The Sharroe family had promised to pick fruit at
Grimstone that summer. They were expected any
day; and it was high time they came, for under every
strawberry leaf red berries winked ripely, growing
redder hour by hour. The weather had become hot
and dry; a strong wind blew the sandy dust in clouds
from the driveway all day till sundown, when it fell,
leaving the air heavy and oppressive.
Vale was in his bedroom, washing, and brushing his
hair before going to Durras to spend the evening. He
heard the sound of voices, and cries of children on the
road, and went to the window, hoping that it might be
the Sharroes. That wayward family was indeed turning
in at the gate. No imposing figure of Solomon
Sharroe led them now, but his squatty wife carrying
an immense bundle; and there was Fawnie, and Jammery;
and Esther and Maggie with their husbands;
and Charley and Bobby; and Beulah and Alma (each
bearing a baby in her arms) and, last of all, the idiot
boy, riding on the back of a brother scarce larger than
himself.
Poor, ignorant, innocent children! He had intended
having a new cottage built for them this season, but
they must once more make shift with the old shack.
And little Fawnie. . . . He wondered whether she
would want a hen to set this year. He remembered her
little, round, coffee-coloured neck, and her even teeth,
like so many pearls. And those small, supple, berry-stained
hands. “You are a little baggage, Fawnie,”
he had said to her, in his moment of chagrin. “You
mean I act like I was white,” she had answered.
He went slowly from his room to the passage and
took his straw hat from the rack. He whistled for a
half-grown Irish terrier pup that Mr. Jerrold had given
him, but the puppy did not come. He went to the
kitchen to look for him, fearing that Phœbe was
feeding him a second supper.
As he expected, the puppy was there, his sides
drawn together, his legs apart, as he wolfed the greasy
contents of a bowl. “Phœbe! Phœbe!” expostulated
Derek. “How often have I told you not to let that
little brute gorge himself!”
“I can’t help it,” said Phœbe, “the creature gives
me no peace till I do.”
There was a chuckling sound at the door and Derek
saw the round faces of Beulah and Alma pressed
against the screen.
“Phœbe,” said Beulah, grinning, “kin I have a
point of milk?”
“Oh,” cried Phœbe, impatiently, “you and your
points of milk! The moment you arrive, I’m running
to the milk jug, or the paraffin jar, or the butter crock.
Where’s your money?” Beulah showed a few blackened
coppers, and Phœbe went to the cellar, still
scolding.
Beulah cautiously opened the door and put her
rough black head inside. “Say,” she whispered,
“my Maw wants to see you—up at the shack—I was
to say, come now.”
“What does she want me for? Tell her to come
here if she wants to see me.”
“She don’ want the old woman and Phœbe to hear.
She says there’ll be a lot of trouble if you don’ come.”
“Very well,” said Derek, “but if she thinks I will
pay any more for the picking she’s mistaken.”
Phœbe brought the milk and Derek set out through
the orchard with the children. It was dusk, and a
lantern had been lighted in the old part of the shack.
A red shaft of light through the open door pierced the
dimness of the orchard like the gleam of a baleful eye.
Under the trees the air was intensely sultry. As Derek
drew near, the two little girls suddenly darted away
from his side, so that he approached alone. At the
same instant several dark figures passed out of the
shack and appeared to go around to the addition.
When Derek stood in the doorway, only the old
squaw, Fawnie, Esther, and Jammery were inside.
Fawnie was standing under the lantern. In the red
glow her cheeks had the bloom of a dark, ripe peach.
Her lips were pressed together in an inscrutable smile.
Esther and Jammery stood with bent heads, but the
old woman turned a look of thunderous fury on
Derek.
“Look here, Mr. Vale,” she said, in a thick voice,
“I want you to take that woman o’ yours away out o’
here. I won’t stand her around me any longer.”
Derek stared at her in astonishment. “What
woman?” he said, sharply. “What do you mean?”
“That woman there,” she replied, jerking her head
towards Fawnie. “That woman that’s got a baby
born of yours last April. You get her out o’ here or
I’ll kill her.”
Derek turned to Esther—she had always seemed a
sensible girl. “Is your mother crazy?” he asked.
Esther answered composedly, “No, she ain’t crazy,
she’s just mad. Fawnie’s got a little boy belongin’ to
you, and Maw says she won’t have any white babies
livin’ with her.”
Derek looked at her directly, ignoring the old
squaw. “Well, she has Alma. She’s half white.
She’s yours, isn’t she?”
“Yes, but I was married to her paw, all right. He
got killed one winter—loggin’.”
“Alma!” shouted the mother. “Let me at that
girl! I’ll kill her yet, with her white face like dough!
She looks down on her old grandmaw. She thinks
I’m like the dirt under her feet. She’d like to wipe
her feet on me. She’d like to spit on me. I’ll take an
axe and chop her head off yet. Jus’ let me at that
girl. . . . Fawnie, you show Mr. Vale the papoose
that you got of his.”
Fawnie, still with her inscrutable smile, turned to
one of the bunks and picked up a rolled shawl. She
opened it and showed something that slept curled up
like a mouse. Derek saw that the down on its head
gleamed like silver in the lantern light.
Fawnie smiled at it adoringly. “My little baby,”
she said. “My own little baby.” She seemed singularly
undisturbed by the storm about her. It appeared
that they might do with her what they wished, if only
she be allowed to keep her plaything. With a violent
gesture the mother snatched it from her and thrust it
into Derek’s arms. “Here,” she shouted, “take your
brat—and take Fawnie, too—or I’ll kill ’em!” Derek
would have dropped the child, but Jammery took it
from him lightly, and, with an imploring look at the
old squaw, said: “Please don’t make so much noise.
Let me go out with Mr. Vale, and talk things over
quietly. You come too, Fawnie.”
“You take them out and don’t bring them back,”
said Mrs. Sharroe.
Thankful to escape from the insufferable odours of
the shack, Derek drew a deep breath of the night air.
Fawnie, Jammery, the child in his arms, and he,
moved some distance into the orchard. The puppy,
with short, sharp cries, started off in pursuit of something
in the dark.
“Honestly,” said Jammery, under his breath, “I
think you’ll have to take her away till the old woman
cools down. She’s pretty dangerous. It isn’t just
what she says—she does things. You’d hardly believe
the way she can act, Mr. Vale. Honestly, she ought
to be locked up when she gets these spells. Would
you mind showing Mr. Vale your shoulders, Fawnie?
If I light a match, I think he can get an idea . . .
just loosen your dress.”
He struck a light, and Derek, as one in a dream,
peered at the girl’s shoulder off which she had drawn
her loose cotton blouse. “Ah, they scarcely show in
this light at all,” murmured Jammery, “but move
your fingers over them. Feel.” He took Derek’s
hand in his and laid it on her back. Derek, moving
his fingers, felt one hot welt after another on the tender
flesh. “By God!” he exclaimed, “I’ll make that old
woman suffer for this. I’ll have her arrested.”
“No, no,” said Jammery, “don’t do that. Think
of the way she’d talk. She’d tell how you ruined the
girl. Everything will be all right if you just keep
Fawnie and the baby out of her sight for a few
days.”
“Very well,” said Derek, “I’ll take them down to
the house now. There’s plenty of room. But you tell
the old squaw that I won’t stand anything more from
her. She’s got to behave or to gaol she goes. And you
may be certain I’ll never have her here another year.”
“No, of course not. But Fawnie’s a good girl.
She’ll never make you sorry you protected her. It’s
an awful thing for a young girl to get walloped like
that, so soon after childbirth.”
“Stop talking about it,” said Derek. It hurt him
even to think of such barbarity. “Come along,
Fawnie. Poor little child.”
When they emerged from the orchard, Derek tried
to see Fawnie’s face but he could not. Yet he had the
impression that she was still smiling in the darkness.
He could make out the curve of her arms about the
baby. He still felt like one in a dream. All this
seemed most unreal, and, suddenly, he remembered
that July night, a year ago, and the same dark girl
whose face he could not see. And here were they two
once more—and a third—the silver-haired being in the
shawl—born, one might say, of that flash of lightning
that had shown them the coign in the cliff.
A steamer was sweeping past; she showed a row of
illuminated windows, and a brighter light at the bow.
A bell clanged as she passed. . . . Now they were
beneath the heavy aching scent of the locust flowers.
“Fawnie,” said Derek, “we’ll go in at the front
door, so the men won’t see you.”
“The front door,” she repeated, in a tone of awe.
“Right in at the front door.”
A hanging lamp burned in the hall. He hesitated a
moment and then took her arm and guided her up the
stairs. He had decided that he would give her the
bedroom that had been got ready for Edmund at
Christmas. There she could keep herself and her
baby in seclusion for a few days, till the old squaw
should quiet down. He would give Fawnie a little
allowance, which would put her in quite a different
position in her mother’s household.
He lighted two candles that stood on the dressing-table.
Their reflection flashed out in the looking-glass:
his strong figure in white, his fair face flushed, little
knots of perplexity between his brows; she, dusky,
receptive, immobile, holding her baby to her breast.
He felt the allure of her presence in that remembered
quiver of the nerves, but, pushing the sensation from
him, he said:
“Now, I’m going to send Mrs. Machin to you.
She’ll fix you up for the night.”
“No, I won’t have her,” with a stubborn shake of
the head. “I’m scared of her, Derek. Just leave me
here and I’ll lay on the bed as nice as anything. I
won’t have that ole woman scoldin’ me. I’ve had
enough scoldin’.”
“Very well. But I’ll get her to give me some sheets
and you can make your own bed.”
“Sheets! My goodness”—her lips curved into a
smile—“I would like sheets—and a white piller-case.”
“Well,” said Mrs. Machin, when he had told her
as much of the story as he thought was good for her to
know, “so you expect me to wait on an Indian girl and
her bastard brat, eh? Give ’em my best sheets, eh?
And towels with rick-rack on the ends? What do you
take me for, Mr. Vale? A simpleton?” Mrs. Machin
was making the porridge for breakfast, and now she
stirred it with all her might, and whacked the wooden
porridge stick, that was nearly as old as she, on the
side of the porridge pot. “What do you take me for,
Mr. Vale?” she repeated. “A simpleton to let a dirty
Indian into one of my bedrooms? How should I get
rid of her again——”
“I’ll see to that.”
“You’ve seen to about enough,” she retorted
grimly. “You haven’t told me who that child belongs
to, but I know what everybody’ll say. They’ll say it’s
yours. Now the Vales have always been respectable.
Grimstone is the grandest old place in the countryside,
and would you go and disgrace us all?”
“My God,” said Derek, “would you send that poor
child back to her crazy mother to be beaten again,
perhaps killed?”
“Why did she wait till she was coming here to beat
her? Why did she bring her back here at all? Just
because she thought you was easy prey. Leave me to
deal with them Indians, Mr. Vale. I understand ’em,
through and through, from their dirty black hair to
their sneaky, flat feet. You leave ’em to me.”
“Mrs. Machin,” said Derek, firmly, “I am going
to protect that young girl. Get me some sheets for her
bed.”
“I won’t do nothing of the sort,” she repeated,
attacking the porridge with renewed spite. “If she
sleeps here, she sleeps on the mattress or the floor. It
don’t matter to me.”
“Very well. I’ll get the sheets myself.” He left
her angrily, and strode through the house and up the
stairway. He pulled open a heavy drawer in an old
chest of drawers that stood at the top of the stairs. He
knew that the bed linen was kept there. He had barely
extracted a pair of sheets and was searching for pillow-cases
when Mrs. Machin came panting up the stairs
behind him. She carried a lamp in her hand which
she set down heavily on the chest.
“Here,” she said, thickly, “if it’s got to be done,
I’ll do it. I won’t have you messin’ about in my
linen.” She took the sheets from him roughly, and,
after examining them with a groan, gave him two of
coarser material, and a patched pillow-case.
With a curt “Thanks,” Derek left her and went
to Fawnie’s door. He tapped.
The door opened a little way. He saw that Fawnie
had laid the baby on the bed, and had opened the
small drawers on either side of the looking-glass,
doubtless in the hope of discovering hidden finery.
“Here are sheets,” he said. “There is a quilt on
the bed. Now make it up quickly, like a good girl,
and be off to sleep. You’re safe.”
“And make the most of this night in a proper
bed,” interposed Mrs. Machin, “for it’s likely the
last you’ll ever have.”
The two women faced each other for a moment, as
might a cynical old cat and an enquiring, yet self-possessed,
little animal of the forest.
Derek hurriedly went downstairs, fearful of a scene.
But there was none. He heard the door softly close,
then Mrs. Machin’s slowly retreating footsteps. He
did not go to Durras, as he had intended, but, descending
the steps to the shore, walked up and down the
hard sand, for a long time, smoking.
He saw the light extinguished in the room upstairs.
Even yet the whole thing seemed a preposterous dream.
That child. . . . Well, he had no doubt about it.
Still, it was not the child, but Fawnie, who occupied
his thoughts. He saw her in the shack, in the glow of
the lantern, her lips folded together in that inscrutable,
slightly derisive smile, as though the rest had been
puppets gesticulating about her. Then her composure
before Mrs. Machin. It was really fine; though,
Heaven only knew how her heart may have been
tapping on her side. What was there about her?
Some odd barbaric charm. Even old Solomon had
seen it, known that she was not like the others. “Her
man will have to pick for the two of them,” he had
said. She was a being for love alone—yet love was
not the word—it was ridiculous—simply she must be
cared for. She was Oriental, like some strange, sweet
fruit that allured, even though one knew it were poison.
What would Grace Jerrold think of his bringing
Fawnie into his house, protecting her? She would
understand; she would sympathize. But the child—she
must never know of that; he grew hot all over at
the very thought of her knowing it. Anyway, the
night was insufferable, no wonder he was hot. Not
the faintest ripple disturbed the sombre ebony of the
lake. He longed for a storm to clear the air. Awful
weather on the strawberries. Thank God, he would
have plenty of pickers to-morrow. Fresh crates were
needed. He must order them. . . .
It was late when he went into the house. The oil
lamp was still burning on the dresser at the head of
the stairs. Mrs. Machin evidently had forgotten it.
He began to ascend slowly to put it out, but had only
mounted a few steps when he perceived that she herself
was sitting in a straight-backed chair by the dresser
knitting at a grey stocking.
“Whatever are you doing up so late?” he asked,
dreading the answer.
“Well,” she said, her needles clicking with precision,
“now that yon girl has got into one of our
bedrooms I’m going to see to it that she stays there.”
“You don’t mean to say you are going to sit there
all night?”
“It looks like it, don’t it?” she snapped.
There was nothing more to be said, so Derek went
to his room.
It seemed to Derek that he spent the next day in
avoiding people. He bolted his breakfast, his appetite
spoiled by the ashen presence of Mrs. Machin, who
waited on him herself. She had even fried kidneys for
him, which she knew he disliked. He hurried over his
orders to Hugh McKay, irritated, and yet depressed
by the expression of deep melancholy on the fellow’s
honest face. He would have welcomed a talk with
Mr. Jerrold, but he heard that he was laid up by an
attack of lumbago, and he would not venture to go
down to Durras for fear of meeting Grace. It occurred
to him that he was being made vastly uncomfortable
for doing a humane and just act. Many a man would
have bundled the whole crew off his farm.
The Indians avoided him, too. All day they squatted
in the blazing sun among the strawberries, never lifting
their eyes when he passed. Added to the enervating
heat, a tension of suppressed excitement hung
over Grimstone like a cloud charged with stormy portent.
Under that hard blue sky the Indians, the hired
help, and Derek moved like people in a secret game,
watching in furtive fashion for someone to make the
next move.
In the afternoon Derek went to the basket factory.
He found the drive over the sandy roads incredibly hot
and stifling. The man at the factory told him that the
thermometer registered 100 degrees in the shade. He
let the gelding take his time home, so that the shadows
were lengthening on the lawn when he turned in his
own gates. He had met the fruit-waggon laden with
crates of strawberries on its way to the station. On a
circular seat under one of the walnut trees he saw a
woman sitting. It was Fawnie. She must have got
her things from the shack, for she wore a dress of coarse
white embroidery, a red sash, and a hat nodding with
red poppies. It was amazing how she gave the effect
of ease, and grace, even elegance, sitting erect on that
white seat. And the extraordinary cheek of her, thought
Derek. Mrs. Machin would be in a taking, as Phœbe
said; he dreaded meeting her. The situation was getting
preposterous. . . . Mrs. Machin sitting up at
night . . . Fawnie disporting herself on the front
lawn . . . the infant, the Lord only knew what he
was doing. To-morrow, when it was not so hot he
must send Fawnie away somewhere. He imagined
how, under that white dress, her shoulders were still
covered with welts. . . . That night Mrs. Machin
again took up her position beside the lamp on the
dresser. Too exhausted to knit, she sat with clasped
hands staring fixedly at her grotesque shadow on the
wall.
“You know, you are going to make yourself ill,”
whispered Derek, vehemently, from the bottom of the
stairs.
“There are worse things than illness—or death,”
she retorted.
And, once more, there being nothing to say, Derek
went to bed.
The heat still held. When he came out of his room
the next morning at seven, it seemed like a ferocious
noonday. Lake and sky seemed merged into some
dazzling new element that bewildered and exhausted.
He sat down at the breakfast table and rested his
head on his hand. Then he heard the kitchen door
open, and raised his eyes to see whether it were Mrs.
Machin or Phœbe who was to wait on him.
It was Mrs. Machin but, instead of the black dress
and large white apron, which he expected, she wore a
silk cape with a shiny jet trimming and a bonnet that
tied under her chin. His first thought was, “She will
suffocate in those things”; then, as he realized what
she was up to, he said, sternly: “Mrs. Machin, if you
have it in your mind to leave me, you had better think
twice before you do such a foolish thing. I am going
to arrange things very differently to-day.”
“You can arrange things anyway you like,” she
said, violently. “It don’t matter to me. I’m shut of
the whole affair. My month was up day before yesterday,
and I’ll make you a present of the last two days
and nights of misery. You’ve disgraced Grimstone.
Your uncle made the mistake of his life when he left
the fortune to a headstrong, good-for-naught like
you’ve turned out to be.”
“That’s pretty hard talk, Mrs. Machin.” He felt,
not so much anger at her words as dismay and sadness
at the thought of losing this faithful old servant.
“It’s a case for hard talk, and hard thoughts, too.
Here I’ve worked for the Vales for over fifty years, till
my hands are all knuckles, and what is my reward?
I’ve got to get out for shame at the carryings-on here,
and with a squaw girl at that.”
“Very well, Mrs. Machin. If you won’t listen to
my explanation you can go. But I expect to see you
back here inside of a week, and whenever you come
I’ll be willing to forget the hard things you’ve said to
me, if you’ll promise——”
“I won’t promise nothing, and I won’t come back.”
With a defiant stare from her oyster-coloured eyes, she
marched out of the room.
Phœbe tiptoed in, as to a chamber of death, and
brought him his porridge. But, after a few mouthfuls,
he pushed the plate away, and got up. He went out
to the flagged yard and stood staring at the bent
figures of the pickers in the strawberry beds. The
shrieks of pigs that were having their snouts ringed
came from the direction of Chard’s farm. How beastly
uncomfortable to have a ring put through one’s nose
on a stewing hot day like this! He had seen Chard
do it once; the pig standing upright before him, its
front feet on his chest, its shrieks full in his face, as
he stood with his inexorable, pale grin, driving the
iron skilfully home.
The sun blazed on his bare head, the flags burned
his feet. Mrs. Machin came out of the house and
turned down the drive.
“I wouldn’t take a man off to drive me into Mistwell,”
she called back, “so I’m walkin’. I’ve told
Snailem to fetch my trunk when he takes the fruit in.”
Before Derek had time to reply, a window was thrown
open upstairs, and Fawnie’s voice cried, derisively:
“Get along out, ole woman! We don’ want you.
Hurry up, now.”
Mrs. Machin, her face contorted with rage, stared
up, speechless, at the window a moment, and then
rushed through the gate, the picture of black and
impotent fury.
A delighted chuckle came from above. Derek strode
around under the window and looked up. She was
sitting on the sill, half dressed, her arms and shoulders
brown as a nut in the sand, her small, red mouth open
in laughter, her bronze-coloured eyes dancing with
triumph.
“Fawnie, Fawnie, you’re a little devil. You ought
to be whipped.” But he laughed in spite of himself.
“Whippin’ don’ do me no good. But it does me
good to see that ole woman runnin’ down the road,
like an ole black sheep. . . . Baby an’ me, we’re sittin’
in the sun. See.” She picked up the child from
somewhere and holding him under her arm, suspended
him out of the window. He was stark naked. His
massive, infantile legs dangled feebly, and he stared,
blinking, at Derek, with an air of benign jollity.
“Don’t let him fall,” said Vale, anxiously.
“I jus’ wanted you to see how big he is. Ain’t it
fonny he’s our little baby?”
“Very funny.” He stared at the child with grim
curiosity. It was indeed larger and lustier than he
had thought from the glimpse two days ago. He felt
neither remorse nor shame in looking at it; rather
pride in its lustiness. Yet he felt ashamed because he
felt no shame.
With the departure of Mrs. Machin a change took
place in the atmosphere of Grimstone. Instead of the
feeling of impending storm, a feeling of reckless holiday
was born. Phœbe piled up her breakfast dishes
without washing them and lounged to the fields with
Hughie. Snailem tramped about the kitchen in boots
caked with manure, and stewed himself a pot of strong
tea in the middle of the morning. Even Jock, the
collie, seemed to realize that the strong hand of discipline
had relaxed its grip, for Derek found him sleeping
comfortably curled up on the sofa in the parlour.
The heat had not penetrated there as it had into the
rest of the house. There was even a damp sort of chill
that made one shiver after the hot glare out of doors.
Having pushed Jock off the sofa, Derek lay down
himself. His head ached, and he rammed it into an
uncomfortable beaded cushion, because the green and
white beads in the design of a laurel wreath looked
cool. The light that came between the green curtains
was restful. Jock was making a very soothing sound
licking his paws. Derek began to get drowsy. . . .
He had had a sort of cat nap when he was roused by
Phœbe. She was bending over him, whispering, her
face close to his. The pupils of her eyes seemed to jig
with excitement behind her thick spectacles. “Wake
up,” she whispered, hoarsely, “Chard and the minister
from Mistwell’s outside waitin’ to see ye.”
“To see me? What for?”
Phœbe regarded him sorrowfully. “Can’t ye
guess?” She pointed dramatically to the room above.
Derek reddened and sat up with dishevelled hair.
“If that’s the case, I’ll make short work of them.
Show them in, Phœbe.”
Phœbe, heavy with importance, stamped out. He
heard her trip on the step that led to the dining-room,
and he pictured how she would plunge across the floor.
A moment more and his neighbour and the minister
stood before him.
“You are energetic, making calls on a morning like
this,” said Derek, cheerfully. “Won’t you sit down?”
The two men stared about the room, obviously taken
aback at being received in such state. Then Chard,
with his pale grin, said, “Allow me to introduce my
friend and pastor, Mr. Barker, Mr. Vale.”
Derek recognized Mr. Barker as the minister who
had played the autoharp at the funeral of Solomon
Sharroe. With his oily skin and opaque dark eyes, he
looked rather like an unpleasant foreigner. He took
Derek’s hand in his and held it in a fervent grasp.
“Mr. Vale,” he said, “I wish I might have met you
first in the little church where we worship. But, better
late than never. I hope I am not too late to turn you
from the evil you have fallen into.”
Derek extricated his hand. “I don’t think you quite
realize,” he said, trying to keep his temper, “what
you are taking upon yourself. You come into the
house of a stranger and make an accusation against
him without any other grounds for your suspicion than
the stupid gossip of ignorant people.”
“You can scarcely call Brother Chard stupid and
ignorant,” reproved Mr. Barker, “and he suspects
the worst.”
“What the devil do you suspect?” asked Derek,
turning on Chard.
“Well, Mr. Vale,” said Chard, uncovering once
more his neat rows of artificial teeth, “I’ve a pretty
good idea who’s the parent of that black baby with
the white hair upstairs.”
“It’s not black,” said Derek, testily. “It’s bronze.
And it doesn’t concern you if it’s all the colours of the
rainbow. Now I’m trying to keep my temper, but I
strongly advise you men to stick to your autoharp and
plough, and leave me to manage my affairs in my own
way.”
“I have my wife and family to think of,” said
Chard. “This is putting the whole neighbourhood
under a cloud. I have to try to keep my children’s
minds pure. They are hearing words they haven’t any
right to hear.”
“It’s terrible for their pure little minds to be
sullied,” murmured Mr. Barker.
“What sort of words?” asked Derek.
“Well, Mr. Vale,” replied Chard, a yellowish flush
creeping over his face, “concubine for one. My second
youngest boy was saying that you have a concubine in
here.”
“Surely that touches you, Mr. Vale,” said the
minister.
“It makes me sick,” said Derek. “In fact you both
make me sick. You had better go.”
“You are a headstrong young man,” said Mr.
Barker, “and you are going to wreck your life.
Better bring the woman right down here and I’ll
marry you and make it legal. Remember, too, that
no sin is so dark but it can be washed white by the
Blood.”
A lusty cry came from the baby in the room above.
Chard’s grin became painfully wide. Mr. Barker
took a dingy white handkerchief from his pocket and
wiped his forehead. Derek went to the door and
opened it. “Phœbe,” he said, “show these gentlemen
out.”
As Chard passed Derek, he said:
“If you think you’ve heard the last of this, you’re
mistaken. If you think you can live a licentious life
here, and not be interfered with, you’re mistaken.
All Mistwell is aroused. . . .”
As soon as she had got rid of the two men Phœbe
came back to the parlour, shutting the heavy door carefully
behind her, before she spoke.
“Don’t you worry, master, for Hughie and me’ll
stand by ye in spite of all these old curmudgeons with
all their talk about columbines. I was brung up in a
norphan asylum, but I know the world, and I know
a gentleman’s got to have a little margin. That’s what
I said to Hughie last night—‘a gentleman’s got to
have a margin, if it’s ever so.’ So they don’t frighten
me with their columbines.”
Derek pitched hay in the field with Hugh all afternoon,
and the hard exercise in the heat brought calm
to his mind; he smiled at the recollection of the call
from Chard and the Reverend Barker. It was good to
work among the warm, sun-dried hay; he liked the
smell of the baked earth, of the glistening, round
flanks of the horses, of Hugh’s healthy, sweating
young body. He liked, too, to drive the heavy, lurching
load into the barn where it was dim after the glare
outside, and fowls ran cackling out of the way of the
horses’ hoofs.
When they had brought in the last load Derek went
to the house, Jock at his heels. He saw Phœbe and
Fawnie sitting by the kitchen table drinking tea. The
sun touched with mellow light the white, scrubbed
wood of the table, the loaf of good bread, the brown,
shiny teapot, and the red pot of jam. The two girls
were leaning over their cups, laughing and whispering
together.
Vale had a plunge in the lake, and, after his tea, sat
with a book in the porch, till dark. He felt that he
was neglecting his farm accounts, which must be getting
in a bad state, but he was too sleepy and warm to
undertake them to-night. He heard Phœbe and the
men go to their rooms, one by one; he heard Fawnie
murmuring some little lullaby to her baby. He thought
he would not go to bed till the night air had found its
way into the house and cooled it.
About ten o’clock he dropped into a doze in his
chair. His book slipped from his knees and his head
sank forward. . . . He thought a storm must have
arisen, for he was awakened by a moaning, roaring
sound. He sat up drowsily at first, and then straightened
himself with a start, as something heavy fell
almost at his feet on the steps. The roaring rose again
like a wave, and was shattered into howls and yells
about the gate. He got up and peered into the blackness.
He could see a dark huddle of figures by the
second’s flash of an electric torch. Then a second
stone rattled on the roof of the porch and struck sharply
on the flagstones below. Derek ran down the steps and
half-way along the walk. “Who is there?” he called,
sharply. “What are you doing?” His questions
were greeted with a prolonged hoot. Someone began
to beat on a tin pan.
Then a voice bawled, “Where’s your fancy girl?”
and another, “Bring out your squaw!”
Derek walked firmly to the gate. He tried to speak,
but his voice was drowned in yells and catcalls. The
same voice kept bawling:
“Where’s your fancy girl? Let’s see your squaw
baby.”
The man who held the electric torch turned it suddenly
on Derek. There was a howl of delighted
laughter. As it subsided, a cockney voice said, “Wot
a tableau ’e mikes!” More derisive laughter followed,
then, out of the blackness, a clod of earth spun, and
struck Derek on the head.
An instant later the house door banged and Hugh
McKay came running down the walk.
“What’s the trouble, sir?” he panted.
“Those blackguards,” answered Derek, in a voice
heavy with passion, “are giving me a sort of charivari.”
“I’m no surprised. Bob Gunn told me the oldest
Chard boy said they were gaein’ to mak’ things hot
for ye.”
“Go to bed, Scotty! Go to bed!” yelled the rowdies.
“Take your boss with you, too.” An obscene
remark followed, then a shower of sticks and stones.
“Shall we rush them, sir?” asked Hugh, wiping a
trickle of blood from his cheek.
“Yes. Keep close together, and let them have it.”
Derek swung open the gate. He and Hugh, without
waiting for the rabble to recover from their surprise,
flung themselves upon them in all the exuberance of
their strong young manhood.
For a few moments the serenaders surged about
them and showed some fight, but it was soon over.
The dark mass of figures coiled and uncoiled in the
road, then streamed like a snake towards Mistwell.
Derek had snatched one of their own sticks, and
savagely belaboured the shoulders of the stragglers.
Hugh encountered the cockney, who stumbled away,
sobbing, “Ow, ’e’s broke my naose, the brute!”
Derek could distinguish two figures running towards
Chard’s gate. Hugh was already in pursuit of them.
Derek jumped the ditch, and, bounding along beside
the palings, captured the hindermost just as he threw
one leg over the fence. It was Bob Gunn.
“Well, you miserable little sweep,” said Derek,
grasping him by the collar, “so this is the way you
make me sorry I wouldn’t take you back.”
“I was just lookin’ on,” muttered Bob.
“You’ll find that it’s not safe to look on at me,”
said Derek, and, administering a kick that sent him
sprawling, he let him go.
Hugh caught up to him as he reached his gate.
“Did you get your man, Hugh? Who was he?”
“Chard’s eldest son, sir.”
“What did you do with him?”
“I made him greet.”
This summer, as had happened last summer, because
of the lack of help, the grass on the south side of the
house had grown tall and rank, while the lawn at the
front and the tennis-court at the north had been rather
well cared for. Now the grass was cut, and raked into
a great sweet-smelling mound close to the house. On
it Derek had thrown himself when Hugh went back
to bed, and lay, tingling with the excitement of the
sally. He wished the Mistwell ruffians had not been
so easily routed. He should have liked to prolong the
ecstasy of those barbarous moments. He recalled the
feel of his knuckles against someone’s jaw in the dark,
and the sound of heavy breathing and shuffling feet
and finally the thudding on the hard road of the
retreat.
The sky hung low, powdered with stars, and the
rim of the waning moon rose above the lake. And at
his back the solid walls of old Grimstone. He liked to
think the walls of Grimstone were at his back. . . .
His back to the wall with all those curs of Mistwell
yapping before him.
He thought of his brother and laughed. How disgusted
Edmund would be with him! But he believed
he was of coarser fibre than Edmund. He could not
imagine his taking up with an Indian girl. He might
have admired her, felt her charm—for a moment—but
nothing more. He would not have been enchanted by
her strangeness, as of some creature of the wildwood,
he would not have been allured by those sliding velvet
eyes.
The front door softly opened and in the shaft of light
he saw Fawnie step out into the porch. She had on a
yellow dress, a faded yellow he had seen by daylight,
but now it looked as though it had been spun from the
moon. Her hair was about her shoulders and she was
barefooted. She peered about, plainly in search of
him, but he kept still. As well try to hide from a soft-footed
animal with the instincts of the forest. In a
moment she was padding across the grass to him.
She leaned over him, looking enquiringly into his
face.
“Did you get hurt, Derek?”
“No. I hurt some of those brutes, though.”
She clapped her hands delightedly. “I’m glad,
Derek. I wish you would have took an axe and
chopped their heads off. Can I sit down aside
you?”
“Yes. Sit down. It’s cool out here. Were you
frightened, Fawnie?”
“Yes, I was. My little heart she was like a fox
hidin’ in her hole from the dogs.” She had dropped
to the mound of grass beside him and, with her arms
under her head, stared up at the glimmering sky.
“I’m always scared when I’m not with you, Derek.”
“Why, Fawnie, you told me once that you were not
afraid of anything, or anyone.”
“Ah, that was ’fore I get my baby. All those
fellas from Mistwell, they would ha’ torn me to pieces,
surely.”
“Nonsense. They only came to make an infernal
row.”
“Well, Derek, I don’ like those informal rows.
They sound like hell marchin’ down the road. You
won’t turn baby an’ me out, will you?”
“Don’t worry, Fawnie, you are going to be taken
care of.” He stared down at her face, in its frame of
rich, dark hair, her slanting eyes holding a gleam of
moonlight in their depths, her slender bare ankles
crossed on the odorous grass. It was soothing to lie
beside her there in the troubled shadow of old Grimstone,
and watch the moon like a pale petal wafted
across the sky.
“I was in swimmin’, too.” Her voice had changed,
and had a little husky note. “I was in swimmin’, that
place where the sand’s all wavy. It made me cool as
cool. Feel.” She laid one supple, cool, little hand on
his throat. “Do you like the way that feels, Derek?”
There was no sign of a break in the weather. The sun
that had dropped behind the orchard in a hot turbulence
of colour last night, rose from the lake, as
from a brazen pool, like a warrior refreshed. The
fruit was drying; the sand was like hot metal under
the feet; even the fowls clustered together in the shade
with parted beaks.
Derek saw with satisfaction that the pickers were
hard at work. As he waited for his breakfast, he calculated
on the back of an envelope what the proceeds
of yesterday’s shipment would be. He thought he was
not doing badly. Snailem had told him that Chard
had not shipped as much. He was determined that
Mrs. Machin should hear good accounts of the fruit.
She had the idea, he knew, that things would go
smash without her. He had refused hot food, and
Phœbe brought him a bowl of strawberries and thick
cream. Cream flowed freely those days at Grimstone;
Vale wondered sometimes where the next churning of
butter was to come from. Phœbe creaked in and out
waiting on him. She wore red knitted slippers and
white cotton stockings that wrinkled about her thick
ankles. Her cheeks vied with the strawberries and
cream in freshness and colour.
As Derek divided the strawberries with his spoon,
disclosing the sweet pink hearts of them, which rapidly
were smothered in cream, he heard Fawnie’s voice,
singing to her child. “It must be hot upstairs,” he
thought, “under the roof,” and he had a desire to see
Fawnie eating strawberries at the table beside him.
He went, napkin in hand, to the foot of the stairs.
“Fawnie,” he called, “won’t you come down and
have some strawberries with me? I’ve twice too many.”
“Yes. I’ll come this minute. I’m hungry. But
this fonny little child he don’ want to go to sleep. His
eyes is as bright as bright.”
“Lay him on the bed.”
“Yes, I will. Now you go to sleep, Abner, like a
good little boy.”
“What was it you called him?” Vale asked, as she
came down the stairs.
“Abner. Don’ you think that is a nice name?”
“No. I think it is a milksop name. Call him something
picturesque—colourful.”
“Derek, then?”
“Lord, no. I’ll think up a name while we eat our
strawberries.”
Fawnie was in love with the idea of sitting at table
with Derek. She clapped her hands, and ran around
the table twice, like a little brown bird fluttering about
a bough, before she settled in her chair. Then she
said, with hands flat on the tablecloth on either side of
her plate:
“I must not spill crumbs, nor slop tea on this nice
white cloth, or you’ll kill me, won’t you, Derek?”
“I surely will. Now have some buttered toast,
Fawnie, or perhaps you like scones.”
“I’ll have toast. We never have toast. Just Maw’s
bread that she bakes in the fryin’-pan.”
She helped herself to toast. Phœbe had buttered it
so thickly that the butter oozed through to the other
side. Fawnie set her teeth in it, laughing over it with
narrowed eyes at Derek.
“What are you going to call our baby?” she
demanded with her mouth full.
“I have it. Buckskin. That’s a jolly name. It
means something. Suits a little Indian boy. Makes
you think of Nipigon, Timagami, wild things, and the
smell of gunpowder and wood smoke. Abner makes
you think of hair oil, creaky boots, and Sunday-school
leaflets, eh?”
Fawnie stared at him with the expression of an
intelligent child. “I understand,” she said. “But I
think he’ll be an awful bad little boy if we call him
Buckskin. . . . Buckskin Vale, h’m. . . .” She
stopped eating and stared straight before her, as
though savouring the name.
Phœbe, coming in with a jug of hot water to replenish
the pot, started in amazement at seeing Fawnie
seated at the table with Vale. Catching her toe on the
doorsill she stumbled into the room, slopping the water
as she came. A drop fell on Jock’s long feathered tail
that projected from under the table and he fled howling
out of doors. Derek looked up crossly at her, and
Fawnie said:
“Say, you’re awful stupid this morning, Phœbe.
Haven’t you ever seen a lady and gentleman eatin’
hot toast before?”
“A gentleman must have a margin, if it’s ever so,
as I said to Hughie,” declared Phœbe, addressing
Vale, “but the margin’s getting wider and wider.”
“ ’Tis not so wide as a church door nor so deep as
a well but ’twill suffice,” boomed Snailem from the
kitchen. “Which is from Shakespeare as always hits
the mark.”
A pleasant voice came from outside. The owner of
it was sympathizing deeply with Jock, who wriggled
on his belly towards someone who approached. Vale
leaned back in his chair to look through the open door.
He saw Mr. Ramsey pushing his bicycle over the
flagstones. He stared, stupefied, at the advancing
figure which, in grey Norfolk suit and white straw
sailor hat, stood for Church, and order, and the
accepted sacraments.
Phœbe stared, too, in gaping consternation. As
Mr. Ramsey, having stood his wheel against the rail
of the verandah, filled the doorway with his well-knit
figure, she went towards him, hot-water kettle in hand.
“Oh, sir,” she cried, “I hope as you haven’t come
here to talk about columbines and such! Because Mr.
Vale reely don’t deserve it. If ever there was a well-meaning
young man it’s him, and, as I said to Hughie,
a gentleman must have a margin, if it’s ever so.” She
would have proceeded, even more recklessly, but a
dribble of scalding water from the kettle she held fell
on her woollen slipper and brought her up with an
exclamation of pain.
“Phœbe,” said Derek, desperately, “please go to
the kitchen and shut the door after you.”
Phœbe, feeling that she was in disgrace, hurried
from the room, and, tripping once more over the doorsill,
was precipitated into the kitchen. Snailem caught
her, and carefully closed the door upon them.
Mr. Ramsey turned with a cheerful smile to Derek.
“Quite a character, that girl,” he said. “Most amusing.
I was positive she was going to baptize me with
that boiling water. . . . How nice and cool you are
here. It’s frightful out of doors.”
“Won’t you sit down?” said Derek, regaining
his outward composure, “and have some breakfast?
You’re out early.” He looked at Fawnie anxiously,
and she, meeting his eyes, divined that he would be
rid of her. With an odd dignity, she stood up in her
narrow blue dress, and said in her low voice, “I guess I
take my tea and scone upstairs and finish it there, eh?”
“Thanks, Fawnie,” said Derek; and Mr. Ramsey
with an amused little bow opened the door into the
hallway and smiled at her as she passed through.
“Won’t you have some breakfast?” repeated Derek,
feeling that, by eating, the evil moment might be
delayed.
“Thank you, no. I had breakfast at Hickson’s.
I went there early to give the Communion to old Mr.
Hickson, who is dangerously ill. And afterwards I
had my breakfast.” Derek saw then that he carried
a small black bag.
Mr. Ramsey stared at the remains of the breakfast in
silence for a moment, then he turned his deep-set grey
eyes on Derek’s face with a look of intense scrutiny.
“So that is the girl,” he said with a new harsh note in
his voice.
“What do you mean by calling her ‘the girl,’ as
though I had done something tremendous and irrevocable?”
demanded Derek resentfully.
“Well, haven’t you?” returned Mr. Ramsey, on a
deep note. “It is rather tremendous, isn’t it, to bring
a young girl into your house under such circumstances?
Rather irrevocable to bring a son into the world?”
Derek strode up and down the room, and at last
paused before the china greyhound on the chimney-piece,
and looked into its immobile face. “Such things
have been done before,” he said.
“Not often. Can you recall a case among your
acquaintances? And never without consequences.”
“Look here,” interrupted Derek. “Did you come
here as a friend, or not?”
“Absolutely as a friend.” Mr. Ramsey came and
stood beside him. “A friend above all things. Not
to rebuke nor to give advice, but to help, if possible.”
“Well, sir,” said Derek, looking at him steadily,
“put yourself in my place.”
Mr. Ramsey flushed a little. “Yes,” he said
dryly.
“What could I do? There was that poor young
thing beaten into welts by an old hag—was threatened
even worse things. I brought her here simply to save
her skin. The child had to come too. Then my housekeeper
got wild, talked about my criminal actions to
the world in general and left me. Next thing Chard
and the minister from Mistwell came and insulted me—ordered
me to put the girl out—or marry her. Would
you have been baited by them? Then that affair last
night—a bunch of rowdies—would any decent fellow
submit to their bullying?”
“It is true that your position has been frightfully
difficult. You must not think, my dear fellow, that I
am insensible to that. What I have come for this
morning is to help you, if possible, to a better understanding
with yourself, and with those who hold your
friendship as something very dear.”
“Do you mean the Jerrolds?”
“Yes, and myself, of course.”
“Have you spoken of this to them?”
“Mr. Jerrold and I have talked it over. He is laid
up with lumbago, you know. I should have shunned
the subject with Miss Jerrold, but she brought it up
herself as I was leaving yesterday.”
Derek picked up the china greyhound and turned it
in his hand, waiting for the Vicar to go on.
“She was very much upset,” said Mr. Ramsey, in
a low voice.
“Yes. I suppose she would be. I suppose she’ll
never want to speak to me again, eh?” His hand
shook a little as he carefully set the dog on the oval
mark its base had made in the dust film on the mantelpiece.
“I shouldn’t like to think that. I do think that she
has every hope that you will make what restitution you
can.”
Vale stared at him uncomprehending, and the Vicar
went on: “She said to me that she was positive you
would do the right thing by the girl.”
“Provide for her?”
“In the only way possible.”
“Come now, Mr. Ramsey,” said Vale with heat.
“You don’t expect me to believe that Grace Jerrold
thinks I should marry Fawnie.”
“I think she hopes intensely that you will.”
Derek struck the mantelpiece with his closed hand.
“It’s the most preposterous thing I ever heard of.
Because I made a fool of myself—a beast if you like—once,
she expects me to pay for it for the rest of my life.
All men are fools—beasts sometimes. Perhaps not
actually, but in thought. No one knows about them.
Everyone knows of this, and I am willing to face the
consequences. But that does not mean I am willing to
tie myself to an ignorant Indian girl.”
“I suppose she was thinking about your son. I
confess that is what troubles me, too.”
“Good God! I will provide for him! But marry
her. . . . Oh, I know how you look at it. . . . I was
strictly brought up. . . . I know the phrase—the
woman you wronged—I take the blame—but marry
her!” The blood rushed to his head at the mere
thought of such a marriage; at the thought, too, of
Grace Jerrold discussing his wrongdoing with the
Vicar. What a horrible mess he had got into! How
was he to get out? He did not know what way to
turn. Mrs. Machin, Chard, the minister, the Mistwell
folk, the Jerrolds, Mr. Ramsey, they were all banded
together to bait him. He felt bewildered. His eyes
looked strange as he faced the Vicar.
“Don’t get excited, my dear fellow. Remember I
am here to help you. I want you to realize the elemental
truths of the affair. Even if you give the girl money
and send her away with the child, what will become of
him? Try to picture his life—the life of your own flesh
and blood. He is no common Indian. He has the blood
of your mother—your father—your uncle who gave you
this place. If you supplied his mother with money, do
you suppose her family would ever let her be? She
would be their prey. Your son would be knocked about
by some low half-breed, probably. Think of him as
a ragged, dirty, ignorant youth coming to pick berries
some day at Grimstone, the home of his fathers. As
for the girl—Fawnie, is it?—she is pretty, intelligent,
a direct descendant of Tecumseh, I believe, and she
cannot be repulsive to you or you would not have been
eating your breakfast so happily with her as I came
in.” Mr. Ramsey’s clean-shaven lips parted in a
slightly derisive smile.
Derek flushed deeply. More than ever, he felt cut,
bewildered. Now he could not bear the Vicar’s keen
eyes. He went to the door and looked out on the
blinding surface of the lake. A wave of heat like the
breath of a furnace beat in upon him. He glanced at
the thermometer hanging in the shade on the verandah.
The mercury touched 102 degrees. No wonder he felt
bewildered. He put his hand to his head. Strange
pains were tormenting the back of his neck. He could
not think. And yet thoughts were gnawing at his
brain like rats gnawing to get free of a trap. There
seemed to be no air to breathe. A black schooner was
passing, trailing a streamer of sooty black smoke.
. . . He was roused by the sound of a shuffling step
on the flags. It was old Mrs. Sharroe. She gave him
an imperturbably hostile stare as she passed. He
thought of gentle Fawnie at her mercy. Of his son,
poor little beggar, at her mercy. He remembered the
feel of those welts on Fawnie’s shoulder and turned
sick with repugnance. He wheeled back into the room
and could scarcely make out Mr. Ramsey’s figure,
still standing by the fireplace, for the strange jigging
in his eyes. He was afraid that Mr. Ramsey would
begin talking again. Anything seemed better than
more talk. Words beat so on a fellow’s brain. Like
the heat, only worse. . . . “We’ll have done with
all this talk, then,” he thought, and he said heavily:
“All right. I’ll marry her—since everybody thinks
I should.”
He could never rightly remember that drive to Mistwell
to buy the licence. He knew that a motor had
passed them once and covered them with dust, and he
remembered the glare of a red and yellow sign by the
roadside advertising fur coats and wraps. The man
who sold him the licence had seemed but half awake.
He had yawned in open boredom as he asked questions
and filled in blanks. Only Mr. Ramsey seemed cool,
alert, masterful.
He talked cheerfully and kindly to Derek on the way
homeward, and before parting advised him almost in
the tone of a doctor to take care not to expose himself
to the heat, but to keep quiet and cool until he should
return in the afternoon to perform the ceremony.
He looked at the table after the Vicar had gone and
wondered what meal it was that he had been eating a
while ago. He took up the teapot and poured himself
a little tea. It was tepid and bitter, not what he wanted.
From the cupboard under the stairs he got a bottle of
Scotch whisky and half filled a tumbler, adding cold
water from the pump outside. He drank it slowly and
his brain felt clearer, but he wanted to be alone to
think—if possible.
He went to the parlour and stretched himself on the
sofa, his burning head pressed against the unfriendly
beaded cushion. But, instead of thinking, he became
drowsy and slept. In his dreams the air was full of
yells and hoots, and the beating of tin pans.
He was awakened by the pain in the back of his
neck. He had been dreaming something about the
Indians. Oh, yes, they had been going to hang him
from a tree in the orchard. Jammery had just placed
the rope about his neck. Mr. Ramsey had been there
in his surplice, reading the burial service, and a mob
of Mistwell fellows were making a frightful row. He
felt dazed. Then, suddenly, he remembered everything.
No one would expect him to keep such a promise.
He had hardly known what he was saying. He made
up his mind that he would go straight to Mr. Jerrold
and talk it over with him. And, if he met Grace, he
would speak frankly to her, as he had spoken to Mr.
Ramsey. He pictured himself putting the matter
before her plainly, almost brutally, yet withal throwing
himself upon her mercy, making her feel that she
above all others could save him from the disaster.
He got his hat and went out by the front door. The
road was deserted except for a speckled hen who was
taking a dust-bath with tempestuous energy, just outside
the gate. She ceased for a moment as he passed
and gazed up at him with a hard yellow eye. She lay
on her side, every feather on end, and one scaly leg
stiffly extended in the dust. Fearing some passing
motor-car might kill her, Derek pushed her with his
foot and sent her, dishevelled and angry, through the
gateway.
As he passed over the bridge he noticed that the
stream had gone almost dry. Out of the shiny ooze of
the pool grotesque spotted lilies seemed to stare up at
him with yellow eyes like the hen’s. The sloping field
beyond the stream was a shimmering sea of oats, their
bluish stalks bending and whispering under a faint hot
breeze.
He hesitated, listening to that drowsy, sibilant
music, and did not notice the approach of a vehicle
until it was almost upon him. Looking up, as the
driver turned his horses aside, he looked straight into
the face of Grace Jerrold.
She was alone save for the groom who sat on the
seat before her. She was in a thin white dress and
held a green silk parasol above her bright uncovered
head.
Derek started forward, shamefaced, yet eager. He
thought, instantly, he would climb in beside her and
pour out the whole miserable business into her ears.
The driver drew up his horses, and looked over his
shoulder, expecting an order to stop. But, instead,
she gave him a little nod to go on, and, after one
sorrowful look into the expectant eyes raised to hers,
turned her face away, and stared across the lake.
The carriage passed. Now the glistening green
parasol hid her from view. She had dropped it on
her shoulder, either to hide herself from the contamination
of his gaze, or from faintness perhaps. It
did not matter. She had cut him. He scarcely seemed
able to take that in as he stood in the dust of the
wheels.
All he wanted now was to get home, to escape from
the glare of the road into the dim shade of the parlour.
There he would sit until Mr. Ramsey’s return. He
had said he would be back about three. He would sit
there quietly till Mr. Ramsey came, and then he would
tell him of his unchangeable decision not to marry the
girl.
He began quickly to retrace his steps Two little
girls in clumsy pinafores met him and whispered
together behind their hands. Then they began to
laugh hysterically, and ran past him clutching each
other. When he reached his own gate, the hen was
exactly where he had first found her, taking a second
dust-bath.
In the house all was quiet. He shut himself in the
parlour with the bottle of Scotch, and, when Phœbe
called him to dinner, he said he had a headache and
did not want to be disturbed. Upstairs Fawnie sang
the same song over and over to the baby.
“But, my dear fellow,” said Mr. Ramsey, anxiously,
“you look very flushed. I hope you have not been
exerting in the heat.”
“Sitting here all day.”
“Then I am afraid you’re not quite well. But it’s
enough to make anyone ill. I’m sure I have sweated
five pounds off, pedalling those seven miles from
Brancepeth three times to-day.” But he still looked
quite fresh. And he spoke with cheerful matter-of-factness.
“Is Miss Fawnie ready?” he asked.
“Who the devil? Oh, yes—Miss Fawnie. I’ve
not told her yet,” Derek replied, stupidly.
“Not told her? Oh, my dear fellow! Do you
want me to? Shall I?” His tone was that of one
who indulges a petulant child.
“No. The fact is——” What was the fact? For
the life of him he could not tell. The one fact he
seemed able to grasp was that Grace had turned her
face from him that morning in the road. All else
seemed a stupid bungle from which he was too tired
to extricate himself.
“Do you want me to tell her?” repeated Mr.
Ramsey.
“No. I’ll go. I don’t care. Tell her if you like.”
“Very well. I’ll leave you the ring. You remember
you asked me to buy it? A very nice one, I think.
I’ll make the service as short as I can, since you are
not well. Upstairs, is she? I hear her voice. She
sings very sweetly.”
Derek heard him decisively mount the stairs, then
came the sound of a knock, followed by his vibrant,
pleasant speech with Fawnie. Shortly he descended
and put his head in at the parlour door. “It’s all
right,” he said. “She will be down directly. Wanted
to change her blouse. May I go in your room, Derek,
old fellow,”—it was his first use of the Christian
name—“to slip my surplice on? Thanks, very much.
I’ll be with you directly. Nice little ring, isn’t it?
Narrow, yet heavy.”
Derek dropped the ring stolidly into the pocket of
his jacket. His eyes were on Jock, who had just come
in from out of doors. He was panting jerkily, and
Derek thought—“I must have him clipped. But by
someone who knows. I don’t want his fine coat all
jagged up.”
The Vicar had called Phœbe and Hugh McKay as
witnesses, and they now came in, standing shyly at
the far end of the room. They seemed overcome by
the turn things had taken. Phœbe had exchanged
her woollen slippers for shiny buttoned boots, which
pinched her cruelly as she stood, balancing from one
foot to the other.
Derek got slowly to his feet as Mr. Ramsey, like
some impressive vessel in full sail, entered in his
surplice. Fawnie, frightened, yet elated, followed him.
She had once seen a wedding in the English Church
at Brancepeth, and was determined to be as orthodox
in her attire as that other bride married by Mr.
Ramsey. Desperately eager to wear a veil, her eyes
had fallen on the fine white net curtains Mrs. Machin
had recently hung at the window. Quick as thought
she had mounted a chair and unfastened the brass
pins of one curtain. No fair bride, arranging the folds
of the Brussels lace veil her grandmother had worn
beneath a chaplet of pearls, could have been thrilled
by a pride more delicious than that felt by Fawnie as
she glimpsed the dark glow of her eyes and the pouting
red of her lips behind the starched white net.
She looked so pretty as she came into the parlour,
that Derek was roused for a moment from his lethargy
and smiled at her. Mr. Ramsey looked at the veil
dubiously, then his brow cleared, and, with a tolerant
smile, he motioned them to their place before him.
Jock sniffed the billowing surplice, but obeyed Hugh’s
deep-voiced injunction, “Sit ye doon, Jock.”
Mr. Ramsey opened his prayer-book and began the
service in a hurried, muffled voice, soothing to the ear.
Derek John took Fawnie Pearl by the right hand, and
promised, rather unintelligibly, to have and to hold
her from that day forward, for better for worse.
Fawnie Pearl took Derek John by his right hand, and
promised in her husky little voice (not understanding
a word of it) to have and to hold him, to love, cherish,
and obey him, from that day forward, till death did
them part. Then Derek, without flurry or confusion,
produced the ring and put it on the taper third finger
of the too supple brown hand, and they were man and
wife. Jock stretched himself and yawned. Hugh drew
a deep sigh, and Mr. Ramsey wished them great joy.
But Buckskin, upstairs, broke into angry cries, as
though protesting against the union of those two fond
strangers who had given him being.
Derek and Fawnie were sitting side by side on the
sofa in the parlour. They were alone. Late sunlight
was slanting between the chinks in the shutters. A
solemn hush hung over the house. The atmosphere
created by Mr. Ramsey’s cassock and surplice still
brooded there.
“My goodness,” said Fawnie, thinking aloud.
“He looked terr’ble nice in them wraps, almost like
God. And he had a big ring with a shiny black
stone—and I couldn’t tell a word he said. I never
saw anyone as much like God. But I don’ like his big
ring half as well as my nice ring.” She turned her
graceful little hand before his face. He noticed that
she wore a gold bangle bracelet.
“You have a bracelet, too,” he observed. “Where
did you get that, Fawnie?”
She quickly hid her wrist in the folds of her dress
and broke into a chuckling laugh. “I’ll tell you
some day. Not now. I’ll tell you sometime when I
want to make you laugh. But not now. Now I jus’
want to sit still and get used to things. I’m pretty
near scared o’ this big room, and the pianner, and all
the pictures starin’ at me. Who’s that fonny woman
with the lace cap and mittens?”
“My great-grandmother.”
“Is it put on with paint?”
“Yes. An oil painting.”
“Oh. Where was it made?”
“In Devon.”
“Is that near Halifax?”
“No. It’s in England.”
“I know where England is. It’s up at a place
where the king lives.”
“Yes.”
“I don’ like the way she stares at us, do you?”
“Not exactly.”
“What do you s’pose she’s thinkin’?”
“Nothing very pleasant.”
“No, nothing very pleasant. She’s mad, I think,
and jealous of me sittin’ here in my yaller dress with a
gold ring, and a gold bracelet, and a white veil, with
a nice young man beside me. She wishes she could
hop right out of that picture and tear us apart, eh?”
“Shouldn’t be surprised.”
“But you can’t do it, ole lady, so jus’ be good or
I’ll turn your face to the wall. . . . Put your head
on my shoulder, Derek, you look awful sleepy.”
Phœbe was sweeping the flagged yard next morning
when a trap driven by one of Mr. Jerrold’s men turned
up the drive and stopped with a flourish. But it was
with no flourish that Mr. Jerrold himself descended,
rather with the wincing and suppressed groans of one
stiff with lumbago. Leaning on a stick, he came
towards her, his dark brow puckered.
“Is Mr. Vale in?” he asked.
“He is indeed, sir,” answered Phœbe, leaning on
her broom and speaking breathlessly, “and I suppose
you’ve heard of the goings-on here. He’s never stirred
out of the parlour since yesterday morning, and he
must be drunk as a lord now with all the whisky he’s
carried in there. And as for that Fawnie—and it goes
against the grain for me to ‘Mrs. Vale’ her—she’s
getting so arrogant there’s no knowing what she’ll do.
This morning she carries down a bundle of soiled
clothes and tells me to wash ’em. ‘Here, Phœbe, you
wash these clothes and see you wash ’em clean,’ says
she. Oh, I like her cheek, I do. ‘Me wash for a
Nindian!’ says I. ‘Am I Mrs. Vale or ain’t I?’ says
she. ‘You do what I say or you can get out.’ That’s
the way she talked to me, sir, and if you was to have
got out of that trap and hit me over the head with a
bludgeon, I shouldn’t have been knocked more of a
heap. A gentleman must have a margin, as I say to
Hughie, but when it comes to a Nindian wife . . .”
“And did you wash the clothes?”
“I did, sir, and there they hang on the line enough
to scare the crows with their rags an’ tags.”
“It’s too bad,” said Mr. Jerrold, commiseratingly,
“but do the best you can for Mr. Vale’s sake.”
“Shall I tell him you’re here, sir?”
“No, I’ll go straight in.”
He limped to the door of the parlour and opened it,
after tapping on the panel.
The shutters were closed and the room lay in a
stuffy haze of tobacco smoke. He felt sure that Vale
had put a decanter out of sight at the sound of his rap.
Certainly he smelled strongly of whisky and looked as
though he had slept in his clothes.
“Phew,” said Mr. Jerrold, “may I open a window?
There’s a breeze rising outside that’s not half bad.
We’re in for a devil of a storm. As a matter of fact,
I doubt whether the rain will be in time to save the
crops. There. Isn’t that nice?” He had thrown
open the shutters, and a breeze, fresh and uneasy,
swept into the room. He sat down on the piano-stool
and faced Vale, trying to smile unconcernedly.
“Well,” said Vale, “what do you think of my
latest?”
“I’m staggered. We’re all staggered. All I can
say is that if I had known in time, Ramsey should
have married you only over my dead body. You
could not have known what you were doing.”
“I did know, though. It’s all right. I’m not kicking.
I’m just trying to get used to the idea of having
a squaw for a wife.”
“But why, in God’s name, did you bring her into
your house in the first place?”
“Have you heard nothing?”
“They say the old woman had beaten her.”
“So she did. Horribly.”
“That’s nothing. A put-up job. You’re too easy.
Then after you brought her here there was that
charivari.”
“Yes. Then Chard and the minister came.”
“You didn’t mind them, surely?”
“No, but I did mind Ramsey. I don’t mean that I
was afraid of him, but—well, I was tired, and couldn’t
think for the heat, and there was the kid. And everyone
saying I should make it right.”
“Did Ramsey say I even hinted such a thing?”
“No, but——”
“Oh, he said Gay did, eh?”
“He said she hoped I’d do the right thing.”
“Meaning she hoped you’d put your head in a
noose. Why didn’t you come to see us and find out
what we thought for yourself?”
“I was going to. I started out but——”
“Well?”
“Oh, Lord, I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Why didn’t you come, Vale?”
“I met your daughter on the road. She was driving—and
she——”
“Didn’t speak?”
“No. Turned her head away. So I came home.”
“Oh, you young fool! What if the girl didn’t
speak? She was upset. She told me about it. After
she had driven down the road a bit she made the man
turn back. She thought she would overtake you, but
you had disappeared. And, after all, man, what if she
didn’t speak? You would scarcely expect her to—after
what happened. But I am different. Why in
God’s name didn’t you come to me?”
Derek shook himself impatiently. “I don’t know,”
he said. Then he looked into Mr. Jerrold’s face
pleadingly. “Don’t talk about it any more. I’m
stupid as an owl to-day. My brain won’t work. . . .
I’ve done it, and there’s nothing more to be said. I’m
going to stand by it. Will you have a drink?”
“No, it’s too hot. I’ll never forgive Ramsey for
this. I’ll make him sorry, too. I was going to buy a
new carpet for the church, and I’m dashed if I will,
now.” He stared angrily out of the window. He
added in a moment, “Just look at those clouds, Vale,
over the lake. Menacing, aren’t they? I must be
getting home.”
“Better stay till it’s over.”
“No, I’ll have to go. Grace is very nervous about
storms, and this is going to be a bad one.” He got
up and leant on his stick. “But remember, I’m your
friend, always. And if I can do anything—look here!
Why can’t you pay her off and get rid of her?”
“I’m not going to do anything,” shouted Derek,
suddenly, “but sit here and soak. It’s all I’m good
for. Talk, talk, talk—I’m utterly sick of talk.” He
glared at his friend with rather pathetic hostility.
A heavy sound of thunder rolled above the lake.
“I suppose you are,” concurred Mr. Jerrold.
“Well, good-bye. And, I say, that note is just about
due. I can meet it all right.”
“I’d forgotten it.”
“Well, I hadn’t.”
“How are things going?”
“Pretty rotten, just now. But they’ll be looking up
soon. They’re bound to. I have grand young stock
coming on. I want you to see them. Will you come
over?”
“Of course I shall. And look here, if I’ve acted
like a grouchy brute to-day, don’t imagine that I’m
not appreciating your coming over here like this—when
you’re suffering.”
“Good God, I’d have come on my hands and knees
to have prevented this!”
“Oh, it may not turn out so badly. The thing is
just to get shaken down to the new conditions. And—tell
Miss Grace, will you? not to worry over that
little encounter of ours. I understand. It was the
only thing she could do.”
A flash of lightning quivered over the darkened
fields, flooding them with sombre gold. A violent
crash of thunder at the same moment terrified Mr.
Jerrold’s horse into a rampant position, so that
against the deep purple of the lake it looked like
some impressive beast of heraldry.
Mr. Jerrold snatched his hat, and, growling with
pain, hurried out.
After the long drought, after the inertia of weeks of
tropic heat, the storm rushed up from the lake as a
deliverer to loose the chafing, burning bonds. Land
and sky, in a torrent of rain, seemed to clasp each
other like long separated lovers. Now there was such
blackness that a face across the room could not be
seen; now a vivid pinkish light disclosed the very
cracks in the old paintings. The tops of the great
trees were agitated into wild disorder, yet their rough
trunks expressed invincible resistance. Nevertheless,
before long, with a shivering jar, one of them fell
across the driveway.
The rain beat it down, as it lay prostrate, its foliage
drooping on the sand, its branches, where only this
morning Derek had watched a family of young
squirrels wantonly frisking, now crumpled against
the ground. Why had it been selected for disaster?
Had it invited the turbulent embrace of the wind? He
was sorry to see it fallen, and, from pitying it, he
came to pitying himself. It seemed to him that in
some mysterious way he had been made the plaything
of a cruel and capricious fate. . . .
A sudden scream from the dining-room made him
start. “What’s the matter now?” he asked irritably
as he hurried out. Fawnie was rocking her body in
fear, her arms clasping her head. Phœbe sat nursing
the baby. One of Fawnie’s little brothers, the one
who was accustomed to carry the idiot boy, stood in a
dark corner, the whites of his eyes prominent with
fear. “What’s the matter?” repeated Derek. “Was
it the tree? That’s all right. There are plenty more.”
He went to Fawnie and took her arms from her head.
She threw herself against his shoulder, sobbing, “Oh,
I am so scared! I am so scared! Another of them
will fall and smash the roof. Oo—I wish I was in the
shack! It’s this high ceiling—if it was to fall on us,
from so far, it’d kill us sure.”
“Nonsense,” said Derek. “It’s a very low ceiling.
See, I can almost touch it with my hand.” Still
Fawnie cried.
“She’s worse than the baby,” said Phœbe. “He’s
a lamb, ain’t ye, my pet? A lamb, if ever there was
one. Look at his eyes dancin’, Mr. Vale. Blue, ain’t
they? Look at his little hands. Hello, fat fingers!”—she
mumbled his chubby fists and dandled him.
“What is Lisgar doing here?” asked Derek of
Fawnie. He did not want her family hanging about
the house.
“He was gettin’ a point of milk when the storm
came on. I brought him in here out of the kitchen
’cause that ole Snailem, and Hugh, and some Mistwell
fellers was teasin’ him. I’ll put him out in the
storm, if you like, Derek.”
“No, no. It’s all right. Get him a piece of cake,
Phœbe, and he’ll forget to be afraid.”
Phœbe, the baby tucked under her arm, went to the
kitchen. She brought back a tray covered with tea-cups,
a pot of tea, and a plate heaped with seed-cake.
A sound of scraping chairs came from the kitchen as
the men drew up to the table for a like refreshment.
Lisgar’s bright eyes grew round and he drew near the
tray, yet, when Derek had put a piece of cake in his
hand, he was still too frightened to eat, and stood,
motionless as a bronze statue, his gaze intensely fixed
on the streaming window, as he watched for the next
terrifying flash. Rain thundered on the roof, and
spattered in the fireplace. Phœbe returned to the
kitchen to eat with the men. She took the baby with
her, talking unintelligibly to him.
Fawnie had established herself beside the teapot.
She was calm now, even playful, because the storm
was easing, and she felt protected by Derek’s presence.
The cake and tea tasted very good to Derek, for he
had eaten nothing since his breakfast the morning
before. His spirits rose, and when Fawnie clapped
her hands as a glimmer of sunlight gained the room,
he smiled at her as a child and said:
“Going to be a good girl?”
“You bet,” she replied, nodding her head emphatically.
“And Phœbe’s got to mind the baby and
call me Mrs. Vale every time she speaks to me, and
not laugh at my clothes. Kin I buy some new clothes
right away, Derek?”
“Yes, but you must not be sharp with Phœbe or
she’ll leave, and God knows what we should do
then.”
“I’d get another servant, an Indian girl, and I’d
slap her face if she was saucy, and pull her hair, and
make her scrub the floor five times a day, hey, Lisgar,
wouldn’t I?”
“Sure,” said Lisgar, “you’d likely kill her.”
“In the meantime,” Derek made his tone severe,
“you’re not to order Phœbe about too freely. She
won’t stand it, and I want to keep her.”
Rising, he shook himself impatiently, strode to the
door and threw it open. A moist, cool breeze swept
into the room. Large, bright drops still fell from the
eaves and splashed on the flagstones below, but the
clouds, massed into dark towers and sinister battlements,
were receding southward. Overhead the sky
was a drenched and tender blue.
“Oh, see the rainbow!” cried Fawnie, “like a
fonny bridge across the lake.”
“A good omen, Fawnie.”
“World without end. Omen,” she repeated,
remembering the marriage service.
“I thought you said you didn’t understand a word
the clergyman said,” laughed Derek.
“Don’ you believe everything I say. I say what
comes into my head. Let’s go out.”
It was delicious out of doors. The dripping grass
was sweet and cool to tread on; delicate clouds of pink
and gold floated like banners of peace above the tree-tops.
They went to the fallen tree and examined it.
Lisgar began to walk the length of its splendid tapering
trunk. A brood of half-grown chickens had taken
shelter beneath its leaves. They ran out now, shaking
themselves and stretching their long legs joyously.
Yet, last of all came one who moved stiffly, half dead
from wet and chill. He had never feathered as he
should; in fact, he had no feathers except on his head
and wings, and a little ridiculous down on his red,
sunburnt body. Now he staggered forth, grotesque,
yet pitiable. Derek picked him up. “He’s positively
indecent,” he said. “I suppose I ought to wring his
neck. He’ll never be any good.”
“Give him to Lisgar. The ole woman’ll put him
in the pot.”
That settled it. Derek carried him to the kitchen
and made Phœbe wrap him in warm flannel, and give
him a little milk. Soon he looked out brightly enough
from his wrapper and opened his beak for more milk.
“Snailem found three poults behind the apple-house,
flattened right out by the rain, dead as door-nails,”
said Phœbe.
“Better dead,” muttered Snailem, shifting his
tobacco, “better dead than livin’ to be et.”
Derek had felt that he must get away from the house
with its strange associations—the atmosphere of his
marriage clung like stale incense to the rooms. After
a few turns on the driveway, he had followed the path
into the orchard.
It was dark as a crow’s wing there, a good place
to wander unseen. The lantern hanging before the
shack only served to intensify the richness of the
night, as a jewel the raven hair of a woman.
He lighted his pipe, and paced up and down under
the wet trees, enjoying the coolness of the night and
the movement of his body after the long hours in the
parlour. He could hear voices near the lantern, and,
as he approached the shack, he saw figures of several
men about the table under the lantern. Then he heard
the rattle of dice and a low laugh from Jammery. The
other men never laughed audibly. Concealed by the
trees, he drew nearer and saw their faces clearly as
they bent over the table. Isaac and Enoch, the sons-in-law;
Charley, the grown-up son; and handsome
Jammery, his even features and slender moustache in
contrast with the rough-hewn, bony faces of Isaac and
Enoch, and the round, boyish face of Charley. Inside
the shack he could see a group of women and boys.
The old woman was plucking a fowl which was tied
to the ceiling by its feet.
Jammery was winning, for he drew a little pile of
coins to him, and looked in at the door with another
laugh. Perhaps he had promised one of the girls a
present if he won, for one quickly darted out and put
her arms about his neck and kissed him. Derek’s pipe
had gone out and he refilled it, cautiously striking a
match and shielding it under his coat. But he had in
mind the senses of the white man, not the brown. In
an instant the face of every Indian was turned towards
him; Jammery got up and came over.
“It’s you, is it, Mr. Vale?” he said. “I saw the
light on your face, and recognized you. It’s nice in
the orchard, isn’t it, since the rain?”
“Yes. I was just taking a stroll.”
“I hope you won’t mind us having a little game.
Just a few dollars pass between us of an evening.”
“I don’t mind. I’ll come over and watch you for
a bit.”
Jammery’s eyebrows went up, but he answered
politely: “Yes, do. We’d be pleased to have you,
and I can offer you a glass of whisky that’s not
too bad if you would not be above drinking with
Indians.”
Derek gave a reckless laugh. “Above drinking
with Indians! Why should I be? You’re my
brothers-in-law now, aren’t you? All one family!”
“Yes, I suppose that’s so.”
Derek caught him by the arm. “Come along, then,
brother-in-law, let’s have a drink together. I’ve been
drinking for two days, but that doesn’t matter.”
“I guess you’re the sort that can stand a lot,” said
Jammery, admiringly. “Half a dozen drinks would
make those fellows wild, and even I couldn’t stand
what you can.”
“I’m as sober as a judge,” said Derek, truculently.
“Anyone can see that. I’m glad I have something
respectable to offer you.”
The men at the table showed no surprise at Derek’s
advent, but the old squaw, after a sharp look into
Jammery’s face, slammed the door of the shack.
Enoch, a quiet, slow Indian, rose and offered his place
on the bench to Derek.
“Thanks,” said Derek, taking it. “Go on with
your game. I’ll watch.”
Jammery produced a bottle from under the table,
and going to the cupboard in the lean-to, returned
with a tumbler which Derek recognized as one from
his own house. “It’s the only glass we have,”
explained Jammery, “we like it just as well out of
tin mugs.”
Derek took the glass that Jammery handed him and
sipped it critically. The flavour was so like his own
that the thought crossed his mind that probably Fawnie
had had something to do with the presence of this good
Scotch in the shack. Nevertheless, he took his drink
philosophically. He liked to watch the Indians as
they played, their deep-set eyes glittering like jewels
in their immobile, swarthy faces, the movements of
their hands as they shook the dice. Jammery continued
to win. Presently young Charley began to
pay his debts in packets of red picker’s tickets with
the name of Derek’s uncle printed on them. At last
they were gone, and the boy rose sulkily from the
table, saying a few words in Indian to Jammery.
“Very well,” replied Jammery, in English, “go to
bed. Perhaps Mr. Vale would like to take your place.”
“I shouldn’t mind,” said Derek. As a matter of
fact, he had been wanting to take a hand for some
time. . . .
So Grimstone folded him closer in its woods, and
orchards, and streams, and in the lives of the aboriginal
people who had once so barbarously dwelt
there.
The women went to their bunks; and a slight silver
moon rose above the orchard. An owl cried repeatedly
in a mournful, downward trill. The men at the table
noticed none of these things. Derek had had a considerable
amount of money in his pockets and he was
losing it slowly but surely to Jammery and Isaac. He
did not mind, for Jammery kept his glass full and it
was the excitement of the play he craved. He played
wildly, his cheeks flushed by drink, and his fair face
contrasting strangely with the bronze countenances
about him.
Snailem had cleaned out the apple-house that day,
and thrown a few bushels of withered apples from
last year’s crop into a corner of the orchard for the
pigs. They had been up finishing these by moonlight,
and now, attracted by the light of the lantern,
they came running and stamping through the trees to
the very feet of the gamblers. They crowded closely
around them, snuffling and snorting, their coarse pink
snouts wet with apple juice turned up towards the
men’s faces. A big Yorkshire sow peered quizzically
up at Derek, chewing something with relish, in short,
quick smacks. He stared at her in surprise.
“Damned if I ever saw such intelligent fache, as
fache on thish sow,” he said. “Look at her,
Jammery.”
Enoch and Isaac began to drive the pigs away with
kicks, and blows with a stick.
“I liked thish—I’ll come again,” said Derek, as he
got up to go.
“I’ll walk through the orchard with you,” Jammery
said, gently taking his arm.
“No; don’t wannany help. Leggo my arm.”
He shook himself free and marched steadily down
the orchard path, the pigs darting here and there, out
of his way. He was in good spirits, and broke into a
song that he and two Halifax friends had often sung
as a trio:
“A little farm well tilled,
A little barn well filled,
A little wife well willed—
Give me, give me.”
His good baritone voice, rich with emotion, echoed
against the grey walls of Grimstone. . . . He was
looking up at Fawnie’s window, when, in a tone
deepened by melancholy, he sang the last verse:
“I like the farm well tilled,
And I like the house well filled,
But no wife at all—
Give me, give me.”
The locust flowers fell about him; the lake lapped
musically upon the shingle; a cockerel crowed feebly
in the barn. Derek laid his head against the grey wall
and wept.
Mr. Jerrold and Hobbs were leaning against a gate
watching a stableman breaking in a colt in the paddock
before them. Mr. Jerrold watched with an almost
tender smile the awkward yet delicate movements of
the beautiful young creature, so wistfully bewildered,
so unconscious of its great strength. The hard, light
eyes of Hobbs seemed only to appraise its fine points
as that of something to be bought, sold, or put to tests
of endurance or speed.
“Don’t overdo it,” called Mr. Jerrold. “That’s
enough for to-day.”
Hobbs showed disapproval. “You stop the training,”
he said, “just as she’s getting into the swing
of it.”
“I understand breaking in colts, I think. I don’t
want her worried.”
“Oh, well, it’s for you to say.”
“Yes, it’s for me to say—yet.”
They stood in silence as the stableman led away the
colt, then Hobbs said, cheerfully:
“Things are going from bad to worse at Grimstone,
they say.”
Mr. Jerrold turned to him anxiously. “In what
way, Hobbs? I have scarcely seen anything of Vale
since his marriage—seven or eight weeks ago, isn’t
it? He seems to want to be let alone.”
“The trouble with him,” said Hobbs, “is that he
was too damned cock-a-hoop in the first place. He
was so proud of owning the place, and so sure he could
manage his farm, and his stock, and his Indians. He’d
take no advice from anyone.”
“I didn’t notice that. What is the trouble now?”
“Well, Chard tells me that he has been going up to
the shack almost every night gambling with his Indian
brothers-in-law and Jammery, and getting so full he
could hardly navigate his way home. The house has
been overrun by the Indian kids, and the servant girl
couldn’t keep anything to eat in her cupboards. The
fruit gets picked sometimes, and sometimes it don’t.”
“I’m sorry to hear this. Why didn’t you tell me
before?”
“Well, I knew Mr. Vale was a friend, and I thought
maybe you wouldn’t want to hear anything against
him. Then, I’d seen you and him talking together
several times, so I supposed you’d get a notion of
what was going on.”
“I knew things were rather bad, but I had no idea
they were in that state.”
“That isn’t all. A couple of days ago he flew into a
rage at the way they were imposing on him—I don’t
blame them—I think it served him right—and he
simply drove them all off the place. Followed ’em
to the gate and locked it after them. Chard was passing
and says he looked wild, and white as a sheet.
Now the thimbleberries are dropping off the canes,
and there’s nobody to pick them.”
Grace Jerrold then rode up on her favourite horse,
whose rounded sides shone with the brightness of a
polished nut. She looked paler and more slender than
formerly. Hobbs gazed at her keenly, trying to
fathom the origin of her pallor which, he thought,
was produced by one of three causes: either the extreme
heat of the early summer; the anxiety arising
from her father’s serious financial position; or disappointment
at Vale’s marriage. He was inclined to
credit the last reason, although she gave him a look of
cold suspicion as she drew in her rein that he felt
showed bitter resentment of his growing authority and
liberty of action on the farm.
“Good-morning, Miss Jerrold,” he said, touching
his hat, “and how is Darby this morning?”
“Very skittish,” she replied. “I think he is getting
more oats than is good for him.”
“Ah! but you like him spirited, don’t you? Think
of the way he took you over that gate yesterday.”
“That was his duty. It is not his duty to shy when
passing the same gate this morning as though he had
never seen it before.”
Hobbs laughed and moved away, leaving the father
and daughter together.
He lifted her from her horse and they walked along
the grassy lane together, he holding the rein loosely
while Darby bent to crop the short new grass that had
appeared since the recent rain.
He said: “Do you know, Grace, Hobbs tells me
that things are in a very bad state at Grimstone. Had
you heard anything?”
“Yes.” Her tone was reserved.
“From whom?”
“A housemaid. She would gossip as she was doing
my room and—I couldn’t help listening.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Oh, I couldn’t bear to talk about it. You couldn’t
do anything, and you had worries enough of your
own.”
“Are we going to let Derek ruin himself and not put
out a hand?”
“I have written to his brother.”
“Written to his brother! He’ll not thank you for
that.”
“I don’t desire his thanks.”
“Had his brother heard of the marriage?”
“Not a word. Derek had written to him only once,
a strange sort of letter, he said. He couldn’t understand
it. He’s terribly upset. He has got leave and
is coming to see. He should arrive to-day.”
“Grace! And you were keeping all this from your
father?”
“You keep things from me.”
“What sort of things?”
“Things about Hobbs—and debts—and mistakes—and
failures—only lately, too.”
“My darling.” He put his arm about her waist.
“Only because I hate to see you worried.”
She smiled up at him brightly. “Don’t let’s worry.
Everything will come right. . . . With us, I mean.”
They walked in silence for a space. The mellow
light of the morning made known the imminence of
autumn. Goldenrod rose, taller than the fences, its
sprays imprisoning passing thistledown. The hips of
the brier shone, plump and ruddy. Perhaps something
of the gentle melancholy of the morning overtook
those two people, usually so talkative when together,
or perhaps each felt less certain of the other’s state of
mind than ever before.
When they came to the boundary between Durras
and Grimstone they saw, crossing a field, the figures
of two men. They were Derek and Edmund Vale.
“Shall we go on, or wait and speak to them?”
asked Grace.
“We’ll wait, don’t you think so? They have seen
us.”
The two men hesitated, spoke together excitedly a
moment, then Derek turned back and Edmund came
on alone.
“I’m glad to see you back,” said Mr. Jerrold when
the greetings were over. “I suppose your brother is
glad to have you.”
“Oh, I don’t know,” replied the young man. “He
was awfully surprised. I’ve had jollier home-comings.”
He looked searchingly at Grace, but she avoided his
eyes, and, pulling at a hip of the brier near her, had
her finger pierced by a thorn.
“Silly girl,” said her father, taking out a large,
tobacco-smelling handkerchief and enfolding in it the
bleeding finger.
“Miss Grace believes in grasping the thorn,” said
Edmund. “As for me, I dread everything unpleasant.
Hips and haws may flourish unhurt for all of me, as
long as they’ve thorns to protect ’em.”
“Have you met your brother’s wife?” asked Mr.
Jerrold.
“Just for a moment. My God, isn’t this an awful
marriage? I was stunned when I heard of it. Just
think, he never mentioned it when he wrote! But I
knew there was something wrong—I thought of something
quite different.” He looked hard at Grace, and
she met his eyes with a troubled smile.
“Come over, Captain Vale,” said Mr. Jerrold,
“and talk to my daughter. Tell her some enlivening
doings of Halifax. She needs cheering up. I’ll take
Darby home.” He felt that Edmund wanted to see
Grace alone.
“Why do you need cheering?” His tone was
almost accusing, though with an assumed lightness.
“Life cannot be always smooth for anyone, can it?”
“It should be for you.”
“I expect my share of trouble like others but, really—it
is over others that I worry.”
“You make me very envious.”
“Why?”
“Well, I don’t believe you’d worry much if I were
to marry an Indian.”
She flushed red. “Oh, I didn’t mean that. I am
worrying about my father. You see, he put everything
he had into this place and now he’s obliged to sell it
just to meet his obligations. I am afraid there won’t be
much left.”
Edmund coloured also. “I had no idea of such a
thing. I thought of your father as absolutely secure—here
permanently. He gives one that feeling.”
“I know. I really believe that if he were walking in
the gutter carrying a sandwich-board, he would wear
that look of well-being, and people would say—‘What
a dashing fellow!’ ”
“But I am awfully sorry. Can nothing be done?”
“Oh, no. It’s all over. We are to have a sale on
the twelfth of September. Shall you be here till then?”
“Yes. I have a decent leave this time. But, I say,
does this mean that you must move away from here?”
“Thank heaven, no. We are going to keep a
cottage—that one right on the shore—it has been used
by Carss, one of the gardeners. It has a pretty garden,
a few fruit trees, and the tiniest stable. Then, of
course, we shall keep our dogs. Our good old cook
is going with us, and we are to have one cow. Perhaps
I shall have to milk. Can’t you see me as a strapping
milkmaid?” She spoke quickly, and with an air of
suppressed excitement.
Edmund’s mobile face was full of sympathy.
“Strange,” he murmured. “Derek did not say a
word about this to me.”
“Oh, I suppose not. He has his own affairs to
contemplate.” There was bitterness in her voice.
“Well, I must say they are in a sorry mess. How
a fastidious chap like he is can ever hit it off with that
girl——”
Grace sharply pressed the finger that had been torn
by the brier. “It hurts,” she explained.
“Too bad. Take the handkerchief off and let me
see it. Maybe a bit of thorn is sticking in it.”
“I believe it is. But I shan’t undo it now. When I
go home”—she nursed it in her other hand. “Didn’t
he speak of me at all?”
“He said he met you once—on the road.”
She flashed a look of challenge at him. “Now do
you blame me?”
“Not a bit. All I wonder is that you speak to me.
You might be excused for washing your hands of the
whole family.”
“As though I could do such a thing! I’m not even
angry at him now. I should like to be friends if it
were possible.”
Edmund thought a moment, then he said: “I can’t
seem to get near Derek. He doesn’t want to talk of his
affairs at all. He just says he’s done it and he wants
to be let alone.”
Her eyes filled with tears. “I am afraid you have
come among very unhappy people for your holiday,
Captain Vale.”
“Don’t pity me for that,” he said, with a tremor in
his voice. “Wherever you are, there is happiness
for me.”
The next morning Fawnie came to breakfast wearing
a flowered organdie dress that she had bought at
Brancepeth a fortnight before. It had become soiled,
and much crushed in the lap from holding the baby.
The fasteners that held the neck had come off, and she
had secured it with a large safety pin. These were
the defects that caught Edmund’s eye; he scarcely
noticed the beautiful red and brown of her cheeks, or
the exquisitely clear markings of her eyelids and
lashes.
But Derek did not seem to mind, nor did he show
annoyance when she dipped the spoon with which she
had been eating thimbleberries into the sugar-basin
and gave it to the child to suck. Fawnie was inclined
to show her authority over Phœbe. In a soft, liquid
voice she ordered one thing after another from the
kitchen, and, when Phœbe angrily set a plate of toast
on the table, at the very end of the meal, she said
softly:
“Don’t you make so much noise, Phœbe. You act
like you never had no training.” And turning to
Edmund, she added, “I been trainin’ that girl steady
for two months.”
Edmund raised his eyebrows. “She seems a good
sort,” he said, “and good servants are hard to get.”
“No, they’re not,” Fawnie replied, getting more
sugar for the baby. “I know where I kin get a good
girl any day, and not saucy neither. But I won’t have
an Indian. They’re too lazy. Wasn’t I glad when
Derek sent all them Indians flyin’ off our place! He
was so mad I thought he was goin’ to get his gun an’
shoot them. I wish he had.”
“What about your fruit?” asked Edmund, turning
to Derek. “How shall you get it picked?”
“I’m just going to let the thimbleberries go,” said
Derek, passively. “The apples and pears can be sold
to a dealer outright, who will bring his own men to
pick them.”
“What a pity to lose your berries, though. They
look a tremendous crop, too.”
“They are. The ground is black with them, and
the canes bending beneath the weight, but it can’t be
helped.”
“We’d sooner waste them than keep those Sharroes
an’ Jammery about,” put in Fawnie.
Edmund got up from the table with relief. The
baby was beginning to hiccough and drool. Fawnie
carried him outdoors and laid him on a pillow on the
grass. Jock, the collie, came at once and lay down
beside him. Edmund stared for a moment at the
child’s downy fair hair, then with a sigh he turned on
his heel and went into the parlour. He sat down
before the piano and began to play the waltz from
“The Merry Widow” with languid, appealing stress.
Fawnie followed him, and stood against his back,
gazing with fascination at the movements of his hands,
her body gently swaying with the rhythm. “Oh, I
like that piece,” she breathed. “Is it a hymn? It
don’ sound jus’ like a hymn, and yet it’s too slow for
a jig. Say, Ted” (she had, at once, acquired the
familiar nickname), “when you play like that it makes
me feel like as if my blood was dancin’ in my
body.”
He looked up at her curiously. “Your blood dancing,
eh, Fawnie? Fast and wild? or slow and sweet?”
“Slow, an’ heavy, an’ sweet, like the music. Tum-te,
tum-tum; tum-te, tum-tum, like that. Ain’t it
comical?”
“Very. Altogether I think you’re a comical girl,
Fawnie. I begin to understand.”
“Understan’ what? I know. Why Derek loves
me.” Her arms stole about his neck and her head
drooped toward his. He felt the supple fingers interlaced
beneath his chin. It seemed that he could not
free himself—for a moment at least—but must softly
thump out the languid waltz, his eyes half shut, his
head against her breast. Then, before he made the
attempt, her cheek was pressed to his, and her lips
had touched him, somewhere near the mouth.
He turned his head in her arms and looked towards
the door. Derek had come in.
“Oh, Lord,” cried Edmund, freeing himself. “This
is only a joke, Derek.”
Derek caught Fawnie by the arm and jerked her
savagely away from his brother. “Never do that
again,” he said.
She hunched her shoulders like a child, half laughing,
half crying.
“She didn’t mean anything,” said Edmund, his
face scarlet. “She was just thanking me for the
music.”
“I’ll thank you for any music you make,” replied
Derek, also flushed. “Come along, let us go out.”
They passed Fawnie without looking at her, and
went out of doors.
The air was still; the sunlight dim and ruddy with
the haze of distant forest fires. Tiny yellow leaves
fluttered from the locust trees and lay like little gold
coins upon the grass. The baby blinked up at the
two men, narrowing his eyes, and stretching his lips
in a smile.
“Why, he’s laughing,” said Edmund. “I didn’t
know they laughed at that age. What’s the joke?”
“He sees me. He thinks I’m funny for some
reason. When he flaps his hands that way he wants
to be taken up.” Derek picked him up and looked over
his downy head at Edmund with a mixture of fatherly
pride and sheepishness. “Just look at those legs.”
The brothers bent over the fat, kicking limbs of the
youngster, trying to forget the encounter of a few
minutes ago, yet both feeling some constraint.
Fawnie’s brown fingers appeared between the slats
of the shutters on the window next them. “Please
hand me in my baby,” she said in a very small voice.
“I got to nurse him.”
“Open the shutter, then,” replied Derek. “I can’t
put him between the slats.”
“I am afraid to open the shutters.”
“Why?”
“Because you will hit me.”
“Nonsense. If you want the baby, open them.”
Cautiously she unlatched a shutter, pushed it a little
way open, and put her hands through the opening.
Derek laid the baby in them. She drew the child
quickly to her and closed the shutters, but they had
a glimpse of her smile and her sliding velvet eyes.
“She’s just a child,” said Derek to Edmund.
“I think she’s awfully sly,” said Edmund in a tone
of profound concern.
They walked through the cherry orchard where
black-currant bushes set among the trees brushed
against them as they passed, yielding their peculiar
teasing scent. They crossed a field of stubble, where
the turkey-hens were grazing and the gobbler circling
about them with his wattles flaming as though it were
spring, and entered the apple orchard.
“It appears to be a splendid crop,” remarked
Edmund, looking up at the red and green and yellow
fruit hanging so abundantly among the leaves.
“It is,” replied Derek, “and I shall need the money
to make up for the loss of my thimbleberries.”
“It’s a lovely place,” Edmund said, dropping to the
grass in a sunny place. “What a view! From here
those white sheep on the bluff against the blue of the
lake—and that glimpse of the herd down by the creek—I’m
just going to light my pipe and enjoy the whole
thing. You can scarcely imagine a more perfect spot
for one’s first smoke in the morning—a serene view,
pure air, the sound of those turkey-hens gurgling to
each other, now and then an apple falling. . . . Do
you know, Derek, at this moment, I feel almost
reconciled to this astounding marriage of yours.”
“Don’t let the reconciliation be too complete,”
returned Derek, smiling down at him with meaning.
Edmund closed his eyes and emitted a cloud of
smoke that hung like a grey-blue scarf on the quiet
air. An apple fell from the tree above him. Derek
picked it up and saw that it was one of the sweet apples
that Grace Jerrold had said she liked best, the day of
Solomon Sharroe’s funeral. He walked around the
tree selecting the finest, which he dropped into his cap.
“Why don’t you sit down and smoke?” asked his
brother. “What are you doing?”
“I must go back to where Hugh is ploughing. I
want to speak to him. I shan’t be long.”
He had made up his mind to take the apples to a
rustic seat that had been built on the fringe of the
Durras woods for Grace. He knew she spent a part of
every fine day there, and no one would touch the apples
if they were on her seat. His walk became eager with
the pleasure of doing something for her. He wondered
what he should do if she were already there and
they met face to face.
But she was not there. He arranged the apples in a
compact group on the seat, and, after looking at them
meditatively a moment, went to interview Hugh.
When he returned to the orchard Edmund was half
asleep, but he roused himself and asked, “Everything
all right?”
“Oh, yes!” said Derek, sitting down beside him.
“Hugh is getting on well. He is a good man. The
only good man I have now. Snailem is a fool. Old
Peek and the boys from Mistwell are makeshifts. Next
spring I must try to get plenty of competent help. It
means success, and the lack of it failure.”
Edmund turned to him suddenly. “Have you
heard that Mr. Jerrold is in difficulties? That he is
having a sale on the twelfth?”
“He has a sale of surplus stock twice a year.”
“This is a sale of everything—stock, implements,
house, furniture, the whole farm. Had you heard
nothing?”
Derek looked at him aghast. “I hadn’t heard a
word about it. Who told you?”
“Grace, yesterday. She’s fearfully cut up, naturally.
But plucky, you know.”
Derek sat in silence a moment, then he asked, “Are
they going to move?”
“No; they are keeping a gardener’s cottage, and
they will have a cow, and a horse, and their dogs, of
course. But what a change!”
“I have been swallowed up by my own little tempest
lately, and so I’ve known nothing of the storm and
stress my neighbours are passing through. I am very
sorry. I like him tremendously—and she”—he turned
suddenly to Edmund—“How is it between you two?”
he asked. “May I know?”
“Oh, nothing is settled. But it must be soon.
While I’m very sorry about this disaster of theirs,
it has given me courage to rush matters a bit.”
Derek nodded. His mind was wandering, as it had
a habit of doing lately. He was thinking of those
sweet apples on the rustic seat, and wondering whether
she had found them yet, whether she could care for a
little thing like that in troubled days like these. She
seemed far away from him, yet always on the fringe of
his thoughts. She was like a loved person of whom
one dreams, yet whose face one cannot clearly see.
Edmund, strolling through the woods of Durras,
hoping to meet Grace, came across the rustic seat, and
sat down. He wondered how those seven smooth,
yellow apples came there. They looked as though
they were waiting for someone. He decided to wait
with them.
Birds, free from family cares, sang all about him,
making a happy, careless jargon of song that was
delightful. A black squirrel, with an enormous brush,
clung head downward on a tree near by and rated him
fluently for his intrusion. He picked up one of the
apples and began to eat it.
He was in a mood of happy confidence, and when he
saw Grace approaching, he felt that good fortune was
with him that day indeed. He tossed the remainder of
the apple under the seat and sprang forward to meet
her.
“I am a lucky fellow,” he said. “I’ve been wanting
so much to meet you this morning, and here you are,
and here are birds to greet you, and a secluded seat,
and apples—golden apples—by the Rood!”
He was excited, and he did not try to conceal his
excitement. That was not his way. Rather he encouraged
himself in his emotions as though he were a
spectator who said, “Go it, old fellow!” He kept her
hand and led her to the seat.
“Oh,” she exclaimed. “How nice of you to bring
me those sweet apples! No other tree produces quite
the same flavour.”
“I did not know that that particular tree had any
special virtue,” said Edmund, wondering where the
devil the apples had come from, “but I’m glad
they are your favourites. Won’t you have one
now?”
“Thank you. It is rather soon after breakfast. I
shall put them carefully in my work-bag and carry
them home, and devour them all greedily in my own
room.”
She opened a flowered chintz bag and dropped the
apples one by one into it. The movements of her
gentle, yet firm, hands thrilled the young man even
more than the sweetness of her lowered face.
“I wish,” he said, “that I could give you a pleasure
more lasting.”
She raised her eyes to his face. “Oh, it is a lasting
pleasure to have you so thoughtful for me—so kind—in
every way.”
“But I don’t want to be thoughtful,” he broke out.
“I don’t want to be kind. I want to love you—to make
you love me. I can’t offer myself as an ideal husband.
I’m self-willed—I’m thoughtless—but I love you. I
haven’t looked at another woman since I met you last
Christmas.”
“Please wait”—she interrupted—“let me speak.”
“No. Not till you’ve heard me out. Oh, don’t
refuse me, Grace. I may not have it in me to make you
placidly happy, but who wants to be placid! I think
we could have a joyous, exciting life together. Old
Halifax isn’t bad. And you’d have the sea to make
up for this lake you love.”
She clutched the flowered bag and returned his
brilliant dark gaze with a look of almost motherly
solicitude.
“Poor boy—to care for me like that. Because I
can’t——”
“Now don’t say you can’t! Think it over.” He
had caught her hand and held it.
“No. Thinking would not change me. I don’t
care for you in that way.”
“You love someone else!”
“I don’t think I want to marry anyone. I expect
I love my father too much.”
“But that’s not fair. He has had a woman’s best
love already. I”—his voice broke—“have no one to
love me.”
“Oh, but you will,” she comforted, “for you are
really very lovable.”
“Then why don’t you love me?”
“I do. But not in that way.”
“Do you love Derek?”
She rose, and looked down at him angrily. “You
know you have no right to ask that.”
“You do love him, then!”
“I love you both—as friends.”
“If I thought”—his eyes flamed accusingly into
hers—“if I thought you loved Derek, I’d throw myself
into the lake.”
“Ah, now you make me glad I do not love you—too
well.”
“Why?”
“Because you are acting in such a pettish, childish
way.”
“Pettish—childish——” he repeated, with a short,
infuriated laugh. “Go on! I can bear it.”
“You must see for yourself that we’re not suited to
each other. Why, we are quarrelling already.”
“Only because you are so cruel.”
“And you are so unreasonable. . . .”
Sgaith had followed her, and now began furiously
to dig a hole between them, as they stood facing each
other. Impartially she threw earth over the feet of both,
as she circled, with her wicked forepaws as a pivot.
“Sgaith thinks we’re very silly,” said Grace.
“She’s digging a hole to crawl into for very shame.”
“She’s digging a grave for my hopes,” said
Edmund.
And so they parted, Grace with her little bag of
apples, Edmund with a heavy heart, and Sgaith with
earth on her nose.
Edmund found Derek.
“Well, that’s over,” he said. “I asked her and—she
won’t have me.”
Derek was combing the wild, thick mane of a Welsh
pony. He parted it carefully before he replied, “I’m
awfully sorry for you, old man.”
“I’m sorry for myself.” He sat down on a stool
just outside the stall. The pony, peering round at him
through her fringe of hair, lifted her small hind foot
tentatively.
“That’s right,” said Edmund, shifting his stool a
little. “Kick me when I’m down.”
“Oh, she’s just playful,” said Derek.
“Yes, the female of the species is a playful lot.”
He spoke with grim jocularity. “Everything is play
to her. They’re all alike. Even the little brute Sgaith.
She dug a hole and threw dirt on me just after I’d been
rejected.”
Derek burst into sudden laughter; then he asked
seriously: “Do you think it’s final?”
“I think she meant it. But I’m going to get after
her again before I leave.”
There was silence for a time except for the swish of
the curry-comb and Derek’s soft whistle. Then he
asked, as though for something to say, “Where were
you?”
“On that rustic seat.”
“Oh . . . stand still, girl. . . . Were there . . .”
“Were there what?”
“Any apples—on the seat?”
“Yes, yellow sweet ones. Did you put them there?”
Suspicion leaped into his eyes.
“Yes, I knew she liked that kind.”
“She thought I had brought them.”
“That’s all right.”
Silence once more. Then Edmund:
“You don’t suppose it’s Ramsey, do you, Derek?”
Derek turned and faced him, comb in hand.
“Ramsey! What put him in your head?”
“Oh, I don’t know. . . . The way he hustled you
into that marriage, now. . . . I’ve thought of that.
. . . Just as though he wanted to make sure you were
out of the way.”
“I wouldn’t believe that of Ramsey. He’s absolutely
straight. No, Grace doesn’t love anyone but
her father. . . . Whoa, pet. Now, you’re as sleek as
a chestnut.”
“I want to go to Brancepeth,” announced Fawnie,
“to buy some clothes. I ain’t got a decent thing to
wear, and baby, he’s just burstin’ out of his little white
dress, and his pink one is all iron rust, and his feet are
bare, and he’s got to have a baby-carriage. I can’t go
around carryin’ him on my back like I was a common
squaw. I want to get him a wicker carriage with a silk
parasol, and a lace cover with a pink bow, and pink kid
slippers, and an embroidered dress. . . . How much
money are you goin’ to give me, Derek?”
“You evidently take me for a millionaire,” said
Derek. “Do you realize that I haven’t got a cent from
my thimbleberries; that I’ve just paid the help their
wages, and the vet. his bill; that my taxes are due, and
I’ve just lost a good milch cow?”
Fawnie laughed gaily. “Oh, you are stingy! You
know you have heaps of money in the bank. Get me
some of that. If you won’t I will go and work for Mrs.
Chard and earn some. And I’ll tell Mr. Chard you
beat me.”
They were sitting on the shore watching the red
harvest moon rise from the blackness of the lake.
Fawnie held the baby on her lap. She had wrapped
a shawl about him so that his downy head, still soft
and unhardened in bone or cartilage, projected. Derek,
stretched on the sand, lazily watched the pair. Edmund,
sitting on the breakwater at a little distance, smoked
and dangled his legs in silence. His leave was almost
up. He had to return to Halifax with no hope of
winning Grace, but, on this warm September night,
sweet with the smells of land and lake, he was pensive
rather than sad.
Fawnie began to press the muscles of Derek’s arm
with her fingers. “You could beat me very hard,”
she said. “But you won’t, will you, darling?” (A
new word she had recently acquired, along with
“Jolly good,” and the phrase—“as a matter of
fac’.”) “You won’t beat me, darling. You’ll jus’
give me a lot of money, and let Snailem drive me to
Brancepeth, eh?”
Derek capitulated. “To-morrow is Mr. Jerrold’s
sale. The men would like a holiday, and I expect
Snailem would sooner drive to Brancepeth than go to
the sale. Would twenty dollars do, Fawnie?”
She turned her eyes on him reproachfully. “My
goodness, no. The baby-carriage alone will cost fifteen
dollars. And, you know, Derek, I never had no proper
clothes when I married you. I got to buy them now.
I’m the finest lady about here, now Grace Jerrold’s
got to move into a little old cottage. And she ain’t
married anyhow. Yes—I’m the finest lady between
Brancepeth and Mistwell.” She gazed at the golden
moon, in blissful meditation. Then—“It will take
fifty dollars.”
“Very well,” assented Derek. “You shall have it.
But be careful what you buy. You shan’t get any
more money till winter, mind. And I shouldn’t buy
Buckskin pink kid shoes if I were you. I’d buy him
nice little brown shoes and two or three pairs of socks
to match. They’ll suit him better.”
“I’ll buy him whatever looks the best. I need
some scented soap, too, and a pair of pink silk shirred
garters with buckles at the side.”
Edmund groaned from his perch on the breakwater.
“I see the finish of that fifty dollars, Derek. You
had better go with her.”
“No,” replied Derek, shortly. He had not appeared
abroad with Fawnie yet, and he was in no hurry to do
so. On the few occasions when he had gone to either
of the villages alone he had found himself an embarrassed
object of interest. In the “Duke of York” he
had seen a man nudge his neighbour and heard him
whisper: “There’s Mr. Vale, from down Mistwell
way—him that married an Indian girl lately. They’ve
got a tidy boy already, ’tis said, dark as a Arab, but
his hair—man, they say it’s as light as gold.”
No . . . he would give Fawnie the fifty dollars and
let her enjoy herself in her own way.
She had carried the child to bed. Derek had helped
her up the steep steps in the rock, and, when she had
been swallowed by the darkness above, he wheeled
and went down the shingle to the breakwater.
“There’s something I want you to do for me, Ted,”
he said, huskily.
“Fire away.”
“You know that chestnut of Grace’s?”
“Darby? Oh, yes.”
“He’s up for sale to-morrow. I want you to go
and buy him for me. I can’t bear to think of her
being without him.”
“Aren’t they keeping a horse at all?”
“Just the big grey that Mr. Jerrold rides. You see,
he can be driven in the trap as well. Darby has never
been harnessed.”
“How high will you go?”
“High enough to get him. But I don’t believe it
will be very steep. I think they’ve chosen a rotten
time for the sale. But it was Hobbs’s doing.”
“Why rotten?”
“Well, you know the election is coming the twenty-first.
All the fruit growers are afraid Laurier will be
returned. They know Reciprocity would ruin them.
They’ll want to hang on to what money they have.
They’ll simply be afraid to buy.”
“Why does Mr. Jerrold choose such a time for his
sale?”
“I don’t know. Suppose Hobbs urges him. He is
the largest creditor. Mr. Jerrold is between the devil
and the deep sea. If he waits till after the election,
conditions may be worse than ever. Imagine what it
will mean to us if American fruit is allowed to be sent
here duty-free—and their season about three weeks in
advance of ours.”
“It would be a damned shame,” agreed Edmund.
Derek sat down beside him, and after a pause
Edmund said: “I’ve asked her twice since that first
time, but she’s stuck to her guns. Won’t have me.
I’ll get used to it, I suppose, but it’s hard.”
“I repeat that she doesn’t love anyone but her
father.”
“No—I believe she loves you. The more I think
over things she’s said—and ways she’s looked—I can’t
explain—but I’m sure it’s you.”
The lake murmured darkly to the leaning sky; fiery
ripples curled below their feet; Derek gazed at that
golden orb beloved by captives, and felt the galling of
his chains.
Derek spent a restless morning. He could not bear
to see the hurrying buggies and motor-cars going to
the sale. They seemed to him like birds of prey skimming
eagerly to the scene of a calamity. He could
scarcely believe that the Jerrolds had left the big red
house. Hugh had told him that they had moved to
the cottage the afternoon before. Phœbe had seen
Mr. Jerrold striding across the fields carrying a silver
candelabrum in his arms. And Grace had been seen,
with her one servant, hanging curtains at the windows
of the cottage. “Mark my words!” Phœbe had cried.
“We shall have Hobbs as our next neighbour in the
great house. It makes me all of a boilin’ stew to think
of. The world’s gone crazy, and no mistake. Hobbs
weren’t satisfied with being a gentleman agent—that’s
what he calls himself if you’ll believe me—but he aims
to be a gentleman as ever was. The very idear! With
that burr to his tongue! They say he’s raised his eyes
to Miss Jerrold. I’d be glad to hear as one of his own
prize cocks had pecked ’em out. If there’s one thing
I hate, it’s folk gettin’ out of their proper station. It
puts me all in a boilin’ stew, it does.”
She followed Derek up and down, and in and out,
talking with heat. She made him a thimbleberry rolypoly
for dinner. He wished he might have been
allowed to forget the thimbleberries. He pictured
himself as eating his way through the whole patch.
She made him a custard to pour over the pudding.
In short, she treated him as a prisoner who had been
granted a few hours of freedom.
At four o’clock he heard a clatter of hoofs on the
bridge, and, looking out of the stable window—he
was always tinkering at the harness—he saw Edmund
and Hugh crossing it in the trap, the latter leading
by a halter Grace’s horse, Darby, who showed his disapproval
of the proceeding by petulant jumpings and
cavortings from side to side.
Derek went out to meet them. “I’m glad you were
able to get him,” he said, laying a soothing hand
on the chestnut’s quivering side. “Did he come
high?”
“High eneuch,” answered Hugh, smiling. “Captain
Vale and Mr. Hobbs had it out between them.
And I’m glad Hobbs didna get him.”
Edmund jumped sulkily to the ground and turned
towards the house.
“Put Darby in the loose-box, Hugh,” directed
Derek, “and try to make him easy in his mind, if
you can.” Then he followed his brother. “Are you
hungry?” he asked.
“I could take something substantial for tea. They
gave us sandwiches and beer, at one o’clock. Yes,
I’m rather hungry.”
Derek ordered tea and they sat down in the dining-room.
Edmund picked up a month-old copy of Punch
and began gloomily to read.
“What’s the matter?” demanded Derek. “You
seem peeved.”
“Do you know where Fawnie is?”
“Snailem took her to Brancepeth to buy clothes.
You knew that. What’s she been up to? She should
have been back long ago.”
Edmund began to walk angrily up and down the
room. “I’ll tell you, then. She ought to be thrashed.
About an hour ago she and Snailem appeared at the
sale. She holding the kid on her lap. Snailem looking
half full, and a pram tied on the back of the
buggy. You can imagine the outfit. . . . I was
thunder-struck. The crowd seemed to know who
she was instantly. A lot of them thought I was you,
and turned and grinned at me.” He stopped before
Derek and looked down at him accusingly.
“Well,” said Derek, calmly. “Go on. What did
she do?”
“Oh, she was as bold as brass. She alighted from
her equipage. Snailem gave her his hand. Then he
got the pram for her, and she set the kid in it. It was
wicker, painted green, and there was a cover with a
big pink bow. She’d got herself a hat with cherries
on it and long green streamers. The auctioneer had
to pound his hammer on the table to make the men
look at him. They all wanted to stare at her. . . .”
He picked up Punch again and began to read as
Phœbe entered with the tray.
“What next?” asked Derek, when the door had
closed behind her.
“Snailem tied his nag to the fence and joined some
loafers on a back bench. Fawnie paraded up and
down under that row of maples. Their leaves are all
turning red, and the whole effect was—garish. She’d
toss her head so the green streamers would flutter—the
kid had a toy balloon—and every now and again
she’d trot round to the front of the pram and arrange
the pink bow, or take a sweet out of a paper bag at his
feet.”
“Where is she now? Why didn’t you bring her
home?”
“Bring her home! I see myself. I got out as soon
as I had paid for the horse. The last I saw of her she
was on her way to the house, where some furniture
was to be sold. She was with a crowd of well-to-do
men and their wives from Brancepeth. What do you
suppose made her do it?”
“Pure cussedness. Nothing else under the sun.”
Phœbe brought some boiled eggs and they ate in
silence for a while, each contemplating Fawnie’s
wickedness from his own angle. Then Derek
asked:
“How did things go?”
Edmund groaned. “About as badly as possible.
The implements were the worst. Implements that had
cost two hundred dollars, as good as new, went for
thirty or forty. Separators, incubators—just given
away. The stock wasn’t so bad. But bad enough.
I paid one hundred and eighty for Darby. Hobbs
wanted him. He’s a beast, that fellow. He has
bought the place and enough stock and implements
to run it in a modest way. But he’ll branch out.
He’ll do better for himself than he ever did for
Jerrold. . . . He came over and spoke to me. Told
me some of his plans. He was almost drunk with
exhilaration but declared he was not ‘cock-a-hoop’
about it. Then he jerked his head towards Fawnie
and said, ‘Your sister-in-law is coming on like anything,
isn’t she, Captain Vale?’ ” Then Edmund
swore with a fluency that showed that his years in the
army had not been altogether wasted.
They were sitting smoking in the porch. There
had been a stream of vehicles, but the road was now
resuming its accustomed quiet.
“I can’t imagine what is keeping her,” muttered
Derek. “I’m beginning to get anxious.”
“God knows,” replied Edmund. “Probably hobnobbing
with Hobbs. Each one assuring the other
that they are not ‘cock-a-hoop.’ ”
Derek shifted in his willow chair, making it creak
beneath him. He stared anxiously up the road.
“There she comes, now,” he exclaimed.
She was approaching along the edge of the bluffs,
her figure, in its yellow dress and streamered hat,
silhouetted against the burnished blue of the sky. She
was wheeling the perambulator before her, and, as she
descended and ascended the rolling side of the cliff, it
was surprising that the child was not thrown from its
seat. But they came steadily on, watched in silence
by the brothers.
She descended the last steep, crossed the bridge,
and began to climb the rise to the gate. Phœbe,
seeing her from the kitchen window, where she was
washing dishes, rushed out along the drive to meet
the baby, her arms still wet with dishwater, her
woollen slippers padding on the sand.
“Here comes the prince!” she cried. “See him
in his fine new chaise! Oh, the poppetty poppet!
Would he come to his Phœbe, then!”
“For goodness’ sake, take him, Phœbe,” said
Fawnie. “I’m tired out. I’ve had such a busy day.
Everybody wantin’ to shake hands with me an’ see the
baby. Well, Derek, did you think I was los’?”
She had crossed the lawn, and stood before them
with an air of mingled fear and audacity, like a
naughty child. Derek, his chin grasped in his hand,
stared down at her.
“How did you dare,” he said, “to go to that sale
and flaunt yourself before everyone in those ridiculous
clothes? How do you suppose Ted felt when he saw
you? What kept you so late?”
“He made me pretty mad,” retorted Fawnie, “not
lettin’ on he knew me. Folks said to me afterwards,
‘You and your husban’ didn’t seem to see each other,
did you, Mrs. Vale?’ And I says: ‘That feller ain’t
my husban’. My husban’s a handsome man with curly
light hair like baby’s. That’s jus’ his poor brother
who’s out of a job, an’ we’re keepin’ him for a while.’ ”
She showed her pearl-like little teeth in a malicious
grin.
“Oh, you little devil,” said Derek, and burst out
laughing. But Edmund kept a sulky silence. Fawnie
came up the steps and perched herself on the railing.
“Now I tell you what I been doin’,” she said,
arranging the streamers of her hat over one shoulder.
“First, Snailem an’ me went to Brancepeth. Snailem’s
an old fool. I had to go an’ bring him out of the ‘Duke
of York’ myself, or he’d have got full. I went to the
very best store an’ I bought a lovely white dress for
myself—an’ a hat—an’ shoes—an’ ear-rings an’ new
clothes for baby—all sensible like you said. An’ I
had ten dollars left. Then, when we was drivin’
home, we passed the sale, an’ Snailem says, ‘What’s
the hurry? Let’s go in!’ So we went in; an’ after
the pigs, an’ cows, an’ reapers, an’ mowers was sold,
the auctioneer he moved on up to the big house.
Then”—she clasped her hands and nodded brightly—“then,
I remembered my ten dollars. Oh, I was
glad! I went with all the people, an’ then I met Mr.
Hobbs. I told him I wanted to buy something nice
for my own room. He was awful kind. He stayed
right beside me and helped me to bid. Said he wanted
to be neighbourly.” She cast a triumphant look at
Edmund, who sat with folded arms, and face averted,
the picture of disapproval.
“Good old Hobbs,” said Derek, grinning. “And
what did you buy?”
“Here comes Snailem with them now—a great big
lookin’-glass, an’ a little, little gold chair, see!”
Snailem was turning in at the gate, balancing with
difficulty a tall pier-glass that stood on the seat behind
him. The little gilt chair was tied on behind. He
gave a sheepish glance towards the group on the
porch.
“I paid seven for the lookin’-glass an’ three for the
chair. I mus’ see that he gets them safe upstairs.”
She stopped in the doorway. “I forgot to tell you,
Derek, that Mr. Hobbs, he’s bought the house an’
some of the furniture. He’s goin’ to live in that big
place all by hisself, an’ great big Mr. Jerrold in a
cottage, little as little. How fonny!” She flew out
to give orders to Snailem and Hugh.
Derek broke into noisy laughter.
“What’s amusing?” asked Ted, savagely.
“Everything. It seems to me that life is just one
howling joke after another.”
The sun had barely risen out of the lake when Derek
led Darby through the stable-yard. The air was sharp
with a suspicion of frost, and sweet to the nostrils as a
new-blown flower. An oriole in the orchard, freed
from summer cares, poured forth the swinging sweetness
of his song. The matted foliage of the old strawberry
beds was filmed by innumerable glistening
cobwebs, and, here and there, the redness of late
strawberries caught the eye.
Darby had had a bad night. Nothing that Hugh
could do for him had been enough to make him forget
the strangeness of his new surroundings. He had
refused his supper; he had refused his drink of fresh
spring water. Perhaps some odour of the Welsh
ponies had clung to the pail, for he had picked it
up disgustedly in his teeth and hurled it to the floor.
When Hugh had made him a thick bed of clean straw,
he had kicked it out into the passage and slept on the
bare boards. Consequently Derek had had to give
him a thorough grooming this morning.
Now he picked his way petulantly among the fallen
walnuts on the drive, puzzled and irritated by this
stranger on his back who pressed a firm leg on either
of his sides. He leapt sideways through the gate, he
tripped sideways down the slope; sideways, with
stampings of his polished hoofs, he crossed the bridge.
With quivering nostrils he sniffed a field of clover,
aftermath of one of the grain crops, then, suddenly,
he smelled and saw his own stable-yard. In spite of
Derek he would have plunged through the gateway,
but the figure of Hobbs barred his way.
“You’re out early,” said Hobbs. “I suppose you
were impatient to try your new horse. Well, you are
welcome to him, for he’s an ugly devil if ever there
was one.”
“You’re early yourself,” replied Derek over his
shoulder.
“It’s a fact,” said Hobbs. “I never went to bed
last night. Just excited. Not that I was——”
“Good-bye!” shouted Derek, for Darby was
galloping furiously up the road.
The blinds of the cottage were drawn. It was half
hidden behind hydrangeas and climbing roses.
Derek dismounted, unlatched the gate, and led Darby
cautiously towards the little stable.
Scarcely had he opened the door of the stable when
a loud whinny came from Mr. Jerrold’s grey, inside.
Darby answered joyously, and ran into the empty stall
beside his friend, reaching around the partition to nose
the familiar face. Derek tied, and unsaddled him,
and, with his saddle over his arm, stood watching
them with a good deal of complacence. He did not
hear the light step on the drive, and it was only her
cry of astonishment that made him turn and face
Grace Jerrold, whom he had been trying to avoid.
“You!” she cried. “And Darby! What does
this mean? I heard the whinnying and stamping in
the stable and I was afraid something was wrong—so
I came.” She went quickly to Darby’s head and laid
her own head against it. The only sound for a moment
was the soft blowing of her horse against her neck,
and the crunching of a swede from the grey’s stall.
Without being told, she divined what he had done.
She had been told that Darby had gone to Grimstone
and had been glad, though fear that he had been
bought for Fawnie to ride had crossed her mind.
Now she did not dare to look at Vale, but with her
eyes hidden against that satiny head she whispered:
“You must not do it. I cannot let you do it.”
He answered gently: “It is the first thing I have
done that has given me any pleasure in months.”
“Well, only if you will let me pay you back some
time.”
“If you wish, you may.”
Then she raised her face and looked at him.
“Oh, to think that when we last met I did not speak
to you!”
“Don’t talk of that.”
“I came back and tried to find you. I was crying.
I had to keep my parasol before my face so the man
would not see. I’m—afraid—I’m going to cry now.”
“Don’t cry. Laugh! Be as happy as you can.
See how happy Darby is. He’s slobbering all over
your shoulder.”
“I know,” she said, half laughing, half crying,
“he’s a naughty fellow.” Then she held out her
hand to him, and said, “Thank you,” in a small,
choked voice.
He took it, and they looked intently at each other,
their eyes filled with longing, their lips compressed,
their bodies tense. Then he dropped her hand and
turned away. At the door he stopped, and said,
without looking at her: “You refused Edmund.”
“Yes.”
“Because you loved me?”
“Yes.”
“Good-bye, Grace—darling.”
“Good-bye, Derek—darling.”
He returned home, still carrying the saddle over his
arm. He walked slowly, his eyes travelling across the
September blue of the lake to the far horizon where a
faery city reared its towers and battlements of rosy
clouds above Niagara’s spray.
Edmund had gone back to Halifax.
On the whole Derek was not sorry, for he had felt
Edmund’s presence as a restraint, if not an actual
rebuke. Fawnie’s table manners had offended Edmund,
also her untidy finery, and her habit of popping
morsels of food into the baby’s mouth at meal-time
which, often as not, he put out again to hang on the
frill of his bib. When Edmund had met Derek coming
out of Fawnie’s room he had turned his face away
with a frown; more than once he had commented on
Derek’s carelessness in dress, and his need of a respectable
haircut. Now he was gone, and Derek felt that
this rather ignoble affair of his marriage might jolt on
unhindered to whatever end might be.
As a matter of fact, he was far from unhappy. Since
his meeting with Grace he enjoyed a new serenity of
spirit. Sitting alone on the beach at night with his
pipe, he contemplated the lovely fact that she loved
him—had refused Edmund because of him—perhaps
Ramsey.
He would recall the moment when he had stood in
the stable watching the meeting of the two horses, the
warmed saddle across his arm. He would see her on
the threshold sweet as the early sunshine. He would
feel again that tremor of joy that had shaken him when
they had confessed their love. He had not met her
since, but Mr. Jerrold had been over several times, and
had told of their happy rides along the shore road.
They rode west as a rule, because it pained Grace to
pass Durras, and there was always a struggle with
Darby to get him by the gateway which he still
regarded as his own.
Mr. Jerrold had recaptured his old cheerfulness.
Things were not so bad as they might be. He and
Gay were tremendously comfortable in the cottage.
Their view was really finer than it had been at the big
house. Gay could hardly tear herself away from her
bedroom window at night—sat there watching the
moonlight on the lake instead of going to her bed.
She loved the cottage. She even liked the little stable.
Would be out there first thing in the morning. He
believed she was fonder of Darby than ever, since she
had come so near to losing him.
Mr. Jerrold was colouring a meerschaum pipe, and,
at different times, he lovingly displayed to Derek the
satisfactory fashion in which it was adding tint upon
tint. He also had given his annual party to the Mistwell
band. Derek and Fawnie had watched the flare
of their torches pass Grimstone as they sat in the
basket chairs in the porch. And Mr. Jerrold had not
failed to give the bandsmen their customary present of
money.
“I must dig that twenty-five dollars up,” he had
said to his daughter. “I’ve never disappointed those
poor beggars yet, and I shan’t begin now. I’ll do
without something myself.”
Derek was taking a renewed interest in the work of
the farm, and he had a stout ally in Hugh McKay.
No fall ploughing thereabout was done more
thoroughly nor finished earlier. As the October
nights grew cold, Derek would sit with him by the
kitchen stove and talk fertilizers and manures by the
hour. The little flock of sheep was excellent. One of
the yearling rams had taken a first prize at the Brancepeth
Fair. The handsome son of Gretta van Lowe
had taken a second. The apples and pears had turned
out well. There had been very little scabby or stung
fruit; the dealer who bought them had paid cash on
the spot. Snailem drudged steadily along with his
hoe, in company with old Peek and two boys from
Mistwell. Derek himself spent long days among the
raspberry and blackberry canes trimming and cultivating.
Even Fawnie had come to take an interest in the
poultry. She ran, laughing with joy, to Derek one
day to tell him that, when wandering among the dense
and neglected thimbleberry canes, she had come upon
one of the bronze turkey-hens with ten active poults,
graceful and plump as partridges, which were being
reared undisturbed on the sweet dark berries. Derek
had left his cultivating, and together they had crept
like children among the prickly canes, to peer at the
elusive little fellows, who one moment would be swinging
gaily on a spray, their great eyes shining, and the
next be hidden, crouching among the leaves, while the
mother, her proud head poised, watched the intruders
with vehement disdain.
The white turkey had not been seen for many weeks.
It was feared that she had either been stolen or killed.
But one mild, foggy morning Derek and Fawnie almost
stepped on her as she sat on a nest she had hollowed
out for herself in the shelter of a pile of brushwood
behind the orchard. “By George!” said Derek,
“She’s at it yet! That bird has been sitting ever
since last spring, and had no luck at all. She’s simply
wearing herself out to no purpose. What shall I do
with her?”
“Be rough with her,” advised Fawnie. “Grab her
by the neck. Pull some of her tail feathers out. Give
her a good kick an’ bust up her nest.”
Derek took the bird by the neck and lifted her off
the nest. “Why, she’s nothing but skin and feathers,”
he said. “Poor thing! and look at that nest.”
The untidy nest lay before them, broken shells
mingled with the clutch of shiny, stained eggs.
Fawnie took up one egg after another and shook it.
“Slop,” she said, curtly.
“This has got to stop,” Derek said. “Throw those
pieces of broken bricks on the eggs and then an armful
of brushwood, then I’ll put her down.”
The white hen looked down from Derek’s arms at
the demolition of her hopes. She made no protest, but
the pale pink of her wattles took a deeper hue. She
blinked. When all was destroyed Derek set her down.
He did not pull out her tail feathers nor kick her, but
he gave her a shake, and a push with his foot, and
said: “Now, be off with you! and try to think of
something besides sitting. There are other things in
the world, believe me.”
She stood poised for a moment on tiptoe, flapping
her pale unused wings, then, with a harsh, croaking
cry, she began to run from them into the fog. An
eerie figure, she disappeared into its ready embrace
with that one cry of frustrated instincts. The flock of
sheep, suddenly emerging from nowhere, it seemed,
parted their ranks hurriedly to let her past. It was her
last supreme gesture. Derek never saw her again.
Derek’s house was not kept as it had been in Mrs.
Machin’s time. Fawnie had an unbelievable talent for
disorder, and, as the baby spent most of his day in the
kitchen, Phœbe allowed her dishes to pile up until the
table and dresser were hidden beneath them. To Derek
she seemed always to be sitting nursing him while he
thumped on the table with a spoon or slobbered over an
apple which he gnawed with his four ridiculous milk-teeth.
Often noisy quarrels occurred between mistress
and maid.
“Oh, for any sake let me get one thing done before
you’re after me about another!” Phœbe would shout,
and she would knock her mop against the legs of the
furniture, and slop dirty water in all directions.
“Phœbe!” Fawnie would cry, “I’ll have Mr. Vale
throw you into the street if you ain’t respecful.”
“The street, indeed! I’d shouldn’t have far to seek
for a better situation than this. I’ve a cousin in
Australier that would pay my passage out to-morrow
if I crooked my finger. I’m more than a bit tired of
Canader as it is. If it weren’t for baby. . . .”
Sometimes they were amicable and made huge pots
of jam which almost always boiled over or burned.
The baby was given sticky spoons to lick.
One noonday Phœbe bounded in radiant. Vale had
come in to dinner, but it was not ready.
“I’ve been talkin’ over the fence to Bob Gunn,” she
announced breathlessly. “He’s leaving Chard’s to-day.
Him and Mr. Chard had a row. The gulls has
et all his fish and he’s blamed Bob for it. I heard them
mewling and whimpering at daybreak this morning.
There’s been a terrible to-do. Ho! ho! I’d ha’ given
a month’s wage to see Mr. Chard’s face.” She danced
a few roystering steps in her red woollen slippers.
“Whatever is she talking about?” Derek turned to
Hugh.
Hugh was smiling broadly. “It happened like this,
sir. Mr. Chard had bought a catch of some wee fish
that’s no much guid from the Mistwell fishermen. They
ca’ them moon-eyes, I think. He’d got a waggon-load
to use as fertilizer on his strawberry beds. Bob put
the horses away and left the waggon standin’ by the
beds, ready to begin spreading this morn. When daylight
came a gull spied the lot and flew off to tell his
friends. The whole flock came. I haird them makin’
a great noise mysel’ when my head was still under the
blanket. Every gull grabbed a fish and then anither.
Ye can picture how they’d circle and swoop. When
Chaird came hurrying from his bed there wasna so
much as a scale in the waggon.”
“And there was the gulls overhead laughin’ to split
their sides,” cried Phœbe.
“And all the wee fish in their maws,” added Hugh.
Derek smiled, not without malice. “I should like
to have seen that,” he said. “So Gunn is to leave?”
“Ay. He’d like to come back here, I believe.”
“After the kicking I gave him? He’s a hardy
socialist.”
“I dinna think your kicks made him sae sore as
Chaird’s continuous pricks and jibes.”
“Well, I won’t take him back.”
“We won’t,” put in Fawnie, “have any help here
that’s saucy or lazy. Get about your work, Phœbe. I
don’t pay you for hangin’ over the back fence, gossipin’.
Get the meat out of the oven before it’s black,
and stew the tea.”
Matters between Fawnie and Phœbe were bound to
come to a head. They did so with calamitous force and
abruptness.
Derek never discovered what the quarrel was about.
The breaking of the spout off a teapot was mentioned,
also the alienating of Buckskin’s affections. He had
kicked and screamed when his mother had picked him
up, and had held supplicating arms out to Phœbe.
Derek heard the torrent of words as he neared the
house. The maid was in the kitchen, the mistress in
the dining-room, and they hurled abuse through the
intervening pantry, with a ferocity only ended by
Phœbe’s going into hysterics and Fawnie’s snatching
up the bread-knife.
Derek took the knife from her, and, turning it about,
gave her knuckles a smart rap with the handle. He
then hustled her into the hallway and locked the door
upon her. He realized then that she had tried to bite
him, and he had a sudden desire to follow her and give
her the whipping she deserved. Instead, he listened to
what was going on in the kitchen. He could hear
gurgling moans, then a splash of water, splutterings,
and Phœbe’s voice—“She’ll kill me. Oh, take me
away! Take me away!”
Then Snailem’s voice came—“Another spell like
that and I wouldn’t give a brass fardin’ fur her.”
“Are ye better, my dear?” from Hugh.
“Ay. But keep her offen me.”
Derek listened, pale and disturbed. He would lock
Fawnie up, sooner than let Hugh and Phœbe go.
After a bit Hugh rapped at the door, and at Derek’s
bidding, entered.
“We’re off, sir,” he said. “We’ll bide here in this
house no longer.”
“Hugh,” said Derek, quietly, “you don’t know
what you’re saying. Phœbe has got you excited.
She’ll be herself again shortly.”
“No,” replied Hugh, doggedly. “We’re quittin’.
I saw an advairtissment in the paper yesterday for man
and wife on a farm in the Saskatchewan. We’ll get
married and go straight out there. If it’s no that job
it’ll be anither. I’ve had the West in mind for some
time. This is no place for Phœbe. Mrs. Vale is
always after her.”
“Think it over, Hugh. You’ll feel different to-morrow.”
“I’ll no!” shouted Hugh. “We want our wage,
and we’re quittin’!”
“Well, quit, and be damned to you,” said Derek,
shortly. “You can catch the afternoon train to York.
Go on that.”
Hugh stalked from the room. He and Phœbe began
to gather together their belongings in the kitchen.
Tin trunks were shifted about upstairs. Snailem
washed, and dressed, and brought Mike harnessed to
the fruit-waggon to the side door. He and Hugh
carried down the boxes, Phœbe following, her head
bent, and an hysterical smile on her face. She looked
so different in her checked ulster and green velvet hat
that she seemed a stranger. Hugh’s well-knit figure
was clad in a decent blue serge suit, and he wore a
cloth cap, well pulled down. He smoked continuously,
as though to brace himself, not even relinquishing his
“fag” when Derek handed him his cheque.
“I’m sorry to part with you this way, Hugh,” said
Derek.
“Ay,” muttered Hugh, and turned away.
He got into the waggon and sat on one of the boxes,
while Phœbe settled herself with Snailem on the seat.
The cows left the shore meadow where they had been
pastured, and slowly descended the bank of the stream,
which now trickled thinly over its chalky bed, forming
little transparent pools, and nourishing shiny clumps
of coarse watercress. It was past the hour for milking,
and the cows lowed protestingly as they splashed
across the stream. Phœbe had always been most
prompt about the milking. Now Vale let down the
bars and opened the door of the byre. He could not
understand Snailem’s lateness. He made up his mind
that if Snailem came home the worse for liquor he
would be very sharp with him. Probably threaten to
dismiss him.
He had adjusted the chains, and watered the cows,
when he heard a horse tramping into the stable. A
moment later a man entered the byre, a pitchfork in
his hand. It was old Peek.
“Where is Snailem?” asked Derek, suspiciously.
Peek came close to him, and said with a wavering
grin: “He’s gone. Gone for good, with them others.
He said he couldn’t stand the thought of Grimstone
without Phœbe, and he didn’t fancy a winter in the
country anyways. I happened to be at the station
when he was getting his ticket and he asked me to
please drive Mike home, and to tell you he’ll return the
eight dollars he got off you, as soon as he gets a job.”
“The robber!” said Derek, bitterly. “He got me
to advance the money so he could buy himself a pair of
boots in Mistwell. I ought by rights to get the police
after him. . . . But I’m glad he’s gone. He was a
poor tool. I believe I’m well rid of him.”
“And the things he used to say about you and your
missus at the barber’s shop was scandalous. I used to
say to him, ‘Snailem, it’s a dirty bird that fouls its
own nest.’ God’s my witness, Mr. Vale, I said that to
him time and again, and he’d say——”
“I don’t want to hear what he said. Can you do
this milking for me while I bed down the stock?”
Then and there he employed Peek and his half-grown
grandson to work steadily by the week, and
sleep at home.
Now he felt honestly glad to be rid of Snailem.
The thought of his untidy face with its eternal ooze
of tobacco juice was repugnant. Peek was a decent
old chap, his grandson willing and strong. The fall
work was in excellent shape. He should get on very
well with outside help till spring, and, by George, he
would make Fawnie do her part!
While Peek milked he strode to the house to look for
her. He had unlocked the door into the hall long ago.
“Fawnie!” he called loudly from the dining-room.
“Come here!”
He heard her descending the stairs, and in a moment
her face, bright and calm as an unruffled bird’s,
appeared in the doorway.
“Look here,” he said, “you’ve got to come and
feed the poultry, and put the turkeys out of the poultry-house.
You’ve driven all the servants from the farm,
so you must turn in and help yourself.”
“How jolly!” she said. “I come this instant
moment. I’ll kill those turkeys surely.”
“Don’t feed the hens too much,” he admonished, as
they walked back to the barn. “The last time you fed
them, they were all but crop-bound with corn.”
“I will make them drunk on silage,” she said, gaily,
“and I will teach them to sing a song of joy because
Phœbe is gone. Oh, she is a bad one, that Phœbe.
I peeped in her box as it stood on the back porch, and,
what do you s’pose? She had taken two of the blue
and gold cups and saucers—one apiece for them.”
“I hope you took them out.”
“I did, Derek. And I put in their place a sticky
tin pie-plate that she wouldn’t scrape clean yesterday.”
“Fawnie,” said Derek, taking her hand. “I say it
in all solemnity, you are more than a match for anyone
I know.”
The stock had been fed and bedded for the night;
the poultry safely housed; the milk separated and set
away to cool; old Peek was gone; and Derek stood
leaning against a pillar of the porch, while his wife
prepared the tea. He gazed at the quiet lake, at the
pale star of the lighthouse just winking out against the
sombre red of the sky. He saw little gnarled trees on
the bluff twisted into fantastic postures—the sport of
Grimstone. And here was he who had come to Grimstone
with a grand gesture of possession—its sport,
too—bent to its will—his Indian wife cooking in the
kitchen—his Indian son kicking on the bed. . . . His
son was beginning to cry, as well as kick. “Coming,
Buckskin!” he shouted, and went to him.
Fawnie was surprisingly competent in the affairs of
the house. The living-rooms looked no untidier than
when under Phœbe’s care. Buckskin’s face was often
clean. She cooked for Derek simple, yet quite eatable
meals, and together they made a steamed pudding from
a recipe in the Brancepeth Era, that turned out so well
that they made themselves sick eating it. Mrs. Orde
came from Mistwell twice a week to wash and scrub.
As the winter drew in and there was less to do, Derek
left the work to the Peeks and lay in bed in the mornings
till he felt like rising. Fawnie had learned to cook
his bacon without burning it, and he would sit comfortably
at his breakfast, the morning paper which Peek
had brought propped up before him. But he read it
with little interest. He was degenerating into a healthy
animal with no horizon beyond the borders of its
pasture. Now that Reciprocity had been defeated, he
gave no further thought to the affairs of the country
nor was interested to know what the new government
was doing. He heard, unmoved, stories of Chard’s
success and of Hobbs’s aggressive administering of
the Durras estate. He had dismissed half of the
labourers and was getting an equal amount of work
from the remaining half, so Peek said, and so Hobbs
himself confirmed when he came to call one wild
November night, and sat by the open fire with them
while the waves thundered on the shore and the gale
drove the flames down the chimney.
Derek sat in the middle in the full firelight, the
flames brightening to clear ruddiness his full fair face;
Hobbs, on the right, his features sharpened by the
darting shadows, his muddy legginged legs stretched
on the hearth, his light eyes feasting on the beauty of
Fawnie’s face, as she sat opposite. Her eyes, glowing
beneath the folds of dark hair, carefully encircled about
her brow, were bent on the two blond men with a look
of pensive, yet triumphant, experience. Hobbs’s attitude
towards her was deferential. He seemed to have
forgotten the time when he had haled her before Mr.
Jerrold for trapping one of his hares. Derek liked him
for this, and when he went to the door with him,
invited him to come again.
Moved by the friendliness of the moment, Hobbs
told Derek that he had just become engaged to Miss
Pearsall.
Derek was astonished beyond measure at the news.
But he kept a sober face, and congratulated Hobbs
earnestly. Yet when he awakened in the night and
thought of the union of that posturing, affected girl,
and that hard-bitten, fierce man, he shook the bed with
cynical laughter.
Late in November came the first snowfall, a deep,
yet exquisitely, fragile snowfall, that made a new
enchanted world. The bare orchards were weighed
with glittering fruit, the windows of the house peered
forth like astonished eyes beneath lowering white
brows. Peek’s deep footprints from the barn were
little blue caverns. Yet the sun was warm, and the
sky a turquoise blue. The snow certainly could not
last.
“I’ll tell you what we’ll do, Fawnie,” said Derek.
“We’ll get out the little red sleigh; and I’ll wrap you
and Buckskin in the buffalo robe, and we’ll drive to
Brancepeth. I need some new shirts and a pair of
boots. Do you know, I haven’t bought myself a blessed
thing since I left Halifax!”
“Darling,” replied Fawnie. “I’m surprised at you.
As long as you have things for your own back you
never notice that baby and I are naked. As a matter
of fac’, I’m nakeder than I was when I bought those
last clothes, for they are wore out and my old ones,
too. Winter is here and baby and I are naked. I
s’pose I mus’ go out to work like Mrs. Orde and make
money to buy clothes.”
“You do look shabby, and the kid, too,” he
returned, ignoring her threat. “Well, wrap yourselves
up warmly, and we’ll buy clothes for everybody.”
The gelding was wild to go. He sent little clots of
snow on to the buffalo robe, and even against their
faces. The air was like wine, the lake lay tranquil and
bright below, its smooth surface only disturbed by the
wet, black heads of a flock of wild ducks swimming
sharply near the shore. Durras flew past; then the
Jerrolds’ cottage. Derek gave one swift look at the
little stable. Even the weather-vane on its gable was
draped in white. Buckskin crowed and kicked with
joy at the merry jingle of the sleighbells.
Brancepeth was a newborn village, white and pure,
and only half awake. People in the street stopped to
stare at the dashing red sleigh, and at dark little Mrs.
Vale showing her white teeth in an assured smile.
Derek let her go into the milliner’s shop alone. He
sat outside holding the restive horse, and looking down
with amusement at the round-faced infant beside him
who stared from under his woollen cap with greenish-blue
eyes so like his own. Plainly he was fascinated
by the aspect of the butcher’s shop, next door to the
milliner’s. For a beautiful roe hung there by her heels,
her disembowelled body stiff and taut, her pink tongue
between her teeth, touching the pavement. And, as
though that were not enough, there hung at the other
side of his door a burly black bear, his great paws with
their curving claws pressed together as if in prayer.
“Deer!” said Derek, pointing with his whip.
“Bear! Gun shot them.”
Buckskin twitched from head to foot with excitement.
He made inarticulate sounds of joy.
Fawnie came to the door of the millinery shop with
a blue hat on her head. Did darling like it? Darling
thought it was horrible and said so. It made her
sallow. Then she came wearing a red one with black
wings. Not so bad; but it was a little brown one he
chose with a fur band; just like a little French hat,
the milliner followed Fawnie to the door to say. It
certainly became her, and she wore it when she left,
carrying her old one in a paper bag.
At the dry goods store she bought a brown coat with
a fur collar, a plaid skirt, two blouses (she did not
trouble much about underwear), and a pair of brown
boots. There were things bought for Buckskin that
only a woman knew how to buy, but Derek strode in
himself, with the child on his arm, and bought him a
little rabbit-skin coat and a cap with earlugs.
Their presence created an agreeable excitement in
the shops, for everyone knew their story, and customers
and clerks alike craned their necks to catch a glimpse
of that handsome young Mr. Vale and his Indian wife.
In the chemist’s window a pyramid of pink soap
caught Fawnie’s eye. She must have some, and a
new sponge for the baby. Derek waited outside while
she made her purchases. . . .
They were opposite the “Duke of York” as the town
bell struck the hour of noon. Of his own accord the
horse turned in towards the stables. Fawnie said she
was starving, and Derek realized that he himself was
very hungry. He looked her over critically. In her
dark ulster and little fur-trimmed toque she looked
well dressed, and incredibly lovely. Her cheeks were
flushed with health and pleasure, her eyes had the
brilliance of some furry forest animal’s peering from
under a bush. Her mouth and chin made him smile,
they were so disdainful.
“How should you like,” he asked, “to go in and
have some dinner?”
“It would be jolly.” But she showed no surprise.
“What about the kid?”
“You get me a room, darling, and I’ll nurse him
and lay him on the bed while we eat our dinner.”
They left the horse with an ostler, and went into the
low hall of the tavern. Fawnie, carrying Buckskin,
mounted the stair, a servant with a dangling key
following her, and Derek turned into the bar. It was
well filled—a large, comfortable bar, clean, smelling
of ale and freshly burning hemlock. A porter was on
his knees before the stove. As Vale drank his ale he
watched the languid movements of the fellow. The
porter, seeming to feel his gaze, looked up, and Derek
saw it was Bob Gunn.
Bob’s beady black eyes twinkled, whether with a
friendly or malicious light Derek could not tell.
“Well, how do you like your new job?”
“Fine. The pay’s fair, the food’s guid, and the
commaircial men are free eneuch wi’ their tips. It’s
better than fairm life anyway.”
“But the hours are even longer.”
“Ay, but there’s something doing. Something to
see. I’d liefer hear a stoker off one of the lake vessels
curse than listen tae Chaird’s whingin’ and whinin’.
I’d liefer clean up the floor of the bar than dig in the
freezing airth all day makin’ drains, or hoe out weeds
that are up again before your back’s turned. Then
you hear interestin’ talk here, politeeks, religion,
science, and the status of women in the wairld.
There’s nae sich thing as a dull hour.” He was
sitting on his heels, a stick of hemlock in his hand.
He now looked up in Derek’s face with his twinkling
eyes. “By the way, we had a relation of yours in
here lately.”
“A relation of mine?” repeated Derek, mystified.
“Ay, Jammery. He was wanting a drink, but, of
course, we had tae order him out as he is on the Indian
List. He objected, and contended that he was white.
He looks pretty white, and speaks well, but he’s connected
with them, so the bartender wouldn’t take any
risks. They’ll be refusing you a drink next thing, I’m
thinking, Mr. Vale.” His twinkle was altogether
malicious now.
Suppressing a desire to kick him more thoroughly
than he had done before, Vale paid for his ale and
went out to find Fawnie. She was standing, a motionless
little figure, just outside the dining-room door.
The waitress, a plump young girl with an excellently
white neck, led them to a table, and leaned over Derek
to take the order. Fawnie solemnly unfolded her
bluish-white damp table-napkin, folded in the shape
of a bishop’s mitre. Derek ordered soup, roast pork,
and apple-sauce. “Remember,” he whispered, when
the girl had gone, “to keep that knife away from your
mouth, and just break small bits off your bread.”
Fawnie nodded obediently. She behaved like a good
child. They had but well begun when a robust voice
greeted Derek, and looking up, he beheld Mr. Ramsey.
“Well met,” he said, cheerily. “This is an unexpected
treat. May I sit down and have my dinner
with you? You know I take most of my meals here,
and I find it very pleasant.”
He shook hands with them and sat down. “Yes,
Katy, some roast pork. And a bit of the nice juicy
rind. And don’t be sparing with the apple-sauce. I
find I cannot flourish without plenty of apple-sauce.”
While the Vicar ate with gusto he talked buoyantly
of things in general. He was glad they had won the
election. The fruit market was safe, thank goodness.
. . . His pullets were beginning to lay. But
he had lost a fine cockerel last week from limber-neck.
Strange disease. Head flopping all over the
place. . . . Did Derek see much of the Jerrolds?
Mr. Jerrold had certainly been hard hit by the sale.
But he was plucky. They had happy times in the
cottage every Sunday afternoon. He always took tea
with them on Sunday. . . . And Hobbs! One could
scarcely imagine Miss Pearsall caring for him. She
was so extremely refined. But Love laughed at
Manners. Really, he was an unmannerly little rascal
himself. . . . Hobbs had been to church twice lately.
After all, Miss Pearsall would make a charming
mistress for Durras.
Derek saw that Mr. Ramsey was giving sharp
glances at Fawnie’s face. He turned and looked at
her himself, and almost dropped his fork in horror at
what he saw. Evidently when she had been at the
chemist’s she had bought some atrocious face powder
and in the seclusion of the bedroom had wantonly
smeared her cheeks with it. It must have been
intended for a strawberry blonde, for it was a light
pink with a strong hint of mauve that stood out on
her dusky face with terrible effrontery.
Derek, flushing red himself, whispered to her
fiercely: “Go upstairs and rub that powder off your
face. Get it every bit off, and fetch the baby. We’re
going.”
“But I haven’t finished my pudding.”
“Do as I tell you.”
Fawnie rose, and with bent head glided from the
room. The Vicar moved near to Vale. “Poor child,”
he said, “they have given her the wrong tint. . . .
Now there is a powder,” lowering his voice confidently,
“I’ve read about it in the advertisements—for really
dark skin. It’s called Rachel, I believe. If she got
that, I believe it would answer nicely.”
“Rachel,” repeated Vale, comforted by the Vicar’s
sympathetic attitude.
“Yes, Rachel. Probably pronounced in the French
way—Rachelle. . . . I think your wife is charming
to look at; and full of intelligence, one can see. I’m
sure you have never regretted that I advised you in
this matter.”
“Everything’s all right,” replied Vale, uncomfortable
again.
They waited at the bottom of the stairs for Fawnie,
who came down carrying the baby.
The powder had been washed off, and she was
radiant with pride in the child in his snowy new
rabbit-skin coat and cap. The Vicar stared at him
in astonished admiration. And, indeed, he had the
composed air of a princeling. His golden-brown
skin, his long greenish eyes, the bright curl on his
forehead were charming.
“You must bring him to me and have him
christened,” said Mr. Ramsey.
“All right,” said Derek. “His name is Buckskin.”
The more Derek watched Fawnie, the more he thought
of her as the completest human being he had ever
known. Her days were a circle of unthinking happiness,
from the moment when she put her baby to her
breast in the morning, to the time when she warmed
her bare feet before the open fire, before she went to
bed. She could not write; she could not read. Derek,
after a few attempts at lessons, when her docility and
utter lack of receptiveness almost put him asleep, gave
it up. Why disturb that happy serenity? Her ignorance
was astonishing. The king lived “up at a place
called England”—some village, doubtless, about the
Georgian Bay. She had heard that rich people had
no chance of going to heaven, but “us poor folk can
pass right through.” Then, remembering that she
herself was now rich, she said she didn’t mind. The
poor might have it all to themselves.
She warned Derek that American hordes were liable
at any time to advance on them from Niagara. It was
well to be on the watch. This did not worry her in the
least, but merely added to the zest of her days. As a
matter of fact, she did not worry about anything. She
just lived. That alone kept her happy and busy.
She would spend hours sitting in her little gilt chair
before the pier-glass, arranging, with meticulous care,
the convolutions of burnished hair that enfolded her
placid brow. She was always cheerful, she was usually
good-tempered, yet Derek had glimpses of primitive
cruelty within. He had seen her knock a rabbit on the
head with a stick and smile at its whimpering. She
had told him, showing all her little teeth, how ermines
were trapped by the licking of frosty steel—held to the
trap by their tongues. Wasn’t that fonny? Yet she
would sit on the floor by Jock, the collie, and stroke
him till he was hypnotized.
Derek loved to watch her. He became more and
more contented. And yet—he was never ten minutes
alone without beginning to dream about Grace Jerrold.
He would picture what his life might have been had
he married her. He could not forget her. He thought
it strange that he should be living in comparative
content with one woman, while his mind dwelt with
another.
One foggy morning in mid-December Derek was
confronted in the lane by the figure of a man who
stepped suddenly from the shelter of a little clump of
cedars. It was Jammery.
“Good-morning, Mr. Vale,” he said, in his soft
voice. “I guess you’re surprised to see me, eh?”
“Yes, I am. The last I heard of you was from
Bob Gunn at the ‘Duke of York.’ ”
Jammery’s brow darkened. “Yes, they refused me
a drink for being an Indian, which was hardly fair,
for, as I’ve told you, I can’t even speak their language.
I may have a dash of the bow and arrow in me, but it’s
far enough away. It was Bob who testified I was an
Indian, curse him.” Though he had frowned, his
voice was gentle as ever.
Derek walked on down the lane. The sod was wet
and spongy, for the snow had melted, and the creek,
swollen by snow and rain, rushed in coffee-coloured
torrents between its steep red banks. Jammery kept
abreast of Derek and raised his voice above the roar
of the water.
“How’s Fawnie, Mr. Vale?”
“Very well.”
“And the baby?”
“He’s well, too.”
“I suppose you’re quite settled down together?”
“Quite.”
“I hope Fawnie has got rid of her Indian ways.”
They had reached the gate leading into the paddock,
and with his hand on it Vale turned sharply to Jammery
in a sudden temper.
“Now,” he said, “be off. I’ve had enough of you.”
“Don’t get annoyed, Mr. Vale. I didn’t mean
anything harmful. You’re so passionate, I’m afraid
to say what I came to say. It’s a proposal I came a
long way to make.”
“I don’t care to hear it.”
“But you may thank me for it afterwards.”
“Well, go ahead,” said Derek, his curiosity
aroused.
“You won’t lay hands on me if it angers you?”
“I won’t promise that. You’d better go while
you’re safe.”
“No. I’ll say what I came for, but you must
remember I mean no harm—to her or to you.”
Derek regarded him steadily but made no reply.
“It’s about Fawnie,” Jammery went on nervously.
“I’ve heard it said that marrying her has ruined your
life, that none of your neighbours have anything to
do with you, that you can’t keep any help, and that
the farm is going to rack and ruin.”
“Well, what would you do about it if—it were the
case?”
“I’d propose”—he drew nearer, while modulations
of greed, boldness, and watchfulness flitted like
shadows across his thin, strangely handsome face—“to
relieve you of Fawnie—to take her away—and
keep her safely where she’d never trouble you—you
could get a divorce—and be free—as though nothing
had happened.”
“Oh,” said Derek, sarcastically. “And am I to
pay you well for this? Where do you come in?”
“I don’t ask a cent,” he cried with vehemence.
“You think Indians care for nothing but money!
Don’t you think we can love? It would be all I’d
ask—just having Fawnie! She’s no wife for you.
You’re no husband for her. She’s like an animal
trapped in your fine house yonder.” His eyes burned
with scorn; he pressed his supple hand against his
heart as though its throbbing hurt him.
“Why,” asked Derek, “if you were so fond of her,
did you scheme to get her married to me?”
“It was because I was so fond of her. I wanted to
see her a lady. And I’d nothing to do with her having
your child, did I? That started things going. . . .
The old woman thought they could all sponge on you.
The girl was crazy to marry you. I didn’t know then
what it would be like to live away from her.”
“Had you never thought of marrying her yourself?”
“Not me. I knew too well what the old woman
was. She’d have never let me out of her clutches.
Mr. Vale, she’s the worst old devil that ever lived,
and Beulah is going to be just like her. Now Esther
and Fawnie are like the old man. There was something
noble about him, a regular old chief he was.”
Silence fell between the two men, broken only by the
volleying of the stream as it rushed under the bridge
and into the lake. The fog closed upon them more
heavily; a hoarse whistle from some ploughing steamer
vibrated across the lake. Jammery drummed nervously
on the gate with his fingers.
“You wouldn’t believe,” he said, “how I’ve loved
that girl. I didn’t seem to realize it when she was
always in my sight. But since she’s gone—why, I’ve
lost flesh; I’ve gone to skin and bone.” It was true
that the fellow was starved-looking. “She’s one of
those women, I guess, that a man can’t never forget.
There’s some like that. Sweet to love and yet—they
make you what they want to—they eat into your heart
like the consumption into your lungs. They’re like a
disease, and nothing but having them’ll cure you. . . .
I always think Fawnie’s like a lily. . . . You’d say
a dark lily. . . . Maybe . . . one of those gold-coloured
ones with the heavy scent. . . .”
Derek was amused, yet irritated; and the air was
chill. Again the hoarse voice of the steamer sounded.
He shivered, passed through the gate, and closed it
after him. Then he hesitated and turned back to
Jammery.
“Look here,” he said. “What about that beating?
Was that a put-up game?”
“Just to excite you,” replied Jammery, with the
shadow of a smile. “The bleating of the kid excites
the tiger. The old woman bribed Fawnie to take it.
It was done the night before. The girl laid down on a
bunk and never made a sound. I had to get out. I
couldn’t bear to hear the blows.”
“You and the mother are a pretty pair of
scoundrels,” said Derek, “that’s all I can say. And
I advise you to get out of here while the going’s good.”
He extended his arm towards the road.
Jammery drew back from the advancing hand as
though he feared a blow, then after one searching look
into Derek’s face he turned away along the bank of the
creek. When he reached the path that bordered it and
led to the road, he shouted back something that Derek
could not hear because of the roar of the water, and
raised his hand toward heaven. A moment later he
had disappeared into the fog.
That night as they sat before a glowing fire Derek
saw Fawnie in a new light. He saw her as one of the
conspirators who had schemed to entrap him. He felt
no resentment, only wonder that he could have been
so deceived, and, as the dancing firelight sharpened
and distorted her features and made the bands of hair
about her brow gleam like the silken folds of snakes,
he felt a sort of terror of her. What had she done to
his life? What would she do?
As she raised her hand in a slow gesture to smooth
her hair, the bracelet on her rounded arm caught the
light. He said: “Once you promised me that some
time you would tell me how you came by that bracelet.
Tell me now.”
The velvet eyes slid slyly under the fringe of inky
lashes that threw a pointed shadow on her cheek. “I
said I would tell you some time when I want to make
you laugh. I don’ want to make you laugh to-night.
I want to make you lov’ me.” Gently she turned to
the bracelet on her arm.
“Very well,” replied Derek. “If you will not tell
me, I shall tell you.”
“Yes?” The pencilled eyebrows were raised until
they met the drooping band of hair.
“Your mother gave it to you to ease the pain of a
beating—that was to excite me.”
She winced a little at the remembrance of the
beating, but she said with serenity:
“That was fonny, wasn’t it?” She took a cigarette
from a little tabouret that stood between them, and
leaned towards him for a light. Their eyes met but
an inch or two apart, and he sought to fathom the
depths of those dark-fringed pools flecked with dancing
light.
Emitting the fragile blue smoke through her nostrils,
she said slowly: “And now I tell you, darling, how
you come to find that out. Jammery, he told you.”
“Has he been here?” A pulse began to beat
sharply in Derek’s throat. He wished he had thrown
the scoundrel into the road.
“Yes, Derek. And, as a matter of fac’, I gave him
some cold meat and a cup of tea. Poor Jammery!
He looks very bad. His heart is certainly broke.”
Derek leaned forward, his face dark with anger,
and grasped her knee. “By the Lord Harry, girl,”
he said, roughly, “if ever you let that fellow into the
house again, I’ll thrash you myself, and I’ll give you
no bracelet to help you bear the pain.”
Fawnie took his hand from her knee and raised it to
her forehead. “You have given me a ring already,”
she whispered. “And, as a matter of fac’, if you beat
me I will lov’ you more than ever. Isn’t that fonny?”
The following week Hobbs had as a guest the most
prominent Holstein breeder in the Province. He
invited Derek to spend an evening with them; and
they had cigars in a little office he had fitted up for
himself in a corner of the house where Derek had
never been. It was hard to believe that this echoing,
half-empty house was the one where he had spent
such happy hours with the Jerrolds.
Yet he enjoyed the evening, since it broke the
monotony of things. The Holstein breeder talked
well, and Hobbs was less assertive in his presence.
Derek was invited to return the next afternoon to
inspect the cattle with the great man. He spent an
interesting afternoon, and set out for home feeling
elated over some excellent hints he had got. The
breeder was to come over the next day to look over
his stock. He was interested in what he had heard
of the young prize-winning bull.
Lake and land were sunk in damp oblivion. A chill
air rose from the muddy road to mingle with the steady
drenching mist. A homespun longing to get back to
Fawnie and the boy urged Derek cheerfully through
the wet. He was surprised to see no light in the
house. Fawnie disliked the twilight, and usually
lighted the lamps when the first shadow fell.
When he reached the gate he heard the child crying,
not the lusty cry of temper, nor the peevish cry of
sleepiness, but an outraged, rhythmic wail that subsided
now and then into an exhausted gurgle. Derek,
with a sudden fear at his heart—Fawnie might be ill
or hurt—hurried to the door. Inside it was dark, and
the child on hearing the door open held his breath, so
Derek did not at once discover where he lay.
He went to the kitchen, struck a match and took a
lamp from the lamp shelf. With it lighted he returned
to the dining-room. The child lay on the settle near
the fireplace, but the fire was low and the room
cold.
The baby began to crow and kick with joy at seeing
him, but Derek paid no attention to him, and with the
lamp held high he went down the step into the front
of the house. He stood irresolutely in the hallway a
moment, and then called, “Fawnie!” loudly. There
was no sound in answer except the laboured ticking of
the old clock, whose blank white face stared at him
from the end of the hall. He called again, now
angrily: “Fawnie! Fawnie!”
No answer.
He went through the drawing-room, his bedroom.
At the foot of the stairs he called again. . . . The
child was giving short, despairing yells. He returned
to the dining-room, set the lamp on the table, and
picked up the baby and kissed it. With a gesture of
affection, that it had only lately acquired, it clasped
its little arms about his neck and pressed close to him.
Its wet face snuggled against his cheek.
“Poor little fellow,” he said, kissing it again and
again. “Was he left all alone?”
On the mantel, leaning against the china greyhound,
a half-sheet of note-paper caught his eye. He
took it to the light, and with the child on his arm bent
forward to read:
“Mister Vale.
“Dear Sir,
“Just a line to say that Fawnie has decided as
you are no husband for her she has decided to get out
of here which is like a trap and her a poor thing
trapped. You thot you were through with me didn’t
you but you weren’t. She says to give baby milk
warmed out of the bottle and some sugar and biscuits,
etc. Any old thing you like I don’t care please do not
try to find us for if you do by god I’ll run a nife into
Fawnie before you can get her.
“Yours, etc.,
“Jammery.”
The baby clutched at the paper laughing, then he
reached for the flame of the lamp. Derek moved away
from the table and, seating himself on the settle, he
re-read the note.
One thing came clearly out of the sprawling jumble
of words: Fawnie had run away with Jammery.
She had left her baby. The unnatural little devil!
He was alone with the baby. What in God’s name
should he do? Why hadn’t he wrung Jammery’s neck
that day by the creek? He had felt like it. Why had
he allowed himself to be hoodwinked into such a
marriage? Talk about traps . . . he was the trapped
one. . . . If he only had his hands on Jammery! He
struck the arm of the settle with his clenched fist.
Fawnie gone.
He could not imagine the house without her. Here
he was alone—alone. Except for an eight-months-old
baby. It hungry, too. It was yelling again and
cramming its fist in its mouth. Had she had it in her
mind to leave him when she had bought that feeding-bottle
a fortnight ago and begun to teach the child to
drink from it? God only knew what she had in her
mind—that devious, calculating, rapacious mind of
hers. How he hated her!
He thought of her little satiny brown neck—he would
like to squeeze it till her eyes would start—those melting,
shining, animal eyes.
The child made its mouth enormous and stiffened its
body. He gave it a sharp shake. Damned little half-breed!
He had a mind to throw it into the road after
its mother. He grinned at the thought and shook it
again. It ceased crying and looked up in his face
with heartbroken astonishment, its mouth down at the
corners, its round fists, wet with slobber, raised appealingly.
Its eyelids were puffed with crying.
Derek’s heart was touched. He got up with a sigh.
“I wonder where that bottle is,” he said aloud.
He found it on the kitchen table and beside it a jug
of milk. He lifted a lid of the range and examined the
fire. It was not a bad fire; he dug the coals with a
poker and opened the draughts. The child, sitting on
his arm, looked on hopefully.
It sat perfectly still when he put it on the table, while
he heated some milk in a saucepan, sweetened it, tasted
it, and filled the bottle; but it twitched with excitement
when he took it up again and held the rubber nipple to
its mouth. Its bare feet, he noticed, were icy cold.
He drew a chair before the oven and sat down with
the baby on his knee, holding the little feet to the
warmth. Jock, with a loud, troubled yawn, came and
sat close beside.
As the baby felt the warmth of the oven, the comfort
of Derek’s supporting arm, and the yielding nipple in
his mouth, he heaved a sigh of weary contentment and
rolled his eyes up towards his father’s face and kept
them there, as though he wished never to lose sight of
him again.
“You—and me, Buckskin—and old Jock—the three
of us, eh?” murmured Derek. “And a night as black
as pitch. I wish them luck, that pair. Curse him for
a whining scoundrel. . . . And the girl, to go off
and leave you like this, and me.” He caught himself
up, for an ache like a gripping hand caught him by the
throat and his nose stung. Good God! he wasn’t
going to cry. Well—it would make a man cry to see
a baby left like this.
He put his lips against the fair downy head and
kept them there.
Derek could not sleep. He went to bed, but at two
o’clock he rose and drew on some clothes. Restlessly
he walked about the house, turning over different plans
in his head. If it were not for the child he would have
closed the house and returned to Halifax. Yet he had
no yearnings for his old life there. Grimstone and he
seemed to belong to one another. And the child—a
new rush of tenderness for it swept through him.
When all was said and done, it was his child and he
loved it with all the protective strength of his nature.
He had no intention of following Fawnie and Jammery.
He would not touch her again, if she came on
her knees. He believed Jammery loved her—more than
he ever could—and she was very sweet to love. As
Jammery had said, one couldn’t ever forget her. It
was impossible to think that she would sit before the
fire in the evening no more—with the ruddy glow on
her face, on her supple folded hands, on her bracelet
touching it to fire. That damned bracelet—the
hypocrisy of her! “If you beat me I will lov’ you
more than ever.” He longed to kill her, and tramped
up and down the hollow echoing house, saying so, to
the walls, to the streaming windows, to the black hearth.
At six o’clock he made himself some breakfast and
fed the child, who, exhausted by the excitement of the
day before, went immediately to sleep again. Lighting
his pipe, he sat down before the kitchen stove and
dozed till he was awakened by Peek bringing in the
milk.
It was a mild morning of delicate blue sky and little
white clouds like puffs of smoke. Sparrows pecked
and twittered on the flags outside the kitchen door as
though it were spring. Derek carried Buckskin out
for an airing and strolled up and down in the sunshine.
Both were bareheaded and Buckskin held a large sweet
apple from which he with difficulty took small bites
with his square little teeth. Derek had washed his face
and hands and brushed his hair so that he was fresh as
the morning. He cooed, he laughed, he pressed wet
kisses on Derek’s cheek, and kicked his heels on Derek’s
side as though to lose his mother was a matter of light
concern. After one questioning look at Derek he had
taken his breakfast from the bottle without more ado,
as one who said, “Bottle, is it? Well, here goes!”
A remarkable baby.
Derek held him close. He would not have parted
with him for worlds.
He was so taken up with the child that he did not
see a group of people coming down the road until they
had turned in at the gate. Then he perceived that they
were Indians. The group was composed of a man,
his wife, three little girls, a grown-up son. The man,
terribly emaciated, leaned heavily on the squaw’s
shoulder. The young man carried several large bundles
and an old-fashioned carpet bag. He set them down
with a grunt of weariness as he reached Derek’s side,
but he turned to his mother as though it had been
arranged that she was to speak first.
She was a wholesome, good-looking woman of about
five and forty. Her clothes were clean and neat, and
her three little girls, who resembled pretty Italian
children, looked decently cared for. After taking her
breath, for she had been much burdened, she said in
a soft, husky voice: “I been told that you ain’t got
much help here. We thought maybe you could do
with us. My son and me we’re both good milkers, and
he’s good with horses and all kinds of farm work.”
“But I have no place to lodge you in,” said Derek.
“The shack isn’t fit for winter.”
“Oh, we’ll make it all right,” replied the squaw
easily. “We just come from an awful poor one now.
Our floor was never dry. I can do your housework,
too. My goodness, that’s a nice baby you got.” She
stared curiously at the child. Evidently she knew all
about his marriage.
The man broke in, “I can’t go no further, I tell
you. I must get in some place and lie down or I’ll
die.”
He looked fit to die, Derek thought. He said:
“Well, you may come and look over the shack. If
you think you can live in it, I’ll give you work.” With
Buckskin on his shoulder he led the way through the
orchard.
A little windmill made by Bobby Sharroe turned
with a whining noise on the roof of the shack. The
outer walls were ornamented with skins of squirrels
and chipmunks he had nailed there to dry, and, in the
row at leaving, had forgotten. The stove in the lean-to
was red with rust.
“Bill and me will carry that stove inside,” said the
woman. “We’ll be fine and warm. Kin we have
fresh straw fer the bunks? And maybe you have an
old quilt you not usin’?”
“Come to the house and I’ll give up a couple,”
said Vale. “Have you food?”
“We got bread and ham. If we jus’ had some tea
and a point of milk and a little drippin’ or butter we’d
git on fine.”
She was such an amiable, wholesome soul Derek
liked her at once. And he liked the little girls who
fluttered about the baby, clapping their hands at him,
and laughing as merrily as though they had never
known hunger and cold and buffeting from post to
pillar. They were the prettiest Indian children he
had ever seen, with even features and magnificent black
eyes. They were Annie, Lizzie, and Susy, aged nine,
seven, and five.
The man had gone into the added room and thrown
himself on the bare bed there with a groan. Derek
looked in at him and then asked his son what was the
trouble with him. He mentioned a disease common
enough, but of which Derek knew little. “Is it
serious?” he asked.
“Oh, I guess not,” replied the youth. “He’s just
got to keep still and he’ll git all right.”
Derek looked pityingly at the hunched figure on the
bed. “Let me know if he needs anything. And cover
him up or he’ll freeze.”
He was getting cold himself standing about and
Buckskin was sneezing in his ear. He returned to the
house, taking the son with him to get provisions for
the family. The youth said his name was Bill Rain.
He was a hollow-cheeked, hollow-chested fellow, who
always gave the impression that he had just reached
the top of a steep hill. But he said he was strong and
seemed eager to work.
Derek felt an immense relief at having acquired the
Rain family. He would pay off Peek that night, and
Peek could stop at the Ordes’ cottage on his way back
to Mistwell and tell Mrs. Orde that she would not be
needed at Grimstone for some time. He hoped that by
ridding himself of Mistwell people he might be able to
conceal the fact that Fawnie had deserted him. For
the present, at least, that was his great need. The
Jerrolds, Hobbs, the Vicar, it must be hidden from
them all. He had been the subject of gossip, conjecture,
pity, scorn, long enough. No. It must not
be known. He might conceal it for a month—or more.
Further than that he did not look. He would not even
tell Edmund.
Before Hobbs and the Holstein breeder, whose name
was Maher, left that afternoon Derek took them into the
house for something to drink. When the whisky and
soda had been set on the table Hobbs asked after the
health of Mrs. Vale. Mrs. Vale was not very well,
Derek said. She was lying down. Hobbs was disappointed.
He had been anxious to have Maher meet
her. As the bottle became almost empty he grew more
and more solicitous for her health, and he begged
Derek to fetch the boy down, if only for a moment,
that Maher might see for himself the sort of heir she
had produced for Grimstone. So Buckskin came on
Derek’s shoulder, very bright-eyed and wondering,
and was set on Mr. Maher’s knee, and was hefted, and
had his muscles felt, and his massive legs admired,
and his eight teeth admired, and his curly yellow head
rumpled, and Maher said he was the sweetest thing
that had ever been foaled. “If you’ll believe me,”
he said, “my missus has given me six daughters, all
of them high-shouldered and short-necked—like me.
Nary a son. Women are kittle cattle. Nary a son.”
“Give me boys every time,” said Hobbs. “If a
boy misbehaves you give him a good leatherin’, if he
does it again you give him a harder one—but a girl—keep
your six, Maher, I don’t want ’em.”
“They’re all right,” declared Maher, bridling.
“They’re nice girls—good and all that—but why had
they got to go and have high shoulders and thick
necks like me?”
Derek scarcely heard their talk. An overwhelming
weight of loneliness had fallen on him. Fawnie was
gone. No more would she sit beside him watching
the fire, with that mysterious, sombrous look that had
sometimes almost frightened him; no more would her
hair fall like a silken mantle over his shoulder, around
his neck; and her arms hold him close against her—“as
a matter of fac’, darling, you are no better than
Buckskin”—Oh, the sweetness of those arms! Their
fragility—and their strength—those pouting lips. And
she loved Jammery—he could not hear what those
fellows were saying. How he dreaded the night!
But the night passed quickly. Tired out from lack
of sleep, his head had barely touched the pillow when
he was off. A dreamless sleep held him till daylight,
when he was awakened by Buckskin, whom he had
taken to bed with him to keep him warm. Buckskin
cooed, he crowed, he chuckled, he lifted Derek’s eyelid
and looked quizzically down into his eye. “Good
Lord,” groaned Derek, “can’t you let your poor dad
sleep in peace?” Buckskin could not and would not,
so Derek got up and made the breakfast.
They sat side by side at table (Buckskin had a high
chair) unwashed and uncombed, eating large plates of
porridge covered with cream. Buckskin’s bib was a
sight. Derek wondered what Edmund would have
said.
“The first thing for you to do,” he told Lottie Rain
when she came to do the work, “is to give this baby
a bath. He’s got soap and sponge and everything of
his own. Don’t let him get a chill. Keep him by the
stove. And look here”—he turned in the doorway—“my
wife is away, but I don’t want the folk about here
to gossip, so if anyone asks you anything, just say
she’s not very well, and she stops in most of the time.
Understand?”
Lottie’s face melted into a comprehending smile.
“Yes, I understan’ all that. I know how to keep quiet.
I know your wife ever since she was a little girl. It was
her sent me back to look after you and the baby. She
couldn’t bear to think you wasn’t gittin’ looked after
properly. . . .”
So Lottie took them in hand. She was a motherly
decent soul. She scrubbed the kitchen till the boards
shone; she blackened the stove, and swept the hearth;
she kept Buckskin cleaner than his mother had done.
His bath in the kitchen was a melodious riot of chuckles,
squeals, splashings, and the rippling laughter of the
three little girls. The laughter of little Indian girls is
the prettiest laughter in the world.
Derek grew to love Buckskin more every day. He
became the centre of his life. He feared sometimes
that Fawnie might return and steal him away, and he
would not have him often out of his sight. He took
long rides at this time and he would have Lottie bundle
the boy in his rabbit-skin coat and cap, and place him
before him on the horse. Off they would gallop, making
the snow fly, making the bridge ring with the dash of
hoofs. Buckskin would gravely clutch a bit of the
rein in his tiny mittened hands, and his cheeks would
glow, and his eyes sparkle and glint with all the
changeful brightness of the lake. He learned to shout
“Ho!” for “Whoa.”
One day they met the Jerrolds. There was no escape,
and Derek must face Grace with that offspring of his
wildness and his weakness between them. Grace
leaned forward in her saddle to look into the little rosy
face. “Oh, he is a darling!” she breathed. “A
darling.” Her arms moved toward him without her
volition, as though she must take him to her breast
and hold him.
Surprise and delight made Derek’s heart pound.
Grace liked his child—that child. Gratitude misted
his vision of her. He drew his horse nearer that she
might touch the boy. She lifted him to the saddle
before her and kissed him. Nothing small about
Grace—nothing grudging—nothing cruel. Their eyes
met over the boy’s head—they could not look away—yes—they
were kissing each other through him—holding
each other close.
On Christmas Eve came a knock at the door where
there were now but few knocks to disturb the lonely
master of the house Mr. Jerrold in a fur greatcoat
stood there, his accustomed cigar in his fingers. He
and Gay and Miss Pearsall, who was stopping with
them over the holiday, were on their way to Mistwell,
where he had a Christmas tree every year for the
village children. They looked forward to it all the year,
and, by Jove, he wasn’t going to have the poor little
beggars disappointed, even though he had been
smitten rather roughly. Would Vale care to come?
And Mrs. Vale? He spoke with genial unconcern, as
though it were quite the custom for Mrs. Vale to join
in their little activities. It was such a fine starlit night
they were walking.
Derek had been feeling abominably homesick for
Halifax and Edmund. He said eagerly that he would
be glad to go, but Fawnie couldn’t very well leave the
baby. This time he blamed it on the baby. He wasn’t
quite up to the mark. Stomach-ache or something.
Kids were always getting something wrong. He grew
hot with nervousness, but nothing would have induced
him to tell the truth.
The girls had walked on ahead. Their slight figures
outlined against the sparkling snow hurried on, as
though avoiding the men. “Let them go,” said Mr.
Jerrold. “I want a good talk with you.”
They overtook them at the door of the little weather-beaten
town hall already packed with the children and
their parents. A curtain was drawn before the tree,
and Derek was led behind this by the girls to help
light candles and add some final touches while Mr.
Jerrold disappeared into a cupboard to dress for the
part of Santa Claus.
This unexpected nearness to Grace excited Derek.
The expression of her face as she raised it when she
lighted a candle was to him piercingly beautiful.
Their hands touched. He drew his quickly away.
He could not bear it. . . . Miss Pearsall hovered
about the tree, ecstatic over dolls, work-boxes, horns,
and jack-knives. “I feel a little, little child again,”
she breathed. And again she said, “My name is Joy.
I am but two days old.” Derek thought—“My God,
this woman and Hobbs!”
Never was a handsomer, more jovial Santa Claus
than Mr. Jerrold. Such a scarlet belted tunic, such a
woolly white beard, such mirthful, sparkling, teasing
eyes. He joked everyone as he handed down the
presents, for he knew them all, and the little hall
rocked and heaved with laughter; and the smell of the
tree, and the smell of guttering candles, and the smell
of hot children were delightfully mingled with the
smell of fish that subtly pervaded all gatherings in
Mistwell.
After the tree there were sandwiches, cakes, and
coffee for everybody.
It was eleven o’clock when Mr. Jerrold with a grunt
of relief pulled off his beard and wig and mopped his
dripping head. “I wouldn’t give up this treat for
anything,” he said.
“I have not forgotten those three little girls at your
place,” said Grace to Vale. “And here are two little
china mugs and a work-box for them—and a bag of
sweets and an orange apiece, too.”
“Oh, that will be jolly for them! I’m such a
duffer I had never given Christmas a thought.”
Miss Pearsall flew to get coloured paper and ribbon
to tie up the parcel. “Darling Gay,” she said,
“always so thoughtful.”
Unseen by the others, Derek picked up a discarded
doll from the floor and dropped it into the pocket of
his overcoat. The doll had only one leg.
It was refreshing to get out into the sharp, bright
air, to hear the crunch of the crisp snow beneath their
feet, to watch the silvery moon sailing above and its
bright train shimmering on the lake. It was a world
of silver light and meticulous black shadows.
They walked four abreast.
“Happy, happy people!” exclaimed Miss Pearsall.
“Going about doing good!”
“Nonsense. We get as much fun out of it as the
kids,” said Mr. Jerrold.
“Oh, Mr. Vale!” cried Miss Pearsall. “Do you
know the Gitanjali?”
“No,” replied Vale. “Where do they live?”
“They are not people but poems. By Tagore. I
am singing them now. They are wonderful.”
“You sing them beautifully,” said Grace.
“There is no one like Tagore. No one like the
Hindoo writers. I am in closer touch with the Infinite
since I have steeped myself in the East than ever
before. ‘I am a slave of this spirit of the quest.’ ”
Mr. Jerrold was saying, “By Jove, I’ve gone and
lost my pipe.”
Vale was thinking, “My God! This woman and
Hobbs—hard-bitten Hobbs.”
Miss Pearsall went on: “I have no faith in doctors.
Absolutely none. No doctor could ever cure one of
my headaches. Only God can cure my headaches.”
Her eyes glistened in the moonlight.
Mr. Jerrold was saying: “They sent me some pretty
poor stuff from the wholesale. One of those dolls, for
instance, I had to throw away. The plaster was all
broken off its foot and the wooden support stuck out
for all the world like a ridiculous wooden leg.”
At the gate of Grimstone Vale held Grace’s hand a
moment. “If only I might have walked beside you—had
a few words alone with you.”
She withdrew hers quickly. “Oh, do you think
I’m made of iron?” she said.
Derek gave Lottie Rain the presents for her little
girls. He bolted the kitchen door after her and returned
to the dining-room. He raised the flame of the lamp
and sat down by the table. Then, with a whimsical
smile, he drew the doll from his pocket. He held her
close to the lamp and examined her matted yellow hair
and glassy blue eyes. “You look terribly cold in that
pink shimmy,” he said, “and you certainly have a
game leg. But I’m sure Buckskin will love you. Poor
little Buckskin. His first Christmas. No mother. . . .
We must find a name for you. H’m. Pegleg? That’s
the ticket. You shall be Pegleg from now on. . . .”
Buckskin made a scarcely perceptible mound under
the yellow eiderdown in the huge four-poster. The
bedroom was bitterly cold, for there was no way of
heating it. Derek made short work of undressing, but
he spent some time in choosing the best possible spot
to lay Pegleg on, so that the sight of her might greet
the child when he awoke. Then, when he had braced
her there between the two pillows, he stood a full
minute admiring the effect.
Buckskin loved Pegleg at first sight. He wakened
Derek in the cold December dawn crowing over her.
He sat up in bed with his curls on end hugging and
kissing her. He pulled her hair and bit her in a fury
of love. He held her while he was being dressed (not
a long ceremony, for he wore but three garments), he
clutched her while he had his bottle, he screamed if
Derek touched her. And Derek would touch her just
for the pleasure of hearing him yell.
After breakfast Derek carried him to the barn to
weigh him. Annie, Lizzie, and Susy danced about
the weighing scales singing:
“Buckskin weighs twenty pounds! Buckskin and
Pegleg weigh twenty pounds!”
“It’s Christmas Day, Mister Vale,” cried Lizzie,
the prettiest of the three. “My brother Bill is goin’
to take us to church.”
“Where, then? To Mistwell?”
“No. To Stead. The niggers have got a church
there. You know the nigger church?”
Derek had heard of it. Mrs. Machin had told him
how, during the American Civil War, several southern
families had taken refuge in the beautiful little village
of Stead, a few miles east of Mistwell. When the war
was over they had returned to their own country, but,
as the servants they had with them were now free,
they left them behind in Stead, first providing them
with cottages and situations. These slaves had been
the nucleus of a respectable little coloured colony in
Stead. They kept to themselves, were prosperous,
prolific, and had their own pastor, whose collar and
cuffs, it is safe to say, were whiter and shinier than
those of any other minister in the village.
“To the nigger church,” repeated Derek, looking
at Lizzie, musingly. “Now, look here, if your mother
and father are Indians, and you, yourself, go to the
nigger church, I’d like to know what you are.”
Lizzie’s great eyes flashed up at him as she cried
stoutly, “Me? I’m British!”
“Lizzie, you rebuke me,” said Derek. “You’re
an intrepid little soul. May I shake hands?” And
he took the little brown hand and held it in his own.
“Good for you, Lizzie.”
He led her to the stable, where Bill and Lottie were
filling the mangers with hay. “Mister Vale, is it true,”
asked Annie, “that God was born in a stable?”
“Why, yes,” said Derek. “It’s true.”
“Was a manger really His cradle, just like these
here ones?”
“Yes. Only it was Jesus, you know, the little one.
Not God. At least, not exactly.”
“Well, Mister Vale, you lay Buckskin down in the
manger and let’s see just what a baby in a manger
looks like, eh?”
“Ain’t they awful?” said Bill.
Derek laid Buckskin in the Welsh pony’s manger
and held the pony’s head to one side. “There you
are,” he said. They filled the stable with their laughter,
and the morning sunlight fell on the sweet-smelling
hay, and on Buckskin’s blond head and golden-brown
face.
Annie said: “We’ll be the three Wise Men. We’ll
bring him gifts. I’ll bring him this big Northern Spy
apple. What’ll you bring, Susy?”
“This new egg I jus’ find,” answered Susy.
“An’ you, Lizzie? What’ll you give this little
Jesus?”
“There’s thistles in this hay,” said Lizzie of the
great dark eves. “I’ll make him a crown o’ thorns.”
Bill and Lottie, their pitchforks in their hands,
stood gazing fascinated. Lottie said: “Last winter
we was at a place where them little girls went to Sunday-school
all winter. They learned an awful lot of religion.
I expect it’ll do them the rest of their lives.”
Derek had given the Rains a turkey for dinner and
he had one to himself. Buckskin sat beside him in his
high chair, alternately gnawing a drumstick and beating
his tray with it. After dinner Derek had a happy
thought. He went to one of the trunks he had not
unpacked since he had come from Halifax and unearthed
his most cherished boyhood possession, a
glass-covered box of carefully mounted butterflies.
These he presented to Buckskin, who gazed, round-eyed,
clutching Pegleg to his breast.
Hobbs got his knee put out in the New Year while
playing hockey with a team composed of his own
workmen against the Mistwell players. He was confined
to his room for five weeks, and Derek spent an
hour or two every day with him, smoking, talking
endlessly about cattle-breeding and poultry-raising,
and playing chess, for which it turned out Hobbs had
a passion.
Of his other passion—that concerning Miss Pearsall—he
talked little and haltingly, but Derek gathered
that he was acquiring her as a suitable mistress for
Durras, one who would give a tone to the place that he
never could. Derek found this rather pathetic, and he
pitied Hobbs. He should not have liked to be tied up
to Miss Pearsall himself and he wished Hobbs would
not do it, but the man was determined that Durras
should not lack tone. “The one drawback is,” he
confided, “that I shall have to go to church on Sundays,
and that’s my special day for loafing about the
stables. In the stables I’m happy and cheerful, but
put me in church and I’m a lost man.”
Derek still kept up the fiction of Fawnie’s illness.
Well, she wasn’t exactly sick, he said, but she had a
delicate chest, couldn’t stand the cold. Hobbs was
sympathetic. “Your wife is what I call a raving
beauty,” he said. “As far as women go, just as
women, well—if a fellow has the nerve—there’s a
woman for you.”
The worst was when Mr. Jerrold brought some jelly
to the door that Grace had made for Fawnie—jelly that
enclosed a cluster of California grapes. Derek was
miserable. Full of shame, he strode up and down the
room, eyeing the jelly as it quivered on the dark blue
plate. “This will never do, Buckskin,” he groaned.
“This will have to stop. I’ve simply got to tell.
There’s no getting out of it. Buckskin—d’you hear?
I’ve got to tell that you and I are just batching it.”
He and Buckskin ate the jelly.
One morning Bill Rain asked Derek to go up to the
shack. His father was anxious to see him. Derek
found the sick man lying on the floor behind the stove.
A quilt was wrapped about him and his stockinged
feet projected into the middle of the room.
He had grown terribly emaciated, a bright fever-spot
burned on either cheek, his hollow eyes sparkled
with pain and hatred.
“My old woman and my son don’t mind if I die
here,” he said. “I been tellin’ them for weeks to fetch
you up to see me. I got to get to the hospital at Yeoland
for an operation or I die here. You see that,
Mr. Vale. You pay my way and I work for you when
I am well—yes—my fingers to the bone—yes—till I
fall in my tracks. I’m a strong man, I tell you, no
poor rat like that Bill—but this pain’s killin’ me. Oh,
send me to the hospital, Mr. Vale, and I work for you
till your farm’s the finest in the country. Oh, this
awful pain!”
“Don’t worry any more,” soothed Vale. “I’ll
send Bill with you to-day. You’ll be all right.” Outside
he said to Bill sternly: “Why didn’t you let me
know your father was in this state? I thought he was
getting better.”
“Well, maw and me kept thinkin’ he would git
better, but he’s worse. He’s like a crazy man sometimes.
He keeps his stick beside him and gives us
some awful cracks, and yells at the little girls enough
to ruin their wits.”
“You must take him to the hospital to-day. He
should have gone long ago.”
It was arranged that Derek and Lottie should attend
to the stock and do the milking for the three days that
were required for Bill’s journey to Yeoland where the
hospital was, and where, near by, the Rains had some
relations.
Derek was glad when the fruit-waggon, on the
bottom of which Bill had made a bed of straw for his
father, passed into the road. He felt that some blame
was attached to himself for not having enquired more
closely into Rain’s condition.
Bill returned on the third day and told how his
father had suffered on the journey and was now lying
in the hospital awaiting an operation. But he was cheerful,
he said, and full of gratitude to his benefactor.
His benefactor! Vale groaned. He who had let
him lie and rot all winter.
In a fortnight (it was now late in February) a letter
came from Yeoland to the Rains. Lottie and Bill
brought it to Vale to read to them. The lamp had just
been lighted, and, as he bent forward in the circle of
lamplight to read, he was struck by the pathos of the
two waiting figures by the door—Bill clutching his cap,
Lottie her shawl, attentive, anxious, dark, humble.
Rain was dead all right. The cold, dry letter of
the matron said so. They must come at once if they
wanted the body. (That poor, lank, huddled body in
the cart! it came between Vale and the letter.) He
read it aloud, trying somehow to soften it.
Lottie and Bill stared at the floor. “Dear, oh
dear,” Lottie said, softly. Bill said: “Well, paw’s
dead. I thought he’d be gittin’ well by now.” They
were silent then, thinking deeply.
“I’m very sorry,” said Derek. “What shall you
do?”
“I’d like to go over to Yeoland and look after
him,” replied Lottie. “She said he was dead, did
she?” . . .
The next morning she set out with the three little
girls. They were all in black.
“My maw she made them little dresses out of two
black skirts a lady gave her,” explained Bill, proudly.
“She sat up all night to do it. I wish paw could see
them.” He sighed deeply and went about his work.
That day a gale blew from the east. They were in
for heavy weather, Bill said. Gulls, in ever-increasing
numbers, drifted above the foam-splashed waves that
hammered on the bluffs like rowdies at a door. Spray
dashed against the windows of Grimstone; foam
clogged the mouth of the creek like lather.
Happy, wayward, fantastic creatures, the gulls!
Exultant, crying, eager, voracious! Buckskin beat
his fists on the window and laughed at them. How
they swept and rose and fell, this one shooting upward
like a flame, that one just kissing the rim of a wave
with his breast! Wonderful gulls! Heartless, cruel,
merry gulls!
All day there was no sun. Heavy purple clouds
were draped like curtains above the green, uneasy
lake. In the afternoon sleet began to fall. To fall?
No. To drive, to hiss, to spit, to cut like a whip! Derek
thought his cheeks would bleed before he reached the
barn. Coming back, he crooked his arm across his
face and ran, his feet crunching in the granulated
depth of it. The storm grew worse and worse.
When night came, he was too restless to read. He
walked up and down through the empty rooms, feeling
singularly alone in the world. Buckskin, lucky Buckskin,
slept. Derek looked at the familiar pictures, at
the thin, aloof, china greyhound on the mantel. It
was against the greyhound that Jammery’s note had
been propped. How long ago that seemed! How
alone he was!
At last he went to bed. But he could not sleep.
The house rocked. The four-poster swayed under
him. He had never known such a storm. And, as
he lay listening, the confused uproar resolved into
definite, terrible episodes.
It seemed that he could hear the clash of two armies,
who met with ring of steel and roar of lusty throats,
fighting up and down the road. And, mingled with
the wild uproar, came the keening of women crouched
above their dead. . . . And, ere their wailing ceased,
the clamour of a brazen band burst forth. Oh, the
deafening discords of the horns! The thunder of the
drums! And, in the far distance the women still
wailing. But what had come to the clashing armies?
There was no more shouting nor hurrahing. Only
the stamp and pad of thousands of flying feet. They
were madly running. Running! Oh, the footsteps!
Crunching, padding in the snow. Footsteps everywhere.
The women had ceased their keening to listen.
The footsteps were coming in at the gate. Hammering
on the flagstones. Kicking at the door. They would
have the door down yet. Terrifying, deafening uproar.
Now the footsteps were gone. The keening women
gone. The bandsmen that had fallen into panic gone.
Only a deep-toned humming of some far-off organ
remained, singing through the hissing sleet, filling
the night with melody.
To this accompaniment it seemed that the Spirit of
the lake rose out of the foam, strode up the cliff, and
then before the homely stone house did battle with the
Spirit of Grimstone for possession of the land. Derek
pictured the Spirit of the lake—long-armed, with
streaming hair and blazing eyes; the Spirit of Grimstone—massive,
brown, earthy. They laughed and
shouted on the cliffs, half in rage, half in ferocious
play. Derek laughed to hear them fighting for the
land while he lay snug in bed. And Buckskin, in his
sleep, laughed too.
Derek did not realize that he had slept, and yet,
there was the ruddy sunrise staining the wall and he
had never seen the dawn. Where was the wind now?
Utter silence and piercing cold. When he raised his
head the breath from his nostrils made a little cloud
above the quilt. The window was completely covered
by downy frost flushed pink by the sun. Sharp cracking
sounds came from the old house. He jumped out
of bed. His boots, which he had taken off wet the
night before, were frozen to the floor. He jerked them
up and pulled them on. Lord, how cold they were!
Hurriedly he got into his clothes, put the boy into his
three little garments (what a blue bit of a nose!) and
carried him to the kitchen. Here the coal fire still
burned and one did not feel quite so frozen. He
fastened Buckskin into his high chair and made the
porridge. While it cooked he went outside, to see
what sort of world the storm had left behind.
It was as though a curtain had risen to show him
some strange stage scene set in the polar region. No
wonder his brain had been filled with wild fancies last
night. The storm had done its damnedest, and left
behind this white, silent, sinister passivity—all its
passion frozen into a glittering picture for remembrance.
The lake was a seething cauldron. From its rocking
waves rose endless spirals and columns of vapour,
twisting, writhing together, struck into a thousand
radiant tints by the shafts of the sun. The red sun
itself mounted with speed into the melting glories of
the sky, like a fiery ball hurled upward from below by
giants at play.
The lashing and freezing of the spray had formed
for a quarter of a mile from the shore hundreds of
hummocks from five to twenty feet high, of matchless
purity, blue-white in the shadow.
Derek was exhilarated, excited, by the splendour of
the scene. After he had given Bill a hand with the
work, he set out to explore this new polar region at his
door. He went down the road and crossed the bridge,
where icicles jutted out horizontally from the framework
like frozen fingers pointing to Grimstone. He
wandered among the hummocks out to the water’s
edge, winding his way in and out, staring down into
ragged caverns where the black water pressed and
sucked.
“I might be the only soul on earth,” he thought;
and then he saw that he was not alone, for a figure
had suddenly risen on one of the highest peaks and
stood there like a statue gazing outward over the
lake.
It was Grace Jerrold.
A flood of emotion shook him. To meet her alone
like this! As though it were at the world’s end. He
and she. He slid and scrambled down his hummock
and started towards her. She heard him coming and
turned her head, but she remained on the peak of the
hummock looking down at him unsmilingly.
“Shall I come up?” he asked, when he had reached
the bottom of the slope.
She shook her head but did not speak.
“Not come up? Grace. Have I done something
new?”
“Oh, no. But——” She paused as though she
could not go on.
“But what?”
“It is not good for us—for me—I mean, to be here
together. I feel too much. Why should I pretend
otherwise?”
“I say, Grace, don’t pretend with me. Be yourself—your
darling self! We love each other. Well,
can’t we face that love together—even cherish it, a
little, on a morning like this?”
Her fair face flushed, her eyes became a deeper blue
as she answered, “Face it, perhaps, but not cherish
it.”
He moved a step closer and then said, with a tragic
flourish of his hand towards Grimstone: “Do you see
that house, Grace? A lonely-looking house, eh!
Well, I live alone there—except for the baby. Fawnie
left me over two months ago.”
She uttered a low cry and held out her hands. “Oh!
Derek. I’m coming down, catch me!” She slipped
and ran down the sloping side of the hummock, and
when his arms had caught her and supported her she
said again: “Poor, poor Derek! But why did she
leave you?”
“She ran away with Jammery.”
“With Jammery? An Indian! How horrible!”
“Not to her.”
“But—after you.”
“Apparently I didn’t satisfy her.” He still held
her arm, and they began slowly to follow an icy path
among the hummocks.
“Are you cold, dearest?” he asked. She shook her
head, and said, “I’m all bundled in fur, don’t you
see?”
He saw indeed the etherealized beauty of her face in
the brilliant light. He became aware that she wore a
grey squirrel coat and a little grey squirrel toque with
a knot of red berries on the brim.
“You are so utterly adorable,” he said, “that I
never know what you wear. I am only conscious of
your nearness and dearness. Now don’t be angry,
please.” He could not help it. He slipped his hand
into her muff beside hers, and his fingers closed about
her slender wrist.
“I’m not angry,” she said, pretending not to notice
his hand in the muff. “That is what makes you such
a dangerous sort of man. A woman cannot be angry
with you for more than a few moments. I think it’s
those boyish appealing eyes, and something about your
mouth. But it’s really terrible. One feels angry and
then, in a flash the tables are turned and one is sorry,
feels oneself cruel, and condones. Really, I think that
is a dangerous sort of man, don’t you?”
“Not a bit. Just a poor blundering idiot, floundering
from one morass into another. Never meaning any
real harm—upon my soul, Gay, no real harm, even at
my worst. But I’ve actually no strength of character,
I think—I’ve time to think these days—I know Edmund
thinks so, too. He’s as much as said so.”
“Edmund!” Her tone said, How dare Edmund
judge Derek! “What does Edmund know of trouble?”
“Nothing at all. He doesn’t want to know anything,
so he keeps out of it.”
They had walked along a level plateau of ice and
from it mounted a hummock that overhung the water.
Down the glassy curve of it they watched the crashing
of the malachite waves, now impotent to destroy what
they had so recently created.
“You know,” Derek went on, “the only decent
thing about me is that I’m faithful. I mean—oh,
Lord, I never can express myself—I mean that when
any person—or thing—belongs to me once—once I
possess it and care for it—it’s always mine. Nothing
can change that. For instance, there’s a bit of you
that’s mine—that you gave me that morning in the
stable—nothing can take that from me. I’ll cherish it
always. And look here,”—his face reddened—“there’s
Fawnie, too. Only so different. I wish I could explain.
But I was thinking once about a flower—a sort of lily
thing that comes up in the stream in August, by the
bridge there. Its roots are in the mud, its stalk and
leaves in the dark water, but its flower opens in the
pure air, and turns to the sun and breeze. Well, that’s
like my love for you. It’s the flower of me. The
bloom. All that’s best in me rushes up to it, and still
my roots are in the soil and my stalk and leaves in the
dark. What a comparison!” He laughed with a
tremor in his voice.
“I understand, and it makes me very happy,” said
Grace, and her eyes met his with a look of ardent
resignation.
Reckless, passionate words came rushing to his lips.
He thought: “For heaven’s sake, exert some self-control
now . . . show that strength of character
you’re always howling about. Don’t kiss her!” And,
even as he was thinking, he put his arms about her,
and held her to his breast. So they kissed hopelessly,
longingly, and yet with joy under the compassionate
splendour of the sky.
Afterward they stood quietly, two lonely figures,
her head resting on his shoulder, his lips against the
bright, winglike sweep of her hair, and she said, half
laughing, half crying, “Oh, you poor darling, you
need me so!”
“If only I could have you for my very own,” he
cried. “If only I could!”
It may have been standing about on the ice so long
that gave Derek a cold (he wandered there an hour or
more after Grace had left him), but, whatever it was,
the cold appeared, manifesting itself in flashes of heat
and chills, and, worst of all, a toothache. He did not
sleep much all night because of the toothache, and
when morning came his one thought was to be rid of
the tooth.
He did not like leaving Buckskin for so long, but he
had a way of barricading him with chairs on the couch
in the dining-room that had answered very well when
he had gone to visit Hobbs. After breakfast he imprisoned
him thus, gave him Pegleg to play with, a
bottle of milk and two biscuits for refreshment, and left
Jock on the foot of the couch for company.
The ride to Brancepeth made him feel better, the
invigorating air, the light rise and fall in the stirrups,
the feel of the well-groomed horse beneath him.
By the time he was sitting in the waiting-room of
the dentist’s office the tooth was not aching at all;
nevertheless he was determined to have it out.
There was a patient in the chair, so he was obliged
to wait. He felt nervous about Buckskin. He stared
through the dingy window at the shops across the way.
There was the milliner’s where Fawnie had come out
on the step to show him the new hat. Fawnie. She
should be at home now minding Buckskin—the
baggage!
He picked up one of the women’s magazines that littered
the table and began to read. It was an article on
Better Babies. As he read his fair boyish forehead
was puckered into worried knots. He had never
dreamed that babies needed so much attention. Why,
Great Scott, if he did everything for Buckskin that
was advised, nay, commanded, here, he should have
time for nothing else! What the devil was this about
orange juice at ten every morning? Buckskin ate
pulp and all at any old hour. What was this about
coddled eggs and grated carrots? And a thermometer
in the bath? The book made him sick. Buckskin
wasn’t that kind of baby. He was a healthy little
animal that needed no pampering. Hold on—Weight
at ten months—Dangers of overweight—Buckskin was
five pounds overweight! Well, well. He had known
he was a whopper. How that tooth was howling now!
The dentist came to the door, smiling, and beckoned
him with his head. He was a twinkling young man
who looked as though doing things to teeth was the
most cheery profession on earth.
“Open, please,” he said, and twinkled into Derek’s
mouth. “Now which tooth?”
“Widdom toot,” said Derek, as well as he could,
through the dentist’s fingers.
“Wisdom tooth, yes. A cavity that should have
been attended to some time ago. But we can soon fix
that. It needs treating.”
“Pull it out,” said Derek. “I’ve no time for
treatments.”
“Very well,” agreed the dentist, still twinkling.
“Gas or freezing?”
“Oh—freeze it. . . .”
It was out. What a beastly grating noise the forceps
made! The dentist was all twinkles as he held it up,
gory-rooted, for Derek to see.
Derek felt immensely relieved to be back in the
street without it. He went to the “Duke of York”
and had a little whisky neat.
His cold was worse, a cough was developing, yet he
would not set out for home till he had bought the boy
a new pair of shoes. Shiny patent-leather strap slippers
he got with little buckles. He pictured Buckskin’s
kicks and crows of delight when they were put on
him.
He was really getting anxious about Buckskin.
Suppose he fell off the couch someway and got to the
fire! Or Jock might get rough with him. Jock wouldn’t
actually hurt him, but he might get a bit rough. He
covered the last two miles at a gallop.
He gave his horse to Bill at the barn and hurried to
the house. “Buckskin!” he called, as he unlocked
the kitchen door and stamped the snow off his feet.
“Hello, Buck!”
Jock came to him through the pantry crawling on
his belly.
What was wrong? For God’s sake what was wrong?
Buckskin! Buck!
He was lying, wedged, between the row of chairs
and the couch. He was writhing—twisting. The
whites of his eyes showed through the half-closed lids,
his lips were blue.
Derek snatched him up and shook him. Buckskin!
Waken up! Thank God, there came a flicker of those
white eyelids!
Oh, for a woman! Any woman! Lottie Rain. . . .
Miles away. . . . Mrs. Chard. He laid the child on
the pillow and ran wildly through the house. He
crashed through the dry currant and gooseberry
bushes. Bang! bang! at Chard’s back door! Mrs.
Chard opened, her arms white with flour, flour on
her nose, fright in her eyes.
“Whatever is the matter?” she asked.
“My boy—my little chap—dying!”
She began to wipe the flour off her arms. “What is
the matter? What does he act like?”
Oh, the incredible coolness and slowness of the
woman! “Oh, Mrs. Chard, he’s stiff and blue—he’s
perhaps dead by now. He looked awful.”
Mrs. Chard turned to her stove. She lifted the lid
off the tea-kettle and looked in. “Full,” she said,
“and boiling. It sounds like convulsions. Just you
bring this along, Mr. Vale. Children, be good while
I’m gone.” She shut the door and followed Derek
heavily through the yard.
He showed her where the child was lying, but
he could not bear to go into the room with her
because of what he might see. He felt more afraid
than he had ever felt in his life before, a new, sick,
helpless sort of fear. Buckskin was so little, so
young.
After a moment she came to the door. “Fill his
bath,” she said. “Make the water as hot as you can
bear your hand in. I’ll strip him. He’ll be all right,
I think.”
Glad to do something, Derek got the little green tin
bath, filled it, and tested the water with a shaking
hand. Mrs. Chard came out carrying the baby. Derek
turned away. He could not look.
Ages of misery passed. Mrs. Chard was speaking:
“Now, what a good little boy! My, my, what a good
little boy! Look around, Mr. Vale.”
He turned. Buckskin lay in the bath, his body,
steaming, scarlet, supported by her hand, his face
bewildered but—thank God!—natural. He looked at
Mrs. Chard, he looked at Derek, then he smiled, pushing
forward his lower teeth and wrinkling his nose in
a funny way he had.
Derek went to him. “Is he all right?” he asked.
“Shall I get a doctor?”
“I wouldn’t now. You might ask the doctor to
advise you about him, but just now he’s all right. One
of mine had two convulsions, but he got over them
and he’s the healthiest of all now. This is an awful
fine child.”
She had taken him from the bath, laid him on her
broad lap, and, with a practised hand, was drying him.
Derek looked down at her with almost overwhelming
gratitude. At the moment he really loved her for what
she had done. Her sad heavy face, her large bosom,
her thick round shoulders were admirable, because
they were the essence of brooding motherhood.
When she rose to go he saw that she was with child
and his heart smote him for having been so excitable
with her, and for having almost dragged her from her
house to his.
“How can I ever repay you?” he asked, when she
had Buckskin comfortably tucked up on the couch
with Pegleg clasped to his breast.
“Don’t worry about that,” she said. “I s’pose his
mother was badly frightened, eh?”
“His mother! Oh—she’s away,” Derek stammered,
his face scarlet. “She’s gone to Brancepeth for the
day, shopping. I was here alone with him.”
“No wonder you were scared,” said Mrs. Chard,
kindly.
Buckskin slept well that night and awakened Derek
as usual by clasping his head in his fat little arms and
kissing him rapturously. To get his jumping, naked
little body into his clothes was a task that took all
Derek’s newly acquired skill. At breakfast he beat the
table with his porridge spoon, and broke into trills of
laughter over nothing.
“It’s all very well,” said Derek to him, seriously.
“I like to see you in high spirits, old man, but have
a thought for your poor dad. Yesterday you changed
him from a hardy young man into a doddering old
imbecile by your eccentricities. Don’t do it again.”
“Gug-gug! Did-dy, dad-dy!” replied his son,
winking at him between his curling pink fingers, and
getting porridge on his hair.
Derek thought: “I believe I’ll buy some of those
women’s magazines. A fellow might get some pointers
from them after all.”
He had determined that he would see Mrs. Machin
that day, tell her that he and the boy were alone, and
beg her to come back and keep house for them. Surely
no woman with a heart in her body could refuse him
when he told her of yesterday’s fright.
He had Bill bring the red sleigh to the door. When
Buckskin heard the bells jingling and saw Derek fetching
his rabbit-skin coat and cap with the earlugs, he
could hardly contain himself for joy. He kicked his
heels and shouted. He showed all his pearl-like teeth,
and Jock, to add to the gaiety, leaped to the couch, put
his nose to the window-pane and gave forth a volley of
short, mad barks.
Mrs. Machin came out of her sister’s cottage near the
lighthouse and stood with folded arms, on the doorstep,
listening to Derek’s recital. She did not look at
Derek while he talked, but stared out over the scene
familiar since her birth. The pier was thronged with
gulls, resting quietly with folded wings in the February
sunlight. Sometimes one rose and sailed aloft, his
cries mingling with the constant whining of the reels.
A smell of fish and wood fires ascended from the fishing
huts on the shore.
“Well,” said Mrs. Machin, when he had finished,
“it’s just about what I had expected. That rat Jammery,
eh? I could have told you so. D’ye mind the
time I sat up two whole nights to keep her in the room
where you’d put her? But she was one of the kind
that wouldn’t stay put no matter what you’d do.”
“Mrs. Machin, are you coming back to me?”
She looked at him ruminatively now out of her pale
oyster-coloured eyes. “Well, I won’t say I will and
I won’t say I won’t. It partly depends on my sister.
She’s been on her deathbed now for six weeks and
seems in no hurry to be off, but when she does go you
may see me at Grimstone any day.”
“I had hoped you might come right away, but, of
course, under the circumstances——”
“Well, you’ll know I’m comin’ when you see me.
And you take good care of that baby. He’s a beauty
and no mistake. The image of you, only a little
darker in the skin. And I wouldn’t worry too much
about them fits. Fits is fits, and if they’re in you
they’re bound to come out, the same as boils. He
may never have another. I’m more concerned about
that cough of yours. It’s an awful cough. However
did you get it?”
“I was up and down with a toothache night before
last. The room was cold. Then yesterday I had it
out. Took a chill, somehow, and I couldn’t sleep last
night.”
“Well, well, you have had a time,” sympathized
Mrs. Machin. “Now, look here, Mr. Vale, I’ve got
something that’ll fix that cold of yours up in no time.
It cured me of bronchitis and asamay when no doctor
living could. It’s a mixture that I make up myself and
the secret of it was told to me over fifty years ago. You
just wait and I’ll fetch you a bottle of it.”
When she had gone into the house Buckskin rolled
his eyes up at Derek with the drollest laughter in them
as though to say—“Rum old party, eh?”
“Rather,” agreed Derek, “but you’ll do well to
keep on the right side of her.”
When Mrs. Machin had brought the bottle she made
him take out the cork and swallow a mouthful of the
mixture on the spot. “It’s awfully queer,” he said,
tasting. “What is it made from?”
Mrs. Machin gave a delighted smile. “I’ll tell
you,” she said. “Though there’s very few I would
tell. But I can’t live for ever, and some time you
might want the mixture when I’m dead and gone.”
In a lowered voice she added with a triumphant grin,
“It’s a wasps’ nest.”
“A wasps’ nest,” he repeated, blankly. “What
do you mean by a wasps’ nest?”
“Just what I say, a boiled wasps’ nest.”
He was somewhat aghast. “Mrs. Machin, was that
dose actually made out of a wasps’ nest?”
“It was. You get the nest when the wasps are
settled down for the winter. You boil it three hours
with plenty of sugar and a little rum, and then strain
and bottle it. There’s nothing in the nature of a
cough it won’t cure.”
“Most remarkable,” said Vale, “I’d never heard
of such a thing.”
“Well, I s’pose there’s a few things you haven’t
heard of.” Her tone was tart. “You never heard
anything agin wasps’ nests, have you?”
“No-o. Were there many wasps in the nest when
you boiled it?”
“I don’t know. I wasn’t directed to look in the
nest and I didn’t look in. I always follow directions
carefully. If more people would follow directions
there’d be fewer mistakes made. Better take another
sip before you go.”
He meekly took another.
“Bah-bah,” said Buckskin, reaching up towards
the bottle.
“Bless his heart,” said Mrs. Machin, her pale lips
relaxing into a smile, “he wants some. And a little
taste would do him good, too. Whose pretty boy are
you, eh? Whose pretty boy are you?” She shook
her head at him and laughed.
Derek was now afraid to leave Buckskin alone. His
cold was so bad that he kept to the house almost continually,
but when he did go to the barn or the stables
he would carry the child on his arm. In fact, the child
was seldom out of his thoughts. He would light a
candle in the night and hold it near the little sleeping
face, to assure himself that those terrible contortions
had not again disfigured it. Word came from Yeoland
that Lottie’s children were ill of the measles, so
he could not look for her for several weeks.
To make matters worse, he had trouble with his
sheep and cattle, which had fallen sick from eating
mouldy silage. If he had been about as usual, he
would have prevented its being fed to them. But Bill
Rain thought that whatever animals could be made to
eat was good for them. His own taste in food was
peculiar. He begged from Derek all the left-over
bacon rinds. These he frizzled in a pan till they were
crisp and hard. He carried them in his pocket and
produced them at all hours to crunch between his
black, broken teeth. “Say, Mr. Vale,” he would
affirm, “I’ve got the strongest teeth in the country,
exceptin’ just my uncle, John Blackbird. He can lift
a chair in his.” And he would take another mouthful
of rind.
So he thought nothing of feeding mouldy silage to
the stock. The silage had been ensiled in a dry, rather
ripe condition, and was woody and loose, perhaps
because it had not been tramped or settled solid. It
moulded badly, and two sheep died, and several cows
were very sick. Derek had the veterinary, but he was
glad when Hobbs appeared one day hopping on a
crutch, and ready, as always, to give advice.
Hobbs carried a bunch of daffodils from the Durras
greenhouse for Mrs. Vale. He looked downcast when
Derek said she was still ailing. After a pause he asked
whether he had ever offended Mrs. Vale. He believed
she was avoiding him. Good Lord, no, Derek assured
him, she was simply languid, lay down a great deal.
He believed the winter had been hard on her. He
placed the daffodils in a vase and they stood on the
table, golden and arrogant between the two men.
Since he had been so much alone with Derek, Buckskin
had grown very shy. He screamed and kicked
when Hobbs picked him up, and even the proffering
of Hobbs’s big gold watch would not tempt him. But
when Hobbs took a daffodil from the vase and held it
towards him, he did a wonderful thing. He left
Derek’s knees, between which he had braced himself,
and ran to Hobbs. They were his first steps unaided
by his father. Derek was red with pride. Hobbs was
jubilant. When Buckskin found out what he could
do, he did it again and again, toddling, head down,
from Derek’s knee to Hobbs. Mouldy silage, dead
sheep, sick cows were clean forgotten while they
watched the splendid staggering of the boy.
“Well, well,” said Hobbs. “It beats all. Most
cock-a-hoop little rascal. Eleven months, did you
say?”
“Yes,” replied Derek. “His birthday’s in April.
I don’t want to seem a fool about him, Hobbs, but he
really is a rip, isn’t he?”
To Derek it seemed that there would be no end to
this strange secluded winter that enveloped him like a
fog, a fog through which the memory of that morning
on the hummocks shot like a flame. But he sought no
further meetings. What was the use? Better cling to
the remembrance of those terribly sweet moments and
forget the rest, if one could. Not seek to add to their
sweetness, lest the fruit of the flower should be bitter.
He would sit before the fire in the evenings seeing
in the flames the faces of the two women, Grace and
Fawnie. It was amazing how distinct they were—the
delicate aquiline of Grace’s profile, the disdainful yet
tender arch of her mouth—the glow of health beneath
Fawnie’s dusky skin, the rich convolutions of her
hair, her deep, mirthful eyes.
He would stare and stare till he could bear it no
longer, then he would snatch up Buckskin from the
floor, and pace the room with him, singing loudly
some college song that he had never thought to sing
again. Sometimes he would recite bits of things he
had learned as a youth. Not so long ago, and yet
what had happened since then! Buckskin would
listen as though he understood every word. His
favourite was the song from Hippolytus. When
Derek would declaim in his rich, full voice:
“O take me to the mountain O,
Past the great pines and through the wood,
Up where the lean hounds softly go,
A-whine for wild thing’s blood,
And madly flies the dappled roe.
O God, to shout and speed them there
An arrow by my chestnut hair
Drawn tight, and one keen glistening spear—
Ah, if I could!”
Buckskin could not restrain his rapture. He would
shout at the top of his lungs and thump Derek on the
chest.
“It’s all very well to be enthusiastic,” Derek would
admonish, “but you ought to restrain yourself to the
end of the piece. You nearly drowned me out.”
One moist evening, the first of April, when the
heavy air was fragrant with the essence of spring, Vale
saw the figure of a man standing with bent head, just
inside the gate, beneath the tallest walnut tree. He
stood so motionless and so long that Vale’s curiosity
was aroused and he strolled out to him. It was Newbigging.
Even in that dim light he could see that the
Scot looked thin and weather-beaten and that his
clothes were ragged.
“Newbigging,” he exclaimed. “Is it you?”
“Ay, sir, it is. What’s left o’ me. I’ve had a haird
time since I left here last spring. I got what I wanted
and that was the sea. I’ve had enough o’ that to last
me the rest of my life. I’ve been to China and back,
two trips, and now I was juist standin’ here trying to
mak’ up ma mind to go in and ask ye if ye’ll no take
me back.” He looked up into Derek’s eyes, shamefaced,
yet unrepentant.
Derek was eager to take him back, yet he showed
some proper reluctance. “If I do, Newbigging, you’ll
probably take it into that wild head of yours to flit just
when I need you most.”
“Never,” declared Newbigging, emphatically. “I
juist want to bide here on the fairm. Yon lake is sea
enough for me.”
“Come along,” said Derek, and took him into the
house. Briefly he explained the situation. He was
keeping bachelor’s hall; Mrs. Vale was away on a
visit. He said this last, looking steadily into the eyes
of Newbigging, who nodded solemnly. Derek believed
he understood.
But it was good to have a friendly soul in the house
once more! Newbigging settled down without ado.
Lass of all work, he named himself. And he set about
getting the tea, and washing up the stacks of dirty
dishes in the kitchen. He had no tin box to carry
upstairs, all his clothes were on his back; but he took
the little pasteboard box that held his gilt studs, and
the little red book of Scottish songs from his breast
pocket, and laid them in the dresser drawer where they
had been wont to lie. He carried a hot dish of ham
and eggs in to Derek and ate his own meal from his
knee as he dried his feet in the oven.
Buckskin made friends with him at once and toddled
back and forth between dining-room and kitchen,
carrying Pegleg to be kissed by Newbigging and
Derek alternately.
“Ah, he’s a bonnie wee boy,” said the Scot, admiringly.
“He’ll mak’ a son to be proud of. But keep
him away from the sea, Mr. Vale. It mak’s a bad
son, and a bad husband, too.”
“I’ve been awfully worried about him,” said
Vale, seriously. “He’s had a convulsion—a terrible
one.”
“Did ye see a doctor?”
“Yes. I asked Mrs. Machin about it first. She
didn’t think it serious. Then I saw Dr. Bosomworth.
I thought perhaps I was feeding him wrong. But the
doctor said his diet was very good. Said it might be
hereditary.”
“Never worry, sir. I had three fits in one afternoon
when I was six years old and I’ve not had the sign of
one since.”
“Were there no bad effects?”
“Weel, whin I come out o’ the third one I says,
‘I’ll gang tae sea,’ and that was the beginning o’t.”
“Come along in,” said Derek, “and I’ll get a bottle
of whisky from the cupboard. I haven’t had anyone
to talk and drink with in the evening for a long time.”
Newbigging sat down by the table with some diffidence,
but his blue eyes glistened when Derek set
the bottle before him and told him to pour what he
wanted. He half filled his glass, added some soda-water,
and then raised it in the direction of the sofa
where Buckskin slept.
“The bairn,” he said. “Long life to him.”
“Buckskin,” said Derek, and they drank.
“I wager,” said Newbigging, after he had wiped
his lips with the back of his hand, “that ye’d never
guess who I met out West in the Saskatchewan.”
“Not Phœbe and Hugh?”
“The very pair. The train I was on was crawlin’
over the dismal, flat prairie, and every time we stopped
at a station, I mairvelled tae see the pale, weary-lookin’
folk on the platform. Grey, and dour, and old before
their time, wi’ never a rosy cheek or full red lips
among them. Presently, at one of the stops, the door
of the coach was flung open and a young woman
followed by a man came in. Her airms were full of
paircels, and when she boarded the train she tripped
on the step and plunged intil the coach, head down,
her bundles flyin’ in all directions. I jumped up to
help her, and she gied me a shamefaced look. I saw
that it was Phœbe, rosy as ever, wi’ her neck like a
bowl o’ new milk. . . . Man, they were glad tae see
me. And they asked kindly after you, Mr. Vale.”
“Had they a good situation?”
“Fine. Keepin’ hoose for a wealthy rancher.
They were shoppin’ for him that day. They wanted
me tae come back wi’ them, and get a job, but I
slapped ma bonnet on ma heid and said, ‘Nae prairie
for me, I’m gaein’ back tae old Grimstone.’ ”
“I’m glad you came,” said Derek. “Help yourself.”
“D’ye mind, Mr. Vale,” said the Scot, when he
had drunk another glass, “how Hughie used tae say
in lambing time—‘We’ll be haein’ a new wee lamb
afore the morn’?”
“I’ll never forget that.”
Newbigging chuckled. “I think he’d been safe in
repeatin’ that saying, tae judge by the appearance of
Phœbe.”
“Tck,” muttered Derek. “What would the
rancher say to that?”
“Weel,” replied Newbigging, “they didna seem
to be worryin’.”
“Speaking of babies,” said Derek, “I must put
that little fellow to bed.”
He carried the child to his bedroom and laid him
snugly in the old four-poster. He buried his face for
a moment against the little neck, inhaling the delicious
sweetness of the warm, tender flesh. Then he drew
the covers close, lowered the light, and returned to
Newbigging.
He was sitting with his fair head thrown back
against the high back of the chair, his blue sailor’s
eyes fixed unwinkingly on the light.
“I’ve been thinking o’ some of my adventures in
China,” he said, solemnly. “I’d like tae tell ye aboot
them, sir, if ye’ll listen.”
Derek acquiesced and sat down again. It was plain
that Newbigging had drunk a good deal. He launched
into stories of his doings in the East, which Derek did
not believe but which he found very entertaining, for
the Scot had a vigorous flow of words, and his changeful
face was a pleasure to watch. Derek had not drunk
to excess since those summer nights when he had
gambled with his Indian relations at the shack. But
now in the warmth of Newbigging’s presence (he had
not known how lonely he was) he grew once more
indiscreet.
They exchanged reminiscences of boyhood. Newbigging
told of fights in Scotland—even to his first
real fight when as he lay on his opponent panting,
the other urchins crowded close, yelling, “Mak’ him
greet, Jimmie, mak’ him greet!” and, man, he had
made him greet!
At last Derek told Newbigging of how, when a
small boy in Nova Scotia, he had squeezed his body
between the horizontal bars of an old farmer’s orchard
gate, and had filled his blouse with ripe red apples.
The farmer had given chase. Derek had had a
good start, but when he had attempted to get through
the gate, the bulk of the apples in his blouse had made
him too wide, and wriggle as he would he could not
escape. When Derek told this story, Newbigging
laughed. They both laughed uproariously. After
another drink Derek drew his chair closer and told the
story again with more detail. This time Newbigging
looked very grave, and they stared at each other in
sorrowful silence. Still another drink. Derek repeated
the story. “Picture me, Newbigging,” he ended, his
voice shaking a little, “a poor, miserable little fella,
c-caught there, between those bars, the apples on my
tummy, and f-farmer at my back!”
Newbigging reached across the table and held out
his hand. Derek took and retained it. Then they
both sang together in voices mellow with feeling:
“And here’s a hand, my trusty fiere,
And gie’s a hand o’ thine;
And we’ll tak’ a right guid-willie waught
For auld lang syne.”
Derek did not awaken until the bright spring sunshine
had flooded the room. He heard the familiar
liquid calling of the hen turkeys and the thunderous
note of the gobbler. He heard the hiss and scrape of
his tail feathers as they were unfurled.
He scarcely remembered how he had got to bed the
night before, but there were his clothes neatly hung
on their stretchers. He remembered seeing Newbigging
disappear up the stair in his stockinged feet,
the candle in his hand dripping wax over the steps,
and there had been singing. Wonderful, soul-stirring
singing. . . .
It was a wonder Buckskin was not up and doing.
Playing peek-a-boo under the sheet or trying to put
his toe in his mouth. He turned over to look at him.
Buckskin lay facing him. He looked, and a horrible
shudder shook him. He looked again. But surely
this was not Buck! This cold, set little mask of a
face, with the look of angry surprise in the open eyes
and on the compressed mouth, as though bitterly
indeed he resented this outrageous jest that Fate had
played on him. And that rigid body—those clenched
hands—Buckskin, oh, Buck!
Derek sprang from the bed. He ran to the foot of
the stairs and shouted for Newbigging. Newbigging
came headlong from his sleep.
“For God’s sake, what is it, sir?”
“The boy—the boy—he’s dead!”
“Dead? How can that be? What killed him?”
“That same thing, I suppose. Come down! Come
down!”
Newbigging came running.
Derek stood, sick and bewildered, in the passage
while Newbigging was in the room. When he came
out his step was heavy.
“You’re richt enough, sir. The puir laddie’s gone.
Gone these hours past.”
He took Derek by the arm and led him to the
dining-room. He gave him something to drink—something
that burned his throat.
“Just sit here quietly a bit,” said Newbigging.
Derek sat down in the armchair before the black
hearth. He did not speak. He clasped his hands
between his knees, and twisted and turned in his chair.
His face was contorted with agony. He had not known
that one could suffer so. Jock came and timidly licked
his clinched hands. Buckskin, oh, Buck!
After a while Newbigging said: “I think I should
go for the doctor, Mr. Vale. It’s customary.”
“I won’t stay here alone,” said Derek, with a wild
look towards that room. “You go and harness the
mare, and I’ll get Bill.”
He left the house and went through the orchard.
Moisture from the bare limbs dripped on his head.
He knocked at the door of the shack, a heavy, resounding
knock. Bill appeared in the door, frightened,
hollow-cheeked; an insufferable heat and stuffiness
came from within.
“Go for the doctor,” said Derek, shortly. “The
little boy is dead.”
Back through the orchard, under the drip of the
quickening trees, back in the house.
Once more in the chair before the hearth, twisting
his hands together. Buckskin, oh, Buck!
The doctor came. He was a nice fellow, sympathetic.
He was terribly sorry. He was the coroner,
too. He gave Derek the certificate of natural death
and a permit to bury the child at Grimstone. Derek
would not have him put in that desolate little graveyard
where Solomon Sharroe lay. He wanted him
near him.
Hobbs came. Amazingly sympathetic. Tears in
his eyes. He brought a bunch of daffodils to lay on
the little coffin. You could have knocked him down
with a feather when he heard it. Would he let the
Jerrolds know? They might not hear until after—No,
no, for God’s sake, no. All he wanted was to be
left alone.
Mrs. Machin came. She had buried her sister two
days before and was now ready to take up the reins at
Grimstone. She bathed the child and prepared him
for burial. A little coffin was brought from Brancepeth.
After the lamps were lighted Mrs. Machin and
Newbigging sat together in the kitchen. The sailor’s
tongue was running, doubtless about his adventures
in China. Derek now sat in state alone. He had not
looked at the newspaper that day, so he got it and
spread it out on the table before him. Mechanically
he turned to the column of Horses for Sale. That
always interested him. He read, muttering the words
half aloud:
For Sale—“Silken-Maid”—
Beautiful breedy-looking upstanding standard-bred
trotting mare; her sire “Silk-Tassel,”
dam “Belle Roland”; age six
years; sound: 15.3 hands; weight eleven
hundred; good free active road mare; road
all day twelve miles an hour; best feet and
legs; well-boned, level-headed, square-gaited
trotter.
Good Lord, he did not know what he had been
reading. . . . What was it all about? His eyes,
raised stupidly from the paper, rested on the collection
of butterflies that now stood on the mantelpiece. How
the little chap had loved them! Derek had tried to
teach him the names of the different species, and he
had made sounds that were really good attempts, and
had always leaned forward lovingly to pat the glass
above that bright blue one from the Hartz Mountains,
with his soft little palm. The little hands—the little
hands!
Derek pushed back his chair and rose from the table.
He went into the parlour. Mrs. Machin lighted
candles in the tall silver candelabrum there, to look
“pretty”—not because she held with “any popish
notions.” The candles threw a seemly light over the
little folded hands (he held one of Hobbs’s daffodils)
and over the little face—not startled and resentful now,
but wearing a look of sweet composure.
Derek placed one hand on the foot of the coffin and
the other on the head. Supported thus, he bent forward
till his lips touched the lips of that darling child
of his transgression. Sobs tore at his throat. “Buckskin,
oh, Buck, my little boy!”
Spring had come in the night. The world was full
of joy. Ingratiating odours stole up from meadow
and field. Forth from the lake leaped the hot bright
sun, and strode like a giant to his work. Sweet, hostile
strains of rival birds rose upward to the sky. Everywhere,
everywhere, the striving, shooting, leaping,
singing upward; but for Buckskin the lying down in
the dark earth beneath the walnut trees, the clasping
of little hands, the shutting of gay, deep eyes, the folding
of bright wings scarcely spread.
It was only six o’clock when Derek crossed the lawn
to the green plot behind the apple-house where he had
told Newbigging to dig the grave. He had chosen this
spot because he had often thought that winter what a
nice place it would be for the little chap to play on next
summer. The grass here seemed especially fine; and
it was starred in May by little blue-eyed flowers, and
here the birds liked to hop about and sing. Then the
smell of apples that came through the latticed window
of the apple-house was sweet, very sweet.
Newbigging was not quite ready yet. He was
digging so energetically that some of the loose soil
flew against the sloping, moss-grown roof of the apple-house,
and from there scattered to the ground. He
looked up and wiped his brow.
“The ground’s still haird,” he said. “But I took
all the sod off nicely, and it can be laid back without
a break.”
“I’m glad of that,” said Derek.
He watched Newbigging till the grave was ready,
then he said, “Come. I want to get this over before
anyone is about.”
They returned to the house.
Mrs. Machin was waiting in the parlour. In her
black bonnet and cape she was prepared to follow in
decency to the grave, though she thought it heathenish
that the child should not be laid in consecrated ground.
Nor would Derek have Mr. Ramsey sent for to read
the burial service. The conception of Buckskin had
been secret; their life together that winter had been
secret; now, in death, let him strike his tent in secret
and join his forebears without benefit of clergy.
But Derek took his uncle’s large prayer-book from
the bookcase and carried it to the graveside. Newbigging
and he bore the light coffin between them.
Mrs. Machin followed. A strange funeral procession.
Their slow passage over the moist turf was watched by
heavy gulls swinging above in the warm April wind.
The chime of the waves on the shore was Buckskin’s
knell.
In a low voice, but steady, Derek read the burial
service, his head bent over the book, the wind tossing
his fair hair. Newbigging stood with folded arms and
legs apart, his tanned neck rising like a column out of
his blue sailor’s jersey. Mrs. Machin’s face was set
as she stared sorrowfully into the grave. The feather
on her black bonnet kept up a nervous quivering.
“We brought nothing into this world, and it is
certain we can carry nothing out”—read Derek (not
even Pegleg, he thought, lying discarded on the floor).
“The Lord gave (He gave this kind, too!), and the
Lord hath taken away (He took this kind to Himself,
also); blessed be the name of the Lord.”
The wind freshened; the chiming of the waves grew
sweeter; the gulls swung above their heads. Derek
read on: “Man that is born of a woman hath but a
short time to live (a year, this man!), and is full of
misery (misery? Oh, those mirthful, laughing eyes
of his!). He cometh up, and is cut down, like a
flower (like a flower! Derek’s voice broke); he fleeth
as it were a shadow, and never continueth in one
stay.”
With a motion of the head, he signalled Newbigging
to begin filling in the grave. As the earth was cast
upon the lid of the coffin only broken phrases were
audible—“to take unto Himself the soul of our dear
brother here departed”—“dust to dust”—“according
to the mighty working, whereby He is able to subdue
all things to Himself.” The mighty working! He
could read no more, but stood motionless and silent
as Newbigging finished his work.
Unconsciously his eyes followed the movements of
a woman, whose figure was outlined against the sky,
as she slowly made her way along the undulations of
the bluffs. Slowly she descended the steep and came
to the bridge. She stood leaning over the rail a
moment, looking down into the tumbling stream
below, before she proceeded. Her progression was
heavy as though she were tired or weak, but still she
drew nearer and nearer.
Newbigging was laying the green sod in place as she
turned in at the gate. He sat up on his heels and stared
at the approaching figure, then he raised his startled
eyes to Derek’s face. Mrs. Machin, after one long
bitter look, turned and walked back to the house.
Jock crawled to the end of the chain by which he
had been fastened to a tree, and lifted his lip in deprecating
welcome. Fawnie went to the two men and
stood between them, looking down at the grave.
“What little grave is this?” she asked slowly, with
a catch in her voice.
“It’s the wee lad’s,” replied Newbigging. “He
died yesterday.” He went on carefully replacing the
sod.
Fawnie watched in silence a space as though
fascinated by the movements of his hands. Then she
said, “Couldn’t you uncover him and let me see his
face, jus’ for a minute, please, Derek?”
“No,” answered Derek, coldly. “You deserted
him when he was well. You shall not disturb him
now.”
She drew a deep sigh. “It’s pretty hard,” she said,
“never to see my little baby’s face again.”
“I suppose it is,” said Derek, without looking at
her, “but it’s not to be.” He went to Jock, who was
whining, unloosed him, and went into the house.
He hesitated a moment in the dining-room, and then
entered the dim, cool parlour. He replaced the chairs
that had been taken from their customary positions to
support the coffin, and then sat down on the sofa,
staring blankly at the shuttered windows.
He thought—“What a stupid, sullen chap I am
getting! Nothing surprises me. There is Fawnie come
back, and it seems perfectly natural. There is Buck—dead—and
she standing by his grave and—I’m not
surprised. Well—well—well—well.”
He repeated the monosyllable aloud, his mouth
twisted with a pained expression. He took his pipe
from his pocket, looked at it, turned it over in his hand,
and returned it to his pocket.
Though Buckskin was in his grave, Derek’s heart
would not let him be. Painfully he went over in his
mind the events of the past thirty-six hours. And after
each piercing recollection he said, “Well—well”—in
the same tone.
He was aroused from these thoughts by a movement
of one of the shutters. A slat had been opened and
Fawnie’s voice came through. He could see the glint
of her eyes in the aperture. “Say, darling, can I
come in?”
“No.”
“Well, look here, Derek, can I tell you why I run
away?”
“It was because you loved Jammery, I suppose.”
“No. It was because I loved you. Jammery told
me if I didn’t he’d run a knife through your back in
the lane some night, and I knew he would. You didn’t
know Jammery, darling. He was wicked. He’d done
it before. Killed a man. And I didn’t want you
stabbed in the dark. So I went. Every word of this
is true, Derek. As I went my tears splashed on the
ground and I was sayin’ all the while to myself—‘poor
Derek—poor baby!’ And I sent Lottie Rain, and
every night I cried in my sleep, and Jammery got to
hate me and said he wished he’d never seen my face.”
“Where is he now?”
“He’s dead. I had to stay till he died. There was
no one else to take care of him. He was sick even when
he was here. With the consumption, you know. He
got worse pretty soon. He’d think his pillow was you,
Derek, and he’d kneel up in the bed and stab it with
a pretend knife, and he couldn’t kill it, so he died.”
Derek made no comment, and, after a space of
silence, she faltered, “Derek, may I open the shutter
so’s you can see how thin and tired I am?”
“If you wish.”
She fumbled with the fastening, then the shutter
swung open and revealed her as in a frame. She was
indeed thin. Her cheeks had lost their child-like roundness,
her breast was flat, her eyes beneath their pencilled
brows looked very large and bright.
“May I come in and rest a little while, Derek?” she
asked plaintively. “My poor little feet is blistered.”
“Yes,” he said, shortly. “You may go up to your
old room. Go round by the front door.”
“Will I close the shutter?”
“No. Leave it open.”
Meekly she turned away. He heard the soft brush
of her feet on the grass, the timid shuffle of them on
the stair, the pad of them in the room above his
head. . . .
Through the open window he looked across the
lawn, across the strawberry beds, across the stream,
to the shore meadow where the young bull, son of
Gretta van Lowe, had been turned out for exercise.
He had had his fill of running, of snorting, of charging
the wind, and now stood in statuesque unconcern
staring insolently at the gentle ewes that grazed on
the bank of the stream.
A great love for Grimstone surged over Derek.
Grimstone and he were one. His own flesh that
morning had become one with the soil. He could
never leave it now. And there upstairs was Fawnie,
little, weak, something to be cared for, protected, his
own—after all. What a strange thing possession
was! You thought you were the possessor, when in
truth you were the thing possessed.
He rose, and slowly went upstairs.
Fawnie was lying on her bed, her loosened hair
tumbled on the pillow. Her eyes were wet, and tears
ran unheeded down her cheeks.
“Why are you crying?” asked Derek from the
doorway.
“Not for that poor little baby—not for Buckskin,”
she sobbed, “but for you, darling, because you suffer,
and—as a matter of fac’, I don’ know how to comfort
you.”
He came to her and sat down on the side of the bed.
She clutched his hand and pressed it to her breast.
“Oh, believe me, Derek, believe me! I’ll be as
true—as true as one of those strong trees out there—the
one with the iron ring grown into its side.” She
drew their clasped hands to her lips and kissed her
wedding ring. “Every word of what I told you is
true,” she said with passion.
He did not answer, but looked down soberly into her
eyes.
From her appealing face his gaze moved to the
window. On the bluff before the house he saw the
figures of Grace and her father surrounded by their
dogs. They, too, became conscious of him. With a
military gesture Mr. Jerrold raised his hand to his cap,
and Grace looked and smiled a little, and looked again
as though she could not keep her wistful eyes from the
window.
But she knew nothing of what had happened.
Derek turned to Fawnie. He put his arms about her,
and laid his face beside hers on the pillow.
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[The end of Possession,
by Mazo de la Roche.]