Half an hour is a short or a long time, depending
upon the individual mood or the exigencies
of the moment. It was a short half hour to
Captain Thorne—to continue to give him the
name by which he was commonly known—out
in the moonlight and the rose garden with Edith
Varney. It was short to him because he loved
her and because he realised that in that brief
space must be packed experience enough to last
him into the long future, it might be into the
eternal future!
It was short to Edith Varney, in part at least
for the same reason, but it was shorter to him
than to her, for at the end of that period the
guilt or innocence of the man she loved and who
loved her would be established beyond peradventure;
either he was the brave, devoted, self-sacrificing
Confederate soldier she thought him,
or he was a spy; and since he came of a Virginia
family, although West Virginia had separated from the Old Dominion, she coupled the
word spy with that of traitor. Either or both
would be enough to condemn him. Fighting
against suspicion, she would fain have postponed
the moment of revelation, of decision,
therefore too quickly passed the flying moments.
It was a short half hour to Thorne, because he
might see her no more. It was a short half hour
again to Edith because she might see him no
more, and it might be possible that she could
not even allow herself to dream upon him in his
absence in the future. The recollection of the
woman would ever be sweet and sacred to the
man, but it might be necessary for the woman
to blot out utterly the remembrance of the
man.
It was a short half hour to young Wilfred in
his own room, waiting impatiently for old Martha
to bring him the altered uniform, over which
Caroline was busily working in the large old-fashioned
kitchen. She had chosen that odd
haven of refuge because there she was the least
likely to be interrupted and could pursue her
task without fear of observation by any other
eyes than those of old Martha. The household
had been reduced to its smallest limit and the
younger maids who were still retained in the
establishment had been summarily dismissed to
their quarters for the night by the old mammy.
Now that Wilfred had taken the plunge, his
impatience to go was at fever heat. He could
not wait, he felt, for another moment. He had
spent some of his half hour in composing a letter
with great care. It was a short letter and therefore
was soon finished, and he was now pacing
up and down his room with uneasy steps waiting
for old Martha’s welcome voice.
It was a long half hour for little Caroline
Mitford, busily sewing away in the kitchen. It
seemed to her that she was taking forever to
turn up the bottoms of the trouser legs and make
a “hem” on each, as she expressed it. She was
not very skilful at such rough needlework and
her eyes were not so very clear as she played
at tailoring. This is no reflection upon their
natural clarity and brightness, but they were
quite often dimmed with tears, which once or
twice brimmed over and dropped upon the
coarse fabric of the garment upon which she
worked. She had known the man who had worn
them last, he had been a friend of hers, and she
knew the boy who was going to wear them next.
If she could translate the emotions of her girlish
heart, the new wearer was more than a
friend. Was the same fate awaiting the latter
that the former had met?
The half hour was very long to Jonas, the
old butler, trembling with fright, suffering from
his rough usage and terror-stricken with anticipation
of the further punishment that awaited
him.
The half hour was longest of all to Mrs. Varney.
After her visit to Howard, who had enjoyed
one of his lucid moments and who seemed
to be a little better, she had come down to the
drawing-room, at Mr. Arrelsford’s suggestion,
to see that no one from the house who might
have observed, or divined, or learned, in any
way what was going on within should go out
into the garden and disturb the young couple,
or give an alarm to the man who was the object
of so much interest and suspicion, so much love
and hatred.
About the only people who took no note of the
time were the busy sempstresses in the room
across the hall, and the first sign of life came
from that room. Miss Kittridge, who appeared
to have been constituted the messenger of the
workers, came out of the room, went down the
hall to the back of the house, and presently entered
the drawing-room, by the far door.
“Well,” she began, seeing Mrs. Varney,
“we have just sent off another batch of bandages.”
“Did the same man come for them?” asked
the mistress of the house.
“No, they sent another one.”
“Did you have much?”
“Yes, quite a lot. We have all been at the
bandages, they say that that is what they need
most. So long as we have any linen left we will
work at it.” She turned to go away, but something
in the elder woman’s face and manner
awakened a slight suspicion in her mind. She
stopped, turned, and came back. “You look
troubled, Mrs. Varney,” she began. “Do you
want anything?”
“No, nothing, thank you.”
“Is there anything I can do or anything any
of us can do?”
“Not a thing, my dear,” answered Mrs. Varney,
trying to smile and failing dismally.
“Is it Howard?” persisted the other, anxious
to be of service.
“He seems to be a little better,” returned the
woman.
“I am glad to hear it, and if there is anything
any of us could do for you, you would
certainly tell me.”
The elder woman nodded and Miss Kittridge
turned decisively away and stepped briskly toward
the door. On second thought, there was
something she could do, reflected Mrs. Varney,
and so she rose, stepped to the door in turn,
and called her back.
“Perhaps it would be just as well,” she said,
“if any of the ladies want to go to let them
out the other way. You can open the door into
the back hall. We’re expecting some one here
on important business, you know, and we——”
“I understand,” said Miss Kittridge.
“And you will see to this?”
“Certainly; trust me.”
“Thank you.”
Mrs. Varney turned with a little sigh of relief
and went back to her place by the table,
where her work basket sat near to hand. No
woman in Richmond was without a work basket
with work in it for any length of time during
those days. The needle was second only to the
bayonet in the support of the dying Confederacy!
She glanced at it, but, sure evidence of
the tremendous strain under which she laboured,
she made no motion to take it up. Instead, after
a moment of reflection, she crossed to the wall
and pulled the bell rope. In a short time, considering
her bulk and unwieldiness, old Martha
appeared at the far door.
“Did you ring, ma’am?” she asked.
“Yes,” was the answer. “Has Miss Caroline
gone yet?”
“No, ma’am,” answered Martha, smilingly
displaying a glorious set of white teeth.
“She’s been out in de kitchen fo’ a w’ile.”
“In the kitchen?”
“Yas’m. Ah took her out dere. She didn’t
want to be seed by no one.”
“And what is she doing there?”
“She’s been mostly sewin’ an’ behabin’
mighty strange about sumfin a gret deal ob
de time. She’s a-snifflin’ an’ a-weepin’, but Ah
belieb she’s gittin’ ready to gwine home now.”
“Very well,” said Mrs. Varney, “will you
please ask her to come in here a moment before
she goes.”
“Yas’m, ’deed Ah will,” said old Martha,
turning and going out of the door through
which, presently, Caroline herself appeared.
She looked very demure and the air of innocence,
partly natural but largely assumed, well
became her although it did not deceive Mrs.
Varney for a moment, or would not have deceived
her if she had had any special interest
in Caroline’s actions or emotions. The greater
strain under which she laboured made the girl
of small moment; she would simply use her,
that was all.
“Caroline, dear,” she began immediately,
“are you in a great hurry to go home?”
“No, ma’am, not particularly, especially if
I can do anything for you here,” answered the
girl readily, somewhat surprised.
“It happens that you can,” said Mrs. Varney;
“if you can stay here a few minutes while
I go upstairs to Howard it will be a great help
to me.”
“You want me just to wait here, is that it?”
asked the girl, somewhat mystified.
Why on earth anybody should be required to
wait in a vacant room was something which
Caroline could not understand, but Mrs. Varney’s
next words sought to explain it.
“I don’t want you merely to wait here but—well,
in fact, I don’t want anybody to go out
on the veranda, or into the garden, from the
front of the house, under any circumstances.”
Caroline’s eyes opened in great amazement.
She did not in the least understand what it was
all about until Mrs. Varney explained further.
“You see Edith’s there with——”
“Oh, yes,” laughed the girl, at last, as she
thought, comprehending, “you want them to
be left alone. I know how that is, whenever I
am—when some—that is of course I will see to
it,” she ended rather lamely and in great confusion.
“Just a few minutes, dear,” said Mrs. Varney,
smiling faintly at the girl’s blushing
cheeks and not thinking it worth while to correct
the misapprehension, “I won’t be long.”
She stepped across the room, but turned in the
doorway for her final injunction, “Do be careful,
won’t you?”
“Careful!” said Caroline to herself, “I
should think I would be careful. As if I didn’t
know enough for that. I can guess what is going
on out there in the moonlight. I wouldn’t
have them disturbed for the world. Why, if I
were out there with—with—Wil—with anybody,
I wouldn’t——”
She stopped in great dismay at her own admissions
and stood staring toward the front
windows, over which Mrs. Varney had most
carefully drawn the heavy hangings.
Presently her curiosity got the better of her
sense of propriety. She went to the nearest
window, pulled the curtains apart a little, and
peered eagerly out. She saw nothing, nothing
but the trees in the moonlight, that is; Edith
and Captain Thorne were not within view nor
were they within earshot. She turned to the
other window. Now that she had made the
plunge, she determined to see what was going
on if she could. She drew the couch up before
the window and knelt down upon it, and parting
the curtains, looked out, but with the same results
as before. In this questionable position
she was unfortunately caught by Wilfred
Varney.
He was dressed in the grey jacket and the
trousers which she had repaired. She had not
made a skilful job of her tailoring but it would
serve. The whole suit was worn, ill-fitting, and
soiled; but it was whole. That was more than
could be said of ninety-nine per cent. of the uniforms
commonly seen round about Richmond.
Measured by these, Wilfred was sumptuously,
even luxuriously, dressed, and the pride expressed
in his port and bearing was as complete
as it was naïve. He walked softly up the long
room, intending to surprise the girl, but boy-like,
he stumbled over a stool on his way forward,
and the young lady turned about quickly
and confronted him with an exclamation. Wilfred
came close to her and spoke in a low, fierce
whisper.
“Mother isn’t anywhere about, is she?”
“No,” said Caroline in the same tone, “she’s
just gone upstairs to see Howard, but she is
coming back in a few minutes, she said.”
“Well,” returned Wilfred, throwing his
chest out impressively, “I am not running
away from her, but if she saw me with these
on she might feel funny.”
“I don’t think,” returned Caroline quickly,
“that she would feel very funny.”
“Well, you know what I mean,” said Wilfred,
flushing a little. “You know how it is
with a fellow’s mother.”
Caroline nodded gravely.
“Yes, I have learned how it is with mothers,”
she said, thinking of the mothers she had
known since the war began, young though she
was.
“Other people don’t care,” said Wilfred,
“but mothers are different.”
“Some other people don’t care,” answered
Caroline softly, fighting hard to keep back a
rush of tears.
In spite of herself her eyes would focus themselves
upon that little round blood-stained hole
in the left breast of the jacket. She had not
realised before how straight that bullet had
gone to the heart of the other wearer. There
was something terribly ominous about it. But
Wilfred blundered blindly on, unconscious of
this emotion or of its cause. He drew from the
pocket in his blouse a paper. He sat down at
the table, beckoning Caroline as he did so. The
girl came closer and looked over his shoulder
as he unfolded the paper.
“I have written that letter,” he said, “to the
General, my father, that is. Here it is. I have
got to send it to him in some way. It is all
written but the last words and I am not sure
about them. I’m not going to say ‘your loving
son’ or anything of that kind. This is a man’s
letter, a soldier’s letter. I love him, of course,
but this is not the time or the place to put that
sort of a thing in. I have been telling him——”
He happened to glance up as he spoke and discovered
to his great surprise that Caroline had
turned away from him and was no longer looking
at him. “Why, what’s the matter?” he
exclaimed.
“Nothing, nothing,” answered the girl, forcing
herself to face him once more.
“I thought you wanted to help me,” he continued.
“Oh, yes! I do, I do.”
“Well, you can’t help me way off there,” said
Wilfred. “Come closer.”
He spoke like a soldier already, thought the
girl, but she meekly, for her, obeyed the imperious
command. He stared at her, as yet unconscious
but strangely agitated nevertheless. The
silence was soon insupportable, and Caroline
herself broke it.
“The—the——” she pointed at the trousers,
“are they how you wanted them?”
“Fine,” replied Wilfred; “they are just perfect.
There isn’t a girl in Richmond who could
have done them better. Now about the letter.
I want your advice on it; what do you
think?”
“Tell me what you said.”
“You want to hear it?” asked Wilfred.
“I’ve got to, haven’t I? How could I
help you if I didn’t know what it was all
about?”
“You’re a pretty good girl, Caroline. You
will help me, won’t you?”
Her hand rested on the table as she bent over
him, and he laid his own hand upon it and
squeezed it warmly, too warmly thought Caroline,
as she slowly drew it away and was sorry
she did it the moment she had done so.
“Yes, I will help you,” she said. “But about
the letter? You will have to hurry. I am sure
your mother will be here in a short time.”
“Well, that letter is mighty important, you
know. Everything depends upon it, much more
than on mother’s letter, I am sure.”
“I should think so,” said the girl.
She drew a chair up to the table and sat down
by the side of the boy.
“I am just going to give it to him strong,”
said Wilfred.
“That’s the way to give it to him,” said
Caroline. “He’s a soldier and he’s accustomed
to such things.”
“You can’t fool much with father. He
means business,” said Wilfred; “but he will
find that I mean business, too.”
“That’s right,” assented Caroline sapiently,
“everybody has got to mean business now.
What did you say to him?”
“I said this,” answered the youngster, reading
slowly and with great pride, “‘General
Ransom Varney, Commanding Division, Army
of Northern Virginia, Dear Papa’——”
“I wouldn’t say ‘dear papa’ to a General,”
interrupted Caroline decisively.
“No? What would you say?”
“I would say ‘Sir,’ of course; that is much
more businesslike and soldiers are always so
awfully abrupt.”
“You are right,” said the boy, beginning
again, “‘General Ransom Varney, Commanding
Division, Army of Northern Virginia,
Sir’—that sounds fine, doesn’t it?”
“Splendid,” said the girl, “go on.”
“‘This is to notify you that I want you to
let me join the Army right now. If you don’t,
I will enlist anyway, that’s all. The seventeen
call is out and I am not going to wait for the
sixteen. Do you think I am a damned coward’——”
Wilfred paused and looked apprehensively at
Caroline, who nodded with eyes sparkling
brightly.
“That’s fine,” she said.
“I thought it sounded like a soldier.”
“It does; you ought to have heard the Third
Virginia swear——”
“Oh,” said Wilfred, who did not quite relish
that experience; but he went on after a little
pause. “‘Tom Kittridge has gone; he was
killed yesterday at Cold Harbor. Billie Fisher
has gone and so has Cousin Stephen. He is not
sixteen, he lied about his age, but I don’t want
to do that unless you make me. I will, though,
if you do. Answer this right now or not at
all.’”
“I think that is the finest letter I have ever
heard,” said Caroline proudly, as Wilfred
stopped, laid the paper down, and stared at
her.
“Do you really think so?”
“It is the best letter I——”
“I am glad you are pleased with it. Now
the next thing is how to end it.”
“Why, just end it.”
“But how?”
“Sign your name, of course.”
“Nothing else?”
“What else is there?”
“Just Wilfred?”
“No, Wilfred Varney.”
“That’s the thing.” He took up a pen from
the table and scrawled his name at the bottom
of this interesting and historical document.
“And you think the rest of it will do?”
“I should think it would,” she assented
heartily. “I wish your father had it now.”
“So do I,” said Wilfred. “Maybe it will
take two or three days to get it to him and I just
can’t wait that long.”
Caroline rose to her feet suddenly under the
stimulus of a bright idea that came into her
mind.
“I tell you what we can do.”
“What?”
“We can telegraph him,” she exclaimed.
“Good idea,” cried Wilfred, more and more
impressed with Caroline’s wonderful resourcefulness, but a disquieting thought immediately
struck him. “Where am I going to get the
money?” he asked dubiously.
“It won’t take very much.”
“It won’t? Do you know what they are
charging now? Over seven dollars a word only
to Petersburg.”
“Well, let them charge it,” said Caroline
calmly, “we can cut it down to only a few words
and the address won’t cost anything.”
“Won’t it?”
“No, they never charge for that,” continued
the girl. “That’s a heap of money saved, and
then we can use what we save on the address
for the rest.”
Wilfred stared at her as if this problem in
economics was not quite clear to his youthful
brain, but she gave him no time to question her
ingenious calculations.
“What comes after the address?” she asked
in her most businesslike manner.
“‘Sir.’”
“Leave that out.”
Wilfred swept his pen through it.
“He knows it already,” said Caroline.
“What’s next?”
“‘This is to notify you that I want you to
let me come right now.’”
“We could leave out that last ‘to,’” said
Caroline.
Wilfred checked it off, and then read, “‘I
want you—let me come right now.’ That
doesn’t sound right, and anyway it is such a
little word.”
“Yes, but it costs seven dollars just the same
as a big word,” observed Caroline.
“But it doesn’t sound right without it,” argued
the boy; “we have got to leave it in.
What comes after that?”
Caroline in turn took up the note and read,
“‘If you don’t, I’ll come anyhow, that’s
all.’”
“You might leave out ‘that’s all,’” said
Wilfred.
“No, don’t leave that out. It’s very important.
It doesn’t seem to be so important, but
it is. It shows—well—it shows that that’s all
there is about it. That one thing might convince
him.”
“Yes, but we’ve got to leave out something.”
“Not that, though. Perhaps there is something else. ‘The seventeen call is out’—that’s
got to stay.”
“Yes,” said Wilfred.
“‘The sixteen comes next.’ That’s just got
to stay.”
“Of course. Now, what follows?”
“‘I’m not going to wait for it,’” read Caroline.
“We can’t cut that out,” said Wilfred; “we
don’t seem to be making much progress, do
we?”
“Well, we will find something in a moment.
‘Do you think I am’——” she hesitated a moment,
“‘a damned coward,’” she read with a
delicious thrill at her rash, vicarious wickedness.
Wilfred regarded her dubiously. He felt as
an author does when he sees his pet periods
marked out by the blue pencil of the ruthless
editor.
“You might leave that out,” he began, cutting
valiantly at his most cherished and admired
phrase.
“No,” protested Caroline vehemently, “certainly
not! That is the best thing in the whole
letter.”
“That ‘damn’ is going to cost us seven dollars,
you know.”
“It is worth it,” said Caroline, “it is the best
thing you have written. Your father is a General
in the army, he’ll understand that kind of
language. What’s next? I know there’s something
now.”
“‘Tom Kittridge has gone. He was killed
yesterday at Cold Harbor.’”
“Leave out that about”—she caught her
breath, and her eyes fixed themselves once more
on that little round hole in the breast of his
jacket—“about his being killed.”
“But he was killed and so was Johnny Sheldon—I
have his uniform, you know.”
“I know he was, but you don’t have to tell
your father,” said Caroline, choking up, “you
don’t have to telegraph him the news, do you?”
“No, of course not, but——”
“That’s all there is to the letter except the
end.”
“Why, that leaves it just the same except
the part about——”
“Yes,” said Caroline in despair, “and after
all the work we have done.”
“Let’s try it again,” said Wilfred.
“No,” said Caroline, “there is no use.
Everything else has got to stay.”
“Well, then we can’t telegraph it. It would
cost hundreds of dollars.”
“Yes, we can telegraph it,” said Caroline
determinedly, “you give it to me. I’ll get it
sent.”
“But how are you going to send it?” asked
Wilfred, extending the letter.
“Never you mind,” answered the girl.
“See here!” the boy cried. “I am not going
to have you spend your money, and——”
“There’s no danger of that, I haven’t any
to spend.” She took the letter from his hand.
“I reckon Douglass Foray’ll send it for me.
He’s in the telegraph office and he’ll do most
anything for me.”
“No,” said Wilfred sternly.
“What’s the reason he won’t?” asked the
girl.
“Because he won’t.”
“What do you care so long as he sends
it?”
“Well, I do care and that’s enough. I’m not
going to have you making eyes at Dug Foray
on my account.”
“Oh, well,” said the girl, blushing. “Of
course if you feel that way about it, I——”
“That’s the way I feel all right. But you
won’t give up the idea of helping me, will you,
because I—feel like that?”
“No,” answered Caroline softly, “I’ll help
you all I can—about that letter, do you mean?”
“Yes, about that letter and about other
things, too.”
“Give it to me,” said the girl, “I will go
over it again.”
She sat down at the desk, and as she scanned
it, Wilfred watched her anxiously. To them
Mrs. Varney entered. She had an open letter
in one hand and a cap and belt in the other.
She stopped in the doorway and motioned for
some one in the hall to follow her, and an
orderly entered the room. His uniform was
covered with dust, his sunburned, grim face
was covered with sweat and dust also. He
stood in the doorway with the ease of a veteran
soldier, that is without the painful effort to
be precise or formal which marks the young
aspirant for military honours.
“Wilfred,” said Mrs. Varney, quickly approaching
him, “here is a letter from your
father.” She extended the paper. “He sent
it by his orderly.”
Wilfred stepped closer to the elder woman
while Caroline slowly rose from her chair, her
eyes fixed on Mrs. Varney.
“What does he say, mother?” asked Wilfred.
“He says——” answered his mother with
measured quietness, and controlling herself
with the greatest difficulty, “he tells me that—that
you—are——” in spite of her tremendous
effort, her voice failed her. “Read it yourself,
my boy,” she whispered pitifully.
The letter was evidently exceedingly brief.
A moment put Wilfred in possession of its
contents. His mother stood with head averted.
Caroline stared with trembling lips, a pale face,
and a heaving bosom. It was to the orderly
that Wilfred addressed himself.
“I am to go back with you?”
“General’s orders, sir,” answered the soldier,
saluting, “to enter the service. God
knows we need everybody now.”
“When do we start?” asked Wilfred
eagerly, his face flushing as he realised that his
fondest desire was now to be gratified.
“As soon as you are ready, sir. I am waiting.”
“I am ready now,” said Wilfred. He
turned to his mother. “You won’t mind,
mother,” he said, his own lips trembling a
little for the first time at the sight of her grief.
Mrs. Varney shook her head. She stepped
nearer to him, smoothed the hair back from
his forehead, and stretched out her arms to
him as if she fain would embrace him, but she
controlled herself and handed him the cap and
belt.
“Your brother,” she said slowly, “seems to
be a little better. He wants you to take his
cap and belt. I told him your father had sent
for you, and I knew you would wish to go
to the front at once.”
Wilfred took the belt from her trembling
hands, and buckled it about him. His mother
handed him the cap.
“Howard says he can get another belt when
he wants it, and you are to have his blankets,
too. I will go and get them.”
She turned and left the room. She was
nearly at the end of her resisting power, and
but for the welcome diversion incident to her
departure, she could not have controlled herself
longer. The last one! One taken, one trembling,
and now Wilfred!
The boy entered into none of the emotions
of his mother. He clapped the cap on his head
and threw it back.
“Fits me just as if it were made for me,”
he said, settling the cap firmly in place. “Orderly,
I will be with you in a jiffy.”
Caroline stood still near the table, her eyes
on the floor.
“We won’t have to send it now, will we?”
he pointed to the letter.
Caroline, with a long, deep sigh, shook her
head, and slowly handed the letter to him.
Wilfred took it mechanically, his eyes fixed on
the girl, who had suddenly grown very white
of face, trembly of lip, and teary of eye-lashes.
“You are very good,” he said, tearing the
letter into pieces, “to help me like you did.”
“It was nothing,” whispered the girl.
“You can help me again, if you want to.”
Caroline lifted her eyes to his face, and he
saw within their depths that which encouraged
him.
“I can fight twice as well, if——”
Poor little Caroline couldn’t trust herself to
speak. She nodded through her tears.
“Good-bye,” said Wilfred, “you will write
to me about helping me to fight twice as well,
won’t you. You know what I mean?”
Caroline nodded again.
“I wouldn’t mind if you telegraphed me
that you would.”
What might have happened further will
never be determined, for at this juncture Mrs.
Varney came back with an old faded blanket
tied in a roll. She handed it to the boy without
speaking. Wilfred threw it over his shoulder,
and kissed his mother hurriedly.
“You won’t mind much, will you, mother.
I will soon be back. Orderly!” he cried.
“Sir.”
“I am ready,” said Wilfred.
He threw one long, meaning look at Caroline,
and followed the soldier out of the door and
across the hall. The opening and closing of
an outside door was heard, and then all was
still. Mrs. Varney held her hand to her heart,
and long, shuddering breaths came from her.
He might soon be back, but how. She knew
all about the famous injunction of the Spartan
woman, “With your shield or on it,” but somehow
she had had no idea of the full significance
until it came to her last boy, and for a moment
she was forgetful of poor, little Caroline until
she saw the girl wavering toward the door, and
there was no disguise about the real tears in
her eyes now.
“Are you going, dear?” asked Mrs. Varney,
forcing herself to speak.
Caroline nodded her head as before.
“Oh, yes,” continued the older woman,
“your party, you have to be there.”
At that the girl found voice, and without
looking back she murmured, “There won’t be
any party to-night.”