Baltazar was not long in carrying out what,
in bitter self-colloquy, he called his Flambardian
campaign. He deliberately absented himself
from his work in the Mundham office and gave up all
his time to Sorio. He now encouraged this latter in
all his most dangerous manias, constantly leading the
conversation round to what he knew were exciting and
agitating topics and bringing him back again and
again to especial points of irritation and annoyance.
The days quickly passed, however, and Adrian,
though in a strange and restless mood, had still, in no
public manner, given evidence of insanity, and short,
of course, of some such public manifestation, his
treacherous friend’s plan of having him put under restraint,
fell to the ground.
Meanwhile, Nance’s preparations for her marriage
and for their entrance into their new home advanced
towards completion. It was within three days of the
date decided upon for their wedding when Nance, who
had had less time recently at her disposal for watching
her sister’s moods, came suddenly to the conclusion,
as, on a wild and stormy afternoon, she led her home
from the church, that something was seriously wrong.
At first, as they left the churchyard and began making
their way towards the bridge, she thought the gloom
of the evening was a sufficient reason for Linda’s despairing
silence, but as they advanced, with the wind
beating in their faces and the roar of the sea coming
to them over the dunes, she came to the conclusion
that the cause lay deeper.
But that night—it was the twenty-eighth of October—was
certainly desolate enough to be the cause of
any human being’s depression. The sun was sinking
as the sisters started for their walk home. A blood-red
streak, jagged and livid, like the mutilated back
of some bleeding monster, lay low down over the fens.
The wind wailed in the poplars, whistled through the
reeds, and sighed in long melancholy gasps like the sobbing
of some unhappy earth-spirit across the dykes
and the ditches. One by one a few flickering lamps
appeared among the houses of the town as the girls
drew near the river, but the long wavering lines of
light thrown by these across the meadows only increased
the general gloom.
“Don’t let’s cross at once,” said Linda suddenly,
when they reached the bridge. “Let’s walk along the
bank—just a little way! I feel excited and queer to-night.
I’ve been in the church so long. Please let’s
stay out a little.”
Nance thought it better to agree to the child’s caprice;
though the river-bank at that particular hour
was dark with a strange melancholy. They left the
road and walked slowly along the tow-path in the direction
away from the town. A group of cattle standing
huddled together near the path, rushed off into the
middle of the field.
The waters of the Loon were high—the tide flowing
sea-ward—and here and there from the windows of
some scattered houses on the opposite bank, faint
lights were reflected upon the river’s surface. A
strong smell of seaweed and brackish mud came up to
them from the dark stream.
“What secrets,” said Linda suddenly, “this old
Loon could tell, if it could speak! I call it a haunted
river.”
Nance’s only reply to this was to pull her sister’s
cloak more tightly round her shoulders.
“I don’t mean in the sense of having drowned so
many people,” Linda went on, “I mean in the sense of
being half-human itself.”
The words were hardly out of her mouth when a
slender dusky figure that had been leaning against the
edge of one of the numerous weirs that connect the
river-tides with the streams of the water-meadows, came
suddenly towards them and revealed herself as Philippa
Renshaw.
Both the girls drew back in instinctive alarm. Nance
was the first to recover.
“So you too are out to-night,” she said. “Linda
got so tired of practising, so we—”
Philippa interrupted her: “Since we have met,
Nance Herrick, there’s no reason why we shouldn’t talk
a little. Or do you think the people about here would
find that an absurd thing for us to do, as we’re both
in love with the same man, and you’re going to marry
him?”
She uttered these words so calmly and in so strange
a voice that Nance for the moment was too startled to
reply. She recovered herself quickly, however, and
taking Linda by the arm, made as if she would pass her
by, without further speech. But Philippa refused to
permit this. With the slow dramatic movement always
characteristic of her, she stepped into the middle of the
path and stopped them. Linda, at this, hung back,
trying to draw her sister away.
The two women faced one another in breathless silence.
It was too dark for them to discern more than
the vaguest outlines of each other’s features, but they
were each conscious of the extreme tension, which, like
a wave of magnetic force, at once united and divided
them. Nance was the first to break the spell.
“I’m surprised,” she said, “to hear you speak of
love. I thought you considered all that sort of thing
sentimental and idiotic.”
Philippa’s hand went up in a quick and desperate
gesture, almost an imploring one.
“Miss Herrick,” she whispered in a very low and
very clear tone, “you needn’t do that. You needn’t
say those things. You needn’t hurt me more than is
necessary.”
“Come away, Nance. Oh, please come away and
leave her!” interjected Linda.
“Miss Herrick, listen to me one moment!” Philippa
continued, speaking so low as almost to be inaudible.
“I have something to ask of you, something that you
can do for me. It isn’t very much. It isn’t anything
that you need suspect. It is a little thing. It’s nothing
you could possibly mind.”
“Don’t listen to her, Nance,” cried Linda again.
“Don’t listen to her.”
Philippa’s voice trembled as she went on, “I beg you,
I beg you on my knees to hear me. We two may never
meet again after this. Nance Herrick, will you, will
you let me speak?”
Linda leapt forward. She was shaking from head
to foot with fear and anger. “No,” she cried, “she
shall not listen to you. She shall not, she shall not.”
Nance hesitated, weary and sick at heart. She had
so hoped and prayed that all these lacerating contests
were over and done with.
Finally she said, “I think you must see, you must
feel, that between you and me there can be nothing—nothing
more—nothing further. I think you’ll be
wise, I think you’ll recognize it afterwards, to let me
go now, to let me go and leave us alone.” As she spoke
she drew away from her and put her arm round Linda’s
waist. “In any case,” she added, “I can’t possibly
hear you before this child. Perhaps, but I can’t promise
anything, but perhaps, some other day, when I’m
by myself.”
She gave one sad, half-sympathetic, half-reproachful
glance, at the frail shadowy figure standing mute and
silent; and then turning quickly, let herself be led away.
Linda swung round when they were some few paces
away. “She’ll never listen to you!” She called out,
in a shrill vibrating voice, “I won’t ever let her listen
to you.”
The growing darkness, made thicker by the river-mists,
closed in between them, and in a brief while their
very footsteps ceased to be heard. Philippa was left
alone. She looked round her. On the fen side of the
pathway there was nothing but a thick fluctuating
shadow, out of which the forms of a few pollard-willows
rose like panic-stricken ghosts. On the river itself
there shimmered at intervals a faint whitish gleam as
if some lingering relics of the vanished day, slow in
their drowning, struggled to rise to the surface.
She moved back again to the place where she had
been standing at the edge of the weir. Leaning upon
the time-worn plank rotten with autumn rains, she gazed
down into the dense blackness beneath. Nothing could
be seen but darkness. She might have been looking
down into some unfathomable pit, leading to the caverns
of the mid-earth.
A deathly cold wave of damp air met her face as she
leaned over the plank, and a hollow gurgling roar, from
the heavy volume of water swirling in the darkness,
rose to her ears. She could smell the unseen water;
and the smell of it was like the smell of dead black
leaves plucked forth from a rain pool in the heart of a
forest.
As she leaned forward with her soft breast pressing
against the wooden bar and her long slender fingers
clutching its edge, a sinister line of poetry, picked up
somewhere—she could not recall where—came into
her mind, and she found her lips mechanically echoing
it. “Like a wolf, sucked under a weir,” the line ran,
and over and over again she repeated those words.
Meanwhile Nance, as they returned across the bridge,
did her best to soothe and quiet her sister. The sudden
appearance of Philippa seemed to have thrown the
girl into a paroxysm of frenzy. “Oh, how I hate
her!” she kept crying out, “oh, how I loathe and hate
her!”
Nance was perplexed and bewildered by Linda’s mood.
Never had she known the girl to give way to feelings
of this sort. When at last she got her into their house,
and had seen her take off her things and begin tidying
herself up for their evening meal quite in her accustomed
way, she asked her point-blank what was the
matter, and why to-day, on this twenty-eighth of October,
she had suddenly grown different from her ordinary
self.
Linda, standing with bare arms by the mirror and
passing a comb through her heavy hair, turned almost
fiercely round.
“Do you want to know? Do you really want to
know?” she cried, throwing back her head and holding
the hair back with her hands. “It’s because of Philippa
that he has deserted me! It’s because of Philippa
that he hasn’t seen me nor spoken to me for a whole
month! It’s because of Philippa that he won’t answer
my letters and won’t meet me anywhere! It’s because
of Philippa that now—now when I most want him”—and
she threw the comb down and flung herself on her
bed—“he refuses to come to me or to speak a word.”
“How do you know it’s because of Philippa?” Nance
asked, distressed beyond words to find that in spite of
all her efforts Linda was still as obsessed by Brand as
ever before.
“I know from him,” the girl replied. “You needn’t
ask me any more. She’s got power over him, and she
uses it against me. If it wasn’t for her he’d have married
me before now.” She sat up on the edge of her
bed and looked woefully at her sister with large sunken
eyes. “Yes,” she went on, “if it wasn’t for her he’d
marry me now—to-day—and, oh, Nance, I want
him so! I want him so!”
Nance felt an oppressive weight of miserable helplessness
in the presence of this heart-stricken cry. As
she looked round the room and saw her various preparations
for leaving it and for securing the happiness
of her own love, she felt as though in some subtle way
she had once more betrayed the unhappy child. She
knew herself, only too well, what that famished and
starving longing is—that cry of the flesh and blood,
and the heart and the spirit, for what the eternal destinies
have put out of our reach!
And she could do nothing to help her. What could
she do? Now for the first time in her life, as she looked
at that lamentable youthful figure, dumbly pleading
with her for some kind of miracle, Nance was conscious
of a vague unformulated indignation against the whole
system of things that rendered this sort of suffering
possible. If only she were a powerful and a tender
deity, how she would hasten to end this whole business
of sex-life which made existence so intolerable! Why
could not people be born into the world like trees or
plants? And being born, why could not love instinctively
create the answering passion it craved, and not
be left to beat itself against cruel walls, after scorching
itself in the irresistible flame?
“Nance!” said the young girl suddenly. “Nance!
Come here. Come over to me. I want to tell you
something.”
The elder sister obeyed. It was not long—for hard
though it may be to break silence, these things are
quickly spoken—before she knew the worst. Linda,
with her arms clutched tightly round her, and her face
hidden, confessed that she was with child.
Nance leapt to her feet. “I’ll go to him,” she cried,
“I’ll go to him at once! Of course he must marry you
now. He must! He must! I’ll go to him. I’ll go
to Hamish. I’ll go to Adrian—to Fingal! He must
marry you, Linda. Don’t cry, little one. I’ll make it
all right. It shall be all right! I’ll go to him this
very evening.”
A faint flush appeared in Linda’s pale cheeks and
a glimmer of hope in her eyes. “Do you think, possibly,
that there’s any chance? Can there be any
chance? But no, no, darling, I know there’s none—I
know there’s none.”
“What makes you so sure, Linda?” asked Nance,
rapidly changing her dress, and as she did so pouring
herself out a glass of milk.
“It’s Philippa,” murmured the other in a low voice.
“Oh, how I hate her! How I hate her!” she continued,
in a sort of moaning refrain, twisting her long hair
between her fingers and tying the ends of it into a little
knot.
“Well, I’m off, my dear,” cried Nance at length,
finishing her glass of milk and adjusting her hat-pins.
“I’m going straight to find him. I may pick up Adrian
on the way, or I may not. It rather depends.
And I may have a word or two with Philippa. The
chances are that I shall overtake her if I go now. She
can’t have waited much longer down by the river.”
Linda rushed up to her and clasped her in her arms.
“My own darling!” she murmured, “how good you
are to me—how good you are! Do you know, I was
afraid to tell you this—afraid that you’d be angry
and ashamed and not speak to me for days. But, oh,
Nance, I do love him so much! I love him more than
my life—more than my life even now!”
Nance kissed her tenderly. “Make yourself some
tea, my darling, won’t you? We’ll have supper whenever
I come back, and that’ll be—I hope—with good
news for you! Good-bye, my sweetheart! Say your
prayers for me, and don’t be frightened however late
I am. And have a good tea!”
She kissed her again, and with a final wave of the
hand and an encouraging smile, she left the room and
ran down the stairs. She walked slowly to the top of
the street, her head bent, wondering in her mind whether
she should ask Adrian to go with her to the Renshaws’
or whether she should go alone.
The question was decided for her. As she emerged
on the green she suddenly came upon Sorio himself,
standing side by side with Philippa. They both turned
quickly as, in the flare of a wind-blown lamp, they perceived
her approach. They turned and awaited her
without a word.
Without a word, too—and in that slow dreamlike
manner which human beings assume at certain crises
in their lives, when fate like a palpable presence among
them takes their movements into its own hand—they
moved off, all three together, in the direction of the
park gates. Not a word did any of them utter, till,
having passed the gates, they were quite far advanced
along that dark and lonely avenue.
Then Philippa broke the silence. “I can say to her,
Adrian, what I’ve just said to you—mayn’t I?”
In the thick darkness, full of the heavy smell of
rain-soaked leaves, Sorio walked between them.
Nance’s hand was already resting upon his arm, and
now, as she spoke, Philippa’s fingers searched for his,
and took them in her own and held them feverishly.
“You can say what you please, Phil,” he muttered,
“but you’ll see what she answers—just what I told
you just now.”
Their tone of intimate association stabbed like a
knife at the heart of Nance. A moment ago—in
fact, ever since she had left her by the weir—she had
been feeling less antagonistic and more pitiful towards
her vanquished rival. But this pronoun “she” applied
mutually by them to herself, seemed to push her
back—back and away—outside the circle of some
mysterious understanding between the two. Her heart
hardened fiercely. Was this girl still possessed of some
unknown menacing power?
“What I asked Adrian,” said Philippa quietly, while
the pressure of her burning fingers within the man’s
hand indicated the strain of this quietness, “was
whether you would be generous and noble enough to give
him up to me for his last free day—the last day before
you’re married. Would you be large-hearted
enough for that?”
“What do you mean—‘give him up’ to you?” murmured
Nance.
Philippa burst in a shrill unearthly laugh. “Oh,
you needn’t be frightened!” she exclaimed. “You
needn’t be jealous. I only mean let me go with him,
for the whole day, a long walk—you know—or something
like that—perhaps a row up the river. It
doesn’t matter what, as long as I feel that that day is
my day, my day with him—the last, and the longest!”
She was silent, feverish, her fingers twining and twisting
themselves round her companion’s, and her breath
coming in quick gasps. Nance was silent also, and
they all three moved forward through the heavy fragrant
darkness.
“You two seem to have settled it between yourselves
definitely enough,” Nance remarked at last. “I don’t
really see why you need bring me into it at all. Adrian
is, of course, entirely free to do what he likes. I don’t
see what I have to do with it!”
Philippa’s hot fingers closed tightly upon Sorio’s as
she received this rebuff. “You see!” she murmured
in a tone that bit into Nance’s flesh like the tooth of
an adder. “You see, Adriano!” She shrugged her
shoulders and gave a low vindictive laugh. “She’s a
thorough woman,” she added with stinging emphasis.
“She’s what my mother would call a sweet, tender,
sensitive girl. But we mustn’t expect too much from
her, Adrian, must we? I mean in the way of generosity.”
Nance withdrew her hand from the arm of her betrothed
and they all three walked on in silence.
“You see what you’re in for, my friend,” Philippa
began again. “Once married it’ll be always like this.
That is what you seem unable to realize. It’s a mistake,
as I’ve often said, this mixing of classes.”
Nance could no longer restrain herself. “May I
ask what you mean by that last remark?” she whispered
in a low voice.
Philippa laughed lightly. “It doesn’t need much
explanation,” she replied. “Adrian is, of course, of
very ancient blood, and you—well, you betray yourself
naturally by this lack of nobility, this common
middle-class jealousy!”
Nance turned fiercely upon them, and clutching
Sorio’s arm spoke loudly and passionately. “And you—what
are you, who, like a girl of the streets, are
ready to pick up what you can of a man’s attentions
and attract him with mere morbid physical attraction?
You—what are you, who, as you say yourself, are
ready to share a man with some one else? Do you call
that a sign of good-breeding?”
Philippa laughed again. “It’s a sign at any rate
of being free from that stupid, stuffy, bourgeois respectability,
which Adrian is going to get a taste of
now! That very sneer of yours—‘a girl of the
streets’—shows the class to which you belong, Nance
Herrick! We don’t say those things. It’s what one
hears among tradespeople.”
Nance’s fingers almost hurt Sorio’s arms as she
tightened her hold upon him. “It’s better than being
what you are, Philippa Renshaw,” she burst out. “It’s
better than deliberately helping your brother to ruin
innocent young girls—yes, and taking pleasure in
seeing him ruining them—and then taunting them
cruelly in their shame, and holding him back from doing
them justice! It’s better than that, Philippa Renshaw,
though it may be what most simple-minded decent-hearted
women feel. It’s better than being reduced
by blind passion to have to come to another
woman and beg her on your knees for a ‘last day’ as
you call it! It’s better than that—though it may
be what ordinary unintellectual people feel!”
Philippa’s fingers grew suddenly numb and stiff in
Sorio’s grasp. “Do you know,” she murmured, “you
‘decent-feeling’ woman—if that’s what you call yourself—that
a couple of hours ago, when you left me
on the river bank, I was within an ace of drowning
myself? I suppose ‘decent-feeling’ women never run
such a risk! They leave that to ‘street-girls’ and—and—and
to us others!”
Nance turned to Sorio. “So she’s been telling you
that she was thinking of drowning herself? I thought
it was something of that kind! And I suppose you believed
her. I suppose you always believe her!”
“And he always believes you!” Philippa cried.
“Yes, he’s always deceived—the easy fool—by your
womanly sensitive ways and your touching refinement!
It’s women like you, without intelligence and without
imagination, who are the ruin of men of genius. A
lot you care for his work! A lot you understand of
his thoughts! Oh, yes, you may get him, and cuddle
him, and spoil him, but, when it comes to the point,
what you are to him is a mere domestic drudge! And
not only a drudge, you’re a drag, a burden, a dead-weight!
A mere mass of ‘decent-feeling’ womanliness—weighing
him down. He’ll never be able to write
another line when once you’ve really got hold of him!”
Nance had her answer to this. “I’d sooner he never
did write another line,” she cried, “and remain in his
sober senses, than be left to your influence, and be
driven mad by you—you and your diseased, morbid,
wicked imagination!”
Their two voices, rising and falling in a lamentable
litany of elemental antagonism—antagonism cruel as
life and deeper than death—floated about Sorio’s
head, in that perfumed darkness, like opposing streams
of poison. It was only that he himself, harassed by
long irritating debates with Baltazar, was too troubled,
too obsessed by a thousand agitating doubts, to have
the energy or the spirit to bring the thing to an end,
or he could not have endured it up to this point. With
his nerves shaken by Baltazar’s corrosive arts, and the
weight of those rain-heavy trees and thick darkness all
around him, he felt as if he were in some kind of trance,
and were withheld by a paralysing interdict from lifting
a finger. There came to him a sort of half-savage,
half-humorous remembrance of a conversation he had
once had with some one or other—his mind was too
confused to recall the occasion—in which he had upheld
the idealistic theory of the arrival of a day when
sex jealousy would disappear from the earth.
But as the girls continued to outrage each other’s
most secret feelings, each unconsciously quickening her
pace as she poured forth her taunts, and both dragging
Sorio forward with them, the feeling grew upon him
that he was watching some deep cosmic struggle, that
was, in its way, as inhuman and elemental as a conflict
between wind and water. With this idea lodged
in his brain, he began to derive a certain wild and fantastic
pleasure from the way they lacerated one another.
There was no coxcombry in this. He was far
too wrought-upon and shaken in his mind. But there
was a certain grim exultant enjoyment, as if he were,
at that moment, permitted a passing glimpse into some
dark forbidden “cellarage” of Nature, where the
primordial elements clash together in eternal conflict.
Inspired by this strange mood, he returned the pressure
of Philippa’s fingers, and entwined his arm round
the trembling form of his betrothed, drawing both the
girls closer towards him, and, in consequence, closer
towards one another.
They continued their merciless encounter, almost unconscious,
it seemed, of the presence of the man who
was the cause of it, and without strength left to resist
the force with which he was gradually drawing them together.
Suddenly the wind, which had dropped a little during
the previous hour, rose again in a violent and
furious gust. It tore at the dark branches above their
heads and went moaning and wailing through the thickets
on either side of them. Drops of rain, held in suspension
by the thicker leaves, splashed suddenly upon
their faces, and from the far distance, with a long-drawn
ominous muttering, that seemed to come from
some unknown region of flight and disaster, the sound
of thunder came to their ears.
Sorio dropped Philippa’s hand and embracing her
tightly, drew her, too, closely towards him. Thus interlocked
by the man’s arms, all three of them staggered
forward together, lashed by the wind and surrounded
by vague wood-noises that rose and fell mysteriously
in the impenetrable darkness.
The powers of the earth seemed let loose, and strange
magnetic currents in fierce antipodal conflict, surged
about them, and tugged and pulled at their hearts.
The sound of the thunder, the wild noises of the night,
the strange dark evocations of elemental hatred which
at once divided and united his companions, surged
through Sorio’s brain and filled him with a sort of
intoxication.
The three of them together might have been taken,
had the clock of time been put back two thousand
years, for some mad Dionysian worshippers following
their god in a wild inhuman revel.
Inspired at last by a sort of storm-frenzy, while the
wind came wailing and shrieking down the avenue into
their faces, Sorio suddenly stopped.
“Come, you two little fools,” he cried, “let’s end
this nonsense! Here—kiss one another! Kiss one
another, and thank God that we’re alive and free and
conscious, and not mere inert matter, like these dead
drifting leaves!”
As he spoke he stepped back a little, and with a
swing of his powerful arms, brought both the girls face
to face with one another. Nance struggled fiercely,
and resisted with all her strength. Philippa, with a
strange whispering laugh, remained passive in his hands.
“Kiss one another!” he cried again. “Are you kissing
or are you holding back? It’s too dark for me to
see!”
Philippa suddenly lost her passivity, slipped like a
snake from under his encircling arms, and rushed away
among the trees. “I leave her to you!” she called
back to them out of the darkness. “I leave her to
you! You won’t endure her long. And what will
Baptiste do, Adriano?”
This last word of hers calmed Sorio’s mood and threw
him back upon his essential self. He sighed heavily.
“Well, Nance,” he said, “shall we go back? It’s
no use waiting for her. She’ll find her way to Oakguard.
She knows every inch of these woods.” He
sighed again, as if bidding farewell, in one fate-burdened
moment, both to the woods and the girl who
knew them.
“You can go back if you like,” Nance answered
curtly. “I’m going to speak to Brand”; and she told
him in a brief sentence what she had learned from
Linda.
Sorio seized her hand and clutched it savagely.
“Yes, yes,” he cried, “yes, yes, let’s go together. He
must be taught a lesson—this Brand! Come, let’s go
together!”
They moved on rapidly and soon approached the
end of the avenue and the entrance to the garden. As
Sorio pushed open the iron gates, a sharp crack of
thunder, followed by reverberating detonations, broke
over their heads. The sudden flash that succeeded the
sound brought into vivid relief the dark form of the
house, while a long row of fading dahlias, drooping on
their rain-soaked stems, stood forth in ghastly illumination.
Nance had time to catch on Adrian’s face a look
that gave her a premonition of danger. Had she not
herself been wrought-up to an unnatural pitch of excitement
by her contest with Philippa, she would probably
have been warned in time and have drawn back,
postponing her interview with Brand till she could have
seen him alone. As it was, she felt herself driven forward
by a force she could not resist. “Now—very
now,” she must face her sister’s seducer.
A light, burning behind heavy curtains, in one of
the lower mullioned windows, enabled them to mount the
steps. As she rang the bell, a second peal of thunder,
but this time farther off, was followed by a vivid flash
of lightning, throwing into relief the wide spaces of
the park and the scattered groups of monumental
oak trees. For some queer psychic reason, inexplicable
to any material analysis, Nance at that moment
saw clearly before her mind’s eye, a little church
almanac, which Linda had pinned up above their
dressing-table, and on this almanac she saw the date—the
twenty-eighth of October—printed in Roman figures.
To the servant who opened the door Nance gave their
names, and asked whether they could see Mr. Renshaw.
“Mr. Renshaw,” she added emphatically, “and please
tell him it’s an urgent and important matter.”
The man admitted them courteously and asked them
to seat themselves in the entrance hall while he went
to look for his master. He returned after a short time
and ushered them into the library, where a moment
later Brand joined them.
During their moment of waiting, both in the hall and
in the room, Sorio had remained taciturn and inert,
sunk in a fit of melancholy brooding, his chin propped
on the handle of his stick. He had refused to allow the
servant to take out of his hands either his stick or his
hat, and he still held them both, doggedly and gloomily,
as he sat by Nance’s side opposite the carved fireplace.
When Brand entered they both rose, but he motioned
them to remain seated, and drawing up a chair for himself
close by the side of the hearth, looked gravely and
intently into their faces.
At that moment another rolling vibration of thunder
reached them, but this time it seemed to come from
very far away, perhaps from several miles out to sea.
Brand’s opening words were accompanied by a fierce
lashing of rain against the window, and a spluttering,
hissing noise, as several heavy drops fell through the
old-fashioned chimney upon the burning logs.
“I think I can guess,” he said, “why you two have
come to me. I am glad you have come, especially you,
Miss Herrick, as it simplifies things a great deal. It
has become necessary that you and I should have an
explanation. I owe it to myself as well as to you.
Bah! What nonsense I’m talking. It isn’t a case of
‘owing.’ It isn’t a case of ‘explaining.’ I can see
that clearly enough”—he laughed a genial boyish
laugh—“in your two faces! It’s a case of our own
deciding, with all the issues of the future clearly in
mind, what will be really best for your sister’s happiness.”
“She has not sent—” began Nance hurriedly.
“What you’ve got to understand—you Renshaw—”
muttered Adrian, in a strange hoarse voice,
clenching and unclenching his fingers.
Brand interrupted them both. “Pardon me,” he
cried, “you do not wish, I suppose, either of you, to
cause any serious shock to my mother? It’s absurd
of her, of course, and old-fashioned, and all that sort
of thing; but it would actually kill her—” he rose as
he spoke and uttered the words clearly and firmly. “It
would actually kill her to get any hint of what we’re
discussing now. So, if you’ve no objection, we’ll continue
this discussion in the work-shop.” He moved
towards the door.
Sorio followed him with a rapid stride. “You must
understand, Renshaw—” he began.
“If it’ll hurt your mother so,” cried Nance hurriedly,
“what must Linda be suffering? You didn’t
think of this, Mr. Renshaw, when you—”
Brand swung round on his heel. “You shall say
all this to me, all that you wish to say—everything,
do you hear, everything! Only it must and shall be
where she cannot overhear us. Wait till we’re alone.
We shall be alone in the work-shop.”
“If this ‘work-shop’ of yours,” muttered Sorio
savagely, seizing him by the arm, “turns out to be one
of your English tricks, you’d better—”
“Silence, you fool!” whispered the other. “Can’t
you stop him, Miss Herrick? It’ll be pure murder if
my mother hears this!”
Nance came quickly between them. “Lead on, Mr.
Renshaw,” she said. “We’ll follow you.”
He led them across the hall and down a long dimly
lit passage. At the end of this there was a heavily
panelled door. Brand took a key from his pocket and
after some ineffectual attempts turned the lock and
stood aside to let them enter. He closed the door behind
them, leaving the key on the outside. The “work-shop”
Brand had spoken of turned out to be nothing
more or less than the old private chapel of Oakguard,
disassociated, however, for centuries from any religious
use.
Nance glanced up at the carved ceiling, supported
on foliated corbels. The windows, high up from the
ground, were filled with Gothic tracery, but in place of
biblical scenes their diamonded panes showed the armorial
insignia of generations of ancient Renshaws.
There was a raised space at the east end, where, in former
times, the altar stood, but now, in place of an altar,
a carpenter’s table occupied the central position, covered
with a litter of laths and wood-chippings. The
middle portion of the chapel was bare and empty, but
several low cane chairs stood round this space, like
seats round a toy coliseum.
Brand indicated these chairs to his visitors, but
neither Nance nor Sorio seemed inclined to avail themselves
of the opportunity to rest. They all three,
therefore, stood together, on the dark polished oak
floor.
On first entering the chapel, Brand had lit one of a
long row of tapers that stood in wooden candlesticks
along the edge of what resembled choir stalls. Now,
leaving his companions, he proceeded very deliberately
to set light to the whole line of these. The place thus
illuminated had a look strangely weird and confused.
Certain broken flower-pots on the ground, and one
or two rusty gardening implements, combined with the
presence of the wicker-chairs to produce the impression
of some sort of “Petit Trianon,” or manorial summer-house,
into which all manner of nondescript rubbish had
in process of long years come to drift.
The coats-of-arms in the windows above, as the
tapers flung their light upon them, had an air almost
“collegiate,” as if the chamber were some ancient dining-hall
of a monastic order. The carpenter’s table
upon the raised dais, with some dimly coloured Italianated
picture behind it, inserted in the panelling, gave
Nance a most odd sensation. Where had she seen an
effect of that kind before? In a picture—or in
reality?
But the girl had no heart to analyse her emotions.
There was too much at stake. The rain, pattering
heavily on the roof of the building, seemed to remind
her of her task. She faced Brand resolutely as he
strolled back towards them across the polished floor.
“Linda has told me everything,” she said. “She is
going to have a child, and you, Mr. Renshaw, are the
father of it.”
Sorio made an inarticulate exclamation and approached
Brand threateningly. But the latter, disregarding
him, continued to look Nance straight in the
face.
“Miss Herrick,” he said quietly, “you are a sensible
woman and not one, I think, liable to hysteric sentimentalism.
I want to discuss this thing quite freely
and openly with you, but I would greatly prefer it if
your husband—I beg your pardon—if Mr. Sorio
would let us talk without interrupting. I haven’t got
unlimited time. My mother and sister will be both
waiting dinner for me and sending people to find me,
perhaps even coming themselves. So it’s obviously in
the interests of all of us—particularly of Linda—that
we should not waste time in any mock heroics.”
Nance turned quickly to her betrothed. “You’ll
hear all we say, Adrian, but if it makes things easier,
perhaps—”
Without a word, in mute obedience to her sad smile,
Sorio left their side, and drawing back, seated himself
in one of the wicker chairs, hugging his heavy stick
between his knees.
The rain continued falling without intermission upon
the leaden roof, and from a pipe above one of the
windows they could hear a great jet of water splashing
down outside the wall.
Brand spoke in a low hurried tone, without embarrassment
and without any sort of shame. “Yes, Miss
Herrick, what she says is quite true. But now come
down to the facts, without any of this moral vituperation,
which only clouds the issues. You have, no doubt,
come here with the idea of asking me to marry Linda.
No! Don’t interrupt me. Let me finish. But I want
to ask you this—how do you know that if I marry
Linda, she’ll be really any happier than she is to-day?
Suppose I were to say to you that I would marry her—marry
her to-morrow—would that, when you come
to think it over in cold blood, really make you happy in
your mind about her future?
“Come, Miss Herrick! Put aside for a moment
your natural anger against me. Grant what you
please as to my being a dangerous character and a bad
man, does that make me a suitable husband for your
sister? Your instinct is a common instinct—the natural
first instinct of any protector of an injured girl,
but is it one that will stand the light of quiet and reasonable
second thoughts?
“I am, let us say, a selfish and unscrupulous man
who has seduced a young girl. Very well! You want
to punish me for my ill-conduct, and how do you go
about it? By giving up your sister into my hands!
By giving up to me—a cruel and unscrupulous
wretch, at your own showing—the one thing you love
best in the world! Is that a punishment such as I deserve?
In one moment you take away all my remorse,
for no one remains remorseful after he has been punished.
And you give my victim up—bound hand and
foot—into my hands.
“Linda may love me enough to be glad to marry me,
quite apart from the question of her good fame. But
will you, who probably know me better than Linda, feel
happy at leaving her in my hands? Your idea may
be that I should marry her and then let her go. But
suppose I wouldn’t consent to let her go? And suppose
she wouldn’t consent to leave me?
“There we are—tied together for life—and she as
the weaker of the two the one to suffer for the ill-fated
bargain! That will not have been a punishment for
me, Nance Herrick, nor will it have been a compensation
for her. It will simply have worked out as a
temporary boredom to one of us, and as miserable
wretchedness to the other!
“Is that what you wish to bring about by this interference
on her behalf? It’s absurd to pretend that you
think of me as a mere hot-headed amorist, desperately
in love with Linda, as she is with me, and that, by
marrying us, you are smoothing out her path and settling
her down happily for the rest of her life. You
think of me as a cold-blooded selfish sensualist, and to
punish me for being what I am, you propose to put
Linda’s entire happiness absolutely in my hands!
“Of course, I speak to you like this knowing that,
whatever your feelings are, you have the instincts of a
lady. A different type of woman from yourself would
consider merely the worldly aspect of the matter and
the advantage to your sister of becoming mistress of
Oakguard. That, I know, does not enter, for one moment,
into your thoughts, any more than it enters into
hers. I am not ironical in saying this. I am not insulting
you. I am speaking simply the truth.
“Forgive me, Miss Herrick! Even to mention such
a thing is unworthy of either of us. I am, as you
quite justly realize—and probably more than you
realize—what the world calls unscrupulous. But no
one has ever accused me of truckling to public opinion
or social position. I care nothing for those things,
any more than you do or Linda does. As far as those
things go I would marry her to-morrow. My mother,
as you doubtless know, hopes that I shall marry her—wishes
and prays for it. My mother has never given
a thought, and never will give a thought, to the opinion
of the world. It isn’t in her nature, as no doubt you
quite realize. We Renshaws have always gone our
own way, and done what we pleased. My father did—Philippa
does; and I do.
“Come, Miss Herrick! Try for a moment to put
your anger against me out of the question. Suppose
you did induce me to marry Linda, and Linda to marry
me, does that mean that you make me change my nature?
We Renshaws never change and I never shall,
you may be perfectly sure of that! I couldn’t even if
I wanted to. My blood, my race, my father’s instincts
in me, go too deep. We’re an evil tribe, Nance Herrick,
an evil tribe, and especially are we evil in our relations
with women. Some families are like that, you
know! It’s a sort of tradition with them. And it is
so with us. It may be some dark old strain of Viking
blood, the blood of the race that burnt the monasteries
in the days of Æthelred the Unready! On the other
hand it may be some unaccountable twist in our brains,
due—as Fingal says—to—oh! to God knows what!
“Let it go! It doesn’t matter what it is; and I
daresay you think me a grotesque hypocrite for bringing
such a matter into it at all. Well! Let it go!
There’s really no need to drag in Æthelred the Unready!
What you and I have to do, Miss Herrick, is,
seriously and quietly, without passion or violence, to
discuss what’s best for your sister’s happiness. Put
my punishment out of your mind for the present—that
can come later. Your friend Mr. Sorio will be
only too pleased to deal with that! The point for us
to consider, for us who both love your sister, is, what
will really be happiest for her in the long run—and I
can assure you that no woman who ever lived could be
happy long tied hand and foot to a Renshaw.
“Look at my mother! Does she suggest a person
who has had a happy life? I tell you she would give
all she has ever enjoyed here—every stick and stone
of Oakguard—never to have set eyes on my father—never
to have given birth to Philippa or to me! We
Renshaws may have our good qualities—God knows
what they are—but we may have them. But one
thing is certain. We are worse than the very devil for
any woman who tries to live with us! It’s in our blood,
I tell you. We can’t help it. We’re made to drive
women mad—to drive them into their graves!”
He stopped abruptly with a bitter and hopeless shrug
of his shoulders. Nance had listened to him, all the
way through his long speech, with concentrated and
frowning attention. When he had finished she stood
staring at him without a word, almost as if she wished
him to continue; almost as if something about his personality
fascinated her in spite of herself, and made
her sympathetic.
But Sorio, who had been fidgetting with his heavy
stick, rose now, slowly and deliberately, to his feet.
Nance, looking at his face, saw upon it an expression
which from long association she had come to regard
with mingled tenderness and alarm. It was the look his
features wore when on the point of rushing to the assistance
of some wounded animal or ill-used child.
He uttered no word, but flinging Nance aside with
his left hand, with the other he struck blindly with his
stick, aiming a murderous blow straight at Brand’s
face.
Brand had barely time to raise his hand. The blow
fell upon his wrist, and his arm sank under it limp and
paralysed.
Nance, with a loud cry for assistance, clung frantically
to Sorio’s neck, trying to hold him back. But
apparently beyond all consciousness now of what he
was doing, Sorio flung her roughly back and drove his
enemy with savage repeated strokes into a corner of
the room. It was not long before Brand’s other arm
was rendered as useless as the first, and the blows falling
now on his unprotected head, soon felled him to the
ground.
Nance, who had flung open the door and uttered wild
and panic-stricken cries for help, now rushed across the
room and pinioned the exhausted flagellant in her
strong young arms. Seeing his enemy motionless and
helpless with a stream of blood trickling down his face,
Adrian resigned himself passively to her controlling
embrace.
They were found in this position by the two men-servants,
who came rushing down the passage in answer
to her screams. Mrs. Renshaw, dressing in her
room on the opposite side of the house, heard nothing.
The steady downpour of the rain dulled all other
sounds. Philippa had not yet returned.
Under Nance’s directions, the two men carried their
master out of the “work-shop,” while she herself continued
to cling desperately to Sorio. There had been
something hideous and awful to the girl’s imagination
about the repeated “thud—thud—thud” of the
blows delivered by her lover. This was especially so
after the numbing of his bruised arms reduced Adrian’s
victim to helplessness.
As she clung to him now she seemed to hear the
sound of those blows—each one striking, as it seemed,
something resistless and prostrate in her own being.
And once more, with grotesque iteration, the figures
upon Linda’s almanac ticked like a clock in answer to
the echo of that sound. “October the twenty-eighth—October
the twenty-eighth,” repeated the church-almanac,
from its red-lettered frame.
The extraordinary thing was that as her mind began
to function more naturally again, she became conscious
that, all the while, during that appalling scene, even
at the very moment when she was crying out for help,
she had experienced a sort of wild exultation. She recalled
that emotion quite clearly now with a sense of
curious shame.
She was also aware that while glancing at Brand’s
pallid and unconscious face as they carried him from
the room, she had felt a sudden indescribable softening
towards him and a feeling for him that she would
hardly have dared to put into words. She found herself,
even now, as she went over in her mind with lightning
rapidity every one of the frightful moments she
had just gone through, changing the final episode in
her heart, to quite a different one; to one in which she
herself knelt down by their enemy’s side, and wiped the
blood from his forehead, and brought him back to consciousness.
Left alone with Sorio, Nance relaxed her grasp and
laid her hands appealingly upon his shoulder. But it
was into unseeing eyes that she looked, and into a face
barely recognizable as that of her well-beloved. He
began talking incoherently and yet with a kind of terrible
deliberation and assurance.
“What’s that you say? Only the rain? They say
it’s only the rain when they want to fool me and quiet
me. But I know better! They can’t fool me like that.
It’s blood, of course; it’s Nance’s blood. You, Nance?
Oh, no, no, no! I’m not so easily fooled as that.
Nance is at the bottom of that hole in the wood, where
I struck her—one—two—three! It took three hits
to do it—and she didn’t speak a word, not a word, nor
utter one least little cry. It’s funny that I had to hit
her three times! She is so soft, so soft and easy to
hurt. No, no, no, no! I’m not to be fooled like that.
My Nance had great laughing grey eyes. Yours are
horrible, horrible. I see terror in them. She was
afraid of nothing.”
His expression changed, and a wistful hunted look
came into his face. The girl tried to pull him towards
one of the chairs, but he resisted—clasping her hand
appealingly.
“Tell me, Phil,” he whispered, in a low awe-struck
voice, “tell me why you made me do it. Did you think
it would be better, better for all of us, to have her
lying there cold and still? No, no, no! You needn’t
look at me with those dreadful eyes. Do you know,
Phil, since you made me kill her I think your eyes have
grown to look like hers, and your face, too—and all
of you.”
Nance, as he spoke, cried out woefully and helplessly.
“I am! I am! I am! Adrian—my own—my
darling—don’t you know me? I am your Nance!”
He staggered slowly now to one of the chairs, moving
each foot as he did so with horrible deliberation
as if nothing he did could be done naturally any more,
or without a conscious effort of will. Seating himself
in the chair, he drew her down upon his knee and began
passing his fingers backwards and forwards over
her face.
“Why did you make me do it, Phil?” he moaned,
rocking her to and fro as if she were a child. “Why
did you make me do it? She would have given me
sleep, if you’d only let her alone, cool, deep, delicious
sleep! She would have smoothed away all my troubles.
She would have destroyed the old Adrian and made a
new one—a clear untroubled one, bathed in great
floods of glorious white light!”
His voice sank to an awe-struck and troubled murmur.
“Phil, my dear,” he whispered, “Phil, listen to
me. There’s something I can’t remember! Something—O
God! No! It’s some one—some one most precious
to me—and I’ve forgotten. Something’s happened
to my brain, and I’ve forgotten. It was after
I struck those blows, those blows that made her mouth
look so twisted and funny—just like yours looks now,
Phil! Why is it, do you think, that dead people have
that look on their mouths? Phil, tell me; tell me what
it is I’ve forgotten! Don’t be cruel now. I can’t stand
it now. I must remember. I always seem just on the
point of remembering, and then something in my brain
closes up, like an iron door. Oh, Phil—my love, my
love, tell me what it is!”
As he spoke he clasped the girl convulsively, crushing
her and hurting her by the strength of his arms.
To hear him address her thus by the name of her rival
was such misery to Nance that she was hardly conscious
of the physical distress caused by his violence. It was
still worse when, relaxing the force of his grasp, he
began to fondle and caress her, stroking her face with
his fingers and kissing her cheeks.
“Phil, my love, my darling!” he kept repeating,
“please tell me—please, please tell me, what it is I’ve
forgotten!”
Nance suffered at that moment the extreme limit of
what she was capable of enduring. She dreaded every
moment that Philippa herself would come in. She
dreaded the reappearance of the servants, perhaps
with more assistance, ready to separate them and
carry Adrian away from her. To feel his caresses
and to know that in his wild thoughts they were not
meant for her at all—that was more, surely more,
than God could have intended her to suffer!
Suddenly she had an inspiration. “Is it Baptiste
that you’ve forgotten?”
The word had an electrical effect upon him. He
threw her off his lap and leapt to his feet.
“Yes,” he cried savagely and wildly, the train of
his thoughts completely altered, “you’re all keeping
him away from me! That’s what’s at the bottom of
it! You’ve hidden Nance from me and given me this
woman who looks like her but who can’t smile and
laugh like my Nance, to deceive me and betray me!
I know you—you staring, white-faced, frightened
thing! You don’t deceive me! You don’t fool Adrian.
I know you. You are not my Nance.”
She had staggered away, a few paces from him, when
he first threw her off, and now, with a heart-rending
effort, she tried to smooth the misery out of her face
and to smile at him in her normal, natural way. But
the effort was a ghastly mockery. It was little wonder,
seeing her there, so lamentably trying to smile into
his eyes, that he cried out savagely: “That’s not my
Nance’s smile. That’s the smile of a cunning mask!
You’ve hidden her away from me. Curse you all—you’ve
hidden her away from me—and Baptiste, too!
Where is my Baptiste—you staring white thing?
Where is my Baptiste, you woman with a twisted
mouth?”
He rushed fiercely towards her and seized her by
the throat. “Tell me what you’ve done with him,” he
cried, shaking her to and fro, and tightening his grasp
upon her neck. “Tell me, you devil! Tell me, or I’ll
kill you.”
Nance’s brain clouded and darkened. Her senses
grew confused and misty. “He’s going to strangle
me,” she thought, “and I don’t care! This pain won’t
last long, and it will be death from his hand.”
All at once, however, in a sudden flash of blinding
clearness, she realized what this moment meant. If she
let him murder her, passively, unresistingly, what would
become of him when she was dead? Simultaneously
with this thought something seemed to rise up, strong
and clear, from the depths of her being, something powerful
and fearless, ready to wrestle with fate to the
very end.
“He shan’t kill me!” she thought. “I’ll live to save
us both.” Tearing frantically at his hands, she struggled
backwards towards the open door, dragging him
with her. In his mad blood-lust he was horribly, murderously
strong; but this new life-impulse, springing
from some supernatural level in the girl’s being, proved
still stronger. With one tremendous wrench at his
wrists she flung him from her; flung him away with
such violence that he slipped and fell to the ground.
In a moment she had rushed through the doorway and
closed and locked the heavy door behind her. Even
at the very second she achieved this and staggered
faint and weak against the wall, what seemed to her
rapidly clouding senses a large concourse of noisy
people carrying flickering lights, swept about her. As
they came upon her she sank to the floor, her last impression
being that of the great dark eyes of Philippa
Renshaw illuminated by an emotion which was beyond
her power of deciphering, an emotion in which her
mind lost itself, as she tried to understand it, in a deep
impenetrable mist, that changed to absolute darkness
as she fainted away.