The revival of mysticism which has been one
of the noteworthy features in the Christianity of
our time has presented us with a number of interesting
and important questions. We want to
know, first of all, what mysticism really is. Secondly,
we want to know whether it is a normal
or abnormal experience. And omitting many
other questions which must wait their turn, we
want to know whether mystical experiences
actually enlarge our sphere of knowledge, i.e.,
whether they are trustworthy sources of authentic
information and authoritative truth concerning
realities which lie beyond the range of human
senses.
The answer to the first question appears to be
as difficult to accomplish as the return of Ulysses
was. The secret is kept in book after book.
One can marshall a formidable array of definitions,
but they oppose and challenge one another,
like the men sprung from the dragon’s teeth. For
the purposes of the present consideration we can
eliminate what is usually included under psychical
phenomena, that is, the phenomena of dreams,
visions and trances, hysteria and dissociation and
esoteric and occult phenomena. Thirty years
ago Professor Royce said: “In the Father’s
house are many mansions, and their furniture is
extremely manifold. Astral bodies and palmistry,
trances and mental healing, communications from
the dead and ‘phantasms of the living’—such
things are for some people to-day the sole quite
unmistakable evidences of the supremacy of the
spiritual world.” These phenomena are worthy
of careful painstaking study and attention, for
they will eventually throw much light upon the
deep and complex nature of human personality,
are in fact already throwing much light upon it.
But they furnish us slender data for understanding
what is properly meant by mystical experience
and its religious and spiritual bearing.
We can, too, leave on one side the metaphysical
doctrines which fill a large amount of space
in the books of the great mystics. These doctrines
had a long historical development and they
would have taken essentially the same form if the
exponents of them had not been mystics. Mystical
experience is confined to no one form of
philosophy, though some ways of thinking no
doubt favor and other ways retard the experience,
as they also often do in the case of religious
faith in general. Mystical experience, furthermore,
must not be confused with what technical expert
writers call “the mystic way.” There are as
many mystical “ways” as there are gates to the
New Jerusalem: “On the east three gates, on
the north three gates, on the south three gates,
and on the west three gates.” One might as well
try to describe the way of making love, or the way
of appreciating the grand canyon as to describe
the way to the discovery of God, as though there
were only one way.
I am not interested in mysticism as an ism.
It turns out in most accounts to be a dry and abstract
thing, hardly more like the warm and intimate
experience than the color of a map is like
the country for which it stands. “Canada is very
pink,” seems quite an inadequate description of
the noble country north of our border. It is
mystical experience and not mysticism that is
worthy of our study. We are concerned with the
experience itself, not with second-hand formulations
of it. “The mystic,” says Professor
Royce, “is a thorough-going empiricist;” “God
ceases to be an object and becomes an experience,”
says Professor Pringle-Pattison. If it is an experience
we want to find out what happens to the
mystic himself inside where he lives. According
to those who have been there the experience which
we call mystical is charged with the conviction of
real, direct contact and commerce with God. It
is the almost universal testimony of those who
are mystics that they find God through their experience.
John Tauler says that in his best moments
of “devout prayer and the uplifting of
the mind to God,” he experiences “the pure presence
of God in his own soul,” but he adds that all
he can tell others about the experience is “as poor
and unlike it as the point of a needle is to the
heavens above us.” “I have met with my God;
I have met with my Savior. I have felt the
healings drop upon my soul from under His
wings,” says Isaac Penington in the joy of his
first mystical experience. Without needlessly
multiplying such testimonies for data, we can say
with considerable assurance that mystical experience
is consciousness of direct and immediate relationship
with some transcendent reality which
in the moment of experience is believed to be God.
“This is He, this is He,” exclaims Isaac Penington,
“there is no other: This is He whom I have
waited for and sought after from my childhood.”
Angela of Foligno says that she experienced God,
and saw that the whole world was full of God.
There are many different degrees of intensity,
concentration and conviction in the experiences of
different individual mystics, and also in the various
experiences of the same individual from time
to time. There has been a tendency in most
studies of mysticism to regard the state of ecstasy
as par excellence mystical experience. That is,
however, a grave mistake. The calmer, more
meditative, less emotional, less ecstatic experiences
of God are not less convincing and possess
greater constructive value for life and character
than do ecstatic experiences which presuppose a
peculiar psychical frame and disposition. The
seasoned Quaker in the corporate hush and stillness
of a silent meeting is far removed from ecstasy,
but he is not the less convinced that he is
meeting with God. For the essentia of mysticism
we do not need to insist upon a certain “sacred”
mystic way nor upon ecstasy, nor upon any
peculiar type of rare psychic upheavals. We do
need to insist, however, upon a consciousness of
commerce with God amounting to conviction of
his presence.
“Where one heard noise
And one saw flame,
I only knew He named my name.”
Jacob Boehme calls the experience which came
to him, “breaking through the gate,” into “a
new birth or resurrection from the dead,” so that,
he says, “I knew God.” “I am certain,” says
Eckhart, “as certain as that I live, that nothing
is so near to me as God. God is nearer to me
than I am to myself.” One of these experiences—the
first one—was an ecstasy, and the other,
so far as we can tell, was not. It was the flooding
in of a moment of God-consciousness in the
act of preaching a sermon to the common people
of Cologne. The experience of Penington,
again, was not an ecstasy; it was the vital surge
of fresh life on the first occasion of hearing
George Fox preach after a long period of waiting
silence. A simple normal case of a mild type is
given in a little book of recent date, reprinted
from the Atlantic Monthly: “After a long time
of jangling conflict and inner misery, I one day,
quite quietly and with no conscious effort,
stopped doing the dis-ingenuous thing [I had been
doing]. Then the marvel happened. It was as
if a great rubber band which had been stretched
almost to the breaking point were suddenly released
and snapped back to its normal condition.
Heaven and earth were changed for me. Everything
was glorious because of its relation to some
great central life—nothing seemed to matter but
that life.” Brother Lawrence, a barefooted lay-brother
of the seventeenth century, according to
the testimony of the brotherhood, attained “an
unbroken and undisturbed sense of the Presence
of God.” He was not an ecstatic; he was a quiet,
faithful man who did his ordinary daily tasks
with what seemed to his friends “an unclouded
vision, an illuminated love and an uninterrupted
joy.” Simple and humble though he was, he
nevertheless acquired, through his experience of
God, “an extraordinary spaciousness of mind.”
The more normal, expansive mystical experiences
come apparently when the personal self is
at its best. Its powers and capacities are raised
to an unusual unity and fused together. The
whole being, with its accumulated submerged life,
finds itself. The process of preparing for any
high achievement is a severe and laborious one,
but nothing seems easier in the moment of success
than is the accomplishment for which the
life has been prepared. There comes to be
formed within the person what Aristotle called
“a dexterity of soul,” so that the person does
with ease what he has become skilled to do.
Clement of Alexandria called a fully organized
and spiritualized person “a harmonized man,”
that is, adjusted, organized and ready to be a
transmissive organ for the revelation of God.
Brother Lawrence, who was thus “harmonized,”
finely says, “The most excellent method which I
found of going to God was that of doing my common
business, purely for the love of God.” An
earlier mystic of the fourteenth century stated the
same principle in these words: “It is my aim to
be to the Eternal God what a man’s hand is to
a man.”
There are many human experiences which carry
a man up to levels where he has not usually been
before and where he finds himself possessed of
insight and energies he had hardly suspected were
his until that moment. One leaps to his full
height when the right inner spring is reached. We
are quite familiar with the way in which instinctive
tendencies in us and emotions both egoistic
and social, become organized under a group of
ideas and ideals into a single system which we
call a sentiment, such as love, or patriotism, or
devotion to truth. It forms slowly and one hardly
realizes that it has formed until some occasion
unexpectedly brings it into full operation, and
we find ourselves able with perfect ease to overcome
the most powerful inhibitory and opposing
instincts and habits, which, until then, had usually
controlled us. We are familiar, too, with the
way in which a well-trained and disciplined mind,
confronted by a concrete situation, will sometimes—alas
not always—in a sudden flash of imaginative
insight, discover a universal law revealed
there and then in the single phenomenon, as Sir
Isaac Newton did and as, in a no less striking way,
Sir William Rowan Hamilton did in his discovery
of Quaternions. Literary and artistic geniuses
supply us with many instances in which, in a sudden
flash, the crude material at hand is shot
through with vision, and the complicated plot of
a drama, the full significance of a character, or
the complete glory of a statue stands revealed, as
though, to use R. L. Stevenson’s illustration, a
genie had brought it on a golden tray as a gift
from another world. Abraham Lincoln, striking
off in a few intense minutes his Gettysburg address,
as beautiful in style and perfect in form
as anything in human literature, is as good an illustration
as we need of the way in which a highly
organized person, by a kindling flash, has at his
hand all the moral and spiritual gains of a life
time.
There is a famous account of the flash of inspiration
given by Philo, which can hardly be improved.
It is as follows: “I am not ashamed to
recount my own experience. At times, when I
have proposed to enter upon my wonted task of
writing on philosophical doctrines, with an exact
knowledge of the materials which were to be put
together, I have had to leave off without any work
accomplished, finding my mind barren and fruitless,
and upbraiding it for its self-complacency,
while startled at the might of the Existent One,
in whose power it lies to open and close the wombs
of the soul. But at other times, when I had come
empty, all of a sudden I have been filled with
thoughts, showered down and sown upon me unseen
from above, so that by Divine possession I
have fallen into a rapture and become ignorant
of everything, the place, those present, myself,
what was spoken or written. For I have received
a stream of interpretation, a fruition of light, the
most clear-cut sharpness of vision, the most
vividly distinct view of the matter before me,
such as might be received through the eyes from
the most luminous presentation.”
The most important mystical experiences are
something like that. They occur usually not at
the beginning of the religious life but rather in
the ripe and developed stage of it. They are the
fruit of long-maturing processes. Clement’s “the
harmonized man” is always a person who has
brought his soul into parallelism with divine currents,
has habitually practiced his religious insights
and has finally formed a unified central
self, subtly sensitive, acutely responsive to the
Beyond within him. In such experiences which
may come suddenly or may come as a more gradual
process, the whole self operates and masses
all the cumulations of a lifetime. They are no
more emotional than they are rational and volitional.
We have a total personality, awake, active,
and “aware of his life’s flow.” Instead of
seeing in a flash a law of gravitation, or the plot
and character of Hamlet, or the uncarven form of
Moses the Law-giver in a block of marble, one
sees at such times the moral demonstrations of a
lifetime and vividly feels the implications that are
essentially involved in a spiritual life. In the high
moment God is seen to be as sure as the soul is.
“I stood at Naples once, a night so dark
I could have scarce conjectured there was earth
Anywhere, sky or sea or world at all:
But the night’s black was burst through by a blaze—
Thunder struck blow on blow, earth groaned and bore,
Through her whole length of mountain visible:
There lay the city thick and plain with spires,
And, like a ghost disshrouded, white the sea.
So may the truth be flashed out by one blow.”
To some the truth of God never comes closer
than a logical conclusion. He is held to be as a
living item in a creed. To the mystic he becomes
real in the same sense that experienced beauty is
real, or the feel of spring is real, or that summer
sunlight is real—he has been found, he has
been met, he is present.
Before discussing the crucial question whether
these experiences are evidential and are worthy of
consideration as an addition to the world’s stock
of truth and knowledge I must say a few words
about the normality or abnormality of them.
Nothing of any value can be said on this point
of mystical experience in the abstract. One must
first catch his concrete case. Some instances are
normal and some are undoubtedly abnormal.
Trance, ecstasy and rapture are unusual experiences
and in that sense not normal occurrences.
They usually indicate, furthermore, a pathological
condition of personality and are thus abnormal
in the more technical sense. There is, however,
something more to be said on this point. It seems
pretty well established that some persons—and
they have often been creative leaders and religious
geniuses—have succeeded in organizing their
lives, in finding their trail, in charging their whole
personality with power, in attaining a moral dynamic
and in tapping vast reservoirs of energy by
means of states which, if occurring in other persons,
would no doubt be called pathological. The
real test here is a pragmatic one. It seems hardly
sound to call a state abnormal if it has raised the
experiencer, as a mystic experience often does, into
a hundred horse-power man and through his influence
has turned multitudes of other men and
women into more joyous, hopeful and efficient persons.
This question of abnormality and reality is
thus not one to be settled off-hand by a superficial
diagnosis.
An experience which brings spaciousness of
mind, new interior dimensions, ability to stand the
universe—and the people in it—and capacity
to work at human tasks with patience, endurance
and wisdom may quite intelligently be called normal,
though to an external beholder it may look
like what he usually calls a trance of hysteria, a
state of dissociation, or hypnosis by auto-suggestion.
It should be added, however, as I have
already said, that mystical experience is not confined
to these extremer types. They may or may
not be pathological. The calmer and more restrained
stages of mysticism are more important
and significant and are no more marked with the
stigma of hysteria than is love-making, enjoyment
of music, devotion to altruistic causes, risking
one’s life for country, or any lofty experience of
value.
We come at length to the central question of
our consideration: Do mystical experiences settle
anything? Are they purely subjective and one-sided,
or do they prove to have objective reference
and so to be two-sided? Do they take the
experiencer across the chasm that separates
“self” from “Other”? Mystical experience undoubtedly
feels as though it had objective reference.
It comes to the individual with indubitable
authority. He is certain that he has found some
thing other than himself. He has an unescapable
conviction that he is in contact and commerce with
reality beyond the margins of his personal self.
“A tremendous muchness is suddenly revealed,”
as William James once put it.
We do not get very far when we undertake to
reduce knowledge to an affair of sense-experience.
“They reckon ill who leave me out,” can be said
by the organized, personal, creative mind as truly
as by Brahma. There are many forms of human
experience in which the data of the senses are so
vastly transcended that they fail to furnish any
real explanation of what occurs in consciousness.
This is true of all our experiences of value, which
apparently spring out of synthetic or synoptic activities
of the mind, i.e., activities in which the
mind is unified and creative. The vibrations of
ether which bombard the rods and cones of the
retina may be the occasion for the appreciation of
beauty in sky or sea or flower, but they are surely
not the cause of it. The concrete event which
confronts me is very likely the occasion for the
august pronouncement of moral issues which my
conscience makes, but it can not be said that the
concrete event in any proper sense causes this
consciousness of moral obligation. The famous
answer of Leibnitz to the crude sense-philosophy
of his time is still cogent. To the phrase: “There
is nothing in the mind that has not come through
the senses,” Leibnitz added, “except the mind itself.”
That means that the creative activity of
the mind is always an important factor in experience
and one that can not be ignored in any
of the processes of knowledge. Unfortunately we
have done very little yet in the direction of comprehending
the interior depth of the personal
mind or of estimating adequately the part which
mind itself in its creative capacity plays in all
knowledge functions. It will only be when we
have succeeded in getting beyond what Plato
called the bird-cage theory of knowledge to a
sound theory of knowledge and to a solid basis
for spiritual values that we shall be able to discuss
intelligently the “findings” of the mystic.
The world at the present moment is pitiably
“short” in its stock of sound theories of knowledge.
The prevailing psychologies do not explain
knowledge at all. The behaviorists do not
try to explain it any more than the astronomer or
the physicist does. The psychologist who reduces
mind to an aggregation of describable “mind-states”
has started out on a course which makes
an explanation forever impossible, since knowledge
can be explained only through unity and integral
wholeness, never through an aggregation
of parts, as though it were a mental “shower of
shot.” If we expect to talk about knowledge and
seriously propose to use that great word truth,
we must at least begin with the assumption of
an intelligent, creative, organizing center of
self-consciousness which can transcend itself and can
know what is beyond and other than itself. In
short, the talk about a “chasm” between subject
and object—knower and thing known—is as
absurd as it would be to talk of a chasm between
the convex and the concave sides of a curve.
Knowledge is always knowledge of an object and
mystical experience has all the essential marks of
objective reference, as certainly as other forms
of experience have.
Professor J. M. Baldwin very well says that
there is a form of contemplation in which, as in
æsthetic experience, the strands of the mind’s diverging
dualisms are “merged and fused.” He
adds: “In this experience of a fusion which is
not a mixture but which issues in a meaning of its
own sort and kind, an experience whose essential
character is just this unity of comprehension, consciousness
attains its completest, its most direct,
and its final apprehension of what Reality is and
means.” It really comes round to the question
whether the mind of a self-conscious person has
any way of approach, except by way of the senses,
to any kind of reality. There is no a priori answer
to that question. It can only be settled by
experience. It is, therefore, pure dogmatism to
say, as Professor Dunlap in his recent attack on
mysticism does, that all conscious processes are
based on sense-stimulation and all thought as well
as perception depends on reaction to sense-stimulus.
It is no doubt true that behavior psychology
must resort to some such formula, but that only
means that such psychology is always dealing with
greatly transformed and reduced beings, when it
attempts to deal with persons like us who, in the
richness of our concrete lives, are never reduced
to “behavior-beings.” We have interior dimensions
and that is the end on’t! Some persons—and
they are by no means feeble-minded individuals—are
as certain that they have commerce
with a world within as they are that they have
experiences of a world outside in space. Thomas
Aquinas, who neither in method nor in doctrine
leaned toward mysticism, though he was most certainly
“a harmonized man,” and who in theory
postponed the vision of God to a realm beyond
death, nevertheless had an experience two years
before he died which made him put his pen and
inkhorn on the shelf and never write another word
of his Summa Theologiae. When he was reminded
of the incomplete state of his great work
and was urged to go on with it, he only replied,
“I have seen that which makes all that I have
written look small to me.”
It may be just possible that there is a universe
of spiritual reality upon which our finite spirits
open inward as inlets open into the sea.
“Like the tides on the crescent sea-beach
When the moon is new and thin
Into our hearts high yearnings
Come welling and surging in;
Come from that mystic ocean
Whose rim no foot has trod.
Some call it longing
But others call it God.”
Such a view is perfectly sane and tenable; it conflicts
with no proved and demonstrated facts
either in the nature of the universe or of mind.
It seems anyway to the mystic that there is such
a world, that he has found it as surely as Columbus
found San Salvador, and that his experience
is a truth-telling experience.
But granting that it is truth-telling and has objective
reference, is the mystic justified in claiming
that he has found and knows God? One does not
need to be a very wide and extensive student of
mystical experience to discover what a meager
stock of knowledge the genuine mystic reports.
William James’ remarkable experience in the
Adirondack woods very well illustrates the type.
It had, he says, “an intense significance of some
sort, if one could only tell the significance....
In point of fact, I can’t find a single word for all
that significance and don’t know what it was significant
of, so that it remains a mere boulder of
impression.”[7] At a later date James refers to
that “extraordinary vivacity of man’s psychological
commerce with something Ideal that feels as if
it were also actual.”[8] The greatest of all the
fourteenth century mystics, Meister Eckhart,
could not put his impression into words or ideas.
What he found was a “wilderness of the Godhead
where no one is at home,” i.e., an Object
with no particular differentiated, concrete characteristics.
It was not an accident that so many
of the mystics hit upon the via negativa, the way
of negation, or that they called their discovery
“the divine Dark.”
“Whatever your mind comes at
I tell you flat
God is not that.”
Mystical experience does not supply concrete information.
It does not bring new finite facts, new
items that can be used in a description of “the
scenery and circumstance” of the realm beyond
our sense horizons. It is the awareness of a
Presence, the consciousness of a Beyond, the discovery,
as James puts it, that “we are continuous
with a More of the same quality, which is
operative in us and in touch with us.”
The most striking effect of such experience is
not new fact-knowledge, not new items of empirical
information, but new moral energy, heightened
conviction, increased caloric quality, enlarged
spiritual vision, an unusual radiant power of life.
In short, the whole personality, in the case of the
constructive mystics, appears to be raised to a
new level of life and to have gained from somewhere
many calories of life-feeding, spiritual substance.
We are quite familiar with the way in
which adrenalin suddenly flushes into the physical
system and adds a new and incalculable power to
brain and muscle. Under its stimulus a man can
carry out a piano when the house is on fire. May
not, perhaps, some energy from some Source with
which our spirits are allied flush our inner being
with forces and powers by which we can be fortified
to stand the universe and more than stand
it! “We are more than conquerors through Him
that loved us,” is the way one of the world’s
greatest mystics felt.
Mystical experience—and we must remember
as Santayana has said, that “experience is like a
shrapnel shell and bursts into a thousand meanings”—does
at least one thing. It makes God
sure to the person who has had the experience.
It raises faith and conviction to the nth power.
“The God who said, ‘Let light shine out of
darkness,’ has shined into my heart to give the
light of the knowledge of the glory of God,” is
St. Paul’s testimony. “I knew God by revelation,”
declares George Fox. “I was as one who hath
the key and doth open.” “The man who has attained
this felicity,” Plotinus says, “meets some
turn of fortune that he would not have chosen, but
there is not the slightest lessening of his happiness
for that” (En. I: iv. 7). But this experience,
with its overwhelming conviction and its dynamic
effect, can not be put into the common coin of
speech. Frederic Myers has well expressed the
difficulty:
“Oh could I tell ye surely would believe it!
Oh could I only say what I have seen!
How should I tell or how can ye receive it,
How, till He bringeth you where I have been?”
There is no concrete “information” which can
be shared with others.
When Columbus found San Salvador he was
able to describe it to those who did not sail with
him in the Santa Maria, but when the mystic finds
God he can not give us any “knowledge” in plain
words of everyday speech. He can only refer
to his boulder, or his Gibraltar, of impression
That situation is what we should expect. We can
not, either, describe any of our great emotions.
We can not impart what flushes into our consciousness
in moments of lofty intuition. We
have a submerged life within us which is certainly
no less real than our hand or foot. It influences
all that we do or say, but we do not find it easy
to utter it. In the presence of the sublime we
have nothing to say—or if we do say anything
it is a great mistake! Language is forged to deal
with experiences which are common to many persons,
i.e., to experiences which refer to objects
in space. We have no vocabulary for the subtle,
elusive flashes of vision which are unique, individual
and unsharable, as for instance is our personal
sense of “the tender grace of a day that
is dead.” We are forced in all these matters to
resort to symbolic suggestion and to artistic devices.
Coventry Patmore said with much insight:
“In divinity and love
What’s best worth saying can’t be said.”
I believe that mystical experiences do in the
long run expand our knowledge of God and do
succeed in verifying themselves. Mysticism is a
sort of spiritual protoplasm that underlies, as a
basic substance, much that is best in religion, in
ethics and in life itself. It has generally been the
mystic, the prophet, the seer that has spotted out
new ways forward in the jungle of our world, or
lifted our race to new spiritual levels. Their experiences
have in some way equipped them for
unusual tasks, have given supplies of energy to
them which their neighbors did not have, and
have apparently brought them into vital correspondence
with dimensions and regions of reality
that others miss. The proof that they have found
God, or at least a domain of spiritual reality,
does not lie in some new stock of knowledge, not
in some gnostic secret, which they bring back; it
is to be seen rather in the moral and spiritual
fruits which test out and verify the experience.
Consciousness of beauty or of truth or of goodness
baffles analysis as much as consciousness of
God does. These values have no objective standing
ground in current psychology. They are not
things in the world of space. They submit to no
adequate casual explanation. They have their
ground of being in some other kind of world than
that of the mechanical order, a world composed of
quantitative masses of matter in motion. These
experiences of value, which are as real for consciousness
as stone walls are, make very clear the
fact that there are depths and capacities in the nature
of the normal human mind which we do not
usually recognize and of which we have scant
and imperfect accounts in our text-books. Our
minds taken in their full range, in other words,
have some sort of contact and relationship with
an eternal nature of things far deeper than atoms
and molecules. Only very slowly and gradually
has the race learned through finite symbols and
temporal forms to interpret beauty and truth and
goodness which in their essence are as ineffable
and indescribable as the mystic’s experience of
God is. Plato often speaks as though he had
high moments of experience when he rose to the
naked vision of beauty—beauty “alone, separate
and eternal,” as he says, and his myths are
very likely told, as J. A. Stewart believes, to assist
others to experience this same vision—a
beauty which “does not grow nor perish, is without
increase or diminution and endures for everlasting.”
But as a matter of fact, however exalted
heavenly and enduring beauty may be in its essence
we know what it is only as it appears in
fair forms of objects, of body, of soul, of actions;
in harmonious blending of sounds or colors;
in well-ordered or happily-combined groupings of
many aspects in one unity which is as it ought to
be. Truth and moral goodness always transcend
our attainments and we sometimes feel that the
very end and goal of life is the pursuit of that
truth or that goodness which eye hath not seen
nor ear heard. But whatever truth we do attain
or whatever goodness we do achieve is always
concrete. Truth is just this one more added fact
that resists all attempts to doubt it. Goodness
is just this simple everyday deed that reveals a
heroic spirit and a brave venture of faith in the
midst of difficulties. So, too, the mystic knowledge
of God is not some esoteric communication,
supplied through trance or ecstasy; it is an intuitive
personal touch with God, felt to be the essentially
real, the bursting forth of an intense love
for him which heightens all the capacities and
activities of life, followed by the slow laboratory
results which verify it. “All I could never be”
now is. It seems possible to stand the universe—even
to do something toward the transformation
of it. The bans are read for that most difficult
of all marriages, the marriage of the possible with
the actual, the ideal with the real. And if the
experience does not prove that the soul has found
God, it at least does this: it makes the soul feel
that proofs of God are wholly unnecessary.