An eventful meeting—Civilisation at last—Rage and
despair—A white man’s tracks—Yamba’s
find—Good Samaritans—Bitter
disappointment—Bruno as guardian—A heavy
burden—A strange invitation—The mysterious
monster—“Come, and be our chief”—I
discover a half-caste girl—The fate of
Leichhardt—“In the valley of the
shadow”—A sane white man—Gibson is
dying—Vain efforts—Unearthly voices.
When we had been on the march southwards about nine months
there came one of the most important incidents in my life, and
one which completely changed my plans. One day we came
across a party of about eight natives—all young
fellows—who were on a punitive expedition; and as they were
going in our direction (they overtook us going south), we walked
along with them for the sake of their company. The country
through which we were passing at that time is a dreary,
undulating expanse of spinifex desert, with a few scattered and
weird-looking palms, a little scrub, and scarcely any signs of
animal life. The further east we went, the better grew the
country; but, on the other hand, when we went westward we got
farther and farther into the dreary wastes. At the spot I
have in my mind ranges loomed to the south—a sight which
cheered me considerably, for somehow I thought I should soon
strike civilisation.
Had not the blacks we were with taken us to some wells we
would have fared very badly indeed in this region, as no water
could be found except by digging. I noticed that the blacks
looked for a hollow depression marked by a certain kind of palm,
and then dug a hole in the gravel and sandy soil with their hands
and yam-sticks. They usually came upon water a few feet
down, but the distance often varied very considerably.
We were crossing the summit of a little hill, where we had
rested for a breathing space, when, without the least warning I
suddenly beheld, a few hundred yards away, in the valley beneath,
four while men on horseback! I think they had a few
spare horses with them, but, of course, all that I saw were the
four white men. I afterwards learned that, according to our
respective routes, we would have crossed their track, but they
would not have crossed ours. They were going west.
They wore the regulation dress of the Australian—broad
sombrero hats, flannel shirts, and rather dirty white trousers,
with long riding-boots. I remember they were moving along
at a wretched pace, which showed that their horses were nearly
spent. Once again, notwithstanding all previous bitter
lessons, my uncontrollable excitement was my undoing.
“Civilisation at last!” I screamed to myself, and
then, throwing discretion to the winds, I gave the war-whoop of
the blacks and rushed madly forward, yelling myself hoarse, and
supremely oblivious of the fantastic and savage appearance I must
have presented—with my long hair flowing wildly out behind,
and my skin practically indistinguishable from that of an
ordinary black-fellow. My companions, I afterwards
discovered, swept after me as in a furious charge, for they
thought I wanted to annihilate the white men at sight.
Naturally, the spectacle unnerved the pioneers, and they
proceeded to repel the supposed attack by firing a volley into
the midst of us. Their horses were terrified, and reared
and plunged in a dangerous manner, thereby greatly adding to the
excitement of that terrible moment. The roar of the volley
and the whizz of the shots brought me to my senses, however, and
although I was not hit, I promptly dropped to the ground amidst
the long grass, as also did Yamba and the other blacks.
Like a flash my idiotic blunder came home to me, and then I was
ready to dash out again alone to explain; but Yamba forcibly
prevented me from exposing myself to what she considered certain
death.
The moment the horsemen saw us all disappear in the long grass
they wheeled round, changing their course a little more to the
south—they had been going west, so far as I can
remember—and their caravan crawled off in a manner that
suggested that the horses were pretty well done for. On our
part, we at once made for the ranges that lay a little to the
south. Here we parted with our friends the blacks, who made
off in an east-south-easterly direction.
The dominant feeling within me as I saw the white men ride off
was one of uncontrollable rage and mad despair. I was
apparently a pariah, with the hand of every white man—when
I met one—against me. “Well,” I thought,
“if civilisation is not prepared to receive me, I will wait
until it is.” Disappointment after disappointment,
coupled with the incessant persuasions of Yamba and my people
generally, were gradually reconciling me to savage life; and
slowly but relentlessly the thought crept into my mind that I
was doomed never to reach civilisation again, and so perhaps
it would be better for me to resign myself to the inevitable, and
stay where I was. I would turn back, I thought, with
intense bitterness and heart-break, and make a home among the
tribes in the hills, where we would be safe from the white man
and his murderous weapons. And I actually did turn
back, accompanied, of course, by Yamba. We did not strike
due north again, as it was our intention to find a permanent home
somewhere among the ranges, at any rate for the ensuing
winter. It was out of the question to camp where we were,
because it was much too cold; and besides Yamba had much
difficulty in finding roots.
Several days later, as we were plodding steadily along, away
from the ranges that I have spoken of as lying to the south,
Yamba, whose eyes were usually everywhere, suddenly gave a cry
and stood still, pointing to some peculiar and unmistakable
footprints in the sandy ground. These, she confidently
assured me, were those of a white man who had lost his
reason, and was wandering aimlessly about that fearful
country. It was, of course, easy for her to know the white
man’s tracks when she saw them, but I was curious how she
could be certain that the wanderer had lost his reason. She
pointed out to me that, in the first place, the tracks had been
made by some one wearing boots, and as the footprints straggled
about in a most erratic manner, it was clearly evident that the
wearer could not be sane.
Even at this time, be it remembered, I was burning with rage
against the whites, and so I decided to follow the tracks and
find the individual who was responsible for them. But do
not be under any misapprehension. My intentions were not
philanthropic, but revengeful. I had become a black-fellow
myself now, and was consumed with a black-fellow’s
murderous passion. At one time I thought I would follow the
whole party, and kill them in the darkness with my stiletto when
opportunity offered.
The new tracks we had come upon told me plainly that the party
had separated, and were therefore now in my power. I say
these things because I do not want any one to suppose I followed
up the tracks of the lost man with the intention of rendering him
any assistance. For nearly two days Yamba and I followed
the tracks, which went in curious circles always trending to the
left. At length we began to come upon various articles that
had apparently been thrown away by the straggler. First of
all, we found part of a letter that was addressed to some one (I
think) in Adelaide; but of this I would not be absolutely
certain. What I do remember was that the envelope bore the
postmark of Ti Tree Gully, S.A.
The writer of that letter was evidently a woman, who, so far
as I can remember, wrote congratulating her correspondent upon
the fact that he was joining an expedition which was about to
traverse the entire continent. I fancy she said she was
glad of this for his own sake, for it would no doubt mean much to
him. She wished him all kinds of glory and prosperity, and
wound up by assuring him that none would be better pleased on his
return than she.
The country through which these tracks led us was for the most
part a mere dry, sandy waste, covered with the formidable
spinifex or porcupine grass. Yamba walked in front peering
at the tracks.
Presently she gave a little cry, and when she turned to me I
saw that she had in her hand the sombrero hat of an Australian
pioneer. A little farther on we found a shirt, and then a
pair of trousers. We next came upon a belt and a pair of
dilapidated boots.
At length, on reaching the crest of a sandy hillock, we
suddenly beheld the form of a naked white man lying face
downwards in the sand below us. As you may suppose, we
simply swooped down upon him; but on reaching him my first
impression was that he was dead! His face was
slightly turned to the right, his arms outstretched, and his
fingers dug convulsively in the sand. I am amused now when
I remember how great was our emotion on approaching this
unfortunate. My first thought in turning the man over on to
his back, and ascertaining that at last he breathed, was one of
great joy and thankfulness.
“Thank God,” I said to myself, “I have at
last found a white companion—one who will put me in touch
once more with the great world outside.” The burning
rage that consumed me (you know my object in following the
tracks) died away in pity as I thought of the terrible privations
and sufferings this poor fellow must have undergone before being
reduced to this state. My desire for revenge was forgotten,
and my only thought now was to nurse back to health the
unconscious man.
First of all I moistened his mouth with the water which Yamba
always carried with her in a skin bag, and then I rubbed him
vigorously, hoping to restore animation. I soon exhausted
the contents of the bag, however, and immediately Yamba
volunteered to go off and replenish it. She was absent an
hour or more, I think, during which time I persisted in my
massage treatment—although so far I saw no signs of
returning consciousness on the part of my patient.
When Yamba returned with the water, I tried to make the
prostrate man swallow some of it, and I even smeared him with the
blood of an opossum which my thoughtful helpmate had brought back
with her. But for a long time all my efforts were in vain,
and then, dragging him to the foot of a grass-tree, I propped him
up slightly against it, wetted his shirt with water and wound it
round his throat. Meanwhile Yamba threw water on him and
rubbed him vigorously.
At last he uttered a sound—half groan, half sigh (it
thrilled me through and through); and I noticed that he was able
to swallow a few drops of water. The gloom of night was now
descending on that strange wilderness of sand and spinifex, so we
prepared to stay there with our helpless charge until
morning. Yamba and I took it in turns to watch over him and
keep his mouth moistened. By morning he had so far revived
that he opened his eyes and looked at me. How eagerly had I
anticipated that look, and how bitter was my disappointment when
I found that it was a mere vacant stare in which was no kind of
recognition! Ever hopeful, however, I attributed the vacant
look to the terrible nature of his sufferings. I was
burning to ply him with all manner of questions as to who he was,
where he had come from, and what news he had of the outside
world; but I restrained myself by a great effort, and merely
persevered in my endeavours to restore him to complete
animation. When the morning was pretty well advanced the
man was able to sit up; and in the course of a few days he was
even able to accompany us to a water-hole, where we encamped, and
stayed until he had practically recovered—or, at any rate,
was able to get about.
But, you may be asking, all this time, did the man himself say
nothing? Indeed, he said much, and I hung upon every
syllable that fell from his lips, but, to my indescribable
chagrin, it was a mere voluble jargon of statements, which simply
baffled and puzzled me and caused me pain. Our charge would
stare at us stolidly, and then remark, in a vulgar Cockney voice,
that he was quite sure we were going the wrong way.
By this time, I should mention, we had re-clothed him in his
trousers and shirt, for he had obviously suffered terribly from
the burning sun.
Many days passed away before I would admit to myself that this
unhappy creature was a hopeless imbecile. I was never
absent from his side day or night, hoping and waiting for the
first sane remark. Soon, however, the bitter truth was
borne in upon us that, instead of having found salvation and
comfort in the society of a white man, we were merely saddled
with a ghastly encumbrance, and were far worse off than
before.
We now set off in the direction of our old tracks, but were
not able to travel very fast on account of the still feeble
condition of the white stranger. Poor creature! I
pitied him from the bottom of my heart. It seemed so
terrible for a man to lapse into a state of imbecility after
having survived the dreadful hardships and adventures that had
befallen him. I tried over and over again to elicit
sensible replies to my questions as to where he came from; but he
simply gibbered and babbled like a happy baby. I coaxed; I
threatened; I persuaded; but it was all in vain. I soon
found he was a regular millstone round my neck—particularly
when we were on the “walk-about.” He would
suddenly take it into his head to sit down for hours at a
stretch, and nothing would induce him to move until he did so of
his own accord.
Curiously enough, Bruno became very greatly attached to him,
and was his constant companion. Of this I was extremely
glad, because it relieved me of much anxiety. You will
understand what I mean when I tell you that, in spite of all our
endeavours, our mysterious companion would go off by himself away
from our track; and at such times were it not for
Bruno—whom he would follow anywhere—we would often
have had much trouble in bringing him back again. Or he
might have been speared before a strange tribe could have
discovered his “sacred” (idiotic) condition.
At length we reached a large lagoon, on the shores of which we
stayed for about two years. This lagoon formed part of a
big river at flood-time, but the connecting stretches of water
had long since dried up for many miles both above and below
it. The question may be asked, Why did I settle down
here? The answer is, that our white companion had become
simply an intolerable burden. He suffered from the most
exhausting attacks of dysentery, and was quite helpless. It
was, of course, my intention to have continued my march northward
to my old home in the Cambridge Gulf district, because by this
time I had quite made up my mind that, by living there quietly, I
stood a better chance of escape to civilisation by means of some
vessel than I did by attempting to traverse the entire
continent. This latter idea was now rendered impossible, on
account of the poor, helpless creature I had with me.
Indeed, so great an anxiety was he to me and Yamba, that we
decided we could go nowhere, either north or south, until he had
become more robust in health. Needless to say, I never
intrusted him with a weapon.
I had found a sheath-knife belonging to him, but I afterwards
gave it away to a friendly chief, who was immensely proud of
it.
In making for the shores of the big lagoon we had to traverse
some extremely difficult country. In the first place, we
encountered a series of very broken ridges, which in parts proved
so hard to travel over that I almost gave up in despair. At
times there was nothing for it but to carry on my back the poor,
feeble creature who, I felt, was now intrusted to my charge and
keeping. I remember that native chiefs frequently suggested
that I should leave him, but I never listened to this advice for
a moment. Perhaps I was not altogether disinterested,
because already my demented companion was looked upon as a kind
of minor deity by the natives. I may here remark that I
only knew two idiots during the whole of my sojourn. One of
these had fallen from a tree through a branch breaking, and he
was actually maintained at the expense of the tribe, revered by
all, if not actually worshipped.
But the journey I was just describing was a fearful
trial. Sometimes we had to traverse a wilderness of rocks
which stood straight up and projected at sharp angles, presenting
at a distance the appearance of a series of stony terraces which
were all but impassable. For a long time our charge wore
both shirt and trousers, but eventually we had to discard the
latter—or perhaps it would be more correct to say, that the
garment was literally torn to shreds by the spinifex. At
one time I had it in my mind to make him go naked like myself,
but on consideration I thought it advisable to allow him to
retain his shirt, at any rate for a time, as his skin was not so
inured to the burning sun as my own.
We had to provide him with food, which he accepted, of course,
without gratitude. Then Yamba had always to build him a
shelter wherever we camped, so that far from being an invaluable
assistance and a companion he was a burden—so great that,
in moments of depression, I regretted not having left him to
die. As it was, he would often have gone to his death in
the great deserts were it not for the ever-vigilant Bruno.
Still, I always thought that some day I would be able to take the
man back to civilisation, and there find out who he was and
whence he had come. And I hoped that people would think I
had been kind to him. At first I thought the unfortunate
man was suffering from sunstroke, and that in course of time he
would regain his reason. I knew I could do very little
towards his recovery except by feeding him well.
Fortunately the natives never called upon him to demonstrate
before them the extraordinary powers which I attributed to
him. Indeed his strange gestures, antics, and babblings
were sufficient in themselves to convince the blacks that he was
a creature to be reverenced. The remarkable thing about him
was that he never seemed to take notice of any one, whether it
were myself, Yamba, or a native chief. As a rule, his
glance would “go past me,” so to speak, and he was
for ever wandering aimlessly about, chattering and
gesticulating.
We placed no restrictions upon him, and supplied all his
wants, giving him Bruno as a guide and protector. I must
say that Yamba did not like the stranger, but for my sake she was
wonderfully patient with him.
It was whilst living on the shores of this lagoon that I
received a very extraordinary commission from a neighbouring
tribe. Not long after my arrival I heard a curious legend,
to the effect that away on the other side of the lagoon there was
an “evil spirit” infesting the waters, which
terrified the women when they went down to fill their
skins. Well, naturally enough, the fame of the white man
and his doings soon got abroad in that country, and I was one day
invited by the tribe in question to go and rid them of the evil
spirit. Accordingly, accompanied by Yamba, and leaving
Bruno to look after our helpless companion, we set off in
response to the invitation, and in a few days reached the camp of
the blacks who had sent for me. The lagoon was here
surrounded by a finely-wooded country, slightly
mountainous. Perhaps I ought to have stated that I had
already gleaned from the mail-men, or runners, who had been sent
with the message, that the waters of the lagoon in the vicinity
of the camp had long been disturbed by some huge fish or monster,
whose vagaries were a constant source of terror. The
dreaded creature would come quite close inshore, and then
endeavour to “spear” the women with what was
described as a long weapon carried in its mouth. This,
then, was the evil spirit of the lagoon, and I confess it puzzled
me greatly. I thought it probable that it was merely a
large fish which had descended in a rain-cloud among countless
millions of others of smaller species. I looked upon the
commission, however, as a good opportunity for displaying my
powers and impressing the natives in that country—I always
had the utmost confidence in myself. Before setting out I
had spent some little time in completing my preparations for the
capture of the strange monster.
The very afternoon I arrived I went down to the shores of the
lagoon with all the natives, and had not long to wait before I
beheld what was apparently a huge fish careering wildly and
erratically hither and thither in the water. On seeing it
the natives appeared tremendously excited, and they danced and
yelled, hoping thereby to drive the creature away. My first
move was in the nature of an experiment—merely with the
object of getting a better view of the monster. I
endeavoured to angle for it with a hook made out of a large piece
of sharpened bone. I then produced large nets made out of
strips of green hide and stringy-bark rope. Placing these
on the shores of the lagoon, I directed Yamba to build a little
bark canoe just big enough to hold her and me.
At length we embarked and paddled out a few hundred yards,
when we threw the net overboard. It had previously been
weighted, and now floated so that it promptly expanded to its
utmost capacity. No sooner had we done this than the
invisible monster charged down upon us, making a tremendous
commotion in the water. Neither Yamba nor I waited for the
coming impact, but threw ourselves overboard just as the
creature’s white sawlike weapon showed itself close to the
surface only a few yards away. We heard a crash, and then,
looking backward as we swam, saw that the long snout of the fish
had actually pierced both sides of the canoe, whilst his body was
evidently entangled in the meshes of the net. So desperate
had been the charge that our little craft was now actually a
serious encumbrance to the monster. It struggled madly to
free itself, leaping almost clear of the water and lashing the
placid lagoon into a perfect maëlstrom.
Several times the canoe was lifted high out of the water; and
then the fish would try to drag it underneath, but was prevented
by its great buoyancy. In the meantime Yamba and I swam
safely ashore, and watched the struggles of the “evil
spirit” from the shore, among a crowd of frantic
natives.
We waited until the efforts of the fish grew feebler, and then
put off in another bark canoe (the celerity with which Yamba made
one was something amazing), when I easily despatched the now
weakened creature with my tomahawk. I might here mention
that this was actually the first time that these inland savages
had seen a canoe or boat of any description, so that naturally
the two I launched occasioned endless amazement.
Afterwards, by the way, I tried to describe to them what the
sea was like, but had to give it up, because it only confused
them, and was quite beyond their comprehension. When we
dragged the monster ashore, with its elongated snout still
embedded in the little canoe, I saw at a glance that the
long-dreaded evil spirit of the lagoon was a huge sawfish, fully
fourteen feet long, its formidable saw alone measuring nearly
five feet. This interesting weapon I claimed as a trophy,
and when I got back to where Bruno and his human charge were, I
exhibited it to crowds of admiring blacks, who had long heard of
the evil spirit. The great fish itself was cooked and eaten
at one of the biggest corroborees I had ever seen.
The blacks had no theory of their own (save the superstitious
one), as to how it got into the lagoon; and the only supposition
I can offer is, that it must have been brought thither, when very
small and young, either by a rain-cloud or at some unusually big
flood time.
So delighted were the blacks at the service I had done them,
that they paid me the greatest compliment in their power by
offering me a chieftainship, and inviting me to stay with them
for ever. I refused the flattering offer, however, as I was
quite bent on getting back to Cambridge Gulf.
On returning to my friends on the other side of the lagoon I
learned for the first time that there was a half-caste girl
living among them; and subsequent inquiries went to prove that
her father was a white man who had penetrated into these regions
and lived for some little time at least among the
blacks—much as I myself was doing. My interest in the
matter was first of all roused by the accidental discovery of a
cairn five feet or six feet high, made of loose flat
stones. My experience was such by this time that I saw at a
glance this cairn was not the work of a native. Drawings
and figures, and a variety of curious characters, were faintly
discernible on some of the stones, but were not distinct enough
to be legible.
On one, however, I distinctly traced the initials “L.
L.,” which had withstood the ravages of time because the
stone containing them was in a protected place.
Naturally the existence of this structure set me inquiring
among the older natives as to whether they ever remembered seeing
a white man before; and then I learned that perhaps twenty years
previously a man like myself had made his appearance in
those regions, and had died a few months afterwards, before the
wife who, according to custom, was allotted to him had given
birth to the half-caste baby girl, who was now a woman before
me. They never knew the white stranger’s name, nor
where he had come from. The girl, by the way, was by no
means good-looking, and her skin was decidedly more black than
white; I could tell by her hand, however, that she was a
half-caste.
On the strength of our supposed affinity, she was offered to
me as a wife, and I accepted her, more as a help for Yamba than
anything else; she was called Luigi. Yamba, by the way, was
anxious that I should possess at least half-a-dozen wives, partly
because this circumstance would be more in keeping with my rank;
but I did not fall in with the idea. I had quite enough to
do already to maintain my authority among the tribe at large, and
did not care to have to rule in addition half-a-dozen women in my
own establishment. This tribe always lingers in my memory,
on account of the half-caste girl, whom I now believe to have
been the daughter of Ludwig Leichhardt, the lost Australian
explorer. Mr. Giles says: “Ludwig Leichhardt was a
surgeon and botanist, who successfully conducted an expedition
from Moreton Bay to Port Essington, on the northern coast.
A military and penal settlement had been established at Port
Essington by the Government of New South Wales, to which colony
the whole territory then belonged. At this
settlement—the only point of relief after eighteen
months’ travel—Leichhardt and his exhausted party
arrived.
“Of Leichhardt’s sad fate, in the interior of
Australia, no certain tidings have ever been heard. I, who
have wandered into and returned alive from the curious regions he
attempted and died to explore, have unfortunately never come
across a single record, nor any remains or traces of the
party.”
Leichhardt started on his last sad venture with a party of
eight, including one or two native black-boys. They had
with them about twenty head of bullocks broken in to carry pack
loads. “My first and second expeditions,” says
Giles, “were conducted entirely with horses, but in all
subsequent journeys I was accompanied by camels.” His
object, like that of Leichhardt, was to force his way across the
thousand miles of country that lay untrodden and unknown between
the Australian telegraph line and the settlements upon the Swan
River. And Giles remarks that the exploration of 1000 miles
in Australia is equal to at least 10,000 miles on any other part
of the earth’s surface—always excepting the
Poles.
I continued residing on the shores of the lagoon in the hope
that my patient would eventually get better, when I proposed
continuing my journey north. I was still quite unable to
understand his babblings, although he was for ever mentioning the
names of persons and places unknown to me; and he constantly
spoke about some exploring party. He never asked me
questions, nor did he get into serious trouble with the natives,
being privileged. He never developed any dangerous vices,
but was simply childlike and imbecile.
Gradually I had noticed that, instead of becoming stronger, he
was fading away. He was constantly troubled with a most
distressing complaint, and in addition to this he would be seized
with fits of depression, when he would remain in his hut for days
at a time without venturing out. I always knew what was the
matter with him when he was not to be seen. Sometimes I
would go in to try and cheer him up, but usually it was a
hopeless effort on my part.
Of course he had a wife given him, and this young person
seemed to consider him quite an ordinary specimen of the white
man. Indeed, she was vastly flattered, rather than
otherwise, by the attentions lavished upon her husband by her
people. One reason for this treatment was that she was
considered a privileged person to be related in any way to one
whom the natives regarded as almost a demi-god. She looked
after him too, and kept his hut as clean as possible. One
morning something happened. The girl came running for me to
go to her hut, and there lay the mysterious stranger apparently
stretched out for dead. I soon realised that he was in a
fit of some kind.
I now approach the momentous time when this unfortunate man
recovered his senses. When he regained consciousness after
the fit Yamba and I were with him, and so was his wife. I
had not seen him for some days, and was much shocked at the
change that had taken place. He was ghastly pale and very
much emaciated. I knew that death was at hand. Just
as he regained consciousness—I can see the picture now;
yes, we were all around his fragrant couch of eucalyptus leaves,
waiting for him to open his eyes—he gazed at me in a way
that thrilled me strangely, and I knew I was looking at a sane
white man. His first questions were “Where am
I? Who are you?” Eager and trembling I knelt
down beside him and told him the long and strange story of how I
had found him, and how he had now been living with me nearly two
years. I pointed out to him our faithful Bruno, who had
often taken him for long walks and brought him back safely, and
who had so frequently driven away from him deadly snakes, and
warned him when it was time to turn back. I told him he was
in the centre of Australia; and then I told in brief my own
extraordinary story. I sent Yamba to our shelter for the
letter I had found in his tracks, and read it aloud to him.
He never told me who the writer of it was. He listened to
all I had to tell him with an expression of amazement, which soon
gave place to one of weariness—the weariness of utter
weakness. He asked me to carry him outside into the sun,
and I did so, afterwards squatting down beside him and opening up
another conversation. He then told me his name was
Gibson, and that he had been a member of the Giles
Expedition of 1874. From that moment I never left him
night or day. He told me much about that expedition which I
can never reveal, for I do not know whether he was lying or
raving. Poor, vulgar, Cockney Gibson! He seemed to
know full well that he was dying, and the thought seemed to
please him rather than otherwise. He appeared to me to be
too tired, too weary to live—that was the predominant
symptom.
I introduced Yamba to him, and we did everything we possibly
could to cheer him, but he gradually sank lower and lower.
I would say, “Cheer up, Gibson. Why, when you are
able to walk we will make tracks straightway for
civilisation. I am sure you know the way, for now you are
as right as I am.” But nothing interested the dying
man. Shortly before the end his eyes assumed a strained
look, and I could see he was rapidly going. The thought of
his approaching end was to me a relief; it would be untrue if I
were to say otherwise. For weeks past I had seen that the
man could not live, and considering that every day brought its
battle for life, you will readily understand that this poor
helpless creature was a terrible burden to me. He had such
a tender skin that at all times I was obliged to keep him
clothed. For some little time his old shirt and trousers
did duty, but at length I was compelled to make him a suit of
skins. Of course, we had no soap with which to wash his
garments, but we used to clean them after a fashion by dumping
them down into a kind of greasy mud and then trampling on them,
afterwards rinsing them out in water. Moreover, his feet
were so tender that I always had to keep him shod with skin
sandals.
His deathbed was a dramatic scene—especially under the
circumstances. Poor Gibson! To think that he should
have escaped death after those fearful waterless days and nights
in the desert, to live for two years with a white protector, and
yet then die of a wasting and distressing disease!
He spent the whole day in the open air, for he was very much
better when in the sun. At night I carried him back into
his hut, and laid him in the hammock which I had long ago slung
for him. Yamba knew he was dying even before I did, but she
could do nothing.
We tried the effect of the curious herb called
“pitchori,” but it did not revive him.
“Pitchori,” by the way, is a kind of leaf which the
natives chew in moments of depression; it has an exhilarating
effect upon them.
On the last day I once more made up a bed of eucalyptus leaves
and rugs on the floor of Gibson’s hut. Surrounding
him at the last were his wife—a very good and faithful
girl—Yamba, myself, and Bruno—who, by the way, knew
perfectly well that his friend was dying. He kept licking
poor Gibson’s hand and chest, and then finding no response
would nestle up close to him for half-an-hour at a time.
Then the affectionate creature would retire outside and set up a
series of low, melancholy howls, only to run in again with hope
renewed.
Poor Gibson! The women-folk were particularly attached
to him because he never went out with the men, or with me, on my
various excursions, but remained behind in their charge.
Sometimes, however, he would follow at our heels as faithfully
and instinctively as Bruno himself. For the past two years
Bruno and Gibson had been inseparable, sleeping together at
night, and never parting for a moment the whole day long.
Indeed, I am sure Bruno became more attached to Gibson than he
was to me. And so Gibson did not, as I at one time feared
he would, pass away into the Great Beyond, carrying with him the
secret of his identity. Looking at him as he lay back among
the eucalyptus leaves, pale and emaciated, I knew the end was now
very near.
I knelt beside him holding his hand, and at length, with a
great effort, he turned towards me and said feebly, “Can
you hear anything?” I listened intently, and at last
was compelled to reply that I did not. “Well,”
he said, “I hear some one talking. I think the voices
of my friends are calling me.” I fancied that the
poor fellow was wandering in his mind again, but still his eyes
did not seem to have that vacant gaze I had previously noticed in
them. He was looking steadily at me, and seemed to divine
my thoughts, for he smiled sadly and said, “No, I know what
I am saying. I can hear them singing, and they are calling
me away. They have come for me at last!” His
thin face brightened up with a slow, sad smile, which soon faded
away, and then, giving my hand a slight pressure, he whispered
almost in my ear, as I bent over him, “Good-bye, comrade,
I’m off. You will come too, some day.” A
slight shiver, and Gibson passed peacefully away.