WHAT WE DID NOT DO FOR HIM.
"'And I'll bid higher and higher,'
Said Crime with wolfish grin,
'For I love to lead the children
Through the pleasant paths of sin.'"
CHARLES MACKAY.
—Souls of the Children.
"Every man you meet is your brother, and must be, for
good or evil."—CHARLES KINGSLEY.
THOUGH SHE WAS A THIEF, YET ROBIN SHOULD
BE HONEST.
It is just possible that had these events
happened yesterday instead of a few years ago,
Helen might not have succeeded in carrying out
her design, but as it was she secured her wish.
Cleverly done, it was undiscovered until too late.
It was a busy day in the workhouse, and no one
noticed the strange baby in Helen's ward. When
the morning came, she soothed the child into a
heavy slumber with some mixture brought for the
purpose by her cousin, and was able to report him
fast asleep when she went before the guardians to
receive her own dismissal.
Helen had been gone an hour before the fraud
she had practised was found out. Great and
unusual then was the outcry and indignation.
Robin was a favourite; he had secured for himself
an individuality and a love seldom bestowed
upon a workhouse child, and his ugly and miserable
little substitute was not welcomed. But in
vain the police went on the track; advertisements
were put up, even rewards offered, all that was
possible done; Robin was never discovered, and
the new baby never claimed.
Very angry were the board of guardians, and
considerable sensation and stir did the unusual
event cause. The matron all but escaped
dismissal, and stringent new rules were made. But
nothing could get back Robin, who had been a
pride and credit to the whole workhouse system,
and the new baby had to take his place.
He grew up as Robin might have done, learned
dependence as Robin might have learned it. On
the monster school system became an automaton,
not an individual; ignorant of the world, went
into it; unprepared for temptation, yielded to it;
failed, fell. If crime does not shorten his days in
another way, he will probably return to the
workhouse to die.
This is a common story, and one which points
its own moral.
When Helen took away Robin, she did so with
the desire to do right. The feeling she once had
about her own child was awakened again for
Robin. For Robin's sake, not for God's sake—she
knew nothing then of God—she would do
good, not evil. She returned to her old attic, she
resumed the old trade. A hard and cruel trade at
best, it was harder and crueller than ever now;
the times were bad and work was slack and
remuneration low. Labour as she might, she
could not keep starvation at bay. Still for a year
she struggled on, endeavouring for the boy's sake
to lead an honest life, but the struggle was too
great to last. One day he cried in vain for the
bread she could not give him, and as for his sake
she had endeavoured hard to do right, so now for
his sake she fell. In the low, the very low phases
of society, there are two grades, and from the low
to the lowest a steep step has to be taken. There
are those people who earn their bread anyhow,
who pilfer and steal occasionally, who will not
stop at a trifle to secure a penny, who have little
conscience and little principle. These
people—overworked, underfed—often see a prison, and are
low, very low undoubtedly. But they are not the
lowest, they are only the occasional criminals—the
habitual criminals are a great step lower than
they.
Hitherto Helen had belonged to the former
class; more or less all her life had she belonged to
it. She did not consider it wrong to steal; when
theft came in her way, she became a thief; but
she was not an habitual thief, and the greater
part of the money she lived on was honestly
come by.
For the last two years—the year of her own
child's life and the year she had lived for
Robin—she had been strictly honest; but now, being
sorely tempted, she fell. She resolved to take the
child to a place where even the police would
scarcely venture; she would step down from the
low to the lowest. She would become—because
she so longed to keep the boy with her, and because
in no other way did it seem possible for her
to keep him—an habitual criminal.
She carried out her design; she and Robin
disappeared into those foul and loathsome places
where sin grows rank and strong; those places on
earth which surely show us that hell can begin
here.
Helen was a thief always now; she was worse.
But she had one pure spot in her still; she loved
the boy: her love for Robin never lessened or
grew cold, and as much as possible she kept from
him the knowledge of her ways, as much as
possible she kept him apart from her evil
companions. When she spoke to him she gave him
her softest and best language, and she had
dreams—poor, miserable soul!—that some day he might
turn out well.
At first, after she had stolen him from the
workhouse, when all danger of pursuit was over, she
used to take him on Sundays into the fashionable
streets, and point out to him the well-dressed
children, and long to deck the pretty boy in
garments as gay as theirs; as he grew older she
would lead him by the hand, and show him the
happy children at play, and put crumbs into his
pockets, and teach him how to feed the birds on
the Serpentine. As much as possible, wonderfully
so, considering the criminal life she herself
led, all his pleasures were pure pleasures.
This state of things continued until Robin was
five years old. He still had the beautiful eyes,
pathetic almost as a little dog's, of his babyhood;
but otherwise the close, unwholesome air, and bad
and insufficient food, had destroyed nearly all of
his early beauty.
Just then Helen was convicted of some petty
theft, and sentenced to a house of correction for
three months. With little shame on her own
account, she yet suffered agony for Robin. She
had small fear of his wanting food and clothing;
she had small fear of not finding him before her
on her return to her old haunts. Yet a mighty
dread pursued her. An habitual criminal herself,
she still had one ray of pure light in her darkened
soul. Though she was a thief, yet Robin should
be honest; though she was evil, yet he should
be good. This she hoped, this she longed for,
this she dreamt of; and it was the dread that
some one now might acquaint the child with
evil that made her prison hours so long and
wretched.
At last her term of imprisonment was over, and
she came back to find the child well in body and
apparently untainted in soul. She resumed her
old life, stealing again for him, though she fondly
hoped that he had never stolen.
HE WAS NO LONGER HER GUARDIAN ANGEL.
One day she was lying on her bed. It was a
sultry July day, and the woman, weary in
body and soul, had thrown herself there hoping
to obtain a little rest. Although she had once
entered a prison, she was regarded by her
miserable fellow-sinners as a clever hand, and often
prided herself on her own good fortune in evading
the police.
But to-day she was, as she expressed it, down
on her luck; hers was a hand-to-hand existence,
and to-day there was no bread in the cupboard,
and no money to buy any in her pocket. She
had heard also that the "nippers," as she termed
the police, were again on her track, and she knew
that she must change her quarters as quickly as
possible; but she was very tired, so utterly
exhausted from want of sleep and want of food,
that she must take one hour of slumber before she
put herself into a place of safety.
The child, who had cried himself sick for want
of his breakfast, lay curled up by her side.
She was lying so, her eyes shut, not yet asleep,
but thinking some bitter and bad thoughts, when
the room door was gently opened and a woman
came in. Helen's eyes unclosed quickly enough
then, and with an angry exclamation she rose to
her feet.
But the woman who had entered was not an
ordinary one, and she showed no vestige of alarm
at the flashing eyes and menacing arm which
greeted her; she had ventured into a place where
no policeman would come alone.
"Don't be angry with me, I want to help you,"
she said, seating herself uninvited on a chair, and
raising her veil. The face underneath was white
and worn, perhaps a little sad, with a patient look
about the eyes and mouth.
The look of the woman and her courage
disarmed Helen's anger; she made no further
resistance, but leaned rather helplessly against the
dirty wall a few paces away.
"I have come to help you," said her uninvited
guest again. Now this was just what Helen in
her heart of hearts responded to; she was hunted
down, weary, despondent, and she had come upon
very few offers of help.
"I be rare and 'ungry," she said, "and the little
'un's rare and 'ungry," pointing to the boy, and
hoping to abstract money by this appeal, which
was both pathetic and true.
"If you are hungry you must have food," said
the woman. She took out her purse, opened it,
drew from its contents a shilling, and gave the
shilling to Helen.
"Go and buy something with that for yourself
and the child," she said. "Come back and eat
it here. I will stay until you return."
The eyes of the thief had seen the glitter of
gold, but the ears of the woman had listened to the
unwonted tone of kindness, and without a shadow
of even avarice on her face she meekly went out.
When she returned, the lady (she was of gentle
birth, but I have called her woman hitherto,
regarding it as a higher name) was feeding Robin
with biscuits ornamented with pink comfits.
Robin was devouring the biscuits, occasionally
stopping to admire the confectionery and to
gaze with his lovely eyes at the lady.
"That is a fine boy," said Mrs. Aytoun, addressing
Helen; "is he your son?"
"Yes," said Helen. She always called him her son.
"He is not like you," said the visitor, glancing
from the dark woman to the fair boy.
This remark made Helen suspicious. She
ceased to eat the bread and sausages she had
brought in, and glanced meaningly towards the
door.
Mrs. Aytoun took the hint conveyed in this
look by coming quickly to the point and object
of her visit.
"Your name is Helen?"
"Yes."
"Shall I tell you what I know about you?"
"I don't care."
"You are not an honest woman."
Had the policemen walked into the room
Helen's face could not have grown any whiter
than it did at those words. She looked at Robin,
looked at the door, and would have fled had not
Mrs. Aytoun laid her hand on her arm.
"Don't run away; my business is not to
frighten, but to help you, because you are the sort
of woman I know you to be."
Helen was silent; she ceased, however, to look
towards the door.
"I want to help you," continued the lady,
"because, as I said, I know you to be dishonest;
therefore I also know that you must often be
unhappy and half-starved."
"True enough, Missus," said Helen; but then
she added in a moment, "I guess yer one o' them
good sorts, ain't yer?"
"I don't know that I am very good, though I
love goodness. What do you mean?"
"Oh, one o' them preachment folks, wot comes
and worries poor people as 'ave other business to
h'occupy them."
"I know the people you mean, but I don't
think you judge them right."
"I guessed as yer were one o' them."
"Yes, I am one of them—at least, I am a
Christian. I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ.
Don't you?"
"Never heerd o' him," said Helen. "He ain't
God, is he?"
"Why do you ask me that? He is God; you
have made a very good guess."
"Well, ain't I 'cute?"
"But I am no longer at all surprised at your
being the kind of woman I find you to be,"
continued Mrs. Aytoun. "You have never been
helped knowingly by Jesus in your life. No
wonder you love the bad."
"I was never helped by no one," said Helen.
"You are mistaken there; Jesus has helped you."
Helen started.
"For instance, you love your boy."
"Yes."
"Well, Jesus put that love into your heart;
that love has hitherto been the only thing good
in you—am I not right?"
Helen nodded, stared very hard at Robin, and
whisked a tear out of her eye.
"Jesus loves you."
"Look here, missus," interrupted Helen;
"that's religion, ain't it?"
"It is the beginning and end of all religion."
"Well, I don't want it. I'm a willin' to be
'elped, but not preached to."
Mrs. Aytoun paused, and looking hard into the
eyes of the restless, half-starved woman, saw that
at least at first she must bring her the gospel
through the loaves and fishes. She then unfolded
the plan that had really brought her there.
Possessed of great wealth, Mrs Aytoun had
opened homes for such women as Helen—for
such children as Robin. She had taken several
lost women and neglected children to these pure,
sweet, country homes, and after a few months of
the training which true love and kindness can
effect, given them means to emigrate. This grand
chance she now offered to Helen and Robin; she
pictured the good and happy life pleasantly and
attractively, and she came at the right moment,
for Helen was weary, perplexed, alarmed.
In the midst of her conversation, a woman
came in from a neighbouring room, ran up to
Helen, whispered some words in her ear, four of
which the visitor heard, "In for a vamp." She
did not know what this jargon meant, but Helen
did only too well: she knew it was the thieves'
latin for convicted of stealing. She knew that
the police were almost on her heels.
Growing white even to the lips, she motioned
the neighbour out of the room, caught up Robin
in her arms, and holding him tight to her beating
bosom, addressed Mrs. Aytoun:
"That 'ere's true, wot yer a tellin' me?"
"Yes, it is quite true."
"I'd sooner be there nor in quod" (prison). "Is
it now we's to come, missus?"
"I will take you to the refuge at once. I will
go with you myself by train."
"Me and the little un together?"
"You shall sometimes see your child, but the
home for little children is not in the same
place."
At these words Helen, who had been moving
towards the door, stopped short, and the look of
satisfaction faded out of her face. Very tight was
the pressure of the little sleepy arms round her
neck, and very strong the love for the boy in her
heart; her love was stronger than her fear.
She turned sharp on her visitor, all her gentleness
gone, and the old fierce Helen uppermost again.
"Didn't yer say as my love for the boy wor the
o'ny good thing as I 'ad? well, we ain't agoin'
to separate 'omes, and we ain't a goin' to be
parted. Yer uncommon ceevil, mum, to think o'
it, but me and the little un don't find it
conwenient. There, good even to yer: yer welcome
to the room but not to the company."
Bearing Robin in her arms, she rushed downstairs;
nor could Mrs. Aytoun, though she tried,
overtake her.
This good woman, a true sister to the poor, had
lost Helen and Robin through a mistake. She
had forgotten a fact which yet a moment before
she herself had pointed out—she had forgotten
that the one Divine ray in the midst of all this
moral darkness was Helen's love for the boy.
Through this love she might be saved, but never
against it. She was willing to go through all the
dreary routine, for such it seemed to her, of civilised
life with the boy, but never without him, never
far away from him, feeling all the time that he was
learning to love others and forgetting her.
But as she clasped him to her bosom under an
archway where for the present she knew they both
were safe, she felt that she had thrown away
both her own chance and his; yet just now, with
his little face close to hers, she was scarcely
sorry.
Though a thief herself, she might still keep
him from stealing—this dream she had not yet
abandoned.
As she sat so, her hands covering her face,
the child pulled her vigorously by the sleeve.
"Look, mammy!" he said, pointing to an old
woman who was selling cherries in halfpenny
bags at the opposite corner; "Robin wants
cerries," he pouted.
"Well, dearie," said Helen, "mammy's sorry,
but she ain't got a 'ap'ny for her little boy;
all those bags costs a 'ap'ny, Robin." She
thought Robin would have cried, but to her
surprise he did not; he looked round at her,
smiled, then ran quickly across the road, hid
cleverly behind the old woman: when for a brief
instant her back was turned, secured a bag of
cherries, and brought them back to Helen.
Helen saw it all—saw it all, too astonished to
speak.
When he returned, and threw the stolen fruit
in triumph into her lap, she stood up and asked
him quietly, and with no show of anger, who
taught him to do that:
"Old Moll," he said, mentioning the woman
who had taken care of him when Helen was in
prison.
She took the bag of cherries and flung it
violently far out of his reach. Still she never
scolded him, or told him he had done wrong.
That night, as he lay in her arms, she kissed
him, but not so fervently as of old. Her love, if
not lessened, was lowered—he was no longer her
guardian angel.
From that night Robin was a thief, and Helen
an all too ready and anxious trainer. Not one
vestige of right came near the boy, not one scrap
of moral training. It seemed to him as little
wrong to prig handkerchiefs, to steal from
fruit-stalls, as it was to eat his breakfast.
Still, as long as Helen was with him he was
happy enough: his conscience had never been
touched, and therefore did not awake; and though
he had hard fare, he had never hard usage.
Helen, passionate, violent, unprincipled, had
never given him an angry word in her life.
CRIME SHOWED HIM ONLY HER SMILING FACE.
This state of things continued until Robin
was eight years old. During all these
years he and Helen had clung firmly to each
other. He called her, and believed her to be, his
mother, and she gave him far more love than
many mothers bestow upon their children. They
had finally established themselves in the thieves'
quarters, where alone they could feel secure from
the watchful eyes of the police, and here they
both lived by stealing.
But though living with the thieves, and sharing
in all things their spoils and their dangers, Helen
would make no friends with the men and women
she associated with. She had not a vestige of
affection to bestow upon any one but Robin, and
she and the child lived a life apart. When times
were prosperous, she and he shared a small attic
together; when times were hard, and her opportunities
for purloining scarce, they wandered the
streets, sheltering at night under arches, or
wherever they could best evade the watchful eye of
justice.
During these years Robin was happy. He
lived in crime; but crime, under Helen's wing,
showed him only her smiling face. He was so
bright, so precocious, so full of courage and spirit,
that before he was eight years old he was a
cleverer thief than Helen herself. The old
professional thieves admired him, and offered Helen
large sums of money to secure him altogether
to themselves; but Helen would part with Robin
to no one, and while with her, he was,
comparatively speaking, safe.
Shortly before his eighth birthday a very dark
time came to his adopted mother and himself.
In the first place, the police got wind of the
locality where they lived, and in considerable
alarm the whole community had to break up.
It was the middle of winter, and Helen and
Robin found themselves penniless in the streets.
That seemed a truly dismal night in the little
fellow's life, when, supperless and homeless, he
laid his head on his faithful Helen's breast, and
cried himself to sleep. He remembered it when
darker nights came by-and-by. For three months
the two were almost starved. Wherever they
went the police seemed to know them, and they
found it nearly impossible to ply their evil trade.
But at the end of three months the dark cloud
appeared to roll away, and the happiest and most
luxurious portion of Robin's young life arrived.
Helen, finding herself so well known to the
police, determined to shift her quarters. London
was large; she might go to a part of London
where her face, and the child's face, would be
unfamiliar. Hitherto she had frequented the
East-end; here she and those who lived like her might
best pursue their evil sports; but the West could
also afford her a shelter, and to the fashionable
West-end she now directed her steps.
Her first day there was marked with success.
Spring was coming on, the gay world was in town.
She stole ten shillings' worth of goods, and with
the money thus secured took possession at once
of a small attic in a court at the back of
Westminster. How happy were she and Robin as
they ate their first supper together in that
wretched room! There was no furniture, neither
bed nor chair, but on a couple of pen'orths of straw
which Helen purchased they slept luxuriously,
and awoke refreshed.
"But 'tis an ugly room," said the petted child,
looking round him as he demanded his bread and
treacle the next morning.
"Never mind, dearie; mother'll brighten it h'up
for her pet," answered Helen, who could not bear
to refuse him anything.
She had again a successful day, but at night
she brought into the empty room neither bed,
chair, nor table, but two-and-sixpence worth of
gaily coloured prints, which she proceeded to
paste on the walls. This feat accomplished, both
she and Robin considered the place to look both
gay and home-like; nor did they for many days
afterwards add furniture to their store.
For six weeks they lived unmolested in this
attic, and those six weeks were full of happiness
to Robin. He had again enough and to spare,
food to eat, a roof to shelter him. Helen was
never so indulgent and loving, and, in addition,
he had those coloured prints. Those
brilliantly-coloured prints opened up a new world to
Robin.
In the long spring days that had now arrived,
he used to awake early, turn round on his back,
and gaze at them. He knew them all by heart.
To him those men and women, who in gorgeous
raiment laughed and smiled and danced, seemed
to represent all that was beautiful. Those
impossible flowers, that stage-painted scenery,
opened fairy-land to Robin. Never as long as
he lived did he forget the gaudy walls of his
attic home. In reality, the wretched prints spoke
of all that was coarse and low in life; but to the
innocent child they meant beauty, and he learned
no evil lessons thereby.
The prints, as I said, were coarse; but one, as
great a daub as the others, treated at least of a
pure and child-like theme. A little girl dressed
in white, with curling hair, sat on a bank stringing
daisies into a chain. The bank was an impossible
green, the child's cheeks an unnatural red, the
daisies in her lap were like no daisies ever seen,
while the sky over-head lowered down upon her
an intense Prussian blue. But Robin was not an
art critic, and to him the frightful production
meant perfection. Of all the illustrations on the
wall, this was his favourite: he liked them all, he
loved them all, but he gave his heart to that little
maiden in white, and he never tired of asking
Helen to tell him her imaginary story.
A few weeks passed thus, when one day, as they
were out together, they met an old acquaintance—in
short, one of the thieves whom Robin had
known and dreaded when he lived in the thieves'
quarters. A pang, he knew not why, shot through
his young heart when he saw him, and neither was
Helen pleased. The man accosted her, however,
and though she would not allow him to see her
home, they talked together for some time. Whatever
their conversation—for they spoke partly in
metaphor, partly turning their sentences
backwards—it seemed to excite Helen; her bold, black
eyes sparkled with something of their old fire, her
tones grew loud and eager.
Her companion was evidently entreating her to
do something. She hesitated; she looked at
Robin; she demurred; finally, she yielded.
That night Robin went to sleep as usual with
Helen by his side: he remembered how passionately
she kissed him just before he fell asleep, but
when the morning dawned she was gone. This
had never happened before, and for a moment or
two the child felt uneasy, and gazed around him
anxiously; then his fears subsided, and, turning on
his straw bed, he made himself happy watching
the little girl in white, as she strung her daisies.
At eleven o'clock Helen returned, flushed, tired,
exhausted, her dress torn, and the paint with
which she had tried to disguise her appearance
scarcely washed away from her face.
She gave Robin his breakfast, locked the door,
put the key in her pocket, and telling him to
make no noise, for she was tired and sleepy, flung
herself on her wretched bed, and slumbered all
day. Robin loved her dearly, and he now obeyed
her commands to the letter. He sat down on the
floor by her side, gazed from her to his pictures,
from all his pictures to the one beloved picture
Finally laid his curly head next Helen's, and also
passed into the land of dreams.
It was almost night when the woman and child
awoke. She held out her arms for him, clasped
him to her breast, and kissed him. Her long
sleep had refreshed her, and she was now in
capital spirits.
"What shall mother do for her good little boy?
Robin has been good and quiet to-day."
"Tell us a story, mammie!" he answered eagerly.
Helen sat up, smiled, and complied.
"Wot about?" she asked.
"My little gal!" he said, pointing to his pet
picture.
Helen had given him many a fanciful account
of this child with the brilliant cheeks; she found
herself equal to the occasion now.
"Once," she began, "there wos a little gal, a
poor little gal——"
"Werry poor, wos she, mammie?" asked Robin,
setting himself comfortably in her arms.
"Uncommon!" answered Helen in an
impressive voice. "She was that poor that she
hadn't a bite to h'eat nor a sup to drink. Orften
and orften, fur twenty-four hours on the stretch,
she 'ud taste neither bite nor sup."
"My h'eyes!" answered Robin. "She must
'ave been pretty nigh fixed."
"Orften," pursued Helen, "she laid herself
down from sheer h'exhaustion, and she would
have died but for wan thing."
"Wot wos that?" in a voice of great interest.
"'Er sperrit, lad; she wor h'all made h'up of
sperrit, and she 'ud let nothink daunt 'er. Arter
she 'ud rested fur a bit, she'd be h'up and about
again, and then food 'ud come arter h'all."
"How?" asked Robin.
"Oh! she lived on 'er wits."
Robin made no remark, for the simple reason
that he knew quite well what living on one's wits
meant. He was silent for a moment, then he
said, looking solemnly at his adopted mother—
"Wot wos that 'ere little gal's name?"
It was now Helen's time to pause and consider,
for this asking of the name was the crucial point
of the narrative. The narrative was always the
same,—the same almost to the identical words, for
Helen had told the story of the child in white
almost every night since her picture had graced
the walls; but the name must on each occasion be
different, and the finding of a fresh name for each
demand for the thrilling tale taxed her ingenuity
to the utmost. Now a happy thought occurred to
her: she remembered the name of the heroine of
the last penny gaff she had gone to.
"Almira," she said; "Almira wos 'er name."
"That's a rare 'un," answered Robin, with a
sigh of satisfaction.
"Well," proceeded Helen, "there came a day
w'en Almira had nothink to h'eat,—never a bite.
She wandered about h'all day, but try as she
would, she couldn't crib so much as an apple
from an old apple-woman; 'er luck was h'all
gone dead agen 'er. She went walkin' h'up and
down, and when night came, she was that spent,
she sat down on a door-step and began to cry;
and while she was crying another little gal,
dressed in white, wearin' a neat little hat——"
"With daisies on it?" interrupted Robin.
"Yes, trimmed h'awful fine wid daisies. She
came h'up, and she gave little Almira a whole
threepenny bit."
Helen said these words calmly, and Robin opened
his great eyes wide at the magnitude of the gift.
"When Almira got the money, she stopped
cryin' and stared at the pretty little gal; and the
little gal said—
"'Poor Almira; come and buy a bun.' And
she took 'er 'and, and they bought a real fat bun
for a penny, and the little girl gave Almira
back the twopence in change. Then the little
gal said again, 'You're tired, poor Almira, come
and sleep;' and she led 'er h'out—right h'out of
the big city into a green, green field, and they lay
down side by side on the soft grass, and the stars
came h'out h'in the sky h'over 'ead. And Almira
never slept so sound in 'er life. In the morning
the little gal said, 'Almira, you shall 'ave a
beautiful white frock like mine,' and she dressed
little Almira h'all in white like herself, only
Almira had no flowers; but Almira wanted the
flowers, and she began to cry. Then the little
gal was sorry, and she took little Almira a long
walk through a wood, and at the other side of the
wood was a field h'all studded h'over with real
livin' daisies as thick as peas, and little Almira
sat down and began to make daisy-chains, just
like the picture there."
Here Helen paused. Having come to the point
where the illustration on the wall could be used,
she brought her narrative to an abrupt conclusion;
having, indeed, nothing further to say.
Robin gave a deep sigh of satisfaction, but he
had a question to ask.
"'Ow did that 'ere little gal in white know
Almira's name?" he demanded.
"Oh! she warn't a real little gal; she was a
fairy-gal."
"And does fairies know h'everythink?"
"Lor' bless yer, Robin; you, nor the learnest
man livin' couldn't beat a fairy for knowingness."
"Well, 'tis real pretty," answered Robin, "and
I'd like to meet a fairy as 'ud give me things."
Helen was silent for a few moments, then she
said in an abrupt tone—
"Would yer like to see somethink as 'ud—somethink
more beautifuller than the fairy h'ever
gave to Almira?"
"Oh yes, yes, mother."
"And yer'el never tell about it to nobody?"
"Never."
"Then come to the winder."
The sun had by this time gone down, and it
was by the light of a bright moon under the tiny
skylight that Helen showed to Robin a brilliant
and most valuable diamond ring.
The child gave an exclamation of surprise and
delight, as he gazed at the sparkling treasure.
"Does Robin know wot this 'ul do for 'im and
'is h'old mammie?"
"No, mammie—wot, wot?"
Then Helen sat down again on the floor, and
taking the child in her arms, told him a wonderful
story—a story beside which the poor tale of
Almira and her fairy faded into nothing. That
ring was very valuable; it would bring in money—a
lot of money. Helen meant to sell the ring
and get the money.
"Would Robin like to know what she intended
to do with that money?"
"Yes," answered the eager child in an excited
voice.
"Well, she would do a wonderful thing. She
was tired of London; Robin was tired of London:
she and Robin should leave London for ever.
Robin liked flowers and green fields; he should
sec them—live amongst them. He and Helen
would go away in a big ship, far over the blue,
blue sea, to a far-away country. There they
could live in the green fields, and gather the
flowers and be happy—a thousand, ten thousand
times happier than they ever were in London!
"And prig things?" asked Robin. "Will it be
h'easy to prig things h'out there, mother?"
"No, no, laddie; we'll not prig—we'll do
nothink there as we did here."
"But why, mammie?"
"Cause we'll lead an h'altogether fresh
life—we'll be honest h'out there."
"What's honest?" asked the child.
"Never mind; I'll tell you wen we get
there."
Robin was silent; Helen clasped him closely in
her arms. His question had caused some emotion
in her heart: her hard face was softened; there
was a contraction of pain on her brow.
"What's honest?" asked the little child.
Oh that she could tell him—that she dared to
tell him! Helen had not even yet lost all love for
virtue. And at this moment, in that poor heart,
the desire after goodness was strong. When they
went to America, she and the child might give
up being thieves. In America it might be
possible for them both neither to starve nor to eat
the bread of dishonesty. Thus, at this moment,
the longing that the new life might be an honest
life was the most passionate feeling she had
concerning it.
The child, weary of her silence, fell asleep in
her arms. The moon shone full on the black
lashes lying on the round cheek, on the
golden-crowned head, on the sweet smiling lips.
Oh! how she loved him! how sweet it would be to
her even yet, notwithstanding all her sin and
defilement, to feel that he might grow up good,
virtuous, and happy!
She took the diamond ring again out of her
pocket, looking with pleasure at its flashing gems.
Poor Helen! by this evil road she thought she
could reach the safe path of virtue.
THE SHOPS FROM END TO END WERE WIDELY OPEN.
The next morning Helen got up early, gave
Robin his breakfast of cold ham which
she had bought in slices, tea and bread and
butter. She also made a capital meal herself.
Having washed and put away their poor breakfast
service, which consisted of a cracked old
sugar-basin, a black tea-pot with half a spout,
a dinner plate, pewter spoon, and old knife, she
proceeded to tidy herself, and to put on some
garments of a more respectable nature than those
she wore on ordinary occasions. She also made
Robin as smart as her resources would permit.
Then taking his hand she went out, locking the
attic door behind her. It was Sunday, and when
Helen and Robin got into the street, they saw
some groups of happy-looking children on their
way to Sunday school.
"Are we goin' in the big ship to-day, mother?"
enquired the little boy.
"May-be, may-be, my pet; but don't talk of
it," answered Helen.
Her face had an anxious expression to-day;
she looked nervously behind her more than once.
Her fine spirits of the night before had completely
deserted her.
The two walked on for some time in silence.
Then Helen hailed a passing omnibus, and
mounted on the roof with Robin. This omnibus
took them as far as the Bank. As they passed
St. Paul's, they heard the sweet sound of the
bells calling them, and such as them, to worship
God; but neither woman nor child listened or
heeded; they were bound on a very different
errand.
When they arrived at the Bank, Helen again
took Robin's hand, and walked quickly with
him through the quiet and deserted city into a
very different region. Here she was in well-known
quarters, and here she saw plenty of life
and movement. No Sabbath calm met her here.
It was church time—a time when no costermonger
who valued his liberty would dare to
remain selling his oranges in Holborn or
Westminster; but here, in Mitre Street, Aldgate, the
law which teaches man to pay some outward
respect to the Sabbath seemed neither to be
enforced nor regarded. The shops from end to
end were widely open; the shopkeepers boldly
proclaimed their goods; buyers were bidding,
fighting, and pushing their way to newly-discovered
bargains. The streets were actually
swarming with costermongers, who sold cherries,
strawberries, ices, and every conceivable and
inconceivable eatable. This busy scene caused
Helen not the least surprise; she walked steadily
on through the crowd, nodding now and then to
a chance acquaintance, but entering into
conversation with no one. Anybody who watched
her face would have seen that the nervous
expression was more marked there—that she
started when each fresh friend addressed her—that
she seemed feverishly anxious to reach her
destination.
It is the law of England that until one o'clock
on Sunday morning all public-houses are obliged
to be closed; this law is enforced with severe
punishment to those who transgress it. Nevertheless
now, a little before noon on this Sabbath
morning, it was to a tavern or public-house that
Helen bent her steps. No policeman was there
to hinder or say her nay.
Giving Robin a penny to play pitch-and-toss
with some other boys, and telling him to wait
for her, she pushed aside the swinging door
and went in. She entered on an unusual scene.
This tavern or public-house was evidently meant
to combine a twofold object. The last things
that could apparently be placed in conjunction
met here; the tavern was also a jeweller's shop.
It might perhaps be better described as a
second-hand plate and jewel bazaar, to which
was joined a drinking-bar.
Helen, on entering, walked down a passage,
and opened another door covered with green
baize. Here she was greeted with an immense
cloud of cigar smoke. In the centre of the
room were a crowd of people, some fifty or
sixty, unmistakably Jews. Round the room
were ranged tables literally heaped with precious
things—silver spoons, silver tea and breakfast
services, tea-kettles, cups, vases. Watches
were in such numbers that they might have
been sold by the half hundred. On every side
brisk business was going on.
When Helen found herself in the midst of
this busy, motley crowd she glanced eagerly
round; then, apparently relieved from some
anxiety, marched up with a firm step and
business-like air to an old Jew, whose table,
containing rings, brooches, studs, &c., was a
little apart from the others, and pulling out
an old purse extracted from it her treasure—the
valuable diamond ring she had shown to Robin
the night before.
The old Jew examined it eagerly, turned it
over, flung it on the counter, took it up again;
finally offered Helen fifty pounds for a gem
worth a thousand.
Helen, however, had set her own value on the
ring, and was too clever and knowing to be
cheated out of what she considered her due. She
would give the Jew the ring for one hundred
sovereigns, paid down in gold on the spot.
Whatever the reason, this offer was not acceded
to; and Helen, with the valuable ring still in her
possession, left the shop to try her fortune
elsewhere.
She was excited now, and defiant. Calling
Robin, she went along the street, for a house of a
similar character was to be found at the other
end.
Poor Helen! she never thought of danger,
when danger of the kind she most dreaded was at
her heels. A policeman now followed her down
the street. When she reached its end, she again
told Robin to wait for her, and promising to return
in a few moments, turned the corner. Then and
there she was arrested, and the diamond ring
being found on her person, she was carried off to
prison charged with the burglary she was engaged
in two nights before.
JUSTICE AND THE LAW MIGHT HAVE
STOOD STILL.
Robin waited for Helen for an hour—for
two hours. By the end of this time he was
tired at playing pitch-and-toss—tired also of
waiting for his only friend. He was not at all
uneasy, however. Helen had found some reason
for starting home without him.
He had won a few pence at his game; he bought
a penny bun, wandered about until he felt tired,
then started back at a swinging pace to his attic
in Westminster.
He was really disappointed when he found the
door locked and no Helen within: but he was
not alarmed; such things had often happened
before. He lay down on the narrow landing
outside the door, curled himself up like a little
dog, and slept till morning.
He was rather surprised at no Helen greeting
him in the morning; he was more disappointed,
however, than frightened. His merry heart did
not fail him, and he started on his day's rounds,
whistling a gay street tune, and with a penny
in his pocket. He bought some fusees with his
penny, and began to hawk them about for sale,
watching with a keen eye his chance of securing,
at least, a pocket handkerchief when the bobbies
were not looking. His one fear in life was the
bobbies, otherwise he had courage sufficient to
expend in a worthier cause.
A little girl and her mother went by; the little
girl was dressed beautifully, she had dainty boots
and a white summer frock. As she passed by
Robin, who was hungry, dirty, waiting for his
opportunity to steal, she dropped, without knowing
it, a tiny purse made of silk, and ornamented
with silver tassels. The purse itself, independent
of what it contained, was a prize. Quick as
thought, Robin darted forward and secured it,
then stepped back into his place as if nothing
had happened.
The child had nearly reached the opposite side
of the crossing before she missed the purse. Her
pretty face flushed up and she began to cry.
Robin could not bear this; though a thief, he was
tender-hearted; he ran after the child and gave
her back her purse. In doing this he was giving
up his best chance of breakfast, dinner,
supper—no mean sacrifice.
"Oh! thank you," said the child, drying her
tears and smiling joyfully. "I'm so much
obliged to you. Where did you find it? Mother,
may I give this poor little boy sixpence for
finding my pretty purse?"
"No, no, dear," replied the mother, who had
observed Robin's dirt, and feared some infectious
disease. "I have no spare sixpences about
me, and the boy simply did his duty. Come on!"
"My purse only holds one crown-piece, but I
may break that, may I not, mother?"
"What! your grandfather's present! I am
surprised at you, Ada; come on!"
"Well, I will shake hands with him," said the
wilful child, running up to Robin and taking his
brown hand in hers, "Thank you, dear, nice
little boy! I'm so glad to have my pretty purse
again."
For an hour after this Robin's heart thumped
joyfully; he was so happy that he forgot to steal;
but at the end of that time hunger compelled him
to purloin a silk pocket handkerchief from a fat
old gentleman who was waiting to cross at the
Bank. On this spoil he managed to live for that
day and part of the next; and so, stealing a
little, begging a little, working a little, in short,
existing "on his wits," as he termed it, a fortnight
and even three weeks, went by.
During all this time he had never heard a
single word about Helen. Night after night he
went back to the attic where last they had been
together, but he and she were both strangers in
that part, and the people about could tell him
nothing. He became uneasy, frightened; his
buoyant spirits were giving way; he was a very
little fellow to be quite thrown on his own
resources in London, and he began seriously to grieve
for the woman whom he believed to be his mother.
One day a crowd of people were pushing and
jostling to get into the court at the Old Bailey.
Robin, very fond of mingling in crowds, ran
quickly to join them, and when they filed into the
building and filled that portion of it allotted to the
public, he pushed and struggled with his agile
little body until he found himself in a very
prominent position.
The scene before him was novel, he could not
understand it. Near him stood a good-natured-looking
woman, of whom he asked some eager
questions. Several people who had committed a
daring city burglary were about to be tried and
punished, she told him.
"Wot's a burglary?" asked the young thief,
looking up innocently.
"Why, bless us and save us! breakin' into
'ouses, lad, and makin' off with other folks'
belongings. This case about to be tried was one of
shop-lifting, and they do say the parties carried
orf, besides gems innumerable, more 'n a hundred
diamond rings. My man, wot's in the same
business, told me h'all about it."
Robin suddenly grew pale and silent. A
hundred diamond rings! What was that tale
Helen had told him the last night they were
together? How very flush of money Helen had
been that night! What a prime supper she had
treated him to, and how loving she had been!
But surely, surely she had told him something
about diamonds, had even shown him a diamond
ring that flashed and sparkled in his hand.
Suddenly, with these rapidly recurring memories,
the boy felt himself growing intensely
anxious, intensely old, intensely wise. He had a
kind of presentiment of what was coming, and
hardly started when the next moment Helen
herself was led into the prisoners' dock.
During the trial that followed, he scarcely
breathed; incomprehensible as most of it was to
him, he listened to every word, held quiet by a
tension and dread which he could not explain
away. Never, until the sentence was pronounced,
and Helen Morris was doomed to five years' penal
servitude, did Robin stir. Just then, the wretched
prisoner, whose eyes had hitherto been fixed on
the ground, raised them; the first thing she
encountered was the sorrowful gaze of the only
creature on earth she loved. She uttered a shrill
sharp cry, and covered her face with her hands.
At this cry, the torpor, which had hitherto kept
Robin quiet, left him; he became like a little fury,
and fighting his way savagely to right and left,
found his way to her side. For one half instant
Helen held him in her arms.
Let him stay there! he may never again
receive a loving embrace.
Oh! I think, I think even Justice and the Law
might have stood still for one moment to let that
woman and that child take another kiss. But no,
the police dragged him away, the crowd hustled
him out. With jeers and cries of "Thief!" "Son
of a thief!" he found himself in the open air.
The woman who had spoken to him kindly,
pointed now at him with a finger of scorn: and
two or three boys, out of mischief, raised the cry
of "Stop, thief!"
The terrified, angry, sorrowful child, began
by giving battle—ended by flying from his
tormentors. Down street after street did they
pursue him, each moment adding numbers to
their train. He ran faster, faster; down court
and alley. A church with an open door met his
eye; he rushed in for shelter.
Into a crimson-cushioned pew he ran. There
was no one there. He curled himself up on
the softest cushion, and in this calm, sacred spot,
cried himself to sleep.
In his sleep he dreamt of Helen, and of the
beautiful child who had spoken to him kindly.
His sorrows were forgotten; he was smiling and
dreaming peacefully, when suddenly a hand
seized him by his rough hair, and a voice said
rudely—
"Now, then, you little varmint, make yerself
scarce, this minute. Lying down and going to
sleep in my lord's pew! 'Tis to the p'leece I
should 'and you h'over. What next, I wonder?"
As Robin was being ignominiously expelled
from God's house, the organ was pealing forth
solemn strains, the choir-boys were filing into
their places, and my lord himself was approaching
his crimson-lined pew. It was a great festival,
for which special preparations had been made;
who can wonder at the verger being annoyed
with Robin? For it had evidently never occurred
to this verger, that He for whom the church was
built, He, whom they worshipped with solemn
strains of music, and much pomp and solemnity,
had yet considered this little waif and stray
sufficiently worthy of notice to die for him.