The silence was intense and oppressive; time
dragged painfully; every minute was fraught
with an entire round of mingled emotions. Fear
and trembling apprehension alternated with eager
impatience; stem determination, coupled with either
forced or spontaneous hope, would be followed by a crushing
sense of foregone failure and lack of self-confidence.
After a while this ceaseless ebullition of feeling brought on
actual physical fatigue, and Evarne leant back in her chair
with a growing sense of exhaustion.
Suddenly a sharp, loud knock broke the silence. Although
she had been expecting this—listening and waiting
for it—the sound came finally as a blow dealt her highly-strung
nerves. She gave a painful start, a gasp, and felt
the hot blood surge to her head. She sprang to her feet
at once, but then stood motionless. Now that Morris
Kenyon was actually upon her doorstep, every moment
that kept him from crossing the threshold seemed a priceless
respite.
She believed that she remained as if spellbound for many
minutes, but really only a brief time passed before she
aroused herself and went to the front door. With apparent
indifference she flung it half open, and at once returned to
sink into her favourite big arm-chair, leaving Morris to
enter, close the front door, and conduct himself along the
hall.
The light streaming from out the one room into the darkness
served as a guide, and in a minute she heard his advancing
footsteps come to a standstill. She neither spoke
nor looked up, but remained impassive, her eyes fixed on
the beloved ring that sparkled upon her third finger.
Morris seemed well content to stand for a while in the
doorway, surveying her with a keen scrutiny. Then he
studied the surroundings, rapidly but with considerable
interest; glanced over his shoulder into the dense blackness
that enveloped the remainder of the house; listened
a moment to the heavy stillness that held sway; then
entered the room and closed the door, pausing calmly to
admire the crimson velvet portière, on which was some of
Evarne's exquisite embroidery. After laying down his
stick and hat on a little table and leisurely removing his
gloves, he drew up a chair close to his hostess, sat down,
and waited silently until she should choose to speak.
He was in evening dress, and though in the abstract
there was nothing to be surprised at in this sartorial detail,
Evarne found it inexplicably disconcerting. Without
raising her eyelids she contrived to study him through her
long lashes. He was indeed dignified and imposing; he
had lost none of his good looks; but the lines of his mouth
seemed even sterner, more inflexible than of yore. Past
memories rushed upon her mind. The leading events
and many apparently trifling details that had gone towards
making up nigh three years of her life passed now in rapid
progression before her mind's eye.
Verily she had loved this man at one time—she shrank
with self-loathing from recalling how devotedly. He it
was had been the cause of all those wild storms of emotion
that from time to time had convulsed her whole nature in
the throes either of ecstasy or of anguish. Quite apart
from the fact that he came at this crisis as the arbiter of
her future fate, it would have been impossible for her to
once more see him—to feel his near presence—and remain
entirely unmoved.
Maybe some similar reflections passed through Morris's
mind. At all events, when ultimately he broke the silence,
his words referred, not directly to the business on hand, but
to the days that were gone.
"The presiding spirits at our exciting and interesting
farewell, five—six now, isn't it?—six years ago, were not
exactly those of Peace and Harmony, were they? Where
did the venturesome little birdie flutter when it left its
gilded cage, and what did it do?"
Considering the gravity of the circumstances to which
he was alluding, this light mode of address aroused all
Evarne's indignation. But she carefully concealed every
trace of resentment. So far her behaviour towards him
that evening had been decidedly cavalier; but it was undoubtedly
necessary, if she was to win her way with him,
that he should be deferred to—conciliated, rendered as
well disposed towards her as was possible. Thus she gently
answered his question by a brief though absolutely frank
recital of her short stage experience, her miseries at needlework
and subsequent illness, and her ultimate success as
an artist's model. She kept very much to generalities in
this account of how the years had passed with her, and
avoided the least mention of Geoffrey.
Morris listened with evident interest, and after a period
of silence had shown that she did not intend to proceed to
further details, he said carelessly—
"You've escaped monotony in life, at all events. But,
indeed, some new experiences have come the way of nearly
everybody you once knew. Tony Belmont married, and
is now a respectable, sober citizen with two children.
Lucinda is still in Paris, assailing hearts and banking
accounts with undiminished success—not mine, though!
Little—whatever was her name? Oh, Feronnier! A man
who once knew her told me he had seen her recently
haunting the back streets with a face pitted by small-pox!
I, to my own vast surprise, find myself, nolens volens,
an earl! My lady-wife, the countess, grows more tenacious
of life year by year. I should say also she has become more
disagreeable and unpleasant daily, if she hasn't already
arrived at an age when ugliness and unpleasantness in the
fair sex are such that there's no distinguishing of degrees.
Then Geoffrey Danvers finds himself my heir, with all the
resultant privileges and drawbacks—amongst the latter
being the dire necessity of marrying not merely to please
his own fancy, but with a certain regard to the demands
of his position."
At length this preamble had been manœuvred round to
the main point.
Evarne leaned slightly forward in her anxiety, as she
demanded, without any circumlocution—
"Morris, do you wish to prevent your cousin making me
his wife?"
Unconsciously she held her breath while awaiting his
reply.
"Surely such a question needs no answer?" he said, a
certain sternness stealing into his voice. "My chief
wonder is that you ever dared to think of marrying my
cousin."
Explanation seemed but a waste of time, yet she found
herself saying in a somewhat tremulous voice—
"But I didn't know. They all speak of you by your
title, and I did not dream of connecting that name with
you. I never saw anything about the matter in the papers.
Five years ago I was doing needlework; I read nothing and
knew of nothing that happened outside my own four walls."
"Um! I understand," rejoined Morris reflectively.
Then with a sudden change of tone he continued—
"Now, see here. You must realise that, as things have
turned out, this marriage is not to be thought of. While
no one who has ever known you, ma chérie, can possibly
connect Evarne and common sense together in their minds,
you are experienced enough by now, I dare say, to be
willing to admit that life has the drawback of being a serious
affair, and not a pretty romance. Therefore you will
surely see that the wisest thing you can do is to make the
best of a bad job, to accept the inevitable, and—shall we
say—travel a while? Now, travelling costs money, and
it is only fair that I, who am responsible for the necessity,
should pay the piper. There's a cheque in my pocket-book,
Evarne. If you will tell me what you think would be
sufficient to—to settle up things comfortably—I will fill it
in right away. Now, that's merely a business offer, to
avoid trouble and annoyance for us both," he added hastily,
noticing her changed expression. "I don't need any
thanks, but at the same time I don't intend to put up
with any of the abuse to which you treated me the last
time I proposed concerning myself about your future.
Now, what sum will satisfy you? In any case you must
realise that your marriage with Geoffrey is absolutely impossible."
Evarne lay back in the big chair and surveyed the
speaker leisurely and critically. She was at a loss to decide
on the best manner of refusing even to consider this suggestion.
One variety of response after another flitted
through her mind. She dared venture on none of them.
She dreaded the effect her defiance would have upon him,
declare it gently and meekly as she might. Finally words
came, prompted by her protracted scrutiny of his cold,
resolute face. A quivering sigh escaped her, and speaking
half to herself she murmured—
"How much I have suffered at your hands!"
For a moment his sympathy was aroused. He drew his
chair a trifle closer, and laid his hand upon her knee.
"Evarne, why in Heaven's name do such things happen?
On my honour, I'm heartily grieved and worried over this
imbroglio."
With hope flashing into her eyes she suddenly sat erect
and caught at his arm.
"Then leave everything alone—dear, dear."
Her mellifluous voice was low and coaxing. Before he
could reply she went on—
"Let all the cruel, hateful past be forgotten. I can—I
will—be a good wife to Geoff. You should never, never
have the least reason to regret having permitted our
marriage—oh, I'm certain! We are so strangely suited to
one another—our natures are thoroughly harmonious.
Oh, Morris, Morris, you don't know how much he cares for
me, and I—I love him with my whole heart, with all my
strength, with all that makes my life. We should be so
happy together—do let it be."
Morris raised his hands, as if to request the opportunity
of replying. But Evarne did not, perhaps could not, cease
one instant in her impassioned appeal.
"You know better than almost anyone that I am not
light-natured, or really indifferent to right and wrong.
You did care for me once—I know it—and there was a
time when I would have turned to you with perfect confidence
in any trouble. By the memory of those days, I
implore you not to drag me again into the lowest depths
of misery. And Geoff too—pity him, and spare him. Let
him live his own life, and love in peace, and marry as his
heart dictates. You can't always go by hard and fast
laws. I am sure, I am convinced, that the greatest good—that
nothing but good—could ever come from your
keeping silence upon the wrongs, the faults, the deceptions
and miseries that have gone by. Only fresh harm, more
widespread evil, immediate and life-long, irreparable and
unnecessary—oh think, so unnecessary—can arise from
your determination to oppose a marriage that would be—be....
Oh, Morris, we do love each other so much!"
She flung her whole soul into this plea. As so often
happens, the actual words were by far the weakest part of
the appeal. It was her voice, low-pitched in its earnest
entreaty, and at times quivering and uncertain, that betrayed
most clearly the depth of her agitation—the vital
force of tortured feelings. And as these tremulous tones
died away, her entire personality continued to give the
impression that her very life hung upon Morris's response.
She leaned towards him; her fair face, so expressive, so
appealing, was very close to his. Those eager brown eyes,
now so full of passionate persuasion, seemed to burn to
his innermost consciousness. Not for one moment could
Morris doubt the reality of her deep affection for the man
she desired to marry.
He admired total abandonment of any sort. Something
of her old charm fell upon him, and for a passing
moment he came near to envying his young cousin the
possession of this all-dominating love that he himself had
once so lightly flung aside and disregarded. Thus, besides
the need of resisting the encroachment of sentiment upon
his resolve, he felt a touch of jealousy—a decided though
unacknowledged displeasure at finding the heart that was
once his footstool now so entirely emancipated from his
service. It was this sense of personal grievance that
caused him to answer her with a dash of that brutality
that came so easily to his lips.
"The saints protect me from the responsibility of disarranging
any ideal union, but the one you suggest is in
every way about as unsuitable as could possibly be imagined.
Doubtless you are absolutely devoted to Geoffrey—thousands
of girls could easily adore the heir to an earldom.
But forget your charming romantic feelings and
try to look at the matter from an impersonal point of view.
You are an artist's model. It may be the most refined
and elevating profession imaginable, but—well—we commonplace
people who belong neither to the race of poets
nor artists find it rather difficult to reconcile—well—you
comprehend? I won't press that point."
"That is nothing at all to Geoff!" breathed Evarne.
"Then, if I understood rightly, you came very near to
including utter starvation in that intensely interesting recital
of your experiences," he went on. "Of course,
that's very sad—quite touching, in fact. But now, do
you suppose that a few years ahead we want troops of
American tourists trotting out to the slums to visit the
garret wherein the Countess of Winborough nearly starved?
I can assure you that, although I shan't be here, I object
very strongly to the possibility. Oh, Geoffrey thinks he
wouldn't mind, I dare say. I only wonder he hasn't already
painted a picture of you in rags and tatters gazing
into a cupboard like old Mother Hubbard and labelled it
'Suffering Virtue.' That's his belief about you, isn't it?"
Evarne felt her whole body tingling with hot indignation.
She rose impetuously from the arm-chair, and walked
rapidly to the farther end of the room. Such was the overwhelming
hatred of this man that awoke again with renewed
power within her breast, that his near presence was
not to be endured.
"And isn't it true?" she demanded, speaking quickly
and with impassioned emphasis. "Is not the very phrase
that you are mean and base enough to fling at me in derision
nothing more nor less than Heaven's truth? Is it
not entirely because I did indeed prefer my own self-respect
to ill-gotten money that there is a showplace in London
such as you describe? That squalid room, and the cruel
ordeals I underwent within its walls, are the very witnesses
that testify to my claim to be held a good woman and a fit
wife for any man. Not a day passed without my enduring
more than you can ever realise. I was entirely without
hope for the future, yet never once—never once, I tell
you—did I regret the choice I had made.
"That grinding poverty was no shame to me," she went
on, "but a glory; and no one knows that better than you—you,
Morris Kenyon! And I would go back to it—live
and die in it—rather than lose my own consciousness
of virtue. You despicable coward! How dare you come here
and taunt me with humiliations for which you alone are
responsible? Everything that is degrading and wretched
in my life has been brought into it by you. You indeed
did your best to turn me into a woman whom a man well
might fear to entrust with his name and with his honour,
but that garret cries out to you and to all the world the
story of your failure. It is infamous—vile—to bring forward
such an acceptance of poverty as a reason for opposing
your cousin's choice of me as his wife. It is infamous,
and you know it."
She paused, breathing hard, still struggling with a sense
of outrage. Her words had not been devoid of a certain
sting, and once or twice Morris had inwardly winced beneath
the onslaught. But circumstances placed every
advantage—every weapon of lasting keenness—into his
hands. Thus it was with unruffled complacency that he
declared—
"My dear Evarne, could you not contrive to conquer
this tendency to wax melodramatic? You know I dislike
it, and that it is always ineffective."
He waited a minute, half expecting her to answer. But
obedient to his expressed will Evarne succeeded in stifling
all retorts, and remained silent. Looking at her narrowly,
he could see signs of the effort she made over herself, and
smiled a little before he continued—
"You force me to speak more plainly than I had hoped
would be necessary. Surely you must know that I do not
really need to adduce any exterior or subsequent details
of your career in support of my very natural objection to
this marriage. The one fact of your having been my mistress
is alone all-sufficient. Understand that, please!
You calmly ask me to allow Geoffrey to walk blindly into
the trap you have set for him, and hurl insults at my head
when I refuse! I should like to know what you expected?
Did you really believe I should become a party to this
deceit?"
But again he received no answer. Evarne simply looked
at him with eyes that had grown somewhat dilated.
"I know he is absolutely without any suspicion," Morris
went on, "for only yesterday the poor fool spoke of you in
a strain that almost caused me to laugh in his face."
It needed such words, uttered in tones of such supreme
contempt, to bring home to Evarne the way in which others
must view the position in which she had placed Geoffrey.
The knowledge assailed her cruelly. A physical pain, keen
as a knife, shot through her forehead from one temple to
the other. Crossing to the sofa, she sat down, twisted her
hands tightly together, shut her eyes, and waited while
the sharp pang gradually passed away.
Without turning right round, Morris was no longer able
to see her. Accordingly, he got up and sank into the arm-chair
she had vacated. But a minute later Evarne was on
her knees by his side. The new horror that his last words
had aroused, goaded her into making yet another effort
at persuasion. Leaning against the soft, wide arm of the
chair, she cried somewhat wildly—
"No, I haven't told him, because somehow the occasion
never seemed to come until he loved me so much that I
couldn't endure to speak the cruel truth. And you mustn't
tell him now, Morris—oh, you mustn't! If only you
will keep silent, neither he nor anybody else will ever
know."
"So you flatter yourself, but these things always leak
out."
"This wouldn't—how could it? We were abroad practically
all the time—no one here knows. Besides, nobody
at all can be really certain. There was always the
veil of a plausible explanation of our being together. You
didn't pick me up from nowhere. My father left me in
your charge—everyone at Heatherington knew that.
I worked steadily at Art all the time. There is scarcely
the remotest possibility of anyone ever trying to make
mischief; but if they did, then you and I together could
absolutely defy them. We could, couldn't we? Morris, I
beg of you—I implore your mercy—keep my secret. It
can be done, and I am sure——"
But Morris interposed.
"It is not a bit of use continuing, my dear. Such a proceeding
on my part would be most dishonourable towards
my cousin."
"It would be the truest kindness to him. And have I no
claims upon your honour? Will it allow you to betray me
without scruple? Do you owe me no consideration whatsoever?"
"You view everything in a totally false light, Evarne.
You don't seem to understand the difference——"
"Of course I know Geoff is infinitely more important
than I am; but it is for his sake—that's what you won't
see and believe. But——"
"Now, ma chérie, it's no use arguing. There is really
nothing more to be said on the matter, so don't let the
morning milkman find us still wasting breath. It is absolutely
impossible that I can stand by and watch my cousin
run blindly into a marriage with—well—with you! I
think you really owe me some thanks for not enlightening
him immediately. The fact is, I've always been ridiculously
yielding and considerate where you are concerned,
and the thought flashed across me yesterday that you
might prefer to choose your own method of breaking with
him. Now, what about—about that cheque, little girl?
There's no reason why you shouldn't make an excellent
marriage yet. The world is wide. They say American
men make good husbands, and I will give you my blessing
in anticipation."
Evarne remained silently musing for several minutes.
Morris augured well from this, and did not interrupt her
train of thought. At length she asked, in tones not devoid
of a slight tinge of bitterness—
"And am I expected to thank you for all your kindly
consideration?"
He merely shrugged his shoulders.
Somewhat to his surprise she answered quietly—
"Very well. I do thank you for keeping my secret so
long, and for your offer of money, which I can well believe
you mean simply as a kindness."
"Ah! And you decide...? What are you
going to do now?"
"I am going to marry Geoffrey Danvers."
"Evarne!"
Morris was decidedly taken aback by this calm yet resolute
response. Evarne rose from her knees, and sitting
down continued—
"Yes, I am going to become his wife, and you shall never
persuade me into telling him what I know well must cause
him such profound sorrow. Not that it would make any
lasting perceptible difference if you did betray me. You
have no idea—for you can have no comprehension—of how
deeply he and I love. I don't really think it lies within
your power to realise the depth—such—such sincerity of
affection. I am perfectly convinced that he would remain
true to me, despite a far worse tale than you could
tell."
"You don't really credit that romance. This attempt
to marry him with a lie upon your lips proves you to be
afraid of the effects of the truth."
"You're partly right, I admit; but I do not fear that
Geoff would cease to care for me. Love is not killed so
easily—don't think it."
"I know differently."
"You know absolutely nothing at all about love!
Nothing!"
"Well, I certainly cannot prophesy upon the delicate
topic of my cousin's affections with anything approaching
your delightful assurance. Probably he would suggest
that he should occupy the same position towards you that
I did once, but I'm quite convinced——"
"Heaven save me from ever hearing such a proposition
from Geoff's lips. But I know he never would."
"As I was about to say, I am perfectly convinced that he
would never marry you—would never wish to! Good
gracious! what do you take him for?"
Evarne gave a little cry.
"And then—and then—what then? Think of the
struggle—the bitter anguish. Morris, Morris, do realise the
cruel blow it would be to him. Oh, it must be warded off!
I cannot even think of it with anything like calmness."
And indeed, even as she spoke, the growing pallor upon
her cheeks supported her assertion. She rose from her
chair.
"I will not have this evil deed of so-called friendship
done to him. Do you hear? You are not to tell him.
If you do, I shall deny it utterly. Do you hear?"
"I'm afraid the loudest shouting must prove as impotent
as the most persuasive of tones to drown the voice of my
conscience in this matter," declared Morris, looking unmistakably
self-righteous. Disregarding the scornful little
laugh with which this sentiment was received, he went
on—
"Really, Evarne, your morals are decidedly eccentric.
But you require plain speaking, don't you? Well, then,
they are absolutely infamous. Everything you say only
serves to confirm my original determination."
Both his voice and his look carried conviction. Waves
of wild grief, of hopeless, crushing despair, swept over
Evarne's spirit, followed by the most intense hatred and
bitter indignation. Her caution demolished by a sense of
utter failure, she placed no restriction upon the expression
of her deep-rooted resentment against this man who had
ever been her evil genius. She stood close to him, one hand
spasmodically gripping the back of the chair from which
she had arisen, while her eyes, always brilliant, now fairly
blazed with anger and enmity.
"I shouldn't deny it—no, indeed. But from my lips
he should learn the whole truth—the entire shameful
story. He should know how my father on his very deathbed
gave me—still a child—into the keeping of his false
friend. Surely it will be easy to realise that, when in my
hour of loss and loneliness you came professedly to help
and comfort me, I unhesitatingly entrusted myself and the
guidance of my life into your hands. Was I blameworthy
so far? But oh, what a cruel fate for any girl!"
"You had a very good time, my dear," interposed
Morris testily.
"A good time!" she echoed wildly. "Oh! You
know, and Geoffrey shall know how, from the very
first, you systematically tricked and deceived me, lying
to me about your wife, and taking me alone with you
to Naples. Will it seem strange to him to learn that in
time you were able to make me care for you as blindly as I
trusted you? I shall tell him how you worked upon all
that was best in my nature—how you appealed to my
sympathy—how you played upon my gratitude, my affection,
to gain your own vile ends. I shall tell him all your
infamy. You cast me among absolutely depraved women—meaning
me to become as they were; for finally you bade
me sell myself for money! Yes, you would have deliberately
started me on that path which is held to be the most
degrading—the most cruel—of all the tracks that lead
hellwards. That's what you did for me, an innocent child;
and that's what you would have done, could you have had
your entire will with me! My God, how I hate you! and
the man who loves me shall hate you too. But for me he
shall feel only a new, a different, a more desperate love.
Now, then—send for him this very hour—do you think
there is any trace of doubt or fear in my heart? I defy
you absolutely—you most vile creature! Tell him—tell
him all you can, and let him judge between us. What
cause have I to fear you, or anything that such as you can
say? The life you lead, the evil you do, is repulsive in
the eyes of every decent-thinking man. You to talk of
honour—hypocrite, hypocrite! Having ruined first my
good name, then my every happiness, when both in turn
were in your power, you come now, and under the pretence
of immovable devotion to honour, calmly propose to sweep
away everything that makes my life worth living. You
offer me money, and think I'm going to creep away overwhelmed
and silenced. I have promised Geoffrey to be
ever true and loyal to him; I shall keep my word! Send
for him immediately if you desire, and let him decide
between us."
Morris likewise stood up before he answered. His
brows were contracted in a steady frown, yet the first
thing he did was to break into a little scornful laugh. Then
he spoke, and his voice was tense with anger.
"Make out as touching a legend as your imagination
can devise, yet your own lips will condemn you. Would
you not be forced to admit that you belonged to me willingly
enough until I grew tired of you? Be very sure that
after once acknowledging that single fact, the whole of
your embroideries and explanations—all your heroics—would
but fall on deaf ears. I know Geoffrey a great deal
better than you can do; you've only seen one side of his
nature, and that, I can understand, may easily have given
you an exaggerated idea of your sway over him. Haven't
you found out yet that, honourable and straightforward
himself, he is impatient of deceit and trickery and double-dealing?"
She interposed with a little cry of anguish: "Oh!
Morris!"
Unheedingly he went on.
"Truthful, Geoffrey is out of sympathy with liars; good-natured
and quiet though he be, it is only safe to impose on
him up to a certain point. You fondly hope you could melt
the anger and repulsion your confession would inevitably
create by means of easy tears and specious pleadings. I
very much doubt it. Do you think he is totally devoid
of pride and self-respect and firmness? What leads you
to suppose that he would be satisfied with soiled goods?
Do you really believe that the knowledge that he is not
first with you will merely give him a sort of sentimental
heartache—more or less violent—that will pass away once
he gets used to the notion? Do you think that he would ever
forget that every kiss of his wipes off one of mine? Do you
dare hope you would not lose all value in his estimation
once he learnt that his own cousin, for one, knows exactly
the nature of the words you speak—the look that comes
into your eyes—all your pretty little ways when you are
most deeply lost in love? Why should you think he is
devoid of the desire for exclusive possession? For my
part, knowing him and his high-flown ideals, I fancy he
could no longer endure the sight of you once he realised
what you have been—that there is no mystery about you
upon which he cannot gain enlightenment for the asking—that
however passionately he may hold you in his arms,
others have——"
"Stop, Morris! stop!"
The words, simple in themselves, rang out wildly in
mingled entreaty and command. They were fraught with
the arresting power of a great anguish, and left behind
them a trail of dead silence, in which nerves were thrilled
and hearts beat faster.
Evarne stood motionless for a minute, both hands
stretched out in mute appeal; then, groping her way somewhat
unsteadily to the sofa, she flung herself down, hiding
her distorted face in the cushions. But Morris had not
finished yet. He too crossed the room, and stood by the
side of the prostrate figure.
"You shall never marry my cousin—understand that
once for all. Never! Do you think I shall submit
to see him sacrificed to the plots of a designing woman?
I advise you not to venture on another bout with me.
I can assure you I've retained no pleasant recollections of
your temper and your impertinence. Now, I'll give
you some money, and in twenty-four hours you must
go. Surely you can see the game is up? Do you
agree?"
He received no verbal answer, but the head buried in the
cushions was slightly shaken.
Morris found this obstinacy exasperating beyond endurance.
"What a fool you are, Evarne!" he cried roughly.
"What do you want to stop for? You can't surely think
you will pull off that marriage? Do you fancy you could
make yourself out to be merely a sort of martyr—an interesting
victim? Absurd! Don't think Geoffrey would
be so dull as not to realise that in all probability I have
already had successors."
Evarne sprang to her feet and faced him, her eyes flashing,
both her hands pressed against her breast.
"I thought you had said your very worst—you merciless
monster! You, who know so well why I left Paris,
almost penniless, to starve. You do not believe your own
foul words—liar, slanderer!"
He put his hand firmly on her shoulder.
"Don't talk rubbish to me. Everyone knows 'it's
easy to take a slice from a cut loaf.' If Geoffrey had not
been so ridiculously strait-laced, he too could have got
all he wanted without any of this stupid talk about marriage.
At last you've forced me to tell you exactly what
I think of you, and I hope you're satisfied! You know
now what I should have to tell that poor boy, so had you
not better come to terms with me?"
Evarne clenched her teeth ferociously, and, with a low
inarticulate cry, sharply struck Morris's hand from off her
shoulder. He made an angry gesture, but returning to
the arm-chair sat down quietly. Once more she felt that
blind fury, that strange blackness and loss of consciousness,
stealing over her mind to which she had succumbed six
years ago. But now she resisted its domination with all
her power. Had she not Geoff to remember? She pressed
her lips with such desperate violence against the ring he
had given her, that the sharp stones inflicted a tiny cut.
It was merely trifling, yet the pain served to recall her to
herself to some extent. But she neither could nor would
make any effort to guard her speech as she turned upon
her traducer. Her very voice sounded strange to her own
ears, and she herself was totally unaware of what she was
about to utter until the words had already rung out.
"It's none of it true—you know it's not true—you know
it! You must never repeat to Geoffrey any of the abominable
things you've said this evening. It would kill me—I
mean it—I have been hardly able to endure it alone!
I know well you have no pity. How earnestly have I appealed
to that, again and again, always vainly? You never
have mercy. But—listen! Are you not afraid of going
too far at last, of driving me to desperation? I warn you
now. You will tell such evil truth and such malicious lies
at your peril. If you do thereby succeed in separating me
and Geoff, I shall have nothing left to wish for but revenge."
"You're getting theatrical again. Now, Evarne,
Evarne!"
"Don't trifle! I warn you, it will be wiser of you to
stay your hand. If you do finally ruin my life—if you do
thus remorselessly torture Geoff for our ill-deeds—you'll
have done the worst for me that lies within the power of
man. You will have destroyed all fear of any further
suffering that Heaven or earth could inflict. I tell you
I should be mad, and sooner or later you should be repaid.
Yes, I warn you, Lord Winborough, it will be safer for you
to avoid setting loose the devil that is in me. You guard
my secret—that's all I ask. I've hated you for years;
now my loathing of you is nigh as strong as is my love for
Geoff. I'm not the sort of woman to be defied with impunity.
If you make me your active enemy I shall stop
at nothing. You can believe that, can't you? I would
shoot you like a dog, or stab you in the dark and glory in
it, caring less than nothing for consequences."
Morris was certainly no coward, yet he quailed before
the white, menacing face, in which two blazing eyes shone
like beacon-fires, sending forth their warning of danger.
He could well believe not only that Evarne at the moment
fully meant all she said, but that she might indeed act
upon her avowed intention in the future. Inwardly cursing
the bad luck that had led him ever to become entangled
with this resolute and determined little fury, he said,
without the least outward sign of apprehension—
"So you are actually threatening me! You must be
mad already!"
He crossed the room and took up his hat, but Evarne
barred his further progress. Flinging herself upon her
knees, she clung to the door-handle with a tenacious grip,
and made a final frantic appeal.
"You mustn't go—Morris, you mustn't go. I shall
keep you here. You're going to Geoffrey now—I know it.
You shall not. You can't drag me away from this door,
and I shall stay here until you promise not to go to him.
Oh, you can strike me, or anything you like—I don't care,
but I shan't move. Listen, Morris—do listen to me. I
implore you—spare me. Oh, I'm afraid—I'm afraid of
the future and what may come. I didn't realise before
how absolutely unendurable it would be for Geoff to know.
You mustn't tell him—I'd sooner die straight away—now—and
so keep my secret. Morris, Morris, think of all
I've endured, and spare me further—spare me this—spare
Geoff—spare yourself! What can I say—what can I do?
Oh, Heaven help me!"
A protracted silence ensued, in which Evarne made tremendous
mental efforts to regain complete control over
herself. She felt it to be necessary, and difficult though
the task was in such a limited space of time, she
practically succeeded. At all events she conquered
outward and apparent calm, and rose from her knees,
though still standing with her back pressed against
the door. When she spoke next it was in strangely
smooth and even tones, and with a look that was merely
questioning.
"Tell me truly, Morris, do you dislike Geoff? Do you
not feel resentful because he is so much younger than you
are, and is to come after you in place of a son? No one can
possibly realise more clearly than you do what it must mean
to a man to learn about the woman he desired to marry
such a story as you have to tell about me, yet you will not
hold your peace. No law of right or justice can defend
your thus forcing Geoff to share the misery consequent
upon our past sin. You must surely have some reason
for wishing him ill?"
"On the contrary, my chief object is to save him from
the protracted miseries of an unhappy marriage, and incidentally
to guard against his son—my future successor—being
born of an unsuitable mother."
"I see. Noblesse oblige. Do you mean to say that if
Geoff and I had been already married before you returned
to England, you would not have remained silent?"
"It is scarcely worth discussing an imaginary case, is
it?"
"But tell me."
"My dear girl, I don't know! Possibly. Indeed, I
may even say probably. As a matter of fact, I'm really
attached to the boy. If the evil had been beyond prevention
I certainly might have seen fit to keep your secret.
Even now, since my only aim is to prevent your marriage
with him, if you prefer to go away without making any
explanation, I give you my word that he shall never know
details."
"Morris, Morris, must you tell him anyhow? Is it
quite inevitable?"
"Yes, he must be told—that is to say, the engagement
must be broken off. If you prefer to do the job yourself,
by all means let it be so."
"You won't go to him to-night?"
"I will say nothing until this time to-morrow. Perhaps
you will have made up your mind to take the right course
yourself before then. I'm sorry, but that's the limit
of what I can do for you."
"No, no, give me longer," she implored.
Her lips quivered, causing Morris to fear that this period
of calmness might not be long sustained.
"Well, I'll give you two days," he agreed. "But it
cannot possibly be allowed to continue longer than that.
That's forty-eight hours too long."
"Is that a promise?"
"Yes, yes. Now stand aside from the door, there's a
good girl."
As she obeyed silently, he stepped out into the passage.
"Go to bed, ma chérie," he advised. "Have a good
night. You'll feel better in the morning."
Impatiently she signed to him to be gone, then flung herself
into her favourite chair, rested her elbows on one of its
arms, and supported her chin on her hands. Thus she sat
motionless, gazing fixedly into vacancy with hard, dry
eyes, forgetful or regardless of Morris's presence in the open
doorway.
He lingered a few moments, looking with mingled feelings
at her now expressionless but perfect-featured face
and graceful form. But she neither spoke nor glanced
in his direction, and very soon the street door had closed
behind him with a final bang.