We remained at that camp until the morning of the 4th of May, when we
tore down our tents and started to Spottsylvania C. H. When we got there
we were ordered out to take a place near Todd’s Tavern, where we were ordered
to fortify.
In a few hours Gen. Sedgwick, with the 19th army corps marched against
us. A desperate fight ensued. We fought from behind our log fortifications;
he charged again and again during the whole day, but we continued driving
him back. Our loss was light, as we were well fortified, but the ground over
which they charged was left blue with their slain. Gen. Ulysses Grant had
already been appointed commander-in-chief of the Yankee forces and was now
in Spottsylvania Co. His motto was “never to give up,” so he reinforced
Sedgwick the next day with another army corps, which meant 30,000 or 40,000
men. The first day I receipted for 100 rounds of ammunition and shot it all and
the next day for 115 and used all that the 2nd day. The others all did about
the same. They had removed the dead during the night and charged over the
same ground all of the second day. We held our same position behind the
fortifications and lost very few men, but the ground in front of us was blue
with the poor boys in blue, again by night fall. We left a strong force at
the fortifications during the night, but a part of us went into camp near
by.
We went back to our position in the morning of the 3rd day and the Yankees
had moved their dead, but were reinforced and ready to charge us
again and continued until about the middle of the day. One of our Bedford
boys “Lil” Johnson, looked over the fortifications and was shot through the
head and killed instantly. Another fellow Creed Hubbard was killed by a bullet
passing through the fortifications. Chas. Price, Newt. Shaver and I were
side by side as we had been for three days firing at the enemy, when another
bullet came through the fortifications and struck Newt. in the breast and he
fell dead, as we thought. I put my hand into his bosom to see if we could
stop the bullet wound from bleeding and found there wasn’t a particle of
blood. He had just been stunned so we soon revived him with water, and just
then one of our couriers came in sight and was killed. Some one ran up to
him and found a dispatch in his hand ordering us to fall back. Our breastworks
had caught on fire at the extreme ends of our line and our men had already
been ordered back, but we were the last to receive the order.
The enemy was pressing harder, of course, and just as we started back,
after our breastworks had caught on fire, Chas. Price took Newt’s gun to
carry and I took his arm to help him, as he was still weak from the shock and
a bullet struck him in the arm, that was locked in mine. We had to leave
our dead men at the breastworks to burn. I only saw the two right near me,
in fact they were about 3rd or 4th man from me, but of course, there were
others all along the line. Still our loss was very meager, compared to the
enemy. We fell back until we reached Gen. Lomax’s breastworks. When
we crossed over and laid down, I told Newt I wanted to find out why that first
ball that struck him didn’t enter his body and I asked him what he had in his
pocket. He said he had the bible that his mother gave him, when he left
home. I looked and found the bullet more than half way through the little
bible. So it had saved his life.
I turned him over to the ambulance corps to be cared for. The enemy’s
whole line of battle followed us, but only the sharpshooters came in sight. We
waited for the line to appear to open fire, but as they didn’t, Col. Munford
ordered our sharpshooters to re-cross the breastworks and charge the enemy
who was hiding behind trees and firing occasionally.
Edward Brugh, of Co. C., 2nd Va. Cavalry, who was commanding us, ordered
us to advance and try to keep the trees between us and the enemy as
much as possible. Just as I got to a large tree a man behind it fired at Brugh
who was behind another tree to my right, and shot him through the lung. I
ran around the tree expecting to get him, but he had dodged behind another
tree and I didn’t get a shot at him. Lieut. Hayth was put in Brugh’s stead
and we followed on and drove them nearly to our breastworks that had been
burned. I was in the front line and just as we were ordered to halt, I saw a
Yankee officer lying dead, as I thought, with his head between two small shrubs.
I went to him and saw that he was shot through the head and thought from
his appearance that he might have money, so I examined his pockets and found
none, but found a splendid silver watch. One of Co. K’s men was with me
and he said: “Peck, I am going to take his boots, he’ll never need them again.”
Just as he aimed to pull one off, the man kicked him and sent him a couple of
somersaults. I looked and saw that our men had gotten some distance back
toward our breastworks, so we started back in double quick time, I’ll tell you.
The enemy’s skirmish line began firing on us and we ran at full speed. I
carried the watch in my hand, so if I was shot I could throw it away. I didn’t
want them to kill or capture me with a dead Yankee’s property on my person.
We didn’t overtake our men until we crossed the breastworks, and we crossed
right where Capt. James Breckinridge was and laid down by his side. He said
to me: “The boys thought you were either killed or captured as you didn’t
get back with them.” I then showed him the watch and told him of my hunting
for money and finding it. Capt. B. took the watch and looked at it and
saw that it belonged to Col. E. L. Sindler, of the 1st Va. U. S. Cavalry. Col.
Munford said he knew the man well; had gone to school with him at West
Point, and had been his class-mate and graduated with him. Capt. B. wanted
to trade me a gold watch for it, and I sent the gold watch home, and he carried
Col. Sindler’s watch until he was killed at the battle of Five Forks.
It wasn’t long until night-fall, so the enemy let us remain in camp
until morning. We arose early and the infantry had arrived by this time, and
we fortified, expecting them to do the fighting and we could look on. The infantry
had been in camp nearer Richmond and didn’t get to us in time to share
our three days fight.
Gen. Lee ordered us out near where our breastworks had been burned, to
bring on the fight, but before we got that far the enemy, hiding in the timber,
fired on us and killed Capt. Breckinridge’s horse, known to us as “Bull Locust.”
We retreated so they would come out in the field and follow us nearer to the
breastworks where we could have a chance at them and the infantry opened
fire on them. Just at this time Col. Munford received a dispatch from Gen. J.
E. B. Stewart, that Sheridan, who had been fighting in the southwest was advancing
on Richmond with 15,000 men and 90 pieces of artillery, principally
parot guns. Munford ordered us to follow him in a gallop, which we did.
We halted after galloping about twelve miles, when we were nearing
Sheridan’s rear. He was in a country where a great deal of broom sage grew
and to keep us from overtaking him he had fired the country for miles. We
rushed right through the fire, singing our eye-brows and our horses manes and
tails, but succeeded in coming on his rear and also getting a portion of our army
in front of him at a place near Beaver Dam.
As Sheridan had so much larger force of men and equipments than Stewart,
we had to give way at several points, to protect ourselves, but when we got to
Yellow Tavern, about 9 miles from Richmond, Stewart determined to make a
stand and save Richmond. Stewart rode in front of his line and told us that
Richmond’s destiny lay at our hands; that in three more miles Sheridan could
reach the Heights from which he could throw Greek fire from the parot guns
and shell the town. Richmond houses were principally covered with shingle
roofing at that time and not so many brick buildings, and as the parot guns
could throw a shell 6 miles, and when it struck it would explode and throw fire
in every direction, it would have been an easy and short take to have set it all
on fire. We had had some experience with Greek fire and knew what it was to
extinguish it. It was a very dry time, too, but a cloud arose and just as the
battle began the cloud reached us and a dreadful storm followed. The lightning
and cannonading were so terrific, that sometimes we couldn’t tell the flash
of one from the other. The rain was just pouring and often the ammunition
would get so wet, as we were loading our guns, that they wouldn’t
fire.
The Penn. cavalry made a desperate charge and took three of Stewart’s
artillery guns. Stewart, with his 1st Va. regiment, the one that he had gone
out with, aimed to retake the guns, and one of the Penn. cavalry, who had
gotten out into our lines before falling back and saw Stewart and recognized
him, I suppose, fired and mortally wounded him. We didn’t get the guns
but we held Sheridan back and saved Richmond. The battle only lasted something
more than an hour, but in that short time we had lost one of our bravest
and best men, Gen. J. E. Stewart.
We fought nearly the whole time in a down-pour of rain and the loss was
heavy on both sides, but we felt the loss of our leader more than all of the
privates, at this time, when the enemy was doubling in on us from all
sides.
Sheridan was not easily defeated, we only spoiled one plan for him to make
another to reach Richmond; that was to go down and cross the Chickahominy
at Meadow Bridge. He began that movement as he fell back from Yellow
Tavern.
Our pickets that evening and night found that he was moving in that direction,
so we were ordered to move down and form a line of battle south of
Meadow Bridge. The Chickahominy was very much swollen by the rain the
day before and it was out over the swamps about waist deep on a man.
We were right at the bank of the river and saw so many large turtles,
watching for bugs or anything that might be floated. We soon looked out
across the river that had spread a mile or more over the swamp, and saw a
number of objects that looked no larger than many of the turtles, advancing in
regular line.
I told the boys that I believed that was Yankees wading in the water and
trying to make us believe they were turtles. The other boys all thought they
were turtles, though.
I was right in the road that crossed the bridge and had a good view, and felt
sure they were men we saw and not turtles. So I called to Lieut. McGruder
to come down and investigate the matter. He hadn’t much more than reached
me, before these men in the water opened fire on us and killed McGruder
while talking to me.
The Yankees were armed with Spencer rifles and it made no difference
how wet they got the water couldn’t penetrate the powder. They had stooped
down until only their heads were above water, where it wasn’t deep enough to
hide them, and when they were yet about fifty yards out from the river in the
swamp timber, they fired on us, killing several men of our skirmish line and
the Lieut.
We were ordered to fall back over the crest of a little hill south of us, in
double quick time. We had a very brave Irish Sergeant, who said he’d never
run, and as we were going back in double quick time, the Capt. said to him:
“Paddy, I thought you’d never run.”
He said: “Ah, Capt. It is shust this way. Those d——d rascals have
played turtle on us and it is better for a fellow to be a coward for a few
minutes, than a corpse for the rest of his life. Let the d——d rascals come
out of the water loike min, and I’ll foight them until hell freezes over and
thin I’ll foight thim on the ice.”
We fell back to our regular line of battle and artillery and when they came
out of the water we rushed up to the top of the hill with our artillery and
charged them, driving them back through the river with heavy slaughter.
Gen. Stewart, who had been taken to his brother-in-law’s home in Richmond,
and was gradually growing worse, heard the cannonading and asked
what it meant. They told him that Sheridan was aiming to cross at Meadow
Bridge, and that Fitz Lee and Wade Hampton were holding the ford. Stewart’s
reply was: “If Fitz Lee is there with the Va. cavalry, Richmond is safe.”
These were the last words he spoke, that any one could understand. I’ll tell
you it did our sad hearts good to know that the man we had fought with that
long, had that confidence in us and that we could be among his last thoughts.
At about two o’clock the water had run down considerably, and some of us
crossed to see if we could locate Sheridan’s movements. Scouting parties were
sent in every direction and we soon found that he had retreated in the direction
of the White House, on the York River.
While we were fighting Sheridan, R. E. Lee was having some of the hardest
fighting they had ever had. He was opposing Grant at Bloody Angle and
other points near. It was at Bloody Angle that Lee’s men ordered him to the
rear and they would go to the front. This he did, and they did go to the front
and straightened the line of the angle.
We were out scouting for several days and finding that Sheridan was moving
toward Washington, we returned and joined the command and went to protect
R. E. Lee’s right flank, when Grant was making his left flank movement
to get between Lee and Richmond. We met the enemy at a place called Jack’s
Shop and as we had no fortifications, began to prepare immediately. Capt.
James Breckinridge sent Wash Conode and myself to the wagon train, that
was a few miles in the rear, to get ammunition for the regiment. When we
got back, they had decided not to fortify at that place, but had moved to another
piece of woods and had left a man to tell us where to go. For some
reason, he wasn’t there and we went up within thirty or forty yards of what
we thought was our regiment, but found it was the Yankee infantry. When
I found we’d struck the Yankees I told Conode to fall flat on his horse and
follow me. I started out of the woods and the Yankees began firing on us and
Conode surrendered right there, with his ammunition. I kept riding as hard
as I could go down a ravine below the infantry and I thought they would be
apt to over shoot me, as I was going down a hill. They fired on me fearfully
for a half mile or more, but as usual not a bullet struck me or my horse. When
I got to the end of the ravine and out of the range of the line of Yankees, I
found the man that had been left to tell us where to go with the ammunition.
I told him I’d lost the man and sack of ammunition, by his not staying at his
post and had run one of the narrowest risks of my life. I guess fully a thousand
shots was fired at me, but it is hard to shoot a man galloping down hill.
When I got to the command, they had commenced fortifying at a place
that one of R. E. Lee’s engineers had located. We held this position and kept
the Yankee infantry back, until our infantry arrived that eve and the next
day a big battle occurred between the two forces of infantry.
We, of the cavalry had been sent still farther on Lee’s right to prevent
Grant’s movement again. About that time Gen. Custer was making a raid toward
the James River to destroy the canal, thereby cutting off a large source
of supplies. Gen. Wade Hampton was sent to check him and we rode all night
and just before day light some of us were detached to get corn for our horses.
We went to a corn crib and each man put two bushels of corn on his horse, as
ordered and we expected to feed as soon as we got back to the road. But
instead of that, we found a man waiting to tell us that new orders had been
received and that the rest of the command had gone in double quick time and
for us to follow likewise.
We overtook them between daylight and sunrise near Travillian Depot.
All the other fellows had let half of their corn out of their sacks, but I carried
all of mine, for the horses hadn’t had anything to eat since the morning before.
I didn’t think about it hurting my horse, but we all unsaddled to feed
and when I went to saddle up again my horse’s back was so swollen that I
couldn’t get the saddle on. She and two other horses were condemned as unfit
for service and I was detached to take all three of them to the horse pasture,
in Albemarle.
I started for the horse pasture at once, which was about a day’s ride. I
hoped to get something to eat from citizens, as I had not eaten anything since
the morning before. I soon came to a lot of led horses in a field of about
ten acres. There was one man to every four horses, and other men were out
fortifying and preparing to repel Custer, when he would advance. These
were confederate horses belonging to Gen. Young. The man who had charge
of the horses, told me it wasn’t safe for me to go farther, that no telling at
just what point Custer’s men would appear. He told me to come and eat
breakfast with him and remain until we could see farther. As I needed food,
I of course, took his advise. We went into a house right then to get breakfast,
that had already been ordered and we had just begun to eat when one of
the ladies of the house came in saying there was a disturbance among the horses
out there and she thought there were some men in blue among them. When
we got out we saw a regiment of Yankee cavalry coming to the horses and
surrounding them, and some of the Yankees were opening the fence and taking
out the horses and men in the direction of where Custer’s army was stationed.
They came right on to the house and captured all of us. They got out
about 500 horses and one man to every four horses, of course.
Gen. Rosser, whose men hadn’t been dismounted, heard the firing and
rushed down and recaptured about two thirds of us and our horses and captured
some of the Yankees also. I was free then to start on my journey to
the horse pasture. I hadn’t gone more than a half mile when I met a nice
sorrel horse, galloping saddled and bridled, but no rider. I didn’t know what
to make of it, but I caught him and took him on with me. I could hear the
firing up at the depot, so I thought the Yankees would all be needed there and
went on, but somewhat cautiously.
I got to the horse pasture that eve and found every thing in confusion, as
they thought Custer was coming that way on his raid. I had learned before
I got very far from the command that Custer had been repulsed with heavy
slaughter. Julius Buford, who was our veterinary surgeon at the horse pasture,
had taken all the horses to the mountain and the citizens had also, thinking
Custer was coming. A Mr. Poindexter of Franklin Co. had charge of the
pasture but not a horse was there.
My horse was badly swollen under the body as well as on the back, when
I got there and Mr. Poindexter sent for Buford yet that night and bled the
horse by lantern light. I wanted to stay with Poindexter but Mr. and Mrs.
Machen insisted on my going to the house and staying with them. I did so
and the next morning when I went to see about my horse, Buford had bled
him again. I rode the horse that I had found and caught in the road back to
the command and I found that an application had been made for a furlough
for me to go home and get a good horse that I had there. The sorrel was
pretty well broken down and I didn’t want to risk him, when I had a better
one at home.
The day after I got back to the command the Yankees aimed to make a
flank movement at Cold Harber and go up the Mechanicsville road to Richmond,
only a short distance. We were ordered to meet them at Cold Harber
and we had a desperate encounter. When we got there the bullets were fast
raining on us, but the air was blowing from us and we couldn’t hear a sound.
We couldn’t see them, but they could tell where we were moving as it was a
very dry time and a cloud of dust arose as we marched. Several of our men
were wounded before we dismounted. A fellow by the name of Moore was
holding his head up listening and I saw him as a bullet hit him in the neck
and passed between his swallow and windpipe. Caneer of Lynchburg was shot
in the arm, but both recovered. We began fortifying and just as the enemy
came in sight, the 57th Va. regiment came to reinforce us and they took our
position and we moved farther down, to the right, still fortifying. After a
while the 60th Va. relieved the 57th and they came and took our place, completing
the fortifying we had started. We moved still farther to the right.
We dug and shoveled dirt all night finishing our fortifications. Some would
work while others slept and then they would wake up the sleepers and they’d
go to work while the others slept.
The next morning the 60th regiment passed down the line and I recognized
two of my nearest neighbors, at home, Harrington Jones and Albert Curd.
I said hello, Albert, and he stopped very suddenly and a lantern jawed
fellow, with his mouth wide open, who was walking right behind him, swallowed
about six inches of Albert’s gun. He had tremendous teeth and I could
hear the teeth scraping over the gun barrel. The fellow yelled out at Albert
“what in the hell did you stop for?” Albert said: “Pshaw, what are you eating
my gun for, didn’t you have any breakfast?” In a few hours we were
ordered out to intimidate the Yankee cavalry and be ready if they made an
attack, and directly we saw a horse kicking and rearing around and he came
dashing across the field, right to our regiment and one of our men ran out and
met him and captured horse and rider.
There was an old white rooster tied on the saddle just flopping away, so
his prospective chicken roast had caused his capture. We sent him on to
Richmond and ate the chicken. The very next day the treacherous horse became
frightened and carried one of our men into the enemy’s lines. We cheered
both men as they came and went.
We didn’t do any fighting that day but the infantry fought all day, but
our men still held their position. There were thousands of men released on
both sides. The Yankees charged all night as well as day for two or 3 days.
The north lost, I guess, ten men to our one though, as we were well fortified
and they were not. Grant seemed determined to force through our breastworks
but he failed. Sheridan COULDN’T and Grant thought he WOULD. We still
held our post to keep any of the enemy from getting around and a strong
force of cavalry was on the left of our infantry to prevent Grant from sending
any troops around that way. He was known as the old left flanker. The cavalry
was not in any of the hottest of this battle, as we occupied the extreme
ends of the line.
This was in July and the next March, I passed over the ground, across
which the Yankees had charged and I could hardly step without tramping on
the bones still in the uniforms of the blue. They had buried some in very deep
gullies, just piled them and cut brush and threw some dirt over them but
the rains, had by this time, washed out the bones and the land was strewn
with skulls for a half mile, or more. A lot of rushes grew down in the low
lands below the end of the gulley and I saw a pile of something that looked like
snow. I went down to see what it was and found it was skulls piled against
the rushes. I found a dentist from Appomattox Co. there getting teeth that
were filled with gold. He had his haversack about full.
Just after the battle of Cold Harber, my furlough came and I started
home for a horse. While I was at home Wilson made a raid toward
Petersburg and Fitz Lee and Hampton met him and drove him back and
captured some men and about 100 horses. As I went back to the war I passed
through Bedford City and stayed all night at the same place I stayed
when I first went to the war.
I found our command near Ream’s Station, not far from Petersburg.
In a short time after I got there, we were called out to go to the White House
on the York River. We crossed the James River on pontoon bridges, below
Richmond and rode all day and night, arriving there just before day. At daylight
we saw three ironclad boats in the river and as the fog cleared away one
boat moved up the river and one down and turned broadside and opened fire
on us, firing three or four guns at once. We moved back out of sight before
they got our range, so we didn’t lose any one just then. Then
we dismounted and were marched by fours up above the White
House and down to the river, where we could see the enemy drilling in a piece
of meadow land just below the town, called the White House. We were not
ordered to charge at all, but were marched back to our horses and mounted
and went a couple of miles back in the direction of Charles City C. H. and went
into camp, remaining there all night.
The next morning, after eating breakfast we were ordered to mount and
just then a courier came with a dispatch to Fitz Lee and he sent it on to Col.
Munford who was commanding our brigade. Col. Munford sent Co. C. and D.
to form a skirmish line and we were ordered to forward march. The other 8
companies followed in regular line of battle. When we had gone a short distance
we came to a lot of pines about as high as a man’s head and a fence that
had been through this pine field, had been torn down and the rails piled, forming
a fortification. The Yankee skirmish line was lying behind this, but broke
and ran, before we shot at them at all. We pursued them and when we got
out of the pines, we saw them going to several buildings around a farm house.
We followed them and they took refuge in a log barn and shot at us
through the cracks, but over shot us, not even wounding a man. We swung
around the barn and when they saw we were going to get them, about 25 of
them ran out and aimed to escape through a solid plank gate, and rushed
against the gate thinking it opened out, I suppose, but it opened back against
them. The foremost man couldn’t get the others back to open it, of course,
and we ordered them to surrender, but they wouldn’t and began firing at us,
so we had to fire at them. We killed or wounded every man. They were
supporting six pieces of artillery on the hill above us, which was firing at us
all the time, but overshooting us. We went up the hill to take the artillery,
but before we got there, they had retreated. The only loss we sustained was
by a bumshell hanging in the limbs of a tall, slender, sweet gum tree, and its
weight and force took the tree right to the ground bursting the shell and striking
Capt. Tibbs of Co. K. from Albermarle Co., cutting his head clear off. The
first and third regiments followed the retreating artillery awhile and put a
couple of negro regiments to flight, but could not overtake the artillery. We
drew in all our pickets and started back toward Richmond. We traveled
about 15 miles and made up fires and camped until morning, then continued
our march back to Petersburg. We had left our weak horses and a few of
the men at the old camp.
Everything was quiet for a few days. One evening late, we heard a terrible
report and didn’t know just what to make of it, so we went down to
Petersburg and stayed all night in the streets. Some remained mounted, while
others dismounted, awaiting future orders. We learned when we got there
that Grant had undermined our breastworks below Petersburg and had blown
them up, sustaining a very heavy loss of his men. We went back to camp the
next day and remained for a week or so. We had a fine time there catching
eels. We practically lived on them.
We next had orders to prepare three days’ rations and march toward Richmond.
We passed through Richmond and crossed the Blue Ridge at Brown’s
Gap and into the Valley of Virginia. Here we found fine hay stacks, big barns,
nice houses, and we thought we had struck a bonanza. Gen. John C. Breckinridge,
commanding a large division of infantry and cavalry, came into the
Valley just after we did. We knew something was coming off soon, but didn’t
know just what.
A few days after that our pickets came in and said that Sheridan was
coming up the Valley with a still larger force than we had. Our troops made
a stand near Winchester, but were unable to hold it. We had no fortifications
and word came to Fitz Lee’s cavalry that the 60th Va. Regiment had been
captured and we were ordered out to try to recapture it. We hurried to the
scene and succeeded in getting about half of them, but a Yankee cavalry Gen.
marched the others off prisoners at the same time. We were placed at different
positions to let the enemy know that our cavalry was present, and the
infantry was left at the temporary breastworks, fighting hard. The enemy
often shelled us so that we’d have to get out of sight.
We lost eight or ten commissioned officers and a number of men, but none
of my company was killed that day. One of our General’s horses, a beautiful
dun, had one leg shot and broken above the knee and we were ordered about
that time to hurry up to the forts above Winchester and hold the enemy in
check. We galloped the two or three miles and this beautiful horse kept right
with the others, all the way, galloping on three legs, the broken leg would
swing in and out as he galloped, but he never offered to halt. It was certainly
a pitiful sight to see his courage when we knew his pain. The officer wanted
some of us to shoot him, but no one had the heart to do it, so we had to leave
him and I never knew what became of him. We remained at the forts until
about night and the enemy not putting in its appearance, we retreated up the
back road, it was called, parallel to the mountain and passed through a beautiful
village, called Darksville. We camped a few miles above the town that
night and continued our retreat the next day until we came to Fishers Hill.
The infantry began its retreat when we did, and made a stop also. We had
a considerable fight, Sheridan succeeding in driving us up the Valley.
We next halted at Columbia Furnace, but Sheridan drove us about six
miles farther. In this encounter Lieut. Ed. Hayth, my cousin, was wounded
and he and a lot of other men got cut off from us in some way and went up in
a mountain valley. They couldn’t get back on account of Sheridan’s men being
at the mouth of the valley. Tim Stevens and I got permission from Col.
Munford to go across the first ridge above where Sheridan’s men were and try
to find Ed. Hayth and one of Stevens relatives, who had been wounded, also.
Here we learned from the citizens that the men’s wounds had been dressed and
that they had left and went out after Sheridan’s men moved beyond the mouth
of the valley.
They told us of a near way to get back to our command and just at the
top of the ridge we stopped for dinner at a farm house. I remember two dishes
they had was peach family pie and honey. Both were always very pleasing to
my taste and especially so then. I bought some of the honey from the lady and
took it on back to camp with me. Some of the boys detected the taste of
laurel on the honey, but the lady had sweet milk to drink at her table, so I
hadn’t noticed it. I wanted the boys to eat all the honey so I could take the
box back with me that day to another farm house and buy more. I had a two
days’ detachment and had only used one, so I thought I’d use that day foraging.
The boys didn’t care to eat it all and I told them I would finish it if it
killed me. Of course, I just said it jokingly, but it came very near ending
very seriously. I saddled my horse and was ready to start, but began to get
so sick and in a few minutes was perfectly unconscious. The boys ran for
Dr. Shackleford and he sent for the doctors, from the 1-3-4-5 regiments and all
pronounced my case fatal, from poison, except Dr. Drew from the 4th regiment.
In my imagination, I remember, I fought the battle at Columbia
Furnace, now called Bridgewater, I believe, and thought I was captured, and
once that the artillery ran over me. I suffered dreadfully for hours, but regained
conciousness after the middle of the day. One of my “mess mates,”
Wm. B. Bowyer, who was chief of the blacksmiths of our regiment, came and
stayed with me, as soon as he heard I was sick and he was the first one I recognized.
At about 2 o’clock we were ordered to move and the ambulance was sent
to haul me but I wouldn’t go in it. I told them to put me on my horse and I
could go better that way. Two men put me on the horse and wanted to tie me,
but I told them I believed I could sit on, and to let me try it for a while any
way. We started off, and strange to say, I rode the ten miles with the others
alright and felt perfectly well when we reached our destination. I’ve always
been fond of honey, but I’ll tell you I’m very careful to notice if there is any
bitter taste about it before eating any, ever since that day.
Sheridan was called back to Winchester and Gen. Gordon suggested to
Gen. Jubal A. Early that if he would give him control of the army from mid-night
until mid-day he would surprise Sheridan’s army in his absence and
make a big capture. Sheridan’s men were in camp at Cedar Creek and we
were a few miles above them. So Gen. Gordon called out the whole army and
had them ready just before daybreak. We went down to the outposts and
waited for daylight to make the attack.
We attacked them and then soon began to retreat. Some of them just
rushed out without shoes and in their night clothes, without guns. It was a
perfect stampede, and very few guns were fired at first. After a while the
artillery took a position and began firing on us and we on them, and Sheridan
hearing the noise, knew his men had been attacked, and hurried to the scene.
I was in the skirmish line, as usual, and saw him galloping up on his fine black
horse, “Rienza.” I said to some of the boys its over with now, for yonder
comes Sheridan and he’ll change things around here. I sent a courier immediately
to Col. Munford, telling him and he said: “Peck must be crazy. Sheridan
is at Winchester.” I told the courier, alright, Munford would soon see who
was crazy. In less than 15 minutes a cheer passed all along the enemy’s lines:
“Three cheers for Philip Sheridan.” Sheridan wheeled his men around and told
them to charge us and they did so, recapturing all we had taken from them
and capturing a great many of our men and equipments. We had to fall
back up the Valley and went into camp a few miles above there. Sheridan was
gradually driving us at his will, in most cases, now.
At the Massamit Mountain, he succeeded in getting his army around in
front of our infantry. Gen. Fitz Lee, with the cavalry, went through a colon
on the west side of the Blue Ridge Mountain and struck the road leading from
Charlottesville to Waynesboro.
When we struck the road, we found that the citizens had fortified and there
were about 100 armed men and boys, some of the boys only large enough to
carry a gun. They were at the fortifications aiming to stop any raiding parties
or the enemy from passing and going to Charlottesville.
Fitz Lee ordered us to dismount and every fourth man to hold horses and
the others form into line. We advanced down toward Waynesboro, and the
little boys begged so to get in line that they and the citizens also were allowed
to go on in the line of battle. The enemy didn’t open fire on us until we were
real near the town and then they only used artillery. Our artillery came around
on the west side, by this time, and fired back at them, but they retreated
through the town and formed a line farther west. We only lost five men,
and that was from a shell fired by our own artillery that struck in a tree
near us and exploded, killing five of our men.
We went through the town and in sight of the fortifications, but were
ordered back into the village and the artillery came and did all the firing.
To get out of range of the guns, while we were not firing, about 75 of us
lay down in a basement where a house had been burned a year or so before,
and our artillery and that of the enemy was firing over us for a while and
the roar nearly deafened us. I have never yet heard out of my left ear as
well as I did before. The firing stopped about nightfall and we remained
there until the next morning.
When we went up to Gettysburg and burned the commissaries at Carlisle,
Penn., and Thad Stevens Iron Works, and the packet boats at Seneca
Falls, I told them I was bitterly opposed to setting the torch to the enemy’s
property, for it meant greater loss for us when they would retaliate. Since
that, our men, Early and McCoslin, had burned Chambersburg, so I guess
Sheridan thought he was in a good position to retaliate now. The morning
we left Waynesboro, I counted 100 barns, granaries, mills and wheat ricks,
burning. We were on an elevation and could see a long distance. We knew
it was the beginning of a dreadful disaster to the Confederacy.
Sheridan passed on, burning as he went, only leaving dwellings and one
mill in every ten miles. He was like a spoilt child. Drove well, as long as we
followed at a distance, but as soon as we would press him, he would halt and
fight us. As his forces out-numbered ours so much, all we could do was to
keep our distance and let him go on. Every night we camped and rested and
so did he.
Recruits were coming in occasionally, and one young fellow, Dick Oliver,
from Orange Co., came to us on this march toward Harper’s Ferry. We were
scarce of men for picket duty about that time, in our company, and some one
suggested to send this new man, and an old picket guard with him, as it was
his first service. So the Orderly Serg. introduced me to young Oliver as Bro.
Peck and told him I would accompany him.
We got the countersign and watchword and started for our picket post.
He was a very intelligent young man and highly educated. We were standing
guard on the Shenandoah river and after being out awhile, he said it reminded
him of the children of Israel going from Egypt back to the Land of Canaan.
He made a mistake in relating some of the narrative and I called his attention
to it and he remembered then, that I was right. He talked on a while and soon
made another error. He then said that he didn’t remember the Bible as he did
other things and for me to take the subject and we’d talk it over together, as
it was very interesting to him. I told him, I thought to make the topic more
interesting, it was better to start with the baby, Moses, and how Miriam had
watched him in his little basket in the rushes, and I came on up to his manhood
when he was Pharoah’s adopted son; then how God had spoken to him from
the burning bush. Then I talked on of how Moses tried to get Pharoah to let
the children of Israel go back to their own land and of his crossing the Red Sea
with them; how the 12 spies were sent to explore the Land of Canaan and ten
reported a bad land and only two, Joshua and Caleb, said it was a good land.
The report of the ten spies so discouraged the children of Israel that they rebelled,
and God punished them by keeping them wandering in the wilderness
40 years. And by the time I got through with it all, and Moses on Mount Nebo,
and fought two or three battles over in Canaan with Joshua and Caleb, I heard
an old rooster crow at a farm house, near. We went back into camp after
daybreak, and Oliver went to the Serg. and said: “What in the world did you
send the Chaplain out there with me for? I had two canteens of whiskey and
wanted some so bad all night, but hated to ask the parson to drink with me or
drink in his presence.” The Serg. said: “You are crazy, I never sent the
Chaplain with you.” Oliver said: “Oh yes, you did. I was spouting some of
the Bible and he corrected me twice and commenced at the birth of Moses and
talked on for more than 50 years. Why he knows the Bible by heart, I believe!”
The Serg. had a hearty laugh and when the other boys found it out, I was
called “Parson” for a long time. I regretted his mistake, of course, as I
missed several drinks that would have helped me over the night very much.
We marched all that day and at night we needed rations and Capt. James
Breckinridge told me to butcher some sheep that some of our men had captured
from Sheridan. Sheridan was driving off all the cattle, sheep, hogs and
horses, that he could get to starve us out, but we captured sheep and cattle
from him occasionally and these had been put in a tobacco house near. I went
to the house and butchered two of the sheep in the dark, and got them dressed
by about one o’clock. I then went to the nearest house to get vessels to cook
the mutton in, and no one answered me when I called. Of course, at that time
of night they were all asleep. But finally a lady called down from an upper
window and I told her I had orders to press their cooking utensils into service,
and I’d like for her to get them for me. She came down and helped me to get
the mutton to cooking, and was as kind as any one could be. By the time the
army came along the next morning, I had the mutton ready and each man’s
bread and mutton cut off, and handed it out as they passed. When young
Oliver passed with Sandy White, Sandy told Oliver that he ought to feel complimented
to have the chaplain serving him, and we had a laugh over the joke
and they rode on. Capt. Breckinridge was among the last coming by and told
me I had better butcher a couple more of the sheep and cook them at this same
place that day, and have it ready for the next day’s rations, and he would
send and get it. So I went to work and got it ready, but by the time I got the
meat to boiling, word came to me that Oliver had been killed and Sandy White
mortally wounded and captured. Such is life in warfare. Oliver had only
been with us two days and nights until he was killed.
As soon as the meat had been cooked, the wagon came for it and I went
on with the wagon and joined the command about 10 miles farther on, where
they had encamped. We remained here until ordered back to Petersburg.
Chas. Cahoon and I were sent out on picket one day and there was a
nice brick house near where we thought we had to stand guard, so I went
up and called and asked the lady of the house if this wasn’t the place the
pickets usually stood. She said, in a very gruff way: “No, it is where the
thieves stand, you are every one a set of nasty thieves.” I said, is it possible
that you would call such gentlemen as we are, thieves? Now, what would my
mother say if she knew her son had been called a thief? I’m certainly sorry
to know that you have such an opinion of us. She said: “Well that is all you
are and I’ll never believe anything else until you prove it.” I told her, now
since she had branded me as a thief I was going to take something. She said:
“No you won’t, for I’m going to watch you.” She sat on the porch and watched
us a part of the time and her daughter watched when she left. She had
the school children, about 60 yards away, watching, and the old man was
watching, also. She told the school teacher to watch us, so they’d be sure that
we wouldn’t get anything.
I fed the horses before the school children got out for dinner and held some
corn in my hand to bait the chickens. I helloed, “shew!” and pretended to
try to drive the chickens away, but was showing them the corn and calling so
the old lady couldn’t hear me. Directly one came and ate from my hand and I
just closed my hand on it and twisted its head off, and slipped it under my overcoat
and then put it in Cahoon’s haversack. He said: “Peck, that old devil
is looking right at you.” I told him that was the funny part of it. The old
man would hit one lick at his chopping and then look at us, then another lick
and up at us again. Presently another chicken came up and I got it the same
way, so I had my two chickens and was content. When school was out I went
a few steps, down to the branch, and helped the teacher and children across.
I had talked to the old lady some during the day and found out that she was a
sister of Peach Wolf, who had been on our circuit at my home and had preached
a funeral in our family. I had called on her brother at Winchester that
same spring. He was a splendid man and I told the old lady how much I
thought of him. I began to get on the right side of her in that way. We left about
sundown and went up to tell them all good-bye. Her daughter was beautiful
and I told her I had fallen completely in love with the young lady, and how sad
it was to think we might never meet again, that I might be numbered with
the slain before another day. I quoted the poetry:
“Oh, ever thus from childhood hours,
I’ve seen my fondest hopes decay,
I never loved a tree or flower,
But what ’twas first to fade away.
“Now is it true that I must go?
And can I say to thee farewell?
And are my fondest hopes undone?
And must I from thee ever dwell?”
I told her I hated to leave, thinking that she thought me a thief, and she
said: “Oh, I’ll take it all back, I don’t think you would take anything. I
am sorry I ever said such a thing, for I believe you are the most honest Confederate
there is.” At this Cahoon burst out laughing and started off. He
couldn’t stand it, he said, any longer. I called to him to come back, but he
wouldn’t do it. I was going to show her the chickens, after she had thought
me so honest, and pay her for them, but Cahoon wouldn’t come back, so I left,
letting her keep her exalted opinion of me.
In a week or so I went back and spent the day with the people who had
helped me to cook the mutton and they treated me as kindly as if I had been
a near relative.
On Monday, following, Lieut. Walton, of Salem, Roanoke Co., detached
me to go to Salem for his horse. I left the command Monday eve and rode
every day and half of each night until I reached Fincastle. I stayed at home
from midnight until after breakfast, and started on to Salem. I had a sweetheart
beyond Salem, in Montgomery Co. in fact, she was the lady I married in
Sept ’65, and she has been my faithful companion ever since; has helped me
fight the most important battle of all, the battle of life. As I had a ten days
furlough, I thought I must take advantage of this opportunity of seeing her
so spent two days and nights at her home. I came back by my home at Fincastle
and got my gray mare that I had left at the horse pasture with blood-poison,
when Custer was making his raid near Trevillian Depot. She had been
sent home some time before that, but I hadn’t had an opportunity to get her.
She was now fat and fine and well rested, and in good shape for service.
I found our command near Mount Jackson, when I returned to the army.
Shortly after I got there the Yankee cavalry made a raid up to Mt. Jackson.
Our artillery took a position on Rude’s Hill and fired across Meam’s Bottoms
at the enemy’s artillery, stationed on the heights at Mt. Jackson. Levi Wheat
and a young man named Scott, of Co. A., Bedford Co., were killed here. Our
cavalry made a charge and the enemy fled. A few of our men were killed, but
more of the Yankees. Our artillery did the most of the damage.
We remained at Mt. Jackson until after Xmas. There was a heavy guard
put around the camp to keep any of the soldiers from going away, but as the
Shenandoah was considerably swollen, no guard was put there, thinking no one
could cross.
Geo. Shaver and I thought it would be a good chance for us to cross the
river and go to Lutheran preaching Xmas eve. So just after roll call, we swam
the river on our horses, but got wet above our knees, and went on to preaching.
We went to a Mr. Bear’s first, who was a connection or acquaintance of
Shaver’s and took the young ladies to church, staying until after mid-night. It
was a kind of watch service. We took the young ladies home and Mrs. Bear
gave us a fine roasted turkey tied up in a sack. She told us not to open it
until we got back to camp, and you can imagine the delight of all the boys
when that sack was opened. We got back to camp alright and went to bed and
some of the boys of our own mess didn’t know we had been out until we showed
them our turkey. The next day being Xmas, a number of boxes was sent
to us by the citizens, which was greatly enjoyed by all.
In a short time we broke camp and crossed one of the Alleghany Ranges
and went into Hardy Co. As Sheridan had burned and destroyed so much in
the Valley, we went out in order to make our own living the best way we could.
Twenty-five days’ rations of salt was given to us when we left and that was
all we had. No bread, meat, or anything. Of course, we had to steal everything
we ate, for we had no money to buy any thing with. Fitz Lee’s whole
division went on this trip. The road around the mountain was very winding
and some of the boys set out fire along the road as we went up and as they
reached the foot, on the other side, set that. The fire rushed up from both
sides until it reached the top, and those of us farther back, when we reached
the top, could enjoy the spectacle. It was beautiful, we all thought,
especially as it was doing no one any harm.
We were most of the day in crossing and we found a beautiful little valley
where no one seemed to have been before, to molest the peace and quietude.
We hadn’t had anything to eat all day, and shortly after we went into camp, a
sheep ran through, and John Sears and I, started after him. He ran down
into a little cut, where the cattle had been going to water, and Wm. and Geo.
Bowyer, two of my mess mates, happened to be coming up this cut, so we
soon hemmed and caught the sheep. In a very short time we had it dressed
and in our frying pans. After filling our pans we divided the rest out among
the other men nearest to us. Directly one of our lieutenants came to our tent
and said he saw a sheep pass a little while ago and he guessed some of us had
better try to get it, that the men ought to have food. I told him to sit down
a few minutes and eat supper with us. He was surprised when I said supper.
He said: “Where did you get anything for supper?” Then I told him of his
sheep he thought of getting, that we had it in our frying pans and it would
soon be done. We sliced it very thin and beat it a little like steak. It was very
fat and fried itself nicely. It was very cold weather and before we got to camp
some of us had relieved the citizens of some of their bee gums. They were all
excitement as the army would pass and some of us would just drop out of ranks
and get the bee gums, while the citizens were watching the others ride by.
The bees would fly out at first, but would soon get so chilled that they would
fall to the ground. So we had honey, mutton and Potomac river water, for
supper, but no bread. We called it the land of mutton and honey, instead of
the Land of Canaan, that flowed with milk and honey.
We had tents with us and would build up big log fires, and sleep with our
feet near the fires, so were very comfortable, despite the freezing cold weather.
Each morning some men were sent out to locate another place to camp, as
we only stayed a day and night at one place. In this way we kept clear of
bush-whackers, and it made it easier on the citizens feeding us. No one would
feel the loss, so much, of what we would steal from him.
We went into a beautiful grove the second night and the whole division
camped on a level, so that we could see from one end of the line of tents to the
other. We kept out pickets and camp guards all night, and then a watchman
was kept at a tent called the “guard-house,” also. It fell to my lot to stay
at the guard-house this second night. It had gotten warmer in the eve and
some of the men didn’t raise their tents, just spread them out and laid on them
and spread their blankets over them. When daylight came, I called the bugler
and told him to get up and look. A four or five inch snow had fallen and the
whole army was sound asleep and the men covered up with snow. It had kept
them so warm that they were sleeping unusually well. I told him to blow the
bugle and we’d see a sight similar to the resurrection, when they would rise
from their snowy mounds. When the bugle sounded the men began trying to
get up and as the blankets were lifted the snow just poured in their faces.
Well, then you’d think of anything but the resurrection, at hearing the Sunday
School words, we heard. It was certainly laughable to see and hear them.
While I was on guard some of the other boys had cooked a lot of pork that we
had gotten the day before, so we had a good breakfast of pork and corn bread.
We had made a miller divide his meal with us and I’ll tell you, we relished it
that snowy morning.
We had left the Potomac now and wasn’t near any stream, so we needed
water. It had quit snowing by daylight and the wind was coming from the
north and it turned very much colder. I told the boys I would take the canteens
and thought I’d find water soon, of course, but instead, I went a half
mile or so before I found a little stream in the woods. I kicked the snow away
and found about six inches of ice under that, so I had to cut that away with
my pocket knife. I had to get a place large enough to sink the canteen to fill
it. I kept my gloves on and made it alright until I went to fill the 8 canteens.
I took my gloves off then, as I had to put my hands in the water and sink the
canteen. I started back with the 8 canteens around my neck and shoulders,
and as I had stayed a good while, Henry Ballard started on the hunt for me.
I’d been up all night and hadn’t eaten breakfast yet, so I guess that made the
cold effect me more. Just as Henry met me, following my tracks in the snow,
I fell in a dead faint, he said. He called back to the other boys, and Wm.
Bowyer came immediately, but I had revived again by the time he got to me.
I was as sick as I could be, though. They carried the canteens and helped me
back to camp and went for Dr. Shackleford. He said to get whiskey, that I
was nearly frozen, but nobody had any. I tried to always keep some for sickness,
but happened not to have any then. He told the boys then to get some
warm lard, and he gave me a cup, nearly a pint, of that warm lard. It was a
dose, but I guess it was what pulled me through. In less than an hour I felt
so much better that I helped the boys eat their pork and corn bread.
We moved through the snow and cold again that day, to a nice hickory
grove, near the Potomac again, so we’d have no scarcity of water, the small
streams all being frozen. Some of the boys began cutting down trees for our
fires and others to foraging for food. I remembered of seeing a big iron kettle
about a mile behind us, that I thought would be so good to scald hogs and cook
a whole one in. So Chas. Cahoon, John Sears and myself, went back to get the
kettle, but found it filled with ice. We carried it a very short distance from
the house and raked the snow away and made a fire in a lot of leaves and melted
the ice, so that it would slip out of the kettle, and took it on to camp. After
going a short distance, I told the boys we’d better try to get a hog, too, for
fear the other boys hadn’t found one. I noticed a path, that evening, in passing
along the road, where hogs had been going to water in the snow, and when
we got to it, we followed it right to their bed. It was right dark and we
couldn’t see them very well, especially the white ones. But there was one old
black fellow and I shot him, but he just squealed and ran down this path to the
river. We followed him and he ran out on the ice a little way and we heard
him scuffling and followed on after him and found he was about dead. We cut
his throat and Cahoon carried him back to camp and Sears and I carried the
kettle.
Directly after we got into camp, our honey battallion came. Geo. Nininger,
James Brownlee, Peter Burger, Thomas Carper and Abraham Moody,
formed this crowd. They brought in five gums and I helped to unload it. When
I got to the fourth man, I thought he had an extra good gum of honey and to
our amazement, we found it was nearly filled with ashes. We teased the boys
good for their mistake. We soon prised the tops off and it was the finest lot
of honey I ever saw, I believe. I told the boys we must try to invent some
way to carry some of it to our next camp, and as I had six new home-made
towels with me, that mother had given me the last time I was at home, we
decided to sew them up and strain the honey out of the comb and put it in our
canteens. We soon had nearly a dozen canteens filled with strained honey. It
strained nicely by the hot log fires. Wm. Bowyer had assorted the honey and
we only strained the nice white comb. The boys ate a lot of the dark comb
while we were working with it, and Chas. Cahoon, especially. There was a
lot of bee bread in the dark comb, of course, and Charles said his father told
him honey wouldn’t make you sick at all, if you ate plenty of that bee bread.
But Charles hadn’t been through eating long until he began getting sick and
drunk, and said to some of us, that he was going to walk out away from the
fire and see if he wouldn’t feel better. Well, he got up and walked right
through the fire. He went so rapidly that his clothing didn’t catch, but his
eye-brows and whiskers were well scorched. I told the boys that either Shadrack,
Meshac or Abednago, were with us, I knew, for they were the only
persons who ever went through fire unharmed. We all had to laugh, of course,
and all he said was: “Boys, I’d give a thousand dollars if Bowyer would just
get sick.” We had some dressed pork on hand when we went into camp, and
some of the boys put it on to cook and by the time we got through straining
our honey, the pork was done, so we ate supper about mid-night or 2 o’clock
in the morning. Some of the other boys had dressed the hog we had brought
in and as soon as we ate, we put it on to have ready for breakfast.
We heard there was a garrison of men at Moore Field, about 30 miles
from where we were, and some of our boys were sent over to capture them.
They were paroled, when captured, and allowed to return home until exchanged.
When we moved camp next, we stopped in a nice piece of level land, just
where a creek ran into the Potomac. We were near the head of the Potomac,
so it wasn’t a very large stream. The man who owned the land, lived near in
a fine dwelling and had plenty of everything around him. Col. Munford sent
Capt. Cary Breckinridge, the ordinance Serg., Morris Guggenheimer, and
Beverly Whittle and myself, down to the house to protect the house and its
inmates. This was always done, if the citizens asked for protection.
We had saved the leaf fat from the fat sheep and cattle, until we had
nearly a 2-bushel sack full. I thought this would be a good time to render
it into tallow, so I took it down to the house and got one of the ladies to help
me, and in a little while I had more than a bushel of tallow, moulded in maple
sugar moulds. We were in a regular maple sugar country. All the people had
big kettles and regular equipments for making it. We were too early for the
season, but we got some that was left from the year before. We kept our
tallow to use about making gravy or putting in our bread, and I ate it sometimes,
if I got too awfully hungry. The other boys couldn’t stand to eat it,
but I could eat anything then, rather than starve.
When we left this camp, thirty of us were sent to Buck Horn Mill, to hold
any meal or flour they might have, until the command came. There were
dozens of pairs of buck horns tacked on the mill. The country abounded in
deer. We found very little in the mill, and we hadn’t been there long, until
one of our companies came after us, to get what was in the mill, and brought
a dispatch telling us to go to the top of Droop Mountain and go on picket duty
on the Parkersburg and Harrisonburg road.
We got there about sun-down, and asked a man living there, if he could
give us provision and keep the men, while not on duty. He was in sympathy
with the South and did all he could for our comfort. I went out on the first
watch and when my 2 hours were out, I came back and asked the man why,
did he suppose, my horse was so restless when I was out, that I didn’t see anything.
He said it was deer that she saw or smelt. He said they were there
by the dozens. One of our men shot one, while up there. We saw the
tracks everywhere the next morning, but they had all gone back to the
woods.
The next day we went on farther toward Highland Co. Our next stop was
near a place called Franklin and some of the officers had some Confederate
money and they bought a few of the beautiful cattle and sent them home.
We passed a stillhouse on our next move and all the boys got some
whiskey. That night, after the majority of us were asleep, we heard some
one coming along shouting and singing, and it proved to be Col. Breckinridge’s
colored waiting boy, Griffin Hawkins, just drunk enough to be
“mouthy.” I said, Griff, is that you? He said: “Yes Sir. Hurrah for
you.” Then he began calling the roll: “Ammen, Marcus; Bowyer, G. F.;
Bowyer, Wm.; Cahoon, C. C.,” and on until he called us all. Then he said:
“Geneman, you is de bravest men we is got. We’s goin’ to drive dem d—d
Yankees clear away, presently, and den I’s gwine home to see my Hannah
Jane. I’s gwine to tell her:
‘Roses is red,
Violets is blue,
Sugar am sweet
And so is you.’
Den she’ll love and I knows it.” We told him he was drunk and to go on
to bed, but he said: “No sir, I’s as sober as a judge. I knows every geneman
in dat tent.” Then he would call the roll again. Chas. Cahoon had a
nice horse, but it had a crooked tail and Chas. Would get very mad when we
teased him about it. Abe Moody had just been put on the ambulance corps and
we teased him and told him he wanted to shun fighting, Griff knew all these
jokes and remembered them when drunk. He said then: “I knows you all
and de kind of horse you rides. Dar’s Peck R. H., did ride de flying artillery,
until he flew so fast he got wounded, and now he rides de grizzly gray. Ammen
Marcus, rides de roach-back, wid a hump on his back like a camel. Cahoon
Chas., rides de fine bay mare, Rhody, but watch dat crooked tail. Dat
horse Dr. said to tie the tail to the saddle gurf, and she’d tote it straight. But
I say, tie a big rock to de tail for a sinker and I bet she’d tote it straight den.”
By this time all the boys were awake and everybody roaring and laughing.
He finished his foolishness by saying: “I’s gwine to git on de colonel’s horse
and blow dat bugle and call out the 2nd Va. Cavalry and run dem d——d yankees
clean across de Potomac. If dey don’t git out it dey’s lookout, and nobody
cares, cause it aint our fault. I knows we’ll run ’em off, if the ambulance
corps will jes’ keep up. (Then we had the laugh on Moody.) Geneman
dis niggar is jes’ as stout as Sampson. I could pull one of des trees up by de
root, but ’taint no use. Sampson pulled up dem gate posts and carried ’em on
de hill. Well, I jes’ believes I could carry dat tree on de hill, but ’taint no
use.” He carried on like this for a half hour or more, and it was about equal
to a circus. He kept saying how sober he was and laughing occasionally, saying
if Rhody would just keep her tail straight and the ambulance corps must
keep up.
We crossed a very high range of the Alleghanies, as we went into Highland
county, and made our first encampment near where the Cow Pasture and
Bull Pasture rivers head and flow south. The southern tributaries of the
Potomac rise on the same elevation and flow north. We could look both north
and south, so far that nothing was discernible; it just seemed that we were
looking into space, or beyond the briny deep.
While there one of our scouts captured a man butchering a beef, and as
he couldn’t give any account of what he was going to do with it, or anything,
they decided he was a Swamp Dragoon. These Swamp Dragoons were men
who were opposed to the war and dodged both sides. We kept him several
days and as we were soon going to leave for Staunton, we decided to let him
get away. So some of us told him, when he saw that all of us were asleep,
to just step away cautiously and go home. After he left some of us pretended
to be very much alarmed and saddled and started after him, calling halt!
But we saw by his tracks the next morning, that he hadn’t only run, but had
bounded like a deer. He took about 11 feet at a jump. When we reported
to the officer of the guard, he said let him go to the devil. We don’t need him
and can’t prove he is a dragoon, anyway.
The next morning we started toward Staunton and camped near there the
first night. The next day we crossed the mountain at Rock Fish Gap and went
into Albemarle county. On our way we passed a large two story mill. I noticed
there was a road on both the left and right of the mill and I just dropped out
of ranks and went in at the lower door by the left hand road and took the sack
at the meal chest that was partly filled with meal and hung my empty one in
its place. The miller, I knew, would be on the upper floor watching the command
pass. I hastened a little and by the time my part of the command got
to where the roads met, I was there with meal enough for several days. I
stopped at the next house to buy some buttermilk and eggs to make into batter-bread
with my meal. The lady of the house would not charge me a cent,
as I was a soldier, and I learned afterward that the mill belonged to those
very people. There were several young ladies at the house, nearly grown,
and in a few years a neighbor of mine, Chas. Utz, married and when I went
to the reception, I recognized his bride as one of the young ladies I’d met at
that house. She was Miss Jennie Hansbrough, and it was from her father,
Capt. Hiram Hansbrough, that I’d taken the meal. It was steal or starve
those days, though, and I told the boys that Pharoah’s dream had taught me
that in time of plenty to always prepare for famine. I baked the meal into
batter-cakes that night, and as no one else had gotten any provision, I had to
bake it all for supper and divide among the hungry boys. I didn’t even get a
good ration for myself, much less my mess-mates. We all always made it a
rule to try to get enough for our mess-mates, as well as ourselves, when
foraging.
We stopped at North Garden and stayed a few days and rested our horses
and got supplies. The 1-2-3 and 4 regiments camped right together here, and
while there, in maneuvering around we found a moonshiner, who had put a
substitute in the war and had made thousands of dollars, I guess. He had a
fine four story brick barn and dwelling house. He was bringing sugar, coffee,
etc., into the confederate lines and selling at a great big profit. He kept two
stories of the barn locked all the time and we were anxious to know what he
kept in there and the boys wanted me to try to find out. So I told him one
day that he ought to have a guard at that barn, that it wasn’t safe to leave
it. He asked me if I wouldn’t guard for him, but I was busy, so sent Ben
Foster, a very shrewd fellow. He helped the men to shuck corn and watched
around, and I told him to get in one of those upper stories and unlock a window,
and there were some boat “gunwales” in the barn yard that would just
about reach to the window. We could put them up at night and climb up and
pull the window open and help ourselves. Eight of us went and ordered the
guard, Ben Foster, to leave at the point of pistols, which was sham work, of
course, but he left. I climbed up and filled a sack of corn and rolled it down on
the plank, and one of the boys aimed to catch it, to keep it from bursting, and
when it hit him it nearly killed him for awhile. We all had a laugh over it,
when we saw he wasn’t hurt, and I told one of the boys to come up and help
me to explore and see what we could find. One boy came and found what he
thought was a sack of sugar. I got out the window and caught the sack with
my teeth, and went down the plank feet-foremost, until near enough to the
ground for the other boys to get it I took all the sacks down this way and
when we got back to camp and opened our sacks and fed our horses the most
of the corn, we opened the sack of sugar, as we thought, but it proved to be
clover seed. We wanted to get it off of our hands and carried it over to the
3rd Regiment, where they issued their rations and feed.
Next morning everybody wondered where and how it got there and when
it went over. I told them it had been sent by mistake to them, of course, for
sugar, or something. Some of our boys had been helping the old man to shuck
corn and he came over to us the next morning to know what had become of
the guard, and he had missed his clover seed, so found it, of course. He had
not missed his corn, but knew some one had been in the barn, as the planks
were still up at the window. He talked to me about it and I told him I expected
the fellow that helped him shuck had done the mischief, and that it was a
shame. He never suspected once that I was the ring leader of the crowd.
A few days later Robt. Stevens and Isaac Hinkle came down to see their
sons in our company, and Ben thought he would like to send something back to
the folks at home, so he came in one morning with shoes, pants, coats and
socks that he had taken from his own quarter-master and sent home to his
father-in-law. He laughed and told me about it. We had gotten so used to
stealing that we thought it fun to see who could get things in the closest quarters.
Ben said, when he was home, that the old man had on sheep skin shoes
made with the wool out and looked worse than old h——, and he knew he’d be
proud of those shoes.
After leaving this camp, we made our next stop at Bowling Green, Caroline
county. We went into winter quarters here, but didn’t build log huts, as
we sometimes did. Just lived in our tents as two-thirds or more of the winter
had already passed.
We found plenty for ourselves and horses to eat. The corn was fine, ears
averaging about 15 inches. Our rations, as well as that for our horses, was
furnished by the Confederacy, so we didn’t have to steal now. The place
abounded in wild geese. They were just about as plentiful as the English sparrows
are here. They ate the growing wheat so badly that a boy would often
get on a mule and drive them out of the fields until about noon, and then they
would fly back toward the Chesapeake Bay.
As we had no drilling or fighting to do we had a good time. We had to
keep up picket duty, was about all, except our cooking, chopping wood and
taking care of our horses. One day, while here, a moonshiner came into camp
and was arrested. We had orders to put a middle-aged man and one that
could be trusted to guard. The Orderly Sergeant appointed Ballard McClaugherty,
a middle-aged man, alright, but it seems that Ballard had seen the fellow
too often and knew too much about him; but the Orderly didn’t know that,
of course. The days of prophets and judges were over, but we still had men
to prophesy, at times. Well, I for one, prophesied that the moonshiner would
get away that night. After roll-call and taps were sounded and everybody had
gone to bed, we were suddenly awakened by the firing of a rifle and some one
yelling “Halt! halt! you d—— moonshiner,” and then a pistol fired three times.
He then yelled “Corporal of the guard, post No. 1.” The Corporal, hurrying
to the scene, said, “What’s wrong at post No. 1?” McC.’s bed-fellow, Jack
Driskel, said, “Why, Mc.’s moonshiner has gotten away.” “Well, where did
he go?” said the Corporal. “Oh, he’s gone hellwards, like hell beating tan-bark,”
said Driskel. We never heard of him again at camp, but I think some
of the boys saw him right often on the sly.
Everything moved on quietly until about the middle of March, when we
were ordered back to Richmond. Early was being pressed pretty closely in
the valley and we expected to be sent on there, but as Grant was preparing
for movement, we were held to help protect Richmond for a couple of weeks.
As soon as we got to Richmond, Gen. Lee issued an order that any one who
had served the four years in the war and wanted to go home to be married,
would be granted a ten days’ furlough. These men could take any of the
broken-down horses from the company and bring back good ones. Two men
from each company was all that would be allowed to go at one time. They
left and others put in applications for furloughs, but before the first boys got
back Grant kept us so busy that no one could leave. We left Richmond for
Five Forks, arriving there one Friday eve.
The next day, Sheridan made a charge on our infantry and killed and
captured a great many. We were ordered to re-inforce and protect the infantry
and we drove the enemy back a considerable distance. As we fell
back to our line, a skirmish line was formed, so we could pass over a wider
scope and see if there were any wounded that we could help. I came across
a splendid looking fellow, who didn’t look to be more than 15 years old, lying
across a large clump of rock lillies. His head and feet were on the ground,
but his body was up on the lillies. I jumped from my horse, thinking he
was only stunned, but found he was dead. I never see the beautiful waxy
bloom of the rock lily, that I don’t think of the fate of that fine looking boy,
almost a child. I laid him flat on the ground, but could do no more.
We overtook the 57th Va. Regiment of infantry as they were going back
to the breastworks. My brother-in-law, Lieut. John Dill, told me that they
had suffered a great lost, but not near so great as at Gettysburg. He said
that before we got there to re-inforce them, that Gen. Picket had ordered
them to cross the breastworks and drive Sheridan’s cavalry back. They succeeded
in driving them a short distance, but Sheridan re-inforced his men and
drove the infantry back with considerable slaughter, but when he found we were
reinforcing the infantry, his men began to fall back, also. We went into
camp just back of the roads. The place took its name from the five roads
leading from that point. Everything was quiet Sunday morning, until after
twelve o’clock. I visited around among the Botetourt boys in the infantry
during the time, and after dinner the pickets came in and said the
enemy was advancing, and I looked and saw the enemy advancing in a few
minutes, in five columns one right after the other. I’d left my horse just behind
the breastworks and I ran back and got her. We had orders to fall into
line and for No. 3 to hold horses and to dismount. It fell to my lot to hold
horses, but the man next to me wasn’t a good runner, and I would rather go
into the battle and he said he had rather hold horses, so we just exchanged
places and I went on with the Co. We formed into line again and counted off
with fours as No. 3 had dropped out to hold horses. Capt. James B. walked
right down in front of us and asked for me, and some one told him I was right
in the front. He came to me and said I thought you were out of ranks, I
want to get your rifle and you go back and get your horse and bring up ammunition.
Guggenheimer isn’t here, so you bring it. By the time I got about
300 yds. from the men of my Co., the firing had commenced. Just then I
met Gen. Picket and his staff, and he asked me, what was advancing. I told
him it was infantry. He said: “how strong?” I told him I had seen five
lines in succession and I didn’t know what was behind them, of course. He
immediately wrote a dispatch and gave it to a courier and sent it to the next
officer in command. He sent a part of his staff with the courier. He turned
back and went on just in front of me across Hatchers Run. I could hear the
firing all the time. It was terrific. There was a man with me from Co. K.
and we had some little trouble in finding the ordinance wagon but were not
gone longer than an hour. When we started back with the ammunition, I saw
that our forces were retreating. I soon came up to the infantry, artillery and
the whole army, retreating toward Lynchburg. They told me that they had
lost heavily. The enemy rushed right up and took the breastworks, capturing
a good portion of the 11th regiment of infantry. Just about the time the infantry
began to give away Capt. Jas. Breckinridge was killed. Poor brave
fellow. He had taken my rifle and sent me out of the battle, when I had gone
in after being drawn off to hold horses. After his death Lieut. Hayth was
appointed. Capt. Grant’s army was then advancing on all the roads and we
were trying to defend on the same. We traveled on until about nightfall,
when Sheridan’s cavalry attacked our wagon train and at first we repulsed
them, but they were too strong for us and they succeeded in capturing some
of our wagons and men. We of the 2nd Va. cavalry were guarding the wagon
train and several of our men were killed. Capt. Strother of the 4th regiment
was with us and he went back to see if any of our men were left that we could
help and to see if the enemy was following. He didn’t come back for some
time and we called to him and the enemy had captured him and answered:
“Here is your Capt. Strother; come down and get him.” We kept marching in
the night, without food for ourselves or horses. When day broke when we
could have maybe found a little provisions, the enemy was pressing on so that
we had to continue marching. Gen. R. E. Lee had ordered a lot of provisions
to be sent to Amelia Springs and as we did not get there when the train arrived,
it was sent back, so our nearest source of supplies was at Lynchburg,
which was a long way off.
The next day the wagon train was attacked by a lot of colored cavalry, but
we succeeded in driving them off. I went into a stable to get some feed for
my horse and in getting the hay, found a black man shot in the mouth, but not
dead. I told the people of the house, to tell the Yankees when they passed to
care for him, that we couldn’t. The horses were so worn out, not having food
or rest, that they could hardly pull what few wagons we had left. Some of the
wagons were loaded with a lot of books, statistics of the war, etc., and we
came across such a muddy place, that the horses couldn’t get the wagons
through, so we threw a lot of the books in, but that wouldn’t fill up the hole
so we could cross. There were no rails or timber near, so some of the men
shot some of the poor old worn out horses and dragged them into the mud
hole and then drove the teams and wagons across on their bodies. I couldn’t
and wouldn’t do that. I would have left the old wagons stand there forever,
and turned the horses loose, first. I knew, and the majority of us had known
for sometime, that we were whipped and the sooner we would surrender the
more lives would be saved and the less we’d have to suffer.
The next day the enemy pressed us closely at Wilson’s Creek, and Gen.
Pickett’s few men that were left, tried to hold the position, but nearly all of
them were captured. We were all engaged in the fight, but not a great
many were killed. That night, I saw Col. Munford, who was commanding Gen.
Wickham’s brigade, and his staff officers, stopping at a farm house to get supper,
and we had orders to stop, also. I had noticed a double crib with some
corn in it, and there was a “provost guard” guarding the crib. We tried to
get him to let us have some corn for our horses, but he wouldn’t. I told him
the next day the Yankees would come and take it all and we had just as well
have it. He had a gun and I noticed he would let loose of the gun every few
minutes and put his hands in his bosom, as it was very cold. I just went away
and sharpened a tobacco stick and slipped his gun away and set the tobacco
stick by, instead. I hid the gun and then eight of us went up and told him we
wanted the corn. We had asked him two or three times, but got the same
reply each time. We told him we were going to take it now, no matter what
he said, and started into the crib. He reached for his gun, as he supposed,
and raised it at us, when he found he had nothing but a tobacco stick. I said:
“Now you see you’ve let some one steal your gun, so we’ll get the corn.” He
just had to laugh and let us take it. We got about 8 bushels and divided it out
as far as it would go. That was the first good, full feed my horse had had
since we left Carolina Co., a week or ten days before.
Every few hours a courier would come with orders for us to ride back
a few miles to protect the rear and then we would have to come back and
rush to the front or on ahead for some purpose. We surely had a hard time
then and so little food or rest; none practically, you might say, and then we
had that feeling of working with no prospect for better times. We didn’t
get any food for ourselves again that night, but was glad to get corn for the
horses, as they had a worse time yet, than we.
The next morning, after marching all night, Capt. Trent, our regimental
quarter-master, sent me on ahead of the army about thirty miles, to a Mr.
Gill’s farm. He told me to go to a farm house on the right hand road and get
breakfast and my horse fed, which I did, and then take a road parallel to the
road the army was moving on.
I got there about night and told Mr. Gill the circumstances. He had been
getting the tenth part of all the crops and provisions in that section of the
county and sending it to the army. So Capt. Trent sent me ahead, thinking
he might probably have something for the starving men and horses. He said
he had sent everything he could get to the army and could only feed me and
my horse. He told me that men had been passing for three days and nights
and he thought the whole thing was over and the soldiers going home. I told
him who I’d left just behind and how we’d been fighting and marching day
and night and what hardships we had undergone. He had me to register and
stay all night with him, of course. I knew the army couldn’t get there before
the next day, even if the enemy didn’t attack them, for we were a poor,
wornout set of men and horses, and moved very slowly. The next morning we
went out to the road and the stragglers were still passing. These were men
going on home. After awhile our men came on and when they found Mr. Gill
had no provisions, we just had to go on until night. The enemy was not pressing
so we lay down to sleep, but didn’t get to sleep long, for orders came in
the night for us to move on.
We went slowly, and at daybreak we were ordered to dismount and went
down a little slope and found a lot of Yankee infantry guarding the Farmville
Bridge. We fired on them and they on us, but we soon captured Gen. Curtiss
and his whole brigade. The infantry, at first, ran and left a lot of knapsacks,
and we ransacked them to find something to eat, but found nothing. General
Curtiss surrendered without much resistance, so not a great many were killed.
We left a young fellow by the name of William Fields at Sailor’s Creek dead,
as we thought, and at Farmville we lost another fellow, Luck, and I never
knew anything of either of them again until the summer of 1911, when I met
both at a reunion at New Port News.
The attack was just at daybreak and Luck told me that the Yankees captured
him at Farmville and then we recaptured them all and we thought he had
been killed, but he was sent on with Gen. Curtiss’ men. The bridge was 300
feet, and as soon as we captured the men and took the obstruction from the
railroad track, the waiting trains moved on. As the fog rose, and the trains
whistled, we looked up and saw them moving so high above us, that I told the
boys there was Gabriel coming in the clouds blowing his bugle.
We marched Gen. Curtiss and his men on toward Lynchburg, and he and
the Yankees were all just as nice as they could be. They had to go on, just
like we did, without provisions. The provost guard soon took charge of them
and went on toward Lynchburg, but may have disbanded before getting there
as the surrender took place the next day.
Gen. R. E. Lee, with the remainder of the army, had been forced to leave
Richmond before this and was moving on toward Lynchburg, and got with us
the same day of our capture at Farmville Bridge.
At night we laid down to rest, but still without food. I had fared a little
better than some of them, as I was sent out to Mr. Gill’s and got three meals
on that trip. All of the men Lee had with him had fared just like us. If they
got anything to eat at all, they begged it from citizens in passing by or stole
it, and the great trouble was there was so little left to steal. The country was
stripped.
The next morning Fitz Lee’s cavalry was ordered to charge the enemy’s
left flank as they had gotten in front of us to cut us off from Lynchburg. We
charged them and drove them back toward Appomattox C. H. When we got
around on the road leading from Appomattox to Lynchburg, we met some of
the boys who had gotten furloughs, 10 days before, to go home to be married,
and were then on their way back to the army. We congratulated them and
they fell into line with us. Just then a charge was ordered and we charged
right down toward Appomattox C. H., and the first volley that was fired on us
killed Lieut. Parker of Co. G, who had joined us just about five minutes before
and we had just congratulated.
Jas. Godwin, of Co. C., who had fought through the whole time unharmed
was wounded then. The ambulance corps took him to the rear and on to Lynchburg,
and we hadn’t gone but a few hundred yards, when we saw a flag of
truce coming up the road. The bearers of the flag came on to Fitz Lee
and told him that Robt. E. Lee had surrendered. Fitz Lee received orders
to disband his whole division right then. Col. Munford disbanded the 1-3-4
and 5 regiments on the grounds, but as we of the second had been mustered
into service at Lynchburg and it was right on our way home, he took us
there to disband us. We went out to the fair grounds, just where we had
drilled and had been mustered in, four years before. There is a nice park
at this place now, and the U. S. government presented Col. Munford and
the 2nd Va. cavalry with two pieces of artillery and placed them in this
park with two pyramids of cannon balls, to mark the place where his men
were mustered into service and disbanded.
As we passed through Lynchburg, some one told us that one of our
men who had been wounded wanted to go home with us and was able to
ride on horse back. It proved to be Jas. Godwin. He had been shot in the
foot, but had it dressed and was anxious to get home, so we started with him.
When we got to a bridge on the outskirts of the town we found an Irish sentinel
guarding the city. When we got in sight he yelled at us like a steam engine
and we halted. He said: “Dismount and advance one and give the
countersign.” I did so and told him I had no countersign or pass word, but
that Gen. Lee’s army had surrendered at Appomattox that day and we were
on our way home. He said: “Surrindered! Hill and damnation! you know
Gen. Lee wouldn’t surrinder to such a d—— rascal as Ulysses Grant. You
are both d—— deserters.” I told him we were not. He then said we couldn’t
get by without a pass from Gen. Colston who was Mayor of the town and had
charge of the army post and hospitals etc. I got on my horse and told him I
had fought four years in this war and had been in 54 battles, the last one that
day at Appomattox in which the man with me had been wounded and I was
taking him home and that I was going over that bridge if he or I one had to
die. At that I leveled my pistol on him and told him to fire if he wanted to.
He said: “Damned if I don’t believe something is in the wind boys, and you
can go on.” Then he told us he was from Louisianna and had been wounded
and sent to the hospital and was sent out there, and if he got near our place
in going back home, he’d like to stay all night with me. I told him I’d do any
thing in my power to help a fellow soldier and with that we passed over the
bridge.
Night overtook us at William Henry Kyle’s, a few miles above Lynchburg,
so we spent a very pleasant night with him, as he had visited his brother,
Haslet Kyle, who was in our Co., several times during the war.
We journeyed on up the “tow path” and passed a good many of the infantry
coming on home. In many places the road was lined for some distance
with them. Just after 12 o’clock we came to Dr. Watson’s and we ate dinner
and spent several hours with him. He dressed Jim’s foot and treated us very
kindly. One of his daughters married one of our countrymen, Richard Hayden,
deceased.
We passed the home of Dick Burks that evening. He had served as our
adjutant the first year of the war. He insisted on us spending the night with
him, but we were so anxious to get home that we went on several miles farther
and spent the night with a Mr. Arnold who lived near Natural Bridge. They
were very kind indeed to us, not charging a cent for us or our horses. The next
morning, which was the 11th, we started on our last day’s ride for home. We
got to Springwood just after the middle of the day and good old hospitable
aunt Katie Hayth, whose door was never closed on the wayfarer, made us eat
dinner with her. After resting awhile we made a start for Fincastle, arriving
there about 3 o’clock.
I turned Jim over to his mother at his home. He stood the trip very well
and soon recovered from his wound. We had left amid the cheers and tears
of an excellent throng, feeling that we would soon be victorious and return,
but none felt joyous now, only to see the few who were left returning.
When I got to the Court House several had heard I was coming and met
me there. I told the boys I’d left home the 17th of May ’61 to fight Yankees
and at the first battle of Manassas, we fought full fledged American Yankees
and they were gentlemen, but after that we fought every nationality, I think,
unless it was Esquimos. They had been hired by the Yankees, of course, and
some of them were tough customers I tell you.
I reached home that eve with my dappled gray that I captured in Stafford
Co., near Kelley’s Ford in ’63 and which Gen. Stewart had given me. I also
had the gun with me, that I had to take from the provost guard to get corn
for our starving horses, on the horrible retreat, just a few days before the
surrender. I still have it among my war relics.
Mother met me at the gate and I told her I hadn’t a single regret. I felt I
had answered my country’s call and discharged my duty, but all the time I was
fighting for what my state thought best and against my own convictions.
My father was offered $8,000 for his slaves just before the war and I
begged him to take it and not own slaves. I never thought slavery was right,
although my father treated his slaves as kindly as any one possibly could and
they were good and obedient.
The many happy days that our old black mammy took us children out to
gather hickorynuts, pick beans or do any kind of light work or play, are still
fresh in my memory to day. And the many coon, and opossum and rabbit
hunts, that her boy Jack who was just a few years older than I, and myself
have had together. He was always so thoughtful of our wellfare and protected
me and my brothers, more like an older brother than a slave.
I told mother how I’d been in 54 engagements, some hard fought and
others not, but in nearly every one, some of my relatives, friends or acquaintances,
were killed or wounded. We had left them buried or on the field in Md.,
Penn., all through the Valley of Va., at Manassas Junction, through the Wilderness
of Spottsylvania, over the battle fields holding Sheridan back from Richmond,
holding Grant back from Spottsylvania, on around to Petersburg and
then to Appomattox C. H. None of father’s slaves left him for a year or more
but he paid them some wages, of course, and they seemed as sad and disconsolate
as we were when they did leave. My father was getting old, and as he
had been security for a number of men who had lost their wealth in slaves, just
as he had, he was placed in straightened circumstances. So we had to soon
forget for a time, the sorrows we had passed through and turn our minds to
caring for those around us. None of our property had been stolen or burned
by raiders, so we were better off than the thousands of households and farms
we had passed by, during the war and from whom we were obliged to steal
some times or starve. While I often thought of four of the best years of
my youth being wasted, as it was, in a lost cause, I didn’t regret it as it
was obeying my country’s call, whether it was right or wrong. I had much
to be thankful for and especially as I had gone through the whole war and
hadn’t gotten a scar. God has blessed me with health and strength and
while I’ve never had any of the luxuries of life, I’ve been, and am still, at
my advanced age, able to enjoy its comforts.
Transcriber's Note:
This book uses inconsistent spelling and hyphenation; the inconsistencies were
retained from the original text.
Obvious spelling and punctuation errors were corrected. When an
incorrect spelling was used consistently it was not corrected.
Ditto marks have been replaced by the text they represent.