EDITOR OF “THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1915”
“THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1916”
“THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1917”
“THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1918”
“THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1919”
“THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1920”
“THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1921”
“THE GREAT MODERN ENGLISH STORIES,” ETC.
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Copyright, 1921, by Broom, The Curtis Publishing Company, Brief Stories
Publishing Company and The Pagan Publishing Company.
Copyright, 1922, by The Boston Transcript Company.
Copyright, 1922, by The Dial Publishing Company, Inc., The Pictorial Review
Company, The Junior League Bulletin, George H. Doran Company, The Century
Company, The Metropolitan Magazine Company, Smart Set Company, Inc.,
Margaret C. Anderson, The International Magazine Company (Cosmopolitan),
and Waldo Frank.
Copyright, 1923, by Conrad Aiken, Sherwood Anderson, Konrad Bercovici,
Susan M. Boogher, Frederick Booth, Edna Bryner, Rose Gollup Cohen, Charles J.
Finger, F. Scott Fitzgerald, David Freedman, Katharine Fullerton Gerould, Ben
Hecht, Joseph Hergesheimer, William C. G. Jitro, Ring W. Lardner, James Oppenheim,
Benjamin Rosenblatt, Wilbur Daniel Steele, and Clement Wood.
Copyright, 1923, by Small, Maynard & Company, Inc.
PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
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Forest Hill, Oxon, England, October 10, 1922.
My dear Mr. Herford:
I had just finished star-stamping for the year, and I felt
a bit exhausted when one of those kind friends every one
has, sent me a copy of “Say It with Asterisks,” beautifully
bound. Picture my delight when I discovered that a baffling
problem which had haunted me for weeks was solved.
To whom should I dedicate “The Best Short Stories of
1922”? I could not inscribe it to our Mr. Anderson always,
and yet he insisted upon writing the best stories year after
year. At last I knew. Palmam qui meruit ferat. No
curate’s egg this time! The dedication should read:
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OLIVER HERFORD
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“SUCH IS LIFE”
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For we both deserve it.
Cordially yours,
EDWARD J. O’BRIEN.
BY WAY OF ACKNOWLEDGMENT
Grateful acknowledgment for permission to include the
stories and other material in this volume is made to the
following authors, editors and publishers:
To the Editor of Broom, the Curtis Publishing Company,
the Editor of Brief Stories, the Editor of The Pagan, the
Editor of The Dial, the Editor of The Pictorial Review,
the Editor of The Bookman (New York), the Editor of
The Century, the Editor of The Metropolitan, the Editors
of The Smart Set, Miss Margaret C. Anderson, the Editor
of The Cosmopolitan, Mr. Conrad Aiken, Mr. Sherwood
Anderson, Mr. Konrad Bercovici, Miss Susan M. Boogher,
Mr. Frederick Booth, Miss Edna Bryner, Miss Rose Gollup
Cohen, Mr. Charles J. Finger, Mr. F. Scott Fitzgerald,
Mr. David Freedman, Mrs. Katharine Fullerton Gerould,
Mr. Ben Hecht, Mr. Joseph Hergesheimer, Mr. William
C. G. Jitro, Mr. Ring W. Lardner, Mr. James Oppenheim,
Mr. Benjamin Rosenblatt, Mr. Wilbur Daniel Steele, and
Mr. Clement Wood.
Acknowledgments are specially due to The Boston Evening
Transcript for permission to reprint the large body of
material previously published in its pages.
I shall be grateful to my readers for corrections, and particularly
for suggestions leading to the wider usefulness of
this annual volume. In particular, I shall welcome the
receipt, from authors, editors, publishers, of stories printed
during the period between October, 1922 and September,
1923 inclusive, which have qualities of distinction and yet
are not printed in periodicals falling under my regular
notice. Such communications may be addressed to me at
Forest Hill, Oxfordshire, England.
[1] The order in which the stories in this volume are printed is not
intended to indicate their comparative excellence; the arrangement
is alphabetical by authors.
INTRODUCTION
INTRODUCTION
During the past year I have had occasion to think often
and seriously of disintegration in American literature as a
force which can no longer be ignored. There are times in
the history of a people when disintegration is a form of
creation, and when the cry goes up on all sides: “Écrasez
l’Infame,” it is not generally recognized that this cry is a
passionate prayer. Such a cry is heard in all countries of
Europe today, though it is not yet general, and the question
arises whether it is historically the moment for that cry
or prayer to be uttered by American writers. Well, I do
not think so at all, and yet the cry is usually synchronous
with disintegration.
I do not think so because the disintegration which I see
in American life and literature is the effect of weakness
rather than of strong relentless force. It takes two forms
in the work of our story writers. First of all, we have the
disintegration of laziness and spiritual compromise which
is manifest in the commercial short story’s surrender to the
machine and to business. That is a present fact which can
never be sufficiently taken into account. It follows the line
of least resistance, and utters no cry of passionate conviction.
The second form of disintegration is often thought to be
more subtle, but it is really equally obvious and weak.
Those who manifest it are sitting home quietly observing
the spiritual disintegration of Europe as a fascinating spectacle,
and finding in it only æsthetic values which they long
to imitate. They do not see, or perhaps they do not choose
to see, that the pattern which they admire is the result of
a conflict which they have shirked, and that any attempt
to copy it without undergoing the experience which justifies
it as expression will result only in pastiche, and in bad pastiche
at that. Joyce and Lawrence and other Europeans are
not accidents, but their American imitators may prove to
be serious accidents. Joyce, who will serve very well to
illustrate my point, is subduing the show of things to the
desires of the mind, because he is a possessive European
male who has suffered. Any one of many American writers
whom I refrain from naming perceives the patterned result
of this suffering, but is unable or unwilling to pay the price.
We are told in the Old Testament that Dada followed
Babel as a penalty, and the European Dadaists have only
sought, as critics of a civilization which has become a
spiritual failure, to make this clear by symbols. The
American Dadaists, who seem likely to spring up like mushrooms
from now on, say “Dada” for its own sake, and so
revert to infancy at the moment when men are most needed
to interpret our obscure desires. I find their assumed
superiority to other mortals snobbish, and their æsthetic
attitude is only one present manifestation of the intellectualist
sterility and anæmia from which we have begun to
escape at last. They are taking “Art” entirely too seriously,
and forgetting that every great artist is only great in so far
as he can laugh at his own pretensions a little sadly.
We are also in some danger of seeking romantic escape
from the machine by creating a mysticism of the machine,
and by regarding the machine as something transcendental.
This is sincere enough, because it is the result of action on
the part of those who have suffered from the machine. We
know how deeply rooted is the instinct to lay propitiatory
offerings before something powerful of which we are afraid.
But the artist should not imitate Caliban, even if he does
so beautifully, and so while I recognize the truth underlying
the work of Stieglitz, for example, I cannot accept
this new transcendentalism in American art and literature
as a liberating force. It is clear to me that it is really an
ostrichlike way of accepting slavery.
These remarks are perhaps less irrelevant to the general
reader than he is likely to believe. If our more promising
artists are driven into a cul-de-sac, it is because they perceive
the banality of Main Street, and are seeking a way
out into the country. It is perhaps necessary to continue
trying cul-de-sacs until the right road has been found, and
it may even be probable that when that road is found, many
artists will not be disinterested enough to bring back the
news. The romantic escape of many is perhaps necessary
for the realistic return of one, and all I am seeking to do is
to point out if I can what ways appear to me to be cul-de-sacs,
and what artists seem to have stumbled on the way
out. If these artists run away, something is lost, but more
is lost if they are all driven into narrow cul-de-sacs. Meanwhile,
Sherwood Anderson seems to me the man who is
nearest to finding freedom, and I believe he is also the
man who is most anxious to return to Main Street and
report what he has found.
To repeat what I have said in these pages in previous
years, for the benefit of the reader as yet unacquainted
with my standards and principles of selection, I shall point
out that I have set myself the task of disengaging the
essential human qualities in our contemporary fiction which,
when chronicled conscientiously by our literary artists,
may fairly be called a criticism of life. I am not at all
interested in formulæ, and organized criticism at its best
would be nothing more than dead criticism, as all dogmatic
interpretation of life is always dead. What has interested
me, to the exclusion of other things, is the fresh, living
current which flows through the best American work, and
the psychological and imaginative reality which American
writers have conferred upon it.
No substance is of importance in fiction, unless it is
organic substance, that is to say, substance in which the
pulse of life is beating. Inorganic fiction has been our
curse in the past, and bids fair to remain so, unless we
exercise much greater artistic discrimination than we display
at present.
The present record covers the period from October, 1921,
to September, 1922, inclusive. During this period I have
sought to select from the stories published in American
magazines those which have rendered life imaginatively in
organic substance and artistic form. Substance is something
achieved by the artist in every act of creation, rather
than something already present, and accordingly a fact or
group of facts in a story only attain substantial embodiment
when the artist’s power of compelling imaginative persuasion
transforms them into a living truth. The first test of a
short story, therefore, in any qualitative analysis is to
report upon how vitally compelling the writer makes his
selected facts or incidents. This test may be conveniently
called the test of substance.
But a second test is necessary if the story is to take
rank above other stories. The true artist will seek to shape
this living substance into the most beautiful and satisfying
form, by skillful selection and arrangement of his materials,
and by the most direct and appealing presentation of
it in portrayal and characterization.
The short stories which I have examined in this study,
as in previous years, have fallen naturally into four groups.
The first consists of those stories which fail, in my opinion,
to survive either the test of substance or the test of form.
These stories are listed in the yearbook without comment
or qualifying asterisk. The second group consists of those
stories which may fairly claim that they survive either the
test of substance or the test of form. Each of these
stories may claim to possess either distinction of technique
alone, or more frequently, I am glad to say, a persuasive
sense of life in them to which a reader responds with some
part of his own experience. Stories included in this group
are indicated in the yearbook index by a single asterisk
prefixed to the title.
The third group, which is composed of stories of still
greater distinction, includes such narratives as may lay
convincing claim to a second reading, because each of them
has survived both tests, the test of substance and the test
of form. Stories included in this group are indicated in the
yearbook index by two asterisks prefixed to the title.
Finally, I have recorded the names of a small group of
stories which possess, I believe, the even finer distinction
of uniting genuine substance and artistic form in a closely
woven pattern with such sincerity that these stories may
fairly claim a position in American literature. If all of
these stories by American authors were republished, they
would not occupy more space than six or seven novels of
average length. My selection of them does not imply the
critical belief that they are great stories. A year which
produced one great story would be an exceptional one. It
is simply to be taken as meaning that I have found the
equivalent of six or seven volumes worthy of republication
among all the stories published during the period under
consideration. These stories are indicated in the yearbook
index by three asterisks prefixed to the title, and are listed
in the special “Roll of Honor.” In compiling these lists I
have permitted no personal preference or prejudice consciously
to influence my judgment. It has been a point of
honor with me not to republish a story by an English
author or by any foreign author. I have also made it a
rule not to include more than one story by an individual
author in the volume. The general and particular results
of my study will be found explained and carefully detailed
in the supplementary part of the volume.
EDWARD J. O’BRIEN.
Forest Hill, Oxon, England,
November 23, 1922.
THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1922
Note.—The order in which the stories in this volume are
printed is not intended as an indication of their comparative
excellence; the arrangement is alphabetical by authors.
THE DARK CITY [2] — CONRAD AIKEN
By CONRAD AIKEN
(From The Dial)
His greatest pleasure in life came always at dusk. Its
prelude was the reading of the evening paper in the
train that took him out of the city. By long association
the very unfolding of the grimy ink-smelling sheets was
part of the ritual: his dark eyes dilated, he felt himself
begin to “grin,” the staggering load of business detail,
under which he had struggled all day in the office, was
instantly forgotten. He read rapidly, devoured with rapacious
eyes column after column—New York, London, Paris,
Lisbon—wars, revolutions, bargains in umbrellas, exhibitions
of water colors. This consumed three-quarters of the
journey. After that he watched the procession of houses,
walls, trees, reeling past in the mellow slant light, and
began already to feel his garden about him. He observed
the flight of the train unconsciously, and it was almost
automatically, at the unrealized sight of a certain group of
trees, oddly leaning away from each other, like a group of
ballet dancers expressing an extravagance of horror, that
he rose and approached the door.
The sense of escape was instant. Sky and earth generously
took him, the train fled shrieking into the vague
bright infinity of afternoon. The last faint wail of it, as
it plunged into a tunnel, always seemed to him to curl
about his head like a white tentacle, too weak to be taken
seriously. Then, in the abrupt silence, he began climbing
the long hill that led to his house. He walked swiftly,
blowing tattered blue clouds of smoke over his shoulders,
revolving in his mind the items of news amusing enough
to be reported to Hilda; such as that Miss Green, the
stenographer, who had for some time been manifesting a
disposition to flirt with him, today, just after closing, when
everybody else had gone out, had come to him, blushing,
and asked him to fasten the sleeve of her dress. A delicious
scene! He smiled about the stem of his pipe, but
exchanged his smile for a laugh when, looking in through a
gap in his neighbor’s hedge, he found himself staring into
the depraved eyes of a goat. This would add itself to the
episode of Miss Green, for these eyes were precisely hers.
He turned the corner and saw his house before him, riding
on the hill like a small ship on a long green wave. The
three children were playing a wild game of croquet, shrieking.
Louder sounds arose at his appearance, and as he
strode across the lawn they danced about him chattering
and quarreling.
“Daddy, Martha won’t play in her turn, and I say—”
“Marjorie takes the heavy mallet—”
The chorus rose shrill about him, but he laughed and
went into the house, shouting only, “Out of the way! I’m
in a hurry! The beans are dying, the tomatoes are clamoring
for me, the peas are holding out their hands!”
“Daddy says the beans are dying. Isn’t he silly?”
“Let’s get to the garden before daddy does.”
As he closed the door he heard the shrieks trailing off
round the corner of the house, diminuendo. He hung up
coat and hat with a rapid gesture and hurried to the
kitchen. Hilda, stirring the cocoa with a long spoon, looked
round at him laconically.
“Chocolate!” he shouted, and pulled a cake of chocolate
out of his pocket. He was astonished, he rolled his eyes,
for it appeared to have been sat upon—“in the train.”
Hilda shrieked with laughter. He thrust it into her apron
pocket and fled up the stairs to change.
He could not find his old flannel trousers. Not in the
cupboard—not in the bureau. He surrendered to an impulse
to comic rage. “Not under the bed!” he cried. He thrust
his head out of the window that overlooked the garden
and addressed his children.
“Martha! Bring my trousers here this instant!”
He drew in his head again from the shower of replies
that flew up at him like missiles and going to the door
roared down to his wife.
“I’ve lost my trousers!”
Then he found them in the closet behind the door and,
laughing, put them on.
II
He ran out of the side door, under the wistaria-covered
trellis, and down the slippery stone steps to the vegetable
garden.
“Here comes daddy, now,” shrilled to him from Martha.
He lighted his pipe, shutting his left eye, and stood in
profound meditation before the orderly, dignified, and extraordinarily
vigorous rows of beans. They were in blossom—bees
were tumbling the delicate lilac-pink little hoods.
Clouds of fragrance came up from them. The crickets
were beginning to tune up for the evening. The sun was
poised above the black water tower on the far hill.
Martha and Marjorie began giggling mysteriously behind
the lilacs.
“My hoe!” he wailed.
The hoe was thrust out from behind the lilacs.
“If anybody should drive up in a scarlet taxi,” he said
to Martha, accepting the hoe, “and inform you that your
soul is free, don’t believe him. Tell him he’s a liar. Point
me out to him as a symbol of the abject slavery that all
life is. Say that I’m a miserable thrall to wife, children,
and beans—particularly beans. I spend my days on my
knees before my beans.”
“I’ll do nothing of the sort,” said Martha.
He held his hoe under his arm and walked solemnly
among the beans. The two girls followed him.
“Here’s a caterpillar, daddy!”
“Kill him!”
“Here’s another—a funny green one with red sparkles
on his back. Oh, look at him!”
“Don’t look at him! Kill him!”
“He squirts out like green tooth-paste.”
“Don’t, Martha!” he cried, pained. “Don’t say such
things! Spare your neurotic father.”
He shrank visibly and strode off to the corner where his
peas were planted and started methodically hoeing the
rows, turning the rich loam up about the pale stalks. Now
and again a pebble clinked, he stooped and threw it off into
the meadow. Mary, the youngest, came to the top of the
steps and cried. Martha and Marjorie went to her, and
he forgot them. The rising and falling of the hoe-blade,
shiny with much polishing in the brown soil, hypnotized
him, and his thoughts fell into a sort of rhythm, came and
went without his interference. “Ridiculous!” he thought,
“that this solemn singular biped, whom other bipeds for
convenience call Andrew, should stand here with a stick
and scratch the skin of this aged planet. What does he expect
to get for it? It pleases the aged planet. She stretches
herself in the twilight, purrs like an old cat, and expresses
her pleasure in the odd and useful effluvium we call peas.
And this biped wears clothes. Think of it! He wears
clothes; things made out of plant-fibre and sheep’s wool
cunningly and hideously made to fit his arms and legs.
He has in his pocket—a small pouch made in these singular
garments—a watch, a small shiny round object in which
he has reduced to feeble but regular iambics the majestic
motions of the sun, earth and stars. He takes it out and
looks at it with an air of comprehension and puts it back
again. Why doesn’t he laugh at himself?”... He
chuckled.... “This object tells him that he has time for
two more rows before dinner. Clink, clink. Damn these
pebbles. My antediluvian anthropoid ape of an ancestor
had to walk round them, they were so huge. He sat on
them, cracked nuts against them, chattered with his family.
He had no watch, and his trousers grew like grass....
Thank the Lord they’ve become pebbles.”
He sighed, and for a moment rested his chin on the hoe-handle,
peering out towards the tree-encircled swamp. The
hylas were beginning to jingle their elfin bells. A red-winged
blackbird sailed in the last sunlight from one apple-tree
to another.
“All a vicious circle—and all fascinating. Utterly preposterous
and futile, but fascinating.”
He dropped the hoe and trundled the wheelbarrow to the
edge of the strawberry-bed.
“Why can’t you stay where you’re put?” he said. “Why
do you grow all over the place like this?”
With a trowel he began digging up the runners and placing
them on the wheelbarrow. It delighted him to part
the soft cool soil with his fingers, to thrust them sensitively
among the finely filamented roots. The delicate snap, subterranean,
of rootlets gave him a delicious pang. “Blood
flows—but it’s all for the best; in the best of all possible
worlds. Yield to me, strawberries, and you shall bear. I
am the resurrection and the life.” When he had a sufficient
pile of plants, he trundled the wheelbarrow to the new bed,
exquisitely prepared, rich, warm, inviting. With the hoe
he made a series of holes, and then, stooping, thrust the
hairy roots back into the earth, pressing the soil tenderly
about them. Then he rose, stretched his back, and lighted
his pipe, shutting his left eye, and enshrining the flame,
which danced, in the hollow of his stained hands. The cloud
of smoke went up like incense.
“Water!” he cried. “Water! Water!”
Martha appeared, after a moment, bringing the watering-pot.
She held it in front of her with both hands.
“Quick, Martha, before they die. Their tongues are
turning black.”
“Silly!” Martha replied.
The earth about each plant was darkened with the tilted
water, and the soiled leaves and stems were brightened.
“Listen, daddy! They’re smacking their lips.”
“They are pale, they have their eyes shut, they are
reaching desperately down into the darkness for something
to hold on to. They grope and tickle at atoms of soil, they
shrink away from pebbles, they sigh and relax.”
“When the dew falls, they’ll sing.”
“Ha! ha! what fools we are.”
He flung the hoe across the wheelbarrow and started
wheeling it towards the toolhouse.
“Bring the watering-pot.”
Martha ran after him and put it in the wheelbarrow.
“That’s right—add to my burden—never do anything
that you can make somebody else do.”
Martha giggled in response and skipped towards the house.
When she reached the stone steps she put her feet close
together and with dark seriousness hopped up step after
step in that manner. He watched her and smiled.
“O Lord, Lord,” he said, “what a circus we are.”
He trundled the bumping wheelbarrow and whistled. The
red sun, enormous in the slight haze, was gashing itself
cruelly on a black pine tree. The hylas, by now, had burst
into full shrill-sweet chorus in the swamp, and of the birds
all but a few scraping grackles were still. “Peace—peace—peace,”
sang the hylas, a thousand at once. Silver bells,
frailer than thimbles, ringing under a still and infinite sea
of ether.... “Peace—peace,” he murmured. Then he
dropped the wheelbarrow in horror, and put his hands to
his ears. “The enemy!” he cried. “Martha! hurry! Martha!”
This time Martha seemed to be out of earshot, so
he was obliged to circumvent the enemy with great caution.
The enemy was a toad who sat by preference near the toolhouse
door: obese, sage, and wrinkled like a Chinese god.
“Toad that under cold stone.” Marvelous compulsion of
rhythm.... He thrust the wheelbarrow into the cool
pleasant-smelling darkness of the toolhouse, and walked
towards the kitchen door, which just at that moment Hilda
opened.
“Hurry up,” she said. Her voice had a delicious mildness
in the still air and added curiously to his already overwhelming
sense of luxury. He had, for a moment, an
extraordinarily satisfying sense of space.
III
He lifted his eyes from the pudding to the Hokusai print
over the mantel.
“Think of it with shame! We sit here again grossly
feeding our insatiable bellies, while Fujiyama, there, thrusts
his copper-colored cone into a cobalt sky among whipped-cream
clouds! Pilgrims, in the dusk, toil up his sides with
staves. Pilgrims like ants. They struggle upwards in the
darkness for pure love of beauty.”
“I don’t like bread-pudding,” ejaculated Mary solemnly,
“it’s beany.”
Martha and Marjorie joined in a silvery cascade of
giggles.
“Where did she get that awful word!” said Hilda.
“Tom says it, mother.”
“Well, for goodness’ sake forget it.”
Mary stared gravely about the table, spoon in mouth,
and then, removing the spoon, repeated, “It’s beany.”
He groaned, folding his napkin.
“What an awful affliction a family is. Why did we
marry, Hilda? Life is a trap.”
“Mrs. Ferguson called this afternoon and presented me
with a basket of green strawberries. I’m afraid she thought
I wasn’t very appreciative. I hate to be interrupted when
I’m sewing. Why under the sun does she pick them before
they’re ripe?”
“That’s a nice way to treat a neighbor who gives you a
present!... You are an ungrateful creature.”
Hilda was languid.
“Well, I didn’t ask her for them.”
Her eyes gleamed with a slow provocative amusement.
“They’re beany,” said Mary.
He rolled his eyes at Mary.
“Our kids are too much with us. Bib and spoon,
Feeding and spanking, we lay waste our powers!”
They all pushed back their chairs, laughing, and a moment
later, as he lighted his cigar, he heard, from the
music-room, Hilda’s violin begin with tremulous thin notes,
oddly analogous to the sound of her voice when she sang,
playing Bach to a methodical loud piano accompaniment
by Martha. Melancholy came like a blue wave out of the
dusk, lifted him, and broke slowly and deliciously over
him. He stood for a moment, made motionless by the
exquisite, intricate melody, stared, as if seeking with his
eyes for the meaning of the silvery algebra of sound, and
then went out.
The sun had set, darkness was at hand. He walked to
the top of the stone steps and looked across the shallow
valley towards the fading hill and the black water-tower.
The trees on the crest, sharply silhouetted against a last
band of pale light, looked like marching men. Lights
winked at the base of the hill. And now, as hill and water-tower
and trees became obscure, he began to see once more
the dim phantasmal outlines of the dark city, the city submerged
under the infinite sea, the city not inhabited by
mortals. Immense, sinister and black, old and cold as the
moon, were the walls that surrounded it. No gate gave
entrance to it. Of a paler stone were the houses upon
houses, tiers upon tiers of shadowy towers, which surmounted
the walls. Not a light was to be seen in it, not
a motion: it was still. He stared and stared at it, following
with strained eyes the faint lines which might indicate
its unlighted streets, seeking in vain, as always, to discover
in the walls of it any sign of any window. It grew darker,
it faded, a profound and vast secret, an inscrutable mystery.
“She is older than the rocks,” he murmured.
He turned away and walked over the lawn in the darkness,
listening to the hylas, who seemed now to be saturating
the hushed night with sound. “Peace—peace—peace—”
they sang. Pax vobiscum. He gathered the croquet mallets
and leaned them against the elm tree, swearing when he
tripped over an unseen wicket. This done, he walked down
the pale road, blowing clouds of smoke above him with
uplifted face, and luxuriated in the sight of the dark tops
of trees motionless against the stars. A soft skipping sound
in the leaves at the road’s edge made him jump. He
laughed to himself.... “He had no watch, and his
trousers grew like grass....” He took out his watch and
peered closely at it. The children were in bed, and Hilda
was waiting for a game of chess. He walked back with
his hands deep in his pockets. Pawn to king-four.
“Hilda! Wake up!”
Hilda opened her candid eyes without astonishment and
sat up over the chess-board, on which the tiny men were
already arranged.
“Goodness! How you scared me. What took you so
long? I’ve been dreaming about Bluebeard.”
“Bluebeard! Good Heavens! I hope he didn’t look like
me.”
“He did—remarkably!”
“A nice thing to say to your husband.... Move!
Hurry up!... I’m going to capture your king. Queens
die young and fair.”
He smoked his pipe. Hilda played morosely. Delicious,
she was when she was half asleep like this! She leaned
her head on one hand, her elbow on the table.... When
she had been checkmated at the end of half an hour she
sank back wearily in her chair. She looked at him intently
for a moment and began to smile.
“And how about the dark city tonight?” she asked. He
took slow puffs at his pipe and stared meditatively at the
ceiling.
“Ah—the dark city, Hilda! The city submerged under
an infinite sea, the city not inhabited by mortals!... It
was there again—would you believe it?... It was there....
I went out to the stone steps, smoking my cigar, while
you played Bach. I hardly dared to look—I watched the
hill out of the corner of my eyes and pretended to be
listening to the music.... And suddenly, at the right
moment of dusk, just after the street lamps had winked
along the base of the hill, I saw it. The hill that we see
there in the daylight, with its water-tower and marching
trees, its green sloping fields and brook that flashes in the
sun, is unreal, an illusion, the thinnest of disguises—a
cloak of green velvet which the dark city throws over
itself at the coming of the first ray of light.... I saw it
distinctly. Immense, smooth and black, old and cold as
the moon, are the walls that surround it. No gate gives
entrance to it. Of a paler stone are the houses upon houses,
tiers upon tiers of shadowy towers that surmount those
sepulchral walls. No motion was perceptible there—no
light gleamed there—no sound, no whisper rose from it.
I thought: perhaps it is a city of the dead. The walls of
it have no windows, and its inhabitants must be blind....
And then I seemed to see it more closely, in a twilight
which appeared to be its own, and this closer perception
gave way in turn to a vision. For first I saw that all
the walls of it are moist, dripping, slippery, as if it were
bathed in a deathlike dew; and then I saw its people. Its
people are maggots—maggots of perhaps the size of human
children; their heads are small and wedge-shaped, and
glow with a faint bluish light. Masses of them swarm
within those walls. Masses of them pour through the
streets, glisten on the buttresses and parapets. They are
intelligent. What horrible feast is it that nightly they
celebrate there in silence? On what carrion do they feed?
It is the universe that they devour; and they build above
it, as they devour it, their dark city like a hollow tomb....
Extraordinary that this city, which seen from here at
dusk has so supernatural a beauty, should hide at the core
so vile a secret....”
Hilda stared at him.
“Really, Andrew, I think you’re going mad.”
“Going? I’m gone! My brain is maggoty.”
They laughed and rattled the chessmen into their wooden
box. Then they began locking the doors and windows for
the night.
[2] Copyright, 1922, by The Dial Publishing Company, Inc.
Copyright, 1923, by Conrad Aiken.
I’M A FOOL [3] — SHERWOOD ANDERSON
By SHERWOOD ANDERSON
(From The Dial and The London Mercury)
It was a hard jolt for me, one of the most bitterest I
ever had to face. And it all came about through my
own foolishness too. Even yet, sometimes, when I think of
it, I want to cry or swear or kick myself. Perhaps, even
now, after all this time, there will be a kind of satisfaction
in making myself look cheap by telling of it.
It began at three o’clock one October afternoon as I sat
in the grand stand at the fall trotting and pacing meet at
Sandusky, Ohio.
To tell the truth, I felt a little foolish that I should be
sitting in the grand stand at all. During the summer before
I had left my home town with Harry Whitehead and, with
a nigger named Burt, had taken a job as swipe with one
of the two horses Harry was campaigning through the
fall race meets that year. Mother cried and my sister
Mildred, who wanted to get a job as a school teacher in
our town that fall, stormed and scolded about the house
all during the week before I left. They both thought it
something disgraceful that one of our family should take
a place as a swipe with race horses. I’ve an idea Mildred
thought my taking the place would stand in the way of
her getting the job she’d been working so long for.
But after all I had to work and there was no other work
to be got. A big lumbering fellow of nineteen couldn’t
just hang around the house and I had got too big to mow
people’s lawns and sell newspapers. Little chaps who could
get next to people’s sympathies by their sizes were always
getting jobs away from me. There was one fellow who
kept saying to everyone who wanted a lawn mowed or a
cistern cleaned, that he was saving money to work his way
through college, and I used to lay awake nights thinking up
ways to injure him without being found out. I kept thinking
of wagons running over him and bricks falling on his
head as he walked along the street. But never mind him.
I got the place with Harry and I liked Burt fine. We
got along splendid together. He was a big nigger with a
lazy sprawling body and soft kind eyes, and when it came
to a fight he could hit like Jack Johnson. He had Bucephalus,
a big black pacing stallion that could do 2.09 or
2.10 if he had to, and I had a little gelding named Doctor
Fritz that never lost a race all fall when Harry wanted
him to win.
We set out from home late in July in a box car with the
two horses and after that, until late November, we kept
moving along to the race meets and the fairs. It was a
peachy time for me, I’ll say that. Sometimes, now, I think
that boys who are raised regular in houses, and never have
a fine nigger like Burt for best friend, and go to high
schools and college, and never steal anything or get drunk
a little, or learn to swear from fellows who know how, or
come walking up in front of a grand stand in their shirt
sleeves and with dirty horsey pants on when the races are
going on and the grand stand is full of people all dressed
up— What’s the use talking about it? Such fellows don’t
know nothing at all. They’ve never had no opportunity.
But I did. Burt taught me how to rub down a horse
and put the bandages on after a race and steam a horse
out and a lot of valuable things for any man to know. He
could wrap a bandage on a horse’s leg so smooth that if it
had been the same color you would think it was his skin,
and I guess he’d have been a big driver too and got to
the top like Murphy and Walter Cox and the others if he
hadn’t been black.
Gee whizz, it was fun. You got to a county seat town
maybe, say, on a Saturday or Sunday, and the fair began
the next Tuesday and lasted until Friday afternoon. Doctor
Fritz would be, say, in the 2.25 trot on Tuesday afternoon
and on Thursday afternoon Bucephalus would knock
’em cold in the “free-for-all” pace. It left you a lot of
time to hang around and listen to horse talk, and see
Burt knock some yap cold that got too gay, and you’d
find out about horses and men and pick up a lot of stuff
you could use all the rest of your life if you had some
sense and salted down what you heard and felt and saw.
And then at the end of the week when the race meet
was over, and Harry had run home to tend up to his livery
stable business, you and Burt hitched the two horses to
carts and drove slow and steady across country to the place
for the next meeting so as to not over-heat the horses, etc.,
etc., you know.
Gee whizz, gosh amighty, the nice hickorynut and beechnut
and oaks and other kinds of trees along the roads, all
brown and red, and the good smells, and Burt singing a
song that was called Deep River, and the country girls at
the windows of houses and everything. You can stick
your colleges up your nose for all me. I guess I know
where I got my education.
Why, one of those little burgs of towns you come to on
the way, say now, on a Saturday afternoon, and Burt says,
“let’s lay up here.” And you did.
And you took the horses to a livery stable and fed them
and you got your good clothes out of a box and put them
on.
And the town was full of farmers gaping, because they
could see you were race horse people, and the kids maybe
never see a nigger before and was afraid and run away
when the two of us walked down their main street.
And that was before prohibition and all that foolishness,
and so you went into a saloon, the two of you, and all the
yaps come and stood around, and there was always someone
pretended he was horsey and knew things and spoke up
and began asking questions, and all you did was to lie and
lie all you could about what horses you had, and I said I
owned them, and then some fellow said, “Will you have a
drink of whiskey?” and Burt knocked his eye out the way
he could say, offhand like, “Oh, well, all right, I’m agreeable
to a little nip. I’ll split a quart with you.” Gee
whizz.
But that isn’t what I want to tell my story about. We
got home late in November and I promised mother I’d quit
the race horses for good. There’s a lot of things you’ve
got to promise a mother because she don’t know any better.
And so, there not being any work in our town any more
than when I left there to go to the races, I went off to
Sandusky and got a pretty good place taking care of the
horses for a man who owned a teaming and delivery and
storage business there. It was a pretty good place with
good eats and a day off each week and sleeping on a cot
in the big barn, and mostly just shoveling in hay and oats
to a lot of big good-enough skates of horses that couldn’t
have trotted a race with a toad. I wasn’t dissatisfied and
I could send money home.
And then, as I started to tell you, the fall races come
to Sandusky and I got the day off and I went. I left the
job at noon and had on my good clothes and my new
brown derby hat I’d just bought the Saturday before, and
a stand-up collar.
First of all I went downtown and walked about with the
dudes. I’ve always thought to myself, “put up a good
front,” and so I did it. I had forty dollars in my pocket
and so I went into the West House, a big hotel, and
walked up to the cigar stand. “Give me three twenty-five
cent cigars,” I said. There was a lot of horse men and
strangers and dressed-up people from other towns standing
around in the lobby and in the bar, and I mingled amongst
them. In the bar there was a fellow with a cane and a
Windsor tie on, that it made me sick to look at him. I
like a man to be a man and dress up, but not to go put on
that kind of airs. So I pushed him aside, kind of rough,
and had me a drink of whiskey. And then he looked at
me as though he thought maybe he’d get gay, but he
changed his mind and didn’t say anything. And then I
had another drink of whiskey, just to show him something,
and went out and had a hack out to the races all
to myself, and when I got there I bought myself the best
seat I could get up in the grand stand, but didn’t go in for
any of these boxes. That’s putting on too many airs.
And so there I was, sitting up in the grand stand as gay
as you please and looking down on the swipes coming out
with their horses and with their dirty horsey pants on and
the horse blankets swung over their shoulders same as I
had been doing all the year before. I liked one thing
about the same as the other, sitting up there and feeling
grand and being down there and looking up at the yaps
and feeling grander and more important too. One thing’s
about as good as another if you take it just right. I’ve
often said that.
Well, right in front of me, in the grand stand that day,
there was a fellow with a couple of girls and they was
about my age. The young fellow was a nice guy all right.
He was the kind maybe that goes to college and then comes
to be a lawyer or maybe a newspaper editor or something
like that, but he wasn’t stuck on himself. There are some
of that kind are all right and he was one of the ones.
He had his sister with him and another girl and the
sister looked around over his shoulder, accidental at first,
not intending to start anything—she wasn’t that kind—and
her eyes and mine happened to meet.
You know how it is. Gee, she was a peach. She had
on a soft dress, kind of a blue stuff and it looked carelessly
made, but was well sewed and made and everything. I
knew that much. I blushed when she looked right at me
and so did she. She was the nicest girl I’ve ever seen in
my life. She wasn’t stuck on herself and she could talk
proper grammar without being like a school teacher or
something like that. What I mean is, she was O.K. I
think maybe her father was well-to-do, but not rich to
make her chesty because she was his daughter, as some
are. Maybe he owned a drug store or a dry goods store
in their home town, or something like that. She never told
me and I never asked.
My own people are all O.K. too, when you come to that.
My grandfather was Welsh and over in the old country, in
Wales he was—but never mind that.
The first heat of the first race come off and the young
fellow setting there with the two girls left them and went
down to make a bet. I knew what he was up to, but
he didn’t talk big and noisy and let everyone around know
he was a sport, as some do. He wasn’t that kind. Well,
he come back and I heard him tell the two girls what
horse he’d bet on, and when the heat was trotted they all
half got to their feet and acted in the excited, sweaty way
people do when they’ve got money down on a race, and
the horse they bet on is up there pretty close at the end,
and they think maybe he’ll come on with a rush, but he
never does because he hasn’t got the old juice in him, come
right down to it.
And then, pretty soon, the horses came out for the
2.18 pace and there was a horse in it I knew. He was a
horse Bob French had in his string, but Bob didn’t own
him. He was a horse owned by a Mr. Mathers down at
Marietta, Ohio.
This Mr. Mathers had a lot of money and owned some
coal mines or something, and he had a swell place out in
the country, and he was stuck on race horses, but was a
Presbyterian or something, and I think more than likely
his wife was one, too, maybe a stiffer one than himself.
So he never raced his horses hisself, and the story round
the Ohio race tracks was that when one of his horses got
ready to go to the races he turned him over to Bob French
and pretended to his wife he was sold.
So Bob had the horses and he did pretty much as he
pleased and you can’t blame Bob, at least, I never did.
Sometimes he was out to win and sometimes he wasn’t. I
never cared much about that when I was swiping a horse.
What I did want to know was that my horse had the speed
and could go out in front if you wanted him to.
And, as I’m telling you, there was Bob in this race
with one of Mr. Mathers’ horses, was named “About Ben
Ahem” or something like that, and was fast as a streak.
He was a gelding and had a mark of 2.21, but could step
in .08 or .09.
Because when Burt and I were out, as I’ve told you,
the year before, there was a nigger Burt knew, worked for
Mr. Mathers, and we went out there one day when we
didn’t have no race on at the Marietta Fair and our boss
Harry was gone home.
And so everyone was gone to the fair but just this one
nigger, and he took us all through Mr. Mathers’ swell
house and he and Burt tapped a bottle of wine Mr.
Mathers had hid in his bedroom, back in a closet, without
his wife knowing, and he showed us this Ahem horse. Burt
was always stuck on being a driver, but didn’t have much
chance to get to the top, being a nigger, and he and the
other nigger gulped that whole bottle of wine and Burt
got a little lit up.
So the nigger let Burt take this About Ben Ahem and
step him a mile in a track Mr. Mathers had all to himself,
right there on the farm. And Mr. Mathers had one child,
a daughter, kinda sick and not very good looking, and she
came home and we had to hustle and get About Ben Ahem
stuck back in the barn.
I’m only telling you to get everything straight. At Sandusky,
that afternoon I was at the fair, this young fellow
with the two girls was fussed, being with the girls and
losing his bet. You know how a fellow is that way. One of
them was his girl and the other his sister. I had figured
that out.
“Gee whizz,” I says to myself, “I’m going to give him
the dope.”
He was mighty nice when I touched him on the shoulder.
He and the girls were nice to me right from the start and
clear to the end. I’m not blaming them.
And so he leaned back and I gave him the dope on
About Ben Ahem. “Don’t bet a cent on this first heat
because he’ll go like an oxen hitched to a plough, but when
the first heat is over go right down and lay on your pile.”
That’s what I told him.
Well, I never saw a fellow treat any one sweller. There
was a fat man sitting beside the little girl that had looked
at me twice by this time, and I at her, and both blushing,
and what did he do but have the nerve to turn and ask the
fat man to get up and change places with me so I could
set with his crowd.
Gee whizz, amighty. There I was. What a chump I
was to go and get gay up there in the West House bar,
and just because that dude was standing there with a
cane and that kind of a necktie on, to go and get all balled
up and drink that whiskey, just to show off.
Of course she would know, me setting right beside her
and letting her smell of my breath. I could have kicked
myself right down out of that grand stand and all around
that race track and made a faster record than most of the
skates of horses they had there that year.
Because that girl wasn’t any mutt of a girl. What
wouldn’t I have give right then for a stick of chewing
gum to chew, or a lozenger, or some licorice, or most
anything. I was glad I had those twenty-five cent cigars
in my pocket, and right away I give that fellow one
and lit one myself. Then that fat man got up and we
changed places and there I was plunked right down beside
her.
They introduced themselves, and the fellow’s best girl
he had with him, was named Miss Elinor Woodbury, and
her father was a manufacturer of barrels from a place
called Tiffin, Ohio. And the fellow himself was named
Wilbur Wessen and his sister was Miss Lucy Wessen.
I suppose it was their having such swell names got me
off my trolley. A fellow, just because he has been a swipe
with a race horse, and works taking care of horses for a
man in the teaming, delivery and storage business, isn’t
any better or worse than any one else. I’ve often thought
that, and said it, too.
But you know how a fellow is. There’s something in
that kind of nice clothes, and the kind of nice eyes she
had, and the way she had looked at me, awhile before,
over her brother’s shoulder, and me looking back at her,
and both of us blushing.
I couldn’t show her up for a boob, could I?
I made a fool of myself, that’s what I did. I said my
name was Walter Mathers from Marietta, Ohio, and then
I told all three of them the smashingest lie you ever heard.
What I said was that my father owned the horse About
Ben Ahem, and that he had let him out to this Bob French
for racing purposes, because our family was proud and
had never gone into racing that way, in our own name, I
mean. Then I had got started and they were all leaning
over and listening, and Miss Lucy Wessen’s eyes were
shining, and I went the whole hog.
I told about our place down at Marietta, and about the
big stables and the grand brick house we had on a hill,
up above the Ohio River, but I knew enough not to do it
in no bragging way. What I did was to start things and
then let them drag the rest out of me. I acted just as
reluctant to tell as I could. Our family hasn’t got any
barrel factory, and, since I’ve known us, we’ve always been
pretty poor, but not asking anything of anyone at that,
and my grandfather, over in Wales—but never mind that.
We set there talking like we had known each other for
years and years, and I went and told them that my father
had been expecting maybe this Bob French wasn’t on the
square, and had sent me up to Sandusky on the sly to find
out what I could.
And I bluffed it through I had found out all about the
2.18 pace in which About Ben Ahem was to start.
I said he would lose the first heat by pacing like a lame
cow and then he would come back and skin ’em alive after
that. And to back up what I said I took thirty dollars out
of my pocket and handed it to Mr. Wilbur Wessen and
asked him would he mind, after the first heat, to go down
and place it on About Ben Ahem for whatever odds he
could get. What I said was that I didn’t want Bob French
to see me and none of the swipes.
Sure enough the first heat come off and About Ben Ahem
went off his stride, up the back stretch, and looked like a
wooden horse or a sick one, and come in to be last. Then
this Wilbur Wessen went down to the betting place under
the grand stand and there I was with the two girls, and
when that Miss Woodbury was looking the other way once,
Lucy Wessen kinda, with her shoulder you know, kinda
touched me. Not just tucking down, I don’t mean. You
know how a woman can do. They get close, but not getting
gay either. You know what they do. Gee whizz.
And then they give me a jolt. What they had done
when I didn’t know, was to get together, and they had
decided Wilbur Wessen would bet fifty dollars, and the
two girls had gone and put in ten dollars each of their
own money, too. I was sick then, but I was sicker later.
About the gelding, About Ben Ahem, and their winning
their money, I wasn’t worried a lot about that. It come
out O.K. Ahem stepped the next three heats like a bushel
of spoiled eggs going to market before they could be found
out, and Wilbur Wessen had got nine to two for the money.
There was something else eating at me.
Because Wilbur come back after he had bet the money,
and after that he spent most of his time talking to that
Miss Woodbury, and Lucy Wessen and I was left alone
together like on a desert island. Gee, if I’d only been on
the square or if there had been any way of getting myself
on the square. There ain’t any Walter Mathers, like I said
to her and them, and there hasn’t ever been one, but if
there was, I bet I’d go to Marietta, Ohio, and shoot him
tomorrow.
There I was, big boob that I am. Pretty soon the race
was over, and Wilbur had gone down and collected our
money, and we had a hack downtown, and he stood us a
swell dinner at the West House, and a bottle of champagne
beside.
And I was with that girl and she wasn’t saying much,
and I wasn’t saying much either. One thing I know. She
wasn’t stuck on me because of the lie about my father
being rich and all that. There’s a way you know....
Craps amighty. There’s a kind of girl you see just once
in your life, and if you don’t get busy and make hay then
you’re gone for good and all and might as well go jump
off a bridge. They give you a look from inside of them
somewhere, and it ain’t no vamping, and what it means
is—you want that girl to be your wife, and you want nice
things around her like flowers and swell clothes, and you
want her to have the kids you’re going to have, and you
want good music played and no ragtime. Gee whizz.
There’s a place over near Sandusky, across a kind of
bay, and it’s called Cedar Point. And when we had had
that dinner we went over to it in a launch, all by ourselves.
Wilbur and Miss Lucy and that Miss Woodbury had to
catch a ten o’clock train back to Tiffin, Ohio, because when
you’re out with girls like that you can’t get careless and
miss any trains and stay out all night like you can with
some kinds of Janes.
And Wilbur blowed himself to the launch and it cost
him fifteen cold plunks, but I wouldn’t ever have knew if
I hadn’t listened. He wasn’t no tin horn kind of a sport.
Over at the Cedar Point place we didn’t stay around
where there was a gang of common kind of cattle at all.
There was big dance halls and dining places for yaps,
and there was a beach you could walk along and get where
it was dark, and we went there.
She didn’t talk hardly at all and neither did I, and I
was thinking how glad I was my mother was all right, and
always made us kids learn to eat with a fork at table and
not swill soup and not be noisy and rough like a gang
you see around a race track that way.
Then Wilbur and his girl went away up the beach and
Lucy and I set down in a dark place where there was some
roots of old trees the water had washed up, and after that,
the time, till we had to go back in the launch and they had
to catch their trains, wasn’t nothing at all. It went like
winking your eye.
Here’s how it was. The place we were setting in was
dark, like I said, and there was the roots from that old
stump sticking up like arms, and there was a watery smell,
and the night was like—as if you could put your hand
out and feel it—so warm and soft and dark and sweet
like a orange.
I most cried and I most swore and I most jumped up
and danced, I was so mad and happy and sad.
When Wilbur come back from being alone with his girl,
and she saw him coming, Lucy she says, “we got to go to
the train now,” and she was most crying, too, but she
never knew nothing I knew, and she couldn’t be so all
busted up. And then, before Wilbur and Miss Woodbury
got up to where she was, she put her face up and kissed
me quick and put her head up against me and she was all
quivering and—Gee whizz.
Sometimes I hope I have cancer and die. I guess you
know what I mean. We went in the launch across the bay
to the train like that, and it was dark too. She whispered
and said it was like she and I could get out of the boat
and walk on the water, and it sounded foolish, but I knew
what she meant.
And then quick, we were right at the depot, and there
was a big gang of yaps, the kind that goes to the fairs,
and crowded and milling around like cattle, and how could
I tell her? “It won’t be long because you’ll write and I’ll
write to you.” That’s all she said.
I got a chance like a hay barn afire. A swell chance I
got.
And maybe she would write me, down at Marietta that
way, and the letter would come back, and stamped on the
front of it by the U.S.A. “there ain’t any such guy,” or
something like that, whatever they stamp on a letter that
way.
And me trying to pass myself off for a bigbug and a
swell—to her, as decent a little body as God ever made.
Craps amighty. A swell chance I got.
And then the train come in and she got on, and Wilbur
Wessen come and shook hands with me and that Miss
Woodbury was nice and bowed to me and I at her and the
train went and I busted out and cried like a kid.
Gee, I could have run after that train and made Dan
Patch look like a freight train after a wreck, but socks
amighty, what was the use? Did you ever see such a fool?
I’ll bet you what—if I had an arm broke right now or a
train had run over my foot—I wouldn’t go to no doctor
at all. I’d go set down and let her hurt and hurt—that’s
what I’d do.
I’ll bet you what—if I hadn’t a drunk that booze I’d
a never been such a boob as to go tell such a lie—that
couldn’t never be made straight to a lady like her.
I wish I had that fellow right here that had on a Windsor
tie and carried a cane. I’d smash him for fair. Gosh
darn his eyes. He’s a big fool—that’s what he is.
And if I’m not another you just go find me one and I’ll
quit working and be a bum and give him my job. I don’t
care nothing for working and earning money and saving it
for no such boob as myself.
[3] Copyright, 1922, by The Dial Publishing Company, Inc.
Copyright, 1923, by Sherwood Anderson.
THE DEATH OF MURDO [4] — KONRAD BERCOVICI
By KONRAD BERCOVICI
(From The Pictorial Review)
“Oh, Murdo, grandson of the mighty chief Lupu, but
father of none worthy of thy blood. I shall tell of
thy death to the ‘other ones’ so that they might know
how to die themselves. I have already told them of thy
great wisdom; that wisdom which was far greater than
that of the snake, yet had none of its poison; and thy
great wing-strength, more powerful than that of the eagle,
on which thou hast lifted thine own soul above the dirt
and the dust of the valley, but never soiled with the blood
of prey.
“Murdo, grandson of Lupu, the Wolf. Eagle and Snake.
Man. Of all who have seen thee die I am the only one to
know the truth. The tribe is scattered to the four winds.
‘Lilith’ has done her dreadful work. Murdo, my teacher,
my chief, thou who hast been more than father or brother
to me, forgive me if I do not tell the story as thou, incomparable
one, wouldst have had me tell it.”
I had been away from the camp for over a year. Civilization
and father and mother had claimed me; but hardly
had the green shown itself from underneath the snow and
I rejoined Murdo’s tribe again. An old Tzigany had told
me that Murdo was mortally ill and that the whole tribe
was stranded near the Black Sea. The morning after I
reached Konstanz, through marshes and mire, found me
by Murdo’s cot. The great chief had grown considerably
older. The knife-wound he had received from Yorga, the
fiddler, the previous fall, had not healed, and the concoctions
and incantations of Miora had not successfully replaced
a needed physician.
“It is well thou art here,” Murdo greeted me. “I have
called thee with my soul. It is too soon for me to die.
Though I am advanced in years, my tribe still needs me.
Nicolai, son of my own blood, is no man to be chief of a
tribe. He dreams away on his violin. Oh! that a pigeon
should be born in an eagle’s nest! The starost of the
village has told me many a time to go to one of your
doctors. But I have believed and still do believe that illness
and recovery from it is Fate; with which neither
doctor nor witch can interfere. Yet your people, who have
made wagons go without horses, a bridge span the Danube,
who can talk with one another across distances without
the aid of witches—by stretching wires that the sparrows
stand upon—perhaps you do know something about diseases
which we neither believe nor understand. So do
take me to one of your doctors and talk to him and tell
him I must yet live a short while. It is not health I
want, but life. Life until I choose a chief in whom my
people shall believe. Their trust in me is so great—too
great—they will never be satisfied with another man unless
it be proved he is as good or better than I.”
I looked at Murdo’s wound and marveled that he was
still alive. Only his great powers of resistance had enabled
him to live that long. I wondered that he had not died
long before of blood-poisoning! He was emaciated beyond
belief. His long arms were so thin that it looked as though
his bones had been shaved down to spindles. The veins
of his neck and around his temples showed like blue cords
from which the hemp had been worn and loosened. The
cheek-bones of his dark-grained face edged against the
parched skin and gave him a haunted aspect. Even his
voice, that great and haughty drum-voice, though still big
and commanding, had lost the firmness of its tissue. It
rasped like drumsticks upon the loosened skin of a bass
drum.
The tribe, nervous and restless, wandered hither and
thither in narrow circles, like lost children, uncertain and
afraid, forming little groups behind the trees in the forest,
or under distant tents, discussing in subdued voices every
detail, bickering, quarreling, doing their best to keep disagreeable
things away from the ears and eyes of their
chief. The horses and the dogs looked worn and forlorn,
sick and sorely in need of a master. For the horse of the
Gipsy and the dog of the Gipsy are happy when their
master is happy, and sad when their master is sad, and
grow restless and nervous when sojourning too long in the
same place.
“But why are you all so sad?” I asked Lica, the son of
Miora, the witch, who had somehow assumed some sort of
command during the chief’s illness.
“How can we be happy,” he replied, “when we no longer
hear the song of the hammer upon the anvil, when the
smith dares not blow his bellows lest he disturb Murdo
from his sleep? When we have looked upon the same hill
so long the pegs of our tents are rotting in the ground?
Look! Our horses have lost half their hoof-bones. It is
an age since they have been shod. Look! We have muzzled
our dogs, and when our goats bleat in the morning,
our women rush out with knife in hand to cut out their
tongues. Because our chief battles with death we have
become like old women; fussy and afraid of noise.”
That very afternoon, having bedded Murdo as comfortably
as possible in the wagon, I started on my journey
with him to the town of Braila on the Danube. The trip
lasted several days.
“Now tell me what thou hast learned while away from
my camp,” Murdo turned upon me suddenly the night of
our first stopover at an inn kept by a Greek.
I was certain the doctor would have to operate and
cleanse the wound where Yorga’s knife had struck. Fearing
Murdo might oppose such operation, I began to explain
the cause of infections and the means employed for staying
them, and the existence of microbes in the human body.
Murdo listened very attentively as though I were telling
him some interesting story, but I could see that he did
not believe what I was telling him. After a long pause he
said to me:
“It is a well-knit tale thou hast put forward. But thou,
who hast argued against the existence of spirits and goblins
in the air, how is it thou wantest me to believe in your
tale of the existence of worms which I do not see. Surely
our fairy-tales are nicer than yours!”
He called me over to his cot the following night and
asked me to continue my “fairy-tale.”
“But since you do not believe, Murdo—” I objected.
“And hast thou ever believed our fairy-tales? Yet thou
hast insisted we tell them to you!”
I recalled to him a telescope we had once seen together
and explained how by increasing the number and the power
of these glasses one could see things placed at enormous
distances. He believed that. Then I told him how with
the aid of such powerful glasses very small things could be
magnified and how upon increasing the power of these
glasses things too small to be seen with the naked eye
could be made visible.
“I should love to see with my own eyes through those
glasses those invisible little goblins of which you speak
so convincingly,” he answered sarcastically.
“Thou shalt see,” I assured him.
“Truly,” Murdo rejoined, “thou art a good story-teller.
Thou even believest what thou tellest. Go off to sleep
now. Perhaps I shall dream of what thou hast told me—of
those powerful glasses through which thou hast magnified
thy story!”
I knew I had won my point. I knew I had won because
the doctor to whom I was taking Murdo, an old friend of
the family, possessed a microscope.
No sooner had the doctor seen the old man’s wound
than he called in another physician. Without asking any
questions, they put Murdo under ether, and before long
they had opened and cleansed the wound. When Murdo
awoke he found himself solidly strapped to the bed. I
had urged that method upon the doctor, for I feared what
Murdo might do upon his awakening from ether. But he
was very mild and submissive. He asked me to sit near
him. A few days later Murdo, who for the first time in
many moons had slept peacefully, was completely restored.
The doctor had allowed him the use of a room in his own
household. Another few days and Murdo was ready to
return to his camp.
“I hate to make thee feel guilty,” Murdo said when we
were ready to leave. “If what thou hast told me on the
road hither was but a fairy-tale, well and good. If, however,
it is a true tale, I shall willingly give a year of my
life to see it proved.”
Within five minutes the microscope was brought to light,
and the doctor himself put underneath the lens a few pieces
of glass upon which he had made different smears. He
allowed Murdo to look at the whirling mass of squirming
matter. Murdo looked for a full hour. Having fully satisfied
his curiosity, he walked out of the room and asked me
to leave him by himself.
The following day we were upon our homeward journey.
Murdo was driving. I was sitting near him. The whole
day long he remained silent.
“Well?” I inquired that evening. “Art thou satisfied
about the existence of these goblins?” He turned two very
sad eyes upon me; then replied:
“I never knew there were things alive and yet too small
to kill. Living things that could destroy a man, but whose
smallness saved them from our wrath! I have been thinking
of them the whole day long. In size those little worms
are about in the same relation to the ant as the ant to us.
A drop of water, which they in their infinitesimality cannot
see, is enough to drown millions of them. A little child
passes over an ant-hill and under its little sole destroys the
work of a whole season of millions of them. The ants do
not understand what has crushed them. They only feel
its power. They are too small to see the child from sole
to head as a whole being. They only feel its strength.
You blow your softest breath, and it is like a devastating
hurricane.
“If we stand in the same relation to some other bigger
being as those little worms stand to the ant and the ant
to ourselves, when one of those huge beings moves its
hand, a great storm arises, a tempest. A drop of sweat
falls from his brow, and our fields are inundated; it forms a
lake, a river upon which sail large ships. He looks at us, at
all of us, because we too are too small to be seen singly and—we
have light! We are warm! Perhaps the sun is one
of his eyes. Who knows upon what other little thing his
other eye may rest? A speck of dust—our hills, our mountains.
Think of what all our wisdom means, what our time
and space are to him, the earth and the oceans and the
waters all perhaps so small that he, too, needs some powerful
glass to see us! And there may yet be still other beings
standing in the same relation to him as he to us——”
When Murdo was in one of his reflective moods he was
better left undisturbed. But the following day he continued
the conversation.
“And if this be so—and I am almost certain it is so—then
we are so small that one’s life is not worthy of the
slightest consideration. It is the good of the whole tribe
one must think of; and if I, Murdo, will soon be too old
to rule—for man should rule only when he is able to enforce
his commands—should I not beforehand choose a man fit
to follow me? What matters it which ant is alive just so
that the ant-hill lives? So I shall choose a chief in my
own manner. One in whom they shall have absolute confidence;
for the wisdom and the power of a ruler are in the
belief of his people. And I shall choose the best one in my
own manner. And I shall choose him while I am yet able
to do so, before old age has dimmed my mind and while I
am yet ruler. But one thing I want of thee. Never a word
to the others of what thou hast told me! Never a word of
what we have seen through those glasses! Never speak of
our stay at your doctor’s! A witch has cured me! And
never question when I ask thee to do something! Just
do it!”
Another day and we were in camp. Seeing him restored,
the happiness of the Gypsies broke all bounds. Wine began
to flow freely. The musicians brought out their fiddles
again, and song and dance continued through days and
nights. The smith set up his anvil and was singing loudly
to the accompaniment of the hammer while fashioning
shoes out of red-hot iron. Of all music, the clang of the
hammer, alternating from the hard steel of the anvil to
the soft hot iron, pleased the Gypsies most. When the
smith and his helper hammered together, they composed and
improvised melodies and accompaniments for the hammer.
The lustrous, black hair of the maidens was plaited with
early violets and evergreens, in thankfulness to the Great
Spirit who had restored Murdo to life. Fresh holes were
bored in the lobes of the men’s ears and new rings of white
gold were inserted. In their frenzy, even the little boys
came and offered their lobes to be pierced. Little cries of
pain were mixed with great cries of joy. At last they could
again be noisy. They could allow the horses to neigh, the
dogs to bark, and the goats to bleat at will. They could
shout, they could quarrel, they could fight. There was no
need of hushing one another. No need of soul-torturing
restraint. If one were hurt, he could cry aloud. They
could be Gypsies again!
Postponed weddings were celebrated. Oh, since the wine
was flowing so freely and the musicians were playing, since
the women were at their best and the men at their happiest,
let it be; for the good of future generations. Let Tanase
marry Nitza and Andrea marry Tina; so they could remember
and say later on they married the spring Murdo
was restored to life. Great joys should be remembered
through great joys.
At the camp-fire one night, Lica, the son of Miora, who
was believed to have great witch-power, asked Murdo,
“What has restored thee to health? Some great ‘gagiu’
in high silk hat and long black frock? Or who else?”
“No!” answered Murdo. “A witch who knew more incantations
than I have ever heard. Who brought down
goblins from the air so near to me I could see them. Who
brought them down in millions and had them dance before
me. And by payment of much gold I have not only been
restored to health, but obtained from her immunity. No
harm can befall me—except from a knife. And immunity
of danger even from that source could have been assured,
had I been willing to pay what she asked, and stay there a
longer time. But for what I paid she has given me immunity
against many things. Look!”
And as he said that, Murdo rose and handed me his
pistol. “Here I stand.” Then turning to me, he added,
“Stand six feet away. Now. Raise your arm and aim.
Here!” he commanded, exposing his chest.
Murdo’s words, followed by his immediate action, took
all the men by surprise. “What did he say? What did he
ask that boy to do?”
I, standing there, facing Murdo, trembling, held under
the spell of Murdo’s eyes, which were immeasurably dilated
with his own excitement, only remembered his words,
“Don’t question. Do what I tell thee.”
“Pull the trigger!” he ordered. And I did as he told me.
There was a loud report. I fell exhausted with my own
emotions. Yet Murdo remained standing and laughing.
“That is what the witch I met did for me! Until some
man meets a more powerful one, I shall be immune.
That’s what makes a great chief. Immunity from disease
and murderous weapons.”
When I recovered I saw that the Gypsies no longer
crowded their chief. Awe kept them open-mouthed at a
distance. Only Miora, the old witch, allowed a little cynical
smile to play around her lips as she looked at Murdo
and her son. I was fully aware that Murdo had noticed
that, and was also aware that Miora’s disbelief in the
power of that great witch about whom Murdo had spoken
was not displeasing to the chief.
The following day Murdo, who recuperated more rapidly
than I thought possible, was up and about his work. I had
never before seen him as quarrelsome. He found fault
with everything. The horses had been neglected too much.
The dogs were too lean. The canvas of the wagons had
not been kept in order. The goats were dry. Murdo, who
had never paid any attention to the work of the women
in the camp, now found fault with it and censored the
women for their lack of order. When Sunday came he
quarreled with the younger women for having too many
jewels; too many dresses, he said, had been wheedled out
of their men, who had become as soft as old women. Some
of the children whom he inspected closely had sores and
boils which had broken out among them while Murdo was
ill. And then he accused Miora of knowing as little of
incantations and witchery as the cat in the tree.
While Murdo was talking to Miora, Lica came nearer
the chief. Murdo sailed savagely right into him, telling
him that he was the worthy son of his mother, that he was
sloppy, that his whip was not strong enough to hurt a
chicken, that his boots were as dirty as those of a beggar,
and that while he had carefully waxed his mustache he
had not washed his face.
“Has all the water dried up?” Murdo asked sarcastically,
“or are you waiting for your mother to wash your face
clean with her tongue, as a mother cat her kitten?”
The big, taut frame of Lica shook upon hearing his
chief’s words. He loved his mother passionately and believed
implicitly in her supernatural powers. That Murdo
should have singled him out, him and his mother, for such
unjust reproaches, when he had done his best to keep some
order when Murdo had been ill, pained the big Gypsy.
“If thou hast lost entire belief in the power of my
mother’s witchcraft,” Lica answered, “why not bring here
the one thou hast newly met to replace her? At any rate,
I thought she had only coarsened thy hide, but I see I was
mistaken——”
I could hardly believe my ears. What man dared use
such language to Murdo and hope still to live?
By that time a number of men and women of the camp
surrounded the two.
“Lost my belief!” Murdo exclaimed, laughing. “I never
had any!”
“Never had any!” Lica echoed, and looked around at
the other men. His mother’s face twitched, her body became
contorted. She gave one long hiss, like a snake, and
hobbled away on her stick.
“Never had any! What about the time she had darkened
the sun? When she had sailed away on a broomstick
in open daylight?” many of the other Gypsies repeated.
They put as much space between themselves and their
chief as they could. It was blasphemy. Murdo was calling
down the wrath of the evil one upon himself and the
camp. And if Miora were no witch at all, why had he
not told them before? Was it possible they had lived so
many years without protection from evil spirits? From
“Ciuma,” the mother of the forest!
When they had all gone Murdo said to me, “Keep
as near my tent as possible, for, though thou hast not
insulted them, their anger may turn upon thee.” I sat in
front of the tent watching the men busying themselves
feverishly each at his work. I could hear them muttering
as they worked. I could see them grouping themselves and
talking in subdued voices as they shot out glances from
underneath their lashes toward where Murdo was sitting.
Only Lica and Miora were not to be seen. Curiously
enough, Murdo’s face, which had been so choleric only
a while ago, had suddenly turned a glossy white. A certain
beatitude seemed to be enveloping him. His eyes
were very wide open and an unearthly smile played about
his lips. It was the same smile that played when he confused
an adversary in a discussion, when he was tremendously
satisfied with himself.
“One can never rule too well,” he said to me after a
while. “If a ruler is kind, men think him a weakling. So
he is a bad ruler. If a ruler is severe, his men think him
a tyrant. So he is a bad ruler. One should rule well
according to his own lights. A kind ruler should be kind
and a severe one severe.”
That night Murdo remained awake. He came over several
times to my tent. He said he could not sleep; but I
knew he was watching over me, fearing something might
happen.
I had attempted several times to make conversation with
the men and the women of the tribe, but they avoided me
and sent me unceremoniously about my work. Only Miora
had come nearer, and, passing her bony hands through my
hair, she asked, “Were you with Murdo when he visited
that witch?”
“No,” I replied. “He was alone. I never saw the
witch.”
Miora looked into my eyes to see if I had told the truth.
Satisfied, she hobbled away to the tent she occupied with
her son.
In two days Murdo had worked up the men and women
of his tribe to such an extent that they were in almost open
revolt. He had used the whip mercilessly. He had insulted
and beaten them. He had taken away the jewels
from the women, broken the cask of wine, smashed the
jugs of whiskey, and fed to the dogs the quarters of dried
lamb which hung inside the tents. At the smithy he had
elbowed away the smith to show him how shoes ought to
be made and put on. He accused the wheelwright of putting
the iron rims upon his wheels when too cold. It made
the spokes become loose too soon and ruined the carriages.
He tore the big needle from the hands of the harness-maker
and showed him how stitches should be made in thick
leather. He even kicked the boys currying the horses;
told them that their hands were made of cotton and their
feet of putty and that they were not worthy of attending
to horses.
I could not understand the reason back of Murdo’s
action. I was certain that there was a motive and a good
one, because he was not at all as grouchy when alone in
his tent or talking to me. On the contrary, he seemed
satisfied with his own attitude toward his men, and talked
glibly and banteringly of what he might yet do to them.
Miora had evidently spread the news that I had had
nothing to do with the chief’s finding of a new witch. For
the men and women in the tribe renewed old friendships
with me. Murdo found me talking to one of the young
women. He called me aside.
“She is married now,” he told me. “So you had better
keep at a distance from her.”
“But I have talked to her before, Murdo, and neither
thou nor her husband ever objected!”
“No, he has not objected; only he is no longer your
friend. It is the way with women. They want every man
who comes near them to forswear all his men friends. A
woman hates less and fears less the mistress of her husband
than she hates and fears his men friends. It is the reason
she separates her man from his friends. All means are
fair—jealousy as well as others. And another thing I will
tell thee. Women do not want you to tell them the truth.
They want men to lie to them. They urge them on, and
the more they know that he lies the more satisfied they
are, the more they like him. For she knows that it is
because of her that he lies, that he has done what is most
contrary to his own nature. For man needs never lie to
a woman if she did not compel him to do so. It is the
lies a man tells a woman that chains him to her more
than his love. Each lie is a link forged to the chain. And
another thing I will tell thee. It is well it is so. Two
things a woman has to hold a man near her when he no
longer wants her—her tears and her children. It is well
she has a third one—his lies.
“And still another thing I will tell thee—this time about
high mountains. The higher the peak the deeper the root.
And about large wheels moving slowly but covering great
distances. But all this thou wilt in time know, coming to
the knowledge in a different way. Oh, you who have discovered
how to see things too small to kill, yet not learned
how to live! Oh, you with your books and solidly walled
houses, with your customs and your manners, with your
kings and your doctors! You neither understand how to
live nor know how to die. And though you have knowledge,
you have no wisdom. You are like overfull barrels.
You cannot flow. You ooze. Your brains are clogged;
stuffed, leaving you no room for thought.”
Sunday. The inn at the market-place. The peasants of
the neighborhood are there to buy horses. The plowing
done, they are soon to begin to harrow. They use horses
for that work. Murdo’s men are out with their brown
little ponies, proving their speed, endurance, and pulling
strength. Two fiddlers on chairs upon a table are scraping
furiously away with their bows. A few of the youngsters
are already dancing, though it is far from midday. The
village tippler, chronically drunk, stands with his full,
white-trousered legs wide apart, holding an enormous
earthen pitcher in his outstretched hand, and offers drink
to all passers-by. “Drink, for spring is here!”
The girls stand in little groups, like field-flowers, and
talk among themselves, nod approval or bend in laughter,
looking from between long and lowered eyelashes in the
direction from which the young men arrive on their way
to the inn. They know one another so intimately that they
remark the slightest change of detail in apparel.
“Oh, look, Stan has put a new ribbon on his hat!”
“Oh, did you ever know Dan had a shirt with red-embroidered
sleeves?”
“No, I know of one embroidered with yellow and another
with black. This one with red is a new one.”
“Had his mother bought any red wool?”
“No, but Fanutza did.”
“Then it must be Fanutza! And I had always thought
he was to marry Viora!”
And among the young men they talked of the girls.
“Angelica has added a new silver piece to her necklace.
It looks a bit too long; dangles too low.”
“Her father resoled his boots the other day and quarreled
with the cobbler.”
“The innkeeper broke a new pitcher last week. Fell on
the stairs coming from the cellar and broke the pitcher.”
“Which one?”
“The one with blue flowers on a yellow background.”
“Innkeepers are so clumsy!”
“Clumsy and rich.”
“Nae, the musician, snapped three strings in one month.
It is a good omen. Never let the Gypsy use the same
strings at two weddings. Either you or your wife will be
unfaithful within the year.”
Every little thing is noticed. Every little thing is discussed,
is food for thought and talk. And if one bought
a horse the whole village is ready to give him advice. And
even after the man and horse are buried, the story of how
he began the bargain, the first price asked, the price offered,
every word, every gesture and word of the Gypsy and the
buyer are repeated for years and years; standing near the
fences in the summer nights or sitting at the fireside in
the winter.
“Do you remember when George bought his horse? It
was the year Stan married and Maren’s bitch gave him
a litter of six black little puppies.”
The chief topic of that Sunday, however, was Murdo’s
marvelous recovery and the tale he had told of being immunized
from bullets and disease by a great witch he had
met somewhere along the shores of the Danube.
When Murdo appeared at the inn he was surrounded by
older peasants who plied him with questions. The younger
ones kept respectfully aside.
“But really,” said one who had great faith in Miora’s
great powers, “you will not tell me, Murdo, that the one you
recently met can do what Miora is able to do? That she
can ride upon a broomstick through the air as well as
Miora, or stay the pest as Miora has done? Don’t we
know how many times Miora has saved this whole world
from destruction with her incantations! And what the
other one can do, Miora can and better. I am sure of
that.”
Murdo listened smilingly, allowing his interlocutor to
wax warmer and warmer on the subject of Miora and attracting
more and more people around him.
When the crowd was big enough Murdo turned around
and said, “There is Miora and there is her son, Lica. He
is the truest shot of all my men. He is a good man. And
were he not to believe as much in his mother’s power as
he does, he would be still a better man. Here is a test.
I shall go away for two days to my witch. While I am
away let Miora immunize her son against pistol-shots.
Then we will stand six feet apart with raised arms and
cocked pistols. Who remains standing is chief.”
Murdo’s proposition was received with astonishment and
awe by his listeners. Something worth while remembering
had already happened. A legend was in the making. A
great chief, Murdo!
I shall never forget the face of Miora after Murdo had
spoken. The locks of her lower jaw seemed to have slipped
out of their hinges. She was incapable of articulating a
word. The gurgling, moaning cry she let out was so unearthly;
it sounded more like the faint howl of packs of
distant wolves than that of a human being. In her anxiety
to protect with her own body the stature of her son, she
stretched herself so high, it seemed her humped back was
flattening out. Big as he was, Lica seemed a small baby
near that knotted, bony, hardened frame of his old mother.
Murdo vanished from the place as though the earth had
swallowed him. As everybody was looking for him and he
was not to be found, the tale quickly spread that he had
ridden away on the proverbial broomstick of the witches.
Children playing in front of the inn pointed to a lone, wild
duck high up in the air. They assured their elders that it
was Murdo; that they had seen him rise. Before nightfall
the miracle was believed. Even Miora believed it.
No horse-trading was done that day. When night came
everybody felt that the thing had resolved itself into a
fight of witches. That the contest was to be fought between
Miora and that other witch who had cured Murdo.
And that the price was to be the chieftainship of the tribe.
How could it be otherwise? If Murdo’s witch knew
more powerful incantations, more effective ones than Miora’s,
then Miora was a useless member of the tribe; then
both she and her son Lica should have to go elsewhere.
But if Murdo, who had courted and obtained the disapproval
and hatred of Miora, if Murdo’s witch was not all
he pretended her to be, then he could not remain the chief
of the tribe. For a man had to be protected against evil
and had to be able to recur to witchery if he were to rule
effectively a tribe of Gypsies. What if a disease befell the
cattle? What if a disease befell the people? And how
frequently those two afflictions came together! How could
a man be without the protection of a witch? And when
that man was a ruler he had to be immune from many
evils and had to be able to consult with the supernatural.
It was strange to see how the absence of Murdo affected
his tribe. During the following two days life became an
unbearable burden to me. Miora and her son kept to their
tent. The rest of the tribe, men, women and children,
huddled pell-mell, cried, yelled, scratching, pushing, at
times moving like a flabby, will-less mass of soft flesh,
hither and thither, without aim, without reason.
The soul-shattering experience made them remember old
words and old curses. Customs and habits which had long
ago fallen into disuse, fallen by the wayside at the Ganges
River, on the Turkestan roads, rose to the surface again.
The women formed a circle holding each other’s braids and
pulling hard, yelling and turning round and round. The
men stripped and flogged one another. At one time during
the night, when I had seen an altar built, I feared a return
to human sacrifice. But the fire was not lighted. An old
Gypsy spoke and stayed whatever was about to take place.
He urged them to keep their minds away. Not to commit
themselves. For if Miora were stronger and they had committed
themselves mentally to the other one, they were
sure to be punished. So they danced rhythmless dances
and sang tuneless songs, buried their nails in the flesh of
their faces and their breasts, and howled with delight. In
the end some one started to repeat incessantly two words,
“Cirtra, vatra; cirtra, vatra; cirtra, vatra.” Soon they were
all repeating the same words, holding one another under
the spell of their feverish, dilated eyes and the jerking,
nervous movements of their limbs and shoulders.
The loud moaning of Miora rose above the din of the
monotone, which soon became like an accompaniment to
the wailing song. From time to time this unearthly cacophony
was punctured with a dry and piercing report from
Lica’s pistol.
In their distraction the Gypsies had not noticed the
appearance of Murdo in their midst. When they had
noticed him they remained silent and surrounded him. Oh,
they believed in him and his witch! He could see that in
their eyes. Why had he thought it necessary to test them?
Murdo was in his bare feet and dressed only in a white
shirt, held closely to the hips with a wide red sash.
“Call Lica,” he ordered, “but let two men keep Miora
in her tent.”
Lica came out. He was not too sure on his feet. I could
see Murdo remarked that. The old chief walked to where
the young Gypsy was standing, measured six feet away
from him, opened the shirt at his chest until the gray-haired
surface was exposed, and said:
“Aim well, Lica, for I want no excuse afterward. It is
known thou art the best shot of the tribe.”
Miora howled her loudest. The others were awe-struck
and silent.
“Now,” and the old chief leveled his pistol. “When I
say ‘three.’”
Lica was pale, but he had regained his composure. It
was evident both men were anxious to end the affair.
“One.”
“Two.”
“Three.” Both men emptied their pistols; and Murdo
fell flat on his back. The blood trickled.
“Murdo!” I cried, leaning over the dying man.
Lica was untouched, wondering, amazed at what had
happened.
“In—my—left—hand—take it—” Murdo murmured
softly.
“He—is—a good shot. They will believe in him. It’s
what—they need. A chief—in whom they believe—a great
witch, Miora—greater than mine——”
From his left hand I took the lead of the bullet Murdo
had fired at Lica!
He died to give them a chief they could believe greater
than he was.
So they danced and made merry. And there was song
and wine, and the women were again at their best and the
men at their happiest.
“Oh, Murdo, grandson of the mighty chief Lupu, but
father of none worthy of thy blood. I shall tell of thy
death to the ‘other ones’ so that they might know how to
die themselves. I have already told them of thy great
wisdom; that wisdom which was far greater than that of
the snake, yet had none of its poison; and thy great wing-strength,
more powerful than that of the eagle, on which
thou hast lifted thine own soul above the dirt and the dust
of the valley, but never soiled with the blood of prey.
“Murdo, grandson of Lupu, the Wolf. Eagle and Snake.
Man. Of all who have seen thee die I am the only one to
know the truth. The tribe is scattered to the four winds.
‘Lilith’ has done her dreadful work. Murdo, my teacher,
my chief, thou who hast been more than father or brother
to me, forgive me if I have not told the story as thou, incomparable
one, wouldst have had me tell it.”
[4] Copyright, 1922, by The Pictorial Review Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Konrad Bercovici.
AN UNKNOWN WARRIOR [5] — SUSAN M. BOOGHER
By SUSAN M. BOOGHER
(From The Junior League Bulletin)
Snow was falling over London; a great blur of zig-zagging
flakes; the embankment was deserted; the
streets half-filled; in the houses of Parliament long windows
etched themselves in light; Westminster Abbey was
almost obliterated by the downfall, its time-stained crevices
had filled, like cups, with drifts of snow.
Out of the obscurity and the snow a soldier approached
Westminster.
He paused a moment on the opposite side of the street
to peer at the great pile before him, and in his eyes was
the half-incredulous amazement of one who finds himself
at home again after strange, unhappy wanderings.
For an instant the Abbey seemed subtly changed; vague,
intangible, unearthly. It was the drifting snow, of course,
that obliterated the stains of time in its multitudinous
delicate crevices; the drifting snow that was like a veil
about his vision.
The zig-zagging flakes momentarily blinded the soldier,
confused him ... for an instant in the falling snow, he
saw the Abbey white and stainless like a transcendent
chalice lifted to the sky.
Then the soldier passed through the high-pointed portal.
The padded doors fell to behind him. Dim and quiet, the
great nave stretched away into the gloom.
After a moment the soldier raised his bared head; his
eyes, grown accustomed to the twilight, lifted to the rose
window above the altar.
He had taken off the heavy coat he wore; shorn of its
bulk, he seemed extremely young, boyish, child-like even.
There was something of childhood in the hidden, secret
happiness of his eyes; something of childhood in the furtive
way he fingered the column at whose base he stood,
then quickly withdrew his hand.
As one touches a flower, his gaze fondled the dim Abbey.
Presently he moved slowly down the splendid nave,
pausing now and then to drink in with thirsty eyes the
beauty about him....
In a distant chapel, candles like captive fireflies were
flickering amid the gloom of drooping banners, and the
furled flags of forgotten wars....
The vastness of Westminster, the stateliness, lifted him
as wings lift.
It had always been so; throughout his childhood the
Abbey had held for him the beauty and romance that other
boys find in sport, in girls, in love.
He was remembering how often and often as a child
he had brought lunch with him and spent whole days
exploring the Abbey—its great naves and chapels, its
crypts and tombs.
And it was still the same. War had not changed the
Abbey.
The soldier now was standing before the chancel at the
high altar, his face lifted to the rose window that glowed
above it. And suddenly, like light, transcendent happiness
was about him.
War had not changed him either!
The thought that was like light about him bore him in
an ecstasy of thanksgiving to his knees. His prayer was
incoherent; a feeling of infinite, lifted happiness: to have
gone from college, physically untrained for war, psychologically
unprepared, to have spent three years in the mud
and blood,—and to have remained unchanged!
War had not changed him. War was an interruption,
a suspension, a holding of one’s breath ... the things for
which he had lived—poetry and beauty still were first.
Irrelevantly, and with an overwhelming longing, he remembered
the casual eyes of men who dwell in peace;
he remembered English lanes that call out to be trod;
violets like music in the grass; the cloistral quality of
libraries; that first faint tremble in the trees of spring;
moonlight like snow upon the night....
And then, a tremendous symphony, the poems he had
loved broke over him. For an interval he was breathless,
remembering the unbearable beauty of Shakespeare’s sonnets;
Chaucer, like a dayesie in the grass; the music of
Milton; Shelley’s “luminous wings”; Wordsworth, “whose
dwelling is the light of setting suns.”
Poetry! English poetry! He felt abased and purified
and lifted. In a sudden flash he re-beheld his England
as the land of poets. Not of shopkeepers, sailors, empire-builders.
But of poets—the winged voices of the race!
There were Ireland, of course, and India, and Egypt,
and opium; dreadful ills! He shuddered imperceptibly.
But these things, in the final analysis, were not England.
England was the poets whose voices sing always of freedom;
England was the barons at Runnymede; Magna
Carta; England was America, too; the pilgrims who planted
a dream upon the wilderness; and that still prophetic voice
speaking today above the roar and belch of war to the
heart of the world. England was Westminster: Shakespeare
and Wordsworth and Wilson.
“Cloud-capped towers” ... “and visions splendid” ...
“men too proud to fight.”
Then the young soldier thought of his king; instinctively
his eyes lifted, his hand rose to the salute. Not as a
kindly, middle-aged man, slightly shrunken with mediocrity,
did the young soldier think of his king. To him,
he was a knightly, shining figure, splendid with romance.
Medieval mysticism; crusaders faring forth to holy lands;
the glamour of Elizabeth’s bright reign; all the lesser poets
like fugitive and falling stars upon the night; these things
were England to the young soldier, were his king. King
and Country! The phrase lifted him again in exaltation.
King and Country! It was for that he was a warrior; it
was for poetry and peace—tranquility like the silence here
in Westminster, where dreams unfold.
War was a cloud that would pass from before the shining
beauty of life. Others would know it again. Others....
Bitterness and grief for a moment assailed him. He had
felt life poignantly. A poet does; most poignantly, perhaps,
the man not quite a poet. Beauty had been so
vividly acute; the laughter of forsythia in the spring;
summer’s perfumed, star-sown nights, the flaunting flags
of autumn, the thrill like military music on the wind.
These things to him were happiness as sharp as pain. And
winter, too, with its largo of snow.
It was winter now ... and snowing.
As the exaltation of his mood subsided, the soldier found
his down-cast gaze caught by an insignia on the overcoat
that hung across his arm; the number of a regiment, a
division. The symbols seemed to him suddenly utterly
divorced from himself, alien. War was not possible, the
war was not. It could not be that yesterday he had been
in France; tomorrow he would be there again.
Incredulity swept him.
In the silence and the solitude and the twilight of Westminster,
the thing that he had left, the thing to which he
must return, seemed impossible, an unreality, delirium.
He thought suddenly of death ... it was the first time
he had thought of death since he had entered the Abbey.
It seemed incredible that men were dying at that instant,
killing each other with terrible guns, when the quiet here
was so profound.
For an instant one of those moments of distorted sensation
assailed him, of familiarity with what occurs; the
silence was acute with soundless sounds; in the shadow
about him crowded unseen presences; the pounding of
his heart was louder than a drum ... and suddenly he
knew that he had never been surprised, always the things
that had come to him he had foreseen. Suddenly he knew
that he had always known that this would happen to him;
war and death. For an instant he closed his eyes against
memory, against war, presentiment.
Like terrible and bitter waters, despair engulfed him;
he was conscious of a fumbling, still-born gesture after the
youth that he had lost, the beauty forgotten, the poems
he would not write.
He had meant to be a poet.
Always, as a child, a youth, he had meant to be a poet,
and write phrases like the “vision splendid,” and sleep in
Westminster with the mighty dead.
A strangling agony was in his throat.... He felt betrayed.
War had betrayed him. Fate had. Now he would
never be a poet and sleep in Westminster. He was only a
soldier, a warrior ... an unknown warrior.
The terrible and bitter waters, the strangling agony at
length subsided. He felt spent, exhausted, devoid of emotion.
And after a moment he rose from his knees; he was
remembering why he had come back to England on this
strange leave; he was remembering he must hurry if he
were to stand again among the mighty dead.
The look of childhood, the look of hidden, secret happiness
returned to his face as he turned away from the high
altar and traversed the transept.
When at last he had come to the Poets’ Corner, he
paused, he relaxed, he drew a deep breath, as one who
has indeed come home.
Above him in the stained glass windows myriad colors
gleamed. It was lighter there than any place in the Abbey,
than any place in England, the young soldier thought ...
any place in the world.
England’s poets! He found himself again among them.
It was a tryst he kept!
As he stood there, the twilight, and the storm, and war,
all the weary weight he carried, vanished from about him.
Like a rush of purifying waters, poetry and beauty swept
his soul.
It was for this he had come home!
Hot, unexpected tears in his eyes startled the young
soldier. Poetry! He had not until today really thought
of poetry for three hideous years of war. Poetry! The
very word was the loveliest in the language. Unexpectedly,
he remembered his bookshelves, his volumes of poems, certain
pages—words themselves were before his eyes.
“Whither is fled the visionary gleam?”
“Where is it now, the glory and the dream?”
Like a deep-toned organ, the music of Wordsworth’s
Ode was about him. “Our birth is but a sleep and a
forgetting.”... The words suggested phraseless things;
they lifted him, he soared upon their beauty.
Suddenly illusion swept him....
Visions swirled upon the dark; about him the dim distances
leaped into light; the great Abbey was ablaze with
candles; through its windows gleamed the sun; a thronging
multitude was gathered beneath the drooping banners
and the furled flags of forgotten wars; upon the silence
pulsed the slow beat of funeral music, as a vast procession
passed in insubstantial pageantry behind a flag-draped bier
to where the mighty dead of England sleep.
Illusion crowded upon the young soldier; blinded him;
dazzled him.... Life had been too stabbing to last,
poetry too poignant. And now it did not matter; his life,
his death, his poetry.
“Another race hath been, and other palms are won.”
A flag-draped bier! Like great protecting wings about
his soul presentiment enfolded him.... Peace comes after
war; death after life; and always to the poet, come poetry
and beauty. A shining something, like light, was about
him, was in his eyes and soul. Unsung songs ... a voiceless
poet ... a soldier, an unknown warrior ... sleeping
in Westminster with the mighty dead!
The swirling visions vanished. Illusion fell away.
The young soldier sank to his knees; for an instant his
head was bowed in prayer ... “thoughts too deep for
tears.”
The vision he had seen had blinded him, and humbled
him and healed. Gradually his eyes re-focused to the
dark, but the shining something, like light, remained in his
soul.
In the stained glass window the colors had blurred together,
but still a lantern, in the hand of a figure grown
shadowy and dull, retained its fire; the soldier watched it
fade.
And then he rose and moved away. Beyond a transparent
dimming window, he glimpsed a gargoyle vague
with snow. The great nave as he traversed it was a well
of darkness. Out of the silence came the muffled sound of
a padded door.
In the vestibule, a ragged newsboy flitted past him like
a bat; his face and the papers under his arm made white
blots in the gloom. “’Ello! A soldier hin the Habbey!”
The boy drew up at his side. “Paper, sir? News from
the front?”
The soldier looked about him tentatively, as one waking
from a dream. In the shadows the newsboy’s face was
strangely white, and he had eerie eyes. The man wondered
what he was doing in the Abbey.
“Hit’s the quiet ’ere hafter the streets,” the boy volunteered,
as if in answer to the unspoken thought. His
strangely white face and his eyes fascinated the soldier,
hypnotized him.
“Hit’s quiet ’ere too hafter the guns!” The boy was
pirouetting from one foot to another.
“Yes,” the soldier said. He wanted to tell the boy to
come here often. He wanted to tell the boy about poetry
and beauty—the Intimations of Immortality.
“Hi come to the big shows they pulls off ’ere, too,” the
child said unexpectedly.
For an instant his illusion recurred to the soldier; a
vast crowd, lights and banners—funeral music, a flag-draped
bier!
“But Hi likes hit better when hit’s dark and quiet—like
now!”
The newsboy’s eerie eyes re-focused to the soldier’s
vision. It had come to him that this boy, other boys,
loved the Abbey as he had. For an instant he realized
the linked chain of life. He saw a passing torch.
Then he got into his overcoat. Shrinking a little as
one does who leaves home for the darkness and the cold,
the young soldier passed out from Westminster.
Snow was falling over London; a great blur of zig-zagging
flakes....
[5] Copyright, 1922, by The Junior League Bulletin.
Copyright, 1923, by Susan M. Boogher.
THE HELPLESS ONES [6] — FREDERICK BOOTH
By FREDERICK BOOTH
(From Broom)
Eddie Gordon sprawled face upward on the living-room
couch, asleep. His head was at the foot of the
couch, hanging partly over the edge, and his shod feet lay
nearly buried where the pillows and his overcoat were
jumbled together. One arm hung over the side of the
couch, and his hand, crumpled against the floor, lying limp
in the shadow, resembled a cast-off gray glove. He lay so
still with his clothes all tumbled and his head turned and
hanging back against one shoulder, one might have thought
him dead. But he only slept.
At six o’clock a lively step sounded in the hall. A key
snapped in the lock. The door opened and Sally Gordon
came in.
She turned her head deliberately toward the couch as
she closed the door. A sigh, rather tremulous but brief,
whispered in the gloom. She went quickly to the table
in the middle of the room, felt about for a match, and
lighted the gas chandelier. Without looking again toward
the couch she removed her overcoat and hat, went into
the bathroom, turned high the gas and washed her face and
hands, vigorously brushing the ink-stains from her fingertips.
She turned from the bathroom into the bedroom,
turned up the light there, and brushed her hair with soft,
slow strokes. She touched her face rather indifferently
with a powder-puff, and stood then stroking her eyebrows
with the tips of her fingers, looking long into the mirror.
She gazed at her reflection and her face wore a look of
pleasure. Once with her palm she smoothed back the hair
from her forehead with a slow, caressing stroke, as one
would stroke back the hair from the forehead of a child.
She regarded herself steadily with the unaffected and unconcealed
tenderness with which she would have regarded
a child.
At last, reluctantly, she turned down the light and
walked back into the living room.
She stood by the couch and stared down at her husband.
Her eyes had the peculiar intent look of a mother who
watches her sleeping baby. Her eyes roamed the whole
length of his body, looking at his untidy clothing, his
uncombed hair, at his muddy boots that had muddied his
overcoat and the pillows. At last she slipped one arm
under his shoulders and with a great effort pulled him up
on the couch so that his head had a better resting place.
She reached for a pillow and tucked it under his head.
She picked up his limp, hanging arm and laid it across
his body, pulled his gaping coat together and buttoned
the bottom button. She made quick, sure movements, the
movements of one who performs an accustomed human
task.
Having made him easier, less ungraceful in his inertness,
she sat down on the edge of the couch and gazed intently
into his face. Her eyes dwelt in turn on every one of
his features and to every one she gave some sort of touch,
his tousled hair a pat, his forehead a slow stroke, his closed
eyes a touch of her finger-tips, and still in her face was that
peculiar intent and anxious look, the look of a mother who
dotes on her fragile treasure.
Eddie Gordon slept, hardly breathing, not moving. His
sleep was profound, sodden, the sleep of a hard and habitual
drinker who gets drunk every night and sleeps until
morning, drunk every morning and sleeps until night. His
face had a greenish yellow color about the forehead and
eyes, was flushed at the cheeks and swollen at the mouth.
Sally knew what ailed him. It was a daily event in her
life, and she found herself reacting to it this time exactly
as she had many times before, as she did every time she
saw her husband lying so still and helpless, his heart barely
beating, his breath barely stirring. Always when she saw
him thus, so profoundly helpless, so utterly and mystically
babelike, the feelings of a mother for awhile possessed her
completely. It possessed her as one is possessed by a mood.
It possessed her against her will, this common emotion that
had not yet found expression in her life. She dreaded this
slow welling up of morbid desire to fondle and nurse that
helpless, still baby, her husband. But it was not to be
resisted while it ran its course. In that desire, during its
beginning and even during the moments of her surrender
to it, was something that filled her with self-horror. She
felt herself tricked and made worse than silly. She felt
herself infected with moral decay. Always she had fought
against it, as she had this time, with little devices, delays,
as one in sleep fights the approach of a bad dream which
comes on regardless. And always she surrendered, for
awhile. Always, for awhile, something in her was glad to
have this man even thus dependent, thus her own.
So she sat, prinking her husband’s hair, straightening
his disordered clothing, lost in this strange little orgy of
motherliness.
But after awhile a look of distaste ruffled a little her
face. Little dimples puckered the middle of her forehead.
The wide pupils of her eyes narrowed a little. She turned
her face a little away, still looking, cocked her head a little
sideways, bit her lip and drew her hands back, hesitating.
The man’s mouth was sagging open, and impulsively, with
a studious, earnest air, like a child modeling clay, she took
his face in both her hands and firmly pressed his mouth
shut, and for a moment held it so. But when she took her
hands away his mouth again sagged open. He slept.
She frowned and again put out her hands, but drew them
back. She recoiled a little and turning her head swept his
body from head to foot with one swift glance. She took
his limp hand in hers, held it up to the light and looked
at it narrowly. His hand was unclean all over and the
nails were black. She flung it down hurriedly, and without
getting up she turned her back to him, and bending over,
her elbow on her knee, her mouth resting against her fist,
stared at the floor a long while. The silence was absolute.
Minutes passed. She arose and walked aimlessly about
for awhile, tucking at her hair, rearranging the furniture.
Once she glanced at her watch. She came and leaned back
against the table, looking at her husband. Her hands
arranged and rearranged a bunch of violets pinned between
the buttoned lapels of her jacket.
After awhile she called sharply, “Eddie! Eddie!” Silence.
She bit her lip and shook her head slowly a long time,
gripping the edge of the table and holding her body rigid.
She lifted up her head and gazed at the ceiling.
“Oh, God!” she whispered, as though she believed God
might be in the room above. Her body sagged while she
gazed at the ceiling. She sobbed without making a sound.
Tears glinted in her eyes but did not roll down her cheeks.
The man lay regardless.
At last the woman smiled, a wry smile; looked at her
watch; and turned toward her coat and hat.
A step sounded in the hall, heavy and rather slow, coming
toward her door. It stopped at her door, there was a wait,
a firm rap. She opened the door at once.
“You, Allen?” she exclaimed in an undertone.
A tall man was looking in at her. He was rather angular
and awkward. His eyes were deepset and gray, and his
large, rather bony face had a sober look.
“May I come in?” he said.
She led the way into the room. He followed slowly,
closing the door behind him. She looked at him with a
question in her face.
“I could not stay away any longer,” he said.
“I never told you not to come,” she replied.
He had not appeared to notice the man on the couch.
Now, as if he had known all the time, he turned slowly
and looked down at Eddie. After some moments he again
faced her.
“The same as ever,” he said.
She shrugged her shoulders and a poor smile flickered
on her lips. He looked at her steadily but not offensively,
and she could not take her eyes from his face. The steady,
full breathing of this man could be heard in the room. He
put out his great hand and stroked back the hair from her
forehead as she herself had done when she stood before
the mirror in the bedroom. Her head was thrust a little
back by the weight of his hand, but she continued to look
up into his eyes. Her hands trembled on the edge of the
table.
“You’ve had enough,” he said at last. “You’re going
away with me this evening. You are going now.”
The pupils of her eyes widened. Her face grew pale and
her lips seemed brilliant by contrast. She put both of her
hands against his shoulders. The quick gesture seemed
to warn him not to come any nearer, yet the touch of her
hands against his coat was almost like a caress.
A sort of eagerness animated the face of the man, tempered
by hesitancy and grave concern. The look of his
face plainly said, “I want you, but I wouldn’t hurt you.”
He held his head in an awkward fashion and moved his
lips, searching for words. They gazed at each other without
speaking.
The man on the couch flung his head fretfully about,
opened his eyes and blinked up at the light, turned his
body a little more and raised himself on his elbow. His
swollen lips made a grotesque attempt to draw themselves
down, and failed; but the stare of his eyes was fixed, unwinking
and terrible. He saw how her bare arm, the sleeve
slipped back, gleamed like a bar of silver against the tall
man’s shoulder. He stared and then his face became dull.
Quietly he laid himself down again.
The tall man said at last, “Pack your suitcase and come
away. I’m not asking you to.... You know. You understand
me, don’t you, Sally? I love you. But that’s not it,
not entirely. I wouldn’t try to break up your home, not
if you had a home. I see you wearing yourself out here.
This is breaking you, this business. You’ve said so yourself.
Now it’s time to cut it out, anyway, for awhile. I
saw that look in your eyes when I came in. Leave him a
note. I’ll take you anywhere you say. You can go to
my mother’s, or you can go to a hotel. But you’ve got to
have a rest for awhile anyway. I saw that look in your
eyes when I came in. Now you’ve got to give this business
a let-up. Don’t worry about him. Leave him a note and
some money. Anyway, I have always managed to look
him up every day or so, I’ll see to it that he gets along.
You know that Eddie and I understand each other, Sally,
I mean, when he’s sober. And I don’t have to tell you,
do I Sally, that I am honest about it with both of you, no
matter how much I want you? You and Eddie and I,
we’ve always been friends, and we always will be, no matter
what happens. I’ll see him and I’ll talk to him straight
out. It will be for the best all the way round, for him too.
He’ll see the thing straight. He’s not so unreasonable, not
when he’s sober. I know he will consent. I know it can
be settled in the right way. Pack a suitcase and come
away with me tonight.”
His heavy manner, his blunt speech, his awkwardness,
revealed the heaviness of his desire and his anxious earnestness.
The woman had slowly drawn away from him. Now
she leaned back against the table, one hand braced against
the edge, the other hand smoothing down the lapel of her
jacket. She held her head sideways and cast at the floor
a troubled and pensive look, its pathos heightened by the
whiteness of her face and supple neck.
She thinned her lips and a frown puckered her forehead.
“No,” she said slowly, in a small voice. “No, I couldn’t
do that. You know I couldn’t, Allen. No. No.”
The tall man looked at her with an expression of benign
indecision and puzzlement. He turned his head toward
the sprawled shape on the couch. He bit his lip. A deep
flush mounted to his forehead and made the arteries in
his temples swell. He stroked his chin, meditating.
“Sally,” he said at last. The constraint in his voice
made the woman look quickly up. “I’ll tell you, Sally, I
haven’t talked to you about this thing the way I feel like
talking. Now I’m going to talk the way I feel like talking.
Maybe it’s brutal of me to do it, but I can’t help that. I
have to say what I think. I’m that way and you know me
well enough not to mind too much.”
But he paused and studied her face, hesitating, half
afraid. Then he said:
“You loved me before you met Eddie, didn’t you, Sally?”
“Yes.”
“I knew it.” His voice trembled a little, and he stopped
for a moment because he did not want to show how pleased
he was at her confession while he was still under the disadvantage
of her resistance.
His slow voice went on, “Yes, I used to feel almost sure
of it. Even though it was presumptuous of me, I did think
so. You were always straightforward. You were never
ashamed of your feelings. But I couldn’t ask you to
marry me, not then. You remember how things were with
me—my kid sisters and all to be looked after. I had to
wait.”
“I understood,” said Sally in a low voice. “I knew you
cared, and why you—didn’t say anything.”
“But you married Eddie just the same! And it wasn’t
because you didn’t care for me. I know why you married
him. I’m going to tell you why you married him.”
“Don’t! You needn’t tell me. I know. I didn’t know
then. I just felt something that was too strong for me.
I didn’t know why I had to give in to it. I just had to.
Now I know what it was. I know why I had to give in
to it.”
She paused, pressed the back of one hand against her
mouth. She bent her head. Her hand trembled against
her mouth and her shoulders trembled a little too. She
took her hand away from her mouth and began to tug at
one of the buttons of her coat. Her lips were white. She
pressed her upper lip against her teeth to keep it from
quivering.
“I could have waited for you. I knew you would ask
me some day. But there was one thing I couldn’t wait
for. I was twenty-four, and natural. My whole feeling
for life and people was full of a woman’s desires. I didn’t
know it then, but I know it now. I was strong, I could
have waited if I had known it then. I know now that my
whole feeling for Eddie was that I wanted to mother him.
I had to mother somebody. But I didn’t know it was that,
not then. I didn’t understand it at all. I used to be afraid
and ashamed because I still loved you and here all the
time Eddie and I were coming closer and closer together.
I didn’t understand myself at all. Yes, I still loved you,
but ... I couldn’t have children then, it takes money to
have children. Those days you were having your own
struggles and I could barely make my living. I couldn’t
even allow myself to think of having children.”
She stopped, turned her head and looked at the sleeper
on the couch. She knitted her brows and compressed her
lips. The tall man moved his lips as if to speak, but she
went on:
“One night he came to see me. That was when he was
on The Sun, and he had made such a hit, you remember?
He was drunk that night. He came to the house drunk.
I used to wonder how he could get drunk—how he could—such
a sweet boy. Now I know why. He got himself
drunk so he could run away from responsibilities—so he
would be helpless—so he could be a child, just as he is now.
He was beautiful that night—drunk. He was beautiful
partly because he was drunk. Can you understand that?
Some men are that way. He was that way then. His
cheeks were flushed, his eyes sparkled, and his yellow hair
stood up all over his head, glittering in the lamplight. He
sat on the couch and drew up his knees so that his feet
were on the couch too. He sat there and talked to me.
He lisped when he talked. His head was unsteady on his
shoulders, like a baby’s. He talked to me about his mother.
You know she died when he was five. He had to grow
up unfinished. He had become a man but he was still a
child. He told me how beautiful his mother was and how
he would have been different if she had lived. I was like
her, he said. He sat there and talked to me just about as
he would have talked to his mother, I suppose, if she had
been there in my place. The room was warm and after
awhile he couldn’t talk at all. But he was beautiful, as a
child is beautiful. His yellow head fell over against me.
I put my arms around him and pulled his head down and
held him close to me. I didn’t know what I was doing.
Maybe I didn’t want to know.
“After that I couldn’t resist him. I didn’t try. I wouldn’t
let myself think about you. Eddie needed me. The whole
thing with me was pity. A woman must pity something!
I told myself that Eddie needed me. I loved him for his
weaknesses.”
The tall man slowly nodded his head. “I knew that was
why you married him,” he said. “I can see how a woman
would do that.”
The woman went on: “After we were married I used to
go out and hunt for him when he didn’t come home. I
still do sometimes. I hunt for him in the back rooms of
saloons, at the bar, down at the Press Club. I go along
the streets where I know he is likely to be. I lead him
home by the hand. Yes, and he leans on me, and he
babbles to me like a baby as we go along the streets, he
says the same things over and over again the way a baby
does. He comes with me through the streets like a child
that was lost and is glad to be found again. And when I
get him home I wash his face and feed him. I put my arm
around him and make him eat. I undress him and put
him to bed. And he is glad of it. He is glad to be like
a baby; then he can live that part of his life that was
never finished. And I used to be glad too.”
“You used to be glad?” the tall man said. “That is hard
to believe.”
“Yes, I think I must have been glad of his helplessness.
Do you understand? His helplessness gave me an excuse
to mother him. I had to mother somebody! The worst
thing is, no good at all has come of our being married—no
good to either of us. No, it has hurt us both.”
She turned her head, holding it a little sideways as she
had when she sat on the couch by her husband, and looked
at him again. There was something childlike in the expression
of her face and in her pose. Her whole body
expressed ingenuous bewilderment and trouble. She put
her finger to her lips.
The tall man, his hands at his side, studied her face.
He said nothing. He waited for her to go on.
She made a little gesture with her hand as if she were
brushing something away.
“See, now he has got to where he no longer wants even
to be helped. Now he doesn’t even want to be cared for.”
Her voice was tired and plaintive, the voice of a tired
child.
“To be a coddled baby doesn’t satisfy him any more.
He wants to be a sleeping baby. Sleep! Sleep! Only let
him sleep! He gets drunk at night and sleeps till morning.
He gets drunk in the morning and sleeps till night. That
is what drinking is with him. That is what drinking is for.
That is the way he escapes—he has always drunk to escape—he
is backing out of life entirely. Do you see? Now
he doesn’t want me to take care of him any more, for that
reminds him that he is alive and in the world. I know.
He is trying to find again the deep sleep that a baby has
before it is born.”
The tall man would have spoken but she went on.
“Can’t you see how it is with me now? There is no
longer any satisfaction, not even the kind of satisfaction
I got from it at first. Maybe I should have known better
at first. But we always say that afterward, when it is too
late.”
“It isn’t too late,” the tall man said. “You know it was
a mistake. It’s a simple thing to correct that mistake,
and you know it’s perfectly straight. As far as Eddie is
concerned we will take care of him.”
“But I couldn’t do it. I just couldn’t, somehow. You
don’t know how it is. But I know. The whole thing is
like a habit, only it’s worse than a habit. I know. I have
tried to break it. But I didn’t use much will power.
Maybe I didn’t want to break it.
“You think I am strong. Maybe I am strong. But I
am like most women. My strength does just about as it
pleases with me.”
She bowed her head and looked hopelessly at the floor.
The tall man had already taken her by the shoulders.
She lifted her head quickly. Her face wore a look of surprise
and fear because of his sudden and strong grip on her
shoulders.
“You may call it a habit or whatever you like, you’ve
had enough of it,” he said. His face had turned pale and
his mouth was stern. But his eyes regarded her kindly.
She made no attempt to pull away from him. The frightened
look left her face.
“You’ll put an end to this business. I’ll make you.
Then you’ll be glad.”
They looked at each other in silence. The sleeper on
the couch seemed to be holding his breath.
“I don’t know,” said the woman at last. “Maybe I
would be glad. Yes, maybe I would be glad. But I don’t
know—I just don’t know how I could make myself do
it.”
“How about me?” said the tall man in a voice that had
changed since last he spoke. “Why do you always leave
me out of it? Maybe if you let yourself think about me
once in a while....”
He had turned pale and his lips were trembling. He
stopped speaking, but not because he was ashamed of his
emotion. He stopped speaking because he was ashamed
of what his emotion had impelled him to say.
She was looking at him in surprise and wonder. She put
out one hand and touched his coat with her finger-tips,
unconsciously, lightly. Her chin quivered.
“Allen,” she said softly, “Allen, I didn’t mean—please—”
“Never mind,” he said slowly, in a constrained voice.
“You know I didn’t mean to talk to you that way. I don’t
want to appeal to your sympathy. And I don’t want to
make you do anything. You know that. I meant all along
to appeal to your understanding. You know that. I still
mean to. And as far as understanding goes, you understand
everything as well as I do. It’s all a matter of
making up your mind. I don’t want to force you to do
anything. I know how hard it is for you. You take your
time about it. Don’t think about me. Try to think about
what is the best thing to do. And just take your time
about it.”
She still kept her head lowered and still her fingers
touched his coat. He knew that if he had taken her in
his arms then and there the decision would have been
entirely of his own making, and to his own liking. But his
pride rebelled at the thought of reaching a decision, above
all a decision in his own favor, by such a primitive method,
by a method so contrary to his idea of how an issue between
a man and a woman should be met. He would have
her make her decision through her own understanding and
by her own will! His hands left her shoulders and he
stepped a little away from her. They no longer touched
each other.
She nodded her head a little, looking at the floor.
He studied her, a little puzzled. “Then, may I come
back next week, say, next Monday evening?”
Again she nodded her head, without looking up.
“Will you try to make up your mind between now and
then? Will you be ready to tell me what you have decided
to do?” He spoke almost as he would have spoken to a
child.
For a moment she still looked at the floor. Then she
lifted her head. She met his kind gaze timidly.
“Yes, Allen, I will,” she replied in a low voice.
He drew a deep breath. “Good night,” he said, awkwardly
holding out his hand.
“Good night, Allen.”
He was gone and she closed the door quickly behind
him.
She stood by the door while the sound of his footsteps
rang in the hall. She looked wistfully about the room,
sunk again in silence. She puckered her brows, thinking.
She understood Allen. She knew why he had not followed
up his advantage. She respected him for it. But
she almost hated him for it as well.
She walked slowly back into the middle of the room.
Again she leaned back against the table. The uneasy
breathing of the man on the couch could be heard.
“Eddie,” she called.
Slowly he turned his face away from the wall. He
opened his eyes and for a moment stared without winking
down the length of his body. Then he crooked one arm,
raised himself to a sitting posture, turned and pulled his
feet off the couch. He sat with his body toward her. But
he looked down at her feet. He put his hands down on
either side of him against the couch, as if to brace himself.
He moved his dry lips two or three times.
“So you let Allen go away without you,” he said.
“You were awake?”
“Most of the time.” He looked up at her. He had
slept a long time and he was quite sober. The pupils of
his blue eyes were like black pin-heads. He tried to control
the uneasy movements of his swollen upper lip.
“I heard what you told him,” he declared in a high,
assertive voice. “You’re right about me. I know it. But
it’s worse than you think. I’m done. I’ll be glad when
I’m dead. Not on your account either. On my own
account. I’ll be glad when I’m dead, I tell you. You
ought to have gone away with him. What makes you so
silly?”
“Please, Eddie.”
“I mean it. I wish you’d go away and leave me. I wish
to God you would.”
He stared defiantly at her, blinking his eyes.
She tried to speak. She moved her lips, searching for
words. Exasperation struggled with the pity in her face.
She looked at him without trying to hide her pity. Her
forehead was puckered with little dimples. She tilted her
head a little to one side and half extended one hand.
“Eddie!” she cried. “Eddie, my poor boy! If you’d
only let me—”
“Ah-k!” He waved his hand in front of his face, brushing
away her words.
“Don’t I know what you’re about to say!” he sneered,
twisting his face and making his light-colored eyes glare
at her.
“Save me—eh? Want to try that again, eh? What do
you want to do that for? You’ve tried that before. Now
you want to try it again, eh? I know. I know. What
makes you so silly? I’m done. You know I’m done.
Allen’s right. Better chuck the whole thing and forget it.
You’ll be glad afterward.”
He wagged his head, smirked at her and added: “And
maybe you don’t know it but I’ll be damned glad of it
too.”
“You mustn’t talk that way, Eddie. You mustn’t.”
“Yes I will,” he declared, pulling down his puffed upper
lip. He looked around at the floor, at the furniture, at
her, with an unchanging, hard stare. A silence followed.
Nothing could be heard but his quick, uneasy breathing
and the uneasy motions of his body on the couch. His
hands moved all of the time. His yellowish face moved.
His eyes rested nowhere.
She came and sat by him. She put her hand on his
shoulder. She regarded him with a look of pity, watching
his face. Her feeling for him trembled on her lips. Her
eyes watched every movement he made, dwelt on every
one of his features. Her fingers trembled.
But he would not look at her. He looked sideways at
the floor.
“When he comes Monday you’ll go with him. You’d
better.” His voice was high and harsh.
“No I won’t go!” She put her arms around him and
began to cry. “I just couldn’t, somehow. What would
become of you? How could I when I know you would be
alone and nobody to take care of you! Eddie, I feel so
sorry for you. I feel so sorry for you. As long as you
need me I shall stay. I shall stay. I don’t know what
will become of us but I shall stay. I can’t help myself.”
He stiffly put up his hands and pulled her arms away
from his shoulders. She turned away from him. He,
bending over, propping his elbows on his knees and his
chin against his fists, stared at the floor. He blinked his
eyes and puckered his forehead as if he were trying to
think.
She stood half turned from him, with her head bent,
staring at the floor. She was half ashamed, half pensive.
The silence lasted a long time. In the silence the man
made a despairing gesture and ejaculated:
“Oh, Jesus, what’s the use!”
Minutes passed. The woman stood without moving.
The man’s lips writhed, his forehead scowled, his eyes
stared.
“There’s no use in talking about it, is there Eddie?”
The woman turned and looked at him with patient weariness.
He let his hands fall and dangle between his knees.
He shook his head.
“Christ, no! What’s the use in talking!”
She slowly crossed the room and began putting on her
hat.
“I’m going to dinner; will you come with me?” She
looked at him with a flash of wistfulness in her eyes.
He shook his head without saying anything. She put
on her overcoat and came over to him, stood by his side
and stroked his hair. He stared at the floor.
“I’ll be back in about an hour,” she said at last. “Good-by,
Eddie.”
“Good-by.”
He listened to her footsteps in the hall until they died
away. He sat thrusting his head forward. The fixed
stare of his light-colored eyes defied the lines of his mouth
which changed all of the time.
At last he stood erect in a crumpled sort of way and
walked into the middle of the room. His wrinkled trousers
clung to his calves and bagged at the knees. His coat
had come unbuttoned and he held it together with one
hand like a woman wearing a shawl. He frowned, sticking
out his upper lip; and his forehead was broken by many
little wrinkles. His forehead was greenish-yellow in the
gaslight. He shivered and a whisper rang through the
room:
“Jesus, it’s cold!”
He let go of his coat, felt in his pockets and brought
out a sack of tobacco and some papers, rolled a cigarette,
lighted it and began to smoke greedily, inhaling the smoke.
He looked at the table, at the chairs, at the floor. And all
the time he made grimaces, scowled and shivered. His
movements were uncertain and halting, but he stared intently
this way and that. He was trying to reflect. But
he was dizzy and cold. His blood felt yellow.
Once he looked at the door where they had gone out.
He listened a long time while the cigarette smoked in his
fingers.
At last he turned away from the door, back toward the
middle of the room. He happened to see her handkerchief
lying at the foot of the table. He threw away the
cigarette and picked up the handkerchief and stared at it.
He shivered more than ever and pulled his coat together
at the bottom, but forgot to button it.
With a gesture of finality he threw the handkerchief
from him, on the table. With the manner of an idle or
a sick man he walked to the window, drew aside the curtain
and looked down at the glittering street. His mind
became clearer and his thoughts began to arrange themselves
in more orderly fashion.
After a long time he turned away from the window.
“Yes,” he drawled in a fretful voice, “yes it would serve
me right. Christ, yes, she’d be doing the right thing.”
His forehead became smooth. His face ceased to pout
and wrinkle. It became calm. The pupils of his staring
eyes became a little larger. He lifted his head a little.
His face had almost an eager look. One would have said
that he had reached some sort of a decision.
He found some paper and envelopes in the table-drawer
and took a pencil from his pocket. Craning over the table,
his intent face pallid in the gaslight, his hair gleaming like
disordered gilt plush, he began to write in a shaky large
scrawl.
He wrote one sheet almost full; signed it; folded it
crookedly; put it in an envelope and scrawled a single
line across the face of the envelope. On another sheet he
wrote six or seven short lines, underlining each one; signed
it boldly at the bottom and put it in another envelope,
which he addressed.
He stood the two envelopes against some books and
looked at them as he put the pencil back in his pocket.
On the first envelope was written: For My Wife. On the
other: For the Police.
He rolled and smoked another cigarette slowly, looking
at one spot on the carpet.
At last he tossed the remnant of the cigarette on the
floor as if something in him craved disorder. He walked
slowly into the bedroom, thrusting his head forward and
his elbows out.
In the bedroom he turned up the light and without hesitation
opened a little drawer in the old-fashioned bureau,
taking out a revolver. He held it in both hands and
cocked it. He stared into the mirror, and with something of
the manner of a man who prepares to take a new kind of
medicine he lifted the revolver and pointed it at his temple.
Then something in his whole mechanism seemed to stop
and something else seemed to start. His body sagged and
quivered at the same time. His eyes bulged. His mouth
opened in such a way that his teeth glittered. A loud
groan rang through the room. Quickly he laid the revolver
down and walked back into the living room. He took
unsteady steps and held his hands against his forehead.
“Oh, Jesus!” he cried.
He stood still a long time, pondering. It seemed to him
that the silence of the room was lost in another silence.
His eye fell on a quart whiskey-bottle standing on a
corner of the table. The unusual character of his awakening
had made him, thus far, forget all about it.
It was nearly a third full of liquor. A little gleam
came into his eye, the faintest color into his cheeks. He
looked at the bottle with a sort of eagerness and went
hopefully toward it.
He was thinking of the revolver on the bureau and it
seemed to him that some of the whiskey would make that
business easier.
He picked up the glass and the bottle and poured out a
large drink, shuddered and swallowed it, making a face.
He had eaten nothing all day and at once the whiskey was
racing in his blood. Color flashed into his cheeks. He
felt his blood becoming red again.
He took another drink and waited for the effect. After
a little while he took still another. There was only a little
left in the bottle.
Now his eyes were brighter and they had a misty look.
The pupils were larger. He blinked his eyes and looked
about. His face looked almost cheerful. He appeared to
be reflecting. Indeed his thoughts raced rapidly but they
began to tumble over each other. He hardly understood
his thoughts. Vague emotions stirred him.
A sort of courage was mounting in his body, warming
him like a new-kindled fire. But he felt mournful too.
He waited. He was about to have great thoughts. He
was about to discover some magnificent solution of everything.
He stood still a long time, pondering. A little smile
began to tremble on his mouth.
He poured out the last of the whiskey and shook the
bottle to get the last drop. But now his head was rolling
a little and his eyes were vague.
He lifted the glass. Just then his uncertain glance fell
on his wife’s handkerchief. He looked long at the handkerchief,
blinking. His head wobbled a little. He was trying
to seize some idea that eluded him. Thoughts rose up in
his mind but they fell over one another. His face wore
a crippled look.
A long while he stood in thought, staring feebly at the
handkerchief. But at last a faint, self-satisfied smile
appeared on his trembling mouth.
Visibly swaying he turned around, his gaze wandering
a little; steadied himself a little bit, and began to look
uncertainly in the direction of the door. The smile flickered
over his face like a blue flame. His mouth moved.
His lips picked at words.
But he remembered the whiskey. He lifted the tumbler
and emptied it, spilling some on his chin, half turned
and with a single motion flung the glass ringing on the
table.
He turned toward the door again, peering uncertainly
as a man peers in the dusk. His head wagged. His voice
blurred the silence:
“Di’ think I was ’sleep?”
Pleased, he laughed, rolling his head. But he stopped
laughing to look toward the door, listening. His mouth
got ready to talk.
“Di’—di’ y’ think I was ’sleep? Di’ y’ think I was
’sleep?” he called. No reply. Silence beyond the door.
He smiled a satisfied smile. He laughed at the silence
beyond the door; wagged his head; turned away; made
two or three sidelong steps and brought up against the
table. He flattened one hand out on the table-top and
leaned against that hand. He stood there. His body
swayed back and forth to a certain rhythm, like a weed
in a creek. A smile flickered back and forth across his
face like shadow on a shaking leaf. Sunk in drunken revery
he blinked his drunken eyes, smirked and blinked. Now
and again, when he leaned harder than usual, the legs of
the table creaked under his weight. The hiss of the hot
gas-lamp mingled with the noise of his breathing.
The little handkerchief lay on the table just under his
nose. He had to see it if he looked. And when at last,
tired of leaning against the table, he roused himself a
little from his revery, he did see it at once. Pulling himself
up as straight as he could he confronted the handkerchief
with all his unsteady dignity, and with a righteous
smirk, as one confronts an offender. He took the handkerchief
in both his hands and turned it over and over.
He stared at it as a baby stares at a new plaything. He
moved his mouth all the time, breathing noisily. He
blinked hard and often, looking and pondering. He seemed
to be trying to recall something the handkerchief almost
reminded him of, something he had forgotten.
At last he made the sort of motion a baby makes when
it throws down a plaything, and threw the handkerchief
on the floor. He looked pleased with himself and smirked
down at the handkerchief. Satisfied, he pondered no
longer. He turned with studied care, aimed himself at
the bedroom door, made crooked long steps and went unsteadily
in.
He looked at the revolver a long time. Sometimes he
scowled. Sometimes he smiled. After awhile he picked
up the revolver in both hands; turned and swayed back into
the living room. He stood in the middle of the room, his
body bending to and fro, and peered at the revolver with
idiotic eyes. He stuck out his lips; blinked his eyes with
great deliberation, pondered over the thing he held in his
hands.
Now he began to look at the door again, listening and
watching more and more attentively. At last he fixed his
gaze wholly upon the door. The pupils of his eyes were
distended. Bending in the middle, his legs trembling, his
body swayed this way and that. His lips no longer smiled,
but writhed.
“Think I was ’sleep?” he called. “Di’ y’ think—steal
m’ wife when I was ’sleep?”
His voice shrilled in the room. He began to hurl at the
door inept anathemas against the treachery of wives and
the cowardice of men. He made uncouth accusations. He
delivered himself of bizarre philosophies; sometimes mumbling,
sometimes shrilling his words. He twisted his shoulders,
stepping about in a small space. His voice quavered,
rising and falling. His head tossed as if he rode in a
boat.
But the silence at last reduced him to silence.
The labor of thought again showed in his face. Something
was eluding him. Yes, he had forgotten something
he was going to do. He tried hard in his own way, opening
and shutting his mouth, blinking and searching the
floor with his aimless eyes. Sometimes mutterings fell
out of his mouth.
He smiled again. Something stirred him. Now he remembered
what he had forgotten. He lifted the hand that
held the revolver and aimed his wavering gaze down toward
it. He raised his eyebrows and blinked. He turned the
gun over this way and that, staring and blinking as if he
had never seen one before in all his life. His face was
pulled out of shape with the labor of cogitation. He began
to smirk. He looked toward the door again, opening
and shutting his mouth; and at last he delivered himself:
“Di’ y’ think I was go’ shoo’ m’self? Di’ y’ think I was
go’ shoo’ m’self?”
His head sank on his breast and his eyes half closed.
But he heaved his head up again and opened his eyes.
“Ah, sure, sure,” he called. “Steal m’ wife an’ I shoo’
m’self. Sure! sure!”
He laughed. But the laugh crumpled up in the silence.
His eyes were witless. It looked as though his pale head
had talked without his knowing it. He wagged his head
and announced solemnly:
“I’ll shoo’ you.” He waited a moment, trying to keep
his gaze on the door, and repeated more loudly:
“I’ll shoo’ you. I’ll shoo’ you.”
He smiled down at the revolver and patted the barrel
with an aimless motion.
“We know where fin’ ’im, don’t we?” he said to the
revolver.
His eyes brightened and he became a little steadier
smirking at the door, he called loudly, “We know where
fin’ ’im. We know where fin’ ’im.”
He turned, and like a man walking in the dark he
made his way to the couch. Here he laid the revolver
down. With much labor and fumbling he gathered up
his overcoat. With much labor he began to put it on.
Half way through the job he paused, turned, and sent a
wavering look toward the door.
“Di’ y’ think I do’ know where fin’ im?” he jibed.
He got his overcoat on and put on his hat. He stood
a long time with a solemn expression on his face. He
blinked studiously. He had become steadier. A fixed
purpose seemed to have got him under its control. With
great care he buttoned the overcoat and settled his hat
as straight on his head as he could. Now his eyes were
no longer blurred and wavering. They glowed as with fever
and a flame was mounting in his cheeks. But his mouth
was a woeful thing, a wound that opened and shut, writhing.
He picked up the revolver and looked at it, smirking.
With the smirk on his face he turned toward the door and
began to shove the revolver down into the inside pocket
of his overcoat.
“We know,” he said, wagging at the door. “We know
where—”
The trigger of the revolver must have caught in some
part of his clothing. The crash of the discharge tore the
wavering smirk from his face. Piteously intent, he stared
for a second at the door. Then he lay quickly down, as if
he accepted everything.
He lay first on his face, and muzzled his face snugly
between his hands. Presently he turned over quietly on
his back. One hand knocked once or twice against the
floor.
The look fixed on his countenance was the look of one
who has at last discovered something real.
The ribbon of road wound down through the forest. A
woman followed it. The road seemed to come from
the town of a thousand souls but it only came through
there, just as it came through forest on the other side of
the town, and through another town on the other side of
the forest, and through forest again on the other side of
that town. The woman followed the road just that way.
At some time or other she had stepped out upon it from
some place through which it came and ever since she had
been following it. Somewhere she would stop following it,
she would make an end of it. The road itself would go
on, ceaselessly, in and out of forest, through towns and
again through forest.
As the woman walked, a sharp, long needle of words,
“No one must ever know,” drove itself in and out of her
brain. The words made a thin pattern that spread out
sprawlingly to form a lid, like the pan of some cunning
trap, which shut down automatically over every projection
of thought that tried to make of her an articulate being,
conscious of her own exigency. At the same time, something
of her beyond the reach of words, finely hidden away
from all snares, escaped like a thin cloud and entered the
forest, crept along the dark leaf-mold earth, over the
mossed rocks, up the dark, strong trunks of trees, out to
the tips of the branches, to the edges of the leaves, swaying
there until by its own motion it was dissipated—and again
she was a woman walking along a piece of road.
The woman was in a daze with her following of the road.
When she bent her head down and stared upon its yellow
dirt surface, she was one with it, a piece of itself walking
upon it. When she lifted up her head, she was separate
from it, a living thing walking upon a piece of dead earth.
Then she looked upon the wall of forest to right and left
and became aware that the trees were intimate with the
earth. She felt heavily their greater intimacy with the
earth.
This intimacy bothered her. The forest came up out of
the earth in trunks swelling into branches that burst into
leaves. The earth was proud of this, proud of the roots
that bored into it and sucked at it, at the trunks that went
up, swelling into branches, a network between it and the
sky, mesh to sift sunshine through. The trees were proud,
too, proud of the earth that lay quiet and heavy with
nourishment under them, receiving their roots, feeding
them. The deep, unfathomable intimacy made them proud.
They were joined in understanding, one. Their oneness
bothered the woman. At the same time she felt strangely
protected by it. She walked quietly and firmly, not fast,
as she did in the towns. In the towns she hurried through,
looking at no one, eager to get into the safety of the woods,
eager almost to be in the bother of the oneness of earth
and trees.
There were times when she wanted to stop, to leave the
road, go up the side of the forest-clothed mountain and
lie down; but she did not dare. Something within her
urged her on. The Something was her Sin. Her Sin made
her put one unwilling foot before the other and follow the
winding strip of dirt road.
It was her Sin that set her out upon the road. Through
long months she had kept it secret, hidden quite from
knowing eyes. She kept it secret, shutting out admission
that the hour of its triumph would come. She had hoped
to kill it, had encased it in prison bars, ruthless, holding
herself impervious to the pain of the hurt that wrenched
her with the hurting of the thing secret within her. She
had tried to starve it, suffering in silence from the lack
that she caused herself in withholding food from it. But
her Sin lived. It was alive and strong. The day came
when its strength moved terribly within her and that set
her feet upon the road. While she walked, it was quiet,
sleeping like a child carried in its mother’s arms. When
she sat down to rest, it moved and urged her on, on down
the narrow road winding through the forest around the
side of the low mountain.
Many turnings and windings the road had. By and by
it would come to a swift creek, with a bridge set across,
and a mill beside it, and there would be human habitations,
imitations of houses, rough hemlock shells, with
people carrying on an imitation of living, going through
motions that made time slip by. The woman knew all
this well. The road had taught her as she came. At some
such place her Sin would have its hour of triumph.
There must be an end soon. She stopped to drink at
a little spring under a jutting bank. Her Sin grew angry,
threatened her. She straightened up and went on rounding
the turn. A heavy team dragging its load of deftly
packed shingles came up the flank of the mountain, its
driver walking slowly beside. The brawny blue-shirted
lumberman did not speak but drew the horses aside to let
good footing be for the woman and his eyes looked with
friendly respect upon the neat young figure in the gray
print dress.
The woman felt the look penetrating deep, into a place
thin and clear, a place that existed long before her Sin
came upon her. She bent her head and moved quickly
past, down the long slope of the road toward the swift
creek.
A rough shack set high on the bank above the big mill
dam came into view. Would this be the place? Her Sin
gave no sign. Now that she was in motion it lay quiescent,
pacified. She stood still in the road. Her wide, gray
eyes rested in appraisement on the house. A dirty old
woman smoking a corn-cob pipe slouched around the corner
from the back. On her wrinkled face greedy curiosity
showed itself. She took her pipe out of her mouth and
started to speak.
The woman of the road began walking again very fast.
She went down across the bridge and past the mill from
which came forth the rhythmical high hungry whine of the
saw cutting virgin timber, the slap-thwack of boards
thrown from one receiver to another.
The road was going up again past a house set high to
the left, a large house with an air of well-being. Perhaps
here? She went up the steps from the road, walked the
single board path to the porch, knocked against the casing
of the open door. From an inner room a woman came,
in a blue wrapper, young and blowsy, with red eyes, holding
a sleeping baby to her breast.
“Will you give me a drink?”
“Yes. It’s hot today, ain’t it? Come right in. You
must be tuckered out walking in the sun.” Voluble, she
led the way to the back porch. “There it is in the big
tin pail. Wait a minute. I’ll git you a glass.” She
fetched a heavy tumbler from the kitchen shelf. “It’s
prob’ly warm. I can’t git water many times with this
baby to look after. He cries every time I put him down.
It’s all I kin do to git the men’s meals. They’s two from
the mill besides my husband.”
There was no place here for her. The woman drank
the water hastily. “I’m much obliged.” She turned back
through the house. “I’ll be going on.” She was on the
porch.
“Better set a minute. Needn’t be hurryin’ off so quick.”
There was slight resentment in the tone.
The woman was on the walk. “I have to be going. I’m
much obliged.” She went down the steep steps into the
road.
She followed the road doggedly. A little house to the
left, door and windows shut. She went up and peered in.
It was empty. Here? She looked around fearful. Her
Sin gave a great lurch within her. She shuddered. She
could not be alone with it here.
She went out into the road again and toiled on up the
curve, crossed the slide where the logs came shooting down,
moved slowly up the straight, nearly level piece. More
buildings came into view, to the right a large rough barn,
to the left a watering trough and a long picket fence fronting
a cleared space with a big hemlock house set in the
middle and a spring-house a stone’s throw away. Farther
ahead to the right a little shack squatted on the flat side
of the road and near it a woman’s figure in bright blue was
tying a bony horse to a stake.
The woman walked past the watering trough and approached
the figure. She saw a stringy woman in a tight
blue sateen dress, face the color of old leather, a great
bang of hair falling down into faded blue, piglike eyes, a
little knot of hair in the back twisting tightly away from
the cordy neck. A frowsy child came out of the shack.
“Ma, ma,” it cried like a little animal. A wailing arose
from within the house, a sound of violent rocking. “Not
here,” said the woman in a cold fear to herself.
“Will you give me a drink?” Automatically the words
came.
“I sure will. We got the best drinkin’ water anywheres
around. Liz!” she shouted into the house. An ungainly
elder girl appeared in the dark hole of the doorway. “Git
some fresh water from the spring!”
The girl stood sullen a moment, then disappeared. She
came out with a small tin pail dangling against her dirty
legs.
“Git a move on you. Seems like I can’t make her do a
thing.”
Sullen, the girl moved across the road, swung open a
gate, and took the path to the spring-house.
“Who lives there?” asked the woman. Hope burned
low in her.
“That’s Bennet’s. He’s the lumber boss. He don’t take
no boarders neither. They got too many children for
that, five boys an’ two girls, an’ Mrs. Bennet’s pertickiler.
I allays scrub the floors for her. See this dress? I saved
the money she give me an’ got it last week come Sataday.”
A great despair came over the woman. She made a
couple of steps forward.
“Where air you goin’? Air you all alone?”
Anything to put an end to questioning. She spoke at
random, strangely in accord with the custom of the forest
dwellers. “My husband’s coming along behind with our
goods. We’re moving.”
“Oh, movin’? What’s your husband do? Gonno work
in the mill or in the woods?”
“He’s going into the mill.”
“You ain’t gonno walk all the way to Goff’s, air you?”
The woman felt fright. “How far is it?” Her Sin was
threatening her again.
“Must be a matter of five miles.”
“Is that the nearest mill?” She could never walk that
far.
“By the road ’tis. If you cut through the woods you
kin git to Fox’s mill down the path back of Bennet’s barn,
but that mill’s shet down. You kin cut up back of their
house an’ git to Sumner’s. That’s a mile or so an’ a good
path. Mrs. Sumner, now, she comes over to see Mrs. Bennet
an’ brings Gertrude. She ain’t tied down like the rest
of us. She ain’t but the one, an’ a good little girl, too.
Not like my good-fer-nothin’ Liz.”
Hope suddenly leaped high, a sense of surety crowned
its leaping. “And the path to her place is back of the
house over there?”
“Yes. Walk right past the spring an’ cut up over the
hill, an’ there’s a path.” The woman started to go. “But
I thought you was goin’ to Goff’s? An’ your husband?”
Suspicion came into the lines of the leathery face.
“I must have misspoken myself.” The woman kept her
head turned toward Bennet’s. Her voice was calm. She
had a slight wonder at her calmness while her mind
searched out through the forest back of Bennet’s. “I came
the wrong way, I guess. It was Sumner’s I wanted.”
“But you said your husband—”
“He isn’t coming for a few days.” She spoke with decision.
It was easy to say anything, anything that any one
wanted her to say. “I came on first to kind of look around
and it was Sumner’s I wanted but I forgot the name.”
“Well, it’s a good thing you found me. You’d been to
Goff’s not knowin’ no better.” She laughed a hoarse
chuckle.
The woman said, “Yes, I’m glad I found you. Now I
know how to go.”
“But you ain’t had your drink. Liz!” the raucous voice
screamed. “Fetch that water or I’ll tan your hide good!”
“Never mind, I’ll get a drink as I go past. I’m much
obliged to you.” The woman crossed quickly over the
road, took the path past the spring, not stopping to drink,
cut up back of Bennet’s, and was swallowed up in the
forest before the figure in blue had recovered from surprise.
She was surrounded by forest, by trees growing out of
earth. She was full of pain. Her head was a ball of fire
and her body a world of pain. Roots were twining in her
trying to get a foothold, roots were sucking away at her
vitals trying to extract nourishment. She was earth and
she could not lie down, for she had a Sin that kept urging
her on.
Blindly she followed the pathway. The pathway led to
Sumner’s where there was a woman who had time to visit
and a little girl who was good. If Sumner’s was not the
place, there was only the forest. She was in forest now
but she was on a path that divided forest. Forest on both
sides of her, trees and earth in a great swelling together
and the sky smiling through the network of branches and
leaves. She went on. She went quickly. Roots caught
at her feet. The smart of branches fell on her face. Her
Sin clamored for its hour.
She ran, she could not see, her feet kept the path like a
miracle. Suddenly the path gave out on a road. Across
the road was a house. She felt that there was a house,
she did not see it. She made her last effort against the
Sin that was tearing her to pieces, taking at last its deep
revenge. She fell toward the blur that she felt was the
house. She gave way at last to the strength of her
Sin....
The woman awoke. She was lying in bed in a ceiled
room whose windows looked out on low branches of hemlock.
There was a patchwork quilt on the bed. She felt
light, light and drowsy. She slept. Again she awoke. She
felt light, light and her head was clear. Her Sin? It had
triumphed. She felt like laughing. Her Sin had triumphed,
yet she felt light, light and quite clear. She
stirred. A large, motherly form appeared, an anxious face
bent over her. “I’ll lift it up and you can see it.”
The woman looked upon it. It was her Sin. She had
lost her Sin. But here it was beside her still. Would it
never leave her? She stared hard at it. Yes, it was her
Sin. She closed her eyes to shut out its sight.
“I’ll put it right beside you where it’ll keep warm. It’s
so tiny, we must take good care of it.”
The little bundle lay beside her. She could put her
hand upon it, pick it up. Her Sin was outside of her now.
Everyone could see it. A Sin should be hidden, kept secret,
covered over....
She dozed. She was walking along a road. The road
went on and on, hard, smooth, implacable, hard and hurting
under her soft feet. The wall of the forest rose up on
both sides and mocked her. The wall to the right bowed in
derision. The trees leaned over and swept their branches
on the road in front of her. The wall to the left bowed in
derision and swept its branches before her. “Come this
way,” one said. “Come this way,” said the other. They
swept their branches in front of her making it difficult for
her to walk.
She tried to placate them. She bowed first to the one
wall and then to the other. As she bowed, the one wall
said in a great voice as though all its trees were many-forked
tongues demanding together, “Speak!” and as she
bowed again, the other wall said in a great voice of many
tongues, “Speak!” They settled their trunks stiffly across
her way like dark crossed swords and waited for her to
begin.
She saw now that they were full of eyes, terrible accusing
eyes, an eye on every leaf, thousands of eyes. “If I
could change their eyes to ears,” she thought, “then I
could tell them.” She became clever. She shut her own
eyes so that they could not see her. No sooner had she
done so than she remembered that this was a game she
had played with Him when she was a little girl. She stood
in the corner with closed eyes and said, “Now you can’t
see me.” He hunted from corner to corner until he stumbled
upon her. Then she opened her eyes and he shouted,
“Now I see you!” She knew all the time really that he
saw her. So she knew now that the thousands of eyes saw
her and there was no use trying to play a silly game with
them.
“Perhaps he will be here now if I open my eyes,” she
thought, “and he will tell them.” Dismay swept over her.
“But how can he? I never told him. How could he know
if I did not tell him?”
She opened her eyes and looked upon the walls of forest.
They were waiting for her to speak, unsettling themselves
uneasily. The eyes began to move back and forth and as
they moved they read words out of her through her own
voice: “His mother never would have forgiven me. She
wouldn’t have believed he did it. She’d have thought I
made him do it.”
The words seemed weak, thin, a flimsy covering for something
that lay underneath. The trunks of the trees rubbed
against one another, complaining at her words. The eyes
glowered upon her, piercing into her. “They want to know
everything,” she thought desperately, “everything, from the
beginning.” She addressed them as though they had commanded
her. “But that would take too long, all of it, the
whole thing.”
The forest ruffled itself still more uneasily and murmured
against her. The eyes became sinister. In fear,
she spoke: “His mother took me in when I was little, from
the city, nobody’s. She brought me up to be his sister.
She called me daughter, gave me things.”
The forest began sweeping its branches in front of her.
“It doesn’t believe me,” she thought in terror. “It won’t
let me pass, ever.” She began to cry. “He might have
hated me if I told him. He might have hated me.” The
branches swept in front of her. She could not see the road.
It was covered with sweeping branches....
She awoke. Her face was wet, quite wet, as though she
had been in the water. Her hand lay on the bundle that
held her Sin. She became wide awake, alert. She felt
cunning arise within her. She stirred in bed. No one
came. Sin should be covered. Her hand was on the
patchwork quilt, grasped it, drew it up over the bundle of
Sin, held it close. Her hand unclosed after a while, dragged
the quilt back a little. She lay still. Her eyes slept....
Some one came in, over to the bed, leaned over, jerked
the quilt away. The bundle was taken up. At last they
were taking her Sin away. They had left it too long beside
her. She felt herself looked steadily upon. She opened
her eyes. “Did you—have you been awake since I left
the room?” The motherly voice was stern, suspicious,
reluctant, too.
“I was asleep.”
“I fixed the quilt carefully before I left. It was over
the baby’s face when I came back.”
Why did they trouble her about a baby? It was her
Sin she had covered up so that no one could see it. “The
quilt,” she whispered painfully. “I pulled the quilt up.
I was cold.” She settled down in bed.
A breeze, soft and full of the resinous breath of hemlock
came through the slightly opened window and blew
her eyelids down. Leaves began piling upon her in layers,
soft and pressing, trying to smother her.
The dream began again. She was walking on a road
through the forest. The road was narrow, oh, so narrow,
she could hardly keep on it, narrow, and hard and smooth
like glass. The wall of forest to the right kept bowing, the
trees swept down, their branches lashed her. The wall of
forest to the left kept bowing, its branches lashed her.
The branches were full of eyes, eyes that burned when the
branches lashed.
The eyes knew. “I must tell them the whole truth,”
she said to herself, but she knew that she said it aloud and
that the forest heard it. “Huah! Huah!” The wind
swept through the branches. “The truth! The truth!”
The wind blew the words through the branches. A tall
strong tree with great bulging eyes swept down upon her.
“I wanted him!” she screamed.
The trees stopped lashing. The eyes became ears. She
knelt before them feeling their compassion. “I tried not
to, at first—but when he touched me, I wanted him. He
spoke words of poetry, words that he knew out of a book
he brought back with him from his travel. ‘Your gray
eyes are like pools. I lose myself in them.’ He took the
pins from my hair. ‘Your hair is a mesh. I am caught
in it. I cannot escape.’ He held me to him. ‘Your body
is softer than this milkweed down. Shall I float away with
it?’ He had never spoken that way before. His mother
wouldn’t have believed that he talked that way.”
Now that the forest was compassionate, her mind unloosed
itself all at once in a great rush of hurrying thoughts
that went out like waves into the leafage, communicating
her secret without the tedious use of words. “I had no
right to him. His mother meant us always to be brother
and sister—to keep us apart. She didn’t really think I
was as good as he. She only took me because his father
wanted me. She didn’t know what his father said, once,
when he teased me: ‘I chose you because you were the
prettiest of all the children. Your gray eyes asked me to
take you, and so I had to. You were a little fairy without
any father or mother.’ She would have given him up some
day to some one else. But I wanted him. I needed him.
She would never forgive me if she knew. I never told anyone,
not even him. He would have married me. His
father would have made him marry me. But I kept away
from him, after I knew. And he—”
“And he, and he,” whistled the trees. The sky became
dark, the wind came in a gale, the branches crashed together
and began lashing her. Despair overwhelmed her.
“Now I shall be destroyed. They were only trapping me.”
She submitted herself to annihilation. The branches lashed
her, lashed her clothes away, lashed into her flesh....
“Poor thing! She didn’t know what she was doing. I
thought at first she had done it on purpose. She doesn’t
seem to know she’s had a baby.” She lay and listened
with closed eyes. She felt she was lying in a pool of
water that softened her flesh, took life away from her.
“It looks real pretty in that little dress of Gertrude’s. I
always felt I’d have use for those baby clothes some day,
but I didn’t think it would be like this.”
They brought it for her to see. She looked upon it
dry-eyed. She knew that they wanted her to cry. Foolish
people! Why should one cry for a Sin once it is dead?
She was sitting up.... She could walk a little....
She dressed herself and came out on the porch. They were
kind. They never asked her anything. She knew they
hoped she would tell them. The husband spoke clumsily
to her. They were sorry—could they help her? She shook
her head.
Early in the morning she awoke. She felt quite clear.
She must be on the road. She dressed hastily, quietly, was
out of the house. The road led her. She walked fast,
following it through the forest. She did not know where
she went. She simply went on. By and by she would
come out of the forest and there would be a town and
there she would step off the road.
She walked quickly, she felt so light. She was light for
her Sin was gone. She walked quickly for a long time.
She became tired. She sat down to rest. Nothing within
her urged her on. There was a great emptiness within
her, a consuming emptiness. She felt how heavy her
breasts were and how great her emptiness was. She wanted
to go up in the forest and lie down. She did not dare.
The forest and earth seemed allied against her, trees and
earth together, their oneness held her out.
She had a desire that the roots of the trees should take
hold on her, disintegrate her, find a place for their support
and nourishment. A great and horrible yearning took hold
on her. She yearned that her emptiness should be filled,
she yearned for her Sin, for the bundle that held her Sin,
she yearned to nourish her Sin....
She threw herself in the dust of the road and sobbed.
The forest repudiated her. The wall of the forest pushed
her into the road. She was one with the road. Nothing
grew out of her; she nourished nothing. She was a way,
to be passed over, trampled upon....
She felt the throbbing ache of her breasts in the dust.
She arose and stood quiet, looking sombrely at the dark,
unrelenting wall of forest. Then she walked slowly along.
Sadly, drearily, the life that lay behind her, the life that
she had shut out from her when her feet first set out upon
the road, began to filter back into her bruised mind. It
came as something she had known long ago, so long that
it seemed as though it must have been quite another life,
and she another person, a young dreaming girl, moving
about in the big white house set on the great planted space
up against the forest, learning from a shadowy placid
woman who called her daughter the ways of the little
world of which she was a part, teased by a shadowy kindly
man when the woman was not there to hear, captured by
the shadowy grown-up figure of the little boy who had
played games with her, come back from school and travel
a mysterious young man....
How far away it was, how far and how long, long ago!
Slowly, slowly, she walked along the road through the
forest, carrying in her the dream fragments of her shattered
world. Soon she would come out of the forest and there
would be a town and there she would step off the road.
She would leave the road that went on ceaselessly, in and
out of forest, through towns, and again through forest.
Sabinka lay buried in snow. The hills, the forest,
the lake, all lay hard, white, glittering, and the air
also glittered and stung and cut.
Looking toward the village, the two rows of huts looked
small, insignificant, mere specks of time-grayed timber
weighed down with snow. Over each speck a thread of
smoke rose, going straight up into the still, glittering air.
Within, doors and windows sealed, the peasants huddled
for warmth, here and there, together with their animals, to
keep them alive, or for the life that they could give. In
the chimneyless huts even the smoke was kept in for the
warmth it gave. It poured from the oven into the room
and hung there from the ceiling. Beneath it the peasants
went about, their bodies bent to the ground. When at last
the smoke settled on ceiling and walls they still went about
bent, from habit now, and peering with weakened eyes.
Then winter ended! Suddenly, as if it spent itself in its
own cruelty, it ended. The sun came out warm. From the
ragged straw roofs of the huts the snow slipped and melted
and fell in a thick shower. Birds appeared. The peasants
came out to look at their fields. Their faces were sallow
and pinched, and the smoke soaked into the skin showed
plainer in the strong light.
The snow blackened with every moment, and suddenly
the earth lay bare. The men began to scatter over the
fields. The women tended nearer home.
One afternoon, when the air was sweet with the warmth
and the moisture of the earth, and in the pastures about
the village Sabinka a tint of green showed faintly, Katherina
came to her husband, Gavrelo, where he was mending
the fence around the field to be planted with wheat.
“Gavrelo,” she said, “I have come to plead with you
again about the marriage portion of our daughter Natalka.”
She stood meekly, a clumsy little body in a red plaid shawl.
Her face was steaming with heat and perspiration, and her
worn birch-bark sandals were clogged with earth from the
soggy fields.
Gavrelo had not looked up when she had been coming to
him through the fields, and now it was as if she were not
there. Near him lay a pile of poles, a heap of freshly cut
twigs and a hatchet. He selected a long, pliant twig and
began twisting it in and out between two poles as a bar-rest.
His face was sullen. He was short and wide and
brown; his thick hair and beard, and worn homespun clothes,
and his weather-beaten skin, all were brown. He was like
the powerful trees about him, and, like these deep-rooted
trees, he looked as capable of being moved.
Katherina turned her eyes away from him. It crushed
her to see him so. It had always crushed her—even so
long ago when he used to come to court her at her father’s
house—the way he would sit there of a Sunday, sullen,
silent, never a kind word, never a smile, contrary, scowling
at the whole world.
“Gavrelo,” she repeated her sentences in a way peculiar
to the people of Sabinka, “I have come to plead with you
about Natalka’s marriage portion.” Her voice was full of
restrained passion.
“Look, Gavrelo, at your home.” She pointed to a hut
across the great field. In one of the two dingy windows
a young girl could be seen, though vaguely, at a spinning-board.
“There is your home. Moldy and rotten, it is sinking to
the ground. You were supposed to have built twenty years
ago, soon after we were married. All you have built are
barns. There they stand, shaming your house. And there
is your daughter, as pretty as the prettiest in Sabinka, in
that rotting home. Yet, Gavrelo, have I ever pestered you
about it? But now it is about Natalka that I beg you.”
Her clumsy little body leaned toward him. But her voice
became more patient, more restrained.
“Gavrelko!” She used the diminutive, and then stood
dumbly looking down a moment. Yes, she could have
cared for him if he had let her. “Gavrelko, you are not
going to send Natalka away without a portion to her husband’s
home, a strange home in a strange village! You are
not going to do it!”
Dumb and silent, Gavrelo’s scowl never relaxed. It was
always so, always—except—except when he stood looking
at his fields—at his wheat. Then his furrowed face
smoothed and the light in his eyes reflected the light in the
fields.
Gavrelo now selected a long pole, sharpened it, and began
driving it into the ground. “Hagh!” his breath echoed,
and the pole sank deep into the earth.
“And you have so much, Gavrelo.” She glanced about.
Their hut stood a good distance away from the village, and
all surrounding it was Gavrelo’s.
“All that, all about us is yours, and your barns are
stacked with wheat. You will not send Natalka away
with empty hands.” Her own clasped in agony. “You
won’t do it. I know, Gavrelo, how bitter it is to come
with empty hands.” Her head drooped, her voice sank
low.
“I know how it is. I came to your home, Gavrelo, without
a portion. My people were very poor. You have never
thrown it up to me, Gavrelo, but your mother cast it in
my face every day as long as she lived. And I was never
able to lift my head.”
Gavrelo’s face was turned from her, and he worked on
steadily.
“And Natalka, too, is marrying into a large family. It
is perhaps a disadvantage to marry into a large family.
There are so many to find fault with your ways, a mother-in-law
and sisters-in-law and brothers-in-law. All watching
and criticizing you. And when you have come without
a portion—Ach! Gavrelko! They will throw it up to her,
the mother-in-law and the sisters-in-law—and—and even
Simyonka—Simyonka is a fine fellow. And yet—in a
quarrel—would he not remember?” She began to weep
passionately. “You won’t do it, Gavrelo. And Natalka
has really earned it. You know how she can spin and
weave. Her cloth is straight and fine. And during the
harvest she has been among the quickest hands. You won’t
bring this shame upon her, Gavrelo!”
Gavrelo turned to her. At last she had touched him.
His face was distorted with anger, and he stopped his work
for a moment. “Why does she want to marry, the fool!”
The words burst from him through his teeth, and he bent
down to pick up his tools. He had finished the fence.
Katherina stared at him.
“What—what else do you expect? Oh! It is a harvest
hand you are thinking of!” Then realizing that he was
going, she ran to him.
“Gavrelo!” she cried, “what do you say? What will
you say when at the wedding Simyonka’s father will ask,
‘And what do you give Natalka as her portion?’ What
will you say, Gavrelo?”
Gavrelo lifted a few poles to his shoulder and slipped the
hatchet into his girdle. “I told you,” he said doggedly.
“Simyonka has enough!” And he walked away with his
long, even stride, his sandals making deep prints in the
soft earth.
Katherina staggered to the newly mended fence and
buried her face in her arms. “Ach, Boshi Moi!” she cried.
With the habit of the lonely she talked to herself. Gavrelo
did not tolerate neighbors. Indeed, he was hated because
of his hardness and meanness.
“Life is bitter,” she wept. Her own had been a cruel
fate.
“You have come like a beggar.” Her mother-in-law had
cast it in her face. And now her own fate was to be
Natalka’s fate! And why? Because Gavrelo was an unnatural
father, because he was stingy and cared for nothing—but—his
fields, his wheat, more and more wheat. His
barns were stacked with wheat. He kept them under lock
and key, and he sowed still more wheat. She raised her
head and looked about. This field was to be all wheat, acres
and acres. And Natalka was to go to her husband like a
beggar. “They will throw it up to her, the mother-in-law
and the sisters-in-law. And Natalka is young; she will
never be able to lift her head!” Her own head sank into
her arms again.
It was late when she started for the hut. The red sun
hung on the very edge of the forest. She picked her way
to a back road not far off which would be less soggy than
the fields, though roundabout and longer. Trudging along,
her eyes on the path, her sandals heavy with the mud, she
at once upbraided and defended Gavrelo, and analyzed and
schemed.
It would take so little to give Natalka a fine portion.
There, for instance, was the little pig, only a year old, but
so aggressive that he had to be fed with the old hogs.
Parshuchuck would be an excellent gift. He could take
care of himself anywhere. Even in a litter of strange pigs
he could hold his own. Also there was Chulka, a heifer, for
whom no fence was too high. She used her knobby little
horns with such skill that often won a long stare of surprise
from the old cows. Chulka, too, could take care of herself
in a strange herd. These two would be an excellent gift.
It would be pleasant for little Natalka to have something
of her own that was alive, in a strange home, in a strange
village. Parshuchuck and Chulka might even be an example
to her, not to bend her head too low.
But what was the use in thinking about it? “Ach! The
mean peasant! The unnatural father!” She stumbled,
unable to see the path through her tears.
“Bah! They are fools, those wise men,” she shook her
head disgustedly. “They are fools who say that it is better
to have a relative rich, though a miser, than one who is
poor and generous. Both are like death. Can you take
from the miser? Nor can you take from the one who has
nothing to give.”
Presently, on reaching a sudden turn in the road, she
heard a merry voice babbling incoherent fits of song. That
was Addom on his way home from the kabock. Addom
was a drunkard. He drank like a fish. Addom, too, was
often idle, she mused. Gavrelo never drank, though he
liked a glass of vodka. But what would Gavrelo do in a
kabock where men talked as they drank? Gavrelo never
talked to any one. He only worked. That was why her
parents had made her marry him instead of Addom, who
drank and who never kept his word, just as Gavrelo never
broke his word. But Addom’s daughter Anulia, who was
also to marry this spring, was to receive one of her father’s
two cows as her wedding-gift. Anulia Addom also wore
machine-made stockings which she bought from the Jewess
Deborah—stockings and boots every Sunday! Natalka
bound her ankles in cloths and wore birch-bark sandals to
church. Katherina shook her head. A man who drank
was perhaps better-natured, more generous.
Reaching the yard, she saw Natalka still in the window
spinning.
Natalka was eighteen. She was small like her mother,
but she was rosy and healthy. Her hair lay in two thick,
brown braids on her back. Her faded red kerchief was tied
with a coquettish knot, and her little round nose had a
mischievous tilt. But just now she was neither coquettish
nor mischievous. She was very earnest. Her wedding was
to be the first in the village this spring, and she was hurrying
to finish all her mother’s spinning before it came. Her
hands twirled the spindle rapidly; her head scarcely moved
except to moisten the thread with her lips, or to extricate
a knot in the flax with her small white teeth.
Katherina watched her a moment. Should she tell her—that
her father would send her away with empty hands?
No! There was time enough. But as she stood watching
she saw Natalka stop her work suddenly; her hands became
still, her head drooped for a moment. In agony,
Katherina wondered. Could she know, then? Perhaps
she guessed! Katherina turned away from the window.
About the yard all the buildings stood facing in a semicircle,
the hut, the barns, the pig-pen, the chicken-coop.
Katherina went toward the coop. In the barn she heard
Gavrelo. He rarely forgot the keys. “He rarely forgets
them,” she muttered to herself. The corners of her mouth
lifted firmly. “Well, Natalka shall have a fine trousseau,
anyway. Her kubial, at any rate, shall not go off empty!”
Late that night the full moon rose, and Sabinka, with its
two rows of huts, its hills and dales and lakes, lay transformed
in silver light.
In the shadow of the fences a woman went stealing
along. Climbing, here forcing a way through the bars,
running a step where the shadow broke, and again lingering
where it resumed, she reached a small hut standing
in the full light. She rapped on the door and shook the
latch impatiently.
“Open, Deborah!” she whispered. “It is I, Katherina.”
A tall, thin woman with a white kerchief about her head
came out on the threshold.
“So late, Katherina!”
“Yes, and I must hurry back. Here.” Katherina took
a large ball of thread from her swita pocket. “You are to
knit a pair of stockings for my daughter Natalka’s wedding,”
she whispered. “But mind, Jewess,” her voice rose
suspiciously, “you are to return to me what is left of the
thread.”
“We are not thieves!” came from Deborah in a tone
hurt, yet patient.
“Well, perhaps not,” Katherina said, softening slightly.
“Perhaps not. But all Jews are swindlers.”
“We are what we are forced to be.” Restraint and
infinite patience were in Deborah’s voice. Hesitating an
instant, she turned suddenly. “Look, Katherina, would
you not much rather come along the road, in the light of
day, to order stockings for Natalka, instead——”
“Do you mean to insinuate, Jewess?” Katherina flamed.
“No, no,” Deborah hastened to assure her. “I am not
insulting you. I am not blaming you. I just want you to
see, Katherina, how one may be forced to become what
one does not want to be.”
“Well,” said Katherina, somewhat mollified, “I suppose
so. I suppose Jews, like people, have their troubles.”
Carefully she put her hand into her bosom and counted
slowly six eggs into the apron Deborah held out. “There,”
she said, brushing her hands with an air as if the transaction
was quite satisfactorily completed.
“My dear Katherina!” Deborah exclaimed, “you expect
me to knit a pair of stockings for six eggs?”
“How much then?” Katherina’s voice was suspicious
again and cross.
“Twelve, Katherina; at least twelve. This is not winter,
you know.”
“In the next village——”
“I know,” Deborah broke in. “In the next village lives
a Jewess who knits a pair of stockings for six eggs. Don’t
believe it, Katherina. It’s a fairy-tale. Anyway, I cannot
do it. We have to live, too. And little Miriam is growing
up. There is no chance for a penniless girl here, a girl
without a dowry.” Deborah’s voice came brooding.
Katherina put her hand into her swita again. The trouble
of a dowry she could easily understand.
“Here, Deborah,” she said sympathetically, “here are
twelve eggs. But remember every inch of the thread you
are to return. And don’t let your blind mother-in-law knit
the stockings. She might drop a stitch!”
A whispered good night followed, and Katherina stole
forth into the shadows again.
The village peeped through a mist of tender green buds.
Warm sunshine, dazzling blue skies were continuous.
Scattered over the fields far and near the peasants were.
Mere specks between earth and sky, their bodies moved
slowly, heavily, all day long. Nearer the homes the women
labored, digging in the gardens, bleaching at the lake. At
dawn and after dark they took the time to prepare for the
weddings in the village.
When the mud in the road had dried a peddler came
driving through the village with summer finery and pots
to sell.
“Pots to sell! Earthen pots to sell!” the peddler cried in
a ringing voice. And the dogs barked, and the children
stared, and the women left their work and hurried to the
wagon with their bundles of rags.
Katherina was digging a draining-canal between two long
beds in the garden. When the peddler stopped at her gate
she left her spade and looked around. Natalka was at the
lake bleaching. And Gavrelo—she could see him in a far
field, his arm swinging rhythmically back and forth.
Hastening to the outhouse, she came out with two bundles,
one of rags, and one small sackful of wheat. She carried
it with difficulty and threw it over the fence into the road,
where it lay hidden among some weeds.
“Did you see, little Jew?” she called to the peddler. “It
is wheat!”
“I saw,” the peddler answered significantly. He was as
accustomed to this kind of transaction among the peasants
as they themselves were.
Katherina hurried out to the wagon and climbed onto
the axle.
“Quick, little Jew, let me see what you have. And don’t
think you can rob me. Wheat is dear now! Have you
ribbons? And I want two red bandannas, but of different
patterns. And show me beads. Have you got rings? Yes,
show me that one with the red stone.”
And the peddler measured, using the length of his arm,
and watched Katherina. And she picked and fussed and
worried in indecision, her eyes never quite leaving the
distant field where Gavrelo was working.
Her selections made finally, she gathered them into her
apron jealously, and a haggling ensued between the two,
not unlike the transaction some weeks earlier at Deborah’s
hut.
“Now, peddler, how much? That sack of wheat is almost
a bushel.”
“Almost!” he cried. “That should have been a full
bushel for all you have taken.”
“Don’t shriek!” she paled. “There are those rags. What
do you give for the rags?”
“The rags go to make up the full bushel of wheat.” His
dark eyes snapped.
“Oh, very well,” she said. “Take it! Take it! You
are a robber.” She climbed down and hurried away. The
peddler threw his bundles into the wagon and touched his
pony with the end of his whip, his dark eyes measuring
the distance to the next hut.
Katherina breathed a sigh of relief as his wagon creaked
away, and she slowly entered the deep interior of the outhouse
which adjoined the living room. It was late afternoon,
and the road was hot and dusty. But here it was
cool and dark; the only light came from the door opening
on the garden path.
In the dimmest corner Natalka’s kubial stood, filled with
her trousseau. Katherina reached it by a small step-ladder
and dipped down into its tank-like body. She touched
and patted the cool, smooth linens, heavily embroidered
and plain pieces. She added the newly-purchased treasures.
Yes, Natalka’s kubial was filling—but of the portion there
was no prospect. She sighed hopelessly. There was no
prospect, and the day of the wedding was drawing nearer.
Gavrelo had ordered vodka from the kabock, and told her
she might have all the pork she wanted for the wedding-feast.
But that was all. Natalka must enter into a strange
family owning nothing, come with nothing belonging to
her, nothing familiar. Everything she will look at will
be strange, his! Nothing that she had brought, that she
could feel pride in. “Ach, Boshi Moi!”
She finally climbed down the ladder. It had grown late.
Outside the mellow sunset lay full on the path and the bit
of road she could see before the gate. But in the outhouse
the dimness was quite deep. And the living room, through
its door, looked out at her, a dark hole with its sooty
walls; the two tiny windows in it admitted but little light.
Only one bright spot—the icon in vivid red and blue of the
“Gracious Mother” looked out at her from the dimness.
“Boshi Moi!” Katherina’s eyes went out to it in a
dumb appeal, “Boshi Moi!” Wearily she sat down after
a moment on the lower step of the ladder. Voices came
from the road. Presently she saw, from her seclusion, Natalka
and Simyonka enter through the gate. Their young
forms stood out clean, clear, in the soft light. This was
Simyonka’s market day, she remembered. He had evidently
met Natalka at the lake on his way from market.
They were talking heatedly. The little chit Natalka was
arguing, smiling, coquetting. The youth seemed to be
entreating her, begging earnestly. Simyonka was not much
older than Natalka. He was tall and lean and brown,
clean-featured, clean-looking in his coarse, home-spun linen.
Katherina watched, and her soul filled with gratitude that
he was so beautiful, for Natalka.
They came a few steps nearer on the garden path and
she caught their words.
“Just one! Just one, Natalka!” His face was lifted.
His eyes were beseeching her. And Natalka, laughing,
radiant, mischievous, turned and was backing away from
him toward the house, her hand raised between them.
“Lublue ya tibya.” (I love thee.)
With the palm of her hand against his mouth, she pressed
him away. He was murmuring, “You are like a little flower,
Natalka. You are like a little birch-tree, a little white
birch growing in the field.”
Katherina’s own face was radiant. “Ya tibya lublue.”
He loves her! Yes, he loves her. She herself had never
known such love. “Simyonka loves Natalka!” The words
filled her with dizzy joy.
Then her face twisted with agony. But soon, very soon,
he would look upon her with shame! At once! At her
wedding! His father will ask Gavrelo, “What is your
daughter’s portion?” And Gavrelo will say, “Nothing!”
And the whole village will laugh and jeer. And little Natalka
will bend her head with shame. And later, again, when he
brings her home and the villagers and relatives gather
about him, and he has nothing of hers that he could tell
them she brought, that he could show—
She rose. Carried away by this thought, she no longer
saw nor heard them outside, and she went staggering into
the living room of the hut and fell upon her knees before
the icon.
“Gracious Mother Maria!” Her clumsy little body
crumpled to the hard-trodden earth.
“Blessed Mother Maria, can you hear me?” she pleaded
in the crude way of Sabinka people. “Can you hear me?
I have come to beg of you for Natalka. You know, Mother,
I have never come to you for myself. But now I come for
her. Mother,” her voice rose brokenly, “you know how
hard my life has been. At home when I was young we
were so poor. Often I was hungry for just bread. In
marriage—Gavrelo is a strange person.” She fell silent
a moment, her tears choking her.
“The children were all I had. And when little Zacharka
died I felt as if my heart would break, Mother. He was so
sweet to look at with his golden hair and blue eyes. He
would have been fifteen years old now. Oh, Mother! It
is hard; it has been hard to see other little lads in the
village and not see Zacharka. In the spring, when the
sky is blue, and the fields are covered with grass, I miss
little Zacharka. I miss him when from each home in the
village a little lad goes forth with his father’s herd. The
mothers wait for them all day, and in the evening they
meet them at the gate. I, too, wait all day, but it is a
strange little lad that brings our cattle home.” She lay still,
sobbing brokenly.
“It has been hard, Mother Maria. Yet, have I complained?
But now I beg pity for Natalka.” Her hands
clasped, her forehead pressed to the earth. “Pity, Mother,
pity for Natalka!”
The trees were in full leaf. The meadows were dotted
with the first flowers. The wheat in the great field stood a
foot high. It was Saturday at dusk. The cattle had long
passed, and the dust they had stirred was laid. Swarms
of tiny insects danced in the open spaces of the road. Far
out frogs croaked at regular intervals. The air was warm
and sweet with the breath of the flowers and the dew.
The village seemed quietly at rest. Yet there was a silent
stir—preparation for the morrow, the first wedding in
Sabinka this spring.
The fence enclosing Gavrelo’s hut was strung with
branches of green foliage. High over the gate a wreath of
orange-colored flowers hung to mark the bride’s dwelling.
Inside the yard was swept clean and sprinkled with yellow
sand, and long benches stood along the walls. On the doorstep
of the outhouse Natalka sat with her two bridesmaids
trimming her veil. Natalka herself was making the little
rosettes of red or green ribbon, and the maids stitched
them on all over the long strip of white muslin. The maids
were talking and giggling, their heads bent over their work.
Natalka was quiet and solemn.
In the deep interior of the outhouse Katherina was giving
the last touches to the kubial. She lifted and replaced
and folded and finally fitted the cover and slipped in the
bar. It was done! Her hands fell at her sides. Katherina
had grown thinner, paler, more pinched. Since she prayed
before the icon she had spent the time from day to day,
from hour to hour, waiting. But nothing—nothing had
happened to save Natalka. Since that hour at dusk, she,
Katherina, had spent morning and night kneeling before
the icon. She had been to the cemetery many times, where
her dead were laid, and hung their moldy wooden crosses
with new little aprons of many colors. She had watched
Gavrelo from day to day, hoping for a sign of relenting,
of softening. But none had come. Sullen, stolid, he went
about as usual, working early and late in the fields and at
the barns, only coming in to eat his three meals of black
bread and cabbage soup, and to sleep the few hours between
the extreme dark and early dawn. Standing there,
she could hear him now at the barns, still working—still
working—while others were long at rest.
“Ach, Gavrelo!” she cried to him silently, “what is it
all for? What are you doing it for, Gavrelo?” She lifted
her coarse apron and wiped away stinging tears.
The shadow before the door had just fallen on the
threshold. By clock time it would have been perhaps ten
in the morning. A wagon lined with green leaves and
buttercups, harnessed to four pair, stood at the gate in the
road. The horses were snorting and beating the ground
impatiently, and a sturdy youth sat holding the reins
mightily. Within, the yard flashed with color—red, short,
wide skirts, blue and green streamers, red bandannas, white
shirts, patent-leather boots, sparkling black or green beads,
shining brass buttons.
The guests sat primly on the benches along the walls,
chanting solemnly. Katherina and Gavrelo sat among the
elders of the village. Gavrelo looked browner in a well-bleached
shirt, and he was the only man who wore birch
sandals instead of boots. Katherina sat beside him, her
head swathed in a white linen scarf decorated with little
red crosses. Her head was bowed, her hands were folded
in her lap, her face as white as her scarf. Simyonka, in
patent leather boots and white shirt, looked solemn.
Natalka was tearful. Natalka looked like some strange
wild-flower, a poppy perhaps, with all the red and green,
and her loose brown hair. Her scarf flashed with every
possible color. Her skirt was red; her breast was covered
with many strings of beads.
Suddenly the chanting stopped. A hush fell. Solemnly,
between her two maids, the bride rose to ask a blessing
of her parents before starting for church. She walked
with studied and becoming dignity, her head bowed, her
hands clasped in front of her. She reached her parents.
And here she forgot her rôle. Overcome by emotion, she
fell upon her knees rather clumsily, humanly, and a low
cry, half song, half wail of the braid song, pierced the air.
“Boshi Moi——”
“My braids—my beautiful brown braids.”
Blindly and convulsed, Katherina rose and made the
sign of the cross over her. Gavrelo did the same. Katherina
watched, still watched and hoped for a sign of relenting.
But his face looked more stubborn than ever. And
Katherina now suddenly knew that she must not expect
him to relent. When had Gavrelo ever relented that she
should have expected it? Fool that she was! It had
always been just the contrary even when it was to his own
disadvantage. His word given became law. Fool that she
was to have expected Gavrelo to change his word!
Meanwhile, Natalka, kneeling before each guest for a
blessing, reached the gate. There was a burst of song. All
pressed forward. The horses pranced, a whip cracked and
a cloud of dust rose before the gate, and the bride was
gone. Katherina and Gavrelo followed in a vehicle. Dazed
and crushed, she was sped along. What could now happen?
The beginning of Natalka’s shame a mere few hours
off.
Noise and confusion filled the yard. There was a
babble of voices, thick voices, incoherent, affectionate,
querulous, crying of children, snatches of song, the strains
of a fiddle rising a moment over the clamor, a rhythmic
thomp, thomp of dancing feet.
It was late in the afternoon. The bridal pair had long
returned from church. The yard was now divided in two
parts. One-half was occupied by the dancers, and in the
other half two long tables stood spread with food—roast
pork, dishes heaped with sour pickles glistening in juice,
salt herring, thick slices of black bread, tall green bottles
of vodka, white and stinging.
The guests sat about the tables, while the children
clamored at their elders’ elbows. The feast was at its
height. Among the men several of the guests already lay
under the table. Of the women most were intoxicated.
Some sat wagging their heads. Others were awakened now
and then to shrill merriment. Still others drank little and
sat chanting solemnly, keeping up dutifully the burden of
the rites.
In the dancers’ corner several couples whirled in a quadrille.
In one of these Natalka flashed in and out. Natalka’s
face was still solemn and dignified. But a twinkle
of mischief and coquettishness was in her eyes. Her husband
was dancing in the same quadrille. Whenever they
had to dance opposite each other her eyes teased him; her
little red hand extended and withdrew half-way, and Simyonka
was tantalized and radiant.
Further a circle of young folk surrounded the great-grandfather
of the village, dancing a jig.
His hands on his hips, his white beard flowing, his head
high, a smile on his lips, his aged limbs performed with
wonderful agility. He toed to the right, he toed to the
left, here he crossed, there he kneeled. And the fiddlers
fiddled with all their might, and the women clapped, and
the men cheered and stamped.
“Trala-lala-lala.”
At one table Katherina sat among her guests. Leaning
to this one and that one, she urged:
“Another piece of pork? Some more kvass?” She herself
neither ate nor drank. Her face was ashen white.
Her eyes were fastened on Gavrelo, who sat at the side
of Simyonka’s father. At the other table Gavrelo, urged
by Simyonka’s father, had drunk deeply. This was the
second time in his life he had drunk. His face was purple,
he talked incoherently, and he sat gazing about him helplessly,
as if he could not make out what had happened to
him. Simyonka’s father was leaning on the table to keep
his balance; but being accustomed to vodka he had not
quite lost his wits.
“You—you half a fine stock of cattle,” he told Gavrelo,
dealing him a complimentary blow on the back. “You half
fine cowsh!”
Gavrelo threw his head back to drain a glassful, and drew
it back with difficulty, then sat swaying.
“Fine cowsh,” mumbled Simyonka’s father. Gavrelo
turned his head and eyed his new relative with a vacant
stare. Then came the dreaded question. Katherina,
watching from her table, sat as still as if cut from stone.
“What—what ish Natalka’s portion, Gavrelo?” Many
bleared eyes were turned on Gavrelo. This would be the
first time Gavrelo had given anything in his life. Some of
the villagers actually sobered for a moment and stared.
“Natalka’s portion?” Simyonka’s father insisted with
drunken stubbornness.
Suddenly Katherina’s face turned from its ashen pallor
to a live red. Oh, yes! Yes! She would! Why not?
She would do it, yes, she would! Or why would it have
come into her head? Could it be that the Sacred Mother
had not forgotten her? She sat a moment staring stupidly,
then rose quickly, elbowed her way to her husband and
stood at his side.
“Natalka’s portion?” Simyonka’s father clamored with
piggish persistence. His voice rose to a squeal. Katherina
bent over Gavrelo and whispered.
“Say Parshuchuck.”
“Parshuchuck,” Gavrelo repeated, and looked up at her
as though he were trying to recognize her.
“Natalka’s portion a pig!” the father-in-law called out
to the guests.
“And Chulka,” Katherina again whispered to her husband.
Gavrelo stared at her doubtfully, but repeated
“Chulka.”
“And the large field of wheat,” Katherina urged hoarsely.
“Wheat!” repeated Gavrelo. His head fell forward and
his mouth dripped water.
“Three pishes!” Simyonka’s father bawled out.
“Three pieces!” It was repeated around the yard.
“Simyonka! You lucky hound!” a young man shrieked.
All were now staring, eyes bleared, at the three. Natalka
came over to her mother. Her face looked white and
scared.
“Matushka!” she exclaimed, “what have you done?”
And Katherina suddenly realized that Natalka had known
all along that her father would give her nothing.
“It is all right,” Katherina said. “Go dance. Go. But
tell Simyonka to come and fetch his father-in-law to a cool
place. And Natalka—you better tell Simyonka to take
the pig and the heifer tonight. The wheat you will get
in the fall.”
“But, Matushka——”
“It is all right, Natalka. You know your father is a
man of his word. Go dance.”
A few minutes later Gavrelo lay stretched on a bench in
the cool, dim outhouse. Natalka and Simyonka were congratulated
on their generous portion. New quadrilles were
formed, a new jig was being danced. Katherina went back
and sat among her guests. And as she clapped her hands
for the dancers she wondered, “And what about the morrow?
Will he think he did it of his own accord, or will
he remember?” But what mattered the morrow? Just
now Anulia Addom was screaming into her grandmother’s
deaf ear:
“Natalka received three things, Babushka; you hear me,
three things!” And Katherina clapped.
“Trala-lala-lala-lala.”
“Ach, they were wise after all, those men,” she thought;
“they were wise who said that it is better to have a relative
rich though a miser than one who is poor and generous.
The miser, sooner or later, in one way or another, you may
overcome. It is poverty that is like unto death.”
[8] Copyright, 1922, by The Pictorial Review Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Rose Gollup Cohen.
THE SHAME OF GOLD [9] — CHARLES J. FINGER
By CHARLES J. FINGER
(From The Century)
“L
’INTRANSIGEANT” recently printed a short account
of the failure of the Franco-Brazilian ornithological
expedition. Reading, you may have caught a hint of tragedy
in it; but it may have escaped you, because our papers
barely noticed the matter. I was specially interested because
of a conversation I had had with a stranger who
knew Brazil in a peculiar way.
Knowing Columbus, Ohio, you cannot fail to remember
the place where the C. D. & M. Traction crosses the main
business street. It is crowded at the corner, for a newspaper
office is there, and bulletins of the world happenings
are posted every hour or so. On the day that I have in
mind, Hall and I paused there for a moment. A new bulletin
was being put up, which read:
Franco-Brazilian expedition formed to explore upper
Amazon territory.
Hall made a remark laughingly as to new markets to exploit,
and hurried on his way to meet his investment
broker; but I, gazing upward, unaware of his disappearance,
said:
“Yes, there are still spots on this little world untrodden
by the foot of man.”
Turning, I discovered his absence, while from another
man who stood where he had been came the words, very
decidedly:
“I doubt it.”
“But why?” I asked, mildly interested.
“Good reason,” he replied, with a little shrug of his
shoulders. There was a moment of hesitation, then, simultaneously,
we both started off in the same direction, and
for half a block walked almost side by side. At a word
it transpired that we were both bound for the depot, for
the Cincinnati train.
Later, on the train, he resumed the subject. “I know
Brazil a little,” he said, “and far out of the beaten track,
but I know it superficially. Others have been there—many
others, and their lines are crossed and crisscrossed.”
“White men?” I asked.
“Certainly, white men. That’s how I was surprised into
the remark I made there at the bulletin-board. Men poke
everywhere about the world.” The man sketched out
roughly on the palm of his hand, and with his pipe-stem,
an imaginary map. “You recall the outline of South
America,” he went on, “nearly pear-shaped, an elongated
pear. Now, here is Peru, a little above the base of my
thumb. Over here, under the little finger, is Cape St.
Roque. I have been here. Cut across like this.” He
drew a bold stroke entirely across his hand. “That means
Callao, into the Andes, and so north. North to strike the
head-waters of the Amazon, and then trouble, fever and
hunger. Wealth, too, in a way.”
“Love of adventure?” I hazarded.
He regarded me intently for a moment. I noticed his
iron-gray hair and queerly wrinkled face. He was not yet
middle-aged.
“No. I never tried to analyze. I don’t know. I’m not
really adventurous. I like to be alone. Also, I drift, perhaps.
When in a crowd, nothing seems to be worth while,
and one is an ant in a hurrying mass. Alone, thoughts
come with force. They strike one as bluntly as seen things
impress themselves. I can’t explain.”
I was unwilling to press him with questions. He was
not the kind of man that could be drawn out. When he
spoke again there was a note of quiet, pleasant excitement.
“By the way, in Prescott’s ‘Peru’ there is a passage
somewhere telling of one party of Spaniards crossing the
Andes and discovering silver. Then, being unable to get
back, they built a boat and floated down the Amazon, and
presently turned up in Cuba again. It’s there somewhere.
Or in Irving. In Prescott, I think.”
I told him that I had a faint recollection of something
like that.
“Well,” he continued, paying little heed, “that was,
roughly, four hundred years ago. No modern things to
use, no chart, no map, no compass, no tools, or camp paraphernalia;
just plain, dogged go-at-it and keep on. Keep
in one direction, and you get somewhere. That’s how
Magellan felt his way, and Columbus his. Then the old
Norsemen in open boats. It excites me thinking of that.
It was always that way, one man pushing on.”
Again he lapsed into one of his ruminating moods.
“But about Prescott— Once I was nearly all in. Over
the Andes I’d gone, and if I didn’t hit the trail of the
Pizarro men, I’m crazy. I never saw a helmet in my life
until then, and I came across one under an overhanging
rock. A mighty thing it was—the rock I mean—a kind
of excavation under it that formed a cave.
“The helmet was there, and a few pieces of steel—short
pieces; a broken sword, perhaps. I took the helmet and
carried it for days, then threw it away. A man can’t be
burdened with plunder like that.
“You see, I’d been on the trail for more than three
months that time. Now and then I caught sight of an
Indian, and once I got an arrow through my left shoulder.
There were days and weeks in which I saw no sign of
human life, but, by George! there was plenty of good company.
Insects, you know, great glorious things. Butterflies,
too—butterflies that run and make a little noise like
a rattle when they fly away. It’s laughable. Living things
are great fun to watch. And then the concerts at evening
at sunset, crickets and things. I don’t know their names.
Magnify insects, and I reckon you’d have a fantastic world.
“When I did see a human face again, it gave me a start.
I’d found a good spot in the jungle to rest in. The stream
ran clear there, this stream I’d been following, and the
bottom of it was sandy. One does not often find a place
like that. Thinking of an ideal spot, you imagine a stream
in the shade of a tree, with grass all about. But when you
get your stream, there is often mud, and where there is
shade there is no grass. Here there was everything; a
pleasant kind of spot, and I didn’t move all day. I just
rested and smoked and bathed my feet and watched the
insects. It was quiet, too, still as midnight, and the sun
never pierced the leafy roof. It was just a great, green
arch like a cathedral, with smooth, lofty tree-trunks, chamber
after chamber of green, and, what was specially fine, the
place was clear of lianas. So I rested there and read an old
newspaper I had picked up in Callao and brought along.
I’d read it before dozens of times. Then my eyes would
tire of the print, and I’d doze off. I did that dozens of
times. The peace of the place was too much for me—too
much both ways. The perfectness of it overcame me, and
drove me to the little thing, the silly newspaper.
“Once I woke with the notion that some one was watching
me. What I saw gave me a shiver. There was a big
flowering-bush not ten yards away. They were great red
flowers, meat color, like raw beef, and right between two of
the flowers, as if it was stuck in a cleft, was a man’s face,
snag-toothed, red-bearded, shock-haired. It might have
been a great ape. The eyes stared straight at me. Remember,
I’d seen no natives for a long while, nor was there
a settlement near, and it was a region as big as the State
of Illinois, and no white man, I thought, had ever set foot
there. Yet here was a face, and it was not the face of a
native. I knew enough to keep still, and only peered
through the narrowest slits I could make with my eyelids,
so I judged that the face in the flower would think I slept.
Believe me, I watched closely.
“It moved my way, but cautiously as a snake, and I saw
a hairy chest, a hairy human being, and stark. He came
on hands and toes, and I knew that he was a fellow used
to the jungle and no native. Noiselessly he came, not stirring
leaf or blade, hardly. The smell of his body assailed
me unpleasantly, for there were sweetly smelling spice-trees,
and the human smell was rank as poison.
“I sat up suddenly when the fellow was not more than
five yards away. He stopped, rigid, expectant. Fear was
in his eyes. Perhaps he saw it in mine. In such cases
men hate each other. Each resents the presence of the
other where white men should not be. Then he rose to his
feet, turned without a word, his feet making no sound,
and made for the flowering-bush again. I knew in a moment,
somehow, that he was ashamed of his nakedness in
the presence of another of his race. So I hailed him. At
that he stood, regarding me with doubt.
“Well, he was one of those queer fish found everywhere.
He told me his tale that night. Of months and of years he
had long lost count, and he wanted to know of things
strange to me. Queer things he had been interested in, it
seemed—a Londoner I guess, with the peculiar sharpness of
interest in political things that they have. It must have
been meat and drink to him, his interest in public affairs.
He talked of Gladstone and wanted to know whether some
fellow named O’Donnell who had killed some informer was
hanged or not. From such things we located the date
when he left as about 1883. So he had been there nearly
thirty-five years. Think of it!
“But as to the unbelief of people who are credulous on
some things—tell people that for that length of time a
white man, an Englishman, had lived with savages, and
every single one would jump to the conclusion that he was
chief among them. Naturally. On the general principle,
I suppose, that it is better to reign in hell than to serve in
heaven. But was he king? Boss? Chief? Not by a long
chalk. And naturally. The man from civilization was the
servitor. The savages were the superiors. Such things as
he once knew were useless in the wilds. Mind you, in
civilization machinery is master, and man the servant of
the machine. Take him away from the mechanical things
and cast him on his own resources, and ninety-nine cases
out of a hundred he starves. He can’t make a fire, catch
his food, build his shelter. He is afraid to test things as
to their edibility. He cannot run, fight or climb. Among
animals he is a weakling. Face to face with nature he
despairs. His education he finds to be ignorance. His overpowering
fear is that he may be hurt. You see, in civilization
man is protected, he does not have to struggle. All that
he needs to do is to sell himself, his time, his life, for the
best price he can command. So he becomes soft. He is
unfit for liberty. Turn him loose, and he is as useless as a
canary-bird or a common hen turned adrift. So was it
with this fellow, Elfner. The savages were his superiors,
and he was the servitor. He had ceased to concern himself
about anything more than the needs of the body; and
his brain had gone. Once, I gathered, he had told them
tales of the city life, but the things he tried to picture they
could not conceive; so he was lowered still further in their
estimation and set down as a liar.
“From this Elfner I learned of the Chequa tribe. He
warned me against them as a vicious people that had no
dealings with other tribes, and indicated their valley as
farther east. That I was not to be led to his tribe was
made very clear. Obviously, he was ashamed of his degradation.
But really it was not degradation in one way of
looking at it. There are almost no men who would not
rapidly find their level in a savage tribe, and that level
would be below its general average, because of the new
valuations that the man from civilization cannot compass.
“There was a stranger tale he began to tell me—a tale
of a swamp-land to the southeast and of monstrous, yellow
earth creatures that heaved themselves out of the mire.
Then I was sure he was crazed. I knew of the giant armadillos
and great sloths, but it was none of these. He was
loath to continue, and parried my questions. He wanted
to know of things in the world that he would never again
see. He wanted to tell me of John L. Sullivan and of Jake
Kilrain, or of sordid crimes that had interested him. Above
all he wanted to talk of eating, of ham and eggs, of bread
and cheese and beer. Once, for instance, when he had begun
to tell me something of the Chequas, he broke off quite
unexpectedly, and apropos of nothing went into a little
rhapsody. ‘Say,’ he said, ‘this ’ere is a dull place. I often
think of colors, and there’s a bird all colors, and I always
think of when you hold a glass of whiskey up to the light.
Lord! Lord!’ At that he fell into a reverie and sat
hunched, his chin on clenched fist. Then he grew melancholy.
‘These ’ere fellers in my tribe, they got me goin’,
they ’ave. It’s work, work, work. An’ if I don’t, it’s punishment
tied up to a ant’s nest.’
“His talk was jumbled, disjointed, and I had much ado
to get something from him relative to the country. Very
little I got, after all. We had talked for perhaps a couple
of hours when a ululation filled the air. ‘It’s them blacks
callin’ me,’ he said, leaping to his feet. Now, while I was
not anxious for his company, I felt an urge to invite him
to go with me; but, to my relief, he refused on the ground
that his masters would follow, capture and kill him. When
the ululation was again heard, he seemed panic-stricken,
stood a moment irresolute, then turned and fled into the
bush as a dog would on hearing the insistent call.”
The man stopped, and I hazarded the remark that it was
strange to meet a white man thus, because the chances
against an encounter were slight.
“That’s so,” he said.
“And the reference to those strange earth creatures.
Didn’t you learn anything further?”
He looked at me and shook his head doubtfully, and a
little puzzled frown appeared and disappeared.
“No. But I may have seen one, too. I don’t know.”
“May I hear?” I asked.
“There’s nothing to tell, because I’m not sure. And
yet—” He passed his hand over his brow. “I may have
been mistaken. It was after I had left the gentle people,
and I was not myself then. I was worried, grieved, half-starved.
It is all muddled.
“You see, after Elfner left I decided to find the valley
he had told me of, and I did find it without any particular
difficulty. It was a bird that attracted me, a quetzal. If
I had not gone toward it, I might have missed the place.
But I never could resist watching a quetzal, for it is the
most wonderful thing that God has made, the most exquisite
thing in creation. To see it, a living thing of metallic
green—gold-green and scarlet-breasted, with tail-feathers of
jet and ivory—is an experience. You watch it and lose
yourself in admiration. Nothing else is so gorgeous. I
have watched as the light struck them, and have seen them
change from violet to steel-blue, but colors that live. Then
the bird moves slightly, and the blue is blue-green, then
again gold-green, and there are crimson flashes and purple.
And there was the valley, and it was the valley of quetzals
and butterflies, and in it lived the gentle people. I stayed
there many months, peaceful months, only to leave in sorrow.
A gentle people, indeed! Never did I hear a harsh
word or see an ungentle thing. I do not think that they
knew of war or of violence. To live was sweet in that
valley of flowers and birds. There were sounds of living
things as sweet as the musical ripples of a little brook, and
the breeze was soft and laden with perfume. So I came to
love the gentle people and their land.
“It may seem odd to tell you this, but I have told you
much, and the mood is on me, and the place in which I
tell it to you is odd, here where there is the noise of people
and of the moving train and where there is glaring light or
sooty smoke, and where every one is burdened with the
stern anxiety of duty. And yet it all comes to me as the
memory of a summer day may come to some poor fellow
in prison—the memory of that spot where existence is
facile and where trifles give joy and where people live as
birds live. While there I knew a fresh vigor of soul. I
always seemed to be on the point of grasping and understanding
things, and the thought lived in me always that
I should never do a thing to bring the sorrow of the outside
world among this people. The memory is strong upon
me now, and it came to me as a dull blow when I read the
bulletin uptown. I felt as the prisoner might when the
judge said the death sentence. It seemed to mean that,
you know.”
The man paused and relit his pipe. He gave a puff or
two and laid it aside again. Then he leaned back in his
seat, folded his arms and dropped his chin on his chest.
“All this noise about us must make what I tell you seem
unreal. I appreciate that fully. Sometimes I think that
out there I lost something well worth the losing, and found
instead a precious thing. Looking back, I seemed to have
touched the supernatural. I wonder if you understand.
What I lost enriched me, and I seemed to have lost forever
my own people and the sins of avarice and anger and
pettiness. It was no illusion. There was the valley of
peace. There is the valley of peace. But I fear the ravening
hand now stretched out.
“There was a child there, a thing of beauty, who led
me about at times after I had been accepted as a visitor.
Endol was her name, and she was a dancing creature, who
weaved circlets of flowers and often brought to me, laughingly,
water to drink, bearing it in a flattish shell which
held only a taste. I see her now, a bright fairy, dancing
and chasing the cloud shadows on the green, playing with
the birds, clapping her hands as she ran after butterflies,
but never trying to catch them. Do you know, at such
times the memory of my own land was as a dark and fearful
dream. I remembered slum children. The memory of
the things that clatter about us in houses and in cities, and
the fret and the evil and the filth and the sickness—these
things bore upon me and oppressed my spirit. Now, sitting
here, remembering that valley of joy, it is as if I were
in hell, and it is from that hell that I am trying to escape,
for all has been dark and ugly since I left.
“One day Endol brought me a golden-colored flower, a
new one to me. I saw that she bore a shell in her left
hand. When I made a motion to take it she prevented me.
Playfully, I held her, and as I did so, she chanced to tip
the shell, and a yellowish sand poured forth and lay lightly
on a large leaf. Looking, I saw that it was gold dust. At
that Endol laughed, stooped, scattered the gold, and, gathering
the grains that lay on the leaf, threw them afar.
“That naturally set me to wondering as well as wandering,
for thus far I had confined my walks to the upper end
of the valley. As it fell out, the next day I came upon a
flat rock at the foot of a vine-hung tree, and there in plain
view was a shell, much larger than that which Endol had
had. It held gold dust, and a few nuggets, the best of
them not larger than a small pea. The shell had apparently
been set there and forgotten with the carelessness of
a child tired of a plaything. The gold was not free from
iron dust, but I saw at a glance that the vein from which
it had been taken was extraordinarily rich. So it came to
me to think that this people knew nothing of the value of
gold and perhaps used it as a plaything. I suppose I
should have left it there, but I did not. Few men living as
you and I have lived in a workaday world could resist the
temptation to bear it away. So I took it to the bower in
which I slept.
“Now, Endol and another child met me on the way and,
chattering and laughing, reached for the shell. I handed it
to them. Their actions astonished me. They drew slightly
aside; their merriment fell from them, and they held a
rapid, whispered conference. Endol’s friend, the older of
the two, seemed the most urgent, and her counsel apparently
prevailed, for they set off running down the valley
with the gold. They seemed possessed of a new fear, one
that I could not understand.
“Soon after they returned with others, men and women,
and I could see that there was consternation. I was reminded
of a crowd I once saw running to the pit-mouth
when the news of trouble came.
“Sima, a handsome youth with a splendid head ornament
of quetzal feathers, addressed me. He was gentle,
almost persuasive. At first I could not understand what
he was driving at. There were evidently references to a
people and the setting sun, and in the midst of his discourse
others came up and now and again tried to aid him
in making me understand, as people will do all over the
world when a foreigner is dense. Presently Sima ceased,
and another, an older man, took up the parable. He grew
excited in the telling of the tale and, as I gathered, was
eager to impress upon me that there was an evil time when
hate and murder and greed, until then unknown, had come
into the land. But it was not until he roughly fashioned
a cross with a couple of sticks and broke it to pieces that
a light dawned on me. Then when he told me of white
men from the north, it dawned upon me with clearness
that here was a tribal memory of the coming of Pizarro
into the land of the Incas. Understanding that, I could
piece things together, the ancient wrong done to a gentle
people in the name of the cross, the white man’s greed for
gold, which had been a specific cause of strife and disorder,
the hopeless resistance of an unarmed people, and the cruel
acts of retaliation. From another point of view I saw what
the lust of empire meant, and I saw how those who
preached civilization, philanthropy and religion came burning,
shooting, destroying and subjugating the weak, the
simple, the harmless. The forefathers of this people had
escaped. What wonder, then, that to them gold stood as
an evil, something to hide and thrust away as unclean lest
its glitter again attract these who bear death in their hands.
“I saw all that in a flash, and I understood the vague
sense of imminent chaos that must have possessed the
simple, happy folk when they pondered on what might
happen if gold-mad white men again came ravening. The
wonder was that they did not slay me when first I came.
“The gold-bearing sand was exceptionally rich in the
little river. Grubbing about, I found pockets in the bedrock
full of gold. I even amused myself for a time extracting
some of it and piling it in little heaps here and
there on stones, and once I dammed up a section of the
stream, turning the current so as to expose the river-bed,
thus laying bare a new and unexpected vein. But it meant
nothing to me then, for I still enjoyed the sighing of the
wind through the silky grass, the sweetness of the day,
and the fullness of the earth. The water that dripped
sparkling from my finger-tips was finer to me than the
sifting gold.
“One day I found the cave. I had not found it before
simply because I had not sought it. There was no attempt
on the part of the folk to conceal its location, nor was
there displayed any desire to keep me from it.
“It was an opening in a hillside almost six feet long and
four high, a square, natural gap, and the chamber within
was at least thirty by thirty. The rays of the western sun
flooded the place. For over three hundred years, perhaps,
the people had hidden their gold there. From that you
may have some idea how things were. The stuff lay scattered
over the floor of the cave. I worked my fingers
through the gold near the opening, and it was knuckle-deep
before I touched the rock. In the farther corner was
a sloping heap of the stuff, and it had been there so long
that the iron dust had blown away. It shone dully as the
sun touched it. Here and there were small nuggets, some
as large as a cherry. Leaving the cave, I found a pile of
them, oddly shaped, laid along a large, flat rock. They
were evidently the playthings of children. I remember
noticing one, flattish and almost heart-shaped. It had a
hole through it, and I strung it and hung it round my
neck. Look at this.”
As he spoke he fumbled at his soft shirt-collar and
pulled up a little nugget, which he handed to me.
“It’s all I have to show,” he said as he returned it to
its place. “That night I did not sleep. Strangely enough,
my mind took a twist. The life I was living fell behind
me, as it were, and I was filled with a new desire. It
was not really a desire for wealth, but rather a desire for
power. That was it, a desire for power. That old newspaper
I told you of came to my mind, with all that it
stood for. I began to dream of walking into my native
town, into Hillsboro, and showing off. Crazy, isn’t it?
But it was so. They were day-dreams that might have
pleased a boy, and it is almost too banal to tell, the rapid
succumbing to temptation. I had a vision of becoming the
local ‘big man,’ of buying out the banker, of building a
fine house, of owning a splendid automobile, of servants,
and all that kind of thing. Things! things! things! The
pageantry of wealth! So dreaming, the quiet of the valley
and the peace of it became a hateful thing, and I longed
for the sound of a thousand footsteps and a thousand
wheels, for the noise of streets, and the haste and the
clatter and the excitement. Gradually the idea took possession
of me that the gold was mine and that it was a
weak sentimentality which would prevent a capable white
race from using that which a brown-skinned folk knew not
how to use. I planned and dreamed, planned and dreamed.
The poison was at work.
“Weeks and weeks it took me to carry the gold to the
hidden canoe. I thought at the time that I was unwatched,
but I do not think so now. Some of the stuff I loaded
direct from the river sand, but by far the greater part I
bore from the cave. Of course there were days when I
hesitated, half repenting. But, on the whole, greed had me.
“One day I saw Sima and Capaca, standing side by side,
looking at me, and I was suddenly overcome with shame.
There fell away from me my desire to leave. The glamor
faded. It was as if I had been discovered handling filth
by those whose good opinion I valued, and the hot blood
rushed tingling to my cheeks. I wanted to make my peace
with the people again, but knew that to do so was hopeless
now. So I stood irresolutely by my canoe, and I hated
myself for my insincerity.
“Sima came down to me. He said no word, but, with a
look half pity, half contempt, handed me his spear, and
with a gesture dismissed me and turned his back. For a
moment I wished that he had thrust the spear through me.
“So it was that I came to leave the valley where I had
known peace, and from then time was for me little but
physical weariness. There were days when I lay half-dead
in the canoe on my bed of gold, tortured by flies and things
that bit and stung—days and days of misery when I wished
myself dead. Once, it seemed ages, a hovering cloud of
insects followed me, sometimes settling on me so thickly
that my arms were black. My bodily suffering was great,
but greater still the suffering within.
“I think that day after day in that jungle drove me mad,
and there were times when I was aware of nothing in the
world but the rank smell of decaying vegetation and a
black strip of water winding, winding, winding through a
canon of dark brown earth through which great roots thrust
themselves like snakes. Days of impenetrable gloom there
were, and there were days when all about me there seemed
to be hushings, then hissing whisperings and pointing fingers
and peering eyes. Again there was a sensation that music
was about me, and I seemed to hear at a distance the
opening chords of a brass band. I knew that I was fever-stricken.
“Once I dared to land at a place where the virgin forest
seemed to end. There was a great green, open space, a
mighty clearing, and a fringe of trees between that and the
river. I was the victim of a strange hallucination, and
it was as if the whole world were moving swiftly to the
right, swiftly, horribly swiftly, and I alone stood still. I
fought against it, fought myself. Do you understand?
It changed to a sensation of rushing backward. So dizzy
I became that I was constrained to squat at the foot
of a tree, pushing against it hard with my back, and press
my temples until I felt the pain of it. Then I heard a
sound and looked up. I saw, or thought I saw, something.
The earth seemed to tremble and heave. Out from it came
swiftly a hideous thing, clay-colored and huge, a mighty
mass of living flesh. The mud fell from it to right and left.
I was breathless and unable to stir. The thing pushed
upward and forward with clumsy, lumbering movements,
side to side, extricating itself, growing huger each moment.
Then I realized that what I saw was only the head and
shoulders. The head turned slightly, so that I saw the
upper part of it, blunt and triangular beyond the shoulder.
The heavy-lidded eyes I saw. Then I noticed the mud
dripping heavily, and part of the fore leg coming from the
slime. My God! Send that there are no such things on
earth and that I was really mad!
“I remember rolling down the steep bank and falling into
the river, so shaded and still, and then there was an awe-inspiring
roar, dreadful to hear. I swam. I do not know.
I cannot talk of it.”
The man sighed deeply. It was almost a stifled sob.
He was ashen-faced. When he spoke again, his voice was
perceptibly huskier.
“There is no more to tell,” he said. “There were weeks
and weeks of misery in that jungle, and wanderings that
I forget—wanderings in the swamp lands, and most wonderfully
I came to Mannos and, in time, to Para, where the
consul was good to me.”
He ceased suddenly and fell to smoking. It was a long
time before I dared to speak, but said at last:
“And you propose to return?”
“I want to get back to the people, to where the superstition
of gold is absent,” he said. “Only there is the world
sane. Only there do people enjoy their days and love the
earth and know the beauty of life. Gold blinds all others.
So I must go to the gentle people again. That is, if they
will have me. Then there’s this expedition.”
His voice was tense now.
“Suppose. You see, once I might have been a traitor to
them. I dreamed of something of the sort, a betrayal to
my own people. If this expedition is a success— Well,
where white people go and where there is gold, sorrow and
disease and death follow. The consul at Para knew something
of my story. Would it not be a good thing to save a
race, a gentle people, from destruction?”
The man’s story stayed with me. And, as I said, since
learning of the failure of the expedition, I have wondered
much.
When the rain was over the sky became yellow in
the west and the air was cool. Close to the street,
which was of red dirt and lined with cheap bungalows
dating from 1910, a little boy was riding a big bicycle
along the sidewalk. His plan afforded a monotonous fascination.
He rode each time for about a hundred yards,
dismounted, turned the bicycle around so that it adjoined
a stone step and getting on again, not without toil or heat,
retraced his course. At one end this was bounded by a
colored girl of fourteen holding an anæmic baby, and at
the other, by a scarred, ill-nourished kitten, squatting
dismally on the curb. These four were the only souls in
sight.
The little boy had accomplished an indefinite number of
trips, oblivious alike to the melancholy advances of the
kitten at one end and to the admiring vacuousness of the
colored girl at the other, when he swerved dangerously to
avoid a man who had turned the corner into the street, and
recovered his balance only after a moment of exaggerated
panic.
But if the incident was a matter of gravity to the boy,
it attracted scarcely an instant’s notice from the newcomer,
who turned suddenly from the sidewalk and stared with
obvious and peculiar interest at the house before which he
was standing. It was the oldest house in the street, built
with clapboards and a shingled roof. It was a house—in
the barest sense of the word: the sort of house that a child
would draw on a blackboard. It was of a period, but of
no design, and its exterior had obviously been made only
as a decent cloak for what was within. It antedated the
stucco bungalows by about thirty years and except for the
bungalows, which were reproducing their species with prodigious
avidity, as though by some monstrous affiliation
with the guinea-pig, it was the most common type of house
in the country. For thirty years such dwellings had satisfied
the canons of the middle class; they had satisfied its
financial canons by being cheap, they had satisfied its
æsthetic canons by being hideous. It was a house built
by a race whose more energetic complement hoped either
to move up or move on, and it was the more remarkable
that its instability had survived so many summers and retained
its pristine hideousness and discomfort so obviously
unimpaired.
The man was about as old as the house, that is to say,
about forty-five. But unlike the house, he was neither
hideous nor cheap. His clothes were too good to have been
made outside of a metropolis—moreover, they were so good
that it was impossible to tell in which metropolis they were
made. His name was Abercrombie and the most important
event of his life had taken place in the house before which
he was standing. He had been born there.
It was one of the last places in the world where he
should have been born. He had thought so within a very
few years after the event and he thought so now—an ugly
home in a third-rate southern town where his father had
owned a partnership in a grocery store. Since then Abercrombie
had played golf with the President of the United
States and sat between two duchesses at dinner. He had
been bored with the President, he had been bored and not
a little embarrassed with the duchesses—nevertheless, the
two incidents had pleased him and still sat softly upon his
naïve vanity. It delighted him that he had gone far.
He had looked fixedly at the house for several minutes
before he perceived that no one lived there. Where the
shutters were not closed it was because there were no shutters
to be closed, and in these vacancies, blind, vacuous
expanses of gray window looked unseeingly down at him.
The grass had grown wantonly long in the yard and faint
green mustaches were sprouting facetiously in the wide
cracks of the walk. But it was evident that the property
had been recently occupied, for upon the porch lay half a
dozen newspapers rolled into cylinders for quick delivery
and as yet turned only to a faint, resentful yellow.
They were not nearly so yellow as the sky when Abercrombie
walked up on the porch and sat down upon an
immemorial bench, for the sky was every shade of yellow,
the color of tan, the color of gold, the color of peaches.
Across the street and beyond a vacant lot rose a rampart
of vivid red brick houses and it seemed to Abercrombie
that the picture they rounded out was beautiful—the warm,
earthy brick and the sky fresh after the rain, changing and
gray as a dream. All his life when he had wanted to rest
his mind he had called up into it the image those two
things had made for him when the air was clear just at
this hour. So Abercrombie sat there thinking about his
young days.
Ten minutes later another man turned the corner of the
street, a different sort of man, both in the texture of his
clothes and the texture of his soul. He was forty-six years
old and he was a shabby drudge, married to a woman,
who, as a girl, had known better days. This latter fact,
in the republic, may be set down in the red italics of
misery.
His name was Hemmick—Henry W. or George D. or
John F.—the stock that produced him had had little imagination
left to waste either upon his name or his design.
He was a clerk in a factory which made ice for the long
southern summer. He was responsible to the man who
owned the patent for canning ice, who, in his turn was
responsible only to God. Never in his life had Henry W.
Hemmick discovered a new way to advertise canned ice
nor had it transpired that by taking a diligent correspondence
course in ice canning he had secretly been preparing
himself for a partnership. Never had he rushed home to
his wife, crying: “You can have that servant now, Nell,
I have been made general superintendent.” You will have
to take him as you take Abercrombie, for what he is and
will always be. This is a story of the dead years.
When the second man reached the house he turned in
and began to mount the tipsy steps, noticed Abercrombie,
the stranger, with a tired surprise, and nodded to him.
“Good evening,” he said.
Abercrombie voiced his agreement with the sentiment.
“Cool”—the newcomer covered his forefinger with his
handkerchief and sent the swatched digit on a complete
circuit of his collar band. “Have you rented this?” he
asked.
“No, indeed, I’m just—resting. Sorry if I’ve intruded—I
saw the house was vacant——”
“Oh, you’re not intruding!” said Hemmick hastily. “I
don’t reckon anybody could intrude in this old barn. I
got out two months ago. They’re not ever goin’ to rent it
any more. I got a little girl about this high,” he held his
hand parallel to the ground and at an indeterminate distance,
“and she’s mighty fond of an old doll that got left
here when we moved. Began hollerin’ for me to come over
and look it up.”
“You used to live here?” inquired Abercrombie with
interest.
“Lived here eighteen years. Came here ’n I was married,
raised four children in this house. Yes, sir. I know
this old fellow.” He struck the door-post with the flat of
his hand. “I know every leak in her roof and every loose
board in her old floor.”
Abercrombie had been good to look at for so many years
that he knew if he kept a certain attentive expression on
his face his companion would continue to talk—indefinitely.
“You from up north?” inquired Hemmick politely,
choosing with habituated precision the one spot where the
anæmic wooden railing would support his weight. “I
thought so,” he resumed at Abercrombie’s nod. “Don’t
take long to tell a Yankee.”
“I’m from New York.”
“So?” The man shook his head with inappropriate gravity.
“Never have got up there, myself. Started to go a
couple of times, before I was married, but never did get
to go.”
He made a second excursion with his finger and handkerchief
and then, as though having come suddenly to a
cordial decision, he replaced the handkerchief in one of his
bumpy pockets and extended the hand toward his companion.
“My name’s Hemmick.”
“Glad to know you.” Abercrombie took the hand without
rising. “Abercrombie’s mine.”
“I’m mighty glad to know you, Mr. Abercrombie.”
Then for a moment they both hesitated, their two faces
assumed oddly similar expressions, their eyebrows drew
together, their eyes looked far away. Each was straining
to force into activity some minute cell long sealed and forgotten
in his brain. Each made a little noise in his throat,
looked away, looked back, laughed. Abercrombie spoke
first.
“We’ve met.”
“I know,” agreed Hemmick, “but whereabouts? That’s
what’s got me. You from New York, you say?”
“Yes, but I was born and raised in this town. Lived in
this house till I left here when I was about seventeen. As
a matter of fact, I remember you—you were a couple of
years older.”
Again Hemmick considered.
“Well,” he said vaguely, “I sort of remember, too. I
begin to remember—I got your name all right and I guess
maybe it was your daddy had this house before I rented it.
But all I can recollect about you is, that there was a boy
named Abercrombie and he went away.”
In a few moments they were talking easily. It amused
them both to have come from the same house—amused
Abercrombie especially, for he was a vain man, rather
absorbed that evening in his own early poverty. Though
he was not given to immature impulses he found it necessary
somehow to make it clear in a few sentences that five
years after he had gone away from the house and the
town he had been able to send for his father and mother
to join him in New York.
Hemmick listened with that exaggerated attention which
men who have not prospered generally render to men who
have. He would have continued to listen had Abercrombie
become more expansive, for he was beginning faintly to
associate him with an Abercrombie who had figured in the
newspapers for several years at the head of shipping boards
and financial committees. But Abercrombie, after a moment,
made the conversation less personal.
“I didn’t realize you had so much heat here, I guess I’ve
forgotten a lot in twenty-five years.”
“Why, this is a cool day,” boasted Hemmick, “this is
cool. I was just sort of overheated from walking when I
came up.”
“It’s too hot,” insisted Abercrombie with a restless movement;
then he added abruptly, “I don’t like it here. It
means nothing to me—nothing—I’ve wondered if I did,
you know, that’s why I came down. And I’ve decided.
“You see,” he continued hesitantly, “up to recently the
North was still full of professional Southerners, some real,
some by sentiment, but all given to flowery monologues on
the beauty of their old family plantations and all jumping
up and howling when the band played ‘Dixie.’ You know
what I mean,” he turned to Hemmick, “it got to be a
sort of a national joke. Oh, I was in the game, too, I
suppose, I used to stand up and perspire and cheer, and
I’ve given young men positions for no particular reason
except that they claimed to come from South Carolina or
Virgina—” again he broke off and became suddenly abrupt,
“but I’m through, I’ve been here six hours and I’m
through!”
“Too hot for you?” inquired Hemmick, with mild surprise.
“Yes! I’ve felt the heat and I’ve seen the men—those
two or three dozen loafers standing in front of the stores
on Jackson Street—in thatched straw hats.” Then he
added, with a touch of humor, “They’re what my son calls
‘slash-pocket, belted-back boys.’ Do you know the ones
I mean?”
“Jelly-beans,” Hemmick nodded gravely, “We call ’em
Jelly-beans. No-account lot of boys all right. They got
signs up in front of most of the stores asking ’em not to
stand there.”
“They ought to!” asserted Abercrombie, with a touch of
irascibility. “That’s my picture of the South, now, you
know—a skinny, dark-haired young man with a gun on
his hip and a stomach full of corn liquor or Dope Dola,
leaning up against a drug store waiting for the next
lynching.”
Hemmick objected, though with apology in his voice.
“You got to remember, Mr. Abercrombie, that we haven’t
had the money down here since the war——”
Abercrombie waved this impatiently aside.
“Oh, I’ve heard all that,” he said, “and I’m tired of it.
And I’ve heard the South lambasted till I’m tired of that,
too. It’s not taking France and Germany fifty years to
get on their feet, and their war made your war look like a
little fracas up an alley. And it’s not your fault and it’s
not anybody’s fault. It’s just that this is too damn hot
to be a white man’s country and it always will be. I’d like
to see ’em pack two or three of these states full of darkies
and drop ’em out of the Union.”
Hemmick nodded, thoughtfully, though without thought.
He had never thought; for over twenty years he had seldom
ever held opinions, save the opinions of the local press
or of some majority made articulate through passion.
There was a certain luxury in thinking that he had never
been able to afford. When cases were set before him he
either accepted them outright, if they were comprehensible
to him, or rejected them if they required a modicum of
concentration. Yet he was not a stupid man. He was
poor and busy and tired and there were no ideas at large
in his community, even had he been capable of grasping
them. The idea that he did not think would have been
equally incomprehensible to him. He was a closed book,
half full of badly printed, uncorrelated trash.
Just now, his reaction to Abercrombie’s assertion was
exceedingly simple. Since the remarks proceeded from a
man who was a Southerner by birth, who was successful—moreover,
who was confident and decisive and persuasive
and suave—he was inclined to accept them without suspicion
or resentment.
He took one of Abercrombie’s cigars and pulling on it,
still with a stern imitation of profundity upon his tired
face, watched the color glide out of the sky and the gray
veils come down. The little boy and his bicycle, the baby,
the nursemaid, the forlorn kitten, all had departed. In
the stucco bungalows pianos gave out hot, weary notes that
inspired the crickets to competitive sound, and squeaky
graphophones filled in the intervals with patches of whining
ragtime until the impression was created that each
living room in the street opened directly out into the
darkness.
“What I want to find out,” Abercrombie was saying with
a frown, “is why I didn’t have sense enough to know that
this was a worthless town. It was entirely an accident
that I left here, an utterly blind chance, and as it happened,
the very train that took me away was full of luck
for me. The man I sat beside gave me my start in life.”
His tone became resentful. “But I thought this was all
right. I’d have stayed except that I’d gotten into a scrape
down at the high school—I got expelled and my daddy
told me he didn’t want me at home any more. Why didn’t
I know the place wasn’t any good? Why I didn’t see?”
“Well, you’d probably never known anything better?”
suggested Hemmick mildly.
“That wasn’t any excuse,” insisted Abercrombie. “If
I’d been any good I’d have known. As a matter of fact—as—a—matter—of—fact,”
he repeated slowly, “I think
that at heart I was the sort of boy who’d have lived and
died here happily and never known there was anything
better.” He turned to Hemmick with a look almost of
distress. “It worries me to think that my—that what’s
happened to me can be ascribed to chance. But that’s
the sort of boy I think I was. I didn’t start off with the
Dick Whittington idea—I started off by accident.”
After this confession he stared out into the twilight with
a dejected expression that Hemmick could not understand.
It was impossible for the latter to share any sense of the
importance of such a distinction—in fact, from a man of
Abercrombie’s position it struck him as unnecessarily trivial.
Still, he felt that some manifestation of acquiescence
was only polite.
“Well,” he offered, “it’s just that some boys get the bee
to get up and go North and some boys don’t. I happened
to have the bee to go North. But I didn’t. That’s the
difference between you and me.”
Abercrombie turned to him intently.
“You did?” he asked, with unexpected interest, “you
wanted to get out?”
“At one time.” At Abercrombie’s eagerness Hemmick
began to attach a new importance to the subject. “At one
time,” he repeated, as though the singleness of the occasion
was a thing he had often mused upon.
“How old were you?”
“Oh—’bout twenty.”
“What put it into your head?”
“Well, let me see—” Hemmick considered. “I don’t
know whether I remember sure enough, but it seems to me
that when I was down to the University—I was there two
years—one of the professors told me that a smart boy ought
to go North. He said, business wasn’t going to amount to
much down here for the next fifty years. And I guessed he
was right. My father died about then, so I got a job as
runner in the bank here, and I didn’t have much interest in
anything except saving up enough money to go North. I
was bound I’d go.”
“Why didn’t you? Why didn’t you?” insisted Abercrombie
in an aggrieved tone.
“Well,” Hemmick hesitated, “Well, I right near did but—things
didn’t work out and I didn’t get to go. It was a
funny sort of business. It all started about the smallest
thing you can think of. It all started about a penny.”
“A penny?”
“That’s what did it—one little penny. That’s why I
didn’t go ’way from here and all, like I intended.”
“Tell me about it, man,” exclaimed his companion. He
looked at his watch impatiently. “I’d like to hear the
story.”
Hemmick sat for a moment, distorting his mouth around
the cigar.
“Well, to begin with,” he said at length, “I’m going to
ask you if you remember a thing that happened here about
twenty-five years ago. A fellow named Hoyt, the cashier
of the Cotton National Bank, disappeared one night with
about thirty thousand dollars in cash. Say, man, they
didn’t talk about anything else down here at the time. The
whole town was shaken up about it, and I reckin you can
imagine the disturbance it caused down at all the banks
and especially at the Cotton National.”
“I remember.”
“Well, they caught him, and they got most of the money
back, and by and by the excitement died down, except in
the bank where the thing had happened. Down there it
seemed as if they’d never get used to it. Mr. Deems, the
first vice-president, who’d always been pretty kind and
decent, got to be a changed man. He was suspicious of
the clerks, the tellers, the janitor, the watchman, most of
the officers, and yes, by golly, I guess he got so he kept an
eye on the president himself.
“I don’t mean he was just watchful—he was downright
hipped on the subject. He’d come up and ask you funny
questions when you were going about your business. He’d
walk into the teller’s cage on tip-toe and watch him without
saying anything. If there was any mistake of any kind
in the bookkeeping, he’d not only fire a clerk or so, but
he’d raise such a riot that he made you want to push him
into a vault and slam the door on him.
“He was just about running the bank then, and he’d
affected the other officers, and—oh, you can imagine the
havoc a thing like that could work on any sort of an organization.
Everybody was so nervous that they made
mistakes whether they were careful or not. Clerks were
staying downtown until eleven at night trying to account
for a lost nickel. It was a thin year, anyhow, and everything
financial was pretty rickety, so one thing worked on
another until the crowd of us were as near craziness as
anybody can be and carry on the banking business at all.
“I was a runner—and all through the heat of one God-forsaken
summer I ran. I ran and I got mighty little
money for it, and that was the time I hated that bank and
this town, and all I wanted was to get out and go North.
I was getting ten dollars a week, and I’d decided that when
I’d saved fifty out of it I was going down to the depot and
buy me a ticket to Cincinnati. I had an uncle in the banking
business there, and he said he’d give me an opportunity
with him. But he never offered to pay my way, and I
guess he thought if I was worth having I’d manage to get
up there by myself. Well, maybe I wasn’t worth having
because, anyhow, I never did.
“One morning, on the hottest day of the hottest July I
ever knew—and you know what that means down here—I
left the bank to call on a man named Harlan and collect
some money that’d come due on a note. Harlan had the
cash waiting for me all right, and when I counted it I found
it amounted to three hundred dollars and eighty-six cents,
the change being in brand new coin that Harlan had drawn
from another bank that morning. I put the three one-hundred-dollar
bills in my wallet and the change in my
vest pocket, signed a receipt and left. I was going straight
back to the bank.
“Outside the heat was terrible. It was enough to make
you dizzy, and I hadn’t been feeling right for a couple of
days, so, while I waited in the shade for a street-car, I was
congratulating myself that in a month or so I’d be out of
this and up where it was some cooler. And then, as I stood
there, it occurred to me all of a sudden that outside of the
money which I’d just collected, which, of course, I couldn’t
touch, I didn’t have a cent in my pocket. I’d have to walk
back to the bank, and it was about fifteen blocks away.
You see, on the night before, I’d found that my change
came to just a dollar, and I’d traded it for a bill at the
corner store and added it to the roll in the bottom of my
trunk. So there was no help for it—I took off my coat
and I stuck my handkerchief into my collar and struck off
through the suffocating heat for the bank.
“Fifteen blocks—you can imagine what that was like,
and I was sick when I started. From away up by Juniper
Street—you remember where that is; the new Mieger Hospital’s
there now—all the way down to Jackson. After
about six blocks I began to stop and rest whenever I found
a patch of shade wide enough to hold me, and as I got
pretty near I could just keep going by thinking of the big
glass of iced tea my mother’d have waiting beside my
plate at lunch. But after that I began getting too sick
to even want the iced tea—I wanted to get rid of that
money and then lie down and die.
“When I was still about two blocks away from the bank
I put my hand into my watch pocket and pulled out that
change; was sort of jingling it in my hand; making myself
believe that I was so close that it was convenient to have it
ready. I happened to glance into my hand, and all of a
sudden I stopped up short and reached down quick into
my watch pocket. The pocket was empty. There was a
little hole in the bottom, and my hand held only a half-dollar,
a quarter and a dime. I had lost one cent.
“Well, sir, I can’t tell you, I can’t express to you the feeling
of discouragement that this gave me. One penny, mind
you—but think; just the week before a runner had lost his
job because he was a little bit shy twice. It was only carelessness;
but there you were! They were all in a panic
that they might get fired themselves, and the best thing
to do was to fire some one else—first.
“So you can see that it was up to me to appear with
that penny.
“Where I got the energy to care as much about it as I
did is more than I can understand. I was sick and hot and
weak as a kitten, but it never occurred to me that I could
do anything except find or replace that penny, and immediately
I began casting about for a way to do it. I looked
into a couple of stores, hoping I’d see some one I knew,
but while there were a few fellows loafing in front, just as
you saw them today, there wasn’t one that I felt like going
up to and saying: ‘Here! You got a penny?’ I thought
of a couple of offices where I could have gotten it without
much trouble, but they were some distance off, and besides
being pretty dizzy, I hated to go out of my route when I
was carrying bank money, because it looked kind of strange.
“So what should I do but commence walking back along
the street toward the Union Depot where I last remembered
having the penny. It was a brand new penny, and I
thought maybe I’d see it shining where it dropped. So I
kept walking, looking pretty carefully at the sidewalk and
thinking what I’d better do. I laughed a little, because I
felt sort of silly for worrying about a penny, but I didn’t
enjoy laughing, and it really didn’t seem silly to me at
all.
“Well, by and by I got back to the Union Depot without
having either seen the old penny or having thought what
was the best way to get another. I hated to go all the
way home, ’cause we lived a long distance out; but what
else was I to do? So I found a piece of shade close to the
depot, and stood there considering, thinking first one thing
and then another, and not getting anywhere at all. One
little penny, just one—something almost any man in sight
would have given me; something even the nigger baggage-smashers
were jingling around in their pockets.... I must
have stood there about five minutes. I remember there
was a line of about a dozen men in front of an army
recruiting station they’d just opened, and a couple of them
began to yell: ‘Join the Army!’ at me. That woke me up,
and I moved on back toward the bank, getting worried now,
getting mixed up and sicker and sicker and knowing a million
ways to find a penny and not one that seemed convenient
or right. I was exaggerating the importance of
losing it, and I was exaggerating the difficulty of finding
another, but you just have to believe that it seemed about
as important to me just then as though it were a hundred
dollars.
“Then I saw a couple of men talking in front of Moody’s
soda place, and recognized one of them—Mr. Burling—who’d
been a friend of my father’s. That was relief, I can
tell you. Before I knew it I was chattering to him so quick
that he couldn’t follow what I was getting at.
“‘Now,’ he said, ‘you know I’m a little deaf and can’t
understand when you talk that fast! What is it you want,
Henry? Tell me from the beginning.’
“‘Have you got any change with you?’ I asked him just
as loud as I dared. ‘I just want—’ Then I stopped short;
a man a few feet away had turned around and was looking
at us. It was Mr. Deems, the first vice-president of the
Cotton National Bank.”
Hemmick paused, and it was still light enough for Abercrombie
to see that he was shaking his head to and fro in a
puzzled way. When he spoke his voice held a quality of
pained surprise, a quality that it might have carried over
twenty years.
“I never could understand what it was that came over
me then. I must have been sort of crazy with the heat—that’s
all I can decide. Instead of just saying ‘Howdy’ to
Mr. Deems, in a natural way, and telling Mr. Burling I
wanted to borrow a nickel for tobacco, because I’d left
my purse at home, I turned away quick as a flash and
began walking up the street at a great rate, feeling like a
criminal who had come near being caught.
“Before I’d gone a block I was sorry. I could almost
hear the conversation that must’ve been taking place between
those two men:
“‘What do you reckon’s the matter with that young
man?’ Mr. Burling would say, without meaning any harm.
‘Came up to me all excited and wanted to know if I had
any money, and then he saw you and rushed away like he
was crazy.’
“And I could almost see Mr. Deems’ big eyes get narrow
with suspicion and watch him twist up his trousers and
come strolling along after me. I was in a real panic now,
and no mistake. Suddenly I saw a one-horse surrey going
by, and recognized Bill Kennedy, a friend of mine, driving
it. I yelled at him, but he didn’t hear me. Then I yelled
again, but he didn’t pay any attention, so I started after
him at a run, swaying from side to side, I guess, like I was
drunk, and calling his name every few minutes. He looked
around once, but he didn’t see me; he kept right on going
and turned out of sight at the next corner. I stopped then,
because I was too weak to go any farther. I was just
about to sit down on the curb and rest when I looked
around, and the first thing I saw was Mr. Deems walking
after me as fast as he could come. There wasn’t any of
my imagination about it this time—the look in his eyes
showed he wanted to know what was the matter with me!
“Well, that’s about all I can remember clearly until
about twenty minutes later, when I was at home trying to
unlock my trunk with fingers that were trembling like a
tuning fork. Before I could get it open, Mr. Deems and a
policeman came in. I began talking all at once about not
being a thief and trying to tell them what had happened,
but I guess I was sort of hysterical, and the more I said
the worse matters were. When I managed to get the story
out it seemed sort of crazy, even to me—and it was true—it
was true, true as I’ve told you—every word!—that one
penny that I lost somewhere down by the station—” Hemmick
broke off and began laughing grotesquely—as though
the excitement that had come over him as he finished his
tale was a weakness of which he was ashamed. When he
resumed it was with an affectation of nonchalance.
“I’m not going into the details of what happened, because
nothing much did—at least, not on the scale you
judge events by up North. It cost me my job, and I
changed a good name for a bad one. Somebody tattled
and somebody lied, and the impression got around that
I’d lost a lot of the bank’s money and had been tryin’ to
cover it up.
“I had an awful time getting a job after that. Finally
I got a statement out of the bank that contradicted the
wildest of the stories that had started, but the people who
were still interested said it was just because the bank didn’t
want any fuss or scandal—and the rest had forgotten: that
is, they’d forgotten what had happened, but they remembered
that somehow I just wasn’t a young fellow to be
trusted——”
Hemmick paused and laughed again, still without enjoyment,
but bitterly, uncomprehendingly, and with a profound
helplessness.
“So, you see, that’s why I didn’t go to Cincinnati,” he
said slowly; “my mother was alive then, and this was a
pretty bad blow to her. She had an idea—one of those
old-fashioned Southern ideas that stick in people’s heads
down here—that somehow I ought to stay here in town
and prove myself honest. She had it on her mind, and she
wouldn’t hear of my going. She said that the day I went ’d
be the day she’d die. So I sort of had to stay till I’d got
back my—my reputation.”
“How long did that take?” asked Abercrombie quietly.
“About—ten years.”
“Oh——”
“Ten years,” repeated Hemmick, staring out into the
gathering darkness. “This is a little town you see: I say
ten years because it was about ten years when the last
reference to it came to my ears. But I was married long
before that; had a kid. Cincinnati was out of my mind
by that time.”
“Of course,” agreed Abercrombie.
They were both silent for a moment—then Hemmick
added apologetically:
“That was sort of a long story, and I don’t know if it
could have interested you much. But you asked me——”
“It did interest me,” answered Abercrombie politely. “It
interested me tremendously. It interested me much more
than I thought it would.”
It occurred to Hemmick that he himself had never realized
what a curious, rounded tale it was. He saw dimly
now that what had seemed to him only a fragment, a grotesque
interlude was really significant, complete. It was
an interesting story; it was the story upon which turned
the failure of his life. Abercrombie’s voice broke in upon
his thoughts.
“You see, it’s so different from my story,” Abercrombie
was saying. “It was an accident that you stayed—and it
was an accident that I went away. You deserve more
actual—actual credit, if there is such a thing in the world,
for your intention of getting out and getting on. You see,
I’d more or less gone wrong at seventeen. I was—well,
what you call a Jelly-bean. All I wanted was to take it
easy through life—and one day I just happened to see a
sign up above my head that had on it: ‘Special rate to
Atlanta, three dollars and forty-two cents.’ So I took out
my change and counted it——”
Hemmick nodded. Still absorbed in his own story, he
had forgotten the importance, the comparative magnificence
of Abercrombie. Then suddenly he found himself listening
sharply:
“I had just three dollars and forty-one cents in my
pocket. But, you see, I was standing in line with a lot of
other young fellows down by the Union Depot about to
enlist in the army for three years. And I saw that extra
penny on the walk not three feet away. I saw it because
it was brand new and shining in the sun like gold.”
The Georgia night had settled over the street, and as
the blue drew down upon the dust the outlines of the two
men had become less distinct, so that it was not easy for
any one who passed along the walk to tell that one of these
men was of the few and the other of no importance. All
the detail was gone—Abercrombie’s fine gold wrist watch,
his collar, that he ordered by the dozen from London, the
dignity that sat upon him in his chair—all faded and were
engulfed with Hemmick’s awkward suit and preposterous
humped shoes into that pervasive depth of night that, like
death, made nothing matter, nothing differentiate, nothing
remain. And a little later on a passerby saw only the two
glowing disks about the size of a penny that marked the
rise and fall of their cigars.
[10] Copyright, 1922, by The Metropolitan Magazine Company.
Copyright, 1923, by F. Scott Fitzgerald.
JOHN THE BAPTIST [11] — WALDO FRANK
By WALDO FRANK
(From The Dial)
The room was bright with the sun. Three stories up.
Three dark halls, three worn stairs, the mustiness of
walls to which grimed hands, worn shoulders had rubbed
their intricate soiled burden, held up this room that was
all bright with the sun.
The door was open: two windows with their mesh Dutch
curtains were thrown high: Clara Jones dusted.
She was a short woman, colored a dark brown in which
were shadows of blue and orange. She was of indeterminate
age. She worked slowly, diligently, with a sort of submissive
rhythm to the sweep of her arms, the sway of her
head, as if an invisible Master timed her work with gentle
strokes on her bent back. The contours and objects of
the room were a familiar haze against her hands. Her eyes
did not take in the books upon the mantel, the morris
chair which her hands groomed and shifted, the blue cover
of the couch which the room’s tenant used for a bed. Her
eyes were focused dimly beyond the room, beyond the
sunlight also that did not make them blink—beyond the
sun. At times a murmur as of words answering in herself,
a shred of tune, came from her. And these were in unison
with the rapt measure of her work. And it with the distant
fixedness of her eyes that moved as if to remain upon some
point either far within or far without herself. Or both....
A tall young man ... almost a boy ... stood in the
door. He buttressed both his palms against the threshold’s
sides: he watched her.
Her face turned to her shoulder, then fell forwards back
into its somnolent rhythm.
“Lor’! that you already? You-all quick this mo’nin’.”
“May I come in?”
“Sho’ly, sho’ly. Sit down over th’ah.”
She did not stop. She held a broom in her two brown
hands. With a steady stroke of shoulder, back and
forth it went, rasping ... swinging; her small, soft body
cadenced with its stiff advance.
“Th’ah you are, Mr. Loer!” She waved a musty rag
over his desk, over a picture nailed above it. “Th’ah you
are.”
She turned and smiled at him. He was still standing in
the threshold. She had a round, small face, and her big
mouth smiling seemed to cover it. Her eyes still focused
distantly.
She dropped the broom against a shoulder and flung the
rag into the fold of an elbow. She laughed.
“What yo’ got, this mo’nin’? I’m done. Come along
in.”
“I don’t feel like being alone this morning, Clara.”
Clara’s smile was tender. Her face tilted to a side.
“Lonely, Mr. Loer?” she said. He felt caressed.
“Oh, no.” He stepped into the room, lifting his knees
unnecessarily high. He sank down in the morris chair
and primed a pipe.
“Clara,” he seemed to hold her, “how’d you sleep last
night?”
She folded her hands.
“Oh, fine, Mr. Loer. You know I always sleeps fine.”
“Well I slept rotten.”
“I wouldn’t sleep none at all, Mr. Loer ... ef I went to
sleep same as you does.”
He looked up from his pipe. “What do you mean?”
“’Thout prayin’. Yo’ tole me so yo’self. No wonder
you sleep rotten. Lor’! I wouldn’t sleep none at all ...
ef ... I went to sleep ’thout prayin’.” She paused.
“Watch out, Mr. Loer,” she said with a sweet tremulousness.
“Supposin’ the time comes when you cyant sleep at
all.”
“I don’t know whom to pray to.”
The old woman looked at the broomstick standing against
her shoulder.
“And you so—eddicated,” she declared.
She ambled out, still keyed to that impalpable warm
measure kindling her feet, her hips, the drone of her soft
voice.
The door’s gentle click made him alone.
He relaxed forward in his chair. Crumpled hands held
his sharp, fine chin. His eyes were disturbed. They
wandered. They saw his room: sharply each object in his
room caught in his eyes and held there. His eyes were
hurt because they saw no farther.
He jumped up, flung his coat. He ran his fingers through
the high, blond hair. He faced his books.
Spencer’s “First Principles” ... “Introduction to Anthropology”
... Dewey’s “How We Think” ... caught
like long splinters in his eyes. He shook his head as if to
shake them out.
Then he took the psychology book and settled, rigid in
his chair, to read.
His mind held back. It seemed stiff and small, dry and
remote. It gave no attention to the book. It gave no
attention, now, to the movement of his body as the book
fell from limp hands and he was stepping to the corner
where stood his ’cello.
He placed a stool. His body flexed and grew co-ordinate
as it received the instrument. Softly, with eyes arching
beyond him and his mind still gone, he began to bow.
His mind held away no more. It broke forward. It leaped,
it sang: his fingers moved with delicate precision making
slow music.
... The street. A woman, tall, clouded in dark glow,
whom he had seen, whom he had seen in the street. His
mind out there beat against her uprightness; it was a sea
beating and breaking against her. It went up, it went
down—as did his fingers—avail-less.
... Then his mother. There was no doubt, she reminded
him of his mother who had died when he was a lad
in Holland.
Karl Loer bent his face upon his loved ’cello and played
deep, plaintive words. He saw the woman whom he had
passed so often in the street.... She has arms piteous
towards a man who is her husband. She pleads with her
arms. She wears a straight black dress. And underneath
her dress he saw her breast. It is bleeding! There is an
iron bar, clamped hard and close, on the breasts of the
woman!
His fingers stopped. He drew his bow dazedly back and
forth. He jumped up.
“O you! O you!” he cried, clutching his loved instrument.
“I could wring your neck. I could dash you to
bits—” He lifted his ’cello in violence with both hands
above his face. Softly he laid it on the couch.
He stood now with eyes free and found that he was
thinking of his life.
“What nonsense! what nonsense!” he began. He had
forgotten how he had begun.... “Mother, this woman ...
two women I have never known.” He loved his mother.
She was French. He recalled her stately and dark in a
town of light, plump people. He recalled her lovely in a
world of clods.
The whole world knew that she had been unfaithful, and
had disappeared ... disappeared for ever and for ever:
that was eternity, her disappearing ... after his father
turned her out. He and his two brothers knew how sensual
indulgence grew like the fat upon his father, clogged him,
clotted his brain ... and he had turned her out. His
father’s soul shrank famished, he was a sucking brute.
Then he was mad ... she was gone ... and Karl had
come away.
America! He brought to it, he thought, his yearning
and his music. He dwelt in misery. He dwelt, it seemed
to his free eyes, in misery that grew more deep, more
blind.
He wondered why.
“I have a good mind,” he said aloud. He swung his
chair to face the row of books upon his mantel. So he sat
looking at his books. Proud of them—I wonder why?
And as he sat, he forgot the books that stood within his
eyes. He thought again of his mother. Why had she been
unfaithful? What had driven her, and what his father?
Was his brutality the way of sorrow? Had she found joy
in that eternity where he had lost her?... Sudden like
a stroke across his brain, the woman with white breasts
crushed in a clamping iron: her piteous arms stretched
towards a man—not he.
He walked up and down. He forgot the vision.
“There,” he said aloud, with an emphasis that was a
plea, “there is what comes of music ... of emotion. Idiotic
ideas ... visions. That woman ... what do you
know about that woman? Rot!”
He bent down and picked up the book that he had failed
to read.
“Here’s the place for your mind,” he said aloud.
“You,” he turned to his ’cello, “you’ll go on earning my
living.” He stroked the fragile wine-hued wooden breast.
“For a while.... But you’ll not boss me, hear?” He
stood the instrument away.
There was a knock. Clara with a letter.
He took it. He seemed strangely perturbed. He laid
the letter, unread, aside. As she reached for the door,
“Clara,” he said.
She turned.
“Clara,” he said again, “why are you so happy? What
have you, Clara?”
Her round face was all warmth and smile. She found
her ease on her feet.
“I had fo’ babies, Mr. Loer. An’ ev’ one of ’em died
afo’ they was six. An’ my husband that I nussed fo’ ten
years—he was sick ten years a-dyin’ on his back—he’s gone
too. They is all in Heaven, Mr. Loer. They is all waitin’
th’ah fo’ me. Ev’y onct in a while, they comes to me at
night. I sees ’em, sees ’em standin’ th’ah as clar—why
as clar as you is! An’ they speaks to me: wuds as clar—as
clar as mine is. They’s all gone and safe, awaitin’ for
me up th’ah. Tha’s why I’m happy, Mr. Loer.”
Old woman and young man stood very still, looking at
each other. Karl stirred first. His hands, then his head.
He walked up and down. She was still.
“But Clara—but Clara—”
She beamed on him. He stopped. He smiled also. He
grasped his cap. He rushed into the street.
Into the street his smile and her words went with him
... shredding his speed, eating into the mood of his release,
until his smile went and he stood stock still.
The sun splintered into the block, from the east, through
mouldy cornices of houses. Men and women moved separate
upon stone, moved from sun to shadow, brokenly.
The day was yet too young to have welded them into the
substance of the block. Each was a particle thrown out
from a separate home.
Karl stood, looked down through the scatter of men and
women, the scatter of shade and sun. Athwart shoulders
and skirts and hats that bobbed like dark flotsam in a
golden sluggish stream, he saw a man move up.
A weight rose from his bowels, clutched at his throat.
The man he had seen once, with the woman he had seen
often!—Her husband....
A sense of omen cloaked his head and made him dizzy.
He felt only his body free, his head was cloaked. The
street was suddenly a force, physical and relentless, fixing
him there within the channel of this man.
He could no longer fight for the fading word in him:
Folly!
The man was almost abreast of him standing to face
him. There, in himself he heard, sharp like a fusillade,
the words that were his own.
“I’m stopping you! Because your wife’s in danger!
Look at her! Who put the iron bar across her breast?”
A young man leisurely moved up. A smile in his ruddy
face, his red lips mumbling as if he discoursed amiably to
himself. His eyes wandered amenably. He saw Karl.
Something furrowed his brow into a question. Karl
swerved aside. They passed each other....
And now the word that had been fading ... “folly”
... shrieked. It besieged him and shrieked. It was very
brave.
“Fool! Fool!”—what did the words mean? Why am I
in the street? Why did her husband cross me in the street?
His mind reached for the surety of his mantel and of its
row of sober books. These casual things could be explained.
He was lonely. Perhaps he was a bit ...
unreally, of course, since what did he know of her?...
in love. Nonsense.
He jerked his cap over his eyes.... Look at her! Take
away the bar! Place your arms there!... he returned
to the house he lived in.
The area-gate was open, so he went in by it.
His mind, he was very sure, was master now. It was a
hard fight of course. He had had so little training! For so
very long, he had weltered in emotion. At home, the emotion
of rage and of salvation against the brutal gluttony of
his father: the emotion of faith against the crass certainty
of his world that his mother was bad. And in America,
above all, the emotion of hunger. With one way only to
destroy it ... his easiest gift ... the emotion of music
with which he earned his bread.
—But it shall not master!
His mind pictured the book on psychology upon his
mantel. I’ll learn about that. And then some day I’ll
dash the old ’cello ... no, absurd!... I’ll sell it.
His feet led him into Clara’s kitchen.
She was alone. An ironing board was laid from table to
low shelf. He saw her back. A bent old back ... a
small round head ... a mass of tousled hair dusted with
white. Yet as the bare arm pressed the steaming iron to
and fro, he felt with a new poignance how a wind, tropical
and fresh, wielded this woman.
He tiptoed in, sat down and watched her. The rhythm
fleshed.... A naked woman, tall and firm and glowing
like red earth. Her hands are above her head. Her hands
are flowers with the wind in them. There is a tree above
her. And her long, bare feet, with the straight toes, are
intertwined to the tree’s roots.
Clara moved to the farther side of the board so as to
iron and see him. Her shoes were huge misshapen shreds
of leather barely holding about her feet, so that but for the
glide of her body, her moving might have seemed a shuffle.
He saw her smile now over her board at him. He thought
of a cloud saturate with sun.
“Clara,” he said, “I should be studying. But I’m a good
for nothing.”
“Yo’ mustn’t say that, Mr. Loer!” As her words came,
her arms went to and fro, pressing the steamy steel. Her
shoulders spoke in concord.
—Nigger woman ... you are all one!... What a
strange thing to think about a person!
“No, Mr. Loer,” she crooned, “yo’ mus’n’t say that! We
is all good fo’ som’p’n. We doan know what a heap o’ de
time. But we all is—”
“How can you be so sure of Heaven?”
She rested her elbow on the board. “I done seen it, Mr.
Loer. I sees it ... offen.”
“How do you know you see it?”
“How do I know I’se a-seein’ you?”
“You could describe me, Clara. Could you describe
Heaven?”
“Why, ob co’se I could! What I sees I can describe....”
She ironed. “It’s a great big place! Mos’ly light
... glorious, golden light! An’ angels in white wings an’
harps a-singin’, a-singin’.... When yo’ plays sometimes,
Mr. Loer ... dem waily shatterin’ tones ... dey sings
like dat. Dey music ... it starts away down an’ it leaps
away up!”
She ironed.
“Clara, what would you say if I told you that was all
a dream—what you saw?”
She beamed and ironed.
“The wise people, Clara, the wise men who study deep
and who write books ... they say all that is nonsense.”
Clara beamed. “Dey ain’t wise ef dey say dat, Mr.
Loer.”
She was bent over her towels, beaming upon her towels.
Towel after towel she ironed, folded, laid upon the pile
of towels at her side ... her brown face beaming.
She stopped. She straightened and looked at Karl.
Then she went back to her work....
II
Karl was at work. From twelve to half-past-two, from
half-past-six to twelve, six days of the week, Karl played
in the Trio at The Bismarck. Played sentimental music
... grime of German and Italian soil, froth and scum
of Broadway. He drew with his bow complacencies and
veiled obscenities ... at work. His mind and his senses
in revolt leaped away towards life: swirled, delved, circled;
beaten, brought back to his heart which sent them a burden
whose eternity he could not understand, would not accept:
of Pain.
His eyes saw the café for whose lounging patrons his
hand fingered, his hand drew a bow. His eyes saw his
associates ... clever, ugly: Stumm with bald, blond-ruffed
head at the piano; Silvis, the leader, dark, agonizingly
eager to be artistic, swaying, who was a muddy cloud
about his violin.
Karl was at work and his mind and senses beating out
of tune.
The flamboyant German Hall: smoked woodwork, paneled
and carved in Gothic sayings, beermugs and flags
under the sombre rafters like brittle colors falling, unable
to rest. And in the sudden alcoves, men and women:
idle eyes that took in so little, moist mouths, distended
bellies that took in so much. Karl bowing an aria from
Bohème; and the crass glint of the hall with its arrogant
beer mugs, its mottoes, its elbow-leaning guests currying his
mind and his senses as they yearned forth towards purer
air.... The bald head of Stumm was round, it rested
upon his neck like the head of a pin. His wrists bounced
up and down. They dragged Karl back from the purer
air he sought. Silvis crossed a knee upon the other and
swayed with a small finger fluttering from his bow. His
eyes were half shut in an absorbent leer ... absorbing
Puccini whom he loved. The weak grace of his body,
swaying, leading, sucked Karl from his need to be
away....
Last chord. D A F-sharp D.... Stumm swung about
on his stool. Silvis’ legs stretched forward, abdomen collapsed—like
a bug stiffened no more into organic form by
its creamy fluid ... the music ... now all oozed out.
Their words scraped Karl’s head. When their words spoke
to him, it was, this day, as if their fingers touched his lips.
“Lehnstein says, next fall we are going to move for a
raise—”
“Did you hear about his wife? I guess she’s his
wife—”
“Why don’t Max bring that beer?”
The hard loom of the hall, the coldness of men and
women abject before their senses, taking in heat ... heat
of air, heat of sound, heat of food, heat of sex ... into
their coldness: the soil of these two men, his partners,
playing this parody of life for an unreal living: himself
with truant senses reeling back and bringing to his heart
what pitiful crumbled fragments?—a woman stately with
white breasts clamped in iron, a woman with brown beaming
smile, all One, a woman of whom he knew no good, no
ill, save that she had been his Mother—or to bar him from
these a row of brittle books upon his mantel?... Karl
with a burst of pain he could not understand, at work
making his living to know that this was life?
He covered his ’cello and stood it away in the corner
made by the piano.
“Ain’t you going to eat?”
“No, thank you.”
He was in the street.
Where was his mind? What was he suffering for? What
about?
A lovely day. Here was pure air. Why did he breathe
it and not taste it? He wanted more of it than he could
breathe. What was air? Why was it pure ironically to
him?
Long stiff rows of dirty houses exuding like sweat and
excrement his sisters and his brothers. Cold houses sweating
in the spring. Sick houses emptying their bowels upon
the pure air.
He climbed by stairs into a house.
A swarthy little man in a great white vest with gold
chain larding it from arm-pit to stomach, opened the door.
Hands brandishing, lying, welcomed him.
“Well, Loer!... Come in.”
“Just a moment, Dooch. I’m in a hurry.” Hurry for
what? What am I hurrying towards? “Will you, as a
great favor, Dooch, take my place tonight at The Bismarck?”
Brandishing lying hands: “O, my dear fellow. Y’ know
I’d love to—anything to help you out. But I’m so busy
... lessons ... lessons ... all day. I must have my
rest. At night ... the only time. Why don’t you ask,
let me see ... well Facker’d be glad....”
Another visit? “Ten dollars, if you’ll do it, Dooch.”
Hands dropping from lying. “Well, you know, I’d do
anything for you.... Half-past-six?”
“Thank you, Dooch.”
Hands sincere, palm upward: waiting. A bill in a hand
happy, silent. Once more the air....
Sudden Karl heard these words in himself above the
beat of his feet: “I have never learned to use my mind.
It’s hard. That is what hurts.... It will come.”
His legs walked on. He walked through desolation.
“O God, let me find something—” He stiffened, hearing
his words. “Of all prayers, if one is absurdest, this is the
one.”
But he walked still through desolation. He sensed how
he walked swiftly. Interminable houses were a heavy,
fluttering canopy that passed him: banners they were of
some arrogant dominion, dragged through mud, stiffened
in frost. They shut him out.
Warm air. It was spring.
Children went under his beating knees like the drip of
frozen houses melting in spring.
“Let me think! What do I want?... Something more
solid than air.... Something as pure that is more solid
than air.”
His right hand clasped his left wrist behind him. His
knees and chin thrust forward. From waist to shoulder
he tended back. So he walked.
He walked through his life. He ached as he walked
through his life. He felt himself trample. He trampled
what he felt. Was it not clear? Clarity. He had lived in
a pigsty. He had come forth. He was young. He would
make a better way for himself in the world than the way
of Silvis and Stumm. He would study, he sensed already,
and was it not good that already beyond the bowing of
fiddles he had won the trenchant accent of Reason—Spencer,
Darwin, Huxley? He yearned towards the ecstacy
of their release from mist and frowziness ... from beer
and Puccini. A crumble of old churches falling in dust,
drenching the air with dust. He had hands to tear down.
He partook of the ecstacy of the release that lay in clear
books, clear eyes, hands tearing down....
His father went to church. He saw again the great
stomach and the little eyes and the twist of the wreathing
mouth ... the heft of fat red hands he felt ... they
were sodden in hair ... beating against him, beating the
children of his father’s house. Karl’s arm swung at his
side, his chin no longer thrust. He felt now his mother’s
voice: it lay like a warm purple scarf against the chill
of his thoughts; his mother had a red, sweet mouth shut
upon her mystery; she moved beyond the shoulder of the
town like a sunset bleeding. Karl’s hand clasped a wrist
once more beyond his back.... The woman whom he
had seen in the street and who haunted him ... he struggling
against her.
“Think! Think! Conquer yourself!”
He walked now heavy and stiff.
“Very well. What is she?” he fought.
He turned upon this woman with clamped breasts ...
this myth ... this nonsense. Why was she like green
fields? Why was his mind like lead? Married ... a
stranger! Oh, she was suffering, he knew.
—Once I spoke to her; but my lips trembled.
“No, I am married,” came her pleading whisper. But
her hand moved toward him....
A complacent clod of a little man. But husband. Married.
A stranger....
Why was his mind a forest of hot trees when he needed
a path? A pavement. Hard, clear, cool, like here where
his feet were pounding.
Tedium. He played in a waste of soiled senses. He
walked through a waste of frozen thoughts. He was frozen
in tedium.
He sat down, for he was tired. He opened his eyes.
III
The East Park gasped its scanty green between the loom
of the streets of men and the black tumult of the river.
Here he, sitting upon a bench....
Before his eyes first, two boys playing tether-ball. One
of them strong and with fresh eyes swung his racket well:
it rose from a clear forearm, muscle moulded, mazed with
faint gold sleeping hair. His mouth shut firm as he
stroked. Against him, a boy, shorter, dark, older. He
lunged with mouth slant open, and dull feet. One of his
eyes stared wide, the other was half shut. He lost swiftly.
The victor stood bored, easefully; looking beyond for
a comrade who did not come. Saliva wet the chin of the
other, whose effort had been great. His hand hung, palm
forward, near his knee.
“Let’s try again,” he said. “You give me your side
where the sun’s not in my eyes. That’s fair.” They exchanged
places. The battle went on, the same.
Karl was very tired. He leaned back in his bench.
In three straight strokes came to his passive eyes sky,
river, park. The sky was steadfast and still. The river
was dense and still, boats and waves moving upon the river
were like the shiver of sun-motes upon a steadfast sky.
The park swayed under the stillness of sky and water. Its
swaying was a word that came from moveless lips; its
swaying was a word issued from moveless lips. Three horizontal
strokes in the eyes of Karl, of a world that did not
move.
Stillness came within him.
He turned his head from side to side, as within steadfastness,
not stirring it. He saw no more, no less, by turning
his head. He was within a focus where all was steadfast
and where stillness was all. He moved his hands, and
felt how he was wrapped in movelessness. He was not
prisoned. He felt free, fluent, felt the accessibility of
flight within stillness, within changelessness as within air.
He sat upright on his bench and was not tired.
He swung his left arm slowly under his face; he felt
how the world swung with him so that naught had moved.
Upon the cuff of his left sleeve a spot caught him and
made him focus his eyes.... A cockroach moved on his
cuff. It moved. It moved against the world. It lied.
It flowed into the mass of his right hand. It was crushed.
It was killed.
He said aloud: “I am sorry, life. But I cannot have you
around.” He was not surprised at his words.
But his words were another stroke, perpendicular to the
three-fold stroke of park and river and sky. A stroke cutting
along and lifting a veil before his eyes. The movelessness
of life won by this fourth stroke of his words another
dimension still. So it was that things seemed to happen.
Within his immobile vision, he watched things happen ...
people move, sun slant farther beneath the green fingers of
trees ... as if this fourth stroke of his words saying,
“Things happen,” were a knife cutting a cord, unfolding
a magic parchment.
Men sat upon benches as he sat upon a bench. Men
had feet on a pavement as he had feet on a pavement.
Men had faces written with thought as he had a written
face. All this he saw as if it were happening just now.
There was ease in his soul which took each happening and
put it away and knew that all was one.
A man with a black, thick, filthy beard, black, bushed
eyebrows beneath which glistened black eyes, a man with
a nose inordinately long, falling sheer from his sooty brow,
moved upon legs that carried him circularly, level, as if
they were wheels ... moved about. He dipped his talonous
hand into a refuse can: his shoulders swung like the
walking-beam of a boat. He dipped the other hand. There
was refuse in his hand. He put it in his mouth. He dove
under benches; he ransacked the scanty grass; he sought
refuse. He put it in his mouth.
As he ate, his black eyes looked at Karl; they gleamed
with a joy so full that Karl breathed against the glisten
of his eyes sparking the air.
A little man with a face ghostly white, lips red like a
gash of blood soaking through chalk, a little man with up-pointed
shoulders and sleeves that were tatters to the
elbow, moved, isolate, intent; picking up scraps of paper.
Each scrap his fingers feverishly smoothed, his lean eyes
bent and read what was there to read. Then his fingers
tossed the paper from his eyes behind his back ... eyes
roaming, roaming to another scrap.
As he read each message, his lips moved; as his lips
moved they bled.
A man wide as a hogshead, short as a boy, wider than
long, black as black earth, a negro dwarf with a huge head
sat with legs dangling from a bench and looked at Karl.
Karl saw him. The dwarf raised a hand to his head and
doffed his derby hat. Courteously he smiled, swinging his
hat and his arm. He had white separate teeth and no lips.
Beneath the frowze of his muddy trousers were patent
leather boots. And they dangled.
As he bowed, Karl knew that within the patent leather
boots his toes were twitching.
Karl sat easefully and still, and was not surprised to
find beside him on the bench the bearded tramp whom he
had seen so often, here and elsewhere, on his walks.
The tramp had always interested him; he had always
wondered what could be his story. But a terrible reticence,
savage or divine, fended this shambling blond man who
with great tender eyes, long beard and skin transparent,
blue-veined, now sat beside him. This man, he felt, speaks
to no one. There is an embryon word, yet dumb, sheathed
by his presence. They had sat before in this park on a
single bench; it had been impossible to touch his eyes.
Slight and frail man beside him. Karl did not turn his
head to look at him. By virtue of the four-stroked vision
within which he dwelt, he saw him clear with his eyes
beyond.
He saw between the straight, blond beard and the arching
forehead touched with delicate hair, a face young and
worn. Sunken cheeks with blue shadows; blue eyes gleaming
in red sick lids; a hidden mouth; a nose straight and
fine and singularly sharp. He saw, lost within the aged
suit of brown, a tenuous body, and at the hip beside him a
huge excrescence ... a sort of tumor ... swelling the
trouser leg which elsewhere hung in folds.
Karl sat and let the world play and was aware of himself
and was aware sharply that he was at ease as he had
never been before. Yet it was ease, for he knew it so, and
somehow he remembered.
A voice very thin, articulate like the faint etch of acid
on a copper plate, from his side:
“I shall call you what you like as we sit here. My name
is Peter Dawes. What shall I call you?”
Karl answered: “I have no name.”
“You call me Dawes, then,” said the bearded tramp,
“and I shall call you Peter.”
Karl-Peter nodded within himself, to himself he nodded.
The tramp went on: “Across the city the sun goes down.
It will soon go down to the Palisades. They are high
there, that makes the sun low. Do you see?” He was
looking eastward.
Karl-Peter nodded within himself, to himself he nodded.
“Look at the little park,” said the bearded tramp.
From the park’s straight plane, the sun was away. The
hands of the westward trees were empty. But beyond his
shoulder, above the wall of tenements stood a flame: it
leapt into the sky and fell upon the park. The park was
thick now with stillness. It was low and leaden-green: it
was thickly still under the leaping glow of the sun that
was not there.
Within it, moving ... steadfast in Karl’s eyes ...
were busy men. They pressed to and fro, furtive, intent,
secret from one another. The two boys at tether-ball kept
exchanging places: the game was forever the same.
Under Karl’s eyes was the black face of the long-nosed
man. All of it that was not under hair was under grime of
coal, save the huge nose that was white and the eyes that
were clean and hard like a clear, black sky.
He spoke: “My name is Theophilus Larch. Thank you,
Theophilus.”
His quick hand delved into the cuff of Theophilus-Karl’s
trouser. It held up the dead cockroach. The long-nosed
man had teeth very white; they closed on the cockroach
with a joyous crack.
The little man of the red mouth was in Karl’s eyes.
“My name is Martin Lounton. Call me Lounton, Martin....
And permit me....”
He seized Martin-Karl’s hand. He smoothed it with
feverish fingers. His lean eyes sought the palm of it and
read. He tossed it from him, and was gone, feverishly
peering under bench, in grass, for scraps of paper.
The black dwarf bowed under Karl’s eyes.
“My name is Cæsar Dott. Call me Dott, Cæsar. And
allow me to congratulate you upon your wedding. Your
bride gave me a favor, from her own hands she gave it.
Look, Cæsar....” He raised his trouser leg and there
against the obscene mass of blackish flesh was an iron bar,
toothed and clamped in the flesh.
“It makes my foot go to sleep. I have to wriggle my
toes.”...
Karl sat still.
The strong boy and the idiot who played tether-ball for
ever, for ever; the eater of dirt, the dwarf, the picker and
reader of scraps ... joined hands. They were unknown
to one another. But they knew Karl. They joined hands.
They danced.
A heavy shattering measure. It made the glow of the
gone sun tremble, bounce up, join in. It shook the trees
until their branches with little leaves like bells reached
down into the park and the trees danced also. It broke
into the sheerness of the house walls and they rose stiffly
and danced. All danced ... moveless in Karl sitting
upon the bench beside the bearded tramp.
He breathed in measure. A row of houses swung into
the park and the park swung into the river; and the river
suddenly straightened up and thrust like a lance, quivering
white, to the sky. The sky came down in a great gust of
wind and lifted the beating feet and garlanded the trees
among the dancing legs of men, and stuck branches into
the windows of the rollicking houses. Karl breathed in
measure.
The stillness was very thick like a night without clouds
and with neither moon nor stars.
Now, in the dancing stillness like a single star, a voice:
“Think!”
The tramp was moveless beside him. His voice: “Think!
for the time is not yet.”
The star-voice neared, no longer the moveless tramp’s.
It pierced, it was a shriek.... “Think! Think!”
Karl jumped up from the bench. “Think, think!” he
echoed.
He thought. He beat with his thought against the
dancing world. He lunged and thrust: he hewed with his
thought and beat. He beat the sky up. He beat the houses
back. He thrust the trees down. The strong boy and the
idiot boy, the eater of dirt, the dwarf, the picker and reader
of scraps he hewed and beat apart from their thick dance.
He trampled with his thought the park into the ground....
Then all was as it should be.... And it was as if he
had fallen an unfathomable distance.
He sat upon his bench under the darkling sky, alone,
beside the bearded man whom he had seen so often.
He turned to him and nodded.
The tramp’s reticent blue eyes nodded and turned
away.
“It’s getting late,” said Karl.
He was tingling, as from a mighty fall that had not
killed him, that had made him drunk. It was as if an
infinitude of space coursed through his veins, as he had
coursed through an infinitude of space. He was daring as
never before.
“Would you mind,” he turned again, very courteous,
very quiet, towards the tramp, “would you mind, sir, telling
me who you are?”
The look of the frail man was steady and far beyond
him. His words came very still, very far away through
the straight gold beard.
“You have seen me often,” he said, “and asked me
nothing. You have thought. What did it seem to you, I
was?”
Karl was light with the abandon of his infinite flight,
sitting so commonly upon a bench. He was brave and
clear, for his mind held one memory—what this strange
man, the first time, had seemed to him to be. The words
came unhindered.
“It seemed,” he stopped ... he began again, “the first
time that I saw you, I said to myself: ‘He looks like a
ridiculous Jesus.’”
The bearded man gazed on beyond him. His head
moved dreaming. His hands floated underneath his beard.
“You were right in what you said to yourself,” he spoke.
“For I am John the Baptist.”
[11] Copyright, 1922, by The Dial Publishing Company, Inc.
Copyright, 1922, by Waldo Frank.
MENDEL MARANTZ—HOUSEWIFE [12] — DAVID FREEDMAN
By DAVID FREEDMAN
(From The Pictorial Review)
“W
hat is a landlord? A bore! He asks you one question
all the time—Rent! What is rent? A fine
you pay for being poor. What is poverty? Dirt—on the
surface. What is riches? More dirt—under the surface.
Everybody wants money. Money! What is money? A
disease we like to catch but not to spread. Just wait, Zelde!
The time will come! I’ll be a landlord on Riverside Drive!
We’ll have our own home——”
“In the cemetery!” Zelde said bitterly.
“Not so fast,” Mendel replied, sipping his tea. “Cheer
up, Zelde! What is pessimism? A match. It burns the
fingers. What is hope? A candle. It lights the way. You
never can tell yet! What is life? A see-saw. Today you’re
poor and tomorrow——”
“You starve!” Zelde muttered, as she rubbed a shirt
vigorously against the wash-board.
With a sudden impulse she slapped the shirt into the
tub, dried her hands on the apron, and, resting her fists on
her hips, turned to Mendel.
“Why shouldn’t I be mad?” she began, replying to a
previous question. “Here I stand like a fool scrubbing my
life away, from morning till night-time, working like a
horse, cooking, washing, sewing, cleaning and everything.
And for what? For this I eloped with you from a rich
father? Did you marry me—or hire me?”
“I stole you. Now I got to pay the penalty. What is
love? A conquest. What is marriage? An inquest. Don’t
worry; your father was no fool. He made believe he didn’t
see us run away. We felt romantic—and he got off cheap!
What is romance? Soap-bubbles. They look nice, but
taste rotten.”
“Never mind! Mister Mendel Marantz, I know you too
good. You talk a lot to make me forget what I was saying.
But this whole business must come to a finish right here
and there!
“You talked into yourself you’re a great man, so you
don’t want to work and you don’t want to listen. Sarah
sweats in the factory, Hymie peddles papers, Nathan works
by the telegrams. And what do you do? You sit like a
king and drink tea and make jokes—and nothing! I
betcha you’re waiting Jakie, Lena and Sammy should grow
up so you’ll send them to work for you too!”
Mendel shrugged his shoulders.
“What’s a woman’s tongue? A little dog’s tail. It wags
too much!”
“I know what I talk. You hate work like poison. You
like better to smoke a cigaret and close your eyes and
invent schemes how to get rich quick. But you’ll get crazy
quicker!”
“Zelde, you’re a old woman. You don’t understand. All
I need is one drop of luck and that drop will sweeten our
whole ocean of troubles. If only one of my inventions
succeeds, none of us will have to work. Then Sarah will
have dowry. What is dowry? Every man’s price. And
we’ll move out of the fish-market. What is success? Fifth
Avenue. What is failure? Fifth floor.
“Some day, you’ll see. I’ll be president of the Refillable
Can Company and save the world millions in tin. Just
wait!”
“And who’ll buy bread in the meantime? Mendel, remember
what I tell you. Knock out this craziness from
your head. Forget about this can business!”
Mendel’s dignity was roused.
“Crazy! That’s what you all are! You and all your
relatives think I got water on the brain!” He pointed with
conviction to his brow. “But up here is the refillable can.
Zelde, you see it? It’s in the brain, the whole scheme. Up
here is full with ideas, plans and machinery. Thinking,
scheming, planning all the time. It don’t let me sleep. It
don’t let me eat. It don’t let me work. And I should
forget it—ah?
“You’re all jealous because God was good to me. He
gave your brother Morris a shoe factory, your cousin Joe
He gave a real estate, your sister Dora a rich husband. But
God gave me brains—and that none of you got!”
Mendel paced the floor excitedly.
Zelde stood silent and bit her lip. For years she had
heard the same flow of rhetoric, the same boast of intellect,
and the same trust in luck. The net result was always an
evasion of work, and the responsibility shifted back to her
and the children.
Mendel Marantz had brains, all right. Otherwise, how
could he have existed so long without working?
He always confused her with clever phrases and blurred
the issue by creating fictitious ones. And he always succeeded
in infecting her with his dreams, until she let him
dream on while she did the work. It was that way when
they had the candy-stand which her brother Gershon
bought for them; it was that way when they kept a vegetable-store
which sister Dora financed and later reduced to
a push-cart; and it was that way now when they had
nothing.
By trade a mechanic, by inclination an inventor, and by
nature a dreamer, Mendel abhorred the sordid commonplaces
of labor and dreaded the yoke of routine. He had
been everything from an insurance agent to a night watchman
in rapid succession, and had invented at least a hundred
different devices for the betterment of civilization
while changing jobs. None of these inventions had as yet
received proper recognition, least of all from Zelde. But
that could not discourage him to such a point as to drive
him to work.
He really believed in his powers. That was the tragedy
of it. All geniuses have an unalterable faith in their greatness.
But so have most cranks. And Zelde was not sure
as to which of the two species Mendel belonged.
She was sure of one thing—that the family was hovering
perilously near the brink. A single feather added to its
burdens and it would topple over. Mendel might take it
lightly, but she knew better. She had seen families in that
neighborhood crumble to ruin over night. She had known
many who—like Mendel—started as harmless dreamers,
hopeful idlers, and ended—God forbid—as gamblers, drunkards,
and worse.
“How was it with Reznick? Every day he had a scheme
to make millions while his wife got sick working in the
shop. She died working, and the children went to a orphan
asylum and he still wanted to make millions. So he made
a corner on the coffee-market and he lost everything what
everybody else had, and the only way they could stop him
from signing checks with Rockefeller’s name was to send
him to Bellevue.
“Or Dittenfass? Wasn’t he the picture of Mendel?
Didn’t he hate work like poison, and didn’t he pay for it?
He thought he was smarter from the rest. Didn’t his wife
used to told him, ‘Dittenfass, look out!’? But he laughed
only. He looked out for himself only. And one day she
threw in his eyes vitriol! That’s what she threw in his
eyes, and then he couldn’t look any more!
“You can’t be too smart. Didn’t Karneol try? And
it’s two years she’s waitin’ already with swollen eyes he
should come back. But he’s got to serve three more.
“The best smartness is to do a day’s work. If you wait
it shall happen miracles—it happens! But the wrong way!”
Zelde knew. She wished she didn’t know.
“Maybe you can invent something to make you work,”
she offered as a possible solution. “Somebody else with
your brains could make a fortune. Why don’t you make
at least a living?”
“Brains make ideas; fools can make money. That’s why
your relatives are rich. What is business. Blind man’s
bluff. They shut your eyes and open your pockets!”
“Again you mix me up,” she said warily, sensing this
new attempt to befuddle the issue. “What’s the result
from all this? You joke and we starve. It’s lucky Sarah
works. If not, we would all be thrown out in the street,
already.”
At this moment Sarah entered. She was pale and tired
from the climb of stairs. She dropped her hat languidly
on the couch and sank into a chair.
Zelde was too surprised to speak. It was only one-thirty.
She never expected Sarah before six. An ominous thought
flitted through her mind. She looked anxiously at her
daughter. Sarah’s gaze shifted to the floor.
An oppressive silence gathered over them. Then Sarah
tried to mumble something. But Zelde understood without
hearing. Her heart had told her.
“It’s slack! Everybody laid off. Sarah, too!”
What she had dreaded most had happened. The family
of Marantz was now over the brink. Zelde stood crushed
by the thought of the morrow. Sarah sat staring vacantly,
her chin against her clenched hand. Mendel stopped
smoking to appear less conspicuous.
Four female eyes detected him, however, and scorched
him with their gaze.
The handwriting on the wall was unnecessarily large.
Mendel Marantz knew that his crisis was at hand.
Zelde spoke.
“That settles it. Either tomorrow you go to work or go
altogether! Yessir! You, I mean, mister!”
Mendel had faced crises before. Some he had overcome
with a jest, others with a promise, still others with a pretence
at work until the novelty wore off. But there was a
grimness in Zelde’s manner this time that looked fatal.
Nothing but a permanent job and lifelong drudgery could
save him now. But that would also destroy him.
Tying him down to a position was like hitching a lion
to a cart. His mind could not travel on tracks. It was too
restive and spirited. He could never repeat an act without
discovering how much easier it might be done by machinery,
and immediately he set himself to invent the necessary
machine. That was why he could not be a tailor. After
he once threaded a needle, he started to devise a simple
instrument for doing it, and in the meantime lost his job.
And that happened in every case.
His head was so full of ideas that he often had to stand
still to keep his balance. His mind sapped all of his powers
and left him powerless for work. In order to work he
would have to stop thinking. He might just as well stop
living. Idleness was as essential a part of his make-up as
industry was of Zelde’s.
“I wasn’t made for work,” he said with finality. “I mean—for
just plain work. Some people work with their feet,
others with their hands. I work with my head. You don’t
expect I shall sit like Simon, the shoemaker, every day,
and hit nails till I get consumption. One—two—three, I
invent a machinery which hits nails, cuts leather, fits heels,
makes patches, and I sit down and laugh on the world.
I can’t work like others, just as others can’t work like
me!”
“You can make me believe night is day and black is
white, but it won’t help you. It’s a new rule in this house
from today on—those who work, eat; those who don’t,
don’t. If you think you can invent food, go ahead. So
long I live my children is not going to starve. From today
on I’m the father from this family. If you don’t want to
go to work—I will!”
Mendel was skeptical.
“What is a woman?” he thought. “A lot of thunder, but
a little rain.”
Still, the shower was more drenching than he supposed.
“Tomorrow morning I go back to be a dressmaker by
fancy dresses. Sarah, you come with me. I learn you a
real trade.”
Then she turned to Mendel with a sneer.
“You thought I play around in the house, didn’t you?
All right! Now you stay home and play like I did. You
want to eat? Cook, yourself. You think in the house it’s
easy? You’ll find out different. Send the children to
school, go up on the roof to hang clothes, run down with
the garbage five floors, buy groceries, wash underwear,
mend stockings, press shirts, scrub floors—go on! Have a
good time, and I’ll pay the bills!”
Mendel admitted that Zelde had worn for some time the
family trousers, but he believed that he still wore the belt.
However, her inexorable decision disillusioned him. He
admitted having been caught slightly off his guard. He
had never suspected that a type of work existed so near
him, into which he might be forced out of sheer necessity.
Not that he intended to do it! But still——
“What is a woman?” he reconsidered. “Lightning. It’s
nice and bright till it hits you.”
The next morning Mendel discovered perpetual motion.
The children had taken possession of the house. He dodged
flying pillows, tripped over upset furniture, slipped on
greasy garbage from an overturned can, found salt in his
coffee and something sharper on his seat. He kept constantly
moving to avoid falling objects and fell into others.
He had planned to have nothing to do with the house,
but the house was having a great deal to do with him.
The youngsters seemed to be under the impression that
with Zelde all law and order had passed away. Mendel
found it hard work to change their minds. It was monotonous
to spank Lena, then Jakie, then Sammy. Then over
again. It would be better to send them off to school. But
they had to be dressed and fed and washed for that!
He was tempted to snatch his hat and coat and leave the
house. But what would he do in the streets?
He hesitated, gritted his teeth, and set to work by scrubbing
Jakie’s face till it resembled a carrot.
“What’s a wife?” he muttered, and Lena started at the
question. “A telescope! She makes you see stars!” And
some soap got into his eye.
“Sammy, don’t you never marry!” he exclaimed with a
profound look of warning at the frightened little boy.
“What is marriage? First a ring on the finger and later—on
the neck. Lena, stop pulling Jakie’s hair. She’s like
her mother. Don’t do that, Sammy. A table-cloth ain’t a
handkerchief! Ai! Little children, little troubles; big children,
big troubles. What is children? Life insurance. Some
day they pay you back—when you’re dead. But you like
them anyhow. Such is life! You know it’s tough, but you
try it once, anyway.
“After all, what is life? A journey. What is death? The
goal. What is man? A passenger. What is woman?
Freight.
“Jakie, you bad boy! Don’t cry, Lena. He didn’t mean
it. Here’s an apple. Go to school. Sammy, get off the
banister! Look out, children! It’s a step missing down
there! Who’s crying? Jakie, give her back the apple!
Did you ever hear such excitements? My goodness!”
Mendel, perspired, exhausted, sank into a chair.
“I’m working, after all,” he noted with surprise. “If
this lasts, I don’t.”
But the trials of Mendel Marantz had only begun. The
sensation of womanhood did not thrill his bosom, and the
charms of housekeeping failed to allure him. A home like
a warehouse on moving-day tumbled about him. The beds
were upset, the table and floor were littered with breakfast
leavings, the cupboard was bare, the dishes were piled in
the sink, the dust had gathered already as if cleaning were
a lost art, and the general atmosphere was one of dejection,
confusion, chaos. The magic touch of the housewife revealed
itself by its absence.
Zelde had now proved to him conclusively that her
presence and service were essential to his comfort. As if
he had ever questioned the fact. Why did she go to all
this trouble to drive home a point?
“Zelde, a glass tea,” he used to say, and the tea stood
steaming hot before him. “Zelde, it’s a draft. Shut up
the window,” and presently the draft was gone.
“Zelde—” he would call, leaning back in his chair, but
why torture himself with things that were no more?
That night when Zelde arrived, masculine and businesslike,
through with work and ready for supper, she beheld
a pitiful spectacle.
The house was in hopeless disorder. The children had
managed that. The cat was on the table and Jakie was
under it, while Lena kept him there with her foot. Sammy’s
eye had been darkened by a flying saucer which
Hymie let go in a moment of abandon. Everything was
where it should not be. The kitchen furniture had been
moved into the dining room and the feather beds were in
the wash-tub.
Mendel was nowhere within the range of Zelde’s call.
“Where is papa?” she asked sharply, after calming
the youngsters with her two convincing hands. “Everything
is upside down. I betcha he didn’t do a thing
all day. My goodness, that man will make me crazy!”
A crashing sound as of dishes in hasty descent issued
from the next room.
Zelde and her retinue rushed to the scene of disaster.
With one foot in the sink and the other on the wash-tub
Mendel Marantz was poised on high, searching through
the closet. Dishes, pans, bottles and rags lay scattered in
ruined fragments beneath him.
Zelde blazed.
“Gozlen!” she almost shrieked. “What do you want up
there!”
Mendel steadied himself. His heart having missed a
beat, he waited a moment, then answered quietly, “Iodin.”
“What for iodin, what for?” She was still furious, but
also a little anxious.
“A small scratch,” he explained without moving. “My
finger got caught—under the meat-chopper.”
“Oi! You clumsy! And what’s all the rags and the
water on the floor?”
“To put by my side and my leg. I—slipped and—the
gas-range fell on me. My ankle turned around. The soup
was good and hot. Maybe you got something for burns?”
Zelde was a little less furious and a little more anxious.
“Then what are you climbing on the walls for? Go in
bed. Go—you look broken in pieces!”
She sighed heavily and shook her head.
“After all, he’s only a man,” she soliloquized. “What
can you expect? He don’t know if he’s alive!”
She continued to scold, but nursed him tenderly.
“How is it? You’re a inventor, and you don’t know how
to light the gas without blowing up the house? A man
who can’t help nobody else can’t help himself!”
After a pause she said, “Maybe I should stay home?
Ah?”
“Maybe,” he murmured weakly.
Zelde vacillated.
“So what’ll be if I stay home?” she prodded.
“It’ll be better.”
“That I know, but what’ll be with you?”
“I’ll get well.”
“And—?” She expected him not only to recover, but to
reform.
“And if I get well I’ll feel good. What is health? A
garden. What is sickness? A grave. What is a good
wife? A gardener. What is a bad wife? A grave-digger.”
“He’s as bad as ever,” she thought.
She finally resolved, “It’s not such a terrible! He won’t
die from it and we can’t live from it. He’ll learn a lesson
and I’ll earn a living.”
And the experiment continued.
It was very hard on Mendel. It was harder on Sarah
and hardest on Zelde. But time subdued Mendel’s protests
and improved his work.
Zelde was surprised at his altered attitude of gradual
submission. It almost alarmed her. She had never really
intended this radical change to last. She had expected
Mendel to rebel more and more violently as time went on
and finally to make a break for his freedom and exclaim,
“I’m sick and tired of this slavery. I’m going to work!”
Instead he was getting actually to like it. By degrees
Zelde found less to do in the house after her return from
the shop. True, his work was crude and slovenly to her
practiced eye. She never would have cleaned dishes as he
did, with a whisk-broom, or swept dirt under the table, or
boiled soup in a coffee-pot, or wiped the floor with a perfectly
good skirt.
But withal, Mendel was doing things, and as his domestic
craftsmanship improved, Zelde grew more disappointed
and depressed. She felt that he was planning to
displace her permanently. She pictured him bending over
the wash-tub as she used to do; or arranging the dishes in
the closet, which was once her favorite diversion; or scouring
the pots and pans as only she knew how, and a genuine
feeling of envy and longing seized her.
“Thief!” she was tempted to cry. “Go out from my
kitchen! Give me back my apron and let alone my housework!”
For she had become nothing more than a boarder in
that home, to be tolerated merely because she earned the
rent. She saw the children only at supper-time, and they
looked curiously at her as if they hardly recognized her.
At table all eyes were turned to pa.
“Papa, Sammy took my spoon!”
“Take his,” Mendel decreed.
“Pa, I want some more meat!”
“Take mine.”
“Pop, Lena stealed my bread!”
“Take hers.”
“Pa-ah! The thoup ith too hot. I tan’t eat it!” Jakie
complained, and turned a bruised tongue to his father.
“Take some water from the sink,” was Mendel’s motherly
advice.
Zelde felt like a stranger. They did not seem to know
that she was present. She tried to interfere.
“Don’t put water in soup, Jakie! Better blow on it.”
But the little boy slipped down from the chair without
noticing her, wriggled out from under the table, and soon
returned, gaily carrying a cup of sink-water.
Her maternal instinct rebelled.
“No!” she said warningly, as Jakie tilted the cup over
the plate of bean-soup.
But the child, with his eyes fixed on Mendel, poured the
contents bravely.
Zelde slapped his hand, and the cup fell with a clatter.
It was not a hard blow, but an impulsive one. It created
a strained and awkward silence. Jakie burst into tears.
He ran to Mendel and buried his little face in daddy’s lap.
Lena began to whimper in sympathy.
Something snapped in Zelde. Her appetite was gone.
She rose and went into the bedroom and shut the door
behind her.
She did not want them to hear her sobs.
It had all turned out so different!
Instead of driving Mendel to work she had driven herself
into exile. Mendel the housewife was now further from
ever getting a man’s job than Mendel the idler had ever
been. Zelde felt she had made a grave mistake. Rather
should she have permitted him to idle and mope—he would
have tired of it eventually—than that he should be wrongly
occupied and contented.
If only she could undo what she had done, she’d be
satisfied.
“After all, a house to manage is for a woman,” she began,
bent upon re-establishing the old order. “A man should do
housework? It can make him crazy yet!”
“I believe you,” Mendel conceded.
“It don’t look like housework should agree with you,”
she observed.
“Looks is deceiving.”
There was a pause. A good deal of understanding passed
between them.
“Mendel, hard work will kill you yet,” she insisted.
“So will idleness—in the long run. What is death? An
appointment. You got to keep it some time.”
“But you don’t look good.”
“I don’t feel bad.”
Zelde became a little dizzy. Did he mean to say that
he intended to stick to housework? She tried to tempt
him.
“Wouldn’t you like, like you used to, to have nothing
to do, and sit and cross your legs, and, without you should
move, somebody should bring you hot tea?”
Mendel blew rings of smoke at the ceiling.
Zelde continued, scarcely breathing.
“And wouldn’t you like to lie on the couch with your
hands together behind your head and look on the sky from
the window and dream what a great inventor you are?”
An impressive silence followed. On Mendel’s face were
fleeting traces of an inner struggle.
“And—I’ll clean the house,” she added softly to clear
any doubts that he might still have.
Mendel shook his head.
“It’ll be too hard for you,” he said gallantly.
“It’s not such a terrible!”
“I haven’t the heart to let you,” he complained feebly.
“You’ll get over it.”
His tone became firmer.
“No! Housework is not for a woman. Like the Masora
says, ‘Be good to your wife and give your children to eat.’
That means a man should clean the house and cook for
his children. What is a wife? A soldier. Her place is
on the field. What is a husband? A general. His place
is at home!”
Zelde was chagrined.
“So this is the future what you aimed for?” she chided.
“To be a washerwoman and a porter! Pooh! You ought
to be ashamed to look on my face! Think what people
say! They don’t know which is what! If I am the husband
or if you are the wife or how!”
Mendel carefully rolled a new cigarette. There was a
plaintive note in her anger. He could afford to be defiant.
“Didn’t you make me to stay home and work? So!
I’m working! What is work? Pleasure!—If you know
how!”
And he struck a match.
Zelde sat down to avoid falling down.
“Work is pleasure,” echoed through her mind like an
explosion. Maybe solitary confinement at home every day
had gone to his head. Or maybe—maybe—! She slowly
repeated to herself his sally. “What is work? Pleasure!”
and “What is pleasure?” she wondered. The shock of the
answer almost made her scream.
So that was it! She had suspected something, but that
would never have occurred to her in a million years. Those
floor-brushes that she found the other day under the bed,
and the mop and the tin pail. They did not belong to the
house. To whom did they belong? She had certainly seen
them somewhere before. Now she knew! At the janitor’s!
“No wonder he likes to stay home,” she muttered to herself.
“I should have knew; it’s a bad sign if Mendel likes
work all of a sudden!”
Her suspicions were still hypothetical, but fragments of
evidence were fast falling in to shape an ominous and
accusing picture.
One day, upon her return from work, Zelde found Mendel
sitting near the window, restfully smoking a cigarette.
His legs were crossed under his apron and his arms were
folded over his lap. He gazed wistfully out upon the
city.
Zelde looked about her in astonishment. The house was
tidy, the kitchen spick and span, the wash dried and ironed,
the floor freshly scrubbed. A model housewife would have
envied the immaculate perfection of the work.
Zelde gasped. So early in the day and already through
with all his work! And what work!
“Sarah, I wonder who did it,” she finally said to her
daughter when she had somewhat regained her composure.
Her groping suspicions now became a startling conviction.
Evidence fairly shrieked at her from every corner.
“Only a woman could do this,” she thought, overcome
by the shock of the revelation.
“Who do you think?” Sarah asked innocently.
“Did you see the way she looks at me?” Zelde exclaimed
with mounting fury. “No wonder she laughs in my face.
No wonder she tells all the neighbors, ‘Such a fool! She
works and he plays!’ No wonder!”
“What are you talking about?” Sarah inquired, bewildered.
“Never mind! Your father knows what I mean! She
did it! Rifke! The janitor’s wife! I know her, all right.
She made eyes to Mister Mendel Marantz lots of times!
She’s older from me by four years, but she paints up like
a sign and makes her hair Buster Brown and thinks the
men die for her. Ask your father. He knows!”
Mendel sat dumbfounded. His eyes opened like mouths.
“Don’t make believe you’re innocent. I know you men
too good,” Zelde broke out violently. “I slave like a dog
and that dirty old—” Tears of rage stifled her. But
with a swift change of tone she added, her finger shaking
under Mendel’s nose, “Mister Marantz, remember, you’ll
be sorry for this.” And she walked out of the room.
Mendel was sorry for her. He turned a puzzled face to
Sarah. “When the house was upside down she said I made
her crazy. Now when it’s fixed up she tries to make me
crazy! What’s a wife? An epidemic. If it don’t break
out here, it breaks out there!”
The next day Zelde fidgeted at her work. She was
prompted to fling it aside, rush home, and catch them together—Mendel
and Rifke—and pull out the old vixen’s
hair and scratch out her eyes. But she bided her time.
Mendel was, no doubt, expecting a surprise attack and
perhaps had warned his paramour to stay away.
Zelde decided to be wily. She would make believe that
she had forgotten and forgiven. But how could she?
That night, on the landing of the fourth floor, she met
Rifke coming down from the fifth. There were only two
tenants on the fifth floor—Mrs. Peril Tzvack, a widow
who hated Rifke and would never let her into her house,
and Mendel Marantz. From which of the two was Rifke
coming?
As Zelde entered her home the same neatness, the same
cleanliness and smartness stung her sight. In fact, she
herself could not have done better. To be honest—not
even as good. The house was a mirror of spotlessness. It
was so obviously the accomplishment of the wicked woman
she had met on the stairs that Zelde spent a tortured and
sleepless night.
She went to work the next morning with a splitting headache,
and mists swam before her eyes as she tried to sew.
Weird thoughts revolved in her mind. If it were only a
question of Mendel, she would not hesitate a moment to
leave him forever. But the children! A daughter of marriageable
age and the tiny ones! What would people say?
And even Mendel. True, there was no excuse—absolutely
none—for his abominable treachery. She would never forgive
him! Still, Rifke, that superannuated flirt, was the
kind of woman that could turn any man’s head! With
that double chin of hers and the shaved neck and a
dimple like a funnel in her cheek! That’s what the men
liked!
After all, Mendel was a helpless male, all alone in a
house. He probably did not know the first thing about
housekeeping and would have starved or been buried in
dirt if he had not appealed to somebody to help him. And
Rifke was just the type to take advantage of a defenceless
man in such a predicament. She doubtless opened her
eyes at him like two coal-scuttles, and pursed her lips—she
had a way of doing it which gave the women of the
neighborhood heart failure. And Mendel must have been
grateful and kind to her for her assistance, and she must
have mistaken his attitude for something else. She always
misunderstood kindness from men.
So that’s how Mendel managed to clean the house so
well! And that’s why work was pleasure to him! Judging
by the amount and quality of the work Rifke was doing for
him, their affection for each other must have developed to
an alarming degree.
Zelde visualized the hateful scenes of faithlessness in
which Mendel probably danced fawningly about Rifke, the
fifty-three-year-old “vamp,” who cleaned dishes and washed
clothes for him as a reward. She must have nudged him
with her elbow while she boiled the wash and said invitingly,
“Mendel, dear, why are you blind to beauty?”
And Mendel, edging closer, must have answered, “What
is beauty? Wine! The older it gets, the rarer it is!”
Then pressing his cheek against hers, he undoubtedly added,
with tenderness, “You’re so fat! It’s a pleasure to hold
you around! What is a man? Dynamite. What is a
woman? A burning match. What is passion? The explosion!”
“Stop it! Your whiskers tickle me,” she probably replied
with a coquettish laugh, and slapped him playfully
over the hands with a rinsed shirt.
But she was only jesting, and was perhaps ecstatic with
joy when Mendel courageously kissed her on the cheek
despite her protests, and exclaimed, “What is a kiss? A
smack for which you turn the other cheek!” And she
probably turned it.
Then Rifke amorously rested her head on his chest and
looked up with those devilish eyes of hers, and, linking
her plump arms about his neck, she whispered, “Love
me, Mendel, love me! I am yours!”
And Mendel, planting his feet more solidly to bear her
weight, and carried away by the flames of desire, must have
gripped her in his passionate embrace and murmured in
a throaty voice, “What is love? A broom. It sweeps you
away!”
“What’s the matter with you, Zelde?” cried Marcus, the
tailor, biting the thread from a seam. “You stitched the
skirt to a sleeve and you’re sewing up the neck of the waist!
“You look white like a ghost!”
Zelde drew herself up, as out of a lethargy.
“Eh! W—where am I? Oh!”
And her face sank into her palms.
Instantly there was a tumult in the shop.
A startled group of frightened men and women gathered
about her.
But Zelde regained her self-control without aid, and pale
and faint though she was, she smiled weakly to reassure
them all.
“It’s nothing. A dizziness. I’m better,” she said. But
Sarah insisted upon taking her home at once.
“That’s right,” Marcus advised. “Go home and take a
hot tea with lemon. It’ll sweat you out.”
He added in an undertone to his neighbor, “It’s a shame!
Such a fine woman! She’s got a husband who’s a nix!”
Zelde refused to have Sarah accompany her home.
“We can’t afford you shall lose a half day,” she argued.
But the real reason was that she did not wish her daughter
to behold her father’s infamy.
At eleven o’clock Zelde left. As she neared the house
her breath became short and rapid. She stumbled several
times going up the stairs. She stopped at the door.
Was it voices or was it her imagination?
No. Yes. It was. A man’s voice, then a woman’s
laughter, then some—oh! She could stand it no longer.
She broke wildly into the room and dislodged a bulky person
who had been leaning against the door. Zelde stood
electrified.
It was Rifke. And she was laughing in her face! And
there was Mendel. And the janitor, too—Rifke’s husband.
And two men! With stovepipe hats and cutaways and
spats! Detectives, no doubt! Brought by the janitor to
catch his wife and arrest Mendel! Oh, heavens! And
there was Morton, Mendel’s nephew, a lawyer!
“Oi! A lawyer in the case!” she moaned to herself.
“Then everything is lost!”
Zelde was ready to drop, but Mendel took her by the
hand, and she heard him say, “This is my wife. It’s all
her fault. She drove me to it.”
“We want you to come with us now,” one of the strangers
said to Mendel.
“What’s the matter here, anyhow?” Zelde exclaimed at
last.
“I got to go with these people,” Mendel replied. “But
you can ask—Rifke,” he added significantly. “She knows
all about it.”
Mendel, his nephew and the two gentlemen departed before
Zelde had time to protest. She turned with burning
eyes to Rifke—the hussy!
“I wish they could take my husband where they take
yours,” Rifke began by way of explanation. “You don’t
know what kind of a husband you got. It’s gonna be in
all the papers. He did something. Those men what was
here watched him, and when they seen it they jumped up
like crazy.”
“What did he do?” Zelde asked in great alarm. “I
betcha you made him to do it.”
“I? He says you made him. I only brought up the
people. They knock by me in the door. They say, ‘Do
Mendel Marantz live here? Where is it?’ So I bring
them up.”
“What for did you bring them up—what for? A blind
one could see it’s detectives!” Zelde muttered angrily.
“How shall I know it who they are? When they came
in your husband turned white like milk. ‘Are you the man
which done it?’ they ask him, and he says, shivering, ‘Yes.’”
Zelde wrung her hands.
“What for did he say ‘Yes’—what for?”
“Because it’s true,” Rifke explained.
“What’s true?”
“That he done it.”
“What did he done—what? You’ll make me crazy yet.
Why don’t you tell me?”
“But I told you already!”
“When did you told me—when? You’re talkin’ and
talkin’ and it don’t come out nothing! What happened
here? What did they want here? Why is your husband
here? Why are you here? Why were they here? What’s
the matter here, altogether, anyway?”
“It’s a whole lot the matter—with you!” Rifke exclaimed
impatiently. “Come over here and look and maybe it’ll
open your eyes!”
She led the dazed Zelde into the kitchen.
“You see it?” Rifke asked triumphantly, pointing out a
mass of wrinkled canvas in the middle of the room.
“What shall I see?” Zelde answered skeptically. “Rags,
I see!”
“But under the rags!” Rifke insisted. She lifted the
canvas. Zelde stood completely bewildered. Her eyes
opened wide, then her face reddened. A feeling of indignation
welled up in her.
“You can’t make a fool from me!” she began at last
with rising momentum. “What do you show me—what?
An ash-can on wheels! What’s that got to do with you
and my husband? Don’t think I don’t know! You show
me this, I should forget that!”
Rifke began to perspire. She mopped her face with her
apron as she struggled to keep calm.
“You don’t know what I’m talkin’ about and I don’t
know what you’re talkin’ about. It’s mixed up, everything!
Where do you see a ash-can? This ain’t a ash-can!
It looks, maybe, like it. But it ain’t. All my friends
should have such ash-cans! It’s a wonder in the world!”
Zelde’s head was reeling.
“So what is it, I’m asking you?” she gasped helplessly.
“It’s a whole business!” Rifke replied. “We seen it, my
husband Shmeril and me and the people which was here.
Your husband showed us. He winds up the can like a
phonograph and it begins to play. The dishes go in dirty
and they come out clean like after a bath. You see it?
On these straps the dishes take a ride. They go in from
the back and come out on the front. When it’s finished
the dishes, your husband opens the box—I thought a man
will jump out from it—but it’s only wheels and straps and
wires and pipes inside! Did you ever?
“Then he pulls off the feet and the box sits down on the
floor, and he takes out the straps from the back door and
puts in such a board with bumps and brushes, and he turns
the handle and the box rides around like a automobile and
washes up the floor till it shines! I tell you the people was
standing and looking—I thought their eyes would fall out!
“Then your husband stands up the box and puts back
the feet and takes out the bumpy board and sticks in a
whole machinery with pipes and wheels and winds up the
machine and pumps in fresh water and throws in all the
old clothes, and you hear inside such a noises, and then the
clothes come out like frankfurters, clean and washed and
ready to hang! Such a business! You don’t have to work
no more! It works itself! I wouldn’t mind to have such
a box by me!”
Zelde, dumb with amazement, gazed at the mute, ugly
monster before her. She recognized the wheels from the
old baby-carriage; the legs were from her kitchen chair;
the handle from the stove. And now she remembered the
can, the brushes, and the mops that Rifke had probably
discarded, and that Mendel had used in the creation of this
freak.
So this was the rival she had been jealous of, the usurper
of her rights!
“It makes in five minutes what I do a whole day,” Rifke
rambled along. “They call it such a fancy name—Combination
House-Cleaner. It cleans everything. The strangers
is from a company which goes to make millions cans like
this.
“You’re gonna be rich, Mrs. Marantz!
“Who would think from house-cleaning you could get
rich! Here I’m cleaning houses for twenty-nine years and
I never thought from such a scheme! You gotta have luck,
I tell you!”
“And I thought all the time it was Rifke! Oi, Mendel,
you must think I’m such a fool!”
“Forget it. If not for you I never would have did what
I done. You made me to do it.”
“I didn’t, Mendel.”
She added in a caressing tone:
“Your laziness did it, Mendel. You invented that machine
because you were too lazy to work.”
“What’s a wife? An X-Ray. She knows you through
and through!”
[12] Copyright, 1922, by The Pictorial Review Company.
Copyright, 1923, by David Freedman.
BELSHAZZAR’S LETTER [13] — KATHARINE FULLERTON GEROULD
By KATHARINE FULLERTON GEROULD
(From The Metropolitan)
“Belshazzar had a letter,
He never had but one,”
murmured Fenwick.
I should never have suspected Fenwick of having read,
much less having memorized, the works of Emily Dickinson.
Fenwick does not read—much; and how should he have
got hold of Emily, anyhow? It appeared presently—for of
course he was questioned—that he had picked up her
poems in the home of a New England foreign missionary,
where he had once perforce been marooned during a cholera
epidemic. Fenwick himself is, I fancy, outside all creeds;
but he can’t help—given his life—running into missionaries,
and he usually speaks well of them. He takes them, at all
events, as all in the day’s work, as he reports, from very
strange places, to the “interests” that employ him. They
have an eye out, those “interests,” for a good many different
commodities, though I incline to believe that rubber is the
chief. Adventure has never seemed to pry Fenwick loose
from his very American moorings, though he told me on a
certain occasion, with a dropped jaw (in a kind of wry
whisper) that he had lost his religion once—just like that—in
a typhoon.
I mention these facts concerning Fenwick for reasons
that will appear later. He was leaving for San Francisco
and the East the next week, by the way, and this was a
scratch gathering of friends and acquaintances more or less
to do Fenwick honor. Ben Allis and Mrs. Allis were giving
the “party.” Nora Pate, Mrs. Allis’s niece, was spending
with them an enforced holiday from school. She was at
the dinner-table on sufferance merely. It was Nora, with
her giggling flapperish reference to a ouija-board occurrence
at school that had elicited Fenwick’s humorous quotation.
Now you must also know that we were a fairly intimate
but more than fairly eclectic group at the Allis’s table.
Most of us were bred to one or another form of the Christian
religion, went to church spasmodically (except Nora, who
of course had to go every Sunday), and comfortably or
uncomfortably, according to temperament, let the whole
thing slide—took it for granted, or permitted it euthanasia,
as it and our souls chose. But Mrs. Conway was a Catholic—“just
the ordinary kind,” as she had once said herself,
with a sidelong glance at Mrs. Medford, who was waveringly
“High”; Allis was a scientific skeptic, and Fenwick
a reverent free-thinker. Or so I had gathered. The typhoon
had made him a free-thinker, and his inheritance and
temperament had apparently kept him reverent. My personal
convictions do not matter, but when it comes to
ouija-boards, I am all with Allis.
Young Nora had been rather stumped by Fenwick’s quotation.
She had probably heard of Belshazzar, but she
had never heard of Emily, and she certainly did not see
what it had to do with the ouija-board revelations at midnight
in Betty Dane’s room.
After we had found out just where Fenwick had read
Emily Dickinson, the talk swung back to the occult. Mrs.
Medford’s pearl-powdered face and naturally red lips were
eager. She even wanted the complete account of what had
happened in Betty Dane’s room. Nora needed no more
encouragement than that.
“Why, Betty was desperate because she couldn’t be at
home when her cousin had his leave; and she asked ouija
if there wasn’t any chance of his leave being changed. And
ouija said, ‘Measles will make you free,’ and of course we
all laughed. Then we thought probably her cousin would
have measles, so he couldn’t come, and Betty would be free
of disappointment. And the next week Pauline Case came
down with them—and Betty is at home with her cousin,
and she’s going to bring back a book that tells all about
everything depending on the way the breath circulates in
your body.”
The flushed Nora, at a glance from her aunt, sank out of
sight below the conversational tide. But Mrs. Medford had
smiled comfortingly at her.
“Prophesying is one thing they won’t usually engage to
do, you know,” someone threw in. “I believe even Doyle
and Lodge say that?”
“Naturally—since they have to get it out of your subconscious.”
This was Mrs. Conway.
Mrs. Medford turned upon her, a little acrid. You may
have noticed that the two kinds of “Catholic” don’t mix
very well. “Has the Church decided that it’s all your subconscious?”
Mrs. Conway’s smile was all that she herself could have
wished it to be. “Why, I believe so. Where else could they
get it?”
“Whom do you mean by ‘they’?” the other woman challenged.
“Why, the evil spirits.” Mrs. Conway reached for a
mint drop. “You see, the Church has had all this to settle
so many centuries ago. It’s hardly a new phenomenon.”
If there was irony in Mrs. Conway’s tone, it was not
sharp enough to wound Fanny Medford. She looked rather
pleadingly at the other woman’s clever, gentle face. “Always
evil spirits?” she murmured. “Never good ones?”
Mrs. Conway murmured back, and the two seemed for a
moment to be isolated together. “Never good ones; and
never the real dead. That is forbidden, you know.”
I had hoped that our moving from the dining room would
break the current, but I had reckoned without Fenwick.
We had our coffee all together in Allis’s big library—so
much the nicest room in the house that I didn’t much
wonder at Maud Allis’s refusing, except under great pressure,
to drag the women away elsewhere. Nora Pate was
sent upstairs to study, and we were freer. As soon as she
had gone, Fenwick led us back to the subject. Mrs. Conway
sat apart in the shadows, moving a fan slowly. Mrs.
Medford fixed her eyes hungrily on Fenwick. The rest of
us listened. After all, it was Fenwick’s party.
“Of course you see all kinds of trances, and miracles, and
levitation, and tricks, out in the East,” he began. “I confess
I’m not much interested in what Hindus and such do.
They’re so different, anyhow. But it does interest me to
come back to America for the first time since the war, and
find everybody going it this way. The Americans and
English out there do it, too. But there’s an epidemic
here, as far as I can make out. Look at your niece and
her ouija-board. And all of us ready to argue about it.
Honestly, I’m interested. I’m perfectly open-minded about
it, myself. I’m not psychic, or whatever you call it.”
“You don’t have to be ‘psychic.’ There’s no such thing.”
This came out of the shadows where Mrs. Conway’s fan
waved.
Mrs. Medford turned and gazed at her, as if trying to
penetrate even deeper shadows that lay between them.
“Oh, well, I mean—I’ve sat in on table-tipping once or
twice, but I don’t think I added much. I never saw any
ghosts, or had anything queer happen to me. I know a
man out in Singapore who does automatic writing, though—gets
stuff through from his mother. At least, he says he
doesn’t believe it’s his mother, but he keeps right on, all
the same. He says she has told him things that no one else
could have known about.”
“He knew about them, didn’t he?” asked Allis, with
heavy matter-of-factness.
“Why, yes—he and she.”
“Well, it all came out of his subconscious.”
“I daresay.” Fenwick set down his coffee-cup and took
a cigarette proffered him by Mrs. Allis. “Only I’m sick of
you people all wagging your heads and saying, ‘the subconscious’
every time you’re up against it. Why don’t you
get busy and explain how the thing works?”
“Ah, yes, why don’t you?” Mrs. Medford seized on Fenwick’s
challenge as if it were her own.
Allis pulled his moustache and spoke judicially. “I’m not
a psychologist myself, as you very well know—not even a
biologist. I don’t know that science has explained the
technique of it yet, though they are working on this sort of
thing all the time. Hysteria, secondary personality, dreams—all
these things are being put under the microscope, and
they’re finding out.”
“I’d rather believe in spooks than in Freud, any day.”
This was Carter, a gay soul.
Allis ignored him. “I daresay you do know, though,
that alienists are using automatic writing in their treatment
of patients now. They find that some traumas, too deep-laid
for hypnotism to probe to, can be brought to the surface
by getting the patient to write automatically. That is
one for the subconscious, anyhow.”
“But—” this was Fanny Medford, brave on her own
account—“what about the things that never were in your
subconscious; couldn’t have been there? They get those
too—indeed they do.”
“I agree with Fanny and Mr. Fenwick,” said Maud Allis.
“I don’t believe it’s the spirits of the dead; but neither do
I believe that the psychologists have explained it yet. I’m
open-minded.”
“I’m open-minded, too,” laughed young Carter. “Ready
to try anything. Except Nora’s ouija-board. That’s too
darned easy.”
A slim form in white came out of the shadows—Mrs.
Conway, gray-eyed, ivory-cheeked, like a warm ghost.
“Can’t you see,” she said, “that an open mind is the most
dangerous thing there is? Because if your mind is really
open, any evil thing can get in.”
She put her arm round Fanny Medford’s waist, with a
soft, sidelong gesture, though she faced our host, directly
questioning him. Mrs. Medford stirred a little against the
light encircling arm—barely noticing it, it seemed. Her
face was flushed beneath her pearl powder. She addressed
Allis and Carter, now standing abreast before the fireplace.
“Have you ever tried automatic writing?”
“No.”
“Nor I,” cut in Mrs. Allis, “but I’m going to try sometime.
Has anyone here tried it?” Maud Allis went on,
looking round at her group.
I shook my head, Fenwick and Carter theirs. Mrs. Conway
merely said, “You forget I’m a Catholic.”
“How about Mrs. Medford herself?” Young Carter
marked us off on his fingers.
“Oh, I—I’ve tried it, yes. But I can’t do it!” She bit
her lip and turned away, and before we quite realized that
she was crying she had made a soft plunge through the
wide doorway into the next room. Maud Allis followed
her, but returned in a few moments.
“She’ll be all right presently. She’ll come back. It’s
just that she is so interested. Ever since her brother, Jack
Hilles, was killed, she’s been trying to ‘get through’ to him;
and she can’t do it herself. She began going to a medium,
and the woman had no sooner established communication
for her than she died. Now, Fanny’s rather up against it.
She’s not the kind that likes to go to mediums, you know.
I’m awfully sorry you started the subject.”
“Why didn’t you stop us, if you knew all that?” Ben
queried.
“I didn’t. She just told me about the medium now. Oh,
she’ll pull herself together all right. It may do her good
to have it out with a sensible crowd like this. We didn’t
put it into her head. It’s there all the time—has been, ever
since Jack Hilles was killed in the Argonne.”
“Well, we’ll drop it right here,” Allis replied.
But Mrs. Medford was back among us and heard him.
“You won’t drop anything on my account, I hope. Maud
may have told you it’s the one thing I’m interested in. It’s
just awfully hard luck that I can’t do anything by myself.
If you people really feel like trying anything, don’t let me
stop you. I daresay the rest of you are as bad as I am,
anyway. Not ‘psychic’—though Mrs. Conway says there’s
nothing in that.”
“There isn’t,” Mrs. Conway averred again.
“Let’s try it, anyhow,” cried young Carter. “Not table-tipping.
Let’s sit about and turn the lights out and each
take a pencil, and see if we can do automatic writing.”
Fanny Medford clapped her hands. “Oh, do! Only, of
course, I can’t. But perhaps”—she looked us over hungrily—“some
of you can, and I might get a tip as to the right
way to manage. And, anyway, it’s so interesting.” Certainly
she had recovered.
“I’m not going to sit with the lights out all the evening,”
grumbled Allis. “This was supposed to be, in its humble
way, a dinner-party.”
“Well, of course, not all the evening,” Maud conceded.
“Quarter of an hour. And then we’ll stop and play
bridge.”
“It would be rather fun.” This was Genevieve Ford. I
have not mentioned Miss Ford before, simply because she
had taken no part in the conversation that I have detailed.
She happened to you, once in so often, in somebody’s house,
and you didn’t much care, one way or the other. She was
just a nice girl, a little more restful than some, perhaps. I
think the Allises hoped against hope that some day she
and Carter.... I don’t know why.
Somehow, Miss Ford’s quiet speech clinched it. Perhaps
because she had been an outsider through the talk.
“Good for you. Let’s!” Carter dashed to Ben’s table
and swept some pencils off it. “Paper, Allis? And more
pencils. We’ll scatter about through the rooms so that
everyone can have a table-edge or a chair-arm.”
Allis found us pads of paper and pencils—all except Mrs.
Conway, who refused to join us and went off to fetch her
knitting. We all looked at each other rather helplessly.
“How do you begin?” I asked.
“I suppose you douse the glim.” Carter snapped off the
light nearest to him.
“That’s perfectly unnecessary,” Fenwick commented.
“The man I know in Singapore does it any time—in broad
daylight, between courses at tiffin, if he feels like it. All
you do is to let your hand go slack, and think about something
quite different.”
Mrs. Conway, who had returned with her knitting, intervened.
“I wouldn’t think too hard about something
quite different, if I were you. That is, not if you want
results.”
“But we want to play fair,” Maud Allis protested.
“There’s no sense in trying this kind of thing unless you
do your best.”
“I only meant,” Mrs. Conway explained, “that if you
really want to let them in, you must make your mind as
blank as possible. Don’t make an effort to think of anything.
Just open the door and wait. You make me feel
like an accessory before the fact”—she smiled a little—“except
that I really don’t believe anything will happen.”
She withdrew to a sofa and began to knit.
“You just have to be quiet.” Fenwick gave his last
explanations. “And let your right arm be comfortably slack,
and don’t look at the paper if you do begin to write.
And if nothing happens in twenty minutes”—he looked
interrogatively at Maud Allis—“then we play bridge, do
we?”
Mrs. Allis nodded. “And I’m going to put out some
of the lights, whether it’s necessary or not. We’d be rather
ridiculous in a glare, and we’d probably all be looking at
each other to see if anyone’s else arm was moving.” So
she reduced the room to a demi-obscurity, very soothing
and non-committal.
Fenwick sat at the other end of Mrs. Conway’s sofa,
resting his pad on his knee. “Won’t your knitting spoil
it?” he murmured.
“Dear no,” she whispered back. “I’ll stop, if you like.
But knitting-needles won’t keep them away.”
“No fooling, Ben.” Mrs. Allis’s admonishing words were
the last spoken. After that, silence.
I did my best to play the game, but my hand did not
move. I became, somehow, perfectly sure that it never
would move, and that conviction edged my voluntary slackness
of spirit. The corners of the room were too dark for
me to see how each fellow guest was faring; but I noted
idly the little stir of Mrs. Conway’s needles, the faint fire-glow
on Mrs. Medford’s bent blonde head, Ben Allis’s comfortably
hunched position, Miss Ford’s graceful, pensive
attitude. After fifteen minutes, I constituted myself timekeeper,
moving my left hand so that the radium dial of my
wrist-watch showed. I stared at it until I began to feel
prickly all over. If my arm didn’t move then, I thought,
I was surely no good at the business; for I was half hypnotized
by my concentrated stare at the dial, and my left
hand certainly had no physical knowledge of what my right
hand, off in space, was doing.
When twenty minutes were up, no one stirred. I decided
to give them a little more time, for good measure. The
minute-hand crawled as it does when you are taking a
pulse or a temperature. Before the half hour was quite
reached, Ben Allis leaped to his feet.
“I’m tired of this. There’s nothing in it. Switch on the
lights, you people.”
But the others were stretching cramped limbs, rising
slowly from their fixed positions, tottering in the half-gloom.
I had not risen, myself, and I watched them. They
looked drugged, unsure, wan and ungraceful in the dim
light—purgatorial poor souls. Only for a second; but just
for a second the only normal thing in the scene was the
implacable motion of Mrs. Conway’s fingers. Then Carter
turned on the light at my elbow, and I saw my own pad
of paper. The page, ten inches by eight, was covered with
the huge scrawl of two words: “Ask Fenwick.” And I
had not known, staring at the dial of my watch, that my
arm had moved.
The other lights went on, then. People held their sheets
of paper up before them like shields, and moved to the
nearest lamp. All except Fenwick, who still held to his
corner of the sofa.
“Nothing—of course.” Mrs. Medford spoke first, then
flung her pad down on the table.
“Nothing here.” Ben Allis grinned over his.
“Mine says something!” Maud Allis cried, as she bent
over it under a lamp. “But I can hardly read it, it’s so
queer.”
Miss Ford and Carter pressed towards her.
“Oh, I see now,” she said. “It’s ‘Ask Fenwick.’”
I bit my lip and delayed my contribution to knowledge.
But while Carter and Genevieve Ford were examining the
unsoiled whiteness of their sheets of paper, I looked at
Fenwick. He sat in his corner, open-eyed now but tired,
surrounded by white things. Mrs. Conway had stopped
knitting and was looking at him with concentrated interest.
Her hand fluttered over the sheets of paper that lay
between them on the sofa, but never once quite touched
them.
The group at the table turned to me. “Did you get
anything?” they chorused. Their backs were all more or
less turned to Fenwick and Mrs. Conway, you understand.
I came forward. “Just like Maud’s. ‘Ask Fenwick.’
Pick up your manuscript, Fenwick,” I called, “and let us
see it.”
They all turned, then.
“Why, he’s written heaps!” Mrs. Medford rushed to the
sofa, but Mrs. Conway’s lifted hand fended her off from
the papers. “Give him time,” she murmured; “he doesn’t
realize yet what he’s done.”
Mrs. Medford stopped, but Carter was not so easily dealt
with. He strode over and began picking up the sheets of
paper.
Fenwick yawned. “Can I have a cigarette? By gum!
I think I must have pulled something off, my arm is so
tired.” He flexed it as he rose.
“You did, my boy, you did! Well, who says we aren’t
psychic?” This was Carter, arranging the sheets in the
order in which presumably they had fallen from Fenwick’s
busy hand.
An odd look passed between Mrs. Conway and her host.
Both started to speak together. Then she yielded to him,
nodding acquiescence as Ben said: “They are Fenwick’s
property. It’s up to him whether or not he gratifies our
curiosity.”
But, Fenwick, jaunty now, uncramped, waved his cigarette.
“It belongs to the company. I’m delighted to have
been successful. But isn’t it extraordinary that I shouldn’t
once have realized that I was writing or that I was tearing
those sheets off?”
“You did it very quietly. There was no noise,” Mrs.
Conway volunteered.
“Can’t we read the stuff, right off?” Carter inquired
anxiously.
Allis leaned over and took the papers from him. There
must have been four or five sheets. Neither he nor Carter
had examined them.
“Fenwick’s property. It’s up to Fenwick.”
“I don’t want the stuff. Let’s read it aloud if it makes
any sense.”
Mrs. Conway rose with determination. “Why not hand
it over to me? I won’t read it.”
But Mrs. Medford cried out. “Mr. Gregory wrote, ‘Ask
Fenwick.’ So did Maud Allis. We must ask Fenwick.”
“Yes. What’s the use of spending all this time in an
experiment if we can’t see what we’ve accomplished?”
Miss Ford voiced her own and Carter’s grievance.
“Well, Fenwick”—Allis’s bantering voice threw in—“if
you are ready to vouch for the absolute purity of your subconscious,
shall we oblige the ladies?”
Fenwick looked sheepish. “Oh, I say! You don’t mean
to load that stuff, whatever it is, off on me. Why, it may
be a résumé of the last French novel I read—or anything.”
Mrs. Conway spoke, for the first time, with some sharpness.
“You don’t, any of you, know what may be there.
It may be utter nonsense, or it may be a sermon. But
whatever is there comes from no good place.”
Some of us laughed. “You’re very hard on Fenwick’s
subconscious,” Allis said.
“It’s the first time you’ve ever done it?” Mrs. Conway
asked.
“Absolutely the first.” Fenwick nodded.
“Well, then”—she sighed—“it’s probably all right.
They’re usually careful how they begin.” She shrugged her
shoulders.
We moved in a body to the big lamp on Allis’s writing-table.
“Thank goodness, Nora’s upstairs,” Maud Allis
giggled in my ear.
Fenwick now had let himself go in the spirit of Carter
and Genevieve Ford, as they chaffed him. “All right,” he
said; “I may be done for, but who wrote ‘Ask Fenwick’?
Seems to me we’re all tarred with the same brush anyhow.”
He held up the first page, getting the light over his
shoulder, and began to read:
“‘Jack Hilles speaking.’” The manuscript opened like
a telephone call.
Fenwick broke off. “Oh, I say, you don’t want me to
read this. There can’t be anything in it, and we’d all be
sorry to go any further——”
But Mrs. Medford came close to him, her eyes almost
glaring with the intensity of her feeling—a queer, soft,
mad glare. I saw, like a shot, that she wasn’t going to be
easy to manage.
“Mr. Fenwick, you’ve no right to stop,” she panted.
Ben Allis had gone completely white under his pink-and-tan.
Later, I knew why, but then I was merely surprised.
Ben was not the man to be upset by preposterous hints of
the supernatural.
Fenwick tried to temporize. “But, Mrs. Medford, we
can’t play with serious matters. We must respect the
dead.” Fenwick had not looked ahead; it was obvious
that he simply did not wish to be responsible for anything
that purported to be a message.
“He’s my brother! And if he gets through to you while
I’m here, it’s for me. That is my property.”
Allis came up and looked shamelessly over Fenwick’s
shoulder at the writing. “No, it isn’t, Fanny. It’s Fenwick’s.
He shall do absolutely what he pleases with it in
my house. I’m responsible.”
There was a curious morbid note of confession in his voice.
But no one paid any attention to tones of voice, because
a very undignified scene followed immediately on his words.
Mrs. Medford clutched the papers that Fenwick held.
She got away with the first page, too, and turned her back
on us—heading for the drawing room beyond. “Don’t you
dare, as you believe in a God, to destroy any of it,” she
threw back over her shoulder.
She had to fight for even her one page—not very hard,
for of course Fenwick couldn’t struggle with her physically.
The two men, Allis and Fenwick, looked ridiculous as they
faced each other in the tacit admission that they couldn’t
help themselves. Ben pulled himself together quickly.
“Get that away from her, Maud—by force, if necessary.”
“But, Ben——”
“I said, ‘by force, if necessary,’ Maud,” he repeated
sternly.
She flew ahead after Mrs. Medford, obedient, but sowing
her path with protesting murmurs.
Genevieve Ford giggled nervously. Carter raised his eyebrows
to the ceiling. “What is up, you fellows?” he asked
weakly.
I heard Allis whisper to Fenwick: “Did you ever know
him—Hilles?”
“No. Never heard his name till tonight?”
“Then what the devil——”
“I thought you’d come to the devil in time.” This was
Mrs. Conway on the outskirts.
An indignant cry came back from Maud Allis. “Really,
Ben, I can’t. You’d better come yourself. She won’t give
it to me. Fanny, be sensible!” Then the sound trailed
off further.
We followed—Allis, Fenwick, Miss Ford, and I. We
passed through the drawing-room where they had been
a few seconds before, and out into the hall. Maud Allis
stood there furious, a little dishevelled, sucking a hurt
finger. “She’s locked herself into the telephone closet. I
don’t know what you expect me to do.”
“Not anything more. We can’t help it now. We’ll go
away and leave her. She’ll come out.”
But Maud was shaking with anger and nervousness.
“How do you know she will? If it’s anything so bad that
she oughtn’t to see it, she may never come out. She may
just die there.”
Allis smiled in spite of himself. “People don’t just die
in telephone closets. And she’ll come out, if for nothing
else, because she wants to see the rest of it.”
“But if it should be so dreadful——”
“It doesn’t make any difference how dreadful it may be.
She’ll feel she’s got to see it. Oh, damn!”
Then he moved over to the door of the closet. “Fanny,”
he shouted, “we’re going back to the library. If you don’t
come out inside of five minutes, we’ll break down the door.
Now what a fool thing that was to say,” he murmured,
precisely as if we were to blame for his words.
A slender figure in white Spanish lace became suddenly
manifest among us. “Mrs. Allis, can I telephone?” Mrs.
Conway asked softly.
“No, I’m afraid you can’t.” Maud’s answer was grim.
“Fanny Medford has locked herself into the telephone closet
with the first sheet of that wretched stuff.”
“Then will someone go out and telephone for me”—she
gave the number—“and ask them to send my car at once?”
“Ben can telephone from the extension upstairs,” Maud
suggested sullenly.
“Oh, thank you. I wish he would.”
Allis turned suddenly upon Mrs. Conway. “I can’t pretend
that, as a host, I’m proud of my hospitality. But
don’t you think it would be kinder all round if we didn’t
break up? We might be able to get that poor thing out
of her hysteria if we all stuck about and did our best?”
“I have no intention of going before Mrs. Medford does,
Mr. Allis,” was the very quiet reply. “I thought it might
be a good thing to have the car waiting. Mayn’t I go up
and telephone, myself? I think Mr. Allis ought to stay
here.”
Maud nodded. “It’s in my room.” And Mrs. Conway
moved upstairs. She leaned over the stair-rail on the first
landing and spoke to Fenwick. “Don’t destroy those other
pages. If she still wants to see them, she’d better—much
better.”
“You don’t know what’s in them,” Fenwick answered.
Nor did he, but he evidently considered they were not to
be lightly treated.
“It doesn’t make any difference what’s in them. Not
even if it were the Black Mass.” She went on, up.
We went back into the library then, and Allis stood,
watch in hand, waiting. He was beginning to mean it,
about breaking down the door, I could see. Allis had had
a good glimpse of the first page. Fenwick had seen a little.
None of the rest of us knew anything but those three first
words like a telephone call: “Jack Hilles speaking.”
Before Allis moved, Mrs. Medford came slowly through
the drawing room, holding the sheet of paper very carefully
in her hand. A little behind, Mrs. Conway’s white form
gently stalked her.
Fanny Medford’s poor little head was held very high.
“I suppose you people have read the rest—and doubtless
Mr. Fenwick has told you what is in this.” She tapped the
paper.
“Not one of us knows anything or has read a word,”
Maud Allis declared.
Allis frowned. “That’s not quite true, Maud. I saw
a little—a few sentences—of what Mrs. Medford took with
her. I daresay Fenwick saw as much. But no one has
seen all of it except Mrs. Melford, and no one has seen any
of the other sheets. That is the exact state of the case.”
“You will kindly give me the rest of the writing,” Mrs.
Medford went on, to Fenwick.
But Mrs. Conway stepped forward and slipped the sheets
from Fenwick’s grasp. He let her take them, though he
looked at Allis anxiously. The situation was becoming Mrs.
Conway’s.
“I have them, you see.” She turned to Mrs. Medford.
“And if you insist, you shall have them. Of course I wish
you would let me destroy them all, here and now. It isn’t
true, you know, that the dead communicate. They don’t.”
Mrs. Medford was shaking, but her voice was still her
own. “They do. I know they do. Jack talked to me
through Mrs. Weale, who’s dead now. But not this kind
of thing. It’s wicked, it’s beastly, what you’ve done!” she
cried to Fenwick.
“But, Mrs. Medford, I don’t even know what’s there—except
the first sentences. I never knew your brother. I
don’t believe this stuff, of course.”
“Nobody believes anything, Fanny.” Allis corroborated
him. “This sort of thing has been shown up, time and
again, for the most arrant trash. It’s just our bad luck
that something got written that was upsetting for you.”
“You believe it—you know you do.” Her voice was
half a choke in her throat.
To my consternation, Allis did not deny it, at once and
with passion. “Fanny, don’t be absurd. You know perfectly
well what my attitude to these matters is—purely
scientific skepticism.”
“I say that you believe those things of Jack. As for
Mr. Fenwick”—she disposed of him then and there with a
look of loathing—“I leave him to the rest of you.”
Maud Allis followed her out of the room.
Allis took out his handkerchief and wiped his forehead.
“Any one of you men feel like seeing her home?” he asked.
“Fenwick and I would seem to be out of the running.”
Mrs. Conway put out her hand. “Good-night, Mr. Allis.
Of course I’m going to take her home. What did you suppose
I ordered my car for?” She did not bid the rest of
us good-night, but she seemed to address us all in parting.
“Naturally, I don’t know what’s in these papers. But I
take it, it is something pretty bad—about her brother.
Mrs. Medford may have to see them, since I promised her;
but I guarantee you they shall be destroyed without my,
or anyone’s else, reading them. It’s all nonsense, of course,
but you see she half believes. Truly, I’m the best person
to see her through, because I can explain it.”
“It’s just some foolish trick of muscles—and re-arranging
all the words in the dictionary,” burst in Fenwick, hotly.
“Yes.” She smiled. “But what foolish trick? That’s
what you can’t explain to her. And I can. You may not
think my explanation is correct, but at least it begins at
the beginning and sees you through to the end. That is
why I shall try to convince her. You open-minded people
can’t.”
“Even so,” Allis said, “I don’t see how you’re going to
manage it.”
She had turned to go, but she stopped and answered him.
“I’ve this advantage, you see. You can’t tell her why it
happened. I can. Malice accounts for everything.”
“There’s not an ounce of malice in this crowd,” Carter
remarked.
“No, not among us. But the things you let in to your
foolish minds are all malice. Believe me, they’ve had a
ripping time to-night. They have to take what they can
find—yes. It’s the way they use it that counts.”
“But suppose whatever it is were true,” Miss Ford murmured.
“Suppose it was her brother, after all, getting
through.”
“I’ve told you the dead can’t get through—not the real
dead. It’s only spirits pretending.”
“You’ll never get her to believe that,” Allis said ruefully.
“None of us could believe that.”
“Pardon me, I could,” Mrs. Conway threw back. “And
if I can make Mrs. Medford believe it, too, it will be the
best way out of the mess you’ve made.”
“Good luck go with you,” he called after her. But he
seemed dazed.
When Maud Allis came back, Miss Ford made her adieux,
and Carter left with her. They had been, from first to last,
outsiders, and perhaps it was the most tactful thing they
could have done. I prepared to follow them, and Maud
Allis, saying good-night to them, bade me good-night, too.
“I’ve got to see Nora,” she said. “I promised her I
would before she went to bed. I meant to cut out from
bridge. Probably I shall see you again, Mr. Fenwick.
Sorry you have to go, Mr. Gregory.” There was certainly
no urge to stay, in her voice. She was more done up than
she owned. Yet she had not seen those sheets that Fenwick
had written—any more than I had, or Mrs. Conway,
or Genevieve Ford, or Carter.
I let Carter and Miss Ford get away a little in front of
me, thinking that they were best by themselves, in the fellowship
of their detachment from it all. Whatever had
happened to the rest of us had left them unscathed. They
had not been touched, apparently, by the episode, except to
see that Mrs. Medford’s exit was a cue for them to break
up the party. I lighted a cigarette in the vestibule, and
craned my neck to see them turn the corner. It was jerked
back by a clutch on my collar, and I dropped the cigarette.
“Come back in here, you idiot!” said Allis in my ear.
“Did you really think you were going?”
Yes, I really had thought so; but I went in again.
I found, when I reached the library (Allis locked the door
behind us) that he had furnished Fenwick with a precious
drink. He offered me none, and was taking nothing himself.
Whiskey is medicine, in these days.
“Fenwick and I need some one else to sit in with us,”
Allis declared. “I may have to tell Maud later. That’s
neither here nor there. I’m glad those two young people
had the sense to go. If they hadn’t, I’d have kicked them
out.”
“Well, of course, I’m eaten alive with curiosity,” I admitted.
“Only it all sounded like the sort of thing that
wouldn’t be mentioned again unless necessary. I never saw
a word of the stuff, remember.”
“I saw precious little of it, and Fenwick here saw no
more than I did.” Allis began to walk about with his
hands in his pockets. “You can see the effect it has had
on Fenwick.”
Fenwick’s head was buried in his hands. “I wrote the
damned stuff. That’s what gets me.” I saw why Allis
had fetched whiskey for him.
“We aren’t going to quote it for your benefit—even if
we could,” went on Allis. “But you can take it from us
that it was unmitigated filth. We judge by sample.”
“Then why did you give the rest of it to those women?”
I shouted. “Why didn’t you burn up what you had your
hands on, at least?”
“Easy, now, easy.” But Allis was troubled. He made
an eloquent gesture over Fenwick’s bowed head. “We
practically had to do what Mrs. Conway said. I believe
she is the person to deal with Fanny Medford. Evil spirits
are the best way out—if she can take it. And Mrs. Conway
is a clever woman. But we three have got to sift the
matter. It seemed to be autobiographical, by the way—statement
of things done in the past. Buck up, Fenwick.
It’s more my fault than yours.”
“Your fault? You didn’t even write ‘Ask Fenwick,’”
our friend retorted. The whiskey was strengthening him
a little.
Allis paid no attention. “I take it for granted that none
of us now present subscribes to Mrs. Conway’s theory.
Very well. That’s that. Fenwick wrote automatically a
lot of stuff of which he and I have seen a little. It all
purported to be Jack Hilles speaking, and on that basis it
was Jack Hilles very much giving himself away. Of course,
it wasn’t Jack Hilles any more than it was the Secretary of
State. Mrs. Conway is right, at least, when she says the
dead don’t communicate.”
“Then this kind of thing just flowers naturally out of
the rich soil of my mind, I suppose?” Fenwick asked sarcastically.
Allis smiled faintly. “I wouldn’t say that. But you’ve
knocked about the world more than most of us, and you’ve
seen more than your share of exotic rottenness. Gregory
and I would have had to go out and hunt for it. You’ve
had it thrust upon your notice. If your subconscious stores
it up, it isn’t your fault.”
“But what on earth should make me drag out horrors
and attribute them to a man I never laid eyes on, who
died fighting for his country in the Argonne?”
“That,” said Allis deliberately, “is where I come in.”
“You?” We both exclaimed.
Allis leaned against the chimney-piece, his hands still in
his pockets. “Well, yes. Of course Jack Hilles’ name was
bound to appear if any name appeared—after the way
Fanny had gone on. But if that sort of thing was dragged
out of you, about Hilles, instead of nice, sweet, comforting
things, it was probably because my mind was stronger
than Fanny Medford’s.”
“Do you mean that you were thinking that kind of thing
about Hilles all the time?” Fenwick queried.
“No, I wasn’t thinking those things about him,” Allis
answered slowly. “I merely knew those things about him.
That is—I never knew he did anything so bad as what
was written there, but I knew he was a bad lot.”
“Then why didn’t you write the stuff?”
“Like Mrs. Conway, I’m not open-minded. I disbelieve
it too utterly. I’m prejudiced. But I don’t doubt my knowledge
acted telepathically on your more sensitive—what
shall I say?—mental mechanism. It’s all suggestion. Mrs.
Medford involuntarily suggests Jack Hilles to you, and I
involuntarily suggest the kind of person I knew him to be.”
We were silent for a moment.
“It’s hideous, all the same,” I said finally. “He’s dead,
after all—in the Argonne.”
“But not fighting for his country,” Allis remarked
quietly. “He was shot—for other reasons. I’ve no particular
business to know that for a fact, but I do. Fanny
Medford never knew the worst of Jack Hilles, but she had
no illusions about him until he went into the war. Then
he became a hero. When he was ‘killed in the Argonne’—which
is all she knows about it—he was a fortiori a hero;
a super-hero, if you like. You may have noticed that
Fanny isn’t exactly impersonal in her attitude to life.”
He went on, after a pause. “I hope no one saw anything
in my expression.... I was rather shaken by the
glimpse I got. I never thought even Jack Hilles went so
far as that. I wonder if Fanny saw. She accused me of
believing it all. She must have meant she thought I believed
it on the score of Fenwick’s automatic writing. I
believed it on the score of knowing that Hilles was capable
of anything. And that, I perhaps didn’t conceal
sufficiently—and all of it—I’m banking heavily on Mrs.
Conway to explain.”
“I still don’t see why I had to write the miserable stuff,”
argued Fenwick—though he seemed a little more at ease
than he had been.
“Well, I can’t tell you that,” Allis replied. “I’m inclined
to believe that Mrs. Conway is wrong about people’s not
being, more or less, ‘psychic.’ Certainly, even she would
have to admit that some are more sensitive, readier vehicles
than others. It looks to me as though you were a corker,
Fenwick!”
Fenwick brooded for a time in silence, while Allis and
I smoked. At last he spoke. “No, it’s too queer. Evil
spirits would explain everything, but I haven’t gone back
to the Middle Ages yet. You try to explain it, Allis, by
arranging an intricate system of mental telephone wires—installed
in an instant, ready for the emergency. That may
be accurate, but it’s extremely complicated. Too complicated,
I’d say. I’m not contradicting you, you understand.
But for myself, I usually take the line of least resistance.”
He rose and faced us. His fingers twitched a little as he,
in turn, lighted a cigarette.
“Meaning—?” Allis queried.
“Meaning that if Jack Hilles was the kind of person you
say he was, the easiest place for that sort of screed to have
come from is—Jack Hilles.”
Allis’s lips folded themselves firmly. “If you choose to
admit the supernatural hypothesis, I suppose it is easy. I
was ruling out impossibilities.”
“The fact that you haven’t proved a thing possible
doesn’t mean that you’ve proved it impossible, does it?
How about you, Gregory?” Fenwick turned to me.
I threw up my hands. “Oh, I’m with Allis. It sounds
queer and far-fetched and all, but anything is more reasonable
than believing the dead communicate in that way.
Even Mrs. Conway is more reasonable.”
“Well, I wish to God they had rigged up their wireless
on Allis’s roof instead of mine!” Fenwick exploded. He
turned his back on us and walked over to a dark window.
I tried to be judicial. “If Allis was thinking about the
sort of creature Jack Hilles really was, that in itself
accounts for the telepathy business.”
Allis glared at me. “I wasn’t thinking of Jack Hilles.
I knew he was a very bad lot, but I wasn’t thinking about
it—not at all. I was wondering if Carter and Genevieve
Ford would pull it off. And, anyhow, I couldn’t have
thought that kind of thing about Hilles. It just wouldn’t
naturally have occurred to me. Whereas, it might have,
to Fenwick, with his background.”
Ben Allis stopped, suddenly, and I felt the blood in my
body, for an instant, back up in its channels. For just as
Allis finished speaking, Fenwick drew back from his window
and crumpled up against the sofa. No, he did not
faint. He was, rather, at bay there, against the world;
against Allis and me, who rushed to him at once. I did
not try to read that face, though it shouted at me silently.
I turned my head away. “Damn you all, damn you all!”
Fenwick’s white lips were saying. “And I thought I’d got
rid of it forever. Oh, damn you both!” Yet he did not
seem to be standing outside his own curse.
Fenwick roused himself at the sound of a knock on the
library door, and we faced about. The knock saved us
three from something pretty awful.
It was Maud Allis, and in her hand she carried a ouija-board.
“I found Nora playing with this thing,” she said;
“and after to-night it was more than I could bear. Will
you please burn it up now—so I can see it burn?”
“You bet I will!” Allis broke it over his knee, and went
to the fire which had almost died out.
With one eye on Fenwick, slowly, very slowly, composing
himself to a normal posture and a normal expression,
with a sense that I must keep Maud off him, I drew her
away in the direction of the door. “I hope”—and I laid
my hand on her wrist—“the thing hasn’t been worrying
Nora. She didn’t get any echoes, did she?”
“Oh dear, no. It had just been writing foolishness—probably
the kind of foolishness you would expect to come
out of Nora’s subconscious.”
“Nothing about Jack Hilles?” I tried to laugh.
“I should hope not! Betty Dane’s cousin, they’re all in
love with; and their matinée heroes; and their school commencement.
But I’ve put her to bed and taken it away.
I will not have my niece ouija-ing.”
Ouija was now burning brightly above the Cape Cod
lighter. Ben Allis called to his wife. “Maud, do get a
taxi round at once for Fenwick. He’s tired and doesn’t
want to walk.”
“Certainly, I will. Did you people come to any conclusion?”
“Ben has the right of it, I’m sure. Telepathy.” I spoke
quite loud. “He’ll tell you all about it. We’re going.”
Maud went off to the telephone.
Fenwick’s voice cut in. “Thanks for thinking of the
taxi, Allis. I believe I do want one. Good-night.”
“Shall I come along with you?” I asked, thinking of
Mrs. Conway’s brave support of Fanny Medford.
Allis frowned, and Fenwick, though he had got himself
in hand, seemed to cringe a little before the frown. “No,
thanks. I’m going straight to bed. It’s needless to say,
I suppose, that this thing shall go no further, as far as
I am concerned. I can’t say it has been a pleasant evening,
but it has been interesting. It’s funny, isn’t it”—he
spoke rapidly, but carefully—“that a party of friends can
react so differently? Mrs. Conway thinks it’s evil spirits;
I think Hilles did get through; and you and Allis think it
was all communicated from Allis’s subconscious to mine.
But we all hope that Mrs. Conway will convince Mrs.
Medford.”
No; he could evidently take care of himself now. And
he obviously wanted to be alone. Mrs. Allis, returning,
rallied him as she said good-night.
“Your taxi is there already, I think, Mr. Fenwick. What
do you think of Belshazzar’s letter now? I’m sorry you
had to get the letter.”
It was all right for Maud to carry things off lightly—probably
she felt it was her duty—but it didn’t help Allis
and me so much as she doubtless hoped.
“I think I can promise never to meddle with this sort of
thing again,” he said gravely. “I’m convinced it was the
real thing. Your husband thinks he was responsible. He’ll
explain to you.”
Allis answered the plea that sounded faintly in Fenwick’s
voice. “Yes, Maud shall have my telepathy theory.
I think she’ll agree. Maud, do go to the door with Fenwick.
There’s no fender here, and I don’t like to leave
ouija.”
Maud Allis, as you may have made out, was a good wife
who never argued an absurdity if her husband perpetrated
it. She preceded Fenwick to the hall.
Allis gripped my hand. “I shall tell Maud exactly what
I said. You’ll tell nobody anything.”
“Of course not. For Mrs. Medford’s sake, if nothing
else.”
Allis relaxed his grip. “Yes—and Fenwick’s, too. I’ve
been fond of him for a long time. Perhaps he’ll never give
himself away again.”
“Perhaps not,” I agreed. “Asia is a large continent.
He may come to believe it was Hilles communicating, you
know.”
“Well, I rather hope he does. Fenwick’s got to live.
But you and I don’t believe it.”
“No, we don’t.”
“It’s queer,” Allis mused; “you and I are the only
ones of the crowd who know what happened; and the one
thing we are most anxious for is that everyone concerned—even
Fenwick himself—should be convinced of
some explanation we know is wrong. We want Mrs.
Medford to believe Mrs. Conway; I want Maud to believe
what I said here a while ago; and I even want Fenwick
to believe that the dead communicate. We’re a scientific
lot, aren’t we?”
“I’m not sure I wouldn’t rather believe any of those
things than believe what I do,” I said grimly. I remembered
Fenwick’s face.
“Exactly. Poor science!”
Mrs. Allis returned, and I bade my host and hostess
good night. This time I did not go back again.
[13] Copyright, 1922, by The Metropolitan Magazine Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Katharine Fullerton Gerould.
WINKELBURG [14] — BEN HECHT
By BEN HECHT
(From The Smart Set)
I
There was never a man as irritating as Winkelburg.
He was an encyclopedia of misfortunes. Everything
that can happen to a man had happened to him. He had
lost his family, his money and his health. He was, in
short, a man completely broken—tall, thin, with a cadaverous
face out of which shone two huge lustreless eyes.
He walked with an angular crawl that reminded one of
the emaciated flies one sees at the beginning of winter.
That was Winkelburg to a dot—a creature perversely alive,
dragging itself across an illimitable expanse of flypaper.
It was one of Winkelburg’s worst habits to appear at
unexpected moments. But, perhaps, any appearances he
might have made would have had this irritating quality
of unexpectedness. One was never looking forward to
him, and thus the sight of his wan, uncomfortable smile,
his lustreless eyes, his tenacious crawl was invariably an
irritating surprise.
I will be frank. It was Winkelburg’s misfortune which
first attracted me. I listened to his story avidly. He
talked in slow words and there was intelligence in the man.
He was able to perceive himself, not only as a pain-racked,
starving human, but he glimpsed with his large, tired eyes
his relation to things outside himself.
It appeared that the man had been lying in a hall bedroom
for two weeks dying. An embittered landlady to
whom he owed three months rent had tended him. I fancy
she was torn between a hope that the miserable fool would
die and give her a chance to rent the room to a more profitable
customer and a more optimistic greed. He might
recover, get a job and pay her the three months rent he
owed.
Winkelburg wrote to me about it. It was my first
knowledge of the man. He offered his experiences as material
for one of the daily stories I was writing for the News.
His letter was a document. In it he recounted in good
English and in a few lines the history of his life.
“I have had hard luck all my life,” he wrote. “I have
no friends or relatives. My health is broken and I am
without money. I once was somebody, but that doesn’t
matter now. I am dying. Lying up here in my room and
hearing the noises in the street all day and all night I got
to thinking about things. I don’t mind dying, but to die
all alone in a cheap bedroom with nobody around is too
much. So I got dressed. It took me almost all day to
dress on account of the pain. I had twenty cents left. I
finally managed to walk out of the house and get on a
street car. It was a torture. But I figured if I could reach
the County Hospital they would put me in a bed and
give me treatment, and, anyway, it would not be so bad to
die in a hospital.”
Then he went on to relate his experience. He had arrived
at the hospital and been ushered into a receiving room.
Here a group of internes stood around cracking jokes. One
of them finally advised him to take his clothes off. He
retired into one of the booths and stripped. When he
came out the room was empty. So Winkelburg crawled up
on a dirty table and lay there waiting. He waited for an
hour. After an hour an interne popped into the room and
looked at him with some surprise and inquired what the
devil he was doing lying naked on the table. Winkelburg,
more dead than alive, moaned something in reply. Whereupon
the interne examined him. Winkelburg wrote:
“He moved my legs up and down and felt over me for
a minute and then said, ‘You’re all right. I’ll give you a
prescription to fix you up.’ And he wrote out a prescription.
I put my clothes on slowly and asked him what I
should do. ‘Go home,’ he said. I told him I couldn’t.
Then he asked, ‘Well, how did you come here?’ I told
him it was a torture. So he grinned and said, ‘Torture
back, then.’ I am back in my room now, in bed. I feel
worse. I’ve been thinking about all this. It doesn’t make
me angry. The world is like that. It has no time for its
unfortunates. There are too many healthy ones to take
care of. This interne was possibly not a bad fellow. When
he talked to me I realized how it was. I was just one
of a thousand poor fools, and he was busy with his career
and his plans. He didn’t mean to be cruel, but that’s just
human nature, don’t you think?”
I wrote the story, adding a few lugubrious details for
good measure. I drew a picture of Winkelburg lying on
his back, staring at the ceiling and thinking of the busy
city whose noises floated in through his window. The next
day brought a flood of letters. Philanthropists offered to
care for Winkelburg. The hospital authorities denied the
incident described by Winkelburg, but offered to make
amends and to give him treatment and a bed.
A week later I received a letter of thanks from him. He
was in the hospital. Three weeks later another letter came.
He had been given a home by an elderly couple. Luck
had turned. He had all he wanted. Two more weeks
brought another letter. He was living somewhere else now
and he would like to hear from me. And then he appeared
in person. It was the first time I had ever seen him.
He sat down beside my desk and I looked at him. Death
stared out of the man. And I noticed at once the curious
kindliness of him. He talked slowly and told me of his
experiences. He was courteously brief, and even better
than that, he spoke without emotion.
“There is nobody to blame,” he said. “Not even myself.
It is just the way things go. And if I can’t blame myself,
how can I blame the world? The city is like that. I’m
no good. I’m done. Worn out, useless. People try to
take care of the useless ones. There are institutions. Well,
I had two good homes and was in two institutions, thanks
to the thing you wrote. But they kicked me out. They
said I was a faker. Somehow I don’t appeal to charitably
inclined people.”
Later I understood why. It was because of the man’s
smile—a feeble, tenacious grimace that seemed to be offering
a sardonic reproof. It could never have been mistaken
for a courageous smile. Philanthropy had taken Winkelburg
up and then dropped him. Quickly and definitely.
Because of his smile. The secret of its aggravating quality
was this: in it Winkelburg accused himself of his uselessness,
his feebleness, his poverty. It was as if he were regarding
himself continually through the annoyed eyes of
others and addressing himself with the words of others—“You,
Winkelburg, get out of here. You’re a nuisance.
You make me uncomfortable, because you’re poor and diseased
and full of gloom. Get out. I don’t want you
around. Why the devil don’t you die?”
And the aggravating thing was that people looked at
Winkelburg’s smile as into a mirror. They saw in it a
shrewd reflection of their own attitude toward the man.
They felt that Winkelburg understood what they thought
of him. And they didn’t like that. They didn’t like to
feel that Winkelburg was aware that deep inside their
minds they were always asking, “Why doesn’t this Winkelburg
die and have it over with?” Because that made them
out as cruel, heartless people, not much different in their
attitude toward their fellow-man from predatory animals
in their attitude toward fellow predatory animals. And
somehow, although they really felt that way toward Winkelburg,
they preferred not to believe it. At least, they
disliked accusation where there should have been only gratitude.
Not that Winkelburg was ungrateful. He was thankful,
obliging and properly humble. But his smile persisted.
And his smile was a mirror that would not let his benefactors
escape the truth. And eventually Winkelburg’s smile
became for them one of those curious mirrors that exaggerate
images grotesquely.
Charitably inclined people as well as all other kinds of
inclined people prefer their Winkelburgs more egotistic.
They prefer that unfortunate ones be engrossed in their
misfortunes and not go around wearing sardonic, philosophical
smiles.
II
Winkelburg dragged along for six months. He was past
fifty-five. Each time I saw him I was certain I would
never see him again. I was certain he would die—drop
dead while crawling across his flypaper. But he would
appear. I would pretend to be vastly busy. He would
sit and wait. His consideration was an affront. It said,
“Oh, yes, I know you are a very busy man. You are part
of the world. But Winkelburg has nothing to do. Nothing
but wait. Wait until he dies. So don’t hurry. I have
plenty of time.”
He would never ask alms. I would have been relieved
if he had. Instead he would sit and smile, and his smile
would say:
“Ah, my friend, you are afraid I am going to ask you
for money. Don’t worry, please. I would rather die of
hunger than ask you. Because it would interfere with our
friendship. And I value your friendship more than a bite
of food. I won’t ask you for money. I won’t bother you
at all. Yes, yes, I agree with you. I ought to be dead.
It would be better for everybody.”
We would talk little. He would throw out a hint now
and then that perhaps I could use some of his misfortunes
for material. For instance, the time his two children had
been burned to death. Or the time he had fallen off a
street car while in a sick daze and injured his spine for
life, and how he settled with the street-car company for
five hundred dollars, and how he had been robbed on the
way to the bank with the money a month later.
I refused consistently and somewhat curtly his offer of
material. This offended Winkelburg. He would pick up
the day’s paper and sit reading my story through with a
show of critical deliberation. Then he would put it down
and look at me as if to say:
“This thing you’ve written about is all right in its way.
But it must be obvious to you that, from a purely literary
point of view, the material I have to offer is vastly
superior.”
I saw that his vanity was piqued. I would not have
minded this. In fact it was a bit droll. But there was
his smile. Winkelburg’s smile rose above his vanity. When
I had returned to the typewriter, feigning industry in the
hope that the man would pick himself up and crawl away,
I would catch a glimpse of the inevitable wan grimace
that came to his lips and the smile would say:
“Yes, yes, I understand. You refuse my material because
you don’t want to get involved with me. Because
you don’t want me to have any more claims on you than
I have. Not that you’re afraid I’ll ask you for money.
But if I gave you something you’re afraid that it would
establish a closer relationship between us. I’m sorry, but
you shouldn’t feel that way.”
Toward the end Winkelburg’s visits grew more frequent.
I gave instructions that he shouldn’t be admitted, and that
whenever he called, “I was out.” Futile. There were three
things that the rich man couldn’t keep out with his high
fence, says the poet—rain, death and tomorrow. And
Winkelburg was gifted with an almost similar aloof tenacity.
He crawled past barriers. He melted through walls.
And regardless of subterfuges and instructions, I would
hear his dragging step in the corridor leading to my desk.
He wished to discuss things. He had become suddenly
garrulous. He wished to talk about the city. About its
institutions. About politics. About people. About art.
This phase of Winkelburg was the most unbearable. He
was willing to admit himself an outcast, a thing on a scrap
heap. He was reconciled to the fact that he would starve
to death, and that everybody who had ever seen him would
feel it was a good thing he had finally died.
But he made one plea. He wanted nothing except to
talk and to hear words in order to relieve the loneliness
of his day. He would like abstract discussions that had
nothing to do with Winkelburg and the Winkelburg misfortunes.
His smile now said, “I am useless. Worn out
and better off dead. But never mind me. Never mind
Winkelburg and his troubles. My mind is still alive. It
still thinks and works. I wish that it didn’t. I wish it
was crippled like Winkelburg is, and that it crawled around
like my body. But it doesn’t. So talk to me as if it
were a mind belonging to somebody else, as if it were an
impersonal machine able to pronounce ideas and to argue
and to appreciate what you say. Talk to me as if I
weren’t this insufferable Winkelburg, but somebody of
whom you have never heard.”
I grew suspicious finally. I began to think there was
something vitally spurious about this whole Winkelburg
business. And I said to myself, “The man’s a downright
fake. If anybody were as pathetic and impossible and
useless as this Winkelburg is he would shoot himself.
Winkelburg doesn’t shoot himself. So he becomes illogical
... unreal.”
III
A woman I know belongs to the type that becomes
charitable around Christmas time. She makes a glowing
pretense of aiding the poor. As a matter of fact she probably
does aid them, what with the baskets of food, clothing
and necessities she showers upon their hovels. But the
point is that she regards the poor as a sort of social and
spiritual asset. They afford her the opportunity of appearing
in the eyes of her neighbors as a magnanimous soul,
of doing something which reflects great credit upon her
character. It is certain that she would be unhappy if there
were no poor, that Christmas wouldn’t be Christmas without
the glow of spiritual righteousness and the lift of
economic superiority the giving of gifts to deserving inferiors
inspires in her. But anyway, she “does good,” and
if she panders to her own egoism as much as she improves
the physical comfort of her charges—that is a complication
it will hurt nobody to ignore.
I told this woman about Winkelburg. I became poignant
and moving on the subject of Winkelburg’s misfortunes,
his trials, sufferings, and, above all, his Spartan stoicism.
It pleased me to do this. I felt that I was making amends
and that the thing reflected great credit upon my character—in
her eyes.
So she went to the room on the South Side where Winkelburg
lived. And they told her there that Winkelburg
was dead. He had died a week ago. She was upset when
she came back and told me about it. She had come too
late. She might have saved him. She accused herself
sorrowfully and I listened with politeness. Her accusation
was a charmingly involved boast. Her sorrow over the
matter was merely her way of telling me all the wonderful
things she would have done for Winkelburg. Her regret
that he was dead was obviously enough the disappointment
she felt at not being able to pander to her egoism by
showering poor Winkelburg with largesse.
It was a curious thing—but when she told me that
Winkelburg was dead I felt combatively that it was untrue.
And now since I know certainly that Winkelburg is dead
and buried, I have developed a curious state of mind. I
look up from my desk every once in a while expecting to
see him. In the streets I sometimes find myself actually
thinking:
“I’ll bump into him when I turn this corner.”
I have managed to discover the secret of this feeling. It
is Winkelburg’s smile. Winkelburg’s smile was the interpretation
of the world’s attitude toward him, including my
own, I tell myself. And thus whenever his name comes to
my mind or a thought of him occupies me his smile
appears as if it were the thought in my head. I have only
to think, “He is better off dead,” and at once the image of
Winkelburg comes into my eye, repeating the words to me.
This may sound involved, but it is really very simple.
Instead of thinking of Winkelburg I find that I take the
easier way of remembering Winkelburg’s smile, and his
smile somehow says for me everything I would have
thought.
And this, in a way, is Winkelburg’s revenge, that I am
unable to forget him and that I am unable to say “poor
Winkelburg” without Winkelburg smiling back at me and
saying with a taunting, irritating calm, “Yes, yes, he is
better off dead.”
What Epes Calef principally thought, walking sharply
away from his discharged responsibility at the Custom
House, through the thin icy light of late afternoon,
was that he was glad that was finally done with. It was,
he assured himself again, with articulating lips. The next
time he went to sea, to the East, to Patagonia and Canton
and the Falklands, or lay in the Macao Roads with the
Brahminy kites perched high on the rigging, he would be
first mate, perhaps even master, of the Triton, and no
longer a mere supercargo. No words could adequately express
how much he hated that position of barterer. Very
privately—in view of his father’s special characteristic—he
hadn’t considered it at all a necessary part of his training
for the commanding of Calef ships; others of his
acquaintance, making like him toward such a superlative
destiny, had worked their way progressively aft with no
pause over kegs of Spanish dollars and the ridiculous merchants
of Co-Hongs and countinghouses. They had always,
from the first, been seamen, while he— But he need bother
no longer, his seemingly endless wearisome apprenticeship,
the tiresome dickering, was over; and in the coming spring,
before the lilacs had bloomed in Salem, he would personally,
individually, order the last fast holding the Triton to
earth cast off.
He swore a little, in a manner at once of the sea and of
vainglorious youth. Epes Calef was not yet twenty, and
his breath congealed in a sparkling mist. He was, he
reminded himself with a lifting pleasure, home; the Triton
had docked at noon, but he had been so busy with the
infernal accounts and manifest, the wharfinger and harbor
master, that he had hardly dwelt upon his safe and happy
return. Neither, he suddenly realized, had he yet seen any
member of his family; even Snelling Pingre, their head clerk,
had been able only to wave briefly from a distance. His,
Epes’, father was more often than not at Derby Wharf on
the return of one of his ships; either Ira Calef, or Bartlett,
the elder son. Now Bartlett, his thoughts ran on, had
always been splendidly suited to his appointed activity—an
application to the purely financial side of the Calefs’
wide trading voyages.
With Bartlett in Salem gradually taking the place of
their father, and Epes a master on the sea, the fortunes
and prestige of the family would increase in the next
generation and the next. But this reflection, or rather
its implication, suddenly changed the substance of his
thoughts. They settled on Annice Balavan—with an unaccountable,
an unreasonable sensation of amazement.
Epes recognized that he was about to marry her. He had
made this a possibility, no, inevitable, just before he had
left on this last voyage. He was in for it, he told himself,
in a phrase not wholly gracious, since he had given her the
Calef token.
It was remarkable about that—it was an obang, really;
a thin gold coin of the East, almost as broad as his palm
and stamped with angular signs—because there could be
no doubt that when a Calef gave it to a woman, no matter
who she was or what the circumstances, he married her.
It had come to Salem in the reticule of a ridiculous Dutch
girl to whom the obang had been given in the hotel of the
Dutch East India Company at Batavia by the first adventurous
Calef. And after that its tradition, its power,
had fast animated it. Epes’ attitude toward this, and to
Annice Balavan, was consequently fatalistic. Now, after
nearly two years on the islands and continents and wide
waters of the world, he didn’t see how he had come to give
the token to Annice. He had, all at once, no great desire
for marriage, except to the Triton; but with a youthfully
philosophical sigh he accepted the impending consequences
of his gift as inevitable to life.
There was some consolation in the reflection that Annice
was, it was practically admitted, the prettiest girl in Salem,
and there was a permissible question if there were any
better looking in Boston. Her considerable part of the
Balavan money, too, would be a material assistance to the
not inconsiderable Calef funds and ambitions. It was, after
all, Epes decided, a very sensible and advantageous
arrangement; the more so because he knew beforehand
that Annice would not insist on going to sea with him;
everyone, in fact, connected with a ship hated a woman,
the master’s wife, on board. She didn’t like the sea, and
made no secret of her feeling; the air from it, drawing in
through Salem Harbor, took the crispness out of her
muslins and made her hair, she declared, look like strings.
But that was nonsense; her ashen-gold hair, even in its
net, had the softest and most delicate beauty imaginable.
Very different it was from Sumatra’s; but then, everything
about Sumatra, the younger sister, was unlike Annice;
particularly the former’s exaggerated—Epes called
it that—passion for ships and the sea. She carried this to
a most unbecoming extent; positively her questions were
a nuisance.
He passed the Essex House on the right, and then the
Marine Store. The light faded rapidly and it was growing
noticeably colder, frigid and still; the sky was a clear pale
yellow that flickered in the patches of metallic ice along the
gutters, and footfalls, voices, carried surprisingly. Unaccustomed,
for a comparatively long period, to winter, he
was at once aware of its sting and yet found a gratification,
without specially heavy clothes, in disregarding it. He had
been hardened to both danger and exposure, and he accepted
them with a sense of challenge and victory. How little
Salem, the land, compared with the shifting sea, changed;
here there was no making or taking in of sail; it didn’t
matter what happened in the way of weather, the houses,
the stone-laid streets, even commonly the trees, were always
placidly, monotonously the same. The life in them, as
well, went always over the old charted and recharted
courses, every morning resembled every other morning,
each night all the others. Why, take this latter voyage,
twenty-five days from Bombay to Liverpool——
He had reached Summer Street, and turned again, past
Mechanics Hall; soon he would be on Chestnut, and then
wholly home. Where, he wondered, after he was married
to Annice, would he live? Maybe on Bath Street, overlooking
Washington Square, or close to the Ammidons.
Annice, he thought, would rather prefer that; there was
at last a movement away from Chestnut Street toward the
square. It made no difference to him; his home primarily—yes,
his heart—would be on the quarter-deck of his ship.
His wife might arrange all the details on shore. She
would do it very well, too; Annice, in addition to her
beauty, was capable; she had a direct, positive mind.
He would get the preliminaries of that business over
with as soon as possible, and then, late in April, or in
May— Where, he speculated already, would he set sail
for? There were so many alternatives, so many diverse
cargoes to load and progressively discharge. Abruptly he
was swinging in between the hand-wrought iron fencing
across the Calef dwelling. It was an imposing square house
of brick with a square-looking classic portico, a tall elaborate
Palladian window above, and four great chimneys at
the corners of the white-railed captain’s walk that crowned
the flattened roof. Epes found the front door unsecured,
and entered, calling in a voice that echoed in the bare,
dignified hall.
Instantly, from the floor above, his mother replied, but
in a voice strangely, almost unrecognizably emotional, and
he heard her equally disturbed and hurried approach. The
darkly paneled and carved stairway, bending above his
head at the tall window over the portico, hid her until she
had almost reached him; and then with an involuntary
painful contraction of his heart he saw that she was in
deep mourning, and that her face was heavy, sodden with
tears. Before he could question her, her arms were about
his shoulders and she was sobbing again.
“Epes, Epes, I was afraid you weren’t coming back
either.”
“What is it?” he stammered. “Is father——”
She drew slightly away from him, gazing with streaming
eyes into his questioning face. “Why, haven’t you— But
that is incredible!” She was close to him again. “Bartlett
is dead. It—it happened in New York, from a torn
finger and blood poisoning. In two days, Epes; we hardly
got there, saw him. Your father had to go to Boston,
and is just back; but he’ll see you almost at once, in the
music room, he said.”
How like his father that insistent formality was, Epes
thought; nothing, it seemed, was to shake the dignity, the
aloofness of Ira Calef. His manner positively carried with
it a chill as palpable as that now in the streets. He was,
of course, both to the world at large and to his family, the
perfect shape of integrity; but that, with his rigidly correct
deportment, appeared to be his only conception of what
was owing, through him, to exterior circumstance and
people. All people—Clia, his wife, his two sons—had been
exterior to Ira Calef; it was always evident that he viewed,
weighed every possible development of living solely in the
light of his own unalterable convictions and wishes. They
were, it was true, always carefully studied, logical; nor
were his decisions quickly formed, in any heat, generous
or bitter; it was the inflexible manner, the finality and
detachment of their announcement which made them appear
so unbearably arbitrary.
The music room, like the stair well, was entirely paneled,
walls and ceiling in dark wood, and the mahogany in it,
the waxed floor, even the windows with their multiplicity
of small panes, held in replica the withdrawn, almost
morose effect given by Ira Calef himself. He came presently,
in a gait neither slow nor fast, into the music room,
where, without his mother, Epes was waiting. The other’s
show of welcome was, for him, unusual; he held Epes’
hand for more than the strictly necessary moment, and at
once indicated a chair and the fact that Epes might sit.
He was a big man, past sixty, handsomely proportioned,
with a handsome face evenly pallid except for the discolorations
hanging under eyes themselves almost without a
perceptible shading. They were, of course, gray, yet they
were so pale that but for their domineering focus they
rather resembled clear water slightly crystallized with ice.
He made an adequate but brief reference to Bartlett’s
death, dwelling for a little on the collapse of the boy’s
mother; and then leaning back and deliberately, for the
time, shifting the conversation, asked Epes Calef for a
detailed account of what on his voyage as supercargo he
had accomplished.
This Epes, to his considerable relief of mind, was able
to explain satisfactorily. The master of the Triton, Whalen
Dove, had come on board the ship at Gravesend, twenty
miles down river from London, and after they had been
wind-bound for two weeks at Ramsgate they had proceeded
to Madeira for wine, put into Colombo after twenty days,
and had gone on almost immediately to the Coromandel
Coast, Pondicherry and Madras, where the cargo had been
disposed of through Lyss, Saturi & Demonte. Yes, the
ship had come home by way of Rotterdam. Lost Teneriffe
above the clouds five degrees west. They had made seventeen
knots with the main skysail set, when a British ship
was under double-reefed topsails. But in a three-quarters
gale, west southwest, they carried away a mizzen topsail
and the foresail burst.
Ira Calef listened to this in an admirable silence that at
the same time conveyed the impression that he was exercising
an unnecessary amount of patience in the waiting
for details of more importance. Epes quickly recalled himself
from his enthusiasm in the mere fact of seamanship.
There were close to two hundred cases of indigo in the
Triton’s hold—186, to be precise; about a million pounds
of Madras sugar; 460 pieces of redwood; 709 bags of
ginger; 830 bags of pepper; 22 chests of tea— The duty,
the elder decided, would be over twenty thousand dollars.
“You didn’t like this,” he said unexpectedly to his son.
Epes met his cold gaze fairly. “No, sir,” he replied.
“Always the taste for mere ships.”
To this there was no permissible answer.
“I am sorry for that,” the other proceeded, “for, now
that Bartlett is dead, it will be needful for you to give up
the sea as a career; I shall require you to stay in Salem.
There are plenty of good, even faithful masters of ships;
but after me you are the only remaining Calef; and it
won’t do for you to be knocking around the windy reaches
of the globe.” He stopped, entirely inattentive of Epes’
strained lips, his half-lifted hand.
A choking emotion, partly made up of incredulity and in
part a burning resentment, fast-rising rebellion, filled Epes
Calef. This—this wasn’t right, it wasn’t fair, it wasn’t
possible. They couldn’t take and, for all his past life, fix
his every ambition and hope and standard on the sea, and
then in a sentence or two destroy him, ruin everything he
was and might be; for what his father had just said
amounted to no less. It was inhuman. It couldn’t be!
Evidently Ira Calef expected him to speak, to acquiesce,
for his regular eyebrows mounted ever so slightly. But
the thing, the only safety, for Epes now was to remain
silent.
“I am not even, completely, certain of Salem,” the elder
went on in his level voice, after what had almost become
an unbearable pause. “I personally shall never live anywhere
else; but it may be necessary for you to move into
Boston—for a number of years anyhow. I am getting
more and more absorbed in marine insurance; and the
opportunities for the study of that are moving away from
us here. I have spoken to Annice about all this, and since
she is a sensible girl with no fancy for a husband eternally
below the horizon she is delighted.”
“I see,” Epes said uncertainly.
Annice Balavan would be delighted with all that his
father had just said, especially with the Boston part, the
larger society there. She was a natural part of this new,
incredibly horrible plan; instantly he identified her with
it, saw her moving radiant and content over its monotonous
bricks and floors and earth. Something within him,
automatic, brought him to his feet. The other glanced
up, once.
“You are, of course, upset by the suddenness of the news
of your brother’s death,” he conceded. “If you like you
may go to your room with no further discussion at present.
There isn’t a great deal left to be said—more movements
than words. The most advantageous arrangements will be
made for Annice and you; her mother has already promised
to furnish a Boston house for her in the new style. I
am pleased with the manner in which you appear to have
accomplished your duties on the Triton.”
In his room a fire of coals was burning in the grate, with
a faintly audible splitting and small rushes of gaseous
flame. It cast a perceptible ruddiness on the immediate
oak flooring, while the rest of the room was rapidly dimming;
the windows, beyond which the familiar limbs of
the elms on the street were sharp and black, showed only
rectangles of cold gray; the yellow light had faded from
the sky. Epes stood irresolutely, with his gaze lowered,
his brow drawn with lines. He could just see his blue
sea chest, sent up from the ship earlier in the afternoon;
and the brass disks of a nocturnal, his chiefest treasure,
hung, he knew, above the chest on the wall. That old
instrument of navigation, for finding at night, through
the North Star, the hour, seemed to challenge and mock
his wretchedness and impotence. That latter word most
perfectly held the essence of his tragic situation.
He could do nothing!
Epes slipped into a chair and attempted to combat this.
A daring resolution hovered about him, reckless, and yet,
he told himself fiercely, entirely justified; he might run
away to sea; the sea, the service, he loved. He could ship
any day, from any port, as third, probably second mate,
and after a single voyage become first officer. That was
the reasonable thing to do. He understood that an appeal
to his father was worse than useless; the opening of any
protest, a difference of opinion, determination, would close
Ira Calef to both sympathy and attention. He would be
simply, remotely unbending—the eyebrows would climb,
his mouth harden, a cutting phrase end the conversation.
His father, Epes had realized, was different from the other
pleasant fathers he knew; he had always been, well—inhuman.
That term in such a connection was new, presumptuous,
but Epes in his present mood defiantly allowed
it. However, not until now had he acutely suffered from
the elder Calef’s disposition. Outside he had heard the
words “an India liver” applied to his father; yet even
Salem was cautious, deferential in its attitude there; Epes
could never remember an occasion when his father had
been balked in a decision, or even seriously contradicted.
He felt actually as though he hated that frozen parental
figure; and he almost blamed Bartlett for dying. That
recalled the fact that his brother was dead, that his emotion
was neither appropriate nor decent; but the threatened,
overpowering wrong to him persisted in dominating
every other response. Yes, Epes repeated, he would run
away; that—very successfully—had been done before.
He’d leave everything, go with only the clothes in which
he stood, leaving, out of the sum due him from the Triton,
payment for them. That act, he recognized, must take him
forever from his family, from, as long as Ira Calef lived,
his home, Salem. The other would never relent. He thought
for a moment of his mother’s helpless position; never had
he heard her raise her voice, oppose in any particular her
husband. He was not, it was true, unkind or discourteous
to her, he merely ignored the possibility of her having a
single independent desire, a fraction of personality or will.
And during Epes’ life she had shown no indication that he
was wrong. What, Epes now wondered, was the actuality
beneath her calm demeanor; maybe she hated, detested
Ira Calef. This amazing speculation redirected his thoughts
to Annice Balavan.
Or rather, it drew his mind back to the token, the gage
of the Calef men. Its reputed, its proved force exerted a
species of numbing magic on him; his superstitious regard
for it held his imagination as though in chains. Epes had
given the obang to Annice, and therefore he was going to
marry her; there was no escape from the girl who possessed
it. This instinct was so strong that it struck at all
his vague planning—Annice, if he knew her, would never
consent to marry a runaway sailor, third mate or first or
master. No matter what he might project, an unforeseen
circumstance, accident, would betray him and marry him
to Annice Balavan.
He tried to throw this conviction off, to laugh it away
for nonsense; he derided himself unsparingly; rising, he
told himself that he would tramp down through the house
and out at once; but instead he sank back into his chair.
Yet it might be that he could get away, come back successful,
rich, in a very few years—one good voyage would
secure that—and find Annice waiting for him. This seemed
to him an inspiration, and a hard, active spirit welled up
within him. After no more than one voyage to China.
But again a disability, as gray as the dusk without, flooded
him; he couldn’t, when the moment came, walk away in
that manner from responsibility. No matter what his
father was like, he was incontrovertibly his father; already
Epes Calef saw his world as the deck of a ship, and the
high order, the discipline of that plane was the base of his
being. There was, of course, injustice on the sea; tyrannical
captains; but the injustice and tyranny could not
be met with mutiny. For example, if as a subordinate he
were directed to take his ship onto rocks that he could
clearly see, what was there for him to do but that? How
could he question or penetrate the superior, the totally
responsible position?
There had been cases when a master, obviously insane
or incapacitated, had been restrained, held in his cabin
against the next port inquiry, by his principal officers;
but even at the height of his desire Epes couldn’t call his
father insane. Still seeing his fate as a part of the obsessing
sea he told himself that figuratively he had been set
ashore on a sterile and deserted beach while his ship,
having swung about with her sails filling gloriously, left
him for the rush of free water. Accustomed to the open,
to hour after hour, day after day, month on month, on
deck, he felt all at once that he couldn’t breathe in his
closed room the confined heat of the coals. Epes, for a
little, suffered acutely, in a constriction of nerves. His
whole life was to be like this!
A knock sounded at the door, and a servant entered with
fresh candles, which he proceeded to fix on the dressing
stand, the overmantel, and light. The illumination, at
first uncertain, wan, gained in steady brightness. It was
time to dress for dinner. There had been no opportunity
for him to procure mourning, but he put on his darkest,
most formal clothes, and tied a severe black neckcloth.
The candelabra on the dining table showed his mother’s
place to be empty—she was not yet able to manage the
casual—and the chair that had been Bartlett’s was pushed
against the wall. Ira Calef, seen to extreme advantage at
the ceremony of dinner, hardly spoke; he was intent upon
his codfish, with a green sauce; and he tasted critically the
brown sherry before him in a large goblet of fragile glass
flecked with gold. With this, it developed, he was dissatisfied;
the wine had, he said curtly, withered; sherry,
upon opening, could not withstand delay. He sent out
the entire decanter with the order to replace it with another
bottling—the Tio Pepe of the Saragon. He listed his cellar
by the names of the vessels in which the various importations
had been made. During this process he maintained
an inflexible silence colored with his familiar suggestion of
a restraint that no immoderate cause could break. To
Epes the sherry, when it arrived, had no more warmth or
flavor than was probable in the celebrated muddiness of
the Hugli River.
Selecting a cheroot blindly from the box held at his
elbow, and lighting it at the tendered spill, he retired
mentally in the thin veil of smoke that rose across his face.
“You will, of course, stop in at the Balavans’ this evening,”
his father said presently. Everything he uttered,
Epes thought, took subconsciously the form of a direction.
Still he must, he supposed, see Annice, if only for the
announcement of his return.
The Balavans lived on the north edge of town, their
terraced lawn descended to navigable water—to the anchorage,
in fact, of the now vanished Balavan merchant fleet,
and a deserted warehouse. And, shown through the hall
to a drawing-room against the dark, bare garden, Epes
found not Annice, as he had expected, but Sumatra. She
was glad to see him. She was an indifferent girl, and this
was specially noticeable; but he returned, inwardly and
visibly, little if any of her pleasure.
“Tell me every shift of the wheel,” she demanded,
facing him from the long stool of the spinet. “Be a
human log.”
“I thought Annice was here,” he replied.
“She will be soon enough. Did the Triton do anything
really stirring, outsail seven ships or part both chains in
Table Bay? I hope you came into Derby Wharf with
the sheer poles coach-whipped and cross-pointed Turks’-heads
with double-rose props.”
“I assure you, Sumatra,” he told her stiffly, “that I
haven’t any idea of what you are talking about. And,
what is more, I don’t think you have.” With this he half
turned from her.
He could still see her, though, a thickly set girl—was
she sixteen yet?—with a rosy, impertinent face and hair
loosely confined in a ribbon. Her name had been given
her from the fact that a Balavan, a master of ships, had
in the eighteenth century discovered pepper growing wild
on the coast of Sumatra. But there was now, Epes told
himself, a far better reason—heaven knew she was peppery.
Rather a detestable child.
Far from being disconcerted by the brevity of his retort
she replied that she had heard it didn’t matter what he
understood or didn’t understand about the sea—“Now that
you are to be a clerk.”
After the stress, the difficulty of his homecoming, and
from Sumatra, this was positively too much; and all the
bitterness banked up by his father’s unassailable situation
fell upon her.
“All your life,” he asserted, “you have been a joke, with
your language like a crazy ship chandler. You have never
been in the least feminine or attractive, and you never can
be, not by the width of a finger nail. Part of it—being
built like a sampan—you can’t help; but that won’t help
you, will it? But you might, at least, get a vocabulary
that ought to suit you better. All I say is, you’ll notice,
that it ought to. What suits you I shouldn’t try to guess.
That’s mostly what I think about you; but on this other
subject, where my private affairs, perhaps sorrows, are
concerned, shut up.”
This ill-tempered, rasped conclusion came so abruptly
that it surprised even him. He glanced at her a shade
regretfully, and saw with a feeling of satisfaction that
once, anyhow, he had impressed, silenced her. Her head
was bent, her face obscured by her forward-swung hair;
her slippers were very rigidly together.
“I suppose you are right,” she admitted after a long
breath. “Probably you won’t believe it, but I have never
thought much about myself or how I affected people. Yes,
a lot of them—and you, too—must think I am a joke.
So few care for anything as I do for the sea. It used to
seem to me that perhaps you did; I was wrong though.”
“Didn’t I tell you to let me alone?” he cried, again
furious. “How do you know what I care for? What do
you mean by daring to judge me, you—you——”
“Aren’t you leaving the sea for your father’s counting-house?”
Sumatra calmly demanded of him.
“If I am it’s because my duty is there,” he replied
miserably.
“You are the hell of a sailor,” she commented.
Ever since she could walk Sumatra had, on occasion,
sworn; at times it had amused Epes Calef, but now it only
added to his dislike, his condemnation of her. She should
not, he told her severely, have been encouraged to continue
it. Her answer was the expressed reflection that he might
do better on shore; his delicacy was much too great for
salt water.
“Do you honestly hate me?” she asked unaccountably.
“I mean, when you are not in a rage.”
“No, I don’t hate you, in a rage or out of it,” he said
coldly. “Often you go beyond your years, and you presume
a good deal; but after a while you’ll make a good
wife for the captain of a West India lugger or some fellow
trading with Bermuda Hundred.”
This was an adroit insult, and pleasurably he watched
her flush. She became so unhappy that he was magnanimously
touched with remorse, and said with a kindly condescension
that it was too bad she hadn’t been born a boy.
At that he had it swiftly proven to him that attitudes,
interests, vocabularies were misleading, for logical and
wholly feminine tears actually streamed over her healthy
cheeks. It grew worse, for she rose and came close to him,
with clasped desperate hands.
“Don’t listen to him!” she begged. “He’s a horrid man
of snow, even if he is your father; and if you let him he’ll
spoil your life. Tell him that you have made up your
mind to go to sea, and that nothing can change it. You
won’t be struck dead. He isn’t God with a stick of lightning.”
“You don’t understand,” he stammered, backing away
from her, intolerably embarrassed. “I am not, as you
seem to think, afraid of my father. I have been over and
over it all in my head. No, it’s something different. You
couldn’t understand,” he repeated. “No girl could.”
“You are wrong,” she replied slowly. “I see all that you
mean, and—yes—I suppose I admire you for it. You can’t
mutiny”—she echoed his own phrase—“others could, but
not a Calef. Yet you make me furious, you are so helpless,
so stupid. You will marry Annice and grow fat and near-sighted,
that’s what’ll happen to you.”
Annice, in the doorway, asked: “Well, why not?”
Disregarding Sumatra, Epes went forward to meet the
girl who possessed the Calef token. He had, in spite of
his assertions, forgotten how lovely she was, slender and
palely gold; her gray-gold hair was like a cloud in sifted
sunlight, her skin had an even, warm pallor that remotely
suggested oranges, and her eyes were a cool autumnal
brown.
“Epes,” she continued, “how burned and well you look.”
She took his vigorous hands in hers, held them lightly
for a second, and then relinquished him.
“There is an ocean of things for us to talk about and
arrange,” she proceeded, from a divan; and her glance at
Sumatra was a dismissal.
The younger girl made a profound curtsy to them both,
surprisingly graceful for her solidity of waist, and disappeared.
Epes realized that he ought to kiss Annice, but
he felt awkward in the extreme. She held her face delicately
to him; it was like a tea rose. He was, he supposed,
fortunate; but no sensation of gladness accompanied that
supposition. It was so sad about Bartlett, she went on;
and how enormously his death had affected them. Wasn’t
it unexpectedly sweet of her mother to furnish their house—“in
miraculous brocades and hangings, with a French
boudoir”?
Walking slowly home, the stars, very high above him,
were like a powdering of dry, luminous snow on the polished
night. The cold was so intense that his exposed
face ached. What an odorous heat there would be over the
mooring at the Prince’s Ghat in Calcutta! He remembered
the firm, light pressure of the northeast trades, the perpetual
fleecy trades clouds about the horizon, the bonitos and
albacore in the deeply blue, sunny water. Lovely sailing.
Was it true that all that, for him, was already a thing of
the past? Epes couldn’t believe it, and yet—what other
conclusion was possible? Turning his thoughts to the past
hour with Annice he tried, in her, to find a recompense for
what he was losing, but without success. He was proud of
her; in her way she was fine and beautiful. Perhaps what
he understood love to be came later; it might be unreasonable
to expect the whole measure of joy at once. Annice
was cool enough; indeed they had acted as though they
had been married for a year or more, as though they had
been continuously together instead of having been so lately
separated by the diameter of the world.
There was a light in the small room at the rear of the
hall, used by his father as an office; and as he laid aside
his wraps the elder appeared in the doorway, obviously
desiring speech.
“I have seen Mr. Dove,” Ira Calef told his son; “and
he corroborates your report, with some added praise. I
am very well pleased, Epes. Your conduct this evening,
too, was admirable. I did not quite expect, at once, such
a full comprehension of my intentions. The fact is,” he
proceeded in a general discursive manner, “that the country
is changing very rapidly. A great many men are blind
to this, and as a result they will have to suffer. It is not
so with me. The days of the colony are at last definitely
at an end; from now on not adventure but finance will be
the ruling spirit. That is one of the reasons why I am
withdrawing you from the sea. Let other paid men—good
men, but essentially subordinate—undertake the gales and
half gales; it is important for you, a Calef, to be at the
center of affairs and safe.”
Epes’ expression was dull, unrevealing; everything that
was being said contradicted and outraged his every fiber.
Safe! Good men, but subordinate! He longed to shout—for
all sailors, before and aft the mast—a contradiction
of his father’s cold patronizing periods. He loathed the
money sharks who on land, in houses, traded on the courage
and endurance and fidelity of ships’ masters and crews.
If Ira Calef was right, and they had grown unimportant,
if their greatness was doomed to vanish—why, then he
wanted to go too.
All this filled his brain and throat, clamored for expression;
but not a word, not a protesting sound came from
him. Suddenly he was tired; Epes felt as though the leaden
weight of his future already rested on him. The other
made an approving reference to Annice Balavan; and perversely,
for no discoverable reason, in place of the golden
vision of Annice he saw Sumatra, square, like a sampan—and
defiant.
When, for the time, Ira Calef had quite finished the expression
of his balanced judgments Epes rose with the
shadow of an instinctive bow.
“Very good, sir.” The sea phrase was spoken in a voice
without animation.
Above, close by his room, he was mildly surprised to
find his mother. It was evident that she had been waiting
for him, and followed, carefully closing the door behind
them.
“How did you find Annice?” she asked.
But to his reply that Annice had seemed well enough
she paid no attention. With a quick, nervous gesture she
pressed her handkerchief against her eyes.
“And your father——”
Epes said nothing.
“Epes,” she cried, in a sudden realization of all that, it
was now clear, she wanted to say to him, “no matter how
hard and unreasonable he may seem, you mustn’t contradict
him. It isn’t as though he were going to do you harm.
What he plans is right; he can see so much farther than
we can. And you will be very happy, I am sure, with Annice.
You’ll forget the sea?” her voice rose in inquiry.
“Never,” Epes answered.
Clia Calef shivered momentarily. “I was afraid of something
like that,” she admitted. “And that is why it is
necessary for me to speak to you. You must do what
your father wants.”
This was, he thought, in view of his restraint, all unnecessary.
He regarded his mother, seated with her head
blurred against the candlelight, with a mature, unsympathetic
attention. Women—the characteristic feminine
world—were very far outside the scope of his interests and
being. Even to his mother he could not explain, seek to
justify himself; his inner being had grown obdurate, solitary;
life, which had once, in the form of blue water,
everywhere surrounded and touched him, had retreated,
flowed away, leaving him on that sandy, meaningless beach.
Why did she talk and talk?
“You have been wonderfully quiet,” she still went emotionally
on; “I could tell that from Ira’s manner. But
I wasn’t sure. I’m not yet; and for that reason, to save
hideous trouble, I made up my mind to tell you. There is
a little strangeness about your father, and it comes out
when he is contradicted. Except for that he is splendid.
I don’t just know what it is, but contradiction makes him
wretched; he—he loses control of himself.” She was speaking
faster, with an obvious increasing difficulty. “I did it,
once. We hadn’t been married long, and it was in the
garden. He had just come back from the counting-house,
and he was carrying a light cane, a wanghee. And, Epes,
he struck me with it. Oh, not very hard; not, really, too
hard. I didn’t say a word. I stood for a second, quite
frozen, and then I turned to walk out of the garden, to
leave him, forever. I intended to go, but it did hurt. I
was confused, and instead of finding the gate I walked into
the geraniums and fainted. So, you see, I stayed.”
Epes Calef drew in an audible harsh breath.
“You mustn’t judge him!” she exclaimed eagerly. “I am
sure it spoiled a large part of his life. He carried me into
the house, and neither of us have referred to it since. Yes,
it hurt him beyond speech; for weeks he slept hardly at
all. Epes, Epes, I can’t have it happen to him again. He
is your father and you must help. You love him, too, I
am certain; and what he arranges is always, always best.”
She was so tremulous, so self-effacing, that he felt he
couldn’t bear to hear another word. It was terrible, and
as wrong as possible.
“He ought to be denied,” Epes said in a strong voice.
“Now that you have told me this I think it might be what
he, what we all need; perhaps I shall have to.”
“That is not for you to judge,” Clia Calef told him with
a resumption of dignity. “You would be very wicked indeed;
and not only, perhaps, harm Ira permanently, but
me as well. I have to live with him, and not you. Epes,
you have the ignorance of youth; but if I can help it I
won’t have you upsetting our life.”
He was, he saw, literally nothing before her love for the
man who had struck her with his wanghee.
“It would spoil everything,” she half whispered to herself.
“I have tried hard, so long.”
Epes rose sharply. “You must go to bed,” he directed.
“If you are not careful you will be sick.” He was deathly
sick. She clung to him.
“Promise me, promise you will do as he says.”
“I have already decided that,” he answered in his weary,
dead voice.
Epes, with his hand under her arm, conducted her to
her room. A wave of warmth flowed into the hall as the
door opened and shut, like the soiled enervating breath of
a hidden corruption.
It was a physical impossibility, in the temporarily empty
days following immediately Epes’ arrival home, for his
spiritual darkness to stay at its intensest; at least his state
of mourning made it unnecessary for him to go to the
meaningless parties being then crowded into the heart of
the winter season. It was uncomfortable for him at home,
and he fell into the habit of lounging through the afternoons
in the more informal of the Balavans’ drawing-rooms.
There, in his special position and license, he was permitted
to smoke his cheroots and listen to the light easy run of
Annice’s voice, so much like the easy light tripping of her
fingers over the keyboard of the spinet. He was engaged
in exactly this manner an hour or so before Annice’s departure
for one of the principal cotillons of the year, at
Hamilton Hall; and Annice, who had dressed early so that
she could be with him, was sitting erectly by an opposite
wall. Sumatra was present, too; a fact to which her elder
sister repeatedly called attention by urging the necessity
of Sumatra’s changing for the ball. Sumatra, Epes had
learned, had been half permitted and half coerced into
going.
“I can get ready in twelve minutes,” she announced.
“I don’t doubt that,” Annice retorted; “but what will
you look like when it is done? In the first place your hair
is like wire and takes the longest while to be really possible——”
“It won’t matter,” said Sumatra; “Epes told me I
couldn’t make myself attractive, no matter how much
we all tried.”
“Did you say that, Epes?” Annice asked. “It was rather
tactless of you, because, though you’d never guess it, Sumatra
is crazy about you. It might even be more than
I am.”
Epes Calef gazed at Sumatra with a brutal indifference.
She met his eyes courageously, and in an even voice replied
to her sister.
“I was once,” she corrected the other, “when I thought
that Epes belonged to the sea. But now he’s on land—”
She made a gesture of dismissal. “Epes, while I suspect
he’s very good, is my great disappointment. I don’t like
good people.”
“What experience have you had with bad?” he asked
cuttingly. “As usual, you are just talking words. You are
a regular sea lawyer.”
“Do get dressed, Sumatra,” Annice said.
“Something light and feminine,” Epes added; “with
wreaths of flowers for you to put your feet through.”
He couldn’t understand why, whenever he talked to Sumatra,
he became so vindictive. He had no particular
desire to be nasty; it came up in spite of him.
“Perhaps no one will ask me to dance.”
“If they do,” he advised her, “and it is near supper,
don’t let go or you’ll get no oysters.”
“Sumatra, get dressed,” Annice commanded.
“Maybe I won’t at all.”
“Do you mean you’ll go like you are?”
“It wouldn’t kill anyone, would it? I shouldn’t come
home and cry if I didn’t get an armful of favors; I can
get along, for a few minutes anyhow, by myself.”
This, Epes thought, promised to be amusing. Peppery
Sumatra! Annice glanced at him hastily.
“Please, Sumatra,” she entreated; “we simply can’t be
late. I’ll give you my white-ribbed Spanish stockings.”
The other serenely answered, “The feet would be too big.”
He had never noticed her feet, and to his considerable
surprise they were smaller, narrower than Annice’s.
“You are a lumpish, impossible child,” the elder said
acrimoniously. “Why I begged mother to let you start the
cotillons I can’t imagine. And when we get there you are
not to hang about me.”
“I won’t; you’re not seaworthy. You are cut away too
much through the middle; you would go over in a good
blow.”
Epes incautiously laughed.
“Be still,” Annice directed him; “she must not be encouraged
in such conduct.”
“Well,” he said pacifically, “you wouldn’t, Trinidad.”
He often substituted the West India island for that from
which she was named, reminding her of his matrimonial
prediction.
“Yes, sampan,” Annice echoed him. “Will you or will
you not get dressed?”
“I will, when I have twelve minutes. It doesn’t, you
know, take me three hours.” Nevertheless, she rose. “You
haven’t been specially nice to me, have you?” she said
slowly, carefully avoiding Epes Calef. “You made pretty
clear all you thought. I don’t believe I could be like that.”
Suddenly she gazed full at Epes. “It might be your
father in you,” she concluded; “if I were you I shouldn’t
encourage that—for Annice’s sake. It would be so hard
on her.”
“Thank you, but I can take care of myself,” Annice
assured her brightly; “and it would be nicer to omit the
personal history.”
“All I say is wrong!” Sumatra declared.
“All,” Epes echoed her.
“I must be a sampan.”
“Must.”
“Square bowed, and only fit for rivers.”
“For rivers.”
“But even that is better than a desk,” she reminded
him. She was beside the door, and paused with a hand
upon the frame, looking over her shoulder. “What Annice
told you was true,” she reiterated. “I had a little picture
hidden in a drawer, which I am now going up to tear into
bits.”
When she had gone Annice turned to him in a conciliatory
manner.
“There is something I meant to tell you at once, this
afternoon, but it slipped from my mind. I hope you won’t
be angry and I can’t imagine how it happened. But the
whole thing, of course, is exaggerated; it must be all nonsense
at bottom. Still I am sorrier than words can say.
Epes, somehow I’ve lost the token.”
He gazed, startled at her, with a stirring of the old
Calef superstition within him. However, he concealed it.
“That is too bad. We think it’s rather valuable, you
know. Perhaps it will turn up; there are so many places
you might have left it.”
No, she replied; she knew how they felt about it, and
she had left it, she was certain, in the lacquer box on her
dressing-case. It was very mysterious and uncertain.
“Now,” she said with a smile, “you won’t have to marry
me. The spell, the charm is broken.”
This he repudiated in a form correct and stiff. The influence
that absurd East Indian coin exerted upon his
thoughts was amazing. He repeated, silently, her words—“Now
you won’t have to marry me.” But certainly they
had no force, no reality. He was bound to her not by an
obang, but by honor. At the same time his feeling was
undeniably different; he regarded her from a more detached
position. What was that Sumatra had hinted—about
crying over a scarcity of favors, and taking three
hours to dress? It didn’t matter to him, nothing did; it
only added to the general weariness, waste of existence.
Epes recalled the promised French boudoir in the threatened
Boston house. That was it—his life hereafter was to
be passed in a little scented room choked with brocade and
hangings.
A maid appeared, enveloped Annice in a long cloak luxuriously
lined with sables, twisted a silvery veiling over her
netted hair, over her lovely regular features, her face with
its indefinite suggestion of golden oranges.
“I thought Sumatra would be late,” she declared in an
abstracted exasperation. Then through the veiling she gave
him a metallic and masked kiss. From the hall her voice
sounded, fretful about her carriage boots.
The carriage with Annice and Sumatra departed; he
must go, too; where, he didn’t know, it no longer mattered;
home, he supposed. There was a second stamping of hoofs
before the Balavan dwelling, and Mrs. Balavan, in street
wraps, passed the drawing-room door. Epes remembered
that he had heard his mother speak of going to a ballad
soirée with her. Still he remained seated, after the hour
of dinner, and it was nearly nine before he left.
The light in his father’s office was, as usual, turned up,
a thin haze of tobacco smoke perceptible. Without the
desire to go up to his room Epes sat in a lower chamber.
Snatches of the conversation—the quarrel, really—between
Sumatra and Annice returned to him. How essentially
different they were. Annice was far, far the lovelier. She
made a business of being beautiful. But at least that, in
a wife, was something; the majority of wives had far less.
What a curious double life it would be—two separate
people with one name, in one house. She could never, he
was sure, mean more to him than she did now. And it
was clear that for her part her demand was no greater.
Sumatra would be the opposite—there was no end to
what she expected, fought for, insisted upon. Strangely
enough, he couldn’t see her as a wife—even for that coast-wise
figure he had so often pictured—at all. He was unable
to discover what sort of man would suit her, but
certainly one armed with a belaying pin. He became conscious
of a clamor faintly heard from another part of
Salem; it grew more distinct, and he recognized that it
was the confused alarms and uproar of a fire. The fire
evidently lay in the direction of Marlboro Street; the noise
increased rather than subsided; but even this didn’t stir
him until his father appeared.
“I shall have to neglect my duty this evening,” he explained;
“there are some questions of foreign exchange.
But perhaps you will take my place.”
Epes went silently out to the hall, where two leather
buckets, painted with the name Active Fire Club, were
hanging. He secured them, and a wool scarf, and went
unexcitedly in search of the fire. It was, as he had thought,
in the vicinity of Marlboro Street, the Baptist Church.
The Fire Engine Exchange, he saw, to which generally the
men of the Calef family belonged, had secured the place
of honor, directly at the conflagration. Its reservoir was
connected by hose to another engine, and that latter to a
third, which drew from the source of their water. A pandemonium
rose about Epes—the hoarse, jeering shouts of
the competing companies, authoritative voices magnified
by trumpets, the clatter of the hand pump, and the dull
roar of the unconquerable flames. A curtain of black
smoke, ruddy at its base and, above, poured with live
cinders, rolled up across the immaculate green sky and
frosty stars.
The members of the Active Fire Club had formed their
line for the rapid orderly passing of buckets, and Epes had
taken his place at the end, when he saw a short, familiar
feminine shape standing alone. It was Sumatra, and it was
extremely wrong of her to be there, like that, so late.
He left his position hurriedly and laid a hand on her
arm. How, he demanded, had she got there, and why was
she by herself?
“Oh, Epes!” she exclaimed with pleasure. “The cotillon
nearly killed me, it was so stupid; and then I heard the
alarms, and James Saltonstall wanted to come; and so, you
see, here we—here I am.”
“Where is he? Why did he leave you?”
Before she could answer there was a louder opposed
shouting of voices:
“Suck him dry, Exchange!”
“Overwash them, Adams. Drown the damned silk stockings!”
Sumatra clutched his hand excitedly. “Don’t you see—they
are trying to burst the Exchange engine; we haven’t
enough men to pump, because some didn’t leave Hamilton
Hall, and James is at the sweep. You must go, too, Epes.
Quick, quick, or it will be too late!”
His negative attitude settled into an active perversity;
Epes Calef made up his mind that he wouldn’t pump; they
could knock the silly engines into painted fragments for
all him. Sumatra gave him a strong impatient shove forward,
but he resisted her.
“The fire will be over in a few more minutes,” he observed.
She damned the fire excitedly; it was the engine she
cared about. “I’ll pump, myself!” Sumatra cried.
He turned to her with a smile, but that was immediately
lost as he saw that she had every intention of fulfilling her
threat. Sumatra had started toward the profane companies
of men when he caught her by the shoulder.
He said coldly, “You’re crazy. Nobody ever heard of such
a thing—a girl pumping at a fire! You’d be talked about,
insulted in songs all over the country. Come home at once.”
She wrenched herself from his hold, and Epes was obliged
to stand in front of her with his arms outspread. Sumatra’s
face grew crimson with rage.
“Get out of my way!” she commanded him. “Do you
think everyone is a coward and a ninny like you? I’ll
pump if I want to, and it doesn’t matter who sings about
it. I don’t care what the other fools of women do.”
“No, you won’t,” he told her grimly.
She gave him a shove, and she was so strong that, unprepared,
he staggered. She nearly succeeded in evading
him, but he caught her with an arm around her vigorous
waist. In an instant they were fighting. Braced, with her
hand crushing into his face, she tried to break his hold;
then Sumatra struck him in the eye. Infuriated, he wanted
to knock her head off, but he had to restrain himself to a
negative attack.
“I’ll throw you down and sit on you,” he gasped; “here,
on the street.”
By way of reply she kicked his shins until, through the
hurt, he could feel the blood sliding into his shoes. Shouts,
which now, in his rage, he heard but dimly, derisive and
encouraging calls, surrounded him. The girl, the little
Amazon, was implored to crack his coco; there were protesting
cries of shame, but these were lost in the larger
approval and entertainment. By Jupiter, but she was
finishing him! This, Epes desperately told himself, was
horrible beyond words.
“Stop it!” he said savagely, again and again.
But through set teeth Sumatra replied that she’d pump
if she chose, and no—no l-l-land shark could stop her. At
this there was a hurrah. Her strength was amazing, and
entirely wrong; she was like a maniac. Then with a free
arm he punched her directly and rudely in the stomach.
Sumatra settled against him limply; and holding her up,
dragging her with him past threatening faces wavering in
the dark, he succeeded in getting her around a corner to a
deserted street.
She was still limp, struggling for breath; her face was
pale and her hair in torn disorder. Sumatra slowly recovered,
and—amazingly—she smiled. Epes’ anger, too, fled;
he gazed at her, examining in dismay her clothes with a
feeling which might almost have been called admiration.
Yet he spoke severely.
“You ought to be in a cage,” he told her; “you’re just
wild.”
However was she to fix her clothes, she replied; where
could she go? “I ought to go back to Hamilton Hall.”
To this he agreed, the Balavan house was far, inconveniently
situated; and they decided, since the Calefs and
Balavans were now practically one family, to stop at his
dwelling for the repairing of her clothes and spirit. He
secured his buckets and they hurried back, through a serene
air like liquid ice, over Summer Street to Chestnut. The
light was still burning in Ira Calef’s office, and noiselessly
they turned into an opposite room.
Epes went on into the dining room, opening darkly beyond,
leaving Sumatra with candles on the floor before a
tall mirror. There, bearing a high silver candlestick and a
following indeterminate illumination, he discovered a bottle
of champagne, tagged the ship Nautilus and the year, and
gathered two high glasses and some ice. He was tingling
with excitement, a disturbance deeper than physical. He
felt oddly detached from his late life, the commonplace and
irresponsible; his mind was without images, thought—it
was like a whirling of crackling colored lights. He found
his situation—the uncorked champagne, the two glasses,
the unsuspecting near presence of his father, Sumatra,
rearranged, entering the dining room—extraordinary and
invigorating. The wine foamed whitely through the ice,
turning into a silky clear amber that stung his lips. Sumatra
observed, sitting down, that she ought to go on to
the cotillon at once.
“What,” she demanded, “will James Saltonstall think?”
That, Epes replied, was of singularly small importance.
The rose flush had returned to her cheeks, her eyes were
shining; she was decidedly more attractive than he had
admitted. But that, he made up his mind, he’d never tell
her. She sipped and sipped from her glass; that in itself
was unusual, startling. No, he corrected his impression,
it would have been in any other girl of Sumatra’s age, but
not in her. The most unexpected, inappropriate things
seemed to become her perfectly.
“I don’t want to go,” she added, so long after her other
phrase that he almost lost the connection. “We are so
different,” Sumatra pointed out; “I hardly ever do what
I don’t want to. It’s a good thing for your father I’m not
you.”
“It wouldn’t make any difference,” he said, listlessness
again falling over him; “in the end it would be the same;
you’d stay or go as he said.”
“I would not.”
“Oh, yes, but you would.”
“He couldn’t make me,” she insisted; “not about that.
It’s too terribly important.”
Epes became annoyed. “Can’t you understand that, to
my father, nothing is important except what he wants?”
“Why argue?” she decided. “After all, I am not you.
And yet, even as it is, I believe if I were concerned, which
I’m not, I could do what I decided with him.”
He laughed. “Try, and if you are successful, why—why,
I’d marry you instead of Annice.”
The flush deepened painfully in her countenance; she
regarded him with startled eyes. For a moment there was
a ridiculously tense silence; and then, relaxing, she shook
her head negatively.
“It wouldn’t be any good; you’d have no regard for
me.”
“Regard for you!” he exclaimed. “If you did that I’d
think more of you than anything else on earth; more than
I did of—of the Triton.” His voice, his manner darkened.
“But you mustn’t; there’s a lot you don’t understand—my
father, first of all. He can be very nasty.”
“I’ve told you before, he’s only a man,” she reminded
him. “I shouldn’t be afraid.” Her direct gaze again challenged
him, but Epes shook his head dejectedly. Suddenly
she laid a hand over his. “I didn’t tear that picture up,”
she whispered. Then with a sweep of her arm she finished
what had been in her glass, and rose. “Come on, he’s still
in the office.”
Epes Calef urged her in careful tones not to be a
donkey; he tried, here discreetly, to restrain her; but she
went resolutely on, through the front room into the hall.
There would be a frightful row, but he couldn’t desert
Sumatra. However, in the passage she paused, with her
lips against his ear.
“Remember, better than the Triton, or it would kill me.”
Ira Calef looked up from his table, frowning slightly as
she entered the office, followed by Epes. The elder’s face
was as white as marble under the artificial light.
“Why, Sumatra,” he greeted her easily.
Epes tried to step between her and his father—disaster—but
she held him back, speaking immediately in a voice
as level as, but a little faster than, Ira Calef’s.
“I suppose you think it’s strange to see me here, so late,
with Epes; but it is stranger even than you imagine.” She
put a hand over Epes Calef’s mouth. “No,” she protested,
“you promised to let me speak. Mr. Calef,” said the incredible
Sumatra, “perhaps I ought to apologize to Mrs.
Calef and you—Epes and I are married.”
Epes’ amazement, which he barely restrained, was no
greater than his father’s, but the latter’s was given, for
him, full expression.
“Married!” he repeated in a voice slightly and significantly
louder than usual. “Why, that is outrageous!
Nothing, nothing at all was said to me. My plan was
wholly different.”
He rose, beyond the table, with one hand resting beside
a paper weight of greenish glass. Epes’ eyes fastened upon
this.
“It was, as you might guess, in a hurry,” Sumatra went
on; “we decided only today. You must remember that I
am as much a Balavan as Annice, and I suit Epes far
better; I understand and agree with his ambition.”
The man’s manner was colder than the night.
“What ambition?” he demanded.
“To go to sea, of course.”
“Epes isn’t going to sea,” he instructed her.
“He wasn’t, as your son,” she corrected him; “but married
to me, yes.”
“No,” Ira Calef answered in a restrained, bitter temper
that yet had the effect of a shout.
“But he is,” Sumatra Balavan retorted. “He is, and
now you can’t stop him. It doesn’t matter what you want,
I won’t have a husband fastened like a sponge to the
earth, and as soft as a sponge.” Her anger, equal with
Ira Calef’s, rose.
The room grew quiet. Epes’ attention was still concentrated
on the heavy rectangle of glass close by his
father’s hand. With a sensation like an enveloping breath
of winter air he saw the other’s fingers reach out and close
about the paper weight. He hadn’t a second to spare; but
Sumatra, too, had seen the instinctive movement on the
table.
“I wish you would,” she told the man facing her with a
set, icy glare. “I’d have you dropped off the end of Derby
Wharf. I’m not your wife or son; there would be no reason
for my protecting you, hiding your beastliness from the
world. Nothing could be better than having you throw a
paper weight at me.”
The shadows under Ira Calef’s eyes, on the deathly
pallor of his face, were like black smudges; a shiver passed
over his rigidity. His hand drooped; both hands held the
edge of the table before him. Epes, in a swift insight
brushed with compassion, saw what was in his father’s
mind—the huddled light figure crushing the geranium
border.
“Get out of here,” the elder said to Sumatra in strained,
dry tones. “Go, and take him with you.”
“To sea?” she insisted.
“If there is any salt water in hell.”
But, once more in the hall, she was pitiably shaken.
“What can we do?” she implored Epes, against him.
He reassured her that that was easy enough; a far different,
apparently trivial and ill-timed question occupied
him.
“Sumatra,” he proceeded, “tonight Annice told me that
she had lost the obang, the Calef token. Did you find
it?”
“No, Epes,” she replied, “I didn’t find it.” Her voice
sank, died. “I didn’t find it, Epes,” she repeated with
difficulty. “I couldn’t, very well, could I, when I had stolen
it?”
[15] Copyright, 1921, by The Curtis Publishing Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Joseph Hergesheimer.
THE RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE [16] — WILLIAM C. G. JITRO
By WILLIAM C. G. JITRO
(From The Little Review)
The low country of the lakes with its flowing blue
waters, its sunken gray and yellow earth and low skies,
is beautiful; yet there have been thrown down in it cities so
mean, so cold, so dingy, and so ugly that in them any
beautiful thing is marvelous. The eyes strain away out
of the cities over the waters and the still, sandy marshes,
or turn up into the fathomless heights of the sky; and
again and again in springtime, when small clusters of fruit
trees and rose vines bloom here and there in the smoke
with robins singing in the new sticky foliage, one seeks
such spectacles out to walk near them. As for the cities’
polyglot people, they are so harsh, so cold and silent, and
so monotonous both in appearance and in their fierce activity,
that among them any one only beautiful or charming
becomes precious; a thrilling deed, a noble character, a
great love, a deathless faith, or even a passionate hatred,
or profound despair is something to set apart, to cherish
in the mind, to hoard and love.
For they dream, the people of those gray and far-off
cities by the azure floods, as all must do or die; but their
dreams are not good or sweet or high or noble.
Once it was evening in winter in a city and the great
blue darkness had fallen upon the low plains, the waters,
and the frozen marshes; the darkness had grown gray and
misty; and after that, as usual within the city, it had become
dead, cold, and dingy black. The long misty streets
with their feeble pale-blue lamps were dingy; and though
many hurrying people, rattling black gasoline motor vehicles,
and broken dirty tram-cars passed in them, yet they
remained dreary. One of the half dozen very long streets,
which lie across the others and meet in the lower center
of the city like the spokes of a half-wheel, was dark when
I walked into it. It had large furniture shops full of
colored lamps; tobacco and shoe shops well lighted up;
and Jews’ shops with every sort of cheap glittering merchandise
to catch the eyes of the crowd of stupid whites
and negroes who occupied this quarter; yet it seemed bleak
and dark. The people hurried along silently in the shadows;
old snow lay frozen in the dim dirty corners; and the
dust was thick. Over the roofs the sky seemed particularly
black, foggy and cold.
It was night.
For a time there was no sound except those of the
vehicles flying over the rough pavement, the pounding
tram-cars that passed, and the shoes of the hurrying people;
but at last, at intervals above the other sounds there became
audible what seemed to be a voice raised in shouting
or speaking; and on coming to a place where two mean
dark side streets met I found on the pavement of one of
them a short, plump, gentle but very earnest and prepossessing
negro of forty who was urging upon passers the
principles of Jesus’ teaching. He used the inflection and
diction of most negroes in this part of the world, but he
was neatly dressed and wore a greatcoat, though his head
was bare, for he had placed his round black hat against
an iron hydrant for the reception of coins. Four or five
men who had turned aside from the main street were
listening to him; more, however, were going into the half-screened
drinking places all about. Besides, the farther
side of the street in which he stood contained a row of
little dark wooden buildings that held negro brothels.
It was a dusty winter night.
“You men, naow,” the negro was crying in a ringing,
pleasing voice, “you got to be good! You got to do as
God says! It ain’t gwine do you no good to pray to
God if you don’t do as He says! Don’t you go to fightin’
and killin’ and gamblin’ and then pray to God. It ain’t
gwine do you no good! First you got to quit yo’ fightin’,
quit yo’ killin’, quit yo’ drinkin’, quit yo’ gamblin’, quit
yo’ swarin’, quit yo’ whore-mongerin’: God does not wish
you to do these things! Then you go to Him and pray!
And he’s gwine hear what you say!”
The utterance of these words with such singular force
in that stirring melodious voice, and the face and form
of this sturdy little man made lovely by joy, faith, and
good will, shone in that bleak cold street, it seemed to me,
like a work of glittering gold and jewels amid gutter dust.
I drew nearer and listened to him say that he had come
there because he had been bidden by God to go among men
and preach the Word, not as preached in worldy churches
but as the prophets of Israel and the Apostles preached it
long ago. Men must be truthful, kindly, abstemious; then
all would be well with them. They must understand one
another, sympathize with one another, love one another.
That was the Word. When all did so, then God’s kingdom
would have come on earth. Meantime the few who
knew the truth and strove to live by it would, even though
they were lonely and cast out, become happy, strong and
courageous. Theirs would be a life unattainable by the
gross and careless, a life inconceivable by such, yet the life
that all men really desired, the life that was man’s heritage.
Aside, as it were, for the assurance of timid children, he
illustrated some of the workings of God’s plan. Once a
man received God into his heart and was trying earnestly
to live according to His will, God would not desert or
neglect him either in this world or any other. He himself
was but a humble servant bidden to teach and expound the
Word. And since he strove to do this, even though he
never succeeded as he wished to, yet God had blessed him
forty years with health and strength and the means to live.
“The servant am worthy of his hire,” God had said, yet so
merciful and kind was God that, “Jes’ so long as you try
the best you can, He’ll stand by you. Money an’ things is
the least, but He’ll see to them too. Ah don’t have to
worry. When Ah get out of money He send me means to
get some. Ah don’t owe nobody a cent tonight ’cept seventy-five
cents fo’ coal, and the man said the’ wasn’t no
hurry fo’ that; but Ah’m goin’ to pay him tomorrow night.
And this week Ah was down to the Boahd of Public Works
and they said they’d put me to work next Wednesday
mornin’ shovelin’ up ashes in the alleys. Ah’m gwine be
there. So I get on. Kase Ah’m tryin’ to do as God said.
He’ll do jes’ the same by you. If you wonder who I am
to stand out here and tell you this, Ah’m Brothah Frank
Burns, Servant of the Lord, come to preach the Word like
ole Isaiah and Jeremiah and ole Jonah—an’ like ole Peter
an’ Paul an’ Silas. They said what Ah’m tellin’ you naow!
Kase that’s God’s Word that’ll make you happy an’ strong
an’ glad!”
Bright earnestness! Steadfast belief! But two grim
city policemen, coming through the dark street where the
brothels are, making their way swiftly in the gloom, hear
the preacher’s voice and raise their heads. They are not
patrolling and have not their bludgeons, but one immediately
gives the other a package he has been carrying and
hurries across the street behind the speaker: a short, burly
man, pink-faced and contemptuous, active and strong, with
the bold insolence and cruelty of the police. The buttons
and silver shield glitter on the breast of his clean blue
greatcoat; the forepiece and shield shine on his heavy cap.
Without a word he takes the speaker from behind by arm
and neck, jerks him violently backward, choking him, and
all but throws him to the pavement. “Here! Here! Here!”
he cries. “What are you doing?”
Startled, the negro tries to keep his feet and twist his
head so as to see his assailant. He strives manfully to
explain.
“Where’s your permit?” asks the policeman.
“Judge tole me Ah didn’t need to have no permit—”
“Git to hell out of here!”
The negro is thrown forward almost to his knees and
flung about. Very firmly he declares: “Ah’ve come here
to speak the Word of the Lord like the old prophets in
de Bahble. Folks must know this. Judge he tole me—”
At that the policeman fiercely tightens his hold, strikes
him on the head with his fist, and hurls him to his knees.
The second officer, a taller man, runs in. And the eager
crowd that has gathered in the dark during these few
minutes of parley closes about to see. Again and again
the negro is thrown down, struck, and dragged in the dust.
He continues to gasp out his purpose. The dark cold
street resounds with the noise of the blows, the scuffle,
the negro’s voice, and the feet of newcomers running up
to see. At length, tossing along in the dark amid the
crowd, the preacher is swept round a corner and pushed
roughly past a dark little medical school, a cross street,
and a long hospital with a dimly lighted colored statue of
the Virgin in a front gable. Over the way are a dark
cold little park with bare trees and a waterless basin, and
beyond this some old public buildings. The negro’s once
neat clothes are twisted, half pulled from him, and covered
with dust and mud, the hand of the policeman chokes
him, but he continues to declare his purpose. The policeman,
gripping him behind, rushes him along; the other
follows carrying the round black hat and half entreating,
half commanding the curious crowd to keep off and go
away. The captive is taken round another corner and in
through the dark basement door of a public building. The
second policeman follows and closes the door. Then all
go away except me.
I wait for a time, and the tallest policeman comes out
and goes off. Soon after the burly attacker comes with
his parcel and hurries up the street as if to make up lost
time. After an interval the little preacher comes himself,
alone and somewhat put to rights; goes quietly back around
the corner, past the hospital and medical school and the
park and on toward the corner where he was taken. But
he seems to consider his work for the night done, and
does not stop. He picks his way across the street of business
and starts off northward as if beginning a long journey.
I follow him curiously for two kilometers or more,
but at last, concluding from the way in which he looks
about when he passes under the street lights that he suspects
that he is being followed, I turn off and go my way.
Next night, however, he is at his corner again, with a
large crowd about him this time, for it is the gay free
night before the Sabbath when the people have their wages
for the week. Crowds are entering and leaving the brothels;
loud cheery talk sounds everywhere, in the dark and
in the cold blue light of the street lamps; and coins fall
steadily into the hat by the hydrant. A tall spectacled
friend, well dressed in fur cap and greatcoat with fur
collar, accompanies the preacher tonight and treats him
disdainfully; but just as before, with the same bright
earnestness, the little man tells simply of his “mission,” of
God’s laws and God’s promises, and urges obedience to
God. Without dismay, even with some zest, he speaks of
last night: “Let ’em come an’ git me again;” he says, “Ah’ll
be right back. They’ll have to carry me though,” he adds
quickly. “I ain’t gwine to fight ’em. That’s what makes
all the trouble, men, folks always a-fightin’. You boys,”
he cries earnestly, “don’t you ever go to fightin’; don’t you
ever go off to no war and kill folks. If they try to make
you, don’t you care. Let ’em do what they can, but don’t
you care. The Lord said, ‘Don’t do it!’ He does not
wish you to do it! An’ God’ll look after you. Jes’ you
obey Him an’ don’t you worry!”
Introducing his companion, he assures his audience that
this is “a splendid speaker,” and listens eagerly to the
other’s halting, practiced: “Ah didn’t expect to be called
on to speak yeah this evenin’”; and interpolates quick,
bright “Amen”s, “Yes, He will”s, and “Bless his Name”s
into the exhortation that follows.
That night they were not attacked or molested.
But at a gathering of negroes on a later night I see the
same bright strange little man standing unnoticed by himself
at one side of the hall, and I go to him and assure
him of my sympathy and tell him that I was present the
night he was attacked. He passes over that hastily; it was
nothing; he has had many such experiences; but when I
ask him about himself he answers my questions obligingly,
though with some diffidence. He knows nothing of his
parents except that before the emancipation one or both
were slaves; he has been taught scarcely anything; and has
done hard work all his life. In his youth he joined a
church and began to preach, but having come soon afterward
to see the quality of churches and to be aware of his
“mission,” he traveled “north” and began to go about
working and preaching. He belongs to no church and disapproves
of all alike. He has no property, permitting himself
nothing but poverty and labor. Already he is looked
down upon as improvident by those who know him. His
wife has left him, not relishing her lot with him, for they
were forced always to lodge in the poorest parts of the
towns they visited. The intolerance and hate of white
Americans for negro people made their lives harder than
they would otherwise have been. Single rooms near small
independent “mission houses,” when there was one that
suited, were their temporary homes; and from one such
the wife went at last to visit at the town of Nashville in
the distant State of Tennessee, and she has not come back.
Her intention to do so was vague at her departure. Her
husband has suffered a great deal through her desertion
and has humbly and pitifully begged her by letter to return,
but he has borne her failure to do so and goes on
with his work. He is not loved, nor even much liked by
anyone, I find later; he and his preaching, his high standards,
his belief, his self-reliance and fearlessness, even his
good temper, seem disquieting to others, irritating, a bore,
something to escape.
During that year he remained in the city by the floods
preaching and working at hard manual labor.
But the next winter, well toward the end, there was an
epidemic of pneumonia and my little apostle was stricken
suddenly and removed to a cheerless public hospital. There,
gasping and choking so horribly that it was almost impossible
to watch him, he died the night of his arrival. Nothing
but a rickety screen of wood and cloth separated him from
a score of other sick men when he died. Next night,
washed and dressed in his usual neat clothes, with white
linen and a gay colored cravat, the beautiful plump little
figure lay in a hideous black coffin with tawdry white
lining in the little gloomy mission house that he had found
somewhere off on the northern edge of the town. Two or
three people watched perfunctorily by the body; but though
it was almost spring and the day had been wet, the place
grew cold as the night waned, and became almost intolerably
dismal and horrible.
The next day, when he was buried, was just such another
old winter day, really a wet spring day. The low dirty
white sky was heavy with the breath of the lakes; the air
was thick with rain; and the filthy snow melted in corners
and mingled its muddy dirty water with that which dripped
in showers from the soaked and swollen black roofs. The
motor vehicles, tramcars and the thousands of feet splashed
the water onto the morose people, the buildings, and the
shop windows. The negro’s wife, not much affected, arrived
from Nashville in time to attend the service at the mission
house and to go in the cortege to the cemetery.
I left the service early, and riding on various trams and
walking part of the time, crossed the low flat scattered
city to the great out-of-the-way cemetery off on the western
edge where he was to be buried. This tract lay beyond a
vast expanse of the dirty little wooden houses of the city,
which stand wall to wall along endless monotonous streets;
but it lies on the bank of a little winding stream that is
tributary to the great one by which the city stands. High
stone supports and black iron palings fence the burial
place, which stretches away out of sight among poor
streets, low flat fields, and woods. Large parts of its surface
have been covered with turf or diversified by small
artificial mounds and slopes; but it is flat still, and the
turf is now gray and dead. The yellow sand of the lake
country shows through in places; and the square stones,
urns, painted iron benches, and unsubstantial looking tombs
that stand in clusters, are tiny. In making the mounds the
trunks of many of the trees were buried almost to the
branches, and these trees look fat, stubby, and short-legged
in the gray mist. A heavy odor of warm, salty grease
hangs in the lower air, a suggestive stench from a factory
for reducing fats somewhere in the neighborhood. There
are winding macadam roads through the cemetery.
When I have waited a little while at a place which has
recently been added for the graves of poor people, the
great black motor coach, splashed with mud, appears suddenly
out of the city and enters one of the small stone
gateways at the southeastern corner. There is a stone
lodge there, and a bell over the gates tolls briefly as the
coach comes in. Then the vehicle follows a road parallel
to a lonely bare wet red-paved street outside, in which
long dingy trolley cars pass at intervals; and comes quickly
to where I am. The sand here is entirely bare; the few
old forest trees are neglected; and the graves lie in long
close rows. They have no stones, but there are dead rotten
flowers on some of the newest, fluttering forlornly from
cardboard frames wound with lead foil and adorned with
letters of crinkly purple paper. Some graves have been
covered with white cotton cloth fastened to the ground by
pegs; but that is all. Ragged rotten brown leaves lie in
the hollows of the sand, where brown weeds stand; and
wet newspapers are blown about by the cold wind.
In this shabby somber place on the dun earth of the
boundless lake country, beside the harsh ugly city in which
he has been an unwelcome stranger, but under the great
white sky, too, the body of the servant of God is to be
laid.
The coach stops in the muddy road, and the escort, all
negroes except the undertaker and his agile assistant, descend
in the mist. Those who are to carry the coffin gather
uncertainly, and with the assistance of the undertaker and
his man take it down. Then an irregular procession is
formed, the bearers take off their hats, and slowly and
stumblingly all move off up the slope on a mat of tan jute
with two red stripes, that has been laid on the mud, and
make their way among the graves. Shabby, ordinary
people in their greatcoats and hats of different dull colors,
with their umbrellas and rubber storm shoes, no one of
them is much moved as they creep with their dead man
like tiny worms on the yellow sand beneath the sky. When
the poor black coffin has been put down on the canvas
bands of the wooden frame around the grave, all stand
back quietly while something that I cannot hear at my
distance is read or said. Some of the women sob out then.
The coffin descends slowly from sight into the damp yellow
sand.
Out at a distance over the swampy fields beyond the
stream, large black crows flap noisily around a lone tree;
from a tiny locomotive on railway trackage far away white
steam rises with a faint roar. The mist in the air is rapidly
turning to falling rain.
After a short pause the party straggles back to the coach,
some who have started first pausing to look at the other
graves and the dead flowers. A few remain for a moment
by the open grave looking down. But very soon all are
again in their places and the coach is rolling away among
the slopes. It passes out at the stone gate and back into
the city. And then old German laborers, who have been
waiting not far off, approach the grave rheumatically and
set aside the few flowers that have been left on the pile of
fresh sand, which is partly covered by a green waxed cloth
and evergreen branches. They put on and screw down the
lid of the new wooden overbox; earth is thrown in; and
before the early gloomy rainy nightfall the grave of Brother
Frank Burns, Servant of the Lord, is almost filled.
But I go from the place almost unmindful of the irony
of what has happened, almost unmindful of the night and
the mist and the vastness of the wet sky; so touching and
agitating have been this fair bright vain dream which I
have glimpsed, and this pure and simple heart which,
dreaming, has been able to meet its destiny so calmly and
so bravely, has been able so undeniably and so thoroughly
to conquer life and to conquer death.
Mother says that when I start talking I never know
when to stop. But I tell her the only time I get a
chance is when she ain’t around, so I have to make the
most of it. I guess the fact is neither one of us would be
welcome in a Quaker meeting, but as I tell Mother, what
did God give us tongues for if He didn’t want we should
use them? Only she says He didn’t give them to us to say
the same thing over and over again, like I do, and repeat
myself. But I say:
“Well, Mother,” I say, “when people is like you and I
and been married fifty years, do you expect everything I
say will be something you ain’t heard me say before? But
it may be new to others, as they ain’t nobody else lived
with me as long as you have.”
So she says:
“You can bet they ain’t, as they couldn’t nobody else
stand you that long.”
“Well,” I tell her, “you look pretty healthy.”
“Maybe I do,” she will say, “but I looked even healthier
before I married you.”
You can’t get ahead of Mother.
Yes, sir, we was married just fifty years ago the seventeenth
day of last December and my daughter and son-in-law
was over from Trenton to help us celebrate the Golden
Wedding. My son-in-law is John H. Kramer, the real
estate man. He made $12,000 one year and is pretty well
thought of around Trenton; a good, steady, hard worker.
The Rotarians was after him a long time to join, but he
kept telling them his home was his club. But Edie finally
made him join. That’s my daughter.
Well, anyway, they come over to help us celebrate the
Golden Wedding and it was pretty crimpy weather and the
furnace don’t seem to heat up no more like it used to and
Mother made the remark that she hoped this winter
wouldn’t be as cold as the last, referring to the winter
previous. So Edie said if she was us, and nothing to keep
us home, she certainly wouldn’t spend no more winters up
here and why didn’t we just shut off the water and close
up the house and go down to Tampa, Florida? You know
we was there four winters ago and staid five weeks, but it
cost us over three hundred and fifty dollars for hotel bill
alone. So Mother said we wasn’t going no place to be
robbed. So my son-in-law spoke up and said that Tampa
wasn’t the only place in the South, and besides we didn’t
have to stop at no high price hotel but could rent us a
couple rooms and board out somewheres, and he had heard
that St. Petersburg, Florida, was the spot and if we said
the word he would write down there and make inquiries.
Well, to make a long story short, we decided to do it
and Edie said it would be our Golden Honeymoon and for
a present my son-in-law paid the difference between a section
and a compartment so as we could have a compartment
and have more privatecy. In a compartment you
have an upper and lower berth just like the regular
sleeper, but it is a shut in room by itself and got a wash
bowl. The car we went in was all compartments and no
regular berths at all. It was all compartments.
We went to Trenton the night before and staid at my
daughter and son-in-law and we left Trenton the next
afternoon at 3.23 P. M.
This was the twelfth day of January. Mother set facing
the front of the train, as it makes her giddy to ride backwards.
I set facing her, which does not affect me. We
reached North Philadelphia at 4.03 P. M. and we reached
West Philadelphia at 4.14, but did not go into Broad
Street. We reached Baltimore at 6.30 and Washington,
D.C., at 7.25. Our train laid over in Washington two hours
till another train come along to pick us up and I got out
and strolled up the platform and into the Union Station.
When I come back, our car had been switched on to another
track, but I remembered the name of it, the La Belle,
as I had once visited my aunt out in Oconomowoc, Wisconsin,
where there was a lake of that name, so I had no
difficulty in getting located. But Mother had nearly fretted
herself sick for fear I would be left.
“Well,” I said, “I would of followed you on the next
train.”
“You couldn’t of,” said Mother, and she pointed out
that she had the money.
“Well,” I said, “we are in Washington and I could of
borrowed from the United States Treasury. I would of
pretended I was an Englishman.”
Mother caught the point and laughed heartily.
Our train pulled out of Washington at 9.40 P. M. and
Mother and I turned in early, I taking the upper. During
the night we passed through the green fields of old Virginia,
though it was too dark to tell if they was green or
what color. When we got up in the morning, we was at
Fayetteville, North Carolina. We had breakfast in the
dining car and after breakfast I got in conversation with
the man in the next compartment to ours. He was from
Lebanon, New Hampshire, and a man about eighty years
of age. His wife was with him and two unmarried daughters
and I made the remark that I should think the four of
them would be crowded in one compartment, but he said
they had made the trip every winter for fifteen years and
knowed how to keep out of each other’s way. He said
they was bound for Tarpon Springs.
We reached Charleston, South Carolina, at 12.50 P. M.
and arrived at Savannah, Georgia, at 4.20. We reached
Jacksonville, Florida, at 8.45 P. M. and had an hour and a
quarter to lay over there, but Mother made a fuss about
me getting off the train, so we had the darkey make up our
berths and retired before we left Jacksonville. I didn’t
sleep good as the train done a lot of hemming and hawing,
and Mother never sleeps good on a train as she says she
is always worrying that I will fall out. She says she would
rather have the upper herself, as then she would not
have to worry about me, but I tell her I can’t take the risk
of having it get out that I allowed my wife to sleep in an
upper berth. It would make talk.
We was up in the morning in time to see our friends
from New Hampshire get off at Tarpon Springs, which we
reached at 6.53 A. M.
Several of our fellow passengers got off at Clearwater
and some at Belleair, where the train backs right up to the
door of the mammoth hotel. Belleair is the winter headquarters
for the golf dudes and everybody that got off
there had their bag of sticks, as many as ten and twelve in
a bag. Women and all. When I was a young man we
called it shinny and only needed one club to play with and
about one game of it would of been a-plenty for some of
these dudes, the way we played it.
The train pulled into St. Petersburg at 8.20 and when
we got off the train you would think they was a riot, what
with all the darkeys barking for the different hotels.
I said to Mother, I said:
“It is a good thing we have got a place picked out to go
to and don’t have to choose a hotel, as it would be hard to
choose amongst them if every one of them is the best.”
She laughed.
We found a jitney and I give him the address of the
room my son-in-law had got for us and soon we was there
and introduced ourselves to the lady that owns the house,
a young widow about forty-eight years of age. She showed
us our room, which was light and airy with a comfortable
bed and bureau and washstand. It was twelve dollars a
week, but the location was good, only three blocks from
Williams Park.
St. Pete is what folks calls the town, though they also
call it the Sunshine City, as they claim they’s no other
place in the country where they’s fewer days when Old
Sol don’t smile down on Mother Earth, and one of the
newspapers gives away all their copies free every day when
the sun don’t shine. They claim to of only give them
away some sixty-odd times in the last eleven years. Another
nickname they have got for the town is “the Poor
Man’s Palm Beach,” but I guess they’s men that comes
there that could borrow as much from the bank as some of
the Willie boys over to the other Palm Beach.
During our stay we paid a visit to the Lewis Tent City,
which is the headquarters for the Tin Can Tourists. But
maybe you ain’t heard about them. Well, they are an
organization that takes their vacation trips by auto and
carries everything with them. That is, they bring along
their tents to sleep in and cook in and they don’t patronize
no hotels or cafeterias, but they have got to be bona fide
auto campers or they can’t belong to the organization.
They tell me they’s over 200,000 members to it and they
call themselves the Tin Canners on account of most of
their food being put up in tin cans. One couple we seen
in the Tent City was a couple from Brady, Texas, named
Mr. and Mrs. Pence, which the old man is over eighty
years of age and they had came in their auto all the way
from home, a distance of 1,641 miles. They took five
weeks for the trip, Mr. Pence driving the entire distance.
The Tin Canners hails from every State in the Union and
in the summer time they visit places like New England
and the Great Lakes region, but in the winter the most of
them comes to Florida and scatters all over the State.
While we was down there, they was a national convention
of them at Gainesville, Florida, and they elected a Fredonia,
New York man as their president. His title is
Royal Tin Can Opener of the World. They have got a
song wrote up which everybody has got to learn it before
they are a member:
The tin can forever! Hurrah, boys! Hurrah!
Up with the tin can! Down with the foe!
We will rally round the campfire, we’ll rally once again,
Shouting, “We auto camp forever!”
That is something like it. And the members has also
got to have a tin can fastened on to the front of their
machine.
I asked Mother how she would like to travel around that
way and she said:
“Fine, but not with an old rattle brain like you driving.”
“Well,” I said, “I am eight years younger than this Mr.
Pence who drove here from Texas.”
“Yes,” she said, “but he is old enough to not be skittish.”
You can’t get ahead of Mother.
Well, one of the first things we done in St. Petersburg
was to go to the Chamber of Commerce and register our
names and where we was from as they’s great rivalry
amongst the different States in regards to the number of
their citizens visiting in town and of course our little State
don’t stand much of a show, but still every little bit helps,
as the fella says. All and all, the man told us, they was
eleven thousand names registered, Ohio leading with some
fifteen hundred-odd and New York State next with twelve
hundred. Then come Michigan, Pennsylvania and so on
down, with one man each from Cuba and Nevada.
The first night we was there, they was a meeting of the
New York-New Jersey Society at the Congregational
Church and a man from Ogdensburg, New York State,
made the talk. His subject was Rainbow Chasing. He is
a Rotarian and a very convicting speaker, though I forget
his name.
Our first business, of course, was to find a place to eat
and after trying several places we run on to a cafeteria on
Central Avenue that suited us up and down. We eat
pretty near all our meals there and it averaged about two
dollars per day for the two of us, but the food was well
cooked and everything nice and clean. A man don’t mind
paying the price if things is clean and well cooked.
On the third day of February, which is Mother’s birthday,
we spread ourselves and eat supper at the Poinsettia
Hotel and they charged us seventy-five cents for a sirloin
steak that wasn’t hardly big enough for one.
I said to Mother: “Well,” I said, “I guess it’s a good
thing every day ain’t your birthday or we would be in the
poorhouse.”
“No,” says Mother, “because if every day was my birthday,
I would be old enough by this time to of been in my
grave long ago.”
You can’t get ahead of Mother.
In the hotel they had a cardroom where they was several
men and ladies playing five hundred and this new tangled
whist bridge. We also seen a place where they was dancing,
so I asked Mother would she like to trip the light fantastic
toe and she said no, she was too old to squirm like you
have got to do now days. We watched some of the young
folks at it awhile till Mother got disgusted and said we
would have to see a good movie to take the taste out of
our mouth. Mother is a great movie heroyne and we go
twice a week here at home.
But I want to tell you about the Park. The second day
we was there we visited the Park, which is a good deal
like the one in Tampa, only bigger, and they’s more fun
goes on here every day than you could shake a stick at.
In the middle they’s a big bandstand and chairs for the
folks to set and listen to the concerts, which they give you
music for all tastes, from Dixie up to classical pieces like
Hearts and Flowers.
Then all around they’s places marked off for different
sports and games—chess and checkers and dominoes for
folks that enjoys those kind of games, and roque and horseshoes
for the nimbler ones. I used to pitch a pretty fair shoe
myself, but ain’t done much of it in the last twenty years.
Well, anyway, we bought a membership ticket in the club
which costs one dollar for the season, and they tell me that
up to a couple years ago it was fifty cents, but they had
to raise it to keep out the riffraff.
Well, Mother and I put in a great day watching the
pitchers and she wanted I should get in the game, but I
told her I was all out of practice and would make a fool
of myself, though I seen several men pitching who I guess
I could take their measure without no practice. However,
they was some good pitchers, too, and one boy from Akron,
Ohio, who could certainly throw a pretty shoe. They told
me it looked like he would win the championship of the
United States in the February tournament. We come away
a few days before they held that and I never did hear if
he win. I forget his name, but he was a clean cut young
fella and he has got a brother in Cleveland that’s a Rotarian.
Well, we just stood around and watched the different
games for two or three days and finally I set down in a
checker game with a man named Weaver from Danville,
Illinois. He was a pretty fair checker player, but he wasn’t
no match for me, and I hope that don’t sound like bragging.
But I always could hold my own on a checkerboard
and the folks around here will tell you the same
thing. I played with this Weaver pretty near all morning
for two or three mornings and he beat me one game and
the only other time it looked like he had a chance, the
noon whistle blowed and we had to quit and go to dinner.
While I was playing checkers, Mother would set and
listen to the band, as she loves music, classical or no matter
what kind, but anyway she was setting there one day
and between selections the woman next to her opened up
a conversation. She was a woman about Mother’s own age,
seventy or seventy-one, and finally she asked Mother’s
name and Mother told her her name and where she was
from and Mother asked her the same question, and who
do you think the woman was?
Well, sir, it was the wife of Frank M. Hartsell, the man
who was engaged to Mother till I stepped in and cut him
out, fifty-two years ago!
Yes, sir!
You can imagine Mother’s surprise! And Mrs. Hartsell
was surprised, too, when Mother told her she had once
been friends with her husband, though Mother didn’t say
how close friends they had been, or that Mother and I was
the cause of Hartsell going out West. But that’s what we
was. Hartsell left his town a month after the engagement
was broke off and ain’t never been back since. He had
went out to Michigan and become a veterinary, and that
is where he had settled down, in Hillsdale, Michigan, and
finally married his wife.
Well, Mother screwed up her courage to ask if Frank
was still living and Mrs. Hartsell took her over to where
they was pitching horseshoes and there was old Frank,
waiting his turn. And he knowed Mother as soon as he
seen her, though it was over fifty years. He said he knowed
her by her eyes.
“Why, it’s Lucy Frost!” he says, and he throwed down
his shoes and quit the game.
Then they come over and hunted me up and I will confess
I wouldn’t of knowed him. Him and I is the same
age to the month, but he seems to show it more, some
way. He is balder for one thing. And his beard is all
white, where mine has still got a streak of brown in it.
The very first thing I said to him, I said:
“Well, Frank, that beard of yours makes me feel like
I was back north. It looks like a regular blizzard.”
“Well,” he said, “I guess yourn would be just as white
if you had it dry cleaned.”
But Mother wouldn’t stand that.
“Is that so!” she said to Frank. “Well, Charley ain’t
had no tobacco in his mouth for over ten years!”
And I ain’t!
Well, I excused myself from the checker game and it
was pretty close to noon, so we decided to all have dinner
together and they was nothing for it only we must try
their cafeteria on Third Avenue. It was a little more
expensive than ours and not near as good, I thought. I
and Mother had about the same dinner we had been having
every day and our bill was $1.10. Frank’s check was
$1.20 for he and his wife. The same meal wouldn’t of
cost them more than a dollar at our place.
After dinner we made them come up to our house and
we all set in the parlor, which the young woman had give
us the use of to entertain company. We begun talking over
old times and Mother said she was a-scared Mrs. Hartsell
would find it tiresome listening to we three talk over old
times, but as it turned out they wasn’t much chance for
nobody else to talk with Mrs. Hartsell in the company.
I have heard lots of women that could go it, but Hartsell’s
wife takes the cake of all the women I ever seen. She told
us the family history of everybody in the State of Michigan
and bragged for a half hour about her son, who she said is
in the drug business in Grand Rapids, and a Rotarian.
When I and Hartsell could get a word in edgeways we
joked one another back and forth and I chafed him about
being a horse doctor.
“Well, Frank,” I said, “you look pretty prosperous, so
I suppose they’s been plenty of glanders around Hillsdale.”
“Well,” he said, “I’ve managed to make more than a
fair living. But I’ve worked pretty hard.”
“Yes,” I said, “and I suppose you get called out all
hours of the night to attend births and so on.”
Mother made me shut up.
Well, I thought they wouldn’t never go home and I and
Mother was in misery trying to keep awake, as the both
of us generally always takes a nap after dinner. Finally
they went, after we had made an engagement to meet them
in the Park the next morning, and Mrs. Hartsell also invited
us to come to their place the next night and play
five hundred. But she had forgot that they was a meeting
of the Michigan Society that evening, so it was not till
two evenings later that we had our first card game.
Hartsell and his wife lived in a house on Third Avenue
North and had a private setting room besides their bedroom.
Mrs. Hartsell couldn’t quit talking about their
private setting room like it was something wonderful. We
played cards with them, with Mother and Hartsell partners
against his wife and I. Mrs. Hartsell is a miserable
card player and we certainly got the worst of it.
After the game she brought out a dish of oranges and
we had to pretend it was just what we wanted, though
oranges down there is like a young man’s whiskers; you
enjoy them at first, but they get to be a pesky nuisance.
We played cards again the next night at our place with
the same partners and I and Mrs. Hartsell was beat again.
Mother and Hartsell was full of compliments for each other
on what a good team they made, but the both of them
knowed well enough where the secret of their success laid.
I guess all and all we must of played ten different evenings
and they was only one night when Mrs. Hartsell and I
come out ahead. And that one night wasn’t no fault of
hern.
When we had been down there about two weeks, we
spent one evening as their guest in the Congregational
Church, at a social give by the Michigan Society. A talk
was made by a man named Bitting of Detroit, Michigan,
on How I was Cured of Story Telling. He is a big man
in the Rotarians and give a witty talk.
A woman named Mrs. Oxford rendered some selections
which Mrs. Hartsell said was grand opera music, but whatever
they was my daughter Edie could of give her cards
and spades and not made such a hullaballoo about it
neither.
Then they was a ventriloquist from Grand Rapids and a
young woman about forty-five years of age that mimicked
different kinds of birds. I whispered to Mother that they
all sounded like a chicken, but she nudged me to shut up.
After the show we stopped in a drug store and I set up
the refreshments and it was pretty close to ten o’clock
before we finally turned in. Mother and I would of preferred
tending the movies, but Mother said we mustn’t
offend Mrs. Hartsell, though I asked her had we came to
Florida to enjoy ourselves or to just not offend an old
chatterbox from Michigan.
I felt sorry for Hartsell one morning. The women folks
both had an engagement down to the chiropodist’s and I
run across Hartsell in the Park and he foolishly offered to
play me checkers.
It was him that suggested it, not me, and I guess he
repented himself before we had played one game. But he
was too stubborn to give up and set there while I beat
him game after game and the worst part of it was that
a crowd of folks had got in the habit of watching me play
and there they all was, looking on, and finally they seen
what a fool Frank was making of himself, and they began
to chafe him and pass remarks. Like one of them said:
“Who ever told you you was a checker player!”
And:
“You might maybe be good for tiddle-de-winks, but not
checkers!”
I almost felt like letting him beat me a couple games.
But the crowd would of knowed it was a put up job.
Well, the women folks joined us in the Park and I
wasn’t going to mention our little game, but Hartsell told
about it himself and admitted he wasn’t no match for
me.
“Well,” said Mrs. Hartsell, “checkers ain’t much of a
game anyway, is it?” She said: “It’s more of a children’s
game, ain’t it? At least, I know my boy’s children
used to play it a good deal.”
“Yes, ma’am,” I said. “It’s a children’s game the way
your husband plays it, too.”
Mother wanted to smooth things over, so she said:
“Maybe they’s other games where Frank can beat you.”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Hartsell, “and I bet he could beat you
pitching horse-shoes.”
“Well,” I said, “I would give him a chance to try, only
I ain’t pitched a shoe in over sixteen years.”
“Well,” said Hartsell, “I ain’t played checkers in twenty
years.”
“You ain’t never played it,” I said.
“Anyway,” says Frank, “Lucy and I is your master at
five hundred.”
Well, I could of told him why that was, but had decency
enough to hold my tongue.
It had got so now that he wanted to play cards every
night and when I or Mother wanted to go to a movie, why
one of us would have to pretend we had a headache and
then trust to goodness that they wouldn’t see us sneak
into the theater. I don’t mind playing cards when my
partner keeps their mind on the game, but you take a
woman like Hartsell’s wife and how can they play cards
when they have got to stop every couple seconds and brag
about their son in Grand Rapids?
Well, the New York-New Jersey Society announced that
they was going to give a social evening too and I said to
Mother, I said:
“Well, that is one evening when we will have an excuse
not to play five hundred.”
“Yes,” she said, “but we will have to ask Frank and
his wife to go to the social with us as they asked us to go
to the Michigan social.”
“Well,” I said, “I had rather stay home than drag that
chatterbox everywheres we go.”
So Mother said:
“You are getting too cranky. Maybe she does talk a
little too much but she is good hearted. And Frank is
always good company.”
So I said:
“I suppose if he is such good company you wished you
had of married him.”
Mother laughed and said I sounded like I was jealous.
Jealous of a cow doctor!
Anyway we had to drag them along to the social and I
will say that we give them a much better entertainment
than they had given us.
Judge Lane of Paterson made a fine talk on business
conditions and a Mrs. Newell of Westfield imitated birds,
only you could really tell what they was the way she done
it. Two young women from Red Bank sung a choral
selection and we clapped them back and they gave us
Home to Our Mountains and Mother and Mrs. Hartsell
both had tears in their eyes. And Hartsell, too.
Well, some way or another the chairman got wind that
I was there and asked me to make a talk and I wasn’t
even going to get up, but Mother made me, so I got up
and said:
“Ladies and gentlemen,” I said. “I didn’t expect to be
called on for a speech on an occasion like this or no other
occasion as I do not set myself up as a speech maker, so
will have to do the best I can, which I often say is the
best anybody can do.”
Then I told them the story about Pat and the motorcycle,
using the brogue, and it seemed to tickle them and
I told them one or two other stories, but altogether I wasn’t
on my feet more than twenty or twenty-five minutes and
you ought to of heard the clapping and hollering when I set
down. Even Mrs. Hartsell admitted that I am quite a
speechifier and said if I ever went to Grand Rapids, Michigan,
her son would make me talk to the Rotarians.
When it was over, Hartsell wanted we should go to their
place and play cards, but his wife reminded him that it
was after 9.30 P. M., rather a late hour to start a card
game, but he had went crazy on the subject of cards, probably
because he didn’t have to play partners with his wife.
Anyway, we got rid of them and went home to bed.
It was the next morning, when we met over to the Park,
that Mrs. Hartsell made the remark that she wasn’t getting
no exercise so I suggested that why didn’t she take
part in the roque game.
She said she had not played a game of roque in twenty
years, but if Mother would play she would play. Well, at
first Mother wouldn’t hear of it, but finally consented,
more to please Mrs. Hartsell than anything else.
Well, they had a game with a Mrs. Ryan from Eagle,
Nebraska, and a young Mrs. Morse from Rutland, Vermont,
who Mother had met down to the chiropodist’s.
Well, Mother couldn’t hit a flea and they all laughed at
her and I couldn’t help from laughing at her myself and
finally she quit and said her back was too lame to stoop
over. So they got another lady and kept on playing and
soon Mrs. Hartsell was the one everybody was laughing at,
as she had a long shot to hit the black ball, and as she
made the effort her teeth fell out on to the court. I never
seen a woman so flustered in my life. And I never heard
so much laughing, only Mrs. Hartsell didn’t join in and
she was madder than a hornet and wouldn’t play no more,
so the game broke up.
Mrs. Hartsell went home without speaking to nobody,
but Hartsell staid around and finally he said to me, he
said:
“Well, I played you checkers the other day and you
beat me bad and now what do you say if you and me play
a game of horseshoes?”
I told him I hadn’t pitched a shoe in sixteen years, but
Mother said:
“Go ahead and play. You used to be good at it and
maybe it will come back to you.”
Well, to make a long story short, I give in. I oughtn’t
to of never tried it, as I hadn’t pitched a shoe in sixteen
years, and I only done it to humor Hartsell.
Before we started, Mother patted me on the back and
told me to do my best, so we started in and I seen right
off that I was in for it, as I hadn’t pitched a shoe in sixteen
years and didn’t have my distance. And besides, the
plating had wore off the shoes so that they was points
right where they stuck into my thumb and I hadn’t throwed
more than two or three times when my thumb was raw
and it pretty near killed me to hang on to the shoe, let
alone pitch it.
Well, Hartsell throws the awkwardest shoe I ever seen
pitched and to see him pitch you wouldn’t think he would
ever come nowheres near, but he is also the luckiest pitcher
I ever seen and he made some pitches where the shoe lit
five and six feet short and then schoonered up and was a
ringer. They’s no use trying to beat that kind of luck.
They was a pretty fair size crowd watching us and four
or five other ladies besides Mother, and it seems like,
when Hartsell pitches, he has got to chew and it kept the
ladies on the anxious seat as he don’t seem to care which
way he is facing when he leaves go.
You would think a man as old as him would of learnt
more manners.
Well, to make a long story short, I was just beginning
to get my distance when I had to give up on account of
my thumb, which I showed it to Hartsell and he seen I
couldn’t go on, as it was raw and bleeding. Even if I
could of stood it to go on myself, Mother wouldn’t of
allowed it after she seen my thumb. So anyway I quit
and Hartsell said the score was nineteen to six, but I
don’t know what it was. Or don’t care, neither.
Well, Mother and I went home and I said I hoped we
was through with the Hartsells as I was sick and tired
of them, but it seemed like she had promised we would go
over to their house that evening for another game of their
everlasting cards.
Well, my thumb was giving me considerable pain and I
felt kind of out of sorts and I guess maybe I forgot myself,
but anyway, when we was about through playing
Hartsell made the remark that he wouldn’t never lose a
game of cards if he could always have Mother for a
partner.
So I said:
“Well, you had a chance fifty years ago to always have
her for a partner, but you wasn’t man enough to keep her.”
I was sorry the minute I had said it and Hartsell didn’t
know what to say and for once his wife couldn’t say
nothing. Mother tried to smooth things over by making
the remark that I must of had something stronger than
tea or I wouldn’t talk so silly. But Mrs. Hartsell had
froze up like an iceberg and hardly said good night to us
and I bet her and Frank put in a pleasant hour after we
was gone.
As we was leaving, Mother said to him: “Never mind
Charley’s nonsense, Frank. He is just mad because you
beat him all hollow pitching horseshoes and playing cards.”
She said that to make up for my slip, but at the same
time she certainly riled me. I tried to keep ahold of myself,
but as soon as we was out of the house she had to open
up the subject and begun to scold me for the break I had
made.
Well, I wasn’t in no mood to be scolded. So I said:
“I guess he is such a wonderful pitcher and card player
that you wished you had married him.”
“Well,” she said, “at least he ain’t a baby to give up
pitching because his thumb has got a few scratches.”
“And how about you,” I said, “making a fool of yourself
on the roque court and then pretending your back is lame
and you can’t play no more!”
“Yes,” she said, “but when you hurt your thumb I didn’t
laugh at you, and why did you laugh at me when I sprained
my back?”
“Who could help from laughing!” I said.
“Well,” she said, “Frank Hartsell didn’t laugh.”
“Well,” I said, “why didn’t you marry him?”
“Well,” said Mother, “I almost wished I had!”
“And I wished so, too!” I said.
“I’ll remember that!” said Mother, and that’s the last
word she said to me for two days.
We seen the Hartsells the next day in the Park and I
was willing to apologize, but they just nodded to us. And
a couple days later we heard they had left for Orlando,
where they have got relatives.
I wished they had went there in the first place.
Mother and I made it up setting on a bench.
“Listen, Charley,” she said. “This is our Golden Honeymoon
and we don’t want the whole thing spoilt with a
silly old quarrel.”
“Well,” I said, “did you mean that about wishing you
had married Hartsell?”
“Of course not,” she said, “that is, if you didn’t mean
that you wished I had, too.”
So I said:
“I was just tired and all wrought up. I thank God you
chose me instead of him as they’s no other woman in the
world who I could of lived with all these years.”
“How about Mrs. Hartsell?” says Mother.
“Good gracious!” I said. “Imagine being married to a
woman that plays five hundred like she does and drops
her teeth on the roque court!”
“Well,” said Mother, “it wouldn’t be no worse than being
married to a man that expectorates towards ladies and
is such a fool in a checker game.”
So I put my arm around her shoulder and she stroked
my hand and I guess we got kind of spooney.
They was two days left of our stay in St. Petersburg and
the next to the last day Mother introduced me to a Mrs.
Kendall from Kingston, Rhode Island, who she had met
at the chiropodist’s.
Mrs. Kendall made us acquainted with her husband, who
is in the grocery business. They have got two sons and
five grandchildren and one great-grandchild. One of their
sons lives in Providence and is way up in the Elks as well
as a Rotarian.
We found them very congenial people and we played
cards with them the last two nights we was there. They
was both experts and I only wished we had met them
sooner instead of running into the Hartsells. But the Kendalls
will be there again next winter and we will see more
of them, that is, if we decide to make the trip again.
We left the Sunshine City on the eleventh day of February,
at 11 A. M. This give us a day trip through Florida
and we seen all the country we had passed through at night
on the way down.
We reached Jacksonville at 7 P. M. and pulled out of
there at 8.10 P. M. We reached Fayetteville, North Carolina,
at nine o’clock the following morning, and reached
Washington, D. C., at 6.30 P. M., laying over there half an
hour.
We reached Trenton at 11.01 P. M. and had wired ahead
to my daughter and son-in-law and they met us at the train
and we went to their house and they put us up for the
night. John would of made us stay up all night, telling
about our trip, but Edie said we must be tired and made
us go to bed. That’s my daughter.
The next day we took our train for home and arrived
safe and sound, having been gone just one month and a
day.
Here comes Mother, so I guess I better shut up.
[17] Copyright, 1922, by The International Magazine Company (Cosmopolitan).
Copyright, 1923, by Ring W. Lardner.
HE LAUGHED AT THE GODS [18] — JAMES OPPENHEIM
By JAMES OPPENHEIM
(From Broom)
During the course of some psychological investigations
I was making, I found it necessary to visit an
insane asylum near New York. The building was no more
than an ill-smelling barracks, very desolate; but the young
interne, who guided me through the place, finally took me
to a series of private rooms, which were homelike and
pleasant and had windows facing the fields and the hills.
He told me by the way that I must above all things see
Dr. Farraday. Dr. Farraday, he explained, knew a great
deal about the human soul; so much so that the young
doctors often consulted him about puzzling and unusual
cases.
“He is the most interesting man here,” he told me.
“And what is he suffering from?” I asked.
He smiled. “You’ll have to get his own diagnosis,” he
said. “Between you and me, I think he has a high regard
for our free board and lodging. He has the sort of insanity
of the hobo, of the I-Won’t-Works. But he came to
it too late in life to make freight cars and hay-lofts at all
attractive. He was too settled down to wander the world,
and too—well, insane to work.”
“Well!” I laughed, “I daresay there are many like him—only
they are quartered on relatives, or wives, or friends....
In ancient days that form of insanity was highly
honorable. It is, isn’t it, the insanity of the artist?”
His answer was to knock at a door, and a deep and
rather pleasing voice cried, “Come in.” So we went in.
The light flooded brightly through the tall wide window,
so that at first I only saw a dark bulk coming toward us.
But I noticed the walls hung with many strange and brilliant
drawings, all of a symbolical nature, mythic animals
and gods, stars and moons, and landscapes that never were.
When I was through blinking, and had my man on the
darker side of me, I saw him quite plainly. He was rather
bulky and large, swarthy and something about his face
resembling the face of a turtle.
His manner was very courteous, but a little absent. The
young interne excused himself, with a private wink at me,
as much as to say: “I won’t interfere”; and so we were
left alone.
I offered him a cigar, which pleased him, and we sat in
comfortable armchairs by the window, and were soon
plunged in scientific discussion.... But I saw he was
restless. I noticed, too, now, that his clothes were ill-fitting,
worn out, patched and rather dirty; that his nails
and fingers were sooted up with crayon and stained with
ink; that his cheeks and chin needed a shave and his hair
was rather longer than we wear it.
His restlessness increased. He rubbed his chin, gazed
about abstractedly, swung his leg back and forth in a too
obvious rhythm. And at last he spoke in a voice which
did not seem his at all—a voice which appeared to me to
belong to some other person. The voice he had used was
quiet and cool, although sympathetic. This new voice was
personal, hot, and almost bitter.
“What is the use of all this talk?” he cried out. “It
gets us nowhere. Intellect! science! theory! brain-spinning!
Young man, that is our modern Devil. Kill him
... strangle him out of your soul. He is the Devil of the
ice, of the cold polar regions. Better a hundred times the
old Devil of the burning hell, for in fire there is also God!”
For a moment I thought I was coming to psychic fisticuffs
with him; but I reflected, and at once swallowed my
pride.
“I see,” I said, looking him in the eyes, “you knew this
modern Devil very well; perhaps intimately.”
He glanced at me.
“You sit there,” he cried, “a bit of ice yourself. I feel
no warmth from you; I am not a human being to you, but
just another case. Everywhere I look for Christ and find
a Devil. But you scientists will never save the world without
love—yea, and hate, too. Fire cleanses and resurrects,
but the ice freezes and slays. You would embalm me too
in your waste places; and there is no healing in it. Feel
this asylum—chilly and cold and full of living death—and
the blasted crowd waiting for a great lover to cast out
their demons. He is late in coming; He is late in coming.”
The something that was strange in his voice, his manner
and in his words troubled me deeply.
“You are quite right,” I said simply. “Forgive me for
my attitude.”
He looked at me attentively and spoke more softly.
“There is some hope for you, then,” he murmured.
“Look,” and he reached and brought a sheet of drawing
paper from the little table beside him.
He had drawn a picture in crayon, and done it very well.
There was a powerful man, with arms crossed on his chest,
standing like a Napoleon on an ice-sheathed rock, and out
of the sky a lightning in the form of a great serpent had
leaped down and was about to fasten his fangs into the
man’s eyes.
“Wonderful!” I cried. “And it means?”
“You tell me what it means,” he commanded.
It flashed intuitively across my mind that it meant:
“He who sees too much must be struck blind.” I told him
and he was highly pleased: he regarded me affectionately.
“This is the first human contact I have had in a long
time,” he said. “Except, of course, some of the lunatics....”
“But how,” I asked, “can a man see too much, and why
is such a man like Napoleon?”
“Ah,” he said, “when Christ was shown the kingdoms of
the world from a high mountain, he chose then between
Cæsar and the Galilean. Seeing, man—to see, to know—knowledge,
they say, is power.... But when one is blind
then one sees truly ... sees inwardly. ‘They have eyes,
but they see not’....”
I felt his meaning, though, to use the word in his sense,
I did not see it.
“And what is the serpent?” I asked.
“The gods.”
“Then you believe in the gods?”
“I have always believed in them,” he said in his strange
voice again, “but I laughed at them. The great Dr. Farraday
laughed at the gods. Believed? Of course. The fool
says in his heart, There is no God. And the intellectual
says in his heart, There are gods, and I laugh at them.”
We sat in silence, smoking, and now and then I felt him
trying to pierce me with a look. At last he said:
“You are troubled, my friend.”
“Yes, I am troubled,” I admitted. “We are all troubled
in these days.”
“The days of the great ice,” he murmured. “The second
Glacial Period.” He paused, then spoke abruptly. “I have
a strange feeling for you, very unusual. I am going to tell
you something. You may forget it as soon as you have
heard it. You may say to yourself: ‘It is the phantasy of
an insane man.’ Or you may find it material for analysis
and so enrich your science. Or perhaps if I am not wholly
demented, you may take it into your being and find it a
gift of the gods.... It is a story—one of the few that
have meaning for me. And it is about a man I knew—oh,
knew very well. Most intimately.... Perhaps it is the
story of our age. Who knows?”
I looked at him. Our eyes met.
“Tell me,” I said.
And he told me....
“His name was Trudo. That name after all is as good as
another.... I must tell you a little about his childhood
... not much ... it is not very important. Trudo was a
sensitive child; he couldn’t compete with the boys; he was
a coward and a stay-at-home. He felt everything so intensely
that he suffered incessantly. He could not fight,
he could not play ball. And his father, whom he worshipped,
died. And his mother was practical and embittered
by her struggles and her poverty. Trudo felt he was a
worm. Yes, he was vermin. Until he made a discovery....
If you couldn’t beat others with your fists or your
skill or your leadership, you could beat them with your
mind. And that was the beginning of the end for Trudo....
“He resolutely killed all his feelings. It can be done,
you know. You become like the snail. His body is soft
and fragile; but he draws it into his shell when there is
danger of attack. This is what Trudo did. And for the
rest, he studied. He became a physician and a man of research.
He developed his intellect in a truly marvelous
way. And he rose, and was well on the path toward greatness.
“I won’t bore you with the details. They are the same
for everyone who succeeds. Think of your own successes.
Merely imagine Trudo at the top of his profession, living
in a very fine house near Central Park on a chaste side
street. Respectability, luxury, the waiting room with old
masters on the wall, the tiled and shining laboratory, the
cushioned library, and so on, and so on.... It is not
important, is it?
“I pause a moment to speak of his wife. She was a very
fine woman, doubtless. Of one of the old New York families.
If I mentioned the name, you’d know all about it,
I’m sure. And she was religious, in a way, though her god
was rather a crude one, a sort of hybrid, not of the sphinx
variety exactly, but a good respectable American god. I
am not cynical about it either. That god has given us
much of America.... Let me describe him in a word, a
line: He was a puritan who believed in hard work, righteousness
and business. And he believed in kindness and
purity. You see my wife, don’t you? She wanted me to
be honest and upright, respectable and wealthy, and at the
same time lowly and obedient—down on my knees to her
deity.... She found me then an anomaly: I was honest,
I was wealthy, I was upright; but I was proud and vain
and consumed in myself. I had no love in my heart. You
know there was John Brown to prove that a puritan can
love like a blast of fire. But also, as you know, a puritan
can be a peak of ice.
“Now I must tell you a great joke. My patients thought
me a second Jesus. Actually. And why? Because I was
remarkably intuitive. I could pierce direct into their souls,
and so I knew just what to say and to do to make them
feel I was in full sympathy with them. Is there anything
more devilish than that? I ask you. Think. To use the
art of love to serve merely one’s ambition and one’s egotism.
To wear the mask of Christ in order to be a great doctor.
Good old American bluff, isn’t it?”
He paused, and took a puff on his cigar. It was as if
he had forgotten my presence. Indeed he did not seem to
realize that he had dropped speaking of “Trudo” and was
speaking directly of himself, in the first person.
Then he went on, his voice growing warm and poignant.
“My wife warned me, often. She said I had slain my
soul, and was headed for a great crash. She pointed out
how many of our great business-men make forced marches
on success and are killed or driven insane or into a sanitarium
before they are fifty. I agreed with her. But what
could I do? The greatest tragedy of my life was the fact
that it was a comedy. I knew all the facts, but I didn’t
care a snap of my fingers. I could not feel the tragedy.
I was perfectly happy on the ice—that is, if you can call it
happy. Perhaps, to put it more honestly, I was neither
glad nor sad, but busy, alert and keen.
“Then the symptoms came. I will not enter into the
details. Palpitation of the heart, for instance—a very bad
symptom, as you know. You see, I had no heart; so it
was just there that the gods began to make mischief. Ah,
yes, I knew then that the gods I had laughed at were preparing
a little doomsday for me. Man does not live by
intellect alone. If thou hast two loaves of bread, sell one,
and buy hyacinths for thy soul. Lord! I said those very
words to myself at the time. But of what avail?
“Obviously there was nothing I could do—except one
thing. I could put away Mammon—I could give up my
practice, my fine house, my scientific researches. But what
modern successful man can do it? It was exactly like the
rich young man who went to Jesus. And Jesus asked him
if he could give up his wealth; leave all, and follow. And
the young man could not. That was I.
“No. My pride and revolt increase, if anything. And I
even became cold toward my wife. And this killed her.
I looked on her dead face, and not even then could I break
through the ice, and drop one poor tear of pity or self-pity.
“You see, I was utterly lost. And now with my wife
dead, and no children, and no true friends, you might have
thought that it would be easy to let go of the power of
the world. But not so. Not so. The decks were cleared
for action, that was all. I was going to do a great bit of
scientific writing....
“Then the lightning struck me. Oh, it was so simple, so
simple. I was walking one night on a side-street on the
lower west side. And a prostitute accosted me. I had a
sudden burning curiosity. I was curious about the psychology
of prostitution. I would go with this woman, and
study her. I had no desire. I was a puritan. I did not
want to touch her. Ugh! as a physician I knew too much
about the diseases of vice....
“She took me then to her dingy hall bedroom in a cheap
lodging house. I sat on the cot; she sat on a soap-box.
And in the gaslight I saw her; a very thin woman, a little
tall, and perhaps tubercular. Shining eyes and glowing
cheeks. And she was very poor.”
He groaned, and stopped. Then he whispered:
“Now the story begins.... I began questioning her,
when suddenly she burst out on me:
“‘But you are not a human being. You are terrible. I
feel as if the Devil himself were in this room.’
“I was startled. I asked her:
“‘Who are you? Where do you come from?’
“‘I am a Russian,’ she said, ‘and a Jewess. My name is
Losha.’
“‘But are not you in league with the Devil also?’
“‘No,’ she cried defiantly, rising before me and clenching
her fists. ‘I am driven by need and loneliness; but
you are only vain and learned. You are a lost soul.’
“‘Yes.’ I admitted in my honest way, ‘I am lost.
What’s to be done about it?’
“‘You know you are lost,’ she cried, ‘and yet ask me
that? Oh, this is terrible. This is the eternal damnation
they talk about....’
“‘That doesn’t help me,’ I said. ‘Talk has never helped
me. I can talk myself.’”
She stared at me, and leaned toward me.
“‘You are right. Only an infinite love could help you.’
“That was the way we talked. And suddenly I forgot
that I was the questioner and had a great desire to tell her
about myself. I told everything, just as I have told you.
It was amazing enough; an ignorant sick woman of the
gutter, one whose body was common merchandise, and who
had no life of her own, and I, the learned scientist, the
respectable and wealthy doctor.
“Three times I went to see her. And at the third the
lightning passed through me. She was weeping when I
entered and would not rise from the bed. Her face was
buried in her hands.
“‘Why are you crying, Losha?’ I asked.
“‘I weep,’ she said, ‘because you are to be pitied more
than I am. We are both prostitutes. But the Devil in me
is a god, and you have no god.’
“I stood, silent, but quite calm. Then she rose slowly
and flung her arms about my neck. I had not expected it.
She whispered passionately:
“‘I love you. I love you. I love you.’
“‘Why do you love?’ I asked.
“‘Because I am your lost soul.’
“And I saw the truth. I saw that what lay buried in me
was not only divine love, but also the great beast, and that
this woman was both. And first I felt a burning steal
through my body, a hot and primal fire, the smoky breath
of hell itself, and for the first time I could remember, I had
the horrible cannibal lust to tear a human body limb from
limb. But while I was convulsed with this, something
strangely other came up and mingled with the lust. It
was as if I saw the Christ. It was holy and ecstatic and
divine.... Yes, yes, yes, it was love....
“You can imagine an earthquake that raises some monstrous
buried formation to the surface and buries what it
finds there. That happened to me.... It was like a
conversion. But in my conversion both Christ and the
beast came up and tore asunder the great Dr. Farraday—the
fine intellect, the high-minded ego....
“In short, I went suddenly mad, and gave a great shriek,
tearing off my clothes and foaming at the mouth. I called
Losha ‘the goddess’ and prostrated myself before her.
Then I shrieked aloud for the torture and agony and had
something very like a fit of epilepsy.
“She was terrified. She finally put me to bed, and
soothed me. She nursed me tenderly. I would lie quiescent
for hours, in a fever. Then the spell was on me. I
saw great beasts, kings and gods. I was ground by terrible
passion and ecstasy. It was a death....”
He paused; then smiled sadly....
“You can imagine the sequel. I could not return to my
house. It was all ended. All my interest in my work, my
position, my power and place in the world, had vanished.
Everything, but the emotions that swept me, was quite
unreal. And so I ruined myself.
“I married Losha. It seemed a simple matter. And we
opened a little stationery shop and kept it together....
And then I began to draw: I became an artist. I was
alive from head to foot, and yet quite tormented—tormented
by these terrible passions and ecstacies, these perverted
and glorious impulses which for years had festered
in my darkness, and which, when they came upon me, came
more like monsters than divinities....
“What can I say of Losha? She was the one woman
whom I never knew. My intuition failed me. I never
understood. Was she ugly or beautiful? stupid or wise?
base or noble? I cannot tell. I only could know her simple
and undivided love, which never forsook me. It was those
fires in which I became as ashes.
“As ashes, ashes.... One cold morning she coughed a
great big racking spasm.... Then she whispered to me:
“‘Trudo, I love you.’
“And she died.... I closed the shop.... I did not
need the shop. I needed only my own soul, which began
to dawn in me like the sun in spring.... And being quite
insane, I came here....”
We were silent. He fussed about among his papers and
murmured: “I suppose it isn’t much of a story.”
I smiled at him, but said nothing. Then he showed me
a portrait he had made of Losha.
She was dark and thin, even gaunt, and a look almost of
madness in the eyes.... The tears rolled down the Doctor’s
cheeks....
A little later I said goodby to him. We stood, facing each
other and he held my hand.
“I am insane,” he said, “do not forget that. And out
there—” he waved his other hand in the direction of New
York, “live the sane ones. Losha is dead, and Dr. Farraday
is dead. You know the ancients,” he smiled quaintly,
“thought the insane were close to the gods. But that’s a
fable, isn’t it?”
I closed the door on him very softly, troubled in spirit.
She sat in a show window of a large department store.
“A prize to those who make her laugh,” read a conspicuous
sign over her head. An American flag was wrapped
around her slim figure; a sword which she clutched with
both hands rested on her lap with its point towards a
placard announcing a bargain sale.
She sat motionless, her eyes wide open, her face hardly
betraying a trace of life.
All day long she sat there, while multitudes passing on
the sidewalk turned their heads towards her and wondered:
“Is it a living woman or a wax figure?” It was this puzzle
which held the pedestrian, and caused the manager of the
store to chuckle at his own cleverness. When he saw in
the morning this bashful country girl shuffling into the
store and asking inaudibly for a job, he caught at the
chance for novelty in the advertising of his sale. Her
features were so immobile; she appeared, on the whole,
so lifeless that his agile mind had promptly pictured her
in her present setting.
Unceasingly the crowd surged before the window. Newsboys
with bundles under their arms, messengers in uniform,
girls with lunch boxes in their hands, even trim-looking
business men—all forgot their errands for a few minutes,
and directed their mingled breath towards that window.
Some of the boys stood for hours, sticking out their tongues,
puffing up their cheeks, grinning and grimacing in a vain
effort to get a smile from that grim apparition.
Though she was alone inside the window, still it seemed
to her as if she were thrown into that seething mass before
her, as if jostled and mercilessly kicked about. How strange
everything! How confusing to her!
In the morning, when she learned there was work for her
at the store, she was so happy that she thought of writing
home at once about her good luck. But in the evening,
after her first day’s work, she was so exhausted that the
girls of the establishment who took her to their boarding house,
had to lead her under her arms. She walked and
wondered: the manager had said there was absolutely no
work attached to her job.
At the supper-table, the girls, good naturedly, poked fun
at her; and she grew livelier. Later, some of them had a
romp, and decided that the feet of the uncouth lass were
surely more used to follow the cows to pasture, than to
dance.
The next morning the girls hurried feverishly. They
paid little attention to the “rustic clown.” Some had slept
too late; they looked anxious and careworn. Last evening’s
warmth had all evaporated, and the “wax figure”
felt a strange chill and a sinking at the heart.
Again she took her seat in the show window. She was
faint, not having been in the mood for breakfast, and before
long dizziness overtook her. She felt as if she looked into
some deep water from which a wave suddenly emerged—a
huge wave that roared, groaned, moved towards her, striving
to engulf her, to carry her away.
Still, she appeared on that second day conscious of things
she had not observed at first. The cars that thundered
back and forth seemed new, and she noted the elevated
overhead. The crowds were again as large and again as
busy making “faces” which frightened her into immobility,
so that it became harder for the people to get her attention,
and most of them wondered: “Will she ever smile?”
In the afternoon it rained. The electric lights began to
twinkle early, and a sea of umbrellas moved, moved endlessly
before the motionless figure in the window.
She stared at the rumbling taxis that splashed hither
and thither; at the zig-zag drizzle, the steady downpour,
and her eyes suddenly filled. Thoughts of home were
awakened within her by the rain. Her brain and heart,
hitherto as if congealed by the terror of the strange world
before her, now thawed and filled her with a gnawing sadness
and self-pity. How is it at home now? her thoughts
ran. How is it at home? It rains. There is the muddy
road, the ruts and the pools. Father is indoors now, back
from the field. The gray dusk falls. Mother sits with
folded arms by the window and gazes longingly out into
the dark.
“Are you looking for me?” the figure in the window, forgetting
herself, suddenly wailed. “Mother, mother dear,
take me to you. I ain’t used to this; I’m so lonely and
afraid.”
Her lips trembled visibly. A spasm shot across her face
and contracted it—and many of the crowd outside who
made “mouths” at her, burst into a triumphant hurrah.
“She laughed!” roared a colored man so loud that it
reached the manager, who forthwith decided to discharge
the “figure.” “I get the prize,” yelled others. “I made
her laugh! I made her laugh!”
[19] Copyright, 1921, by Brief Stories Publishing Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Benjamin Rosenblatt.
FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SOUTH [20] — WILBUR DANIEL STEELE
By WILBUR DANIEL STEELE
(From The Pictorial Review)
The day had been dead hot. Under the weight of the
afternoon one would have thought it could never be cool
again in the Mzab. But immediately the sun had dipped
behind the cliff that guards the western rim of the oasis
the thin air emptied itself, and the night-chill, penetrating
and treacherous, flowed over the dry bottom of the oued.
The town stirred. Under my gallery there came and
went a word-fight between Berber muleteers from the north.
After that I heard the evening call of the muezzin dropping
down from the mosque-tower on the crowded hill, arid,
sinuous, like the note of another wooden well-wheel shrilling
above the desert floor. Then somewhere under a house
arose the hollow voice of a tambour struck with a thumb,
and a man sang. In a rift of silence a wandering breeze
threshed all the date-fronds in the oued-bottom with a
phantom of distant applause. Nearer at hand a foot-scuffle
in the dusk. A choked laugh. And all around in the
heavy shadows of that quarter the subdued giggling, the
rustling, and jewel-clanking of the women of dark delight.
“What’s wrong with the Ouled Naïl girls to-night?” I
asked along the gallery. Abd, son of Abdallah the Mozabite,
rose to his feet on the tiles near the stair, a white
wraith.
“Kain kairouan ja, sidi.” (There is a caravan come.)
Drums banged; women scurried. The momentous night
was established and stars sprinkled the sky, large and restless
stars, always flickering a little to the eye in that air
without body.
I sat at an island crossroads of the western Sahara,
where the pale, blurred sand-courses, like the wakes of
ships, come up the bald skin of the globe from the green
mysteries that lie months away on the other side of the
south.
“Abd!” I called, “where does the caravan come from,
east or west?”
Abd was gone. On the tiles I heard the fall of a Christian
boot. Borak, the Englishman, came toward me in
the shadows.
“I wonder you’re not out,” he said. “The caravan comes
from the south.”
“Not——!”
“Rather! This is a real one—like the old days again.
Right away up from under. You’d better have a look at
the beggars; you’re romantic, you know. Might not have
another chance in a year.”
I put on my coat and went with him. Borak has been
too long in Africa, one part and another. He has forgotten
that it is the Dark Continent. As we walked he went on
in his habitual vein of banter.
“It’s a tidy lot of heroes for you. You may imagine.
Seven ‘moonlights’ on the trek, and I lay a pound sterling
not a man in the crowd has washed in the thirty weeks.”
“Thirty weeks!” I couldn’t help echoing it. “Lord!”
“There ought to be a story there, eh? As a matter of
fact there isn’t. I insist again that there’s more story,
more poetry and romance in the life of a Whitechapel coster
than you’ll hear in a year listening to these people. They
lack imagination. They want the mental whip of civilization;
that’s it in a nutshell.”
I felt like saying “Bosh!” Borak is too dogmatic.
We were passing into the thick of the “low town,” and
on our right loomed the ugly oblong of the douane, the
French custom-house that stands at the converging of the
deep-Sahara routes. Borak looked at it and chuckled.
“Old Arnauld” (the customs official) “is in a fair pother.
There’s a frighful mixture in the trek, blacks and browns
from a dozen different basins down below, and you may
imagine there’s a lack of passports. So that’s Arnauld’s
job; to divine. Or rather it’s Bou Dik’s job, for the orderly
has all the work. When I passed the market coming
to you Bou Dik was tackling an old chap who claims to be
Senegal but looks away east of that, a pot-bellied old
swine, black as a chimney-pot, solemn as an archbishop,
and blind as a bat. I gather all he wants is to be let pass
quietly on his way to Holy Mekka, where he hopes to die.
Bou Dik, though, is full of wild and horrid notions. He has
crossed the trail lately of a dervish man who has the word
that Mouley Saa[21] is now booked to descend in the guise
of a blackamoor, and naturally, having a fat berth with
the Infidel, Bou Dik isn’t going to let the Deliverer into
his department—not if he can help it. So just now Bou
Dik is death and leprosy on niggers. I wish you could
have heard the row.”
I was to hear it presently. We had arrived at a chain
swung across the black street and, ducking under it, we
came into the open market square. I had seen the place a
hundred times, by sun and moon and stars, and still familiarity
had not quite worn off my first sense of it as a
haven between the winds, the anchorage of a remote white
port of call lost in the ocean of stone. To-night that illusion
was deepened a dozenfold. There is no other metaphor
in speech so true as “ships of the desert.” They were
here. To-night I knew that I had known before only the
small fry of that dry sea world, only the shore-huggers, the
humble brotherhood of the coastwise trade. Here to-night
was the creature of the main, the deep-sea squadron, the
tall fleet.
From where we stood, clear to the further shore of dim
arcades, the ground was hidden under the mass of kneeling
beasts and heaped bales, a tumbled thing, monstrous in
sleep. We picked our way through the ruck, lighting
matches from time to time when we found ourselves trapped
in blind alleys between bales and humps, or felt our way
barred by the hairy neck of a camel curving waist-high
across the night. Mountains whisked fat tails at us; sleeping
legs sprawled from beneath hills of cargo like dead men
pinned under wreckage. Borak took hold of my elbow.
“This way,” he said. “I hear the voice of Bou Dik.”
I heard it too, impassive, obstinate. There was a small
fire of brush-roots throwing a glow around a ring of specters
in the center of the field of ruin. The burnooses, all
the same color of desert dust, might indeed have been
winding-sheets; the hooded faces, gaunt, bone-built, played
upon by the weak and tricky illumination from beneath,
might have been skulls. And in the midst of the communing
dead Bou Dik, enveloped in his red robe of authority,
was the devil himself presiding.
His voice had ceased. As we settled behind him a man
got to his feet on the side beyond the fire. With a gesture
which had in it something of the trained orator he put
back the hood of his burnoose, baring his strong neck and
his round, blue-black, kinky-polled negroid head.
“Thou hast demanded, sidi, who is this man who is the
father of my father. Thou hast demanded whence he
comes, whither he goes, what he desires. Now I will tell
thee all these things, I, Belkano, who am not without
power in the country which is under Kalgou.”
He spoke a quaint Arabic in which all the throat-sounds
were brought forward and softened—such a tongue, Borak
told me, as black boys pick up in the Mohammedan zaouias
at Sikasso and Timbuktu—quaint, and yet more easily
understood in the Mzab than dialects not so far away, in
Tunis, say, or the Moroccan uplands.
“The father of my father,” he said, “is a very great and
holy man.”
In the pause that followed all the eyes turned upon the
object deposited at the speaker’s feet. It was discerned to
be human.
“Black as a chimney-pot, solemn as an archbishop, blind
as a bat.” Like many of Borak’s observations, that one
had everything in it but the essential. The essential thing
was the man’s enormous separation. Whether it was the
infirmity of his great age or whether it was his “holiness”
(which may account for many things), he was removed to
a distance which could not be measured. He lived on
another planet. He lived within another sky, the sky of
his own skin.
There was something majestic in the completeness of
his immobility. Save for a faint, slow, rhythmical pulse of
his swollen lower lip there was nothing visibly alive in him.
Not once did the dead eyeballs, sustained in little cups of
rheum, shift from the line of dead ahead. From the first
to the last of that audience he remained in the attitude in
which I imagine he must have been deposited, a sphinx
thing in ebony, content with memories. Memories gorgeous
or infernal. His lip fascinated me. I could not get my
eyes away from that pendulous and extraordinary tissue,
throbbing with faint, ordered convulsions in the orange
light. It was as if the creature’s heart, appalled by something
under the black sky of skin, had broken prison and
escaped so far, only to be caught on the threshold and hang
there eternally, beating.
I had to shake myself. In a whisper, to Borak: “What’s
that he was saying? The tall one.”
“He says that his grandfather is bound on the pilgrimage
to Mekka because he is tremendously holy, and he is
tremendously holy because he has a huge sin on his soul.
Not bad, eh? It has happened before.”
Bou Dik’s voice was heard. “What then is that sin?”
The dark orator looked around the circle beneath him.
“It is known in Andiorou and Adar. It is known in
Damagarin country and even in Manga country in the
east.” He looked at Bou Dik. “Now I will recount thee
that history, sidi.”
His gaze returned to the fire. I shall not soon forget
him as he stood there against the stars of the desert night,
tall, glossy, vibrant, speaking out in a strong voice the
story of the moribund flesh beside him.
“Know thou then that it was in the years before the
missionaries of God (to whom be the prayer) and of his
Prophet (be his bliss eternal by the streams that never
cease!) had brought to my tribe the Word and the Flame
of Islam. Glory to the One God!”
“Glory to the One God!” the echo rustled around the
ring.
“In those days then the men of my people lived in darkness.
They performed no ablutions. Their prayers were
to images made with their hands. The strongest and
bravest of the young men of that tribe was Djeba, who
was later called Djim, as I will recount to thee, sidi, and
who was to become the father of my father, and who is
this man. The young man who was next to Djeba in
strength and courage was Moa. These two were brothers
of the milk. Of these two, each was the other’s breath.
When these two went into the bush to hunt, the animals
said to one another, ‘Strike if thou wilt amongst seven
men, but avoid the Brothers of the Milk!’ So lived Djeba
and Moa in those days. Djeba was the spear of Moa;
Moa was Djeba’s shield.
“In those days then came a war-party from the south,
from the country of Gando under Sokoto, the country of
braggarts and thieves. They came out of the bush in the
morning and moved toward the village, casting their spears
aloft and beating on drums. The warriors of my people
did not fail to answer them. They advanced out of the
stockade. Nikato, the Headman, was in the forefront, and
at his two shoulders went Djeba and Moa. That sunrise
Djeba slew five of the sons of Gandoland. Moa slew five.
Neither cut nor bruise was on their bodies. Sing the Valor
of the Brothers of the Milk!”
The apostrophe rang out, absorbed, deep-throated, across
the sleeping caravan. My eyes went to the flesh on the
ground. Into that dark house had those words been able
to penetrate? Had their ringing set some hidden echo
ringing? How could one say? The lip that was like the
man’s drawn heart pulsed in the same laggard, imperturbable
count; the dead eyeballs did not shift. But perhaps
they were dead only that they might see the better the
sunlight of that vanished and heroic myth.
“Sing the Valor and the Victory of the Brothers of the
Milk!
“That war-party was beaten; its dead soiled the ground;
its living fled into the bush. That day the drums were
beaten in the village and muttons were killed; that night a
feast was made. The young men danced and the old men
made sacrifice to their images.
“But the images of those days were idolatrous and had
no power over good and ill. La illah il allah![22] Accordingly
then it was written that the survivors of that war-party,
gathering again in the bush and being drunk with
the desire of revenge, fell once more upon the village in
the hour when the young men were full-fed and their
weapons away. So in that night many of my tribe were
slain. The stockades were thrown down; the houses were
given to the flame. In the light of that flame many virgins
were desecrated, many old men disemboweled, many children
spun on spears. But those of good growth and being
were taken away. Djeba and Moa were taken away.
“How can I recount to thee, sidi, the days of that
march? Am I then another Errendi, that the words of my
lamentation should fall like burning oil on a new wound?
But the history is well known in all the country above the
River, for my father’s brother, Ahmed ben Djeba, he who
had it out of the mouth of Djeba, has made it a chant at
a hundred feasts and sung it under a hundred council-trees.
He has sung the days of that going, the weeks, each week
after the other through the hotness of that bush-trail. He
has told the tale of the moons. In the roof of his mouth he
has recalled the song of the lash that fell on those men’s
shoulders and made of their flesh the flesh of goats that is
hung on the stockade to cure. He has stirred the dung-heaps
to bring in memory the meat that was given them at
evening before they fell down to sleep. With his tongue
he has made the clank of the chain that bound them together,
the heavy chain of iron that bound together even
those two who were bound by the strong bond of the breast
that gave them suck!
“Many among them died. When they died their bodies
were cut from the chain with swords. Djeba and Moa
grew thin. When Djeba looked at Moa he saw a skeleton
that he did not know. When Moa looked at Djeba he saw
a thing which filled him with terror. At night each bade
the other farewell, saying, ‘In the morning I shall be dead.’
But they were strong and they did not die. Only their
minds became empty.
“Then they came at last to the banks of a great lake.
This lake was so great that when they had been sold to
a white boatman and when they had come out in the boat
so far that they could no longer see the bank behind them,
then they could yet see no bank before, and the water was
all about them to the sky like the sand in the desert of
Djouf. To my father’s brother Djeba has recounted that
they were more than the length of a moon in that going,
but it must be recalled that his mind was empty, since no
lake to be compared with that is in our knowledge. A wind
arose on that lake and water came into the boat. They
were athirst, but when they drank of that water it was
sour and their thirst consumed them tenfold after. What
man is there master of words sufficiently bitter to recount
that going upon the lake of those men who were captive?
“Then they came at last to the other bank of that lake,
and they were taken up swiftly into the bush of the
country beyond, for there were war-boats of other white
men on the water. And on another day they came to a
great ksar of a hundred shelters, and in the market-place
of that ksar they were exposed for sale. They were nine.
Nine men left out of sevenscore strong men! What battle
in the memory of the tribes so disastrous as that going!
What ambush so bloody as that march of the companions
of the Brothers of the Milk!”
For a moment after the outcry the orator’s lips closed
over the firelit sheen of his white teeth. I suppose that he
(like his paternal uncle) had recited this tropic saga a
hundred times in the villages of the black south. I doubt
not that at this point he had been accustomed to pause, to
receive for a moment the sweet applause of a groan.
“And so,” he resumed, “they were sold that day into
labor. And of the Brothers of the Milk, those whose eyes
saw a single thing and whose lips spoke the same, Moa was
taken one way and Djeba another, and their hearts died.
Djeba, the blood-child of chieftains, was driven like a
bullock up into the bush by a white driver, and when his
weakness grew on him and he stumbled that driver struck
him with a thong.
“That country beyond the great lake is a fat country,
full of plantings of maize and cotton in the uplands where
the bush is cleared. It is known by the name of Djoja,
and in extent it lies from the banks of the lake into the
interior many marches away. Djeba was taken to a certain
planting and thrown into a dar in a stockade as
great as a small ksar. There he had the company of
other captives from the River, from the Camaroun, and
from the River Greater than the River in the south. Some
there were who had been there so great a time that they
had forgotten their own tongues and knew only the Djoja
speech, and some had been born in that stockade.
“Then they were driven into the fields to labor. In his
weakness the sun beat upon the head of Djeba and made
him forget. Then he was driven back to the stockade, and
the rain came through the thatch of the dar and wet his
body and fever consumed his heart. But already his heart
was dead; only when he slept and saw Moa in a dream did
he live.
“And that driver said to him, ‘How art thou called?’
And he said, ‘Djeba.’ And the driver laughed and cried,
‘That is no name for a black boy; I christen thee Djim;
and Djim thou art!” And he went away, still laughing as
if he had turned a word of wit. So a hate of him came
into Djeba, and Djeba would have killed him, only that
he was a tall, great-bodied man, and Djeba, who had been
worth five warriors in his strength, was like a child in
weakness now.
“That fever burned his heart and his bowels. He was
given to eat of a cous-cous made of sour maize and swineflesh.
Then his stomach turned over. He vomited. He
said, ‘Now at last I am to die.’
“But then a woman came into that dar. She laid a hand
on his head and called him Djim, but the hand was cool,
and the anger went from his heart. She gave him milk
to drink, and his pain ceased. His sickness passed. In
the darkness of that shelter that woman was like the healing
benignity of the moon when it has come an hour high
in the east. She spoke in tones of compassion, and he was
made whole.
“‘Who then is that woman?’ he asked of the men, ‘and
how is she called?’
“‘She is Mis’us, and she lives in the dar kebir’ (the Big
House).
“‘Is she then the woman of that driver?’ he asked.
“His companions laughed. ‘Nay, she is the woman of
Maas Djo.’
“‘Who then is Maas Djo?’
“‘Maas Djo is the Maasa, the Headman. It is his silver
with which thou wert got.’
“‘Why then have I not seen this Headman?’
“‘For the reason that since thou hast come he has been
gone with a war-party to fight the Yankis to the north.’
“‘He has gone then to take other captives?’
“‘Nay he has gone to save those he has got.’ And then
they recounted to Djeba: ‘The war-parties of the Yankis
who come from behind the rivers of the north choke the
trails. The bush never sleeps for the sound of their drums.
Their torches are amongst the settlements. The long peace
of the white men is broken; new confederations are formed;
terror is loosed abroad. The lust of booty and of blood is
aflame in the Yankis. It is said that they devour babes;
it is known that when they make prayer in their holy
places their ablutions are performed in the blood of a
lamb. Such are they!’
“Then they recounted to Djeba how Maas Djo and the
other Headmen, the holders of plantings, all the young
men, how they had gathered to the war-drums in the trails,
how they had chosen chiefs and gone away into the bush,
and how the sky above them was that day the color of gore.
“And Djeba asked them, ‘Which is then the stronger?’
And they answered, ‘The party of Maas Djo is the stronger.
Mayhap even now it has driven the Yankis back across
their rivers. Mayhap to-morrow he will return home!’
“But one amongst them who had been born into labor
in that stockade in Djoja and who was now an old man
said, ‘Mayhap not.’ That same man, who was called by
the name of Moz, came into the dar at night and said in
a low voice to Djeba, ‘The Yankis are like the leaves of
the pepper-tree; they are small, but their number is beyond
count. Hark thou well when the bush is sleeping
and thou wilt hear their powder-guns in the north.’
“Then Djeba harkened, but he heard no guns. Nevertheless
he sharpened his reaping-tool. But he was not yet
strong from his sickness.
“From time to time that woman from the dar kebir
came to bring him sweet milk and speak in tones of compassion.
And it was written that the heart of Djeba, the
son of chieftains, should grow soft and meek. But when
that driver perceived Mis’us ministering to the captive’s
weakness he jeered with mocking laughter, and the woman
cowered before it as though she had been afraid and fled
away to the Big House. And Djeba’s hatred of that man
grew like a pain.
“‘When I am stronger I will kill him,’ he said.
“So he grew stronger.
“On another night that man called Moz came in secret
and said to Djeba, ‘Hark thou well in the night, and before
another moon has gone thou wilt hear the drums of
the tribesmen of the north.’ And when he saw Djeba take
up his reaping-tool he said, ‘Rather shouldst thou sing for
joy. For these men here who are ignorant niggahs have
told thee things apart from the truth. Thou hast spoken
to me of they milk-brother who is called Moa, who was
sold into the planting of Maas Djoj Blaak. It has come
to my knowledge that Moa has fled from that planting,
and with others from other plantings has gone to fight in
the war-parties of the Yankis, where they are received
with honors. Is it probable that such men eat babes? No,
Djim, I repeat to thee, these here are child-headed niggahs,
who know not that the Yankis come to set them free out of
labor in the plantings. No, Djim, rather shouldst thou
sing for joy, for when thou see’st the Yankis thou wilt see
thy milk-brother in their train.’
“Then Djeba’s heart sang for joy.
“‘Again, again I shall see my brother!’ he cried. ‘Again
our eyes shall behold one thing and our breaths shall be
one!’ And he said to Moz, ‘Now I too will run away from
the stockade and I will go to meet Moa.’
“And Moz said, ‘But the driver will prevent thee.’
“And Djeba said, ‘No, for I will kill the driver before I
go.’
“And Djeba waited, feeding his heart on the thought of
Moa and on the promise of the death of that white man
who had laughed.
“There came an evening when he watched and saw the
driver going out of the stockade into the edge of the bush.
So Djeba took up his sharp reaping-tool and followed,
creeping near the ground. He came near to the driver.
He saw him very clearly. The driver was dressed in finery,
with a hat like a deep drum fashioned of fur, and a tunic
of blue cloth with buttons of silver. Djeba saw him against
the light of dusk in the sky. But the driver was not alone.
Mis’us was there, where she had stolen for solitude. It
was she that the driver had followed, as the desert hyena
slinks slavering after the lone gazelle. The fear was in
Djeba that if he struck the man, then the woman would
give the alarm and he would be taken again. He might
have struck both. But his heart was softened by the compassion
of the woman, and what was written in the book of
the future he was not given yet to read. Had he known!
Had he but known to strike—the driver afterward, perhaps—but
the woman first.
“But while he hesitated, already it was too late. He saw
the driver step forward and grasp the woman’s arm, uttering
words he could not understand. He saw the woman,
standing quietly, turn her head and spit once and spit
twice in the driver’s face.
“She continued to stand quietly, like stone. But the
driver flung off toward the stockade, laughing terribly in
his deep chest.
“Then Djeba would have returned and waited another
chance at the man. But the thought of Moa was strong
on him, and the bush was at his back. So he said to himself,
‘I will return with Moa,’ and he crept away.
“All that night he walked swiftly. He hid himself and
slept in the day and advanced by night again. He did
not know where he went, but the image and affection of
his milk-brother were so powerful in Djeba that it seemed
he would come truly to Moa. Because of that he remained
strong. His stomach was empty but his heart was fed, and
he penetrated the bush with the swiftness of a panther.
He would have wished to speak with others and know his
way, but if he saw slaves in the fields then he saw with
them a white driver, and he was afraid.
“There came a time when he saw a Senegal man working
at the edge of a maize-planting, and no driver was in sight.
So he showed himself, and he asked, ‘Where then are the
Yankis?’ And the man answered him, ‘Go thou to Tlaanta.
I know nothing, but at Tlaanta all things are known.’
“‘Where then is Tlaanta?’ Djeba demanded. And the
man said, ‘If thou knowest not Tlaanta then indeed thou
art an ignorant niggah. Turn thy face to the north, and at
nightfall thou wilt behold a great ksar which is Tlaanta,
which is the chief place of Djoja, where all things are
known—”
(“Tlaanta.” Something queer was happening down in
the subconscious regions of my brain. “Tlaanta, the chief
place of Djoja.” The reader may laugh, but so firmly was
my attention fixed in the picture of some fabulous tropical
mid-African scene that the familiar syllables, blurred in
the Arab utterance, touched still too lightly to make a
breach. “Tlaanta Djoja—” I glanced uneasily at Borak,
as though he could help. He returned my stare with a
supercilious grin, as much as to say, “My word! you’re not
letting yourself be taken in by this fantastic claptrap!”
“Tlaanta, the chief place of Djoja”—“Maas Djo”—“Yankis”—“Moz”—“Djim”—The
equatorial forest-walls
were trying their hardest to topple over in my dull
brain. But there was no time. I had to get back to the
saga unfolding in the strong voice of the orator in that
ember-lit Sahara night.)
“—And when the night fell Djeba saw before him in the
sky a pillar of light. And he came on a hill and saw a
great settlement in flames. And then all about him came
people fleeing in confusion through the dark bush, carrying
on their heads their mills and cooking-pots and crying,
‘The Yankis! The Yankis are come!’
“Then Djeba was glad. He went down toward burning
Tlaanta. The flame was in his face and his heart was hot,
and he stood and called aloud the name of his brother of
the milk. But he saw no man. A lad ran out of a shelter
that took fire. Djeba caught that lad by the arm and
cried, ‘Where are the Yankis?’ And the lad screamed,
‘Gone! Gone!’ and he fell down with his eyes wide open,
and Djeba saw that he was dead.
“And Djeba said to himself, ‘If the Yankis are gone and
Moa with them, then it will be his thought to lead them
to that planting where I was a slave, to kill that driver
and set me free.’ So he turned his back on the burning
ksar. He ran all through that night. Others ran with him;
other slaves freed by the war-party’s passage. They turned
this way and that in the darkness, chanting the war-chants
of the Yankis, and their paths through the bush were ruin.
In the night they pillaged and burned stockades, in the
morning they marched in bands, in the afternoon they slept
along the trails. But by day and by night their minds
were turned with freedom, and when Djeba ran amongst
them demanding word of Moa their answers were without
sense.
“There was a night when Djeba came upon a clearing.
He saw a stockade in flames. The light of those flames
showed him the fields, and then he recognized that planting
and his spirit leaped with joy. He said, ‘Now Moa has
come here seeking me, and his revenge is before my eyes!’
“And Djeba ran bounding across the fields and came
into the flame of the stockade, and he called Moa’s name.
He shouted the war-call of their tribe. He shouted the
hunting-call that had been fixed between the milk-brothers
in the old days in the bush.
“Then it seemed to Djeba that he heard the answer to
the hunting-call, but in the crackling of the flames he could
not say whence it came. Then he bounded on in the stockade.
In that circle of fire he saw a man standing. It was
a white man he had never seen. His breast was black
with blood, his head hung down, and he wept. Djeba
went toward him boldly.
“‘Tell me, then, where is Moa?’
“The man looked at him with dull, heavy eyes from
which the tears ran down, and for answer he said, ‘Where
is my wife, boy? Where are my servants? I am Maas
Djo. I have come home.’
“Then Djeba perceived that the man was possessed, so
he did not harm him, but ran on. He leaped like a panther
through all the stockade. He bounded through the wall
and stood in the lighted field, and there was nothing there
but his shadow. Then he ran toward the bush, and there
he saw a figure. He pursued, and the figure ran into the
bush, but Djeba was too swift, and overtook it, and he
saw it was that woman, who crouched like a terrified gazelle
and watched his coming with large eyes.
“And he said, ‘It is I.’
“When the woman heard that she trembled with relief
and took hold of his arm and whispered, ‘It is thou, Djim!
I thought it was he. I thought thou wert that drunken
monster pursuing me still!’
“When he heard that, there came into Djeba’s mind the
memory and the hate of that driver. And he said, ‘Where
is he now?’ And the woman, grasping his arm more tightly
at that instant, whispered, ‘Hush, thou, and hark! He
comes!’
“Then near them Djeba heard the fall of feet and he
saw the man advancing through the bush. He saw his
shape plain and black against the glow beyond the leaves;
the shape of that fur hat he remembered, in the form of
a deep drum, tilted wildly; the shoulders thrust out with
that tunic of silver buttons, the elbows swaggering. And
he saw that the figure was drunk and lustful and that he
came in cunning silence amongst the leaves, and he knew
that the time of his revenge was at hand.
“So Djeba sprang through the leaves and caught the
man’s neck in his fingers. They fell down in the dark on
the ground, and there they fought. But Djeba’s powerful
hands were about the man’s throat, and the man lay quiet
and breathed no more. Then Djeba went back, but the
terrified woman was gone.
“Then Djeba returned across the field toward the stockade,
calling Moa’s name again, and in the field near the
stockade he saw lying the body of a man. The man was
despoiled of his clothes and naked, and his head cut three-quarters
from his trunk. And Djeba looked and saw that
it was that driver.
“Then Djeba said to himself, ‘The night is full of infernal
creatures, witches and djinoun. I have slain the
driver in his finery in the bush, and here he lies an hour
dead and naked in the field. The night is red with devil-work.’
A fear came on him and his teeth knocked together.
Nevertheless he went back to the bush, laid hold of that
other man’s feet, and pulled him through the bush to the
field, and there he looked at the face of the man he had
slain.
“He looked at the face of the man he had slain!”
The syllables of the loud repetition went away across
the sleeping floor of the square and played among the invisible
arcades, echoes deep-toned, momentous, tragic. And
in the glow of the embers I saw the lip of that oblivious
clay pulsing, pulsing, with the same laggard and monotonous
beat. I continued to stare at it. You may be certain
now that I stared. The short hairs at the back of my
skull stood up and pricked the skin. For the wonder of
it. Even to that Senegal orator himself the saga he repeated
remained fabulous, an epic of equatorial rivers.
Chanted first by son and then by grandson at a hundred
feasts and under a hundred village council-trees and grown
into the body of mid-African legendry, not till this night
had it come to ears that heard; to eyes that saw with the
eyes of that ancient, moribund, blind, black wanderer.
For now I knew that I had heard the tale of that incendiary
night on a “Djoja planting” before, not once, but
many, many times; not in the glow of a Sahara camp-fire,
but in the ember light of a Hancock County chimney-nook,
where my own grandmother Peyton used to sit before bedtime
thirty years agone, reciting a saga of her own.
The narrator’s voice was heard again, rushing, staccato.
“Then Djeba ran through the bush to find that woman,
his one thought that he might now slay her too. For he
perceived now that she must be a witch-doctress, thus by
compassion to have blinded his eyes. He ran with all his
power. How long he ran, what man can say? Sometimes
he seemed to see that woman as a shadow in the bush before
him and sometimes as a bird flying before him through
the trees. In him there was no hunger save the hunger
for her killing, no thirst save the thirst for her blood, no
weariness save the weariness of the damned soul.
“And then there was a time when it seemed to Djeba
that he was in the midst of many men. He saw that they
were white men and that they moved in a thousand ranks.
Ruin lay behind them and thunder ran around. And he
remembered the words of Moz: ‘The Yankis are like the
leaves of the pepper-tree; they are small, but their number
is beyond count.’ And when the nights came Djeba saw
their camp-fires, and even their fires were beyond count.
“A forgetfulness came on Djeba. He ran from fire to
fire, crying, ‘Where is Moa?’ And those men mocked him,
saying, ‘Moa what?’ But Djeba screamed at them and ran
on. Or sometimes they named him Samboh, saying, ‘Hold,
Samboh. Sit down with us now and sing!’ Then Djeba
thanked them, and sat down with them and sang, and the
war-chant of the Yankis filled the sky.
“And after many days Djeba came with the war-party
to the banks of that lake, and there he beheld a bearded
chieftain sitting on a horse, and he fell down on his face
and wept. And he implored, ‘That I come again to my
own country beyond this water, where Moa, my brother,
has returned, and where he awaits me in the village of my
tribe!’ And that chieftain heard.
“In after-days then was Djeba placed in a boat, together
with many of the River and the Cameroun, and he returned
across that lake where the waters lay to the sky like the
sands in the desert of Djouf. Then they made a village
on the shore. But Djeba left them. He penetrated the
bush through which he had marched many years before,
bound to that chain. He penetrated the country of enemies
and he passed through. Then Djeba came to his own
village again. There were old men there who knew him
when he spoke his name. They rejoiced and made a feast.
All night they feasted. And one of the old men said to
Djeba, ‘Moa, thy brother of the milk was taken with thee.
Where then is Moa?’
“And Djeba said, ‘I do not know.’ And he took none
of the feast.
“And in the years afterward, when Djeba had taken
wives and got sons, there came into our country the missionaries
of God (to whom be the prayer) and of his
Prophet (may his bliss never decrease)——
“La illah il allah!
“And they spoke the word of the Koran to Djeba, and
Djeba’s heart turned in his breast. And he said then, ‘My
heart can no longer contain a lie. Hark all to the truth.
Moa, my brother of the milk—which bond is sacred—Moa,
my brother, him I slew with my own hands in that land
which is beyond the great water. I slew him, being tricked
by a witch-woman. And that witch-woman I was not able
to slay! That then is my sin!’
“That then is the sin of Djeba. I have spoken, I, Belkano,
who am the son of his son!”
In the hush that followed that deep-toned verbal signature
my breath whistled small in my throat.
“Lord! Lord! Oh, my Lord!”
Borak eyed me with a smirk and a grunt. The black
fellow showed his shining teeth again. He took another
breath into his lungs.
“For the length of thirty Ramadans the father of my
father has not opened his mouth to any man in speech.
Because of that sin, because he would not look at any
man, his eyes have become blind. He would not hear, and
his ears are deaf. Thus men know that he is holy. So
they come for many marches to touch his hand. Sometimes
then his lips are opened, and for their ears he will
sing again that war-chant of the Yankis. And then those
men will give him offerings against his pilgrimage, that
he may see Holy Mekka and ease him of that sin and
die——”
The voice was rising.
“They give him offerings of broad copper! They throw
down pieces of silver before him! They throw down
gold!”
I heard the wind going out of Borak’s chest at that; an
obscure thoracic collapse. A snort.
“At last! At last the plot unfolds. Now the old bird
will render that popular ditty entitled, ‘The Unwritten
War-song of the Wild Yankis of Yankisland,’ and the company
will contribute. And strangely enough the ringmaster’s
eye is fastened unerringly on you.”
“For God’s sake, man——”
“Yes, but you’ll see,” he persisted. “You’ll note that
his toe even now is prodding the old one in the ribs.”
It was true. I saw the nudging and peremptory toe. I
stared at that lip hanging in the ember-light. I beheld a
disorder and quickening of that fleshy pulse. I heard an
obedient sound issuing forth. It was a very small, shallow,
creaking sound. It emerged from that emotionless mask
of senility; it rose and fell in mechanical lengths of tone
like a bent wire and went away and was lost in the night
of the packed Sahara square. It was a queer chant.
“Cock and bull!” grunted Borak.
“For God’s sake, man, hush!”
I stared and I listened. Yes, it was a very queer chant
indeed. The short hairs were beginning to stand up again
at the back of my skull.
On the ground, red with the firelight, a copper sou was
tossed. I saw another fall, and another. I took out my
wallet and found a hundred-franc note, and I let it flutter
into the circle over the shoulder of Bou Dik.
Borak got hold of me.
“Lord! I say, now! What’s that for?”
“To help and ease him of that ‘sin.’”
“But my dear simple chap—all that rigmarole——”
“Of the greatest of all African wars——”
He tilted his head at me with the absurdest suspicion
about my wits.
“Come away!” he said.
I got up and went with him out into the black ruck of
the camels. He was groaning audibly over that squandered
bank-note. “Man, man, and you were really taken in by
that beggar’s claptrap. Why—look you—in that old
chap’s day there weren’t enough white men in Central
Africa all put together——”
“Borak!” I said. “Will you listen to that song!”
In the hollow of the market, above the grunt and snore
of the caravan, the thin war-chant of the “Yankis” wound
on, repeating, repeating,
John B’own’s body lahs amoldin’ in the g’ave,
John B’own’s body lahs amoldin’ in the g’ave,
John B’own’s body lahs amoldin’ in the g’ave,
But his soul goes mahchin’ on——
In that Sahara darkness where the pale courses come
from beyond the South I saw Atlanta burning. Sherman
was on the march.
[20] Copyright, 1922, by The Pictorial Review Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Wilbur Daniel Steele.
[21] The Napoleonic Messiah of Mohammedan prophecy.
It stood in the middle of the sitting-room. It was all
black, except for the silver shine of the handles. There
were flowers on the floor beside it, vague blotches of dulled
white and yellow. The burdened odor of honeysuckle, a
ground-clinging, unhealthy sweetness, came to the man’s
nostrils; there was a stiff, pungent scent, too, that he
could not place. On the mantel, more flowers; the glimmer
of the bracket lamp washed these feebly—its wick was so
low that the flame seemed next door to dying at any
moment. Flowers filled the stiff-backed chair beneath the
lamp. There were two other chairs in the room, both
empty.
Thomas Rice loitered at the open doorway, taking in
the sparse furnishings. He had stood for ten minutes
within the dining room, while Aunt Teby Riggs, Charley’s
own aunt on his mother’s side, whispered harshly all he
needed to know, and much that he did not.
“Won’t yer have just a bite, Mr. Rice?” she insisted
stridently, unable to keep her eyes off the twisted half of
his face.
“I et my supper already, thank yer.”
“Just a mite of this chicken? Or a cup of somethin’
warm, to stay by yer?”
“No ’m, Miss Riggs.” He fumbled uneasily with his
sweaty felt hat, drooping from his right hand; his coat
hung limp over his arm. It was a hot, stirless night; serving
writs up the county tired feet and spirit; and the
final walk from Belle Ellen to Dolomite was a good eight
miles.
She indicated the crowded hat-rack. “Yer can find
room.... Louella’s eatin’ her supper now.” The shrill
syllables rasped his ear.
Her disquieting footfall followed him to the sitting-room.
Her arm gestured past him. “They got it from undertaker
Norton, in Bessemer,” she volunteered chattily under
her breath.
“Yes.”
The dining-room door creaked to at last. He stood,
rubbing the ball of his right thumb with his forefinger, as
if to cleanse each of invisible irritating dust from the felt
hat. The hat was gone; its absence was a momentary
annoyance, a perceptible gap in things.
There were two chairs. Both were against the same
wall, toward the front of the house. The mantel, the chair
with flowers, the two empty chairs, and ... it.... His
restless mind took an unconscious inventory. Instinctively
he put off thinking about what lay within it.
He took the farther chair. They were almost a room’s
length apart, and this one was slightly nearer what had
been the man he had loved. She—the woman that he
despised—could hardly think that his mere sitting there
could poison the air for her.
His mind wandered on. Honeysuckles were great flowers
for funerals. That sharp, stiff odor—it was like the look
of dahlias, stiff, waxy. There were some in old man Lunsford’s
side yard. Maybe these came from there. He could
afford to give away, especially if it cost him nothing:
flowers ... advice.... Butting into people’s business,
with his skinny little face and weedy little beard, like his
own weedy front yard.
The dining-room door creaked open. A firmer step
thudded on the carpet. She came into the room, a thin
hand shading her eyes, to make him out. Then she sat
in the empty chair.
“Evenin’, Louella.” It was her house, now; decency
demanded that much.
“Evenin’.” The word was spat out.
She sat stiff on the chair-edge, white hands folded upon
black skirt. Her eyes pointed straight down the room.
She said no more; he kept still. The odor of the kerosene-lamp
swayed with that of the honey-suckles, mingled with
a soiled scent he at last imagined must come from the
middle of the room.
She had not meant to speak beyond this. But she should
have made it civil. Maybe she had been a bit short. “Aunt
Teby tol’ me yer were here.”
His answer was framed after a pause. “Yes. I saw
her.”
There was nothing more to be said about it. Each nursed
sullen dislike.
The stolid minutes passed. Occasional remote noises
entered, looked about, left swiftly. A pan banged from the
rear of the house; a horse neighed listlessly; doors creaked
open and shut with exaggerated quietness. These subsided.
The stillness of death spread from the middle of the room
to the house and the farm without.
He could watch her profile, in the lamp’s withdrawn
glimmer. She stared stonily down the room, away from
him; there was no harm in observing her unbeknown. Her
hair was knotted in the back, a skimpy knot; it lay flat
and black above her forehead ... black, like her dress.
Her cheeks were thinner than he remembered seeing her
have. Her teeth stuck out, as always. They seemed the
whitest thing in the room; their stony inactivity held his
imagination. He licked his lips unconsciously.
There had not been a sound from the house for half
an hour. He stirred uncomfortably; the chair squeaked.
“It doesn’t set comfortable, to some,” she said, shortly.
“Not very.”
“Some folks think they’ve a right to be partic’lar.” Her
tone was sour, complaining.
He did not answer. Time drawled along; the tired
minutes plodded unendingly. Funny of Charley to want
him and—her, who’d never teamed a bit. Think of being
married to such as her! Who wouldn’t die?... Well,
talk would make the night pass quicker.
He broke the icy silence. “Crowded tonight?” His
right hand gestured a vague circle.
“Yes. Two to a bed upstairs. Aunt Teby and Mary—cot
in the kitchen. Two of the boys in the dining room.
Lucky yer don’t have to be fixed for. Nowhere left.” She
laughed without mirth.
His curious eyes travelled around. “Nothing to sleep
on here.” They returned to the middle of the room in fascination,
as if he had waited this excuse to revisit what
was there. Afraid that she had caught the morbid fancy,
that there was a gruesome, yet possible, couch, he hastened
on. “Not that I can’t sleep in a chair, though. But I
reckon we won’t do much sleeping tonight.”
“No.” The spiteful warning that she would not trust
herself asleep, with him around, spoke in the sneering
monosyllable.
In the hush that followed, his mind returned to the cold
body lying near. He fought against thinking of Charley
Hawkins as a corpse; it was of the young Charley, the
chum of the years before the marriage, that thoughts came.
Memory after memory woke to life out of him, with dizzying
rapidity: memories remote from this musty, close room;
memories stained with vivid sunlight on fields of black-eyed
Susans, with shadow-dapple on the creek’s windings,
with starry stretches of windy night. A lively, vigorous
Charley Hawkins had featured these ... a good looker,
not like himself, his face spoiled from birth....
Yes, Charley had been a lively kid.... Baseball, a
scrap, a hay-ride to the river, especially whenever a girl was
mixed up in it—Charley was chain-lightning. There was
that kid widow, Mamie Fagin. Just one trick she had:
when you kissed her—God! Her teeth against your neck!
The teeth were like Louella’s, he reflected, looking over at
Charley’s widow. Maybe Charley liked ’em with teeth
that way; they were always livelier to love.
His mind fondled Louella and the live Charley together
for a moment, then returned to earlier time. After Mamie,
there had been her unmarried sister, Gussie; Charley
switched quick.... That scare, when he confided that
they were afraid he’d gotten the girl into trouble! False
alarm, of course.... And the three Bennet girls—not
that they were anything.... His mind lengthened the
roll.
Muscles cramped with sitting in the one position, he rose
awkwardly. To cover the act, he walked over to the mantel,
and smelled the flowers. “Pretty,” he grudged.
The woman followed slowly, doing over her duty as
guide of the occasion. “Those were from Judge O’Rear’s;
these, Miss Lunsford.” She named the others, eager to
talk, yet letting tone and look lash her forced listener. Her
manner was agitated; the hushed watching must be getting
on her nerves, he judged.
Silently she stood beside him, before that black thing in
the middle of the room. She must say something. Her
hand reached out and touched it. “Plush,” she said.
He nodded.
“The best undertaker Norton had.”
“It came from him?”
“Yes. He won’t have any shiftless funeral,” she concluded
with bitterness.
They went back to the chairs. The impulse to talk dominated
her, and Rice hitched his chair a few steps closer,
so that their remarks might be sufficiently low-voiced not
to disturb—well, not to disturb what lay in the plush-covered
thing. Shivering slightly, she drew hers a bit
nearer.
“Shiftless,” she had said. He recalled that this was her
favorite adjective for him—and he Charley’s side-partner,
even best man at the wedding! Never a jaunt or a spree
that they had not gone on together, until Charley took a
fancy to Louella. That was Charley’s luck again; Tom
had known Louella longer, fancied her first ... been mad
for her, finally. She was too quiet for Charley then; and
sometimes ... sometimes she hadn’t frowned at Tom,
when he sat near her, itching and miserable. Of course,
if he had spoken, she would have laughed ... with that
twisted face of his!
So she and Charley had hitched up. At first, Charley
had made him come around ... insisted. She let him
know soon enough and plain enough, that this was no place
for him. “Shiftless,” she’d called him; she said he was too
shiftless to marry.... No, she never could have meant
that, that he should have spoken. She would have laughed....
Not that!
It got worse. She’d scold Charley sharply when he was
around. Her hints got too pointed; he’d had the good
sense to stay away. Everybody said she had a mean
tongue—mean as garbroth.
The woman half faced him now; and her thoughts dwelt
on the same period as his. He had done his best to spoil
Charley for her, this dirty Tom “Grits.” He’d egged him
on to drink, and fight, and gamble ... and chase women.
Used to come up to their house and sit around in the way;
then tease Charley off into some devilment, when he wanted
to stay home. Too lazy, too backward, to open his lips to
a girl; he’d kept her fooling around, until she had really
wanted—well, not him ... something.... She’d shown
him his place at last; out of the door. A squint-faced
loafer, a hanger-on around the sheriff’s office.... Fine
friend for her husband! Charley at least would work
regular. And now “Grits” sat there like a whipped dog,
as he always did when he saw her. Slinking cur of a man!
Something urged him to pretend sympathy for her; she
had lost her husband. “He didn’t suffer?”
“No. He was well and up Sunday; and now—and now—”
She pressed her forehead and cheeks fiercely against
her cupped hands; her shoulders trembled rhythmically.
“There, there.” He tried awkwardly to feign tenderness.
Like as not her tongue had whipped the man to death.
To death.... His thoughts opened unwillingly to
Charley now—to Charley dead. Queer thing, lying so
close—couldn’t say a thing, do a thing!... It wasn’t
the Charley he had known; not the same at all. Preachers
must be right; the man he had known had gone—somewhere.
That thing—cold, uncanny, staring through closed
eyelids, with hair and finger-nails still alive, growing horribly—this
foul thing was all that was left. Served Louella
right! This was what she had made of Charley.
His fancy began to weave thoughts of the dead thing
and the woman. She was wrapped in introspection now;
his eye measured her from hair to barked black oxfords.
One by one his mind stripped off the garments of mourning,
and what lay beneath the black shell: a restless fancy
cast her in intimate scenes with the man who was gone.
Morbidly the thoughts persisted, were embroidered. What
if the chill, dead, bristle-faced thing should hold her as
husband holds wife! A fit punishment.... Something
deep within him lingered on the details.
The after-midnight coolness slunk between them. She
shivered, wondering if he had felt it. He was her guest,
after all. “I’ll get your coat,” she whispered, leaning close.
She got it, and a wrap to throw around her own shoulders.
It seemed somehow warmer when their chairs were close,
she thought. Of course, Tom Rice couldn’t help being
what he was born to be. And she had thought a lot of him
before she knew Charley. If he’d only spoken!... And—to
come here tonight, when he hadn’t been around for
five years ... of course, just because her dead man had
wished it....
The friend watched her bent body, as sobs overcame her.
The sneer dissolved from his face. Poor thing! She wasn’t
such a plain-looking woman, even now; she had been
decent-looking, as a girl. Even those teeth; they might—they
might at least thrill a man.
Rising silently, she flung herself on her knees beside
what had been her husband. Her weight ground the flowers
into the carpet; the smell of bruised honey-suckle
eddied dizzyingly. With terrible quietness she sobbed and
sobbed. The unearthly vigil, on top of the shut-mouthed
hours when she had to preserve some calmness, and arrange
for the funeral, had been too much; the bars were down,
the hysteric flood burst through.
At last her agony shook Tom Rice. The woman would
cry herself sick. He walked to her side in the dimness;
the lamp seemed weaker than before. He stood, uncertain
what to do or say. The sobbing pulsed on.
He knelt beside her, stroking her shoulders with nervous
hand. A twitch of repugnance bothered him at touching
her. The stroking had no effect at first; low words of endearment,
caressing modulations, came, and his touch became
more soothing. The disgust wore off. “There, there!
I know it hurts. Don’t take on so. It won’t help.
There—”
She became sensible of his presence. Her overburdened
heart overflowed toward him; few men would have done
what he was doing. She turned to him, mouth open wordlessly,
pale teeth showing. She clung desperately to his
shoulders, while the sobs twisted and wracked her. His
arms closed upon her; her head burned against his neck.
He smelt the odor of kerosene upon her, where she must
have been fixing the lamps; then the acrid newness of the
mourning cloth. His body felt unnaturally warm where
she lay awkwardly bunched against him.
She tried to speak. “He was all I had.” Unnerved
again, she threw herself across the plush top, forcing her
face into it. He looked back longingly at his deserted
chair. No, he had helped calm her; it wasn’t such an unpleasant
sensation, despite the smell of kerosene and new
goods ... and an unpleasant, dirtier odor that he had
feared at first came from the corpse, but now localized as
coming from her or her clothes. He knelt beside her
again.
His touch quieted her; it made him restless. His mind
throbbed now with her; under any other circumstances,
with a woman so close, he could not hold her so unmovedly.
The very vision of her under other circumstances made him
more restless; his touch upon her was spasmodic, provocative.
Gradually he rose from his knees to a place beside her,
sprawled over the plush. His arm rounded her shoulders,
and unconsciously drew her toward him. Still sobbing,
she threw herself against his bosom. He began to kiss
away the tears. The tang of the moist salt in her eyes
quickened him. Their lips met. He felt the pressure of
those insidious, insistent teeth—their touch tortured him.
As they clung, the lamp flared up once, then sputtered
out. There was the stinging odor of burnt kerosene and
charred wick. They did not notice it, nor the clinging
sweetness of the bruised honeysuckle.
Tom Rice had one clear thought. The house was
crowded; every other room was filled. Out of the moist
fervor of the moment the woman realized that her head
was against the flowers on the floor—the back of her head,
and not her face. She was too weakened from hysteric
sobbing to protest when she found herself lying along the
soft fragrant surface; nor did she longer wish to. He felt
on the tense skin of his neck the touch of those maddening
teeth. Their lips met again in the breathing darkness.
She stirred out of his arms, when the bony fingers of
gray-bodied dawn reached through the closed shutters and
touched the crushed flowers on which they still were.
“Come, dear,” she whispered softly, the gray pallor
twisting her plain face into a grotesque tenderness. She
kissed his twisted cheek with shy eagerness. He took it
passively; the taut thrill of the past hours had gone.
He watched her, as her fingers set the flowers to rights.
Meditatively he replaced the two chairs at the two ends
of the front wall, where they had first been. They should
be found so.
The two watchers took up their almost ended vigil.
Morning, and Aunt Teby’s black coffee, should find them
so—the morning of the funeral.
[23] Copyright, 1921, by The Pagan Publishing Company.
Copyright, 1923, by Clement Wood.
THE YEARBOOK OF THE AMERICAN SHORT STORY
OCTOBER, 1921, TO SEPTEMBER, 1922
ADDRESSES OF MAGAZINES PUBLISHING SHORT STORIES
Note.This address list does not aim to be complete, but is based
simply on the magazines which I have consulted for this volume, and
which have not ceased publication.
Ace-High Magazine, 799 Broadway, New York City.
Adventure, Spring and Macdougal Streets, New York City.
Ainslee’s Magazine, 79 Seventh Avenue, New York City.
All’s Well, Gayeta Lodge, Fayetteville, Ark.
American Boy, 142 Lafayette Boulevard, Detroit, Mich.
American Magazine, 381 Fourth Avenue, New York City.
American Scandinavian Review, 25 West 45th Street, New York City.
Arch, 32 Waverley Place, New York City.
Argosy All-Story Weekly, 280 Broadway, New York City.
Catholic World, 120 West 60th Street, New York City.
Century, 353 Fourth Avenue, New York City.
Chicago Tribune, Chicago, Illinois.
Christian Herald, Bible House, New York City.
Clay, 3325 Farragut Road, Broooklyn, N. Y.
Collier’s Weekly, 416 West 13th Street, New York City.
Cosmopolitan Magazine, 119 West 40th Street, New York City.
Delineator, Spring ane Macdougal Streets, New York City.
Designer, 12 Vandam Street, New York City.
Detective Story Magazine, 79 Seventh Avenue, New York City.
Dial, 152 West 13th Street, New York City.
Double Dealer, 819 Baronne Street, New Orleans, La.
Everybody’s Magazine, Spring and Macdougal Streets, New York City.
Extension Magazine, 223 West Jackson Boulevard, Chicago, Ill.
Follies, 25 West 45th Street, New York City.
Freeman, 32 West 58th Street, New York City.
Gargoyle, 7 rue Campagne, Paris 1, France.
Good Housekeeping, 119 West 40th Street, New York City.
Harper’s Bazar, 119 West 40th Street, New York City.
Harper’s Magazine, Franklin Square, New York City.
Hearst’s International Magazine, 119 West 40th Street, New York City.
Holland’s Magazine, Dallas, Texas.
Ladies’ Home Journal, Independence Square, Philadelphia, Pa.
Liberator, 34 Union Square, East, New York City.
Little Review, 24 West 16th Street, New York City.
Live Stories, 35 West 39th Street, New York City.
McCall’s Magazine, 236 West 37th Street, New York City.
McClure’s Magazine, 80 Lafayette Street, New York City.
MacLean’s Magazine, 143 University Avenue, Toronto, Canada.
Magnificat, Manchester, N. H.
Menorah Journal, 167 West 13th Street, New York City.
Metropolitan, 432 Fourth Avenue, New York City.
Midland, 3415 Iowa Street, Pittsburgh, Pa.
Modern Priscilla, 85 Broad Street, Boston, Mass.
Munsey’s Magazine, 280 Broadway, New York City.
Open Road, 248 Boylston Street, Boston, Mass.
Outlook, 381 Fourth Avenue, New York City.
Pagan, 23 West 8th Street, New York City.
Pearson’s, 34 Union Square, New York City.
People’s Home Journal, 76 Lafayette Street, New York City.
People’s Popular Monthly, 801 Second Street, Des Moines, Iowa.
Pictorial Review, 216 West 39th Street, New York City.
Popular Magazine, 79 Seventh Avenue, New York City.
Queen’s Work, 625 North Vandeventer Avenue, St. Louis, Mo.
Red Book Magazine, North American Building, Chicago, Ill.
Reviewer, 809½ Floyd Avenue, Richmond, Va.
Saturday Evening Post, Independence Square, Philadelphia, Pa.
Saucy Stories, 25 West 45th Street, New York City.
Scribner’s Magazine, 597 Fifth Avenue, New York City.
Short Stories, Garden City, Long Island, N. Y.
Smart Set, 25 West 45th Street, New York City.
Snappy Stories, 35 West 39th Street, New York City.
Sunset, 460 Fourth Street, San Francisco, Cal.
Telling Tales, 799 Broadway, New York City.
10-Story Book, 538 South Dearborn Street, Chicago, Ill.
Today’s Housewife, Cooperstown, N. Y.
Top-Notch Magazine, 79 Seventh Avenue, New York City.
Town Topics, 2 West 45th Street, New York City.
True Story Magazine, 119 West 40th Street, New York City.
Wave, 5513 West Iowa Street, Chicago, Ill.
Western Story Magazine, 79 Seventh Avenue, New York City.
Woman’s Home Companion, 381 Fourth Avenue, New York City.
Woman’s World, 107 South Clinton Street, Chicago, Ill.
World Fiction, Houston Publishing Company, New York City.
Young’s Magazine, 112 East 19th Street, New York City.
Youth, 66 East Elm Street, Chicago, Ill.
THE BIOGRAPHICAL ROLL OF HONOR OF AMERICAN SHORT STORIES
OCTOBER, 1921, TO SEPTEMBER, 1922
Note.Only stories by American authors are listed. The index
figures 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, and 8 prefixed to the name of the author indicate
that his work has been included in the Rolls of Honor for 1914, 1915,
1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, and 1921 respectively. The list excludes
reprints.
Adams, Bill (Bertram M. Adams).
Born at Sevenoaks, England, February 24, 1879, of Anglo-Irish parentage. Educated at elementary schools and Weymouth College. On father’s death went to sea in sail. Ill health brought him ashore. First story “The Bos’un of the Goldenhorn’s Yarn,” Adventure, January 20, 1922. Lives at Lindsay, California.
Sailor’s Way.
Twinkle-Bright.
Aiken, Conrad (Potter). Born at Savannah, Georgia, August 5, 1889. Harvard graduate. Married. Contributing editor to the Dial,
1917. Author of “Earth Triumphant,” 1914; “Turns and Movies,” 1916; “The Jig of Forslin,” 1916; “Nocturne of Remembered Spring,” 1917; “Charnel Rose,” 1918; “Scepticisms,” 1919; “House of Rust,” 1920; “Punch: the Immortal Liar,” 1921; “Priapus and the Pool,” 1921. Editor of “Modern American Poets,” 1922. Lives in England.
Dark City.
(8) Allen, James Lane (for biography, see 1921).
Miss Locke.
(345678) Anderson, Sherwood (for biography, see 1917).
Contract.
I’m a Fool.
(34567) Babcock, Edwina Stanton (for biography, see 1917).
Strange Flower.
(45) Beer, Thomas (for biography, see 1917).
Casual.
Rope.
Bellamy, Francis Rufus.
Born at New Rochelle, New York, December 24, 1886. Educated at Williams College and Cornell University. Has been farmer, book salesman and special correspondent. Author of “Balance,” 1917; “Flash of Gold,” 1922. Lives at Holliston, Mass.
Talk.
(78) Bercovici, Konrad (for biography, see 1920).
Death of Murdo.
Father and Son.
Ghitza.
Hazi, Wife of Sender Surtuck.
Mincu.
Murdo.
Tanasi.
When a Man Rules.
Biggs, Jr., John.
Born at Wilmington, Delaware, October 6, 1895. Educated at Princeton and Harvard. Lawyer. First short story “Corkran of the Clamstretch,” Scribner’s Magazine, December, 1921. Lives at Wilmington, Delaware.
Wind Witch.
Bodenheim, Maxwell.
Insanity.
Boogher, Susan M.
Unknown Warrior.
(3) Booth, Frederick.
Born in Hamilton County, Indiana, October 16, 1882. Lived on the farm and was a farmer until 1906. Educated in Indiana public schools and Earlham College, Richmond, Indiana. Has been engaged in book selling, carpentry, concrete and steel construction, newspaper and advertising work coincident with unceasing but slow creative effort, under material and psychic difficulties. Has a novel in preparation. Lives in New York City.
Helpless Ones.
Brown, Bernice.
Born at Webster City, Iowa, 1890. Graduate of Wells College. Has been Associate Editor of Every Week and Fiction Editor of Collier’s Weekly. Lives in New York City.
Miracle.
(7) Bryner, Edna Clare (for biography, see 1920).
Forest Cover.
Buck, Oscar MacMillan.
Born at Cawnpore, India, February 9, 1885. Educated in India and at Ohio Wesleyan University and Drew Theological Seminary. Has taught in Bareilly Theological Seminary in India. Now professor at Drew Theological Seminary, Madison, New Jersey. First short story, 1917. Joint author of “India Beloved of Heaven,” 1918. Especially interested in history of Asiatic peoples. Lives in Madison, New Jersey.
“Kismet”—a Tale of Rohilkind.
(5678) Cabell, James Branch (for biography, see 1918).
Candid Footprint.
(5) Carver, George.
Born at Cincinnati, Ohio, December 19, 1888. Educated at University of Alabama, University of Chicago, and Miami University. College instructor at present, but has been mill worker, student, reporter and soldier. Chief interest: trying to find expression for ideas better suggested than described by the phrase: forlorn minstrels sighing for banished kings. First story “In a Moment of Time,” Stratford Journal, September, 1918. Lives at Harvey, Illinois.
Singer.
Chapman, Frances Norville.
Born at Chillicothe, Missouri, December 31, 1876. Educated at Chillicothe Normal School, and has studied music and languages in Chicago, Boston, and abroad. Has travelled extensively. First story “The Quality of Genius,” in the Cavalier, 1908. Lives at Brookline, Massachusetts.
Prisoners of the Dead.
(23458) Cobb, Irvin S. (for biography, see 1917).
Alas, the Poor Whiffletit!
Cohen, Rose Gollup.
Born in a Russian village, April 2, 1880. Came to America, 1892. Sweatshop and factory life, working fourteen hours a day. Health broke down when seventeen. Learned to read English from the Bible in a hospital. Has studied short story writing at Hunter College and Columbia University. Author of “Out of the Shadow,” 1918. First short story “Sifted Earth,” Touchstone, July, 1920. Lives in New York City.
Natalka’s Portion.
(7) Corley, Donald.
Book of Debts.
Craven, Thomas Jewell.
Born at Salina, Kansas, age thirty-three. Graduate of Kansas Wesleyan University. First short story “Love in Smoky Hill,” Dial, January, 1922. Author of “Paint,” 1922. Chief interests literature and painting. Critic of æsthetics. Lives at Brookhaven, Long Island, New York.
Love in Smoky Hill.
(4568) Dobie, Charles Caldwell (for biography, see 1917).
Vision.
Ehlert, Fay.
Born in New York City of Hungarian stock, April 12, 1886. Married. Educated privately, and at Columbia College of Expression and University of Chicago. Chief interests drama, psycho-pathology, and the human “driftwood.” First story “The Undertow,” Pearson’s Magazine (N. Y.), November, 1921. Lives in Chicago, Illinois,
Vow.
(78) Finger, Charles J. (for biography, see 1920).
Jade Piece.
My Friend Julio.
Shame of Gold.
Fitzgerald, F. Scott.
Born at St. Paul, Minnesota, September 24, 1896. Educated at Princeton. First story “Babes in the Woods,” Smart Set, August, 1919. Author of “This Side of Paradise,” 1920; “Flappers and Philosophers,” 1920; “The Beautiful and Damned,” 1922; “Tales of the Jazz Age,” 1922. Interested in play-writing. Lives in Minnesota.
Two for a Cent.
(48) Frank, Waldo (for biography, see 1917).
Candy Cigar and Stationery.
John the Baptist.
Murder.
Frederick, John Towner.
Born on a farm near Corning, Iowa, February 1, 1893. Public school education. Graduate of State University of Iowa. Instructor in English there, and later head of the English Department of the State Normal School, Moorhead, Minnesota. Two years of farming in Michigan. Now Assistant Professor of English, University of Pittsburgh. Married. Founder and editor of The Midland. Author of “Druida,” 1923. First short story “The Legacy,” Smart Set, October, 1921.
Legacy.
Freedman, David.
Born in Roumania, April 26, 1898. Brought to America at the age of two. Graduate of the City College of New York. Has been editor of a weekly journal and superintendent of an orphan asylum. Chief interests bowling, mathematics and metaphysics. First short story “Mendel Marantz—Housewife,” Pictorial Review, April, 1922. Lives in Brooklyn, N. Y.
Mendel Marantz—Housewife.
Mendel Marantz Moves.
Quest of Sarah.
Furman, Lucy.
Born in Henderson, Kentucky. Educated privately. Has been settlement worker in Kentucky mountains for over fifteen years. Author of “Stories of a Sanctified Town.” 1897; “Mothering on Perilous,” 1914; “Quare Women,” 1923. Chief interest Hindman Settlement School. Lives at Hindman Kentucky.
Fourth of July.
Quare Women.
Taking the Night.
(12345678) Gerould, Katharine Fullerton (for biography, see 1917).
Belshazzar’s Letter.
Nature of an Oath.
Gilkyson, Walter.
Born at Phoenixville, Pennsylvania, December 18, 1880. Educated at Swarthmore College and University of Pennsylvania. Lawyer. First story “The Illumined Moment,” Atlantic Monthly, April, 1921. Lives in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
Spoken in Jest.
(56) Goodman, Henry (for biography, see 1918).
Thomas.
(3) Graeve, Oscar.
Born in New York City, 1885. Public school education. First story published in McClure’s Magazine about 1910. Author of “The Keys of the City,” 1914; “Youth Goes Seeking,” 1919; “Brown Moth,” 1921. Lives in New York City.
Headlines.
Harris, Frank.
Born in Galway, Ireland, 1854. Emigrated to the United States in 1870. Educated at numerous American and European Universities. Married. Practised law in Kansas. Has been editor of London Evening News, Fortnightly Review, and Saturday Review. Author “Elder Conklin,” 1892; “The Bomb,” 1909; “The Man Shakespeare,” 1909; “Montes the Matador,” 1910; “The Women of Shakespeare,” 1911; “Unpath’d Waters,” 1913; “Vales of Isis,” 1914; “Contemporary Portraits,” (3 series) 1914, 1919, 1921; “Great Days,” 1914; “Love in Youth,” 1914; “England or Germany,” 1915; “The Life and Confessions of Oscar Wilde,” 1916. Editor of Pearson’s Magazine (N. Y.). Lives in New York City.
Mad Love.
(8) Hart, Frances Noyes (for biography, see 1921).
American.
(35) Hawes, Charles Boardman.
Born at Clifton Springs, New York. January 24, 1889. Educated at Bowdoin College. Editor of “The Open Road.” Author of “The Mutineer,” 1920; “The Great Quest,” 1921. Lives at Gloucester, Massachusetts.
Out of the Storm.
Peter Ronco.
(2568) Hecht, Ben (for biography, see 1918).
Winkelburg.
(567) Hergesheimer, Joseph (for biography, see 1918).
Token.
(123) Hopper, James Marie.
Born in Paris, July 23, 1876. Came to America in 1887. Educated at University of California. Has practised law, been newspaper reporter, college instructor, editor and war correspondent. Author of “Caybigan,” 1906; “Goosie,” 1910; “Freshman,” 1912; “What Happened in the Night,” 1913. Lives at Carmel, California.
Ship in the Bottle.
Hull, Alexander.
Born at Columbus, Ohio, September 15, 1887. Educated at Muskingum College and University of Pennsylvania. Head of Music Department, Pacific College. Married. Musical composer. First story “The Lilac Scented Envelope,” All-Story Weekly, November 6, 1915. Lives at Newberg, Oregon.
Bain’s Hole.
Hunt, Lian.
Born at Glen Gardner, New Jersey. Spent childhood in Roanoke, Virginia. High school education. Special student at Columbia University. Lives at Port Washington, Long Island, New York.
King of the Reef.
Jitro, William C. G.
Born near Lansing, Michigan, December 29, 1890. Education by private study. Has been publishing stories under several signatures since 1910. Lives in Detroit, Michigan.
Resurrection and the Life.
Kilman, Julian.
Born at Drummondsville, Canada, March 26, 1878. Studied law at University of Michigan. Practised law at Buffalo. Now engaged in Bureau of Naturalization at Buffalo. First story “Dan Alders’ Revenge,” Short Stories, September, 1914. Lives at Buffalo, New York.
Laugh.
(78) Komroff, Manuel (for biography, see 1921).
Burning Beard.
Lane, Rose Wilder.
Born at De Smet, Dakota Territory, December 5, 1877. Public school education. Author of “Henry Ford’s Own Story,” 1917; “Diverging Roads,” 1919; (with Frederick O’Brien) “White Shadows In the South Seas,” 1919; “The Making of Herbert Hoover,” 1920. Lives at Mansfield, Missouri.
Innocence.
Lardner, Ring W.
Born at Niles, Michigan, March 6, 1885. Educated in public schools and at Armour Institute of Technology. Married. Sporting writer and editor for American newspapers since 1907. Author of “Bib Ballads,” 1915; “You Know Me, Al,” 1915; “Gullibles Travels,” 1917; “Own Your Own Home,” 1917; “Treat ’Em Rough,” 1918; “The Real Dope,” 1918; “My Four Weeks in France,” 1918; “The Young Immigrants,” 1919; “Symptoms of Being 35,” 1921; “The Big Town,” 1921. Lives at Great Neck, New York.
Golden Honeymoon.
(4) Lee, Jennette (for biography, see 1917).
Man Who Made Poetry Hum.
McPeak, Ival.
Born near Fulton, Iowa, May 10, 1889. Educated at State University of Iowa. Engaged in public health publicity and education. First story “Long—Short—and a Long,” Midland, October, 1915. Lives in Minneapolis, Minnesota.
Prairie Symphony.
Mahoney, James.
Born at Greeneville, Tennessee, September 7, 1893. Educated at Emory and Henry College, Virginia, and Columbia University. Teacher in Choir School, Cathedral of St. John the Divine, New York City. In French Ambulance Service during the war. Received the Croix de Guerre. Studied art in Paris. First story “The Showing Up of Henry Widdemer,” McCall’s Magazine, August, 1920. Fond of swimming. Has studied play writing with George Pierce Baker at Harvard. Lives at Bristol, Virginia.
Taxis of Fate.
Merwin, Samuel.
Born at Evanston, Illinois, October 6, 1874. Educated at Northwestern University. Married. Author (with H. K. Webster) “The Short Line War,” 1899; (with H. K. Webster) “Calumet K.”, 1901; “The Road to Frontenac,” 1901; “The Whip Hand,” 1903; “His Little Hour,” 1903; “The Merry Anne,” 1904; “The Road Builders,” 1905; “Comrade John,” 1907; “Drugging a Nation,” 1908; “The Citadel,” 1912; “The Charmed Life of Miss Austin,” 1914; “Anthony the Absolute,” 1914; “The Honey Bee,” 1915; “The Trufflers,” 1916; “Temperamental Henry,” 1917; “Henry Is Twenty,” 1918; “The Passionate Pilgrim,” 1919; “Hills of Han,” 1920; “In Red and Gold,” 1921; “Goldie Green,” 1922. Editor of Success, 1909-11. Lives at Concord, Massachusetts.
Axiom of Peter Bell Ivor.
Montross, Lynn.
Born in Nebraska, October 17, 1895. Educated at University of Nebraska. Journalist. Member of American Expeditionary Force in France. First story “In the Dark,” Adventure, 1920. Author of “Town and Gown,” (with Lois Seyster Montross), 1923. Lives in Chicago, Illinois.
Pagan.
(235) Myers, Walter L. (for biography, see 1918).
Summoned.
Nordhoff, Charles B.
Born of American parents in London, February 1, 1887. Graduate of Harvard. Free lance. First story “Savagery,” Harper’s Magazine, April, 1922. Author of “The Fledgling,” 1919; (with James Norman Hall) “The Lafayette Flying Corps,” 1920; (with James Norman Hall) “Faery Lands of the South Seas,” 1921. Now in Tahiti.
Savagery.
(57) Oppenheim, James (for biography, see 1918).
He That Laughed at the Gods.
(27) Pickthall, M. L. C.
Black Hand.
Luck.
Man They Pitied.
Men Who Climbed.
(12378) Post, Melville Davisson (for biography, see 1920).
Mountain School Teacher.
(6) Rabenel, Beatrice (for biography, see 1919).
Great-Granduncle Sebastian.
Roseboro, Viola.
Born in Pulaski, Tennessee, 1857. Education by desultory reading. Writer, editor, critic and guide. Author of “Old Ways and New,” 1898; “The Joyous Heart,” 1903; “Players and Vagabonds,” 1904; “The Storms of Youth,” 1920. Fiction editor of McClure’s Magazine. Lives in New York City.
Aaron Westcott’s Funeral.
(2347) Rosenblatt, Benjamin (for biography, see 1917).
In the Metropolis.
(57) Russell, John (for biography, see 1918).
Adversary.
Samuel, Maurice.
Born in Roumania, February 8, 1895. Went to Manchester, England, in 1901. Educated at Manchester University. Emigrated to America, 1914. In the American army in France, during the war. Attached to the Morgenthau Commission to Poland 1919. Public stenographer in Paris, Berlin and Vienna. Returned to America in 1920. Author of “The Outsider,” 1920; “The Masquerader,” 1922. Lives in New York City.
Masquerader.
Seifert, Shirley L.
Born in St. Peter’s, Missouri. Graduate of Washington University. Did secretarial work for the Red Cross and War Loan Organizations during the war. First story “The Girl Who Was Too Good Looking,” American Magazine, July, 1919. Lives in St. Louis, Missouri.
Lady of Sorrows.
(1234567) Singmaster, Elsie (for biography, see 1917).
Magic Mirror.
Spears, Raymond S.
Born at Bellevue, Ohio, August 2, 1876. Public school education. Married. Has been reporter, special article writer and forester. On staff of Adventure. Author, “Camping on the Great River,” 1912; “Camping on the Great Lakes,” 1913; “The Cabin Boat Primer,” 1913; “Trip on the Great Lakes,” 1913; “The River Prophet,” 1920; “Diamond Tolls,” 1920; “Driftwood,” 1921. Lives at Little Falls, New York.
Ripe Peach.
(34578) Springer, Fleta Campbell (for biography, see 1917).
Realities.
(2345678) Steele, Wilbur Daniel (for biography, see 1917).
Anglo-Saxon.
From the Other Side of the South.
“He That Hideth His Secret.”
Mad.
Man Who Sat.
Marriage in Kairwan.
(345678) Venable, Edward Carrington (for biography, see 1921).
Reverend James E. Markison.
(345678) Vorse, Mary Heaton (for biography, see 1917).
Halfway House.
Waldo, Sidney.
Born in Boston, December 14, 1883. Graduate of Harvard. Engaged in the building material business. First story “Footprints in Water,” Detective Story Magazine, March 30, 1920. Lives at Brookline, Massachusetts.
Sons and Brothers.
Warren, Maude (Lavinia) Radford.
Born at Wolfe Island, Canada. Educated at University of Chicago. Author “King Arthur and His Knights,” 1907; “The Land of the Living,” 1908; “Peter Peter,” 1909; “The Main Road,” 1913; “Barbara’s Marriages,” 1915; “Robin Hood,” 1915; “Little Pioneers,” 1916; “The White Flame of France,” 1918. Lives at Ithaca, New York.
On the Run.
Watts, Mary Stanbery.
Born in Delaware County, Ohio, November 6, 1868. Convent education. Married. Author of “The Tenants,” 1908; “Nathan Burke,” 1910; “The Legacy,” 1911; “Van Cleve,” 1913; “The Rise of Jennie Cushing,” 1914; “The Rudder,” 1916; “The Boardman Family,” 1918; “From Father to Son,” 1919. Has also written plays. Lives in Cincinnati, Ohio.
Reward of Virtue.
(5678) Williams, Ben Ames (for biography, see 1918).
Likeness of a Form.
Wood, Clement.
Born at Tuscaloosa, Alabama, September 1, 1888. Educated at University of Alabama and Yale. Married. Practised law, has been assistant city attorney and recorder of Birmingham, Alabama, and taught at several private schools. Vice-Principal Dwight School, New York, 1920-22. Author “Glad of Earth,” 1917; “The Earth Turns South,” 1919; “Jehovah,” 1920; “Mountain,” 1920; “Nigger,” 1922. Lives at Hastings-on-Hudson, New York.
Coffin.
THE ROLL OF HONOR OF FOREIGN SHORT STORIES IN AMERICAN MAGAZINES
OCTOBER, 1921, TO SEPTEMBER, 1922
Note.The index figures 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, and 8 prefixed to the
name of the author indicate that his work has been included in the
Rolls of Honor for 1914, 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, and
1921 respectively. The list excludes reprints.
I. English and Irish Authors
(12345678) Aumonier, Stacy.
Accident of Crime.
Miss Bracegirdle Does Her Duty.
Barrington, E.
Mystery of Stella.
(348) Beresford, J. D.
Looking Glass.
Soul of an Artist.
(1235678) Blackwood, Algernon.
Dance of Death.
Woman’s Ghost Story.
Butts, Mary.
Change.
Speed the Plough.
Chesterton, G. K.
Temple of Silence.
Vengeance of the Statue.
(8) Coppard, A. E.
Black Dog.
Broadsheet Ballad.
Corkery, Daniel.
By-Product.
Colonel MacGillicuddy Goes Home.
Ember.
Price.
Unfinished Symphony.
(6) De la Mare, Walter.
Tree.
(6) Edginton, May.
Mary Gets Married.
(1234568) Galsworthy, John.
Feud.
Man Who Kept His Form.
Santa Lucia.
(28) Gibbon, Perceval.
By Consent.
Saint Flossie.
Kaye-Smith, Sheila.
Mrs. Adis.
Mockbeggar.
Old Gadgett.
Kinross, Albert.
Traitors.
(47) Lawrence, D. H.
Episode.
Dick Collier.
“Malet, Lucas.”
Conversion.
Mansfield, Katherine.
Fly.
Maxwell, W. B.
Romance of It.
Moore, George.
Peronnik the Fool.
(456) Mordaunt, Elinor.
Fighting Cocks.
“Genius.”
Heart of a Ship.
Kelly O’Keefe.
Parrots.
(4) Pertwee, Roland.
Chap Upstairs.
Empty Arms.
Summer Time.
(78) Sinclair, May.
“Heaven.”
(578) Stephens, James.
Hunger.
(278) Walpole, Hugh.
Conscience Money.
Major Wilbraham.
II. Translations
(47) Andreyev, Leonid.
Luckiest Man in the World.
Artzybasheff, Mikhail.
Old Story.
(5) Bertheroy, Jean.
Reign of the Spirit.
(67) Blasco Ibanez, Vicente.
Sunset.
Bojer, Johan.
Skobelef.
Bunin, Ivan.
Gentleman from San Francisco.
Kasimir Stanislavovitch.
(5) Maupassant, Guy de.
Story of a Wise Man.
Morand, Paul.
Roman Night.
Sadoveanu, Michail.
Spring.
Siwertz, Sigfrid.
Leonard and the Fisherman.
Timmermans, Felix.
Beguine Symforosa.
Valle-Inclan, Ramon del.
My Sister Antonia.
THE BEST BOOKS OF SHORT STORIES OF 1922
American Authors
1. Cabell. Chivalry. McBride.
2. Cabell. Gallantry. McBride.
3. Clemens. Mysterious Stranger. Harper.
4. Cobb. Sundry Accounts. Doran.
5. Colcord. Instrument of the Gods. Macmillan.
6. Crane. Men, Women, and Boats. Boni & Liveright.
7. Frank. City Block. The author: Darien, Conn.
8. Gerould. Valiant Dust. Scribner.
9. Hurst. Vertical City. Harper.
10. Melville. Apple-Tree Table. Princeton.
11. O’Higgins. Some Distinguished Americans. Harper.
English and Irish Authors
12. Beresford. Signs and Wonders. Putnam.
13. Blackwood and Wilson. Wolves of God. Dutton.
14. Corkery. Hounds of Banba. Huebsch.
15. Davey. Pilgrim of a Smile. Doran.
16. Ellis. Kanga Creek. Brentano.
17. Huxley. Mortal Coils. Doran.
18. Lawrence. England, My England. Seltzer.
19. Machen. House of Souls. Knopf.
20. Mansfield. Garden Party. Knopf.
21. Moore. In Single Strictness. Boni & Liveright.
22. Morrison. Tales of Mean Streets. Boni & Liveright.
23. Tomlinson. London River. Knopf.
24. Woolf. Monday or Tuesday. Harcourt.
Translations
25. Aleichem. Jewish Children. Knopf.
26. Chekhov. Cook’s Wedding. Macmillan.
27. Goldberg, translator. Brazilian Tales. Four Seas.
28. Gorky. Through Russia. Dutton.
29. Heidenstamm. Charles Men. American-Scandinavian Foundation.
35. Underwood, translator. Famous Stories from Foreign Countries. Four Seas.
VOLUMES OF SHORT STORIES PUBLISHED IN THE UNITED STATES
OCTOBER, 1921, TO SEPTEMBER, 1922
Note.An asterisk before a title indicates distinction. This list
includes single short stories, collections of short stories, and a few
continuous narratives based on short stories previously published in
periodicals. Volumes announced for publication in the autumn of
1922 are listed here, though in some cases they had not yet appeared at
the time this book went to press.
Another Page from the “Song of Songs.” Aleichem. 89.
Boaz the Teacher. Aleichem. 143.
Dead Citron. Aleichem. 119.
Elijah the Prophet. Aleichem. 33.
Esther. Aleichem. 178.
Getzel. Aleichem. 38.
Greens for “Shevuous.” Aleichem. 79.
Isshur the Beadle. Aleichem. 131.
Lost “L’Ag Berner.” Aleichem. 50.
Murderers. Aleichem. 58.
On the Fiddle. Aleichem. 210.
Page from the “Song of Songs.” Aleichem. 9.
Passover In a Village. Aleichem. 20.
Pity for the Living. Aleichem. 99.
Pocket-Knife. Aleichem. 187.
Spinning-Top. Aleichem. 153.
Tabernacle. Aleichem. 106.
This Night. Aleichem. 241.
Three Little Heads. Aleichem. 71.
Assis, Joaquim Maria Machado de. (Portuguese.)
Attendants’ Confession. Brazil. 43.
Fortune-Teller. Brazil. 65.
Bartsch, Rudolf Hans. (Austrian.)
Little Blanchefleure. Underwood B. 9.
Bernard, Tristan. (1866- .) (French.)
Last Visit. Macklin. 3.
Binet-Valmer. (1875- .) (French.)
When She Was Dead.... Macklin. 199.
Birabeau, Andre. (French.)
Barber’s Miracle. Macklin. 15.
Bizet, Rene. (1887- .) (French.)
Good Old Sort. Macklin. 27.
Boutet, Frederic. (French.) (See 1918.)
Force of Circumstances. Macklin. 37.
Cech, Svatopluk. (1846-1908.) (Czech.) (See 1920.)
Exchange. Underwood B. 31.
Chekhov, Anton Pavlovich. (1861-1904.) (Russian.) (See 1918, 1920 and 1921.)
Adventure. Chekhov H. 241.
Art. Chekhov H. 263.
Bird Market. Chekhov H. 233.
Boys. Chekhov H. 117.
Chameleon. Chekhov H. 207.
Children. Chekhov H. 23.
Classical Student. Chekhov H. 79.
Cook’s Wedding. Chekhov H. 1.
Day In the Country. Chekhov H. 105.
Dependents. Chekhov H. 213.
Fish. Chekhov H. 253.
Grisha. Chekhov H. 47.
Home. Chekhov H. 63.
Incident. Chekhov H. 95.
In Passion Week. Chekhov H. 151.
Kashtanka. Chekhov H. 173.
Old House. Chekhov H. 139.
Oysters. Chekhov H. 55.
Runaway. Chekhov H. 33.
Shrove Tuesday. Chekhov H. 129.
Sleepy. Chekhov H. 11.
Swedish Match. Chekhov H. 275.
Vanka. Chekhov H. 87.
Whitebrow. Chekhov H. 161.
Who Was to Blame? Chekhov H. 225.
Delarue-Mardrus, Lucie. (1880- .) (French.) (See 1918.)
Inheritance. Macklin. 65.
Descaves, Lucien. (1861- .) (French.)
Day Out. Macklin. 73.
Dolores, Carmen. (Portuguese.)
Aunt Zeze’s Tears. Brazil. 139.
Duvernois, Henri. (1873- .) (French.)
Fez. Macklin. 79.
“Erckmann-Chatrian.” (French.) [Emile Erckmann (1822-1899) andLouis Gratian Charles Alexander Chatrian (1826-1890).] (See 1918.)
Mysterious Sketch. McSpadden D. 34.
Farrere, Claude. (1876- .) (French.)
Turret. Macklin. 89.
Fischer, Max (1882-) andFischer, Alex. (1883-). (French.)
Army Time. Macklin. 47.
Frapie, Leon. (French.)
Pockets. Macklin. 103.
Gautier, Huguette. (French.)
First Short Dress. Macklin. 111.
Gautier, Theophile. (1811-1872.) (French.) (See 1918 and 1921.)
Mummy’s Foot. McSpadden D. 248.
“Gorki, Maxim.” (Alexei Maximovich Pyeshker.) (1868 or 1869- .) (Russian.) (See 1918, 1920 and 1921.)
Birth of a Man. Gorky C. 1.
Cemetery. Gorky C. 105.
Dead Man. Gorky C. 257.
Gubin. Gorky C. 45.
Icebreaker. Gorky C. 17.
In a Mountain Defile. Gorky C. 187.
Kalinin. Gorky C. 225.
Nilushka. Gorky C. 75.
On a River Steamer. Gorky C. 125.
Woman. Gorky C. 151.
Hermant, Abel. (1862- .) (French.)
Wrist-Watch. Macklin. 141.
Hirsch, Charles-Henry. (1870- .) (French.)
Isaac Levitski. Macklin. 149.
Hoffmann, Ernest Theodor Wilhelm (Amadeus). (German.) (1776-1822.) (See 1918.)
Deserted House. McSpadden D. 58.
Jaloux, Edmond. (1878- .) (French.)
Fugitive. Macklin. 161.
Kielland, Alexander L. (Norwegian.)
Point of View. Underwood B. 121.
Level, Maurice. (French.) (See 1918 and 1920.)
Debt-Collector. Macklin. 171.
Machard, Alfred. (1887- .) (French.) (See 1918.)
Major Six Stripes. Macklin. 181.
MacOrlan, Pierre. (1883- .) (French.)
Philanthropist. Macklin. 191.
Margueritte, Paul (1860- .) andMargueritte, Victor (1866- .) (French.)
Poum and the Zouave. Macklin. 209.
Margueritte, Victor. (1866- .) (French.)
Whipper-Snapper. Macklin. 219.
Maupassant, Henri Rene Albert Guy de. (1850-1893.) (French.) (See 1918 and 1921.)
Horla. McSpadden D. 210.
Mikszath, Koloman. (1849- .) (Hungarian.) (See 1920.)
King’s Clothes. Underwood B. 99.
Mille, Pierre. (1864- .) (French.) (See 1918.)
Number Thirteen. Macklin. 229.
“Multatuli.” (Edward D. Dekker.) (1820-1887.) (Dutch.)
Saidjah. Underwood B. 73.
Netto, Coelho. (Portuguese.)
Pigeons. Brazil. 121.
Paivarinta, Pietari. (Finnish.)
My Traveling Companion. Underwood B. 135.
Petofi, Alexander. (1823-1849.) (Maygar.)
Elopement. Underwood B. 65.
Prevost, Marcel. (1862- .) (French.)
My Brother Guy. Macklin. 239.
Rosegger, Petri. (1843- .) (Austrian.)
When the Bright Nights Were. Underwood B. 113.
Rosny, aine, J. H. (1856- .) (French.)
Champion. Macklin. 265.
Scheffer, Robert. (1863- .) (French.)
Mother. Macklin. 283.
Tinayre, Marcelle. (French.)
Home-Coming. Macklin. 293.
Veber, Pierre. (1869- .) (French.)
Widow Foigney. Macklin. 301.
Vrchlicky, Jaroslav. (1853-1912.) (Czech.) (See 1920.)
Abisag. Underwood B. 83.
“Willy, Colette.” (Madame de Jouvenel.) (1873- .) (French.)
Gitanette. Macklin. 55.
MAGAZINE AVERAGES
OCTOBER, 1921, TO SEPTEMBER, 1922
The following table includes the averages of distinctive stories in
certain American periodicals published from October, 1921, to September,
1922, inclusive. One, two and three asterisks are employed
to indicate relative distinction. “Three-asterisk stories” are of somewhat
permanent literary value. The list excludes reprints.
Periodicals (Oct.-Sept.)
No. of Stories Published
No. of Distinctive Stories Published
Percentage of Distinctive Stories Published
*
**
***
*
**
***
Asia
10
9
6
1
90
60
10
Atlantic Monthly
26
23
16
7
88
62
27
Broom
23
20
16
10
87
69
43
Century
42
39
32
17
93
76
40
Collier’s Weekly
109
18
3
1
17
3
1
Delineator
40
11
4
3
28
10
8
Dial
22
22
21
14
100
95
64
Double Dealer
21
12
8
2
57
38
10
Everybody’s Magazine
66
9
2
1
14
3
2
Good Housekeeping
44
6
3
1
14
7
2
Harper’s Magazine
44
39
23
14
89
52
32
Hearst’s International
63
18
4
1
29
6
2
Ladies’ Home Journal
42
8
3
2
19
7
5
McClure’s Magazine (March-September)
46
13
2
1
28
4
2
Metropolitan
87
17
9
6
19
10
7
Pictorial Review
65
44
31
22
66
48
33
Red Book Magazine
115
27
4
2
24
4
2
Saturday Evening Post
245
34
14
7
14
6
3
Scribner’s Magazine
52
37
19
7
71
37
14
Smart Set
127
44
9
5
35
7
4
World Fiction (August-September)
22
21
11
5
95
50
23
The following tables indicate the rank, during the period between
October, 1921, and September, 1922, inclusive, by number and percentage
of distinctive short stories published, of eighteen periodicals
coming within the scope of my examination which have published an
average of 15 per cent or more of distinctive stories. The lists exclude
reprints, but not translations.
By Percentage
1.
Dial
100%
2.
World Fiction (August-September)
95%
3.
Century
93%
4.
Asia
90%
5.
Harper’s Magazine
89%
6.
Atlantic Monthly
88%
7.
Broom
87%
8.
Scribner’s Magazine
71%
9.
Pictorial Review
66%
10.
Double Dealer
57%
11.
Smart Set
35%
12.
Hearst’s International
29%
13.
McClure’s Magazine (March-September)
28%
14.
Delineator
28%
15.
Red Book Magazine
24%
16.
Metropolitan
19%
17.
Ladies’ Home Journal
19%
18.
Collier’s Weekly
17%
By Number
1.
Pictorial Review
44
2.
Smart Set
44
3.
Century
39
4.
Harper’s Magazine
39
5.
Scribner’s Magazine
37
6.
Red Book Magazine
27
7.
Atlantic Monthly
23
8.
Dial
22
9.
World Fiction (August-September)
21
10.
Broom
20
11.
Hearst’s International
18
12.
Collier’s Weekly
18
13.
Metropolitan
17
14.
McClure’s Magazine (March-September)
13
15.
Double Dealer
12
16.
Delineator
11
17.
Asia
9
18.
Ladies’ Home Journal
8
The following periodicals have published during the same period
ten or more “two-asterisk stories.” The list excludes reprints, but not
translations. Periodicals represented in this list during 1915, 1916,1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, and 1921 are represented by the prefixed
letters a, b, c, d, e, f, and g, respectively.
1.
abcdefg
Century
32
2.
abcdefg
Pictorial Review
31
3.
abcdefg
Harper’s Magazine
23
4.
abcdefg
Dial
21
5.
abcdefg
Scribner’s Magazine
19
6.
Broom
16
7.
abcdefg
Atlantic Monthly
16
8.
abcde
Saturday Evening Post
14
9.
World Fiction (August-September)
11
The following periodicals have published during the same period
five or more “three-asterisk stories.” The list excludes reprints, but
not translations. The same signs are used as prefixes as in the previous
list.
1.
abcdefg
Pictorial Review
22
2.
abcdefg
Century
17
3.
abcdefg
Dial
14
4.
abcdefg
Harper’s Magazine
14
5.
Broom
10
6.
abcdef
Atlantic Monthly
7
7.
abcdef
Scribner’s Magazine
7
8.
abcde
Saturday Evening Post
7
9.
abcdef
Metropolitan
6
10.
World Fiction (August-September)
5
11.
abcdef
Smart Set
5
Ties in the above list have been decided by taking relative rank in
other lists into account.
INDEX OF SHORT STORIES PUBLISHED IN AMERICAN MAGAZINES
OCTOBER, 1921, TO SEPTEMBER, 1922
All short stories published in the following magazines, and newspapers,
October, 1921, to September, 1922, inclusive, are indexed:
All’s Well
American Magazine
American Scandinavian
Asia
Atlantic Monthly
Bookman
Broom
Catholic World
Century
Chicago Tribune (Syndicate Service)
Clay
Collier’s Weekly
Cosmopolitan
Delineator
Dial
Double Dealer
Everybody’s Magazine
Freeman
Good Housekeeping
Harper’s Bazar
Harper’s Magazine
Hearst’s International Magazine
Ladies’ Home Journal
Leslie’s Weekly
Liberator
Little Review
McCall’s Magazine
McClure’s Magazine
Menorah Journal
Metropolitan
Midland
Modern Priscilla
New York Tribune
Outlook
Pagan
Pearson’s
Pictorial Review
Red Book Magazine
Saturday Evening Post
Scribner’s Magazine
Smart Set
Sunset Magazine
Wave
Woman’s Home Companion
World Fiction
Youth
Short stories of distinction only, published in the following magazines
during the same period, are indexed:
Ace-High Magazine
Adventure
Ainslee’s Magazine
American Boy
American Hebrew
Arch
Argosy All-Story Weekly
Ave Maria
Beautiful Womanhood
Black Cat
Black Mask
Blue Book Magazine
Breezy Stories
Brief Stories
Christian Herald
Designer
Detective Story Magazine
Extension Magazine
Follies
Gargoyle
Holland’s Magazine
Jewish Forum
Live Stories
MacLean’s Magazine
Magnificat
Munsey’s Magazine
Open Road
People’s Home Journal
People’s Popular Monthly
Popular Magazine
Queen’s Work
Reviewer
Saucy Stories
Short Stories
Snappy Stories
Telling Tales
10-Story Book
Today’s Housewife
Top-Notch Magazine
Town Topics
True Story Magazine
Wayside Tales
Western Story Magazine
Woman’s World
Young’s Magazine
Certain stories of distinction published in the following magazines
during this period are indexed, because they have been specially called
to my attention:
Jewish Daily News
Junior League Bulletin
New York Nation
Photoplay
I have considered several other magazines without finding any
stories of distinction. One, two, or three asterisks are prefixed to the
titles of stories to indicate distinction. Three asterisks prefixed to a
title indicate the more or less permanent literary value of the story, and
entitle it to a place on the annual “Rolls of Honor.” Cross references
after an author’s name refer to previous volumes of this series. (H.)
after the name of an author indicates that other stories by this author,
published in American magazines between 1900 and 1914, are to be
found indexed in “The Standard Index of Short Stories,” by Francis
J. Hannigan, published by Small, Maynard and Company, 1918.
The figures in parentheses after the title of a story refer to the volume
and page number of the magazine. In cases where successive numbers
of a magazine are not paged consecutively, the page number only is
given in this index.
The following abbreviations are used in the index:
Trapping of Judge Pinkham. S. E. P. Sept. 9. (24.)
Dingle, Captain.
Ocean Magic. S. E. P. Sept. 30. (10.)
Divine, Charles. (See 1917, 1921.)
Snake-charmer of Kairwan. Ev. June. (82.)
Street of Sapphire Doors. Sun. April. (32.)
Symbolic Shoes of Mr. Bullis. S. S. June. (112.)
Dobie, Charles Caldwell.(1881- .) (See 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.)
***Vision. Cen. Jan. (103:415.)
Dodd, Lee Wilson.(1879- .) (See “H.”)
Little Rufo. Red Bk. Nov., ’21. (86.)
Donnell, Annie Hamilton.(1862- .) (See 1915, 1920.) (H.)
Last Straw. McCall. Oct., ’21. (13.)
Douglas, Ford. (See 1920, 1921.) (H.)
Fraternal Spirit. S. S. April. (29.)
Majesty of the Law. S. S. July. (31.)
Mr. Worthington’s Black Eye. S. S. Nov., ’21. (63.)
Dounce, Harry Esty. (See 1917, 1919, 1920.)
Cobblestone Flies Up. Col. Aug. 26. (7.)
Trapped. Ev. May. (58.)
Drago, Harry Sinclair.
Rain. Met. April. (53.)
Dreher, Carl.
Fifth Decade. S. S. Feb. (115.)
Duganne, Phyllis. (See 1919, 1920.)
Amateur Rebel. L. H. J. Feb. (6.)
Fulla—Pep! L. H. J. April. (8.)
Vanishing Girl. L. H. J. Jan. (6.)
Dunbar, Olivia Howard. (Olivia Howard Dunbar Torrence.) (1873- .) (See 1915, 1919.) (H.)
*Classic Pattern. Scr. Feb. (71:218.)
*Home of Her Own. Scr. Jan. (71:89.)
Dunn, Joseph Allan.(1872- .) (See 1915, 1921.) (H.)
*Crimson Corpuscle. McC. Aug. (17.)
Dutton, Louise Elizabeth. (See 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
Magic Music. S. E. P. Feb. 18. (28.)
One Night in June. Met. April. (9.)
Spooning. S. E. P. Feb. 11. (24.)
Dwyer, James Francis.(1874- .) (See 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
**Camp o’ Sunset Glory. Del. May. (10.)
Dyer, Walter Alden.(1878- .) (See 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
Dog Doctor. Del. June. (14.)
E
Eastman, Rebecca Lane Hooper. (Mrs. William Franklin Eastman.) (1877- .) (See 1915, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
Gentleman with Plaid Eyes. Scr. July. (72:60.)
Idyl of Madison Square. McC. Sept. (49.)
Edgington, Hartley.
His Fourth Born. Sun. Feb. (20.)
Edson, C. L.
Smartest Man In America. S. S. May. (96.)
Ehlert, Fay.(1886- .)
*Punishment. Pearson. Jan. (48:25.)
Undertow. Pearson. Nov., ’21. (47:208.)
***Vow. Pearson. Feb. (29.)
Eldridge, Paul. (See 1918, 1919, 1920.)
Back to Methusaleh. S. S. Dec., ’21. (73.)
Ellerbe, Alma Martin Estabrook.(1871- .)andEllerbe, Paul Lee. (See 1915 underEstabrook, Alma Martin; 1917 underEllerbe, Alma Estabrook; 1919, 1920, 1921 underEllerbe, Alma Martin Estabrook, andEllerbe, Paul Lee.) (See “H” underEllerbe, Paul Lee.)
Down But Not Out. Col. April 22. (15). April 29. (13.)
**“Some People Say They are Married.” Cen. April. (103:846.)
Elliott, Francis Perry.(1861- .)
Surgeon’s Knife. L. H. J. July. (12.)
Embree, Alice.
Price of Paint. G. H. Aug. (50.)
England, George Allan.(1877- .) (See 1916, 1919, 1921.) (H.)
Sauce. Ev. March. (131.)
Esty, Annette. (See 1921.)
Immune. Cath. W. July. (115:527.)
*“Rights.” Scr. July. (72:37.)
Evans, Ida May. (See 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
His Wife’s Money. Cos. July. (69.)
Out of the Golden Pack. Chic. Trib. Aug. 27.
To Him That Hath. S. E. P. March 11. (24.)
Voice of Blanche Perkins. S. E. P. June 17. (18.)
Way a Girl Treats Her Father. S. E. P. Sept. 23. (14.)
Yellows. G. H. Nov., ’21. (52.)
Everman, Paul.
Oh, Ballyhoo! Ev. March. (171.)
F
Fagin, N. Bryllion.
**Dream. Am. H. Nov. 11, ’21. (42:695.)
Faragoh, Francis Edwards.
*Chop Suey. Lib. Nov., ’21. (15.)
Farnham, Mabel.
Virginia, Aged Ten Years. Cath. W. Jan. (114:520.)
Farrar, John. (Chipman.) (1896- .)
*Edge of Cobbler’s Wood. Book. Dec., ’21. (54:342.)
Rowland, Henry C(ottrell).(1874- .) (See 1918, 1919, 1921.) (H.)
Heavenly Bodies. Red Bk. Sept. (82.)
Paying Up. Red Bk. Oct., ’21. (53.)
Two Pigs. Am. Sept. (41.)
Runyen, Alfred Damon(1840- .)andBulger, Bozeman. (See “H” underRunyen, Alfred Damon.)
Old Hardhead. Hear. July. (36.)
Rush, Earl Marvin.
Shell of Jules Duvet. Del. March. (16.)
Russell, Major C. E.(1860- .)
False Alibi. McC. Aug. (108.)
Russell, John.(1885- .) (See 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.)
***Adversary. (R.) Pearson. Jan. (48 : 11.)
*Pagan. Hear. July. (19.)
*Winning Hand. Red Bk. Jan. (75.)
*Witch Girl. Hear. April. (19.)
Russell, Violet.
*Lake of Sorrow. Pearson. Feb. (7.)
*Mysterious Hound. Pearson. March. (21.)
*Scathach of the Shadows. Pearson. Jan. (48 : 28.)
Ruthven, Madeline.
*West Salem. Pearson. Jan. (48 : 30.)
“Rutledge, Maryse.” (Maryse Rutledge Hale.) (“Marice Rutledge.”)
(Marie Louise Goetchius.) (Marie Louise Van Saanen.) (1884- .) (See 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918 underVan Saanen, Marie Louise; 1920 and 1921 under “Rutledge, Maryse.”) (See “H” underGoetchius, Marie Louise.)
Big Game. S. E. P. April 8. (18.)
Going On. S. E. P. Oct. 22, ’21. (18.)
S
Sabin, Edwin L(egrand).(1870- .) (See 1915, 1916, 1917.)
He Didn’t Know He Was Licked. Col. Jan. 28. (13.)
Sachs, Emanie N. (See 1921.)
Mame’s Daughter. S. S. July. (111.)
Sagmaster, Walter E.
“Keats.” S. S. April. (51.)
St. Johns, Adela Rogers.
Tramp. Cos. Aug. (43.)
Samalman, Alexander.
Business and Sentiment. Pearson. Dec., ’21. (47 : 260.)
*Hole In the Wall. Pearson. April. (21.)
Moishe. Pearson. Feb. (19.)
Sampter, Jessie E.
*Plow Deep. Men. J. Aug. (8 : 213.)
Samuel, Maurice.(1895- .)
***Masquerader. Men. J. April. (8 : 108.)
Sangster, Margaret Elizabeth, Jr.(1894- .) (See 1915, 1916, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.)
Little Lonely Tree. G. H. Jan. (24.)
Santee, Ross.
Home. Les. W. Nov. 26, ’21. (133 : 730.)
Night In Town. Les. W. Feb. 25. (134 : 259.)
“Old Rattlesnake.” Les. W. Oct. 1, ’21. (133 : 446.)
Payson Rodeo. Cen. May. (104 : 41.)
“Quits.” Les. W. Jan. 21. (134: 82.)
Shorty Buys a Hat. Les. W. April 22. (134 : 536.)
Santmyer, Helen.
*Old Lilac Tree. Mid. June. (8 : 185.)
Saphier, William.(1883- .) (See 1920.)
**Silversmith. Wave. Feb. (5.)
**Trinkets. Broom. Jan. (284.)
Sawyer, Eleanor Ecob.
Unencumbered Bachelor. McC. July. (88.)
Sawyer, Ruth. (Mrs. Albert C. Durand.) (1880- .) (See 1915, 1916, 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
In the House that Jack Built. G. H. April. (30.)
Saxby, Charles. (See 1916, 1917 1918, 1920, 1921.) (H.)
Fulfiller. Chic. Trib. Jan. 22.
Schmidt, Oscar F.
Atuona Storms the Bastille. Scr. Aug. (72 : 219.)
Schrader, Atreus von.
Backlash. Les. W. Jan. 7. (134 : 10.)
Black Pearl. Les. W. March 4. (134 : 298.)
Death of the Pearl. Les. W. June 10. (134 : 760.)
Flower of Death. Les. W. March 18. (134 : 370.)
Price. Les. W. April 1. (134 : 438.)
Scourge. Les. W. April 29. (134 : 567.)
Ular-Sawa. Les. W. May 13. (134 : 632.)
Vengeance of Rana. Les. W. March 11. (134 : 334.)
Writ In Water. Les. W. April 15. (134 : 504.)
Scoggins, C. E. (See 1919, 1920.)
Charles Frederic Goes Easy. S. E. P. April 22. (14.)
Ingenious Senor ’Oogis. Red Bk. Jan. (56.)
Man Who Never Smiled. S. E. P. Sept. 30. (8.)
Song In the Night. S. E. P. May 20. (12.)
Scott, R. T. M.
Emerald Earrings. Les. W. Feb. 4. (134 : 150.)
Seabrook, C. R.
Alibi. S. S. Sept. (63.)
Sedgewick, John Hunter. (See 1921.)
Mister Bowdoin. S. S. Dec., ’21. (93.)
Seifert, Shirley L. (See 1919, 1920, 1921.)
***Lady of Sorrows. Broom. Jan. (218.)
Philandering Among the Roses. Scr. Dec., ’21. (70 : 746.)
Pretty Things. G. H. Jan. (48.)
Ring Out the Old. Met. June. (58.)
Sweetest of Memories. G. H. Nov., ’21. (29.)
Villa Claudia. Del. Aug. (9.)
Seligmann, Herbert J.
**Idyll. Dial. Feb. (72 : 183.)
Severn, Wray Wade.
Beppo’s Bond. Met. Sept. (61.)
Shawe, Victor. (See 1917, 1919, 1920.)
When Finn Meets Finnigan. S. E. P. June 3. (8.)
Shelton (Richard) Barker. (See 1916, 1917, under “Oxford, John Barton.”) (See 1916, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921, underShelton, Richard Barker.) (H.)
Background. Col. June 17. (13.)
Flesh of My Flesh. Chic. Trib. Feb. 12.
Schedule. Sun. June. (17.)
Stage of Lies. Col. Aug. 5. (7.)
Sholl, Anna McClure. (See 1916, 1918, 1921.) (H.)
Wedding Dress. W. H. C. Nov., ’21. (13.)
Shore, Viola Brothers. (See 1919, 1920, 1921.)
Mary Mary. S. E. P. March 18. (40.)
On the Shelf. S. E. P. July 22. (20.)
Simmons, Laura. (See 1916.) (H.)
*Loaf and a Fish. Cath. W. Dec., ’21. (114 : 381.)
Leblanc, Maurice.(1864- .) (See 1915.) (H.) (French.)
At the Sign of Mercury. Met. July. (25.)
Case of Jean Louis. Met. Dec., ’21. (38.)
Footprints In the Snow. Met. June. (25.)
In the Dining Car. Met. March. (43.)
Lady With the Hatchet. Met. May. (45.)
On the Top of the Tower. Met. Oct., ’21. (12.)
Tell-Tale Film. Met. Jan. (36.)
Water Bottle. Met. Nov., ’21. (35.)
Lucatelli, Luigi. (Italian.)
*Bibi. S. S. Aug. (96.)
*Diogenes. S. S. Sept. (90.)
*History of an Idiot. S. S. Aug. (99.)
*How Asmodeo Ribelli Did Not Make His Fortune. S. S. Sept. (88.)
*Little Victim. S. S. Aug. (95.)
*Man for the Ages. S. S. Aug. (101.)
**Petitioner. S. S. Aug. (98.)
*Pierino. S. S. Sept. (87.)
*Sentiment. S. S. Sept. (89.)
Signor Saverio’s Nose. S. S. June. (57.)
*Signora Dora’s Little Economics. S. S. Aug. (97.)
Teodoro Nasica. S. S. July. (75.)
M
Mardrus, Lucie Delarue. (See 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (French.)
Burglar and the Cat. N. Y. Trib. Aug. 6.
Lesson of the Eglantine. N. Y. Trib. March 5.
Lesson of the Fire. N. Y. Trib. May 21.
*Lottery Ticket. N. Y. Trib. Jan. 15.
Old Maid’s Marriage. N. Y. Trib. Dec. 4, ’21.
*On the Other Side of the Mirror. N. Y. Trib. Oct. 30, ’21.
*Sorcerer. N. Y. Trib. April 16.
Maupassant, Henri Rene Albert Guy de. (1850-1893.) (See 1918.) (H.) (French.)
***Story of a Wise Man. Hear. May. (11.)
Mills, Pierre.(1864- .) (See 1917, 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (French.)
Day’s Work Along the Marne. N. Y. Trib. Dec. 18, ’21.
*Heroine of the Wilderness. N. Y. Trib. Oct. 16, ’21.
*Poilu Who Said He Was Deaf. N. Y. Trib. Nov. 27, ’21.
Molnar, Franz.(1879- .) (See 1916.) (Hungarian.)
**Coal-Thieves. Free. Oct. 26, ’21. (4:151.)
**Snow-Man. Cen. Sept. (104:649.)
Morand, Paul. (See 1921.) (French.)
***Roman Night. Broom. Feb. (291.)
Muller, Andre. (French.)
Double Retribution. Pearson. May. (26.)
O
Ohanian, Armen.
Dancer of Shamakha. Asia. April. (22:251.)
P
Paolieri, Ferdinando.(1878- .) (Italian.)
*Ambush. W. F. Sept. (102.)
Peret, Benjamin. (French.)
*At 125 Boulevard St. Germain. Broom. Aug. (3:31.)
Picard, Helene. (French.)
Crimes of King Myrrhus. N. Y. Trib. April 30.
Pilniak, Boris. (Russian.)
**At the Doors. Broom. Aug. (3:57.)
Puaux, Rene. (French.)
*Miracle. Del. Jan. (16.)
R
Rameau, Jean. (See 1919, 1920.) (French.)
In Quest of the Knife. N. Y. Trib. July 16.
Regis, Roger. (See 1916, 1920.) (H.) (French.)
Feathered Love Affair. N. Y. Trib. Aug. 13.
Rhais, Elissa. (French.)
**Kerkeb. W. F. Aug. (39.)
Riche, Daniel. (See 1920.) (French.)
Girl In the Picture. N. Y. Trib. July 23.
Her Husband by Proxy. N. Y. Trib. May 7.
When It Was Tit for Tat. N. Y. Trib. Sept. 3.
Rosny, Aine, J. H. (See 1920, 1921.) (French.)
Half-breed’s Gratitude. Les. W. Feb. 11. (134:191.)
Ingrate in the Office Chair. N. Y. Trib. Jan. 8.
Out of the Great Beyond. N. Y. Trib. Sept. 10.
Rostand, Maurice. (French.)
*Man I Killed. Hear. Feb. (31.)
S
Sadoveanu, Mihail. (Rumanian.)
***Spring. W. F. Aug. (81.)
Sivle, Per. (1857-1904.) (Norwegian.)
*Helpless. Scan. Aug. (10:477.)
Siwertz, Sigfrid. (Swedish.)
***Leonard and the Fisherman. Scan. July. (10:403.)
Soderberg, Hjalmar. (Swedish.)
Fur Coat. Hear. Dec., ’21. (45.)
*Kiss. W. F. Sept. (100.)
**Wages of Sin. Scan. June. (10:361.)
Sramek, Prana. (Czech.)
**He Deceived Her. Broom. May. (2:137.)
Szep, Erno. (Hungarian.)
*Teacher’s Fiddle. Free. Dec. 21, ’21. (4:343.)
T
Timmermans, Felix. (Flemish.)
***Beguine Symforosa. Dial. April. (72:365.)
Tolstoy, Ilya. (See 1920.) (Russian.)
*Masha.
V
Valdagne, Pierre. (See 1918, 1919, 1920, 1921.) (French.)
In the Park. N. Y. Trib. Nov. 6, ’21.
Valle-Inclan, Ramon del.(1870- .) (Spanish.)
***My Sister Antonia. W. F. Aug. (29.)
Vely, Adrien. (French.)
Fairy Grisette Falls in Love. N. Y. Trib. June 18.
Vivanti, Annie.(1873- .) (Italian.)
*Berangere’s Engagement. W. F. Aug. (117.)
Von Hofmannsthal, Hugo. (German.)
**Lucidor. Dial. Aug. (73:121.)
W
Wahlenberg, Anna. (Swedish.)
**Gate of Honor. Scan. Dec. ’21. (9:789.)
Wildenvey, Herman.(1886- .) (Norwegian.)
In an Old Garden. W. F. Sept. (121.)
Transcriber’s Note:
Footnotes were renumbered sequentially and were
moved to the end of each story. Obvious printing errors, such
as backwards, upside down, unprinted or partially printed letters and
punctuation, were corrected. Final stops missing at the end of
sentences and abbreviations were added.
The entry in the Contents for “Addresses of American Magazines Publishing
Short Stories” was not included in the book by the publisher. Words may have multiple spelling variations or inconsistent
hyphenation in the text. These were unchanged, as were jargon, dialect,
obsolete and alternative spellings. Except as noted below, misspelled words were not corrected.