The date was April 7, 1916. The fat German
warder backed out of my cell, a satisfied
smile on his face; the door swung to, the
great key clicked in the lock, and I was alone.
Prison once more! And only a bare three
miles away was the frontier for which I had
striven so hard—the ditch and the barbed wire
that separated Germany, and all that that word
means, from Holland, the Hook, the London
boat, and freedom.
The game was lost. That was the kernel of
the situation as it presented itself to me, sitting
on my bed in the narrow, dark cell.
Vreden, where I thus found myself in prison,
is a little town hardly three miles from the
Dutch frontier, in the Prussian province of
Westphalia. So near—and indeed a good deal
nearer—had I got to liberty!
Twenty-four hours before, my first attempt to
escape from Germany—which might be described
with some justification as my third—had
failed, and instead of being a free man in a neutral
country, I was still a British civilian prisoner
of war.
Apart from the overwhelming sense of failure
which oppressed me, I was not exactly physically
comfortable. To start with, I wanted a
change of clothing and a real bath. I had not
had my boots off—except during several hours
when I was walking in bare feet for the sake of
silence—for over eight days, and for almost the
same length of time I had not even washed my
hands. The change of clothing was out of the
question. The bath—One does not feel as
if one has had a bath after an ablution in a
tin basin holding a pint of water, with a cake of
chalky soap the size of a penny-piece, and a
towel which, but for texture, would have made a
tolerable handkerchief. And no water to be
spilled on the floor of the cell, mind you!
My prison bed was an old, wooden “civilian”
one with a pile of paillasses on it, and the usual
two blankets. It was fairly comfortable to lie
on, as long as the numerous indigenous population
left you alone, which they rarely did.
The warder—the only one, I believe, in the
prison—had asked me immediately after my arrival
whether or not I had any money on me.
When he heard I had not, his face fell. Since
he could not make me profitable he made me useful,
and put me to peeling potatoes in the morning,
a job I liked very much under the circumstances.
The food in Vreden prison was scanty, barely
sufficient. I was always moderately hungry,
and ravenous when meal-time was still two or
three hours off. Twice in four days I had an
opportunity of walking for twenty minutes
round the tiny prison yard, sunless and damp,
where green moss spread itself in three untrodden
corners, while the fourth was occupied
by a large cesspool. The rest of my time I
spent alone in my cell, now and again reading a
few pages of Jules Verne’s “Five Weeks in a
Balloon,” execrably translated into German and
lent me by the warder. But mostly I was busy
speculating about my immediate future, or
thinking of the eighteen months of my captivity
in Germany.
Technically, I was not being punished as yet
for my escape. I was merely being kept under
lock and key pending my removal back to
Ruhleben camp or to a prison in Berlin, I did not
know which. But if it was not punishment I
was undergoing in the little frontier town, it was
an excellent imitation of it.
Some experiences, exciting when compared
with the dull routine of camp life, were still
ahead of me; the journey to Berlin was something
to look forward to, at any rate. But what
would happen afterward? I did not know, for I
flatly refused to believe in solitary confinement
to the end of the war—the punishment which
had been suggested as in store for unsuccessful
escapers.
I had not escaped from Ruhleben, as my predecessors
had. I had walked out of a virtually
unguarded sanatorium in Charlottenburg, a
suburb of Berlin, where British civilian prisoners
of war, suffering from diseases and ailments
which could not be properly combated in
camp, were treated. Might not this give an
earnest to a plea which was shaping in my mind?
Could the Germans be persuaded to believe that
I had acted under the influence of an attack of
temporary insanity, caused by overwhelming
homesickness? True, I had “gone away” well
prepared; I had shown a certain amount of determination
and tenacity of purpose. On the
other hand, I had not destroyed any military
property. Of course, I had damaged a good
deal of property, but it wasn’t military property!
A fine point, but an important one, especially
in Germany.
These were the sort of reflections which
mostly occupied my four days in Vreden prison,
unreasoning optimism struggling desperately
against rather gloomy common sense.
What I looked forward to most in the solitude
of my cell was a meeting with my old friends in
Ruhleben camp in the near future. The other
escapers had all been returned to camp for a
short time before they were taken to prison, to
demonstrate to us ocularly the hopelessness of
further attempts. Surely the Germans would
do the same with me; and then I should get
speech with one or two of my particular chums.
For this I longed with a great longing, although
I did not look forward to telling them that I had
failed.
Only one of them knew the first links in the
chain of events which connected my sensations
of the first day of the war with the present,
when I was restlessly measuring the length of
my cell, or sitting motionless on the edge of the
bed, staring with dull eyes upon the dirty floor.
Under the pressure of my disappointment, and
without the natural safety-valve of talk to a
friendly soul, I naturally began to examine my
experiences during the war, opening the pigeon-holes
of my memory one by one, reliving an incident
here, revisualizing a picture there, and
retracing the whole length of the—to me—most
important developments leading up to my attempted
escape.
When the storm clouds of the European war
were gathering I was living in Neuss, a town on
the left bank of the Rhine, between Düsseldorf,
a few miles to the north, and Cologne, twenty
miles to the south. I had been there a little over
a year. Immersed though I was in business, I
was by no means happy. I was distinctly tired
of Germany, and was on the point of cutting
short my engagements and leaving the “Fatherland.”
I had turned thirty some time before, and
hitherto my life, although it had led me into
many places, had been that of an ordinary business
man. In spite of unmistakable roaming
proclivities, it was likely to continue placidly
enough. Then suddenly everything was
changed.
One afternoon, about the 20th of July, I was
standing in the enclosure of the Neuss Tennis
Club, waiting for a game. The courts were
close to a point where a number of important
railway lines branched off toward Belgium
and France. I was watching and wondering
about the incessant traffic of freight-trains
which for days past had been rolling in that
direction at about fifteen-minute intervals.
They consisted almost exclusively of closed
trucks.
Another member of the club pointed his racket
toward one. “War material. Soldiers!” he
said succinctly. With a sinking heart I gazed
after the train as it disappeared from view.
The political horizon was clouded, but surely it
wouldn’t come to this! It couldn’t come to
this. It was impossible that it should happen.
The police, always troublesome and inquisitive
in Germany, seemed to be taking some unaccountable
interest in me. Nothing was further
from my mind than to connect this lively
interest in an obscure individual like myself
with anything so stupendous as a war.
And then it happened. War was declared.
I was warned not to leave the town without
permission. I was eating my head off in idleness
and anxiety. I hoped to be sent out of the
country at short notice, but the order to pack up
and be gone did not come. Instead, I was invited
to call upon the inspector of police at
9 A.M. on the 27th of August. I obeyed. An
hour later I was locked up in a cell of an old,
evil-smelling, small prison. I did not know for
what reason, beyond the somewhat incomprehensible
one of being a British subject. Nor
did I know for how long. The inspector of police
had answered my questions with an Oriental
phrase: It was an order!
It appeared that the order referred to Britishers
of military age only, which, according to
it, began with the seventeenth and ended with
the thirty-ninth year. Thus it came about that
I made the acquaintance of three out of the six
Englishmen then temporarily living in Neuss,
but hitherto beyond my ken. They were all fitters
of a big Manchester firm, Messrs. Mather
& Platt Ltd., employed in putting up a sprinkler
installation in the works of the International
Harvester Co., an American concern in Neuss.
We were treated comparatively well in prison.
Nevertheless, the days we had to pass in that
old, evil-smelling house of sorrows were interminable.
Most of our time we spent together,
in a locked-up part of the corridor on the second
floor. Outside it was glorious summer weather.
All our windows were open to the breeze, which
never succeeded in dispersing the stench pervading
the whole building. Sitting on the uncomfortable
wooden stools, or walking idly
about, we smoked incessantly, read desultorily
in magazines and books, and talked spasmodically.
And always the air vibrated with the
faint, far-away, half-heard, half-sensed muttering
of distant guns. The news in the German
newspapers was never cheering to us.
As suddenly as we had been arrested we were
released from prison after eleven days, and confined
to the town.
There followed nine weeks of inactivity and
endless waiting. For the first time I gave a
fleeting thought to an attempt of making my
way out of Germany by stealth. It hardly
seemed worth while, as we were “sure of being
exchanged sooner or later”! Twice I left the
town for a few hours. On my return I always
found the police fully conversant with every one
of my moves, which showed how carefully they
were watching me. Having always provided
excellent explanations for my actions, I escaped
trouble over these escapades.
As announced beforehand in the German
press, we were arrested again on November 6,
1914. We passed four cheery days in the old
familiar prison, and then came the excitement
of our departure for Ruhleben camp, via Cologne,
where we and a hundred and fifty other
civilian prisoners, collected from the Rhine
provinces, spent a night in a large penal prison.
Under a strong escort we were marched to the
station at seven the following morning. Before
starting we had been told that there was only
one punishment for misbehavior on transport—death!
Misbehavior included leaving the ranks
in the streets or leaning out of the windows
when in the railway carriages.
Entraining at eight o’clock, we did not reach
our final destination until twenty-three hours
later. The first hour or so of our journey was
tolerable. We were in third-class carriages.
Having had hardly any breakfast, and no tea or
supper the previous day, we soon became hungry
and thirsty. But we were not even allowed
to get a drink of water. Whenever the train
drew into a station, the Red Cross women
rushed toward our carriages with pots of coffee
and trays of food, under the impression that we
were Germans on the way to join our regiments.
But they were always warned off by uniformed
officials: “Nothing for those English swine.”
We were evidently beyond the pale of humanity.
At 2 A.M. we disembarked at Hanover station,
to wait two hours for another train. Here a
bowl of very good soup was served out to us.
At 7 A.M. on the 12th of November our train
drew up at a siding. We were ordered roughly
to get out and form fours. It was dark and
cold. A thin drizzling rain was falling.
Hardly as cheerful as when we left Neuss, we
entered Ruhleben camp.
Ruhleben! A ride in a trolley car of
fifty minutes to the east, and one would
have been in the center of Berlin. Toward the
west the town of Spandau was plainly visible.
Shall we ever forget its sky-line—the forest of
chimneys, the tall, ugly outlines of the tower of
the town hall, the squat “Julius” tower, the
supposed “war treasury” of the Germans where
untold millions of marks of gold were alleged to
be lying!
Before the war the camp had been a trotting
race-course, a model of its kind in the way of
appointments. Altogether, six grand stands, a
restaurant for the public, a club-house for the
members of the Turf Club, administrative buildings,
and eleven large stables, all solidly built of
brick and concrete, illustrated German thoroughness.
These buildings, except the three smaller
grand stands, clustered along the west and south
sides of an oval track, which was not at first
included in the camp area.
Since the beginning of the war the restaurant,
the “Tea House” as it was called, at the extreme
western end, and the large halls underneath
the three grand stands next to it had been
used to house refugees from eastern Prussia.
Then, an assorted lot of prisoners of war and
civilians interned, preponderantly Russian but
with a sprinkling of British and French subjects,
had taken their place. A few Russians
were still there when we arrived but evacuated
very soon after. Their departure made the
camp exclusively British.
We were given breakfast. It consisted of a
bowl of so-called coffee and a loaf of black bread.
The bread was to last us two days. Then we
were marched to our palatial residence, Stable
No. 5. We set to work to remove the plentiful
reminders of the former four-legged inhabitants
and installed ourselves as best we might.
The stables contained twenty-four box-stalls
and two tiny rooms for stable personnel on the
ground floor, and two large hay-lofts above.
Six men to a box-stall was the rule, and as many
as could be packed into the lofts. I had experience
in both quarters, for I slept in the loft for
more than a week, and then moved into “Box
No. 6,” where a space on the floor had become
empty. My new quarters were, at first, much
less attractive than the loft. They offered, however
greater possibilities for improvement.
For six weeks we slept on a stone floor covered
by an inch or so of wet straw. We had
just room enough to lie side by side. We could
turn over, if we did so together. The “loftites”
slept on boards with straw on top of them.
Later we all got ticks into which we could pack
the wet and fouling straw. To start with, there
was no heating. Then steam-radiators were installed,
and during this winter and the three
following, the stone barracks were heated in a
fitful kind of way. The locomobile boilers
which furnished the steam, one for each three
or four barracks, delivered it into the radiators
from 10 A.M. to 12 noon and from 3 to 5 P.M.
At last the “boxites” received bedsteads.
They consisted of a simple iron framework with
three-quarter-inch boards as mattresses. On
these we placed our ticks. The bed uprights
had male and female ends which permitted the
building of as many superimposed bunks as
seemed practicable. Two sleeping-structures
of three bunks each was the rule in the boxes.
The food we received from the Germans was
insufficient at any time. The allowance per man
for rations was sixty-five pfennigs per day—sixteen
cents at the pre-war rate of exchange.
It was contracted for at this price by a caterer.
While food in Germany was plentiful we could
buy additions to our rations at the canteen.
This became gradually impossible. We didn’t
mind that much, as parcels containing food and
other necessities, but mainly food, began to arrive
from England in ever-increasing number.
Relatives of prisoners, the firms they had been
working for, and trade-unions or other organizations
to which they belonged started the ball
rolling. But when the real need of the prisoners
became known in Blighty, special organizations
for the purpose of assisting them sprang
up everywhere. As they were independent of
one another their work to a great extent overlapped.
The majority of the civilians interned
received too much; here and there a man received
nothing at all. Through the action of the
British Government the work of the individual
societies was coördinated in November, 1916.
From that date, the Order of the Red Cross and
St. John was in charge of all of the relief work
for prisoners of war, and each prisoner received
six parcels of food per lunar month, not
counting two loaves of white bread per week.
As far as my experience goes, the German
authorities made an effort to have these parcels
reach their destination. During the latter part
of my imprisonment deliveries became somewhat
irregular. Food was scarce at that time
in some parts of Germany and commanded very
high prices, and the theft of parcels naturally
increased.
Ruhleben camp was administered, at first, by
the German officers in charge, with the help of
the interned. In the spring of 1916, all of the
internal affairs of the camp were placed in the
hands of the interned themselves, the Germans
confining themselves to guard duties and general
supervision.
Much has been published about prisoners’
camps in Germany. Horrible stories have been
told about them, and these are in the main quite
true. But camps differed from one another;
nor were the conditions in a given camp always
the same. I’m not suggesting gradual or
steady improvement. But, just as camp commanders
and regional military commanders differed,
so did the treatment of their charges differ.
As prisoners of war the men in Ruhleben
camp were a pretty lucky lot. The choice flowers
of Kultur bloomed elsewhere.
In the beginning of our internment hopes of a
speedy exchange to England ran high, and so did
rumors concerning it. They helped us to endure
the hardships of the first few months, hardships
which might have proved even less tolerable
than they did without some such sheet-anchor
of faith.
In spite of the misery of the first winter, however,
the majority of the pro-English portion of
the camp would at any time have refused a
chance of living “free” in Germany under the
conditions we experienced previous to our internment.
This certainly was the prevailing
opinion among my friends, as it was mine. In
camp, at any rate, we could wag our tongues,
and speak as we listed, if we took only ordinary
precautions. We had congenial companions,
and shared our joys and discomforts. As long
as our health remained tolerable, who would
not have preferred this to liberty among German
surroundings? But when illness came
upon us—and few escaped it altogether—it was
rather a tough proposition.
The colonial Britishers were not at first considered
to come under the heading “Englander.”
Probably the Germans were waiting
for the disruption of the British Empire and
intended to further it by partial treatment
of men from our colonies, for they let them
remain at liberty until the end of January, 1915.
It was then that the colonials arrived in
Ruhleben.
Later came the separation of the sheep from
the goats! There was trouble in camp. It had
started in a ridiculous manner. A young lad
had been overheard saying something about
“bloody Germans,” and this had been reported
to the authorities by one of their spies. German
self-esteem was horribly hurt, the more so
as they misunderstood the epithet and interpreted
it as “bloodthirsty.” Whispers of impending
trouble had reached us, and we were
not astonished when, one morning—I believe in
February or March, 1915—the alarm bell
sounded the “line up.” Each barracks separately
formed up in a hollow square in front of
its dwelling-place. And each barracks was addressed
separately by the camp commander,
Baron von Taube. He was in a perfect frenzy
of rage when our turn came. Our barracks was
one of the last spoken to, and how he managed
to keep up the performance after so many repetitions
is a thing I cannot easily understand.
“We shall be the victors in this war thrust
upon us by your country!” he shouted at us.
“And here and now I fling your own expression
back into your faces. Bloody Englishmen I call
you! Bloody Englishmen!” He thumped his
chest like a gorilla about to charge. He came
near to foaming at the mouth. So far it was
merely amusing. Then came the order: “All
those who entertain friendly feelings toward
Germany fall out and hand in your names.”
Our barracks was rather a mixed one, many of
its inhabitants being pro-German in sentiment.
In addition, good and loyal men all over the
camp, whose financial interests were entirely in
Germany, became panicky and went over to the
other side in the futile hope of saving their
property. When they had gone to the office,
we others were dismissed. Excitedly we discussed
what had happened. Many of us were
deeply disturbed. They were those who
thought they had flung their all into a well, as it
were, by standing still when the pro-Germans
fell out. But we all hoped that the others
would be quartered apart from us.
Unfortunately that was not the case. They
came back and lived among us for some time,
their presence giving rise to many a quarrel.
Some months afterward another separation
of the sheep from the goats took place, much
less dramatically, and this time the pro-Germans
were quartered all by their sweet selves
at one end of the camp.
In April, 1915, two men escaped from the hospital
barracks, situated outside the barbed-wire
enclosure, and but carelessly guarded. One of
them became a great friend of mine later on.
When these two men escaped, I was playing
with the idea myself. It was a very fine spring.
In the afternoons I used to sit on the uppermost
tier of the big grand stand. High up as I was,
the factory buildings and chimneys toward the
west, where Spandau lay, appeared dwarfed;
and gazing across with my book on my knees, I
had a sense of freedom. I used to dream extravagant
dreams of flights in aëroplanes with
Germany gliding backward beneath my feet,
with the fat pastures of Holland unrolling from
the horizon, with the gray glint of the sea appearing,
and the shores of England lying rosy
under a westering sun. And then, coming down
to realities, I began seriously to speculate upon
the chances of “getting through.”
I soon came to the conclusion that a companion
was desirable, a good man who spoke German
well, as I did; a man with plenty of common
sense about him. I found one in April, T——,
a native of the state of Kansas. Lack of money
made an early attempt impossible. I had
enough for myself, but my friend was dependent
upon the five shillings per week relief money
paid by the British Government to those who
had no resources of their own. I could not get
hold of sufficient money for the two of us at
once, so I set myself to accumulate gradually
the necessary amount.
But the summer passed, the leaves began to
turn yellow, and my pocket-book still contained
less than I thought necessary.
In June of that year a successful escape from
camp and from Germany by Messrs. Pyke and
Falk set us all talking and wondering. Then, in
quick succession, two serious attempts by a
couple of men each failed. News was allowed
to reach us that they would be kept in solitary
confinement until the end of the war. This inhuman
punishment was not actually put into
effect, but the unfortunates got five months’ and
four and a half months’ solitary confinement
respectively, and after that indefinite detention
in prison.
My companion and I heard only about the
first sentence. It somewhat staggered us; but
we decided that, as we did not intend to be
caught, the punishment ought not to deter us,
and that if we were caught we could stick it
out as well as the next man.
The days were growing shorter, the nights
colder, the boughs of the trees barer, and conditions
generally more unfavorable, and still
we hung on. Then the military authorities
began doubling the number of wire fences
around the camp and erecting plenty of extra
light-standards in the space between them.
Also, the number of sentries was increased.
All this decided us to have “a shot at it” there
and then, before the additional fences were completed.
We had hoped for an overcast sky. Instead,
the full moon was bathing the camp in light.
Feeling anything but comfortable, we walked up
to that part of the wire fence where we intended
to scramble over. We were just getting ready,
when a sentry came around the corner of the
barracks outside the wire. We had never observed
the man on that beat before. He
stopped short, and his rifle came to the ready.
“We’re camp policemen, if he asks,” I whispered
to my companion. Lingering a moment
as if in conversation, we then walked slowly
away. We decided not to try again that night.
The next morning I was disgusted with myself
and all the world. I talked it over with my
companion, and he agreed with me that it was
“no go” that year. Another week of light
nights would see the wire fences completed and
the season so far advanced that the odds would
be too heavy against us.
For some days I chewed the bitter cud of disappointment.
Then I told my friend that I
should be glad to go with him, if he had an opportunity,
but that in the meantime I should
take any chance, if one came to me, alone. He
expressed approval.
Toward the end of November an old
Scotsman, a member of my barracks
(No. 5), was returned to camp from the sanatorium
in Charlottenburg. I questioned him
about the place. It appeared that no desperate
illness was necessary to get there, as long as one
was willing to pay for oneself instead of coming
down upon the British Government funds ordinarily
provided for that purpose.
This institution was a private medical establishment
known as Weiler’s Sanatorium. The
camp administration, by now in our own hands,
had made arrangements with the proprietors to
receive and treat such cases of illness or ill-health
as could not be treated adequately in
camp, where the accommodation in the infirmary,
measured on civilized standards, was of the
roughest.
Having a big scar on my left thigh, the only
reminder of a perfectly healed compound fracture
many years old, I believed sciatica a likely
complaint to acquire. Except in extreme cases
no observable changes take place in the affected
limb, and the statement of the patient is the only
means of diagnosis. Forthwith I developed a
gradually increasing limp. With it I got
grumpy and ill-tempered, the limp preventing
me from taking my usual exercise, and this soon
had its effect.
At regular and short intervals I went to see
the doctor. To start with, I got sympathy from
him, and aspirin. But nothing did me any good,
though I admitted to an occasional improvement
when the weather was fine and dry. At last I
was taken into the Schonungsbaracke and
put under a severe course of sweating. I stuck
it out, but came dangerously near throwing up
the sponge before I was released at the end of
a week of it. By that time I had made up my
mind that my sciatica ought to be cured, at least
temporarily.
I kept away from the doctor for some time,
but after a fortnight, during which my limp had
gradually increased again, I was back in the surgery.
He admitted that under camp conditions
a lasting cure, even of a mild case like
mine, was hardly to be thought of; but since
the Schonungsbaracke was full, there was
nothing for me “but to stay in bed as much as
possible” and to swallow aspirin. This treatment
suited me excellently well.
I kept hanging about the surgery complaining
mildly until the first days of February, when the
weather was rotten. I had a serious attack
then. I knew the Schonungsbaracke to be still
full, and this gave me the opportunity of
asking to be transferred for treatment to the
sanatorium.
My case being considered urgent, I left the
camp the same afternoon, accompanied by a
soldier and a box-mate of mine who had volunteered
to carry my luggage—for I was unable,
of course, even to lift it. With somewhat mingled
feelings I looked my last upon Ruhleben
for many a long day.
My new home had originally been intended for
nervous cases only—a private lunatic asylum, to
put it bluntly. The arrangement with the camp
authorities for the treatment of all kinds of ailments
among a population of over four thousand
was taxing its capacity to the utmost. So
many of our men were there at this time that
they not only filled the original institution but
were housed and treated in several dwellings
leased by the proprietors in addition to the
asylum.
This was a large building with an extensive
garden at 38 Nussbaum Allee, Charlottenburg.
The appellation “Nussbaum Allee” distinguished
it from the other houses, of which
there were four, if I am not mistaken. I forget
their names, however, with the exception of
“Linden Allee.”
There were two classes of patients, whose
food and accommodation differed according to
the amount they paid, or which was paid for
them by the British Government through the
American Embassy. First-class treatment cost
at that time twelve marks per day exclusive of
medicines and special treatment. Without exception
the expense had to be defrayed by the
patient himself. In the second-class eight
marks per day was charged. Neither class
could expect private bedrooms for this, except
where infectious ailments or other medical reasons
made separate rooms imperative.
I had offered to pay my own expenses, to
avoid delay by having my case referred to the
American Embassy. It was a matter of indifference
to me what class I was put into. The
points of comfort I was looking for were easily
opened windows, etc. I liked fresh air at any
time, but now was particularly impressed by a
theory of mine, that fresh air could be admitted
in sufficient quantities only by windows not
too high from the ground and large enough to
admit, or rather to give exit to, a fairly bulky
man.
The windows looked all right, but, from my
point of view, they were not. They had diamond
panes set in cast-iron frames; and even if
they opened, a dog could not have got out of the
aperture. All the corridor doors were kept
constantly locked. There was no passing from
one part of the building to another without the
help of a warder or a nurse. The idea of having
to sleep in the same room with six or eight
people, one or two of them seriously ill, did not
appeal to me. One of them was always sure to
be awake at night. Straightway I applied for
first-class treatment, for this would get me sent
to the “Linden Allee Villa,” where these lunatic-asylum
precautions would probably be absent.
I was taken there in the course of the following
morning. My assumption proved correct,
for things were different. Twelve patients
nearly occupied the available accommodation.
The staff consisted of only a nurse and three
servant girls, and no military guard was about
the place. The biggest bedrooms contained
three beds. A garden surrounded the house, accessible
through at least three doors and a
number of windows of the ordinary French
pattern. A low iron railing separated the garden
from the streets, which in this part of the
town were very wide, and which frequently had
two causeways, lined with trees, and divided by
stretches of lawn and thick shrubbery.
Not far from “Linden Allee” a big artery ran
right into Berlin.
The outlines of my plan of escape had been
conceived almost a year before in Ruhleben,
and had remained unaltered.
Generally speaking, the chances of success
were so small that I was convinced it could be
achieved only by the elimination of every unnecessary
risk, and with a considerable amount
of good fortune thrown in to make up for the
unavoidable balance on the wrong side.
It must be remembered that we civilians were
interned right in the center of Germany. There
were three neutral countries to make for: Denmark,
Holland, and Switzerland, distant from
Ruhleben in that order. My choice fell upon
Holland, which, from information I had obtained,
seemed to offer the best opportunities.
Denmark, being only about a hundred and
fifty miles away, had at first appeared very
tempting. But the difficulty of crossing the
Kiel Canal, the extraordinarily close watch kept
all over Schleswig-Holstein and the frontier,
lack of information about the state of affairs
along the Baltic coast, and the obvious difficulty
of making a passage in a stolen boat to the
nearest point on the Danish coast, twenty-five
miles away, decided me against this plan.
Switzerland was about six hundred miles distant,
and the railway journey, with its attendant
dangers, correspondingly long. Also, we had
heard that part of the Swiss frontier, at least,
was impregnably guarded. There remained
Holland, about four hundred miles away.
In view of my thorough knowledge of German,
I did not believe the railway journey an
impossible undertaking. It appeared more
feasible, at any rate, than the four-weeks’
tramp to the frontier with what scant food one
could carry. Up to the last moment I tried to
get information as to whether special passports
were necessary for traveling on a train, and
whether they would be inspected on taking the
ticket, or during the journey. I had contradictory
accounts about this.
Having arrived at the sanatorium, I very soon
made up my mind to the following mode of procedure:
A stay at the “Linden Allee” until the
30th of March would give me about four weeks
in which to recruit my health, which was none
of the best after a grueling winter in camp.
Then, with a new moon on the 1st of April, a
succession of dark nights would be favorable
for my purpose. On account of the weather, it
might become advisable to delay the start a day
or two; but if exceptionally wintry conditions
should be prevailing then, a postponement until
the moon had again changed through all her
phases would become necessary. Trying to imagine
conditions near the frontier, I had come to
the conclusion that with snow on the ground,
giving a considerable range of vision even during
the darkest hours of the night, a successful
passage through the sentry lines would be out of
the question. On the other hand, the nights
would be much shorter at the end of April, and
this made me nervous lest such a postponement
should be forced upon me. The task of getting
out of the sanatorium and making my way into
Berlin did not trouble me at all. It was as easy
as falling off a log. Such of my things as I
should deem necessary or very desirable for the
exploit, I was going to take with me in a small
leather Gladstone bag.
From newspapers I had learned that a
train left Berlin for Leipzig at 7 A.M. My absence
would probably not be discovered before
the first breakfast, served in bed at 7:45 A.M.
Thus I could be a good many miles away when
the alarm reached headquarters.
Leipzig was not on my direct route toward
the Dutch frontier, but it appeared very attractive
as my first objective, partly for that reason.
It is a big place, and a man could easily pass in
the crowd there for a day, while the shops would
allow me to complete my equipment with a compass
and maps.
In Berlin the sale of the latter was prohibited
except with a permit from the army corps commander.
This ordinance was savagely enforced
and probably strictly observed. Leipzig—the
center of the German printing-trade, and, in the
Kingdom of Saxony, not in Prussia—was the
place where one could hope to obtain them, if
anywhere.
In another way the fact of Leipzig being in a
different state was in my favor. Any efforts
of the Berlin police to recapture me would very
likely be retarded if the case had to be handed
over to a distinct and independent police organization.
I hoped that when I arrived in Dortmund,
some time during the morning following my
escape from the sanatorium, I could make my
way by slow trains to the small town of Haltern.
This is situated in the northwestern corner of
the province of Westphalia on the northern
bank of the river Lippe. The nearest part of
Holland from there is only twenty-five miles
distant as the crow flies, and no river of any size
intervenes, an important consideration for the
time of year I had fixed upon. Moreover, it is
nowhere near the Rhine. As I had lived in the
northern part of the Rhine province, the danger
of being accidentally seen by a former acquaintance
bade me keep away from that district.
There remained the smaller details of my plan
to work out, file, and put together. Some of
them were planned and executed before I left
camp. For example, I had grown a beard during
the winter 1915-16. This altered my appearance
and lent itself to another alteration,
back to the original. I bethought myself in the
“Linden Allee” that the Germans would probably
expect me to shave it off. A good reason
for not doing so.
The universal practice of the Boches in both
civil and military camps was to mark all the
clothing of prisoners of war so distinctively that
the status of the wearer could be recognized at a
glance, if ever he got away. These marks consisted
at first of stripes of vivid color painted
down the seams of their trousers and around
their arms, and fancy figures, circles, triangles,
etc., on their backs. Later, stripes of brown material
were sewn into the trousers and sleeves,
the original material having first been cut away.
This practice never obtained in Ruhleben,
where we were allowed to wear what we liked.
During two winters in camp I had made use of a
very strong and warm suit of Manchester cord.
It was now considerably the worse for wear,
bleached by sun and rain and darkened again by
mud and grease, rather conspicuous in its state
of dilapidation, and, in camp, very distinctly
connected with me. For months I had kept
hidden in my trunk an inconspicuous gray jacket
suit. When I went to the sanatorium it was
packed away under other things at the bottom
of my hand-bag. All the time at the villa I wore
my cord suit, explaining that I had no other
clothes, but was waiting for some on the way
from England. I must have cut a very queer
figure among my companions, but any one
among them could conscientiously swear, after
my departure, that I must have left in a brown
cord suit, for, obviously, I had no other. The
good ulster overcoat I intended to make use of
could hardly give me away. Probably half a
million similar ones were being worn in Germany
at that time.
After the first week in March, winter set in
again and held the land for a fortnight. Then,
abruptly, spring burst upon us—that glorious
early spring of 1916 with its long succession of
sunny, warm days and crisp, starlit nights.
A change in the number and distribution of
the inmates had left me with only one companion
in our bedroom. He was confined to bed with
heart disease. I became rather nervous lest my
unexpected disappearance and the following inevitable
investigation should upset him. To
minimize this possible shock I took him into my
confidence.
As “the day” approached I got my things
ready as unobtrusively as I could, gradually
packing my small grip and finally destroying
letters and private papers. It was then that my
room-mate showed the first signs of unfeigned
interest.
“Why,” he exclaimed, suddenly, “so you
meant it, after all! Pardon my having been
incredulous so far, but I’ve heard so many fellows
talk about what they intended to do, without
ever seeing anybody doing it that I didn’t
quite realize you were the exception that proves
the rule. Don’t worry about me, and the best
of luck to you.”
The limp with which I had arrived at the sanatorium
I had gradually relinquished as I announced
improvements in my condition. It was
to be resumed on the journey as a sort of disguise,
an unasked-for explanation for my not
being in the army.
I had put aside some food, namely, a big German
smoked sausage, still obtainable though
very expensive, and containing a considerable
amount of nourishment, a tin of baked beans,
some biscuits, some chocolate, and a special anti-fatigue
preparation. A green woolen shirt, a
thick sweater, two pairs of socks, an extra set of
underclothing, a stout belt, and a naval oilskin,
filled the bag almost to the bursting-point.
Watch, electric torch, knife, and money were to
be carried on my person.
About this time my first monthly account was
due from the sanatorium. I dared not ask for
it, neither could I leave without paying. Apart
from the moral aspect of vanishing and leaving
an unsettled bill behind, such an act would certainly
have resulted in criminal proceedings
against me for theft or larceny, in the event of
my being captured, and, according to the German
application of the law where Englishmen
were concerned, as certainly in conviction with a
maximum sentence. So I decided to leave
enough money in a drawer of my dressing-table
to cover my bill.
Contrary to my expectations, I hardly
felt any excitement during my last day at
the “Linden Allee.” My mental attitude was
rather a disinterested one, as if I were watching
somebody else’s escape.
When I got into bed at the usual time, I immediately
fell asleep, having first made up my
mind to wake at 3:30 A.M. I awoke an hour
sooner, and went to sleep again. It was close
on four o’clock when I opened my eyes for the
second time. Getting up noiselessly, I carried
the Gladstone and a big hand-bag containing my
clothes, boots, etc., into the bath-room on the
first floor. There I lathered my shaving brush
and shaved a few hairs off my left forearm,
leaving the safety-razor on the washstand, uncleaned,
to create the impression that I had
shaved off my beard. I dressed as rapidly as I
could, throwing my pajamas on the floor and
leaving generally a fair amount of disorder behind
me. A breathless trip to the loft of the
house to conceal my cord suit behind some beams
was executed with as much speed and caution
as I could manage. With my bag in one hand
and my boots round my neck, I descended again
by the light of the electric torch, slipped into my
overcoat in the hall, and, snatching my hat from
the rack, entered the dining-room. From there
a French window gave upon a porch to which a
few steps led up from the garden. The window
offered no resistance and, fortunately, the protecting
roller-blind was not down. A few
women, probably ammunition workers, passed
the house, and when they were out of hearing I
stepped out.
It was still dark, though the dawn was
heralded in the east. In a spot previously selected
for the reason that it was screened by
bushes, and from which I could survey the street
without being seen, I got over the fence. I had
barely done so when a cough sounded some distance
behind me. With a chill racing up and
down my spine, I walked on. Turning the near
corner, I threw a hasty glance over my shoulder,
but could see no one. Nevertheless, I thought
it wise to walk back on my tracks around several
blocks, before I made for the big thoroughfare
which led toward Berlin.
A number of people were about, men and
women, going to work. Keeping on, I came
after a lapse of about fifteen minutes to a station
of the Elevated. It was now five o’clock.
When I went up the steps to the booking-hall,
night was slowly withdrawing before the vanguard
of the approaching day. The electric
lights in the streets flashed once and were dead.
In the station they were beginning to show pale
and ineffective.
To my relief, people were entering the station
with me. Obviously, there was a service of
trains this early, though I had been in doubt
about it till then. The taking of a ticket to
Friedrich Strasse Station, one of the chief stations
in Berlin, cost me some agitation. It
meant the first test of my ability to “carry on.”
“Friedrich Strasse! Ten minutes to six! I
must find the restaurant and have breakfast.”
There is no sense in neglecting the inner man;
no experienced campaigner will voluntarily
risk it.
Friedrich Strasse was a most uncomfortable
place to be in. It swarmed with soldiers, and
its intricate passages and stairs were plastered
with placards: “Station Provost Marshal,”
“Military Passport Office,” “Passports to be
shown here,” “For Military only.”
At last I found a snug little waiting-room and
restaurant, where I got a fairly decent meal, including
eggs, which at the time were still obtainable
without ration-cards, and rolls, for
which I ought to have delivered up some bread-tickets,
but didn’t. As soon as I had a chance,
I bought a newspaper and some cigarettes.
Either might help one over an awkward moment.
The train for Leipzig left from a station I
knew nothing about except the name. The easiest
way for me to get there was by cab. A number
of these were standing in front of Bahnhof
Friedrich Strasse.
“Anhalter Bahnhof,” I said curtly to the
driver of the first four-wheeler on the rank.
Cabby mumbled something about Marke
through a beard of truly amazing wildness.
Then only did I recollect that it is necessary before
taking a cab from a station rank in Berlin
to obtain a brass shield, with its number, from
a policeman stationed inside the booking-hall.
Back I went, overcoming as best I might the
terrifying aspect of the blue uniform close to
me. Fortunately, the man was extraordinarily
polite for a Prussian officer of the law, and inquired
solicitously what particular kind of cab
I should like, and whether it was to be closed
or open. It was to be closed.
I had twenty minutes to spare after I
alighted from the cab in front of my destination.
This station appeared less crowded than the former
one, although a considerable number of soldiers
were in, or passing through, the big hall.
The moment had come when one of the main
points of my plan was to be put to the test.
Could I obtain a long-distance ticket without
a passport? I waited until several people approached
the booking-office, then lined up behind
them. One of them asked for a second-class
ticket to Leipzig, and got it without any formality.
I considered myself quite safe when I repeated
his demand.
The train, a corridor-express, was crowded.
The hour was early for ordinary people, and nobody
seemed in the least talkative. To guard
against being addressed, I had bought enough
German literature of the bloodthirsty type to
convince anybody of my patriotic feelings, but I
hardly looked at it. I was too much interested
in watching the country flashing past the
window and in speculating upon what it would
be like near the Dutch frontier.
At Leipzig, where we arrived at 9:30 A.M., I
had my little Gladstone taken to the cloak-room
by a porter, to give more verisimilitude to my
limp. For the same reason I made it my first
business to buy a stout walking-stick at the
nearest shop. After that I got a good luminous
compass, whose purchase was another test case.
When it was treated as an everyday transaction
by the man behind the counter my spirits rose,
and the acquisition of maps appeared a less formidable
undertaking. Nevertheless, I resolved
to leave their purchase to the afternoon.
Should I find that suspicion was aroused by my
request for “a good map of the province of
Westphalia,” I intended to nip away on the
earliest train, if I could reach the station unarrested.
The rest of the morning I spent limping
through the town, keeping very much on the
alert all the time. The tortuous, narrow streets
of the inner town, with their old high-gabled
houses in curious contrast with the modern
buildings and clanging tram-cars, were a delight
to me as well as a difficulty; the latter in so far
as I had to keep account of my whereabouts, the
better to be able to act swiftly in an emergency.
Gradually I got into more modern streets, wide
and straight. In passing I had made a mental
note of a likely-looking restaurant to have lunch
in later on.
At last I found myself in a public park, where
I rested on a seat for some time. A shrewd
wind, which whistled through the bare branches
of the trees, made me wrap myself tighter in my
greatcoat.
I started to walk back to the restaurant at
midday, following for the greater part of the
way in the wake of three fat and comfortable-looking
burghers, who were deciding the war
and the fate of nations in voices loud enough for
me to follow their conversation, although thirty
paces behind. In the restaurant I had a meal,
somewhat reduced in quality and quantity, for
a little more than I should have paid in peace
times. Over a cigarette I then started to look
up my evening train in the time-table I had
bought at the station. Unable to find what I
wanted, I grew hot and cold all over. I had by
no means speculated upon having to stay in any
town overnight, and should not have known how
to act had I been forced to do so. This question
had to be settled there and then, so I went to the
station and the inquiry office. I was told that I
could get a train at 7:50 or 8 P.M.—I forget
which—to Magdeburg, and from there catch
the express for the west to Dortmund.
The first part of the afternoon I spent in several
cafés, unhappy to be within four walls, yet
wanting to rest as much as possible. Toward
five o’clock I nervously set forth to buy the maps
and some other less important things. I passed
several booksellers’ shops with huge war-maps
displayed in the windows, but my feet, seemingly
of their own volition, carried me past
them. When I finally plucked up enough
courage to enter a shop, my apprehension
proved quite unnecessary. I came away with
a fine motor-map and another one, less useful
generally but giving some additional information.
After that the rest of my equipment was
rapidly acquired: a pair of night binoculars,
wire-clippers, a knapsack, a very light oilskin,
and a cheap portmanteau to carry these things
in. By a fortunate chance I saw some military
water-bottles in a shop window, which reminded
me that I had nearly overlooked this very important
part of a fugitive’s rig-out. I got a
fine aluminum one.
By this time it was getting dark. The best
way of spending what remained of my time in
Leipzig was to have a leisurely meal in the station
restaurant.
While I was waiting to be served, a well-dressed
man at a table opposite attracted my
attention. He came into the room soon after
me, and seemed to take a suspicious interest in
my person. He stared at me, openly and otherwise.
When he did the former, I tried to outstare
him. After he had twice been worsted in
this contest he kept a careful but unobtrusive
watch over the rest of the people in the restaurant,
but took no further notice of me, not
even when I crossed the room later on to buy at
the counter as many sweet biscuits and as much
chocolate as I dared. After that I sat reading a
book with a lurid cover whereon a German submarine
was torpedoing a British man-of-war
among hectic waves. Taking advantage of the
short-sightedness implied by my glasses, I held
it close to my eyes, so that onlookers might have
the benefit of the soul-inspiring cover, and look
at that instead of my face.
A porter, whom I had tipped sufficiently to
make it worth his while, came to fetch my
luggage and see me into the train, where I had a
compartment to myself. As soon as we were
moving, I executed a wild but noiseless war-dance
to relieve my overcharged feelings, and
then had my first good look at the maps.
At Magdeburg I had only a few minutes to
wait for the express to Belgium, which was
to arrive at midnight. It turned out to be split
into three sections, following each other at ten-minute
intervals. I took the first of the trains.
The second-class compartment I entered was occupied
by an officer of the A. M. C. and two non-commissioned
officers. The latter soon left us,
having bribed the guard, so it seemed, to let
them go into the first-class. In this way the
medical officer and I had the whole compartment
to ourselves. We lay down at full length, and I
slept with hardly an interruption until 4:30, half
an hour before the train was due at Dortmund.
At Dortmund the waiting-room I went to
was almost empty. I left my luggage in the
care of a waiter, and went out to have a wash
and brush-up. This expedition gave me an opportunity
to learn something about the station
before I got a fresh ticket. I saw that to do this
I should have to pass ticket-gates which were in
charge of an extraordinarily strong guard with
fixed bayonets. The importance of Dortmund
as a manufacturing town, coupled with its situation
in the industrial district of the West, the
vulnerable point of Germany, explained these
precautions.
Back in the waiting-room, a liquid called coffee
and a most unsatisfactory kind of war bread
had to take the place of a Christian breakfast.
From the time-table I learned that there was a
local train to Wanne at about 6:30. It just
missed connection with another one from Wanne
to Haltern, if I recollect rightly. The prospect
of having to wait over two hours in a small town
on the edge of the industrial district, before I
could get a train, was not particularly inviting,
but there was no alternative. My ticket was
taken only at the last minute; then Dortmund
was left behind.
For most of the way to Wanne I traveled in
the company of two young civilians, massively
built and pictures of health. When they
had left I hastily packed my impedimenta in the
new portmanteau, leaving the Gladstone empty,
with the intention of depositing it in a cloak-room
as the best means of getting rid of it without
leaving a clue.
Having arrived at Wanne at eight o’clock, I
handed my two pieces of luggage in at the cloak-room
window, asking for a separate ticket for
each.
The man behind the counter, to whom I took a
great dislike from that moment, stared at me in
silence for some seconds, until I could no longer
stand it, and started a lame explanation: I
wanted to leave the small bag for a friend of
mine to fetch later on from whom I had borrowed
it in the town about a week ago, name of
Hugo Schmidt. The other I would take away
with me as soon as my business in Wanne was
finished. The fib sounded unconvincing enough
to my own ears. The wooden face of my
antagonist on the other side of the window gave
no indication of thoughts or emotions. All that
mattered really was that he gave me two
tickets, and that I found myself in the street
still unarrested but feeling unaccountably hot.
Walking as briskly as my limp would permit,
I wandered about the streets, diving into a
factory yard here and the hall of an office building
there, as if I were a commercial traveler,
taking good care not to linger long enough for
other people to become interested in me.
All the time I felt uncomfortable and dissatisfied
with my performance at the station and
the pretense I was putting up, and thus it came
about that the photograph of a friend of mine
in Ruhleben disintegrated under my fingers in
my pocket, to be dropped bit by bit into the road,
lest, if I were arrested, the original should get
into trouble.
It was a relief when ten o’clock was past and
train-time approached. I got my portmanteau
from my friend in the cloak-room, who was fortunately
busy with other people, and got into an
empty compartment. Between stations, during
the twenty-minute run, I looked at my maps, to
form an idea of how best to get out of Haltern in
the right direction.
This small town is about half a mile from the
station, which is an important railway junction.
I was quite unacquainted with this part of the
province of Westphalia. The maps showed it
as not too thickly populated, with plenty of
woods dotted all over it, and plenty of water.
The train thundered over the big railway
bridge crossing the river Lippe and drew into
the station, and I, feeling pretty good, landed
on the platform with something like a skip and
a jump, until I recollected my leg. Then slowly
I limped after the other people the train had
disgorged. In front of me I could see the
church steeple rising above the roofs of the compact
little town in the middle distance. Half-way
toward it I passed a detachment of English
Tommies sitting on top of a fence, smoking
pipes and cigarettes. About an equal number
of Poilus were standing close to them, laughing
and criticizing the appearance of the passing
women. The only guard I could discover was
leaning sleepily against a tree on the opposite
side of the road. I suppressed an almost overwhelming
desire to exchange greetings, and
passed them instead with a stony stare.
It was a sunny, warm day, and there was no
difficulty about finding one’s bearings. In
the market-place a sign “To Wesel” directed me
up a narrow street of humble dwellings on my
left. Just outside the town a number of roads
met. Without looking at the directions on a
mile-stone, I surveyed the country before me for
suggestions as to my next move. The most
important thing was to get to cover as quickly
as possible, and to withdraw from the sight of
man. Never mind about striking the right route
now. That could wait until a thorough study of
the maps gave me a better grasp of the situation.
The most favorable-looking road led
past a number of cottages and then ran in a
northwesterly direction between a low range of
hills. A footpath branching off toward a copse
on my left seemed to offer the double attraction
of a solitary walk and a short cut to a hiding-place.
It took me about a hundred yards along
the rear of the cottages, and then rejoined the
parent road at a point where the woods came
down to it.
As soon as a corner of the copse sheltered me,
I gave a last look up and down the deserted
road, and a moment later the branches of the
half-grown firs closed crackling behind me.
Loaded as I was with a thick overcoat and a
heavy bag, I was fairly bathed in perspiration
before I had penetrated sufficiently far into the
thicket to feel safe. The branches were so interlaced
that only the most realistic wormlike
wriggle was effective as a means of propulsion,
and even then progress was accompanied by a
crackling noise which I was anxious to avoid.
Satisfied at last, I stood up and looked about
me. From the pin-pricks of light toward the
east, I concluded that the spot I stood on was
not far from the margin of the copse where it
bordered upon a plowed field. On all other
sides was a dead wall of brown and green. Underfoot
the ground was sopping wet, for the
spring sun had no power as yet to penetrate
down to where the brown needles and a tangle of
black and moldering grass of last year’s
growth would soon be covered by the shoots of
the new spring. Wet and black, the lower
branches of the young trees were things of the
past, but higher up they stretched their arms
heavenward clothed in their dark green needles.
The tops of the firs were glistening like green
amber where they swayed slightly in the clear
sunlight, forming delicate interlacing patterns
beneath the pale spring sky.
Resting and preparing for my night’s walk, or
poring over my maps, I spent the day there. A
mouthful of food now and again was all I could
swallow, for I was parched with thirst. The
fast walk in the warm sun had started it, and the
knowledge that there was no chance of assuaging
it before the small hours of the next morning
made it worse. I had not dared to fill my water-bottle
at any of the stations for fear of being
seen and arousing suspicion.
Most of the day my ears were continually on
the alert, not so much from fear of discovery as
for sounds which might convey useful information.
The road leading past my hiding-place
seemed little used; the rumble of a cart reached
me only very occasionally. From the shrill
cries of playing children, and the cackling of
hens, I surmised the existence of several farmhouses
farther along.
Before lying down I had put on my second set
of underwear and discarded my white shirt, collar,
and tie, for a green woolen shirt and a dark
muffler, which did away with any but neutral colors
on my person. Oilskins, oilsilks, overcoat,
food, etc., were to be packed in the knapsack on
breaking camp. Whatever would be wanted
during the march, such as compass, maps, electric
torch, and a small quantity of biscuits and
chocolate, I stowed away in convenient pockets.
The maps I cut into easily handled squares, discarding
all the superfluous parts. When the
sun had disappeared and gloom was gathering
under the trees, I slung the water-bottle from
my belt, the binoculars from my neck, and then
crept to the edge of the copse, there to wait for
the night.
Concealed behind some bushes, I watched the
road, which gradually grew more indistinct.
The roofs of the town, huddled in the hollow,
lost their definite outlines. One after another
lights sprang up behind the windows. The children’s
voices became fewer, then ceased.
Sound began to carry a great distance; the rumble
of a railway train, the far-away barking of a
dog. Twinkling stars came out in the heavens.
It was time to start.
At 8:30 I scrambled out of my hiding-place
and gained the road, where I set my face toward
the west after a last glance at Haltern with its
points of light. Two farmhouses, perfectly
dark even at this early hour of the night, soon
lay behind me. Here the forest came down to
the road on my left while fields bordered it on
the right, and, perhaps eighty yards distant, the
wooded hills arose. Whether it was a sort of
sixth sense which gave me warning, I do not
know, but a strong feeling that I was not safe on
the road made me walk over the fields into the
shadow of the trees, from where I could watch
without being seen. My figure had hardly
merged into this dark background, when silently
a shadowy bicycle rider flitted along the road,
going in my direction. He carried no lamp, and
might have been a patrol.
The going on the plowed fields being rather
difficult, I soon grew impatient of my slow progress
and returned to the road, proceeding along
it in perfect serenity henceforth. It rose gradually.
Checking its direction by a glance at the
stars now and again, I soon noticed a decided
turn to the northwest. This proved beyond
doubt that it could not be the turnpike to Wesel,
which throughout its length ran due west.
After perhaps an hour of hard going, a sign-post
loomed ghostly white through the darkness,
to spring into sharp relief in the light from the
torch. “Klein Recken 2½ hours,” it read. A
consultation of the map then showed that I was
on a far more favorable road than I had anticipated,
and that a brook flowing close to the
hither side of the village of Klein Recken might
be reached at about midnight, if I kept my speed.
I needed no further inducement.
I was now ascending the last spur of the hills
which had fronted me on coming out of Haltern.
My way lay mostly through woods, with
occasional clearings where the dark outlines of
houses and barns showed against the sky. Only
occasionally was a window feebly lit as if by a
night-light. Often dogs gave warning of my
approach and spread the alarm far and wide.
It was a most glorious night, the sky a velvet
black, the stars of a brilliancy seldom seen in
western Europe. Their luster seemed increased
when I found myself hedged in by a tall
forest through which the road wound as through
a cañon. A bright planet hung fairly low just
in front of me, and in the exuberance of my feelings
I regarded it as my guiding star.
On the ascent the night air was deliciously
cool, not cold, with occasional warmer puffs
laden with the scent of pines, the unseen
branches and sere leaves of which whispered
softly. Seldom have I felt so great a sense of
well-being as I had during the first hours of that
night. Never again while I was in Germany—whether
in camp, in prison, or on other
ventures—did I feel quite so happy, so free from all
stress, so safe.
Just before coming to the top of the ridge I
found another sign-post pointing one arm into
the forest as the shortest route to Klein Recken.
The light of the torch revealed a narrow footpath
disappearing into impenetrable blackness.
I eased myself of my knapsack and rested for
ten minutes, eating some biscuits and chocolate,
which made me more thirsty than ever. It must
have been colder than I thought, for on resuming
my burden I found it covered with a thin sheet
of ice.
Striking into the footpath, I found a rather
liberal use of the torch necessary. The path descended
steeply at first, then more gradually.
The tall timber changed to smaller trees and
thickets. An occasional railway train rumbled
in the distance; yet for over an hour the country
was empty of human dwellings. Then several
houses, widely apart, announced the neighborhood
of a village. A tinkling sound made me
lengthen my already swinging stride until I
stood on a stone bridge. The low murmur of
water below was very pleasant in my ears. But
that was not the only sound. Something was
stirring somewhere, but my dry tongue and
throat would not be denied any longer. Clambering
over a barbed-wire fence into a meadow,
I looked for a place from which I could reach
the stream, which had steep banks. Engaged in
tying my water-bottle to my walking-stick to
lower it into the water, I heard footsteps approaching.
The darkness was sufficient concealment,
and I merely kept motionless as two
men crossed the bridge, one of whom, from the
scraps of talk I could distinguish, appeared to
be the village doctor, who was being fetched to
a patient.
When they had gone, I lowered my water-bottle.
It seemed a very long time filling, the
bubbles breaking the surface with a wonderfully
melodious sound. And then I drank and
drank, filled it again, and almost emptied it a
second time. When I turned away, it was hanging
unwontedly heavy against my hip.
In front of me was Klein Recken. The road
I had been following up to now terminated here.
It was miles to the north of where I expected to
be at this time, when I started out, but that much
nearer to the frontier. My plans for the night
had been upset by my getting on this favorable
road, nor could I look at my maps. The use
of the torch so near to habitations was out of
the question. I had a pretty good idea, however,
of what I should have seen, had I dared.
A railway line ran through the village. After
crossing this, I should have to trust to my guiding
star and to my ability to work across-country.
Instead of the level crossing I was looking for,
I came unexpectedly upon a tunnel in a very
high embankment. With bated breath I tiptoed
through, more than half expecting to meet a
sentry on the other side. The footpath which
emerged from it proved an unreliable guide. It
soon petered out and left me stranded in front
of a barbed-wire fence and a ditch. The cross-country
stretch was on.
The going over plowed fields was easy in
comparison, but they formed only a part of the
country I was traveling over. Frequent
patches of forest forced me to skirt them, with
time lost on the other side to make the necessary
corrections. Repeatedly I sank half-way to
my knees into slough and water. Several casts
were often necessary to get round these places,
for, overgrown with weeds, and in the darkness,
the swampy pieces looked like firm meadows.
For a time, a sort of wall formed of rough
stones accompanied me, with marshy ground on
one side and forest on the other. It seemed to
run in all directions. As soon as I lost it, I
came upon it again. I kept going as fast as
possible all the time; yet hour after hour
passed, and still the bewildering procession of
woods and fields, swamps and meadows continued.
A phenomenon of which I was ignorant at the
time, but which is well known to sailors, kept me
busy conjecturing. It is an impression one gets
at night, on level ground, or at sea, that one is
going decidedly up-hill. In my case this introduced
a disturbing factor into my calculations
as to my position.
After tacking through a forest over checker-board
clearings the meaning of which was hidden
from me, for they were hardly paths or
roads, I came out upon a path, and heard water
bubbling out of the bank on my right. “More
haste less speed. Take it easy,” I murmured
to myself, dropping the haversack. Then I
bent down to the spring and, having drunk as
much as I needed, and eaten a mouthful of food,
I did some of the hardest thinking of my life.
So far as I recollect, my watch showed just
3:20 A.M. I went minutely over all my movements
since leaving Klein Recken. Although
the road, which I expected would lie across my
course, had not yet materialized, I was confident
that I had kept my direction fairly well. It was
the impossibility of calculating one’s speed
across-country which caused the uncertainty as
to my whereabouts.
Fortunately, there was no doubt that a turnpike
was not many miles to the north of me. To
reach it, and thus ascertain my position, meant
leaving the present route to the frontier. With
less than two hours of darkness before the dawn,
which would force me into hiding, the former
factor was of far greater importance than the
latter.
My nerves had been getting a little shaky under
the stress. I had to press my hands to my
head in order to think logically, and to exert all
my will-power to keep my heart steady. Oh,
for a companion! The effort cleared my brain
and soothed me. I was almost cheerful when I
went on.
Opposite a farmhouse, the path divided and
my way became a miry and deeply rutted cart
track. Past another farm, it entered a swampy
meadow through a gate and disappeared. Savage
at being tricked again, I wheeled round to
look for the other fork of the track, but was arrested
by seeing a light in the window of the
farmhouse where a big dog had given the alarm
when I passed. This was the last straw.
Clenching my teeth, I crouched behind the
hedge, an insensate fury making my ears sing.
For the moment, having lost all control of myself,
I was more than ready to meet man or dog,
or both, and fight it out on the spot. But that
feeling passed quickly.
The noise of a door being opened came to my
ears. A lantern was borne from the house and
obscured again. Another door opened, and the
footsteps of a horse sounded on cobbles, followed
by the jingling of harness. Then a cart
started out into the dark. Where a cart could
go there must be a road; so I followed after,
stumbling over ruts and splashing through puddles,
and running when the horse broke into a
trot.
The cart drew up in front of a building, of
which I could see only patches of the front wall
where the lantern light struck. Followed the
noise of heavy things dumped into the vehicle.
Then it started again—back toward where I was
standing. Thoroughly exasperated, I turned on
my heel and walked back over the road I had
come, careless whether I was seen or not. I
soon drew away, tried to work round in a circle,
and presently came upon a road once more.
What a relief it was to feel even ground
under my feet! A little way farther on, and a
sign-post pointing in opposite directions along
the road, read: “Klein Recken 8 Km., Heiden
2 Km.” Out with the map. There was the
road, which I had overlooked entirely so far,
as it was very faintly marked. With satisfaction
I saw that I had kept my direction admirably;
but it was annoying to perceive that
my course had lain parallel to it all the time,
probably never more than a mile away. Making
for the village, only about twenty minutes
ahead, I could in good time reach a desolate,
high plateau, where cover very likely could be
found.
In Heiden, a compact little village, my footfalls
rang loudly in the cobbled streets. There
was no sign of life about the place, and special
precautions seemed entirely superfluous. I
walked past the church and struck right into the
high road I was looking for, which was easily
recognizable by its direction and the fact that
it began immediately to ascend the plateau.
The worst of my troubles over for the night,
the fact that I was tired, not so much muscularly
as mentally, became only too apparent as I
trudged along. I started talking to myself, imitating
tricks of speech of my late companions at
the sanatorium, and making up whole dialogues.
This continued as long as I followed the turnpike
mechanically, although I was perfectly
aware of the absurdity of my behavior and tried
to stop it.
The sky was now paling in the east, and about
two miles out of Heiden I started to look for
cover. For three quarters of an hour I kept
leaving the road for likely-looking woods, always
to find farmhouses concealed behind them.
Several times, while I was standing among
the trees, and peering anxiously about me,
white-robed figures appeared to execute weird
dances between the trunks, only to dissolve into
nothing on my approach to investigate them.
Friends of mine had similar experiences to relate,
when later on we met in prison and
swapped yarns about our adventures.
The light was increasing apace, when a tall
pine wood loomed up on my left. Bursting
through the bushes fringing it, I proceeded a
little way in, until I came to a deep, dry ditch
marking its margin, and fairly effectively concealed
by bushes. I had the fir woods on my
left; on my right was a patch of land bounded
by a wire fence and grown over by small firs and
thornless furze. A little farther up, some of
the furze had been cut and was lying on the
ground. An examination of the stumps showed
them black and weathered; there was no sign
of recent work. Beyond the wire fence, and
across a plowed field, a farm lay more than half
concealed in its orchard.
Gathering as much as I could of the furze in
my arms, I carried it to a place where the ditch
was particularly deep and well concealed. Two
trips sufficed to provide me with the necessary
amount. Arranging the furze in the approved
fashion, lengthways and across, I soon had an
excellent spring-mattress in the bottom of the
ditch. Undressing, I donned the dry sweater
next my skin, and put all the garments I had by
me over it, for the air was bitingly cold.
A last deep draft from the water-bottle,
a careful wriggle to get on my couch, and I
fell asleep instantly.
I awoke without a start, and with every sense
alert, after barely two hours, wonderfully refreshed
and not in the least stiff. The sun was
low in the sky and shone like a big red disk
through the morning mist. Pale-golden shafts
of light penetrated into the pillared hall underneath
the dark green dome of the majestic firs.
It was very cold, but to me it appeared only
like the refreshing sting of a cold bath. Without
going to sleep again, I lay motionless, every
muscle relaxed, while the sun climbed higher.
As it did so, the air grew warmer, the scent of
the pines became stronger, while the earthy
smell of the ground suggested the new life of
spring and the stirring of sap in the growths
around me.
Toward eleven, an early bumble-bee paid me
a visit of inspection, and took himself off again
after the bungling fashion of his tribe. The
cooing of wood-pigeons close to me assured me
of my perfect solitude. Once a kestrel flashed
across the ditch and disappeared with a startled
twist of wings and tail on catching sight of me.
The roar of guns miles away seemed louder
and louder, but the sound was not near enough
to merit any attention on my part.
When the ditch was in the full light of the
sun, I rolled out of my coverings to spend a
most glorious day in perfect contentment, eating
a little, husbanding my water as well as I
could, smoking, and looking at my maps. The
next night I hoped would see me across the border.
I meant to pass through a village about
four miles down the road, and—but that does
not matter. What mattered was that I forgot
that the day was Saturday, and that people
would be likely to remain about much longer
than on ordinary week-days.
The shadows were meeting in the shelter of
the woods when I worked my way back to the
road. Tiny night-prowlers were already following
their business and either scampered noisily
away, or froze into the immobility of fear,
as my clumsy feet crashed through their domain.
From behind some bushes close to it I
watched the white ribbon of the road until it
was almost blotted out by the darkness, and then
set forth.
My water-bottle wanted filling. A spring
bubbling up by the roadside gave me the
opportunity. That was a mile or so down the
road. I had got again into the swinging stride
of the night before, and the few miles to the
village of Vehlen were soon covered. A sudden
turn of the road near it brought me opposite a
building looking like a flour-mill. An electric
light was blazing at its corner. On the other
side of the road its rays were reflected by the
oily ripples on a large pond, the farther side of
which was hidden in the darkness.
Perhaps the strain and loneliness of the last
few days were telling upon me without my
being aware of it. At any rate, I did not realize
that the light was a danger-signal flaunted by
Providence into my very face. It never occurred
to me that on seeing it I ought to get
off the road at once and work around the
village across-country. Instead, with the experience
of last night at the back of my mind,
I held on stubbornly and never realized my
folly until I was fairly in the main street.
Most of the houses were lighted and a
number of street lamps going. Several people
were passing between houses. It was too late
to turn back when I saw what I had done. Two
old men in front of me, whom I had caught up
with, caused me to adapt my pace to theirs so
as not to pass them. They turned a corner,
I after them, when from the opposite direction
a bicycle appeared. The rays of its lamp
blinded me. I dared not look back when it had
passed, but hurried on as fast as I could short
of running. After an eternity of a few minutes
somebody jumped off a bicycle at my shoulder,
having come up noiselessly from behind. He
touched me.
“Who are you?” An armed soldier stood before
me.
I gave a name.
“Where do you come from?”
“I belong to Düsseldorf.”
“So. Where do you come from now?”
“From Borken.”
“But you are not on the road from Borken!”
I knew that, but no other name had occurred
to me. What I ought to have said was “Bocholt,”
I think.
“I am not bound to follow what you call the
direct road, and, anyway, what do you mean
by stopping me and questioning me in this
fashion?”
“Where are you bound for?”
For want of anything better, I created the
imaginary country house of an imaginary noble.
“Don’t know it,” said the soldier, eyeing me
doubtfully and scratching his head.
By this time a crowd had collected around
us. Additions to it, mostly children, were
shooting full speed round the nearest corners,
as I saw out of the corner of my eye, helm hard
a-port and leaning sideways to negotiate the
turn. But I was already hemmed in by four
or five stalwarts. Outside the crowd a small
man was dancing excitedly up and down demanding
that I be taken before the Amtmann,
the head of the village. This man turned out
to be the village doctor, the cyclist who had
passed me. “What a disagreeable, foxy face
the chap has,” flashed through my mind. The
soldier was obviously still in doubt about me,
but was overruled in spite of all the arguments
I could think of.
With the soldier by my side, two stalwarts
in front and three behind, and surrounded by
the throng, I was marched through the streets.
We drew up before a farmlike building, and politely
but firmly I was urged to enter. We
went into a big room on the ground floor. Two
desks, several chairs and tables, and file cabinets
made up the furniture. A telephone was
attached to the wall next the door.
A young man jumped up from his chair in
front of one of the desks, and he, and those who
had entered with me, regarded me suspiciously
for a moment without speaking. Then the
young man—he seemed a clerk—caught sight of
the binoculars half concealed under my coat
lapels. With the shout, “He is a spy!” he
rushed upon me, and with a quick movement of
his hand tore open my coat and waistcoat.
“Here, keep your dirty paws off me!” I
grunted angrily.
He stepped back. At this moment the Amtmann
came in, a young and gentlemanly looking
chap. My assailant at once collapsed in a chair,
and tried to assume a judicial attitude with
pen in hand and paper in front of him. Then
they searched me, and the fat was in the fire.
There was, of course, no sense in continuing
the bluffing game, when maps, compasses, and
some letters addressed to me in Ruhleben were
on the table. I had carried the latter as additional
evidence of my identity for the British
consul, should I get through. What they did
not find was my British passport. That was
cunningly, I think, and successfully concealed.
The business part of the performance being
over, they became more genial. The Amtmann
asked me whether or not I was hungry. “No.”
Should I like a cup of coffee? “I should, and
a smoke, please.” With the aid of two cups of
coffee and three of my cigarettes, I pulled myself
together as best I might.
The soldier who had stopped me was in the
highest of spirits about the big catch he thought
he had made, and obviously wanted all the credit
to himself. Perhaps he expected the usual leave
granted for the apprehension of fugitive prisoners
of war, and the ten or fifteen marks of
monetary recognition. In his anxiety to establish
his claim, he forgot all about the indecision
and hesitancy he had shown to start with.
“I knew you immediately for an Englander!
That nose of yours!”
I have the most ordinary face and nose,
and I am of no particular type, but I nodded
with deep understanding.
“Where did you intend crossing the frontier?”
he rattled on.
I pointed it out to him on the map lying on
the table.
“You’d never have got across there,” he
vouchsafed triumphantly. “In addition to the
ordinary sentries and patrols, there are dogs
and cavalry patrols at that point, and to the
north of it.”
If only I could have got that information under
different circumstances!
“What beautiful maps you’ve got, and what
a fine compass! Would it—would it—would
you think me cheeky if I asked you for it as a
memento?”
Considering that it would be lost to me anyway,
I expressed my pleasure at being able to
gratify his desire. And then the Amtmann
gave me to understand that it was time to be
locked up.
The interview at the office had lasted some
time, and the noses which had flattened themselves
against the outside of the windows had
decreased in number. Still, there was a fairly
strong guard of adults and children to accompany
us to the village lockup.
This was a small building consisting only of
one floor. Here I observed for the first time another
small man with sharp features who unlocked
the door. It was, of course, dark about
us, and at this distance it is difficult to determine
what I saw then and what I learned in
the course of the following day.
We entered through a big door into a place
where a fire-engine—a hand-pump—was standing.
A door on the left having been unlocked,
the Amtmann and the small man preceded me
through it. The light of their electric torches
revealed a cell, with a sort of bed along one
side, consisting of a straw paillasse on some
raised boards and two blankets rolled up at the
foot of it.
They had left me in possession of my overcoat,
oilskins, oilsilk, and sweater, so I should
be all right, though the night was very cold.
Alone in the cell in pitch darkness, I heard the
key turn in the lock, the footfalls recede, the
outer door close; then all was silent.
As my eyes grew accustomed to the darkness,
I could make out a small window at my right,
shoulder-high, and traversed by the black
streaks of three vertical iron bars. The cell
was so dark that I had the impression of being
in a vast black hall. I took three steps forward
and rapped my nose against the wall. Very
miserable and much disappointed, almost in despair,
I groped to the window and shook the
bars with all my strength. They were firm and
unyielding. Feeling my way to the bed, I put
on all my things, disdaining the blankets, which
felt filthy, then lay down and was soon asleep.
I awoke, much refreshed, just before the
clock from the church steeple chimed six.
For some time I lay quiet, groping my way back
into reality. When the recollection of my last-night’s
disaster drifted back into my brain, I
felt almost physically sick with disappointment
and rage, until awakening determination came
to my help. “No use repining. Is there no
way to repair the damage? Hullo! it’s Sunday
to-day. Sunday! A village jail can’t be so
awfully strong! I’ll be moved to-day, though.
Will they take me away in a car? Those gendarmes
aren’t easily fooled! But, after all,
it’s Sunday. Perhaps that’s a reason why
they won’t move me!” The idea took such a
hold on me that I was up in a jiffy.
The cell, as I could see now, was square and
very small, four paces across. The only article
of furniture was the bed, which took up about
one third of the floor space. There was nothing
else in the room. The window was in the
wall opposite the bed, the door on the right.
The former was strongly barred, as I knew already.
Moreover, several ladders hung in front
of it along the outside of the wall. The door
seemed fairly strong and was made of rough
boards. So was the ceiling. A beam extended
from above the window to the opposite wall.
The ceiling boards at right angles did not run
through from wall to wall but terminated on
top of the beam, as could be seen from their
different widths on each side of it. Standing
on the bed, I could place my hands flat against
them without stretching my arms to the full.
In one place above it, and near the left wall
looking toward the window, a splinter had come
away from the edge of a board. Although the
wood at that point showed signs of dry-rot, I
did not investigate it thoroughly just then.
It was a great find, I thought at the time,
when I discovered under the bed a big piece of
timber, the sawn-off end of a beam, about three
feet long. To pounce upon it and hide it under
the paillasse was the work of seconds. It would
furnish an excellent battering-ram.
Up to now I had depended upon my ears to
warn me of anybody’s coming. After the discovery
of the battering-ram, I made sure, by
trying to get a glimpse of the next room
through cracks in the door, that nobody was
watching me. A part of the fire-engine could
be seen, and on it a clean cup and saucer.
“Somebody must have been in that room to-day!
Nobody would have placed it there last
night. Besides, I didn’t see anybody carrying
anything. Couldn’t have been done while I
was awake. Better go slow!”
Outside the window was a kitchen-garden with
some fruit-trees. To the right, the corner of a
house and a pigsty with a solitary undersized
occupant terminated the view. My horizon was
bounded by the roofs of a few houses which
stood behind trees.
It was past seven o’clock when I heard the
key turn in the outer door. Soon the door of
my cell flew open, and in marched the short,
sharp-featured man of the night before, with
a pot of coffee, a cup and saucer, and something
done up in paper, which turned out to be
excellent bread and butter. Butter, mind you!
With him entered a very young soldier, who
nonchalantly sat down on my bed to survey me
gravely. Around the opening of the door clustered
the elder boys of the village, pushing and
straining. Behind them were the girls, giggling
and whispering nervously. All devoured me
with their eyes. In the rear were the small fry.
They overflowed into the street, where the urchins,
feeling perfectly safe from the bad man
inside, indulged in catcalls and disparaging
shouts at my expense, while I had breakfast.
I chatted the while with the man whom I shall
call the warder, although he probably had many
functions in the village. My efforts to obtain
information from him as to whether or not I
was likely to be taken away that day proved unsuccessful.
When my visitors had left me, I remembered
that, experienced jailbird as I had become since
the beginning of the war, I had a duty to perform—a
scrutiny of the walls of the cell for
any records former occupants might have left
there. This leaving of inscriptions seems to be
“the correct thing” among German prisoners—criminals,
I mean. They are not always nice
but invariably interesting, particularly under
the circumstances in which they are read. The
walls of my abode had been recently whitewashed,
and there was only one inscription:
“André—[I forget the surname] evadé Avril
2me 1916, repris Avril 3me 1916.” Thus
a fellow-fugitive had been here only the previous
day.
I very badly wanted my morning smoke, and
unexpectedly I had found two cigarettes in my
pockets, but there were no matches; and I had
been warned that smoking was not permitted.
A woman was walking about in the garden at
this time. I took her to belong to the house
whose corner I could see; she was probably the
wife of the owner. I intended to appeal to her
compassionate spirit. After a time she was
joined by an elderly woman, perhaps her
mother. Although they did not show obvious
interest in me, yet they kept passing in front
of my window. At last I addressed them,
whereupon they stopped with alacrity. The
elder woman was certainly talkative. She
pitched into me at once, going over the whole
register of my sins as an Englishman as conceived
by the German mind, and telling me what
a disgusting lot of robbers, thieves, and murderers
we were. As soon as she had got it off
her chest, she became rather friendly. “You’d
be in Holland now, if you hadn’t been taken last
night.”
“Surely not,” with a puzzled frown. “I
thought I’d have another two-days’ walk from
here.”
“Oh, no. It’s only a four-hours’ walk by
the road into Holland from here.”
“In this direction?” I pointed east, into
Germany.
“No, over there. You go through —— and
——, then take the —— road on the right. It’s
not more than four hours, is it?” turning to her
daughter, who nodded.
“What’s the use of your telling me now when
I am behind the bars again?” I groaned. Ingratiatingly:
“Could you oblige me with a
match? I am dying for a smoke.”
“You aren’t allowed to smoke!” severely.
Then they left me.
For a time small boys kept looking in at the
window. Their advent was always heralded by
the sound of a scramble, from which I gathered
that there must be a fence or a gate between the
building I was in and the house on my right.
Sometimes they were chased away incontinently
by somebody I could not see. That any attempt
at breaking out would have to lead through the
garden was a foregone conclusion. The other
side of the building was on the public street.
At about ten o’clock the warder appeared, and
I managed to be let out, mainly to have a look
around. When we returned, the Amtmann was
waiting for me. The first thing he did was to
search me for the two cigarettes. The women
had split on me! Then I tried to find out
whether I was to be moved that day, but could
not get a satisfactory answer. This made me
rather hopeful that the cell would have to harbor
me for another night. Of course, I professed
myself most anxious to be sent off, which
was natural. The sooner the military authorities
should take me in charge, the sooner I
should know my punishment and get it over. I
was careful to explain all this. Finally, the
Amtmann asked me whether or not I wanted
any of the food he had taken from me. The
answer was in the affirmative. But although he
repeated this question later in the day, and
promised to send me the sausage, I never got it.
My request for something to read he granted
by sending me some German weeklies called
Die Woche (“The Week”).
Then he left me, only to reappear at 11:30.
This time he was very solemn, and asked me to
give him my word of honor that I was not an
English officer. Obviously one was at large in
Germany; I could not suppose that it was a shot
at random. With feeling I assured him that I
was not an officer and never had been one. My
questions regarding this interesting subject fell
on deaf ears.
The Amtmann’s parting words excited me
greatly. He regretted that I should have to
spend another night in his village, because they
could not arrange for an escort on Sunday. It
was difficult to hide my exultation over this
bit of news, but I believe I managed to look dejected
and resigned.
Soon after the Amtmann had gone, the warder
brought me my dinner in a dinner-pail. He
left it with me and disappeared. The food was
certainly the best I had ever received from German
authorities at any time. The pot was full
of excellent potatoes in brown, greasy onion
gravy. A decent-sized piece of hot, home-made
sausage lay on top. I was very hungry, but so
excited that I was half-way through the mess before
I realized that I was merely swallowing it
down without tasting a bit of it. That was
sheer ingratitude, and thereafter I went ahead
slowly, thoroughly enjoying it. The pot was
empty far too soon; a second edition would
have been very acceptable. I complimented the
warder on the excellent fare in his prison.
“I told my wife about you,” he acknowledged,
“and she said we ought to give you a decent
dinner anyway.”
When I had finished I thought the time favorable
to begin operations. After a substantial
Sunday dinner—there was evidently no
shortage of food in that part of Germany as
yet—the village was bound to be more or less
somnolent. Indeed, no sound was to be heard
from the street.
The first thing was to make a thorough inspection
of the ceiling. If one could get into the
loft the roof would offer little resistance, it
being, as I had seen, tiled in the ordinary way.
Where the splinter had broken off, two boards
appeared affected by dry-rot, a narrow one and
a wider one next to it. Tentatively I pushed
against the narrow one near the end which was
nailed to the beam. There was some spring
there, not the firm resistance of a sound board
well nailed home. Under the slowly increased
pressure it suddenly gave with a creak, and a
shower of splinters and dust came down upon
me and the bed. I could now look into the loft
and see the under side of the tiles. Directly
in line with my eyes was a hole where a tile
had lost its upper half. This would be the
place to attack, once through the ceiling.
In the meantime the sun shone through another
hole which I could not see, and, through
the crack upon my bed. To pull the board back
into its original position had no effect. Where
there had been a narrow crack in the morning
another splinter had become detached, and there
was the scintillating beam of light cleaving a
path through the dust motes, a traitorous tell-tale.
After a moment’s thought, I rolled my
oilsilks into a long sausage and shoved it past
the raised board into the loft in such a fashion
that it would roll over the crack when the board
was lowered. It worked, and after a critical
inspection I decided that none but an exceptionally
observant individual would ever
notice that the ceiling had been tampered with.
All this had not taken very long. Absolute
silence brooded over the place. Fearing that
the narrow board might be insufficient to let me
into the loft, I tried to get the wider one next to
it loose. When it resisted the pressure of my
hands, the battering-ram was brought into play,
with the overcoat wrapped round the end of it
to deaden the noise. Using it with discretion, I
could make no impression. So I left it at that.
Having removed all traces of my work from
the bed and the floor, I stood near the door and
kicked my heels against it. This I did to have
some explanation, should anybody have heard
the battering-ram at work. Then I quieted
down, resolving not to do any more until soon
after the next visit.
I was now quite convinced that I should get
out of the prison during the night. My one
anxiety was for the weather to keep fine. I had
a fair idea of how to proceed as long as I could
keep my direction. Without a compass I was
dependent upon the stars. There was no sign
of a change in the sky; nevertheless, I kept an
unceasing and apprehensive watch upon what I
could see of it.
At three o’clock the Amtmann came back:
“The people next door complain that you disturbed
them in the night. There were thumping
and bumping noises coming from this cell.”
I had slept almost like a log through the night.
The involuntary expression of astonishment on
my face at this complaint was a more convincing
answer than I could have made verbally to the
Amtmann, who was watching me narrowly all
the time. I protested, of course, and then volunteered
the information that I had been kicking
my heels against the door a short time ago,
apologizing with a contrite mien.
“Oh, these people always seem to imagine
things!” was his reply, wherewith he left me.
I thought I had got well out of it. Obviously
there was a misunderstanding, and the noise
which had attracted the attention of “the people
next door” was that of my efforts an hour or
so ago.
At four o’clock the warder brought me coffee
and bread and butter. He had a small retinue
with him. When I had finished, I asked him to
fill the coffee-pot with water and leave it with
me. Not only was I very thirsty; I wanted to
absorb as much moisture as I could while I had
the chance.
As soon as he had gone I got on the bed again.
The sun had now traveled far enough to the
west to make the roll of oilsilks superfluous.
If, as I believed, the cell wall was an outer
one, the board could now be fast only at the end
above it. Applying my strength at the other
end near the beam ought to give me a tremendous
leverage, which should force it loose with
little effort. It resisted, however, until I fancied
I could hear my joints crack with the exertion.
The strain lasted a few seconds; then
the board came away above the wall with
a rending crash. Simultaneously something
heavy fell to the ground on the other side. The
sound of it striking the floor, and the slant of
the board, revealed the existence of a third
room in the building, across which it had extended
to the real outer wall of the prison, and
at the same time explained its strong resistance
to my efforts.
With thumping heart and bated breath I listened
for any suspicious sounds from beyond the
wall or from the street, but nothing happened.
Still the board, which now ought to have moved
easily, resisted. Getting my head into the loft,
I found it littered with heavy lumps of metal
and plenty of broken glass, the remnants of old
street-lamp standards. Some of the metal
things projected over the opening; as soon as I
had pushed them away the board moved up and
down freely.
This was all I dared do at the moment in
preparation for the escape. The rest could easily
be accomplished by the sense of touch in the
night. For the present, the board had to be
fitted back into place. I accomplished that, or
nearly so, and trusted to the blindness of the
average mortal for my safety.
When I had removed the dust and splinters
from my bed, and everything looked in order, I
saw the woman from next door walking in the
garden. I was quite taken aback, and watched
her for some time, but she seemed unconcerned
enough. She could hardly have seen me except
by putting her face close to the window, for
the eaves projected a considerable distance beyond
the walls, and were not more than eight
feet from the ground. Consequently it was
never light in the cell, and less so now when the
sun was nearing the sky-line.
About half an hour afterward she came to
my window, bringing two girls with her, who
obviously had come on purpose to see the wild
Englishman. The taller was a strapping,
Junoesque maiden with apple-red cheeks and
considerable assurance. Her friend, a foil to
her, was more of a Cinderella, gray, middle-sized,
reticent, but pleasant to look upon, and
with intelligent eyes and a humorous mouth.
She said never a word during her friend’s lively
chat with me, only gurgling her amusement now
and then.
When they had gone I continued my intermittent
watch of “the little patch of blue that
prisoners call the sky.” Gradually it changed
to a rosy hue, then the color faded, and a few
stars began to twinkle feebly.
With the approach of evening the temperature
had gone down, and the overcoat had become
a comfort. To my surprise, an inner
pocket, crackling ever so little, gave up a piece
of map not larger than my hand. It was from
the more useless map I had bought, but the
most important part of it, the only piece I had
kept when setting out from Haltern. Being
printed on thin, unbacked paper, it had escaped
the attention of my captors the more easily as
they had found the other complete map in my
coat pocket. It did not tell me much more than
I knew already, but, kept before me until darkness
fell, it undoubtedly helped me visualize the
country I was walking through later on.
Before I made a move I was going to
wait until the probability of a surprise
visit should have passed. Such a visit I expected
at about eleven o’clock, for at that time
the Amtmann would probably go home from
wherever he was drinking beer, and on his way
would have a look at me. To give my jailers an
extra hour to surprise me in, was again only
ordinary precaution.
Once in the loft, I was going to take off as
many tiles as I must to get through the roof
into the garden, from there into the street,
and out of the village in any direction. In the
country it would most likely prove necessary to
work round the village at a safe distance in
order to strike a certain turnpike. Several
miles along it a brook crossing the road was an
indication that I should have to look out for a
third-class cart track. Some distance along
this a railway, and, shortly after, a first-class
road, could be taken as evidence that the frontier
was within four miles, and that I had entered
the danger zone.
When it was too dark to continue the study of
the scrap of map, I lay down, but was too excited
to go to sleep. Slowly the hours and quarter-hours,
chimed by the church, dragged past.
As I expected, just after eleven o’clock the Amtmann
entered with the warder. “Why! aren’t
you asleep yet?” he asked. I protested that the
rattle of the key had awakened me. They left.
Half an hour after the warder came in again,
said something, and disappeared. At 12:15 I
burst into action.
Feeling for the sweater and oilsilks, which lay
ready to hand, I rolled them into a bundle.
I did the same with my jacket, waistcoat, and
underclothes, after having stripped to the waist,
the better to get through the narrow opening in
the ceiling. Next, I folded the paillasse and
propped it against the wall at the foot of the
bed. Standing on it, I lifted the loose board
and with a jerk of my wrists flung it free. I
shoved the two bundles of clothes up, first feeling
for an unencumbered space of floor, then levered
myself after them.
Arms extended, and with a careful shuffle of
my feet, lest I should step on some glass or
metal object, I gained the spot where one or
two stars glimmered through the hole in the
roof.
Grasping the remaining half of the broken
tile, I twisted it out as carefully as I could, not
without causing a grating noise, which sounded
loud in the absolute silence. After some difficulty
I drew it through the enlarged hole and,
again making sure that the floor was clear, deposited
it carefully. The next tile gave greater
trouble. It being entire, the ends of the superimposed
ones had to be lifted to allow of its
withdrawal. When I straightened up, in order
to attack the third in the row, I was startled by
the sound of a low-voiced conversation close
to me and apparently on the same level.
The natural impulse was to keep quiet, which
I did. I waited. The even voices went on.
Carefully I pushed my head outside and looked
about. In the gable of the house on the right,
and only about ten yards away, was a small
window. The sound of murmured speech
floated through the open panes directly toward
me from the dark room behind. I took it to be
the bedroom of the farmer and his wife, and remembering
their complaint about my having
been noisy the night before, I cursed the ill
chance which had made this one German farmer—one,
surely, in ten thousand—fond of fresh air
in his sleeping-chamber.
The bitterly cold night air was streaming
over my naked shoulders while I stood waiting
for the people to go to sleep. Soon the
talk ceased, but I gave them a liberal amount
of time before I continued my labors.
When I had taken out three tiles in the first
row, those in the next and the next again were
quickly removed. The opening was now sufficiently
large, but the two exposed laths running
through it did not leave too much space between
them for a man of my size to clamber through.
Stepping back to get my clothes, I misjudged
the distance, which was small—a step or two
only—and almost fell through the hole in
the floor. I saved myself only by quickly shifting
my weight from one foot to the other, which
touched something soft. With a thud one of
my bundles fell back into the cell. Fortunately
it was the oilsilks and sweater; unfortunately
the piece of map was in the pocket of the former.
I did not go after them, but left them where they
had fallen, and slipped into my clothes as
quickly as the want of light and space would
permit. This done, it was only a matter of
great care and unusual contortions to get my
somewhat bulky person through the laths.
At last I stood on the lower of the two I had
exposed, with the night wind soughing over me.
Doubtfully, I surveyed the expanse of roof at
my feet. How to get across it was the question.
Sliding over the tiles meant making a tremendous
noise, quite apart from the danger of possible
injury. If they were removed one by one,
what was to be done with them? Should I
chuck them into the garden as they came off the
laths? I had it! Why not repair the roof
above me as I demolished it in my descent?
My sense of humor was rather tickled at the
idea. To imagine the faces of the Amtmann
and the warder when they were trying to reconstruct
“the crime” was exceedingly funny.
It made me use some extra and unnecessary
care as I replaced the tiles on the laths above
me, taking them, always two and two, from
those below.
In a very short time I was standing on the
last lath. I was in the denser shadow of the
roof now, and the eight feet from the ground
might have been eight thousand for all I could
see of it. This made me hesitate, since a miscalculation
of the distance might easily have
meant a jar or a sprain. Without a sound, however,
I landed on a soft garden bed.
A few moments after I was at the gate, and
over, and in the street. A solitary street lamp
was burning here and there; not a soul was in
sight. In the shadow of the wall I stooped to
take off my boots and socks. As far as I recollect,
I got out of the village like a streak of
greased lightning. In reality I probably walked
with due caution. I did not stop until I found
myself in a dark lane outside, where I put on
my boots. It was now 1:15.
The news of my escape would spread, I was
sure, like wildfire through the country, and a
hue and cry would soon be raised. Every man
Jack who could spare the time would make one
of a searching party. For such a thing to happen
in a small community was bound to create
a far greater stir than among the more sophisticated
inhabitants of even a middle-sized town.
I had received a hint that police dogs were kept
in Vehlen. This might have been bluff, but it
was not safe to bet on it. To put as much distance
between me and the pursuers was my only
chance.
To do that I had to find the turnpike I have
spoken of. As far as I knew, it entered Vehlen
from the west. South of and parallel to it was
a secondary railway track.
As soon as a sufficient expanse of sky was visible
for me to take bearings, which was impossible
in the lane on account of big trees on each
side, I found that I should have to pass around
the southern side of Vehlen to get to the desired
point. This would prove difficult and
wasteful of my most precious commodity, time,
as an extensive copse and generally unfavorable
country intervened. The seemingly bolder
course of walking back through the village had
decided advantages and was at this hour hardly
dangerous. Off came my boots again, and at a
dog-trot, which increased to a fast sprint in
front of a public house with a drunken voice issuing
through the window, I crossed the southern
part of the village. I did not happen to
come upon the turnpike as I had hoped. On
taking bearings after this second traverse of
the village I found it lying northeast of me and
therefore concluded that both railway and road
were to be looked for in a northerly direction.
“Northwest now, and damn the wire fences.”
It was difficult going at first, the country, criss-crossed
by fences and ditches, enclosing swampy
meadows. Due north was easier walking and
would do nearly as well. A path gave me a
rest. It was so heavenly easy to follow. Bang!
I stumbled over a rail. “Hurrah, the railway!
Now for the road!”
Again across-country, I pushed on as fast
as I could in my favored direction. It was not
very fast, for the difficulties were enough to
drive one crazy. Swampy meadows, ditches,
barbed-wire fences, woods, copses, but never a
bit of easy ground. Soon I was wet to the hips.
Branches plucked at my garments or slashed
me across the face; barbed-wire fences grasped
and retained pieces of cloth as I got over them;
the sides of ditches caved in under my feet
and, having jumped short in consequence, I
landed half in the water; and ever and anon the
village church tolled another quarter of an hour.
It was an absolute nightmare. Panting and
breathless, I got up after one of my many
tumbles. It was in an open kind of wood. My
soaked clothes were dripping, yet I felt warm
with the speed of my flight. Then the sensation
of being utterly lost came over me, the danger-signal
that the nerves are giving way. Luckily
I had sense enough to recognize it as such, and
promptly sat down in half an inch of water,
pretending that I was in no hurry whatever.
I tried to reason out the situation. If the
road were where I sought it, I should have come
to it long before. My maps were unreliable in
small details. Suppose the road crossed to the
south of the railway, some distance outside Vehlen,
instead of in the village as marked. In
that case I had started from a point north of
the road and south of the railway. Better go
back to the railway and follow it west until I
came to the point of intersection.
I turned due south, feeling better for the rest,
and ten minutes later jumped the ditch along
the turnpike. The night was very fine, the road
hard and smooth. My footsteps rang so loudly
that it was difficult to tell whether anybody was
coming up behind me or not. For the third
time I took off my boots and socks, and walked
the rest of the night with bare feet. It was
simply glorious to be able to step out. The
exercise soon sent the blood tingling and warming
through my body, which had become chilled
during my rest in the woods. My clothes were
drying apace; I hardly knew now that they
were wet. My toes seemed to grip the ground
and lever me forward. It was good to be alive.
After I had traversed the considerable belt of
isolated farms surrounding a village, the country
became quite uninhabited for a time, until a
solitary inn appeared on my right. Here another
road joined from the north, and at the
point of meeting stood a big iron sign-post.
“Dangerous corner ahead! Motors to slow
down,” I managed to decipher, clinging to the
pointing arm. Soon after, the brook was
crossed on a stone bridge. Not being thirsty, I
did not stop, but went forward until I came to
a track on my right. Posts were planted across
it at measured intervals, as if it had been closed
to wheeled traffic some time before, yet there
were fresh cart ruts running parallel to it. The
country was flat, with plenty of cover, and
empty. I kept checking the direction of the
path, which meandered about a little, and found
it one or two points more westerly than I had
expected. This worried me a little. Its angle
with the road shown on the map was so small,
however, that I could not attach undue importance
to it. At the worst, it meant striking the
frontier ultimately a mile or two farther south,
increasing the distance by that much from the
point the soldier had so triumphantly warned
me against the night before.
In due course I came across another railroad
and a turnpike. A quarter of a mile to the
north a church steeple was faintly outlined
against the sky, indicating a village. This tallied
fairly well with my expectations. When
crossing over the line of rails I had entered the
danger zone, where sentries and patrols might
be expected anywhere. Probably the frontier
was no more than three miles ahead, and might
be nearer.
Instead of proceeding along the road, I walked
at about two hundred yards to one side over
plowed fields. It hurt my feet until I thrust
them hastily into my boots without troubling
about the socks.
The sky was paling faintly in the east. It was
high time to disappear into some thicket, like
the hunted animal I was.
Behind a windmill and a house on my right
the outline of dark woods promised cover.
There was no possibility now of picking and
choosing; I had to take what I could find.
What there was of it was the reverse of satisfactory.
Most of the ground was swampy.
The trees and bushes, which seemed to offer excellent
places for concealment while it was dark,
moved apart with the growing light, while I
grew more anxious.
At last I found a wood composed of small
birches and pines, and some really magnificent
trees. Several paths ran through it. Fairly in
the center they left a sort of island, a little more
densely studded with trees than the rest, and
with plenty of long heather between them. This
must have been about five o’clock.
The heather was sopping wet with dew, and I
did not care to lie down in it just then. Instead,
although it was already fairly light, I
scouted around, trusting for safety to the early
hour and my woodcraft.
At the northern end of the woods I found
signs of recent clearing work, warning me to
keep away from there. Farther on, a dense
patch of saplings would have made an excellent
lair, had it not been for the ground, which was
almost a quagmire. On its farther side a cart
road would give me a start on the following
night. I did not lie down in the wet heather
when I had returned to my lair, but pressed
myself into a small fir-tree. I was tired, and
soon very cold. Yet I had rather a good time.
I was a little proud of myself, and picturing the
faces of my late captors in Vehlen when they
found the bird flown, which would happen about
this time, was the best of fun. I chuckled to
myself about the joke whenever my head, falling
forward, awoke me from a semi-stupor.
The sun took some time to clear the morning
mist from the face of the country. After
that, it grew warmer quickly. It must have
been a rare morning, but I was past appreciating
it. Ere yet the heather was near being dry,
I let myself fall forward into a nice, springy
tuft which my dim vision had been gloating
over for some time. I believe I was asleep before
I reached the ground.
My sleep was so profound that I had no sense
of the lapse of time when I awoke. As far as
the temperature went, it might have been a day
in the latter part of May, instead of the 5th of
April. From the altitude of the sun it appeared
to be between ten and eleven o’clock. Children
and chickens kept up their usual concert not far
away. The sound of axes came from the clearing
close by. I felt quite warm and comfortable,
particularly after I had taken off my boots
and placed them and my socks in the sun to dry.
Neither hunger nor thirst assailed me during
the day, although the afternoon coffee and
bread and butter of the previous day had been
the last food to pass my lips. Sleep stole over
me softly now and again, so softly, indeed, that
wakefulness merged into slumber and slumber
into wakefulness without sensation. Awake, I
was as alert as ever; asleep, utterly unconscious.
I am quite unable to say when or how often this
happened, so swiftly did the one change into the
other.
Nevertheless, the day appeared intolerably
long. When the sun was still some distance
above the horizon, I became so restless that I
had to move about in the confined space I permitted
myself. The breaking and trimming—with
fingers, nails, and teeth—of a stout sapling
into a heavy staff, jumping-pole and, perhaps,
weapon, occupied part of the time. Then the
fidgeting started again. I was eager to do
something. The decision was so near. It had
to come that night. The weather, still fine, was
breaking. I felt it in my bones. Without the
stars nothing could be done; without food, and
particularly without water, and with only the
clothes I stood up in, I should not last through
a period of wet weather.
I did not feel apprehensive. On the contrary,
I had a splendid confidence that all would go
well. The Dutch border could not well be more
than three miles away. I had to proceed across-country,
of course, away from roads, certainly
never on them, to pass successfully the sentries
and patrols, who very likely would concentrate
the greater part of their attention upon them.
However, it would not do to depend on being
safe anywhere. As a good deal of my time
would have to be devoted to avoiding them, I
might find it difficult to keep an accurate course,
even if other circumstances did not force me to
alter it considerably. All this had to be considered
and certain safeguards planned. For
those of my readers who are interested in the
technique of my endeavors I would add that I
expected to find a railroad track which ran
parallel to my proposed course on my left, presumably
a mile or two off, and a road entering
Holland about three miles to the north of me,
which in an extreme case would prevent my going
hopelessly astray.
At last the sun touched the sky-line. Before
it was quite dark, but after the voices of children
and fowls and the sounds of work in the woods
had ceased, my restlessness forced me to do
something. I sneaked along the paths and into
the thicket of saplings I had discovered in the
morning, there to ensconce myself close to the
road. Once a girl and a soldier in animated
conversation passed me, while ever so gradually
twilight deepened into darkness.
When the night was as black as could be
hoped for, I walked a hundred yards or so along
the road, bent double and with every sense alert.
Then a path on my right led me through tall
woods. Coming into the open, I corrected my
course, and not long after I was stopped by a
deep ditch, almost a canal. Its banks showed
white and sandy in the starlight; on the side
nearest me was a line of narrow rails. Some
tip-over trucks were standing on them, and a
few lay upturned on the ground. I remember
bending down, in order to feel whether or not
the rails were smooth on top, a sign of recent
use, but straightened immediately. Since I
should be either in Holland, or a prisoner, or
dead before the morning, these precautions
seemed superfluous.
The ditch threw me out of my course. Walking
along it, I noticed a triangular sheen of light
in the sky bearing northwest. It looked as if it
were the reflex of a well-illuminated place miles
ahead. I took it to be the first station in Holland
on the railway from Bocholt. Later I was
able to verify this.
When I got to the end of the ditch, I struck
out across the flat country toward the light.
It took me some time to extricate myself from a
swamp. In trying to work around it, with an
idea of edging in toward a railway line which I
knew to be entering Holland somewhere on my
left, I suddenly came upon a road running
northwest. I left it quicker than I had got on
it, walking parallel to it over plowed land and
keeping it in sight. Shortly after, I passed between
two houses, to see another road in front
of me running at right angles to the former.
I crouched in the angle between the two roads,
trying to penetrate the darkness, and listening
with all my might. I could see no living thing,
and all was silent. Just across from me a structure,
the nature of which I could not make out,
held my gaze. I waited, then jumped across the
road into its shadow. It now resolved itself
into an open shed, with a wagon underneath.
Again I listened and looked, with my back toward
Holland, watching the two houses I had
passed, and nervously scanning the road.
Far down it a small dog began to bark. Not
taking any notice of it at first, I was in the act
of starting across a field covered knee-high with
some stiff growth, when it occurred to me that
the barking sounded like an alarm, of which I
could not be the cause.
Gaining the shelter of the shed again, and
straining my ears, I became aware of distant
and approaching footsteps, regular and ominous.
I ducked into the ditch, crawling half
under the floor of the shed, and waited. When
the sound was only about a yard from me, the
helmet, the head, the up-slanting rifle muzzle,
and the shoulders of a patrol became outlined
against the sky. He walked on and was swallowed
up by the darkness. His footsteps grew
fainter, died away.
“Splendid!” I thought. “This road must
be close to the border. It runs parallel to it.
Maybe I am through the sentry lines.” I
pushed on, very much excited, yet going as carefully
as I could. A barbed wire and ditch were
negotiated. A patch of woodland engulfed
me. Going was bad on account of holes in the
ground; my instinct was for rushing it, and difficult
to curb.
Three shallow ditches side by side! I felt
them with my hand to make sure they were not
merely deeply trodden paths. “This must be
the frontier!”
I was shaking with excitement and exultation
when I started forward again. My leg went
into a hole, and I fell forward across a dry piece
of wood, which exploded underneath me with a
noise like a pistol shot. I scrambled to my feet,
listened, and walked on.
“Halt!” The command came like a
thunderclap and shook me from head to
foot. Yet I did not believe that it could mean
anything but a Dutch sentry. I stopped and
tried to locate the man, who, from the sound of
his voice, must be very close. I could not see
him.
“Come here, and hold up your hands!”
I did so and stepped forward.
“Here, here!” The voice was almost at my
elbow. Then I saw the white patch of a face
above a bush. He came up to me, putting his
pistol muzzle in my stomach.
“Who are you?”
I was a bit dizzy and shaken, but not quite
done yet.
“Who are you?” I asked.
“I’m a frontier guard.”
“Dutch or German?” I could not see his
uniform.
“German!”
I groaned aloud; then: “What the —— are
you stopping me for? What are you doing
here, anyway? Leave me alone; I’m on Dutch
soil.”
For answer he stepped back, saw the cudgel
in my upraised hand, and said sharply, “Drop
that stick.” I obeyed. He whistled, and got
an answer from close by, followed by the breaking
of branches and footsteps, as somebody else
moved toward us. My captor put his automatic
into his pocket, keeping his hand on it.
“Who are you?” he demanded again.
“That has nothing whatever to do with you.
I crossed the frontier about fifty yards down
there. Good night!”
“Stop! You’re over an hour from the frontier
yet.”
For a moment I wondered whether I could get
my weight into a blow on his jaw and make a
break for it; but, as I swung slightly forward,
lowering my left a little at the same time, I reflected
that I could not possibly tell whether he
was in reach; it was too dark. Now I believed
that I was still far from the frontier. Even if I
could down him, there was the second man
close by. And if a bullet did not bring me
down, they could easily catch me in a race,
knowing the country as I did not, or bring any
number of soldiers about my ears. If I were
caught after having struck him, it would merely
mean a blank wall and a firing party. Not good
enough!
All this passed quickly through my mind, the
ideas being only half formed. In the long days
of solitary confinement, by which I expiated my
offense, I sat in judgment upon myself again
and again, every time condemning myself for a
slacker. But I knew much more about the actual
position later than at the moment of capture,
and when one is brooding in cells, ready
to barter half one’s remaining life for a glimpse
of the open, it is difficult to come to a just judgment.
To-day I cannot see that I could have
done anything but give in. Had I had money
on me I should have tried offering a bribe, but
I had not even a farthing piece in my pocket.
The “noes” had it.
My two captors took me between them and
marched me off for some time along wood-paths.
The reaction had set in now, and my senses were
dulled. I kept stumbling and falling until they
took my arms, when we made better progress.
“Did I come straight toward you or what?”
I asked dully, after a time.
“No. We were close to the place we got you
at. I heard something, and walked toward the
sound. Then I saw you,” was the reply of the
first man.
After an indefinite time, we struck the railway
and turned down it toward Germany. We
walked and walked. I was beginning to collect
my thoughts, and with them my suspicions of
foul play were returning, when we were challenged.
A sentry flashed his torch over us. In its
light I perceived for the first time that my captors
were in civilian clothes, without badge or
any sign of officialdom. This, and the fact that
we had picked up the sentry only after walking
some time in the direction toward Germany, increased
my perplexity.
I had been dully aware of a strong light in
front of us. It was from the headlights of a
train standing in a small station. In front of it
we passed over a level crossing, and approached
an inn opposite.
They took me into a bar-room. At a table on
one side of the bar sat a soldier in the uniform
of what the Germans call “a sergeant-major-lieutenant,”
a Catholic priest, and a civilian,
who turned out to be mine host. The sentry
reported to the soldier while the old priest made
me sit down at their table. The officer did not
seem to like this arrangement at first, but the
padre took no notice of him. He asked me in
English whether I was hungry and thirsty. I
pleaded guilty to both counts, and the nice old
man forthwith ordered beer and sandwiches for
me, telling me the while in bad English that he
had been to the Jesuit College in Rome, where
he had picked up his knowledge of the language
from Irishmen.
In the meantime my captors were regaling
themselves at the bar. Turning to them, the
padre suddenly asked, “Where did you get
him?” “Near ——,” was the answer from the
first man. “But—but—but that’s very near
the frontier,” stammered the priest, with a look
of astonishment on his face. “No, no,” chorused
the assembled company, as if acting on instructions,
“that’s still an hour from the
frontier,” using exactly the words my captors
had used in the woods. I stopped eating for a
time. I felt physically sick. Only to imagine
that I had won through, actually got over the
frontier, as I began firmly to believe now, to be
tricked back!
The food and the beer had given me fresh
strength. When I was told that it was time to
go, I felt more or less indifferent. We passed
along a road, the two civilians in front, the soldier
behind, and I in the middle, occupied with
my own thoughts and only answering with a
grim cheerfulness such questions as were addressed
to me.
Here I made my second grave mistake, counting
the attempt at passing through Vehlen as
the first. Had I kept alert for “something to
turn up,” I could not have failed to see that we
were marching along the road which I had
crossed some time before, and passing the same
shed. Had I noticed it then, instead of the next
morning, I should have known where the guard-room
was in which I spent the night. Instead of
that—but that is anticipating events.
Presently we arrived at the guard-house, an
ordinary farmhouse the ground floor of which
had been cleared for the sterner duties of war.
Above the table of the N.C.O.[1] in charge a
large scale map hung against the wall. I was
not permitted to go near it, but its scale, being
perhaps three or four inches to the mile, allowed
me to see pretty much all there was to be
seen from the other side of the room, where I
had to spend the night on a chair. I recognized
the road I had crossed (the ditch was marked
on it); and, where the three narrow ditches
ought to have been, there began the blank space
with the name “Holland” written across it.
I could not see the guard-house marked, probably
because I did not know where to look for it.
Consequently I had not the faintest idea of what
to do provided I could get away. This uncertainty
made me miss a chance. Of course I was
never alone in the room, but once during the
night the N.C.O. took me out. He had no
rifle with him; I doubt whether he had a pistol.
Naturally he kept close to me; yet, had I
only known where to turn, a break might have
been possible, without entailing unreasonable
risks.
At last the morning came, and with it the
usual stir and bustle. One of the soldiers
cursed me up and down for an Englishman. I
concluded he had never been to the front. We
prisoners had the same experience over and over
again: the fellows with the home billets were
the brutes and bullies. I was right, for my
antagonist was stopped short in his peroration
by a small man with a high treble voice, the result
of a brain wound.
“Shut up, you! You make me tired.
You’ve never seen the enemy. If any cursing
of Englanders is to be done, I’ll do it. I had
three English bullets in my body. T’other
side’s doing their duty same as we.”
“Yes,” broke in another, “I’ve fought
against the English. As long as we say nothing,
keep your mouth shut. I’ll tell you as soon as
your views are wanted, Mr. Stay-at-home.”
These two latter shared their breakfast with
me, otherwise I should have had nothing. The
second one took me outside: “Sorry, old man,
hard luck! Sure you weren’t in Holland when
these —— [a nasty name] dropped on you?”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Only this—strictly between you and me and
the doorpost, mind!—my friend and I would
have liked you to get home. We can imagine
what it means—‘prisoner of war.’ Make no
mistake, we’d have stopped you, if you’d come
across us. If only you’d been caught by soldiers
instead of these —— agents! Don’t let
anybody hear it, but from what I heard you were
in Holland all right.”
At about ten o’clock I was taken to the inn to
be examined by the “sergeant-major-lieutenant.”
On the way we passed, and I recognized,
the shed.
“How far is it from here to the frontier?” I
asked my escort.
He did not answer.
“Look here, I can’t get away from you, can I,
with no cover within two hundred yards and
you having five in the magazine and one in the
barrel? Can’t you understand that I want to
know?”
He eyed me doubtfully.
“You can spit across the frontier from here,”
he made slow answer.
That, I knew, was meant metaphorically, but
it sufficed for me.
The examination did not amount to much. I
was considered with grave suspicion by the sergeant-major,
because at that time I could not
tell him the name of the village I had escaped
from. Also, the British officer was haunting
their minds still. If he and I were not identical,
I might have met and helped him, was their
beautifully logical argument. “See that he is
taken to Bocholt on the two-thirty train and
handed over to a man from Company Headquarters.
Now take him back to the guard-room.”
When we got back there, they put a sentry in
the yard, who sat on a chair with a rifle across
his lap, and went to sleep. It must have been
a strictly unofficial sentry. Nobody took the
slightest notice of him, and he was quite superfluous,
because most of the soldiers off duty were
in the yard all the time enjoying the warm sunshine.
Dinner-hour came and went. I, of
course, received nothing officially, but the man
who had talked with me in the morning gave me
several of his sandwiches.
After dinner I was alone in the guard-room
with a fresh N.C.O. in charge, who was writing
up some reports. The window in the next room
where the men slept at night, and which was now
deserted, was not latched. I wondered whether
I could get it open and make a dash for it down
the road into the next cover. I had been fidgeting
about, and when I changed to a steady
tramp into the kitchen, through the guard-room,
and then several steps into the dormitory, it attracted
no attention. I doubt whether the N.
C. O., intent on his task, was aware of me at all.
The window was hinged, as all windows are in
Germany. Twice I visited it and got it ajar.
The third time I pulled it open, and had placed
my hands on the sill to get out, when a patrol
came into view. He saw me at the same time.
The movement of his rifle could not be misunderstood.
I closed the window and stepped
back. The patrol came into the room and gave
me some good advice: “Don’t be a fool! We’ll
get you sure. Can’t afford not to. What do
you think would happen to us, if you escaped?
Last night, a Frenchman wouldn’t stand on
challenge. He’s dead now. This is in the daytime.”
He never reported me, though; or, if he
did, I never heard of it.
I talked with the soldiers now and then. It
appeared that fugitives were caught virtually
every night. They would not admit that many
got over. About one in ten was killed, so they
said; but I think that is exaggerated.
They laughed when I told them of the punishment
I was expecting. “You to be punished, a
civilian?—nonsense! You have a right to try
for it, if you care to take the risk. Why, military
prisoners of war get only a fortnight cell
in camp for escaping. We’ve had a Frenchman
here three times in eight weeks.”
Two soldiers took me to the train and to
Bocholt. There I was handed over to another
N.C.O., and after a tedious journey on a steam
tram we arrived at Company Headquarters in
Vreden, where I was again examined, this time
very thoroughly and with great cleverness.
That evening I was lodged in prison. Also,
the weather broke, and it was to the music of
dripping eaves and gurgling spouts that I fell
asleep.
On the fourth morning, when it seemed to
me I had spent about a year in Vreden
prison, the warder informed me that my escort
had arrived. I had plenty of time to get over
the excitement produced by this piece of news,
for I was not called for until four o’clock, which
caused me to miss my evening bowl of skilly, a
dire calamity.
The soldier was waiting in the gateway.
Walking down the passage toward him, I had to
pass by a big burly N.C.O. of the German
Army, who had a tremendous sword attached to
him. I felt that something was going to happen
when I approached him. As I was squeezing
past him in the narrow corridor, he suddenly
shot out a large hand, with which he grasped
mine, limp with surprise. Giving it a hearty
shake, he wished me a pleasant Auf Wiedersehen!
(Au revoir!) I was almost past utterance
with astonishment, and could only repeat
his words stammeringly. “Not on your life, if
I can help it,” I murmured when I had turned
away and was recovering from the shock. Still,
I suppose it was kindly meant.
My escort, a single soldier, went through the
usual formalities of loading his rifle before my
eyes and warning me to behave myself. The
cord for special marksmanship dangled from his
shoulder.
He was strictly noncommittal at first, and only
assured me again, apropos of nothing, during
our walk to the station, that he did not intend to
have me escape from him. Afterward he
thawed considerably, but always remained serious
and subdued, talking a good deal about his
wife and children, what a hard time they had of
it, and that he had not seen them for eighteen
months.
The preliminary jolt of the small engine of the
narrow-gage train gave me the sinking sensation
usually caused by the downward start of a
fast lift, and for a time my heart seemed to be
getting heavier with every revolution of the
wheels, which put a greater distance between me
and the frontier. Had I cherished hopes in
spite of all? I don’t know.
With several changes the journey to Berlin
lasted through the night. I was very hungry,
and the soldier shared with me what little food
he had. Two incidents are worth mentioning.
At the time of my escape a political tension
between Holland and Germany had caused rumors
of a threatened break between the two
countries. The soldier who arrested me in
Vehlen had alluded to it. My escort and I were
alone in a third-class compartment of the east-express,
about midnight, when a very dapper
N.C.O. entered. He took in the situation at
a glance.
“Prisoner’s escort?”
“Yes.”
“What is he?”
“An Englander.”
“Trying to escape to Holland?”
“Yes.”
“Well, I only hope the trouble with Holland
will come to a head. We’ll soon show those
damned Dutchmen what German discipline
means. We’ll sweep the country from end to
end in a week. Did he get far?”
“Close to the frontier.”
“However did he manage that in that get-up?”
and he sniffed disgustedly.
The other incident was interesting in case of
future attempts to escape. About an hour before
the train entered Berlin, detectives passed
along the corridors asking for passports. I
began to wonder how I had managed to get as
far as I had.
We arrived in Berlin about 9 A.M. Before we
proceeded to the prison, the soldier compassionately
bought me a cup of coffee and a roll at the
station buffet. I had had nothing to eat since
11:30 A.M. the previous day, except a roll the soldier
had given me about midnight.
This was at Alexander Platz Station, fairly in
the center of Berlin. As we left the station,
Alexander Platz was in front of us with the façade
of the Polizei Präsidium on our right.
Turning in this direction, we entered a quiet
street along the right side of which the arches of
the railway accommodated a few small shops
and storage places underneath them. On the
other side a wing of the Polizei Präsidium
continued for a hundred yards or so. The next
building was plain, official-looking but of no
very terrible aspect, for the four rows of large
windows above the ground floor were not barred
on the outside. In its center a large gateway
was closed by a heavy wooden double door.
“Here we are,” said my escort, as he pressed
the button of the electric bell.
One half of the door was opened by an N.C.O.
of the army. Inside the gateway on the left a
corridor ran along the front of the building,
terminating at a door bearing the inscription
“Office,” on an enameled shield. A motion of
the hand from the N.C.O. directed us toward
it. We entered. Another N.C.O. was sitting
at a table, writing. My soldier saluted, reported,
then shook hands with me and departed.
“Your name, date of birth, place of birth, and
nationality?” said the N.C.O. at the table, not
unkindly.
I looked at the plain office furniture of the irregular
room before answering, feeling very
downhearted. Having given him the information
he wanted, I asked apprehensively: “What
are you going to do with me?”
“We’ll put you in solitary confinement.”
“For how long?”
“Couldn’t tell you.”
“And what then?”
“You’re going to stay with us so long that
you needn’t bother yet about the ‘what then.’”
“But aren’t you going to send me back to
Ruhleben when I’m through with my punishment
for escaping?”
“I’ve nothing to do with it and don’t know.
But I’m pretty sure you’ll have to stay here till
the end of the war.”
“That’s hard punishment for an attempt to
get home!”
“Bless my soul, you’re not going to be locked
up all the time! There are a number of
Englanders here. Most of them are up and
down these stairs the whole day.” With this
he went out and shouted for some one. Another
N.C.O. appeared. “Take this man to Block
Twenty-three and lock him up. Here’s his
slip.” The slip, I saw later, was a piece of
paper stating my name and nationality, and
marked with a cross which stood for “solitary
confinement.” It was to be fastened to the
outside of my cell door.
In its original meaning Stadtvogtei denotes
the official residence of the Stadtvogt.
This was an official appointed in feudal
times by the overlord of the territory, as
keeper of one of his castles, around which an
early settlement of farmers and a few artisans
had grown into a medieval town or Stadt.
Later on, as a fit successor of the old Stadtvogtei,
a prison arose in its place, which was
modernized from time to time, until in 1916 a
new modern building stood where once victims
had vanished into dungeons, and, later, political
prisoners (among them Bebel, in 1870) had languished
in dark, musty, insanitary cells.
Bricks, iron, concrete, and glass had been used
in the construction of this building, the scanty
furniture and the cell doors being the only wood
to be found in it.
I never came to know the whole of the Stadtvogtei,
but learned gradually that it enclosed a
number of courtyards. These were triangular
in shape and just sixty paces in circumference.
Around them the walls rose five stories high,
and made deep wells of them rather than yards.
The regularly spaced windows, tier upon tier,
with their iron bars increased the dreariness of
their aspect.
With a yard as a center, each part of the
prison surrounding it formed a structural entity,
a “block,” separated from the next one by
a space about eight feet wide, and extending
from the ground floor right up to the glass roof
above. The aggregation of blocks was enclosed
by the outer walls as the segments of an orange
are enclosed by the peel. With the cell windows
toward the yards, the doors were in the circumference
of the blocks. In front of them,
frail-looking balconies, or gangways, extending
around the blocks, took the place of corridors,
and overhung by half its width the space separating
the component parts of the prison.
Their floors consisted in most places of thick
plates of glass, fitting into the angle-irons of the
cantilevers. Iron staircases and short bridges
permitted communication between the different
floors and blocks.
Imagine yourself standing at the end of one
of these corridors and looking down its vista.
In the wall nearest to you the perspectively diminishing
quadrilaterals of eighteen evenly
spaced doors, each with its ponderous lock, bolt,
and a spy-hole in the center, with a row of ventilating
holes above them, and, underfoot and
above, the glass of two balcony floors. On the
opposite side a breast-high iron railing, beyond
it four feet of nothingness, and then the blank
stretch of a whitewashed wall, reflecting the
light from the skylights on top of the building.
Try to think of yourself as so situated that
a chance of “enjoying” this view mornings and
evenings, when the cell doors are unlocked for a
few minutes, is eagerly anticipated as a change
from the monotony of the cell, and you will in
one respect approach the sensations of a man in
solitary confinement.
Then imagine that the sight of this same
gaunt vista every day causes you a feeling of almost
physical nausea, that you keep in your cell,
or somebody else’s, as much as possible to escape
it, and you may perhaps realize a fractional
part of the circle of the disagreeable sensations
of a man who has had the “liberty of the
prison” for, say, six months.
As a rule such emotions are subconscious, but
they come to the surface when the periodical attack
of prison sickness of the soul lays hold of
you, a temporary affection of the mind which is
very disagreeable to the individual who suffers
from it, and may have unpleasant effects on his
companions and friends. We used to hide these
attacks as carefully as we could from one another.
Originally the prison had been used for criminals
undergoing light sentences of two or three
years and less, and for remand prisoners. One
entire block had been used for the latter. There
the cells were superior to those in the remainder
of the building, where there were stone floors,
very small windows, and no artificial light, while
the beds consisted of boards on an iron frame
and a paillasse. In the remand cells the floor
was covered with red linoleum, and in this part
landings and corridors were covered with the
same material, there were larger windows,
spring mattresses hinged to the wall, and—luxury
beyond belief to a man from Ruhleben
camp—electric lamps.
Except when special punishment was being
inflicted, the political prisoners, among whom I
count the civil prisoners of war, inhabited this
better part of the prison, comprising perhaps
three hundred cells around one yard.
Over a year before my arrival the German
military authorities had taken over the greater
part of the Stadtvogtei for their own prisoners.
Only a small portion was still occupied by the
civil prison authorities and their charges. One
or two of the latter occasionally appeared in our
wing, in the charge of a civil warder, to do an
odd job. They were permanently used in the
kitchen, the bath and disinfecting place, and
before the furnace.
In the military part of the prison N.C.O.’s of
the army acted as warders for the military and
political prisoners.
Of the former there were always a great
many. They were undergoing punishment for
slight breaches of discipline, or were remanded
there awaiting trial before a court martial.
Occasionally a number of French soldiers, and
now and again an English Tommy or tar, were
incarcerated among them. When this happened,
and we heard of it, we tried to help them
with food, tobacco, and cigarettes. It was very
seldom that we succeeded, as we were not allowed
on corridors the cells of which were used
for military prisoners.
Since, however, the remand block did not
quite suffice for the political and civilian prisoners
of war, we occasionally found ourselves in
the military block, though quartered above the
soldiers on separate corridors. In this fashion,
and on occasional trips through the prison to
see the doctor or to get something from the kitchen,
we saw and heard enough of the treatment
meted out to the German soldiers to form an
opinion of their sufferings.
In this the most cherished traditions of the
German Army, and of the German N.C.O.’s,
were rigidly adhered to. We never heard one
of the poor prisoners being spoken to in an
ordinary voice by their jailers. They were
shouted at, jeered at, abused, beaten, and bullied
in every conceivable way. Their part of the
prison was in a continual uproar from the voices
of the N.C.O.’s, who evidently enjoyed the
privilege of torturing in perfect safety their fellow-beings.
Sometime during 1917 an N.C.O. who had
spent most of his life in England came to the
prison. I heard him talk with one of my friends
one evening. A few days after, on my way to
the kitchen, I had the unpleasant experience of
seeing him break up one of his charges. The
man had obviously had a dose before I arrived
on the scene, for he was sobbing in his pitch-dark
cell, while the N.C.O. was talking at him
in a way that made my blood boil.
A few weeks before this happened, a friend
of ours, a former A. S. C. man, had shot into the
cell where I was sitting with a chum. He was
laughing queerly, highly excited and pale.
“Look into the yard, look into the yard!” he
cried, jumping on a table underneath the window.
We followed as fast as we could, but were
just too late. This is what had happened:
A Black Maria had been driven into the
yard. Two or three N.C.O.’s had surrounded
it and opened the door, and one of them had
climbed inside. The next moment a German
cavalryman, manacles on wrists and ankles, was
pitched literally head over heels on to the stone
pavement of the yard, where he lay, seemingly
stunned. Two of the N.C.O.’s grabbed him by
the collar and, kicking the motionless form,
dragged him through the gates, which closed
after them.
Most of the military prisoners were kept in
dark cells. I do not know for how long this kind
of punishment may be inflicted, but I believe six
weeks is the maximum term. Imagine what it
means to spend only two weeks in a perfectly
dark, comfortless room on bread and water,
sleeping on bare boards without blankets. Yet
that, as it appeared, would be a very ordinary
sentence.
This kind of punishment could be inflicted on
anybody who was directly under military law, as
we prisoners of war were. During my seventeen
months in prison, it occurred only once that
an Englishman, an ex-navy man, got a week of
it. My particular friends and I were able to
get a well-cooked, hot meal to him on most days.
When he came out, he vowed he could have
stuck a month of it, thanks to our ministrations,
but his drawn face seemed to belie his words.
While the military prisoners had their food
sent in from a barracks outside—judging from
what we saw of it, it was rather good—we were
supplied from the prison kitchen. The food
varied somewhat in quality and quantity at different
times. In 1914 and again in the following
year it was nauseous, and so insufficient
that after four weeks in prison young men found
it impossible to mount the four flights of stairs
to the top corridor in less than half an hour.
When I arrived it happened to be comparatively
good for a few weeks. The amount one got
would have kept a man alive, though in constant
hunger tortures, for perhaps six months, if he
was in good condition to start with.
Breakfast was at 7:30 and consisted of a pint
of hot black fluid, distantly resembling very thin
coffee in taste, and a piece of bread weighing
eight ounces, black, but much better than the
bread we were accustomed to in camp. A pint
of soup was served for dinner, but there was
never any meat in it. Rumor had it that meat
was occasionally added but disappeared afterward.
The staple substance in the beginning
was potatoes, with mangel-wurzels during the
following winter. By far the best soup, which
disappeared from the bill of fare altogether for a
long time, contained plenty of haricot-beans.
It was usually given out on Saturdays or Sundays,
and tasted rather good. Another one, tolerable
for a hungry man, consisted of a sort of
black bean, with hard shells but mealy kernels,
and potatoes. A fish soup appeared on the
menu three times a week; fortunately one could
smell it as soon as the big pails left the kitchen
at the other end of the building. This gave one
a chance of accumulating the necessary courage
to face it in one’s bowl. It really was horrible
beyond words.
At about five o’clock a pint of hot water with
barley was intended to furnish the last meal of
the day. Often there was less than a pint of
fluid, and most often the barley was entirely absent.
But the water had always a dirty blue
color; consequently it did not even appeal to
one’s æsthetic sense. On Sundays these rations
were sometimes supplemented by a pickled
herring or a small piece of sausage. I could
never bring myself to touch these.
Subsistence on the prison food exclusively
would have been almost impossible. I am not
speaking from the point of view of the average
man, who has had plenty all his life, but as a
one-time prisoner of war in Germany, who has
seen what incredibly little will keep the flame of
life burning, at least feebly.
Fortunately, almost all the politicals or prisoners
of war obtained extra sustenance in some
way or another, although the majority of the
Poles and Russians did so only occasionally and
in small quantities.
As far as the British were concerned, we got
enough food from England in our parcels to
do entirely without the prison diet. Those
amongst us who found themselves temporarily
short of eatables simply drew from others who
were better supplied.
I had had a foretaste of prison in Cologne in
November, 1914, which had not been encouraging.
Consequently I felt apprehensive enough,
while mounting the stairs behind the N.C.O. on
the morning of my arrival.
The prison being very full, only a convict cell
ten feet long and five wide was available for me,
into which I was thrust without ceremony. A
small window, barred, and high up in the narrow
wall, faced the door. The bed on the left
was hinged to the brick work and folded flat
against it. A stool in the corner by the door
was balanced on the other side by the hot-water
pipes for heating. Farther along, toward the
window, a small double shelf, with three pegs
underneath, took the place of wardrobe, cupboard,
and bookcase. It held a Prayer Book, a
New Testament, an earthenware plate, bowl
and mug, a wooden salt-cellar, a tumbler, and
a knife, fork, and spoon. Against one side of it
hung a small printed volume of prison rules and
a piece of cardboard, showing a dissected drawing
of the shelves, with the contents in regulation
order, and an inventory underneath. In
the center of the wall a small table was hinged
and fastened like the bed. A Bible text above
decorated the cell.
When in the course of the morning bed-linen
and a towel were issued to me, I was vastly
pleased. I had not expected such luxuries.
The former consisted of a coarse gray bedcloth,
an enormous bag of the same material, but
checkered in blue, and another small one of the
same kind. The big bag was to serve as a cover
for the two blankets, which were to be folded
inside; the small one was a pillow-slip.
Dinner meant another welcome interruption
in the difficult task of settling down, and, since
it was Saturday, turned out to be bean soup.
Although the quantity was far short of what I
required, particularly in my famished state, it
appeared so tasty, so far beyond anything I had
been accustomed to in camp as far as German
rations were concerned, that I was beginning to
think myself in clover.
Still, I was in solitary confinement. How
long was this state of affairs to last? I had
asked the man in charge of the canteen, a British
prisoner who paid me a visit in his official capacity.
He did not know. He had had four
and a half months after his escape of the previous
summer. The N.C.O.’s refused to commit
themselves, if they answered my questions
at all. So I tried to face the prospect of being
shut up in a small cell, with no company but my
own, for five months. On this basis I worked
out the final date, made a very rough calendar,
and thereafter at 11 A.M., the hour of my arrival
in the Stadtvogtei, marked with great ceremony
the termination of every twenty-four hours in
“solitary.”
I was not examined again, contrary to my expectations,
and my clever plans, framed in Vreden
prison, of “diddling the Boche” into a forgiving
frame of mind could not be tested. My
hopes of a glimpse of Ruhleben camp and my
friends were not realized. The term of my solitary
confinement evidently was regarded as a
state secret, not to be communicated even to
the person whom it most concerned. This was
a policy always pursued by the Kommandantur
in Berlin—whether out of sheer malice
or callous indifference I don’t know. Since I
was the first escaper to be punished under
a new regulation, there was no precedent to form
an opinion from; but I did not know that, and
consequently expected the same term of “solitary”
as other men before me. Those who came
after me were not permitted to have much doubt
about the subject. We saw to that.
On the morning of the second day I was told
that, in addition to solitary confinement, punishment
diet had been ordered by the powers that
were. One day out of every three (for four
weeks) I was to receive bread and water only.
It sounded unpleasant. The canteen man, who
came to see me every day for a few minutes,
assured me that this was something new, quite
outside his experience, and, being pressed,
cheered me vastly by consenting to my expressed
opinion that it might, perhaps, indicate a correspondingly
short term of “solitary.”
As it turned out, the punishment diet proved
the reverse of what it was intended to be, an aggravation.
In filling power, twenty-four ounces
of bread were far superior to the ordinary
prison food, and much more palatable than fish
soup. Very soon I began to look forward to
my “hard” days.
On the morning of the third day a different
N.C.O. took charge of my corridor and me. I
cannot speak too highly of him. Good-natured
and disinterestedly kind, he made my lot as easy
as possible. Knowing a little about prison
routine by now, I had got up before the clanging
of the prison bell had sounded, apprehensive of
being late. Then I set to work cleaning my cell,
scrubbing the floor and dusting the “furniture,”
and was quite ready when the doors were opened
to permit us to empty the cell utensils and get
fresh water. This was soon accomplished, and
I lingered outside in the corridor to enjoy the
“view.” Not far from me a Polish prisoner
was cleaning the balcony floor, and the N.C.O.—let
us call him Kindman—was trying hard to
make the Pole understand that the water he was
using was too dirty for the purpose. The poor
Pole, not comprehending a word, was working
away doggedly, while Kindman was gradually
raising his voice to a shriek in his efforts to
make his charge understand, without producing
the slightest effect. He was not at all nasty
about it, as one would have expected from a
German N.C.O.; he merely substituted vocal
effort for his lack of knowledge of Polish.
“I tell you, you are to use clean water, not
dirty water, clean water, not dirty water, dirty
water no good, no good,” shaking his head.
Pause, to get a fresh breath. Roaring: “Clean
water, clean, clean, clean!” Despairingly he
glanced in my direction. I fetched my own pail,
full of clean water, put it beside the Pole’s, and,
stirring it with my hand, nodded vigorously.
Then, pointing to the thick fluid in the other pail,
I made the sign of negation. The Pole understood.
“You cleaned your cell before opening time
this morning?” Kindman asked a little later.
“You needn’t do that. I’ll get you a Kalfacter—a
man to do the dirty work for you.
You’re a prisoner of war. You are allowed
these privileges. There are plenty of Poles
here who’ll be only too glad to do it for a mark a
week.”
After some hesitation I assented. In camp I
had perhaps taken a foolish pride in doing
everything myself, with the exception of washing
my underclothes. Now, in prison, I had a
Kalfacter to scrub and clean. Instead, I began
to do my own washing, not liking to entrust
it to the doubtfully clean hands of a Pole.
“I’ll get you a better cell,” was Kindman’s
next announcement. A few days after I moved
into one of the remand cells with its comfortable
bed, its nice red “lino” floor, and a bright electric
light burning up to nine o’clock, while hitherto
I had sat in darkness of an evening.
So far so good. There were no terrible physical
hardships to endure. It was unpleasant
not to have enough food. I did get some help
from my fellow-countrymen, but parcels were
arriving irregularly just then, and it was little
they could spare me. My own had stopped altogether,
and I had only very little money to
buy things with, and that borrowed, and consequently
it had to be hoarded like a miser’s until
I could get some of my own. I was always hungry,
and often could not sleep for griping pains,
while pictures of meals I had once eaten, and
menus I would order as soon as I got to England,
kept appearing before me.
It was a red-letter day when my hand-bag
arrived from the sanatorium. Besides the
clothes, it contained several tins of food, which I
determined to consume as sparingly as possible.
That, however, was easier planned than done.
Knowing the food to be within reach, I simply
could not keep my hands from it. It all went in
two days. I remember getting up in the middle
of the night to open a tin containing a Christmas
pudding, and eating it cold to the last crumb.
Marvelous to relate, I went peacefully to sleep
after that.
The actual treatment in “solitary” was much
better than I had hoped for in my most optimistic
moments. Mentally, however, I suffered
somewhat during the first fortnight or three
weeks. I had to battle against the worst attack
of melancholia I had ever experienced. I
never lost my grip of myself entirely, but came
very near succumbing to absolute despair. The
uncertainty about the duration of my punishment,
the cessation of all letters and parcels
from Blighty at a time when I most wanted
them, the fear that my correspondence would
merely wander into the waste-paper basket of a
German censor, and last, but not least, the lack
of response from my friends in camp to my
post-cards—all combined to depress my spirits
horribly.
I began to wish heartily that I had made a
daylight attempt from the guard-house, which
certainly would have ended my troubles one way
or another. The drop from the balcony to the
stone flags below had an unholy fascination.
For a number of days I gazed down every moment
of the few minutes I was allowed outside
my cell.
In the beginning of the war I had read of the
attempted escape of a British officer from a
fortress in Silesia. When he was apprehended
somewhere in Saxony, he committed suicide with
his razor. “What a fool!” had run my unsympathetic
comment to my friends; “what did
he want to do that for?” Now I could not forget
his tragic end, and not only understood his
action but almost admired him for it.
Every afternoon the other men in solitary
confinement and I spent an hour—from three to
four o’clock—walking in single file round the
yard. An N.C.O., with a big gun strapped to
his waist, kept guard over us, and had been ordered
to see that we did not talk together. With
an indulgent man on guard it was occasionally
possible to get in a word or two, even to carry
on a conversation for ten minutes or so. In
this way I made the acquaintance of all the other
Englishmen who were in the same position as I.
As I became more cheerful, I began to relish
the books which were sent to me by the other
English prisoners, and to look about for means
of snatching what enjoyment I could under the
circumstances. Two visits to the prison doctor
for the treatment of “sleeplessness” gave me
opportunities of chatting for half an hour with
my friend Ellison, who faked up some complaint
on the same days.
My punishment diet was to end on the 8th of
May. That over, I expected another four
months under lock and key, until the 10th of
September.
On the 7th of May, while tramping round the
yard, the sergeant-major, second in command,
came in and beckoned me to him.
“You’ve finished your ‘solitary’!” he said.
“Do you mean to say to-day?” I asked.
“Am I to have my cell door open, and may I see
the other men?”
When the hour of exercise was over, I sped up
the stairs, taking four steps at a stride, and
searched for Kindman.
“I’m out of ‘solitary,’” I bawled. “I’m
going to see the other chaps!”
“Hey, wait a moment,” he cried. “I must
lock your cell door first.”
“But I tell you I’m out of ‘solitary’!”
“I believe you, though I don’t know officially.
I’m not going to lock you in, but lock the door
I will. If we leave it open, you’ll find all your
things gone when you come back. These Poles
would take anything they can lay their hands
on, and small blame to them. Most of them
haven’t a shirt to their back.”
I did not return to my cell until lock-up time,
feeling comfortably replete from various teas I
had had, and my throat raw from incessant talking.
The part of our block reserved for men in solitary
confinement, one side of the triangle, was
separated from the rest by iron gates on each
landing. These gates barred access to the military
part as well. They were always kept
locked. To clamber over them was easy
enough; to be seen doing so spelled seven days’
cells. My first care, consequently, was to get a
cell “in front of the gate.” This term was
equivalent among us for ordinary confinement
as opposed to solitary, for, in ordinary circumstances,
nobody would willingly stay in a
cell “behind the gate” if not in “solitary,” and
was, in fact, not supposed to do so.
An unexpected physical phenomenon, which I
afterward observed in others, made itself unpleasantly
felt in my case. The first days following
my release from “behind the gate” I was
extremely nervous and restless; at times I
longed to be back in “solitary” with the cell
door securely locked upon me.
The prisoners interned in the Stadtvogtei
were divided into two classes, the aristocrats,
or rather the plutocrats, and the rest, thus
repeating faithfully the state of affairs in the
outer world.
To the former belonged all the British without
exception, a few occasional Frenchmen and
Belgians, a number of Russians of education and
means, temporarily some German socialists—they
would be disgusted if they read this—and
one or two German undesirables, adventurers
and high-class pickpockets, who had come out of
prison recently, but were probably not considered
safe enough to be at large.
The “rest” was composed of an ever-changing
mass of Russian and Polish laborers, never
less than two hundred and fifty in number.
Wealth admitted to the upper class. The
possibility of procuring food was wealth. This
explains why all the British were plutocrats, for
they received parcels from home, and had more
food, as a rule, than anybody else. Frenchmen
and Belgians, on the contrary, held a precarious
position on the outside edge of society. Not
having friends in Germany who could supply
them with food, as was the case with the Russian
and German plutocrats, and their parcels from
France and Belgium being exceedingly few, they
were frequently in straits. But then, of course,
they were “taken up” by some of the “plutocratic”
Englishmen, who chose their associates
according to other standards than those of digestible
possessions.
As far as malice aforethought is concerned,
Englishmen have been, and are, the worst
treated of all the prisoners of war in Germany.
I believe the Russians had a harder time of it
from sheer neglect by the higher authorities, being
delivered over to the tender mercies of the
German N.C.O. and private soldier, clothed
with a little brief authority. This class of human
beings was always chary of tackling Englishmen,
either singly or in small groups.
In the Stadtvogtei the usual order was reversed.
There we were the cocks of the walk
among the prisoners, and, in time, entirely unofficial
privileges developed appertaining to us
as Englishmen. They were inconspicuous
enough in themselves. An incident will serve
as an illustration. It was the more startling in
its significance as I had no idea that the privilege
in question had come to exist until it had
happened.
It was in the summer of 1917. The prisoners
in ordinary confinement were allowed to be in
the courtyard at certain hours of the day, but
were supposed to enter and leave it only at the
full and half-hours. I had observed this rule so
far, except on a very few occasions, when I had
asked the doorkeeper to let me in and out at odd
times. I was doing certain work for the British
colony, which now and then called me there on
business.
One morning I happened to be walking about
with Captain T., then recently released from
solitary confinement for an attempt at escaping.
We were waiting for the door to be unlocked to
leave the yard, and when the doorkeeper opened
it between times, I, followed by the captain,
passed through, nodding my acknowledgment to
the N.C.O. On seeing my companion, he
stepped up to him threateningly and shouted,
“What d’you mean by coming out, you ——”
I had not grasped the situation, but jumped between
them instinctively and said, “Hold on.
This is an Englishman!”
“I beg your pardon, I didn’t know. I
thought he was a Pole. I’ve never seen him
before.”
Captain T. had missed the meaning of the affair,
and I had to explain it to him. I went up
the stairs to our cell feeling very chesty.
Up to the beginning of June, 1916, the British
numbered less than twenty. During the course
of the summer and autumn our colony grew until
we were about thirty-four strong. More than
half of the new arrivals were escapers. We had
our experiences in common, and a class feeling,
even some class characteristics. We certainly
all felt equally hostile to that particular section
in Ruhleben camp whose attitude toward us was
summed up in these words: “Aren’t you
ashamed of yourselves? Can’t you stay and
take your gruel?” We were actually asked
these questions.
K. was the doyen of our group. He was older
than the rest. His attempt, with a companion,
in April, 1915, to which I have referred in a previous
chapter, was the first made from Ruhleben,
and he had been at liberty longer than any
one else—more than three weeks. He was one
of the most charming men one could wish to
meet, though, as he was a Scotsman, it took some
little time to break down his reserve. Hailing
from the same part of the kingdom, there were
W. and M. who had been in prison since June,
1915, followed soon after by Wallace Ellison, my
friend and comrade-to-be, and another man—both
excellent fellows. Wallace was my neighbor
on the right, as K. was on the left, when I
had succeeded in getting a cell on the top floor,
coveted on account of the light and air and the
greater expanse of sky visible from the window.
Of some of the men who came after me I shall
speak later on.
One of my companions, not an escaper, was
Dr. Béland, a well-known Canadian. He had
been residing in Belgium when the war broke
out, and, although a physician, he had been
arrested in the summer of 1915, and sent to
prison in Berlin. The Germans regarded him
as a member of an enemy government, and
justified their action in their own way, by saying
that this eliminated his standing as a
member of the medical profession. As a matter
of fact, Dr. Béland was not a member of the
Cabinet in Canada, and had not been for some
time. He belonged, however, to the House of
Commons.
Dr. Béland was a man of great personal
charm. His wide experience, his high good
humor, which never failed under the ordinary,
trying conditions of life in prison, his readiness
to help all those in distress, and his brilliant
powers as a conversationalist, made it a delight
to meet him. In the course of time we got to
know each other well, and in January, 1917, he
rendered us, particularly a friend and myself, a
great service by the delicate handling of an affair
which almost got us sent to a penal prison.
Little consideration was ordinarily shown him
by the German authorities. When they had an
opportunity, as once happened to be the case,
they treated him with a refined cruelty which
created universal indignation among his companions.
Apart from the British who were permanent
boarders at our establishment, occasional birds
of passage on their way to Ruhleben camp
alighted there for a night or two. Most of them
were boys who had been residing in Belgium.
Unable to get away when the invasion overwhelmed
that unhappy country, and not having
attained the “internable” age of seventeen,
they had been compelled to stay on, until the day
of their seventeenth birthday brought their arrest
and subsequent internment as a Greek gift
from the conquerors.
Among the other plutocrats, whatever their
nationality, we found some cheery and interesting
companions. Several of the socialists
were men of high intellectual attainments and
charming manners. We were on the best terms
with them, a circumstance which, I believe, gave
rise to some uneasiness to the prison governor.
He certainly had always something nasty to say
about them, looking down from the height of
his semi-education upon men who knew what
they were talking about, who knew—none better—the
German governing classes, and who were
perfectly frank about them. We often had
them to tea in our cell. They gave us sufficient
insight into the pre-war intrigues which led to
the catastrophe, and into the falsehoods and
falsifications of the German Government, to
make us catch our breath.
The component parts of the “rest,” the Polish
and Russian laborers, came and went. We did
not get into real contact with them. The difficulties
of language stood in the way, for one
thing. Poor and ignorant, most of them illiterate,
they were greatly to be pitied. With very
little besides the prison food to live on, and
constantly maltreated by the N.C.O.’s, it is still
somewhat of a marvel to me that they did not
succumb. Their powers of passive resistance,
their ability under such circumstances to keep
on living, and even to retain a certain amount
of cheerfulness, can be explained only by their
low intellectual and emotional standard and the
centuries of slavery or semi-slavery their ancestors
had endured.
The most pitiable objects were boys, children
almost, who occasionally appeared among them.
Tiny mites they were as to stature, with the
faces of old men on bodies of children of eight
or nine years of age. They, too, had been recruited
by German agents. Most of them
seemed to have been sent into the coal-mines,
where hard work and little food had broken
them completely. Their actual years were usually
between thirteen and sixteen.
With their mental powers almost destroyed,
and nearly too weak to walk, they used to sit in
their cells or stand listlessly about the corridors,
their eyes lusterless and vacant.
Whenever any of them were about, they were
taken on by some of us as pensioners. But even
a hearty meal set before them did not bring a
smile to their lips or a gleam into their eyes.
Like graven images they wolfed it down, tried
to kiss your hand or the hem of your coat, and
went to sit or stand as before.
Not long before I arrived in prison, a change
had taken place in its official personnel.
Formerly, the internment side and the military
side had been under different commanders.
What I heard from my friends about the character
of the man in charge of the interned, previous
to my coming, caused me to congratulate
myself upon my good luck in not having to encounter
him. He had been an out-and-out bully.
He was transferred to Ruhleben camp later on,
where he went under the name of “Stadtvogtei
Billy.”
The officer in command of the prison after
“Stadtvogtei Billy” had gone, had charge of the
interned and military prisoners. This Oberleutnant,
to give him his German title, was a
schoolmaster in civil life. As such he was a
government official and duly imbued with the
prescribed attitude of mind.
Officially we had not much to do with him.
Occasionally we had to approach him for some
small request or other, and found him courteous
enough then. When he took the initiative,
something disagreeable usually happened, or
was going to happen.
Often he called upon some of us for a chat.
That was always something of a trial. He
never could get rid of his ex cathedra manners;
he knew only the approved official version of
whatever he was talking about, and mostly chose
rather unfortunate themes for his discourses.
“Prussian superiority in everything, but particularly
in war,” “the eminent qualities of the
Prussian rulers,” “Prussian strategy in war
favorably compared with that of other nations,
particularly the British,” “Jewish treason and
wickedness”—such were his favorite topics.
Quite frankly he ran down everything British
and American. The United States in particular
was sighing under the absolute rule of two
wicked autocrats, one called the “President,”
the other the “Almighty Dollar.” They were
inhabited partly by Germans and partly by a
mass of ignorant and unteachable fools and
cowards, who, unable to grasp the intellectual
and moral righteousness of the German nation,
spouted against them, but were afraid to act.
He used to bore us to tears, and his departure
was always followed by sighs of relief.
Of middle size, he was well built, and kept
himself superbly fit. He knew a little about
boxing, and often commanded one of the Englishmen
to be his sparring partner in one of the
big empty cells of the military part. His tactics
were to strike blows as hard as he could.
Once or twice this was discouraged by his opponent.
The sergeant-major came officially into contact
with us every day when he made his rounds.
He was a handsome fellow, stout, with almost
white hair and a fresh complexion, much
younger than he looked, and an old army man.
With the mannerism of a German N.C.O., he
was a kindly fellow at heart, and easy to get on
with. Although his voice could be heard thundering
somewhere in the prison at any hour of
the day, his bark was ever so much worse than
his bite.
The N.C.O.’s acting as warders in our section
were always considerate to us and the other
plutocrats, though in different degrees and for
different reasons. One or two treated us decently,
quite spontaneously, and strictly within
the limits of their duty. As for the rest, a quid
pro quo was the more or less openly confessed
basis of their behavior toward us.
The scarcity of food in Germany made it inexpensive
and easy for us to keep the wheels
oiled. A tin of herring or of dripping, or a few
biscuits went a very long way. I think we were
perfectly justified in making these small donations.
The doctor visited the prison only for an hour
or two every morning, except Sundays. Any
one who was foolish enough to be taken suddenly
and seriously ill after he had gone, had to wait
until the next day, and, if he carried his stupidity
so far as to do it on a Saturday, he could
not hope for medical attention until Monday
morning.
Dr. Béland always helped as far as he could in
such cases. Many a night he was fetched out
of bed to give first aid. He was handicapped in
this work of charity by his lack of drugs and
stimulants.
There was a chapel in the prison, whose parson
was supposed to look after our spiritual
welfare. Personally, I never spoke to him, nor
did I approach his shop. The expression fits, as
I shall try to demonstrate.
Among us we had an engineer, M., who felt it
necessary to observe his religious duties, and
wished to take part in the services held in the
chapel. He went to the parson to proffer his
request.
“The Lord God is not for the English,” were
the words in which he refused it.
The unchanging routine of our prison day was
as follows: the doors of the cells, locked during
the night, were opened again at half-past seven
o’clock in the morning. While the Kalfacters
cleaned the cells, we prepared breakfast in the
kitchen. The meal over, some went into the
courtyard for a walk, while others employed
themselves in whatever way they felt most
inclined. The canteen was open from ten
o’clock until half-past ten. At eleven o’clock
the midday soup was distributed. It did not
concern us Englishmen, for we never took our
share. The kitchen was opened again now for
the preparation of the midday meal, and there
was usually a rush to secure one or more of the
gas-rings. The cleaning of vegetables, peeling
of potatoes, and other preparations had been
previously undertaken in the cells by all hands.
The cooking itself was attended to by the cook
of the mess and day. Soon after eleven the
distribution of parcels from England was to be
expected. On their arrival an N.C.O. went
into the yard and shouted the names of the
lucky ones, generally mispronouncing them.
Leaving everything to take care of itself, their
owners went helter-skelter down to the office
to take possession of their packages. From
half-past three o’clock till five it was again
possible to brew tea and cook, and from
four to six to be in the yard. At seven o’clock
we were locked up for the night. In summer,
artificial light was not permitted in the cells;
in winter, the current was switched off at nine
o’clock.
The most important question for us was that
of the food-supply. If, accidentally, a week or
two was barren of parcels, the man who missed
them was apt to become a nuisance to his companions
by his constant expressions of grieved
astonishment about this “absolutely inexplicable
stoppage.” This was the case regardless
of whether he had a month’s supply in hand or
not.
It did not mean that we were gluttons. Apart
from the absolute necessity of receiving a sufficient
amount of English food, parcels and letters
were the links connecting us with the Old
Country. When a link was broken we felt lost
and forsaken. A cessation of letters had a similar
effect. Our correspondence was limited to
four post-cards and two letters a month. Communication
between prisoners of war in different
places of internment was prohibited. We
were not informed of this, however, until the
summer of 1917. A great light dawned on me
then, for I could understand at last why my
friends in camp had not written to me.
While in “solitary” and for two months
afterward, I had a struggle to make both ends
meet as far as food was concerned. Only a
modicum of my letters and parcels from England
arrived. I was absolutely ignorant of the
fact that friends were helping me with a generosity
for which I can never be sufficiently
grateful. Having no relatives who could send
me food, I applied at last to one of the organizations
sending parcels to prisoners of war and
was adopted by a generous lady in Southampton.
About that time I joined a mess of four. The
pooling of our resources made them rather more
than merely sufficient for us. I debated whether
I should stop the last-named parcels. But there
was always so much opportunity of helping
others, and so much doubt whether our parcels
would continue, that I said nothing.
Among a section of the British community it
had always been considered an obvious duty to
help their less fortunate compatriots with food,
when they could afford it and the latter were
in need. All new-comers required help until
their parcels began arriving. Those who were
placed in solitary confinement had to be looked
after during the term of their punishment, for
they were not permitted to have their parcels.
At first this was all done without method and
with resulting hardships to individuals. When
coöperation among the greater number of the
British prisoners was finally brought about,
every man “behind the gate” received tea for
breakfast, a hot dinner of canned meat and vegetables,
and a substantial supper at five o’clock.
Occasionally we received cases of food from
the Relief in Kind Committee at Ruhleben to be
distributed among the British. Here again little
method was observed at first. But in course
of time the organization was perfected.
Up to the beginning of May, 1916, the prisoners
had to heat their food on spirit stoves as best
they might. Then fuel for these stoves became
unobtainable, and the prison authorities turned
one of the large cells on the top floor into a
kitchen, installing a number of gas-rings at the
private expense of the British colony. For a
charge the equivalent of a cent, one could obtain
a pint of boiling water or use one of the
rings for half an hour.
As long as vegetables were obtainable, we
fared very well. On our declaring that we could
not take the prison food, the authorities issued
potatoes to us by way of compensation. During
the winter of 1916-17 the scarcity of this vegetable
became so great in the “Fatherland” that
mangel-wurzels were generally used instead, of
which we got our scanty share. It was a severe
tax upon our culinary skill to disguise them
sufficiently to make them eatable. Palatable
they could not be made. I was cook at the time
for a small mess and the sauces I manufactured
with the help of curry-powder, pepper, salt, vinegar,
and mustard, would haunt a professional
cook to the end of his days.
I am afraid I have dwelt a long time upon this
question of food. But then, it was the most important
one for us. We never could escape it.
Three times a day at least we were reminded of
it by the necessity of preparing a meal. Our attitude
toward food and eating was largely influenced
by a feeling of insecurity. “How long
will it be before our parcels stop arriving?” was
a question ever present in our minds.
It must be admitted that we seldom lost our
appetites, despite the fact that we could take
little exercise. Officially, the only place to get
this was the yard. Paved with granite blocks,
it did not offer altogether ideal facilities. The
sun reached the bottom of this well in one corner
only during the three best months of the year.
In fine, mild weather it was always so packed
with humanity—and that not of the cleanest
kind—that the air was worse than in the cells.
Except in rainy or cold weather it stagnated,
and engendered a feeling of lassitude which
often was the precursor of a headache.
Generally speaking, the prison was badly ventilated,
although seemingly ample provision had
been made for a change of air in the building.
At certain hours of the day smells of the worst
kind pervaded the corridors. In the broken
light of the evening, the pall of fetid and evil air
surrounding the whole place became visible
to any one looking from an upper window
across the yard toward the bright western sky.
In spite of all, however, Swedish drill at night,
occasional fierce romps with our friends, or a
few rounds with the gloves in a space which
permitted only a stand-up ding-dong way of
sparring, kept us in tolerable health.
We were fortunate in having a considerable
number of private books. In addition to these,
the Ruhleben camp library sent us consignments
which we returned for others. From serious
and instructive books to the lightest kind of
literature, we were plentifully supplied with
reading matter.
Sometimes we managed to get hold of an
English newspaper. They were on sale in Berlin
but strictly forbidden to us prisoners. The
reason for this prohibition has always been to
me one of the inexplicable vagaries of the German
mind. The “Daily Telegraph” and the
“Daily Mail” were read on the sly, mostly after
lock-up time, by one after the other, until they
fell to pieces.
The royal game of chess was a great consolation.
It was played to excess, often resulting
in staleness.
The first two escapers to arrive after me were
C. and L., a happy combination of Scotland and
Ulster. They had gotten away from camp in a
very adventurous fashion, to be caught three
days later by an unfortunate combination of love
and flowers.
At dawn, one morning, they had found excellent
cover in a clump of lilac bushes growing
close to an unfrequented road. In the course of
the morning a German soldier, fully armed, was
passing their hiding-place, when he caught sight
of the lilacs in bloom. Some flaxen-haired
maiden must have been in his thoughts, for he
started to gather a bunch of them. Only the
best flowers would do, of course, but they were
inside the thicket, away from the chance passerby.
With his eyes lifted in search of the blooms,
the soldier did not see the two fugitives until he
trod on them. Before they had time to do anything,
he had them covered with his rifle.
When C. and L. came out of “solitary,” they
and Wallace and I soon became good friends.
Naturally, we discussed the chances of another
attempt to escape from prison. If possible, we
would make that attempt together. For this
purpose it would be desirable to be in one cell.
There were four big cells on each landing at
the three corners of the courtyard. They were
by far the most desirable, with good company to
share them with you. They had a water-tap
and a private lavatory, and their cubic capacity
per man was considerably greater than that of
the single cells. When one of these on the
fourth floor became temporarily empty at the
beginning of July, the four of us asked for and
obtained permission to take it.
We all felt a little doubtful about the experiment
at first, but it turned out magnificently;
and for all purposes we were a very strong
combination.
As far as I was concerned, the happiest time
of the whole of my three years as a prisoner of
war was spent in that cell. I slept well again,
and I lost the restless feeling which had obsessed
me while in a cell by myself, for I had
gone through a time of great spiritual loneliness
before C. and L. arrived. Now I simply basked
and expanded in this circle of congenial companionship.
I seldom cared to leave the cell,
and almost ceased visiting my other friends in
theirs.
Generally speaking, the internment in the
Stadtvogtei was no worse than the internment in
Ruhleben camp. The latter was healthier, and
there were ever so many more distractions, with
opportunities for sport and serious work. The
camp could be almost pleasant in summer, but it
was terrible in wet or cold weather. The prison
was always the same, neither hot nor cold.
Climatic conditions, the changes of the seasons,
did not affect us at all. Ruhleben was one of the
dirtiest places in the world; Stadtvogtei was always
clean and dry.
We worked hard, nevertheless, to bring about
our return to Ruhleben. Whether any of us
preferred the life in camp or that in prison, on
one point we were all agreed: the camp was
much easier to escape from.
So we sent periodical petitions to the Kommandantur
in Berlin for transfer to Ruhleben,
and on the rare occasions when a representative
from the American Embassy or, later on, from
the Dutch Legation, paid us an unexpected visit
we never failed to complain bitterly about the
injustice of being kept in prison. But these
complaints did not avail. It was probably due
to the comparative charm of the life in a big cell
that no actual attempt was made by us four between
June and October, 1916. Discussions of
ways and means were frequent, of course, in
secret meetings throughout the house. For a
long time the plans under consideration always
involved the destruction of iron bars in front of
our windows and the erection of a light scaffolding
made from table boards and legs. This scaffolding
was to help us gain the roof, and less
perilously than the method favored by our
friend Wallace. But Wallace was a crag-climber
in civil life. We understood perfectly
that his hobby had affected his brain and would
not allow him to climb to any high point unless
he could, by stealth or cunning, do it in the most
dangerous way. Under pressure, however, he
was still sane enough to relinquish his idea—for
this once. We applied the pressure. Once on
the flat roof of our portion of the prison we
were to traverse it for some distance, and
then drop down the face of a blank wall, sixty
feet high, by means of a rope we had plaited
from strings saved from our parcels. I doubt
whether the rope was quite long enough.
We finally hit upon another plan. Its attractions
were very tempting in comparison
with the first one, and we tried to put it into
execution.
If we could get out of our cell at night and
open a window on the first floor, we could easily
drop into the street. As I have mentioned in
an earlier chapter, the windows of the prison
overlooking the street were not barred on the
outside except on the ground floor. These were
made impassable by iron gratings on the inside
which opened like a door, and were unlocked
by the same key that fitted the locks of
our cell doors. The windows themselves were
opened by a hollow square key. A pair of small
strong pliers would do as well.
The corridors were almost incessantly patrolled
at night. The necessity of trying to
dodge the patrol would be not only disturbing
but somewhat difficult.
Next the stairs, on each landing, was a room
used for various purposes. These rooms were
not patrolled. The one on the first floor which
was naturally the most attractive to us was
labeled “CLERK.” This too had the same
lock as the cell doors. In there we should be
quite undisturbed while attending strictly to
duty.
We made a key out of a piece of thick wire
and the tin lid of a priceless beer-glass. The lid
was beautifully and appropriately engraved.
So was the glass, which had a considerable sentimental
value. Wallace, the rightful owner, sacrificed
the lid on the altar of the common weal.
With the wire as a core we cast the key in a
plaster-of-Paris mold and filed it to fit. C. filed
it. He would not let anybody else touch it.
He now holds it as his most treasured souvenir
of the war.
It was not at all difficult to obtain the plaster
of Paris for the mold. The making of the key
was an extremely simple affair altogether,
though it sounds extremely romantic.
The opening of the cell door was an outside
job, for the lock was quite inaccessible from the
inside with any of the instruments we possessed.
One of us had to get himself locked out by mistake,
hide somewhere in the prison, and release
the others at the proper time. Wallace volunteered
to do this. He got the job.
On the top floor of the building, in a sort of
blind corner, was the prison library. It was
separated from the rest of the corridor by a
wood-and-glass partition. Above its door was
an opening large enough to offer an easy passage
for Wallace’s small but athletic frame.
As the library would hardly be used after lock-up,
Wallace would be more than reasonably safe
there during his vigil.
We intended to walk from Berlin to the Baltic
Sea and make the passage to the nearest Danish
island in any kind of craft we could dishonestly
come by.
“All there?” asked the N.C.O. in charge of
our corridor at seven o’clock of the evening
fixed for the new venture.
C. and I were sitting opposite each other at
chess. L. was bending with knitted brows over
another chess board. The stool opposite him
was empty.
“Yes,” I answered absently, without lifting
my eyes from the board.
“Where’s Ellison?” using Wallace’s surname.
I looked up and made a motion toward the
privy our cell boasted.
“All right. Gute Nacht.”
“Good night, Herr Unterofficier!”
The door swung closed and the bolt shot home.
L. continued playing chess with himself, still
with that concentrated look of his. C. was mean
enough to take an unfair advantage of my inattention
and declared “mate” after ten or
twelve more moves.
Then we talked disjointedly with long pauses
after each remark. “Wace must have managed
all right.” “Seems so.” “Too early to
do anything yet.” “Oh, I don’t know. If they
come in here again to-night, the game will be up
anyway.” “Not necessarily; we might have
luck.” “We certainly need it for the next ten
days or so.” “Oh,” with the long yawn of
nervousness, “let’s eat.” “All right, let’s
eat.” We ate. Then we started dressing.
Double sets of underwear in my case, and also
collar and tie. I had almost finished, though my
two friends still looked pretty much as usual,
when we heard footsteps approach our door and
the rattle of the key in the lock. With a white
stiff collar around my neck, albeit without coat
or waistcoat, I took a flying leap toward the
door and into such a position that the whole of
my person except my face would be concealed by
one of our two-storied bed structures. It was
our N.C.O. who appeared through the opening
door. Without coming farther than half a step
into the cell he handed me, who was nearest to
him, a bundle of letters from “Blighty” and
disappeared again.
We completed our preparations and then lay
down on our bunks in order to get as much sleep
as possible while there was a chance. We did
not get much during the next five hours. We
were under the nervous stress of having to wait
for somebody else to act. The hours seemed to
be of Jupiterian size. Occasionally one of us
would turn over and mutter something, mostly
commenting upon the situation we were in, expressing
his views briefly and forcibly. Now
and then I lost consciousness in brief spells of
slumber. I think our emotions were not very
different from those experienced by men who
are waiting for the zero hour to go over the top.
As my brief fighting experience was in the artillery,
I cannot speak with authority.
At two o’clock, with a tremendous noise and
without warning, a key turned in the lock and
Wallace came into the room in his stocking-feet,
carefully fastening the door on the inside by a
little wooden latch. The latch was a strictly
unofficial attachment of our own making.
We were up and around him before he had
done with the door. “No use. We’re up
against it,” he whispered.
We were not absolutely unprepared for this.
We had been alarmed at something during the
afternoon of that day. I forget now precisely
what it was. It had been somewhat intangible.
Yet it had puzzled us a good deal. As Wallace
had needed some assistance in getting into
the library, we had been forced to take one or
two of our comrades into the secret. We felt,
of course, as sure of their trustworthiness as we
were of our own, but it is always possible to
make a mistake.
“I’m certain they have a suspicion that something
is afoot,” Wallace explained, “and are
merely lying low in order to catch us in the act.
They may not know who it is. When I came
out of the library I passed X.’s cell. The door
was a quarter open. There was a light inside
and they were talking. That pig Doran [one of
the N.C.O.’s] was in there. I then sneaked
down to the clerk’s room in order to open the
door. I couldn’t. Has none of you noticed
that there is a countersunk screw through the
bolt? Has any one of you ever seen that door
used? Now, what are we to do?”
We decided not to go that night. We were
unanimous. Briefly, Wallace told us the rest of
his adventures while we crept between our
blankets. I personally felt of a sudden very,
very tired. But before I fell asleep I reasoned
with mixed feelings that we might have pushed
the attempt a little further.
We were up at an unusually early hour in
order to remove all traces of our fell intent.
We unpacked the two small grips we had wanted
to take with us and put our extra clothes away.
The cell, to appear as usual, required general
tidying up.
Hoch, our N.C.O., thrust a startled face in
upon us when he came to unlock the door at
seven o’clock. As usual, L., wrapped in
blankets up to his chin and over his ears, was
placidly puffing clouds of smoke toward the ceiling.
As usual, C. and I were performing our
morning ablutions in front of the sink. As
usual, Wallace was watching us sleepily from
his elevated bunk next the door, waiting for his
turn, and hoping that it might be long in coming.
Hoch, after his first swift survey while still
in the corridor, had quickly advanced to the center
of the room and looked immensely relieved
when he had counted his chickens.
“Why, your door was unlocked!” he exclaimed.
Wallace nodded sleepily.
“Yes, one of your fellows came in and disturbed
us at six o’clock.”
“Who was it?”
“Don’t know. We were asleep and he woke
us up. Very rude of him. He just looked in
and walked away, and forgot to lock the door.”
Hoch laughed loud and long, like a man who
has had a bad jolt and finds himself unhurt.
He was an Alsatian and as such was always
more or less suspected of disloyalty. In order
to shield him as much as possible we had chosen
a night when he would not be on duty, but even
so, he would have found himself in difficulties
had we got away.
Friend Hoch was a smart man, however.
Nothing further was said about the open door,
but he didn’t believe us; of that I’m certain.
Nothing had happened, so he let sleeping dogs
lie, but he made up his mind that nothing should
happen. He was uncomfortably vigilant from
then on. He never locked up, after that, until
he had made sure that we were all in our cell.