“Hey! What’s that? D’ye hear something
crawling along the ground to the right there?”
Gunn got to his feet and looked over the
parapet. He peered into the darkness. Then
he turned his head to one side and listened.
There was no sound but the droning of the
rain, falling on the sodden, naked earth of
the battle-front.
“I can hear nothing,” he said. “Probably
it was a rat you heard.”
He yawned and added:
“God! Is this rain never going to stop?
There’s eight inches of water at the bottom
of this post already.
Oh! Oh! Oh!
This is a lovely war.
If I ever have a son I’ll bring him up in
petticoats.”
He had been dozing on the fire-step, when
Lamont, the sentry, kicked him. Now, as
he awoke fully, he began to shudder with
cold. He rubbed his eyes and cursed. Then
he noticed that Lamont, who leaned over
the parapet beside him, was trembling
violently.
“What’s the matter, towny?” he said
tenderly. “Cold?”
Lamont did not answer. He trembled
still more violently. Instinctively, he moved
his body closer to Gunn. Gunn put his arm
around the youth’s shoulder and shook
him.
“Hey!” he said gruffly. “Come on,
Louis. What’s the matter? Got the wind
up? Cripes! I can’t see my hand.”
He held out his hand in front of his face
and peered at it.
“I’m all right,” whispered Lamont in a
trembling voice. “It’s only that bloke crawling
about... out there... that...”
“Oh! To hell with him!” said Gunn,
taking away the hand that lay on Lamont’s
shoulder and inserting it in his left armpit,
beneath his great-coat, in order to scratch
himself. “There’s nobody out there. It’s
only a rat. You sit down and have a draw
at a fag. I’ll stand here. Come on. Get
out of it. God bless the man who invented
fags anyway. Oh! Christ! I’m sleepy. If
my mother saw me now she’d take to drink.
Phew! I must have water on the brain.
I’m soaked to the marrow. Step down,
lad, and light up. I’ll have a draw after
you.”
Lamont got down hurriedly, crouched
against the base of the parapet, took off his
steel helmet and rummaged within the band
until he found a packet of Woodbines. He
took one from the packet and hurriedly put
on his hat. Rain had begun to fall on his
shorn skull, making it feel terribly cold.
“Poor little bastard!” muttered Gunn,
now scratching himself with both hands.
“It’s tough on a youngster. Christ! What
a life!”
He shook his fist at No Man’s Land and
growled:
“Come on, you devil! Do your best. You
won’t do me in.”
They were in the outpost occupied by the
bombing section of No. 2 Platoon. They had
been in the line for forty-eight hours and it
had rained ceaselessly all that time. There
was no dug-out, except an elephant frame
which covered the Corporal’s corner. Eight
of them had to sleep in the water that covered
the bottom of the hole. It was impossible
to drum up. Everybody was exhausted and
demoralised; especially young Lamont, who
was unused to the trenches and was only a
youth of nineteen.
“Say, Bill,” whispered Lamont from the
bottom of the hole. “I can’t light this fag.
My hands are numb.”
Gunn stepped down.
“Give it to me,” he said.
Sheltering his head under Lamont’s oil-sheet,
he took the cigarette and the box of
matches.
“Cigarette is wet now,” he said. “So are
the matches. Blast it!”
It took him a long time to light the
cigarette. He puffed at it three times and
then stood up.
“Here,” he said, “have a draw. Do
ye good. Blast this rain!”
He leaned over the parapet and began again
to scratch himself.
“Say, Louis,” he whispered, “are they
biting you?”
“No,” said Lamont, smoking eagerly. “At
least, I don’t notice.”
“You’d notice if they were,” said Gunn.
“Always worse when you wake up. That
bloody creosote I put on my shirt only
made them worse. Hello! That’s not a
rat.”
He heard a sound in front; obviously a
man crawling about in the mud, dragging
his body along the ground, or hauling something
heavy. Lamont also heard the sound
and jumped to his feet.
“There it is again,” he whispered excitedly.
“Do you hear it?”
“Sit down,” said Gunn. “I hear it all
right. It’s probably that sniper we were
talking to yesterday evening. He’s all
right.”
“I don’t think so,” said Lamont nervously.
“They might be creeping up on us to capture
us by surprise.”
“Well! What about it if they capture us?”
said Gunn. “We couldn’t be worse off as
prisoners.”
“But they might kill us.”
“Oh! Shut up, for God’s sake!”
“The Corporal said this post was in a
dangerous position, stuck out in front of the
line.”
“You’ll drive me mad,” said Gunn. “Can’t
you learn how to soldier? As long as that
sniping post is there within one hundred yards
of us, they can’t shell us. See? Anyway...
They’re just as fed up as we are. It is only
somebody coming to relieve that sniper.
There you are. Listen. Hear them whispering?”
They listened. Above the droning of the
rain, they heard voices muttering in the
darkness. The voices did not seem human to
them, as the words, uttered in a strange
language, had no meaning in their ears.
They appeared to be sounds uttered by
animals.
“Hear them?” said Gunn. “Funny,
isn’t it, hearing these two blokes muttering
out there in their queer lingo. A Mills’
bomb’d give those blokes a queer fright now,
I bet. Still, he wasn’t a bad little fellow,
that sniper we were talking to yesterday
evening. The bloody big lump of chocolate
he gave us for two Woodbines. Old Reilly
made him eat a bit before we swopped.
It might be poisoned, he said. ‘You no fire,
I no fire,’ said the bloody little Jerry. Funny
little bloke with a ginger moustache. I’ve
seen lots of Jerries in the States before the
war. Great bloody beer sharks. Good-natured
blokes. They’re just driven to it,
same as we are. Still, I’d like to drop a
bomb on top of those two out there.”
Lamont shuddered. They listened in
silence again to the muttering.
“Shouldn’t we call the Corporal all the
same?” said Lamont. “It might be...
they might be... it might be an
attack.”
“He’ll give you hell if you wake him,”
said Gunn. “Hear him snore?”
The two enemy soldiers stopped chattering
and began to move away.
“What did I tell you?” said Gunn.
“See? They’re moving off.”
They listened to the queer, brutal sound
of two human bodies dragging themselves
over the sodden mud in the darkness.
“It’s funny,” said Lamont, “those two
blokes are soldiers same as we are, with people
at home. And they’re wet and lousy and
hungry and fed-up same as we are too.
But we think... I mean to say that
whenever I think of Fritz I see him only as
some cruel giant that’s.... No! But just
as an enemy. What’s an enemy, I wonder?
It’s something....”
“Jesus!” said Gunn. “You’re only a
kid. You have funny notions. You go and
have a sleep. I’ll stand here for you.”
“I can’t sleep,” said Lamont. “I’d rather
stand here and talk to you, if you don’t
mind.”
Gunn cursed and said:
“You put the wind up me. Strike
me bloody stiff but you do. You can’t
stand this racket and you shouldn’t be
here.”
“Here,” said Lamont, “have the rest of
this fag.”
Gunn took the cigarette. He lowered his
head as he drew at it, lest the glow might be
seen.
“It’s queer,” said Lamont, “how a fellow
never gets anything wrong with him in the
trenches. I’ve been soaked to the skin for
two days and I’ve slept in water. Still...
I haven’t got a cold. At home, if I got wet
like this I’d catch pneumonia. I wish I
could get pneumonia. I’d get as far as the
base anyway.”
“Shut up, for God’s sake!” muttered
Gunn, drawing eagerly at the butt of his
cigarette. “No use talking like that.
Probably be dead before you got to the dressing
station. Put that idea out of your head.
You’ve got to stick it, mate.”
He threw down the butt of his cigarette.
It sizzled in the water.
“You’ve been wounded twice, haven’t
you, Bill?” said Lamont.
“Yes.”
“What’s it like?”
“How do you mean? Hospital?”
“No. What’s it like getting hit? Does
it hurt much?”
“How do I know? I don’t remember.
It hurt like hell at the dressing station.
Quit talking about it. You’d drive anybody
into a funk. You’re like a woman. Can’t
you sit down and have a sleep?”
“No. I don’t want to sleep.”
Gunn spat, cursed, rummaged in his clothes
under his gas mask, grunted, pulled out his
hand and cracked a louse against the butt of
his rifle.
“I’m crawling with them,” he said, shuddering.
“It’s in the blood. The longer
you’re out here the worse you get.”
“Is there no way of getting out of here?”
said Lamont.
“There’s only two ways,” said Gunn
angrily. “You either go West or get a
blighty. Now quit it or I’ll give you a crack
on the jaw. You’ll drive me mad. I’ve
got enough of a job looking after myself
without looking after you. You’re always
nagging like a woman. Blimme! Can’t you
be cheerful sometimes?”
Lamont sat down on the fire-step. He got
up almost at once, clutched Gunn’s arm and
whispered excitedly:
“Say, Bill, I can’t stick this any longer.
I’ll go mad. Can’t you get me out of it?”
Gunn gripped the lad with both hands and
shook him.
“What are you driving at?” he said.
“Eh?”
“You could do me a good turn if you
wanted to,” whispered Lamont.
“How d’ye mean? I can’t get myself
out of it.”
“Give me a blighty one.”
“What?”
“Lots have done it, haven’t they?”
“That’s enough now,” whispered Gunn,
in a voice that was both angry and panic-stricken.
“Pull yourself together. You’re
a fine mucking-in chum to have. By God!”
Lamont dropped his face on his arms,
against the muddy sandbags of the parapet.
Gunn took him roughly in his arms and
muttered:
“Listen. I know what’s the matter with
you. I’m going to give you a good punch in
the jaw if you’re not careful. You’re just
nagging like a woman. Chuck it.”
“Let me alone,” said Lamont, in a broken
whisper. “Only for mother, I’d do myself
in. They’d tell her.”
“You’ll do no such thing,” said Gunn.
“I’ll see to that. I’ve no mother, but at
your age I could stick this on my own legs,
without no mother. Aye! And a double
ration of it, boy. Damn this rain! That’s
the cause of it. Rain. Mud. Lice. Curse it!”
He looked up at the sky and clenched his
fist, as if threatening heaven.
He was a huge fellow, so burly that he
looked stocky, although he was well over
six feet in height. He looked a typical
fighter, with a thick neck, square jaws and a
body like a full sack. His right ear was
battered. There was a scar on his left cheek.
He was thirty-two years old and he had
laboured for wages since his boyhood, but
his body had not become demoralised by
enslaved toil. Nature had taken great pains
with this seemingly crude and large individual,
endowing him with muscles and sinews that
refused to be stiffened by monotonous labour,
and with a spirit that hardship could not
conquer. He had a simple soul, which shone
through his great, blue eyes; giving the lie
to the cruel strength of his neck, his jaws, his
heavy-lipped mouth, his massive shoulders,
chest and thighs.
He was like a mastiff, that most ferocious-looking
and most gentle of all animals;
who, however, when roused or made vicious
by brutal treatment, becomes as ferocious
as he looks.
He looked down at Lamont and said,
“You’ll drive me daft. I’m blowed if I
know why I muck in with you. Strike me
stiff, if I do. You’re like a woman.”
Then he shuddered and looked into the
darkness.
“You’ve been out here now,” he said, “for
three months. You should be getting used
to it by now. But you’re not.”
“I can’t help it,” whispered the youth,
“I’m all in.”
Gunn shuddered again and struck himself
a violent blow on the chest. Then he
cursed and said with extraordinary anger:
“Now listen to me. I’ve been out here
over two years on this lousy front and I’m
as fed up with it as you are. I don’t give
a curse who wins this rotten war and I’d
like to run my bayonet through the fellahs
that started it. We’re just fighting for a
gang of robbers, as ’79 Duncan said. I’ve
got my eyes open now, although I hadn’t
when I enlisted. I came thousands of bloody
miles to enlist. Jumped freight all the way
from Seattle, Washington, to New York, and
then to Liverpool as a trimmer on a liner.
See? I walked into it. But if I ever get
desperate, same as you are, I’m not going to
try and get out of it by wounding myself
or running across No Man’s Land to bloomin’
Fritz with my hands up.”
He spat and added:
“That’s a coward’s way out of it. I
promised to soldier and soldier I will, though
I hate their guts, from the lousiest Lance-Jack
to the Skipper.”
He spat again, cursed, looked at Lamont
and said almost nervously:
“Jesus! You put the wind up me. I
was married once to a woman, way up in
Nova Scotia, when I was working on a weekly
boat. She was just like you. She had me
worn to a ghost. I left her, by Jesus, one
night, after giving her a bloody good hiding.
I went out west and never saw her again.”
He peered down into the post, towards the
corner where Corporal Williams lay asleep
under an elephant frame. The Corporal
was just a dun blur, from which sounds of
snoring came. The dim forms of his comrades
lay tossing in their sleep at the bottom of
the hole, some of them with their feet in
muddy water. Gunn tipped Lamont and
whispered, jerking his head towards the
Corporal:
“If he heard what you said, d’ye know
what you’d get? Eh?”
Lamont shuddered, wiped his face with his
sleeve and said:
“I don’t care. They can put me up
before the firing squad whenever they like.
I’m fed up.”
Gunn ground his teeth.
“Then what the hell did you enlist in this
mob for?” he said. “This is the worst
regiment in the whole army. Ye knew that.
It’s the best regiment, too! For I’ve seen our
fellahs, by God, go through worse than hell.
They’re gathered from all corners of the
earth, the toughest of the tough. You
should have joined the Army Medical
Corps.”
“I wish I had no mother,” whimpered
Lamont.
“I can’t stand this,” growled Gunn to
himself. “As sure as hell I’m going to get
into trouble over this kid.”
Lamont had joined the battalion three
months previously at a rest camp. When
they saw him, the tough soldiers greeted him
with jeering laughter. He was a beautiful
boy, with pink cheeks, dazzling white teeth
like a girl and big blue eyes. He did not
swear or drink and it was obvious at once
that he had never been used to any hardship.
Almost as soon as he arrived he began to
receive parcels of food and cigarettes with
every post. It became known that his people
were well-to-do and that he had a mother who
doted on him and that he was an only child.
Gunn took him under his protection and
cared for him like a father or a big brother.
At first it made Gunn very happy. There
had been no gentle influence like this in his
rough and nomad life. He almost shed tears
when he got a letter from Lamont’s mother
thanking him for being kind to her boy.
“God will bless you for it. He is the light
of my eyes. My heart would break if anything
happened to my darling boy.” Gunn
had also reached the age when a virile man,
who has no children, begins to look upon
youth with longing; when the fear of death
and old age begins to conquer the arrogant
confidence of youth.
But after a while he became aware that
the boy was sapping his strength. The boy
lived on his nerves. Not only did he have to
do the boy’s work, but he had to comfort him,
to lend him courage.
And now the boy’s cowardice was sapping
his sense of discipline; that extraordinary
religion of the soldier which is proof against
the greatest tortures; something that is
brutally beautiful.
“Listen,” he said, “that’s the worst act
of cowardice a soldier can commit. And
what’s more, you can’t get away with it.
If a man could do that without feeling
ashamed of himself, d’ye think there’d be a
man left on this front? But, ye see, them
blokes back there are too cute.” He nodded
his head to the rear. “You can’t beat them.”
He touched his forehead. “Up there they’ve
got it. Brains! We’re mugs. Look at it
that way. Supposing it wasn’t a cowardly
thing to give yourself a blighty one? Let’s
say you do it and get back the line. What
happens? They’ll cop you. Sure as hell.
They’ve got blokes hired specially for copping
self-inflicted wounds. They’ve got smart at
it now. At first, you could get into hospital
by eating a bar of soap. Now, if you try on
any silly stunt, they put you in dock till
you get better and then you’re for it. I know.
I’ve been out here nearly two years and I’ve
seen many a man, good men too, chancing
their arms. Thirty-Nine Townshend tried
to wound himself in the head when we were
in the straw trenches. The blighter blew his
brains out by mistake. Eighty-Four Flynn
broke his leg with an entrenching tool at
Neuve Chapelle. They copped him. Ginger
Moriarty was caught by an officer trying to
wound himself in the thigh with his rifle. He
got what was coming to him all right. Christ!
They’ve got an hospital away back there for
self-inflicted wounds. There’s nothing to
it.”
He dug his fist into Lamont’s back and
said:
“Savvy?”
“I’ll get out of it somehow,” said Lamont
with strange coolness.
Gunn peered at him in the darkness,
almost with terror. A stupid fellow, the
youth’s curious feminine cunning unnerved
him, and made him also feel the temptation
to do something shameful and desperate.
The youth’s obstinate determination to save
himself from the horrible life of the trenches
roused in Gunn a dangerous desire for freedom.
This desire was dangerous for Gunn because
he was a brave soldier, who knew there
was no means of escape, other than death or
disablement inflicted by the enemy.
Terrified by the temptation inspired by the
boy’s words and manner, he instinctively
glanced again towards the corner where the
Corporal snored.
“Quit that!” he whispered savagely, turning
back to Lamont. “What are ye driving
at now? Desertion? ’Fifty-Seven Flood
tried that at Armentières. What happened
to him? Caught on the wires and riddled
with bullets. Disgraced his bloody company.
Jerry’d make ye sorry ye came if ye got there.
He doesn’t want his own men trying that on,
so he’d make an example of ye.”
“I’ll get out of it somehow,” said Lamont
coldly.
“God Almighty!” muttered Gunn.
They became silent, standing side by side,
looking out into the darkness over the parapet.
With their steel hats and their oil-sheets,
which they wore, laced about their throats,
over their great coats, they looked like
ghouls in the gloom, buried to their waists in
a hole; while all round them the earth lay
naked, turned into mud, holed, covered with
the horrid débris of war, emitting a stench of
rotting, unburied corpses.
From the pitch-dark sky the rain fell,
unceasing and monotonous, like the droning
of brine water falling on a floor of black
rocks from the roof of a subterranean cave
where moaning seals are hidden and flap
about upon their ledges; sounds from a dead
world; the mysterious gloom of the primeval
earth, where no life had yet arisen; no sap
of growing things; nothing but worms and
rats feeding on death.
Clods of dislodged mud slipped from the
sides of holes, flopped into blood-stained
pools, sank and turned into slime.
The silence was horrid.
CHAPTER II
Suddenly there was a loud crash in front.
Lamont immediately ducked his head.
“What’s that?” he whispered.
Another crash followed, a belching sound,
preceded by a fountain of fire that rose,
widening into an arch, with great swiftness
and vanished in an instant. There was a
series of crashes. When the sound of the
last explosion died away, there was silence
for a little while. Then a machine gun
began to cackle some distance to the right.
That made a vicious sound; a snake’s hissing
magnified.
“That’s one of ours,” said Gunn, looking
to the right. “Something must be happening.
There were orders not to fire unless...”
He ducked as a shell came whizzing over
the post from the rear and, dropping short,
burst ten yards in front of the post with a
deafening roar. Immediately the men
awakened from their sleep. They tossed
about, instinctively making a movement
to stand up and with the same instinct
crouching for shelter when they realised that
a shell had dropped near.
“Hey! What’s that?” came the
Corporal’s voice from under the elephant
frame.
Gunn opened his mouth to say something
to the Corporal, but closed his mouth without
speaking and sheltered his head quickly.
An enemy machine gun raked the post from
end to end. Its sound was guttural, as if
hoarse with fury.
Again the explosives boomed, now farther
away, seemingly heavier, their harshness
dulled by distance.
Gunn crawled stooping through the post
to the Corporal. The Corporal was trying to
crawl out of his shelter over two men who
lay in the doorway, and who cursed one
another, helplessly trying to disentangle their
equipment.
“I think he’s blowing up his front line,
Corporal,” said Gunn. “We’ve opened fire
on the right.”
“Eh?” said the Corporal. “What
dropped there in front?”
“One of ours,” said Gunn. “It fell short.”
“Fred Karno’s bloody artillery,” said the
Corporal. “Stand to, everybody.”
Gunn crawled back, seized his rifle and got
ready to open fire.
“Stand to,” cried the Corporal, kicking at
a man who was trying to put on his gas
mask. “What are you doing?”
He pawed at the man.
“I’m taking no chances,” said a querulous
voice.
“Who gave orders for gas masks?” said
the Corporal.
“I’m taking no chances,” answered the
voice.
“Get your blasted rifle and stand to,”
said the Corporal. “Jump to it, everybody.
Heads!”
The enemy machine gun was now rattling
on the elephant frame.
“They’ve opened fire on us, Corporal,”
cried a voice, dazed with sleep.
“What d’ye think I am?” cried the
Corporal. “Deaf and dumb?”
Two enemy shells dropped behind the post,
the sound of their explosion almost smothered
by the sodden mud, which they sent in a
shower of heavy lumps into the air. The
men, now fully awake and on their feet,
gripping their rifles and bombs, began to
chatter.
“Come on. Get out of my way. He’s
coming.”
“Move, blast it. Give me room. Let
go my rifle.”
“Who? Fritz? Is he coming over?”
“Jesus! We’re surrounded.”
Now there was a heavy artillery and
machine gun fire. The flashes of the guns,
belching their shots, and of the shells, bursting,
lightened the darkness in spots, making
it still more awesome.
Awakened suddenly from sleep, they were
dumbfounded by this sudden and dangerous
activity in which they took no part. They
had been lying out for two days in a
hole without hearing a shot. Now, without
warning, a thunderstorm had burst
over their heads. They tried to crowd the
parapet, but the post was so small that
there was no room for them all. There was
no order. Everybody was talking.
Gunn, although he had been awake when
the firing began, was as excited as the others.
To him this sudden alarm was merely an
ordinary incident in his trench life, but he
had been disturbed by Lamont’s seductive
cowardice and by the demoralising desire for
escape born of Lamont’s determination “to
get out of it somehow.”
Further, there had recently been continual
rumours that the war was nearly over, that
the enemy was retiring, that peace had,
in fact, been already made. These rumours
had, of course, been current since the first
day that Gunn arrived in France; but of
late they had been more persistent. All
winter they had held that sector in practical
idleness, as far as fighting was concerned.
More exhausted and demoralised by the mud,
hunger, rain, cold and constant “fatigues,”
than they would have been by dangerous
activity, they were quite ready to believe
anything.
Now Gunn was thinking as he heard the
shells burst: “Suppose the war is over and
I get killed by the last shell?”
Then he remembered Lamont and started,
ashamed because he had forgotten the boy
for a few minutes in his excitement. He
stooped, looked and found that Lamont
had buried his head into the side of the parapet
and was lying as still as a rabbit which a dog
has sighted. Gunn prodded him in the ribs
and whispered in his ear: “Stand to. Get
your rifle.”
Lamont shuddered and tried to press his
body still farther into the parapet. Gunn
pulled him back, shook him and made him
stand up. Almost at once he dragged him
down and laid his body close against the
bottom of the hole.
An enemy shell had landed right on top of
the parapet, a few feet to the left of Gunn.
It had come with that sharp screech which
denotes an almost direct hit to the horror-stricken
listener; the screech lasts just the
fraction of a second of actual time, but it
seems an eternity.
As the roar died away, swallowed by a
more distant roar, lumps of mud and pieces
of torn sandbags began to fall. Then the
top of the parapet gave way and flopped into
the trench. Somebody groaned. Others
cursed. There was a horrible stench.
Then there was silence. As if it had
effected its purpose, the firing shifted to the
right.
“God!” cried a voice. “What’s this
lying on top of me?”
“Eh?” said the Corporal. “Come on.
Rebuild this parapet. Anybody hit? I
heard somebody groaning.”
Nobody answered him. Everybody began
to examine his own body. Then the first
voice cried out again in horror:
“See? It’s a dead man’s leg. Blimme!
One of them blasted Froggies that’s buried
here.”
“Whew!” cried another. “I just stuck
my hand into somebody’s rotten guts. God!
What a stink!”
There were guffaws of nervous laughter.
Delighted that they had not been hit by the
shell and that no more shells were falling near,
they laughed; grateful for their spared
lives and eager to prove their contempt for
danger.
“Don’t mind the stink,” said the Corporal.
“Build it up again. Throw all them Frenchmen
out. Build it up. Anybody hurt, I
say? Who’s that moaning?”
Gunn was holding Lamont in his arms,
shielding him from the Corporal. The bursting
of the shell had thrown Lamont into a panic.
“I don’t hear anybody moaning,” said
Gunn.
He felt an extraordinary fear lest the
Corporal might become aware of Lamont’s
cowardice; because he associated Lamont’s
cowardice with himself. He felt that it was
getting a grip on him.
“Yer a liar,” said the Corporal.
Gunn punched Lamont under the chin.
The youth stopped moaning.
“Well! Anybody’d groan if two sandbags
fell on his head,” said Gunn. “I got
an awful wallop.”
“You’re always getting in the way,”
growled the Corporal. “Why didn’t you
say so? Build up the parapet.”
The Corporal stood up in the hole.
“Listen,” he said in a gay voice. “Corporal
Wallace is getting it now. Serve him
bloody well right. We should have had his
post. His dug-out’ll be no good to him,
though, if one of them jam-jars fall on it.
Move to it. Build it up.”
“They’ll die dry anyway,” grumbled a
voice. “Those —— Lewis gunners always
get whatever is going. Us bombers are
treated like a lot of criminals. We mop up
all the s—t. We’re always stuck in front,
a spy-escort, listening post. First in, last
out.”
“Stop talking,” said the Corporal. “Build
it up.”
“Aye!” said another voice. “Then when
we get out, they tie us up, for fear we’d rob
the canteen.”
Grumbling, they began to rebuild the
parapet.
The sacks of earth, with which the parapet
had been paved, had rotted. The earth in
the sacks had been turned to slime by the
rain. It was almost impossible to do anything
with them. When a man lifted a sack it
broke in two and the fragments fell, leaving
foul slime on his hands. In the pitch
darkness it was impossible for a man to
see whether he was lifting a sack or a
piece of rotten corpse. They cursed
violently.
The sounds of their movements and of
their voices, uttering strange oaths, were
uncouth in the darkness.
Eight Frenchmen had been killed by shell
fire in that hole some time previously during
an engagement. Their comrades, taking over
the post under heavy fire, had used the
shattered corpses as fortification.
“Better leave it to two men,” said a voice,
after they worked without result for ten
minutes.
“All right,” said the Corporal. “Reilly,
you and Gunn do the job. Get out of the
way the rest of you. That bloody sniper
we gave the cigarettes to yesterday had his
eyes open all right. Can’t trust one of those
bastards.”
They all began to curse the sniper to whom
they had given cigarettes the previous day
and who had said: “You no fire. All right.
I no fire.” They cursed him, not because they
believed that he had anything to do with the
firing, but because somebody had to be blamed
for the fall of the parapet, which caused work
and a stink.
“It’s all very well,” said a voice. “It’s
no good —— and blinding him now. When
I wanted to shoot the —— you blokes
stopped me.”
“Don’t start coming the old soldier, Reilly,”
said the Corporal. “Who’s in charge of this
post? You or me? I got orders not to
allow any firing. You think you own this
mob because you’re a peace timer. Balls to
you, drummer.”
“Good job if there were more peace
wallahs knocking about,” said the voice.
“Bloody lot of rookies....”
“What’s your number, Reilly?” said the
Corporal.
“Before you came up,” mumbled the
voice.
“See you later,” said the Corporal. “Who’s
that bloody-well groaning now? Somebody
s—t himself?”
“It’s Lamont, Corporal,” said a voice.
Lamont had again dug his face into the
parapet.
Gunn dropped a sack and went over to him.
“He’ll be all right, Corporal,” he said.
“Come on, kid.”
“What d’ye think you’re on?” bawled
the Corporal. “A wet nurse? Get on with
your work. Sweet Jesus! Why did You
put this baby in my section? I didn’t
crucify You.”
“Oh! God Almighty!” moaned a voice.
“It’s a wonder the ground doesn’t open up
and swallow us for that blasphemy.”
“Hear old preacher Appleby,” laughed a
voice. “The Holy Roller. Bloody old
hypocrite.”
The Corporal went over to Lamont and
pulled him away from the parapet.
“What’s the matter with you?” he
said.
Gunn, standing nearby, began to tremble
and doubled his fists. At that moment he
hated Lamont for his cowardice and yet
intended to assault the Corporal in order to
defend his mate. At the same time, a voice
kept suggesting to him, very anxiously, that
he should save himself from some awful
catastrophe before it was too late.
Then Lamont raised his head and said in a
querulous voice that amazed Gunn by its
cool cunning:
“I’ve an awful pain in my stomach,
Corporal.”
“I’ll give you a pain somewhere else,”
said the Corporal. “Wait ’till we get out
of the line. The M.O.’ll fix your guts all
right. Stop moaning or I’ll stuff my
entrenching tool handle down your throat.”
Gunn breathed a sigh of relief and went
back to his work.
“Christ!” said the Corporal. “What a
crew I’ve got!”
“That’s the ticket,” said a voice. “Blame
us for the whole bloomin’ war while you’re
at it.”
The Corporal, aware that he was unable
to keep order in the darkness, among this
group of tough and discontented men, got
very excited. He moved about, gave
ridiculous orders and got everybody into a
dreadful muddle. The military machine is
kept working by the Corporal, the purpose
of whose existence is to irritate the cogs under
his control, keeping them continually active,
irrespective of whether there is any purpose
in their activity or not. So it was ordained
by the designers of armies. But the designers
had not foreseen, at least at that time, that
groups of cogs, almost entirely cut off from
the body of the machine, might lie in holes
for days at a time, unable to find room for
the senseless chores of which army routine
is composed. Instead of producing that
thoughtless bodily movement in response to
orders, which characterises the good soldier,
the Corporal now caused the exact opposite;
simply because there was not enough room.
So that the nine men who babbled and
staggered about in that sodden, water-logged,
stinking hole, looked like nine lunatics, who,
guided vaguely by a remnant of their former
sanity, tried to keep in touch with the reality
they had lost by an affectation of furious
energy. They got in one another’s way,
knocked things out of one another’s hands,
cursed one another, asked questions, gave
orders, picked things up and then dropped
them again, sat down, got up again at once,
scratched themselves, spat, shuddered and
chattered continuously.
Suddenly a body was heard crawling up
to the post from the rear. The Corporal
cried out: “Who’s that?”
“That Corporal Williams?”
The Corporal instinctively brought his
fists rigidly to his thighs, as he answered:
“Sir-r-r-r!”
There was silence immediately. The droning
of the rain became loud, as Lieutenant
Bull, a huge figure in the gloom, panting
loudly, like a primeval beast rising from
the slime, slithered into the hole, bringing a
little heap of mud after him with a clatter.
“Everybody all right here, Corporal?”
The officer’s voice was bored and indifferent
and his whole person exuded a feeling of
boredom and indifference, in marked contrast
to the nervousness of the men’s voices and
the furtive movements of their bodies. His
breath smelt of whiskey. He carried a
little, short stick, to help himself along
through the mud.
Gunn gaped in the direction of the officer,
just barely seeing him in the darkness. He
felt terrified of him and was worried by this
terror. Bull was the only officer in the
company whom Gunn really liked. He felt
towards him as towards a fellow human being.
Bull was fearless. He was just. He did not
treat his men as if they were children or
pawns in a game of chess. He treated them
as if they were really men and not cogs in a
machine. He was ruthless and brutal in
action; but behind the line he looked after
his men with zeal, and protected their well-being
with the same enthusiasm that a man
would show towards expensive and cherished
horses or hunting dogs.
He was the type of officer that a good soldier
likes and respects. He had no pity for the
inefficient or the cowardly. There was no
sentiment in his nature. He was like a
piston rod in a machine.
Until this moment, Gunn had always felt
comforted by this officer’s appearance in a
trench. Now he felt afraid of him; sensing
in himself the growth of something that the
ruthless Lieutenant Bull would smash with
his stick without a thought, or with a bullet
from the heavy revolver he carried on his
hip.
Gunn sought Lamont in the darkness with
terrified eyes.
“Yes, sir,” said the Corporal. “Everybody’s
all right here.”
“Parapet blown down, I see,” said the
officer, stepping along the trench past the
men, whom he brushed aside with his heavy
body, without paying any more heed to them
than if they were pieces of rubbish or
indeed precious dogs.
They leaned back out of his way in awed
silence, thrilled by the nearness of his body,
which was covered with a uniform different
from theirs.
His voice sounded horridly melancholy
and remote, like the voice of a mumbling
priest, who stands bored upon an altar before
his fetish, while the devotees lie prostrate,
worshipping both him and the fetish he so
casually addresses in droning tones.
“Yes, sir,” said the Corporal. “I’m
getting it rebuilt.”
The Corporal’s voice throbbed, addressing
the officer.
The officer walked back again, saying:
“Get your men ready. We’re going to
advance. The enemy is retiring. Report
to Company Headquarters for instructions
in... eh...”
“Yes, sir.”
“Eh... half an hour.”
“Yes, sir.”
The officer’s bored and melancholy voice
died away. He cleared his throat and
slithered out of the hole. Casually, he stood
up, rapped his thigh with his stick, stood still
with bowed head for a few moments, as if
thinking of something millions of miles away.
Then he wandered away into the darkness.
The men remained silent for a few moments
and the rain made a loud sound, pattering
on their steel hats and on the oil-sheets which
they wore as cloaks.
Each man was saying to himself,
“We’re going over the top. Will I come
back?”
They had all been over the top except
Lamont. They were all tough, hardened
fighters; because of that, they knew and
respected the dangers of an advance.
The Corporal, it being his business, called
out to them cheerfully:
“Hear that, everybody? We’re going
over. He’s retiring. We’ve got him on the run.
That railhead rumour that the post corporal
brought up must have been right. Jerry is
chucking in his mitt. War over? Blimme!”
Everybody, except Lamont, got wildly
excited, especially Gunn. Now that there
was a prospect of action, something to do
with his muscles and sinews, Gunn would not
have to use his brain in combating the
seductive temptation of his comrade. He
became most excited in his ejaculations.
“Come on, boys,” he said. “Let’s have
a last pot at them. Let’s run ’em off the face
of the earth. Up, the bloody bombing
section!”
“He’s retiring!” they cried, one after
the other. “He’s beat. Blighty in a
month!”
Shut in on a narrow sector of front, in fact,
living in a lonely hole in No Man’s Land,
where a dark sky, sodden, naked earth and
a curtain of droning rain constituted their
world, they were incapable of comprehending
the vastness of the army in which they formed
the smallest unit. They were quite eager to
believe, on the slightest encouragement, that
the enemy had been defeated somewhere in
a great battle and was now retiring, practically
annihilated.
“All we have to do,” said one, “is to run
after him, mopping up his dug-outs.”
“Leave that parapet alone now,” said the
Corporal. “We won’t need it. Next stop,
Kaiser’s palace in Berlin. Get ready those
bombs and rifle grenades. Jump to it! Roll
up your oil-sheets.”
They became as gay as schoolboys going
on holiday; all except Lamont, who stood
apart, silent. His large, blue eyes had
become cunning, and his face had the strange
cunning expression of a woman who is plotting
something in secret.
Gunn went over to him and said:
“Well, matey! you’ll get your baptism
of fire to-night. Stick to me. I’ll see you
right. Then.... what price London?”
Lamont answered in a calm tone: “Do
you really believe the war is going to
end?”
“Eh?” said Gunn, wrinkling his face in
amazement at Lamont’s sudden calmness.
“I don’t believe the war is nearly over,”
said Lamont, in the same curiously calm
voice.
Gunn swore at him and moved away.
“I’m glad we’re getting out of here,
anyway,” said a gloomy voice. “Although
you blokes won’t be as merry this time
to-morrow as you are now.”
Several voices said:
“Aw! Chuck it, Reilly.”
“What are you grousing about now,
Reilly?” said the Corporal. “By cripes!
I’ll have you crimed for trying to demoralise
the section.”
The gloomy voice again rose out of the dark
hole, grumbling: “This whole business is a
trap. He ain’t retiring.”
“Chuck it! Cut it out!” they murmured.
“If you ask me,” cried the gloomy voice
in a louder tone, “I don’t believe one of
us’ll come back alive. Whenever I got into
a post where men were buried it was
unlucky.”
“Come on,” cried the Corporal, angrily.
“Get your rifle clean, Reilly, and close your
trap. I’ll take your number if you’re not
careful. What d’ye think you’re on?”
Gunn went over and sat down beside
Lamont. A stupid fellow, he was very
superstitious and prone to be driven to the
deepest despair or the wildest enthusiasm by
the most trifling omen. Reilly, the gloomy
old soldier, a man whom Gunn respected
because he had been at the front since 1914,
had said that a disaster was imminent. Then
it must be imminent. He was almost as
certain of it as if he had read it in a newspaper.
At once, he connected Reilly’s warning with
Lamont’s tempting.
Now, however, he felt tender towards
Lamont. There must have been, he thought,
a legitimate excuse for the boy’s cowardly
panic, when an old soldier like Reilly “had
the wind up.”
“Don’t be afraid, lad,” he said, putting his
hand on Lamont’s shoulder. “Pay no attention
to old Reilly. It’s only his old soldier’s
way of talking. There’s no danger. Jerry
is on the run.”
“I’m not paying any attention to him,”
said Lamont, in his girlish voice. “I know
myself what is going to happen. My mind
is made up. I feel happy now.”
“You do?” said Gunn in amazement.
“What about?”
“Shaw,” said the Corporal, “you take
charge here, while I’m away.”
“Yes, corporal,” said a dignified voice.
“What d’you feel happy about?”
repeated Gunn.
Lamont’s voice broke as he said, “Bill,
I want you to write to mother for me
when you come out of the line and tell
her...”
“Shut up,” muttered Gunn.
“Tell her that I...”
“Shut up. Chuck it. Where’s your
rifle?”
He took Lamont’s rifle and pretended to
clean it.
“Listen,” he said. “If we come hand-to-hand,
don’t forget... see... use the
butt. Just raise the butt like that, upper
cut. Then bash him on the head when he
falls. Kill any man with a boot in the
snout. Forget the bayonet. Eh?”
Lamont sighed. Gunn suddenly bit his
lower lip until it bled, threw Lamont’s rifle
on the fire-step and moved away to empty
his bladder in the corner.
The Corporal came back. He was
nervous.
“Looks a big job,” he said. “The whole
brigade is going over.”
Although they could not see his face, they
felt the nervousness in his voice. They also
became nervous.
Now the battle front had again become
silent. The melancholy droning of the rain
and the flopping of mud clods into shell holes
were the only sounds.
Suddenly Gunn’s voice rose loudly from the
hole, crying, “By God! I’m going to make
some bastard suffer for this rain. I’ll spill
some bastard’s blood before long.”
Silence followed this outburst.
“What’s the matter with him?” whispered
a voice.
“Hey! Hey!” said the Corporal. “You
going off your chump?”
“Nothing the matter with me,” said Gunn,
in a queer tone.
In spite of his words, he felt that there
was something queer the matter with him.
He felt a pain in his eye sockets, and he kept
shutting his eyes in order to hide from little
balls of fire that kept approaching him from
out the darkness.
“Damn-all the matter with me,” he
repeated with stupid arrogance.
CHAPTER III
Just before dawn, Corporal Williams led his
men out of the post into No Man’s Land.
All told, they numbered nine souls.
No. 7946 Corporal John Williams, leading,
was a sallow-faced man, with a long, thin
neck and a wide, low forehead. He was
six feet one inch in height. His limbs were
loose and nervous in their movements. His
hands were flabby and hot to the touch.
His eyes were pale and watery. They varied
in expression, at one time furtive and terror-stricken,
at another cunning and determined.
He moved like an eel. He was servile to his
superiors, arrogant and cruel to his subordinates.
Although he was extremely diligent
in his duties and a severe disciplinarian,
his company commander disapproved of him.
His failure to attain promotion had made him
very bitter. In civilian life he had been a
grocer’s assistant. He was twenty-nine years
old. He had served two years and twenty-four
days.
No. 8740 Private George Appleby followed
the Corporal. He had been a labourer in a
chocolate factory as a civilian. He was a
fanatical believer in the doctrines of an
obscure Christian sect, whose members
encourage hysteria in their religious observances.
His former work and his creed injured
his constitution and made it impossible for
him to become a really efficient soldier,
although he was powerfully built, with a
dogged courage that made him worthy of
serving in the ranks of that famous regiment.
He was too fat about the face and body. His
complexion was yellowish. His cheeks were
puffy. He moved stiffly, like an old dray-horse.
All his organs were functioning
inefficiently. He was of a morbid disposition
and never laughed. He always muttered
prayers, even on parade. He was thirty
years old. He was commonly called “The
Preacher,” or “The Holy Roller.” He had
served two years and ten days.
No. 9087 Private Michael Friel followed
Appleby. He was a lean, slim man, with red
hair, a freckled face and blue eyes. He had
been a policeman in civilian life. He stammered
slightly when excited and he constantly
wore an expression of great worry, as if his
mind were engaged in unravelling very
intricate problems. Although an excellent
soldier behind the line, he was unreliable in
action, as he had utterly no initiative and
really had a streak of cowardice in him. He
was a very silent fellow. He never mixed
with his section comrades behind the line,
always consorting with a man in No. 4
Platoon who had also been a policeman. He
corresponded with three women and was
very proud of his person. He had once been
a sergeant but had been reduced to the ranks
for breaking camp one night and lying with
a French whore until after réveillé. He had
served one year and 287 days. He was
twenty-seven years old. His height was
five feet eleven inches.
No. 11145 Private Simon Jennings followed
Friel. This soldier was serving under an
assumed name. He had formerly been an
officer in the Army Service Corps but had
been cashiered for forging a cheque. He was
the younger son of a bishop and had led a very
dissipated life, principally on the score of
drunkenness, gambling and lechery. Although
he was a poor soldier and unable to keep his
uniform or equipment in proper condition,
his intelligence was often of assistance
in moments of stress. His manner and
personal habits endeared him to his comrades,
who respected him because he had once been
an officer; but more especially because he
received an allowance, about which he was
very generous. His mottled face and bleary
eyes bore witness to the life he had led. He
was getting bald and he had legs like an old
man. When under the influence of drink, he
preached a new form of Christianity, which
was mainly based on pacificism and
“Universal, scientific, ethical co-operation,”
as he quaintly described it. The officers all
disliked him. He had served in this regiment
for one year 110 days. He was five feet ten
inches in height. He was nicknamed “The
Gent.”
No. 8637 Private Jeremiah McDonald
followed Jennings. He had been a farm
labourer in civilian life. He was a bony,
uncouth fellow, with an ape-like face, outstanding
ears, a short thick nose and stupid
grey eyes. His knuckles were very large.
There was hardly any flesh on his bones. He
was the butt of the company owing to his
stupidity, his gluttony and his incapacity
for performing correctly the simplest movement
of military drill. Because he was
always picked for sanitary fatigue, they
nicknamed him “Crap.” He had served
for two years and twenty-seven days. He was
exactly six feet in height and thirty-four
years old.
No. 4048 Private Daniel Reilly followed
McDonald. This man was an excellent
soldier, but owing to his taste for drink and
his peculiar temperament, he had never
risen from the ranks. He had never done
any useful labour in civilian life, having served
as a tout for a street bookmaker at one time,
and at another time as chucker-out in an
illicit drinking shop which was also a brothel.
He had been seven years and sixty-four days
in the service. He was a dark fellow, with
very shrewd, dark eyes and a countenance
that seemed to express innocence, simplicity
and candour. He wore drooping, black
moustaches. He was never without money,
as he had a regular organisation for the
collection and disposal of loot. He respected
nothing in search for loot and was known
to have dug up and robbed an airman, who
crashed head first into muddy ground, sinking
to the heels of his boots. He was five
feet ten inches in height. He had been at
the front since the outbreak of war, but had
never been wounded. He found great
pleasure in foretelling disaster.
No. 8365 Private William Gunn followed
Reilly. He was officially described at headquarters
as a general labourer, thirty-three
years of age, six feet two inches in height,
marked by a crushed right ear and a scar on
the left cheekbone, with service of two years
and thirty-four days.
No. 12468 Private Louis Lamont followed
Gunn. He was officially described as a
student, nineteen years of age, five feet nine
inches in height, with service of 310 days.
No. 3920 Private James Shaw brought up
the rear. He had served for nine years and
eighty-one days, and was the most reliable
and cunning soldier, not only in the section,
but in the battalion. His whole body was
covered with wounds. He had three bayonet
scars on his face. His head was completely
bald. He was stoutly built and was
immensely strong. His face and neck were
exactly the colour of an old penny. He had
risen twice to the rank of sergeant but had
lost his stripes each time through drink.
He was prone to fits of melancholy and could
never sleep more than two hours at a stretch.
He often spent whole nights sitting on his
blankets, smoking his pipe and thinking. He
was a champion billiard player. He had very
long, black eyelashes and a beautiful tenor
voice. He was the most respected soldier
in the company. The company officer always
chose him for dangerous work. He had been
decorated for valour three times. He was
five feet ten inches in height. His civilian
occupation was officially described as that of
an excise officer.
These nine men, under the command of
Corporal John Williams, went over the top
a little before dawn on the morning of March
20th, 1917.
CHAPTER IV
It still rained. As soon as they stepped out
into No Man’s Land, they sank into the mud
to their ankles. They advanced in file,
their rifles at the high port, their bayonets
fixed, their gas masks at the ready. They
floundered about, groaning at each step,
dragged down by the sticky mud, by the
cumbersome weight of their rain-sodden great-coats
and by their war equipment, rifles,
entrenching tools, bullets, bombs, rifle-grenades,
rations, Verey lights, wire-cutters,
gas masks. They rattled and clanked, like
armoured ghosts, slopping and clucking and
groaning through the mud.
The Corporal had received orders to advance
in a straight line and occupy the section of
the enemy’s front line that faced the outpost.
The distance was given to him as approximately
three hundred and fifty paces. It
appeared to be simple enough before they
left the post, because the parapet of the post
faced the enemy. But as soon as they left
the post and had advanced about twenty
yards the Corporal side-stepped to avoid a
dump of barbed wire. He went on another
five yards and then halted, realising that
he did not know where he was.
Appleby, following immediately behind,
gloomily indifferent to where he was going
and praying under his breath, stumbled
against the Corporal. They both fell into
the mud. Friel came up and, before he
could halt, fell over Appleby. As he fell, he
lowered the point of his bayonet, instinctively
trying to save himself. He fleshed the
Corporal slightly on the buttocks.
“Halt!” whispered Jennings.
They all halted, one after the other. Being
trained soldiers, as soon as they moved out
of their hole, they ceased to think of anything
except the business in hand, which consisted
solely in placing one foot carefully in front
of the other and in keeping their eyes fixed
on the centre of the back of the man in front.
The Corporal, being in command, was thinking
for them. They were half-asleep. Now,
finding that something had gone wrong and
that they had to halt, a fact for which no
provision had been made, they awakened in
a startled fashion. In their excitement, they
broke ranks and got into a bunch.
The Corporal, lying on the ground with
Appleby across his back, began to mutter
curses, spluttering and spitting forth the
mud which got into his mouth. He reached
out and struck Appleby a smart blow with the
butt of his rifle. He thought it was Appleby
who had prodded him with the bayonet.
Appleby squealed, “I’m wounded.”
“I’ll wound you, you bastard,” growled
the Corporal, giving him another whack.
“What’s your number?”
“What’s on now?” grumbled Shaw from
the rear. “Move on. We don’t want to
get caught here.”
Lamont leaned on Gunn and whispered,
“I’m dead beat. I can go no farther.”
The Corporal and Appleby were still on
the ground arguing. Appleby was swearing
that it was not he who had stuck the Corporal.
The Corporal swore that it was. Friel, like
the cute fellow he was, had at once struggled
to his feet as soon as he had done the damage
and got out of the way. He fell in behind
Jennings.
“What’s the idea, Friel?” said Jennings.
“Where are you going?”
“Don’t stick your blasted rifle in my face,
you,” cried Gunn, digging his elbow into
McDonald’s face.
“Cripes!” said McDonald, staggering
against Friel.
The Corporal got to his feet and cried
in a loud whisper, “Move on. Stop that
whispering.”
Everybody took a step and then stopped.
They were going in six different directions.
“We’re lost,” said Reilly. “What did
I say? I told you so.”
“Keep together,” said the Corporal.
“Don’t wander about. Come on.”
They moved on.
Suddenly there was a heavy splash.
Jennings fell head first into a shell-hole,
having tripped over a barbed-wire stake.
Friel tripped over the stake also but saved
himself. As he called out, “Mind the stake,”
he was pushed from behind by McDonald
right into the shell-hole on top of Jennings.
“Help!” cried Jennings. “I’m drowned.”
“What’s up now?” said the Corporal.
“Halt!”
“Pull them out,” said Reilly. “They’re
sure to drown. Come on, lads, don’t stand
looking at them. There were four Jocks
drowned like that relieving the Froggies at
Sailly.”
“Who’s in that shell-hole?” said the
Corporal, staggering over. “Get out of that
hole.”
“I can’t bloody well get out,” muttered
McDonald. “Let go of my scabbard, Gent.”
“Where the hell are you?” said Gunn,
stooping over the hole. “Catch the end of
my rifle.”
“God!” said Jennings. “I’ve lost my
rifle.”
“Fish it out, then,” said the Corporal.
“You’re not much good with a rifle, but
you’re worse without one.”
They spent over ten minutes dragging
McDonald and Jennings out of the hole.
Jennings came out without his rifle.
“Go in again and get it,” said the
Corporal.
Jennings, shivering and shaking himself
like a wet hen, was covered from head to
foot in slime.
“I’d die, Corporal,” he said. “I’m all
in.”
Gunn cursed and said he would go in for it.
“Get out of my way,” he said.
He stepped into the hole, searched around
with his foot, got the rifle and hauled it out.
He handed it to Jennings.
“Thank you,” said Jennings. “But how
am I ever going to get it clean?”
“Everybody all right now?” said the
Corporal. “Get in your proper places.”
They floundered about until they were in
line.
“Who’s that sitting down there?” said
the Corporal. “Fall in that man. Who
told you to sit down? What is your
number?”
“I was tying my puttee, Corporal,” said
Lamont, in his girlish voice.
“Oh! Christ!” said the Corporal.
“There he is again. The principal boy,
tightening her tights. Get up, you little
bastard.”
Lamont got up. He had not really been
doing anything but had sat down for a rest.
He fell in behind Gunn.
“Hang on to my scabbard,” whispered
Gunn, “and give me your rifle.”
“Say, Corporal,” said Appleby. “I think
we’re going wrong.”
“Shut up, you fool,” said the Corporal.
“Eh? Where are we? All right! I’ve
got it. Move on.”
Again they advanced, floundering, for about
ten yards and then Shaw cried out, “Hey!
Where are we going? That’s our post there.
We’re on the wrong side of it.”
“Halt!” said the Corporal.
He came over to Shaw. The latter pointed
to the top of the elephant frame which
covered the extreme left of the post.
“See that?” said he.
“What? Where?” said the Corporal,
peering.
Shaw tipped the zinc with the butt of his
rifle. The Corporal swore.
“Turn back,” he said, moving up to the
front of the line.
They all turned about, lost their positions
and got into a bunch, arguing and cursing.
“Get into your right places,” said the
Corporal. “Get... Oh! God!”
Although there were only nine of them all
told it seemed impossible to form a line.
The Corporal pushed them and threatened
to take their numbers, but only added to
the confusion by his exhortations and threats.
Catching Lamont by the shoulders to put
him into his place, he noticed that the boy
had no rifle.
“Where’s your rifle?” he said.
“I’ve got his rifle, Corporal,” said Gunn
“Give it to him, you daft bastard,”
said the Corporal. “Did you ever hear
of a man going over the top with a servant
to carry his rifle? Gunn, I’ll report you for
this.”
“What have I done?” said Gunn angrily.
“It was only...”
“Don’t answer me back,” said the Corporal.
“As for you, Lamont, your mother won’t
know you when I’ve done with you.”
“Chuck that, Corporal!” said Gunn with
great violence. “Leave the kid’s mother
out of it.”
The Corporal thrust his face near to Gunn’s
face and said, “Eh? Say that again. D’ye
know what you’re saying?”
In the darkness, the face of each appeared
enormous to the other’s eyes. They could not
see one another’s eyes. But they could
hear one another’s breathing and smell one
another. Gunn stood very stiffly, with his
heart thumping. The Corporal leant forward
with his jaws strained upwards, grasping his
rifle with both hands, threatening.
Although Gunn did not speak and although
he stood rigid in a respectful attitude, the
Corporal became afraid of the man and as
a consequence began at that moment to
hate him.
Gunn also began to hate the Corporal.
Without saying anything further the
Corporal moved away to the head of the
section, forgetting that Gunn still carried
Lamont’s rifle, which he had ordered Gunn
to return to its owner. The men moved
on.
There was silence for some time. Gunn
kept grinding his teeth. He was struggling
to overcome his hatred of the Corporal,
or rather, the terrible inclination towards the
commission of a certain act that was inspired
by this hatred. Lamont, clinging to his
empty bayonet scabbard for support, now
appeared to him as something unpleasant
which he really detested but was forced to
protect for an occult reason.
“How utterly idiotic!” said Jennings
suddenly. “Nobody seems to know where
we are going.”
“No talking now,” said the Corporal.
“We’re getting near his line.”
“We are like hell,” said Reilly.
“Who’s that?” said a voice from the
right.
They all halted.
“No. 2 Bombers,” said the Corporal. “Is
that Corporal Wallace?”.
“Yes,” said the voice. “Where are we?”
“How the hell do I know?” said Corporal
Williams. “Wait there. I’m coming over.
Come on, lads.”
The bombers floundered across to Corporal
Wallace’s Lewis gunners.
“I halted here,” said Corporal Wallace,
“and sent a man out to look for you, but
he hasn’t come back. Did you see him?”
“No. We’re lost, I think. Whereabouts
are you?”
“I don’t know. I thought you might
know. Are you far from your post?”
“Can’t say. Are you far from your post.”
“I don’t know where I am.”
They began to argue about their position
and about the orders which they had received.
The men of both sections, delighted at being
able to talk to one another after a separation
of two days, eagerly asked questions.
“What was it like in your post?”
“Bloody awful. Dusty Smith got back
yesterday, sick. Any of your chaps hit in
that firing?”
“Yes. ’38 Finnigan got a packet in the
back. Shrap.”
“Lucky bastard!”
They were indifferent to the business they
had in hand and discussed their little affairs,
like gossiping old men, while the Corporals,
being in charge, shouldering all the responsibility
for the extraordinary situation in which
they and their men were placed, lost in No
Man’s Land, argued about the direction of
the enemy’s front line.
It was all to no purpose. In the pitch
darkness, orders, officers, Sergeant-Majors,
trenches, positions and the enemy, with his
rival organisation of officers, orders, trenches
and positions, all disappeared and became
meaningless, just as reality becomes transformed
in a wild nightmare. They were lost
in No Man’s Land, floundering in the mud,
while the ceaseless rain fell upon them with a
monotonous drone.
Mud, rain, darkness and babbling men I
Unable to think of any intelligent solution
of their difficulty, the two Corporals decided
to join forces. They marched off together in
what they considered was a new direction.
They soon entered a space which was covered
with barbed wire entanglements. Appleby
tripped over a stake, hurtled forward and
fell prone on the wire. He immediately
began to moan in his gloomy voice, “I’m
wounded. I’m wounded.”
“The curse of God on you, Appleby,” said
Corporal Williams. “What is the matter
with you now? Have you fallen into another
shell-hole?”
The ground was wired in patches and the
Corporal had got through the entanglement
on an open space. But as he stepped back
to see what was the matter with Appleby, he
himself got caught and fell.
Now several voices cried out “Mind the
wire. Look out!”
Trying to evade the wire, they nearly all
got caught on it, as they instinctively got
together in a bunch for protection. Their
voices rose almost to a shout, in spite of the
Corporals, who shouted still louder than the
men, ordering silence. There was an uproar,
like a brawl in a tavern.
Appleby, on being dragged away from the
wire, was found to be gashed severely along
the right thigh. A man of the Lewis gun
section had his face cut. The Corporal’s
right arm was slightly torn. The others
escaped with torn clothes. They bandaged
the injured and set forth once more, in
search of the enemy’s front line.
Now there was no attempt at falling in
by sections or moving in file. Although the
two Corporals, from sheer force of habit,
still whispered commands and threats,
nobody took any notice. They had lost all
semblance of discipline, and indeed they had
quite forgotten about the enemy and about
the war.
Now they only feared the darkness and
the mud and the falling rain; and they
desired feverishly to reach the enemy’s line
as a refuge from the horrid wilderness in
which they were lost.
Gunn got separated from Lamont during
the confusion at the entanglements. He
still carried the youth’s rifle slung on his
shoulder. In his brain he carried the knowledge
that he hated the Corporal.
Now, as he floundered along through the
mud, concealed from observation by the
darkness, this hatred took complete possession
of him, distorting his features, making his
brain hot, stiffening his muscles, causing
his chest to expand and contract painfully,
making his blood tingle.
Suddenly another voice hailed them.
“Who’s that?”
Both Corporals answered.
“Where the blasted hell are you?” came
the voice.
It was Platoon Sergeant Corcoran. They
halted and waited for him to come up.
He had Corporal Tynan’s section with
him.
“How the hell did you get here?” he said,
angrily.
Now the Sergeant and the three Corporals
began to argue. Then they all set out
together. A few minutes later they were
joined by the fourth section of the platoon.
Another argument followed. Then the whole
platoon set out to seek the enemy’s front line,
cursing, groaning, falling into shell holes,
getting caught on barbed wire, utterly
exhausted.
Dawn came. Somebody cried out suddenly,
“See. There it is.”
They saw the enemy’s front line within a
few yards of them. They gaped at it like
small boys who have for the first time reached
a hill distant from their village, and found to
their amazement that it’s not an imposing
mountain but a dull hillock. This long,
winding hole had, a few hours before,
contained dangerous enemies. It was a
secure place, fortified with parapets, with
comfortable dug-outs, a place that aroused
envy in them, as they lay in shallow exposed
holes. Now it was deserted, a morass, half-full
of débris.
The enemy had destroyed everything.
Where dug-outs had been sunk deep into the
ground there were now quagmires. Planks,
old iron, sheets of zinc, pieces of concrete
littered the ground.
They stepped down into this trench, with
their weapons pointed foolishly, although
there was not even a rat to oppose them.
They spread out at the Sergeant’s command
and then stood still. There was nothing to
do.
Word was passed along after a delay of
twenty minutes.
“We are to wait here for orders.”
It still rained.
Then a groan of anger passed along the
line. Sodden with rain, torn by barbed wire,
hungry, bloodshot in the eyes from want of
sleep, lousy, they suddenly became enraged
with this foolish expedition in the darkness
from one hole to another; an expedition
that now seemed utterly without purpose.
It was a groan of revolt against Authority,
but it had no power behind it. It was rather
like the revolt of an over-laden ass, which,
when whipped under his load by a cruel and
stupid master, tosses his foolish ears and grinds
his teeth; but afterwards, groaning, with
downcast head, goes on until he falls.
CHAPTER V
It was at that moment that Gunn first
allowed his hatred for the Corporal to assert
itself in action.
He was standing stiffly erect, in his torn,
muddy great-coat, laden with accoutrements,
motionless, with his bayoneted rifle in his
hands, looking out across the parados of the
enemy trench, towards a long low hill,
beyond which the enemy had retired. Night
had now changed into day; but there was
hardly any light and the naked earth looked
still more melancholy than when it was
concealed by the darkness. Its ugliness was
exposed.
When he heard the groaning of his comrades
his reason suddenly overbalanced. It was
like the blow of a whip urging him to revolt.
As he listened to its sound, he had a strange
vision. At first he shuddered. Then he felt
a sharp pain in his ears. He closed his eyes
and saw a dark cave in which a man was
prowling about with a club. Afar off,
somewhere in the cave, seals were moaning
and flopping about on rocks and tumbling
into unseen pools, while, from the roof of the
cave, brine water fell with a droning sound
on slippery rocks.
He opened his eyes and shrugged himself.
He heard the moaning of his comrades and
the droning of the rain, as it fell on his steel
helmet and on a sheet of zinc which lay in
a puddle before him to the rear of the trench.
He heard the flopping sound of feet moving
about in water.
Then he closed his eyes again and saw the
man clubbing the seals as they came towards
him; smashing their blubbery skulls.
He started and opened his eyes. Impelled
by a savage and irresistible impulse, he
leaned forward, rested his rifle against the
sheet of zinc and fired several times at the
hill in front.
Then his brain cleared. He felt afraid and
said to himself, “My God! What’s the
matter with me? What am I doing?”
At once he thought of the Corporal.
Everybody looked at Gunn and several
men instinctively pointed their rifles at the
hill, thinking there were enemies in sight.
Sergeant Corcoran came running along from
the right.
“Who fired that shot?” he cried, angrily.
Gunn stood still, looking to his front. He
did not reply. The shock of discovering
that he was beginning to lose control of himself
had passed. Now he felt a cunning
delight in something vague and mysterious;
some intention that was yet unnamed. He
was laughing within himself. He did not
reply. With his flattened ear, his scarred
cheek, his thick neck, his heavy lips, his
body that was like a full sack, standing as
straight as a pillar, he looked like a statue of
Stupidity. There was no sign of thought
on his bronzed face, nor in his unblinking
eyes. He appeared to be exactly the same
as he had been a few hours before, standing
in the outpost, advising Lamont against the
shame of cowardice and disloyalty to his
soldier’s oath. But he had entirely changed
inside him. He had become subtle. Evil!
“Who fired those shots?” cried Corporal
Williams, rushing along the trench from the
left.
Gunn smiled slightly without replying.
But he said to himself:
“That’s him. Let him come.”
Others cried out on either side:
“Who fired those shots?”
Then, again, Gunn became afraid, as the
two non-commissioned officers approached.
Again his ears pained him. He lost his
subtlety. His brain clouded. His thoughts
became confused. His eyes opened wider.
His lips moved nervously. His heart
throbbed violently. He felt a thickness in
his throat and he saw that some disaster was
impending. Then he could not restrain himself
from crying out in a loud voice: “I fired
the bloody shots. What the hell do you
blokes think you are here for? Eh?”
“It’s you again, Gunn,” bawled the
Corporal, coming up with his fist doubled.
“I’ll give you firing, you cock-eyed, clumsy
rookie. Is that what you’re up to, trying to
draw fire on us? Haven’t you got any
intelligence? Didn’t you hear the order?”
Gunn stared at the Corporal, breathing
heavily, swaying back and forth. His eyes
became blurred and he had a curious hallucination
that the Corporal was becoming transformed
into a hairy animal; a brute which
he wanted to kill.
That terrified him. He became craven,
as he remembered the dreadful consequences
of such an act. He rubbed his eyes with
the sleeve of his great-coat, saw the Corporal
in his exact proportions and began to blubber
something inaudible.
“Silence!” yelled the Corporal. “Don’t
answer me back.”
“Who fired those shots?” said Sergeant
Corcoran, coming up.
“It’s Gunn, Sergeant,” said the Corporal.
“Here he is. Look at him.”
“Take his number,” said the Sergeant.
“Put him in the book. Hey, you! What’s
the idea? By Jesus! I’ll put wheels under
you.”
All Gunn’s fury withered away, like the
ashes of a burnt fire blown by the wind. He
felt limp, empty, weak, before these two men,
who stood with their faces close to his,
threatening him with their fists, shouting
foul abuse at him. It was not they who
annihilated him but the authority they
represented, the great machine that stretched,
covering the whole battle front, like a sprawling
colossus. Authority!
In his simplicity, he was at that moment
certain that “It” could read his mind and
discover the germs of revolt that had come
to life in his mind.
The two N.C.O.’s were not so much excited
by the offence he had committed as by a
desire to terrify the others through bullying
Gunn. They knew that the muttering of
the men could best be silenced by making an
example of Gunn. They wanted to use
Gunn as a butt for maintaining the iron
discipline which is necessary to make soldiers
suffer the unspeakable tortures and indignities
of war with resignation. They tapped him
with their knuckles and with their rifle
butts. They kicked his shins, as if he were
a horse, at which one shouts “lift,” when
his hoofs are wrongly placed. They pulled
his uniform about. They pulled at his rifle.
They examined his ammunition pouches, his
gas mask, his haversack. They accused him
of having eaten his iron rations, of being
deficient of his field dressing, of having
fouled his uniform, of having an obscene
disease.
The Sergeant, being an old soldier and a
drill sergeant dining peace-time, was superior
to the Corporal at this astounding business
of persecution. He was a lean, dandified
fellow, with a Kaiser moustache and bright
blue eyes like a woman. His voice was as
shrill and sharp as that of a starling. Every
second word he uttered was an oath or
obscene.
“Look at him!” he cried. “Call himself
a soldier? A farmer wouldn’t hire him to
frighten crows out of a cornfield. Take him
for disorderly dress, Corporal. Don’t answer
me back. Take him for answering back,
Corporal.”
Gunn had not uttered a word.
“Stand to attention!” cried the Sergeant.
“Take him for insolence.”
Gunn had been standing to attention but
had been thrown off his balance when the
Sergeant punched him violently in the chest.
Then Appleby hailed the Sergeant from
the right, saving Gunn from further
persecution.
“Sergeant!” he called, “Corporal Wallace
wants to speak to you.”
“All right,” said the Sergeant, moving
away from Gunn, without any emotion, as
casually as if he had just stopped to say
good morning to the man. “Corporal
Williams, get your men to clean their rifles
and mop up this trench. Jump to it.”
“Yes, Ser’nt.”
The Sergeant stepped briskly on his thin,
elegant legs around the corner of a traverse
to the right. He called back, “Corporal
Williams, you had better keep order in your
section. If those shots draw fire on this
position, you’ll be for it. The whole platoon
is not going to suffer for... All right!
All right! I’m coming. What the bleedin’
hell is the matter here?”
Corporal Williams put his notebook in
his pocket and said to Gunn, “By Jesus!
Wait till I get you out of the line. You’ll
be for it. I’ll make you hop. It’s No. 1 for
the duration.”
He pushed his clenched fist close to Gunn’s
face and called him by an obscene name.
Gunn made no reply or movement of resistance
to this final insult. He was no longer a man,
six feet two inches in height, with a thick
neck, powerful jaws and a body like a full
sack, the strongest man in that company of
strong men, a fearless soldier in battle. He
was now like the dead carcass of an animal,
propped up.
Now the Corporal did not fear Gunn as he
had feared him during the night when they
stood face to face in No Man’s Land. He saw
no hatred and no revolt in Gunn’s eyes.
He saw only the brutal submission of the
flogged slave.
He turned away, arrogantly, his mean soul
exalted by the fact that he had successfully
baited and bullied into submission a man
stronger and braver than himself.
“Come on, lads,” he said. “Jump to it.
Clean your rifles and ammunition. Mop up
this trench.”
“Which are we to do first?” said
Reilly.
“Mop up the trench,” said the Corporal.
“Be careful of anything suspicious-looking
you see lying around.”
Mechanically and subdued, the men moved
about, mopping up the trench. They had
no shred of intelligence left owing to their
exhaustion. They, just wandered about
helplessly, picking things up in one place and
putting them down in another place, where
they were picked up again and put down
once more.
“Mop it up,” the Corporal kept saying.
He himself was almost as exhausted and
stupid as the others and just wandered,
bobbing his head back and forth on his thin
neck like a goose.
The men spread out, peering into destroyed
dug-outs, into bays and down communication
trenches. It was dangerous to go far, as
half the place was a quagmire into which a
man could sink twenty feet. Nobody spoke.
They were almost asleep, staggering, with
their eyes nearly closed.
Gunn, wandering about, came upon
Lamont. As soon as he had landed in the
trench, Lamont had got into a corner and
sat down to rest. He had the instinct of a
born malingerer, always avoiding work and
concealing himself from the observation of
his superiors. Now there was no trace of
panic in his beautiful blue eyes. He seemed
perfectly at his ease. He was gnawing a
piece of biscuit.
Gunn looked at him. He felt terribly
ashamed now, in the presence of the youth,
at the memory of the humiliation he had
just suffered.
“Did you hear that?” he said.
“What?” said Lamont, looking up with
indifference.
“Didn’t you hear the bawling off I got?”
said Gunn.
“Yes! I heard something,” said the youth,
casually. “Was it you they were talking
to? Why did you fire? You shouldn’t
have fired.”
“Eh?” said Gunn, in amazement.
His eyes grew large and he opened his
mouth. He wiped his face on his sleeve.
“That little bastard!” he said. “He
doesn’t give a damn if they put me up against
the parapet and shot me.”
“You’re a cool one,” he said, aloud.
“Blowed, but you are. I get myself bawled
off over you and then you.... Blast it!
It all happened over you last night. See?
I’m finished with you from now on. I’ll
have no more to do with you. What are you
skiving there for? Can’t you muck in and
mop up the trench.”
Now Gunn hated the youth and was
amazed at himself for having been such a fool
as to defend him, work for him and suffer
the mockery of the platoon on his account,
for the past three months. This little fellow
with the damned subtlety and insincerity
of a woman!
“By God!” he said, “never again will
I be taken in by you. There’s nothing the
matter with you now. Last night you were
on the point of...”
“What’s on here?” cried the Corporal,
sticking his head around a corner. “What
are you doing here, Gunn. Did I tell you
to mop up this trench?”
Gunn moved off. Lamont got to his feet.
He dropped his quizzical, sly expression in a
flash. His face became pathetic; as humbly
melancholy as that of a little barefooted
street Arab, begging a penny from a woman.
“Get out of my bloomin’ sight,” said the
Corporal, “before I murder you.”
Lamont shuddered and moved after Gunn.
“Say, Bill,” he said, “you’re not cross,
are you?”
Gunn turned on him angrily, saw his
pathetic face and felt sorry for having been
rough with him.
“Say, Bill,” said Lamont, “would you
like a bit of that cake I got from mother.
Half of it is yours, you know. She told me
to share it equally with you. There’s some
left yet.”
“I don’t want your bloody cake,” said
Gunn, moving away again.
Lamont followed him.
“Where did you get your rifle?” said
Gunn. “Eh? I didn’t give it back to you.
How did you get it?”
“Yes. You gave it back to me when we
got here,” said Lamont. “Don’t you
remember?”
“I don’t remember,” said Gunn. “That’s
queer.”
He stared at Lamont.
“My God!” he said to himself. “There
must be something the matter with me.”
“What the hell are you following me about
for?” he said, aloud.
The youth stared at him in silence. His
lower lip began to tremble.
Gunn swore and then, conquered by his
inability to rid himself of this incubus,
Lamont, he said: “All right then. Hang
on to me. Help me, Christ! I’ll look after
you.”
Suddenly a voice shrieked.
“Ha!” said Gunn. “That’s Appleby.”
Reilly, who was nearby, shaking a wickered
cask that he found, looked up and said,
“There’s some left in this yoke. Wonder
have they poisoned it? It’s beer, I think.”
“Isn’t that Appleby that shouted?” said
Gunn.
“Wonder would it be dangerous to touch
it?” said Reilly.
“Help! Help!” cried Appleby in the
distance.
There was an extraordinary note of terror
in his voice.
“Oh, Christ! What has he done now?”
said Friel.
The Corporal ran past. Reilly, still shaking
the cask, suggested an obscene reason for
Appleby’s cry. They all laughed, except
Gunn, who stood with his head on his chest
and his underlip protruding, saying to himself.
“I must pull myself together. I mustn’t
let it get hold of me.”
As soon as he had again come under the
influence of his affection for Lamont, his
hatred of the Corporal returned.
“Where are you, Appleby?” shouted the
Corporal on the right.
Gunn started and said aloud, “There he
is.”
“Eh?” said Friel, stopping, as he passed
Gunn, on his way to Appleby’s assistance.
“Who?”
Gunn looked at Friel and said fiercely,
“I didn’t say anything.”
Friel looked at Gunn curiously and thought,
“He’s getting queer.”
Then he passed on. Gunn thoughtlessly
followed him. Now he did not know what
he was doing. There was a sharp pain at the
rear of his skull.
When the Corporal reached the spot where
Appleby had been posted to mop up, there was
no sign of the man. Neither was he crying
out any longer. A few minutes previously
the Corporal had left him in an island traverse,
to the rear of which there was a quagmire,
caused by the demolition of a large dug-out.
Then the Corporal rounded the corner of
the traverse, stepping over a heap of
planks, empty casks, broken boxes, torn
sacks and wire netting. He uttered a cry
of horror. In a circular quagmire, about
ten feet in diameter, he saw Appleby, sinking
slowly.
The unfortunate man had already sunk to
his thighs. In his right hand he held his rifle
and bayonet. When he fell, he had reached
out with his weapon, striving to stick the
bayonet into a pile of sandbags that lay on
the far brink of the hole. The bayonet had
not reached the sacks and had landed on
the quagmire. There also, near the sacks,
lay what the wretched man had plunged into
the quagmire to attain—two tins of canned
meat. Goaded by hunger, he had momentarily
forgotten the death trap that lay
between him and his trivial booty. Instead
of dropping his rifle when the bayonet point
had missed the bank, he held on to it by a
soldierly instinct, thereby weighing down
his body; while, at the same time, he reached
out with his left hand, backwards, towards
the opposite bank of the quagmire. Now he
was clawing the air with his left hand. His
face had gone yellow. His chest was heaving
in a queer fashion; remaining expanded for
a long time and then contracting with great
speed. His eyes bulged. His lips moved in
prayer. Intermittently his back curved and
writhed like that of a badly wounded animal.
Hoarse sounds issued from his throat. The
fingers of his left hand opened and closed
slowly like the seemingly unguided movements
of a worm tossing its head, or a snail
moving its horns.
The Corporal stood for a few moments
looking at him open-mouthed, so horrified
by the sight that he could not comprehend
the situation.
“What the bloody hell are you doing
there?” he said. “Get out of that.”
Appleby twisted his head towards the
Corporal, saw him and then moved his lips
to speak. Instead of speaking he stuck
out his tongue at the Corporal. His tongue
lolled on his lower lip. His mouth fell wide
open. The tongue became still. He was
speechless and almost paralysed with fear.
He was now buried to the waist, suddenly
drawn down more quickly by the movement
he had made to face the Corporal.
Realising that the man was really drowning,
the Corporal thrust forward his rifle, crying,
“Catch that.” At the same time he called
out, “Help! Man drowning.”
The muzzle of the Corporal’s rifle was
within reach of Appleby’s left hand. Instead
of catching it with that hand, however, he
dropped his own rifle and twisted his body
round so as to be able to grip the Corporal’s
rifle with both hands. The result was that
he caught the gun with violence, using the
last of his strength for the effort. He
pulled it towards him and dragged the
Corporal into the hole. As he fell, the
Corporal dropped the rifle, uttered a cry,
turned about, gasped and threw himself
forward on his chest. He thrust out his
right hand and gripped the end of a
plank that protruded from the wall of the
trench.
Appleby, now making a gurgling sound
in his throat, sank to his armpits.
Just then Friel, followed by Gunn, reached
the brink of the quagmire.
“A hand! A hand!” cried the Corporal,
seeing them.
“God Almighty!” said Friel, standing
stock still.
Gunn, without a moment’s hesitation,
pushed Friel aside and gripped the Corporal’s
hand.
“Help! Help!” cried Friel, standing
foolishly on the bank, staring at Appleby.
Gunn hauled at the Corporal’s hand so
violently that he nearly wrenched the arm
from its socket. The Corporal groaned with
pain. His body, lying doubled up in the
quagmire, with his thighs near his chest,
was sinking by the stern and had already
become embedded. Gunn, in spite of having
pulled with all his strength, had not moved
the body an inch.
Reilly had now come up and, immediately
realising the situation, called out to Gunn:
“Just hold him. Don’t pull.”
“God!” said Friel, who still stood idly
on the bank, gaping at Appleby, as if
hypnotised. “Look at Appleby. Hey!
Appleby! Appleby!”
Reilly yelled into Friel’s ear, “Get your
bloody equipment off. Hey! Lads! Shaw!
Come on. Hold him Gunn. Corporal
Wallace! Ho, there! Keep your head up,
Corporal. Friel... your bloody... off
with... I say... equipment... equipment.”
“Give me your hand, Corporal,” said
Gunn.
“No, don’t stir,” said Reilly. “Lie still,
Corporal.”
“Jesus! He’s gone,” said Friel. “Look
at Appleby.”
“Don’t mind him,” said Reilly. “Get
off your equipment.”
No. 8740 Private George Appleby, formerly
a worker in a chocolate factory, recently a
member of the bombing section of No. 2
Platoon, at that moment ceased to exist as
a living organism. He had thrown back his
head and stared at the sky with fixed eyes,
with his tongue hanging out, thick and still
and yellow, on his green lower lip. Rain
drops fell into his open mouth. Then he
disappeared with a gentle, sucking sound into
the morass, unnoticed except by Friel, who
gaped at him in horror. In another moment,
all that was left to mark his sojourn on this
earth was a series of circular wrinkles in the
slime that covered the surface of the quagmire
and five orphan children, fathered by him,
living with their widowed mother in Canning
Town, London: all proudly bearing his
name, that of a hero who died in action,
fighting for his king and country.
Nobody except Friel took any notice of
this hero’s death at that moment, and when
the bubble at the centre of the series of circles,
at the point where his nose had disappeared,
burst and vanished, Friel sighed with relief
and turned towards the Corporal.
Gunn had taken no notice of the death of
Appleby. Again he and the Corporal were
face to face as they had been the night before.
Now, however, the situation was reversed.
Gunn had the Corporal’s life, literally, in his
hands, as he held him by the wrist. The
Corporal, staring in silence at Gunn’s face,
wore the expression of a cornered fox. Gunn’s
eyes, avoiding the Corporal’s, had a wild
look in them. The Corporal’s danger had
restored his humanity. But the touch of
the Corporal’s flabby hand excited him
unpleasantly. This unpleasant feeling was
not articulate. It was like an impression
received by a man whose brain is reeling
under the first assault of a heavy drunkenness;
when words and thoughts stand in a very
remote corner of the mind and are scarcely
audible or recognisable. This unpleasantness
was obviously hatred, but Gunn could
not fathom its meaning at that moment.
He turned away his face from it in fear,
lest his eyes, meeting those of the Corporal,
might lead him at once to the disaster that
he felt was looming up somewhere in the
distance.
They joined two sets of equipment and
managed with a great deal of difficulty to
pull the Corporal on to the bank. He had
behaved like a brave man and a disciplined
soldier. He did not relax until they had laid
him on the bank. Then, utterly exhausted,
he closed his eyes, lay back, drew in a deep
breath and became unconscious. The strain
on his body, being hauled out, had almost
pulled him to pieces. He was covered with
terrible slime as sticky as glue. They began
to scrape the mud off him.
Gunn, looking at him as he lay on the
ground, unconscious and caked in slime,
like a Channel swimmer, had another
hallucination. He saw the Corporal’s body
becoming transformed into that of an animal.
At once he hurriedly stepped aside, brushed
his eyes with his sleeve and then looked
wildly at his comrades. Nobody had noticed
him. “God!” he said to himself, “what’s
coming over me?”
He moved away from them. All the section
was there except Lamont. Gunn went to
look for his comrade. He was now trembling.
When he got round the corner of the traverse,
he halted, looked back furtively and said to
himself, “They’ll catch the two of us at it.
Sure as God they will!”
He started and listened in awe to the sounds
of the words he had uttered to himself,
re-echoing in his brain. “What?” he said
to himself. “What will they catch us at?
Trying to escape? I must leave that little
devil. He’ll get me hung. Where is he
now? I’ll go and tell him he must chuck
it and muck in with the others. We’ve
got to soldier. By God I we’ve got to stick
it.”
Somebody had called out, “Stretcher
bearers.”
Sergeant Corcoran, followed by Corporal
Wallace and Duncan the stretcher-bearer,
came up.
“It’s Corporal Williams,” said Jennings.
“He fell into a hole.”
“Appleby is...,” began Friel.
The Sergeant brushed him aside before he
could finish.
“What cheer, Towny?”
The Sergeant’s voice was tender as he
knelt beside the Corporal.
The Corporal opened his eyes, shook his
head and tried to sit up. “One of my men,
Sergeant,” he stammered, “Appleby...
in the hole. Fish him out. I lost my rifle.”
“Yes, by God,” said Reilly. “Appleby is
in there.”
The Sergeant jumped to his feet.
“Where?” he cried.
“He’s drowned,” said Friel, pointing at the
series of circles, that had now almost vanished.
“What?” cried the Sergeant. “Where
is he?”
They explained to him what had happened.
They all gazed at the hole.
“I saw him sink,” said Friel. “He had
his tongue stuck out.”
“Then fish him out,” said the Sergeant, in
his shrill voice. “What are you blokes
looking at?”
The Corporal sat up.
“I dived in after him,” he said. “Poor
Appleby! Poor bastard!”
The Sergeant threw a piece of wood into
the slimy pit. The mud began to suck at
the stick at once, like a living thing, dragging
it down into its gut.
“It must be fifty feet deep,” said Reilly.
“Napoo,” said the Sergeant.
“Give me a drink,” said the Corporal.
“Haversack, water-bottle, rifle, gas-mask and
everything gone.”
“Get back, you fellahs,” said the Sergeant.
“Only for Gunn he was done for,” said
Friel.
“Stop talking,” said the Sergeant. “Get
on with your work. Jump to it.”
Going back, Shaw met Gunn, who was
standing in a bay, staring at the ground.
“What’s the matter, mate?” said Shaw.
Gunn started as if struck and turned
around. His forehead was deeply furrowed
and the whites of his eyes had nearly
altogether become stained with blood.
“It’s this —— rain,” he said. “If it
doesn’t stop I’ll...”
“Keep your hair on, mate,” said Shaw.
“Forget it. Don’t worry about being bawled
off just now over firing them shots. You’ll
get away with it. The Sergeant is a decent
bloke. His bark is worse than his bite.”
“I’m not worrying about the Sergeant,”
said Gunn, in a hoarse voice.
“Everybody has got to bawl off somebody,”
said Shaw. “Forget it.”
Gunn swore and moved on.
Shaw shook his head, shrugged his shoulders
and said to himself, “Gunn is going off his
chump. Better be careful.”
Lamont was still gnawing his biscuit when
Gunn got back to him.
“What happened?” he said.
“Appleby is gone west,” said Gunn,
gazing at the youth with furrowed forehead.
“Really,” said Lamont, opening his lips,
pausing, and then continuing to chew.
“What happened to him?” he said,
looking vacantly into the distance.
“Eh?” said Gunn.
The youth, still looking vacantly into the
distance, stopped chewing for a few moments.
Then he continued to chew without repeating
the question. He showed no interest in
Appleby’s death. Concentrating on some
purpose or fixed idea, he had become
unconscious of his “immediate” environment.
His eyes were unhealthily brilliant.
Gunn scowled at him and moved away.
Now he was afraid of Lamont. While Lamont
was panic-stricken and acting like a frightened
girl, Gunn had merely been irritated with the
lad. He had felt superior to him, even
though he was being used as a servant and
corrupted by ideas of illegal means of escape.
Now it was worse, when the lad had suddenly
become callous with a strange look in his
eyes. He was more like a woman.
The Sergeant came down the trench.
Lamont went on chewing his biscuit and
gazing into the distance until the Sergeant
stopped in front of him. Then he looked at
the Sergeant, opened his mouth and assumed
a pathetic expression.
“Hey, you!” yelled the Sergeant.
He paused, drew in a deep breath and then,
in a low, biting voice, uttered a long oath,
which contained five nouns and nine adjectives.
Lamont trembled beneath this awesome
abuse.
“I’ll dance in your guts,” said the Sergeant,
“if you don’t wake up. Hop it. Jump.
Take his number, Corporal.”
He moved on.
Lamont threw away the bit of biscuit he
was chewing.
“Take him, idle,” said the Sergeant,
moving away.
The Corporal, even though he was trembling
from head to foot as he walked after the
Sergeant, at once became rigid when he heard
this order. He dived into his tunic pocket
for his notebook. His hands were so thickly
coated with slime that he could do nothing
with them. He called on Friel to take out
the notebook and pencil. Friel had also to
write down Lamont’s name, number and crime
report.
Gunn burst out laughing.
“That bloke is going off his knocker,” said
Shaw to Jennings.
“What did I tell you blokes?” said Reilly,
coming along. “Not one of us’ll come out
alive. There’s one gone already. Old
Appleby. A crummy bloody soldier he was
but still.... There’s only eight of us left
now.”
Gunn laughed again.
They all looked at him.
“It’s all a cod,” said Gunn.
“What is a cod?” said the Corporal.
“The whole war is a cod. I just saved
you from drowning, and now you’re taking
my chum’s number. Why not take all our
numbers, and be done with it, for every
crime in the King’s Regulations? All our
numbers are up, so it doesn’t matter.”
The Corporal looked at Gunn viciously.
Then he walked past him without speaking.
The men began to mutter.
“It’s not bloody well fair,” said Reilly,
“when all is said and done, taking a man’s
number in the front line for next to nothing.
I’m referring to Bill and not to you,” he said
to Lamont. “You bloody little stink, you’re
always getting somebody into trouble. You’re
good for nothing.”
“Let the kid alone, Reilly,” muttered
Gunn.
The Corporal came back, again fully armed
and equipped. The corpse of a man who
had been killed in Corporal Tyson’s section
had been stripped to equip him. He brought
a fresh order.
“We’re to post sentries and drum up,”
he said. “We’re going to advance at eleven
o’clock. Pass it along. Who’s next for
sentry? You, Gunn. It’s your turn. The
rest can fall out and drum up.”
Gunn, still grinning, turned his face to the
hill in front, laid his rifle along the parados
and covered the breach with a piece of sacking.
Lamont came over to him.
“Say, Bill,” he said. “Have you got the
rations?”
Gunn turned around. Lamont had a mess-tin
in his hand.
“What are you going to do?” he said.
“I’m going to make tea,” said Lamont.
“How?” said Gunn, pointing at the sky,
from which rain was still pouring. “What a
hope you have!”
“The others are going to try,” said
Lamont.
“All right. Take the tea and sugar in
my haversack.”
Lamont opened the haversack, took out
the packet and closed the sack. Then he
whispered, “What’s the matter, Bill?”
The youth’s voice was tender. Gunn
looked at him. Seeing the boy’s beautiful
face, with despair in his young eyes and his
pale lips drawn tightly together to repress the
emotion caused by a sudden memory of his
mother, Gunn nearly broke into tears. He
wanted to say something kind to the lad, or
to take him in his arms and run out of the
trench, out of that damned, sodden, rotting
place, to green earth and peace. But he
turned to his front again without saying
anything. And he grinned at the hill which
concealed the enemy.
“Will we eat that tin of Maconochie,
Bill?” said Lamont. “I could warm it up
on my mess-tin lid.”
“Do what you like,” said Gunn.
“Would you rather I fried the tin of
bully?”
Gunn made no reply.
“We have no cheese. The rats bored a
hole through my haversack and ate it.”
Gunn turned around and said savagely:
“I told you to put it in your mess-tin, where
they couldn’t get at it.”
He was now determined to conquer his
feeling for the boy, to cease hating the
Corporal, to become a good, obedient, thoughtless
soldier once more. He must root out
the weakness inspired in him by Lamont.
“But I had the cake in my mess-tin,”
said Lamont. “I couldn’t let the rats eat
the cake that... she sent me.”
“Oh, blast!...”
Gunn stopped short, on the point of cursing
the boy’s mother. “Go on,” he said. “Do
what you like. Go ahead.”
The lad walked away a few yards and then
stood still, not knowing how to drum up in
the rain without shelter or dry wood. The
Corporal, as usual, had seized the only
shelter in that part of the trench, a nook
formed by the posts of a destroyed dug-out.
His mucking-in chum, Shaw, was already
getting ready to make tea in the nook,
shaving with his jack-knife some pieces of
dry wood he had found.
Nearby, Reilly, the other old soldier, stood
watching Shaw out of the corner of his
eye, while he caressed the drooping ends of
his moustache. Friel, who mucked in
with Reilly, came up with two barbed wire
stakes.
“These what you want?” he asked.
“Do all right, I think,” said Reilly.
He stuck his bayonet into the side of the
trench, at a point where the parapet bulged.
He stuck a stake of barbed wire into the wall
on either side of the bayonet, a little higher
up. Then he spread an oil-sheet over the
stakes, lacing the ends of the sheet around
them. He hung a mess tin on the bayonet.
Then he begged a piece of dry wood from
Shaw.
At that moment, McDonald, who had dug
a hole in the side of the parapet with his
entrenching tool and was now rummaging
for his rations, suddenly cried out, with great
violence, “Well, I deserve what I got for
letting that bloody fool keep our rations.
Now he’s gone and drowned himself and
they’re drowned with him.”
“What are you talking about?” said the
Corporal, who sat near Shaw, scraping the
mud off his uniform with his jack-knife.
“Appleby,” said McDonald. “He had
our rations.”
“Yes,” said Jennings, in his odd officer’s
voice. “He had the whole jolly lot with
him.”
“The bloody fool!” said McDonald.
“Now what are we going to do?”
“Serves you right, you savage,” cried
Gunn. “Is that the way you refer to a dead
comrade?”
“Look to your front there, Gunn,” said
the Corporal.
“God!” thought Gunn, biting his lip.
“He won’t give me a chance. He’ll make
me do it.”
“By Jesus!” said McDonald. “I’ll dig
him out of that hole to get my rations.”
“You see,” said Jennings, “I’m an odd
man since my mate went back sick, so I
mucked in with Appleby and McDonald.
There was a tin of posset belonging to me
personally.”
“What about me?” shouted McDonald,
his ape-like face writhing with passion.
“There was a sack-full of grub, including
three tins of French bully we found in a
dug-out on fatigue yesterday. All the
bloody trouble I got digging the b—— up
is gone for nothing. I’m going to get it
though.”
He set off towards the traverse where
Appleby got drowned.
“Come back, you mad glutton,” said the
Corporal. “I’ll give you a drop of tea,
if there’s any left.”
McDonald came back.
“What’s the good of tea?” said McDonald.
“I wish I had eaten that French bully when
I got it.”
“Well! You ate four tins of it,” said
Reilly. “Blimme! I saw him digging into
it like a savage, sitting beside the stinking
corpse. You’d be tied up for duration if
an officer saw you. Come here. Give me
that dry wood you got, and muck in with us.”
“Get busy, lad,” said Shaw to Lamont.
“Ain’t you going to drum up?”
Shaw had already lit a fire under his mess
tin. Lamont was standing by watching him.
“He’s waiting for his mother to come and
do it for him,” said the Corporal. “You
needn’t expect me to feed you. I’m not your
father.”
Lamont winced at the reference to his
mother. Gunn shuddered and ground his
teeth, staring at the hill.
“He’ll make me do it,” he said.
Now the sound of the Corporal’s voice
hurt his nerves, like a finger nail being rubbed
against a stone.
“Come on, boy,” said Reilly to Lamont.
“Bring your mess tin over here. There’s
room for it on this bayonet. Chip some
slivers. Get out your knife.”
They started a fire under the two mess-tins,
with the wood McDonald had foraged.
McDonald, Jennings, Friel and Lamont
were now gathered around Reilly, while
Shaw and the Corporal sat apart. The
Corporal got jealous of Reilly ordering the
men about and taking them under his protection.
“I suppose, Reilly,” he said, “you think
you’re a hell of a fellow now, being the
father of rookies.”
“There he is again,” said Gunn to himself.
“He can let nothing alone.”
“I’m no more a rookie than you are,
Corporal,” said McDonald, always eager to
take offence. “Trouble is that you’re a
rookie as a Corporal. In Corporal Wallace’s
section....”
“What’s your number?” cried the
Corporal, furiously angry.
“Before you came up,” said McDonald.
“You can’t crime me for what I didn’t say.”
“Eh?” said the Corporal.
“I didn’t say it,” said McDonald.
“What didn’t you say?” said the Corporal.
“You did say it.”
“What did I say?” said McDonald.
“Ask Reilly if I said it.”
McDonald always got out of an argument
by infecting his opponent with the confusion
of his own stupidity. His mind had neither
a beginning nor an end. It was a circle.
The Corporal swore at him and became silent,
conscious that he had been put to shame in
front of his section, conscious that his men had
no respect for him and that they were comparing
him unfavourably in their minds and
in their conversation with Corporal Wallace.
Corporal Wallace was the most popular
N.C.O. in the company. All his men lived
in a spirit of complete friendship with him.
He got all the intelligent and well-mannered
recruits, whereas every “tough” was ushered
into the bombing section. It was the resting
place of N.C.O.’s who had been reduced to
the ranks and of recruits who had to be
“broken in” with an iron hand. In the
bombing section men were always being
crimed and everybody was at loggerheads
with his comrades and with his Corporal.
There was a saying in the company: “Stand
to your kits. Here comes one of Corporal
Williams’ bombers.” Yet every man in
the section, except Lamont, wore a ribbon
on his tunic.
Suddenly Gunn, on sentry, cried out,
“Christ! Look at the cavalry!”
Everybody jumped up, as excited as if
the miracle of the loaves and fishes was
being performed in No Man’s Land within
their reach; all except Shaw, whose mess tin
was almost boiling.
“Where?” said the Corporal.
“There, on the left. See?”
“I declare to God they are,” said Reilly.
“Horses.”
“Never see horses before?” said Shaw,
puffing at his fire.
“But what on earth are they doing here?”
said Jennings.
“God only knows!” said Reilly. “Probably
a circus going to start. The war mustn’t
be paying, so they’re going to turn it into a
circus.”
“They must be circus horses,” said Friel,
“to be able to come up over the duck-boards.”
They all gaped in wonder at the horses,
which looked like skeletons, dimly outlined
against the horizon on the left, with their
cloaked riders stooping forward from the rain.
They moved very slowly in a line, staggering
through shell-holes, slipping in the mud and
rearing.
“Can you beat that for lunacy?” said
the Corporal. “What crazy fool sent those
horses up here?”
“Oh! some mad fool,” said Reilly. “Pay
no heed to anything you see happening in
this war. Ha! Now they’ll get it.”
There was a rattle of machine gun fire. A
rider threw up his hands. His mount reared
and shook its head, pawing the air with one
fore-leg, while the other leg hung limply.
Then both rider and horse disappeared,
falling backwards into the mud. The other
horses turned and tried to gallop back.
It was impossible for them to gallop. They
all seemed to have their spines injured by the
way they sprawled, with their legs spread
out. Several of them got hit and came down.
The others disappeared. The machine-gun
ceased fire.
“Fine bloody polo game that was,” said
Jennings.
“Jerry is there yet all right,” said the
Corporal. “The war is not over.”
“Hurrah!” said Shaw. “She’s on the
boil, Corporal.”
“Warm the tin of pork an’ beans,” said
the Corporal. “Much rooty left?”
“Curse and blast it!” said Reilly, rushing
back to his mess tin. “The fire is gone out
while we were looking at those horses. Come
on, lads. Chips. Chips.”
Jennings, McDonald, Lamont and Reilly
gathered around the tiny fire trying to restore
it to life. The Corporal and Shaw began to
eat their breakfast. Gunn, on sentry, smelt
the Corporal’s breakfast and became terribly
excited. He could hear the Corporal making
noises as he ate.
Looking around, he saw the Corporal
stuffing bread, pork, beans and tea into his
mouth with great rapidity, and then swallowing
them all ravenously and filling his mouth
afresh with bread, pork, beans and tea,
before the first mouthful had gone down his
throat.
“Christ! How I hate him!” said Gunn to
himself, as he turned to his front.
Then he became aware of his own body,
with that painfully vivid consciousness which
is nearly always present in a sensitive,
intelligent being and leads to refinement of
thought and conduct, but which is almost
entirely alien to a strong, stupid person.
When it strikes the latter it causes a dangerous
ferment that leads invariably to ill-considered
violence.
Gunn felt something, actually alive,
leaping against his ribs and against the
walls of his stomach, struggling to break
forth.
“Look out! Oh, God Almighty!”
It was Reilly who had shouted. In their
excitement, the men feeding the fire under
the mess-tins had paid no attention to the
rain-water that was gathering on the oil-sheet
overhead. The oil-sheet had sagged
down in the middle, laden with water. Now
it fell, dragging the stakes and the bayonet
with it. The mess-tins overturned. There
was a sizzling sound and an acrid smell of
wet ashes. McDonald’s hand was burned
as he held fresh slivers to the flames.
All gaped. The Corporal laughed.
“Now,” he cried, taunting Reilly. “What
price old soldiers?”
Reilly, undefeated, shrugged his shoulders
and said, “Could I use your fire, ’20?”
“No time now,” said the Corporal. “Get
your rifles clean.”
Gunn’s eyes glittered.
The others looked at one another, speechless
with misery. This spilling of two quarts of
hot water was a greater disaster to each of them
than the loss of an eye. It was the last straw
in the load of misery that overwhelmed them.
A look of despair came into their eyes.
Gunn, looking from one to the other of them,
felt a black joy at the despair in their eyes.
It fortified his growing purpose.
“I hate him! I hate him,” he repeated.
His mind had now taken the shape of a
glass ball, in the interior of which there are
pictures. The ball expanded and contracted.
Expanded, it contained a picture of the whole
army, from the Commander-in-Chief with
his staff, right down the ranks of Authority,
to the great nameless, numbered multitude
of men like himself, who lay hungry and wet
and covered with mud in holes, DOOMED TO
DIE. Contracted, he saw in it only the
Corporal and himself.
The Corporal was a grinning brute. He
himself was a savage man with a club.
Lamont came over and whispered, “Might
as well have a piece of this cake, Bill.”
Gunn swallowed a lump in his throat,
looked into the youth’s DEAD eyes, and
muttered tenderly, “Stick to me, kid.
And, by God! If anything happens to
you.... D’ye hear?”
CHAPTER VI
The rain ceased about ten o’clock. The
sky grew clear. The battle-front was still
silent. The men caught sight of a green
slope, afar off on the left, beyond a hollow.
“Look,” said Jennings, “there’s grass
there. Astonishing.”
With the exception of Lamont, none of
them had seen a blade of grass for five months.
“By Christ!” said Reilly, “the next
thing we’ll see is a woman.”
They became quite cheerful at the sight
of green grass.
“Listen!” cried McDonald, “that’s a
bird singing.”
“Yes!” said Friel. “It’s a lark. My
God! that’s open country out there. That’s
the end of the desert.”
They all looked at the green grass and
listened to the lark singing. The sky was
becoming blue and clear. Was the nightmare
over? Was peace coming?
That most demoralising thought brought
fever to their blood.
Then Reilly brought them back to gloomy
reality by saying, “That’s a bad sign.
We’re for it, lads. It’s unlucky to hear a
bird singing in No Man’s Land.”
Now their faces became drawn and their
eyes narrowed as they listened to the eerie
singing of the lark in No Man’s Land.
“There are Jerries moving up that slope,”
said Gunn. “Where’s our bloody artillery?”
“They’re on the run,” said the Corporal.
“Like hell they are,” said Reilly. “That’s
a gun they are dragging. They’re going to
pitch their tents there on dry land. I see
their idea.”
“What?” said McDonald.
“Why!” said Reilly, “they’ll get us
to follow them over this mud. It’s a good
place for a graveyard. Cheap. Look how
Appleby went down. We’re done for.”
“Ha!” said Gunn.
A sharp boom came from the rear, followed
by another and still another. Overhead,
three shells passed whining and burst with
a loud crash in the green field where the enemy
was moving. The earth spouted up in three
fountains where they fell.
“See them run!” cried the Corporal. “Ha!
that got them. See the stretcher-bearers,
coming up. Come on, gunners. Give it to
the bastards.”
Their faces shone with excitement as the
guns began to fire continuously. In spite
of their exhaustion, they felt that this
tremendous booming in their rear and the
huge projectiles that went whining over their
heads towards the enemy were an expression
of their own power. Like skinny consumptives
who are carried away by the thunder of
Nietzsche’s poetry into a belief in the superman,
these hapless wretches at that moment
almost believed that the thunder was issuing
from their own mouths. They were hysterical
with hunger, wet, want of sleep, lice, terror
of death.
They moved about restlessly. Their eyes
assumed a tense, fierce expression. They
attained a grotesque dignity. They fingered
their weapons. Their monster was belching
fire. Soon he would thrust forth his claws,
thousands of little men, covered with mud,
at the enemy.
Gunn, listening to the artillery, was even
more excited than the others. Their sound
exalted into ecstasy the blood lust that was
growing in him.
CHAPTER VII
Exactly at eleven o’clock, when the thunder
of the guns had reached its climax, two
thousand, four hundred and forty-five men
of all ranks stepped out of their holes and
walked into No Man’s Land towards the
enemy. They advanced in artillery formation,
by sections.
This time, only seven men went over the
top with Corporal Williams. They were
gathered about him in a bunch and he looked
like the leader of a primitive band of nomads,
driven from their hole by ram, hunger, disease
or vermin, seeking a better hole. On either
side, other Corporals advanced with similar
groups. There was no excitement, no haste,
no grandeur, no drums, no banners, no
gleaming weapons, no plumes, no terrifying
devices, no shouting of war-maddened
warriors; just little crowds of dirty, stooping
men, with ugly steel hats, gas masks, bags of
bombs.
A miserable, heat-less sun now shone in
the sky. The earth seemed a void, barren
of life, the crater of a dead world; and the
thunder of the guns was no longer romantically
awe-inspiring. The crash of their bursting
had become barren of power in their ears.
Suddenly, when they had advanced three
hundred yards, the enemy opened fire with
his artillery. Shells began to fall in front of
them. Instinctively, they gathered closer
together and shuddered. Their steps became
more brisk. Not a word was spoken. The
shells fell more thickly. They seemed to
be alive, hissing as they swooped through
the air. Yet when they burst, they became
almost impotent, smothered by the
slime.
They reached the slope of the hill and
began to ascend. Now machine-guns opened
fire to the left. They could see the hollow
beyond the hill and afar off, green fields,
stumps of trees, ruined houses, walls, roads,
black railway lines. But there was no sign of
an enemy; just flashes of fire spotting the
earth, which was a black crater, scarred with
holes, littered with wreckage, coated with
oozing slime.
Above the roar of the artillery and the
rattle of machine-guns, their anxious ears
caught the moaning of wounded men. The
signal came: “Take cover.” “Down.
Down.”
Corporal Williams and his seven men threw
themselves on the ground at once and lay
still, hugging the mud, unconscious now of
hunger, thirst, cold, wet, lice and other
miseries, all except one, the misery of death.
As still as rabbits and with the fixed eyes of
terrified rabbits, they lay flat, while the gigantic
missiles whined and burst about them,
covering them with a spray of mud. They
were under cover from bullets, lying in a
crater formed by several shell-holes that had
been converted into one hole by other shells.
There was a roar above their heads, as if
the earth had burst and was flying about in
clashing fragments, rebursting, revolving.
The drums of their ears could not differentiate
between sounds. They were no longer afraid.
They no longer thought. They had lost
individual consciousness. They had ceased
to be human.
Then a man came running across from the
right, threw himself down into their hole
and called in a voice that startled them by
its stern fearlessness, “Corporal Williams!”
It was the Platoon Sergeant. They all
raised their heads and stared at him in
amazement, because he had retained the power
of speech and of individual consciousness.
He pointed towards the front and yelled
something into the Corporal’s ear. There
was a clod of blood-stained mud or human
flesh on his moustache under his nose. Then
he jumped to his feet and ran crouching to
the right.
The Corporal shouted to his men, “Come
on, lads. We’re to dig in there in front.
Get ready.”
They again became afraid at the realisation
that they had to rise from the mud and become
alive, in order to guide their bodies towards a
place somewhere in front, where they had to
dig, exposed to this shower of hot iron.
“It’s a massacre,” whined Jennings.
“Get ready, lads,” said the Corporal.
Suddenly, Lamont, who lay beside Gunn,
jumped to his feet and dropping his rifle, tried
to run out of the hole towards the enemy.
Gunn seized him and hauled him back.
“Wait for it,” shouted the Corporal, in
his excitement not understanding the nature
of Lamont’s movements.
“Now,” he shouted.
They all jumped up and ran forward.
Gunn thrust his rifle into Lamont’s hand.
Then he seized him by the scruff of the neck
and dragged him along. The Corporal,
running in front, threw himself down. They
all followed, dropping around him in a row.
They now lay on exposed ground, which
offered only a few inches of cover.
“Dig,” cried the Corporal.
“How are we to dig into this?” yelled
McDonald in an insane voice, as he thrust his
fingers into the slime and then pulled them
forth, webbed, as from a cake of kneaded flour.
Now they all babbled.
“What’s the good of entrenching tools
here?” cried Friel.
“Dig in,” yelled the Corporal.
They got out their entrenching tools and
began to dig.
“No use,” said Gunn, savagely driving his
tool into the mud. “It’s putty.”
“Dig, you bastards!” screamed the Corporal.
Like idiots, they all began to tear at the
mud, without making the slightest impression
on the ground. It was a mass of sticky slime.
But they worked furiously, without thought,
without hope of achieving anything, merely
obeying the order to drive their tools into
the earth and to pull them forth again.
Lamont struck the ground once feebly
with his tool and then hauled at it with both
hands trying to draw it forth. His exhausted
muscles were unable for the effort. With
the handle in his hand, he stared at the
ground and shuddered.
Gunn drove his elbow into the boy’s side
and yelled, “Keep down. Make cover for
yourself.”
Lamont gasped and threw himself against
Friel, who was digging on the other side of
him. He tried to crawl under Friel’s body.
Friel swore, raised himself on his knees and
then seized Lamont to push him away.
Lamont crawled over to Gunn. As Friel
was lying down again to dig, he made a loud
sound in his nostrils and then grunted. He
fell prone, doubled up at once and grasped
his stomach with both hands.
He had been shot six times through the
stomach. He began to moan.
Just then a shell burst immediately behind
them. They all lay flat, while the mud
dislodged by the shell came falling down.
Then they heard Friel moaning.
“Who’s that?” cried the Corporal, raising
his head.
He looked all round him and saw two things
that interested him. One was Friel, lying
on his face, writhing, grasping his stomach
with his hands. The other was men running
back on all sides. Somebody, far back, was
signalling, giving the order to retire.
“Retire,” cried the Corporal. “Get out
of it.”
Lamont jumped up first and ran back like
a deer. As McDonald was about to follow,
he saw Friel and stooped to pick him up.
“Leave him to me,” said Reilly. “Run.”
“Shouldn’t we open rapid fire,” said Shaw,
“while Friel is carried back?”
“There are no orders to fire,” said the
Corporal.
“Jesus!” said Reilly. “What a bloody
circus!”
Gunn and Reilly dragged Friel back into
a shell-hole.
The others raced back, scattering into
various shell-holes. Here it was quiet. They
were under cover from machine-gun fire,
sheltered by the hill. The shells were all
dropping in front, exactly where they had
been ordered to dig in by the officers in charge.
Gunn and Reilly cut open Friel’s great-coat
and tunic. He was bleeding terribly.
The Corporal dashed over from the shell-hole
into which he had dropped. Everybody
was calling for stretcher bearers. Men in
other shell-holes were also calling for stretcher-bearers.
Nobody came. They tried to bandage
the wound, but it was impossible to do so,
as the stomach seemed to be full of holes.
On account of the filthy state of their hands
and their utter weariness, they only added to
the poor wretch’s agony without helping him.
“Where is the dressing station?” said
Reilly. “We can do nothing with him.
He’s bleeding internally. His guts are
smashed.”
“Where is the dressing station?” said
the Corporal. “Eh?”
Nobody knew where anything was. They
just gaped at one another.
“Come on,” said Reilly. “Put him on
my back. I’ll carry him.”
As soon as they tried to lift him, Friel
uttered a horrible moan and clawed at them.
Then he began to wriggle and a great gush of
blood issued from his stomach through the
field bandages they had placed on it. His
face contorted. He bared his teeth, opened
his mouth and just when he was going to close
it, Reilly thrust the handle of his jack-knife
between the teeth. His jaws closed with a
snap; he shivered, and strange gurgling noises
issued from his throat.
“Stretcher-bearers, for Christ’s sake!”
cried Gunn.
Friel began to make sounds like a dummy,
a loutish mumbling. He threw out his
right leg and tapped the ground violently
with his heel. Then he shook all over and
lay still, all except his chest, which rose and
fell slowly, at long intervals, causing a rumble
in his throat. Another stream of blood
gushed forth, covering Reilly’s hand.
Reilly took away the bloody hand which
he had placed on the torn stomach to press
in the bandages. “Good-bye, lad. Cheerio!”
he said.
Gunn got to his feet, stared angrily at the
Corporal and began to curse.
“What did you say?” said the Corporal.
Gunn raised his hand, muttered something
and sat down, looking at the ground gloomily.
The Corporal, paying no heed to him,
leaned over the side of the hole and
yelled, “Keep your heads down! Stretcher-bearers!”
Shells were beginning to fall around. The
enemy was getting the range again. Friel
was now motionless.
“It’s too late now,” said Reilly. “He’s
gone West.”
The jack-knife was still in Friel’s mouth.
Reilly forced open the jaws and pulled it
out. The jaws would not close again.
No. 9087 Private Michael Friel, formerly
a constable in the Royal Irish Constabulary,
had died from hæmorrhage, following
numerous gun-shot wounds in the abdomen,
received in action. He left three mistresses,
resident in Dublin, London and
Liverpool.
“Where’s Lamont?” said Gunn, jumping
to his feet.
He ran out of the hole, threw himself on
the ground while a shell burst and then ran
on again, shouting, “Hey! Louis! Where
are you?”
McDonald stuck his head out of a hole and
cried, “He’s here.”
He ducked again at once. Gunn entered
that hole. Lamont was sitting at the bottom,
doubled up. McDonald was cutting open
a tin of bully beef. He stopped when Gunn
looked at him. Gunn glanced at Lamont
and then turned to McDonald.
“Where did you get that bully?” he
said. “You took it from the kid.”
“Yer a liar, I didn’t,” said McDonald.
“It’s out of my...”
He paused and looked around him furtively.
He was eating his iron rations.
Gunn raised Lamont’s head. The boy was
deadly pale. He tried to smile and then
drew in his breath through his teeth. Gunn
dropped the lad’s head.
“Give us a bit,” he said to McDonald.
He now felt terribly hungry.
“Eat your own rations,” said McDonald,
ravenously devouring lumps of meat that he
hauled out of the tin with his knife.
Suddenly Gunn, who had been only semiconscious
from the moment that he stepped
out of the enemy’s front line trench, began
to think once more.
A crowd of images and words rushed into
his brain. He covered his eyes with his
hands, trying to conceal himself from the
images. Then a voice within him began
to repeat: “Kill him! Kill him! Kill
him!”
He shuddered, took away his hands from
his eyes, looked at Lamont and began to
tap the boy on the back, making a sucking
noise in the corner of his cheek, like a man
making friends with a dog.
“Hey!” said McDonald. “What are
you doing?”
Gunn looked up.
McDonald threw away the remains of his
bully beef, stood up and cried out in a terrified
voice, “Hey! Corporal!”
“Sit down,” muttered Gunn, “or I’ll
run my bayonet through ye.”
McDonald ran out of the hole, leaving his
rifle. He dived into the hole where Corporal
Williams was. Two stretcher-bearers had
now arrived. They were taking away Friel’s
corpse.
“Gunn is gone mad,” said McDonald.
“You’re daft, yourself, you fool,” said
the Corporal. “What’s he trying on? That’s
an old dodge.”
“Come and see him,” said McDonald.
“He threatened to bayonet me.”
Now the enemy shell-fire had ceased
again. Men were standing up in their
holes on all sides, looking about them. The
Corporal, Reilly and McDonald walked
across to the hole where McDonald had
been.
“Better be careful, Corporal,” said Reilly.
“If he’s off his chump....”
“Don’t you worry,” said the Corporal.
Shaw and Jennings were standing up in
another hole farther away.
“Is Friel badly hurt?” said Shaw.
“Gone West,” said Reilly.
“What’s the ticket now then?” said
Shaw. “Where are you off to?”
The Corporal, getting afraid of Gunn as
he approached, signalled to Shaw, pointing
to the hole where Gunn lay.
“What’s up?” cried Jennings.
Shaw got out of his hole, signalling to
Jennings to follow him. They thus
approached Gunn from both sides, as if
ambushing an enemy, with their rifles at
the high port. They arrived all together on
the banks of the hole. They found Gunn
sitting on his heels, ravenously devouring the
remains of McDonald’s bully beef. He looked
up at them in surprise. His face looked calm,
showing nothing more strange than the
rather disgusting expression of a half-starved
man devouring food.
“What are you doing there?” said the
Corporal.
Lamont looked up, roused by the Corporal’s
voice. Gunn dropped the bully beef tin and
rubbed his hands along his thighs. He
remained silent.
“He’s eaten my bully,” said McDonald,
jumping down into the hole.
Gunn looked from man to man, blinking.
“I thought you didn’t want any more of
it,” he said to McDonald. “You threw it
away.”
“Did you threaten to bayonet McDonald,
Gunn?” said the Corporal.
“I?” said Gunn. “Who said so?”
McDonald had picked up the tin and looked
into it. It was empty. “He’s finished it,”
he cried in rage. “My iron rations.”
“Your what?” cried the Corporal, forgetting
Gunn in the excitement of having
discovered a serious crime to enter into his
notebook. “You ate your iron rations?”
McDonald waved his hands. His ape-like
face wrinkled. His teeth chattered. He
could think of no excuse to offer for the crime
which his stupidity and gluttony had exposed.
“Speak up!” cried the Corporal, jumping
down into the hole.
McDonald, almost in tears, began to explain
how “the bloody fool, Appleby, went and
drowned himself, with all our rations.”
“What’s your number?” said the Corporal.
Gunn looked up and saw Shaw whispering
to Reilly. He knew they were talking about
him. He also knew that they thought he
was mad and that they were discussing the
best thing to do with him. And he suddenly
became aware of a great cunning in himself.
He became conscious of it, actually saw it in
his mind (at least, he imagined he saw it,
which amounted to the same thing). In a
flash, he told himself that he must deceive
them, for now at all costs he must avoid
being sent back from the line until he had
done what he intended to do.
Speaking quite coldly, much more coolly
than anybody else in the hole, he said to
Shaw, “Give us a smoke, ’20. I know you
have a packet.”
Shaw looked at him in surprise.
“Come on, mate,” said Gunn, smiling and
showing a set of flashing, white teeth, which
contrasted strangely with his coarse face.
The whiteness of his teeth made his face
look cunningly evil at that moment, instead
of stupid, as it had been until then.
His face was now “strange” and inhuman.
Shaw came down into the hole, and gave
him a piece of cigarette. Reilly and Jennings
also came down into the hole. Now the
whole section was there, sitting close together,
all hysterical with fear, exhaustion and shock,
except Gunn who was mad.
The Corporal had forgotten to “crime”
McDonald for his offence. He was too
hysterical and exhausted to execute a simple
purpose. McDonald was scraping out the
tin of bully beef. Lamont, indifferent to
his environment, stared into the distance.
The Corporal, suddenly aware of his utter
exhaustion, covered his face with his hands
and yawned. Reilly and Shaw, being old
soldiers and properly trained, sat motionless,
without thought, just conserving their life;
which is the only proper occupation of a
soldier not fulfilling an order. Jennings
scratched himself with one hand and with the
other searched his pockets for the butt of a
cigarette. Gunn’s eyes glittered.
CHAPTER VIII
While they were sitting idle in this fashion
in the hole, the Sergeant appeared. He was
walking casually, with his rifle at the trail.
He seemed to be in a great humour.
“Come out of your holes, bombers,” he
said. “Jerry is gone again.”
They all looked up quickly and made a
move to get on their feet, startled by the
Sergeant’s appearance. A soldier is always
terrified when caught sitting in idleness by
a superior; even when he is entitled to sit
in idleness. But the Sergeant was in such
good humour that he forgot to abuse them for
sitting idly in their hole during an engagement.
“Is he retiring?” said the Corporal.
“That true, Sergeant?”
“Yes,” said the Sergeant. “The war is
all over now bar the shouting.”
The men uttered exclamations of delight.
A look of awe came into their faces.
“Are we going after him, sarg.?” said the
Corporal.
“Not just yet,” said the Sergeant. “Can’t
bring up the guns over this blasted mud.
That’s what the delay is about. We’re to
wait here till dark and try to bring up the
rations. Nobody exactly knows what’s on.
He retired suddenly.”
Then he changed his tone, and said,
gloomily, “Looks as if we’re going to be in
the line for keeps.”
Now he spoke from his heart. Before, he
had spoken as a Sergeant, whose duty it was
to cheer the men with good news and restore
their morale, which had been sapped by this
ridiculous operation in the mud, sapped by
lice, by mud, by rain, by hunger, by lack of
faith in the wisdom of “the blokes in the
rear.”
But the men believed his lies and paid no
attention to his truth. The Corporal even
forgot to mention the death of Friel in his
excitement. As the Sergeant walked away,
the Corporal called after him, “Are we to
wait here, Sergeant?”
“Yes,” said the Sergeant. “Wait there.”
Now a hysteria of joy, in direct reaction
to their recent hysteria of melancholy, overtook
these seven men; overtook even Lamont
whose eyes lost their fixity and began to
blink, like a young girl awaking from a swoon.
As if they said to themselves, “Hello!
He’s retiring. Shells are not falling. We are
certain of remaining alive for another few
hours. Let’s make the most of them.”
The Corporal jumped out of the hole, put
his rifle on his shoulder and swaggered about,
saying, “I told you blokes the war was over.
I felt it in the air. Fritz is done for. He
can’t stand up to it. If we could get up the
artillery, now, we’d drive him to Berlin in a
week. Keep him going. That’s all we need.”
He sat down and tightened his puttees.
“Jesus!” said McDonald, forgetting the
crime of having eaten his iron rations through
excess of hunger and the disastrous death of
Appleby, who had incontinently got drowned
while carrying his comrades’ rations. “I
wouldn’t mind a scrap to-night. I hope
they’ll send us on a bombing raid. Jerry
is sure to leave a lot of grub behind on his
retreat.”
Reilly rubbed together his two hands, which
were covered with the gore that had flown
from Friel’s lacerated belly. “You can have
his grub,” he chuckled. “I’d like to get a
cart-load of them new field glasses and stuff
that the Jerry officers have.”
“Be all right getting into a good billet,”
said Shaw, licking his lips. “Wouldn’t say
no to a nice fat German wench.”
Gunn kept smiling, looking from face to
face.
“There’ll never be another war,” said
Jennings. “You’ll never get fellows to go
on a stunt like this again. By Jove! I’ll
clear out to the South Sea Islands as soon as
I get home. Lie all day in the sun, with
native women feeding me on bananas. To
hell with civilisation.”
“When do you think we’ll get home?”
said Lamont.
“Home?” said the Corporal. “Eh?”
The word home silenced their babbling.
It reminded them of an unattainable reality
which the Sergeant’s lies could not bring
within reach of their credulous minds. As
when the sun emerges suddenly from dark
clouds on a spring day, shines for a few
moments, making the earth gay and beautiful
and then is covered again, leaving the day
still gloomier, so they relapsed into despair.
At once their faces mirrored their despair.
Then Gunn burst forth, “It’s all a cod.
I know damn well it’s a cod. Jerry is not
retiring. They’re only saying that to put
us in a good humour, after making a hash of
the whole thing. What do they take us for?”
They all looked at him and remembered
that a few minutes before he had startled
them by his queerness. Lamont’s eyes again
became fixed. The Corporal, sitting above
the hole, assumed his habitual expression of
cunning and suspicion.
“Who do you think you are?” he said.
“If you were running the war it would be
over long ago, wouldn’t it? Eh?”
Gunn turned towards the Corporal and said
in a sombre voice, “If I were running this war,
in any case, Appleby and Friel’d be alive
now. These two men have been murdered.”
The Corporal opened his mouth to say
something, but kept silent. He began to
bob his head on his thin neck and he rolled
the tape of his puttee round and round his
leg with great energy. Then he said:
“What’s it got to do with you? Your
business is to obey orders and keep your
mouth shut. You better be careful, my lad.
Understand?”
He got to his feet, told the men not to
move and walked away, going in the direction
of Corporal Wallace. Gunn stood up and
looked around him. Men were moving about
in all directions. They resembled a swarm
of ants that have been dislodged and are
dashing about, seemingly without guidance,
trying to restore order. Gunn saw the
Sergeant-Major and the Company Commander
in the distance. They were walking back
towards the rear, followed by their servants,
as calm and as tidy as if they were going on
a stroll. They irritated him. He cursed at
them, and sat down again.
“Listen, mate,” said Shaw to him. “You
better be careful what you say. You might
get yourself into trouble. In the army,
once they get their knife in you, they rub
it in. You’ll be blamed for everything.
There’s no use trying to beat them.”
“I don’t give a damn,” said Gunn, fiercely.
“Since I came out here, I’ve done my bit.
I’ve soldiered and I’ve never said a word,
except what a man might say when he has
his rag out. But I’m fed up with it. They’re
not going to put the wind up me. I’ll not
let him walk on me. He’s always picking at
me and my mate. I know why. Because
Monty wouldn’t share his parcels with him.
I tell you this is a lousy mob.”
“The mob is all right, mate,” said Shaw.
Gunn stared at the old soldier.
“Aw!” he said. “You’re only a slave.
You think because you’re an old soldier
you’re something. But you’re only a slave.
A bloody machine. Any mule could be trained
to do what you can do.”
“Watch out, boy,” said Shaw, his bronzed
face getting redder.
“Chuck it, lads,” said Reilly.
“Let him alone, Reilly,” said Gunn. “I’ll
soon settle his hash.”
Shaw winced and veins stood out on his
sturdy neck; but he controlled himself and
turned away. His sense of discipline gained
mastery over his temper.
Gunn was now in the full tide of his fury.
“Up there they’ve got it,” he said, tapping
his forehead. “They can do what they like
with us. Chucking us out of our post last
night, without giving a damn what happened
to us. All day they have us mucking about.
What for? Just for fun. Same way with
those poor bloody horses they sent up.
What for? They don’t know. They don’t
care. They’re full of rum. By Christ!
Appleby and Friel don’t care either. They’re
dead now, I wouldn’t mind if they died
fighting. But there hasn’t been a shot fired.
Not a bloody shot.”
“Except the shots you fired,” said Reilly,
who had been listening to Gunn’s outburst
with a curious expression of boredom and
indifference on his face. “Take my tip for
it. If you start thinking you’ll gain nothing
by it. It’s dangerous work. All the jails
at home are full of people who started to
think and were caught in the act. There’s
a law against it.”
“You turn everything into a joke, Reilly,”
said Gunn.
“Why not?” said Reilly.
“Oh! Blast you,” said Gunn. “Blast
the lot of you. Give me that tin of
Maconochie, Louis.”
Suddenly a voice began to sing in the
distance, faintly, in a tone that was excruciatingly
melancholy:—
“I want to go home,
I want to go home.
I don’t want to go to the trenches no more
Where whizz-bangs always do roar.
Take me over the sea,
Where the Alleymand can’t get at me.
Oh! My! I don’t want to die.
I want to go home.”
Their heads drooped, listening to the dreary
song, that agonising cry of doomed men,
waiting for death.
The Corporal came back, and said, “Two
men for a fatigue party. We’re going to
dig in there in front. Jump to it, Gunn.
You too, McDonald. Picks and shovels
coming up.”
Gunn jumped up and swore.
“Could I loose a button, Corporal?” said
Jennings.
CHAPTER IX
At three o’clock an order came that they were
to advance and dig a hole on the far side of
the hill. Corporal Williams again set forth
with his men. Now there’s only seven souls
in the section.
Not a shot was fired as they trudged along
through the mud. When they crossed the
brow of the hill there was no sign of the enemy
anywhere. They marched in silence, slowly,
without interest. Now they were too bored
to notice where they were going or to look
around them. They had become merely
figures, that moved when ordered, halted
when ordered, lay down when ordered and
dug when ordered. The silence was a drug.
When they had covered the required distance
the Corporal ordered them to halt. He then
walked about, choosing the best place to
dig. After consultation with Reilly and Shaw
he chose a spot and ordered them to dig.
They spread out in a line and seized their
tools.
But they had no sooner begun to dig than
the enemy opened fire on them. It seemed
as if the cunning fellow were playing a game
with them, enticing them into a trap, firing
at them when they came to a spot on which
his weapons were trained, and then retiring
when he had killed a few of them.
They lay flat on the ground while bullets
whizzed over their heads. Then the firing
stopped. They waited. Corporal Williams
raised his steel hat on a shovel. Nobody
fired at it.
“Snipers,” he said. “Come on. Dig.”
“Why not open fire on the bastards?”
said Reilly.
“There are orders not to waste ammunition,”
said the Corporal. “We may need all
we have to-night. Can’t get any up.”
“God! What a life!” said Jennings.
They began to dig rapidly. An enemy
machine-gun opened fire on Corporal Wallace’s
section, which was digging a hole on the right.
“Why the hell don’t they use their Lewis
gun?” said Gunn. “Is this supposed to be
a funny joke?”
“Shut your trap,” said the Corporal.
“Dig in.”
“This is a funny engagement,” said
Jennings. “It should be set to music and
produced as a comic opera.”
“Dig in and stop talking,” said the
Corporal. “Christ!”
A shower of rifle grenades came whining
through the air, almost on top of them.
They lay flat while the grenades burst.
Nobody was hit.
“He’s out there somewhere,” said Reilly,
with his face in the mud. “There’s a nest
of them near here somewhere.”
“Come on, lads,” said the Corporal. “Dig
in.”
Again they began to dig furiously. Here
the ground was firmer. After they had
removed the muddy crust of the earth, their
tools worked efficiently.
After a few minutes, Jennings ceased to
dig, and called out, “Say, Corporal, I have
to fall out for a moment.”
“What’s the matter with you? Keep
your head down or you’ll lose it.”
“I simply can’t wait another minute,”
said Jennings.
Forthwith he unfastened his uniform and
crouched like a cat on the little hole he had
scraped in the mud.
“Lie down,” said McDonald, who was
beside Jennings. “See here, Corporal, he’ll
draw fire on us.”
“I simply can’t wait,” whimpered Jennings.
“Knock him down,” cried the Corporal.
“What’s your number, Jennings?”
A rifle grenade whizzed and burst right in
front of the post. At the same time a machine
gun opened fire on them. They lay flat.
Jennings fell forward and grunted. The
machine-gun stopped firing.
“I say, fellows,” said Jennings, in a strange
tone. “I say, you chaps. Look! Do look!”
“What?” cried McDonald, raising his
head. “What are you...? Holy jumping
son of.... Look at him!”
“Say, Mac.,” said Jennings, holding out
his right arm, “Do you think I’m wounded?
Am I cut? Do you see any blood?”
He had thrown up his right arm to shield
his face when the grenade burst. It was
hanging by a strip of skin within the sleeve of
his great-coat, shattered below the elbow.
The sleeve of his coat had been ripped to
the shoulder. His hand hung incongruously
downwards as he held up his arm. Blood
was pouring from the wound in a full stream.
His sleeve was becoming dark as the blood
soaked through the cloth. His trousers and
underwear had fallen down about his heels.
His thighs, as thin and frayed as those of an
old man, were spattered with blood. His
eyeballs protruded like those of a rabbit,
whose neck has been smartly broken. Froth
bubbled on his lips as he babbled.
“Lie down, blast you!” cried the Corporal,
crawling over on his belly. “Cut that
bloody sleeve, Crap. Off with his puttees.”
“Oh! I see,” whimpered Jennings. “I’m
really wounded. I do hope it’s not serious.
I’m bleeding. By Jove!”
“Bloody artery is cut,” said the Corporal.
“Off with his puttees. Something to burn
it... quick. Stop talking, blast you!”
They threw Jennings on the ground with
violence, as he insisted on trying to stand up.
They had no means of treating such a wound
properly, so they tied puttees about his arm
and lashed it double; but still the blood
gushed forth. Jennings began to rave. His
face became an extraordinary colour. Already
his uninjured hand looked like the hand of a
corpse. He could not hold his head steady
on his neck. At last, Shaw was detailed to
drag him back over the brow of the hill,
while McDonald hurried back to call the
stretcher-bearers.
“That is three,” said Reilly in a gloomy
voice after they had gone. “What did I
tell you? Not one of us’ll come out alive.”
“He’s got a blighty one, anyway,” said
Lamont. “Wish I had.”
“Shut up, you bloody little ferret,” said
the Corporal, wiping Jennings’ blood off his
hands on to his great-coat. “Wish you had
gone instead of him. You haven’t dug an
inch. Get on with your work.”
“That’s not a blighty one,” said Reilly.
“He’ll never reach the dressing station
alive.”
Drrrrr. The machine spattered its bullets
through the air to the left of them.
“The bastard is firing on the wounded,”
cried Gunn. “By Christ! somebody is
going to pay for this.”
He dug furiously.
“I’m under cover now,” said Reilly.
“What about a rest, Corporal?”
“Dig,” said the Corporal. “We’re not
digging for cover. We’re making a post.”
They went on digging. After a while,
Shaw and McDonald dashed up and threw
themselves into the hole, followed by a
shower of bullets.
“He got another packet as I was taking
him back,” said Shaw. “Right through the
heart, I think. He’s gone West.”
“Did you hand him over?” said the
Corporal.
“Yes,” said McDonald. “I got the
stretcher-bearers. There’s been a lot hit
in No. 4 Platoon. It is just like old Jennings.
He was always getting taken short at the
wrong time. Too much beer.”
“Stop talking,” said the Corporal. “Dig.”
“We’re all for it,” said Reilly, gloomily.
“I wish it hit me instead,” said Lamont,
plaintively.
Gunn seized the boy roughly by the arm
and whispered in his ear, “If anything
happens to you, kid, they can watch out for
themselves. I’ll....”
“Stop talking, Gunn,” said the Corporal,
“Dig.”
They continued to dig. Now the hole was
over three feet deep in places. It began
to grow dark. Utterly exhausted, they began
to pause for breath, one after the other.
The Corporal, himself exhausted, urged them
back to work again. Now they could only
scoop out a few ounces of clay at a time, and
their hands moved with the slowness of
snails.
Then Lamont dropped his shovel and lay
down.
“Get up and dig,” whispered the Corporal,
hoarsely.
Lamont did not move. McDonald lay
down. Shaw sighed, sat down and dropped
his head on his chest. Reilly swore and fell
forward on his pick. The Corporal sat down
and dropped his head on his right shoulder,
mumbling, “We’ve got to dig down deeper...
deeper... we got to... dig.”
He spoke like a drunken man. Gunn
laughed aloud, sat down, folded his arms
on his chest and began to strike his teeth
together. Reilly began to titter.
“What’s the joke?” muttered the Corporal.
Lamont began to snore.
“I’ll bet any man five francs,” said Reilly,
“that we’ll be told to move on out of here
in a minute. The whole idea is to wander
around in this mud, scratching. Nothing to
do but scrape up mud. Dig, dig, dig. Scratch,
scratch.”
“Ha!” said Gunn, “I see it now.”
“What?” said the Corporal, without
looking at him.
Gunn started and wiped his face on his
sleeve. He looked at the Corporal. Then
he uttered an exclamation and leaned back
with outstretched hands, horrified. There
was a blur before his eyes and through the
blur he saw the Corporal, not in his human
shape, but transformed into a hairy brute.
He wiped his eyes fiercely and looked again.
He stopped breathing with terror. Instead
of the Corporal he saw an uncouth animal,
like a gorilla, crouching in sleep. He shook
Reilly who sat next to him.
“Hey! Hey!” he whispered. “Wake
up, Reilly.”
“What is it?” said Reilly, slowly raising
his head.
As soon as Reilly spoke, the blur vanished
from before Gunn’s eyes, and he saw the
Corporal in his human shape. He sighed
with relief.
“Eh?” said Reilly. “What did you
say, Bill?”
“I said to wake up,” cried Gunn in a loud
voice. “Don’t all go to sleep here.”
He was trembling and the soles of his feet
itched. Now his head seemed to be a heavy
weight that lay on his neck.
McDonald began to snore.
“Wake up there, that man,” mumbled the
Corporal. “Who’s that man asleep there?
What’s your number?”
They all had their eyes closed now except
Gunn, who sat with his hands clasped,
rotating his thumbs, whose movements he
forced himself to watch in order to prevent
himself from....
What? To his horror, he had a suspicion
that if he looked anywhere but at his rotating
thumbs he would see hordes of hairy brutes
wandering about, all watching him with
bloodshot eyes as they wandered about,
floundering in the mud.
Around and around, his thumbs spun,
round and round one another, while his head
became heavier and heavier, a ball that
spun round and round on his neck.
He breathed ever so gently, lest the brutes
might hear him.
Darkness was coming, again hiding the
horror of the battlefield within the shroud of
its own eternal ugliness. But the gloom only
increased Gunn’s distorted vision. The brutes
kept springing up all round him, moving
about, making strange gestures with their
paws, calling on him to join them.
His countenance was assuming the expression
of a brute and his body was becoming
hard—so he thought—becoming possessed of
superhuman strength.
Heavy steps approached. Gunn, thinking
they were sounds made by the creatures of
his hallucination, took no notice. Then he
heard a bored voice say, “What post is
this?”
He looked up and saw Lieutenant Bull
crouching above the hole. Gunn did not
speak, being only faintly impressed and not
at all intimidated by the appearance of the
officer. The Corporal, on the other hand,
at once sprang from his sleep and instinctively
tried to bring his fists to his thighs in salute.
“Sir,” he said, “No. 2 bombers.”
The officer’s face was drawn and still more
melancholy than on the previous night.
Although he looked well nourished and almost
quite clean, his countenance was even more
repulsive than that of the soldiers because
it contained the ghost of intelligence that had
died of horror.
He still smelt of whisky and carried his club.
Shaw and Reilly, as soon as they heard his
voice, began to dig. Lamont and McDonald
still slept. The officer said, “Where are
the others?”
“Dead, sir,” said the Corporal.
“I see,” said the officer. “Why are those
men asleep?”
He stepped into the hole and whacked the
sleepers with his club, saying, “Wake up!
Wake up! You can’t sleep here. You
mustn’t let your men go to sleep, Corporal.
Take their names.”
“Sir,” said the Corporal in a trembling
voice. “What’s your number, McDonald?”
McDonald, rubbing his eyes, chattered,
“No. 8637 Private Jeremiah McDonald. I
lost my—eh—eh... rations, sir, when...”
“You are to move on, Corporal,” said the
officer, “and occupy...”
“Sir,” said the Corporal.
The officer, without finishing his sentence,
leant on his elbows and looked out towards
the enemy. He lay beside Gunn, who was
now grinning, twitching his lips and sniffing.
A maniacal joy had now taken possession of
Gunn.
“Any definite idea where that fire was
coming from?” said the officer.
“Yes, sir,” said the Corporal, lying down
beside him and pointing. “Just about there.
Can’t be far, as they got the range with
rifle grenades.”
“Hah!” said the officer. “It’s a
machine-gun nest. We must try and capture
them. You’ll probably... later...
go... just about there, I should think.
Probably just the one lot. They keep moving
about under cover of that.... You’re to
come along. Follow me.”
They picked up their tools and their
weapons. They followed the officer, leaving
the hole which they had dug with such
trouble and where No. 11145 Private Simon
Jennings, formerly an officer in the Army
Service Corps, received a mortal wound
in the right fore-arm.
Now it was freezing. The earth’s surface
had already begun to harden. There was
dead silence on the battle front. Stooping,
they walked about three hundred yards,
until they came to a large shell hole, shaped
like the sole of a shoe. The officer pointed
at the hole with his stick.
“Here you are,” he said. “Occupy this.
Corporal Wallace is on your right, over there.
If anything happens, get in touch with him.
Later... I’ll let you know.... You’ll
send a man for rations... later... you’ll
be warned. Good luck in the meantime.
We may have to send you out to capture...”
Again he drifted away into the gloom.
The men stepped down into the hole and
gaped at it. The narrow end of it, the heel
of the shoe, was a puddle. The wide part,
the thick of the sole, was littered with refuse.
It had been occupied recently by the enemy.
“Come on, lads,” said the Corporal. “Dig
in.”
Gunn burst out laughing. All looked at
Gunn. They could barely see him in the
dusk. Now it was almost night. They could
only see his figure outlined against the horizon.
His head was thrust forward. His shoulders
were hunched. He was looking into the
distance, laughing. They were so exhausted
that they did not comprehend the meaning
of his laughter. They themselves were
almost insane. But his insane laughter
goaded them into an outburst of hysteria.
“What are you laughing at, you fool?”
said the Corporal.
Then Reilly, the old soldier, burst out
laughing, and cried, “Take his number,
Corporal.”
“I have an awful pain in my guts,” said
Lamont, dropping his rifle to the bottom of
the hole.
“I’ll give you a worse pain, Lamont,” said
the Corporal, “if you laugh like that again.”
“I didn’t laugh,” said Lamont.
“Well! Dig, then,” said the Corporal,
almost in a scream, although his voice was
scarcely audible. “Dig! I say!”
“What’ll we dig?” cried Shaw, striking
the side of the hole with a pick. “It’s as
hard as iron. Hear it ring as on an anvil.”
“God!” said McDonald. “We’ll freeze
here. Oh! Christ! What cold! Oh! My
bloody bones!”
“We’ll never come back,” said Reilly.
“Not one of us.”
“Dig,” said the Corporal.
Gunn laughed again, and seizing the pick
which Shaw had dropped, he hacked at the
side of the hole.
Then stupidly, moving their limbs like
figures in a dance, with their eyes almost
closed, they began to prod the sides of the
hole. The earth rang, as if jeering at their
impotent blows.
Then the Corporal cried out, “Blast it!
I’m fed up. Sit down lads and have a smoke.
It’s no bloody use. Look at this hole. We
go from bad to worse. No dug-out.
Nowhere to drum up. Nothing. Then they
expect us to go out on a bombing raid and
capture some —— Jerries.”
He sat down and folded his arms. They
all sat down. The Corporal almost
immediately called out angrily, “Hey!
Someone has to go on sentry. It’s your turn,
Gunn.”
“I’ve just been on sentry,” said Gunn.
“Then it’s your turn, McDonald.”
McDonald grumbled. He got up and laid
his rifle over the edge of the hole.
The Corporal lit a cigarette.
“Nobody else has a smoke, Corporal,”
said Reilly. “How about dishing us out one
each, from that packet, till the rations come
up?”
“Who said there were going to be cigarettes
in the rations?” said the Corporal. “There
might be no rations.”
“The officer said there would,” said
McDonald. “I’ll do myself in if there are
no rations.”
“All right, Corporal,” said Reilly. “Keep
your fags.”
“Here they are,” said the Corporal, with
an oath.
He struck Reilly on the face with the packet.
“Don’t do that again,” said Reilly, clutching
his rifle. He was panting.
Gunn, grinning, reached over and caught
the packet. The Corporal kicked Gunn on
the hand.
“Leave that alone,” he growled. “You’ll
get none, you bastard.”
Gunn moved back slowly, seized his rifle,
clubbed it and then rose, very slowly, breathing
loudly.
“Who’s a bastard?” he growled.
Shaw jumped up and stood between them.
“Fall in two men,” gasped the Corporal,
struggling to his feet.
“Do you know what you’re doing, Gunn?”
cried Shaw.
Still gripping his rifle by the barrel, Gunn
stepped back and crouched with his back to
the side of the hole, beside Lamont, watching
the Corporal like an animal at bay.
“Stay close to me, matey,” he whispered.
“He’s going to attack us,” cried McDonald.
Shaw and Reilly held down the Corporal,
who was trying to unfix his bayonet, in order
to use it as a dagger.
“Keep your hair on,” they kept saying.
McDonald pointed his bayonet at Gunn.
“Don’t move,” he cried, “or I’ll stab you
in the guts.”
“I’m not interfering with you,” said Gunn.
“Turn away that bayonet.”
At that moment a shell burst to the rear,
quite a distance away. They all ducked,
although there was no danger. A machine-gun
began to fire still further away. Somebody
called out, “Bombers.”
“Here,” said Reilly, standing up. “Who’s
that?”
A man ran towards the hole and plunged
down into it. He was one of Corporal
Wallace’s men.
“One of your men for rations,” he said,
panting.
“Eh? What’s that? Rations?”
Food!
Like a wild dog, who, when he sees a strip
of raw beef in an intruder’s hand, covers his
snarling teeth, thrusts forth his lolling tongue
and comes forward with limp tail, smelling,
so these men, who had a moment before been
snarling at one another like madmen, became
transformed at the thought of food. Their
faces shone with joy. They uttered excited
cries. They gathered around the Lewis
gunner, questioning him.
He knew nothing, being as excited as they
were and just as stupefied by mud, rain, cold,
lice, hunger, terror and long, aimless wandering
from hole to hole.
“Hurry up!” he said in answer to their
questions. “One of you come along.”
“I’ll go! Corporal,” said McDonald.
“Better send me, Corporal,” said Reilly.
“You go, Shaw,” said the Corporal.
Shaw at once unfixed his bayonet and
followed the Lewis gunner out of the hole.
They called after him, urging him to hurry.
The Corporal rubbed his hands.
“There are only six of us,” he said, “for
nine men’s rations. There might be two men
to a loaf. I know there’s bread.”
“I don’t care what there is,” said Reilly,
“provided there are fags.”
They grew silent, thinking of food.
Gunn’s face now began to work feverishly.
The thought of food had disturbed his hatred
of the Corporal. It had weakened him,
relaxing his muscles, causing a void in his
stomach. He could not resist wanting to
fawn on the enemy who held the strip of beef.
“Say, Corporal,” he said, “can’t you
give a bloke a chance?”
“Eh?” said the Corporal.
There was a heavy silence in the hole.
They all peered at Gunn, again aware that
they had with them a man who seemed to
be going mad.
“What have you against me?” continued
Gunn.
Even though he wanted to fawn, his voice
was arrogant. The Corporal did not reply,
being in doubt as to what he should say.
As it were, he had at last been stripped of his
Corporal’s stripes and of his authority by
exhaustion. He faced Gunn now as man to
man and was silent because he was an inferior
man. It was a struggle between two brutes,
and Gunn was the superior brute.
Lamont tapped Gunn’s arm and tried to
whisper something, but Gunn roughly brushed
the youth aside.
“I leave it to any of the men here,” said
Gunn. “Haven’t I always done my share of
soldiering, Reilly?”
“Always found you a good mate,” said Reilly.
“I’ve nothing against you,” said the
Corporal. “I’m responsible for discipline
in this section, though.”
“When you got wounded at Loos,” said
Gunn, “I carried you under heavy fire back
to the dressing station. You were whining
like a dog. You had only a bloody scratch.
First thing you did when you came out of
dock was to get me No. 1. I was tied to
a bloody tree for seven days.”
“You broke camp and got into a fight with
a lot of Froggies in an estaminet,” said the
Corporal. “You sold your boots for Vin Blanc.”
“You always had your knife in me,” said
Gunn. “Every time I did you a good turn
you hated me all the more for it. You might
be drowned now with Appleby only for me.
You have your knife in my chum because he
won’t give you half his parcels. It is no
damn good. It seems I won’t be let soldier
in this mob. I ain’t the sort of a bloke that
gets sour over nothing. I was doing field
punishment No. 1 when I got the D.C.M.,
on the canal bank for capturing six of a
Fritzy raiding party single-handed. I’ll fight
my share with any man in this mob. I’ve
always done my bit. I was one of four out
of the whole company that finished the march
to Arras standing up. Why can’t I be
let alone?”
“I ain’t got nothing against you,” the
Corporal repeated.
Reilly, deeply moved by Gunn’s speech,
came over and struck Gunn on the back.
“Forget it, mate,” he said. “See?”
“Reilly,” said Gunn, “you’re the only
bloody soldier in this mob. I hope you get
out of it.”
“That doesn’t worry me,” said Reilly.
“I know I’m for it, sooner or later. I
know I’m unlucky. I’ve been out since the
first shot was fired in nineteen-fourteen
without a scratch. So I know I’ll get mine
shortly. But that doesn’t worry me. I’ve
drunk a nice lot of beer in my time. Had a
good few tidy wenches. Something to look
back on when I’m dead. But look at it this
way. Every good soldier has his grouse, but
he never lets it get hold of him.”
“To hell with being a good soldier,” said
Gunn. “A good soldier means one thing to
you and me, but it means another thing
to THEM. To you and me it means a MAN.
To them it means a —— clod.”
“I’ve been through it, mate,” said Reilly.
“You needn’t tell me. The only clink I
ain’t copped is the Tower. The best place
to look for a good soldier is tied to the wheel
of the cookhouse cart. A bloke has got to
stick it.”
“That’s all right, mate,” said Gunn.
“Don’t worry. They’ll never have to crime
me again.”
“That’s the ticket, Gunn,” said the Corporal
in a friendly tone. “You muck in with
me. I muck in with you. Savvy?”
“Why are they so friendly towards me?”
thought Gunn. “They are treating me as if
I were a child.”
Now he could not remember that there had
been anything the matter with him all day,
or that he had done, or said, or thought, or
seen, anything odd or irregular. He was
greatly worried by the soothing manner of
Reilly, who was always so cynical and utterly
devoid of feeling. He was especially worried
by the Corporal’s friendly tone.
Now the four men in the post seemed to
have become entirely remote and alien to
him; just as when a man is falling asleep
under the influence of ether, he hears the
voices of the doctors and the nurse as voices
heard from afar, entirely inhuman.
This was a great torture, from which he
could not save himself. He felt bound, hand
and foot by it. He tried to talk to Lamont;
but Lamont answered him in the same tone
as the others.
The others had now become very quiet.
They were whispering to one another. Why
were they whispering so quietly? He must
talk to them.
“I say, lads,” he said.
“What?” said Reilly.
He could not remember what he wanted
to say for nearly a minute. Then he burst
forth, “I know now who’s running this
show. Up here ye want it.” He tapped his
forehead. Then he shuddered and glanced
around him furtively, ashamed of what he
had said. “Why don’t they let us fight?”
he cried. “It’s this crawling around in
the —— mud that’s killing us.”
Nobody answered him. Reilly tipped the
Corporal and then walked over to the narrow
end of the hole. He began to void his bladder.
The Corporal followed, leaned up against the
side of the hole and began also to void his
bladder.
“Better send him back,” said Reilly.
“He’s going mad.”
“Eh?” said the Corporal. “Do you
think so?”
He himself was quite sure that Gunn was
mad, and he had been thinking for the past
few minutes that Gunn should be sent back
at once. But now, on being advised by
Reilly to let Gunn go back, his hatred of
Gunn made him oppose the idea.
He said to himself, “He won’t escape me
that way.”
“He’s only malingering,” he whispered.
“He and the kid have it made up between
them. He knows he’s for it when he gets
back for insubordination in the line, so he’s
gamming on mad. That’s all.”
“That may be so,” said Reilly, “but I
doubt it. I think he’s really going bugs.
You remember ’53 Jones, that went daft on
the canal. He killed two men before he
could be knocked out. He started just that
way. He was in the same dug-out as me.
Fritz shelled us for twelve hours without a
break. He began the same sort of gibberish
about the war and everything. I’d send him
back, Corporal.”
The Corporal looked towards Gunn, and
saw Gunn looking towards him.
“He’ll go back when I go back,” he
said, “and not before. I’m not afraid of
him.”
“In that case,” said Reilly, shrugging his
shoulders, “none of us’ll ever go back.
I can see it coming.”
“Talking about me?” cried Gunn,
angrily.
They walked back.
“It’s all right,” said Gunn. “I can guess
what you were saying.”
“I think I’m poisoned,” said McDonald.
“I have an awful pain in my guts. I ate
a piece of black Jerry bread I found here.”
“There are worse deaths,” said Reilly,
casually. “You’ll die soon anyway, one
way or another. I saw a fellow die of eating
a feed of dirty straw.”
“Why don’t they let us fight?” cried
Gunn.
“You’ll soon get a bellyful of fighting,”
said the Corporal.
“When I went on leave,” said McDonald,
“I said to myself I’d spend all day and night
eating. But ye can’t eat there either. Not
enough.”
“That’s right,” cried Gunn, eagerly. “You
can’t get away from it. They’ve got you
everywhere, in London as well as here.
They’ve got everybody, us, Jerries, Froggies,
the lousy Russians and those dirty little
Belgians. You’ll parade everywhere as well
as here, full marching order, housewife and
hold-all complete. Hear that, Louis. Don’t
hide your bloody head. Face it, kid. You
got to fight them. As Reilly says, we’re all
for it. Let’s have it then and be done with
it.”
A cold sweat was breaking out all over his
body. Red stars began to dance before his
eyes. Reilly tipped the Corporal. The
Corporal growled.
“You can’t work it that way, Gunn,” he
said. “Why not try something cleverer than
that? Can’t you work a trench foot?”
“Don’t you worry, Corporal,” said Gunn,
tapping his forehead. “Up here you want
it. I’ve got it now.”
Reilly got to his feet and moved about
restlessly.
“Jesus!” said McDonald. “I think I
have trench feet. It’s freezing like hell.
My guts are freezing too.”
“Go sick, quick,” said Reilly. “Then
I’ll have your rations.”
“Christ!” said Gunn. “A General!
That’s what I want. A bloody General.
Why don’t Generals come into the front line.
Them are the blokes I want to talk to. I’ll
tell ’em something.”
They all looked at him again in silence.
He now spoke in an exalted voice and although
they could not see his face in the darkness,
they could feel a strange force in his presence.
Something alien and terrifying had taken
possession of him.
“Something the matter with my kidneys,”
said Reilly, again moving over to the puddle.
The icy ground now crackled under his
feet.
“Don’t worry, Reilly,” cried Gunn. “You
won’t be long now.”
Lamont had not spoken or moved for half
an hour. He had surrendered to the cold
and lay at the bottom of the hole, with his
head fallen on his chest, rapidly losing
consciousness. There was a smile on his
lips and he was dreaming of his home.
There was now heavy firing on the left.
The enemy was firing at the ration party.
Several machine-guns were in action. Rifle
grenades were bursting. But nobody in the
hole took any notice of the firing. Their
limbs moved continuously, jerking, twisting
about. Their mouths and nostrils twitched.
They kept getting to their feet and sitting
down again; all except Lamont who sat very
still. They could no longer speak.
When they touched one another by chance
they started violently. The slightest noise
in the hole excited them, the scraping of a
boot on the icy earth, the rattle of a gun butt
on a stone, a cough.
Now the sky was bright with stars. The
enemy began to rake their post intermittently
with machine-gun fire. Single shots rang out,
like the popping of corks. In the distance
there was a heavy roar, like a mountain
river pouring through a gorge. On the far
left, a corner of the sky was covered with a
bright red arc of flame, above which rolling
clouds of smoke rose in widening wreaths.
Verey lights passed through the sky in
beautiful curves and fell in streamers of fire.
The earth shone with frost.
The night was very beautiful.
CHAPTER X
Suddenly they heard voices whispering to
the rear of the hole, some distance away.
“There they are,” cried Reilly, eagerly.
“That’s Shaw and Hurley with the rations.
Whist! Listen.”
They crouched against the bank, listening.
The voices were a mumble. The Corporal
peered over the top. Although the night
was quite bright, he could distinguish nothing
moving over the dun back of the uneven
earth. Here and there a pool of water
gleamed, a coil of wire stood out, a stake,
a sheet of zinc. In the distance there was a
mound, running zig-zag: a trench. The earth
was monotonously similar. All holes, water
and débris. Dead. An unroofed tomb.
The whispering went on. It stopped at
moments and then there were sounds of feet
crawling over the hard earth. A Verey light
was shot by the enemy. The Corporal bowed
his head and lay still. The voices ceased.
The air became as bright as by day while the
streaming light fell beyond the hole. Then
the light withered, hissing. Darkness
returned. There was a rush of feet. A
machine-gun began to rattle, the bullets
speeding past the hole on the right.
“They’ve copped them,” whispered
McDonald.
“Hush!”
The firing stopped. Then there was a
rapid rush of feet going to the right. Then
a body dropped to the earth, heavily. They
could hear a clank of metal striking the frost-bound
earth. The machine-gun again opened
fire. Another Verey light came over.
Brilliant light was followed by darkness. A
terrible silence.
“That was Hurley running, away to the
right,” whispered McDonald. “Where’s
Shaw?”
Reilly swallowed his breath and muttered,
“I’m going out to look for him.”
“Wait a mo’,” said the Corporal.
“Listen!”
They heard a groan.
“That’s Shaw,” said Reilly. “He’s hit.
I’m going....”
“Wait,” said the Corporal. “Here he
comes. He’s not hit.”
Peering, they saw Shaw, crawling along
slowly, with a sack on his back. He was
hauling himself on his belly, using his hands
and one leg. The other leg dragged after
him.
“He’s hit!” cried Reilly, jumping up to
the top of the hole.
“Down!” cried the Corporal.
Another Verey light came over. Reilly
dropped to the ground. The glare of the
light caught Shaw as he lay prone, like a
snail, with his grub sack on his back. His
steel hat had fallen back on his neck. The
stocking cap which he wore beneath the hat
covered half his skull. The front of his
skull, above his forehead, shone baldly in
the light.
The light had scarcely died down when
the firing began again. In spite of that,
Reilly jumped to his feet, ran to Shaw and
lay down beside him.
“Are you hit, ’20?” he said.
“That you, ’48?” whispered Shaw. “Yes.
Got it somewhere in the leg. Hip, I think.
Take these rations.”
Lying flat on the ground, Reilly took the
sack. The machine-gun was still firing, trying
to find them. Being old soldiers they
lay so flat on the ground that their bodies
hardly broke the surface, even though they
lay in an exposed place.
“I’ll pull you along,” said Reilly, “when
this stops.”
Shaw ground his teeth. Then he whispered,
“You go on. I’ll make my way back. I
think I got another one somewhere.”
“Where?”
“I don’t know. Somewhere in the back.
I think I’m warned for parade the other side.
I just wanted to bring up the rations.”
Reilly swore at the enemy machine gunner
in a long and obscene oath. His voice was
broken. The other casualties meant little
to him. They were only war soldiers. But
Shaw was an old soldier, one of the “regiment,”
part of his life; joined to him in that
close brotherhood which is more binding even
than blood relationship, the comradeship of
men who are bound by oath and ancient
traditions to give their whole lives to the
service of a regiment.
Lying there together on the ground, while
the machine hissed at them, as if in conscious
hatred, the two men clasped hands, and were
silent for a few moments; and without
thinking of it actually, the consciousness of
their past associations welled gloriously
through their beings in a wave of romantic
splendour; all the pride of a soldier’s life,
the rattle of drums, the thunderous music of
brass instruments, the applause of multitudes
as the disciplined companies march past with
a swaying rhythm, the singing in taverns of
war songs; battles, and after them, the parade
of the survivors before the battalion commander,
who, astride his horse, harangues
his men in a voice that is harsh with pride
and sorrow for the dead; all the queer,
foolish romance of a soldier’s life that only a
professional soldier can understand.
Shaw made no complaint. Neither did
he cry out at his wounds, but calmly accepted
them as part of his duty. And he had
crawled three hundred yards, badly wounded,
with the rations, without even thinking that
he was doing anything brave or worthy of
praise. He was merely obeying an order.
His voice was steady. Only by the grinding
of his teeth did he give any sign of the torture
he was suffering.
It is such men who give glory to the foul
horror of war.
“Half a mo’,” said Reilly. “I’ll just take
the rations over and then I’ll...”
“Don’t worry, ’48,” said Shaw. “Take
the rations. I’ll get back.”
“No. Don’t stir. Are you bleeding
much?”
“Don’t worry, ’48,” said Shaw. “Go
on with the rations. I’m finished soldiering.”
Reilly picked up the sack and plunged
headlong towards the hole. He threw himself
down into it. They began to question him
excitedly, but he waved his hands and
muttered, “Shaw’s wounded out there,
Corporal. Got any...?”
They hurriedly procured field dressings.
He dashed out again, pursued by bullets.
He found that Shaw had crawled back about
ten yards and now lay with his head and
chest in a small hole, while the remainder of
his body stuck up on level ground. Reilly
slid into the hole, raised the head and looked
at the face. Shaw’s lips were moving but
his eyes were fixed.
“Say, mate,” said Reilly.
Shaw answered by vomiting a quantity of
blood with a horrid sound. Then he began to
shudder. Reilly laid down the head quietly.
He also shuddered. Then he began to mutter,
“It ain’t right. Something wrong here.
We’ll all be wiped out. Your time has come,
’48 Reilly. You’re for it, lad.”
He began to twist the ends of his moustache
and gazed at Shaw’s dead body, no longer
feeling any emotion or sympathy. Shaw,
the old soldier, had ceased to be. That thing
was only a corpse. He shook his head and
shuddered to banish a vague thought that had
crawled into his mind. It was a doubt as
to the wisdom of his superiors, a doubt as to
the use of war. He brushed it aside and
became thoughtless, without sympathy for
the dead, without emotion as regarded his
own future. He began to grumble in a
soldierly manner about the cold.
He was getting to his feet to go back and
report Shaw’s death to the Corporal, when he
heard sounds of a man approaching from the
right. He hailed the sounds. A voice
answered, saying, “Corporal Wallace. Who
are you?”
Reilly answered. The Corporal crawled over.
“Who’s that?” he whispered, nodding
towards Shaw’s corpse.
Reilly answered. Corporal Wallace’s
strained expression only for a moment showed
signs of being concerned with the death of
Shaw, by a twitching of the nostrils. Then
he looked sharply at Reilly and said, “Tell
Corporal Williams to come along with me.
Where’s your post? You blokes are going
over on a raid.”
“Post’s over there,” said Reilly. “It’s
only a couple of yards.”
“I’ve got to get back to my post,” said
Corporal Wallace. “Tell him to come along.
See? It’s over there.”
He pointed. Then he crawled away to
the right. Reilly crawled off to the front.
They crawled in different directions from the
corpse of Shaw, which had ceased to crawl
and lay idle in death.
When Reilly got back, they had already
opened the sack and begun to share the
rations.
“Shaw’s dead,” said Reilly.
“There’s no bread and no fags,” said
McDonald.
“Is he dead?” said the Corporal.
“You’re to go over to Corporal Wallace’s
post,” said Reilly. “There’s going to be a
raid. We’re for it.”
The Corporal jumped up. “Only lousy
biscuits,” he said. “God! That’s tough
about Shaw. I’ve only four men now and
look at them.”
“Warn the stretcher-bearers,” said
Reilly. “We can’t leave him lying out
there.”
“Whereabouts is Wallace?”
Reilly pointed, showing him the direction.
“You take charge here,” said the Corporal,
leaving the hole. “Don’t let anybody touch
the rations.”
He crawled out under heavy fire and twisted
himself along the ground. Gunn looked after
him and swore under his breath. Reilly
looked at Gunn and suddenly got very angry
with the fellow.
“I’m in charge here now, Bill,” he said.
“Cut it out.”
“What?” said Gunn.
“Put a sock in it,” said Reilly. “A
Corporal is a Corporal and what’s more he’s
a good soldier, even if he has his faults.”
Gunn stared at Reilly and then pointed to
the huddled figure of Lamont.
“Look at my mate,” he whispered, fiercely.
Reilly looked. Lamont sat very still with
his arms folded and his head on his chest.
“Kid should have been...” began
Reilly. Then he added, “What’s the matter
with him?”
“You go and touch him,” said Gunn.
“See? Go and touch him. He doesn’t
know.”
“Who doesn’t know?”
“The Corporal.”
Reilly stepped back and looked at
McDonald and saw the latter putting a tin
of bully beef into his haversack.
“What are you doing with those rations?”
“Aren’t they divided?” said McDonald.
“I’m replacing my...”
“You go and touch him,” said Gunn,
crouching towards Reilly.
There was a note of malignant joy in
Gunn’s voice. Reilly began to tremble. Then
he shook himself and went over to Lamont.
“Hey, lad,” he whispered.
“He won’t hear you,” said Gunn, going
on one knee. “Touch him, though. Touch
his face. Then you’ll see. I didn’t want to
draw attention to him while the Corporal
was here. See? He’s better that way.
Look at the smile on his face. He was thinking
of her. God only knows how he did it
or where he is now. But he’s not here. I
knew he had a plan, but I thought it was
something else. He never said a word. He
tipped my arm there about an hour ago, but
I didn’t spot anything. See?”
“Hey! lad,” said Reilly. “Good Christ!
Is he...?”
“See that?” said Gunn excitedly. “Not
a move. He can’t be touched. They can
shout as much as they like but they can’t
waken him. Fire a shot past his ear now to
see can you waken him.”
“Good Christ!” said Reilly, kneeling
beside the boy and putting his ear to his
chest.
“What’s up?” said McDonald, coming
over.
“You touch him, then,” said Gunn arrogantly
to McDonald. “Then you’ll see.
They terrified the life out of him. That’s
it. It’s not the cold that did it. It’s they
did it.”
“He’s stone cold,” said Reilly. “Good
God! That’s five.”
“You can’t touch him, though,” said Gunn,
in an exalted voice. “She wrote to me and
said I was to look after him, not to let anybody
touch him. See? Nobody has laid
a hand on him. He just sat down there and
went to sleep.”
McDonald went back to the rations and
picked up a biscuit which he began to chew.
“Leave those rations alone,” cried Reilly.
Gunn folded his arms and continued to talk
rapidly. Reilly went over, took the biscuit
from McDonald and growled, “I’m in charge
here. Understand that?”
McDonald munched the piece of biscuit
he had in his mouth and mumbled, “Is he
dead?”
“Every man has got his rights,” said
Gunn. “And any man that takes his rights
from another man deserves to die. But who
took them? A million men can’t be killed
by one man. But one man can. But may
God, if there is a God, curse and burn whoever
is responsible for the pain in my head.”
Then he sat down beside Lamont and said,
“Hey! Reilly!”
“What do you want?” said Reilly.
“You can’t touch him,” said Gunn.
“Where the hell is the Corporal?” said
Reilly.
The three of them were now sitting at a
distance, one from the other.
McDonald’s teeth began to chatter. “Oh!
My bones!” he mumbled. “Oh! my
bloody bones!”
CHAPTER XI
The Corporal came back. As soon as he
entered the hole, he called out, “Reilly,
you stay here. McDonald, Gunn and Lamont
are coming with me. We’re going out on
a raid. Get ready, lads.”
“Aw! Aw! Aw!” cried McDonald.
“What about the rations? Is there going
to be nothing in our bellies when we die?”
“Corporal,” whispered Reilly. “Lamont
is...”
“He can’t touch him now,” said Gunn.
“What?” said the Corporal, excitedly.
“What about Lamont? Asleep again? Hey!
You!” He dashed over to Lamont and
seized him.
“You can’t touch him,” cried Gunn,
exultantly.
“Christ!” said the Corporal, dropping
Lamont. “He’s stiff.”
“Five gone now,” said Reilly in a gloomy
voice. “There’s something queer about it.
I say, Corporal. Half a mo’.”
“What?” cried the Corporal. “What
do you want? No time now. Get ready.
Get those bombs ready. As soon as the
Lewis gun opens fire.... What do you
want?”
Reilly drew him aside and whispered in his
ear, “Let Gunn stay here. I’ll go. You
can’t...”
“You’re detailed, blast it,” cried the
Corporal.
“But don’t you see...”
“You stay here. Your orders are...”
Gunn knelt beside Lamont and began to
pray with his hands clasped. Then he got to
his feet and cried, “Come on now. I’m
ready.”
Soon the Lewis gun opened fire.
“Up,” said the Corporal.
They swung out of the hole all together,
ran and dropped. Reilly stretched himself
and lay flat against the side of the hole with
his rifle pointed towards the enemy.
“No bloody fags,” he said. “Nothing.”
CHAPTER XII
After their first run they began to crawl, the
Corporal in front, Gunn behind him on the
right, McDonald on the left. Gunn’s eyes
were fixed on the Corporal’s back.
Gunn was now completely unconscious of
his environment. His mind was entirely
concentrated on the Corporal. As he crawled,
a loud voice kept crying out within him,
uttering one word: “Now.” The word
appeared before his eyes like an electric sign,
in varying colours, sometimes composed of
enormous letters, sometimes quite tiny. The
letters were made of fire and he thought he
belched them from a furnace within himself.
The interior of his body appeared to be full
of monstrous sound, the roaring of flames.
There was also, in some remote part of his
body, very distant and faint, a chorus of
birds, of many species, singing in beautiful
harmony. The whole world had changed into
sound. The sounds of his feet, touching the
frosty earth, were magnified, and, as he
crawled, his body seemed to rise and fall like a
boat tossed from the crests of tall waves down
into wave troughs and up again. The earth
rolled like a sea, undulating. The air rushed
past his ears with a buzzing tumult.
Now he was aware that a vast multitude
of brutes was crawling with him, tracking the
Corporal. He no longer feared the brutes,
but felt akin to them and savagely proud of
their hairy bodies and of their smell, and of
their snorting breath. On all sides they rose
in myriads, some enormous, some as small
as ferrets, some with monstrous bellies, some
as thin as snakes; all with protruding fangs
and eyes that belched fire. All made the
same sounds as they moved, a pattering of
furred paws, like the pattering of heavy raindrops
on a lake.
The Corporal halted, listened with his ear
to the ground and made a sign with his hand.
Gunn and McDonald halted. Then the
Corporal said “up,” jumped to his feet and
ran forward with a bomb in his hand. They
followed him.
Gunn stumbled, fell, rose again and ran on.
The Corporal and McDonald jumped down
into a hole, out of sight. Then the word,
“Now,” appearing before Gunn’s eyes,
expanded and burst with a crash. The
sounds ceased. The flames were extinguished.
For a moment he felt terribly cold. Then he
growled. Instead of following the Corporal
and McDonald into their hole, he rushed
aside and dropped into another hole. He was
panting loudly. He took out a bomb from
his bag and pulled the pin. He waited,
listening. The Corporal and McDonald were
about eight yards away in the other hole.
“They’re gone,” said the Corporal. “See?”
“What are we to do now?” said
McDonald.
“Hush!” said the Corporal. “Listen.
They’re gone back there. See? Where’s
Gunn?”
Then Gunn stood up in his hole and growled,
“Here I am.”
He hurled the bomb into their hole.
“Christ!”
It struck McDonald in the face. He fell
backwards. The bomb rolled to the ground
beside him. The Corporal threw himself
out of the hole and lay flat. The bomb
burst, shattering McDonald’s head to a pulp,
sending his steel hat flying into the air.
“There he is now,” cried Gunn, jumping
out of his hole.
The Corporal raised his head, saw Guns
and then jumped to his feet. The two men
rushed at one another. The Corporal had his
bayoneted rifle pointed. Gunn carried his
rifle like a club, holding it by the barrel.
He swung his weapon when he came near.
The Corporal put up his weapon to ward off
the blow. His rifle was knocked from his
hands. He stumbled and fell. Gunn hurtled
forward, tripped over the Corporal’s body
and fell a few yards away, dropping his
rifle.
They both got to their feet at the same time.
The Corporal stooped for his rifle, but before
he could catch it, Gunn was on top of him.
They fell to the ground and grappled with one
another. They fought in silence, breathing
heavily, tossing about on the ground, rolling
over and over, butting with their heads,
kicking and biting like animals. In spite of
Gunn’s great size and his strength, he could
not overcome the Corporal, who twisted like
an eel. It was impossible to hold him.
Then, suddenly, Gunn gathered himself
together and threw his whole weight on the
Corporal, pinning him to the ground. The
Corporal began to gnash his teeth.
“Now,” cried Gunn, and again the
word appeared before his eyes in letters of
fire.
Then with his chest pressed against the
Corporal’s writhing body, he slowly sought the
throat, found it and enlaced it with his fingers
and pressed fiercely. The Corporal began to
go limp. Then he lay still.
Gunn clutched the throat for a long time
after the Corporal had become still. Then,
uttering queer sounds, he began to mangle
the body with his bare hands.
Now he was really an animal, brutish, with
dilated eyes, with his face bloody.
Suddenly he got up, looked about him
furtively and ran off, crouching. He set out
in the direction of the enemy, moving at a jog
trot. Then he changed direction and began
to trot about in a zig-zag course, mumbling.
They began to fire at him from somewhere.
Hearing the shots he halted and uttered a
queer cry, like the bellow of an animal. Then
he ran on bellowing.
A bullet struck him. He fell and then
jumped up at once. He waved his arms
about his head and ran on, bellowing.
He was running around in a circle.
Then they turned a machine-gun on him and
brought him down.
Riddled with bullets, he died, bellowing and
clawing the earth.
Later, Reilly came with two Lewis gunners
to look for the raiding party. When they
examined Gunn they found his face and hands
covered with the Corporal’s gore.
Next day, the battalion was relieved.
No. 4048 Private Daniel Reilly was the
only one of Corporal Williams’ section who
came back alive.
THE END
Transcriber’s note:
The cover accompanying this book was created by
the transcriber and is placed in the public domain.
This 1929 edition of the book had an illustrated cover that
would ideally be used in its place, but was not available
in a suitable format at the time of transcription.