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The long disputed point as to whether the South
was in earnest or not was settled, and through
the Northern States the tidings flew that Sumter
had fallen and the war had commenced. With the first
gun which boomed across the waters of Charleston bay,
it was ushered in, and they who had cried, “Peace!
peace!” found at last “there was no peace.” Then, and
not till then, did the nation rise from its lethargic slumber
and shake off the delusion with which it had so long
been bound. Political differences were forgotten. Republicans
and Democrats struck the friendly hand, pulse
beat to pulse, heart throbbed to heart, and the watchword
everywhere was, “The Union forever.” Throughout
the length and breadth of the land were true, loyal
hearts, and as at Rhoderic Dhu’s command the Highlanders
sprang to view from every clump of heather on
the wild moors of Scotland, so when the war-cry came
up from Sumter our own Highlanders arose, a mighty
host, responsive to the call; some from New England’s
templed hills, with hands inured to toil, and hearts as
10strong and true as flint; some from the Empire, some
the Keystone State, and others from the prairies of
the distant West. It mattered not what place had given
them birth; it mattered little whether the Green Mountains
of Vermont, the granite hills of New Hampshire, or
the shadowy forests of Wisconsin had sheltered their
childhood’s home; united in one cause they rallied round
the Stars and Stripes, and went forth to meet, not a
foreign foe, but alas, to raise a brother’s arm against
another brother’s arm in that most dreadful of all anarchies,
a national civil war.
In the usually quiet village of Rockland the utmost interest
was felt, and though there, as elsewhere, were
many whose hearts beat as warmly for their Southern
friends as when the sun shone on a nation at peace, all
felt the necessity of action, and when at last the evening
came in which the first war meeting of that place
was to be held, a dense and promiscuous crowd wended
its way to the old brick church, whose hallowed walls
echoed to the sound of fife and drum, strange music for
the house of God, but more acceptable, in that dark
hour, than songs of praise sung by vain and thoughtless
lips. In the centre of the church, the men were mostly
congregated, while the seats nearest the door were occupied
by the women,—the wives and mothers and sisters
who had come with aching hearts to see their brothers,
sons and husbands give their signatures to what seemed
their sure death warrant. Conspicuous among these was
Widow Simms, whose old-fashioned leghorn, with its
faded green veil, was visible at all public gatherings,
its broad frill of lace shading a pair of sharp grey eyes,
and a rather peculiar face. It was very white now, and
the thin lips were firmly compressed as the widow tried
to look resolute and unconcerned when two of her sons
11went forward, their faces glowing with youthful enthusiasm,
as they heard the President repeat their names,
“John Simms,—Eli Simms.” The widow involuntarily
said it after him, her mother’s heart whispering within
her, “Isaac won’t go. He’s too young. I can’t give
Isaac up,” and her eye wandered to where her youngest
boy was sitting, twirling his old cloth cap, and occasionally
exchanging a word with the young man next to
him, William Baker, who, together with his brother,
arose, to follow John and Eli Simms.
Scarcely, however, had they risen to their feet, when
a woman occupying the same seat with Widow Simms,
uttered a cry more like the moaning howl of some wild
beast, than like a human sound.
“No, Harry, no, Bill—no, no,” and the bony arms
were flung wildly toward the two young men, who, with
a dogged, indignant glance at her, fell back among the
crowd where they could not be seen, muttering something
not very complimentary to “the old woman,” as
they called her.
But the old woman did not hear it, and if she had, it
would have made no difference. It mattered not to her
that they had ever been the veriest pests in the whole
village, the planners of every grade of mischief, the robbers
of barns and plunderers of orchards,—they were her
boys, and she didn’t want them shot, so she continued
to moan and cry, muttering incoherently about the rich
treading down the poor, and wondering why Judge Warner
didn’t send his own white fingered sons, if he thought
going to war was so nice.
“I wouldn’t make such a fuss, let what would happen
to me,” said the Widow Simms, casting a half contemptuous
glance upon the weeping woman, whom she evidently
considered far beneath her, and adding, “They had
12‘nough-sight better be shot than hung,’ as an aside to the
young woman just behind her,—sweet Annie Graham,
who was holding fast to her husband’s hand, as if she
would thus keep him in spite of the speaker’s eloquent
appeals, and the whispers of his companions, who were
urging him to join the company forming so rapidly before
the altar.
There was a terrible struggle going on in Annie Graham’s
breast,—duty to her country and love for her husband
waging a mighty conflict, the former telling her
that if the right would triumph, somebody’s husband
must go, and the wife-heart crying out, “Yes, somebody’s
husband must go, I know, but not mine, not George.”
Very tenderly George Graham’s strong arm encircled
the girlish form, and when he saw how fast the tears
came to the great dreamy eyes of blue, and thought how
frail was the wife of little more than a year, he bent
down until his chin rested on her pale brown hair, and
whispered softly to her,
“Don’t, Annie, darling, you know I will never go unless
you think I ought, and give your free consent.”
Had George Graham wished, he could not have chosen
a more powerful argument than the words, “Unless you
think I ought.”
Annie repeated them to herself again and again, until
consciousness of all else around her was forgotten in that
one question of duty. She heard no longer the second
speaker, whose burning eloquence was stirring up hitherto
reluctant young men to place their names beside others
already pledged to their country’s cause. Leaning forward
so that her forehead rested on the railing in front,
she tried to pray, but flesh and strength were weak, and
the prayer ended always with the unuttered cry, “I cannot
let George go,” while the fingers twined more and
13more closely around the broad, warm hand, which sought
awhile to reassure her, and then was withdrawn from her
grasp as George arose and politely offered his seat to a
lady who had just arrived, and who, after glancing an
instant at his coat, accepted his civility as a matter of
course, but withheld the thanks she would have accorded
to one whom she considered her equal.
Spreading out her wide skirt of rich blue silk so that
it nearly covered poor Annie, she threw her crimson
scarf across the railing in front, hitting Widow Simms,
and so diverting the attention of Mrs. Baker, that the
latter ceased her crying, while the widow turned with an
expression half curious, half indignant. Annie, too,
attracted by the heavy fringe and softly-blended colors
of the scarf, a part of which had fallen upon her lap, as
the widow shook it from her shoulder with a jerk, stole a
glance at the new comer, in whom she recognized the
bride, the beauty, the envied belle of Rockland, Rose
Mather, from Boston,—and wife of the wealthy and aristocratic
William Mather, who three months before had
ended the strife between the Rockland ladies as to what
fair hand should spend his gold, and drive his iron greys,
by bringing to his elegant mansion a fairy little creature
with whose exquisite beauty even the most fastidious
could not find fault. Childish in proportions, and perfect
in form and feature, she would have been handsome
without the aid of the dancing brown eyes, and chestnut
curls which shaded her girlish brow. Rose knew she
was pretty,—knew she was stylish,—knew she was fascinating,—knew
she was just then the rage, and as such
could do and say what she pleased. Sweeping back
her chestnut hair with her snowy hand, she gave one
rapid glance at the sea of heads around her, and then, in
a half petulant tone, exclaimed to her companion!
14“I don’t believe Will is here. I can’t see him anywhere.”
“Didn’t you know he had enlisted?” asked a young
man, who had made his way through the crowd, and
joined her.
For an instant the bright color faded from Rose
Mather’s cheek, but it quickly returned as she read in
Mr. Wentworth’s eye, a contradiction of his words.
“Will enlisted!” she repeated. “Such people as Will
don’t go to the war. It’s a very different class, such, for
instance, as that one going up to sign. Upon my word,
it’s the boy who saws our wood!” and she pointed at
the youth, offering himself up that just such people as
Rose Mather, radiant in silks and diamonds, and lace,
might rest in peace at home, knowing nothing of war,
and its attendant horrors, save what came to her through
the daily prints.
Widow Simms heard the remark, and with a swelling
heart turned toward the boy who sawed Rose Mather’s
wood, for she knew who it was, and it did not need the
loud whisper of Mrs. Baker to tell her that it was her boy,
the youngest of the three, the one she loved the best, the
baby, who kept the milk of human kindness from turning
quite sour within her breast by his many acts of filial love,
and his gentle, caressing ways. How could she give him
up, her darling, her idol, the one so like his father, dead
ere he was born? Who would comfort her as he had
done? Who would give her the good-night kiss, timidly,
stealthily, lest the older ones should see and laugh at his
girlish weakness? Who would bring his weekly earnings,
and empty them slily into her lap? Who would find her
place in the prayer book on Sunday, and pound her
clothes on Monday, long before it was light? Who
would split the nice fine kindlings for the morning fire
15or bring the cool fresh water in the summer from the
farther well, and who, when her head was aching sadly
would make the cup of tea she liked so much? Homely
offices, many of them, it is true, but they made up the
sum of that mother’s happiness, and it is not strange
that, for a moment, the iron will gave way, and the poor
widow wept over her cruel bereavement, not noisily, as
Mrs. Baker had done, but silently, bitterly, her body
trembling nervously, and her whole attitude indicative of
keen, unaffected anguish.
Rose did not know the relationship existing between
the widow and the boy who sawed her wood, but her
better nature was touched always at the sight of distress,
and for several minutes, she did not speak except to tell
Mr. Wentworth how much Brother Tom had paid for the
crimson scarf, one end of which he was twirling around
his wrist. To Annie it seemed an enormous sum, and a
little over-awed with her close proximity to one who
could sport so expensive an article of dress, she involuntarily
tried to move away, and avoid, if possible, being
noticed by the brilliant belle. She might have spared
herself the trouble, for Rose was too much absorbed with
the group of admirers gathering around her to heed
the shrinking figure at her side, and, after a time, as
Widow Simms recovered her composure, she resumed
her gay badinage, bringing in Will with every other
breath, and showing how completely her heart was bound
up in her husband, notwithstanding the evident satisfaction
with which she received the flattering compliments
of the gentlemen who, since her arrival at Rockland, had
made it a point to admire and flirt with the little Boston
belle, laughing loudly at speeches which, from one less
piquant and attractive, would have been pronounced
decidedly silly and meaningless.
16Rose was not well posted with regard to the object of
that meeting. She knew that Sumter or Charleston had
been fired upon, she hardly could tell which, for she was
far too sleepy when Will read the news to comprehend
clearly what it was all about, and she had skipped every
word which Brother Tom had written about it in his last
letter, the one in which he enclosed five hundred dollars
for the silver tea-set she saw in Rochester, and wanted
so badly. Rose was an accomplished musician, a tolerable
proficient in both French and German, and had
skimmed nearly all the higher branches, but like many
fashionably educated young ladies, her knowledge of
geography comprised a confused medley of cities, towns
and villages, scattered promiscuously over the face of the
earth, but which was where she could not pretend to tell;
and were it not that Brother Tom had spent three winters
in Charleston, leaving at last his fair-haired wife
sleeping there beneath the Southern sky, she would
scarcely have known whether the waters of the Atlantic
or of Baffin’s Bay, washed the shore of the Palmetto
State. And still Rose was not a fool in the ordinary acceptation
of the term. She knew as much or more than
half the petted belles of modern society, and could say
smart foolish things with so pretty an air of childishness,
that even those of her own sex who were at first
most prejudiced against her, confessed that she was certainly
very captivating, and possessed the art of making
everybody like her, even if she hadn’t common sense!
On this occasion she chatted on in her usual style,
provoking from George Graham more than one good-humored
smile at remarks which evinced so much ignorance
of the matter then agitating the entire community.
“Will wouldn’t go to the war, of course,” she said,
‘supposing there were one, which she greatly doubted.
17Northern men, particularly those of Rockland, were so
hateful toward the South. She didn’t believe Boston
people were that way at all. At least, Brother Tom
was not, and he knew; he had lived in Charleston,
and described them as very nice folks. Indeed, she
knew they were, herself, for she always met them at
Newport, and liked them so much. She didn’t credit one
word of what the papers said. She presumed Mr. Anderson
provoked them. Tom knew him personally.
“You have another brother besides Tom—won’t he
join the army?” asked Mr. Wentworth, a smile curling
the corners of his mouth.
Rose sighed involuntarily, for on the subject of that
other brother she was a little sore, and the mention of him
always gave her pain. He was not like Brother Tom, the
eldest, the pride of the Carleton family. He was Jimmie,
handsome, rollicking, mischievous Jimmie, to those who
loved him best, while to the Boston people, who knew
him best, he was “that young scapegrace, Jim Carleton,
destined for the gallows, or some other ignominious
end,” a prediction which seemed likely to be verified at
the time when he nearly broke a comrade’s head for calling
him a liar, and so was expelled from college, covered
with disgrace. Something of this was known to Mr.
Wentworth, and he asked the question he did, just to see
what Rose would say. But if he thought she would attempt
to conceal anything pertaining to herself, or any
one else, for that matter, he was mistaken. Rose was
too truthful for anything like duplicity, and she frankly
answered:
“We don’t know where Jimmie is. They turned him
out of college, and then he ran away. It’s more than a
year since we heard from him. He was in Southern
Virginia, then. Mother thinks he’s dead, or he would
18surely write to some of us,” and a tear glittered in Rose’s
eyes, as she thought of recreant Jimmie, sleeping elsewhere
than in the family vault at beautiful Mt. Auburn.
Rose could not, however, be unhappy long over what was
a mere speculation, and after a few moments she resumed
the subject of her husband’s volunteering.
“She knew he wouldn’t, even if he did vote for Lincoln.
She was not one bit concerned, for no man who
loved his wife as he ought, would want to go and leave
her,” and the little lady stroked her luxuriant curls
coquettishly, spreading out still wider her silken robe,
which now completely covered the plain shilling calico of
poor Annie, whose heart for a moment beat almost to
bursting as she asked herself if it were true, that no man
who loved his wife as he ought, would want to go and
leave her. In a moment, however, she repelled the assertion
as false, for George had given too many proofs
of his devotion for her to doubt him now, even though
he had expressed a desire to join the army. Then she
wished she was at home, where she could not hear what
Rose Mather said, and she was about proposing to
George that they should leave, when Mr. Mather himself
appeared, and she concluded to remain. He was a
haughty-looking man, very fond of his little wife, on
whose shoulder he laid his hand caressingly, as he
asked “what she thought of war now?”
“I just think it is horrid!” and Rose’s fat hand stole
up to meet her husband’s; “Mr. Wentworth tried to
make me think you had volunteered, but I knew better.
The idea of your going off with such frights! Why, Will,
you can’t begin to guess what a queer-looking set they
are. There was our milkman, and the boy who sawed
our wood, and canal-drivers, and peddlers, and mechanics,
and”——
19Rose did not finish the sentence, for something in her
husband’s expression stopped her. He had caught the
quick uplifting of Annie Graham’s head,—had noted the
indignant flashing of her blue eye, the kindling spot on
her cheek, and glancing at George, he saw at once how
Rose’s thoughtless words must have wounded her. He
had seen the disgusted expression of Widow Simms, as
she flounced out into the aisle, and knowing that the
“boy who sawed his wood,” was her son, he felt sorry
that his wife should have been so indiscreet. Still, he
could not be angry at the sparkling little creature chatting
so like a parrot, but he felt impelled to say:
“You should not judge people by their dress or occupation.
The boy who saws our wood has a heart larger
than many who make far more pretensions.”
Rose tried to pout at what she knew to have been intended
as a reprimand, but in the excitement of the jam
as they passed out of the church, she forgot it entirely,
only once uttering an impatient ejaculation as some one
inadvertently stepped upon her sweeping skirt, and so
held her for a moment, producing the sensation which
nearly every woman experiences when she feels a sudden
backward pull, as if skirt and waist were parting company.
With the hasty exclamation, “Who is stepping on me,
I’d like to know?” she turned just in time to hear Annie
Graham’s politely-spoken words of apology:
“I beg your pardon, madam; they push me so behind
that I could not help it.”
“It isn’t the least bit of matter,” returned Rose, disarmed
at once of all resentment, by Annie’s lady-like
manner, and the expression of the face, on which traces
of tears were still lingering.
“Who is that, Will?” she whispered, as they emerged
into the moonlight, and George Graham’s tall form was
plainly discernible, together with that of his wife.
20Will told her who it was, and Rose rejoined:
“He has volunteered, I ’most know. Poor, isn’t he?”
“Not very rich, most certainly,” was Mr. Mather’s
reply.
“Then I guess he’s going to the war,” was Rose’s
mental comment, as if poverty were the sole accomplishment
necessary for a soldier to possess, a conclusion to
which older and wiser heads than hers seemed at one
time to have arrived.
Annie Graham heard both question and answer, and
with emotions not particularly pleasant she whispered
to herself:
“Rose Mather shall see that one man at least will not
go, even if he is a mechanic and poor!” and clinging
closer to George’s arm, she walked on in silence, thinking
bitter thoughts of the little lady, who, delighted with
having Will on one side of her, and Mr. Wentworth, his
partner, on the other, tripped gaily on, laughing as
lightly as if on the country’s horizon there were no dark,
threatening cloud, which might yet overshadow her in
its gloomy folds, and leave her heart as desolate as that
of the Widow Simms, or the wailing mother of Harry
and Bill.
CHAPTER II. ROSE AND ANNIE.
Rose Mather’s home was a beautiful place,
containing everything which love could devise,
or money purchase, and Rose was very happy
there, dancing like a sunbeam through the handsome
21rooms of which she was the mistress, and singing as
gaily as her pet canary in its gilded cage by the door.
No shadow of sorrow or care had ever crossed her pathway,
and the eighteen summers of her short life had
come and gone like so many pleasant memories, bringing
with them one successive round of joys, leaving no blight
behind, and bearing with them, alas, no thanks for the
good bestowed, for Rose was far too thoughtless to think
that the Providence which shielded her so tenderly,
might have dealt more harshly with her. But the shadow
was creeping on apace, and Rose was conscious that the
war meeting had awakened within her a new and uncomfortable
train of thought. Like many others, she had a
habit of believing that nothing very bad could happen to
her, and so, let what might occur, she was sure her husband
would be spared. Still, in spite of her gaiety, an
undefined something haunted her all the way from the
church, and even when alone with her husband in her
tasteful sitting-room, with the bright gas-light falling
cheerily around her, and adding a fresh lustre to the
elegant furniture, she could not shake it off, nor guess
what it was that ailed her. At last, however, it came to
her, suggested by the sight of her husband’s evening
paper, and laying her curly head upon his knee, she gave
vent to her restlessness in the expression:
“I wish there wouldn’t be any war. What is it all
for? Tell me, please.”
It was the first interest she had evinced in the matter.
And glad to talk with any one upon the subject which
was beginning to occupy so much of his own thoughts,
Mr. Mather drew her into his lap, and endeavored, as far
as possible, to explain to her what it all was for. Much of
what he said, however, was Greek to Rose, who only
gained a vague idea that the North was contending for a
22bit of cloth, such as she had often seen floating over the
dome of the old State House in Boston, and with the remark,
that men’s lives were far more valuable than all
the Stars and Stripes in the world, she fell away to sleep
leaving her husband in the midst of an argument not
quite clear to himself, for, like his wife, he could not then
see exactly what the war was for. Still, inasmuch as there
was war, he would not play the coward’s part, nor shrink
from the post of duty if his country should need his services.
But this Rose did not know, and secure in the
belief that whatever might happen, Will would never go,
she soon resumed her wonted cheerfulness, and if she
said anything of the war, was sure to startle her hearers
with some remark quite unworthy of a New England
daughter. She did wish they would stop having so
many meetings, she said, or if they must have them, she
wished they’d get Brother Tom to come and set them
right. He had lived in Charleston. He could tell them
how kind the people were to Mary, his sick wife, and
were it not that ’twas beneath him to lecture, she’d surely
write for him to come. Rose Mather was growing
unpopular by her foolish speeches, and when at last she
was asked to join with other ladies of the town in making
articles of clothing for the volunteers, she added the
last drop to the brimming bucket, by tossing back her
chestnut tresses, and “guessing she shouldn’t blister her
hands over that coarse stuff. She couldn’t sew much
any way, and as for making bandages and lint, the very
idea was sickening. She’d give them fifty cents if they
wanted, but she positively couldn’t do more than that,
for she must have a new pair of lavender kids. She had
worn the old ones three or four times, and Will preached
economy every day.”
With a frown of impatience, the matron who had been
23deputed to ask help from Rose, took the fifty cents, and
with feelings anything but complimentary to the silly
little lady, went back to the hall where scores of women
were busily employed in behalf of the company, some of
whom would never return to tell how much good even
the homely housewife, with its pins and needles, and
thread, had done them when far away where no mother
or sister hand could reach them, nor yet how the thought
that perhaps a dear one’s fingers had torn the soft linen
band, or scraped the tender lint applied to some gaping
wound, had helped to ease the pain, and cheer the homesick
heart. It was surely a work of mercy in which our
noble women were then engaged, and if from the group
collected in Rockland Hall, there was much loud murmuring
at Rose Mather’s want of sense or heart, it arose
not so much from ill-nature, as from astonishment that
she could be so callous and indifferent to an object of so
much importance.
“Wait till her husband goes, and she won’t mince
along so daintily, taking all that pains to show her Balmoral,
when it isn’t one bit muddy,” muttered the Widow
Simms, pointing out, to those near the window, the lady
in question, tripping down the street in quest of lavender
kids, perhaps, or more likely, bound for her husband’s
office, where, now that everybody worked all day long at
the Hall, she spent much of her time, it was so lonely at
home, with nobody to call. “I hope he’ll be drafted and
have to go, upon my word!” continued the widow, whose
heart was very sore with thinking of the three seats at
her fireside, so soon to be vacated by her darling boys, Eli,
John, and Isaac. “Yes, I do hope he’ll be drafted, don’t
you, Mrs. Graham?” and she turned toward Annie, who
was rolling up bandages of linen, and weaving in with every
coil a prayer that the poor soldier, whose lot it should
24be to need that band, might return again to the loved
ones at home, or else be fitted for that better home,
where war is unknown.
Annie shook her head, but made no answer. There
was no bitterness now in her heart against Rose Mather.
She had prayed that all away, and only hoped the anguish
which had come to her, making her brain giddy,
and her heart faint, might never be borne by another, if
that could be. George had volunteered—was to be second
lieutenant, and Annie, oh, who shall tell of the
gloom which had fallen so darkly around the cottage she
had called hers for one brief year. It was a neat, cozy
dwelling, and to Annie it never seemed so cheerful as on
that memorable night of the war meeting, when she had
lighted the lamp, and sat down with George upon the
chintz-covered lounge he had helped her make when first
she was a bride. It is true the carpet was not of velvet,
like that Rose Mather trod upon; neither was there in
all the house one inch of rosewood or of marble, but
there was domestic love, pure and deep as any Rose ever
experienced, and there was something better far than
that, a patient, trusting faith in One who can shed light
upon the dreariest home, and make the heaviest trial
seem like nought. It was this trusting faith which made
Annie Graham the sweet, gentle being she was, shedding
its influence over her whole life, and softening down a
disposition which otherwise might have been haughty
and resentful. Annie was naturally high-spirited and
proud, and Rose’s remarks concerning volunteers in general,
and George in particular, had stung her to the
quick, but with the indignant mood there came another
impulse, and ere the cottage had been reached, the bitter
feeling had gone, leaving nothing but sorrow that it had
ever been there. Like Rose, she wished there would be
25no war, but wishing was of no avail, and long after
George Graham was asleep and dreaming, it may be, of
glories won on battle-fields, Annie lay awake, questioning
within herself, whether she ought, by word or deed, to
prevent her husband’s going, if he felt as he seemed to
feel, that it was as much his duty as that of others to
join in his country’s defence. Annie was no great reasoner,
logically; all her decisions were made to turn upon
the simple question of right and wrong, and on this occasion
she found it hard to tell, so evenly the balance
seemed adjusted. More than once she stole from her
pillow, and going out into the fresh night air, knelt in the
moonlight, and asked for guidance to choose the right,
even though that right should take her husband from
her.
“If I knew he would not die, it would not be so hard
to give him up,” she murmured, as sickening visions of
fields strewn with the dead, and hospitals filled with the
dying, came over her, and for an instant her brain reeled
with the thought of George dying thus, and leaving her
no hope of meeting him again, for George’s faith was
not like hers.
Anon, however, something whispered to her that the God
she loved was on the field of carnage, and in the camp and in
the hospital, and everywhere as much as there in Rockland,
that prayers innumerable would follow the brave volunteers,
and that the evil she so much feared might be the
means of working the great good she so desired. And thus
it was that Annie came to a decision. Stealing back to her
husband’s side, she bent above him as he lay sleeping,
and with a heart which throbbed to its very core, though
the lip uttered no sound, she gave him to his country
asking, if it could be, that he might come back again, but
if it were ordered otherwise—“God’s will be done.”
26There was no shrinking after that sacrifice was made,
though when the morning came, the death-white face
and the dark circle beneath the eyes, told of a weary
vigil, such as many and many a woman kept both North
and South, during the dark hours of the Rebellion. But
save the death-white face, and heavy eyes, there was no
token of the inner struggle, as with a desperate effort at
self-command, Annie wound her arms around her husband’s
neck, and whispered to him, “You may go,—I
give my free consent,” and George, who cared far more
to go than he had dared express, kissed the lips which
tried so hard to smile, little dreaming what it cost his
brave young wife to tell him what she had. To one of
his temperament, there was no danger to be feared
for himself. The bullet which might strike down a
brother at his side would be turned away from him.
Others would, of course, be killed, but he should escape
unharmed. In the language of one speaker, whose eloquent
appeal had done much to fire his youthful enthusiasm,
“He was not going to be shot, but to shoot somebody!”
This was his idea, and ere the clinging arms had unclasped
themselves from his neck, his imagination had
leaped forward to the future, and in fancy George
Graham wore, if not a Colonel’s, at least a Captain’s uniform,
and the cottage on the hill, which Annie so much
admired, and for the purchase of which a few hundreds
were already saved, was his,—bought with the money he
would earn. The deed should be drawn in her name,
too, he said, and he pictured her to himself coming down
the walk to meet him, with the rose-blush on her cheek,
just as she looked the first time he ever saw her. Something
of this he told her,—and Annie tried to smile, and
think it all might be. But her heart that morning was
27far too heavy to be lightened by a picture of what
seemed so improbable. Still, George’s hopeful confidence
did much to reassure her, and when, a few days
after, she started for the Hall, she purposely took a
longer walk for the sake of passing the cottage on the
hill, thinking, as she leaned over the low iron fence, how
she would arrange the flower-beds more tastefully than
they were now arranged, and teach the drooping vines
to twine more gracefully around the slender columns
supporting the piazza in front. She would have seats,
too,—willow-twisted chairs beneath the trees, where she
and George could sit at twilight, and watch the shadows
creeping across the hollow where the old cottage was,
and up the opposite hill, where the cupola of Rose
Mather’s home was plainly visible, blazing in the April
sunshine. It was a very pleasant castle which Annie
built, and for a time the load of pain which, since George
volunteered, had lain so heavy at her heart, was gone;
but it returned again when, as she passed a turn in the
road, her eye wandered down to the hollow, and that
other cottage standing there so brown and small, and
looking already so desolate, because she knew that ere
many days were over, she should wait in vain for the
loved footsteps coming down the road,—should miss the
pleasant, cheery laugh, the teasing joke and words of
love which made the world all sunshine. The cottage on
the hill became a worthless thing as poor Annie forced
back her tears, and with quickened steps hurried on to
join the group of ladies busy at the Hall.
Taking her seat by the window, she commenced the
light work imposed on her, that of tearing and winding
bandages for those who might be wounded.
“Maybe there’ll never be no fight, but it’s well enough
to be prepared,” was the soothing remark of the kind-hearted
28woman who gave the work to Annie, noting, as
she did so, how the lip quivered and the cheek paled at
the very idea.
“What if George should need them?” kept suggesting
itself to her as she worked industriously on, hoping that
if he did, some one of the rolls she was winding might
come to him, or better yet, if he could only have the bit
of soft linen she had brought herself,—a piece of her
own clothing, and bearing on it her maiden name, Annie
Howard. He would be sure to know it, she said, it was
written so plainly with indelible ink, and it would make
him feel so glad. But there might be other Annie Howards,
it was not an uncommon name, was suggested
next to her, as she tore the linen in strips, and quick as
thought, her hand sought the pocket of her dress for the
pencil which she knew was there. Glancing around to
see that no one observed her, she touched the pencil to
her lips and wrote after the name, “It’s your Annie,
George. Try to believe I’m there. Rockland, April,
1861.”
There were big tear-drops on that bit of linen, but
Annie brushed them away, and went on with her rolling,
just as Widow Simms called her attention to Rose
Mather, as mentioned several pages back.
Annie could not account for it to herself, but ever
since Rose’s arrival at Rockland, she had felt a strange
inexplicable interest in the fashionable belle; an interest
prompted by something more than mere curiosity, and
now that there was an opportunity of seeing her without
being herself seen, she straightened up and smoothing
the soft braids of her pale brown hair, waited for the
entrance of the little lady, who, with her pink hat set
jauntily on her chestnut curls, and her rich fur collar
buttoned gracefully over her handsome cloth cloak,
29tripped into the room, doing much by her sunny smile
and pleasant manner to disarm the ladies of their recent
prejudice against her. She was nothing but a child,
they reflected; a spoiled, petted child; she would improve
as she grow older, and came more in contact with
the sharp corners of the world, so those who had the
honor of her acquaintance, received her with the familiar
deference, if we may be allowed the expression,
which had always marked their manner toward William
Mather’s bride. Rose was too much accustomed to society
to be at all disconcerted by the hundred pair of eyes
turned scrutinizingly toward her. Indeed, she rather
enjoyed being looked at, and she tossed the coarse garments
about with a pretty playfulness, saying that
“since the ladies had called upon her she had thought
better of it, and made up her mind to martyr herself
one afternoon at least, and benefit the soldiers. To be
sure there wasn’t much she could do. She might hold
yarn for somebody to wind, she supposed, but she
couldn’t knit, and she didn’t want to sew on such ugly,
scratchy stuff as those flannel shirts, but if somebody
would thread her needle, and fix it all right, she’d try
what she could do on a pair of drawers.”
For a time no one seemed inclined to volunteer her
services, and Widow Simms’s shears clicked spitefully
loud as they cut through the cotton flannel. At last,
however, Mrs. Baker, who had more than once officiated
as washerwoman at the Mather mansion, came forward
and arranged some work for Rose, who, untying the
strings of her pink hat, and adjusting her tiny gold thimble,
labored on until she had succeeded in sewing up
and joining together a long leg with one some inches
shorter, which had happened to be lying near. Loud
was the shout which a discovery of this mistake called
30forth, nor was it at all abated when Rose demurely asked
if it would not answer for some soldier who should
chance to have a limb shot off just below the knee.
“The little simpleton!” muttered the widow, while
Mrs. Baker pointed out to the discomfited lady that one
division of the drawers was right side out and the other
wrong!
There was no alternative save to rip the entire thing,
and with glowing cheeks, Rose began the task of undoing
what she had done, incidentally letting out, as she worked,
that Will might have known better than to send her
there,—she shouldn’t have come at all if he had not insisted,
telling her people would call her a secessionist unless
she did something to benefit the soldiers. She didn’t
care what they called her; she knew she was a democrat,
or used to be before she was married; but now that Will
was a republican, she hardly knew what she was; any
way, she was not a secessionist, and she wasn’t particularly
interested in the war either; why should she be?—Will
was not going, nor Brother Tom, nor any of her friends.
“But somebody’s friends are going,—somebody’s Will,
somebody’s Tom; as dear to them as yours are to you,”
came in a rebuking tone from a straight-forward, outspoken
woman, who knew from sad experience that
“somebody’s Tom was going.”
“Yes, I know,” said Rose, a shadow for an instant
crossing her bright face, “and it’s dreadful, too. Will
says everything will be so much higher, and it will be so
dull at Saratoga and Newport next summer, without the
Southern people. One might as well stay at home.
The war might have been avoided, too, by a little mutual
forbearance from both parties, until matters could be
amicably adjusted, for Brother Tom said so in his letter
last night, and a heap more which I can’t remember.”
31Here Rose paused quite exhausted, with the effort she
had made to repeat the opinion of Brother Tom. She
had read all his last letter, fully indorsing as much of it
as she understood, and after a little she went on:
“Wasn’t it horrid, though, their firing into the Massachusetts
boys?—and they were from right ’round Boston,
too. Tom saw them when they started. They were
fine looking men, he says, and Will thinks I ought to be
proud that I’m a Bay State girl, and so I am, but it isn’t
as if my friends had gone. Tom is a democrat, I know,
but it’s quite another kind that join the army.”
Widow Simms could keep silent no longer, and brandishing
her polished shears by way of adding emphasis to
what she said, she began:
“And s’posin’ ’tis folks as poor as poverty struck, haint
they feelin’s, I’d like to know? Haint they got bodies
and souls, and mothers, and wives, and sisters? And
s’posin’ ’tis democrats,—more shame for t’other side that
helped get up the muss. Where be they now, them
chaps that wore the big black capes, and did so much toward
puttin’ Lincoln in that chair? Why don’t they help
to keep him settin’ there, and not stand back with their
hands tucked in their trouses’ pockets? Both my boys,
Eli and John, voted t’other ticket, and Isaac would, but
he wasn’t twenty-one. They’ve all jined, and I won’t say
I’m sorry, for if there’s anything I hate, it’s a sneak!
It makes me so mad!” and the big shears again clicked
savagely, as Widow Simms resumed her work, after having
thus delivered her opinion of the black republicans,
besides having, in her own words, given “that puckerin
Miss Mathers a piece of her mind.”
Obtuse as Rose was on many points, she saw there
was some homely truth in what the widow had said, but
this did not impress her so much as the fact that she
32had evidently given offence, and she was about trying to
extricate herself from the dilemma when George Graham
appeared, ostensibly to bring some trivial message to the
President of the Society, but really to see if his wife
were there, and speak to her some kind word of encouragement.
Rose recognized him as the young man she
had seen at the war meeting, and the moment he left the
hall, she broke out impetuously,
“Isn’t he handsome?—so tall, so broad-shouldered,
and such a splendid mark for a bullet,—I most know he
will be shot?”
“Hush-sh!” came warningly from several individuals,
but came too late. The mischief was done. Ere Rose
could collect her thoughts a group of frightened women
had gathered around poor Annie, who had fainted.
“What’s the matter? do tell!” cried Rose, standing on
tiptoe and clutching at the dress of Widow Simms, who
angrily retorted,
“I should s’pose you’d ask. It’s enough to make the
poor critter faint clean away to hear a body talk about
her husband’s being a fust rate mark for a bullet!”
With all her thoughtlessness, Rose had the kindest
heart in the world; and forcing her way through the
crowd, she knelt by the white-faced-Annie, and taking
the drooping head in her lap, pushed back the
thick braids of hair, noticing, with her quick eye for the
beautiful, how soft and luxuriant they were, how pure
was the complexion, how perfect were the features, how
small and delicate the fingers, and how graceful was the
slender neck.
“I’m so sorry! I wish I’d staid at home; I am so
sorry,” she kept repeating; and when at last Annie returned
to consciousness, Rose Mather’s was the first
voice she heard, Rose’s the first face she saw.
33With an involuntary shudder she closed her eyes wearily,
while Rose anxiously asked of those about her how
they should get her home. “Oh, Jake,” she suddenly exclaimed,
as, towering above the female heads, she saw
her colored coachman looking for her, and remembered
that her husband was to call and take her out to ride,
“oh, Jake, lift this lady up, careful as you can, and put
her in our carriage. Is Will there? Well, no matter,
he’ll just have to get out. Stand back, won’t you, and
let Jake come,” she continued, authoritatively to the
group of ladies who, half-amused and half-surprised at
this new phase in Rose Mather’s character, made way
for burly Jake, who lifted Annie’s light form as if it had
been a feather’s weight, and bore it down the stairs, followed
by Rose, who, with one breath, told Annie not to
be a bit afraid, for Jake certainly would not drop her,
and with the next asked Jake if he were positive and
sure he was strong enough not to let her fall.
Lazily reclining upon the cushions of his carriage, William
Mather was smoking his Havana, and admiring
the sleek coat of his iron greys, when Rose appeared,
and seizing him by the arm, peremptorily ordered him
to alight, and help Jake lift the lady in.
“I don’t know who ’tis, but it’s somebody I made faint
away with my silly talk,” she replied in answer to Mr.
Mather’s question, “Who have you there?”
“You made faint away!” he repeated, as he found
himself rather unceremoniously landed upon the flagging
stones, his Havana rolling at his feet, and his wife
preparing to follow Annie, whom Jake had placed inside.
“Yes; I talked about her husband’s being a splendid
mark for a bullet, and all that, without ever thinking she
was his wife. He looked so tall, and big, and nice, that
I couldn’t help thinking his head would come above all
34the rest in a fight, but I don’t believe it will. There
Jake, we are ready now, drive on,” said Rose, while poor
Annie groaned afresh at this doubtful consolation.
“Drive whar?” asked Jake. “I dun know whar they
lives.”
“To be sure, nor I either,” returned Rose, turning
inquiringly to her husband, who gave the information,
adding, as he glanced down the street,
“Mr. Graham himself is coming, I see. I think, Rose,
you had best give your place to him.”
Rose, who was fond of adventures, wanted sadly to go
with Annie, but George, when he came up, seemed so
concerned, and asked so many questions, that she
deemed it best to leave it for his wife to make the necessary
explanations, merely saying, as she stepped upon
the walk,
“I am so sorry, Mr. Graham; I really did not mean
anything wrong in saying I knew you’d be shot, for you
are so——”
“Rose, your dress is rubbing the wheel,” interrupted
Mr. Mather, by way of diverting Rose from repeating
the act for which she was expressing sorrow.
“No, it ain’t rubbing the wheel, either. It isn’t any
where near it,” said Rose, wondering what Will could
mean; while George, taking a seat by Annie, smiled at
what he saw to be a ruse.
Bent upon reconciliation, Rose pressed up to the carriage,
and said to Annie, “You won’t be angry at me always,
will you? I shouldn’t have thought of it, only he
does look so——”
“Go on, Jake,” Mr. Mather called out, cutting short
Rose’s speech, and the next moment Annie was driving
down the street in Rose Mather’s carriage, and behind
35the iron greys, an honor she had never dreamed in store
for her when she saw the stylish turnout passing the
door of her cottage in the Hollow.
CHAPTER III. THE DEPARTURE.
The 13th Regiment was ordered to Elmira, and
the day had arrived for the departure of the volunteers.
Bright was the sun, and cloudless the
sky which shone on Rockland, that spring day; but cloudless
sky nor warm spring sun could comfort the hearts
about to part with their treasures, some forever, and
some to meet again, but when, or where, or how, none
could tell save Him who holds the secrets of the future.
There were mothers who had never felt a pang so keen
or a pain so sore, as when with hearts too full of anguish
for the dry, red eyes to weep, they watched their sons
pass from the threshold of the door, and knew that
when the golden sunlight, falling so brightly around
them, was purple in the west, they would look in vain
for that returning step, and listen in vain for tones which
were the first, perhaps, to stir the deep fountains of maternal
love. Fathers, too, were there, with heads bent
down to hide the tears they deemed it weak to shed, as
they gave the farewell blessing to their boy, praying that
God might be over and around him, both when the deafening
battle roar was sounding in his ear, and when in
the stilly night he wrapped his blanket about him, and
laid him down to rest, sometimes with the southern star
shining upon him, and sometimes with the southern
36rain falling on his unsheltered head, for all these vicissitudes
must come to a soldier on the field. Wives and
sisters, too, there were, who shuddered as they thought
how the dear ones to whom they said good-bye, would
miss the comforts they were leaving, miss the downy
pillow, the soft, warm bed made with loving hands, and
the luxuries of home never prized one half so much as
now, when they were to be exchanged for a life within
the camp. And there were maidens, from whose cheeks
the roses faded, as they gave the parting kiss, and promised
to be faithful, even though the manly form the lover
bore away should come back to them all maimed and
crushed and crippled with the toil of war. Far better
so than not to come at all. At least so Annie Graham
thought, as, winding her arms around her husband’s
neck, she whispered to him:
“If the body you bring back has my George’s heart
within it, I shall love you just the same as I do now,”
and with her fair head lying on his bosom, Annie wept
piteously.
Not till then had she realized what it was to let him
go. She had become somewhat accustomed to thinking
of it,—accustomed to seeing him pass in and out, dressed
in his stylish uniform, which made him look so handsome,
and then she had hoped the regiment would not be
ordered for a long, long time, never perhaps; but now
that dream was over; the dreaded hour had come, and
for a moment Annie felt herself too weak to meet it.
Through the livelong night she had prayed, or if perchance
sleep for a moment shut the swollen lids, the lips
had moved in prayer that her husband might come back
to her again, or failing to do so, that he might grasp,
even at the eleventh hour, the Christian’s faith, and so
go to the Christian’s home, where they would meet once
37more. She had given him her little Bible, all pencil-marked
and worn with daily usage,—the one she read
when first the spirit taught her the meaning of its great
mysteries,—and George had promised he would read it
every day,—had said that when he went to battle he
would place it next his heart, a talisman to shield him
from the bullets of the foe. And Annie, smiling through
her tears, pointed him again to the only One who could
stand between him and death, asking that when he was
far away, he would remember what she said, and pray to
the God she honored.
“It’s time, now, darling,” he said, at last, as he heard
in the distance the beat of the drum.
But the clinging arms refused to leave his neck, and
the quivering lips pressed so constantly to his, murmured:
“Wait a little minute more. ’Tis the last, you
know.”
Again the drum-beat was heard mingled with the shrill
notes of the fife; the soldiers were marching down the
street, and he must go, but oh, who can tell of the love, the
pain, the grief, the tears mingled with that parting,—or
the agony it cost poor Annie to take her arms
from off his neck, to feel him putting her away, to
hear him going from the room, across the threshold,
down the walk, through the gate, and know that he was
gone.
As a child in peril instinctively turns to the mother
who it knows has never failed to succor, so Annie turned
to God, and with a moaning cry for help, sank on her
knees just where George had left her. Burying her face
in the lounge she prayed that He who heareth even the
raven’s cry, would care for her husband, and bring him
home again if that could be. So absorbed was she as
38not to hear the gate’s sharp click, nor the footstep coming
up the walk. Impelled by something he could not
resist, George had paused just by the garden fence, and
yielding to the impulse which said he must see Annie’s
face once more, he stole softly to the open door, and
stood gazing at her as she knelt, her hands clasped together,
and her face hidden from his view, as she prayed
for him.
“Will the kind Father keep my George from peril if it
can be, but if,—oh, God, how can I say it?—if he must
die, teach him the road to Heaven.”
That was what she said, and George, listening to her,
felt as if it were an angel’s presence in which he stood.
He could not disturb her. She was in safer hands than
his, and he would rather leave her thus,—would rather
think of her when far away, just as he saw her last,
kneeling in her desolation and praying for him.
“It will help to make me a better man,” he said, and
brushing aside the great tears swimming in his eyes, he
left his angel Annie, and went on his way to battle.
Just off from Rockland’s main street, and in a cottage
more humble than that of George Graham, the sun shone
on another parting,—on Widow Simms giving up her
boys, and straining every nerve to look composed, and
keep back the maternal love throbbing so madly at her
heart. Rigid as if cut in stone were the lines upon her
forehead and around her mouth, as she bustled about,
doing everything exactly as it should be done, and coming
often to where Isaac sat trying to look unconcerned
and whistling “Dixie” as he pulled on the soft, warm
pair of socks she had sat up nights to knit him. Eli and
John had some too, snugly tucked away in their bundle,
39but Isaac’s were different. She had ravelled her own
lamb’s wool stockings for the material composing his,
for Isaac’s feet were tender; there were marks of chilblains
on them; they would become sore and swollen
from the weary march, and his mother would not be
there with soothing lint and ointment made from the
blue poke-berries. Great pains had the widow taken
with her breakfast that morning, preparing each son’s
favorite dish and bringing out the six china cups and
damask cloth, part of her grandmother’s bridal dower.
It was a very tempting table, and John and Eli tried to
eat, exchanging meaning smiles when they saw their
mother put in Isaac’s cup the biggest lump of sugar, and
the largest share of cream. They did not care,—for they
too loved the fair-haired, smooth-faced boy sipping the
yellow coffee he could not drink for the mysterious
bunches rising so fast in his throat. The breakfast was
over now. Isaac was trying on his socks, while Eli and
John, knowing their mother would rather be alone when
she said good-bye to her baby, prepared to start, talking
quite loud, and keeping up stout courage till the last
moment came, when both the tall, six-foot young men
put their arms around the widow’s neck, and faltered a
faint “Good-bye, mother, good-bye.”
There were no tears in the mother’s eyes, nor in the
sons’, but in the breast of each there was a whirlpool of
raging waters, hurting far more than if they had been
suffered to overflow in torrents. Eli was the first to go,
for John lingered a moment. There was something he
would say, something which made him blush and stammer.
“Mother,” he began, “I saw Susan last night. We
went to Squire Harding’s together; and,—and,—well,
’taint no use opposing it now,—Susan and I are one; and
40if I shouldn’t come back, be good to her, for my sake.
Susan’s a nice girl, mother,” and on the brown, bearded
cheek, there was a tear, wrung out by thoughts of only
last night’s bride, Susan Ruggles, whose family the widow
did not like, and had set herself against.
There was no help now, and a sudden start was all the
widow’s answer. She was not angry, John knew; and
satisfied with this, he joined his brother in the yard,
where he was cutting his name upon the beech tree.
Thrice the widow called them back, failing each time to
remember what she wanted to say. “It was something,
sure,” and the hard hands worked nervously, twisting up
the gingham apron into a roll, smoothing it out again
and working at the strings, until Eli and John passed
from the yard, and left her standing there, watching
them as they walked down the road. They were a
grand-looking couple, she thought, as she saw how
well they kept step. They were to march together
to the depot, she knew, and nobody in town could turn
out a finer span, but who would go with Isaac?—“Stub,”
his brothers called him. She hoped it might be
Judge Warner’s son,—it would be such an honor; and
that brought her back to the fact that Isaac was waiting
for her inside; that the hardest part of all was yet to
come, the bidding him good-bye. He was not in the
chair where she had left him sitting, but was standing
by the window, and raising often to his eyes his cotton
handkerchief. He heard his mother come in, and turning
toward her, said, with a sobbing laugh:
“I wish the plaguy thing was over.”
She thought he meant the war, and answered that “it
would be in a few months, perhaps.”
“I don’t mean that, I mean the telling you good-bye.
Mother, oh, mother!” and the warm-hearted boy clasped
41his mother to his bosom, crying like a child; “if I’ve
ever been mean to you,” he said, his voice choked with tears—“if
I’ve ever been mean to you, or done a hateful thing
you’ll forget it when I’m gone? I never meant to be bad
and the time I made that face, and called you an old fool,
when I was a little boy, you don’t know how sorry I felt,
nor how long I cried in the trundle-bed after you were
asleep. You’ll forget it, won’t you, when I am gone,
never to come back, maybe? Will you, mother, say?”
Would she? Could she remember aught against her
youngest born, save that he had ever been to her the
best, the dearest, most obedient child in the world? No,
she could not, and so she told him, caressing his light
brown hair and showering upon it the kisses which the
compressed lips could no longer restrain. The fountain
of love was broken, and the widow’s tears dropped like
rain on the upturned face of her boy.
Suddenly there came to their ears the same drum-beat
which had sounded so like a funeral knell to Annie Graham.
Isaac must go, but not till one act more was done.
“Mother,” he whispered, half hesitatingly, “it will make
me a better soldier if you say the Lord’s Prayer with me
just as you used to do, with your hand upon my head.
I’ll kneel down, if you like,” and the boy of eighteen,
wearing a soldier’s dress, did kneel down, nor felt shame
as the shaky hand rested once more on his bowed head,
while his mother said with him the prayer learned years
ago, kneeling as he knelt now.
Surely to the angels looking on there was charge given
concerning that young boy,—charge to see that no murderous
bullet came near him, even though they should
fall round him thick and fast as summer hail. It would
seem that some such thought as this intruded itself
Upon the Widow Simms, for where the swelling pain had
42been there came a gentle peace. God would care for
Isaac. He would send him home in safety, and so the
bitterness of that parting was more than half taken
away.
Again the drum beat just as Annie heard it. Another
pressure of the hand, another burning kiss, another
“good-bye, mother, don’t fret too much about us,” and
then the last of the widow’s boys was gone.
Turn we now to the shanty-like building down by the
mill, where the mother of Harry and Bill rocked to and
fro upon the unmade bed, and rent the air with her dismal
howls, hoping thus to win at least one tender word
from the two youths, voraciously devouring the breakfast
she, like Widow Simms, had been at so much pains to
prepare, watching even through her tears to see “if
they wan’t going to leave her one atom of the steak she
had spent her yesterday’s earnings to buy.”
No they didn’t. Harry took the last piece, growling
angrily at Bill, who, kinder hearted than his brother,
suggested that “Hal shouldn’t be a pig, but leave something
for the old woman.”
“Leave it yourself,” was Harry’s gruff response, and
turning to his mother, he told her “not to make a fool
of herself, when she knew she was glad to be rid of them.
At any rate, if she were not, the whole village were;”
adding, by way of consolation, that “he should probably
end his days in State Prison if he staid at home, and he
had better be shot in a fair fight, as there was some
credit in that.”
Around Harry Baker’s childhood there clustered no
remembrance of prayers said at the mother’s knee, or of
Bible stories told in the dusky twilight, and though reared
in New England, within sight of the church spire, he had
rarely been inside the house of God, and this it was
43which made the difference between that scene and the
one transpiring in the house of Widow Simms. All the
animal passions in Harry Baker’s case were brought to
full perfection, unsubdued by any softer influence, and
rising from the table, after having filled his stomach almost
to bursting, he swaggered across the room, and
opening his bundle began to comment upon the different
articles, he having been too drunk to notice them
when given to him on the previous night.
“What in thunder is this for?” he exclaimed, holding
up the calico housewife, and letting buttons, scissors
and thread drop upon the floor. “Plaguy pretty
implements of war, these!” and he began to enumerate
the articles. “Fine tooth comb, black as the ace of
spades. Good enough idea that; hain’t used one since
I can remember;” and he passed it through his shaggy
hair, whose appearance fully verified the truth of his
assertion. “Half a paper of pins. Why didn’t the
stingy critters give us more? An old brass thimble,
too. Here, mother, I’ll give you that to remember me
by,” and he tossed it into her lap. The drawers then
took his attention; the identical pair Rose Mather made,
and though they were better than any he had ever worn,
he laughed at them derisively. Trying them on he succeeded
in making quite a long rip in one of the seams,
for Rose’s stitches were none the shortest. Then, with a
flourish, he kicked them off, uttering an oath as he felt a
sharp scratch from the needle which Rose had broken,
and failed to extricate. The woolen shirt came next, but
any remarks he might have made upon that, were
prevented by his catching sight of the little brown book
which lay at the bottom of the bundle.
“Hurrah, Bill, if here ain’t a Testament, with ‘Harry
Baker’ inside. Rich, by George! Wonder if they
44s’posed I’d read it. Let us see what it says. ‘Come
unto me all ye that labor.’ Mother, that means you, scrubbin’
and workin’, you know. Keep the pesky thing. I
enlisted to lick the Southerners, not to sing himes and
psalms!” and he threw the sacred book across the floor,
just as the first drum-beat sounded. “That’s the signal,”
he exclaimed, and hastily rolling up the shirt and drawers,
he started for the door, carelessly saying, “Come Bill
take your Testament and come along. Good-bye, old lady.
You needn’t wear black if I’m killed. ’Twon’t pay, I
guess.”
“Oh, Harry, Harry, wait. Wait, Billy boy, do wait.
Give your old marm one kiss,” and the poor woman tottered
toward Harry, who savagely repulsed her, saying
“he wan’t going to have her slobberin’ over him.”
“You, Billy, then, you’ll let me kiss you, won’t you?”
and she turned toward Bill, who hesitated a moment,
for Harry was in the way.
Bill was afraid of Harry’s jeers, and so he, too, refused,
while the wailing cry rose louder.
“Oh, Billy, do just once, and I’ve been so good to you!
Just once, do, Billy.”
“Shan’t do it,” was Bill’s reply, as he followed Harry,
who, as a farewell parting had hurled a stone at a cow
across the street, set the dog on his mother’s kitten,
stepped on the old cat’s tail, and then left the yard, slamming
after him the rickety gate his mother had tried in
vain to have him fix before he went.
Billy, however, waited. There was something more
human in his nature than in his brother’s. He had not
thrown his Testament away, and the sight of it in his
bundle had touched a tender chord, making him half
resolve to read it. Watching his brother till he was
45out of sight, he went back to where his mother sat, moaning
dolefully,
“Oh that I should raise sich boys!—that I should
raise sich boys!”
“Mother,” he said, and Mrs. Baker’s heart fairly leaped
at the sound, for there was genuine sympathy in the tone.
“Mother, now that Hal has gone, I don’t mind kissin’
you, or lettin’ you kiss me, if you want to.”
The doleful moan was a perfect scream as the
shrivelled arms clasped Bill, while the joyful mother
kissed the rough but not ill-humored face.
“There, now, don’t screech so like an owl,” he said,
releasing himself from her, and adding, as he glanced
at a huge silver watch, won by gambling, “Maybe seein’
I’ve a few minutes to spare, I’ll drive a nail or so into
that confounded gate, and I dun know, but while I’m
about it, I’ll split you an armful of wood. I had or’to
have cut up the hull on’t I s’pose, but when Hal is ’round
I can’t do nothin’.”
It was strange how many little things Bill did do in
these few minutes he had to spare—things which added
greatly to his mother’s comfort, and saved her several
shillings, beside making a soft warm spot in a heart which
knew not many such. Glancing at the tall clock brought
from New England, when Mrs. Baker first moved to Rockland,
Bill remarked:
“The darned thing has stopped agin. I or’to have
iled it, I s’pose. It would kind of been company for you,
hearin’ it tick. I vum, if I hain’t a mind to give you this
old turnep,” and again he drew out the silver watch.
“You’ll lay abed all day without no time. Like enough
I’ll nab one from some tarnal rebel,—who knows?” and
with his favorite expression, “Nuff said,” Bill laid the
watch upon the table, his mother moaning all the while,
“Billy boy, Billy boy, I never sot so much store by
46you before. How can I let you go? Stay, Billy, do, or
else run away the first chance you git. Will you, Billy
boy?”
“Not by a jug full!” was the emphatic response. “I
ain’t none of that kind. I’ll be shot like a dog before
I’ll run. The Baker name shall never be disgraced by
my desertin’. It’s more like Hal to do that; but don’t
howl so. I’m kinder puttin’ on the tender, you know,
‘cause I’m goin’ away. I should be ugly as ever if I’s
to stay to hum. So stop your snivelin’,” and having
driven the last nail into a broken chair, Bill gathered up
his bundle, and with the single remark, “Nuff said,”
darted through the open door, and was off ere his mother
fairly comprehended it.
There was a great crowd out that morning to see the
company off. Fathers, mothers, wives, and sisters,—those
who had friends in the company and those who had
none. The Mather carriage was there, and from its window
Rose’s childish face looked out, now irradiated with
smiles as its owner bowed to some acquaintance, and
again shadowed with sympathy as the cries of some bereaved
one were heard amid the throng.
Widow Simms, too, was there, drawn thither by a desire
to see if Isaac did march with Charlie Warner, as
she hoped he would, notwithstanding that he had told
her he was probably too short. She didn’t believe
that,—he was taller than he looked, and inasmuch as
Charlie was the most aristocratic of the company, she
did hope Isaac would go with him. So there she stood
waiting, not far from Mrs. Baker, who had dried her
eyes, and come for a last look at her boys.
Onward the soldiers came, slowly, steadily onward, the
regular tread of their feet and the measured beat of the
drum making solemn music as they came, and sending
a chill to many a heart; for ’twas no gala day, no Fourth
47of July, no old-fashioned general training, they were
there to celebrate. Every drum-beat was a note of war,
and they who kept time to it were going forth to battle.
Onward, onward still they came, George Graham’s splendid
figure towering above the rest, and eliciting more
than one flattering compliment from the lookers on.
There were John and Eli, side by side,—John eagerly
scanning the female forms which lined the walk for a
sight of last night’s bride, and Eli looking for his mother,
if perchance she should be there. She was there, and
what to John was better yet, she stood with her hand on
Susan’s shoulder, showing that thus early she was trying
to mother her.
“That’s him,—that’s John,” and Susan’s voice faltered
as she pointed him out to the widow, whose heart gave
one great spasm of pain as she saw him, and then grew
suddenly still with wrath and indignation; for alas, her
Isaac, who was to have gone with Charlie Warner, son
of Rockland’s Judge, was marching with William Baker,—Bill,—who
had been to the workhouse twice, to say nothing
of the times he had stolen her rare-ripes and early
melons! She had not looked for anything like this, and
could scarcely believe her senses. Yet there they were,
right before her eyes, Isaac and Bill, the former hoping
his mother would not see him, and the latter trying not
to see his mother, who was quite as much delighted to
see him with Isaac Simms as the widow would have been
had Isaac been with Charlie Warner, just in front.
Mrs. Baker had followed her sons to the hall, had
heard the reasons for the captain’s decision, and she
called out in a loud, exultant tone,
“Miss Simms! Miss Simms do you see your Ike with
Billy? Cap’n Johnson would have put him with Charlie
Warner if he hadn’t fell short two inches. Look kinder
48nice together, don’t they? only Ike stoops a trifle, ’pears
to me.”
It didn’t “’pear” so to Widow Simms, but then her eyes
wore blurred so that she could not see distinctly, for,
strange to say, the sharpest pang of all was the knowing
that Isaac, so pure, so gentle, so girl-like, must be a companion
for reckless, swearing, gambling Bill, and for a time
she could not quite forgive her youngest born that he had
not been just two inches taller. Blind, ignorant Widow
Simms, the hour will come when, on her bended knees,
she’ll thank the over-ruling hand which kept her boy
from growing just two inches taller!
Onward, still onward they moved, until they turned
the corner and paused before the depot.
A little apart from the rest George Graham stood,
wishing that the cars would come, and building airy-castles
of what would be when he returned, covered with
laurels, as he was sure to do if only opportunities were
offered. He would distinguish himself, he thought, with
many a brave deed, so that the papers would talk of him
as a gallant hero, and when he came back to Rockland,
the people would come out to meet him, a denser crowd
than was assembled now. Their faces would not then
be so sad, for they would come to do him honor, and in
fancy he heard the stirring notes of the martial music,
and saw the smile of joy steal over the weather-beaten
features of the leader of the band, the man with the
jammed white hat, as he fifed that welcome home. There
would be carriages there, too, more than now, and maybe
there would be a carriage expressly for him, and the
dreamer saw the long procession moving down the street,—saw
the little boys on the walk, the women at the
doors, and heard the peal of the village bells. It would
be grand, he thought, if he could have a crown just as
49the Roman victors used to do,—it would please Annie
so much to see him thus triumphant. She would not
come up to the depot, he knew. She would rather be
alone when she met him, while he, too, would prefer that
all those people should not be looking on when he kissed
his little wife. Just then the train appeared, and the
confusion became greater as the crowd drew nearer together,
and the man with the jammed white hat who was
to fife George’s welcome home, redoubled his exertions,
and tried his best to drown his own emotions in the harsh
sounds he made. But above the fife’s shrill scream,
above the bass drum’s beat, and above the engine’s hiss,
was heard the sound of wailing, as one by one the Rockland
volunteers stepped aboard the train.
Bill was the last to go, for as a parting act he had fired
the old cannon, which almost from time immemorial had
heralded to Rockland’s sleeping citizens that twelve
o’clock had struck and it was Independence day. Some
said it was no good omen that the worn-out gun burst in
twain from the heavy charge with which Bill had seen
fit to load it, but Bill cared not for omens, and with three
cheers and a tiger for Uncle Sam, he jumped upon the
platform just as the final all aboard was shouted.
There was a ringing of the bell, a sudden puffing of the
engine, a straining of machinery, a sweeping backward
of the wreaths of smoke, and then, where so lately one
hundred soldiers had been, there was nothing left save
an open space of frozen ground and iron rails, as cold
and as empty as the hearts of those who watched until
the last curling ring of vapor died amid the eastern
woods, and then went sadly back to the homes left so
desolate.
CHAPTER IV. WILL AND BROTHER TOM.
50
“A letter from brother Tom,—I am so glad.
It’s an age since he wrote, and I’ve been dying
to hear from home. Dear old Tom!” and dropping
parasol in one place, gloves in another, and shawl in
another, Rose Mather, who had just come in from shopping,
seized the letter her husband handed her, and seating
herself upon an ottoman near the window, began to read
without observing that it was dated at Washington instead
of Boston, as usual.
Gradually, however, there came a shadow over her
face, and her husband saw the tears gathering slowly in
her eyes, and dropping upon the letter she had been
“dying to get.”
“What is it, Rose?” Mr. Mather asked, as a sob met
his ear.
“Oh, Will,” and Rose cried outright, “I didn’t believe
Tom would do that! I thought people like him never
went to the war. I ’most know he’ll be killed. Oh,
dear, dear. What shall I do?” and Rose hid her face in
the lap of her husband, who fondly caressed her chestnut
hair as he replied,
“You’ll bear it like a brave New England woman. We
need just such men as your brother Tom, and I never respected
him one half so much as now that he has shown
how truly noble he is. He was greatly opposed to Lincoln,
you know, and worked hard to defeat him; but now
that our country is in danger, he, like a true patriot, has
thrown aside all political feeling and gone to the rescue.
I honor him for it, and may success attend him.”
51“Yes,” interrupted Rose, as a new idea struck her,
“but what will his Southern friends think of him? and
he has got a heap of them. There are the Birneys and
Franklins from New Orleans, the Richardsons in Mobile,
and those nice people in Charleston,—what will they say
when they hear he has taken up arms against them? and
he always used to quarrel so with those stiff Abolitionists
in Boston, when they said the Southerners had no right
to their slaves. Tom insisted they had, and that the North
was meddling with what was none of its business, and
now he’s turned abolitionist, and joined too,—dear,
dear.”
Mr. Mather smiled at Rose’s reasoning, and after a moment,
replied, “I have no idea that Tom has changed his
mind in the least with regard to the negroes, or that he
loves his Southern friends one whit the less than when
defending them from abuse. Negroes and Southern proclivities
have nothing to do with it. A blow has been
struck at the very heart of our Union, and Tom feels it
his duty to resent it. It’s just like this: suppose you, in
a pet, were trying to scratch your mother’s eyes out, and
Tom should try to prevent it. Would you think him
false to you, because he took the part of his mother?
Would you not rather respect him far more than if he
stood quietly by and saw you fight it out?”
“It is not very likely I should try to scratch out mother’s
eyes,” said Rose, half laughing at her husband’s
odd comparison, and adding, after a moment, “I don’t
see how folks can fight and love each other too.”
Mr. Mather didn’t quite see it either, and without directly
replying to Rose, he asked, by way of diverting
her mind from the subject of her brother’s volunteering,
if she noticed what Tom said about the Rockland Company
in general, and George Graham and Isaac Simms in
particular?
52This reminded Rose of Annie, who had been ill most
of the time since her husband’s departure.
“I meant to have called on Mrs. Graham right away,”
she said. “The poor creature has been so sick, they say,
but would not let them send for George, because it was
his duty to stay where he was. I’d like to see duty or
anything else make me willing to part with you. I don’t
believe Mrs. Graham loves her husband as I do you, or
she would never consent to be left alone,” and Rose
nestled closer to her husband, who could not find courage
to tell her what he meant to do when he handed her
Tom’s letter. It would be too much for her to bear at
once, he thought, as he saw how greatly she was pained
because her brother had joined the army, and was even
then in Washington.
To Rose it was some consolation that Tom was captain
of his company, and that his soldiers were taken from
the finest families in Boston. This was far better than
if he had gone as a private, which of course he would not
do. He was too proud for that, and she could never have
forgiven him the disgrace. Still, viewed in any light, it
was very sad, for Tom had been to Rose more like a
father than a brother. He was the pride, the head of
the Carleton family, upon whom herself and mother had
leaned, the one since the day of her widowhood, and the
other since she could remember. He it was who had
petted and caressed, and spoilt her up to the very hour
when, at the altar, he had given her away to Will. He
it was, too, who had been the arbiter of all the childish
differences which had arisen between herself and Jimmie,
teasing, naughty Jimmie, wandering now no one knew
where, if indeed he were alive. And at the thought of
Jimmie, with his saucy eyes and handsome face, her tears
flowed afresh. What if he were living and should join
53the army, like Tom? It would be more than she could
bear, and for a long time after her husband left her, Rose
sat weeping over the picture she drew of both her brothers
slain on some bloody battle-field. The shadow of war
was beginning to enfold her, and brought with it a new
and strange sympathy for those who, like herself, had
brothers in the army.
Again remembering Annie Graham, she sprang up, exclaiming
to herself,
“I’ll go this very afternoon. She’ll be so glad to know
what Tom thinks of George!” and ere long Rose was picking
her way daintily through the narrow street which led
to the cottage in the Hollow. It was superior to most of
the dwellings upon that street, and Rose was struck at
once with the air of neatness and thrift apparent in everything
around it, from the nicely painted fence to the little
garden with its plats of flowers just budding into
beauty.
“They have seen better days, I am sure, or else Mrs.
Graham’s social position was above her husband’s,” was
Rose’s mental comment, as she lifted the gate latch and
passed up the narrow walk, catching a glimpse, through
the open window, of a sweet, pale face, and of a thick
stout figure, flying through the opposite door, as if anxious
to avoid being seen.
Poor Annie had been very sick, and more than once
the physician who attended her had suggested sending
for her husband, but Annie, though missing him sadly,
and longing for him more than any one could guess, always
opposed it, begging of Widow Simms, who of her
own accord went to nurse her, not to write anything which
would alarm him in the least. So George, ever hopeful,
ever looking on the sunny side, thought of his blue-eyed
wife as a little bit sick, and nervous it might be, but not
54dangerous at all, and wrote to her kind, loving, cheering
letters, which did much to keep her courage from dying
within her. Annie was better now,—was just in that
state of convalescence when she found it very hard to
lie all day long, watching Widow Simms as she bustled
out and in, setting the chairs in a row with their six
backs square against the wall, and their six fronts opposite
the table, stand and bureau, also in a row. She was
just wishing some one would come, when the swinging of
the gate and the widow’s exclamation, “Oh, the land, if
that stuck up thing ain’t comin’,” announced the approach
of Rose Mather.
“I’ll make myself missin’, for mercy knows I don’t
wan’t to hear none of your secession stuff. It fairly makes
my blood bile!” was the widow’s next comment; and
gathering up her knitting she hurried into the kitchen,
leaving Annie to receive her visitor alone.
Not waiting for her knock to be answered, Rose entered
at the open door, and advanced at once into the
room where Annie was, her fair hair pushed back from
her forehead, her blue eyes unusually brilliant, and her
face scarcely less white than the pillow on which it lay.
Rose had an eye for the beautiful, and after the first
words of greeting were over, she broke out in her impulsive
way—
“Why, Mrs. Graham, how handsome you are looking!
just like the apple blossoms. I wish your husband could
see you now. I’m sure he wouldn’t stay there another
hour. I think it’s cruel in him, don’t you?”
The tears came at once to Annie’s eyes, and her voice
was very low as she replied:
“George does not know how sick I have been, neither
do I wish to have him. It would only make his burden
heavier to bear, and I try to care more for his comfort
than my own.”
55This was a phase of unselfishness wholly new to Rose,
and for an instant she was silent, then remembering
Tom’s letter, she seated herself upon the foot of the bed,
and throwing aside her bonnet, took the letter from her
pocket, telling Annie as she did so that she, too, was now
interested in the war, and in every one whose friends had
gone.
“I never knew how it felt before,” she said; “and
I’ve made a heap of silly speeches, I know. Don’t you
remember that time in the Hall, when I talked about
your husband being shot? I am sorry, but I do think
he’s more likely to be picked off than Tom, who is not
nearly as tall. You are faint, ain’t you?” she added, as
she saw how deathly pale Annie grew, while the drops
of perspiration stood thickly about her lips.
“Simpleton, simpleton!” muttered Widow Simms, listening
through the keyhole in the kitchen, while Annie
whispered:
“Please don’t talk that way, Mrs. Mather. I know
George is very tall, but unless God wills it otherwise, the
bullets will pass by him as well as others.”
Rose saw she had done mischief again, by her thoughtless
way of speaking, and eager to repair the wrong, she
bent over Annie and said:
“I am sorry. I’m always doing something foolish.
You are faint; shan’t I tell the servant to bring you some
water? She’s in the kitchen, I suppose,” and ere Annie
could explain, Rose had darted into the neat little kitchen
where Widow Simms was stooping over the stove and
kindling a fire, with which to make the evening tea.
“Girl, girl, Mrs. Graham wants some water. Hurry
and bring it quick, will you?”
Rose called out a little peremptorily, for there was
something rather suggestive of defiance in the square,
56straight back which never moved a particle in answer to
the command.
“Deaf or hateful,” was Rose’s mental comment, and as
it might possibly be the former, she wished she knew the
girl’s name, as that would be more apt to attract her.
“Most every Irish girl is Bridget,” she thought to herself,
“and I guess this one is. Any way she acts like the
girl that used to order mother out doors, so I’ll venture
upon that name.”
“Bridget, Bridget!” and this time the voice was decidedly
authoritative in its tone, but what more Rose
might have added was cut short by the widow, who
dropped the griddle with a bang, and turning sharply
round, replied:
“There’s no Bridget here, and if it’s me you mean, I
am Mrs. Joseph Simms!”
Rose had good reason for remembering Mrs. Simms,
and coloring crimson, she tried to apologize:
“I beg your pardon; I did not see your face. I supposed
everybody kept a girl; and your back looked
like——”
“Don’t make the matter any worse,” interrupted
the widow, smiling in spite of herself at Rose’s attempt
to excuse her blunder. “You thought from my dress
that I was a hired girl, and so I was in my younger days,
and I don’t feel none the wus for it neither. Miss Graham’s
faint, is she? She’s had time to get over it, I
think. Here’s the water,” and filling a gourd shell she
handed it to Rose, who, in her admiration of the (to her)
novel drinking cup, came near forgetting Annie.
But Annie did not care, for the rencounter between
the widow and Rose had done her quite as much good
as the water could, and Rose found her laughing the first
really hearty laugh she had enjoyed since George went
away.
57“It’s just like me,” Rose said, as she resumed her seat
by Annie, listening intently while she told how kind the
Widow Simms had been, coming every day to stay with
her, and only leaving her at night because Annie insisted
that she should.
“I like Mrs. Simms!” was Rose’s vehement exclamation,
“and I am glad Tom said what he did about Isaac,
who used to saw our wood. I did not tell you, did I?
And there’s something real nice about your husband, too.
I mean to call her in while I read it,” and Rose ran out
to the wood-shed, where the widow was now splitting a
pine board for kindling, the newspaper she at first had
used, having burned entirely out.
Rose’s manner and voice were very conciliatory as she
said:
“Please, Mrs. Simms, come in and listen while I read
what brother Tom has written about Mr. Graham and
your Isaac,—something perfectly splendid. Tom has
volunteered and gone to Washington, you know.”
It was strange how those few words changed the
widow’s opinion of Rose. The fact that Thomas Carleton,
whom the Rockland people fancied was a Secessionist,
had joined the Federal army, did much toward effecting
this change, but not so much as the fact that he had
actually noticed her boy, and spoken of him in a letter.
“Miss Mather ain’t so bad after all,” she thought, and
striking her axe into the log, she followed Rose to the
sitting-room, listening eagerly while she read the few
sentences pertaining to George and Isaac. They were
as follows:
“By the way, Will, I find there’s a company here from
Rockland. Fine appearing fellows, too, most of them
are, and under good discipline. I am especially pleased
58with the second lieutenant. He’s a magnificent looking
man, and attracts attention wherever he goes.”
“That’s George, you know,” and Rose, quite as much
pleased as Annie herself, nodded toward the latter,
whose pale cheek flushed with pride at hearing her husband
thus spoken of by Rose Mather’s brother.
“Yes, but Isaac,” interrupted the widow. “Whereabouts
does he come in?”
“Oh, pretty soon I’ll get to him. There’s more about
George yet,” answered Rose, as she resumed her reading.
“I had the pleasure of talking with him yesterday,
and found him very intelligent and sensible. If we had
more men like him, success would be sure and speedy.
He has about him a great deal of fun and humor, which
go far toward keeping up the spirits of his company,
and some of the poor fellows need it sadly. There’s a
young boy in the ranks, Isaac Simms, who interests me
greatly.”
“Oh-h!” and the widow drew a long sigh as Rose continued:
“I wonder he was ever suffered to come, he seems so
young, so girl-like and so gentle. Still he does a great
deal of good, Lieut. Graham tells me, by visiting the
sick and sharing with them any delicacy he happens to
have. He’s rather homesick, I imagine, for when I asked
him if he had a mother, his chin quivered in a moment,
and I saw the tears standing in his eyes. Poor boy, I
can’t account for the interest I feel in him. Heaven
grant that if we come to open fight he may not fall a
victim.”
“Yes, yes, my boy, my darling boy,” and burying her
face in her hard hands, the widow sobbed aloud. “I
thank you, Miss Mather, for reading me that,” she said,
59“and I thank your brother for writing it. Tell him so
will you. Tell him I’m nothing but a cross, sour-grained,
snappish old woman, but I have a mother’s heart, and I
bless him for speaking so kindly of my boy.”
Rose’s tears fell fast as she folded up the letter, and
Annie’s kept company with them. There was a bond of
sympathy now between the three, as they talked together
of the soldiers, Mrs. Simms and Annie devising various
methods by which they might be benefited, and Rose
wishing she, too, could do something for them.
“But I can’t,” she said, despairingly. “I never did
anybody any real good in all my life,—only bothered
them,” and Rose sighed as she thought how useless and
aimless was her present mode of life.
“You’ll learn by and by,” said the widow, in a tone
unusually soft for her; then, as if the sock she held in
her lap had suggested the idea, she continued, “Can
you knit?”
Rose shook her head.
“Nor your mother, neither?”
Again Rose shook her head, feeling quite ashamed
that she should lack this accomplishment.
“Well,” the widow went on, “’taint much use to learn
now. ’Twould take a year to git one stocking done, but
if when winter comes, that brother of yours wants socks
and mittens, or the like of that, tell him I’ll knit ’em for
him.”
“Oh, you are so kind!” cried Rose, thinking to herself
how she’d send Widow Simms some pineapple preserves,
such as she had with dessert that day.
They grew to liking each other very fast after this,
and Rose staid until the little round table was arranged
for tea and rolled to Annie’s bedside. There was no
plate for Rose, the widow having deemed it preposterous
60that she should stay, but the table looked so cosy, with
its tiny black teapot, and its nicely buttered toast,
that Rose invited herself, with such a pretty, patronizing
way, that the widow failed to see the condescension
it implied. It did not, however, escape Annie’s observation,
but she could not feel angry with the little
lady, touching her bone-handled knife as if she were
afraid of it, and looking round in quest of the napkin
she failed to find, for Widow Simms had banished
napkins from the table as superfluous articles, which
answered no earthly purpose, save the putting an extra
four cents into the pocket of the washerwoman, Harry
Baker’s mother.
It was growing late, and the sunset shadows were already
creeping into the Hollow when Rose bade Annie
good-bye, promising to come again ere long, and wondering,
as she took her homeward way, whence came the
calm, quiet peace which made Annie Graham so happy,
even though her husband were far away in the midst of
danger and death. Rose had heard that Annie was a
Christian, and so were many others whom she knew, but
they were much like herself,—good, well-meaning people,
amiable, and submissive when everything went to suit
them, but let their husbands once join the army and they
would make quite as much fuss as she, who did not profess
to be anything. And then, for the first time in her
life, Rose wished she, too, could learn from Annie’s
teacher, and so have something to sustain her in case
her husband should go. But he wouldn’t go,—and if
he did, all the religion in the world could not make her resigned,—and
the tears sprang to Rose’s eyes as she hurried
up the handsome walk to the piazza, where Will sat smoking
his cigar in the hazy twilight. She told him where
she had been, and then sitting upon his knee told
61him of Annie, wishing she could be like her, and asking
if he did not wish so too.
Will made no direct reply. His thoughts were evidently
elsewhere, and after a few minutes he said, hesitatingly:
“Would it break my darling’s heart if I should join
Tom at Washington?”
There was a cry of horror, and Rose hid her face in
her husband’s bosom.
“Oh, Will, Will, you shan’t, you can’t, you mustn’t
and won’t! I didn’t know you ever thought of such a
cruel thing. Don’t you love me any more? I’ll try to
do better, I certainly will!” and Rose nestled closer to
him, holding his hands just as Annie Graham had once
held her husband’s.
“You could not be much better, neither could I love
you more than I do now, Rosa, darling,” Mr. Mather replied,
kissing her childish brow. “But, Rosa, be reasonable
once, and listen while I tell you how, ever since
the fall of Sumter, I have thought the time would come,
when I should be needed, resolving, too, that when it
came, it should not find me a second Sardanapalus!”
The sudden lifting of Rose’s head, and her look of perplexed
inquiry, showed that notwithstanding the fanciful
ornament styled a Diploma lying in her writing-desk, Sardanapalus
had not the honor of being numbered among
her acquaintances. But her heart was too full to ask an
explanation, and her husband continued:
“Besides that, there was a mutual understanding between
Tom and myself, that if one went the other would,
and he has gone,—nobly laying aside all the party prejudice
which for a time influenced his conduct. Our
country needs more men.”
“Yes, yes,” gasped Rose; “but more have gone.
62There’s scarcely a boy left in town, and it’s just so every
where.”
Mr. Mather smiled as he replied:
“I know the boys have gone,—boys whose fair, beardless
faces should put to shame a strong, full-grown man
like me. And another class, too, have gone, our laboring
young men, leaving behind them poverty and little
helpless children, whereas I have nothing of that kind
for an excuse.”
“Oh, I wish I had a dozen children, if that would keep
you!” cried Rose, the insane idea flashing upon her that
she would at once adopt a score or more of those she
had seen playing in the muddy Hollow that afternoon.
Mr. Mather smiled, and continued:
“Suppose you try and accustom yourself to the idea
of living a while without me. I shall not die until my
appointed time, and shall undoubtedly come back again.
Don’t you see?”
No, Rose didn’t. Her heart was too full of pain to
see how going to war was just as sure a method of prolonging
one’s life as staying at home, and she sobbed
passionately, one moment accusing her husband of not
loving her as he used to, and the next begging of him to
abandon his wild project.
Mr. Mather was a man of firm decision, and long before
he broached the subject to his wife, his mind
had been made up that his country called for him,—not
for somebody else,—but for him personally; that if the
rebellion were to be crushed out, men of wealth and influence
must help to crush it, not alone by remaining at
home and urging others on, though this were an important
part, but by actually joining in the combat, and by
their presence cheering and inspiring others. And Mr.
Mather was going, too,—had, in fact, already made arrangements
63to that effect, and neither the tears nor
entreaties of his young wife could avail to change his
purpose. But he did not tell her so that night; he
would rather come to it gradually, taking a different
course from that which George Graham had pursued,
for where George had left the decision wholly to his
wife, Mr. Mather had taken it wholly upon himself, making
it first and telling Rose afterwards. It was better
so, he thought, and having said all to her that he wished
to say on that occasion, he tried to divert her mind into
another channel. But Rose was not to be diverted. It
had come upon her like a thunderbolt,—the thing she
so much dreaded,—and she wept bitterly, seeing in the
future, which only a few hours before looked so bright
and joyous, nothing but impenetrable gloom, for she could
read her husband tolerably well, and she intuitively felt
that she had lost him,—that he was going from her,
never to come back, she knew. She should be a widow
before she was nineteen, and the host of summer dresses
she meant to buy when she went back to Boston, changed
into a widow’s sombre weeds, as Rose saw herself arrayed
in the habiliments of mourning. What a fright she
looked to herself in the widow’s cap, with which her
vivid imagination disfigured her chestnut hair, and she
shuddered afresh as she thought how hideous she was in
black.
Poor, simple little Rose! And yet we say again Rose
was not a fool, nor yet an unnatural character. There
are many, many like her, some who will recognize themselves
in this story and more who will not. Gay, impulsive,
pleasure-seeking creatures, whom fashionable education
and too indulgent parents have done their utmost
to spoil, but who still possess many traits of excellence,
needing only adverse circumstances to mould and hammer
64them into the genuine coin of true-hearted womanhood.
Such an one was Rose. Reared by a fond mother, petted
by an older brother, and teased by a younger, flattered
by friend and foe, and latterly caressed and worshiped
by a husband, Rose had come to think far too much of
her own importance as Mrs. Rose Mather,—née Miss Rose
Carleton, of Boston, an acknowledged belle, and leader
of the ton.
There was a wide difference between Rose and Annie
Graham, for while the latter, in her sweet unselfishness,
thought only of her husband’s welfare, both here and
hereafter, Rose’s first impulse was a dread shrinking
from being alone, and her second a terror lest the years
of her youth, now spread out so invitingly before her,
should be passed in secluded widowhood, with nothing
from the gay world without wherewith to feed her vanity
and love for admiration. Still, beneath Rose’s light exterior
there was hidden a mine of tenderness and love, a
heart which, when roused to action, was capable of
greater, more heroic deeds, than would at first seem possible.
And that heart was rousing, too,—was gradually
waking into life; but not all at once, and the tears which
Rose shed the whole night through were wrung out
more from selfishness, perhaps, than from any higher
feeling. It would be so stupid living there alone in
Rockland. If she could only go to Washington with
Will it would not be half so bad, but she could not, for she
waked Will up from a sound sleep to ask him if she might,
and he had answered “No,” falling away again to sleep,
and leaving Rose to wakefulness and tears, unmingled
with any prayer that the cloud gathering so fast around
her might sometime break in blessings on her head.
It was scarcely light next morning when Rose, determining
to prevail, redoubled her entreaties for her husband
65to abandon the decision be now candidly acknowledged,
but she could not. He was going to the war,
and going as a private. Rose almost fainted when he
told her this, and for a time refused to be comforted.
She might learn to bear it, she said, if he were an officer,
but to go as a common soldier, like those she worked for
at the Hall, was more than she could bear.
It was in vain that Mr. Mather told her how only a few
could be officers, and that he was content to serve his
country in any capacity, leaving the more lucrative situations
to those who needed them more. He did not tell
her he had declined a post of honor, for the sake of one
who seemed to him more worthy of it. He would rather
this should reach her from some other source, and ere
the day was over it did, for in a small town like Rockland
it did not take long for every other one to know that
William Mather had enlisted as a private soldier, when
he might have been Colonel of a regiment, had he not
given place to another because that other had depending
on him a bed-ridden mother, a crazy wife, and six little
helpless children.
How fast William Mather rose in the estimation of
those who, never having known him intimately, had
looked upon him as a cold, haughty man, whose loyalty
was somewhat doubtful, and how proud Rose felt, even
in the midst of her tears, as she heard on every side her
husband’s praise. Even the Widow Simms ventured to
the Mather mansion, telling her how glad she was, and
offering to do what she could for the volunteer, while
Annie, unable to do anything for herself, could only pray
that God would bring Mr. Mather back safely to the child-wife,
who was so bowed down with grief. How Annie
longed to see her,—and, if possible, impart to her some
portion of the hopeful trust which kept her own soul
66from fainting beneath its burden of anxious uncertainty.
But the days passed on, and Rose came no more to the
cottage in the Hollow. Love for her husband had triumphed
over every other feeling, and rousing from her
state of inertness, she busied herself in doing, or rather
trying to do, a thousand little things which she fancied
might add to Willie’s comfort. She called him Willie
now, as if that name were dearer, tenderer than Will,
and the strong man, every time he heard it, felt a sore
pang,—there was something so plaintive in the tone, as
if she were speaking of the dead.
It was a most beautiful summer day, when at last he
left her, and Rose’s heart was well nigh bursting with its
load of pain. It was all in vain that she said her usual
form of prayer, never more meaningless than now when
her thoughts were so wholly absorbed with something
else. She did not pray in faith, but because it was a
habit of her childhood, a something she rarely omitted,
unless in too great a hurry. No wonder then that she
rose up from her devotion quite as grief-stricken as when
she first knelt down. God does not often answer what
is mere lip service, and Rose was yet a stranger to
the prayer which stirs the heart and carries power with
it. The parting was terrible, and Mr. Mather more than
half repented when he saw how tightly she clung to his
neck, begging him to take her with him, or at least to
send for her very soon.
“What shall I do when you are gone? What can I
do?” she sobbed, and her husband answered:
“You can work for me, darling,—work for all the soldiers.
It will help divert your mind.”
“I can’t I can’t,” was Rose’s answer. “I don’t know
how to work. Oh, Willie, Willie! I wish there wasn’t
any war.
67Willie wished so too, but there was no time now for
regrets, for a rumbling in the distance and a rising
wreath of smoke on the western plain warned him not to
tarry longer if he would go that day. One more burning
kiss,—one more fond pressure of the wife he loved
so much,—a few more whispered words of hope, and then
another Rockland volunteer had gone. Gone without
daring to look backward to the little form lying just the
same as he had put it from him, and yet not just the
same. He had felt it quivering with anguish when he
took his arms away, but the trembling, quivering motion
was over now, and the form he had caressed lay motionless
and still, all unconscious of the dreary pain throbbing
in the heart, and all unmindful of the loud hurrah
which greeted William Mather, as he stepped upon the
platform of the car and waved his hat to those assembled
there to see him off. Rose, who had meant at the
very last to be so heroic, so brave, so worthy the wife of
a soldier, had fainted.
CHAPTER V. JIMMIE.
There were loving words being breathed into
Rose’s ear, when she came back to consciousness,
and there was something familiar in the
touch of the hand bathing her brow, and smoothing her
tangled hair, but Rose was too weak and sick to notice
who it was caring for her so tenderly, until she heard
the voice saying to her
68“Is my daughter better?”
And then she threw herself with a wild scream of joy
into the arms which had cradled her babyhood, sobbing
piteously:
“Oh, mother, mother, Willie has gone to the war!
Willie has gone to the war!”
It was very strange, Rose thought, that her mother’s
tears should flow so fast, and her face wear so sad an
expression just because of Will, who was nothing but
her son-in-law. Then it occurred to her that Tom might
be the occasion of her sadness, but when she spoke of
him, asking why her mother had not prevailed on him
to stay at home, Mrs. Carleton answered, promptly:
“I never loved him one half so well, as on that night
when he told me he had volunteered. He would be unworthy
of the Carleton blood he bears, were he to hesitate
a moment!” and the eye of the brave New England
matron kindled as she added: “If I had twenty sons, I
would rather all should die on the Federal battle-field
than have one turn traitor to his country! Oh, Jimmie,
Jimmie, my poor misguided boy!”
It was a piteous cry which came from the depths of
that mother’s aching heart,—a cry so full of anguish that
Rose was startled, and asked in much alarm what it was
about Jimmie. Had she heard from him, and was he
really dead?
“No, Rose,” and in the mother’s voice there was a
hard, bitter tone. “No, not dead, but better so, than
what he is. Oh, I would so much rather he had died when a little,
innocent child, than live to bear the name
he bears!”
“What name, mother? What has Jimmie done? Do
tell me, you frighten me, you look so white!” and Rose
clung closer to her mother, who, with quivering lip and
69faltering voice, told her how recreant runaway Jimmie
had joined the Confederate army under Beauregard, and
was probably then marching on to Washington to meet
her other son, in deadly conflict, it might be; his hand,
the very one, perhaps, to speed the fratricidal bullet
which should shed a brother’s life-blood!
No wonder that her heart grew faint when she thought
of her boy as a Rebel,—aye, a rebel of ten times deeper
dye than if he had been born of Southern blood, and
reared on Southern soil, for the roof-tree which sheltered
his childhood was almost beneath the shadow of Bunker
Hill’s monument, and many an hour had he sported at its
base, playing directly above the graves of those brave
men who fell that awful day when the fierce thunders of
war shook the hills of Boston, and echoed across the
smoky waters of the bay. Far up the lofty tower, too,
as high as he could reach, his name was written with his
own boyish hand, and the mother had read it there since
receiving the shameful letter which told of his disgrace.
Climbing up the weary, winding flight of stairs, she had
looked through blinding tears upon that name,—James
Madison Carleton,—half hoping it had been erased, it
seemed so like a mockery to have it there on Freedom’s
Monument, and know that he who bore it was a traitor to
his country. Yet there it was, just as he left it years ago,
and with a blush of shame the mother crossed it out, just
as she fain would have crossed out his sin could that have
been. But it could not. She knew that Jimmie was in
the Southern army, and not wishing to speak of it at
home, where he already bore no envied name, she had
come for sympathy to her only daughter; and it was well
for both she did, for it helped to divert Rose’s grief into
a new and different channel; to set her right on many
70points, and gradually to obliterate all marks of what so he
had called Secession.
Tom had been her pride; the brother she honored and
feared, while Jimmie, nearer her age, was more a companion
of her childhood; the one who teased and petted
her by turns, one day putting angle worms in her bosom
just to hear her scream, and the next spending all his
pocket-money to buy her the huge wax doll she saw in
the shop window, down on Washington street, and coveted
so badly. Such were some of Rose’s reminiscences
of Jimmie, and while time had softened down the horrid
sensations she experienced when she felt the cold worms
crawling on her neck, it had not destroyed the doll, the
handsomest she had ever owned, nor made her cease to
love the teasing boy. She could not feel just as her
mother did about him, for she had not her mother’s
strong, patriotic feeling, but her tears flowed none the
less, while she, too, half wished him lying beneath the
summer grass, in beautiful Mt. Auburn.
“How did you hear from him?” she asked, when her
first burst of grief was over, and her mother replied by
taking out a letter, on which Rose recognized her brother’s
handwriting.
“He sent me this,” Mrs. Carleton said, and tearing
open the letter, she read it aloud to Rose.
“Richmond, Va., June, 1861.
“Dear Mother: Pray don’t think you’ve seen a ghost when you
recognize my writing. You thought me dead, I suppose, but there’s
no such good news as that. I’m bullet-proof, I reckon, or I should
have died in New Orleans last summer when the yellow fever and I
had such a squabble. I was dreadfully sick then, and half wished I
had not run away, for I knew you would feel badly when you heard
how I died with nobody to care for me, and was tumbled into the
ground, head sticking out as likely as any way. I used to talk about
you, old Martha said, and about Rose, too. Dear little Rose. I
71actually laid down my pen just now, and laughed aloud as I thought
how she looked when I treated her to those worms; telling her I had
a necklace for her! Didn’t she dance and didn’t Tom thrash me,
too, till I saw stars! Well, he never struck me a blow amiss, though
I used to think he did. I was a sorry scamp, mother,—the biggest
rascal in Boston. But I’ve reformed. I have, upon my word, and
you ought to see how the people here smile upon and flatter me, telling
me what a nice chap I am, and all that sort of thing.
“In short, mother, to come at once to the point, and not spend
an hour in arguing, as Tom used to do when he took me up in the
attic where he kept the gads, you know,—in short, I’ve been naturalized,—have
sworn allegiance to the future Southern monarchy, and
am as true a Southern blood as you would wish to see. I’ve got a
Palmetto cockade on my cap,—a tiny Confederate flag on my sleeve,
and what is best of all, I’ve joined the Southern army under Beauregard,
and shall shortly bring the war to the threshold of the Capitol,
licking the Yankees there congregated like fun. It’s about time
now, mother, for you to ring for Margaret. You’ll want the camphor,
and make a fuss, of course, so while you are enjoying that diversion,
I’ll go and practice a little with my gun. You know I could never
hit a barn without shooting twice, but I’m improving fast, and shall
soon be able to pick off a Yankee at a distance of a mile!
“2 o’clock, P.M.
“Well, mother, I take it for granted you are nicely tucked up in
bed, with the curtains drawn and a wet rag on your head, as the result
of what I’ve told you. I’m sorry that you should feel so badly, and
wish I could see you for an hour or so, as I could surely convince you
we are right. We have been browbeaten and trodden upon by the
North until forbearance has ceased to be a virtue, and now that
they’ve thrown down the gauntlet we will meet them on their own
terms. I dare say they have made you believe that we struck the
first blow by firing into Sumter, but, mother, those northern papers
do lie so, all except the Herald, and a few others, which occasionally
come within a mile of the truth, but even they have been bribed recently,
or something. If you want the unbiased truth of the matter
subscribe for the Richmond Examiner, or better yet, the Charleston
Mercury, whose editor is a New England man, and of course is capable
of judging right. He knows what has brought on this war.
He’ll tell you how the South Carolinians generously bore the insult
72of the Federal flag flying there defiantly in their faces until they could
bear it no longer, and so one day we pitched in.
“I say we, for I was there in Fort Moultrie, and saw the fight, but
did not join, for the brave fellows, out of compliment to my having
been born near Bunker Hill, said I needn’t, so I mounted a cotton
bale and looked on, feeling, I’ll admit, some as I used to on the
Fourth of July, when I saw how noble old Sumter played her part.
And once, when a shell burst within ten feet of me, turning things
generally topsy turvy, and blowing shirt sleeves and coat sleeves,
and waistbands and boots, higher than a kite, I was positively guilty
of hurrahing for the Stars and Stripes. I couldn’t help it, to save
me.
And yet, mother, I believe the North wrong,—and the South right,
but so generous a people are we, that all we ask now, is for you to
let us alone; and if the Lincolnites won’t do that, why, then we must
stoop to fight the mud-sills. It’s all humbug, too, about the negroes
being on the verge of insurrection. A more faithful, devoted set, I
never saw. They’ll fight for their masters until they die, every man
of them. Tom will tell you that. What are his politics? Bell and
Everett, I dare say, so there’s no danger of my meeting him in battle,
and I’m glad of it, for to tell the truth, I should feel rather ticklish
raising my gun against old Tom. May be, though, he is humbugged
like the rest, and forms a part of that unit said to exist at the
North. What sort of a thing is that, mother? What does it look
like? Democrats and Republicans, Abolitionists and Garrisonites,
all melted in one crucible and bearing Abraham’s image and superscription!
I wish I could see it. Must have changed mightily round
Boston from what they used to be when they quarreled so, some
against and some for Southern rights and Southern people. But
strange things happen nowadays, and it may be Tom, too, has turned
his coat, and taken sides with the Federals. If so, all I can say, is,
Tommie, oh, Tommie, beware of the day, when Southern bloods
meet thee in battle array; for a field of weak cowards rushes full
on my sight, and the ranks of the Yankees are scattered in flight.
Won’t we rout them, though! I shall fight next time. I’ve played
pollywog long enough. I am regularly enlisted now. Am a Rebel, as
you call us at home. Nothing very bad about that, either, as I can
prove to you, if you’ll take the trouble to hunt up my old dog-eared
History of the United States, where Washington is styled by the British
the Rebel Chief.
“The South are only doing what the Thirteen did in ‘76, trying to
73shake off the tyrant’s yoke. It’s the same thing precisely, only the
shoe is on the other foot, and pinches mightily. We did not at first
intend to subjugate the North, but maybe they’ll provoke us to do
it, if they keep on. Now, however, we only want, or rather did want
a peaceable separation, and you may as well yield to it first as last.
What do you intend doing with us, any way, suppose you succeed
in licking us? Hold us as a conquered province, just as England
holds Ireland? Much good that will do you. It will be some like
keeping a mad dog chained so tightly that he cannot get away, but is
none the less snappish and non-come-at-able for that. No, no, acknowledge
our independence, and call home the chaps you have
dragged from Poor Houses and State Prisons, lanes and ditches,
and sent to fight against Southern gentlemen. This, to me, is the
most humiliating feature of the whole; and if I must be shot or taken
prisoner, I hope it will be by some one worthy of my steel. This
last I’m writing for old Tom’s benefit. Give him my compliments,
and tell him nothing would please me more than to welcome him to
our camp some day.
“Dear little Rose,—perhaps she would not let a Rebel kiss her,
and I don’t know but I’d turn Federal for half an hour or so for the
sake of tasting her sweet lips once more. I do love Rose, and I feel
a mysterious lump in my throat every time I look at her picture,
taken just before I left home. I never show it, for somehow it
would seem like profanation to have the soldiers staring at it. So I
wear it next my heart, and when I go into battle I shall keep it
there. Perhaps it will save my life, who knows?
“I am getting tired, and must close ere long. Now, mother, please
don’t waste too many tears over me. The time will come when you’ll
see we are right; and if it will be any consolation, I will say in conclusion,
that I have written a heap worse than I really believe. I am
not a fool. I understand exactly how the matter stands, but I like the
Southern side the best. I think they are just as near right as the
North, and I’m going to stick to them through thick and thin. We
shall have a battle before long, and this may be the last time I’ll ever
write to you. I’ve been a bad boy, mother, and troubled you so
much, but if I’m shot you will forget all that, and only remember
how, with all my faults, I loved you still,—you and Tom and little
Rose,—more than you ever guessed.
“By the way, I believe I’ll send you a lock of my hair, cut just
over my left ear, where you used to think it curled so nicely. Perhaps
it will enhance its value if you know I severed it with a bowie
74knife, such as I now carry with me. Tell Rose I’ll send her a calico
dress by and by. It will be the most costly present I can make her
if the blockade is carried out, but it won’t be; that old Bull across
the sea will be goring you with his horns first you know. Then
you’ll have a sweet time up there, beset before and behind, and possibly
annexed to Canada. But I don’t want to make you feel any
bluer than you are probably feeling, so good-bye, good-bye.
“Your affectionate Rebel,
“James M. Carleton.”
“P. S.—I shall send this to Washington by a chap who is going
to desert, you know, and join the Federals with a pitiful story about
having been pressed into the Rebel service, telling them, too, how
poor and weak and demoralized we are,—how a handful of troops can
lick us, and so draw them into our web, as a spider tempts a fly, don’t
you see? They offered me that honor, knowing that a son of George
Carleton, twice M. C. from Massachusetts, and now defunct, would
be above suspicion, and would thus gather a heap of items. But
hang me, if I could turn spy on any terms. So I respectfully declined.
You see I am quite a somebody, owing to my having had
sense enough to wait until I was twenty-one, ere I ran away, and so
bringing a part of my property with me. Money makes the mare
go here as elsewhere, but I’m about running out. I wish you
could send me a few thousand, can’t you?”
And this was Jimmie’s letter, over which the mother
had wept far bitterer tears than any she shed when her
eldest born bade her his last farewell, giving to her, just
as Jimmie had done, a lock of his brown hair. She had it
with her now, and she laid them both on Rose’s hand,—the
dark brown lock, and the short black silken curl,
which twined itself around Rose’s finger, as if it loved the
snowy resting-place. Rose’s first impulse was to shake
it off as if it had been a guilty thing; but the sight of it
recalled so vividly the handsome, saucy face, and laughing,
mischievous black eyes it once had helped to shade,
that she pressed it to her lips, and whispered sadly,
“Dear Jimmie, I cannot hate him if I try, nor see how he
is greatly at fault,” while in her heart was the unframed
75prayer that God would care for the Rebel-boy, and bring
him back to them.
Mrs. Carleton was proud of her family name,—proud of
her family pride,—and she shrank from having it known
how it had been disgraced, so after Rose’s first grief was
over she bade her keep it a secret, and Rose promised
readily, never doubting for a moment her ability to do so.
Rose had already borne much that morning. Excessive
weeping for her husband, added to what she had heard
of Jimmie, took her strength away, and she spent that
first weary day in bed, sometimes sobbing bitterly as the
dread reality came over her that Will was really gone,
and again starting up from a feverish, broken sleep with
the idea that it was all a dream, or a horrid nightmare,
from which she should at last awake. Callers were all
excluded, and with a delicious feeling that she was not to
be disturbed, Rose, late in the afternoon, lay watching
the western sunlight dancing on the wall, when a step
upon the stairs was heard, and in a moment Widow
Simms appeared, her sharp face softening into an expression
of genuine pity when she saw how white and wan
Rose was looking.
“They tried to keep me out,” she said, “that brawny
cook of yours and that filigree waiting-maid, but I would
come up, and here I am.”
Then sitting down by Rose she told her Annie had
sent her there. “She’s sorry for you,” the widow said,
“and she sent this to tell you so,” and the widow handed
Rose a tiny note, written by Annie Graham. Once Rose
would have resented the act as implying too much familiarity,
but her heart was greatly softened, while, had she
tried her best, she could not have regarded Annie Graham
in the light of an inferior. Tearing open the envelope
she read:
76“My dear Mrs. Mather—I am sure you will pardon the liberty I
am taking. My apology is that I feel so deeply for you, for I understand
just what you are suffering,—understand how wearily the
hours drag on, knowing as you do that with the waning daylight his
step will not be heard just by the door, making in your heart little
throbs of joy, such as no other step can make. I am so sorry for you,
and I had hoped you at least might be spared, but God in his wisdom
has seen fit to order it otherwise, and we know that what He
does is right. Still it is hard to bear,—harder for you than for me,
perhaps, and when this morning I heard the car signal given, I knelt
just where I did when my own husband went away, and asked our
Heavenly Father to bring your Willie back in safety, and, Mrs. Mather,
I am sure He will, for I felt, even then, an answer to my prayer,—something
which said, ‘It shall be as you ask.’
“Dear Mrs. Mather, try to be comforted; try to see the brighter
side; try to pray, and be sure the darkness now enveloping you so
like a pall will pass away, and the sunshine be the brighter for the
cloud. Come and see me when you feel like it, and remember, you
have at least two friends who pray for you, one at the Father’s right
hand in Heaven, and one in her cottage in the Hollow.
“Annie Graham.”
Rose had not wept more passionately than she did
now, as she kissed the note, and wished she were one
half as good as Annie Graham.
“But I am not,” she said, “and never shall be. Tell
her to keep praying until Will comes home again.”
“I will tell her,” returned the widow, “but wouldn’t
it be well enough to try what you can do at it yourself,
and not leave it all for her?”
“Try what I can do at praying?” Rose exclaimed.
“I can’t do anything, only the few words I always say
at night, and they have nothing in them about Will.”
“Brought up like a heathen!” muttered the widow,
feeling within herself that to the names of her own sons
and Captain Carleton, William Mather’s must now be
added, when, as was her daily custom, she took her
troubles to One who has said, “Cast your burdens upon
the Lord, for He careth for you.”
77“We’ll both remember your husband, Miss Graham
and I, so don’t fret yourself to death,” she said, soothingly,
as Rose broke into a fresh burst of tears.
“It isn’t him so much,” Rose sobbed, “though that is
terrible and will kill me, I most know, but there’s something
else that ails me a great deal worse than that; at
least, mother has made me think it is, though I can’t
quite see how having one’s brother join the Rebel army
is so very bad.”
Rose forgot her promise of secrecy, just as her mother
might have known she would. The story of the Carleton
disgrace was told, and perfectly aghast, the horrified
widow listened to it.
“Your brother a rebel?” she almost shrieked, “a
good-for-nothing, ill-begotten rebel! I thought you said
he was a captain of a company;” and mentally the widow
struck from her list of names that of poor, scandalized
Tom, that very moment perspiring at every pore as
he went through with his evening drill within the Federal
camp.
“No, no,” Rose cried, vehemently, “not Tom; I
have another brother, a younger one,—Jimmie we call
him. Did you never hear of Jimmie, who ran away more
than a year ago?”
“Never!” and the staunch patriot of a widow pursed
up her thin lips with an expression which plainly said
the Carleton family had fallen greatly in her estimation,
in spite of all Tom had said of Isaac.
Rose, however, was not good at reading expressions,
and taking it for granted the widow wanted to hear all
about it, she told her what she knew, marvelling much at
the rigid silence her auditor maintained.
“Isn’t it shameful?” she asked, when she had finished.
78“Shameful? Yes. I hope he’ll be catched and hung
higher than Haman. I’ll furnish rope to hang him!”
was the indignant widow’s reply, and ere Rose could
quite make out what ailed her, she had said good-afternoon,
and banging the door behind her, was hurrying
off, muttering to herself, “Somethin’ wrong in their
bringin’ up. Needn’t tell me. I’d like to see my boys
turnin’ traitor! The rascal!” and as by this time the
widow had reached the shop where she was to stop for
burning-fluid, she turned into the little store, and catching
up the can with a jerk, spilt a part of its contents
upon her clean gingham dress, and then hurried off again
with rapid strides toward the cottage in the Hollow.
The Carletons, Tom and all, were below par in her
opinion, and kept sinking lower and lower, until she
reached the cottage, where she gave vent to her wrath
as follows:
“A pretty how d’ye do up to Miss Martherses. Her
brother Jim has jined the cowardly, sneakin’, low-lived,
contemptible Rebels, and is comin’ on to take Washington!
The scalliwag! If things go on at this rate, I’ll
jine the army myself, and tar and feather every one on
’em! Needn’t tell me.”
Annie was no lover of gossip, and knowing that the
widow was terribly excited, she made no reply except to
pass her a letter bearing the Washington postmark.
This had the desired effect, and utterly oblivious of Jimmie,
the widow tore open Isaac’s letter, in which he spoke
of Captain Carleton as being very kind to him, and very
popular with the soldiers.
“I would fight for him till the very last,” Isaac wrote; “he has
been so good to me, always noticing me with a bow when he comes
into our regiment, as he sometimes does, and when he can, speaking
to me a pleasant word. He knows I sawed his sister’s wood, for I
told him so. It seemed so mean-like to be passing myself off for better
79than I am, and you know a soldier’s dress does improve a chap
mightily, giving him kind of a dandy air. Why, even Harry Baker
and Bill look like gentlemen, though Harry gets drunk awfully, and
has been in the guard-house twice, But, as I was saying, Captain
Carleton didn’t appear to think a bit less of me, though he struck
me on the shoulder, and laughed kind of queer when I said why I
told him I sawed Mrs. Mather’s wood, and the next day I saw him
talking with our colonel, and heard something about sergeant, and
Isaac Simms, and ‘too young to be expedient.’ Then, when I met
him again, he asked me wasn’t I twenty-one, in such a way that I
knew he wanted me to tell him yes; but, mother, I thought of that
prayer we said together, the morning I came away, ‘Lead us not
into temptation,’ and I couldn’t tell a lie, though the answer stuck
in my throat and choked me so, but I out with it at last. I said,
‘No, sir, I was only eighteen last Thanksgiving,’ and then his face
had the same look it wore when I told him I was a wood-sawyer. ‘And
so I suppose you’ll be nineteen next Thanksgiving’ he said, adding
‘You don’t know what you lost by telling the truth so frankly,
but the moral gain is much greater than the loss. You are a brave
boy, Isaac Simms, and worthy of being a second George Washington.’
I do like him so much! Can’t you send him something,
mother, if it’s nothing more than the nice cough-candy you used to
make, or some of that poke-ointment? I notice he coughs occasionally,
and I heard him say his feet were sore. I’d like to give him
something, just to see his handsome white teeth when he laughed,
and said ‘Thank you, my boy.’ Oh, I would almost die for Captain
Carleton.”
Surely, after reading this, the widow could feel no
more animosity against the Carletons, on account of
Jimmie’s sin.
“Every family must have a black sheep,” she said to
Annie, though where hers was she could not tell. It
surely was not John, nor Eli, nor Isaac, so she guessed
it must have been the girl baby that died before ’twas
born, and for whom she shed so many tears. She
shouldn’t do it again, she’d bet, for if it had lived, it
would most likely have cut up some rusty or other, just
as Jim Carleton had,—married Bill Baker, like as not;
80and with this consolatory reflection, the widow took up
Isaac’s letter for a second time, resolving in her own
mind that she would send that Captain Carleton something
if she set up nights to make it.
“I’m glad my boy didn’t tell a lie,” she whispered
softly to herself, as she came again to that part of the
letter, poor, weak human nature creeping in with the
same thought, and suggesting how grand it would be to
have him “Sergeant Simms, with the increased wages
per month it would have brought.” This was the old
Adam counselling within her, while the new Adam said,
“Better never to be promoted than lose his integrity,”
and with a silent prayer for the boy who would not tell
a lie, the widow folded up the letter, and then repeated
to Annie the particulars of Jimmie Carleton in a much
milder manner than she would have done an hour before.
So much good little acts of kindness do, stretching on
link after link, until they reach a point from which they
recoil in blessings on the doer’s head. Thus Captain
Carleton’s friendly words to Isaac Simms were the direct
means of saving his mother and sister from the bitter
prejudice the Rockland people, in their then excitable
state, might have felt toward them, had Widow Simms
told the story of Jimmie in the spirit she surely would
have told it, had it not been for Isaac’s timely letter.
This, together with a little judicious caution from Annie,
changed her tactics, and though she, that very night,
had several opportunities for telling how “Miss Martherses
brother was a rebel, and that Miss Marthers couldn’t
see the mighty harm in it if he was,” she kept it to
herself, speaking only of the noble Tom, so kind to her
boy Isaac.
CHAPTER VI. FINDING SOMETHING TO DO FOR THE WAR.
81
The next morning the Mather carriage, containing
both Mrs. Carleton and Rose, drove down the
Hollow, and stopped in front of Annie’s gate.
Mrs. Carleton’s business was with Widow Simms, who
was mixing bread in the kitchen, and who experienced
considerable trepidation when told “the grand Boston
lady” had asked for her.
“I’m pesky glad I hain’t tattled about Jim,” she
thought, as washing the flour from her hands and
hooking her sleeves at the wrist she entered the sitting-room,
and with a low courtesy, waited to hear the lady’s
errand.
Mrs. Carleton had come with a request that the widow
should not repeat what Rose had so heedlessly told her
the previous night.
“You may think it strange that I care so much,” Mrs.
Carleton said, “and until you are placed in similar circumstances
you cannot understand how I shrink from
having it known that my son could fall so low, or do so
great injustice to his early training.”
If the widow had possessed one particle of prejudice
against the Carletons, this would have disarmed her entirely,
but she did not. Isaac’s letter had swept that all
away, and she replied that “Jimmie’s secret was as safe
with her as if locked up in an iron chest.”
“I did feel blazin’ mad at you, though, for a spell,”
she said, “for I thought you might have brung him up
better; but this cured me entirely,” and she handed
Isaac’s letter to Rose, bidding her read it aloud.
82“Noble boy. You must be proud of him,” was Mrs.
Carleton’s comment, while Rose, ever impulsive, seized
upon a new idea.
It would be so nice for the Rockland ladies to fit up a
box of things and send to Company R, reserving a corner
for Tom and Will. She should do it, anyway, on
her own responsibility, if nobody chose to help her, and
she whispered to Annie that George should have a large
share of the delicacies she would provide.
“You may send that candy to Tom, if you choose,”
she said to the widow, “though I think cod liver oil
would be better. And the ointment too,—only it mustn’t
sit near my preserves, for fear the two will get mixed.”
Rose had found something to do, and so absorbed was
she in a plan which every one approved, that she forgot
to cry all the time for Will, as she had fully intended doing.
Up the streets and down she went, sometimes
walking, sometimes riding, but always in a flurry, always
excited, now tumbling over dry-goods boxes in quest of
one large enough to hold the many articles preparing in
Rockland for the then ill-fed, suffering soldiers of the
13th Regiment, now up at the express office, bargaining
about the expense, which she meant to bear herself, and now
down at the Hall, adroitly smoothing over little bickerings
frequently arising among the ladies assembled there,
concerning the articles sent in, some declaring the fried
apple pies brought by Mrs. Baker should not go, nor
yet the round balls of Dutch cheese she had saved sour
milk two weeks to make, just because “Billy relished it
so much, ’long with apple turnovers.”
Poor old Mrs. Baker! It was the best she could do, and
when Rose saw how the tears came at the prospect of
Billy’s losing the feast she had prepared with so much
care, she declared the cheese should go if she had to send it
83in a separate box. It was just so with the widow’s poke
ointment, some of the ladies wondering what next would
be brought in and what it could be for. Rose knew
exactly what ’twas for; Tom had corns, and the despised
salve was for him, so that should go if nothing else.
But when Susan Ruggles Simms, her thoughts intent on
John, brought in a round of roasted veal, which her
mother-in-law said would be in a most lively condition
by the time it reached Washington, Rose, after suggesting
that it be packed in ice and put in a refrigerator,
yielded for once, and persuaded the girl-wife to carry
home her veal, which would most surely be spoiled ere
John came to see it.
“You can write him a nice long letter,” she said, when
she saw how disappointed Susan looked. “You can tell
him your intentions were good until we old experienced
married ladies persuaded you out of them.”
So Susan, with a sigh, carried back her nice stuffed
roast, the widow muttering in an aside tone, “That’s all
them shiftless Ruggleses know! Might as well send
maggits and done with it.”
It was a strange medley that huge box contained, for
every member of Company R was remembered, thanks
to the indefatigable Rose, who procured a list of the
names, and when she found any without friends in that
immediate vicinity, she supplied the deficiency from her
own store of luxuries. Of course Will and Tom fared the
best, while next to them came Lieutenant Graham and
Isaac Simms, Rose writing a tiny note to the latter, telling
him how much she liked him for speaking so of Tom,
and sending him a pair of her fine linen sheets, because
she couldn’t think of anything else, and thought these
would be cool to sleep in on hot summer nights. Dear
little Rose! how fast she grew in popularity, the people
84wondering they had never seen before how good she was,
and imputing some portion of her present interest to the
presence of her mother, who had made arrangements to
remain for an indefinite length of time in Rockland, and
who, far less demonstrative than her active daughter,
did much by her sensible advice to keep the wheel in
motion, and Rose from overdoing the matter so zealously
taken in hand.
The box was packed at last;—every chink and crevice
was full. Mrs. Baker’s Dutch cheese and fried apple
pies were there, wrapped by Rose Mather in innumerable
folds of paper, tied around with yards of the strongest
twine she could find, and safely stowed away where
they could not be harmed; Widow Simms’s ointment
too, and the candy she had made, occupied a corner, together
with her daguerreotype sent to Isaac, and a letter
to Captain Carleton. That letter was a mammoth undertaking,
but the widow felt it her duty to write it, groaning
and sweating, and consulting Perry’s old leathern-bound
dictionary for every word of which she felt at all
uncertain, and driving poor Annie nearly distracted
with asking “if this were grammar, and if that were too
lovin’ like, for a widder to send a widower.” Not a little
amused, Annie gave the required advice, smiling in spite
of herself, as she read the note the widow handed her,
and which ran as follows:
“My dear Mr. Captin Carleton:—I can’t help puttin’ dear before
your name, you seem so nigh to me since Isaac told how kind you
was to him. I’m nothin’ but a shrivelled, dried up widder, fifty odd
years old, but I’ve got a mother’s heart big enough to take you in
with my other boys. I know you are a nice, clever man, but
whether you’re a good one, as I call good, I don’t know, though bein’
you come from Boston I’m afraid you’re a Unitarian, and I’ll never
quit prayin’ for you till I know. That’s about all I can do, for I’m
poor a’most as Job’s turkey; but if there’s any shirts or trouses, or the
85like o’ that wants makin’, let me know, for I don’t believe your
mother or sister is great at sewin’. Mrs. Marthers ain’t, I know,
though as nice a little body as ever drawed the breath. Your wife is
dead, too, they say, and that comes hard agin. I know just how
that feels, for my man died eighteen years ago last October, a few
weeks before Isaac was born.
“I send you some ’intment for your feet, and some bits of linen
rags to bind round your toes; also, some red pepper candy, and my
likeness to Isaac. He’ll let you see it if you want to. It don’t ’pear
to me that my eyes is as dull as that, or my lips so puckered up, but
we can’t see as others see us, and I ain’t an atom proud. Heaven
bless you for being kind to Isaac, and if an old woman’s prayers and
blessin’s is of any use, you may be sure you have mine. If you
come to battle, be so good as to oversee him, won’t you, and git him
put way back, if you can. Excuse haste and a bad pen.
“Yours with regret,
“Mrs. Belinda Simms,”
This was the widow’s letter, sent with Tom’s parcel to
Washington, where the box was greeted by the company
with exclamations of joy, and could those who sent it
have seen the eager, happy faces of each one as he found
he was remembered, they would have felt doubly repaid
for all the trouble and annoyance it had cost them.
Only one growl of dissatisfaction was heard, and that
from Harry Baker, who, with a muttered oath, exclaimed,
as he undid his paper parcel,
“Apple turnovers, by jing! Sourer than swill, and
mouldier than the rot. Halloo, Bill, got some too, I see.
What in fury is this? Dutch cheese, as I’m alive. Make
good bullets for Secesh, so here goes!” and the next
moment there whizzed through the air the cheese poor
old Mrs. Baker had found so hard to smuggle in. The
apple pies followed next, and then the reckless Harry
amused himself with jeering at Bill, who, after carefully
stowing away in his pocket, the large, strong twine Rose
Mather had bound around the paper parcel, seated himself
86upon the ground, and was munching away at his
pie, not because he liked it, but because his mother had
sent it, and Billy’s mother was dearer to him now than
when he was at home.
Meanwhile, in another part of the camp, Tom Carleton
was opening his parcel, while around him stood a group
of officers, some his personal friends whom he had known
in Boston.
“There must be some mistake,” he said, as he daubed
his white fingers with the sticky candy. But Rose had
packed his things in a separate box, and directed it herself.
There could be no mistake, and he continued his
investigations, coming next upon the widow’s picture,
which Rose had carelessly placed in his parcel.
It would be impossible to describe Tom’s look of
amazement and perplexity, as his eye fell upon the face
which looked out upon him from its glass covering.
Precise, puckered, and prim, with a decided best-clothes
air. Who could it be? Tom asked this question aloud,
while his companions laughingly declared it some lady
love he had left behind, suggesting at last that he read
the note which lay just beneath it, as that might explain
the mystery. So Tom did read it, with a fellow-officer
looking over his shoulder, and reading too. But there
was too much of the anxious, genuine mother-tone about
that letter to cause more than three or four hearty
laughs at the expense of Tom and the widow. Tom
knew now for whom the picture was intended, and he
carried it to Isaac, but it was many a day ere Tom Carleton
heard the last of Mrs. Belinda Simms!
Numerous were the thanks sent by Company R to
Rose for her kind thoughtfulness in setting afloat a plan
which brought them so much good, and Rose, as she
received the messages, wished it was all to be done
87again, and wondered what she could find to do next.
One of Will’s letters told her at last what to do. She could
be kind to the soldiers, if there were any in Rockland.
She could visit their families, speak to them words of
comfort, and supply, if needful, their necessities. This
was just what suited her, and she commenced her task
with a right good will, startling many an awkward youth
wearing a soldier’s dress, by accosting him in the street,
inquiring into his history, and frequently ending the interview
by offering him her soft white hand, and leaving
in his rougher one a piece of money, which affected him
less than the brightness of the brilliant eyes he remembered
long after the silver was spent. Every soldier’s
wife and every soldier’s mother was looked after, and
the Mather carriage was oftener seen in the muddy Hollow
and by lanes in Rockland, than at the gates of more
pretentious dwellings. Harry’s mother and Bill’s, and
others of her standing, blessed the little lady, for the
sunshine brought so often to their squalid homes, while
Annie and Widow Simms prayed from a full heart that
no evil should befall the husband or the brother of the
heroic Rose.
CHAPTER VII. THE BATTLE.
Brightly, beautifully the Sabbath morning broke
over all the hills of the Northland, covering them
with floods of rosy light, burnishing the forest
trees with sheens of gold, and cresting each tall spire
with colors which seemed born of Paradise, so radiantly
bright they looked, flashing from their lofty resting-place,
88and glancing off across the valleys where the
fields of waving corn and summer wheat were growing.
To the westward, too, where prairie on prairie stretches
on into almost interminable space, the same July sun
was shining, as quietly, as peacefully, as if in the hearts
of men there burned no bitter feeling of fierce and vindictive
hate,—no thirsting for each other’s blood. Oh,
how calm, how still it was that Sunday morning both
east, and north and west, and as the sun rose higher in
the heavens, how soothingly the bells rang out their musical
chimes. From New England’s templed hills to the
far-off shores of Oregon, the echoes rose and fell, ceasing
only when ceased the tramp of the many feet hastening
up to worship God in his appointed way. Old and
young, rich and poor, father and mother, sister and
brother, husband and wife, assembling together to keep
the holy day, that best day of the seven, praying not so
much for their own sins forgiven as for the loved ones
gone to war,—the dear ones far away,—and little, little
dreaming as they prayed, how the same sun stealing so
softly up the church’s aisle, and shining on the church’s
wall, was even then looking down on a far different
scene,—a scene of carnage, blood and death. For, off to
the southward, near where the waters of the Potomac
ripple past the grave of our nation’s hero, another concourse
of people was gathered together; their Sunday bell
the cannon’s roar; their Sunday hymn the battle-cry.
Long before the earliest robin had trilled its matin
song, they had been on the move, their bristling bayonets
glittering in the brilliant moonlight like the December
frost, as with regular, even tread they kept on their winding
way, knowing not if the pale stars watching their
course so pityingly, as it were, would ever shine on them
again. Onward,—onward,—onward still they pressed;
89over the hills, through the ravines, down the valleys, across
the fields, till the same sun which shone so softly on their
distant homes rose also over the Federal Fly, as it has
been aptly termed, moving onward to the Web which lay beyond,
so well concealed and so devoid of sound that none
could guess that the treacherous woods, wearing so cool,
so inviting a look, were sheltering a mighty, expectant
host, watching as eagerly for the advancing foe as ever
ambushed spider waited for its deluded prey. Backward,—backward,
stretched the Confederate army, line after
line, rank after rank, battalion after battalion, until in
numbers it more than quadrupled that handful of men
steadily moving on. From out their leafy covert the enemy
peered, exulting that the fortunes of the great Republic,
their whilom mother, were so surely within their
power, and pausing for a time in sheer wantonness, just
as a kitten sports with the mouse she has already captured,
and knows cannot escape. Onward,—onward,—onward
swept the Federal troops; their polished arms
and glittering uniforms flashing in the morning sunlight
just as the flag for which they fought waved in the morning
breeze. They were weary and worn, and their lips
were parched with feverish thirst, for hours had passed
since they had tasted food or water. But not for this did
they tarry; there was no faltering in their ranks, no faintly
beating heart, no wild yearning to be away, no timid
shrinking from what the woods, now just before them,
might hold in store, and when the whisper ran along the
lines that the enemy was in view, there was nought felt
save joy, that the long suspense was ended and the fray
about to commence.
There was a halt in the front ranks, and while they
stand there thus, let us look once more upon these those whom
90we have known. Just where the good-humored faces of
the Irish regiment, and the tall caps of the Highlanders
are perceptible, the 13th appears in view, our company
marching decorously on, no lagging, no faltering, no
cowards there, though almost every heart had in it
some thought of home and the dear ones left behind.
Prayers were said by lips unused to pray, and who shall
tell how many records of sins forgiven were that morning
written in heaven? Bibles, too, were pressed to
throbbing hearts, and to none more closely than to
George Graham’s broad chest. He had prayed that
morning in the clear moonlight, and by the same moonlight
he had tried to read a line in Annie’s well-worn
Bible, opening to where God promises to care for the
widow and the fatherless. Was it ominous, that passage?
Did it mean that he, so strong, so vigorous, so full of life,
should bite the dust ere many hours were done? He
could not believe it. He was too full of hope for that.
He could not die with Annie at home alone, so he buttoned
her Bible over his heart, and prayed that if a bullet
struck him it might be there, fondly hoping that
would break its force.
There was a shadow on his handsome face, and it communicated
itself to Isaac Simms, who was glancing so
stealthily at him, and guessing of what he was thinking.
Isaac, too, had prayed in the moonlight, and he, too, had
thought, “What if I should be killed!” wondering if
his mother ever would forget her soldier boy, even though
she might not weep over his nameless grave. This to
Isaac was the hardest thought of all. The boy that would
not tell a lie for the sake of promotion, was not afraid to
die, but he preferred that it should not be there ‘mid piles of
bloody slain. He would rather death should come to him
up in the humble attic, where he had lain so oft and listened
91to the patter of the rain on the roof above, or
feigned to be asleep when his mother stole noiselessly
across the threshold to see if he were covered from the
cold and shielded from the snow, which sometimes found
an entrance through a crevice in the wall. ’Tis strange
when we are in danger what flights our fancy often takes,
gathering up the minutest details of our past life, and
spreading them out before us with startling distinctness.
So Isaac, with possible death in advance, thought of his
past life; of every object connected with his home, from
the grass-plat in the rear, where his mother bleached her
clothes in spring, to the blue and white checked blanket
hung round his attic bed to protect him from the winter
storm. That widow, so stern, so harsh, so sharp to almost
every one, had been the tenderest of parents to him,
and a tear glistened on the cheek of the fair-haired boy
as he remembered the only time he ever was hateful to
her. He had asked her forgiveness for it, and she surely
would not recall it when she read the letter Eli or John
would send, bearing the fatal line, “Mother, poor Isaac
is dead.” He knew they would call him “poor Isaac,”
for though they sometimes teased him as his “mother’s
great girl baby,” they petted him quite as much as she,
only in a different way, and he felt now that both would
step between him and the bullet they thought would
harm him. Eli would any way, but John, perhaps, would
hesitate, as he now loved Susan best. Isaac was proud
of his brothers, and he glanced admiringly at them as
they marched side by side, keeping even step just as they
did down Main street, with his mother and Susan looking
on. One now was thinking of Susan, and one of his widowed
mother.
Close by Isaac walked Bill, quiet and subdued. He
had not prayed that morning,—he never prayed; but
92when he saw Isaac kneeling on his blanket he had said to
him, “Manage to get in a word or two for me and Hal; we
need it, mercy knows.” And surely if ever poor mortal
needed prayer it was Hal, as his brother styled him.
Half stupefied with the vile liquor he had constantly managed
to get, he trudged on, boasting of what he could do;
“only give him a chance and he’d lick the entire Secession
army. He’d like to see the ball that could kill him; he
was good at dodging; he’d show’em a thing or two in
the way of fight; he’d take the tuck out of the Southern
gentlemen,—yes, he would,” and so he went thoughtlessly
boasting on to death!
Will Mather was not there. Indisposition had detained
him at Washington, and with a hearty God speed
he had sent his comrades on their way, lamenting that
he, too, could not join them, and bidding his brother-in-law do some fighting for him.
At the head of his company Capt. Carleton moved.
Firm, erect, and dignified, as if born to command, he did
full justice to the Carleton name, of which he was justly
proud; but his face was paler than its wont, and a tinge
of sadness rested upon it as his regiment halted at last in
front of what was supposed to be the hidden foe. Thomas
Carleton had wept bitter tears when he laid his Mary to rest
beneath South Carolina’s sunny skies, and had thought
he could never be reconciled to the loss, but he was half
glad now that she was dead, for she was born of Southern
blood, and he would rather she should not know the
errand which had brought him to Virginia, where first he
93met and loved her,—rather she should not know how he
had come to war with her people. There was another
thought, too, which made him sad that July day. The
green, beautiful woods standing there so silently before
him probably sheltered more than one with whom he had
in bygone days struck the friendly hand and bandied the
friendly joke, for his home was once in Richmond, and
there were there those who once held no small place in his
heart. And they were dear to him yet. He was not fighting
against them personally, he was contending only for his
nation’s rights, his country’s honor. He bore no malice toward
his Southern brethren, and like many of our staunchest,
bravest Northern men, he would even then have met
them more than half way with terms of reconciliation. He
knew they were no race of bloodthirsty demons, as some
fanatics had madly termed them. They were men, most
of them, like himself,—warm-hearted, impulsive men,
generous almost to a fault in peace, but firm and terrible
in war. Tom had lived among them,—had shared their
hospitalities,—had seen them in their various phases, and
making allowance for the vast difference which education
and habits of society make in one’s opinions, he saw
many points wherein the North had misunderstood their
actions, and not made due concessions when they might
have done so without yielding one iota of their honor.
But time for concession was over now. Political fanatics
had stirred up the mass of the people till nought but
blood could wash away the fancied wrong. And they
were there that Sabbath morn to spill it. Tom, however,
did not know that the green, silent woods sheltered his
brother, for his mother had purposely withheld from him
the fact that Jimmie had joined the Southern Army.
She knew the struggle it had cost him to take up arms
against a people he liked so much, and she would not willingly
94add to his burden by telling him of Jimmie’s sin,
and it was well she did not, for had he known how near
he was to Jimmie, he could not have stood there so unmoved,
awaiting the first booming gun which should herald
the opening of the battle.
It came at last, a bellowing, thunderous roar, whose
echoes shook the hills for miles, as the hissing shell
went plowing through the air, bursting harmlessly at
last just beyond its destined mark. The enemy were in
no hurry to retort, for a deep silence ensued, broken ere
long by another heavy gun, which did its work more
thoroughly than its predecessor had done, for where several
breathing souls had been there was nought left save
the bleeding mutilated trunks of what were once human
forms. The battle had commenced. Sherman’s Brigade,
in which was the N. Y. 13th, did its part nobly,
overrunning in its headlong charges battery after battery,
and recking little of the shafts of death falling so thick
and fast. Louder and more deafening grew the battle
din, hoarser and heavier the battle thunder, denser,
deeper the battle smoke, dimming the brightness of that
Sabbath morn. Louder, shriller grew the Gaelic scream,
fiercer rose the Celtic cry, wilder rang the yells of the
13th, as its members plunged into the thickest of the fight
their demoniacal shouts appalling the hearts of the foe
far more than the rain of shot so vigorously kept up, and
causing them to flee as from a pack of fiends.
Steady in its place George Graham’s giant form was
seen; no thought of Annie now; no thought of home;
no thought of Bible buttoned over the heart; thoughts
only of the fray and victory.
Not far away, and where the fight was thickest,
the widow’s boys, Eli and John, stood firm as granite
rocks, the beaded sweat dropping from their burning
95brows, begrimed with battle smoke, as with unflinching
nerve and hands that trembled not, they took
their aims, seeing more than one fall before their sure
fire.
White as the winter snow one boyish face gleamed
amid the excited throng; the fair hair pushed back from
the girlish forehead, and the scorching sun falling upon
the unsheltered head, for Isaac’s cap had been shot away,
and the ball which shot it lay swimming in the dark life
blood of poor Harry Baker, just behind, and just two
inches taller than the widow’s youngest born. Poor
Harry! He had done his best to keep the promise made
so boastfully. In all the 13th Regiment there was not
one who played a braver part than he, firing off with
every gun a timely joke, which raised a smile even in
that dreadful hour. But Harry’s work was done, and
Mrs. Baker had but one boy now, for her first-born lay
upon the ground so blackened and disfigured, with the
thick brains slowly oozing from his mangled head, and
the purple gore pouring from his lips, that only those
who saw him fall, could guess that it was Harry. Poor
Harry! We say it again, sadly, reverently, for rude and
reckless though he was, he fell fighting for his country;
and to all who perish thus we owe a debt of gratitude, a
meed of praise. Sacred, then, be the memory of those
whose graves are with the slain, far away beneath Virginia’s
sky, and sacred be the memory of poor Harry
Baker. His own worst enemy, he lived his life’s brief
span, and died at last a soldier’s death.
“Shot plump through the upper story! Won’t the
old woman row it, though?” was Bill’s characteristic
96comment, as the whizzing and the death shriek met his
ear, and the falling, bleeding figure met his view.
Spite of his jeering words there was a keen pang in
Billy’s heart as he shrank away from the gory mass he
knew had been his brother,—a sudden upheaving of
something in his throat and a blur before his vision, as
he began to realize what it was to go to war. But there
was then no time to waste over a fallen brother. The
dread work must go on, and with the whispered words,
“Poor Hal, I’ll do the tender for you when we get the
varments licked,” he marked the position by signs he
could not miss, and then pressed closer to his comrade,
saying, as he did so—
“Ike, Hal’s a goner. Shot right through his top-knot,
with a piece of your cap wedged in his skull. If you’d
been a leetle taller you’d been scalped instead of Hal.
So much you get for bein’ ‘Stub.’”
Isaac shuddered involuntarily, but ere he could look
back the crowd behind pushed him forward, and so he
failed to see the ruin which, but for his short stature,
would have come to him. There were no marks upon
him yet,—nothing, save the uncovered head, to tell where
he had been. The balls which struck down others passed
him by, the wind they made lifting occasionally his fair
hair, but doing no other damage. Above, around, before,
behind, at right, at left, the grape shot fell like hail,
but left him all untouched, and Billy, grown timid since
poor Harry’s fate, pressed closer to the boy who would
not tell a lie, as if there were safety there.
Onward, onward they pressed, Isaac wondering sometimes
how Tom Carleton fared, and looking again in
quest of their young Lieutenant Graham, still towering
above them all, in spite of Rose’s prediction. The ball
97for which he was the mark had not been fired yet, but it
was coming. An Alabamian volunteer had singled out
that form, yelling exultingly as he saw it reel and totter
like a broken reed. They were well matched in size, the
two combatants, both splendid marks, as Rose had said,
and Bill Baker’s sure aim froze the laugh upon the Alabamian’s
lips and sent him staggering to the ground,
just as Isaac received his captain’s orders to lead the
fainting, wounded George to a place of comparative
safety.
“It’s only my arm they’ve shattered,” George whispered,
glancing sadly at the disabled limb over which
Isaac’s tears were falling. “Will it kill me, think?” was
the next remark, prompted by a thought of Annie.
Isaac did not believe it would, and with all a woman’s
tenderness he bound it up and held his canteen to the
lips of the fainting, weary man, whispering,
“Water, boy, water.”
Isaac had not, like many others, thrown his canteen
away, and he gave freely to the thirsty George, who,
with each draught, felt his pulse grow stronger, while
his eyes kindled with fresh zeal as the noise of the battle
grew louder, and seemed to be coming nearer. The onslaught
was terrible now. Cannon after cannon belched
forth its terrific thunder, ball after ball sped on its deadly
track, battery after battery opened its blazing fire, shell
after shell cut the summer air, and burst with murderous
hiss; shout after shout rent the smoky sky, shriek after
shriek went down with the rushing wind, officer after
officer bit the dust, rank after rank was broken up, soul
after soul went to the bar of God, and then there came
a pause. The firing ceased, the stifling smoke rolled
gradually away, and showed a dreadful sight,—men mutilated
98and torn, till not a vestige of their former looks
was left to tell who they had been. Mingled together,
in one frightful mass, the dead and dying lay, smiles
wreathing the livid lips of some, and frowns disfiguring
others. Arms, hands, and feet, heads, fingers, toes, and
clots of human hair, dripping red with blood, were scattered
over the field,—parts of the living mass we saw but
a few hours agone moving on so hopefully beneath the
morning moonlight, “Like leaves of the forest when autumn
hath blown,” they lay there now, their mangled remains
crying loudly to Heaven for vengeance on the
heads of those who brought this curse upon us.
CHAPTER VIII. THE RETREAT.
The day was ours, nobly won with sweat and toil
and blood, and the brave men who won it were
thinking of the laurels so laboriously earned,
when suddenly the entire scale was turned, and ere they
knew what they were doing, the tired, jaded troops found
themselves rushing headlong from the battle-field, never
so much as casting a backward glance, but each striving
to out-run the other, and so escape from they knew not
what! How that panic happened no one can tell. Some
charged it to the reckless conduct of a band of Regulars
sent back for ammunition, and others upon the idle
lookers on, the curious ones, who had come “to see the
Rebels whipped,” and who at the first intimation of defeat
99joined in the general stampede, making the confusion
worse, and adding greatly to the fright of the flying
multitude.
It was a strange retreat our soldiers made. All law
and order were at an end, company mixed with
company, regiment with regiment, and together they
rushed headlong down the hill, many in their dismay
fording the creek regardless of the shot and shell sent
after them by the astonished foe, now really in pursuit.
Some there were, however, who made the retreat more
leisurely, and among these, Bill Baker. Remembering
the mark he had fixed in his own mind, he sought among
the slain for Harry, finding him at last, trampled and
crushed by the flying troops, and wholly unrecognizable
by any save a brother’s eye. Bill knew him, however,
in a moment, but there was no time now to “do the tender,”
as he had purposed doing. There was danger in
tarrying long, and with a shudder Bill bent over the
mangled form, and with his jack-knife severed a lock of
matted, bloodwet hair, taking also from the pockets
whatever of value they contained, not from any avaricious
motive, but rather from a feeling that the rebels
should get nothing save the body.
“A darned sight good Hal’s carcass will do ye!” he
said, shaking his fist defiantly in the direction of the foe,
“but the wust is your own this hot weather, if you don’t
bury him decently;” then turning to the lifeless gore, he
continued: “Poor Hal! I’m kinder sorry you are dead.
You had now and then a streak of good about you, and
I’m sorry we ever quarreled, I be, upon my word, and I
wish you could hear me say so; but you can’t, knocked
into a cocked up hat as you are, poor Hal. If there was
100a spot on your face as big as a sixpence that wasn’t
smashed into a jelly, I’d kiss you just for the old woman’s
sake, but I swan if I can stomach it! I might your
hands, perhaps,” and bending lower, Bill’s lips touched
the clammy fingers of the dead.
There was something in the touch which brought to
Bill’s heart a pang similar to the one he felt when he
saw his brother fall, and rising to his feet, he said,
mournfully:
“Good-bye, old Hal, I’m going now; I wish you might
go, too. Good-bye,” and wiping away a tear which felt
much out of place on his rough cheek, Bill walked away,
saying to himself, “Poor Hal. I didn’t s’pose I had
such a hankerin’ for him. Didn’t s’pose I cared for
nobody; but such a day’s work as this finds the soft spot
in a feller’s heart if he’s got any. Poor Hal! Mother’ll
nigh about raise the ruff!”
Thus soliloquizing Bill moved on, not rapidly as others
did, but rather leisurely than otherwise. He seemed to
be benumbed, and did not care much what became of
himself. Wading the stream he trudged on, now wondering
“What the plague they all were running for,
when they’d got the rascals licked,” and again anathematizing
the shot which fell around him.
“S’pose I care for you,” he said, hitting a spent ball a
kick. “S’pose I care if I do get killed? better do that
than to run.”
Then reflecting that to be shot in the back was not
considered a distinguished mark of honor, he hastened
his lagging steps until the shelter of the wood was
reached. Bill was very tired, and feeling comparatively
safe, determined not to travel farther until he had had
some rest. Hunting out a thick clump of underbrush
101near a stream of water, where he would be sheltered
from observation, he crawled into its midst, and was ere
long sleeping soundly, wholly oblivious to the strange
sights and sounds around him, as squad after squad of
soldiers hurried by.
Meanwhile George Graham was sitting faint and weary
beneath the tree, when the first token of the retreat met
his view.
“See, they are running,” Isaac said, grasping his
sound arm in some affright. “Let us run, too. You
lean on me, and I’ll lead you safely through.”
“With a bitter groan, George attempted to rise, but
sank back again from utter exhaustion. A species of
apathy had stolen over him, and he would rather stay
there and die, he said, than make the attempt to flee.
He did not think of Annie, until Isaac, bending down,
said, entreatingly:
“It will be horrid for Annie to know you died, when
you might have got away. Try for Annie’s sake, can’t
you?”
Yes, for Annie’s sake he could, and at the mere mention of
her name, the dim eye kindled, and the pale cheeks
glowed, while the wounded man made another effort to
rise. He succeeded this time, and with slow steps the
two commenced their retreat. It was a novel sight, that
tall, muscular man, towering head and shoulders above
the frail boy, upon whom he leaned heavily for support,—the
generous Isaac, who would not leave him there
alone, even though he knew the danger he was incurring
for himself.
“They’ll treat us decent if we’re taken prisoners, won’t
they, think?” he asked, as the possibility of such a calamity
was suggested to his mind.
102Not till then had George thought of that. They
would not murder a wounded man, he was sure, but
they might take him prisoner, and death itself was almost
preferable to days of captivity and sickening suspense
away from Annie. The very idea roused him into
life, and with a superhuman effort, he hastened on, almost
outrunning Isaac, until they, too, had reached the
friendly woods where Bill had already taken shelter.
Just then a loaded wagon passed them, its frightened,
excited occupants paying no heed to Isaac’s cry for help,
until one whose uniform showed him to be an officer,
sprang up, exclaiming:
“The strong must give place to the wounded. I can
find my way to Washington better than that bleeding
man!” and Tom Carleton seized the reins with a grasp
which brought the foaming steeds nearly to their
haunches. The vehicle was stopped, and the next instant
Tom had leaped upon the ground, spraining his
ankle severely, and reeling in his first pain against the
astounded Isaac, who cried out, joyfully:
“Oh, Captain Carleton, save Lieutenant Graham, won’t
you? We can walk, you and I.”
Tom had not the least suspicion as to whom he was
befriending until then, and now, unmindful of his own
aching foot, he assisted George to the seat he had vacated,
and watched the party without a pang as they drove
rapidly away, leaving him alone with Isaac.
“We’ll do the best we can, my boy,” he said, cheerily,
as he met the confiding, inquiring look bent upon him
by Isaac, who, relieved of his former charge, felt now
like leaning for protection and guidance upon Captain
Carleton.
Alas, his hopes were short-lived, for a groan just then
escaped from Tom’s white lips, wrung out by the agony
103it cost him to step. Isaac saw him stagger when he
sprang to the ground, and comprehending the case at
once, he resumed his burden of care, and kneeling before
poor Tom, who had sunk upon the grass, he rubbed
the swollen limb as tenderly as Rose herself could have
done.
“If we could only find some water,” Tom said, scanning
the appearance of the woods, and judging at last by
indications which seldom failed, that there must be some
not very far away. “There where the bushes are,” he
said, pointing toward the very spot where Bill lay
snoring soundly, and dreaming of robbing Parson
Goodwin’s orchard, in company with Hal. “There must
be water there, and human beings too, for I hear singing,
don’t you?”
Isaac listened till he, too, caught a strain of melody, as
sad and low as if it were a funeral dirge some one was
trilling there.
“What can it mean?” Tom said. “Lend me your
hand, my boy, and I’ll soon find out.”
It was a harder task to move than he anticipated, for
the ankle was swelling rapidly, and bearing the least
weight upon it made the pain intolerable. Leaning on
Isaac’s shoulder, he managed to make slow progress toward
the stream bubbling so deliciously among the
grass, and toward the music growing more and more distinct.
It was reached at last, and the mystery was solved.
Leaning against a tree was a Confederate officer, whose
white face told plainer than words could tell that never
again would he be seen in the pine-shadowed home he
had left so unwillingly but a few months before. Beside
him upon the grass lay a boy, scarcely more than twelve
years old, a drummer in a company of New England
104volunteers, both little hands shot entirely off, and the
bleeding stumps bound carefully up in the handkerchief
of the Rebel, who had smothered his own dying anguish
for the sake of comforting that poor child, sobbing so
piteously with pain.
“I didn’t s’pose any of you was so good, or I shouldn’t
have come to fight you. Oh, mother, mother, they do
ache so,—my hands,—my hands!” he said, the cry of
contrition ending in a childish wail for the mother sympathy
never more to be experienced by that drummer
boy.
A smile flitted across the officer’s face as he replied,
“Had we all known each other better, this war would
not have been,” and the noble foe held the boy closer to
his bleeding bosom, dipping his hand in the running
stream, and laving the feverish brow where the drops
of sweat were standing.
“What makes you so kind to me?” the dying boy
asked, his dim eyes gazing wistfully into the face bending
so sadly over him.
“I have a boy about your size,—Charlie we call him,”
the stranger said.
“And I am Charlie, too,” the child replied, “Charlie
Younglove, and my home is in New Hampshire, right on
the mountain side. Father is dead, and we are poor,
mother and I. That’s why I came to the war. I wanted
to go to college, sometime. Do you think I’ll die? Will
I never go home again?—never see mother nor little sister
either?”
The soldier groaned, and bent still closer to the drummer boy,
asking so earnestly if he must die. How could
he tell him yes, and yet he felt he must; he would not
be faithful to his trust if he withheld the knowledge, or
failed to point that dying one to the only source of life.
105“Yes, Charlie,” he answered, mournfully, “I think you
will. Are you afraid to die? Did your mother never
tell you of the Saviour?”
“Yes, yes, oh yes!” and the little face lighted up as at
the mention of a dear friend. “I went to Sunday School,
and learned of Jesus there. I’ve prayed to him every
night and every morning since I came from home. I
promised her I would,—mother, I mean,—and she prays,
too. She said so in her letter, right here in my jacket
pocket. Don’t you want to read it?”
The officer shook his head, and Charlie went on:
“I didn’t want to fight to-day, because I knew it was
Sunday, but I had to, or run away. Will God punish
me for that, think? Will he turn me out of Heaven?”
“No, no, oh no!” and the North Carolinian’s tears
dropped like rain upon the troubled face, upturned so
anxiously to his. “God will never punish those who
put their trust in Jesus.”
“I do, I do, I do!” and the trembling voice grew
fainter, adding, after a pause: “You are a good man, I
know. You have been to Sunday School, I guess, and
you prayed this morning, didn’t you?”
The soldier answered, “Yes,” and the child continued:
“You are dying, too, I ’most know, for there’s blood
all over us. We’ll go together, won’t we, you and I?
Will there be war in Heaven, between the North and
South?”
“No, Charlie. There is naught but peace in Heaven,”
and again the white hands laved the feverish forehead,
for the soldier would fain keep that little spirit till his
could join it company, and speed away to the land where
trouble is unknown.
But it could not be, for Charlie’s life was ebbing away;
the last sand was dropping from the glass. Closer the
106fair curly head nestled to its strange pillow,—the bleeding
bosom of a foe,—and the lips murmured incoherently
of the elm-trees growing near the mountain home, and
the mother watching daily for tidings of her boy. Then
the train of thought was changed, and Charlie heard the
bell, just as it pealed that morning from his own village
spire. How grand the music was echoing through the
Virginia woods, and the blue eyes closed, as with a
whisper he asked:
“Don’t you hear the old bell at home, calling the
folks to church? It has stopped now, and the children
are singing before the organ, ‘Glory to God on high.’ I
used to sing it with them. Do you know it, ‘Gloria in
excelsis’?”
“Yes, yes!” the soldier eagerly replied, glad to find
they were both of the same faith,—that little Yankee
boy, born among the granite hills, and he a North Carolinian,
born on Southern soil.
“Then sing it,” Charlie whispered; “sing it, won’t
you? Maybe I’ll go to sleep. I don’t ache any now.”
With a mighty effort the soldier forced down his bitter
grief, and in a low, mournful tone, commenced our
beautiful church chant, the dying child for whom he
sang, faintly joining with him for a time, but the sweet
voice ceased ere long, the curly head pressed heavier, the
bleeding stumps lay motionless, and when the chant was
ended, Charlie had gone to his last sleep.
Carefully, reverently, the North Carolinian laid the
little form upon the grass, and kissed the stiffened lips
for the sake of the mother, who might never know just
how Charlie died.
Just then footsteps sounded near. Tom and Isaac
were coming, and the face of the soldier darkened when
he saw them, as if they had been intruders upon him and
107his beautiful dead. Their appearance, however, disarmed
him at once, and with a faint smile he pointed to his
companion, and said:
“He was in the Federal army two hours ago; he has
joined God’s army now. Poor Charlie! I would have
done much to save him!” and with his hand he smoothed
the golden hair, on which the flecks of western sunshine
lay.
Isaac knew it was a Rebel speaking to him, and for an
instant he experienced the same sensation he had felt in
the midst of the fray, but only for an instant, for though
he knew it was a sworn foe, he knew, too, that ’twas a
noble-hearted man, and with a pitying glance at the
dead, he asked if aught could be done for the living.
“No,” and the soldier smiled again; “my passport is
sealed; I am going after Charlie. Some one of your men
did his work well—see!” and opening his coat, he disclosed
the frightful wound from which the dark blood
was gushing.
Then, in a few words he had told them Charlie’s story,
adding in conclusion,
“You will escape; you will go home again: and if you
do, write to Charlie’s mother, and tell her how he died.
Tell her not to weep for him so early saved. Her letter
is in his pocket: take it as a guide where to direct your
own.”
This he said to Isaac, for he saw Tom was disabled.
Isaac did as he was bidden, and the letter from Charlie’s
mother, written but a week before, was safely put away
for future reference, and then Isaac did for the North
Carolina soldier what the North Carolina soldier had done
for the Yankee boy: he staunched the flowing blood as best
he could, bathed the throbbing head, and held the cooling
water to the dry, parched lips, which feebly murmured
their thanks.
108The stranger saw the distinction there was between
his new-found friends, and feeling that Tom was the one
to whom he must appeal, he turned his glazed eyes upon
him, and said:
“Whose government will answer for all this, yours or
the one that I acknowledge?”
“Both, both!” Tom replied vehemently; and the
stranger rejoined:
“Yes, both have much to answer for,—one for not
yielding a little more, and the other for its rash impetuosity.
Oh, had we, as a people, know each other; could
we have guessed what brave, kind hearts there were both
North and South, we should never have come to this;
but we believed our leaders too much; trusted too implicitly
in the dastardly falsehoods of a lying press; and it
has brought us here. For myself I am willing to die in
a good cause; and of course I think ours is just; exactly
as you think of yours; but who will care for my poor
Nellie I left in my Southern home? What splendid victory
can repay her for the husband she will lose ere yonder
sun has set, or what can compensate my daughter
Maude or my boy Charlie for their loss?
The North Carolinian paused from exhaustion, and
Tom essayed to comfort him.
Bending over him, and supporting the drooping head
which dropped lower and lower, the lips whispering of
Nelly, of Maud and Charlie, and of the Tar River winding
past their door, until there seemed no longer life in
that once vigorous frame.
“He’s dead,” Isaac was about to say, but the words
froze on his lips, for in the distance he caught sight of
two other men coming towards them,—one strong and
powerful, the other slight and girlish-looking. Tom saw
them, too, and turning to Isaac, said hurriedly,
109“Run, my boy, and leave me. They will think far
more of capturing an officer than a private. You can escape
as well as not,—run, quick.”
But Isaac would share Capt. Carleton’s fate, whatever
that might be, and with a deep flush on his boyish face,
he drew nearer to his companion and stood gazing defiantly
at the Rebels as they came up.
“We have nothing to hope,” Tom whispered, “but
we’ll sell ourselves dearly as possible,” and bracing himself
against the tree, he prepared to do battle, refusing
at once the bullying Rebel’s command,
“Surrender or die.”
“Never!” was the firm response, and while Isaac engaged
hand to hand with the smaller of the two, Tom
parried skillfully each thrust of his antagonist, who accused
him of having murdered the North Carolina officer
lying near.
Both Tom and Isaac had thought the stranger dead,
but at this accusation the white lips quivered, and whispered
faintly, “No, no, they were kind to me, the officer
and the boy.”
For an instant the Rebel’s uplifted hand was stayed,
and it is difficult to say what the result might have been
had not another voice called through the leafy woods,
“No quarter to the Yankee!”
Tom’s cheek blanched to an unnatural whiteness, as
with partial lips and flashing eyes he watched the new
comer hastening to the rescue, the handsome, graceful
stranger, whose appearance riveted Isaac’s attention at
once, causing him to gaze spell-bound upon the face of
the advancing foe, as if it were one he had seen before.
How handsome that young man was, with his saucy,
laughing eyes of black, his soft, silken curls of hair, and
that air of self-assurance, which bespoke a daring, reckless
110spirit. Isaac could not remove his eyes from the
young Rebel, and his late antagonist met with no resistance,
as he passed his arms around him and held him
prisoner at last. Isaac did not even think of himself;
his thoughts were all upon the stranger, at whom poor
Tom sat gazing, half bewildered, and trying once to
stretch his arms toward him, while the lips essayed to
speak. But the words he would have uttered died away
as a sudden faintness stole over him, when he saw that
he was recognized. There was a violent start,—a fading
out of the bright color on the Rebel’s cheek, and Isaac,
still watching him, heard him exclaim, “No, no, not him,
leave him alone,” while at the same time he attempted
to free Tom from the firm grasp the enemy now had
upon him.
With an oath the soldier shook him off, then rudely
bade his half-senseless victim rise and follow as a prisoner
of war. And Tom, unmindful of the pain, arose
without a word, and leaning heavily upon his captor,
hobbled on, caring little now, it would seem, what fate
was in reserve for him. He seemed benumbed, and only
an occasional groan, which Isaac fancied was wrung out
by pain, told that he was conscious of anything.
“He’s lame,” Isaac cried, the hot tears raining over
his face, while he begged of them to stop, or at least to
carry poor Capt. Carleton, if they must go on. “I won’t
run away,” he said, imploringly to his own captor, feeling
intuitively that his was the kinder nature. “Don’t
be afraid of me. I’ll help you carry him if necessary.
Do have some pity. He’s fainting, see!” and Isaac almost
shrieked as poor Tom sunk upon the grass, utterly
unable to move another step. They must carry him now
or leave him there, and anxious for the honor a captured
officer of Tom Carleton’s evident rank in life would confer
111upon them, the Rebels availed themselves of Isaac’s
proffered aid, and the three, bearing their heavy burden,
moved slowly on until far beyond the bushes by the
stream, where the other soldier sat upon the ground, his
laughing black eyes heavy with tears, and his heart
throbbing with a keener pain than he had ever known before.
“I was wrong to let him go,” he said aloud. “Three
against two would surely have carried the day, and that
boy at his side was brave, I know. But it cannot now be
helped. He is their prisoner, and all that remains for
me to do is to see that the best of treatment comes to him
until he is released. But what! are the dead coming
back to life?” and the soldier started up as he caught a
sound of bending twigs near by.
CHAPTER IX. THE REBEL AND THE YANKEE.
Bill Baker was awake at last, and from his hiding-place had seen Capt. Carleton and Isaac disappear
beneath the trees in the distance.
“They are goners,” he muttered to himself, “Won’t
that snap dragon of a widow be mad, though, when she
hears how they’ve got Ike. Poor Ike, I’d help him if I
could, but ’taint no use interferin’ now,” and with this
reflection, Bill turned his attention toward the stranger,
watching him for several minutes, first to decide his
politics, and second, to calculate his probable strength.
The soldier was at least a head taller than Bill, who nevertheless
112far exceeded him in strength of muscle and power
of endurance.
“I can manage him,” was Bill’s contemptuous comment,
and feeling in his pocket for the strong cord Rose Mather
had bound round his paper parcel of turnovers and
cheese, he prepared to spring upon his foe in the rear
and take him by surprise.
The cracking twigs betrayed him, and changing his
tactics he walked directly in front of the astonished young
man, who, with heightened color, haughtily demanded
“what he was doing there,—and whether he were a friend
or foe.”
“What am I doin’ here?” Bill repeated, sticking his
cap a little more to one side, and half shutting one of his
wicked grey eyes, “Kinder peekin’ round to see what I
can find. Be I friend or foe? You must be green to ask
that. Don’t you re-cog-nize my regimentals, made after
the cut of Uncle Sam, siled some, to be sure, but then
I’ve been at a dirty job,—been lickin’ jest such scamps as
you. Now, then, corporal, seein’ I answered you civil,
what are you doin’ here? You won’t answer me, hey?”
he continued, as the stranger deigned him no other reply
than a look of ineffable disdain. “Wall, then, if you’re
so ’fraid of your tongue, s’posin’ we try a rastle, rough
and tumble, you know; and the one that gits beat is
t’other’s prisoner. That’s fair, as these dead folks will
witness;” and Bill’s glance for the first time fell upon the
bodies lying near them,—upon Charlie’s childish face,
with the golden curls clustering around it.
The sight touched a tender chord in Bill, and forgetting
for a moment his new acquaintance, he bent over
the drummer boy, murmuring,
“Poor child, your folks or’to have been ashamed to let
you come to war.”
113Now was the Rebel’s time. He felt intuitively that he
was no match for the thick-set, brawny Bill. Safety lay
alone in flight, and with a sudden bound he fled like a
deer.
“Nuff said,” dropped from Bill’s lips, and the next instant
he, too, was flying through the woods in pursuit of
the foe.
It proved an unequal race, and Bill’s strong arms ere
long closed like a vice around the struggling soldier, who
resisted manfully, until resistance was vain, and then
sullenly stood still, while Bill fastened his hands behind
him, with the cords unwittingly furnished by Rose Mather!
“Don’t squirm so, corporal,” Bill said, as he bound the
knots securely, with his knee upon the back of the stranger,
whom he had thrown upon his face. “Don’t squirm
so like an eel and I’ll be done the quicker. I calkerlate
to tie you so you can’t git away, and you may as well
hold on. Got kinder delicate hands, haint you? Never
done nothin’, I guess, but lick niggers and shute your
betters. There, you may stan’ up now if you want tew.”
The young man struggled to his feet, saying, proudly:
“What do you intend doing next, sir?”
“What do I intend doin’?” Bill replied, with imperturbable
gravity. “I intend leadin’ you by this string
inter camp, and showin’ you up for to’pence a sight.
What d’ye s’pose I intended doin’?”
The young man made one more desperate struggle to
free himself, but the twine only cut into his flesh, making
the matter worse, so he finally submitted to his fate, and
suffered Bill to take him where he listed. Bill was in no
hurry to get to camp. He rather enjoyed being alone
with his prisoner, and leading him to a little thicket he
made him sit down, and placing one of his feet upon him
he began to ask him innumerable questions,—what was
114his name, where did he come from, what company was he
in, and so on, to none of which did the stranger vouchsafe
a reply.
With a haughty look upon his handsome face, he
maintained a rigid silence, while Bill continued:
“Needn’t talk unless you want to. Speech is free with
us, you know; but seein’ you won’t tell who you be,
maybe you wouldn’t mind hearing my geneology. It’ll
make you feel better, mabby, to know my reputation and
standin’ in society. Corporal, did you ever hear of a
Yankee, a real live mudsill Yankee, such as Southern
gentlemen feel above fightin’ with? Wall, I’m that critter.
What do you think of me, take me as a hull?”
The stranger groaned in disgust, and Bill continued:
“Them cords hurt you, I guess. Like enough I’ll
ease ’em up a trifle, if you say so. I ain’t hard-hearted, if
I be rough as a nutmeg-grater. Shall I loosen ’em so’s
not to hurt them soft, baby hands of yourn?”
“Thank you, sir. I don’t mind it in the least,” was
the soldier’s answer, though all the while the coarse
twine was cutting cruelly into the tender flesh.
This Bill suspected, and muttering to himself:
“Good grit, if he is a Rebel,” he went on: “Considerable
top-lofty, ain’t you, corporal? And as chaps of
your cloth like to meet with their equals, I’ll go on with
my history. I was born in Massachusetts, not over a
day’s ride from Boston. Ever been to Boston?”
No answer from the stranger, save a heightened color,
and Bill proceeded:
“Tall old town. Got a smashin’ monument out to
Charlestown. Heard on’t I s’pose, as I take it some of
you Southern dogs can read. Wall, father died in State’s
Prison down there to Charlestown, and then we moved
to Rockland, the old woman, Hal and me. Hal’s lyin’
up there where the hottest of the fight took place, and
115I’m here tormentin’ you by tellin’ you my character.
I’ve been to the workhouse twice,—I have, I swan,—once
for gettin’ drunk, and once for somethin’ else a good deal
wus. How do you feel now?” and Bill leered wickedly
at the young man, who seemed bent on keeping silence.
Only the expression of his face told the extreme contempt
he felt for his companion, and how it did wound
to the quick one of his nature to be held a prisoner by
such as William Baker. But there was no help for it;
he must submit to be taken to Washington by the
despised Bill, and then,—oh, how his heart sank within
him as he thought, what then? Was there no method
of escape? Couldn’t he get away, or better yet, couldn’t
he hire Bill to let him go? Strange he had not thought
of this before. Yankees were proverbially avaricious,
and almost every man had his price. He could try, at
all events, and unbending his dignity, he inquired what
Bill would ask to let him go?
“What’ll I ask?” repeated Bill, placing both feet
instead of one upon his prisoner. “I dun know. Le’ss
dicker a spell and see. What’ll you give, and where
do you keep your traps?”
“In my pockets,” the unsuspecting soldier answered;
“there’s my watch and chain, worth over three hundred
dollars.”
“Whew-ew!” whistled Bill, his face lighting up instantly,
while hope crept into the stranger’s heart. “A
gold watch worth over three hundred! Let’s see the
critter.”
“You forget that my hands are tied,” the stranger
suggested.
“So they be, but mine ain’t,” and the next moment
Bill was holding to his ear an elegant Parisian watch,
and asking if the stranger were positive sure it cost
more’n three hundred dollars. “I had an old pewter
116thing that I gin to mother,” he said, “and this concern jest
comes in play. It’s mine, you say, if I’ll let you cut
stick and run?”
“Yes, sir; I give you that in exchange for my liberty.”
“Wall, now, kind a generous, ain’t you? But I want
you should fling in something to clinch the bargain. A
chap of your cloth is of more valley than three hundred.
What else have you got, corporal?” and laying the watch
carefully upon the grass, Bill’s hand a second time sought
the stranger’s pocket, bringing out an expensive and
exquisitely wrought quizzing-glass.
“Wall, now, if these ain’t the curisest spetacles!” he
exclaimed. “I’ll jest see how a Reb looks through ’em,”
and adjusting them to his eyes, Bill walked demurely
around his prisoner, and then standing at a little distance
inspected him minutely, as if he had been some
curious monster. “Hanged if I can see in ’em, but
mabby they’ll suit the old woman to hum,” he said,
placing the glass beside the watch, and adding: “Watch
and spetacles ain’t enough, corporal. What more have
you got? Ain’t there a ring on one of your hands?”
“Yes, a costly diamond,” was the faint response, and
Bill ere long was trying in vain to push it over his
large joints.
“It don’t fit me, but I guess ’twill my gal, when I git
one,” he said, laying that, too, with the watch and eyeglass.
A silver tobacco-box and handsome cigar-case followed
next, the stranger groaning mentally, as a faint suspicion
of Bill’s real intentions crossed his mind. There remained
now but one more article, the dearest of all the
young Rebel possessed, and the perspiration started from
every pore as he felt the rough hand again within his
pockets, and knew he could not prevent it.
117“Oh, no, no, no, not that! Spare me that. Do not
open it, please!” and the haughty tone was changed to
one of earnest supplication, as Bill drew forth a small
daguerrean case, and placed his dirty thumb upon the
spring.
Something in the stranger’s voice made him pause a
moment, but anything like delicacy of feeling was unknown
to the rough Bill, and the next instant he was
feasting his rude gaze upon the features which the Rebel
youth had guarded almost religiously, even from his
equals in camp. How beautiful that girlish face was,
with its bright laughing eyes, and soft chestnut curls
falling in such profusion around the childish brow, and
upon the smooth, white neck. Even Bill was awed into
silence, while a feeling of bewilderment crept over him
as if he had seen that face before, and mingled with this
feeling came remembrances of that last day at home,
when fair hands, which, ere he was a soldier, would have
scorned to touch such as he, had waved him an adieu.
“Whew-ew!” he whistled, at last. “Ain’t she pretty,
though? Your sweetheart, I guess,” and he leered at
the stranger, who made him no reply; only the lips
quivered, and in the dark eyes there was a gathering
moisture; but when Bill asked, “May I have this, too, if
I’ll let you go?” the stranger answered, promptly:
“Never! I’ll die a thousand deaths before I’ll part
with that! Liberty is not worth that price. Give me
back the picture, and I’ll go with you willingly wherever
you please. Do give it back,” he added, in an
agony of fear, as Bill continued gazing at it, and making
his remarks.
“Can’t a feller look at a gal on glass if he wants to? I
wouldn’t hurt the little critter if I could as well as not.
118So you won’t give her to me, nor tell me who ’tis,
neither?”
“Stranger,” said the Rebel, “have you any feelings of
refinement?”
“Nary feelin’,” and Bill shook his head, but did not
withdraw his eyes from the picture.
“Well, then, have you a wife?”
“Nary wife. Nobody would have Bill Baker.”
“Nor sister?”
“Nary sister but a dead one that I never seen.”
“Nor mother? You surely have a mother,” and the
soldier’s voice shook with strong emotion.
“You’ve got me there,” and Bill’s eyes turned upon
his prisoner. “I have a mother, and you ought to hear
the old gal take on when she comes home from washin’
from Miss Martherses or some of the big bugs and finds
Hal dead drunk on the trundle-bed, and me not a great
sight better. Handsome old gal,—one of the kind that
don’t wear hoops, but every time she steps takes her
gownd up on her heels, you know.”
The Rebel groaned aloud. There was no tender point
upon which his captor could be touched, and the tears
rained over his handsome face as he begged of Bill to
give him at least the ambrotype.
“It’s the only thing which has prevented me from being
a perfect villain,” he said. “It has kept me from
the wine cup, and from the gambler’s den.”
“Pity it hadn’t kept you out of the Southern army,”
was Bill’s dry response, and the stranger answered,
eagerly:
“I wish it had, I wish it had! Please give it back,
and I’ll swear allegiance to the veriest minion in Lincoln’s
train.”
“I never thought no great of a turncoat,” Bill replied,
119closing the case, and still holding it in his hand. “If
you’re a Southern dog, stay so, not go to barkin’ on both
sides. We don’t want no traitors. Honest, though,
corporal, where was you born? There’s a kind of nateral
look in your face, as if I’d seen it afore,” and Bill laid
the ambrotype upon the grass.
But with regard to his birthplace, the stranger was
non-committal; and Bill continued:
“If I let you go, you’ll give me the watch?”
“Willingly, willingly.”
“And the spetacles?”
“Yes, oh yes.”
“And the glass bead ring?”
“Yes, everything but the picture.”
“Don’t be so fast,” Bill rejoined. “I’ll get to that
bimeby. Watch, spetacles, glass bead ring, tobarker-box,
and this other thingumbob, but not the picter, if I’ll
let you go? And you’ll go with me to Washington, and
be showed up like a caravan if I’ll give up the picter?
Them’s the terms as I understand.”
“Yes,” the stranger gasped, a shadow of hope stealing
into his heart.
Alas, how soon it was erased by Bill’s continuing:
“Yankees ain’t generally very green. We can make
you Southern bloods buy wooden cowcumber-seeds any
time of day, and do you s’pose I’m goin’ to let you off
at any price? NoSIR! If you go to war, you must take
the chances of war. I ain’t a-goin’ to hurt you, and
I’ll ease up them strings if you say so, but, corporal,
you’re my prisoner; and these traps,” laying his hand
upon the various articles upon the grass, “these traps,
picter and all, I con-fis-cate as con-tra-band! How do
you feel now?” and Bill coolly pocketed his contrabands,
all save the watch, which he adjusted about his neck.
120There was a fierce storm of tears, and sobs, and wild
entreaties, and then the poor discouraged soldier was
still, his white face wearing again its look of cold,
haughty reserve, and his whole manner indicative of the
aversion he felt for the vulgar Bill, upon whom the feeling
was entirely lost, for though Bill knew the proud
Southerner felt above him, he could not appreciate the
feelings which made the young man shrink from him as
from a loathsome reptile. Bill had no intention of treating
him cruelly, and as by this time the night shadows
were creeping into the woods, he sought out a dryer and
more sheltered spot, and bade his prisoner sleep while
he sat by and watched. It seemed preposterous that
the stranger should sleep under so great excitement, but
human nature could endure no longer without rest, and
when at last the stars came out, they shone down upon
that tired soldier, sleeping upon the grass, with Bill sitting
near, and watching as he slept. There were visions
of home, and of the battle, too, it would seem, mingled
in the young man’s dreams, for he talked sometimes
with his mother, asking her to forgive her boy, and take
him back again to her love; then he was pleading for
another, a captive it would seem, asking that nought
but the best of care should come to the wounded officer;
and then the picture flitted across his mind, for he held
converse with the original, and Bill, listening to him,
muttered:
“’Twas his gal, or sister, sure; I’m sorry for him, I
vum, but hanged if I’ll give it up. It’s contraband according
to war. He needn’t of jined the army.”
And so the weary night wore on, the deep stillness of
the Virginia woods broken occasionally by the shouts of
riders as they passed by, in search of whatever there
was to find. Once, as the shouts came near, the soldier
121started up, but ere the scream for help had passed his
lips, Bill’s hand was laid firmly upon them, and Bill himself
whispered fiercely.
“One yelp, and I gag you with the handkerchief the
old woman took from her pocket and gin me the mornin’
I come from home. She takes snuff, too, the old woman
does!”
There was a gesture of disgust, and then the stranger
became quiet again, while the shouts died away in the
distance and were not heard again that night. The
morning broke at last, and just as it was growing light,
Bill, aroused by the falling rain from the slumber into
which he had inadvertently fallen, awoke his prisoner,
and led him safely through the pickets of the enemy
without encountering a human being. They were a
strange looking couple, and when, on the following day,
they reached Washington, they attracted far more attention
than the prisoner desired, for he shrunk nervously
from the curious gaze fixed upon him, refusing to answer
all questions as to his name or birthplace, and appearing
glad when at last he was relieved from Bill’s surveillance
and led to his prison home.
CHAPTER X. NEWS OF THE BATTLE AT ROCKLAND.
Great Battle at Manassas!
Total Rout of the Federal Army!
3,000 killed and as many more taken prisoners!
Fire Zouaves all cut to pieces!
122Only three or four escape alive!
N. Y. 13th completely riddled!!!
Sherman’s Battery, and hosts of guns in the hands of
the Rebels!
Frightful Panic at Washington!
The Capitol in imminent danger!
Gen. Scott in convulsions, the President crazy, and
Seward threatened with softening of the brain!
Women and children fleeing for their lives!
Beauregard marching on with 500,000 men!
The Baltimoreans in ecstasies, and the Philadelphians
in despair!
Such were some of the exaggerated reports which ran
like lightning through the streets of Rockland on the
first arrival of the news, throwing the people into a
greater panic than was said to exist in Washington.
Hints of some terrible disaster, the exact nature of which
could not be known until the arrival of the evening papers,
had early in the afternoon found their way from
the telegraphic station into the village, creating the most
intense excitement. Men left their places of business to
talk the matter over, while groups of women assembled
at the street corners, discussing the probabilities of the
case, and each hoping that her child, her husband, her
brother had been spared.
Prominent among these was Widow Simms, holding
fast to Susan’s hand, and occasionally whispering a word
of comfort to the poor child, whose eyes were red with
weeping over the possible fate of John. Rose Mather’s
carriage drove up and down, and from its window Rose
herself looked anxiously out, her face indicative of the
anxiety she felt to hear the worst, if worst there were.
She knew her husband could not have been in battle, for
he was still in Washington, but she was conscious of a feeling
123as if some dire calamity were impending over her,
and among the crowd collected in the street there was
none who waited more impatiently for the coming of the
evening train than she. She had taken Annie Graham
to ride with her, and the two presented a most striking
contrast, for where Rose was nervous, impatient and excited,
Annie, though feeling none the less concerned, was
quiet, submissive and resigned, exhibiting no outward
emotion until the shrill whistle was heard across the
plain, when a crimson flush stole into her cheek, deepening
into a purple as the carriage drew up in front of the
office, where the throng was growing denser,—men pushing
past each other, and elbowing their way to a stand-point
near the door, where they could catch the first item
of news, and scatter it among the eager crowd. The
papers came at last, and the damp sheets were almost
torn asunder by the excited multitude.
“Me one,—me, please,” and Rose Mather’s hand was
thrust from the window in time to catch a paper destined
for some one farther in the rear, but ere she had found
the column sought, she heard from those around her
that the worst was realized.
There had been a battle. Our troops were utterly defeated,
and worse than all, disgraced.
“But the 13th?” Annie whispered faintly. “Does it
speak of the 13th?”
Rose did not know. Her interest just then was centered
in the “Massachusetts——,” and in her eagerness to
hear from Tom, she forgot for a moment that such a
regiment as the N. Y. 13th existed. But there were
others who did not forget, and just as the question left
Annie’s lips, the answer came in the despairing cry which
rent the air as some reckless person shouted aloud,
124“The 13th a total wreck! Not a man left of Company
R.”
“Oh, George,” poor Annie cried, and the next moment
Rose held the fainting form upon her lap.
“Drive home,—to Mrs. Graham’s I mean,” she said to
Jake, who, with some difficulty made his way through
the crowd, but not until the story so cruelly set afloat
was contradicted by those who had more coolly read the
sad intelligence.
The news was bad enough, but the Rockland company
was not mentioned, and its friends had no alternative
but to wait until the telegraph wires should bring
some tidings of the saved. Rose was the first to be remembered.
Will did his duty faithfully.
“A terrible battle,” his message ran. “Soldiers are
arriving every hour, but Tom has not come yet.”
A telegram for the Widow Simms came next, the
mother’s quick eye taking in at a glance that only Eli’s
name and John’s were appended to it. Isaac’s was not
there. Where was he then, oh where? She asked this
question frantically, refusing to read the note lest it
should confirm her fears.
“I’ll read it, mother. Let me see,” Susan said, wresting
the paper from her hands, and reading with trembling
tones,
“Eli and I are safe. Isaac was last seen leading Lieut. Graham
from the field.”
Oh what a piteous wail went up to Heaven then, for
Widow Simms, when she received the news, was sitting
in Annie’s door, and Annie was kneeling at her side.
George was wounded, of course, and if wounded, dead,
else why had he not thought of her ere this? Locked
125in each other’s arms the two stricken women wept bitterly,
the mother sobbing amid her tears, “My boy, my
boy,” while Annie moaned sadly, “My George, my husband.”
Well was it for both that ere that dark hour came they
had learned to follow on, even when their Father’s footsteps
were in the sea, knowing the hand which guided
would never lead them wrong. Annie was the first to
rally.
“It might not after all be so bad,” she said. “George
and Isaac were prisoners, perhaps, but even that was
preferable to death. It would surely save them from
danger in future battles. The Southerners would not
maltreat helpless captives. There were kind people
South as well as North.”
Thus Annie reasoned, and the widow felt herself grow
stronger as hope whispered of a brighter day to-morrow.
To Annie it was brighter, for it brought her news of
George, wounded in his right arm, an inmate of the hospital,
and at present too weak to write. This was all,
but it comforted the young wife. He was not dead. He
might come home again, and Annie’s heart overflowed
with grateful thanksgiving that while so many were bereaved
of their loved ones she had been mercifully spared.
The next mail brought her a second letter from Mr. Mather,
more minute in its particulars than any which had
preceded it. He had obtained permission to stay with
George, had removed him to a private boarding-house,
far more comfortable than the crowded hospital; and, at
his request he wrote to Annie that her husband, though
badly wounded and suffering much from the terrible excitement
of the battle, was not thought dangerous, and
had strong hopes of ere long receiving his discharge
126and returning home where she could nurse him back to
life.
This was Annie’s message, read by her eagerly, while
the Widow Simms, forgetting all formality in her anxiety
to hear if there was aught concerning her boy, looked
over her shoulder, her eye darting from line to line until
she caught his name. There was something of him, and
grasping Annie’s arm, she whispered,
“Read what it says of Isaac.”
And Annie read how brave Tom Carleton had generously
given place to the poor wounded George, and staid
behind him with Isaac, hoping to make his way to Washington
in safety. They had not been heard from since,
and the widow’s heart was sick as heart could be with the
dread uncertainty. Anything was preferable to this suspense,
and in a state of mind bordering upon distraction
she walked the floor, now wringing her hands and again
declaring her intention to start at once for somewhere.
She knew not whither, or cared, provided she found her
child.
In the midst of her excitement the gate swung open,
and Mrs. Baker rushed up the walk, her sleeves above
her elbows, and her hair pushed back from her bonnetless
head, just as she had left her washing at a neighbor’s
when she received Bill’s letter, which told of Hal’s sad
fate, and unravelled the mystery of Tom Carleton’s
silence.
“He’s took! The Rebels have got your Ike!” she
shrieked, brandishing aloft the soiled missive, and howling
dismally. Then, putting her hand into her bosom,
she drew forth the lock of hair, and thrusting it almost in
to the widow’s face, cried out, “Look, ’tis Harry’s hair,
all there is left of Harry. That’s what I git for havin’ a
boy two inches taller than Ike, who stood in front, and
127would of been shot instead of Harry, only he was shorter.
Read it, Miss Graham,” and tossing the letter into Annie’s
lap, the wretched woman sank upon the doorstep,
and covering her face with her wet apron, rocked back
and forth, while Annie read aloud as follows:
“Washington, July 24th, 1861.
“Dear Mother: We’ve met the rascals, and been as genteelly
licked as ever a pack of fools could ask to be. How it happened nobody
knows. I was fitin’ like a tiger, when all on a sudden I found
us a-runnin’ like a flock of sheep; and what is the queerest of all, is
that while we were takin’ to our heels one way the Rebels were goin’
it t’other, and for what I know, we should of been runnin’ from
each other till now if they hadn’t found out the game, and so turned
upon us.
“But wust of all is to come. Hal is dead,—shot right through
the forehead, and the ball that struck him down took off Ike Simmses
cap, so if Ike had been only a little taller, Hal would of lived to been
hung most likely.”
“Oh, I wish he had, I wish he had!” poor Mrs.
Baker moaned, still waving back and forth and kissing
the lock of hair, while the widow involuntarily thanked
her Heavenly Father that the two inches she once so
earnestly coveted for her boy had wisely been withheld.
Then followed Bill’s account of cutting away the hair
he inclosed, of his flight into the woods, his sleep by the
brook, and his waking just in time to see Capt. Carleton
and Isaac Simms disappear beneath the trees, in charge
of rebel soldiers.
Now that she knew the worst the widow sat like one
stunned by a heavy blow, uttering no sound, as Annie
read Bill’s account of capturing his prisoner. Ere she
reached this point, however, she had another auditor,
Rose Mather, who had come with a second letter from
her husband, and who, passing the weeping woman in the
128door, came and stood by Annie, and listened with strange
interest to the story of that captive parting so willingly
with everything save the picture.
“Poor young man!” she sighed, when Annie finished
reading. “I don’t suppose it’s right, but I do feel sorry
for him. What if it had been Jimmie? Perhaps he has
a sister somewhere weeping for him just as I cried for
Tom. Dear Tom, Will writes he is a prisoner with Isaac
Simms. I’m glad they are together. Tom will take care
of Isaac. He had a quantity of gold tied around his
waist,” and Rose’s soft hand smoothed caressingly the
widow’s thin, light hair.
The widow had not wept before, but at the touch of
those little fingers the flood gates opened wide, and her
tears fell in torrents. They were bound together now by
a common bond of sympathy, those four women, each so
unlike to the other, and for a time they wept in silence,
one for her wounded husband, one for a child deceased,
one for a captured brother, the other for a son.
Now, as ever, Annie was the first to speak of hope, and
her words were fraught with comfort to all save Harry’s
mother. She could not comfort her, for from reckless,
misguided Harry’s grave, there came no ray of consolation,
but to the others she spoke of One who would not
desert the weary captives. Neither bolt nor bar could
shut Him out. God was in Richmond as well as there at
home, and none could tell what good might spring from
this seeming great evil. For a long time they talked together,
and the afternoon was half spent when at last they
separated, Rose going back to her luxurious home where
she wrote to her mother the sad news concerning Tom,
blurring with great tears the line in which she spoke of
Jimmie, wondering what his fate had been.
Slowly, disconsolately poor Mrs. Baker returned to her
129day’s work so long neglected, but the suds she left so hot
two hours before had grown cold, the fire burned out,
and with that weary, discouraged feeling which poverty
alone can prompt, she was setting herself to the task of
bringing matters up again, when her employer, touched
with the sight of the white, anguished face, kindly bade
her leave the work until another day, and seek the quiet
she so much needed. Poor old woman! How desolate
it was going back to the squalid house where everything,
even to the bootjack he had once hurled at her head, reminded
her of the Harry who would come back no more!
She did not think of his unkindness now. That was all
forgotten, and motherlike, she remembered only the times
when he was good and treated her like something half
way human. He was her boy,—her first-born, and as she
lay with her tear-stained face buried in the scanty pillows
of her humble bed, she recalled to mind the time
when first he lisped the sweet word mother, and twined
his baby arms about her neck.
He was a bright, pretty child, easily influenced for good
or evil, and the rude mother shuddered as she felt creeping
over her the conviction that she had helped to make him
what he grew to be, laughing at his fierce temper and at
times provoking him on purpose, just to see him bump
his little round, hard head against the oaken floor.
Then, as he grew older, it was fun to hear him imitate the
oaths his father used, and she had laughed at that until
the habit became so firmly fixed that neither threats nor
punishment could break it. And when the Sabbath bells
were pealing forth their summons to the house of prayer,
she had suffered him to stay away, offering but slight remonstrance
when the robin’s nest just without the door
was pilfered of its unfledged occupants, the mother-bird
moaning over its murdered young, just as she was moaning
130now over her ruined boy. Poor Harry! There was
some excuse for him, some apology found in the nature
of his early training, but for her who reared him,—none.
She might have taught him better. She might have sent
him to the Sunday school across the way, where Sunday
after Sunday she had heard the hymns the children sang
swelling on the Sabbath air, Harry sometimes joining in as
he sat in the cottage door, adjusting the bait with which to
tempt the unsuspecting fish playing in the brook nearby.
A mother’s fearful responsibility had been hers. She had
not fulfilled it, and it rolled back upon her now, stinging
as only remorse can sting, and making her wish amid her
pain that the boy, once so earnestly desired, had never
been given her, or else had died in its cradle bed, and so
gone where she knew the hardened in sin never could find
entrance.
So absorbed was she in her grief as not to hear the
sound of wheels stopping near her gate, nor the tripping
footstep upon the floor. Rose Mather, restless at home
and wishing for something to do, had remembered the
miserable woman, and knowing how desolate her comfortless
house must seem that summer night, she had
conquered her aversion to the place and come to speak,
if possible, a word of cheer. Mrs. Baker’s howls always
had the effect of making her laugh, they seemed so
forced, so unnatural; but there was something so new, so
real in the stillness of that figure crouching upon the bed,
that Rose for a moment was uncertain how to act. It
was no feigned sorrow of which she was a witness now,
and advancing at last towards the untidy bed, she laid
her hand upon the disordered, uncombed hair, and whispered
soothingly, “I am so sorry for you, Mrs. Baker,
and I’ll do all I can to help you. I’ll give you money to
make your cottage pleasanter, and by and by you won’t
feel so badly, maybe.”
131This was Rose’s idea of comfort. Money, in her estimation,
was to the poor a panacea for nearly every evil,
but all her wealth could not avail to quiet the feeling of
remorse from which Mrs. Baker was suffering. With a sob
she thanked the kind-hearted Rose, and then continued,
“’Tain’t the poverty so much, nor the knowin’ that
he’s dead, though that is bad enough. It’s the something
that tells me I or’to have brung him up better. I never
sent him to meetin’, never went myself, never had him
baptized, though I did try once to learn him ‘Now I lay
me—’ but he, that’s my man, laughed me out of it. He
said there wasn’t any God, that we all come by chance,
but I knew better. I had a prayin’ mother, and though
I forgot what she learnt me, it ’pears to come back to me
now. Oh, Harry, I wish I’d done different, I do, I do,”
and the repentant woman buried her face again in the
scanty pillows, while Rose looked pityingly on.
Here was a case she could not reach. Money would
not cure that aching heart, or quiet that guilty conscience.
“Mrs. Graham would know exactly what to
say,” Rose thought, wishing more and more that she, too,
possessed the wisdom which would have told her what it
was poor Mrs. Baker needed. Sitting down beside her,
Rose talked to her of Bill, who, her husband said, was
highly complimented for having captured a rebel. Will
had not seen the prisoner, she said, or heard his name; he
only knew the fact, and that Bill was greatly praised. This
was some consolation to Mrs. Baker, but it did not take
the pain away, and as she was not inclined to converse,
Rose soon bade her good-bye and left her there alone in
her deep sorrow.
The following Sunday, just as the notes of the organ
were dying away in the opening service, a bent, shrinking
figure stole noiselessly in at the open door, and Rose
132Mather recognized beneath the thin black veil, the haggard
face of Widow Baker, who, except on funeral occasions,
had never before been seen within the walls of the
church. Annie saw her, too, and while Rose, touched
with the humble attempt she had made to put on something
like mourning for her child, thought how she
would give her an entire new suit of black, Annie thought
how she would daily pray that the blow which had fallen
so crushingly might result in everlasting good to the now
stricken mother.
Scarcely less keen, but of a far different nature, was the
grief of Widow Simms. There was no black upon her
leghorn bonnet. She would not have worn it if Isaac had
been dead, but every expression of her stern face told
how constantly her heart was going out after her darling
boy, her captured Isaac languishing in his sultry
prison, sick perhaps, and pining for his mother. How
savage she felt toward Beauregard and all his clan, resolving
at times to start herself for Richmond, and beard
the lion in his den.
“She’d tell them what was what,” she said. “She’d
let them know what an injured mother could do. She’d
turn a second Charlotte Corduroy, if necessary, and free
the land from such vile monsters,” and she actually
sharpened up her shears as a weapon of offence in case
the pilgrimage were made!
This was the Widow Simms excited, but the Widow
Simms when calm was a very different woman, praying
then for her boy, and even asking forgiveness for the
stirrers up of the rebellion. At Annie’s request she had
at last come to live altogether at the cottage in the Hollow,
and it was well for both that they should be together,
for the widow’s stronger will upheld the weaker Annie
133who, in her turn, imparted much of her own trusting,
childish faith to the less trusting widow.
Greatly Annie mourned as the days went on, because
no line came to her from George himself, nothing in his
own handwriting, when he knew how she desired it, if it
were but just his name. What made him always deputize
Mr. Mather to write his letters for him? Annie put
this question once to Rose, but the twilight was gathering
over them, and so she failed to see the heightened color
on Rose’s cheek and the moisture in her eye. Rose did
not now, as formerly, bring her William’s letters, and
read to her every word he said of George. She only
told her how cheerfully George bore his illness, and how
Will read to him every day from Annie’s Bible, choosing
always the passages she had marked, but the rest was all
withheld and Annie never dreamed the reason, or of the
effort it cost the talkative little Rose to keep back what
William said she must until the worst were known.
Thus the August days glided by, one by one, until the
summer light faded from the Rockland hills, and September
threw over them her rich autumnal bloom, and then
one day there came a note for Annie, written as of old by
William Mather, but signed by George himself. Poor Annie,
how she cried over and kissed that signature, to which
George had added, “God bless you, darling Annie.” Every
letter was unnaturally distorted, and few could have deciphered
the words; but to the eye of love they were plain
as noonday, and Annie’s kisses dropped upon them until
they were still more blurred than when they came to
her.
It was very hard for Rose to keep from telling the
dreadful story of what had followed the penning of those
brief words, “God bless you, darling Annie.” But Will
had said she must not, so she made no sign, only her arms
134clung closer around Annie’s neck, and her lips lingered
longer upon the snowy forehead as she said good-night,
and went away with the secret which Annie must not
know then.
CHAPTER XI. THE WOUNDED SOLDIER.
How those polished, cruel-looking instruments
sparkled, and glittered, and flashed; and how
the sick man shuddered as he glanced toward
the table where they lay, asking, with quivering lip, if
there were no other alternative save the one their presence
suggested.
“None but speedy death!” was the response of the
attending surgeon, who was too much accustomed to
just such scenes as this, to appreciate the feelings of that
poor soldier, shrinking so painfully from what they told
him must be if he would live.
“None but speedy death,”—George repeated the words
slowly to himself, dwelling longest upon the last, as if to
accustom himself to thoughts of it.
“Wait a little, wait till I think the matter over,” he
said, in reply to the question, “are you ready?” and
turning his face to the wall, so that those about him
should not see the fearful conflict going on, he thought
long and earnestly. Wasn’t it better to die than go
back to Annie maimed and disfigured for life? Better
die than lose a portion of the manly beauty of which he
had been so proud. Would Annie love him just the
same, even though the strong right arm, which had toiled
135for her so cheerfully, could never work for her again,
never encircle her in its embrace? Would the scarred
stump be as dear to her as the well-moulded limb had
been? He did not know, and the tears, which all through
the weary days of his sickness had been kept back, now
fell like rain upon the pillow, as he fancied the meeting
between his sweet young wife, and her poor, crippled
husband. The cottage on the hill so earnestly coveted,
would never be theirs now. He could not earn it. He
could not earn much any way, with his left arm, and he
groaned aloud, as he thought of the poor unfortunate
seen so often in the Rochester depot, peddling daily
papers. Would he ever come to that? He, who, but a
few months ago had so bright hopes for the future?
Would the delicate Annie he had meant to shield so
carefully from every ill of life, yet be compelled to earn
the bread she ate? It was a sad, sad picture the excited
soldier drew of what the future might bring, and the
fainting spirit had almost cried out, “I would rather
die!” when there came stealing across his mind the
memory of Annie’s parting words,
“If the body you bring back has in it my George’s
heart, I shall love you all the same.”
Yes, she would love him just the same, for, as it was
not her fair, sweet face alone which made her so dear to
him, so it was not his splendid form which made him
dear to her. Annie’s love would not abate, even though
he went back to her the veriest cripple that ever crawled
the earth. But how different his going home would be
from what he had fondly hoped. No papers heralding
his arrival; no dense crowd out to meet him; no fife
trilling a jubilee; no drum beating a welcome; no bell
ringing its merry peal; no carriage, no procession; nothing
but the curious gaze of the few who might come out
136to see how George Graham looked without an arm, and
whisper softly to each other, “Poor fellow, how I pity
him!” He didn’t want to be pitied; he would almost
rather die; and he did not want to die either, when he
thought calmly of it. He was not prepared; and forcing
back the bitter tears, he turned his white, worn face to
William Mather, bending so sadly over him, and whispered:
“Tell them they may cut it off, but not till you’ve
written to Annie, and I have signed my name. You
know how she has begged for a word from me. Tell
them to keep away; they shall not intrude on my interview
with Annie.”
George was growing excited, but he became calm
again when he found himself alone with Mr. Mather,
who wrote the letter which gave Annie so much joy.
There was nothing in it of the expected amputation;
nothing but encouragement that he should ere long come
home to stay with her always.
“There, give me the pen,” he said, when the letter
was finished, and the trembling fingers grasped it eagerly,
but quickly let it fall as the purple, festered flesh
above the elbow throbbed and quivered with the pain the
sudden effort caused. “Once more; I’ll do it if it costs
my life!” he whispered, nerving himself with might and
main, and then, with Mr. Mather guiding his hand,
he wrote his name, and the words, “God bless you,
darling Annie!” “It’s done, and she must never know
the agony it cost me,” he moaned, as his bandaged arm
fell heavily at his side, while with his other hand he
wiped away the sweat which stood so thickly upon his
face. “Bring Annie’s Bible,” he said, “and lay it on my
pillow. It will make me bear it better. Oh, Annie, Annie,
if you could be here to pray for me! Can’t you?”
137and the dim eyes turned imploringly toward Mr. Mather
who shook his head hesitatingly.
Man of the world as he had been, he had not yet
learned to pray, but he could not resist that touching
appeal, and bending down he answered:
“I never learned to pray, but while the operation is
going on, I’ll do the best I can. Shall I call them
now?”
George nodded, and William admitted the two surgeons,
who were growing somewhat impatient at the delay.
They were not naturally hard-hearted men, but
years of practice had brought them to look on amputations
in a mere business point of view. Still there was
something about this case which touched a chord of sympathy,
and they spoke kindly to the sufferer, telling him
it would soon be over, and was not half so bad as losing
a leg would be. George made no reply except to shudder
nervously as he saw the cold, polished steel so soon
to cut into his flesh.
“You’ll need bandages,” he said, his mind flashing
backward to the day when he had looked in at Rockland
Hall, where Annie, with others, sat working for just such
a scene as this.
“It’s here,” Mr. Mather answered, pointing to a table
where lay a ball prepared for Company R.
Without knowing why he did so, Mr. Mather took it
up and began mechanically to unroll it, pausing suddenly
as traces of a pencil met his view. There was something
written there,—something which made him start as
he read, “Annie Howard. It’s your Annie, George.
Try to think I’m there. Rockland, April, 1861.”
Was it a happen so, or a special providence that this
bit of linen, over which Annie’s prayers had been
breathed, should come at last to him for whom it was
138intended? Mr. Mather believed the latter, and pointed
it out to George, who, comprehending the truth at a
glance, uttered a wild, glad cry of joy as he pressed it
to his lips.
“Yes, Annie, I know you are here. I can feel your
presence, and it will help to ease the pain. Begin without
delay. Don’t wait, if it must be done.”
There was a moment’s silence, a shutting of both
William’s and George’s eyes, and a shriek of anguish
rang through the room as George cried out, “Oh, Annie,
Annie, stand up closer to me,—it makes me faint, it hurts
me so bad! Pray, Mr. Mather, pray!” and Mr. Mather
did pray, the first prayer which had passed his lips since
his early boyhood,—not aloud, but silently; and the
writhing victim grew still at last, only shivering once as
the sharp saw glided through the splintered bone. Carefully
they bound up the bleeding stump with the soft linen
Annie had sent, speaking comforting words to the sufferer,
who seemed to be stupefied, for he did not notice
what they said.
It was done at last; and after few directions the
operators hurried off to do for others, what they had
done for George. Poor George, how long and weary
were the days and nights immediately succeeding the
amputation, and how horrible the sensation which
prompted him to fancy the severed limb was there; to
feel the hot blood tingling through his finger tips, throbbing
through his wrists, streaming into his elbow joints,
and then to know ’twas all a mere delusion, for the right
arm once so full of vigor, was nought now, save a putrifying
mass buried away beneath the sod. He would not
have Annie know it yet, he said. He would rather spare
her as long as possible, and so the news was withheld
from her, while day after day George waited and watched
139for the favorable change which should make it safe for
him to undertake the tedious journey. Three times was
the travelling-bag packed, with the hope of going to-morrow,
and as often did the doctor’s stern mandate bid
him wait a little longer.
At last the terribly nervous sensation passed away,
taking with it all the pain, and leaving no feeling save
one of intense uneasiness and languor, which the once
strong man strove in vain to shake off, trying day after
day to sit up, if only for a moment, and as often falling
back upon his pillows from sheer exhaustion. He was
only tired; he had never been rested since the battle, he
said, and if he could once go home to Annie, and lie upon
the lounge, where he last saw her kneeling, he should
get well so fast. Often in his troubled sleep he talked of
her, begging her not to spurn her poor, crippled husband,
but to love him just the same.
“I never can work for you as I used to do,” he would
say, “never can buy that cottage on the hill, but God
won’t let us starve, and I shall love you so much, so
much, when I find you do not shrink away from poor,
mutilated George.”
It was a sad, but not unprofitable lesson, which William
Mather was learning by that bedside. At home in
Rockland, where their positions were so different, he had
always respected George Graham, but he had learned to
love him now with a brother’s love, and gladly would he
have saved him for the sweet wife in whom his own darling
Rose was so deeply interested, and whose letters
were silently working good in him as well as George.
Greatly his personal friends marvelled that he should
stay so closely immured within that sick-room, when he
might, had he chosen, have mingled much in the
world without, and many were the attempts they made
140to drag him away. But he withstood them all, and clung
the closer to his friend, who leaned upon him with all the
trustful confidence of a little child. Hour after hour he
sat by his patient, reading to him from Annie’s well-worn Bible, and when at last the heavy cloud was lifted,
and the pathway through the valley of death was divested
of its gloom, he was the first to whom the sick man imparted
the joyful news, that whether he lived or died,
all was well,—all was peace within.
In silence and in tears Mr. Mather listened to the
story of what was so strange to him, and in the next
letter sent to Rose, he told her of the new resolves
awakened within him, tracing them back to that humble
cottage in the Hollow, where Annie Graham, unknown
save to a few, was wielding a mighty power for good.
Everything which he could do for George he did, and
Annie herself could scarcely have been more gentle or
kind; and George,—oh how grateful he was to his noble
friend, blessing him so often for the kindly deeds.
“God will surely let you go home unharmed,” he said
one day when Mr. Mather had been more than usually
attentive. “I pray to Heaven every hour, that
you may never know the dreary heart-pang it costs one
to die away from home, and all that we hold dear, for I
am dying. I have given up the delusion that to-morrow
will find me better. I shall never be better until I wake
in Heaven,—shall never go back to Annie,—never see
my old home again. It is a humble home, Mr. Mather,
but you can’t begin to guess how dear it is to me, because
it is the spot where I brought Annie after she was
mine. How well I remember that first night of housekeeping;
how proud I felt, knowing it was my home, my
table, my wife sitting opposite—that her own darling
hands had made the tea, and cut the bread she passed
141me, and that I had earned it, too. The poor have many
joys to which the rich are strangers, and I’ve sometimes
thought we love each other more because there is little
else to divide our love. True it is that mortal man
never loved a creature better than I have loved my
Annie. She was of gentler blood than I,—was far more
delicately reared, and I know it was an unequal match.
She was far above me in social position. Highly educated
and accomplished, too; she was a belle and favorite
everywhere, while I was only George Graham,—a
mechanic and engineer. She kept nothing from me, and
she told me of a childish fancy when she was a mere
girl of fourteen, but if she ever sent a regret after the
handsome, black-eyed boy,—the object of that fancy,—it
was not perceptible to me. Still, I think that may have
had its influence,—that, and the fact that her life
was very wretched with her proud, hard aunt, on whom
she was dependent, and who wanted her to marry a
white-haired millionaire. But Annie chose me, and I
have worshipped her with an idolatry which I know was
sinful in the sight of Heaven, who will have the first
place in our hearts. I have told you all this because
your wife has been a friend to Annie, and I want her to
know that Annie is her equal, if she did marry a poor
mechanic. I am not blaming any one. I know the distinctions
there are in social life. I should feel just so,
too, perhaps, if I was rich and had been educated
as you were. Even as it is I always was proud to
think my wife was a lady-born, and I hoped one day to
raise her to the position she ought to fill. But that
dream is over now. It matters little what becomes of
the body after the soul has left it, though I should rather
lie in Rockland graveyard, where Annie can sometimes
come to see me, and I do so want to hear her voice once
142more before I go,—to tell her with my own lips that if
in Heaven I find a place, she has led me there.”
“Suppose we send for her,” Mr. Mather said, the glad
thought flashing upon his mind of the joy it would be to
see his own darling once more, for if Annie came, Rose,
he knew, was sure to come also. “I’ll send for both
Annie and Rose at once. They can come on together.”
Mr. Graham made no objection, and Mr. Mather set
himself to the task of writing the letter, which he hoped
was to bring not only Annie, but his own precious Rose.
“Don’t say a word about my arm. I’d rather tell her
myself. She won’t mind it so much when she sees how
sick and weak I am,” George suggested; and so Mr. Mather
bade Rose keep the amputation to herself as heretofore.
“You will defray Mrs. Graham’s expenses,” he wrote,
“and come as soon as possible, for her husband is nearer
death than you imagine.”
The letter was finished and read aloud to George, who
faintly nodded his thanks, and then the message was sent
on its way to the North.
CHAPTER XII. GETTING READY.
“Oh, I’ve such perfectly splendid news this morning.
We are going to Washington right away, you
and I, for Will says so in his letter. You see
George is a great deal,—George can’t,—well, George isn’t
very well;” and quite delighted with the happy turn she
had given her words, Rose skipped around Annie’s cottage
143like a bird, lighting at last upon a stool at Annie’s
feet, and asking if she were not glad. “Why, how white
you are!” she exclaimed, as she observed the paleness of
Annie’s cheek. “What makes you? Don’t you want to
go?”
Annie was not deceived by Rose’s abrupt turn. She
knew that George was worse, else he had never sent for
her: and hence the sudden faintness, which Rose’s gay
badinage could not shake off at once.
“Did your husband write, or mine?” she asked, and
Rose replied,
“Will, of course. George has never written, you
know.”
“Yes, I know;” and in Annie’s voice there was a tone
approaching nearer to bitterness than any that Rose had
ever heard from her. “Where is the letter? Let me
read it for myself.”
But Rose had found it convenient to leave the letter
at home, and so she answered,
“I did not bring it with me. I can tell you all there
is in it.”
“But will you?” and Annie grasped her shoulder
firmly. “Win you tell me all? Tell me what it is about
my husband, and why he never writes? Is George dying,
and is that the reason why he sends for me? Tell
me, Mrs. Mather, for I will not be put off longer.”
There was a look in the blue eyes before which Rose
fairly quailed, and turning her face away she answered
truthfully,
“Yes, George is very sick. He will never come home
again; and he wants you there when he dies.”
Softly the quivering lips repeated, “When he dies!”
poor Annie wondering if it could be George who was
meant. Had the evil she most dreaded come upon her
144at last? Must she give her husband up and live without
him? How dark, how cheerless the future looked,
stretching before her through many years it might be!
Was there no hope,—no help? It was Annie’s darkest
hour of trial, and for a moment the spirit fainted, refusing
to bear the load which, though more than half-expected,
had come so sudden at the last. But Annie was
not one to murmur long, and Rose Mather never forgot
the sweet submissive smile which played over her white
face as she said,
“Whether George lives or dies, God will do all things
well.”
After this there was no more repining, no more bitterness
of tone, nothing save humble submission to whatever
might be in store for her.
Rose was very enthusiastic on the subject of the Washington
trip, and Annie listened eagerly to her suggestions.
“It is absurd for two young ladies like us to travel
alone,” Rose said. “We must have some nice elderly
woman to matronize the party. I mean to write to
mother to send up one from Boston.”
“Miss Marthers,” interrupted the Widow Simms, who
sat by the window knitting for some soldier boy, “Miss
Marthers, don’t be a simpleton, a sendin’ down to Boston
for somebody to marternize you and Miss Graham,
when you can find forty of ’em nearer home. Let me
go. Eli and John are there, you know; and ’tain’t such
a great ways to Richmond, where my poor Isaac is. Did
I tell you I got a letter last night from a strange woman
up in New Hampshire, whose boy was in the battle?
The rascals let your brother write to her, because there
was something between her Charlie and a rebel officer
145who was good to the child, when he was dyin’. There’s
now and then a streak of good amongst ’em.”
“Yes; but what of Tom?” Rose asked eagerly, forgetting
Washington in her anxiety to hear from her
brother, of whom not one word had been known after
his name had appeared in the paper as one of the prisoners
at Richmond, together with that of a boy called
“Isaac Simpson.”
The more humane of Captain Carleton’s captors had
repeated what the dying officer said of Tom’s kindness
to him, and for this Tom had at last found opportunity
for sending a note to Charlie’s mother, telling her how her
darling died, and asking her to write for him to his
mother, his sister and the Widow Simms. This the
grateful woman had done, but Rose had not received her
letter yet, and she listened eagerly while the widow read
the very words which Tom had written concerning himself
and Isaac. There was but little said of suffering or
privation. Tom, it would seem, was tolerably well cared
for, but he told of days and nights when his heart went
out in earnest longings for the loved ones at home, and
then he spoke of Isaac, saying,
“Tell his mother that he does not bear prison confinement
well, and she would hardly know her boy. He is
very popular among his fellow prisoners, and does more
good, I verily believe, than half our army chaplains.
One poor fellow, who died the other day, blessed Isaac
Simms as the means of leading him to Heaven.”
“Oh, I’m so glad he’s there, ain’t you?” and the tears
shone in Rose’s eyes as she involuntarily paid this tribute
to Christianity.
“On some accounts I am, and then again I ain’t,” was
the widow’s reply, as she wiped the moisture from her
glasses and returned them to her pocket. “I’m glad
146he’s doing good, but I don’t want him sick there alone,
without his mother. It’s hard to see why these things
are so, but that’s nothin’ to do with the goin’ to
Washington. Will you take me, Mrs. Marthers? I know
I’m homespun and ignorant, but you may call me waitin
maid, or anything you like, if you’ll only take me.”
The widow’s voice was full of entreaty, and Rose
could not resist it. It would be grander, she thought, to
have a woman from Boston, but then Mrs. Simms wanted
to go so badly, while Annie, too, preferred her, she was
sure. So it was settled that as soon as the necessary
arrangements could be made, Mrs. Simms, Annie and
Rose were to start for the Federal Capital. Had the
care of an entire regiment devolved upon Rose, she could
not have been busier or have felt a greater responsibility
than she did in planning and arranging the journey, and
between times trying to initiate Widow Simms into the
mysteries of travelling, telling her not to be frightened
and think they’d run off the track each time the whistle
blew,—not to show undue anxiety about her baggage, as
she—Rose—should hold the checks, little brass pieces,
which they would get at the depot,—not to bother the
conductor by asking questions, or let the people know
that she had never been further in the cars than Rochester.
To all these directions the widow gravely promised
compliance, saying, in an aside to Annie, “It does me
good to see the little critter patternize me, as if she
s’posed I was a tarnal fool, and didn’t know a steam locofoco
from a canal boat.”
The day before the one appointed for the commencement
of the journey came at last. Rose’s three trunks,
of the size which makes the porters swear, were packed
to their utmost capacity, for Rose meant to make a winter’s
147campaign, and display her numerous dresses at
parties and levees. So everything which she could possibly
and impossibly need, even to her skating dress, was
stowed away in the huge boxes, together with various
luxuries for her husband and George, and then, as the
afternoon was drawing to a close, she started for the cottage
in the Hollow, to see that everything there was in
readiness.
It had not taken the widow long to pack up her three
dresses, and her small, old-fashioned hair trunk, locked
and tied round with a bit of rope, was standing near the
door ready for the morrow’s early train. On Annie’s
face there was a hopeful, expectant expression, which
told how glad she was at the prospect of meeting her
husband so soon.
“Two days more and I shall see him,” she thought,
picturing to herself the meeting, and fancying what she
would do, what she would say, and how carefully she
would nurse him when once she was there with him. It
was a bright picture she drew of that meeting with her
husband,—of the kisses, the caresses, she would lavish
upon him, and she was almost as impatient as Rose herself
to have the November day come to an end, knowing
that with the darkness she was nearer to the asked-for
to-morrow.
Just as the sun was setting, Rose took her leave, saying,
as she bade Annie good-bye, “I mean to drive round
by the depot and get the tickets to-night, so as to save
time in the morning.”
Annie smiled at the little lady’s restlessness, and after
kissing her good-night, stood by the window watching
her, as she drove down the street, and thinking to herself,
“When I see her again it will be to-morrow.”
148Rapidly Rose Mather’s iron greys bore her to the depot,
where but a few idlers were lounging, as it was past
the hour for the cars. The window between the ladies’
sitting-room, and the office was closed, and Rose knocked
against it in vain. The ticket agent had gone to his tea,
and with a feeling of dissatisfaction Rose was turning
away, when a sharp, clicking sound from an adjoining
apartment reached her ear, and stepping to the open door,
she stood looking in, while the telegraphic operator received
a communication. What was it that made him start
so, and utter an exclamation of surprise? Was it bad
news the wires had brought to him? Had there been
another battle? Was Washington in danger? Rose
wished she knew, and she was about to inquire, when
the operator turned upon her, and asked if she knew Mrs.
Graham, wife of the Lieutenant?
“Yes, yes; has anything happened to him?” she answered,
grasping the now written message, which the
agent handed her, saying:
“Break it to her as gently as possible. He was the
finest fellow in all the company,” and the kind-hearted
man, not yet accustomed to the horrors entailed by the
war, wiped a tear away, as he muttered to himself, “Poor
George!”
There was no need for Rose to open the envelope, for
she knew well enough what it contained, but her fingers
mechanically tore it apart, and with streaming eyes she
read the fatal message which would break poor Annie’s
heart.
“Oh, I cannot tell her,” she cried, sinking down upon
the hard settee, and sobbing bitterly. “How can I
take this to her, when I left her so happy half an hour
ago?”
149But it must be done, and summoning all her courage
she bade Jake drive back to the Hollow, shivering as she
saw the cheerful light shining from the window, and
shrinking more and more from the task imposed upon
her, when, as she drew nearer, she saw Annie’s bright,
joyous face as she put together the garments for to-morrow,
pausing occasionally to speak to Widow Simms, who
sat before the blazing fire, dreaming visions of what might
be could she but get a pass to Richmond!
“Don’t you hear wheels?” the widow asked as the carriage
stopped before the gate.
Annie thought she did, and going to window she saw
Rose as she came up she walk.
“Why, it’s Mrs. Mather,” she cried. “What can have
brought her back to-night?” and hastening to the door
she led Rose in, asking why she was there.
“Oh, Annie,” Rose replied, winding her arms around
Annie’s neck, “I wish I did not have to tell, but I must,
and I know it will kill you dead. I’m sure it would me,
and I don’t see why you should be served so either. We
shall not go to-morrow, for Will is going to bring him
home. Don’t you know now? Can’t you guess?” and
Rose thrust the dispatch into the hands of the bewildered
Annie, who clutched it eagerly, and bending to the lamplight,
read what Rose had read before her.
It came to her like a thunderbolt, striking all the deeper
because it found her so full of eager expectation; and
the November wind, as it swept past the door, and down
the lonely Hollow, took with it one wailing cry of anguish,
and then all was still within the cottage, save the sobbing
whispers of Widow Simms and Rose bending over the
unconscious form which lay upon the bed, so white and
still that a terrible fear entered the hearts of both lest
the stricken Annie, too, were dead.
CHAPTER XIII. THE DYING SOLDIER.
150
Backward now we turn, and stand again in the
chamber where we saw the glitter of the polished
steel, and heard the bitter cry forced out by pain
from lips unused to give such sign of weakness. They
were white now as the wintry snow which covers the
Northern hills, and the breath came feebly from between
them, as the sick man whispered faintly:
“I shall not be here if Annie comes, for when the
drum beats on the morrow, calling my comrades to their
daily drill, I shall be far away where sounds of battle
were never heard but once. Oh the peace, the quiet, the
rest, there is in Heaven. I hope you will one day come
to share it with me; you who have been kinder than a
brother,” and the long, white fingers grasped the hand
which for so many days and weeks had soothed the aching
head and cooled the fevered pillows with all a woman’s
tenderness.
Never for an hour had that faithful friend deserted his
post. Day and night had found him there, ministering
to every want, and, as far as human aid could do, smoothing
the pathway leading so surely down to death. But
his vigils were almost over now; his release was just at
hand, for, as George had said, the morrow’s drum-beat
would only find there the body, which was so worn by
suffering and disease, that William Mather could lift it in
his arms as easily as he could have lifted a little child.
He was greatly changed from the days when he had been
aptly called the Rockland Hercules. But as the outer
man decayed, the inner life grew strong and bright, shining
151forth at the last with all the splendor which perfect
faith in Christ’s Atonement can shed around a death-bed.
There was no repining now, no murmuring at the mysterious
dealings of Providence, nothing but sweet, childish
confidence, and a patient waiting for the end coming on
so fast that George himself could feel the irregular beat
of his wiry pulse, and mark the death hue as it came
creeping on, settling first in purplish spots about his finger
tips, and spreading its ashen coloring over his clammy
hands.
A stormy November night had closed over Washington,
and the rain beat dismally against the windows of the
room where Mr. Mather bent over the dying soldier, listening
to what he said.
“You can’t tell Annie all,” George whispered, looking
fondly up into the face he had learned to love so well.
“You must write it down so as not to lose a single word.
Bring pen and paper, and then sit where I can see you,
for the sight of you does me good; you have been so kind
to me.”
The writing utensils were brought, and then sitting
where George could look into his face, Mr. Mather wrote
as the dying man dictated:
My dear, dear, darling Annie:—It will be days, perhaps, before
you see this letter, and ere it reaches you somebody will have told
you that your poor George is dead! Are you crying, darling, as you
read this? Do the tears fall upon the words, ‘poor George is dead?’
Don’t cry, my precious Annie. It makes my heart ache to think how
you will sorrow and I not there to comfort you. It’s hard to die
away from home, but not so hard as it would once have been, for I
hope I am a different man from the one who bade you good-bye a few
short months ago; and, darling, it must comfort you to know that
your prayers, your sweet influence have led the wanderer home to
God. We shall meet again in Heaven, Annie,—meet where partings
are unknown. It may be many years, perhaps, and the grass upon
my grave may blossom many times ere you will sleep the sleep which
152knows no waking but at the last you’ll come where I am waiting you.
I know I shall be there, Annie. All the harassing doubts and fears
are gone. Simple faith in the Saviour’s promise has taken them away,
and left me perfect peace. God bless you, Annie darling, and grant
that as you have guided me, so you may guide others to that home
above, where I am going so fast. You have made me very happy
since you have been my wife, and I bless you for it. It makes my
death pillow easier to know that not one bitter word has ever passed
between us,—nothing but perfect confidence and love. I was not
good enough for you, darling. None knows that better than myself.
You should have married one of gentler blood and higher birth than
I, a poor mechanic. I have always felt this more than you, perhaps,
and have tried so hard not to shame you with my homespun ways,
had I lived, I should have improved constantly beneath your refining
influence, but that is all past now, and it is well, perhaps, that it is
so. As you grew older you might have felt there was a lack in me, a
something which did not satisfy the cravings of your higher nature,
and though you might not have loved me less, you would have seen
that we were not wholly congenial. I am well enough in my way,
but I am not a suitable companion for a girl of culture like yourself,
and I’ve often wondered that you should have chosen me. But you
did, and again I bless you for it. Never, never, was year so happy as
the one I spent with you, my darling, darling Annie, and I was looking
forward to many such, but God has decreed it otherwise, and
what he does we know is right. I shall never see you again! and
though they will bring me back to you, I shall not feel your tears
upon my face, or see you bending over my coffin-bed! Still I know
you will do this, and that makes it necessary for me to tell what, perhaps,
has been too long withheld, because I would spare you if possible.
“Annie, had I lived, I never could have toiled for you as I once
did, for where the right arm, which has held your light form so often,
used to be, there is nothing now but a scarred stump, and this is
why I have not written. Does it make you sicken and shrink away
from me? Don’t, Annie. Your crippled husband’s heart is as full
of tenderness now as ever. I was too proud of my figure, Annie, and
the thought that you might love me less when you knew how maimed
I was, hurt more than the cold, sharp steel, cutting into my throbbing
flesh.
“And now, dear Annie, I come to the hardest part of all. I know
just how you’ll start and shudder at what you deem so cruel a suggestion,—know
153just how keen the pang will be, for I have felt the same
and my spirit well nigh fainted as I thought of the time when another’s
caressess than mine would call the sweet love light to your eye
and kindle the soft blushes on your cheek. Listen to me, Annie.
You’ll be glad one day to remember that I told you what I did. You
are young and beautiful, and though you do not believe it now, the time
will surely come when my grave will not be visited as often as at first,
and the flowers you will plant above me when next spring’s sun is
shining will wither for want of care, and the rank grass growing there
will not be trodden down by your dear little feet, for they will be
waiting by another fireside than ours in the Hollow, and my Annie
will bear another name than mine. Do you discredit me, darling?
It will surely be, and I am willing that it should, but you will never
know the anguish it costs me to be willing. It is the bitterest drop
in all the bitter cup, but I drank it with tears and prayers, and now
I can calmly say to you what I am saying,—can even from my death-bed
give you to another, whoever he may be. You can never forget
me, I know; never forget your soldier husband, who fell in his country’s
cause, but by and by thoughts of him will cease to give you
pain, and our short married life will seem like some far-off dream.
“I cannot say how it would be with me were you taken and I left,
but I am much like other men, and judging from their example I
should do just as they do, so if in after years another asks you, as I
once did, to be his guiding star, don’t refuse for me. Think that
from my low grave I bless you in your new relations, and will welcome
you to Heaven all the same, though you come fettered and
bound with other links than those my love has thrown around
you.
“I am almost done now, Annie. There is a gathering film before
my eyes, and I feel the death chill creeping through my veins. It
would be sweet to have you here, as I go down the brink up which
no traveler has ever come; but it cannot be, and I will not repine.
There is One with me whose presence is dearer far than yours could
be; One whose everlasting arm will be beneath me as I pass over
Jordan. Leaning on Him I need no other stay, but shall go fearlessly
down to death. There is another with me, too,—an earthly
friend, who has been kinder than a brother, and my heart clings to
him more fondly than he can ever guess. Always respect William
Mather, Annie, for what he has been to me. Pray that prosperity
may attend him all his days, and that at the last he may find a place in
Heaven. He is thinking of these things, I know, and from the
154dreary hours spent with me there may yet spring up plants of everlasting
growth.
“My mind begins to wander, darling. There’s a rushing sound in
my ears, while thoughts of you and thoughts of that terrible Sabbath
battle are blended together. Good-bye, my precious one. Don’t
cry too much when you read this. It is not good-bye forever. A few
more years of earth to you, a moment of heavenly bliss to me
and then we meet again, where golden harps are ringing. I can
almost hear them now,—almost see the shining throngs sent out to
meet me, just as I once vainly dreamed the Rockland people would
come to welcome me home from war. In fancy I put my arms around
your neck just as I used to do; in fancy hold you to my bosom;
in fancy kiss your girlish lips, and smooth your pale brown hair.
“I don’t know how you’ll live without me; don’t know who will
earn your bread, but the God of the widow and fatherless will surely
care for my darling and keep her heart from breaking. With him I
leave you, knowing you are safer there than elsewhere.
“Good-bye, good-bye.”
There were great tear blots upon this letter, for Mr.
Mather, as he penned it, had wept over it like a child,
forming a resolution which he wondered had not suggested
itself before. Kneeling by the dying George, he
said, “God will care for your darling, and I shall be His
instrument. So long as I have a home, Annie shall not
suffer. Rose’s love was given to her long ago and mine
will follow soon. She shall be a sister to us both.”
The glazed eyes lighted up with joy, and the white lips
whispered the thanks which ended in a prayer for blessings
on one who had proved himself so kind to the poor
soldier.
“Come closer to me,” they said; “take my hand in
yours and keep it there while I thank you for what
you’ve been to me. You’ll forgive me, I know, that I
ever thought you proud, for I did, and sometimes there
was a bitter feeling in my heart when I saw your Rose
surrounded with every luxury, and thought of Annie, as
155highly educated as she, taking a far lower place in Rockland,
because her husband was a mechanic. There is
more of that feeling among the working classes than you
imagine, and you don’t know how much good a familiar
word or a little notice from such a you does to those who
fill the humbler walks of life. Women feel this more
than men, and again I bless you for the care promised my
Annie. I do not ask that you should take her to your
home as you suggest. You’ll think differently of that bye
and by, but see that she does not want; see that no winter
night shall find her hungry, no winter morning cold.
Oh, Annie, Annie, that you should ever come to this!”
It was a bitter, wailing cry, embodying all the mighty
love the sick man had ever felt for his young wife. George
had thought himself resigned, but weak human nature,
which clings so tenaciously to life, was making one last
effort for the mastery, and the worn spirit fainted for a
time in the fierce struggle which ensued. The mind began
to wander, and was in fancy back again at the cottage
in the Hollow, where the soldier clasped his Annie
to his bosom, begging of her in piteous tones not to love
him less because he was a cripple. “I have only one arm
to work with now, but I won’t let you starve, for when
there’s but one crust left, I’ll give it all to you, and laugh
so merrily that you will never guess how the hunger pain
is gnawing at my heart. I’ve felt it once, my darling. I
know just what it’s like. ’Twas on that terrible day
when our brave boys met the foe, way up there at Manassas.
There were hours, and hours, and hours, when
we neither ate nor drank, and the July sun poured down
so hotly, drying the perspiration which dropped from my
hair like rain. ’Twas my very life I sweat away that awful
day, fighting for the Union. Did you hear the battle,
Annie,—hear the cannon’s bellowing thunder as it
156echoed through the Virginia woods? Wasn’t it grand
the yell the Highlanders gave, as, with the 69th, they
bore down battery after battery, and plunged into the
enemy’s midst! How bravely our company played their
part, fighting their way through shot and shell, and
blood and brains, wading ankle-deep in human gore!
Hurrah for the Stars and Stripes, my boys! Three
cheers for the Federal Flag! Yes, give us three times
three; and when it floats again over all the land, remember
the soldiers who helped defend it. Hurrah, hurrah!”
Mr. Mather shuddered as the wild shout rang through
the room. It seemed so like a mockery, that dying soldier
shouting for liberty, and trying in vain to wave aloft
his poor, scarred stump. Anon, however, the patriotic
mood was changed, and the voice was very sad which
whispered:
“But hush! what sounds are these, mingling in the
glad notes of victory? ’Tis the widow, the orphan, the
mother, weeping over the slain! There’s mourning East
and West; there’s weeping North and South, for the
dead who will return no more! A crushed rebellion is
hardly worth the fearful price. Oh, Annie, pray for the
poor soldier,—everybody pray. Honor our memory,—forget
our faults,—speak kindly of us when we are gone.
We gave our life for freedom! ’Tis all that we can do.
Speak kindly of the soldiers slain!”
Reason was struggling back again; and bending lower,
Mr. Mather said:
“George, we will honor the soldiers dead, and care for
the soldiers living.”
“Yes, yes!” George answered, faintly. “They need
it so much,—more than the people guess who stay at
home and read about the war. It will be long, and the
157contest terrible. The North is strong, and the South
determined, and both will fight like fiends. But right
must conquer at last, and the Star Spangled Banner
shall wave again even over misguided Charleston, whose
sons and daughters shall weep for joy as they greet the
joyful sight. God speed the happy day!”
Mr. Mather could only press the hand which lay again
in his. He could not speak, for he knew there was a
third presence now in the sick-room,—that its dark form
was shading the bed whereon he sat, and with that feeling
of awe death always inspires, he sat silently watching
its progress, and thinking, it may be, of the future
time when William Mather would be the dying one instead
of George Graham. Slowly the marble pallor and the
strange chill crept on, pinching the nose, contracting the
lips, touching the forehead and moistening the soft brown
hair which William smoothed caressingly, as he bent
down to catch the last faint whisperings of a spirit nearly
gone.
“We fought the battle bravely. Tell them not to be
discouraged because of one defeat. Our cause is just.
’Twill triumph at the last. Don’t be too bitter toward
the South; there are kind hearts there as well as here,
and its daughters weep as sadly as any at the North.
God help and pity them all. Annie, darling, I am almost
home; so near that I can see the pearly gates which
stand open night and day. It is not hard to die,—no
pain, no anguish now,—nothing but joy and gladness
and everlasting rest, rest,—perfect rest for the Redeemed.”
Drearily the November wind went sweeping down the
street, and the sobbing rain beat against the window,
whilst the misty daylight came struggling faintly into
158the silent room which held the living and the dead; the
one cold, and white, and still, his features wearing a
smile of peace as if he had indeed entered into everlasting
rest,—the other kneeling by his side, and with his
face buried in the pillows, praying that when his time
should come, he, too, might die the death of the righteous,
and go where George had gone.
CHAPTER XIV. MATTERS IN ROCKLAND.
With quivering lip Mr. Mather told the members
of Company R that their lieutenant was dead;
and strong men as they were they did not deem
themselves unmanly that they wiped the big tears away,
and crowding around their informer anxiously asked for
particulars of their departed comrade, all speaking kindly
of him, and each thinking of the sweet girl-wife at
home on whom the news would fall so crushingly. A
soldier’s dying was no novel thing in Washington,
and so, aside from Company R, there were few who
knew or cared that another soul had gone to the God
who gave it,—that another victim was added to the list
which shall one day come up with fearful blackness before
the provokers of the war. The drums beat just the
same,—the bands played just as merrily, and the busy
tide went on as if the quiet chamber in —— street
held no stiffened form, once as full of life and hope as
the gay troops marching by.
But away to the Northward there was bitter mourning,
and many a bright eye wept as the sad news ran
159along the streets that Rockland’s young lieutenant, of
whom the people were justly proud, lay dead in Washington,
and many a heart beat with sympathy for the
young wife who, ever since hearing the fatal news, had
lain upon her bed, more dead than alive, with a look
upon her white face which told better than words of the
anguish she was enduring.
Nothing could induce Rose to leave her for a moment.
“Will had staid by George,” she said, “and she should
stay by Annie.”
With her sitting by, Annie grew stronger, and could
at last talk calmly of what was expected on the morrow.
“It will be terrible,” she said, “to hear the tramp of
feet coming up the walk, and know they are bringing
George! Oh, Mrs. Mather, you’ll stay by me, won’t
you, even if your husband is among the number?”
Annie did not mean to be selfish. She was too much
benumbed to realize anything fully, and she never
thought what it would cost Rose to stay there, knowing
her husband would seek her at home, and be so disappointed
at not finding her there. Rose could not refuse
a request so touchingly made, but just as the morning
broke she went home for a few moments to see that all
necessary preparations were made for Will’s comfort;
then, penning him a note to tell why she was not there
to meet him, she returned again to the cottage, where
Widow Simms was busily at work setting things to rights
for the expected arrival, her tears falling upon the furniture
she was dusting, and her chest heaving with sobs
as she heard in the distance the sound of a gathering
crowd, and thought,
“It may be my boy they’ll go up next to meet.”
Poor Annie, too, shuddered and moaned as she caught
the ominous sounds, and knew what they portended.
160“It would be better to bring him back quietly,” she
said. “It seems almost like mockery, this parade,
which he can never know. I may be glad, by and by
that they honored him thus, but it’s so hard now,” and
covering her head with her pillow, Annie wept silently as
she heard the mournful beat of the muffled drum, and
knew the march to the depot had commenced.
How Rose wanted to be in the street and see her
husband when he came; but with heroic self-denial, she
forced down every longing to be away, and sitting down
by Annie, busied herself with counting off the minutes
and wondering if the clock would ever point to half-past
ten, or the train ever arrive.
There was a great crowd out that morning to meet the
returning soldier, and George’s dream of what might be
when he came back again was more than realized.
There were men and carriages upon the street, and
groups of women at the corners, while the little boys ran
up and down. But in the beat of the muffled drum there
was a tone which made the hearts of those who heard it
overflow with tears, as they remembered what that dirgelike
music meant. Around the jammed white hat of the
man who played the fife there was a badge of mourning,
and in the notes he trilled a mournful cadence far different
from the patriotic strains he played as a farewell to
Rockland soldiers, going forth to battle, with hopes so
sanguine of success. One of that youthful band was
coming back; not full of life and fiery ambition as when he
went away, dreaming bright dreams of the glory he would
win, and the laurels he would wear, when once again he
trod the streets at home. Not as a conquering hero,
with the crown of fame on his brow, though the crown
indeed was won, and where the golden light of Heaven
shines from the everlasting hills, he was wearing it in
161glory. But his ear was deaf to all earthly sounds, and
the tribute of respect his friends fain would bestow upon
him, awakened no thrill in his cold, pulseless heart.
Still they felt that all honor was due to the dead, and so
they had come up to meet him, a greater throng than
any of which he had dreamed when ambition burned
within his bosom. There was a carriage waiting, too,
just as he hoped there might be; a carriage sent expressly
for him, but the children on the sidewalk shrank
away and ceased their noisy clamor as it went by, its
sombre appearance somewhat relieved by the gay coloring
of the Stars and Stripes laid reverently upon it.
Slowly up the street the long procession passed, unmindful
of the rain which, mingled with the snow and
sleet, beat upon the pavements, and dashed against the
window-panes, from which many a tear-stained face
looked out upon the gloomy scene, made ten times
gloomier by the sighing of the wind and the rifts of
leaden clouds veiling the November sky. Over the eastern
hills there was a rising wreath of smoke, and a shrill,
discordant scream told that the train was coming, just
as the carriage sent for George drew up to its appointed
place.
Gently, carefully, tenderly they lifted him out, and set
him down in their midst; but no loud cheering rent the
air, no acclamations of applause, nothing save that
dreadful muffled beat, and the soft notes of the fife, telling
to the passengers leaning from the windows that the
dead, as well as the living, had been their fellow-traveller.
The banner upon the hearse told the rest of the
sad story, and with a sigh to the memory of the unknown
soldier, the passengers resumed their seats, and the train
sped on its way, leaving the Rockland people alone with
their dead.
162Reverently they placed him in the carriage which none
cared to share with him. Carefully they wrapped around
him the Stars and Stripes, and dropping the heavy curtains,
followed through the streets to the cottage in the
Hollow, which he had left so full of life and hope.
Around that cottage there was a gathered multitude
next day, and though on the unsheltered heads of those
without, the driving rain was falling, they waited patiently
while the prayer was said, and the funeral anthem
chanted. Then there came a bustling moment,—people
passing beneath the Star Spangled Banner, and pausing
to look at the dead. There were sobs and tears, and
words of fond regret, and then the coffin-lid was closed,
and once more that muffled beat was heard, as with arms
reversed the Rockland Guards marched up the walk,
where, leaning upon their guns they stood, while strong
men carried out their late companion, and placed him in
the hearse, the carriage sent for him. There was no relative
to go with him to the grave,—none in whose veins
his blood was flowing, so Mr. Mather and Rose took the
lead, followed by a promiscuous crowd of carriages and
pedestrians, the very horses keeping time to the solemn
music beaten by the drum, and played by the man in the
jammed white hat.
Slowly through the November rain,—through the
November sleet, and through the November mist they
bore him on through the streets which he so oft had
trodden; on past the cottage he meant to buy for poor
Annie, whispering to herself with every note of the tolling
bell, “George has gone to Heaven.” Onward, still
onward, till streets and cottage were left behind, and
they came to where the marble columns, gleaming
through the autumnal fog, told who peopled that silent
yard. Just by the gate, the bearers paused, and
163stood with uncovered heads while the solemn words
were uttered, “Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to
dust!” Then, when it was all over, the long procession
moved through the spacious churchyard, past the tall
monuments betokening worldly wealth; past the less
imposing stones, whose lettering told of treasure in
Heaven; past the group of cedar trees and pine; past the
graves of the nameless dead, and so out upon the highway,
Rose Mather starting in alarm as the band struck up a
quicker, merrier march, whose stirring, jubilant notes
seemed so much like mockery. She knew it was the
custom, but the music grated none the less harshly, and
drawing her veil over her face, she wept silently, occasionally
glancing backward to the spot of freshly upturned
earth where Rockland’s first soldier was buried,—the
brave, self-denying George,—who gave all he had
for his country, and died in her behalf.
Four weeks after George’s death, Annie left the cottage
in the Hollow, and went to live for a time with Mrs.
Mather. Early orphaned, and thrown upon the charities
of a scheming aunt, who, after her marriage with George,
had cast her off entirely, there was now no one to whom
she could look for help and sympathy save Rose, and
when the latter insisted that her home should be Annie’s
also, while William, too, joined his entreaties with those
of his wife, and urged as one reason his promise made
to George, Annie consented on condition that as soon as
her health was sufficiently restored, she should do something
for herself, either as teacher, or governess in some
private family.
Amid a wild storm of sobs and tears she had read her
husband’s dying message, growing sick and faint just as
he knew she would when first she learned of his loss,
and why it was he had never written to her himself. But
164this was naught compared to the horror which crept
round her heart as she read what George had written of
a coming time when the long grave by the gate would not
be visited as often as at first, or he who slept there
remembered as tearfully.
“Oh, George, George!” she cried, “it was cruel to
tell me so,” and sinking to her knees, she essayed to
breathe a vow that other love than that she had borne
for George Graham should never find entrance to her
bosom. But something sealed her lips,—the words she
would have uttered were unspoken, and the rash vow
was not made.
Still there was an added drop to her already brimming
cup of sorrow, and a sadder, more loving note in the tone
of her voice when she spoke of her husband, as if she would
fortify herself against the possibility of his prediction coming
true. It was a sorry day when she finally left her
cottage home, and only God was witness to the parting;
but the dim, swollen eyes and colorless cheeks attested
to its bitterness, as, with one great upheaving sob, she
crossed the threshold and entered the carriage where
Rose sat waiting for her, while the motherly Widow
Simms wrapped around her the pile of shawls which
were to shield her from the cold, and bade her god speed
to her new home.
Rapidly the carriage drove away, while the widow returned
to the cottage to perform the last needful office of
fastening down the windows and locking up the doors,
then, with a sigh at the changes a few short months had
wrought, she went back to her own long deserted home.
And the busy tide of life rolled on in Rockland just the
same as if in the churchyard there was no new-made
grave, holding the buried love of Annie, who, in Rose
Mather’s beautiful home, was surrounded with every
165possible comfort and luxury, and treated with as much
consideration as if she were a born princess, instead of
the humble woman, who, a few months before, was wholly
unknown to the little lady of the Mather Mansion.
CHAPTER XV. THE DESERTER.
Another had taken George’s place in Company
R, and both the Widow Simms and Susan
Simms shed tears of natural pride when they
read that John was the favored one, and bore the title of
Lieutenant. It more than half atoned for his long absence
to the young wife, who, greatly to her mother-in-law’s
disgust, was made the happy possessor of a set of
furs bought with a part of the new lieutenant’s increased
wages.
“Better lay by for a wet day; but easy come, easy
go. They will never be worth a cent. Tain’t like them
Ruggleses to save, and to think of the silly critter’s
comin’ round in the storm just to show ’em, late on
Saturday night; I’m glad I wan’t to hum,” was the
widow’s muttered comment, as on the Sunday following
the receipt of the furs she pinned around her high,
square shoulders, the ten years’ old blanket shawl, and
tying round her neck the faded tippet of even greater
age, started for church, determining not to notice or
speak to the extravagant Susan, if she appeared, as she
was sure to do, in her new finery.
This was hardly the right kind of spirit for the widow
166to take to church, but hers was a peculiar nature, and
the grace which would have sufficed to make Annie Graham
an angel, would hardly have kept her from boiling
over at the most trivial matter. This the widow felt,
and it made her more distrustful of herself, more careful
to keep down the first approaches of her besetting sin.
But the furs had seriously disturbed her, particularly as
they were said to have cost $35—“more than she had
spent on her mortal body in half-a-dozen years,” she
thought, as, with her well-worn Prayer Book in hand,
and a pair of Eli’s darned, blue socks upon her feet to
keep them from the snow which had fallen the night before,
she walked rapidly on in the direction of St.
Luke’s.
There was an unusual stir about the doors, a crowd
of eagerly talking people, and conspicuous among them
was Susan, looking so pretty in her neatly fitting collar,
and holding her little muff so gracefully that the widow
began to relent at once, and to feel a kind of pride that
“John’s wife was as genteel lookin’ as the next one, if
she did come of them shiftless Ruggleses,” but inasmuch
as it was Sunday, she shouldn’t flatter Susan by speaking
of the furs; but the first chance she got on a week
day she’d tell her “she was glad she got ’em, if they
didn’t make her vain; though I know they will,” she
added; “it’s Ruggles natur’ and she’s standin’ out there
now, just to show ’em to the folks in the street goin’ to
the Methodis’ meetin’.”
But the widow was mistaken, for Susan had scarcely a
thought of her furs, so absorbed was she in throwing
what little light she could upon a mystery which was
troubling the people and keeping them outside the door,
while they talked the matter over. It seemed that the
sexton, when, at about ten o’clock on the previous night,
167he came to see that the fire kindled in the furnace at
sunset was safe, had stumbled over a human form lying
upon the pile of evergreens gathered for the Christmas
decorations, and placed for safe keeping in the cellar of
the church. There was a cry between surprise and terror,
and a muttered oath, and then the ragged, frightened
intruder sprang to his feet, and bounding up the
narrow stairway, fled through the open vestry door ere
the sexton had time to collect his scattered senses.
This was his story, corroborated by Susan Simms, who
said that when, at about seven o’clock the previous night,
she was passing the church, she saw a dark-looking object,
which she at first mistook for a woman, but as she
came nearer she saw it was the figure of a man who,
at the sound of her steps, dropped behind a pile of rubbish,
and thus disappeared from view,—that feeling
timid she did not return home that way, but took the
more circuitous route past her mother-in-law’s, where she
stopped for a moment and repeated the circumstance to
the neighbor she found staying there.
“Then she didn’t come half a mile out of the way just
to tell of her finery,” thought the widow, coming nearer
to Susan, and even smoothing the soft fur, which, half
an hour before, had so provoked her ire.
Various were the surmises as to who the man could
be, and why he had entered the lonesome cellar; and
the morning services had commenced ere the knot of
talkers and listeners at the door disbanded and took
their accustomed places in the church. Rose Mather
was there as usual, but she knelt in her handsome pew
alone, for Will had been gone from her two whole weeks,
and Annie was still too much of an invalid to venture
out. With others at the door she heard of the intruder,
and after asking a few questions she had passed into the
168aisle, with a certain wise air about her, as if she knew
something which she should not tell! As one after another
came in, it might have been observed that she
turned often and curiously toward the door, glancing
occasionally at the spot where Mrs. Baker, now a regular
attendant, was in the habit of sitting. She was not there
to-day, a fact which no one observed save Rose and the
Widow Simms, the latter of whom only noticed it because
Annie, she knew, was deeply interested in the repentant
woman. “She’s sick, most likely,” the widow thought,
while Rose, too, had her own opinion as to what kept
Harry’s mother from church that Sunday morning.
Meantime the object of their solicitude sat crouching
over the fire of wet green wood she had succeeded
in coaxing into a blaze, now looking nervously
toward the half closed door of the small room her boys
used to occupy, and again congratulating herself that it
was Sunday, and consequently no one would be coming
there to pry into the secret she was guarding as carefully
as ever tigress guarded its threatened young. The
half frozen, famished wretch, fleeing from the shadow of
the church out into the wintry storm which had come
up since nightfall, had gone next to the tumble-down
shanty of a house which Mrs. Baker called her home.
It was late for a light to be there, for Mrs. Baker kept
early hours; but through the driving snow the wanderer,
as he turned the corner, caught a friendly gleam shining
out from the dingy windows, and waking in his breast
one great wild throb of joy, such as some lost mariner
feels when he spies in the distance the friendly bark and
knows there’s help at hand.
It was a desolate, dreary home, but to the wanderer
hastening toward it, and glancing so timidly around as
169if behind each rift of snow there were bristling bayonets
sent to stop his course, it seemed a splendid palace.
Could he gain that shelter he was safe. His mother
would shield him from the dreaded officers he fancied
were on his track, and so, the sick, fainting man kept on
until the old board fence was reached, where, leaning
against the gate, he stood a moment, and with his feverish
hand scooped up the grateful snow to cool his burning
forehead. The tallow candle was burning yet within
the cottage, but the fire was raked together on the hearth
and the stranger could see the glow of the red embers
and the broken shovel lain across the andiron.
“I wonder what she’s doing up so late,” he whispered,
and moving cautiously up the walk to the uncurtained
window, he started suddenly at the novel sight which
met his view.
Years before, when he lived in New England, he remembered
that one day when playing in the garret he
had found in a chest of rubbish, a large, square book,
which Hal had said was their grandmother’s Bible.
Afterward he had seen it standing against a broken light
of glass, to keep out the snow which sometimes beat in
upon himself and Hal, and that was the last he could remember
concerning that Bible or any other belonging to
his mother. How then was he astonished to see it lying
on the old round stand, the dim tallow candle casting a
flickering light upon the yellow leaves and upon the figure
of his mother bending over them, and loudly whispering
the words she was reading. It was not an entirely
new business to Mrs. Baker, the reading of the
Bible, for after the news of Harry’s death she had hunted
up the long neglected volume which had given her aged
mother so much comfort. It might bring consolation to
her, she thought, and so with tearful eyes and aching
170heart she had tried to read and understand the sacred
pages, pencil-marked, some of them, by a sainted mother’s
hand, and fraught with so many memories of the
olden time when she was not the hard, wrinkled, desolate
creature people knew as Mrs. Baker. The way of life
was still dark and dim to that half heathenish woman,
but she was determinedly groping on, following the little
light she had, and each night found her bending over
the Bible ere she sought the humble bed standing there
in the dark corner, just where it stood that morning when
her two boys went away.
It was far more comfortable-looking now than then,
for there was a nice, warm blanket on it, while the outer
covering was clean and new. Rose Mather had kept her
promise given in the hour of the poor mother’s bereavement,
and scattered about the room were numerous articles
which once did duty in the servants’ apartments at
the Mather mansion. But the intruder did not notice
these; he was too much absorbed with the stooping
figure, whispering a part of the 14th chapter of John,
and occasionally wiping away a tear as she came to some
passage more beautiful than the others. There were
tears, too, in the eyes of the rough man outside, but he
forced them back, and pressing closer to the window,
watched the lone woman inside, as, sinking down upon
her knees, with the flickering candle shining on her
wrinkled face, she prayed first for herself and then for
him, the boy standing without the door, and listening,
while his heart beat so loudly that he almost feared she
would hear and know that he was there. But she paid
no heed, and the tremulous voice went on, asking that
God would follow and bless, and care for the Billy boy
far away, and bring him back to the mother who had
never been to him what she ought. The name Billy boy
171touched a tender chord, and stretching out his hands
toward her, the man who bore that name sobbed out,
“Oh, mother, mother, I’m here, I’m here!”
There was a sudden pause, and turning her head the
startled woman listened.
Was it the wind moaning round her lonesome dwelling,
or was it poor dead Harry calling to her, as in her superstitious
imagination she sometimes believed he did
when she was praying for Billy, reproaching her that no
prayer had ever been said for him, the lost one? Again
the sobbing cry, and a rustling movement by the door.
It could not be the wind, for that only shook the loosened
timbers or screamed through some gaping crevice,
while this, whatever it might be, called:
“Mother, mother, come.”
Was it a warning from the other world,—a summons
to follow her first-born? Annie Graham had said there
were no such messages sent to us, and Annie was always
right; so the frightened woman listened again until the
rattling of the latch, and a feeble, timid knock told her
there was more than the winter wind or spirits of the
dead about her house that night. There was a human
being seeking to gain entrance, and tottering to the door
she asked who it was, and what they wanted there.
“Mother, mother, let me in. I’m your Billy boy, come
from the war.”
The words were hardly uttered ere the door was
opened wide, the frantic woman dragging rather than
leading in the worn-out man, who, staggering forward,
fell into her arms, sobbing piteously,
“I’m so sick and tired. I’ve been weeks on the road,
hiding everywhere; for, mother,—shut the door tight, so
nobody can hear,—I’ve run away; I’ve had enough of
war, and so I left one night. You know what they do
172to deserters. They hang them, neck and heels. Oh,
mother, mother, don’t let them find me, will you? I’ve
done my best in one dreadful battle. They musn’t get
me now. Will they, think?” and Billy cast a searching
glance around the room to see that no officer was there
with power to take him back.
Would they get him from her? She’d like to see them
do it, she said, as she led the childish deserter to the
hearth, he leaning heavily upon her, and falling, rather
than sitting upon the chair she brought. Weary of a
soldier’s life, and satisfied with one taste of battle, he
had stolen away one night when the rain and the darkness
sheltered him from observation. Greatly magnifying
the value put upon himself, as well as the chances
for detection, he had not dared to take the cars, lest at
every station there should be one of the police waiting
to secure him. So he had made the entire journey from
Washington on foot, travelling by night and resting by
day, sometimes in barns, but oftener in the woods,
where some friendly stump or leafless tree was his only
shelter. He had reached his home at last, but his haggard
face, his blood-shot eyes, his blistered feet and tattered
garments bore witness to his long, painful journey.
With streaming eyes the mother listened to the story,
then opening the bed of coals, she warmed and chafed
his half-frozen limbs, handling tenderly the poor, blistered
feet, from which the soles of the shoes had
dropped, leaving them exposed. But all in vain did she
prepare the cup of fragrant tea, sent her that afternoon
by Mrs. Mather. Billy could do little more than taste it.
He was too tired, he said; he should be better in the
morning, after he had slept. So with eager, trembling
hands his mother fixed the bed in the little room which
had not been used since he went away, bringing her own
173pillows, and the nice rose blanket given by Mrs. Mather,
together with a strip of carpet which she spread upon
the floor so as to make it soft for Billy’s wounded, bleeding
feet. How sick he was, and how he moaned in his
fitful sleep, now talking of Hal, now of being shot, and
again of the Bible on the stand, and the prayer he heard
his mother make.
Mrs. Baker was not accustomed to sickness, but she
knew this was no ordinary case, and she suggested sending
for the doctor; but Billy started up in such dismay,
telling her no one must know that he was there unless
she wanted him killed, that he succeeded in communicating
a part of his terror to her, and she spent the entire
Sunday by her child’s bedside, doing what she could
to allay the raging fever increasing so fast, and keeping
watch to see that no one came near to drag her boy
away.
The next morning it became absolutely necessary for
her to leave him for a time, as she must procure the few
necessaries he needed, and taking advantage of the heavy
sleep into which he had fallen, she stole noiselessly out,
hoping to return ere he should wake. Scarcely, however,
had she left the lane and turned into Main Street,
when Rose came tripping to the gate, drawn thither by
a curiosity to see if her suspicions were correct. She
had learned from her husband of Bill’s exit from Washington,
and for some days had been expecting to hear of
his arrival in town. That he had come she was certain,
and telling Annie where she was going, she had started
rather early for Mrs. Baker’s. As her knock met with
no response she entered without further ceremony, and
passing on through the low dark kitchen came to the
door of the little room where Bill lay breathing heavily,
and muttering about camps, and guard-houses, and
174deserters. The sight of suffering always awoke a chord
of sympathy in Rose Mather’s bosom, and without a
thought of danger she bent close to the sick man, and
involuntarily laid her soft, cool hand upon his burning
forehead. The touch awoke him, but in the wild eyes
turned upon her there was no glance of recognition, or
look of fear. He evidently fancied himself back in
Washington, and asked the name of her regiment.
“Oh, I know,” he continued, still keeping his eyes
fixed upon her, “you’re the chap I took, but you’ve fell
away mightily since then. Yankee fare don’t set well on
your Rebel stomach, I guess,” and a wild, coarse laugh
rang through the room, making Rose shudder and draw
back, for she felt intuitively that Billy was mad.
She was not, however, afraid of him, and standing at
a little distance, she tried to reason with him, telling
him she was not a Rebel,—she was Mrs. Mather, come
to do him good.
Bill only laughed derisively. “Couldn’t cheat him.
Guess he knew them eyes and them hands, white as cotton
wool. I’ll bet I’ve got a ring that’ll fit ’em,” he continued,
and reaching for his pantaloons, which he had
insisted should lie behind him on the bed, he took from
the pocket the costly diamond once worn by his Rebel
captive, and confisticated by him as con-tra-band. “Try it
on,” he said to Rose, who mechanically obeyed, wondering
why it should look so familiar to her.
It was too large for her slender fingers, and dropping
off, rolled upon the floor. Rose at once set herself to
finding the missing ring, and had just returned it to its
owner when Mrs. Baker came in, terribly alarmed at
finding Mrs. Mather there. Rose, however, quieted her
fears at once by telling her she had known for some
days past of Bill’s desertion, and had kept it from every
175one but Annie, because her husband thought it best.
She did not believe he would be followed, she said, for
Will wrote that he had become so reckless and discontented
that his absence was no loss to the army, but for
a while it might be well that his presence should not be
known in Rockland, as the people might be indignant at
a deserter, and perhaps in their excitement do him some
injury.
“He ought to have medical advice, though,” she
added, “for I think he’s very sick.”
Mrs. Baker knew he was, and fear lest he should die
overcame every other feeling, making her consent that
Rose should call their family physician. It was nearly
noon ere he arrived, and in the meantime Rose had
reported the case to Annie, and then returning to Mrs.
Baker’s, took her place by Billy, who called her “his
little Rebel,” and ordered her about as if he had been a
commanding officer, and she his subordinate. The
novelty of the thing was rather pleasing to Rose, and notwithstanding
that the physician pronounced the disease
typhus fever in its most violent form, she persisted in
staying, saying some one must help Mrs. Baker, and she
was not afraid.
So day after day found her in that comfortless dwelling,
while the frequent callers at the Mather mansion
wondered where she could be. It came out at last that
she was nursing William Baker, lying dangerously sick
of typhus fever in his mother’s dilapidated home, and
then, as villagers will, the Rockland people wondered
and gossiped, and wondered again how the aristocratic
Rose Mather could sit hour after hour, in that poverty-stricken
cottage, ministering to the wants of despised
Bill Baker. Rose hardly knew, herself, and when questioned
upon the subject could only reply—
176“I guess it’s because he’s a soldier, and I must do
something for the war. Will knows it. He says I’m
doing right, and Annie Graham, too.”
And so, with her heart kept brave by thinking that
Will and Annie approved her course, Rose went every
day to Mrs. Baker’s, doing more by her cheerful presence
and the needful comforts she supplied to arrest the progress
of the disease and effect a favorable change, than
all the physicians in the county could have done. Bill
owed his life to her, and it was touching to witness his
childish gratitude when reason resumed her throne, and
he learned who it was he had sometimes called his “little
Rebel,” and again had fancied was some beautiful
angel sent to cure and comfort him. He had often seen
Mrs. Mather in the streets before he went away; but
never as closely as now, and for hours after his convalescence
he would lie looking into her face, which seemed
to puzzle him greatly. Occasionally, too, he would take
from his pocket a picture, which he evidently compared
with something about her person, then, with a sly wink,
which began to be very annoying, he would return it to
its hiding-place, and ask her sundry questions, which,
under ordinary circumstances, she would have resented
as being too familiar.
At last, one afternoon, as she was sitting by him, while
his mother did some errands in the village, he suddenly
surprised her by dropping upon her lap an elegant gold
watch, which Rose knew at a glance must have belonged
to some person of taste and wealth.
“What is it? Whose is it?” she asked, and Bill replied:
“’Twas his’n, the chap’s I took, you know. He’s down
to the old Capitol now, shet up. Didn’t you never hear
of him?”
177“You mean the young man you captured,” Rose replied.
“Tell me about him, please. Who was he, and
where was his home?”
“You tell,” Bill answered, with one of his peculiar
winks. “He gave it as John Brown; but a chap who
knowd him said ’twas somethin’ else. He wan’t a Rebel
neither—that is, it wan’t his nater, for he came from
Yankee land.”
“A traitor, then,” Rose suggested, and Bill replied:
“You needn’t guess agin; and you and I or’to be glad
that no such truck belongs to us.”
Rose colored scarlet, but made no response, for recreant
Jimmie flashed across her mind, and she shrank
from having even the vulgar Bill know how intimately
she was connected with a traitor. Bill watched her narrowly,
and thinking to himself,
“I’m on the right track, I’ll bet,” he continued, “I
hain’t no relations in the Confederate army, I know, and
I don’t an atom b’lieve you have.”
No answer from Rose, except a heightened bloom upon
her cheek, and her inquisitor went on:
“Have you any friends there?”
Rose could not tell a lie, and after a moment’s silence,
she stammered out:
“Please don’t ask me. Oh, Jimmie, Jimmie, I wish I
knew where he was!” and the great tears trickled
through the snowy fingers clasped over her flushed face.
“I’ll be darned if I aint cryin’ too,” Bill said, wiping
his eyes with his shirt sleeve, “but bein’ I’m in for it I
may as well see it through.”
“What might be your name before it was Miss
Marthers?”
“Carleton!” and Rose looked up quickly at Bill, who
continued:
178“You came from Boston, I b’lieve?”
“Yes, from Boston,” and Rose leaned eagerly forward
while Bill, with his favorite “Nuff said,” plunged his hand
into his pocket, and taking out the picture, passed it to
Rose.
Quick as thought the bright color faded from her cheek,
and with ashen, quivering lips, she whispered;
“It’s I! It’s mine, taken for Jimmie, just before he
went away! How came you by it? Oh tell me!” and in
the voice there was a tone of increasing anguish. “Tell
me, was it,—was it,—Jimmie, my brother, whom you took
prisoner and carried to Washington?”
“If James Carleton is your brother, I s’pose it was,”
Bill said; “and that’s the very picter he stuck to like a
chestnut burr, begging for it like a dog, and offerin’ everything
he had if I’d give it up.”
“Why didn’t you, then?” and Rose’s eye blazed with
anger, making Bill shrink before their indignant gaze.
“’Twas rotten mean in me, I know,” he said timidly,
“but they was con-tra-band according to law, and I felt
so savage at the pesky Rebels then. I didn’t know
’twas you he teased so for, actually cryin’ when I
wouldn’t give it up. I’m sorry, I be, I swan, and I’ll
give you every confounded contraband. You’ve got the
watch, and there’s the ring, the spetacles, the tobarker
box, and the thingumbob for cigars, the sum total of his
traps, except a chaw or so of the weed that I couldn’t
very well bring back,” and Bill’s face wore a very satisfied
expression as he laid in Rose’s lap every article belongin’
to her brother.
She knew now who the prisoner was in whom she had
felt so strange an interest. It was Jimmie, and the mystery
concerning his fate was solved. He was a captive at
Washington, and her heart ached to its very core as she
179thought of both her brothers languishing so many
weary months in prison. Very minutely she questioned
Bill, eliciting from him little or nothing concerning
Jimmie’s present condition. He only knew that he was
a captive still, that he was represented as maintaining
the utmost reserve, seldom speaking except to answer direct
questions, and that he seemed very unhappy.
“Poor boy, he wants to come home, I know,” and
Rose sobbed aloud, as she thought how desolate and
homesick he must be. “I can’t stay any longer to-day,”
she said, as she heard Mrs. Baker at the door, and bidding
Bill good-bye, she hurried home, where, after a long
passionate flood of tears, wept in Annie’s lap, she wrote
to her mother and husband both, telling them where
Jimmie was, and begging of the former to come at once
and go with her to Washington.
CHAPTER XVI. NEWS DIRECT FROM JIMMIE.
That night, as Rose sat alone in her cheerful
boudoir, musing upon the strange events which
had occurred within the last few months, a letter
was brought to her, bearing her mother’s handwriting.
It had passed hers on the road, and Rose tore it open,
starting, as a soiled, tear-stained note dropped from the
inside upon the floor. Intuitively she felt that it was
from Jimmie, and catching it up, she read the homesick,
heart-sick, remorseful cry of penitence and contrition
which the weary Rebel-boy had at last sent to his mother.
180Stubborness and proud reserve could hold out no longer
and he had written, confessing his error, and begging
earnestly for the forgiveness he knew he did not deserve.
“I am not all bad,” he said; “and on that quiet morning, when
beneath the cover of the Virginia woods I lay, watching the Union
soldiers coming so bravely on, there was a dizziness in my brain, and
a strange, womanly feeling at my heart, while a sensation I cannot
describe thrilled every nerve when I saw in the distance the Stars and
Stripes waving in the summer wind. How I wanted to warn them of
their danger, to bid them turn back from the snare so cunningly devised,
and how proud I felt of the Federal soldiers when contrasting
them with ours. I fancied I could tell which were the Boston boys,
and there came a mist before my eyes, as I thought how your dear
hands and those of little Rose had possibly helped to make some portion
of the dress they wore.
“You know about the battle. You read it months ago, and wept,
perhaps, as you thought of Jimmie firing at his own brother, it might
be, but, mother, I did not. I scarcely fired at all, and when I was
compelled to do so to avoid suspicion, it was so high that neither
the wounded nor the dead can accuse me as their murderer; and I’m
glad now that it is so. It makes my prison bed softer to know there
is no stain of blood upon my soul.
“Poor Tom, I dare say, has written to you of our encounter
in the woods, but he does not know the shock it was to me to
meet him there, and know I could not help him. Dear Tom, my
heart aches more for him than for myself, for the Richmond Prison
Guards are not like those who keep watch over us. There are humane
people there,—kind, tender hearts,—which feel for any one in
distress, but the jailers, the common soldiers, and the rabble, are
not, I fear, as considerate as they might be. Many of them have
been made to believe the war entirely of the North’s provoking, that
Hamlin is a mulatto, and Lincoln a foul-hearted knave, whose whole
aim is to set the negroes free. But enough of Southern politics. It
will all come clear at last, and the Star Spangled Banner wave
again over every revolted State.
“Write to me, mother. Say you forgive your Rebel-boy. Say
that, when I am exchanged, as I hope to be, I may come home, and
that you will not turn away from your sinful, erring
“Jimmie”
181There was a message of love for Rose, and then the
letter closed with one last, touching entreaty that the
mother would forgive her child and take him back again
to her confidence and love.
“Of course she’ll do it,” Rose said, vehemently, and
seizing a pen and paper she wrote to Will, inclosing a
note to Jimmie, full of pardon and tender love, bidding
him when he should be released come directly to Rockland,
where their mother should be waiting for him, and
where she, forgetting all the past, would nurse him back
to health.
Nearly a week went by, and then there came a letter
from Will, telling how he had visited the Rebel Jimmie in
his prison, and Rose wept frantically as she read the particulars
of that interview when her brother first met the
sister’s husband, of whom he had never heard.
“I found him sitting apart from the others,” William wrote, “apparently
absorbed in disagreeable reflections, for there was an abstracted
look upon his face and deep wrinkles upon his forehead. If
he had not been pointed out to me, I should have known him by his
striking resemblance to your family. The Carleton features could
not be mistaken, particularly the proud curve about the mouth, and
the arching of the eyebrows, while I recognized at once the soft,
curling hair and brilliant complexion, which you will remember once
attracted me toward a certain little girl, who is now all the world to
the old bachelor Will.
“But this isn’t a love letter, darling. I’m only going to tell you
how sorry your brother looked sitting there alone in that noisy multitude,
whose language and manners are not the most refined that
could be desired, and how my heart warmed toward the solitary being,
and forgave him at once for all his errors past. Very haughtily
he bowed to me when I was introduced, and then in silence awaited
to hear my errand, the proud curve around his mouth deepening as
he surveyed me with a hauteur which, under ordinary circumstances,
would have annoyed me exceedingly. As it was, I could almost fancy
myself the prisoner and he the freeman, he seemed so cool, so
collected, while I was embarrassed and uncertain how to act.
182“‘Is your visit prompted by curiosity to see how a so-called Rebel
can bear confinement, or did you come on business?’ he asked, and
then all my embarrassment was at an end.
“‘I came,’ I said, ‘partly at your sister’s request, and partly to ascertain
how much you are willing to do toward the attainment of
your freedom.’
“I do not think he understood the last. He only caught at the
words, ‘your sister,’ and grasping my arm, he whispered hoarsely,
‘What of my sister? Have you seen her? Do you know her, and
does she hate me now?’
“I told him I was your husband, and with quivering lip, he
asked me, ‘Is she well, my precious little Rose, whom I remember as
almost a child, and mother—has she cast me off? Oh, if she only
knew how I am punished for my sin, she would forgive her wayward
boy.’
“Here he broke down in such a wild storm of sobs and tears, that
the inmates of the prison gathered in groups around him, their looks
indicative of their surprise at witnessing so much emotion in one who up
to that moment had appeared haughtily indifferent to everything
around him. With an authoritative gesture he waved them off,
and then, passing him your note, I, too, walked away, leaving him
alone while he read it, but even where I stood I could hear the
smothered sobs he tried in vain to suppress. I am inclined to think
he is right in saying that joining the Confederate army was the
best lesson he ever learned. I am sure he must be greatly changed
from the reckless, daring boy, whose exploits you have described so
often. He is very anxious to swear allegiance to the Stars and
Stripes, even though he should be doomed to prison life for five
more weary months, and as I am not a mere private now, and have
considerable influence in Washington, I hope, ere long, to write that
he is free, and on his way to Rockland, whither he will go first.
“Jimmie expresses the utmost sympathy for Tom, and says he would
gladly take his place, if that could be, for he fears the inmates of
those Richmond tobacco houses are not always cared for, as he has
been at Washington. Poor Tom, I hope he will be among the list
of the exchanged, and if so, you may expect soon to welcome both
your brothers.”
No wonder Rose wept tears of joy over his letter,
while her thoughts went after her rebellious, but repentant
183brother, nor tarried there, for, farther to the South,
another weary captive pined, and every fibre of her heart
bleed with sympathy for Tom—poor Tom, she always
called him—and as the days of sickening suspense went
by she grew so nervous and so ill that her mother came
up from Boston to attend her, while Annie shook off her
own feelings of weary languor, and did for Rose the same
offices which Rose had once done for her.
“I do so wish you had been my sister,” Rose said
to her one day, when she had been kinder than usual
“I know I should be a better woman, and so would all of
us.”
Annie made no reply, except to twine around her fingers
the coils of chestnut hair, lying in such profusion
upon the pillows. For a few moments Rose lay perfectly
still, with her eyes fixed upon the paper bordering, as if
counting the fanciful flowers, but her thoughts were intent
upon a far different subject. Turning to her mother,
she suddenly asked:
“How old is Jimmie, twenty-three, or twenty-four?”
“Twenty-three last May,” was the reply, and, with
rather a troubled expression upon her face, Rose continued,
“Will is thirteen years older than I am,” and the little
curly head shook doubtfully.
“What are you talking about?” Mrs. Carleton asked,
but Rose did not answer at once.
There was another interval of silence, and then starting
quickly, Rose called out, “Mother, don’t you remember
that affair of Jimmie’s ever so long ago, when he was
a boy at school in New London? There was a little
girl that he fancied, and you took him home for fear of
what would come of it; when you found she was poor and
nobody?”
Glancing quickly at Annie, who was attentively examining
184the hem-stitch of the fine linen pillow-case, Mrs.
Carleton said, reprovingly:
“You should not parade our family matters before
strangers, my daughter.”
“Oh, Annie is no stranger,” Rose answered, laughingly.
“She’s one of our folks now, besides, she is not
enough interested in the love affair of a seventeen years
old boy ever to repeat it.”
“Love affair!” Mrs. Carleton rejoined, a little scornfully.
“Not very much love about it, I imagine. She
was stopping with her aunt at the Pequot House, and
Jimmie saw her a few times, passing himself off by another
name than his own. If he had cared for this
child he would never have done that.”
“He seems to have a penchant for assuming names,”
Rose rejoined, playfully. “He called himself John
Brown, at Washington, while to this little Pequot girl he
was, let me see, what was it? Can’t you think, mother?”
Rose was bent on talking about Jimmie and his Pequot
girl, and knowing that she could not stop her, Mrs.
Carleton replied:
“Richard Lee, or something like that.”
“Oh, yes, ‘Dick!’ I remember now; and her name
was,—what was it, mother? It makes my head ache so
trying to recall it.”
“If I ever knew, I’ve forgotten,” Mrs. Carleton said,
and after trying in vain to think, Rose dismissed the
name, but not the subject.
“How angry Jimmie was,” she continued, “when you
brought him home, and how awfully he swore. It makes
you shudder, don’t it?” and she turned to Annie, who
had shivered either with cold or horror at Jimmie’s profanity.
“He was a bad boy once, but I most know he’s
better now. Maybe, mother, this was a real nice girl
185and if you’d let Jimmie alone he might have become attached
to her, and she have been his wife by this time.
Then he would not have joined the Rebel army. Don’t
you think you and Tom were a little too severe on Jimmie
sometimes?”
“Perhaps so,” was the faint response, as Mrs. Carleton
looked out upon the wintry landscape, seeing there
visions of a handsome, boyish, tearful face, flushed with
anger and entreaty as its owner begged of her not to
take him back to Boston, which he hated, but leave him
where he was, saying that the little girl at the Pequot
House had already done him more good than all the
sermons preached from the pulpits of the Bay State
Capital.
But she had disregarded Jimmie’s wishes, and from
that time forward he had pursued a course of recklessness
ending at last in prison. With a half-regretful sigh
Mrs. Carleton thought of all this, and in her heart she
blamed herself for some of her boy’s disobedience. But
it could not now be helped, and with another sigh, she
turned toward Rose, still speculating as to what the result
might have been, had Jimmie been suffered to follow
up his first, and so far as she knew, only fancy.
“What do you suppose would have happened if Jimmie
had staid in New London, and this scheming aunt,
whom mother feared far more than the Pequot, had staid
there too?” she asked of Annie, forgetting that the particulars
of the affair had not been repeated.
But it did not matter, for Annie answered all the
same. She was sitting now with her back to Mrs. Carleton,
while, so far as Rose was concerned, her face was in
the shadow. Consequently Rose could not see its expression,
as she replied:
“Nothing probably would have come of it. I imagine
186the Pequot, as you call her, was not more than fourteen,
and you know how easily we forget the fancies of that
age. She was undoubtedly pleased with the evident admiration
of your handsome brother, and watched anxiously
it may be, for the evenings when, with others of
his comrades, he came to the hotel; but a closer acquaintance
would have resulted in her knowing the deception
about the name, and after that she would not have cared
for him. If he really liked her he would not have imposed
upon her thus. She’s forgotten him ere this, and
is probably a married woman.”
“Perhaps so,” Rose replied; “I wish I knew. Jimmie
didn’t mean to deceive her long. He took the name
Dick Lee, partly in sport, and partly because he didn’t
wish his teacher to know how often Jim Carleton was at
the Pequot House, when he thought him somewhere else.
After he began to like her, and saw how pure and good
and truthful she was, he hated to tell her, but had made
up his mind to do so when mother took him away.”
“He might have written,” Annie said, “and she may
have been silly enough to cry over his abrupt and unexplained
departure.”
“Mother wouldn’t let him write,” Rose rejoined, laughingly.
“She watched him closely, and got Tom interested
too. Poor Jimmie, I wonder if that girl ever
thinks of him now?”
“She may, but I dare say she is glad your mother
took him home. She has outlived all that fancy,” and
Annie’s white fingers, on one of which the wedding ring
was shining, worked nervously together.
As if bent on tormenting both her auditors by talking
of Jimmie, Rose kept on, wondering how he looked, if
she should know him, what he would say, how he would
act, and if he ever would come.
187“I’m so glad you are here, Annie,” she said, “for you
do everybody good you come in contact with, and I want
you to talk to Jimmie, will you?”
Annie only smiled, but her cheeks burned with excitement,
and Rose was about asking if her head didn’t
ache, when a letter was brought in bearing the Washington
postmark. Eagerly Rose broke it open, screaming
with joy as she read that Jimmie had been released,—had
taken the oath of allegiance, and was coming home
to Rockland.
“He’ll be here,—let me see,—Thursday, on the three
o’clock train. That’s to-morrow. Oh, I’m so glad!”
and in her delight the little lady forgot that for the last
week she had been playing sick, and leaping upon the
carpet, danced about the room, kissing alternately her
mother and Annie, and asking if they were ever so
pleased in their lives.
“Oh, I forgot!” she suddenly exclaimed, as she saw
the great tears dropping from Annie’s eyes, and guessed
of what she was thinking. “I did not mean to make
you sorry contrasting Jimmie’s coming home with that
of poor George. Dear Annie, don’t cry,” and the chubby
arms closed coaxingly round the now sobbing Annie’s
neck. “Don’t cry. You’ll like Jimmie, I know, and if
you don’t, I know you’ll like dear Tom. He’s perfectly
splendid, and he gave his place to George, you know.”
Yes, Annie knew, but it only made her tears flow faster
as she thought of Rose, so full of hope, her husband
yet alive, and her brothers coming home, while she,
without a friend on whom she could lean, was alone in
her desolate widowhood. Excusing herself from the
room, she sought her own pleasant chamber, and there
alone poured out her grief into the ear of One who almost
since she could remember had been the recipient
188of all her sorrows. And Annie had far more need of
help than Rose suspected. She could not stay there and
meet Jimmie Carleton face to face after what she had
heard, while a return to the lonely cottage seemed impossible.
Widow Simms’s home suggested itself to her
mind; but if the prisoners were exchanged, and Isaac
came home, she might be an intruder there, and besides,
what truthful reason could she give to Rose for her strange
conduct? It was a sad dilemma in which Annie found
herself so suddenly placed, and more than an hour of
solitary and prayerful reflection, found her still uncertain
as to the course duty would dictate in the present
emergency. It seemed expedient that she should go
away, and when in the evening she joined Rose, who
chanced to be alone, she suggested leaving her house, at
least during Jimmie’s stay, and going either to the cottage
in the Hollow, or to stay with Widow Simms.
In the utmost astonishment Rose listened to the proposal,
and then replied:
“You go away because Jimmie is coming! Preposterous!
Why, I want you here on his account, if nothing
more. Besides, where will you go? Widow Simms
has taken Susan to live with her at John’s request, and
that little teenty place will not begin to hold three women
with hoops!”
“You forget the widow does not wear them,” Annie
suggested, her heart beginning to sink, notwithstanding
her playful words.
“Yes, I know,” Rose replied; “but you are not going
there. If you are in the way here with Jimmie, you’d
surely be more in the way there with Isaac. Don’t you
see?” and Rose looked as if this argument were altogether
conclusive.
189“I can go home,” Annie said, faintly. “The cottage
is mine till the first of April.”
Rose colored, and hesitated somewhat, as if a little
uncertain how what she had to say on this subject might
be received; then, resolving to put a bold face upon it,
she said:
“I ought to have told you before, I suppose. Don’t
you remember the day you had the sick headache, more
than a week ago? Well, while you were asleep, a man
came to know if you’d let him into the cottage till spring,
as he was obliged to leave where he was, and could find
no other place. I did not wish to wake you, and as I
knew you would not care, I said yes on my own responsibility,
and sent Bridget down to pack all your things
in the chamber, as he only wanted the lower rooms.
She put them away real carefully, Bridget did, for I’ve
been myself to see,” Rose added, quickly, as she saw the
color mounting to Annie’s cheeks, and feared she might
be indignant at the liberty.
“And is he there?” Annie asked, conquering all emotion,
and speaking in her natural tone.
“Yes, he’s there,” Rose answered. “You are not
angry, are you? He’s a nice man, and so is his wife.”
“I am not angry,” Annie replied, “but more sorry
than I can express, though, had I been consulted, I
should undoubtedly have done as you did.”
“Oh, I’m so glad, for it has bothered me a heap, wondering
what you’d say!” Rose cried, throwing her arms
around Annie’s neck. “And now you’ll stay with us,
for you see you have nowhere else to go; shan’t she,
mother?” and she appealed to Mrs. Carleton, who had
just come in.
“Of course Mrs. Graham will stay” was Mrs. Carleton’s
reply; for, during the few days of her sojourn at
190Rockland, she had become greatly interested in the
sweet young Annie, and already foresaw the benefit she
would be to Rose, who needed some such influence to
keep her in check.
Mrs. Carleton was proud, and at first her daughter’s growing
intimacy with the wife of a mechanic had given her
pride a pang, but a closer acquaintance had dispelled the
foolish prejudice, for she saw in the gentle Annie unmistakable
marks of education and refinement, while she was
not insensible to the charm thrown round the beautiful
stranger by the lovely Christian character which shone
so brightly now in the dark hour of affliction. Coming
nearer to her, and laying her hand in a motherly way
upon her pale brown hair, she said:
“We all want you, Mrs. Graham, and as Rose, by an
act which I will admit was too presuming, has virtually
closed your own doors against you, I see no alternative
but for you to stay with us. Rose needs you, and as
she says, you may do Jimmie good, while Tom, if he ever
comes, will be glad to meet the wife of one in whom he
was greatly interested.”
After this, Annie offered no further remonstrance,
though in her heart she hoped Jimmie’s residence in
Rockland would not be very long. Of Tom she had no
dread. She rather wished to see him than otherwise,
for he had been kind to George, and in fancy she had
enshrined him as a middle-aged, greyish haired man,
stooping a little, perhaps, and withal very fatherly and
venerable in his appearance! This was Tom,—but Jimmie,
handsome, saucy-eyed, mischievous Jimmie, putting
angle worms in Rose’s bosom, and frightening the little
Pequot with a mud-turtle, found on New London beach,
was a very different thing, and though trusting much to
191the lapse of years and change of name, Annie shrank
nervously from the dreaded to-morrow, which was to
bring the Rebel home.
CHAPTER XVII. THE CONFEDERATE SOLDIER’S WELCOME TO ROCKLAND.
Rose had fretted herself into a headache, and as
Mrs. Carleton could not think of meeting her
returning prodigal in the presence of strangers,
there was no one to go up to meet him unless Annie
should consent to do so! But greatly to Rose’s disappointment
Annie obstinately refused, while Mrs. Carleton,
too, said it would not be proper for Mrs. Graham to
go alone and meet a stranger whom she had never seen.
“Couldn’t she tell him she was Annie, my adopted
sister?” Rose said, half poutingly. “What will he
think when he finds nobody there but Jake, who, I verily
believe, looks upon him as half a savage for having joined
the Southern army? I heard him, myself, tell Bridget
that Ben Arnold was coming to-day, meaning that horrid
traitor that gave up Yorktown, or something,” and having
thus betrayed her ignorance of Revolutionary history,
Rose bathed her aching head in eau-de-cologne,
and lay back upon her pillows, wondering what Jimmie
would say, and how he would manage to brave the gaping
people who were sure to stare at him as if he were
some monster. She hoped there would not be many
there, and of course there wouldn’t, for who knew or
cared for Jimmie’s coming?
192More cared for Jimmie’s coming than Rose suspected,
and the streets were full of men and boys of a
certain class, hastening to the depot to see the Rebel, as
they persisted in calling him, in spite of Billy Baker’s
repeated suggestions that they soften it down somewhat
by prefixing the word “reformed.” Bill was very busy,
very important, very consequential that day, and quite
inclined to be very patronizing, and do the agreeable to
the man he had captured at Manassas. “Folks or’to
overlook him,” he said, “and treat him half way decent,
for the best was apt to stumble, and there should neither
be hootin’ nor hissin’, if he could help it.”
Indeed, so impressed was Bill with the idea that the
responsibility of Jimmie’s reception was pending upon
himself, that he deliberately knocked down two of the
ringleaders, who announced their intention to hoot and
to hiss as much as they pleased. Bill’s warlike propensities
were pretty generally understood in Rockland, and
this energetic demonstration had the effect of quelling,
to a certain extent, the Babel which would otherwise
have reigned, when at last the train stopped before
the depot, and the expected lion appeared upon the
platform, his identity proven by Bill, who whispered,
“That’s him, with the rowdy hat,—that’s the chap;”
then, with a proud air of self-assurance, he stepped forward
and offered his hand to the embarrassed stranger,
who was looking this way and that, in quest of a familiar
face.
“Halloo, Corporal!” he called out with the utmost
sang froid, “you re-cog-nize me, I s’pose. I’m the critter
that took you in the Virginny woods. I’ve gin all them
contrabands to your sister, Miss Marthers. She and I
has got to be considerable intimate. I think a sight on
her,” he continued, as Jimmie showed no signs of reciprocating
193the coarse familiarity other than by rather
haughtily offering his hand.
But Bill was not to be put down, for “wasn’t he as
good as Corporal Carleton? hadn’t they sustained to
each other the relation of captor and captive, and if there
were any preference, wasn’t it in his favor?” He thought
so, and nothing abashed by Jimmie’s evident disgust, he
was about announcing to him that a carriage was in
waiting, when Jake made his way through the crowd to
the spot where Jimmie stood. The sight of him suggested
a new idea to Bill, and bowing first to one and
then to the other, he said, “Ah, Mr. Jacob Sullivan, allow
me to introduce you to my friend, Corporal Carleton,
late of the Confederate army, supposed to be fitin’ for
just such goods and chattels as you.”
The African’s teeth were plainly visible at this novel
introduction, while the good-humored smile which broke
over the hitherto cold, haughty features of the stranger,
changed into a general laugh the muttered groans and
imprecations which the words “Confederate Army,” had
provoked. It was strange what a difference that smile
made in the looks of Jimmie’s handsome face, removing
its haughty, sarcastic expression, and softening to a great
extent the feelings of the crowd, many of whom instinctively
dropped the brick-bats, stones, and bits of frozen
mud, with which they were prepared to pelt the Rebel’s
carriage so soon as they should be in the rear. Still
they must have some fun, even if it were at Bill’s expense,
and just as the latter was button-holing the persecuted
Jimmie, and escorting him to the carriage, one, more
daring than the others, proposed “three groans and a
tiger for the deserter.”
Instantly, hats, caps, and fists were flourished aloft,
and the air resounded with the most direful sounds imaginable,
194as groan after groan came heaving up from the
leathern lungs of the crowd. With a fierce gesture of
impatience Jimmie turned upon them, his black eyes
flashing fire at what he deemed an insult offered to himself.
Whatever his faults had been, desertion was not
among the number, and he was about to say so, when
Bill, with imperturbable gravity, whispered to him,
“They don’t mean you now, Corporal. It’s me they’re
hittin’ a dig. You see, I did leave Washington in a
hurry. Don’t mind ’em an atom; they’re the off-scourin’s
of the town,” and having piloted Jimmie safely
to the carriage door, Bill took off his own cap, and
swinging it around his head, shouted aloud, “Three
cheers for Corporal Carleton!”
For an instant there was a silence, the crowd a little
uncertain as to how far their loyalty might be impeached
by cheering for a Rebel; but when the dark, handsome
face, with its winning smile, was again turned toward
them, and they saw in it a strong resemblance to the
patriotic little lady whom even the lowest of them had
learned to regard with respect, their doubts were given
to the winds, and the ringleader, who carried in his
pocket a quantity of questionable eggs, designed for
use as the occasion might require, led off the cheers,
making the depot ring with the loud huzzas, interlarded
here and there by a groan or hiss from those not yet
won over to the popular party.
Lifting his hat gracefully, Jimmie bowed an acknowledgment,
and his lips moved as if about to speak, while
cries of “Hear, hear!” “Give us a speech!” “Let’s
have your politics!” ran through the excited throng.
Standing close to Jimmie, who would fain have dispensed
with his suggestive presence, Bill whispered in his ear,
“Let ’er slide, Cop’ral. Go in strong for Uncle Sam if
195you don’t want this new coat of yourn sp’ilt. There
ain’t a rotten hen’s nest in town but what was robbed
this mornin’ on your account, and if they once git fairly
to work, it’ll take mor’n me and Mr. Sullivan to stop
em! Pitch in, then, to your sarmon.”
Jimmie’s natural disposition prompted him to brave
the purloined contents of Rockland’s hen’s nests, but he
would not endanger his sister’s carriage, and besides that,
he felt that submission to people so infinitely beneath
him was a part of his merited punishment; so, forcing
down his pride, he in a few well-chosen words, told his
breathless audience that though he had once proved
faithless to his country, none regretted it more than
himself, or was now a firmer friend to the Stars and
Stripes, the brief speech ending with the proposal of
three cheers for the Star Spangled Banner.
In a trice the whole crowd responded with might and
main, prolonging their yells with the cries of “Carleton!
Carleton forever!” and promises to make him police
justice in the spring, should he want to run for that very
agreeable office!
“Couldn’t of done much better myself,” said the delighted
Bill, hovering about the window of the carriage
in which Jimmie had now taken his seat.
Thoroughly tired of the scene, Jimmie intimated to
Jake his wish to go home, and the iron greys sprang
quickly forward, but not until Jimmie had caught Bill’s
parting words, “Call round and see a feller, won’t you?
I’ll show you the old gal. You know you asked me
about her in the Virginny woods.”
It seemed like a new world to Jimmie when, after they
had left the noisy crowd, they turned into the pleasant,
quiet street which wound up the hill to where the handsome
196Mather mansion stood, every blind thrown back
and wreaths of smoke curling gracefully from every chimney,
for Rose, wishing to do something in honor of her
brother’s return, had ordered the whole house to be
opened as if for a holiday, while every flower which could
possibly be spared from her conservatory, had been
broken from its stem, and fashioned into bouquets by
Annie’s tasteful hands.
“Wouldn’t it be splendid,” Rose said, as she lay watching
Annie at her task, “wouldn’t it be splendid to hang
the Stars and Stripes in festoons across the hall, where
Jimmie will pass under them?”
Annie did not think it would. In her opinion Jimmie
was not deserving of such honor, and she said so, as
delicately as possible, adding that “were it Tom it would
be a very different thing.”
Rose knew that Annie was right, and so the Stars and
Stripes were not brought out to welcome the young man
now rapidly approaching. Annie was the first to catch
the sound of the carriage wheels, and when Rose turned
to ask if she really supposed Jimmie was there, she
found herself alone.
“She’s gone to meet him, of course,” she said, “but I
most wish she had staid here, for I wanted to introduce
her myself. I hope she won’t dislike him.”
Meantime in the parlor below, Mrs. Carleton sat waiting
for her boy,—not as Spartan mothers were wont to
wait for their sons returning from the war, but with a
yearning tenderness for the loved prodigal, blended with
loyal indignation for his sin. He was not coming to her
as a hero who had done what he could for his country,
but with a traitor’s stain upon his fair name, which she
would gladly have wiped out. She heard the carriage as
it stopped, and heard the step on the piazza, not rapid
197and bounding as it used to be, but slow and heavy, as if
uncertain which way to turn.
“I must go out to meet him,” she said, but all her
strength forsook her, and sinking upon the sofa, she
could only call out faintly, “Jimmie, my boy.”
He heard her, and almost before the words had left her
lips her Jimmie boy was kneeling at her feet, with his face
buried for an instant in her lap; then, with one burning
kiss upon her forehead, the proud James Carleton, who
in his early boyhood was scarcely ever known to acknowledge
that he was wrong, asked to be forgiven and
restored again to the confidence and love he had forfeited,
and with her hand upon his bowed head, the
mother forgave her boy, bidding him look up, that she
might see again the face she had once thought so handsome.
It was tear-stained now, and worn, and Mrs.
Carleton sighed as she detected upon it unmistakable
marks of reckless dissipation. Still it was Jimmie’s face,
and it grew each moment more natural as the flush of
excitement deepened on the cheeks, and lent an added
brightness to the saucy, laughing eyes. The lines upon the
forehead and about the mouth would wear away in time,
Mrs. Carleton hoped, and parting the soft, black curls
clustering around the broad, white brow, she told him
why Rose was not there to meet him, and asked if he
would go up then to see her.
Rose heard them coming, and at the sound of the
familiar voice calling her name, the tears flowed in torrents,
and with her face buried in her pillows she received
her brother’s first embrace. Very gently he
lifted up her head, and taking in his the little hot hands,
kissed again and again her childish face, and wiping her
tears away, asked, half seriously, half playfully, “if they
met in peace or war?”
198“Oh, in peace, in peace!” Rose answered, and winding
her arms around his neck, she hugged and cried over
him, asking why he had been so naughty, when he knew
how badly they would feel, and why he had not interfered
to save poor Tom from a prisoner’s fate.
He explained to her how that was impossible, but for
his treachery he had no excuse; he could only answer
that he was sorry, and ask again to be forgiven.
“I do not now believe the South all wrong,” he said.
“Many of them sincerely think they are fighting for their
firesides; others hardly know what they are fighting for;
while others again are impressed into the army and cannot
help themselves. As for me, I would gladly blot out
the past, for which I have no apology; but as that cannot
be, I would rather talk as little of it as possible.
Try, Rose, to forget that you ever had a rebel brother.
Will you?”
Rose’s kisses were a sufficient answer. She was too
happy just then to remember aught save that he had always
been the dearest brother imaginable; besides that
Annie taught that we must forgive as we would be forgiven.
Annie bore no ill will toward the South. She
prayed for them as well as for the North, and cried most
as hard over the sick, suffering soldiers captured by our
army as over our own prisoners, and if she could forgive,
Rose surely ought to do so too.
“You have not seen Annie yet,” she said; “she ran
away the moment she knew you had come. I thought
she might be going to meet you, but it seems she did
not. You must love her a heap, and I know you will.
She’s so beautiful in her mourning, and bears her trouble
so sweetly. I wish everybody was as good as Annie
Graham. She has never been heard to say one bitter
199thing against the South. She only pities and prays
and says they are misguided.”
“And pray, who is this paragon of excellence that I
must love a heap?” Jimmie asked, when Rose had exhausted
the list of Annie’s virtues, and paused for a little
breath.
“Who was she? Hadn’t he heard of Annie? Had
Will failed to tell him of her adopted sister?” Rose
asked in some astonishment.
Will had proved remiss in that one particular duty,
and never, until this moment, had Jimmie heard that
Rose had an adopted sister; and if Rose, why not himself?
Wasn’t he Rose’s brother?
“Certainly you are,” Rose replied; “but I’m not sure
Annie will let you call her sister, because you’re,—you’re,—well,
you see, Annie is real good, and, as I told
you, prays, just as hard for Southern soldiers as for ours,
that is, prays that they may be Christians, and that their
sick and wounded may be kindly cared for, but of course
she wants us to beat, and knows we shall, but I guess
she does not think of you just as she does of Tom,
though she never saw either. She would not go up to
the depot to meet you, and I wanted her to so much.
She said, too, it was not good taste, or something like
that, to hang out our banner on a Rebel’s account, and
she acts so funny generally about your coming home
that I hope you’ll do your best to be agreeable, and
make her like you. Will you Jimmie?” and Rose looked
up at her brother in such a comical, serious way, that he
laughed aloud, promising to do his best to remove all
prejudice from Miss Graham’s mind, and asking who she
was and where she came from.
“I’m sure I don’t know where she came from,” Rose
replied, a little uncertain how to grapple with the Carleton
200pride, which existed in Jimmie as well as the rest of
them. “She’s a lady, as any one can see, and possessed of
as much refinement as we often find in Boston. She
can’t help it, Jimmie, if she is poor. It don’t hurt her
one bit, and I’m getting over those foolish notions
cherished by our set at home. Will says she came of a
good family and might have married a millionnaire, old
enough to be her father, but she wouldn’t. She preferred
a mechanic, George Graham, the most splendid
looking man you ever saw. He’s dead now, poor fellow.
Will took care of him, and brought him home; that’s
why Annie lives with me.”
Rose’s explanations were not the plainest that could
have been given, but Jimmie extracted from the medley
of facts a very prominent one. It was not a Miss but a
Mrs., to whom he was to be agreeable. It had not
seemed a very unpleasant duty to change a beautiful
young girl’s opinion of himself, but a Mrs. was a very
different affair, and for the first time since his arrival his
old, merry, half-sarcastic laugh rang through the room,
as with a mocking whistle, he said,
“A widow, hey! How many children does she boast?”
“Not a single bit of a one,” Rose answered, feeling
that Jimmie had said something very bad of Annie.
He saw it in her countenance, and hastened to make
amends by asking numberless questions about Annie,
whose history from the time of Rose’s first acquaintance
with her up to the present hour, he managed at last to
get, the result being that he was not as much interested
in the Widow Graham, as he mischievously called her,
as he might have been in Miss Annie. The easily disheartened
Rose gave him up as incorrigible, and mentally
hoping Tom would not prove as refractory as Jimmie
had done, she turned the conversation upon Will,
201whose goodness she extolled until the supper bell rang
and Jimmie arose to leave her for a time, as she was not
prepared to go down that night and do the honors of
the table.
The gas was lighted in the dining-room, and the heavy
damask curtains were dropped before the long French
windows. A cheerful coal fire was blazing on the marble
hearth, while the table, with its snowy linen, its
china, silver and cut glass, presented a most inviting
appearance, making Jimmie feel more at home than he
had through all the long years of his voluntary exile
from the parental roof.
“This is nice,” he said, with a pleasant feeling of satisfaction
not unmingled with a certain degree of self-reproach,
which whispered that after what had passed he
was hardly worthy to be the recipient of so much luxury.
Thoughts like these were about shaping themselves
into words, when he caught sight of a figure he had not
before observed, and became aware that he was not alone
with his mother, as he at first supposed. It was a delicate
little figure, not as petite as his sister’s but quite as
graceful, with its sloping shoulders and rounded waist,
almost too small to suit the theorems of a Water Cure,
but looking vastly well to Jimmie, whose first thought
was that he could span it with his hands. Around the
well shaped head the heavy bands of pale brown hair
were coiled, forming a large square knot which, falling
low upon the neck, gave to the figure a more girlish appearance
than Jimmie had expected to find in his sister’s
protégée, the Widow Graham. He knew it was Annie, by
the mourning robe fitting so closely around the slender
202throat, and for an instant he wished she were not there
as he preferred being alone with his mother. But one
glance at the sweet face turned toward him as Mrs. Carleton
repeated his name, dispelled all such desires, and
with a strange sensation, which he attributed to pleasant
disappointment, he took the soft, white hand which
Annie extended toward him. It was a very small, a very
pretty hand, and trembled perceptibly as it lay in Jimmie’s
broader, warmer one, while on the pale cheek there
was a deep, rich bloom, which Mrs. Carleton herself had
never observed before.
“I have heard of Mrs. Graham from my sister,” Jimmie
said, bowing to her with his usual gallantry, while
Annie tried to stammer out some reply, making a miserable
failure, and leaving on Jimmie’s mind the impression
that she was prejudiced against him, and so would
not welcome him home.
A dozen times in the course of the supper Jimmie assured
himself that he did not care what was the opinion
held of him by such as Annie Graham, while he as often
changed his mind and knew that he did care, wondering
what it was about her face which puzzled him so much.
She looked a little like Tom’s wife, Mary, he thought,
that is, as Mary had looked just before her departure for
Charleston, when she bade him good-bye, whispering to
him timidly of a world where she hoped to meet again
the friends she loved so well. And as, whenever he
thought of Mary, he felt that her angel presence was
around him still, he now felt that another angel spirit
looked out at him from the soft eyes of blue raised to his
so seldom, and when raised withdrawn so quickly.
What did she think of him? He would have given
something to have known, but he was far from suspecting
the truth or guessing what Annie felt, as she saw
203upon his face the lines of dissipation, and thought of the
debasing scenes through which he must have passed
since the days of auld lang syne, when, with the little
Pequot of New London, he sat upon the rocks and
watched the tide come in, telling her how, on the morrow
night, his own fanciful little boat, named for her
should bear them across the placid waters of the bay to
where the green hill lay sleeping in the summer moonlight.
The Pequot’s reply had been that the morrow
was the Sabbath, and not even the pleasure of a sail with
him could tempt her to steal God’s time, and appropriate
it to such a purpose. He had called her a little Puritan
then, asking where she learned so strict a creed,
and adding, “but I half believe you’re right, and if I’d
known you sooner I should have been a better boy;”
then kissing her blushing cheek, he had led her from
the rocks over which the waves were breaking now, and
that was the last the Pequot ever saw of him. There
was no sail upon the bay, no more watching for the ebb
and flow of the evening tide, no walks on the long piazza,
or strolls upon the beach, nothing but news one night
that the handsome, saucy-eyed boy was gone to his home
in Boston, leaving no message or word of explanation
for her, the little Pequot, whose step was slower for a
few days, and whose headache was not feigned, as the
harsh aunt said it was, when she refused to join the revellers
in the parlor, and dance with the grey-haired man,
four times her age, who sought her for his partner.
They had not met since then till now, and Annie struggled
hard to keep back the tears as she remembered all
that had come to her since that summer at New London—remembered
the childish fancy which died out so fast,
and the later love which crowned her early girlhood,
finding its full fruition at the marriage altar, and twining
204itself so closely around the fibres of her heart, that
when it was torn away, it left them sore and bleeding
with pain at every pore.
Surely, with this sad experience, Annie, young and
beautiful though she was, could feel for Jimmie Carleton
naught save the deference she would have felt for any
stranger who came to her as the brother of her patroness.
And still she was conscious of a deeper interest in
him than if he had been a perfect stranger, and his presence
awoke within her an uncomfortable feeling, making
her wish more and more that she was away where she
would not be obliged to come in daily contact with him.
Under these circumstances it is not strange the conversation
flagged, until for Rose’s sake Annie felt compelled
to make an effort. Suddenly remembering Isaac Simms,
she asked if anything was ever heard at Washington of
the Richmond prisoners?
“Yes,” Jimmie replied; and eager to show his own
willingness to talk of the war and the Federal Army, he
told how only the day before he left for Rockland, news
had come from Tom, saying he was well as could be expected,
considering his fare, but the boy captured with
him would surely die if not soon restored to purer air
and better care than those tobacco prisons afforded.
“Oh,—it will kill Mrs. Simms if they should bring
him back to her dead,” and the hot tears gushed from
Annie’s eyes as she heard in fancy the muffled drum
beating its funeral marches to the grave of another Rockland
volunteer.
The tears once started could not be repressed, and
Mrs. Carleton and Jimmie finished their supper alone,
for Annie excused herself, and hastening to her room,
poured out her grief in tears and prayers for the poor
sick boy, pining in his dreary prison home, while mingled
205with her tears was a note of thanksgiving that to
her had been given the comfort of knowing that the death
pillow of her darling was smoothed with friendly hands,
and that no harsh, discordant sounds of prison riot or
discipline had disturbed his peaceful dying.
Meantime Jimmie had returned to his sister, whose
first question was for Annie. “What did he think of
her? Wasn’t she sweet, and hadn’t she the prettiest
blue eyes he ever saw?”
“I hardly saw them, for she is evidently coy of her
glances at a Rebel,” Jimmie answered, half playfully, half
bitterly, for Annie’s manner of quiet reserve had piqued
him more than he cared to confess.
“She’s bashful,” Rose replied; “and then, Jimmie,
you can’t expect her to forgive you as readily as your
own sister, for you know she never saw you till to-night,
and she’s a true patriot; but say, did you ever see so
sweet a face—one that made you think so much of an
angel?”
“Rather too pale to suit my taste. I like high color
better,” and Jimmie pinched Rose’s glowing cheek until
she screamed for him to stop.
“It’s all going wrong, I know,” Rose began, poutingly.
“You don’t like Annie a bit, and she’s so good, too.
You can’t begin to guess how good. And there’s nothing
blue about her, either. Why, she’s a heap more cheerful
than I could be if Will were dead, as George is. I’d die
too,—I know I should; but Annie’s a real Christian, and
that does make a difference. It seems to be all through
her, and she lives it every minute. I honestly believe
I’m better than before she came. She has actually persuaded
me not to get up big dinners on Sunday, as I
used to do, but to let all the servants go to church, and
every night she goes for half an hour into the kitchen
206and teaches old black Phillis how to read the Bible.
She’s so truthful, too. Why, she said she presumed that
little Pequot girl would not have liked you any way after
she heard that Dick Lee was not your name.”
“The Pequot girl! How came Mrs. Graham to hear
of her?” Jimmie asked, his face flushing crimson.
“Oh, I happened to ask mother something about her
one day, right before Annie, and so, of course, explained
a little. It would not have been polite if I hadn’t,”
Rose replied, adding, as she saw her brother’s evident
chagrin, “you need not mind one bit, for Annie never
tells anything.”
It was not the fearing she would tell which affected
Jimmie unpleasantly; it was the feeling that he would
rather Annie Graham should not know of all his delinquencies,
and so despise him accordingly. How unfortunate
it was that she was there, and yet he would not
have sent her away if he could, though he did wish she
were not so well posted with regard to his affairs, both
past and present. What made Rose tell her of the
Pequot, and why had the Pequot haunted him ever since
he came into that house? Something had brought her
to his mind, and as the servant just then came in, bringing
her mistress’s supper, he left his seat by Rose, and
walking to the window looked out upon the starry sky,
wondering within himself where she was now, the little
girl who had sat with him upon the rocks, and told him
it was wicked to break God’s fourth command. The
scene which Annie saw at the supper table was present
with him now, remembered, for the first time, since the
battle at Bull Run. Then, as he lay waiting for the foe,
he had in fancy heard again a sweet, girlish voice, bidding
him keep holy the Sabbath day, and the tear which
dropped upon his gun was prompted by the thought of
207all he had passed through since the happy school-boy
days when the Pequot preached to him her gentle
sermons.
In the hall there was a rapid footstep, and Rose called
out:
“Annie, Annie, come here. Why, where are you going
to-night?” she continued, in much surprise, as Annie
looked in, hooded and shawled as for some expedition.
“Going to see Mrs. Simms. It is not far, you know,”
was Annie’s answer, and the door closed after her in
time to prevent her hearing Rose’s reply.
“It’s dark as pitch, and slippery too. Jimmie, do
please see her to the gate, but don’t go in, for the widow
is awful against Rebels!”
The next moment Jimmie was half way down the
stairs, calling to Annie, who held the door-knob in her
hand.
“Mrs. Graham, allow me to be your escort,—Rose is
not willing you should go out alone.”
“Thank you, I am not at all afraid, and prefer going
alone, as Mrs. Simms might not care to meet a stranger,”
Annie replied, with an air of so much quiet dignity, that
Jimmie knew there was no alternative for him save to
return to his sister’s chamber, which he did, feeling far
more crestfallen than he had supposed it possible for
him to feel, just because a widow had refused his escort.
It was wholly owing to the taint of Rebeldom clinging
to him, he knew, for he was not accustomed to having
his attentions thus slighted by the ladies to whom they
were offered, and all unconsciously the manner of reserve
which Annie assumed toward him was punishing him for
his sin quite as much as anything which had yet occurred,
making him feel keenly that by his traitorous act he
208had, for a time at least, built a gulf between himself and
those whose good opinion was worth the having.
“Why haven’t you gone?” Rose asked, as he came into
the room. “She wouldn’t let you? I don’t believe you
asked her just as you should. Dear, dear, it’s all going
wrong between you two, and if Tom don’t act any better
when he comes home, what shall I do?”
“Send Mrs. Graham away,” trembled on Jimmie’s lips,
but knowing, from what he had seen, that so far as Rose
was concerned, Annie’s tenure at the Mather mansion
was stronger than his own, he wisely kept silent, and
sitting down by the open grate, he went off into a fit of
abstraction, mingled with sad regrets for the past and
occasional thoughts of the little white-faced Annie, now
essaying to comfort the Widow Simms, who had extorted
from her the intelligence brought by Jimmie of her boy,
and who, with her hard hands covering her face, was
weeping bitterly, and sobbing amid her tears,
“My poor, poor boy! It’s the same to me now as if
he was dead. I’ll never see him any more. Oh, Isaac,
my darling!”
CHAPTER XVIII. THE RICHMOND CAPTIVES.
How close, and dirty, and terrible it was on that
third floor of the dingy tobacco house, where
Isaac, as a private, was first confined, and as the
summer days glided by and the August sun came pouring
into the great, disorderly room, how the young boy
panted and pined for a breath of sweet, pure air, such as
swept over the far-off Eastern hills, and how full of wistful
209yearning were the glances he cast toward the grated
windows, seeking to catch glimpses of the busy world
without, in which he could not mingle. Not very near
those windows did he dare approach, for more than one
had already paid the penalty of such transgression, and
in his dreams, Isaac saw yet the white death agony which
stole over the face of the Fire Zouave shot by the inhuman
guard while looking from the window.
No wonder that the homesick boy grew sadder, wearier
each day amid such horrors as these, praying, sometimes,
that he might die, even though he must be buried
far from the quiet Rockland churchyard, where the cypress
and the willow were growing so green and fair,
and where a mother could sometimes come and weep
over her soldier boy’s grave. It would matter little
where he slept, he thought, or what indignities were
heaped upon his lifeless form, for his soul could not be
touched; that would be safe with Him, whom Isaac, in
his captivity, had found to be indeed the Friend which
sticketh closer than a brother. The Saviour, honored
since early childhood, did not desert the captive, and
this it was which made him strong to bear, through the
long summer days, during which there came to him no
tidings of his home, and his eye was greeted with no
sight of a familiar face, for Captain Carleton was yet an
inmate of the hospital. Neither did any friendly message
come to tell he was remembered by the man whose fortunes
he had voluntarily shared, when he might, perhaps,
have escaped, for though Tom thought often of the generous
lad, and sent to him many a word of comfort
through mistake or negligence only one brief message
had ever reached its destination, and so forsaken by
every human aid, poor Isaac looked to Heaven for help,
210finding there a peace which kept his heart from breaking.
But as the summer days glided into September, and
the heat grew more and more intense, until at last September,
too, was gone, and the Virginia woods were blazing
in the light of the October sun, and still there was no
token of relief, oh! who, save those who have felt it, can
tell of the loneliness, the dreary despair, which crept into
the captive’s soul, driving out all hope, and making life
as it existed in those walls a burden, which would be
gladly shaken off. How Isaac paled and drooped as the
weary hours stole on; how he loathed the sickening
food; and how at night he shuddered with horror, and
shrank away from the vermin-covered floor, his only pillow
unless he substituted the coat, now scarcely less
filthy than its surroundings! As Tom wrote to the New
Hampshire woman, Mrs. Simms would scarcely have recognized
her son in the haggard, emaciated boy, who,
on one October afternoon, sat crouching in his corner,
grasping the little Testament given by the Rockland
ladies, and repeating its precious truths to the poor,
sick, worn-out youth, whose head lay on his lap, and
whose eyes, blistered with homesick tears, were fastened
with a kind of hungry wistfulness upon the girlish face
above him, the face of Isaac Simms, pointing the dying
soldier to the only source of life. It was thus Tom
Carleton found him, Tom, just released from the hospital,
and transferred to the first floor of that dark prison.
With Tom it had fared better, for Yankee-like in his
precautions, he had gone into the battle with a quantity
of gold fastened securely around his person, and gold has
a mighty power to unlock the hardest heart. As a commissioned
officer, and a man of wealth and rank, many
privileges were accorded to him which were denied the
211common soldiers, and his first act after entering the
tobacco house was to seek out his late companion and
ask after his welfare. He did not know him at first,
though directed to that locality as the one where the
“Preacher” would probably be found. He could not
think he had ever seen either of these famished, miserable
looking creatures, but touched by the impressive
scene, he stood a moment listening, while Isaac read,
“I am the way, the truth, and the life. No man cometh
to the Father but by me.”
“Yes, but how shall I go to Him? Where is He?” the
sick boy asked, and bending lower, Isaac answered:
“He’s here. He’s standing close by you. He hears
all I say. He knows you want him, and he will not cast
you off, for he has said he wouldn’t. Only believe, and
take him at his word, that’s all.”
There was an evident lifting up of both souls to God,
and Tom felt that even in that horrid place, there were
angels dwelling. He knew now that one was Isaac, and
the great tears rolled down his cheeks as he saw the
fearful change wrought in little more than two short
months.
“Isaac,” he said, softly, “Isaac, my boy, don’t you
know me?”
Not till then had Isaac observed the tall figure standing
near, but at the sound of the well-remembered voice
he looked quickly up, and putting gently from him the
head of his comrade, sprang to his feet with a scream of
joy, and threw himself into the open arms of Tom, who
held and soothed him, while he sobbed out his delight.
“Oh, Captain Carleton!” he cried, his body quivering
with emotion, “I am so glad! I thought you had,—I
didn’t know,—Oh, why haven’t you come before, I’m so
sick, so sick and tired, that I almost want to die! Will
212we ever be exchanged; have they forgotten us at Washington?
Shall we never go home again?”
These were questions which more than one poor captive
had asked, and which none could answer. Tom, however,
did the best he could, and hushing Isaac as he
would have hushed and quieted a grieving child, he spoke
to him many a word of comfort, promising to care for
him as for a younger brother, and speaking of various
ways in which his forlorn condition should be bettered,
now that he was an inmate of the same prison. It was a
blissful interview, and its good effects were seen in the
brightness of Isaac’s face, and the cheerful smile which
played around his mouth, even after Tom had gone to
his quarters below.
Softer than downy pillow seemed the hard bare floor,
that night, as with his arm thrown round his invalid
friend, Isaac lay dreaming of the frost-tipped trees at
home, and the brown nuts ripening on the hill, where
he, perhaps, might pick them yet, for Tom had given
some encouragement that an exchange would ere long be
effected, and as each believed his own name would be upon
the list, so Isaac hoped his would, and in slumber’s fitful
fancy he was at home again, and saw his mother come
softly in to tuck the bed-clothes round him, or see if he
were sleeping, just as she used to do. How still he lay
to make her think he was asleep! How real seemed the
vision, how life-like the kiss pressed upon his lips, and
the tear-drop that came with it! In a corner of the
room there were groans and imprecations, and with a
nervous start the dreamer woke to find it all a horrid delusion.
That stifling, fetid atmosphere had in it no odor
of Rockland’s healthful breezes, and the star, shining on
him through the iron bars, though familiar to him, was
not the same which he used to watch from the window
213beneath the eaves, facing to the north. No home, no
mother, no soft feathery pillow for his head, or blanket
for his body—nothing but that feverish hand still upon
his forehead, and that tear on his cheek, for these were
real, and the sick soldier at his side, who gave the kiss
and tear, was whispering in his ear, that the way so
tearfully sought was found at last; that the gloomy, desolate
prison was like the gates of Paradise, and death
disarmed of all its terror.
“If mother could only know it,” he said, “I should be
so glad, and you’ll tell her, won’t you, when you get home
again? Tell her it wasn’t very hard to die, even in this
dingy hole; that Heaven and Jesus are as near to me
here on the floor, as if I were lying on my own bed at
home, with her standing by. Tell her I’m glad I fought
for the Stars and Stripes, but sorry I ran away without
her consent, for I did. I got out on the wood-shed roof,
and so came off unseen. She’s prayed for me every day
and every night, and God has heard her prayers. He
sent you here to lead me in the way, and after I am gone,
he’ll let you go back again.”
There were a few more whispered words on either
side, and then the exhausted but happy youth fell away
to sleep, while Isaac wept with thankfulness that his
confinement there had not been all in vain.
Faithful to his promise, Tom, as far as was possible,
alleviated the hardships so long and so meekly borne by
Isaac, and with his gold bought many a delicacy for
Isaac’s end, the poor, sick Massachusetts boy, who,
one night ere the physician had fairly decided that he
was in need of medical care, laid his head on Isaac’s lap
as he was wont to do, and with another whispered message
for the mother far away, and another assurance of
214perfect peace, went where the wicked cease from troubling,
and the weary are at rest!
While he lived there had been something to take
Isaac’s mind—something to excite his sympathy, and in
ministering to Henry’s wants, he had more than half
forgotten his own, but now that he was gone, and the
corner where he had sat or lain was empty, Isaac, too,
faded rapidly, and not all Tom’s efforts had power to
save him from the apathy which came stealing over him
so fast. Touched with pity at his forlorn, dejected appearance,
his comrades made him a little bed in the corner
where the dead boy had been, and there all the day
long he lay, rarely noticing any one except Tom Carleton,
who came often to his side, and whose own warm
blanket formed the pillow for his head. From the first
floor to the third there was not one who was not more or
less interested in the pale invalid, bearing his pain so
patiently, never complaining, never repining, but thanking
those about him for any kindness rendered with such
childlike, touching sweetness, that even the rough jailer
regarded him with favor, and paused sometimes to speak
to him a word of encouragement.
In this state of feeling it was not a difficult matter for
Tom to obtain permission for Isaac to be removed from
the dirty corner above to his own comparatively comfortable
cot in the officers’ apartments below. But this did
not effect a cure. Nothing could do that save a sight of
home and mother.
“Could I see her,” Isaac said one day, “or even stand
again beneath the Federal Flag, I might get better, but
here I shall surely die, and if I do, oh, Captain Carleton,
you’ll get them to send me home, won’t you? I
don’t care for myself where I am buried, but my mother—it
would break her heart to hear I was put with the
215negroes. She’s a rough woman, and folks who don’t
know her much, thinks she’s cross and queer, but she’s
been so good to me, and I love her so much! Oh, mother,
mother, I wish she was here now,” and the sick boy
turned his white face to the wall, sobbing out choking
sobs which seemed to come from the lowest depths of
his heart.
Cries for home and mother were not uncommon in that
prison house, but there was something so piteous in his
childlike wail that other officers than Tom bent over
the poor lad, trying to comfort him by telling of an exchange
which, it was hoped would ere long be effected,
and by painting happy pictures of the glad rejoicing
which would greet the returning captives. For an instant
the great tears, dropping so fast from Isaac’s lids,
were staid in their course, and a smile of hope shone on
his pallid face, but quickly passed away as he suggested,
“Yes, but who knows if I will be on the list?”
No one could tell him that. All would not go, they
knew, and they could only wait patiently, each hoping
he would be the favored one. At last there came a day,
never to be forgotten by the inmates of that tobacco
house, a day on which was read the names of those who
were to be released and breathe again the air of freedom.
Oh, how anxiously the sick boy listened as one after
another was called. “Captain Thomas Carleton” was
among the number, and a deep flush stole to the young
man’s face as uncertainty was thus made sure. He was
going home, and like waves upon the beach, the throbs
of joy beat around his heart, making him glad as a little
child when returning to its mother after a long separation.
But oh, who shall tell Isaac’s emotions as name after
name was called, and none that sounded like his.
216Would they never reach it, never say Isaac Simms?
Could it be he was not there? Larger and thicker grew
the drops of sweat, quivering about his mouth, and standing
upon his forehead. Whiter, more death-like grew his
face: heavier, sadder, more mournful the eyes, fixed so
wistfully upon the caller of that roll, growing less so fast.
There could not be many more, and the head drooped
upon the heaving bosom, with a discouraged, disheartened
feeling, just as the last was read, not his, not Isaac
Simms. He was not there, and with a moan, which smote
painfully on Tom’s ear, the disappointed boy turned
away, and wept bitterly, while his pale lips moved feebly
with the prayer for help he essayed to make. To be left
there alone, with no kind Captain Carleton to soothe the
weary hours, to be returned, most likely, to the noisy
floor above, to die some night when nobody knew or
cared,—it was terrible,—and Widow Simms would have
shrieked in anguish could she have seen the look of despair
settling down on her darling’s face.
But though she did not see it, there was one who did,
and guessing at the thoughts which prompted it, he
walked away to be alone, and gather strength for the
sacrifice he must make. Tom Carleton could not desert
the boy who had clung so faithfully to him, and as Isaac
had once staid by him in the Virginia woods, when he
might have gone away, so he now would stay with Isaac.
Still it was hard to give up going home, and for a moment
he felt as if he could not. There was a fierce
struggle between duty and inclination,—a mighty combat
between Tom’s selfishness and his better nature,—and
then the latter conquered. He must stay. It would not
be difficult to find some person to take his place clandestinely,
for already were the unfortunate ones seeking
to buy such chances, and offering every possible inducement
217to any who would accept. A young lieutenant
about his age and appearance, and whose wife and child
were suffering from his absence, was the one selected by
Tom as his substitute, and the matter soon arranged.
Then, with a forced cheerfulness he did not feel, Tom
went back to Isaac, who was still weeping silently on his
couch, and whispering to an unseen presence, “You’ll
never leave me, will you? and when I die you’ll take me
up to Heaven?”
Here was a faith, a trust, to which Tom Carleton was
a stranger, and wishing himself more like that sick boy,
he bent over the cot, and said cheerily,
“Isaac, are you asleep?”
In the tone of his voice there was something so kind
and sympathetic, that Isaac started up, and winding his
feeble arms around Tom’s neck, sobbed out,
“Forgive me, Captain Carleton; I’m glad you are going
home, but I wasn’t at first; the bad, hard lumps kept
rising in my throat as I thought of staying here alone
without you, but they’re gone now. I prayed them all
away, and I am glad you are going. I shall miss you
dreadfully, but God will not forsake me. And, Captain
Carleton, if you ever do,—see—my,—my”——
Isaac’s voice was choked with tears, and he could not
at first articulate that dear word, but soon recovering, he
went on—“see my mother, you’ll tell her about me.
Tell her everything except how I’ve suffered. That
would do no good—’twould only make her cry, and
when she hears, as she maybe will, that I am dead, tell
I wasn’t afraid, for the Saviour was with me. I’d rather
you shouldn’t say good-bye at the last. It would make
me feel so bad, only sometime before you go I want to
tell you how much I love you for your goodness, and to
ask you to be a”——
218He did not finish the sentence, for Tom knew what he
would say, and wiping both sweat and tears from off the
worn face, looking so lovingly at him, he answered, “I
will try to be a better man. I never felt the need of it so
much till I came here, and Isaac, I am going to stay
till you, too, are exchanged. Did you think I would
desert the boy who, but for me, would not have been a
prisoner?”
Isaac did not reply; only the soft, blue eyes lighted up
with sudden, eager joy; the lips trembled as if they
would speak, there was a perceptible shudder, and then
Tom held in his arms a fainting, unconscious form. The
revulsion of feeling was too great, and for many minutes
Isaac gave no sign of life, but when at last he was restored
again, he tried to dissuade Tom from making so
great a sacrifice, but all in vain. Tom silenced every
objection, and when the 3d of January came, and prisoners
were released, another than Tom Carleton answered
to his name, and marched from Richmond in his
stead.
Tom had once spent several months in Richmond, and
in the higher circles he numbered many personal friends,
who, until quite recently, were ignorant of the fact that
he was a prisoner in their midst. Of these the more
loyal to the new Confederacy ignored him entirely.
Others, remembering his genial humor, and quiet, gentlemanly
manner which had won their admiration for
the elegant Bostonian and his gentle wife, threw their
prejudice aside, and respecting him because he had stood
firmly by his own State, visited him in his prison, while
others sent playful messages that though they denounced
him as an intruder upon their rights, they owned him as a
friend, and would gladly ameliorate his condition. To
these acquaintance it was soon known how great a sacrifice
219Tom had made for the sake of a young boy, and the
result was a gradual abatement of the surveillance held
over Tom, while many privileges hitherto denied by the
strict jail discipline, were accorded to him. Isaac, too,
was benefited through him, and more than one fair lady
visited the invalid, growing strangely interested in the
gentle “Yankee boy,” and bringing many a delicacy
with which to tempt his capricious appetite. But no
amount of kindness could win him back to health so
long as he breathed the atmosphere of prison walls. To
go home was all he desired, and day after day the flesh
shrivelled from his bones, and the blue veins stood out
round and full upon his wasted hands until there came a
night when the physician told the jailer, whom he met
upon the stairs, that “the Yankee boy was dying.”
There were not many now in prison, and ere long the
sad news was known throughout the building, causing
the riotous ones to hush their noisy revels, and tread
softly across the uncovered floor, lest they should disturb
the sufferer below. The jailer, too, remembering
his own son, afar in Southern Tennessee, wiped a tear
from his rough face, and drew nearer to the humble cot
where Tom sat watching the panting and seemingly dying
boy. There were moments of feverish delirium,
when the prison, with its surrounding horrors, faded
away, and Isaac was at home, bathing his burning brow
with the snow covering the Northern hills, or talking to
his mother of all that had transpired since the April
morning when, followed by her prayers and tears, he left
her for the battle. Then, reason came back again, as clear
as ever, and with Tom Carleton’s hand pressed between
his own he dictated what Tom should say to the mother
when he went back to her alone and left her boy behind.
“I shall never go home any more,” he said, “and I’ve
220built such bright castles about it, too, fancying how nice
it would seem to lie on mother’s soft, warm bed, and
watch the sun shining through the windows, or the grass
springing by the door. The snow will melt from the
garden before long, and the flowers I used to tend come
up again, but I shan’t be there to see them. I shall be
lying here so quiet and so still that I shall not even hear
the cannon’s roar, or the loud huzzahs when peace is at
last declared, and the cruel war is ended. Oh, if all the
dead ones could know, it would be something worth
fighting for, but when the troops are marching home,
and the bells ring out a welcome, there’ll be many a one
missing in the ranks, and almost every graveyard, both
North and South, will hold a soldier’s grave, but you
will not forget us, will you?” and the sunken eyes turned
pleadingly on Tom. “When the bonfires are kindled at
the North, and the glad rejoicings are made, you will
think of the poor boys who fought and died that you
might enjoy just such a holiday?”
Tom could only answer by pressing the thin hands he
held, and Isaac continued:
“Tell mother not to fret too much for me. I guess
she did love me best, because I was the youngest, but
Eli and John will comfort her old age. Tell them, too,
how much I love them, and how proud I was of them
that day at Bull Run. They used to plague me sometimes,
and call me a girl baby, but I’ve forgiven that, for
I know they did not mean it. I hope they’ll both be
spared. It would kill mother to lose us all. Tell her
how I bless her for the lessons of my childhood, the
prayers said at her knee before I knew their meaning,
the Sunday School she sent me to, and the Bible stories
told in the winter twilight. Tell her I was not afraid to
die, only I wanted her so much, but everybody’s been
221good. There are kind folks here in Richmond, and God
will bless them for it. Oh, Captain Carleton, I’m a poor
ignorant boy, and you a proud, rich man, but you will
heed me, won’t you, and when I’m gone, you’ll take my
little Testament and read it every day. Read it first for
Isaac’s sake, but it won’t be long before you’ll read it for
its precious truths, and you will come to Heaven where
we can meet again—promise, won’t you?”
There was a moment’s silence, during which Tom
choked down the tears he could scarcely suppress, so
strongly this scene reminded him of another, when he
sat by Mary’s side, and heard her dying voice urging
him to meet her. Four years the Southern sun had
shone upon her grave, and he had made no preparation
yet, but now he would put it off no longer, and bending
over Isaac, he replied:
“I promise; and if you see my darling in the better
land, tell her, God helping me, I’ll find my way to where
she has gone.”
The white lips feebly murmured their thanks, and then
suddenly asked:
“Do you think mother’s got the letter you sent, and
knows how sick I am? If so, she’s praying for me now,
and maybe her prayers will save. I’m not afraid to die,
but if I could go home to Rockland first, it would not
seem so bad. Pray, mother, pray—pray, pray hard,” and
too much exhausted to talk longer, the half-delirious boy
turned upon the pillow furnished by some kind lady, and
fell into a heavy sleep, from which the physician said he
would never waken.
Midnight in Richmond, and Tom, counting off the
strokes, bent lower to watch for the expected change.
222There was no color in the parted lips, and about the
nose there was a pinched, contracted look, which Tom
remembered to have seen in Mary’s face, when by her
bedside he had sat, just as he sat by Isaac’s, but where
Mary’s hands were cold and dry Isaac’s were moist and
warm, while the rapid pulses were not as wiry, and irregular
as hers had been. There was hope, and falling on his
knees, Tom Carleton asked that the life almost gone out
might be restored, and promised that if it were he would
not forget this lesson as he had forgotten the one learned
by Mary’s death-bed. He would be a better man, he
said, and God, as he sometimes does, took him at his
word. Gradually the sharp expression passed away, the
hair grew damp with a more healthful moisture, the
pulses were slower, the breathing more regular, and when
at last the heavy slumber was broken, and Isaac looked up
again, Tom knew that he would live.
There was a murmured prayer of thanksgiving, a renewal
of his pledge, and then he bent every energy to
sustain the life coming so slowly back. Softly the
morning broke over the prison walls, and they who had
expected to look on Isaac dead, rejoiced to hear that he
was better.
“It may be I shall see mother yet,” he whispered,
faintly, when Tom told him that the dreaded crisis was
past; “and if I do, I’ll tell her of your kindness.”
“Would you like very much to go home to your
mother?” Tom asked, and with a quivering lip and chin
Isaac answered:
“Yes, oh, yes, if I only could! I was willing to die,
but I guess we all cling to life at the last, don’t you?”
Tom did not reply to this, but spoke instead of a rumor
that all were soon to be discharged and sent back to
Washington.
223“We’ll go together, then,” he said, “you and I, for I
shall visit Rockland first and see my sister Rose.”
The prospect of release was meat and drink for Isaac
who rallied so fast that when the joyful news of an exchange
did come, he was able, with Tom’s help, to walk
across the floor of what had been his home so long.
Haggard, wasted, weary, and worn were those prisoners
as they filed down the stairs and out into the
streets, but with each moment which brought them nearer
home, their spirits rose, and when at last they stood again
on Federal soil and saw the Stars and Stripes waving in
the morning breeze, long and deafening were the huzzas
which rent the air as one after another gave vent to his
great joy at finding himself free once more. Isaac, however,
could neither shout, nor laugh, nor speak, and only
the large eyes, brimming with tears, told of joy unutterable,
but when arrived at Washington, his two stalwart
brothers took him in their arms, hugging and crying over
him as over one come back to them from the grave, his
calmness all gave way, and laying his tired head on Eli’s
bosom, while John held and caressed his wasted hands,
he sobbed out the happiness too great to be expressed in
words. To him a full discharge from service was readily
accorded, while to Tom a furlough of several weeks was
given, and after a few days at Washington both started
northward to join the friends waiting so impatiently for
their arrival.
CHAPTER XIX. TOM’S RECEPTION.
224
The people of Rockland had become somewhat accustomed
to the “Rebel lion,” as they had playfully
called Jimmie Carleton, and the latter could
now go quietly through the streets without attracting attentions
which at first had been vastly disagreeable to
the sensitive young man. Gradually, as he mingled more
with the people, they had learned to like him, and were
fast forgetting that he had ever joined the ranks of the
foe and struck at his mother country. With the rabble
who had met him at the depot on his first arrival at Rockland
he was vastly popular, for forcing down his pride, he
had been very conciliatory toward them, and they still adhered
to their olden promise of making him their next
police justice, provided he would consent to run.
With his usual impudence, Bill Baker continued to annoy
the proud Bostonian with his good-humored familiarities,
some of which Jimmie permitted, while others
he quietly repulsed, for Bill’s constant allusions to the
past were exceedingly disagreeable, and as far as possible
he avoided his quondam associate, who, without the
least suspicion that his manner was disgusting in the extreme,
would hail him across the street, addressing him
always as “Corp’ral,” and if strangers were in hearing,
inviting him to “call ’round and see a fellar once in a
while for old acquaintance sake.”
At the Mather mansion matters remained about the
same as when Jimmie first came home. Mrs. Carleton
was still there, waiting for her other son, and Rose, as
225usual, was ever on the alert, seeking ways and means by
which the soldiers might be benefited, compelling Jimmie
to be interested in all her plans, dragging him from
place to place, sending him on errands; and once, when
in a great hurry to get a box in readiness for the hospitals
at Washington, actually coaxing him into helping tie a
comfortable, which was put up in her back parlor, and
which she “must send immediately, for some poor fellow
was sure to need it.” “Jimmie could learn to tie as well
as herself,” she said, when he pleaded his ignorance as an
excuse for refusing his services. “She didn’t know how
once, but Widow Simms and Annie had taught her a
heap, and Annie would teach him, too. All he had to do
was to put the big darning needle through twice, tie a
weaver’s knot, cut it off, and the thing was done; besides
that, ’twas a real pretty quilt, made from Annie’s calico
dress, which she used to wear last summer and look so
sweetly in. Annie was tying on one side and Jimmie
must tie on the other; he needn’t be so lazy. He ought
to do something for the war.”
By the time Rose had reached the last points in her argument,
Jimmie had closed the book he was reading, and
concluded that there might be duties required of him a
great deal worse than tying a soldier’s comfortable with
Annie to oversee! It was strange how much teaching
he needed, and how often Annie was called to the rescue.
The needle would stick so in the cotton, and he could
not remember just how to tie that knot. So Annie, never
dreaming that he knew how to tie the knot as well as
she, would come to his aid, her hands sometimes touching
his, and his black curls occasionally brushing her pale,
brown braids as he bent over her to see how she did it
so as to know himself next time! There was a world of
mischief in Jimmie’s saucy eyes as he demurely apologized
226to Mrs. Graham for the trouble he was giving her, but
Annie never once looked up, neither did the color deepen
in the least upon her cheek, and when Jimmie, on purpose
to draw her out, suggested that “he was more
bother than help,” she answered that he “had better return
to his reading, as she could get on quite as well
alone.”
After this, Jimmie thought proper to learn a little
faster, and soon outstripped his teacher, who rewarded
him with no word of approval save a cool “Thank you,”
when the comfortable was done and taken from the
awkward frames. And this was a fair specimen of the
nature of the intercourse existing between Jimmie and
Annie. Secure now in the belief that she would never
be recognized as the “Pequot of New London,” Annie
regarded Jimmie as any ordinary stranger, in whom she
had no particular interest, save that which her kind
heart prompted her to feel for all mankind. She could
not dislike him, and she always defended him from the
aspersions of the widow, who could not quite conquer
her repugnance to a Rebel, and who frequently gave
vent to her ill will toward Jimmie, whom she thought so
proud.
“Stuck-up critter!” she said, “struttin’ round as if
he was good as anybody, and feelin’ above his betters.
Of course he felt above her, and Susan, and Annie, she
knew he did; and if she’s Annie she vummed if she’d
stay there, and be looked at as Jim looked at her.”
Although making due allowance for the widow’s prejudice,
these remarks were not without their effect upon
Annie, who, imperceptibly to herself, began to feel that
probably Jimmie did regard her as merely a poor dependent
on his sister’s bounty, and she unconsciously assumed
toward him a cool reserved manner, which led him
227to fancy that she entertained for him a deep-rooted prejudice
on account of his past error. Twenty times a
day he said to himself he did not care what she thought
of him, and as many times a day he knew he did care
much more than was at all conducive to his peace of
mind. Where this caring might end he never stopped
to consider. He only felt now that he respected the
Quaker-like Annie more than he ever respected a woman
before, and coveted her good opinion more earnestly than
he ever remembered to have coveted anything in his
life, unless, indeed, it were his freedom when a prisoner
in Bill Baker’s power.
In this state of affairs it required all Rose’s tact to
sustain anything like sociability between her brother
and Annie, and the little lady was perfectly delighted
when the joyful tidings was received that Tom was coming
home. Annie would like Tom, for everybody did; besides,
Tom had written as if he were almost a good man
himself, and Annie was sure to be pleased with that; they,
at least, would be fast friends; and secure on this point.
Rose, with her usual impulsiveness, plunged into the preparations
for Tom’s reception. Even Annie did not think
any reasonable honor too great for him, particularly after
Isaac wrote from Washington to his mother, telling her of
Tom’s generous sacrifice, and how he might have been home
long before if he had not chosen to stay and care for a
poor, sick boy. How the widow’s heart warmed toward
the Carletons, taking the whole family into its hitherto
rather limited dimensions. Even Jimmie was not excluded,
the widow admitting to Mrs. Baker, between
whom and herself there had been many a hot discussion
touching the so-called Rebel, that when he laughed,
“he was uncommon handsome for a Secessioner,” and
228she presumed that “at the bottom he was as good they
would average.”
But if the widow were thus affected by Tom’s kind
act, how much more were the mother and sister pleased
to know how noble and good he was, while Annie, amid
the tears she could not repress, said to Rose,
“You should be proud of such a brother! There are
few like him, I am sure!”
How Jimmie envied Tom, as he heard, on all sides,
praises for his noble unselfishness, and the resolution
to welcome him and Isaac with military honors. Once
more in his element, Bill Baker industriously drilled
his clique, who were to answer no earthly purpose save
to swell the throng and prolong the deafening cheers.
Bill began to feel related to the Carletons, and regularly
each day he called at the Mather mansion to keep Rose
posted with regard to the progress of affairs. They were
to bring out the new gun, he said, and as it was minus a
name, the villagers had concluded to call it the “Thomas
Carleton,” asking “how she thought the ’Square would
like it, and how many times it ought to be fired. The
band would serenade Tom in the evening,” he said,
“and we shall have bonfires kindled in the streets,” talking
as if instead of being merely cannon-tender, he were
head manager of the whole, and that all the responsibility
was resting on himself. Rose understood him perfectly,
and with the utmost good nature listened to his
suggestions, and scolded Jimmie for calling him her
prime minister and confidant.
From the cupola of the Mather mansion the Stars and
Stripes were to be hung out, and on the morning of Tom’s
expected arrival, Jimmie and Annie climbed the winding
stairs and fastened the staff securely to its place. There
were tears in Annie’s eyes as the graceful folds shook
229themselves to the breeze, for she remembered the coming
of another soldier when this same banner was wrapped
around a coffin. Across the valley and beyond the confines
of the village she could see where that coffin with
its loved inmate was buried, and as the past came rushing
over her, she suddenly gave way, and sitting down
beneath the flag wept bitterly, while Jimmie, with a
vague idea as to what might have caused her tears, stood
looking at her, wishing he could comfort her. But
what should he say? As yet they had scarcely passed
the bounds of the most scrupulous politeness to each
other, and for him to attempt to comfort her seemed
preposterous, while to leave her without a word, seemed
equally unkind. Perhaps it was the beautiful glossy
braids of hair which brought him at last to a decision,
causing him to lay his hand involuntarily upon the bowed
head, while he said:
“I am sorry for you, Mrs. Graham, for I know how
much the contrast between my brother’s return and that
of your husband must affect you, and gladly would I
spare you the pain, if I could. I am not certain but the
good people of Rockland, in their intended kindness to
Tom, are doing you an injury, and surely Lieutenant
Graham, having been a resident of this place, should
receive their first thought with all pertaining to him.”
There was no mistaking the genuine sympathy which
thrilled in every tone of Jimmie’s voice, and for a moment
Annie wept more passionately than before. It was
the first time he had ever spoken to her of her husband,
and his words touched a responsive chord at once.
“It is not that so much,” she answered, at last. “I
am glad they are honoring your brother thus; he richly
deserves it for his noble adherence to his country in her
hour of peril, and for his generous treatment of poor
230Isaac Simms. I would do much myself to show him my
respect; but oh, George, George, I am so desolate without
him!” and covering her face with her hands, Annie wept
again, more piteously than before.
Here was a point which Jimmie could not touch, and
an awkward silence ensued, broken at last by Annie,
who, resuming her usual calm demeanor, frankly offered
Jimmie her hand, saying:
“I thank you, Mr. Carleton, for your sympathy. It
has made me believe you are my friend, and as such I
would rather consider you.”
“Your friend! Did you ever deem me other than
that?” Jimmie replied in some surprise, involuntarily
pressing the little hand which only for an instant rested
in his, and then was quietly withdrawn just as Rose from
the foot of the stairs called out to know “what they
were doing up there so long.”
It was strange how differently Jimmie felt after this
incident, and how fast his spirits rose. The few words
said to him by Annie up in his sister’s cupola had made
him very happy, for he felt that a better understanding
existed between himself and Annie, that she did not so
thoroughly despise him as he had at first supposed, and
that the winning her respect was not a hopeless task.
As early as two the crowd began to gather in the
streets, and half an hour later Rose’s carriage, with Jimmie
in it, was on its way to the depot. Mrs. Carleton
did not care to go, and so Rose, too, remained at home,
and mounting to the cupola, watched for the first wreath
of smoke which should herald the approach of the train.
“I see it,—he’s coming!” she screamed, as a feathery
mist was discernible over the distant plains, and in a few
moments more the cars swept round the curve, while a
231booming gun told that Bill Baker was faithful to his
duty.
There was a swaying to and fro of the throng at the
depot, a pushing each other aside, a trilling of fife, a
beating of drums, and then a deafening shout went up as
Tom Carleton and John Simms appeared upon the platform,
carefully supporting the tottering steps of the
weak, excited boy, who stood between them. At sight
of Isaac, there was a momentary hush, and then, with a
shriek such as a tigress might give when it saw its young
in danger, the Widow Simms rushed frantically forward,
and catching the light form of her child in her arms,
tried to bear him through the crowd, but her strength
was insufficient, and she would have fallen had not Jimmie
relieved her of her burden, which he sustained with
one hand, while the other was extended to welcome the
stranger who came near.
Half bewildered, Tom looked around upon the multitude,
asking in a whisper what it meant. He could not
think they had come to welcome him, and when assured
by Jimmie that such was the fact, his lip quivered for an
instant, and his tongue refused its office. Then, in a few
well-chosen words, he thanked the people for the undeserved
surprise, so far as he was himself concerned. Isaac
was more worthy of such welcome, he said, and more than
half of it was meant, he knew, for their townsman, who
had shown himself equally brave in camp, in battle, and
in prison, while, had they known that Lieutenant Simms,
too, was coming, he was sure they would not have
thought of him a stranger to them all.
The brief speech ended, and Rose, listening at home,
clapped her hands in ecstasy as she heard the terrific
cheers and caught the name of “Carleton” mingled with
“Isaac Simms.”
232“Poor boy!” she said, “I wonder how he’ll get home?
I wish I had told Jimmie to drive that way, and take
him in the carriage.”
She need have given herself no uneasiness, for what
she had forgotten was remembered by Jimmie, who,
after a hurried consultation with Tom, insisted that both
Isaac and his mother should take seats in the carriage,
while he and Tom mingled with the crowd.
“And your other son, there’s room for him,” he said,
looking round in quest of John, who, at the last moment,
had obtained permission to visit his bride, and so came
on with Isaac.
At a glance his eye had singled out Susan, and the
young couple were now standing apart from the rest, exchanging
mutual caresses, and words of love, the tall
lieutenant kissing fondly the blushing girl who could
not realize that she stood in the presence of her husband.
After a little it was decided that Tom and Jimmie,
Mrs. Simms and Isaac, should occupy the carriage,
while John and Susan walked, and so from her lofty
stand-point, Rose watched the long procession winding
down the streets, amid the strains of music and the cannon’s
bellowing roar. It was very exciting to Isaac, and
by the time the cottage was reached he was glad to be
lifted out by Jimmie, who bore the tired boy tenderly
into the house and laid him down on the soft, warm bed
he had dreamed about so many nights in the dark, filthy
prison corner. How faint and weak he was, and how
glad to be home again! Winding his arms around his
mother’s neck, he sobbed out his great joy, saying amid
his tears, “God was so kind to let me come back to
you.”
It was a very happy group the villagers left behind in
233that humble cottage, and neither John nor Susan thought
it out of place when the mother called on them to kneel
with her and thank the Giver of all good for his great
mercy in granting them this blessing.
Meantime the procession passed on until it reached
the Mather mansion, where, with three cheers for Captain
Carleton, the crowd dispersed, leaving Tom at liberty
to join the mother and sister waiting so impatiently
for him, one on the steps, and the other in the parlor
just where she had welcomed Jimmie.
“If Will were only here, it would be the happiest day
I ever knew,” Rose said, as, seating herself on Tom’s knee
with her chubby arm around his neck, she asked him
numerous questions concerning her absent husband.
Then, as she saw in him signs of weariness she said, “You
are tired, I know. Suppose you go to your room till dinner-time.
It’s the one right at the head of the stairs,”
she continued, and glad of an opportunity to rest, Tom
went to the room where Annie Graham just then chanced
to be. She had discovered that the servant had neglected
to supply the rack with towels, and so she had brought them
herself, lingering a moment after they were arranged, to
see if everything were in order. She did not hear Tom’s
step, until he opened the door upon her, and uttered an
exclamation of surprise and apology. He had no idea
who the little black-robed figure was, for though he knew
the wife of George Graham was an inmate of his sister’s
family, he had her in his mind as a very different person
from this one before him. Mrs. Graham was young, he
supposed, and possibly good-looking, but she did not
bear the stamp of refinement and elegance which this
graceful creature did, and fancying he had made a mistake
and stumbled into the apartment of some city visitor,
234he was about to withdraw, when Annie came toward
him, saying:
“Excuse me, sir, I came in to see that all was right in
your room. Mr. Carleton, I presume?”
This last Annie spoke doubtingly, for in the tall, handsome
stranger before her there was scarcely a vestige of
the “greyish haired, oldish, fatherly-looking man” she
had in fancy known as Captain Carleton, and but for the
eyes, so much like Mrs. Mather’s, and the unmistakable
Carleton curve about the mouth, she would never have
dreamed that it was Tom to whom she was speaking. As
it was, she waited for him to confirm her suspicions,
which he did by bowing in the affirmative to her interrogation,
“Mr. Carleton, I presume?”
Then holding the door for her to pass out, he stood
watching her till she disappeared at the extreme end of
the hall, wondering who she was, and why a mere visitor
should take so much interest in his room. Once he
thought of Annie Graham; but this could not be a widow,
though the deep mourning dress told of recent bereavement.
Still Annie Graham was a different personage,
he knew; and thus perplexed, Tom, instead of resting,
commenced his toilet for dinner, determining, as soon
as it was completed, to go down and have the mystery
unravelled.
Restless and impatient to know just what his brother
thought of his late treachery to the Federal Flag, Jimmie
paced the parlors below until he could wait no longer
and knowing by the sounds which came from the chamber
above, that Tom was not trying to sleep, he finally
ran up the stairs, and knocking at the chamber door, was
soon closeted with Tom. It was an awkward business
to speak of the past, but Jimmie plunged into it at once,
stating some reasons which had led him to abjure his
235own government, expressing his contrition for having done
so, and ending by saying he hoped Tom, if possible, would
forget that he ever had a rebel brother.
It had taken Tom a long time to recover from the
shock of meeting his brother in the Virginia woods, and
knowing he was a traitor to his country, but the same
generous feeling which led him to refrain from any allusion
to that meeting in the messages sent to his mother
and sister from his Richmond prison, now prompted him
to treat with kind forbearance the brother whom he had
loved and grieved over since the days of his mischievous
boyhood.
“I should have found it very hard to forgive you if
you had staid in the Southern army,” he said, “but as
it is we will never mention the subject again.”
Jimmie knew, by the warm pressure of Tom’s hand, that
he was forgiven, and with a burden lifted from his mind
he was about leaving the room, when Tom, with a preliminary
cough, said:
“By the way, Jimmie, who has Rose got here,—what
visitor, I mean?” and Tom tried to look vastly indifferent
as he buttoned his vest and hung across it the chain
made from Mary’s hair.
But the ruse did not succeed. Jimmie knew he had
seen Annie, and with a sudden uprising of something undefined
he answered in apparent surprise:
“Visitor! what visitor! He must have come to-day,
then. Where did you see him?”
“I saw her in here,” Tom replied, and Jimmie laughingly
rejoined:
“A pretty place for a her in your quarters! Pray, what
was she like?”
“Some like Mary, as she used to be when I first knew
her,—a little body dressed in black.”
236“With large, handsome, blue eyes?” interrupted Jimmie,
while Tom, without suspecting that his brother’s
object was to ascertain how closely he had observed the
figure in black, replied:
“Yes, very handsome, dreamy eyes.”
“And pale, brown curls?” was the teasing Jimmie’s
next query, to which Tom quickly responded:
“Curls, no. The hair was braided in wide plats and
twisted around the head, falling low in the neck.”
“Not a very white neck, was it?” Jimmie continued,
with imperturbable gravity.
“Indeed, it was,” Tom said, industriously scraping his
thumb nail with his penknife. “White as snow, or
looked so from the contrast with her dress. Who is
she?”
“One question more,—had she big feet or little, slippers
or boots?” and this time Jimmie’s voice betrayed
him.
Tom knew he was being teased, and bursting into a
laugh, he answered:
“I confess to having observed her closely, but not
enough so to tell the size of her slipper. Come now, who
is she? Some lady you spirited away from Secessiondom?
Tell me,—you know you’ve nothing to fear from
steady old Tom.”
For an instant the eyes of the two brothers met, with
a curious expression in each. Both were conscious of
something they were trying to conceal, while a feeling
akin to a pang shot through Jimmie’s heart as he
thought how much more worthy of Annie Graham’s respect
was steady old Tom than a rollicking young scapegrace
like himself.
“From your rather minute description I think you
must have stumbled upon the Widow Graham,” he said.
237“Rose has taken her up, you know, and as a word of
brotherly advice, let me say that if you wish to raise Rose
to the seventh heaven you have only to praise her protégée.
We, that is the widow and I, do not get on very
well, for she is a staunch patriot, and until this morning
I verily believe she looked on me as a kind of monster.
She’s a perfect little Puritan, too, and if she stays here
long, will make a straight-laced Methodist of Rose,
under the garb of an Episcopalian, of course, as she
is the strictest kind of a church woman.”
“I shall not esteem her less for that,” Tom said,
and in rather a perturbed state of mind, as far as
the Widow Graham was concerned, he went with Jimmie
to the parlor, half hoping his brother had mischievously
misled him, and that the stranger would prove after
all to be some visitor from Boston.
But the first object he saw on entering the parlor was
the dainty figure in black, standing by the window, and
on the third finger of the hand raised to adjust the heavy
curtain glittered the wedding ring. Tom knew now that
Jimmie had not deceived him, and with a feeling of disappointment
he addressed Mrs. Graham, when introduced
by Jimmie, making some playful allusion to their having
met before, but saying nothing to her then of George,
for remembering his own feelings when Mary died, he
knew that Annie would not thank him, a stranger, to
bring up sad memories of the past by talking of her husband.
Still, in his manner toward her there was something
which told how he pitied and sympathized with
her, and Annie, grateful always for the smallest kindness
threw off her air of quiet reserve and talked with him
freely, asking many questions concerning Isaac Simms
and the condition of the Richmond prisoners generally.
“She was going round after dinner to call on Isaac,”
238she incidentally said, whereupon Tom rejoined that wishing
to know how Isaac bore the journey and the excitement,
he had intended going there himself, and would,
with her permission, time his visit to suit her convenience,
and so accompany her.
Instantly Jimmie’s black eyes flashed upon Annie a look
of inquiry, which brought the bright color to her cheeks,
for she knew he was thinking of the night when she had
refused his escort, and she felt her present position a rather
embarrassing one. Still the circumstances were entirely
different. There was a reason why Tom should call on
Widow Simms, while with Jimmie there was none, and
bowing to Captain Carleton, she replied that “she presumed
Mrs. Simms would be glad of an opportunity to
thank him for his kindness to Isaac, and that, though
not in the least afraid to go alone, she had no objection
to showing him the way.”
“What! going off the first night, and they are coming
to serenade you, too? You must not go, Tom. Shall
he, mother?” cried Rose, who at first had been too busy
with her duties as hostess, clearly to comprehend what
Tom was saying to Annie.
“It will look as if you do not appreciate the people’s
attention,” Mrs. Carleton replied, while Jimmie vehemently
protested against the impropriety of the act, and so
Tom was compelled to yield, thinking the while that a
walk to the Widow Simms’ might possibly afford him quite
as much satisfaction as staying at home for a serenade.
“I always surrender to the majority,” he said, playfully,
while Jimmie’s spirits rose perceptibly, and Annie had
never before seen him so witty or gay since he came home
from Washington as he was during the dinner.
It was joy at his brother’s return, she thought, never
suspecting that Tom’s decision had anything to do with
239it, and Jimmie hardly knew himself that it had. He only
felt relieved that Tom was not to receive a favor which
had once been denied to himself, and glad also that Annie
was to spend the evening with them. But in this he
was mistaken. There was no necessity for Annie’s deferring
her visit. The serenade was not for her, and with
that nice sense of propriety which prompted her to shrink
from anything like intrusion, she felt that on this first
night of their reunion, the Carleton family would rather
be alone. This rule would apply also to Mrs. Simms, but
Annie knew she was always welcome to the widow, and
wishing to see the boy who had led her husband from the
battle-field, she went to her room, and throwing on her
cloak and hood, stole quietly down stairs just as Jimmie
was crossing the hall. He guessed where she was going,
and coming quickly to her side, said,
“I supposed you had given up that call, but if you persist
in going, it must not be alone, this night of all others,
when the streets are likely to be full of men and boys.
You accepted my brother’s escort, you cannot, of course,
refuse mine,” and seizing his hat from the hall stand he
led her out upon the steps and placed her arm in his with
an air of so much authority that Annie had no word to
offer in remonstrance.
It was not a very comfortable walk to either party, or
a very sociable one either, but ere it was ended Annie
had reason to be glad that she was not alone, for as
Jimmie had predicted, the streets were full of men and
boys, following the band up to the Mather Mansion, and
as they met group after group of the noisy throng, Annie
timidly drew closer to her companion, who pressed more
tightly the arm trembling in his own.
“I am glad you came with me,” she said, when at last
the friendly gleam of the widow’s candle appeared in
240view, “but if you please I think you had better not go in
to-night. You are so much a stranger to the family, and
Mrs. Simms’ boys have but just returned. John will see
me safely home, and I’ll excuse you now. You must feel
anxious to rejoin your brother.”
But Jimmie was not to be disposed of so easily. He
had no intention of entering the house, but he should
wait outside, he said, until Annie’s visit was over. Annie
had no alternative save submission, and parting from
Jimmie at the gate, she hurried up the walk and was soon
bending over the couch of the sick boy, whose eyes beamed
the welcome his pale lips could scarcely speak. How
many questions she had to ask him, and how much he
had to tell her of that day when her husband received
his fatal wound. Altogether it was a sad interview, and
Annie’s eyes were nearly blistered with the hot tears she
shed while listening to Isaac’s touching account of George
ere the woods were gained, and Tom Carleton generously
gave up his seat to the bleeding man, thereby becoming
himself a prisoner. Much, too, was said in praise of Tom,
and Annie felt that she could not do too much for one
who had shown himself so generous and brave. Talking of
Tom reminded her of Jimmie stalking up and down the
icy walks, waiting patiently for her, and when at last the
music of Tom’s serenade had ceased she arose to go,
wishing to get away ere the band came there, as she knew
they were intending to do. As John arose to accompany
her, she had to say that “Jimmie Carleton was waiting
for her by the gate.” Instantly the sharp eyes of the
widow shot at her a curious glance, which brought the
hot blood to her cheek, while John and Susan exchanged
a smile, the meaning of which she could not fail to understand.
Poor Annie! How her heart throbbed with pain as
she guessed of what they were thinking! Could they for a
241moment believe her so heartless and cold? The mere idea
made her dizzy and faint, and scarcely articulating her
good-night, she hastened out into the cool night air, feeling
half tempted to refuse outright the arm offered
for her support. If she only dared tell him to leave her
there alone,—leave her to flee away through the dark,
lonely streets to the still more lonely yard, where on
George’s grave she could lay herself down and die. But
not thus easily could life’s heavy burden be shaken off,
she could not lay it down at will,—and conquering the
emotions which, each time she thought of John Simms’
significant smile, threatened to burst out into a fierce
storm of passionate sobs, she apologized for having kept
Jimmie waiting so long, and taking his arm left the cottage
gate just as the throng of serenaders turned into that
street. Jimmie knew she had been crying, and conjecturing
that she had been talking of her husband, he, too,
began to speak of George, asking her many questions
about him, and repeating many things he had heard in his
praise from the Rockland citizens. It seemed strange
that this should comfort her, but it did. The hard, bitter
feeling insensibly passed away while listening to Jimmie,
and by the time the Mather Mansion was reached the
tears were dried on Annie’s cheeks, and outwardly she
was cheerful and patient as ever.
After that night Rose had no cause for complaint that
Jimmie was rude to Annie, or Annie cool toward him,
for though Annie talked to him but little, she did not forget
the sympathy so delicately manifested for her, and
treated him with as much respect as she awarded Tom,
who grew each day more and more interested in the
black-robed figure, reminding him so much of his lost
Mary. Jimmie knew he did, and watched narrowly for
the time when she would know it, too; but such time
242did not come, for Annie had no suspicion that either of
the brothers regarded her with the shadow of a feeling
save that of ordinary friendship. As much of her time
as possible was spent with the Widow Simms, and a great
part of Isaac’s visible improvement was owing to her
gentle care and the sunshine of her presence. John’s
furlough had expired, and now that he was gone, the disconsolate
Susan turned to Annie for comfort, while Isaac
watched daily for the sound of the little feet coming up
the walk, and bringing with them so much happiness to
the lonely cottage.
“I wish you’d stay home more; we miss you so much,
and it’s so dismal without you. Mother nods over
her knitting, Tom just walks the floor, or reads some
stiff Presbyterian book, while Jimmie thrums the piano
and teases my kitten awfully,” Rose said to Annie one
night when the latter came in from a tour of calls, the
last of which had been on Mrs. Baker, now a much happier,
better woman, than when we first made her acquaintance.
“It’s so different when you are here,” Rose
continued, as Annie came and sat down by her side.
“Tom is a heap more entertaining, while Jimmie is not
half so mischievous and provoking.”
“I did not suppose my absence could affect your happiness,
or I would certainly have staid with you more,”
Annie replied; and Rose continued:
“Well, it just does, and now that both Tom and Jimmie
are going so soon, I shall need you to oversee the things
I must get ready for them.”
“Captain Carleton and Jimmie going away soon!”
Annie repeated, in some surprise. “Where are they
going? The Captain’s furlough has not yet expired.”
“I know it,” Rose continued, “but as he is perfectly
243well, he thinks it right to go back, and has fixed on one
week from to-day.”
“Yes, but Jimmie. You spoke of his leaving, too,”
Annie said, and Rose rejoined:
“Jimmie is going with Tom to join the Federal Army
on the Potomac, and, as he says, retrieve, if possible, the
character he lost by turning traitor once.”
“Oh, I am so glad! and I like him so much for that!”
Annie exclaimed, her white face lighting up with a sudden
animation, which made it seem very beautiful to the
young man just entering the door.
“I would brave the cannon’s mouth for another look
like that,” was Jimmie’s mental comment as he stepped
into the room, and advanced to the ladies’ side. “So
you are glad I am going?” he said, half playfully, to Annie,
who answered frankly:
“Yes, very glad.”
“And won’t you miss me a bit? Folks like to be
missed, you know, if they are ever so bad. It makes one
think better of himself, and consequently do better if he
knows that his absence will cause a feeling of regret, however
slight, to the friends left behind,” Jimmie remarked,
while in his eyes there was a peculiar expression which
Annie failed to see, as he stood looking down upon her.
She would miss Jimmie, she knew, for she had become
accustomed to his merry whistle, his ringing laugh, his
teasing jokes at Rose’s expense, and his going would
leave them very lonely, and so she frankly admitted,
adding that “it was not because she wished to be rid of
him that she was glad; it pleased her to see him in the
path of duty, even though that path led to danger and
possible death.”
“Oh, don’t, Annie, don’t talk of death to Jimmie!”
Rose cried, with a shudder. “You can’t begin to guess
244how it makes me feel, or how terrible it would seem if
either he or Tom should die!”
“Can’t I?” Annie asked, with such a depth of mournful
pathos, that Rose’s tears flowed at once.
Of course Annie knew how it felt, and every fibre of
her heart was bleeding now, as she remembered one who
left her as full of life and hope as either Tom or Jimmie,
but who came back no more, save as the dead come back,
shrouded and coffined for the grave. But Annie would
not give way to her own feelings then. She would comfort
Rose, and encourage the young man, who, she felt,
shrank from the perils spread out before him. So she
told how few there were, comparatively, who died on the
battle-field, while the chances for life in the hospitals were
greater now that better care and skill had been procured.
“Annie,—excuse me, Mrs. Graham?” and Jimmie spoke
vehemently, while his eyes kindled with a strange gleam.
“Why don’t you go as nurse? You might be the means
of untold good to the poor fellows who need such care as
you could give.”
“I have thought of it,” said Annie, while Rose exclaimed:
“You turn hospital nurse,—ridiculous! You never
shall, so long as I can prevent it. Shall she, Tom?”
And she appealed to the latter, who had just come in.
“Shall Annie go into those horrid hospitals?”
“I am not Mrs. Graham’s keeper,” Tom replied, “but
I should be sorry to see her acting in the capacity of
hospital nurse, even though I know that some of our
noblest, best women are engaged in that work.”
“Yes, old chap,” and Jimmie laughed a merry laugh.
“It’s mighty easy talking that way now, but suppose you
Captain Carleton, are some day among the terribly
245wounded, thigh shot through, arm splintered above the
elbow, jaw-bone broken, and all that, wouldn’t the pain
be easier to bear, if the nurse should happen to be Mrs.
Graham, or somebody just like her?”
“Undoubtedly it would,” Tom answered. “Still I
should be sorry to have her there amid the sickening
horrors.”
“Please stop, I can’t bear to hear about it!” Rose exclaimed.
“I know it would be nice to be a Florence
Nightingale, and Annie would make a splendid one, but
I’ll never let her go, unless you, or Jimmie, or Will are
wounded, and then we’ll come together, won’t we,
Annie?”
There was no response from Annie, until Jimmie
said:
“Say, Mrs. Graham, if I am ever wounded, and you
hear I am suffering in some dismal hole, will you come
and care for me?”
He did not join Will’s or Tom’s name with his own.
It was “Jimmie Carleton” whom Annie was to nurse.
But it did not matter. Lifting up her head so that her
soft, blue eyes looked into his, Annie answered, unhesitatingly:
“Providence permitting, I will, and I would do the
same for any brave fellow who follows, as my husband
did, where duty to his country leads.”
“So you see you will fare no better than I, after all,”
Tom laughingly rejoined, while Jimmie thought within
himself:
“Why need she always bring that husband in? It’s
bad enough to know she’s had one, without eternally
hearing about him.”
Foolish Jimmie. It was folly for him to lie awake so
long as he did that night, or to dream, when at last he
246slept, of hospital walls expanding into a palace as an
angel form with hair and eyes like Annie’s bent over his
feverish pillow, while soft, white hands dressed some
gaping wound where the enemy’s bullet had been. Sheer
folly, too, was it for “dignified old Tom,” to watch from his
window the young moon, until it set in the western sky,
thinking of Mary, as he tried to make himself believe,
wondering why it was that Annie reminded him so much
of her, and why he should be so deeply interested in one
who, until a few weeks past, had been to him a stranger.
To Annie, Captain Carleton and Jimmie were nothing
more than friends, and if, during the week preceding
their departure, she was quite as busy as Rose, and apparently
as much interested in the various preparations
for their comfort, it was only because they were soldiers,
and not, as Widow Simms once suggested to Susan, “because
they were Carletons, and handsome and rich, and,—and,—well,
there’s no tellin’ what will happen, when a
widder’s young and handsome, but this I know, I’ve
never married, and my man’s been dead this nineteen
years! Nobody need tell me she’d be so busy for anybody
but them Carletons. If ’twas the Cap’n, I wouldn’t
mind, but that sassy-faced Jeems. Ugh!” and in her ire
at Annie’s supposed preference for “sassy-faced Jeems,”
the widow spilled more than half of the spiced chocolate
she was carrying to Isaac.
Never was the widow more mistaken. Annie Graham
would have done for Eli, John, and Isaac Simms, or possibly
William Baker, the same offices she was doing for
“the Carletons,” and her voice would have been just as
sweet and hopeful when she bade them farewell, as it
was that bright spring morning, when, in the parlor of
the Mather mansion, Tom and Jimmie were waiting to
say good-bye.
247At the very last moment Bill Baker had announced his
intention of going too.
“Thirteen dollars a month and dog’s fare was better
than layin’ round hum,” he said; “and livin’ on the old
gal, who was gittin’ most too straight and blue for his
notions. Besides that, he felt kinder ’tached to the
Corp’ral, and wanted to be where he could see him and
wait on him like any other nigger.”
Jimmie would gladly have dispensed with such a singular
attaché, but Bill could not be shaken off, and as
he did in various ways evince a strong regard for his
former captive, Jimmie was forced to submit to what he
termed “his thorn in the flesh,” giving from his own
purse money for Billy’s outfit, and furnishing the mother
with means to repair her dwelling and make it far more
comfortable than at present. This he was sure pleased
Annie, and no sacrifice was too costly if it won her regard.
She had prayed for him, he knew, for Rose had
told him so, and prayers like hers, though they did not
avail to save her George’s life, would surely shield him
from danger. He should come back again when the war
was over,—come back to find an older grave by Rockland’s
churchyard gate, while the wife, who daily watered
that grave with tears, would be as young, as beautiful,
and far more girlish-looking than now, when, in her
widow’s weeds, she offered him her hand at parting, bidding
God speed to him and the noble Tom, who stood
beside him.
There were tears, and kisses, and blessings from Rose
and her mother, a few low-spoken words of sympathy
and good will from Annie, and then the two young men
were gone.
Half an hour later, and the eastern train thundered
through the town, bearing away to the fields of bloody
248carnage, three more young, vigorous lives, and leaving
desolate two homes, one the lonely cottage, where Bill’s
mother wept alone, the other the Mather mansion, where
Mrs. Carleton and Rose sobbed bitterly, while Annie
strove in various ways to comfort them.
CHAPTER XX. AT THE MATHER MANSION.
It was very lonely at the Mather mansion after the
departure of the soldiers, and it required all
Annie’s tact to keep Rose from sinking entirely
under the sense of desolation which crept over her as
she began more and more to realize what the war meant,
and to tremble for the safety of her husband and her
brothers. They were still in Washington, but they
might be ordered to advance at any moment; and, in a
tremor of distress, Rose waited and watched for every
mail which could bring her tidings of them. Next to
her husband’s letters, Jimmie’s did her the most good,
for Jimmie had in his nature a world of hopefulness and
humor; and his letters were full of fun, and quaint description
of the life he was leading. And still of the three
young men,—Will Mather, Tom Carleton, and Jimmie,—the
latter suffered the most acutely, for in addition to his
dislike of military life he was compelled to endure the
jokes and jeers which the coarser and more unfeeling of
his comrades heaped upon him when, from Bill Baker,
they heard that his first experience in arms-bearing had
been learned in the army of the enemy. To one of Bill’s
249instincts it seemed a great thing that he had captured
and brought to Washington so illustrious a prisoner as
the “Corp’ral,” as he persisted in calling him, and the
story was repeated with such wonderful additions, that
Jimmie, when once by accident he was a listener to the
tale failed utterly to recognize himself in the “chap who
had run so many miles, from, and then fought so many
hours with, the redoubtable Bill,” who, while annoying
his quondam captive so terribly, still, under all circumstances,
evinced for him an attachment as singular as it
was sincere. Everything which he could do for Jimmie
he did, becoming literally his servant and drudge, and
thus saving him from many a hardship which, as a private,
he would otherwise have encountered. It was a
fancy of Jimmie’s that by serving as a private in the
army against which his hand had once been lifted, he
should in some way expiate his sin, and, perhaps, be
surer of winning favor from Annie Graham, whose blue
eyes were constantly before him just as they had looked
when, in her dress of black, she stood in the spring sunshine,
bidding him good-bye. Soon after his arrival in
Washington, he had been offered a second lieutenancy in
Captain Carleton’s company, but he steadily declined the
office, giving no explanation to any one except his
brother and his sister Rose, to whom he wrote:
“Perhaps I was foolish to decline the offer, and for a moment I
was horribly tempted to accept it, especially when, by doing so, I
could to some degree escape my ‘thorn in the flesh,’ who, notwithstanding
that he does me many a kindness, annoys me excessively.
But I could not feel that I deserved that post. It ought to belong to
some one who had never spurned the Old Flag, and so I stood firm,
and suggested as a substitute that other Simms chap from Rockland,
Hophni, or Phineas, or Eli,—hanged if I know what his name is.
Any way, he is that crabbed widow’s son, that used to pucker her
mouth so when she saw ‘that young reb of a Carleton,’ and snatch
250away her gown for fear it should hit me. I reckon he’ll get the
office, with its twelve hundred a year, which he can use for his
mother’s support. One of her sons, you know, is married, and as
good as lost to her; while that boy Isaac is not long for this world.
Prison life at Richmond did the business for him, or I’m mistaken,
so let Eli be lieutenant, and James Carleton only a private. Do you
think I did right, and will that paragon of yours, Mistress Graham,
think so, too?”
This was what Jimmie wrote to Rose after he had been
gone for three or four weeks, and what Rose, with her
usual impetuous thoughtlessness, read to her mother and
Annie, who were both in her room when the letter came.
Annie had made an attempt to leave, but Rose had insisted
that there could be no secret in Jimmie’s letter. If
there was, she would skip it, she said, and she read on,
stumbling dreadfully, and mispronouncing words, for
Jimmie’s handwriting was never very plain: and this
letter, written with a soft lead pencil, with a bit of slate-stone
for a table, was his very worst. She made out,
however, that he had declined the office of second lieutenant
because he thought he did not deserve it; that he
had named Eli Simms as a fitter person for it than himself,
and that he had called the widow a “crab-apple,”
or something like it. All this was very clear; and, after
exclaiming against Jimmie’s morbid sense of justice in one
breath, and pronouncing him “perfectly splendid” in
another, she kept on till she reached the “paragon,”
which she rendered “Pequot,” making the sentence read,
“Will that Pequot of yours, Mistress Graham, think I did
right?”
“What did he call me?” Annie exclaimed, her face
turning very white, as she leaned toward Rose, who,
startled at her vehemence, tried again to make out the
word, which was strangely distorted, from the fact that
251just as Jimmie was writing it, his shadow, Bill, had struck
him familiarly upon the shoulder, saying, with a laugh,
“Writin’ to your gal, I s’pose? Give her Bill Baker’s
regrets.”
“It looks like Pequot, and some like Patagonian,”
Rose said, deciding at last that it was paragon, and adding
by way of an explanation to herself of Annie’s evident
surprise, “you did not like the idea of his calling you a
Pequot, did you Annie? It wouldn’t have meant anything
if he had, and it was natural that I should make the
blunder, for that’s the name he gave the young girl at the
Pequot House,—the one he liked, and to whom he passed
himself off as Dick Lee. You remember I told you about
her.”
“Yes, I remember,” and Annie’s voice was a little
husky—“the little girl who was not happy with her aunt,
and so listened the more willingly to the boy’s kind winning
words.”
Annie did not know why she said that, unless it were
wrung from her by some sudden and bitter memory of
what had been a bright sun-spot in her cheerless childhood.
When the Pequot girl was mentioned in her presence
once before, she had gathered that it was mostly
Mrs. Carleton’s pride which had taken the boy away from
any more rambles on the beach or moonlight sails upon
the bay, and perhaps it was a desire to defend and excuse
the girl which prompted her to advance a reason why
Dick Lee’s attentions had been so acceptable. She would
have given much to recall her words, which made Mrs.
Carleton dart a quick, curious glance at her, while Rose
exclaimed: “How do you know she was not happy with
her aunt? Did Jimmie ever tell you about her?”
“Never,” Annie replied, feeling glad that a servant appeared
252just at that moment, telling Rose a little girl was
in the kitchen asking to see her.
It was a daughter of one of the soldiers whose mother
was sick and had sent to Mrs. Mather for some little delicacy.
Such calls were frequent at the Mather house, for
the soldiers did not receive their pay regularly, and there
was much destitution among their families, who, but for
Rose’s liberality, would have suffered far more than they
did. As freely as water, her money was used to relieve
their wants, and now, forgetting Jimmie and his Pequot,
she entered at once into the little girl’s story, and when
told that the sick woman had expressed a wish to see her
she said, “I’ll go now; there’s Jake just come in. I’ll
have him harness the horses and take you home. It must
be a mile or more to your house.”
Rose usually acted upon her impulses, and was soon
in her carriage, with a huge basket at her feet and the
little girl opposite, enjoying her ride so much, and enjoying
it the more for the unmistakable signs of envy and
wonder which she detected in the faces of her companions
as she neared her humble home in the hollow.
Rose had asked both her mother and Annie to accompany
her, but they had declined, and for a time after
Rose’s departure they sat together in perfect silence,
while a curious train of thought was passing through the
minds of each. Annie’s agitation when Rose read “Pequot”
for “paragon” had surprised Mrs. Carleton, while
what she had said of the girl and her aunt had awakened
a feeling of disquiet and suspicion. Mrs. Carleton
was proud of her own and her husband’s family,—proud
of her wealth, and proud of her position. Not offensively
so, but in that quiet, assured kind of way so natural
to the highly bred Bostonian. It was this
253pride which had prompted her to resort to so extreme
measures with the boy Jimmie, when she found
how much he was interested in the little Pequot, and
when, during Jimmie’s brief stay in Rockland, she, with
a mother’s quick intuition, detected in him signs of interest
in Annie Graham, her pride again took fright, and
she was half glad to have him go from the possible temptation.
Something in the nobler part of the woman’s nature
told her how wrong the feeling was, while each day some
new development of Annie’s gentle Christian character,
made the desolate young creature dearer to her. That
she was superior to most people in her rank of life Mrs.
Carleton knew, and she had more than once wondered
how one like her had ever become the wife of a mechanic.
She was not thinking of this, however, on the afternoon
when she was alone with Annie, while Rose was away
on her errand of mercy. She was thinking rather of the
suspicion which had just found a lodgment in her mind,
and was devising some means of testing its reality. To
this end she at last made some casual remark about Rockland
and its people, asking if Annie had always lived there.
“Only since I was married,” was the reply. And Mrs.
Carleton continued,
“You seem more like Eastern people than like a New
Yorker. Were you born in New England?”
“Yes,—in Connecticut,” Annie said. And then Mrs.
Carleton made a great blunder by asking next,
“Were you born in or near New London? I have
been there several times, and may know your family.”
At mention of New London Annie’s eyes flashed upon
Mrs. Carleton with a startled look, as if she felt that
there was a deeper meaning in the questioning to which
she was being subjected than appeared on the surface,
and her voice trembled a little as she replied,
254“I was born in Hartford, and lived there till I was
eight years old, when my parents both died of cholera
in one day, and I went to live with my aunt in New
Haven.”
“Yes,” Mrs. Carleton answered slowly.
Thus far there was quite as much to prove as there
was to disprove the correctness of her surmise, and
thinking to herself,
“I may as well go further now I have commenced with
being rude,” she continued, “Pardon me, Mrs. Graham,
if I seem inquisitive, but I cannot help feeling interested
in one to whom Rose is so greatly attached, and I do not
remember that I ever heard any of your history before
your husband went to war. I do not even know your
maiden name.”
Annie’s heart beat almost audibly, and her cheeks were
very red, as she replied,
“My father was Dr. Howard, and I was Annie Louise
Howard. Excuse me, Mrs. Carleton, if I cannot talk
much of my girl-life after my parents died. It was not
a happy one. I was wholly dependent upon my aunt,
who, while giving me every advantage in the way of education,
kept before me so constantly the fact that I was
an object of charity that it embittered every moment of
my life, and when George offered me his love I accepted
it gladly, finding in him the only real friend I had known
since the day I was an orphan.”
Annie was crying now, and excusing herself she left
the parlor and repaired to her own room, where her excitement
spent itself in tears and sobs as she recalled all
the dreadful years when she was subject to the caprices
of the most capricious of women, who had attempted to
force her into a marriage with a millionnaire of sixty,
and had driven her to accept the love which George Graham
255had offered her. George had not been her equal in
an intellectual point of view, and none knew this fact
better than Annie herself. But he was the kindest, tenderest
of husbands, and she had loved him devotedly for
the manly virtues which made him the noble, unselfish
man he was. Capt. Carleton and Jimmie both could
sympathize with her tastes and inclinations far better
than George had done; but never once during her brief
married life had she allowed herself to wonder what her
lot might have been had it been cast with people like the
Carletons. And since her husband’s death anything
which looked away from that grave by the churchyard
gate seemed so terrible to her that now, as she recalled
Mrs. Carleton’s questionings, and guessed what had
prompted them, every nerve quivered with pain, which
could only be soothed by a visit to George’s grave.
There, on the turf which covered him, she had wept out
many a grief, and she started for it now, the villagers
watching her as she passed their doors, and curiously
speculating, as people will, upon the time to come when
the long black dress and graceful, girlish form would not
be so often seen among the Rockland dead.
Already the gossips of the town were coupling her
name with the Carletons, the majority giving her to Tom,
the elder, and more worthy of the two. A whisper of this
gossip had been borne to Mrs. Carleton, who, while pretending
to ignore it, had felt troubled as she recalled all
the incidents of Jimmie’s visit at home. Then, when
the suspicion came to her that the woman whom Rose
had taken into her household was possibly identical with
the girl of New London, whose name she could not remember,
she felt for a moment greatly disturbed. There
was a fierce struggle with her pride, a close reasoning
with herself, and then her better nature triumphed, and
256her heart went out very kindly toward poor Annie, at
that moment standing by her husband’s grave, and wondering
why her thoughts would keep straying away to
the wayward young man who had been a traitor to his
country, but was trying to atone by voluntarily bearing
the hardships of a private’s life when a better was offered
him. He had asked if she would think he did right, and
the question had shown that he cared for her good opinion.
Yes, she did think he was right, and she resolved
to send him a message to that effect when Rose wrote to
him next. There was no wrong to the dead in the
thought, and her tears dropped just as fast upon the
marble as she stooped to kiss the name cut upon it and
then left the silent graveyard.
Meantime Rose had visited her sick woman in the Hollow,—had
fed the hungry children, and dropped upon
the floor the six weeks baby which she tried to hold,
then, gathering her shawl about her and holding up her
skirts, just as she always did when in the homes of the
poor, she re-entered her carriage and bade Jake drive
her next to Widow Simms’.
Everything there was neat and clean as soap and
sand and the widow’s two hands could make it, while
Susan made a very pretty picture, in her dark stuff
gown with the scarlet velvet ribbon in her black
hair. There was a saucer of English violets on the
round deal table, and their sweet perfume filled the
room into which Rose came dancing, her eyes shining
like stars, and her cheeks so brilliant a color that the
widow began directly to wonder “if there wasn’t some
paint there.”
The widow was not in her best mood, for she was very
tired, having done a heavy washing in the morning before
Rose Mather had thought of opening her bright
257eyes; then, after the coarser, larger pieces were dried
and ironed, she had tried to spin, a work to which she
clung as tenaciously as if on every stream in New England
there were not a cotton or woolen factory capable of doing
the work so much easier and better than herself.
The widow was fond of spinning, and she had turned
the wheel with a right good will, until Isaac had complained
that the continuous humming hurt his head, and
made him think of the wind as it howled so dismally
around the dreary prison in Richmond. Libby, they
called it now, and Isaac always shuddered when he heard
the name and thought of what he suffered there.
Isaac was very weak and pale, and his face looked like
that of some young girl as he lay among his pillows, in
the pretty dressing-gown which Rose had bought and
Annie had made for him. He was sleeping when Rose
came in, and the widow’s “Hsh-sh,” came warningly as
a greeting, but came too late, for Rose’s blithesome voice
had roused him, and his glad, welcoming smile more than
counterbalanced the frown which settled on the widow’s
face when she saw her boy disturbed. Rose was accustomed
to the widow’s ways, and throwing off her shawl and
untying her hat, she sat down on the foot of Isaac’s
bed, and drawing Jimmie’s letter from her pocket began:
“I’ve got such splendid news for you, Mrs. Simms,—at
least, I think I have. Yes, I know it’s sure to come true.
Eli is going to be a lieutenant, with twelve hundred dollars
a year. Such a heap of money for him; and it’s all
Jimmie’s doings, too. He would not have the office because
he did not think he deserved it. Listen to what he
says.”
Both the Widow and Susan were close to Rose now,
the frown all gone from the widow’s brow, and the pucker
258from her mouth; but both came back in a trice, as
blundering Rose read on about “Hophni,” and “Phineas,”
and “Eli,” till she came to the “crabbed,” which
she called “crab-apple,” and then stopped short, her face
a perfect blaze, as she tried to apologize.
“’Tain’t wuth while to soap it over,” the widow said,
fiercely. “I be a crab-apple, I s’pose, and a gnarly one
at that, but I am as I was made, and I’d like to know if
crabs wan’t as good as Secessioners.”
“Please, mother, never mind,” Isaac said, pleadingly,
and his voice always quieted the fiery woman, who listened
while Rose read of Eli’s good fortune, and made
another terrible mistake by stumbling upon Jimmie’s
opinion of Isaac’s sickness.
She only read, “He is not long for this world,” but
that was enough to bring a flush to his brow, and
blanch his mother’s cheek; while, with a gush of tears,
Rose hid her face in Susan’s lap, and sobbed:
“I wish I had not come. I’m always doing wrong
when I mean to do the best. Oh, I wish the war had
never been, and I don’t believe Isaac is so sick. Jimmie
has no right to judge. He don’t know.”
Rose’s distress was too genuine not to touch the widow,
who tried to appear calm and unconcerned, and even
said something kind of Jimmie, who had so generously
preferred Eli to himself. But there was a restraint over
everything, and, after a few awkward attempts at something
like natural conversation, Rose bade a hasty good-bye,
and went out from the house to which she had
brought more sorrow than joy.
CHAPTER XXI. “NOT LONG FOR THIS WORLD.”
259
The sick boy whispered the words a great many
times to himself, as with his face to the wall,
where neither his mother nor Susan could see it,
he thought of what Rose had read, and wondered if it
were true. He was not afraid to die. He had been very
near death once before, and had not shrunk from meeting
it as death. It was only the dying from home he
had dreaded so much, asking to live till he could see his
mother again, and the grass growing by the cottage
door, and the violets by the well. And God had taken
him at his word. He had lived to see his mother, to feel
the touch of her rough hands upon his hair; to hear her
voice, always kind to him, calling him her “Iky boy;”
to see the green grass by the door, and the violets by
the well. But this, alas! did not suffice. He wanted to
live longer,—live to be a man, like Eli and John; live to
do good; live to take care of his mother; live to hear the
notes of victory borne on the northern breeze, as the
Federal Flag floated again over land and sea. All this
was worth living for, and Isaac was young to die,—only
nineteen, and looking three years younger. It was very
hard, and the dark eyelashes closed tightly to keep back
the tears as the white lips tried to pray, “Thy will be
done.” That was what they meant to utter, but there
came instead the first words of the prayer the Saviour
taught, “Our Father!” that was all; but the very name
of father brought a deep peace into Isaac’s heart.
God was his father, and he had nothing to fear; living
or dying, it would be well with the boy who would not
260tell a lie even for promotion. And so, while the mother
whose heart ached and throbbed with this new fear, and
still found time to feel a thrill of pride in Lieutenant Eli,
moved softly around the room, preparing the dainty supper
for her child, Isaac slept peacefully, nor woke until
the delicate repast was ready, and waiting for him on
the little table by the bed. There was spiced chocolate
to-night, and nice cream toast, with grape jelly, and a
bit of cold baked chicken, and the highly-seasoned cucumber
pickles Isaac had craved so much since his return,
and which the physician said were good for him.
And the best china cup was brought out, and the silver
spoons marked with the widow’s maiden name, and a
white napkin was on the tray; and Isaac, who enjoyed
such things, knew why it was all done that particular
night, just as the widow knew why, at bed-time, he asked
Susan to read from Revelation, vii. 16, “They shall hunger
no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun
light on them, nor any heat. For the Lamb which is in
the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead
them unto living fountains of waters, and God shall
wipe away all tears from their eyes.”
He was thinking of his heavenly home, while the
mother was thinking of the time when he, who Jimmie
Carleton had said “was not long for earth,” would be
gone, and she could no longer do for him the little offices
which gave her so much comfort. Since the dreadful
days when she knew her boy was in prison, the widow
had not felt so keen a pang as that which stirred her
heart-strings now, when alone in her room she dropped
in her quick, defiant way into the high-backed chair, and
sitting stiff and straight, tried to face the future.
It could not be that Isaac had only come home to die,—God
would not deal thus harshly with her. He had
261spared Eli and John, He had promoted them both
and He would not take Isaac from her. The boy was
getting better, he was mending every day, or, at least,
she had thought so, until Rose Mather came with her
message of evil. Why could not Rose have stayed at
home? Why need she come there and leave such a
sting behind? The widow was growing very hard and
wicked toward poor little thoughtless Rose, and her
heart lay like a stone in her bosom, as for an hour or
more she sat in her high-backed chair, thinking of the
boy whose low breathings she could hear from the next
room. He was sleeping, she thought, and she would steal
softly to his side and see if it was written on his face
that his days were numbered. But Isaac was not asleep,
and he knew the moment his mother bent over him, and
turning toward her, he whispered,
“I know why you are up so late, mother; and what
you are here for. You are thinking of what Mrs. Carleton
said, and wondering if it is true. I guess ’tis, mother,
for I don’t get any stronger, and my cough hurts me
so. But I’m not a bit afraid to die now, with you beside
me up to the very last minute. In Richmond it was different:
and I prayed so hard that God would let me
come back, if only to drink from the well and then die
on the grass beside it. He did let me come, and now
we mustn’t say anything if He does not let me stay but a
little bit of a while. I’ve been thinking it over since
Mrs. Mather went away, and at first it seemed hard that
Eli and John should both have such good luck, and only
‘Stub,’ be the one to suffer.”
He said this last playfully, using his old nickname of
“Stub,” because he saw by the dim light burning on the
table the bitter look of anguish upon his mother’s face, and
he would fain remove it. At the mention of the name
262which her more stalwart sons had given to her baby, the
widow’s chin quivered, and her rough hand smoothed
the thin light hair, but she did not speak, and Isaac
went on:
“Then, too, I want to live till the war is over. I want
to hear the joyful shouts, and see the bonfires they will
kindle in the streets. There’s a big box in the barn. I
hid it there the morning I went away, and I said when
the peace comes we can burn that box, and mother will
look out from the window, and the church bells will ring,
and there’ll be such rejoicings. Now I ’most know I shan’t
be here to see it. But, mother, you’ll burn the box,—you
and Susan, with Eli and John,—and you’ll think of me,
who did what I could to bring the peace.”
There was a choking sound like the swallowing of a
great sob, and that was all the answer the widow made;
only her hands moved faster through the threads of light
brown hair, and her rigid form sat up straighter, more
rigid than ever. She was suffering the fiercest pangs she
would ever know, for she was giving Isaac up. She was
coming to the knowledge that he was really going from
her,—that Jimmie Carleton was right, and Isaac was not
long for this world. When at last her mind reached that
point, the tension of nerve gave way for a little, and her
hot tears poured over the white face she kissed so tenderly.
The moon was looking in at the low west window ere
the widow went back to her own bed, and Isaac, nestling
down among his pillows, fell away to sleep, dreaming of
the bonfire in the street, when the hidden box was burned,
and dreaming, too, of that other world which lies so
near this that he could almost see the loving hands
stretched out to welcome him.
After that night the widow’s mouth shut together
263more firmly than ever, and the frown between her eyes
was more marked and decided, while her manner to all save
Isaac and Annie Graham was sharper, and crisper than
before. When Eli’s letter came telling of his promotion
and lauding Jimmie Carleton, whose generous act was a
by-word in the company, her face relaxed a little, and she
said to Annie Graham: “The Lord is good to my two
oldest boys, but if he’d give me Isaac I wouldn’t care
for all the titles in Christendom.”
As the warm weather came on, Isaac did not get up any
more to sit by the open door, but lay all day on his bed,
sometimes sleeping, sometimes thinking, and sometimes
listening while Annie read to him from the Bible. Isaac
was very fond of Annie. She had been George Graham’s
wife, and he evinced so much desire to have her
constantly with him that at last she stayed altogether
with Mrs. Simms, only going occasionally to the Mather
Mansion, where they missed her so much. Rose was
nothing without her, and had at first opposed her going
to the Widow Simms.
“If help was needed,” she said, “she would hire some
one, for Annie must not tire herself out just as she was
beginning to grow plump and beautiful again.”
But when Isaac said to her: “Please let Mrs. Graham
come; it will not be long she’ll have to stay, and she is so
full of hope and faith that it makes me more willing to
die and to go away alone across the Jordan,” she withdrew
her opposition, and Annie was free to go and come
as she liked. It suited Annie to get away from the Mather
Mansion just then, for she could not help feeling
that there was a purpose in Mrs. Carleton’s questioning
her of her early history, and she hailed any excuse which
removed her from the scrutiny with which since that
conversation touching her early home and maiden name
264Mrs. Carleton had evidently regarded her. Jimmie had
written to her once, inclosing the unsealed note in a letter
to Rose, and Annie’s cheeks had been all ablaze as she
read it, for she knew the mother’s eyes were fastened
upon her. It was nothing but a simple acknowledgment
of some article Annie had made and sent to him in a box
filled for all three of the soldiers, Will Mather, Tom and
Jimmie. There was also mention made of Annie’s kindly
message, to the intent that she did think he was right
in giving the office to Eli, and a wish expressed that she
would write to him.
“You don’t know how much good letters from home do such
scamps as we privates are, or how we need something from the civilized
world to keep us from turning heathens.”
Tom, too, had sent thanks to Annie Graham for the
needle-book made for him, but he did not write to her,
though every letter had in it more or less of “Mrs. Graham,”
and Mrs. Carleton, while saying to herself: “Both
my boys have fallen under the spell,” felt her pride
gradually giving way and her heart growing warmer toward
the woman whom she missed so much during the
weeks spent at Isaac’s bedside.
They were not many, for when the dry days of August
came on, and the grass withered by the door, and the
flowers drooped for want of rain, and the sun rose each
morning redder, hotter, than on the previous day, the
sick boy began to fail rapidly, and one night, just as
the wind was beginning to blow from the west, where
a bank of dark clouds was lying, he whispered to Annie:
“Call mother and Susan, for I know I am going now.”
The widow was in the back yard, putting out the barrels
and tubs to catch the rain if it came, for the well
265and the cistern were nearly dry, just as her dim eyes
were, when a few minutes after she bent over her boy,
and saw the change coming so rapidly. She could not
weep, and Susan’s sobs annoyed her. “’Twas like them
Ruggleses to go into hysterics and make a fuss,” she
thought, with a kind of bitter scorn for her daughter-in-law,
who loved Isaac as a brother, and wept that he was
leaving them. Perhaps the dying boy detected the feeling,
for he said, feebly:
“Go out, Susan and Mrs. Graham both. I want to
be alone with mother a minute.” Then when they were
alone, he said: “I am dying, mother, and I know you
won’t be angry at what I say. I want you to be kind to
Susan, and pet her some and love her for John’s sake.
She is a good girl, and Mr. Carleton’s good too, the one
they call Jimmie, I mean. Don’t say harsh things of him
because he was once a rebel. Don’t speak against him to
Mrs. Graham. Maybe she will like him sometime, and if
so, help her, mother, instead of hindering it.”
Jimmie Carleton, on his lone picket-watch that night
on the banks of the Potomac, and thinking, alas! more
of a black-robed figure, with braids of pale brown hair,
than of a lurking foe, little dreamed of the good word
spoken for him by the dying boy, whose eyes turned
lovingly to Annie when she came back to him, and held
his clammy hand.
“It is not dark; it is not hard; I am not afraid, for
the Saviour is with me,” he kept repeating, and then he
sent messages to his absent brothers,—to Captain Tom
Carleton, who had been so kind to him in prison, and to
Jimmie, too, and all the boys who had been with him in
battle; and then, just as the wind began to roar down
the chimney, and the refreshing rain to beat against the
windows, Isaac’s spirit went out into the great unknown
266expanse beyond this life, and only the pale, emaciated
body was left in the humble room, where the lone women
stood looking upon the boyish face, which seemed so
young in death.
The widow uttered no sound when she knew he was
dead, and it was her hand which drew the covering decently
about him, and then picked up from the floor a
loose feather, which had dropped from the worn pillow.
Susan must speak to their next-door neighbors, she
said, and ask them to care for the body. Then, when
the men came in, she remembered an open window in
the back chamber where the rain must be driving in,
and stole up there on the pretence of shutting it; but she
did not return till the men were gone, and Isaac was lying
on the calico-covered lounge with a look of perfect
peace upon his face, and the damp night air blowing
softly across his light hair.
Kneeling at his side, and laying her hard cheek against
the icy face of her last-born, the mother gave vent to her
grief in her own peculiar way. There were no tears, or
sobs; but loving, tender, cooing words whispered over
the boy, as if he had been a living baby, instead of a soldier
dead. And yet the fact that it was a soldier, lying
there before her, was never lost sight of, and the bitter
part of the woman’s nature was stirred to its very depths
as she remembered what had brought her boy to this.
It was the war. And fierce were the mental denunciations
against those who had stirred up the strife, while
with the bitterness came pitying thoughts of the poor
boys who died in the lonely hospitals, or on the battle-fields;
and with her cheek still resting against the pale,
clammy one, and her fingers threading the light hair, the
widow vowed that all she was, and all she had, should
henceforth be given to the war. She would work for the
267soldiers, give to the soldiers, deny herself food and raiment
for the soldiers; aye, even die for them, if need be;
and whispering the vow into her dead boy’s ear, she left
him there alone, just as the early summer dawn was breaking.
And when, next morning, her friends came in to
see her, they found her sitting by the body, and working
upon the shirt she had a few days before taken from the
Aid Society to make for some poor wretch.
She should not wear mourning, she said. She had
other uses for her money; and so the leghorn of many
years’ date, with the old faded green veil, followed Isaac
Simms to the grave, and the widow’s face was still and
stony as if cut from solid marble.
They made him a great funeral, too, though not so
great as George Graham’s had been; for Isaac was not
the second, nor the third, nor the fourth soldier buried
in Rockland’s churchyard. But he was Isaac Simms,—“Little
Ike,”—“Stub,”—whom everybody liked; and so
the firemen came out to do him honor, and the Rockland
Guards, and the company of young lads who were beginning
to drill, and the boys from the Academy, and
Rose Mather was chief directress, and her carriage carried
the widow, and Susan, and Annie, and herself up to
the newly-made grave, where they left the boy who once
had sawed wood for the little lady now paying him such
honor.
The war was a great leveler of rank, bringing together
in one common cause the high and the low, the rich and
the poor, and in no one was this more strikingly seen
than in the case of Rose Mather, who, utterly forgetful of
the days when, as Rose Carleton, of Boston, she would
scarcely have deigned to notice such as the Widow
Simms, now sought in so many ways to comfort the
stricken woman, going every day to her humble home,
268and once coaxing her to spend a day at the Mather
mansion, together with Susan, whom Rose secretly
thought a little insipid and dull. Susan’s husband was
alive, and in the full flush of prosperity; so Susan did
not need sympathy, but the widow did, and Rose got
her up to the “Great House,” as the widow called it,
and ordered a most elaborate dinner, with soups and
fish, and roasts and salads, prepared with oil, which
turned the widow’s stomach, and ices and chocolate, and
Charlotte-russe, and nuts and fruit, and coffee served in
cups the size of an acorn, the widow thought, as very red
in the face and perspiring at every pore, she went
through the dreadful dinner which lasted nearly three
hours, and left her at its conclusion, “weak as water,
and sweatin’ like rain,” as she whispered to Annie, who
took the tired woman for a few moments into her own
room, and listened patiently to her comments upon the
grand dinner which had so nearly been the death of her.
Susan, on the contrary, enjoyed it. It was her first
glimpse of life among the very wealthy, and while her
mother-in-law was wondering “how Annie could stand
such doins every day, and especially that ’bominable
soup, and still wus salut,” Susan was thinking how she
should like to live in just such style, and wondering if,
when John came home with his wages all saved, she
could not set up housekeeping somewhat on the Mather
order. At least she would have those little coffees after
dinner; though she doubted John’s willingness to sit
quietly until the coffee was reached.
It was a long day to the widow, and the happiest part
of it was the going home by the cemetery, where she
stopped at Isaac’s grave, and bending over the turf,
murmured her tender words of love and sorrow for the
boy who slept beneath. There was a plan forming in
269the widow’s mind, and it came out at last to Annie, who
was visiting her one day.
The hospitals were full to overflowing, and the cry all
along the lines was for more help to care for the sick
and dying, and the widow was going as nurse, either in
the hospital or in the field. She should prefer the latter,
she said, “for only folks with pluck could stand it
there.”
And Annie encouraged her to go, and even talked of
going too, but the first suggestion of the plan brought
such a storm of opposition from Rose, that for a little
time longer Annie yielded, resolving, however, that ere
long she would break away and take her place where
she felt that she could do more good than she was doing
in Rockland.
CHAPTER XXII THE WOUNDED SOLDIER.
Widow Simms was going to the army, and Jimmie
Carleton, who was coming home for a few
weeks, was to be her escort to Washington.
During the summer Jimmie had seen a good deal of hard
service. He had been in no general battle, but had
taken part in several skirmishes and raids, in one of
which he received a severe flesh wound in his arm,
which, together with a sprained ankle, confined him for
a time to the hospital, and finally procured for him a
furlough of three or four weeks. Rose was delighted,
and this time the Federal Fag was actually floating from
the cupola of the Mather mansion in honor of Jimmie’s
return but there was no crowd at the depot to welcome
270him. That custom was worn out, and only the
Mather carriage was waiting for Jimmie, whose right
arm was in a sling, and whose face looked pale and thin
from his recent confinement in hospital. Altogether he
was very interesting in his character as a wounded soldier,
Rose thought, as she made an impetuous rush at
him, nearly strangling him with her vehement joy at
having him home again. And Jimmie was very glad to
see her,—glad, too, to meet his mother,—but his eyes
kept constantly watching the door, and wandering down
the hall, as if in quest of some one who did not come.
During the weary days he had passed in the Georgetown
Hospital, Annie Graham’s face had been constantly
with him, and as he watched the tall, wiry figure of the
nurse, who always wore a sun-bonnet and had a pin between
her teeth, he kept wishing that it was Annie, and
even worked himself into a passion against his sister
Rose, who, in one of her letters, had spoken of Annie’s
proposal to offer herself as nurse, and her violent opposition
to the plan.
“If Rose had minded her business Annie might possibly
have been in this very ward, instead of that old
maid from Massachusetts, who looks for all the world
like those awful good women in Boston, who don’t wear
hoops, and who distribute tracts on Sundays in the
vicinity of Cornhill. Why can’t a woman look decent,
and distribute tracts, too? Annie, in her black dress,
with her hair done up somehow, would do more good to
us poor invalids than forty strong-minded females in
paste-board bonnets, with an everlasting pin between
their teeth.”
Thus Jimmie fretted about Rose, and the Massachusetts
woman, who, in spite of her big pin and paste-board
bonnet, brought him many a nice dish of tea or
271bowl of soup, until the order came for him to go home,
when, with an alacrity which almost belied the languor
and weakness he had complained of so bitterly, he packed
his valise and started again for Rockland. This time he
wore the “army blue;” but the suit which at first had
been so fresh and clean, was soiled, and worn, and hateful
to the fastidious young man, who only endured it because
he fancied it might in some way commend him to
Annie Graham. Rose had written that she worshiped
the very name of a soldier, especially if he were a poor
private, her sympathies being specially enlisted for that
class of people. And Jimmie was a poor private, and a
wounded one at that, with his arm in a sling, and a cane
in his hand, and his curly hair cut short, and his coat
all wrinkled and soiled, and his knapsack on his back;
and he was going home to Annie, who surely would welcome
him now, and hold his hand a moment, and possibly
dress his wound. That would be delightful; and
Jimmie’s blood went tingling through his veins as he felt
in fancy the soft touch of Annie’s fingers upon his flesh,
and saw her head crowned with the pale brown hair
bending over him. He felt a little disappointment that
she was not at the depot to meet him, while his chagrin
increased at the tardiness of her appearance after his
arrival home, but she was coming at last, and Jimmie’s
quick ear caught the rustle of her garments as she came
down the stairs and into the room, smiling and blushing,
as she took his offered hand, and begged him not to rise
for her.
“You are lame yet, I see. I had hoped your ankle
might be well,” she said, glancing at his cane, which he
carried more from habit, and because it had been given
him by an officer, than from any real necessity.
His sprained ankle was almost well, and only troubled
272him at times; but after Annie’s look of commiseration at
the cane, and her evident intention to pity him for his
ankle rather than his arm, he found it vastly easy to be
lame again, and even made some excuse to cross the
room in order to show off the limp which had not been
very perceptible when he first came in. And Annie was
very sorry for him, and inquired with a great deal of
interest into the particulars of his being wounded, and
kindly sat where he could look directly at her, and
thought, alas! how much he was changed from the
fashionably-dressed, saucy-faced young man who went
from them only a few months before. Short hair was
not becoming to him,—neither was his thin, burnt face,—neither
was that soiled blue coat; and he looked as
little as possible like a hero whom maidens could worship.
Some such thought passed through Annie’s mind,
while Rose, too, felt the change in her handsome brother,
and, with a puzzled expression on her face, said to him,
as she stood by his side:
“How queer you do look, with your hair so short, and
the hollows in your cheeks! Does war change all the
boys so much? Are Tom and Will such frights?”
“Rose!” Mrs. Carleton said, reprovingly, while Annie
looked up in surprise, pitying Jimmie, whose chin quivered
even more than his voice, as he said:
“Tom and Will have not been sick like me; and then,—there’s
no denying it,—officers have easier times, as a
general thing, than privates. I do not mean, by that,
that I regret my position, for I do not. Somebody must
take a private’s place, and it would better be I than a
great many others; but, Rose, I shall regret it, perhaps,
if by the means my looks become obnoxious to my sister
and friends.”
There was a marked emphasis on the word friends, and
273Jimmie’s eyes went over appealingly to Annie, who remembered
how proud the boy Dick Lee used to be of his
beauty, and guessed how Rose’s remarks must have
wounded him. Rose suspected it, too, and winding her
arms around his neck she tried to apologize.
“Forgive me, Jimmie,” she said; “I did not mean
anything; only your hair is so short,—just like the convicts
at Charlestown,—and your coat is so tumbled and
dirty; but Hannah can wash that, or I can buy you a
new one,” and Rose stumbled on, making matters ten
times worse, until Mrs. Carleton succeeded in turning
the conversation upon something besides her son’s personal
appearance.
Annie was very sorry for him, and her sympathy expressed
itself in the soft light of her blue eyes which
rested so kindly upon him, and in the low, gentle cadence
of her voice when she addressed him, and her eager
haste to bring him whatever she thought he wanted, and
so save him the pain of walking!
Mrs. Carleton saw through that ruse at once. She had
noticed no limp when Jimmie first came in, and she
readily suspected why it was put on. But it was not for
her to expose her son. From a lady who had spent a
few days at the Mather House, and who once lived near
Hartford, Mrs. Carleton had learned that the Dr. Howard,
who had died of cholera in ‘49, was highly respected,
both as a gentleman and a practising physician, and this
had helped to reconcile her in a great measure to whatever
might result from her son’s evident liking for Annie
Graham, née Annie Howard, and as she more than
half suspected, the heroine of Jimmie’s boyish fancy.
How very beautiful Jimmie thought Annie was, after
he had had time to recover himself a little and look at her
closely. She was in better health, and certainly in better
274spirits than when he saw her last. Her cheeks were
rounder, her eyes were brighter, and her hair more luxuriant,
and worn more in accordance with the prevailing
style. This was Rose’s doings, as was also the increased
length of Annie’s dress, which swept the floor with so
long a trail that the Widow Simms had made it the subject
of sundry invidious remarks.
“Needn’t tell her that a widder could wear such long
switchin’ gowns, and think just as much of the grave by
the gate. She knew better, and Miss Graham was beginnin’
to get frillicky. She could see through a millstone.”
This was Mrs. Simms’ opinion of the long gored dress
which Jimmie noticed at once, admiring the graceful,
symmetrical appearance it gave to Annie’s figure, just as
he admired the softening effect which the plain white
collar and cuffs had upon Annie’s dress. When he was
home before, everything about her was black of the deepest
dye; but now the sombreness of her attire was
relieved somewhat, and Jimmie liked the change. He
could look at her without seeing constantly before him
the grave by the churchyard gate, where slept the man
whose widow she was. She did not seem like a widow,
she was so young; only twenty-one, as Jimmie knew
from Rose, who, delighted with the friendly meeting between
her brother and friend, was again building castles
of what might be. Could Rose have had her choice in the
matter, she would have selected Tom for Annie. He
was older, steadier, while his letters seemed very much
like Annie. Tom had found the Saviour of whom Isaac
Simms once talked so earnestly in the prison house at
Richmond. He was better than Jimmie, Rose reasoned,
and more likely to suit Annie. Still, if it were to be
otherwise, she was satisfied, and in a quiet way she aided
275and abetted Jimmie in all his plans to be frequently alone
with Annie. It was Annie who rode with him when
Mrs. Carleton was indisposed, and Rose did not care to
go,—Annie who read to him the books which Rose pronounced
too stupid for anything,—Annie who brought
his cane, and Annie who finally attended to his wounded
arm. The physician did not come one day; Mrs. Carleton
was sick; and Rose positively could not touch it
and so Annie timidly offered her services, and Jimmie
knew from actual experience just how her soft
fingers felt upon his arm, his pulse throbbing and the
blood tingling in every vein as she dressed his wound
so carefully, asking anxiously if she hurt him very badly.
He would have suffered martyrdom sooner than lose the
opportunity of feeling those soft fingers upon his flesh,
and so it came about that Annie was his surgeon, and
ministered daily to the wound which healed far too
rapidly to suit the young man, who began to shrink
from a return to the life he had found so irksome.
Tom had written twice for him to come as soon as
possible, and now only one day more remained of the
month he was to spend at home. The Widow Simms
was ready to go with him; Susan had gone to her
mother, and the cottage was to be closed, subject to a
continual oversight from Mrs. Baker and an occasional
inspection from both Rose and Annie. The box which
Isaac had hidden in the barn, waiting for the bonfire
which should celebrate our nation’s final victory, had
been brought from its hiding-place, and baptized with
the first and only tears the widow had shed since she
went back to her humble home and left him in the graveyard.
Sacred to her was that box, and she put it with
her best table and chairs, bidding Annie Graham see
that no harm befell it, and saying to her, “In case I
276never come back, and peace is declared, burn the box for
Isaac’s sake, right there on the grass-plat, which he
dreamed about in Richmond.”
And Annie promised all, as she packed the widow’s
trunk, putting in many little dainties which Rose Mather
had supplied, and which were destined for the soldiers
whom the widow was to nurse. She had been all day
with Mrs. Simms, and Rose had been back and forth
with her packages, curtailing her calls because of Jimmie,
with whom she would spend as much time as possible.
Jimmie was not in a very social mood that day; the
house was very lonely without Annie, and the young man
did nothing but walk from one window to another, looking
always in the direction of Widow Simms’, and
scarcely heeding at all what either his mother or sister
were saying to him. When it began to grow dark, and
he heard Rose speak of sending the carriage for Annie
as she had promised to do, he said:
“I ought to see Mrs. Simms myself to-night, and know
if everything is in readiness for to-morrow. I will go for
Mrs. Graham, and Rose,—don’t order the carriage,—there
is a fine moon, and she,—that is,—I would rather
walk.”
Jimmie spoke hurriedly, and something in his manner
betrayed to Rose the reason why he preferred to walk.
“Oh, Jimmie!” she exclaimed, “I’m so glad; tell her
so for me. I thought at first you did not like each
other, and everything was going wrong. I am so glad;
though I had picked her out for Tom. I ’most know he
fancied her, and then he is a widower. It would be
more suitable.”
Rose meant nothing disparaging to Jimmie’s suit.
She did think Tom, with his thirty-two years, better
suited to Annie, who had been a wife, than saucy-faced
277teasing Jimmie of only twenty-four. But love never
consults the suitability of a thing, and Jimmie was desperately
in love by this time. It was not possible for
one of his temperament to live a whole month with Annie
as he had lived, and not be in love with her. Her
graceful beauty, brightened by the auxiliaries of dress
and improved health, and the thousand little attentions
she paid him just because he was a soldier, had finished
the work begun when he was home before, and he could
not go back without hearing from her own lips whether
there was any hope for him,—the scamp, the scapegrace,
the rebel, as he had been called by turns. What Rose
said of Tom brought a shadow to his face, and as
he walked rapidly toward Widow Simms’, not limping
now, or scarcely touching his cane to the ground, he
thought of Tom,—old Tom he called him,—wondering
how much he had been interested in Annie Graham, and
asking himself if it were just the thing for him to take
advantage of Tom’s absence, and supplant him in the
affections of one whom he might, perhaps, have won had
he an opportunity.
“But Tom has had his day,” Jimmie thought. “He
can’t expect another wife as nice as Mary was, and it is
only fair for me to try my luck. I never loved any one
before.”
Jimmie stopped suddenly here; stopped in his soliloquy
and his walk, and looking up into the starry sky,
thought of the boy at New London, and the hills beyond,
and the hotel on the beach, and the white-robed little
figure with the blue ribbons in the golden hair, and the
soft light in the violet eyes, which used to watch for his
coming, and look so bright and yet so modest withal
when he came. Louise her aunt had called her, and he
278had designated her as Lu, or Lulu, just as the fancy
took him.
“I did love her some,” Jimmie thought. “Yes, I loved
her as well as a boy of seventeen is capable of loving,
and I deceived her shabbily. I wonder where she is?
She must be twenty or more by this time, and a woman
much like Annie. If I could find her, who knows that I
might not like her best?” And for a moment Jimmie
revolved the propriety of leaving Annie to Tom, while
he sought for his first love of the Pequot House.
But Annie Graham had made too strong an impression
upon him to be given up for a former love, who
might be dead for aught he knew, and so Tom was cast
overboard, and Jimmie resumed his walk in the direction
of Widow Simms’ cottage.
The widow’s trunks were all packed and ready: every
thing was done in the cottage which Annie could do, and
with a tired flush on her cheek, a tumbled look about
her hair, and a rent in the black dress, made by a nail on
one of the boxes, Annie was waiting for the carriage, and
half wishing, as she looked out into the bright moonlight,
that she was going to walk home instead of riding. The
fresh air would do her good, she thought, just as Jimmie
appeared at the door. He had come to see if there was
anything he could do for Mrs. Simms, he said, and to escort
Mrs. Graham home.
Annie’s cheeks were very red as she went for her shawl,
and then bade good-bye to Mrs. Simms, whom she did
not expect to see on the morrow. As soon as they were
outside the gate, Jimmie drew her shawl close round her
neck, and taking her arm in his, said to her: “The night is
very fine and warm, too, for the first of November. You
won’t mind taking the longest route home, I am sure, as
it is the last time I may ever walk with you, and there is
279something I must tell you before I go back to danger and
possible death.”
He had turned into a long, grassy lane or newly opened street,
where there were but few houses yet, and Annie
knew the route would at least be a mile out of the way,
but she could not resist the man who held her so closely
to his side. She must hear what he had to say, and with
an upward glance at the clear blue sky where she fancied
George was looking down upon her, she nerved herself
to listen.
“Annie,” he began, “I’ve called you Mrs. Graham heretofore,
but for to-night you must be Annie, even if you
give me no right to call you by that name again. Annie,
I have been a scamp, a wretch, a rebel, and almost everything
bad. I deceived a young girl in New London years
ago when I was a boy. Rose told you something about it
once. Her name was Louise,—Lulu I called her,—and I
made her think I loved her.”
“And didn’t you love her?” Annie asked suddenly,
her voice ringing clear in the still night and making Jimmie
start, there was something so quiet and determined
in its tone.
Still he had no suspicion that the woman beside him
was the girl he had left on the beach at New London,
and he continued: “Yes, Annie, I did, as boys of seventeen
love girls of fourteen. She was pretty and soft, and
pure and good, and I kissed her once on her forehead,
and then I went away and never saw her after, or knew
what became of her. And I am telling you this by way of
confessing my misdeeds, for I’ve been a fast and reckless
young man. I’ve gambled, and sneered at the
Bible, and broken the Sabbath heaps of times, and flirted
with more than forty girls, some of them not very respectable
either, and none as pure as little Lulu. I ran
280away from home and nearly broke my mother’s heart. I
joined the rebel army and fought against my brother at
the battle of Bull Run. I was captured by Bill Baker
and led with a halter to Washington and there shut up
in prison. A fine character I give myself, and yet after all
this I have dared to love you, Annie Graham, and I have
brought you this way to ask if you will be my wife. Not
now, of course: not before I go back; but if I come
through the war alive will you be mine then, Annie?
Tell me, darling, and don’t tremble so, or turn your face
away.”
Annie was shaking in every joint, and the face which
Jimmie tried in vain to see was white as ashes. She had
expected something like this when he led her down that
grassy lane, but nevertheless it came to her with a shock,
making her feel as if in some way she had injured her
dead husband by listening to another’s love. And still she
could not at once repulse the young man whose arm was
around her, and who had drawn her to a gap in a stone
wall, where he made her sit down while she answered
him. Strange feelings had swept over her as she heard
Jimmie Carleton’s voice telling her how much she was
beloved,—how from the first moment he saw her he had
been interested in her, and asking her again if she had
anything to give the “recreant Jim.”
He said the last playfully, but there was a great fear at
his heart lest her silence portended evil to him.
“No, Mr. Carleton. I have no heart to give you. I
buried it with George; I can never love another. Forgive
me if in any way I have misled you. I was only
kind to you as I would be to any soldier.”
“Bill Baker, for instance,” came savagely from Jimmie’s
lips.
He was cruelly disappointed, for he had not believed
281Annie would refuse him as she had done. He thought a
good deal of himself as a Carleton. Nay, he believed himself
superior to the man who was standing between him
and the woman he coveted, and to be so decidedly refused
by one who had been content with a person in George
Graham’s position angered him for a moment. Annie
knew he was offended, and when he spoke of Bill Baker,
she said to him gently:
“You mistake me, Mr. Carleton. If necessary, I could
do for William Baker more than I have done for you;
but it would only be from a sense of duty,—there would
be no pleasure in it; while caring for you was a pleasure,
because you are Mrs. Mather’s brother, and because,—because—”
She did not know how to finish the sentence, for she
could not herself tell why it had of late been so pleasant
for her to do for Jimmie Carleton those little acts of
kindness which had devolved on her. She was only interested
in him as a soldier, she insisted, and she tried
to make him understand that her decision was final;
that were George dead a dozen years, she should give him
the same answer as she did now. She could not be his
wife. And Jimmie understood it at last, and by the terrible
pangs of disappointment which crept over him, the
Pequot girl was fully avenged for the many times she had
watched from her window of the hotel, or walked sadly
along the road by the bay to see if Dick Lee were coming.
But Annie had no wish for revenge. She was only sorry
for him, and she tried to comfort him with the assurance
of her interest in him, and by telling him that, if ever he
was sick in hospital or camp, and unable to come home,
she would surely go to him as readily as if he were her
brother.
Jimmie did not particularly care for such comforting
282then, and his face, when he reached home, wore so dark
and sorry a look that Rose, knew at once that something
was wrong; but she refrained from asking any questions
then,—feeling intuitively that both Annie and her brother
would prefer to have her do so.
It was a very grave, silent party which met at the
breakfast table next morning, and only Annie was at all inclined
to talk. She tried to be cheerful and appear as usual
to the silent young man who never looked at her as she sat
opposite him, with her smooth bands of hair so becomingly
arranged, and her eyes so full of pity for him. She
could not revoke her decision, but she was sorry to send
him from her with that look upon his face; and when,
after breakfast, she met him for a few moments alone in
the library, she laid her hand timidly upon his arm, and
said, “Jimmie, don’t be angry with me. Try to think of
me as your sister,—your best friend, if you like. It grieves
me that I have made you so unhappy.”
She had never called him Jimmie before, in his hearing,
and as she did it now, the dark, handsome face into which
she was looking, flushed with a sudden joy, as if he thought
she were relenting. But she was not; she could only be
his friend,—his best friend, she repeated, and her face
was very pale, as she told him how she should remember
him, and work for him, and pray for him, when he
was gone. And then she gave him her hand, saying to
him, “It is nearly time for you to go. I would rather say
good-bye here.”
And Jimmie took her hand, and, pressing it between
his own, said to her:
“You have hurt me cruelly, Annie Graham, for I believed
you cared for me; but I cannot hate you for it,
though I tried to do so all night long. I love you just the
same as ever, and always shall. Remember your promise
283to come to me when I am sick, and let me kiss you
once for the sake of what I hoped might be.”
She did not refuse his request; and when at last he
left her there was a red spot on her cheek where Jimmie
Carleton’s lips had been. From her window she watched
him going down the walk; and while with widow
Simms he waited at the depot for the coming of the train,
she on her knees was praying for him and his safety, just
as, eighteen months before, she prayed for George when
he was going from her.
CHAPTER XXIII. TOM AND JIMMIE.
Jimmie’s journey was performed in safety, and
he won golden opinions from his traveling companion,
for whom he had cared as kindly as if it
had been his mother instead of the “crabbed widow” in
her eternal leghorn, with the vail of faded green. He
had left her at one of the hospitals in Washington, where
she was to begin her work as nurse, and hastened on to
join his regiment. Captain Carleton was glad to welcome
back the brother whom he had missed so much, but he
saw that something was wrong; and that night, as they
sat around the tent fire, he asked what it was, and why
the face, usually so bright and cheerful, seemed so sober
and sad. Tom had made minute inquiries concerning
his mother, and Rose, and Susan Simms, and even poor
old Mrs. Baker. But not a word of Annie. He could
not speak of her, with that unfinished letter lying in his
little travelling writing-case,—that letter commencing
284“My dear Mrs. Graham,” and over the wording of which
Tom had spent more time by far than he did over the first
epistle sent to Mary Williams. That had been dashed off
in all the heat of a young man’s first ardent passion, just
as Jimmie two weeks ago would have written to Annie.
But Tom was eight years older than Jimmie. His first
love had met its full fruition, and Mary, the object, was
dead. Tom had always been old for his years. He looked,
and seemed, and felt, full forty now, save when he
thought of Annie, who was only twenty-one. Then he
went back to thirty-two, glad that he had numbered
no more birth-days. He had made up his mind to
write to her. A friendly letter the first should be, he
said,—a letter merely asking if she would correspond with
him, and hinting at the interest he had felt in her ever
since he saw how much she was to Rose, and how constant
were her labors for the suffering soldiers. If her
answer was favorable, he should ere long ask her to be
his wife, and this is the way he took to win the woman
whose name he would not mention to his brother. He
had been a little uneasy when Jimmie first went home,
for he knew how popular the wayward youth was with
all the ladies; but as Rose had never written a word to
strengthen him in his fears, he had thrown them aside
and commenced the letter which to-night, after Jimmie
was gone, he was intending to finish for the morrow’s
mail. He changed his mind, however, as the night wore
on, for in reply to his question as to what was the matter,
Jimmie had burst out impetuously with,
“It is all over with me and the widow. I went in
strong for her, Tom. I told her all my badness, confessed
everything I could, and then she said it could not
be. I tell you, Tom, I did not know a man could be so
sore about a woman!” And with a great choking sob
285Jimmie Carleton laid his head upon Tom’s lap, and
moaned like some wounded animal.
Tom, who had been as a father to this younger brother,
was touched to his heart’s core, and felt as if by having
that unfinished letter in his possession he was in some
way guilty, and as a pitying woman would have done, he
smoothed the dark curly hair, and tried to speak words
of comfort.
“What had Annie said? Perhaps she might relent.
Would Jimmie tell him about it?”
Then Jimmie lifted up his head, and looking straight
in Tom’s eyes, said,
“Forgive me, old Tom. I was inclined to be jealous
of you. Rose said you were more suitable, and I know
you are; but, Tom, I did love Annie so much, after I
had swallowed the first husband, which cost me a great
effort, for a widow is not the beau ideal I used to cherish
of my future wife. Tom, you don’t care for Annie, do
you?” he continued, in a startled tone, as something in
Tom’s face affrighted him.
Tom would not deceive him then, and he replied,
“I have,—that is,—yes, I do care for her, and I had
commenced a letter, but——”
“Don’t finish it, Tom. Do this for me,—don’t finish
it!” Jimmie exclaimed, eagerly, knowing now how the
hope that Annie might relent had buoyed him up, and
kept him from utter despondency. “Don’t send it, Tom;
leave her to me, if I can win her yet. She may feel differently
by and by: her husband is only one year dead.
Let me have Annie, Tom,” and Jimmie grew more vehement
as he saw plainly the struggle in Tom’s mind.
“You’ve had your day with Mary. Think of your years
of married life, when you were so happy, and leave Annie
286to me. At least don’t try to get her from me,—not yet,—wait
a year. Will you, Tom?”
Few could resist Jimmie Carleton’s pleadings when
they were so earnest as now; and generous Tom yielded
to the boy, whom he had scolded, and whipped, and
disciplined, and loved, and grieved over, ever since the
day their father died and left him the head of the family.
“I will wait a year and see what that brings to us;
and you, Jimmie, must do the same, then Annie shall decide,”
he said at last, and his voice was so steady in its
tone, and his manner so kind, that Jimmie never guessed
how much it cost the man who “had had his day,” to
unlock the little desk and take from it the letter intended
for Annie Graham and commit it to the flames.
They watched it together as it crisped and blackened
on the coals, neither saying a word or stirring until the
last thin flake had disappeared, when Tom bent to pick
up something which had dropped from the desk, when
he took out the letter. It was Mary’s picture, and in
her lap the baby which had died when six months old.
“Yes, I have had my day,” Tom thought, as he gazed
upon the fair, sweet face of her whose bright head had
once lain where he had thought to have Annie’s lie. “I
have had my day, and though it closed before it was
noon, I will not interfere with Jimmie.”
And so the compact was sealed between them, and
Jimmie slept sounder on his soldier bed that night than
he had slept before since Annie’s refusal. Jimmie was
not selfish, and as the days went by and he reflected
more and more upon Tom’s generosity, his conscience
smote him for having allowed his brother to sacrifice his
happiness for a whim of his. “She might have refused
him, too, and then again she might not; at all events he
287had a right to try his luck,” Jimmie reasoned, until at
last his sense of justice triumphed and he wrote to Annie
an account of the whole transaction.
“It was mean in me to let Tom burn the letter,” he
said, “but I could not bear the thought of his winning
what I had lost, and so like a coward I looked on
and felt a thrill of satisfaction when I saw his letter
crisping on the coals. But as proof that I have repented
of that selfish act, I ask you plainly, ‘Would you have replied
favorably to that letter, had it been sent?’ If so,
tell me truly, and without ever betraying the fact that I
have written to you on the subject, I will manage to
have Tom write again, and if the fates shall so decree I
will try to forget that gap in the stone wall where we
sat that night when I told you of my love.”
His letter found Annie sick in bed from the effects of
a severe cold which kept her so long in her room that it
was not till just on the eve of the battle of Fredericksburg
that Jimmie received her answer, “I should say No to
your brother just as I did to you.”
This was what Jimmie read, and with a feeling of relief
as far as Tom was concerned, he crushed the few
lines into his pocket and went on with his preparations
for the contest at Fredericksburg, which seemed inevitable,
with a kind of recklessness which characterized many of
our soldiers. Jimmie had heretofore felt no fears of a
battle. The bullet which might strike down another
would not harm him, and he charged his preservation
mostly to Annie’s prayers for his safety; but in this, her
last brief note, she had not said so much as “God bless
you,” and Jimmie’s heart beat faster as he thought of
the impending danger. Jimmie seldom prayed, but if
Annie had failed him he must try what he could do for
himself, and when the night came down upon that vast
288army camping in the woods and on the hillside, it looked
on one young face upturned to the wintry sky, and the
moaning winds carried up to heaven the few words of
prayer which Jimmie Carleton said.
Oppressed with a strange feeling of foreboding, he
prayed earnestly that God would blot out all his manifold
transgressions, and if he died,—grant him an entrance
into heaven where Annie was sure to go. Close beside
him crouched Bill, who listened with wonder to the
“Corp’ral,” a feeling of terror beginning to creep into
his own heart as he detected the accents of fear in his
companion.
“I say, Corp’ral,” he began, when Jimmie’s devotions
were ended, “be you ’fraid of somethin’s happenin’ to
you when they set us to crossin’ that darned river, and
if there does, shall I write to the folks and the gal you
mentioned and tell ’em you prayed like a parson the
night before?”
Jimmie was terribly annoyed with Bill’s impertinence,
and for a man who had just been praying did not exercise
as much Christian forbearance as might have been
expected. A harsh “Mind your business!” was his only
reply, which Bill received with a good humored, “Guess
you’ll have to try agin, Corp’ral, before you get into the
right frame;” and then there was silence between them,
and the night crept on apace, and the early morning began
to break and the wintry sky was obscured by a
thick, dull haze, which hid for a time our soldiers from
view, then a deadly fire of musketry from the opposite
bank of the Rappahannock was opened upon them, till
they fled to the shelter of the adjacent hills, where, forming
into line, they again went back to the laying of the
pontoon bridges, while the roar of the cannon shook the
hills and told to the listeners miles away that the battle
of Fredericksburg was begun.
CHAPTER XXIV. RESULTS OF THE BATTLE.
289
The streets of Rockland were full of excited people
when the news first reached the town of the
terrible battle which had left so many slain
upon the field, and desolated so many hearths both North
and South. Rose Mather was nearly frantic, for Will
she knew was in the battle, together with her two brothers,
and it was not probable that all three would escape
unharmed. Eagerly she grasped the paper to see who
was killed, wounded, or missing, but neither of the three
names was there, and she began to hope again, and
found time to comfort poor Susan Simms, whose husband
was also in the fight, and who had gone almost mad with
the fear lest he should be killed.
Two days passed, and then there came a telegram from
Tom, and Mrs. Carleton, who read it first, gave a low,
moaning cry, while Rose, who read it next, uttered a
piercing shriek, and fell sobbing into Annie’s arms.
“Oh, Will!—oh, Will!—my husband!” was what she
said, while Mrs. Carleton uttered Jimmie’s name, and
then Annie knew that harm had come to him, and placing
Rose upon the sofa, she took the paper from Mrs.
Carleton’s hand, and read:
“Will was badly wounded,—lay on the field all night;—Jimmie
missing,—supposed to be a prisoner. I am well.
“T. Carleton.”
“Poor Jimmie!” Annie whispered, sadly, her heart
throbbing with pity for the young man who had gone
back in time to meet so sad a fate.
290Never had so dark a day dawned upon Rose Mather
as that which followed the arrival of Tom’s telegram, but
ere its close there came a message of hope to her. Will
had been taken to Washington, where he had providentially
fallen into the hands of Mrs. Simms, who sent the
joyful news that “no bones were broken, and he was
doing well.”
“Oh, Annie, God is so much better to me than I deserve;
I must love Him now, and I will, if He will only
send Jimmie back,” Rose said, while Annie’s heart went
up in a prayer of thanksgiving for Mr. Mather’s comparative
safety, and then went out after the poor prisoner,
whose destination was as yet unknown.
That night Rose started for Washington, and three
days after there came to Annie a soiled, queer-looking
missive, directed to “Miss Widder Anny Graam, At Miss
Martherses,” the name written at the top of the letter,
and the superscription spreading over so much surface,
that, had there been another word, it must, from necessity,
have been written on the other side of the letter.
It was from Bill Baker, and it read as follows:
“Army of Potomac, and about as licked out an army as you ever
seen. To all it may concern, and ‘specially Miss Anny Graam. I
send you my regrets greetin’, and hopin’ this will find you enjoying
the same great blessin’. Burnside has made the thunderinest blunder,
and more’n a million of our boys is dead before Fredericksburgh.
Mr. Mathers was about riddled through, I guess, and the Corporal,—wall,
may as well take it easy,—I fit for him like a tiger, till they
nocked me endways, and I played dead to save my life. But the
Corporal’s a goner,—took prisoner with an awful cut on his neck;
and now what I’m going to tell you is this: the night before the battle
I came upon him prayin’ like a priest, kneelin’ in an awful mudpuddle,
and what he said was somethin’ about Heaven, and Anny,
whitch, beggin’ your pardon, I think means you, and so I ast him in
case of bad luck, if I should write and tell you. I don’t think he
291could have ben in a vary sperritual frame of mind, for he told me to
mind my bisiness, but I don’t lay it up agin him, and when them too
tall, lantern-jawed sons of Balam grabbed him as he was tryin’ to
skedaddle with the blood a spirtin’ from his neck, I pitched inter
’em, and give ’em hale columby for a spell, till they nocked me flat
and I made bleeve dead as I was tellin’ you. Don’t feel bad, Miss
Graam. Trust luck and keep your powder dry, and mabby he’ll
come back sometime.
Yours to command,
“Bill Baker.”
“Tell the old woman I’m well, but pretty well tuckered out.”
“God soften the hearts of his captors. God keep him
in safety!” Annie whispered, and then, as Mrs. Carleton
came in, she passed the note to her, and tried to comfort
the poor mother, who, in Rose’s absence, leaned on her
as on a daughter.
Annie seemed very near the sorrowing woman, who
wept bitterly for her poor boy, and in the first hours of
her sorrow she spoke out what was in her mind.
“I believe Jimmie loved you, Annie, and that makes
you very dear to me. We can mourn for him together,
and, Annie, you will pray for him night and day, that
God will bring him back to us.”
Annie could only reply by pressing the hand which
sought hers, for her heart was too full to speak.
Had Jimmie been dead she would scarcely have mourned
for him more deeply than she did now. The country
was already rife with rumors of the sufferings endured
by our prisoners, and death itself seemed almost preferable
to months and years of privations and pain in the
Southern prisons.
“Sent to Richmond, and probably from thence further
South, probably to Georgia.”
This was all the intelligence they could procure from
him, until spring, when there came news direct that he
292was at Salisbury, and there for a time the curtain
dropped, leaving his face shrouded in darkness, while in
his Northern home tears were shed like rain, and prayers
went up to heaven from the quivering lips of a mother,
who was just learning to pray as she ought, and into
Annie Graham’s heart there gradually crept a wish that
the poor, weary prisoner might know how much and
how kindly she thought of him, feeling at times half
sorry that she had not given him some little hope as a
solace for the weary hours of his prison life.
CHAPTER XXV. GETTYSBURGH.
Rose Mather had brought her husband home
as soon as it was safe to move him, and with
the good nursing of Mrs. Carleton and Annie,
he grew strong enough to rejoin his regiment in May,
and the last which Rose heard from him directly was a
few words hastily written and sent off to Washington
just as the Army of the Potomac was moving on to Gettysburgh.
Then came the terrible battle, when the summer
air was full of smoke, and dust, and flying splinters,
with clouds of torn-up earth which blinded the horror-stricken
men, who vainly sought for shelter behind the
trees and the headstones of the graveyard, where the
dead must almost have heard the fierce commotion
around them as wail after wail of human anguish, mingled with the awful shrieks of dying horses, went up to
the blackened heavens and then died away in silence.
293Where the battle was the hottest, and the carnage the
most terrible, Will Mather followed, or rather led, and
when the fight had ceased he lay upon his face, unconscious
of the pitiless rain beating upon his head, or the
two savage looking Texans bending over him, and turning
him to the light.
Among the list of killed, the Rockland Chronicle of
July 10th had the name of William Mather, while in
another column, designated by long lines of black, was a
eulogy upon the deceased, who was known to have fought
so bravely. Then every blind of the Mather mansion
was closed, and knots of crape streamed from the door-knob,
and the villagers missed the roll of the carriage
wheels which were wont to carry so much comfort and
sunshine to the hearts of the poor soldiers; and the little
airy, dancing creature, whose bright smile and rare
beauty had done quite as good service as her generous
gifts, lay in her darkened room, never weeping, never
speaking, except to moan so piteously, “Oh, Will, my
darling, my poor, poor husband.”
They could not comfort her, for she did not seem to
hear, or at least to understand one word they said, and
the soft, dark eyes had in them a wild, scared look,
which troubled the watchers at her side, and made them
tremble for her safety.
The knots of crape were taken from the doors, and
the blinds were opened at last, and the light of
heaven let into the dreary house; but there came no
change to poor little Rose, whose white face grew so
thin that Tom, when in September he came home to see
her, would scarcely have known the little sister, of whose
beauty he had been so proud. As if the sight of him in
his uniform had brought back the horror of the past,
294she uttered a piercing shriek, and hid her face for a
moment in her pillows; then, with a sudden movement
lifted her head, and shedding back her tangled curls
from her pale forehead, she stretched her arms toward
him and whispered:
“Take me, Tom; hold me as you used to do; let me
be a little girl again in the old home in Boston, for Will,
you know, is dead.”
And Tom took her in his strong, brotherly arms, and
laid her head against his breast, and caressed and
smoothed her tumbled hair, and petted and loved her
just as he did when she was a little child, with no shadow
around her like that which enfolded her now. And then
he spoke of Will, and the dark eyes fastened eagerly upon
his as he told her how the very night before the battle,
Will knelt down with him and prayed that whether he
lived or died, all might be well with him.
“And Rose,” he continued, “he bade me tell you, in
case he was killed, that all was well, and you must think
of him as in Heaven, not far, as some suppose, but near to
you,—with you,—he said, and you must meet him there.
You must bear bravely what God chooses to send; not
give up like this when there is so much to be done. Will
my darling little sister heed what poor Will said? Will
she try to rally and be a brave woman?”
“Yes, Tom, I’ll try,” came gaspingly from the white
lips, and Rose’s voice was broken with sobs, as the first
tears she had shed since she heard the fatal news, ran in
torrents down her face.
Tom only staid a week, but he did them a world of
good, and Annie felt she had never known one half how
noble a man he was until she saw how tender he was
with Rose, and how kind to his mother, whose heart
295was aching to its very core for her youngest son. He
had been removed from Salisbury to Andersonville when
they last heard from him, and was dead, perhaps, by this
time. Poor Jimmie! The year he had asked Tom to
wait would be up before very long, but Tom would still
keep faith with him. Annie was sacred to Jimmie’s
memory, and once, when talking with her of the captive,
he alluded to what would probably be when Jimmie came
home again. And Annie did not turn from him now, as
she would once have done had such a thing been suggested.
“God only knows how I might feel,” she said, and by
the look in her blue eyes, and the tone of her voice, Tom
knew there was no hope for him.
With many kisses and loving words of sympathy, he
bade his sister good-bye when his leave had expired, and
then in the hall stood a moment while his mother whispered
something to him which made him start, and turn
pale as he said:
“Poor Will! he would have been so glad!”
Then, as if the news had brought Rose nearer to him,
and made her more the object of his special care, he
went back to her a second time, and wound his arms
about her lovingly, as he said, “Poor little wounded dove!
God’s promises are for the widow and fatherless, and He
will care for you;” and Rose guessed to what he referred,
but there was no answering joy upon her face, and her
hands were pressed upon her heart as she watched him
from the window, going from her just as Will had gone,
and whispered to herself, “It would have been too much
happiness if Will had lived; but now I cannot be glad.”
CHAPTER XXVI COURSE OF EVENTS.
296
With a howl of despair, Mrs. Baker came rushing
into the kitchen of the Mather mansion, one
morning in November, startling Annie with her
vehemence as she thrust into her hand a dirty, half-worn
envelope, which she said was from Bill, who had been
missing since August, and who, it now appeared, was at
Andersonville.
“Might better be dead,” his mother said, and then she
explained that the letter she brought Annie had come in
one to herself received that morning from Bill.
How he ever got it through the lines was a mystery
which he did not explain; nor did Annie care, inasmuch
as it brought news direct from Jimmie. He had written
to her with the pencil and on the sheet of paper Bill had
brought him, for Bill Baker was employed outside the
prison walls, and allowed many privileges which were
denied to the poor wretches who crowded that swampy
pen. In short, Bill had taken the Confederate oath,—“had
done some tall swearin’,” as he wrote to Annie,
giving as an excuse for the treasonable act, “that he
couldn’t stan’ the racket” in that horrible place, where
twenty thousand human beings were crowded together
in a space of twenty-five acres, and part of that a marshy
swamp, teeming with filth and scum, and hideous living
things. Another reason, too, Bill gave, and that was
pity for the “Corp’ral,” to whom he could occasionally
take little extras, and whom he would have scarcely
recognized, he said, so worn and changed had he become
from his long imprisonment.
297“I mistrusted he was there,” Bill wrote; “and so when me
and some other fellow-travellers was safely landed in purgatory,
I went on an explorin’ tower to find him. But you bet it
want so easy gettin’ through that crowd. Why, the camp-meetin’
they had in the Fair Grounds in Rockland, when Marm Freeman
bust her biler hollerin’, was nothin’ to the piles of ragged, dirty, hungry-lookin’
dogs; some standin’ up, some lyin’ down, and all lookin’
as if they was on their last legs. Right on a little sand bank, and so
near the dead line that I wonder he didn’t get shot, I found the Corp’ral,
with his trouses tore to tatters, and lookin’ like the old gal’s
rag-bag that hangs in the suller-way. Didn’t he cry, though, when
I hit him a kelp on the back, and want there some tall cryin’ done by
both of us as we sat there flat on the sand, with the hot sun pourin’
down on us, and the sweat and the tears runnin’ down his face, as
he told me all he’d suffered. It made my blood bile. I’ve had a
little taste of Libby, and Bell Isle, too; but they can’t hold a candle
to this place. Miss Graam, you are the good sort, kinder pius like;
but I’ll be hanged if I don’t bleeve you’ll justify me in the thumpin
lies I told the Corp’ral that day, to keep his spirits up. Says he,
‘Have you ever ben to Rockland since Fredericksburg?’ and then
I tho’t in a minute of that nite in the woods when he prayed about
Anny; and ses I to myself, ‘The piusest lie you ever told will be
that you have been home, and seen Miss Graam, with any other
triflin’ additions you may think best;’ so I told him I had ben hum
on a furbelow, as the old gal (meanin’ my mother) calls it. And I
seen her, too, says I, Miss Graam, and she talked an awful sight
about you, I said, when you orto have seen him shiver all over as he
got up closer to me, and asked, ‘What did she say?’ Then I went
on romancin’, and told him how you spent a whole evenin’ at the ole
hut, talkin’ about him, and how sorry you was for him, and couldn’t
git your natural sleep for thinkin’ of him, and how, when I came
away, you said to me on the sly, ‘William, if you ever happen to
meet Mr. Carleton, give him Anny Graam’s love, and tell him she
means it.’ Great Peter! I could almost see the flesh come back to
his bones, and his eyes had the old look in ’em, as he liked to of
hugged me to death. I’d done him a world of good, he said, and for
some days he seemed as chipper as you please; but nobody can stan’
a diet of raw meal and the nastiest watter that ever run; and ses I
to myself, Corp’ral will die as sure as thunder if somethin’ don’t
298turn up; and so, when I got the hang of things a little, and seen
how the macheen was worked, sez I, ‘I’ll turn Secesh, though I hate
’em as I do pizen.’ They was glad enuff to have me, bein’ I’m a
kind of carpenter and jiner, and they let me out, and I went to work
for the Corp’ral. I’ll bet I told a hundred lies, fust and last, if I did
one. I said he was at heart Secesh; that he was in the rebel army,
and I took him prisoner at Manassas, which, you know was true.
Then I said his sweetheart, meanin’ you, begging your pardon, got
up a row, and made him jine the Federals, and promise never to go
agin the flag, and that’s how he come to be nabbed up at Fredericksburg.
I said ‘twan’t no use to try to make him swear, for he thought
more of his gal’s good opinion than he did of liberty, and I set you
up till I swan if I bleeve you’d a knowed yourself, and every one of
them fellers was ready to stan’ by you, and two of ’em drinked your
helth with the wust whisky I ever tasted. One of ’em asked me if I
was a fair specimen of the Northern Army, and I’ll be darned if I
didn’t tell him no, for I was ashamed to have ’em think the Federals
was all like me. I guess, though, they liked me some; anyway, they
let me carry something to the Corp’ral every now and then, and I
bleeve he’d die if I didn’t. I’ve smuggled him in some paper and a
pencil, and he is going to wright to you, and I shall send it, no matter
how. The rebs won’t see it, and I guess it’s pretty sure to go
safe. I must stop now, and wright to the old woman.
“Yours to command,
“William Baker, Esquare.”
It was with great difficulty that Annie could decipher
the badly-written scrawl; but she made it out at last,
and then took Jimmie’s letter next, shuddering as she
saw in it marks of the horrors which Bill had described
but faintly, and which were fully corroborated by Jimmie
himself.
“My dear Annie,” he wrote, “I do not know that this letter will
ever reach you. I have but little hope that it will. Still it is worth
trying for, and so here in this terrible place, whose horrors no pen
or tongue can adequately describe, I am writing to you, who I know
think sometimes of the poor wretch starving and dying by inches in
Andersonville. Oh, Annie, you can never know what I have suffered
299from hunger and thirst, and exposure and filth, which makes my
very blood curdle and creep, and from that weary homesickness
which more than aught else kills the poor boys around me. When
I first came here I thought I could not endure it, and though I knew
I was not prepared, I used to wish that I might die; but a little
drummer boy from Michigan, who took to me from the first, said his
prayers one night beside me, and the listening to him carried me
back to you, who, I felt sure, prayed for me each day. And so hope
came back again, with a desire to live and see your dear face once
more. My little drummer boy, Johnny, was all the world to me, and
when he grew too sick to sit or stand, I held his poor head in my lap,
and gave up my rations to him, for he was almost famished, and ate
eagerly whatever was brought to us. We used to say the Lord’s
Prayer together every night, when a certain star appeared, which he
playfully called his ‘mother,’ saying it was her eye watching over
him. It was a childish fancy, but we grow childish here, and I, too,
have given that star a name. I call it ‘Annie,’ and I watch its coming
as eagerly as did the little boy, who died just as the star reached
the zenith and was shining down upon him. His head was in my
lap, and all there was left of my coat I made into a pillow for him,
and held him till he died. His mother’s address is ——, Michigan.
Write to her, Annie, and tell her how Johnny died in the firm
hope of meeting her again in heaven. Tell her he did not suffer
much pain,—only a weakness, which wasted his life away. Tell her
the keepers were kind to him, and brought him ice-water several
times. Tell her, too, of the star at which he gazed so long as he had
strength.
“It was all the companion I had after he was gone until Bill
Baker came. I shall never forget that day. I had crawled up to
my sand bank, and drawn my rags around me, and was beginning
to wish again that I could die, when a broad hand was laid upon my
shoulder, and a voice which was music to me then, if it never had
been before, said to me cheerily, ‘Hallo, old Corp’ral! Such are
the chances of war! Give us your fist!’ But when he saw what a
sorry jaded wretch I was, his chin began to quiver, and we cried together
like two great babies as we were.
“Oh, Annie, was it a lie Bill Baker told me, or did you really send
me your love, and say that you meant it? He told me such a story,
and I grew better in a moment. Have you relented, and if I could
ask you again the question I asked a year ago, when we sat together
300beneath the moonlight, would you tell me yes? Darling Annie, Andersonville
is not so terrible since I am kept up by that hope. I do
not mind now if my shoes and stockings are all gone, and my
trowsers nearly so, and I watch for that star so eagerly, and make
believe that it is you, and when the dark clouds obscure it, and the
rain is falling upon my unsheltered head, I say that it is Annie’s
tears, and do not mind that either. I pray, too, Annie,—pray with
my heart, I hope, though my prayers have more to do with you than
myself.
“Bill Baker said he should write and tell you about his taking
the oath, which I believe he did almost solely for my sake, and greatly
have I been benefited by it. Rough as he is, and disgusting at times,
he seems to have gained friends outside, and he does us many a kindness,
confining his attentions mostly to me, who am his especial
care. It is a strange Providence that he who took me a prisoner at
Bull Run and annoyed me so terribly, should now be caring for me
here at Andersonville, and literally keeping the life within me, for I
should die without him.
“I have not written half I want to say, but my paper is nearly
used up, and not one word have I said to mother or Rose. Tell
them they would not know me now, and tell them, too, that in my
dreams, when I am not with you, I am with them, and mother’s face
is like an angel’s, while Rose’s sparkling beauty makes my heart
beat just as it used to beat when I first began to realize what a darling
sister I had. Dear Annie, you did send that message by Bill
Baker, I will believe, and thus believing, shall gain strength maybe
to bear up until the day of release.
“Good-bye, my darling. From my crowded, filthy, terrible prison
I send you a loving good-bye.”
Notwithstanding the sickening details of this letter the
day succeeding its receipt was a brighter one at the Mather
house than the inmates had known for a long time.
Jimmie was still alive, and with Bill Baker’s care he
might survive the horrors of Andersonville and come back
to them again. Annie showed both letters to Mrs. Carleton,
who, when she read them, wound her arms around
Annie’s neck and whispered, “Is it wrong for me to be
301glad that Bill Baker told that lie, when by the means
our prisoner boy is so greatly benefited.”
Annie could not tell. She was not sorry that Jimmie
should think of her as he did, and that night when the
stars came out in the sky she looked tearfully up at them
wondering which was the one watched for by the childish
young man, and the little boy who died. Mrs. Carleton
had taken it for granted that if Jimmie came back Annie
would be her daughter, and she clung to her with a love
and tenderness second only to what she felt for Rose.
Poor Rose! She had listened with some degree of interest
to such portions of Jimmie’s letter as Annie chose to
read to her, but it had no power to rouse her from the
state of apathy into which she had fallen. She never
smiled now, and rarely spoke except to answer a question,
but sat all day by the window in her own room, and looked
away to the southward, where all her thoughts were
centered. It was very strange that nothing could be
heard of her husband except that he was shot down dead.
A dozen corroborated that fact, but his body had not
been found on the field, nor was any mention ever made
of him in any official accounts. Once Rose had been
startled from her stupor by a soldier, who pretended to
have seen her husband in one of the Southern prisons,
but a closer examination proved that the man was intoxicated,
and had told what he did in the hope that money
might be given him for the intelligence, and then Rose
sank back into her former condition, the same hopeless
look in her eyes which had been there from the moment
she heard her husband’s name among the killed, and the
same look of anguish upon her face which never relaxed
a muscle, as she watched indifferently the preparations
made by her mother and Annie for an event which under
302other circumstances would have stirred every pulsation
of her heart. But when on Christmas morning, the
bell from St. Luke’s was sending forth its joyous peal for
the child born in Bethlehem more than eighteen hundred
years ago, there came a softer, more natural look to
Rose’s eyes, and her lip quivered a little as she said to
Annie, who was bending over her, “What is that sound
in the next room like the crying of a baby?”
“It is your baby, Rose; born last night. Don’t you remember
it,—a beautiful little boy, with his father’s look
in his eyes, and Jimmie’s dimple in his chin?”
Annie hoped, by mentioning both the father and Jimmie,
to awaken some interest in the little mother, whose
eyes grew larger, and rounder, and brighter, as she whispered:
“My baby, I can’t understand. It is all so strange and
mysterious. How came I with a baby, Annie? Bring it
to me, please.”
They brought it to her, and laid it in her arms, and
then stood watching her as the first tokens of the mother’s
love came over her face and crept into her eyes, which
gradually began to fill with tears, until, at last, a storm
of sobs and moans burst forth, as Rose rocked to and fro,
whispering to her child:
“Poor darling! to be born without a father, when he
would have been so proud of his boy. Poor, murdered
Will! Poor, fatherless baby! I am glad God gave you
to me. I did not deserve it. I’ve been so thoughtless
and wicked, but I will be better now. Dear little baby,
we will grow good together, so as to go some day where
papa has gone.”
She would not let them take the child from her. It
was hers, she said. God had sent it to make her better,
303and she would have it. There was something in the
touch of its soft, warm hands, which kept her heart from
breaking. And so they left it with her, and from the day
that little life came to be one in the household, Rose began
to amend, and, in her love for her child, forgot in
part the terrible pain in her heart. Once her mother said
to her:
“Will you call your baby, William?” And she replied.
“No; there is but one Willie for me, and he is in
Heaven. Baby will be called for brother Jimmie.”
And so one bright Sunday morning in March, when St.
Luke’s was decked with flowers from the Mather hot-house,
and the children of the Sunday School sang their
Easter carols, Rose Mather, in her widow’s weeds, went
up the aisle, with her mother, Annie, and brother Tom,
the latter of whom gave her bright-eyed, beautiful boy to
the rector, who baptized him “James Carleton.” And
all through the congregation there ran a thrill of pity
for the widowed mother, whose face, though it had lost
some of its brilliant color, was more beautiful than ever,
for there was shining all over it the light of a new joy,
the peace which comes from sins forgiven, and, after the
baptism was over and the morning service read, Rose
knelt with her mother, brother, and Annie, to receive,
for the first time, the precious symbols of a Saviour’s dying
love.
Rose had ceased to oppose Annie in her wish to join
Mrs. Simms, who was then at Annapolis; and when Tom,
a few days after the baptism, went back again, Annie
would go with him as a regular hospital nurse.
It might be that Jimmie would be among the number
of skeletons sent up to “God’s land,” as the poor fellows
called it; and Annie’s heart throbbed with the pleasure it
would be to minister to him, to call the life back to his
304heart, to awaken an interest in him for olden times, and
then, perhaps, whisper to him that the decision made that
moonlight night, more than a year and a half ago, had
been revoked and where she had said no, her answer now
was yes. Between herself and Mrs. Carleton there had
been a long talk, of which Jimmie and the little Pequot
girl were the subjects, and the proud lady had asked
forgiveness for the wrong done to that girl, if wrong there
were.
“Something tells me you will find my boy,” she said;
“and if you do, tell him how freely I give him this little
Lulu, and God bless you both!”
A few weeks later, and news came to the Mather House
that when the battle of the Wilderness was over, Captain
Tom Carleton was not with his handful of men who came
from the field. “A prisoner of war,” was the next report,
and then, as if her last hope had been taken from her,
Mrs. Carleton broke down entirely, and, secluding herself
from the world without, sat down in her desolation,
mourning and praying for her two boys,—one a prisoner
in Andersonville, and one in Columbia.
CHAPTER XXVII. THE HUNTED SOLDIER.
The sun was just rising, and his red beams gilded
the summits of the Alleghany Mountains, which
in the glory of the early morning seemed as calm
and peaceful as if their lofty heights had never looked
305down upon scenes of carnage and strife, or their tangled
passes and dark ravines sheltered poor, starving, frightened
wretches, fleeing for their lives, and braving death
in any form rather than be recaptured by their merciless
pursuers. There were several of these miserable men
hiding in the mountain passes now, prisoners escaped
from Salisbury and other points, but our story now has to
do with but one, and that a young man, with a look of
determination in his eye, and the courage of a Samson in
his heart. He had suffered incredible hardships since the
day of his capture. He had been stripped at once of his
handsome uniform by the brutal Texans, who found him
upon the field. His gold, which he carried about his person
into every battle, had been taken from him, and in this
condition he had been sent from one prison to another,
until Salisbury received him. At first he had suffered
but little mentally, for the ball which struck him down
had left him with his reason impaired, and to him it was
all the same whether friend or foe had him in keeping.
Deprived of everything which could mark his rank as an
officer, and always insisting that his name was “Rose,”
he passed for a demented creature, whom the brutal soldiery
delighted to torment. Gradually, however, his reason
came back, and he woke to the full horrors of his condition.
Then, like a caged lion he chafed and fumed, and
resolved to be free. He could not die there, knowing that
far away there was a blithesome little woman waiting for
his coming, if, indeed, she had not ceased to think of him
as among the living,—a state of things which he thought
very probable, as he became aware of the fact that no one
of his companions was acquainted with his real name. Rose
was the only cognomen by which he was known, and the
proud man shivered every time he heard that dear name
uttered by the coarse, jesting lips around him. A horrid
306suit of dirty grey had been given him in place of the stolen
uniform, and though at first he rebelled against the
filthy garments, he began ere long to think now they
might aid him in his escape, inasmuch as they were the
garb of the Confederates. Day and night he studied the
best means of escape, until at last the attempt was made
and he stood one dark, rainy night, out on the highway
a free man, breathing the pure breath of heaven, and ready
to sell his life at any cost rather than go back again
to the prison he had left. He had put his trust in God,
and God had raised him up a friend at once, who had
seen him leave the prison, and greatly aided him in his
escape, just as he had aided others, knowing the while
that by so doing he was putting his own life in jeopardy.
But a staunch Unionist at heart, he was willing to brave
everything for the cause, and it was through his instrumentality
and minute directions that Will Mather had
finally reached the shelter of the mountains which separate
North Carolina from Tennessee. He had found friends
all along the route, true, loyal men, who had periled their
lives for him; brave tender women, whose hands had
ministered so kindly to his wants, and who had so cheerfully
divided with him their scanty meals, even though
hunger was written upon their thin, haggard faces, and
stared in their sunken eyes. And Will had taken down
each name, and registered a vow that if ever he reached
the North, these noble self-denying people should be rewarded,
and if possible removed from a neighborhood
where they suffered so much from privation and from the
hands of their former friends, who, suspecting their sentiments,
heaped upon them every possible abuse. Ragged,
bareheaded, footsore and worn, he came at last, at the
close of a June day, to the entrance of a cave in the hills
to which he had been directed, and where, on the damp
307earth, he slept so soundly from fatigue and exhaustion
that the morning sun was shining through the entrance
to the cave, and a robin, on a shrub growing near, was
trilling its morning song ere he awoke. The air, though
damp from the water which trickled through the rocks,
was close and stifling, and Will crept cautiously out from
his hiding-place, and sitting down upon the ground
drank in the beauty and stillness of the summer morning.
Exactly where he was he did not know, but he felt certain
that his face was toward the land where the Stars
and Stripes were waving, and a thrill of joy ran through
his veins as he thought of home and Rose, whose eyes by
this time had grown so dim with looking for him. “God
take me safely to her,” he whispered, when up the mountain
side came the sound of voices and the tramp of feet.
Creeping to the farthest side of the cave, and crawling
down beneath the shelving rock where the cool waters
were dripping, he hoped to avoid being seen. Up to
this moment Will’s courage had never flagged, but now,
when the Federal lines were not many miles away, and
Rose and home seemed certain, he felt a great pang of
fear, and his white lips whispered, “God pity me! God
help me, God save me, for his own glory, if not for Rose’s
sake,” then, knee-deep in the pool of water, he stood with
his body nearly double, while the voices and the feet came
nearer, and at last stopped directly in front of his hiding-place.
There were terrible oaths outside, and bitter denunciations
were breathed against any luckless Union man
who might be lurking near, and then the light from the
entrance of the cave was wholly obscured, and Will saw
that a man’s back was against the opening, as if some
one were sitting there. Did they know of the cave?
Would they come in there, and if they did would they
find him? Will kept asking himself these questions
308and his breath came gaspingly as he knew that the man
whose back barred the entrance to his hiding-place was
the bitterest in his invectives against the Yankees, and
the most anxious to find them. Something in his voice
and language indicated both education and position superior
to his companions, who evidently looked up to
him as their leader, calling him “Square,” and acquiescing
readily when, after the lapse of ten or fifteen minutes, he
suggested that they go higher up the mountain to a
gorge where some of the fugitives had heretofore taken
refuge.
Five minutes more and the footsteps and voices were
heard far up the mountain, and Will breathed more
freely again, and kneeling down in the pool of water,
thanked God who had turned the danger aside, and kept
him a little longer. He did not dare leave the cave, but
he came out from under the rock, and stretching himself
upon the ground tried to wring and dry the tatters
which hung so loosely upon him.
It was two days since he had tasted food, and the long
fast began to make itself felt in the keen pangs of hunger.
Surely he could venture out toward the close of
the day, he thought, and see if there were not berries
growing in the ledges, and when the sun was setting he
crawled to the mouth of the cavern, where just in the
best place for him to see it lay a huge corn-cake and
slice of bacon, wrapped nicely in a bit of paper.
How it came there he did not stop to ask. That it
was there was sufficient for him then, and never had the
costliest dinner, served on massive silver, tasted to him
half so well as did that bit of bacon with the coarse corn bread.
Refreshed and encouraged he went back to his hiding-place,
intending to start again on his perilous journey
309when the mountain path grew dark enough to warrant
him in doing so. But soon after the sunsetting a fearful
storm came up, and in the pitchy darkness of the cave
Will listened to the bellowing thunder roaring through
the mountain gorges, and saw from the opening the
forked lightning which struck more than one tall tree
near the place of his concealment. Fed by the rain
which had fallen in torrents, the stream under the projecting
rock was beginning to rise and spread itself over
the surface of the cave. It was up to his ankles now,
and it rose so rapidly that Will was thinking of leaving
the cave and groping his way as well as he could to the
westward, when his quick ear caught the sound as of
two or more persons coming stealthily up the mountain
side. Whoever they were they seemed to move
with the utmost caution, and Will’s heart beat high as
he hoped it might be some brother fugitives seeking the
shelter of the cave. The gleam of a lantern, however,
and the same voice he had heard in the morning cursing
the Yankees so bitterly dispelled that illusion, and in a
tremor of terror he drew back in his watery quarters,
crawling in the darkness to the farthest end of the cavern,
and feeling the rising water flow over his knees as
he waited for what might come next.
“Stay here, Charlie, while I go in. I know he must
be here, and if he isn’t drowned by this time it’s just a
special Providence, that’s all I have to say.”
Surely that was no unfriendly voice, notwithstanding
the oaths of the morning, but still Will did not move
until the stranger, who evidently knew every turn and
nook of the cavern, was so near to him that the light
from the dark lantern fell full upon his face and
betrayed him at once. There was a thought of Rose,
and the freedom he had almost regained, and then forgetting
310the friendly tones, Will gave a low, bitter moan
and stretching out his hands, said imploringly,
“Kill me here as well as anywhere, and let the suspense
be ended.”
“Kill you, my boy?” and the stranger spoke cheerily
as he bent over poor Will and rubbed his clammy hands.
“What should I kill you for? I’ve had my eyes on you
ever since yesterday evening, when I saw you creeping
under the brushwood, and knew you were hunting for
this cave. The ‘Refuge of Safety,’ I call it, and it has
proved so to many a poor devil who like yourself has
taken shelter here. I have never known one to fail of
reaching the happy land when once they got so far as
this, so cheer up, my man. Paul Haverill can swear a
string of swears about the Yanks which will reach from
here to Richmond, if necessary, and then when the
hounds are thrown off the track he can turn round and
save the poor hunted rascal’s life. You are among your
friends, so come out from this puddle. You must be
wetter than a rat. There’s a spring under the rocks,
and it rises in a rain so as to fill the cave sometimes.
Here, Charlie, give us that shawl, his teeth are fairly
chattering.”
Thus talking, the stranger, who had announced himself
as Paul Haverill, led Will out to where the boy
Charlie stood, holding a bright plaid shawl in his hand,
and looking curiously at the worn, drooping, sorry figure
emerging from the cave. It was a woman’s shawl,
Will knew, but it was very soft and warm, and he wrapt
it closely round him, for he was shaking with cold, and
his tattered garments were wringing wet. Very few
words were spoken, and those in a whisper, as they went
cautiously down the mountain until they reached what
seemed to be a road winding among the hills. This
311they did not follow, but, striking into the field or pasture
land beside it, kept to the right, and at a safe distance
from it, lest some straggler might be abroad, and meet
them face to face. Will Mather was enough acquainted
with Southern customs not to be surprised to find here
in the mountain wilds a substantial and even handsome-looking
building, which, with its white walls and green
blinds, seemed much like the farm-houses in New England.
There was a light shining from the windows, and
a woman’s brisk step was heard as they went toward the
door; Paul Haverill coughing, to give warning of his approach.
“All right!” was the pass-word by which they entered,
and Will soon stood in the wide hall which ran through
the entire building, and opened in the rear upon a broad
piazza.
“Better take him to Miss Maude’s room,” the woman
said, and Will followed on to an upper chamber, which,
he would have known at once belonged to a young lady.
It was not as elegantly furnished as his own sleeping
apartment at home, but it bore unmistakable marks of
taste and refinement; while the air of pure gentle womanhood,
which pervaded it, brought Rose very vividly
before him.
“This is my niece’s room, Maude De Vere,” Mr. Haverill
explained, when they were alone, and Will was drying
himself before the fire, kindled by the woman who
had admitted them, and who, Will saw, was a mulatto.
“My niece is not at home now,” he continued. “She is
in South Carolina; has been gone several months on a
visit to old Judge Tunbridge, her mother’s uncle. I’m
her mother’s brother, and she and the boy Charlie have
lived with me since the first year of the war. Their father
was Captain De Vere, from North Carolina, and was
312killed at the first Bull Run. Nelly, their mother, never
held up her head after that. I was with her when she
died, and brought the children home. Maude is twenty
now, and Charlie fourteen. I am their guardian.
Maude is Union, Charlie secesh, but safe. They have a
great deal of property here and there, though how it
will come through the war, the Lord only knows.”
Will was glad to see that his host was inclined to talk
on without waiting for answers, and he kept quiet, while
Mr. Haverill continued:
“I dare say you wonder to find a chap like me among
people who are so bitter against you Yankees, and I
sometimes wonder at myself. I am South Carolina born,
and ought to be foremost in the rebellion; but hanged if
I can see that it is right. Why, I might as well set
up a government of my own, here on the Oak Plantation,
and refuse to come under any civilized laws. Mind,
though, I don’t think the South all wrong,—not a bit of
it. The North did bully us, and the election of Mr. Lincoln
was particularly obnoxious to the majority here,
but we had no right to secede, and you did your duty
trying to drive us back. For a spell I kept quiet,—didn’t
take either side; or if I did, I wanted the South to beat,
as all my interests are here. But when our folks got to
abusing their prisoners so shamefully, and told so many
lies by way of deceiving us fellows who live among the hills
and only get the news once or twice a week, I changed
my politics, and after the day when I found one of my
neighbors, and the best man that ever breathed, too,
hung to a tree like a dog, with the word ‘Abolitionist’
pinned to his coat, I made a vow that every energy I
had should be given to caring for and helping; just such
wretches as you, and if I’ve helped one I’ve helped a
313thousand. Why, at least a hundred have slept in this
very room,—Maude’s room; for, as I told you, she is
Union to the backbone, and led one chap across the
mountain herself. She is a regular Di Vernon, and is
not afraid of the very de’il. When she went away she
bade me put them in here, as the room least liable to
suspicion. To the folks around me I am the roughest
kind of a Secessionist, and I suppose nobody can beat
me swearing about the Yankees, just to hoodwink ’em,
you know. I suppose that’s wrong; my wife would say
so; she was a saint when she was here,—she is an angel
now. She died five years ago,—before the war broke out;
and Lois, the woman you saw, has been my housekeeper
since. I shouldn’t like the North to take her from me.
They tried it once,—when a squad of ’em ransacked my
house,—and I was sick in bed. Maude threatened to
blow their brains out: and, sir, she would have done it,
too, if the scamps hadn’t let Lois alone.
“I don’t agree with your folks on the nigger question,
though none of mine has run away since the Proclamation,
which I did not like. They know, too, they are
free, or will be when the Yankees come, for I took pains
to tell them, and gave them liberty to cut stick for the
Federal lines as soon as they pleased; but they staid, and
great help I find them in the business I’m carrying on.
They are constantly on the lookout for runaways or refugees,
and are quite as good as bloodhounds to scent one.
They told me about you, and I watched and saw you go
into that cave, which is on my land, and which few know
about, or if they do they think it a springhole, and never
dream that anybody can hide in there. Somebody else
must have seen you, too, for word came that a man was
hiding in the mountains, and as the acknowledged leader
of as hard a set as ever hunted a Yankee, I went with
314’em to find you, and carried in my pocket that bacon
and corn bread which I managed to drop into the cave
when I sat with my back against it. I knew you must
be hungry, and it might be some time before I could
come to your aid. We didn’t find the chap; but to-morrow
they’ll be at it again, and so, while I help ’em hunt
for a man about your build, you will stay in the room
in Lois’s charge. Maude has a good many gimcracks
here, such as books and things, which may amuse you.
She is coming home by and by. The house is very different
then. You ought to see Maude. We are very
proud of her. That’s her picture, only not half so good-looking,”
and he pointed to a small oil painting hanging
above the mantel.
It was a splendid head, and the glossy black hair
bound about it in heavy braids gave it a still more regal
look. The eyes, too, were black, but very soft and gentle
in their expression, though something about them
gave the impression that they might flash and blaze brilliantly
under excitement. It was a beautiful face, and
Will did not wonder that his host was proud of
his niece,—prouder even than of the pale-faced, delicate
boy, who next day, while the hunt for the runaway went
on among the mountains, tried to entertain Will Mather
by telling him of his old home in North Carolina, and
how happy they were there before the war came and
took his father away.
“I don’t see it in the light Uncle Paul and sister do,”
Charlie said. “I don’t want them to catch and torment
the prisoners, or murder folks who don’t think as they
do; but I do want our side to succeed, and when I hear
of a victory I say ‘Hurrah for the Confederacy!’ I can’t
help it when I think of father, who was killed by the
Yankees, and all the trouble the war has brought. I’m
315willing to work like a dog for the refugees and prisoners,
and I’d die sooner than betray one, but if I was a man
I’d join Mr. Davis’s army sure.”
The pale face of the boy was flushed all over, and his
dark eyes burned with Southern fire as he frankly
avowed his sentiments, and Will Mather could not repress
a smile at this noble specimen of a Southern rebel.
“I like you, my boy, for your frankness,” he said,
“and when the war is over, I shall have to send for you
to come North and be cured of your treason.”
“It is not treason,” and the boy stamped his girlish
foot. “It is not treason any more than the views held
by the Revolutionary soldiers. Didn’t the colonies secede
from England, and does anybody call Washington a
traitor now? I tell you it is success which decides the
nature of the thing. If we succeed, future historians will
speak of us as patriots, as a persecuted people, who gave
our lives in defence of our homes and firesides.”
“You won’t succeed, my poor boy. The Confederacy
is gasping its last breath. You will be conquered at the
last, and then what have you gained?”
“Nothing,—nothing but ruin!” and the tears poured
over the white face of this defender of Southern rights.
Soon recovering himself, however, he exclaimed,
proudly:
“We may be conquered, but not subjugated. You
can’t do that with all your countless hordes of men, and
your millions of money. The North can never subjugate
the South. We may lay down our arms because we have
no other alternative, but we shall still think the same,
and feel the same as we do now.”
Here was a curious study for Will Mather, who was
surprised to find such maturity of thought and so strong
determination in one so young and frail.
316“No wonder it is hard to conquer a people composed
of such elements,” he thought, and he was about to continue
the conversation when he was startled by a loud
blast from a horn among the hills.
“They’ve caught some one. They always do that as
a kind of exultation,” the boy exclaimed, wringing his
hands, and evincing as much distress as he had heretofore
shown bitterness against the opposing party.
It was a poor refugee from a neighboring county,
whom, in spite of Paul Haverill’s precautions, they had
found in a hollow tree, and whom they brought more
dead than alive down to the Oak Plantation, amid vociferous
cries of “Tar and feather him!” “Hang him to a
sour-apple tree!” “Give him a taste of the halter!”
“Make him an example to all other sneaking Yankee
sympathizers!”
With his face as white as marble, and his lips set firmly
together, Paul Haverill stood in the midst of the noisy
group which he tried to quiet.
“Let us try him by jury,” he said, and something in
his voice reassured the frightened, haggard wretch, who
had seen his house burned down and his son shot before
his very eyes, and of course expected no mercy.
The trial by jury proved popular, and then Paul Haverill
suggested that a judge be chosen in the person of
some one who had lost a near friend in the war, and was
of course competent to mete out full justice to the criminal—“Charlie,
for instance,” and his eye fell on the
boy, who had joined the crowd and was standing close
by the prisoner. The boy caught his uncle’s meaning at
once, and exclaimed:
“Yes, let me be the judge. My father was killed at
Bull Run. My mother died of grief. Surely I may
decide.”
317Charlie De Vere was a favorite with the men, who
knew how staunch a Confederate he was, and, waiving the
trial for want of time, they said:
“Charlie shall decide whether we hang, drown, whip,
or tar and feather the prisoner at the bar.”
Then, with far more energy and fire than had characterized
his vindication of the South, Charlie De Vere
pleaded for the criminal, that they would let him go.
“Just this once, for father’s sake, and mine, and
Maude’s,” he said; and, at the mention of Maude, the
dark brows began to clear, and the scowling faces grew
more lenient in their expression, for Maude De Vere was
worshiped by the rough men of the mountains, who,
though they knew her sympathies were on the Union
side, made an exception in her favor, and held her person
and opinions sacred. For her sake, they would let
their captive go, giving him warning to leave the neighborhood
at once, nor let himself be seen again in their
midst while the war lasted.
And thus it chanced that Will Mather had a companion
in his wanderings, which were renewed the following
day; the boy Charlie acting as guide through the most
dangerous part of the way, and at last bidding him
good-bye, with great tears in his eyes, as he said:
“I hope you won’t be caught; but I don’t know, the
woods are full of our soldiers. Travel at night, and hide
through the day. Trust no one, but the negroes; and if
you are captured, ask for mercy in sister’s name. Everybody
knows Maude De Vere.”
CHAPTER XXVIII THE DEAD ALIVE.
318
It was the night of the third of July, the anniversary,
as she supposed, of her husband’s death,
and Rose was sitting up unusually late. She
could not sleep for thinking of one year ago, and the
white-faced man who lay upon the battle-field with the
rain falling upon him.
It was a clear starlight night, and she leaned many
times from her open window and looked up at the kindly
eyes keeping watch above her. But she did not see the
figure coming down the street and up the walk to their
own door; the figure of a worn-out soldier, who from
the prison at Salisbury had escaped to Tennessee, and
had come from thence straight on until the midnight
train dropped him at the Rockland station.
The light was behind her, and Will saw her distinctly
as he went up the avenue, and he stopped a moment to
look at her. She was very pale, and much thinner than
when he saw her last, but never, even on her bridal day,
had she seemed so beautiful to him as then, when leaning
from her window, and apparently listening for something.
It was the sound of his footsteps as he came up the
walk which had attracted her attention, and when it
ceased so suddenly as he stopped under the trees, she
felt a momentary pang of fear, for burglars had been very
common in the town that summer. Possibly this was
one of the robbers, and Rose was thinking of alarming
the house, when the figure emerged from under the
319shadow of the trees, and came directly up beneath the
window, while a voice which made Rose’s blood curdle
in her veins, called softly,
“Rose, darling, is it you?”
Had the dead come back to life? Was that her husband’s
voice, and that his step in the lower hall? Rose
had supposed the front door bolted. She had not heard
it open, and now, when the steps sounded upon the
stairs, her heart gave one throb of fear, as all the old
superstitious stories of New England lore rushed to her
mind. Perhaps on this anniversary of his death he had
come back to see her. And perhaps——
Rose did not finish the sentence, for the opening of
her own door disclosed the wasted figure of a man wearing
the army blue, his face very pale, but lighted up with
perfect joy as he stretched his arms toward the shrinking
woman by the window, and said:
“Come to me, darling; I am no ghost.”
Then she went to him, but uttered no sound. Her
heart was too full for that, and seemed bursting from
her throat as she laid her head upon the bosom of her
husband, and felt his arms around her waist and neck.
Her stillness frightened him, it was so unlike her, and
lifting her from the floor, he took her in his lap, and said
to her:
“Speak to me, Rose. Let me hear your voice once
more. You thought I was dead, and you’ve been so
sorry.”
“Yes, killed at Gettysburgh,” came gaspingly at last;
and then a storm of tears and kisses fell upon Will’s face,
and Rose’s arms were thrown about his neck as she tried
to tell him how great was her joy to have him back
again.
“I have been so lonely,” she said, “for everybody is
320gone. Jimmie and Annie, and poor Tom, too, is a prisoner
at last, so mother and I are all alone, except”——
Just then it occurred to her that her husband had no
suspicion of the great joy in store for him.
“How shall I tell him?” she thought, and her eyes
went from his face to the basket and chair where baby’s
clothes were lying.
The little white dress, with its shoulder knots of blue;
the flannels and the soft wool socks were all there in
plain sight, and Will saw them, too, as his eye followed
Rose’s.
“Rose, tell me, what is that? What does it mean?”
he asked, and then, without a word, Rose led him into
the adjoining room, where in his crib slumbered her
beautiful boy,—their beautiful boy rather. He was hers
alone no longer, for the father was there now, and the
happiest moment he had ever known was that when he
knelt by his baby’s cradle, and felt how much he had for
which to thank his Maker. He could not wait till morning
before he heard the sound of his first-born’s voice,
and he took him at once in his arms, every pulse thrilling
with pride and exquisite delight, as he felt the soft, baby
hands in his own, and looked into the beautiful dark
eyes which met his so wonderingly as baby awoke and
gazed up into his face. It was not afraid of him, and
Rose almost danced with joy as she saw it smile in its
father’s face, and then turn slily away.
“It was so terrible till baby came last Christmas,” she
said, beginning to explain how they believed him dead,
and how much she had suffered. “Even baby did not
make me as glad as it ought,” she continued, “for I could
not forget how happy you would have been to come
home and find him here, and now you’ve come. God is
very, very good; I love him now, Will, better, I hope than
321I love you, or baby, or anything. I’ve given baby to Him
and given myself, too, but he had to punish me so hard
before I would do it.”
Then together the re-united couple knelt and thanked
the Father who had remembered them so mercifully, and
asked that henceforth their lives might be dedicated to
his service, and all they had be subject to his will.
There was no more sleep in the Mather mansion that
night, for by the time Mrs. Carleton and the servants had
recovered from their surprise and joy, the early morning
was red in the east, and the sun was just beginning to
show the returned soldier how pleasant and beautiful
his home was looking.
The people of Rockland had not intended to have
much of a celebration on that Fourth of July. The
churchyard was too full of soldiers’ graves, and the war-clouds
were still too dark over the land, while the battle
of the Wilderness, where so many had perished, was too
fresh in their minds to admit of much festivity; but
when it was known that Will Mather had come home the
town was all on fire with excitement. Every bell was
rung, and the cannon of Bill Baker memory bellowed
forth its welcome, while in the evening impromptu fireworks
attested to the people’s delight. Then followed
many days of delicious quiet in which Will told his wife
and mother the story of his wanderings, but said very
little of his life in Salisbury. That was something he
could not mention without a shudder, and so he passed
it over in silence, choosing rather to tell of his journey
across the mountains, where so many friendly hands had
been stretched out to help him. He had every name
upon paper, and was only waiting for an opportunity to
show his gratitude in some tangible form. Especially
was he grateful to Paul Haverill, whose name became a
322household word, together with that of Charlie and Maude
De Vere. Of her Rose thought so often, wishing she
could see her, and resolving when the war was over
either to write at once or go all the way to the Mountains
of Tennessee to find her.
“Poor Tom!” she often sighed. “If he could only fall
into so friendly hands.”
But everything pertaining to Tom was shrouded in
gloom. The last they heard he was in Columbia, while
Jimmie still pined in Andersonville, if indeed he had not
died amid its horrors. Exchanged prisoners were constantly
arriving at Annapolis, where both Mrs. Simms
and Annie were, and every letter from the latter was
eagerly torn open by Rose in hopes that it might contain
some news of her brothers. But there was none,
and the mourning garments which, with her husband’s
return, were exchanged for lighter, airier ones, seemed
only laid aside for a few weeks until word should come
that one or both of her brothers were with the dead
whose graves were far away beneath a Southern sky.
CHAPTER XXIX. THE HEROINE OF THE MOUNTAIN.
Of the three captives, Will Mather, Jimmie, and
Tom, the latter had suffered the least as a prisoner
of war. A strong Freemason, he had
found friends at Columbia, where chance threw in his
way a near relation of his dead wife and a former classmate.
Though firmly believing in the Southern cause,
Joe Haskell from the first befriended Captain Carleton,
323whom he finally helped to escape, giving him money, and
so far as he was able, directions where to go and whom
to ask for aid. Tom’s imprisonment had been of short
duration, and thus it was, with vigor unimpaired and
spirits unbroken, that he found himself free on that very
night when Will Mather lay sleeping in the cave among
the mountains of Tennessee. But that “Refuge of
Safety” was many, many miles away, and Tom’s route to
the land of freedom was a longer and far more dangerous
one than Will’s had been. Still Tom had in his favor
health and strength, together with a knack of passing
himself off as a Southerner whenever an opportunity
was presented, and so for a week or more he
proceeded with comparatively little trouble; but at
the end of that time dangers and difficulties beset him
at every step, while more than once death or recapture
stared him in the face, either from the close proximity of
his pursuers, or the pertinacity of the bloodhounds
which were set upon his track. Escape at times seemed
impossible, and Tom’s courage and strength were beginning
to give way, when one night, toward the last of
June, he found himself in a negro cabin, and an occupant
of a bed whose covering, though impregnated with the
peculiar odor of the sable-hued faces around him, seemed
the very embodiment of sweetness and cleanliness to the
tired and footsore man, who nearly all his life had slept
in the finest linen, with lace or silken hangings about his
bed. For linen now there was a ragged quilt, and the
bed was festooned with cobwebs, while from the blackened
rafters hung bundles of herbs and strings of peppers,
alternated here and there with the grimy articles of
clothing which old Hetty had washed that day for her
own “boys,” and in consequence of the rain had hung in
her cabin to dry. Coarse, heavy shirts they were, but
324Tom, as he watched them drying on the pole, fell to
coveting the uncouth things, and thought how soft and
nice they would feel on his rough flesh. Then he
thought of home and Rose, and wondered what she
would say could she look in upon him in that negro hut,
with all those stalwart boys sitting by, while Hetty, their
mother, cooked the corn-cake, and fried the slice of
bacon for supper. Two sat just where Tom could see
them, while the third was near the door, keeping a
constant watch on the circuitous path leading from the
cabin to a large dwelling on the knoll,—“Marsr’s house,”—where
to-night a number of young people were assembled
in honor of the return of the son and heir, Lieut.
Arthur, who had been in so many battles, and had a
taste of prison life at the North.
Though bitterly opposed to the Unionists, Arthur was
truthful, almost to a fault, as some of his auditors
thought to whom he was recounting the incidents of his
prison life. Comfortable beds, decent bread, well-cooked
meat, with plenty of pure air and water, he had received
from the hands of his enemies; and once, when for a
few days he was sick, he had been fed with toast and
jelly, and tea quite as good as Hetty could make, he
said. And while he talked more than one present
thought of the Southern prisons, where so many men
were dying from starvation and neglect; and one young
girl’s eyes flashed angrily, and her nostrils quivered with
passion as she burst out with the exclamation:
“That’s the story most of our prisoners tell when they
come back to us. Think you a like report will be carried
North, if the poor wretches ever live to get there!
I think it a shame to allow such suffering in our midst.”
This speech, which had in it the ring of Unionism, did
not startle the hearers as much as might be expected.
325They were accustomed to Maude De Vere’s outspoken
way, and they knew that when she first came among them
she was on the Federal side, and had opposed the secession
movement with all the force of her girl nature. As
yet no harm had been threatened her, for Maude was one
to whom all paid deference, and her clear arguments
touching the right of secession had done much toward
keeping alive a feeling of humanity for our prisoners in
the family where for months she had been a guest.
Squire Tunbridge—or Judge, as he was frequently
called—was her near relative, and as his only daughter
had died only two years before, and he was very lonely in
his great house, he had invited Maude to visit him, and
insisted upon her staying as long as possible. At first
he had laughed at her Yankee preferences, but when the
deaths at Salisbury and Andersonville increased so fast,
he shook his head sadly and protested against the cruelty
and neglect of the government. “He did not believe
in killing men by inches,” he said; “better shoot them at
once.” And still he would not willingly have harbored
a runaway on his premises, for fear of the odium which
would attach to him if the fact were known.
And so, when late that night, while Tom lay sleeping
in Hetty’s cabin, and Hetty, up at the big house, was
waiting upon the guests and making secret signs to Maude
De Vere, there came a band of men into the yard in pursuit
of an escaped Yankee, the Squire roused at once,
saying that no one could possibly be hidden on his plantation
unless the blacks had secreted him. The negro
houses were close by; they could look for themselves. He
had supposed his servants loyal, but there was no telling
in these perilous times; and the old man’s face flushed as
his Southern blood fired his zeal for the Southern cause.
In her evening dress of white, with her bands of glossy
326black hair bound like a coronet around her regal brow,
Maude De Vere stood leaning upon the piano, her eyes
shining like burning coals, and her lips slightly parted
as she listened to the conversation, and then darted an
anxious glance toward the spot where Hetty had been
standing a moment before. But Hetty had disappeared,
and under cover of darkness was running and rolling and
slipping down the steep wet path, which led to her cabin
door.
Arrived there, she seized the sleeping Tom by the arm,
and exclaimed:
“Wake up, mars’r, for de dear lord’s sake! De Seshioners
is come, and will be here in a minute! I’m mighty
’fraid even Miss Maude can’t save you!”
Tom was awake in a moment and fully alive to the
danger of his condition. From the house on the knoll,
he could hear the excited voices of his pursuers, and the
sound made every pulse throb with fear.
“Tell me what to do,” he said, and Hetty replied,
“Kin you bar smotherin’ for a spell? If you kin, git
under de ole straw tick, and lie right still and flat, and
you, Hal, buckle into marsr’s place, as if ’twas you who’ve
been lyin’ here all the time.”
Tom did not hesitate a moment, and had just straightened
himself under the straw bed, and drawn a long
breath as he felt Harry’s body settling down above him,
when steps were heard coming down the path, and a
young man’s voice asked of Hetty if she had any strangers
there—“any Yankees, you know; because if you have—”
the young man paused a moment and peered out into
the night to make sure that no one was listening, then, in
a whisper, he added, “Keep them safe, and remember,
Fleetfoot knows all the passes of the mountains between
here and Tennessee.”
327A suppressed “thank God!” might almost have been
heard beneath the straw bed, while old Hetty exclaimed,
“The Lord bless Mars’r Arthur, and Miss Maude, too!
I know it is her doins.”
And Hetty was right, for Tom Carleton owed his escape
from that great peril, to Maude De Vere rather
than to Lieutenant Arthur. “When the order was given
to search the negro quarters, Arthur had seen that in
Maude’s face which constrained him to follow her when
she beckoned to him to come out upon the piazza.
“Arthur,” she said, putting her lips to his ear, “remember
the kind treatment you received from your enemies,
and be merciful. Don’t let them find him, for
there is a Yankee soldier down in Hetty’s cabin. She
told me to-night. Search her house yourself. Throw
them off the track. Anything to mislead them. Be
merciful. Do it, Arthur, for my sake.”
Always beautiful, Maude De Vere was dazzlingly so
now, as she stood before the young officer pleading for
Tom Carleton, and Arthur Tunbridge was more influenced
by her beauty, than by any party feelings. Assuming a
fierce, determined manner, he went back to the pursuers
and said,
“It’s perfectly preposterous that one of those Unionists
should come here for protection, when it is well known
what we are. Still it may be. There’s no piece of effrontery
they are not capable of. I know them well, just
as I knew every nook and corner of the negro cabins.
Stay here, gentlemen, and take some refreshment while I
search the quarters myself.”
Arthur Tunbridge wore a lieutenant’s uniform. He
had been in the army from the very first; he had fought
in many a battle; had been a prisoner for four months,
328while his father was known to be a staunch secessionist,
who was ready to sacrifice all he had for the success of
the cause he believed to be so just and righteous. There
could be no cheating in such a family as this, and so,
while Maude De Vere wore her most winning smile, and
with her own hands served cake and coffee to the soldiers,
Lieutenant Arthur went on his tour of investigation, and
brought back word that not a trace of a runaway had he
found, notwithstanding that every cabin on the premises
had been visited. A savage oath was the answer to this
report, but something in Maude’s eyes kept the soldiers
in check and made them tolerably civil, as they mounted
their horses, and with a respectful good-night, rode off
in an opposite direction.
With a feeling of security after hearing from Hetty of
Maude De Vere, Tom came out from his hiding-place
and ventured to the open door of the cabin, where he
stood looking at the “big house” on the hill, from which
the guests were just departing. He could hear their
voices as they said good night, and fancied he could detect
the clear, well-bred tones of Maude De Vere, in
whom he began to feel so deeply interested. He could
see the flutter of her white dress as she stood against
a pillar of the piazza, with Arthur at her side, but her
back was toward him, and he could only see her well shaped
head, which sat so erect and proudly upon her
shoulders. She was very tall, Tom thought, comparing
her with Mary, Annie, and petite Rose as she walked
across the piazza with Arthur, who, from comparison
seemed the shorter of the two. Profoundly grateful to her
as his probable deliverer, Tom went back into the cabin
and began to question Hetty with regard to the young
lady. Who was she, and where did she live, and how
came she so strong a Unionist?
329“She’s Miss Maude De Vere, bred and born in the old
North State, somewhars near Tar Run.” Aunt Hetty said
“Her father was killed at first Bull Run, and then
her mother died, and she went to live with her uncle off
toward Tennessee in de hills. She’s got an awful sight
of money, and heaps of niggers,—lazy, no count critters,—who
jest do nothing from morn till night. She and
Miss Nettie, Mars’r Tunbridge’s gal, was great friends
at school, and Miss Maude was here when she died, and
has been here by spells ever since. Young mars’r think
she mighty nice, but dis chile don’t ’zactly know what
Miss Maude do think of him. Reckon he’s too short, or
too sessionary to suit her.”
This was Hetty’s account of the young lady, who at
that very moment was listening with a defiant look upon
her face to Arthur Tunbridge’s remonstrance against
what he termed her treasonable principles.
“They will get you into trouble yet. The war is not
over, as some would have you think. The North is
greatly divided. Be warned of me, Maude, and do not
run such risks as you do by openly avowing your Union
sentiments. Think what it would be to me if harm
should befall you, Maude.”
Arthur spoke very gently now, while a deep flush
mounted to his beardless cheek, but met with no reflection
from Maude De Vere’s face. Only her eyes kindled
and grew blacker, if possible, as she listened to him,
first with scorn, when he spoke of treason, and then
with pity when he spoke of himself, and the pain it
would cause him if harm should come to her.
Maude knew very well the nature of the feelings with
which her kinsman, young Arthur Tunbridge, regarded
her. At first she had been disposed to laugh at him, and
his preference for an Amazon, as she styled herself; but Arthur
330had proved by actual measurement that in point of
height he excelled her by half an inch, while the register
showed that in point of age he had the advantage of her
by more than four years, though Maude seemed the
elder of the two.
“Don’t be foolish, Arthur, nor entertain fears for me,”
she said. “I am not afraid of Gen. Lee’s entire army,
nor Grant’s either, for that matter. My home at Uncle
Paul’s has been beset alternately by either party, and I
have held a loaded pistol at the heads of both Federal
and Confederate, when one was for leading away Charlie’s
favorite horse, and the other for coaxing off old
Lois to cook the company’s rations. No, I am not
afraid, and if necessary I will guide that poor wretch
down in Hetty’s cabin safely to Tennessee.”
Arthur’s face grew dark at once, and he said, half
angrily:
“Maude, let that man alone; let them all alone. It is
not womanly for you to evince so much interest in such
people. For your sake I’ll help this one get away, but
that must be the last; and remember, it is done for your
sake, with the expectation of reward. Do you consent
to the terms?”
Maude’s nostrils quivered as she drew her tall figure
to its full height, and answered back:
“I could not prize the love I had to buy. No, Arthur;
I have told you once that you are only my brother, just
as Nettie was my sister. Believe me, Arthur, I cannot
give you what you ask.”
She spoke gently, kindly, now, for she pitied the young
man whose sincerity she did not doubt, but whose love
she could not return. He was not her equal, either
physically or mentally, and the man who won Maude De
Vere must be one to whom she could look up to as a
331superior. Such an one she would make very happy, but
she would lead Arthur a wretched, miserable life, and she
knew it, and would save him from herself, even though
there were many kindly, tender feelings in her heart for
the young lieutenant.
She saw that he was angry with her, and as further
conversation was useless, she left him and repaired to
her room, the windows of which overlooked Hetty’s cabin.
And there until daylight the noble girl sat watching
lest their unwelcome visitors of the previous night, failing
to find their victim, should return and insist upon
another search. As Maude De Vere said, she had held a
loaded pistol at the head of both Federal and Confederate,
when her uncle was sick, and the house was beset
one week by one of the belligerent parties and the following
week by the other. She was afraid of nothing,
and Tom Carleton, so long as she stood his sentinel, had
little to fear from his pursuers. But she could not ward
off the fever which for many days had been lurking in
his veins, and which was increasing so fast that when
the morning came he was too sick to rise, and lay moaning
with the pain in his eyes and complaining of the
heat, which, in that dark corner of the close cabin, and
on that sultry summer morning, was intolerable.
“Mighty poorly, with face as red as them flowers in
yer ha’r, and the veins in his forehead as big as my leg,”
was the word which Hetty brought up to Maude De
Vere the next morning, and half an hour later Maude,
in her pale buff cambric wrapper, with her black hair
shining like satin, went down to Hetty’s cabin and stood
beside Tom Carleton.
He was sleeping for a few moments, and the drops of
perspiration were standing on his forehead and about
his lips. He was not worn and emaciated, like the most
332of the prisoners and refugees whom Maude had seen.
His complexion, though bronzed from exposure, had not
that peculiar greyish appearance common to so many of
the returned prisoners, while his forehead was very
white, and his rich brown hair, damp with the perspiration,
clung about it in the soft, round curls so natural to it.
There was nothing in his personal appearance to awaken
sympathy on the score of ill-treatment, and yet Maude
felt herself strangely drawn toward him, guessing with
a woman’s quick perception that he was somewhat above
many whom it had been her privilege to befriend. And
Maude, being human, did not like him less for that. On
the contrary, she the more readily brushed away the flies
which were alighting upon his face, and with her own
handkerchief, wiped the moisture from his brow, and
then felt his rapid pulse.
“He ought not to stay in this place,” she said, and she
was revolving the propriety of boldly asking Squire Tunbridge
if he might be removed to the house, when Tom
awoke and turned wonderingly toward her.
He knew it was Maude De Vere, and something in her
face riveted his attention, making him wonder where he
had seen somebody very like her.
“You are sick,” she said to him kindly, as he attempted
to rise on his elbow, and fell back again upon the squalid
bed. “I am afraid you are very sick, but you are safe
here,—that is,—yes,—I know you are safe. None but
fiends would betray a sick man.”
She spoke rapidly, and Tom saw the bright color
deepen in her cheek, and her eyes flash with excitement.
She was very beautiful, and Tom felt the influence
of her beauty, and tried to draw the ragged quilt
over him so as to hide the coarse, grey shirt Hetty had
given him, and which was as unlike the immaculate linen
333Tom Carleton was accustomed to wear as it was possible
to be.
“You are Miss De Vere, I’m sure,” he said, “and you
are very kind. I shall not tax your hospitality long. I
hope to go on to-night. Don’t stay here, Miss De Vere;
you must be uncomfortable. It’s hotter here than in
Massachusetts.”
“You are from New England, then?” Maude asked,
and Tom replied:
“From Boston,—yes,—your people hate us most of all
I believe,” and Tom tried to smile, while Maude answered
him,
“It makes no difference to me whether you are from
Maine or Oregon. You are sick and have come to us for
succor. I’ll do what I can to help you.”
With the last words she was gone, her tall, lithe figure
bending gracefully under the low doorway, and the rustle
of her fresh, clean garments leaving a pleasant sound
in Tom Carleton’s ears.
“A sick Yankee down in Hetty’s cabin,—a Boston one
at that, with his Wendell Phillips notions, and you want
me to let him be brought up to this house, the house of a
Southern gentleman, who, if he hates one of the dogs
worse than another, hates the Massachusetts kind, whose
women have nothing to do but to write Abolition books
about our niggers. No, indeed; he shall not come an
inch, and by the Harry I’ll send for the authorities and
have him bundled off to jail before night, with his camp
fever, and his Boston airs. Needn’t talk. See if I don’t
do it, and I’ll have Hetty strung up and whipped for harboring
the villain. Treason under my very nose, and a
Yankee, too! Go away,—go away, I tell you. I won’t
334hear you. I hate ’em all for the cussedness there is in
’em.”
This was Squire Tunbridge’s reply to Maude De Vere,
who had told him of Tom Carleton, and asked permission
to have him moved up to the house. Nothing
daunted, Maude went close up to him, and her beautiful
eyes looked straight into his as she said:
“Think if it was Arthur sick among his enemies.
They were kind to him, he says, and remember Nettie,
too. Had she lived she would have married a Northern
man. You liked Robert, and Nettie loved him. For her
sake let this man be brought to the house. He will die
there, where it is so close.”
“Serve him right for coming down here to fight us;
wish they were all dead. How are you going to get the
rascal up that confounded hill? Can he walk?”
Maude had gained her point, and with Mrs. Tunbridge,
who had a soft, kind heart, she hastened to make ready
a large, airy chamber, somewhat remote from the rooms
occupied by the family and their frequent guests. It was
not the best room in the house, but he would be safer
there than elsewhere, and Maude made it as inviting as
possible, by pulling the bed out from the corner to the
centre of the room, covering the plain stand with a clean,
white towel, and the table with a gaily-colored shawl of
her own. Then with Hetty and one of Hetty’s sons she
started for the cabin, followed by the Squire himself.
Since the war began he had not seen a Yankee, and curiosity
as much as anything took him to Tom Carleton,
whom he assailed with a string of epithets, telling him
“to see what he’d got by making war on people so much
better than himself. Good enough for you,” he continued,
as, assisted by Hetty and Claib, Tom tried to walk
up the winding path, with Maude in front and the Squire
335in the rear. “Yes, good enough for you, if you die like
a dog, and I dare say you will. Fevers go hard with you
Bunker Hill chaps. Claib, you villain, you are letting
him fall. Don’t you see he hasn’t strength to walk?
Carry him, you rascal!” And thus changing the nature
of his tirade the Squire thrust his cane against Tom’s
back by way of assisting him up the hill.
He was human if he was not quite consistent, and his
face was very red, and he was very much out of breath
when the house was reached at last, and Tom was comfortably
disposed in bed.
“For thunder’s sake, Hetty, take that grey, niggery
thing off from him,” the Squire said, pointing to the
coarse shirt Tom had thought so nice, when he exchanged
it for his dirty uniform. “If you women are going to
do a thing, do it decent. Arthur’s shirts won’t fit him,
I reckon, for Arthur ain’t bigger than a pint of cider,
but mine will. Fetch him one, and for gracious sake
souse him first in the bath-tub. He needs it bad, for
them prison pens ain’t none the neatest according to the
tell.”
In spite of his aversion to the Boston Yankees, the
Judge had taken the ordering of this one into his own
hands, and it was to him that Tom owed the refreshing
bath which did him so much good, and abated the force
of the fever, which nevertheless ran high for many days,
during which time Maude nursed him as carefully as if
he had been her brother. Arthur was absent when the
moving occurred, but when he found that it was done,
and the Yankee was actually an inmate of his father’s
house, he concluded to make the best of it, merely remarking
that “they would be in a pretty mess if the
story got out of their harboring a prisoner.”
The Judge knew that, and in fancy he saw his house
336burned down, and himself, perhaps, ridden on a rail by
his justly incensed neighbors. The fear wore upon him
terribly, until a new idea occurred to him. Maude, as
everybody knew, had long been talking of going back to
Tennessee, and what more natural than for Paul Haverill
to send an escort for her in the person of some
cousin or other, who was foolish enough to fall sick immediately
after his arrival. This was a smart thought;
and as that very day at least a dozen people called at the
Cedars, as the Judge called his place, so the dozen were
told of “John Camp,” sick abed up stairs, “kind of
cousin to Maude, and sent to see her home, by her Uncle
Paul.”
“Right smart chap,” the Judge said, feeling amazed at
the facility with which he invented falsehoods when once
he began. “Been a guerrilla there in the mountains, and
done some tall fightin’, I reckon.”
This was the Judge’s story, which his auditors believed,
wondering, some of them, why the visitor should
occupy that back chamber in preference to the handsome
rooms in front. Still they had no suspicion of the
truth. “John Camp” was accepted as a reality, and
kind inquiries were made after his welfare, as, day after
day, the fever ran its course, and Maude De Vere bent
over him, bathing his forehead, smoothing his pillows,
and brushing his hair, her white fingers insinuating queer
fancies into his brain, as, half unconscious, he felt their
touch upon his face, and saw the soft eyes above him.
At first Arthur had kept aloof from Tom, but as the
latter grew better, he yielded to Maude’s entreaties and
went in to see him, feeling intuitively that he was in the
presence of a gentleman as well as of a superior. He
could not dislike him, for there was something about Tom
Carleton which disarmed him of all prejudice, and many
337a quiet, friendly talk the two had together on the all-absorbing
topic of the day.
“He is a splendid fellow, if he is a Yankee,” was Arthur’s
mental verdict, “and fine looking, too,—finer a
hundred times than I,” and then there crept into his
heart a fear lest Maude should think as he did, and ere
he was aware of it, he found himself fiercely jealous of
one who was at his mercy, and whom, if he chose, he
might have removed so easily.
CHAPTER XXX. ARTHUR AND MAUDE.
Tom Carleton was able to start on his journey
westward. Twice he had left his room and
joined the family below, making himself so
agreeable, and adapting himself so nicely to all the
Judge’s crotchets that the old man confessed to a genuine
liking for the Yankee rascal, and expressed himself as
unwilling to part with him. He had inquired into his
family history, and, to his infinite delight, found that the
elder Carleton, Tom’s father, was the very lawyer whose
speech years ago, had been instrumental in sending back
to bondage the Judge’s runaway negro, Hetty’s husband,
whose grave was out by the garden wall, and whose wife
and sons had rendered so different a service to the lawyer’s
son.
Tom’s face was scarlet when he thought of the difference,
and remembered how his father had worked to
prove that the master was entitled to his property wherever
338it was found. The Judge suspected the nature of
his thoughts, and with a forced laugh, said, goodhumoredly:
“You are more of an abolitionist than your father
was, I see. Well, well, young man, times change, and
we change with them. Old man Carleton did me a good
turn, for Seth was worth two thousand dollars. I never
abused him, nor gave him a blow when I got him back.
I only asked him how he liked freedom as far as he had
gone, and he didn’t answer. He seemed broke down
like, and in less than a year he died. He was the best
hand I ever had, more’n half white. I cried when he
died. I’ll be hanged if I didn’t. I told him to live
and I’d set him free, and when I see how his eyes
lighted up I made out his papers on the spot, and
brought ’em to him, and he died with ’em in his hand,
held so tight we could scarcely get ’em out, and I had
’em buried with him in his coffin.
“‘Thank you, mars’r, God bless you for letting me die
free, but it’s come too late. I would worked for you,
mars’r, all the same, if you’d done this before. I wanted
to be a man, and not a thing, a brute. You have been kind
to me mars’r; thank you, thank you for liberty.’
“These are Seth’s very words. I got ’em by heart,
and I said them so much that I began to wonder if freedom
wasn’t better than slavery. But, bless you, my
niggers was about all I had. I couldn’t give ’em up,
though I used to go out to Seth’s grave and think how
he hugged the papers to the last, and wonder if the
clause ‘all men are born free and equal,’ didn’t mean the
blacks. But the pesky war broke out, and drove all this
from my head. I hate the Yankees,—I hate Lincoln. I
hate the whole Union army, though I’ll be blamed if I
can hate you. Got a wife, hey?”
339He turned abruptly to his guest, who had listened with
so breathless interest to the story of poor Seth, that he did
not see Maude De Vere, her eyes shining, and her cheeks
flushed, as if she were under some strong excitement.
Between herself and Arthur there had been a long
conversation concerning Captain Tom Carleton, and
other matters of greater interest to Maude. The “John
Camp” ruse had succeeded well, and Maude had a fancy
for making it do still more, by taking her patient in
safety as far as her Uncle Haverill’s. She had received
several letters from her uncle, urging her to come home,
and in a week at most she was going. As one who had
been expressly sent as her escort, Mr. Carleton would of
course go with her, and in order to make the journey
with perfect safety she would have Arthur go too, and it
was of this that she had spoken to him that morning
when she found him in a little summer-house at the rear
of the long garden. There was a dark shadow on Arthur’s
face, as he listened to Maude’s proposition, and
when she had finished speaking, he replied:
“I intend to go with you, provided I am not ordered
back to the army, but, Maude, I will not have that Yankee
soldier hanging on to us. We have done that for
him which imperils our lives, and now that he is able to
go on, let him take his chance alone. If he is one half
as keen as Yankees think themselves to be, he will get
through unharmed. No, I won’t have him in our way.”
“But think of the dangers to be encountered, the
hordes of guerrillas which infest the mountains,” Maude
pleaded, and in her earnestness she laid both her hands
on Arthur’s shoulder, and stood leaning over him.
“Maude De Vere,” and Arthur spoke very decidedly,
“why are you so much interested in this man? Tell me,
and tell me truly, too,—have you learned to care for
340him more than you would for a common soldier, had such
a one come to you as a runaway Yankee? If you have,
Maude,” and Arthur’s face was white with determination,
“if you have, by the heavens above us, I’ll put a
bullet through him myself, or worse than that, send him
back to where he came from.”
“That would be an act worthy of a Tunbridge and a
Southern gentleman,” Maude said, bitterly, and something
in her tone warned Arthur that he had gone too
far, so changing his tactics, he said more gently:
“Sit here beside me, Maude, and listen to what I have
to say. You know that I have loved you ever since I
knew the meaning of the word, and it is not in my nature
to give up what my heart is set upon. You have
refused me, but that does not matter. I want you
for my wife; I must have you for my wife. I know
you are my superior, and I am willing it should be
so. You can fashion me into anything you like. I
have screened, and hidden, and lied for that Yankee
Carleton, just to gratify you. And when I first consented
to act the traitor’s part, I supposed he was most
likely some coarse, ignorant boor, but he is not. Returning
health shows him to be a well-bred gentleman,
and decidedly good-looking, so much so that I have
been jealous of him, Maude, not knowing to what your
strange opinions might lead you.”
“You know of course he has a wife,” dropped scornfully
from Maude’s lips, and Arthur started quickly.
“No, Maude, I did not know it. How came you by
the knowledge? Did he tell you so?”
“Not directly, but when he was out of his head, or
asleep, he talked of Rose, and Annie, and Mary, and he
called the latter his wife. That is the way I know,”
Maude said, and Arthur’s face cleared at once.
“Forgive me, Maude. I was a fool to be jealous of
341him. And now let us come to a final understanding.
You have laughed at, and browbeaten, and queened it
over me for years, but I have never despaired of winning
you at the last. Once for all, then, will you be my wife?
I must have you. I cannot be denied.”
Arthur was in earnest now, and his pleadings were
eloquent with the love he felt for the girl, who listened
in silence, and then said to him:
“Arthur, it cannot be. I should make you very unhappy.
We do not agree in any one point.”
“But we will agree. I promise to conform to your
opinions in everything. I’ll guide this man to Tennessee,
and give myself in future to the work of saving and
helping the entire Yankee army. I’ll be a second Dan
Ellis if you like. I’ll do anything but take the oath to
the Union. I’ve sworn to stand by the other side. I
cannot break my word even for you, Maude.”
Maude did not like him less for that last. There was
Southern fire in her heart as well as his, and Southern
blood in her veins, and though she clung to the old flag,
there were moments when she felt a flush of pride in her
misguided brothers, who fought so like heroes and believed
so heartily in their cause.
“Say, Maude,” Arthur continued, “will you be my
wife if I will do all this. Think how many lives I might
save, and how much suffering relieve; there are so many
chances where I could do good, for no one would suspect
me. Give me some hope, Maude. Speak to me.”
She was sitting with her face buried in her hands, as
many another maiden has sat, “counting the cost.” All
her life long, Arthur Tunbridge had followed her with
his love, till she was tired of the contest. Nothing she
had ever said disheartened him. No rebuff, however
severe, had availed to keep him quiet. She knew he
342loved her, and perhaps she might in time love him. It
would make the old Judge and his wife so happy, while
Charlie liked Arthur so much. Other people liked him,
too. He was very popular, and she well knew that she
was envied by many a proud maiden for the attentions
of the agreeable Lieut. Tunbridge. Besides, if Arthur
pledged himself to help the escape of prisoners, he would
keep his word, and so through her much good might be
done, and hearts made happy perhaps. Others had
willingly sacrificed their lives for their country, and why
should she shrink from sacrificing her happiness, if by
it so many lives could be saved? Was it not her duty
to cast self aside and think only of the suffering she
could relieve with Arthur as her ally. Maude was selling
herself for her country, and with one great throb of bitter
pain, she said at last:
“I will deal frankly with you, Arthur, as I always
have. You are not disagreeable to me. I like you very
much as a friend. I miss you when you are away, and
am glad when you come back; still, you are not just
what I have imagined my future husband to be. I like you
for the good I know there is in you, and I may learn to
love you. I shall lead you a horrid life if I do not, for
it is not in my nature to affect what I do not feel. If I
cannot love you, I shall learn to hate you, and that will
be terrible.”
She was looking at him now, and though he winced a
little beneath the blazing eyes, she looked so grand,
so beautiful, that, foolish youth as he was, he fancied
her hate would be preferable to losing her, and so he
said:
“Go on, Maude, I am not afraid of the hatred if you always
look as you do now.”
343Something like contempt leaped to her eyes then, but
she put it aside, and continued:
“I will promise only on conditions. You shall see this
Mr. Carleton safely to my Uncle Paul’s. You shall befriend
and help every runaway you chance to find. You
shall relieve every suffering Union soldier when an opportunity
occurs. You shall use your influence for the
prisoners, and seek to ameliorate their wretched condition.
If you do this, Arthur, and do it faithfully, when the
war is over I will try to answer yes. Are you satisfied?”
It was a very one-sided affair, and Arthur knew it; but
love for Maude De Vere was the strongest passion of
which he was capable, and he answered:
“I am satisfied,” and kissed the cold hand which
Maude placed in his, and thought what a regal creature
he had won, and thought, too, how implicitly he would
keep the contract, even if it involved a giving up of Jefferson
Davis himself into the enemy’s hands.
CHAPTER XXXI. MAUDE AND TOM.
It was then that Maude left him and went back
to the house, where, standing in the door, she
scanned the face and person of the man for
whose safety in part she had pledged her heart and hand.
Tom’s tout ensemble was good, and there was about him
a certain air of grace and culture which showed itself in
every movement. A stranger would have trusted him
in a moment, and recognized the true manhood in his
expressive face. And Maude recognized it, as she never
344had before, and the contrast between him and Arthur
struck her painfully.
“If Arthur were more like him, I could love him better,”
she thought, just as the Judge asked the abrupt
question:
“You have a wife, hey?”
“Of course he has,” Maude thought, and still she listened
for the answer.
“My wife died some years ago, before the war broke
out. She was a Mary Williams, a near relative of the
Williamses of Charleston. Perhaps you know them?”
“Know ’em! I’ll bet I do!—the finest family in the
State. And you married one of them?” the old Judge
said, his manner indicating an increased respect for the
man who had married a Williams of Charleston.
Maude knew the family, too, or rather knew of them,
and remembered how, some years before, when she was
at St. Mary’s, she had heard a Charleston young lady
speaking of a Mrs. Carleton from Boston, who had recently
died, and whose husband had been so kind and
patient and tender, and was “the most perfectly splendid
looking man she ever saw.”
Maude remembered this last distinctly, because it had
called forth a reproof from the teacher who had overheard
it, and who asked what kind of a man “the most perfectly
splendid looking” one could be. Maude had not thought
of that incident in years, but it came back to her now as
she stood close to the man who had been so kind and
tender to his sick, dying wife. He would be all that, she
knew, for his manner was so quiet and grave and gentle,
and then a great throb of pain swept over Maude De
Vere as she thought of Arthur and the pledge she had
given him. Maude could not analyze her feelings, or understand
why the knowing who Tom Carleton was, and
345that he was also free, should make the world so desolate
all on a sudden, and blot out the brightness of the summer
day which had seemed so pleasant at its beginning.
“I did it in part for him,” she said, feeling that in
spite of her pain there was something sweet even in such
a sacrifice.
She was still standing in the door, when Tom, turning
a little more toward his host, saw her, his face lighting up
at once, and the smile, which made him so handsome,
breaking out about his mouth and showing his fine
teeth.
“Ah, Miss De Vere, take this seat,” and with that well-bred
politeness so much a part of his family, he arose and
offered her his chair.
But Maude declined it, and took a seat instead upon a
little camp stool near to the vine-wreathed columns of
the piazza.
It was very pleasant there that morning, and Maude,
sitting against that back-ground of green leaves, made a
very pretty picture in her pink cambric wrapper, trimmed
with white, white pendants in her ears, and a bunch of
the sweet scented heliotrope in her hair, and at her throat
where the smooth linen collar came together. And Tom
enjoyed the picture very much, from the crown of satin
hair, to the high-heeled slipper, with its bright ribbon rosette.
It was not a little slipper, like those which used
to be in Tom’s dressing-room in Boston, when Mary was
alive, nor yet like the fairy things which Rose Mather
wore. Nothing about Maude De Vere was small, but
everything was admirably proportioned. She wore a
seven glove and she wore a four boot. She measured just
twenty-five inches around the waist, and five feet six from
her head to her feet, and weighed one hundred and forty.
A perfect Amazon, she called herself; but Tom Carleton
346did not think so. He knew she was a large type of
womanhood, but she was perfect in form and feature,
and he would not have had her one whit smaller than she
was, neither did he contrast her with any one he had
ever known. She was so wholly unlike Mary and Rose
and Annie, that comparison between them was impossible.
She was Miss De Vere,—Maude he called her to
himself, and the name was beginning to sound sweetly
to him, as he daily grew more and more intimate with
the queenly creature who bore it. He had buried his
pale, proud-faced, but loving Mary; he had given up the
gentle Annie, and surely he might think of Maude De
Vere if he chose; and the sight of her sitting there before
him with the rich color in her cheek, and the Southern
fire in her eyes, stirred strange feelings in his heart, and
made him so forgetful of what the Judge was saying to
him, that the old man at last rose and walked away,
leaving the two young people alone together. Tom had
never talked much to Maude except upon sick-room topics,
and he felt anxious to know if her mind corresponded
with her face and form. Here was a good opportunity for
testing her mental powers, and in the long, earnest conversation
which ensued concerning men, and books, and politics,
Tom sifted her thoroughly, experiencing that pleasure
which men of cultivation always experience when thrown
in contact with a woman whose intelligence and endowments
are equal to their own. Maude’s education had
not been a superficial one, nor had it ceased with her
leaving school. In her room at home there was a small
library of choice books, which she read and studied each
day together with her brother Charlie, whose education
she superintended. Few persons North or South were
better acquainted with the incidents and progress of the
war, than she was. She had watched it from its beginning,
347and with her father, from whom she had inherited her
superior mind, she had held many earnest argumentative
discussions concerning the right and wrong of secession.
Maude had opposed it from the first, but her father had
thought differently, and carrying out his principles, had
lost his life in the first battle of Bull Run. Maude spoke
of him to Tom, and her fine eyes were full of tears as she
told of the dark, terrible days which preceded and followed
the news of his death.
“The ball which struck him down went further than
that; it killed mother, too, and made us orphans,” Maude
said, and something in the tone of her voice, and the expression
of her face, puzzled Tom just as it had many
times before, and carried him back to Bull Run, where it
seemed to him he had seen a face like Maude De Vere’s.
“Was your father killed in battle?” Tom asked, and
Maude replied:
“No, sir; that is, he did not die on the battle-field.
He was wounded, and crawled away into the woods,
where they found him dead, sitting against a tree, with a
little Union drummer boy lying right beside him, and
father’s handkerchief bound round the poor bleeding
stumps, for the little hands were both shot away. I’ve
thought of that boy so often,” Maude said, “and cried for
him so much. I know father was kind to him, for the little
fellow was nestled close to him, Arthur said. He was
there, and found my father, though he did not at first
recognize him, as it was a number of years since he had
seen him.”
Tom was growing both interested and excited. He
was beginning to find the key to that familiar look in
Maude De Vere’s face, and, coming close to her he said:
“Were any prisoners taken near your father, Miss De
Vere? Union prisoners, I mean?”
“Yes,” Maude replied. “Arthur was a private, then,
348and, with another soldier, was prowling through the woods
when they came upon father, and two Union soldiers
near him,—one a boy, Arthur said, and one an officer,
whose ankle had been sprained. In their eagerness to capture
somebody they forgot my father, and carried off the
man and boy. Then they went back, and Arthur found,
by some papers in the dead soldier’s pocket, that it was
father, and he had him decently buried at Manassas, with
the little boy. I liked Arthur for that. I would never
have forgiven him if he left that child in the woods.
When the war is over, I am going to find the graves.”
She was not weeping now, but her eyes had in them a
strange glitter as they looked far off in the distance, as if
in quest of those two graves.
“Maude De Vere,” Tom Carleton said, and at the
sound, Maude started and blushed scarlet, “you must
forgive me if I call you Maude this once. It’s for the
sake of your noble father, by whose side I stood when
the spirit left his body, and went after that of the little
drummer boy, whose bleeding stumps were bound in
your father’s handkerchief. I remember it well. I had
sprained my ankle, and, with a lad of my company
was trying to escape, when I heard the sound of some
one singing that glorious chant of our church, ‘Peace on
earth, good will toward men.’ It sounded strangely
there, amid the dead and dying, who had killed each
other; but there was peace between the Confederate captain
and the Federal boy, as they sang the familiar words. As
well as we could, we cared for him. I wiped the blood
from your father’s wound, and the boy brought him water
from the brook, while he talked of his home in North
Carolina; of his children who would never see him again;
and of Nellie, his wife. It comes back to me with perfect
distinctness, and it is your father’s look in your eyes
349and face which has puzzled me so much. Two soldiers
wearing the Southern grey came up and captured us,
and we were taken to Richmond. Surely, Miss De Vere,
it is a special providence which has brought me at last
to you, the daughter of that man, and made you the
guardian angel, who has stood between me and recapture.
There is a meaning in it, if we could only find it.”
Tom’s fine eyes were bent upon Maude, and in his excitement
he had grasped her hand, which did not lie as
cold and pulseless in his as an hour before it had lain
in Arthur’s. It throbbed and quivered now, but clung to
Tom’s with a firm hold, which was not relaxed even when
Arthur came up, his face growing dark and threatening
as he saw the position of the two.
Maude did not care for Arthur then, or think what
that look in Tom’s kindling eyes might mean. She only
remembered that the man whose hand held hers so firmly,
had ministered to her dying father, had held the cup of
water to his parched lip, had wiped the flowing blood
from his face, and spoken to him kindly words of sympathy.
Here was the answer to her prayer, that God would
send her somebody who could tell her of her father’s last
minutes. The somebody had come, and, in her gratitude
to him, she could almost have knelt and worshiped him.
“Oh, Arthur!” she cried, “Captain Carleton is the very
man you and Joe Newell captured at Bull Run. He was
with father when he died; he took care of him, and was
so kind until you came and took him.”
And Maude’s eyes flashed with anything but affection
upon her lover, who for a moment could not speak for
his surprise.
Curiously he looked at Tom, seeking for something on
which to fasten a doubt, for he did not wish Maude
350to have a cause for gratitude to the Northern officer.
But the longer he gazed the less he doubted. The face
of the lame officer in the Virginia woods came up distinctly
before him, and was too much like the face confronting
him to admit of a mistake, especially after Maude repeated
the substance of what she had heard from Captain
Carleton. Arthur was convinced, and as Maude dropped
Tom’s hand, he took it in his, and said:
“It is very strange that my first prize, over whose capture
I felt so proud, should fall again into my power.
But this time you are safe, I reckon. I am older than I
was three years ago, and not quite so thirsty for a Yankee’s
blood. You did Maude’s father good service, it
seems, and to prove that we rebels can be grateful and
generous even to our foes, I will take you under my protection
as one of my party, when I escort Maude home to
Tennessee, as I intend doing in a few days.”
Maude’s face was white with passion as she listened to
this patronizing speech, which had in it so much of assumed
superiority over the man who smiled a very peculiar
kind of smile, as he bowed his acknowledgment of
Arthur’s kind attentions. Not a hint was there that
Maude was head and front of the arrangement,—that for
Tom’s sake she had pledged herself to one whose inferiority
never struck her so painfully as now, when she
saw him side by side with Captain Carleton. Arthur did
not care to have Captain Carleton know how much he
was indebted to Maude for his present pleasant quarters,
and his prospect of a safe transfer to the hills of Tennessee.
But Tom, though never suspecting the whole truth,
did know that his gratitude for past and present kindness
received from that Southern family was mainly due to
Maude, whom he admired more and more, as the days
wore on, and he learned to know her intimately. The
351shy reserve which since his convalescence she had manifested
toward him, passed with the knowledge that he
had stood by her dying father, and she treated him as a
friend with whom she had been acquainted all her life
long. Occasionally, as something in Tom’s manner made
her think that but for Arthur she might perhaps in time
bear that relation toward him, which Mary Williams had
borne, she felt a fierce throb of pain and a sense of such
utter desolation, that she involuntarily rebelled against
the life before her. But Maude was a brave, sensible girl.
She had chosen her lot, she reasoned, and she would
abide by it, and make Arthur as happy as she could.
He was fulfilling his part of the contract well, as was
proven by the terror-stricken creature, whom he had
found hiding on the plantation, and had brought to
Hetty’s cabin, where he now lay so weak, that it was
impossible to take him along on that journey to Tennessee.
“His time will come by and by,” Arthur said, when
Maude expressed anxiety for him. “I’ll land him safely
at your Uncle Paul’s some night when you least expect it.
My business now is with you and your Yankee captain.”
Maude had asked that for the present nothing should
be said with regard to their engagement. And so,
though the Judge suspected that some definite arrangement
had been made between his son and Maude, he did
not know for certain, even when she stood before him attired
for the journey.
The Judge was sorry to part with Maude, and he was
sorry to part with Tom. He liked him because he was
a gentleman if he was a Yankee, and because his father
had sent Seth back, (poor Seth, with his free papers in his
coffin,) and because he had been kind to Maude’s father,
and married Mary Williams, of the Charleston Williamses,
352and could smoke a cob-pipe, and enjoy it. These were
the things which recommended Tom to the old man, who
shook his hand warmly at parting, saying to him:
“I hate Northern dogs mostly, but hanged if I don’t
like you. May you get safely home, and if you do, my
advice is to stay there, and tell the rest of ’em to do
the same. They can’t whip us,—no, by George, they
can’t, even if they have got some advantage. The papers
say it was all a strategical trap, and we’d rather you’d
have the places than not. You can’t take Richmond,—no,
sir! We will die in the last ditch, every mother’s son
of us; and what is left will set the town on fire, and let
it go to thunder!”
The old Judge was waxing very eloquent for a man
who had one Union soldier recruiting in Hetty’s cabin,
and was bidding good-bye to another; but consistency
was no part of war politics, and he rambled on, until
Arthur cut him short by saying they could wait no longer.
With Arthur as a safeguard in case of an attack from Confederates,
and Tom Carleton in case of an assault from the
Unionists, Maude felt perfectly secure, and in quiet and
safety she accomplished her journey, and was welcomed
with open arms by Paul Haverill and Charlie. Arthur
could only stop for a day among the hills. He might be
ordered back to his regiment at any time, and if he got
that other chap through he must be bestir himself, he said;
and so he bade good-bye to Maude, in whom he had implicit
faith, and whose sober, quiet demeanor he tried to
attribute to her sorrow at parting with him.
“She does like me some, and by and by she will like
me better,” he said, as he went his way, leaving her
standing in the doorway of her uncle’s house, her face
very pale, and her hands pressed closely together, as if
forcing back some bitter thought or silent pain.
353Turning once ere the winding road hid her from view
Arthur kissed his hand to her gayly, while with a wave
of her handkerchief she re-entered the house, and neither
guessed nor dreamed how or when they would meet
again.
CHAPTER XXXII. SUSPICION.
Maude De Vere had insisted that Captain
Carleton should have her room, inasmuch as he
would be more secure there; for, if the house
was suspected and searched, a catastrophe Paul Haverill
was constantly anticipating, no one would be likely to invade
the sanctity of her apartment.
And Tom found it so very pleasant, and quiet, and
home-like, that he was not at all indisposed to linger for
several days, particularly after Paul found an opportunity
for sending to the Federal lines a letter, which would
tell the anxious friends in Rockland of his safety. This
letter, which was directed to Mrs. William Mather, had
been the direct means of Tom’s ascertaining that his
brother-in-law was not only alive, but had once shared
in the hospitalities now so freely extended to himself.
After learning this, Tom could not forbear tearing open
the envelope, and adding in a postscript:
“I have just heard that Will was, not many weeks since, a guest
in this very house where I am so kindly cared for. God bless the
noble man who has saved so many lives, and the beautiful girl, his
niece. I cannot say enough in her praise. I do believe she would
die for a Unionist any day. Will, it seems, did not see her, as she
354was away when he was here; and perhaps it is just as well for you,
little Rose, that he did not. There is something in her eye, and
voice, and carriage, which stirs strange thoughts and feelings in the
hearts of us, savages, who have so long been deprived of ladies’ society.
She is a very queen among women.”
That postscript was a most unlucky thought. The first
part of Tom’s letter had been so guarded with regard to
the people who befriended him, that no harm to them
could possibly have accrued from its falling into hostile
hands; but in the postscript he forgot himself, and assumed
forms of speech which pointed directly to Paul
Haverill and his niece, Maude De Vere. And so the
guerrillas, who caught and half killed the refugee entrusted
with the letter, set themselves at once at work
to find the “noble man who had the beautiful niece.”
It was not a difficult task; and Paul Haverill, who had
been looked upon as so rank a Secessionist, was suddenly
suspected of treason.
Paul was popular and dangerous; while Maude De
Vere, whose principles were well known, was too much
beloved by the rough mountaineers, to allow of harm
falling upon her at once. But the writer of that letter,—the
“Yankee Carleton”—should not go unpunished,
and just at sunset one afternoon, Lois, who had been at
a neighboring cabin, came hurrying home, with that
ashen hue upon her dark face which is the negro’s sign
of paleness.
“Mass’r Paul was suspicioned of harborin’ somebody,”
she said; and already the hordes of mountaineers were
assembling around the Cross Roads, and concerting
measures for surprising and entrapping the Yankee.
“Chloe tell me she hear ’em say if they was perfectly
sure ’bout mass’r, and it wasn’t for Miss Maude, they’d
355set the house on fire; and they looks mighty like they’s
fit to do it. The wust faces, Miss Maude, and they does
swar awful ’bout the Yankee. They’s got halters, and
tar and feathers, and guns”
Lois was out of breath by this time, and even if she
had not been, she would have paused with wonder at
the face of her young mistress. Maude had listened intently
to the first part of Lois’s story, but felt no emotion
save that of scorn and contempt for the men assembled
at the Cross Roads, and whom “Uncle Paul
could manage so easily;” but when it came to the halter
for the Yankee, her face turned white as marble, and in
that moment of peril, she realized all that Captain Carleton
was to her, and knew what had been the result of
the last week’s daily intercourse with one so gifted and
so congenial. She knew too that he was not for her.
Arthur Tunbridge stood in the way of that. She would
keep her faith with him, but she would save Captain
Carleton, or die.
“Lois,” she said, and there was no tremor in her voice,
“bring that dress I gave you last Christmas,—the one
you think is so long. Your shawl and bonnet, too, and
shoes; bring them to Captain Carleton’s room.”
Lois comprehended her mistress at once, and hurried
away to her cabin after the dress, whose extra length
she had so often deplored, saying “it wasn’t for such as
her to wear switchin’ trains like the grand folks.”
Meanwhile Maude had communicated with her uncle,
who manifested no concern except for his guest, and
even for him he had no fears provided he could reach
the cave in safety. To accomplish that was Maude’s
object, and as the Cross Roads lay in that direction a
great amount of tact and skill was necessary. But
356Maude was equal to any emergency, and half an hour
later there issued from Paul Haverill’s door, two figures
clad in female garments, and whom a casual observer
would have sworn were Maude De Vere and her servant
Lois. Maude had a revolver in her pocket, and another
in the basket she carried so carefully, and which was
supposed to contain the cups of jelly and custard she
was taking a poor sick neighbor, whose house was up
the mountain path. At her side, with the shuffling gait
peculiar to Lois, Tom Carleton walked, his nicely blackened
face hidden in the deep shaker which Lois had
worn for years, and his calico dress flopping awkwardly
about his feet. Lois fortunately was very tall, and so
her skirts did good service for the young man, whose
powers of imitation were perfect, and who walked and
looked exactly like the old colored woman watching his
progress from an upper window, and declaring that she
would almost “swar it was herself.”
At her side stood Charlie, a round spot of red burning
on either pale cheek, and his slender hands grasping a revolver,
while occasionally his blue eyes looked eagerly
along the mountain road, which as yet was quiet and
lonely.
“I never thought to raise my hand against my own
people,” he said, “but if they harm Uncle Paul I shall
shoot somebody.”
The sun had been gone from sight for some little time,
and the tall mountain shadows were lying thick and
black across the valley, when up the road several horsemen
came galloping, and Paul Haverill’s house was ere
long surrounded by a band of as rough, savage looking
men as could well be found in the mountains of Tennessee.
Calmly and fearlessly Paul Haverill went out to meet
357them, asking why they were there, and why they seemed
so much excited.
For a moment his old power over them asserted itself
again, and they hesitated to charge him with treason, as
they intended doing. But only for a brief space was
there a calm, and then amid oaths and imprecations, and
taunting sneers, and threats, they told him of the letter,
and deriding him as a traitor, demanded the sneaking
Yankee who had written that letter, and was now
hidden in the house. To reason with such people was
useless, and Paul Haverill did not try it. Standing upon
his doorstep, with his grey hair blowing in the evening
wind, and his hands deep in his pockets, he said,
“I admit your charge in part. There has been a
Union soldier in my house,—an escaped prisoner from
Columbia. I did care for him, and I am neither ashamed
nor afraid to own it. Fear is a stranger to old Paul
Haverill, as any of you who tries to harm him will find.”
“Never mind a speech, Paul,” said the leader of the
men. “Nobody wants to hurt you, though you deserve
hanging, perhaps. What we want is the Yankee. Fetch
him out, and let’s see how he’ll look dangling in the air.”
“Yes, fetch him out,” yelled a dozen voices in chorus.
“Bring out the Yankee, we want him. Hallo, puny face,
are you a bad egg, too?” they continued, as Charlie appeared
in the door.
“Shall I fire, Uncle Paul?” Charlie asked, and his
uncle replied,
“By no means, unless you would have them on us like
wolves. Friends,” and he turned to the mob, which had
been increased by some twenty or more, “friends, that
man is gone; he is not here; he has left my house. You
can search it if you like.”
“Where’s Miss De Vere?” a coarse voice cried. “We
358know her to be Union. She never tried to cover that as
you, hoary old villain, did. She was out and out. Let
her come and say the Yankee is gone and we will believe
her.”
“My niece, I regret to say, is not just now in either.
She is gone with Lois to take some nicknacks to a sick
neighbor.”
“That’s so, boys. I met her myself as I came down
the mountain,” called out a young man of the company,
who seemed to be superior to his associates.
“Gone with Lois, hey? Then whose woolly pate is
that?” responded a drunken brute, who, rising in his
stirrups, fired a shot toward the garret window from
which Lois in an unguarded moment had thrust her
head.
Others had seen her, too, and as this gave the lie to
the story that Lois was gone, the maddened crowd
pressed against the house, declaring their intention to
search it and hang any runaway they might find secreted
here. It never occurred to them that the runaway could
have been with Maude in Lois’s clothes; but the young
man who met the two lone women saw the ruse at once,
and influenced by Maude’s beauty and the remembrance
of the sweet “Good evening, Mark,” with which she had
greeted him as he passed, he made his way to Charlie’s
side and whispered,
“If you know where your sister has gone, and can warn
her, do so at once. Tell her if she is tolerably safe to
stay there and not return here to-night.”
Charlie needed no second bidding, and stealing from
the rear of the house he was soon speeding up the mountain
path in the direction of the cave. Meanwhile the
search in Paul Haverill’s house went on. Closets were
thrown open; beds were torn to pieces; cellars were
359ransacked, and old Lois was dragged from the ash-house,
where she had taken refuge, while, worse than all, Tom
Carleton’s boots were found in the chamber where he
had dressed so hurriedly, and the sight of these maddened
the excited crowd, which, failing of finding their
victim, began to clamor for Paul Haverill’s blood. But
Paul kept them at bay. In the rear of the house was a
small, dark room, to which there was but one entrance,
and that a steep narrow stairway. Here Paul Haverill
took refuge, and standing at the head of the stairs
threatened to shoot the first man who should attempt to
come up. They had not yet reached that state when
they counted their lives as nothing, and so amid yells
and oaths, and riding up and down the road, and drinking
the fine grape wines with which the cellar was stocked,
the hours of the short summer night wore on until just
as the dawn was breaking in the east, the marauders put
the finishing touch to their night’s debauch by setting
fire to the house, and then starting in a body up the
mountain side in the direction of the cave.
CHAPTER XXXIII. IN THE CAVE.
The cave was dry and comparatively comfortable,
and Tom felt as he entered it almost like going
home. Will Mather had spent a day and a night
there, while better than all, Maude De Vere was with
him, her bright eyes shining upon him through the darkness,
and her hands touching his as she groped around
360for the candle her uncle had said was on a shelf in the
rock.
It was presently found, and with the aid of the match
Maude had brought with her a light was soon struck, its
flickering beams lighting up the dark recesses of the
cavern with a ghastly kind of light, which to Maude
seemed more terrible than the darkness. She was not
afraid, but her nerves were shaken as only threatened
danger to Tom Carleton could shake them, and she felt
strangely alone on the wild mountain side and in that
silent cavern.
Tom did not seem like much of a protector in that
woman’s garb, but when, with a shake and a kick and a
merry laugh, he threw aside the bonnet, shawl and dress,
and stood before her in his own proper person, minus
the boots, she felt all her courage coming back, and with
him beside her could have defied the entire Southern
army. There was water enough in the spring to wash
the black from his face, and Maude lent her own pretty
ruffled white apron for a towel, and then, when his
toilet was completed, began to speak of returning.
“At this hour, and alone, with the road full of robbers?
Never, Maude, never! You must either stay
here with me, or I shall go back with you,” Tom said,
and he involuntarily wound his arm around the waist of
the young girl, who trembled like a leaf.
She did not think of Arthur then, or her promise to
him, for something in Tom’s voice and manner as he
put his arm about her and called her Maude, brought to
her a feeling such as she had never experienced before.
Perhaps Tom suspected that he was understood, for he
held her closer to him, and passing his hand caressingly
over her burning cheek, he whispered:
“Dear Maude, I cannot let you incur any danger
361which I must not share. You understand me, don’t
you?”
She thought of Arthur then, and the thought cut like
a knife through her heart. She must not understand;
she must not listen to words like these; she must not
stay there to hear them, and with a quick gesture she
was removing Tom’s arm from her waist, when his wary
“Hist!” made her pause and stand where she was, leaning
against him, and heavily, too, as terror overcame
every other feeling. Footsteps were coming near, and
coming cautiously, too, up to the very entrance of the
cave, where they stopped as some one outside seemed to
be listening.
It was a moment of terrible suspense, and Maude could
hear the throbbing of her heart, while Tom strained her
so close to him that his chin rested on her hair, and she
felt his breath upon her cheek.
“Maude,—sister Maude,” came reassuringly in a low
whisper, and with a cry Maude burst away from Tom,
exclaiming:
“Charlie, what brings you here?”
He explained to her why he was there, and that she
must stay all night, and with a shudder as she thought
of what might befall her uncle, Maude acquiesced in the
decree, feeling glad that Charlie was with them, a hindrance
and preventive to the utterance of words she
must not hear. A hindrance he was, it is true, but not a
total preventive, for by and by the tired boy’s eyes began
to droop as drowsiness stole over him, and when
Tom made him a bed with Lois’s dress and shawl, and
bade him lie down and sleep, he did so at once, after first
offering the impromptu couch to Maude.
Seen by the dim candle-light, Maude’s face was very
white, and her eyes shone like burning coals as she
362watched Captain Carleton, and guessed his motive. Had
there been no Arthur in the way, she would not have
shrunk from Captain Carleton; but with that haunting
memory she could have shrieked aloud when she saw
the weary lids droop over Charlie’s eyes, and knew by
his regular breathing that he was asleep.
Tom knew it as soon as she did, but for a time he
kept silence; then he came close to her, and sitting
down by her side, said, softly:
“Maude, you and I have been very strangely thrown
together, and as I once said to you, there is a meaning
in it, if we will but find it. Shall I try and solve it for
you, or do you know yourself what is in my mind?”
She did know, but she could not answer; and her face
drooped over her brother, whose head she had pillowed
upon her lap.
“Perhaps this is not the fitting place for me to speak,”
Tom continued, “but if the morning finds me in safety,
I must be gone, and no one can guess when we may meet
again. Let me tell you, Maude, of my early life before
ever I saw or dreamed of you.”
Surely she might hear this, and the bowed head lifted
itself a little, while Captain Carleton told first of his
home in Boston, of beautiful little Rose, and saucy,
dark-eyed Jimmie, and then of the pale, proud Mary, his
early manhood’s love, who at the last had lost the pride
and hauteur inherited from her race, and had died so
gentle and lowly, and gone where her husband one day
hoped to meet her. Then there came a pause, and Tom
was thinking of a night when poor Jimmie sat by his
side before the lonely tent fire, and talked with him of
Annie Graham. Should he tell Maude of that? Yes,
he would; and by the even beating of his heart, as he
made that resolve, and thought of Annie, he knew he
363had outlived his fancy for one of whom he spoke unhesitatingly,
praising her girlish beauty, telling how pure and
good she was, and how once a hope had stirred his heart
that he, perhaps, might win her.
“But I gave her up to Jimmie. Annie will be my sister,
and I know now why it was so appointed. God had
in store for me a gem as beautiful as Annie Graham, and
better adapted to me. I mean you, Maude. God intends
you for my wife. Do you accede willingly? Have
you any love for the poor Yankee soldier who has been
so long dependent upon you?”
He had her head now on his arm, and with his hand
was smoothing her bands of satin hair, while he waited for
her to speak. He had dealt honestly with her. She would
be equally truthful with him, and she answered at last:
“Oh, Mr. Carleton, you don’t know how much it pains
me to tell you what I must. I might have loved you
once, but now it is too late. I promised Arthur, if he
would be kind to the poor prisoners and help the
escaped ones to get away, and,—oh, I don’t know what,
but I am to be his wife when the dreadful war is over.
Pity me, Mr. Carleton, but don’t love me. No, no, don’t
make me more wretched by telling me of a love I cannot
return.”
“Could you return it, Maude, if there were no promise
to Arthur?”
Tom spoke very low, with his lips close to her burning
cheek, but Maude did not reply, and Tom continued:
“Maude, was the getting me here in safety any part of
the price for which you sold yourself?”
She did not answer even then, but by the low, gasping
sob she gave as she shed back from her hot brow the
heavy hair Tom knew the truth, and to himself he said,
“It shall not be.” And then from his heart there went
364up a silent prayer that God would give him the brave,
beautiful girl, who drew herself away from him, and
leaning over her sleeping brother, sat with both hands
clasped upon her face. They did not talk together much
more, and once Tom thought Maude was asleep, she sat
so rigid and motionless, with her face turned toward the
entrance of the cave.
But she was not asleep, and her dark eyes were fixed
wistfully upon the one bright star visible to her, and
which seemed whispering to her of hope. Perhaps Arthur
would release her from her promise, and perhaps,—but
Maude started from that thought as from an evil
spirit, and her white lips whispered faintly, “God help
me to keep my promise.”
The night was very still, and as the hours wore on,
and the faint dawn of day came over the mountain tops,
Maude’s quick ear caught the echo of the fierce shouts in
the valley below, and laying Charlie’s head from her lap she
went out of the cave, followed by Captain Carleton, who
wondered to see how that one night had changed her.
The brilliant color was gone from her cheek, which looked
haggard and pale, as faces look when some great storm
of sorrow has passed over them. Her hair had fallen
down and lay in masses upon her neck, from which she
shook it off impatiently, and then intently listened to
the sounds which each moment grew louder. Shoutings
they were, and tones of command, mingled with the distant
tramp of horses’ feet, while suddenly, above the tall
tree-tops which skirted the mountain side, arose a coil of
smoke. Too dark, too thick to have come from any
chimney where the early morning fire was kindled, it
told its own tale of horror, and Maude’s eyes grew so
black and fierce that Tom shrunk back from her, as
365pointing her finger toward the fast increasing rings of
smoke and flame, she whispered:
“Do you see that, Captain Carleton? It’s Uncle Paul’s
dwelling; they have set it on fire. I never thought they
would do that, though I have watched more than one
burning house in these mountains, and have almost felt
a thrill of pride as I thought how dearly we were paying
for our love to the old flag; but when it comes to my
own home, the pride is all gone, the fire burns deeper,
and one is half tempted to question the price required
for the Union.”
Tom was about to speak to her, when she turned abruptly
upon him, and said:
“Captain Carleton, do you believe your Northern we
men,—your Rose, your Annie would bear and brave what
the loyal women of the South endure? They may be
true to the Union,—no doubt they are, and they think
they know what war means; but I tell you they do not.
Did they ever see their friends and neighbors driven to
the woods and hills like hunted beasts, or watch the
kindling flames devouring their own houses, as I am doing
now? for I know that is my Uncle Paul’s, and whether
he still lives, or is hung between the earth and heavens,
God only knows, and perhaps he has forgotten. I sometimes
think he has, else why does he not send us aid?
Where are your hordes of men? Why do they not come
to save us, when we have waited so long, and our eyes and
ears are weak and weary with watching for their coming?”
She was talking now more to herself than to her companion,
and she looked a very queen of tragedy, as, with
her hair floating over her shoulders, and her hands
pressed tightly together, she walked hurriedly the length
and breadth of the long flat rock which bordered a precipice
near to the cave
366Tom was about to answer her, when a ball went whizzing
past him, while the loud shouts of the men, whose
heads were visible beneath the distant trees, told that
he had been discovered.
To return to the cave and take Maude with him, was
the work of a moment, and amid yells of fury the
drunken mob came on to where Maude, forgetting everything
now except Tom Carleton, stood waiting for them.
They would not harm her, she knew, and like a lioness
guarding its young, she stood within the cave, but so
near the entrance that her face was visible to the men,
who at sight of her stopped suddenly, and asked what
she was doing there, and who she had with her.
“My brother Charlie and Captain Carleton, the man
whom you sought at Uncle Paul’s,” she answered, fearlessly,
as she held with a firm grasp the dangerous-looking
weapon, which she knew how to use.
“And pray, what may you be doing with the Yankee?
asked one of the coarser of the men; and Maude replied
“I am standing between him and just such creatures
as you are.”
While Tom, grasping her shoulder, said:
“Step aside, Maude; I cannot endure this. You, a
girl, defending me! I must go out. Let me pass.”
“To certain death? Never!” Maude replied, thrusting
him back with a strength born of desperation.
Charlie, who had roused from his sleep, and fully comprehended
what was going on, caught Tom around the
neck, and nearly strangled him, as he said:
“Let Maude alone, Captain Carleton. They’ll not
harm her. They would only shoot you down for nothing.”
Thus hampered and importuned, Tom stood back a
little, while Maude held a parley with her besiegers
367threatening to shoot the first man who should attempt
to pass her. She did not think of danger to herself, and
she stood firmly at her post; while the men consulted
together as to the best course to be pursued. And while
they talked, and Maude stood watchful and dauntless
the flames of Paul Haverill’s house rose higher in the
heavens, and strange, ominous sounds were heard in the
distance,—sounds as of many horsemen riding for dear
life, with shouts and excited voices; and Maude became
aware of some sudden influence working upon the crowd
around her.
Then a band of cavalry dashed into sight, and all was
wild hurry and consternation. But, above the din of
the strife without, Tom Carleton caught sounds which
made his heart leap up, and springing forward past
Maude De Vere, he exclaimed:
“Thank God, the Federals have come! We are
saved! Maude, we are saved!”
As his tall form emerged into view, a brutal soldier,
maddened by the surprise and unavoidable defeat, leveled
his gun and fired, recking little whether Tom or
Maude was the victim. The ball cut through the sleeve
of Maude’s dress, and grazing her arm enough to draw
blood, lodged harmlessly in the rocks beyond.
At that sight all Charlie’s fire was roused, and the
shot which went whizzing through the air made surer
work than did the one intended for Tom Carleton.
Tom was out upon the ledge of rocks by this time, grasping
the hands of the blue coats, who were a part of a
company sent out to reconnoiter, and who had reached
Paul Haverill’s house just after the rebels had left it.
At first they had tried to extinguish the flames, but finding
that impossible, they had followed the enemy, most
of whom were made prisoners of war.
368Some months before, John Simms had been transferred
from the Army of the Potomac to the Army of the
Cumberland, and he it was who led his men to the rescue,
doing it the more daringly and willingly when he
heard who was in danger. He was a captain now, and
he stood grasping Tom Carleton’s hand, when a piercing
shriek rose on the air, and turning round, the young
men saw Maude De Vere bending over the prostrate form
of a soldier, whose head she gently lifted up, as she
moaned bitterly:
“Oh, Arthur, Arthur! how came you here?”
CHAPTER XXXIV. POOR ARTHUR.
He had kept his word, and piloted safely across the
mountains the prisoner left in Hetty’s cabin.
His arrival at Paul Haverill’s burning home had
preceded that of the Federal troops by twenty minutes
or more, and when he heard of Maude’s danger, he followed
our soldiers up the hillside to where Maude held
the entrance to the cave. He saw her, and tried to make
his voice heard, but it was lost amid the strife and noise of
the conflict, and she only knew of his presence, when
Charlie, with chattering teeth, and a face as white as
ashes, clutched her dress frantically, and said:
“Come, sister, come this way to Arthur,—somebody—shot
him. Do you think he will die?”
Quick as lightning the remembrance of the thought,
which had yet scarcely been a thought, of just such a
369contingency as this, flashed over Maude, sweeping away
all the pain, the terror, the shrinking she had felt when
she contemplated the fulfillment of her promise to Arthur
Tunbridge. He was lying there at her feet, and
the grass beneath him was all a pool of blood, while his
dim eyes showed that the objects around him were now
but faintly discerned. He saw Maude, though, and when
her loud cry met his ear he smiled a glad, grateful smile,
and said to her, as she knelt beside him and took his
head in her lap—
“You are sorry, Maude. It was a mistake. You did
love me some.”
She pressed her quivering lips to his, and said
again,
“Oh Arthur! Arthur! how came you here?”
Arthur knew he was dying, but, shaking off all thought
of his own pain, he explained to Maude how he came
there.
“The man,—you remember. I got him through, and
I am not sorry, for he told me of a blind mother and six
little children dependent upon him away off somewhere
among the Ohio hills. Think if they had been left with
out support. I am glad I saved him even if it cost my
life. And still it is hard to die, Maude, just as you are
beginning to love me, for you are, and if I had lived you
would have kept your promise to me.
“Yes, Arthur, I would,” and Maude’s white fingers
threaded the bloody hair and moved softly over the
ghastly face. “Who did it, Arthur?” she asked, and
Arthur’s face flushed to a purple hue as with a moan he
said:
“Don’t ask me,—there was a mistake. I had taken no
part in the fray, except to knock down the ruffian who fired
370at you. I was standing right behind him. Yes, there
was a mistake. Oh Maude, it was a mistake.”
He kept repeating the words, while Maude tried to
stop the blood flowing so freely from the wound in his
temple. The ball had entered there, but had not penetrated
to the brain, and he retained his consciousness to
the last, smiling once kindly on Charlie, who, half frantic,
bent over him, and said:
“Yes, Arthur, it was a mistake, oh Arthur, oh Maude,
and you two were engaged. I did not know it before.”
Then a bright flush crept into Maude’s white face, for
she knew the tall shadow on the grass beside her belonged
to Capt. Carleton, and he, she guessed, was
thinking of last night in the cave. He did think of
it, but only for a moment, and then his thoughts were
merged in his great anxiety for Lieutenant Arthur, who
he saw was dying. Arthur knew he was there, and
smiled when he asked if he felt much pain.
“None with Maude beside me. She was to have been
my wife, wern’t you, Maude?”
“Yes, Arthur. I was to have been your wife.”
She spoke it openly, frankly, as if by so doing she was
seeking to atone for an error, and the eyes lifted to Tom’s
face had in them something defiant, as if she would say
“I mean it. I would have been his wife.”
But she met only pity in Tom’s looks—pity for her, and
pity for the young man dying among the mountains on
that soft, summer morning, when the whole world seemed
so at variance with a death like that. It was a strange
scene, and one which those who witnessed it never could
forget. The broad, level plat on the mountain side, the
mounted horsemen, the group of prisoners, the beautiful,
queenly girl, whose lap pillowed the head of the dying
soldier, while her brilliant eyes wept floods of tears
371which, with quick, nervous movements of her fingers, she
swept away. Beside her was Charlie, his face whiter
than that of the dying man, and his muscles working
painfully as if he was forcing back some terrible pang or
cry of agony. Tom Carleton, too, and Paul Haverill,
who had later joined the group and stood looking sadly
on, while toward the south the smoke and flame of his own
house was ascending, and in the east the early morning
was bright and fresh with the summer’s golden sunshine.
And there on the mountain side they waited and watched,
while the young lieutenant talked faintly of his distant
home where the news would carry so much sorrow.
“Tell father I died believing in our cause, and were I
to live my life over I should join the Southern army; but
it’s wrong about the prisoners. We ought not to abuse
those who fall into our hands. I’ve loved you Maude,
so long. Remember me when I am gone, not for anything
brilliant there was about me, but because I loved
you so well, and died in carrying out the work you gave
me to do.”
“Oh, Arthur! Arthur! speak some word of comfort
to me or I shall surely die. It was a mistake,” Charlie
whispered, as he crept close to Arthur’s side.
The dying man’s eyes rested inquiringly for a moment
in Charlie’s face, then lighted up with a sudden
joy.
“Charlie! Charlie! come close,” he whispered. “Bend
your ear to my lips. Maude must not hear me.”
His head was still lying on Maude’s lap, but he spoke
so low to Charlie that she did not hear the question
asked. She only knew that Charlie started quickly, and
throwing one arm across her neck as if to save her from
some evil, said, promptly, energetically:
“No, no, Arthur; no!”
372Then the quivering lips went down again to Arthur’s
ear, and Maude caught the word “mistake,” and that
was all. She did not know or think what it really
meant. It was all a mistake, the terrible war which had
brought her so much pain and suffering.
“I die easier now. It was so horrible before. Poor
Charlie! Don’t let it trouble you. Care for Maude.
She would have been my wife. Stick to our cause. You
never forsook it,” came faintly from Arthur, and his eyes,
when again they rested on Maude’s face, had lost the
strange, frightened look which she had observed when
she first came to his side. He was dying very fast, and
his mind seemed groping for some form of prayer with
which to meet the last great foe.
“Pray, somebody,” he moaned, and Paul Haverill,
who, wholly overcome with all he had passed through
during the last few hours, had stood dumb and motionless,
replied in a choking voice:
“I am not a praying man, but God be with you, my
boy, and land you safely on t’other side, where there’s no
more fighting.”
“Yes, but that isn’t ‘Our Father.’ I used to say it at
home,” came feebly from the white lips, and then Tom
Carleton knelt beside the youth whose path had crossed
his own so often and so strangely, and with deep reverence
and earnest entreaty commended the departing spirit
to the God who deals more gently, and mercifully, and
lovingly with his children than they dealt with each other.
Tom thought of Isaac Simms, and the noisome, filthy
room in Libby where he had first learned to pray,
and the thought gave fervor to his prayer, to which
Arthur listened intently, his lips motioning the amen
he could not speak, for he had no power of utterance.
Once again they moved with a pleading kind of
373motion, and Maude stooped over to kiss them, her long
hair falling across the pallid brow, where the blood stains
were, and when she lifted her head up, and pushed back
her heavy locks, there was the seal of death on Arthur’s
face.
CHAPTER XXXV. THE DEAD AND THE LIVING.
Of all Paul Haverill’s comfortable buildings, house,
stables, barn and negro quarters, there was left
him only one cabin which the fire had not consumed.
That stood a little distant from the rest, and
had been occupied by Lois before her husband died. It
was superior to the other cabins then; it was neat and
tidy now, and there they laid the dead lieutenant, in his
grey uniform, with a little flag of stars and bars across
his breast. This was Charlie’s thought, and it was very
mete that he who to the last had believed in the righteousness
of the Confederacy should have her sign above
him. There was no other spot except the cabin where
Maude could stay, and the entire day and night she sat
by her dead Arthur, whom, now that he was dead, she
cherished in her heart as a martyr and a hero, questioning
even the ground on which she had hitherto stood so
firmly, and asking herself if, after all, the South was so
very far out of the way, or if the Union were worth the
fearful price the Southern people were paying for it.
Maude did not know herself in this mood. It was so
unlike all her former theories, and more than once she
374pressed her hot hands to her still hotter head, and asked
if she was going mad.
Crouched beside Maude, with his blue eyes fixed upon
her with a pitying, remorseful look, was Charlie.
“Poor Maude,—poor sister! I am so sorry. I never
thought,—I did not know; you used to laugh about him
so to Uncle Paul. I’d give my life to bring him back
for you. Did you love him so very much?” Charlie said,
in broken sentences, and then Maude shivered from head
to foot, but made him no reply.
She had not loved him so very much, but his violent
death and all the horrors attending it had shaken her
terribly, and could he have come back to life she would
have tried to love him, and with her iron will would
have crushed that other love, the very knowledge of
which had made her heart throb with so much joy.
But the dead come not to life again, and the next
morning they buried Arthur Tunbridge in the grassy
enclosure where Paul Haverill’s wife was sleeping with
the infant son who, had he lived, would have been just
Arthur’s age. The blue coated soldiery, who had been
his deadly foes, paid him every military honor possible
within their means, even marching to his grave behind
the stars and bars which lay upon his coffin; but when
they came back from the burial, they bore the national
flag, whose folds that peaceful summer night floated in
the breeze from the top of Lois’s cabin.
Very kind, and gentle, and pitiful was Tom’s demeanor
toward Maude. During the day and the night,
when she had sat by Arthur in Lois’s cabin, he had not
been near her; but, after all was over, he went to her,
and, with the authority of a friend and brother, insisted
that she should take the rest she needed so much. And
Maude gave way at the sound of his soothing, quieting
375voice, and, with a flood of tears, did what he bade her
do. And then Tom sat by her, and bathed her throbbing
head, and smoothed her beautiful hair, and paid
back in part the services she had rendered him when he
lay sick in Squire Tunbridge’s house.
Maude was not ill,—only exhausted,—both physically
and mentally the exhaustion showing itself in the quiet,
listless state into which she lapsed, paying but little
attention to what was passing around her, and offering
no suggestion or remonstrance when told of her uncle’s
plan to accompany Captain Simms and his men to Knoxville.
Over Paul Haverill, too, a change had passed. The
attack upon him by his old friends and neighbors, though
long expected, had been sudden and terrible when it
came, and as he watched the burning of the house which
had been his so long, he felt that every tie which bound
him to the old place was severed. Then came swiftly
the fearful tragedy of the mountains, when Arthur was
brought to him dead. Stunned and bewildered by the
startling events which had followed each other so rapidly,
Paul was hardly able to counsel for himself, and assented
readily to the plan which had really originated
with Captain Carleton, who had another scheme underlying
that, but who suggested both so skillfully that Paul
Haverill fancied they were his own ideas, and gave them
as such to Maude. They would go to Knoxville with the
soldiers, he said; thence to Nashville. They had some
relatives living there, and, after resting for a little, they
would continue their journeyings North, going, perhaps,
as far as New York.
“I always wanted to travel North,” he said, “but
my affairs kept me at home. Now I have no affairs.
My neighbors have relieved me of such commodities
376and I want to get away from a spot where I have witnessed
such dreadful things. We all need change.
You, Maude, more than I, and Charlie more than either.
I don’t know what has come over the boy. That horrible
night and morning were too much for him.”
Maude knew that so far as Charlie was concerned,
her uncle had spoken truly. Charlie was greatly
changed, and his eyes had in them a scared look, as if
every detail of the horrors of the fight on the mountain
had stamped itself indelibly upon his mind, and was
never for an instant forgotten.
He needed a change of place and scene; and as she
could not return to Arthur’s desolate home, whither the
sad news had been sent at once, Maude assented to the
Nashville arrangement, and in three weeks was comfortably
settled at a Nashville hotel, with Lois as her
attendant. Her uncle, Charlie, and Captain Carleton
were with her, the latter constantly putting off his
journey to Rockland, where they were so anxiously waiting
for him. He had written to Rose immediately after
his arrival at Nashville, telling her of all that had transpired,
and speaking of Maude De Vere as one whom he
hoped to make his wife. This time the letter went safely,
and Rose replied at once, urging Tom to come, and
insisting that Mr. Haverill, Maude and Charlie should
accompany him.
“They saved Will’s life as well as yours,” Rose wrote.
“I have a right to them all, and especially to the noble
Maude. Bring her to me, Tom, and let me coax back
the color to her dear face and the brightness to her eyes.
I shall come myself and get her if she refuses.”
Maude had never known the companionship of a sister,—had
never had a single intimate girl friend except
377Nettie Tunbridge, who died. Independent, strong willed
and self-reliant, she had cared but little for any society
except that which she found with nature in the wild
mountains of Tennessee; but now, broken and shocked,
and shorn of some of her strength, she longed for sympathy
and companionship, and something in Rose
Mather’s sprightly letter made her heart yearn toward
the little lady who had written it, and the pleasant
home which Rose described as beautiful with the summer
bloom.
“I will think about it by and by,” she said to her
uncle; “but for the present it is nice to rest here in
Nashville.”
So for a time longer they lingered in Tennessee, while
Rose waited impatiently for them and fretted at the delay.
CHAPTER XXXVI. ANDERSONVILLE PRISONERS.
“This seems to be one of the worst cases we have
had. I doubt if his mind will survive the
horrors he has endured, even if his body
does. Poor fellow! his mother would not recognize him
now.”
This was what the physician at Annapolis said to Mrs.
Simms of a miserable, emaciated skeleton, which had
come up from Andersonville with the last arrival of prisoners.
378While we in the mountains of Tennessee were tracing
the wanderings of Will Mather and Captain Carleton,
Mrs. Simms and Annie had stood untiringly at their
posts beside the sick and dying soldiers who had learned
to bless and watch for the stern widow, and to love and
worship the beautiful Annie Graham. And well had
she earned such appreciation, for she had been most
faithful to the wretched ones committed to her care,—faithful
both to body and soul, and in the better world
she knew there was waiting to welcome her more than
one, whose darkened mind she had led to the fountain
of all light. And Annie had made a vow to stay till
from that foul Southern prison, where 28,000 men had
died, there came to her the one for whom she always
looked so anxiously when new arrivals came, her blue
eyes running rapidly over each wasted form, and then
filling with tears when the scrutiny was found to be in
vain.
James Carleton had never been heard from since that
letter sent to her so long ago, and hope had died out of
Annie’s heart, when at last, with Widow Simms, she
stood by the cot where lay the insensible form of which
the physician had spoken so discouragingly.
It was the figure of a young man, who must once have
been finely formed, with handsome face and hair and
eyes. The latter were closed now, and only the lids
moved with a convulsive motion, as Annie bent over
him. The dark hair, matted and coarse and filthy, had
curled in rings about the bony forehead, but had been
cut away when the bath was given, and the closely
shorn head was like many other heads which Annie
Graham’s hands had touched, gently, tenderly, as they
now moved over this one, trying to infuse some life into
the breathing skeleton. He was to be her charge,—he
379was in her division and Mrs. Simms’ keen grey eyes
scanned Annie curiously as she bent over the poor fellow.
He was helpless as an infant, and Annie nursed him
much as she would have nursed a baby whose life hung
on a thread. He had been there four days, and only a
faint, moaning sound had given token of life or consciousness.
But at the close of the fourth day, as Annie sat
chafing the pulseless fingers where the grey skin hung so
loosely, the eyes opened for a moment and were fixed
upon her face. There was no consciousness in them,—no
recognition of her presence, nothing but the strained,
hungry, despairing look Annie had seen in the eyes of
so many of our prisoners, and which to a greater or
less degree was peculiar to them all. Annie saw this
look, and then underneath it all she saw something
more,—what it was she could not tell, but it brought
back to her those moonlight nights upon the beach at
New London, and that other night of more recent date,
when she sat with Jimmie Carleton beneath the Rockland
sky and heard his passionate words of love, and
saw his soft, black eyes kindle with earnestness and then
grow sad and sorrowful with disappointment. There
was no kindling in them now,—no ardent passion or heat
of love,—but a certain softness and brightness, and even
sauciness, lingered still and told Annie at last who it was.
“Oh, merciful Father! it is Jimmie!” she said, and unmindful
of any who might be looking on, she bent down
and kissed the sunken cheeks from which the flesh was
gone.
She had expected him so long, and grown so weary
and hopeless with expectations unfulfilled, that she could
scarcely believe it now, or realize that the half dead
wretch before her was once the lively, humorous, teasing
380Jimmie Carleton. How she pitied him, and how her
heart throbbed as she thought of the suffering he must
have endured ere he reached this state of apparent imbecility.
Then, as she remembered what the physician
said about his mind, she dropped upon her knees, and
clasping her hands over her face, prayed earnestly that
God would remove the darkness and wholly restore the
man whom she loved so dearly.
“Do you think he will die?” she asked Mrs. Simms,
who had come for a moment to her side.
“You know him, then. I was wondering that an old
woman like me should see clearer than you. I mistrusted
from the first,” Mrs. Simms answered, and then to
Annie’s eager questioning she replied, “It will be almost
a miracle if we do get any sense into that brain, or flesh
upon these bones, but we’ll do the best we can.”
Her words were not very encouraging, and Annie’s
tears fell like rain upon the face of the man who gave no
sign that he knew where he was, or who was bending
over him. Oh! how he had longed for the air of the
North, as his face daily grew thinner, greyer, and more
corpse-like, while his flesh seemed shrivelling and drying
on his bones. Bill Baker had done what he could to
ameliorate his condition,—done too much in fact, and as
the result he suddenly found himself shorn of his privileges,
and an inmate again of the dreadful prison. Even
then he clung to and cared for Jimmie, until the pangs
of starvation and the pains of sickness made him forgetful
of all but himself. And there they pined and wept
and waited until the day of their release, when Bill was
too ill to be removed, and was left in charge of a humane
family, who kindly promised to care for him until he was
better. From a Rockland soldier who had been taken
prisoner at the battle of the Wilderness, Jimmie had
381heard that Mrs. Graham was at Annapolis, and then! oh,
how he longed for the time when it might be his fate to be
tended and nursed by her. She would do it so gently, and
so kindly and in his dreams the walls of his pestilential
prison stretched away to the green fields of the North,
where he walked again with Annie, and felt the clasp of her
little hand, and the light of her blue eyes. She was always
present with him,—she or the little Lulu, of Pequot
memory. Somehow these two were strangely mixed, and
when his mind began to totter as the physical strain on it
became too great, the two faces were united in one body,
and both bent lovingly over him, just as Annie Graham
was doing now when he was past knowing or caring who
ministered to him. A vague suspicion he had at intervals
that in some respects there was a change, that his
bed was not the filthy sand bank, nor his covering the
pitiless sky. Gradually, too, there came a different look
upon his face; the color was changing from the dingy
gray, to a more life-like hue; flesh was showing a little
beneath the skin, and the dark hair began to grow, and
Annie watered the tiny curls with bitter tears, for, as
proof of the terrible life whose horrors will never half be
written, the once black hair was coming out streaked with
grey. They knew in Rockland that he was at Annapolis,
but Annie had peremptorily forbidden either Mrs. Carleton
or Rose to come. “They could do no good,” she
wrote. “Jimmie would not know them; and they
might be in the way.”
They were constantly expecting Tom from Tennessee,
with Maude De Vere and her friends, and so they remained
at home the more willingly, enjoining it upon
Annie to write them every day, just a line to tell how
Jimmie was.
382The summer rain was falling softly upon the streets of
Annapolis, and the cool evening air came stealing into
the room, where Annie Graham sat by her patient.
There were not so many now in her ward, and she had
more time for Jimmie, by whose bedside every leisure
moment was passed. She was sitting by him now, watching
him as he slept, and listening breathlessly to his low
murmurings as he seemed to be talking of her and the
dreadful prison life. Then he slept more soundly, and
she arranged the light so that it left his face in shadow,
but fell full upon her own.
Half an hour passed in this way, and Annie’s head was
beginning to droop from languor and drowsiness, when
a sudden exclamation startled her, and she looked up to
see her patient’s eyes fixed upon her, while with his finger
he pointed to the window opposite, and whispered,
“The star, it’s risen again, when I thought it had set
forever. I take it as a good omen, Bill. I shall see her
face again.”
Did he think himself in prison still, with that star
shining over him, and did he take her for Bill Baker?
The thought was not a very complimentary one, but Annie
forgot everything in her joy, at this evidence of returning
reason.
“Jimmie,” she said softly, and she bent her face so
close to his, that her lips touched his forehead, “Jimmie,
don’t you know that you are in Annapolis, with me, with
Annie Graham. You remember Annie?”
She had many a time said these very words in his ear,
hoping somehow to impress them upon him, and now
she had succeeded, for he repeated them after her slowly
and with long pauses, like a school-boy trying to say a
half-learned lesson.
And as he said them consciousness began to struggle
back,—the black eyes fastened themselves upon Annie
with a wistful look; then they took in her dress, her
hands folded in her lap, the decent covering on the bed
the furniture of the room, and then throwing up his arms
he felt of his flesh, and examined his linen, and patted
the pillow, while still the look of wonder and perplexity
deepened on his face. Suddenly he let his arms drop
helplessly, then stretched them feebly towards Annie, and
while both chin and lip quivered touchingly, and the
tears streamed from his eyes, he whispered,
“Clean face, clean hands, soft pillow and bed, with
the hunger, and thirst, and homesickness gone. This
is—yes, this must be God’s land, and she is there with
me.”
He fainted then. The shock of coming back to “God’s
land” had been too great, and for a week or more he
paid but little heed to what was passing around him.
“Don’t you know me, Jimmie? It’s I,—it’s Annie,”
Mrs. Graham would say to him, as his restless eyes turned
upon her, and he would repeat after her,
“Don’t you—know—me, Jimmie? It’s I,—it’s Annie.”
This was a peculiarity of his, and it continued until
Bill Baker, who had become strong enough to be moved,
came to Annapolis, and asked to see the “Cop’ral.”
At first the physician refused, but Annie approved the
plan, hoping for a good result, and she waited anxiously,
while Bill said cheerily,
“Hallo, old Cop’ral. Rather nicer quarters here than
that sand bank down by that infernal nasty stream.”
Bill Baker’s voice was the last which in the far-off
prison had sounded kindly in Jimmie’s ears, and now as
384he heard it again his face lighted up, and his eyes kindled
with something like their olden fire.
“You know me, Cop’ral. I’m Bill. We’ve been exchanged.
We’re up to Annapolis, and Miss Graam is
nussin’ you,” Bill continued, and then Jimmie drew a
long breath, and burst into a passionate fit of tears.
“They’ll do him good. They allus did to Andersonville.
He’d hold in till he was fit to burst, and then he’d let
’em slide, and feel better. He’ll know you, Miss Graam,
after this.”
Annie was called away just then, to attend to another
patient, and Bill was left alone with Jimmie. There
were a few broken sentences from the latter, and then
Bill Baker was heard talking rapidly, but very gently
and cautiously, and Jimmie lifted his head once and
looked across the room where Annie was.
“Better leave him alone a spell, till he thinks it out,
and gets it arranged,” Bill said to Annie. “I made him
understand where he was, and that you was here, and all
right on the main question; and though he’d like to have
bust his biler for a minute, he’ll come all straight, I
reckon.”
It was more than an hour before Annie went to Jimmie
again, but when she did, the eager, joyful look in
his eyes told her that she was recognized.
“Don’t speak to me,—don’t talk,” she said, laying one
hand lightly upon the lips, which began to move, while
with the other she smoothed the short curls of hair.
He kissed the hand upon his lips, and whispered,
through the fingers:
“Tell me first, was it true, he told me? Do you”——
He did not finish the sentence, for Annie understood
him, and bending so near to him that no one else could
hear, she said:
385“Yes, Jimmie,—I do.”
He seemed satisfied, and something of his old manner
came back to him when, later in the day, Annie tried to
straighten the clothes about him, and wet and brushed
his hair.
“Look like a hippopotamus, don’t I?” he asked, touching
his thick-skinned face.
“Not half as much as you did,” Annie replied; and
the first smile her face had worn for weeks glimmered
around her lips, for she knew now the danger was past,
and Jimmie Carleton would live.
CHAPTER XXXVII. IN ROCKLAND.
The warm, bright November day was wearing to
its close. The purple haze of the Indian summer
lay around the hilltops, and the soft, golden
sunlight fell softly upon the grass, and the few autumnal
flowers which had escaped the recent storm. The
grounds around the Mather mansion were looking almost
as beautiful as in the early summer, for the grass, invigorated
by the rain, was fresh and green again, and
the brilliant foliage of the trees which dotted the lawn
made up for the loss of the flowers. Even these last
were not lacking indoors, for the hot-house had been
robbed of its costliest flowers, which filled the whole
house with perfume, and made Maude De Vere start
with surprise when she first entered the parlors.
386“It takes me back to my Southern home,” she said to
Rose, who, standing on tiptoe, fastened a half-open lily
in her hair, going into ecstasies over the effect, and
thinking to herself that Maude De Vere was the most
regal creature she had ever seen.
Maude had been in Rockland three weeks, and Rose
was already as much in love with her as if she had known
her all her life. At first, she had dreaded a little to meet
the fearless heroine of the mountains. A girl who had
held a revolver at the heads of both Federal and Confederate;
who, in the night, had ridden twenty miles on
horseback to conduct a party of refugees to a place of
safety, and had guarded the entrance of the cave in the
face of a furious mob, must be something very formidable,
or, at least, something unlike all Rose’s ideas of what
a lady gently born should be; and both Rose and her
mother had waited nervously for the arrival of one who,
they felt sure, was to be the wife of Tom. Nothing definite
had been said upon the subject since Arthur died,
but it was tacitly understood by all parties that Maude
De Vere was, sometime, to be Maude Carleton; and
Tom was allowed to pay her attentions which could only
be paid to his fiancée.
In a great flutter of spirits, Rose had heard of Maude’s
arrival at the Monteur House, and immediately after dinner
had driven down to see her, accompanied by Will,
who, if possible, was more anxious than herself to pay
his respects to Maude.
She was kneeling by Charlie’s couch when the party
entered, but she rose at once and came forward, with the
most beautiful carnation staining her cheeks, and a look
of modesty in her brilliant eyes. She wore a long,
trailing dress of heavy silk, and stood so erect, and held
her head so high, that she seemed taller than she really
387was,—taller than Tom, Rose feared; but as he stepped
up to her, she saw he had the advantage of her by at least
four inches, and thus reassured, she drew a long breath
of relief; then, as thoughts of all her husband and brother
had been saved from by this heroic girl came over her,
she sprang toward Maude, and winding her arms around
her neck, sobbed hysterically, but never spoke one word.
“What is it? What are you crying for?” Maude
asked, petting her as if she had been a little child.
“Oh, I don’t know. The sight of you who have done
so much for the war, and been so brave, makes me seem
so little, so small, so mean beside you, Maude De Vere,”
Rose replied, brokenly, and then Maude’s eyes filled with
tears, and she hugged the sobbing little creature, whom,
from that moment, she loved so fondly.
She, too, had dreaded this meeting, for she knew that
Rose Mather and her mother were both women of the
highest culture, and she felt that they might criticise,
and perhaps condemn one who had lived so long among
the pines of North Carolina and the mountains of Tennessee.
But Rose’s manner divested her of all fear,
and in a moment she resumed that unconscious air of
superiority to all else around her, which was a part of
herself. Queenly was the word which best suited her
looks and her manners, and Rose paid homage to her as
to a queen, and told her that she loved her, and how
much she had thought of her, and how anxious her
mother was to see her, and how happy they would all be
when Jimmie and Annie came home.
There had been daily visits to the Monteur since then,
and Mrs. Carleton had met the beautiful Maude, and
mentally approved of Tom’s choice.
Charlie too had been petted and caressed, and his blue
eyes opened with wonder as he saw what Northern women
388were like, and remembered his prejudice against
them. He liked the Northerners, he said, but he was
loyal to the Southern cause, and listened, with flashing
eyes and crimson cheeks, to all he continually heard of
the sure defeat and disgrace of the Confederacy.
Matters were in this wise when the day came on which
Annie was expected home with Jimmie. Great preparations
had been made for that arrival. In Rockland
there was more than one prisoner who had been nursed
by Annie Graham, and her name was spoken with reverence
and love by the veriest vagabond that walked the
streets. They had not made a demonstration in a long,
long time, but they were going to make one now, and the
honors which poor George saw in fancy awarded to himself
were to be given to his wife. Jimmie, too, whose
terrible sufferings had excited so much commiseration,
was to have his share of consideration. Bill Baker, who
had been home for a week, and was as usual the most
active spirit of all, suggested that when they flung out
the banner on which was inscribed, “Honor and welcome
to Annie Graham,” they should give three cheers for Mr.
Carleton too. “Bein’,” as he said, “that they are about
as good as one.”
Prompt to the moment when it was due, the train
swept round the Rockland curve and stopped at the
depot where a large concourse of people was gathered.
They had not expected the Widow Simms, and when her
green veil and straw bonnet appeared on the platform,
the foremost of the group looked a little disappointed,
while the widow’s face darkened as she saw the waiting
multitude, and guessed why they were there.
Annie had appeared by this time, and at sight of her
the tongues were loosened, and deafening shouts of welcome
greeted her on every side. The flag bearing her
389name was held aloft, the cannon in the adjoining field
sent forth its bellowing roar, and the band struck up the
sweet refrain of “Annie Laurie;” while the voices of the
Andersonville prisoners, who had been Annie’s charge,
sang the last line:
“And for bonnie Annie Graham I would lay me down and die.”
Surely this was a coming home which Annie had never
looked for, and with her face flushed with excitement,
and her eyes shining with tears, she stood in the midst
of the shouting throng, gazing wonderingly from one to
the other, and realizing nothing clearly, except the firm
clasp upon her arm.
It was Jimmie’s hand, and Jimmie himself leaned upon
her, as the crowd coupled his name with hers, and hurrahed
for “James Carleton and Annie Graham.”
“And the Widder Simms,—I swan if it’s fair to leave
her out. She did some tall nussin’ down to Annapolis,”
Bill Baker said; and then the widow was cheered, and
she acknowledged the compliment with a grim smile,
and wondered when “folks would quit making fools of
themselves, and if Susan wasn’t up there, somewhere, in
the jam. Of course she was; ’twas like them Ruggleses
to go where the doins was.”
And while she shook the hand of her neighbors, she
kept her eyes on the watch for Susan, and felt a little
chagrined that she did not find her.
Susan was at home in the neat little house which John
had bought with his captain’s wages, so carefully saved.
The same house it was at which Annie Graham had
looked with longing eyes, in the commencement of the
war; and in the pleasant chamber which overlooked the
town there was a little boy who had been in Rockland only
a week, and whose existence was as yet unknown to the
390widow. They had purposely kept it from her, so she
had no suspicion that he was expected; and the first
genuine feeling of happiness she had known since Isaac
died, she experienced when she was ushered into Susan’s
room, and the little red-faced thing was laid in her lap.
She had looked askance at the new house, and neat furniture,
and the pretty curtains, as so many proofs of “them
Ruggleses” extravagance; but she was not proof against
the white face which, from the pillows, smiled so kindly
upon her, and called her mother. And she was guilty of
kissing her daughter-in-law, even before she saw the baby,
her first grandchild, whom Susan called Isaac, although
she hated the name, and had tacked on to it Adolphus,
with the hope that the future would adjust the name
into Adolph, or something more fanciful than the good,
plain Bible Isaac. And while the widow kissed and
wept over her grandson, and felt herself growing young,
and soft, and gentle again, the crowd around the depot
had dispersed, a part going to their own homes, and a
part following the soldiers and band which escorted
Annie Graham and Jimmie Carleton to the Mather
mansion, where everything had been made so beautiful
for them.
It was a pleasant coming home, and a most ample
compensation for all the weariness and privation which
Annie, as hospital nurse, had endured, and she felt that
far more was awarded to her than she deserved.
“Mr. Carleton was the one to be honored,” she said,
and her soft, blue eyes rested upon the pale, tired man,
who, exhausted with his journey and the excitement, lay
down at once upon the sofa, while his mother and Rose
knelt beside him and kissed, and pitied, and cried over
his poor white face, and long, bony hands, which were
almost transparent in their whiteness.
391Maude was not one of the party at the Mather mansion
that night.
“You ought to be alone the first night,” she said,
when Rose insisted that she should join them. “To-morrow
I will come round and call on Mrs. Graham and
your brother.”
She had been greatly interested in all the arrangements,
and was curious to see the woman who had almost
been her rival, while Annie was quite as curious to see
her, the heroine of the mountains. In her letters to
Annie, Rose had purposely refrained from mentioning
Tom’s name with Maude’s, so that Annie was ignorant
of the real state of things. But she did not remain so
long.
“Is she so very beautiful?” she said to Rose, when,
after supper, they were all assembled in the parlor, and
Maude was the subject of conversation.
“Ask Tom; he can tell you,” Rose replied, and by the
conscious look on Tom’s face, Annie guessed the truth at
once.
That night, when the two brothers were alone in their
room, Tom said to Jimmie:
“Well, my boy, I’ve kept my word,—I’ve waited a
year and more. I’ve given you every chance a reasonable
man could ask. Have you made a proper use of
your privileges? Would it do me any good to try and
win Annie now?”
“You can try if you like,” Jimmie said, with a smile.
And then Tom told him of his hopes concerning Maude
De Vere, and Jimmie said to him saucily:
“Don’t you remember I told you once you had had
your day? But some lucky dogs have two, and you, it
seems, are one of them.”
CHAPTER XXXVIII. THE LOVERS.
392
The next day brought Maude De Vere, looking so
handsome in her black dress, with her coquettish
drab hat and long drab feather tipped with
scarlet, that she reminded Annie of some bright tropical
flower as she came into the room with the sparkle in her
brilliant eyes, and the deep, rich bloom upon her cheek.
She had regained her health and spirits rapidly within the
last few weeks, and even Jimmie, who seldom saw beyond
Annie’s fair face and soft blue eyes, drew a breath of wonder
at the queenly girl who completely overshadowed those
around her so far as size and form and physical development
were concerned. But nothing could detract from
the calm, quiet dignity of Annie’s manner, or from the
pure, angelic beauty of her face, and as the two stood holding
each other’s hands and looking into each other’s eyes,
they made a most striking tableau, and Mrs. Carleton
thought, with a thrill of pride, how well her sons had
chosen.
That night, as Maude was walking back to the hotel
accompanied by Tom, he asked her again the question
put in the cave of the Cumberland.
“I understand about Arthur,” he said; “but he is
dead; there is no promise now in the way. I claim you
for my own. Am I wrong in doing so?”
That Maude’s reply was wholly satisfactory was proved
by the expression of Tom Carleton’s face when at last he
stopped at the door of the hotel, and by the kiss which
393burned on Maude’s lips long after he had disappeared
down the street.
The next afternoon, while Tom was with Maude, and
both Mrs. Carleton and Rose were out on a shopping
expedition, Annie sat alone with Jimmie in the pleasant
little room which had been given to him as a place where
he would be more quiet than in the parlor. Annie had
been playing with Rose’s boy,—the little Jimmie, a handsome,
sturdy fellow of nearly a year old, whom the entire
household spoiled. He was already beginning to
talk, and having taken a fancy to Annie, he tried to call
her name, and made out of it a tolerably distinct “Auntee,”
which brought a blush to Annie’s face, and a teasing
smile to Jimmie’s.
“Come, sit by me a moment, Annie,” Jimmie said,
when the child had been taken out by his nurse. “Sit
on this stool, so,—a little nearer to me,—there, that’s
right,” he continued, in the tone of authority he had unconsciously
acquired since his convalescence.
He was lying upon the couch, and Annie was sitting at
his side and so near to him that his long fingers could
smooth and caress her shining hair, while his saucy eyes
feasted themselves upon her face, as he asked “when she
would really be the auntie of the little boy who called
her now by that name.”
“Not till you are able to stand alone,” was Annie’s reply,
and then, for the first time since his return from Andersonville,
Jimmie spoke of that episode in his life at
New London, when little Lulu Howard had stirred his
boyish blood, and filled his boyish fancy.
Perhaps he wanted to tease Annie, for he said to her:
“I did like that little blue-eyed Lu,—that’s a fact.
I used to think about her all day, and dream about her
all night. I wonder where she is now.”
394“What would you do if you knew?” Annie asked, and
Jimmie replied:
“I believe I would go miles to see her, just to know
what kind of a woman she has developed into. I trust
she is not like her aunt. I could not endure her. She
struck me as a hard, selfish, ambitious woman, terribly
afraid lest the world generally should not think Mrs.
Scott Belknap all which Mrs. Scott Belknap thought herself
to be.”
Annie’s cheeks were very red by this time, and imputing
her heightened color to a cause widely different from
the real one, Jimmie drew her face down to his, and kissing
the burning cheeks, said:
“Of course I should take you with me, when I went
after little Lu.”
“You would hardly find her if you did not,” Annie
said, while Jimmie looked inquiringly at her.
Annie had only been waiting for Jimmie to speak of
the little Pequot, before making her own confession, and
she now said to him abruptly:
“Did Lulu look any like me?”
“Why, yes. I’ve always thought so, only she was
younger, and had short hair, you know, and short
dresses, too. Annie, Annie, tell me,—was she,—do you,—are you”—Jimmie
began, raising himself upright upon
the couch, as something in Annie’s expression began to
puzzle and mystify him.
“Am I what?” Annie asked. “Am I little Lulu of
the Pequot House? My name was Annie Louise Howard
before I married George. My aunt called me Louise.
You never inquired my maiden name, I believe. I suppose
you thought I had always been a married woman,
but I was a girl of fourteen once, and went with my
Aunt Belknap to New London, and met a boy who called
395himself Dick Lee, and who was so kind to the orphan girl,
that she began to think of him all day, and watch for his
coming after his school hours. He was a saucy, teasing
boy, but Lulu liked him, and when one day she waited
for his promised coming till it grew dark upon the
beach, and the great hotel was lighted up for the evening
festivity, and when other days and nights passed, and he
neither came nor sent her any word, and she heard at
last from one of his comrades that he had gone home to
Boston,—I say, when all this came about she began to
think that she had loved the boy who deceived her so, for
he did deceive her in more points than one, as she afterward
learned. His name was not Dick Lee”——
“But, Annie,” Jimmie began, and Annie stopped him,
saying:
“Wait, Jimmie, till I am through. This is my hour
now. I have delayed telling you all this, for various
reasons. Your mother knew who I was before I went
to Washington, and she excused you as far as was possible.
That I have promised to be your wife is proof that
I have forgiven the pangs of disappointment I endured;
for, Jimmie, I did suffer for a time. There was so little
in the world to make me happy, and you had been so
kind, that I fully believed in and trusted you; and when
I found I was deceived, my heart ached as hard, perhaps,
as the heart of a girl of fourteen can ache from such a
cause.”
“Poor Annie! poor little Lulu!” Jimmie said, as he
clasped one of Annie’s hands in his own, and his voice
expressed all the sorrow and tenderness he felt for Annie
who continued:
“Such childish loves are usually short-lived, you know,
but mine was the first pleasant dream I had known since
my parents died, and I went to my Aunt Belknap, in New
396Haven. She meant to be kind, I suppose, and in a certain
way she was. She gave me a good education, and
every advantage within her means. She took me to
Newport and Saratoga, and the New York hotels, and
she turned her back on George Graham, whom we met
at Long Branch, where he was making some repairs upon
an engine. A mechanic was not her idea of a husband
for her niece. She preferred that I should marry a man
of sixty, who had already the portraits of three wives in
his handsome house at Meriden; but then, for each portrait
he counted over two hundred thousand dollars, and
half a million covers a multitude of defects and a
great many wives. I would not marry that man, and as
the result of my persistent refusal, my life with my aunt
became so unbearable that, when Providence again threw
George in my way, and he asked me to be his wife, I
consented, and I never regretted the step. He was very kind
to me, and I loved him so much, that when he died,
I thought my heart died too, for he was my all.”
Annie was very beautiful in her excitement as she
paid this tribute to her deceased husband, and Jimmie
saw that she was beautiful, but felt relieved when she left
George Graham, and spoke of Rose, who had come to
her like an angel of light, and made the burden easier to
bear.
“I had no suspicion that she was the soi-disant Dick
Lee’s sister, or that my boy-hero was not Dick Lee, until
just before you came home for the first time, and then
I thought I must go away, for I did not care to meet
you. But Rose prevented me, and I am glad now that
she did.”
“And I am glad, too,” Jimmie said. “Your staying
has been the means of untold good to me, darling,—it
was the memory of your sweet, holy life and character
397which led me, a wretch at Andersonville, to seek the
Saviour whom you have loved so long. God has led us
both in strange paths. We have suffered a great deal,—you
mentally, I physically, and only what I deserved; but
let us hope that the night is passed, and the morning of
our happy future dawning upon us. We are both young
yet,—you twenty-three, and I only twenty-six. We have
a long life to look forward to, and I thank God for it;
but most of all, I thank Him for giving me my darling
Annie,—my dear little Lulu! Does Rose know that you
are Lulu?”
Mrs. Carleton had thought it better not to add to
Rose’s excitement by telling her who Annie was, while
Jimmie’s fate was shrouded in so much gloom; then,
after his return, she decided that Annie should have the
satisfaction of telling herself, and thus Rose was still in
ignorance with regard to Annie’s identity with the Pequot.
But Annie told her that night, and Rose’s eyes
were like stars, as she smothered Annie with kisses, and
declared it was all like some strange story she had read.
CHAPTER XXXIX. CHARLIE.
He did not improve as his sister and uncle hoped
he might; and as the cold weather increased,
they began to talk of taking him to a warmer
climate, but Charlie said:
“I am as well here as I could be anywhere. I don’t
want to be moved about. Let me stay here in quiet.”
So they made him as comfortable as possible at the
398hotel, and Rose and Annie came every day to see him
and he learned to watch and listen for their coming,
especially that of Annie, to whom he took the kindliest.
She knew just how to nurse him, and as she once cared
for the poor prisoners, so she now cared for the Southern
boy, who, while acknowledging the kindness of the
Northern people, was still as thorough a Secessionist as
he had ever been. Anxiously he waited for daily news of
the progress of Grant’s army, refusing to believe that
Lee was so closely shut up in Richmond that escape was
impossible. Blindly, like many of his older brethren, he
clung to the hope, that underlying the whole was some
hidden motive which would in time appear and work
good to his cause. Maude never opposed or disputed
with him now, but read him every little item of good for
the South. But when, in the spring, the fighting at Petersburg
commenced, there were no such items to read,
and Charlie asked no longer for news. Then there came a
never-to-be-forgotten day, when through the length and
breadth of the land, the glad tidings ran that Richmond
had fallen; that Lee with his army was flying from the city,
with Grant in hot pursuit. The war was virtually over;
and from Maine to Oregon the air was filled with the
jubilant notes of victory. For three long hours the bells
of Rockland rang out their merry peals, and at night
they kindled bonfires in the streets; and on the grass-plat
by the well in Widow Simms’ yard, they burned
the box, which, four years before, poor Isaac had put
away for just such an occasion as this.
All the morning of that memorable Monday, while the
bells were ringing, and the crowds were shouting in the
streets, Charlie De Vere had lain with his white face to
the wall, and his lips quivering with the grief and mortification
he felt, that it should have ended thus. Occasionally,
399as the shouts grew louder, he stopped his
ears, so as to shut out what seemed to him like exultations
over the death of so many hopes; but when Annie
came in, and told Maude of the bonfire they were to have
that night in Mrs. Simms’ yard, and asked her to come
for the sake of the boy whose box was to be burned,
Charlie began to listen. And as he listened, he grew
interested in Isaac Simms and the grass-plat by the
well, and the box hidden in the barn, and he expressed a
wish to be present when it was burned. Maude, too, had
heard of Isaac Simms before. She knew that he had been
captured by Arthur Tunbridge, but she did not know the
particulars of his prison life, or how generously Tom had
sacrificed his chance of liberty for the sake of the poor,
sick boy, until Annie told the story, to which she listened
with swimming eyes and a heart throbbing with
love and respect for her lover, who had been so noble
and unselfish. She would go to the bonfire on the
grass-plat, she said; and Charlie should go too. He had
wept passionately at the recital of Isaac’s sufferings in
Libby, but still found some excuse for the South generally.
“It was not the better class of people,” he said, “who
did these things; it was the lower, ignorant ones, whose
instincts were naturally brutal.”
And neither Maude nor Annie contradicted him,
though the eyes of the former flashed indignantly, and
her nostrils quivered as they always did when the sufferings
of our prisoners were mentioned in her presence.
That night, when the stars came out over Rockland,
a party of twelve or more was congregated at the house
of the widow Simms, where, but for the sad memory of
Isaac, whose soldier-coat hung on the wall, with the knapsack
carried into battle, all would have been, joy and hilarity
400at the prospect of certain peace. But death had
been in that household, just as it had crept across many
and many another threshold; and mingled with the rejoicings
were tears and sad regrets for the dead of our
land, whose graves were everywhere, from the shadowy
forests of Maine, and the vast prairies of the West, to the
sunny plains of the South, where they fought and died.
There were twenty-five buried in the Rockland graveyard;
and others than the party assembled at Mrs.
Simms, thought of the vacant chairs at home, and the
sleeping dead whose ears were deaf to the notes of peace
floating so musically over the land. Charlie’s face was
very white, and there were tears in his eyes as he laid his
thin, white hands reverently upon the box, examining its
make, and bending close to the name, and date, and
words cut upon it.—“Isaac Simms, Rockland, April 25th,
1861. This box to be burned——” There was a blank
which the boy, who had cut the words with his jack-knife,
could not supply. He did not know when the box would
be burned. Then it was April, 1861; now it was April,
1865. Four years of strife and bloodshed, thousands and
thousands of desolate hearth-stones, and broken hearts,
and lifeless forms both North and South, and the end
had come at last. But the boy Isaac was not there to see
it. It was not for him to fill up that blank; but for the
Southern boy, Charlie De Vere, who took his pencil from
his pocket, and wrote, “April 3d, 1865, to celebrate the fall
of Richmond, and the end of the Confederacy. Charles
De Vere.”
“Who shall light the pile?” Tom asked, when all was
ready. And Charlie answered, “Let me, please. Surely I
may light the fire!”
And he did light it, and then, with the rest, looked on
while the smoke and the flames curled up toward the
401starry heavens where the boy Isaac had gone, and where
Charlie in his dreams that night saw him so distinctly,
and grasped his friendly hand.
After that night, Charlie failed rapidly, and often in
his sleep, he talked to some one who seemed to be Arthur,
and said it was “a mistake, a dreadful mistake.”
At last, as Maude sat by him one day, the fifth after the
bonfire on the grass-plat, he said to her suddenly:
“Maude, if a man kills another and didn’t mean to, is
it murder?”
“No, it is manslaughter. Why do you ask?” Maude
said; and Charlie continued:
“Don’t hate me, Maude, nor tell any body, for I killed
Arthur, myself. I shot him right through the head,
and—Maude, he thought it was you!”
“Oh! Charlie! Charlie!” and Maude shrieked aloud as
she bent over her brother, who continued:
“Not when he died, but at first, when he lay there on
the grass, moaning and looking at you so sorry and
grieved like, don’t you remember?”
“Yes!” Maude gasped; and Charlie went on:
“You know that one of the ruffians fired at Captain
Carleton and hit you, and then I could not help paying
him back. He was taller than Arthur, who stood behind
him, and knocked him down in time to take the ball himself.
He knew you had a revolver, and he thought it
was you, though an accident, of course, and it made him
so sorry that you should be the one to kill him. But I
told him different; when I whispered to him, you know.
I said it was I, and his eyes put on such a happy look.
I know he forgave me, for he said so; but my heart has
ached ever since with thinking about it. I could not forget
it; and I’ve asked God to forgive me so many times.
I think he has; and that when I die, I shall go where
402Isaac Simms has gone. I like him, Maude, if he was a
Yankee, and fought against us; and I like Mrs. Graham
so much; and Mr. James Carleton, and the Mathers, and
Mrs. Simms, some; but I can’t like that dreadful Bill Baker,
with his slang words and vulgar ways; he makes me
so sick, and I feel so ashamed that we should be beaten
by such as he.”
“You were not beaten by such as he! You are mistaken,
Charlie! The Northern army was composed of
many of the noblest men in the world. There are Bill
Bakers everywhere, as many South as North. It is foolish
to think otherwise.”
Maude was growing hot and eloquent in her defense
of the Northern army, but Charlie’s gentle, low-spoken
reply, stopped her:
“Perhaps it is. I got terribly perplexed thinking it
all over, and how it has turned out. I think—yes, I
know I am glad the negroes are free. We never abused
them. Uncle Paul never abused them. But there were
those who did; and if slavery is a Divine institution, as
we are taught to believe, it was a broken down and
badly conducted institution, and not at all as God meant
it to be managed.”
Charlie paused a moment, and when he spoke again,
it was of Tom, who had been so kind to him.
“He is like a brother to me, Maude, and I am glad you
are to be his wife. And Maude, don’t wait after I am
dead, but marry Captain Carleton at once. You will be
happier then.”
With tears and kisses Maude bent over her brother,
who after that confession seemed so much brighter
and more cheerful, that hope sometimes whispered to
Maude that he would live. Annie was almost constantly
with him now. He felt better and stronger with her, he
403said, and death was not so terrible. So, just as she had
soothed, and comforted, and nursed many a poor fellow
from Andersonville, Annie comforted and nursed Charlie
De Vere, until that dreadful Saturday when the telegraphic
wires brought up from the South the appalling
news that our President was dead,—murdered by the
assassin’s hand.
“No, no, not that. We did not do that,” Charlie
cried, with a look of horror in his blue eyes when he
heard the dreadful story, and that the Southern leaders
were suspected of complicity in the murder.
“It would make me a Unionist, if I believed my people
capable of that; but they are not,—it cannot be,”
Charlie kept repeating to himself, while the great drops
of sweat stood upon his white forehead, and his pulse
and heart beat so rapidly, that Maude summoned the attending
physician, who shook his head doubtfully at the
great change for the worse in his patient.
“I had hoped at least to keep him till the warm weather,
but, I am afraid those bells will be the death of him,”
he said, as he saw how Charlie shivered and moaned with
each sound of the tolling bells.
“Perhaps they would stop if you were to ask them,
and tell them why,” Annie suggested to Maude; but
Charlie, who heard it, exclaimed,
“No, let them toll on. It is proper they should mourn
for him. The South would do the same if it was our
President who had been murdered.”
So the bells tolled on, and the public buildings were
draped in mourning, and the windows of Charlie’s room
were festooned with black, and he watched the sombre
drapery as it swayed in the April wind, and talked of the
terrible deed, and the war which was ended, and the
world to which so many thousands had gone during the
long four years of strife and bloodshed.
404“I shall be there to-morrow,” he said, “and then perhaps
I shall know why all this has been done, and if we
were so wrong.”
Maude and Annie, Paul Haverill and Tom Carleton
watched with him through the night, and just as the
beautiful Easter morning broke, and the sunlight fell
upon the Rockland hills, the boy who to the last had remained
true to the Southern cause, lay dead among the
people who had been his foes.
At Maude’s request they buried him by the side of
Isaac Simms, and Capt. Carleton ordered a handsome
monument, on which the names of both the boys were cut,
Isaac Simms, who had died for the North, and Charlie
De Vere, who, if need be, would have given his life for
the South, each holding entirely different political sentiments,
but both holding the same living faith which
made for them an entrance to the world where all is perfect
peace, and where we who now see through a glass
darkly shall then see face to face, and know why these
things are so.
Six months had passed since Charlie De Vere died.
Paul Haverill, Will Mather, and Captain Carleton had
been together on a pilgrimage to Paul’s old neighborhood,
where the people, wiser grown, welcomed back
their old friend and neighbor, and strove in various ways
to atone for all which had been cruel and harsh in their
former dealing toward him. The war had left them
destitute, so far as negroes and money were concerned;
but such as they had they freely offered Paul, entreating
him to stay in their midst and rebuild the homestead,
whose blackened ruins bore testimony to what men’s
passions will lead them to do when roused and uncontrolled.
405But Paul said no; he could never again live
where there was so much to remind him of the past. A
little way out of Nashville was a beautiful dwelling-house,
which, with a few acres of highly cultivated land, was
offered for sale.
Maude had spoken of the place when she was in the
city, and had said:
“I should like to live there.”
And Tom had remembered it; and when he found it
for sale, he suggested to Mr. Haverill that they buy it as
a winter residence for Maude. And so what little
property Paul Haverill had left was invested in Fair Oaks,
as the place was called; and Tom gave orders that the
house should be refurnished and ready for himself and
bride as early as the first of November.
As far as was possible, Will and Tom found and generously
rewarded those who had so kindly befriended them
in their perilous journey across the mountains.
But some were missing, and only their graves remained
to tell the story of their wrongs.
This trip was made in June, and early in August, the
whole Carleton family went to New London, where
Jimmie improved so fast that few would have recognized
the pale, thin invalid, of Andersonville notoriety, in the
active, red-cheeked, saucy-eyed young man, who became
the life of the Pequot House, and for whom the gay belles
practiced their most bewitching coquetries.
But these were all lost on Jimmie, who was seldom
many minutes away from the fair, blue-eyed woman
who, the girls had learned, was a widow, and of whom
they at first had no fears. But they changed their minds
when day after day saw the “handsome Carleton” at
her side, and night after night found him walking with
her along the road, or sitting on the rocks and watching
406the tide come in, just as he had done years ago, when
both were younger than they were now. They lived
those days over again, and, in their perfect happiness,
almost forgot the sorrow and pain which had come to
them both since they first looked out upon the waters of
New London bay.
Tom and Maude were there, too, together with Rose
Mather and Will, and Susan Simms and John.
A well-timed investment in oil stock,—a lucky turn of
the wheel,—and Captain John Simms awoke, one morning,
with one hundred thousands dollars! He did not
believe it at first, and Susan did not believe it either.
But when John, who, with all his good sense, was a little
given to show, or, as his mother expressed it, “to making
a fool of himself,” brought her a set of diamonds,
handsomer than Rose Mather’s, and bought her a new
carriage, and took her to Saratoga, with an English
nurse for little Ike, she began to realize that something
had happened to her which brought Rose Mather’s envied
style of living within her means.
She soon grew tired of Saratoga. She was too much
alone in that great crowd, and when she heard that the
Carletons were at New London she went there with her
diamonds and horses, and, patronized by Rose, who
took her at once under her protection, she made a few
pleasant acquaintances, and ever after talked confidently
of her “summer at the sea-side.” She did not
care to go again, however. “She and John were not
exactly like people born to high life,” she said, and so
she settled quietly down in her pretty home, and made,
as the Widow Simms said, “quite a decent woman, considerin’
that she was one of them Ruggleses.”
Bill Baker was astir very early one bright, October
morning, his face indicating that some important event
407was pending in which he was to act a part. It was a
double wedding at St. Luke’s, and Maude and Annie were
the brides. There was a great crowd to witness the ceremony,
and Annie’s “boys” whom she had nursed at Annapolis,
were the first to offer their congratulations to Mrs.
James Carleton, who looked so fair and pure and lovely,
while Maude, whose beauty was of a more brilliant order,
seemed to sparkle and flash as she bent her stately head
in response to the greetings given to her.
Upon Bill, who had turned hack-driver, devolved the
honor of taking the bridal party to and from the church,
and his horses were covered with the Federal flag, while
conspicuous in his button-hole was a small one made of
white silk and presented to him by a girl whom he called
“Em,” and who blushed every time she heard Bill’s
voice ordering the crowd to stand back and his horses
to “show their oats,” as he drove from the church with
the newly-married people.
Their destination was Nashville, where, in Maude’s
beautiful home, Jimmie and Annie passed a few delightful
weeks, and then returned to Boston to the old Carleton
house on Beacon Street, which had been fitted up for
their reception.
Mrs. Carleton, senior, divides her time between her
three children, Tom, Jimmie and Rose, but her home
proper is with Annie, in Boston, where there is now a
little “Lulu Graham,” six months old, and where Rose
and Will often go, while each summer Tom Carleton
comes up from Fair Oaks with his beautiful Maude, the
heroine of the Cumberland Mountains.
THE END.
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES
Silently corrected obvious typographical errors and variations in spelling.
Retained archaic, non-standard, and uncertain spellings as printed.