* * * * I was seven years old when they came—those
mysterious little red-faced sisters, which the day
before were nowhere in the universe, and the next had
sprung up before my bewildered young eyes, full dressed
in long white gowns, and looking every way as exactly
alike as did the objects I used to see double by “crossing
my eyes” as we called it; a habit that brought me many
a reprimand.
We lived then, as you know, in L——, Massachusetts,
and I looked upon the advent of the little creatures
on that fine September morning as the most wonderful
stroke of fortune; but I remember that my mother, lying
very pale and still among her pillows, watched my delight
with sad eyes, and then turned her face wearily to the
wall. Aunt Patty, the dear old Goody, long since sleeping
in the village churchyard, entered kindly into my
childish enthusiasm, turning up the skirts of the white
dresses, and then unfolding a mass of soft flannel, finally
exposed the velvety little feet, whose pink toes moved incessantly,
as if enamored of the air. I very soon grew so
boisterous in my delight that I had to be sent ignominiously
from the room. I went immediately in search of
6my brother Dan, a handsome, rough fellow, whom I found
in the kitchen busily employed with his fishing tackle;
for the unusual excitement in the house afforded him an
opportunity to sly off to the river, where mother had forbidden
him to go on pain of severe penalties. I began
eagerly imparting the news.
“O, pshaw! I know all about it,” interrupted Dan.
The statement surprised me, but I accepted it as pure
truth, as I generally did all that he said. He was some
years older than I, and I considered him a superior being—at
least everywhere except in school; there, even a partial
sister’s eyes had to see that he was a dunce; though a
good-natured one, and a great favorite. He was indefatigable
in “coasting” the girls and the little boys in winter,
and he had a rough humor that pleased them all. I
remember that, at the beginning of one of our winter
terms, the master had offered a prize to the one who
should leave off at the head of the spelling class the
greatest number of times. On the last day of school I
received the prize, flushed with proud delight, standing
at the head of the long line of pupils. Dan was at the
very foot, as usual, and the teacher took occasion to reprove
him for his bad lessons and his want of ambition in
trying for the prize.
“Why, I almost got it,” said Dan.
“Almost!” echoed the teacher angrily; for we all
knew that Dan had not left off at the head a single day.
“Yes, sir. I should have had it if you had only made
this end the head.” A burst of laughter from the teacher
and all the pupils followed this view of the case, and the
echoes, more and more subdued, continued when we were
dismissed to our seats, I hugging the precious prize, which
7was a red morocco bound copy of The Vicar of Wakefield,
and Dan chuckling over the success of his humor. He
had consoled and vindicated all the orthographical blockheads,
and he was happy. But I am letting my pen run
wild, as I like to do when answering your letters.
While I stood watching Dan’s manœuvres with his
wiggling angle-worms and hooks and sinkers, I asked
him if he did not think that the twins were perfectly
lovely.
“No, I don’t,” he replied, impatiently. “I was going
to have two months of fun before school commenced, and
now I shan’t have any. I shall have to run everywhere
for them nasty twins; and then the crackers I shall have
to pound! Mother didn’t have half milk enough for
Arthur, and it would take a whole cow for these. Girls,
too, both of them!” he added, with great contempt.
Here, in fact, was the sore point with Dan. While the
baby Arthur lived, he was very fond of him, in his way,
and would probably have been gracious over the advent
of a new brother; possibly would have pardoned our
mother in time for presenting us one baby of either sex;
but two at a time, and both girls at that! This was too
much for Dan’s patience, or for his confidence in the discretion
of mothers. I was surprised at his cool prediction
about the supply of milk, but I deferred to his
superior experience and years. He gave me another piece
of recondite information just as he started for the river,
threatening to kill my pet kitten if I dared to even hint
where he had gone. This information was that these
particular babies would be “awful cross patches; girls
always were.”
In time I myself grew to qualify my ecstasy over the
8double blessing; for they certainly proved “awful cross
patches,” and the sacrifices I was obliged to make to
them as a child, only a child I think could fully appreciate. * * * *
Do you remember the skeleton in the garret—the memento
mori of our play-house banquets? * * * *
C. F.
“C. F.” is my old friend Clara Forest, and I am one
of the characters, but it does not matter which one. I
shall not appear again in the first person after I have described
my first acquaintance with her. It is a long time
since I determined to weave the events of her life into a
story, and coming across this old letter the other day
turned the balance of motives for and against the effort,
and I set myself deliberately to work collecting and
arranging materials; for this novel is by no means a
structure evolved from the depths of my own consciousness.
The groundwork is a simple narration of fact, and
even the superstructure is real to a great extent.
In my early days, Clara was my heroine, my princess,
but I worshipped her silently, and she never took any
special notice of me until years after our first meeting.
I saw her first in a village graveyard one Sunday, between
the morning and afternoon services. That was the
cheerful spot where the congregations of the different
churches walked during the noon recess, discussed funereal
subjects, and ate “sweet cake,” to use the New England
term of that time. Clara was accompanied by her
Sunday-school teacher, named Buzzell—a grim and forbidding
woman, I thought. Everybody called her “Miss
Buzzell,” though she was a widow; but at that time,
9among the rural people of New England, it was very
common to call married ladies Miss; unmarried ones received
no title at all. Clara on this day wore a broad-brimmed
white straw hat, with wide rose-colored streamers,
a white dress and embroidered tunic of the same,
and bronzed gaiters, or boots, as we now call them. She
was a solid little girl, with a face round and very freckled,
a broad, full brow, full pouting rosy lips, radiant blue-grey
eyes, with thick, long lashes, and a nose that was
pretty, though a little after the rétroussé order.
I shall never forget my first sensation. It was a feeling
of regret that I had no freckles; for as soon as my
eyes rested upon her, there came into my heart a deep desire
to be just like her in every particular. Hundreds of
times have I recalled her as she appeared to me that day;
and I still believe that, upon some secret principle of
æsthetics, notwithstanding the general prejudice against
freckles, these added to the piquancy of her beauty. As
she grew up few called her handsome, except those who
could perceive the rich emotional nature that seemed to
radiate through every gesture and movement of her supple
form, and especially through her bright eyes, whose lids
had sometimes a slight quiver or shake from any sudden
excitation. This was something instantaneous as to time,
and difficult to describe, but it added an extraordinary
charm to her soulful beauty. There was always about
her an atmosphere of fragrant health, which charmed you
like the odors and zephyrs of spring-time. The freckles
which, as a child, I had so envied her, disappeared entirely
when she reached the nubile age.
On this Sunday in the graveyard I “tagged” after
Clara everywhere she went, fascinated by her fresh, full
10life, and by her exquisite dress; but I could find no way
to speak to her, because of her awe-inspiring companion,
though I was often so near to her that her long hat ribbons
swept my cheek. After a while my ignorance of
churchyard etiquette came to my aid; for, finding the
distance between me and this divine vision increasing, I
made a short cut over some intervening graves. Miss
Buzzell turned her awful eyes upon me. I simply noticed
that there were many wrinkles converging about her
mouth, and that her breath was redolent of cloves. In a
deep, slow, admonitory voice, she said, “Child! you
should never step on a grave!” It was like a cold leech
dropped suddenly upon the warm, sensitive flesh. I
could do nothing but hang my head in humiliation.
Clara, childlike and human, sympathized with my distress,
and told me sweetly that my pantalette was coming
down. It was at the time when girls, in that part of the
country at least, wore this nondescript article fastened on
with the garter, falling down to the foot, and about three
inches below the dress, where it ended with tucks and a
wide hem. Some of us were so extravagant as to add an
edging, which we used to knit of spool cotton. I stooped
down to arrange the rebel pantalette, but when I had
finished, Clara was some graves away from me, and the
church bells were calling back the scattered congregations.
CHAPTER II. THE SKELETON IN THE GARRET.
11
One beautiful May morning, not long after I first
met Clara, I was sent to Dr. Forest’s with a basket
of eggs. As I opened the little gate leading through the
shrubbery and little lawn to the front door, I perceived
Clara standing on the wide upper step, with a watering-pot
in her hand. She was dressed in white, as usual, and
was sprinkling some flowers that grew in a large vase that
stood on a pedestal by the steps. She greeted me pleasantly,
and led me into the kitchen, where Dinah, the fat
black servant, relieved my basket of its contents. Mrs.
Forest, a tall, sweet-looking, pale lady, in a white apron,
was engaged in making a vast quantity of little cakes,
which Clara told me were macaroons for her party—a
great event which was to take place that afternoon. I
had heard of it, but did not expect an invitation, because
I lived quite out of the village, and knew Clara but very
slightly. Seeing all these delightful preparations, caused
me to break the tenth commandment in my heart, but I
was glad that Clara was so happy; and I lingered in that
pleasant kitchen as long as I could, consistently with any
degree of propriety. The twins, now some five years old,
were the most prominent object in the Forest household,
if not in the whole village. At that moment Dinah was
picking over raisins, and they kept near her, devouring
12all she would give them, and when their importunities
failed they watched their chances, and every now and
then succeeded in grabbing a handful, when they would
disappear, and remain very quiet for a few minutes.
Sometimes Dinah would be quick enough to seize the
little depredatory hand and rob it of its booty. When
she failed, she “clar’d to God” there wouldn’t be a raisin
left for Miss Clara’s party cake.
The doctor’s family were from the South, where Dinah
had formerly been a slave, though her condition was little
better than slavery after the advent of those imps of
twins. The good-natured old servant had loved the other
children very sincerely, and she tried hard to take these
also into her capacious heart, but she never fully succeeded.
There was a feud between her and them, born
of their persistent delight in tormenting her. “Hatching
mischief,” she said, was their sole occupation during their waking
hours, and their tricks were told by Dinah to
other servants until the whole village laughed over them.
After amusing the twins awhile I rose to go, following
Clara back through the dining-room to the front door.
In the hall she showed me a long table filled with toy
china sets for the amusement, she said, of the “little
girls,” Dr. Buzby cards and other games for the older.
I could not repress exclamations of delight at the prospect
of so much bliss; but when I informed her that I
had never been invited to a party in my life, I had not the
remotest intention of “fishing” for an invitation to hers.
“You never have been at a party!” she exclaimed,
quite amazed; and looking at me from head to foot, her
heart seemed to be touched at the extent and depth of
my deprivation. Just then Mrs. Forest came into the
13dining-room, and Clara said, “Mamma, I should like to
invite one other girl to my party, if you are willing. I
mean this one.” “Certainly, my dear, if you wish it,”
was the pleasant reply, and thereupon, thanking Clara as
well as I could, I left the house, filled with a greater
happiness than I had ever known.
On reaching home I readily gained permission to attend
Clara’s reception, but the question of dress was a serious
one, for I well knew how finely her friends would be
arrayed; still I managed as best I could, and three o’clock
in the afternoon found me timidly pulling the door-bell
at Dr. Forest’s. Some other girls arrived before Clara
had disposed of my hat and little cape. We were first
ushered into the drawing-room, where Mrs. Forest was
sewing. She did not rise, but smiled upon us, and addressed
to each a few pleasant words.
We soon grew impatient of sitting prim and “behaving”
in the sitting-room, and were greatly relieved when
we found ourselves playing games among the fragrant
lilacs and syringas of the garden. Then followed a game
with the innocuous Dr. Buzby cards then in vogue.
Clara, more beautiful than ever, I thought, explained the
principles of the game to me, in a charming, dogmatic
manner. I was the only one ignorant on the subject, and
this, with my very plain dress, caused one of the guests
to eye me insolently and ask me if I lived in the woods.
Clara instantly, and in no measured terms, rebuked her
guest’s impoliteness, which had the effect to send her off
pouting among the lilacs. I remember this because it
shows the superior nature of Clara Forest in the most
unquestionable way. Children may learn the form of politeness,
but the spirit of it is almost invariably absent,
14and must be from the very nature of human development.
Man is first the brute, then the civilizee, and lastly the
philosopher; and the child, in its unfolding, exemplifies
these phases just as society does. That Clara was exceptionally
fine in her nature I knew well even then, but I
was ignorant of the cause until long after.
We were much disturbed in our game of Dr. Buzby by
Leila and Linnie, the ubiquitous twins, who vexed and
annoyed us in the thousand ways that little ones have at
their command. Finally, to escape from the twins, Clara
led us upstairs, through the doctor’s study, into his bedroom,
and closed the door. This was a plain little room,
having a stand, with several books, at the head of the
bed, and over it the doctor’s night-bell. Clara strictly
enjoined us to not so much as touch a single article in her
father’s rooms, on penalty of being instantly obliged, all
of us, to quit our retreat. During our game of cards,
Abbie Kendrick asked Clara why this room was called
the doctor’s exclusively.
“Why, because he sleeps here, to be sure,” answered
Clara, with a slight hauteur, as if unwilling to discuss
family matters with her guests. She was a very dignified
child, this idol of mine—“proud” was the term girls
generally applied to her.
“But does not your mamma sleep here too?” asked
Abbie, bold enough to pursue the subject.
“Certainly not,” replied Clara. “Papa and mamma
do not think it proper to sleep together.”
This piece of information surprised us greatly, but we
all accepted the fact as showing the immeasurable aristocratic
superiority of the Dr. and Mrs. Forest over all the
married people we knew. I remember we all approved
15the system, agreeing that it was quite proper for girls to
sleep together, and for no others. How wise we were
then! Some of us have slightly modified our views on
the subject since we played that game of cards in the
doctor’s room; but we had very fixed and positive opinions
then—all except Clara, who listened silently. We
decided that if we ever married, which, of course, we
never would, we should have two bedrooms, and never,
never allow our husbands to enter ours, unless he were a
physician and we happened to be ill!
When the Dr. Buzby cards ceased to amuse us, Clara
produced her piece de resistence, which was her play-house
in the garret, somewhat neglected now, for she
was approaching the outposts of young ladyhood. This
garret was the one place where the sacrilegious twins had
not penetrated. It was the sanctuary in which she had
been in the habit of taking refuge when hard pressed by
the merciless tyrants, to whom she had always been a
patient nurse and victim, for her mother was in delicate
health, and Dinah was almost exclusively occupied with
the housekeeping. To this sanctuary Clara had removed
her broken-nosed dolls, smeared and torn books, and the
wrecks generally that she had snatched from time to
time from the grip of the vandals.
We approached this large old garret, under the gable
roof, by a rickety flight of stairs, and on reaching the
landing a hideous spectacle curdled my young blood and
riveted my scared, fascinated eyes. It was a grinning
skeleton, suspended to the rafter by a cord and a ring
attached to the top of the skull. The other girls being
already initiated, laughed my terrors to scorn, while one
bold miss of ten, Clara’s most intimate friend, Louise
16Kendrick, went straight up to the horror, made faces at
it, and then deliberately set it spinning! I shall never
forget the sinking, sickening sensation at my heart as the
eyeless sockets and hideous teeth glared through the dim
light at me with every revolution. Clara, seeing how
frightened I was, hastened to reassure me by saying, as
she placed her arm around me—
“It isn’t anything but the bones, you know. We all
look like that under our flesh.” Comforting thought!
It required a long time for me to control myself so that I
could enter into the doll-dressing with spirit; and every
now and then, as we cut, and planned, and sewed, especially
as the light grew dimmer, I turned my head over
my shoulder, gingerly, just enough to make sure that the
“thing” was not striding toward me. Right glad was I
when we were called down to our weak tea, and over the
honey and hot biscuits I forgot for the time the agony of
fear I had endured. That night, however, the skeleton
was “after me” all the time; and my ineffectual struggles
to get my long yellow hair out of its bony hands woke
me many times with agonizing cries. And all this because
my young imagination had been poisoned by ghost
stories—the ghost always being represented by a skeleton
partially covered with white drapery. I believe now in
the “inquisition of science”;—that one of its most sacred
functions is to seize and punish any person found guilty
of entertaining the sensitive, unformed brain of the child
with the horrors of the grave, of death, of hell, or any of
the unverifiable hypotheses of theology and superstition,
born of the general ignorance incident to the childhood of
the human race.
CHAPTER III. DR. FOREST AT HOME.
17
The doctor was about forty years old, but his hair
was beginning to turn gray and his fine head was a
little bald upon the top. He was about the medium
height, muscular, with handsome broad shoulders, and
very slightly inclined to stoutness. He had fine grey eyes,
which he was in the habit of half closing when anything
puzzled him. It was an exceedingly benevolent and expressive
face, which won utter confidence at the first
glance. He wore light, steel-bowed spectacles, which he
never removed, apparently, from one year’s end to another.
In repose, his mouth had an expression of severity; and
when studying, he had a curious habit of protruding his
under-lip; but the moment he spoke this mouth became
handsome, expressing the large-heartedness and the
ready humor that made him a favorite with all who
knew him.
About the old house of the doctor, there was a quaint
and dignified air, given by the books and numerous
pictures, most of them quite old, and by the heavy
antique furniture, relict of a former generation. It was
not the air of wealth exactly, yet no one could suspect,
from the general appearance of things, that there was a
chronic scarcity of money in the family, and that the
gentle Mrs. Forest had such sore difficulty in making
18ends meet. This, too, when the doctor was the best physician
for miles around, and quantities of money were due
him in all directions. The truth was, he could not collect
what was due him. Unless absolutely driven to the wall,
he could not ask any of his patients for money; and when
they wished to return equivalents for his services, in the
shape of corn, and apples, and potatoes, he said not a word
until the cellar became so full that Dinah rebelled. In
the spring, when seed potatoes gave out at planting time,
every farmer knew where to make up his deficit; though
in such cases he never thought of paying the good doctor
money for them, but promised to return them at harvest
time, not being particular at all to consider that a bushel
now was worth five or ten in the autumn. Still, the doctor
did not complain, being gentle to a fault, though he
took note of all things. As to his children, he confessed
frankly that he did not know how to bring them up, and
when he was in doubt about any matter of discipline, he
generally let them have their own way. An incident will
illustrate his method: the large room where Mrs. Forest
and the twins slept was directly beside the doctor’s, and
as they did not like the darkness a lamp was always kept
burning there. One night when the doctor, having been
up all the previous night, had gone to bed early, he was
prevented from sleeping by a tin-whistle in the mouth of
Leila. He called out to her to stop, as he wished to go
to sleep. Presently there came to the doctor’s ears a
faint little “toot! toot!” from the whistle. Linnie tried
hard to hush her sister, and reminded her of the voice
from the next room. “Oh, its only papa!” said Leila
impatiently; which, the doctor hearing, caused him to
investigate the motive of the child’s remark, and philosophizing
19upon the subject, he went to sleep finally to the
accompaniment of the “toot! toot! toot!” which Leila
kept up until she was tired of it.
Mrs. Buzzell, Clara’s Sunday-school teacher, and an old
friend of Mrs. Forest, had a very tender spot in her heart
for the doctor, whom she regarded, and rightly too, as
one of the best physicians in the world. No one understood
her internal perturbations as he did, and she took
all the medicines he prescribed with a faith that was somewhat
remarkable, considering that she had been under
his treatment for twelve years and more, and still required
his services more than ever. Probably her sublime faith
was based on the conviction of the awful things that
would have happened but for his medicines. She lived a
lonely life by herself, and was very fond of spending an
afternoon at the doctor’s house, and having long conversations
on nothing in particular with Mrs. Forest. Her
visits were sometimes almost an infliction to Mrs. Forest,
who had a strong housewifely pride in nice teas, which
the chronic scarcity of money, before mentioned, rendered
difficult to attain in many instances. To be sure there
was always bacon and a barrel of fine hominy in the
kitchen, which sufficed for Dinah’s southern tastes, and
the family could always fall back upon these if necessary,
and the latter at least was never absent from the family
breakfast; but they could hardly serve a respectable tea-table
where cake and creamy hot biscuits were a sine qua
non according to all good housekeepers.
On one occasion, just before breakfast, Mrs. Buzzell
sent a note to her friend expressing her intention to
spend the afternoon with her, “if agreeable.” Now it
just was not “agreeable,” for the commissariat was at a
20low ebb—lower, indeed, than it had ever been; but Mrs.
Forest, of course, sent back a polite answer expressing
delight at the prospect of the visit, not even dreaming,
probably, of the conventional fib that her answer contained.
While she was writing the reply for the messenger to
take back to Mrs. Buzzell, Dinah’s soul was being tried
unusually in the kitchen by the conduct of the twins,
which reached a climax when one of them actually threw
a kitten into Aunt Dinah’s boiling hominy kettle. She
was long-suffering, though her threats were severe and
frequent; but this time her patience gave way entirely,
and taking off a colossal carpet-slipper she spanked the
offending twin right soundly. Mild Mrs. Forest hearing
the uproar from the kitchen, sent Dan to bring the children
to her room. Both were howling at the top of their
voices, for one never cried without the other joining in on
principle. Then she went down to the kitchen and reproved
Dinah for taking the discipline of the children
into her own hands. Dinah was too exasperated to be
reasoned with. She burst out—
“I bars eberyting wid dem chil’en, missus; but I clar
to God, I won’t hab dem kittens in de hominy pot!”
To the outside world, the Forest family was a model
of domestic felicity, and not without cause as family
life goes; but Mrs. Forest was very far from a happy
woman. This was due partly to her delicate health,
which gave her a disposition to “borrow trouble,” and
to look too much beyond the grave for the happiness
a stronger and more philosophical nature would have
created out of her really fortunate environment. At
times, she still suffered from the loss of the baby Arthur,
21though he had been dead some eight years. The doctor
could hardly understand this as a normal expression, and
she often accused him of a lack of sympathy. He himself
submitted calmly always to the inevitable, learned
the lesson that any misfortune afforded, applied it practically
to his daily life, and in no other way remembered a
suffering that was in the past. His wife, he said, had a
passion for the “luxury of woe,” and this was a diseased
condition. Dan gave her a world of trouble. She had
made an idol of him from his birth, and it was indeed
hard to feel that her deep love for him was not sufficient
to cure him of a single one of his bad habits. Years of
the most loving effort to make him take off his hat on
entering the house, had been unavailing; and he still
tramped through her tidy house with dirty shoes every
day of his life, and though nearly fourteen years of age,
it is questionable whether he had abandoned the charming
habit of coming down stairs astride the baluster. He
teased the twins, worried Clara whenever an opportunity
offered, went and came without asking permission of his
mother, and at table he was distressingly awkward. On
this particular morning the doctor said to him, a little
after sitting down to the breakfast-table and while he
was serving the hominy—
“Now Dan, my boy, I’ve been cheated out of my morning
sleep by the hubbub in the house, and my nerves are
irritated; so you’ll save them a shock and much oblige
me if you will give me warning when you are going to
upset your glass, or wipe your knife off the table with
your sleeve.”
Dan had more affection for his father than for any
other being in the world. He hung his head, but
22answered good-naturedly, “I’m not going to do either
this morning, sir.” During this reply he was vigorously
mixing a piece of very hard butter in the hominy which
his father had just put into his plate, and the result was
the landing of his plate, bottom upwards, on the floor by
the way of his legs. Mrs. Forest uttered an exclamation
of despair; but Clara quietly rose, removed the debris,
and brought Dan another plate. This time, Dan was
really distressed, and his mortification was increased by
the doctor’s laughing.
“Never mind, my son,” he said, putting his right hand
kindly on Dan’s shoulder. “This time it was more my
fault than yours. I made you nervous by my criticism.”
The idea of Dan’s being nervous was an exquisite compliment
from its perfect novelty. The doctor saw that the
boy for once was greatly ashamed, and so he immediately
changed the subject to Leila, who sat in her high chair
on Dan’s right. “So Miss Mischief,” he said, “you set
out to cook a kitten in the hominy this morning did you,
eh? I’m very glad you failed, and I advise you to not
try it again.”
“I sall took ee titten to-maw-yer, I sall.”
“You will cook the kitten to-morrow, will you?” he
said, repressing a disposition to laugh. “Look here,
Leila, if you try that again I hope you’ll get a much
larger dose of Dinah’s slipper, and you shall not have a
kiss from papa, nor come to the table with him for a
whole week.”
“Poor kitty! her toes ache so,” said Linnie, who
spoke quite plainly compared with her sister, and whose
heart also was more tender. The doctor praised Linnie’s
sympathy with the kitten, and while reading Leila a little
23lecture on cruelty, the bell rang, and he was called off to
see a patient.
During the day Mrs. Forest consulted Clara on the
subject of the afternoon tea, for she was sorely perplexed
and mortified, as she said, because there was nothing in
the house.
“Why, mamma, I don’t see why you should bother
yourself. We have nice, fresh, Graham bread, some delicious
cheese, any quantity of fruit, and Dinah can make
some hominy. Mrs. Buzzell don’t ever taste hominy, and
she’ll be delighted with it, I know. Papa would find
such food excellent; and I am sure what is good enough
for papa is good enough for anybody in this world.”
“Yes, my child, it is good enough, no doubt; but it is
such an odd jumble. Who ever heard of such a tea?
You know Mrs. Buzzell’s appetite is fastidious, and I like
to have something savory for her. Of course the doctor’s
credit is good at the grocer’s, and everywhere, for that
matter, but I have never used it, and never intended to;
but I think I shall have to make an exception to-day.
We must have some butter and some sugar.”
“Now, mamma, you know Mrs. Buzzell is always complaining
about her digestion. On principle, you should
never give her anything but simple food—just like this
tea we are going to have; and I wouldn’t put the cheese
on the table either. It may destroy the effect of papa’s
medicines,” added Clara, laughing.
Mrs. Forest descanted with much bitterness upon the
laxity of the doctor in collecting the money due him.
“Well, my child,” she said, after a pause, “I must trust
to Providence.” This intention she always expressed
after dwelling upon the doctor’s bad management and
24the exhausted state of the larder; but she evidently
thought there was great virtue in such trust, as if Providence
ought to be highly complimented by her confidence.
This consultation took place in the kitchen pantry, and
was finally ended by the entrance of Dinah with a slop-pail
from the upper regions, at the same time that a
country wagon drove around to the kitchen door.
CHAPTER IV. ONE OF DR. FOREST’S PATIENTS.
25
The doctor used to say that “Trust in Providence
and keep your powder dry” was a good injunction,
but would be better reversed; and whatever he believed,
Clara subscribed to as if by instinct. So when her mother,
in the kitchen pantry, expressed her determination to
trust to Providence, Clara received it with a little scowl
of impatience.
Dinah came into the drawing-room a few minutes later,
and Mrs. Forest and Clara followed her back to the
kitchen. The wagon which had just driven away contained
some grateful patient of the doctor. He had left
with Dinah a half dozen nicely-dressed spring chickens,
some golden balls of fragrant butter, and two boxes of
fresh honey in the comb. Mrs. Forest looked silently at
her daughter, every feature expressing, “You see I
trusted in Providence.” Clara laughed pleasantly, repressing
the temptation to remind her mother that the
wagon must have been on its way with the welcome
treasures long before that decision to trust in Providence
was made; but she only said, “Now you can give Mrs.
Buzzell a nice attack of indigestion. O mamma! your
desire to give her something ‘savory,’ as you said, is only
a deep-laid scheme to increase papa’s practice. I see it
26all now. Mrs. Buzzell is one of his few patients who pay
promptly!”
“Why! what levity!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest, who,
now that her anxiety about a respectable tea was removed,
felt at peace with the world, and her sense of the
fitness of things was answered.
Mrs. Buzzell came in good season. She was a prim
lady of sixty or more, dressed in a neat black grenadine
dress, open to a point from the throat. This open space
was filled in with spotless illusion lace, fastened with a
little jet brooch. Her white hair was beautifully rolled
in three puffs on either side of her head, and surmounted
by a white cap with a border or frill, and lavender-colored
strings. She was a very active, industrious person,
though a sufferer from her ailments. During the
afternoon she spoke of her digestion several times. On
these occasions Clara made a knowing, mischievous sign
to her mother, who was dignifiedly oblivious, apparently,
to what her saucy daughter was thinking.
Clara set the tea-table herself with her mother’s choice
old china, which seemed to feel its rare importance only
when arranged upon a snowy cloth. After all Mrs. Forest’s
anxiety, the tea was as delightfully respectable as
her heart could wish. The twins, however, set up in
their high chairs, detracted a good deal from the solemnity
of the occasion, for their behavior, always especially
bad when “company” was present, was sufficient to make
Mrs. Buzzell’s cap-border stand up in consternation.
They kicked the under side of the table with the toes of
their little shoes, setting the cups dancing in their saucers,
whenever the supply of honey gave out and was not
instantly renewed, or when reproved by their gentle
27mother for the quantity of cake they thought proper to
discuss. Whenever their conduct became unbearable, a
kind of semi-yell from Dan distracted their attention for
a few moments, enabling the ladies to continue their mild
comments upon the diseases incident to children, and the
superior taste of the new milliner’s bonnets and caps.
Clara silently watched and anticipated the wants of the
twins, wearing a weary, responsible look, for they weighed
upon her young life like the world upon the shoulders of
Atlas. Since they were babies, creeping about, putting
everything animate or inanimate into their mouths, and
calling every man papa who approached them, Clara had
gradually assumed more and more the care of them, being
stronger in mind and body than her mother. Her method
of managing these irrepressibles, was very reprehensible
in one respect, but she had been led into it by the necessity
of some method, and the impossibility of moving the
rebellious little tyrants by any reasonable means. She
had taken advantage of their passion for doing anything
they were forbidden to do, even though that in itself were
disagreeable to them. For example, after tea the great
desideratum was to get the twins upstairs to bed, for
there was little possibility of quiet conversation where
they were. The doctor had just come in, and was very
contentedly sipping his rather insipid tea, and gathering up
what remained of the eatables, to the accompaniment of
a somewhat detailed account of Mrs. Buzzell’s “wretched
digestion.”
“Now, Linnie,” said Clara, “you wish to stay down
and play, don’t you? but Clara is going upstairs.” It
was never necessary to address but one at a time, for whatever
one decided to do was certain to be immediately repeated
28by the other. By the time she had reached the
stairs, Linnie dropped her toys and started, Leila following
closely, both determined to perish rather than stay
down-stairs, as they supposed they were expected to do.
Once arrived in the sleeping chamber, similar manœuvres
inveigled the twins into bed, and when they were finally
sleeping, Clara went down to the sitting-room. The
doctor noticed her weary look, and said, “My child, you
have too much responsibility. Papa must try to send
you away to school. I have been thinking of your method
in managing those children. Surely you do not think
you are right in controlling them by such motives?”
“I suppose not, papa,” answered Clara, who had sat
down on a stool at her father’s side, and was “resting,”
as she used to call it, in the magnetic caresses of his hand
upon her brown hair; “but it saves time.”
“Ah! my daughter. How many follies are committed
under that plea! See what you do by this course. In
the first place, you cultivate obstinacy in the little ones,
which is bad enough, and then you dull the fine edge of
your conscience by doing what your better sense condemns,
I am sure.”
“She is not so much to be blamed,” said Mrs. Forest.
“It is one of Dan’s tricks. She learned it from him.”
“What does papa’s girl think of that as an excuse?”
he asked, studying her fine face.
“I don’t think it excuses me, papa. I know it does
not.”
“You are right. Dan should learn of you, not you of
him, in matters of conscience. I only wish he had your
conscientiousness, and your love of books, too. I never
see him reading. I wonder where the young rat is to-night.”
29Clara knew pretty well where Dan was, but for
his sake she kept silent. She was always merciful to his
delinquencies; probably from the fear that she did not
love him as she believed a sister should love her brother.
No two children could well be more unlike; and for years
he had bullied her unmercifully, though he would not
permit others to do so, and his tough little fist was ready
to the head of any urchin in school or in the street, who
dared to show the least disrespect for his sister. He monopolized
that matter himself, and carried teazing to cruel
extremes. She was easily irritated by him, especially in
her earlier years, and whenever he saw her becoming angry,
it was a constant practice of his to seize both her
hands and hold them as in a vise, mocking her impotent
rage until it grew to murder in her heart. This was a
persecution so often repeated that it had completely destroyed
all her natural tenderness for him, which the sensitive
child reproached herself for, and sought to atone by
treating him with great kindness.
Ah! what a nursery of crooked, abnormal motives the
family often is! How many really deep wrongs are done
to impressible children, to which the parents are utterly
blind, because so ignorant of the laws of mental development.
When Clara’s troubles with Dan were unendurable,
she had sometimes gone to her mother. Once she
did so, bursting out with, “I wish I could kill him.”
The mother was horrified; but, alas! only at the language;
not seeing beneath the surface what madness had
been induced in the child’s heart, nor inferring a necessary
and adequate cause. She only reproved Clara for
such “dreadful words,” and sent for Dan. “My son,
why do you teaze your sister so? Do you not know it is
30very wicked, and that if you are wicked you will never go
to Heaven?” In truth, she was utterly incapable of
comprehending the difficulty between the children,
and as Dan was on his good behavior when his father
was present, and as all the family tacitly agreed to never
trouble the doctor unnecessarily, knowing that he ought
to rest during the short time his practice left him free, he
never knew of this peculiar trial of Clara’s until long after.
When Mrs. Forest would remind Dan of his danger of
losing Heaven, she naturally thought that it should have
great weight with him; though if she could have read
his thoughts, she would have quickly seen her mistake.
Heaven, to Dan, meant a country
“Where congregations ne’er break up,
And Sabbaths never end;”
and though he thought such a dull place might do for
girls and for people like the widow Buzzell, he knew perfectly
well that it was no place for a live boy, who liked
fishing and setting snares in the woods much better than
any congregation he could imagine.
But to go back to the family circle. When the doctor
wondered where the “young rat” was, Clara kept silent.
Mrs. Buzzell hazarded the suggestion that he might
be off with those low Dykes—the Dykes being a family
whom nobody visited, and who were generally set down
as “no better than they should be.” This was precisely
where Dan was at that moment, and the attraction was
possibly Susie Dykes, though he took no particular notice
of any one but Jim Dykes, who possessed a pair of old
battered foils, and with them gave the delighted Dan
several desultory lessons in the art of fencing. Jim being
a great swaggerer, and a little older than Dan, was mighty
31in his eyes; especially when he discoursed on the “guards”
and “passes,” his hat cocked over his left eye, his legs
straddled, and an unmanageable end of tobacco in his
mouth.
“It is strange,” said Mrs. Forest, “what Dan finds
so agreeable in that family. I am sure I could not endure
the house. Mrs. Dykes is a slattern, and her children
have no sort of bringing up, as I am told.”
“Why,” said the doctor, “I don’t see but Susie is a
very nice girl. She behaves very well indeed—totally
unlike that uncouth brother of hers. I like the pretty
way she does her hair.”
“For my part, I distrust girls or women who please
only men,” said Mrs. Buzzell. “I’ve heard several men
praise her looks.”
“I’m inclined to think that her charm is not so much
in her looks as in her good nature. She always smiles as
if she were happy. The signs of happiness rest one so;”—and
the doctor sighed.
“Men,” said Mrs. Forest, who seldom generalized, “are
unsatisfied unless women are always gay and smiling; but
how can we be? Household cares so drag us down, and
the care of children, especially two at a time, is too much
for any one.”
“Yet children used to be considered a blessing,” remarked
the doctor, and added humorously, “but I can
see how any woman might be blest to death by a too frequent
repetition of this doubling extravagance of your
sex.”
Mrs. Forest was always annoyed at this suggestion,
which the doctor often teazed his wife with, just to see the
expression of impatient credulity on her face. She pretended
32not to notice it this time, but answered, a little
spiritedly, “So they are a blessing, of course. I do not
mean to deny that, but one may have many trials about
them. I’m sure I have my share with Dan. He is almost
sixteen, and yet I am quite sure he prefers to be ragged
and dirty to looking like a gentleman’s son. It does annoy
me so to think I have no influence over him in this matter.”
“I think, mamma,” said Clara, raising her head from
her father’s knee, “that Susie Dykes will have more influence
in that matter than you have. He made a famous
toilet to-day before going out. You should see his room.
It looks like an old cockatoo cage after the bird has been
bathing—only cockatoos can’t leave their towels and
stockings scattered over the floor.”
“Did he really change his stockings?” asked Mrs.
Forest in amazement. “Then there’s something wrong.
It must be the first time in his life he ever did such a
thing of his own accord!”
When Mrs. Buzzell rose to go the doctor rose also, and,
as usual, gallantly accompanied her. The conversation
on the way was a little tiresome to the doctor, but his
heart was far too kind to permit him to show it, for he
knew that he was much esteemed by this patient, and he
pitied her lonely life. In answer to her complaints about
her digestion he said, “And you ate honey and hot bread
to-night. You should have eaten only a crust of bread,
and chewed it well.”
“Oh dear, no—that is, I am never troubled about what
I eat at your house. I can digest anything perfectly well
there; but everything disagrees with me at home. I have
told you that often, doctor,” she added, as if pained that
he should not remember.
33“Pardon me, I did not forget; but I thought I must
take that with a certain margin, as I am compelled to do
much that my women patients tell me; but I see I must
make you an exception, and the result is that my treatment
can do you no good. You need more excitement—a
larger life. While you live such a lonely way, medicines
are of little use. You see the doctor is a humbug, more
or less, and must be until he can prescribe changes in
the social conditions as well as of diet and climate. Anyway
considered, doctoring with drugs is more the business
of the charlatan than of the true scientist. The longer I
live the more I see the folly of patching up the stomach
and the liver when the true disease is in the soul.”
“Soul! why, doctor, I was afraid you did not believe
in the soul.”
“But I do, only you Christians and spiritualists, so
called, have such a beastly material conception of soul
that you can scarcely understand the scientific faith. Be
sure that I believe in the immortality of soul, but I know
that structure corresponds to function; that is the first
law of nature. Now the soul, as you conceive it, is not a
spiritual conception, but some kind of organization—a
ghost, in short, having functions, but the Devil himself
cannot define its structure.”
“Well, I am not a scientific person, doctor, so I will
not pretend I know much; but I think I know that the
only way to be happy is to keep as near to Christ as we
can.” After quite a long pause, during which doctor and
patient reached the little veranda porch of Mrs. Buzzell’s
home, she added, “Shall I keep on taking that cardiac
mixture, or would you recommend something else?”
“Nothing else,” he said, holding her hand a moment,
34“only a good-night kiss from your doctor.” This he added
gravely, and then pressed his grizzly moustache lightly first
upon one and then the other of his patient’s faded cheeks.
The prescription was quite new, though the doctor had
often kissed her forehead after sitting by her bed, talking
to her while holding her hand.
“Is this a general treatment?” asked Mrs. Buzzell
good-humoredly; “or am I an exception?”
“This is a special treatment, because specially indicated,”
he said. “You are thoroughly womanly in your
nature, and you really need the magnetism of affection.
You suffer more from your secluded life than most people
would. Good-night; I will call soon,” and with that he
left her. To the ordinary observer Mrs. Buzzell passed
as a formal prude, cold and unattractive, but in reality,
there was in her heart, an under-current of refined sensibility.
To be sure it would not have been safe or prudent,
at least, for any other man to attempt to kiss her
cheek as the doctor had done, but she knew there was no
guile in his heart, and she justly held his kindness and
his deep sympathy with her as a most precious treasure.
Coarse men are wont to scoff at the attraction women find
in ministers and physicians, especially women whose
social conditions are unfortunate; but the solution is
very simple: physicians, at least, generally know more of
human nature than other men do. This is true, of
course, only of those of the nobler moral type. No
others win the confidence of refined women, though their
vanity may blind them to the wide difference there is
between ordinary and extraordinary confidence, for every
physician, if not every priest, receives a certain amount
of confidence from the nature of his office. The physician
35of the high type to which Dr. Forest belongs, knows
to a certainty the amount of mutual sympathy existing
between their women patients and their husbands, when,
as is often the case, there is no verbal confession of
grievances; and even when, if such grievances exist, there
is special care taken to conceal them. The kind-hearted
and high-minded physician, especially if he be a man of
the world, as all great physicians have invariably been,
is the priestly confessor among Protestants. He no more
thinks of betraying the confidences of his patients than
the Catholic priest does those of the confessional. He is
not restrained from a feeling of honor—there is no restraint
in the case, for there is not the slightest temptation
to talk of such confidences. It is not in that way
that the physician regards them. He has received them
by the thousand, and they excite no wonder in his mind;
besides, who could understand them as he does? He
receives them seriously enough, for whatever the cause,
suffering is positive and demands his sympathy, and the
true physician accords it as by instinct. To the vulgar,
causes seem often very amusing. To the physician, he
who “dies of a rose in aromatic pain,” is none the less dead
than if hit by a cannon-ball.
When you see two men walking in the street, and
another in front of them trips and falls on the pavement,
watch the effect of the accident on the two men. If one
guffaws with amusement, and the other rushes to the
victim, helps him up with grave ceremony and sympathetic
words, you may draw this conclusion: the first is
an ignoramus, and very likely an American; the other is
a physician or a Frenchman; for as a rule the French
are incapable of seeing anything comical in an incident
36fraught with danger to a fellow-mortal. Not that American
men are less generous and kind-hearted than other
people, but they are ashamed of the imputation of
effeminacy, and consider it laudable to conceal the signs
of delicate sensibility.
Mrs. Buzzell could not probably have explained exactly
what it was in the character of Dr. Forest that made him
seem so unlike all other men. She would have naturally
called it religion, only the doctor was most unquestionably
different, in his views of social morality and “saving
grace,” from all the devout people she had ever known.
She thought herself a very strict believer in orthodox
dogmas, but in truth she would herself have rejected any
“scheme of salvation” that was not some way capable
of including him. Perhaps she could not see clearly how,
so she prayed for him constantly, and believed that God
would never suffer such purity of heart, and such devotion
to everything good and true, to go unrewarded. It
was clearly “unreasonable.” She could understand, she
thought, how good works might not count much in
themselves, but motives could never go for naught; and
the doctor’s motives were so nobly superior that they must
come by the grace of God. So on that rock she rested
her fears for the doctor’s salvation.
CHAPTER V. THE TATTOOING.
37
Two years are passed, and nothing that very specially
affects the doctor’s family has happened. The twins
go to school, quarrel with each other, as sisters generally
do, but they give Aunt Dinah less trouble. They have
grown far too considerate to attempt flavoring the hominy
with live kitten, an event which, for a very long time, she
constantly feared would be repeated. They are “as like
as two peas,” according to most people outside of the
family, though in fact, with the exception of their size
and dress, they do not much resemble each other. Leila
is a natural egotist, and has everything pretty much her
own way, for Linnie has no rights which her more positive
sister is inclined to respect. Linnie, who is much more
generous and affectionate than Leila, protests loudly
against the tyranny of her sister, “yells,” as Leila poetically
calls weeping, but in the end invariably yields.
Dan is about seventeen, and with Clara attends the
village high-school. His educational progress is of
the same order as that which distinguished him in the
old district-school spelling class, where the head was at
the wrong end of the room! To his loving mother he is
a vexation of spirit, though he is less awkward at table,
and he has learned to take off his hat, and with great
effort, and for a short time, to behave “like a gentleman’s
38son,” as she says. Still he finds Jim Dykes as irresistible
as ever, for the two are now endeared by one or two desperate
encounters, wherein the “science” acquired from
his worthy teacher had enabled Dan to prove himself
master. He was much prouder of this than he would
have been of any honor at the disposal of the high-school,
for the great bully, Jim Dykes, treated him with distinguished
respect.
One evening, when Mrs. Forest was sitting up for him,
as she always did, he came in very late. She reproved
him for passing his time in low company, whereupon he
stoutly defended the whole Dykes family on general principles.
This he had never done before. She was seriously
concerned, and when she spoke of Susie Dykes, he
answered insolently and went upstairs in a huff. When
the doctor entered, a little later, his wife appeared at the
head of the stairs, and asked him to come up to Dan’s
room, whither she had followed him, as she had often
done, to offer silent prayers at his bedside, when distrusting
all mortal power to guide him safely through the
temptations of youth. He was sleeping, as she expected;
but she had been diverted from her pious purpose by a sight
that turned all her maternal solicitude into indignation
and refined disgust. The doctor followed Mrs. Forest
into the boy’s room, where he lay asleep, as stalwart and
beautiful in form as any rustic Adonis could well be. He
had thrown the covering partially off, for it was warm,
and one of his incurable habits was to sleep entirely nude.
This the doctor said he had inherited from his old Saxon
ancestry, who always slept in that way.
The cause of his mother’s perturbation was soon perceived
by the doctor. This was a fresh tattooing on his
39left arm, extending quite from the elbow to the wrist. It
was abominably but clearly done, in blue and scarlet, the
design being two hearts spitted with a dart, between the
names Dan Forest and Susan Dykes.
“The young donkey!” said the doctor, laughing; and
on the way down-stairs he added, “This young America
is too fast for you, is he not, Fannie?”
“I must say you take it very coolly, doctor. Such a
shocking thing! To think of his disfiguring himself for
life in that way.” Mrs. Forest looked in despair.
“My dear, there’s nothing to be done. You must accept
the inevitable. What astonishes me is the precocity
of the rascal. See! nothing has ever given that boy any
enthusiasm in life. In school he’s a perfect laggard, and
though now past sixteen, cannot write a decent letter.
He has idled away his time, with no real interest in anything.
Now, here is born in him suddenly a new life,
and it so charms him that he disfigures himself for life,
as you say, in order to immortalize the sentiment, not
questioning for a moment that Susan Dykes will remain
so long as he lives the same divinity in his eyes that she
now seems. If we could only utilize such forces when
they appear! but under our present subversive social
system, they are as unmanageable as the unloosed affrites
of the Arabian Nights.”
Mrs. Forest looked bewildered. The doctor went on:
“Suppose this girl had been in Dan’s class and
superior to him intellectually (as she is in fact), and he
had to recite every day with her eyes upon him. Don’t you
see what a spur it would be to his learning his lessons?
The strongest motive would be to distinguish himself,
and so win her admiration. Well, Dan is your idol,
40Fannie. I confess I know nothing about him, nor how
to help him; but for Clara I am decided. She’s a child
after my own heart, and, by Heaven! she shall have a
chance. She shall not be sacrificed for want of anything
in my power to do for her. She must go to school, Fannie.
In a month the fall term commences at Stonybrook
College. There are no decent schools for girls, but that
I believe is about the best we have. Can you get her
ready, do you think?”
Mrs. Forest was amazed at this sudden decision, and
she answered despondently, “What am I to do without
Clara? she is so much help to me.”
“I know; but we must not spoil the girl’s future.
This is the beginning of the age of strong women, and
Clara is a natural student; besides she has a noble head
everyway. Time was when piano-playing, a little monochromatic
daubing, and an infinitesimal amount of book
lore, sufficed for a girl. That time is past. I want Clara
to develop her forces all she possibly can under the
present social conditions. She must be strong and self-supporting.”
“Why! don’t you expect her to marry?”
“No; that is, I don’t care. I’d as soon she would
not. As things go, sensible, educated, and self-poised
women are better single than married, even to the best
class of men. About every man is conscious that he’s a
tyrant; but slaves make tyrants. If there were no slaves
there would be no tyrants, but a great republic of equals.”
“Why, doctor! Have I not always been a good wife
to you?” and the tears came to her eyes.
This was so unexpected, that the doctor felt inclined
to laugh. He had been looking into vacancy as he talked,
41not dreaming that he was uttering words that could by
any possibility be turned into any personal application.
He had forgotten for a moment the fact that Mrs. Forest
was like many women, who never fail to see a personal
reflection in any comment upon woman’s culture or condition,
or upon anything unusual in household management.
Sometimes, for example, the bread bought at the
baker’s would prove unusually chippy and innutritious,
but never could the doctor remark the fact without hurting
his wife’s feelings, as if she had personally made the
bread and staked her reputation upon its giving perfect
satisfaction. The doctor knew well this weakness, but
had forgotten it for a moment. Had he been looking at
her while he talked, he would have tempered his voice or
words probably.
“A good wife, dear! of course you have,” he said,
caressing her, “though I have not quite forgiven you for
doubling my responsibilities.”
This was the doctor’s one marital teaze, which was so
comically effective that he could not resist repeating it,
occasionally, to hear her defend herself with the ingenuous
concern of one-half conscious of being in the wrong, yet
not knowing how. When this subject was exhausted, and
Mrs. Forest’s temporary grief also, the subject of sending
Clara to school was resumed. Mrs. Forest asked how it
could be accomplished. “It will cost so much,” she
said.
“Why, I am as rich as a Jew, Fannie,” he replied.
“Old Kendrick actually paid me to-day all his long
standing bill. You know I’ve just got him through a
horrid case of peritonitis,” he added, with an inward
chuckle, seeing that he had spoken ambiguously, and
42knowing that certain people are always anxious to know
the name of a disease, which generally satisfies their
curiosity in proportion to the incomprehensibility of the
term—“a serious case of peritonitis, and feeling very
comfortable to-day, but that his life was still in my
hands, he had an access of gratitude, and promised to pay
me every cent as soon as he got out of the house. I joked
him and declared that my only sure way to get my fees
was to dispatch him speedily, which I seriously thought
I would do on reflection, as the settlement would be certain
then. That joke did the business; for he made me
ring for the servant, whom he ordered to bring him his
writing materials, and then and there he made out a
cheque for the amount.”
“But, dear, you should first have a nice whole suit of
clothes yourself,” said Mrs. Forest.
“Oh no; I’ll get on well enough. I should feel too
much like a swell in a whole new suit.” In truth, the
good doctor had not experienced that luxury for years,
and his appearance was not a great many removes from
the condition known as “seedy;” but thanks to Mrs.
Buzzell’s devotion, he was always kept supplied with elegant
linen and hand-knit stockings for summer and
winter, which he always wore long and gartered above the
knee. In gloves he was somewhat extravagant, for he
held that a physician’s hands should be preserved sensitive
and fine to the touch; especially when he filled the
office of surgeon as well as physician, as most country
doctors do.
Dr. Forest’s medicaments in all ordinary cases were of
the most simple kind, and his rival, Dr. Delano, and even
old Dr. Gallup, were in much better repute at the druggists
43than he was, for his heart was always with the
poor, and to these he generally furnished most of the
medicines himself. He understood well the weakness of
uncultivated people, shown nowhere more signally than
in their faith in the potency of mysterious drugs; and
when he called for “two glasses, two-thirds filled with
fresh water,” he did it with an assumption of certainty
that convinced his patient that life or death might be in
those words, “two-thirds;” and when he emptied a
harmless powder, perhaps of magnesia or carbonate of
soda, into one and stirred it carefully, and then some
other equally innocuous substance into the other glass,
stirring each alternately, it was with an air that said
plainly, “Beware how you trifle with the time and the
manner of taking these!”
Though it can by no means be proved that the popular
and almost adored Dr. Forest gave bread pills and
innocuous medicines generally, yet it is exceedingly probable
that he did, and his marvelous success goes far by
way of corroboration. Apparently, he knew just what to
do in all cases. Water he insisted upon so mercilessly
that his patients became regularly habituated to taking a
warm bath while they waited for his visit. To the questions
of the better educated of his patients he used to
say, “Lord bless you, how do I know? Do you think
medicine a science whose every problem can be worked
out by a formula like those of algebra or geometry? We
knew precious little of the absolute value of medicines
when all that is incontrovertible is admitted and all the
rest rejected. One thing is certain, there is nowhere on
this two-cent planet at present the conditions for perfect
health, because there are nowhere the conditions for perfect
44happiness. Bless your heart! instead of being
decrepit and played out at seventy or eighty years, we
ought to be teaching boys how to turn double-back
somersaults, or making sonnets to fresh and beautiful
women who are great-grandmothers. Life, as we know it
now, is but a miserable travesty of the real destiny of our
race when we become integrally developed, and have
brought the planet thoroughly under our united control.
If a physician is up with the science of his time and a
true man, about all he can say honestly is: keep your
lungs, skin, liver, and kidneys in working order, lead an
active, temperate life, possess your soul in quiet, and
send for the doctor when you know you haven’t done
these and want to shove the responsibility off upon
him.”
He was severe to many of his patients, but so popular
that he had to manœuvre shrewdly to give the young
Dr. Delano a chance to establish himself. Among the
poor, the old, and especially the forlorn, like poor Mrs.
Buzzell, he made his longest visits; and where he knew
that love and sympathy were “indicated,” he gave them
freely, as in the case of this lonely woman. He often
caressed her thin hand after counting her pulse, held his
cool, soft, magnetic hand long upon her forehead; sometimes
closing her eyes thus while he talked gayly, told her
comical anecdotes in his life, which made her laugh, and
so stimulated some laggard function into working order.
CHAPTER VI. CLARA AT STONYBROOK COLLEGE.
45
“Stonybrook College” would have been
more appropriately, as well as more modestly,
termed Stonybrook School at the time Clara entered
it, for it was hardly more than a high-school for girls,
though it stood well among institutions for the education
of young ladies at a time when the equal education of
the sexes was deemed an utopian idea among most people.
It ranks much higher now that preparatory schools of a
nobler order have furnished a more advanced class of
students, and so more truly deserves the name, college.
It stands upon the summit of a grand swell of land overlooking
a large provincial city. The grounds are beautifully
wooded, and laid out in handsome lawns, gardens,
and groves. It boasts a really promising botanical
garden, and the practical instruction of the young ladies
in botany has always been well and systematically conducted.
Clara, after a short time, took the first place in
the botanical class, and in most of her studies.
There was one thing about this school which rendered
it unpopular among the superficial of society, who desire
only that their daughters shall secure the honor of graduating,
quite independent of the fact of the amount of
culture that such honor should presuppose. Very many
students who entered Stonybrook College never graduated,
46and there was for a long time a severe struggle
between the president and certain of the board of
directors on the question of lowering the standard required
for graduation. The latter argued that the first
requisite was to make the school popular; while the former,
a really learned and progressive spirit, maintained
that popularity secured by lowering the grade of requirements
would simply result in a primary school, by whatever
high-sounding name it might be called, and that
this was not the object of the founder, and moreover was
the sure method to destroy the nobler popularity that
should be aimed at. The president and his friends
finally carried the day, and it was this fact that determined
Dr. Forest to choose this institution for his
favorite child. She had now been a student there two
years.
It was June, and a Thursday afternoon holiday.
Through the groves and lawns the young girls promenaded
in twos and threes, conversing with that enthusiasm
about nothing which none but girls are capable of. When
deeply enough penetrating into the grove to be out of
sight of any “stray teacher,” as they would somewhat
disrespectfully say, they often familiarly twined their
arms about each others’ slender waists, and so continued
their walks, joining other groups from time to time.
Their conversation was of that lofty and learned order
which girls from twelve to seventeen, in female colleges,
naturally assume. It may not be amiss to take up a little
time with a sample:
Nettie.—“Still two whole months before vacation! I
declare, I shall die before the time comes.”
Hattie.—“I don’t think it seems so long. I do wish,
47Nettie, you had taken geometry this term. You’ve no
idea how nice it is.”
Nettie.—“Thank you. Algebra is quite enough to
drive me distracted. You are one of the strong-minded,
you know. You just cram a few of your sines and cosines
into my head, along with the surds and reciprocals
already there, if you want to see a raving, incomprehensible
‘idgeot,’ as you call it.”
Hattie.—“I never pronounced it so in my life. You
are the one to mispronounce words, and to make mistakes
too. Why, you’ve just been talking of sines and cosines
of geometry. Those are terms of trigonometry. Don’t
you know it?”
Nettie.—“No; and what is more, I don’t care. If I
had my way, I’d just burn all the algebras in the college.”
Carrie.—“I’m glad you haven’t your way, then. I
think algebra perfectly splendid.”
Hattie.—“I like algebra too, but geometry is more interesting.
I think it perfectly lovely.”
Nettie.—“I don’t believe either of you. Mathematics
are a horrid bore anyway.”
Hattie.—“Mathematics are! O shade of Goold
Brown!”
Nettie.—“Well, that ought to be correct. You
wouldn’t say the ‘scissors is,’ would you?”
Hattie.—“I would if I wanted to, carissima mia.”
Carrie.—“You never call me Carissima, Hattie.”
Hattie.—“You see, you are Carrie in the positive, not
cara, so you can’t be carissima in the superlative. Why
don’t you laugh at my pun, you owls?”
Nettie.—“You don’t give time enough. I was just
48bringing my powerful mind to a focus on the punning
point when you interrupted.”
Carrie.—“I was thinking of the dear, kind, old Signore
Pozzese.”
Hattie.—“Mercy! Spare the adjectives. I had no
idea you were so in love with that precious Italian professor;
but you need not set your cap for him. He has
no eyes but for one, and that is Signorina Clara. Everybody
can see he’s lost his heart to her.”
Carrie.—“I can’t endure that Clara Forest. She puts
on such airs of dignity and general superiority. Why,
here she comes! I hope she didn’t hear me.”
Clara approached, reading aloud, but in a low monotone,
from a little book. She did not notice the trio until
close upon them. They greeted her kindly; and Carrie,
who a moment before could not “endure” her, was specially
sweet in her manner. But we should not be too
severe upon Carrie’s hypocrisy. Most of us have been
guilty of the same inconsistency in one or another form.
These were all nice girls, aye, and bright girls too, naturally,
despite their opinions upon algebra and geometry.
When we consider the paucity of conditions for high culture
that young women may command, we should wonder,
not that they are so frivolous, but that they so often rise
above the petty ambitions of fashionable life.
Clara passed on, after a few pleasant words, and sat
down in a quiet nook to finish her book. It was the
Jaques of George Sand; and as she read on she was
deeply moved by the masterly rendering of the hopeless
passion of the hero, and especially by his heroic sacrifice
to his wife. Being thoroughly absorbed by her reflections
and emotions, she did not hear the light step of Miss
49Marston, her favorite teacher, who came and sat down beside
her.
“My dear, what have you been reading?” she asked.
Clara handed her the book frankly, knowing well it would
not be approved, for George Sand was one of the tabooed
authors in Stonybrook.
“I am grieved to find you reading such books, Miss
Forest,” said the teacher, looking very gravely at the
pupil. Miss Marston’s home was in a town near Oakdale,
and she had known Dr. Forest by reputation quite
well. She knew of his omnivorous literary tastes, and
was wondering if his daughter had not possibly inherited
them.
Clara answered, looking straight in Miss Marston’s
clear brown eyes, “I am sorry you are grieved—very
sorry; but I cannot see why such a book as this should
be classed with those unfit to be read.” And she blushed
deeply, as girls will from a thousand different emotions.
“See how you blush while you say it,” said Miss Marston,
in a tone of real severity.
“I blush at everything,” replied Clara, angry at the
weakness; “but I would not say what I do not think—most
certainly I would not to you.”
“Where did you obtain this book?”
“One of the students lent it to me.”
“Which one?”
“I must not say, because she asked me to not tell, and
I promised. I wish I had not, for I do not like to confess
this promise to you.” Clara was sorely troubled.
She knew this teacher had a real affection for her, as, indeed,
all her teachers had, for she was frank and straightforward
always, never shirked any task, and was the life
50of all recitations in which she took part. She asked questions
and explanations innumerable, and would never quit
studying any difficult point until she had thoroughly
mastered it. Such pupils are ever the delight and the
support of the faithful teacher; and no matter whether
personally sympathetic, or charming in other ways, they
are sure to be honored and treated with great consideration
by any teacher worthy of the name. There is no
surer test of a teacher’s utter incapacity than that his
favorites are the pretty, wheedling shirks of the classroom.
Miss Marston was silent for a little time after Clara’s
expression of regret, and then she said kindly, “That is
well said, Clara. Of course, you must keep your promise;
but do you not see that you were wrong to borrow a book
which your fellow-student was ashamed to have known
she possessed?”
“I cannot say she was ashamed of having this book.
I feel certain that if she had read it as carefully as I
have, she would not have made the request. I could
never be ashamed to own such a book as this.”
“That is no argument. You are too young and inexperienced
to judge of books, and when your teachers forbid
the reading of certain kinds of literature, it is because
they know that their influence is baneful. Remember the
old adage, ‘Touch pitch and be defiled.’”
“But I am sure this is not pitch,” Clara answered,
spiritedly; “and I do not think there is so much wisdom
in that old saying—or at least it is often misapplied.
My mother used to make a great effort to keep Dan and
me from playing with certain children; but my father always
declared that we ought to play with poor, neglected
51children, who sought our society; because, as he said, if
our manners were more gentle than theirs, the result
would be a culture to them which we had no right to
withhold. When my mother quoted this adage, he used
to say, ‘Pitch will not stick to ice,’ meaning that the
badness of these children would not hurt us if we loved
the good and the beautiful, and sought it everywhere, as
he had taught us to do.”
“Then you wish me to understand, I presume, that
you set your judgment against mine, and will read pernicious
books if it pleases you to do so?”
Clara looked hurt by this, and her faith in Miss Marston
received a shock. Why could not this good, wise
teacher understand at once, without so many words? By
yielding graciously, Clara was sure of caressing words and
the old mutual trust. She was tempted to do so, because
her love of approval by those she admired was a strong
passion. While different motives struggled for control,
she remembered certain words of Dr. Forest, in his last
conversation with her, in his study, the evening before
she left, when he had held her on his knees and talked to
her very seriously upon many matters, some of which he
had never broached before. “Be magnanimous always to
those who fail,” he had said; but Clara had never dreamed
that one of her teachers would be “weighed in the balance
and found wanting.” She had at the time thought only
of her class-mates, who might fail in many ways. So
when she spoke, as she did after a little pause, she had
determined to rise or fall in her teacher’s estimation, as
she must, by the expression only of the best and most
honest sentiments of her heart.
“You have been so good to me, Miss Marston,” she
52said, and her words came with some difficulty—“you
must know I am anxious to keep your good opinion of
me; but I must be true to myself, and I will. I cannot
think nor feel that this book is not good and moral. It
has wakened my best feelings. In the story the wife,
Fernande, ceases to love her husband, and loves some
one else. The reader must feel the deepest sympathy
for poor Jaques, who dies that he may not stand
in the way of his wife’s happiness. I constantly felt, as
I read, that if I were Fernande, I would torture myself
sooner than let myself grow cold to such a grand, noble
creature as Jaques. I am perfectly sure, if I were ever
in a like position, I should be much more careful to take
the wisest course from having read this book.”
“You are very different from other girls, Clara. It
will not make you vain to tell you that you are eminently
superior to most of them; but I fear you lack respect for
your elders. You are self-willed; but I know you wish
to do right. We will say no more about it;” and she
took the young girl’s hand in both hers and caressed it
softly. Love always won Clara. She was a creature
of tender emotions; to see Miss Marston yielding
touched her profoundly, and she said quickly, her eyes
full of tears, “I must do just right about this, or I shall
be horridly unhappy. You have known papa many years,
and he spoke of you in the highest praise; but I have
found you nobler and better than even he could tell me.
You know he is what they call a liberal—a ‘free-thinker,’
as some say—and he is so just and noble in all his words
and acts that I believe he must be right in his principles,
though mamma does not think so. I know that you too
are a ‘liberal’”—Miss Marston started—“O, I know. I
53have often heard you talking to other teachers, and I notice
you take the very views that my father does of many
things. Now, I will tell you what I will do. Will you
promise me one little thing without asking what it is?”
“That, I should say, is something for me to do instead
of you.”
“Well, it is preliminary to what I am to do.”
“I never do that, Clara—well, yes, I promise you, provided
always it is not something absolutely absurd.
What do you wish?”
“You said you had not read Jaques. I want you to
read it carefully, just as I have done, and then if, in your
judgment, it is a bad book for me to have read, I promise
while I remain here to read nothing without your
permission.”
Miss Marston crammed the brochure into her dress
pocket, saying, “I like your trust in me, but you will be
disappointed. I shall be forced to condemn, I know;
but I will be fair; and now please to be careful how you
call me a liberal. It is a very equivocal compliment for
a lady.”
“Are not angels liberals?” asked Clara, smiling, the
little wrinkles gathering about her pretty eyes as she
spoke.
“I am not acquainted with the private opinions of that
fraternity,” said Miss Marston, wondering what next.
“Because if you are, I always call you a liberal.” Miss
Marston smiled, kissed Clara’s cheek, and walked on.
She was a good little woman, who had drank rather
deeply at the bitter fountains of life. She was in a
safe haven now, and being a studious and conscientious
teacher, did her work nobly and well.
CHAPTER VII. DAN’S BUSINESS OPERATIONS.
54
Oakdale some years ago was a very old-fashioned
village, built around the traditional “common,”
facing which were two taverns, one called the “Rising
Sun,” several country stores, a printing-office, many residences,
more or less elegant, and the Congregationalist
church. The Methodist was on a side street, and the
Universalist, which had once occupied a position on the
common itself, had been moved off to satisfy the tastes,
and possibly the prejudices, of the citizens; for the Universalist
was not the popular church of Oakdale, though
its preachers generally “drew” well, the doctor said,
among the floating population, and those who stubbornly
refused to identify themselves with any sect whatever.
Dr. Forest went sometimes to this unpopular church,
but Mrs. Forest was a staunch member of the Congregationalist—the
only one having any pretence to respectability
in her eyes. In time Oakdale changed wonderfully,
and some two years after Clara’s entrance into Stonybrook
College, it had become quite a manufacturing
centre, for the railroad had brought new vitality into the
old-fashioned town. It was now a city; boasted two
rival newspapers, three paved thoroughfares, and several
nice brick sidewalks. The doctor’s business shared the
common prosperity. Mrs. Forest delighted her soul in the
55multiplying cares incident upon the gratification in some
degree of her social ambition. The twins were quite
large girls, attending school in the village. Leila, who
boasted that she was the elder, as she was by an hour or
so, led her sister by the nose, figuratively speaking, being
pretty and selfish, and therefore a tyrant. These precious
sisters quarreled from their cradle up; yet they were
attached to each other by a bond, not so palpable but
hardly less effective, than that uniting the famous
Siamese brothers, for they pined if separated for a single
day; though their reunion was often followed by a disagreement
that ended in fiery recrimination, if not in
uprooted curls. Oh, those twins! Nature had somehow
so exhausted herself in producing their bodies that
there was no force left for their souls, which Dinah
“clar’d to God” were wholly wanting. This was not
true of Linnie, at least, for she was generally sweet in
her temper, as well as kind and obliging, when in her
best moods.
The Dykes family had broken up—gone no one knew
or cared whither, all except Susie, who was left to shift
for herself in the old house that had been their home.
Here the doctor found her one day, weeping for her good-for-nothing
brother, who, if report said truly, had good
reasons for not appearing in Oakdale. The doctor at
once cheered her heart by bidding her stop crying, and
trust him as her friend. His kindness drew from her the
fact, that Mrs. Dykes was only her step-mother, and Jim
no relation whatever. Her father, a wretched victim of
intemperance, had been dead for years, and poor Susie’s
condition was forlorn in the extreme; and yet, for some
reason which she did not explain, she seemed exceedingly
56loth to quit the place and go with the doctor to his
home. He finally prevailed, however, and Mrs. Forest,
who was first shocked at the doctor’s step—he “would
do such strange things”—soon found Susie very useful,
and the temporary asylum, that the doctor had asked
his wife to extend to the girl, grew finally permanent.
To Susie it was a new and better world; and as
she loved Dan with all her lonely little heart, she served
his family with devotion. Everything belonging to him
was sacred in her eyes.
Dan, meanwhile, had disappeared some weeks from the
paternal roof, having given notice to his mother of his
intention to leave a few days before that event. Still she
did not believe he could do such a thing, and when it
occurred, she was sorely troubled, though he was, as he
said, old enough to take care of himself. She had long
since been compelled to abandon her cherished hopes for
her first-born. He could not apply himself in school,
and always laid the blame of his low grade upon the
teacher, or upon some circumstance for which he, Dan, was
wholly irresponsible. In the art of excuses he was perfect,
and had been from his earliest years. These he gave in a
glib, ready manner, looking up with frank eyes that never
failed to deceive a stranger. He had as many projects as
there were days in the year. At one time he would be a
jeweler, and the doctor secured him a position where he
might learn the trade. This he gave up in a week, and
so with many other schemes, until his father was utterly
discouraged; but he never uttered a word of blame, knowing
well that Dan could no more change his nature than
could the leopard his spots. When he left home, therefore,
the doctor comforted his wife, assuring her that it
57was a good thing for Dan to strike out for himself, and
that he was sure to return some day when she least expected
it; and so he did—horror of horrors! He turned
up one day on a peddler’s cart, and entering the house in
his usual unceremonious way, solicited patronage for his
unconscionably varied wares. Mrs. Forest came near
fainting, but Dan greatly enjoyed horrifying her. He was
not so satisfied with the effect upon the doctor, who said
kindly, “My son, I would rather see you an honest peddler
than a dishonest statesman.” These words rang in
Dan’s ears. It seemed, then, that he could satisfy his
father’s hopes for him by peddling Yankee notions and
tin kettles! Nothing that had ever happened to Dan
had really touched his self-conceit like this. He made
no answer but a low whistle.
It was a quaint picture, there in the large old sitting-room.
The doctor sat by the grate smoking his little
Gambier clay pipe, with a goose’s wing-bone for a stem.
Dan, rosy with health and strength, and long riding in the
open air, whip in hand, his pantaloons inside his bootlegs,
and Mrs. Forest hanging upon his muscular arm,
a little pained that her son seemed so indifferent to her
tenderness—a tenderness so great that she had not even
noticed yet the disposition of the legs of his trowsers!
He got away from his mother’s caresses as soon as he
could without positive rudeness, for well he knew that
there was “metal more attractive” in the house somewhere;
having kept up a correspondence with Susie as
well as was practicable with his being constantly moving
from town to town. His mother would have something
brought in for him to eat;—no, he would go into the
kitchen and have Dinah give him something. He would
58much prefer that. Mrs. Forest did not once think of
Susie, or perhaps she would have followed him. Certainly
she would, had she known that Dinah was making
an elaborate search for eggs in the barn. So Dan found
Susie alone, and the meeting was very demonstrative, on
his side at least. He held her pressed like a vise in his
strong arms, making her both happy and wretched at
once—happy at the rude proofs of his affection, and
wretched lest her love for him should be discovered.
Hearing steps he released her, and said he had come for
something to eat. Susie, too full of joy at meeting the
one being in the world who loved her, to know what she
was about, brought Dan a plate of soda-biscuits, and then
stopped to look at him. He crunched two or three between
his strong white teeth, interspersing the operation
with more kisses, and then Dinah was observed approaching
the house. Susie disappeared into the pantry, conscious
of the tell-tale blushes flushing her whole face.
“Lor bress you honey, I’se glad to see ye. I knowed
ye hadn’t runned away.”
“You knew I’d turn up like a bad penny, Dinah. So
I have, but I’m off again directly. I say, Susie,” he
called, “if I’ve to eat any more of these crackers, do bring
me some coffee, or a ramrod, or something to help get
them down.”
“Lor sakes! Massa Dan, who gived ye such trash?”
and bustling about she made him sit down, while she
placed before him every delicacy she could lay her hands
on. Susie, meanwhile, went on with her work quite
unconscious of his presence, Dinah thought; but Mrs.
Forest, coming in soon after, did not fail to notice the flush
on Susie’s face, and to attribute it to Dan’s presence; so
59when he would not bring his peddler’s cart around to the
barn, out of sight of prying eyes, nor stay even an hour
longer, she did not press him much. Clearly he was
better away, now that Susie Dykes was a fixture in the
family, but she insisted upon his giving her a private
interview after the doctor had been called away to his
patients. She talked to him of religion, of duty, urged
him to give up this peddling as unworthy of his talents,
and above all things to avoid low connections. Not one
word did she utter directly of that which lay nearest her
heart, though Dan knew well what she meant by low
connections. In brief, he was bored by his mother’s
“preaching,” though he listened passively enough, but
felt infinitely relieved when he mounted his cart and
drove off, covertly throwing a kiss to Susie, who was
watching him by the curtain edge of an upper window.
In fact, Dan had never led so free and easy a life before,
and his adventures furnished matter to delight
Susie’s heart; for under an assumed name he wrote her
very constantly for a long time. After a while he gave
up peddling, and became a brakeman on a railroad. This
for a time filled his ambition, like a goblet, to the brim.
But his income was decidedly small, and would never
permit him to put enough by to marry Susie and run
away with her, a feat he had long desired to accomplish.
Clearly New England was a slow place for making money,
when a fellow had nothing to commence on. If he only
had this something to start with, he would succeed in
any kind of mercantile operation. He had a talent for
business. He had proved it by a successful enterprise
when he was ten years old. This enterprise was the buying
of some young ducks with money that the doctor had
60given him. They grew and flourished on corn and other
food that cost Dan nothing, and when they were ready
for market, he sold them to his mother at a high price,
and ate them himself! This operation had often been
quoted by the doctor to dampen Dan’s ardor when he
wanted money to commence business for himself. The
doctor knew the volatile nature of his boy, and that he
would not succeed unless conditions were about as favorable
as in the duck enterprise. Still the good doctor had
done much for Dan, being willing to buy him all the experience
he could possibly afford, and he regretted that
this was so little; but he must, as he told Dan, look out
for his girls; boys could rough it, and learn prudence and
forecast by experience. This was on the occasion of Dan’s
next visit home, when he was wild with the desire to set
up a livery stable, with the secret idea of finally doing a
“big thing” in fast horses. This part, however, he concealed.
The doctor having been able to put by a little
sum for his “girls” during the past few years, was almost
persuaded to yield and start Dan in his new business
scheme; but this time Mrs. Forest’s entreaties and tears
prevailed, at least for the time; not that she believed
wholly that Dan would fail, but keeping a stable was
such a disreputable thing in her eyes. It was so closely
and inevitably connected with drinking and fast young
men, both of which, to her horror, she had found that he
had a taste for, though not as yet developed to any alarming
extent.
When, therefore, the doctor got ready to give his final
answer, Dan was disposed to be quite saucy. He told his
father that “other fellows” were not expected to get a
61start in the world without help, and that if Clara had
wanted such assistance it would be forthcoming.
“Well, Dan,” replied the doctor, rising and falling
softly on his heels, as he stood with his back to the fire,
in his little study, “I think you may be right. If Clara
wanted to go into the horse business on graduating from
Stonybrook, I think I should lay no straw in her way.
By Jove! I think she’d succeed, though.”
“Succeed!” Dan echoed, in contempt. This irritated
the doctor a little.
“Yes, sir, succeed. I think she would. She has ten
times the brains of any young fellow I know. Women
are going into business now-a-days, and considering their
want of business experience, their success is marvelous.
I can’t say I’d prefer the horse business for Clara, but I
hope to Heaven she will take up with something beside
matrimony. Girls have a poor show as things are, and a
father feels bound to look out for them first.”
“I don’t see it”—answered Dan, somewhat irreverently—“I
think girls have a much better show than
we have;” and he sat down, with the back of a chair
between his legs, and went on: “I don’t see anything
much easier than to sit in the parlor, drumming on
the piano until the richest fellow comes along, then nab
him.”
“Good God!” exclaimed Dr. Forest. “You envy
them that fate, do you? How would you like some rich
woman to offer to give you her name, and to keep you
during good behavior; that is, as long as you remained
devoted to her, faithful, and the rest? What would you
say to such an offer?”
Dan laughed aloud at the picture, but said, with some
62laudable confusion, “If you want my honest opinion, sir,
I shouldn’t like to swear. I could stand the test.”
This answer took the doctor unawares, and he lost his
gravity at once. Besides, being a true believer in the absolute
equal rights of all human beings, the case had not
seemed half so shocking as he would have it appear to
Dan. His conscience accused him, and he said, smiling,
“Well, my boy, I like your frankness. I heard a witty
woman say once that if men, with their present moral
standard, were suddenly to be transformed into women,
they would all be on the town in a week. The fact is,
neither sex should be kept by the other. Independence,
honest self-support, by honest, productive industry, is the
thing for women as well as men;” and as the doctor
turned to empty his pipe into the grate, he asked Dan
how much money he wanted to establish his livery business.
Dan explained, with minute detail, just how matters
stood, how fortunate the opening, how little the investment
required, how certain the success. The doctor
promised the funds, confessing at the same time that he
had little faith, but that he could not endure that his son
should think his father lacking in the desire to help him.
“I much prefer you should think me a fool, my boy, than
that you should believe me cold-blooded and calculating
in my dealings with any one.”
Now the thing was done, the doctor had to meet his
wife and try to convince her, what he did not believe himself,
that he had acted wisely. He failed miserably, and
she wore an injured, martyr air for days, not at all comforted
by his justification, which was the old saw, “Experience
keeps a dear school, but fools will learn in no
other.” Dan would not be persuaded to change his mind
63and enter some other business. He talked of horses till
she was glad to drop the subject; and in three months
had lost everything. The doctor paid his debts, but said
not one word of reproach, and Dan went back to the railroad,
fully persuaded that he would have made money
enough could he only have had more to throw away.
CHAPTER VIII. PHILOSOPHY VANQUISHED.
64
One night, some months before Clara’s final return
from Stonybrook, the doctor returned home weary
and “cross,” as he said. To the twins this used to mean
that he was not in the humor to enjoy their clambering
over him; but they felt themselves young ladies now,
and “cross” meant that the doctor hoped they had done
their piano practising during the day. Their torturing
the piano was something endless and excruciating, but
the doctor bore all domestic annoyances with the kind,
long-suffering spirit that characterized the good family
man—the great man, indeed—that he really was.
Women are beginning to see the folly of allowing their
“lords” to write the biographies of great men, and are
gradually taking the task upon themselves. When they
do their full share of this work, there will be found in
history many pigmies that would have swelled to colossi
under the pens of their own sex; for their claims to the
honor of greatness as moral forces will be judged by the
way they treat women, specially and generally. A man
may be great in a particular sense, if he is nothing but a
military or political leader, or profound as a scientist; but
he can never be great integrally as a man, if he lacks tenderness,
justice, or faith in humanity. Men who are very
tender as lovers, and deeply sensitive to the influence of
65women, usually have the reputation among brutal men
of being “hen-pecked”—a word never found in the
vocabulary of refined people.
On this occasion, as the doctor’s family sat down to
tea, Mrs. Forest enquired after the health of Mrs. Buzzell,
whom the doctor had been visiting regularly for many
days. She was more comfortable, the doctor said.
“I don’t think,” remarked Mrs. Forest, “that her illness
would endure so long if Dr. Delano attended
her.”
“Oh, ho! A reflection upon my professional skill,”
said the doctor, wiping the creamy tea from his grizzly
moustache; but he added, laughing, “If there is anything
Mrs. Buzzell enjoys, it is a good long serious illness.”
“That is because you pet her so. I think she is a
ridiculous old thing.”
“That is not kind, Fannie. I don’t see how you can
speak so of a good old friend like that. We ought never
to forget that she is somewhat enfeebled by age, and
really has no one to care for her.”
“I don’t see that that is any reason why you should
make a martyr of yourself.”
“Oh, I do not. It is pleasant to me to see her faded
eyes light up when I enter the room. I know I am the
medium of a great consolation to her; and giving happiness
should make us happy always.”
“Really! You are quite tender to your interesting
patient.”
“Fannie, you disgust me,” he said, setting his cup
down emphatically. “If this infernal world chooses to be
cruel and mean, to laugh at those who are pining for
66sympathy and love—you ought to be capable of better
sentiments.” The doctor added a more vehement word.
“What! profanity? You do pain me so by your
violent way of speaking,” complained the doctor’s wife.
“There!” said Leila, “papa is really getting cross;”
and lancing a confident saucy look at her father, whose
crossness had no terrors for her, she seized her gentler-willed
sister and waltzed her out of the room to the
accompaniment of “Good riddance, you sauce-box,” from
the doctor, and a stately rebuke from Mrs. Forest. When
they were alone, Mrs. Forest repeated in other words her
last remark to the doctor, who answered—
“Yes, I know I am always giving you pain when I
remind you of your want of sympathy except for those
who are a part of you. One’s children are not all the
world, and to love only them is narrow and selfish. Suffering,
wherever we find it, has claims upon us.”
“Charity begins at home,” said Mrs. Forest, sententiously.
“Yes; begins, but it should not end there. I have
been wondering every day why you do not go and
see Mrs. Buzzell, knowing how lonely she is, with no
society but that of her old servant.” Now Mrs. Forest
was indeed intending to go and sit awhile with her old
friend, and carry her some dainties; but she did not feel
in a gracious mood, and would not confess it. She said
rather, “She has too much of your society to miss mine,
I think.”
This was exasperating. The doctor rose, and Mrs.
Forest touched the spring of the table-bell. “Somehow
you will forever dance in a pint-pot; you cannot see anything
in a broad light,” he said, “and Leila is going to
67be just like you. She requires nice dresses, a little music,
a little flattery, a good deal of sentimental, unchristlike
piety, and her cup runneth over. A grand life, a grand
emotion, will never come to her. It would burst her like
a soap-bubble, as it would you, to do anything not set
down as proper by your set.”
“I should like to know some of your women who see
things in a broad light. Who are they?”
“Well,” said the doctor, after a pause, “it is no use to
cite examples. Most of them have someway outraged
Mrs. Grundy, and you would not believe in them.”
“Yes; I suppose, in order to see things in a broad
light,” said Mrs. Forest, contemptuously pronouncing the
words, “one must become disreputable. Thank you; I
prefer a good reputation, and what you are pleased to
call a pint-pot dance.”
“By ——,” exclaimed the doctor, excitedly, “I do
believe the first condition for the development of broad
sympathies for humanity in a woman’s heart is the loss
of respectability as defined by hypocrites and prudes.”
Mrs. Forest looked horrified; but the entrance of Susie
to remove the tea-things in answer to the bell, prevented
her reply. As Susie went on with her work noiselessly,
avoiding the slightest clatter of cups and spoons, the doctor
continued, watching her movements as he spoke:
“We should cultivate a feeling of unity with all nature,
of which we are a part. That will force us out of our
narrow lives, and make happiness possible to us only
when all around us are happy. The inculcation of this
sentiment of unity is so important, that we cannot overestimate
it, for it will lead to grand association schemes
for the amelioration of mankind. There are people in
68this town to-day, who labor hard from year to year, and
yet want the conditions for a decent life; children who
never have the chance of seeing a fine picture, or wearing
a pretty suit of clothes.”
“I know that is very sad, but your free-thinkers do
nothing for them. It is the ladies of our church who
carry food and clothing to the children of the poor.” Mrs.
Forest, as she said this, noticed something in her husband’s
face which made her add, “You know, my dear, I
always except you.”
“Why,” said the doctor, “here are the Unitarians, all
free-thinkers, according to your creed, for they do not
accept your orthodox scheme of salvation; but you can’t
deny they do more for the poor than all the orthodox in
the country. Take the firm of Ely & Gerrish, one a
Unitarian and the other a Deist, as they call him; they
have built a magnificent home for their workmen, whereby
they are provided with many of the luxuries of wealth,
and at about the cost of ordinary lodgings. How much
nobler it is to help people to independence than to inculcate
the spirit of begging, by your small charities!”
“We can’t all build workingmen’s homes, like Ely &
Gerrish,” said Mrs. Forest, “but that should not hinder
us from doing what we can.”
“I admit the worthiness of your motives, and the temporary
good you do; but it is none the less true that it
degrades the being to be the recipient of charity. No;
charity don’t work, as a social system. The poor-house
don’t work. The orphan asylum don’t work. Now, to
one who has the scientific method in his examination of
social problems, the moment a system don’t work, he
69knows it is wrong. Then the first duty is to discover
why it don’t, and substitute a better.”
“All of which is very easy—in words,” said Mrs.
Forest.
“In words!” echoed the doctor. “Why, we are doing
it literally every day. Take the steam-engine and the
telegraph. When the necessity arose for more rapid transportation,
we tried awhile to breed faster and stronger
horses, make better wagons and roads, but we found that
did not work, and so we substituted the steam-car and
the railroad; so with the postal system, the telegraph
and the steam printing-press.”
Mrs. Forest saw that the doctor held a strong position
logically, so she waived the question by giving some final
orders to Susie about work for the next morning, and then
dismissed her summarily. When she was gone the doctor
said, “Do you think you are as kind to that poor child as
you ought to be?”
“Dear me! what next?” answered Mrs. Forest, with
a sigh. “Yes, I think I am. I give her time to sew for
herself, and she has a good home. I must say she behaves
remarkably well, considering her bringing up.”
“I am greatly interested in her,” the doctor said. “I
wish Clara was here. That’s a girl after my own heart,
you know. Clara has the true democratic—that is, the
true human spirit. She would pity this lonely Susie, and
help her to have some object in life.”
“Object in life! Why, what better object can she have
than to behave herself, and be happy by doing her duty?”
Mrs. Forest, with her “little hoard of maxims,” was
armed at all points. It was as hard to grapple with her
as with a porcupine. She was so utterly different from
70the doctor in her way of looking at things, that it is hard
to do her justice. The doctor’s radical ideas had always
alarmed her, and it had troubled her exceedingly to find
that Clara delighted in just those radical notions that
were her horror. It was clear, too, that Clara wrote her
mother from duty—short, dutiful, correct, and very commonplace
notes. To her father she scrawled long, rapid,
charmingly frank and interesting letters, signing herself
always “Papa’s Own Girl.” To her mother she
invariably subscribed herself, “Your affectionate daughter,”
which indeed Mrs. Forest considered in rather
more ladylike taste, but she was a little jealous all the
same.
When Mrs. Forest gave her opinion, in such a decided
manner, about Susie’s duty, the doctor paused awhile and
filled his pipe in an absent kind of way, holding his box
of tobacco with some difficulty, so as to not disturb
“Hommie,” the cat, who would jump upon his knee whenever
he sat down. Mrs. Forest was never troubled with
such familiarity on the part of Hommie, so named by the
twins in honor of his perilous adventure in the hominy
pot when a kitten. “Doing one’s duty,” the doctor said,
“is not all there is of life. This Susie must feel the need
of friends sadly. I wish you would take more interest in
her, Fannie—talk to her and gain her sympathy.”
“I don’t care to talk to her much, and she don’t care
to hear me.”
“That is because you talk to her about saving her
soul—a subject about which she knows just as much as
you do. Of course, it must bore her. Talk to her of
herself; get her to read, and to take interest in some
subject.”
71“She’s not very intellectual,” replied Mrs. Forest,
laconically.
“What!” said the doctor. “Why, she’s as bright as
a dollar. See what a fine head she has!”
“Very likely. I don’t believe in heads, as you do.
Some of the most stupid people I know are all head.”
“Ah! quality as well as quantity must be considered.
In this case the quality is good.”
“I have not much hope for her. To be sure she goes
to church, but I think it may be from the fear of displeasing
me if she stays at home.”
“I am sorry she goes at all from that motive,” said the
doctor.
“When Dan is here, she stays at home evenings, and
I notice how she looks at him. When he is not here
she often goes out in the evening. I’m sure I don’t know
where she goes nor what she does.”
“Well, don’t be meanly suspicious. I know the girl’s
heart is right. What can you expect? You treat her
like a menial, and she feels it. She does your bidding
because it means her daily bread, and because she has
lost her heart to Dan. Poor little thing! That’s the
saddest of all. She’s happy if she can only look at him;
but otherwise finding no companions, no sympathy here,
of course she seeks the few acquaintances she has outside,
in the hope of answering this need—a need as imperative
as that for food or air. You will some time find that it
is a misfortune that you cannot take her into your heart
and help her more. Let her think that Dan is the only
creature that cares for her, and she will come to depend
too much upon his regard, which I doubt not is already
on the wane.”
72“Yes; I think he would like to erase that abominable
tattooing. Silly boy!”
“I’m not sure but that is the evidence of the best impulse
that ever swayed him.”
“Mercy! doctor, how can you talk so? How would
you like your only son to marry such a person?”
“He might do worse,” answered the doctor, decidedly.
This was too much for Mrs. Forest’s patience—too
much for adequate expression in decorous words; so she
folded her sewing, and left the doctor to the cat and his
pipe.
CHAPTER IX. THE LION’S DEN.
73
Susie Dykes was a little woman even among the
rather diminutive. She had pretty soft grey
eyes, a slender, well-shaped waist, and a wealth of light
yellow hair. The pretty and simple way she arranged
it the doctor had often noticed. She combed it straight
back, twisted a part of it into a heavy coil, which she
passed over the top of her round head, carrying the end
back, and braiding it in with the rest to form a knot, fastened
low with a comb. It was a very pretty, Quakerish
coiffure, but very becoming. Considering the low family
from which she came, the quiet and even distinguished
air about her was marvelous. Mrs. Forest could not
understand it, and so she refused to admit its existence.
The doctor always spoke to Susie with great gentleness;
but as the twins snubbed her, and his wife’s dignified
coldness oppressed her heavily, he forbore to be as
familiarly kind with her as he wished, lest the contrast
should make her dislike his wife and daughters. But he
went as far as he thought prudent. Once he told her
that her ears were as pretty as Clara’s; a compliment
that little Susie never ceased to be proud of. Lately, by
the doctor’s influence, Mrs. Buzzell, now recovered from
her illness, had become quite interested in Susie, and
had helped her about her wardrobe, which showed
74want of means, though not of mending, for Susie was
naturally neat about everything. Mrs. Forest gave her
due credit for this, knowing that the instruction that she
must have received from Mrs. Dykes was none of the best.
Poor Susie’s child-life had been a sad one, like the lives
of the children of the poor generally; and she was happier
now than she had ever been, despite the cold, unsympathetic
relation she bore to Mrs. Forest, whom she
longed to love like a daughter; for whatever belonged to
Dan, was precious in her eyes. She was naturally very
bright, as the doctor said, but what little education she
had received in a neighboring district school had been
painfully gained through the persecutions of more fortunate
school-mates, who, with the savage cruelty of
children, made sport of her poverty, not knowing what
they did.
It is a folly, doubtless, to dress up little children like
popinjays, that they may outshine their companions, and
thus cultivate their own vanity at the expense of nobler
feelings; but certainly it is a vital wrong to send a
child among his fellows in a mean and untidy attire. For
not having the philosophy of maturer years to support
him against the ridicule he excites, he is either humiliated
and degraded by it, or else moved to revenge or hate;
and these feelings, if long entertained, crush out the finer
possibilities of his nature, and so in both cases he is
robbed and wronged. The ridicule and persecution that
Susie had endured had the usual effect upon the sensitive
of her sex. She was humiliated, and answered only with
tears. She had never dreamed that she had elements of
real loveliness in mind and person, and when Dan first
began to notice her—he a proud, handsome fellow, belonging
75to the best of Oakdale’s choice society—she
was transported with joyful gratitude, and would have
laid down her life for him without counting it much of a
sacrifice.
When Dan failed in his livery-stable enterprise, he
went back to the railroad, and soon rose to the position
of conductor, where he seemed really to have found his
level. He liked the position, gave good satisfaction to
the company, and received a very fair salary for his work.
Susie, meanwhile, loved him more and more, and longed
for, yet dreaded, his bearish caresses. The opportunity
to see her alone did not occur often, for he was home
only on Sundays, and then she went to church with Mrs.
Forest. This annoyed Dan; and the obstacles in the
way of passing an hour alone with Susie were many, and
almost insurmountable. The twins, either one or both,
had still the most remarkable talent for being just where
they were not wanted. He used to send them away from
the garden or orchard when he chanced to find Susie
there; but they were apt to tell of this, which troubled
Susie, and so he desisted. The last time he had tried to
get rid of Leila, endeavoring to show her that she ought
to go and practice her piano studies, he received the pert
answer, “Thank you; I don’t play secular music on
Sunday.” Dan answered with a long crescendo whistle,
and abandoned tactics in Leila’s case. But fate sometimes
gave him a few minutes with Susie. On one
occasion she had gone at Dinah’s request to bring pears
from the orchard—Dinah having very possibly an ulterior
motive, for Dan had been very gracious to the old servant
lately. He followed Susie after a few minutes—a
very few—leisurely smoking a cigar.
76As a specimen of a fine animal, Dan was certainly
handsome; and this is hardly doing him justice, for it
must be admitted that very good women—aye, and very
superior women—have adored just such fine animals.
There must be some justification, which severe moralists
cannot comprehend, for action and reaction are equal.
Dan was tall, his back finely curved, broad shoulders, and
his head was right regally poised thereon. He had bright
dark eyes, curly brown hair, a light, youthful moustache
and slight side-whiskers, and what would be called a fine
mouth, though not of the nobler type to which Clara’s
belonged. Hers might be termed sensuous, his sensual;
yet perhaps the term is too severe. It was pleasant to
look at Dan’s mouth when he talked, and it must be confessed
that his kisses were found distractingly sweet to
some others beside little Susie.
On entering the part of the orchard where Susie was,
he leaned against the trunk of an old fruit-tree and
called her to him.
“I must not stay long,” she said, looking up lovingly
into his face, as she stood before him. “Dinah will
be waiting for these;” and she blushed and dropped her
pretty eyes among the fruit.
“Let her wait,” he said. “You don’t mind keeping
me waiting, I notice;” and throwing away his cigar, he
drew her into his arms and kissed her rosy lips again and
again, holding her like a vise. Susie wished to remain
there forever, though she kept denying him her lips, and
hiding her face on his breast. That was at least one
feeling; another was a strong impulse to run away, but
she dared not show this for fear of displeasing him.
When, therefore, Leila came running down the path
77bareheaded, her hair streaming out on the wind, it was a
relief to Susie, though an exasperation to Dan.
As time wore on from Sunday to Sunday—for Susie
counted time only by the slow recurrence of these days—she
began to be troubled a little about Dan’s regard for
her. To be sure, he always told her he loved her dearly,
and that she was “sweeter than a rose;” but he seemed
to talk less of their future, and his new life out in the
world had changed his manner to her, which was not so
respectful as in the olden time. Ah! the olden time,
when Susie had been so ashamed of Jim and his ways, so
impatient of her rude surroundings, until Dan appeared
and gladdened all her life as the sunshine gladdens the
little wayside flower. She had never been troubled about
his demonstrations then, and she passed in retrospection
the old days when the boyish lover had scarcely dared to
press her hand. She recalled continually one particular
evening when he had found her alone—the first and last
time they had ever been alone for a whole evening. That
was the time when he gave her his first kiss—a quick
little touch on the cheek, not like the burning kisses he
insisted upon now. Where had he learned so much about
love-making? He knew little enough about it then,
when, blushing even like herself, he had made her promise
to be his forever, and sealed the betrothal by that indelible
record upon his arm. Clearly there was a change in
Dan, but Susie’s heart refused to recognize it as a vital
change. It was, indeed, the same old drama, played over
and over again since the world began—the woman at
home, dependent, busied with her little routine of duties,
cherishing and nursing her one tender romance; the man
mixing with the broader world, yielding to its varied
78attractions, taking and giving love, or the mockery of
love, wherever he can find it, and so daily unfitting himself
more and more for the rôle in which the home-keeping
woman has cast him. Susie waited and trusted, but
life during the week was very dull; the few acquaintances
of her former life attracted her less and less, and she
ceased altogether to visit them. This time happened to
be a season of revivals, and Oakdale received a large influx
of the “spirit.” The twins became “serious,” much
to the joy of Mrs. Forest and—it must be confessed—the
disgust of the doctor, who entertained very phrenological
views upon the subject of sudden changes of nature. But
under the influence of this seriousness, Leila, who had the
most serious attack, became suddenly gracious to Susie,
and would insist upon her being saved also; so she
dragged her to prayer-meetings in season and out of
season, the latter being on Sunday evenings, when Dan
was at home. Dan could scarcely believe his senses when
he found that there was in this world anything that could
charm Susie away from him, even for an hour; so she had
the satisfaction of witnessing another revival, that of
Dan’s flickering affection for his first love. He did, indeed,
seem to treat her with more softness, though he
distrusted the value of her piety, since it caused her to
hold more strict views on the propriety of vehement
kisses. The twins, after a few months, lost their passion
for prayer-meetings entirely, but Susie kept right on,
with that sincerity and singleness of heart that characterized
all that she did. She had found sympathy among
certain people of the church, though of rather a stiff and
at-arms-length kind; but in her own sincere devotion,
and in the reading of religious books, she found much
79consolation. Not that she could understand them or
criticise them; but when she came to anything that
breathed the loving spirit of Christ, it sank into her
lonely heart, and blessed her with something like peace.
One perfect moonlit evening, about a year after the
events just narrated, and only a few months before Clara’s
final return from Stonybrook College, Susie, returning
home from some evening “meeting,” unexpectedly met
Dan. He drew her hand caressingly over his arm, saying,
as he turned to walk home with her, “Susie does not care
for me any more.”
“O, Dan!” she exclaimed, in an imploring tone, for
her little heart was full of its best emotions, and this
want of faith in her love pained her.
“Fact. She has become a saint, and so cares nothing
for my kisses.”
“O, you wrong Susie, Dan. She does love you
dearly.”
“I know. She says she prays for me, and I don’t believe
in prayers. Kisses are ‘indicated,’ as doctors say,
in my case.”
“You do wrong to speak so, Dan. Surely it is good
to pray when one is lonely and sad. I try to be good, but
I am not, very. I fear I shall never go to Heaven.” Dan,
for reply, gave his crescendo whistle, and then said, stopping
short in the bright moonlight, and looking down
into her face, “The idea of a good child like you troubling
your little head about Heaven. The domestic economy
of that institution must be very shiftlessly managed
if such as you are not in great demand.”
“O, you must not talk so, Dan! I do so wish you
could see religion as it really is.”
80“Fiddlesticks!” said Dan. “If I must be a spoon, I
prefer to be made so by a live woman, not a morbid longing
to twang a golden harp.”
“Your father does not talk like that,” replied Susie,
who was always timid before Dan’s outbursts of humor,
but the belief that she was in the right made her bold.
“I know he will not go to church, but he is so good!
and he never says anything against others going, if they
find spiritual food in what he says are dry husks to
him.”
“He’s a fine old chap, no mistake about that, and he
forgets more every day than most people ever know; but
he’s soft in spots. If I had only known him when he
was a young man, I should have helped him to cut his
eye-teeth.”
“Ah!” said Susie, “what you call his ‘soft spots’
are his noblest qualities. What can be more benevolent
and sweet than his treatment of poor old Mrs.
Buzzell?”
“Is that a conundrum?” Dan asked, in his rollicking
way.
“He is so good!” said Susie, taking no notice of Dan’s
levity; “and I often think if he would join the church
it would influence you——”
“No, it wouldn’t,” interrupted Dan. “I’m only sensitive
to your influence. You could do anything with
me if you loved me as you once did.” They had just entered
the gate and stopped a moment under the lilacs by
the path. Susie looked up into Dan’s face and said, with
a voice that trembled, “It is cruel for you to doubt me.
I have not changed, unless”—“to love you more,” she
81would have said, but her words were checked by the
depth of her emotion.
“You do not show it, then.”
“O Dan! I pray for you always. I think of you
every moment. How can I prove it better?” she asked,
with despairing tenderness.
“O, much better you can prove it, Susie;” and under
the fragrant lilacs, under the dear, bright stars, a thought
blacker than mortal night entered Dan’s heart.
“How do I know you pray for me?” he asked, caressing
her hand very softly. “I do not hear you. Come to
my room and pray for me there, and I shall believe you.”
“Do you really wish me to?” she asked, with a look
that would have softened any heart but that of this sleek
young tiger, whose white teeth glistened in the moonlight.
“I will,” she said simply, mentally reproaching herself
for a momentary suspicion that had entered her
mind.
When Susie entered Dan’s room on her pious mission,
he at once closed the door and locked it. Susie protested
earnestly, but the only reply it elicited was a long-continued
fit of subdued laughter which Dan indulged himself
in, tilting back his chair and holding his fingers interlaced
at the back of his head. Then he insisted upon
a kiss as a preliminary.
“No, no,” cried Susie. “Open the door and let me
go. O Dan, you were not serious, after all. I wish I
had not believed you;” and the poor girl covered her
face and sobbed.
“Serious? Never was so serious in my life, as I can
prove to you; but what is the use of praying for me if
82my heart is not in the right mood, and nothing can do
that but a kiss, though a hundred would make it surer.
How Susie must love me. She cries because I ask for
one.” * * * *
Susie never prayed for Dan that night. Her prayers
were all for herself. Alas! that they should have availed
so little!
CHAPTER X. CLARA’S RETURN—THE DRAMA IN THE DOCTOR’S STUDY.
83
The early days of September had come, and the day
of Clara’s return. Dinah had scoured every pot
and pan until they shone like mirrors, cooked the cakes
and “lollypops” generally that Clara had liked so well
as a child, for she was still a child in Dinah’s thought,
which took no note of the changes that four years must
bring to a young lady. She longed for Clara’s final homecoming,
for between the twins and her there had always
been a kind of feud, and they were, according to her, “no
comfort to the house;” and though she liked Susie very
much, there was nothing in the world so bright and lovely
in her eyes as “Miss Clary.”
All was joy and bustle in the doctor’s house. The
“fatted calf,” figuratively speaking, was ready, and the
best chamber, newly fitted up for Clara, had received
the addition of another bed, for Miss Marston was coming
with her, at the cordial invitation of the doctor and Mrs.
Forest. They wished to express their gratitude for her
kindness to their child during her term at Stonybrook,
and as Miss Marston had considerable curiosity to see the
eccentric Dr. Forest, it was very pleasant to accept the
invitation. The friendship between her and Clara had
begun early after their meeting, and had soon ripened
into a more tender regard and confidence than either
84women or men often inspire in each other. The result
of Clara’s tactics regarding Jaques had even added to
this mutual esteem, for Miss Marston frankly confessed
that the motive of the book was noble, and though she
thought it too emotional for young girls as a rule, admitted
that it would do no harm to Clara, because she
was disposed to be a “philosopher and an observer,” as
she said. After this, Clara’s reading was never criticised.
She was allowed full range in the college library, and certain
of the alcoves, seldom visited except by one or two
of the teachers, were familiar to her. She had graduated
with the first honors, and there were not a few tears of
real regret when she bade her school friends good-bye.
Clara had been home only once during her long absence,
and the meeting with the dear ones at home was a great
joy. Miss Marston was introduced, and then came the
embraces: first the mother’s, then the twins, who were
astonished into silence by the queenly carriage and address
of Clara. Dr. Forest stood talking with Miss
Marston, waiting his turn, and having no eyes but for
his daughter. She came presently, and Miss Marston
politely moved away. “The sweetest last!” whispered
Clara, as her father pressed her to his heart, answering
only, “Papa’s own girl.” Here fat old Dinah was
descried in the dining-room, wiping her grinning face
with her apron. At a gesture from Clara she came to
the drawing-room door, and Clara submitted to be
hugged, and kissed, and “bressed,” and cried over till
she cried anew herself. Miss Marston looked a little
surprised at this familiarity with a negro servant, until
she recalled the fact that the doctor’s family had lived
many years in the South, where, there being never a possible
85question of equality before the late civil war, the
negro was often petted even like much-loved brutes.
That evening there was a grand reception in the doctor’s
old-fashioned house, in honor of Clara’s return.
Dan came in after all the friends had arrived, and for a
time he saw no one but Clara, who advanced to meet
him, offering him her hand affectionately, but instead of
taking it, he grabbed the whole stately person of his
sister and gave her a most bearish hugging and kissing,
which embarrassed her somewhat, perhaps, because she
knew Dr. Delano’s eyes were upon her. She had just
left his side, and the few minutes conversation with him
had given her a taste of feminine power. She had seen
in every look, and word, and movement, that she impressed
him deeply. After escaping from Dan’s grip, she
glanced back to Dr. Delano. His eyes were averted.
Was it from disgust at Dan’s rough way of meeting her,
or from delicacy? At all events he seemed to have
dropped her out of his thoughts, and was apparently
greatly absorbed in conversation with Leila, and as he
talked he occasionally twisted the long ends of a fine dark
moustache. He was a rather distinguished looking man,
perhaps a little too self-conscious, and old in Leila’s eyes,
though in the prime of life, being not much over thirty.
Before Dan would let Clara go, he said, glancing
at the piano, where a quiet, graceful lady was just sitting
down to play, “That washed-out virgin is your divinity,
Miss Marston, I presume.”
“Hush! brother. You will never speak so of her
when she has once deigned to notice you. No one
escapes the magic of her style, I assure you.”
“I wouldn’t give a sixpence for one woman’s judgment
86of another, sis; but I’ll try on the magic as soon
as you like. See! there’s my bête noir making dead
for me;” and leaving his sister to entertain Mrs. Buzzell,
he just nodded to her and went to Susie, who was sitting
quite alone in the corner of the room, pretending to be
interested in an album of photographs. He greeted her
with a pleasant word, and her sense of being neglected
vanished instantly. Ah! is it counted a blessing to love
like this poor child? Sentimental or emotional people
never count themselves happy except when floundering
in some sea of passionate madness. Do they not deceive
themselves as to the nature of happiness? Is it well for
any human soul to so depend upon another for every
thrill of pleasure; aye, to have the very literal beating
of the heart, in its normal way, dependent upon the
smiles, the tender words, of any single creature among all
the good and beautiful beings that the world contains?
Be it wise or foolish, it is the fate of many people to love
in just this mad way; though it excites the contempt of
those who can regulate the play of their emotions as
easily as we do the movement of a clock by raising or
lowering the pendulum.
Susie kept on turning the leaves of Clara’s album,
though listening intently to every syllable her lover
uttered. Stopping longer over one, he noticed it.
“Clara’s tenth wonder, eh?” he said. “How do you
like it?”
“I think it very beautiful; don’t you?”
“Bosh! she has no color, no life,” he answered, glancing
toward the original. “Why, you are a thousand
times prettier, Susie.” This made the little heart very
happy indeed; and she looked up into Dan’s face with a
87loving, trusting pride, that touched him for a moment;
the next, he was forced to give his attention to Miss
Marston, whose fine voice swelled through the room in
the brindisi of La Traviata, the one bit of Italian music
that Dan happened to know well, and as he listened, he
was entranced. The voice seemed to upbear him as on
wings. How passionately the pale little woman sung.
Could such a voice belong to the commonplace lady he
had thought Miss Marston to be? A few minutes later,
when he was presented to her, and her little white hand
lay in his for a moment, he longed to kiss it; and was
consciously awkward as he spoke the words of greeting.
Miss Marston knew how to put him at his ease at once,
he never suspecting that she was exercising a common art
among certain refined people of society. She made him
thoroughly satisfied with the way he had deported himself,
and he left her with a sense of delight, as if he had
covered himself with glory. He returned to her as soon
as he could, and scarcely noticed Susie for the rest of the
evening. Susie waited until sure that Dan had no
thought of returning to talk with her any more, and when
she could no longer control her emotion from the company,
she crept away to her room, and cried bitterly,
while the sound of music and joyous laughter from below
fell like mockery upon her lonely heart.
Dan’s infatuation for Miss Marston was sudden and
irresistible, and soon became evident to everybody. To
Clara it was an evidence of appreciation which she had
thought him incapable of; and having no knowledge of
his relation to Susie, she was delighted, though in her
eyes Miss Marston was too good for Dan, and that he
might win her seemed an absurdity. She thought, however,
88with the faith in love that all women cherish, that
his admiration would have a softening and refining influence,
which in this case was much needed. Miss Marston
was very gracious. She sang for him whenever he
asked her, and without the least effort charmed him in
every way. When he made her a compliment, instead of
saying that she hated flattery, as most country girls
have the bad manners to do, she smiled and thanked
him. In truth, her whole air and manner was a revelation
of womanhood to Dan. He received her gracious
politeness as a sign of preference, and before a week had
passed, Susie was a millstone about his neck. She, meanwhile,
half dazed with the knowledge of Dan’s disaffection,
and the fate worse than death that hung over her,
went about the house, pale, silent, brooding over the
thought of death as the only possible escape for such as
she. Mrs. Forest was quite touched by her sad face,
treated her more kindly than usual, and even seemed disposed
to talk to her. She asked her one day why she
never went to see her friends, as she used to do.
“I have no friends,” Susie answered, with a stony expression
that alarmed Mrs. Forest. What could she
mean? “It must be,” she said to herself, “Dan’s
attention to Miss Marston. Poor thing! I wonder if she
really expected him to marry her?”
By-and-by the quick eye of Dr. Forest detected Susie’s
condition, and his anger at his son was bitter and terrible;
but he said nothing, waiting for the end of the week,
when Dan would come home for the Sunday. Saturday
evening the doctor came in rather late. He first went
into the drawing-room and staid a few minutes. Dan
was basking in the heaven of Miss Marston’s smiles. The
89parlor casement windows were open on the southern
veranda, where they sat breathing the odor of the honeysuckles
that climbed over the old wooden pillars. Clara
was scarcely less happy than Dan, for Dr. Delano had
been exceedingly agreeable that special evening, and she
had just discovered that he had a certain, as yet ill-defined,
but wholly delicious influence upon her. Mrs.
Forest was delighted. Dr. Delano was a “party” after
her own heart; so she kept discreetly at the further end
of the room, and engaged the twins near her to the best
of her ability, that they might not disturb either the flirtation
at the piano or that on the veranda. As the doctor
entered, Leila was teazing Clara about Dr. Delano, who
had just left, and there was no little spite in this teazing,
for Leila had fallen in the doctor’s eyes from what appeared
to be a first class object to a third class one at
best, since the advent of Clara.
“Don’t mind her, sister Clara,” said Linnie. “Her nose
is out of joint, that is all.” Leila scowled without turning
her head, and continued her bantering, while Clara kept
on improvising pretty variations upon Weber’s Dernière
Pensée. “Oh, are you not tired of that gloomy
air?” exclaimed Leila. “You ought to play something
more gay, I should say; perhaps, though, it is appropriate
as a wail.”
“Your remarks are very silly, my child,” said Mrs.
Forest mildly, “and quite out of taste.”
“Well, it’s so dull here. One is overpowered by a
great event like the prospect of a marriage. I wouldn’t
have Dr. Delano, though, if I was dying to get married.”
“And pray why not, Miss Wisdom?” asked the doctor.
90“Well, he’s too old, in the first place,” replied Leila.
“Old!” repeated Clara, leaving the piano and approaching
the back of her father’s chair. “He is not as
old as papa, and I always wanted to marry papa,” she
added, laughing and caressing his head with both her
hands.
“Why, Clara!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest. “You make
such unaccountably strange speeches.”
“My girl flatters her old papa, does she not, by comparing
him to her younger slaves?” As he said this he
drew one of her hands round to his lips and kissed it.
“Good-night!” said Linnie, going toward the door.
“When Clara and papa commence making love, I always
leave.”
Leila enjoyed this sally immensely, judging by the peal
of laughter with which she greeted it. She kissed her
mother, as did Linnie, and then the doctor, who took the
opportunity to whisper to her, “Don’t undress till you
hear me go up stairs. Then I wish you to come down
and tell Dan to come to my study.”
A few minutes later Leila bounced on to the veranda,
exclaiming, “Papa wants you, Dan, in his study.
Quick!” and with this she disappeared as she came.
The summons was so sudden that Miss Marston started;
but Dan, knowing the nature of Leila, did not apprehend
that any one had fallen dead in a fit, as he might otherwise
be justified in supposing. He assured Miss Marston
that it was only Leila’s way, said he would be absent but
a few minutes, and expressed a hope to find her on his
return.
Dan passed into the parlor through the glass door,
meeting Clara, who joined Miss Marston. He then
91remembered for the first time that Susie, despairing probably
of seeing him alone, had given him a note when she
had opened the front door for him that evening. He
stopped by the parlor door, out of sight of Miss Marston,
and ran over it hurriedly. What it contained was terrible
enough; and the writing was blurred, evidently
by tears, but the effort the poor girl had made to cheat
her breaking heart into the belief that Dan still loved
her, was lost on him. He was not fine enough to understand
it.
As Dan crossed the threshold of his father’s study, the
doctor wheeled round from his desk and rose, not offering
Dan a seat. Dan saw with an inward misgiving that
a storm was threatening. It burst upon him without
the slightest preliminary.
“Young man,” the doctor said, with perfect command
of his voice, “I suppose you are aware of the condition
of Susie Dykes through your folly.”
Dan silently approached the mantle-piece, on which he
leaned for support, for he was profoundly agitated. The
doctor, who noticed everything, was moved at the signs
of wretchedness his words had caused, and he continued,
less severely, “I am sorry for you, my son; but my
greater concern is about this poor girl. To a man it is
nothing; to a woman it is worse than death.”
Dan thought of the gracious being on the veranda,
brilliant, refined, unapproachable, but for whose favor he
had dared to hope, and he thought the misfortune was
worse than death for him also; and as he waited, chewing
the end of his youthful moustache, his heart
hardened toward the poor girl who had so tenderly
loved, so foolishly trusted him. But his silence was exasperating
92the doctor, who, he well knew, would see but
one way to pay for his “folly,” as he had termed it. He
said, therefore, doggedly, without looking up, “What is
done is done. I suppose you wish me to marry her.”
“I wish you to marry her, you young scoundrel!”
replied the doctor, livid with indignation at the heartlessness
of his son. “If you have lost all affection for her,
does not your sense of honor prompt you to make the
only reparation possible, when you have done a wrong like
this to an innocent girl?”
“Innocent!” sneered Dan, “I’m not over sure about
that, sir.”
Hearing loud words proceeding from the doctor’s study,
and guessing what might be the cause, Susie, pale and
trembling, crept down the stairs, which ended just at the
doctor’s door. She heard distinctly these words from the
lips that were so dear to her, and unable to move hand
or foot, she sank down on the stairs. Poor girl! She
had obeyed the instinct of her tender heart, meaning, if
Dan was suffering under his father’s anger for her sake,
to go and shield him, woman-like, and take all the blame
on herself. Upon this noble impulse Dan’s words had
fallen like cold steel upon her warm heart. Her wonder
was overwhelming when she heard the doctor reply in a
clear, distinct tone:
“Great God! that from a son of mine! Cowardly,
ignobly, seeking to cover your baseness by degrading a
weak young girl, whose only fault is loving you a thousand
times more than you deserve. You have sought her
and courted her favor ever since she was thirteen years
old. Even as long ago as that, you promised her marriage,
and tattooed yourself with her name as a seal of
93the promise. She never doubted your honesty for years,
and when, through her devotion for you and the Devil
knows not what arts exercised on your part, she sacrifices
everything a woman can sacrifice, you would basely
desert her. I tell you it is the most damnable act a
man can perpetrate. Brute force and ignorance have
oppressed woman in all history, making her a slave to
petty cares, denying her the political and social equality
that belongs by right to human beings, and making her
dependent like a slave. Of course this has cramped
woman’s free growth in every way, and the man who
takes advantage of her weakness, as you have done with
Susie Dykes, deserves the execration of all honorable
men.”
“For God’s sake, father, don’t speak so loud!” cried
Dan, who was in mortal terror lest Miss Marston should
hear.
“I will neither control my voice nor my indignation
at your meanness. The whole world deserves to know
the base dog who would deceive and betray a woman
through her folly in loving him too well.”
“Hold, sir! I have some feeling as well as you, and
I won’t stand any more of this.”
The doctor moved toward the door, and Dan knew
well it would not be easy to escape; nor did he feel
much inclined to try it, for he felt the weakness of guilt.
The doctor continued: “You will hear all I have got to
say, and then I have done with you. There can be no
question in my mind that this girl knows only you.
Whom has she known, or sought, or cared for, except
you? But this, in my opinion, is of little importance.
The worst women are about good enough for the best of
94us. See how much more generous they are! They, in
the freshness and cleanness of youth and health, take
husbands who have consorted with the vilest, whose
blood is vitiated with foul diseases, though every woman
feels that a man’s standard of morality should be as high
as hers. The sophisms that men take refuge in, in this
connection, are beneath the contempt of common sense.
Sir, you could in no way have made me despise your
character as you have by that one insinuation. Do I not
know you, sir? What are you that you should demand
spotless innocence in a young woman? In this matter
every honest man is bound to believe the woman whose
repute is good. Does this girl confess to having been
debauched by others?” demanded the doctor, whose
rage knew no bounds.
“Of course not. According to her, she is most immaculate;
but I know better.”
“Do you?” said the doctor, with fine contempt. “No
man has a right to make that statement of any girl of
good reputation; and let me tell you, for the benefit of
your ignorance, that scientific men are not so confident in
such cases. You have graduated in the Jim Dykes
school, and all blackguards are wise on such subjects.”
Dan’s respect for his father was greatly tried. His
way of showing resentment was of the Jim Dykes order;
and during his father’s outburst he had been angry
enough to have felled any other man to the earth. He
felt dimly something of his father’s moral force and the
secret of his power among men, as he had never done
before. He felt abased before the sublime justice of the
doctor; but still the doctor, who understood the heart so
well, did not know of the new sentiment that Dan
95cherished for Miss Marston, as for a superior being. He
wished he could tell his father. It would at least be a
new complication that would interest him as a philosopher,
and perhaps make him less hard upon him. This passed
through Dan’s mind as the doctor continued, in a calmer
tone: “But I have said enough; more, perhaps, than
you will ever understand. The question now is, are you
ready to make this girl the only reparation in your
power?”
“I am no hero,” said Dan, bitterly. “A little while
ago it would not have been so hard. You have wronged
me in some things, though I know I have not done right.
Yes, I am ready to marry Susie Dykes to-morrow, though
I confess I would rather die.”
Here the door opened, and Susie, who had heard all,
ashy pale and trembling in every limb, confronted her
lover, more dead than alive, and scarcely able to articulate
the words: “God forgive you, Dan, and make you happy.
You will never marry Susie Dykes;” and sinking down
exhausted from her emotion, the doctor caught her and
kissed her forehead. “Brave girl!” he said. “Are you
really in earnest? Would you really refuse, under such
circumstances?” “I would die ten thousand deaths,”
she cried, “rather than permit him to make a sacrifice in
keeping his word to me,” and she motioned violently for
Dan to leave her presence.
As he rushed from the room and from the house, covered
with shame and self-contempt, Dan was as wretched
as his most murderous enemy could have desired. When
the door closed behind him, Susie sobbed bitterly, and
the doctor lifted her bodily and laid her on the lounge.
“I did not think you had so much character,” he said,
96laying his hands on her temples. “You are a good girl,
though you have thrown away your heart and gone the
way of many. You shall never want a friend, my dear
child. I shall stand by you. Now cheer up, and we will
see what can be done by-and-by.” As he said this, he
mixed her a powder, not too innocuous this time, and as
he held it to her lips she moaned, “Oh, good, kind, noble
one, you would be kinder to me if you would help me end
my wretched life. Oh, do, doctor! Do give me something;
I will never tell that it was you.”
“Very likely not. You couldn’t very well, if it was an
effective dose,” said the doctor, trying to be gay for her
sake.
“Oh! I mean when I am suffering—dying. Do you
think I would tell? Oh, you do not know me!”
“Nonsense, little one. Now, shut your eyes and let
me hold my hand over them. This powder will soon take
effect. You are young, and the world has need of brave
hearts and willing hands like yours. Don’t feel disgraced,
and you will not be so in fact. Cultivate the thought that
it is not you, but conventional society that makes it wrong
to have a child by one you love, and right by one you
loathe, if you happen to be married to him. Remember
this: grief does not last forever; and if you are wise, this
experience may prove a blessing to you—nothing like it
to show a woman the gold from the dross.” As he said
this, music rang out from happy voices in the parlor, for
none but the actors themselves knew of the drama
enacted in the doctor’s study. Susie thought Dan was
there in the parlor, careless of her suffering, and she
sobbed aloud in her agony: “What shall I do? what
shall I do?”
97“Put your whole trouble on me. Go straight to bed,
now, and take this powder along, but don’t take it if you
can get to sleep without it. I will go and talk with Mrs.
Forest, and see if she will help us.”
“Us,” repeated Susie, covering the doctor’s hand with
tears and kisses. “You are as good as Christ was, and
if I live, I will show you how I thank you for your goodness—how
I love you for being so good to me in this
awful time.”
“Trust me, child. I shall be the same to you to-morrow
and every day. Bear up bravely, and all will
come out right.”
Susie tottered up stairs and sought her little room.
She threw herself down by her bed, and wept and prayed,
but no peace came to her troubled soul. She forgot the
doctor’s powder, and when she woke, it was nearly daylight,
and she was lying faint and ill on the floor beside
her bed. She took the powder then, and with great effort
got her clothes off and went to bed.
CHAPTER XI. FAITH AND WORKS.
98
The next morning the doctor found Susie weak and
feverish, and forbade her to leave her bed. He told
her he had not been able to talk with Mrs. Forest, but
should do so the coming evening, and meanwhile Dinah
would be very kind to her and see that she did not want
for anything. He was deeply touched by her condition,
seeing her lie there alone, pale and suffering, with no
woman’s sympathy to cheer her, though the house was
full of women; and he dwelt with some bitterness upon
the fact that he could not by a word bring his wife to his
side in kindly, womanly faith that his impulses were
generous and right. Clara he knew he could influence,
but he wished her to act freely, and not through love for
him; therefore he determined to have a talk with Mrs.
Forest first, but meanwhile he had had a word with good
old Dinah, and flattered her exceedingly by saying, “Now,
you know all, Dinah, and I count on your help and discretion.
You and I are the only ones in the house who
know this. Help Susie all you can, for my sake, and
mind that you say nothing. Are you sure you can keep
the secret, Dinah?”
“Lor bress you, Massa! Massa knows Dinah can.”
“All right, Dinah. I trust you, and I go away feeling
99easier now;” and he pressed the old servant’s hand cordially.
This interview had taken place while Dinah was putting
the dining-room in order; and while getting the
hominy and coffee ready for breakfast, she found opportunity
to prepare Susie some traditional medicament and
carry it to her. Her heart was overflowing with real sympathy
for Susie, and her pride that the wise and great
Dr. Forest had chosen to take her alone into his confidence,
made her feel exceedingly important in her own
eyes.
“Lor bress you, chile!” she said, her shining black
face beaming as she held the cup to Susie’s mouth,
“Why didn’t ye tell old Dinah long fore dis time?
Dinah could a helped ye, mebbe. Not now. Massa’d
kill me, now you done gone told him; but cheer up,
honey. Dem accidens will happen mos all de time!”
Susie, weak and suffering as she was, could not resist
a smile, and as she drank the decoction Dinah had
brought, she thanked her with tears. It was the first
woman who had come to her in her sorrow, and she did
not think of Dinah’s black skin, but silently thanked
God for this blessing.
The breakfast in Dr. Forest’s family was the pleasantest
meal of the day, for it was the only one when he was
pretty certain to be present. On this morning, however,
there was something like a cloud over the family circle,
which seemed to oppress all except Leila, who chatted
gayly to, or rather at, Miss Marston. The latter did not
respond readily, and Leila turned her batteries upon
Linnie, who was rather of a sentimental turn, and fancied
that she was a victim of heart disease. Sentimental young
100ladies perfectly dote on heart disease. Linnie was disgusted
with the incredulity of the family about the cause
of her ailment. Even old Dinah had said, “Lor, Miss
Linnie, you is growing like a potato-vine, and dese pains
ain’t noffin but de growing pains!” After that Leila
teazed her sister unmercifully about her “growing pains;”
but that being frowned down by the family, it was held
in reserve for private persecution. By-and-by Leila,
finding the want of gayety at the breakfast table
quite oppressive, drew a long sigh as she laid down her
napkin.
“What is the matter, my child?” asked the doctor.
Leila glanced at her sister mischievously, tilting her head
low on the left side, and answered:
“Oh, I have got such a fearful pain in my diaphragm!”
Miss Marston laughed, not fully comprehending the malice
of the young minx, but the rest were very grave. Leila
was impatient over mysteries, and clearly there was something
in the air on this particular morning, so she soon
began to probe the silence.
“I declare this breakfast is as solemn as a Quaker
funeral,” she said; and as no one made any remark, she
asked where Susie was.
“She is quite ill this morning, my dear,” answered the
doctor; “quite ill. I hope you and Linnie will try to
take her place until she is better.”
“I will, papa,” replied Linnie; “and I will help nurse
her too, for I think Susie is really nice.” Then there was
silence again until Leila exclaimed, “Dear me! They
say everybody have their skeleton closet. I thought we
were an exception, as we keep ours right out fairly in the
light. Why, it’s an age since I saw him. I must go up
101in the garret and give the old darling a ‘gyrate,’ as we
used to say. Do you remember, Clara?”
“I remember many things,” replied Clara, with a dignity
that was perhaps a little sophomorical.
“O, do we? How antique we are getting.”
“Yes; I remember, for example, that there is a certain
young lady who will probably go on repeating a certain
grammatical solecism until she is gray,” answered Clara,
alluding to Leila’s “everybody have.” Leila made an
indiscriminate onslaught upon grammars generally, during
which the doctor was called away to his patients, and the
breakfast ended.
During the day Mrs. Forest, and subsequently Clara,
visited Susie’s room; but in both cases Susie seemed disturbed,
and disinclined to enter upon the details of her
illness, and declared she wanted nothing. She thanked
them for their kindness, and once, upon some gentle word
from Mrs. Forest, she hid her eyes, which had filled with
tears. Dinah was the only welcome presence to the poor
girl during that long, sad day, and for obvious reasons.
Early in the evening Dr. Delano called, and made himself
very agreeable to all the ladies, and especially so to
Clara, a little later, when they had a long tête-a-tête on
the old south-facing veranda. The sunset had been
magnificent, and as Dr. Delano was quite seriously
enamoured with Clara, he was gay, poetic, appreciative—everything
that could charm her—but she could say little
in reply to his fervid eloquence, for she had the disadvantage
of being immeasurably in love, and consequently felt
a certain awkwardness, a triumph to Dr. Delano, growing
sweeter and sweeter every hour. It was her first romance.
It was his—well, not his first, certainly. That was an
102early attachment to Ella Wills, his father’s ward, and this
night he told Clara the story of that romance, showing
her, of course, beyond a shadow of doubt, that that was
a very insignificant passion—“as water unto wine,” was
the way he characterized it—comparing it to his present
deeper and dearer love. Do not lovers, not always, but
very generally, tell this same old fib? The truth was,
he had adored Ella with all a boy’s enthusiasm, and she
had flirted with him persistently—“outrageously,” Miss
Charlotte Delano, the doctor’s sister, declared—and had
escaped heart-free herself. So when he came to tell her
in words that his heart was under her feet, she affected
the most innocent surprise, and hoped she had not led
him to suppose, etc., etc. In the end she somehow won
his respect, for he did not curse her, as rejected lovers do,
at least in most novels. She wept very lavishly, for she
meant to keep him in reserve, and marry him finally, if
no more brilliant offer occurred, or if ever in danger of
becoming an old maid—that terror of women who have
no serious object in life. When Dr. Delano first began
to mention Clara in his letters to his sister Charlotte,
which he did once as “the noblest and sweetest of mortal
women,” Ella felt personally affronted, and commenced
at once to speculate on the chances of winning him back,
not once asking herself if this “noblest and sweetest
woman” had not already acquired rights over the heart
once so lightly rejected. She had not seen him since his
return from Europe, where he had spent three years in
completing his medical education.
Ella always played the kitten, though she was no longer
a child, and a very Methuselah, if age could be numbered
by her conquests. She had no heart to speak of, and less
103conscience, but she impressed every male creature with a
sense of childish, artless innocence. She was a brunette,
petite, with dark short ringlets about her small head, a
peach bloom on her cheeks, and a babyish, pouting mouth,
whose sweetness Albert Delano had found difficult to
forget, or even to recall without regret, until he had
found in Clara something infinitely superior to the sweetness
and prettiness that had so charmed him in earlier
days. This something he hardly comprehended, though
he owned its power to a certain extent. It was soul, for
want of a better name—a moral sweetness, a divine, emotional
sensitiveness, and a straightforward honesty of purpose,
that made you conscious, last of all, that she was
beautiful in person and exceedingly graceful in every
movement.
This evening Clara remembered long after, as the happiest
in her life. The bright moon shone through the
climbing foliage on the veranda, carpeting the floor with
soft mosaic patterns, through which the “mated footsteps”
of the lovers passed and repassed, talking in low
tones of the beauty of the scene, at intervals, when time
could be spared from the dearer theme of their perfections
in each other’s eyes, and the future that, before them,
——“like a fruitful land reposed.”
Of course, they took no note of time, and Miss Marston,
after talking some time with Mrs. Forest, went quietly
to her room. Leila fidgeted about for awhile, and then
exclaimed, crossly:
“I don’t see why they wish to moon out there all
night.”
“Why, Leila!” said Mrs. Forest, reproachfully. “I
104see nothing improper in their enjoying each other’s society,
and you should not speak in that way.”
“She’s jealous,” remarked Linnie.
“You mean thing! I’m not,” Leila answered, in a
high key, and then they went to bed to fight it out in the
ordinary sisterly way; and I take it that sisters can be
as caustic and insolently mean in their treatment of each
other as any kindred under the sun. In this case, however,
Linnie was really fond of her sister, and would have
manifested it quite lavishly by way of petting, but for
being discouraged and called “spooney” by Leila whenever
she attempted any expression of sentiment.
Mrs. Forest waited awhile after the twins were gone,
and then went to the veranda and gave the lovers some
friendly caution about the night air. This duty discharged,
and hearing her husband enter his sleeping-room,
she joined him there. He was very glad to see
her, for he wished to broach the subject of Susie’s condition,
a task requiring considerable diplomacy, for he knew
Mrs. Forest would naturally be merciless to one like Susie.
But the doctor in his diplomacy, as Clara said, did
very well until he came to the diplomatic part, and then
he lost the first requisite, patience. He greeted Mrs.
Forest very pleasantly, and told her she never looked
lovelier in her life.
“Ah! dear,” she answered, “it is very sweet to hear
you say so, but”—and she viewed herself composedly in
the mirror of the doctor’s wardrobe—“this glass shows
me my wrinkles and my gray hair.”
“Well, your hair is beautiful, and I like these little
crows’-feet at the corners of your eyes; but this is not
what makes your beauty in my eyes—” and he came
105beside her, and put his arm around her—“it is the softness
and tenderness of expression in your face. You did
not have this as a girl.” Here was possibly the approach
to the needed diplomacy.
“Yet you used to rave about my beauty; and how
indifferent I was to it.”
“To which?”
“To your raving, to be sure.”
“Ah! of course.”
“See how my color has gone. I think I never was
vain, but who can look at such a reflection with any satisfaction?
You are bronzed by exposure, but that rather
improves you, and I’m sure, as we stand here, you look
ten years younger than I do, instead of five older. That
is because you have had no babies.”
“Ah! Indeed!” exclaimed the doctor, with Pantagruelistic
gayety. “I thought they were all mine—all but
that doubling feat. That was entirely your invention.”
“For shame! Have you not teazed me enough with
that. I think you are so absurd. I wish you would
never make such a remark again.”
“Well, then, I won’t; but the way you take it is so
amusing. Are you going to stay?”
“Do you wish me to?”
“Ah! That is not to be considered,” said the doctor,
with his usual gallantry, which was not gallantry at all
in his case, but the simple expression of his interpretation
of woman’s most primitive right. “The question
is, do you wish to stay?”
“Yes, dear.”
“You don’t come too often these days,” he said, toying
with her ear.
106“That is because I know that you are tired, and would
rather sleep when you have left your study.”
“Too tired, you think, to enjoy your presence?”
“Yes; you know I have not lost the girlish habit of
liking to lie awake and talk. You go to sleep the moment
you touch the pillow. Ah, me! how we change! I
remember how you used to keep me awake with your
ineffable words and caresses! and I was so indifferent
then. You loved me more than I could possibly appreciate;”
and she added, taking the hair-pins from her
silvery hair, and with a little sigh, “Ah! if I were only
young again!” For answer, the doctor sang the trivial
words of Beranger:
“Combien je regrette
Mon bras si dodu,
Ma jambe bien faite
Et le temps perdu.”
“Translate your French. It is something shocking, no
doubt.”
“No, indeed. But I could not do it justice. I promise
to keep you awake to-night though, for I must
consult you about a matter of importance.”
“What is it about?”
“It is about Susie Dykes.”
“She does look ill, I think, and she has been so silent
and moody lately. You don’t think she has anything
serious the matter with her, do you?”
“Yes, serious enough. It is strange you have not
guessed.”
“What!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest, a sudden light
breaking into her mind. “You don’t mean to say——”
“Yes, just that,” interrupted the doctor, “and the
107agony of the poor girl is dreadful. What is worse, Dan
has put it out of his power to save her from disgrace.”
“Dan!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest, in great disgust. “I
don’t believe he knows anything about it. The shameless
thing! No doubt——”
“Now! now! Don’t go off at half-cock. He admits
it all—did so in my study last night, where he said he
would rather die than marry Susie.”
“Oh, Heaven! How dreadful for Dan!”
“And you think only of him.”
“Only of him! Is he not my child? Is it not natural
that I should think only of him?”
“Many things are natural that are very selfish. Is
Susie not somebody’s child too as well as Dan? And
what is his suffering compared to hers? Will the world
howl at him as a sinner, kick him down further into hell,
and abandon him with virtuous scorn? No, no; there’s
plenty of girls here in Oakdale, of good family too, who
would marry him to-morrow for all his damnable treachery
to this poor girl, while the hypocrites, drawing their
immaculate skirts clear of his victim, wink at his act,
and distinguish it ‘as sowing wild oats.’ And you, my
wife—you among the number! You would send her out
to die in the streets, would you?”
“I am sorry for her, of course. You know I am.”
Mrs. Forest was thinking of Clara’s prospects; of the
aristocratic Delanos, who were soon coming to Oakdale,
and the event was important. What would they say at
Clara’s family supporting and harboring under their roof
a girl so disgraced? Mrs. Forest added, “But we cannot
be expected to be victimized because of her want of
virtue. Of course she cannot stay here.”
108“Virtue!” said the doctor, with contempt. “Virtue,
in any decent code of morals, must include all the best
qualities of the heart. You are one of the soulless Pharisees
who would cover it with a fig-leaf. I thought I
knew you better, Fannie. Some one says, if you would
know a man, divide an inheritance with him; but, by ——,
after you have slept in a woman’s arms twenty
odd years, shared your fortune and all the joys and sorrows
of life with her for that time, a simple case like this
arises when you expect common human sympathy, and
she fails you utterly.”
Mrs. Forest began to sob quietly, but finding to her
astonishment that this redoubtable weapon had lost its
power over the soft-hearted doctor, she was piqued, and
hardened her heart like a flint. She began hastily
replacing her hair-pins in her hair. This was to punish
him by depriving him of her presence for the night, which
she had so sweetly promised. The doctor noted this
movement, the critical moment, probably, if only his
diplomacy had been equal to the situation; but he was
“a plain, blunt man,” as Mark Antony says of himself,
and he had already played his last card. He knew it was
hopeless. Mrs. Forest, gentle, mild, pious, as she undoubtedly
was, could not understand the doctor’s broad love of
humanity. She had no power of loving anything that
was not distinctly her own; but she was sure of her own
integrity, and when told by the doctor that there was no
more virtue in her love than in that of a hen for her
chickens when she gathers her own under her wings, but
pecks away all others, even though motherless and dying
for care, she was not in the least disturbed; she was sure
of her own position, and as immovable as a rock. “Do
109as you like,” he said to her, giving up the case, but determined
to speak his mind freely; “do as you like, you and
the other godly who pretend to be followers of one who
said, ‘Neither do I condemn thee.’ Your respect for
Christ is a common farce. It is merely a thing of form
and respectability. You don’t take the trouble to see
what manner of man he really was, or you would see how
impossible it is for you to have any sentiments in common
with him. Was he not a radical, sitting down with publicans
and sinners, shocking all the conventional morality
of his time, befriending the needy, supporting the outcasts
of society, and a thorough despiser of all cant and
hypocrisy?”
“I dislike to hear any one quoting Christ who does
not believe in him,” said Mrs. Forest very softly, but
none the less angry for all that.
“Believe,” echoed the doctor. “You are the real infidel.
Do you believe in the divine nature of Christ? Of
course you do not; for if you did, you would have more
respect for his morality and magnanimity of character.
Do you believe in your heaven? You have no shadow of
real faith in it, and you know it in your own heart, for it
is a place where this same unhappy girl may be your
equal or superior, according to your own scheme of salvation;
and you know you would prefer annihilation to
any such democratic mixing of saint and sinner. Do you
think you can make me think you believe in hell, when
you coolly run the risk of its terrors by turning against
the suffering wretches whom Christ helped and befriended?
Oh, Fannie! you have no religion in your
heart, for you have no love for humanity; or, call it
religion if you like, and say you have no honest human
110sympathy, and no faith that can triumph over the little
expedients and conventional proprieties of the day.”
“I do not wish to manifest levity, but it does seem to
me amusing to hear you talk of faith.”
At another time the doctor would have ceased in
despair; but it is so hard to believe absolutely that those
allied to us by many tender ties, can never respect our
most sacred convictions; besides, the doctor’s sense of
human justice was outraged, and he had not yet given
full vent to his righteous indignation.
“I will not try to show you that I have a faith which
you can never comprehend. It would be useless,” he said,
“but I can tell you, though you could never persuade me
to cant and howl among your pious herd, that I respect
Christ and his example as I respect the dignity of all
sympathy for human misery; and I shall prove it by
standing by this unhappy girl. I am none the less ready
to do so because her suffering is caused by a knave whom
I had the misfortune to beget.”
“Why, I never heard any one utter such language!”
exclaimed Mrs. Forest; “but it is useless to reason with
you, when you are in a passion. For my part, I think
‘charity begins at home.’”
“Yes, I know you do; and according to your creed, it
not only begins but ends there also.”
“Would you sacrifice the prospects of your children
to protect a shameless girl?”
“I’d sacrifice anything and everything on earth to
show my faith in the triumph of justice. Besides, this girl
is not shameless. She has a noble nature. She told Dan
to his face that he would never marry Susie Dykes—this
when she found he would marry her, but only as a duty.
111Yes, madam, you can now measure my faith, which you
despise, and see what it is worth beside yours. Let what
will come, I shall stand by this girl. Life, with the consciousness
that I have acted like a cur, is not worth
having. Now you had better go and pray for grace to do
unto others as you would have others do unto you;” and
the doctor burst into a bitter laugh, as the door closed
behind her who had come with wifely tenderness to sleep
by his side.
CHAPTER XII. CLARA DECIDES BETWEEN RELIGION AND PRINCIPLE.
112
Mrs. Forest had often had rather severe conflicts
with her husband on questions of morality
and justice, upon which, in her mind, he held very lax
notions. This, however, was the first time they had been
diametrically opposed in a matter of actual practice, and
she was considerably disturbed, though she carried away
the gratification of having preserved that serenity of soul
that naturally belongs to those who are in the right;
moreover she was somewhat piqued in her womanly
vanity, because the doctor had not desired her to stay
sufficiently to yield the point. But there was one deep
satisfaction for her that atoned for everything: Dan was
in no danger of being compelled to marry Susie Dykes.
During all the first part of her conversation with the
doctor, she had mortally feared that he would insist on
bringing this about.
As she descended the stairs, she found Clara bolting
the front door. She had just let Dr. Delano out, after
bidding him good-night as many times as lovers usually
do, and was in a blissful state of mind. Her beautiful,
limpid eyes shone brilliantly through her long lashes,
her lips were crimson and dewy, and her whole being
expressed the happiness of the young, poetic enthusiast.
“Come and sleep with me, daughter. I wish to talk
113with you,” she said, embracing Clara with more effusion
than was her wont, and Clara saw that some grief disturbed
her mother. What could it be? Surely not
disapproval of her attachment to Dr. Delano, for had not
her mother smiled upon the happy lovers not an hour
ago? This settled, in Clara’s thought, there could be
nothing serious in what her mother had to say, and this
special night she wished to be alone. There seemed
lately no time to think, to enjoy the delicious creations
of a vivid imagination, stimulated by a passion as real
and sweet as it was dreamy and ideal. The longing to
be alone with her thoughts made her say, “Come into
the parlor, mamma dear, and tell me there.”
“No,” said Mrs. Forest, with the persistence of a
child, “I want you with me,” and she added, reproachfully,
“Is it a sacrifice?” thus forcing Clara to say what
was not strictly true—“Certainly not, mamma dear. I
will go with you.”
Long into the night Mrs. Forest talked earnestly to her
daughter. Clara was shocked, as any romantic young girl
would be, having the case presented in its worst light—disgusted,
indeed—but she was much too severe upon Dan
to please her mother. Clara was her father’s own girl,
as Mrs. Forest knew, and her heart was naturally
inclined to pity Susie, and she said to her mother in
extenuation, “She is so young, you know, and without
any education, or she would know she could never win a
lover in that way.” This was a sign of wisdom that
pleased Mrs. Forest.
“My daughter, I am sure,” she said, “would never be
in danger of forwardness and immodesty with gentlemen;
and I will say here, my dear, that much being
114alone with gentlemen before marriage, is very injudicious,
for the most honorable of them will take advantage of
such confidence.”
Clara was rather inclined to believe this, recalling certain
passages on the veranda that evening, but she was
very silent on that subject. Mrs. Forest returned to the
subject of Susie, and labored to show the importance of
having her out of the house as soon as possible. “Your
father is so unreasonable. I really believe he thinks it
our duty to have her here. Why, I should die of
shame to have the Delanos know it. What would they
think?”
“We must do right, mamma, whatever people think.”
“Yes, yes; but we can do right in a prudent way,
and there is so much at stake. Dr. Delano asked your
father’s permission to address you only to-day.” Clara
knew this fact, but it was very agreeable to have a second
account of it. “Your father is so unlike the rest of the
world. I was shocked at his answer. Instead of thanking
Dr. Delano for the honor, as would have been the
proper way, he answered brusquely, ‘Bless my soul!
Delano, it’s none of my business. I don’t see what the
girl can want with your ridiculous addresses, but that
is her affair. You know I advocate woman’s rights, and
that includes her right to make a fool of herself;’ and
he actually laughed.” Clara asked anxiously how Dr.
Delano received it—that was the all-important part
to her.
“Oh, he took it exceedingly well, I am glad to say.
He held out his hand to your father, and thanked him in
a very gentlemanly style.”
“Did papa say any more?”
115“Such a lot of nonsense! He said he had brought
you up to be independent. For my part, I think an independent
girl dreadful. He said he had told you what
rascally dogs men were, and if this was the result of his
warning, why he must submit. You cannot imagine how
mortified I was. Your father was called away then, and
I apologized to Dr. Delano for his manner.”
“Why, mamma! the idea of apologizing for papa’s
manner. I should not think of doing Dr. Delano the
injustice of supposing he could not understand and
appreciate my father. He speaks of him in a way that
charms me.”
Mrs. Forest kept on talking, making a mountain of the
importance of getting rid of Susie. She would, of course,
be kind to her; all the ladies of the church would do
something for her; but Dr. Delano’s august father and
Miss Charlotte were coming, and they must never hear
of this terrible disgrace.
Clara was bewildered. Her education at Stonybrook
had inculcated the conventional respect for the proprieties;
but now face to face with a practical trouble like
this, she did not feel like trusting entirely her mother,
who was the very soul of conventionality. She would
see her father, and then judge for herself; and with this
decision she dropped asleep.
In the morning Clara slept rather late, and when she
went down-stairs her father was gone. During breakfast
Mrs. Forest had hardly addressed a word to him. In her
mind, there was a kind of lovers’ quarrel between her and
the doctor. There had been many of these in her married
life; but feeling conscious of her power when she
chose to be gracious, it did not trouble her much. She
116felt he ought to be punished, and rather enjoyed his perturbation,
not being sufficiently discriminating to perceive
how deeply he was disappointed in her want of
sympathy with his desire to help Susie in her strait. If
Clara should fail him also, it would go hard with poor
Susie. He determined, however, to say very little to
Clara until he found how she would be disposed to
act. This was a most interesting point to him. How
would his Clara face a thing like this? Of course he
might influence her through her love for him, but he
scorned to do that—she must act freely. If he saw
her, he would simply state the case and leave her to her
own decision. The opportunity occurred unexpectedly,
for in his drive across the common, in the middle of the
forenoon, he overtook his daughter, who was out for a
walk. He drew up beside her and talked a few minutes,
being careful to avoid any expression as to how a woman
ought to act to any sister woman in such a case. He
expressed simply his own feeling for Susie, and his determination
to stand by her. Clara listened silently, and
walked home turning the matter over in her own mind.
She found herself unconsciously calculating effects, after
the manner of her mother, and was disgusted with this
evidence of meanness. When she reached home, Miss
Marston and her mother were in the drawing-room, where
the latter had just informed her guest of the scandal,
regretting that anything so unpleasant should occur
during Miss Marston’s visit. Mrs. Forest was careful to
avoid mentioning her son as in any way implicated, but
she was pleased to have some one with whom she could
talk of her troubles and cares—one, too, who had sound
notions upon moral questions. Miss Marston indeed was
117a rigid moralist of the conventional school, not, indeed,
from any narrowness of heart, but through logical conclusions
from premises which, if not sound in principle,
were at least well considered. Mrs. Forest knew that the
influence of her guest was very great over Clara, because
of her affection and admiration for Miss Marston, and so
Mrs. Forest continued the conversation about Susie after
Clara entered. One thing troubled her, however. Clara
was ignorant of her mother’s intention to shield Dan
from Miss Marston’s censure; and she might, by some
ill-timed remark, let out the cat that her mother would
so carefully tie up. Tact was necessary, and she soon
found a pretext to send Clara to her room for something,
and another pretext to follow her and implore her to not
mention Dan. What was the use? It could do no
good, and it was her duty to be kind to Dan as well as to
Susie. Clara said nothing, but pondered deeply over her
mother’s ways of securing her ends.
When the conversation was resumed, Mrs. Forest
showed a remarkable clemency toward Susie, especially
after discovering that Clara had been talking with her
father during her walk. This was tact again. Clara had
somehow inherited her father’s tendency to radicalism,
and might be easily shocked into a heroic course toward
her brother’s victim.
“I do not think,” said Mrs. Forest, “that we can do
better than to get her a place where she can be quiet;
and as she is so very deft with her needle, and can make
herself useful in many ways, I do not think this will be
difficult.”
“This will be to fail her in what she most needs—sympathy,”
Clara remarked.
118“My dear Clara,” said Miss Marston, “we cannot sympathize
with folly unless we are foolish ourselves. You
know the meaning of the word sympathy.”
There was a little too much of the dogmatism of the
teacher in this to please Clara, but she showed no displeasure
in her very calm reply: “But we can sympathize
with suffering in all cases.”
“Yet even for her good,” replied Mrs. Forest, “we
should show disapprobation of her conduct. By being
too lenient, it would lead her to hold her act lightly, and
open the way for its repetition.”
“Well, I think, mamma, with all proper deference,
that your reasoning is exceedingly weak. Will not one
terrible lesson like this be enough for any girl like Susie?
Besides, you forget how many years it must be before she
can outlive her love for——” Mrs. Forest trembled;
but Clara saw the danger her mother dreaded, and continued,
“for her betrayer, and by that time she will become
staid and prudent.”
“I think myself,” said Miss Marston, “that there is
little danger of her repeating her folly. She seems really
a very modest young person. She has undoubtedly
fallen through an ill-directed affection. What sort of a
man is her lover, and where is he?”
Mrs. Forest did not dare meet Clara’s eyes during her
quick answer, “Oh, it is a young man in town. He does
not seem to care anything for her.”
“I consider him an unprincipled wretch,” replied
Clara, indignantly. Her mother’s determination to
screen Dan looked very ugly in her eyes. “Papa says
he offered to marry her,” she continued, addressing Miss
Marston, “but in a way that showed he considered it a
119great sacrifice; and she was proud enough and womanly
enough to throw his insulting offer back in his teeth. I
like her for that, and I think we ought to protect her
right generously. I mean to help her, at all events.”
“My child!” cried Mrs. Forest, in alarm. “You are
so impulsive, so imprudent. You will certainly be talked
about.”
“I don’t think, mamma, that should make any difference
when we know we are in the right. I believe the
right way is to find out what our duty is, and then, to
do it openly and fairly.”
“My dear,” said Miss Marston, “there are very Quixotic
ways of doing our duty.” She said this in a cool,
decided way, that chafed Clara’s growing heroic mood,
and she replied, bitterly: “I could avoid these ways, I
suppose, by making bibs and baby things in secret, and
sending them to her anonymously, but I think that would
be contemptible. I know if such an awful thing should
happen to any one of my dear friends, my equals, or to
my own sister, I should go to her and comfort her with
my sympathy; and if there is any goodness or nobility
in doing so for a dear friend, there must be still more
virtue in such a course when the object is a poor, friendless
girl, deprived of all advantages of education and
social culture until she came here.”
“Very well reasoned,” said Miss Marston, ironically;
“but I am sorry to see that you forget how this young
person has profited by the advantages for social culture
that she has already had in this family.”
Clara’s eyes fairly flashed, and Mrs. Forest saw that
she was sorely tempted to show Miss Marston what social
and moral influence Susie had been under through one
120member of the family at least; so she made haste to answer
soothingly, almost before the words were out of Miss
Marston’s mouth, “You are so young, my daughter, that
it hardly becomes you to seem to know so much more
than your elders about what is right and proper. I know
your motives are generous, but you must not trust yourself
wholly in such a case as this. You are wrong in
supposing that showing open sympathy with a girl who
has fallen from virtue, can do her any good; and it certainly
may injure you irreparably.”
“Your whole tone, mamma, is cold and calculating.
This poor girl is alone, and in an agony of grief such as
we have never dreamed of. If helping her bear up under
her burden, must injure me, even irreparably, as you say,
let it do so. I do not want the favor nor the admiration
of the Levites and Pharisees who pass by on the other
side. Besides, I do not act alone. I have had the counsel
of the clearest head I know, and as noble a heart as ever
beat.” Here Clara paused and sighed heavily, almost
overcome with a feeling of disappointment that Miss
Marston should manifest so little generosity, and one of
sorrow also that she had been compelled to express sentiments
that must wound her much-loved teacher and
friend. As she expected, Miss Marston took refuge in
dignified silence, understanding herself, of course, as included
among the Pharisees and Levites. Mrs. Forest
remarked that all experience showed the feelings to be
dangerous guides; as also were what were loosely called
principles; that the only thing that upheld pure morals
was religion, and therefore it was the only sure guide.
Clara had often seen this making religious duty an
excuse for selfishness, and she had a contempt for it as
121natural as was her repulsion to everything dark and ugly.
She replied boldly, “I hear much about principles and
religion, and I am compelled to judge them by their
fruits. My father, you say, has no religion. Surely
principles are better than religion, if one leads to helpful
sympathy with all misfortune, and the other to cold calculation
of the effect of evil tongues. I have thought over
all the possible results, mamma, and I have decided. I
know one who will help Susie openly, and without either
calculation or shame; and I shall certainly follow his
example, for I will trust my father’s sense of right against
the world!” and with this, delivered very dramatically
and rapidly, Clara left the room.
CHAPTER XIII. PAPA’S OWN GIRL.
122
Not long after Clara left her mother and Miss Marston,
she rapped very softly on Susie’s door, not
wishing to wake her if sleeping, and thus oblivious for the
time, to her misery. Thinking it was Dinah, Susie bade
the knocker come in. She was trying to dress herself,
and sat by her glass brushing her long light hair. Perceiving
the happy sister of Dan, resplendent in her youth
and beauty, Susie buried her face with her pretty round
arms, and wept softly. Clara approached her, and patted
her white shoulder, saying, “Poor Susie! I have come
to comfort you in your trouble. I know all about it, and
I am so sorry, but I blame my brother far more than I
do you;” at the mention of Dan, Susie sobbed aloud.
“He is so cruel to you after all your loving him.”
“Don’t blame him too much,” sobbed Susie. “He
could not help it. If I were handsome and educated like
Miss Marston, he would love me always; but it is so
hard. I wonder why I cannot die. Every hour is harder
and harder to bear.”
Clara’s tender heart was profoundly touched. This was
the first time she had ever been brought face to face with
real anguish, and she found it more terrible than any
romance had ever pictured it. She reproached herself
for ever thinking even for one moment of consequences,
123in view of so plain a question of duty as trying to comfort
this poor girl in every possible way. Yet she hardly
knew what to say or do in the presence of such agony.
She felt the necessity, however, of saying something, and
inspiration and hope came as soon as she saw her words
had any effect. “Don’t give way so, dear child, I beg you.
Remember what papa says, ‘Grief cannot last forever.’
Time will soften it all away, and if you live a noble life
after this, as I am confident you will, you will have good
and true friends. See how papa is going to stand by
you; and I am also, if you will let me.”
“If I will let you!” repeated Susie, raising her head.
“What a good angel you are! I am not good enough
to deserve so much kindness.”
“Why, do you know, I think you are. I don’t think
any of the family but papa appreciate your sweetness and
goodness. Now I want to tell you that Miss Marston
will never marry Dan. She would never dream of such a
thing. There is an idol in her heart enshrined, which no
common man could displace; but that is a little secret,
and I only tell it to reassure you. You are not going to
sink down under this misfortune like a common-spirited
girl. Do you know I admire you so much for refusing to
be saved by Dan as a charity on his part? I’ve been
thinking of it all day. You can win him back if you
will; I’m sure of it, and the way to do it is to show him
that he is not important enough for a woman to die for—not
important enough to destroy your happiness for all
time either. I tell you there is nothing so sure to win
the love of men as to force them to admire our strength
and independence. The clinging vines become very disagreeable
and burdensome to the oaks after a time.”
124Clara said all this smiling cheerfully, and not in a
patronizing “I am holier than thou” way at all. This
won Susie’s heart, and gave her a first impulse of
hope.
“Oh, how good you are, Miss Forest. You come like
warm sunlight into a cold dungeon, and I bless you with
all my soul. And how selfish I am to let you stand all
this time.” And Susie rose and begged Clara to be
seated, and excuse her while she finished dressing. Clara
was struck with the delicacy of feeling in this poor girl,
and especially by her good manners; and every minute
in her presence increased her faith in her natural worth.
“If I had only been here,” she said to herself, “I would
have helped her to study and be interested in something
in the universe besides Dan, and this would never have
happened.” Then a new thought struck her suddenly,
and she said, “What you want now is distraction from
the one subject that worries you. What do you say to
commencing to study seriously, and making me your
teacher?”
“Oh, I will do anything in the world, and you shall
never regret—” she said, but broke down before she could
finish, after a moment adding, “never regret helping
poor Susie. No one ever cared for me but Dan, and it
was natural that I should love him too well——”
“Don’t think of him just now any more,” said Clara.
“Of course it was natural. It is too bad that you have
had so little chance for education, but we will make up
for lost time.” Clara remembered the delight she had
often experienced when, finding a pot-flower drooping, she
had given it water, and waited to see it slowly lift up its
limp foliage, as if in gratitude to the beneficent hand that
125came to its relief. How much grander the pleasure in
raising up a sorrow-burdened human soul, she thought;
and life seemed to have more scope and meaning to her
from that hour. She entered enthusiastically into her
plan of teaching Susie, and was delighted at the quick
response it met.
“I have so longed to learn. I have tried to study
grammar alone, but it is very difficult to get on. I fear
you will find me so ignorant that you will give up in
despair. I know so little of books; but I can read, and
write too, but I am a dreadful poor speller though. Dan
used to laugh at me so.”
“Did he? Why he was a perfect blockhead himself
in school, and forever at the foot of the spelling class.”
“Why, Miss Forest! I thought he was a beautiful
writer and speller,” said Susie, wondering if this could
be so.
“Have you any of his letters?” asked Clara, laughing
and thinking it would be a good stroke of policy to
show Susie that her tyrant was not quite omnipotent in
wisdom.
Susie produced from the bottom of a well-worn paper
box, whose corners, both of box and cover, had been carefully
sewed together, a package of letters, and handed it
confidently to Clara, who took out one at random, which
was written while Dan was in the peddling business. It
ran thus:
“My Darling Susie: I have gone all over this one
horse town of Boilston to-day, and have sold a peice of
red coton velvit for a safer covering and some pins and
matches and that is all. To-morrow I shall be in Marlboro
126and expect to do a big business. I have not written
to the governer yet because I want to show him I can live
and succede to, away from home, so dont tell whear I am
til I come back whitch will be next weak. Thear is a
pretty little house here for sail and I mean to buy it as
soon as I get money enough. How would you like it as
a present? Only I shall expect you to take me as a
purmanent border and I may be a very dyspeptic one
and hard to pleas.”
There was much more about the cottage, and many
expressions of tenderness and anxiety because he thought
Susie did not fully return his love. Clara sighed as she
refolded the letter, to think that one of her sex should
be so deficient in culture as to take this effusion as a
masterpiece of composition; but it revealed the fact that
Dan had loved Susie sincerely in his way, and made her
look very leniently upon Susie’s inordinate faith in him.
“Are there any mistakes in that?” asked Susie, seeing
that Clara was silent.
“Yes, dear; plenty of them,” she answered, regretting
her determination to destroy any of the poor child’s illusions;
but she had committed herself to it, and so she
pointed out the errors consecutively, beginning with
“peice” in the first line, and then she said, “You see, if
he had any serious education himself, he would not laugh
at your mistakes in spelling. Only ignoramuses are vain
about small accomplishments. I do not doubt in the
least that your own letters were superior to this.”
“Oh, I think not; but you can see for yourself. He
gave them to me to keep, because he is always going
about. He always keeps my last till I write again, and
127then returns it for me to keep—I mean he always did do
so—but he will never write me again,” she said, struggling
with her emotion, as she gave Clara one of her letters to
Dan. Clara read with quiet interest, forgetting all
thought of the orthography in the simple eloquence
expressed in every sentence. Tears came into her eyes
as she read the closing paragraphs, “but I must not sit
up later though I could never wish to stop. It is so
sweet to know where you are and to send you words of
love and then so much more sweet to know that you care
for them. I must be up early to help your mother who
is so kind to me. I keep thinking all the day that sometime
she may come to like me and be willing that I should
be your wife though I know I am not worthy of so high
an honor. Your family would be ashamed of mine, Dan.
This is a hard thought, but it is not my fault, and I
mean to be good and true always. I read all the time I
can get, and try to improve all I can. Do not laugh at
my spelling, dearest. Remember I never went to school
steadily but two months in my life. When we are
together you will teach me, and I shall show you how
seriously I can study. Good-night, dearest one. I kiss
you in my thoughts and all my love and all my life are
yours forever.”
“Oh, how blind your love has made you, Susie. Why,
this letter is eloquent. If my brother had been capable
of understanding your generous sensibility, he would
rather have sought to learn of you, than to have presumed
to be your teacher. There are errors in orthography, but
not half so many as there are in his; besides the sentiment
of yours is noble, and that of his is not. You
spell beautiful with two ll’s, and there are one or two
128other errors; but I believe they are all from studying
Dan’s ridiculous style. You write a pretty hand, and
your head, as papa says, is an excellent one. There is
nothing to hinder your getting a fair education. I will
teach you the Latin and Greek words from which ours
are made up, also rhetoric, and history, and geography,
and we will study botany together. You will be
charmed with botany. I have all the text-books, and I
want you to commence even to-morrow, so that you can
have no time to brood over your miseries. I know you
won’t do as silly girls do who, when persecuted for
falling one step, think they may as well go quite down to
perdition. Remember, you are not really degraded in my
eyes, and I want you to take me into your heart as a true
friend.”
Susie at this knelt down beside Clara, and burying her
head in her lap sobbed anew, but quickly raised her head,
saying, “I am only crying now for joy, because God is so
good in sending you to me. Never in this world shall I
forget the blessed help and comfort you bring to me.
You will go to a home of your own some day, and if
you will have me, I will come and take all your cares. I
will keep your house. I will learn to do everything;
and oh! I shall love you to my dying day.”
“Dear, dear Susie!” said Clara, her own eyes full of
tears as she bent down and kissed Susie tenderly. “You
would pay me too generously for what gives me so much
pleasure. I ask only that you will be happy and make
the best of everything. Do not kneel before me.”
“Oh, let me, do! It is natural for me, when I see
anything so good and beautiful as you are; but have
you thought that others will not think of me as you
129do? I am afraid you will pay dearly for your goodness
to poor Susie.”
“Have no fear. I despise cold, shallow-hearted people,
and shall lose the love of none but them. Papa will love
me better, and that is compensation enough for that which
merits no compensation at all. His approbation is worth
more than that of all the world without it.” Clara found
Susie quite capable of appreciating the character of Dr.
Forest, and that raised her at once higher in her estimation.
She talked with her some time longer, and then
rose to go; but just then she saw Susie’s face blanch and
her limbs shake. She had forgotten how great a strain
this long interview must have been to Susie in her weak
condition, and quickly atoned for her oversight, first by
bringing her a cordial, and then helping her to undress
and put her to bed like a child. Susie submitted like a
tired baby. Her eyes were greatly swollen with weeping,
and for these Clara brought hot water, and laid a compress
upon them, saying, “Hot water, you know, is better
for inflammation. That’s what the new school says, and
we belong to the new school. Papa is a radical, they say;
so are we. We believe in love, not in hate; in happiness,
not in misery;” and Clara kissed Susie and bade her
good-bye, saying, “Now go to sleep, if you can. Rest
perfectly quiet. Trust to me and papa, and all will be
well. No, don’t say a word. I won’t be thanked and
called an angel, for I am only a girl like you, and in your
place you would be just as kind to me.”
Clara left Susie’s chamber in a most enviable frame of
mind. She had experienced a new pleasure from her
course toward Susie, and in her heart she wondered why
all the world was not loving and kind, when to be so created
130such deep satisfaction. “I think I did right too,”
she said to herself, “in instilling a little healthy poison
into Susie’s mind about Dan. If she can see a few of his
meannesses, perhaps she will suffer less from the ‘pangs of
despised love.’” Still Clara was not quite sure that she
was right in lowering Dan in Susie’s estimation. On general
principles, she would have naturally opposed anything
of the kind; but Susie’s restoration to peace of
mind and usefulness was the one object to be gained. To
this end her self-respect must be roused, which could
hardly be effected while she considered herself Dan’s inferior
intellectually. Clara determined to prove to Susie
her own innate strength, and humble Dan by showing
him what a pearl he had thrown away. This was a labor
worthy of Clara, and she left Susie’s room feeling that
she loved all the world better for the course she had
taken, and her heart was so full of human sweetness that
she poured it out on everybody; on Dinah, whom she
helped for an hour or two in her household work; on her
twin sisters, who were not inclined much, especially Leila,
to sentiment. Clara helped them both with their piano
practice, petted them, called them her darlings, and encouraged
them in every way. Linnie was touched by
Clara’s kindness, and when she left said to Leila:
“How sweet Clara is, isn’t she?”
“As honey and nectar,” replied Leila; “all of a sudden,
too. I guess she’s experienced religion,” she added, with
her clear, metallic laugh. Leila was like Dan in many
ways. The spirit of devotion was apparently wholly
wanting in her nature. She was one of those whose
doubting was an offence to freedom of thought, and
whom you would rather see canting bigots than supporters
131of any principle dear to you. The doctor came
in some time before tea, and went directly to Susie’s room,
where he remained a full half hour. The change that he
perceived in Susie was a revelation to him of his daughter’s
character that brought an infinite relief, and more than
justified all his hopes of her. As he went down the
family were going into the dining-room. Clara stood at
the foot of the stairs, waiting for him. He drew her head
down on his breast and caressed it fondly; then held it
away with both hands, and looked searchingly into her
splendid eyes. This scrutiny evidently revealed what he
sought, for he said softly and slowly, dwelling fondly on
each word, “Papa’s own girl;” and then they joined the
family in the dining-room.
CHAPTER XIV. DAN’S MONEY RETURNED—THE DOCTOR CONQUERED.
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The twins, who were now about thirteen years of age,
had great difficulty in fathoming the secret regarding
Susie, for, being the youngest of the children, they
were still babies in the eyes of the family. They were
not long in “nosing out,” as Leila called it, the real difficulty,
and they discussed the subject together in a naive
way that would have been amusing but for the heartlessness
they displayed; still it was the heartlessness of the
kitten over the agonies of a captive mouse, and perhaps
implied no real cruelty of purpose beyond a certain spitefulness
that they were not considered of sufficient importance
to be taken into anybody’s confidence. Even
Dinah snubbed them in a supercilious way when they
attempted to obtain information from her, and they revenged
themselves in a thousand nameless ways. Susie
meanwhile had recovered from her illness occasioned by
the shock she had received, and made superhuman efforts
to win some little show of sympathy from Mrs. Forest.
Clara had talked Miss Marston over to her side in a
measure, so that she manifested a good deal of kindness
to poor Susie, whose position was very difficult to endure.
The twins, taking their cue from their mother, ignored
Susie’s existence completely, more especially Leila, who,
though in the habit of shirking every duty upon the willing
133hands of Susie, informed “Miss Dykes,” as she called
her one day for the first time, that she need not come into
her room any more to do the chamber-work. Susie looked
at her with mild, sorrowful eyes, set down the water she
had brought, and left the room without a word. Linnie,
being softer in her feelings, said, “I think you are too
bad, Leila. Did you see how she looked at you?”
“No, nor I don’t care. She’s a nasty thing.”
“I don’t see much difference between her now and a
week ago, when you used to kiss her when you wanted
her to do anything for you.” Leila flared up, and a very
sisterly fight ensued. Linnie was no match for the hardheaded
Leila in a contest of words, but in revenge, later
in the day, she told Clara how Susie had been treated.
This happened to be a good policy, though not intended
as such. Clara drew her arm about Linnie, saying, “I
am glad, sister dear, that you show some feeling. I knew
you would, and I have wanted to take you into my confidence,
for you are more mature for your age than Leila
is; but mamma thought it not best. I think she is
wrong, and I am going to tell you the truth. You
have guessed it already. Susie, you know, has loved
Dan since she was your age, and she has been foolish of
course; but I want you to remember that she was a
poor, ignorant, neglected child, and Dan was engaged to
marry her. I blame him infinitely more than I do her.
He was very selfish and unprincipled.”
“So I think, sissy. I thought it must be Dan—the
mean thing. I’m real sorry for Susie; but what a goose
she must be to care so for him.” And so another friend
was won over to Susie. Linnie grew immensely important
in her own eyes after this confidence of Clara, who
134told her, among other pretty compliments, that she was
“right womanly” in her sentiments.
On one of those weary days, when Susie felt like
destroying her life despite the kindness and sympathy of
Clara and her father, she received a note from Dan. It
was written in a cold, heartless style that she could
scarcely believe him capable of after all she knew of him,
and ended: “I don’t want you to be disgraced through
me, and I am willing to marry you. Name the time
and place, and I will be on hand. It is no use to palaver
and swear I shall be supremely happy, and all that;
but you are ‘ruined,’ of course, if I don’t, and I’m willing
to do it, and ought to for the prospective brat’s sake,
at least.” The letter enclosed a cheque for fifty dollars.
Susie regarded the money greedily. She had never had
half as much in her whole life, and this would buy
so many things she needed, and then she read Dan’s
heartless letter again, crying bitterly. Not one word of
tenderness; nothing of the old love was left, only pity
and an offer to sacrifice himself to save her. Disgust
with her weakness, self-reproach, indignation, possessed
her by turns, and the result was sending back the letter
and the cheque, with only these words: “I can beg in
the streets for myself or for your child much easier than
I can accept charity from you. O my God! that I should
come to this—to have money thrown at me like a bone
to a dog, from one, too, whom I have so loved and
trusted. Believe me, the only favor I ask, is that you
may forget that I ever cared for you, for—
‘I am shamed through all my being
To have loved so weak a thing.’”
When Dan received this, he was surprised, to say the
135least, and chewed his moustache viciously. Beyond all
his pique at the way his offer was received, there was
a dawning respect for the girl he had ruined, as he
thought; but Susie was not quite ruined yet, thanks to
the generous sympathy of Dr. Forest and his daughter;
and losing her respect for Dan, through finding out
how soulless and unworthy he was, her heart-aches on
account of his faithlessness gradually began to subside.
Pretty soon another letter came, containing one
hundred dollars in greenbacks. This time he confessed
admiration for her “pluck,” as he called it, but
swore that if she sent back this money he would burn it,
leaving enough of the notes to show her he had kept
his word. This was why he had sent greenbacks, which,
if destroyed, could not be made good like a bank
cheque.
Susie resolved to show this letter to Clara, and ask
her advice, apologizing for not doing so with the first
one. In fact Susie had enjoyed, in a bitter way, her answer,
knowing it would wound Dan’s vanity, and she had
feared that Clara’s advice would interfere with this satisfaction.
The letter was written in a moment of exaltation,
and was the wisest thing Susie could have done;
but yet after it was in the post-office and beyond recall,
the poor girl suffered new tortures lest her words should
alienate him still further from her; for she had to own
that, after all, she had not utterly given up the hope that
he was only temporarily under some new influence, that
made him act so dishonorably toward her. Love is not
only blind, but absolutely idiotic, in its faith. When
once we are even partially free from his gilded toils, how
136wide our eyes are opened! How microscopic their power
to detect and measure infinitesimal quantities of meanness
in the lover.
Clara was away when the second letter came, and Mrs.
Forest and her visitor were out riding. Just as she had
folded and put away Dan’s second letter, the doctor came
in. He greeted her pleasantly, and threw himself wearily
on the lounge in the dining-room. Upon his inquiring
for Clara, Susie told him she was out. “But cannot I
take her place, just for once?” she asked. “You want
your bath, I know, for you always say that nothing rests
you so much;” and not waiting for any verbal assent,
Susie ran and pumped the water from the rain-cistern
into the bath-tub, and added a pail of hot water from
Dinah’s range. The bath refreshed him, as it always
did, and when he came back Susie had his pipe filled for
him, and a cup of fresh coffee beside it.
“What a grand sachem I am, to be so coddled by nice
women. Now come and talk to me, Susie,” he said,
stretching himself on the lounge. Susie sat down beside
him on a low stool, and showed him Dan’s first letter
and a copy of her answer.
“Good for your answer, Susie. I rather like it, though
it is a little romantic. Yes, I like it; but your sending
back the money—ah! that was too romantic by far.
He’s a spendthrift, and the best possible use he can make
of his money is to give it to you. Don’t you do it
again—hear?—if he sends you any more.”
Susie listened to the doctor, but could not tell him
just then that Dan had sent more, having stubbornly
determined to refuse it, as she had the first; but she
137would consult Clara first. Seeing her silent, the doctor
said:
“‘Is there confusion in the little isle?
Let what is broken so remain.’
“See! I am romantic, too. I also quote Tennyson.
You’ve borne up bravely, Susie, these last days, and by
and by all will be right. I am going to find you a place
with some patient of mine, as near here as possible.”
Susie’s face beamed at this. She felt that she could not
possibly stay much longer in the doctor’s house, for she
knew how Mrs. Forest felt toward her. He left her no
time to thank him before he added, “I trust you are cultivating
a healthy contempt for your rascally lover?”
“Do you think he will never, never care for Susie any
more?” she asked. “See! he commences even this
letter ‘Dear Susie,’” and she looked up inquiringly to
the doctor, who answered, after a long pause:
“What dry husks a hungry heart will feed upon!
Pitiful, pitiful!” and the doctor uttered a heavy sigh.
“Why, no; he cares nothing for you beyond a feeling of
pity, which no one could possibly withhold who had any
natural feeling. I say this because the sooner you give
up all hope that his disaffection is an accident, the better
it will be for you.”
“Yet only so little while ago he told me I was all the
world to him.”
“And he wrote you often, didn’t he?”
“Yes. Sometimes twice a day,” said Susie, smiling
through her tears.
“Well, when he did that he was in love. There is no
sign of that delectable state, so constant. You may lay
it down as a law, if a man loves he writes, and simply
138because he cannot avoid doing so. He must be governed
by the strongest impulse. When he is writing he does
not know when to stop, for being away from an object
that strongly attracts him, writing is the most effective
solace. In fact, the amount a lover writes is a very good
barometer of the pressure he is under from his passion.”
“But might he not be so busy he could not write?”
“He would take the hours for sleeping, because writing
would be far pleasanter than sleeping. Of course there
are accidents, serious illness, and so forth. I speak of
natural, happy, passional attraction.”
“Why, I have not written myself sometimes because,
indeed, I loved him so much,” said Susie.
“Ah! I was calculating the motives of my own sex.
I doubt if the Devil himself could fathom all a woman’s
motives.”
“I am sorry you think so, sir,” said the serious little
Susie. “I mean I could not write because I wanted so
to keep his love, and feared to reproach him, feared to be
too loving, feared and distrusted my power every way;
and so I often tore up letter after letter—often brought
them back from the post-office door, and did not write
perhaps for days; and yet I loved him so, all the time,
that I could not sleep.”
“Poor child!” said the doctor, taking her hand.
“Don’t you see you were but proving my rule, for in
the first place you did write continually, according to your
own confession; and then you remember I said happy
passional attraction.”
“Oh, yes. I see you are right. You are always right;
but do you not think love may sometimes return when
once it goes out of the heart?”
139“That’s a deep question, little woman—the rehabilitation
of love. In romances, it happens often enough;
but I am an old fellow, and I never knew a case in
actual life. It is like small-pox, I suspect, and never
breaks out the second time.
“But people do love deeply the second time.”
“Yes. I see my comparison is not well chosen; well,
like the water of a river which never passes over its bed
but once.”
While the doctor was conversing with Susie, Mrs.
Forest was also engaged in her service, though with
motives wholly different from those actuating the doctor,
who talked to her to give her strength and self-confidence.
He had never taken the trouble to have her sit
by him, before the discovery of her sad condition, and
seeing how deeply she appreciated his attention to her,
made the giving of it very pleasant to him. Mrs. Forest,
during her ride, called on old Mrs. Buzzell, who lived a
very solitary life with her one old servant, to see if she
would not receive Susie in her disgrace. Mrs. Forest was
careful to mention all Susie’s good qualities, and Mrs.
Buzzell at first felt inclined to assent because she was
lonely, and had observed Susie with much interest whenever
she had visited at the doctor’s house, and felt quite
attracted to her; but some way she sniffed in the air that
Mrs. Forest’s society notions were at the bottom of this
move of hers, and so her reply was rather galling to one
of Mrs. Forest’s refinement.
“Well, I will try to help her, and, as you say, no doubt
the other ladies of our church will do the same; but if
your house is too highly respectable to shelter her, of
course mine is, and so there’s an end of that.”
140This was Mrs. Forest’s last call upon Mrs. Buzzell.
Their friendship, such as it was, had lasted twenty years,
and thus it was brought to a sudden end, by wounding
each other’s vanity. While they confined their mutual
interests to gossip, and to superficial considerations of
things generally, they met as on a bridge; but when
deeper questions arose the bridge fell through, and they
found themselves separated as by an impassable torrent.
When Mrs. Forest had gone, Mrs. Buzzell questioned
whether she herself had acted in a Christian spirit, and
she was forced to confess that she had not. She thought,
indeed, that she was very sorry, and anxious to apologize;
but in fact her regret amounted to very little, for she
would have been drawn and quartered in her present
mood before she would have taken Susie in, after Mrs.
Forest’s presumption.
This same day, in the early evening, after Clara was
dressed for receiving Dr. Delano, she sat awhile with
Susie in the room of the latter, and helped her in her
first lesson; but they continually wandered from the subject
of nouns and articles to those lying nearer the hearts
of both. Still Susie’s recitation was very successful. She
concealed from her friend the painful effort it had cost to
concentrate her attention upon study, even for one minute,
and hours had been consumed in preparing herself so that
she might not disappoint Clara.
“Now you are going to do splendidly,” said Clara,
assigning her a certain portion of history for the next
day, to be read over and recited in Susie’s own language,
and a very short task in a text-book of etymology. Clara
had the true instinct of the teacher, and knew better than
to give long tasks to a beginner, lest they should discourage.
141After this, Susie showed her Dan’s first letter
and its answer, and before there was any time for Clara
to reprove her for returning the money, she gave her Dan’s
second letter, telling her at the same time that she was
resolved to refuse the money. Clara held the money very
closely, and said, “I shall not let you send this back.
He is just pig-headed enough to burn it as he threatens.
I will write him that I have seized it to prevent your returning
it, and that I shall use it as I think best.” This
she did, and Susie was forced to yield, not being sorry to
have the responsibility thus completely removed from her
own shoulders. She then consulted Clara about going
away, and this Clara confessed was to be considered. “I
do not wonder that you cannot endure mamma’s coldness,”
she said, “but do not think of it to-night. Dr.
Delano is anxious for our marriage to take place immediately,
and entre nous—that is, between ourselves—I am
myself going to manifest what mamma calls ‘indecent
haste’ to get married, so that I may have a home for
you;” and Clara laughed gayly, to prevent Susie’s taking
it seriously, though in reality it was not wholly a pleasantry
on her part. The ring of the door-bell interrupted
Clara’s speech, and she bade Susie good-night tenderly,
urging her to con over her lessons, and then go to bed
and sleep. Susie clung to her friend a moment, crying
silently; indeed, she cried so often that Clara found the
best way was to not notice it too much; but she said,
“Would you like me to come back after my friend has
gone?” “Oh, do!” replied Susie. “Come and hear my
lessons. I must have something to do, or I shall go crazy.
If I can only get away from here——” “Yes, yes, I
know just how you feel,” said Clara; “but it will not be
142long. I am going to talk with papa, if I am up when
he comes home, and then I’ll come and tell you about it.”
Susie begged Clara to understand how deeply she regretted
leaving her and the doctor, but he would call on her, she
knew. “And so shall I, every day of my life. Why, of
course I shall, to hear your lessons. But I must go now;”
and with another hasty kiss, after the manner of girls,
Clara ran down-stairs.
Clara had thought to give Susie her sympathy and
moral support in her trouble, but she had not dreamed
of ever really loving her as a friend. And yet a week had
not passed before she discovered qualities and sensibilities
in Susie that not only surprised her, but made her compare
most favorably with all the young friends Clara had
known. The doctor was delighted with the growing regard
of his daughter for Susie, in whom he had full
faith. “Depend upon it, Clara,” he said, “Susie is a
real gem, and under your polishing, you will see how she
will shine out by-and-by. I think she will prove your
best friend among women.”
The next morning the doctor had a long talk with his
wife, who had “pouted” him, as the French say, ever
since their last stormy interview; but he found it useless
to try to move her. She was still as firm as a rock, though
manifesting it in a way that seemed very gentle; and by
appealing to his affection for her, by recalling the tenderness
on his part that had endured all through their married
life, the happiness that reigned in their home until
he became “estranged” from her, as she said, and especially
by her tears, which he called cowardly weapons, because
she knew beforehand that he could not resist them—by
all this she succeeded in making the good doctor feel143that he was a brute, though he knew perfectly well that
he had acted only justly and honorably in protecting a
good girl in a disgrace caused by his own son. In the
end he petted and caressed her, and turned her tears into
smiles that were a triumph, but he saw in them only delight
at his caresses.
That night Mrs. Forest appeared in the doctor’s room
in a ravishing night toilet that had been packed away
in lavender since the days of their honeymoon.
Is it possible that even virtuous married men are sometimes
the victims of artful women?
CHAPTER XV. THE DOCTOR’S LETTER—DAN REJECTED.
144
As Mrs. Buzzell was watering her house plants, a few
days after the visit of the doctor’s wife, a letter
arrived for her, and her eyes brightened, seeing the doctor’s
handwriting in the superscription. She was very
familiar with this handwriting, not from letters, indeed—nothing
so romantic, but from his manifold medical prescriptions
for her dyspepsia. There was no person in the
world she esteemed so highly as she did Dr. Forest, and
receiving a letter from him was a rare delight; yet she
did not open it at once, but kept on tending her plants,
which occupied a large table before the south window of
her sitting-room. She did not open it hastily, probably
for the same reason that has led many of us on receiving
several letters, to leave the specially coveted one until the
last, or perhaps until we were quite at ease and alone. At
all events, Mrs. Buzzell waited until the flowers were all
watered, and the stray drops of water fallen on the
square of oiled cloth beneath the table carefully wiped
up. Then she sat down, put on her gold-bowed spectacles,
opened her letter, and read:
“My dear Mrs. Buzzell: I have wormed out of
my wife this evening the object and the result of her late
visit to you. I can quite understand, as I told her, why
you should have refused her request.
145“Now, you two women have danced in pint-pots all
your lives, but with this difference: you, because the
tether of your education and surroundings never permitted
you to examine principles and motives of action
outside of a given circumference; she, because the pint-pot
fits her like a glove, and she measures the harmony
of the spheres by this beautiful fit. She has never tried
to breathe the broader, freer atmosphere outside, because
her theory is, the pint-pot first and the universe afterward.
“By the pint-pot you know I mean society. Mrs.
Forest sees plainly that no devotee of conventional
morality can stand by a girl, especially one who is poor
and humble in social position, and give her moral support
through disgrace, without being ‘talked about’—that
bugbear of little souls. Fools will say it is countenancing
vice. I appeal to you because, from many sentiments
I have heard you utter, I believe you capable of
defying shallow criticism when you know you are right.
I know you have broad and generous impulses, and you
are young enough in soul and in body [this was a Bismarckian
stroke of diplomacy, but the honest doctor
never knew it] to obey them. You are the mother of
no human child, but childless women should be the
mothers of the world—sad for all its sorrows, glad for
all its joys.
“Susie Dykes has more heart and brain than nine-tenths
of the women I know, and if we treat her right fraternally—as
I intend to do even if every one else abandons
her—she will come out all right. She has not fallen yet;
for she respects herself, despite this misfortune. I can
say truly that I take pleasure in keeping this victim’s
146head above the muddy swash of conventional virtue that
would wash her under.
“Will you be my real friend, and stand by me in this
work? There is nothing like a good woman’s heart
where such help is needed.”
The letter was well calculated to effect its purpose.
There is nothing like faith in the justice and generosity
of human nature, to call these qualities into action, even
in the narrowest hearts. The doctor’s faith in Mrs.
Buzzell made her feel equal to facing martyrdom; and
then she was very proud of his appealing to her to
stand by him when his own wife failed him; so without
delay she put on her old gloves and her antique bonnet,
shut her cat out of the house lest he should worry her
canaries, and marched straight over to Dr. Forest’s, and
called for Susie Dykes, without the slightest mention of
the mistress of the family. Susie came down to meet
her with wondering eyes. What could it mean that
the staid and dignified Mrs. Buzzell should so honor her?
She soon learned the object of Mrs. Buzzell’s call, and
that very night, having packed all her worldly goods in
two paper boxes and a bundle, she slept under the roof of
her new friend.
The fact of Susie’s condition soon leaked out, and the
“muddy swash,” as the doctor termed it, began to rise
threateningly. Clara nobly sustained her, went every
day and heard her lessons, as she had resolved to do,
for having once decided upon the right course, she was
indeed her father’s own girl, and there was no thought
of turning back. Susie’s prompt response to Clara’s
kindness, touched her heart, and gradually the friendship
147for her protégée grew into a deep and sincere affection,
nourished by the best feelings of both.
In the plants of Mrs. Buzzell’s sitting-room, in her
garden, and in the woods behind her house, there was
ample means for botanizing, though at first it was a hard
task for Susie to study. The mental effort required to
distinguish the monocotyledonous and the dicotyledonous
in the specimens she and Clara gathered, seemed
a mockery to her over-burdened soul; but the struggle
paid well. In a few weeks she became deeply interested
in all her studies, and her rapid progress
astonished her little circle of friends. Meanwhile, she
carefully tended Mrs. Buzzell’s plants, which after a
time began to respond to the knowledge she had acquired
of their nature and different wants, and day by
day she took some new responsibility of household cares
from Mrs. Buzzell, who, after a month, could not have
been induced to part with Susie. She took the whole
charge of the wardrobe of the coming waif, and the
hard lines about her mouth softened with the new,
strange pleasure in the work that awakened memories
of nearly forty years before, when, as a young wife, she
had once, with loving care, prepared numerous tiny
articles for a baby that never wore them. They had
lain ever since, packed away in camphor, and no one
had ever known the secret but her husband, now dead
many years. Many times she had been tempted to
give them to this or that friend, but her generosity
could not quite overcome a sense of shame that women
always experience over a useless work of this kind; yet
she dreaded to have them found after her death, and
there was a soft spot somewhere in her old heart, that
148would not let her destroy them. One day, therefore,
with many misgivings, she unpacked with Susie the
antique, camphor-scented trunk, and told the little history
of her early married years, delighted only that
Susie did not laugh at her. The idea of the serious
little Susie laughing at any human disappointment, was
simply absurd. She only said:
“It was too bad, when you were married to one you
loved, and the baby would have been so welcome.”
“Well,” said Mrs. Buzzell, kindly, “we’ll make this
baby welcome in spite of everything. We can’t understand
all God’s ways; and who knows but this may be
a trial that will lead you nearer to Him who judges
hearts not as men judge, but as one who made them,
and knows all their secret springs?”
This little experience, which to Mrs. Buzzell seemed a
most important confidence, tended to develop all the dormant
softness and tenderness of her nature; and one day
the little, old baby-wardrobe was brought down, and her
own wrinkled hands washed out the odor of camphor and
the yellow of forty years.
As Susie’s fate had been so well provided for, and
especially as Miss Marston’s visit was drawing to its
close, Dan again appeared on the scene. In fact he
could no longer keep away from this woman who had
captured him, body and soul. He thought of her all the
time, and the fear that she might not return his love,
made his days and nights wretched. It was a new experience
for Dan. Grief did not sit gracefully upon him at
all. It was an enemy whose blows his “science” could
149not parry, and it made him furious, without leading him
to reflect that he had caused a thousand-fold keener
heart-aches to poor Susie (even apart from the special
wrong he had done her by deserting her at a time when
no man of sensibility ever shows that his heart is growing
cold), for we can never suffer from failing to win love,
as from the loss of it when it has become necessary, not
only to our happiness, but even to the rendering of life
tolerable. In his selfishness, Dan thought no suffering
could equal his, and he determined to know his fate
before Miss Marston left Oakdale.
One evening, therefore, he dressed himself with extraordinary
care, and sallied forth in the direction of his
father’s house. As he drew near, he heard Miss Marston’s
adorable voice in the parlor, and instead of ringing
at the front door, he went around to the veranda, and
waited until the song ceased. Even then he had not
the courage to approach her—she might come out, he
thought, and be pleased by finding him there. Meanwhile
he drank in greedily the sweet half-melodies, half-harmonies,
evoked by her beautiful fingers, as they
strayed over the key-board of the piano without any
special aim, for she was evidently alone and “fancy
free.” Pretty soon he recognized a kind of phantasy
upon an old Scotch ballad, and then her voice swelled
out in the first two lines of “Comin’ thro’ the Rye,” and
then stopped. Again she commenced:
“Amang the train there is a swain,
I dearly love mysel’;
But what’s his name and where’s his hame,
I dinna choose to tell.”
This verse she sang entire. “Why this special verse?”
150asked Dan’s heart, for it was in the state when clinging
to straws is perfectly natural. At this juncture he made
bold to enter by the French window, which was open,
and stood beside her. She attempted to rise, but he
prevented it, begging her to keep on playing—he had
something to say to her, which could be fittest said to
music.
“So it is coming,” thought Miss Marston. “How
shall I stave it off?”
If Dan had only read her thoughts as easily as she
read his, he would not have made the headlong plunge
into a declaration of love, as he did, without a moment’s
pause. Miss Marston quickly interrupted him.
“You do me honor, Mr. Forest,” she said, rising and
looking him calmly in the face; “but——”
Dan was half mad. He thought he detected contempt
in the way she pronounced the word “honor.” He
thought some one had been “poisoning her mind”
against him—by the truth in his case—and scarcely
knowing what he was saying, he blurted out this fear—thus,
by a stroke of poetic justice, revealing what the
prudent Mrs. Forest had taken such infinite pains to
conceal.
“Indeed!” exclaimed Miss Marston, coldly. “I never
dreamed that, young as you are, you could be so old in
iniquity. I should much like to be able to respect you for
the sake of your estimable family; but if this is so, and I
see the truth of it in your face, let me give you a word of
advice: I am some years older than you are, and I think
I know human nature well enough to assure you that
you will never win the love of any true woman while
151basely deserting another, whose happiness”—and she
added in a low, withering tone, as she turned to leave
the room—“and whose honor you have placed in your
hands.” The door closed behind her, and Dan, in
speaking of his sensations years after, remarked that you
could have “knocked him down with a feather.”
CHAPTER XVI. THE VISIT OF THE DELANOS.
152
Dr. Delano winced a little at the scandals circulating
in the village, for he heard the name
of his betrothed constantly coupled with that of the
“fallen” Susie Dykes. Once he expressed a kind of
gentle remonstrance that she should visit Susie so often,
but she replied with such frank confidence, as if he could
not possibly look at the matter except as one of the very
highest and best of earth’s creatures, that he felt little in
his own eyes, and dropped the subject. Still, he was a
good deal disturbed when his father and the stately Miss
Charlotte Delano appeared on the scene, coming from the
centre of the élite of Beacon Hill, in Boston. While in
Oakdale they were the guests of the Kendricks, old friends
of the Delanos, and the richest people in the county. He
knew that the Kendrick girls had cut Clara’s acquaintance
from the beginning of these scandals. One of these,
Louise Kendrick, had been Clara’s most intimate friend
since their girlhood, when they used to play with the
skeleton in the doctor’s garret. Clara herself was really
distressed over her friend’s disaffection, and Mrs. Forest
regarded it almost as a calamity, and tortured Clara about
it in season and out of season. “I’m sure you might
have expected it,” she would say, in an injured tone.
“Girls, who have a proper regard for their reputation,
153shrink instinctively from those who have not.” These
speeches roused Clara one day, and she flashed defiance
in a very shocking way. “I begin to hate the very word
reputation,” she said. “I wouldn’t have it at the cost of
being mean and heartless, like Louise Kendrick.” Mrs.
Forest was amazed, and asked her daughter what Dr.
Delano would say if he could hear her utter such sentiments.
The answer was very unexpected, and silenced
Mrs. Forest effectually. It came like thunder from a
clear sky:
“I don’t know what he would say. I only know it
wouldn’t require any extraordinary amount of temptation
to make him fall, reputation or not.”
This speech sounded very ugly to Clara when once it
was uttered, but she was very angry, and it could not be
recalled, though her heart, if not her head, accused her
of a certain injustice.
The Delanos were not over-pleased that the male representative
of the family name and wealth, should marry
out of their “set;” but they were too well bred to not
do honor, at least outwardly, to any wife he saw fit to
choose, provided she was of irreproachable character.
They had a natural contempt for country village scandals,
and they saw there was nothing really improper
in Miss Forest’s befriending the “unfortunate young
woman.” It only showed an ill-directed enthusiasm, excusable
in a young lady educated quite irregularly, as
they understood she had been. Mrs. Forest, however,
trembled for fear that what Mr. Delano and his daughter
would hear at the Kendricks about Clara’s late course,
would make them think unfavorably of the marriage;
but her soul was at rest when the grave old gentleman,
154with his daughter, called formally, and thus recognized
Clara as the son’s choice. After this formal call they graciously
accepted an invitation to spend the evening at the
doctor’s, one inducement being that he was absent in the
first instance, and they had not seen him. Mrs. Forest
was in her element receiving these elegant people. She
had made the evening reception the study of days. On
the occasion she looked very handsome in a pearl-gray silk
with white lace, and her gray hair, in three rolls on each
side of her face, surmounted by a pretty cap. Clara wore
a pretty evening dress of white, with sleeves of illusion,
puffed with narrow green velvet. As a finishing touch,
Mrs. Forest fastened a string of pearls around her daughter’s
neck, saying, “These, you know, are to be your
wedding present from me. You look exceedingly well,
my daughter, and I want you to talk very little this evening,
and especially to avoid any of your father’s radical
expressions. I don’t want them to think you are——”
“Strong-minded,” said Clara, finishing the sentence.
“I know you were not going to say that, but you meant
it. O dear! How different you are from papa. I
wonder how you two ever came to marry. Now he would
say to me, ‘Be yourself.’ You never said such a thing
to me in your life. I am not namby-pamby, and I cannot
speak with the affected voice of Louise Kendrick,
who is your ideal; and I must say I am glad of it.
However, mamma dear, I will try to please you, and if
papa don’t inspire me, I shall be inane enough to gratify
your taste.”
Dr. Delano came early, and had a tête-à-tête with
Clara before his people arrived. He had never seen her
neck and arms before, and his expressions of admiration
155at their exquisite moulding were perhaps intemperate,
after the manner of lovers, but altogether delightful to
Clara’s ear. He was proud of her, he said, and wanted
his father and sister to see her looking as she did then;
and certainly they must have been lacking in appreciation,
if they could fail to admire a girl so beautiful as
Clara was made by her charming toilet, the grace that
was incarnate in every movement, and by every feature of
her face, enhanced and glorified by the power of Love’s
spell.
The evening passed very pleasantly until the subject
of the late civil war was mentioned, and then Mrs. Forest
fidgeted, expecting every moment some horrid radicalism
from the doctor, who would not think like other people!
Clara, too, she feared would “talk,” and, according to her
creed, not only children, but young ladies, should be seen,
not heard.
“Under all possible aspects,” the doctor said, on this
occasion, in reply to some opinion of Mr. Delano, “under
all possible aspects, war is a stupendous imbecility.”
“Then, sir,” replied Mr. Delano, “you would not
justify defensive war.”
Mr. Delano was a retired cotton speculator. He was
rather slight in build, with small, keen eyes, set deep and
near together; a high, thin, Roman nose, thin lips, teeth
of the very best manufacture, his face clean-shaven, and
his dress faultless in its elegance.
“No, sir, I should not,” the doctor answered.
“Yet it seems to me that the principle of giving your
cloak also, to the rascal who takes your coat, works very
ill in practice, at least in these degenerate days.”
“Ah! that may be. I certainly never attempted to
156carry it into practice. If we have a barbarian people for
a neighbor, and they organize an army to destroy us,
we must, of course, defend ourselves. We should have
the esprit de corps which would rouse men, women, and
children even, to help crush the invaders in a single day;
but this would not be organized war, as generally understood.
Moreover, if we had barbarian enemies, it would
be the wiser policy to conquer them by making them our
friends; and that is by no means an impractical policy,
as has been proved by history. Between civilized nations,
this method of settling difficulties, is an insult to the dignity
of civilization. In the first place, it never settles
anything, any more than the duel does.”
No one seemed ready to defend dueling; and seeing a
pause, Clara said, “I think the history of horrid wars
might end with this generation, if only women could be
inspired with a normal disgust for all kinds of murdering.”
Mrs. Forest thought that was not so bad, if only Clara
would say nothing more radical. She herself believed
that women would be the most effective instruments,
under divine will, of ending human butchery.
Miss Delano regarded Clara as if astonished at opinions
in a young lady. The old gentleman was evidently
struck, for he deigned to reply to her directly.
“Yet the fair hands of your sex, Miss Forest, even
to-day, are engaged buckling on the armor of their male
friends.”
“I am sorry, sir, that this is true.”
“Your daughter seems to have opinions”—said Miss
Delano to Mrs. Forest, with whom she had been keeping
up a separate conversation—“not common to young
157ladies of her age.” This was really intended as a compliment,
but was not taken as such at the time.
“I hope I am not unpatriotic,” said Clara, looking
straight at Miss Delano with a frank, sweet expression.
“I love my country; but I love other countries also, and
I have been taught to look upon the human race as one,
and not simply to confine my sympathies to the place
where I happened to be born. It seems to me clearly a
duty to cultivate this feeling of unity.”
“These sentiments do you honor,” replied Mr. Delano,
anxious to draw out this girl, who was not like any he
had ever met; “but it seems to me singular that you
should have arrived at such conclusions at your time of
life.”
“It ought not to be singular, I think. I have heard
the doctrines of peace and the brotherhood of man presented
by my father ever since I can remember. It is
perfectly impossible for me to see anything in military
glory worthy of admiration. To me, any honest laboring
man is more noble than the military hero, and I consider
the sword a badge of disgrace. If I were a man, I
should be so ashamed to be seen with such a thing at my
side! Think what it suggests!” said Clara, with disgust
in every feature of her beautiful face.
“It is true, father,” said the son, “that this spirit in
women would soon put an end to war. We should
hardly fight, if we thereby made ourselves despicable in
the eyes of those we love.”
“But this spirit among women, my son, would make
cowards of us all.”
“That, I think, is a great mistake,” said Dr. Forest.
“It might in time make us forget how to use the sword
158and the bayonet dexterously—a ‘consummation devoutly
to be wished,’ in my opinion; but, good Heaven! sir, is
the courage and manliness of men to be measured by
their skill in killing each other, as the valor of the savage
by the number of scalps he can show? He can brave
death, if that be the test, in nobler ways than at the
hands of some mad, misguided brother.”
“Yet, in all examination of such questions, we must
not forget that human passions remain the same. In all
ages mankind has shown a decided tendency towards conquest.”
“Certainly,” replied the doctor, “human passions remain
the same: that is, no new faculties are created, and
none destroyed; but their relative activity differs with
degrees and stages of development. You and I have the
same faculties that in the Apache express themselves
in pow-wow-ing and scalping, yet we neither pow-wow
nor scalp: we have outgrown that kind of gratification
for the passion, but we still express it in fighting. The
time will come when we shall have outgrown that kind
of expression as well. The desire to triumph over obstacles,
to succeed, as well as the passion for organizing
great enterprises, will always find ample avenues of expression
and gratification.” The doctor paused, fearing
to monopolize the conversation.
“I should much like to hear your views as to the way
those passions can be gratified,” said Mr. Delano.
“In many ways,” replied the doctor. “Suppose,
instead of going into the South to subdue and kill our
fellow-men, we had organized our vast army for the purpose
of draining and reclaiming the Dismal Swamp.
That would have been a noble work. Where now that
159miserable tract is exhaling poisonous vapors, it might be
to-day yielding fruits and grains to feed the children
starving in our cities.”
“Why, this is constructive radicalism!” said Mr.
Delano. “But while our army were reclaiming the Dismal
Swamp, the Southern army would have been marching
into our Northern towns and laying them waste!”
“No; I think,” said Miss Delano, “they would have
been astounded into very good humor, and would have at
once set about adjusting our quarrel amicably.”
“It is difficult to say,” said the doctor, “how our
Southern citizens would have taken the invasion of a nonfighting
army. The slavery system is a fearful drag
upon the growth of the higher faculties. If we had gone
down there to build them railroads and school-houses,
they might have considered it very patronizing on our
part. Slavery made white men despise labor; so they
would not have felt like joining in, perhaps, like good fellows,
though they were ‘spoiling’ for action, and their
chivalry, as they called it, dreamed only of military glory,
as the sole gentlemanly expression of their bottled-up
forces. If they had respected labor, they would have
met us right fraternally; but then, if they had understood
the dignity of labor, slavery would have never been,
and consequently our civil war would have been avoided;
so our speculation is useless.”
“It is very interesting, at all events,” said Dr. Delano.
“I confess that the idea of a grand army to drain the
Dismal Swamp inspires me. I would join such an expedition
with enthusiasm.”
Miss Delano suggested that such an army need not
become demoralized for the want of woman’s influence,
160because they could take women along with them; and
Clara drew a glowing picture of camp-life under such
conditions, with music and fancy-dress balls to inspire
the workers after the day’s labor, which, with an army
of fifty thousand or more perfectly organized, need not
become drudgery, for each division could be constantly
relieved after three or four hours, which would constitute
a day’s work. “And then when all was over,” Clara
continued, “when all the glory was gained, you would
have, in place of murders on your conscience, the satisfaction
of having created only pleasure, and benefited all
coming generations.”
“It would be a very economical campaign,” said Mr.
Delano. “Your war debt would be reduced to zero; for
as the work would require several years, you could carry
on at the same time all the agricultural and manufacturing
operations necessary to support your army.”
“But the greatest economy,” said Dr. Delano, “would
be the economy of men. Citizens being the most valuable
part of the body politic.”
“That is the best part of it,” said Clara. “You
would have no bones bleaching on some terrible field of
glory; no mothers and wives and orphans mourning for
their dead. I think that ‘glory’ is a gilded snare that
catches only fools. There can be no true glory in a work
that shames humanity.”
“For my part, I should like to see war ended forever,”
said Miss Charlotte; “but I think preaching a crusade
against glory will not do any good.”
“If preached by women, it certainly will,” said the
doctor. “As soon as the rank and file, without which
there could be no army, and consequently no war, come
161to realize the contemptible position they occupy as puppets
in the hands of an ambitious glory-seeking few, they
will say No; and when, by general culture, they come to
respect labor and human rights, they will say, ‘We will do
no murder; we believe in labor—in building up, not in
tearing down.’ Depend upon it, the solution is simpler
than politicians and demagogues have ever dreamed, and
nearer, too, for the growing moral sense of the age points
directly to a time when international disputes will all be
settled by arbitration; and when, if two nations are
about to grip each other’s throats, all the other nations,
as by instinct, will unite and separate them.”
“How could they do that without fighting also?”
asked Mr. Delano.
“Why, by mere remonstrance. Is there any person
insensible to public opinion? A nation is only a body
of individuals. It could not stand against the moral
convictions of the majority of nations. It would be
simply impossible. If one man is foolish enough to fight
a wind-mill, like Don Quixote, you cannot suppose any
nation of men would be.”
“I admit that,” replied Mr. Delano; “yet I am not
convinced that we shall ever arrive at that reign of
reason; and your constructive army does not seem to me
to meet all the wants supplied by the destructive one.
There must be far more excitement in the latter.”
“But we must not forget that, as man reaches a
higher state of culture, he shuns violent excitement of
all kinds—it has no charm for him. Natural attractions
constantly demand better and finer food for their gratifications.
To deny this, is like saying that because man
loves conviviality and exhilaration, he must always
162continue to gratify them by the rum-shop and a free-fight.”
At this point in the conversation Miss Marston, who
had been out of town on a visit, came in, and entertained
the company by her exquisite singing, and soon after
Dinah brought in a tray of dainties, and a decanter of
California wine. While the company were sipping the
wine, she reappeared with fruit. Her black face always
beamed with delight on “massa’s company.” The doctor
made some kindly remark to her, as he always did,
and poured her out a glass of wine. Mrs. Forest was
unspeakably shocked. On this special occasion why could
he not behave himself properly? Dinah took the glass
with thanks, and said, raising it to her sable lips, “I
hopes massa’l lib forebber.” This was her toast; and
grinning upon the amused guests, she courtesied to them
and left. The doctor thoroughly enjoyed this shock to
conventional propriety. Clara was not disturbed in the
least, for whatever her father did was right in her eyes.
Mrs. Forest made some excuse to Miss Delano for what
she called the doctor’s “eccentricity.”
“Your family is Southern, I believe,” said Mr. Delano.
“I am,” said Mrs. Forest, a little proudly, “but my
husband is not.”
“No,” said the doctor, “I am of the good old New
England, witch-burning stock; though I lived South
many years.” Mr. Delano asked him if he did not find
his sympathies in this war rather on the side of the South.
“No more than with the North,” he answered. “I
deplore it for the injury it must do to the whole country
163and to the world at large. The moral sense of the civilized
world has a natural right to forbid anything so
imbecile as an appeal to arms.”
“Do you suppose, sir,” asked Miss Delano, “if you
had taken the vote of all the people of this country on
the question of war or secession, the majority would
have decided for secession?”
“Most certainly I do, if you mean the people, madame,
and not simply the fighting portion. Men would not
vote for war if it involved the destruction of their mothers
and sisters, daughters, wives, and sweethearts, and women
are said to be more tender towards those they love, than
men are.”
“I must say,” said Mrs. Forest, “I do not think any
nation has a right to declare war without consulting
women—those who must be the greatest sufferers in the
end.” This was very bold for Mrs. Forest, who seldom
expressed opinions on such questions. This was just
after the emancipation proclamation, and the doctor
remarked that the abolition of slavery was a grand result,
but even that was purchased too dearly.
“I never identified myself with the abolition movement,”
said Mr. Delano, not mentioning the fact that, as
a cotton-broker, his policy did not lie in that direction;
“but slavery is a relic of barbarism, and therefore out of
place in the nineteenth century. Still you are right, perhaps,
that war does really never settle vexed questions.
I foresee confusion worse confounded in our future
political relations with the South.”
Mr. Delano and his daughter stayed quite late, and evidently
enjoyed their visit, and were more pleased with
164the family of Albert’s future wife than they had expected.
When they were gone, Mrs. Forest inwardly thanked
God that the conversation had been providentially prevented
from drifting into religion or woman’s rights, and
went to bed in a very serene state of mind.
CHAPTER XVII. COSTLY GRAPES.
165
When Dan left his father’s house after his rejection
by Miss Marston, he was really wretched for
the first time in his life; yet the experience did not soften
him as fine natures are softened by unhappy love.
Between his set teeth he called her hard names, and
cursed himself for giving her the opportunity to reject
his offer. He passed Susie during this walk, who, being
surprised, looked up into his face with the old light in
her eyes. He met her eyes as we meet a stranger’s, without
a sign of recognition; whereat the poor girl’s limbs
trembled, and putting down her veil after passing him,
she walked on blinded by her tears.
In his frame of mind, Dan looked upon all women as
his enemies, and especially Susie, but for whom he might
have won the queenly Miss Marston. But for the recentness
of his rebuff, he would have spoken kindly enough
to Susie, for he was capable of pity, and he had considerable
affection in his nature, though it was of the
bearish kind, wholly divested of that sensitive, tender
element which, when a woman has once known it, makes
valueless all other love of men. It is not found in common
men, however, who are mostly capable of violent
demonstration, without any of that high sentiment which
seeks only to learn the real desire of the loved one, and
166then studies to gratify it, finding keen delight in that, and
that alone. It is true, also, that few women are capable
of inspiring such a sentiment, and so the world knows
little of the highest phase of the passion of love. Susie
had never known any love but Dan’s, and though it had
occurred to her that there might be kisses, for example,
not so much like the pounce of a hawk upon a pigeon,
as his were, still she had loved him with all her heart,
and it was terrible, even when she knew he had ceased
to love her, to think that he could pass her in the
street without a sign of recognition. But Susie had outlived
that experience, and with the certainty that he was
lost to her forever, and with time and the accession of
new thoughts and cares, and especially with the interest
Clara had succeeded in awakening in regular daily study,
her grief lessened. There were, first hours, and then
whole days, when there were no heart-aches on his
account. Over the thought of this she would invariably
rejoice, as over a great triumph, until some treacherous
retrospection of happier days quickened the old tenderness
into life—renewed agonies that she thought were
quieted forever, and revealed her situation as dreadful
beyond mortal endurance.
After Miss Marston left Oakdale, Dan went home once
or twice, but it was like a strange place to him. His
father, to be sure, treated him much the same, and never
alluded to Susie by any accident. Mrs. Forest pitied
him more than ever, and Clara was at least polite to him
on all occasions. He could see and feel, however, that
his conduct was detestable in her eyes, and as for Leila
and Linnie, he considered them of slight importance.
One day he discovered that Clara knew of his offering
167himself to Miss Marston, and of the galling manner with
which he had been refused, and this made him furious.
Miss Marston, then, had despised him too much to keep
his humiliation a secret, as any honorable woman would
do under ordinary circumstances.
Miss Marston would indeed have been the last person
to reveal such a thing, but the day before her departure,
in a long talk with Clara, she expressed the desire that
Clara would make it certain to Susie that Dan was nothing
to her. “You know,” she said, “how a person in her
abandoned condition would naturally feel toward one she
supposed the cause of her being abandoned. Do convince
her that there has never been the slightest encouragement
on my part—no intimacy whatever between me
and your brother, no thought of correspondence, or anything
of the kind;” and then she told Clara of the last
meeting with Dan, and expressed unqualified disapproval
of him altogether; at the same time sending kind messages
to Susie, and a present of a microscope for her
botanical studies.
“There is one thing I have wished to ask you, Miss
Marston,” said Clara, “but I have never dared to. Will
you tell me just your true impressions of Albert?” Miss
Marston did not reply satisfactorily, and Clara, putting
her arm around her rather timidly, for the teacher that
expressed itself in every word and manner, still continued
to awe Clara, as it had done in Stonybrook, urged a reply.
She had often noticed Miss Marston studying Albert.
The two were very polite to each other, but it was easy
to see that there was little true sympathy between them.
Thus urged, Miss Marston answered: “I have studied
him carefully, because he has your happiness in his hands.
168I confess I fear greatly that you are not just the kind of
wife he should select.” Clara was grieved, not understanding
Miss Marston, and she said quickly, “I have
often wondered that he should think so highly of me.”
“No, no. It is not a question of your worthiness.
You are worthy, I think, of any one—certainly of Dr.
Delano; but there is a self-sufficiency, well concealed by
his culture, that will some time be very apt to run counter
to your ideas of justice and devotion. I only say I fear,
understand. I may be wrong; but I would urge you to
avoid the first misunderstanding. It would be hard, I
think, for him to examine himself with merciless justice.
You have that power, which I see you inherit from your
father, who is a wonderfully superior man.”
“Liberally translated,” said Clara, smiling, “you think
Albert a tyrant. You do not understand him fully, I
think, but I am glad of your frank opinion. I shall be
careful to be good and just to him, and I think I shall
never have cause to admire him less than I do now;” and
Clara went on revealing, little by little, to Miss Marston
a sentiment so near adoration that it almost appalled her,
and convinced her still further that such an exalted passion
could never find full response, nor be even comprehended
by Albert Delano; but she said no more. The
next day she left Oakdale. Her trunk had been sent to
the station, which was but a short distance, and she and
Clara were to walk. They passed Mrs. Buzzell’s cottage,
and Miss Marston gratified Clara greatly by calling on
Susie, and being really kind and friendly to her, a proceeding
that quite astonished Mrs. Forest when she heard
of it.
As the weeks passed Mrs. Buzzell bravely stemmed the
169current of popular disapprobation at her act of “countenancing
vice;” for the consciousness of doing right was
enhanced by the good qualities she was constantly discovering
in Susie. Mrs. Buzzell’s temper, never very sweet,
had not improved by years of loneliness, and when criticised
by her female friends, she gave them back “as good
as they sent,” to use her own words; and so it came to
pass that the piously-disposed ladies of the congregation
to which Mrs. Buzzell belonged, and which had barely
escaped receiving Susie as a member, had not the opportunity
to patronize Susie, and to extend charity to her in
that condescending way too well known to many an unfortunate.
The continuance of such patronage depends
upon the utter humility of the recipient. She must confess
herself a vile sinner, be willing to take thankfully the
position of the lowest scrub, and express in every act that
her patronizers are above her as the stars above the earth.
Let the victim dare to show any ambition to regain her
self-respect, any dissatisfaction because the daughters of
her patronizers treat her with contempt, while they smile
graciously upon the author of her degradation, and the
patronage ceases at once.
“This is the way society protects itself,” said Mrs.
Buzzell to Mrs. Kendrick, the banker’s wife, one of the
would-be patronizers; “but is there not something wrong
in the system that blasts and destroys the woman, while
it winks at the sin of the man? I have come to see
that in most cases, as in this, for example, her fault is
much less than his. Man is taught self-dependence from
the cradle; woman to depend upon man; and when she
does so to the utmost limit, trusting every hope of happiness
in his honor, this is a common result. We have
170called the doctor a radical, and graciously excused his
eccentricities because he is so good a physician and so
kind a man; but face to face with such facts, I see he is
nearer right than we are.”
“Your judgment is misled by your sympathies, Mrs.
Buzzell,” said the banker’s lady. “Do you not see that
if unmarried mothers and their children are to be respected,
there is no safety for legal wives and legitimate
children? If society comes to recognize the position of
mistress as respectable, to be a wife will be a very questionable
honor.”
“Well, I sometimes think it is,” said Mrs. Buzzell,
turning over in her mind this new and practical view of
the case, and forgetting, in a kind of dreamy retrospection,
that a moment before she had intended to smite
Mrs. Kendrick “hip and thigh.”
“They think we lose our youth when we begin to fade
a little,” said Mrs. Kendrick, “when in fact we are then
more sensitive than ever to the better part of love; and
having a baby makes a very baby of a woman in this
respect. Do what we will, though, we cannot keep the
very element in a man’s love without which we don’t care
for his love at all; and children hardly prove the consolation
we expect, except, indeed, when they are babies.
When they grow older they go from us, they wound us,
and seem to spend half their lives fighting against our
desires. After all, it is better to keep our thoughts beyond
this world. I find, myself, very little pleasure in it.”
It was very seldom that Mrs. Kendrick gave any
expression to the dark under-current of her life. She
passed for a very happy woman, and Mrs. Forest considered
her position every way enviable. Her husband
171was rich, as all husbands should be in her opinion, as a
duty they owe to society, and he was never known to be
eccentric in anything. Mrs. Forest would have found him
perfect. As a young man he had been enthusiastic, loved
art and poetry, and talked of high purposes in life. He
had even written very fair verses himself, and his wife,
before marriage and some time after, had adored him;
but he had in time so changed the diet of his soul, that
whereas it once seemed wholly to feed upon grand aspirations,
and upon the beautiful in all things, it now gorged
itself upon bonds and stocks, and assimilated vast quantities
of the nutriment. His romantic wife became
practical too, but she was bitter over the loss of her
illusions, and turned the whole current of her life into
social ambition. She had the finest establishment in the
county, and she seemed to study day and night to show
her husband how dependent she was upon society—how
little upon him—for her sum of happiness. For years
they had ceased to wound each other’s vanity, as married
people do after the romance is outlived and the conjugal
yoke begins to gall them. It was not worth the trouble.
Society held them up as shining examples of conjugal
felicity. They always spoke of each other before the
world in a tone of reserve, as if the nature of their mutual
relations was too sacred to be questioned or discussed.
And yet, with all this outside homage and interior luxury,
with all her fine carriages and horses, elegant toilettes,
splendid gardens and green-houses, Mrs. Kendrick really
found life a burden, as thousands of women do in her
position, not knowing that their trouble is the want of
a wider sphere of action.
Mr. Kendrick must have been enormously rich. It
172was the wonder of all the country round that so much
money could be squandered without the least effect upon
the supply. Wise heads declared that Kendrick’s farms
and grounds were badly managed, and it was well known
that, notwithstanding the extent and cost of keeping his
gardens and green-houses, flowers had to be ordered from
professional florists on every occasion of a grand reception.
Kendrick himself tried to take interest in his
winter-gardens. In one there was a large black Hamburg
grape-vine, bearing one magnificent bunch of fruit.
He had watched this from day to day, but he knew
nothing of the art of cultivation under glass, and was
made to feel himself a very second-rate object when in
the presence of the head-gardener, who was a pompous
and important functionary. During the last winter Mr.
Kendrick, in paying the coal bill, took the trouble to
glance over it. The winter was not yet ended, and there
were seventy-five tons of coal consumed for the hot-houses!
On this occasion Mr. Kendrick ventured to go
to the head-gardener and suggest mildly his astonishment
at the consumption of coal. The functionary
pointed reproachfully to that bunch of black Hamburgs,
and Mr. Kendrick was silent.
On the occasion of Mrs. Kendrick’s call, she asked Mrs.
Buzzell, as she rose to go, if she could do anything to
help her in the responsibility she had assumed. “I want
your sympathy of course,” replied Mrs. Buzzell. “It is
not pleasant to feel that you are condemned for doing
what you know to be your duty.”
“I certainly do not condemn you,” said Mrs. Kendrick;
“but I could never do myself what you are doing; and I
173think you would see your duty in a different light if you
were the mother of a marriageable daughter.”
“What then are we to do, as Christians, in cases like
this?”
“Oh, I suppose there ought to be a respectable institution
for them, where they could find protection and
work to do, and some provision made for the education
of their children. I would give something towards the
establishment of such an institution; but I could not
afford to defend openly a girl like this, as you are doing.”
“But don’t you see, that the religion of Christ plainly
teaches us to forgive the erring, and so help them to a
higher life.”
“My dear Mrs. Buzzell, the Christian religion, as interpreted
to-day, adapts itself to the exigencies of society.
That religion, as taught by Christ and his apostles,
would be as much out of place in our present social
system as a monk would be in a modern ball-room.”
When Dr. Forest called, a day or two after, Mrs. Buzzell
told him of Mrs. Kendrick’s speech. “She is more
of a philosopher than I thought,” he said.
“But don’t you think that a very shocking way to
look at religion, doctor?”
“Ah! my dear friend; it should never shock us to
hear a truth. The only real Christians, according to the
original type, to be found to-day, are among certain
orders of the Catholic church, who literally ‘take no heed
of the morrow,’ never have ‘scrip in their purse,’ or a
second suit of clothes. They literally crucify the flesh,
and study to be just like Christ. Mrs. Kendrick is perfectly
right. You see, in helping and befriending one
like Susie, whom modern society despises and neglects,
174you are a very old-fashioned kind of Christian, though
not necessarily of the primitive type.”
“Well, if I can only be a Christian in the true sense,
whatever that may be, it is all I ask for myself,” said
Mrs. Buzzell, earnestly.
“And by that you mean pure in all your thoughts,
and upright in all your dealings, and nothing else.”
“Certainly I do.”
“Well, that is what I call true morality. You call it
by a different name. We don’t differ so much. For
bigot and infidel, we stand very comfortably near together,
I should say,” said the doctor, smiling. Mrs. Buzzell
saw she had admitted too much by that “nothing else,”
but she did not feel like arguing, and so turned the
subject.
CHAPTER XVIII. HOW DAN GOT MARRIED.
175
With October, came busy days for Clara. Her
mother was in a fever from the fear that the
wedding trousseau would not be ready by the middle of
November, when the wedding was to take place. The
twins sewed very cleverly when the fit was on; but the
fits were very uncertain, and Dr. Delano very imprudently,
as Mrs. Forest thought, would call every evening
of his life; but then, men were always so very inconsiderate,
she said. Little bundles of linen exquisitely made
up, kept constantly coming home from some mysterious
laboratory. Mrs. Forest was silent, though she recognized
at a glance the deft fingers of Susie; but Clara said they
were made by her good fairy. One day, to facilitate the
sewing operations, Mrs. Forest offered the twins money
if they would do certain work. It had not the least
effect. Leila explained shrewdly:
“You know, mamma, you will tell us just how to
spend the money—so it would be just like having you
buy things for us.”
“It would be nice,” said Linnie, “to have just a little
money to squander.”
“And what do you do, pray, with all the immense
sums you have wheedled out of your father?” asked
the doctor, laughing.
176“I hope you are not so spooney, papa”—(spooney was
a pet word of Leila’s)—“as to think we squander it.
Why, mamma always directs just what we shall do with
our money. She admits it is our money, and we can
do as we like with it; but you see, papa,” continued
Leila, with a sly little wink at her mother’s expense, “we
don’t ever like, you know!”
The doctor laughed, and said: “Now, then, we’ll
change the venue. How much will you sew for by the
yard—measuring every inch fairly with your tape measure—provided
you can do just what you like with your
money?”
“Will five cents be too much, mamma?” asked both
the girls in a breath.
“Not if you pay your board out of it, I think,” said
Mrs. Forest, smiling sweetly.
“No, no,” said the doctor, “we owe you board, and
comfortable clothing and education, from the fact that
you were not consulted in the unimportant matter of
being born or not born. I assure you, it is folly to squander
money; but that is one of the things you must learn
by experience. I make you both this offer: five cents
for every yard well done and measured by your mother;
and no one shall question what you do with your earnings;
five cents for every yard well done, and for every
dollar earned I will add fifty cents, because this is not
shop-work, but what would come under the head of ‘fine
sewing,’ I believe.”
The effect was astounding. Mrs. Forest, before a week
ended, had positively to scold both girls for their assiduity,
and Clara’s sewing went on like magic.
On one of the Sundays between these busy days, Dan
177came home. He looked worn and sad, Clara thought,
and this was enough to move her gentle heart. She sang
to him a new song, and when she found a moment alone
with him, began to probe him in regard to his sentiments
for Susie. She thought the best thing in the world that
could happen, would be the marriage of him and Susie,
being in a condition of mind herself to consider marriage
a panacea and the divinest of all blessings. Dan expressed
a desire to “do the right thing.” Clara snapped
at this like a hungry little fish at a bait. “Why not
marry her at once, then?” Dan’s reply was not wholly
satisfactory, but sufficient to induce her to keep Dr.
Delano waiting for her that evening a full half hour,
while she was away, no one knew where, but in fact
closeted with Mrs. Buzzell. The next Sunday, finding
home a little more pleasant, Dan appeared again, and
Clara was not long in bringing about a private talk.
She repeated her question, “Why not marry Susie?”
Dan had, in fact, been thinking of Susie with less hard
feelings for her crime of loving him too well, and standing
between him and Miss Marston, as he thought. But
Susie was the only woman who had ever loved him, and
he was tempted to do the “right thing” if only to have
some one to adore him! Generous man! But then it
must be admitted that he was under a spell he had no
power to shake off. Miss Marston had inspired a
stronger passion in him than any one else ever had, or
perhaps could. He could not appreciate the latent qualities
in Susie’s character, and if he could, love does not
deal with qualities, as such. It is mind that does this,
and Dan was a creature of feeling, impulse, rather than
of reason. Susie had loved him too fondly, and only
178with very superior natures does excess of fondness make
the subject dearer. The great charm in Miss Marston
was the impassable barrier of her total indifference to
him; but he could not see the cause. She was superior
to him, and that he knew; so, indeed, was Susie, and just
as far out of his reach by the superiority of her nature,
though not by circumstances.
Dan said this time, in answer to his sister’s question,
half in fun, half in earnest, that Susie didn’t care much
for him, and that he had “had about enough snubbing
lately from women.”
“Oh, how little you know of women!” was Clara’s
response.
Dan defended himself, and a lively discussion ensued,
in which Clara illustrated her position by an allusion to
his old habit of holding her hands and laughing at her
helpless rage. “If you had known the nature of girls
you would never have done such a thing,” she said, “for
it made me hate you, and to this day I cannot think of
it without indignation, though we should not remember
wrongs done us by children.”
“You were pert and saucy,” said Dan, “and put on
airs of superiority, because you got your lessons and were
petted by the teachers.”
“And you wished to show your superiority in something,
I suppose. Well, we will not think of disagreeable
things. You are my only brother, and are going to
be just and kind to Susie, so we shall never quarrel any
more;” and Clara, putting down all hard feelings caused
by Dan’s betrayal and desertion of Susie, passed her
hand affectionately through his arm, and then submitted
to being hugged, though she could not forbear a little
179resentment at his roughness. “No woman of refinement
will ever love such a bear,” she said.
“Nonsense! women like to be handled roughly.”
“That shows how much you know about it—about refined
women, at least. Do you think Miss Marston—”
“D—n Miss Marston!”
“I am ashamed of you.”
“Of course: you always were. Your big snob, Delano,
would not say ‘mill-dam,’ I suppose. You’ll get enough
of him, or I’m greatly mistaken. He is one of the kind
that understands women, no doubt.”
Clara was very angry, but for Susie’s sake and the object
she had set her heart upon, she controlled the expression
of it. She had succeeded in making Dan promise
to call on Susie that very evening, and both she and
Mrs. Buzzell had urged Susie to marry Dan if he proposed
it, and he had already assented. Clara went over
to Mrs. Buzzell’s with Dan, and, leaving him in the parlor,
sent Susie to him, kissing her, and saying, “You
know it is not wholly for your own sake, dear, or we
would not have urged it.”
As Susie entered, he rose and took her hand. She
gave his the faintest little pressure, and left him no time
for preliminaries, but said at once, “You know the one
cause that has made me yield, against my better judgment,
to the desire of your sister and my good friend,
Mrs. Buzzell. Understand well, I do so on this condition,
which I imagine,” she added, a little bitterly, “you
will have no objection to—that you never recognize me as
your wife in any way. I, on my part, shall never claim
any legal rights any more than if you were actually
dead.”
180“That seems to me all bosh. We are not to live
together, and that is enough. Of course, I marry you
because I wish to save you from bearing all the brunt of
the battle.”
“The worst is over. All that I can suffer from disgrace
I have already suffered; but I have not lost my
self-respect, low as I may be in your esteem; and I shall
not, thanks to the noble hearts that came to me when I
thought God had forsaken me as well as you.”
When Susie said, “low as I am in your esteem,” she
had had a sudden hope that it might reveal his unnatural
conduct toward her in so terrible a light that he would
hate himself, and exhibit some sorrow for the misery he
had caused, if not a desire to atone by trying to call back
to her his wandering heart—love is so blind, so foolish,
in its way of hoping against hope! She had decided
that the marriage should be only a legal act, to make her
child what society calls legitimate; but oh! it would
have been so sweet to her to be forced to change that decision
through a tender appeal from Dan—through anything
that showed he held her love precious, and would
not lose it after all; but no such sign came. He only
said, in a way that wounded her deeply, “I don’t see the
use of harping on what is past, nor in getting married, if
you are not to have the advantage of being known as a
wife.”
It cost Susie a terrible effort to not spurn him and his
offer with contempt, for her mood was rapidly passing
from the negative to the positive; but she was in a peculiar
position. Clara and Mrs. Buzzell expected her to
take a certain course, and she could make any sacrifice
rather than disappoint them. She said, therefore, very
181calmly, “I have said that it is not for myself that I assent
to your marrying me; the child might not live; and
then I should regret that you were obliged to be known
as the husband of Susie Dykes. Unless it lives, this ceremony
will never be made known by my consent.”
“No danger of its not living. That is not the kind
that has a weak hold on life. Well, have it all your own
way,” he added, cowardly letting every responsibility fall
upon her.
Susie was sick at heart, and longed to end the meeting.
She had heard enough. She rose, to signify the fact.
Dan took his hat, and, as he did so, said, “There’s no
use crying over spilled milk. We will be friends, at least.
Kiss me, Susie.”
“Why should I kiss the lover of Miss Marston? I
confess I had rather not. But do not think me angry, or
that I have any desire to reproach you. I know you
could not resist a powerful attraction like that, and from
my very soul, Dan, I wish I were dead and you her husband;”
and controlling her emotion, she smiled and gave
him her hand cordially. He was tempted greatly to
draw her towards him and kiss her, whether she desired
it or not; but something in her face he had never seen
there before—something of firmness and womanly dignity
that awed him—prevented him, and, pressing her hand
hurriedly, he left the house. When he was gone, of
course Susie gave way utterly to her sorrow. She had
thought lately, that in her reading and study, in her
work and in present and prospective cares, she had finally
escaped most of her suffering; but this evening had revealed
more clinging to straws, more feeding the hungry
heart upon dry husks, to use the doctor’s words. The
182process of robbing the heart of its illusions is long and
tedious. Let us have patience with Susie. There is
something rare and fine in her nature that begins to show
itself through all her hard conditions; and despite the
low surroundings of her childhood, she has grown already
above that, like the sacred lotus above the mud; and as
the mud nourishes and develops the beautiful lily under
the sunbeam, so the sad memories of Susie’s early life,
aided by the vivifying influence of the kindly human
sympathy she has won, will nourish and develop a grace
and beauty of soul that will fit her for the work she has
to do.
Passively, Susie submitted to the judgment of Clara
and Mrs. Buzzell, and a day or two later the marriage
was to take place, in a distant town at the terminus of
Dan’s railroad route, where he had “six hours off,” he
said, and that was “time enough to do considerable damage.”
Clara was to accompany her friend, and to see her
safely home again. She arrived at Mrs. Buzzell’s some
time before the train left, but found Susie ready, even to
her hat and gloves, but looking, as she declared, a picture
of gloom. She was dressed entirely in black.
“Well, then,” said Susie, trying to smile, “my looks
do not belie my feelings. I feel a presentiment that something
bad is going to happen.”
“I begin to think,” remarked Mrs. Buzzell, as she insisted
upon Susie’s swallowing a glass of her currant wine,
“that we have done wrong to urge the poor child to this
step. I’m afraid no good will come of it.”
“Come! let us be off at once,” said Clara, gayly. “I
don’t like this aspect of indecision in Mrs. Buzzell. It
means anything but business.”
183Dan came occasionally and sat near them during the
journey. He said he had “seen the parson and arranged
everything all right.” Susie kept her veil down all the
time. On arriving at the terminus, Dan sent them to the
ladies’ room in the station, having some matter of business
to attend to, and then joined them and conducted
them in a carriage to a hotel, though the distance
was exceedingly short, and into a fine private room,
where an elegant dinner for three was already waiting.
Clara tried to be gay, and really could have been so but
for Susie, who trembled like a leaf and looked very pale.
Clara removed Susie’s hat and shawl, and said a thousand
reassuring words. Susie tried hard to respond. Clara
saw with pain the effort, and pitied Susie more than ever.
Here the waiter appeared, his napkin over his arm, and
asked if he should serve the dinner. Clara whispered to
Dan to put it off, if he could, a few minutes, and for
mercy’s sake to say something comforting to Susie.
“You may wait ten minutes,” said Dan to the waiter;
“but bring the wine at once.”
“Gay wedding, sis. Don’t you think so?”
“Oh, don’t mind my feeling a little ill,” said Susie,
with an effort. “I feel a little better already.” Dan
expressed himself as being “hungry as a wolf,” and no
doubt he was. He had, in the simple ignorance of his
nature, thought a nice dinner would please Clara and
Susie, and felt a little savage to have it put off; therefore,
more perhaps from hunger than anything else, he went and
sat down by Susie, and took her hand in his. Tears, tears
forever! What could the poor child do but cry? Dan
was a little touched, and made a very praiseworthy
attempt to soothe her.
184“Oh, I wish I could cry them all out,” said Susie,
wiping her eyes. “You are so good, both of you, to have
so much patience with me. There!” she said, laughing
dismally, “I believe there are no more.”
When the champagne came—of course Dan had provided
that—he poured it out copiously and dismissed the
waiter. He insisted upon both Susie and Clara drinking,
and, fearing to displease him, they assented. No sooner
were their glasses half empty than he refilled them; and
then the soup was served. With the second course the
waiter brought more champagne, and when he left Clara
exclaimed, good-naturedly, “Mercy! Dan, you are not
expecting us to drink any more?”
“Why not? It seems we need something to keep our
courage screwed up to the sticking point.”
“Oh, our courage is in no danger of failing, is it, Susie?
Think of it! In an hour or so you will be a lawful and
wedded wife; and oh! you don’t know how much more
I shall respect you! Only a nice little bit of juggling,
and honor will come out of dishonor, like Jack out of his
box.” After awhile Susie talked a little, though she
could eat nothing after the soup. Dan’s spirits rose
mightily with the second bottle of champagne, and he
began to be even sentimental to Susie, who took the liberty,
after a while, to beg him to not drink any more
champagne.
“What’s two bottles of champagne on your wedding-day?”
he roared. “Did you ever hear how they drink
whisky in Texas? A friend of mine was traveling out
there last winter, and he stopped at a half-way house,
and found they had not a drop; but they told him the
widow Smith, living a mile further on, had a barrel the
185Saturday before. He would get plenty there. So he
rode on, and driving up to the door, sung out. A woman
poked her head out of the door and asked what he wanted.
He told her he wanted something to drink. She told him
she had not a thing to drink in the house. ‘Why,’ said
he, ‘they told me back here that you had a barrel of
whisky last Saturday.’
“‘Well, so I did; but what’s one barrel of whisky with
five little children and the cow dry?’” Dan laughed
vociferously at his story, and his guests laughed also, but
more to please him, for they were both a little serious
over his drinking. They kept him, however, from ordering
a third bottle; but in revenge he visited the bar-room
on their way to the carriage, which was waiting
at the door. On the way to the minister’s house
Susie whispered to Clara, without Dan’s perceiving it,
“I should have heeded my presentiment, and stayed at
home.”
At the minister’s house they were shown into the parlor,
where they were kept waiting some time, Susie growing
more and more agitated every moment; but Dan
seemed to be quite sober, and behaved very well until the
minister came. He was a tall, fat, pompous man, with a
face that repelled Clara instinctively. He noticed Susie’s
agitation, and asked some questions that Dan took offence
at, but he really only remonstrated, Clara thought, in
quite proper terms, under the circumstances; but the
functionary grew very red in the face, and said: “Your
conduct, sir, allow me to say, is exceedingly improper.
Allow me to say, sir, I doubt if you are a fit subject for
this solemn service.”
“I know my own business, and don’t want any palavering.
186You do your own business, and I’ll do mine, without
your preaching.”
“My business, as you call it, is not at your service
to-day,” he said, rising. “I order you to leave the house.
I have nothing to do with low ruffians.”
“You shall have something to do with a gentleman
though, once in your life,” said Dan, approaching him
threateningly. Clara and Susie were already in the hall.
Clara called Dan imperatively, and proceeded to the door,
supporting Susie, who was ready to faint. They heard
the minister say a very insulting thing in reply to Dan’s
threat, and the next moment a fall like a sack of wheat
was easily interpreted. Dan had applied his “science,”
and the fat man was sprawling on the carpet. Before
any of the family appeared, the carriage drove off. Dan
raved and swore, though he was sober enough so far as
the effects of his drinking went. To Clara’s utter astonishment,
Susie seemed perfectly recovered from all her
anxiety, and even smiled.
“We can get the four o’clock train,” said Clara, looking
at her watch. “We will not wait for yours, as we
intended.” Dan savagely changed the order to the
coachman. At the station Clara would not speak nor
look at her brother, with whom she was infinitely disgusted;
but Susie shook hands with him, and said, “I
was ashamed of you for being so violent, Dan, but I am
happier than I have been since I saw you last.”
“I think you are a fool,” he said, sullenly.
“May be I am, dear, but I am not your wife.” She said
this without the slightest anger, and smiled on him like
a seraph, as she entered the car which was just moving.
Thus ended Dan’s marriage.
CHAPTER XIX. THE BABY.—LOVERS’ ADIEUX.
187
The effort Clara had made to do a great service for
Susie, had failed dismally, and her mortification
was intense, and for the first time she was a little disappointed
with Susie, that she could be so serene, and
evidently glad even, that the movement had failed.
Clara’s refinement of nature and purpose was shocked
beyond expression by the coarse conduct of her brother,
and not until the doctor came home, late in the evening,
and after she had had a long talk with him, did she
begin to feel the least return of comfort. “My dear,” he
said, “depend upon it, you ought not to feel so mortified.
Why, the dignity and real elevation of character that this
has revealed in Susie is a compensation for almost anything
that could happen. Don’t you see how this shows,
beyond a shadow of doubt, that she is no common girl?”
“I’ve known that a long time, papa. She surprises
me every day. I shall not be able to help her much
more in her botany; nor in anything, indeed. It is well I
am going away, to save my credit. The dear girl thinks
me so proficient, that it makes me ashamed of myself.
Oh, papa! I passed at Stonybrook for a very satisfactory
student; but if I had had this experience with Susie
before going there, I should have done better. Susie has
taught me what application means.”
188Clara had not gone into the house on returning with
Susie, but left her at Mrs. Buzzell’s door. Susie, on
entering, threw her arms around Mrs. Buzzell, and
laughed and cried together, and it was some time before
she could tell the whole story to her friend. The good
old lady was horrified at Dan’s treatment of the parson,
but she was quite content at the result of the expedition.
“God, who numbers the very hairs of our heads, Susie,
is directing all things for the best. If you bear your
yoke bravely, you will be raised up for some good work
in the world. I wonder now, how I could have entered
into the scheme so confidently; but it was Clara’s enthusiasm.
I felt all the time that we might be just whipping
the Devil around the stump, and so we were.”
“I could have interfered,” said Susie, “between Dan
and the minister, and my appeal would have been heard;
but something stronger than my motive to do so, controlled
me. I felt ashamed to marry Dan. It seemed
to me so unholy a thing, when he does not love me, but
is thinking all the time of another and dearer woman.”
“That shame was a noble feeling, dear; and shows me
what your nature really is, better than I ever knew it.”
The next day Clara went over as usual to hear Susie’s
lessons. She found her alone, by the table in the sitting-room,
tearing apart and analyzing flowers with her new
microscope. As Clara entered she rose, and as their eyes
met, the owlish gravity of Clara struck Susie comically,
and this, in conjunction with the memory of yesterday’s
proceedings, made her burst out into a low, musical
laugh, which Clara’s gravity could not resist.
“Well, you are a study, Susie. I came over here
from habit simply. I had no idea you would have any
189lessons, and here you have already been out botanizing
alone.”
“Why, Clara, I have not felt so well in weeks and
weeks. A great weight is lifted from my heart. Dan is
gone out of my hopes forever, and henceforth I shall
stand alone so far as he is concerned. He is free—and
oh, it relieves me so to think of that!”
“Well, dear, I guess you are nearer right than any
of us. I felt a little hard at you, coming home yesterday,
for the triumph that I detected in your eyes every time
I looked at them. You are a strange little being, but I
am reconciled after a long talk with papa. He applauds
you to the skies; but let us get through with our lessons,
for he will be here by-and-by. Of course, he will keep
the secret, and I think there is no danger from Dan,” she
added, laughing.
After the lessons were finished, Susie, obeying a strong
impulse, poured out her grateful heart to Clara for all
her care and kindness. During the conversation, Clara
said: “When I am a married woman I shall be so much
more independent. No tongue will dare wag against me
because I am your friend.”
“It pains me more than anything else,” said Susie,
“to think that being my friend must injure you.”
“It cannot. It cannot injure any one to do what is
decent and right. Knowing you, dear, and befriending
you in your trouble, has shown me more of the world
than I could have learned otherwise in an age. To be
sure it has destroyed some illusions. I shall not have
Louise Kendrick for bride’s-maid, but I’ve found her out,
and that is something. Why, you ought to see the
letters she sent me constantly during the four years I was
190at Stonybrook. Such protestations of unalterable friendship!
You, Susie, though you are no spoiled pet of fortune,
like her, have a heart that is worth ten thousand
of hers. She is a mere fair-weather friend, though I did
not suspect it; but you, I know, would never fail me.”
“How I should hate myself if I thought that were
possible; but it cannot be. My only trouble is, that I
may never be able to be of any real service to you. Do
you remember the fable we read of the lion and the
mouse? How the mouse gnawed the meshes of the net,
‘and left the noble lion to go where he pleased?’
Remember this, you precious girl, if you are ever in
trouble: real, deep affection is capable of creating a will
that may work wonders even with the poorest means.”
Clara was struck with Susie’s enthusiasm of sentiment,
which at times found expression in the most eloquent
way; and she remembered these words and the manner
of their utterance in after years.
Not many days before the time set for Clara’s wedding,
Dr. Delano received a telegram from home. His father
was dangerously ill and sent for his son; so the marriage
could not take place till January. Meanwhile, and during
the very last days of the year, Susie’s baby was born.
Mrs. Buzzell virtually adopted it at once. This little
helpless one, so charming in all its movements, Susie
thought, lifted the last burden from her heart caused by
Dan’s unworthiness. She felt strong enough to brave
anything for its sake, and before it was a week old her
mind was busy with schemes for making money, that she
might give it all the advantages of education and culture.
She held its tiny, tightly-clinging fingers in hers, looked
into its uncertain colored eyes, and marveled, as mothers
191are wont to marvel, over a mystery as old as nature, and
yet ever charming, ever new. The desire to have Dan
see the baby often recurred to Susie. She felt more
kindly towards him since she had definitely abandoned
all hope of his ever loving her again, and since a new and
infinitely tender, infinitely absorbing love had been born
in her own heart. She could not wholly share Clara’s
intense disgust for Dan’s conduct when they had last met,
though she by no means approved of it. She spoke to
Mrs. Buzzell of her desire that Dan should see the baby,
and Mrs. Buzzell admitted that the wish was natural;
but even while they were considering the propriety of
writing a note to Dan the doctor called, bringing the
news that his son had started for California the day
before. In a letter to his mother he had said that he
should not “come back in a hurry.” Susie was very
silent. He had not cared, then, to wait until his child
was born—not even cared really whether she or it, or
both, lived or died. The next moment there came a new
feeling, and this was shame that she had loved so coarse
a being. To be sure, she had expressed the same thing
to Dan in returning his money; but this was partly real
and partly the effect of exaltation of mood. This time,
the feeling was the result of pure reason, and it was permanent.
If letters are Love’s barometer, as Dr. Forest once
expressed it, Clara must have been well satisfied with the
fervency and sincerity of her lover’s devotion, for he wrote
continually. The letters were delivered at eight o’clock
in the morning—the hour when the doctor’s family were
always at breakfast—and though the postman’s ring was
a very common occurrence during this family reunion, it
192had never been so constant before. Leila and Linnie, on
sitting down to the table, used to amuse themselves
speculating whether it would occur before the hominy
was served all around, or during the second cup of coffee.
When the ring came, and Dinah marched through the
dining-room to open the door, it was a perennial joke with
Leila to pass the honey or the sugar-bowl to Clara, and
when she good-naturedly refused them, apologizing for
their deficiency in sweetness. As Clara could not be
teazed in the least, so long as nothing disrespectful was
said of her idol, it was wonderful that the sisters could
find so much pleasure in an endless repetition of a childish
pleasantry. On one of these occasions, when Dinah
brought in the regulation letter to Clara, Leila said:
“Papa, do you know how Dr. Delano commences all
his letters to Clara?” Clara looked a little annoyed as
she put her precious missive in her pocket for future
delectation. Could it be possible that her privacy had
been invaded by her saucy sisters?
“Why, yes,” the doctor answered, humoring Leila.
“I think I could guess; that is, if it were any of my
business.”
“Well, guess then,” said Leila, nothing daunted by
the implied rebuke; but seeing he did not try, she
declared boldly that they all commenced, “Essence of
Violet and Consummate Sweetness.” This time there
was a general laugh, and Leila was satisfied over the success
of a joke that had been concocted hours before. On
another occasion when the letter came, Leila expressed
the pious hope that Mr. Delano’s case was in the hands
of some physician less distracted and harassed for time
than Dr. Delano must be. “I’m sure his literary labors
193must weigh heavily upon him, though perhaps he
employs a stenographic amanuensis.”
One day, when the letter was brought in as usual,
Clara said, “Why, this is not for me!”
“What!” exclaimed Leila, “you don’t mean to say it
isn’t from consummate sweetness, do you?”
“No; but this seems to be addressed to you.” And
she handed the letter across the table to Leila, preserving
the utmost gravity. Leila’s eyes shone with delight, but
she concealed that part of her sensation, and only gave
vent to her surprise. “Is it possible,” she said, “that
there are two persons in the universe that can command
a letter from Dr. Delano?”
“Let us hear what he says, my daughter,” said Mrs.
Forest, gravely.
“Yes, do read it, Leila. No doubt it commences
‘Essence of Violet.’”
“No; I don’t receive love-letters, Miss Linnie.”
“You receive only such, I trust, as are proper to be
read in the bosom of the family. Are you very sure of
it?” asked the doctor, who, from a glance at Clara, suspected
some practical joke upon Leila. Thus badgered,
Leila reluctantly unfolded her letter. The first word,
which she did not read out, caused the most rosy blush
imaginable. The laugh was at Leila’s expense this time,
and the next day Clara’s letter came to the breakfast-table
without comment.
Once, during his father’s illness, Dr. Delano passed a
night at Oakdale. It was just cold enough to render the
wood fire in the grate, pleasant; for though midwinter,
the weather was unusually mild, and the lovers lingered
in the parlor long after the family had retired. Every
194moment was a delight to Clara, and everything the doctor
could say possessed a vital interest. He was pleased
to commend the old parlor; no room in the world, he
said, had so great a charm for him. It was indeed a
pleasant old room, permeated and invested by a spirit of
comfort and ease that even the new carpet and heavy curtains,
lately added by Mrs. Forest, could not destroy.
The tall, old-fashioned clock stood diagonally across one
of the corners, placidly marking the time and showing
the phases of the moon as it had done at least ever since
Clara could remember. During the evening’s conversation,
Miss Ella Wills was mentioned, and, at Clara’s request,
Dr. Delano gave a minute description of all her
“points,” as he humorously called them.
“Why, she must be very beautiful!” exclaimed Clara.
“Not beautiful,” he said, “but very pretty. Clara
alone, is really beautiful. She is less than ‘moonlight
unto sunlight,’ compared to you, dearest.” And he
spoke sincerely, though Ella had revived a little of her
old charm for him, and not without design on her part,
for flirting was her element; she had reduced it to a
science; and then she saw in Albert a very different object
from the one she had once made her victim. She
had been at Newport on the occasion of his return from
Europe, and having a rich lion in tow—even the distinguished
and very elegant Count Frauenstein—she did not
go home with the rest of the family to meet him, it being
the first of the season. She contented herself by sending
him kind messages, and soon after he established himself
for preliminary practice, in Oakdale, a town where the
family name had prestige and influence.
The affair with the count at Newport had not terminated
195to the satisfaction of Miss Mills, he having soon
transferred his attentions to a New York belle, not rich,
compared to Ella, and a “perfect fright,” in the judgment
of her rival. But even the new attraction was but
a very temporary affair. Ella was approaching the dreaded
state which even friends may designate as that of old
maid, and she had just begun to make up her mind to
marry Albert when she heard of his engagement. This
was unexpected, but she said to herself, “Engagement is
one thing, and marriage another.” When he came home
at the summons of his father, he was so greatly changed,
so infinitely improved, that flirting with him had all the
charm of novelty, beside the greater charm involved in
the fact of his indifference to the battery of wiles that
had once been so potent. She looked very young still.
Her mind was youthful enough in its character, and she
had preserved all the innocent, kittenish ways that are so
irresistible to a certain class of men.
While Albert talked of his old flame, on the evening in
question, Clara listened intently, looking all the time
straight into his eyes. At length he asked her why she
studied his eyes so earnestly.
“Do you not like me to study them?”
“What a question! But I wish to know what you are
thinking. You told me once you were afraid of my eyes.”
“That is what I am thinking to-night, Albert. They
are surely the brightest eyes in the world, as you know
they are the dearest to me. I can find no fault with
them; and yet I have an indefinable fear sometimes,
when I look into them, as if they could be cold and cruel.
I reproach myself, but I tell you every thought. Ought
I to tell you this?”
196“Yes, for I would hear all the voices of the sea, darling
mine; but this voice is a delusion. Albert can never
be cold to you. You are his very soul. He could die for
you, and count it no sacrifice; and he only cares for life
that he may make yours beautiful.”
“Forgive me, beautiful eyes!” Clara said, tenderly
caressing their lids. “Can you forgive me, Albert?”
“There is no such thing as forgiveness between lovers,
for they can do each other no wrong.”
“I dare not think how perfect my happiness is,” said
Clara, fervently, “and yet I can think of nothing else. I
am constantly studying love. It seems to me that all
married people lose their illusions. Papa and mamma
were once romantic lovers. I have lately found a number
of his old letters. I could not resist reading some of
them. They are the most fervent and tender letters I
ever read in my life—except yours, dearest—and yet they
are flung away
‘amid the old lumber of the garret,’
like the oaken chest where Ginevra found a grave. It is
strange! After all that divine passion, they could be
separated for weeks and months without any suffering
for the need of each other!”
“That change will never come to us, precious one.
Love shall be tenderly nursed; it will not flourish under
coldness or inconstancy. It is too tender a plant;
only the ruder, coarser vegetation can outlive the cold
atmosphere of the frigid zones. With our love, precious
one, there shall be no winter. Can you not trust
me?”
197“Trust you? With all my heart, with all my soul I
trust you. You know everything about love and the
mysteries of life; but one thing I want to say. I want
you to know all about me, dear one. I care nothing about
love except as we know it and feel it to-night. If Fate
ever cheats us of this, let us not live together and play
that the dream still remains. It would be a mockery that
would kill me. I am strangely moved to-night. With
all my happiness, the thought will come that you will
change—that I shall not have the power to keep the
freshness of your love.”
“I defy augury, precious one. You are not quite well
to-night. I am sure of this, or I should be pained. If
I change, it will not be your fault. You are perfect. No
one could love with so much infinite tenderness as my
darling. If I ever love you less, it will be because I have
grown unworthy of you, which the gods forbid. In a
week—one short week—and you will be mine, not more
surely than you are now, but openly in the eyes of the
world.”
Dr. Delano was to leave in the early train, and it was
decided to bid good-bye in the old parlor, where the fire
was burning low, for they had sat late, forgetting how
cold the room had become. Albert wrapped her tenderly
in her shawl, and the parting ceremonies commenced. It
is a very long process, as lovers of the Romeo and Juliet
type are well aware. They separated a few steps and said
good-night, and then rushed together for “one more kiss,”
which was only the prelude to one more, and that not the
last. To the cold-blooded writers of romance, such a parting
calls up the vision of the two polite Chinamen, host
198and guest, who could not allow themselves to out-do each
other in etiquette. At the garden gates of the host, they
advanced and saluted, and retreated and advanced again,
until night came on, when their friends interfered and
dragged them apart!
CHAPTER XX. CLARA’S WEDDING.
199
Mrs. Forest was in her element preparing for the
“show,” as the doctor called the marriage ceremonies;
but Albert won her heart by agreeing with her
in everything, orange-blossoms, church, and all. Discussing
the matter over for the twentieth time, she reproached
her husband for his imbuing Clara with his odd notions,
and contrasted them with the love of proper and conventional
proceedings, which characterized the future son-in-law.
“I wonder at him,” said the doctor, with some impatience.
“He is the only sensible man I ever knew who
liked that sort of vulgar show. Men generally submit
because it pleases women; but to my eyes a young woman
conventionally gotten up as a bride, simply suggests a
victim tricked out for sacrifice.”
“How dreadful you are, doctor! You have such monstrous
ideas; but I did hope Clara would be sensible.”
“Oh, I’m going to be sensible, mamma dear. Albert
is satisfied, and I shall offer no further resistance. I
submit even to the orange-blossoms, though I can’t bear
their oppressing odor. Papa has had his way about the
Unitarian minister, who has no church here, and so I
shall escape that part of the show, as papa calls it.
There’ll be no kissing the bride either, for that is a
200vulgar custom, no longer tolerated among refined people.
I wonder where the custom came from?”
“It is not easy to say where any custom originated.
This one can be traced back to feudal times, when the
lord of the manor had the first-fruits of everything, and
took the brides home to himself for a time, and the bridegroom
was forced to submit.”
“Of course, they did not consult the bride at all,” said
Clara.
“No,” replied the doctor. “That slaves have no rights
which their masters are bound to respect, is a logical deduction
from the doctrine that slavery is right. Women
are beginning to see that they are slaves in one sense.
They are not permitted, legally or morally, to dispose of
their affections according to their tastes. When a man
assassinates one whom his wife regards too favorably to
please him, he is generally acquitted by the courts.
Common sense would show that the wife had sufficient
interest in the matter to be consulted; but honor does
not admit her rights.”
“That is perfectly right,” said Mrs. Forest. “If a
married woman so far forgets the duty she owes to society
as to fall in love with any one, she deserves no voice in
anything.”
“That is simply the spirit of the inquisition, Fannie,
and nothing else. I have always admitted the importance
of facts, in my reasoning. Now, some of the best women
in the world, and I believe the majority of all that ever
lived, have been attracted, in a greater or less degree, by
other men than their husbands. What will you do with
the facts?”
“If any sensible woman is so unfortunate,” said Mrs.
201Forest, “she never acknowledges it—never admits it, even
to herself, that she loves in any improper way. She can
do this at least.”
“There you go again, Fannie! measuring the world
with your six-inch rule. If the world don’t square with
your measurements, so much the worse for the world.
Women and men do not create themselves, nor the motives
that govern them. A motive does not determine
human action because it is weak, or ought to be weak,
according to your measuring; it controls from the mathematical
law that the strongest must prevail. Suppose
the attracting power to be two and the resisting force
one; you can tell beforehand what the result will be;
therefore the folly of blaming in such a case.”
“I might pity a woman who listens to the promptings
of an illegal affection, but I certainly should never admire
her. How could I admire one so weak as not to know
that by the very fact of listening to improper declarations
of love, she always wins contempt, even from the man
himself.”
“Not always—not by any means always. If I should
love a married woman, and she should listen to my telling
her of it, I should by no means despise her. I should
despise her if she insulted me by supposing I wished her
to do anything base or unwomanly.”
“Oh, you! You are an anomaly. You know I always
count you out, when speaking of general principles. The
Lord only knows how far a woman might go without
being ‘unwomanly’ in your eyes.”
“Ah!” responded the doctor, with a peculiar accent,
which was his way of declaring that there was no more
to be said upon the subject.
202On the day preceding the important event, Leila
and Linnie were running here and there in a state of
great excitement. They were for once thoroughly
interested in everything, and especially in their own
toilettes, if not in the bride’s, for they were to be two of
the four bride’s-maids. Mrs. Forest had determined
that everything relating to this event should be “respectable,”
and she always pronounced the word with
severe certainty of what it meant. To be sure, to some
persons the term is vague and even unpleasant; but
these were all ill-regulated minds, according to Mrs.
Forest, and she pitied them. After breakfast, Clara
made a long visit to Susie, cheered her by earnest protestations
of continued friendship, and by promises to
write often. The pretty baby was duly petted and
caressed, and invited to “kiss auntie”—words of recognition
always infinitely sweet to Susie’s ear. The kissing
consisted in the baby’s smobbing its uneasy little wet
mouth over Clara’s face; not a very satisfactory operation,
one would think; but all the tender grace of the
woman that had been developed by Clara’s brave friendship
for poor Susie, and by the deep love she cherished
for Albert, shone through the halo of happiness surrounding
the brow of the morrow’s bride.
The wedding-day dawned auspiciously, and the sun
shone bright and warm, though it was the middle of
January. A full hour before the ceremony, the twins
had the bride dressed and paraded duly before the
mirrors, to see that her drapery fell with the proper
grace, and that nothing was wanting. Mrs. Kendrick
had sent quantities of flowers for the decoration of the
parlor, and was herself to be present. Louise, finding
203that the affair was going to be so “nice,” cried with
vexation that she had behaved so meanly to Clara.
Mrs. Forest came in just as the bride was dressed.
“Does she not look sweet, mamma,” asked Linnie.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Forest, hesitatingly; “but you are
too flushed, my daughter. Let me see if your corset is
not too tight. No? Well, Linnie, get her some lemonade—that
is cooling.”
“Oh don’t, mamma! you distract me!” exclaimed
Clara, scowling under her orange-blossoms. “I do wish
no one could look at me for the next ten years. I feel so
like a theatre-queen—so utterly ridiculous.”
Mrs. Forest was distressed. The twins uttered exclamations.
“Why, she has not said such a word
before!” said Linnie.
“No; I meant to be very good, and what mamma
calls sensible, but I am so horridly nervous.”
“You are such an incomprehensible child,” remarked
Mrs. Forest, severely. “You are veritably sauvage, as
the French say. This, the supreme hour to all well-regulated
young ladies, you seem to regard as a misfortune.”
“Well, I do. I suppose I am not a well-regulated
young lady, for I hate the hot-house odor of these flowers.
I hate myself, that I have submitted to make a spectacle
of myself. This is the supreme hour for girls, is it?
Well, I wonder that they have no more refinement.”
“What on earth do you set out to marry Dr. Delano
for, I should like to know,” said Leila, concealing her
crossness with difficulty.
“Because I love him, you goosey! but it don’t follow,
therefore, that I like to make a guy of myself.”
204“A guy! oh! oh!” exclaimed the much-tried sisters.
“You never began to look anything like half so sweet
before.” Mrs. Forest stood in mute bewilderment, and
Clara began to relent.
“There,” she said. “It’s all over. I am sensible
now, mamma—a perfect stoic. There’s papa coming!”
and opening the door herself, she threw herself into his
arms, and sobbed a little, though laughing at the same
time. “Oh, I can’t enjoy crying one bit, papa. I’m
thinking all the time of my orange-blossoms. Look,
papa, and see if you haven’t crushed one of the things.”
“Well, I never saw anybody behave so!” exclaimed
Leila, in disgust. “If I ever get married——”
“Your conduct will be perfectly exemplary,” interrupted
the doctor, and then giving all his attention to
Clara, he said, tenderly: “My poor darling! They
would have it so. They don’t understand papa’s girl.
Her poetry is inside, and this paraphernalia don’t fitly
express it.”
“Now, doctor, you should not encourage Clara’s
strange notions. There’s a carriage. I must go. Do
calm the child. She is not fit to be seen.”
“That’s just true, mamma. It’s exactly what I feel.”
“All this nonsense, besides being in bad taste, is
against common sense,” the doctor said, not noticing his
wife’s flurry. “Marriage festivals should take place
after marriage, if at all, when the union has proved a
success, and there is something to rejoice over. This is
like celebrating the purchase of a lottery-ticket.” Mrs.
Forest left in despair. The twins bore the “coddling,”
as they called the father’s tender manifestations to his
favorite child, as long as they could, and then they
205begged him to go, as they had “only a half hour to
dress”; by which they meant but a very small part of
the operation, being bathed, and coiffed, and dressed
already, except for the robes and veils.
“Well, go on with your dressing,” the doctor said, provokingly.
“I don’t mind girls’ dressing, or undressing,
for that matter. On the whole, I rather like this flummery,
and I think I won’t go without a consideration.”
“I’ll give you two kisses, papa, if you’ll go this
minute.”
“Oh, fie! You were always too mercenary with your
favors, Leila. I’ll take the kisses, though; but not for
going.”
The doctor on leaving, went to his wife’s room, where
she was fuming because of his want of sense on such an
occasion. “There is not ten minutes,” she said, “and
you have not done one thing toward dressing.”
“Bless my soul! I never once thought of it,” he
answered. “Why, I’m to put on that new claw-hammer.
If I should fail to wear that, the earth’s inclination to
the ecliptic would be disturbed.”
“Do, for mercy’s sake, go, if you have any regard for
me.” Thus appealed to, the doctor sought his room.
Once there, he surveyed the scene. Every article was
carefully laid out in the most perfect order. He had only
thought of the new claw-hammer, and here was evidently
the preconceived design for a perfect change of every rag.
Every article was placed where it should naturally come
in the order of dressing. New toilet articles, scented
soaps, hot water—everything silently commanding him
to fall into line. First there escaped from the good doctor
a smothered laugh; then a protest, and then—submission
206to the letter. He set about the work of rejuvenation
with a perfect fury of dispatch, and when he found
he should be ready in time, the spirit of fun seized him.
He kept opening his door and bawling to his wife his
distress at a thousand imaginary oversights and delinquencies.
Once he declared she had forgotten his “pouncet
box,” then his “hoops,” his “chignon,” his “chemisette,”
his “gored waistcoat,” and lastly, in an agony, he
called for tweezers, pretending he had discovered one hair
too many in his “back hair.” But finally he emerged
radiant, and sought Clara at once. “Behold me, my
daughter!” he said in a tragic voice, applying a delicate,
scented pocket handkerchief to his lips. “Are you
resigned to your fate now?”
“Why, we thought you were crazy, papa,” said Clara;
“but how quickly you have performed all this change.
I must say you are looking magnificent. You are one of
the very few men I ever saw, who look well in a dresscoat.”
“Well, I came to you for sympathy. Is this my
reward?”
“I can’t pity you in the least, papa; you are too sweet.”
“Yes, I am,” he said, sniffing the perfume of his fine
handkerchief. “Here, take this, Linnie. I must go and
see if I can’t find a handkerchief that will not make me
smell so much like a lady’s maid.”
Leila and Linnie both laughed. “You’ll have to smell
sweet to-day, papa,” they said, “for mamma has kept all
your clothes in a drawer with a perfume sachet, these two
weeks!” He left the room to a perfect chorus of laughter,
and a few minutes later might have been seen in his
study, diligently puffing at his pipe, first for his own comfort,
207and then to do what he could, at that late hour, to
render negative the effect of Mrs. Forest’s sachets.
Notwithstanding all the perturbation of Mrs. Forest,
the whole “show” went off in the most perfect order,
and without the slightest “impropriety” of any kind.
Clara was not flushed, like a hoydenish country bride, but
looked very pale and “interesting;” while the bridegroom,
in every word and motion, was perfection itself in
her eyes, no less than in Clara’s, though judged from a
very different standpoint.
CHAPTER XXI. THE NUCLEUS OF THE FLOWER BUSINESS.
208
It is early in Summer. Mrs. Buzzell and Susie, now
her trusted and much-loved friend, are sitting on the
little vine-shaded porch of her cottage—not really a cottage,
for it is at least an ordinary-sized country house,
strong and well built; but she herself always so designates
it. The baby, Minnie, is creeping over the porch
floor, crowing with infantine glee, and now and then
climbing up by the knees of Mrs. Buzzell, or by the railing
which has been constructed to keep her within
bounds. The lower leaves and buds of the roses and
morning-glories, have suffered at her little hands, but she
has learned by this time that they are not good to eat,
and so pulls them off and scatters them in pure wantonness.
The two women have been discussing a letter just
received from Clara.
For a time Clara’s letters were constantly arriving, not
only to Susie, to Dr. Forest, to her mother, but alternately
to the twins. These letters breathed the happiness
that surrounded Clara like an atmosphere, and was
rather implied than directly expressed, except to Susie.
Mrs. Forest rejoiced that her eldest daughter was well
established, and secretly she was greatly relieved to have
Clara’s fate off her mind. There was no knowing, in her
opinion, what Clara would have come to, with her inherited
209tendency to freedom, so unlike other girls, if she had
not fortunately married young. Why, she might have
become a frequenter of conventions, an agitator of
woman’s rights—that was indeed what Mrs. Forest feared
most—but, thanks to Providence, she had made an excellent
match, and the mother’s soul was at rest, or free to
plan and scheme for the respectable establishment of
her two remaining daughters.
On this summer day, in the little shaded porch, Susie
had read to her friend, some portions of Clara’s last letter.
Mrs. Buzzell sighed, and said, “It is too exalted for this
commonplace world. It will not last.”
“Oh, do not say that!” exclaimed Susie.
“I know it sounds like croaking, Susie, but you will
see I am right. It is always so. Clara worships that
man, and we should worship nothing but the Creator.
When we do, we lose it. When mothers make idols of
their children, as her mother did of Dan, they die, or
turn out like him. I am glad you do not love yours unreasonably.
It is auntie who is in danger here,” said the
good old lady, taking up the child and caressing it fondly.
“I cannot believe it a crime to love—even to love inordinately,
as Clara does,” said Susie. “Her nature is
peculiarly fervent. She told me once that the look, the
touch of Albert’s hand, made her tremulous with emotion.
If he should fail her, she would suffer more than most of
us could, I think.”
“Of course he will fail her,” said Mrs. Buzzell, with
unusual feeling. “Men never meet the demands of a
nature like that. They think it adorable at first, and
then they grow indifferent. It is much better to love in
a calm way, and, like Mrs. Kendrick, to show their husbands
210that heaven is not wholly confined to their smiles,
nor hell to their frowns.”
Susie was astonished at the fervency displayed by Mrs.
Buzzell. “Could this faded, gray old lady, have had her
romance also?” Susie’s reflections were interrupted by
the doctor’s gig, which came almost noiselessly around
the corner, over the smooth, sandy road. He sprang
upon the porch with the supple nerve of a boy, and astonished
Mrs. Buzzell by kissing her right in the face of the
village. “You two women are as grave as owls,” he
said. “What have you been talking about? Out with
it, Susie!”
“We were talking of love,” Susie answered, not intending
to be specially definite.
“Do ever two women talk of anything else, I wonder?
Abusing us dogs of men, I suppose. Can’t you furnish
me with a cup of water and a little piece of soap?” he
asked, addressing Mrs. Buzzell. “I want to amuse the
baby.”
“We were regretting,” continued Susie, “that we are
not able to love sensibly and moderately. When we love
with all our hearts, are we ever fully met?—after the
first, I mean.”
“With that first, you are satisfied, then,” said the doctor,
taking a piece of India-rubber tubing from his pocket,
and blowing his first bubble. For a time, all the attention
was concentrated on the doctor’s bubbles, some of
which, by certain movements of his hands, he managed
to keep in the air a long time, while the baby crowed
with mad delight. For days after, the little thing amused
everybody by her attempts to blow bubbles with every
stick or pencil she could get, and even labored very hard
211to accomplish the feat with her teaspoon. When the
doctor grew tired of blowing, he resumed the conversation;
but Minnie was insatiable: no sooner was one bubble
burst, than she cried for another, but was finally pacified
by having the tube and cup all to herself. After
sucking some of the soapy water into her mouth, and
making a very wry face, she succeeded in blowing some
little ones on the top of the water, and got very angry
after the twentieth attempt to pick them out with her
fingers. Susie was scarcely less excited than the baby,
over the exquisite beauty of the soap-bubbles, and listened
eagerly to the doctor’s explanation of their colors
and construction.
Seeing Susie so interested, he said, “It is a pity your
studying was interrupted. You have the spirit of the
scientific investigator. I wonder if I can’t manage to
take Clara’s place?” he said, after a pause.
“Oh, your time is too precious, doctor,” said Susie.
“I couldn’t be regular, but I tell you what I’ll do. If
you’ll have some recitation ready whenever I come, I’ll
give you a few minutes.” That was enough for Susie,
and from that time the doctor became her tutor, taking
up, first, chemistry and natural philosophy, and then
other branches. But this is wandering from the subject
of conversation interrupted by the blowing of bubbles.
“The truth is,” said the doctor, “women, in their love,
do not fully meet men. According to my experience, few
women ever comprehend the ardor with which men are
capable of loving them. Now, the question is, is it when
they do, or do not, so respond perfectly, that women meet
the fate of Semele?”
“The fate of Semele?” queried Mrs. Buzzell.
212“Yes; she loved Jove, and was utterly consumed for
her daring.”
“I remember now,” said Mrs. Buzzell, smiling. “Why,
her fate was not so bad, for her suffering was but momentary.
Her lover was a god. That must be quite an advantage;
and then he loved perfectly, and she also, I suppose.”
Mrs. Buzzell was in a complaisant mood, or she
would not have treated any heathen mythology so considerately.
“I never thought of it before in that light,”
replied the doctor. “She must have been the only woman
whom any lover ever satisfied. Your sex is very exacting.
You expect men to keep up to concert-pitch all
the time; but, you see, we have to go out into the world
and purvey for bread-and-butter. Sine Cerere et Baccho
friget Venus, you know.”
“Sine Cerere,” repeated Susie, laboring with the Latin,
of which she knew a little.
“‘Without corn and wine love freezes’ will do,” said
the doctor.
“True,” said Mrs. Buzzell; “but it is just where corn
and wine are abundant, that you feed us on dry husks—not
to mention that you seek pastures new, for yourselves.”
“I see I must defend my sex,” said the doctor, with
mock gravity. “Now we do not feed you on dry husks,
but we assume to know what is best for you. Are we
not your heaven-appointed keepers? You would live
forever on ambrosia, and that is not good for the constitution
as a regular diet; besides the supply is limited,
I am sorry to say. The truth is, dear ladies—I am
serious now—you women have not yet found the secret of
your power. What we call the material forces, in the
beginning rule the world. Man gains his freedom first,
213then women, then children. Women are not free yet.
They should be independent, should travel, mix with the
world, conduct enterprises, and never be forced to marry
from any pecuniary motives. That is the way the ‘statelier
Eden’ is coming back to man. Man cannot be
happy, and morally strong, until women have worked out
their social salvation. No one should stake everything
on the throw of a die. Women do that, and are taught
that it is wise. They keep their interests narrowed to a
point, and what with petty household cares and ‘tying
baby sashes,’ as Mrs. Browning says, they cease to grow,
except in one direction. They live as though they had
but one organ, and that the heart; figuratively speaking,
I mean,” added the anatomist. “This is their fate
when they are sensitive and emotional. When they are
colder in temperament, they gangrene with social ambition;
spend their lives in scheming to out-do their
neighbors in fashion and display. This would not be
possible if they had other resources, but they have not;
because at the start, they have no education to speak of,
and few are interested in any literature but that of novels
and romances, which they waste time over without much
discrimination. Good Lord! what an amount of trash
they wade through! But then, very few people have the
culture implied in the art of getting the nuts out of a
book without swallowing husk and all. It is one of the
last things learned by the student, and women are rarely
students.”
“So, in the end,” said Mrs. Buzzell, “man, mixing
with the world and interesting his mind with politics and
science, finds his intellectual needs supplied outside of
home. Well, he has other needs.”
214“Yes, certainly. Home is the nucleus of all his
affections; and because it is the nucleus or centre, it
should include the possibilities of answering to the
greater part of his needs. The woman who responds
most fully to a man’s various attractions, will keep his
love fresh the longest; but when she can respond to
little else except his desire to be petted and caressed, she
is in danger of responding too fully to that, and so clogs
his appetite with her very sweetness.”
“Women learn this,” said Susie, “and that is why so
many become heartless flirts. Who can wonder?”
“That is true of some very lovely women; but not of
the finest, Susie. It would not be possible to you, nor
to Clara.”
To be compared in any way to the superb Clara, was a
compliment that Susie was keenly sensitive to; and her
love and gratitude grew with the self-respect and womanly
dignity that the nobler course of her few friends,
insensibly and continually stimulated into action.
When the doctor rose to go, Mrs. Buzzell detained him
to look at her flowers—“or rather Susie’s,” she said.
The large table by the south window was full of plants
and flowers in flourishing condition. Two orange shrubs,
about three feet high, were loaded with young fruit; and
in another room, less warm, by an east window, were
boxes of violets and mignonette.
“I never saw any one succeed, as she does, with flowers.
I never could get violets or mignonette to blossom in
winter. I see now, I kept them too warm. Last winter,
Susie sent bouquets of these to the new hotel, and sold
them at high prices.” “She must apply what she has
learned of botany,” said the doctor. “I see here, the
215result of what can be nothing else than a scientific
method.”
“And yet I confess my patience used to be tried a
little last summer and fall, over her persistence in dissecting
plants and poring over books about them. I
think I was foolish, and am anxious to do a little
penance. I’ve been thinking seriously of building a
conservatory on this south side; using the window as a
door. The village has grown so, there must be quite a
demand for flowers and plants in pots, and we are only a
few miles from the city, you know.”
“It is the best impulse you ever had, Mrs. Buzzell,”
the doctor said, very earnestly. “Susie has practical
ideas, and this is the door to her independence. Go
ahead without any delay. I will put in some money
with pleasure, if you need it, besides giving twenty-five
dollars out and out. It is June now. By next winter
she could have plenty of violets, and that alone would
pay well. I see she has a bed of them outside. Where
does she get her stock? I never knew violets so fragrant
as these are. The Marie Louise violet, I see.”
“Oh, a root, a slip here and there. Everything she
touches succeeds. She is constantly bringing leaf mold
from the woods. That is one of her secrets. Her fragrant
violets she ordered in January from Anderson.
They came in square pieces of turf.”
The doctor encouraged Mrs. Buzzell to such good
effect, that in two days the carpenters were at work, and
in less than a month a nice flower-room, twenty feet by
twelve, heated by a little furnace in the cellar, was in
working order; only the furnace, of course, was not yet
needed. Susie had written to one of the great florists
216near the city, and ordered some stock; and somehow her
letter had elicited an offer of any advice she might need.
Besides this, the florist sent her a manual on hot-house
culture. This manual was a godsend to Susie. She
wrote back her thanks, and, probably, recognizing a soul
in the business man, she told him of herself and her
hopes. After this there ensued quite a correspondence.
In November Susie’s violets were ready in masses, and
she sent him specimens, packed nicely in moss. To this
he replied:
“Your success greatly surprises me, but your bouquets
are awkwardly put up—that is, wastefully, for ten violets
are a generous number for a small winter bouquet. You
need a few lessons, and if you desire them enough to
come here, you can receive them in my establishment
gratis. I will admit frankly that your white Neapolitans
are better than mine. This is very remarkable, for
it is a shy bloomer. I will sell all your violets for you
this winter, if you wish it.”
Susie’s heart leaped at the offer of instruction; and
packing up all her violets and many other flowers, that
the florist might see them, she set out on her journey,
leaving many and oft-repeated directions about the care
of the conservatory, and very few about the baby; for
Mrs. Buzzell was not likely to neglect Minnie, as Susie
well knew.
Arrived at the florist’s, Susie set herself at work as if
her life depended upon it. The florist was unusually
interested in Susie, who talked with him freely and with
confidence. He gave her numerous suggestions about her
flower culture, and took her home with him to his family,
instead of letting her go to a hotel, as she intended, for
217she had determined to stay a week. In the florist’s family
Susie made more friends; but there was a kind of incubus
upon her all the while. How could she know if they
would be as kind to her as they were, if they knew her
history? At the end of the week, however, she felt that
she had made good use of her time. She had not contented
herself with learning the theories of flower culture,
but had put her own hands to everything, and familiarized
them with operations destined to be of great service
to her. The florist had noticed that there was something
peculiar about this young woman, and shrewdly guessed
that there was some secret trouble in her life; but her
earnestness and gentleness of demeanor were greatly in her
favor, and he was not sorry for the offer he had made her,
to dispose of all the violets she should produce the ensuing
winter, though that act would be of little service to him.
It was, in fact, a generous impulse to help the praiseworthy
ambition of the young florist, and Susie felt,
rather than knew, this to be the fact, and acknowledged it
indirectly. When she shook hands with the florist on
leaving, she looked searchingly into his eyes and said, “I
shall not forget your goodness to me, an utter stranger to
you. Your help means more than you know.”
If we could read Susie’s busy thoughts, as she rode home
communing with her own soul, to use a trite expression,
we should find them running something in this wise:
“This visit is a great step gained. I find I need not be
modest. I know a thousand times more of flowers than
does this great florist who has built up an immense and
successful business; and what he knows of practical
details more than I do, I can learn without the hard
experience he has had. If I am prudent, I need not make
218any ruinous failures. Oh, to be rich! To own my own
house, my own fortune, and never more be a dependent
even upon the dearest and noblest people in the world!
I may; I must accomplish this. I must! I must!
Minnie is bright and pretty. Better that she died than
grow up poor and ignorant, to do the bidding of others.
I wonder if she will be really intellectual—capable of
being highly educated, capable of lofty sentiments and
principles. Ah! I am not proud that one like Dan is
her father, but not in all the world could she have better
blood than that of Dr. Forest. Great, noble, generous
man! He knows I am grateful, but he does not know I
could kiss his feet, and not then express how I adore his
character. In his eyes, I am just as good, just as virtuous,
as if baby had never been born. In Mrs. Buzzell’s
I am very dear, I know, but still a Magdalen. She
would stand by me during good behavior; he would
follow me with tender, helpful sympathy, if I should
suffer any degradation. He would never lose hope that I
could rise and atone for every folly. What a power there
is in such trust. It must give the basest nature a very
passion to justify it. So will I justify it, or I will die in
the attempt. I could die any death much easier than I
could take any course that would make him feel he had
been mistaken in me. Yet they say he is not a Christian.
He is irreverent. Mrs. Buzzell asked him if he
had never suffered gloomy, despairing moods, and he
assured her he had; but to her question, had he not,
under such circumstances, felt the instinct to pray to
God, he looked her calmly, seriously in the face, and said
he should as soon think of finding relief in turning
double-back somersaults. That was just what he said,
219and she knew he was perfectly truthful. He said, however,
it was wise to pray, or go through any innocent
manœuvre that would insure relief; and then he showed
how the real method was distraction, as he called it—calling
into action new faculties of the mind, and thus
resting the overwrought ones. I don’t find it much use
to pray. Praying cannot remove disgrace, and shame,
and suffering; but I trust in the unknown power that
underlies all things. That power must be God. Obeying
our highest impulses is the only thing we are sure is
right. My highest impulse is to work for baby—to make
her life all that life can be to her. Yet I have one awful
fear, whenever I think of the future. When she goes
out among children, in the streets or at school, they will
no doubt tell her she is a bastard! She may come to me
crying, and ask me what it means. Sometimes I think I
would rather she should die than grow up to find her
mother—— Oh! no, no! That is cowardly. I will
make her respect me. I can read and study and educate
myself, so that she will be forced to respect me, whatever
others say. If I can only make money enough, I will
take her abroad and educate her there; but I will tell her
all, just as soon as she can reason, and if she inherits any
of the soul of Dr. Forest, all will be well; but if she
should not be like him! If she should be like Mrs.
Forest, or coarse in soul like Dan——”
Thus thinking and foreshadowing, Susie reached home.
CHAPTER XXII. THE FIRST CLOUD.
220
Dr. Delano, on taking his bride home, was somewhat
surprised that Ella had left—accepted suddenly
an invitation to spend the winter in Maryland,
among some old friends of the family. Clara was hurt
by this evident desire to avoid Albert’s wife, but his
vanity was secretly well satisfied by the act. Ella could
not stay and witness a happiness that should have been
hers. He excused her going, therefore, with a good grace,
and made Clara do so also, though the effort revealed a
flaw in the diamond, a touch of vanity she had not
dreamed could exist in her idol.
Mr. Delano received his daughter-in-law with a quiet,
courteous pleasure, that was evidently felt. Miss Charlotte’s
manner was stately, and just what it should be
according to etiquette, though a good deal out of harmony
with Clara’s exalted happiness, which made her a little
impatient to see people so calm and self-possessed.
Mr. Delano, after his illness, yielded to the advice of
friends and retired from business. It had proved a very
unwise step. He had given all the best years of his life
to acquiring wealth—in fact, to preparing for the enjoyment
of life; and lo! when the wealth was gained, the
enjoyment he had promised himself fled before him like
the horizon “whose margin fades forever and forever” as
221we move. He had been rich enough all his life had he
only known it, and the increase of luxurious surroundings
in his stately residence on Beacon street were no more
than Dead Sea apples in his mouth. During his active
business life he had constantly purchased books and extended
his library. These also he was to enjoy by-and-by,
when he got leisure to read anything beyond the daily
papers. He had not counted the fact that there are many
things wealth cannot purchase, and among them is the
capacity for ease.
On the wide and elegant balcony upon which his library
opened, commanding a view of a beautiful garden at the
rear of the mansion, there had been swung an elegant
Mexican grass hammock for Mr. Delano’s special ease
when reading. The house was on a corner lot, and the
balcony was protected from the gaze of passers on the
side street by screens of fawn-colored gauze. The old
gentleman often took a book and lay down in his luxurious
hammock, to see if he could not accustom himself to
enjoyment, but he never succeeded. His brain was a vast
cotton mart and exchange in full blast, and he longed
every day to go back to that business which he had spent
his life preparing to escape.
The old adage that “habit is second nature” is a very
true one, and was illustrated perfectly in the case of Mr.
Delano. His nature had come to relish nothing in the
world so much as the cares, schemes, responsibilities, and
the general excitement incident to money-making by
speculation. It had all the charm of gambling, without
the moral obloquy attached to it; though, to be sure,
certain “crazy radicals” call it all gambling, and to them,
one appears as immoral as the other. It is certain that
222any old gambler at rouge et noir, in Mr. Delano’s situation,
would have found the days drag on just in the same
weary way. The evenings, which Mr. Delano used to
enjoy as a relaxation from business, were now more wearisome
than the days, and the coming of his son and
daughter-in-law was the signal for throwing the house
open for the reception of people that he dreaded. During
these receptions he moved uneasily through the drawing-rooms,
principally occupied in avoiding stepping on the
trains of the ladies, and never knowing what to say to
their stereotyped, “How exceedingly well you are looking,
Mr. Delano.” The only compensation was to get
some old broker or stock gambler, who was bored to death
like himself, into a corner, and talk of “the trifling of
adults,” which, according to St. Augustine, “is called
business.”
During the winter after Clara’s marriage, she saw a
great deal of Boston’s choice society, and to please Albert,
who was very proud of her, she accepted many an invitation
when she would have enjoyed herself much more alone
with him, or, in his absence, a quiet hour with the old
gentleman, reading to him or talking, as his mood directed.
As time passed, Albert was less and less at home evenings,
and seemed to find attractions at his club, which
secretly troubled Clara, but she uttered no word of complaint,
and only sought to make up for those attractions,
as best she could, when he spent his evenings at home.
In March, Ella came home. She was full of her pretty
ways, and delighted Albert by her multiform flattering
attentions to Clara. “I was afraid—you can’t tell how
afraid I was—that you would never forgive me for running
off like a sauvage; but you have, have you not?
223I have heard so much of your goodness from Albert.
When he came home last November he could talk of
nothing but you—your grace, your beauty, generosity,
accomplishments. I declare I was quite bewildered.
Will you forgive me if I say I did not believe quite all
he said? But I do now. I believe every word since I
have seen you.” Clara had her doubts about the sincerity
of Ella, but she would give no expression to them
for fear of being unjust; and as Miss Delano had never
attracted her especially—indeed, had never shown any
tendency to real intimacy, though she was polite and graciously
kind—it was rather pleasant, therefore, to Clara,
who had been nearly frozen by a winter of Boston society,
to be thawed into spontaneous gayety, even by a gushing,
superficial creature like Ella. It was the first time since
Clara’s school days that she had given herself up to pure
nonsense—to volumes of talk without meaning—and it
pleased at first simply by its novelty; and besides this,
nothing delighted Albert so much as the good understanding
between his wife and Ella. He encouraged
every sign of intimacy between them, and this of itself
was motive strong enough to induce Clara to be exceedingly
gracious to his old friend. To please Albert in all
ways constituted the joy of her life, though the halo investing
him was dimmed slightly, from time to time, as
she discovered little traces of ill-temper and impatience
at the smallest and most insignificant disappointments.
Once, for example, not long after Ella’s return, he complained
of the coffee at breakfast, saying pettishly, “I
don’t see how any cook, with good coffee and boiling
water, can manage to make such a flavorless mess as
this!”
224“It is one of your articles of faith, you know,” said
Miss Charlotte, “that a perfect cup of coffee is not possible
on the Western Continent.”
Albert made no reply, which Clara noted as a signal
manifestation of self-control, for this was not certainly
“pouring oil upon the troubled waters.” In Paris,
Albert had greatly appreciated the excellent quality of
the coffee, and had brought home with him a French
cafétière, which ever after appeared on the Delano breakfast-table.
“Why, my son,” said Mr. Delano, “I consider this
coffee very good;” and he sipped his with gusto.
“But it is not perfect; and there is no excuse for it,
that I can see. However, the toast is so infinitely worse,
that I suppose the coffee ought to escape comment.”
Ella had the bad taste to laugh.
Miss Delano replied satirically, and in the same breath
asked for more toast.
“I should like to find one woman,” said Albert, “who
could hear the least criticism on any housekeeping detail
without immediately taking it as a personal matter. You
did not make the toast, Charlotte, and why try to make
it out good when it is not, and force yourself to eat more
than you want, by way of argument? You must know
that it is made of stale bread.”
“I was not aware that toast is usually made of fresh
bread,” said Miss Charlotte.
“As a chemist, I can assure you that it makes the best,
though stale bread will do; but it does not follow that
the older it is, the better. If it did, then the loaves lately
excavated at Pompeii would be just the thing.”
“I think a chemist at the breakfast-table,” rejoined
225Miss Delano, “is about as comfortable as the memento
mori of the ancients.”
“The Pompeian loaves,” said Clara, anxious to avoid
any more unpleasant words between Albert and Charlotte,
“having been toasted to a cinder, some two thousand
years ago, would make a sorry toast, even if stale
bread is better than fresh.”
“So you find a flaw in my logic, do you? I forgot
the original toasting. It takes a woman to keep hold of
all the intricate threads of the logical web.” Clara looked
at Albert, to satisfy herself that he was not laughing at
her, or at women in general, which was much the same
thing in effect.
“I always wanted to study logic, but I suppose I could
not understand it. I am a little ignoramus,” said Ella,
with a pretty moue.
“I am sure you could learn logic or anything else,”
said Albert, looking very sweetly upon Ella. “If you
could not, so much the worse for logic;” and for the rest
of the breakfast Albert devoted himself to conversation
with Ella. He seemed to be charmed with every insignificant
thing she said—laughed at jokes which were certainly
totally innocent of any spirit of wit. This did not
escape Clara, and after the family rose from the breakfast-table,
she followed Mr. Delano to his private library,
where her presence was always a delight.
That afternoon Albert returned earlier than usual.
Ella’s bright eyes beamed upon him as he opened the
hall door with the latch-key. She held out both her
hands to him. He pressed them gently, and as he released
them, asked where Clara was. He was thinking
how gratifying it was to have his coming always anticipated
226with pleasure. It flattered him that Ella was
always so glad to meet him; it was such a contrast to
the old times, when he hung upon every word and motion
of hers. He remembered her indifference to him then;
and comparing it with her present behavior, he could
come to but one conclusion; and in that conclusion there
lay hidden a sense of triumph.
When he asked for Clara, Ella’s eyes fell with such a
pretty gesture of despair, that he regretted his question.
Quickly regaining a pretended lost self-possession, she
replied, “She is in Mr. Delano’s library. She reads there
almost every day, and has for ever so long. I can hardly
get a sight of her.”
Albert knew that Clara liked to sit with his father,
and that her presence cheered and delighted him; and
for this he was glad; but he did not like her to neglect
him, her husband, and on this special day too, when he
had left the house without bidding her good-bye. Clearly,
she was very remiss in not being in the parlor waiting for
him, after he had treated her to so much indifference!
That is masculine logic. No?
Albert hung up his hat and light overcoat in the hall,
and went with Ella into the sitting-room, and begged her
to excuse him for lying down on the lounge, as he was
tired and had a slight headache.
“I am so sorry! Can I not cure your head?” and
sitting down beside him, she laid her hand on his forehead,
and passed her fingers through his hair for some
minutes. During the process Miss Charlotte entered
noiselessly. Ella started violently. “Don’t stop!” he
said, aloud. “You do my head good!” Miss Charlotte
left the room.
227“Why did you start so, Ella? I was surprised. It
was bad, too, for Charlotte is the first of prudes.”
“Oh, she will think me awful! I will go now; there
is a step on the stairs.”
“Sit still!” he said very positively, but in a low
tone. “I hope it is Clara. No, it is not,” he said,
after a moment’s listening. “Well, go if you must,
and tell Clara that I am here; but I must pay this
pretty hand for charming away my headache;” and saying
this, he opened it with both hands, and placing its
rosy palm upon his lips, he held it there for some seconds
with his eyes closed. Ella drew it away gently, and left
the room. He lay there still, with his eyes closed, enjoying
sensuously the magnetic thrill that Ella’s touch
awakened, and wondering if, after all, this were not the
woman whom he should have married. It was a dangerous
speculation, as his own thought admitted; and then
he thought of Clara’s tender trust in him, and reproached
himself as if he had been guilty of betraying it. When
he opened his eyes Clara stood beside him, her eyes full
of gentle concern.
“Why did you not come to me or send for me at
once, Albert?” she asked reproachfully. “I have just
met Ella, who says she has been trying to soothe your
head. She looked flushed. Oh, Albert! can any one
take the place of Clara when you are ill?”
“No, dear one. How absurd.”
“Why did she look so flushed? What had you been
saying to her? Forgive me. I should not catechise you
in this way.” Upon this, Albert rose and took her very
tenderly in his arms.
“What would become of me, dearest, if I should lose
228you?” she said, raising her head from his shoulder and
looking into his eyes almost wildly.
“My child, what a question!”
“But answer me, Albert,” she said imperatively.
“I hope you would be sensible enough to forget that
you ever cared for one so unworthy of you,” he replied.
“Sweet words! Do you know, Albert, I could never
be jealous of you?”
“Are you sure? They say if you can love you can
be jealous,” he said, bending his head on one side and
searching her eyes.
“I am sure. Jealousy implies anger with the loved
one, or hatred of the rival. I could never feel either. I
could only suffer;” and with a deep, long sigh, she laid
her head back upon his shoulder. Presently raising it, she
continued, “You said you learned abroad the meaning of
the term ‘illusions,’ as applied to love. Except you, my
father is the only person whom I ever heard use it in the
same sense. There is no word that can supply its place.
It implies the distinction between the love of lovers and
all other kinds of love, and more than that, it implies
all that is divine in loving. I think it hard to preserve
these precious illusions, but without them love would
have no charm for me. I should become a wretched
wife.”
“But we will not lose our illusions, precious. What
should come between us? Are we not irrevocably
bound to each other by the very act of marriage?”
“No,” Clara said decidedly and with emotion. “We
are only bound by those very illusions. The divine spirit
of Love makes and justifies marriage. The body is
nothing to me, when the soul is gone. You are a very
229elegant man, Albert—elegant and beautiful in all eyes,
but in mine you are beauty and strength and tenderness
in one. You are everything to me; but your dear eyes,
your lips, your eloquent tongue, would lose all their
charm, with the loss of the soul of all.”
“Why, child, you are trembling like a leaf. Are you
quite well?”
“Albert, why did she look flushed?” and she looked
appealingly, searchingly into his eyes.
“I—I believe you are jealous after all,” he said.
Clara turned slowly and left the room without a word.
“Jealous, by Jove!” he said to himself when she
was gone, and the idea flattered his vanity as it would
that of the commonest soul. Clara had told him she
could not be jealous, as the word is generally understood.
That she could only suffer; but the words meant little to
him. She had spoken the exact truth. In her venture,
she had staked everything, and believed, as all women do
under the same circumstances, that notwithstanding the
coldness and indifference of married people, visible everywhere
to the most superficial observer, that it was the
result of a lack of wisdom—that love in all its divine
freshness, could be preserved. Albert had held the same
opinion, and had often said the danger lay in the first
withholding of perfect trust. “Love should be cultivated
like the most tender plant,” he had said.
He mused over the matter for a half hour, and then
went to Clara’s room, where he found her, not “drowned
in tears,” as he had anticipated, but very calmly dressing
for dinner.
“I was afraid my Clara was going to be silly,” he said,
smoothing her fine hair the wrong way, as men will, for
230it was rolled back at the sides over a heavy twist, and,
of course, his caresses endangered the elegant finish of
her coiffure, which had cost Clara more effort than he
knew.
“Smooth my hair back, dear,” she said. “Don’t you
see the way it is brushed?” and taking his fine hand,
she passed it over her hair in the right way.
“You mean I had better keep my hands away. Don’t
you?” he asked, pleasantly.
“No, no; only that you should not endanger the structure,
or I shall have it to do over again. You may pull
my curls, baby. You can’t hurt them.”
“Don’t call me baby. You know I hate it.”
“Excuse me. I am sorry you dislike it. There is no
pet word that seems so tender to me. I wonder what
possible word could offend me, if you found it a real
medium of fondness?”
“Suppose I should call you ducky?”
“That sounds common and trivial; but if it served to
express the tenderness that the word ‘baby’ does to me,
I should soon find it adorable. Albert,” she said, after a
pause, and with great enthusiasm, twining her bare arms
about his neck, “Clara loves you as you have never
dreamed of loving. Her love is greater than you need—greater
than you can possibly respond to—and one day
you will find it a millstone around your neck!”
“Well, that is pleasant. How long since you arrived
at that astute conclusion?” he asked, laughing, as if
greatly amused. “I thought my love satisfied you.”
“Do not speak in that tone. Do not make me regret
wearing my heart upon my sleeve. Your love satisfied
me when I had not understood the depth of my own;
231now, when a crisis comes, and you see me shaken like a
reed, you do not answer seriousness with seriousness, intensity
with intensity. You call me jealous, and treat
me like a pretty butterfly woman, who must be managed
by her husband.”
“A crisis! I like that. You find me alone a moment
with an old friend, who happens to be a charming woman,
and you call it a crisis!”
“I think a physician should reason more nicely than
that; he should look at effects. Was the princess in the
story, who was made all black and blue by sleeping on a
crumpled rose-leaf, any the less black and blue because it
was a rose-petal, and not a brush-heap?”
“There are some princesses who are morbidly sensitive.
I would have them harden their epidermes a little.”
“I understand,” Clara said, deeply hurt, but controlling
her emotion through a sense of pride never before
experienced in Albert’s presence, for she had been as frank
and trusting as a little child, not dreaming that he could
ever fail her in sympathy. “Perhaps,” she added, forcing
herself to smile, “I shall think best to commence the
hardening process. Go now, or I shall keep the dinner
waiting.” Then followed a wealth of cheap endearments
and caresses on Albert’s part, which Clara responded to
mechanically. She was positively relieved when he was
gone. She knew well she had not exaggerated the importance
of this first jar in the harmony of her life with
Albert, but just now there was no time to think—no
time to give way to tears that would have been a relief.
She bit her lips to bring the color into them, and felt, as
she took her seat at the table, that she bore well the
scrutiny of Albert’s and Ella’s eyes. Miss Delano was
232very grave, and rather more attentive to Clara than
usual.
Ella felt certain that there had been a “scene,” as she
would have called it, between Clara and Albert. She had
betrayed her confusion to Clara an hour ago on leaving
him; but here was Clara all smiles and self-possession.
“Evidently she thinks me too insignificant to ruffle the
current of her bliss,” was Ella’s thought, and had been
for some time. It piqued her as it would any flirt; and
the devil had possessed her from the first to try if her old
influence upon Albert was entirely lost. This was the
secret of her going from home when the happy couple
were to arrive. “Let him have enough of his village
beauty,” she had said. “By the time the spring comes
he will find her society rather tame.” To do Ella justice,
she had not intended to create any serious disturbance
between Albert and his wife, though she could not forgive
him for marrying any one until he had made certain
that his old love was forever beyond his reach, and there
was a secret spite in her heart when she found the “village
beauty” superior in culture and manners, as well as in
personal charms, to most of the women she had met. It
was a dangerous experiment, as it proved, her effort to
discover the state of Albert’s feeling towards her, for she
had found herself thinking and dreaming of him constantly,
while he seemed still wholly absorbed with his
devotion to Clara. That day, however, had brought a
little triumph to the flirt.
Any disinterested observer would have pronounced the
family dinner-party a very happy one, and much interested
in the various topics that were discussed. How
much we talk of candor and frankness, as if any one of
233us ever admitted either, among the virtues of society.
The frankness that passes current as such, is but a base
counterfeit, as any one may find by circulating an infinitesimal
quantity of the genuine metal. He will be set
down instantly as an uncomfortable Marplot. Little children
alone exemplify real candor, and how we adore it in
them! But it doesn’t do for grown people, any more than
the religion of Christ, as taught by him and his Apostles,
will do, according to Mrs. Kendrick, for the exigencies of
modern times. There was Miss Delano presiding at the
table with suave good-breeding, while under the smile
with which she served the dessert to Ella, there lurked a
deep contempt of that young lady’s “ways” with Albert;
Clara, apparently without a care and conversing easily
upon various subjects, was in fact suffering and longing
to get away; Albert’s light laugh and animated chit-chat,
mostly with Ella, concealed a dismal dissatisfaction with
fate, that had made him appear something less than absolute
perfection in his wife’s eyes; Ella appeared as gay
as a bird and as transparent as crystal, yet she would
have cut off her little finger sooner than have her real
thoughts and feelings engrafted on the consciousness of
those present. Mr. Delano, indeed, had not much feeling
of any kind except that of general weariness, which he
carefully concealed, and so was in some degree masked
like the rest.
After dinner Albert played backgammon with Ella, who
affected to be very fond of the game. Clara knew well
that it was an affectation, for whenever Mr. Delano proposed
playing, Ella was very slow to respond. To the old
gentleman, this game was almost his only evening amusement,
and though Clara disliked it, she often played out of
234pure kindness to him. Clara was by no means displeased
that her husband’s society was agreeable to Ella. It was
natural and right; but this special evening she would have
been flattered by some devotion of Albert’s time to herself.
She was all gentleness and kindness, and feared, above
all things, being unjust or seemingly selfish, through her
exceeding fondness for her husband. “He will not play
long,” she said to herself, and sat down by Miss Charlotte
with her sewing. When the game or games were finished,
Albert left the house, saying only that he was to
meet some board of medical men. Clara’s heart sank.
She looked at him, and his eyes met hers with the most
ordinary indifferent smile, such as he might bestow upon
his father or Charlotte. She went to her rooms earlier
than usual, and sat for a long time musing before the fire
of their pleasant, private sitting-room. The reflection
would come that, since Ella’s return, Albert had cared
less and less for that room. Until very lately, he had
always sought it immediately after dinner, whether Clara
was there or not, knowing well she would not wait long
before seeking him there. As she recalled every incident
of the past month, little events that had meant nothing
at the time, were full of significance, and her heart cried
out in anguish with the fear that Albert was changing.
When he had left her before dinner, she had suffered a
moment of intense pain. He had not seemed to understand
her, and for the first time she felt that something
had gone out of her life; and now, as she sat waiting for
him, she almost dreaded his coming. She did not wish
to conceal any little heart-ache from Albert: it was torture
to think it necessary. Why could he not soothe it
away? Why should it not seem important to him, whatever
235its cause? Was she indeed too sensitive? Yet
he had adored her for that very sensitiveness! She
repeated his words “morbidly sensitive,” and out of
the fear to do injustice to him, tried to believe that she
was suffering some indisposition—that she was nervous,
and had exaggerated a very slight misunderstanding.
Clearly she was nervous, and ought not to meet Albert
until sleep and rest had restored her. “I should not
see him in this mood,” she said to herself, as she entered
her bedroom. “Oh, if I might have one right the Turkish
woman has!—if I might put my slippers outside my
door, with the certainty that it would protect me from all
intrusion, even from that of my husband!”
CHAPTER XXIII. THE INVITATION TO THE WHITE MOUNTAINS.
236
The first cloud obscuring the heaven of Clara’s perfect
happiness as a wife, had passed. The sun
shone again, but never with its ineffable brightness.
Love’s perfect Eden was forever lost.
Dr. Delano and his wife had been keeping house a little
over a year. Clara performed all wifely duties with perfect
care. She had been apparently satisfied with Albert’s
course to Ella. She made no complaints, was cheerful
always, received all his friends with a cordial grace that
pleased him well, and if her caresses had lost their old
tenderness, he had not wondered at the change—alas! he
had not even noticed it;—and yet Clara believed that
the trusting, childlike happiness that had been theirs at
first, would, by some miracle, return. She cherished this
hope as the drowning cling to straws. Ardent and romantic
in her nature, feeling certain that her love was
perfect and could meet all the needs of Albert, she was
terribly shaken by the discovery that the petting, the flattery,
the languishing ways of Ella, charmed him more
than anything else in the world. She did not blame him
nor Ella. It was inevitable that they should like each
other, but there were times when her life seemed unendurable.
Ella was often at the house, and Clara received her as
237she did many of Albert’s friends, with whom she had no
special sympathy; but when one day Albert reproached
her for showing no affection to Ella, and dwelt upon
Ella’s virtues, among which were her simplicity, her
affection, her childlike innocence, Clara’s patience
gave way: “I do not love her,” she said, “and you know
it well. Why should I play the hypocrite? I will treat
her well, because she is your friend. We pretend that
we have a higher guide than mere conventional rules,
which would forbid your ever asking me to receive a
woman who stands between me and your love. Ask no
more of me, Albert,” she said, with an expression he but
partly comprehended. “Ask no more of me, Albert, or
I shall fail you, not only in this but in all things.”
Sometimes the temptation was great to open Albert’s
eyes as to Ella’s childlike innocence, but Clara was really
above using such a weapon against her rival; besides,
she doubted that they could be opened. Ella was, apparently,
without a single flaw in his eyes.
With the summer came the discussion of passing the
heated term at the White Mountains. Albert declared
that Clara was looking a little fatigued, and the change
would give her tone and color. She received this evidence
of anxiety about her health with great pleasure.
The prospect of several weeks, in a delightful country,
alone with Albert, was in itself sufficient to bring color to
her cheeks, and to reawaken her fondest hopes. Mr.
Delano, with Charlotte and Ella, were to spend the summer
as usual at Newport; but it happened that just
before Miss Charlotte announced to her father that her
preparations were completed, Ella decided to wait and
238join Clara and Albert in their trip to the White Mountains.
Miss Delano expressed unqualified surprise.
“I don’t know why you should be surprised. Am I
not old enough to choose for myself?”
“You are old enough to be discreet,” said Miss Delano,
severely; “but, I can assure you, you are not.”
“I know. It is always indiscreet to do what you
wish to.”
“No, Miss Wills; it is indiscreet to wish to do what
good sense condemns.”
“I’m sure I cannot see that good sense condemns my
wish to go to the White Mountains with Clara and
Albert.”
“You mean with Albert and Clara. I would ask you
if you have been invited by Albert’s wife?”
Ella winced. She saw but one escape, and that was
through a falsehood.
“Certainly I have,” she said, with effrontery.
“What is this?” asked Mr. Delano, slow, like most
men, to understand the disputes of women. Miss Delano
having the issue clearly thrust upon her, explained very
succinctly.
“My dear Ella,” said the mild old gentleman, mildly, and
as if a sudden thought had struck him, “you know you
were an old flame of Albert’s, and you know he is a very
hot-headed fellow. I think you are playing with the fire.”
The very mildness of the old gentleman was like
tinder to flames, in its effect. Ella answered insolently,
and flirted out of the room. Under such circumstances,
she thought the best way to convince Mr. Delano and his
daughter that they had wronged her, was to show them
that they had made her ill. She stayed in her room two
239whole days, and by great effort, refusing all food during
that time, she succeeded pretty well. During the second
day she wrote the following letter to Albert:
“Dearest Friend:—I am ill and suffering. It is
useless to struggle against fate. No one cares for Ella
but you—no one understands her—and they would have
me think it wicked to see you. What does it matter
that we know our love is pure? They will not believe
it. Let us submit to fate, dear, dearest Albert. We had
better not meet again, since we cannot be understood.
Though it breaks my heart to say it, farewell forever!
“Your unhappy
“Ella.”
Whether Ella guessed what would be the result of this
epistle or not, she felt she had done a sublime stroke of
duty. She had bade him an eternal farewell, and if he
did not abide by it, the fault was not hers. Albert, of
course, flew to the rescue gallantly, and that no time
should be lost, ordered the carriage for the purpose. He
called for Ella, who refused to see him; whereupon he
called for his sister, and expended considerable brotherly
fury upon that staid maiden. She, on her side, told
him some very unpalatable truths, and gave him some
advice, which was yet more distasteful, and to which he
replied angrily:
“You know no more of my wife than you do of Ella,
whom you never understood.” Miss Delano gave her
views of Ella’s character and general motives of conduct
in most well bred but unmistakable terms, and ended by
saying, “If Clara Forest is a woman to be deceived by
240Ella Wills, to ‘love’ her as you say, then I am fearfully
mistaken in the woman. The truth is, you are using her
love for you, to abuse her good sense.”
Albert did not fail to show that he had a profound
contempt for such ideas of love as might be entertained
by prudes and old maids, though he was too polite to use
the latter term to any lady. People who are married are
apt to think that only they have any understanding of
love, just as parents presume that they are better qualified
to bring up children from the fact of their maternity
or paternity, than others who have no children; though
all experience shows that the capacity to bear children, by
no means implies the capacity to rear them properly.
In this encounter of brother and sister, Miss Charlotte
manifested the calm dignity of one sure of her position,
while Albert showed all the blustering, virtuous indignation
of the guilty man; however, in the end he succeeded,
not only in seeing Ella, but in bearing her away in triumph.
Clara was sufficiently surprised when he arrived with
his charge, and supported her upstairs in an apparently
dying condition, though she had contrived to look exceedingly
interesting in a white cashmere wrapper, fastened
at the throat by a huge scarlet ribbon, which made her
pallor more noticeable by contrast. The old family physician,
Dr. Hanaford, had been called in, but when he
came the patient was gone. Mr. Delano advised him to
follow her. This Dr. Hanaford was much inclined to do
on learning that Albert was unaware that the family physician
had been sent for; and further, he did not wish to
trust his patient in the hands of young Dr. Delano,
which proved that he did not understand the nature of
241her case. Arrived at Ella’s bedside, he examined her
tongue, her pulse, and asked all the usual impertinent
questions which doctors seldom omit, even when summoned
to prescribe for a sty on the eyelid. Ella, who
had never in her life been seriously ill, and knew well that
she was not now, winced under the doctor’s examination
into her case, the gravity of which he measured by his
inability to comprehend it. By dint of nasty medicaments,
a low diet, and close confinement, he succeeded in
a few days in making Ella very comfortably ill, and she
enjoyed greatly the care and anxiety of her friends.
Clara was wholly deceived, and nursed Ella with the
greatest care, but said nothing about her joining their
summer excursion. This vexed Ella, who was determined
that Clara should extend the invitation voluntarily.
On the occasion of Dr. Hanaford’s next visit, he recommended
change of air. “Oh, doctor, I can’t go anywhere,”
she replied, languidly. “I don’t wish to move.”
“But, my dear Miss Wills, I advise it. It is the only
thing for you in your present condition.”
“Well, then, don’t send me to the sea-side. I hate
the sea, and am always made ill by being near it. Now,
you will not, will you, dear doctor?” she added, in her
most caressing manner. “If you do, I will die just to
spite you.”
“No, my dear Miss Wills, I am rather inclined to
think a mountain region——”
“No, no; don’t advise anything to-day, doctor dear.
Wait till to-morrow. I have such a horrid pain in my
side.”
“In your right side? That is a favorable symptom.
The bile——”
242“Oh, don’t. I haven’t any such horrid thing!” she
said, insinuating her little jeweled hand into his large
palm by way of mollifying him. “What hour will you
come to-morrow?”
“At two o’clock.”
“Precisely? I cannot bear to wait for you a minute.
It makes me so nervous.” The doctor declared his intention
to be punctual, which was all Ella cared to know,
and she was glad when he was gone. The next day,
a few minutes before two, she sent for Clara, pretending
to need greatly her soothing presence; and when the
doctor came she insisted upon Clara’s remaining. This
was a part of her plot. Pretty soon she managed to lead
up to the subject of the proposed change of air by saying,
“Oh, I am such a trouble to you, Clara dear! but it
will not be long. The doctor is going to send me to the
sea-side.”
“On the contrary,” replied the unsuspecting old doctor.
“I wish you to have the bracing atmosphere of the
mountains.” Ella turned her head to the wall with a
weary sigh. The doctor expressed regret at recommending
anything contrary to the young lady’s inclinations.
Clara herself had not the slightest suspicion of Ella’s
scheme, and from the goodness of her heart said, “We
are going to the White Mountains, doctor, and can take
her with us. I have no doubt that the mountain air will
be better for her than anything else.” This was a pure,
generous self-sacrifice on Clara’s part, costing more effort
than any one could guess.
When Albert heard of the gracious offer of his wife, he
was exuberant in his thanks—called her his sensible, generous
love, and was so demonstrative in his tenderness,
243that Clara forgot to reflect that it was all due to her
making a sacrifice to Ella.
As the days passed, Ella grew tired of being desperately
ill; so she secretly threw away Dr. Hanaford’s medicines
and ate everything that was offered her. She wished to
be ill enough to alarm Albert, and yet she must contrive
to look charming in his eyes, and the work required
a good deal of study. Pretty soon she left her bed, and
spent her time in planning ravishing convalescent toilettes,
complaining to Albert all the time of the dire condition
of her health. On one occasion he found her reclining on
a lounge in a pretty white-and-blue gown, her hair exquisitely
dressed, and looking a picture of health. She complained
of “utter weariness”—would not talk further
than to say she cared for nothing in the world but to die
and be out of everybody’s way. Of course he called her
endearing names, and begged her to live for his sake; he
could not endure life without her. Finally he persuaded
her to eat some delicious hot-house grapes he had brought
her, and to consent to endure existence a little longer!
During Ella’s illness Mr. Delano called upon her, and
the day following Miss Charlotte also. She was a very
kind person at heart, though her manner was a little of
the forbidding style. She urged Ella to go home, and
talked to her of the danger and the impropriety also of
courting the affections of married men. Ella could not
be angry, for Miss Delano’s manner and accent on this
occasion were really sympathetic and friendly. Ella
could now declare with a good grace that she was engaged
to accompany Albert and Clara to the White Mountains—that
Clara had urged it and desired it. Miss Delano
was nonplussed, and soon after took her leave.
CHAPTER XXIV. A SPASMODIC MOVEMENT OF LOVE.
244
A few days later, and when nearly all the preparations
for the White Mountain trip were finished,
Clara expressed a desire to run home to Oakdale for three
or four days. It was a lovely morning in the last days
of June, and the scene was at the breakfast-table. Ella
floated languidly in at the last moment, in a lovely
morning-dress of white lawn, puffed and flounced, and
with wide flowing sleeves that exposed well her pretty
arms. At her breast she wore a knot of narrow blue ribbons
and a little bouquet of fresh rosebuds. Her hair,
which curled naturally, she had brushed out and passed
her fingers through and through it, until it lay in innumerable
fluffy ringlets and curls kept back from her face
by a wide blue ribbon, fringed at the ends and tied in an
elegant bow at the top of her head. “How pretty she
is!” said the eyes of Albert. Ella seated herself in her
place languidly, as if life were the very burden she pretended
it was. “How pretty you look, Ella!” said Clara,
generously. “It does not seem as if you could ever grow
old.”
“Like you, for example,” said Albert, smiling.
“I know I am young enough,” replied Clara, “but I
do not think I ever looked as fresh as Ella does.”
“I am sure I would exchange all the freshness that
245you seem to admire so much,” said Ella, “for a nose as
elegant as yours.”
“Yes, I believe my nose is irreproachable,” replied
Clara, smiling; “but as a child, it was certainly a pug.”
“Like mine.”
“No, yours is not that by any means. I think you
should be quite satisfied with your person.”
Albert looked from one woman to the other. He knew
Clara was several years younger than Ella, and yet she
looked older—an effect heightened by her dress, a plain
light gray with plain cuffs, and collar fastened by a bow
of rich black ribbon. Albert wondered why she would
wear black, when she knew he hated it. Clearly she did
not study to please him, as Ella did. He did not reflect,
possibly he did not know, that Clara’s little dower from
her father had been exhausted, though managed with the
greatest care, and that it would scarcely have permitted
her to dress like Ella for a single year. Clara had never
yet asked Albert for any of the money that he spent freely
upon his own dress, on his friends in wines and cigars, at
his club, and in many ways; and as he had several times
expressed surprise at the extent of the household expenses,
she had endeavored, in ways he never suspected, to reduce
them. She may be blamed, but she simply could not
bring herself to ask him for any money for herself. The
old, perfect, childlike confidence was gone. She thought,
moreover, that a husband’s duty was to set aside for the
mistress of the house, a certain generous allowance for her
personal and household expenses; and not dole money out
week by week, to meet current expenses. It seemed to
her very undignified, to say the least, and not what her
father would have done, as he had proved ever since the
246growth of Oakdale and the increase of his practice enabled
him to count on a steady income. She did not, however,
attribute Albert’s course to penuriousness or selfishness,
but simply to ignorance of the ideas of a wife on this
subject. Time would harmonize all this, she thought, if
ever the old Eden came back, with that divine mutual
confidence that makes it wise to express every thought
freely and frankly. So she went on from day to day managing
Albert’s house with a rare skill, improved by constant
experience and a quick practical intelligence, receiving
his friends, gracing his table and his drawing-rooms
with her sweet presence, and in return receiving such
attentions from him as his nature suggested, when not
absorbed by Ella’s charms, or by the claims of other
friends. She learned to be a hypocrite, as many a wife
has done. If she expressed the grief that was in her
heart, even by a tone, a word, Albert’s pleasure was
affected by it. To be sure, his course was much like that
of a person holding your head under water, and then feeling
injured because you are so inconsiderate as to look
strangled! At times Clara felt as if she could go mad
at Albert’s persistence in declaring that his love had in
no way changed. A thousand words and acts and movements,
proved his protestations utterly false; and between
her struggle to please him by liking Ella, whom any other
woman of spirit would have felt justified in hating, to
attend to all the household responsibilities, to show a
smiling face when her heart was breaking, to do strict
justice to Albert and Ella in all her thoughts—between
all these trials, no wonder she looked old beside the rosy
freshness of triumphant love, that shone unclouded in
Ella’s pretty face. No wonder she desired to go home to
247her father—to one who never misunderstood her, who
never required her to conceal any thought or emotion—one
whom she could please wholly, by being herself in all
things. Sometimes it seemed that she could not wait one
moment; that she must fly to him, whatever the result.
But when she mentioned this desire on the morning in
question, Albert was astounded. His gesture and words
made her indignant. She compared him mentally to her
father. The expression of a strong desire for anything,
created in Dr. Forest an instinctive impulse to help
gratify it.
“I wish much to go,” she said simply, as if that alone
should be enough.
“But at this time, my dear.”
“I will return in less than a week.”
“Indeed! You would go alone! Do you suppose I
can permit my wife to go home for the first visit after our
marriage, without her husband? I shall go with you, of
course.”
Ella winced. Here was an evidence of the husband’s
pride in his position. Why, he was not fully hers, after
all; and for the first time she felt jealous of the wife.
Very soon after she left the room.
Later, in Clara’s room, Albert came to her, evidently
to talk over the matter. She put her arms about him,
and tried the little coquettish arts that used to charm
him, only to find for the twentieth time, with secret mortification,
that they had lost their power. Ella had the
monopoly of all pretty arts now. Clara knew it, and despised
herself for the foolish persistency of hoping against
hope, lowering her dignity by seeking to regain anything
that such a kitten as Ella Wills could win; but it would
248be worse than useless to show her feelings. Unhappiness
was a crime in Albert’s eyes, and he had not seen a tear
in hers for many a month. In answer to his question,
what had given her such a sudden desire to go home, she
answered, “It is not sudden. I have been thinking of
it a very long time. I don’t think I am over well, and I
so wish to see papa. I cannot tell you how strong the
desire is.”
“You have not mentioned being ill, Clara;” and with
the fatality of many people who wish to avoid a scene, he
took the surest means to produce one, for he added, “but
you have no faith in me as a physician.”
“That is very unjust, Albert.”
“If you had any faith in me, you would tell me if you
had symptoms of illness.”
“Perhaps I should be more flattered if it were not
necessary to tell them.”
“I do not profess to be a magician, like your father,”
he said, ironically.
“This is a reflection upon my father,” replied Clara,
indignantly. “It is not necessary for me to tell you what
I think of it. I am not alone in the opinion that he is a
very superior physician.”
“I did not mean it in the light of a reflection. I know
he is a fine French scholar, and keeps himself au courant
with the methods and discoveries of modern science; but
of course he is a graduate of the old school.”
“The subject is painful to me, Albert. I am deeply
mortified that you should institute any comparison between
yourself and my father in this respect.”
“You seem pleased to treat me like a sophomore,” he
said, angrily, assuming an air of superiority that could
249not deceive Clara. “You will pardon me for saying,
that if this is good taste, it is at least unwise.”
“Unwise?” echoed Clara, with disgust. “I deny
that I even dreamed of treating you with the slightest
disrespect; but tell me, please, what result I ought to
fear.”
“Oh, nothing; my respect, my admiration, amount to
nothing, of course;” and Albert took out his cigar-case,
and selecting a Havana, was about to strike a match.
“Put away your match!” said Clara. “You have
not my permission to smoke in my room to-day.”
“Madame is obeyed,” he said, bowing and putting
away his cigar. The tone and manner of Clara were so
strangely unlike all he knew of her, that he was astonished
into good-humored admiration.
“Respect is due to me from you, and all the world,
until I forfeit it by ignoble conduct. Your admiration I
have thought and hoped I could never lose, for no true
man or woman can really love when that is gone;” and
as Clara said this, she glanced at her reflection in the
glass.
“I think you are right, my dear,” he said, coldly.
“It is sad for a woman to lose what little beauty she
has, for I think the admiration of most men depends
wholly on personal beauty.”
“No, Clara. It is happiness that most charms the
lover.”
“Then, indeed, I have no chance, for I am not happy.”
“I was fool enough to think my wife ought to be
happy.”
“No; the woman you love should be happy. I am
proud of being your wife, as you well know, but I would
250gladly change my state to that of your mistress, could I
regain what I feel that I have lost forever. Oh, Albert!
the world seems vanishing under my feet, when I think
we have come to this.”
There was something in the whole attitude of Clara,
and especially in the evidence of emotions long repressed,
that filled not only the husband, but the physician,
with alarm and self-reproach, and he did what all
men do when unusually conscious that they are murdering
by inches the women who love them. He took her
in his arms, covered her with kisses, wept over her,
called himself unworthy of a love so divinely tender as
hers, and when in some sentence Clara alluded to Ella,
he begged she would not mention the name of any other
woman to him. What were all the women in the world
to him? He had been a brute to even seem to put any
other woman before her, or to do anything to cause her
the slightest pain. Clara nestled close to his heart, and
sobbed herself into a blissful state of trust and hope, as
Albert went on. He would never pay any marked attention
to Ella since it displeased Clara.
Clara, too happy in being restored to her husband’s confidence,
answered generously, and through happy tears:
“No, dear one, you must not make her unhappy by
an inexplicable change of manner. Do you not think
she is really in love with you?”
“There is no doubt of that,” he said, with a touch of
vanity, for he was but human, and to see this woman, who
had caused him so many “pangs of despised love,” now
wholly and helplessly enamored of him, was a triumph
bearing in it a poetic justice, a healing sweetness, impossible
to resist. He had not desired that any one should
251occupy his heart but his wife; for theirs had been a love
worth preserving in its freshness. He really desired so to
preserve it; and therefore he would have been consistent if,
upon the first signs of Ella’s passion for him, he had shown
her something of his devotion to his wife. It might
not have been gallant, according to the creed of men, but
it would at least have been profoundly wise. Women
instinctively yield to any securely enthroned rival; perhaps
men know this, and hence they so rarely show one
woman that they love any object specially, or even act in
a manner that will let such fact pass for granted. This
is generally true of men in whose temper there is a latent
melancholy. They are passionately attracted to their opposites,
to those who are gay and happy, and therefore
they would fly from suffering, even when they themselves
are the cause of it.
Clara found in the bliss caused by Albert’s spasmodic
return to his old tenderness, an adequate compensation
for deferring her visit to Oakdale. She expressed earnestly
the wish to please Albert in all things.
“My darling,” he said, “you can please me always if
you will remain in this sweet mood. Only be happy, and
there will be no more clouds.”
“But my moods, dear one, depend upon you. How can
a dethroned queen be happy? No: I mean,” she added
quickly, “when her throne is in danger. You know I am
not jealous and selfish. I would have all women love
you, and I would stay by myself without a murmur, if
you wish to ride, or walk, or flirt with them, for nature
has made you very gallant and fond of the incense of
admiration. I only would feel certain that I hold
my old place—mine by right of loving you more than
252any other can, as you have always admitted. There
is something in the confident air of Ella when she speaks
to you in my presence, that distresses me; makes me feel
that you have not shown her my true place in your heart.
Have you, dearest?”
Albert knew he had not. To have said yes, would
certainly have been false, and he had a repugnance to
direct falsehood. The position was awkward, but he
managed to satisfy Clara, and in a most heavenly frame
of mind she sent him to tell Ella that she had decided
to put off going to Oakdale for the present.
CHAPTER XXV. LETTERS.—A CONVERSATION.
253
“Oakdale, June 25, 18—.
“My Dear Girl: I have just come from Mrs. Buzzell’s.
It is about the happiest family I ever knew.
The baby flourishes like a weed, and is as pretty a child
as you would wish to see, and actually resembles your
mother so much that everybody remarks it. This is a
piece of poetic justice that makes me grin with delight.
She ignores still the existence of Susie, the child, and
good Mrs. Buzzell; but she is the only one who hears
anything from Dan. He is in San Francisco, and wears
a huge diamond. That is all I know of my only son.
“Susie’s new establishment for flower culture is a
perennial delight. She has written you, so you are
doubtless posted as to the money she made last winter.
Everything promises well for the next. She is bound to
succeed, and if she had capital, could build up a fine
business; but what is better than all, is the fact that
she has outgrown all her heart-aches, and is really and
truly happy. See, my girl, what we have done for her!
When we remember how ignorant she was, how deficient
in any moral or other training, and therefore how certain
to be guided by her emotions, if we had ‘passed by on
the other side,’ like the rest, she might have been
damned beyond salvation; yet still I doubt it after all.
254She reads a great deal, and is the best patron of the
new circulating library. ‘Give me a list of books,’ she
said to me, ‘that you know are good. If I select for
myself I shall waste time, and I want to make up for
what I have lost.’ Some people would call this lack of
individuality, but the fact is, it is real wisdom. Life is
too short to read all the books of unknown and new
authors. Let them sift through the ten million general
readers of the country. If anything is too big to go
through the sieve, there will be a noise about it, and then
it is time for the discriminate to take it up. Susie
devours history, biography, travels, and entertains me
greatly by her fresh comments upon them. She has not
yet complained of my selection being too serious for her.
You see, I keep a copy of my lists, and when I think the
pabulum too nutritious, I throw in a few lollypops in the
shape of novels, though I don’t mean to include all novels
under that head. Have you read George Eliot’s last?
I ask, because I would have you not only read, but read
very carefully, everything she writes. In my opinion she
is the closest observer and the profoundest thinker among
women to-day. Susie has an appreciation of her that is
delightful to me. You know, of course, that I am teaching
Susie French and natural philosophy. Upon my
word, I think I missed my calling. I should have been
a teacher of girls—women I should say, for girls are only
interesting because they are women in posse.
“The great event in Oakdale is the arrival of the
Count Von Frauenstein. I met him at the Kendrick’s
last night, and I like him more than any man I ever met.
That is saying a good deal, but I know when a man has
the ring of the true metal. He is a Prussian by birth,
255but no more belongs to that country than I do to this
10 × 12 study. In fact, he is a genuine cosmopolitan. He
graduated at Cambridge, for his family took up their
residence in England when he was a boy; then he took a
degree in Philosophy in Heidelberg (which don’t count
for much in my opinion), then lived some years in France,
where he was sent on some government business. Some
years ago he came into his inheritance, when he made for
this country for the purpose of investing it. Kendrick
says he is worth two millions to his knowledge, and much
more in all probability. Kendrick is laying pipe to
interest him in the new insurance company, but so far
has only succeeded in getting him to help on the new
railroad.
“It was a very stylish affair, the Kendrick reception
last night; music, chef d’œuvres of confectionery, ladies
in undress, and all that. Your mother was furious about
the display of charms, and of course I defended it—not
on principle, but because she was too savage. Leila and
Linnie were invited, and they would have rejoiced in a
state of décollété extending to their boots, I think. Your
mother compromised the matter with black lace, and so
they still live. Frauenstein has a fine voice, and Linnie
was in the seventh heaven when she got a chance to
play him an accompaniment to a song from Der Freischutz.
“I never met a real lion in society before, and I studied
both with interest. This fashionable society is nothing,
after all, but a kind of licensed policy-shop. They
want Frauenstein’s money, and Kendrick thinks he has
the best right to it because his cousin was Frauenstein’s
mother—an American woman; so you see he has blood!
256The Delanos are related to him in about the same degree;
so of course you have heard of him. I like the count for
one reason, and this is, that notwithstanding the display
and cajolery of the women, and the flattery of most of the
men, he had the good taste to talk with your old doctor
more than to any one there; so the race is not wholly
degenerate! In politics he is soundly radical, and hates
war like a Quaker. He sees in it the degradation of the
people. It was refreshing to hear him talk. He says the
wealth-producers of the world are not dependent upon
capital so much as capital upon them, if they only knew
it; for they have everything in their own hands, and are
slowly coming to realize the fact, and to see how they can
organize and accomplish great things. He was very eloquent
when the subject of education came up, and presented
the whole matter in a clear and new light to most
of those who heard him. He said it was a disgrace to
the age that we have no text-book of morals for the public
schools; and as the various systems of religion have
monopolized the teaching of codes of morals, by shutting
out all religious instruction, we have shut out moral
training as well. It is right to exclude all creeds from
schools supported by the people, but it is a great and
vital error to deprive the young of constant and unremitting
instruction in the laws that should govern human
beings in their mutual relations. He would have a text-book
on morals compiled from the writings of all the great
teachers, whether pagan or Christian, excluding every
myth and unverifiable hypothesis. Such a book could be
made as acceptable to all religious sects, as works on arithmetic
or chemistry now are. He talked also of woman’s
coming position as that of perfect social and political
257equality. It is astonishing how radical Kendrick, old
priest Cooke, and many other out-of-her-sphere noodles,
have suddenly become. Kendrick actually assented to
the very propositions he has repeatedly pooh-pooed when
presented by me. I made him feel a little uncomfortable
by saying, ‘Mind, Kendrick! I shall see that you stick
to that.’
“I come now to the important part of your letter. The
old Serpent has got into your Eden. Two things I would
say to you as a preliminary: first, don’t go off at half-cock.
This is a common weakness of women. Second,
don’t expect better bread than can be made of wheat.
Your Albert is not so fine in nature as you supposed, or
the fact of your being unhappy, even disturbed in your
mind about his affection, would be the very strongest motive
to self-examination. For myself, I don’t much believe
in marriage, any way: it don’t seem to work. If it
could be prevented until the age of forty or so, it would
work better. If you were an ordinary woman, I should
recommend flirting; but that would be useless in your
case. So, my girl, I cannot help you as I would. I need
not dwell on my feelings in the matter. In such cases
there is only one physician, and he is the old mower
with the hour-glass. Do not forget, that although a
woman, you are really a philosopher. Love is not all
there is of life; and as you depend less on its intoxication
for your happiness, the more smoothly will work the
machinery of destiny, just as the circulation of the blood
is effected more normally when we trust to Nature, instead
of trying to aid her by counting the beating of our hearts.
“The truth is, I am at a sad loss what to write you on
this matter. I feel sure that you will act wisely, and be
258unjust to no one. The best I can do is to trust to your
finer instincts. Action and reaction are equal: so the
doctrine of eternal rewards and punishments is true in
principle, though we look for heaven and hell in the
wrong places. Be sure that Nature always restores the
equilibrium. This is always the thought that I comfort
myself with. It answers the place that praying does to
the devotee. Nature’s laws are immutable, and cannot
fail us. Be patient, dear girl, and know that there is one
old fellow on whom you can rely, no matter what may
happen.
“Yours, as you know,
“G. F.”
To the ordinary observer, there might not seem to be
anything in the doctor’s letter to his daughter that should
move her deeply; yet she read all the latter part of it
through blinding tears. She received it a few days after
her reconciliation with Albert, and answered it immediately
as follows:
“Dear, dear Papa: Your letter consoles and blesses
me, but I almost regret mentioning my troubles to you. I
feel how they sink into your heart, and as I read I was
filled with gratitude by the thought that you are still
strong and hale and may live as long as I do, which I fervently
desire. The very thought of losing you, is terrible.
No one can ever understand me like my good, my precious,
father. Your character is my ideal of all that is
noble in manhood, and it was not wise, perhaps, for me to
marry, because I must measure all men by your standard,
and then be disappointed when they fall below it. I am
unreasonable. I should never expect to find any one with
259your sense of justice, or with your delicate appreciation of
everything fine in human motives. I could never deceive
you: you see below the surface. I can deceive Albert,
and do constantly, and hate myself for it. I can make
him happy by wearing a smiling face when my heart is as
heavy as lead. About a week ago we had an explanation.
He confessed he had been wrong, had neglected my
love, and we cried together, and played that all our clouds
had passed forever. I thought it was possible; but there
is something false and forced about our re-established happiness,
that mocks our once proud state like a beggar’s
rags upon a king. Still, I am much happier. I try to
dress more showily. Albert likes the lilies-of-the-field
style of Ella. Think of your Clara’s pride! She enters
the lists in a toilet display to regain the admiration of
her husband. Is it not pitiful?
“O papa, what am I saying? I meant to write you
such a happy letter, but I fear the iron has entered my
soul; yet I would not try, even for your sake, to deceive
you, and believe me, I am suffering very little now, and I
really think I shall recover my lost state. It is this hope
that sustains me; but if I am disappointed, I shall rise
above it and live. I am papa’s own girl, and more proud
of being the daughter of such a man than I should be in
being the queen of the grandest monarch that ever lived.
If for no other reason than for your sake, I would bear
up philosophically.
“‘What matters it if I be loved or not?
And what if he who works shall be forgot?
The work of Love is no less surely wrought,
And the great world shall answer me.’
“Are not those grand words? They have just come
260to the surface of my memory, like the artist’s negative
under the developing solution. I mean to keep them
before me henceforth, like the mene tekel on Belshazzar’s
wall.
“Good-bye, dearest father, mine. I have written myself
into a horrid mood. I have written to Susie, mamma,
and others. Trust me, and believe in the good sense of
“Papa’s Own Girl.
“P. S.—I can write a letter without a post scriptum.
You will bear me witness; but I must say just this: do
not be worried about me so long as I am silent.
“C. F. D.”
The next day the White Mountains party set out on
their journey, where we will leave them for the present
and go back to Oakdale.
The time is sunset, and it is summer. A little child,
whose flesh seems moulded from its mother’s milk, is
playing on the little green lawn before Mrs. Buzzell’s
porch. It is a creature of exuberant life, of movement
incessant, of inexhaustible joy. She has pure blue eyes,
and her hair is long, straight, and fine like spun gold. It
dances and streams out in the sunlight with the movements
of her little frame, as she dances, and laughs, and
sings. At first, being carefully and very coquettishly
dressed by “Auntie,” and let loose upon the lawn, it was
joy enough to simply dance and carol in the sunlight,
but soon this ceased to suffice her. Her active brain and
fingers must have more positive occupation; and a few
minutes later “Auntie,” coming out on the porch, discovered
the sprite pirouetting around her beautiful caladium,
a huge leaf-tip in each dimpled hand.
261“Min! Min! what are you doing?” The electric
current of joy was cut off instantly, and the child pouted:—
“I’m only dancing with auntie’s cladium.”
“Will you let my cladium, as you call it, alone? I
won’t have its leaves twisted to rags.” But further admonition
was unnecessary, for Minnie descried a well-known
horse and “sulky,” and she ran toward the gate,
crowing at the top of her voice. The doctor jumped out
of the vehicle and took the child in his arms, saying,
“Well, how is my little Min to-day?”
“Auntie’s cwoss,” was the somewhat irrelevant response.
“Cross, is she?” he repeated, taking Mrs. Buzzell’s
hand; “then Minnie must have been a naughty girl.”
“No, se wasn’t naughty; an auntie nee’n’t be so
wough” (rough).
She was one of those elfin creatures whose accents and
gestures, and charming self-asserting confidence that the
machinery of the universe is run for their special amusement,
make it difficult to resist indulging them in every
way. Minnie made you laugh at her, and then she felt
sure of her victory over you. The only dispute Mrs. Buzzell
and Susie had ever had, was on Min’s account; the
former declaring that Susie was not quite tender enough
to the child. Susie replied, “I think I love her as much
as any mother should. I shall devote my life principally
to her care and education; but I cannot spend so much
time in amusing her as you do, unless I neglect what is
of far more consequence.”
Susie was reading when the doctor entered. She rose,
and greeting him, as she always did, with frank cordiality,
held out her book. It was a copy of Roderick Random.
262“Doctor, you choose my serious reading, I believe with
exemplary discretion; but shall I waste my precious time
and peril my immortal soul over such trash as this?
Trash is too flattering a name for it. I must borrow
yours. I call it, unqualifiedly, rot.” The doctor laughed,
and said:
“Why, you must have some light reading.”
“Thank you; but the levity of this is too great altogether.”
“You see, I don’t know much about modern novels;
so after George Sand, George Eliot, Thackeray, Balzac,
and Dickens, I’ve reached the end of my tether, and fall
back upon the old standard stock.”
“Standard!” repeated Susie. “If this is a standard,
I pity the dwarf varieties.”
“You borrow your rhetorical figure from your business.
It smells of the shop,” said the doctor smiling.
“Listen! ‘O Jesus! the very features of Mr. Random!
So saying, Narcissus kissed it with surprising
ardor, sheds a flood of tears, and then deposited the lifeless
image in her lovely bosom.’ Then,” said Susie,
explaining, “Mr. Random broke from his concealment,
when Narcissus ‘uttered a fearful shriek, and fainted in
the arms of her companion.’ Then Roderick, telling his
story, says: ‘Oh that I were endowed with the expression
of a Raphael, the graces of a Guido, the magic
touches of a Titian, that I might represent the fond concern,
the chastened rapture and ingenuous blush, that
mingled on her beauteous face when she opened her
eyes upon me, and pronounced, O heavens! is it
you?’”
The doctor laughed like a boy. “Why,” said he, “I
263know any quantity of young women who would read that
with rapture.”
“And would they this?” asked Susie, reading the
last sentence of the book.
“Ah? I confess that is utter nastiness. Smollet!
rot!”
“We have just finished Richardson’s Pamela, taking
turns reading it to each other while sewing,” said Mrs.
Buzzell. “I can scarcely believe that it is the same
story that, in my mother’s time, was read aloud in the
best family circles. Why, I consider it positively indecent.”
“You musn’t think, doctor, that I am not glad to
have read these books,” said Susie; “they are very
interesting, as showing the taste of a century ago. It
must be that we are now much more refined than people
were then.”
“Certainly we are,” said the doctor. “With the invention
of the steam-engine and the telegraph, our means
of communication with each other all over the world are
immeasurably greater, and this is the proximate cause of
modern culture. Isolation of the community, the family
or the individual favors the savage state, while aggregation
tends to stimulate urbanity, generosity, and all our
higher faculties. See, therefore, how false the religious
teaching that exalted hermits and ascetics of all kinds.
Self-torture the church considered praiseworthy, and even
to-day we hear of the ‘mortification of the flesh,’ for God
is still a being to be propitiated by the agonies of his
creatures. Wherever that conception of Nature or God
prevails, we may recognize the traces of the savage, and
the absence of any real vitalizing faith. The only living
264faith to-day you will find among those called unbelievers
or infidels—men devoted to the discovery of scientific
methods. To them Nature is never inimical to man.”
“Is Nature never inimical to man?” queried Susie.
“Does not the cold freeze him, the sun scorch him, the
water drown him, wild beasts devour him, the earthquake
and the lightning destroy him, as well as disease
and accident?”
“Ah!” said the doctor. “What do we mean by
man? Do we mean the savage who has command of a
few of his forces, or the integrally-developed human being,
commanding all his forces, and through this command,
setting himself in harmony with Nature,
“‘Like perfect music unto noble words?’
Man has not accomplished this, hence the use of faith.
The best thinkers to-day have the strongest faith that
we are to obtain further and more complete control
over the elements; that we are to control the weather,
the climate, and make the planet a stately Eden, fit for
the emancipated human race. Is not that a sublime
faith?”
“A much more difficult faith,” said Mrs. Buzzell,
“than any I know of.”
“To me it is very simple; simpler far than all others,”
said the doctor. “No one can deny that the whole
history of human beings on this planet is a history of
extending and harmonizing their mutual relations and
interests. See the savage. He is at war with all his
kind, like the beast, except, perhaps, a chosen female of
his species; then, when he has risen a little higher, he
establishes a harmony of interest in the family, the tribe,
265then throughout the race constituting the different tribes,
and so a nation is developed—at war, of course, with all
other nations, and calling all foreigners barbarians. Then
nations recognize each other, and evolve codes of international
law, and cease preying upon each other. Have
we reached the acme of human progress? So doubtless
the savage thought when he had invented a stone knife
to scalp his neighbor. When the steam-engine was
utilized, who was not satisfied when news could fly over
the country at the rate of thirty miles an hour? Who
then, except the scientist, would have believed that we
should literally ‘put a girdle round the earth in forty
minutes?’ To me, and many others, this increase of
harmony among different peoples, points unerringly to the
time when the higher nature of man will rule, when his
intelligence will come to comprehend the harmony of all
human interests, and his affections embrace all mankind
as brothers. This is our millennium, Mrs. Buzzell—the
reign of peace, harmony, and love.”
“Amen!” said Mrs. Buzzell, who was holding the
sleeping Minnie in her arms.
“We cannot really disagree,” said Susie, “whatever our
different creeds, if we only love God in the right way, and
that is through faith in humanity. It is because we
have not sufficient faith in humanity, that we are so
selfish and dishonest.”
“That is very true, Susie; but we have not yet the
conditions for showing our faith. We shall finally, in the
general, concerted action of the world toward great ends.
Our forces now are ‘like sweet bells jangled.’ Melodies
are first created, then harmonies, and lastly, grand symphonies.”
CHAPTER XXVI. THE CRISIS.
266
During all this summer, so fraught with wretchedness
for Clara, Susie was working with untiring
energy, extending her arrangements for the future. As
an experiment, she set out, in an unused part of Mrs.
Buzzell’s kitchen-garden, a hundred young shade-trees of
new and rare varieties, among them the broad-leaved,
rapidly-growing Paulonia imperialis. She wisely foresaw
that the taste for ornamental trees would increase
with the growth of Oakdale and surrounding towns; and
then in her thoughts she often saw Clara, her bright
hopes wrecked, and weary of life, returning to be helped
and blessed by the very one who owed her so much.
Then Susie would lose herself in dreams of a vast, successful
business, built up all by their own hands, out of
which there would come health, and work, and interest in
life, independent of the cheating intoxication of love. It
was in the midst of reveries like this, that she received
the following letter from Clara, dated at North Conway,
New Hampshire:
“My Dear Friend: Do you remember what you once
told me about the fable of the lion and the mouse? Oh,
child! you are no longer the mouse as compared to me,
for you are strong while I am weak. Your wounds are
267healed, but mine will never heal, for in my madness I am
always tearing them open afresh.
“I write you, dear Susie, because there is no one else
on earth before whom I can cast off all pride, except my
father, and I would spare him a little longer at least,
because from my last letters he thinks matters are improving.
Judge for yourself. We are still here, though
many of the visitors are gone, because Albert and his
friend are perfectly happy, and I cannot possibly care
whether I go or stay. I keep in my room much of the
day, while they ride, or walk, or dance, or play games,
all the day and evening, their bliss only marred by the
sight of my thin, pale face. Do you know the very
hardest thing I have to bear is Albert’s telling me that
he has not changed, but loves me just as fondly as ever?
There is something like murder in my heart when he
does this, essaying by argument to show that it cannot
be otherwise. Oh, Susie! how well a woman knows that
love needs no logic to prove its existence. Long ago he
reproached me for saying ‘where there is doubt of love,
there must be cause for doubt.’ When love is perfect,
we can no more doubt its existence than we can the presence
of the sun at noonday.
“My old friend and teacher, Miss Marston, passed
through here with some friends, and stopped several days.
I begged Albert to let me play while she was here, the
rôle of the happy wife. I think he regrets the change
in him, though he cannot resist the power that is leading
him from me. He seemed impressed by my stony,
tearless face. In answer to Miss Marston’s anxiety about
my changed looks, I said I had been quite ill, which,
heaven knows, is true enough. I manœuvred in every
268way to prevent her seeing the state of things. We
actually rode and walked several times without Ella.
This made her pout and flirt with Colonel Murdock, one
of her admirers, which so alarmed Albert that he completely
unmasked all my beautiful acting. Miss Marston
soon penetrated beneath the surface. ‘Who is this Miss
Wills?’ she asked. I told her the ward of Mr. Delano,
and an old and dear friend of my husband. ‘Is it possible’
she asked, ‘that you do not see the nature of the
attachment between your husband and her?’ Still I
played my part. I was the proud, happy wife, confident
of my husband’s affection. I know I made a pitiful
figure. Miss Marston divined the truth, and I expected
every moment she would burst out upon me, as she used
to do upon her pupils, when guilty of deceiving—an
unpardonable offence in her eyes; but I think something
in my face alarmed her, and kept her silent. She
was very tender to me, and it was good to have her here.
She was struck with the beauty of Albert. He impresses
every one the same way. His lithe, fine form, his handsome,
regular face, and long, dark moustaches, make him
greatly admired by women.”
Under a later date, Clara wrote in the same letter:
“This morning Albert received a telegram from Boston,
demanding his presence immediately, for his father is
again very ill. I wished to go with him. There was not
time for Ella to get her half dozen ‘Saratogas’ ready.
That was the secret cause of his objection. She would not
like him to take his wife and not her! I cannot tell you
how keenly I felt his willingness to leave me behind—me,
his once adored Clara, whose absence he could not endure.
“Sometimes I think I am selfish, to burden you with
269my sufferings, but I know you would have me do so, and
you are right in saying it lightens them to have them
shared by sympathetic hearts. I have so much to bear!
Long since I have given up the idea of making Albert
understand that my trials are greater than I can bear.
I gave it up when he came to me and told me of Ella’s
unhappiness because of my coldness to her. Think of it!
I, with my breaking heart, must comfort the rosy, happy
Ella, when her little finger aches! I must do this or
Albert is afflicted. I did not do it. I treat her kindly,
but I cannot love her, and never should, under any circumstances.
She is little, and soulless, and selfish. How
can such a woman touch my heart, when I have seen
and appreciated the noble generosity, the soulful delicacy
of Susie? Of course Albert thinks I am jealous without
knowing it. Can you understand how he wrongs me?
I like him to flatter and caress women. It is his nature
to be very gallant, only I would know that I hold my
old place in his heart, and knowing I have lost it, I would
not have him place another before me in the eyes of the
world. This he does constantly. For weeks I have
suffered a dull pain in the centre of my brain, and at
times I fear I shall go mad. I am relieved, actually, by
Albert’s absence; for a time, at least, I shall be spared
the sight of his blissful expression when Ella comes into
his presence. Oh, Susie! grief like mine dries up the
fountains of my gladness at the happiness of others, and
I long for death as I have sometimes longed for Albert’s
loving words and kisses, as I knew them in our happy
days. How often I think of poor La Vallière’s words,
referring to the king and Montespan—‘When I wish to
270do penance at the convent of the Carmelites, I will think
of what these people have made me suffer.’
“Write me often, dear Susie. Your letters are my one
comfort. The thought haunts me that some crisis is approaching.
It may be that there is; that I have seen
Albert for the last time; but I am so weary, so anxious
for rest, that I would pay for it with this or any sacrifice.
Do not afflict yourself too much on my account. Remember
I still appear regularly at table. I walk every
day, and I am young, and can endure to the end. With
love to Mrs. B. and kisses to Min,
“Lovingly yours,
“Clara Delano.”
Dr. Delano found his father very ill, and his few days
of absence lengthened into two weeks. He wrote occasionally
to his wife, but every day brought a letter, or a
book or magazine, to Ella, which she never read, being
engaged in a flirtation that demanded too much dressing
and general attention to leave any time for reading. Clara
sometimes thought her husband must be crazy. He knew
how fond she was of reading. As a school-girl, he had
constantly sent her magazines and periodicals, with passages
or articles marked which he wished her to notice
particularly, and he had told her afterward that he had
loved her even then, and thought of her as his future
wife.
She often watched Ella in her display of feminine
wiles, but could not discover what there was to fascinate
men. The subtle mystery escaped all analysis in that
case, as it ever does; but Clara, in her generosity, believed
there must be something beneath the surface-some
271hidden wealth of sensibility, perhaps—which women
could not discover. If Albert had only trusted her as a
perfect friend, and had not tried in any way to deceive
her when he became absorbed in his passion for Ella, she
would have met him nobly and suffered far less; but her
pain had been tenfold increased by his want of confidence
in her sympathy. He did not and could not understand
her, and this discovery of his weakness was a blow to her
self-pride hardly less endurable than his submitting her
to the mortifying position of the neglected wife.
One evening, when he had been gone two weeks, Clara
sat in her room watching the rosy sunset haze on the old
mountains, and thinking over the events of her life. She
had just re-read Albert’s last letter. The words were
there, but the soul was lacking. Later in the evening
she recognized Ella’s voice proceeding from a balcony beneath.
A gentleman was with her, and there could be
no doubt that Ella was drawing him on to make the
greatest possible fool of himself. Clara heard her own
name mentioned by Ella in no flattering terms. Her
companion opposed her criticism quite generously, considering
his position with regard to Ella. Clara could
not sit there without hearing everything, and there was a
temptation to do so, as any one can believe who has
ever been placed in a similar position. She, however,
closed her window with a little noise, and when she
opened it again, all was silent. What she had heard
Ella say, was, that Dr. Delano’s marriage was a “veritable
mésalliance”—that there could “never be any real
sympathy between them.” Once Clara would have written
all her thoughts freely to Albert; now a seal was on her
lips. Whatever she might say of Ella would be attributed
272at once to her inability to comprehend Ella’s “childlike”
nature. Oh, it was hard to be forced to brood in silence
over thoughts and feelings that he, of all the world, should
share with her.
That day Clara had received one of Susie’s long, nicely-written
letters, detailing little village events, the mild
flirtations of the twin sisters, the doctor’s sayings and
doings, the ways and speeches of “little Min,” and her
own schemes and hopes for the future. “Dear Susie!”
thought Clara; “she knows I am unhappy, and so writes
me every day, hoping to bring some little sunshine into
my life. Why, even Susie shows more love for me than
Albert. What is there in his letter? Only the cool
assurance that he has not changed—the stupid persistence
that the sun is shining, when all the world is wrapped in
Cimmerian gloom. My father would never consider me
weak enough to be deceived by such shallow pretence.”
Clara had gone to her room to answer Albert’s letter.
For this purpose she had given up joining a moonlight
excursion to Diana’s Baths, a wonderful freak of Nature
where, in the solid granite, the trickling water-drops of
ages have smoothly carved out vessels of all imaginable
shapes, not a few greatly resembling the common bathing-tub.
All these vessels were overflowing with the
crystal water of a mountain-spring.
Clara sat until far into the night, trying to write to
Albert, and knowing all the while that it would be just
as well to be silent. And yet she did write a long
letter—a cry from an overladen soul that ought to have
moved a heart of stone. “I know not why I write,” she
said, toward the last of the letter. “My reason rebels
against these frantic attempts to patch together the fragments
273of the golden bowl. Love wants its perfect illusions—wants
and will have nothing else, these failing.
No wonder you try to deceive me when you see how my
health and strength, and all the little beauty I ever had,
are failing under the griefs I have borne so long. Believe
me, dearest, I do know I am wrong to write you when I
must burden you with sorrow you are powerless to alleviate.
I cannot blame you in my heart. It is not your
fault that Clara’s love has ceased to be the most precious
thing in the world to you.”
To this there soon came the following reply:
“My Dear Clara:—I wish you would give up studying
the death of love, and study its life. You brood over
imaginary troubles too much. I wish you could have
children, but that will never happen, because you are too
unquiet in your temperament. You have no real cause
for unhappiness. My regard for Ella in no way interferes
with that for my wife. You ought to know that all real
love ennobles. Albert never takes back any love that he
once freely gives, and my love for you has never suffered
the slightest change. Love is not a suffocating warmth,
or at least, it should not be.
“I send you some valerian powders. Take one every
night at bed-time. I am obliged to go out of town for a
day or two on pressing business, and then, dearest, I shall
be with you in the flesh, as I am ever in spirit.
“Always and ever yours,
“Albert.”
“Never suffered the slightest change!” repeated Clara,
bitterly. “What must he think of my common sense?”
274His words about children cut her to the heart. She did
not believe him, and she despised the whole heartless
tone of the letter.
The next morning Ella rapped at her door. She was
in a very jaunty traveling dress. She was in very high
spirits, and made Clara think she was going away “for
good,” but finally stated that she was only going down to
Wolfboro’, on Lake Winnepiseogee, for a day’s visit.
She would return the next evening. The next morning
a letter came. Clara did not notice the postmark, and
her heart leaped as she read, in Albert’s own hand, “My
precious one,”—the old words he had always applied to her.
It went on for three pages, in the lover’s most impassioned
strain. The first few lines revealed the fact that it had
been written to Ella, but Clara’s eyes were fascinated,
and she read every word. He dwelt continually upon
Ella’s beauty, upon her lips, her “glorious eyes,” everything,
showing clearly and most unmistakably, that he
was wholly, desperately enamored. It was dated the
same day and hour as her last letter from Albert, which
added, if possible, to the heartlessness of his deception.
It had perhaps been purloined from Miss Wills’ room,
or possibly Ella had dropped it, and one of the boarders,
from some justifiable motive, had sent it through the
Conway post-office to Mrs. Delano.
Clara sat for a long time with this letter before her,
her hands and feet icy cold. Shouts of gay laughter came
up from the veranda. Were they discussing the effects
this letter would have upon the forlorn wife? Clara did
not believe human nature capable of heartlessness like
that. Doubtless the person who had found that letter
and sent it to her, had been disgusted at her blind faith,
275her submission to gross neglect that would have roused
any woman of spirit to open rebellion. Some woman had
sent this letter. The superscription revealed that fact.
Poor Clara’s thoughts were bitter indeed. She was not
lacking in spirit, but it was not her way to bluster and
remind her husband of her rights as a wife. He had
failed to respect her position before the world, and for
this she could not forgive him. She knew well that
we cannot command the inward devotion of the heart;
that this must be won by charm; and here Clara felt that
she was powerless. Still this could not excuse him for deceiving
or trying to deceive her. It was so like a common,
coarse man’s treatment of his peer. Though Clara felt
like sinking utterly beneath this blow, her native dignity
supported her. After a while she dressed carefully, and
joined the groups below. Towards evening, gossip was
busy with the story that Dr. Delano and Miss Wills were
stopping at a hotel together at Dover. Clara traced the
report to Colonel Murdock, who had been absent for a
few days, and had returned by the afternoon stage.
Clara found an opportunity to speak to him alone.
“I am told,” she said, “that this story about my husband
is stated as a fact in your possession.” Colonel
Murdock bowed.
“Will you be kind enough to repeat it to me, if it is
true? I charge you, by everything you hold sacred, to
tell me only what you know to be positive fact.”
Clara was very calm, but there was something in her
tone and manner that would have exacted the truth even
from the most untruthful. Colonel Murdock had no disposition
to deceive, and moreover, he was a very honest
man.
276“Madam,” he said, “I am sorry to afflict you, but it
is perfectly true.”
“What is perfectly true? Do not mind afflicting
me.”
“That I saw Dr. Delano and Miss Wills in Dover
yesterday, at four o’clock in the afternoon, riding together
in an open carriage.”
“Might you not possibly have been deceived?”
“No, madam, it was your husband; and as for Miss
Wills, she recognized me. I may add that she told me
distinctly, a few days ago, that she was going to Wolfboro’
yesterday, which was a falsehood.”
“I thank you, Colonel Murdock, and beg you to excuse
me for troubling you,” and with a smile upon her
lips, and a manner perfectly calm, she left him, and soon
after went to her room. It is folly to try to describe
the long horrors of that night. They had to be lived
through, and Clara counted the hours one by one, for she
never touched her bed nor dreamed of sleeping. Early in
the evening she had packed her trunk, carefully putting
away in Albert’s, everything that belonged to him. Some
time during the night, she wrote a note to him. The
stage was to leave early in the morning. A little while
before it started, she ordered a cup of coffee and sent for
the landlord. He came in bland and smiling, and asked
what he could do to serve her.
“Mr. Hammond,” she said, with the air of one confident
of carrying all points. “I must leave this morning,
and I wish you to loan me fifty dollars.”
“Well, madam, doubtless your husband——”
“No, no,” she said, cutting him short. “I must have
it on my own responsibility. Take my watch as security,
277and understand that my husband is not to pay this
under any circumstances. I shall return you the money
without delay.”
The polite landlord refused the security, and furnished
the money. This, with what Clara had in her purse,
enabled her to just meet her traveling expenses, and to
pay the hotel bill of herself and her guest, Miss Wills,
which had been running since Albert left. A few
minutes later, after running the gauntlet of a few curious
boarders lounging on the veranda, the smiling landlord
handed Clara into the coach with great deference.
CHAPTER XXVII. THE SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE.
278
There was great excitement for the rest of the day
in the Kearsarge House, and when the evening coach
brought Ella from the railroad station, she was surprised
at the coldness with which everybody greeted her; but
she was a rich heiress, and scandal handled her with
gloves. She explained to one or two, whose lead others
would be likely to follow, that her meeting with Dr.
Delano in Dover was the purest accident. “Why!”
she exclaimed, “what else could it have been?” and
this passed current, for Colonel Murdock had said nothing,
except to Clara, of his knowledge of Ella’s pretence that
she was going to Wolfboro’. Still, there were some who
knew the secret of the letter, and these avoided all further
recognition of her, except a few fawners who pretended
that that part of the scandal was a pure fabrication.
The next day Albert returned, having waited over
only for appearance’ sake, for he might just as well have
come with Ella. He went immediately up to his rooms,
and seeing no one, concluded his wife must be out riding
or walking; still it was strange, for he had written,
informing her of his intended return, and naturally she
would have met him at the veranda. Very soon he went
to the office and asked the clerk where Mrs. Delano was,
279but the answer being very indefinite, Colonel Murdock,
who had just bought a cigar, volunteered the following:
“Your wife, Dr. Delano? You have killed her, I think;
but you’ll find your sweetheart in the bowling-alley.”
Like lightning it flashed upon the doctor that Murdock
had blabbed the Dover affair. This explained the exceedingly
cool air with which one or two had returned his
greeting on alighting from the coach.
“Insolent coxcomb!” growled Dr. Delano, ready to
fly at the colonel’s throat; but at the critical moment the
clerk thrust a letter into his face, and as he took it, the
other left the office. The thought flashed upon the doctor,
at the sight of the superscription, that his wife had
left the hotel. He returned to his rooms, and shutting
himself in, opened Clara’s letter. At the sight of the
enclosed one which he had written to Ella, he bit his lip
and turned pale. Clara had written him the following:
“I enclose you a letter which was found, I suppose, by
some one here. I received it through the post-office yesterday.
I enclose, also, the hotel bill, which I have paid
in full. As to the letter I do not blame you, since it is
the expression of a passion that controls you, and I have
not lost my faith in manhood because you have proved
unworthy. I believe there are men too honorable to call
two women ‘dearest’ in the same breath. If I did not,
I should not be my father’s daughter.
“Surely, if there is crime in falseness, you stand
accused before all courts of Love; yet you well know that
the greatest crime is robbing me of the power to respect
you. Love has conquered pride and even self-respect, up
to this time, and I have submitted to being made a spectacle
280of pity and derision—I, the once adored, once honored
Clara, forced by you to play the rôle of the hoodwinked
wife! When married people desire to live together
after they have outlived their illusions, I think
they ought to guard each other’s honor before the world.
“No matter now. I am going to one who never fails
me; one who always loves and caresses me, even when
I commit the enormity of daring to suffer. I shall never
meet you again, if I can avoid it. Please have my wardrobe,
household linen, and whatever belongs specially to
me, sent to my father.
“You can get a divorce on the ground of desertion,
if you wish to marry. I am willing, and you need not
fear that any one can persuade me into opposing you.
I sincerely wish you a long and happy life with one who
can always be happy, and not brood so much over
imaginary troubles as to prevent her being a mother—whose
love will not be a ‘suffocating warmth,’ but one
to please you in every way.
“I thank you for sending the valerian powders. I
think they were not indicated in my case.
“I write with calmness, after many hours of self-examination
and cool reflection as to my best course. Rest assured
that I shall not regret the step that gives you cause
for a formal divorce, for you have been really divorced
from me since the time when you took another to your
heart. The letter is very little to me—the spirit everything.
“With kindly feeling,
“Clara Forest.”
Every word of this letter cut like a two-edged sword,
and at the moment, Dr. Delano felt that he could give his
281life to recall his acts for the last few months. He had
never dreamed that there was that in Clara which would
impel her to such a step. Truly she must have suffered,
before bringing herself to give up even the pleasure of
ever meeting him again. He did not accept the letter,
however, as a true expression of the Clara he had known.
Of course she would long for his presence as days
passed, and then would be the time for him to write her
to return. A little scandal in a small country place
could not injure him materially, but a scandal in Boston
such as would be caused by a wife leaving her husband,
would affect him very seriously—at this time, too, when
his father, who was very fond of Clara, was very feeble.
He might do something foolish.
Finally, though Albert was much troubled in mind, he
comforted himself with hope; and when the first impulse
of pity for Clara’s trials had passed, he began to blame her
for taking such a rash step and endangering his good name
before the world. This mood remained, fortifying itself,
until he became convinced that he had been treated in a
very shocking, even insulting manner. She would come
back to him of course, but he would dictate the conditions.
This settled, he went to find Ella. It was early
evening, and she was walking in the maple avenue. She
was almost icy in her manner, and reproached him for
writing her to come to Dover.
“Why did you come, unless you wished to?”
“It was very unkind of you,” she said, not heeding his
remark, “and it has caused such a horrid scandal. I
don’t believe I shall ever live through it. Where is
Clara?” He was silent, being a little disgusted that at
such a time, Ella should think only of herself. “Oh, you
282need not tell me, if you don’t choose to. Oh, I wish I
had never come to this horrid place! and now, to make
everything worse, you are all changed to me.”
The ruling passion was still strong in Albert. He
denied the assertion. It was against his principles to
change; and as their conduct had shut them out from
sympathy with all their surroundings, they naturally
needed each other, and parted for the night on the best
of terms, after deciding on the wisest plan to pursue. This
was, for Ella to pass a month with some friends in Rhode
Island, until matters were settled, while Albert was to go
at once to Boston, and, by properly representing the case,
forestall criticism. Here we will leave them, and go to
Oakdale, to see what is passing in Dr. Forest’s home at
precisely the same hour.
The doctor’s family were assembled in the sitting-room,
where the wood fire had just been lighted in the grate,
for the evening promised to be chilly. Mrs. Forest and
Leila were busily engaged with some needle-work. Linnie
was deeply absorbed in The Woman in White, and
the doctor sat silently watching the fire, forgetting to
light his pipe, which had been filled for some time.
Upon this quiet tableau the door opened, and Clara,
pale as death and travel-stained, entered, and with one
great sob threw herself into her father’s arms. Mrs.
Forest sprang to her feet, exclaiming, “Clara Forest!
You come home like this, and alone! Where is your
husband?”
Clara raised her head from her father’s shoulder, and,
turning to her mother, said, just above a whisper, and
with great effort, “I have no husband. I have left Albert
Delano forever!”
283Mrs. Forest, forgetting everything in her horror of a
woman who has the audacity to leave her husband, and
such a model husband too, could not control her indignation,
and burst forth in cruel reproaches. The doctor
said nothing for a minute or so, but kept on soothing
Clara. His patience, however, could not endure his wife’s
injustice. “Stop, Fannie!” he cried. “You offend me
beyond endurance. Our poor girl comes to us ill and
faint and weary of the world, and you receive her like
this! Good God! Where is your common sense? You
should think of the shock this tearing-away must cause
her, and reserve your reproaches until you know the circumstances.”
Clara, who had been clinging to her father,
sobbing convulsively, now raised her head and commenced
to explain as well as she could, for speaking was almost
impossible.
“My daughter,” interrupted the doctor, “you need not
justify yourself to me. Do I not know that it is natural
for a wife to stick to her husband through thick and
thin? You are a warm-hearted, honest girl, and the fact
that you have left him, is enough for me. I know he has
acted like a brute.”
“Goodness me!” whispered Leila to her sister. “It’s
papa’s own girl, you see, and of course she can’t do anything
wrong.”
“Hush!” answered Linnie. “I think he’s right this
time, any way. See those awful black rings around her
eyes!” and Linnie, obeying a kind, sisterly instinct, went
to her sister and kissed her, saying, “I’m right glad to
see you, sissy; but you do look so tired. Dinah shall
make you a cup of tea, while I go and get you a warm
bath ready.”
284“There’s a good heart, Linnie,” said the doctor, caressing
Linnie’s cheek. “The bath is just the thing. We’ll
try to make your sister forget her troubles, won’t we?”
Mrs. Forest sank into a chair and began to cry; then she
got up and embraced Clara, saying, in a stricken voice,
“It is dreadful! but God knows best why afflictions are
sent upon me.” Leila came last, and pressed her hard
little mouth to her sister’s cheek, thinking all the time
what a dreadful fool Clara was, to leave such a splendid
fellow as Dr. Delano, and so rich, too!
That night Clara was in a high fever, and seemed to
want no one near her but her father; so at least he interpreted
it, and sent all the rest away. He did not enjoin
her to keep quiet, as so many people do under any
similar circumstances. He knew there could be no greater
harm done by talking of her griefs than by silently brooding
over them; and as it would be folly to ask her to
cease thinking of them, he allowed her to talk on until
far into the night, when the quieting medicine he had
given her commenced to act, and she sank into a heavy
slumber, somewhat comforted by the ever-ready sympathy
that she knew could never fail her. She was always as
sure of it as that the day will follow the night. From
her earliest years she had been in the habit of going to
him, instead of her mother, with all her childish troubles.
When these resulted from her own wrong-doing, his tenderness
was even greater. He never scolded, never blamed
her in these cases, but he did what was far wiser: he
showed her his own grief that she had been guided by
her lower, instead of her higher motives, and this, more
than anything else could have done, inspired her to resist
temptation. Another principle was continually impressed
285upon his children by the doctor: that yielding to base
feelings made the face ugly, and that constantly being
guided by kindness, love and charity, moulded all the
features into beauty. Mrs. Forest always doubted the
efficacy of such teaching, and did not wait longer than
the next morning before telling him that Clara had never
sufficiently cared for public opinion, and that this had
been constantly fostered and strengthened by her father’s
principles.
“When you remember,” said the doctor, “that I am
seldom at home, that you have had ten hours to my one
to instil your principles, you ought not to complain.
Fannie, dear,” he said, after a pause, and suddenly changing
his defiant mood, “let us do the best we can with
life. Heaven knows it is anything but a blessing to most
of us.” This is what he actually said, but there had
been quite a different train of thought in his mind. It
had just escaped utterance, through one of those mysteries
of brain-action that control our motives. He had
been about to say that it had been better for her, and
him also, if they had separated twenty years ago; that
nothing cramps the growth of all that is best in manhood
and womanhood like the forced intimacy of the marriage
tie, when no deep sympathy or mutual trust exists; that
it is like preserving year after year a corpse in your drawing-room
with spices and perfumes, pretending that it is
only sleeping. He was glad he had not said it, for no
power of his could make her enter, even for a moment,
the world in which he lived; and it was useless, and worse
than useless, to attempt it. He left soon after on his
round of daily visits to his patients, taking with him a
note from Clara to Susie, and a little later Mrs. Forest
286went to Clara’s room. This was an interview that Clara
dreaded, for her mother would neither comprehend nor
excuse her motives for the step she had taken. Clara
commenced by saying she was sorry that she had been
compelled to do anything that grieved her mother. As
she said this she rose and begged her mother to take the
arm-chair in which she had been sitting by the fire,
wrapped in her mother’s “double gown.” Mrs. Forest
refused kindly, and brought a shawl for Clara’s shoulders,
as the morning was cold. Clara was touched by this
kindness, which she expressed by kissing her mother’s
hand. Mrs. Forest wanted the whole story. Clara commenced,
but broke down after a few sentences. Mrs.
Forest soothed her a little, and then sat down quietly
and commenced to sew. One of her soothing remarks
was that no doubt Albert would forgive her for leaving
him, and write for her to return.
“That will only show how little he knows of my
father’s girl.”
“Your father’s girl,” said Mrs. Forest, with some
heat, “was always a Quixotic enthusiast, always holding
notions and whims that no sober-minded person ever
heard of.”
“I don’t know that my ambition is to be sober-minded.
Heads are very good in their way, but as for me, I believe
in hearts.”
“And no doubt you worried Albert to death with your
romantic nonsense.”
“Did I?” said Clara, as if her thoughts were far
away. “I wished him to love me, mother dear. If that
is being romantic, I am certainly guilty.”
“Of course he did love you, but you should not expect
287him to go into transports every five minutes. It is foolish
to expect that, after marriage, and I think very bad taste
to desire it. If you had a child to occupy your attention,
you would think less of continual demonstration on the
part of your husband.” Clara shrank lower into the folds
of her shawl. She was tired of the mention of this impossible
baby.
“I am sure I would rather have my husband’s love
than a thousand babies.”
“A thousand! Very likely.”
“Well, one then. I am glad that I found out his indifference
before any such event happened; but Albert
says I shall never have any children because I am too
nervous.”
“Does he? Well, I am sure that is very unkind
indeed, when you have been married so short a time. He
had no right to say such a cruel thing.” Clara wondered
that her mother should give this such prominence. She
had been wounded by it, because of Albert’s coldness;
otherwise it would not have affected her, for it could not
sound like a reproach. Mrs. Forest did not seem to comprehend
the distinction. She urged Clara, by all the eloquence
and argument in her power, to make up the quarrel
with her husband. She urged her to consider the disgrace
of her step, the wealth and standing of the Delanos,
and the social advantages of such an alliance. This failed
to move Clara, for she had not a particle of social ambition.
Wealth sufficient to secure a pleasant home, with
books and flowers and ordinary luxuries, was all she wanted
for herself personally; but had misfortune deprived
her of these, she would have met it without a murmur,
and worked night and day to make the deprivations less
288hard for Albert to bear. This she expressed to her
mother.
“Of course, any good wife would do that; but how
much better,” said Mrs. Forest, “to have wealth and the
position that insures your reception in the highest
society.”
“The highest society, mother dear, I hold to be that of
people of thought and solid culture, and these are always
approachable without being heralded by the fanfari of
wealth and social position.”
“I presume you even regret the wealth of your husband,
and dream of love in a cottage,” said Mrs. Forest,
with ill humor.
“How you do misunderstand me, mother dear,” said
Clara, wearily. “When I express the thoughts and convictions
dearest and most sacred to me, you take no notice
of them. It was always so with Albert; but I would
not have asked even that he should understand me, if he
had not grown so cold. And then his persistent solicitude
about Ella, his delight in her conversation, which
was like the chattering of a monkey, compared to that of
any serious person—”
“You mean, compared to yours.”
“Why, yes: what is the use of sham modesty in the
presence of the truth? She was not my equal in anything.
If she had been, I should wonder less at his infatuation.”
Here Mrs. Forest questioned Clara, and extracted
the Dover affair.
“Why, Clara!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest. “Why did
you not tell me this before? Why, child, I have been
too severe. Of course you could not endure such dishonor.
Why did you not tell me at first of this?”
289“Oh, I did not think that so important. Of course he
did not intend it should disgrace me. He did not mean
it to be known, of course.” Mrs. Forest was shocked beyond
measure, and ran on for some minutes giving vent
to her indignation against Miss Wills. Clara assured her
that Miss Wills was guilty of no further impropriety than
meeting Albert, and added, “though that makes little
difference to me; when Albert’s love was gone, all was
gone.”
Mrs. Forest was glad to have the assurance that Albert
had not been guilty of “absolute infidelity,” and saw the
way clearly to a speedy reconciliation. “Oh, mother,”
said Clara, “you do not understand what separates us at
all. We are talking to each other in Greek and Sanscrit.
Do you not see, I cannot care so much for the body, because
I care so much more for the soul? The fidelity
that came from love, would be a compliment to me; but
ought I to be flattered by a chastity that was merely
forced by a promise? Forgive me; you are too material
to comprehend that. No infidelity but one, could send
me from Albert, and that he has committed a thousand
times. What should I go back to? I have no husband,
as I told you last night. To live with him, when he
longs only for the presence of another woman, shocks my
sense of morality.”
“But you are married to him. You have a legal right
to his property. The law does not hold you as free, nor
excuse him for not taking care of you.”
“Then the law is a fool. I don’t care a straw for it.
What right have I to his property? I did not bring any
of it to him. If he were my husband in soul, there would
be no degradation to my sharing it all with him; but now
290to go back to his cold heart because simply he is obliged
to take care of me, or to avoid scandal! I beg your pardon.
I would die first. If I am to be kept, simply—for
mercy’s sake let there be the justification of mutual love.”
“Mercy!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest. “I never heard
such words from a lady’s mouth. Why, one would think
you had no conception of the sanctity of marriage.”
“Oh, mother dear, just now I called your views material,
and reproached myself inwardly for the rudeness,”
said Clara, speaking with great difficulty, “but, honestly,
you do take a view of marriage that horrifies me. There
is no marriage when love is dead. I could not live
through such a solemn farce;” and Clara sank back quite
exhausted, and Mrs. Forest, trusting she would listen to
reason when she grew calmer, left the room.
CHAPTER XXVIII. THE EFFECT OF DR. DELANO’S FORGIVENESS.
291
As soon as Clara recovered her strength somewhat, she
visited Susie daily, and spent a great deal too
much time with her, to please Mrs. Forest. One day she
found her in her conservatory, where the sashes were all
raised, busily planting young tube-rose plants in pots.
“These,” said Susie, “must not flower until December;”
and she spoke as though the fate of worlds depended
upon her success. “If you never go back, Clara, we will
build up a great florist business. We will not only sell
flowers, but shrubs, and shade-trees, and evergreens.
See these little junipers and spruces,” she added, leading
Clara to the garden; “they grow just perfectly. Oh, if
I only had a thousand dollars! but I shall make quite a
little sum this winter;” and so she ran on detailing her
hopes and plans, and as she talked, she stooped among
brilliant beds of verbenas, and with her scissors commenced
the most merciless onslaught, cutting off every
flower, and even all the stalks for some inches. Clara
uttered an exclamation at the devastation.
“You see I may fail with my tube-roses, but I am
sure of these. By cutting back the plants, and making
the earth soft and rich about them, I force splendid cutting
that will root easily, and make nice plants for winter
292flowering. I have a cooler spot in my conservatory for
verbenas.”
“Why, Susie, how much you know about the subject!”
said Clara, admiringly, as Susie went on with her work.
“I know a little about botany, you see, and I learned a
great many practical details at Anderson’s. You’ve no idea
how kind he was and is to me. He has engaged to buy
every tube-rose, orange-blossom, camellia, violet, and white-rose
I can produce from October to April. I shall send my
first orange-blossoms in a few days. At Christmas every
camellia will bring fifty cents. I shall get forty-five if he
retails them at fifty. I only had thirty last winter, but I
ought to have at least fifty this coming winter, and the
next winter, oh, Clara! I can have ten times that number
easily; but I want some one to help me. Mrs.
Buzzell is growing old, and cannot do as much of the
house-work as she did, and I must not neglect my
flowers.”
“Why should I not come with you?” asked Clara,
enthusiastically. “Susie, I have an ‘impression,’ as the
spiritualists say, that this is a heaven-appointed way for
you and me to work out our salvation together. I can
sell my watch, if necessary, though I would hate to do it.
It is an elegant chronometer, given me by father Delano.
I am crazy to work, Susie. Can I not do something
now? Why should these fine verbenas lie here to rot,
and here you have sweet-mignonette by the yard, all in
blossom!”
“If I only had a place in the city for little bouquets,
not the conventional style, but sweet little ones for the
hair and to wear at the breast;” and while she was
speaking, she took a spray of scarlet-verbena, set it around
293with mignonette and a bordering of apple-geranium leaves.
“They ought to bring ten cents at this season—at least
five.”
“Why, Susie, they could be sold by the thousand. I
believe Miss Galway, my dressmaker, could dispose of
any number. Let us set to work at once and make up a
hundred of them, and you take them to her to-morrow,
with a letter from me. I have her confidence, and can
count on her assent. Nothing will be lost anyway, if we
fail.” Susie seized the opportunity, and the work commenced.
A layer of thirty just covered the bottom of the
basket Susie provided—a very ugly basket, that came
from the florist’s with Neapolitan violet roots. Five
layers, one hundred and fifty bouquets, were ready before
Clara left, and the next morning, at ten o’clock, were
actually on sale in Miss Galway’s window, labeled “ten
cents each.” Susie returned in high spirits. She had
found Miss Galway charming. Two of the bouquets had
been sold in five minutes. “Oh, Clara!” she exclaimed,
“if I had only known, I could have kept her supplied all
summer.” At the end of three days, Miss Galway wrote,
enclosing twelve dollars, the balance after deducting commission.
“The last of the flowers, Miss Galway said,
had been sold toward evening, on the Common, by her
little sister, who was anxious to sell more.” They had
pleased Miss Galway’s customers, especially because of
the rare fragrance of the geranium. Susie sent more,
but the stock soon diminished, for she had not counted
on this new market. The apple-geranium became precious,
and new plans commenced to mature in Susie’s
ever-active brain.
Meanwhile Mrs. Forest was anxious. Clara’s attention
294was being called away from the one string her mother
constantly kept harping on—the reconciliation. Dr.
Forest, however, encouraged the firm of “Dykes and
Delano,” as he called it, and promised to put some money
into the “concern.” He was delighted at Clara’s first
successful idea. “What a thoroughly woman’s way of
doing things,” he said. “No man would ever have had
the cheek to impress a dressmaker into the flower business.
Go on; you two women have good business
notions, and you are sure of success.” Mrs. Forest heard
these encouragements with inward pain, and finally, when
she could not endure the silence of Clara’s husband any
longer, she wrote to him herself. Her letter was a masterpiece
of shallow tact. What he read very plainly “between
the lines,” was, that he had only to whistle for Clara, and
she would fly to him like a submissive spaniel; though
Mrs. Forest had by no means intended to make him too
confident. She had dwelt long upon the duty to society
devolving upon married people, and upon the necessity of
circumspect conduct in husbands. The answer came
immediately, and was a triumph to Mrs. Forest, who lost
no time in bringing the matter up before the doctor and
Clara. That day Clara had felt wretched, and had kept
her room. She had suffered one of those inevitable relapses,
which all those who have “loved and lost” can
perfectly understand. It is one of the tricks Love plays
us, to leave an impress of his own divine beauty in the
heart, through whatever form he has gained entrance
there. Clara had been mourning her dead for months,
and the agony had only returned on that day, as it had
often returned before. The worst of it had been endured,
when her father came in in the afternoon. “To-day is a
295bad day for you, darling, I see. Life is a grasshopper,
isn’t it?” This was one of his distortions of the text,
“The grasshopper shall be a burden, and desire shall
fail.”
When Mrs. Forest came in, an hour later, Clara was
lying on the lounge and the doctor was reading to her.
Mrs. Forest, feeling in a very complaisant mood, and not
wishing to present immediately the subject of Albert’s
letter, sat down to her sewing, and begged the doctor to
go on reading. He finished some ten pages of a critique
on Heat as a Mode of Motion, by Professor Tyndall.
“Well, I call that ponderous,” said Mrs. Forest, greatly
relieved when the reading ended. “Do you really find
anything interesting in that, Clara?”
“Certainly I do, mamma dear. Why do you ask?”
“Well, it seems to me positive affectation. I can’t
believe you understand that explanation of expansion by
heat.”
“But I do. I have read the original carefully. See!”
and taking a lot of spools from her mother’s work-basket,
she piled them up compactly, their sides all parallel.
“Now imagine these spools the atoms of iron, for example,
as they lie when the iron is cold. Now a motion is
set up among these atoms. That motion is heat, and it
changes the relative position of the atoms in this way, or
something like it, only I can’t make them stand; but
don’t you see, if I pile them so that their corners only
touch, they will occupy more space?”
“Well, yes. I think I see it somewhat mistily; but
where did you read this and other ponderous books like
it? I think I remember you devoting your time to novels,
quite as naturally as other girls.”
296“Oh, I read a great deal at Stonybrook. We had a
blue-stocking society, only we called it The Bas Bleu
Club. We met every Saturday morning, and darned our
stockings to the accompaniment of such reading as this,
and the girl who read, got her own stockings darned that
day for nothing. One of our obligations was to let
nothing pass until we thoroughly comprehended it, and
sometimes the matter would be so ponderous, as you say,
and our interruptions so numerous, that we got over
scarcely a page at a sitting; but we learned a great deal
in that way; even our crude guesses at the author’s
meaning often led to the truth, and our circuitous wandering
had a comical charm about it.”
“And how many young ladies could be induced to
spend their time so seriously?”
“We commenced with over sixty, dwindled down to
about twenty, and kept that number very steadily. Miss
Marston was the only teacher whom we ever invited to
join us. One of her tricks deceived us for a long time.
This was to pretend ignorance, and get the other Bas
Bleus to enlighten her. When we found her out, we
revenged ourselves by assuming that she knew nothing,
and so explained everything elaborately.”
“A secret society, no doubt,” said the doctor.
“Oh, yes. We were sworn to the deepest secrecy.
We were required to swear by the ‘unholeyness of our
stockings;’ and when any candidate blushed and hesitated,
there was a roar, and we mercifully changed the oath to
the ‘un-hole-y-ness of our future stockings.’”
“And pray, which way did you swear, my dear?”
“Now, mamma dear, that is personal,” said Clara,
laughing. “When the session was over, the stockings
297all nicely mended, and our heads well crammed with
scientific nuts for future digestion, the Bas Bleus gave
way to the most unrestrained jollity. Miss Marston was
perfectly charming, and the greatest romp among us.
Often, the next Monday in class, listening to her demonstration
of problems in trigonometry, we could hardly
believe that this grave personage was the Bas Bleu who
had actually rolled on the carpet with us in the exciting
exercise known as cat’s cradle. But I’m sure no one
ever peached, and I don’t think she would have cared if
any one had.”
“No,” said the doctor. “Those who have real dignity
are never afraid of losing it.”
“Young ladies’ schools of to-day are very different, I
think, from those of my time,” said Mrs. Forest. “The
teachers I used to know never descended from their
dignity pedestal, and if they had I don’t think they would
have been able to get back again with the grace of Miss
Marston.” Here Mrs. Forest inquired particularly about
the late visit of that lady to the White Mountains, and
this lead easily to the object Mrs. Forest had nearest at
heart. The doctor sat very quiet while she urged Clara
in the most earnest way, to make up her mind to be reconciled
to her husband. “You do not feel as I do in this
matter,” she said, appealing to the doctor. “I do so wish
you did.”
“If I could feel it to be for the best, Fannie, I would
use every effort in my power to bring about a reconciliation.”
“Then why do you not do it?” Mrs. Forest asked,
brightening up suddenly.
“Because, simply, I can’t believe it for the best.”
298Mrs. Forest’s countenance fell. Clara sighed but said
nothing while her mother talked of Dr. Delano, wondering
why she spoke so confidently of his sentiments
toward his wife. Mrs. Forest urged the natural goodness
and uprightness of Albert, his anxiety for his wife’s
return, the blessedness of forgiveness, and then the terrible
evils that would result if idle tongues were not
made to cease their gossiping.
“Have I not been taught,” replied Clara, wearily, “to
avoid doing wrong, not from fear of punishment, but
from the love of right, and faith in the beneficent results
of a wise course—to defy all scandal, if only I was sure
of being guided by my best feelings?”
“Our feelings are a blind guide,” said Mrs. Forest, reproachfully.
“That is your father’s teaching, and I must
confess I don’t see the good effects of it.”
“One good effect was going contrary to your advice,
mother dear, and befriending Susie Dykes.”
“The end is not yet,” said Mrs. Forest, sententiously,
and apparently much occupied with her sewing. “I
believe such latitudinarian sentiments weakened your
chances of gaining the permanent respect of your husband.
Had you firmly insisted at first that you would
not have that ill-regulated Miss Wills in your house,
your husband would have honored you all the more
for it.”
“I never should have dreamed of such a policy,” said
Clara, very earnestly. “If we had gone and settled in
the Desert of Sahara immediately after marriage, where
Albert had never seen any woman but me, to be sure, he
might not have changed; but I am not proud of a love
that I cannot hold against all the flirts in the world.
299Miss Wills has certainly a greater charm for Albert than
I have, and I wish her joy of her conquest. I’ve cried
out about all the tears there are, as Susie said of Dan,
and I mean to be sensible, and see if I cannot live without
a husband who is the lover of another woman. I mean
to go into the flower business with good, true-hearted
Susie Dykes.”
Mrs. Forest let her sewing drop, but seeing it was not
wise to oppose Clara on two points at once, she returned
to Albert. He was, she said, very anxious to atone for
the past. He could never be happy as he was. He had
no deep regard for any one but his wife. Here Mrs.
Forest unfolded a letter. Clara’s heart beat violently.
“Oh, if he does really want me! if he does really love
me!” cried she. “Convince me only of that, and I will
fly to him. I will humbly ask his forgiveness, and devote
every hour of my life to making him happy.”
“Well, well, do let us hear what he says,” said the
doctor, impatiently, seeing with alarm the excited condition
of Clara. Amid the most perfect silence, Mrs. Forest
smoothed out her letter and commenced:
“My Dear Mrs. Forest:—You cannot doubt that I
regret as much as you do, the step my wife has taken, and
I appreciate the sympathy you kindly offer.
“In my opinion, Mrs. Delano is entirely unjustifiable
in so rash a movement. A wife should trust her husband
until she has absolute proof of his infidelity. Mrs. Delano
will not pretend that she has any such proof, though I
admit indiscretion on my part. Tell her, if she will return
at once, before any more mischief is wrought by idle
tongues, I shall forgive her leaving me, and endeavor
300hereafter to avoid causes of trouble between us. Until
she returns there is nothing more for me to say or do in
the premises.
“Accept, dear madam, assurances of my profound respect.
“Albert Delano, M.D.”
When Mrs. Forest ended, Clara was lying with her face
to the wall, her hand pressed tightly over her heart. Dr.
Forest, looking intently into vacancy, was whistling a low
melancholy air. Clara turned her head, and as their eyes
met, gravity sat on both faces like a pall; but only for an
instant, and then both simultaneously burst into laughter;
but Clara’s tears flowed at the same time, and her whole
frame was convulsed hysterically.
“Fannie,” said the doctor, alarmed at Clara’s condition,
“your letter is too tragic, by far. Go quick and get me
some brandy, and have Dinah bring a hot foot-bath.”
CHAPTER XXIX. THE COUNT VON FRAUENSTEIN.
301
The fragments of the golden bowl, to use Clara’s
figure, could not be patched together, and at last
Mrs. Forest gave up all hope, and took refuge in the consolations
of religion, in a saintly, aggravating way that
was hard to witness. Whenever Clara proposed any
change in her own life, or even suggested anything for
the comfort of the family, the answer was invariably and
with a martyr-like sigh of resignation, “Do anything
you like. I have no preference.” Therefore, as the autumn
advanced, Clara spent more and more time with
Mrs. Buzzell and Susie. One day the old lady said to
Clara, “You had better come here and live. Leila and
Linnie are with your mother, and she does not need you.
I am really beginning to fear, now I am getting so old,
that Min will be neglected. Susie is perfectly absorbed
with her potting, and rooting, and slipping, and re-potting,
and really she ought not to have any other responsibilities.
She used to help Mary a great deal, but now
Mary herself is bewitched, and likes nothing so well as
‘flower-work,’ as she calls it. I expect nothing but that
she will abandon the cooking and washing, and take permanently
to potting and rooting. If you were here, you
could keep Mary out of the clutches of that conservatory.
Min will be the next victim,” said Mrs. Buzzell, laughing.
302“This morning I found her ‘helping mamma,’ as she
said, and Susie declared she was doing good service. This
consisted in filling up small pots with soil. The implement
used, I noticed, was my big iron kitchen spoon;
but I said nothing. When I see a woman seriously
working to gain an independent position, I am always
delighted. I never spent any money in my life that
brought me such pleasure as that which I invested in
that hot-house; and I’m going to do more, Clara, but,
you understand, that is a secret.”
“You have already proved yourself a noble friend to
Susie,” said Clara, warmly.
“Oh, she’s done more for me than I ever did for her.
I have not had a moment’s loneliness since she came, and
my health has been better. Min, too, is a great pleasure
to me. Though the little rat will pull my work-basket
about, I notice she never touches a leaf or flower of
Susie’s plants, and it wouldn’t be healthy for her to do
so, I suspect,” Mrs. Buzzell added, smiling.
“It is wonderful,” said Clara, “that Susie has acquired
such a knowledge of flower culture. I don’t even now
understand the secret of her success.”
“The secret, my dear Clara, is the secret of all
honest success—eternal vigilance. She failed in several
things at first. Her tube-roses, for example, grew all
stalks and no flowers. Then the insects troubled her.
She fought them by main force at first, but now she has
made a discovery—a vase of carbolic soap-suds did not
quite meet her expectations, so she added laudanum to
it—pure empirical experiment, you see. That was an
improvement; then she put in the vase one of the doctor’s
nastiest old pipe-bowls, and really, I think that was
303a great discovery. With a little mop she washes the
bark of her plants with this mixture; every day some
plant is treated, and so she keeps all insects at bay. She
actually cried with joy when I promised to build the hot-house.
She had not dared to hope for so much, though
she often asked me how far I thought one hundred dollars
would go towards building a little one, ten feet
square. You know I never spent the hundred from Dan,
which you gave into my keeping. She thinks it went
into the conservatory, but I put something with it and
put it by for Min’s education; but that, also, is one of
my secrets.”
But the movement of our story is too slow. We will
therefore make a rapid dash over just one year. During
this time, Clara, who had taken up her residence with
Mrs. Buzzell, suffered many a sleepless night, thinking
over her buried hopes, and sometimes feeling as if her life
was an utter failure; but the gloom was always dissipated
with the hour or so of pleasant morning work with Susie
among the flowers, and with the pleasant reunion afterward
at the breakfast-table. Mrs. Buzzell, though quite
feeble, was always present in her arm-chair, wrapped in
her shawl, and Min, also seated in her high chair, joyous
as a bird and as full of animal spirits as a kitten, and
of mischief as a young monkey. Her special duty was
to arrange a bouquet for the centre of the breakfast table,
having carte blanche to use her own taste on the flowers
and leaves that her mother gave her for the purpose.
Mrs. Buzzell used to praise their arrangement without
much discretion, but Min had learned by this time to
separate her scarlet and blue flowers by white ones, or
green leaves, and when she won a compliment from her
304mother she was always delighted. On one of these occasions,
Min sat pouting and would not touch her food.
“What is the matter with my little pet?” asked
Clara, twisting one of the child’s long, golden tresses.
“I shan’t tell.”
Mrs. Buzzell looked at Min, praised the toast and the
excellence of the coffee, and then, as if suddenly noticing
the bouquet, added, “and those pretty flowers! How
nicely Minnie has arranged them. Her taste grows
better every day.” Min’s appetite suddenly appeared;
but Susie said, “I do not much admire that character
which manifests happiness only when praised, and when
the temper is not tried. Do you, Clara? I think that
is the strongest and best nature which finds its pleasure
in making others happy, and that temper is the sweetest
which is sweet under vexations.” Min knew this was
aimed at her, and she suddenly turned the subject of
conversation.
“I used to fear,” said Mrs. Buzzell, “that my old age
would be lonely and cheerless; but God has been infinitely
good to me. See what a pleasant family I have
about me, when I am weak and need so much care.
And with Min to bother me by asking questions I can’t
answer, surely my life lacks nothing. What do you think
of it, Min?” she asked, addressing the spoiled pet.
“I should think God might be good to auntie, ’cause
auntie is so good to Min.”
“I think you had better not consult Min on points of
faith and doctrine,” said Clara. “She seems to inherit
some of her grandpapa’s heresies.”
“Auntie Clara, who is my grandpapa?”
“Why, your doctor, as you call him.”
305“Is he? honest and true, Auntie Clara? Then I
shall call him grandpapa.”
“No, no,” said Susie, with a faint flush on her face.
“Call him just as you do now.” She was wondering for
the thousandth time how it would be when Minnie commenced
to go to school, for example. Children would
tell her of her father, and perhaps say ill things of her
mother. Already the child’s resemblance to Mrs. Forest
was remarkable, and grew more marked every day. The
likeness consisted particularly in a kind of droop to the
eyelids toward the outer corners, giving a dreamy, refined
expression. Only a short time before, when Min was
playing at the gate, a little girl, one of Mrs. Kendrick’s
guests, came and made her acquaintance, and asked her
to walk with her. Min ran and got permission of
“auntie,” and started off. They turned up shortly after
on the doctor’s broad door-steps, and Mrs. Forest, recognizing
one of Mrs. Kendrick’s visitors, made the children
go in, and treated them to cake. She was greatly struck
by the rare beauty of the little blonde, and asked her her
name. “Sha’n’t tell,” was the reply, of course. The
doctor came in a few minutes later. At the sight of Min
seated on her grandmother’s knees, eating jelly-cake with
great gusto, he burst out laughing. This evidently displeased
Min, and kept her from obeying her first impulse,
which was to run to “my doctor,” as she always called
him. “How very maternal you are, Fannie! Whose
child is that?”
“She won’t tell me her name,” said Mrs. Forest, “but
she is one of Mrs. Kendrick’s friends. Is she not lovely?”
she added, toying with Min’s rich, sunny hair. The doctor
took the child and asked his wife to follow him.
306Standing before the mirror in the drawing-room, he held
the child’s face beside his wife’s, saying, “Look at that
child’s eyes, and then at yours.”
“Good heavens, doctor! You don’t mean—”
“That it is your only grandchild!”
Mrs. Forest tied on Min’s hat, and suggested to the
older girl that she had better not bring the little one so
far from home again.
“I sha’n’t come to see you again,” said Minnie, feeling
her dignity offended, “and I sha’n’t let my doctor come,
either. My Auntie Clara don’t send Minnie away.” And
the child’s eyes filled, but she would not cry. The doctor
tried to pet her, but she drew away pouting. The
doctor looked out of the window as the little ones toddled
down the street, and then turning to his wife, tried to
waken kindly feelings for Dan’s child; but the seed fell
on stony ground. While he was talking, a carriage drove
up to the gate and left the Count von Frauenstein. Mrs.
Forest was in a flutter. To be so honored by a rich and
titled person was a great event. Finding the doctor free,
the count stayed to lunch, and talked over great plans
that were maturing in his mind. He had just returned
from Guise, in France, where he had visited the grand
social palace founded by a great French capitalist for his
workmen. “I tell you, Dr. Forest,” he said, with enthusiasm,
“the age is ripe for a grand spring toward social
organization, and the sight of that palace of workers
inspires me with new hope. There are over a thousand
people, honest wealth-producers, surrounded by a sum of
conveniences and luxuries to be found nowhere else on
the planet, even among the rich.”
“Why, I never heard of it!” said Mrs. Forest, pouring
307the count a glass of wine, produced freely on this occasion
in honor of the distinguished gentleman. “I am greatly
interested. What are some of these luxuries? Do those
workmen actually live in a palace?”
“Aye, madam. A magnificent structure it is, too, I
assure you. It is surrounded by groves and gardens and
rich fields, through which winds the River Oise. There
are nurseries and schools on a magnificent scale, for the
children. There are swimming and hot and cold baths
for all, medical service of the best, a restaurant, a billiard
saloon, a café, a charming theatre, a library and reading-room,
societies for various objects, such as music and the
drama, beside the board, composed of men and women,
who manage the internal affairs of the palace. All the
courts of the palace are covered with glass, and the various
suites of apartments open on corridors in these
courts.” The doctor inquired about the water supply, and
the ventilation. The latter, the count said, was effected
by gigantic underground galleries, opening into the courts,
connected by tubes passing up through the walls and
opening into each apartment, where they were used mostly
in winter, as every suite of rooms was well supplied with
windows on the courts, and also on the exterior of the
building.
“I am sure it must be a wonderful charity,” said Mrs.
Forest.
“No, madam,” said the count; “every one of the advantages
I have named, and many more, are included in
the rents, and Monsieur Godin, the founder, makes six
per cent. on the capital invested. It has been in successful
operation some twelve years.”
Further conversation developed the fact that the count
308was to leave the next day to look after business investments
in the South and West, which might detain him
some weeks, or even months, after which, he was determined
to see what he could do by way of a social palace
for workmen and their families. “Oakdale,” he said, “is
not a bad field to commence in. Your industries are
growing, the population rapidly increasing, it is a very
healthy location, pure water, and a nice light soil. I
don’t believe in heavy soils. Scientific culture finds more
scope and success with a light one. The doctor was eager
for the experiment. Before I die, Frauenstein,” he
said, “I hope to see a few children, at least, surrounded
by conditions for integral culture. Count on me for
everything in my power to aid the work.” Mrs. Forest
was a little shocked at the doctor’s addressing the
count as simply, “Frauenstein.” “It would seem to me,
count,” she said, in her suavest tone, “that you, with
your wealth and social position, would find more pleasure
in building yourself a palace, where you could surround
yourself with all that wealth can procure.”
“My dear madam, what should I do for society?”
“Goodness gracious!” thought Mrs. Forest, “he is as
crazy as the doctor;” but she asked him to please explain.
“I am very familiar, madam,” he replied, “with what
is known as the best society, and of course there is much
real refinement and much honorable sentiment among its
various members; but real nobility of sentiment, by
which I mean devotion to the broad interests of mankind,
is very rarely met, and least of all at the courts of
rulers. They are all cramped and degraded by petty
aims, petty intrigues for personal advancement; and
309above all, they are lacking the first element of wisdom—a
belief in the people. What is the aristocracy of birth,
name, inherited wealth robbed from generations of wages-slaves,
compared to the grander aristocracy of labor,
which is as old as the evolution of man himself? My
mother, Kendrick’s cousin, you know, was the granddaughter
of a day-laborer. Kendrick wouldn’t mention
it for his best span of horses, but I am proud of it. So
far as I know he is the only ancestor I have, who had an
honest right to the bread he ate. So you see, madam, I
would do something to atone for the sins of all the robber
crew to which I belong, and so shorten my prospective
hours in purgatory. To be serious, there is no congenial
society for me anywhere, as life is ordered at present. I
must help to build up a society of men and women who
can be honest and free, because sure of the present and
of the future for themselves and their children. I found
more intelligence, more faith in humanity, and more freedom
of expression among those workingmen at Guise,
than I ever met among any set of people in my life; and
the children, madam! O, the children! I can give you no
idea of their rosy health, their frank expression of advanced
opinions, and their courteous manners.” Mrs.
Forest said that what she understood as “advanced
opinions” would be a very equivocal attraction in a child
according to her way of seeing things.
“But, madam, your way of seeing things,” said the
count, courteously, “would be different, if you had been
trained to positive methods of thought. I assure you, in
any case, you would be charmed by the ease, and grace of
address of many of those children. Why it would make
you regret that you were not the mother of the whole
310three hundred of them! There are prizes given them for
politeness and grace of bearing.—Think of it! There is
the commencement of stirpiculture, and yet the stupid,
lunk-head scientists of the world, are giving all their
attention to the fossils of a dead past. Depend upon
it, madam, this world need not be the vale of tears we
have been taught to think. Life is what we should
study. Life is what we should love, and as a general
rule, the present is the best time to live;” and the
count, praising Mrs. Forest’s wine, and apologizing for
making a monologue of what should have been a conversation,
bade her good-bye and left, taking the doctor with
him.
The next day the doctor spent a full hour at Mrs.
Buzzell’s talking to Clara of Frauenstein and his
grand social-palace scheme. Clara expressed regret that
she had not seen him. “Regret!” said the doctor;
“you may well regret, for you have lost a rare pleasure.
When you see him you will love him, and at first sight
too. I am sure of it, for he is the only man I ever met
whom I thought worthy of you. He is coming back,
though, and then you shall see him. He’s a man after
my own heart in everything. He’s perfect; he’s without
a flaw. I know him just as well as if I had been intimate
with him for years. Every thought and feeling of
the man is honest and true, and what is better than all,
he has faith in human nature.” Clara was interested,
but the count was no vital part of her thoughts as he was
of her father’s, and besides her heart was filled that day
with its old pain. Albert had written, saying simply
that, as a year had passed, he thought he had a right to
expect she would have had time to reflect upon their
311mutual position, and that he hoped she had decided to
return. It was a very cold letter, but it moved her
deeply, and under the first impulse she wrote, sinking
every thought of pride, hoping only, blindly, that he
would, by an impulse as simple, and as frankly expressed
as hers, prove that he loved her despite all that had happened.
She wrote:
“Dear Albert:—Your letter moves me deeply, but
it does not show me that you have any tender thought
of me, any motive of real love in saying you expect me
to return. Do you know so little of me after all, as to
suppose that I can be influenced by the wealth you speak
of? Can you doubt that I would rather be your wife
were you poor and unknown, if you only loved me as once
you did, than to be your queen were you master of the
world, if I must see you seek in other women that which
I alone would give?
“Oh, Albert! why can I never make you see me as I
am? I have no pride, as you think; willingly would I
prove myself the very queen of fools in the eyes of the
world—would kneel in the dust and kiss your feet, could
I thereby find that you love me with the divine tenderness
that once made my life. Dear one, what shall I say?
What shall I do? I long, with all my being, for the
tender words you used to breathe so eloquently, for the
sight of your beautiful eyes, for your kisses and caresses.
If you do really want me—me, not your legal mate, but
Clara—you will show me this beyond the shadow of a
doubt.
“I cannot tell you how I have suffered, and do suffer
still, at times. I pray only that I may wake from this
312long cold night of misery, and find myself in the blessed
warmth and light of that love which made me once your
proud and happy
Clara.”
To this letter he wrote, among other things not touching
the subject nearest Clara’s heart: “If you love me
so ineffably as you would have me think you do, I should
like you to show it in the only possible way—by coming
home at once. As for me, I do not pretend to sentiment.
We should not trouble ourselves with riddles, dear Clara,
but love where we may beneficently, and as much as we
can.”
To this Clara replied as promptly as to the other: “At
last, Albert, I fully understand you. You are true to
yourself in this letter, and I respect you for it. You
might as well have told me in so many words, ‘I do not
want my love, but the mistress of my house.’ Well,
Albert, receive my final, eternal answer: I shall never go
back to you while I live. Again I assure you, I have no
pride. I confess that my eyes are red with weeping, for
I have shed the first tears of absolute despair that I ever
knew. Until now there has been hope, however faint,
but now, every trace is gone. Hereafter, we will study the
problems of life as if we had never met.”
When Dr. Delano received this letter he knew that all
was over, and regretted that he had not played his cards
better. He did not love Clara, but he was proud of her,
and knew that, as a wife, she was an honor to him. He
had not doubted seriously that she would return, and he
had intended to humble her by his forgiveness, and in the
future make her, through this lesson, a patient, dependent,
and wholly exemplary wife. Now there was no hope of
313this, and, to make matters worse, Charlotte utterly refused
to see Miss Wills. Mr. Delano died soon after, leaving
all his property to his son, except his daughter’s portion.
He had been kept in ignorance, on account of his illness
and his very nervous condition, of the breach between
Clara and his son. He left her his kindest wishes, and
the hope that through her, the family name might be preserved.
After his death his daughter wrote a very kind
letter to Clara, manifesting a depth of womanly feeling
which Clara had never suspected could exist under the
austere manners of Miss Delano. From this there arose
a correspondence between them, and the utter frankness
and sweetness of Clara’s nature, as it developed in this
new relation, had a great charm for Miss Charlotte. At
first she tried to persuade Clara to return to her husband;
but having the whole case presented to her in a simple
and clear light, she finally approved Clara’s course. She
expressed herself strongly on the want of delicacy in men’s
treatment of women, and her own satisfaction that she
herself had never given any one of them the power over
her happiness that Clara had. “Come and see me,” she
wrote, “whenever you are in the city. I like you and
trust you; and if you think a sour-tempered old maid
worth cultivating, it will be a great consolation to me.”
CHAPTER XXX. OUT OF THE JAWS OF DEATH.
314
Events which could not be foreseen, were destined
to work great changes in the circumstances of several
of our characters. One of these—the death of good
Mrs. Buzzell—we will pass over quickly, for it is not
specially profitable to linger over such scenes of bereavement
as the loss of a dear and true friend.
The rich Buzzells in Oakdale had never recognized her
existence except in a purely conventional way, and as
they were only relatives of her husband, she felt perfectly
justified in disposing of her property as she saw fit. She
gave all her real estate in trust with “the firm of Dykes,
Delano & Company, florists, for Minnie, daughter of Dan
Forest and Susie Dykes.” “It is the best thing I can do
for her,” she said, a day or two before she died, while
caressing the child, who stood by the arm of “auntie’s”
big chair. “It will make her independent, in a modest
way; so if she chooses to enjoy the luxury of living an
old maid, she can do so.”
“I sha’n’t be a ole maid,” said the young lady, replying
to the first intelligible words of Mrs. Buzzell.
“I suppose not, dear. You’ll give some man the chance
to break your heart. I only say you can if you wish,”
said Mrs. Buzzell. Her furniture and personal property
she gave to Susie, and to the firm, a present of one thousand
315dollars; and so, having set her “house in order,”
as she said, leaving a kind message for Mrs. Forest, who
had so long neglected her, and holding the hand of her
well-beloved Dr. Forest, she dropped into her rest, apparently
without a shadow of pain.
Some two months after this event, Dr. Forest was
roused from his warm bed by a policeman, requesting
him to go quickly to the station-house to see if he
could revive an unfortunate, who had just been dragged
from the icy river.
“Don’t wait for me,” said the doctor, coming to the
head of the stairs in his night-gown. “Go back, and
have her stripped and put into warm blankets. Lay her
on her stomach and rub her till I come.”
The doctor found the rough functionaries at the police-station
working over the patient as he had directed,
their sympathies being more active from the fact that
she was young, and evidently pretty; though not much
beauty could be recognized in the deathly pallor, the
half-closed eyelids, and the drenched and matted hair
that clung to her face and neck. The men pronounced
her dead. “I hope not,” said the doctor, hastily relieving
himself of his overcoat and coming forward. “I
think we may revive her,” he said, after pinching her
flesh and watching intently for signs of circulation. He
gave his orders quickly, and then commenced the slow
and difficult process of discharging the water from the
lungs and inflating them. To the squeamish, and to the
unscientific, the operations of the doctor with this ghastly,
limp subject, would have seemed unsightly; but no careful
observer could have failed to admire Dr. Forest, seeing
him thus professionally absorbed. He was excited, as
316you could see by the intense expression of his whole face,
but commanding every muscle perfectly, never hesitating,
never making a false or awkward motion, he continued
his work for about forty minutes, though it would
have seemed much longer to a mere spectator. One of
these, the officer in charge, seeing no sign of life and
becoming impatient with so much apparently useless
effort, said in a low tone, “Oh, what is the use, doctor?
Anybody can see she is dead.”
“My dear sir,” said the doctor, without looking up,
“your opinion don’t amount to much in this instance.
See! the color is coming; we have saved her!” None
but the quick, well-trained eye of the doctor could see
any change yet, however; but in a few minutes it was
apparent to all. One of the men recognized the young
girl as one he had seen at “old mother Torbit’s,” who
was well known as the keeper of a disreputable house.
“Poor little woman!” said the officer. “It’s questionable
whether we’ve done her a favor. I think any very
unhappy wretch has a right to seek a short cut out of
his misery.”
“Suppose the short cut don’t get you out of the
misery,” said another policeman, who was placing fresh
bottles of hot water at the patient’s feet.
“The world has a right to our lives,” said the doctor.
“We have scarcely a moral right to destroy ourselves,
and certainly not while we are free from hideous and certainly
mortal diseases.”
There was little to be done after respiration had been
restored to the patient. In a few minutes she opened her
eyes and drew the blankets higher over her breast. One
of the officers was struck by this movement, and called
317the doctor’s attention to it, saying, “She has some
modesty left. She can’t be wholly lost.”
“Of course not, or she would not have attempted suicide,”
said the doctor; “but shame at exposing the person
is no evidence of purity in itself. It is a higher
sense of purity that keeps men and women from courses
that degrade the moral nature.” After a while the doctor
asked if there were no better beds in the station
than the one on which the girl lay—a miserable old mattress,
stretched on a rickety iron bedstead. Being informed
that there were not, except in the rooms of the
officers, the doctor made up his mind suddenly, and
sent one of the men for a hack. As he was wrapping
another blanket around the girl, preparatory to her
removal, she looked around wildly, and exclaimed, “Oh,
why did you take me from the river?”
“My dear,” said the doctor, kindly, “I’m going to take
you where you will find sympathy and love, if you are
only a sensible girl.”
“Oh, I was dead. I know I was dead, and it was
all over;” and she sobbed and moaned in a low tone that
touched the tender heart of the doctor. He said: “Well,
my dear child, just consider yourself resurrected into a
new life. Shut the past all out. You have a good face,
and a nice round head. I shall expect great things of
you;” and he smoothed back her wet hair, in a gentle,
fatherly fashion, that made her sobs break out anew.
Of course the doctor drove to the home of Clara and
Susie. Where else could he take a poor, abandoned
woman for womanly sympathy and help? Hearing the
carriage drive up to the gate, and then the loud ring at
the door, Clara was alarmed. Throwing on her dressing-gown
318and putting her bare feet in slippers, she ran down
before the servant was out of bed. Her first thought
was that something had happened to her father. She
was quickly reassured when she opened the door. He
had already dismissed the hackman, and stood on the
porch with his burden in his arms.
“Papa, dear! What is it? But come in quickly,
out of the cold. I was afraid something had happened
to you.” The doctor laid the partially unconscious girl
down, as he said, “It is a poor girl, dragged from the
river to-night. The police-station is such a beastly
place I couldn’t leave her there.”
“We must get her into bed at once,” said Clara,
opening the blankets timidly to see the face. What
bed? she was thinking. The one guest-room was too
immaculate for such uses—“too cold, too,” she said
aloud. “I think we must carry her to my bed. Is she—nice,
papa?”
“She must, at least, be well washed outside,” said the
doctor, with grim humor, amused at the feminine scruple
of his daughter.
“Well, papa, we’ll put her right into my warm bed.
Won’t that be best?”
“Yes, dear. The warmth is what she needs, and your
bed must be warmed by a magnetism that should be good
for a Magdalen.” Here the new servant, Ellen, came in.
Mary, Mrs. Buzzell’s old servant, had taken a vacation,
and was visiting her friends in a distant State. Ellen
stared at the muffled figure, but her amazement was
intense when, in Clara’s room, the partial removal of the
blankets revealed a perfectly limp, nude form.
“Mother of God, doctor! Where are the craythur’s
319clothes?” Clara soon produced a bed-gown, and wrapping
her in this, placed her in bed and revived her with
stimulants. At this juncture Susie entered, and dismissed
Ellen. Then followed an amiable dispute between
Susie and Clara, as to which should watch with the
patient.
“Well, my girls,” the doctor said, holding an arm
about each and kissing their foreheads alternately, “I
will go home and get some sleep. You will take good
care of this poor child, and make her forgive us for bringing
her back to life. She came to, once, at the station,
and reproached us for taking her from the river. Keep
giving her this wine, a teaspoonful at a time, and by-and-by
something more nourishing. I’ll come over after
breakfast. I’m afraid she may have a fever, and give you
a great deal of trouble; but I couldn’t—well, I couldn’t
do anything but bring her here.”
“You did perfectly right, papa, as you always do. Of
course, this will prove another blessing in disguise. Do
you think she is conscious now?”
“Yes; she hears all we say, in a dreamy kind of way,
I think.”
The two women sat by the patient until daylight. She
had opened her eyes many times, looking around as if
wondering whether she was awake or dreaming. At last,
she looked at Susie earnestly for a long time, and then
began to cry. Susie comforted her in the kindest way,
telling her she was among friends, where she would
find plenty to do, and need never go back to her old life.
Later in the morning she woke much refreshed, after a
long sleep. At first she thought she was alone; but hearing
a soft, low singing, she rose up in bed and saw a
320golden-haired angel, as she almost believed, sitting on the
carpet, turning over the leaves of a picture-book. Seeing
the stranger awake, the child climbed upon the foot of
the bed, folded her hands demurely, and looked into the
new face.
“What is your name, little girl?”
“My name is Minnie, and I am my doctor’s pet.”
“Who is your doctor?”
“My doctor! Don’t you know? Why, he brought
you here in his arms last night. Mamma said so. Don’t
you want to go down and see our conservatory?” Min
asked, after a pause, anxious to be quite hospitable.
“I fear I am too weak, you sweet little pet, but I
should like some water very much.”
“Well, my dear, I will bring you some,” said the little
lady, patronizingly, sliding down from the bed. Susie
came back with Minnie, bringing some wine gruel; and as
she gave it, she asked the girl’s name. “My name is Annie
Gilder. I will tell you all about myself. I am not
so bad as you think I am. I will tell you all. Shall I?”
“Yes, if you like,” answered Susie; “as much as you
like, or nothing. I do not think you are bad. I am sure
you love truth and honesty better than falsehood and dishonor.
Your face shows me that. This evening, if you
like, we will come and sit by you.” Annie expressed her
gratitude in a simple, touching way, said she was much
better, and would soon be able to work and be of some
use in return for all the kindness she had received. She
expressed the greatest admiration for Minnie. She had
never in her life, she said, seen so lovely a child. “She
will not tell me her name,” continued Annie, “but she
says she is her doctor’s pet.”
321“She will be called Minnie Forest,” said Susie. “You
may as well know now as at any time, that her father is
the doctor’s only son, and that I was never married to
him. You see I also have had my troubles, but I have
lived through them.”
“Oh, how you must have suffered!” exclaimed Annie.
“I was not so brave as you, was I? But oh! I felt
that I must die, and be where I could forget my awful
suffering.”
“Don’t think of them any more,” said Susie, with feeling.
“You can live with us, and work with us in our
flower business. Who knows what happiness may be in
store for you?”
In the evening the doctor called, having been unable in
the morning to do more than call at the door, when Clara
told him that the patient was doing well. At the sight
of him, Annie seized his hand and kissed it with tears.
“I am glad already that you saved me,” she said; “and
oh! I feel that I am among blessed angels. I never met
such dear, noble women before. I wonder if there are
any others in the whole world like them. To-night I am
going to tell them my history. Will you stay and hear
it? I should like to have you.” The doctor stayed,
and that evening the three friends heard a most pitiful
story, which was very nearly as follows:
“I was born in ——, about twenty miles from here.
My father is a farmer, and a deacon in the church. I am
the oldest of six children. All my early years were very
sad. I had to work hard all the time, and went to school
only in winter, for I had to take care of the younger children.
I loved to go to school, but it was hard to keep up
with my class, because I had to stay home Mondays and
322Tuesdays to help about the washing and ironing, and
often other days also. I don’t know how I ever learned
anything, for my father would never let me have a lamp
in my room when I wished to study my lessons. It was
very cruel in him, for I loved to read and study, and
during the day I never had a moment. He used to whip
me when I disobeyed him about borrowing books and
papers to read. A girl who lived near, used to lend me
her Waverly Magazines. That was six years ago, when
I was ten years old. One day my mother told him; and
he came to my room in an awful rage, and burned them
all, though I cried and begged him on my knees to spare
them, because they were not mine. It was no use, and
my friend was much distressed, for she used to keep them
all. I cried over it for days, and my mother was very
angry with what she called my silliness. She thought I
ought to be a very happy girl, but I was not. I could
not be happy. Everything I wished to do was discouraged
in every way. They thought me wicked because I
was dissatisfied with the poor, cheap clothes my father
allowed me; and I was dissatisfied, for my father was not
poor. He always had money in the bank. I was never
allowed a single pretty dress, like other girls, nor to go to
any of their parties. My father called them all kissing
parties, and both he and mother said they were ashamed
of me because I wished to go. Mother cared for nothing
but work, and I could not take the same pleasure in scrubbing
and cooking that she did, though I did it all the
time, and would have willingly, if I could have been
allowed to read or to have any pleasures.
“In our school there was one scholar named George
Storrs—the brightest and handsomest of all. I think I
323always loved him since I was a very little girl; but he
never noticed me much until one year ago last August,
when one day, on my way to the village, he joined me,
and we walked together. The road lay through a beautiful
wood, where there was a pond close by the road, full
of water-lilies. We stopped, and George took off his
shoes and waded in to get me some. Just as he came out
with them, I saw my father coming from the village, and
only a little distance from us. I screamed with fright,
and flew into the bushes. George followed me, and I told
him my fears. He told me my father should not hurt me,
and I clung to him in an agony of dread. My father
passed as though he had not seen me; but oh, how I
dreaded to go home that day. I feared he would actually
kill me in his anger. The state I was in, and George’s
kindness, made me tell him of my life at home. He
pitied me, and spoke tender words to me—the first I had
ever heard. You cannot wonder that I clung to his
words, and loved him with all my heart. I told him so.
I could not help it. He said I was a good girl, and he
had always loved me, and some time he would help me to
get away from home. In a month he was to come to this
place and work in the Oakdale Republican office as compositor.
Three times after that I met him in the same
place, for my fears had been groundless—my father had
not seen me. George promised to write me, and he kept
his word, and during a whole year I was happy, in spite
of everything. Of course, I had to have him write me
under a false name, and I had much trouble to get my
letters. There was no one I could trust, and a hundred
questions were asked whenever I wished to go to the
village. I knew that my love for George was the highest
324and noblest thing in my soul, and yet I had to conceal it
like a crime. Oh, it was so hard! My mother loves her
children, I know. She works hard for them; but when
she gives them food enough, keeps their clothes decent,
and prays for them every day, she feels that she has done
all. I do not blame her in the least; but oh! I should
have worshipped her, if she had made me trust her like a
friend. She never told me of myself—of the changes
that happen to girls at a certain age; and when I passed
that period I was horrified. I wondered if it were not
some dreadful divine punishment sent to me because I
did my hair prettily, and tried to manage, with my scanty
materials, to make my dress more becoming. For this I
was considered bad and perverse by my father. You may
wonder at what I am telling you, but it is the solemn truth.
In my distress I went to Laura Eliot, a girl much older
than myself, who had for three years loaned me books
whenever I went to the village. I had never been intimate
with her, for she had considered me a mere child, I
suppose, and loaned me the books because she was interested
in my passion for them. She told me very kindly
many things I ought to have learned from my mother,
and after that, treated me more like a friend. She lived
alone with her father, who was a drunkard, but a man of
education, and she had been talked about. I think it was
all false. My father never found out about the books she
loaned me, but when he learned that I had called on
Laura he was angry, and threatened to cowhide me if I
ever set foot in her house again; but I did not obey him.
I had made a large pocket that I used to tie on under
my dress so I could secrete the books. I read in this way
a great many works of Scott, Goldsmith, the poems of
325Shelley, Burns and Tennyson, and ever so many novels.
Laura gave me a little tin oil lamp, which I kept supplied
with oil out of money that I kept back cent by cent
when I sold butter or eggs for my mother. It was wrong,
I know, but mother used to cheat father in the same way.
He never allowed her to sell butter or cheese for herself,
but it was the only way she could get any money. I kept
her secret, of course, for there was no sympathy between
me and my father.
“One day, only two weeks ago, I went to the village
against my mother’s wish. I had urged her to let me go
for a month in vain, and I could not resist, for I knew
there must be a letter from George. To my great disappointment,
there was only one, and it had been lying there
over three weeks. That night, after I went to bed, while
I was reading George’s old letters to make up my loss—they
were all the joy I had—” Here poor Annie broke
down and cried bitterly. “Poor girl!” said Clara, soothing
her. “I am ashamed, papa, that I have ever been
unhappy myself, when there is so much misery in the
world. Did you ever hear such inhumanity, papa?”
“Yes,” he said, “I have heard many similar confessions
in my life. For cruelty, bigotry, tyranny to wives
and children, commend me to your ignorant, skinflint
New England farmer.” Clara told Annie she was exhausted,
and had better rest. Susie had been crying
half the time.
“Oh, let me finish, I beg you. There is little more to
tell.”
“While I was reading my letters, my father, armed
with his cowhide, came in. I suppose he had seen my
light shining through my window, though I always curtained
326it carefully; and no doubt mother had told him
of my going to the village. He seized my letters, and
read enough to know they were from a lover. He commanded
me to tell him who wrote them, but I was angry
at the idea of his coming to whip me like a child, when I
was almost sixteen years old. At my refusal, he dragged
me from my bed in my chemise and whipped me cruelly.
It is two weeks ago, and you can see the marks on me
yet. My little sister, who slept with me, woke and
screamed, ‘Don’t kill Annie! Father, father, don’t kill
Annie!’ At which he laid the whip over her and forced
her into silence. I was so outraged that I boldly told
him I wished he were burning in the hell he always told
me I should go to. I told him to kill me—that it was
all I asked of such an inhuman father. This only made
him more angry and his blows the harder. Finding I
would not tell him who wrote my letters, he left me,
commending me to the mercy of God. I told him I despised
the God that could be pleased with such as he.
He said it was his duty to punish me until he ‘broke my
will,’ and that the next morning he should come again.
“When the house was silent—I suppose two hours or
so after he left—I rose, and taking some matches, for he
had carried my lamp away, I groped my way down into
the parlor, where my mother kept her purse hidden in a
chest of drawers. I stole two dollars, half of all poor
mother had secreted from my father.”
For some time Annie could not go on. The doctor
felt her pulse, and giving her some wine, allowed her to
finish.
“I then went back, packed up some things in a paper
bundle, and waited until I thought it must be near
327dawn; and then I kissed my little sister and stole out of
the house. I walked five miles to the next town, where
the stage to this place passes through. The stage fare
was just two dollars, and that was all I had. At noon
the stage stopped at a hotel, and all the passengers, except
a woman and her child, got out. She asked me
some questions, and gave me some bread and meat from
her basket. When I got here, and found the printing-office,
George was gone, and there was no one but a boy,
who was washing the ink from his hands at a sink. He
could not tell me where George lived, and I was ashamed
to go anywhere to inquire for him. I was ashamed of
my bundle, of my clothes, of everything, and I was ready
to sink with my misery. I knew not what to do; but I
could not stand in the street; so I walked away from the
village, crying bitterly under my old green vail all the
time. I went into a grove, which I have found since was
Mr. Kendrick’s, and sat down in a little summer-house
and cried. I stayed there all night, and slept a good deal,
for it was not a very cold night; but in the morning I
felt cold and faint. Then I reflected that I could not
tell George I had stayed all night in the woods, like a
vagabond, and the stage, by which only I could have come,
did not arrive except at night; so I wandered to and from
this grove all day. Oh, the long, wretched hours! You
can imagine them, but I cannot describe them by words.
“I found George. He was greatly surprised to see me,
but not glad, I knew. He walked across the Common
with me, and I told him my story, or some of it; told
him I would find work. He took me to a hotel, the
cheapest, as I wished him to, and there left me to another
night of misery. The next evening he called, and there
328was something of his old manner, in his words to me. He
thought I could not get work, and that I had better go
home. That was dreadful—from him too. The next
day, and for over a week, I tried to get work. I asked
the landlord to take me as a chamber-maid—everything
failed, and as I could not pay my board, one evening, on
going to my room, I found my few things at the door,
and the door locked. I knew not what to do, and not
caring if I died or lived, I walked out to the Common
and sat down in the cold. While I was there, a well-dressed
girl spoke to me kindly, and asked me why I
cried. I told her in a few words, and she took me home
with her, and was very kind to me. I did not know what
kind of a house it was. Old Mrs. Torbit was a horrid
woman, and laughed at me when I wished to work for
her. I will not say what she told me, but I did not listen
to her. I was there only one night and the next day.
The second evening, as I was walking down the stairs,
George Storrs came out of the parlor. He looked at me
with horror, and then rushed out of the house. I flew to
my room, and throwing on my shawl and hat, rushed out
and followed him, and overtook him as he was crossing
the bridge. I seized his arm in despair, but he flung me
off with reproaches, because I had not gone home as he
advised me. He would not believe I was innocent of bad
acts in that house, and while I was talking to him even,
he left me without one word. Then I knew beyond a
doubt that he did not love me. He could be cold and
cruel too. My suffering, my tears, could not affect him,
and then I determined to go out of this terrible world.
I stood there on the bridge, saying I know not what, but
loud enough I thought for the whole village to hear me.
329O God! how I pitied myself. ‘Poor Annie! Poor Annie!’
I cried many times, and then I threw myself into the cold
river. I remember the icy chill, the awful strangling,
which seemed to last so long, and then a terrible ringing
in my ears, and I thought I was dying without pain. * *
That is all, dear good friends. The rest you know.”
The “dear good friends” then comforted her in every
way they knew. Susie and Clara, with tears, kissed
her tenderly, and assured her they would not fail her.
“Oh! if some good angel had sent me here to you!”
said Annie. “If I had only known anybody could help
poor Annie, and feel for her as you do, I should have
been spared so much! See, I am worn to a skeleton,
almost, and when I left home I was not thin at all.
Thank God! for the friends he has sent me.”
“Dear girl,” said the doctor, with emotion, “I trust
all your sorrows are over. To-morrow I shall have something
to tell you.” And with this the doctor left her.
CHAPTER XXXI. INTO A BETTER WORLD.
330
The next morning, after hearing Annie Gilder’s story,
the doctor sent a written message to George Storrs,
at his boarding-place. As it was Sunday, the young man
was free, waited on the doctor immediately, and was
shown into his sanctum. Dr. Forest was pleased to see
a fresh-complexioned, naissant-moustached, handsome
young fellow, very diffident in the presence of the popular
physician. The doctor was in his dressing-gown, and
put the young man at ease, by asking permission to continue
smoking his pipe.
Young Storrs had not yet heard the name of the young
woman who had been rescued from the river; no one
seemed to know where she was, and the report was current
that she had since died. He had a vague dread that
the victim would turn out to be one he well knew, and
his conscience was troubling him sorely. The doctor
commenced by making inquiries about the Gilder family
in ——. The replies of the young man satisfied the
doctor that old Gilder was just such a man as he had
inferred from Annie’s statements; that she had been
badly treated, and had good cause to be dissatisfied with
her hard life at home. Then the doctor told George that
this unhappy girl, still bearing on her flesh the marks
of her father’s cruelty, driven to seek refuge among
331strangers, and finding the only friend she had in the world,
him whom she had loved with all her heart, turning from
her in her homeless, penniless condition—that this girl
was the one who had tried to end her miseries by drowning
herself.
George, on hearing the doctor’s words, turned away his
face, overcome by his feelings. As soon as he could command
his voice, he expressed deep sorrow for the unkindness
he had shown to Annie, and declared he would
marry her at once, and atone for his conduct, notwithstanding
that her reputation was tarnished by the fact of
being at such a place as old Mother Torbit’s.
“Hold! young man,” said the doctor, who, knowing
the habits of men, was always impatient and disgusted
at their complaining, in any way, of woman’s frailty.
“You cannot look me in the face, and tell me she is not
as chaste as you are, even if she has helped to build up
Mother Torbit’s business by the same acts that you have;
but you have not heard all. She was there only one
night and the next day, and took no stock in the business;
but even if she had, do you not see that her soul
is as white as snow compared to yours? She was found
destitute, homeless, abandoned, weeping, on the Common.
A girl spoke pityingly to her, and took her home, out of
charity. Annie Gilder, a mere child in years, was ignorant
of the nature of the house, and begged the old
woman to give her work, whereby she might earn her
bread. That is why she was there in that house. Now
what were you there for? Were you ignorant of the
nature of the house also? Had you been turned out of
doors on a cold winter’s night because you had no money
and nowhere to lay your head? Ah, Christ! the inhumanity
332of men to women is enough to make fiends hide
their heads in shame. If the whole sex should go mad
with vengeance, and murder us all in our sleep, it would
scarcely be an injustice to us. Your tears do you credit,
young man. I am glad to see them. This pretty, innocent
young girl, has won my heart. I have placed her
with the two women in this world whom I most honor,
and hereafter her life, I trust, will be happy.”
George begged the doctor to let him see her. He
wished to go to her at once and ask her forgiveness; and
then he confessed to the doctor that he had been ashamed
of her poor attire; and carrying her awkward bundle for
her across the Common, he had met several of his friends,
who afterward quizzed and mortified him. The doctor
saw how natural this was in a handsome young fellow,
just beginning an independent career for himself, dressing
like a swell, and feeling immensely important; but he
had not done with him yet. “You think, of course, that
this poor child is as ready as ever to fall into your arms;
but perhaps you are mistaken. She is among those who
will teach her the worth of her beauty and goodness, and
open to her the way to earning an honest livelihood. She
is already deeply attached to her new friends, and has
learned the difference between the love that depends upon
outside appearances, and that which looks deeper. I trust
that terrible struggle between life and death in the icy
river, has frozen out of her heart its old warmth for one
who could treat her as you have done; but I don’t like
preaching, young man. I’m no saint myself, and I see
clearly that you were controlled by motives which you did
not create. You are young, and, with your fine constitution,
333ought to live to old age. It remains to be seen what
you will do with the forces at your command.”
George saw that the interview was drawing to a close.
Never in his life had he so desired to stand well in the
opinion of any one, as in that of this frank, out-spoken,
humane old man. Since he had been in Oakdale he had
heard innumerable anecdotes of the doctor, all showing
the deep admiration with which the populace regarded
him; so in a moment of enthusiasm, possible rarely except
in youth, George laid his heart open to the doctor;
confessed his faults, his desire to follow the promptings
of his higher nature, and to do some good in the world.
The doctor, always sensitive to such moods, laid his hand
kindly on the young man’s shoulder, and asked him if he
really wanted a field for heroic work, and if he was equal
to bearing the persecution of the world to-day for the
sake of helping on a noble cause. George was eager to
prove himself capable of any effort toward a noble end.
“Then,” said the doctor, “make yourself the champion
of woman’s rights—woman’s social and political emancipation.
There are few young men in that field, and not
one, sir, who does not stand, morally and intellectually,
head and shoulders above the average young man of the
period. You may think you cannot do much, but you
know the ocean is made up of drops of water. Advocate
the equal rights of human beings whenever you hear opposition.
Go and hear speakers on the subject; study it up
well. My library is at your disposal, and I will direct
your reading.” George’s assent was earnest and prompt.
He showed, indeed, that he had given some little attention
to the subject, which pleased the doctor greatly, and
334he talked to him then, more as an equal, and thus flattered
the ambitious young fellow, who went away carrying
two of the doctor’s books under his arm, one of which
was Mills’ work on Liberty. “Read this first,” said the
doctor. “You can finish it this week. Bring it back
next Sunday, and stay to dinner with us.” When the
doctor gave him his hand at parting, he told him he
might perhaps as well call on Annie that evening. “No
doubt she’ll be ready to forgive you,” said the wily doctor.
“Women are more merciful than men, and too good for
us by half.” George thanked him with emotion when he
told him where Annie was, and went away in a much
happier mood than he had expected during one part of
the doctor’s sermon. As for the doctor, he was well satisfied
with his Sunday morning’s work. “It is with the
young,” he said to himself, “that reformers must work.
New transit lines of thought in their brains are easily
established; while the brain in the old is like a dense
forest of fossil California cedars.” And so thinking, the
doctor walked rapidly to the home of his “girls,” as he
called Clara and Susie. They listened to the account of
the interview with George Storrs with great delight, and
when they found he was coming that evening to see
Annie, Clara clapped her hands with joy. “Susie, dear,”
she said, “we’ll wrap her in my white cashmere dressing-gown,
relic of former splendors,” she added, laughing.
“You shall do up her fine hair, and Master George shall
see a creature very different from that poor, forlorn girl
who cried to him in vain for help.”
“Was there ever a woman in this world,” said the
doctor, laughing, “who was not a match-maker at
heart?”
335“He don’t deserve her,” said Susie, warmly. “While
I am arranging her hair, I’ll give her a lesson in the art
of receiving penitent lovers.”
“Well, Min,” said the doctor to the “long-haired
angel,” as he sometimes called her, “between these two
match-makers, I shouldn’t wonder if we had a wedding.
What do you think?” Min climbed up on the doctor’s
knees while giving unqualified assent to the proposition
of a wedding; her idea of it, as further conversation
with her showed, being a “frosted cake with two
birds on it.” This information Min had some way
gathered from her observations at the baker’s.
Whether Susie gave the lesson she proposed on the
art of receiving penitent lovers or not, it is certain that,
after the meeting of Annie and George, the course of
love “ran smooth,” and the reappearance of George
thereafter on Sunday nights, was characterized by a very
exemplary regularity. Annie recovered safely from the
shock to her system, and proved a “blessing in disguise,”
as Clara predicted. It was in the busiest part of the
season of winter flowers, and as Annie was quick to learn,
she proved a great help. As the poor girl’s wardrobe,
when she arrived, was of the paradisaic order, everything
had to be supplied mostly from Clara’s, as Susie was
much shorter of stature than Annie; and as Clara was
rather of the heroic type of woman, there was some merriment
over the fit of her old dresses on the thin form
of Annie. Annie, however, was pleased with everything.
To be among the refined, cultivated, gentle people, that
heretofore she had met only in books, to be respected and
loved by them, to be able to please those about her, and
have no fault ever found with her efforts to do so, and
336then to be able to see George, to love him without shame
or concealment—all this was so different from the life
she had known, that at times she feared it could not be
real; that it was a heavenly dream, out of which sometime
she might wake to the cold, hard world, in which
she had struggled and suffered. No wonder the poor
girl’s heart went out to her new friends, in a kind of
affection bordering upon worship. One fear alone remained,
and this she mentioned to her friends: that
her father might find out where she was and force her
to return, as she was under age. To avoid this, the doctor
had prevented her real name from getting into the
local papers, in the items about the attempted suicide;
and as Annie was anxious to let her mother know that
she was well, and above all things to return the two
dollars she had purloined, she gave her letter to Clara,
who enclosed the money, and had the letter posted in
Boston.
Only one annoyance resulted from befriending Annie,
and this was the disaffection of the Irish servant, Ellen,
who had heard outside, of the “abandoned woman who
had lived at old mother Torbit’s,” every item of truth
going hand in hand with a dozen falsehoods and exaggerations,
as is usual in such cases. Ellen declared very
insolently to Clara, that it was more than her char-ac-ter
was worth to stay in the same house with such a girl.
Clara graciously condescended to explain that these stories
were false; and though disgusted, endeavored to awaken
some better feelings in Ellen, but without success. “Let
her go, Mrs. Delano,” Annie said, when she heard of it.
“There is nothing she does that I cannot do. I have
stood at the wash-tub, at home, from sunrise till afternoon,
337and then helped do the ironing the same day. If
you can spare me from the flowers, I will take Ellen’s
place. It is not hard. Why, I have not worked at all
here. I have been playing the idle lady.”
“My dear child,” said Susie, “you have worked much
harder than you will by-and-by, and much harder than I
ever wish to see you; but Clara, I think we will dismiss
Ellen. We can send out the greater part of the
linen, and I can do the rest.”
“I have never done any washing,” said Clara, “but I
am a great bringer-in, sprinkler, and folder of clothes. I
used to do that for Dinah; so count on me for that part.
I do not like the system of servants. It jars upon my
nerves to have any one in the family who has no interest
in it. We have decided, Annie,” she continued, glancing
at Susie, “to make you a partner in our flower business,
if, after a year, you are as well pleased with us and the
flowers as you are now. Meanwhile, I see no better
adjustment of matters than to pay you a salary, as we
are now doing.”
“Oh, you are too kind to me!” said Annie. “I do
not feel that I can ever deserve so much as you are doing
for me.”
“Not too kind; that is absurd,” said Susie. “We
both came into the business without any capital but our
willing hands. Why should not you, also? Our idea
is to build up a great industry for poor women who wish
to gain an independent position.” At this point in the
conversation, the doctor came into the conservatory, where
the three women, and even Min, were busily engaged.
Susie was cutting tube-roses and other flowers, while Min
held a basket to receive them. The other two were
338making bouquets. Clara told the doctor that the firm
intended to make Annie a partner.
“Well, that’s a good chance for you, Annie,” he said,
as he shook hands with her. “Have you quite forgiven
me for that resurrection?”
“Indeed, sir, you know I am glad that I live, and
every hour of my life is pleasant to me. If some good
angel had only sent me here that night when I sat on
the Common——”
“It was not written, Annie. By the way, have you
paid that hotel bill?”
“Certainly she has,” answered Clara. “She paid it
the first time she went into the street.”
“You do not say who gave me the money,” replied
Annie.
“Why, no one,” answered Clara. “You borrowed it,
and have already paid me. You need financial training,
I see.”
“It is hard for me to feel that my work is worth anything,”
said Annie. “I am used to working for nothing,
or for my board and clothes.”
“You must lose no time in learning,” said the doctor,
“that labor has made all the wealth of the world. Money
is nothing but the representative of that labor.”
“Have not gold and silver any value in themselves?”
asked Annie.
“Intrinsic worth, you mean. Yes; and therefore they
are not fit representatives of wealth. Political economists
are beginning to see that there is no more necessity
for money, the measure of wealth, to have intrinsic value
than that the yard-stick should be made of gold, or set
with precious stones. But I’ve no time to discourse on
339finance just now—not time, at least, to make myself
clear.”
“You forget, doctor,” said Susie, with some pride,
“that we have been reading up on this subject. We see
clearly why children or savages should be unable to comprehend
abstract questions; and until they do, they are
swappers and barterers, not financiers. The savage wants
bright beads and gorgeous feathers for the buffalo robe he
offers you. He deals only with the concrete. Civilized
people see the need of a medium which, without value in
itself, may simply stand as a record of the values exchanged,
the basis of the exchange being confidence in
each other’s honesty.”
“The question of money,” said Clara, “has always perplexed
me. I have worked out several systems in my
mind; but when I apply them hypothetically in practice,
they don’t work perfectly. It is like the clearing of algebraic
equations by substituting m + n and m − n for the
values of x and y. All goes on smoothly, and you solve
lots of problems, until you come to one where your substituted
values only involve x and y more and more, instead
of eliminating them. Just now it seems to me that the
government should issue all the money necessary for the
transaction of business, this money being simply a guarantee
of exchange based simply upon the national wealth
and credit. But then, for the balancing of accounts in
our exchange with foreign nations, paying interest on our
bonds which they hold, we seem to need something else.”
“Hence the Board of Brokers,” said the doctor, “who
grow rich on the ignorance and mutual distrust between
nations. You see that specie does not solve your difficulty.
A gold dollar has intrinsic value, and is worth,
340actually, just as much in England or France as it is here;
and yet you attempt, when there, to pay your grocer or milliner
with an American gold dollar, and they refuse to take
it; so you have to take it to a broker, and suffer him to
pocket a certain amount from you just for giving you another
piece of gold or silver of the same value! This is
simply the continuance of the old ignorance which made
the Turks call all other nations barbarians, as the Chinese
do to this day. But despite the pessimists, the world is
improving. Railroads and steamships and telegraphs are
bringing nations daily into closer relations and mutual
interdependence. See! We have only just now effected
a national currency in this country. Before that, we had
a most vile system. Bank-bills, of banks located at Eastern
commercial centres, were at a premium in the West;
while those of Western banks were at a discount, and
frequently refused, in the East.
“That was indeed a miserable system,” said Clara.
“How often I have had to wait in shops, while clerks
pored over the bank detector, to find out if my bank-note
was genuine or counterfeit, or if the bank that issued it
was still in operation! and then the counterfeiters always
managed to keep a little ahead of the bank detector,
which, of course, could not be republished daily, and so
keep ahead of the counterfeiters.”
“I am not so impatient over the slowness of progress
as I used to be,” said Susie. “Nations are only a body
of individuals, and governments can only improve gradually
as the individuals improve. The important thing
always, is to give the children the conditions for development,
so that they may become good citizens, who are
always a ‘law unto themselves.’”
341“Yet,” said Annie, who up to this time had been
silently listening, as she went on tying tube-roses on the
end of little sticks, “I think the wickedest man I ever
knew was an educated one—at least, far from what would
be called ignorant.”
“What Susie means by conditions for development,”
said the doctor, “comprehends moral training as well as
intellectual. But you are opening into deep waters. I
must go, and leave you ladies to flounder about alone.”
“Masculine presumption!” said Clara, smiling.
“Feminine assumption, rather,” replied the doctor.
“I did not mean worse floundering, because alone; but
only less in quantity because one flounderer the less.
How quick women are with their suspicions. If the
management of affairs should get into their hands, as it
is now in ours, the compensation would be terrible.”
“Wouldn’t it?” said Clara. “We’d be fearful
tyrants, having so old a precedent before us, or rather
behind us. We’d get all the wealth into our own hands,
and when our sometime lords wanted money, we’d ask
how much, and what for, and quibble about the amount,
and recommend home-made cigars instead of Habanas.
We’d give them donkeys and a side-saddle to ride on,
lest immodesty and ambition should be fostered by riding
astride of fine horses. We’d have them do hard work all
the time, and yet we’d kiss only the hands that were soft
and white. Then we’d set up our ideal for male chastity,
which should be almost unattainable, through our own
system of tempting them; and then we’d laugh at the
presumption of any who presumed to demand the same
standard for us. If they wished to vote, we’d howl at
and persecute them for getting out of their sphere, and
342show them they had no need of the ballot, because we,
their heaven-appointed protectors, represented them at
the polls.”
The ladies laughed, but the doctor’s face was quite
grave. “That is about what you would do, and about
what we should deserve; so we will take care that we
rise together.”
“I should think—” Susie began.
“No, I will not hear what you think. I will have one
right that you tyrants are bound to respect, and that is
the right to tear myself away from your eloquence. Good-bye,
flounderers!” and the doctor passed rapidly out to
the gate, Clara following for one more word, just to teaze
him. There was Min, demurely seated on the narrow
seat of the “sulky.”
“Minnie’s going to ride with her doctor, she is.”
“Is she, indeed? Here’s another tyrant of your sex,”
said the doctor, and hurried as he was, he drove the child
around the Common, as usual, before going his professional
round.
CHAPTER XXXII. THE DISTINGUISHED VISITOR.
343
Another year has passed—a busy and prosperous
year for the firm of “Dykes & Delano, Florists.”
Miss Galway, the modiste, still continued to dispose of
the small bouquets, and for two years, finding the supply
constant and the demand certain, she had devoted one of
her windows exclusively to them, furnished it with a little
fountain, and given it into the hands of the little girl, her
sister, who sold a part of Susie’s first installment on the
Common. On the promise of Miss Galway to devote the
whole proceeds of this window to the education of the little
girl, our florists had agreed to continue the supply
two years more, though they now had their own showroom
and order department in the city, conducted by
Annie, now Mrs. Storrs, assisted by another woman as
book-keeper; for the firm of Dykes & Delano were
“sworn,” as the doctor declared, to never employ a man
when a woman could be found to do the work required.
The conservatory had been extended and supplied with
new heating apparatus. The wedding of Annie and
George had taken place as the doctor predicted, and Min
had a lion’s share of the wedding-cake, having munched
it at intervals for a month after the event. She was now
344nearly five and a half years old, for it was April, and
somewhat more than a year since Annie found her new
and better world through the good and great heart of
Dr. Forest. George had kept his promise to the doctor,
to enter the lists as the champion of women, and under
the influence of his reading and the society of Annie’s
friends, he had greatly improved. His secret ambition
was to become an author; and though he continued to
gain his bread as a compositor, and was expert in the
art, he spent all his spare time writing or studying. Annie
proved in every way a treasure to him, and had implicit
faith in his success. She wrote every week to
“Madame Susie,” as she called her, or to Clara, giving
the most careful and minute account of the progress of
her wing of the business. Orders came in constantly,
after the first six months; and although the firm had
opened business relations with a great English nursery
establishment in another part of the State, which supplied
them with young shade-trees, shrubs, and evergreens
from rare foreign invoices, they could hardly supply
the demand. Ten acres of Minnie’s legacy from Mrs.
Buzzell had been put in order as a nursery, and the
propagation of shrubs and trees was progressing finely.
Clara and Susie became more and more enterprising and
ambitious. The taste in Oakdale and neighboring towns
for lawn and park cultivation, was rapidly increasing, and
the young firm looked forward to getting their supplies
directly from England, instead of receiving them at second
hand. One man was now constantly employed in
the nursery, and other help indoors and out, when the
busier part of the season demanded more hands.
One morning, as Clara was busy in the conservatory,
345Susie brought her the card of a gentleman who was waiting
in the sitting-room.
“Frauenstein?” said Clara, looking at the card, on
which was written, in pencil underneath the name,
“sends his compliments to Mrs. Delano and her partner,
and would esteem it a favor to be admitted into her conservatories.”
“Bring him in, Susie. I cannot present myself in the
drawing-room in this rig. Don’t you think I shall make
an impression on his countship?” she asked, glancing at
her looped-up dress and bibbed apron.
“Why not? You are beautiful in any dress.”
“You wicked little flatterer! Well, send in his Exalted
Highness, the Count Von Frauenstein.”
Before Clara had scarcely glanced at the face of the
count, she was strongly impressed with the distinguished
air of the man. He wore a dark-blue circular, reaching
nearly to the knee, and as he stepped through the folding-doors
into the broad, central passage in the conservatory,
he removed a very elegant shaped hat of soft felt,
and seeing Clara, bowed silently, with a simple, courtly
air, seldom attained except by men of the Continent.
Clara returned the salute, but remembering the European
custom, did not offer him her hand.
“Madam,” he said, “I have had several glimpses of
your flowers from the outside, and I greatly desire to
have a better view, if you will pardon my presumption.”
“I am very glad to see you, sir,” Clara replied. “My
father has often spoken of you, for he is one of your
ardent admirers.”
“He flatters me greatly. I am proud of his good
opinion, for it is worth more than that of other men.”
346After passing, in a few minutes, those meaningless and
unremembered preliminaries, inevitable between those
meeting for the first time, and conscious of affecting each
other and of being affected by a new and strange power,
the count said: “To-night I hope to meet Dr. Forest at
the Kendrick reception. You, madam, do not patronize
the society here much, I think, or I should have had the
pleasure of meeting you.” Clara’s perfect lips curled
slightly, as she said, “No; I am nearly always at home
since I returned to Oakdale.”
The count had called for no other purpose than to delight
his senses with the sight of flowers, of which he was
excessively fond; but standing there among the magnificent
array of colors, and breathing the delicious breath
of jasmines and heliotropes, he saw nothing, was conscious
of nothing, but the presence of a charming woman, whose
every movement, every outline, was a study, from the
poise of her regal head to the step of her beautiful feet.
As the conversation continued, his wonder increased that
there should be found in an out-of-the-way, unknown
niche of the world like this Oakdale, a woman of such
rare intelligence, such grace of bearing, and that clear and
concise expression of thoughts, found very seldom among
women, and not often among men, except a choice few.
Then there was a modesty surrounding her like an atmosphere—not
the modesty that is supposed to belong only
to refined women, but the modesty of the philosopher, and
which is as charming in men as in women, and equally
rare in both. Yet she was self-poised, sure of herself,
and when she raised her long, dark lashes, and flashed
her splendid frank eyes upon him, he felt a diffidence in
347her presence, arising from his keen desire to please her,
and which was as new to him as it was charming.
While they were talking, Min came to the door and
stopped, watching the count. As soon as he saw her,
she made him a courtesy—a thing she seldom did impromptu,
though she practiced it often before Clara and
with her, Clara considering it an art, like musical execution,
not to be attained except by commencing early.
Min somewhat overdid it on this occasion, but the count
returned the salutation very gravely and impressively.
Min laughed. This just suited her, for she was, as the
doctor said, a born courtier. “This is your brother’s
child,” said the count, addressing Clara. “Why, she is
wonderfully beautiful!”
Minnie opened a conversation with the count, which
soon developed so many purely family matters, that Clara
suggested her going away.
“Oh, do let me stay, auntie dear. I won’t talk so
much any more.” After a little silence on her part, during
which Min watched the count as a cat would a mouse,
she asked, “Do you know what my name is?”
“I do. It is Minnie.”
“What is your name? please.”
“It is Paul.”
“Oh, that is a nice name. Paul, are you going to
stay to dinner?” she asked, insinuating her hand into
his.
Both smiled at this outrageous freedom in the child;
but Clara said, “Minnie, you must know——”
“Now, auntie dear, please!” and she pressed her dimpled
fingers tightly over her lips, as much as to say,
“Not one more word shall they utter.”
348“My child, auntie does not wish you to keep as silent
as a statue, only you must not do all the talking; that
is impolite.” The count pressed the little hand still
resting in his, and the little hand returned the pressure
with interest, but fearing to be sent away, she maintained
her silence, evidently by a most gigantic effort, and the
conversation continued until Min, hearing the doctor’s
gig drive up, flew out of the conservatory like a streak.
When she returned, it was in the doctor’s arms. He set
her down, and greeted the count with more deep heartiness
than Clara had ever seen her father manifest to any
man, and this cordiality was fully reciprocated by the
count. “It does me good to see you again,” said the
doctor. “I was going to bring you to see my daughter.
You must know it has been a long-cherished desire on
my part that you two should meet. Knowing the opinions
and tastes of both, I could predict that you would
find much to like in each other.”
“Permit me to say,” said the count, “that you do me
great honor. I have passed a more delightful hour than
I ever expected to in Oakdale.”
“That is good!” said the doctor, delighted to discover
an unmistakable sincerity in the count’s face, and he
looked towards Clara.
“I see you expect me to be effusive, also,” she said,
blushing. “Well, then, I am too embarrassed to be original.
I can only echo the sentiment of your friend,
papa.”
“My doctor,” said Min, who could not keep silent any
longer, “Paul won’t stay to dinner; and we are going to
have caper-sauce, and ’sparagus, and pudding.”
“How can he resist such a ménu?” said the doctor,
349smiling, “but are you not rather presumptive in calling
the gentleman Paul?”
“No,” said Min, decidedly. “He calls me Minnie.”
“Indeed!” replied the doctor, amused at Min’s justification.
“We shall be very glad to have you dine with us,”
said Clara, “if you will do us that honor; and papa
can stay also, perhaps.” But Von Frauenstein, knowing
his invitation was more or less due to Min’s unofficial cordiality,
declined, saying he was expected to dine with the
Kendricks, which was the case, though he would willingly
have forgotten that fact, had he felt perfectly free
to obey his inclination. He added: “But if you will
permit me, I will call again to see your flowers. You
must know I have thus far given them no attention whatever.”
The look that accompanied these last words could
not fail to flatter Clara. The count had the most charming
voice imaginable, perfectly modulated, and in its low
tones as indescribable as music itself.
Clara knew well, and every woman understands how,
though it can no more be expressed by words than can
the sensation experienced at the sound of delicious music,
that this was not the last time she was to see the Count
Paul Von Frauenstein, and the certainty was a deep
satisfaction to her. As for him, as he walked away,
breathing the delicate perfume of a little bouquet in his
button-hole that he had begged from Clara, he wondered
simply that there was such a woman in the world; but
he, a man of the world, acquainted with men and women
of the best rank in many countries—he knew well the
secret of the charm that invested her: it was her freedom—a
quality found very seldom in women, and for the
350best reasons. He met her as an equal on his own plane,
and knew by instinct that no wealth, no social rank might
win her hand, much less her heart. There were no outposts
raised by feminine coquetry, to be taken by storm,
or by strategy. If she could love a man, she would turn
to him as naturally as the flowers turn to the sun. During
the rest of the day, the count’s thoughts continually
kept wandering back to that pleasant hour among the
flowers; to the beautiful child, whose liking for him was
so quick and frank in its expression; and especially to
Clara, a worthy daughter, he thought, of one of the most
admirable men he had ever met. And he thought of
her, and saw her mentally, in other lights than simply
as the noble daughter of an honest and clear-thinking
man;—but of that hereafter.
That evening the parlors of the Kendrick mansion were
brilliantly lighted. A pleasant wood fire burned in the
open grates, and everywhere there was a rich odor of
flowers pervading the air. Mrs. Kendrick, still young in
appearance, wearing a black velvet dress with a train,
and her thin, white hands sparkling with jewels, received
the guests in a rather solemn manner that said, “Man
delights me not, nor woman either;” but the guests were
in no way troubled, for they did not expect any manifestation
of exuberant cordiality on the part of any of the
Kendricks. There were but very few invited, all being
“solid” men and their wives, with the exception of the
Forests. It was a special gathering, having a special
object—that of bringing Frauenstein and the solid men
together for a special purpose: namely, the springing of
a trap to catch the count’s money for a grand life and fire
insurance company, of which he was to be president.
351The count had often talked as if he would some day
settle in Oakdale, though the suave, impressible cosmopolitan
had talked the same thing from the Atlantic to
the Pacific coast, whenever he had been pleased with the
enterprise, industrial advantages, or location of places;
but Kendrick did not know this; and as the count’s only
relatives in America were the Kendricks, except the Delanos
in Boston—and Boston the count hated—and as it
was certain that Prussia was no vaterland to him, the
chances did look rather bright. But the idea of tempting
Frauenstein with the presidency of a great joint-stock
insurance company, showed that Kendrick knew as little
of the man as Satan did of the One he took up “into an
exceeding high mountain.” Whoever is acquainted with
the Mephistophelian penetration of Satan, must wonder
at the shallow device. How could temporal power flatter
One who said, “Blessed are the poor,” and taught that we
should take no heed of the morrow?
The count was apparently without any ordinary ambition.
He had made his immense wealth by what proved
to be shrewd investments during and before the war. He
had bought and sold cotton, turned over gold in Wall
Street, bought stock in many enterprises, and instead of
commanding two millions, as Kendrick believed, he had
actually at his control five times that amount and more.
Society, especially fashionable society, was duller to him
than a twice-told tale. He saw too well its miserable
want of high purpose, its petty jealousies and rivalries,
its instinctive worship of idols that to him were a vanity
and vexation of spirit. One thing his wealth gave him,
and that he enjoyed—the power to utter frankly his opinions
on all subjects. No one criticised his radicalism; in
352him, it was only charming eccentricity, at the very worst.
The only exception was Miss Charlotte, whom he had
always highly esteemed. They had been fast friends for
many years.
When Mrs. Forest entered the Kendrick drawing-rooms,
the first thing she saw was Miss Charlotte Delano
talking with Von Frauenstein. The latter she expected
to see; but Miss Delano’s presence was a surprise that
gave her great uneasiness. This, however, was of short
duration. Both came forward and greeted her; the
count, with an easy courtesy, and Charlotte, much to
Mrs. Forest’s astonishment, rather more cordially than
ever before. The three talked together for a few minutes,
until Miss Louise Kendrick carried off the count to the
piano. Then Mrs. Forest sought to relieve her over-burdened
spirit. Seeing that Charlotte was not likely to
broach the subject, she said:
“I have not seen you, Miss Delano, since the unfortunate
separation of Dr. Delano and my daughter. I can
assure you it was as terrible a shock to my family as it
must have been to yours.”
“It is to be regretted, certainly,” answered Charlotte;
“but I trust it will prove for the best. I don’t think
Clara is to be blamed in the least.”
Now Mrs. Forest had counted on a right dismal,
mutual howl over the disgrace to the two families, and
the sympathy she expected, from the moment she saw
that Miss Charlotte was not disposed to avoid her, was
totally wanting. Mrs. Forest began to fear that the
whole world was lapsing into loose and latitudinarian
sentiments. Pretty soon the fact was revealed that Clara
had visited Charlotte in Boston since the separation.
353By great effort Mrs. Forest concealed her annoyance.
Clearly there was a secret kept from her by the doctor,
for, of course, whatever Clara did he would know. To
vex Mrs. Forest still more, Charlotte said that she had
never really been acquainted with Clara until the separation,
and that it was owing to the trial Clara had gone
through that they had been drawn together. Here then
was an anomaly; the very thing that had alienated
her own mother from Clara had cemented the friendship
between Clara and Dr. Delano’s only sister! Mrs. Forest
was at loggerheads with herself and the world generally.
While the count played an accompaniment for a duet
by the twins, the solid men were talking in the further
parlor, hidden from the piano by one of the folding-doors.
The principal one, after Kendrick, was Mr. Burnham,
one of the bank directors—a bald, clean-shaven, oldish
gentleman, whose whole air suggested stocks, bonds, investments,
and high rates of interest. He sat in an
uncomfortable straight-backed chair, for lounging or ease
was something he had never cultivated. Like Kendrick,
making money was the only interest he had in life; not
so much from any miserly feeling perhaps, as from long
habit of thinking and scheming in that one narrow field.
As many women grow by habit into household drudges,
until they come to feel uneasy in pretty dresses and
momentary release from the housekeeping treadmill, so
these men felt uneasy, and almost out of place any where
but in the counting-room. After a while the solid Burnham
said: “I don’t see, Kendrick, that we are to get a
chance at the count to-night.”
“Upon my word,” said another, “he is as fond of
woman’s talk as a sophomore.”
354“A wise fool, eh?” said Kendrick. “Yes, these foreigners
are funny dogs; but Frauenstein has a remarkably
clear head, financially, though he’s all wrong in
politics—believes in female suffrage, for example. All
the women like him, that’s certain.”
“H’m! Not difficult to find a man agreeable who is
a count and a millionaire. Singular there should be so
much attraction in a title in this democratic country.”
“Frauenstein maintains that we are not a democratic
country,” said Kendrick; “that there never has been a
democratic government in the world’s history, because
never one where all citizens have the ballot.”
“Haven’t they in this country? I should like to
know,” said Mr. Burnham.
“Why, women have not, and they constitute more
than half of the adult citizens. I tell you, Burnham,
you can’t argue that question with the count. He’s
armed at all points.”
“I’ve no desire to; but I don’t feel like waiting much
longer for him to get through his opera squalling and
dawdling with the women.”
Now it was a part of Kendrick’s plan to broach the
insurance scheme, not in a set business way, but to
spring it suddenly upon the count in a general conversation
when the ladies were present. He knew that
many men, ladies’ men especially, would be more vulnerable
under such circumstances—less apt to manifest any
closeness where money was concerned. The opportunity
was soon found.
With the collation, or after it, coffee was brought in—a
thing never dreamed of at night, except when the
count was present; then, indeed, it was available at
355almost any hour, for he was, like most Europeans, very
fond of it. The solid men joined the group of three or
four around a table, where the count was sipping his
café noir.
“Wouldn’t you like some cognac in your coffee,
Frauenstein?” asked Mr. Kendrick; and a glance at
the waiter caused an elegant decanter to appear. The
count measured out two tea-spoonfuls. Kendrick and
the other gentlemen drank a tiny glass clear, and while
Frauenstein was talking to Mrs. Burnham and Mrs. Kendrick
about the beauties and merits generally of Oakdale,
the solid men added valuable information about the increase
of population and the enterprise of the town. This
led up to the subject neatly, and Kendrick introduced
the insurance scheme, and hoped the count would
examine it. “We ought to start,” he said, “with a
capital of half a million—say a hundred shares, at five
thousand dollars each. The truth is, everything is ripe
for a heavy insurance business and the capital can easily
be doubled in a short time. The heaviest buyer would
be the president, of course.”
“That should be you, count,” said Burnham, rolling
the tiny stem of his glass, and looking boldly at a point
between the count’s eyes. The golden bait was not
snapped at. On the contrary, Frauenstein threw cold
water on the project. He said he did not believe in
private insurance companies. The government should
insure all its citizens. “Now this scheme,” he said,
“will benefit a few at the expense of the many. Make
it a mutual affair between all the house-owners in your
town, and I will ‘go in,’ as you say.”
“How?” asked Kendrick, not liking to discourage
356any advance on the part of the count, whom he had just
pronounced sound on questions of finance. “Give us
your plan.”
“Well, issue for a month, in your daily paper, a call to
the citizens to prepare for taking steps to form a mutual
banking and insurance company, and announce a meeting
at the end of that time, when they will have discussed
the matter very generally. Let the president and board
of directors be chosen by the popular voice. Trust the
majority for knowing who the honest men are. Let the
shares be sold at one dollar, and limited to ten for each
buyer, until a certain capital is raised. Above this
amount, let any citizen deposit as much as he chooses, at
the legal rate of interest, for the banking business. I
will take all the stock of this part of the interest, if you
like; for I am pretty nearly ready to set on foot a grand
enterprise here in your midst—or just over the river, on
the fifty acres of land I’ve bought there.”
By this time all were eager to know what the count’s
proposition was; but he did not show his hand at once.
He was, in fact, waiting for Dr. Forest, who, from the
nature of his professional demands, was excused for coming
at any hour. Mrs. Forest and her daughters had
already retired.
Kendrick did not ask directly what the count’s enterprise
was. He only remarked upon the nature of the
land, its soil and so forth, and while he was talking, Miss
Delano, who was seated next the count, pulled back the
little bouquet that was falling forward from his button-hole,
and said:
“How fragrant these are still! Where did you get
them, Paul?”
357“At your florists’ here—the firm of Dykes & Delano.
I was in their conservatory an hour or so, this morning,
and had a very interesting conversation with Mrs. Delano.
Why, she is a very cultivated, very charming woman.
Why is it, Mrs. Kendrick,” he asked, looking squarely at
that lady, “that I have never met her at your receptions?”
Mercy! What a graveyard silence met this fatal
question. Kendrick was fidgety; Burnham annoyed that
the conversation had drifted away from business. Mrs.
Kendrick, out of respect to Charlotte’s presence, could
not answer as she wished, so she looked into her coffeecup,
and the silence grew more and more oppressive.
Charlotte did not consider herself called upon to speak.
At length Mrs. Burnham said, smiling: “You ask, sir,
for information, and I do not see why you should not be
answered. Since Mrs. Delano came back to Oakdale, she
has not been received in society.”
“Indeed!” replied the count, sucking the coffee-drops
from his long, silky moustache, and using his napkin.
“Indeed! then all I can say is, so much the worse for
your Oakdale society. Madame, that lady’s presence
would grace any society, however distinguished.”
Mrs. Kendrick saw clearly, by the attitude and expression
of her husband, that he was expecting her tact to
guide the conversation into a smoother current; so she
said quickly, and with some embarrassment, that it was
not so much the fault of Oakdale society as of Mrs. Delano
herself, who evidently wished for seclusion, and therefore
her motives should be respected.
This did not satisfy the count. He saw clearly the
same spirit that he hated and had fought all his life—the
358sacrifice of honest fraternal feeling to conventional
forms. He knew, without a word of explanation, that
this Mrs. Delano had offended society, and had been unforgiven;
and further, that this offence could hardly be
her separation from her husband alone, since such separations
are of common occurrence. He knew Dr. Delano,
and after meeting Clara, he was at no loss to understand
the cause of the discord between them. He gave his
opinions, therefore, very concisely and pointedly, upon the
folly and short-sightedness of society, in refusing fellowship
with any honest citizens whose education and refinement
gave them a natural right to admiration and
respect; and then he gave his opinion upon the special
claim these women florists had upon the community,
because of their brave effort towards gaining an independence
through means which added much to the refinement
and education of the people.
“You are a true friend of our sex, Paul,” said Miss
Delano; and addressing Louise Kendrick, she added,
“You know Frauenstein means ‘ladies’ rock,’ so he is
rightly named.”
“And on such rocks,” said Kendrick, “I suppose they
would build their church.”
“There are not enough, unfortunately,” replied Miss
Delano, “for a grand cathedral, so we must build little
altars here and there, wherever we can find a Frauenstein.”
“You do me a very gracious honor,” said the count,
“but one I am far from deserving. I believe, though,
I am always on the side of women as against men.
I see very few really happy women; and they never
can be happy, until they are pecuniarily independent.
359All fields should be freely opened to them. They
are quite as capable of enterprise as men are, and of filling
offices of trust. They should have the same education
that men have. Men should give their daughters
money, as they do their sons, and send them abroad to
continue their education. Every man knows how culture
and experience adds to the attractiveness of a woman.”
“For my part,” said Mrs. Burnham, petulantly, “I
don’t see the use of bringing up our daughters to be
modest and home-loving, if just the opposite qualities
are to be most admired.”
“My dear madam,” replied the count, “do you suppose
a woman is less a true woman and a devoted wife
because of her culture and experience?”
This led Mrs. Burnham to say that every one was
aware that Clara Forest was well educated, and “considered”
very superior, intellectually, but that she had not
certainly been a model wife.
“You are wrong,” said Miss Delano. “I find it very
distasteful to me to discuss such a subject, but it is my
duty to say that my brother, and not his wife, is at fault.
The plain truth is, he did not show that he could appreciate
her devotion.”
“Why can’t they make it up, then?” asked Burnham.
“It looks bad to see wives cutting out in that way.”
“If women were independent, as I desire to see them,”
said Von Frauenstein, “there would be much more ‘cutting
out,’ as you call it, than you have any idea of. But,
by the same token, it would make men more careful to
carry the illusions of love into matrimony.”
Here Dr. Forest was announced, and the conversation
took a different turn.
CHAPTER XXXIII. LEGITIMATE, OR ILLEGITIMATE.
360
The doctor only stayed a short time, which was
mostly employed in discussing the famous enterprise
of the great French capitalist at Guise—the Familistère,
or Social Palace. The count had been there on a
visit, and he was eloquent in the praise of the work,
which he called the most important and significant movement
of the nineteenth century. “It points unmistakably,”
he said, “to the elevation and culture of the people,
and to a just distribution of the products of labor.”
None present, except the doctor and Miss Delano, had
ever heard of the great enterprise, and they listened
eagerly, as if the count were telling an entrancing tale of
some other, and more harmonious world.
“It won’t work, though,” said Burnham. “The equal
distribution of wealth is a chimera.”
“But, my dear sir, it does work,” said the count. “It
has been in splendid working operation several years, and
pays six per cent. on the invested capital. Do not lose
sight of facts; and then, I did not say an equal, but a
just, distribution of the products of labor, or wealth, for
all wealth is that and nothing else. Depend upon it, we
are living in an age corresponding to that of puberty in
an individual. There are no very marked changes from
361childhood up to this period, except that of increase in
size; and then, everything being ripe for it, there is a
marvelous sudden transformation in six months or a year,
and the child assumes all the characteristics of the man
or woman. Ask yourself why the man who makes your
plow, or tills your ground, should be inferior to you who
muddle your lives away in counting-rooms or offices?
You can’t answer it, except to say the chances ought to
be in favor of the one who has the most varied exercise
of his muscles and mental faculties. I tell you, with the
increased facilities for education among the people and
for travel and intercommunication, they are beginning to
feel their power.”
“Building palaces and living in hovels begins to strike
the workers as something more than a joke,” said the doctor;
“but up to this time they have done it very composedly.
They have woven the finest fabrics, and clothed
themselves and their children in rags, or mean and cheap
materials. Bettering their condition was next to impossible
when they had to work from sunrise to sunset to
gain a bare living; but shortening the hours of labor will
work wonders. It will give men time to read and improve
their mental condition.”
“Yes, if it would only have that effect; but will it?”
asked Kendrick.
“Of course it will not,” said Mrs. Kendrick. “There
are the three hundred workmen of Ely & Gerrish. They
struck, you know, and got their hours reduced to ten;
and I hear that most of them spend their extra time in
bar-rooms and billiard-rooms.”
“Well, madam,” replied the count, “do you expect
men who have been drudges, to suddenly turn out philosophers,
362and give their spare time to algebra and political
economy? Why, many of them are no doubt so degraded
by their lives of unceasing toil, that the bar-room
is a culture to them, and getting drunk a luxury. But
you must remember you have not collected the facts upon
which to formulate a judgment. I do not believe the
greater part of them, as you say, spend their time in bar-rooms
and billiard-rooms.”
“Oh, no doubt of it; no doubt of it,” said Burnham.
“My dear Kendrick, you must have doubts,” said the
count.
“Not the slightest, upon my honor.”
“Well, then, let us decide it in the English way. We
have had a bet, you and I, before this. I’ll lay you three
to one, on any sum you like, that not one-third of these
workmen spend more time in drinking-saloons or billiard-saloons
than they did before their reduction of hours.”
“Done!” said Kendrick, very sure of his money.
“Let it be two hundred dollars.”
“Oh, shocking!” said Mrs. Kendrick. “You are like
two dissolute young men. I do not approve of betting.”
“I don’t approve of it either, madam,” said the count,
“but this is to establish the honor of the ‘hodden grey;’
and to make the transaction more respectable or excusable
in your severe eyes, let us further decide, Kendrick,
that whoever wins shall donate the money to your new
hospital.”
“Oh, that will be nice!” said Mrs. Kendrick, brightening.
She was one of the board of managers, and had
in vain tried to get her husband to subscribe anything
further than the pitiful sum of fifty dollars at starting.
The doctor also, highly approved of this disposition of
363the money. He had long agitated the subject of a hospital,
and Mrs. Kendrick at last had come to be, he said,
his “right-hand man.” He was one of the committee to
draw up the prospectus then under consideration. He
wished especially to have the hospital so organized that
not only the poor could avail themselves of it, but those
in better circumstances—for the private family, he said,
was no place for a sick person. He could not receive the
necessary care without feeling himself a burden, which
vexed and irritated him, and so retarded recovery.
After arguing upon the method of collecting the facts
about the workingmen of Ely & Gerrish, and after calling
out the count at some length on the particulars of the
working of the Familistère at Guise, the doctor left, and
Kendrick and Burnham returned to the charge of the
insurance scheme. Burnham insisted that the growing
enterprise of Oakdale, and its steady increase of population,
made everything favorable for a “big thing” in the
insurance line.
“I see,” said the count, “that you are not disposed to
take my suggestions about making your insurance a
mutual thing among your citizens. Now, the longer I
live, the more I am interested in the independence of the
people. Your rates of insurance, in private joint-stock
companies, are too high for the poor man, who needs insurance
infinitely more than the rich do. Now, as for Oakdale
enterprises, I see none so worthy of consideration as
this well-managed flower business of Dykes & Delano.
That is something worth taking stock in.” Here Burnham
turned away with ill-concealed impatience, not to say
disgust; but Kendrick, anxious to keep on the right
side of his rich guest and relative, said, smiling blandly:
364“Well, count, one like you might invest in the Dykes-Delano
paper, and still have a balance for our little insurance
enterprise.” The count did not at all like the
covert sneer in this speech. “Kendrick,” he said, “your
heart is as dry and crisp as one of your bank-notes. It
is not touched at all by the struggle of these women,
while to me it is inspiring. You never even told me of
it, and I have had to learn the facts outside. They commenced
with absolutely nothing but a few plants in a
friend’s bay-window. One of them sold her watch and
jewels, I hear, to help build the second addition to the
hot-house. I tell you, they ought to be encouraged and
helped in every way.”
“Pity they couldn’t have kept respectability on their
side. That would have been the best help,” said Mrs.
Burnham. Old Burnham could have choked her; not
that he had more charity than his wife, but more policy.
“Respectability!” said the count, thoroughly aroused.
“I wonder that women do not hate the very word. No
woman ever becomes worthy of herself until she finds out
what a sham it is—a very bugbear to frighten slaves.
No woman knows her strength until she has had to battle
with the cry of ‘strong-minded,’ ‘out-of-her-sphere,’
‘unfeminine,’ and all the other weapons of weak and hypocritical
antagonists. I tell you, a woman who has fought
that fight, and conquered an independent position by her
own industry, has attractions in the eyes of a true man,
as much above the show of little graces, polite accomplishments,
meretricious toilet arts, and the gabble of
inanities, as heaven is above the earth. She is a woman
whom no man can hold by wealth or social position, but
only by the love his devotion and manliness can inspire.”
365No dissenting word followed this burst, which was
Greek to the solid men. The count was a little daft anyway,
on the subject of women, according to them. Mrs.
Kendrick, after a moment, offered some safe, negative remark,
and Burnham, anxious to neutralize the mischief
his wife had done, said he thought a woman might, at
least some women might, “work up” a business and yet
remain feminine. Men were not so hard on women, it
was their own sex. This roused Mrs. Burnham, for she
knew well he talked very differently in the bosom of his
family. She took up the thread of conversation. “I am
sure,” she said—and here occurred a little jerky interruption
to her speech, the cause of which no one knew but
her lord, who had kicked her foot under the table, which
meant, in his delicate, marital sign language, “Hold
your tongue!” But like many of the slaves, as the doctor
called married women, she made up in perversity
what she lacked in independence; so glancing spitefully
at her “lord,” she continued, “I am sure I think women
have a right to all the money they can honestly gain, and
if Miss Dykes had conducted herself properly, I should
have much sympathy with her success.”
“Was it her fault, Mrs. Burnham,” asked the count,
“that the man who won her affection did not marry
her?——”
“My dear Louise,” said Mrs. Kendrick, begging the
count’s pardon for interrupting, “I think you had better
retire. It is getting rather late for you.”
“No; let her stay, my dear madam. I am not going
to say anything that the Virgin Mary herself might not
hear. Let her stay. I see she listens intently, and if to-night
she gains a broader conception of the true position
366of her sex, you will hereafter rejoice in the fact. She is
a pretty, a charming girl, just coming into the glare of
the footlights on life’s stage, with bandaged eyes. This
is what you mothers all do; and then if they stumble for
want of eyes to see the trap-doors of the stage, you
blame them—not yourselves. Teach a girl to know herself—to
consider all her functions as worthy of admiration
and respect; teach her to be independent, proud of her
womanhood, and she will turn as instinctively from the
seductive words of selfish men, as from the touch of
unholy hands. Now, this little woman, Miss Dykes, had
no such teaching, no knowledge of the world whatever,
no standard by which to measure the honor of men’s
motives; and, for believing and trusting, you, Mrs. Burnham,
and other Christians, would stone her to death.
But Nature is kinder than you are, madam, for it pardons
her weakness, and compensates for her suffering by
a most precious gift. Her child is one of the very
brightest and loveliest I have ever met.”
“It is certainly a very charming little thing,” said
Mrs. Kendrick, “and her mother’s conduct is now, I
believe, every way exemplary. I am truly sorry that her
child is illegitimate.”
“Illegitimate!” repeated Von Frauenstein, as if speaking
in his sleep. “Why, all children must be legitimate.
How can a child be otherwise? I must be a barbarian.
I can see nothing in the same light that others do.
Well, by heaven! I’ll adopt that child, if her mother
will consent. I’ll take her abroad and educate her. I’ll
give her my name, and present her at a dozen royal
courts. There’ll be no question then, whether she is
367begotten by law or by the more primitive process of
nature.” The company were astounded.
“Good heavens, count!” exclaimed Mrs. Kendrick,
breaking the silence that followed this speech. “Would
you really do such a thing?”
“Yes, my dear friend. I’ll do it—so help me God!
and I’ll bring her back to Oakdale, when her education is
finished, a perfect queen of a woman. You call her illegitimate,
madam, and yet the time may come when
you’ll be proud to kiss her hand!”
Mrs. Kendrick rose from the table, and the others followed.
Miss Charlotte had retired some time before.
Kendrick, who could not imagine for a moment that
the count was serious, was disposed to take the matter
as a good joke. “If your knightly passion is the adoption
of bastards, why have you never adopted any before? I
think this is the first. Isn’t it?”
“Yes; because I have never known a case where the
mother, being poor and uneducated, rose out of her disgrace
so nobly. The doctor tells me she is a great
student—reads and studies regularly, while working like
a martyr to get the flower business on a safe footing. I
mean to go and see her to-morrow, and if she wants capital,
I’m her man. It is just as safe an investment as
your insurance business, though it won’t pay so high a
rate of interest.” Kendrick could have strangled him.
Burnham and his wife retired with sufficient discomfiture
for any amount of conjugal infelicity. Burnham
declared, as soon as the door closed behind the happy
pair, that but for her “gabble about those women,
Frauenstein would not have made such a fool of himself.”
368Mrs. Burnham assumed the silent air of the martyred
wife. So they went home to their grand house, second
only in cost to the Kendrick mansion, and laid their
heads to rest on two contiguous pillows, with as much
justification for the proximity as the law allows. Meanwhile
a very similar conjugal harmony expressed itself
in the grander home of the Kendricks; but Mrs. Kendrick
did not play the rôle of the silent victim as Mrs.
Burnham did. As her husband was removing his cravat,
she said, “Now here’s a fine mess you’ve got into with
the count.”
“I! Well, that’s cool. What do you mean?” asked
Mr. Kendrick, not for information, as his wife knew; so
she answered somewhat impatiently:
“You ought to know Frauenstein well enough to see
that he would never sympathize with any narrow social
distinctions. He’s seen Clara Forest, thinks her unjustly
treated, and so he has gone over to the enemy.”
“Seen Clara? I should say he had seen the other, by
the way he talked. Shouldn’t wonder if he fell in love
with that brat, and the mother too.”
“That’s as much as you know. Men never see anything.
I’m perfectly sure that he is smitten with Clara.
That’s the way it will end. You’ll see,” said Mrs. Kendrick,
bitterly. She had long cherished the hope that
Louise might win the count; but she spoke very despairingly
about it now.
“Oh, I always told you that would never work. Men
like that, know too well what a woman is. Louise has
arms and legs like spermaceti candles.”
“Well, I must say, for a father to speak like that, is
shameful,” answered Mrs. Kendrick.
369“It’s all your own fault; you took her away from the
high-school because she got hurt a little in the gymnasium,
and sent her to that namby-pamby seminary of
half idiots at Worcester. Didn’t I always want her to
work in the garden and in the hot-house, and develop her
muscles? She’ll always be sickly, just as she is now.”
“I’m sure she has had a great deal of exercise, and her
health is as good as mine was at her age, and she is not
a bit thinner in flesh.” Mr. Kendrick made no denial,
and his wife continued: “Working in the garden spreads
out a girl’s hands, and makes them red; and what man, I
should like to know, ever likes hands and arms like a
washer-woman’s? You were always praising the smallness
and whiteness of mine. I mean before we were married,
of course.” Still Kendrick was silent, but his
thoughts were very busy. Someway the world was out
of joint, and he was wondering if, after all, these radicals,
with their talk about making women free and teaching
them to depend on themselves, were not pretty near the
truth. Here was Frauenstein, for example, rich enough
to put a wife in a palace, and surround her with attendants,
and he was always admiring women who worked.
This he expressed to Mrs. Kendrick, and said that it
certainly was commendable in Clara, since she would be a
fool and throw away her rights as Delano’s wife, to take
care of herself, instead of coming home and living on her
father.
“Of course,” said his wife; “and we ought never to
have cut her. You heard what the count said.”
“Who’s to blame for the cutting? Not I. Men
don’t cut women, my dear.”
“Well, Elias, I think you can take the palm for sneaking
370out of a responsibility. Men don’t cut women, indeed!
I know they don’t; but they insult them worse
than we do. I know you bow as graciously to Clara as
if she were a duchess; but would you let Louise visit
her? You know you wouldn’t. That’s the way men
take the part of women whom their wives and daughters
avoid.” Mr. Kendrick thought silence the best reply to
this just reflection of his wife. He thought he could
trust her to bring harmony out of the discord; for while
he wanted to keep the count’s money from straying away
from the family, she, on her part, was equally anxious to
secure his name and rank for Louise; and he knew she
would hang on to that hope to the last.
The next morning, after breakfast, which had been a
serene affair, showing no trace of the perturbation of the
previous evening, the count drove over to the doctor’s.
The doctor was out, but would return very soon. Frauenstein
waited, and spent the time mostly at the piano.
The twins were both delighted, though timid, especially
in the presence of such a lion. Linnie, after they
had sung, asked him to say frankly what he thought
of their voices. “Do you allow your sister to speak for
you, Miss Leila?” he asked, turning his fine eyes upon
hers.
“Yes—no,” blushing and laughing just like nothing in
the world but a young girl. “I mean yes, in this case,”
she finally managed to say.
“Well, then, yours has most power, but it is wiry.
Miss Linnie’s is more flexible, more emotional. She feels
more than you do, or, rather, more than you seem to,
when she sings. If you were both equally to cultivate
your voices, and also continue your practice for the next
371five years, Linnie would win more applause for her singing,
and you for your playing. That is my opinion; but
I ought to add, as the French do, maintenant je n’en sais
rien.” Then the count made them both speak French, he
carefully constructing his sentences as much as possible
after Fasquelle’s French Course, which he knew was their
text-book, they having no idea of the reason why they
were able to get along so well with him. He understood
their worst sentences like a Parisian. Any foreigner
who has been in Paris will understand that. He will
recall how, in his abominable murdering of the language,
sentences which he could not for his life have understood
himself, written or spoken, were instantly seized
and graciously and gravely replied to, as if they had been
models of elegance. When the count finished singing a
charming aria in his best style, Linnie said, with enthusiasm,
“Oh, I wish my sister Clara could hear you sing!”
“She shall hear me sing,” he said, looking up to Linnie,
who stood on his left, with an expression in his face
that she had never seen there. It affected her senses like
a caress.
Pretty soon the doctor entered; and after greeting the
count, he said, “What a fusillade of French! What a
state of excitement these girls are in! I believe you are
bewitching them both, Frauenstein.”
“On the contrary, I am the victim of both, and I dare
not stay another moment. I have come to take you over
the river. I want you to see my fifty acres, on which I
am going to build a social palace, if the gods are propitious.”
It was a clear, balmy day in the first week of April
372that the count sought this interview with the doctor. So
far in his life, he had never found a man who was so
much “after his own heart.” He believed in him fully
from the first hour he conversed with him, since when
they had corresponded, expressing their views fearlessly;
and thus far had found them in perfect accord. To say
they loved each other like brothers would by no means
express the sentiment existing between these two men, so
unlike in many respects, yet so closely in sympathy that
thought answered to thought like the voice of one’s own
soul. During the drive, for they went past the fifty acres
away into the country, neither asking for what reason,
the count gave in detail his plans. “If I build this palace,”
he said, “I shall do it with this clear granite sand
of the river. I know the secret of making stones of it—bricks,
we call them—which, moulded in any shape, and
tinted any hue, will last for centuries. I can have a man
here in three days to conduct the work. He will guarantee
that they shall be finished this summer. If I do it,
it shall be a magnificent structure, beside which the
palace of Versailles will seem the work of a ‘prentice
hand.’ I can profit by the original palace at Guise, and
make it much handsomer, though that is truly splendid.
The apartments must be larger, and the whole should
accommodate about two thousand people. Now, I have
already one industry for its occupants. What is your
idea for a second?”
“Making these very bricks,” said the doctor, “if only
you have got at the secret of their perfect durability, as
you have, I know, or you would not speak so positively.
But this industry would not suit all. You want one
more.”
373“Of course. One that will employ women. What
shall it be? I have thought of silk-weaving, for a certain
reason of my own. It is proverbial, you know, that
those who make the silks, laces, and velvets—pure luxuries,
and the most costly—are the worst paid of any
laborers in the world. Look at Spitalfields, England, and
Lyons, the great velvet manufacturing centre of France.
In India, those who make the fabulous-priced Cashmere
shawls are the most pitiably paid of all. I am willing,
if necessary, to lose a considerable fortune to prove
that good wages can be paid to silk-makers, and yet have
a fair profit on the product. I should go into that manufacture
with some advantages. I have a first class
steamer already plying between San Francisco and
China. I can get silk as cheap as anybody.”
“Good!” said the doctor. “Let the third industry
be silk-weaving.” The count had not mentioned the
first, but the doctor knew well he meant floriculture.
“There’s only one thing lacking, doctor, and that is—the
motive: the motive for the first step. That depends——”
And suddenly checking himself and turning
his horse in the road, he asked, abruptly, “Doctor, have
you ever been in love?”
“With a woman—no; with a man, yes.”
“I understand. You have met a man who responded
to all the needs a man could respond to, but never a
woman to respond to what you need there. That is my
own case exactly, though I have loved, of course—few
men more, I think.”
“If men only knew,” said the doctor, “how they cramp
their own growth by making idols of women!”
“By idols, you mean slaves. Only free women are
374worthy of free men; and the time is not come, though it
is near, when they will be emancipated. Then we shall
see the dawn of the Golden Age. Men think they are
free; but they are bound by many shackles, only they
have thrown off some which they still compel women to
wear.”
“And some they cannot throw off,” said the doctor,
“until women are recognized as their political equals. I
have great patience with the women; they are coming
up slowly, through much tribulation.”
CHAPTER XXXIV. THE SLAVE OF THE LAMP.
375
On the way back to the village, the count left the
doctor at the house of a patient, and then he went
after Min, intending to take her to ride; but the time
was all consumed in conversation with Clara and Susie
about the organization of the social palace. He was
struck especially with the practical ideas of Susie, and
drew her out at length.
“Remember,” he said, “that nothing is absolutely decided
yet; but when I once decide, you will see a rattling
among the dry bones of Oakdale. You and Mrs. Delano
will be of great assistance to me, but you cannot grasp
the thing in a manner sufficiently broad. You ought
both of you to go with me to Guise, and study up the details
for a certain time. Could either of you undertake
that mission? We would take Minnie along, of course;
that will be the commencement of her education; and
the very best thing would be to leave her there in the
schools until our own home is ready. And here I want
to say to you ladies, both of you—for this child belongs,
I see, hardly more to one than to the other—that whether
we build the palace or not, I want to adopt Minnie as
my daughter, and take charge of her education. Understand
that I am serious; that I never make a positive
376proposition until I have fully counted the cost, and made
my conclusions definitely.”
Susie listened to the count with breathless interest, and
looked, almost stared, at him with a painful intensity;
then she took Min in her arms, hid her face on the child’s
breast, and wept silently. Min looked wonderingly at
the count, and then at Susie, and then at Clara, for explanation.
“How would you like, Minnie, to have this gentleman
adopt you as his own little girl?” asked Clara.
“That would be so nice, auntie! but will he ‘dop’
mamma and you too, auntie dear?”
“Yes,” said the count, smiling; “I will, as you say,
‘dop’ your mamma and auntie, if they wish. You will
never lose any of your friends; but I should want you,
by-and-by, to go abroad and attend school. You will be
called Minnie von Frauenstein, and you can come home
every year.”
“Oh, sir,” said Susie, “how can you be in earnest?
How can such a blessed good fortune be in store for poor
Susie’s child? I never dreamed of her going from me
yet for some years, and I did not know how much pain
the very thought could give me; but I can forget myself
entirely for her good. We are getting on well with our
business, and I think we could provide very well for her;
but under your protection her advantages would be
greater than we could ever hope to give her.” And after
a pause, Susie rose and gave her hand to the count, saying,
with great emotion, “It shall be as you desire. I cannot
thank you for the honor you do me and my child—words
fail me utterly.” The count said, “You show the true
feeling of the mother. Nothing shall be abrupt. You
377have ample time to think it all over, and to change your
mind, if you wish. In a month we will consider the matter
fully, and make our final decision.”
To see so brilliant a future opened before the darling
who had been unwelcome in this world, and regarded in
the eyes of all, except her little circle of friends, as a child
of shame and disgrace, no wonder that Susie was overcome
with her emotions. “Think, Clara,” she said, throwing
her arms around her friend, “think what you have
done, you and your noble father, for Susie! But for you,
I might have been struggling to gain bread for myself
and Minnie, in the kitchen of some of these women here
who turn their eyes when I pass them in the street. I
can think of no harder fate than that.”
“Oh, you would have risen even without us, dear.
Your heart of gold was sure to be recognized, sooner or
later.” Susie’s tears could not be controlled, and apologizing
for her weakness, she pressed the count’s hand
again and left the room. Minnie went with her, not exactly
understanding why her mother cried so. Pretty
soon she came back, and climbing up in the count’s arms,
said, “I thought dear mamma was unhappy, Paul; but
she says she cried only ’cause she is so happy; and she
kissed me and kissed me and kissed me. I’ll give you
just one of them;” and taking his head between her
hands, as she knelt on his lap, she kissed it pretty much
all over, ending with the lips.
“Mercy! Do you call that one, Min?” asked Clara.
Min laughed, and asked Paul if he liked kisses.
“That is a leading question, mademoiselle;” but seeing
she would have an answer, he said, “I know of but
one thing sweeter than a little girl’s kisses.”
378“What is sweeter?”
“Why, a lady’s kisses.”
“Are they, Paul?”
“That is my opinion.”
“Well, that isn’t my ’pinion.”
“You think chocolate drops sweeter. That is your
’pinion.” Min readily assented, and Paul told her that
he was going away the next day to New York, and when
he returned he would take her to ride, and be her “slave
of the lamp.” Of course the inquisitive child wanted to
know all about the slave of the lamp, but the count
excused himself, and promised to tell her the story of
Aladdin, or the Wonderful Lamp, when they should take
their ride. Min reluctantly consented to wait for the
story, and then she asked “Paul” to stay to dinner.
Clara answered, “Minnie, you are insufferable. I was
just on the point of asking the count to dine with us.
He will think all the hospitality of this house is confined
to you.”
“No, he won’t, auntie. There’s a lot o’ hostality.
Isn’t there, Paul?”
“Now go instantly, Minnie, or you will find there is
hostility in the house,” said Clara, laughing. “Will
you stay?” she asked the count. “I ask you only for
your society, for I fear we have nothing to tempt you,
gastronomically.”
“Madam, I shall be most happy,” he answered, “but
I shall have to ask you to excuse me immediately after,
for I have a great deal to do.”
Min, who had got as far as the door, clapped her hands
and shouted with great satisfaction. She went now to
carry the news to her mother, and to “help,” for she considered
379her assistance very important. In fact she could
never see anything done without having a hand in it.
Whenever the cloth was laid, she must pull it a little
this way or that, by way of nice adjustment; so with the
plates and everything she could reach.
Susie was a little anxious about the dinner on this
occasion, and chose to make the flower decorations for the
table herself. Min succeeded, however, in getting permission
to make a little bouquet for “Paul,” which she
did not fail to inform him was her work as soon as he
entered the dining-room, where both the wide folding-doors
were thrown open, exposing a beautiful array of
flowers and plants. The count’s place was assigned him
by Susie, on the opposite side of the table, in face of the
conservatory. The count was charmed with everything,
and Susie, who was at first a little embarrassed, soon
gained perfect composure, as every one did in his presence
when he chose. During the dinner the conversation was
mostly about flowers, and the count said to Susie, “I
have been urging Mrs. Delano to invest more money in
your business. Nothing would give me more pleasure
than to supply any amount you wish for extending your
operations. I speak in a pure business way, you understand,”
he added, fearing the implication of charity as a
motive. “I am perfectly satisfied that the investment
or loan would be quite safe. Mrs. Delano seems to hesitate.
How is it with you, madam?”
“I do not hesitate in the least, sir,” she answered confidently.
“I want to import our stock directly from
England; but heretofore we have not had money enough
to do so. We have orders now that we cannot fill, and
they are increasing daily, especially for certain shade-trees
380and hedge-shrubs.” Clara was a little surprised at
the daring spirit of Susie, to whose lead in business,
however, she always submitted. The little woman was
developing a most wonderful executive ability. She was
heart and soul interested in her business; and so it came
to pass that the count honored, what Mr. Kendrick
called, the “Dykes & Delano paper.”
“I confess,” said Clara, smiling, “that I do tremble a
little at the idea of giving Madam Susie ‘a wider swing,’
as papa calls it.”
“Madam Susie,” echoed Min, “that was what Annie
always called mamma.”
“And so does auntie also, when she speaks of her outside,”
said Clara. This relieved the count of an uncertainty,
for he did not like to call her Mrs. Dykes, and
politeness forbade him to call her Miss. Not noticing these
last remarks, Susie said: “There has been a great demand
here for pot-plants this spring, and I must confess we
ask outrageous prices, but you see there is no competition,
and as we’ve got so fine a start, I do not fear a
rival, unless some one appears with unlimited capital.”
The count laughed. “Commercial magnanimity,” he
said, “is a fiction, and commercial honesty is little better
than playing confessedly with loaded dice; but it does
me good, Madam Susie, to see women getting hold of the
dice-boxes that men have so long wielded.”
“Almost all men believe,” said Susie, “that women’s
industrial and commercial capacities are restricted by
nature to very small, safe, light, feminine operations, like
the conduct of a peanut stand. Now I’ve been haggling
with Betterton, the importer, about hedge-shrubs for the
last month. He has made us his last offer, and I know381he thinks we are at his mercy. To-night I give him my
answer. I shall write, thanking him for his slight concession
in the matter of price, and decline, on the ground
that the firm of Dykes & Delano have decided to open
negotiations with foreign houses direct.” Susie’s eyes
were bright with triumph.
“Good! Good!” exclaimed the count, as they rose
from the table. “I haven’t enjoyed such a satisfaction
for years as that speech affords me. Go ahead boldly.
Upon my honor, I’d rather lose out and out a million
than to see you fail. But you must not fail. I pledge
you to that amount that you shall not,” and he gave
Susie his hand. Clara was very silent, but Susie could
not conceal her triumph. It beamed from every part of
her, like the light from a flame.
After dinner they walked through the conservatory,
and over the nursery plantation, where some men were
engaged taking young pear-trees from their “heeling-in”
rows, and packing them in bundles for the buyers. Susie
looked at the little wooden labels tied on each tree.
“You wrote these?” she said. The man assented.
“They are not written distinctly enough. Please come
to me to-morrow morning and I will give you models.”
She spoke in a low, decided, but respectful tone. The
count noticed everything. He talked with her a great
deal, for he was greatly interested; but he noticed meanwhile
every movement of Clara, and joined her in the
walk back to the house, Susie remaining to look after
something that needed attention.
“You are a little troubled, I see,” he said, in a very
gentle tone. “I know exactly the reason. You do not
feel so sure of yourself as Madam Susie does, and you
382fear I may possibly lose money through your firm. I
wish to reassure you. I am a very cautious man in business.
Everything is favorable here. I admire your
partner exceedingly. She is capable of conducting enterprises
to any extent. Let me advise you to trust her
head just as you tell me you do her heart,” and stopping
in the walk and turning his eyes full upon hers, he added,
“Believe me sincere when I say again, I would rather
lose money in this woman’s enterprise than gain any
amount in any other. Do not think I could ever regret
a loss incurred here.”
“I do not think you will lose,” she said, “but the new
responsibility weighs upon me a little at first;” and her
eyes, that had met his fully for a moment, fell before the
magnetic power of his. That moment decided the
location of the Social Palace. Not a word was spoken,
not a glance that could show that these two were ever to
be dearer to each other than friends; but some subtle
movement in the brain destroyed the poise of nicely-balanced
motives, and Oakdale was destined to witness a
mighty enterprise.
The next morning Susie had decided upon a business
trip to Boston; but feeling the importance of her presence
at home, she asked Clara to go instead. Miss Charlotte
Delano was to return by the first train, and so Clara
readily assented. That being settled, they talked of the
count, and rejoiced mutually over the prospect of extending
their enterprise. “This day,” said Susie, “atones
for all I have suffered—for every tear I have ever shed.
I have been happy many times, but I have never felt the
stimulus of pride. To-day, oh, Clara, my friend, I am
both proud and happy, and my cup is full. Contrast
383this hour with that when you came to my room at your
father’s. Do you remember? I can scarcely believe I
am the same person. Still, whatever satisfaction I enjoy,
whatever prospect of future happiness, I owe all to your
blessed father and you.”
“You will insist upon inflicting me with your gratitude.
You make me ashamed of doing so little. What
was it, after all, but a little human decency? Now, you
shall not talk of it. Tell me of the count. He spoke so
admiringly of you. Are you not already in love with
him?”
“I don’t know whether I could ever fall in love again.
He seems to me something to be adored by me, not loved,
in the common sense; but though my admiration for him
is almost perfect, it will not be quite so, until he does
one thing more.”
“What is that, Susie?”
“Until he wooes and wins Clara,” said Susie.
“Oh, you dear girl! I believe you are capable of anything.
If you loved him, and could do so, you would
sacrifice him to me.”
“I would; but there is nothing of that kind to be.
We are to be, he and I, good friends; but Heaven has
designed him for you and you for him. I feel sure of it.”
“Do you forget that you are talking to the legal wife
of Dr. Delano?” asked Clara, with a very confident
voice at the beginning, but with something very like a
sigh at the end.
“Oh, well; Fate can tear down a shanty when it has
a palace to build.”
The count left in the same train with Miss Charlotte
and Clara, and during the journey an incident occurred
384which should be mentioned, because it shows something
more of Clara’s nature. On changing cars at the railroad
junction, the two ladies took a seat, the count occupying
the one in front of them, and another gentleman,
the one behind. This gentleman was just putting away
a time-table, which Clara politely asked to see. The
gentleman thereupon made some remark, which Clara
answered, and they continued talking for some minutes.
Miss Charlotte was a little shocked at such unconventionality.
To her mind, it proved very conclusively that
Clara had no intention of making a soft impression upon
the count, else she would be more careful of her actions.
The count kept on reading his paper, not seeming to
notice anything—not even the fact that the stranger gave
Clara his card just before he left the train, whereupon
she promptly returned him hers. Miss Charlotte could
not forbear remarking upon the strange proceeding.
“Why should we treat strangers with suspicion and
reserve?” asked Clara. “It is my ambition to be
treated by strangers exactly as one gentleman treats
another; this is Susie’s idea, also, and Miss Marston’s.
Gallantry is a wretched substitute for that respect that
comes from the sense of equality.”
“You are right, madam,” said the count, with great
earnestness, as he folded his paper. “Every such act as
this on the part of women, teaches men a lesson—one
they are slow to learn—that women are not necessarily
and by nature simply pretty, dependent dolls, to be flattered
and caressed——”
“And despised,” said Clara. “I have noticed always
and without exception, that the men who bow the lowest
before us, pick up our fans, when dropped, with the greatest
385alacrity, and make the most adulatory speeches, are
just those who respect us least. I can give you a good
illustration, Miss Charlotte,” continued Clara: “the last
time I was in Boston, as I was passing up Court Street,
a poor old apple-woman had her stand upset. There
were many men passing, and I noticed that every one of
the elegant low-bowers, or fan-servants, passed on without
the slightest show of sympathy. One, only, a very young
fellow, rather poorly dressed, I found helping me set up
the poor old woman’s stand and pick up the scattered
fruit.”
“Did you give him your card?” asked Miss Charlotte,
smiling.
“I did; and allowed him to walk on beside me while
I gave him my notions of a true gentleman; and more,
he has written to me twice. His name is Edward Page.
I will show you his pretty, enthusiastic letters; and still
more, Miss Charlotte, when I found he was a poor boy,
struggling against fate alone in Boston, I offered him,
with Susie’s consent, of course, constant employment with
Dykes & Delano, and he is coming next week to take the
place.”
“Bravo!” exclaimed the count. “I must beg your
pardon, Mrs. Delano, for believing, heretofore, that Madam
Susie had more business capacity than her partner. You
will always choose your assistants wisely. You will make
them devoted to you, and secure faithful work. This is
the great secret of success as a leader of industry.”
“I have been brought up so differently,” said Miss
Charlotte. “The talk of you radicals sounds to me as if
it came from another planet; and still I find I have to
agree with you. I confess that when I have, on the
386street, refused a courtesy from a stranger, as, for instance,
the offer of an umbrella in a shower, I have always felt
a little mean.” The conversation followed this strain
until the train reached Boston; and then the count
left the ladies at the door of the carriage waiting for
Miss Delano.
CHAPTER XXXV. THE SLAVE OF THE LAMP OBEYS.
387
Miss Delano had persuaded Clara to defer her
business in Boston until the next day, and spend
the intervening hours with her. “Albert seldom dines
at home,” she had said, “and he comes in, generally, late
at night; so you will not run much risk of meeting him.”
Clara replied that she believed she could meet him without
the slightest discomfiture, and would even like to prove
it. While they were speaking the street door opened,
and a minute after Dr. Delano entered the presence of
Clara and his sister. He showed unmistakable signs of
confusion when Clara rose and greeted him with the simple
friendliness of a common acquaintance. At dinner
he spent most of the time looking at Clara. She was gay
and chatty, handsomer than she had ever been. Was
this the woman who had, as it were, clung weeping to
his feet, imploring the return of his lost love? Was this
smiling, happy woman, who sat facing him, discussing
the dinner with excellent appetite, and coolly talking of
extending business operations, the same soft, dependent,
adoring creature who had slept in his arms and lived only
in the sunlight of his smiles and caresses? He could
scarcely believe it. Certainly he had never known her,
then. This could not be his wife: it was a grander presence,
an imperial, commanding woman, the glance of
388whose strong eyes, his own could hardly support. She
inspired him with something like awe; and just in proportion
as she seemed unapproachable, did the desire to
approach her increase. Clara noticed the interest she
excited in him, but she read his heart like an open book;
she saw not love, not tenderness and regret, but the hope
of conquest. Had she read tenderness there, her triumph
would have been robbed of all its worth. This triumph
was much to her. This man had used her most helpless
fondness as a weapon against her, and had met her despairing
tenderness with that mocking, superior calmness
that only indifference can create. It was sweet to her to
be able to meet his gaze proudly, to smile upon him,
while her eyes said plainly, “You are nothing to me now.”
During the evening Clara kept close beside Miss Charlotte.
Dr. Delano was vexed that he could get no moment
alone with her. Of course he could have asked for
a private interview. Clara expected that he would; but
he could not bring himself to do this, and the only other
alternative was to go boldly to her room, after she retired.
This he decided to do. It was characteristically marital
and wholly cowardly, though very natural to such men as
Albert Delano. Not two minutes, therefore, after Clara
entered her room, she heard a well-known step approaching.
The instinct of the slave for self-defence caused her
quickly and noiselessly to slide the bolt of her door. The
act was hardly accomplished when he knocked softly.
“Well?” with the rising inflection, was the only answer.
“May I come in, Clara? I wish to see you.”
“No, Albert, you cannot see me here.”
“Why?”
389Clara felt the blood mount to her cheeks at his want of
pride.
“I feel a repugnance to the idea of seeing you here.
Is not that enough?”
“Oh, do not be unreasonable,” he replied, concealing
his anger, but not his impatience; and with this he
turned the knob. Up to this moment Clara had secretly
reproached herself for bolting her door, not daring in her
heart to really believe that he could be guilty of the baseness
of forcing himself upon her. All fear of being unjust
to him, now vanished like tissue in a furnace. She
answered, with forced composure, “Go down into the
library, and I will join you there. You cannot see me
here, Dr. Delano.” He could not possibly mistake her
meaning, and he went without a word. “She shall pay
for these airs,” he said to himself as he retreated, determining
to play the part of the impassioned lover, which
he believed she would never be able to resist. He thought
he knew her weakness; but his calculation was all wrong,
since he failed to see that her weakness had been her
strength of love; but now her strength was in the weakness
of that love, and she was no longer the potter’s clay
in his hands that she had once been. The moment she
confronted him in the library he was conscious of her
power, and felt that no acting could deceive her. For a
moment she stood silently looking at him, and then she
said, in a slow, measured tone, “I have had some hard
thoughts of you, Albert, but I never believed you could
be guilty of such baseness, as trying to force yourself upon
me when I had told you you were not desired.”
“Permit me to say that I have never had any hard
thoughts of you, and could not believe you would ever
390apply such a term to me. It does not strike me as a
crime to wish to see my wife in her room.”
“I am not your wife, and you know it; nor are you
my husband.”
“The law would hold a different opinion; and, allow
me to add, a somewhat less sentimental one.”
“Was it ever our mutual understanding that we were
husband and wife, simply because of the ceremony of
marriage?” asked Clara, growing more calm as her excitement
increased.
“Our mutual understanding had not, nor has it now,
any power to annul the fact.”
“Then let it be annulled as soon as possible. I have
heretofore been very indifferent whether you got a divorce
or not; but, in Heaven’s name, wait no longer, since you
take so low a view of what constitutes marriage. I have
deserted you, you know,” she said, with a bitter smile,
“and that is ground for a divorce.”
“The complaint is already filed,” he answered, “but
I think I shall stay the proceedings.”
“Suppose you do me the honor to consult me in the
premises.”
“I beg your pardon, Madam Delano. Will you favor
me with your opinion on this subject?”
“You cannot irritate me by your mocking tone. I
have learned that existence, and even happiness, is possible
without your caresses.”
“So it seems, madam; and if it will do your pride
any good, I will add that I am very sorry for the fact.”
“I should be glad to know for a certainty, that you
are sorry for the fact. It is not pride, Albert,” she continued,
in a gentler voice, “but the sense of justice,
391which makes me wish you to confess that you cheated me,
when you gave your love in return for mine. You never
loved me grandly—never comprehended how you were
loved by me. I never left you because of your infidelity;
and for months I tried to reawaken in you something of
the tenderness for which I was almost dying. I would
have you admit this. Why should there be any misunderstanding?
Why should we quarrel like the vulgar,
because we are no longer lovers? I can never forget what
you have been to me, and would remain your friend
under all circumstances.”
It seemed to dawn upon Dr. Delano’s mind that the
woman for whom he had thrown this pearl away, was
very small beside her; but there was nothing of the hero
in his nature. He felt a momentary self-contempt at the
retrospect of his own conduct—at the cold, dictatorial
letters he had returned for Clara’s impassioned appeals;
but he had gone too far for anything now but a temporary
reconciliation. He had already committed himself to
marriage with Ella, as soon as the divorce was granted.
Of this fact Clara was ignorant.
“I can scarcely believe that it is you, Clara, standing
there and discussing our future friendship so coolly,”
he said.
“No; you think my natural place is at your feet.
Love makes us infinitely humble, infinitely dependent.
Oh, Albert! you never saw anything but the surface of
things. I could not make you understand how I have
mourned my dead illusions. When I first knew that my
heart had cast off its anchorage in yours, I could have
died from grief, only grief does not kill the strong.
Sleep but renewed my strength to suffer, as I suffer now—not
392for the return of your love—I have outlived all
desire, all need for that—but from very pity for myself,
thinking of the long, long agonies I have endured;”
and Clara hid her face in the arm that rested on the
mantel-piece and sobbed. This was the supreme moment
Albert had desired. He did not believe her own explanation
of her sorrow. He approached her triumphantly,
and put his arm around her and spoke gentle words.
“Thank you,” she said, releasing herself and smiling
upon him. “You are very kind to try to comfort me. It
is over now;” and as he tried to hold her, she gave him
a chilling reproach—“Have you not understood what I
have been saying to you, Albert?”
“Oh, it is not true, darling; you have not ceased to
care for me.”
“I care for you only as a friend. I told you I had
outlived all my illusions, just as positively as you had,
when after a few months of marriage you were wholly
drawn to Ella. Let us preserve our mutual regard by
the utmost candor. We cannot deceive each other, and
any attempt to do so is an outrage upon truth and
honesty. There is nothing left of our mutual passion
but a cold and bare skeleton, which we can never clothe
with the flesh and fire of life, do what we will. I would
not see you humiliate yourself;” and not wishing for a
reply, she turned quickly and left him. He stood gazing
after her as if dazed. At last he knew beyond question
that this woman was beyond his reach. He had once
called her love a “suffocating warmth,” but even now,
he could not see how far she was above him, through
her fervid sentiment of the passion of love, and her
grander idealization of its object, which had made her
393faithful, not from any sense of duty or consistency, but
from necessity. To him, love was a luxury like rare
wine, which might be substituted, when wanting, by an
ordinary quality. To Clara, love was her religion—the
one necessity of her higher life; and when its object
failed, her imagination constructed an ideal upon which
her exuberant fondness lavished itself in thought, for she
never dreamed of the folly of common souls, who satisfy
the heart with stones when it asks for bread.
The next morning Dr. Delano breakfasted in his room,
and Clara and Miss Charlotte had a long confidential talk
over their coffee in the luxuriant morning-room of the
latter. Clara told her friend of the scene between her
and Albert.
“I have long given up hoping for a reconciliation,”
said Charlotte, “though it would be a great comfort to
me. When he marries Ella, I shall quit the house,
though where I shall go is uncertain. Maybe,” she
added, smiling, “I shall yet go to live in that Oakdale
Social Palace. Nothing would irritate Albert so much,
for he hates the count, though it would be difficult to say
why. I have always been deeply attached to him. He
is the most honorable man toward women I have ever
met, and the charm in his friendship is, that he never
misunderstands you. This is why his friendship is better
than the love of ordinary men.”
During the conversation Clara asked her if she thought
Ella really loved Albert.
“No,” said Miss Charlotte, decidedly. “She is too
selfish to know what love means; but in her way she is
fond of him, and will keep her empire over him, by her
coquetry with other men, principally. You lost your
394power over him simply by loving him with too much
devotion. He fretted a good deal at first because you
did not return to him. I told him you would never
return, for you had ceased to love him. Upon that he
showed me your letters. He could not bear any one
to think him incapable of doing just what he pleased
with you. Those were the first genuine love-letters I
ever saw. I cried over them like a child; and my deeper
esteem for you dates from that time. They showed so
unmistakably that you cared nothing for Albert’s position
or wealth. I had not counted on so high a virtue,
and could not understand why he should be so worshipped
for his gracious self alone; though, of course, he
is a very elegant man, and most women find him irresistible.”
Clara was rather silent. She was thinking of Albert’s
vanity in showing her passionate letters, simply to prove
his power—to say virtually, “You see her heart is under
my feet.” There was something so indelicate, so coarse
in this, that it almost made her hate the thought of him.
While the ladies lingered over their coffee, Albert was
in the library walking up and down, fuming. He had
worked himself into a very unenviable state. He had not
slept well during the night. It was a new experience to
be shut out from this superb woman, who was but a little
while ago so caressingly fond of him, so sensitive to his
slightest attentions. It was a humiliation that he could
not endure with equanimity, and when a little later she
entered the library, a scene occurred impossible to
describe. Clara, with the fresh information of his engagement
to Ella, was amazed at the state he was in.
In his anger, he threw off every rag of decent reticence on
395the subject of his feelings, and said, without shame, that
there was no reason why they should deny themselves the
pleasure of being together, simply because they were not
so ineffably sentimental as they had been. As he spoke,
he was conscious of outraging all Clara’s high sense of
refinement, and he even enjoyed it as a kind of revenge.
“Stop there! Dr. Delano,” she exclaimed, with furious
indignation. “You compel me to despise you utterly.
You talk to me of pleasure in what the soul can have no
part. Oh, shame! shame! Until now I have never
known you. Your peers are not honorable and chaste
women, but those who may barter their favors, like merchandise,
for wealth or social position.”
“I am a physician,” he said, “and don’t pretend to
understand so much about soul as you do. I have found
that, as a general thing, men are men, and women are
women. The natural functions exist, and demand their
natural play quite independent of any bosh about soul.”
Clara was never so amazed in her life. She was too
excited to move from the spot, and she gave vent to her
horror of his baseness in most unmeasured terms, ending
a volley of eloquence with a fervent expression of gratitude
that there had been no children to perpetuate such
moral degradation.
“Children?” he sneered. “You need not count on
their advent in your case, under any circumstances.
Children are born of the body, not of the soul, or you
might be the mother of an army of phantoms—the only
kind you will ever have. That I can promise you as a
physician.”
“I despise your wisdom as a physician,” retorted
Clara, her face crimson. “You should have only brutes
396for patients. Children, in my opinion, are not well born,
who are not the offspring of the soul as well as of the
body. I have not the slightest fear that, if I should
ever—.” Clara stopped short, angry with herself that
she should lower herself to answer at all.
“If you should ever marry a soul, you mean you would
prove very prolific,” he said; but even he was conscious
of going too far, and he added, “but I am sorry my temper
has made me say rude things to you, Clara. I am
really ashamed of myself, but I know you will not forgive
me. But no matter now. One thing you forget. The
divorce I get from you, not you from me, remember that.
I shall be free to marry, ‘as though the defendant were
actually dead,’ but the defendant will ‘not be free to
marry until the plaintiff be actually dead;’ so the document
will read, madam,” and with these words, he left
the library just as Miss Charlotte entered. She asked
him if he would be in at dinner. “I shall try hard to do
so,” he said. “I would not deprive madam of the pleasure
of her husband’s presence. Ta! ta! mon ange,”
and he actually kissed his hand to Clara, who stood
staring at him as at a monster. When the door closed
behind him she told Charlotte all he had said.
“What then does a divorce mean?” asked Charlotte.
“How can you remain bound to him, when he marries
another wife. It is not common sense.”
“No,” answered Clara. “It is not common sense; it
is law, it seems;” and she poured forth a storm of indignant
protest against laws made by men without the consent
of women. Miss Charlotte replied:
“I wish I could see some of my friends, who say they
have all the rights they want, standing exactly in your
397place. It is enough to make women insane with rage.
Such injustice! such barbarous tyranny. My doubts are
all gone. The women’s-rights agitators are right. Don’t
be surprised if you find me hereafter a ‘shrieker,’ as the
press insultingly calls those women,” and looking at herself
in the glass over the mantel-piece, she added, laughing,
“See! an old maid, somewhat over thirty-five, tall,
spare, with a thin, prominent nose. I should grace any
suffrage platform in the land.” Clara smiled, but she
was too sad to enjoy the pleasantry of Miss Charlotte,
and soon after took her leave, and dispatching with all
speed the business of the flower firm, she was glad to get
home to Susie, in whose never-failing sympathy she found
a rest, which grew more and more to her with the experiences
of life.
In a few days Von Frauenstein returned, and Min had
her promised ride. It was quite a long one, and part of
the course was through the fine grove of the Kendricks,
which joined the doctor’s fruit orchard; and the Forest
family, by the invitation of the Kendricks, always used it
as freely as if it were their own. On this occasion Leila
Forest was leisurely sauntering through the central avenue
with a book in her hand. She looked up with a
beaming face when the count stopped his horse and
greeted her; but seeing the child, whom she readily recognized,
her countenance fell. He did not appear to notice
this, and asked her if she would not join him in the
ride. She declined with girlish stateliness. He divined
her motive instantly, and said, “Miss Leila, I think you
do not know this young lady by my side. Permit me
to introduce you to Mademoiselle von Frauenstein, my
adopted daughter.”
398“Ah!” was all that Leila’s amazement could find for
expression, and the count bowed gravely and drove on.
“She don’t like Minnie, does she, Paul? But Linnie
does. Linnie comes to see auntie, and she kisses me
too.”
“Does she? Paul will remember that.”
When Leila reached home, she told her mother of the
meeting in the grove. Mrs. Forest was not inclined to
believe the adoption of Minnie anything but pleasantry
on the count’s part, but she said it was very unwise to
refuse the count’s invitation to ride with him.
“Why, mamma!” exclaimed Leila, “of course I
wanted to go; but I thought you would never approve
of it. I think he’s horrid to make so much of that little
crazy imp.”
“She is nothing but a baby,” said Mrs. Forest. “The
count has certainly a right to choose his acquaintances.
My dear, I fear you did a very unwise thing”—thrown
away your chances, she would have said, if she had expressed
her thought exactly. Leila was puzzled. This
was a new phase of her mother’s character, or new, at
least, to her, and she replied, a little sourly, “Of course
he has a right to choose his acquaintances; but supposing
he had been riding with the child’s mother?
Why, I should have felt insulted if he had recognized
me.”
“Oh, now you are merely foolish. He would not do
such a thing.”
“Why not? The child is no better than the mother,
is she?” Mrs. Forest assumed an icy silence.
Linnie, to whom her sister soon conveyed the intelligence
of the meeting in the park, took a very different
399ground. “You did right, sis,” she said; “for if you had
accepted the invitation against your sense of propriety, he
would have read your mind like a book, and despised you
for it, as he will now, no doubt, for your airs.”
“Well, that’s a comforting dilemma, I must say.”
“I don’t care, Leila. The truth is, Susie was not
treated well, nor Clara either. I like Susie. I’ve been
there, lately, ever so many times, though you needn’t tell
mamma.”
“Goodness me! I thought so. You’re infected with
the Forest radicalism too. I wonder what you’ll come
to?”
“A sensible person, I think. I mean to. I would not
have refused to ride with the count. I should respect
any one he chose to honor. Now you are smitten with
him; you can’t deny it. But I can tell you one thing:
he’s just as radical as papa is.”
“Well, men don’t like radical women for wives. They
never choose them; and if they do, they don’t like them
long.”
“You mean Clara. Now, Miss Wisdom, I’ll give you
a little file to gnaw: There are three Forest girls in the
market, or will be when Dr. Delano gets his divorce; and
if either of the three ever becomes the Countess Von
Frauenstein, it will not be the least radical one.”
“Well, I’m sure I don’t want the honor.”
“No, I understand exactly how afflicted you would be,
if he should ask you. Poor child! I hope you will be
spared that blow!” And Linnie laughed in the most
exasperating way.
Min was in a fever of delight during the ride. During
the first part of it the count had given her a very charming
400version of Aladdin; and when he drove back to the town,
he led her like a queen into the finest ice-cream saloon, and
seating her in a chair, took his place opposite to her and
said, as he removed his hat and gloves, “Now, my golden-haired
mistress, what will you have? Remember, I am
your Slave of the Lamp.”
“Well, my Slave of the Lamp,” she answered, gayly,
“I should like some chocolate lady-fingers, and some
strawberry ice-cream, and some cocoa-nut pie, and some
almonds, and—”
“Mercy!” exclaimed the count, laughing. “If you
eat all that, instead of taking you to the toy-shop for
that doll, I shall have to stop at Simpson’s, the undertaker,
and have you measured.”
“Well. Is that the way Slaves of the Lamp behave, I
should like to know?”
“Now, Min,” said the count, “let us compromise.
The Slave of the Lamp is terribly afraid of your auntie,
and so he must not make you ill. You take the cream
and the chocolate nougats, and the rest we will have put
in the carriage, for home consumption when the Slave is
gone.”
“All right!” said the little girl.
When they reached home it required the count, Clara,
and Min combined to carry all her purchases into the
house.
“Oh, auntie! auntie! See! I’ve got such a lovely
singing-bird!” And she insisted, whatever became of
her other treasures, on carrying the cage in herself.
“My child!” exclaimed Clara, amazed at the quantity
of parcels and boxes, “Surely you have not begged all
these from the count?”
401“Why, don’t you know, auntie, he’s my Slave of the
Lamp? Everything I want he has to get for me.”
“Be gracious to me, Mrs. Delano,” the count said, in
his most winning voice. “You do not know how much
pleasure I have taken in gratifying the caprices of this
pet of yours. Do not chide us.”
“Oh, I will not,” answered Clara, smiling. “But
what will become of Min, if another spoiler is added to
the list?”
“Depend upon it,” replied the count, “those children
have the best chance of being lovely in their lives, who
are most caressed and loved in their early days. ‘Spoiled,’
is generally only an excuse for not studying children’s
needs, just as parents deny them sugar on the ground
that it is not good for them, when everybody knows they
require it ten times as much as grown people.”
Clara offered no opposition, for these were her own
opinions. She asked the count in, and conversed some
time with him. It was a conversation full of charm to
both of them, but Clara was at times troubled with a
vexing, ever-recurring thought. Von Frauenstein, master
of human nature as he was, studied in vain to get at the secret.
At length he said: “There is something that vexes
you, and you are half tempted to tell me about it; that is
because you know me so little. Pardon what may seem
a vanity, but I am sure you will come to trust me with
your confidence. Nothing should be hurried, nothing
forced, among friends. We have a right only to what we
can win; and there are some prizes too infinitely precious
to be lost by careless play.” He looked at her eyes a
moment, and then asked her to play. “I feel certain,”
402he said, as the music ceased, “that you do not wish to
sing for me. I have never heard your voice.”
“You are a magician,” she replied. “You read my
feelings so clearly that I sometimes almost tremble in
your presence. I have not heard you sing yet, you know,
and I much desire it.”
“Do you? That is very sweet. Let me try.” But
when he had played the prelude to a song he stopped
short. His hands dropped from the key-board. “I cannot,”
he said, turning to her with eyes full of unspoken
words. “I am under a spell. Will you send for Madam
Susie, and let me talk business?” Clara assented, and
a minute after Susie entered.
“Oh, madam,” he said, holding her hand, “I have the
weight of Atlas on my shoulders;” and placing her in
an arm-chair, he took a seat near her. Susie looked at
him tenderly, like a divine little motherly soul as she
was, and going to him, said, “You are tired. Now, make
yourself perfectly at ease while you talk to me. I wish
you would lie down on the sofa here, and light your
cigar.”
“I wish I could,” he said; “but somehow I cannot
lounge in a lady’s presence—not even when she desires
it. It comes from my European breeding; but I will
take a cigar, if it is not disagreeable to you.”
“Papa always smokes here,” said Clara, “so you need
have no hesitation. We both rather like the odor of a
nice cigar. I am very used to it, you know——”
Like a flash it entered the count’s mind that Dr. Delano
was the cause of her preoccupation; and strange as
it may seem, this was almost the first moment that he
realized her position with regard to that man. He had
403never thought of her before as bound to any one, though
he knew, of course, the fact of her marriage. He gave
himself, however, no time to think of it, but commenced
at once to “talk business,” as he had called it.
“You know,” he said, “the Social Palace is passed the
Rubicon, and with me there is no turning back. To-morrow
there will be fifty men at work on a temporary
building for the brick-making. The chief of that part
of the work, a man of immense executive ability, I sent
here the day after I left. He is at the hotel, and has
done good work since he was engaged. In three months
we can commence the walls; but long before that, the
subterranean air-galleries, cellars, sewers, and so forth,
will be built. I have the general plan, which I brought
from Guise, but as to details I am less fortunate; besides,
you know I am to make this on a somewhat larger scale,
though the original accommodates fifteen hundred. I put
the limit at two thousand for this. I want you ladies
and the doctor to go with me to-morrow and fix the exact
location and position of the palace, the manufactories,
the gardens and pleasure-grounds, and the nursery and
conservatories.”
Susie’s eyes gleamed as he talked; when he paused,
she jumped up and walked the floor in excitement.
“Oh, this is glorious, Clara! See what a magnificent
thing it is to have capital—no, not that, but to have
the soul to use it nobly for the amelioration of honest,
laboring people.”
“You want to kiss me, Madam Susie. I see it in your
eyes,” the count said, laughing.
“That’s just my desire,” cried Susie; and coming
beside him, she put her arms around his neck and kissed
404his forehead. In return, he kissed both her cheeks, saying,
“You are my right-hand man, you know. I leave
you this plan to-night, which you will study, and here is
a magazine having a pretty full description of the original.
In a short time I must go to Guise. I shall take
Min, my daughter,” he added, gravely, as if there was no
possibility of questioning his right, “and you must look
about for a nurse to take charge of her. I should think
Linnie would like that place; and understand, I have a
special reason for hitting upon her. You will go—that
is, you can, can you not? You see, Min must go, for I
wish her to stay, if you are willing—not otherwise, of
course; and as this is a business expedition, you must be
totally relieved from nursery duties.”
Susie’s head fairly swam. “Yes, you can go as well as
not,” said Clara. “It will do me good to work into your
place. I will commence with new responsibilities at once,
so I may be used to them. Young Page, the new assistant,
is going to prove a great acquisition to us.”
“Oh yes, I remember,” said the count. “I must see
him.”
“Can you not come back with us from the prospecting
expedition, to-morrow?” asked Susie. “You and the
doctor, and take lunch with us. We have taken Page
right into the family, you know. He is really a nice
young fellow—so well bred and modest.” The count
accepted, and then bade the ladies good-morning.
CHAPTER XXXVI. THE COUNT’S SPEECH TO HIS WORKMEN.
405
The next day was rainy, and the prospecting expedition,
as Susie called it, was deferred; the count
meanwhile employed the time in completing the purchase
of a farm of sixty-five acres, adjoining his original fifty,
and now he held all the land he wanted. This farm was
under cultivation, while twenty acres of the other land
was a forest of large oak, chestnut, and maple trees.
This was to form a pleasure-ground, for which it offered
singular advantages, since it had, near its centre, a beautiful
lake, fed by never-failing springs, in a hill on its
further and northern boundary. The following day was
magnificent, and though the distance was very short, the
party set out about nine o’clock in an open carriage, for
the count never walked, except on pleasure excursions;
then he was equal to the strongest. He and the doctor
occupied the front seat, and the ladies the other. Pausing
on the high ground that sloped down to the bridge,
they surveyed the scene before them. Along the river,
on the opposite bank, which was quite steep and skirted
with large trees, except immediately on either side of the
bridge, there lay a broad, level field, straight beyond
which was the twenty acres of forest, level at first, and
rising gradually toward the north-western hills. The
count turned on his seat, and asked “Madam Susie”
406where the palace should rise—“Speak, and I obey you;
I and the other ‘slaves of the lamp,’” he added, smiling.
“I would have it set back two-thirds the distance
toward the wood,” answered Susie, promptly. “The
front, on right and left of the avenue, extending from the
bridge, should be a park and garden, in which should
stand first, after the bridge, the theatre.”
“Easy of access to our ‘transtevere’ neighbors. I see
your idea; go on,” said the count.
“I have no very definite ideas further,” said Susie,
“except that I would have the silk manufactory to the
right or east, reserving the west as much as possible for
our view.”
“The brick-making establishment,” said the doctor,
“could be placed still beyond, further to the right.”
“Yes, I agree to all that,” said the count. “Now
that lake in the woods, I find is just high enough to carry
the water to the third story of the palace. You see there
is land enough, so there is no object in having it higher.
I tested the water yesterday. It is perfect, and will
amply supply all our needs. Now, behind the palace are
your nurseries and gardens, and in these, and near the
palace, we must build our grand swimming-baths. I
propose two apartments, one for women and children, and
the other for men. In the women’s there must be a
movable platform, like that at Guise, which will rise at
one end to within six inches of the surface of the water—made
to rise by simply turning a bar.”
“That is for the little children,” said Clara. “How
fine a thought that was of Mr. Godin! In the centre
of each bath we might have an island, about twelve feet
in diameter, for flowers.”
407“A good idea; we will not omit that,” said the count.
“The palace will be four immense buildings, standing
like a Greek cross, with a vast glass-covered court in the
centre, about two hundred feet square. Each quadrangle
also, will have a glass-roofed court, but not so large.
The great central court must be a grand hall for great
celebrations. Now what shall we do with the others?
The corners of the four buildings lap some ten feet, you
understand, and communicate on every story by passages
or corridors.”
“One of these courts,” said Susie, “I would have for
a winter conservatory.”
“That is my thought exactly,” said the count, “and
all things are working together admirably. I have spoken
for a palm-tree, fifty feet high, and many years old,
which is an elephant drawn in a lottery to its owner, and
which I can have for the tenth part of what it will be
worth for the centre of this court. It once belonged to
Gouverneur Morris, of Pennsylvania, I am told.”
“Why, I know the history of that tree,” said the doctor.
“Is that so? Can that be obtained? Well, how
all things do conspire to success when you operate on a
grand scale! Now, in your great subterranean-ventilating
galleries, you are to place hot-air furnaces for
warming the palace. One of these galleries can run
directly under the court, and hot-water pipes, from a furnace
located directly underneath, can warm your conservatory,
Susie.”
“The swimming-baths are the most difficult to warm,
I think. The silk works we will place nearer than we
intended, and use the exhausted steam of the engines for
the purpose. Baths there must be in the palace as well;
408but these swimming-baths I want to make a great feature.
Nothing is so refreshing after labor as a swim. It
makes the body supple and elastic. I don’t think water,
as a moral agent, can be over-estimated. Make a community
thoroughly clean outside, and the inside will soon
set itself in harmony. People will never be moral so long
as baths are a luxury.”
“Oh!” exclaimed Susie. “I can’t believe I shall live
to see all this; or if I ever do see it really accomplished,
I shall die of pure joy. Think of it! Hundreds of poor
families having all these luxuries, these splendid conditions
for culture and refinement, and all for no more
money than they now pay for their miserable tenements!
Can it be done?”
“It certainly can,” replied the count; “and hereafter
it will be by labor organizations themselves.”
As they drove down over the old wooden bridge, the
doctor remarked the necessity of having a new one.
“Yes, I have already thought of that, doctor. I was
closeted with your town-council yesterday afternoon. I
offered to build them a new iron bridge—have it all completed
in forty days. You see I have peculiar advantages,
for I am a large owner in the Phœnix Iron Bridge
Works, in the Schuylkill Valley, Pennsylvania. I proposed
to your town council to issue to me small notes, to
the amount of fifty thousand dollars, receivable for all
taxes and town dues of all kinds. I will endorse them
myself, if necessary. With these I can pay the workmen.”
“That is a capital idea, Frauenstein,” said the doctor;
“but you won’t need to endorse them. Those notes will
circulate perfectly. Everybody wants the bridge. It has
been discussed seriously for over three years.”
409“When these notes come into the town treasury, it
can burn them. They can easily be all redeemed and
burnt in the course of a year, and your citizens will
have their bridge without feeling the cost in the least.”
“Kendrick & Burnham, the bankers,” said Clara, “are
members of the council. They will of themselves turn
the balance, for they know you will have a good deal of
banking business, which they expect of course to do.”
“Exactly,” said the count; “you see how all things
work for our interest. I am promised an answer at their
next meeting, which is to-morrow night.”
Thus discussing the plans, the party drove to the edge
of the forest; and as there was no road through it, they
walked to the lake on the hill, following the course of a
pretty brook that wound down through the woods, across
the land, and emptied into the river. It was noon when
they returned and drove to the spot where the temporary
building for the brick-making was going up. As the
carriage approached, the “boss” of the operations came
forward and saluted the count with great deference.
The count gave him his hand cordially and presented
him to the rest of the party. “This is Mr. Stevens, Dr.
Forest, with whom you will soon be better acquainted.
He is a scientific man, as well as an accomplished artisan,
and to him we look for the transformation of this sand
into stone bricks.” Then the count presented him to the
ladies separately, saying, “These are the heads of the
firm of Dykes & Delano, Florists, of whom you have
heard.” He had not, in fact, but did not confess that, as
he took the offered hands of the ladies. “They will conduct
the florist and nursery industry of our future social
palace.” While the count was talking and listening to
410the conversation of the rest, his eyes were busy with the
scene before him. There, on piles of lumber, on the
ground, on carts, everywhere, the men, some alone, some
in small groups, were seated, each one with a long, narrow
tin pail or kettle, out of which they were eating their
principal meal of the day. Frauenstein looked at Clara.
There was an appeal in his eyes that she understood.
“Mr. Stevens,” she said, “where you have so many
workmen who will be engaged here regularly for months,
would it not be practicable to have a table set for them
in the building you are putting up? It would seem so
much more fraternal and——”
“Human, you would say, madam. Ah! madam, that
is the way I ate my dinner for years.”
“By ——, it’s a shame!” exclaimed the doctor.
The count asked permission of Mr. Stevens to speak to
his men; and driving near a group of three seated on a
pile of boards, he said,
“My friends, I wish to ask you a question—not out of
curiosity, believe me, but from a motive which you will
approve.”
“Go ahead, sir,” said one of the men, tearing off a
piece of tough meat with his teeth.
“I want you to make me an estimate of the cost, the
average cost, as near as you can come at it, of a workingman’s
lunch, such as you are eating to-day.”
“I think mine, boss, costs about as much as that you
give your dog every day,” said a low-browed rough man
seated near the group addressed.
“Sure would ye spake to a gintleman like that, Mikey?
It’s onmannerly in ye, onyhow.”
“I’m not offended with Mike. I like his protest. He
411is not satisfied, and that is the first thing we want when
we propose a reform.” Here the intelligence was in some
silent, mysterious way communicated from man to man
that this black-gloved gentleman was the great capitalist,
of whom there were circulating fabulous stories about
his untold wealth, and his project of a Social Palace for
workingmen. Many of them were incredulous, and suspicious
of the intentions of all capitalists; but as the
knowledge of the count’s presence spread, many of the
men rose and doffed their hats to him and his friends, as
they gathered round the carriage. After trying again,
the count found the lowest average estimate he could get
was ten cents. They agreed that if they could have the
same for that amount, they should not bring their kettles.
The count and Mr. Stevens talked together in a low tone
for some minutes; and then the count, rising in his seat,
removed his hat and gloves and commenced to address the
workmen. Suddenly every voice was hushed and every eye
intently studying the elegant face and form before them:
“My friends,” he said, “you know my name is Frauenstein,
and you have heard that I am a capitalist, which
some of you take to be about equivalent to ‘enemy.’ [Cries
of “No, no!”] Now some of you, doubtless, belong to
the International Workingmen’s Association, and other
labor organizations, and you know, as well as I do, that
no man can own a million of dollars which he has earned
by any industry of his hands. [Cries of “Hear, hear!”
and “That’s true!”] Some of mine I inherited; but
most of it I have acquired by investing it in great industrial
enterprises in various parts of this country, of which
I am a citizen; and some of it I have acquired in Wall
Street, by what is called gold speculation. You know
412that every dollar of this wealth is the representative of a
dollar’s worth of productive labor, performed by laboring
men like yourselves. I also have done some labor, actual
productive labor, and I think I should not exaggerate if
I say that in this way I have an honest title to about five
hundred dollars! [Laughter and cries of “Good for you,
if you are a count!”] Yes, I am a count, as you say, but
I came honestly by that, if I did not by my property, and
I confess to a certain pride in my name, for it is an honorable
one; but a thousand titles cannot make a man
a true nobleman. In my opinion, he is noblest who most
loves his fellow-men. [Great applause.] Now, my
friends, it is the desire of my life to do a great work for
industry; and understand well, I do not come to insult
you with charity. Every true man despises charity, and
wants only a just and fair compensation for honest labor
performed. A man wants to have a home of his own;
leisure for studying social and political questions; he
wants baths whereby to keep himself clean; good clothes
for himself and family; he wants his wife freed from the
wash-tub and the cooking-stove; he wants a guarantee
of support in sickness and old age; and especially does
he want to see his children educated, and brought up to
be noble men and women, who may be an honor to their
country. [Immense applause.]
“Now, we propose within the next three years to offer
all these advantages, and many more which I have not
time to name, to two thousand people, or say five hundred
families. When your bricks are done, you will see
rising on this spot of 115 acres, a grander palace than
your richest citizens have ever dreamed of. It will cost,
with all the improvements of the parks and grounds, and
413the silk manufactory, which will be an industry to support
the establishment, about $4,000,000, and I mean
that those who build it and those who come to live in it,
shall buy it and own it through the rents they pay. Say
there will be one thousand working adults earning, on an
average, $300 a year. That will be $300,000 a year, which
will pay for the home in less than fifteen years. There will
be ample work in the silk manufactory and in the cultivation
of flowers for the women, and also for the children
during hours that may be spared from their schools. I
think, therefore, fifteen years is a fair estimate of the
time it will take to purchase your magnificent home.
And here I want to say that no credit is due to me for
this idea. It is not mine, but that of one whose name
you should teach your children to pronounce with reverence,
as soon as their lips have learned to utter their first
words. It is the name of a Frenchman, who has done
already for his workmen what I propose to do here. I
allude to Monsieur Godin, the great labor reformer and
capitalist, in the town of Guise, in France. [Immense
applause, and cheers for Godin rent the air.]
“In a few days I shall put into your hands a pamphlet
which I have translated from a part of Monsieur Godin’s
book, called Social Solutions. That will give you a clear
idea of the organization and working of the first Social
Palace ever founded. The second is the one on which
you are now engaged, and I am sure you will work with
new spirit now that you see what is expected of you.
You are not working to build a stately palace for the
rich, while you keep yourselves and your children in
hovels, or mean tenement houses. The palace you are to
build is to be your own home and that of your children
414after you. A capitalist builds this, but hereafter labor
organizations will build them for themselves, all over the
world, until, as I hope, it shall become one fair garden
from the Atlantic to the Pacific, and from China to Gibraltar.
“Finally, I come to say the few words which I rose to
say, for I did not intend to branch out in this way, and
cheat myself out of a few moments of your valuable
time! [Laughter and applause.] Your chief here, Mr.
Stevens, who is a labor reformer, and whom I trust you
will come to love as a brother [cheers for Stevens], thinks
it practicable to construct in this temporary building an
oven and range, where every day a quarter of an ox or so
may be cooked, with loaves of bread and a plenty of good
coffee, and that this can be furnished you every day for
ten cents each.”
Here the count was interrupted by applause and the
volunteering of the men to build the range for nothing
after working hours.
“That’s the right spirit, boys. I know you work hard,
and I would not ask it, nor would Mr. Stevens, but I will
not dampen your ardor. It shall be as you wish, and I
will send you the bricks and lime to-morrow morning.
[Cheers.] Some of you are carpenters, and can put
together with these rough boards a couple or more long
tables. The necessary crockery and table-linen I beg you
to allow me to present you, as an offset to your giving
your labor to making the oven and the tables. One thing
more, and I have done. I met yesterday in your streets,
crouched on the pavement, crying, a poor Chinaman, who
can scarcely speak a word of English, and who was suffering
from hunger. I told him I would give him work, and
415the way he received my slight kindness, touched my heart.
Some boys had been insulting the poor fellow in his poverty
and wretchedness, and I took the occasion to read
them a lecture. I found out that the Chinaman could
cook and wash. Now, what do you say to his coming
here to do this cooking, setting the table, and keeping
the table-linen clean? [Applause and assent.] Meanwhile,
you see, he can learn our language, and I have no
doubt he will prove very useful—perhaps he will take
charge of our great steam-laundry, which is to be a part
of your Social Palace, and which will free your wives
from the wash-tub. [Great applause.] I hope you will
treat him well. Never by any carelessness teaze him about
his cue, which you know is an honor in the Chinaman’s
eyes. Respect, you know, always begets respect and
confidence, and no man is worthy of the name, who
thinks he is better than another, because he dresses
differently or happens to be born in a different country.
“I said I would not offer you charity, and I will not;
but when this great Social Palace is finished, I will
show you that, capitalist though I am, I have one right
that you are bound to respect. That right I mean to
exercise in organizing a festival and ball on a grand
scale, to celebrate the completion of our work; and if,
after I have accomplished all this, you will forgive me
for being a capitalist, and consider me a brother, I shall
have all the recognition I desire. In conclusion, I propose
three cheers for the Social Palace, in the name of
liberty, equality, and fraternity.”
The three cheers were given with the most deafening
enthusiasm. Then followed cheers for the count, and the
heartiest wishes for his health and prosperity. Clara,
416and Susie, and the doctor, were as enthusiastic as any
of the men. They cheered and clapped their hands
with the men all through the speech, and the carriage
turned away and drove off, amid cheers for Dr. Forest,
whom all workingmen recognized as a friend, and then
cheers for Dykes & Delano. To this Clara and Susie
answered by waving their handkerchiefs.
“I had no idea you could be so eloquent,” said the
doctor to the count, “though I was prepared for a telling
speech the moment you opened your mouth.” Susie
was profuse in her demonstrations of admiration, but
Clara was silent.
During the drive home, the doctor took from his
pocket a copy of the Oakdale daily and read: “Dr.
Forest presents his regards to his patients of Oakdale
and vicinity, and hereby announces that he will suspend
his medical practice from the first of May, 18—, until
the completion of the Social Palace, when he will take
charge of the medical service of that institution.”
“I fully expected that,” said Clara. “I knew papa
would have a large hand in that workmen’s palace; but
what place are you to take, papa? Just before the
Chinaman appeared in the programme, I was counting on
your volunteering to take the office of cordon bleu.”
“Which I would do, willingly,” said the doctor, “if
I could be most useful there.”
“By the way, let us stop at the hotel as we are passing,
and see what Too Soon is doing. That’s the name
of our celestial brother,” said the count.
In a small room in the upper part of the hotel, they
found Too Soon seated on the floor, busily sewing. As
they entered, he rose and pressed the count’s hand to his
417forehead, and then showed what he knew of western
etiquette, by bowing very low to the rest. It was very
difficult to talk to him, but by dint of pantomime and a
few English words, they found that Too Soon had sewed
all night, and had nearly finished his wardrobe, consisting
of baggy, thick, linen trowsers and two nondescript
jackets. The count tried to convey to him an idea of
the function he was to fill over the river, but without
success. However, after lunching with Clara and Susie,
he returned for Too Soon, took him in his carriage, and
drove to a hardware and crockery store, and then to a
dry-goods establishment, where he made all the purchases
for the new cuisine. The moment Too Soon saw
the table-cloths, he showed by pantomime that he wished
to hem them. He understood, evidently, that the count
was going to establish a restaurant somewhere over the
river; but he was as devoted as a slave, and ready to do
whatever was required of him.
The work went on bravely. Stevens set every man at
work who could drive a nail, and in less than a week the
building was in use. The cooking arrangement was admirable.
The tables built, Too Soon’s well-stocked china
closet filled and locked, and all the washing and other
paraphernalia ready for use. “To-morrow,” said Mr.
Stevens to his men, “lunch for fifty and over will be
spread here. I expect the count will be here. Understand
you are all free to act as you usually do—take
your own lunches to the table, or bring nothing. A good
plate of meat, with gravy and potatoes, will be furnished
for six cents; a large cup of coffee for two cents; (Too
Soon has already roasted it in the new oven, which works
to a charm,) and bread, as much as you want, for two
418cents more. That makes ten cents. Too Soon will hereafter
sleep here, and keep all safe. There will be water and
towels provided, so that every man can make himself so
presentable that any one, seeing him at table, will be
surprised if he don’t eat with his fork just like a gentleman.
Now I ain’t afraid of offending you. I am a
workman like you, and used to eat with my knife, which
was all right when we had to use a two-pronged fork,
and I confess, boys, that I shall have no little pride to-morrow
at this lunch.”
“Boss, I guess some of us would know a silver fork if
we had a good square view of it,” said one of the men.
“All right,” said Stevens, laughing. “You know very
well there are some people who think a workingman
must be a boor, anyway. Von Frauenstein is not one of
them, I promise you. On the contrary, he expects rather
too much of us.” The men said nothing; but evidently
they determined, each and every one, to perish rather
than forget and put their knives in their mouths. This
piece of policy was rather nicely managed on the part of
Stevens, for there is nothing on which people, who have
been deprived of refined breeding, are so sensitive as this
very subject of manners.
The next evening Burnham and his wife were at the
Kendricks. Mrs. Burnham enquired for the count.
“Oh, he’s running and driving everywhere,” said Mrs.
Kendrick. “We scarcely ever see him. He apologizes,
and says he don’t like to make our house a convenience;
but I won’t hear of his going to a hotel, of course.”
“Why, the whole town is talking of nothing but Von
Frauenstein and his great workmen’s palace,” said Mrs.
Burnham; “and, do you know, there are over fifty men
419at work already, and to-day they had a banquet. My
boys were over there, and all the afternoon they’ve been
dinning Too Soon into my ears. He wanted to know the
names of everything, and it wasn’t enough for them to
tell him, but they actually helped him wipe his dishes.
I’ve forbidden them to ever go there again.”
“Oh, let them go,” said Burnham. “I haven’t seen
Charlie so well for months. The excitement is innocent,
and much better than he will get in the streets.”
While they were talking, Kendrick was very unceremoniously
walking up and down the drawing-room with
his hands behind him. Pretty soon he stopped short
before the company.
“Burnham,” said he, “we are old fogies. We’ve let
the world get way ahead of us. I saw a sight to-day
such as I never expected to see, to say the least.”
“Oh, you were over there too, were you? Do tell us
about it,” said his wife.
“Why there were tables set for over fifty—snowy
linen, napkins, silver forks, beautiful white china, and
I’ll swear if most of the men didn’t eat as decorously as
those at my own table.”
“I shouldn’t have thought they would like spectators,”
said Burnham.
“Spectators! Bless your soul! I was invited to
lunch with them.”
“Goodness! Did you ever hear of such assurance!
What did you do?” asked Mrs. Burnham.
“Why, I accepted.” The ladies both uttered exclamations
of amazement. “What could I do? There
was Frauenstein just about to sit down. I couldn’t
pretend I had lunched. Everybody knew better, and
420wherever Frauenstein could hob-nob, I ought to be
able to.”
“But you couldn’t eat anything, of course,” said Mrs.
Burnham.
“On the contrary, I had a very satisfactory lunch. In
the first place, the coffee was as good as I ever tasted
anywhere. The beef was roasted to a turn, the gravy
perfect, and the baked potatoes also; and as for the
bread, Mrs. Kendrick, I would much like to see as good
in my own house.”
“Why, how on earth could it be done? A Chinaman
beggar couldn’t do all that!”
“Yes, he’s a cook; besides there’s a French baker in
the gang of workmen, and he showed the Chinaman how
to make the bread and the coffee.”
“For my part, I think Frauenstein will get himself
into a scrape. What will Ely & Gerrish’s men say?
There’s nobody to give them such a dinner every day.
Why, don’t you see it will raise wages?”
“Oh, no, Burnham; no gift about it. The men built
the kitchen and tables at odd hours, and they pay for
the food just what it costs, with enough over to make up
the Chinaman’s salary.”
“Why, it is that horrid dirty Chinaman, I hear, that
we used to see about the street trying to sell matches,”
said Mrs. Burnham.
“No dirt about him now. He had clean new clothes,
his cue neatly braided, and his skin, and even his nails,
were as clean as yours or mine.”
“And the conversation was very edifying, I suppose,”
said Mrs. Burnham.
“Just about as good as the average. I’ll be blest if I
421haven’t heard worse at my own table. To be sure, some
of them spoke bad English. One of them, at the further
end of the table, where Frauenstein and I sat, got up,
and asked to speak, if his fellow-workmen and the distinguished
guests were willing.”
“That was putting it rather neat,” said Burnham.
“He made a telling speech in very good English.”
“Do repeat it,” said Mrs. Kendrick, as curious as if
her husband had just returned from a visit to the South
Sea Island savages.
“Well, he said, among other things, that Count Frauenstein’s
address to them a week ago had touched them
deeply, even independently of the magnificent promise of
the Social Palace, which was something they could not
yet realize as possible—touched them deeply because he
had recognized the dignity of labor, and the rights of
laborers to a just share of the products of their industry.”
“Oh, he’s filling their heads with that stuff, is he?”
said Burnham.
“Not all stuff. No man could talk to men and win
such unbounded admiration without talking soundly. I
tell you, I’m more than ever convinced that we are old
fogies. This laborer said workingmen knew perfectly well
they were far below the educated gentleman in refinement,
in manners, in culture—in everything, perhaps, but
heart. He thought no men had more heart than workingmen,
and workingmen knew their true friends just as
quickly as they knew the true gentleman from the sham.
‘I felt,’ he said, ‘as the count talked, that I could not
do enough to express my gratitude that God had sent us
so true and noble a friend—a man disclaiming the idea
422of charity, and avowing that the best help a workman
could have, was that which gave him a field wherein he
could help himself. I felt, as he talked of our building
ourselves a palace, that I would work my own fingers off to
build him and his a palace, for he deserves it, God bless
him!’ and the man sat down, quite overcome.”
“Oh, I wish I had been there,” said Mrs. Kendrick.
“He must be a sensible man.”
“Did Frauenstein say anything?” asked Burnham.
“Oh! He was on his feet like a flash. He said the
man’s sentiments did him honor—his emotion did him
honor. With men having such comprehension of their
rights, and such faith in the honesty of their fellow-men,
he could trust the building of the palace. And then he
drew a picture of life in the Social Palace—the labor,
which would not be drudgery, but a pleasant exercise,
that would preserve the health of both body and mind;
the nursery and schools for the children; the grand festivals
in the vast, glass-covered court, festooned with banners
and garlands of the flowers their women and children
would cultivate; the music, the societies, the theatre,
where the children would learn elegance of bearing and
address—O Lord! Burnham, I never heard anything
like it. You see, he has studied this subject profoundly.
If he succeeds, you will see one grand thing—the happiness
of the aged, for they will have a sphere just as the
children will. Now, life is organized for the strongest—that
is, for adults. No doubt about it. Children are not
happy, nor healthy, as a general thing. They are in the
way; so are old people. Well, he only made a little
speech, ending with a depreciation of war, and some
touching remarks on the cultivation of the sentiment of
423the brotherhood of man. War, he called a stupendous
imbecility, as a civilized way of settling disputes, and he
offered a gracious tribute to Christ and Dr. Forest.”
“Oh, shame!” exclaimed Mrs. Kendrick.
“I don’t mean, you know, that he mixed them together.
He spoke of Christ when talking of the brotherhood
of man, and he said, but for Dr. Forest, one of the
best and noblest, as well as most learned men he had
ever met, the first Social Palace would have been built in
some other place. I never saw men so earnest. Why,
they already adore the man. They would do anything
for him. He’ll get good work out of them, you may be
sure.”
“Well, I should think he might, if in working for him,
they are building up a grand home for themselves,” said
Mrs. Burnham.
“Cost $4,000,000, you say, Kendrick. I tell you, it
will never pay,” said Burnham. “So much ornament,
you see. Now what on earth do poor people want of an
astronomical observatory, and a theatre, and library, and
billiard saloon? It’s all nonsense. Such people want
nothing but a decent home and decent things generally.”
“Well, that has been my view; but Frauenstein says
you won’t know the second generation of the Social
Palace as what we understand as laborers’ children.”
“But don’t you see, bringing them up in such luxury,
baths, and amusements, and accomplishments, and all
that,” said Burnham, “they’ll feel themselves too good
to work?”
“That’s just exactly what I told Frauenstein; but he
says they will certainly have an attraction to luxuries,
just like the rich, but they will have another attraction
424the rich lack, and that is a love of labor, not drudgery—you
know the distinction he makes—a love of productive
labor, that will be second nature to them; so they will
despise idleness, and honor no one who leads a frivolous
life.”
“Why, you are quite a labor reformer,” said Mrs.
Burnham. “That Count Von Frauenstein bewitches
everybody.”
“Well, I see one thing. He is a happy man. It’s a
luxury to see a happy man. Now, I’m not a happy man.
You are not a happy man, Burnham. We are just business
machines—animated ledgers, you might call us.
Frauenstein has the fervor, and enthusiasm, and freshness
of a boy; so has Dr. Forest and that man Stevens; and
I swear, that Chinaman is happier than I am!”
“Dear me, Elias!” said Mrs. Kendrick, not knowing
what to think of her husband’s mood. “I’m afraid you
are not well.”
“Yes, I am. I’ve only been awfully stirred up, that’s
all. If things could be so that a man could make a lot
of people happy while putting money in his own pocket,
business would have more life in it.”
“Well, Kendrick, we’ll see how this thing works.
Time enough to talk then.”
“How about the bridge?” asked Mrs. Burnham.
“Oh, that’s settled; the notes are to be issued at once—are
ready now, I believe.”
“That is a good idea,” said Burnham. “I’m pleased
with that; we shall get the bridge and not feel it at all.
That’s a sound idea of Frauenstein. Well, maybe he’ll
make his big scheme work, and get his money back in
fifteen years, but I don’t see it yet.”
CHAPTER XXXVII. POETIC RETRIBUTION.—GROG-SELLERS INTERVIEWED BY WOMEN.
425
On a perfect morning in early May, the very day of
the departure of the count and Madam Susie for
France, a man prematurely old by dissipation, and destitute
through wasting his substance by gambling, approached
the town of Oakdale, which once had been his
home. His last cent had been spent to bring him to a
railroad station some miles distant, and from sunrise
until ten o’clock he had walked, weary and almost fainting
at every step.
He arrived by the least frequented road, and when a
few rods from the house once owned by Mrs. Buzzell, he
sat down under a tree by the roadside. The birds were
singing and chirping in the branches, the sun was warm,
and the air balmy and delicious. As he sat there, a little
child approached and stood silently regarding him with
evident curiosity. It was a lovely child, whose soft,
golden hair descended to her waist from under a quaint
little mushroom-shaped hat of white straw. She was
dressed very coquettishly, her stockings nicely gartered
above the knee, short white dress with embroidered
flounces, and pretty bronzed gaiter-boots. Her dress was
protected by a jaunty white apron, with bib and pockets
trimmed with crimson braid. Her blue eyes showed
426traces of tears, and the man looking at the charming
little picture before him, soon discovered the cause—a
dead canary-bird whose tiny claws and yellow tail peeped
out of one of her apron pockets.
“Well, I never before saw a little girl with a canary-bird
in her apron pocket,” he said, trying to smile.
“You never had a birdie die. You never did; did
you?” she asked, almost ready to sob.
“No, I never had a birdie. I am sorry yours died.”
The child took the dead bird from her pocket, and sitting
down on a stone beside the man, caressed it and
moaned pitifully, “Oh, birdie! birdie! I am so sorry
Minnie gave you chocolate drops! Oh, birdie! birdie!
How can I leave you in the cold ground! I shall never,
never see you again!”
The child’s distress touched the rough gambler’s heart,
and he tried to console her. “What a beautiful thing
this child is! Some rich man’s spoiled darling,” were
his thoughts, and he sighed heavily.
“Poor old man!” said the little one, forgetting her
own trouble for a moment. “What is the matter?”
“Do you think me so old? How old are you?”
“I am six years old.”
“Six years old!” repeated the man, and then he asked
her name.
“My name is Minnie von Frauenstein. I am Paul’s
little girl, you know, and he gave me my birdie. Oh, it
sung so sweetly! and I gave it chocolate drops. Poor
birdie! Minnie was so silly;” and the child sobbed again.
Dan, for of course the reader has guessed that it was
he, though he was broken in spirit and weak and exhausted
by fever and chills, from which he had long suffered
427in the West, had yet in his degradation something
more of human softness than he had ever had in his
strength. When this beautiful little girl told him she
was six years old, the thought flashed upon him that his
and Susie’s child would be, if living, about this age; and
something in her face appealed to him like a half-forgotten
picture. Mrs. Forest had never once alluded to Susie
in her letters, and in the short notes he returned, at long
intervals, in answer to his mother’s tiresome, pious communications,
he asked no questions, though he had often
determined to do so, or write to his sister, or even to
Susie; but he had never done so. Susie might be gone
away or dead, for all he knew, and the child too. This
one was no such child as would spring from him and
Susie, he thought. This was some proud, petted beauty,
whose birth had been heralded as a blessing, and when
she told him her name, his speculation ceased, but every
word and motion charmed him. She seemed like a creature
of some purer, higher sphere than that to which he
belonged, and when he spoke to her he softened his voice
and manner as by instinct.
“I must bury my birdie and go back,” she said, “for
I am going away with mamma and Linnie and Paul.
The ship is waiting for us, papa says, in Boston, and it
sails on the great ocean to-morrow morning. We are
going to France, you know, to the Social Palace.”
“Who’s Linnie? Not Linnie Forest?”
“Yes; Linnie Forest, my doctor’s girl. Don’t you
know Linnie? She is my nurse now.”
Dan saw at once that this Frauenstein must be some
great nabob, or his mother would never let Linnie go in
such a capacity—a relative, he thought, of that millionaire
428count, of whom he had heard in his youth. As the
child ran on, talking of many things, she mentioned her
mother as “Madam Susie.”
“Susie!” echoed Dan. “Is that your mother’s name?
What is her other name? I mean, what was it before
she was married?” But he could get no satisfactory
reply. “Is this Mr. Frauenstein, then, your father?” he
asked.
“Yes,” said Minnie. “He wasn’t once, you know, but
he made me his little girl. He isn’t Mr. He’s Count.”
“Who is your real father?”
“Oh, we don’t ever speak of him. He was a naughty,
bad man. He didn’t love me nor mamma. He went off and
forgot his little girl; but Paul loved me, and is so good
to me. He is my Slave of the Lamp, you know.” Dan
covered his face with his hands, and hot tears of shame
and remorse poured down his face. Minnie patted his
head with her soft little hands, and told him not to cry.
“Come home to my house,” she said, “and we will give
you something to eat.”
“Thank you; I am not a beggar.”
“Well, you are poor, ain’t you?”
“Yes, poor enough, God knows.”
“Well, then, you can work for Auntie Clara while we
are gone; and she is such a darling auntie, and she is
very kind to all poor people. So is mamma too, and
Paul, and Minnie is too.” While she was talking the
count approached, being anxious to know why she stayed
so long. Dan rose totteringly from his seat when the
elegant gentleman appeared. “My child,” the count
said to Minnie, who ran towards him, “your mamma is
anxious about you. Go quickly and get ready. The
429train leaves in a few minutes.” And taking her up in
his arms, he kissed her tenderly. She had not buried her
bird. Her heart had failed at the last moment. She
would leave him with auntie, she said. As she ran
back toward the house, the count turned to the man and
said,
“You look ill, my friend. You had better go to Dr.
Forest, just across the Common.”
“I know where he lives,” said Dan. “That is where
I am going.” And the count took the poor, broken-down
man’s arm, though Dan tried to refuse, and walked with
him back to the Common, telling him on the way that
Dr. Forest would be able to set him all right, and then
would give him work, if he desired it. “Tell him Frauenstein
sent you to him, and you will be well taken care
of. Or, better, come to the house with me. The doctor
may be there by this time.”
Dan declined as politely as he could. His emotions
were varied, to use a mild term, at being recommended
to the charity of his own father by a great nabob, who
had adopted his child, and was just at that moment
starting on a European tour with that child’s mother.
Dan supposed, as a matter of course, that Susie had married
this man. His head was in a dazed condition, as,
from behind a great tree on the edge of the Common, he
saw the party emerge from the house. Susie, and the
child, and Linnie received the parting embraces from
Clara and the doctor, who then handed them into an
open carriage. The count lingered a moment at the
porch, holding Clara’s hand. Susie looked more mature,
and much more beautiful to Dan than ever before, and
through her tears shone a radiant happiness. The count
430came forward, embraced the doctor, jumped into the carriage,
which immediately drove off, Min throwing kisses
to the doctor and Clara till it was out of sight.
Shame, regret, self-reproach, and jealousy, gnawed at
Dan’s very vitals, as he stood there, a poor, forlorn
wretch, witnessing a bliss that might have been his, but
for his own folly. He felt strangely attracted to the
beautiful child. He could feel still her little hand patting
his head, and pitying his sorrow. Surely if ever
there was an exemplification of poetic retribution, Dan
Forest experienced it that day.
He stood supporting himself against the old tree for
some time after his father and sister entered the house,
and then he went to his mother. She wept over him,
and accepted without question his representation of the
causes of his sad condition. According to this representation,
he was the innocent victim of an untoward fate.
He said not a word about gambling or drinking; and as
he was certainly cadaverous in appearance from his intermittent
fever, as well as from hard drinking, she attributed
the effect wholly to the causes he assigned. She
gave him a biscuit and a glass of wine, and then made
him take a warm bath, and don the clean linen she prepared
for him. While they were at lunch, the doctor
came in. He looked searchingly into Dan’s face as he
held his trembling hand, and the quick eye of the physician
read the secret of the terrible life his son had led;
but he uttered no word of reproach. He sat down to the
table and listened, with Mrs. Forest and Leila, to all
that Dan had to say of the beauties of California, and
the scenes through which he had passed, carefully omitting
those in which he had played a disgraceful part, or
431presenting his rôle as that of a third party. Mrs. Forest
thought the state of society must be dreadful in California,
and wondered that her son could live in such a
moral atmosphere!
On a subsequent and private examination, the doctor
found Dan’s system even more shattered than he had
expected, and told him he must leave off drinking, or
there was no hope for him. Dan promised faithfully to
follow the regimen the doctor prescribed, seemed very
reasonable and grateful for his father’s kindness, and that
very day, late at night, a policeman brought him home
in a beastly state of intoxication.
Poor Mrs. Forest had been touched to the heart that
her only son should have returned on foot, like a beggar,
to the home of his youth, and she had supplied him
generously with money, a fact she now regretted. Dan,
in his weakness, illustrated well the truth of the old saying,
in vino veritas. He was maudlin to the last degree.
He raved about his “dear child,” his “beautiful Minnie”—how
she looked with the dead canary in her apron
pocket, and how cruelly she had been torn from his protection
by that “swell, Frauenstein,” whose head he
seemed very anxious to “punch,” as he declared. Mrs.
Forest was disgusted beyond measure by the low words
Dan used; but the doctor studied him, as the naturalist
would some strange species of animal. After Dan had
wept copiously over the wrong he had suffered in being
robbed by the count of Susie’s love, he ordered champagne
and then “cocktails” of his mother, whom he
took for the mistress of an unmentionable resort; and
then the doctor managed to get him upstairs and on the
bed, when he removed his boots and left him.
432“How awful! How awful! What shall we do with
him?” exclaimed the mother, as the doctor re-entered
and threw himself on the lounge.
“I don’t know, Fannie. He’s only one step from
delirium tremens. He ought to go at once to an inebriate
asylum.” Mrs. Forest was shocked at the idea. “It
couldn’t be so bad as that. She would have a long talk
with him. Doubtless he had met old friends and they
had induced him to drink.”
“My dear, he is already over the bay. His nerves are
shattered. He has no power to save himself. Talk to
him! I should as soon expect to stop the thunder by
beating a tam-tam.”
“I know. Those are your fatalist views. You don’t
believe in free-will, so of course you will say he can’t save
himself.”
“What is free-will? One of our greatest scientists
characterizes it as the ‘lawlessness of volition.’ The
will is not a faculty. It is simply the state of mind
immediately preceding action, and that state is determined
by motives; by circumstances and attractions
which we do not create.”
“Yes, we do. We create them in others. We constantly
affect their motives and their actions; and so we
may act on ourselves, and change our motives. We can
make weak ones strong.”
“What do you mean by we acting on ourselves? But
I will not quibble, Fannie. What is the result, when
you put two pounds in one scale of a balance and one
pound in the other? Dan’s desire for the excitement
produced by alcohol is the two-pound weight; his resisting
force is the other.”
433“I am sure there can be no pleasure in the excitement
he is now under, for example.”
“Oh, yes; a subverted pleasure. He felt himself a
hero as he talked about his wrongs, and he had strong
hopes of conquering Frauenstein, whom he thinks his
enemy. You see it is insanity; but many insane people
are happy. This is often the case when insane enough to
be ignorant of their condition. Some madmen enjoy
years of a triumphant career as Julius Cæsar, Napoleon,
and so on.”
“Well, then, you think Dan happy, and that we had
better do nothing to save him,” said Mrs. Forest, with a
sad irony. “For my part, I shall do all I can to avoid
the repetition of this.”
“Do all you can, dear. You should know, without my
telling you, how I feel about our son; but I see no possible
way to save him, except the one I suggested. How
do you propose to keep him from getting in the same
condition to-morrow?”
Mrs. Forest was silent a moment, and then she went
quickly out of the room. Pretty soon she returned.
“Just look!” she said, holding some crumpled money
in her hands and counting it. “Two dollars and eighty-four
cents, out of twenty dollars that I gave him to-day.
Well, he can’t get any liquor to-morrow; that’s one
satisfaction. Such a shame! Such a disgrace to us!”
“Rather worse than Clara’s leaving Delano, eh?”
“Oh, don’t mock me, doctor. It is a hundred thousand
times worse.” This concession was quite new on
Mrs. Forest’s part, and the doctor did his best to comfort
and reassure his wife. Dan, however, did come home the
next night in much the same state, after seeming so penitent,
434and promising his mother that she would never see
him intoxicated again. In sore distress Mrs. Forest then
went to Clara. It was the first time she had crossed the
threshold in seven years. Clara received her in the
sweetest, most filial way; took her all over the conservatories
and nurseries, and presented young Page to her.
Mrs. Forest was greatly pleased with this happy, modest
young fellow. She looked at his fair complexion, his
light, boyish moustache just appearing, and thought of
her own boy, before the wicked world had degraded and
ruined him. He wore a straw hat, shading his girlish
complexion, and a brown linen blouse, buttoned to the
throat. Mrs. Forest stayed and took lunch with her
daughter, when there appeared at the table three of
Clara’s flower-girls and this young Page, now divested of
his blouse, which left exposed a fine linen shirt, printed
all over with dogs of every species. It was a new experience
for Mrs. Forest to sit down with working-people;
but then she was getting old, and had had strange havoc
made lately with all her “settled” notions of things.
She watched these young people narrowly; noticed how
clean they were, even to their finger-nails, and that their
manners at table were unexceptionable. Clara called
them her children; and it was pleasant to Mrs. Forest to
see the affection and harmony existing between Clara and
them.
During the lunch the conversation turned on the
woman’s-rights convention, which was to sit at Oakdale
the following week. Mrs. Kendrick had actually signed
the call, and Mrs. Forest had been almost tempted to do
so, but that was before the count’s name had been added,
or she would not have resisted. These adolescents seemed
435to have very decided views on the subject of equal political
rights, especially young Page. Mrs. Forest asked
him where he obtained his first convictions on this mooted
question. “From my mother, ma’am,” he answered,
promptly. She had had at one time a very successful
millinery industry in a large village near Boston, and her
husband ruined it through drinking. Mrs. Forest did
not see how the ballot in his mother’s hands could have
prevented her husband from drinking.
“I think, madam,” he replied, “that the ballot in the
hands of women would shut up the rum-shops. Would
you not yourself vote to have them all cleaned out of
Oakdale?”
This was touching Mrs. Forest in a tender place, but
the young man knew nothing of her special interest in
the question.
The doctor came in afterward, bringing Dan with him,
and they held a family council on the subject of his weakness.
He defended himself for awhile, declaring that he
did not drink more than other fellows, but finally he
broke down like a child—confessed he could not resist
drinking, and said he meant to put a bullet through his
head. Clara was very gentle to him. She soon hit upon
the strongest motive that could be brought to bear upon
him—his regard for Susie, and the hope that she had
not wholly ceased to care for him. He told his mother
if she hadn’t treated Susie like a dog, making her eat
with Dinah instead of with the family, he should not
have been ashamed of his love for her, and would have
married her before ever Clara came home from school;
by which all understood he meant before the appearance
of Miss Marston. Dan seemed greatly relieved when he
436learned that Susie had gone abroad solely on business,
and that there was no idea of marriage between her and
the count, though he had adopted Minnie. Dan said if
Susie would forgive him and care for him, he could stop
drinking; and Mrs. Forest, seizing this hope, inspired
Dan with it, though Clara said she did not believe he
could ever win her—certainly not as a dissipated man.
Dan was pretty sure of himself, and made a strong vow
to abstain from drinking and follow the doctor’s directions
until he looked “a little less like a corpse,” as he
said. He seemed to be well pleased that Susie had not
seen him in his present condition. Of course the poor
fellow was sincere in his resolution; but in three days
he came home reeling. Again Mrs. Forest sought Clara
for advice.
“I have thought of a plan,” said Clara, “that might
do some good. If you will go with me, we will visit
every drinking-saloon in town; see the keepers and
appeal to them. Perhaps we can get them to promise to
stop selling Dan liquor.” But Mrs. Forest was not equal
to the task. She said she should sink with shame to
enter such places. Clara urged her most earnestly. “I
am sure it will do some good at least. Mrs. Burnham,
perhaps, will go with us. You see how intemperance is
ruining not only Dan, but many young men. Burnham’s
only son, not yet twenty, is a drunkard. Now, Mr.
Burnham goes for shutting up the drinking-places. They
are discussing this in the town-council, and the dealers
are having their fears aroused, and could easily be persuaded
to make some compromise. Do go, mamma!
You would not see me go alone?”
“No, I would not; but——”
437“How can you say ‘but’? I should think you would
gladly make any effort to save Dan.”
“Well, go and see Mrs. Burnham. Let us see what
she says.”
“Why, mother dear, it is for you to go. You and
Mrs. Burnham both have sons ruined by drink. You
can appeal to her as I cannot; and besides, I am so
driven by my business.”
Of course, any one who waits for others to move, can
never be counted on for any heroic work. Clara had to
go to Mrs. Burnham herself. Mrs. Burnham believed in
the move, and said she would consult her husband. She
did so, and he told her to not “make a fool of herself,”
which was the best thing he could have done, for it roused
a spirit of defiance, and no sooner was he out of the house
than she ordered her carriage, drove over to Clara’s, and
announced herself ready. On the way they called for
Mrs. Kendrick, who joined them, and Mrs. Forest also
at the last.
In some of the places they visited, they saw sickening
scenes; but Clara’s noble presence, her commanding eyes,
her frank, womanly speech, gave the rest courage. She
asked in every instance for a private interview with the
heads of such establishments, and this interview was
often had, for want of a better place, in back rooms piled
with casks of liquor, demijohns, and bottles. Clara leading,
the three elegant ladies followed, looking neither to
the right nor to the left, but rather to the floor covered
with sawdust, to absorb the tobacco-juice, ends of cigars,
and dirt. The air was sickening in the extreme. Clara
laid the case before the proprietors, appealed to their
humanity, even when she had little faith in the existence
438of the sentiment, and pictured to them the suffering of
mothers and wives and sisters, at the sight of their loved
ones ruined for all good in this world. Some of the men
affected contempt for any one who didn’t know “when he
had got enough.” Mrs. Burnham occasionally put in a
word of indignant protest that the town should allow
poisonous liquors to be sold to young men, and boys in
their teens. At one place a burly-necked, brutal man told
Clara she had better go somewhere else to preach temperance,
and suggested, with a leer, that a good place for
her talents was among the “shriekers” at the approaching
convention. When they left this place, their cheeks
burning, Clara said, “Which of you ladies will tell me
you have all the rights you want? These men, my
friends, are your masters. These make the laws that
control your property and your happiness. These men
would teach us our sphere, and make us forever dependent
upon them, and the laws they make without our consent.”
“Oh, don’t!” exclaimed Mrs. Burnham. “I am so
angry already that I could burn up every rum-cask in
town, and, I had almost said, these brutes with it.”
“But don’t forget this, Mrs. Burnham: we are on a
mission of strategy. We are not the political equals of
these men, and every sign of anger you show, betrays your
impotence to help yourself, and weakens our chance of
success. Here we are at the next saloon. Now do be
calm, Mrs. Burnham.”
It was a long and arduous task, but at last, without
flagging, they finished the rounds. A great number of
the liquor dealers promised to cease selling intoxicating
drinks to those known as drunkards, or to make an exception
439in the case of Dan and young Burnham. Clara
often asked them to promise “upon their honor,” which
always flattered a certain class of these men.
It was a good lesson in woman’s rights to these women
who went with Clara, and it greatly increased their admiration
for her personally. The effort did much more
good than they expected; for though Dan, young Burnham,
and others, occasionally went home intoxicated, the
occurrence was rare, and gave Dan a chance to follow up
his father’s treatment and recover his health. The doctor,
in the count’s absence, had the full control of the
works over the river, and after a month or so, Dan went
daily with his father, and becoming interested, did good
service, in the preparation of the parks and gardens.
Mrs. Forest was very grateful that Clara had persuaded
her to go on that “terrible excursion,” as she called it.
“You are a noble girl, Clara,” she said, with expansion,
“and I feel that I have not always been just to you. If
I had my life to live over again, I should do many things
differently.”
“Oh, mother dear,” Clara replied, embracing her,
“you have done the best you could. Clara has no fault
to find with her mamma;” and seizing her mother in a
weak moment, asked her, as a great favor, to attend the
coming convention!
“Well,” said Mrs. Forest, resignedly, “I will go.
There can be no harm in it. Many of our most respectable
people have signed the call. But,” she added, with
a sudden sign of terror, “you don’t suppose I should be
called on to sit on the platform, or offer a resolution or
anything, do you?” Clara laughed. “Oh no, mamma.
There will be no backwardness on the part of women, to
440do all that is required. I myself am going to read an
address.”
“You, Clara! Well. I begin to believe it is ‘written,’
as the count says, that you are to do everything you
set out to do. I might as well yield at discretion. The
prospect of some time seeing you on a woman’s-rights
platform used to be my nightmare. That also is ‘written,’
you see.”
CHAPTER XXXVIII. PROGRESS OF THE WORK.
441
During the spring and summer the work over the
river went on so grandly and surely, that the most
skeptical doubted no longer that the great enterprise
would be accomplished. Bricks, of many shapes and colors
and forms, were ready by hundreds of thousands. The
forest was laid out in broad winding avenues, according
to the plan; the water-main from the lake was laid, the
sewers and drains leading to the river in their places, the
great subterranean galleries for ventilation constructed,
the cellars completed, and the broad stone foundations of
the immense palace and buildings were all completed.
Every mail from France brought letters from the count
giving the most minute directions, and so harmoniously
did everything work, that scarcely a day’s labor was lost
by any change of details in the plan. The bridge had
been completed long ago, and Oakdale was well pleased
with the light, elegant structure placed there as if by enchantment.
For when the piers were laid, the railroad
disgorged at the station, one evening, a quantity of
strange-looking iron-ware, every part made exactly for its
place and fitted to its neighbor part. Some strangers,
men from the Phœnix Works, accompanied the charge,
and in an incredibly short space of time, lo! the bridge
was laid and carriages bearing curious visitors and heavy
442carts were passing over it. The jocose Social Palace
laborers declared that they passed over the river to their
work in paddle-boats one morning, and at night returned
by the bridge!
The scrip issued by the town authorities to aid the
building of the bridge, passed everywhere without question,
from the banking-house of Kendrick & Burnham to
the farmer’s stall in the Oakdale market. In fact, the
people rather preferred it to “greenbacks,” though at
first they had eyed it suspiciously, and asked questions.
Then it came to be called “Bridge Scrip,” and the
“count’s money,” and was everywhere the text of crude,
or deep, financial theories. Said Kendrick, one of the
town-council, “This paper is out to the amount of fifty
thousand dollars. The taxes have just been collected,
but the people took no pains to pay their taxes with it.
They did so only in a few cases. I don’t see why it
might not be kept forever in circulation.”
“Only,” said another, “we stand committed to burn it
as fast as it comes in.”
“Of course. I know that, and don’t intend to prevent
it; but I only say, why would anything but good
come by keeping it in circulation? The men who built
the bridge are paid. Von Frauenstein was paid by this
paper. He has got it all paid out to his workmen. The
scrip has done its work, and it still keeps on working.
I only ask, why not let it work for us—that is, the town?
It is not only as good as it was at first, but a good deal
better, for the town is rich, as everybody knows. What
do you think about it, Dr. Forest?”
“I? I think specie basis all rot. It is simply a relic
of barbarism—when there was no commerce, only barter.
443Then, when civilization advanced a little, and men wanted
to sell their ivory, and the buyer had not rhinoceros
hides, or whatever was wanted in exchange, there arose
the necessity for something, to give in exchange for the
ivory, that would buy what the seller wanted. Naturally
the first money was bright beads, bright metal coins—things
of intrinsic value. As civilization progresses, barter
ceases, and commerce commences. We have arrived
then at the conception of value, and use a mere symbol
of it. We don’t want money now that has intrinsic
value, any more than we want a figure nine with nine
positive strokes in it, or a yard-stick made of gold.”
“But you must have a basis of wealth,” said one
of the listeners. “I know we don’t want coin for
business purposes. It is unhandy and cumbrous. The
commerce of to-day could not march a step without
bank-notes and checks. Now the United States issues
our paper-money; but it must keep specie in its
treasury vaults to the amount of the paper issued, according
to some.”
“Which it does not do,” said the doctor, “and everybody
knows it. You are mistaken in supposing that.
It is required simply to keep a certain specie reserve;
that is all.”
“Why don’t we bust up then?” asked an awkward
new-comer, who felt the heavy responsibility of citizenship.
“We can’t ‘bust up,’ my friend,” said the doctor, with
a very broad smile, “because we have a much better
foundation for this paper-money than rhinoceros hides,
wampum, or gold coin. That foundation is the wealth
of the nation, and the credit of the people.”
444“I don’t understand,” said Kendrick, “how you would
fix your basis.”
“My idea,” said the doctor, “is that of many who
have studied the subject profoundly: that the basis
should be the cereals and certain other commodities
necessary to the support of life and comfort. Average
their prices during twenty years, in order to get at your
unit of value, or dollar.”
“Ah! but that of necessity would fluctuate; one year
is fruitful, another unfruitful.”
“But the averaging process would preserve the equilibrium,”
replied the doctor; “and gold! you forget how
that fluctuates. Why, the discovery of a cheap method
of extracting the gold from quartz and gold-bearing
sands, liable to happen any day, through our constantly-increasing
knowledge of chemistry, and your gold would
become ten times as plentiful as it is now. You see that
is not the scientific basis. The scientific basis should be
the products of industry: the wealth of the nation.”
“My dear friend,” said Kendrick, “this question of a
proper circulating medium has bothered philosophers
from the foundation of the world, and we shall not be
likely to settle it in ten minutes on a street corner.”
Kendrick had good reasons for being puzzled. As a
banker he was getting into deep water; but no alarm
had been sounded yet. As he took the doctor’s arm and
walked toward the new bridge, the doctor said:
“Nothing tends more directly to the demoralization of
the people than a fluctuating currency. It upsets all
our ideas of probity. A man buys, for example, a quantity
of cotton to-day for a thousand dollars, payable in
three months. In three months gold has ‘gone up,’ as
445they say, and instead of paying one thousand, he has to
pay eleven or twelve hundred. You see the result is disgust,
distrust, and loss of nice moral balance. A state
of things making an inflated currency possible, creates
our stock and gold gamblers—makes men see little harm
in influencing Congress to favor great monopolies that
oppress and rob the people. From this, only one step to
corrupting Congressmen with shares in enterprises which
they have then a direct interest in favoring. Now what
must be the effect of this on the laboring people, who are
beginning to see where they stand? I tell you they are
everywhere being roused to desperation. Go into any of
the labor organizations here, and listen to what is openly
said. If you don’t come away with a vivid impression
that this deep muttering foretells a coming storm, all I
can say is, you can’t read the signs of the times.”
“I’ve thought of all this, doctor, but what can we do?
Leave off banking and all other business, and go to building
social palaces? I think I’ll wait and see how this
one works after a few years. How do you know these
workingmen will be better satisfied? They want luxury
and idleness. That’s what they want.”
“Well, Kendrick, you might sympathize with them a
little in that. But that’s all rot. The workman will be
well pleased when he has a good home, which he can purchase
with his rent; when he has real luxuries for himself
and family; when he sees his children being nobly
educated; and above all, when he knows he will have a
pleasant home for his old age, or if he dies before that,
that his wife and children will be well provided for. To
not believe that, is to believe in the natural depravity of
the human heart.”
446“Well, I swear, the longer I live the more doubts I
have on that point,” said Kendrick, rather ambiguously.
But while men talked and speculated, they watched
with eager interest the development of Frauenstein’s
great project. Stevens, the doctor, and all the chiefs of
the operations, declared that their men worked with a
devotion unparalleled. The social lunch became the
rule, and the men ceased carrying their tin-kettles almost
without exception. Too Soon had as much as he could
manage among the brickmakers, and so the doctor put
up another temporary building, about half-way between
the site of the palace and the woods, and a similar
lunch provision to that for Stevens’ men, was established
for the others. Too Soon, however, could not
be outdone, or even rivaled, by any one the doctor could
find. The Chinaman became a favorite with the men
and with the idle boys, that were at first a pest around
the building, attracted by the unusual state of things,
or by the chance of getting something to eat, in exchange
for taking a turn at chopping Too Soon’s cold meat and
vegetables, for he was an economist by the transmitted
instinct of generations. He saved his gravy and dripping,
and produced a hash every other day, which became
famous for its excellence.
Too Soon was wonderfully neat and methodical. He
would not do the slightest thing for the boys until his
work was all done; but when they had helped him clear
the tables, wash the dishes, lock them away in the pantry,
and sweep out the place, he would entertain them by
the most wonderful jugglery or slight-of-hand feats. He
spun tops up inclined planes, and strings, made paper
butterflies, that, under the influence of his fan, acted for
447all the world like live ones endowed with reason; and
Young America soon learned that it was in its very swaddling-clothes
in the art of kite-flying. Too Soon was now
a hero, and the boys fully atoned for their former meanness
to him, when he was a forlorn wretch in their streets.
They would do anything so that he could get his work
done. Sometimes they actually crowded him away from
his wash-tub, and rubbed out the napkins and table-cloths
themselves. The way he dampened his clothes, preparatory
to ironing them, was great fun. To this end he used
to fill his mouth with water, and, by some trick they
never could imitate, send it out over the linen in a fine
mist. One or two of them partly learned the secret, and
astonished Biddy at home by what they knew about
clothes-dampening.
Times were good in Oakdale. The only trouble was
with certain great manufacturers, whose men would desert
and go over the river to work even for less wages,
because it was “jolly” there, as they said. Men came
from neighboring towns and besieged the doctor for work,
or, failing, took the place of deserters in the window-sash
and blind factory of Ely & Gerrish; and so hundreds
of families moved into the town. Ely & Gerrish,
however, did not lose many of their workmen, for they
had provided some years ago a “workmen’s home,” a
very superior tenement-house, which had been constantly
full of tenants; but some other firms had to stop
business.
The bet between the count and Kendrick was decided
after considerable difficulty in getting at the facts, in
which they were finally aided by a commission appointed
by the town-council, who were persuaded that statistics
448of this nature would be valuable. Kendrick lost, and
the hospital profited accordingly.
“I’m very sorry, Elias, that you did not win,” said
Mrs. Kendrick.
“Are you? I should not have supposed it possible.
All you women are so devoted to Frauenstein.”
“If you had lost, you know the hospital would have
received twice as much,” said Mrs. Kendrick.
“I thought it mighty strange,” said Kendrick, “that
you could be on my side against the count. That explains.”
During this conversation Mrs. Kendrick asked her
husband if he did not believe that the count had put
money in the flower firm of Dykes & Delano.
“Of course I do. Clara has been rushing things since
he left. There has arrived invoice after invoice of foreign
trees, which she has set out as thick as reeds in a
swamp; and she has a dozen men there at work all the
time, beside the women she employs.”
“The trees and shrubs, and all the new hot-house
plants, are for the grounds and hot-houses over the river,
I am told,” said Mrs. Kendrick. “I wonder you don’t
go and see them. I never saw anything so fine in my
life.”
“Oh, I don’t care to. It would only make me more
disgusted with this affair of ours, that costs so much, and
gives so little satisfaction to anybody.”
“Well, you don’t manage it right. You should have
somebody who understands it. I wish I could do it myself,
or make Louise interested; and she would be, if
they were where they could be seen, or if you had a place
for them clean enough to wear a decent dress into, or wide
449enough to pass through without knocking down the pots.
I’m sure I can’t bear to go into it. I’d rather have a
little twelve-foot conservatory opening from my drawing-room
than all your hot-houses, even if they did produce
five bunches of grapes with only seventy-five tons of coal!
That little room opening out of Clara’s dining-room is
perfectly lovely—one mass of color and perfume; and
then the oiled floor is so clean, and the place so roomy!
Why, you can sit there with the largest arm-chair!”
Kendrick said that nothing ever pleased his wife,
and he meant to give up the hot-houses. They were a
great expense for nothing. Mrs. Kendrick was sure she
hoped he was not keeping them up for her sake; and
after a good many cutting speeches on both sides, they
ended in secretly pitying each other, seeing that they
obtained so little pleasure out of this world. Then they
gravitated into an indifferent conversation about the
convention, and Mr. Kendrick inquired about Clara’s
address.
“I must confess it was very interesting,” said Mrs.
Kendrick. “She was applauded a great deal. I enjoyed
the whole convention very much.” Kendrick told her
she was becoming radical. “I think men are greatly to
be blamed,” said Mrs. Kendrick, “for the little interest
we take in great questions. You, for instance, never talk
to me of them. Why, I actually did not know that
women voted in Wyoming Territory. I was never more
astonished at anything than at a letter which Clara read
from one of the judges there, about the women jurors. It
seems they give the greatest satisfaction, except to the
rumsellers and dance-house keepers. Did you know this
fact?”
450“On the contrary, I read in the paper lately that most
of their decisions have been set aside.”
“Well, this letter was written only three weeks ago,
and the judge says everything favorable; that the morality
of the place is greatly improved; that before the
women sat on juries it was almost impossible to convict
men for murder or manslaughter, and the laws against
drunkenness and gambling were disobeyed with impunity.
Now this is all changed, and he says particularly
that not a single verdict, civil or criminal, has been set
aside where a part of the jury has been composed of
women. What do you think of that, Elias?”
“Why, my paper must have lied. I have long thought
a man might almost as well do without a metropolitan
paper. They don’t seem to be conducted in the interest
of any decent principle. But I don’t understand about
those Wyoming juries. Would you really sit on a jury?
I assure you, men consider it a great bore.”
“I can’t say I should like to; but don’t we owe it as
a duty? Whatever is a duty should be done, whether
agreeable or not.” Kendrick’s secret thought was, that
such a sentiment of devotion to duty, would certainly tend
to promote justice; but on that subject he said nothing.
He asked his wife how she would vote intelligently for
political measures? How she could decide, for example,
whether free-trade or protection was the right principle.
“How does the plantation hand decide that, Elias, and
the ignorant foreigner? I should not dare to vote as
carelessly as they do. For my part, I think it a great
responsibility.”
“Well, how would you decide?”
“I should certainly study up the subject, and if I had
451not time for that, I would go to the wisest and most upright
man I knew, and ask him to instruct me on the
principles of free-trade and protection. That is what I
should do.”
Kendrick pondered over this naive speech of his wife
for a long time. Any person who could take that trouble
to do the best thing for the interests of the country,
might, he thought, have as good a right to political freedom
as the newly-enfranchised slaves! But then, even
he was becoming tinctured with radical ideas.
Not long before Susie’s return, she wrote to Clara a
long letter, describing life in the Social Palace at Guise.
“I am,” she said, “so impatient of this slow process of
communicating my thoughts and feelings, and I long to
sit down by your side and talk a few volumes. Truly I
am a fortunate being, in having the rare advantage of
coming here. It is something to think of with pride and
delight, as long as I live.
“The people who live here are most of them nothing
but poor, uneducated working people, and you can tell at
a glance those who have but just arrived from the older
residents. A single year, surrounded by such order and
beauty, such social advantages of every kind, works wonders.
The women at first, some of them, set up their
cook-stoves, and wash and cook in their apartments; but
the first time they take their linen to the laundries, they
see the advantage of washing there, and the custom is
soon established. So of cooking; they find that the
great public kitchen, cooks better than they can, and they
are glad to send there for their soups and meats, which
are so cheap, that it does not pay to broil themselves
over their own stoves. This, alone, is a most important
452thing in the emancipation of women. Mr. Godin has
thought of everything. But the nursery and the schools!
Oh, Clara, I wish you could see them. I said everything
was free; there is one exception. No one can keep his
children out of school. Every child is bound to have a
good practical and industrial education.
“One thing struck me as strange: all drink wine at
dinner, even to the small children; but for these it is
diluted with water. Yet I have not seen a case of intoxication
since I have been here—not even in the café and billiard-room,
where there is much discussion and lively
conversation. The best comment on the temperance and
order of the place, is the fact that there has not been a
single police case in the Familistère since it was founded,
and yet there are over a thousand people living here.
“I sit in the council of twelve (women), whenever
they meet, so that I may learn how they conduct business.
There are often very spirited discussions, but never
disorder or any discourtesy. This council directs the
internal interests, nurseries, schools, oversees the food
and other supplies, but it is not limited to these; it can
discuss all matters. By natural attraction, it is found
the women’s council gravitate to this business. Sometimes
the council of twelve men meets with and deliberates
with the council of women.
“One thing strikes every visitor: the exquisite cleanliness
of the apartments, the windows, the corridors, the
courts, the schools, and the gardens and parks. Then,
too, there is very little illness among the children. Why
should there be? They have the conditions for growth
and happiness. In the nursery of some seventy poupons
(three or four years old), and nearly as many nurselings,
453there is no racket, though plenty of play and laughter.
All these pretty babies go to bed without rocking, and
without crying, and wake in the morning the same way,
waiting each his turn to be bathed, and dressed, and fed.
These are their first lessons. If a new-comer sets up a
‘howling,’ as Min says, all the rest look at him with
wide open eyes, and he can’t long stand against the public
opinion of his peers! Their pretty little iron cribs,
canopied with snowy muslin, have each a sacking bottom
filled with bran; over this the sheet goes. Let me tell
you how these beds are kept sweet and fresh. Any
moisture in this bran immediately forms a lump, which
is taken out, and after a few days, more or less, the whole
is replaced by fresh bran. The nourrisons, or nursing-babies,
are very fond of watching the poupons, in the
same immense room, and only separated from them by
a little railing. They see them march to music, and try
to imitate their little gymnastic exercises. Their ambition
is to become poupons, which they do at about
two years, or a very little over. One indispensable qualification
for this promotion is, that they shall have
learned to keep themselves clean—to use their neat little
earth closets adroitly, like their big comrades, the poupons!
The poupons are marvelously accomplished in the
eyes of the nourrisons. In their turn, the poupons look
up to the bambins. Oh, it is such a delight to see all
these blessed, happy children! All the way up from
the nurse’s arms to the highest classes, they are disciplined
and educated for a high and useful career. It
is instilled into them from the first, that they must
respect the rights of others: the infant should not cry,
because he will disturb his little comrades who wish to
454rest! In eating, he must not be greedy, for that offends
the good taste of his companions, or robs them of their
share. In meeting any one in the grounds or courts,
he must bow gracefully, for all have a right to courteous
treatment; and so on all the way through, the rights of
others are respected. There are no punishments, except
withholding the disorderly or refractory child from the
organized plays and sports in the parks and ground.
This is found all potent. But I could go on all night.
Let me sum it all up in this: Monsieur Godin has discovered
and applied the laws of social harmony, and
therefore he deserves immortality.
“I see very little of the count. He is very busy. One
day he is in Paris, the next in London, and so on; though
he is kind enough to write me very often. Min is in the
bambinat all day. She is perfectly happy, and the whole
bambinat does her reverence as a distinguished visitor!
She is learning French as only children can.”
Clara constantly received letters from Susie; long, delightful
letters, full of enthusiasm, and tenderness, and
hope for the future; but the count was silent. He did
not even mention her in his letters to the doctor, and
although this pained her, there was a possible meaning
in it, sweeter than all the conventional remembrances in
the world. Once only he wrote: “I have not written to
you, dear friend, from a motive you may regard as very
boyish; but I should never attempt to express anything
but the exact truth to one like you: the reason of my
silence is simply, not knowing what to say. Would you
believe me so much a child? I can only answer: you
are responsible. You have thus affected me. When
455I am in your presence, I can talk of indifferent subjects.
I cannot write of them.
“There is a mystery in my life, or rather in my character—a
riddle I am waiting for you to read. I am
tempted to disclose it, and yet dare not; therefore I sit
with the ink drying on my pen.
“I believe in you in all ways. I trust your delicate
insight to understand even this awkward attempt to approach
you, as I trust your generosity to deal patiently
with my weakness. You also have been silent, my friend,
and sometimes I am vain enough to ascribe that silence
to a like cause with mine; but I dare not be too bold.
There are some hopes that must not be rashly cultivated;
their disappointment would destroy my power to do the
work which no other can do for me. In two weeks, if
the gods are kind to me, I shall stand in your presence.
“Believe me, with sincere devotion,
“Paul Von Frauenstein.”
This, to some, might seem a very singular missive from
a man of the world like Frauenstein—a man sure of
himself, confident of his power, and accustomed to the
caresses of women. But there are others who will understand
from it, that Paul was deeply in love; and that
just in proportion to the strength of this passion in certain
high natures, while there is any doubt of its meeting
a perfect response, there is always great weakness, and a
humility that creates self-distrust. The fear that his
love might fail to awaken a perfect response, at times
overwhelmed him and made him as weak as a little child.
He had wooed other women boldly; but this one, he could
not approach. To trouble her serene soul with his passion
456seemed like an impertinence. He saw himself, like
Adam in Paradise, standing naked and trembling before
a divinely superior being, who held his fate in her hands.
He could do nothing but wait some sign from her—some
unmistakable, slight sign, that so gracious a lady must
know well how to convey. Could she hesitate because
of a dead legal tie? That should not hamper free expression
of sentiment in a grand, self-poised woman,
the daughter of such a man as Dr. Forest, though it
might hinder the fruition of hopes. Busy as Paul was
with his pressing responsibilities, it was impossible to
banish the thought of Clara from one of his waking moments.
Between him and every object, her fair face
appeared, and the memory of her tender eyes, her entrancing
smile, the play of her mobile features, and her soft
voice, were dearer far to him than all the realities of life.
“Some time she must love me!” he said. “A grand
passion cannot exist when one object is passive. It is not
her beauty that draws me; it must be love answering
unto love.”
About the time Clara received her first letter from
the count, there arrived a formidable legal document
from Boston—a copy of Dr. Delano’s divorce. What
he had said to her during their last interview, proved
no idle prediction. Clara ran her eye down the page
of “legal-cap” until she came to the last paragraph,
which read: “And it is further ordered and adjudged
that it shall be lawful for the said complainant to marry
again, in the same manner as though the said defendant
were actually dead; but it shall not be lawful for the
said defendant to marry again until the said complainant
be actually dead.”
457“This, then, is law,” thought Clara. “No wonder
Charlotte said it is not common sense.” She showed the
instrument to her father, but he hardly glanced at it.
He was very glad. “That’s one good piece of business
finished,” he said. He was full of care and anxiety about
the work under his direction, and talked only of that, so
Clara forbore to call his attention to her own vexation.
In her ignorance of legal forms, she regarded this as a
perpetual barrier to her ever marrying. A little while
ago, she would have given herself but slight trouble about
such a thing, being quite persuaded that she would never
love again. It was different now. The letter she had just
received from Von Frauenstein opened a new world to
her—a world never to be entered. It was like shipwreck
in full view of the Happy Isles.
Whenever Clara recalled this divorce, she felt humiliated,
wronged, the victim of a hideous farce. How could
she be bound to one who was free to marry again, “in the
same manner as though” she were actually dead? The
question recurred continually, and day by day it seemed
more difficult to speak to her father about it; and then
he had no power to change the decree, and why trouble
him for nothing? Meanwhile Albert made prompt use of
his freedom. He married Ella and established her in the
family home. Miss Charlotte then quitted it, as she had
determined, and went to live with the Kendricks in Oakdale,
until she should decide on a permanent residence.
Ella pouted terribly at the conduct of Miss Charlotte, in
leaving the very day after the wedding, for her presence
was necessary to give tone to the union. There had been
ugly stories abroad about her and Dr. Delano, connected
with his separation from his wife; and the departure of
458Charlotte, especially her going to Oakdale, where Clara
lived, seemed to confirm them. Many of the older acquaintances
of the Delanos “put on airs,” to use Ella’s
expression, and were at best only coldly polite; and so it
happened that her triumph in marrying Albert was
robbed of all its sweetness.
CHAPTER XXXIX. AN HONEST WOMAN.
459
A year had passed since the count’s return from
Guise, and still he and Clara had not spoken of
that which filled them, and made the music and the
poetry of their lives. To Clara’s heart there never came
a doubt that she was loved. To doubt Paul would be to
lose faith in the operation of natural laws. True, they
had not confessed their love in words, and though it was
sure to come, Clara almost dreaded it, as though it might
break the spell that surrounded her like an atmosphere.
He was in all things her ideal: high in sentiment, devoted
to humanity, and, like her father, appreciative of
all things, impatient of nothing, because he exemplified a
grand faith in the “mills of God”—in the ultimate triumph
of the best. When you gained his friendship you
forgot his rank and wealth, and thought only of the man.
No one ever felt the grasp of his hand without a sense
of pride—that honest pride experienced in awakening an
interest in one superior to his kind. When he spoke to
you, it was impossible to avoid feeling flattered. He
gave you his whole attention for the time, and his fine
eyes rested on your features as if they would let no
slightest movement or expression escape, and at the moment,
you were compelled by a power over which you had
no control, to express the highest and best that was in
460you; and then his beauty was something exceptional, for
it delighted men almost more than women.
After his return, he had been more with Clara, though
not much alone. The something that he had remarked
as troubling or oppressing her, he still noticed with great
pain; but he could not ask her for her confidence. Some
time, he knew, she would give it unsolicited, and meanwhile
he refrained instinctively from pressing himself
too much upon her notice, leaving her time after time
with a mere pressure of the hand, more delightful in its
magnetic effect than all the caresses of the many women
he had known. In his creed, it was woman’s prerogative
to call; the lover’s to answer. By no sign yet had
Clara shown him that she desired or needed more than
she received; and nothing could have been more impossible
to a nature like his, than to sue for any grace for
his own sake; so he waited, and he prevented himself
from too great anxiety by forcing all his energy into his
great work. He had brought with him from Guise several
of the most accomplished workmen, who had aided in
the building of the Familistère, and the enterprise went
on rapidly and surely. The walls of the palace and
buildings were all completed, and the palace was to be
ready for its occupants in the early fall, and the great
inaugural festival was set down for the following June;
both the count and the doctor agreeing that the time for
a public jubilee was not when the palace was done, but
when the schools, the theatre, the library, and all the
details of the new social life were in full working order.
With the count’s retinue came, also, or rather returned
to this country, the only remaining member of Von Frauenstein’s
family, the son of his father’s sister, named
461Felix Müller. He was an accomplished gentleman, about
forty-five years old, who had lived many years in New
Orleans, and had lost his fortune during our civil war.
He was a scientific chemist and geologist, and Paul
wished him to direct education in the Social Palace;
so he came with that view, if the prospect should please
him. He always considered himself more an American
than anything else, being, moreover, a naturalized citizen;
and he had made himself very obnoxious to the government
minions in Berlin, on account of his doings and
sayings as a leading member of the Internationale. He
was threatened with arrest and imprisonment, when his
cousin Paul came to the rescue, and smuggled him out
of Berlin and into Guise, where he studied the organization
of the Familistère with great enthusiasm.
The count’s responsibilities in directing the Social
Palace enterprise often took him away for several days
at a time. Now, whenever he was absent, he wrote to
Clara. He knew she read whatever he wrote with interest,
and it was much to connect himself with her
thoughts in any way. In one of these letters he said:
“There can be no real satisfaction except in the divine
joy of love’s perfect answer to love’s needs. When one
is longing for the touch of magnetic hands, and for words
that are like caresses, the gratitude of thousands whom
he has made happy, the adoration of the world even, falls
upon his heart like the tongue of a bell in an exhausted
receiver. What if a man gain the whole world, and lose
his own soul—if he gain all things except the one blessing
which alone could answer the cry of his heart! I am
without soul, without inspiration, almost without hope
to-day, or I could not write in such a strain to you. Do
462not heed it. Do not let your pure heart be troubled by
my raving. You know I trust you, and whatever you
think, or feel, or do, will be wisest and best.”
To this Clara wrote, by the next mail: “If I could
reproach you for anything, it would be for daring to say
you are ‘without inspiration, almost without hope.’ I
know it is only a mood, that has passed long before this.
I know well that you are happy, for you can have no real
doubt that Clara loves you with all her heart. See how
presumptuous she is!
“If words can make you happier, dear Paul, frame
any declaration, even the most extravagant, and I will
make it my creed.
“You should know that I have passed a terrible ordeal,
that left my heart torn and bleeding; and one like
me does not recover rapidly from such a shock. The
first moment my eyes rested upon you, I read, as in an
open book, what my father in other words predicted long
ago—that you were my destiny: that you could waken
every possibility of tenderness, of devotion, of high purpose,
of which I am capable; and I knew well from the
first, how strongly you were drawn toward me. Yet had
you wooed me then, as lovers woo, I should have hidden
myself from you, if for nothing else, for the pleasure of
torturing myself, so strangely subversive does the power
of love become by the wrongs it may have suffered! But
you did not do this. In no way have you ever offended
me, even in the slightest word, or tone, or motion. In
all things you are adorable in my eyes. Surely you can
understand—if not, there is no one else but me who can—that
love may sometimes be too intense, too deep for any
of love’s ordinary expressions. I am only waiting for a
463saner moment, a more simple and common impulse; and
therefore, when I can, and as soon as I can, I shall hold
out my arms to you.”
When Clara next met Paul, three days after he received
this letter, she was riding over the river with her father
and Susie, and met him returning. Clara’s quick eyes
divined, in his, an expression of triumphant happiness
which was entirely new to them. She allowed her hand
to rest longer than usual in his, though in the presence
of others. Both those hands were gloved, but the
warmth and magnetism with which they were charged
would have passed through a substance much thicker or
more obdurate than kid. That evening he called on
Clara, and found Miss Delano with her. Miss Delano
had just returned from Boston, and, in speaking of her
brother, she said he was almost morose over his disappointment
in not having an heir. “He is the last male
member of a long line,” she said, “and I don’t believe he
will ever have children. To be sure, he has been married
to Miss Wills only about a year and a half.”
“Nature seems to have a spite in such cases,” remarked
the count, “when the family name is represented by only
one man. If I were you, Charlotte, I would marry. You
are still young, and a son of yours might continue the
name.” The count offered it as the most natural suggestion
in the world; but as Miss Charlotte was inclined
to treat it as a joke, he appealed to Clara. “I quite
approve of it,” said Clara. “Miss Delano should
marry.”
“You think,” replied Charlotte, “that it would teach
my brother a lesson. He has a great contempt for old
maids, and,” she added, laughing, “I believe he would
464have a poor opinion of any one’s taste who should choose
me for a wife.”
“And then, if the rest should happen!” said Clara, “I
confess I am wicked enough to take a certain delight in
the thought. It would be what papa calls poetic justice.”
“I know my cousin Felix might become strongly
attached to you,” said the count, addressing Charlotte.
“He is very fond of talking of you to me—says he should
never imagine you to be over thirty.”
“So you have been talking of my age. What impertinence!”
“He asked me your age,” replied Paul.
“Did you tell him I was sixty?”
“I told him your exact age, thirty-six. That is really
just the flower of life, and it may be written that the
family name shall be continued through you, though
perhaps Müller would have objections to adopting any
other than his own. There is no justice in a woman’s
losing her name by marrying.”
“Well, I don’t think I would ask him to change his,
on the slight and frail expectation of future heirs; that
is, supposing there was any question of marriage, which
is absurd,” said Miss Charlotte, blushing like a girl in
her teens. That blush was a revelation to Paul; but he
quickly changed the subject by asking for music. While
Clara was singing, and while he was listening too, his
mind was busy with a matrimonial scheme for the benefit
of his cousin and Miss Delano.
One evening a few days later, after Paul had left, Susie
scolded Clara for being so cold to him.
“Cold! Susie. Why, it seems to me that every word,
465every tone and look of mine in Paul’s presence, shows
clearly that my heart is under his feet, as the Irish song
has it.”
“Well, dear, they don’t show any such thing. He
loves you with adoration; but he is too proud to accept
any love that can be won by begging.”
“It is just that spirit in Paul that makes me worship
him. Oh, Susie! you do not know what he is to me.
You cannot know, even after all I have told you. He
knows I love him. Why, child, I have fairly, frankly
confessed it in a letter not yet two weeks old. He understands
me.”
“I’m sure I would not make such a man unhappy.
He is the only one I ever met whom I would marry
instantly, whether I loved him or not. If he wanted me,
I should say: take me. You deserve all things, and the
greater includes the less.”
Clara looked at little Susie, as she spoke in her earnest,
soulful way. “Are you very sure that you do not love
him, Susie? You have been with him more than I have.
Happy woman! to be taken to Europe by him. Why, he
has actually kissed you! I don’t know what would happen,
if he should kiss me.”
“Would you ‘dissolve into an Israelite?’ as Linnie
says. By the way, have you not noticed the flirtation
going on between young Edward Page and her?”
“Yes; I spoke to the witch only to-day, and she told
me that her heart was breaking for the count, and she was
only flirting as a ‘mockery to her woe.’ I think mamma
is well pleased. She has no longer high ambition for her
girls; satisfied if they can only marry honest, temperate
men. Poor mamma! She is so changed. Think of her
466going to our convention and listening to my address! She
is by no means converted, but she can look at reforms
now without any contempt. She said it troubled her, in
spite of herself, to see me there making myself so public,
and in the committee-room being addressed by men,
entire strangers. She would have felt different if I were
married. A husband always gives countenance and support
to a woman.”
Susie laughed, and asked Clara what she answered.
“I told her I was going to be married, and, making her
promise to keep it a profound secret, I told her, to the
Count Paul. ‘Has he asked you, my dear?’ she said,
greatly excited. ‘No, mamma,’ I said, ‘I told you I was
going to marry him.’ I do love to astonish mamma.
Then I told her it would burst upon her some time; that
there would be no pomp of circumstance, only just the
steps necessary to make it legal. I am sure, conventional
as she is, she would be so overjoyed at being the
mother-in-law of Paul, that she would say nothing if the
marriage ceremony should consist in jumping over a
broomstick!”
“Well, now, to change the subject, Clara, what am I
to do with Dan?”
“I cannot advise you, dear. He acts like a very
goose.”
“I pity him so. He loves me as much as he can love;
but it is only a feverish desire, not a sentiment having
only my happiness at heart. He should respect me because
I have grown beyond him, but he does not. It has
no effect to tell him that I have not the slightest inclination
to marry him. He doesn’t believe it. He thinks I
can love him just as of old, if I only will; but I cannot
467will, and I have told him so. It makes him crazy to hear
Minnie call Paul her papa. He is not glad, as I am, at
the advantages the child has in being adopted by such a
man.”
“It is too bad, Susie; but do not be induced to marry
him out of pity. A woman wrongs herself when she does
that.”
“There is no danger. The very thought is horrible to
me; but what a position I am placed in! Here is your
mother, coming here nearly every day, and treating poor
Susie like a daughter, because she thinks, of course, I
shall marry Dan. Oh, it is simply dreadful!” said the
good little Susie. “She has taken so to Minnie too.”
In fact, everybody did that, and especially was Min
popular among the children. She went everywhere to
their parties, and picnic excursions, and everywhere introduced
a new play, which she called the “Social Palace
game.” One day when she had collected about a dozen
children and twice as many dolls, on the front porch,
and was marshalling them in true autocratic style, Dan
came through the gate and sat on the steps. Min told
him she could not have anybody in the Social Palace
who was idle.
“Well, then, if that’s the case, you may give me some
office.” Min looked at him a moment, her chubby hands
in her apron pockets, like a stage soubrette, evidently
studying what place he was fit to fill in the play.
“You are so big,” she said, “I don’t know what to do
with you.” But a lucky thought struck her, and she
told him he might be Monsieur Godin.
“Well, what does Mongshure Godang do?” he asked,
trying to imitate her French pronunciation.
468“Why, don’t you know? He does everything. He
is the chief.”
“Oh, yes, I know. But that is a pretty difficult part
for me.”
“Oh, no; you just sit there on the steps, and whenever
you see a chicken come in under the gate, you go
and drive him out. The chickens, you know, are the bad
people who want to ruin the Social Palace.”
Dan promised, immensely attracted to the child and
all her ways, and thinking how he was wronged, because
she was not taught to call him father, or to know that
he was so. Min then went on with what she called
“ognizing.” The little dolls formed the nursery, the big
ones the pouponnat. This girl must be head-nurse, this
first-assistant-nurse, a larger girl leader of the exercises
in the pouponnat, and so on. She made them all call
her, as she had been called abroad, Mademoiselle von
Frauenstein. There were three little boys present, and
one of these she made head-gardener, and set him at
work, with the next in size as assistant, in the flower-garden,
with her little hoe and rake. The other, a very
little boy, complained that she gave him no place.
“You wait till I ognize, and I’ll put you somewhere,”
said Min; but pretty soon he got tired of the tediousness
of the “ognizing” process, and called loudly for office.
“Well,” said Min, “you may go into the pouponnat
as the biggest poupon, marching at the head. That will
be quite nice.”
But the little boy thought the honor of head poupon a
very questionable one, especially as the poupons were all
big dolls, whose marching powers he held in contempt,
and he told her so in very plain words. Then the autocrat
469informed him that he “shouldn’t be nothing;”
whereupon he raised a revolt, and Min announced that
there would be no more Social Palace that day. She was
highly disgusted at the rebellion of her subjects, and even
scolded Monsieur Godin for the lax manner in which he
had repelled the encroachment of the enemies, who constantly
were allowed to come under the gate.
“I know I haven’t done very well,” he said, humbly,
“but I am a novice; never played Social Palace before,
’pon my word.”
After the children were gone, he called her to him, and
tried to interest her and make her like him; but she
submitted to his kisses with a bad grace.
“Don’t you know that you are my little girl?” he
said.
“Yours! Is your name Paul von Frauenstein?” she
asked, with withering scorn. Dan confessed it was not.
“Then I am not your little girl, for I am Paul’s; and
you are a saucy man, and I don’t like you;” and with
this she shot into the house, leaving Dan a prey to very
bitter reflections. The result was his going to Susie, and
reproaching her for teaching “his child” to hate him.
Susie was offended at being obliged to justify herself
against such a charge.
“I have never said the slightest word that should even
make her indifferent to you. You can have her confidence
if you can win it. I see no other way.” Dan could
not control himself. He burst forth in a torrent of complaints
at Susie’s coldness, and at her being unwilling
that his child should love him. Then he became serious,
and played the rôle of mentor—told Susie what was best
for her to do, which was, of course, to marry him forthwith.
470“Don’t you see, Susie, that is the only thing to do. That
will make you at once an honest woman in the eyes of
the world, and we can bring up Minnie like a lady, and
no one will dare to treat her with disrespect.” This was
too much for even Susie’s sweet temper.
“I wonder at your assurance,” she said. “You, who
trampled my love for you under your feet, who deserted
me in my agony of disgrace, when I had not one friend
in this world—you, who had not the manly decency to
conceal your love for another woman when I was in such
a condition, by the basest, most sacrilegious act of treachery
a man ever perpetrated; then after all that, leaving
me for six years to fight the battle alone, never during
that time sending me one word of sympathy, or even
taking the trouble to enquire whether I, or your child, or
both, were dead; after all that, and after by toil such as
you never dreamed of, and by a long and unremitting
struggle, I have conquered independence, won friends
among the noblest and best, and compelled even my
worst slanderers to respect me and my child, you—you
come to me and offer to make me an honest woman, by
the offer of your debauched self. If that is honor, give
me dishonor for the rest of my life.”
Dan raved and threatened, still talking in a very
authoritative style about his child.
“Thank Heaven! she is not your child, she is mine.
There’s one bit of justice which the law offers to a dishonored
mother. My child is mine! You cannot take
her from me, as you could if I should marry you. What
do you suppose I care for a lost honor that can be restored
by any jugglery of law? Now drop that subject forever,
if you wish me to retain the least friendliness toward you.
471I should not dream of marrying you—no: not if you
were to become emperor of the world.”
Three days afterward Dan was brought home by two
policemen from one of the lowest dens of the town, where
he had been robbed of purse, cravat, handkerchief, and
hat. In a day or two, by the united efforts of the family
and friends, he was forced to consent to be taken to the
Binghamton Inebriate Asylum. The doctor went with
him, treated him very kindly, and labored to show him
that by staying two years, leading, as he would, a temperate
life, he might entirely overcome the passion for
intoxication. “It is most important, you see, my son,
for you are still a young man, and you may yet be useful
to the world.” Dan was much affected when his father
left him, and promised to follow his advice, and turn his
attention to some scientific study. He expressed sorrow
for having given him so much trouble, and added, “I
ain’t worth saving, I fear. If you had drowned me like
a blind kitten, when I was little, you would have done
the best thing for me.”
“Oh no, Dan. Don’t feel that way. Your life has
not been in vain, and I have by no means given you up.
When I’m an old codger, with one foot in the grave, I
believe you will be my comfort, and atone for all the
heart-aches you have caused me.”
“God knows, I hope so,” said Dan fervently; “for no
scapegrace of a boy ever had a better father than I have.”
This was the first and only manly speech Dr. Forest had
ever heard from Dan, and it touched him deeply. When
he was gone, Dan spent an hour or so walking rapidly
back and forth through the fine grounds of the Asylum;
and then he went into the billiard-room, and began to
472make the acquaintance of the patients. He was quite
astonished, and immensely gratified, to see that they
were not low fellows, but, on the contrary, real gentlemen
in appearance and manners, almost to a man. Dan,
conscious of looking very “shaky,” from his late three-days
terrible debauch, made some apology to a fine-looking
fellow who handed him a cue and challenged him to
a game of billiards. “Oh, don’t trouble yourself to
make any apologies,” said the gentleman, laying his hand
kindly on Dan’s broad shoulder. “We are all drunkards
here, every one of us!” After this Dan felt at home,
and began to enjoy himself far more than he had ever
done before. For the first time in his life, he spent several
hours a day reading, and at last conquered a real love
for it; also, he became, from the loosest, most uncertain
and unsatisfactory of correspondents, a very tolerably
exemplary one. He wrote every week to his father, and
quite often to the other members of the family, giving
long accounts of life in his asylum, and talking hopefully
of the future. “Don’t forget to tell mother,” he wrote,
after he had been there about six months, “that there is
a little decanter of brandy kept here on the mantel-piece,
with a wine-glass beside it, and that I have never once
tasted it. I want you to tell her this, because it will
please her. You, sir, will understand very well that it
don’t prove any remarkable virtue, for you understand
the philosophy of drunkenness. Your real victim don’t
drink for the taste of liquor, but, as an old soaker in
California used to say, ‘for the glorious refects hereafter.’
So, when you haven’t enough for these ‘glorious refects,’
you find it mighty easy to resist a single glass.”
CHAPTER XL. UNDER THE ORANGE-BLOSSOMS.
473
One beautiful day in August, about a month after
the events just narrated, Miss Charlotte came over
to see Clara. She was looking quite radiant with some
new happiness, and Clara noticed that the plain Quakerish
knot in which she was wont to confine her really
pretty dark hair had undergone considerable change in
its structure. It was less rigidly twisted, and from the
mass depended several natural curls. She wore a pretty
silver-gray barêge, flounced to the waist, and with the
upper skirt open, short, and looped up at the sides with
ribbon.
Seating herself in an arm-chair, she said, “Now stand
right there, Clara—no, just behind a little, and fan me
while I tell you something.” Clara obeyed.
“Dear me! How shall I ever commence? I begin to
repent.”
“Take your own time, Miss Delano. I will wait as
long as you wish.”
“No; I won’t wait. If I do, I shall never tell you—The
old maid is going to make a fool of herself. There!”
“Oh, that is splendid! You are going to marry Paul’s
cousin Felix. This is most agreeable news. From all I
hear of him, he is an admirable gentleman.”
474“Yes; but I wish he’d cut off that terrific Blue-Beard
moustache. Do you like moustaches? I can’t endure
them. They are too signal a confirmation of Darwin’s
Origin of Species, according to which I believe we lose
our hair as we advance to higher types. Is that so?”
“Papa says,” replied Clara, laughing, “that the coming
man’s head is going to be as smooth as an ostrich
egg; but I think, myself, the moustache will change. I
think it is ugly just in proportion as it hides the contour
of the lips.”
“I see you are thinking of Paul’s blonde, silky affair.
Well, that is very different. It stays where he puts it.
At table a little twist of his fingers, and his mouth is
free; but Felix—well, I’m sure I must be in love with
him, or I should never have consented to marry him after
seeing him eat soup every day for a year.”
Miss Charlotte then told Clara they were to be married
in a month, and move into an elegant suite of apartments
in the left wing of the Social Palace. She was going to
Boston in a day or two, to choose the most charming
furniture she could find. Felix was to organize the
schools, and she was to have a share of that work. The
idea of having something useful to do, seemed to inspire
her. “In my old life,” she said, “I used to spend days
and days helping to get up articles for fairs for charitable
purposes; but there was never the right kind of satisfaction
about it.”
“How could there be?” asked Clara. “Charity is an
insult to human nature. What we want is to give the
poor the conditions for a comfortable, independent life.
Now my mother and Mrs. Kendrick have won a reputation
for benevolence on about the poorest stock of virtue
475imaginable; though of course they have acted from good
motives. They ride around in their carriages among the
poor, and carry food and clothing—cast-off garments of
their own children and themselves. My father has been
trying for years to get the ladies here to establish a crèche,
as they do in foreign cities—a place for poor women to
leave their little children when they wish to go out to
do work. This would enable them to keep their elder
children in school, instead of at home to nurse the little
ones. Then he would have them establish some industry
by which the poor women could earn money; but he
could never get them to do it.”
“No,” said Charlotte; “women’s lives are so narrow,
their ambition so dwarfed, that most of them actually
enjoy going in their carriages and rich clothing into the
homes of the poor and patronizing them. I confess I
always felt like a fish out of water, and generally contrived
to give money, and let somebody else do the rest.
You may palliate wretchedness by charity, but you can
never raise the condition of the poor by it.”
“Dependence and degradation are synonymous,” said
Clara; “and now you see why this workingmen’s palace
is a mighty work. There, for their labor, all the industrious
can have comforts and luxuries beyond even the
power of the rich to enjoy, while their rents go to pay for
their homes.”
“Oh, it is a noble work!” exclaimed Miss Delano.
“I am catching, imperceptibly, the great enthusiasm of
Paul and Felix. I see what must be the educational
influence of these daily baths, these walks in beautiful
gardens and groves, with music, and rare green-houses
filled with exotics, the splendid schools, the reading-room,
476the library, the societies. Why, it is enough to
inspire the coldest and most selfish heart.”
“And you see clearly, if all this was given to the people
as a charity——”
“Why, it would not have a thousandth part of the
good effect. The hope of owning all this, will so elevate
the honest pride of these people, give them such strength
and courage to work. Why, they will not care how much
rent they pay.”
“No; the count says the great trouble will be, that
these laborers will deny themselves leisure and proper
clothing, and put everything into their rents; but he is
sure that it would not be well to have them own it too
soon. They will be so much better able to appreciate
and enjoy the ownership after ten or fifteen years, when
the new and better educated generation will come on the
stage to help preserve the order and prosperity of the
institution. It does my heart good that you are going to
live there and help on the education.”
“Oh, you needn’t say anything to inspire or encourage
me. I tell you I am a radical, a social reformer of the
deepest dye,” replied Miss Charlotte gayly, as she took
her leave.
Later in the day Paul came. He walked with Clara
and Susie through the green-houses and nurseries, now
largely occupied by the stock for the Social Palace.
Already thousands of trees had been set out in the new
grounds, and were doing well, while the great conservatory
in the court of the right wing was being rapidly
filled, under Susie’s direction. The great palm, of historical
fame, was in its place, having borne its journey in
May without the slightest injury. The great pink blossoms
477of Susie’s banana-trees had long since fallen, and
the bunches of young fruit were ripening, while the rich
perfume of exotics in great variety filled the air. Passing
back to the house, through the old conservatory, the
little one first built, and which Susie kept now only for
flowers in blossom, the count expressed great admiration
for the two quite large orange-trees, laden with blossoms,
and he asked her how she managed to make these flower
so long after the usual time. “Why, it is very simple,”
said Susie; “by keeping them back; that is the technical
term for denying them water and plenty of sunlight.
Then when you are ready, you bring them right under
the glass, in a warm room, and sprinkle them lavishly
every day at sunset. They can’t resist; they are powerless,
and must send out their blossoms, whether they like
it or not.”
When they re-entered the house, Susie left them. The
count stayed only a short time, during which Clara tried
to overcome her repugnance to speak of the divorce—that
hideous divorce, that was ever in her thoughts; but she
could not. If anything outside of themselves could have
broken down the invisible barrier that separated these
two, Min on this occasion certainly would have accomplished
it. As Paul rose to go, she climbed up on the
head of the sofa beside where he stood, and taking the
ends of his long moustache in her dimpled hands, she
pressed her little lips to his very demonstratively. Then
jumping down with a bound, she ran to Clara, and
standing on tip-toe beside her chair, she kissed “auntie,”
laughing, as she exclaimed, “Oh, auntie, am I not
good?”
“Why, my child, are you specially good just now?”
478“Because I’ve given you the sweetest kiss! Oh, you
don’t see,” persisted Min. “Why, I’ve given you Paul’s
own kiss, and you didn’t know it!”
“You insufferable magpie!” exclaimed Clara, blushing
in spite of herself. “Go away now and don’t come
back—hear?” Min, much discomfited, shot a Parthian
arrow as she edged toward the door, where she turned
while hunting for a chocolate-drop in the bottom of a
little white paper-bag, and having crammed it into her
mouth, said, “I don’t care, I don’t; auntie don’t like
Paul’s kisses, but Min does; so!”
The count laughed quietly, and commenced at once to
talk of some new plans for the stage of the theatre.
“May I bring them for you to see this evening,” he
asked.
“I should like to see them; but do not make any excuse
to come. Come freely whenever you wish. That
will please me best.”
“I thank you. That is very gracious, but the margin
is wide—whenever I wish. You do not know,” he said,
passing her hand to his lips, “how boundless and insatiable
are my wishes. I even wish to create wishes sometimes;
but that is when I am not wise. You know the
one supreme desire of my heart, embracing and holding
in abeyance all others, is that I may be worthy of Clara.
The dear words that you wrote me, the written page just
as I saw it, is burned into my memory. I can imagine no
sweeter praise than that ‘in no way have I ever offended
you in the slightest word, or tone, or motion.’ You see how
I remember.” He would have said more, but Clara was
troubled. He could almost hear her heart beating as she
answered, without looking directly in his face, as she spoke,
479“And yet it was only a negative praise. It seems to me
there were other words more worthy of remembering.”
“You are right; but not even a lover’s vanity could
justify him in repeating those.”
“You have no vanity, Paul. You have no imperfections;
or if you have, it will be my fault if you ever
manifest them—no, I don’t mean that: I mean if you
ever manifest any faults, they must be new possibilities
created by my folly. No—don’t answer. Go now and
return by-and-by.” Paul kissed her hand again, and
with the pressure of his lips came the words, just above
a whisper, “Tu es adorable.”
“Oh, he’s getting very bold,” said Clara to Susie, who
entered the moment the count left, and she involuntarily
looked at the fingers of her right hand.
“Because he kissed your hand? Oh, that is nothing
for a gallant foreigner. It is, indeed, only a mark of
respect and obedience, such as that due to queens.”
“But he said ‘Thou art adorable.’ Surely that is
more than a gentleman would say to a mere queen,”
replied Clara, delighting, like all those in love, to linger
over the trifles that make up their bliss, when they are
so fortunate as to have a friend wholly worthy of confidence.
“Did he say ‘tu es,’ really? Then you are lost,” replied
Susie, laughing. “He must feel very sure of his
position, or he would never dare tutoyer.”
“Oh, Susie!” said Clara, embracing her friend, “I am
going to be wonderfully sweet to Paul to-night—that is,
if I can. He is coming back.”
“Are you? I doubt it. You are so cold to him. I
would not be so cruel as you are. I should appreciate
480such respect, such delicacy. Most men, when you show
them the slightest favor, behave like bears.”
“Do I not know that well? If men only knew where
their power lay! You know papa says, in the Golden Age
women will always take the initiative in love. You believe
that, Susie?”
“If the coming man is to have a head like an ostrich egg,
I think he’ll be incapacitated for gentle, seductive
arts,” said Susie, laughing.
“When you speak of women taking the initiative in
love, vulgar people think you mean proposals of matrimony,
or caresses at least. The initiative is that which
the word implies—the first movement; it is but the
slightest thing. When Paul has pressed my hand, I have
always drawn it away after a few seconds. He is waiting
for me to leave it in his just one second longer. I have
never given him a really tender glance. If I were to do
so, the ‘bear,’ as you say, would instantly be developed;
though I should not apply that word to him. He is the
perfect gentleman in everything. He could not offend.
I mean to speak to him about that hateful divorce, which
forbids me to marry ‘until the said defendant be actually
dead.’ I say I mean to; but I have not the slightest
certainty that I shall have the courage. I don’t believe
you can imagine how I feel about it.”
“Yes I can, dear. Don’t trouble your precious soul
about it. Only be sweet and good to Paul, and everything
will be well. You are not going to wear that
dress? Do put on that lovely white organdie. Will
you? I will loop up the skirt with ivy.”
The vision that met the count’s eyes as he entered
Clara’s parlor must have charmed the most fastidious
481taste. The white, gauze-like organdie was looped with
ivy by Susie’s cunning hand. It was that rare, silver-edged
ivy, with a light crimson flush in some of the leaves.
Over the low corsage she wore a Louis-Quinze basque of
white duchess lace, the graceful folds of which fell over her
exquisite hands that were without ornament of any kind.
In the coronal roll of her hair, which fell in many curls
from the mass behind, she wore a tiny bouquet of mignonnette
and white Neapolitan violets, relieved by a border of
green. The basque was closed at top of the corsage with
a beautiful cameo of her father’s head in profile. Paul
knew she had dressed for him, and the thought was delicious.
He expressed warmly his admiration for her toilet—a
thing foreign gentlemen are as careful to remember
as Americans are to forget; not that they are not sensitive
to the beauties of woman’s dress, but it is a habit
with very many to ignore the fact that dress can enhance
beauty; and then, perhaps from a feeling of delicacy, for
American gentlemen are among the most refined in their
sentiments toward women. With the older civilizations,
dress is a pure art, and artistic effects are always a fit
subject for study.
Edward Page and Susie were present when the count
entered, but after a half hour or so Susie left, and the
young man soon followed. The conversation then turned
upon the engagement of Miss Delano and Felix Müller.
“It will be a very happy union,” said Paul. “If the
theory of opposites hold true, they are well suited to each
other, and they are certainly much in love. They are
constantly together. They sit up evenings after all are
abed, and then take long strolls in the park before breakfast.
It is a most happy courtship. They are both
482among friends who give them full sympathy, and there is
never a straw in the way of their bliss.”
“The old adage, then, about the course of true love, is
likely to prove false in this instance,” said Clara; and
then changing the subject abruptly, as women are wont
to do—when they see fit—she asked the count if he had
brought the theatre plans.
“Ah! I forgot them. From the time I left you until
I returned, I don’t think I was once conscious of the
existence of business. Are you disappointed?”
“In what? In which?” asked Clara, a little mischievously,
perceiving that his question was susceptible
of ambiguity; but she repented in a moment, seeing how
gravely the count regarded her, and added, “I know you
mean the plans. I don’t care to see them to-night. I
wish you would sing to me.”
Paul sat down to the piano almost hurriedly, and as
his deft fingers ran over the key-board, he said—the music
making his low words even more distinct—“Hear what
Paul says to his love.” He looked at her as she stood
on his left, but her eyes were studiously fixed upon his
hands.
The consciousness of a well-trained voice, able to express
with divine eloquence words that may not be fitly
spoken without music, is perhaps the proudest gift a
lover can possess. Paul played the prelude once, and
then repeated it, as if waiting for the certainty of self-control.
The music he was playing Clara had never
heard; but she knew that it was his own; for there was
a certain latitude of interpretation in Paul’s style, when
playing his own compositions, which he would not presume
483to attempt, in following the masters. Paul sang
the words of some poet unknown to Clara.
“O meadow-flowers, primrose and violet!
Ye touch her dainty ankles as she moves,
But I that worship may not kiss her feet.
“O mountain airs! where unconfined float
Her locks ambrosial, would that I were you,
To wanton with the tangles of her hair.
“O leaping waves! that press and lip and lave
Her thousand beauties, when shall it be mine
To touch, and kiss, and clasp her even as you?
“But she more loves the blossom and the breeze
Than lip or hand of mine, and thy cold clasp,
O barren sea! than these impassioned arms.”
The last line of each stanza was repeated. Clara realized
that Paul had never sung to her before. “I don’t
like your song,” she said, but doubtless with that glance
which, according to her confession an hour ago to Susie,
she had never given him; for he rose with a cry of tenderest
passion, clasped her in his arms, and pressed his
lips long and silently upon her hair, holding her head the
while softly against his breast. Clara heard his heart
beating loud and fast. There they stood. Neither could
desire to speak or move. It was heaven enough to know
that the supreme moment that revealed them fully to
each other, had come at last. From this close embrace to
the folding-down of Love’s kiss upon the lips, in “perfect
purple state,” as Mrs. Browning says, “the transition
was easy,” which Mrs. Browning does not say. The
kisses of these two were different from nearly all others.
It was soul meeting and mingling with soul, and the
484sensitive lips were only the medium. That may seem
obscure to philosophers who are always seeking in vain
for the seat of the soul. Lovers of the nobler and finer
type, emotional beings, who will not have their altars
profaned by the contact of unholy offerings, never have
any doubts about soul. To them it is not an entity
which may be found here or there; it is life—the one
thing infinitely precious, and they are not to be disturbed
by nicely-studied definitions. Are not lovers of this rare
type the truest philosophers?
It is like an impertinence to try to describe the unutterably
perfect state of Paul and Clara as they stood there
by the piano. A cynical observer would probably have
said that they uttered more nonsense in the short space
of ten minutes than he would have believed possible;
but he would only thereby show his ignorance of the
mysterious power they possessed of
“Kissing full sense into empty words.”
After a time, Susie’s light step was heard passing the
partially-open door, and Clara called her and said, as she
entered, “Come and see how cold and cruel I am to your
friend.”
“Oh, this is too good!” exclaimed Susie, embracing
both with effusion. “My cup of joy runneth over. If
you and Paul had not turned to each other, as naturally
as flowers to the light, I should have lost faith in providence;
but I never had any doubt. But come, my precious
lovers, you will grow faint on your diet of the
ineffable. I knew by intuition that you two would find
your souls to-night, and so I have prepared a little feast
in honor of the occasion. Edward and I, I mean, but it
485is not quite ready yet. In about fifteen minutes I shall
call you. Into that fifteen minutes you have full liberty
to crowd all the bliss you can. I know your capacity in
that direction must be miraculous,” she added.
“What could be so gracious as this dear girl’s sympathy?”
exclaimed the count, bending down and kissing
her forehead.
“Why, when we love our friends dearly, we must naturally
enjoy most that which makes them most happy.
C’est bien simple,” said Susie, and with that she left.
When Paul and Clara entered the dining-room they
were amazed at what Susie had accomplished. The
folding-doors of the conservatory were flung wide open,
revealing that fairy-like effect which all have noticed who
have seen foliage and flowers lighted from beneath. The
light of the central hanging-lamp was dimmed by the
light of numerous sections of wax-candles, set in the
earth under the plants and small trees. In the dining-room
the table, decked with flowers, was laden with a
choice collation.
“Am I in the land of fairies?” asked the count.
“How have you done all this in so short a time, you
darling Susie?” Clara asked. “Why, it is like enchantment!”
“Why, we have had time enough,” answered Susie,
glancing at young Page, who stood by the folding-doors
enjoying the effect of the surprise. “We commenced,”
he said, “when we heard the count’s beautiful song.”
“Yes,” said Susie, “we knew then it was time to prepare
for the bridal feast.”
“You see, Paul,” said Clara, “you are Orpheus, working
magic through the music of your voice.”
486“May I not meet the fate of Orpheus,” said Paul;
“but I think I should be more patient than he was when
his Eurydice was coming out of Hades.” Clara looked at
Paul thinking her own sweet thoughts.
“Now you must be just as happy, just as free, as children;
yes, a hundred times more happy. We are all
lovers. I am in love with several people, and Edward,
he is also, but with one especially. Is it not so?” Susie
added, turning to the young man, who blushed as prettily
as a girl as he answered, “I should be very sorry to contradict
Madam Susie.”
“That is not a frank admission.”
“Then I admit frankly.”
“That is as it should be,” said Paul. “I sympathize
with Claude Melnotte, who would ‘have no friends that
were not lovers.’”
“Oh, we must have some of that delicious Sauterne
that we brought from France,” said Susie, addressing the
count. “Red wine alone will never answer.” Edward
disappeared in search of the wine.
“Why, Susie is as happy as we are, one would say,”
said Clara.
“You think nothing but the prospect of marrying
Paul ought to make any woman happy.”
“How sweet she looks, Paul!” said Clara, her whole
face breaking into dimpling smiles. “I should think you
would want to marry Susie too.”
“I do, of course,” answered the count gallantly; “but
you know the wicked world has such prejudices! Susie
had trouble enough abroad to convince people in hotels
and auberges that we required separate apartments;”
487and he laughed, remembering certain scenes that had
caused her vexation.
“Well, you know that was all Min’s fault; she was
forever in your arms. Here comes our Chateau Yquem.
What! who on earth can be ringing the door-bell at this
hour?”
“I know that is my father,” said Clara, going to the
front door. Edward, for some reason, disappeared at
the same time.
“Now tell me what I am here for,” said the doctor,
after laying down his hat and saluting the friends. “I
sat in my studio for an hour, and resisted the impulse to
come over. It is ten o’clock, and you know I never came
here, or anywhere, at such an hour, unless I was called.”
“Well, you were called,” answered Susie, who loved to
nurse little superstitions.
“Count, what do you think of it?” asked the doctor.
“I will not say it is impossible for us to act upon
each other at a distance. I have known several instances
that would seem to prove it.”
“We were so happy, papa,” said Clara, putting her
arms around her father tenderly. “I think my own joy
must have filled the world like an atmosphere, and so it
embraced you, and you being a ‘sensitive,’ responded.”
“Papa’s own girl is radiant to-night,” he said, kissing
her. “I never saw you look so well,” and glancing
at the conservatory and the table, and then at Paul, he
read the mystery. “Why this is very irregular,” he
added, gayly. “Are my paternal rights to be disregarded?
Are you going to marry my girl without my
consent?”
“I trust not, sir,” said Paul, confidently.
488“Oh, do you not know, papa, I cannot marry any
one?”
“Why not, pray?” But as Clara did not answer
her father’s question, Susie explained the clause in the
divorce.
“Why, this is what has troubled you, darling,” said
Paul, in his tenderest voice. “Be reassured. It is
only a form. By marrying you might be liable to a
charge of contempt of court, the penalty of which is only
a fine. No one ever notices this injunction; at least, I
never heard of a case.”
“Is that all?” asked Clara, amazed and almost
ashamed that she had been so long disturbed by a mere
bugbear. “But women are so ignorant of legal matters.”
“The Social Palace will make a wiser generation of
women,” Susie said. “The children will learn politics
in their cradles.”
“And bambins will commence to exercise the franchise
by balloting for their little industrial leaders,” said
Susie. “But come, our Chateau Yquem is waiting.
There is only one thing wanting. If these two dear ones
could only be married to-night, and have the bother all
over!”
“Papa,” said Clara, “I must have inherited from you
my repugnance to ceremonies. I would never get married
in the world, if it wasn’t for my love for Paul,” she
added, looking at him.
“We will have no ceremony, dear one,” he said.
“The marriage contract, duly attested, is all that is
necessary; besides, any one can perform the marriage
ceremony. It is not necessary that it should be a
priest, for marriage is a civil contract.”
489“Why, let us draw up the contract now,” said Susie,
forgetting the waiting Sauterne. “Here is my desk and
all proper materials.”
Paul did not need any urging. The contract was duly
signed in less than ten minutes. As Clara signed her
name, she exclaimed, “Why, I am a victim to a conspiracy!
My consent to this precipitate act has not
been even asked.”
“But there is your name,” said Paul. “It is too late
for retraction. I shall at once assert my prerogatives.”
“Come, my children!” said the doctor, “let us have
a gloriously radical marriage ceremony, after our wicked
latitudinarian hearts.”
“Oh yes, do, Clara; just to make Susie happy. Here
is Edward come for another witness.”
“You know my sentiments on this matter,” said the
count, addressing the doctor. “As any one may perform
the ceremony, I should choose you from all the world.”
Clara would have postponed further action after the
signing of the marriage contract, but there was no
resisting the enthusiasm of Susie, the doctor, and Paul.
Susie would have them married in the little conservatory,
among the flowers. And so it happened. There was no
need of orange-blossoms, for the happy lovers stood
beneath the two blossom-laden orange-trees, that dropped
their fragrant petals on the united hands of Paul and
Clara, as the doctor said, in his deep, solemn voice,
“Paul von Frauenstein, do you take this woman to be
your lawful and wedded wife?” Clara was a thousand
times more deeply affected than she had been at her former
marriage, when her heart was in rebellion all the
time against the “show,” as the doctor called it. She
490sobbed in the doctor’s arms for some time, and his own
eyes were hardly dry. At last he said, handing Clara
over to Paul, “I will not comfort your sorrowing wife
any more. That is one of your prerogatives, unquestionably.”
“Sorrowing, papa; what a word,” replied Clara, looking
divinely beautiful through her tears at her father,
and then at Paul. “If this is sorrow, may I never be
comforted;” and then, while the rest left the conservatory,
she listened to words from Paul, which were far
too sweet for repetition.
Susie was wild with delight. She poured out the
choice Sauterne, proposed toasts, made everybody reply,
and was so gay in her abandon, that her friends scarcely
knew her.
In the midst of the hilarity there was heard in the hall
the patter of little feet, and the next moment Min,
aroused by the unusual noise, opened the door, in her
long white gown, looked at the lighted conservatory,
and then at the convives, exclaiming with a very grave
air:
“What is all this row about? I should like to know.”
“You little ghost!” said the doctor. “Where do you
come from?” Min curled herself up in the doctor’s
arms, and then directed her attention to the attractions
of the table.
“Min, somebody is married to-night—can you guess
who?” asked Susie, colloquially if not grammatically.
Min looked at Edward. “It isn’t you,” she said,
“’cause Linnie isn’t here.”
“Ah! a cat out of the bag!” said the doctor, noticing
the vivid reddening of the young man’s fair face.
491“And it isn’t you, auntie, ’cause you don’t like Paul’s
kisses.”
“Oh, but I do, Minnie. I have found out how sweet
they are,” replied Clara, archly.
“Well, you were a long time finding out,” said the
spoiled pet, changing her place to Paul’s lap.
It was difficult to get Min back to bed, but the promise
of a ride with Paul the next day finally proved a
sufficient inducement. Edward left soon after Min, but
it was some time after midnight when the doctor took
his hat to go. Clara handed Paul his.
“What!” exclaimed the doctor. “You to be sent
away, Paul? That is wrong.” Susie wickedly confirmed
the sentiment, but Paul, noticing a kind of distress
in Clara’s face, said, as he held her a moment in his
arms, “We do not recognize rights, dearest. All the
events of this evening, so crowded upon each other, have
quite unstrung your nerves. See, doctor, how cold her
hands are!”
“Well,” said the doctor, taking his daughter’s hand,
“you are right—right, I mean, in leaving all things to
her; but you know how instinctively women cling to
precedents. You may find this a dangerous one.”
“I have no fears,” replied Paul, embracing Clara tenderly.
“Does she not love me? and is not love sure to
respond to love’s needs? Her desire is mine always.”
CHAPTER XLI. AFTER THE ORANGE-BLOSSOMS.
492
“What I do and what I dream include thee
As the wine must taste of its own grapes.”
The doctor, on his way home, saw a light in the
printing-office, which was at the corner where he
separated from his newly-made son-in-law; and at the
latter’s suggestion a notice of the marriage was left there
for the morning paper. So the next morning, as Mrs.
Kendrick, Louise, Miss Delano, Felix, and the count, sat
down to the table, they were electrified by the exclamation,
“Good God!” proceeding from Mr. Kendrick, who
came forward to take his place at the table.
“What is it? Do read it?” said Mrs. Kendrick to
her husband, whose eyes were riveted on the morning
paper.
“Married—Sept. 10th, at the residence of the bride,
the Count Paul von Frauenstein to Clara Forest
Delano——” Kendrick stopped short and looked at
Paul, who was very composedly taking his cup of coffee
from Mrs. Kendrick’s trembling hand.
“What silly joke is this?” he asked, addressing Paul.
“My dear sir, I beg you to not consider it a joke. It
is a genuine announcement of a genuine fact,” replied the
count, with a serious gravity that could not be mistaken.
“But you slept here last night. I heard you come in.”
493“So did I,” said Miss Delano, “but it was shockingly
late—late enough to have accomplished any folly, I
should say; marriage among the rest.” But Charlotte
felt secretly hurt that when she had given her confidence
freely to Clara the day previous, Clara had withheld hers.
Louise turned very pale, but sipped her coffee without
any serious manifestation of the rage she felt.
“My dear cousin, I give you joy!” said Felix, grasping
the count’s hand warmly, and adding, in French, “I
must suppose you have good reasons for keeping your
confidence from me.”
“The very best reasons, my dear Felix—reasons certain
to prove satisfactory,” said the count, in English.
“Good God!” said Kendrick again. “I never heard
of such a thing. Married, and then go home coolly to
your bachelor quarters!” This was spoken in a very
incredulous style.
“Even so,” replied the count, throwing back his head
and laughing at the inordinate excitement caused by a
simple event. “We have not yet completed our domestic
arrangements; but to save my honor in your eyes, Kendrick,
I should add that my leaving was at the desire of
the bride, whose wishes, according to my code, should be
the law of a gallant man.”
“I like that, Paul,” said Charlotte, not daring to look
at Felix, but meaning her approbation to be a lesson for
him. Paul’s answer to Felix’s question had convinced
her that the marriage was an impromptu one; therefore
her heart lost all its hardness towards Clara, and she
added, “I will call on the Countess von Frauenstein this
morning.” Paul thanked her with his lips, but still more
cordially with his eyes.
494“I shall do no such thing,” said Mrs. Kendrick, whose
face had been flushed ever since the reading of the marriage
announcement. “I think, when people marry, they
should show decent respect to——”
“To their friends, madam,” said the count, rising from
the table. “Are you so unquestionably a friend of my
wife that she has wronged you by not asking your presence
at the ceremony? Did you give her your womanly
sympathy when your ridiculous Oakdale aristocracy
frowned upon her, in her days of sorrow?”
All this was said in a very low, quiet tone, but it cut
Mrs. Kendrick like a two-edged sword. She saw she had
been too hasty, and a glance at Kendrick, who seemed
ready to faint, terrified her, recalling, as it did, the fact
that he had told her the bank could not tide over its
present crisis without the aid of the count.
“Pardon me, count,” she said, rising. “This was so
unexpected, so alarming, I may say, in the way it burst
upon me—of course I know you will do things differently
from other people. I shall, of course, be happy to call on
your wife. I will go with Miss Charlotte and your cousin.
Do you forgive me?” she asked, offering him her hand.
The count had noted well Kendrick’s anxious look at his
wife, and though he despised the policy of Mrs. Kendrick,
which forbade her the pleasure of enjoying her spleen, he
answered, urbanely,
“Certainly, madam. Excuse me, also, for alluding to
an unfortunate omission on your part, which I am sure
you regret; but I beg you to not call on my wife as a
concession. If you do that, our friendship ends there.”
Before Miss Charlotte and the Kendrick party set out
for their call on Clara, Miss Charlotte took care to post a
495copy of the paper to her brother, with the marriage notice
duly and conspicuously marked. It reached him the next
morning. His surprise was great, and his feelings of a
very mixed character. He naturally thought that, in
justification to himself, Clara should have married some
very common kind of man; and then her winning the
love of one so high in the social scale was balm to his
vanity, and a just punishment to Ella, who hated Clara,
as little minds do hate those they have wronged. He
had come to despise Ella for her mean spite against Clara,
shown unqualifiedly whenever he had spoken a word in
praise of her; and his home was anything but a happy
one. He found out, as many a man has done before, that
Ella having become his wife, considered him her inalienable
property, and only a subject for consideration when
there was no other man about upon whom to lavish her
smiles and pretty coquetries. Why should she dress for
him, or practice her winning graces on one who was hers
already, and that forever? In short, he learned by bitter
experience the difference between a true, loving, devoted
woman, whose sweetest smiles and gentlest words were
ever for him, and a mere thing of fashion and convention
called a wife, but no more a real wife than the first eye-winking
doll in a shop-window. If any power on earth
could have annulled the past, and given back Clara to his
arms, after six months of Ella Wills, he would have been
a happy man; but he made the best he could of his life,
and was not unreasonable over Ella’s faults, except when
she spoke ill of Clara, as she did on the occasion of his
reading the notice of her marriage. Not knowing of
Ella’s former flirtation with the count at Newport, and
her extreme vexation at that time over her signal failure,
496he set down everything she said to her spite against
Clara.
“He hasn’t much pride, if he is a count,” she remarked,
“or he wouldn’t take up with anybody’s cast-off wife.”
Dr. Delano was disgusted. He replied savagely, and a
stormy scene ensued, in which both descended to the
bitterest recriminations. They mutually confessed that
their love was a farce, and then they separated coolly, the
doctor going to his office and Ella to discuss a love of a
ball-dress with her modiste.
The marriage of the count was a nine-days’ wonder in
Oakdale, and there was terrible commotion in the breasts
of scheming mammas, some of whom found a large grain
of comfort in the fact that “Louise Kendrick must be
terribly cut up.” And she was indeed, poor girl! and
her chagrin was all the more bitter from the consciousness
that her hopes had been built on a foundation of the
most flimsy nature. There is very little true sympathy
in the world for hopeless love; many people, indeed, who
pass as educated or cultivated are capable of reproaching
the unhappy lover, or even laughing at him, thus showing
themselves, in refinement of sentiment, on a plane
with the barbarian. Sympathy of a common and lower
type is everywhere freely given to heroic suffering; but if
any one would know which of his friends not only loves
him most sincerely, but has the highest and finest nature,
let him make an unqualified fool of himself.
Despite the portentous rumors touching the unsoundness
of the great banking-house of Oakdale, it weathered
through the storm, and the Kendricks and Burnhams
held their heads as high as ever. As long as Oakdalers
might have seen any future possibility of a marriage between
497the count and Kendrick’s daughter, the recovery
of the bank’s credit might be comprehended; but as
things happened, it remained a mystery, rather augmented
than lessened by the fact that there had been a “run”
on the bank very soon after the marriage. And the wonderment
of Oakdale had an extraordinary vitality. Why,
among all the wealth and beauty of the town, had the
count chosen the radical daughter of the arch-radical Dr.
Forest; and a woman, too, with a history, a thing so
deplorable in a lady? In a less advanced age it would
have been set down to witchcraft, or Satanic interposition;
but the thing was done, and there was no way of
escaping the inevitable. Those who had exchanged
courtesies with Clara after her separation from Dr. Delano,
took consolation in the fact that they ought to be on the
cards of the count thereafter; those who had not, said
spitefully, that no doubt the count would take up his
residence “among those working-people over the river,”
where the cream of the town would scarcely care to visit.
It did not become known who the “officiating clergyman”
was, in the marriage that excited such commotion,
for the notice in the paper had barely announced the fact
and the place of occurrence, and no one would have
dared to ask such a question of any of the interested parties.
Indeed, minor circumstances sank into insignificance
beside the one marvelous fact that Clara Delano,
whom society had dared to snub, had suddenly risen to
such an enviable position in the social scale. Poor Susie
Dykes, as the bosom friend of Clara, rose mightily in
importance also; but the Priest and the Levite were
deterred from approaching her now, from consciousness of
their past attitude toward her, or rather, from the fear
498of inconsistency—that bugbear of little minds. The
most conservative, however, were pretty ready to admit
that the kick-her-down policy was not the wisest after
all, and that love and sympathy might be due even to a
“fallen” sister.
But even the excitement caused by the marriage of the
count and Clara, and the influence it promised upon the
fate of Susie, could not long hold the attention of Oakdale
from the mighty enterprise “over the river.” Architects
and builders came hundreds of miles to see the great
work, whose renown was daily widening and extending.
Oakdale palatial residences sank into insignificance beside
the vast pile. Capitalists looked on with wonder, and
great manufacturers grumbled at the growing discontent
of their workmen over the high rents they had to pay for
their poor accommodations. The Social Palace workmen
talked with outside laborers, and the natural result was
dissatisfaction. Ely & Gerrish took the wisest course—they,
who less than the other manufacturers felt the need
of conciliating their employés, having years before built
improved homes for them. This firm called their workmen
together, and urged them to wait patiently, and see
how the Social Palace worked. No one could say yet
that it would not be a failure. To be sure, that in France
had worked well, but French people were very different
from free Americans! If this enterprise worked, of
course it would become universal in this country; and
from what they, Ely & Gerrish, had already done, their
workmen might expect them to try to keep up with the
demands of the time.
Other manufacturers were not so fortunate. They
were insolent to their workmen when the latter grew discontented,
499and the result, in some cases, was disastrous
to their industries, and provocative of hatred to the millionaire,
whose wealth enabled him to ride over smaller
capitalists rough-shod.
“You see,” said the doctor, to one of these, “our financial
and industrial system is a regular cut-throat affair.
Anybody who can see an inch before his nose must admit
that in order to carry on that system successfully, you
must have but two classes—masters and slaves. The
moment you give the people schools and newspapers, you
teach them revolution against a state of things which
keeps them poor while their labor makes others rich.”
In fact, it was very little consolation to talk to the doctor,
though in the end he never failed to show that if he had
sympathy for the laborer, he had also for the small capitalist,
and could see exactly his difficulties and vexations.
Burnham seemed wonderfully interested in the great subterranean
galleries for ventilating the Social Palace, and
these were his theme whenever he talked of the great
enterprise. “This question of ventilation is an important
one,” he said. “It’s safe to say that, up to this time, no
architect has ever successfully ventilated even a schoolroom;
but I believe this Frauenstein, or Godin before
him, has hit it.”
“Is it true,” asked a listener, “that he is going to put
hot-air furnaces in these galleries under the palace, and
so heat up the whole thing at the same time he carries in
the fresh air?”
“Yes, that’s so. He went yesterday to New York to
make arrangements for the furnaces.”
When the silk industry was in operation, Mrs. Forest
and the twins went over to see it. Linnie had for some
500days declared that she was going to learn silk-weaving,
and when she saw the actual operation she was fully decided.
The factory was a beautiful building, only a little
less ornate than the palace itself, and Mrs. Forest was
so charmed with the polished oiled floors, the immense,
deep-set windows, and the exquisite cleanliness of everything,
that she pronounced it “so unlike a factory!
Why, I almost want to weave silk here myself,” she said.
Leila declared if Linnie came to weave, she also would.
“It will be setting a good example, you know, for the
independence of young ladies,” she added, half in irony.
Mrs. Forest did not fail to remark that a great many of
the weavers were quite respectable young girls, and finally
she gave her consent that Leila and Linnie should learn—there
could be no harm in it. They were already both
engaged to teach in the Social Palace schools, but these
would not be organized yet for two months. The doctor’s
apartments were already selected, and Mrs. Forest went
to see them on this day. She had not expected to find
them so grand.
“What do you think now, mamma?” asked Linnie.
“Why, I suppose we shall only reside here temporarily.
We are not to give up our house,” said Mrs.
Forest, very gently but positively.
“Oh, the house will be given up,” said Leila. “I expect
you, mamma, will become one of the council of
twelve. I shall see you presiding, no doubt, and gravely
giving the ‘casting vote.’ What a woman’s righter you’ll
become,” she added, laughing. “There’s no use trying
to resist such an outside pressure. We’ll all have to
become radical reformers like papa and ‘Papa’s Own
Girl.’”
501“Papa’s Own Girl” was in a state of beatitude these
days, that shone out from her beautiful face, and lent a
divine softness and tenderness to her every word, and act,
and motion. Susie, who loved to give wings to her
imagination, declared to Clara that there was often a
halo about her head, like those crowning the saints in
the pictures of the old masters. Paul, when absent now,
did not sit with ink drying on his pen. He wrote freely,
from an overflowing, all-absorbing happiness, great
enough to fill even his great heart; and if he hesitated
now when writing his beloved Clara, it was not for
lack of words, but rather from the impotence of all
possible combinations of words, to express the half that
he felt. The first letter that he wrote her after their
happy union, or parts of it, may be given here, for the
benefit of lovers; others may find it extravagant and
out of character as an expression of the passion of love
in a practical, philosophical gentleman like Count Frauenstein,
and so they can pass it over unread:
“Dear Heart:—Ah! dear indeed, since it has answered
mine. Jean Paul sighed that he had lived so long
and had never seen the sea. Like his longing was mine,
to find my love—and I have found her! For me there is
no more sighing—never any more; for I have seen the
sea, the broad, the deep, the infinite. It broke upon my
vision with a sweet surprise, and my mind and heart
went out to measure it; but I knew that on and on,
beyond the purple limits, it still extended in its earth-embracing
mystery. Erewhile I had heard but its far-off
echoes answering to the whisperings of my heart, as one
who listens to the sea-shell. But now my eyes have seen
502its changing beauty. I have heard its murmurings and
its laughter. I have swayed with its flux and reflux;
and its waves—ah! dear, they have overflowed my soul!
Everlasting sunlight is spread upon its bosom, on which
I have floated into rest. The sunshine is abiding. I
have taken it away in my heart—my satisfied, contented
heart—and the music of its waves I shall hear forevermore! * * * All things should bless you for loving
me, since with the remembrance of that sweet loving
with which my heart is full, I touch more tenderly even
the dear earth that has been made young again for me.
It seems as if every one should notice that something has
happened to me; as if the little children should gather
about me, believing that I could bless them; as if the
flowers should turn to me for sunlight. Oh, what have
you done to me, my darling, that I am so happy and so
strong, that I have such tenderness in my heart, and that
such heavenly peace sits upon my forehead. * * *
“I try in vain to still my beating heart into some more
temperate mood. They might as well have attempted
to presume upon sanity who were visited with the Pentecost.” * * * * * *
The next day Paul wrote:
“To-day, love, the furnaces for our Social Palace are
on the way to Oakdale. For three days I have been
attending to the most prosaic details of business, feeling
myself all the while a thing distinct and apart from the
mortals with whom I discussed smoke-flues, heating
capacities, and combination-boilers! I believe I have
accomplished everything with an exemplary sanity;
though as I talked I found myself surprised, from time
503to time, that none of these business men discovered the
great mystery of my other and deeper life, which I know
my whole manner and expression might have betrayed.
“Yesterday being Sunday, I stayed nearly all day in
my room, that I might luxuriate in my happiness. For
a long time I lay on my lounge in a half dream, my
heart, and lips, and my whole body thrilling with the
very memory of your kisses and caresses. With what
difficulty I rose to write you. It was so sweet to simply
remember!
“Do you know, sweet one, that I am yours by the
most absolute surrender of myself to you—not a surrender
once for all, but a surrender repeated with every
pulsation of my heart. It seems to me that I never lived
until I knew you; all before that seems to me a vague,
half-forgotten dream; yet I realize that for years I had
been trying to work out some plan that might leave the
world better for my single effort, but I needed an inspiration
that would not come to me. I stood within the
great temple of humanity, and studied the mummeries
of the priests, and the silent, unsatisfied seeking of the
devotees. When I felt your divine presence there, the
atmosphere was no longer cold to me; and when your
lips had touched mine, the fretted arches of the temple
burned—a fire was lit upon the altar, every symbol became
life-giving, and the miracle was wrought for me
which I had waited for so long in vain.
“To me now everything is endowed with new life, and
every human face, however coarse or degraded, wears a
new significance.
“This evening I visited an industrial reformatory
home, instituted by some good Unitarian women, for the
504reclamation of ‘abandoned girls.’ I gave money to the
fund, and the matrons called the girls together, that I
might speak to them. It was a task to make up my
mind to stand before them, until I thought of my precious
one, and the brave step she took, when a young
lady ‘just out of school.’ That gave me my text. I
told the story of dear Susie’s struggle and her final
victory. I was played upon like a musical instrument
by the magnetic force of those two hundred unhappy
young girls. Nothing else can or could explain why I
stood there and talked as I did—of what? Can you
imagine? I talked of love, the subject that lay nearest
their hearts, for they were women—of its beautiful mission
in this world. I said women fell never from love,
but from the want of it, and that by love alone could
either women or men become a blessing to their time.
As my audience became affected, many of them to tears,
my own eyes became so dim that I could hardly see the
faces before me, and then I knew I was eloquent. I
described the love of a true, great-hearted woman, and
the miracle her love could work in man’s heart. I told
them that the love of such a woman made the glory of
my life, and to it they were indebted for the inspiration
that made me come among them to speak words of
encouragement. I said that, with such a love in my
heart, every woman was sacred in my eyes, even though
covered with rags and shame. I dwelt long upon the
fatal error of any woman considering herself lost, whatever
had been her history, or however great her degradation.
‘Never,’ I said, ‘allow priest or layman, friend
or foe, to convince you that you are not capable of a good
and happy life, while there is yearning in your hearts, as
505I know there is in every one of them, for a love such as I
have described. It is a vile insult to human intelligence
to presume that any one loves evil rather than
good, or prefers the pity to the respect of mankind.’
I then appealed strongly to their womanly pride and
ambition, urging them to study earnestly in the classes
established in the institution, promising to return in a
year, and, if the directors would permit me, (here I
obtained ready permission from the ladies on the platform)
distribute certain prizes to those who had made
the most progress in their studies and in their general
deportment, and certain other prizes to all who had
made any meritorious effort. The value and kind of
the prizes being determined after some discussion with
the ladies, I went on, and showed them the high importance
of study as a discipline to the mind, and the value
of education generally. I pointed out, in plain, simple
language, the prospect opening before women through
the recognition of her equal rights as a citizen, for I
am always anxious, when talking to women, to show
them the moral and political power they may wield by
the ballot, this being the primal means to put them in
the proper position to exercise a vast influence necessarily
dormant without it.
“I was pleased to see the intense interest in the faces
of these young women. I am sure I awakened them to
a sense of innate womanly dignity, which cannot be
crushed out by sudden misfortune, and to a firm resolve
to work their way up to a better and more honorable
life. There was great enthusiasm when I finished,
and one sweet, silver-haired old lady came up and kissed
me, with the natural simplicity of a little child. I was
506very proud of that. She then spoke of me to the girls,
in a way that made me feel guilty, because I was not a
perfect saint; and then calling one of the girls to the
piano, I listened to some very pleasant singing by the
whole company, and retired, feeling that I had deserved
the approbation of her who is the joy and blessing of
my life.” * * * * * *
CHAPTER XLII. A VISIT TO THE SOCIAL PALACE.
507
Nearly a year has passed, and it is summer again.
Changes unheard of have been wrought over the
river. The great palace dedicated to industry, rears its
proud head toward the heavens, and joy and peace and
plenty reign within its walls. Every apartment and
every shop has been occupied over six months, and the
tenants are voluntarily doubling and trebling their rents,
for in this way they are paying for their magnificent
home. The organization of the industries and of the
domestic life, modeled after that of the great Familistère
at Guise, must be scientifically adapted to the true laws
of social harmony, for all the machinery works quietly,
regularly, and satisfactorily. There is plenty of suggestion
and lively discussion, but there is no discord.
Even the narrowest and most selfish have learned that
the happiness and continued prosperity of the individual
lies in, and is indissolubly interwoven with, the happiness
and prosperity of the whole.
As we cross over the neat iron bridge, we stop to
admire the scene before us. On either side of the broad
avenue leading to the palace, are green lawns, decorated
with parterres of blossoming flowers, young trees and
flowering shrubs, and winding roads and walks. To the
left, beyond and stretching out of sight, are fruit
508orchards, fields of grain, and gardens in perfect order
and luxuriant growth. On the left of the central avenue,
and not far from the bridge, stands the pretty
theatre, in colored bricks and very ornate in its style.
Children from six to sixteen are passing in, for this is
the last rehearsal, but one, of a great spectacular entertainment,
to be given to-morrow afternoon, and repeated
in the evening. To-morrow is the children’s festival,
which will end the grand inaugural celebration, beginning
to-day—promised long ago to the workmen of the Social
Palace. The count had intended to give this festival
outright, as a testimonial to the devotion and enthusiasm
with which the men had conducted their work; but they
got together and discussed it, and ordered it in a better
way, as he himself was forced to admit. At the last
meeting of the two councils of directors (twelve of the
ablest men and twelve of the ablest women chosen by
ballot by all the members), they had united their session,
and decided to advertise the festival widely, and to count
on paying all the expenses with the proceeds of the
refreshments, the entrance fee to the evening inaugural
ceremonies in the grand central court, and the tickets to
the grand ball that was to follow. The count was to
make up the deficit, if there was any, and none but members
of the Social Palace were to receive everything free
on that day. Stevens, who had sent for his family and
taken up his residence in the palace, was an influential
member, and his prediction that even the great court,
capable of seating five thousand, would not hold all who
would come, proved correct. The day dawned magnificently,
and extra trains on the several railroads were
filled during the whole two days, and thousands came
509and went who did not stay to the evening celebration,
but were shown over the palace and grounds, and lavishly
patronized the luxuries furnished by the restaurant and
the wine-cellar.
But we have just crossed the bridge, and are passing
the theatre. Going in with the young actors are
their big brothers—young men dressed in a very elegant
and jaunty uniform. These are the corps of Social Palace
firemen, whose ostensible office is a sinecure, but they are
the conductors of all the muscular work at festivals.
They are stage-dressers, ushers, box-keepers; and on this
occasion, with Too Soon dressed in gorgeous Oriental costume,
they wait upon the little tables, scattered everywhere
in the vicinity of the palace; in arbors, and
wherever there is a shady spot.
The grand façade of the palace, with its great arched
doorway, presents an imposing appearance. The main
color of the large bricks that compose the walls, is light
granite gray, but the facings and arches of the doors and
windows are of a dark slate tint; while in the walls, high
up, are set in, like mosaics, smaller, brilliant-colored
bricks, forming three words that resemble a mediæval
illuminated missal. One of these words, reaching more
than half-way across the face of the left wing or quadrangle,
is Liberty; on the middle building, the word
Equality; and on the right wing, Fraternity.
The café, restaurant, and billiard-room, as well as the
great public kitchen, are in one building, behind the rear
quadrangle of the palace, and connected with it by broad
covered corridors on two different stories. On the left of
this rear quadrangle, and connected with it in the same
way, is the fine building containing the nursery and pouponnat510below, and above, the bambinat and schools; still
beyond, or to the left of the school building, and joined to
it, are the fine swimming-baths, fed by the brook, and
heated in winter by the exhaust steam of the silk factory,
which, on after consideration, was placed at the left of the
palace, instead of at the right, as first intended. Still
beyond these buildings are stables, carriage-houses, and
the steam laundry; and still further, are the gasometer and
the abattoir. From these buildings on to the forest, and
extending right and left over a broad area, are nurseries
filled with plants, shrubs, and young trees; and here also
are located the hot-houses and green-houses of the Social
Palace. Finally, beyond, are the rising, wooded hills,
now transformed into a beautiful grove with shady walks
and carriage-roads extending to and around the lake on
the summit. This is the grand resort of the children for
picnics, boat-rides, fishing, and for skating in the winter.
The most serious punishment of the children for idleness
or any misconduct is the deprivation of this pleasure,
which is allowed the first sunny afternoon of every week.
Flags and streamers are flying on the palace roof to-day,
and music from bands in the open air adds its charm to
a scene too inspiring for description. To-day the shuttles
of the silk-looms are silent. The brick-making establishment
is represented by a single guard, relieved every two
hours; for there must be some one there, as in the silk
factory, to answer the questions of visitors. All the
workmen are in their holiday dresses, and joy and happiness
are on every face. Large numbers of the Social
Palace occupants—all who are willing to assume the
responsibility of making the visitors comfortable, or to
assist in their entertainment in any way—wear a little
511badge bearing the words “Liberty, Equality, Fraternity.”
When they wish to escape being constantly appealed to
for information, they hide their badges for a time; but it
is rarely done, for they are as proud as princes of their
magnificent home and its surroundings.
Inside the palace, in private apartments, young girls
are busy laying out their dresses and finery for the
evening ball which is to commence at ten o’clock. No
single Cinderella is to stay at home for want of the proper
accoutrements. The fairy godmother, in the form of
Susie and the count’s munificence, has already been working
magic in the way of simple but beautiful ball-dresses,
and flowers have already been provided with
lavish hands. Not only is the inauguration to be celebrated,
but another great event, which as yet is a secret to
the greater number; and those who know, will only give
hints of the birth of a child, the first that has seen the
light in the Social Palace.
By three o’clock in the afternoon not only strangers,
but all Oakdale, seems to be on the ground, or enjoying
the marvels in the interior of the palace; and carriages
and pedestrians are still swarming up the great avenues.
Mrs. Kendrick and Louise, with Mrs. Burnham, have
been all the afternoon with Mrs. Forest and her daughters,
or with Charlotte and Felix. The doctor has spent
all the time he could spare from his various responsibilities
in the direction of the festival, with his well-beloved
Clara, who is somewhat indisposed, but in an ever-present
and still ever-promising state of happiness such as rarely
falls to the lot of women. Not a cloud has ever darkened
the sky of her married bliss. She is grown even dearer
to Paul than ever, and to her he is still the hero of her
512dreams. There is little danger that the illusions of love
will not endure in this case; not because, after a year,
they are more ineffably tender to each other; not because
there may be new ties to bind them, but because Nature
has attuned them to each other
“Like perfect music unto noble words.”
The apartments of the count are in the right wing of
the palace, directly under the word Fraternity, emblazoned
on the outer wall. The doctor’s are adjoining, on
one side, and those of Felix and Charlotte on the other.
Charlotte’s marriage had proved a very happy one, despite
the croaking of her brother and certain of her old friends.
On this afternoon, as Felix was absent, the doctor brought
Charlotte in to dine with his family and their visitors.
There were no signs of dinner as she entered, but in an
incredibly short space of time Dinah, in a gayly-trimmed
head-dress, and a ruffled white apron spanning her ample
proportions, produced a very elegant repast, without the
slightest sign of flurry or over-heating manifested in her
shining face.
Mrs. Forest saw that her visitors marveled at this suddenly
and easily prepared table, and she explained:
“We scarcely ever do any cooking. When the table
is set, Dinah brings, or has brought, from the great cuisine
whatever we want. It is under the control of our French
citizens—we are all fellow-citizens, you know,” said Mrs.
Forest, by way of parenthesis, and with a comical smile,
“and nobody can cook as they do.”
“And so you are actually free from all the trouble of
marketing and overseeing the cooking,” said Mrs. Kendrick;
“but is it not very expensive?”
513“On the contrary,” answered Mrs. Forest, “if we
were to furnish all these materials, buying them at retail,
and Dinah were to cook them, which she could hardly do
in a whole day, even if she knew how, it would cost
almost twice as much, calculating, of course, for the
waste which cannot be avoided in a private family.
Many a woman here used her cook-stove at first, but as
the palace is all heated by the furnaces in winter, and
the kitchen-stove fire not needed, they soon gave it up.
Now, even the very poorest go or send their children to
the cuisine for whatever they want. After dinner I will
show you our wine-cellars. They are well stocked, and
the very poorest may drink them. The count has contracted
with certain great vineyards in France to supply
us. They are of several prices; some very good ones at
ten cents a bottle, and fair light kinds for six—half
bottles at five and three cents. You know it is his
belief, and also the doctor’s, that children should be
accustomed to drink wine, diluted with water, of course,
as the best and surest means of preventing drunkenness.”
“Do you really believe that, doctor?” asked Mrs.
Burnham, who was naturally greatly interested in the
subject, on account of her son’s intemperance.
“I do believe it,” he replied. “Who are the people
whom we call ‘shoddy,’ and who make themselves ridiculous
by overdressing? Naturally, they are those who
have been deprived of the luxury of dress in their youth.
Who are the gormandizers? Certainly not those who
have been accustomed to plenty of excellent food from
their childhood. Then again, the miser, who lives deprived
of all the luxuries of life, that he may gratify an
abnormal passion for hoarding away money; he is in all
514cases, I believe, one who has been deprived of money in
his youth, or may be he has inherited the passion from
some unhappy parent. The same law should apply to
drinking, though there is another cause at work here,
too frequently overlooked: the passion for stimulation or
exaltation. That, in my opinion, will vanish when we
have a social life that answers our demands for natural
excitement—society, music, games, dancing, dramatic
acting, scientific pursuits, and flirting I will add, Miss
Louise, for your sake, for I know you think I was going
to leave out something important.”
Louise blushed very prettily, and disclaimed all such
shocking thoughts.
“Yet,” said Mrs. Burnham, “you certainly have some
members who are addicted to drinking.”
“True, but there are no liquors sold in the café or
billiard-rooms, and account for it as you can, men are not
apt to get drunk on wine. To be sure the men wanted
liquors sold in these rooms, and they voted for it pretty
largely.”
“Why, what hindered it being brought in then?”
asked Mrs. Burnham.
“Why, don’t you know the women vote here as well
as the men?” asked Linnie, glancing at her mother. “I
certainly voted against it, and so did mamma, and Leila,
and just about all the women.”
“Mamma is a female suffrager now,” said Leila, mischievously.
“She is one of the council of twelve elected
by universal suffrage.” Mrs. Forest reproved her daughter’s
garrulity, looking herself a little foolish, remembering
her own stricture in times past, upon the claims
of the women’s rights agitators.
515“What are the functions of these councils?” asked
Mrs. Kendrick.
“The twelve men,” said Mrs. Forest, “manage the
industrial and financial matters, the buying of supplies,
and so on. We attend to the working of the domestic
machinery, the nursery and the schools, report on the
quality of the supplies, call general meetings of the
women, and discuss all matters. Nothing is done as a
duty, and for nothing but the honor, except our work as
councils of direction. So far, we have not seen fit to ask
for pay, but our duties are not onerous. We sit an hour
every week.”
“Well, I must confess this Social Palace is the most
wonderful thing,” said Mrs. Kendrick. “If the people
were all educated—of our own class, you know—I would
try to have Mr. Kendrick sell out and come here to
live.”
“Bless you!” said the doctor. “Wait till you see
our rising generation, who are being educated here; I
was going to say you wouldn’t know them from gentlemen
and ladies; but you would, by three signs: superior
refinement, superior education, and superior recognition
of the rights of others. You’d better come as soon as
there is a vacancy, but there are, at least, now on the
books, a hundred applicants, and as the first applying
have the first chance, yours are rather small.” Mrs.
Kendrick thought there was a slight malice in the
doctor’s tone.
“One word more about intemperance,” said Mrs. Burnham.
“Any of your members can go to Oakdale and
get liquor. Now that your son is gone, and that Clara
has moved away, the liquor dealers have broken their
516promises. I believe my poor boy will be quite ruined.
I have been thinking of consulting you, doctor, about
taking him to Binghamton.”
“The worst thing about that inebriate asylum there,”
said the doctor, “is that there is no industry for the
inmates. They actually spend days carving sticks and
bits of wood; but still, as it is the best thing that offers
I should say send him there at once.”
“So should I,” said Mrs. Forest. “I believe our son
is quite cured of his habit. There is a decanter of brandy
standing in the sitting-room all the time, and he has not
once touched it. You know he is coming home on trial.
We expect him next week.” And the mother’s face
lighted up with joy at the thought of the restoration of
her first-born.
“You were going to ask, Mrs. Burnham,” said Charlotte,
“what we do when our members come home intoxicated.
We say nothing, unless they disturb the quiet of
others, or unless their families complain to the council.
When this occurs, or any act of disorder militating
against public order and morality, the council publish a
bulletin of censure, and place it on the bulletin-board,
where all the acts of the board, and all general notices,
are placed. At first the name is not mentioned, but
accompanying the censure is an expression of deep regret
and the offer of sympathy to help the culprit reform.”
“We have, so far, had but four cases,” said Mrs. Forest.
“Our council attends to these questions. This bulletin-board
is a terror to the disorderly.”
“And very naturally too,” said Charlotte, “for it contains
the decisions of the council they have chosen by
their own votes.”
517“We hear all sorts of stories outside,” said Mrs. Kendrick.
“One is, that the bambins study politics, and
learn the uses of the ballot; but of course that is a mere
joke.”
“Not wholly,” replied Mrs. Müller, or Charlotte, the
name by which we have known her. “The children all
have daily exercises in the open air, and even the little
tots six, seven, and eight years old do quite an amount
of useful work. They go out in bands of ten or twenty
each, under a little industrial chief, girl or boy, chosen
by themselves, by ballot. They have regular ballot-boxes.”
“Then they do learn the use of the ballot-box even at
that absurd age.”
“Oh yes. Why not?” answered Charlotte. “The
head-gardener, or his assistant, Edward Page, provides
them with little hoes and rakes, or other small implements,
and points out the work to be done. Then the
chief sets them to work after his or her example, and sees
that the gardener’s instructions are carried out to the
letter. For this work, chiefs and laborers receive five
cents an hour, which is their own money, and they can
squander it just as they please; but as all the candies
are of a simple and healthy kind, they can’t hurt themselves.
Some of them save their money. The height of
their ambition is to amass a fortune of one dollar. That
takes twenty days, for they are not encouraged to work
more than an hour at a time. They show real judgment
in choosing their leaders, and these little leaders are very
careful to please their constituents. So, in this way,
almost from the cradle they begin to learn the principles
of popular government. Why, they use the terms ballot,
518nominee, majority, candidate, constituent, just as intelligently
as other children do doll and hop-scotch!”
“Well, it is plain to be seen that girls brought up so
will never discuss the right to a voice in government. It
will seem as natural a right,” said Mrs. Kendrick, “as
that of breathing.”
“True,” said Mrs. Forest, “and I wish we had all been
brought up so. If we had, it is my opinion that there
would not be a house of ill-fame or a drinking den in the
town. But let us go into the nursery.”
The doctor excused himself, and the ladies, all except
the twins, went by themselves. Mrs. Forest led them
through the long, well-lighted corridor, to the angle of
the left wing, and seating them and herself in an elegant
elevator, descended to the floor below, and then passing
through the central court and the covered way leading to
the school building, on the lower floor, they were shown
into the nursery and pouponnat. Susie, who was one of
the council of directors, was there, giving some directions
or suggestions. She was dressed in a gossamer-like
organdie, and wore fragrant flowers in her blonde hair and
on her breast. The ladies noticed that Mrs. Forest and
Charlotte gave their hands to Susie cordially, and therefore
they followed the example.
The nursery and pouponnat were in an immense, high-studded,
well-lighted and well-ventilated room. The
floors were waxed or oiled, and here and there were bouquets
of flowers in pretty vases, on wall-brackets. There
were also busts and pictures. Everything was exquisitely
fresh and clean. The pouponnat was separated from the
nursery by a little balustrade, and the poupons were
marching to the music of their own songs, keeping time
519meanwhile with their little hands to an accompaniment
on a piano played by a young girl who was one of five who
conducted the pouponnat exercises two hours every day.
There were about eighty poupons, and some fifty babies,
who were watching the poupons with great interest.
There were toys of every kind, and little swings and
various furniture for light gymnastic exercises. While
the visitors were looking on, one of the poupons, marching
somewhat awkwardly, fell and hurt his head. He uttered
a loud sob and ran to the young girl, who took him in
her arms and “kissed the spot,” in a motherly fashion,
and sent him back to his place in the ranks after a very
short term of consolation.
Mrs. Kendrick remarked the child’s restraining himself
from crying.
“They very rarely cry when they are hurt,” said Susie.
“If any child ‘yells,’ as Min calls it, the others stare at
him, and he cannot brave the public disapprobation of
his peers. This is a thing that we have all wondered at.
Children are not very sensitive to the criticism of grown
people. They can only understand the motives and feelings
of their peers. You see there is plenty of sound,
of prattle, but no racket. It is the same thing in the
nursery at Guise. There is no punishment there nor here
for crying, and yet they do not cry unless they are suffering.
Their wants, all of them, we try to supply; and if
they moan and cry, we know they must be ill.”
“Yet certainly that is not natural,” said Mrs. Burnham.
“Children do cry when nothing is the matter with
them.”
“Their wants cannot be supplied in the isolated
home,” said Susie, very earnestly. “They suffer from
520lack of amusement, and especially for the society of those
whom they can understand—their peers. It is difficult
for those to understand this who have not seen the working
of a well-organized nursery. When the mothers try
to keep their little ones at home longer than a few hours,
they worry and fret until they have to bring them back.
The nurslings stay here all night for the most part;
the poupons sleep at home. All the food for both these
departments is supplied free. It is kept warm all day,
and for the babies all night. There are several wetnurses,
and mothers who have not weaned their babies
come at intervals and nurse them, and take them home
generally at night. All is free. The mother can have
her little ones here a part or all the time, or keep them
at home all the time. But there is not a poupon in the
place who does not pass some of the hours of the day
here.”
“When do they reach the distinguished honor of
becoming poupons?” asked Louise, smiling.
“You may well say honor,” replied Susie. “It is
the ambition of the babies to enter the pouponnat. This
they do when they can walk well, and have learned to
keep themselves clean. The poupons, in their turn,
aspire to become bambins, where they have higher exercises,
and commence the Froëbel exercises, slate exercises,
and reading. The nurslings are promoted when about
thirty months old, and the poupons, at from four to five
years old.”
“Well, I must say I never saw children so happy—did
you, Mrs. Burnham?”
“Never. Modern progress will eliminate the mother
altogether by-and-by, I suspect.”
521Some of the babies were crowing in their nurses’ arms,
some sleeping in their elegant little cribs, canopied with
snowy muslin, many playing and rolling over each other
on the floor, or practising their first steps in the
“walker,” an elliptical platform on castors, surrounded
by a double railing just high enough for the little toddlers
to cling to and lean on as they walked around
between these railings. The first lesson in politeness,
Susie said, was to wait in their cribs in the morning until
their turn came to be bathed, and dressed, and fed, and
the next to pass each other in the “walker” without
jostling or crowding.
“I see you have no rocking-cradles. How do you get
all these children to sleep?” asked Mrs. Kendrick.
“It is one of the prettiest sights you ever saw,” said
Mrs. Forest, “to see these children all put into their
little beds at night without rocking, and there singing
themselves to sleep without any crying.”
“You don’t really mean to say they do that?” asked
Mrs. Burnham, incredulously.
“They certainly do, all of them, after they have been
here a short time. The gas burns low all night, and
the little ones who do not sleep all night are fed, of
course.”
“Well, wonders will never cease,” remarked Mrs.
Burnham, who then inquired how this forest of little
cribs were kept so perfectly sweet and fresh. One of the
nurses showed these beds. Each one had a sacking bottom,
holding about a bushel of wheaten-bran, over which
was laid a little blanket. Any moisture penetrating this
bran formed at once a solid lump, which was removed,
leaving the rest all dry and clean. Fresh bran was added
522from time to time. Each bed had a soft little pillow,
and plenty of covering.
Other visitors came and went, while these stayed,
determined to see if everything was really as marvelously
satisfactory as people said.
Here the nurses prepared to take their charges, or
numbers of them, into the swimming-baths, where the
company followed them, wondering more and more.
CHAPTER XLIII. THE INAUGURATION OF THE SOCIAL PALACE.
523
“Have you noticed,” asked Mrs. Kendrick of her
friend, “how deliciously cool it is in here?
and yet this is one of the warmest days of this warm
summer.”
“It is always cool here compared with other places,”
replied Mrs. Müller. “Great buildings, you know, keep
their own temperature very evenly all the year round;
and then these walls being of great thickness, and having
an air-chamber between the outer and the inner, neither
heat nor cold affects us greatly. Everybody was astonished
at the small amount of coal used last winter in
heating the building. The mercury in the great court
hardly ever went down to fifty degrees.”
The little ones were greatly delighted with their baths,
which were in a large one-story brick-building, covered
with a handsome glass roof. The floor of the bath in the
children’s room was brought up to within about three
inches of the surface of the water at one end, and sloping
down to two feet below at the other end. At the shallow
part the babies rolled about and splashed and crowed,
while they continually tried to dare deeper and deeper
water, imitating the poupons and the bambins, some of
whom, Min among the rest, swam like little South Sea
Islanders.
524Passing from this room into the next, through a thick
partition some seven feet high, the visitors were in the
presence of some two or three hundred bathers, men and
women, dressed so exactly alike that it was often impossible
to tell one sex from the other. At the upper end,
where the visitors entered, the water was deep, for swimming;
while further down, beyond the island, the water
was shallow enough for the most timid. Mrs. Forest
explained that there were an unusual number of bathers
to-day, because of the hot weather and because of the
coming ball, this being the first part of the toilet of the
dancers. Some took flying leaps and dives from different
stages of a platform at the deep end of the bath, according
to their temerity; and some of the boldest were women.
Sometimes young men and maidens—Linnie and young
Page were among these—leaped or dived together, holding
each other’s hands, disappearing under the water,
then reappearing and swimming a race to the little island.
This was some ten or twelve feet in diameter, and covered
with plants in luxuriantly-flourishing condition.
Great African lilies opened their creamy spathes to the
sun, and extended their enormous leaves over the edge of
the island. In the centre of the island was a tall fern,
and smaller ones at its base. This island was entirely left
to the mercy of the bathers; but as there were always
some, and even many, every day, it was kept in perfect
condition.
“Oh,” said Louise to her mother, “how grand this
is! I would rather live here than in any place in the
world!”
After a hasty survey of the laundry, cuisine, café, and
other adjuncts, our visitors went back to the palace
525through the nursery, for Mrs. Burnham would have “one
more peep at those happy babies.” But many of them
were now in their garden, playing on the lawn, watching
the beautiful birds in a large aviary, or talking to the
parrots. There was a balcony, protected by a balustrade,
extending across the garden end of the nursery, and the
little ones who could walk were continually passing
through the glass doors on to this, where they could see
the birds and flowers, and the sports of the children.
On returning to the doctor’s apartments, Mrs. Kendrick
found a messenger with a note from her husband, saying
that Dr. Delano and his wife had arrived from Boston,
intent on visiting the evening ceremonies at the Social
Palace, and that they would probably expect something
to eat. Mrs. Kendrick asked for her carriage.
“You will return with them?” said Mrs. Forest.
“You may as well bring them and your husband here at
once. They can just as well dine here, if they have not
dined.”
“Of course,” said Charlotte. “I will order dinner for
them in our rooms while you are gone. Louise wants to
go home and dress, I know, for she means to dance at the
workman’s ball.”
“My child, is that so?” asked Mrs. Kendrick, gravely.
“Why, you have no escort!”
“Oh, Felix will take care of her. He dances, and I
do not,” replied Mrs. Müller.
The three suites of apartments of the doctor, Paul, and
Felix, extended through the wing from front to back,
where they opened on the court of the quadrangle. In
this court was the magnificent winter conservatory of the
Social Palace. All these three suites of apartments were
526very elegantly furnished, especially those of the count,
who could find nothing too rich or magnificent for the
home of his precious Clara. On this second floor, around
the three sides of this court, were the apartments renting
the highest, being more spacious in their character. Every
tenant had the right to finish or decorate his interior as
he chose. He could fresco, or paper, or wainscot it at his
pleasure. The count and Felix had had theirs frescoed
by a skillful foreign artist; but most of the occupants
were quite satisfied with the elegant “hard-finished,”
tinted walls of their homes.
In about an hour the visitors returned, bringing Dr.
Delano and his wife and the two “solid” bankers. Louise
was in a state of great excitement. There were to be
many Oakdalers at the ball, but none, so far as she knew,
of her own particular set, except the count, and he would
probably only dance once, and then retire to his “idol.”
But Louise was seized with a democratic mania. She
was anxious to see how young men who actually worked
all day would deport themselves in white kid gloves, and
she told Ella she expected rare amusement. Ella decided
that it would be exceedingly “nice,” and only regretted
that she was in her traveling dress.
As the party drove over the bridge, Ella was amazed
at the sight of the magnificent structure before her, and
asked what it was.
“Why that is it,” replied Louise.
“It?” fairly screamed Ella. “Do you mean to tell
me that is your workingman’s home? You can’t make
me believe it.”
“You should have been with us to-day,” said Mrs.
Kendrick. “The outside is nothing to the spacious
527elegance and comfort inside; and it is so deliciously cool
there!”
“I should think it would be stifling like a big hot-house,
under those glass roofs of the courts,” said Dr.
Delano, addressing Mrs. Kendrick.
“Oh no; in the first place, those roofs are very high,
and have openings, and then great volumes of air
are constantly coming in from the underground ventilating
galleries; besides, I am told that all immense
buildings, like St. Peter’s at Rome, keep their own temperature
very evenly all the year round.”
“That a workingman’s home!” repeated Ella, as if
dreaming. “Why, the finest mansions in Boston would
be lost inside of it!” And she sank back in the carriage
as if exhausted. Such a palace for mere laboring people
seemed to shock her sense of the fitness of things, like the
sight of hippopotami on a grand banqueting-table.
Felix was waiting to receive them at the grand entrance;
and giving the carriage into the hands of one of
the uniformed young men, he conducted his guests up
the grand stairway, decorated with huge vases of flowers,
along the corridor into his own apartments. Louise
begged Charlotte to take them at once into the back
parlor opening on the great conservatory. The long folding
windows were open, and through these they passed
on to the balcony surrounding the conservatory on three
sides; for it extended quite through the end of the quadrangle
toward the south-east, where it ended by a double
wall of glass. Dr. Delano seemed struck dumb by the
magnificent spectacle before them. The air was laden
with rich perfumes, and the colors of the foliage and
flower, were dazzling in their beauty.
528“This,” said Charlotte proudly, “is our tropical conservatory.
There are several others in the nursery
grounds. The whole is under the head direction of
Madam Susie, but there are many skillful florists under
her.”
The great palm stood in the centre, and reared its
huge trunk and wide-spreading fronds toward the glass
dome, which the rays of the setting sun still emblazoned.
The wide passage around this centre was laid in handsome
colored tiles, like all the floors of the balconies, so
that water could not injure them. The visitors looked
down from the balcony on to this walk, where people
were continually passing. “See!” said Dr. Delano,
calling the attention of Ella. “Do you see those two
young ladies in white under the palm-tree?”
“No—where? There are so many.”
“Why, there on your right, in ball-dress, with their
cavaliers. Those are the Forest girls—twins, you know.
How very pretty they look!”
“I must say this is magnificent!” exclaimed Kendrick,
who was studying the conservatory, being much
interested in the subject, from his own experience. Plants
seemed there to forget what latitudes they were born to.
Huge century plants from Mexico crowned vases set on
high pedestals, and spread out their long polished leaves,
as if enamored of their foster climate. Around these
pedestals climbed the many-tinted velvet foliage of the
lovely Cissus discolor. There were poinsettias from
Australia opening out their giant crimson bracts, the
papyrus from Egypt, clerodendrons, and a wonderful
variety of caladiums, whose broad leaves reflected the
most brilliant colors. There were climbing plants in
529great number; large orange-trees, filled with flowers and
fruit that had been growing under Susie’s care at her old
conservatories; banana-trees, on which hung heavy clusters
of ripening fruit; pineapples, in the sunniest spots;
and every plant, every leaf, in that vast court seemed to
have found its own conditions for perfect growth.
“My dear Charlotte,” said Felix, with the tenderness
in his gray eyes that is seldom wanting in young husbands,
“is not the dinner waiting?”
“Yes; but I cannot drag these people from the balcony
by main force. See! they are clear out of sight, on
the further balcony.”
At this juncture some officials entered the conservatory,
and at a given signal Felix gathered in his guests, and
every window opening on the balconies was closed, while
the promenaders below were warned to leave immediately,
or take a drenching. From behind the French windows
Charlotte’s guests watched the artificial rain-shower
which burst up from the hose, capped with rose-sprinklers,
even to the very roof, and descended gently for some
minutes on balconies, windows, walls, and on all the
masses of foliage below. In a few minutes several women,
armed with mops of white cotton waste and a bucket,
passed round on the balconies and removed the water.
Mr. and Mrs. Müller then succeeded in getting their
guests to the table, which was spread with a profusion of
delicacies and luxuries, and adorned with flowers. They
were delighted with everything, and the same, or fuller,
explanations had to be given as those at the doctor’s
table some hours before. By special request, Too Soon
had been sent from the restaurant to attend Felix’s
table. The only assistance Charlotte had in her simple
530household duties, as she explained, was a young girl
whom she had taken from an orphan asylum in Boston,
and who was attending the Social Palace school. To-day,
of course, she had a holiday.
The sight of the gorgeous Oriental, and his quaint
polite ways, amused Ella and Louise greatly. Albert
went into ecstacies over a sole au grattin. “When I want
a sauce like that,” he said, “I have to go to the Parker
House, though I have a cook at sixty dollars a month,
and furnish him three assistants. I may add, that not
even at the Parker House have I ever tasted mushrooms
so delicious as these.”
“You ought to live here, Albert,” said his sister;
“because you are such a gourmet. Mushrooms are a
perfect drug here, and we sell them by the ton. You
see they grow under the flower benches in the dark.
This is one of our great industries. Children pick
them and pack them, and they are also very skilful in
the handling of our cut flowers. They earn a great deal
of money, though they all attend the schools. This
is the one-thing obligatory. Every child must be kept at
school.”
“What do you think, Müller,” asked Burnham, “about
the occupants paying for this establishment?”
“Why, we shall do it without a doubt, in less than
ten years. The profits from the stores and the cuisine
alone more than pay for running the establishment. On
many of the articles of food there is absolutely no profit.
This is to encourage the poor and the unskilled laborers,
who do not earn so much, of course, as the skilled
laborers; but then their wives, being relieved from
nursing and cooking, can help them put money in their
531rents. There are about two hundred women employed
from two to eight hours a day in the nurseries and
schools, in the stores, café, laundry, and in taking care
of the flower business, and keeping the palace in order.
Then there are many more in the silk factory and in
the dairy.”
Burnham asked what the articles of food were that
were furnished at cost. Felix and Charlotte enumerated:
crushed wheat, certain fruits, hominy, milk, beef soup,
Graham bread, mashed potatoes, plain roasts, and some
others.
“Why,” said Kendrick, “that is a sufficient diet for
any one. The economical can easily live on that, and
make the support of the institution out of those who
indulge in luxuries.”
“That is true,” replied Charlotte, “and we think it
quite just. There is such a spirit of good-fellowship and
honest enthusiasm here, that all goes on admirably. Our
wheat and beef, we raise on the farm, and if any choose to
live on simple fare, which is always excellent of its kind,
they can do so on much less than one-half what it used
to cost them.”
While they were talking, the great conservatory was
suddenly lighted up, and Louise and Ella precipitately
sought the balcony. The walk below was quite dry, and
filled with promenaders, while the crystal water-drops,
that still hung on the great palm fronds, glistened like
diamonds in the brilliant light.
While the gentlemen lingered over their wine, a grand
swell of music echoed through the palace, announcing
that the time for the inaugural ceremonies in the great
central court had arrived. Felix and Charlotte then led
532their guests down one flight of stairs and into this court,
and seated them on the platform reserved for the musicians
and speakers, and for a few specially-honored
guests.
The scene presented from the platform of this vast
glass-roofed court was one of dazzling splendor. It was
lighted by scores of gas-jets, projecting all around from
the base of the three tiers of balconies or galleries, on
which the apartments opened, now crowded with spectators.
The centre was also filled with seats, not one of
which was empty. Over the centre of the platform were
gracefully draped flags of many countries, conspicuous
among which were the tri-color of France and the “star-spangled
banner.” These flags were draped around an
immense shield of delicate green mosses, in which were
set a mosaic of half-opened rosebuds, tube-roses, white-violets,
and scarlet-verbenas, forming the motto, “Attractions
are proportional to destinies.” Opposite the
platform, on the further side of the court, filling the
space between the two upper balconies, was another flag-draped
shield of the same kind, bearing the motto, “The
Series distribute the Harmonies.” Long chains of rare
flowers, looped with gay ribbons, completely festooned
every balcony, the slender iron supports of which were
covered with winding garlands of natural flowers. The
whole air was deliciously perfumed. Great vases of
flowering plants decorated each end of the platform;
and scattered among the audience were women in ball-dress,
their shoulders draped with brilliant opera-cloaks.
On either side of the court, half-way between the display
of flags, were the words, in a mosaic of flowers, “Liberty,
Equality, Fraternity,” the first word being on the lowest
533gallery, and Fraternity on the highest. Murmurs of
admiration were heard everywhere among the immense
audience. Suddenly the court rang with shouts of
applause, and the band struck up “See! the Conquering
Hero Comes.” The count had entered the court.
Ascending the platform, he advanced to the front and
waited until the applause had somewhat subsided. He
looked quite pale when he commenced:
“Friends, fellow-workers, and citizens:”—after a pause,
which became even painful, he laid his hand on his
breast, saying—“Can you bear with my weakness when
I confess that my heart is too full for utterance? To
say that this is the proudest hour of my life, seems to me
but a lame and impotent phrase. No words that I am
able to combine, are adequate to express the emotion that
fills me to-night. But as I am expected to speak, I will
not disappoint you, and will do the best I can; and as
there are many strangers present, I must endeavor
specially to make myself intelligible to them. To you,
my fellow-workers, I need only say that the first Social
Palace of America is finished, and I think it does honor
to the hands that have built it.” [Here the count was
interrupted by cheers and protests against his modesty in
giving all the credit to the workmen.]
“You do me personally too much honor. It is not
much to advance capital for the building of an institution
like this, following the example of one of the noblest
lovers of humanity, who did his work without precedent,
and against opposition and discouragement of every kind.
[Cheers for Godin.] This palace is built on the model
of the first one ever founded—that at Guise, in France.
534That has been in successful operation now for several years,
and I wish every capitalist within the sound of my voice
to note well the fact, that it is a perfect financial success,
paying six per cent. annually on the capital invested,
which is as much as any commercially-honest capitalist
in France expects to make.” Here the count gave a
detailed description of the organization and working of
the Social Palace system, and then he continued:
“You have gone over the palace and the grounds
to-day; you have seen the flourishing industries, you
understand the provisions made for the children, the sick,
the aged and infirm, and you can judge whether this
institution furnishes the proper conditions for moral and
intellectual growth [prolonged cheers]; but you may
not yet be able to comprehend what the children of these
industrious men and women will become, when they have
grown up under the influence of the means for education
and artistic culture which this grand institution supplies.
They will despise drudgery by instinct, for it leaves the
form bent and awkward, and the mind cramped and
divested of beauty; and just as certainly will they honor
labor as the great natural function of the human race,
distinguishing it from the brutes. The reason why labor
has not been honored heretofore, is because it has always
been confounded with slavery or drudgery. With the
abolition of slavery, we are just beginning to learn that
man is not to be adapted to labor, but that labor, through
machinery and scientific organization, is to be adapted to
man.
“The primal object of society should be to make perfect
men and women—perfect citizens. This cannot be
accomplished without scientific training for the mind,
535and the free and harmonious development of the muscles
through labor, with gymnastic exercises and games for
the development of those muscles not brought into play
by the ordinary industrial occupations. When a man
continues many hours a day using only one set of muscles,
as the blacksmith his arm, he must do it at the
expense of grace, and strength, and beauty, which we
should be taught to seek as a duty to ourselves and to
our fellow-beings, since we have no moral right to transmit
disease and ugliness to posterity. [Cheers.] No one
should dream of finishing his education until he dies.
Besides the exercise of the muscles by industry, every
human being should have time during the twenty-four
hours, for amusing games, for bathing, for dressing
elegantly and becomingly, for social converse, for music
or the drama, for regular study and drill in classes, and
finally for sleep. All this may not be accomplished for
the wronged and cheated adult generation of the present;
all this and more will be the proud heritage of the children
growing up under the blessings of a nobly organized
social and industrial life. [Great applause.] Children
growing up under such conditions, will be strong and
beautiful, tender and wise. They will be strong through
constant exercise, a varied and plentiful diet, and the
natural stimulation of happiness. They will be beautiful,
because to develop their bodies harmoniously will be the
object of scientific study; and their faces will be beautiful
because they will be moulded, not by anger, and
cunning, and selfishness, but by generosity, candor, and
love. They will be tender, because they will be taught
to be proud of exemplifying the devotion of love, the
grandest of all our passions, for it is the only one that
536exalts us to the dignity of the creative mood. Finally,
they will be wise, for they will have acquired the sentiment
of the brotherhood of man.
“‘Wisdom is humanity;
And they who want it, wise as they may seem,
And confident in their own sight and strength,
Reach not the scope they aim at.’”
Such enthusiastic and long-continued applause followed
the count’s address, that he came forward again,
and said:
“This time, my friends, I will forgive you for taking
more notice of me than I deserve, since it reminds me of
a duty I owe to you. I wish to say to the thousands here
present, and especially to the capitalists who may hereafter
engage in the building of Social Palaces, that their
task will be an easier one than they suppose; because
men and women will work for their establishment with
the same single-hearted devotion with which they have
worked for this. I have been often pained to see the
sacrifices that these noble workers have made. I doubt
if one-half of them have taken the allotted hour at noon
for their lunch; and I have seen carpenters, cabinetmakers,
and decorators, seize a spade and dig in the
trenches, rather than be a moment idle, when their own
special work was interrupted by any accident; and be it
said to the honor of labor, that the men who have done
the most skilled labor on this palace, have never failed in
equal respect toward those who have done the most
mechanical and unskilled portions. A spirit of fraternal
good-fellowship and unity of purpose has, so far as I
know, characterized these men throughout every hour of
537the work from its commencement. This spirit is based
on the sentiment of equality, the recognition of human
rights everywhere, and is most significant, for it is full of
promise for the future success of our great effort. And
here I will mention one thing, not out of malice, but
simply as a lesson. I am accused of advocating the
‘leveling’ principle. ‘Frauenstein, you are a leveler,’
said a friend to me to-day. Well, there is some truth in
that: I would bring all the races and individuals on the
globe up to the highest level; but I should be very sorry
to do anything toward bringing my artisan friends down
to the physical, intellectual, or moral level of certain
aristocrats whom I know. [Laughter and applause.] It
is undeniably the fact, that to-day the soundest views
on education, on politics, on finance, on social organization,
are supported, not by those who hold themselves
above their kind—the drones of the community, who feed
on the mechanic’s labor—but by those who have an
honest right to everything they own, and much more.
The more I associate with laborers, even those who have
had little advantage from schools, the more I am struck
with the saving virtue that is in them. I confess I am
almost disgusted with the very word aristocracy, for it
has been vilely degraded, until it is applied only to those
who would be ashamed to do an honest day’s work of any
kind. And what is this aristocracy? What are these
parvenues of two hundred years, who would cry down
the nobler aristocracy of labor, which is as old as civilization
itself?”
CHAPTER XLIV. THE BIRTH OF THE HEIR.
538
After the count’s speech, there was a quartette
performed by pupils of the school, and a solo by
Leila, Linnie playing the accompaniment. Her cold,
correct soprano voice was heard very distinctly throughout
the great auditorium. She pretended to be very
indifferent to the applause that followed, but secretly was
much flattered. Mr. Stevens followed with a very neat
practical speech on the subject of what he called penny-wise
and pound-foolish investments of capital, and several
times “brought down the house” by his quaint way
of turning sentences. The audience were in a joyous
humor when he ended, and called loudly for their great
pet at public meetings, Dr. Forest. He said:
“My friends, I thank you for calling me, though I was
intending to come without any invitation [laughter], for
I have two announcements to make to you. During the
latter part of the eloquent address of my son-in-law—That
is pure vanity on my part. If he were not so distinguished
a man, I should probably say, During the
latter part of the address of Mr. Frauenstein.—[Great
laughter and applause, during which the doctor tried to
continue.] I was going to say, and would say, if you
would only stop your noise and listen [more uproarious
laughter], that three rich and honorable gentlemen in the
539audience sent me a note for the Count Frauenstein, asking
for an appointment to-morrow morning. It is a profound
secret, and so I will make no scruple in telling you
that they propose a joint-stock company for the building
of another Social Palace, in a neighboring town. [Applause.]
I tell of this to please you, and then to make
them feel somewhat committed to the enterprise, so that
they can’t back out so easily. [Laughter.] That, you
see, is killing two birds with one stone, as the physician
said who had two patients in the same street. [Laughter
and applause.]
“Now, some of you being strangers may not understand,
seeing the familiarity with which my fellow-citizens
treat me, that I am a very grave and dignified
person——”
The roars of laughter that greeted this quite prevented
the doctor from continuing, and Mr. Kendrick, liking
well to see the audience amused, rose and begged permission
to corroborate the doctor’s statement by an anecdote.
“Some years ago,” he said, “being seized by a sudden
and severe illness, I sent for my friend Dr. Forest. He
came, examined my pulse and my tongue, asked the ordinary
impertinent questions, and seemed to study the case
very seriously. Then he said, ‘Kendrick, I don’t see
what the devil is the matter with you, but I’ll give you
an emetic on a venture.’”
As soon as the noise subsided a little, the doctor adjusted
his spectacles and said:
“Allow me to say, my friends, in defence of my professional
skill, that I was not wholly without a certain
spiritual insight into my friend’s case at that time.
Knowing that his phrenological bump of Alimentiveness
540was seven plus, and considering that lobsters had just
appeared——”
The doctor could not go on for the uproarious merriment,
which was increased by the fact that Kendrick was
a thin little man, with no appetite to speak of, and so
the sentence was never finished. When he resumed his
address, he went on in a far more serious strain:
“I have been asked many times to-day, if we do not
suffer here from want of privacy. One lady told me she
would like to live here but for the terrible ‘mixing up.’
Now that lady lives in one of the most crowded streets of
one of our great cities. She cannot step into the street
without entering a promiscuous throng. Here, she would
meet only honest people, and her purse would be quite
safe. The truth is, there is here the utmost enjoyment
of privacy. There is but one law, and that is liberty.
All the cooking, washing, and ironing, may be done in
individual homes or in the cuisine and laundry, just as
the people prefer. There is, however, a remarkable unanimity
in preferring the latter. The world has generally
believed that women are by nature devoted to the cooking-stove,
the wash-tub, and the cradle. We have found out
positively that this is a mistake. [Applause.] It may
be different in a state of nature—among the Otaheitans,
for example—but certainly I never found a civilized
woman who did not wish to get away, even from the
cradle, a few hours during the day. Why, one civilized
baby is capable of turning an isolated household into a
pandemonium [laughter]; and how many of the very
tenderest mothers are worn out with the care of a single
infant. The child, however small, pines for the society
of other children, and this is really the secret of many a
541‘cross baby.’ The baby, by crying, is only expressing
the fact that its wants are not supplied. Explain it as
you can: cross babies cease to bear that reputation when
they are accustomed to our nursery; and when brought
home, if kept after a certain time, they fret and worry
until carried back among their baby companions. Now,
if the children did not prefer the nursery, but cried to go
home, we should not decide that they were naturally
depraved, but that there was a screw loose in the organization
of the nursery. We do not accept the doctrine of
total depravity. We know that if we give an acorn its
proper conditions, it will become a beautiful tree. If we
wish a chicken to grow into a strong and perfect fowl, we
study what its wants are, and then supply them; and
but for the interference of theology, I think mankind
would have discovered, a little before this time, that
human nature is no more naturally bad than an acorn or
a chicken. We are depraved only through the want of
conditions for the normal and harmonious growth of all
our parts. But theology itself is finding out that it
cannot preserve its rigidity in the face of the progress of
the age. I find there are many priests who are very
excellent men [laughter and applause]; but then, these
have rotated out of theology into common sense. You
will find some to-day who would rather see a Social
Palace founded than a mill for grinding out parsons, or,
to speak more respectfully, a theological seminary. A
clergyman told me to-day that he was greatly pleased
with our Social Palace, but he regretted to see that we
had provided a theatre. You can judge what a labor I
had with that individual. [Laughter.] I would rather
build stone-wall all day, than have another two hours’
542struggle with that man’s powerful but theological intellect.
[Great laughter.] Of course I had to go back for
my premises among the monsters of antediluvian times,
where theologians and scientists differ radically as to the
conditions of our ancestors. [Laughter.] You see that
is such uncertain ground, that one can bully just as much
as the other. In short, I attempted to show that theological
mind, that human nature was decent enough to
prefer beauty to ugliness, virtue to vice, and that what
he called depravity, was only false development, through
the want of the right conditions for true and healthful
development.
“Do you suppose we are willing, or that we can afford,
to have our children pining in the Social Palace for
amusement, and being driven to seek it in the questionable
resorts of the city? It is to avoid this, that we have
billiards and other games, and musical and dramatic societies.
It is to avoid this, that we have a library and reading-room.
Our theatre is a special pride. You all know how
irresistibly the young are attracted to dramatic performances;
and out of our respect to human attractions,
we have built the theatre, and furnished it with an
extensive wardrobe of historical costumes and all stage
appointments. Those pupils take the first rank for polite
address and grace of bearing, are rewarded by becoming
members of the dramatic company; and there is no honor
more coveted and ardently sought for, than this. Many
strangers in these grounds to-day have remarked the
polite and easy address of some of the boys and girls, who
have sacrificed voluntarily their play to answer the questions
of visitors, to bring them delicacies from the restaurant,
or to show them over the grounds. [Applause and
543cries of ‘That is true!’] It gives me pleasure to hear
you acknowledge this so readily. These boys and girls
are competitors for dramatic distinction, and if any of
them manifest very marked and promising histrionic
talent, they will be furnished with the means to continue
their studies here and abroad. To-morrow, at the one
o’clock matinée, and at the evening performances, you
will have an opportunity to judge, from what the dramatic
company has accomplished in six months, whether
or not it promises well for the future.
“The theatre and the opera are two of the greatest
moral educators of the world, and they should in every
community be under the control of the highest and most
cultivated of the citizens. When controlled by the
impulse of avarice alone, they are sure to become degraded
and fail in their high mission, which is to stimulate
the imagination to a love of heroism and virtue,
and to cultivate and develop artistic taste. Mark well
that the drama and the opera are democratic in their
principle; rank is gained by study and high merit, and
woman is recognized as man’s equal, and receives equal
or even higher compensation for her labor. Equality,
you know, is one of our watchwords; and our institution
is not a sham, but a real republic, where the voices of all
citizens over sixteen years of age are heard in the making
of our laws and regulations. This, in the opinion of
some people, is too early an age for the exercise of the
ballot; but it must be remembered, that long before
that age, the children are thoroughly acquainted with
its use, and with the general principles of democratic
government. Woman’s political duties are not onerous,
and so far as I know, though every woman votes, not one
544has yet ‘unsexed’ herself. [Great laughter and applause.]
You know certain weak, unscientific men, are
dreadfully afraid of that calamity. [Laughter.] One
reason may be that our voting is not conducted in dirty
halls nor rum-shops.
“The education of the children from infancy up, is all
free, and supported by our shops and industries. Every
orphan will be adopted, educated, and tenderly cared for,
as will the sick, the aged, and the infirm; not as a charity,
mark well, but as a natural right. We have educational
classes for adults, and they are well attended, while the
education of the children embraces a wide range of scientific
and industrial training. You have seen to-day in
the lowest class of the school proper, nearly a hundred
children engaged in what are called the Froëbel exercises—seated
at their long tables constructing houses, fences,
furniture—innumerable tiny objects, with their blocks,
and sticks, and plastic clay. Some of them already show
great skill. Visitors called their occupation play. So
it is, but a most important play; so organized that skill
and artistic taste are gradually developed, through
friendly emulation and the natural love of beautiful
forms.
“The right education of children is the most sacred
duty of the world. Remember, you who have these dear
little ones under your care to-day, how you fill their tender,
impressible minds with effete creeds and unverifiable
hypotheses. You may think you are doing them good,
forgetting that we have seen the dawn of the scientific
method of investigation, and that hereafter these children
will rise up and reproach you for wasting their
precious time. Teach them to see God, not as a greater
545man, subject to anger, repentance, and the various passions
of men, but as the invisible, and to us, incomprehensible,
power behind what we call phenomena. The
religious aspiration is the aspiration toward universal
harmony, and is literally, as well as in principle, the
highest part of man. It is most normally excited by the
study of nature—the mysterious laws that we see
governing the springing grass, the unfolding flower, the
growth and development of the child, and the great
kosmic forces that control the movements of the planets,
and suns, and systems of the universe.
“We are standing on the threshold of a brighter era
for mankind, as I believe I can see, and I am not alone
in this faith. Since the great success of the labors of
M. Godin in France, we may confidently assert that the
laws of social harmony have been put into practice; but
it is to the coming generation that we must look for
more significant results, for higher harmonies than we
can effect—cramped and robbed of our birthright, as
we have been, by false and imperfect conditions for the
free development of our physical and mental powers.
We look to the educational system of the Social Palace
for the working out of the grand problem that we have
stated; and hence the advent of every child here will be
a signal for rejoicing, for he is born into conditions that
should make him
‘Grow in beauty like the rose,’
and become a blessing to the world.
“And now, my friends, thanking you for your courteous
attention to what I have said to you, and out of
respect to the thousand youthful feet that are impatient
546to open the ball, I will end my remarks by the announcement
of a joyful event. The birth of the first child in
the Social Palace, occurred this morning at sunrise: a
happy omen for our inaugural festival.”
At this announcement the air was filled with long-continued
shouts of applause and cries of “Whose baby is
it?” “Tell us whose child it is,” “Is it a boy or girl?”
“Of course it is a girl,” said a man in the audience.
“No boy would dare to take precedence here.”
Ella looked at Dr. Delano, and whispered, “I’ll bet
anything it is the count’s!”
“Nonsense! There hasn’t been time enough.”
“Yes, there has,” said his wife, with the confidence of
those most interested in being certain concerning such
matters.
The people would not be satisfied. They called loudly
for the doctor, who at last came forward and said:
“It is our baby. It is the child of the Social Palace.
Every man is its father, every woman its mother, and
every child its brother and sister. I will add that it is a
strong, beautiful child, perfect in all its parts; but as
you will not be satisfied with this, I will say further that
it is the son of my dearly-beloved daughter and the
Count von Frauenstein.”
“There, I told you so!” said Ella. Dr. Delano sat
like a stone, and paid not the slightest heed to his wife;
not even when she added maliciously, “You see some
people are not so wise as they think they are!”
The demonstrations of delight at the announcement
of the birth, were nothing to those that followed the
knowledge that the idolized Frauenstein was the happy
547father. The immense audience rose to their feet—even
strangers, who neither knew nor cared anything about it,
caught the infection—and waved handkerchiefs, and the
shouts, “God bless the child!” “Long live Frauenstein!”
“Long live the heir!” rolled through the corridors
of the immense building, even to the ears of Clara,
who lay in her luxuriant curtained bed holding her
precious treasure in her arms, listening to words from
Paul that were but the voice of her own heart.
Min sat in an arm-chair nodding, worn out with the
excitements of the day, among which had been two
rehearsals at the theatre, for she was to play a little part
at the coming matinée, and this baby, over which her
delight knew no bounds. She was fast asleep when
Susie entered with the doctor.
“Clara,” she said, bending over her friend, “he was
there on the platform! He heard it all! and I know
perfectly well, by the way his wife spoke to him, that
she said, ‘I told you so.’”
Clara’s sweet face lighted up with a momentary triumph,
and then she said softly, “I am very sorry for
him.”
“You wish everybody in this world had a baby, don’t
you, Clara?” said the doctor. “You see you bear
‘anger as the flint doth fire,’ as Brutus says.”
“Well,” answered Clara, taking the doctor’s hand, and
looking up into his face tenderly:
“Am I not Papa’s Own Girl?”
FINIS.
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES
Silently corrected obvious typographical errors and variations in spelling.
Retained archaic, non-standard, and uncertain spellings as printed.