A rainy night was followed by a rainy morning.
Between the looped curtains of the alcove window
the ground of the square could be seen soggy and
wet. The marble of Washington Arch showed dark
streaks of moisture. Rachel leaned an arm on the
dining room mantel. The housekeeper had been
complaining of a litter of kittens in the basement which
she could get no one to destroy.
"Bring them in here, Theresa," Rachel ordered
peremptorily; then with a sigh she cast herself in a
chair.
The woman disappeared but presently returned
bearing in her hands a basket containing three white
and grey kittens. The mother cat, a handsome sleek
animal with a plume-like tail and round golden eyes,
followed at her heels, alternately mewing anxiously
and purring contentedly.
"I didn't know that you were fond of cats, ma'am,"
murmured the housekeeper in an ingratiating tone.
"I suppose they are all well enough for those who
likes 'em."
Before proceeding to study the kittens, Rachel drew
a small flask from the pocket of her morning-gown.
"If there isn't any more whiskey in the house,
Theresa, send out before breakfast and get some at
the nearest drugstore. Then refill this and take it up
to Mr. Hart," she added without looking at the
other.
The housekeeper, a tall angular woman—whose
flat bust and prominent shoulder-blades suggested the
awful idea that her head was put on the wrong
way—paused on the threshold. The bosom of her gown
bristled with needles and bits of embroidery cotton
clung to her black silk apron. In spite of her
unattractive person there was something smart and
pretentious about Theresa. She carried her head,
covered with its glossy hair, as if it were decorated
with an aigrette.
"Shall I take up his breakfast at the same time?"
she asked, and lifted eyes of innocence.
"Mr. Hart will come downstairs for breakfast,"
Rachel answered shortly; then, sinking on the rug, she
began fondling the kittens.
She lifted them out of the basket one at a time,
and holding them at a distance, looked at their faces,
which, three-cornered and mottled light and dark,
suggested pansies; at their paws, soft as velvet and
harmless as yet; at their short frisky tails and little red
mouths which they opened wide as they mewed
straight at her. During this pretty play the mother
cat sat by the fender and washed her face. But
presently, at an especially distressed mew, she crossed
the room and laid a remonstrative paw on Rachel's
arm. But the girl held the kitten still higher so that
the cat was obliged to rear herself on her hind feet
in order to reach it. At that instant Simon Hart
entered the room.
"Isn't that rather cruel of you?" he asked, stooping
to pat the cat that arched its back under his
hand.
"Let her reach it then," Rachel answered.
After several trials, the mother cat succeeded in
taking the kitten by the nape of its limp neck, and
then hopped nimbly with it into the basket. Rachel
looked at her gravely as she began rather roughly
to lick the kittens with her little scarlet tongue,
covered with tiny cones.
Simon extended his hand, but Rachel made no move
to rise. Instead, turning her head which she rested
on her palm, she looked at him and across her face
flitted a variety of emotions. He would have assisted
her to her feet, but she would have none of him.
Then another glance and her mood changed
completely. Self-contained and enigmatic as he was on
ordinary occasions, he showed now an embarrassment
that struck to her heart. She put up her hands,
and with a sudden violence of emotion, he lifted her
in his arms.
A moment later, she had forced him to release her,
and, pale and thoughtful, she left the room.
"We'll have breakfast in a moment," she said,
reappearing. "I gave Theresa your flask; she is
sending out," she added in a lower voice.
Already Simon had assumed his usual equivocal
and aloof manner. At these words, he lowered his
eyes.
"That was kind of you," he said, "I required
merely a drop and I found what I needed. My cold,"
he continued, "is no worse; on the contrary, I shall go
to the shop to-day."
Since the night of the opera, three weeks before,
Simon had been confined to the house by his dread
enemy, the influenza. During this illness he had
consumed a great quantity of liquor. If he went without
it for any number of hours, he showed the effect.
That morning Rachel had been moved by his pale and
wretched look.
During the meal he read to her part of a paper
he expected to deliver before the Jewellers'
Association. But she crumbled her bread, her thoughts
wandering. As he was preparing to leave the house,
she lingered about in his vicinity.
"Do you know," she ventured, following him to
the door, "I'm not half satisfied with what you did
about Mr. St. Ives?" and she gave him a direct,
almost accusing glance.
"But I sent him a check, certainly liberal in the
circumstances, since he is free to go on and
manufacture—" Simon began, and he wrinkled his brow.
Rachel shrugged her shoulders in impatience.
"You sent him a check; yes, you even advised him
to go on and manufacture that instrument. But he
isn't capable of making a practical move. Now if
you'd shown any real interest—" She stayed her
words, silenced by contrition.
After Simon had gone, she established herself with
a bit of sewing in the dining room. It was the only
room that did not weigh on her spirits. But she had
discovered at once that this house, lonely, silent,
forbidding, suited Simon as it was; therefore she
had confined herself merely to refitting and converting
into a sitting room an unused chamber on the second
floor; and to making more comfortable the quarters
of old Nicholas Hart. There her efforts had ended.
An entire remodelling of the mansion would have
been necessary to disperse the atmosphere of
depression that, tangible as dampness, emanated from its
walls.
It had sheltered in its time, apparently, a goodly
number of soft-moving, mirthless people. Its inner
doors of dark polished wood, never emitted a squeak;
and the occasional sounds that penetrated the plaster
of its ceilings, suggested a company of rats that went
about their business in hushed, apologetic groups,
instead of in scampering hordes. The house had never
become reconciled to Simon's pianola, and when he
seated himself before the instrument, as he did with
conscientious regularity every day after dinner, Rachel
often fancied that the house lifted shoulders of
aversion.
And the legitimate inmates, she decided, were in
keeping with the house. Simon and his housekeeper,
Theresa Walker, could have desired nothing different
in the way of a dwelling. As for old Nicholas and
herself, not to mention the various maids who
succeeded one another rapidly (for Theresa was difficult
to suit in the matter of assistants) they were merely
interlopers.
The housekeeper inspired Rachel with a kind of
horror. She had somehow gleaned the knowledge
that this woman, with her crafty smile but undeniable
capacity for work, when well launched in middle
life, had seized upon the idea of marrying her cousin,
a certain Jeremiah Foggs, when the cousin's wife,
a forlorn, feckless, half-witted creature, should die.
As the wife was little more than a troublesome charge
on Jeremiah's hands and he feared leaving her to
herself in their village home, he always brought her
with him on the occasions of his visits to Theresa.
During the premature courting of the hard-grained
pair, the poor daft thing sat by the cheek of the
chimney with frightened eyes and a shaking chin.
Rachel had a theory that with kind treatment, her
wits might have returned. But no kindness was ever
shown her; on the contrary, Jeremiah and Theresa
waited impatiently for the creeping disease to make
way with her. Meanwhile Theresa employed the
time of waiting to good advantage.
Packed away in a chest in her room was a great
quantity of hemstitched linen, doilies, spreads,
embroidered curtains and what not. Indeed, it was a
question whether Theresa's means of attraction did
not repose solely in her needle; for these products
of her skill, which she displayed on every visit of
Jeremiah, certainly had a killing effect upon the
fellow, with his bullet head. And Theresa, destitute
of every feminine grace, gave herself airs on her
handiwork as if it had been beauty of person and feature.
They were a right curious pair; each with the same air
of eager avidity, as if tormented by a keen desire to
gain something, each with the same oily and
ingratiating manner. Rachel detested Theresa even more
than she had detested Nora Gage, and only consented
to retain her because Simon seemed to desire it. In
truth, Theresa worked in this house as smoothly and
briskly as a shuttle in a well-oiled machine.
For a time Rachel pursued her work, but presently
her interest flagged and she dressed herself for the
street. She was of two minds. Instead of going out
immediately she ascended to the top story to take
a peep at Nicholas. At her suggestion the old man's
workroom was now on the third floor and it was no
longer necessary for him to descend a flight of steps
to his chamber. Also, his meals were all served to
him in his workroom. Without comprehending the
cause of his greater comfort, the old fellow cherished
a whimsical and flighty affection for Rachel; while
Simon was humbly grateful to her for this interest in
his erratic parent. Now the only time Nicholas was
obliged to attempt the stairs was when he went for an
airing. On certain days of the week, if the weather
were fine, a man nurse appeared and conveyed him
to the street and remained with him in the Square.
From these excursions Nicholas never returned
without some token for Rachel. Now it was a
cornucopia of popcorn which he had bought from a
vender; later, as the spring advanced and grass began
to show along the paths, it was a cluster of leaves
and buds; not infrequently it happened that he
treasured up and presented to her particularly handsome
specimens of insects mounted on pins.
If truth were told, little and lithe and still spry,
this old reprobate, with his eagerness regarding the
habits of the house-fly, his raptures and his rages,
came nearer than any other person in the house to
being keyed to the same pitch as Rachel herself. If
rumour could be trusted, a number of discreditable
experiences had made up Nicholas's life. He had
gamed and drunk, driven fast horses, followed fast
women. He had conducted one thriving business
after another, and among them, the car shops that had
employed old David. He had made fortunes with
ease and lost them with equal facility. Now, in his
last years, he was penniless and Simon was engaged
in patiently paying the debts Nicholas had contracted;
but for this, be it understood, he received scorn rather
than gratitude.
As a result of his evil ways Nicholas, in the early
years of his marriage, had broken his wife's heart.
Her patience had annoyed him, and, had she shown
more spirit, her fate might have been a happier one.
As it was, she had slipped out of life, mown down
with grief as grass is mown with the scythe. And
Nicholas had made scant pretence of regretting her,
just as he made scant pretence of approving his son.
Simon had early betrayed a lack of zest for life—a
trait his father could ill tolerate. Therefore, with
taunts and gibes, he had made Simon's life miserable
through boyhood and early manhood. At first, it
may be, he thought by this method to kindle some
spirit in the lad, but failing to strike a spark—for
Simon remained through all pale and silent, a human
riddle to the father,—Nicholas had continued his
jeers for sheer malicious joy in the practice. Even
now his wit kindled at the thought of Simon, and
sure of an appreciative listener, he would make clever
satirical remarks about him to his niece, Julia
Burgdorf, whenever she put in an appearance. And Julia
would match these sallies. To this joking Rachel,
in a storm of anger, had endeavoured to put a stop.
Now when the pair exchanged their witticisms, it was
out of her hearing.
Though this old man bore not the slightest
resemblance to old David, his age and animation
endeared him to Rachel. Then he had once helped her
grandfather, a thing she never forgot.
Now his voice, which leaped constantly to a childish
treble, reached her before she gained the stair's
head. A stuttering of the words of his ditty,
decided her to postpone her call. Owing to his
excitable heart and his years, liquor was forbidden the old
man. Resolving to take the housemaid sharply to
task for giving Nicholas whiskey, Rachel descended
the stairs. Through delicacy she never spoke to
Simon of his own or his father's failing. When moved
to disapproval of her husband, as she had been that
morning, her only reproach was a look. A
childhood passed among fishermen had taught her
tolerance for this particular weakness.
When Simon returned at lunch time, she was
nowhere about and he was forced to sit down to the
table without her. But she entered before he had
finished the first course, and taking her place opposite
him, began slowly unfastening her jacket. Wishing
to please her, he launched into a description of
St. Ives's pyrometer.
"We melt up different alloys to get the different
colour effects," he concluded, "and the colour and
intensity of the light bear certain definite relations—"
Rachel opened her eyes: "Then it's a success, is it?"
Simon avoided her gaze. "Why yes, certainly.
In fact," he added, "it's a very ingenious device.
A trifling thing, you understand; but it is an instrument
for which there is a definite need, and for that
reason I should judge he might possibly be able to
do something with it."
Rachel nodded. "I see. Now Simon, I'll tell you
what I've done; I've just been out and sent notes by
messenger to Mr. St. Ives and his wife, and to Emily
Short, asking them to come this afternoon and stay
to dinner. Tell me, did I do right?"
Without visible effect Simon had tried to shape her
to more conventional standards. Rachel exhibited as
much independence as before their marriage. Now
he replied a little wearily:
"Why of course, though I should have considered
that the case scarcely required anything as complimentary,
in a social sense, as an invitation to dinner."
"And why not?" she flashed back hotly.
"Though when it comes to that, I don't wish to
compliment Emil St. Ives; I wish to help him. Heaven
knows, he's egotistic enough. But you don't realize,"
she pursued in a softer tone, "how helpless he is. He
needs someone to advise him, or he'll spend himself
in a thousand useless ways; someone to take an
intelligent interest in him."
"He has a wife, hasn't he?"
"I said intelligent interest."
"But I assure you, my love," he began, "that I'm
by no means the proper person—"
However, before he left the house he had promised
to return earlier than was his custom in order to
further his wife's plan.
In the course of the afternoon Rachel received a
note from Emily Short explaining that she could not
be present at the dinner. The note concluded:
"You may remember Betty Holden. I think you
were with me one evening when she came in. Poor
child! Fortunately her baby never drew breath.
She's to be taken this afternoon to Bellevue and I've
promised to go with her. I shan't get away early
for she's in a great taking and no wonder. The
landlady at the place where she boarded threatened to
put her into the street. Poor soft defenceless
things, besieged both from within and without, there's
small chance for the Betty Holdens." This news at
any other time would have stirred Rachel, but now
she had no time for reflection.
Emil and his wife arrived promptly at five o'clock.
Enlivened by hope, Annie was looking especially
pretty. She had arrayed herself in a gown she had
so far held in reserve, and had donned her rings which
glistened like dew on her thin fingers. But Rachel
gave small heed to Annie. She had counted on
turning her over to Emily, telling herself that the
toy-maker's companionship would benefit the lackadaisical
girl. But now this plan was frustrated. Conducting
her guests into the chamber which she had converted
into a sitting room, Rachel established Annie in a
corner and furnished her with several books of
engraving. And thereafter, with undisguised eagerness,
she gave her own attention to Emil.
She had weathered a tempest.
In youth the blood flows warm, and the unexpected
meeting with her former friend when she was off
guard, when she was excited by her first opera, had
produced a storm. But the storm had passed, the
last gleam of lightning and rumble of thunder had
ceased and the air was clearer than before. So she
was convinced. She denounced herself as an inflammable
creature, and turned with renewed allegiance
to her husband, dwelling desperately on her gratitude
and esteem. Finally, sure of herself and luxuriating
in a sense of renewed activity, she fancied she could
serve Emil as simply as she would serve another
friend. Nor did she see in the attempt Love in one
of its multitudinous disguises.
The room, which was long and shadowy, overlooked
the Square. She led the way to a divan under
a window and motioned Emil to a place at her side.
"Now," she said, "I want to know just where
you stand with your work? Tell me what you have
done—what you intend doing—all," with an
expansive gesture.
He followed it closely; then glued his eyes to her
fingers. For some reason he was displeased at this
abrupt buckling to a subject that ordinarily would
have received his ready endorsement.
"But are there not other things to talk
about—first?" he suggested.
"Not of so much importance."
"No?"
"No."
The gentle rebuke only incited his dominating
nature: "But I should like to ask— For one thing,
you know you treated me shamefully, Rachel, when
I left Pemoquod." He dropped his head to a level
with hers. Into his voice had crept the old
dangerous and caressing tone.
Amazed at the double temerity of the use of her
name and the allusion to the Past, she returned his
look, flushing uncontrollably.
"Why did you do that?" he pursued, enjoying
her embarrassment.
"I—I do not recall it," she said and flamed yet
more to the lie. "And hereafter, please remember
I am Mrs. Hart."
She had a grip on the reins and he must heed the
sharp tug, though he still chafed under the restraint
like a restive horse. "And now we'll speak of
another matter—your work;" she continued.
"It's two years since we've seen each other," he
remonstrated sulkily.
"It's nearer three," she might have answered, but
checked the words. Instead, severely: "You ought
to have something to show for that length of time."
"I have something."
"So I supposed. Now tell me."
And gradually with those arts known to woman,
she subdued the quondam lover and roused the genius.
Yielding to the flattery of her attitude, which was one
of keen interest in his work, he was soon discoursing
enthusiastically on the subject she had prescribed. A
fish in the water or a bird in the air could not have
been more at home than was he in her presence.
Thus they talked till twilight fell and the maid
came in to light the gas: and they were still deeply
absorbed when Simon appeared.
He stood for a space, his face a blur of white in
the doorway; then he came forward into the circle of
light.
Instantly three heads were raised, Rachel's and
Emil's abstractedly, Annie's with a distinct expression
of relief. She had soon wearied of the books of
engravings with which Rachel had thoughtfully
supplied her, and the volumes were piled on the floor
beside her chair; all save one, which she still held
listlessly in her lap. She was pleased at the interest
Mrs. Hart exhibited in her husband's work, for a
word which she caught now and then, had convinced
her of the topic of their conversation, and her
jealousy had not been aroused. But she was weary and
she now stood up with a pretty air of welcome for
Simon.
He shook hands with her cordially. Then crossing
the room, he shook hands with the inventor.
But Emil scarcely waited to answer his few studied
words of greeting; instead, he settled himself
immediately at Rachel's side, and rumpling his heavy mane
with his fingers, he stared dreamily. "The next
thing I completed was the electrometer," he said, and
Simon noticed that Rachel wrote the word "electrometer"
on a tablet she held on her knees.
He returned to Annie and until dinner was announced,
he talked to her in his low even tones.
Dinner brought the party into no closer harmony.
Rachel, with a carnation blazing in her hair and her
dark intelligent eyes speaking more swiftly than her
lips, still talked to Emil; and Simon, concealing every
trace of annoyance if he felt any, devoted himself to
Annie. After the meal, he even proposed playing to
her on the pianola, and Rachel, knowing that he was
very fond of performing on the instrument, allowed
him to go through two pieces in his usual faithful
uninspired manner. Then she approached him.
"Come Simon," she said, laying hold of his hands.
"You know why I asked them here," she added in
an urgent whisper as he made no move to rise. "He
is the inventor of all these instruments," and she
displayed a list. "But he hasn't the remotest idea what
steps to take in order to get the right people interested.
Now can't you give him letters to different men,
Simon? Come—you can think up some plan if you try!"
Simon Hart had not the slightest interest in
Alexander Emil St. Ives; moreover, in general, he was
ignorant of the matters upon which the other required
advice. However, he yielded; subsequently he was
influenced to the point of going several times to visit
the inventor; later, he organized The St. Ives and
Hart Company of which he himself was the president.
All this he did because of the imperious, and at the
same time, pleading look in a pair of dark clear eyes.
By the end of the year the house in Washington
Square had undergone a change. This change had
nothing to do with the renewing of bricks or mortar,
or the altering of any outward feature; materially the
residence remained the same. Never the less, it was
now connected with a certain loft in John Street by
a subtle, tenuous web. In this web, love,—unacknowledged,
innocent, strong as death, thrown out
from a woman's heart and returning ever to it,—was
the solitary thread.
As might have been foreseen, even after the
formation of The St. Ives and Hart Company, the world
continued in ignorance of Emil St. Ives. A few
devices composed of shining brass, crystal, and wood
occupied a modest amount of space in one of Simon
Hart's shop windows, and occasionally men of science,
attracted by their ingenuity, made inquiries about
them; oftener than not, they returned to watch them
in operation, again and yet again. But the great
public took no interest and never made inquiries;
the great public was interested in improved stove-handles
and door-locks and the rescue of discarded tin
cans, and gave not a thought to Emil St. Ives's little
instruments.
But in heaven, or more properly speaking, the world
of complete objectivity which lies close about this
and which only gifted minds prematurely penetrate,
there was excitement after excitement, all produced
by the childlike monster, Emil St. Ives. He had to
his credit an instrument for recording colours in the
atmosphere, another little instrument for recording
the vibrations of the air occasioned by sound, and
numerous temporarily useless devices which were
calculated to delight those who came after him, but
which were entirely unappreciated and unapprehended
by the age in which he lived. None the less,
his happiness was extreme.
The John Street loft, to which he and Annie had
removed on the first hint of improvement in his
fortunes, was spacious; and here, under a sky-light which
glistened beneath the sun in pleasant weather and was
befogged by rain and snow when the weather was
inclement, he lived and worked. He ate irregularly
and slept little. When he slept, in order not to
waste time he was in the habit of entrusting the
problem upon which he was engaged to his subconscious
mind. Then after a sleep of a few hours' duration,
he would wake, and on first opening his large,
speculative eyes, would oftener than not see in
mid-air the completed instrument working perfectly.
The loft, which chanced to be singularly habitable,
was divided by partitions into four rooms. In order
to be removed as far as possible from the sound
of the pounding and drilling, Annie had taken up
her abode in the rear room, which, besides the bay
in the ceiling, had a large window looking upon a
court. Below, in that scrap of earth, a maple tree
had taken root and flourished to such a degree that
its topmost branches came opposite the window. In
the branches of the tree, a robin had built its nest.
But Annie paid little attention to the tree or the
robin. Though she wept less than in the past, she
complained more; her lips drooped and her tongue
had acquired sharpness. When with her hands resting
on her slight hips, she remonstrated with Emil,
her scolding sounded exactly like the chatter of an
enraged bird; indeed, she looked more than ever like
a bird. Though she occasionally might have
managed to buy herself something new, Annie no longer
troubled herself about her clothes. What was the use,
she argued, since Alexander persisted in living in an
attic; and in any case, was it not wiser to save every
penny toward the rent, since he was so erratic in his
methods of work, and insisted on making impractical
things for which he used up all his salary? So
Annie, a greater part of the time, lay on a sofa and
sulked. In her inactivity, she was a contrast to Emil.
The corner of the loft in which the inventor spent
most of his time was furnished, in addition to a
workbench, with a cot upon which he slept, a
disreputable-looking chair in which he rested when he was
not pacing the floor, second-hand bookcases in which
he kept his inventions and his library, a basket for the
monkey, and a three-legged stool upon which Ding
Dong could perch himself when so minded.
But Ding Dong, day or night, seldom had time to
rest; and where he slept was a question; sometimes,
without doubt, on a square of carpet outside his
master's door. Willing, devoted, pathetic in his
resemblance to a dumb brute, Ding Dong was an extra pair
of hands and feet for Emil. He could scrub and
sweep and make coffee, he could lift heavy machines
in his sinewy arms, he could pack boxes and run
errands; but he could not drill or hammer or saw with
any accuracy. Though the field of his usefulness was
limited, he was invaluable to the inventor.
The atmosphere of unparalleled devotion which this
humble creature threw around him was agreeable to
Emil; and the same could be said of Annie's love.
Whenever he observed it, his wife's faithful affection,
contributing to his egotism, helped him to work the
harder. And so again with Rachel Hart's intelligent
and unwavering interest in his progress; her interest
so stirred in him the creative impulse that he sped
ahead like a fiery steed under the plaudits of the arena.
On the whole, Emil received much from the people
surrounding him; and yet, in the last analysis, their
devotion was not essential to the "un-named, seeing,
acting, produced being" that constituted his genius.
When at work, in the depths of his eye lurked the
consciousness of a world; but in his mouth and chin
was something less perfect and more human; they
looked as if they had been slighted by the sculptor
who fashioned him. For the rest, an almost
supernatural serenity marked his manner, despite the
often convulsive manifestations of his energy. It was
as if a god drove the chariot of his forces. If
allowed to emerge gently from this state, he was
unfailingly good natured; but if broken in upon abruptly,
"care, genius, and hell" distorted and illuminated his
face. Pausing on the threshold of that narrow
gateway between the world of thought and the world of
materiality, Emil St. Ives was a demon. Annie,
bent upon some trifling business of her own, had one
day ventured so to interrupt him; the offence had
never been repeated.
As has been hinted, conscience played no part in
him. For Annie, for Ding Dong, even for his
employers, when the mood for work was upon him,
Emil showed not the slightest consideration. Nor was
Rachel, in this respect, an exception. Whatever his
attitude was toward her—and he bore himself in her
presence at moments with a strange humility, at other
times with an ill-concealed turbulent admiration that
threatened to break all bounds—her influence at this
period had well defined limits. His mother alone had
uninterrupted power over him. At a word from her,
even though he were on the eve of inspiration, he
would drop everything to fulfil her slightest whim.
Small wonder then that the mother adored him,—that
she saw in him a gifted creature not to be
approached by the common run of humanity. It had
come to be Emil's custom to visit his mother at least
once in a fortnight, and, from the moment that they
met, those thin hands of hers had power in their
caresses to transform him. Under their gentle touch,
the fire of his mind dwindled, the warmth of his heart
grew; the genius of a world was submerged in the
son of a mother. And on Mrs. St. Ives their companionship
had an opposite effect. Questioning him about
his work, her brain in his presence acquiring something
of the agility of youth, she lit herself at the flame that
was in her son.
Naturally the neglected Annie was jealous of this
love. She never missed an opportunity to pick a
quarrel with her husband on the subject of his
devotion to his mother, but it was seldom she could
provoke a retort. Emil bore her reproaches
indifferently. One morning in May matters reached a
decisive point.
At midnight Emil was off, bound for the village
that drew him like a magnet, and some hours later
Annie sat over breakfast. She sat in one of the
interior rooms, which was fitted up with a gas-stove and
a few household necessities. Being left by herself
frightened Annie. The janitress of the building, a
good motherly soul, had orders to look out for her
in Emil's absence; but the woman had gone about
her duties some time earlier. Now, except for Ding
Dong and the little chattering monkey, Annie was
alone. Ding Dong, who had taken upon himself the
duties of cook in this establishment, tried to tempt
her with choice bits of food and Lulu made
constant timid advances toward her friendship; Annie
would look at neither of them. She saw in them a
summing-up of the unusual, wretched and ridiculous
situation.
Now tears rolled down her face. Why had she
left home? Why had she married Alexander? This
was the constant refrain that beat in her brain. All
things considered, the imperturbable inventor could
scarcely have chosen a more unlucky moment to
appear. The door opened and there he stood.
Smiling, he entered the room, and at the account he
gave of his movements, Annie's eyes gleamed with
anger and the muscles of one cheek twitched.
"Well," he explained, tossing aside his hat,
"Mother was all right. I saw her through the window,
and then I managed to get the next train back. You
see, it was raining when I got in this morning," he
went on, "and had I let Mother know I was there,
she'd have been out to meet me, if she got her death
for it. So I took only a look at her. There she was
with the tiresome brats tumbling all over her, enough
to wear her out, but she looked as cheerful as could
be. Only six o'clock, and the whole lot of them
waiting for breakfast! By Jove, but Edgar's family
get up betimes! it's part of his confounded thrift.
Breakfast and lunch at one sitting is more to my
mind," and Emil approached the table to pour
himself a cup of coffee.
But Annie was quicker. Seizing the coffee-pot, she
held it behind her at imminent risk of spilling the
contents.
"No, you shan't have it," she cried. "I'm sick of
your performances, and I'll not put up with them.
You say you went to your brother's? If you did,
why didn't you go in openly? Edgar's not a wolf,
I suppose. From all you tell me, he lives decently
in a house, which is more than we do; and they have
nice things. He's a wealthy man and your meeting
might have led to something—instead of that, you
take an expensive trip, just for the sake of peeping
through a window at your mother, when you saw her
only a few days ago. And then you come back here,
thinking only of her, always of her—and you expect
to go on eating and drinking—"
Emil viewed his wife in troubled astonishment:
"And why shouldn't I eat and drink?"
"At my expense;" she finished; "for you owe
everything to me. If it hadn't been for me, you
wouldn't have even what you've got. And now when
I've nothing more to give—" Dashing the coffee-pot
on the table and huddling her hands over her face,
Annie escaped from the room.
For a few minutes Emil remained without stirring.
The look of amazement in his peculiar eyes was
succeeded by a slight darkening of his whole face. But
he was never actually reached by Annie's flashes of
anger. They seemed to him like little storms taking
place at a great distance. Now with a shrug of the
shoulders he began tranquilly to eat his breakfast.
He could not remain insensible to his brother's
continued antipathy; therefore, that he might not be
reminded of it, he never put himself in the way of
seeing Edgar. What would have been the use?
Between the now flourishing merchant and himself, there
was even less in common than formerly. They would
not have found a word to say to each other. And
his mother, who had at first sought feverishly to
bring about a reconciliation between them, now did
all she could to prevent their meeting. Had not
Edgar told her that he would never receive him, Emil?
Had he not warned her that if she tried to foist Emil's
presence upon him, he would insult him to his face?
At times Emil was tempted to urge his mother to
leave his brother's house and cast in her lot with his
own, but remembering his uncomfortable quarters
and the openly hostile Annie, he was driven to silence.
The one thing that consoled him was the thought that
at least his mother was comfortably housed where
she was; at least she was happy in her grandchildren.
So the pair, kept apart by poverty, continued to
meet like lovers. Anything prettier than the
eagerness with which the little old woman went to a
rendezvous with her favourite son, it would be impossible
to imagine. In vain, actuated by a wish to torment
her, Edgar's wife and even the children, put obstacles
in the way of the meetings. Now it was a jacket to
be mended which was brought to Mrs. St. Ives at
the exact moment of her setting forth; it was a sheet
to be hemmed, or a stocking to be darned. With
every faculty alert, she always circumvented her
annoyers, never failing to meet Emil at the appointed
spot. This slyness, which is a part of love, brought
back her youth.
Had the conditions of her own life been other than
just what they were, Annie might have found in
Mrs. St. Ives a staunch friend. Now she hated her
mother-in-law.
For a time after her angry outburst, she lay face
downward upon the bed. But presently, having wept
herself into a repentant mood, she was all for running
to Emil and putting up her tear-stained face for a
kiss. In fancy she pictured him still sitting
discomfited; and, trembling with a desire to make peace,
she slipped into the passageway. But Emil had
quitted the scene of the breakfast, and a glance at the
table revealed the fact that he had eaten his fill.
Annie passed on to his workroom and, at what she saw
through the door, rage, bitter and stifling, once more
filled her breast.
Annie had never said a word to Rachel of Emil's
constant shortcomings in relation to his company;
"But I'll tell her now, I will tell her!" she whispered.
She was convinced that Rachel's belief in Emil could
not be shaken; therefore she would gratify her desire
to expose his faults without further result than
putting him to shame. So she argued. But as usual,
where her husband was concerned, she reasoned
wildly. As sensibly expect a bird of the air to drop
its eyes in acknowledgement of a fault, as expect the
inventor to show embarrassment for what he had
done amiss or failed to do at all.
As it chanced Rachel put in an appearance that
afternoon and Annie flew to her. She caught the
other by the hand and drew her into her own room.
Then she subsided on the sofa and burst into tears.
"What is it, Annie?" Rachel asked. She had
never been greatly drawn to Annie, perhaps for some
reason she would have died rather than admit.
Annie was nettled.
"Nothing's the matter. Did you bring any message
from Mr. Hart?" she asked, drying her eyes with
an assumption of dignity.
"Yes; the telephone at the shop is out of order,
and I told him I'd come round and deliver this note.
See here, Annie," Rachel interrupted herself, "tell
me what's bothering you."
"Oh—it's just Alexander!" returned Annie, and
without more persuasion unburdened herself. "You
see what my life is here?" she wailed. "And we
might live so differently if Alexander wished—if he
cared—if he even did the things he ought to do in
connection with the Company; if he wasn't a fool, in
short. Now take that radiometer," she went on,
"you know as well as I do that it's considered
wonderful. Well, only yesterday, your husband sent
someone from Columbia University to inspect it; the
college thought of getting one. Emil was out, so I
showed the gentleman the old model, for the new one
isn't done, and I was just thinking what we'd make
on the sale, when in comes Alexander. 'Oh, that's
trash!' he cries. 'That ought to go in the junk heap!
Don't take that; I have something else on hand that
will put that in the shade completely.' So," she
finished in a tone between tragedy and disgust, "the sale
was ruined. And if that kind of thing has happened
once, it's happened dozens of times."
"But the college will get the instrument eventually?"
Rachel asked; and, as she looked at Annie, in
spite of her sympathy, she was conscious of an
inclination to laugh.
"Possibly, but we'll likely as not be dead, for Alexander
goes on perfecting a thing and perfecting it and
the people can wait an eternity and he doesn't care.
Sometimes," she concluded, "I'm tempted to give it
all up."
As she reviewed the situation, Rachel also for the
moment was forced into depression. Similar
complaints reached her from every side. Scarcely a day
passed when Simon was not moved to anger by some
shortcoming on the part of the inventor. Now it
was his failure to be on hand at a critical moment to
sign necessary papers; again it was his mysterious
disappearance from the city. In fact, his unbusiness-like
methods placed the struggling company in many
an embarrassing situation. More than once Simon
had threatened to withdraw from the enterprise and
it was only her own persuasions that restrained him.
His faith in the inventor, never of the strongest, was
clearly on the wane.
"And you mustn't think it's just one thing,"
resumed Annie, putting renewed pathos in her voice,
"it's a whole succession of things. Take that
Washington matter. You never heard the rights of that,
I'll be bound. And I'm going to tell you. You
remember, don't you, that time a month or two ago when
the Government showed such interest in that colour
wave device, and the Company were so encouraged?
Well, your husband thought it would be a good plan
for them to send Alexander to Washington instead
of anyone else because Alexander could explain the
thing eloquently. And he did explain it—to the
wrong official. He went there, as I found out
afterward from a letter, and demonstrated it to the wrong
man. Then he returned home, blandly satisfied with
himself, and of course nothing came of the matter on
which the Company had built such hopes. But I never
said a word to explain it; I was so ashamed."
Looking at Annie's little woe-begone visage, Rachel
burst out laughing.
The other, however, stared at her angrily.
"I don't see anything to laugh at. Alexander is
enough to try the patience of a saint; and I guess if
you were married to him, you'd know it."
Rachel's mirth vanished and the colour flew over
her face.
After an uncomfortable pause, she took Annie's hand.
"You look too much on the dark side, try to be
patient awhile longer. Things may straighten
themselves." She pressed Annie's fingers. "Now tell me,
shall I slip this note under his door, or shall I hand
it to him. It's important."
"Oh, you needn't slip it under the door, you can
just go right in and put it where he'll see it; the
door will be open fast enough. A lot of good that
special lock does," Annie finished in a burst of scorn.
"Mr. Mudge thought we'd better have it put on to
protect Alexander from dishonest people who come
in and get him talking and then steal his ideas. But
do you suppose he leaves the door closed? Not a
bit of it. Why only yesterday he had the lock tied
back with a string while he poured all he knew into
the ear of a man from that screw company across the
street. A word of flattery and he forgets everything."
"Don't—don't tell me any more, please;" and as
Rachel turned away smiles rippled over her face.
Why could not Annie, Simon, Victor Mudge, everyone,
see that the inventor lived in another world and
hence was not amenable to the laws of this. Nodding
to Annie, who refused to be won from her dejected
mood, Rachel traversed the passageway, and paused
at the door of Emil's eyrie.
As Annie had pictured, the patent lock was out
of commission and the door stood wide open. Placing
her note on the corner of a desk where he could
not fail to see it, Rachel lingered on the threshold.
Had he observed her, she could not have remained,
but he kept steadily forward with his work.
It was a rich pleasure to note every detail of the
room—the sagging couch, the shabby coat hanging
against the wall, the table laden with dust, bottles and
tobacco boxes, the long bench, on the lower shelf of
which was ranged, with astonishing order, a multitude
of tools. She drew a contented sigh.
The sun poured through the skylight and twinkled
on the brass-work of his darling inventions,
enthroned behind the glass of an old bookcase. Even
while he slept, they peered out at him, these children
of his active brain. And in every corner some
mechanism was revealed, some cunning, complicated thing
of joints and prisms.
Rachel completed her inventory, then her brows
suddenly rose and her eyes with involuntary devotion
fixed themselves upon Emil. It was as if she had
saved him until the last for a closer inspection, like
a little girl who reserves her chief treasure for a
leisurely examination.
Seated on a high stool, before a bench, he was at
work, from his head covered with its thick mane, the
eyes burning beneath like coals, down to his big feet,
planted against a convenient shelf. These feet hinted
at a force in him that urged him to make a rift in
the wall of the Unknown.
She remained for a long time motionless. Then
with a smile, unfathomable in its freshness, its terror,
its confusion, she turned away.
There, rises a mountain peak—in silence, clouds,
eternal snows! The sun beats on the snow and the
sparkling snow responds to the light. There is the
laboratory of genius!
From the mountain roll downward, sometimes
small streamlets, sometimes mighty rivers. These
streamlets and rivers nourish the valley below and
even the cities out on the plain, these rivers nourish
the world.
Yet the trees and shrubs at the base of the
mountain suffer, for sometimes instead of refreshing
streamlets, avalanches of snow come down. At such
times the bushes and trees cling together; with their
twisted branches and denuded roots, they whisper and
moan execrations on the mountain.
Close to the summit—in order to observe what is
taking place there—its foot in the snow and its
head in the clouds, pushes that imperturbable and
daring little flower, the edelweiss.
Rachel climbed close to heaven in order to have
sight of her love.
One June morning in the second year of the
existence of The St. Ives and Hart Company, Emil
entered his wife's room.
In order to be in range of the draught from the
window, Annie had pulled forward a couch. Clothed
in a shabby wrapper, open at the neck, she was curled
up languidly with her head on a cushion. Emil
gazed at her while something like compunction
blazed up in his eyes. He amazed her by sitting down
by her side and drawing her to his breast. Holding
her two tiny hands in one of his own, he
caressed her hair and even drew a pitying finger
over the prominent cords of her poor little throat.
Then he strained her to him, sighing as if from a
full heart.
Annie burst into tears at this unexpected tenderness.
Twisting herself around, she rested her cheek
against his.
"You—you leave me to myself all the time,
Alexander," she sobbed, "and I've no one at all but
you."
"Yes, yes, I know," he responded mournfully.
"And you don't talk to me about your work as
you do to Mrs. Hart; and I could understand as
well as she if you would take the trouble to
explain to me."
"Well, don't cry, little kitten," he said, "I've come
to explain something to you now and I hope it will
please you."
"How please me?" she asked.
"Well, I have an idea at last which I think will
strike your fancy. I mean it's practical," he
explained, "—has commercial possibilities."
"Are you sure?" she demanded doubtfully: "you
aren't a very good judge, you know."
"Never the less, I can't help knowing that anything
in the line of a novel improvement of a musical
instrument like the organ,—in fact, an innovation,—in
these days is almost certain to succeed."
"Oh, Alexander, tell me! Tell me what you have
in mind!" and raising her head from his shoulder
she laid hold of his hand.
"What an excitable little creature it is," he said
tenderly. "Well, it's a scheme for increasing the
capacity for emotional expression in an organ. I
shall manage to combine the vibrations of strings
with those of pipes by incorporating in the organ
a complete piano action. Do you understand?"
She nodded.
He laughed. "A pile you do! I shall combine
them in such a way, that by a separate keyboard the
strings can be used for piano accompaniment, and
also can be coupled with the organ keys so that when
they are depressed, the corresponding dampers in the
piano are lifted from the strings to admit of their
free sympathetic vibration."
"Oh!" said Annie, on a long breath. "And you
think it might mean a big thing?"
"In a commercial sense, yes; in fact I think it's
about certain to be popular. But in order to carry
out the scheme I shall have to have every chance
for experimenting, you know," and he looked
pleadingly into her face.
"Of course;" she agreed, "but this place suits
you, Alexander—you always said that it did?"
"Yes, the place is all right," he answered,
hesitating, "but I need an instrument, you see. So
I—I've bought one," he added softly.
"Not a pipe organ, Alexander?"
He nodded. "A second-hand one, very small,
naturally, only two manuals. But even so, I shall
have to pull out one of the partitions before it can
be set up."
"How much did it cost?" she cried, and her eyes
and her mouth assumed the appearance in her
countenance of three little round holes of horror.
"Well, by paying cash for it to the church
committee who put it up at auction," he said in a low
voice, "I got it for eight hundred dollars."
At these words Annie crossed to the further side
of the room and dropping into a chair, leaned her
forehead against the wall.
Alexander looked at her with miserable eyes.
Her action was a thousand times more disquieting
than the volley of reproaches he had expected.
"They've come now, I think," he said after a
pause. "They're going to hoist part of it up from
the outside, and I hear them on the roof. Don't
feel that way about it," he implored. "The scheme
really is a good one, Annie, and I'll make a success
of it, I promise you. I'll get the eight hundred
dollars back and any amount besides."
But Annie continued motionless and he approached
her chair. "I suppose it does seem like a
lot for us to put into it," he continued with
unwonted tenderness, "but it was a tempting bargain
and as I couldn't develop my scheme without
it— See here," he interrupted himself, "haven't you
told me often enough that I ought to invent something
that would prove to be a success; that I ought
to do it to justify the Company's belief in me, and
especially Mrs. Hart's belief?"
Then Annie turned on him. She even rose from
her chair, the back of which she grasped with a
shaking hand. "And it's to justify her belief in
you, is it? that you spent all that we'd managed
to save? Very thoughtful, I am sure. Her interest
indeed! I wish you'd never seen her. I hate her,
I do, I hate her!"
"Annie!" he exclaimed, for her little visage was
twisted out of all semblance to itself.
"I do, I hate her!" she repeated. "As for buying
that organ because you needed it, don't you suppose
I know you've always hung around organ lofts
and even followed hurdy-gurdies on the street?
You bought the organ because you wanted it.
Alexander, you—you leave me!" she finished hysterically.
Abashed, Emil stared at her; then relieved at this
outburst, which was what he had looked for, he went
to superintend the installing of his luckless
possession. Since concluding the purchase of the organ
the wisdom of the step had appeared dubious to his
unpractical mind. Now, had it been possible for him
to transfer the burden of ownership, he would
gladly have transferred it. But the organ, to another,
would have been an undesirable acquisition. It was
wheezy of tone and sadly out of order, but this very
condition was what had recommended it to him, and
he looked forward with exultant joy to restoring it to
a sense of perfection.
As no retreat was possible, between ruefulness and
pride he lifted the blue and gold pipes from the long
coffin-shaped box in which they had been packed.
Other parts of the organ, being less liable to damage,
were hoisted through the window.
When Annie emerged half an hour later, dressed
for the street, the passageway and the two workrooms
presented a scene of indescribable confusion.
Had she glanced in at the door of the larger room,
she might have seen the uncouth monster minus the
ornamental front it usually turned to an audience.
But she looked neither to the right nor the left.
Despite the warmth of the day she had a veil tied
over her face. The only signs of her distress were
the damp blotches in the material over the regions of
mouth and eyes. She had decided to carry her story
straight to Simon Hart.
When Annie reached the house in Washington
Square, Rachel was mounting the steps. Simon
had only just returned for luncheon and Rachel
conducted the visitor to his study, a cool dark room
on the second floor, and then stood by to listen to
what the other had to say.
And Annie poured forth her tale. Perched on
the extreme edge of a huge armchair, she was too
carried away by her trouble to heed the presence
of Rachel, and as she finished, Simon, with a look
of annoyance, was about to express his sympathy
when his wife laid her hand forcibly on his arm.
"And why shouldn't he buy an organ?" she demanded,
turning on Annie, and it was evident from
the light in her eyes that she was angry. "You
are insane to look at the matter as you do. Of
course he had to have the organ," she declared.
"May not an inventor be allowed the necessary
materials for his work? And if the thing should
prove a success, as he thinks it may, and as I can
see that it may, even from Annie's hazy description,
why then you two will be glad enough that he got
the organ." And she glanced from one to the other
triumphantly.
"But, my dear," her husband interposed, "you
heard what Mrs. St. Ives said; the whole point is
that they are not in a position to afford it."
"But the Company is," Rachel answered and
looked him directly in the eyes. The next instant
she was a prey to shame, bitter and scorching.
With a glance of icy disapproval, he turned away
from her, and she hurriedly crossed to a window
and began nervously to remove the rings from her
fingers.
Not a day passed but she thus surprised herself.
For the same emotion, ever new, ever unlooked for,
ever commencing afresh, constantly tempted her into
enthusiastic championship of Emil's cause. Far from
wishing to disguise the feeling, however, now that
she herself realized the force of it, Rachel had often
desired to speak of it to Simon; and only the fact
that he definitely and obstinately avoided the subject
kept her silent.
As a result of Annie's visit, the complexion of
affairs in John Street took a more favourable colour,
while those in Washington Square assumed a more
tragic hue. Annie, despite her bitter words about
Rachel, was not actively jealous of her. Now she
was comforted by Simon's sympathy, which she felt;
for between these two unhappy souls there was a
bond of shy understanding. Also, Rachel's ill-considered
words produced a certain lightness in Annie
and she concluded that they would not be allowed to
suffer because of Emil's extravagance.
Upon Rachel, the result of the interview was
otherwise. Seldom had she experienced a more
desperate mood than that which assailed her after Annie
had quitted the house.
More than once she went to Simon's study
determined to speak her mind, but the door remained
steadfastly closed against her.
As it was Saturday, Simon did not return to the
shop in the afternoon, nor did he emerge from the
study at dinner time, and Theresa, with a sly rolling
of the eye in her mistress's direction, prepared a tray
for him. Simon always expressed his anger by an
increase of coldness and silence and by shutting
himself up in this way. "He's in there," Rachel
reflected, "thinking and drinking." And she
preferred the liquor, the effect of which she had often
noted, to his thoughts, the effect of which she could
not calculate. Until a late hour she heard him
walking backward and forward with irregular steps over
the echoing floor, and it was after midnight when
his door opened and he descended the stairs. This
was an old-fashioned house with a cellar and there the
wine was kept. It was to the cellar she knew he had
gone. Determined to seize the opportunity of
speaking to him, she threw a wrapper over her nightdress
and hurried after him through the darkened house.
He had turned on the light in the hanging electric
bulb, and when she came upon him he was standing
before a table on which was placed a case of wine.
In all probability he had been drinking brandy and
was finishing with claret. To her surprise, as if
actuated by mere thirsty impatience, she saw him
strike off the neck of a bottle. This action in a man
of his fastidious habits was big with meaning. He
lifted the bottle to his lips, his head flung back. He
did not see her until she touched his arm.
"Simon," she cried, "this can't go on!"
Thinking she referred to the liquor, he set down
the bottle and regarded her with an abashed and
amazed look. His long face, without its usual mask,
was fairly pitiful. Later he would not be able to
forgive her for surprising him in this way. But she
was bent solely on making her confession.
"Simon," she cried, laying hold of the sleeve of
his coat, "I was wrong in what I said this
afternoon. I own I was wrong; and I ask you to
forgive me. But there should be no secrets between us
and I have no wish to disguise anything. Simon"—and
her eyes, usually serious and a little sulky, flew
to his face and clung there brilliant with appeal—"you
must know that my feeling for Mr. St. Ives
existed before I ever knew you; it is a part of
myself. I can't explain it; but it does you no wrong.
And never could do you any wrong."
During this explanation Simon had grown paler
than was his wont. Pushing aside her hands
and standing off from her, he had begun by drawing
his fingers nervously through his fringe of hair;
but as she proceeded, he became absolutely motionless
and his face assumed the lines of a tragic mask.
"I would not have things different even if I
could," she went on; "I am content with you and
you know it. But oh,"—and she threw, out both
hands in a gesture exceedingly simple and
genuine,—"please do not misconstrue what you cannot,
perhaps, understand!"
But at this point he interrupted her with a violent
movement that threw the bottle of wine to the stone
floor where the contents spilled in a red flood. "Once
and for all," he cried, articulating the words with
difficulty, "I want you to know that I will not listen
to your analysis. I may deplore your interest in—in
St. Ives—I do deplore it, but I do not wish to
hear anything of it."
He had put a special accent on the word interest
and Rachel once more closely examined his face.
Was it possible that he purposely misconstrued the
situation and chose to close his eyes to what he
believed—or had he understood her? "For it is
possible for a woman, as well as a man," she told herself
vehemently, "to love two, and to love each
differently." Gallant, courageous little heart! Thus
did she disguise the truth even from herself.
The wine pouring from the bottle had splashed
the bedroom slippers of light felt which she had
slipped over her bare feet. Now with a movement,
wholly womanly, she bent and tried to remove the
spots by rubbing them with her hand, while the
loosened mass of her hair, dropping forward, half
enveloped her like a veil.
Simon's eyes gleamed, but he instantly averted his
gaze.
"What do you mean by coming down here?" he
said harshly. "It is too damp for you. Go upstairs."
Rachel lifted herself and made a trembling
movement toward him. He tried to ignore her; then
seizing her arm, from which the loose sleeve fell
back, he pressed his lips to it once and pushed her
from him. "Go upstairs;" he repeated in a voice
which she scarcely recognized, and as he turned away
she saw that tears were forcing themselves from
beneath his tightly-closed lids and running down his
convulsed face.
His repulse of her had been so violent that the
hand which she flung out to save herself was cut
against the rough masonry of the wall. In silence
she looked at the wound, and an infinite tenderness
and pity replaced the stern and mournful expression
on her face. Without a word she mounted the stairs.
For six weeks she kept steadfastly away from the
place in John Street. When by herself, she would
often clasp her hands very tightly and raise them
above her head while sounds between sighs and sobs
escaped from her breast. But from Simon she
carefully concealed every sign of her misery. She
strove to exhibit more interest in all that interested
him.
Julia Burgdorf dropped in one evening and finding
them together at the pianola, pronounced them a
model couple. Julia had come to offer them her
country house on Long Island during her own
absence in Europe that summer.
"Gray Arches is a lonely, remote, romantic spot,—in
fact, just the place for a pair of lovers like you
two," she declared looking from one to the other with
sarcastic amusement.
The place, which consisted of a large house,
gardener's cottage, and stables, had fallen but
recently into her hands, she went on to explain, and
she had learned through her agent that it was
somewhat out of repair as it had not been occupied for
three years.
"You can understand, Simon, that I don't
want to bother about putting it in shape this year,"
she concluded, "and as Mr. Gunther assures me that
the house can be occupied as it stands, I shall count
it a favour if you and Rachel will go and live in
it as it is."
But Simon had no wish to be under obligation to
Julia, and the matter was settled by his agreeing to
rent the place, an arrangement that nettled her.
When she rose to go her cheeks were flushed.
Rachel accompanied her to the hall and, as she was
leaving, Julia turned and laid her hands on the
other's shoulders.
"You are a model couple, aren't you?" she insisted,
with an enigmatical smile in her handsome,
dark, heavy-lidded eyes.
This smile, which gave her face a resemblance to
Simon's, caused the young wife to colour deeply.
Rachel's confession produced no change in Simon's
attitude toward her. He remained as attentive and
considerate, and yet as restrained in his manner as
before, with the difference that he now made a point
of keeping her informed of Emil's progress. The
new organ attachment promised so well that the
Company were hopeful and the inventor was
supplied with every facility for proceeding with his
work. By vibrating the strings of a piano by means
of electrical induction, rather than by striking them
with hammers, a strange and ethereal result was
obtained, and these tones combined with those of a
pipe organ produced an effect absolutely novel in
musical expression.
As Rachel listened to Simon's attempted
description of the complicated contrivance, she was obliged
to bend her head over whatever work she held, to
conceal the joyous expression of her face. Until
Emil should justify the interest shown in him, she
could not help feeling responsible, not alone to her
husband but to all the other members of the Company
which had been incorporated without sufficient
capital.
"St. Ives is even growing businesslike in his
treatment of us," Simon remarked one morning in a voice
from which he carefully excluded all trace of personal
feeling. "He telephoned very early to say that he
is called out of town by the illness of his mother.
If he finds that her condition is serious, he may be
gone some days. So I think, my dear," he concluded,
"you had better go round and see Mrs. St. Ives. It
must be lonely for her there, and you might take
her to drive."
An hour later Rachel showed herself in John Street.
Walking along the passage she glanced into Emil's
workroom where the organ now occupied half the
available space. It was deserted except for Lulu.
Crouched on the window ledge, she was pensively
cherishing a maple leaf someone had given her. She
had removed the substance of the leaf from between
the veins, now only its framework remained, and
this she held closely to her breast. At Rachel's step
she looked over her shoulder and an inscrutable
sadness appeared in her little eyes.
Rachel tapped at Annie's door, which was thrown
open to her with startling suddenness. Annie was
all ready for the street and a suit-case stood on the
floor. The room exhibited the utmost confusion.
"Where are you going?" Rachel cried.
"To my father's. He's written me several times
saying that I may come home if I'll leave Alexander;
and I'm going to leave him and I'm never coming
back either." A sob caught Annie's breath as she
strove to button her glove.
Rachel took the wrist and fastened the glove.
"But you're not going to leave him now when he's
in such trouble about his mother, are you?"
"Yes I am. I offered to go with him this morning
when he got word of her illness, but he wouldn't
let me. He said I'd always been hateful about her
and I shouldn't trouble her now she was dying. He
insulted me;" and stooping, Annie picked up the
suit-case. "Please let me pass," she said with dismal
dignity. "You don't know what you're talking
about when you advise me to stay with him. I'm
no use to him, he shows that every day; and why
shouldn't I live comfortable? Besides," she added,
and she glanced about her apprehensively, "I'm afraid
here."
Hastening down the passageway, she entered Emil's
workroom and pointed through the skylight:
"They've been spying down here with a telescope
ever since Alexander left early this morning to see
what he's working on."
The neighbouring office building was very tall and
in one of the upper windows the round eye of a
telescope was to be seen.
"They manufacture organs themselves," Annie
explained, "and first one and then another of them
has been hanging around here for a long time. Now
it's a fair-haired man with a pock-marked face and
sometimes it's a little black Jew. They always have
some excuse; but I've warned Alexander."
"Why don't you cover up things?" Rachel interrupted
her, and divesting the couch of its Bagdad
covering, she threw it over the metal plate, strings
and sounding-board of the piano which stood on the
floor.
Annie cast a glance over her shoulder. "You'd
better cover up those wires that pass through the
wall," she said, "they're connected with the battery
and that's what they're crazy to find out about."
Rachel adjusted the covering; then she ran after
Annie, who had gained the outer door. She caught
her by the shoulders and twitched her about. "But
why didn't you do it yourself?" she cried. "What
do you mean by not doing it, you—you little
coward? Your husband's a genius; but that's all you care!"
Annie with difficulty rid herself of the other's grasp
and backed off. "I don't care if he's a genius a
thousand times over," she cried hysterically, "I guess
he isn't the only one to be thought of! Oh, he had
no right to leave me this way with the janitress and
everyone gone!" Sobs rose in her throat.
Turning to the door, she ran out upon the landing;
but Rachel's voice, keyed to a pitch of indignation,
pursued her.
"You would leave this place all alone, would you?
You are not even going to close the windows but
leave everything open?"
Annie made a helpless gesture as she descended the
stairs. "It won't be alone; Ding Dong will be along
in a few minutes and he'll attend to everything."
Rachel remained staring after her for a moment;
then, her eyes blazing with disdain, she closed the
door. Pride kept her from bolting it. Returning to
the workroom she sat down beside the bench and
occasionally she glanced up at the telescope. Though
she told herself that Annie had imagined the whole
situation, she was relieved to find that the watcher had
forsaken his post. As for the quarrel, it must
have been of a more serious nature than usual.
However, Annie would not remain away for any
length of time.
This was the noon hour and owing to a slight
diminution in the roar of the city the ticking of a
clock could be heard through the room. For a time
Rachel's face wore the scornful look it had worn
in Annie's presence, but gradually this expression
gave place to undisguised enthusiasm. Taking the
tools one by one into her hands, she examined them,
wondering about their use. A radiometer on which
Emil was engaged in making improvements, stood at
her elbow; drawing this to her with both hands, she
began patting it after the fashion of a mother
caressing the head of a child. Finally she rested her hot
cheek against the polished surface and closed her
eyes. Lulu, who had been observing her intently
from the loftiest pipe of the organ, crept to a
position at her shoulder. There, crouched amid a clutter
of tools and instruments, she continued to cherish the
maple leaf. Had an observer been present, the two
might have suggested to his mind a group by Albrecht
Dürer; for the sentimental look in the face
of the little animal was a droll reflection of the
devotion in the face of the woman. Presently a tear
stole down Rachel's cheek. She had just lifted her
hand to brush it away when she heard a step in the
passage. Thinking Ding Dong had come, she turned
to the door; but a large light-haired man with a
pock-marked face stood before her.
Both started. The stranger instantly recovered
himself.
"Good afternoon, madam," he said, removing his hat
with a flourish; "can you tell me if Mr. St. Ives is
in?"
Rachel stood up; one of her hands rested on the
piano sounding-board. "No, he is not."
"Mrs. St. Ives, then?"
She made no reply.
The man stared at her uneasily. "That is unfortunate,"
he said after a moment, as if she had replied
to his question. "However, it doesn't matter,"
with a smile, showing two rows of strong yellow
teeth; "I'm an expert mechanic and Mr. St. Ives
asked me to step round and take a look at a model
he's at work on. It's a piano attachment, and there's
some ticklish point about which he wanted my advice.
If you'll excuse me," he added blandly, "that
is the model just behind you, I think. I'll examine
it and make my report to him."
He advanced but Rachel did not alter her position.
The colour had fled her cheek, but in her dark eyes
a spark had kindled and this grew steadily larger.
Until he was within a foot of her, she looked fixedly
at the dirty tie that encircled his throat; then as his
hand moved to twitch the drapery from the sounding-board,
she suddenly lifted a glance in which there
was a menacing fury.
His arm dropped and a tremour passed over him
similar to the quivering that agitates the hide of an
animal unexpectedly checked in a spring. For a
perceptible space, while the clock ticked monotonously
through the quiet room, measuring off the silence, he
stood with his chin thrust forward. Then an ugly
expression crossed his face and the veins swelled in
his forehead.
"I don't want to touch a lady, of course," he said
in an under voice, "but I came to examine that model
and I'm going to examine it. As for you," and it
was as if an oath spilled with the words, "you stand
out of the way. Won't eh?" he exclaimed.
He shot out a hand.
But at that moment he was seized from behind
by a pair of powerful arms. Fairly growling with
rage, Ding Dong dragged the intruder to his knees
and the two rolled on the floor. The confusion
caused by the scuffle was terrific. Lulu, scudding to
the top of the organ, uttered shriek after shriek as
she grasped frantically at her breast with both hands.
Skirting the heaving forms, Rachel fled down to the
street.
But one idea stood out in her mind. As it chanced,
an officer was lounging near the doorway and she
plucked his sleeve. "Go—go up there!" she cried,
"St. Ives's workroom—a thief has just entered!"
Before she had finished the officer was mounting
the stairs.
Her first impulse was to get into her carriage,
which, with Peter on the box, was waiting beside the
curb. Then reflecting that Ding Dong could not
speak a word to the officer, she returned to the scene
of the conflict.
Attracted by the sight of the officer, men and boys,
scenting excitement, flocked up the stairs from the
other floors. When Rachel gained the door of the
workroom the intruder was clearing the blood from his
face, and the officer, who evidently had accepted a
bribe, was swinging his club and ordering the onlookers
to depart. Still perched on the organ, the monkey,
to the delight of the spectators, continued to chatter
with fright. Rachel looked at the officer.
"Arrest that man. Why do you not arrest him?"
The officer ceased smiling. "On what charge,
madam? He says he came here to do some work;
well, that's all right!"
"He came here to steal the idea of an invention."
"An idea? I've searched him without finding
anything of the kind."
At this fine piece of wit, the spectators, most of
them beardless boys, snickered.
"However, madam," the officer continued, "I'm
willing to haul them both to the station if you say
the word, and I take it you're willing to press the
charge, that is, appear against him?"
"No,—I shall not do that," she said, pausing between
her words, for the light in which Simon would
view the matter came to her. "Is there no other
way?"
"None that I ever heard of. If you want a man
put in jail,—well, you have to appear and tell why
you want it."
She was in her carriage. Sinking into the corner,
she ordered the man to drive home. "And Peter,
perhaps you'd better hurry," she added after a
moment. With that small portion of her brain which
was not seething with anger and which persisted in
considering that insignificant feature of the affair, it
seemed to her that the man who had overtaken her
and wished to question her, was in all likelihood a
reporter.
And when she reached home, in spite of her
gloomy fury at the frustration of her act of
vengeance, the small apprehension persisted. The
newspaper man, when he learned of her identity from the
bystanders, would of course appear to interview her;
and however justifiable her action might be, she knew
that Simon would not forgive her if any publicity
were given the affair. To avert trouble, she decided
to take the afternoon train to Julia Burgdorf's
country house on Long Island. She had been there
twice with Simon and a telegram to the woman in
charge would be sufficient. Going to the telephone,
she called up the shop; but Simon was absent, and
she urged Victor Mudge to have a watchman sent
to John Street. Then leaving a note for her husband,
she started at once.
It was late in the afternoon when she arrived at
Gray Arches and the sun was nearing the horizon.
After dinner, which was set out for her in a
glass-enclosed corner of one of the arched porches that
gave the house its name, she went to the beach.
The ocean spread out before her with its salt, fresh
scent; its vivifying breath blowing upon the beach,
piled up little hillocks of sand. Sitting on the sand,
propped up on both arms, Rachel steadfastly regarded
the ocean and her mind returned to Emil. The next
day, being Sunday, Simon would, no doubt, follow
her. Perhaps he would have received further news
of Emil's mother. If she died, how would Emil bear
it? As he had no philosophy, a great grief might
wreck him. And what could he hold to? Not
Annie,—Annie was a broken reed;—not
herself,—Simon would not permit it.
Love was the powerful, mysterious, secret influence
at work everywhere. Undermining, building up,
overthrowing, replacing,—it was like a mighty sea
penned in each fragile human breast. Locking her
hands about her knees, Rachel watched the waves.
And the waves approached, grew mighty, curled over,
disappeared; approached, grew mighty, curled over,
disappeared.
It was about midnight when she rose.
"No, no, it isn't necessary, and I cannot. I cannot!"
she repeated, lifting her face to the stars which
seemed to rain down upon her a beneficent and vital
influence.
She was awakened early the following morning by
a tap at her door: "Madam, Mr. Hart is here. As
soon as it is convenient, he would like to see you."
Rachel hastily dressed herself. She believed she
thoroughly knew her husband, but she was amazed
at the expression of his face when she ran down the
stairs. He was standing in the little glass-enclosed
end of the porch, where breakfast was laid, and
through the small panes she saw the flowers nodding
brightly. He was looking toward the ocean without
seeing it, his brows contracted, his clean-shaven jaw
and cleft chin twitching slightly. In his hand he
held a newspaper.
She approached. Another woman might have
tried the effect of a warm greeting, for it was a
question whether, even in his present state, he would
have been able to resist her. But Rachel scorned to
make the attempt.
"What is it, Simon?" she asked quietly.
For answer, still with averted eyes, he handed her
the paper.
It was folded in such a manner as to exhibit an
article surrounded by a blue line. The article was
a short amusing account of the incident of the day
before, and in it the frightened monkey and all the
odd paraphernalia of the inventor's workshop played
an important part. Barring the headline "Jeweller's
Wife hastens to protect Invention of Young Genius,"
there was nothing even remotely offensive in it.
"Well?" she remarked, after running her eye over
the article; then she returned the paper.
For answer he twisted it into a ball and flung it
from him. "I will ask you to remember hereafter,"
he said, speaking so rapidly that he stammered, "the
dignity of the name you bear. I do not relish having
it exploited in this way."
"But what else could I do, Simon? Should I have
sat there calmly and allowed that man to steal Emil's
idea?"
"Emil!" he repeated, flushing with indignation.
"Is the protection of that—that device of more
importance to you than the protection of my dignity?
You considered St. Ives, I grant that: that was to
be expected. But you did not consider me."
"I considered you all—-Emil, the Company, you,
everyone; and what I did was absolutely right,
absolutely! I insist upon it."
"For a lady your action was an unbecoming one,"
he declared icily.
She gazed upon him with flashing eyes from under
contorted brows.
"You say this; you believe it? Very well then,
misconstrue what I did if you choose, torture me,
doubt me!" she began fiercely. But suddenly her
thoughts of the evening before returned to her.
Something oppressive filled her breast and rose in her
throat.
"But I do not doubt you," he said, checked by the
intensity of anguish her features exhibited. He even
put out his hand.
But seizing her head in both hands, she pushed by
him and rushed upstairs.
Her door was not opened until the next morning;
then Rachel, all wild and staring, threw it wide. A
low fever had set in. Emily Short arrived with her
fund of common sense and her knitting work (she
was knitting comforters for her special charges among
the children)—and stationed herself at the bedside.
What surprised them all was Rachel's prostration
which continued long after the fever had left her.
Turning her face to the wall, she seldom spoke.
When her husband entered the room, she looked at
him sometimes entreatingly, sometimes pityingly; one
day, drawing his head down on her breast, she wept
over him. Then she put him gently from her, and
for a long time after, lay like one dead.
Often in the night, when Emily Short, thinking
that at last she slept, bent over her, she discovered
her lying rigid and still, with her face bathed in tears.
One night in the third week of her illness, when Emily
came to the bedside, Rachel looked up at her.
"How is it possible—" she whispered.
Emily bent lower, "How is what possible, dear?"
In the silence of the room the words were breathed
rather than spoken, "—to stop loving?"
Emily gave a little start, she scratched her head
with her crochet needle; then the work slipped to the
floor and she hid her worn face.
Rachel, folding her arms on her breast, stared with
the dumb intensity of despair at the circle of light
which flickered on the ceiling.
The road to Gray Arches runs for part of the way
past smart summer cottages, but soon the spaces
between the cottages grow longer, until the road,
ambling on through that bright seaside country, suggests
a string from which many beads are missing. In fact
for quite five miles the road resembles a little empty,
dust-coloured ribbon almost hidden in the lush marsh
grass. But suddenly Gray Arches appears, the
pendant of the ornament of which the railroad station
is the clasp. However, the pendant is no match for
the clasp; for the station fairly shines with paint
whereas Gray Arches is as dull as a piece of old
silver; the windows of the station gleam like imitation
diamonds, whereas those of Gray Arches are the
turbid green of clouded emeralds. None the less, the
pendant is a handsome thing of princely value—a
real mansion, though an ancient one in a sad state of
neglect.
Under a sky littered with huge cumulus clouds
fleecy as cotton, the house, in its wide lawn, seemed
asleep. But something besides the sea out there,
running up in little rippling waves to kiss the curve of
the sandy beach, for all the world like children
clambering a mother's knees,—something besides the sea
was astir. With his pale and somewhat stealthy look
Simon appeared in the glass door. Then he stepped
out on the gravel path, and with his dignified and
careful tread, he began pacing up and down. Up and
down beneath the luxuriant, low-hanging boughs of
the evergreen trees that still wore their mantle of dew,
he walked. Despite his deliberate movements, a
half-concealed eagerness showed itself in his eyes as he
glanced from time to time at an upper window shaded
by a striped awning. Presently he paused and stooping,
picked up a shell. Holding it delicately between
his thumb and forefinger, Simon studied it as he would
have studied a jewel. But the next moment he tossed
it aside. One watching him would scarcely have
judged that a singular happiness pervaded his
meditations on this particular morning, for his thoughts
were written in cipher on his long pale face. He had
some news for Rachel and was anticipating her pleasure in it.
Simon's jealousy of St. Ives was now at an end, or
so he believed. He had never felt that Rachel
really cared for Emil, and now he told himself with
a sigh of thankfulness, that his hatred of the inventor
no longer existed. During Rachel's illness, for which
he looked upon himself as in a measure responsible,
the agony of contrition he had experienced had
obliterated the other torture. St. Ives he had never liked,
nor did he like him now; but when he learned that
the building in which Emil's workshops were located
was to be extensively altered during the summer, and
that these repairs would make it an inconvenient, if
not an impossible place in which to carry on
important work, he had acted at once.
In his present state of mind it had been a simple,
even a gratifying thing for him to arrange to have
Emil and all that pertained to the organ attachment,
transferred temporarily to the gardener's cottage on
this country estate. This action, defining his own
position as nothing else could, had brought with it an
immeasurable sense of relief. Morbidly constituted
as he was, his own position in the matter was of
paramount importance to Simon, and so engrossed was
he in this supposed release from jealousy that Emil
and Annie figured as scarcely more than the necessary
factors for carrying out a course of conduct he had
outlined. That his mood was overstrained; that it was
one of those misleading, reactionary impulses to which
sensitive peaceful natures are particularly prone, he
never suspected. For the sake of maintaining his
present lofty attitude, Simon was capable of blinding
himself for a time to anything that might again
threaten his repose.
By taking down a partition in the gardener's cottage,
the organ had been installed, and Emil and Annie
were living there now in great comfort. Filled with
reproaches and recriminations, the visit which Annie
had paid to her parents had been a mistake, but this
the young girl did not acknowledge; nor did she
confess that, despite her unhappiness with her husband,
she was not able to live without him. When
Mrs. St. Ives had recovered from the illness which had
attacked her, Annie had rejoined Emil very simply;
now in these new conditions she was even growing
fresh and pretty. Simon, who had not been unmindful
of the young wife when he decided to make the
arrangement, could not help seeing that Annie was
happier; and, for that matter, that Emil was happier,
too. The inventor whistled shrilly over his work, and
whenever he heard him, Simon was conscious of the
expansive feeling that accompanies a generous action.
Presently there was the grating of a wheeled chair
passing over gravel. The chair had been left by a
former occupant of the house and Emily had found
it, covered with dust, in one of the chambers.
Rachel's face was as wan as the face of a martyr in a
mediæval picture, though her cheeks caught a tinge
from the pink "cloud" wrapped around her head.
Her eyes under their slender brows, held the old vivid
passionate look, and her mouth resembled a little bit
of pale crumpled velvet in which gleamed, all at once,
the fascinating white of her teeth.
Simon approached; then, with a glance at Emily,
he kissed his wife's little, white, blue-veined hand
which dropped so supplely from its wrist.
"Take me down the path," she commanded. "Oh,
how heavenly this air is!—and the sea! Do you
know, Simon, illness gives one a new pair of eyes?"
Emily Short looked after the couple uneasily. She
had said what she could to Simon to prevent his
carrying out his absurd scheme relative to St. Ives; she
had objected as strongly as she dared on various
pretexts. But Simon, bent on making clear to Rachel
how completely he renounced his former attitude
toward the inventor, had turned a deaf ear. Now
Emily imagined that he was announcing the step he
had taken, for from where she stood, she saw Rachel
lift her head with a swift, frightened air. Then it
slowly sank as though a weight had forced it to
her breast.
Standing in the keen sunlight, a little, lean, homely
figure with a worn face, Emily sighed. She herself
had never known love, yet she sighed and knotted her
fingers tightly together beneath her apron.
It was evident that Rachel did not wish to go in
the direction of the gardener's cottage, for they turned
into another path. Half an hour later when she knew
Simon had left his wife in order to catch his train for
the city, Emily went in search of the invalid. She
found her drawn up in the shelter of a small,
half-ruinous summer-house overrun with vines which stood
at one corner of the grounds. As Emily approached,
she saw Rachel crane forward, with her hands
gripping the arms of the wheeled chair. A wonderful
unrestrained tenderness beamed in her face.
Passing not twenty feet away and visible through
the intricacies of the wall of leaves was Emil St. Ives.
The stuff of his shirt rippled in the breeze and the
material clung to his muscular shoulders; his hair was
in a tousle, his lips, surrounded by their curling beard,
emitted a gay shrillness of sound; he was whistling as
a bird sings. Abruptly Rachel dropped back in the
chair. Without looking at Emily, she signified a
desire to return to the house.
Emily pushed the chair into the sunlight and the
little group crept up the path; while, all unconscious,
Emil went leaping down the sands to bathe in the
sea.
During her illness, Rachel had been besieged by
feverish thoughts. Not a phase of the situation but
she had gone over innumerable times. Finally her
resolution was taken: she would see Emil no more.
The decision was an arduous one and she raged to
make it. Love for one man, overmastering love, as
Nature wills it, was in conflict with unswerving
loyalty to another; and this latter feeling likewise had
its roots in the very foundation of her character, so
that her woman's heart had been for a season a disputed
field, and the conflict had protracted her illness.
But when she rose at last, pitiful tender, heroic,—all
woman in that she dreamed she had immolated the
feeling that threatened the peace of her husband—lo,
the situation awaiting her put her plans to confusion.
Her husband's unexpected move had made her course
a difficult if not an impossible one.
For more than three weeks by employing every
stratagem, she succeeded in avoiding the inventor, and
when the housemaid brought word, as she did on
several occasions, that both Emil and Annie had come
over to call on her, she pleaded weariness and
refused to see them. But as her strength returned, this
excuse failed, and she spent many hours with Emily,
who had been persuaded to remain and carry on her
trade of toy-making in an unused room of the house.
Had Simon permitted it, Rachel would have returned
to the city, but both her husband and the doctor
opposed the move on the ground of her recent illness.
It was a state of things which could not endure.
One morning Emil came upon Rachel sitting on the
sand. Worn out by her efforts to avoid him, beyond
turning her face obstinately in the other direction, she
made no attempt to escape.
As he advanced he examined her with his laughing
eyes. "So I've found you at last!" he cried joyously.
After a moment, because there was nothing else to
do, she turned her face to his.
"But you're not much of an invalid, are you?" he
cried an surprise, and seated himself not far off.
"You look," he said, indicating the sea, "as strong
as those waves."
Hot blushes were uncommon with her, but now the
unreasoning colour mounted full tide beneath her
tanned skin. "Yes," she assented coldly, "I'm quite
myself now;" and she began taking the sand into
her hands and letting it trickle between her fingers.
"Well, why haven't you been over to see my new
workroom?" he demanded in a different tone, as he
followed these movements. "You don't take much
interest in your neighbours, it strikes me."
She steadily regarded the sea. "So far I haven't
done anything," she said in a low voice, and then
added, as if the words were forced from her, "I shall
go back to the city when the doctor will allow it."
"What would be the sense of that?" he demanded
in amazement. "Why it's fine here! Just the place
for you. Is it possible you don't like it?"
Rachel's lip curled slightly. "Where's Annie?"
she asked after a moment's pause.
Emil turned his head. "Why she's somewhere
about; she came down on the beach a little while ago."
"Won't you find her? I should like to see her."
Nonplussed, he lifted himself from the sand. After
staring about, he struck off in search of his wife. But
when Annie appeared by his side, wrinkling up her
face in the sunlight and holding out her hand, Rachel
had little to say. Immediately afterward she left them.
A few days later as she was crossing the lawn,
Rachel met Emil and he accosted her. This time there
was umbrage in his tone.
"I say," he cried, and he placed himself directly in
her path, "why don't you ever come over and let me
show you that organ attachment? I can play for you
now, in a sort of way; in fact I'm quite a musician."
Again she avoided his look and attempted to put
him off. "I have promised to drive over to the
station this afternoon and meet Mr. Hart," she said,
"but I will come—sometime."
"But when?" he demanded, scowling at her, and
his countenance was no longer good natured but fierce
and aggressive. "You used to show some interest in
my work, but now you withdraw it all of a
sudden—just like a woman. And I tell you, I can't finish the
thing without it," he concluded angrily. "I can't go
on alone—you've accustomed me to something else."
A shiver ran through her like that which takes a
young bird that feels the air for the first time beneath
its tentatively fluttering wings. Her impulse was to
sail away in the atmosphere of love his crude
unconscious confession breathed about her. She dared
not raise her eyes because of the involuntary joy that
filled them.
"I'll come over this evening with Simon," she said,
softly. And everything about himself and about
herself she loved passionately.
Life, by all of us, is felt vaguely to be a tapestry
of which we see the under side. But now in a flash
Rachel saw the pattern that Fate was weaving
imperturbably; a pattern premeditated from the
beginning; and well she knew that nothing she could do or
he could do, could stay that weaving hand. Though
no word of love was ever spoken, the design in all its
beauty was complete, for words and acts are human
lumber, unessential to the accomplishment of the
spiritual miracle; present, they follow the design
inaccurately; absent, the design is seen the clearer because
of no gross accompaniment. And Rachel wondered
if Emil saw at last what she saw; if he did not now,
he would see,—he would! And neither was any more
responsible for the fact that filled the world with new
meaning than he was responsible for the fact of life.
From these meditations she roused herself, emerging
as from an enchanted mist.
"I'll come over this evening with Simon," she
repeated, and Emil, who had been staring at her, drew
himself up and reluctantly accepted the promise.
When he moved away from her, his face wore an
expression of astonishment.
As Ding Dong had gone to the city on an errand
for Emil and did not return on the usual train in the
evening, there was no one at the cottage to pump the
organ, for Simon evidently considered it beneath his
dignity to perform so menial a service. He sat in a
rocking-chair near a window, and from time to time
with a meditative eye, he scanned the walls of the
room which were decorated with mottoes and lithographs
in colours. He was estimating the probable
cost of replacing the partition when Emil should have
finished with the cottage.
The inventor, restless and keenly disappointed, went
again and again to the outer door, where he remained
straining his eyes through the salty darkness, though
there was no chance now that Ding Dong would appear
until morning. Rachel sat by a little table turning
over the leaves of a current magazine with her
long fingers; she was impatient with her husband and
whenever Emil entered the room, she looked at him,
and her face between the loopings of her hair, had a
faint, remote, mysterious smile.
Annie issued from the kitchen and going up to
Emil leaned against his shoulder, and he nonchalantly
encircled her little figure. Instantly, Rachel grew hot
all over with a violent jealousy such as she had never
before experienced.
All the way home while she walked by Simon's side
and felt beneath her elbow his thin fingers supporting
her, her hands beneath her cloak were pressed against
her heart. Oh, the intensity of her love and the
paleness of his! She had a picture of Life irrevocably
linked to Death. With the vision came such a sense
of desolation that, turning her face aside, she sobbed
under her breath.
The miracle was rapidly accomplishing; she was
passing out of herself,—out of her scruples, her pity,
her fears.
She was wandering on the sands and knew not
where she went, save that the need for movement was
imperative. She had left Gray Arches far behind.
What matter that from the dun-coloured clouds a
slant of rain descended, straight and fine as the locks
a princess engaged in combing her hair? Secretly,
noiselessly, the rain touched the sands, save at intervals
when a land breeze seized it; then these liquid tresses
were torn and tangled into drifting masses as by the
hand of a rude lover who violently seizes the locks
of his mistress. And the rain hissed as it met the
sands and ran away in little curling, twisting rivulets
like serpents.
Enjoying the caress of the moisture on her face,
Rachel walked on. The vigour of her childhood was
in her limbs, the spirit of it in her heart, and she
remembered her old turbulent longing for freedom. But
love was the supreme liberator. And in an ecstasy,
she drew herself together and her craving for this
supposed liberation of the spirit was so intense and
penetrating, that she wavered uncertainly as if about
to fall.
At that instant, a voice, muffled by the falling of
the rain and the soft plash of the waves on the beach,
reached her. It came to her out of the distance; but
the space that separated her from him who called was
so great and the curtain of rain that divided them,
at the moment, so dense, that she could not see him.
Yet that voice in which no words were distinguishable,
quickened and reanimated her. For an instant
with her arms curved fearfully above her head, she
looked back.
A spot on that barren coast was growing larger,
it was moving toward her; and all at once the breeze
brought her the message above the wash of the waves.
"W-a-i-t! W-a-i-t!"
Emil was hallooing, he was calling to her with his
hand to his lips. Suddenly he broke into a run, and
the impulse of flight was communicated to her.
With bated breath she sped before him, and she was
conscious that he took up the chase after a momentary
pause of amazement.
Across those sands pitted by rain, once more the
old race was run, the exciting elemental pursuit of
woman by man. And as if in joy the waves lapped
the beach with a sound of applause, and the rain, as
if delighted at this return of happy antique life, now
baffled and pelted and blinded the pair, and now, in
a lull, revealed them each to the other.
Rachel's hair, escaping its bonds, streamed behind
her; her skirts impeded her movements; yet wildly,
excitedly, across that expanse of sand, she ran. And
the blood beat exultantly in her veins and she felt that
the goal toward which she was making was that
fugitive band of colour that persisted, despite the
drifting mist, at the end of the beach. Through this
uncertain band of colour, the sky, elsewhere dull and
scattered with clouds, appeared to be smiling with
huge, mobile, kindly lips. Ah, if she could but bathe
in the light of that understanding smile which the sky
cast over the beach! A piece of driftwood brought
her precipitately to a halt, but instantly she was up
and away like a sea-bird.
He who followed with long strides was gaining on
her, plainly he was gaining on her. With her skirts
and her shorter stature, she was no match for him.
Finally, with both hands clasped beneath her bosom,
she sank to her knees. Her sight swam, she gasped
for breath. They had traversed in this way a distance
of a quarter of a mile. The only object in sight was
an old fishing-boat, drawn up on the sands. On this
boat her glance rested. The next moment she saw
Emil. As he ran, something emanated from him.
Instantly she was up; and straight and slim and
fleet, she darted across his path and was into the old
fishing boat. There was but one oar, and, as she
pushed off, a burst of fresh laughter gurgled in her
throat and illuminated her face. The tide, in
tantalizing fashion, carried her beyond his reach and she
saw him stop. Then his eyes, imperative and gleaming,
like two fierce lights, sought hers. After that
look he waded into the water; then swam.
Two or three strokes and he was beside the skiff.
When he grasped its edge with his dripping fingers,
that shone out white and strong in the steadily
increasing light, Rachel laid hold of his clothing.
Their heads were on a level—they exchanged a look.
Wild, flashing, dominating, it leapt from his face,
all pale and streaming with water, to hers; and all
the secret of her woman's heart mounted to her eyes;
they were no longer mysterious, but frank as daylight,
revealing.
The sun which, like a curious watcher, had cleared
the cloud-bank, beat upon the sea in joyous fashion,
and the waves beat upon the sand; and all along the
beach and in the air and in the waters under the boat,
there was a murmur as if Nature, the great mother,
sighed in the fulness of her content.
As in death there takes place a loosening, a lifting,
a withdrawing of the spiritual part, so, too, in love.
The soul, made daring through love, seeks to support
a separate existence; but the attempt is pitiful, doomed
to frustration; for clamorous and insistent, the
ordinary conditions of life make themselves felt. The
descent in Rachel's case to the normal state, wherein
duties and scruples play their part, was realized at
the moment Emil climbed into the boat.
Before starting for the beach she had put on her
head a travelling cap that belonged to Simon. It had
been almost made way with by the wind; but, still held
by its long pin, it had slipped to her shoulders with
the mass of her hair. Now, with the oscillation of the
skiff caused by Emil's movements as he drew himself
from the water, the cap dropped to the seat beside
her, and thence was carried by a puff of wind
to the floor of the boat. Not a garment of Simon's
but closely resembled him; this cap of hunter's green
with a tiny stripe of red in the flannel, was instinct
with his personality. As it lay before her, Rachel
shuddered and the expression that filled her eyes kept
Emil from any indiscretion into which the situation
might otherwise have betrayed him. Before the mute
appeal of her look he was powerless.
She crouched in the end of the boat and with a
motion of the hand indicated that he was to put back to
the land. Before obeying, he wrung the water from
the sleeves of his coat. He was trembling and as she
perceived the power of his love, perceived the amazing
and terrifying force leaping out upon her from under
his scowling brows,—a sudden pity took her; and
she dared not look upon him because of that tenderness
which is more disarming to a woman than her fear.
"Well, that was a race!" he remarked unsteadily.
"Are you tired?"
"Not very—a little."
"I'll row you home."
"With one oar?"
"There's another on the beach that you didn't see."
"I didn't take the time to look."
As the boat had drifted with the tide, the return
to the shore was accomplished with difficulty. When
he was once more seated opposite her, rowing with
even strokes, he noticed that she shivered and a
gentleness softened his face.
"You are very cold, aren't you?"
"The air has changed."
"Here, take my coat; it's soaking, but your dress
is soaking too."
"It's—very heavy. I don't see how you ever
swam in it; it's weighted down,—" and from the
pockets she drew forth first a coil of wire, then a
wrench, then several drills.
He watched her and delight shone in his face.
"I could have swum the Atlantic in armour to
reach you. Do you know, you look like a mermaid
with your hair hanging down that way." He was
laughing now and the old lazy fondness sounded in
his voice. Leaning toward her he rested on the oars.
"Rachel, why did you run away from me like that?"
he asked, smiling confidentially, and suddenly one of
his hands went out to hers.
She drew back and for a moment enveloped herself
in taciturnity, but all at once, as if compelled, she
brought a defiant glance around to meet his.
"Why because you started to run—and I ran, too."
"Well, it's useless; you can never elude me again.
Do you know," he continued, "it seems to me that this
crazy race has been going on ever since the first time
I saw you in the mist? Do you remember the day?
You were perched on a rock, I recollect, and the
cow—you were leading a cow—pushed up behind you in
such a way that her horns curved up about your feet
for all the world like a little crescent moon. I swear
it had that look. Lord, but you made a picture! Do
you remember the day?"
"Yes, I remember the time, but I didn't know I
looked like that."
She opened her eyes very wide and her lips parted
with the movement of an expanding flower. Vanity
kindled in her face as light kindles in a jewel. There
is in a woman's inner nature a sensitive something
that constitutes the very essence of her charm, that
informs her physical features with vivacity, with
seduction. The craving to have this secret attribute
recognized, causes her to discover in every compliment
a spiritual significance; causes her to wrap herself
in its fancied meaning, as in a shawl; causes her to
live in it, breathe it in—in short to discover in it
an atmosphere of inspiration in which she manages
to exist for the briefest fraction of time. Indeed, the
longing for the caress of words addressed to her very
soul, is as natural to an imaginative and ardent woman,
as the longing for the caress of light is to a flower.
And with Rachel, as with many another young girl of
New England traditions, the craving had never been
gratified. Now Emil's praise of her was so alluring
that she was trapped into listening; had he paused for
a word, involuntarily she would have supplied it.
But he required no urging to finish his speech which
dropped from his lips with all the precipitancy of fruit
from an overladen branch.
"You were just like a figure from some church
altar," he told her fervently. "Your dress was blue,
and the fog rolled about you in clouds. All the same,
you know, your expression wasn't exactly saintly; it
was too—"
"Too what?" she whispered.
"Well, just what it is now," and with that he looked
at her until she was obliged to avert her eyes.
"I mean that your face is very innocent," he explained,
"and at the same time, it is all alive with—well,
with a sort of curiosity. But to-day you were
Diana of the Chase with your skirts all ruffling around
your feet and blowing to the side in folds. However
I'm not up in mythology; all I know is, my own, you'll
never succeed in fencing yourself off from me again.
But don't look at me like that!" And with an
indefinable glance at her as she sat, suddenly converted
to sternness, he took up the oars.
She observed complete silence, and for some
moments all that was heard about them was the ripple
of the water as it met the sides of the boat. The
waves like a lover approached the boat, touching it
lightly, tentatively and timidly caressing it with eager
lips. But occasionally waves larger than the rest
seized the skiff and upbore it as in the powerful
embrace of arms, dipped and sank with it; while a sound
of multiplied kisses ran over the surface of the
glancing ocean, which was tremulous as a breast heaving
with love. And the influence of that universal caress
mounted to the air, which was like a stinging breath
crossed with tears of spray; even reached the
low-stooping western heavens where sailed largely great
cloud masses, like huge embarrassed lovers, that never
the less, with a sudden darting of colour along their
edges, strange and fiery smiles, approached—melted
softly and completely into one.
The sea was a theatre and the play enacted on that
broad expanse, in the swiftly falling twilight, for the
bewilderment of that pair of human mites,—the play
was Love. For Nature, the great scene shifter, who
causes the mists to rise above swamps that she may
bring about the love and mating of midges, is the artist
incomparable when she sets out to glamour and bend
to her will the least significant of these struggling,
valiant creatures called men, these creatures that dare,
with a law opposed to hers, to defy her.
Rachel had crept to the extreme end of the skiff
and when the water rose to the edge it often dashed
across her knees. Her head was flung back, but for
all that, she saw nothing. She was holding her
emotions well in leash and the effort drew from her now
and then a sigh. Where the fingers of one hand met
the back of the other, for she had them tight clasped,
there were white marks on the flesh. She sat before
him with the impassive countenance of an image,
though internally she was consumed with flames.
Time passed imperceptibly, but all at once she
pointed to the shore.
"Emil," she said, in a muffled voice, "there's Gray
Arches among the trees. The lamps are lighted.
Make haste."
He had been doubling on his course, and, unnoticed
by her, even striking out to sea, with the object of
delaying the moment of landing. Now the dusk, which
had descended insidiously, was close about them.
At her words, he headed the boat for the shore.
But after an instant he leaned forward. "Before I
take you in, I want you to tell me when I'm to see
you again."
She drew herself up: "I don't know when you'll
see me—never, I think." She spoke in a throbbing,
suppressed way, exactly as if she were forcing back
from the edge of her lips and to the depths of her
heart, some secret. "There is the pier; don't you
see it?"
The young man nodded. "Yes, I see it all right.
Rachel, I'm going to Barbieri Brothers to-morrow to
see how that marble-cutting device of mine works.
Come there in the afternoon and see the machine with
me, won't you?"
She shook her head.
"Very well then," and he began paddling out to sea.
"You think you'll frighten me or annoy me," she
cried, moved to scorn, "but you won't succeed. I
can swim as well as you."
He laughed and the boat, quivering in a bewildered
sort of way, once more approached the land, noisily
cleaving the water.
"Rachel, you'll come and see that machine, won't
you? I'll never ask you again. But it's an interesting
thing, really it is, and they're cutting the figures
for the Century Library with it. Can't you understand
that I'd like to have you see my work? It isn't
much that I ask, and you can get the five o'clock train
out here if you like. Promise me you'll come."
Through the gloom on the pier she saw a lonely
figure intent on the antics of the boat. She looked
at Emil and the impulse of her tenderness carried her
beyond the barrier imposed by her will. In one
instant she had passed beyond the outworks of her usual
self. When she answered him in low, vibrant tones,
it was a message, if he had but understood, from the
very depths of her heart:
"Yes, I'll come—you've no business to ask me, and
I've no business to promise; I'll come, but there must
be no more of this; it's ended." These words were at
once an appeal and a command.
But Emil, ignoring the nervous shrinking that came
over her, caught her hand under cover of the gloom
and held it to his cheek—his lips. Then cleverly,
easily, he brought the boat to the pier.
The next instant Rachel was confronted by her
husband. Giving Emil his coat, she stepped from the
boat, refusing assistance. As she swayed on gaining
the pier, Simon took hold of her arm; then passed his
hand over her shoulders.
"Why you're wet—you're wet through," he exclaimed,
and as he turned to Emil she noticed that he
spoke in a manner unusually cordial and spontaneous.
"So you were caught in the rain? If you'll just step
to the house, St. Ives, I'll give you something to ward
off a chill; a nip of whiskey wouldn't come amiss."
But Emil, muttering something about returning the
fisherman's boat, disappeared in the twilight and
Rachel, stumbling like one who walks in a dream,
accompanied Simon to the house.
"The rain won't harm you, my love," he was saying
as they gained the porch, "if you change your clothing
at once. It's remaining in damp garments that's the
imprudent thing."
As they crossed the threshold Rachel caught his hand.
"Simon, I—I want to speak to you." And half dragging,
half pushing him, she urged him into the front room.
This room was large and shadowy, with a row
of French windows commanding a view of the sea.
The shades were drawn and the light from a small fire
on the hearth sparkled on a glass dome beneath which
were placed specimens of sea moss and shells. The
dome stood at one end of a long table and a
candelabrum hung with glass prisms at the other end; above
one candle hung a red spark,—the wick needed
snuffing. The room was damp. As she spoke Rachel,
passing her arm behind her, clasped the glass knob
of the door.
"Simon—I don't want to stay here any longer."
He confronted her in surprise: "Not stay here
any longer? Why, Rachel, you astonish me; I
thought you loved the sea."
"So I do—but this coast—it oppresses me.
Simon, I want to go back to the city at once, do you
understand,—at once; can't we move to-morrow?"
"But you're irrational, my dear. In fact the
doctor whom I saw only yesterday, counselled just the
opposite course. He said to me, speaking of you, 'the
sea air is what she needs; she grew up in such a
climate. You keep her on the shore until late fall!"
For a moment Rachel dropped her head against the
panels of the door and closed her eyes; then raising
her head, she looked intently at her husband:
"Simon, you asked Mr. St. Ives to come here; you
asked him without consulting me and now—I want
to go away."
For an instant he studied her, then he crossed to her
side and took her hand.
"My dear Rachel," he said, "I thought perhaps you
understood without anything being said. Rachel, believe
me, I have not the feeling now about your friendship
with St. Ives that I once had. That feeling of
jealousy,—for it was jealousy—I do not deny it—was
degrading to us both, but particularly it was insulting
to you. And during your illness it left me; thank
Heaven, it left me," he repeated. "And now be
generous—don't take from me the happiness I feel.
You think I objected to your being out with him, but
when I saw you in the boat, I was conscious only of
a serene friendship for St. Ives."
A flash of firelight illumined his face and she saw
to her surprise that his usually enigmatic eyes held a
look that completely transformed him. The
explanation she had intended to make died on her lips.
With a bewildered gesture she turned as if to leave
the room; and at that moment they were interrupted.
There was a knock, and the caretaker questioningly
opened the door.
"If you please, Mrs. Hart," she began, "there's a
strange young man down in the kitchen who is
asking to see you."
"A young man?"
"Yes, a lad. My husband thinks he ain't just right,
he's so sort of wild looking; but the boy says he's from
your old home and nothing for it but he must see you."
"Why it's André!" Rachel cried in amazement,
and, before the woman had finished speaking, she
darted from the room.
Simon's voice pursued her: "Your clothing,
change it first, I beg of you."
Rachel had vanished.
The next moment she was standing before André.
Catching him by the arms, she shook him; then
pressed her head to his shoulder. "Oh, André,"
she whispered, "Is it you—is it really?" And
passing her arms about him, she clung to him.
The young fellow suffered the embrace and his hands
hung motionless at his sides, though in his great eyes
a spark kindled as he looked down at her.
"Tell me," she asked breathlessly, "how did you
ever manage to find me—and what brings you,
André dear? Explain—tell me everything, but not
here," catching sight of the caretaker who had
reëntered the kitchen. "Come to the front room where
there is a fire.—Simon, this is André," she cried as
they encountered her husband on his way through the
hall. And taking the young fellow's hand, she placed
it in Simon's.
"Yes, I'm going now," she added. "I'm dying
of curiosity, but I'll change my dress first. And do
you make André comfortable. I'll be back in a
minute," she cried.
Rachel's welcome of her childhood's friend was all
the more eager because she looked to him to save her
from the difficulties of her situation and from herself.
While she dressed, she thought only of André and as
she drew on a pair of dry shoes and tightened the
crossed lacings with excited jerks, she said his name
over and over like a child bubbling with joy.
"Now for the news?" she cried, entering the front
room; and seating herself beside André, she took his
hand. "Something special brought you, I know it.
Now tell me."
The story at any other time would have held her
spellbound, but in her present mood she had difficulty
in grasping it. Constantly her thoughts wandered,
now to Emil, now to André. She drew such
profound comfort from the touch of André's strong
young fingers.
The facts as he related them were as follows: A
man in the last stage of consumption and calling
himself, "John Smith" had made his appearance in Old
Harbour a few days before. Desiring news of Lavina
Beckett's daughter, he had asked to be directed to
André. When he learned from André that Rachel
was living in New York city, he had burst into tears.
He had declared he must see her before he died.
He had persuaded André to accompany him to the
city as he feared to travel farther alone. But before
leaving Old Harbour he had deposited a sum of money
in the bank and had written a long letter which he
addressed to Rachel. On the journey he had read
and reread this epistle. He was very weak and when
they reached their destination, collapsed in the great
bustling station. After much parley over the
telephone, a station attendant had arranged for his
reception at a hospital. Thither he had been taken.
The physician who attended him assured him he
would be much stronger after a few hours' rest,
and on hearing this, John Smith had begged André
to find Rachel and bring her to the hospital the
following day. "Afternoon's always my best time, bring
her then," he had implored.
"I understand; it's poor Father's friend," Rachel
whispered dreamily, when André concluded; "he
didn't send all the money Father gave him that time,
and now he wants to give me the rest. That's the
whole sad story. But André, I can't seem to think
about it," she murmured after a moment. "I'll go
to the hospital without fail, but now let's talk about
you. Do you know, I think you managed splendidly
to ferret me out in this way. You went to the house,
first, of course, and Theresa told you where I was."
While André's voice ran on detailing the news: how
his mother and he now performed every duty about
the lighthouse as the Captain was in his cups most of
the time (Oh, but the Captain, he was a clever one
at concealing the state of things!) how Nora Gage had
gone into the shop with Katherine Fry, how Zarah
Patch had increased the size of his vegetable garden,
and Lottie Loveburg had taken up with Jim Wright
after all—Rachel scarcely listened to him. A danger
confronted her, and, try as she would, she could think
of nothing but the decisive interview of the morrow,—that
battle that must be waged in spite of her own
deadly weakness and overwhelming love.
She asked herself a question. Why at this time,
rather than any other, were the facts relating to her
father's life to be revealed to her? And, as she sat
by André's side, she was conscious of a mysterious
influence, like a warning, reaching her from the
insistent past.
Rachel's mouth was now perfectly formed to express
her emotions, as it had not been in early youth.
There had come a little added fulness in the curves
of the upper lip, a little added sensitiveness in the line
of the lower. With its well-defined corners, melting,
when she smiled, into a pair of will-o'-the-wisp
dimples, this mouth of hers was worthy to form the lure
for many an exciting escapade on the part of her
lovers. In her intelligent, sometimes perfervid, often
gloomy face, it suggested a series of grace-notes
introduced wilfully into a bit of serious music. It
destroyed the general harmony of her face and increased
its fascination. On the morning following the primitive
race across the sands, the grace-notes dominated
the more serious expression of her personality.
In the depths of her there was plenty of sadness,
but the joy which is inseparable from any confession
of love, even the love which battles against
insurmountable barriers, glowed through her and informed
every fibre of her with sparkling animation. She
laughed frequently for no apparent cause.
The wide lawns about Gray Arches still glistened
with dew and birds sang in the branches of the trees.
The notes mingled with the plash of the waves on
the distant beach, and with that infinite murmur of
sounds that came out of the sunshine, out of the grass,
out of the shimmering distances of that smiling
country, checkered in light open fields and in dark
variegated woods. All around, everywhere, was vivid
palpitating life.
Rachel with a huge pair of shears that flashed in
the sun, was snipping dead roses from a bush of the
late-blooming variety. Brown and withered, they
fell on the gravel path—mere ghosts of flowers; and,
at every onslaught, all the green leaves of the bush
shook and all its fresh blossoms trembled and poured
forth an intoxicating perfume as if to thank her for
the service. Beside her, seated on the grass, André
was making the flowers they had gathered into a
bouquet. He held in his brown hands nasturtiums,
gladioli and dahlias. Occasionally, unable to resist
an unusually perfect one, Rachel flung him still
another rose.
"There," she said, "that's enough; if I cut any
more, I shan't be able to carry them, and the hospital
nurse may not let John Smith have them anyway."
A thorn had scratched her wrist, and she lifted
the hand to her lips.
André regarded her with a vigorous gaze. "Do
you know," he said at last, "you look like a rose yourself."
She threw him the shadow of a glance from between
half-closed lids. In her morning dress of delicate
pink muslin, beneath a shade hat with a flapping brim,
she did look like a rose; and a wide collar, turned
up over her throat to protect it from the sun, heightened
the illusion. Against its colour her cheeks had
taken a richer tinge and her eyes, between their
curling lashes, were unusually deep and liquid. She was
amazingly beautiful with a superadded beauty, with
that fleeting and ethereal grace, which, independent
of features or contours, touches any woman when she
realizes that she is loved where she herself loves.
Now, as if anxious to divert André's too curious gaze,
she began speaking rapidly and almost at random.
The air and the sunlight appeared to intoxicate her.
"Have you ever noticed, André," she cried, "the
boastfulness of Nature when she has anything worth
displaying? She is for all the world like a woman
who takes particular pride in showing off her children,
like that Mrs. Polestacker we both knew who was
always calling attention to her Katie's teeth and curls.
Take that rose bush," she continued, "it fairly swaggers
with pride now that it is covered so finely with
roses, but once the flowering season is over, and see
how meekly it will obliterate itself; it will retire into
the background like an old maid at a dance. For who
notices the larkspur when its time is past, or the
raspberry bush when it is no longer hung with its little
crimson lamps? It is the energy that a growing,
living thing puts forth that it would flaunt before us,
saying, 'See here, I produced these flowers—these
berries!' and it is that energy which attracts us—the
immense energy of being." And throwing back her
head, her neck on the strain, her arms falling at her
sides, with the shears in one hand, she gazed into the
deep blue of the sky which, bending down over the
earth, was like an inverted sea.
Unconsciously, as in the old days, she spoke her
thoughts aloud to André. He did not reply; if truth
were told, he was in the dark as to her meaning, but
that only increased the enchantment.
André was Rachel's senior by six years, but owing
to his mind in which the impressions were deep
but few, he still looked a youth, almost a child. His
beauty, agile, simple, unsettled, with admirable
disposition of colouring, was that of a child. High on
the cheek bones, under the eyes, the blood came and
went with his emotions, and his arched lips under his
tiny moustache stood a little open, which gave him an
innocent expression. He was difficult to resist, just
as a child is difficult to resist. Rachel's feeling for
him was almost maternal; but for all that, her
comprehension of him failed at one point.
When he had first received word of her marriage,
André had cast himself on the ground, and the earth
had seemed to respond with deep tremours to his
grief. He had told himself that he would never see
her again. As for her husband, he felt that it would
be impossible for him to ever meet Simon Hart without
yielding to the desire to fly straight at his throat.
Yet, he had met him and experienced no emotion of
the sort. Something told him that Rachel was not
in love with her husband. Still there was that in her
eyes which bewildered him. Now with his hands
clasped behind his head and his back against a tree,
he regarded her with a devotion, a tenderness, a
desperation of which none but a pure and youthful soul
is capable, and the old agony began to stir again in
the depths of his breast.
Ceasing from her ecstatic contemplation of the sky,
Rachel looked over at the gardener's cottage. As she
did so, all her outlines went to deeper softness.
André, sensitively, felt the thrill through her of some
ineffable emotion.
"What are you thinking about, Rachel?" he demanded.
She started and the colour mounted.
"Thinking?"
"Yes; just now, when you turned and looked over
yonder?"
"Oh! ... I was thinking of Mr. St. Ives's
improvement of the organ. It's really extraordinary
what he has accomplished, André; and by such simple
means. You must see it. He's carrying on his work
over there in the gardener's cottage. And I was comparing
his invention and his natural pride in it, to the
rose bush and its roses, I suppose."
"St. Ives?" André was sitting upright and rigid.
"Is he—is he the one who came to Pemoquod that time?"
"Yes. My husband formed a company to represent
his inventions. I always felt Mr. St. Ives had
great promise," she went on as frankly as she could,
"and I persuaded Simon to get up a company. Now
he's glad he did."
André was wretched. "And he's here?
"Yes; for a few weeks. Mr. Hart was anxious that
the work shouldn't be delayed, so he came here while
the shop is being altered."
André said no more. And Rachel exerted herself
to dispel his gloom. So contagious was the vitality
of her mood that he apparently forgot the incident.
Presently, bidding him gather up the withered roses
that littered the path, and taking into her own
hands the bunch of fresh blossoms, she led the way
to the house and André followed. His old dream,
in all its simplicity, once more possessed his heart.
When Rachel arrived at the hospital, John Smith
was expecting her. In a clean shirt with his grey hair
neatly brushed and his gaunt frame arranged under
a spotless sheet, he was eagerly awaiting her. The
floor nurse warned her that the interview must be a
brief one; the patient could not live more than a day
or two.
John Smith's story was substantially what Rachel
had surmised it would be, and as he told it with
frequent interruptions when the cough racked him, she
had difficulty in fixing her thoughts upon him. The
vital moment of her own life called her, and try as
she would, she could give but a divided attention.
"The fact is, I ain't done just the straight thing by
you," he rambled on, "and I'm glad you're as well
fixed as you are. It ain't quite the same as if I'd
found you in want. However, I've suffered for
putting this time off; I've been hectored in ways you
wouldn't dream of. Needn't tell me the dead don't
take their revenge if you pass over their wishes! I
don't mean that they come back or anything of that
sort," he interrupted himself, in response to a
questioning glance, "but they stick in your mind
somehow—you can't forgit how they looked when they told
you to do such and such a thing, and you don't
do it. But I'll say this much for myself, I meant
as much as could be to give you that money when
I reached America seventeen years ago, a month
or two after your father's death; but I had a hard
run of luck, and I used some of it, and then I used
more, until it was about all gone. And it was only
when I got this cough about three years and a half ago,
that I began to think a good bit about Thomas Beckett.
Funny too, so long after his death; but I'd see him
when I was droppin' off to sleep, and he'd look at me
so! But your father didn't do the straight thing
either," he broke off with sudden resentment, "for
he left your mother, as far as I could gather, to
shift for herself.
"As I was saying, perhaps it was my low state of
health, but he gave me no rest; seemed as if he was
tryin' to say that you needed that money. And finally
the thought come to me that perhaps I ought to give
your mother at least part of what was owin' her; so
I wrote to Old Harbour and you know the rest. You
see," he concluded, "when I learned that your mother
had been dead more'n twenty years, I was afraid to
make myself known. I was fearful some relative or
friend'd get after me on your part. So I sent seven
hundred dollars along, it was all I'd saved, to that
friend of yours whose name the postmaster gave me,
and then I left. I went away from the town in
Massachusetts where I'd been workin' and I found a
job as foreman in a mill in another town. And I
thought everything'd be all right then; but do you
know, I still dreamed of your father, and the upshot
was, that I went to a priest and made a clean breast
of the story; and as he told me to do, I worked hard
and paid it all up. Yes, I've paid it all up," he
finished, "for the balance, the eight hundred dollars that
was comin' to you, I deposited in your name in the
bank at Old Harbour;" and fumbling in the pocket of
his shirt, he handed her a sealed envelope. "There's
the deposit slip, and the whole story written out ready
to be mailed to you in case I didn't manage to see
you," he explained.
His face had grown brighter, had regained a faint
expression of health, as the load that had long
oppressed his conscience was lifted.
Rachel left the invalid holding admiringly in his
bony fingers her bunch of flowers. She reached the
door of the ward; then, with a sudden eagerness, she
retraced her steps.
"Was my Father a happy man?" she asked, "or did
he seem to regret all along what he had done in
leaving my Mother?" She waited his answer with bated
breath.
But relief was manifest all over John Smith. Had
he not triumphantly passed through the ordeal of his
confession? At her question his eyes glistened; he
laughed a weak, irresponsible laugh.
"No, I don't think he worried much about it till
he come to die. It was far-away questions that
touched your father more; he was always reading and
sometimes he'd argue and git angry. But barring
those times, he was pretty jolly as far as I can
recollect. It was only when he seen the last port just
ahead, that same as me, he seemed to think things
over. But, I've done the right thing, and I'm going
to git well," he proclaimed.
The same nurse she had seen on coming, met her
in the corridor. Rachel directed her to have John
Smith moved to a private room with special attendant;
then she left the hospital.
For some reason she was relieved that her father
had not regretted his course sooner, that he had
remained, almost to the last, a true vagabond. As to
her one-time hot defence of him on the score of his
loyalty to her mother, the point had lost significance.
All that was mettlesome in her character was
aroused. Having promised Emil to go to the marble
works, she was going there, in the face of fancied
influences from the past; in the face, too, of the
vigorous warning of her own conscience. The coming
interview was absolutely necessary that she might,
once and for all, make clear to him her position. In
this juggling with conscience most women are adept.
Rachel played the game so well as to be almost
self-deceived. However, as the moment of the meeting
drew near, she grew faint and a tide of irrepressible
joy mingled with and almost dominated her misery.
When she quitted the hospital she was pale with
determination, like a soldier before battle, but her eyes,
overflowing with light, were the eyes of a woman in
love. Her mind was too full of its own matter to
allow her to care about anything else. Does not the
surge of passion in one's own breast drown the echo
of death and despair from another's heart?
She stopped at one of the large shops where delicacies
were for sale, and ordered a basket of fruits and
jellies sent to John Smith; then, hailing a cab,
she drove to the marble works, which lay in the
direction of the Bronx on the outskirts of the city.
"Is Mr. St. Ives here?"
The question fell into the silence of an office where
Barbieri, the proprietor, was writing at a desk.
"Mr. St. Ives? I will send for him. Julian,"—to
a boy, who in the doorway was burying his naked
feet in the fine white marble dust like
snow,—"Mr. St. Ives,—a lady."
"I have come to see the new machine."
"Ah, the new machine? It is very wonderful; it
not only points the marble, but cuts it, following the
model; and no man touches it. Never anything like
it in this country; in France, yes, there is something of
the sort, but not perfect like this one."
"As wonderful as that?"
"Si, si,—yes, madam, wonderful."
"And will you show me how it works? I want to
see it in operation."
"In operation? Ah, I regret, but to-day, madam,
to-day is Saturday; there is no power, no electricity,
you understand, no men."
"Then why did he have me come?" she murmured,
and caught her lip between her teeth, a trick with her
when angry or perplexed.
"Why did you have me come?" she said, addressing
the inventor, who with impetuous strides was
advancing to meet her.
He paused in his tracks: "I had forgotten that
they closed down."
She scanned him with a swift glance.
"Forgive me," he said in an undertone, "really,
I had forgotten, Rachel, if I ever knew it. But you
must see the place now you are here.—Mr. Barbieri,"
he added, "I am going to show Mrs. Hart over the
works," and he led the way across a narrow court to
an adjoining structure.
The marble shop covered an extensive area, and the
white light that fell through its glass roof inundated
its farthest corner. In this bath of light, in this
silence, unbroken by a single sound; in the midst of
casts, dust, artistic litter of all sorts, were the statues.
Some scarcely blocked from the rough stone, they
rose on all sides. They overtopped the miniature
plaster models, like giants overtopping pygmies; they
elbowed the grotesque machines that are used for
enlarging purposes; they crowded the walls; they
occupied every foot of space not reserved for the
workmen; some even, with their Titan tread, had passed
through the lofty doorway and stood among barrels
and rubbish in the garish sunlight of the yard. On
every side monoliths of stone were being cut into
human shape. There was a torso with the girth of a
Colossus; over yonder a hand chiseled from a boulder;
beyond that, a monumental figure frowning like a
tortured Atlas. All in sections—painful, writhing,
some of the statues lacked a head, others an arm or
a foot, and others had their limbs still entangled in
uncut blocks of stone.
It was like a workshop of surgeons of stone men;
like a manufactory of the gods where were created
marble monsters that suffered with the age and
immobility of stone, in which petty human qualities of
Fortitude, Justice, Fidelity were being stamped.
Hewn out of the womb of the earth, the marble was
tortured here to wear man's face, his form; finally it
would be set up under the sun to testify with the might
of marble limbs to the ideals that govern his heart.
As she viewed the stone population, no one could
have told what was passing in Rachel's stormy little
breast, for if there was a spark in her eyes that seemed
to indicate subterranean depths of passion, the rest
of her features were astonishingly passive. Her
gloves hampered her, and with nervous gestures she
began taking them off. Tense and silent and acutely
vital, she stood beside Emil, an expression of all that
is baffling and mysterious in woman.
Conscious of a dryness in his throat, he kept his
eyes to the statues.
"They are said to be the largest figures ever cut,"
he murmured. "They are for the pediment of the
new Century Library."
"How still they are!"
"Yes, and one rather expects them to speak and
move." Suddenly swinging round, he looked her in
the eyes. "Oh, my own!" he cried. With uncertain
steps he moved toward her.
And swift and strong between them, Fate drew her
thread of love; in that electric net of hers, she caught
their souls and drew them close together. She took
the pair of them, as a fowler takes a bird.
His savage heart dominated by emotion, Emil
trembled with a desire to fall at her feet. But she
would not own her capture.
"Stop, Emil!" she cried in a suppressed voice;
"stop right where you are! I'll not listen to your
words! I came here to tell you—"
He looked upon her intently: "You came because
you had to come!"
The speech thrilled with the inspiration of conquest.
"Oh, my love," he cried, "haven't the years we've
been separated been dreary enough? Haven't they
been empty enough for us both?—For you, on your
side, you love me; I know it!"
Instead of answering she drew herself up. But he
ignored these signs of rebellion.
"It was a misty day when I first saw you," he
pursued, "and yesterday also it was misty and wet, and
all at once I understood that I had been carrying the
thought of you in my heart from the start. Rachel,
you are my heart!" he cried, borne on by the lyric
power of his own utterance. "And as I raced after
you across that beach, I knew to a certainty it was no
one-sided thing. Rachel, that kiss, your kiss—it
was not a childish impulse; and I dare to tell you so.
We took possession of each other, love, at the first
glance! Can you deny it? Do you deny it?"
compressing her hands. "No, no, you cannot!" he
concluded; "and that being true, it is beyond our own
power or the power of any creature, to part us now!
Oh, sweet!" and his tone changed quickly as he saw
that she shook from head to foot, "look around you,—isn't
the world beautiful? haven't we a right to happiness?"
Dropping on his knees, he carried her hand to his
throbbing breast.
"Happiness?" she repeated, "no, no, not happiness! but
peace perhaps, and that comes—it comes—"
He looked up into her face—up at the quivering
bend of her lips, up until his eyes found hers, drowned
in tears and almost covered by their fluttering
lids—and into his glance flashed a subjugating power, an
irresistible force.
She attempted to follow the line of her argument, a
moment before so clear, but the word "renunciation"
died away in a sigh.
She helplessly returned his look.
And the gigantic statues increased her bewilderment;
for the one thought that seemed to leap behind the
statues' staring eyes, between their huge and rigid
lips, in the hollow of their stony breasts, was the
naturalness of loving wildly.
Emil dropped his lips on her wrist.
Releasing the hand, she sought to repulse him, but
instead, she clutched his hair with a tenderness almost
convulsive.
"Oh, you are killing me!" she moaned.
Drawing himself up, he tried to take her in his arms;
but with sudden violence, she forced his head
downward.
"Oh, you torture me!" she panted.
He grasped her hands;—and once more, before her
drowning sight, wavered the statues. In a delirious
flash she realized the similarity of their fate. Like
them, she was destined to stand forth under an open
sky, testifying to a command contrary to nature, but
which had been laid upon her kind from time immemorial.
She pushed Emil from her, and pressing her hands
to her breast, fled head down from the place.
Instantly he was upon his feet:
"You are not going?" ......
Among the statues, quiet, watchful, the words
trembled and died away; then in sympathy the statues
seemed to shudder at that cry of agony and surprise.
Cabs were an infrequent phenomenon in that quarter
and a crowd of small boys,—eager, dirty, volatile,
with thin bare little legs and miserable little elbows,
were gathered around the knock-kneed horse that
dejectedly hung its head. They were feeding the
animal with dusty grass plucked from between the
cobblestones of the pavement. But at Rachel's
approach they fell away as if pushed away. The
driver in his tall hat bent to receive her order. She
gave it without looking at him.
Mad, uncalculating love, too long repressed, struggled
in her with a vague sense of shame. But at first
the sense of shame was shadowy indeed. Carried out
of every perception but the throbbing one of her loss
of self in Emil, for a time she heard only his words
"my own." "Yes, yours, yours always," the blood
proclaimed, and the soul's contradiction sounded
small and faint. Then, as the voice of conscience
grew stronger, she turned her head from side to side
in agony. Chaste and fiercely proud, she told herself
she was a humiliated woman. But not his the
blame. All that had happened she had invited. By
her expression she seemed to be saying, "I will not
think."
None the less she did think. She went over the
scene from which she had just issued, not once, but
countless times, and at each repetition she extracted
from it the keenest misery, the most poignant bliss.
All the mystery and domination of her passion were
written on her face and at intervals sighs escaped her,
mingled with breathless, half-articulated words:
"Oh,—he loves me—he loves me—and if it
weren't for a certain thing we could be happy."
She paused, again borne out of herself by an
animating memory. Once more Emil stood before her
with his glance, laughing, kindling, melting. Once
more he spoke. As she listened to all the mad, foolish,
electrifying things that fell from his lips, life
seemed to break forth in her in its plentitude. His
words were to her panting heart what rain is to the
parched earth. She experienced a feeling at once
violent and divine.
And she had repulsed him.
The memory left her almost sobbing. She moved
her hands; she lifted her face with its tremulous
mouth breathing a caress. For uncounted instants
she remained suspended in abysses of tenderness.
Then she braced herself with resolution.
"No, no," she said aloud. "It's settled."
The dead, expressionless words voiced finality.
Thus the will brought the heart temporarily into
subjection.
After innumerable involuntary returns to the scene
of the marble works she forced herself to give attention
to her surroundings. Feverishly she stared about
her with breath suspended and lips a little open like
a child after a violent fit of weeping.
As the cab rolled forward, with bare tracts, isolated
houses and clumps of trees revealing themselves on
either side, to her superalert mind, the city appeared
a million-eyed, million-footed monster. Excitedly
she nourished the grotesque fancy, seeking in it escape
from deeper realization. With its great legs of brick
and stone, with its numberless eyes of glass, turbid
and bleary, its voluminous, impure breath of smoke,
its voice of inconceivable uproar, the city was encroaching
on the innocent country. It was devouring it field
by field; it was swallowing down the sweet cottages
which disappeared from the landscape with miraculous
swiftness; swallowing the brooks, the woods, glutting
itself and growing big at the expense of the fresh
country that never could be restored in all its natural
beauty. "Yes, yes, God made the country but man
makes the city," she whispered.
As the cab rolled on over more crowded pavements,
her consciousness of the scene through which she had
just passed was dulled briefly, as pain is dulled in a
patient suffering with delirium.
"Ah, how useless is all this bustle and confusion!"
she thought irritably. "Surely man could live more
simply. But he is dedicated to vanity, he must make
a splurge. What was that I said to André this
morning? Oh yes—about the energy of being. Man must
make a show, if not for his Creator's satisfaction at
least for his own. The Creator!" she murmured
bitterly, "He knows nothing of us! We pine constantly
for a liberty fuller than any we have ever known, and
that accounts for all our unwearying expenditure of
force. Poor pygmies! Persisting deep in the soul of
man, is a vague, undefined sense, 'I am the heritor
of the infinite.' And so he works," she continued,
"he produces marvels and he thinks his immediate
achievement embraces his entire object. But it isn't
so. And he opens his heart to passions; but his
object is the same. For back of the least labour
into which he throws himself, back of the most
depraved emotion in which he loses himself, is a vast,
mysterious, subconscious searching; and that," she
declared, "accounts for everything."
She was soaring now above herself, above the terror
of her problem. She was viewing the situation as
the universal situation and her thoughts were
transfigured, rendered impersonal by the clearness of her
perception. She saw life no longer with the eyes
of an inexperienced and impassioned woman, but with
the eyes of one made wise through extremity of
anguish.
"It accounts for all the good that we do and for
all the evil that we do," she resumed. "Each chooses
a road of escape, perhaps many roads, and follows
them madly. But," she concluded, "we never find
that larger freedom. We are tormented by the feeling
of its imminence, but it retreats ever beyond us. And
finally we come face to face with the eternal, basic
fact of existence: I am a prisoner. That's what we
discover. We learn the truth. I learned it that night
after the opera. I am the bird in the box!"
For an instant she held her head erect, then shrank,
a pained and huddled form, against the cushions of
the cab.
"Yes, I have my dream like the others," she
whimpered. "But it isn't a dream. Love is a mode of
escape. It is. It is. And it's my road. But do I
follow it?"
The answer was a forlorn shake of the head.
"Emil, my Father, Simon, Emily Short, that girl
Betty Holden, even Nora Gage; all—all wiser than
I. They follow their instincts, creditable or
discreditable, they follow them and they glean at least some
satisfaction. While I—"
The full tide of her misery, that which she had
tried to evade, inundated her.
"Fool, why am I like that?" she muttered, "for
some scruple, which God, if he knows, probably
laughs at me for respecting. As Emil said, wasn't it
God made us capable of love?"
The tears had not come before. Now she checked
them with her handkerchief, but constantly they fell,
constantly she gave long deep sighs, heartrending,
mournful. Presently a flaming, defiant thought stood
out against the background of her misery. There was
relief in action, even in the action that is called sin.
"Madam would like to have me get her ferry ticket?"
The greasy red face of the driver was peering down
upon her; the cab had come to a standstill. She
had entirely forgotten why she was there and it was
only by an effort that she understood what he was
asking.
Once on the ferry boat, she leaned her elbows on
the railing and, as she listened to the talk of the water,
she grew calmer. For it was strange, wise talk with
a laugh under it. The little choppy waves seemed
to be telling her that life was short and sweet. Grey
and blue and dun colour, pink and rose red, the waves
shouted and sang together. And above the roofs of
the receding city, wrapped in the mists of evening
and the ascending vapour of traffic, the dull and yet
flaming disk of the sun hung suspended.
A passenger disturbed her and she shifted her position.
Important little tugs towing huge rafts, and
the arms of derricks being convoyed over the water,
like helpless giants, came into view; and for a time the
ferry boat passed into the sheltering shadow of a great
bridge. Emerging from one confused and sparkling
distance and disappearing into another, the bridge
appeared like a tangible bow of promise between the two
cities. The sight of the cable cars and the tiny
moving mites that, like insects, slowly crawled over it,
comforted her like a friendly omen.
But when they gained the other shore and she entered
the station, the locomotives, emitting great volumes
of smoke, recalled to her mind her grandfather's
fanciful description; and she remembered with a pang
how she used to behold the world in an innocent and
beautiful fashion. But now she saw deeper, now she
understood all.
The rest of the trip she ceased to think. She had
entered that land known to every unhappy lover, that
land in which the misery, longing and fierce passion
that consume his heart, constitute the one reality in a
universe otherwise cold and dead.
The sight of Annie, arrayed in a freshly-ironed
white dress and sitting in the carriage behind Peter,
gave Rachel a disagreeable shock.
"Mr. Hart thought very likely you'd come on the
Express, and he sent me along for the drive," and
Annie moved her starched flounces that Rachel might
sit beside her. "Was it hot in the city?"
"Yes, very."
"And did you go to the marble works to see the
new machine? Alexander said that he had asked you."
"Yes, I went there; but it was Saturday and they
had closed down."
"Oh—then nothing came of your visit?"
Rachel shivered.
"All the same," the other continued, "it's very
remarkable, that machine; and the best of it is, though I
don't suppose you'll think so, Alexander is entitled
to all he makes on it and he's going to make a good
deal. You see, it's this way," she explained,
"Mr. Watson, Mr. Hart—none of the Company, in fact,
took a bit of stock in that marble-cutting scheme when
Alexander outlined it for them. They said: 'There's
nothing in it; you go ahead with the organ attachment,
don't let anything come before that; and work out the
marble-cutting machine on the side and you're
welcome to all you make on it.' And Alexander worked
out the whole thing and even made the big model on
three Sundays and the Fourth of July, which came
on Monday. Those four days were sufficient, and
it's proved a triumph—really a great triumph. But
I suppose he's told you. He said he was going to;
and I thought it would be all right, for I knew you'd
be on Alexander's side and would see that what he's
done is perfectly fair."
Rachel nodded. "Perfectly fair," she murmured.
She had been asking herself while they had been
driving along, what Annie's mode of escape was.
Now she knew. "It's the accumulation of things,"
she told herself. "Annie thinks if Emil can earn
enough money so that they can have things, she'll be
more than she is now."
"If they pay him as much as they promised to,
those Italians up there," Annie continued, "I don't
see why we shouldn't have a little cottage in the fall
on the outskirts of the city somewhere, and Alexander
could go in to his work."
"Didn't I say so?" Rachel thought; and she was
delighted at her own astuteness.
The carriage lamps were lighted and by the aid of
these and the shining of the full moon, she could see
her companion distinctly even to the tiny freckles that
covered the bridge of her nose. Freckles and all,
however, Annie was looking undeniably pretty in a fresh
and innocent, if somewhat meaningless, way. Annie's
emotions were those of a child, Rachel told herself,
trying to lighten her burden of self-reproach and shame.
They arrived at the gate of Gray Arches which was
cut through an evergreen hedge and guarded by two
large ornamental lamps, that, being rusty and out of
order, were never lighted. The carriage rolled over the
sand of the avenue, past some large bushes of
rhododendron and arrived before the steps of the
glass-enclosed porch. Simon hastened out of the house
and helped them to alight.
"So you caught the Express all right?" he cried;
then added, in an undertone as he took Rachel's arm,
"I sent her to meet you, because I knew she'd enjoy
the drive. St. Ives is in the city to-day and I asked
her to dine with us."
A few moments later Rachel stood at the window
of her room.
Below in the garden Annie was standing beside
Simon. He had picked up a pebble from the path.
"Do you know," she heard him say in the tone he
always assumed when communicating information,
"I've noticed that a great many of these pebbles are
of the amethyst variety."
"It's curious," she thought, approaching the
washstand, "what Simon sees in Annie. He can't do
enough for her, apparently. She's over here all the
time now."
She began drawing off her rings, but the wedding
ring resisted and she was obliged to hold the finger
under a faucet. Her face assumed a moody, desperate
expression. The world had shrunk to the round
of her wedding ring.
She plunged her face into the cold water. What
should she put on? Emil had called her beautiful.
Was it true that she was beautiful? She put on a
light dress trimmed with insertions of real lace, a
dress much too elaborate for the occasion, and went
downstairs.
In the dining room the party was awaiting her,
and Simon had lit the wax candles in the large
candelabra in honour of Annie's presence. In the
shifting radiance which is a peculiarity of candle light,
Rachel's beauty shone forth triumphantly. Annie in
her freshly-starched frock, with her smooth blond
little head and her unimaginative glance, looked like a
daisy of the kind that grows by the thousand in the
fields, beside some rare flower that had opened its
petals to their extreme limit. There was no mystery
in Annie; but Rachel was all mystery, all passion, all
fire. Something unusual escaped from the glances
she lifted, and from those she half-concealed.
Shadows teased the corners of her mouth and sank into
the slight hollow at the base of her throat. Light
bathed her brow. Something that was at once the
"joy of her soul" and the grief of her soul trembled
from between her parted lips.
André could not take his eyes from her; and, as
he looked, an immeasurable anguish mingled with his
delight.
"I must catch the train in the morning, Rachel,"
Simon remarked as they rose from the table, "a note
from Theresa says Father is ailing. Nothing serious,
I infer, but I shall spend the day in town to-morrow,
lunch with him, and then I shall know all I wish.
Watch a man when he's taking his food and you can
judge fairly of his condition."
Rachel cast a scornful glance at her husband.
Everything he said to-night annoyed her. But his next
words made her ashamed.
"I wish I could bring Father out here," he added,
"but the doctor is against it and perhaps he's right."
She turned impulsively with some idea of making
amends for her thoughts. But when Simon, as they
were leaving the dining room, inclined his head toward
hers, she sprang aside, giving him a strange look in the
face.
Of course she must tell him everything; but not
to-night—to-night, she thought, he seemed particularly
contented. He had gone now to get his hat. The
clouds on the previous day had not emptied themselves.
Now they once more drove through the heavens,
though the moon, at present, shone victoriously. As
Annie feared for her starched dress, Simon was going
to take her home at once.
When the door had closed upon them, Rachel went
into the front room. André was sitting before one
of the long windows, the casement of which lay back
against the wall. In one of the upper panes of glass,
swimming through a bank of wild clouds, the moon
was reflected. It was as if the moon were in the room.
The heat had increased; lightning played along the sky,
and in the garden, the shrubbery, half shrouded in a
silvery mist, was motionless.
"Play something for me, André," Rachel said; and
going to the window, she stood with her hands clasped
behind her neck. How get through this evening—how
get through her entire life?
"I thought out a piece after you left Pemoquod.
I will play that for you." And passing to the mantel,
André took down his fiddle. "I call it your piece,"
he added softly.
But Rachel, her eyes on the gleaming garden, did not
hear him.
Presently, a mournful and plaintive air, like the
voice of a child giving way to grief, began to float
through the room. It was instinctive playing, devoid
of skill in the technical sense; none the less the sound
of the strings was wistful, heart-rending. And
suddenly the song gained in force and rang out powerfully;
the crude, passionate, beseeching melody flowed
from under the nervous, swift-moving bow, and such
tenderness and devotion mingled with its flowing, such
piercingly-sweet supplication, that Rachel, laying her
face on her arm, supported herself against the casement.
And André, his dark head bent, his cheek pressed
to the violin, conscious that she was there before him
in her rich dress, played like one in an ecstasy. His
body swayed, tears stood on his pale cheeks, but his
eyes were closed.
At last, unable to endure the constantly recurring
love motif, which was sweeter than the moon, more
fathomless than the white moon drowned in space,
Rachel fled through the long window. With a fierce
movement she lifted her arms above her head; then,
as if broken, rested her face against a tree. Rising
from the ground beneath her feet, floating between
the branches of the mist-hung trees, thrilling through
all the spaces of the still and waiting garden, ran
the fire of that exquisite melody, sounded those strains
of pure and youthful love.
Presently a flowering shrub moved slightly. Some
branches that overhung a path stirred; then everything
was motionless.
She raised her head, her whole frame quivering like
a tightly drawn bow.
Out of the shadows, running rather than walking,
Emil was advancing.
With one movement she sprang to him and, uttering
a low cry, he caught her.
Each on the lips of the other, their souls were
drowned in oblivion; for if he kissed her, she as openly
kissed him; and if her cheeks were drenched with
tears, they certainly were not all of her own shedding.
Tempestuous, tragic emotion overflowed the hearts of
both. In the delicious anguish of their embrace, the
memory of life with its pitiful conventions dropped
from them. Loyalty was an empty word, pity a name.
Their clinging arms its walls, their shining eyes its
stars, they stood apart in a universe new-made.
And from the old, old sky the moon that watches
over this paltry world of man with his misery and his
bliss,—the moon looked down on them. Changing
her position on her cloudbank, like a head lolling lazily
on a pillow, the moon bestowed on the pair of
bewildered children the same glance of remote
indulgence she recently had bestowed on the lovers in the
Garden of Eden. She threw her brightness over their
clasping arms and eloquent faces, and with her
radiance mischievously deepened the glamour of that
supreme moment in their infinitesimal lives. Then
sinking amid the down of her pillow, she temporarily
disappeared.
"Rachel, what did you mean by leaving me the
way you did this afternoon?" Emil whispered, pausing
long enough between his kisses to hold back her head,
while he looked down into her eyes with his own
which were fierce and wet; "Didn't you know it would
be useless?"
His words roused her from the spell that had
enwrapped her. Freeing herself with violence, she
turned on him. The crimson had dropped from her
cheek like the colours from a mast head.
"Emil, leave me!"
His eyes glowed with a peculiar brilliance:
"Leave you, my own? I'll never leave you! and
you'll never leave me again; that couldn't happen more
than once!"
And as she looked at him, she understood that he
could conceive of nothing strong enough to deter him
from following the dictates of his pagan and powerful
nature.
"Go away, Emil," she said dully, "if you have any
love for me—any pity even." Her brows drew
together with hopeless obstinacy. She turned.
With one stride he was beside her and had caught
her hand. "Listen to me, love," he cried, and a
curious mingling of command, entreaty and supplication
trembled in the words, "to-morrow is Sunday, there
is a train in the afternoon at six; I'll wait for you in
that little grove near the station. Do you understand?"
"No;" and she stared back at him, all in a blaze.
"Oh, yes you do," he said gently; "I mean that
we'll go off somewhere—far, far away. We'll have
a cottage on a beach, something like this one here; and
we'll have a boat. And there'll be nothing to come
between us any more. All that is past. We'll forget
it, as if it had never been, and we'll live for each
other. And perhaps, later, if you are willing," he
pursued, carried away by his visions, "we'll have
Mother join us; for you'll take to Mother, Rachel, and
she'll take to you. Then, how I will work! I'll astonish
you; I'll astonish the world. I'll make you a proud
and happy woman, but it will all be owing to you."
"But Simon—Annie—what of them?" she broke
in upon him hastily, for she feared this last argument
more than she feared death.
"Well, what of them?" he interrogated, purposely
misinterpreting her. "To be sure, Annie scarcely lets
me out of her sight these days," he added thoughtfully.
"She understands about as much as a humming-bird
how such a chap as I has to do his work,
and she's eternally standing at my elbow and egging
me on. It will be a little difficult to slip away.
However, I'll tell her that I'm obliged to see those fellows
in the Bronx,—which is quite true," he finished with
a brightening smile. "And then another thing that
will make my getting away easy, Annie takes a nap
now every afternoon, so it can be readily arranged.
We'll simply walk away from this, Rachel—we'll
leave it all."
She heard in these words the declaration of one who
refuses to be fettered by life; who, instead of being
hampered by its conventions, rises superior to them.
The simplicity of the point of view transfixed her.
Ordinarily Emil would have been swift to note and
follow up the advantage he had gained; but, as he
looked upon Rachel, the quality of her resistance
struck him for the first time; thereupon that primitive
something which in him took the place of conscience
stirred ever so slightly. For a brief instant he saw the
line of conduct he was tracing so blithely for the
pair of them, in a novel and uncomfortable light. A
burning emotion rose from the depths of his soul, and
in its wake it carried new and troubling questions.
He waved his arms vehemently as if to drive this
brood of questions from him. But the new emotion
persisted, and seemed to fill his breast.
"I don't pretend to know much about any question
of right or wrong," he murmured, all at once humble;
"but it seems to me, love such as ours is beyond all
that. As for Annie," he went on, his confidence in
himself restored, "she won't be sorry to be rid of
me when she gets over the first surprise. Her parents
are forever urging her to come home, and you
remember she did leave me a while ago. Ours was a
daft marriage if there ever was one," he continued,
"for two unliker people were never yoked together.
And the life she'll lead with her parents will suit
Annie far better. Poor kitten," he commented with
unwonted softness, "she was never made for hardships,
and we'll be doing her no wrong. The thing
I'm striving after means less than nothing to Annie,
and there's where you are different, Rachel. You'll
be patient till I do succeed; but I'll not keep you
waiting long, sweet, for your presence will brace me so that
I can't fail. Then take your husband," he pursued,
with a steady glance under her lids, "is he a fit mate
for you? Ask yourself? No, no, my own, my
darling, we are the fit mates!"
Strongly, in spite of her swift denying, even with
sobs, he drew her to his breast.
And through the garden, André's song of love struck
on their ears. It wrapped them round like the voice
of their own passion. It increased perceptibly in
volume as though the player were drawing near. Then,
its strains which leapt on a sudden to those of triumph,
ceased:—there came a crash.
Rachel struggled to escape, and she did escape. She
retraced the few steps of the path, she entered the
house through the long window. Something flashed
past her and disappeared in the shrubbery. On the sill
she stumbled over a dark object which gave out a faint
discordant sound. It was André's violin with its
strings still vibrating.
Some hours later Rachel sat at a window of her
room with her forehead resting on her hands. The
clouds by this time covered the face of the moon;
and the darkness was enlivened by patches and scars
of lightning, as though the heavens were being laid
open with a fiery whip. Rain fell. A fine spray of
moisture penetrated the ragged awning. Rachel never
stirred.
A dull lethargy had descended on her. She no
longer thought of Emil or of her husband. She had
but one sensation—the inevitable had happened. The
fury of the storm brought her a sense of relief. At
moments she felt herself being carried forward by a
dark irresistible current. None the less her determination,
like an anchor, held. She never faltered in her
resolution to leave Gray Arches; she even heard herself
explaining the matter to Simon and she saw his face.
His fingers trembled through his hair, his jaw fell, all
the blood receded from his cheek. "But why disturb
him?" she thought; "why should he be made to
suffer?" No, plainly, she must invent some pretext for
leaving, then go at once. She must not see Emil again.
Without realizing it, Rachel dropped at last into a
troubled sleep, from which she was aroused by a rap
on the door.
"Oh, has he gone?" she cried, starting to her feet,
and she pushed back the hair from her face. "Has
Simon gone?"
The very possibility that her husband already had
started for the city, in view of her resolution, seemed
to her a tragedy.
Emily, after a short, sharp inspection of her, laid
a pile of freshly-ironed linen on a chair.
"Yes," she answered, "he knocked at your door,
but you gave no sign and he didn't like to disturb you.
Peter was slow harnessing and Mr. Hart was afraid
he wouldn't make the train, but he must have made
it or he'd be back by now. It is after eight o'clock."
Rachel sank into her chair with huddled knees. She
looked as if she never intended to move again.
Emily took her wrist. "Wouldn't you like your
coffee here?"
Rachel looked up at her stupidly.
Emily repeated the question; she even broke into
scolding as she brought a loose gown to the other and
insisted on her removing her dress. But once outside
the door, Emily extended both hands as if appealing
to a protective Providence. "A nice state of things!"
she muttered, with an expression of mingled pain,
indignation and perfect comprehension.
But when she appeared with the breakfast tray a
few moments later she was as stern of aspect as
before. After shaking out a table-cloth, she placed the
tray on a little stand at Rachel's elbow.
But Rachel turned away. With her head propped
on her two hands, she stared in front of her; and
nothing Emily could say served to draw her from this
state.
That morning the little toy-maker could not work
as usual. A tiny parachute was very nearly ruined
by an ill-directed movement of the shears; and a piece
of green satin for the aeronaut's coat was utterly
spoiled by tears, which she scorned to notice, falling
upon it. She was so upset that more than once the
utensils of her craft rolled on the floor while her
hands dropped to her knees. To herself Emily fiercely
denied any attraction in Emil and she praised staunchly
every one of Simon Hart's qualities.
About one o'clock Rachel, after refusing luncheon,
left the house for a walk; and Emily, having satisfied
herself that the other went to the beach, lay down on
her bed. "Let her tire herself out; it is the best thing
she can do," Emily murmured, and dropped asleep,
with a tear standing in a furrow under one eye.
The caretaker, who served in the capacity of cook,
in company with her husband and the other servants,
was spending the day with friends and would not
return until late; even Peter, the coachman, was away
for the afternoon. Meanwhile, in this house far
removed from the city, the stillness which is peculiar
to the Sabbath, deepened.
Rachel walked the beach. She sat down, but immediately
rose again. Not only her own life, but all the
life about her seemed suspended.
Emil was on his way to the station now; in her
mind she could see him swinging along the road: so
robust and naïve was his egotism, he would never
question for a moment that she would come. At
the thought of his disappointment, she began sobbing
with her handkerchief to her lips. All sorts of dark
thoughts rose indistinctly from the depths of her soul.
Simon, save for one failing, was hopelessly free of
faults; he was almost perfect. Scarcely aware of
what was passing in her mind, she began picturing
what would happen in case of his death. But there
was Annie. However, Annie could obtain a divorce;
she could return, as Emil had said, to her parents.
Rachel arranged every detail of the situation; but
these scarcely articulate plans, these involuntary
dreams, were accompanied by a physical sensation of
shame—revulsion.
She shook herself free of the sorry brood and looked
about her. Had she been there an hour, two hours,
five minutes? She did not know. Presently a vesper
bell from a distant village sounded intermittently above
the plashing of the waves. With her hand pressed
to her heart, she listened. Then she sped to the house.
In the hallway the old-fashioned clock marked a
quarter past five. Three quarters of an hour more!
There was still time to meet Emil! And she pictured
him waiting for her in the grove near the station,
impatiently scanning the road. Reaching her room,
she flung herself into a chair and clung to its arms to
prevent herself from answering the summons. Dumb,
breathless, distraught, with her head hanging on her
breast, she listened to the measured ticking of the
clock which reached her from the hall. She could still
restrain her body, but she could not control her mind.
"To-day decides my fate; either I go with Emil
now, or I remain with Simon forever. To-day
decides my fate."
She seemed to have a fondness for the phrase for
she said it over and over.
"If I remain with Simon, all will go on as before;
but if I go with Emil—"
She closed her eyes. The walls of the room dropped
away and she saw a landscape. Sedge grass bordered
the road to the station. In it she sank repeatedly
and its brown waves washed over her head. But ever
before her was Emil. Infinitely multiplied, he smiled
at her from the leaves, the grass, the dust. The faces
resolved themselves into one face. He drew near; she
was penetrated by his presence. All the love in her,
all the joy of which she was capable, was revealed.
She clasped her hands about his neck, she laid her
face on his breast, and the past with its futile
struggles, its anguish, like a bad dream, receded
from her.
Then she recognized the sunlight striking through
the white shades of the room. It was tracing the
usual pattern on the floor and glistening indolently
on the brass knobs of the dressing-table.
With a cry she started to her feet. Maddened, she
began to heap some articles into a dressing-bag. She
was turning from her bureau to the bag when John
Smith's letter, which she had not yet read, caught her
eye. It was propped against the frame of the mirror.
She put out a hand.
With his closely-written pages which she passed
over, there was a little yellow note directed to her
mother in a feeble scrawl. Leaning against the
embrasure of the window, Rachel unfolded the note
almost against her will. But the more she endeavoured
to fix her attention upon it, the more confused
she became.
"My dear Lavina: I ought not to have left you—"
She stared at the words, which trailed off into an
illegible run of characters; and the note with its
message for another heart, stilled now these twenty years,
slipped from her fingers.
Outside the sunlight danced on the multitudinous
leaves and shimmered on the gravel path. Except
for the sound of the sea all was silence. A passing
breeze fluttered the paper at her feet and the room
was filled with the subtle exhalation of that old regret.
She was on her knees. She still saw Emil, heard
his voice; and as if grasping something, she opened
her arms and carried them back against her heart
while her whole frame trembled.
Then the miracle held her spell-bound:
She had been saved from the irretrievable step;
she had been plucked back from the rock's edge.
Slowly, slowly the dry heart-flames subsided. As
mists rose from the ground in summer after the heat
and fever of the day, so something pure as childhood,
sweet as the aspirations of early youth, rose
from the depths of her soul. All the treachery, all
the longing of purely selfish love was annihilated.
It was one of those crises when the heart sets wide
its doors; when the emotion that was personal
becomes universal.
The shrubbery was alive with insects, murmuring
gently; and amid the foliage of the trees, the birds
were preparing to go to roost. They had reached
those wistful days in late summer, which by the sea
fade away in evenings of gold and rose, which fade
away into the sea itself. A little wind set all the leaves
astir. As she looked toward the sea, a wonderful
serenity seemed to fall upon her from that radiant
sunset sky, seemed to light on her like a benediction
from the dying day.
She turned her eyes in the direction of the gardener's
cottage. Owing to a row of large trees and
an intervening wall, barely more than its red pointed
roof was visible. Buried in greenery, bathed in the
calm light, it had, at this distance, an ethereal, unreal
aspect, like a cottage seen in a picture. About it
nothing stirred. But, as she looked, a trail of smoke
appeared above a rear gable. This doubled angrily
upon itself, then spread out in the still air like a fan.
It became in an instant an all-enveloping sable mass
crossed by licking tongues of red. In the midst of
the sweet country, the cottage in utter silence was
being destroyed, its burning but emphasizing the
surrounding peace.
Rachel's feet scarcely touched the stairs. She was
out of doors and crossing the lawn without realizing
her own movements. As she ran, she cried for
help. But she recollected that all the servants were
away. André had not been seen since the evening
before; and, except for Emily Short asleep in a
distant wing, the place was deserted. She had gone
but a few steps when a cry of horror burst from her.
Annie! Where was Annie? When not engaged in
hanging about Emil while he worked, she was in the
habit of visiting at the big house. But that day
Rachel had not seen her. Then she recollected Emil's
words about his wife's habit of taking a nap in the
afternoon.
"Annie!—wake up!—Fire!"
Rachel's cries were confused. She was breathless,
almost falling; but despite this excitement, the
wonderful sense of peace that had come to her remained
in her heart like a dove in its nest.
She stumbled once as she crossed the lawn, and
once her dress caught on a branch. She wrenched
it free. Beyond the wall the longer, coarser grass
impeded her steps and the rays of the setting sun,
glancing across the grass, seemed coming to meet her.
"Fire! Annie, fire!" she called.
She was near enough to the cottage now to make
out that its windows and doors were closed. She
sprang up the path and the hot breath of flames
struck into her face. She tried the door, it was
locked; and she divined what had happened. Annie
had feared to go to sleep with the cottage open; when
Emil had started for the station, she had locked herself in.
In a frenzy, Rachel beat upon the door with her
flattened palms. The vine over her head was fluttering
in a keen breeze and all its leaves were curling.
She wrenched open the nearest blind and the slat
already smoking, scorched her hands. This house
of old and seasoned timbers was burning like paper.
She climbed over the sill.
Face down, with the skirt of her dress drawn over
her head and across her mouth, she groped her way
to the chamber. She felt along the bed; it was empty.
Then out into the living room where the organ stood,
with lurid flashes playing over its keys, she stumbled.
And there, lying across the threshold, was something
that yielded to her touch yet resisted it. Gathering
Annie in her arms, folding her in a spread which
she tore from a table, Rachel groped her way back
to the window. The walls of the cottage seemed
drawing together like the fingers of a hand about to
close; but she scarcely felt the intense heat, was
scarcely aware of the suffocating smoke, because of
that emotion which was more than joy as it was more
than peace.
As she half-dragged, half-carried her insensible
burden to the window, she felt the joy of that Freedom
of which she had ever dreamed.
Annie's head fell back lifeless, and her arms hung
inert; but a slight shiver ran through her body, when,
with a supreme effort, Rachel lifted her to the sill.
For an instant she balanced her burden there; then,
not knowing what she did, blinded by the smoke,
the flames that all at once darted out upon her from
every direction, she thrust the body through the window.
She had a sense that it was received—that someone,
in a frantic dear and well-known voice, called
her name. She tried to follow, to struggle into the
sweet air, where beyond the smoke and the flames,
she knew the leaves were still dancing. But
something heavy, inflexible, struck her head.
She fell back into the darkness.
Some minutes before the flames made their
appearance above the surrounding trees, a sombre scene took
place on a slight rise of ground at the rear of the
cottage.
As Ding Dong, carrying a pail of milk he had secured
at a neighbouring farm, sauntered unsuspecting
toward his master's dwelling, he felt himself seized
from behind by the waist and shoulders; his arms
grasped, bent, wrenched, his feet thrust from under
him. Dumfounded, he sprawled on the ground with
fingers of steel at his throat. Athwart a reddish haze
he saw the livid countenance and bloodshot eyes of
the young man who had made his appearance at
Gray Arches a day or two before.
With writhings and twistings, Ding Dong tried to
wrap his assailant in sinewy arms, to close with him,
to crush him in a mighty embrace; the other fought
with the strength of desperation.
Finally, pinning Ding Dong to the earth, André
flung a look toward the cottage. The flames were
now mounting above the trees. A savage joy distorted
his face.
He laughed.
At the same instant Ding Dong, hurled him aside.
Seeing the flames, the fellow started for the cottage
with André after him, but he had gone but a short
distance, when he halted and lifted his arm.
A mournful procession was slowly crossing the
open field in the light of the waning day and André,
rigid, his head advanced, caught the flutter of a
familiar dress, saw a deathlike face.
The locked doors and windows had deceived him.
Believing the cottage deserted, he had sought to
destroy the organ which, in his blindness, he thought
recommended the inventor to Rachel's favour; and he
had destroyed instead the object of his own
devotion—his own love.
The flames leaping into the sky revealed all the
impotence of that act of jealousy and revenge.
"No, we might disturb her, and she appears to be
resting quietly. In her case it's a little natural
exhaustion. As for Mrs. Hart—the spine, I'm afraid.
She rescued this one, I understand. Well, she paid the
price. As for the young man, he couldn't have been in
the water above half an hour. Yes, a tragedy."
The steps, which had merely paused at the door,
passed on.
Annie sat up in the bed.
It was true then; that strangled awakening, that
battle with the smoke, Rachel's voice faintly heard.
In her dream—or what she had been striving to
believe a dream—Rachel had saved her; and the dream
was truth.
The impatient, not quite friendly Rachel throwing
her own life away to save hers! Annie's stunned
mind failed to grasp the novel vision. A lamp stood
on a chair. Judging by the amount of oil remaining
in the glass receptacle, the lamp had been
burning there for many hours. Annie stared at the light;
then, a little ball of misery and bewilderment, she
wept against the pillows.
Presently the instinct awoke in her to find the one
who was her natural comforter.
Slipping from the bed, she stood up on her feet. At
first she swayed dizzily. Then she managed to dress
herself and quitted the room.
She reached the lighted passage. The entire east
wing of the house, she discovered, was brightly
illuminated. She steadied herself against the wall and
peered in the direction whence came a muffled sobbing.
Outside Rachel's door Simon Hart stood with his face
in his hands.
"Oh be careful!" he implored as she approached.
He had heard somewhere that in cases of injury to
the spine the least jar to the patient was sometimes
fatal. He looked at Annie without recognizing her
and the tears which he made no effort to conceal,
streamed down his face from his eyes which were
filled with blank, inconceivable despair.
At that moment the door of the chamber opened;
a physician emerged. Simon caught him by the arms.
"Is there no change, Doctor?"
"Not yet. There—there, my poor fellow, have
courage."
"But I may go in for a moment? I don't ask to
remain."
"Yes, if you will be calm."
"Oh, I will be calm, quite calm. You can trust
me for that. But wait—this trembling—" And
with his massive shoulders bent forward, Simon
stole into the room.
"What, you?" And the physician caught Annie's
elbow.
She looked at him.
He released her.
Between the muslin curtains, the night entered in
its freshness. Every breeze bore tree odours, vine
odours, flower odours. In the subdued light the bed
gleamed an island of bluish white.
They had placed Rachel on a flat mattress, not
venturing even to braid her hair. Instead, those rich and
heavy locks that of late had breathed so poignantly a
youthful beauty and pride, were spread over the linen
where they framed the poor pallid cheeks. As she
lay on her back, the lines of her mouth appeared
slightly accentuated. Her arms were laid straight to
her sides. Never did Death more completely express
detachment. At the bed's foot stood Emily Short,
her apron to her lips. A nurse in a starched cap
noiselessly altered the position of a screen.
The thrilling brave act was apparent. Annie stood
a figure abashed and small and unworthy.
Simon was unable to restrain his sobs. The physician
laid a hand on his shoulder and he obeyed as
unquestioningly as a child. Bending over Rachel he
kissed her forehead; then followed the doctor out of
the chamber. Annie kept at their heels.
The physician began to consult Simon about some
matter and, unobserved, Annie passed them. She
descended the stairs. Under the door of the front
room there appeared a streak of light. She rapped:
there was no answer; someone was in there who could
not answer.
Filled with a confused memory, conjured terrors,
she hastened down the hall. Very carefully and with
great difficulty she opened the heavy front door and
stepped out on the porch. In the light that streamed
from that east wing, she saw Emil. He was standing
with his shoulders against a tree. Her impulse
was to run to him; she checked it.
Beneath his disordered mane his face was wild and
haggard, and his eyes, raised to a certain window,
were filled with an agony no tears had come to
relieve. Occasionally his chest lifted with a sigh.
Seized by the selfish anguish of love, Annie thrust
out her chin.
He did not belong to her, he belonged to Rachel!
She had always suspected.
The next instant, however, the memory of what
was flashed before her and like a flame for which
there is no fuel, jealousy died in her breast. And
what remained? A disconcerted self that wept under
its own examining eyes.
"I never could have done what Rachel did," she
thought forlornly; "I never could. And Emil knew
she was different from me, he knew she was strong;
and he loved her. I don't blame him," with a low
catch of the breath,—"No, I don't blame him. How
could he help it?"
Hour after hour, sick and weak, she clung to a
pillar of the porch conscious only of an intensified
confusion, a profound loneliness. Gradually, as she
listened to those long deep sighs, she ceased to think
of herself and longed to console Emil. But
henceforth he must hate her as the cause of Rachel's
death. The realization sent her into deeper shadow.
So they stood within a few yards of each other and
only when dawn began to show faintly over the water,
did Annie enter the house.
She saw no one from that east wing but the doctor,
who took her wrist, feeling the pulse.
"Not the thing yet," he said, "though a decided
improvement over yesterday. But you must show a
better face than this."
She asked after Rachel.
He pretended to consult his watch.
She stepped in front of him, "Is there any chance
for her, Doctor?"
He met her eyes then gravely. "There is about
one chance in a hundred of her recovery; but go and
get something to eat. You will find the servants
about. I am going to the city now; I shall be back
again on the noon train."
Annie went to the kitchen; she found the cook who
gave her steaming coffee. She did not drink the
coffee, but carried it through the house and out into the
garden. She understood that Emil, fearing to
betray his grief, had moved away at the doctor's
approach. She went to the tree by which he had been
standing and placed the coffee on the grass.
A few moments later he returned. He did not
notice the cup until he had upset it; then he stared at the
stupidly rolling china, and immediately struck off
toward the beach.
Obscurely afraid of bringing shame on her who was
dying, he shunned everyone. He remained on the
beach, alternately watching the house from a distance,
and pacing up and down.
At noon Annie ventured in the direction he had
taken. He was no longer in sight. She went only
a short way, then placed a basket of food where it
could not escape his eye. Her preoccupation with her
husband kept her from dwelling on more tragic matters.
The next day, when she was taking his dinner to
the shore, Emil spied her. She set down the basket
hastily and started to run. But he beckoned to her
and then called.
She went to him, lifting up a suppliant face.
His eyes as she drew near, held the look of an
animal that consciously awaits slaughter:
"How is she?"
As she did not answer at once, not knowing how
to say what she must say, he caught her shoulder in
a grip that spoke the madness of torture. "For
God's sake, tell me!" he almost shouted.
"There is one chance in a hundred, Alexander,"
she said; "but there is one chance."
His head went up and his hand dropped.
Presently, with a convulsive breath:
"I've been a coward. I've dodged the
doctor—couldn't ask him." His hands clenched. "Does
she suffer?" he asked, and swung a look on her.
"No, she does not suffer," Annie answered. "She
lies there very still as though she were asleep; and
her husband stands outside the door and will not let
anyone move in that part of the house. And in the
front room, that strange young man who came the
other day is lying dead. It seems he was sort of
unbalanced, and it was he who set the fire; Ding Dong
knows he did, for he tried to keep Ding Dong from
giving the alarm. And then he drowned himself."
But her husband was interested in no one but
Rachel. Haggard and unkempt, he stared at the
water.
"I don't know anything about a God," he said
slowly, "about a Creator, but if He—if she lives,"
he amended, "I'll take my oath to give her up as she
plead with me to. I'll never trouble her again though
it tears my heart out. I ask only that she shall live."
"There is one chance, Alexander," Annie said bravely.
He looked around at her; then took her hand.
They sat down side by side and stared at the waves.
Annie waved one hand aloft. When she spied
her husband on the beach, she waved the other hand.
Her movement suggested flying.
"Conscious!" she cried, "she's conscious; she's
going to get well!"
Emil gazed at her as at an apparition. His knees
bent, he dropped in a heap on the sand.
Annie stooped to him: "It's life—life—life,
Alexander!" she panted; "not death—life!"
His arms went about his head.
Annie knelt and put an arm around his heaving
shoulders. She flung back her hair, lifting her face.
"Life, life, life!" she whispered.
And it was life.
Early on the morning of the third day following
the catastrophe, the doctor spoke cautiously of an
improvement in the patient; there was unquestionably a
favourable change. But it was only when Rachel
followed the first vague opening of her eyes with a
stirring of her hands, that he spoke heartily of
recovery. No injury to the spine, that was clear.
Merely a brain concussion, as he had hoped. But any
excitement coming to her now—the doctor closed his
medicine case with a snap.
There was the difficulty. How to keep his wife in
a state of perfect tranquillity, this was Simon's
problem. Hour after hour his vigilance did duty in
her chamber; but when they came, those questions
of hers, so weak he had to lean to catch them, yet
charged with eagerness, he knew not how to stem
the tide.
Her first word was of Annie. To Simon this question,
after the long stillness, was like a star trembling
out of complete black night. He could have wept
on hearing her.
"Is Annie safe?" she murmured, and followed
the inquiry with a beseeching glance; "is she well?"
Mindful of his task, he lifted an admonishing
finger, while answering her strongly in the affirmative.
"Annie," he said, "is safe and sound; she's as
right as possible."
She smiled up at him, a picture of peace and
thankfulness. But a few moments later anxiety spoke in
a soft contraction of her brow: "Emil—is he well?"
"Yes, he's well; we're all well, and all of us in
high spirits because of you, dear. But you must
obey the doctor."
Once more Rachel exhibited a face of repose; but
almost immediately her eyes flew wide.
"All?" she echoed, "you said all?"
Simon repeated his words stoutly.
"André too?"
He bent his head with a stifled "yes."
At something in his voice, she managed to lift herself,
and as she looked at him a colourless and piteous
smile came upon her lips.
"Not André," she said.
"Why do you say that?" and, settling her on
the pillows, he affected to laugh at the fancy, but her
changed aspect alarmed him.
"Because of your face, because I did not see André
after—" Her features seemed hidden beneath a veil
of dumb suffering. Then her whole countenance shut
on a thought; an immense concentration chained her.
Directly she felt for his hand.
"André is still here?" she asked.
"Yes."
"May I see him?"
Simon's look wavered and his eyes sank under hers.
His attempt to deceive was manifest, plain as the
Writing on the Wall.
"Oh not now," he said, striving for an air that
should restore her confidence, "you can't see anyone
now, you know."
But her suspicions were past allaying, though she
swerved swiftly to another question.
"The fire," she demanded. "Do they know what
caused the fire?"
"Oh, some carelessness, doubtless. Mrs. St. Ives
may have dropped a match."
Once more Rachel half lifted herself. She shook
her head, scanning him fixedly.
"Annie was asleep—the cottage locked. Simon,
is it known who set that fire?"
He gasped, unable to believe the astonishing thing:
she was actually taking the facts from his mind. He
opened his lips, but she needed no answer.
"Oh," she whispered, on a long breath, "I understand.
And now—now where is he?" and her fingers
closed on his convulsively. "Now?" Her voice rose.
Helplessly Simon met her look and his jaw hung.
"He is dead," she said, and relaxed her hold.
Seeing that she had guessed all through the marvellous
second-sight of love, Simon told her the story
briefly, striving, however, to lessen its sadness by
relating it in a voice soothing as the ripple of a stream.
"And directions came to-day from the mother," he
concluded, "so St. Ives can start with the—the boy,
to-morrow morning early. There's a milk train passes
through here at five; it will be flagged. In that way
St. Ives will make good connections. As for
Mrs. St. Ives—" Simon might have been telling her any
news, save that he hastened his speech a little as he
struck into this new subject—"she goes along too.
She will stop in the city, however, for the John Street
place is all ready for occupancy and it seemed
wisest— My darling Rachel! my own reasonable brave
girl!" he cried. "You know you always said the lad
was not quite right mentally and he certainly had
that air; the servants all remarked it."
From her closed eyes, over her white cheeks, her
tears rolled steadily. "Poor, poor André," she whispered.
She knew—she guessed all. She remembered
praising the organ attachment to André. And later
he had witnessed that mad meeting between her and
Emil in the garden. As she imagined the boy, lost,
wandering, inflamed with jealousy; remorse intolerable
and overwhelming filled her. She had driven
him to the desperate act.
Never the less Simon's gravest apprehensions were
relieved. Almost with the first glimmer of returning
consciousness she had divined the truth and it
had not wrecked her, for after that first rain of tears,
the strange and lofty look of peace returned to her
face. André had been unhappy; now he was no
longer so. His need of her guidance had been
imperative; now that need no longer existed. Dear
heart, dear, simple, clinging soul! And the comforting
comparison struck her of a little lost child with
its hand safely locked at last in the hand of the
All-Father.
She spoke no more until evening; then, as if
pursuing a subject that had just been mentioned:
"And Emil will go with him? He will see André's
mother?"
"Yes, dearest."
"And he will tell her the truth? For you must
explain to Emil, Simon, that he need not hide the
truth from Lizzie. Any fiction about André she'd
see through: she's his mother. And Emil is to say
that I will write and that soon I will come."
"Yes, he will tell her."
"And before they start, Emil and Annie,—they
will come here?"
She was so bent on seeing them it seemed unwise
to oppose her.
When Simon leaned over her bed in the morning,
he knew from her expression that she was alert to
the muffled commotion below stairs—to those sharp
hammerings, those stealthy treads, those
silences—throbbingly alert, although there was no diminution
in the radiance of her eyes.
"They have come, dearest," he said, and left the room.
Emil and Annie came forward. Never before at
any time had they seen Rachel as she appeared to
them now. The courage of her strong young face
was mingled with a look of unutterable sweetness.
She reached a hand to each.
Instantly Annie was on her knees and Rachel had
her head in the curve of a feeble arm. She pressed
Annie's head to her breast with fingers tremulous
with blessing as a mother's. They said
nothing—no words were needed.
Rising, Annie stole to a distant window.
Rachel had kept her hold on Emil. Now once
more she looked at him with a smile that expressed
more love than she had ever shown him before. Such
complete, such utter tenderness, he had never dreamed
eyes could hold. And yet in those soft depths so
earthly-sweet, he saw renunciation shining through
devotion.
He blanched.
In a voice in which there was a tremour she could
not control, Rachel spoke of his work and of
herself as watching his progress with eagerness.
"For I long, I long more than you can realize to
have you make the best possible use of your life. I
have set my hopes on you, such high hopes, Emil;
and you will not disappoint me."
Finally, panting a little but with electrical energy,
with exquisite passionateness, she spoke of the open
vision of love. "It is," she said, letting her eyes
dwell wistfully in his, "the forgetting of ourselves
and—and the abandonment of our self-seeking. This
is the soul's way out. And it is the only way out,"
she insisted.
At first he did not understand, but gradually
as he listened, helpless in his grief, her words opened
out before him like a pathway that led somewhere into
peace.
He looked down at her, his eyes flaming as if all
his life had centralized and focused within them.
Then he bent and laid his forehead on her arm.
What with weak souls requires time, even long
years, powerful natures achieve at once. In the silence
Emil's oath was fulfilled.
Summoning Annie, Rachel kissed her; and the
other, with timid impulsiveness, slipped a little hand
in that of her husband. So they left Rachel. But at
the door they turned. She was still gazing after them
with a mute, almost mystic concentration. Meeting
their look, however, she suddenly smiled and in her
eyes was the splendour of some newly-discovered
truth.
Something she had long wished for had been gained.
She felt a sense of supreme restfulness and this sense
deepened and increased even as she lent an ear to the
sound of the wheels on the gravel, those wheels that
were carrying from her, through the stillness of the
morning world, the two who had loved her wildly and
whom she had loved.
When Simon returned, he found her leaning on
her elbow. The nurse had carried out the night-lamp
and the chamber was filled with a wan half-light.
"The box, Simon, will you hand it to me?"
He did not know at first to what she referred; his
brow flew up in wrinkles: then he brought the little
Swiss clock from its place on her dressing-table.
"Now wind it," she said.
He wound the pretty plaything, and placed it on
her raised knees.
Lying back on her pillows, her hands folded across
her breast, Rachel listened to the tiny bird, and as she
listened, a little, tender, understanding smile touched
her lips.
When the golden shell had closed over the performer
she looked up at her husband:
"Its song is the song of freedom, isn't it?"
But for Simon these words had no meaning. He
had not slept for several nights, and as he replaced
the box in its former position, he stumbled. He took
a chair beside the bed and his head sank. Lower and
lower it sank until it rested on the pillow beside
hers. She laid her hand on it.
And ever the day waxed stronger. Now as the mist
began to lift, the wild birds awoke in the garden.
Here and there from a tree sounded a tentative chirp.
The air moved in currents of keener freshness.
Everything breathed of the dawn. Rachel turned her
eyes to the sea and on her face was the light of her
inner vision.
Thus Love solves all the problems that torture the
soul of man; through beauty and through silence, it
speaks to the heart of a Freedom beyond all its earthly
dreams.
THE END