl’s light step; accustomed
as he was to confide all his feelings
to her, he felt no embarrassment in her
presence.
Evelyn rested her hand on his shoulder as
she asked,—“What is it? Why are you so
sad?”
He did not reply at first, but turning, began
once more to pace up and down the path.
The young girl walked beside him.
Thus a few minutes went by in silence. It
seemed as if the presence of Evelyn had a
tranquillizing influence upon Peter’s mood; the
keen pain diminished, his face grew more
peaceful; the flood of sadness that had overwhelmed
his soul began to subside, and a new
sense of mingled pleasure and expectancy had
taken possession of him. This feeling, to whose
healing influence he had often yielded, he had
never yet made an attempt to analyze. And
now again his mood grew tender, although a
shade of sadness still remained.
“Of course it made me feel sad,” he said,
after a moment’s silence; “because I understood
their words, although they were not
directed toward me. I am useless, quite useless
in the world. And why was I born
into it?”
The girl glanced up at him with a look of
alarm, and then as if with settled purpose
she bent her head and resumed her walk by
his side.
The blind youth stopped short. “Why, I
ask, was I born into the world? And another
thing—It may perhaps be true, as old people
say, that affairs have changed for the worse;
yet in old times the blind fared better than
they do now. There was work for them, and
they had a place in life. Why was I not born
in times when blind minstrels used to wander
from place to place? I would then take my
lyre, or bandur,[17] and go from city to city and
through the villages and distant steppes, and
wherever I appeared the people would gather
around me, while I sang to them of the deeds
of their fathers, glorious and heroic, stirring
their holiest feelings, and inspiring them with
energy and courage. Thus I too could play a
part in life. But now, even that cadet with
his shrill voice,—you heard what he said
about marrying and being a commander. They
laughed at him; but for me even that is
unattainable.”
Tears came into the young girl’s eyes, widening
with alarm. “You are excited by the
student’s talk.” She tried to speak lightly, but
her agitation betrayed itself in her voice.
“Yes,” replied Peter, thoughtfully; “and
what an agreeable fellow he is! He has a very
pleasing voice.”
“Yes, he is agreeable,” said Evelyn, abstractedly;
and her tone evinced a certain tenderness.
Then as if vexed with herself she
suddenly exclaimed in a passionate voice:
“No, I don’t like him at all! He has too much
self-assurance; and I think his voice is harsh
and disagreeable.”
Peter listened in surprise to this angry sally.
The girl stamped her foot as she went on:
“And it is all the most perfect folly! I
know it has been a plan of Maxim’s contriving.
Oh, how it makes me hate him!”
“Why, Vèlya,” expostulated the blind youth,
“how can you blame Uncle Maxim for what has
happened?”
“Oh, he thinks himself extremely clever;
and he has destroyed every vestige of humanity
within his breast by all these plans and schemes.
Don’t speak to me of those people! I should
like to know how they gained the right to
arrange other people’s lives?” She stopped
abruptly, clenched her slender hands and burst
into a flood of childlike tears.
Peter took her hand and pressed it sympathetically.
He was taken by surprise. This
outburst from the usually calm and self-controlled
girl was both unexpected and mysterious.
As he listened to her weeping he was conscious
of a new and peculiar emotion stirring within
his breast.
Suddenly she gave him a fresh surprise by
withdrawing her hand and bursting into a fit of
laughter. “How silly I am! What in the
world am I crying about?” She wiped her
eyes and went on good-naturedly: “One must
be just. They are both good, honest men, and
what he said was all very well! But it does not
apply to every one.”
“To every one who has the power,” replied
the blind youth, scarce audibly.
“What nonsense!” she answered brightly;
but in spite of her cheerfulness the traces of
recent tears could still be detected in her voice.
“Take Maxim for instance; he fought as long
as he was able, and now he lives as best he
may. And we also—”
“You say we? Why do you say that?” interrupted
Peter.
“Because—well—because sometime you
will marry me, and our lives will be one.”
Strangely confused and yet rejoicing, the
blind young man drew back a step. “I—marry
you? You mean—that you will—marry
me?”
“Why, of course, of course!” she replied
with mingled haste and agitation. “How dull
you must be! Can it be possible that you
have never thought of it? It seems so natural!
Whom could you marry if not me?”
“To be sure,” he assented in his inconsiderate
egotism. But instantly reflecting,—“Have
you forgotten, Vèlya,” he said, taking her by the
hand, “what these young men have just been
telling us about the education that girls receive
in the great cities? Consider what a career lies
open before you, while I—”
“Well, what about you?”
“I—am blind!” he ended in a somewhat
illogical conclusion.
The girl smiled, but continued in the same
tone: “What if you are blind? I love you even
so; hence it follows that I must marry you.
That is the way things happen; what can we
do about it?”
He also smiled, and dropped his head after
his usual pensive fashion, as though he were
listening to some voice within his soul. No
sound could be heard save the gentle rippling
of the water; and even that low murmur
seemed at times to die away, but only to return
with greater force, and ripple on forever. The
leaves of the luxuriant wild cherry-tree whispered
to one another, and the last pensive trills
of the nightingale’s song echoed through the
garden.
By this bold, unexpected, and yet gentle
stroke the young girl had dispelled the lowering
cloud that darkened the blind youth’s heart.
Inspired by the new feeling that had taken possession
of his whole being, he fervently pressed
her little hand in his. A faint almost imperceptible
pressure was the response. Then he
clasped her round the waist and drew her
toward him, gently stroking her silken hair with
his other hand.
“Please, let me go, darling,” said the young
girl, in low, shy tones as she released herself
from his embrace.
Evelyn’s soft voice thrilled the blind youth’s
heart. He made no effort to detain her, but as
he yielded he heaved a profound sigh. He
heard her smoothing her hair. His heart
throbbed in deep but pleasing excitement, and
he could feel the hot blood surging with a force
hitherto unknown. And when a moment later
she said to him, “Come, let us go back to the
company,” he heard with delight and surprise
a new music in her charming voice.
The hosts were in the little drawing-room,
and all the guests had likewise assembled there;
the only missing members were Peter and
Evelyn. Maxim was conversing with his old
comrade, and the young men sat in silence
beside the open windows. One could not fail
to observe the strangely quiet yet expectant air
that brooded over this little circle, as if each
one had a premonition of an impending crisis.
Although Maxim never interrupted his conversation,
he kept all the while throwing swift, impatient
glances toward the door. Pani Popèlska
was trying to play the amiable and devoted
hostess, but her face bore a sad and almost
guilty look. Pan Popèlski alone, who had
grown a good deal stouter, but had lost none of
his amiability, sat quietly dozing in his chair,
waiting for supper.
All eyes turned in that direction when footsteps
were heard on the terrace which led from
the garden into the drawing-room. Within the
broad, dusky doorway appeared the figure of
Evelyn with the blind youth slowly mounting
the steps behind her. The young girl, although
conscious that every eye rested upon her, was
not in the least embarrassed. Crossing the
room with her usual composure, she smiled
slightly as she met the glance that Maxim
darted at her from beneath his brows, and her
own eyes flashed back defiance. Maxim grew
suddenly abstracted, and replied at random
when a question was directly addressed to him.
Pani Popèlska watched her son.
The young man followed the maiden, giving
no apparent heed to the direction in which she
was leading him. When his slender form and
pale face appeared against the background of
the doorway, he seemed to pause on the threshold
of that room so brightly lighted and filled
with guests; but after a moment’s hesitation he
crossed it with the air of one both absent-minded
and intensely absorbed, went up to the
piano, and opened it.
For the moment Peter seemed utterly unconscious
of his surroundings, forgetful of the presence
of strangers, and instinctively longing for
his favorite instrument as a vent whereby to
express the emotions that were filling his bosom.
Having raised the piano-lid, with his fingers
resting lightly on the keys he struck a few rapid
chords. It was as if he were putting a question,
half to the instrument and half to his own soul.
Then with his hands still resting on the keys,
he remained plunged in deep thought, while
utter silence reigned in the little drawing-room.
The night looked in through the dusky windows,
and here and there clusters of green leaves
shining in the lamplight peered curiously in
from the garden. The guests, their attention
aroused by these few whispering chords, and
influenced more or less by the strange inspiration
that seemed to radiate from the face of
the blind youth, sat in silent expectation.
But Peter remained as before, his eyes uplifted
as if he were listening. Mingled emotions
chased one another like billows through his
heart. He had been uplifted by the tide of a
new life,—even as a boat, after a long and
peaceful rest upon the sandy shore, is suddenly
tossed upward by the waves. Question, surprise,
and unwonted excitement filled his mind. The
blind eyes dilating, alternately sparkled and
grew dim. For a moment one might imagine
that he had not found within his soul the response
for which he so eagerly listened; but all
at once, with the same eager face, as though he
could no longer wait, he started, touched the
keys, and upborne by new waves of emotion
surrendered himself to the tide that swept onward
in full, resonant, and tumultuous chords.
They gave voice to the countless memories of
his past life which had thronged upon him, as
with drooping head he sat there listening. The
multitudinous voices of Nature, the moaning of
the wind, the whispering of the forest, the
ripple of the river, and that indefinite murmur
which is lost in the remote distance could be
heard, intermingling, forming a sort of background
for the deep and inscrutable agitation
that swells the heart and leaps up in the soul
at the bidding of Nature’s mysterious whisper,—a
feeling not easily defined. Sadness?—why
then is it so sweet? Joy?—then why is
it so profoundly, so inexplicably sad?
All this was evoked by the blind musician’s
fingers, in low soft tones, at first hesitating and
vague. His imagination strove as it were to
gain control over this flood of chaotic images,
and without success. Those powerful and depressing
influences of an impetuous and passionate
nature, confused and vague though they
were, had taken full possession of the musician,
but were as yet wholly beyond his control.
From time to time the sounds grew in volume
and power. One felt that the player must presently
combine them into a melodious and perfect
flood of harmony, and his audience listened
in breathless expectation, Maxim wondering all
the while as to the cause of the unusual depth
of feeling displayed. But before the flood had
time to rise to its full height, it suddenly subsided
into a plaintive murmur, like a wave
breaking into foam and spray; and again nothing
was heard but the sad lingering notes, that
rang like questions in the air.
The blind man paused for a moment, but
the silence in the drawing-room remained uninterrupted,
save by the rustling noise of the
leaves in the garden. The fascination which
had transported his listeners far beyond these
walls suddenly vanished, and until the musician
again struck the keys of the instrument they
realized that they were seated in a small room,
with the dark night peering in at the windows.
Again the sounds rose and fell as if vainly seeking
after the unknown. Charming folk-songs
were interwoven with the vague harmony of the
chords,—songs telling of love and sorrow, or
reminiscences of the glories and sufferings of
bygone days, or the eager impetuosity of youth
and hope,—the blind man thus striving to
express his feelings by embodying them in
forms already familiar to his imagination. But
the song too ended with the same minor note,—like
an unanswered question echoing through
the silence of the little drawing-room.
Then for the third time Peter began to play
a piece which he had once learned by heart,—and
again broke off.
Possibly he had hoped to find the musical
genius of the composer in sympathy with his
mood.
It is a very difficult matter for a blind man
to play by note. These are printed in relief
like the letters which they use; each note has
its special sign, and stands in a row like the
lines of a book. To designate the notes that
form the chords, raised points are placed between
them. It is of course a difficult and
complicated task for a blind person to learn
these by heart, each hand separately; but in
Peter’s case the labor was lightened by his love
for the integral parts of the work. Memorizing
a few chords for one hand at a time, he would
place himself at the piano; and when, from the
combining of these hieroglyphics in relief, all of
a sudden surprising harmonies resulted, it gave
him a delight keen enough to enliven the otherwise
dull work, and render it fascinating.
Yet even so, there still remained a weary
way between the printed sheets of music and
the execution of the same; for in order that
the signs might be embodied in melody, the
hands had first to transmit them to the memory,
and the memory in its turn to send them back
to the fingers. Meanwhile, however, Peter’s
strongly developed musical instinct and imagination,
that had already taken a definite form,
began to play a part in the complicated labor
of memorizing, and to stamp the work of the
composer with the distinct impress of the
player’s own individuality. Thus far the form
which his musical feeling had taken, was for
the most part derived from his mother’s playing.
All Nature spoke to his soul in the language
and music of the folk-songs of his native
land.
While with beating heart and soul overflowing
with emotion, Peter now played this piece, from
the very first resonant chords there was such
brilliancy, animation, and genuine feeling, and
at the same time something so characteristic of
the player, that an expression of wonder was
mingled with delight on the faces of the listeners.
The next moment, however, the wonder
was wholly merged in delight; and the elder
Stavruchènko’s son, a professional musician, as
he listened, strove for a long time to follow the
familiar piece, and at the same time to analyze
the peculiar “style” of the pianist.
Music recognizes no party; it stands aloof
from the clashing of opinions. If the eyes of
the young people sparkled and their faces
flushed, and daring conceptions of future life
and happiness sprang up in their minds, so
also the eyes of the old sceptic sparkled with
animation.
At first old Stavruchènko sat with bowed
head, listening in silence; but little by little he
grew animated, and gently touching Maxim
whispered, “How finely he plays! Wonderfully,
it must be confessed! By Jove!—”
As the sounds swelled a thought came into his
mind, probably of his youth; for his eyes
sparkled, his face flushed, he straightened himself,
and raising his arm seemed about to dash
his clenched hand upon the table, but restraining
himself, allowed it to fall silently. Casting
one rapid glance at his boys, he stroked his
mustache, and leaning toward Maxim, whispered:
“They talk of putting us old people
into the archives. Nonsense! There was a
time when you and I—And even now—Is
it not true?”
Anna Michàilovna looked inquiringly at
Evelyn. The girl had folded her work on her
knees, and sat watching the blind musician
but her blue eyes expressed nothing beyond a
rapt attention. She was interpreting those
sounds in her own way; she fancied she could
hear in them the pattering sound of the water
in the old locks, and the whisper of the wild
cherry-tree in the dusky avenue.
But the face of the blind man showed none
of the rapture that had taken possession of his
audience. It was plain that even this piece
had not given him the satisfaction he was looking
for. The last notes vibrated like the others,
intimating the same question,—a murmur of
dissatisfaction; and as the mother looked at
her son’s face she saw in it an expression which
was familiar to her. The sunny day of that
far-away spring was revived in her memory,
when her boy lay prostrated on the bank of the
river, overcome by the too vivid emotions of
the new and exciting world of spring. This
expression however rested but for a moment on
Peter’s face, then vanished.
Now the hum of voices filled the parlor.
Stavruchènko embraced the musician with enthusiasm.
“By Jove! my dear fellow, you play
finely! That is the kind of playing we like!”
The young people, still excited and agitated,
were shaking hands with him. The student
prophesied a world-wide fame for him as an
artist. “That is true,” assented the elder
brother. “You are fortunate to have become
thoroughly familiar with the character of the
folk-songs. You are a perfect master in that
domain. But will you tell me, please, what
was the last piece you played?”
Peter gave the name of an Italian piece.
“I thought so,” replied the young man. “I
am somewhat familiar with it. You have a
remarkably original style. Many play it more
correctly than you, but no one has ever yet
played it with such effect.”
“Why do you think that others play it more
correctly?” asked his brother.
“Well—how can I convey my meaning? I
have always heard it performed just as it is
written. While this sounds like a translation
from the Italian into Little Russian.”
The blind man listened attentively. It was a
new thing for him to be the centre of animated
conversation, and he was proud to feel his
power. So he too might accomplish something
in life!
As he sat there, with his hand resting on the
music-rack, listening to all this talk, suddenly a
warm touch fell on his hand. It was Evelyn,
who had drawn near, and who now with a fugitive
pressure of his fingers whispered joyously:
“You hear? You too will have work in the
world. If you could only see the effect you
produce on others by your playing!”
The blind man started and drew himself
erect. No one but the mother noticed this
little interlude. Her face flushed as deeply as
if she had just received the first kiss of a new-born
and passionate love.
The blind man still remained on the same
spot, and his face had not yet lost its pallor.
Overwhelmed as he was by the impressions of
his new happiness, he may also have felt the
approach of the storm that like a dark and
shapeless cloud was rising out of the depths of
his brain.
VI. THE CRISIS. AN ATTEMPT AT SYNTHESIS.