MY DEAR FRANK,
I am alone in the house; everybody is gone
somewhere, except that prosy, respectable
gentleman, Captain Heath, who is in the library,
reading Seneca or Hannah More, I dare say;
and in consequence of this solitude I obey the
call of friendship, and devote my unoccupied
time to you.
I have been here three days without a yawn.
That is enough to tell you how different the
place is from what I expected. On the other
hand, I must confide to you my suspicions,
that I shall return to town perfectly heart-whole.
There are only the two elder girls at
home; and, though very pretty, they are not
at all my style. Rose, the eldest, is satirical,
and far too lively to get up any sentiment
with. She makes the place ring with her
merry, musical laugh; but I never get on
with laughing women. Her sister Blanche is
better; but she is shy, and, I suspect, stupid.
Violet, the youngest, is expected home in a
few days; but both her father and stepmother
give fearful accounts of her temper; and,
without making any positive charge, Mrs. Vyner
has, from time to time, said things
which convey a very unfavourable impression
of the girl's disposition.
As this is the case, I must look at Wytton
Hall from a totally different point of view.
It is now only a country house to me, and I
must criticize its attractions accordingly.
My first impression was anything but
favourable. I arrived here about half-past six,
and was received by—the butler! He showed
me to my room in silence, and I did not feel
disposed to question him. As he asked me
whether I wanted anything, I inquired after
the dinner-hour.
"Dinner will be ready, sir, as soon as you
are dressed," he replied, and left me.
The house seemed very quiet, but I dressed
myself with care, all the time speculating on
the cause of my singular reception, or rather,
nonreception. By the time I was ready, I
had made up my mind that everybody must
have been dressing for dinner on my arrival,
and that perhaps I had been keeping them
waiting half an hour.
I rang, and the servant lighted me down a
complicated course of corridors and oak
staircases; very sombre, very rococo, but very
superb. The wind shook mysterious
tapestries. Banners drooped by the side of
complete sets of steel armour, looking like
prodigiously uncomfortable knights, stiff as steel
and the middle ages could make them. Formidable
griffins of finely-carved oak glared at
me, with heraldic fury, from the balustrades;
and endless ancestors, of unheard-of bravery
and incorruptibility, looked stiffly at me from
their dim canvass; each and all haughtily
eyeing me, as if my intrusion on the scene was
one of the inexplicable facts of modern
progress. In short, I could have fancied myself
in a Castle of Otranto some centuries ago,
instead of in a gentleman's country house, in the
year of our Lord eighteen hundred and forty.
And I assure you, as the solemn flunky strode
before me, his candle throwing but a dubious
light amidst all this sombre splendour, I felt
quite romantic, and should not have started
if, in some gusty movement, the tapestry had
opened, and one of the faded-visaged ferocious
ancestors had stepped from his frame.
At length I reached the dining-room: there
the silent butler condescended to explain to
me that the family and visitors were all out
at a pic-nic. I was to dine by myself. And
never did I sit down to a stranger or more
uncomfortable dinner. You know the dinner
hour is the period at which I shine; my best
stories are inspired by the cheerful scene, the
lights, the clatter of glasses, and the sparkle
of the champagne. It is then I feel myself
possessed of all my faculties. Well, then,
fancy me seated at a solitary silent meal, without
even the advantages of solitude and silence.
The vast saloon, with its carved oak-panels, its
high and vaulted roof, its heavy antique
furniture, required all its three chandeliers to be
properly lighted; instead of which, a massive
candelabra threw light just on the table and
its immediate neighbourhood, but left the
greater part of the room in deep obscurity.
In this Rembrandtish picture, which I could
have painted with greater gusto had it not
disagreeably affected me, you are to fancy me
in the light silently eating, and in the
surrounding shadows two silent flunkies, silently
bringing and taking away the various dishes
which represented dinner; as if dining
consisted solely in eating.
You often laugh at me, Frank, for my
gourmandize—and you, too, such a perfect
gourmand—but if you had seen me on that
occasion, you would have credited my
fundamental maxim, which Brillat Savarin has
omitted in his Physiologié du Gout, viz., What
the chef de cuisine is to the raw materials, that
is the company to the chef de cuisine.
I never ate less, nor with such profound
contempt for the process of eating, reduced to
the mere satisfaction of hunger. Besides, the
sombreness and silence of the scene oppressed me.
I was shown into the drawing-room; a
handsome, well lighted, comfortable-looking
place, which quite cheered me. A log was
blazing joyously in the fire-place, for the
autumnal nights down here are keen; and,
altogether, the contrast with the dark, grandiose,
majestically-uncomfortable dining-room,
made this drawing-room delightful.
I threw myself on an ottoman, and tried to
amuse myself with a book; but you know, I
dare say, how impossible it is to read in such
uncertain moments. Expecting the family to
arrive every minute, it was in vain I tried to
fix my interest in anything I read.
I threw down the book, and gazed thoughtfully
at the crackling log. The wind sighed
mournfully without, the clock on the mantel-piece
ticked with a sort of lively monotony,
the embers fell with a cozy familiar sound,
and I sank into one of those exquisite reveries
wherein the past is curiously enwoven with
the future, and, treading the imaginary stage,
we play such brilliant parts.
I must have passed from these waking
dreams into dreams of a less coherent kind,
and have fallen asleep, for I was aroused by
the barking of a dog, and noise of considerable
bustle in the hall, which was quickly
followed by the entrance of Meredith Vyner,
his wife, his daughters, and his guests. He
apologized for being absent on my arrival, but
had accepted the engagement before my note
reached him to say I should be down on that
day. His welcome was warm enough; but the
others seemed to me disagreeably cold and
constrained. They were all very tired, and
went early to bed, except Vyner, who sat up
with me discussing Horace; and Captain
Heath, who was reading the paper.
I retired to bed somewhat disgusted, and
resolved to receive a letter which should call
me up to town on urgent business; I felt so
lonely in that great house full of uncongenial
people. Sleeping in a strange house is always
rather unpleasant to me. I am bothered by
unfamiliarity in familiar things. I could sleep
in a wigwam comfortably enough; but in a
bedroom which is substantially the same as
all other bedrooms, and which, nevertheless,
wears an air of strangeness, I feel out of my
assiette ordinaire. This was peculiarly so on
the night I speak of, from my unpleasant
impression of the people I was thrown among.
It happened, however, that my impression
of the people was similar to my impression of
the place—at first repulsive, afterwards
attractive. What the well-lighted drawing-room
was to the dining-room, that was the next
morning's hilarity to the over night's frigidity.
Breakfast was charming. Everybody seemed
in high spirits—the first freshness of
morning—and my opinion was completely changed.
You know how intimate one becomes after
having spent a night under the same roof: it
seems as if you breakfasted only with old
friends. I felt myself at home; and kept the
table in a roar of laughter. This success
operated favourably on my own spirits; and
in consequence, I have established myself as a
general favourite.
Now for my companions, Vyner himself
promises to be more of a bore than I
anticipated. His wife is very charming, and
seems to agree wonderfully in all my views,
which I, of course, regard as a sign of
excellent taste and judgment. The daughters I
have already spoken of. Captain Heath is
handsome, gentlemanly, but confoundedly
"sensible," and, though a guardsman, has no
idea of "life." I can't say I like him; though
why, I don't know; as Martial says,
Non amo te Sabidi: nee possum dicere quare;
Hoc tantum possum dicere: Non amo te.
(I hope you remember enough Latin to
understand that, eh, Frank? The truth is, I
charmed Vyner yesterday with it, by quoting
it as the original of "I do not love thee,
Dr. Fell," which he quoted to me. He was so
pleased, that I would wager he introduces it
into his commentary on Horace, which already
amounts to nearly three octavos!)
To return to Heath, I think something of
my dislike may be the mere re-action against
the immense liking, I almost said veneration,
which every one feels for him here. They
are always telling some story of his goodness.
"Goodness!" and in a guardsman!
Mrs. Langley Turner, who arrived yesterday,
Sir Harry Johnstone, and Tom Wincot,
I need not describe to you. But there is a
young fellow named Lufton who ought to be
under your hands; he would be an admirable
fellow if "formed." To convey to you his
stupendous innocence, he told me yesterday at
billiards, when I asked him what was his usual
stake, that "he had never played for money." Is
not this something fabulous—a myth? Let
me add, however, that he had enough savoir
vivre, to propose that I should name the
stakes, as he was quite willing to do what
I did. That re-established him in my opinion.
He won a pony from me, which I am not
likely to regain, as he plays decidedly better
than I do.
I must also not forget George Maxwell, a
saturnine, stupid, fanatical individual, in love
with Mrs. Vyner, or I am vastly mistaken,
savagely jealous of every one she notices, but
by no means rewarded by any notice from
her. I can't tell whether she observes his
passion; but she certainly does not return it.
Nobody likes him.
There are, besides, a merry little widow, a
Mrs. Broughton, and her niece, an inoffensive
girl with a happy simpering visage, radiant
with foolishness.
This is our party: rather mixed, but very
agreeable. I can't tell you now how we pass
our time, for here am I at the end of my
paper and patience.
Good-bye, Frank,
Ever yours,
CECIL.
News, my dearest Fanny—news is an article
as rare with us as with the morning papers.
We see nobody, hear nothing, do nothing, but
amuse ourselves as we best can, and that is not
adapted to a letter, it would require such
endless explanations.
In answer to your first question, Yes; Julius
is here, or rather, he is with his mother at the
Grange, and very frequently walks over. As to
his being my slave, don't think it! He is
evidently not indifferent to me, but as
evidently not in love. The vainest of our sex
(are we so vain?) in my place could not
imagine him in love. I'm rather glad of it, for
I certainly don't love him, and should be sorry
to lose a friend.
But let me tell you of another new
acquaintance in the jeune premier line,—a Mr. Cecil
Chamberlayne, whom papa has invited here for
a week. He is handsome, witty, good-natured,
and clever—all very excellent qualities; but
there is a levity about him which somewhat
disturbs my liking for him. I could never fancy
myself sentimental with him for a moment.
His gaiety makes me laugh, but does not,
somehow, make me gay. Everybody sides
against me here, except Captain Heath, who
says he feels as I do in that respect. They all
swear by Mr. Chamberlayne; but, to my taste,
Julius St. John's gaiety is far more exhilarating,
perhaps because it is tempered with a manly
seriousness; you feel that his laugh is as hearty
(in the real primitive sense of the word) as his
earnestness is sincere.
Violet is to be home at the end of this week.
Papa has written for her, as mama says that
she is only being spoiled at my uncle's. The
real secret is, I believe, that mama has heard
how Violet speaks of her down in Worcestershire,
and that the character there given of her comes
up to London. Now, though Violet is, I
believe, unjust to mama, yet people are only
too willing, as mama says, to believe everything
ill of a stepmother. I fear Violet won't be
comfortable. Suppose Julius St. John should
fall in love with her? It would be a capital
match. They would suit so well: I should
like it above all things.
I am reading Leopardi's poems; they are
very beautiful, and very mournful. Julius
St. John says that they are the finest productions
of modern Italy. By the way, though you
will accuse me of filling my letter with Julius,
I must tell you of something that occurred
àpropos of Leopardi:—the first evening I met
him—it was at Dr. Whiston's, and I wrote you a
long account of it—he spoke to me of Leopardi,
whom I had not heard so highly praised
before. Papa had brought a copy with him
from Italy, and I had looked into it from
curiosity, but finding it difficult to read, my
Italian being somewhat flimsy, I took no further
trouble with it, till Julius spoke so enthusiastically
about him. I then set doggedly to work,
and mastered the poems; having done so, I read
them over again with great pleasure, and am
now a sworn admirer of this strange unhappy
being.
Well, one evening, shortly after we had come
down here, Julius took up my copy of
Leopardi, which happened to be lying on the
table. It was pencilled all over. He asked
whose marks those were. I told him mine.
"You seem to have been a careful reader," he
said. "Your praises," I replied, "taught me
to be."
He looked up for a moment, to read in one
full, rapid gaze, the expression of my
countenance, and then dropped his eyes once more
upon the book, but not before I had noticed
that his cheek was flushed. Whether in anger
or in pleasure I know not, for his eyes are so
shadowed by his dark, straight eyebrows, which
meet across the nose, that it is only in certain
aspects you can read what is passing in them.
What there could be in my reply either to
anger or to please him, I cannot guess; but he
changed the subject, and I could not interrogate
him, as mama came up at that moment,
nor have I dared since. All I can say is, that
if he was angry he had quite forgotten it; and
if he was pleased he is perfectly ungrateful.
This little incident is all I have to relate.
Imagine what our life must be when that is an
incident; and yet, as Julius says, "it is not
events but emotions which make life important;
and events are only prized inasmuch as
they excite emotions."
Your affectionate friend,
ROSE VYNER.
P.S.—Now, don't you misinterpret a fact which
strikes me in reading this letter over, namely,
that one name occurs very frequently. It is
purely owing to the want of any subject to
write about. Don't imagine it otherwise.
MY DEAR FRANK,
Your complaint respecting the omissions of
my letter was not very generous, considering
the length of the aforesaid letter. However, I
will now tell you what I didn't tell you
then—that there is endless fishing and famous
preserves; so you may cultivate Vyner with
perfect safety, though excuse me if I doubt
your success.
The hall is, as I told you, formidably rococo,
or rather moyen age; but handsome of the kind,
and spacious. The Italian terrace in front of
the house has the trim beauty of such things,
but is spoiled by a want of "keeping;" the
balustrades are griffinesque, and yet there are
copies of the Greek statues in the garden!
A rich embowering shrubbery leads you
down to the river, which brawls through the
property; beyond, on the other side, there is a
lovely wood, which skirts the banks of the
river, and affords a most romantic promenade.
I should have certainly been most poetically
touched the first day I went there, had it not
been for the saucy merriment of that liveliest
of girls, Rose; but she drove all seriousness
out of me. I could have kissed her ruddy lips
to close them, and put a stop to her merciless
merriment. I have since visited the wood
alone, but one cannot be sentimental alone—at
least I cannot. The river runs through rich
meadows, on which the sleek cattle browse in
philosophic calmness: it forms an endless
source of amusement. I have sat for hours in
the boat gently dropping down the stream,
lulled by the soft ripple, and yielding myself
to dreamy listlessness. The broad leaves of
the water-lily that float upon the stream
supporting the delicate-shaped yellow flower, and
the rich colours of the luxuriant loosestrife
and other wild flowers, whose names I know
not, together with the windings of the river,
and its undulating meadows on one side, and
many-tinted wood on the other, make up a
picture of which I cannot tire.
But the charms of this place are nothing to
those of one of its inmates, about whom I will
now endeavour to convey my impressions. If
they are somewhat confused, attribute it to the
effect of an apparition, which has left me very
little command over my ideas.
I told you that the youngest daughter was
expected to arrive. I had consented to
prolong my stay another week, and was not sorry
to have an opportunity of judging for myself.
It happened that one morning before breakfast
I was looking over the paper, waiting, with that
intolerance which only hungry men can appreciate,
till the others should descend; when in
bounded a magnificent Scotch deer-hound, who
sprang over the chairs and sofas, in a riotous
manner, and came up to me, thrusting his
shaggy head in my hand to be caressed.
"Down, Shot, down!" exclaimed a sweetly
imperative voice.
I looked up, and surely never did mortal
eyes behold a more bewitching apparition. A
young girl of more than ordinary height,
dressed in a blue riding-habit, which set off the
budding beauty of a graceful figure, stood before
me. She wore a black straw hat, whose broad
brim sheltered her face from the sun, and
which, with a simple blue ribband, made a
head-dress ten times more picturesque and becoming
than the odious man's hat which amazons put
on; from under it escaped ringlets of dark
brown hair, tipped with a golden hue. Her
brow was low, but broad—perhaps too massive
for beauty. Her eyes large, long, almond-shaped,
and inconceivably lustrous—the sort
of eye which looks you down, which, even if you
meet its gaze in passing, seems to project such
indomitable will and energy, that involuntarily
you avert your glance. I am not easily stared
out of countenance, and am rather apt to look
into women's eyes, but I find myself unable to
withstand Violet's gaze—for you must have
already divined that my apparition was Violet
Vyner. Do not, however, suppose that
because all eyes droop beneath the intolerable
lustre of her glance, that she is otherwise
than bewitching. Her eyes are not fierce;
though doubtless they could be. It is the
astonishing energy and imperious will which
look out at you, and make you feel your
inferiority. And this effect is heightened by
a certain impetuous haughtiness of demeanour
which I never observed before. Haughtiness
generally implies coldness, reserve, restraint.
But in Violet, although the haughtiness is
unmistakeable, the fire and passion are still
more so. With the airs and carriage of the
most imperial of her sex, she unites an appearance
of abandon, of impetuosity, of lofty passion,
which belongs more to the southern
women than to any I have before seen in
England. To complete my feeble sketch, let
me add that her nose is a trifle too large and
aquiline, her mouth also too large, though
handsomely cut, her complexion of that
luminous brown which Titian so well knew how
to paint, and the form of her face a perfect
oval. Handsomer women may be seen every
day in the park, or at the opera; but a woman
with more character in her face—a woman
more irresistibly fascinating, I never saw.
Critically, there are many defects; but, taken
in the ensemble, they only seem to heighten
the one effect of a queenly beauty, half sad
half voluptuous.
I rose as she entered, but was so absorbed
by her beauty that I stood gaping at her like
a cockney at a covey of partridges, suddenly
whirring up before him.
She bowed quietly, I thought haughtily,
and did not even pay me the compliment of a
little embarrassment. I recovered from my
surprise, and ventured on a commonplace
about the weather. She had already been out
for a morning scamper; and we soon got upon
the subject of horses and hunting, which she
understood a great deal better than I did.
Her attention was, however, soon diverted to
her dog.
"Down, Shot; down, sir! Do you hear
me? Down!" she said.
The hound was at this moment resting his
front paws on the table, and taking an
inquiring survey of the books and flowers on it.
Disregarding the command of his mistress, he
continued to twitch his nose interrogatively,
till a smart cut from the riding whip she held
in her hand, made him spring away with a
howl; and then, obedient to a gesture of
command, he came and crouched at her feet.
This little incident disagreeably affected me.
I am rather tender-hearted, and particularly
fond of dogs; so that to see one beaten by
anybody is extremely unpleasant to me, but by
a woman, a young and lovely woman, it is
odious. Besides, I thought the punishment
needlessly severe. She seemed quite
unconscious of having done anything out of the way,
and continued a lively conversation with me
on dogs and animals in general, all the time
caressing Shot, who remained at her side;
and in this conversation displaying a love
for animals, which rendered her recent act
of severity more wanton in my eyes.
I have since found out that she is anything
but cruel; but upon the principle of spare the
rod and spoil the dog, she exacts implicit
obedience. It gives her as much pain to
correct her animals as it does a mother to punish
her children; but like a courageous mother,
she knows it is to save them from more pain
and sorrow, and, therefore, unhesitatingly
punishes them.
To tell you that I am fast falling over head
and ears in love with this adorable creature,
will be only to tell you what my description
must have betrayed. To tell you that she
seems no less inclined to follow my example
will be more like news. We generally ride
together; we sing duets, and our voices
harmonize charmingly; in a word, young Lufton
has begun to joke me about her.
Unfortunately my visit draws to a close, and
unless I can make a tolerably deep impression
before I leave, she will have forgotten me by
next season. She is only sixteen; but to look
at her you would say she was twenty; and to
talk to her you would say, much more. She
is one of the precocious, and has been bred up
in a queer way. Adieu! We shall meet at
the club next week.
P.S.—I open this to tell you that they will
not part with me here, and that I have
promised to remain till the shooting begins,
though I told them I had no longer any
pleasure in shooting. But I was too happy for
any excuse to remain under the same roof
with the enchanting Violet.
The three letters, just given, will save me a
great deal of explanation and description
and, as the horses are at the door, we have
no time to waste.
Mrs. Langley Turner, Sir Harry Johnstone,
young Lufton, Cecil, and Violet are preparing
to ride out, and afterwards to lunch at the
Grange.
Cecil rode remarkably well, and was proud
of it; besides, he looked handsomer on
horseback, as then his head and bust were seen to
full advantage, of which he was also aware;
and Violet, who had of late been accustomed
to follow the hounds, and spend the greater
part of every day on horseback, looked upon
him with fresh admiration, as she marked the
graceful mastery of his bearing. With a more
than womanly contempt for effeminate men,
she had at first imagined Cecil one, from the
delicacy and dapperness she noticed in him.
But finding that he was an excellent shot
with the rifle, that he even excelled her with
pistols, that he fenced well, and rode boldly,
she gave him her esteem,—and was nearly
giving him her heart; but that was not gone
as yet. She was charmed with Cecil's manner—she
admired him, and saw his admiration for
her; but she loved him not as yet, however
fast she might be galloping on the road to it.
Off they started, Shot barking and leaping
up at the nose of his playfellow, Violet's bay
mare, Jessy, while a sedater hound trotted
slowly behind. Mrs. Langley Turner, Sir
Harry, and Lufton rode abreast, discussing
the proposition which had just been started,
of getting up private theatricals at the hall.
Violet and Cecil followed, talking of favourite
books and favourite composers, comparing
sentiments, and looking into each other's
handsome faces, suffused with the bright flush of
excitement.
"Here we are at the Grange," said Violet,
as they cantered within sight of the lodge
gates.
"Alas, yes!" replied Cecil.
He sighed at the thought of his delicious
tête-à-tête being broken up; and, though he
consoled himself with the idea that, since he
was to remain at the hall, many other opportunities
must occur, yet he knew by experience
that there is no such thing as the repetition
of a scene in which emotion plays the
principal part. You cannot command such things.
They spring out of the moment. They are
dependent upon a thousand circumstances,
over which you have no control. The mood
of mind, the state of the atmosphere, the
accident of association, all concur in investing
some ordinary occasion with a magic charm,
which may never be felt again. "I was a
fool not to have declared myself. She would
certainly have accepted me," he said to
himself, as he dismounted, and passed into the
drawing-room, where he found Mrs. St. John,
Julius, the clergyman's wife, and Marmaduke
Ashley, who had just come down on a visit
at the Grange. Maxwell, with Mr. and
Mrs. Meredith Vyner arrived shortly afterwards, and
the whole party sat down to a merry luncheon.
"I'm delighted to learn that you are going
to prolong your stay down here, Mr. Chamberlayne,"
said Julius St. John; "and hope
you will not confine your shooting to Wyton.
The Grange, they tell me, is famous for its
game."
"You are very kind," replied Cecil; "but
I shall scarcely avail myself of your offer. I
am no sportsman."
Violet, turning suddenly round upon him,
with a look of incredulity, said,—
"No sportsman?—and such an excellent shot!"
"Don't confess it before her," said Vyner,
laughing; "or you will be lost in her
estimation. She is a true descendant of Diana;
and, like her mythic ancestress,—
Sævis inimica Virgo
Belluis...."
"I'm grieved, indeed!" replied Cecil; "but
treat me as a cockney; shower contempt upon
me for the confession; but, the truth is, I never
found much pleasure in any sport, except hunting;
and the little pleasure I used to find in
shooting was destroyed five years ago."
"How was that?"
"The anecdote is almost childish, but I am
not such a child as to be ashamed of relating
it. I was one day rambling over the wood at
Rushfield Park, with my rifle in my hand
tired of shooting at a mark. There started a
hare at a tempting distance from me, I fired.
A slight appearance of ruffled fur alone told
me that he was hit. He ran leisurely away,
and described a circle round me, till approaching
within a few paces he lay meekly down,
and died. I know not wherefore, but the death
of this hare was indescribably touching to me.
It was not the mere death: I had killed
hundreds before, and often had to despatch by a
blow those only wounded. But this one had
died so meekly, without a cry, without a
struggle, and had come to die so piteously at
the feet of him who had shot it, that I took
a sudden disgust to the sport, and have never
fired a gun since at either hare or partridge."
There was a slight pause. The emotion of
the speaker communicated itself to the audience,
and Mrs. Meredith Vyner, with tears in her
eyes, declared, that for her part she so well
understood what his feelings must have been,
that she must have hated him (hated was said
with the prettiest accent in the world), if he
had not relinquished shooting on the spot.
Violet would have said the same, but her
mother having volunteered the observation,
closed her mouth. She really felt what her
mother only spoke; but the intuitive knowledge
of her mother's insincerity—the thorough
appreciation of the tear which so sentimentally
sparkled on that mother's eyelid—made her
dread lest any expression of her own sentiments
should be confounded with such affectation,
and she was silent.
Cecil was hurt at her silence. The more
so as she did not even look at him, but kept
her eyes fixed upon her plate.
Meredith Vyner, who had been vainly beating
his brains for a pat quotation, now gave up
the attempt and said,—
"But then, my dear, you have so much
sensibility! Why, I vow if the story hasn't
brought tears into her eyes—
Humor et in genas
Furtim labitur.
Certainly, there never was a more tender-hearted
creature—nor one shrinking so much
from the infliction of even the smallest pain."
Vyner, as he finished his sentence, turned
aside his head to fill his nose with a pinch of
snuff adequate to the occasion—as if it was
only in some vociferous demonstration of the
kind that he could supply eloquence capable
of properly setting forth his wife's sensibility.
At the mention of her tender-heartedness,
both Marmaduke and Violet, involuntarily
looked at her, and as they withdrew their
eyes, their gaze met. No words can translate
the language which passed in that gaze: it
was but a second in duration, and yet in that
second each soul was laid bare to the eyes of
each. The ironical smile which had stolen over
their eyes changed, like the glancing hues on a
dove's neck, from irony to surprise, from
surprise to mutual assent, from assent to superb
contempt. Marmaduke and Violet had never
met before, yet in that one glance each said to
the other, "So, you know this woman! You
appreciate her sincerity! You know what a
cruel hypocrite she is!"
Mrs. Wyner did not observe that look. She
had felt Marmaduke's eyes were upon her,
and affecting not to know it, threw an extra
expression of sensibility into her face.
When Cecil fairly caught a sight of Violet's
face, he saw on it the last faint traces of that
contempt which she had expressed for her
mother, but which he attributed to her
unfeminine delight in field-sports, and her
contempt for his sensibility.
He was glad when luncheon was concluded,
and the party rose to ramble about the grounds.
As they were walking through the garden, he
managed to bring up the subject, and frankly
asked her if she did not feel something like
disdain at his chicken-heartedness.
"Disdain!" she exclaimed, "how could
you imagine it? Knowing you to be so little
effeminate that it could not spring but from a
kind and affectionate nature, I assure you I look
upon it as the very best feather you have stuck
in your cap—at least in my presence. I have
only contempt for the affectation of sensibility."
"It was what your father said——"
"My poor father understands me about as
little as he understands mama. Less he could
not. Fond as I am of hunting and everything
like exercise in the open air, I have
seen too much of the mere Nimrods not to
value them at their just ratio. Good in the
field: detestable everywhere else."
"I'm delighted to hear you say it."
"I must confess to prizing manliness so high,
that I prefer even brutality to cowardice.
There is nothing to me so contemptible in a
man or woman as moral weakness, and therefore
I prefer even the outrages of strength to
the questionable virtues of a weak, yielding,
coddling mind."
"What do you mean by the questionable
virtues of such a mind?" he asked.
"They are questionable, because not stable:
the ground from which they spring being
treacherous. A man who is weak will yield
to good arguments; but he will also yield to
bad arguments; and he will, moreover, yield
against his conviction. A man who is timid
will be cruel out of his very timidity, for there
is nothing so cruel as cowardice."
By this time they had left the garden, and
joined the others, who had disposed themselves
in groups, which permitted their tête-à-tête
to continue. Meredith Vyner, Mrs. St. John,
and the clergyman's wife were in advance.
Mrs. Langley Turner and young
Lufton followed, conning over London
acquaintance and London gossip. Marmaduke,
Sir Harry, and Mrs. Vyner were very lively,
talking on an infinite variety of topics—Mrs. Vyner
making herself excessively engaging to
Marmaduke, whom she had not seen since
that Sunday night when his last words had
been so contemptuous, his look so strange and
voluptuous. She did not doubt that the great
motive of his visit at the Grange was to put
his threat of vengeance in execution; and
determined either to soften him, or to learn his
plans, the better to combat them.
George Maxwell walked behind them, scowling.
Julius remained in doors; so Violet and
Cecil had only to lag a little behind, to enjoy
a perfect tête-à-tête. Shot walked gravely at
their heels.
The ramble about the grounds lasted all the
afternoon. There only occurred one incident
worth relating, as bearing upon the fortunes
of two of the actors.
Cecil and Violet, in stopping to pick many
flowers, had been left so far behind the others,
that they determined to take a shorter cut to
the house through a meadow lying alongside
of the shrubbery. They had not gone many
steps across the meadow before a bull seemed
to resent their intrusion. He began tearing
up the ground, and tossing about his head in
anger.
"I don't like the look of that animal," said
Cecil. "Let us return."
She only laughed, and said:—
"Return! No, no. He won't interfere
with us. Besides, when you live in the
country you must take your choice, either
never to enter a field where there are cattle,
or never to turn aside from your path, should
the field be full of bulls. I made my choice
long ago."
This was said with a sort of mock heroic
air, which quite set Cecil's misgivings aside.
He thought she must certainly be perfectly
aware the bull was harmless, or she would not
have spoken in that tone; and above all,
would not have so completely disregarded
what seemed to him rather formidable
demonstrations on the part of the animal. They
continued, therefore, to walk leisurely along
the meadow, the bull bellowing at them, and
following at a little distance. He was
evidently lashing himself into the stupid rage
peculiar to his kind, and Shot showed
considerable alarm.
"For God's sake, Miss Vyner! let us away
from this," said Cecil, agitated.
"He doesn't like Shot's appearance here,"
she calmly replied, as the dog slunk through
the iron hurdles which fenced off the shrubbery.
She turned round to watch the bull, and her
heart beat as she saw him close his dull fierce
eye—the certain sign that he was about to
make a rush.
Cecil saw it too, and placing his hand upon
the iron hurdle, vaulted on the other side,
obeying the rapid suggestion of danger as
quickly as it was suggested.
No sooner was his own safety accomplished,
than almost in the same instant that his feet
touched the ground, the defenceless position
of Violet rushed horribly across his mind.
"Good God!" he said to himself; "what
have I done? How can I ever explain this?"
He vaulted back again to rush to her succour;
but he was too late. His hesitation had
not lasted two seconds, but they were two
irrevocable seconds; during which Violet, partly
out of bravado and contempt for the cowardice
of her lover, and partly out of that virile
energy and promptitude which on all occasions
made her front the danger and subdue it,
sprang forwards at the animal about to rush,
and with her riding-whip cut him sharply
twice across the nose. Startled by this attack,
and stinging with acute pain—the nose being
his most sensitive part—the brute ran off
bellowing, tail in air.
He had already relinquished the fight when
Cecil came up. The coincidence was cruel.
He felt it so. Violet, pale and trembling,
passed her hand across her brow, but turning
from Cecil, called to her dog.
"Shot! Shot! come here, you foolish fellow.
He won't hurt you."
This speech was crushing. Cecil felt that
he had slunk away from danger like the dog,
and that Violet's words were levelled at him.
Never was man placed in a more humiliating
position. To have left a young girl to shift for
herself on such an occasion, and to see her
vanquish the enemy in his presence; to appear
before a brave girl as a despicable coward, and
to feel that he could not by any means explain
his action, except to make himself more odious;
for if he were not himself too terrified to face
the danger, what utter selfishness would it
appear for him to have so secured his own
safety!
Cecil felt the difficulty of his position, and
that chained his tongue. Violet, who was
suffering morally as well as physically, was
also unable to speak. The shock given to her
frame by the recent peril was in itself
considerable; and she trembled now it was past,
almost as much as another would have trembled
at the moment. But, perhaps, the moral
shock was as great. She had begun to
consider Cecil in the light of a lover, and was
almost in love with him herself. What she
had just witnessed turned all her feelings
against him. Deep and bitter scorn uprooted
all her previous regard, and she was angry
with herself for having ever thought of him
kindly.
They joined the rest of the party, without
uttering a word. "My dear Violet," exclaimed
Mrs. Vyner, "how pale you look! Has
anything happened? Are you ill?"
Cecil's temples throbbed fearfully. He
expected to hear himself exposed before them
all, and was trying to muster courage to
endure either their scorn, or Violet's
sarcastic irony in her description. She only
said,—
"Oh, nothing; only a little fright. There
was a bull in the meadow who took offence
at Shot, and began to threaten us. It is
very foolish to be so agitated; but I can't
help it."
"Very natural, too, my dear," said Mrs. St. John.
"Come and let me give you a glass of
wine: that will restore you."
"No, thank you," she replied; "it's not
worth making a fuss about. It will go off
in a minute or two. Well, Mrs. Langley
Turner, have you settled anything about the
theatricals?"
"Settled nothing, my dear, but projected an
immense deal. Let us lay our heads together
a little."
Mrs. Langley Turner twined her arm round
Violet's waist, and moved away with her.
Cecil was intent upon the structure of a
dahlia.
Nothing more was said on the subject of
the fright; and amidst his poignant sense of
shame, there was a feeling of grateful
reverence to Violet for having spared him. He
knew her well enough to be certain that, as
she had not revealed his conduct then, she
would not whisper it in private. He knew
her capable of crushing him in her scorn by
some epigram, such as she had uttered in the
meadow, but incapable of a spiteful innuendo,
or sarcastic narration, in private.
Nevertheless, she knew it. How could he
again face her? How could he dwell under
the same roof with her? He would not. He
would set off on the morrow. He would
invent some pretext; anything, so that he had
not to encounter the scorn of those haughty
features.
The ride home was a painful contrast to
the setting out; at least for the two lovers.
The rest were as gay and chatty as before;
the horses pranced, and shook their heads;
Shot leaped up at Jessy's nose, and the
sedater hound trotted calmly behind. The ring
of laughter, the clatter of hoofs, and the
barking of Shot, only made Cecil more conscious
of the change. He rode on in sullen silence.
Violet had taken her mother's place in the
carriage, not feeling quite recovered: her
mother mounted Jessy.
It would fill a volume to tell all that passed
in the minds of Violet and Cecil during that
ride. Her thoughts were all thoughts of
unutterable scorn; his thoughts were of
overwhelming humiliation. There was an oppressive,
moody, suffocating sense of remorse and
rage weighing down his spirits. He cursed
himself for that unreflecting action as deeply,
perhaps more deeply, than if he had murdered
a man. In his impotent rage, he asked himself
how it was that he had so utterly forgotten
her to think solely of himself; and cursed his
ill fortune that had placed the fence so close
to him. Had it been only half a dozen paces
removed, he should have thought of her before
reaching it, and then he could have been
spared this galling shame.
Violet tried to find excuses for him, but
could not. As he rode past, rapt in gloomy
thought, crest-fallen, shame-stricken, she
wondered that she had ever thought him handsome.
The scales had fallen from her eyes.
Who has not experienced some such revulsion
of feeling? Who has not looked with
astonishment upon some delusion, and asked
himself, "Was it, then, really so? Was this
the person I believed so great and good?" Alas! no;
not this, but another. It was your
ideal that you loved, and mistook for the
reality. Seen in the bright colours of your
fancy, that man appeared admirable whom
now you see to be contemptible.
The other day I took up a common pebble
from the shore; washed by the advancing
waves, and glittering in the summer sun, it
looked like a gem. I carried it home; arrived
there, I took it from my pocket: the pebble
was dry, its splendour had vanished, and
I held it for what it was—a pebble.
Such is life, with and without its illusions.
As Cecil was dressing for dinner that day, he
asked himself whether he really loved Violet;
the answer was a decided negative. He had
loved her till that afternoon: but that one
fatal incident as completely turned his love
into dislike, as it had turned Violet's into scorn.
He disliked her, as we dislike those who have
humiliated us, or who have witnessed some
action which we know must appear contemptible
in their eyes, but which we feel is not
really so contemptible. He resented her
superior courage; called her coarse and
unwomanly, reckless and cruel. He
remembered her beating Shot on the morning of
their first interview, and it now seemed to
him, as then, an act of wanton severity. He
remembered what her father and mother said
of her temper. They were right; she was a
devil!
He went down to dinner quite satisfied
that she was not at all the woman he should
choose.
She was seated on the sofa, talking to
Mrs. Broughton, and caressing the head of her
favourite Shot. Marmaduke stood by her
side, gazing enraptured upon her beauty.
Never was there a more adorably imperial
creature than Violet. If in her riding habit,
the prompt decision and energy of her manner
conveyed the impression of her being somewhat
masculine; directly she doffed it for the
dress of her sex, she became at once a lovely,
loveable woman.
I have a particular distaste to masculine
women, and am therefore anxious that you
should not imagine Violet one. She had,
indeed, the virile energy and strength of will,
which nature seems to have appointed to our
sex; but all, who had any penetration, at
once acknowledged that she was exquisitely
feminine. Her manner had such grace,
dignity, softness, and lovingness, tempering
its energy and independence. She had grandeur
without hardness, and gentleness without
weakness. Her murderous eyes, whose
flashing beauty few could withstand—there was
something domineering in their splendour and
fulness of life—had, at the same time, a certain
tenderness, the effect of which I know not
how better to describe, than in the bold
felicitous comparison used by Goethe's mother,
when she wrote to Bettina thus: "a violoncello
was played, and I thought of thee; it sounded
so exactly like thy brown eyes."
I dwell with some gusto on the beauty of
this creature; she was so beautiful! Majesty
generally implies a certain stiffness: dignified
women are detestable; but there was such
majesty in Violet—such commanding
grace—accompanied by such soft, winning manners,
that, in the midst of the sort of awe she
inspired, you felt a yearning towards her.
Firenzuola would have said of her, and said
truly, that "getta quasi un odor di regina,"
and yet, withal, no one was more simple and
womanly.
As Cecil entered the room, he just caught
this conclusion of Violet's speech:—
"Besides, had it come to the worst—had
the bull made his rush, I was in very good
hands. Mr. Chamberlayne and Shot were with
me."
This was uttered before she saw Cecil. She
coloured slightly as he came in, but continued
her conversation in an unaltered tone. He
felt no gratitude to her for sparing him, as, by
this account of the affair, it was evidently her
intention of doing; his self-love was so deeply
wounded, that he only perceived the covert
sarcasm of again coupling him with Shot. It
made him congratulate himself on being no
longer in danger of offering her his hand.
"What a wife!" he mentally exclaimed, as
he walked up to Rose and Julius, and broke
in upon their tête-à-tête, for which neither
thanked him.
At dinner he sat between Mrs. Broughton
and her niece, who, regarding him as a wit,
giggled at whatever he said. He was in
high spirits. His gaiety was forced, indeed,
but it inspired some brilliant things, which I
do not chronicle here for two reasons. First,
they had no influence whatever on subsequent
events. Secondly, very few repartées bear
transplantation; they have an àpropos which
gives them their zest, and are singularly tame
without it.
"By the way, Mr. St. John, Wincot has a
mysterious story about you which ought to be
cleared up."
"Pray, what is it?"
"Oh! something impossible, grotesque,
inconceivable, but true; at least, he swears to it,"
said Cecil.
"Let's hear it," said Mrs. Langley Turner.
"By all means," added Mrs. Broughton.
"By all means," echoed Julius. "I find
myself the hero of a romance before I was
aware of it."
All eyes were turned upon Tom Wincot.
He was not averse to be looked at, so neither
blushed, nor let fall the glass suspended to
his eye.
Wincot is young, good-looking, well-dressed;
rides well, waltzes well; gains his
livelihood at whist and écarté; pays debts of
honour; has no ideas; knows nothing beyond
the sphere of a club or a drawing-room, and
has no power over the consonant r.
"I consider this vewy twaitewous," he said;
"when I told Chamberlayne the stowy it was
under strict secrecy."
"That is to say," rejoined Cecil, "that you
wished me particularly to divulge it."
"Not at all, not at all, a secwet is a secwet."
"You excite our curiosity to the highest
pitch," said Mrs. Langley Turner.
"Quite thrilling," said Rose.
"Tell us the story yourself, Mr. Chamberlayne,"
said young Lufton.
"No, no; it is Wincot's story."
"Well; if your cuwiosity is excited, I must
gwatify it. Besides, Mr. St. John has
pewhaps some explanation. Yesterday, as I was
wambling along the woad to town I saw him
wide down by the wiver. Well, would you
cwedit it? he was cawying, its twue I vow,
cawying a side of bacon!!!"
"Is that all?" asked Violet.
"All!" exclaimed the astonished dandy;
"All! why Miss Violet, I pledge you my
vewacity that I wefused to believe it, it was so
twemendous an appawition! Fancy, widing
acwoss countwy with a side of bacon on your
saddle! It must have been a wager. It must.
Why, I would as soon have dwiven my gwandmother
down Wegent-stweet; dwank clawet
at an inn; gone to a soiwee in shoes; or
anything equally atwocious!"
"But let Mr. St. John explain," said Cecil
gaily. "This is a serious imputation on his
dandyism. Unless he can clear himself of the
charge, he will be utterly lost."
"What was it Julius, my dear?" said Mrs. St. John.
"One of those things which he alone is
capable of," interposed Marmaduke, warmly.
"I will ask the ladies present to judge.
Happening to meet Julius with that same side of
bacon, I naturally asked him how he came to
have it, and he told me the story with his usual
simplicity. This it is. He was riding through
Little Aston on his way home, he stopped
opposite a broker's shop where an auction was
going on. A side of bacon was knocked down
to him, much to his astonishment, but he paid
for it, threw it across his saddle, and carried
it twelve miles as a present to one of his poor
cottagers. The poor woman was as much
shocked as Mr. Wincot, to see the young
squire so equipped, but her gratitude was
unbounded. I could have hugged him for it;
the more so, as, with all my admiration for the
simple goodness and courage of the act, I
doubt whether even now I should have courage
to imitate it, and certainly should never have
had such an idea come unassisted into my
head."
"You are trying to make a mountain out of
a molehill, Marmaduke," said Julius. "The
thing was quite simple. I had to pay for the
bacon; why should not one of my cottagers
benefit by it?"
"Yes, yes; but carrying it yourself."
"I had not my servant with me. It was no
trouble. As to what people thought, that
never troubled me. Those who knew me
knew what I was; those who knew me not
did not bestow a thought about me."
Every one declared that it was an act of
great kindness and philosophy; except Tom
Wincot, who pronounced it vewy extwaowdinawy,
and seemed to think nothing could justify
such a forgetfulness of what was due to
oneself. But of all present, no one was more
proud, more pleased than Rose, who looked at
her "dear, little, ugly man," as she called him,
with fresh admiration all the evening afterwards.
It was a trait to have won her heart;
if, indeed, her heart had not been won before.
The subject of private theatricals was again
started that evening, when all were assembled
in the drawing-room; and as the conversation
happened by chance to be one of those underneath
which there runs a current of deep
significance to certain parties, while to the
apprehension of the rest there is nothing
whatever meant beyond what is expressed; I shall
detail some portions of it.
But first to dispose of the scene, as it is rather
crowded. In the right-hand corner there is
a rubber of whist played between Meredith
Vyner and Mrs. Broughton, against Sir Harry
Johnstone and Mrs. St. John.
Seated on the music-stool is Rose, who has
just ceased playing, and by her stands Julius,
who, having turned over her leaves, is now
talking to her.
At the round table in the centre, Mrs.
Meredith Vyner, Mrs. Langley Turner, Miss
Broughton, and Violet are disposed among
Marmaduke, Maxwell, Tom Wincot, Captain
Heath, and young Lufton; the ladies knitting
purses, and engaged on tambour work: the
gentlemen making occasional remarks thereon,
and rendering bungling assistance in the
winding of silk.
To the left, Blanche and Cecil, the latter
with his guitar in his hand.
The fire blazes cheerfully. The room is
brilliant with light. Mrs. Meredith Vyner is
applauding herself secretly at her increasing
success with Marmaduke, who she doubts not
will soon have lost all his anger towards her.
Maxwell looks blacker than ever, but is silent.
Violet is recovering from her disappointment,
and settling into calm contempt of Cecil.
Marmaduke laughs in his sleeve at Mrs. Vyner's
attempts, but is too much struck with
Violet, not to be glad of anything which
seems likely to smooth the path of acquaintance
with her. Captain Heath is rather annoyed
at having lost his accustomed seat next
to Blanche, with whom he best likes to
converse. Cecil has completely shaken off his
depression, and is wondering he never before
discovered what incomparable eyes Blanche has.
"But about these theatricals," said Mrs. Langley
Turner. "I am dying to have something
settled. You, Mrs. Vyner, are the cleverest
of the party, do you suggest some play.
What do you say to Othello?"
"Oh!" said Mrs. Broughton, "don't think
of tragedy."
"No, no," rejoined Mrs. Vyner; "if the
audience must laugh, let it at least be with
us."
"By all means," said Vyner, shuffling the
cards; "remember, too,
Male si mandata loqueris
Aut dormitabo aut ridebo.
"At the same time," observed Mrs. Vyner;
"Mr. Ashley would make a superb Othello."
"I rather think," replied Marmaduke,
slightly veiling his eyes with the long lashes;
"Iago would suit me better."
Mrs. Vyner affected not to understand the
allusion.
"You would not look the villain," she said.
"Perhaps not," he replied, laughing; "but
I could act it."
"By the way," interposed Julius, "surely
that's a very false and un-Shakespearian notion
current, respecting Iago's appearance: people
associate moral with physical deformity, though
as Shakespeare himself says—
There is no art
To find the mind's construction in the face.
The critics, I observe, in speaking of an
actor, as Iago, are careful to say, 'he looked
the villain.' Now, if he looked the villain,
I venture to say he did not look Iago."
"Mr. St. John is right," said Cecil. "Had
Iago 'worn his heart upon his sleeve,' no one
could have been duped by him. Whereas
everybody places implicit confidence in him.
He is 'honest Iago'—a 'fellow of exceeding
honesty;' and he is this, not only to the
gull Roderigo, and the royal Othello, but
equally so to the gentle Desdemona, and
his companion in arms, the 'arithmetician'
Cassio."
"So you see," said Marmaduke, turning to
Mrs. Vyner, "in spite of your handsome
compliment, I might have the physique de l'emploi.
Then Cecil would be a famous Cassio,
Framed to make women false."
Mrs. Vyner asked herself, "Is he showing
me his cards? Does he mean to play Iago
here, and to select Cecil as his tool? No;
he can't be such a blockhead; but what does
he mean then?"
"If we are not to play tragedy," observed
Mrs. Broughton; "what use is there in
wasting argument on it. Let us think of a
comedy."
"The Rivals," suggested Captain Heath;
"it has so many good parts, and that I take
to be the grand thing in private theatricals,
where every one is ambitious of playing primo
violino."
"Very natural too!" said Julius.
"Very!" rejoined Heath, sarcastically.
"When people laugh," said Julius, "at the
vanity displayed by amateur actors, in their
reluctance to play bad parts, it is forgotten
that there is a wide distinction between
playing for your amusement, and playing for your
bread. Every actor on the stage would refuse
indifferent parts, were it possible for him to do
so. And when gentlemen and ladies wish to
try their skill at acting, they very naturally
seek to play such parts as will give their
talents most scope."
"We really ought to thank Mr. St. John,"
said Mrs. Vyner, "for the ingenious excuse
he has afforded our vanity, and he must have
a good part himself as reward."
"You are very kind," said Julius; "but
I have no notion whatever of acting, and must
beg you to pass me over entirely, unless you
want a servant, or something of that kind."
"I am sure," said Rose, in a low tone,
"you would act beautifully."
"Indeed, no."
"Did you ever try?"
"Never. I have no vis comica; and as to
tragedy, my person excludes me from that."
Rose was silent and uncomfortable; all
people are when others allude to their own
personal deficiencies.
"Will you play Sir Anthony, Sir Harry?"
"Two by cards ... I beg your pardon,
Mrs. Vyner .... Sir Anthony Absolute?
Yes, yes, you may put me down for that."
"And who is to be Captain Absolute? You,
Mr. Ashley?"
"Perhaps Mr. Ashley would play Falkland,"
suggested Mrs. Broughton.
"No, no, Falkland is cut out for Mr. Maxwell—he
is the most tragic amongst us."
Maxwell answered with a grim smile.
"At any rate," said Mrs. Langley Turner,
"let me play Mrs. Malaprop. I quite long
to be an allegory on the banks of the Nile."
"And Violet," said Mrs. Vyner, with the
slightest possible accent of sarcasm, "can be
Lydia Languish."
"No, mama," replied Violet, "you ought
to play that—it would suit you."
"I play? ... my dear child!"
"Do you not intend to take a part?"
"My dear Violet, how could you suppose
such a thing?"
"I imagined," replied Violet, with exquisite
naturalness, "that you were an accomplished
actress."
"So I should have said, from the little I
have the pleasure of knowing of Mrs. Vyner,"
observed Marmaduke.
The two arrows went home; but Mrs. Vyner's
face was impassive.
"How imprudent Violet is!" said Blanche,
in a whisper, to Cecil.
"Do you understand that?" said Rose to Julius.
"What?"
"Nothing, if you did not catch it."
"But who is to be Sir Lucius, we haven't
settled that," said Mrs. Broughton.
"I wather think I should play Sir Lucius
O'Twigger, as my bwogue is genewally
pwonounced so vewy Iwish."
"But," interposed Marmaduke, "we have
forgotten Cecil ... Oh! there is Acres—a
famous part!"
"Surely, Captain Absolute would be better,"
suggested Violet.
"Is that a sarcasm?" Cecil asked himself.
"Anybody," rejoined Marmaduke, "can
play the Captain, whereas Acres is a difficult
part. It is not easy to play cowardice
naturally."
This is one of those observations, which,
seeming to have nothing in them, yet fall with
strange acrimony on the ears of certain of the
parties. It made Violet and Cecil uncomfortable.
"Besides," pursued Marmaduke, "it is a
rule in acting, that we always best play the
part most unlike our own; and as Cecil
happens to be the coolest of the cool in a
duel, he ought to play the duel scene to
perfection."
"Did you ever fight a duel, then?"
exclaimed Miss Broughton. "How romantic!"
Violet was astonished. Cecil, delighted at
this opportunity of redeeming himself in her
eyes, said, "Marmaduke, who was my second,
will tell you that it was by no means romantic,
Miss Broughton. A mere exchange of harmless
shots about a very trivial circumstance."
"And," inquired Miss Broughton, with
inimitable naïveté, "were you not afraid?"
A general laugh followed this question,
except from the whist players, who were
squabbling over some disputed point, and
from Violet, who was asking herself the same
question.
"Why," rejoined Cecil, gaily, "I suppose
you would hardly have me avow it, if it were
so; cowardice is so contemptible."
"Oh, I don't know," said Miss Broughton.
"If I may speak without bravado, I should
say that, although I am a coward by temperament,
I do not want bravery on reflection."
"What the deuce do you mean by bwavewy
on weflection?"
"Some people," interposed Rose, laughing,
"have de l'esprit après coup; so Mr. Chamberlayne
doubtless means that he has courage
when the danger is over. I had you there,
Mr. Chamberlayne. That is my return for
your uncomplimentary speech to me at
dinner."
Violet blushed; Rose's jest seemed to her
so cruel that she quite felt for Cecil. He also
blushed, knowing the application Violet would
make. The rest laughed.
"Without accepting Miss Rose's
unpardonable interpretation," said Cecil, "I may
acknowledge some truth in it; and as I am
thus drawn into a sort of confession, forgive
my egotism if I dwell a little longer on the
subject. I am of a very nervous, excitable
temperament. I shrink from anything sudden,
and always tremble at sudden danger. Therefore
am I constitutionally a coward. My instinct
is never to front danger, but to escape
it; but my reason tells me that the surest way
of escaping it, in most cases, is to front it;
and as soon as the suddenness is over, and I
have familiarized my mind with the danger,
I have coolness and courage enough to front
it, whatever it may be. This is what I call
bravery on reflection. My first movement,
which is instinctive, is cowardly; my second,
which is reflective, is courageous."
"This is so pwofoundly metaphysical that I
can't appwehend it at all."
"I think I can," said Violet; "and the
distinction seems to me to be just."
Cecil was greatly relieved, and he thanked
her with a smile as he said, "I remember,
some years ago, being with some ladies in a
farm-yard, when a huge mastiff rushed furiously
out at us. Before I had time to check
my first instinctive movement, I had vaulted
over the gate and was beyond his reach; but
no sooner was I on the other side than I
remembered the ladies were at his mercy. I
instantly vaulted back again; but not before
the dog was wagging his tail, and allowing them,
to pat his head. But imagine what they
thought of my gallantry! They never forgave
me. I could offer no excuse—there was none
plausible enough to offer—and to this day
they despise me as a coward."
"Had you given them on the spot," said
Violet, gravely, "the explanation you have
just given us, they would not have despised
you."
"I am greatly obliged to you for the assurance."
He looked his thanks as he said this.
"Still, it must be deuced stwange to find
oneself in a pwedicament, and no cowage
àpwopos, but only on delibewate weflection."
"It is one of the misfortunes of my temperament."
"It certainly is a misfortune," said Violet.
She became thoughtful. Cecil was radiant.
The entrance of tea changed the conversation,
and changed also the positions of the party.
Cecil relinquished his place by the side of
Blanche, much to her regret, and managed to
get near Violet, who was anxious to make up
for her previous coldness and contempt. She
felt that she had wronged him. She admitted
to the full his explanation of the incident
which had so changed her feelings, and, with
the warmth of a generous nature owning its
error, she endeavoured to make him understand
that she had wronged him. Two happier
hearts did not beat that night.
Could they have read aright their feelings,
however, they would have seen something
feverish and unhealthy in this warmth. It
was not the sympathy of sympathetic souls
but a mutual desire to forget, and have
forgotten the feelings which had agitated them a
little while ago.
Mrs. Meredith Vyner was more taciturn
than was her wont. The covert insinuations
Marmaduke had thrown out puzzled her
extremely; while they were in sufficient
keeping with what had gone before, to prevent her
supposing he attached no meaning to them.
"Could he really suppose her in love with
Cecil?" she asked herself; "and was he
serious in thus presenting himself in the
character of an Iago?"
Much did she vex her brain, and to little
purpose. The truth is, she was attributing to
these words a coherence and significance
which they had not in Marmaduke's mind.
She assumed them to be indications of some
deeply-laid scheme; whereas they were the
mere spurts of the moment, seized upon by
him as they presented themselves, and without
any ulterior purpose. He had no plan; but
he was deeply enraged against her, and lashed
her with the first whip at hand. Had he been
as cunning as she was, he would never have
betrayed himself in this way; but being a man
of vehement passions, and accustomed to give
way to his impulses, it was only immense
self-command which enabled him to contain
himself so much as he did. Julius went home to
dream of Rose. Marmaduke to pass a sleepless
night thinking of Violet. He had never
seen a woman he admired so much. For the
first time in his life, he had encountered a gaze
that did not bend beneath his own; for the
first time he had met with one whose will
seemed as indomitable as his own, whose soul
was as passionate. It was very different from
the effect which Mary Hardcastle had excited:
it was not so irritating, but more voluptuous.
In one word, the difference was this: Mary
excited the lower, Violet the higher qualities of
his nature. There was reverence in his feeling
for Violet; in his feeling for Mary there had
been nothing but a sensual fascination.
Maxwell was restless. He was growing
very jealous of Marmaduke—Mrs. Vyner's
interest not escaping him. Violet was also
sleepless. She thought of Marmaduke, and
of the two interchanged glances which told
her how they had both read alike the character
of her mother; and wondered by what penetration
he had discovered it. She thought him
also a magnificent—a manly man; but she
thought no more. Cecil occupied her mind.
As I have said, her first impulse was to
admit to the full Cecil's explanation, and to
revoke her sentence of contempt. As she lay
meditating on the whole of the circumstances,
and examined his character calmly, she was
forced to confess that if he did not deserve the
accusation of cowardice, yet by his own showing
his first impulse was to secure his own
safety, and then to think of others. This looked
like weakness and selfishness: two odious
vices in her eyes.
The result of her meditations was, that Cecil
had regained some portion of her liking, but had
lost for ever all hold upon her esteem. Pretty
much the same change took place in his mind
with regard to her. He admitted that she
was high-minded, generous, lovely—but not
loveable. There was something in her which
awed him, and which he called repulsive.
He went to sleep thinking what a sweet
loveable creature Blanche was, and how
superior to Violet.
The next day Julius was meditatively fishing
in the mill-pool adjoining the village school,
and trying to decipher the character of Rose,
who alternately fascinated and repulsed him
by her vivacity.
I have said that he was utterly destitute of
all personal beauty. This is so common an
occurrence, that it would scarcely be worth
mentioning in any other case: beauty being
the quality which, of all others, men can best
dispense with. A charm when possessed, its
absence is not an evil. In Julius's case,
however, it happened to be important, from the
importance he attributed to it, and the
excessive importance given to it by him thus
originated.
His nurse was a very irascible woman, and
whenever she was angry, taunted him with
being such "an ugly, little fright." As she
never called him ugly but when she punished
him, he early began to associate something
peculiarly disagreeable with ugliness. This
would have soon passed away at school, had
not the boys early discovered that his ugliness
was a sore point with him; accordingly, endless
were the jests and sneers which, with the
brutal recklessness of boyhood, they flung at
him on that score. The climax of all, was on
one cold winter morning, when the shivering
boy crept up to the fire, and was immediately
repulsed by a savage kick from one of the
elder boys there warming himself. Crying
with the pain, he demanded why he was
kicked. The why really was a simple movement
of wanton brutality and love of power,
usual enough among boys; but the tyrant
chose to say, "Because you're such a beast!"
"No, I'm not," he sobbed.
"Yes, you are, though!"
"You've no business to kick me; I didn't
do anything to you."
"I shall kick you as much as I like; you're
so d—d ugly!"
It had never occurred to him before to be
thrashed for his ugliness; and although he
deeply felt the injustice, yet he, from that day,
imagined that his appearance was a serious
misfortune.
Increasing years, of course, greatly modified
this impression, but the effect was never wholly
effaced. From the constant dinning in his ears
that he was ugly, he had learned to accept it
as a fact, about which there could be no
dispute, but which no more troubled him than the
consciousness that he was not six feet high.
He became hardened to the conviction. Sneers
or slights affected him no more. He was ugly,
and knew it. To tell him of it was to tell
him of that to which he had long made up his
mind, and about which he had no vestige of
vanity.
It is remarkable how conceited plain people
are of their persons. You hear the fact
mentioned and commented on in society, as if it
were surprising; and you catch yourself
"wondering" at some illustration of it, as if
experience had not furnished you with
numberless examples of the same kind. But the
explanation seems to me singularly simple.
You have only to take the reverse of the medal,
and observe that beauty is not half so solicitous
of admiration as deformity, and the solution
of the question must present itself.
Conceit—at least that which shows itself to our ridicule,
is an eager solicitation of our admiration.
Now, beauty being that which calls forth
spontaneous admiration, needs not to be solicitous;
and the more unequivocal the beauty, the less
coquettish the woman. When, however, a
woman's beauty is so equivocal that some
deny it, while others admit it, the necessity for
confirmation makes her solicitous of every one's
praise; and she exhibits coquetry and conceit—due
proportion being allowed for the differences
in amount of love of approbation inherent
in different individuals (a condition which
influences the whole of this argument). Carry
this further, and arrive at positive plainness,
and you have this result: the amour propre of
the victim naturally softens the harsh outlines
of the face. He sees himself in a more becoming
mirror. However, the fact may have been
forced upon him, that he is ill-looking, he never
knows the extent of his ugliness, and he is aware
that people differ immensely in their estimates
of him; he has—fatal circumstance! even
been admired. Now, admiration is such a
balm to the wounded self-love, that he craves
for more—he is eager to solicit an extension
of it, and hence that desire to attract closer
attention to him manifested by audacity of
dress, certain that the closer he is observed,
the more he must be admired. He feels he is
not so ugly as people say; he knows some do
not think so; he wants your confirmation of
the discerning few. In a thousand different
ways he solicits some of your admiration.
You see his object, and smile at his conceit.
Now the effect of Julius St. John's education
had been to cut out, root and branch, that
needless desire to be admired for what he
knew was not admirable. He had made up
his mind to his ugliness. The benefit was
immense. It saved him from the hundred tortures
of self-love to which he must otherwise have
been exposed—that Tantalus thirst for
admiration which cannot be slaked; and it imparted
a quiet dignity to his manner, which was not
without its charm.
The deplorable circumstance was, that he
had also imbibed a notion of the great
importance of beauty in the eyes of women, which
made him consider himself incapable of being
loved. As a boy, maid-servants had refused
to be kissed by him, because he was "a fright." As
a young man, he had often been conscious
that girls said they were engaged when he
asked them to dance, because they would not
dance with one so ugly. In the novels which
he read the heroes were invariably handsome,
and great stress was laid upon their beauty;
while the villains and scoundrels were as
invariably ill-favoured. The conversation of
girls ran principally upon handsome men;
and their ridicule was inexhaustible upon the
unfortunates whom Nature had treated like a
stepmother.
One trait will paint the whole man. They
were one day talking about ugliness at the
Hall, when Rose exclaimed: "After all beauty
is but skin deep."
"True," he replied, "but opinion is no deeper."
That one word revealed to her the state of
his mind on the subject. And although he
often thought of Swift, Wilkes, Mirabeau,
and other hideous men celebrated for their
successes with women; he more often thought
of the bright-eyed, hump-backed, gifted, witty,
humble Pope, who so bitterly expiated his
presumption in raising his thoughts to the
lovely Mary Wortley Montague. If genius
could not compensate for want of beauty,
how should he, who had no genius, not even
shining talents, succeed in making a woman
pardon his ugliness?
That Julius was strangely in error you may
easily suppose; but this was perhaps the only
crotchet of his honest upright mind. A truer,
manlier creature never breathed. He was
carved from the finest clay of humanity; and,
although possessing none of those distinguished
talents which separate a few men from their
contemporaries, and throw a lustre over
perhaps weak and unworthy natures, yet of no one
that I have ever known could I more truly
say,—
His life was gentle; and the elements
So mixed in him, that Nature might stand up
And say to all the world, This was a man!
To know him was to love him; it was more,
it was to revere him. There was something
ennobling in his intercourse. You felt that all
he did and said sprang from the purest truth.
He was utterly unaffected, and won your
confidence by the simple truthfulness of his whole
being. There was perhaps as little of what is
supposed to captivate women in his person and
manner as in any man I ever knew; but, at
the same time, I never knew a man so
calculated to make a wife adore him. In a
word—he could not flirt, but he could love.
The reader will be at no loss to discover the
reason of certain doubts and hesitations on
his part respecting Rose, with whom he was
greatly charmed, and of whom he was also
greatly afraid. The very vivacity which
allured, alarmed him. She was so bright, so
brilliant, that he was afraid to trust his heart
in her keeping, lest she should be as giddy as
she was gay; and, above all, lest she should
scorn the mediocrity of such a man as he knew
himself to be. His first impulse was always to
seek her society, to sun himself in her eyes, to
let his soul hold unrestrained communion with
hers; but, when he came to reflect on the
delicious hours he had spent by her side, he
trembled lest they should be only luring him
into an abyss from which there would be no
escape.
Early in life he had suffered bitterly from
such a deception. He fell in love with a
beautiful and lively cousin of his, who, perhaps
from coquetry, perhaps from thoughtlessness,
certainly exhibited such signs of returning his
affection, that he one day ventured to
overcome his timidity, and declared his passion.
She only laughed at him; and that very
evening he heard her answer her mother's
remonstrances on the giddiness of her conduct
towards him by saying, "But, dear mama,
who could have supposed that he was serious;
the idea of a woman marrying him."
"He is an excellent creature," said the
mother.
"Perhaps so, but you must confess he is
very ugly."
Julius heard no more; it was a girl of sixteen
in all her thoughtlessness who spoke, but
those words were never effaced from his
memory.
The truth is, Rose was as saucy as youth,
beauty, and uncontrollable spirits could make
her, and the general impression she made on
men was, that of being too flirty and giddy
for love.
Julius was fishing that day with no sport
but in the chase of his own fantastic thoughts;
which every philosophic fisherman must admit
is part of the great pleasure in throwing out
the line. People wonder what amusement
can be found in fishing, and Dr. Johnson's
definition is thought triumphant; but if they
will allow one of the most unskilful anglers
that ever handled a rod to answer, I would
say, that when you have good sport, it is a
pleasant excitement, and when you catch
nothing, it is a most dulcet mode of meditating.
You sit in the boat or stand on the bank: the
river runs gently and equably before you; the
float wanders with it; and the current of your
thoughts is undisturbed.
No sport did Julius have that day; not a
single "run;" but as a compensation he was
joined by Rose herself, who had been to visit
Mrs. Fletcher, the schoolmistress, to
encourage the children.
"How is it," said Rose, "Mr. Ashley is not
with you? Does he not indulge in this gentle
sport? or is he too tender-hearted? for it is
monstrously cruel you know!"
"Marmaduke is not calm enough in his
temperament for anything so sedate as fishing;
and I doubt whether he would think much of
any sporting less exciting than a tiger hunt, or
perhaps a boar hunt. What do you think of him?"
"I don't think at all of him. In one evening
I am not able to form an opinion of any
one; at least," checking herself, "not often.
He didn't say anything remarkably brilliant,
did he?"
"Brilliant! No."
"The only part of his conversation I
remember is what he related of you and your
side of bacon. I liked his manner of telling
that. It was in a tone of real friendship."
"Yes, Marmaduke has a regard for me.
But don't you think him superbly handsome?"
"I don't like handsome men."
This was said with perfect unaffectedness;
but he raised his eyes quickly, and gave her
just such a look as she remembered him to
have given her once before, when they were
talking of Leopardi, and it embarrassed her.
Indeed, said to an ugly man, this had an
equivocal sound: it was either a sarcasm or a
declaration.
"You are singular, then," was his quiet
reply.
"Why singular, in preferring brains to
beauty? Are we women really, do you think,
the children we are said to be, and only fit to
be amused with dolls? That is not like your
usual respect for our sex!"
"Come, come, you do not state the case
fairly. The question is not, whether you or
your sex prefer beauty to brains, but whether
you prefer beauty to ugliness? It is curious
to notice how this question is always confused
in this way, by mixing up with it an element
that does not properly belong to it. People
say, 'Oh, a clever plain man before a handsome
fool!' and then argue, as if all the plain
men were necessarily clever, and all the
handsome men imperatively fools."
"Well, I'm sure, handsome men generally
are—not, perhaps, fools—but certainly not
clever; they think of nothing but their beauty.
Their beauty—the frights!"
"I cannot agree with you. Running over
the list of great men you will find the
proportion greatly in favour of handsome men;
which, when you come to reflect how few
handsome men there are compared to the
thousands of ugly men, is the more striking.
The reason I take to be this: these men, from
their very intellectual greatness, must have
had great beauty of expression, so that with
features a little better than ordinary they
would rank among the handsome. It may be
said, indeed, that very fine organizations
include genius and beauty."
"Oh!" she replied, laughing, "if I once
get into an argument with you, you'll make
out anything. But I won't be browbeaten by
logic: 'hang up philosophy!' as Benedict
says. I'm as difficult to be reasoned out of my
convictions as if I were a logician myself. I
don't like handsome men, I have said it; nor
shall you reason me into liking them."
"Very well, very well. I certainly have no
cause to wish it."
"Except the love of victory in argument, eh?"
"The victory must be on my side; it is
gained already. If two men equal in talent
and goodness, but greatly unequal in appearance,
were placed before you, the handsomer
must excite the preference, and that is all our
cause of battle amounts to."
"Oh, men, men! how you will argue!"
At this moment they were joined by Marmaduke,
who was all anxiety about the private
theatricals; not for themselves, but because he
saw in them an excellent excuse for being
constantly at the Hall, and in Violet's society.
With his usual impetuosity Marmaduke had
already settled that Violet should be his wife.
Love at first sight, which may be a fiction with
regard to the colder children of the north, is
no fiction with regard to such passionate
natures as his; and he was in love with Violet,
without seeking to disguise it. Indeed, he
spoke in such raptures of her to Rose, that
she smiled and looked significantly at Julius,
who returned her glance, and confirmed her
suspicions.
"Eccovi un de' compositor di libri bene meriti di republica,
postillatori, glosatori, construttori, additatori, scoliatori,
traduttori!..,...
... O bella etimologia, e di mio proprio Marte or ora
deprompta! Or dunque quindi prope jam versus movo il
gresso, per che voglio notarla majoribus literis nel mio
propriarum elucubrationum libro."—GIORDANO BRUNO.
Candelajo.
During this conversation between the lovers,
another pair of undeclared lovers were standing
on the steps of the terrace, "talking of lovely
things that conquer death," and yielding themselves
up to the luxury of a tête-à-tête, wherein
glances were more eloquent than tongues, and
hearts fluttered like new-caught birds, at the
most seemingly insignificant phrase.
These were Cecil and Blanche. I call them
undeclared lovers, because not only were they
ignorant of each other's feelings, but ignorant
also of their own. Blanche's love had been of
gradual growth. The lively, handsome, accomplished
Cecil had early made a deep impression
on her, though her shy, retiring disposition
gave no signs of it; and his attentions on the
evening before had been so delightful that she
was still under their influence.
That in relinquishing Violet, he should turn
to her complete opposite, Blanche, is nothing
but what one may have anticipated. Her
charms were brought into stronger relief by the
contrast; and it has always been remarked
that the heart is never so susceptible to a new
impression as when it has been in any way
robbed of an old affection. Partly, no doubt,
because the feelings are best attuned to love
when in that state of unsatisfied excitement;
for,—
Say that upon the altar of her beauty
You sacrifice your tears, your sighs, your heart,
still, the sacrifice is so sweet, that it is with
difficulty we forego it; and if the object change,
the feeling still remains. Partly, also, because
the amour propre, outraged by a defeat, is glad
to be flattered by the chance of a new success.
There they stood, enchanting and enchanted,
when Meredith Vyner put his head out of the
glass door of the drawing-room which opened
on to the terrace, and said, "Mr. Chamberlayne,
you are not doing anything particular,
are you?"
"Not at all, sir."
"Then, if you have nothing better to amuse
you, just step with me into my study; I have a
new discovery to communicate, which will, I
think, delight you."
Nothing better to amuse him! to leave
Blanche for some twaddle about Horace! was
it not provoking? But he was forced to go,
there was no escaping, If anything could have
compensated him, it would have been the
expression of impatience on Blanche's face, and
the look with which she seemed to say, "Don't
stay too long."
When they were in the study, Meredith
Vyner placed his snuff-box on the table, and,
resting his left foot on the fender, began
stroking his protuberant calf in a very deliberate
manner. This was a certain sign of his being
at that moment struggling with some conception,
which demanded the greatest clearness
and composure, adequately to bring forth. His
mind was tottering under the weight of an
unusual burden. As the left hand slowly
descended the inner part of his leg, from the
knee to the ankle, and as slowly ascended
again the same distance, Cecil saw that he was
arranging in his head something of more
consequence than a verbal criticism. "The
discovery I am about to impart," he said at last,
with a slight pomposity, "is not perfectly
elaborated in my mind, since the first gleam
of it only came to me last night. It kept me
sleepless. I have meditated profoundly on it
since, and I am now in a condition to
communicate it to you."
In spite of the solemnity of this introduction,
Cecil, whose thoughts were on the terrace,
found great difficulty in assuming a proper
air of attentive interest. Vyner did not
remark it, but continued:—
"The discovery is so simple when once
mentioned—like all truly great discoveries—that
one asks oneself, is it possible that
hitherto it should have been overseen? It
goes, however, to nothing less than the entire
revolution of the Horatian Sapphic. Look
here: you must often, I am sure, have been
disagreeably affected by the absurdity of
Labitur ripa, Jove non probante,
uxorius amnis.
"This sort of caprice is very funny in Canning's
U.
-niversity of Güttingen;
but only tolerable in comic verse: in a serious
ode it is detestable, and I cannot believe so
careful and fastidious a poet (who was no
innovator, recollect! none of your école
romantique!) guilty of it..."
"You propose a new reading?" suggested
Cecil, feeling called upon to make some
remark.
"New reading! no: that is the paltry trick
of a commentator, who endeavours to escape
a difficulty by denying its existence. No, no;
my edition will have none of these trivialities.
Everything I print shall have a solid substance.
I intend my edition to last. To the point,
however; the difficulty vanishes at once if we
suppose, as is most natural to believe, that
Horace's Sapphics, were not composed of four
lines but of three—the fourth line being really
nothing but the Adonic termination to the
third—like the tail to an Italian sonnet—or
better still, like the lengthening of the
concluding line in the Spenserian stanza: which
has a magnificent swing and sweep in its
amplitude, as if gathering up into its mighty
arms the rich redundancy of poetic inspiration.
Thus instead of
Iliæ dum se nimium querenti
Jactat ultorem, vagus et sinistra
Labitur ripa, Jove non probante, u-orius amnis.
The verses read thus:—
Iliæ dum se nimium querenti
Jactat ultorem, vagus et sinistra
Labitur ripa, Jove non probante, uxorius amnis.
And so throughout. Does not the sweep of
this last line carry a fine harmony with it? Is
it not incomparably superior to the mean,
niggling, clipping versification as we usually
receive it? There cannot be a question about
it. And if you come to reflect, you will see how
the error has crept in by the copyists being
cramped for room, and writing the Adonic addition
below, as if it were a new line. But it is no
more a new line, than the additional syllables in
Spenser are new lines; nevertheless, we often
see printers forced to break a line into two.
Here is an example," taking up a volume,
"which occurs in Tennyson, whom I opened
this morning." And he read aloud:—
"They call me cruel-hearted, but I care not what they say,
For I'm to be Queen o' the May, mother, I'm to be
Queen o' the May."
"There," throwing the book down, "now
suppose a few centuries hence all our
literature to have perished, except half a dozen
poets, some noodle of a commentator will
imagine that 'Queen o' the May' is a separate
verse, and will write learned twaddle on
the versification of the English!"
An ample pinch closed this triumphant
peroration; and Vyner holding his head slightly
downwards to bring his nose in contact with
his finger and thumb, looked up over that
finger and thumb at Cecil, who had for some
minutes ceased to hear what he was saying,
having caught a glimpse of Blanche walking
on the lawn with Captain Heath. Cecil
disliked the Captain; and now a vague sentiment
of jealousy hovered about his mind. No
wonder, then, if he paid little heed to his host,
and his host's observations on an idle point of
philology. Of late he had become horribly
bored by these consultations, and had often
wished Horace and his amateur editor buried
irrecoverably beneath the dust of Herculaneum;
but never was his inattention so ill-timed as
on that occasion!
"What are you looking at?" inquired
Vyner, in a tone which his politeness could not
completely subdue.
"Looking at? Nothing," said Cecil
embarrassed. "I was reflecting——."
"Oh! on my discovery?"
"Yes. It occurs to me that I have met
with it before somewhere."
Cecil said this by way of cutting short the
discussion, perfectly aware that Vyner was too
much of a commentator to care one straw about
an opinion, unless he were the originator.
"Impossible! Im-poss-ible!" ejaculated
Vyner, much in the strain that Dominie
Sampson may have ejaculated 'prodigious!'
"It's very ingenious," said Cecil, who did
not know a word about it, "very; and true."
"Yes, yes, but you think it is not original?
Its originality is everything with me."
"Perhaps as some compromise between your
theory and the ordinary one, you might say
that the orius amnis and the Adonic termination
generally is only a termination, not a new
verse."
"Compromise!" exclaimed the astonished
Vyner, "why that is my theory!"
Cecil was posed. Convicted of such palpable
inattention as to have suggested as an
improvement the very idea which had just
been explained to him, he could but stutter
out some incoherent phrases of excuse.
Vyner was doubly hurt. The inattention
was one offence, but that was nothing to the
careless way in which Cecil had proposed as
an indifferent modification the grand discovery
he, Vyner, had made, which was to immortalize
him. With an air of quiet dignity,
which Cecil had never seen before, the
offended philologist assuring him he was
not ripe yet for such subjects, which could
scarcely be a matter of surprise at his age, he
bowed him out.
Although you have not answered my letters,
Frank, I must write to you once more, if only
to gratify that besoin d'epanchement which all
lovers feel. Were I a century or two older,
I might carve my Blanche's name on every
tree, comme cela se pratiquait autrefois; but
being a frock-coated-nineteenth-century
prosaic creature, I am condemned to write on
unsentimental Bath post, that which should
be confided only to the trees.
You will doubtless raise those wondering
eyebrows at the sight of the name Blanche.
It is not an erratum for Violet, I assure you;
I have given up all thoughts of that
high-spirited, imperial, but imperious creature. I
looked into my heart and found I loved her
not. She is evidently hurt at my inconstancy;
but, on nearer acquaintance, I found Blanche
so infinitely preferable, that I could not help
making the comparison. Fortunately I had
not gone too far to recede, and the haughty
girl will, I dare say, soon be consoled.
I have not given you a description of
Blanche. Shakspeare has anticipated it in
these lines—
If lusty Love should go in quest of beauty,
Where should he find it but in Lady Blanche?
She is very fair, with a skin of dazzling loveliness,
long dreamy eyes, always moist with emotion,
an exquisite smile, a low soft voice—"an
excellent thing in woman"—and a wondrous
head of hair, which has that bright golden
hue which Italians prize so highly—indeed,
Firenzuola says, "che de' capelli il proprio e
vero colore è esser biondi."
We have all but declared our passion. It
has been declared by our eyes, but as yet I
have had no favourable opportunity of doing
it in form. That she loves me, I am certain;
still more certain that I love her. She is the
only woman I ever met who would make me
happy, and I feel that she will change me into
a quiet, domestic being. High time too, seeing
that I have squandered my patrimony. However,
what with my four thousand pounds, and
the handsome dowry Vyner will assuredly give
his daughter, we shall be able to live modestly
till I can get diplomatic employment. Once
his son-in-law, Vyner will be forced to exert
his interest in my behalf.
By the way, it is fortunate I have already
captured Blanche's affections, for I have
certainly lost all Vyner's favour, at least for the
present. He was giving me a tedious account
of some twaddling notion he had excogitated
about Horace's versification, to which I paid
all the less attention, as my eyes were then
following Blanche, who was engaged in a
deep conversation with Captain Heath.
Unfortunately I betrayed my inattention, and he
has not forgotten it. He is now distant and
almost cold in his manner, and never
mentions Horace. I must regain his confidence
by some splendid emendation. If not, I must
trust to Blanche to purchase my forgiveness.
The house is lightened of Mrs. Broughton
and her niece, and young Lufton. I regret
the last named; he has been useful to me,
in losing seventy pounds to me after winning
two ponies at billiards.
Yours ever,
CECIL.
"You think me unjust to Mr. Chamberlayne,"
said Captain Heath one morning to
Blanche, as they sat together in the drawing-room
discussing the character of her lover,
"because you are so young and know so little
of the world, that you trust appearances, and
cannot pierce beneath them."
"But I cannot be mistaken in supposing
him very good hearted, and wonderfully
clever."
"He is good tempered, not good hearted;
cleverish, but not clever. It is natural that
you should mistake the characteristics of good
temper for those of a good heart—most people
do so."
"And is not a good temper a sign of a good
heart?"
"No, my dear Blanche, not in the least; it
is very often only the sign of a weak and
indolent organization—sometimes of mere cold
selfishness. You look indignant. I do not
say it is a sign in him of selfishness, I only say
it is no sign of goodness."
"But what makes you so illiberal towards him?"
"Illiberal! I am merely and strictly just.
I do not like him, because he is weak and
insincere."
"Insincere!"
"Yes; he toadies your father by pretending
to care about Horace and your father's
commentary, which he laughs at behind his back."
"It is your dislike," said Blanche, rising
and colouring, "which distorts your usual
candid judgment. You do not like him, and you
misinterpret everything. I won't have him
abused. I like him very much—very much,
and I can't sit and hear you talk so of
him." She left the room.
Captain Heath did not stir. He had never
seen such an exhibition of temper on the part
of Blanche before. She was greatly moved, it
was evident. And there could be but one
cause for her agitation—that cause made the
captain thoughtful.
The truth is, he loved Blanche, and now
seemed for the first time to see that she loved
Cecil. He had vaguely suspected it before.
This was a confirmation. His lip quivered as
he said, "She is perhaps right. My dislike
may be groundless. I will try him."
Cecil shortly afterwards sauntered in.
"Are you for a game at billiards," said the
captain.
Cecil stared at such an invitation from one
whom he had never seen in the billiard-room
since his arrival, but accepted, with some
curiosity as to how the "solemn prig" would
play.
The dislike was mutual; and mutually did
they libel each other.
"By George! you play a first-rate game,"
said Cecil, amazed at the skill of his antagonist,
whom he expected to find an indifferent
hand.
"Yes, I play well," quietly answered the
captain. "I used to play a great deal when
with my regiment. But you are stronger at it
than I am."
Cecil thought so, but would not acknowledge
it. Nevertheless, the captain won three
games in succession, which considerably irritated
his antagonist, who began to swear at the
chalk, to abuse the table, to change his cues
frequently, and to throw the blame of his
non-success upon anything and everything
except his want of skill.
The captain, who was critically observing
him throughout the game to see if his opinion
was well or ill founded, smiled scornfully at all
these ebullitions. He had judged rightly in
assuming that the best moment for observing
a man's real character is during a game of
chance and skill combined. Then it is that a
man unbends, and shows himself as he really
is. The self-love is implicated; and, as both
vanity and money are at stake, you see a mind
acting under the impulsion of two of its most
powerful stimulants. Cecil, who was both
vain and weak, was betrayed into a hundred
little expressions of his character; and, as he
was also somewhat less than delicate—without
being at all dishonourable—in money matters,
he led the captain to think ill of him on that
score.
Having made up his mind as to Cecil's real
worth, he determined to put him to the trial
on a matter in which he was himself directly
interested.
"Have you ever played with Violet?" he
asked. "She is a wonderful hand. But then
she does everything well. (I doubt whether
I can make this cannon—yes, there it is.) What
a splendid creature she is! Isn't she?"
"Splendid, indeed! They are all three
lovely girls, though in such different styles."
"(How stands the game? Seven, love:
good.) What a sad thing it is, though, to
think such girls should be absolutely without
fortune. (Good stroke!)"
Cecil was chalking his cue when this bomb
fell at his feet; he suspended that operation,
and said,—
"What do you mean by their having no fortune?"
"Why, the estate is entailed, and Vyner,
who is already greatly in debt, will neither have
saved any money to leave them when he dies,
nor be able to give them anything but their
trousseaux when they marry."
"The devil!"
"(That's a teasing stroke: one of the worst
losing hazards. You must take care.)"
This last remark, though applied to the
game, was too applicable to Cecil's own condition
for him not to wince. The captain's eye
was upon him.
"What a d—d shame!" exclaimed Cecil,
"for a man with an entailed estate to make no
provision for his children. It's positively
monstrous!"
"Horrible, indeed!"
"Why, what is to become of them at his
death?"
"They will be penniless," gravely replied
the captain, as he sent the red ball whizzing
into the pocket.
"I wonder he is not ashamed to look them
in the face," said Cecil, duly impressed with
the enormity.
"He trusts, I suppose, to their marrying rich
men," carelessly added the captain. "(Game!
I win everything!)"
Cecil declined to play any longer. He
went up into his own room, and locked himself
in, there to review his situation, the aspect
of which the recent intelligence had
wonderfully altered.
Captain Heath shrugged his shoulders,
quietly lighted a cigar, and strolled out, well
satisfied with the result of his experiment.
Then he met Blanche, who came up to
him, holding out her hand, and asking forgiveness.
"I was very naughty," she said, "but you
have spoiled me so, that you must not be
astonished if I do not behave myself to you as
to my best friend. But the truth is, I was angry
with you, and now I am angry with myself,
Am I forgiven?'
He only pressed her hand, and looked the
answer. She put her arm within his, and
walked with him to the river, where they got
into the boat, and he rowed her gently down.
She prattled to him in her prettiest style all
the way, for she was quite happy at having
"made it up with her darling Captain Heath."
It should be observed that, although he was
no more than five and thirty, yet, to the girls,
he was always an elderly man, they having
known him from childhood. They were
extremely fond of him, as he was of them; but
they laughed outright at one of their
companions, asking Rose if there was anything
like flirtation between them.
"Flirtation!" exclaimed Rose. "Why, he
is bald!"
The hair, indeed, was somewhat worn away
above the forehead; but this was from the
friction of his hussar cap, not from age.
"No, no, my dear," continued Rose, "I
make no havoc with the
highly-respectable-but-eminently-unfitted-for-flirtation
race of papas and grandpapas. My Cupid is in no need
of a toupet; and if I am to be shot, it shall not
be with a gouty arrow. Captain Heath is
handsome—or has been—and though his
moustachios are as dark and silky as a guardsman's
need be, yet he has one leetle defect—his age
makes him respectable!"
In consequence of this notion, they neither
thought of falling in love with him themselves,
nor of the probability of his falling in love
with them. They were, therefore, as
unrestrained with him as with a brother or an
uncle. Blanche was his especial favourite
and constant companion. He knew well that
she regarded him as too old to be loved, but
trusted that her eyes would be opened to the
fact, that there was really no great disparity
between them.
"I have been playing billiards with
Mr. Chamberlayne this morning," said the captain,
as he rested on his oars, and allowed the stream
to float them quietly down.
"You have? Then I hope your opinion is
changed."
"So far from it, I prophesy that his attentions
to you—which have been marked of late—will
visibly decrease, until they relapse into
mere insignificance. And all because I
casually remarked that your father's estate, being
entailed, and he being in debt, you and your
sisters were portionless."
"And you suppose him capable of—oh! this
is too bad. It is ungenerous."
"My dear Blanche, I may be wrong, but
I fear I am not; let me not, however, be
condemned, till the event condemns me. Watch
him!"
"You shall own you have calumniated him;
the event shall prove it," she said with great
warmth.
A dark shade passed across his brow, and he
rowed rapidly on. Not another word passed
between them.
Cecil's reflections had not been cheering.
Although he felt himself too much in love
with Blanche to give her up because she was
portionless, he was, at the same time, too well
aware of his own slender resources to think
of marrying upon them. Bred to luxurious
habits, he was not one by whom poverty could
be lightly treated.
The more he reflected, the more urgent it
appeared to him that he should conquer his
passion, and save himself from perdition.
Could Captain Heath have read what was
passing in his rival's mind, he would have
smiled grimly at this verification of his
suspicions, and rejoiced in the success of an
experiment which removed that rival from his
path.
As Cecil descended into the drawing-room
that day before dinner, he was struck
painfully by the sight of Violet on the sofa in
exactly the same attitude—caressing Shot—as
she had appeared to him on that afternoon
when he had relinquished all idea of her. The
coincidence affected him.
"There is a fate against my marrying into
this family," he said to himself: "first one,
and then the other."
Blanche was standing at the window, looking
out. She turned her head towards him
as he entered, and felt a little mortified to see
him throw himself into a chair by the side of
Rose, with whom he began a lively chat.
Captain Heath, who had watched this manœuvre,
now looked at Blanche; but she, conscious
of his gaze, avoided it, and again
resumed her contemplation of the undulating
lawn and woody distance.
Dinner was announced. Meredith Vyner,
as usual, took Mrs. Langley Turner; Sir
Harry Johnstone, Mrs. Vyner; and Tom Wincot,
Violet. Cecil, to Rose's surprise, offered
her his arm, which was natural enough,
inasmuch as he had been talking to her up
to that time; but still, as for many days he
had invariably managed to take Blanche, she
could not help remarking the circumstance.
Captain Heath walked up to Blanche, who
remained at the window; her heart throbbing
violently, her mind distracted with contradictory
thoughts.
"Blanche," he said, tenderly, "we are the
last."
"I shall not dine to-day," she said, angrily,
hurt at the pity of his tone.
"My dear Blanche, do not betray yourself;
do not give him reason to suppose his neglect
can affect you."
She sighed, put her arm within his, and
walked silently with him into the dining-room.
She sat opposite Cecil, who seemed more
talkative than usual. No one remarked her
silence—she seldom spoke at dinner, except
to her neighbour. No one asked her if she
were ill, though she sent away her plate each
time untouched. Cecil and Captain Heath
observed it; both with pain.
Keen were the pangs she suffered at this
fulfilment of the captain's cruel prophecy, and
bitterly did she at that moment hate him for
having undeceived her. That Cecil avoided
her was but too evident. That his neglect
could have but the one motive Captain Heath
had ascribed was never doubted; but she
threw all the blame on the captain's officiousness
in speaking about their want of fortune,
and in fact, with all the unreasonableness of
suffering, hated him as the proximate cause of
her pain.
Captain Heath applauded his own sagacity
as a reader of character, and rejoiced as a
lover in the success of his calculation. But
he rejoiced too soon. Like most men he had
erred in his calculation, because he dealt with
human nature as if it were simple, instead
of being, as it really is, strangely complex; and
as if one motive was not counteracted by
another. This is the grand source of the
errors committed by cunning people: they are
said to be "too cunning" when they overreach
themselves by what seems an artful and
logically-reasoned calculation; but the truth is,
they have not been cunning enough. They
have planned their plans as if the mind of
man were to be treated like a mathematical
problem, not as a bundle of motives, of
prejudices, and of passions. The plan may
look admirable on paper; but then it is
constructed on the assumption that the victim
must needs be impelled by certain motives;
whereas, when it comes into execution, we find
that some other motives are brought into play,
the existence of which was not allowed for in
the calculation; and these entirely subvert the
plan.
Captain Heath's plan erred in precisely this
way. Judging Cecil's character in the main
aright, he justly argued that such a man
would shun poverty as a pestilence, because
he was weak, and money is power; and that
he would shrink from affronting the world
with no other aid than his own right hand.
He therefore concluded that an intimation of
Vyner's affairs would be an effectual method
of putting an end to Cecil's attentions.
Now this argument would have no flaw in
it, if we assume that a man is led solely by
prudential considerations: it would be perfect,
were men swayed solely by their reason.
Cecil's views were precisely such as Captain
Heath had suspected. But then Cecil had
emotions, passions, senses—and these the
captain had left out of the calculation. Yet these,
which are the stronger powers in every breast,
were to overthrow the captain's plan.
Cecil in his own room, surveying his situation,
was a very different man from Cecil in
the presence of his beloved, pained at the
aspect of her pain, and conscience-stricken as
he gazed upon her lovely, sorrowing face. His
heart smote him for his selfishness, and he was
asking himself whether he could give her
up—whether poverty with her were not preferable
to splendour with another, when he thought he
saw something in the captain's look which
betokened scornful triumph.
"Can he have deceived me? Does he wish
to get me out of the way?" he said to himself.
"Egad! I think so. The game at billiards this
morning—that was mysterious. What could
induce him to propose such a thing to me—he
who never took the slightest notice of me
before? He had some motive. And then his
story about Vyner's affairs—fudge! I won't
believe it, until I have it on better authority."
The ladies rose from the table.
"I sha'n't sit long over the wine," Cecil
whispered to Blanche, as she passed him.
A sudden gleam irradiated her sweet face,
as she raised it towards him with a smile of
exquisite joy and gratitude. That one word
had rolled the heavy stone which was lying on
her heart, and gave the lie to all the "base
insinuations of that odious Captain Heath."
'Twas thus she spoke of one she really
loved, and who loved her more than anything
on earth!
The men drew their chairs closer together,
and commenced that onslaught on the dessert
which is characteristic of such moments.
"Have you never remarked," said Cecil,
"that men refuse to touch fruit until the women
retire, and then attack it as if their
appetites had been sharpened by restraint?"
"It is, I pwesume, upon the pwinciple of
compensation," said Tom Wincot. "Depwived
of the fwuit of humanity, the gwapes,
apwicots, and nectawines of life, we are thwown
upon the fwuit of nature! I say, Cecil, isn't
that vewy poetically expwessed?"
"Very. But I don't think much of the
compensation myself. I should like the
women to remain with us as they do abroad."
"That," said Meredith Vyner, "would spoil
dinners. The pleasantest part is the conversation
after the ladies have retired."
"Besides," objected Tom Wincot, "however
pleasant the society of women, one can't
be always with them. Toujours perdwix!"
"Toujours de la perdrix," interposed Vyner,
glad of an opportunity of setting any one right.
"If you must quote French, quote it at least
correctly."
"Isn't toujours perdwix cowect, Mr. Mewedith
Vyner. I never heard it expwessed otherwise."
"No, sir, it is grossly incorrect. The phrase
is attributed to Louis XV. who excused his
conjugal inconstancy by saying, that although
partridges might be a dainty dish, 'Mangez
toujours de la perdrix, et vous en serez bien vite
rassasié,' was his witty but immoral remark.
The claret is with you, Mr. Wincot."
"By the way," said Cecil, who was anxious
to regain Vyner's goodwill, by flattering his
vanity, "I have a theory which I must call
upon your stores of learning, Mr. Vyner, to
assist me in developing." Vyner bowed, and
with his forefinger and thumb prepared a
pinch of snuff, while Cecil continued—"It was
suggested to me by Talleyrand's witticism that
language was given to man to conceal his
thoughts."
"Talleyrand," said Vyner gravely, "is not
the author of that joke; though it is commonly
attributed to him. The author is a man now*
living in Paris, M. Harel, some of whose bon
mots are the best I ever heard. I remember
his describing to me M. Buloz, the proprietor
of The Revue des Deux Mondes and The
Revue de Paris, as a man who was 'l'âme
de deux revues, avec l'attention habile de n'en
être jamais l'esprit.'"
"L'attention habile," exclaimed Cecil, laughing
loudly, "is exquisite. To my theory,
however."
"No, no; none of your theowies," said
Wincot, "they are always pwepostewously
exaggewated."
"You shall judge," replied Cecil, "in saying
language was given to us to conceal our
thoughts, M. Harel explained the construction
of a great many words in all tongues. Thus
demonstration is evidently derived from demon,
the father of lies."
"That is vewy faw fetched. Pass the clawet."
"Then, again, Mr. Vyner will tell you," pursued
Cecil, "that the Greek verb to govern is
ανασσω, which is derived from ανασσα, a queen,
not from αναξ, a king. Now, you will admit,
that to deduce the governing principle from
the weaker sex is only a bit of irony. The
mildest possible symbol is used for the severest
possible office, viz., government. The soft
delicious sway of woman who leads humanity
by the nose is not to be disputed. Bearded
warriors, steel-clad priests, ambitious nobles, a
ragged, mighty, and mysterious plebs, these no
single arm could possibly subdue. And yet a
king is necessary. Here the grand problem
presents itself: how to force the governed to
accept a governor?"
"Oh! pass the clawet!"
"The king," said Vyner, shutting his box,
"is the strongest. König, Könning, or
canning: he is the one who can rule."
"But," replied Cecil, "I maintain he can't
rule: no man was ever strong enough to rule
men. The true solution of the problem is,
that the first king was a woman."
"This is fuwiously widiculous!"
"Laugh! laugh! I am prepared to maintain
that woman is weak, and omnipotent because
of her weakness. She is girt with the
proof armour of defencelessness. A man you
knock down, but who dares raise a hand
against a woman?"
"Very true," suggested Vyner, "very true.
What says Anacreon, whom Plato calls 'the
wise?' Nature, he says, gave horns to bulls,
and a 'chasm of teeth to lions;' but when she
came to furnish woman with weapons,
τι ουν δίδωσι; κάλλοϛ
Beauty, beauty was the tremendous arm which
was to surpass all others."
"And formidably she uses it," continued
Cecil. "To man's violence she opposes her
'defencelessness'—and nails; to his strength
she opposes her 'weakness'—and tongue."
"In support of your theory," said Vyner,
"the French call a queen a reine; and we say
the king reigns."
He chuckled prodigiously at this pun, which
Cecil pronounced admirable.
"My theory of kingship is this," said Cecil.
"The first king, as I said, was a woman. She
ruled unruly men. She took to herself some
male subject, helplessly strong; some 'brute
of a man,' docile as a lamb; him she made
her husband. Her people she ruled with
smiles and promises, touchingly alluding, on
all befitting occasions, to her helpless state.
Her husband she ruled with scratches——"
"And hysterics," feelingly suggested Vyner.
"Well, a son was born—many sons if you
like; but one was her especial darling. Growing
old and infirm, she declared her son should
wield the sceptre of the state in her name.
Councillors demurred; she cajoled; they
consented. Her son became regent. At her
death he continued to govern—not in his
name, but in hers. The king was symbol of
the woman, and reigned vicariously. When
we say the king reigns, we mean the king
queens it."
"Bravo!" exclaimed Vyner, chuckling in
anticipation of the joke; "and this is the
explanation of Thiers's celebrated aphorism,
'le roi REGNE et ne gouverne pas.'"
"This explains also the Salic law; a curious
example of the tendency of language to
conceal the thoughts. A decree is enacted that
no woman shall reign. That is to say, men
preferred the symbol (man) to the reality
(woman). They dreaded the divine right of
mistresses—the autocratic absolutism of
petticoats."
"And pray, Mr. Chamberlayne," asked
Vyner, "how do you explain the derivation
of the French verb tuer, to kill, from the Latin
tucor, to preserve?"
"Nothing easier upon my theory of the
irony of language. What is death but preservation?"
"Bwavo! pwoceed. Pwove that."
"Is it not preservation from sickness and
from sorrow, from debts, diseases, dull
parties, and bores? Death preserves us, by
rescuing our frames from mortality, and wafting
our souls into the bosom of immortal life.
Then look at the irony of our use of the word
preserves, i.e., places where game is kept for
indiscriminate slaughter; or else, pots of
luxurious sweets, destined to bring children to an
untimely end."
"Why," said Vyner, "do we call a sycophant a toady?"
"I really don't know."
"Because his sycophancy has its source in
το δέος, fear," replied Vyner, delighted at the
joke.
"Good!" said Cecil, laughing. "I accept
the derivation: the irony is perfect, as a toad
is the very last creature to accuse of
sycophancy; he spits upon the world in an
unbiassed and exasperating impartiality: hence
the name. One of the things which has most
struck me," he continued, "is the occasional
urbanity of language—instance the word
question for torture."
"Like Astyages in Herodotus," said Vyner,
"politely counselling the herdsman not to desire
to proceed to necessities, εϛ ταϛ ανάγκαϛ,
which the man perfectly understands to mean
torture. Consider, also, the changes which
take place in words. 'Virtue' originally meant
manliness. The Greek word αρετη is
obviously derived from Ares (Mars), and meant
martialness; it has now degenerated into
virtù, a taste for cameos and pictures; and
into virtue, woman's fairest quality, but the
farthest removed from martial excellence."
"This is all vewy ingenious, pewhaps," said
Tom Wincot; "but let us go to the ladies,
and hear their theowies."
They rose from table. Vyner in evidently
better disposition towards Cecil than he had
been since the last Horatian discussion;
Maxwell dull and stupid as ever; Captain Heath
silent and reflective.
O, my lord, beware of jealousy.
It is a green-eyed monster that doth mock
The food it eats on.
Othello.
A bright smile from Blanche welcomed
Cecil, as he passed from the dining-room to
the drawing-room, and walked up to the piano
at which she was sitting. He thought he had
never seen her look so lovely; perhaps the
remembrance of his having contemplated
giving her up made him more sensible of her
charms.
He took up her portfolio of loose music,
and began turning over the sheets, as if
seeking some particular song. She came to help
him, and as she bent over the portfolio he
whispered gently,—
"Can you contrive to slip away unobserved,
and meet me in the shrubbery? I have
something of the deepest importance to
communicate."
She trembled, but it was with delight, as
she whispered, "Yes."
"Plead fatigue, and retire after tea."
He then moved away, and approaching
Violet asked her if she remembered the name
of a certain Neapolitan canzonette, which her
sister Blanche had sung the other night; and
on receiving a negative sat down by her side,
and entered into conversation with her.
All the rest of the evening he sat by Violet,
only occasionally addressing indifferent
questions to Blanche. Captain Heath seeing this,
and noticing a strange agitation in Blanche's
manner, which she in vain endeavoured to
disguise, interpreted it according to his wishes,
and sat down to a rubber at whist with great
internal satisfaction.
"I have been thinking, Mr. Chamberlayne,"
said Meredith Vyner, shuffling the
cards, "that even differences of pronunciation
may assist your theory. Thus we English—a
modest race—express our doubt by scepticism,
deriving it from σκέψιϛ, deliberation. But the
Scotch—a hard dogmatic race—pronounce it
skeepticism, hereby deriving it from σκηψιϛ,
intimating that a man leans upon his own
opinion, and that his dissent from others is
not a deliberation, but a walking-stick,
wherewith he trudges onwards to the truth."
"Mr. Chamberlayne," said Mrs. Meredith
Vyner, "are we not to have some music from
you this evening? Come, one of your charming
Spanish songs."
"By the way," said Vyner, while Cecil
tuned his guitar, "talking of Spanish songs
reminds me of a passage I met in a Spanish
play this morning, in which the author says,
Sin zelos amor
Es estar sin alma el cuerpo.
What say you to that, ladies? It means that
love without jealousy is a body without soul.
Immane quantum discrepat!"
"Love has nothing whatever to do with
jealousy," said Violet; "and so far from
jealousy being the soul of love, I should say it
was only the contemptible part of our nature
that feels jealousy, and only the highest part
of our nature that feels love."
"No one will agree with you, my dear
Violet," said Mrs. Langley Turner. "Sir
Harry, it is your deal."
"Perhaps not," said Violet.
"I should vewy much like to hear Miss
Violet's pwoof of her wemark. I have always
wead that jealousy is insepewable fwom love;
though, I confess, I never expewienced
jealousy myself."
"Nor love either—eh?" said Rose.
"That is sevewe, Miss Wose! Do you
pwetend that I never felt that sensation which
evewy man has felt?"
"If you mean love," replied Rose, "I say,
that if you have felt it, I imagine it has only
been just the beginning."
"Twue, twue!"
"And like the charity of other people, your
love has begun at home!"
"Miss Wose, Miss Wose!" said Tom Wincot,
shaking his finger at the laughing girl.
"So that, if you have ever been jealous," she
continued, "you must have an exaggerated
susceptibility."
"And why an exaggewated susceptibility?"
"Because jealous of a person no other earthly
being would think of disputing with you—your
own!"
This sally produced a hearty laugh, and Tom
Wincot, turning to Violet, said,—
"I'm afwaid of your sister Wose's wepawtees,
so shall not pwolong the discussion; but
pway explain your pwevious weflection on
jealousy."
"I mean," said Violet, "that jealousy has
its source in egotism; love, on the contrary,
has its source in sympathy: hence it is that
the manifestations of the one are always
contemptible, of the other always noble and
beautiful."
"And I," said Maxwell, his dark face lighting
up with a savage expression, "think that
jealousy is the most natural instinctive
feeling we possess. The man or woman who
is not jealous, does not know what it is to
love."
"That is a mere assertion, Mr. Maxwell: can
you prove it?'
"Prove it! easily. What is jealousy but a
fear of losing what we hold most dearly? Look
at a dog over a bone; if you approach him he
will growl, though you may have no intention
of taking away his bone: your presence is
enough to excite his fear and anger. If you
attempt to snatch it, though in play, then he will
bite."
"You are speaking of dogs," said Violet,
haughtily, "I spoke of men."
"The feeling is the same in both," retorted
Maxwell.
"Yes, when men resemble dogs.—I spoke
of men who possessed the higher qualities."
"Curiously enough," observed Vyner, "the
Spaniards, whose jealousy is proverbial, and
whose great poet, Calderon, has expressed
himself in the almost diabolical manner just
mentioned, these Spaniards have no word which
properly means jealousy. Zelos is only the
plural of zelo—zeal."
"I do not think, papa, you are quite correct,"
said Violet, "when you say the Spaniards are
more jealous than other nations."
"They have the character, my dear."
"I am quite aware of it. But what one
nation says of another is seldom accurate. If I
understand jealousy, it is the sort of passion
which would be felt quite as readily by northerns
as by southerns, though it would not be
expressed in so vehement a manner; but because
one man uses a knife, when another man uses
a court of law, that does not make a difference
in the sentiments."
"I agree with Violet," said Captain Heath,
"it seems to me that jealousy is a mean and
debasing passion, whatever may be the cause
which excites it. To suspect the woman whom
you love and who loves you, is so degrading
both to her and to you, that a man who
suspects, without overwhelming evidence, must be
strangely deficient in nobility of soul; and
suppose the evidence complete—suppose that she
loves another, even then a noble soul arms itself
with fortitude, and instead of wailing like a
querulous child, accepts with courage the fate
which no peevishness can avert. The love that
is gone cannot be recalled by jealousy. A man
should say with Othello,—
I'll see before I doubt; when I doubt, prove;
And on the doubt there is no more but this—
Away at once with love and jealousy."
He looked for Blanche as he concluded this
speech, but she had already retired to her
room.
Cecil sang, but soon left off; and pleading
"heartburn," caught at the advice of Tom
Wincot, who assured him that a stwong cigar
was the best wemedy for it, and strolled out
into the grounds to smoke.
And in my heart, fair angel, chaste and wise,
I love you: start not, speak not, answer not.
I love you......
HEYWOOD.—A Woman killed with Kindness.
It was a lovely night. The full harvest moon
shed a soft brilliance over the far-stretching
meadow-lands; the sky was dotted with small
patches of light fleecy cloud, and a few dim
stars. All was hushed in that repose which
lends a solemn grandeur to a night-scene, when
the sky, the stars, the silence—things suggestive
of infinity—become the objects of contemplation.
Cecil was not one to remain indifferent to
such a scene: his painter's eye and poet's heart
were equally open to its mild splendour. The
tall trees standing dark against the sky, and
the dim outline of the woody heights around,
no more escaped his notice, than the
picturesquely grouped cattle, one of which, a dun
cow, with large white face and chest, stood
motionless amidst her recumbent companions.
Although he could not resist the first burst
of admiration, Cecil was in no mood to luxuriate
in the poetry of such a scene, as he would
have done at any other time; but, striking
into the thick and shadowy shrubbery,
delicately chequered with interspaces of
moonlight, he began to consider the object of this
nocturnal ramble.
It would be difficult to explain the motive
which impelled him to make this assignation.
It was one of the sudden inspirations of
passion, which defeat whole months of calculated
prudence. Nothing could have been more
opposed to his calculations than anything like
an express declaration, until he had ascertained
the truth of what Captain Heath had
asserted. And although he rose from the table
with the resolution to be on his guard, and
to watch closely the state of affairs, his first
act, as we have seen, was one of consummate
imprudence—one which inextricably entangled
him in the very net from which he was anxious
to keep away. Now, upon Captain Heath's
view of his character, this was little less than
madness—in short, it was unintelligible. But
it is intelligible enough upon a more
comprehensive view of human character; as every
one will acknowledge who has ever stood
beside the girl he loves, in a room full of
people—the very restraint of the place sharpens
desire, and makes the timid bold. Hence
one reason why so many more declarations
are made in ball-rooms, and at parties, than
in tête-à-têtes.
Certain it is that Cecil, standing beside
Blanche looking over the same portfolio, their
hands occasionally touching, their eyes
occasionally meeting, was in no condition to listen
to the dictates of reason. A tumult of desire
beat at his heart. He was standing within
that atmosphere (if I may use the word) which
surrounds the beloved, and which, as by a
magnetic power, inconceivably stirs the
voluptuousness latent in every soul. He was within
the halo which encircled her, and was dazzled
by its lustre. Irresistibly urged by his passion
to call this lovely creature his own, he could
not forego bringing things to a crisis; and he
made the assignation. Her consent enchanted
him. He was in a fever of impatience for her
to retire. He cursed the lagging time for its
slowness; and, with a thrill of delight, found
himself in the open air, about to hear from
Blanche's own lips that which her eyes had so
frequently expressed.
In a few minutes, all this impatience and
delight subsided. He had gained his point.
Blanche had consented to meet him; and he
had contrived to come to the rendezvous
without awakening any suspicion. Now, for the
first time, he began to consider seriously the
object of that meeting. He was calm now;
and grew calmer the more he pondered.
"What an ass I have been!" he thought.
"What the devil could induce me to forget
myself so far? She will come, expecting to
hear me declare myself. But I can't marry
her. I can't offer her beggary as a return for
her love. If Heath should have told the
truth. D—n it, he can't be such an unfeeling
egotist as not to make some provision for his
children! No, no; I'll not believe that. A
few thousands he must in common decency
have set aside, or he would never be able to
look honest men in the face. Besides, Vyner
doesn't appear to be particularly selfish.
However, it may be true; and if so——
"Can I invent something of importance to
communicate instead of my love? Let me see.
That will look so odd—to make an assignation
for any other purpose than the one! But she
doesn't come. Can she be hesitating? I wish
her fears would get the better!
"She won't come. That will release me
from the difficulty. It is the best thing that
could happen.
"I see a light in her room. What is she
doing? Struggling with herself perhaps; or
perhaps waiting till the coast is clear. D—n
the cigar, out again!"
Upon what slight foundations sometimes
hang the most important events!
That is rather a profound remark; not positively
new, perhaps, but singularly true. It
has escaped from my pen, and as a pencil mark
of approbation is sure to be made against it in
every copy in every circulating library, why
should I hesitate to let it go forth?
A fine essay might be written entitled, "The
Philosophy of Life, as collected from the
marked passages in modern novels." And I
offer the essayist, the remark above, as his
opening aphorism.
But I digress.
The situation which suggested the foregoing
aphorism was curious enough to warrant
my writing it; for had Blanche appeared
at the rendezvous at this time, or a few minutes
earlier, it is most likely, from the frame of mind
in which her lover then was, that he would
have made some shuffling excuse or other,
and declared anything to her but his love.
But she hesitated. With a coyness natural to
the sex, she shrunk back from that which she
most desired. Nothing would have given her
greater pleasure than to hear Cecil swear he
loved her, and yet she trembled at the idea of
meeting him to hear it said.
She kept him waiting half an hour.
Whoever has been accustomed to analyze
his own feelings, will at once foresee that Cecil,
after coming to the determination that he had
acted with consummate folly in making the
assignation, now began to get uneasy at the
idea of her not keeping it. Obstacles irritate
desires. If "the course of true love" does
not "run smooth," so much the deeper will it
run. Cecil, willing enough to blame himself
for his rashness, now began to feel piqued at
her indifference. Ten minutes before, the sight
of her coming from the house would have been
painful; now he was irritated by her absence.
He was several times on the point of sulkily
going back to the drawing-room; but the
thought "if she should come" arrested him.
She came at last, and his heart leapt as he
beheld her.
"Have I kept you long?" she asked.
"Every minute away from you is an hour.
But you are with me now," he replied, as he
folded her to his breast and kissed her
burning lips.
Having expressed what was in their hearts
by this long eloquent embrace, he twined his
arm around her waist, clasping her hand in
his, walked slowly with her to the river-side.
While they are thus lovingly employed, I
wish to make one remark on the superiority
of actions to words. Here were two lovers
morally certain of each other's affection, but
wanting the confirmation of an oath. They
met for the express purpose of saying, in good
set terms, that which only wanted the ratification
of words; and instead of saying anything
on the subject they allowed a kiss—and
very eloquent such kisses are—to settle the
matter. What could they have said which
would have so well expressed it?
Although they walked down to the river,
and sat upon the trunk of a fallen tree to
admire the shimmer of moonlight upon the
gently running stream, and the cool, crisp,
delightful sound of the water as it dashed over
the huge stones that formed a weir, and then
fell over in guise of a little waterfall, they
made no allusion to the "important
communication" which had drawn them both out.
They had too much to talk about. They had
to confess when it was their love began, and
to vow that it would never end. They had
the most charming confidences to make
respecting what had been done and said by each,
and what each had felt thereat; confidences
which, though full of "eloquent music" to
them, may very well be spared here.
Nor did they much admire the river by
moonlight, in spite of its brilliant tracks of
light, and dusky patches of shade thrown from
the overhanging trees; hand clasped in hand,
they looked into each other's eyes, from which
no landscape in the world could have seduced
them.
Oh, what exquisite bliss was crowded into
that brief hour! How their pulses throbbed,
and their hearts bounded! How their souls
looked from out their eyes as if to plunge into
an indissoluble union! A strange fire burnt
in their veins, and made them almost faint
with pleasure too intense for mortal endurance.
He crushed her hand in his with almost savage
fury, and she returned the pressure.
Love! divine delirium, exquisite pain! rich
as thou art in rapture, potent as thou art o'er
the witcheries of moments which reveal to
mortal sense some glimpses of immortal bliss,
thou hast no such second moment as that which
succeeds the first avowal of two passionate
natures. Other joys thou hast in store, but no
repetition of this one thrilling ecstacy.
Love has its virginity—its bloom—its first,
but perishable melody, which sounds but once,
and then is heard no more. This melody was
now sounding in their hearts, as, seated on that
fallen trunk, they heeded the world no more
than the moonlit stream which glided at their
feet. One hour of intense, suffocating,
overwhelming rapture did they pass together; an
hour never to be forgotten; an hour worth a
life.
How silver sweet sound lovers' tongues by night!
Like softest music to attending ears.
Romeo and Juliet.
Leaving the lovers to their rapture, let us
glance in at the warm drawing-room, and at
the philosophic whist-table: Captain Heath is
standing with his back to the fire; Tom Wincot
having "cut in" in his place; Violet and
Rose are knitting.
"Blanche, my dear," said Meredith Vyner.
"She has gone to bed, papa," said Rose.
"Oh, very well. Is Mr. Chamberlayne
come in? No! Our deal, is it not?"
This little fragment of the conversation
suddenly made Captain Heath suspicious. He
was before aware that Blanche and Cecil were
absent; but he had not before coupled their
two exits in his own mind, so as to draw
therefrom a conclusion. "Can they have arranged
this?" flashed across his brain. He quietly
left the room, took his hat, and walked out.
Though by no means of a jealous disposition,
he could not help commenting in his own
mind on a hundred insignificant traits of what
appeared to him Blanche's passion for Cecil,
and the conclusion he drew from them was,
that she not only loved him, but studiously
concealed her love. As he said, with him
"once to be in doubt was once to be resolved;"
his was none of that petty, querulous jealousy,
irritated at self-inflicted tortures, and yet too
weak to finish them by making doubts
certainties. Like a brave man, as he was, he
paused not an instant in endeavouring to
arrive at certitude in all things. Instead,
therefore, of worrying himself with doubts and
arguments, with hopes that she might not love
Cecil, and fears that she did, he determined to
settle the point, and place it beyond a doubt.
He had not gone far when his quick ears
detected the indistinct murmur of conversation.
He paused for a moment, and leaned against a
tree. A cold perspiration stood on his brow;
a feeling of sickness, which he could not
subdue, arrested him; the first spasm of despair
clutched his heart, as the murmur fell upon
his ear, and told him that what he had
suspected was the truth.
That he might not be mistaken; that he
might not act without thorough conviction, he
approached still closer to the spot from whence
the murmur came, and there he saw the lovers
seated under the dark branches of a gigantic
larch, which served to make Blanche's white
dress more visible.
Little did that happy pair suspect with what
heartbroken interest they were contemplated.
They pressed each other's hand, and repeated
endless variations of that phrase, of all phrases
most dulcet to mortal ear, "I love you;" and
if they thought at all, thought themselves
forgotten by the world they so entirely forgot.
In the midst of their dreamy bliss, a low,
half-stifled sob startled them. They sprang
up. She clung tremblingly to him. He looked
eagerly around, piercing through the shadowy
pathways with a glance of terror. He could
discover nothing. All was silent. Nothing
stirred.
"Did you not hear a groan?" he whispered.
"It seemed like a sob."
"All is silent. I see no one. Listen!"
They listened for some seconds; not a sound
was audible.
"It must have been fancy," he said.
"No; I heard it too plainly."
"Perhaps it was a noise made by one of the
cows yonder."
"At any rate, let us go in. Do you return
by the shrubbery. I will go round by the
garden."
I know I love in vain—strive against hope—
Yet in this captious and intenible sieve
I still pour out the waters of my love,
And lack not to love still.
SHAKSPEARE.—All's Well that Ends Well.
When Cecil re-entered the drawing-room, he
found it exactly as he had left it, except that
Tom Wincot was playing whist in place of
Captain Heath, who stood leaning against the
mantelpiece, with his left hand caressing the
shaggy head of Shot; that favoured animal
stood with his fore-paws resting on the
fender, and his face raised inquiringly, as if to
ascertain the reason of his friend's paleness.
Pale, indeed, was the handsome face of that
brave, sorrowing man; and the keen sympathy
of the hound had read in its rigidity and
calmness the signs of suffering, which escaped
the notice of every one else. True it is that
the captain somewhat shielded his face from
observation by, with his left hand, twirling
his moustache, a practice too habitual with him
to call forth any remark.
Cecil was in such a state of excitement, that
the girls remarked it. He joked, laughed
joyously at the most trivial observation, sang
with prodigious fervour, and declared there
was nothing like a moonlight ramble for the
cure of the heartburn.
"It seems to have been the heart-ache,"
said Rose, "by the exuberance of your spirits
after the cure."
Cecil looked up, and seeing her saucy smile,
and her eyes swimming in laughter, knew that
she was not serious, so he asked what should
make his heart ache?
"Ay, ay," said Vyner, "what, indeed? quo
beatus vulnere? If you have discovered,
let us hear it."
"Yes, yes, tell us his secwet by all means,"
said Wincot, throwing down his last card;
"two by honours, thwee by twicks—game—that
makes a single, a tweble, and the wub:
six points!"
"No, no," said Rose, shaking her head, "I
shall not say it now."
"Pray, don't spare me," said Cecil. "I am
quite sure it was something satirical."
"It was; but I don't choose to say it now."
Captain Heath continued to pat Shot's
head; but he neither looked up, nor joined in
the conversation. Cecil, who had several
times endeavoured in vain to make him talk,
left him at last to his reflections, whispering to
Rose,—
"He is too grave for our frivolities."
Cecil's excitement continued all the evening.
He slept well that night, cradled in
enchanting dreams.
What Blanche felt as she stole up to her
own room, rapidly undressed herself, and crept
into bed, I leave to my young and pretty
readers to conjecture.
The next evening, though they had several
brief snatches of tête-à-tête during the day, our
lovers were again to indulge in a moonlight
ramble, hoping no doubt for a repetition of
the first. Blanche early pleaded fatigue, and
declared her intention of soon retiring for the
night.
"Don't go to bed, as you did last night,"
said Captain Heath; "if you are weary, take
a turn with me in the shrubbery: there is a
lovely moon."
Blanche coloured deeply, and kept her eyes
fixed upon her work. Cecil looked at him, as
if to read the hidden meaning of those words.
It was a moment of suspense. The entrance
of tea enabled them to hide their emotions;
and, by occasioning a change of seats, brought
the captain close to Blanche.
"How imprudent you are!" he whispered.
"Accept my offer of a walk, and he shall
accompany us; when we are out of sight, I will
leave you; but by all three going out together,
no suspicion will be raised."
Blanche trembled and blushed, but made
no answer. The discovery of her last night's
interview was implied in what he said; and
with that was implied this other fact, which
then for the first time flashed across her mind:
Captain Heath loved her. It was his sob
which had startled them.
If, amidst her compassion for his unhappy
love, there was mixed some secret gratification
at having excited that passion, no one will
speak harshly of her; it would be too much
to expect human nature should be insensible
to the flattery of affection. But flattered as
she was by the discovery, she was also sensible
of the noble delicacy of his conduct in the
matter; and when she raised her humid eyes
to look her thanks, it was with a severe pang
that she noticed the alteration in his appearance.
One night had added ten years to his age.
"Miss Blanche and I are going to stroll
out and enjoy the harvest moon," said
Captain Heath about half an hour afterwards to
Cecil, "will you join us?"
Cecil looked amazed, and felt inclined to
throw him out of the window for his proposition,
but Blanche made a sign to him to accept,
and he accepted.
"And I suppose I am not to come?" said Rose.
"Certainly—if you like," replied the captain.
"No, you may go without me. Three is
company, and two is none," she said, parodying
the popular phrase, "and if I came, we should
be two and two."
The captain did not press the matter, but
offering Blanche his arm led her out,
followed by Cecil, somewhat sulky, and not at
all comprehending the affair.
"There, now I surrender her to your
charge," said the captain, when they were
within hearing of the waterfall, "having
saved your meeting from suspicion. Continue
your walk, I am here as sentinel."
He seated himself upon a gate with all the
quietness of the most ordinary transaction.
Cecil, who was a good deal annoyed at this
interference of a third party, made no reply;
he was not even grateful for the service rendered.
Blanche, who knew what it must have cost
the captain thus to sacrifice his own feelings,
and think only of her safety, took his hand
in hers, and kissed it silently. A tear fell
on it as he withdrew it.
"Make the most of your time," he said.
In another instant he was alone.
The intense gratification he felt in making
this sacrifice, will be appreciated by those
who know what it is to forego their own
claims in favour of another—to trample on
their own egotisms, and act as their conscience
approves. The mixture of pain only added
to the intensity of the delight; as perhaps no
enjoyment is ever perfect, physical or moral,
without the keen sense of pain thrown in as
a zest.
His greatest hope in life was gone, and yet
he sat there not torn by miserable jealousy,
but warmed with the glow of self-sacrifice.
And this is the meaning of virtue being its
own reward: had he acted with only ordinary
meanness, had he done what hundreds and
hundreds would have done in his place, he
would have suffered tortures all the more
horrible, because unavailing. Instead of that,
he looked courageously into the grim countenance
of misfortune, saw that he was not
loved, that another had received the heart he
coveted, and having seen that, he determined
to stifle the mighty hunger of his heart, to
give up all futile hope, and to devote himself
to her happiness in such ways as he could
forward it.
The lovers, with the selfishness of lovers,
had speedily forgotten him and every one else.
But although they sat upon the self-same tree;
although they clasped each other by the hand,
and looked into each other's eyes, their
interview was cold compared with that of the night
before.
One reason might be, that on that night
they talked of love; on this, they talked of
marriage. Cecil explained to her the state of
his affairs, and asked her if she could leave
her present luxurious home to share his humbler one.
This question is always asked under those
circumstances; though the questioner knows
very well that it is pre-eminently superfluous,
and that there is but one possible answer,
conveyed in a look and a kiss. The answer,
however, is agreeable enough to warrant the
question; is it not?
Lovers are singularly insincere with each
other, and play at doubts—and sometimes
very offensive doubts—with an air of earnestness
which would imply considerable duplicity,
were it not one of the instincts of passion.
The truth is, Love loves to hear the
assurance of love; and to hear this assurance, of
which it is already sure, it pretends to have
doubts, merely to have them removed.
Let us forgive Cecil his insincerity in asking
Blanche that question; and let us pass over in
silence all the others which he asked, and to
which he got the same sweet answer. They
remained there a long while; at least it seemed
so to their sentinel; to them it seemed too
brief. But they rose at a signal he gave; and
when they came up with him, he said, gravely,
"Mr. Chamberlayne, I trust you will take
what I am about to say with the same candour
as I say it. I am anxious to serve you, not
to lecture you. Although, therefore, I know
nothing of the reasons which you may have
for keeping your mutual attachment secret, I
am strongly of opinion that the best and
wisest thing you can do is to make it public
at once. Ask her father's consent, but do not
be discovered in clandestine meetings. If you
desire it, I will break the matter to Mr. Vyner,
and plead your cause to the best of my
ability."
This was received in complete silence. Cecil
was alarmed; Blanche kept her eyes fixed on
him.
"Reflect upon it," added the captain, as he
led the way to the house.
Some inexplicable foreboding damped Cecil's
spirits at the idea of declaring to her father his
affection for Blanche; and this foreboding was
realized in the course of the evening by Vyner
casually mentioning, in his hearing, that which
Captain Heath had already informed him of,
respecting the portionless state of the girls.
"So I tell my girls," he added, "they must
keep strict guard over their hearts, to be sure
they give them to no beggar. The more so"
(here he looked at Cecil) "because, if they felt
inclined to make fools of themselves, I certainly
should not allow them to do so."
The thought occurred to Cecil, "Can Heath
have betrayed me? and is that speech levelled
at me?"
He looked at the captain to read the treachery
on his brow; but that calm, honest face
triumphantly withstood the scrutiny; and Cecil
no longer accused him.
The truth is, Vyner did suspect that Cecil
was paying too great attention to Blanche,
and had levelled his speech at him, imagining
that the hint would be taken. Since that
morning when the most splendid discovery on
the Horatian metres ever made, had been so
ill appreciated, Vyner ceased to regard him
with the same pleasure as before; and in criticizing
his actions, observed his attentions to
Blanche.
"You see how fatal your counsel would be,"
whispered Cecil to the captain, as he took his
candle and retired for the night.
Cecil reached his own room with savage
sullenness. He had asked Blanche if she would
share his poverty, and was delighted with her
answer; but—strange paradox—he had never
seriously thought of sharing it with her; and
now his perplexity was how to escape from
his present dilemma. To marry upon his
means was impossible; impossible also to
think of giving her up. To trust for one
moment to Vyner's liberality, he felt was
futile; the mere avowal of his attachment
would be sufficient to close the doors against
him for ever.
Angrily he paced up and down his room,
striving in vain to detect some means of
extricating himself. A fierce and contemptible
struggle between passion and interest agitated
him: sometimes love prevailed, and sometimes
prudence.
In the midst of this self-struggle Captain
Heath came in.
"I have come to speak with you," he said,
"and trust you will regard me as Blanche's
elder brother, anxious to befriend you, but still
more anxious to protect her. Will you treat
with me on those terms?"
"Certainly. You have already discovered
our secret—how, I know not—and there can
be no impropriety in consulting with you; I
have perfect confidence in you."
"Your confidence is deserved. Now, tell
me; you have yourself heard from Vyner
what I told you in the billiard-room. I told
it you, because I saw in what direction you
turned your eyes, and wished you to have
a clear comprehension of the family affairs.
Had only your fancy been touched, my warning
would have been in time; as it was, your
heart was engaged, and my warning came too
late. I do not repent it, however, the more
so as it served to show me the strength of
your love. Pardon me for having misjudged
you," holding out his hand, "but I imagined
that what I said respecting Blanche's poverty
would at once put a stop to your attentions.
You have shown me how ill I judged you.
Will this confession, while it convinces you
of my sincerity, also purchase my forgiveness?"
Cecil coloured with shame, and pressed the
outstretched hand in silence.
"Now to your affairs. You wish to keep
your attachment a secret. For what purpose?
How can it avail you? It must be discovered,
and then you will have lost all the advantages
of openness."
"But what am I to do? Vyner will never
give his consent. I am too poor."
"If I may ask without indiscretion—what
is your income? What are your prospects?"
"My income is the interest of four thousand
pounds; my prospects are vague enough. I
have some talent. Painting and literature are
open to me; but I should prefer diplomacy."
"You cannot marry on such prospects."
"No, indeed! But what am I to do?"
"I have but one suggestion to make. My
brother is chairman to a railway now in course
of formation. The secretaryship is worth
four hundred a year. If you will accept of it,
I think, by exerting myself, I could secure it
for you."
"I am much obliged to you," replied Cecil,
coldly; "but that is not at all in my
way."
"You refuse?" said the astonished captain.
"Refuse four hundred a year?"
"Remember I am a gentleman's son," he
said, haughtily, "and you will appreciate my
refusal."
"Upon my word, I do appreciate it, and
at its real value! Here, I offer you what
certainly I should never have thought of
offering you, had it not been for her sake,
a situation which thousands of gentlemen's
sons would be delighted to accept, a situation
which, with your own small property, will
enable you to live in decent comfort, and you
refuse it?"
"Really, your officious indignation," said
Cecil, getting angry in his turn, "is somewhat
out of place. You meant kindly, I dare say;
but once for all allow me to observe, that I
neither am, nor ever will be, a quill-driver."
"Not even for her sake?"
"No; for no one will I degrade myself in
my own eyes. If I must work, it shall be in
some gentlemanly department. I will either
paint or write for my livelihood, when I am
condemned to gain it."
"And you pretend to love her?"
"I do; but I am sure she would be the first
to dissuade me from such a degradation as you
propose. She has given her heart to a gentleman,
and not to a clerk."
"Bah! you talk in the language of a century
ago. The pride which was then, perhaps,
excusable, becomes simply ridiculous now-a-days."
"And you, captain, are using language
which, if it continues, I shall demand an
explanation——"
"You threaten?"
"I have no wish to do so; but the tone
you adopt is such as I can no longer permit."
"Well, I did not come to quarrel with you,
so will abstain from criticism. Only, let me
ask you what you propose to do?"
"I propose nothing, I am totally at a loss."
"You positively refuse my offer?"
"Positively."
"You do not think of marrying upon your
present means?"
"Decidedly not."
"Then you have but one course: to relinquish
your claim."
"I have thought of that."
As this confession escaped him, a sudden
light shone in the captain's eyes, a sparkle of
unexpected triumph which did not escape his
rival.
It was a double betrayal. Cecil betrayed his
selfishness—the captain his love.
"I have thought of it," he repeated, "but I
cannot make the sacrifice. I love her too much.
It may be selfish, but I feel it impossible to give
her up."
He watched the captain's countenance with
malicious joy as he spoke this, conscious that
every phrase was an arrow to pierce his rival's
heart.
"But you must decide either to marry her, or——"
"Or," interrupted Cecil, with a sneer,
"relinquish my claim in your favour, eh?"
Captain Heath shook slightly, and then
fixing his full gaze upon Cecil, said quietly,—
"How little you know the man whom you so
wantonly insult!"
He left the room.
"He loves her," said Cecil to himself,
bewildered at the discovery. "Loves her!
What, then, is the meaning of his conduct?
He acts as sentinel during our interview—takes
upon himself to break the matter to her
father, if I wish it—offers me a situation to
enable me to marry. Oh! it is preposterous!
I should be a fool indeed to believe it!
Loves her! loves her and assists a rival!
There is some cunning scheme in all this. I
cannot divine what it is, but I am certain that
it is.
"He loves her. Let me see: first, he
endeavours to frighten me away by explaining
the state of Vyner's affairs. That is intelligible
enough: he wanted me to take the alarm
and decamp. Failing in that, he suddenly
changes tactics, and officiously thrusts himself
between us as a patron and protector. The
scoundrel!"
Yes, scoundrel! for doing that which, in
its simple heroism, so distances all ordinary
actions, that it looks like a meanness. Thus
are men judged. If a man perform some act
of ostentatious grandeur, the town will ring
with loud applause; but unless the act is
striking, and the motive clearly intelligible, he
is sure to be maligned. Men only credit in
others the kind of virtue they feel capable of
themselves; as Sallust says of the readers of
history,—"ubi de magnâ virtute et gloriâ
bonorum memores quæ sibi quisque facilia factu
putat, æquo animo accipit; supra ea veluti
ficta pro falsis ducit."
Captain Heath's self-sacrifice was one
demanding the greatest moral fortitude,
precisely because it had no adventitious aid from
the anticipation of applause; it required an
immense effort, and could have no éclat. It
was a victory to be gained after a fierce
combat, and to be followed by no flourish of
trumpets. Strength of mind gained the victory;
and the pleasure derived from all exercise of
strength was the reward.
Although I uphold such actions as heroic,
as springing from true moral greatness, and
worthy of our deepest reverence, yet it must
not be supposed that there is anything marvellous
in this self-abnegation. The followers of
De la Rochefoucauld might find out egotism
even here, if they used their cold scalpel
aright. They might say Captain Heath was
convinced that Blanche loved another, and all
his efforts to prevent that would be useless.
Finding himself thus completely excluded from
all hope of obtaining her, he made up his mind
to the defeat, and instead of allowing himself
to be made miserable by idle regrets and idler
jealousy, he gave himself the delight of
assisting her.
To Cecil, however, who was certainly so
incapable of such conduct as to be incapable of
believing it, the captain was evidently a
scoundrel, whom he would first outwit and
then challenge.
To outwit him, he determined to carry
Blanche off.
Cecil, vacillating between his passion and his
prudence, between his love for Blanche and
his horror at poverty, suddenly lost all hesitation,
the instant he was aware of a rival. The
selfishness which had made him unwilling to
encounter poverty, to rush into the great
battle of life, there to gain a footing for the
sake of Blanche, now made him ready to run
all risks for the sake of triumphing over a
rival. No suggestions assailed him now
respecting the imprudence of marriage; no
horrors at bringing a family into the world without
the means of properly providing for them; no
thought of what she would suffer now disturbed
him, as it had before. And why? because it
then was only a mask under which he hid the
face of his own selfishness from himself. The
one-absorbing thought was how to quickly
call her his; how to irrevocably bind her to
him.
"He thinks to dupe me, does he? He shall
find out his mistake. I will this instant go to
her, and arrange our flight."
Words that weep, and tears that speak.
COWLEY.
Blanche's bed-room formed the angle of the
right wing at the back of the Hall. Her
window looked upon the terrace. Between the
right wing and the offices ran an arcade, as a
sort of a connecting link. The top of this
arcade formed an open gallery with heavy
balustrades, and paved with dark iron-grey
tiles. A small side-door opened on to it from
the bed-room; and frequently, in summer, did
Blanche sit out in this gallery to enjoy the cool
night-air, or, leaning against the balustrade,
gazed at the heavy curtain of clouds,—
"While the rare stars rush'd thro' them dim and fast."
At the end of the interior of the arcade was a
niche, in which were generally kept some of
the girl's gardening tools, and a slight ladder
which they used.
Blanche was still dressed, as the light in her
bed-room told Cecil, who had stolen out in
pursuance of the resolution recorded in the last
chapter. She was seated on the side of her
bed in an attitude of delicious reverie, her head
slightly drooping, her hands carelessly fallen
on her lap, when the sound of a pebble striking
against the window-pane startled her.
Again that sound—and again! She rose and
went to the window. The sky was overcast,
and the night was dark, but after a few
seconds she recognised Cecil, and opened the
window.
"Are you dressed, dearest?"
"Yes."
"Then come out into the gallery. I want
to speak to you. I can get up by the ladder."
"Very well, but be careful."
She closed the window, and stepped out.
He placed the top of the ladder against the
pediment of the arcade and quickly ascended.
They rushed into each other's arms of course.
Lovers always do that directly they are
together, no matter what important business
brings them there.
"Blanche, my beloved, are you willing to
share my fate, whatever that may be?"
"Have you run all this risk to ask me
that?" she said, reproachfully.
"No; but I must ask it you—and in saddest
seriousness—before I speak further."
Her lips sought his, and pressed them
ardently.
"Our secret is discovered—your father even
suspects it—we must fly—will you be
mine?—Hush! what is that?—hush!—I heard a
door shut.—Hark! yes, a footstep—do you
not hear it?—a hurried step.—It comes this
way—good God! what shall we do?"
Blanche trembled with fright as the heavy
sounds of an approaching step smote upon her
ears; but, with a sudden inspiration, she
dragged Cecil into her room, and opening her
window leaned out as if star-gazing, though
the sky was starless. At length the sharp
ring of the footsteps upon the stone terrace
was heard, and a male figure was dimly visible.
It came right opposite the window.
"Blanche! not yet in bed?" said Captain
Heath; "and breathing the autumnal night-air too?"
She shook slightly, but answered, "Yes.
The night-air cools me."
Cecil was greatly agitated, but held his
breath and listened. Nothing more was said
for some seconds; at last Blanche asked him
what brought him out so late.
"Inability to remain in doors. I have just
had an interview with him, which has greatly
agitated me. He shewed himself selfish,
foolish, and contemptible."
Cecil was on the point of starting up, but
restrained himself on remembering where he
was. Blanche was hurt, and replied, "Silence
on that subject. Remember you are speaking
of one who is to be my husband."
"God forbid!" he exclaimed.
She closed the discussion by shutting her
window.
He moved away; but had not taken four
steps when the ladder caught his eye. The
position of the ladder, coupled with Blanche
at the open window, still dressed, at that
hour of the night, at once convinced him that
an elopement was meditated. A sick faintness
overcame him for a moment; but it was only
for a moment. He rallied immediately, and
taking the ladder on his shoulder, carried it
off.
Willing as he was to assist his rival in every
honourable way, he could not, after that evening's
conversation with him, think of allowing
an elopement, which must not only deprive
them of any chance of assistance from her
father, but also, by an unseemly precipitation,
plunge them both into a difficulty it was his
care, as Blanche's protector, to save them
from. Having carried away their ladder, he
then proceeded to the lodge-gates to see if a
post-chaise was in waiting.
Meanwhile, the lovers had recovered from
their agitation, and were arranging their plans
of escape for the following night. The first
tremor of modesty Blanche felt, on becoming
aware that she had introduced Cecil into her
bed-room, was completely set aside—the more
so as, with a delicacy which often distinguished
this weak, selfish, but still in many respects,
admirable man, Cecil kept himself at a distance
from her, and though holding her hand, did
not even raise it to his lips. By that mute
language which is more eloquent than words,
he had assured her that the situation only
increased his respect, and that nothing should
make him take a base advantage of her
momentary forgetfulness.
There was something deeply interesting and
even touching in the situation of these two
lovers. Shut up in a bed-room with him at
midnight, she was as sacred in his eyes as
she would have been in broad daylight, and
surrounded by friends. She felt her security;
and this gave a frankness and tenderness
to her manner, which plainly spoke her
thanks.
He felt also the charm of the situation, but
with the charm, the danger, and therefore
dared not keep his eyes from her, dared not
look upon the bed or toilet-table, and strove
by looking only at her to forget the place.
Modest and respectful as his attitude was,
there was an exquisite feeling engendered
by that situation which he had never felt
before, and which those will comprehend who
have trembled with secret pleasure at the
delicious nothings—an accidental touch of the
hand—the contact of a ringlet against the
cheek—nothings which love invests with an
incomparable charm. It is like a coy lingering
at the gates of paradise, whose splendour
the soul anticipates with delicious awe.
But the time fled rapidly, and the first cold
streaks of dawn, struggling with the faint
starlight, warned him that he must depart, ere it
seemed to him that he had said all there was
to say. Repeating every detail of their plan
once more, they arose. He timidly offered
her his lips, as begging but not demanding
a kiss, and she threw herself into his arms.
There was gratitude in her embrace, though
she knew not for what. Her innocence
concealed from her the perilous situation she had
gone through; but her instinct told her
confusedly that she had been spared. He pressed
her closer to him, and felt a thousand-fold
repaid.
She opened the door, and they stepped out
into the gallery. Horror stiffened their
features as they missed the ladder. "Gone! gone!"
he hoarsely whispered. "Then, we
are lost. It's that meddler, Heath! ... He
knew I was in your room, and he took that
method of ... But I'll be revenged. The
scoundrel!"
Blanche was too terrified to weep; she did
nothing but wring her hands piteously.
What was to be done? The arcade was
too high to allow him to drop; and yet
there seemed to be no other mode of escape
possible.
It was a moment of horrible suspense.
"Heath loves you, Blanche," he said
presently, with a certain fierceness in his
tone.
"I know it," she said, sadly.
There was a pause. She watched his countenance
with anxiety: angry passions seemed
drifting over his soul like the clouds over a
stormy sky; and she, not understanding the
tortures of jealousy, of hate, of revenge, of fierce
resolutions as quickly chased away as formed,
which then agitated him, looked with
trembling at his distorted face.
"By God!" he suddenly exclaimed, "I will
triumph yet."
Then seizing her by the waist, he carried
her back again into the room.
"Cecil, Cecil," she said, "let me go. What
do you mean? Cecil, you alarm me—set me
down."
He tried to stop her mouth, but she struggled
in his grasp, from which she at length
freed herself.
"Blanche," he said, "we are betrayed.
We shall be separated for ever—for ever!
There is but one way to prevent it, but one
way to defy them."
He approached her, but she eluded his
grasp, and said: "Oh! dearest, dearest Cecil!
do not ... do not outrage the memory of this
night, hitherto so sacred ... do not lower me
in your eyes, and my own."
"It must ... it shall be..."
"No, no; do not say it!"
"It is our only hope," he said, as he again
clasped her in his arms.
"Cecil, Cecil, I am yours ... yours only will
I be ... can you doubt it? ... but, oh! leave
me now! leave me! leave me!"
She sank at his feet, raising her hands
imploringly, and wept.
He was touched. The sight of this lovely
girl, thus passionate in her sorrow, kneeling at
his feet and imploring his pity, was more than
he could withstand. All the wild passion and
gross instincts which had been roused, were
now calmed again with the rapidity which is
usual in such moments of delirious excitement,
when the soul seems not only susceptible of
every influence bad or good, but also
susceptible of the most violent and rapid changes.
He threw himself upon a chair, and bade
her rise.
"God bless you! God bless you for that
word!" she sobbed. "There spoke my own
Cecil."
He was silent and humiliated. The flaring
light of the candles just expiring in the
socket, told her that they would soon be in
darkness; and she shuddered at the thought,
though not daring to disturb the sullen
meditation in which he was indulging, by any
prayer to him to depart. Each time the wayward
light in its capricious action seemed on
the point of being extinguished, a thrill of
horror ran over her. The returning brightness
brought returning courage.
Silent he sat,
Still as any stone,
His eyes fixed on the floor, a prey to a sort of
remorseful stupid anger, not only at having
been foiled, but at finding himself helpless in
the dilemma.
One of the candles went out. Only a feeble
vacillating glimmer was shed by the other;
but it was enough to show him that Blanche
had fainted. The emotions of the night had
so enfeebled her, that the terror of approaching
darkness made her senseless.
"I have killed her!" was the horrible
thought that presented itself to his mind. He
sprang forwards, raised her in his arms, and
looked eagerly into her ashy-pale countenance.
The second candle went out, and left them
in obscurity, which the delicate tints of early
morning peering through the window-curtains
scarcely lessened.
He dragged her out into the gallery, where
in a few minutes the keen air of morning
revived her. On coming to herself, she saw
the cold grey sky above, and Cecil's anxious
face bending down to catch the first glimpse
of returning life. A sweet sigh burst from
her, as she closed her eyes again, and leaned
her head upon his shoulder. It was like
awaking from a nightmare!
In a few minutes, she was sufficiently revived
to be able to stand. Not a word passed; but
her eyes were most eloquent, as in mute
thankfulness she fixed them on his agitated face.
Perhaps in all the emotions of that eventful
night, there had been none which rivalled in
peculiar and indescribable delight their present
sense of subsided agitation and terror. A
heavenly calmness had descended upon their
spirits. It was like the hushed stillness which
succeeds a storm, when the only sound is
that of the gentle dripping of rain-drops from
the leaves. Their feelings were in harmony
with the scene. The twittering of a few early
birds made them sensible of the deep repose
and quiet of the hour; and the pale streaks
of golden light, mixed with the heavy clouds
which during the night had lowered from the
sky, not inaptly represented the streaks of
light which in their own souls drove away the
clouds of darkness and tempest.
While in the mute enjoyment of this scene,
they were suddenly alarmed by the appearance
of a man emerging from the wood.
Another glance assured them it was Captain
Heath; and to avoid being seen they returned
to the bed-room.
"Heath is still prowling about," said Cecil
to her. "No doubt on the watch; so if any
means could be devised of my descending on
to the terrace, he would be certain to see me.
I must make a bold venture, and go through
the house. At this early hour, no one can be
awake. I will take off my boots, and creep
noiselessly along."
Captain Heath was returning, trying to persuade
himself that the ladder placed against
the arcade was purely accidental. No traces
of a post-chaise were to be seen; and, after all,
was not an elopement most improbable, when
his interview with Cecil was kept in mind?
It may seem strange, that one capable of
assisting his rival should feel so hurt at the
thought of an elopement. Yet the shock had
almost unmanned him. He roamed about,
like a criminal in a condemned cell,
endeavouring to persuade himself that his doom
cannot be executed—that a reprieve must
come. The truth is—and let it not impeach
his heroism, but rather enhance it, by showing
how great was his sacrifice—he had not fortitude
enough to bear the blow when it fell.
He had made up his mind to see his beloved
the wife of another; but he had not made up
his mind to see it so suddenly. Resigned to
his fate, he had not imagined his doom so near
its execution. Perhaps, in the secret recesses
of his soul, there were vague, unexpressed
hopes that something might occur to prevent
the marriage—that Vyner would refuse—that
Cecil would repent. In short, the vicissitudes
of life opened to him a hope; and faint as
that hope might be, we know at what reeds
the sinking man will snatch.
Rather than believe in an elopement, he
made up his mind to the position of the
ladder being an accident; and resolved at
length to seek his couch in sleep to forget the
troubles of his soul.
His bedroom was situated at the corner of
a corridor, at the end of which was Blanche's
room. His hand was upon the lock, and the
door ajar, when, emerging from the corridor,
Cecil turned the corner and came full upon his
rival.
What a look was that darted from each
startled and indignant face at this encounter!
Both were speechless—both deadly pale; the
muscles frightfully rigid; the eyes—oh! who
shall describe the lightnings of their terrible
eyes, glaring at each other like famished
jaguars!
It was but a look, and they separated.
In that look of horror, of rage, of triumph,
and despair, Cecil concentrated all
the hate and jealousy he felt, as well as all
the triumph in the pain he was inflicting—and
Captain Heath all the anguish at the
discovery of his rival having passed the
night in Blanche's room, and despair at the
irremediable destruction of all his hopes.
Throughout the varied scenes of after life,
that look was never altogether forgotten;
from time to time it would rise in the memory,
recalling with it all the poignant sensations
which the emotions of years could not
efface.
Not a word passed between them. The
captain went into his room, and closed the
door. Cecil crept to his room, and threw
himself undressed upon his bed; there, worn
out with the excitement of the last few
hours, he sank into a deep and dreamless
sleep.
Watching the flood of light gradually
spreading over the sky; watching, to use
Browning's fine expression,
Day, like a mighty river, flowing in,
Captain Heath sat forlorn at his window;
sleepless, motionless, hopeless. Measuring,
with cruel calmness, the wreck of all his
hopes; and, with stoic bitterness, the extent
of his suffering. Learning to look his misery
in the face; learning to stifle every vain
regret; learning to bear with manly courage
that which no unmanly wailing could alleviate.
Before he rose, he felt with the poet, that
Meeting what must be
Is half commanding it.
The next day, Blanche kept to her room,
pleading illness. Nothing passed between
Cecil and the captain; not even a look.
They studiously avoided each other.
By mere accident, the captain overheard
one of the grooms tell another that he had
seen Mr. Chamberlayne at the Crown Inn,
that day. It was a flash of light to him. The
visit to the Crown could only have been for the
purpose of securing a post-chaise. He resolved
to watch.
During the evening, Cecil was as gay as
usual, if not gayer; but he was closely watched
by the captain, and, when he retired for the
night, he made so many arrangements with
Violet and Tom Wincot for the morrow, that
the captain's suspicions were confirmed:—
"They are to elope to-night," he said; and
quietly stole out of the house.
About two hundred yards from the lodge
gates, beneath the shade of a magnificent
horse-chestnut, he espied, as he had anticipated, a
post-chaise in waiting. He went up to the
post-boy, and, holding up a crown, he said,—
"Will you answer a question, if paid for it?"
"Why, sir, that depends upon the sort of
question."
"You are employed by Mr. Chamberlayne
... I want to know whether you are going
towards London or Bristol. Will you tell
me?—five shillings for you, if you tell me
truly; broken bones on your return, if you
deceive me."
"Hm! you're not going to spoil my job?"
"Not I; I wish simply to know the fact."
"Well, then, hand here the money ... it's
to London."
The captain trembled:—
"To London! I thought so."
This information seemed to lend him an
energy he had not felt for some time—the
energy necessary for a struggle. Had Cecil
been going to Gretna Green, the captain would
have suffered him to depart in peace. But
certain suspicions of foul play had tormented him
ever since his meeting with Cecil at his
bed-room door.
"The villain!" he said to himself. "He
has accomplished her ruin, and now does not
even intend to marry her. But she has a
protector, thank God! ... I will shoot the
reprobate this very night."
He moved away; and, retiring behind the
hedge, carefully examined his pistols, which he
had brought with him, anticipating some use
for them.
Meanwhile, Cecil was placing the ladder for
Blanche to descend.
"Hark ye!" said Captain Heath, again
approaching the postilion. "As London is your
route, I propose accompanying you. There is
a crown, to ensure your blindness. I shall get
up behind. When you arrive at the first stage,
you will promise to pass the word on to the
postilion who succeeds you; he shall have
half-a-crown for his silence; and so on, till
we reach London. Is it a bargain?"
"Ay, surely, sir."
"Well, I will walk on. When you get
beyond the village, and reach the clump of
fir trees that skirt the road to the right of
Mrs. St. John's—you know it?"
"Yes, sir."
"There some part of the harness must get
out of order, and you must dismount to set it
right. While doing so, I will get up behind,
and then you may drive on as fast as you
please. D'ye hear?"
"Yes, sir; all right."
"Let me add, by way of precaution, that,
in case you should ride past, or attempt to
betray me, I am very capable of sending a
bullet through your head."
He drew out from his pocket one of his
pistols, much to the postilion's horror, and
then replacing it said,—
"Now we understand each other."
He strode rapidly on, as he finished this
speech, and was soon out of sight.
The night is cold, and the postilion gets
impatient; the more so as the recent little
conversation has not helped to raise his
spirits. To earn a crown by a facile
blindness is tempting enough; but he has an
uneasy apprehension of something unpleasant;
he dislikes the company of one who carries
pistols, and seems so determined to use them
on slight provocation.
But why tarry the lovers? It is long past
the appointed time.
Can they have been detected?—Is the elopement
frustrated?
Captain Heath anxiously asks himself these
questions; and perhaps the reader shares his
impatience. He has a readier means of satisfying
his curiosity, however, than the captain
had; for he has only to turn to the next
volume.
END OF VOL. I.
London: Printed by STEWART and MURRAY, Old Bailey.