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Izaak Walton in his short life of Donne has painted a figure of
almost seraphic beauty. When Donne was but a boy, he declares, it
was said that the age had brought forth another Pico della
Mirandola. As a young man in his twenties, he was a prince among
lovers, who by his secret marriage with his patron’s
niece—“for love,” says Walton, “is a
flattering mischief”—purchased at first only the ruin
of his hopes and a term in prison. Finally, we have the later Donne
in the pulpit of St. Paul’s represented, in a beautiful
adaptation of one of his own images, as “always preaching to
himself, like an angel from a cloud, though in none; carrying some,
as St. Paul was, to Heaven in holy raptures, and enticing others by
a sacred art and courtship to amend their lives.” The picture
is all of noble charm. Walton speaks in one place of “his
winning behaviour—which, when it would entice, had a strange
kind of elegant irresistible art.” There are no harsh phrases
even in the references to those irregularities of Donne’s
youth, by which he had wasted the fortune of
£3,000—equal, I believe, to more than £30,000 of
our money—bequeathed to him by his father, the ironmonger.
“Mr. Donne’s estate,” writes Walton gently,
referring to his penury at the time of his marriage, “was the
greatest part spent in many and chargeable travels, books, and
dear-bought experience.” It is true that he quotes
Donne’s own confession of the irregularities of his early
life. But he counts them of no significance. He also utters a sober
reproof of Donne’s secret marriage as “the remarkable
error of his life.” But how little he condemned it in his
heart is clear when he goes on to tell us that God blessed Donne
and his wife “with so mutual and cordial affections, as in
the midst of their sufferings made their bread of sorrow taste more
pleasantly than the banquets of dull and low-spirited
people.” It was not for Walton to go in search of small
blemishes in him whom he regarded as the wonder of the
world—him whose grave, mournful friends “strewed
… with an abundance of curious and costly flowers,” as
Alexander the Great strewed the grave of “the famous
Achilles.” In that grave there was buried for Walton a whole
age magnificent with wit, passion, adventure, piety and beauty.
More than that, the burial of Donne was for him the burial of an
inimitable Christian. He mourns over “that body, which once
was a Temple of the Holy Ghost, and is now become a small quantity
of Christian dust,” and, as he mourns, he breaks off with the
fervent prophecy, “But I shall see it reanimated.” That
is his valediction. If Donne is esteemed three hundred years after
his death less as a great Christian than as a great pagan, this is
because we now look for him in his writings rather than in his
biography, in his poetry rather than in his prose, and in his
Songs and Sonnets and Elegies rather than in his
Divine Poems. We find, in some of these, abundant evidence
of the existence of a dark angel at odds with the good angel of
Walton’s raptures. Donne suffered in his youth all the
temptations of Faust. His thirst was not for salvation but for
experience—experience of the intellect and experience of
sensation. He has left it on record in one of his letters that he
was a victim at one period of “the worst voluptuousness, an
hydroptic, immoderate desire of human learning and
languages.” Faust in his cell can hardly have been a more
insatiate student than Donne. “In the most unsettled days of
his youth,” Walton tells us, “his bed was not able to
detain him beyond the hour of four in the morning; and it was no
common business that drew him out of his chamber till past ten; all
which time was employed in study; though he took great liberty
after it.” His thoroughness of study may be judged from the
fact that “he left the resultance of 1,400 authors, most of
them abridged and analyzed with his own hand.” But we need
not go beyond his poems for proof of the wilderness of learning
that he had made his own. He was versed in medicine and the law as
well as in theology. He subdued astronomy, physiology, and
geography to the needs of poetry. Nine Muses were not enough for
him, even though they included Urania. He called in to their aid
Galen and Copernicus. He did not go to the hills and the springs
for his images, but to the laboratory and the library, and in the
library the books that he consulted to the greatest effect were the
works of men of science and learning, not of the great poets with
whom London may almost be said to have been peopled during his
lifetime. I do not think his verse or correspondence contains a
single reference to Shakespeare, whose contemporary he was, being
born only nine years later. The only great Elizabethan poet whom he
seems to have regarded with interest and even friendship was Ben
Jonson. Jonson’s Catholicism may have been a link between
them. But, more important than that, Jonson was, like Donne
himself, an inflamed pedant. For each of them learning was the
necessary robe of genius. Jonson, it is true, was a pedant of the
classics, Donne of the speculative sciences; but both of them alike
ate to a surfeit of the fruit of the tree of knowledge. It was, I
think, because Donne was to so great a degree a pagan of the
Renaissance, loving the proud things of the intellect more than the
treasures of the humble, that he found it easy to abandon the
Catholicism of his family for Protestantism. He undoubtedly became
in later life a convinced and passionate Christian of the
Protestant faith, but at the time when he first changed his
religion he had none of the fanaticism of the pious convert. He
wrote in an early satire as a man whom the intellect had liberated
from dogma-worship. Nor did he ever lose this rationalist
tolerance. “You know,” he once wrote to a friend,
“I have never imprisoned the word religion….
They” (the churches) “are all virtual beams of one
sun.” Few converts in those days of the wars of religion
wrote with such wise reason of the creeds as did Donne in the
lines:
To adore or scorn an image, or protest,
May all be bad; doubt wisely; in strange way
To stand inquiring right, is not to stray;
To sleep or run wrong is. On a huge hill,
Cragged and steep, Truth stands, and he that will
Reach her, about must and about must go;
And what the hill’s suddenness resists win so.
This surely was the heresy of an inquisitive mind, not the mood
of a theologian. It betrays a tolerance springing from ardent
doubt, not from ardent faith.
It is all in keeping with one’s impression of the young
Donne as a man setting out bravely in his cockle-shell on the
oceans of knowledge and experience. He travels, though he knows not
why he travels. He loves, though he knows not why he loves. He must
escape from that “hydroptic, immoderate” thirst of
experience by yielding to it. One fancies that it was in this
spirit that he joined the expedition of Essex to Cadiz in 1596 and
afterwards sailed to the Azores. Or partly in this spirit, for he
himself leads one to think that his love-affairs may have had
something to do with it. In the second of those prematurely
realistic descriptions of storm and calm relating to the Azores
voyage, he writes:
Whether a rotten state, and hope of gain,
Or to disuse me from the queasy pain
Of being belov’d, and loving, or the thirst
Of honour, or fair death, out pusht me first.
In these lines we get a glimpse of the Donne that has attracted
most interest in recent years—the Donne who experienced more
variously than any other poet of his time “the queasy pain of
being beloved and loving.” Donne was curious of adventures of
many kinds, but in nothing more than in love. As a youth he leaves
the impression of having been an Odysseus of love, a man of many
wiles and many travels. He was a virile neurotic, comparable in
some points to Baudelaire, who was a sensualist of the mind even
more than of the body. His sensibilities were different as well as
less of a piece, but he had something of Baudelaire’s taste
for hideous and shocking aspects of lust. One is not surprised to
find among his poems that “heroical epistle of Sappho to
Philaenis,” in which he makes himself the casuist of
forbidden things. His studies of sensuality, however, are for the
most part normal, even in their grossness. There was in him more of
the Yahoo than of the decadent. There was an excremental element in
his genius as in the genius of that other gloomy dean, Jonathan
Swift. Donne and Swift were alike satirists born under Saturn. They
laughed more frequently from disillusion than from happiness.
Donne, it must be admitted, turned his disillusion to charming as
well as hideous uses. Go and Catch a Falling Star is but
one of a series of delightful lyrics in disparagement of women. In
several of the Elegies, however, he throws away his lute
and comes to the satirist’s more prosaic business. He writes
frankly as a man in search of bodily experiences:
Whoever loves, if he do not propose
The right true end of love, he’s one that goes
To sea for nothing but to make him sick.
In Love Progress he lets his fancy dwell on the
detailed geography of a woman’s body, with the sick
imagination of a schoolboy, till the beautiful seems almost
beastly. In The Anagram and The Comparison he
plays the Yahoo at the expense of all women by the similes he uses
in insulting two of them. In The Perfume he relates the
story of an intrigue with a girl whose father discovered his
presence in the house as a result of his using scent. Donne’s
jest about it is suggestive of his uncontrollable passion for
ugliness:
Had it been some bad smell, he would have thought
That his own feet, or breath, that smell had brought.
It may be contended that in The Perfume he was
describing an imaginary experience, and indeed we have his own
words on record: “I did best when I had least truth for my
subjects.” But even if we did not accept Mr. Gosse’s
common-sense explanation of these words, we should feel that the
details of the story have a vividness that springs straight from
reality. It is difficult to believe that Donne had not actually
lived in terror of the gigantic manservant who was set to spy on
the lovers:
The grim eight-foot-high iron-bound serving-man
That oft names God in oaths, and only then;
He that to bar the first gate doth as wide
As the great Rhodian Colossus stride,
Which, if in hell no other pains there were,
Makes me fear hell, because he must be there.
But the most interesting of all the sensual intrigues of Donne,
from the point of view of biography, especially since Mr. Gosse
gave it such commanding significance in that Life of John
Donne in which he made a living man out of a mummy, is that of
which we have the story in Jealousy and His Parting
from Her. It is another story of furtive and forbidden love.
Its theme is an intrigue carried on under a
Husband’s towering eyes,
That flamed with oily sweat of jealousy.
A characteristic touch of grimness is added to the story by
making the husband a deformed man. Donne, however, merely laughs at
his deformity, as he bids the lady laugh at the jealousy that
reduces her to tears:
O give him many thanks, he is courteous,
That in suspecting kindly warneth us.
We must not, as we used, flout openly,
In scoffing riddles, his deformity;
Nor at his board together being set,
With words nor touch scarce looks adulterate.
And he proposes that, now that the husband seems to have
discovered them, they shall henceforth carry on their intrigue at
some distance from where
He, swol’n and pampered with great fare,
Sits down and snorts, cag’d in his basket chair.
It is an extraordinary story, if it is true. It throws a
scarcely less extraordinary light on the nature of Donne’s
mind, if he invented it. At the same time, I do not think the
events it relates played the important part which Mr. Gosse assigns
to them in Donne’s spiritual biography. It is impossible to
read Mr. Gosse’s two volumes without getting the impression
that “the deplorable but eventful liaison,” as he calls
it, was the most fruitful occurrence in Donne’s life as a
poet. He discovers traces of it in one great poem after
another—even in the Nocturnal upon St. Lucy’s
Day, which is commonly supposed to relate to the Countess of
Bedford, and in The Funeral, the theme of which Professor
Grierson takes to be the mother of George Herbert. I confess that
the oftener I read the poetry of Donne the more firmly I become
convinced that, far from being primarily the poet of desire
gratified and satiated, he is essentially the poet of frustrated
love. He is often described by the historians of literature as the
poet who finally broke down the tradition of Platonic love. I
believe that, so far is this from being the case, he is the supreme
example of a Platonic lover among the English poets. He was usually
Platonic under protest, but at other times exultantly so. Whether
he finally overcame the more consistent Platonism of his mistress
by the impassioned logic of The Ecstasy we have no means
of knowing. If he did, it would be difficult to resist the
conclusion that the lady who wished to continue to be his
passionate friend and to ignore the physical side of love was Anne
More, whom he afterwards married. If not, we may look for her where
we will, whether in Magdalen Herbert (already a young widow who had
borne ten children when he first met her) or in the Countess of
Bedford or in another. The name is not important, and one is not
concerned to know it, especially when one remembers Donne’s
alarming curse on:
Whoever guesses, thinks, or dreams he knows
Who is my mistress.
One sort of readers will go on speculating, hoping to discover
real people in the shadows, as they speculate about Swift’s
Stella and Vanessa, and his relations to them. It is enough for us
to feel, however, that these poems railing at or glorying in
Platonic love are no mere goldsmith’s compliments, like the
rhymed letters to Mrs. Herbert and Lady Bedford. Miracles of this
sort are not wrought save by the heart. We do not find in them the
underground and sardonic element that appears in so much of
Donne’s merely amorous work. We no longer picture him as a
sort of Vulcan hammering out the poetry of base love, raucous,
powerful, mocking. He becomes in them a child Apollo, as far as his
temperament will allow him. He makes music of so grave and stately
a beauty that one begins to wonder at all the critics who have
found fault with his rhythms—from Ben Jonson, who said that
“for not keeping accent, Donne deserved hanging,” down
to Coleridge, who declared that his “muse on dromedary
trots,” and described him as “rhyme’s sturdy
cripple.” Coleridge’s quatrain on Donne is, without
doubt, an unequalled masterpiece of epigrammatic criticism. But
Donne rode no dromedary. In his greatest poems he rides Pegasus
like a master, even if he does rather weigh the poor beast down by
carrying an encyclopædia in his saddle-bags.
Not only does Donne remain a learned man on his Pegasus,
however: he also remains a humorist, a serious fantastic. Humour
and passion pursue each other through the labyrinth of his being,
as we find in those two beautiful poems, The Relic and
The Funeral, addressed to the lady who had given him a
bracelet of her hair. In the former he foretells what will happen
if ever his grave is broken up and his skeleton discovered with
A bracelet of bright hair about the bone.
People will fancy, he declares, that the bracelet is a device of
lovers
To make their souls at the last busy day
Meet at the grave and make a little stay.
Bone and bracelet will be worshipped as relics—the relics
of a Magdalen and her lover. He conjectures with a quiet smile:
All women shall adore us, and some men.
He warns his worshippers, however, that the facts are far
different from what they imagine, and tells the miracle seekers
what in reality were “the miracles we harmless lovers
wrought”:
First we loved well and faithfully,
Yet knew not what we lov’d, nor why;
Difference of sex no more we knew
Than our guardian angels do;
Coming and going, we
Perchance might kiss, but not between those meals;
Our hands ne’er touch’d the seals,
Which nature, injur’d by late law, sets free:
These miracles we did; but now, alas!
All measure, and all language I should pass,
Should I tell what a miracle she was.
In The Funeral he returns to the same theme:
Whoever comes to shroud me do not harm
Nor question much
That subtle wreath of hair that crowns my arm;
The mystery, the sign you must not touch,
For ’tis my outward soul.
In this poem, however, he finds less consolation than before in
the too miraculous nobleness of their love:
Whate’er she meant by it, bury it with me,
For since I am
Love’s martyr, it might breed idolatry,
If into other hands these relics came;
As ’twas humility
To afford to it all that a soul can do,
So, ’tis some bravery,
That, since you would have none of me, I bury some of you.
In The Blossom he is in a still more earthly mood, and
declares that, if his mistress remains obdurate, he will return to
London, where he will find a mistress:
As glad to have my body as my mind.
The Primrose is another appeal for a less intellectual
love:
Should she
Be more than woman, she would get above
All thought of sex, and think to move
My heart to study her, and not to love.
If we turn back to The Undertaking, however, we find
Donne boasting once more of the miraculous purity of a love which
it would be useless to communicate to other men, since, there being
no other mistress to love in the same kind, they “would love
but as before.” Hence he will keep the tale a secret:
If, as I have, you also do,
Virtue attir’d in woman see,
And dare love that, and say so too,
And forget the He and She.
And if this love, though placed so,
From profane men you hide,
Which will no faith on this bestow,
Or, if they do, deride:
Then you have done a braver thing
Than all the Worthies did;
And a braver thence will spring,
Which is, to keep that hid.
It seems to me, in view of this remarkable series of poems, that
it is useless to look in Donne for a single consistent attitude to
love. His poems take us round the entire compass of love as the
work of no other English poet—not even, perhaps,
Browning’s—does. He was by destiny the complete
experimentalist in love in English literature. He passed through
phase after phase of the love of the body only, phase after phase
of the love of the soul only, and ended as the poet of the perfect
marriage. In his youth he was a gay—but was he ever really
gay?—free-lover, who sang jestingly:
How happy were our sires in ancient time,
Who held plurality of loves no crime!
But even then he looks forward, not with cynicism, to a time
when he
Shall not so easily be to change dispos’d,
Nor to the arts of several eyes obeying;
But beauty with true worth securely weighing,
Which, being found assembled in some one,
We’ll love her ever, and love her alone.
By the time he writes The Ecstasy the victim of the
body has become the protesting victim of the soul. He cries out
against a love that is merely an ecstatic friendship:
But O alas, so long, so far,
Our bodies why do we forbear?
He pleads for the recognition of the body, contending that it is
not the enemy but the companion of the soul:
Soul into the soul may flow
Though it to body first repair.
The realistic philosophy of love has never been set forth with
greater intellectual vehemence:
So must pure lovers’ souls descend
T’ affections and to faculties,
Which sense may reach and apprehend,
Else a great Prince in prison lies.
To our bodies turn we then, that so
Weak men on love reveal’d may look;
Love’s mysteries in souls do grow
But yet the body is the book.
I, for one, find it impossible to believe that all this
passionate verse—verse in which we find the quintessence of
Donne’s genius—was a mere utterance of abstract
thoughts into the wind. Donne, as has been pointed out, was more
than most writers a poet of personal experience. His greatest
poetry was born of struggle and conflict in the obscure depths of
the soul as surely as was the religion of St. Paul. I doubt if, in
the history of his genius, any event ever happened of equal
importance to his meeting with the lady who first set going in his
brain that fevered dialogue between the body and the soul. Had he
been less of a frustrated lover, less of a martyr, in whom
love’s
Art did express
A quintessence even from nothingness,
From dull privations and lean emptiness,
much of his greatest poetry, it seems to me, would never have
been written.
One cannot, unfortunately, write the history of the progress of
Donne’s genius save by inference and guessing. His poems were
not, with some unimportant exceptions, published in his lifetime.
He did not arrange them in chronological or in any sort of order.
His poem on the flea that has bitten both him and his inamorata
comes after the triumphant Anniversary, and but a page or
two before the Nocturnal upon St. Lucy’s Day. Hence
there is no means of telling how far we are indebted to the
Platonism of one woman, how much to his marriage with another, for
the enrichment of his genius. Such a poem as The
Canonisation can be interpreted either in a Platonic sense or
as a poem written to Anne More, who was to bring him both
imprisonment and the liberty of love. It is, in either case,
written in defence of his love against some who censured him for
it:
For God’s sake, hold your tongue, and let me love.
In the last verses of the poem Donne proclaims that his love
cannot be measured by the standards of the vulgar:
We can die by it, if not live by love,
And if unfit for tombs or hearse
Our legend be, it will be fit for verse;
And, if no piece of chronicle we prove,
We’ll build in sonnets pretty rooms;
As well a well-wrought urn becomes
The greatest ashes as half-acre tombs,
And by these hymns all shall approve
Us canoniz’d by love:
And thus invoke us: “You whom reverend love
Made one another’s hermitage;
You to whom love was peace, that now is rage;
Who did the whole world’s soul contract and
drove
Into the glasses of your eyes
(So made such mirrors, and such spies,
That they did all to you epitomize),
Countries, towns, courts. Beg from above
A pattern of your love!”
According to Walton, it was to his wife that Donne addressed the
beautiful verses beginning:
Sweetest love, I do not go
For weariness of thee;
as well as the series of Valedictions. Of many of the
other love-poems, however, we can measure the intensity but not
guess the occasion. All that we can say with confidence when we
have read them is that, after we have followed one tributary on
another leading down to the ultimate Thames of his genius, we know
that his progress as a lover was a progress from infidelity to
fidelity, from wandering amorousness to deep and enduring passion.
The image that is finally stamped on his greatest work is not that
of a roving adulterer, but of a monotheist of love. It is true that
there is enough Don-Juanism in the poems to have led even Sir
Thomas Browne to think of Donne’s verse rather as a
confession of his sins than as a golden book of love.
Browne’s quaint poem, To the deceased Author, before the
Promiscuous printing of his Poems, the Looser Sort, with the
Religious, is so little known that it may be quoted in full as
the expression of one point of view in regard to Donne’s
work:
When thy loose raptures, Donne, shall meet with those
That do confine
Tuning unto the duller line,
And sing not but in sanctified prose,
How will they, with sharper eyes,
The foreskin of thy fancy circumcise,
And fear thy wantonness should now begin
Example, that hath ceased to be sin!
And that fear fans their heat; whilst knowing
eyes
Will not admire
At this strange fire
That here is mingled with thy sacrifice,
But dare read even thy wanton story
As thy confession, not thy glory;
And will so envy both to future times,
That they would buy thy goodness with thy crimes.
To the modern reader, on the contrary, it will seem that there
is as much divinity in the best of the love-poems as in the best of
the religious ones. Donne’s last word as a secular poet may
well be regarded as having been uttered in that great poem in
celebration of lasting love, The Anniversary, which closes
with so majestic a sweep:
Here upon earth we are kings, and none but we
Can be such kings, nor of such subjects be.
Who is so safe as we, where none can do
Treason to us, except one of us two?
True and false fears let us refrain;
Let us love nobly, and live, and add again
Years and years unto years, till we attain
To write three-score: this is the second of our reign.
Donne’s conversion as a lover was obviously as complete
and revolutionary as his conversion in religion.
It is said, indeed, to have led to his conversion to passionate
religion. When his marriage with Sir George More’s
sixteen-year-old daughter brought him at first only imprisonment
and poverty, he summed up the sorrows of the situation in the
famous line—a line which has some additional interest as
suggesting the correct pronunciation of his name:
John Donne; Anne Donne; Undone.
His married life, however, in spite of a succession of miseries
due to ill-health, debt and thwarted ambition, seems to have been
happy beyond prophecy; and when at the end of sixteen years his
wife died in childbed, after having borne him twelve children, a
religious crisis resulted that turned his conventional
churchmanship into sanctity. His original change from Catholicism
to Protestantism has been already mentioned. Most of the
authorities are agreed, however, that this was a conversion in a
formal rather than in a spiritual sense. Even when he took Holy
Orders in 1615, at the age of forty-two, he appears to have done so
less in answer to any impulse to a religious life from within than
because, with the downfall of Somerset, all hope of advancement
through his legal attainments was brought to an end. Undoubtedly,
as far back as 1612, he had thought of entering the Church. But we
find him at the end of 1613 writing an epithalamium for the
murderers of Sir Thomas Overbury. It is a curious fact that three
great poets—Donne, Ben Jonson, and Campion—appear,
though innocently enough, in the story of the Countess of
Essex’s sordid crime. Donne’s temper at the time is
still clearly that of a man of the world. His jest at the expense
of Sir Walter Raleigh, then in the Tower, is the jest of an
ungenerous worldling. Even after his admission into the Church he
reveals himself as ungenerously morose when the Countess of
Bedford, in trouble about her own extravagances, can afford him no
more than £30 to pay his debts. The truth is, to be forty and
a failure is an affliction that might sour even a healthy nature.
The effect on a man of Donne’s ambitious and melancholy
temperament, together with the memory of his dissipated health and
his dissipated fortune, and the spectacle of a long family in
constant process of increase, must have been disastrous. To such a
man poverty and neglected merit are a prison, as they were to
Swift. One thinks of each of them as a lion in a cage, ever growing
less and less patient of his bars. Shakespeare and Shelley had in
them some volatile element that could, one feels, have escaped
through the bars and sung above the ground. Donne and Swift were
morbid men suffering from claustrophobia. They were pent and
imprisoned spirits, hating the walls that seemed to threaten to
close in on them and crush them. In his poems and letters Donne is
haunted especially by three images—the hospital, the prison,
and the grave. Disease, I think, preyed on his mind even more
terrifyingly than warped ambition. “Put all the miseries that
man is subject to together,” he exclaims in one of the
passages in that luxuriant anthology that Mr. Logan Pearsall Smith
has made from the Sermons; “sickness is more than
all …. In poverty I lack but other things; in banishment I
lack but other men; but in sickness I lack myself.” Walton
declares that it was from consumption that Donne suffered; but he
had probably the seeds of many diseases. In some of his letters he
dwells miserably on the symptoms of his illnesses. At one time, his
sickness “hath so much of a cramp that it wrests the sinews,
so much of tetane that it withdraws and pulls the mouth, and so
much of the gout … that it is not like to be cured….
I shall,” he adds, “be in this world, like a porter in
a great house, but seldomest abroad; I shall have many things to
make me weary, and yet not get leave to be gone.” Even after
his conversion he felt drawn to a morbid insistence on the details
of his ill-health. Those amazing records which he wrote while lying
ill in bed in October, 1623, give us a realistic study of a
sick-bed and its circumstances, the gloom of which is hardly even
lightened by his odd account of the disappearance of his sense of
taste: “My taste is not gone away, but gone up to sit at
David’s table; my stomach is not gone, but gone upwards
toward the Supper of the Lamb.” “I am mine own
ghost,” he cries, “and rather affright my beholders
than interest them…. Miserable and inhuman fortune, when I
must practise my lying in the grave by lying still.”
It does not surprise one to learn that a man thus assailed by
wretchedness and given to looking in the mirror of his own bodily
corruptions was often tempted, by “a sickly
inclination,” to commit suicide, and that he even wrote,
though he did not dare to publish, an apology for suicide on
religious grounds, his famous and little-read Biathanatos.
The family crest of the Donnes was a sheaf of snakes, and these
symbolize well enough the brood of temptations that twisted about
in this unfortunate Christian’s bosom. Donne, in the days of
his salvation, abandoned the family crest for a new
one—Christ crucified on an anchor. But he might well have
left the snakes writhing about the anchor. He remained a tempted
man to the end. One wishes that the Sermons threw more
light on his later personal life than they do. But perhaps that is
too much to expect of sermons. There is no form of literature less
personal except a leading article. The preacher usually regards
himself as a mouthpiece rather than a man giving expression to
himself. In the circumstances what surprises us is that the
Sermons reveal, not so little, but so much of Donne.
Indeed, they make us feel far more intimate with Donne than do his
private letters, many of which are little more than exercises in
composition. As a preacher, no less than as a poet, he is inflamed
by the creative heat. He shows the same vehemence of fancy in the
presence of the divine and infernal universe—a vehemence that
prevents even his most far-sought extravagances from disgusting us
as do the lukewarm follies of the Euphuists. Undoubtedly the modern
reader smiles when Donne, explaining that man can be an enemy of
God as the mouse can be an enemy to the elephant, goes on to speak
of “God who is not only a multiplied elephant, millions of
elephants multiplied into one, but a multiplied world, a multiplied
all, all that can be conceived by us, infinite many times over; nay
(if we may dare to say so) a multiplied God, a God that hath the
millions of the heathens’ gods in Himself alone.” But
at the same time one finds oneself taking a serious pleasure in the
huge sorites of quips and fancies in which he loves to present the
divine argument. Nine out of ten readers of the Sermons, I
imagine, will be first attracted to them through love of the poems.
They need not be surprised if they do not immediately enjoy them.
The dust of the pulpit lies on them thickly enough. As one goes on
reading them, however, one becomes suddenly aware of their florid
and exiled beauty. One sees beyond their local theology to the
passion of a great suffering artist. Here are sentences that
express the Paradise, the Purgatory, and the Hell of John
Donne’s soul. A noble imagination is at work—a
grave-digging imagination, but also an imagination that is at home
among the stars. One can open Mr. Pearsall Smith’s anthology
almost at random and be sure of lighting on a passage which gives
us a characteristic movement in the symphony of horror and hope
that was Donne’s contribution to the art of prose. Listen to
this, for example, from a sermon preached in St. Paul’s in
January, 1626:
Let me wither and wear out mine age in a discomfortable, in an
unwholesome, in a penurious prison, and so pay my debts with my
bones, and recompense the wastefulness of my youth with the beggary
of mine age; let me wither in a spittle under sharp, and foul, and
infamous diseases, and so recompense the wantonness of my youth
with that loathsomeness in mine age; yet, if God withdraw not his
spiritual blessings, his grace, his patience, if I can call my
suffering his doing, my passion his action, all this that is
temporal, is but a caterpillar got into one corner of my garden,
but a mildew fallen upon one acre of my corn: the body of all, the
substance of all is safe, so long as the soul is safe.
The self-contempt with which his imagination loved to intoxicate
itself finds more lavish expression in a passage in a sermon
delivered on Easter Sunday two years later:
When I consider what I was in my parents’ loins (a
substance unworthy of a word, unworthy of a thought), when I
consider what I am now (a volume of diseases bound up together; a
dry cinder, if I look for natural, for radical moisture; and yet a
sponge, a bottle of overflowing Rheums, if I consider accidental;
an aged child, a grey-headed infant, and but the ghost of mine own
youth), when I consider what I shall be at last, by the hand of
death, in my grave (first, but putrefaction, and, not so much as
putrefaction; I shall not be able to send forth so much as ill air,
not any air at all, but shall be all insipid, tasteless,
savourless, dust; for a while, all worms, and after a while, not so
much as worms, sordid, senseless, nameless dust), when I consider
the past, and present, and future state of this body, in this
world, I am able to conceive, able to express the worst that can
befall it in nature, and the worst that can be inflicted on it by
man, or fortune. But the least degree of glory that God hath
prepared for that body in heaven, I am not able to express, not
able to conceive.
Excerpts of great prose seldom give us that rounded and final
beauty which we expect in a work of art; and the reader of
Donne’s Sermons in their latest form will be wise if
he comes to them expecting to find beauty piecemeal and tarnished
though in profusion. He will be wise, too, not to expect too many
passages of the same intimate kind as that famous confession in
regard to prayer which Mr. Pearsall Smith quotes, and which no
writer on Donne can afford not to quote:
I throw myself down in my chamber, and I call in, and invite
God, and his angels thither, and when they are there, I neglect God
and his Angels, for the noise of a fly, for the rattling of a
coach, for the whining of a door. I talk on, in the same posture of
praying; eyes lifted up; knees bowed down; as though I prayed to
God; and, if God, or his Angels should ask me, when I thought last
of God in that prayer, I cannot tell. Sometimes I find that I had
forgot what I was about, but when I began to forget it, I cannot
tell. A memory of yesterday’s pleasures, a fear of
to-morrow’s dangers, a straw under my knee, a noise in mine
ear, a light in mine eye, an anything, a nothing, a fancy, a
chimera in my brain troubles me in my prayer.
If Donne had written much prose in this kind, his
Sermons would be as famous as the writings of any of the
saints since the days of the Apostles.
Even as it is, there is no other Elizabethan man of letters
whose personality is an island with a crooked shore, inviting us
into a thousand bays and creeks and river-mouths, to the same
degree as the personality that expressed itself in the poems,
sermons, and life of John Donne. It is a mysterious and at times
repellent island. It lies only intermittently in the sun. A fog
hangs around its coast, and at the base of its most radiant
mountain-tops there is, as a rule, a miasma-infested swamp. There
are jewels to be found scattered among its rocks and over its
surface, and by miners in the dark. It is richer, indeed, in jewels
and precious metals and curious ornaments than in flowers. The
shepherd on the hillside seldom tells his tale uninterrupted.
Strange rites in honour of ancient infernal deities that delight in
death are practised in hidden places, and the echo of these reaches
him on the sighs of the wind and makes him shudder even as he looks
at his beloved. It is an island with a cemetery smell. The chief
figure who haunts it is a living man in a winding-sheet. It is, no
doubt, Walton’s story of the last days of Donne’s life
that makes us, as we read even the sermons and the love-poems, so
aware of this ghostly apparition. Donne, it will be remembered,
almost on the eve of his death, dressed himself in a winding-sheet,
“tied with knots at his head and feet,” and stood on a
wooden urn with his eyes shut, and “with so much of the sheet
turned aside as might show his lean, pale, and death-like
face,” while a painter made a sketch of him for his funeral
monument. He then had the picture placed at his bedside, to which
he summoned his friends and servants in order to bid them farewell.
As he lay awaiting death, he said characteristically, “I were
miserable if I might not die,” and then repeatedly, in a
faint voice, “Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done.” At
the very end he lost his speech, and “as his soul ascended
and his last breath departed from him he closed his eyes, and then
disposed his hands and body into such a posture as required not the
least alteration by those that came to shroud him.” It was a
strange chance that preserved his spectral monument almost
uninjured when St. Paul’s was burned down in the Great Fire,
and no other monument in the cathedral escaped. Among all his
fantasies none remains in the imagination more despotically than
this last fanciful game of dying. Donne, however, remained in all
respects a fantastic to the last, as we may see in that hymn which
he wrote eight days before the end, tricked out with queer
geography, and so anciently egoistic amid its worship, as in the
verse:
Whilst my physicians by their love are grown
Cosmographers, and I their map, who lie
Flat on this bed, that by them may be shown
That this is my south-west discovery,
Per fretum febris, by these straits to
die.
Donne was the poet-geographer of himself, his mistresses, and
his God. Other poets of his time dived deeper and soared to greater
altitudes, but none travelled so far, so curiously, and in such
out-of-the-way places, now hurrying like a nervous fugitive, and
now in the exultation of the first man in a new found land.